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Not Again
Obama once again engages in public acts of treason against the united states and gets away with it by backing Taliban war criminals and encouraging Afghanistan to support them and offer opportunities to return to power' Al Jazeera Wednesday, May 12, 2010 21:31 Mecca time, 18:31 GMT'.These people Kill innocent men women and children from all walks of life Including terroristic acts on US soil .remember september 11th 2001? and not even for religious beliefs but for thier own power hungry rolls and profit from Afhanistans national product Heroine 'What tha fuck is wrong with these people? and why isnt once again Obama in Jail ?

Nucking Futs!
Some people go together like salt n pepperSome people are meant to be like bread n butterBeing a part for any time is like jam missing peanut butterWhen you find your dip to your chipHold on tightI will bring the whip, you bring the creamPaint me with honey and chocolate syrupLickity splitBanana splitI got a lovely set of coconuts................Or maybe i should just go get some lunch

Lost Soul
I am a lost soul. Searching for a light that should shine. My world is dark and dim. But the one thing i know is, it is mine. I am lost not know how to survive. Leaving trails of broken hearts and lovers to cry. Traveling through and empty space. For pain and heart ache i can not erase. Traveling deep with in my world, Searching for that one i left behind. Hoping to someday find him, To rekindle that flame. To start the fires, that burned so long ago. Oh for my search is as hard as it goes. Leaving trails of unhappiness and broken hearts Just to find where my love truely did start. Craving his every kiss and gentle touch. Untill I find him the devistation will all be to much. So destruction and dispair I do leave behind. Untill I find what is truely mine.

Vampire
I am the darkness you are afraid of. I run in the night searching for my next victim. Kissing your neck is what you need to protect. One bite and your mine. Blood dripping, I lick it slowly. Taking in every drop of your young essence. Virgins I do prefer because they are so young and pure. But if I can find the faint at heart. That will help find my new start. I sleep forever in the day. Because At night I can find my way. Sunlight kills me. Garlic makes me run.

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Seriously Wtf?
Schwarzenegger's revised state budget at a glance HEALTH AND HUMAN SERVICES About $3.7 billion in reductions, including: - $1.1 billion through the elimination of CalWORKS, the state's primary welfare program, which serves 1.4 million people, two-thirds of them children. - $750 million in unspecified cuts to the state's in-home supportive services program for the disabled, achieved through reductions in wages and services. - Cuts $532 million from Medi-Cal, the state's medical program for the poor, by reducing eligibility, limiting doctor's visits to 10 per year, reducing funding for hearing aids and other medical equipment, and increasing copays. - Cuts $15 million from Healthy Families, which provides health care to nearly 700,000 children from low-income families, shifting more of the costs to recipients, including raising the co-payment for emergency room visits from $15 to $50. This is after he eliminated Dental, and eyecare under the Medi-cal program, cl

Wow I Feel Horrible
I sign on just now to find a SB message by asking me whether or not I knew a certain someone from here because he has passed away in his sleep in January. And I do remember this person and how he was always friendly to me but I never really bothered to return much of the attention. I just feel absolutely horrid now. This person did used to mumm a bit too so if you would like to know who then ask me in my SB. Still waiting on the link to his dedicated FB page. I really regret not paying more attention but I suppose I am glad it was in his sleep and not any other way, but still he was only in his 40's I think. I mean I didn't even really know him so I don't really know how to feel about his death, it's confusing.

A Fubar Virgin...
Raw, emotionaly exposed to an existance i dont understand. I wonder when i realized i was alive? I hate myself at times. I hate myself for not chasing the fear, passion, desire, love, hate. All of that would only explain who i am and do i really want to take that chance? Reality is a good way to smack you in the face once in awhile. Regardless of how much i run i still have to face it time to time. I have been told that life is a journey to self discovery. To under cover the truths within, the who, the whats, the hows, the whens, the whys of life. But that only makes me cower in fear. Its truly scary to find out the person you are supposed to be when you are leading yourself with a blindfold over your eyes. To remove that and find out who i am, what i am, why i am destroys my heart. My thoughts.My ability to live another day. I become overwhelmed that i distance myself, two steps forward five steps back. The fear the knowing. How does one battle fear? Fear of ones ownself

A Story Of Screams And Claws
Once upon a time, about a year or so ago, the children went on a night adventure through the Enchanted Forest. I lit all the tiki torches I had so that they could find their way back. Time passed. Then it passed some more. Then I decided that I needed to launch a search party. I left the confettii at home and brought a flashlight and a dog and, unbeknownest to me, Alexander the Great cat. I fought my way through thorn tipped raspberry bushes and barriers of fallen logs and springy saplings. I started calling out to the children. "LOOK YOU LITTLE BRATS!!! THIS IS NOT FUNNY!!!" - umm... no I didn't say that. I called their names with ever increasing fervor. Suddenly the opening bars of A Perfect Circle's "Judith" rang out into the dark and vibrant forest from my pocket, because I had that for my ringtone for quite awhile. I answered. "MOM WHERE ARE YOU?????" the oddly annoyed sounding voice of one of my children said into my sweat salted ear. "We're at HOME! WHERE ARE YOU???" I started

Liverpool- Barcelona And Beyond
My train to Liverpool was on Thursday morning at 10am, I still had jet lag from Atlanta, so a grumpy dull mangled hair Janey got on the train at Glasgow Central. Old people opposite me got on with a whole chicken, a flask of tea and a loaf. I don't understand why folk need that much to eat on a train journey, its insane! Is there a famine? The smell of the chicken was making me nauseous and all I wanted was a sleep. But it took THREE trains from Glasgow to Liverpool? How can that be possible? Didn't the Victorians sort that out years ago? Anyway, got to Liverpool as I was hosting the Funny Women heats at the Unity Theatre and I managed to get an hour nap before the show. The show went good, loads of women up on stage doing there thing and then I headed off back to the hotel as I was up at 4am for a flight from Liverpool to Barcelona. I didn't bother sleeping as who can get up at 4am without screaming into a mirror and trying to get the tugs out of their own hair. The last time

Deathroof Youth Or How I Got My 1st Speeding Ticket
Recently I was reminded of my 1st speeding ticket. I was 18 at the time and had just bought a car for $100 from a couple I worked with. Sure it stalled at stoplights, but it was a 1971 Dodge Charger painted brilliant white with a maroon hood scoop, heavy metal imagery, racing stripes, and one of those tiny racing steering wheels. It was a car you might have seen in Christine or Deathproof, had the latter been released at that time. I also was part of the floor show at Rocky Horror- Frank no less. The theatre usually liked to close up ASAP after the midnight movies so it was common for me to throw street clothes on over my costume and wait until I got home to wash off the stage makeup. That night was no exception. On the way home, a Mustang full of girls pulled up beside me on Independence Blvd. They were honking, waving and smiling and one of them pointed ahead as they put the pedal to the metal . Since it was 2AM with no other cars around and the section of road had no side

This Would Be My Wishes..
I was walking in the woods behind my house this morning and came upon an elderly lady who looked lost. I stopped and asked her if she needed help. She looked up at me with tears in her eyes and said that her grand daughter had run off and was lost. I told her I would help her look for the child. After looking for about three hours we found the little girl playing at the edge of the woods. The elderly woman thanked me and asked if she owed me anything for helping her. I told her no, and walked her and her grand daughter out of the woods . As I turned to go my own way, a blinding light appeared before me. In that light was two Angels. One of a Woman and one of a child. The older Angel spoke in a voice so pure it broke my heart. She said, "Because of your kindness in helping me find a child that was lost and now is found I shall grant you four wishes." I thought about it for a few minutes and asked. For my first wish, let it be Kindness, the kind that only one of pure

Where Have All The Flowers Gone.
Can you tell me where the flowers areThat glorified our hill;The purple-tinged wisteria,The honeyed daffodil?And where have all the starlings flown,The grebes, the chickadees,That raised a psalm to each new mornWith awe-filled symphonies?I’ve noticed, too, the spruce and firThat boldly stood their groundWhen wind and flood and winter stormWith fury did astound;Are numbered just a precious fewThat have managed to forestallThe woodsman’s axe, the dozer’s blade,The chain saw and the maul.The soil that once absorbed the rainTo replenish wells belowHave been stripped away – no deep-set rootsTo stem the rapid flow.The rain now rushes undeterredOver cragged, barren ground,And dumps its grimy sedimentInto river, lake, and sound. Poem By Tammy C.

Butterfly Lullaby
Today is a day for dreaming.Sit quietly in the lush grass.Look to the sky and sigh,As fluffy, golden clouds pass.Dream. Imagine. Remember.Watch closely the last butterfly. Today is a day for dreaming.Listen to the birds slowly sing.Know what their lyrics imply,All the calm that they bring.Dream. Imagine. Remember.Watch closely the last butterfly. Today is a day for dreaming.Let all your thoughts soak in.Learn how to say good bye,And continue on with life again.Dream. Imagine. Remember.Watch closely the last butterfly. Today is a day for dreaming.Dream of the times to come.Imagine how it would be to fly.Remember times forgotten by some.Dream. Imagine. Remember.Watch closely the last butterfly. Poem By Tammy C.

Waiting To Meet Again.
Sepia coloured memoriesAre all that is left, As the long journey of lifeNears its end.The gnarled and twisted fingers,Once strong and deft,Lay resting in his lap.The tired joints have met their defeat.Proud shoulders; square and straightCrumpled slightly inward now--The vitality of lifeBending against his will.Cobblestone thoughtsStumble through his brain.Gone are the streets and avenuesOf Clarity and Wit.But his eyes refuse to dim--They are aglow with passion.For when the curtain falls, He will know love again.She is waiting there for him......just up ahead. Poem By Tammy C.

Rough Time
It's been a rough time for me lately...I am trying to be more active on here...the distraction is good for me. Everything that can go wrong, has...and the kicker being my 8 year old niece dying suddenlyon April 23rd. There has been so much more, but this is what I am struggling with...why my heart is broken...why I am quieter than normal and why I just..don't know what to do anymore. In her memory, I am holding a fundraiser for Mott Children's Hospital (University of Michigan) Pediatric Cardiology. 20% of all my sales will be donated in her memory. Go to www.yourAvon.com/mrisner and click on ONLINE EVENTS and be sure to enter the code CARLY2010 at checkout.

Beautiful
Oh how beautiful u are! Yo' eyes are like a dove's,teeth are like a flock of sheep comin up from the washing each has its twin. Yo' lips are like a scarlet ribbon,cheeks like beds of spice yielding perfume. Yo' neck is like the tower of alexandria built with elegance,yo' two breasts are like two fawns. ooh yeah, like twin fawns of a gazelle that browse among the lillies! Oh how beautiful you are! There is no flaw in you! Yo'ears are like rods of gold,yo'body is like polished ivory Yo' legs are like pillars of marble built on bases of pure gold! How more pleasing is yo love than wine! Yo' lips drop sweetness like the honey comb, milk and honey are under your toungue. You are a garden closed, a spring locked, a sealed fountain! Am proud to be the secret getway! I always sleep but ma heart stays awake coz you are always knockin en i obviously let u in, in and in ever baibe.

6 Top Tips To Make Life A Little Bit Greener
Green living and being more energy efficient is something that everyone has to think about nowadays. Not only is the good of the environment at the forefront of everyone's minds but the pinch of the recession means that saving money is something that even more people are thinking about that ever. Here are a few easy tips to help you make a start on making everyday life that little bit greener: 1. Unplug, Turn Off & Shutdown Even when your computer, TV and other appliances are on standby, they're using electricity! Try to make sure you shutdown, switch off at the mains or unplug electrical items in the home wherever possible. This will also reduce your carbon footprint as it's estimated that equipment left on standby in the UK produces 3.1 million tonnes of CO2 a year! 2. Give Your Shower a Facelift Getting a newer and better showerhead could save up to 5 litres of water a minute! A new more efficient showerhead can use up to a third less water per minute than older models.

Salute Anyone!
Hi everyone! I just wanted to let everyone know that Im going to be doing salutes for people. If you would like one done for you...Please let me know...I will be happy to do one for you! I love taking nude pictures! You can have one that is not nude if you would like! Just tell me what you would like. You can choose what I wear or not wear...lol..If you want my pussy, ass, tits..whatever! I will be adding a salute folder to my pictures! MUCH LOVE!! XOXOXOXOXO (h) (r) Love Always, Crystal AKA Whats Her Juggs

Finding Inner Peace ...lmao
By following the simple advice I read in an article, I have finally found inner peace ... The article read: "The way to achieve inner peace is to finish all the things you've started." So I looked around the house to see all the things that I started and hadn't finished ... and before coming to work this morning I finished off a bottle of red wine, a bottle of white, the Bailey's, Kahlua and Tia Maria, my Prozac, a couple of valiums, three cigars and a box of chocolates. You have no idea how freakin good I feel!!!!lol..Now lets me here yours... too flippin funny ..lmao..ride safe Harley (not true thou)

A Better Relationship Through Communication Skills ......
Use the power of communication for you! Ask a couple what's the one thing they'd like to improve in their relationship and more often than not their answer will be communication. It seems the thing we take most for granted, our speech, is the one thing that has the power to build or destroy a relationship. If you find communication is an area you'd like to improve in your relationship, take a few moments and read over the following tips and ideas for a better relationship through communication. 1. Communication is a power - don't abuse it.As with any condition of power, the quickest way to ruin is by abusing it. Remember that your words have long lasting effects, even more so than you may realize. In the future, the reason why you were arguing or having difficulties may not be remembered, but the feelings and words you conveyed will be. If you feel yourself about to say something demeaning or unneccesary, stop yourself and don't say anything at all. Try other tactics like going out f

A Shiver At Midnight: A Collection Of Spine Tingling Tales.
My first book; "A Shiver at Midnight: A Collection of Spine Tingling Tales," was released on May 13th, 2010. Check it out here! http://www.publishamerica.net/product91670.html Remember to sleep with the lights on....

My Angel
the angel is here,> wispearing under her breath,> she wispears good thoughts,> she wispears to me,> > dont cry my friend,> it will be all right,> it wont be long,> your angel is here,> > stand up and yell,> as you will not be forgotten,> show me your strength,> show me your heart,> > your angel is here,> you are always in my heart,> you shall overcome,> you shall be healed,> > the angel wispears,> im waiting for my journey,> the journey we all shall have,> > dont shed a tear,> we will see each other again,> you will thier angel,> to guide them through life,> > this is your angel, > dont ever lose your heart,> > bedrock

Dreaming Of You Tonoght
Dreaming of you tonight Dreaming of you tonight; Holding me ever so tight. Inhaling me kissing me both of us wishing we were free To love one another holding each other To Start life fresh and newoh if you only knew That the thought of you making love to me holding me just to be You are the one I have always dreamed about then when I thought my dreams had all ran out You came out of no where to shoe me you cared

Better Off Alone
I'll be coming home just to be alone'Cause I know you're not thereAnd I know that you don't careI can hardly wait to leave this placeNo matter how hard I try you're never satisfiedThis is not a home I think I'm better off aloneYou always disappear even when you're hereThis is not my home I think I'm better off aloneHome, home, this house is not a home, homeThis house is not a homeBy the time you come home I'm already stonedYou turn off the TV and you scream at meI can hardly waitTill you get off my caseNo matter how hard I try you're never satisfiedThis is not a home I think I'm better off aloneYou always disappear even when you're hereThis is not my home I think I'm better off aloneHome, home this house is not a home, homeThis house is not a home, homeThis house is not a home, homeThis house is not a homeI'm better off aloneNo matter how hard I try, you're never satisfiedThis is not a home, I think I'm better off aloneYou always disappear even when you're ahereThis is n

The Eyes Dont Lie
THE EYES DON'T LIECan you really truly know someone when you can't look into their eyes?If you're like me, you think you can..but then left to wonder why...Can you believe what people say when they tell you about their life?Or when the sweet man that you think you know says he doesnt have a wife?Even when you're being cautious, when you think you're holding backYou're wide open for strangers to suck you in cause they know what things you lack.They know what you want to hear and they will tell you more and moreUntil finally your guard comes down and their foot is through the door.And no matter how many times you tell yourself that its crazyThings have moved so fast, he fell so hardJust when youve almost convinced yourself...he plays that final card.The thing you need the most, the words you want to hearAre spoken through the phone line, now nothing seems so clear"I love you"...what a joke! It seems that's all it takesTo let him into your heart...the heart he'll later break.No 3 words ho

Snuff
Bury all your secrets in my skinCome away with innocence and leave a me with my sinsThe air arounad me still feels like a cageAnd love is just a camouflage for waDeliver me into my fateIf I?m alone I cannot hateI don?t deserve to have youOoh, my smile was taken long agoIf I can change I hope I never knowI still press your letters to my lipsAnd cherish them in parts of me that savor every kissI couldn?t face a life without your lightsBut all of that was ripped apart when you refused to fightSo save your breath, I will not careI think I made it very clearYou couldn?t hate enough to loveIs that supposed to be enough?I only wish you weren?t my friendThen I could hurt you in the endI never claimed to be a saintOoh, my own was banished long agoIt took the death of hope to let you goSo break yourself against my stonesAnd spit your pity in my soulYou never needed any helpYou sold me out to save yourselfAnd I won?t listen to your shameYou ran away, you?re all the sameAngels lie to

Single Mom Poem
I am a single motherit's a lonely job it's true,through all the tears and tantrumstheres no one there but you. You clean up all their cuts and scrapesput kisses on them too,you listen to their problemsand try to guide them through. Sometimes you wish someone was therethrough the good times and the bad,someone that you could turn towhen your lonely or just sad. But then there are the good timesthe laughter and the joy,theres kisses and theres cuddlesthat make you feel so high. But as anyone will tell youthe best part of the dayis when their tucked up safe and soundand you can do just what you may.

Rules Of The South
"Rules of the South" are as follows:1. Pull your saggy pants up. You look like an idiot.2. Turn your cap around right, your head ain't crooked.3. Let's get this straight; it's called a "dirt road." I drive a pickup truck because I want to. No matter how slow youdrive, you're going to get dust on your Lexus. Drive it or get out of the way.4. They are called cows & hogs. That's why they smell to you.They smell like money to us. Get over it. Don't like it? I-75 goes north, I-10 goes west. Pick one.5. So you have a $60,000 car. We're impressed. We have $250,000 cotton pickers that are driven only 4 weeks a year.6. So every person in the south waves. It's called being friendly. Try to understand the concept.7. If that cell phone rings while a bunch of doves are coming in, we WILL shoot it out of your hand. You better hope youdon't have it up to your ear at the time.8. Yeah, we eat catfish & crawfish. You really want sushi & caviar? It's available at the corner bait shop.9. The

"who I Am"
This song sums up exactly how I feel and it does it perfectly. I want someone to love me For who I am I want someone to need me Is that so bad? I wanna break all the madness But it's all I have I want someone to love me For who I am Nothing makes sense, nothing makes sense anymore Nothing is right, nothing is right when you're gone I'm losing my breath, I'm losing my right to be wrong I'm frightened to death, I'm frightened that I won't be strong I want someone to love me For who I am I want someone to need me Is that so bad? I wanna break all the madness But it's all I have I want someone to love me For who I am Hey! I'm shaking it off, I'm shaking off all of the pain. Breaking my heart, breaking my heart once again I want someone to love me For who I am I want someone to need me Is that so bad? I wanna break all the madness But it's all I have I want someone to love me For who I am I want someone to love me For who I am

Things Ive Learned
if there is one thing ive learned from my parents its about hating things or ppl. my parents had this saying "to hate would take time out of my day that would be better spent loving my friends or family". something else i learned was to not wait to tell someone how you feel about them. while mom was sick i told her that i was sorry about us not getting along very well these last few yrs and that i forgave her for the things that she had done that had hurt me really badly. the last week she was alive my dad told me that she didnt think i was ever going to forgive her for the things she had done. i told dad that i had told her that i forgave for those things. he wanted me to tell her again but she wasnt in touch with the world at the time and i told him that as soon as she was more in touch with the world that i would tell her that i forgave her again. a couple of days later she died from cancer. what i wish to pass on to you is to not wait ever to tell someone you care about things like

Zynga Vs. Facebook
By now almost everyone at Facebook has heard about the dispute between Zynga and Facebook. First Zynga threatens to leave Facebook because they think a 30% commission to Facebook is too much. Facebook wants Zynga to keep all of their games only at Facebook. I will admit I do like Farmville, Mafia Wars and Poker Blitz (when it is working). However I do not know if I am willing to log into Zynga every day in order to play my games. I am a member of Pogo and I do not log into Pogo every day or even once a week to play games even though I have a chance of winning a jackpot spin worth real money. I check my Facebook almost every day but that includes checking on updates from my friends and family. Playing the games is a bonus that is offered at my profile site. Plus Zynga is not the only company supplying games at Facebook. Their games may have better graphics than most, but ultimately I still play games at Facebook that are not by Zynga. Such as Country Life, Mobsters, Mobsters 2, Airline

Professional.
Why did I feel like that was the last time I'd ever see that haughty stomp?Those moderately priced pumps and frilly earth tones.Contemporary bob.That one day she wore her glasses.That one day... Why does it become more vague with each step?Why are the words fading and the colors slipping?Why do the tips of my fingers ache at the slightdelicatepull I know this feeling.I know this dense emptiness in my chest. Knowing No more small talkno more blather and adviceno glanceno tensionno gentle pitterpat echoing in my body. No greater responsibility.No greater good. No more suave smile on a crutch.No duct tape anectdotes. She's gone. They didn't even consult me.Didn't even ask if I'd like to hold up the walls as the world caved in. She didn't say goodbye.

A New One, Enjoy :d
"The Flame" My body is aflame with the desire that is.......You ever and always my heart, my love is Yours Deep in your eyes I see the flicker of that tiny flame fluttering in the winds that buffet your lovely soul I see.......Forever there watching, hoping, waiting I would love, so dearly to add my flame to Yours to create a bonfire Where our hearts can be warm K

Within My Heart
Within my heart I feel you near Warming me, soothing me Within my heart I feel our essence Filling me, engulfing me Within my heart I feel our attraction Consuming me, overtaking me Within my heart I feel your soul Amazing me, luring me Within my heart I feel our desire A longing, an ache Within my heart I feel our passion Burning deep, a yearning Within my heart I feel you complete me Taking me, loving me Within my heart I feel our love Always growing, always there!

My Wish
My wish is to closejust my eyes anddisappear fromthis pain I have.My wish is to goand lay in in themiddle of a Fieldand stare at thestars looking downat me just as tearsgo down my face.My wish is to be ableto smile like i used towhen i was little.My wish is that mybaby would just holdme and randomly toldme everything is goingto be OK...right beforehe let go.

I Love You So Much
I was the one who made that mistake and let you go thinkingThat someone so special would come along, But then i found out you are that special someone for me, And now I suffer every night when you don't call, Or when your not online, or your with her. Even though you tell me you love me so much and your always their for me,Well where are you now?I know i made this mistake myself but then why dont we talk anymore?Why am I always the one crying all alone with no one to Help or comfort...if you love me so much?**I feel the constant pain in my heart...i miss you so much...I never thought a person could make me feel this way, I love you so much, but the hard part about all of this is do you love me? Or her? it's always going to come down to that Choice, So you should just disappoint me now, Because i know that is what your going to do, I've cried so many times without you their to comfort Me ive finally seen how cold hearted you really are, That is why i feel that constant pain in my heart*

Roll Over 11's
I would post this a mumm but I'm getting sick of mumm's so I'd rather not. Ok so everyone gets 10 11's a day. Do you think they should be roll over 11's? Why do you think so or why don't you think so?

You
Would you care if we quit talkingWould you care if I went walkingI need to know how you feelSo I know how to dealI like it when your by my sideI hate it when you try to hideAll the cheating and the liesBrings me one step closer to saying goodbyeI know the cheating is a factbecause I've caught you in the actI wish I had more trust in youbut it's kinda hard when I busted youSeems to me you wouldn't careeven if I wasn't thereI always wonder who your withhoping it's not another chickI'm not saying I don't believe youit's just too many people have told me to leave youBut you are everything to mewhich is why I want you me to always beBelieving you may be a mistakebut it's a risk I'm willing to takeI really love you, always know I doand remember there will always be a me and you

For Love's Sake
I'm so tired of this empty feelingI'm so tired of being aloneI lay here staring at the ceilingWaiting by the phoneI jump when the phone ringsIt brings a smile to my faceWhen he hangs up my heart stingsAnd I sink back into my lonely placeI wish and I dreamThat we'll be together soonI can't wait until we can look up hand in handAt the stars and at the moonI yearn for his kissesHis touch - His embraceI can't wait for my dreamsWhen I get to see his faceI'm flooded with thoughts of himIn my heart, soul, and mindI imagine his touchSo gentle and kindI try not to weepI hope he doesn't hear my criesBut I can't stop the tearsFalling from my eyesI cry a thousand tearsAnd think - how much more can I take?But in my heart I know I'd wait a thousand yearsAll for love's sake

I Always Will Love You
Standing here all on my own,watching life go by,taking in those dreadful words,...a tear drops from my eye,I stood there as i watched you run,and waited for the pain,love can be a painful thing,you used my love in vain,Why'd you leave me here to cry?,our love had felt so...right,why'd you go and break my heart,just like you did that night,let me kiss your lips once more,so I can see it's true,help me see your love is gone,that I can't be with you,don't leave me here to fall apart,to watch you fade away,tell me how you really feel,and why you just won't stay,I never thought I'd cry so much,I want to see this through...although you'll never feel for me.....I always will love you.

*mom* Love Her More Than Life....
Wow..Mom got married and they got call ship out to VA, for his work, I'm going to be lost without her...She moved her for ME, 7 yrs ago, after I left her, she is my Best Friend,,,I'm so Going to miss her...She was like MY ROCK in LIFE..All My Life...Know ME LOST FEELING and SAD..WAY SAD...SO when you all see me HEARTBROKE...I WILL MISS MY MOM...SHE IS ONLY ROCK I had as, I WAS hers....BUT she has new life and ME feel alone..I know many of you have had that as I have..BUT when SOMEONE, that is that close to you...and You Lose it..Kind of SCAREY and yet SAD..So, EMOTIONS hard for me right know....THanks for being friends..AS I"M losing MY BEST FRIEND.....Paula

Trip Complete!
As most of you already know, and some that may not.. Here's how it goes... Most of you know me, from the old days of AD (After Dark), some of which I have remained close with, others I have not, for more reasons than I care to mention. As most of you know, I have met the man of my dreams of FU, and I am forever grateful for that. I have since moved 2800+ miles to be with him, and live my life as his woman. Along the way, I made two "pit stops" so to speak. One planned, one unplanned. The first stop was to what I thought was a long time friend of mine, turned out to be a sicko, two-faced maniac, and no, I won't go into details, because there is no use beating a dead horse. The second stop, was to a friend helping me out of stop #1. This friend, was very so polite, and nice to me, knowingly that I was only staying for 3 weeks, They (her and her hubby) opened their home, and their arms to me for those 3 weeks. The time came for me to part with them, and continue on with my journa

War
This world is just a game of RISK World leaders pushing armies across the board Brainwashed soldiers march to their death Fear fills their minds, makes them torn Countries choose sides or they fall control at the front line unsure Midnight and daylight the same As graveyards overflow from another meaningless war Children turn soldiers out of high school Six months later parents tears fall on folded flags Countless cities burning light up the horizon As the worlds population is cut in half When will our leaders learn their lessons Just admit that they've made some mistakes Will they ever see the true power that peace can bring And senseless wars just bring more senseless deaths?

So Anyway
Yeah so I dunno where to spend my online time anymore.....I get bored on Pogo, I dont chat in chat rooms anymore, facebook pisses me off, MySpace is so yesterday......Id come here but theres a limit to what a person can do. Hmmmm

The Hottest Hottie On Fu Is Putting Herself Up For Auction!!!!
MY GORGEOUS FU-WIFEY IS PUTTING HERSELF UP FOR AUCTION!!! SHE IS AN ABSOLUTE STEAL. I'M RELUCTANT TO GIVE HER AWAY FOR A MONTH SO EASILY...BUT SHE DESERVES SOME LUVVIN!!! FOR ONE MONTH SHE WILL BASICALLY BE YOUR SLAVE! *************CASH BIDS ONLY*********** OFFERS: -YOUR NAME AT THE BEGINNING OF HER NAME FOR ONE MONTH -HALF HER ABILITY PTS EVERY DAY FOR A MONTH (BUZZKILL/SH*TFACE WHOEVER YOU WANT) -150 11S A DAY FOR A MONTH OR UNTIL ALL PIX ARE RATED, EVEN IF YOU'RE RUNNING AUTOS -ADDED TO HER YIM -SFW CAM TIME -SFW SALUTES -ADDED TO TOP FRIENDS AND FAMILY FOR A MONTH -IF BLING PACK OFFERED, SHE WILL BLING YOU -IF HH OFFERED, SHE WILL MENTION YOUR NAME IN HH -IF BLAST OFFERED, YOUR NAME WILL BE ON THE FIRST LINE OF THE BLAST AND TO HELP HER GET THE MAXIMUM AMT OF LOVE I AM ADDING TO THAT: -1 PIMP OUT A DAY

My Creed.
All of life is Lived by creeds; Either known or unknown. When it comes to pussy Eating, as for me, There is a ceed: 1) I will respect and honor all pussies as being special and the owners as special. 2) I will eat no pussy before it is ready. It isn't fair to rush this beautful experience. 3) I will never harm or abuse a pussy. It is the Queen of the universe, 4) I will always ask the owner how she wants her pussy eaten; she is the perfect person to know. I am always a student. 5) I will put the pussy's pleasure before my own pleasure. Time doesn't matter. 6) I will never leave a pussy unsatsified or wanting more. Total orgasms is the goal! 7) I will use my whole body in my quest to satisfy a pussy: tongue, mouth, cock, fingers, lips, nose, teeth, chin, etc. 8) I will keep all eatings confidental. 9) I promise never to say NO to a request to eat a pussy. 10) I will never retire from pussy eating; it's a lifetime commitment

What's Up?
Is this real, partially real like when you are between dreams and awake, or totally a lie...With so many fake photos and profiles, women flirting when they are already involved with someone, fake FU engagements and marriages which are as fake as Las Vegas, so called friends and those who beg and plead for blings, VIPs and other things that cost real money which give them fake points, FU bucks and fake popularity. I want reality. True feelings, true friends and total honesty because that is what I offer.

Genesis
She came to me, willing and full of love Surrendering her heart and soul to me. Taking each gift she gave, I offered direction Everything became ours. I promised her excitement and security Acceptance and devotion. I gave her...everything I had. Her eyes spoke of submission Mine...of control Two hearts, bonded further with truth Desire became the fuel But trust kept the flame alive Communication brought dreams to life Love being the ultimate glue

Friends?
A friendly fuck is so much more than comitted love or forgotten whore, Passion shared in a friendly way, no strings attached, but here to stay. Ok to touch and love a friend, no rings to buy or flowers to send. A friendly fuck is honest and pure comfortable sex has allure. its fun to play and just explore, a friendly fuck is so much more

Slyvia's Mother
Sylvia's says "Sylvia's busy"mother "Too busy to come to the phone" Sylvia's mother says "Sylvia's tryin'" "To start a new life of her own" Sylvia's mother says "Sylvia's happy" "So why don't you leave her alone?" CHORUS And the operator says "40 cents more for the next 3 minutes" Ple-ease Mrs. Avery, I just gotta talk to her I'll only keep her a while Please Mrs. Avery, I just wanna tell 'er goodbye Sylvia's mother says "Sylvia's packin'" "She's gonna be leavin' today" Sylvia's mother says "Sylvia's marryin' " "A fella down Galveston way" Sylvia's mother says "Please don't say nothin'" "To make her start cryin' and stay" CHORUS Sylvia's mother says "Sylvia's hurryin' " "She's catchin' the nine o'clock train" Sylvia's mother says "Take your umbrella" "cause Sylvie, it's startin' to rain" And Sylvia's mother says "thank you for callin'" "And, sir, won't you call back again?" CHORUS Tell her goodbye FADE Please Tell her goodbye

The Poppy Test
You Are Blessed You are a naturally grateful person. You believe it's important to be thankful for whatever you have. You've gained the most by traveling down your own path in life. You are a naturally spiritual person. You are your own best teacher. You try to figure out what you need and then give it to yourself. On a good day, you really shine. Luckily, most of your days are good days. The Poppy Test Blogthings: If Quizzes Are Outlawed, Only Outlaws Will Take Quizzes

Awake
Sleep, so gentle, so tender,That it brims over my eyelids.But NO – I will not let slumber overwhelm me.The land of sleep beckonsWith its fantastic dreamlands.Away from friends and foes,Away from all my joys and anguish.Here in the falling clouds of darkness,I can lose myself. And never fear, what others Think or feel or do of me!The wondrous world of sleepIs not for me. I must stay awake – To feel every twinge of happiness,To wince at every throb of pain. Walk through every flowering avenue of joy,And journey through every dark wood of betrayal!I will remain awake – Through every momentOf this life that I must live. One can choose to live thier life medicated, Thrust into the rabbit hole or they can remain awake. Poem by Tammy C.

What Card Game Are You?
You Are Bridge You are a thoughtful and conscientious person. In fact, you're a bit of a brainiac. You get a real thrill from mastering difficult tasks. You get bored if you aren't being challenged. You are competitive, but you aren't a sore loser. You take a rational approach to competition. You work hard, and you're persistent. You don't expect to be a natural at anything. What Card Game Are You? Blogthings: Cheaper Than a Therapist

Love?
At one point I could tell you anything I could love you whenever I wanted Now I feel in silence Smiles are now forced And where I used to think And smile unexpectedly I now have an empty stare Instead of my heart jumping I cringe when the phone rings I just can’t believe Not telling someone you love them could hurt so badly

Behind Closed Eyes...
All I can feel When I close my eyes Is closeness All I can smell When I breathe in Is that familiar scent All I taste When I bite my lip Is that sweet, unforgettable taste All I hear When the room is silent Is thump, thump But when my eyes are open All I see is darkness

Wife Accuses Matt Lauer Of Having An Affair
Today Show host Matt Lauer was allegedly having a good old time in Vancouver during the Winter Olympics. The National Enquirer reported that Annette, his wife, moved out of the apartment after she accused the balding Matt of having an affair. Everyone denies the rumors but you can bet there is something going on with the Lauer’s and it ain’t pretty. I’m wondering if the babe wasn’t that hot Gold medal skier. http://www.foxnews.com/entertainment/2010/05/14/matt-lauer-wife-deny-split/ BlastFM loves having affairs with it listeners. Join the others in a wonderful musical affair on BlastFM www.live365.com/stations/blastcasterfm

Web Gathering Places
what is it with all of these web places to gather i swore up and down id never get on myspace what happend i was talked into it now im getting harrassed by my friends and family yet again to join face book i mean wtf you got me on myspace isnt that good enough i mean come on now give me a break. so what do you all think suck it up and try to remember another password or just ignore them on this one feed back would be appreciated

Eden Echo By Kamelot
First you said that you would never leave me Never were my days Then you told me life is never easy And left without a trace But how come I want you Like the soil yearns for the rain Won't you light up, won't you light up my life Let my soul breathe Tell me wrong tell me right You're my mind cage Like a mountain far away You were always there Dressed in summer white You will never know how much I miss you And open to my fear Find the maze, I'll make my way through Enter if you dare How, how come I want you Like the soil yearns for the rain Won't you light up, won't you light up my life Let my soul breathe Tell me wrong tell me right You're my mind cage Like a mountain far away You were always there Dressed in summer white Remember my name And paint the darkness with your light We'll sing you a song for all broken hearted Like edenechos in my head Then you're forgiven, gave you way Won't you light up, won't you light up my life Let my soul breathe Tell me wrong tell me right You're my

Be Proud To Be White !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
This is great. I have been wondering about why Whites are racists, and no other race is...Proud to be White Michael Richards makes his point...Michael Richards better known as 'Kramer' from TVs Seinfeld does make a good point.This was his defense speech in court after making racial comments in his comedy act. He makes some very interesting points...Someone finally said it. How many are actually paying attention to this? There are African Americans, Mexican Americans, Asian Americans, Arab Americans, etc. And then there are just Americans. You say that whites commit a lot of violence against you... so why are the ghettos the most dangerous places to live? You have the United Negro College Fund. You have Martin Luther King Day.You have Black History Month. You have Cesar Chavez Day.You have Yom Hashoah. You have Ma'uled Al-Nabi.You have the NAACP. You have BET. If we had WET (White Entertainment Television), we'd be racists. If we had a White Prid

Toxic Tears...
TOXIC TEARS Its in the Air, We breathe it everyday, Lethal gases emitted from factories, The price we must pay, Killing us quickly, There is no time to pray, Its in the water, we drink it everyday,Dumping waste in the ocean, closed beaches, No swimming today, Killing the animals, leaving their habitats in disarray, Its in the food, We eat it everyday,Pesticides sprayed for protection, Is it safe, who can say, Killing our bodies with chemicals, Death takes us away. Its in the Earth, we live with it everyday,Government disposes it in the ground, They just make us obey Killing our world patiently, we watch it decay,Too late to make a difference, Putting it off for so many years,Now I sit here with cancer, crying Toxic Tears...Written November 30th, 1990

Poetry
As the wind whispers The world results in change The clouds float by slowly Always out oWhich always hangs around Always out of range The tree's leaves fall Red, green, orange Beautiful for all As the wind whispers The grass lays down It bows to the sun Which always hangs around As the wind whispers The ocean ripples with life As the wind whispers A smile crosses my face Whispers in the wind Produce a kindred soul We all need somebody Somebody special to love ***Another poem I wrote in 99***

Poetry
I remember the days years ago When you were still here Still here to dry my tears When I was sad You'd make me feel better When I felt bad As the years passed by I loved you more Til you decided to walk through that door Your work left undone And me still drying my tears As I sit here thinking Painful memories flooding back Still thinking as if you're still here Memories, memories, painful ones In memory of your loving soul ***Side note....I wrote this in 1999...I copied it from the book it's published in...In loving memory of Uncle Brian

Ummmm
So. We went to the grocery store yesterday. It's a organic healthfood store. Lots of "hippy" type people, young and old who shop here. I'm all for "new age..free life" living and such but............ Walking around the produce section this lady was pushing around a shopping cart with a couple of kids trailing behind her. She had a baby strapped to the front of her in one of those backpack thingies. And she was hogging up the aisles everywhere she went. I was getting ticked off but I dealt with it. I thought I saw something in between her and the baby. Of course I looked harder and kind of stared (and believe me...I wasn't the only one staring). Her shirt was pulled up on one side and her tit was practically hanging out. Not all the way coz it was shoved in the kid's mouth. Now again....I'm all for breast feeding (couldn't do it with my first...didn't want to with my second). I'm all for breast feeding in public because most women tend to cover themselves. But walking around a crowded

Word Of The Day: Dhimmitude
Need something to get your blood boiling???? Has anyone heard of this new word? I did hear that Muslims and Christian Scientists were exempt from having to have government healthcare. Word of the Day: Dhimmitude Unbelievable I had my doubts so I checked with Snopes. There is an exemption for the Muslims in the Health Care Bill. Obama supporters check it out yourself. L.Williams This came from one of our retirees, and I did do a Google search on the word. It comes up just exactly as explained here. Had never heard the word until now---Type it into Google and start reading Pretty interesting. Note that Muslims and certain other religions are exempt from the Obamacare penalties and it is supported by law. We are surrendering from within! The prez is leading us right down the path to total control! Word of the Day: Dhimmitude Dhimmitude is the Muslim system of controlling non-muslim populations conquered through jihad. Specifically, it is the TAXING of non-muslims

For The Record......
THE NAUGHTY KNIGHT'S FAIREST MAIDENS FEATURE WAS CREATED WITH THE INTENT OF DRAWING ATTENTION TO WOMEN ON FUBAR WHO WOULDN'T OTHERWISE RECIEVE IT. IT WAS A MEANS TO GENUINELY COMPLIMENT WOMEN WHO DON'T GET THE CREDIT THEY DESERVE FOR BEING DECENT PEOPLE. IT WAS CREATED WITH THE UTMOST RESPECT AND SCINERITY. BUT INTENT AND INTERPRETATION AREN'T ALWAYS THE SAME. IT WAS NEVER MEANT TO BE MY PERSONAL COLLECTION OF WOMEN. THAT IS NOT THE IMAGE I WANT TO HAVE REFLECTED ON MYSELF OR THE WOMEN FEATURED. I HAVE ALWAYS PRIDED MYSELF ON BEING A GENTLEMAN ABOVE ALL ELSE. YES I AM A SHAMELESS FLIRT, BUT I HAVE NEVER HAD A WOMAN FEEL THE NEED TO CORRECT ME FOR OVER STEPPING MY BOUNDRIES. WITH THAT SAID, I WILL NO LONGER BE DOING THE FAIREST MAIDEN FEATURE. IT ISN'T WORTH RUINING MY REPUTATION AS A GENTLEMAN OR THE REPUTATION OF THE GENUINELY DECENT WOMEN IVE CHOSEN TO FEATURE.

My Bdays This Weekend!!! (new Wish List ) :p
*B-DAY WISHIST: Diamond Taurus, Emerald bLING Pink Teddybear, F*ck Me Heels,vS BRA , Diamond Tennis Bracelet, Crotch Rocket!, Summer Daffodil, bLINGS (OR BLINGPACKS really would love 100 -250 or more but id be happy with anything as a gift....) OHHHH YERRR... ALSO... MY B-DAY WEEKEND BASH (zODIAC AUCTION GO BID DONT BE EFFIN CHEAP ETHIER HAHA : http://fubar.com/photo.php?u=3687693&i=2680824636&albumid=2061995 IM IN IT TOO BID FOR ALL UR FAVS SPREAD THE LOVE HELP EVERYONE DO GOOD ...OHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH YER PLZ PLZ EVERYONE THAT LOOKS AT THIS SHARE IT TOO (CLICK THE LITTLE FU BEER MUG ICON TO SHARE)

A Road To Long
I walk down the shattered roadFilled with broken dreams and liesAnd tears form behind my eyesBecause I knowYou lead me hereAnd to you I'm no longer dear And you don't care what I doBecause I mean nothing to you So I walk this road sad and alone With no place to call my homebecause you don't love meAnd I'm starting to think you never didSo step by stepInch by inchI try to move onBut the road is long And when I start to think I'm getting along I see your face and realizeI'm just not that strongEvery turn I takeI see you there And the pain is something I can no longer bear You were my everythingBut now I have nothingThe pain feels like daggers crashing through my heartBut still I goStep by stepInch by inchI walk up the lonely road Trying to push your memory away But still I trip and fallAnd then I remember it all Every smileEvery kiss Every stupid thing I missAnd I cry myself breathless one more timeAnd so I'll walk the shattered streets Facing my defeat On a road to long Singing my sorro

"rate Me,spank Me,"let Me Beat U With A Stick!!
I Fu alot.Everyday,on and off all day and I've noticed something I'd like to rant about.I come across alot of profiles with status' that are pretty much begging for rates.There's nothing wrong with that,most people,including myself enjoy having their profile and pictures rated.You look at your live feed and see a string of 10s(or 11s!!) and you get this little rush!"Hey,look at that,So-and-So is spankin me hard!:D" No,what bugs me is the fact that a high percentage of these people feel no need to return the rates they have begged for.Me,I rate for fun,because I know it gets me points,and to help out my friends.And in the case of rating people I don't know,I consider it paying it forward...if they return the love,great-if they dont,hey-I still got some points out of it and maybe got to enjoy some pretty cool pix.And every now and then one of those strangers comes back and rates all my pix or hits me with a bomb or buys me for a trillion dollars(I like those ppl alot,lol!) I think my boy

Friends
So this couple that are originally from my home town, a little town of 4500 people, well they moved back. They hate it here so I'm not sure really all the reasoning behind it but mostly because they are broke and they have family here. Very loving couple like 2 peas in a pod, or as another friend of their called them 2 nuts in a shell but anyway. He is a type 1 diabetic and he takes pretty good care of himself and they've been back here about 7 months. Anyway on May 4th he had a diabetic incident where his blood sugar bottomed out and his wife did everything possible to get it back up but he died. Very sad. And it gets worse and I'm mean I dont take his death lightly he was a very sweet guy. However, his wife and I love her dearly I mean it, but she is the most negative person I know she figures tht everyone is out to screw her over or just be ignorant to her and I mean literally she believes this and now her husband passes away and she tells me...."see I told

Head
I went to the Emergency Room , Tuesday and all they told me is I had a tension headache and did nothing about it as usual,. Then I went to the doctor on Wednesday and found out that I " might " have a pinched nerve, the funny thing is they both looked at the same area and I am to more agree with the pinched nerve than I would the tension headache .

Rhineland Rotkohl ~ Sweet And Sour Red Cabbage
You just know with a name like Eisenhart, there's going to be an old-world German recipe thrown in here somewhere, modernized a bit ~ maybe even simplified for the Crock Pot? Well.. Here's one: Rhineland Sweet and Sour Cabbage 4 slices bacon, diced (Speckstreifen) 1/4 cup brown sugar (braune Zucker) 2 Tbsp flour (Allzweckmehl) 1 tsp salt (salz or Tafelsalz) 1/8 tsp pepper (Pfeffer) 1/2 cup water (Wasser) 1/4 cup vinegar (Weinessig) 1 medium head red cabbage (Rotkohl) shredded ~ about 6-8 cups 1 small onion, finely chopped (Zwiebel) Cook bacon in skillet and set aside. Combine 1 Tbsp of bacon drippings in Crock Pot with sugar, flour, salt and pepper. Stir in water and vinegar. Add cabbage and onion. Cover and cook on Low 3-4 hours. Spoon into serving bowl and sprinkle cooked bacon on top. Makes 6-8 servings.

Fairest Maiden For May 14 2010 (posted Under Proper Grouping..again)
THIS WEEKS SELECTION IS MY FIRST FROM OUTSIDE THE U.S.A. LET ME INTRODUCE YOU TO SHARKLOVER AKA MARIE. THIS 50 YEAR OLD SASSY BRIT IS A MOTHER OF 2. IS GOING TO BE A 1ST TIME GRANDMOTHER AROUND CHRISTMAS. IS VERY LOYAL TO HER FRIENDS. BETTER YET, SHE IS COMING TO THE STATES IN A FEW MONTHS!! SO DO YOURSELF A FAVOR AND SHOW HER LOTS OF LOVING! TELL HER THE NAUGHTY KNIGHT SENT YOU!! sharklover fuengaged to n missing truckersruul@ fubar

Corn-stuffed Pork Chops
While I'm on the pork chops and Crock Pot kick, here's another one.. 5 to 6 pork chops, each 1-2" thick. 1 (7oz) can whole kernel corn, un-drained. 1 cup soft bread crumbs 1 Tbsp instant minced onion 2 Tbsp minced green pepper 1 tsp salt 1/2 tsp sage With a sharp knife, cut a horizontal slit in the side of each chop to make a pocket for stuffing. Mix undrained corn, bread crumbs, onion, salt and pepper (to taste) and sage. Spoon mixture into pork chops and close slits with toothpicks or skewers. Place chops on metal rack or trivet in Crock Pot. Cover and cook on Low for 6-8 hours. For a nice treat, serve with fruit salad and lemon-buttered broccoli.

Autumn Pork Chops
Here's an old Crock Pot recipe I completely forgot to post last Fall ~ so now you'll have to wait a little bit to sample it! (Unless of course, there's acorn squash available where you are, depending on the season...) The guys like it. Do you? 6 pork chops 2 medium acorn squash 3/4 tsp salt 2 Tbsp melted butter 3/4 cup packed brown sugar 3/4 tsp kitchen boquet 1 Tbsp orange juice 1/2 tsp grated orange peel Trim excess fat from chops. Cut each squash (unpeeled) into 4-6 crosswise slices and remove seeds. Arrange three chops on the bottom of your Crock Pot. Place all the squash slices on top, and then top with the remaining chops. Combine the remaining ingredients in a small bowl and spoon over the chops. Cover and cook on Low about 4-6 hours or until done. Serve one or two slices of squash with each pork chop. Makes about six servings.

Chili Cook-off
HAHAHA THIS IS FUNNY!! If you can read this whole story without laughing, then there's no hope for you. I was crying by the end. This is an actual account as relayed to paramedics at a chili cook-off in New Mexico . Note: Please take time to read this slowly. If you pay attention to the first two judges, the reaction of the third judge is even better. For those of you who have lived in New Mexico , you know how true this is. They actually have a Chili Cook-off about the time Halloween comes around. It takes up a major portion of a parking lot at the Santa Fe Plaza . Judge #3 was an inexperienced Chile taster named Frank, who was visiting from Springfield , IL . Frank: "Recently, I was honored to be selected as a judge at a chili cook-off.. The original person called in sick at the last moment and I happened to be standing there at the judge's table, asking for directions to the Coors Light truck, when the call came in. I was assured by the other two j

Ever Wonder ....
Why the sun lightens our hair, but darkens our skin ?Why women can't put on mascara with their mouth closed?Why don't you ever see the headline "Psychic Wins Lottery"?Why is "abbreviated" such a long word?Why is it that doctors call what they do "practice"?Why is lemon juice made with artificial flavor, and dish washing liquidmade with real lemons?Why is the man who invests all your money called a broker?Why is the time of day with the slowest traffic called rush hour?Why isn't there mouse-flavored cat food?Why didn't Noah swat those two mosquitoes?

Makes You Wonder, Huh?
Spread the StupidityOnly in America.....do drugstores make the sick walk all the way to the back of the store to get their prescriptions while healthy people can buycigarettes at the front.Only in America......do people order double cheeseburgers, large fries,and a DIET coke.Only in America.....do banks leave both doors open and then chain the pens to the counters.Only in America......do we leave cars worth thousands of dollars in the driveway and put our useless junk in the garage.Only in America.....do we buy hot dogs in packages of ten and buns in packages of eight.Only in America.....do they have drive-up ATM machines with Braille lettering.

When The Darkness Won't Lift...
DEPRESSIONIt's a word we use casually, lightly ignoring the fact that true depression---whether its cause is biological or brought about by life events---can be utterly devastating.The depressed person is emotionally paralyzed, cut off from the stream of daily life.And the condition is self-perpetuating.Just finding the energy to seek help can seem like an insurmountable task.So how do people find their way out of the darkness and into the light?The motivations to seek help and the ways people find to lift themselves out of the pit of depression are as varied as individual personalities.

Waiting
Waiting for a chill to pass before rising at dawn,waitingfor the water to boil for teawaitingfor the mail to comewaitingfor children to barge from the gate through the doorwaitingfor their father to return from a journeywaitingfor darkness to force the family insidewaitingfor fire embers to diewaitingfor glances of love to forgive the pettiness of my daywaitingfor sleep to comePLEASE remind me to wait when my temper flares..TO wait past hurt or hate for words that heal.....when I was a child, I needed love most when I deserved it the least.

The Point
So what's the point of it all?Why does CREATOR allow us to suffer pain, illness, loss?The answers to these questions will probably never be revealed to us in this life. But when we take stock of our experiences, the good and the bad, we find that the dark times have left us with more than just unpleasant memories. Perhaps we have gained new insights into our own personalities, found strengh and depth we never knew we had.And what do we do with these emotional gains?We may go on to lead richer, more enlightened lives. We may also seek to comfort those who hurt as we have hurt, thus heeding CREATOR'S call to look after our fellow humans.Is this perhaps why CREATOR has permitted suffering in our lives?We can't answer that question. But our lack of sure knowledge should not stop us from trying to act as CREATOR'S tools for good here on earth.

Someone
Someone is there, I realized.Someone is watching life as it unfolds on this great earth.More, Someone is there who loves me.It was a startling feeling of wild hope,a feeling so new and overwhelming that it seemed fully worth risking my life on.

What Is Gained?
I still struggle and do not expect to find all the answers to the multitude of questions which perplex my soul.My certainties have been few;My doubts have been many.Yet the bedrock assurance which has held my feet from slipping is the confidence that HE loves me and nothing occurs outside of HIS providential control.

The Fruit Of The Spirit-the Creator's Pharmacy
CREATOR made and provided what we'd need before we were born. These are best & more powerful when eaten raw. We're such slow learners...CREATOR left us great clues as to what foods help what part of our body!CREATOR's Pharmacy!Amazing!A sliced Carrot looks like the human eye. The pupil, iris and radiating lines look just like the human eye... and YES, science now shows carrots greatly enhance blood flow to and function of the eyes.A Tomato has four chambers and is red. The heart has four chambers and is red. All of the research shows tomatoes are loaded with lycopine and are indeed pure heart and blood food.Grapes hang in a cluster that has the shape of the heart. Each grape looks like a blood cell and all of the research today shows grapes are also profound heart and blood vitalizing food.A Walnut looks like a little brain, a left and right hemisphere, upper cerebrums and lower cerebellums. Even the wrinkles or folds on the nut are just like the neo-cortex. We now know walnuts help de

The Plight Of A Mouse
A mouse looked through the crack in the wall to see the farmer and his wife open a package.What food might this contain?' the mouse wondered.He was devastated to discover it was a mousetrap.Retreating to the farmyard, the mouse proclaimed the warning : There is a mousetrap in the house!There is a mousetrap in the house!'The chicken clucked and scratched, raised her head and said, 'Mr. Mouse, I can tell this is a graveconcern to you, but it is of no consequenceto me. I cannot be bothered by it.'The mouse turned to the pig and told him, 'There is a mousetrap in the house! There is a mousetrap in the house!'The pig sympathized, but said, 'I am so very sorry, Mr. Mouse, but there is nothing I can do about it but pray. Be assured you are in my prayers.'The mouse turned to the cow and said, 'There is a mousetrap in the house! There is a mousetrap in the house!'The cow said, 'Wow, Mr. Mouse.I'm sorry for you, but it's no skin off my nose.'So, the mouse returned to the house, head down and dej

The Brick
A young and successful executive was traveling down a neighborhood street, going a bit too fast in his new Jaguar. He was watching for kids darting out from between parked cars and slowed down when he thought he saw something. As his car passed, no children appeared. Instead, a brick smashed into the Jag's side door! He slammed on the brakes and backed the Jag back to the spot where the brick had been thrown. The angry driver then jumped out of the car, grabbed the nearest kid and pushed him up against a parked car shouting, 'What was that all about and who are you? Just what the heck are you doing? That's a new car and that brick you threw is going to cost a lot of money. Why did you do it?' The young boy was apologetic. 'Please, mister...please, I'm sorry but I didn't know what else to do,' He pleaded. 'I threw the brick because no one else would stop...' With tears dripping down his face and off his chin, the youth pointed to a spot just around a parked car. 'It's my brother,' he sa

Red Shirt Day!!
If the Red shirt thing is new to you, read below...Last week, while traveling to Chicago on business, I noticed a Marine sergeant traveling with a folded flag, but did not put two and two together. After we boarded our flight, I turned to the sergeant, who'd been invited to sit in First Class (across from me), and inquired if he was heading home. No, he responded. Heading out I asked? No. I'm escorting a soldier home. Going to pick him up? No. He is with me right now. He was killed in Iraq , I'm taking him home to his family.The realization of what he had been asked to do hit me like a punch to the gut. It was an honor for him. He told me that, although he didn't know the soldier, he had delivered the news of his passing to the soldier's family and felt as if he knew them after many conversations in so few days. I turned back to him, extended my hand, and said, Thank you. Thank you for doing what you do so my family and I can do what we do.Upon landing in Chicago the pilot stopped shor

Think
There was a blind girl who hated herself because she was blind. She hated everyone, except her loving boyfriend. He was always there for her. She told her boyfriend, 'If I could only see the world, I will marry you.'One day, someone donated a pair of eyes to her. When the bandages came off, she was able to see everything, including her boyfriend.He asked her, 'Now that you can see the world, will you marry me?' The girl looked at her boyfriend and saw that he was blind. The sight of his closed eyelids shocked her. She hadn't expected that. The thought of looking at them the rest of her life led her to refuse to marry him. Her boyfriend left in tears and days later wrote a note to her saying: 'Take good care of your eyes, my dear, for before they were yours, they were mine.’ This is how the human brain often works when our status changes. Only a very few remember what life was like before, and who was always by their side in the most painful situations.Life Is a Gift!Today before

Carl's Garden
Carl was a quiet man. He didn't talk much. He would always greet you with a big smile and a firm handshake.Even after living in our neighborhood for over 50 years, no one could really say they knew him very well.Before his retirement, he took the bus to work each morning. The lone sight of him walking down the street often worried us.He had a slight limp from a bullet wound received in WWII.Watching him, we worried that although he had survived WWII, he may not make it through our changing uptown neighborhood with its ever-increasing random violence, gangs, and drug activity.When he saw the flier at our local church asking for volunteers for caring for the gardens behind the minister's residence, he responded in his characteristically unassuming manner. Without fanfare, he just signed up.He was well into his 87th year when the very thing we had always feared finally happened.He w as just finishing his watering for the day when three gang members approached him. Ignoring their attempt t

I Can't Stand It
I can't stand howyou have no idea howmuch I like you.Will you ever know?I can't stand it when I see youwith her, it makes me want to go blind.I can't stand it when you say its just a fling, yet you remainwith her.And I just can't standhow you say you loveme but you'll neverlove me like you love her.I just can't standhow much I love you. It makes me want to die.Because I know we'll never be.because you don't see methe way you see her.

My 2nd List Of 10 Things About Me!!
Instructions......Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 6 people to be tagged, listing their names.Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you....1. Right now, I have this unknown rash only on my face...DON'T KNOW WHAT THE HECK IT IS, WHERE IT CAME FROM *AND IT ITCHES LIKE HELL*!!! :D:D:D:D:D2. My van's rear view mirror has come off *because of the heat* and I have a phobia about going somewhere without it on *till hubby put it back on for me* 'KEEP THINKING I'M GONNA BE PULLED OVER BY THE SHERIFF'!!!3. We have a pool and I will not get in it unless someone's home.4. LOVE CHOCOLATE ICE CREAM!!!5. WILL GET VERY UPSET, IF I SEE ANIMALS MISTREATED.6. I am into the Pagan religion.7. DO NOT LIKE BUGS!!! *Want to see a strip tease? LET A BUG GET ON ME!!!!8. I believe my dog Benny has

Bittersweet Times...
Where does a Mother’s love gowhen she is no longer there to give it?Where does her warmth and kindness end up when she leaves the ground to soar through the clouds on arendezvous with God?What happens to her strength her passion,her elegance, her grace when her body isplanted in the ground like a marigold in thespring?What becomes of those she left behind weak andstill in need of nurturing when she can nolonger be there to nurture them?Shattered pieces of them go with her.Hearts shrivel and dry from unrequited emotion.Where does a Mother’s love go when she can nolonger be there to give it?Perhaps she’ll tell me when I see her on theother side.

One
As the soot and dirt and ash rained down,we became one color.As we carried each other down the stairs of the burning building,we became one class.As we lit candles of waiting and hope,we became one generation.As the firefighters and police officers fought their way into the inferno,we became one gender.As we fell to our knees in prayer for strength,we became one faith.As we whispered or shouted words of encouragement,we spoke one language.As we gave our blood in lines a mile long,we became one body.As we mourned together the great loss,we became one family.As we cried tears of grief and loss,we became one soul.As we retell with pride of the sacrifice of heroes,we became one people..We are:One colorOne ClassOne generationOne genderOne faithOne languageOne bodyOne familyOne soulOne peopleWE ARE THE POWER OF ONEWE ARE UNITED.WE ARE AMERICA.

A Powerful Poem
It was late one Tuesday evening,before a mother could sit down,to tell her only child aboutthe terror that hit downtown.She looked into the eyes of her son,God, she loved him so,she felt her heart begin to breakand the hurt begin to show.She gathered all her strength and courage, as her story she began to tell."Baby don't cry, but I'm afraid daddy might be under a building that fell."The boy looked back at his mother,his eyes made not one blink.And the mother's tears began to fall. What would her baby think?You see, his dad was his world,and his hero from the day of his birth.He loved his dad more than anything else that could ever inherit this earth.The mother's head began to drop,her forehead resting on palm.She thought her son would be upset.Instead, he was very calm.The boy leaned over towards his Mom, and put his hand upon her head. In her ear he began to whisper, and this is what he said:"Mommy please don't cry,I knew daddy wasn't coming home.I talked to him just a while ago,but

Time Is Precious
If there's a deed you've left undonebefore the setting of the sun...DO IT NOW!!If there are words you didn't speakto soothe a hurt or boost the weak...DO IT NOW!!If you can make a sick friend well,or just a happy story tell...DO IT NOW!!Time is precious every day...Make it count in a selfless way.

If You Really Want To Make It...
If you really want to make it,then you have to start from scratch,ignoring little grievancesthat petty people hatch.You have to keep your temper,if you want to get ahead,how many times we've spoken wordswe never should have said.If you really want to make it,you must proceed with care,stumbling not along the pathswhere angels never dare.Keeping faith with precepts,far wiser than your own,building something lasting,though your name is never known.If you really want to make it,you'll have to learn to beas forgiving and as patient,as the Lord has been with thee.There is no man among us,so perfect he can claimimmunity from error,and innocence from blame.You'll get no special privileges,whatever your degree,without a credit in the courseof basic charity.However great your fortune,you cannot buy one day...So live your life remembering...You are not here to stay!

9/11
September 11, 2001Will remain to be a day of horror, misery, sorrow, heartache and pure fear. Not only for so many in the U.S., but also for so many around the world (families, friends, neighbors. People, we didn't even know). It had struck home in my heart, here in So. MD. 911 started out for me as it did every morning, getting up (about 6:30am) fixing hubby's' breakfast & lunch and seeing him off to work, letting the dogs out for their early morning routine of running off their energy. I washed & dried a load of clothes (typical housewife's day). So, decided to fold some things, while in my home office. Dropped another load of clothes in the washer. Decided to check my e-mail and answer some back. I was writing my sister-in-law back, just chit-chatting (still folding clothes and glancing at the news.) Suddenly, breaking news was interrupting my peaceful morn. Talk about a plane hitting one of the towers of the World Trade Center. I remember, seeing the smoke coming from the right tow

The Pink Dress
Don't let your day go on without reading this first, no matter how busy you may be!!!The Pink DressThere was this little girl sitting by herself in the park. Everyone passed by her and never stoppedto see why she looked so sad. Dressed in a worn pink dress, barefoot and dirty, the girl just satand watched the people go by She never tried to speak. She never said a word. Many people passed by her, but no one would stop. The next day I decided to go back to the park in curiosity tosee if the little girl would still be there. Yes, she was there, right in the very spot where she was yesterday, and still with the same sad look in her eyes. Today I was to make my own move andwalk over to the little girl. For all we all know, a park full of strange people is not a place for young children to play alone. As I got closer I could see the back of the little girl's dress. It was grotesquely shaped. I figured that was the reason people just passed by and made no effort tospeak to her. Deformities

Done
Today is the day,The day I told you how I felt.There was no response,You just walked away and,Totally ignored me for the rest of the day. I thought you loved me, Well I guess I was wrong.I don't know how I feel. My friends try to comfort meBut I just want to be alone, And get away from this place.The place in my head, Where everything is red.Everything goes to hell,In the place in my head.It all goes wrong. It Always happens so fast.And I .......I can't deal.The drama follows me,Like the moon follows the sun.I need a happy place.A place where everything is done.Where I can get away.Well now we don't talk,And I can't forget And I won't regret.The things that I have said.I said "I love you" and You just walked away.My dreams were crushed. And I will miss you today.You try to forget and we both know it won't work.You love me too, butLive in a different world.And you're afraid,They'll make fun of youAnd you don't know what to do.I am not like you, I Don't care what people think.I have my o

Morning Dream
A beauty across a sea,Now plainly in sight.A vision to wake up to,After a long dreamless night. Out of my touch,Now a new dream.A gift from heaven,Now it does seem. Put your worries to sleep,Angel from dreams we awake.I offer you my friendship,Now its up for you to take.

How Long Do These Thoughts Last?
Why do i always lose, where others always win?All i can think of is how happy we should have been.i sit here afraid, in tears...alone,My friends all sick of hearing my moan!My heart was ripped apart, the scars they will remain,Gave you so much, gave you my heart,You knew me so well, so why can't you see my pain?What am i supposed to do?Can't tell you how i really feel,but i can't bring myself to move on.Stuck here feeling low,Stuck here feeling numb,Stuck here with thoughts of you,Stuck here... forever???

Very Profound Words, I Once Read!
A few years ago an article for Essence magazine about forgiving my father for all he had done. For so many years I was angry with him. I do believe that when I was growing up this man hated me to my core. I don't remember any happy memories with him. And I'm sure there had to be some, but it'sfunny what a child will hang on to. Like the times when I would be in my room sitting, reading or playing and the hairs on the back of my neck would stand up. I would turn and look at the window in the door and there he would stand staring at me as if he could kill me. I used to pretend that I was somewhere else (I think that's where my imagination and story telling was born). He would call me profane names all of the time. He would beat me with anything that he could get his hands on. He would play terrible mind games with me all the while beating and abusing my mother--especially when she tried to protect me.Needless to say I had a lot to forgive. And I needed to because the first 28 years of my

Possibility Thinkers Creed
When faced with a mountainI WILL NOT QUIT!I will keep on striving until I climb over,find a pass through,tunnel underneath----or simply stay and turn the mountain into a gold mine,with HIS help!!

Take The Time
Take time to think,it is the source of power.Take time to play,it is the secret of perpetual youth.Take time to read,it is the fountain of wisdom.Take time to love and be loved,it is a privilege.Take time to be friendly,it is the road to happiness.Take time to laugh,it is the music of the soul.Take time to give,it is too short a day to be selfish.Take time to work,it is the price of success.Take time to pray,it is the greatest power on EARTH..

Am I Losing You?
Am i losing you, or is it all in my head?it's like you're laying right next to me in an empty bed.It's all the things you don't say, that let me know you're ready to drift away without the promise of returning one day.Am i losing you, or have you already left?the absence of the love in your presence has left me distressed.Have i done too much or even to little, what has made you uneasy, disabled to love like a cripple.Am i losing you? Yes i am.the signs were therealthough i did not seebecause i was obsessed with finding you, in the process i lost me.lost the love i have for myselfthe pride and respectwhich places me before anyone else.i will not lose that love, no never againwhether i change for worse or better,i know i can not stay the same because like before i met you and after you leave the only person that'll remain in the picture is me.

Afterward: If I Could Live It Over.....
If I had to live my life over again,I'd dare to make more mistakes next time.I'd relax.I would limber up.I would be sillier than I have been this trip.I would take fewer things seriously.I would take more chances.I would take more trips.I would climb more mountains, swim more rivers.I would eat more ice cream and less beans.:)I would perhaps have more actual troubles,but I'd have fewer imaginary ones.You see, I'm one of those people who lives seriously and sanely, hour after hour, day after day.Oh, I've had my moments.And if I had it to do over again, I'd have more of them.In fact, I'd try to have nothing else, just moments, one after another, instead of living so many years ahead of each day.I've been one of those persons who never goes anywhere without a thermometer, a hot water bottle, a raincoat and a parachute.If I had it to do again, I would travel lighter than I have.If I had to live my life over, I would start barefoot earlier in the Spring and stay that way later in the Fall.I

Dripping..
I wanted to write this blog yesterday and forgot (yay old age!) Most of you have read my shoutbox convos blogs, I get a lot of weirdos asking/telling me stupid stuff all the time. Yesterday was no exception. Some dude told me he was imagining his cum dripping off my face and tits and I wondered...is this a normal thing for a guy to imagine? Men on my friends list: IRL and online, when you see a woman, do you automatically imagine your man juice dripping from their face and tits? Was this guy overly vulgar or is this a normal thing?

Love N Tears!
You Left Me Alone And Went AwayNot To Care, What I'd SayHeart Shattered & Tears FollowedI Waited To See.. But You Faded Away !!You Didn't Care To KnowMy Feelings, My Pain - Without You - Be,Though, I Loved & Believed U Are Mine..You Didn't Care For Me:Your Friends, You Thought The MostRealized Never, My Love & Its Worth !!Believe Me, Friends Often Come And GoBut My Love, Will Only GrowGo:. Search The World OverLover Like Me, U Would Find Never!!!In My Heart You Will Always Be ThereLoving You Until Eternity & For EverListen To My Heart, Not Words I SayPlease Come Back To Me: To My Heart...... Forever To Stay !!

Bluebird Of Happiness
Bluebird, bluebird, I hear your songway up on top of the hill.Why did you fly in such a hasteaway from my windowsill?"I flew ahead of the storm," he saidwith a peck and a hop and a trill."But the storm didn't come, you silly bird,and I'll wager it never will.""But the sky was black," came his muffled chirp,"And the sun didn't show his faceand I couldn't sing without HIS smileso I flew to another place.""Bluebird, bluebird, you baffle me.You're not living up to your form.Happiness comes wherever you are,IF YOU'RE NOT AFRAID OF THE STORM."'WORDS OF WISDOM'

My Thanks
Even though I clutch my blanket and growl when the alarm rings. Thank you, CREATOR, that I can hear. There are many who are deaf.Even though I keep my eyes closed against the morning light as long as possible. Thank you, My Wise One, that I can see. Many are blind.Even though I huddle in my bed and put off rising. Thank you, My Wise One, that I have the strength to rise. There are many who are bedridden.Even though the first hour of my day is hectic, when socks are lost, toast is burned and tempers are shot, my children are so loud. Thank you, My Wise One, for my family. There are many who are lonely.Even though our breakfast table never looks like the pictures in magazines and the menu is at times unbalanced. Thank you, My Wise One, for the food we have. There are many who are hungry.Even though the routine of my job often is monotonous. Thank you, My Wise One, for the opportunity to work. There are many who have no job.Even though I grumble and bemoan my fate from day to

Here's To T-bone Steaks & Yellow Roses
I walked into the grocery store not particularly interested in buying groceries. I wasn't hungry. The pain of losing my husband of 7 years was still too raw. And this grocery store held so many sweet memories. he often came with me and almost everytime he'd pretend to go off and look for something special. I knew what he was up to. I'd always spot him walking down the aisle with the three yellow roses in his hands. He knew I loved yellow roses.With a heart filled with grief, I only wanted to buy my few items and leave but even grocery shopping was different since he had passed on. Shopping for one took time, a little more thought than it had for two.Standing by the meat, I searched for the perfect small steak and remembered how he had loved his steak.Suddenly a woman came beside me. She was blonde, slim and lovely in a soft green pantsuit. I watched as she picked up a large pack of T-bones, dropped them in her basket, hesitated, and then put them back. She turned to go and once again r

Something My Mom Taught Me
I've always been an admirer of beauty and sometimes I WILL STAND and say how I feel, about especially, something so close to my heart.. THIS IS SOMETHING MY MOTHER ALWAYS TOLD ME "Baby, stop letting people run all over top of you, YOU NEED TO STAND UP FOR WHAT YOU BELIEVE IN DON'T START TOMORROW, START NOW!!"

Moms!
These words have special meaning to me! My Mom passed away this past Oct., 2006. My husband & I had the honor of caring for her in our home, when she became so she couldn't carry on her usual lifestyle. Since we cared for her, I felt it was my duty, (as her child) to plan for her HOMEGOING, so I made a rough draft of how I wanted her funeral program to be. This is just one of the pieces I included within her tribute:MOMSThe young mother set her foot on the path of life, "is this the long way?" She asked. The guide said:"Yes! And the way is hard and you will be old before you reach the end of it. But the end will be better than the beginning."But the young mother was happy and she would not believe that anything could be better than these years. So she played with her children and gathered flowers for them along the way and bathed them in the clear streams and the sun shone on them and the young mother cried,"Nothing will ever be lovelier than this."Then the night came with a storm and

Words I Live By
There are people who can walk away from you, and hear me when I tell you this! When people can walk away from you:LET THEM WALK!I don't want you to try to talk another person into staying with you, loving you, calling you, caring about you, coming to see you, staying attached to you.I MEAN HANG UP THE PHONE!When people can walk away from you, let them walk. Your destiny is never tied to anybody that left. The *GREATEST STORY EVER WRITTEN* BIBLE said that, "They went out from us, but they were not of us: for if they had been of us, they would no doubt have continued with us: but they went out, that they might be made manifest that they were not all of us" [1 John 2:19]People leave you because they are not joined to you. And if they are not joined to you, you can get super glue and you can't make them stay.LET THEM GO!And it doesn't mean that they are a bad person, it just means that their part in your story is over. And you've got to know when people's part in your story is over, so

To Kill An American
THIS WAS WRITTEN SOME YEARS AGO & WHICH IS STILL IMPORTANT EVEN TODAY...There was actually a report that someone in Pakistan had published in a newspaper an offer of a reward to anyone who killed an American, any American.So an Australian dentist wrote the following to let everyone know what an American is, so they would know one when they found one.An American is English, or French, or Italian, Irish, German, Spanish, Polish, Russian or Greek. An American may also be Canadian, Mexican, African, Indian, Chinese, Japanese, Korean, Australian, Iranian, Asian or Arab. or Pakistani, or Afghan. An American may also be a Cherokee, Osage, Blackfoot, Navaho, Apache, Seminole or one of the many other tribes known as native Americans.An American is Christian, or he could be Jewish, or Buddhist, or Muslim. In fact, there are more Muslims in America than in Afghanistan. The only difference is that in America, they are free to worship as each of them chooses. An American is also free to believe in

The Value Of Time
Imagine there is a bank that credits your account each morning with $86,400.00. It carries over no balance from day to day. Every evening deletes whatever part of the balance you failed to use during the day. WHAT WOULD YOU DO? Draw out ALL OF IT, of course!!! Each of us has such a bank. Its' name is TIME. Every morning, it credits you with 86,400 seconds. Every night it writes off, as lost, whatever of this you have failed to invest to good purpose. It carries over no balance. It allows no overdraft. Each day it opens a new account for you. Each night it burns the remains of the day. If you fail to use the day's deposits, the loss is yours. There is no going back. There is no drawing against the "tomorrow." You must live in the present on todays' deposits. Invest it so as to get from it the utmost in health, happiness and success! The clock is running. Make the most of today!To realize the value of ONE YEAR, ask a student who failed a grade.To realize the v

My 10 Things!!!!
Instructions......Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you.HEEHEEHEEHEEMy 10 things1. I've been called 'Lady with the DEVILISH EYES',*whatever that means*!!I don't have devilish eyes:D2. I'm a down-to-earth person/low key person.3. Have an odd sense of humor, sometimes DRY!!.4. Scared to death of bugs, especially caterpillars,want to see a grown woman strip in the middle of the street,let a caterpillar get on me.5. Ever heard of someone with 'skunk gray patch'?I have it in the front of my head.6. I'm not a good drinker, once my hubby & I went to a birthdayparty and ordered 'Miami Ice Tea', *pretty tasty*, if I may say so!!! But little did I know how sneaky they are.....Now, i'm drunker than a

Different Kind Of Drug Problem
These words appeared on the internet and was viewed by many readers. Many felt it would be appropriate for ALOT of readers.The other day, someone at a store in our town read that a metamphetamine lab had been found in an old farmhouse in the adjoining county and he asked me a rhetorical question, ‘Why didn’t we have a drug problem when you & I were growing up?’ I replied, I had a drug problem when I was young. I was drug to church, drug to family reunions and community socials no matter the weather. I was drug by my ears when I was disrespectful to adults. I was also drug to the woodshed when I disobeyed my parents, told a lie, brought home a bad report card, did not speak with respect, spoke ill of the teacher or the preacher, or if I didn’t put forth my best effort in everything that was asked of me. I was drug to the kitchen sink to have my mouth washed out with soap if I uttered a profanity. I was drug out to pull weeds in Mom’s garden and flow

Good Tips To Follow From A Fellow Consumer!!
I don't know what you guys are paying for gasoline.... but here in California we are also paying higher, up to $3.50 per gallon. But my line of work is in petroleum for about 31 years now, so here are some tricks to get more of your money's worth for every gallon.....Here at the Kinder Morgan Pipeline where I work in San Jose , CA we deliver about 4 million gallons in a 24-hour period thru the pipeline. One day is diesel the next day is jet fuel, and gasoline, regular and premium grades. We have 34-storage tanks here with a total capacity of 16,800,000 gallons.Only buy or fill up your car or truck in the early morning when the ground temperature is still cold. Remember that all service stations have their storage tanks buried below ground. The colder the ground the more dense the gasoline, when it gets warmer gasoline expands, so buying in the afternoon or in the evening....your gallon is not exactly a gallon. In the petroleum business, the specific gravity and the temperature of the g

Don't Ever Stop Dreaming Your Dreams
Don't ever try to understand everything---somethings will just never make sense.Don't ever be reluctant to show your feelings---when you're happy, give in to it.When you're not, live with it!Don't ever be afraid to try to make things better---you might be surprised at the results.Don't ever take the weight of the world on your shoulders.Don't ever feel threatened by the future---take life one day at a time.Don't ever feel guilty about the past---what's done is done. Learn from any mistakes you might have made.Don't ever feel that you are alone---there is always somebody there for you to reach out to.Don't ever forget that you can achieve so many of the things you can imagine---IMAGINE THAT!! It's not as hard as it seems.Don't ever stop loving,don't ever stop believing,don't ever stop dreaming your dreams.

United America
The Budweiser Story(not a joke)This is TRUE!How Budweiser handled those who laughed at thosewho died on the 11th of September, 2001...Thought you might like to know what happened in a little town north of Bakersfield , California.After you finish reading this, please forward this story on to others so that our nation and people around the world will know about those who laughedwhen they found out about the tragic events in New York , Pennsylvania , and the Pentagon. On September 11th, A Budweiser employee was making a delivery to a convenience store in a California town named McFarland. He knew of the tragedy that had occurred in New York when he entered the business to find the two Arabs, who owned the business, whooping and hollering to show their approval and support of this treacherous attack.The Budweiser employee went to his truck, called his boss and told him of the very upsetting event!He didn't feel he could be in that store with those horrible people. His boss asked him,"Do y

Blessings From Memory's Garden
I sit in what once was and grieve what is lost forever.And yet words once heard float like mind-perfume,opening up a floodgate of memory,recalling the moments when those words were spoken,and I am comforted.Thank you,O CREATOR,for the gift of remembering.

Open Handed Sharing
When feelings are hurt, WISE PHYSICIANwe curl in on ourselves like orange rinds,withholding even the possibility of reconciliation.Help us open up to new possibilities for righting wrong and sharing love without reservation,as the orange blossom offers its fragrance,the fruit its zesty sweetness.

Love Is!
Love is patient,love is kind.It does not envy,it does not boast,it is not proud.It is not rude,it is not self-seeking,it is not easily angered,it keeps no record of wrongs.Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth.It always protects,always trusts,always hopes,always perseveres...Love never fails.

When Frustration Comes To Call...
When we talk about frustration, we generally mean those feelings brought about by shocking changes in our worldly circumstances.Loss of property,loss of job,disappointed expectations.These events and so many others, leave us feeling frustrated and helpless. "How could this happen to me?" we ask, "Who did this to me?"The hard lesson is that even though the events that led to our frustration just came out of nowhere, the solution will not. It's up to us to quit trying to figure out how this happened and turn our attention to what we can do about it.Frustration leaves us feeling out of control, prey to random forces. When frustrated, we must learn to seek out the areas we can control and learn to accept that the ultimate CONTROLLER of our circumstances is always watching out for us.

Ups & Downs-the Whole Picture
Help me understand, my WISE ONE, that we can't have good without bada head without a tail.Help me remember the joy when grief strikes my heart.For just as it takes a negative to create a photograph, it takes dark and light to complete creation.Therein lies the promise:DARKNESS IS ONLY HALF OF THE PORTRAIT OF LIFE.

What Is Gained
So what's the point of it all?Why does OUR MAKER allow us to sufferpain, illness, loss?The answers to these questions will probably never be revealed to us in this life.But when we take stock of our experiences, the good and the bad, we find that the dark times have left us with more than just unpleasant memories. Perhaps we have gained new insights into our own personalities, found strength and depth we never knew we had.And what do we do with these emotional gains?We may go or to lead richer, more enlightened lives. We may also seek to comfort those who hurt as we have hurt, thus heeding CREATOR'S call to look after our fellow humans. Is this perhaps why HE has permitted suffering in our lives?We can't answer that question.But our lack of sure knowledge should not stop us from trying to act as HIS tools for good here on earth.

Standing Nearby
I can do it myself, I protest, but, I know it's not true.Open me to limitless love found in the skillful caring of those who know first-hand my present trouble.They bring a message home and I feel close,as close as angel wings beating gently upon my stubborn loneliness.

So Wow
I feel amazingly awesome today!!! very blessed indeed! I have great friends (both r/l and fu) a wonderful family (both r/l and fu) and the sun is finally shining!!!! I guess I'm always in a good mood when I know I'm going to the nurseries and greenhouses!!! I WISH I COULD TAKE ALL OF YOU WITH ME!!! I finally got the correct logo on my shirts and now have quite the selection of "monkey suits" The girl totally came through and credited me my full amount, even stiched some shirts I found at a local store (none of the online wholesalers had my colour) I pick up a couple of jackets today, I CAN'T WAIT! I have a part time worker already and hope to keep her employed through the growing season. (I don't know though, I kinna wanna start saving some money) I have 4 new clients and the list seems to be growing :) so....we'll see. I connected with an old friend on facebook and my aunt....I love words.....and computers...so much easier to "hash out" old issues.... Anywa

Love
We have a past...You were my lovebefore I even realized it.I had been searching for a long time,and then my heart recognized you.We have a present...You understand my language,whether it's a sigh,a nudge,or a sly wink. :DYou inspire me to be real, to face thingsand to give everything my best shot.You accept me as I am,and sometimes I'm not entirely lovable,but you love me anyway.We have a future...No matter what my fears,no matter what my challenges,you'll be there for meand I'll be there for you.We're a part of each other,and you and I will always havethe best kind of love.

My Daughter
We had my daughter to see her back specialist yesterday and it was not good news. WE found out her spine has gotten much worse and that now we have no choice but to start surgery on her. I know many of you on this site hate me but my daughter will need a lot of love and support even from all of you whom she wont ever know face to face. The surgery is scheduled for June 2, 2010. She will have growing rods placed into her spine which will be a 2-3 hr procedure. If everything goes well and she does not develop any complications from the surgery she can come home as soon as June 7th. Then 10 days after surgery she will have to go back to see the drs for a post op check then will be in a back brace for 2 months. Then every 6 to maybe 9 months as she grows they will go back in and adjust the rods to compensate for her growth. With any and all luck by the time she stops growing she could be very straight and may not require having a permanent rod placed into her spine. This link

Whats Up?
Still new to this site, pardon my ignorance of a fellow digital bar place. I notice a lot of attractive women here or at least pictures of men pretending to be women . This site is pretty funny and isn't as strict as I thought it would be, I am not gonna pay 7 bucks for some sort of shout? Anyways I am a real person not fake or some stupid ass bot. I have a semi-political/drunk/comedy website at www.thebeerbarrel.net come check us out make sure you have a beer handy, and since it's free speech lots of bad words get said, but the great thing is you get to say em back without censorship. Anyways I will still try to figure this place out, I am not used to black background on a webforum sort of hurts the eyes a bit but I will live.

Lips To Lips
Kiss me goodnight before your eyes drift off to a place that I cant see. I shall not be in your dreams but here to wake you with my lips on your tummy. Good morning my love, how was your rest? Your beauty is over welming to my heart. Your soul is pure when we are such an outkast. Your touch is so gentle when you could be rough. Your hair smells like a garden of flowers and your skin is the rose that I hold so dear. I want to show you off to the world, be proud my love. They dont make people like us. Not afraid, Not worried, Not scared to be just...alive. ...With the rainbow and God by our side, never letting go of what makes sense..I pray that you will see that we are ment to be, maybe one day you will come true and no longer my angel in the waiting. ~wasnt wrote for anyone in my life..just felt like laying words down

Who Really Fukin Cares!!
I have honestly come to realize alot while not being on all the time, is that the peeps who say they are your friends on here. Well most of them are not! I have come to this understanding and am seriously thinking about doing a mass delete of friend. Excuse me if i choose not to be a points whore or whatever else you may be looking for. Shyt I am only human. This last week I have gone through a whole bunch of shyt and the ones who I know care have left message or came to my yim. Though I know a bunch of you don't have my yim I do have a fukin pm. But as I have already stated I am coming to understand that I truely only have about a few handful of ture honest friends on here and am making the choice to be delting a whole bunch of you. Don't leave me a message saying sorry or what not unless you haven't been on here for days. IDK and IDC anymore. FOR THE ONES THAT MATTER AND HAVE SHOWN ME THAT TRUE FRIENDSHIP TYSVM!!! BRANDY

Sunrise
There are moments in a sunriseLike a flooding tide Light and shadows glideThrough canyons and fieldsA song too universal for melodyA Dance too intricate for stepsOnly here, as the light eclipsesWhere all that has been and will beAm I free of time and presentIn this everyday eternity Poem By Tammy C.

The Parents From Home Alone
I was going to wait to post this, but I decided to do it tonight while the idea is still fresh in my head. Home Alone is another movie that was funny and filled with plenty of gags. But what seems to be overlooked is the horrible parenting of the McCallisters. Seriously you leave your kid at home and don't even notice until you are on the plane to France? You know what that tells me, you shouldn't have had so many damn kids in the first place if you can't keep track of them. First off the parents are obviously well off. They live in a huge house and can afford to take themselves and the kids not to mention the aunt and uncle and their kids to France for christmas. Are you telling me you couldn't afford a nanny or something to help keep order in the house? And then Kevin the child that is left behind is the youngest of your children and not one of his older siblings notices that he isn't there. I've flown on a plane, the cabins aren't that big. And plus you're going to Europe, that's l

A True Friend
I've come to realize that no matter how nice i am and treat everyone with respect i never get it back sometimes,if you've needed something and if i had enough to go around i shared if you was hungry and i was eating I've shared more then the last bite. every time you had someone new come around i set in the back and played my part I've never played and broken your heart on purpose. no matter how many times i was there for anyone to fall back on,gave them my shoulder to cry on,my ear to listen to what makes them ill. I've made some more friends and lost quite a few even though we got bad blood don't mean i wont be there for you if your hurt and need a helping hand or got you back against the wall in a fight facing all odds ill still come help you out and ride it out if you needed a ride and i had transportation i came and helped you out I've turned alot of wrenches and busted all my knuckles and lost alot of skin but i got you back rolling and wanted nothing. No matter how

You Hurt I Cry
You broke my heart What am i to say Didn't you think Before you threw us away Why did you do it Was i not enough Did you think the pain wouldn't hurt me Didn't you think you would lose my trust Why did you hurt me And then hurt me more Why do you think its sorted And brush the probs under the door Why cant you see I`ve changed so much Not that i like it But i had to get tough This anger that eats me so Drives me mad but i cant let it go I cry and scream But there not heard Want to run away Never be found But thats not right Nor would i be mean I just want to find peace Not sorrow no more for me No more pain please I cant hack it you see Cause one day It will end me I'm not punishing myself Nor punishing you But i just cant take it I`m black and blue.

I Should Have Known
I should have known better thanto fall in love with youIt's all just a fading memory I should have known nothing would come of thisI should have knownyou wouldn't catch meI should have known you would never leave her for meI should ahve knownyou were only going to break my heartBut no matter how much my heart is breakingi just can't seem to let go.

You Don't Mean It
what good does it make whenyou write love poems about someonewho dosen't love you back?When i was little i never needed anyonebut now i need you more than anythingyou said you'll never break my heart but it already been done.what good does it make to watch someone you love with someone elsewhat good does it make when the person you thought you can trust is not worth trustingwhen people say i love youthey don't get how powerful the meaning of love is.and fools like me will trust anyone who saysi love you to them

Questions Of Why
For the first time in a long time, I felt so happy, so rejoiced You came to me when I was in dire need of a shoulder. You showed me there was hope after tragedy. You became my bestfriend. The times we laughed and the times we shared Were priceless beyond anything I could imagine We never knew the meaning of uncertainty and difficulty I showed you what it was like to be a fool, a good fool And in return, you taught me new ways of life The more we connected, the more we grew as people, friends and partners You made me feel like I could trust and love again Words uttered out of your mouth that made me feel safe and wanted "Love is not a strong enough word to describe how I feel. I adore you really" I was caught. My problems were yours as yours were mine Blooming into something so deep, something so special We were blinded by nothing but each other The hours turned to days and days turned to months Promises were never broken and feelings seem to flourish This was

The Pain Inside Me
I write poetry to soothe my painBecause all the world just seems the sameThis twisting, burning, breakingAll because of one little gameWhat you said to me.How you hurt me so.The cut is just too deep.Deepness scereing into my heart.I want to know why...This pain inside me,Just will not stop.The burning, breaking pain.The cut you left is hard to healAnd i cant seem to stop the bleeding.I hope you are happy now.With the pain you made me feel.

It's Ok
Moment of soreness, has long past Cloudy emotion hope won't last My hazed judgment makes it all wrong Wondering will it one day makes me strong The warm touch is still missing Laid restlessly weeping Contemplate the bitterness are only choice The only way to tranquil my inner noise It's almost a year since Mesmerize every past doing Train goes, gone leaving it empty Shallow and disgrace with no sympathy My bed are cold, my thoughts are fumble U gone, leaving to avoid struggle Wealth, status is your only aim For your eyes what's the point be in the game Ur soul lost in the middle of the ocean No way to go & no true direction Baby boy just been born Sadden by the last name Ever wondering was I to be blamed:..

The Hole In My Heart
When you left,You took a piece of me.I constantly find myselfDown on bended knee.I see you in my dreamsEvery night and day,I run to be in your loving armsBut you slowly walk away.Why do you do this?Why do you run?I'm afraid to thinkYou're seeing someone.I love you dearly,And I wish you could see,What in the world,You're doing to me.

It's His Fault
Why do you beat yourself up because you had the courage to love gave all of yourself in hopes that he was the one Why do you beat yourself up When it was his choice to be unfaithful His choice to hurt you Why do you beat yourself up Knowing that you had done everything for him supported him, comforted him, loved him more than you loved yourself Why after his lies and deceit do you still love him? and want him to love you Why after the repeat of hurt and trust being lost do you think that he deserves a love as pure as yours Why do you beat yourself up over what you could have done better when you know deep down there was nothing What makes you search for answers as to why when they will not change the past Nor mend your broken heart Why when a man decides to cheat do we blame ourselves? why does it make us question every little detail about who we are Make us think that we are not worthy of love Why when a man cheats do we still long for him to c

Lies
You broke my heart in two And took me like a bet, with all you put me through I have so many regrets. To lose you was worth it, although I wasn't sure, it seemed to make me happy, but still so insecure. We always said Forever we would take it to the end never give it up but this time my heart couldn't mend. It cut so deep into me I guess it hurt you too but when you did it, then you lied I had to say "we're through." I gave you all I had I tried to make it last but now all we have are memories from the past. So look me in the eye and tell me what you see a girl so broke inside who's been through misery. And now I’m moving on with the pain that kills inside but I’m starting to forget by reminding myself, how you lied! I have somebody new someone to treat me right, to talk to lovingly and to hold me all night. He's there for me when I need him to give me love and support to hold me close and wipe away all my signs of hurt. To kiss me

Tears Of A Broken Heart
I have given all my love to you, but what do I get in return? A broken heart. I have given you my heart, and you stomp on it like a doormat. I have given you my youth and you took advantage of my un-experienced heart and played with my emotions. I gave you all the trust, but you misused it. I gave you the benefit of the doubt, and you proved everyone right. I gave you my life and you killed me day by day. I want to pull my aching heart and tear it piece by piece, So I no longer love you. I want to loose my memory so I no longer think of you. I want to go so far so I no longer have to see you. I want to cry but I no longer have any more tears to fall down my sad lonely face. I want to sleep but my dreams haunt me with you in them. I can’t seem to find a way out. What do I do? I don’t want anyone to see this not even you. How do I get out of this? How do I stop this misery? How do solve this mystery? I can’t seem to find anyone to make feel the way you do, The way y

Teach Me To Let Go
Teach me to stop caringWhen I think of what we wereTeach me to stop cryingWhen I see you there with herShow me how to live againWhen you're not here with meShow me how to fight the factThat we're not meant to beTell me that I'll be alrightAnd my life will be okayWithout you right here by my sideTo hold my hand each dayLet these teardrops wash awayDon't let this heartbreak last...Let me let go like you didFor you've forgotten me so fast

I Loved You Too
So many thoughts,I don't know where to begin,I'll start from my heart,and what I feel within.I still have feelings,which haven't changed,because when you left memy life was re-arranged.I used to cryso many times a day,but lately those tearshave been fading away.I am hoping thatmy brighter day soon will come,and maybe, just maybe,I'll find that special someone.Yes, it's been hard,but I'm getting back my life,I've even managedto put away the knife.I will find someonewho's right for me,who loves meand lets me be all I can be.Yet the thought of you and her,is tearing me apart,because you will always have a special placein my broken heart.Do I still love you?Yes, I do,but another part of meis getting over you.I never thought I would say this,but I simply have to confess,with each and every day that goes by,I love you less and less.I just wanted to be with you,but now you're gone,and the time has comefor me to move on.You meant so much to me,in fact, you still do,from the bottom of my heart,

Broken Hearts
Where do they go when they have no place to call home Live and be broken or hope they'll mend on their own **** Time heals wounds and enables us to forget Wait! Time has no value to aching broken hearts **** I long for your smile tender touch, and strong arms Arms I run to, throw myself between your charm **** You weren't there when desperation and emptiness accompanied me No more tears to wipe you are not around and you'll never be **** You ran away and left me alone I looked, no one was there I was alone in this world looking around for your care **** Why did you leave me on my own I was sad not for missing you I realized I've been always alone **** I cried not because its over but for the missing part in my heart No! I wont say I am in love glass doesn't mend once shattered a part **** I'll keep pain inside from now on with my broken heart I,ll roam loneliness taught my heart to sing yet aches for a place

The Poet's Heart.
No uttered words the poet speaks, No skies of golden hue, No tales of unrequited love, They were lost when I lost you. No words to caress his lover's heart, And gone the dreams he swore they'd live, But alone within the poet dwells, No uttered words... none left to give. No music swells within his soul, Just silence surrounds his heart, And the solitude engulfs his world, When the poet and love depart. And lost the beauty he once could see, And the glory he saw each day, Now the poet pens his last farewell, No more love can he convey. But what's the poet's soul to do? To release the love he feels, For he'll surely die and wither, If that love he now conceals. He must hide the hurt and heartache, Just smile to friends and say, I'm fine... love doesn't matters, And deceive them all that way. For a different face he'll show them, To barricade his pain, To hide his shattered spirit, From the love he ne'er attained. But the pain within shall kill h

Long Distance Relationship
A thousand kisses will never be, Enough to satisfy my craving heart's plea, Tommorrow will be the day I love you more, Than today or yesterday or ever before, Words and phrases will never do, What my heart feels so deeply for you, Deeper and deeper my feelings go, My head is spinning too and fro, I want you here, forever and more, For our hearts to join and together explore, Our hearts beat and beat as one, Feel what I'm feeling, it's only begun. Yet, my heart feels as though it's within a cage, And slowly my desire turns to rage. You are so close yet so far, At times like this I wish upon a star. I wish you were here and not over there, Yet life is hard as well as unfair. All I can do is wish and wait, Until we meet again as that is our fate. I love you more than my words can say, And forever my love will grow each passing day. Until the day I gently hold your face, Kiss your lips within a candle lit place, Hold you close and feel you near, Kiss your cheek,

All In 1 Minute
I look at the clock,it says 1:41,i know thinking of you,ill never be done,you run through my mind,and occupy all my time,wondering why you're gone,and why you're not mine,i think of you constantly,for some reason i cant stop,knowing that for always,you'll forever have my heart,my days go by so slow,cause you run through my head,i said I'd love you forever,isn't that enough said,you also haunt my dreams,if you know what i mean,i wake up often,with sweats and screams,why do i sleep by myself,I'm alone in my bed,i know I'll be thinking of you,till the day i am dead,now still all these thoughts,just run through my brain,cant stop thinking of Chad,i think i'm going insane,i feel i wanna kill myself,people say thats not what to do,but i turn and look at the clock,and it says it's only 1:42....

Proof The World Is Nuts
Proof That The World Is Nuts In Lebanon, men are legally allowed to have sex with animals, but the animals must be female. Having sexual relations with a male animal is punishable by death. (Like THAT makes sense.)*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* In Bahrain, a male doctor may legally examine a woman's genitals but is prohibited from looking directly at them during the examination. He may only see their reflection in a mirror.(Do they look different reversed?) *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*

Gremlins
I'm pretty sure most of us have all seen the movie Gremlins. I started thinking about that movie today. And the only thing I could think of was how irresponsible the dad was. I mean seriously who buys there kid a Mogwai? I don't care how mature and responsible you think your child is, that would be a horrible pet for anyone to have. It comes with 3 rules that you think sound simple but in all honesty aren't. Let's take a look at the rules shall we. 1. Keep them away from water. WTF kind of rule is this. I mean sure it makes the Mogwair multiply and spawn evil Gremlins. But why would you buy your child a pet that you can't wash and keep clean? What happens if it goes and gets in mud or something? Are you just supposed to let it wander around your home making a mess of anything and everything it touches? Not to mention would the furry little bastard start to smell at one point? But remember keep it away from water. So now you have to deal with a dirty smelly pet for God knows how

Help Me Celebrate My B-day Weekend With The Zodiac Auction Bid Good On Everyone Have Fun Be Fair!
HELP ME CELEBRATE MY B-DAY WEEKEND WITH THE ZODIAC AUCTION BID GOOD ON EVERYONE HAVE FUN BE FAIR! ( IF UR IN IT PLZ PM ME WHAT UR OFFERING SO I CAN ADD IT)

Go Bid On My Zodiac Auction Folder Go Bid On People There Dont Be Cheap !
GO BID ON MY ZODIAC AUCTION FOLDER GO BID ON PEOPLE THERE DONT BE CHEAP CLICK PIC TO SEE IT NOTE: IF UR IN IT AND STILL HAVENT GAVE ME WHAT UR OFFERING PM IT TO ME PLZ

My Head
I always get told I'm so awesome and I'm so amazing and when I hear it all I can do is shake my head.. None of you know, none of you have any clue. If I were to sit here and go into detail my life.... I can't even imagin the reaction I would get... I know people have had it worse and more fucked up but... If you haven't been there you will never know or understand my head. I am not a nice person, I am not a "normal" person, I am not awesome in any respect...I am me, quiet, bookwormish, cruel, horrible, and I have no heart left to give.... Welcome to hell take your seat sit down and shut the fuck up.... Don't tell me I'm cool or that I'm a great person cause you have no IDEA.... Everyone judges themselves but my judgement and my own punishment fits the crime or crimes.... Walk away, turn around and don't bother cause it all means fuck all to me....

"field Of Dreams" For Sale
If you want a piece of movie history, you can buy the property where the baseball diamond was built for “Field of Dreams.” For a mere $5.4 million you can own the land and the baseball diamond. It’s located in Dyersville, Iowa. It’s surrounded by corn fields. The present owners, Don and Becky Lansing, say “(they) really would just love to become spectators.” For the price they are asking I would charge them. Read more http://www.foxnews.com/entertainment/2010/05/13/field-dreams-farm-sale/ BlastFM is not a spectator but a player of music. Get all the rock you want 24/7 @ www.live365.com/stations/blastcasterfm

Conviction (chris Daughtry)
Open up the book you beat me with again Read it off one sentence at a time I'm tired of all the lines, convictions, and your lies What right do you have to point at me? Well I'm sitting alone thinking about it all over coffee Still crowding my space are the things that you still hold against me You cannot save me I cannot fill the void with what you're shoving on me If you don't know the truth, how can you say you know me? If all this is wrong, I'll find out on my own So don't kill me inside, I'm trying to live! Trying to live How is this helping me? When I'm trying to live, when I'm trying to live Read it all, no need for seperating here You see what you want and try to justify All your little lines, convictions, and your lies What right do you have to point at me? Well I'm sitting alone thinking about it all over coffee Still crowding my space are the things that you still hold against me You cannot save me. No! I cannot fill the void with what you're shoving on me If you don't know

This Is Truly Fuct...
No, I'm not in fuct however this funny-as-hell situation is. Check out this auction, and if it interests you so, please click the pic to bid, it's well worth the LOLZ.... Everyone's gotta lol @ something these days....

What Alcoholism Did For Me.
What alcoholism did for me. You may want to question yourself the next time you pick up a drink of spirits. Rather droll in terms that the word spirits is used to entail upon alcohol. Nevertheless, just take a moment the next time you drink, and press upon the severity of its effect on the individual mind. Think about those whom have suffered the recoil, or those that may not, as they’re not impacted as much as someone else. Yet, there still is this consequence in even omitting to the chance, as we are all chance victims to our very own use of anything mind altering, some more than others, in just the mere chance. My voyage into this predicament happened somewhere around the age of 11, and never stopped from there. However, there were times when I stepped away, never really for long, though. I started stealing it from my stepfather upon my leaving for school, as inebriation had me bought from my first glass of wine I chugged down during a Christmas gathering that very sa

Why Not?
SHOWER THOUGHTSI'm in my shower by myselfalone with youplaying with myselfsoaking in wet streamsimagining youas I lather myself caressing clean my cockdirtying my mindMy wife by herselfalone in our bedroomwatches the morning newsdresses for the daygoes downstairs for breakfastdrinks her coffeereads her newspaperimagines....whatever...I imagine yougetting wet for mespreading open for mehoneying your pussy for mecircling your clit for mewanting meplaying in this bathtub with mecandles and champagnekissing mesucking metoying with memy cock a moby dicksurfacing from the deepyou a Queequegharpooning me with your eyestaking me....squeezing my spermThen your pussy rising for mesleek and shiny like apple skinme tasting your fruit, your sweetnessyou offering me every orificeyou wanting everything filledtongue, finger, cock in them allI give you....and I give youtwo fingers in cunt, pinky in ass, tongue everywhereyour back arching for meyour toes squiggling for meyou, everywhere, coming for mean

Please Let Me Win...puleeeese
Okay, so I'm not one for entering contests mainly because I never win. The other day though, I got an email from Ghirardelli. They're having a contest. Create the next Intense Dark Chocolate flavor. *arches brow* Well, hello! I am a fan of dark chocolate, particularly Ghirardelli's. So, I put on my lil' creative thinking cap. You had the choice of three flavors that had to be natural, come up with a name and why you came up with the combo. Sure, easy. *clears throat* So, after about an hour, I wisk off my entry. I just got a confirming email that my entry was accepted and to check out their site on August 2nd to see if I'm one of the top 5! I wanna win! I never win anything! hahaha

He Pretty Much Saved Me
(To the love of my life) I have always had a negative outlook on life. I always felt like I didn't belong, and wasn't good enough. Always trying to please people in my life that didn't seem to care what I did. I was always trying to make relationships work with guys who just took me for granted. Even with family I didn't think I was good enough. Doing whatever I could to try to make everyone happy... but no matter how much I did it still wasn't enough. It took one person to change all of that. He may not be able to be with me right by my side right now but he has changed my life so much. He says he loves me just how I am and wouldn't change a thing. He tells me almost everyday that I'm beautiful. Its so nice hearing that after many years I just wanted to become something else... skinnier... taller... all what the media is trying to make us believe is beautiful. Finally someone who appreciates me how I am. Doesn't want to try to change me but if anything he wants to help me to become a

The Which Karamazov Brother Are You Test ...
Your result for The Which Karamazov Brother Are You Test... Alexey Fyodorovich Karamazov Alyosha, Alyoshka, Alexeichik, etc. "No, I'm not angry. I know your thoughts. Your heart is better than your head." Alexey (Alyosha, Alyoshka, etc.) is the youngest of the Karamazovs, and the character that Dostoevsky states in his intro to be the intended hero. He is the spiritual character, religious but not condemnatory. He is trusting, but knows the dangers he faces. He is loving, patient, kind, and the most innocent of his father's murder. You are likely to be: -Religious and with strong morals, but able to understand others -Intelligent but more interested in spiritual than academic things -Emotional, but able to act rationally as well -Loyal and kind to all Take The Which Karamazov Brother Are You Test at HelloQuizzy

How Active Is Your Imagination?
You Have an Extremely Active Imagination Your mind is vivid, lively, and colorful. There is a lot going on in your head. You have the ability to make pictures and movies in your mind. You are extremely visual. Your creativity knows no bounds. You don't put restrictions or limits on your thoughts. You have a gift that other people wish they had. So exercise that imagination as much as you want! How Active is Your Imagination? Work is Hard. Time for Blogthings!

Written January 8th 2010
Deflated Empty Dead inside Nothing left All alone Screaming in my mind Eyes so lifeless Tears ran dry Give it all up Throw it away Forget it all Start a new day Nothing changes Words stay the same Emotions spilled over They all ran away Can't take the pain Soul is on fire Heart broke down the middle Lifeless Desire

Written November 16th 2009
Fuck the way you look at me and the way you hold my gaze Fuck the way you talk me into looking forward to the coming days Fuck the way you come and go Making it all seem so worth it Fuck the way you try to play these never ending mind games Fuck the way you portray a different emotion every damned day Fuck the way you alwayz hold back never showing me the real you Fuck the way you alwayz show off thinking you can impress me Fuck the way you seem to be accessible only when it's good for you Fuck the way you ignore me until there's something you want Fuck the way you pull away when all I want is to have you close But most of all Fuck the way none of this matters I still look at you the same I still can't go back to being me

Facelook
ZOMG! Facebook has horrible privacy controls?!?!!? All I have to say is.....SUCKERS! Seriously, no one saw this coming? For petes sake, it asks you a bunch of personal questions when you sign up for the thing and people unwittingly answer, honestly, of course, thinking, I'm just here to hook up with old friends. This is the information age people! You're really going to share all that personal information where everyone can see what you're doing or when you're on? And then wonder why someone ran through the Taco Bell drive-thru 300 times with your credit card number? Ha! Fools! Wait...is that my gloating showing? Facebook to hold staff meeting on privacy Social networking site seeing more criticism because of information sharing By Alexei Oreskovic Reuters updated 3:34 p.m. CT, Thurs., May 13, 2010 SAN FRANCISCO - Facebook CEO Mark Zuckerberg and other executives will meet with employees to discuss privacy practices of the world's largest social networking website on

What's In A Name?
My 13 yr old daughter said if I dint sign the permission slip for this seemingly random class video project, Microsoft would probably pixilate her image causing her great embarrassment and insufferable pain. I was alright with that (I'm big on holding out for royalties). But when she said they might pixilate her group's mascot too, well that was just too much. I signed (and quietly, inwardly laughed my ass off). What is her group's mascot you ask? Why THE FLAMING FISTS of course. They even have their own hand gesture/symbol. Yes it's an upward fist but brilliantly married to a second hand simulating flames behind the clenched fist by waggling little fingers.

My Fine Is...worth Every Penny
This is fun to do. Just read the "offense" and if you've done it, you owe that fine. Keep going until you've read each "offense" and added up your total fine. When you are done, post it in your notes. Change the header to "My fine is $........" You don't have to confess your answers, just the amount of your fine.Smoked pot -- $10Did acid -- $5Ever had sex at church -- $25Woke up in the morning and did not know the person who was next to you -- $40Had sex with someone on Facebook -- $25Had sex for money -- $100Ever had sex with the a Puerto Rican -- $20Vandalized something -- $20Had sex on your parents' bed -- $10Beat up someone -- $20Been jumped -- $10Crossed dressed -- $10Given money to stripper -- $25Been in love with a stripper -- $20Kissed someone who's name you didn't know -- $0.10Hit on some one of the same sex while at work -- $15Ever drive drunk -- $20Ever got drunk at work, or went to work while still drunk -- $50Used toys while having sex -- $30Got drunk, passed

What My Daughter Made For Me (h)
It is very sweet to me and figured I'd share it since I am very proud :-) The first card says ... Happy mothers day (inside says) I love you mom I wish you have a good mothers day I love you. The paper she wrote in school says.... My moms name is cindy. Her birthday is almost the same day as my brothers birthday. It has a one in it. Her eyes are brown, her hair is brown, her favorite color is blue, her favorite television shows are "ghost hunters" and "the doctors". She likes to eat tomato soup. Her favorite hobby is playing cabal. Her favorite thing about me is when I get 100% on my tests. My favorite thing about her is seeing her. Together we like to play games. If I could buy her anything in the world. I would buy her a frog since she likes frogs.I will be readin this everyday - Thank you my baby princess Ramona I love you SO much always and forever! The best gift I could ever ask for (h) My daughter is almost 8yrs old

What Doesn't Kill You...
I reach my hand into the dark to find you there but you've been gone oh tell me what did I do wrong I take my shots, I'm standing here Pick myself off the ground again Tell me would you even care if I ever breathe again? Where will you be when this all falls apart? What can I do to fix this broken heart? I don't wanna cry myself to sleep at night over you or this not anymore I hope that you'll never breathe again That you'll never breathe again Where will you be when this all falls apart? What can I do to fix this broken heart? I don't wanna cry myself to sleep at night Over you or this not anymore I'm sick of losing sleep for you My heart can't break more times than two I'm running out of things to say I'm walking out that door My heart can't break more times than two I'm not afraid to walk away this time My heart can't break more times than two I'm not afraid this time Where will you be when this all falls apart? What can i do to f

My Fine Is...worth Every Penny
This is fun to do. Just read the "offense" and if you've done it, you owe that fine. Keep going until you've read each "offense" and added up your total fine. When you are done, post it in your notes. Change the header to "My fine is $........" You don't have to confess your answers, just the amount of your fine. Smoked pot -- $10 Did acid -- $5 Ever had sex at church -- $25 Woke up in the morning and did not know the person who was next to you -- $40 Had sex with someone on Facebook -- $25 Had sex for money -- $100 Ever had sex with the a Puerto Rican -- $20 Vandalized something -- $20 Had sex on your parents' bed -- $10 Beat up someone -- $20 Been jumped -- $10 Crossed dressed -- $10 Given money to stripper -- $25 Been in love with a stripper -- $20 Kissed someone who's name you didn't know -- $0.10 Hit on some one of the same sex while at work -- $15 Ever drive drunk -- $20 Ever got drunk at work, or went to work while still drunk -- $50 Used toys while having s

Seven Kinds Of Sex ......
Seven Kinds Of Sex ...... The 1st kind of sex is called ... Smurf Sex.This kind of sex happens when you first meetsomeone and you both have sex until you are blue in the face. The 2nd kind of sex is called ..... Kitchen Sex.This is when you have been with your partner fora short time and you are so needy you will have sex anywhere, even in the kitchen.The 3rd kind of sex is called ... Bedroom Sex.This is when you have been with your partner for along time. Your sex has gotten routine and youusually have sex only in your bedroom.The 4th kind of sex is called ... Hallway Sex.This is when you have been with your partner for too long. When you pass each other in the hallway you both say .... 'Fuck You.'The 5th kind of sex is called ... Religious Sex.Which means you get Nun in the morning, Nun in theafternoon and Nun at night. (Very Popular)The 6th kind is called ... Courtroom Sex.This is when you cannot stand your wife/husband any more. She/hetakes you to court and screws you in front of e

The New Begining
Today starts my life anew. Those of you that know me know I've had a rough time the past few months. I've let depression get the better of me quite often, and have let things really get to me. Today though, I have been up at my parent's home and have put my grandparents to rest. Sorrow and grief accompany this, but I have also taken this as a time to grow, and to change. From this point on, I have buried that in the past which has almost broke me, and have decided to move on. In endings, there are also beginings. As such, I am rearranging things on here. Those now that are in my family, will only ever be the ones that I truly do consider that. Please, if you were in it before and are not now... do not be offended. Any that were there and are no longer have been kept in my top friends. I have created my Code... I have my Honor... I cherish my Family. Those three things are what give me strength. I will defend all three even to the death of myself. Each member of my Famil

Innocence
What else can I do, When the tears have all been wasted? And the only voice you choose to hear, sings the songs of our hearts breaking... Say your dreams, they all have changed Well, my smiles, they all have faded And the thoughts that used to seem so pure in my heart they now feel jaded. Because I want to feel like I did. I want to feel innoncence. What else can it be? Except this pride I'm sick of drinking. Storm clouds all have gone away, can we stop this thing from sinking? Because I want to feel like I did. And I want to feel innocence. And I want you to know and feel in your soul, that someone has come and gone. I'm stuck up here with you I'd never thought we'd get this high I used to be afraid of falling Now I'll spread my wings, and I will fly

Why Older Chicks Rule ;) Lmao
This is for all you *girls* 40 years and over... and for those who are turning 40, and for those who are scared of moving into their 50's ... AND 60's ... and for *guys** *who are scared of girls over 40!!!! Why Older Chicks Ruleby Andy Rooney As I grow in age, I value women who are over 40 most of all. Here are just a few reasons why: A woman over 40 will never wake you in the middle of the night to ask, "What are you thinking?" She doesn't care what you think. If a woman over 40 doesn't want to watch the game, she doesn't sit around whining about it. She does something she wants to-do. And, it's usually something more interesting. A woman over 40 knows herself well enough to be assured in who she is, what she is, what she wants and from whom. Few women past the age of 40 give a hoot what you might think about her or what she's doing. Women over 40 are dignified. They seldom have a screaming match with you at the opera or in the middle of an expensive restaurant. Of cours

Meds Just For Women ...
DAMNITOL Take 2 and the rest of the world can go to hell for up to 8 full hours. EMPTYNESTROGEN Suppository that eliminates melancholy and loneliness by reminding you of how awful they were as teenagers and how you couldn't wait till they moved out. ST. MOMMA'S WORT Plant extract that treats mom's depression by rendering preschoolers unconscious for up to two days. PEPTOBIMBO Liquid silicone drink for single women. Two full cups swallowed before an evening out increases breast size, decreases intelligence, and prevents conception. DUMBEROL When taken with Peptobimbo, can cause dangerously low IQ, resulting in enjoyment of country music and pickup trucks. FLIPITOR Increases life expectancy of commuters by controlling road rage and the urge to flip off other drivers. MENICILLIN Potent anti-boy-otic for older women. Increases resistance to such lethal lines as, "You make me want to be a better person. " BUYAGRA Injectable stimulant taken prior to shopping. Increases potency, duration, and

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For the one I love Ya know you so fabolous. With your thick thighs & nice ass nice boobs. I love you. There isn't another like you. So tasty & curvy with ya thickness. How's it gon feel when you have a peice of this black thickness. In tween ya. (Legs) In between you. Inbetween you. How's it gonna feel. When i'm in between your legs. Legs In between your legs. Rising up deep in you. Ya know you so nice with the way you talk come around. Always there for me. I'm always there for you. Missing you loving you. Never forgetting you. It's no one like you that can do the things you do. & how you get me. Its no doubt about it. Your on my mind all the time & always. Won't live without that. Bet when i come cross your mind. & your thinking of me hitting that ass from the back. You like that. Making you scream & moan as your hands are diggin into my back. I got it going so good for you. Whoever thought me & you come cross eachother talk & now were together. I love you glad to have a woman like

Nomore Pain
Throughout the time you've known me,All I've brought you is pain.And it makes me wonder beautiful,If ever in your eyes I'll shine again. To hear you tell me just once,Still deep in your heart I am.Forever I would hold you,Forever beside you I'd stand. Please beautiful hand back your heart,And always I will hold it true.And never again a tear of unhappiness,I will ever bring again to you.

Getting To Know Mr. Mahoney
Since this is my first blog, I thought Id go with introducing myself to this world we call "FuBar"! Sooooooooo for starters, the name is Connor Mahoney! I guess thats kind of obvious since thats already stated.Anyway moving on, Im 60. I have two kids, young enough to be my grandchildren lol! Jake is 19 and Krista 17. Both in college. They live in Ohio with their mother, which sucks because I dont get a chance to see them as often. But now that Im retired Im hoping that'll change! In the 60 years Ive been here Ive never once got married! Shocker eh? Some would call that smart, some would probably think something is wrong with me! LOL! I myself call it...um..."still looking"! But the thing is Im not really looking! If it happens it happens! Ive been close, but it didnt work out. Long story, wont get into that. If you want to know, just ask...I have nothing to hide! Moving on....Im a retired attorney. I was in that profession from 1974 to 2007, 33 years...long time! I loved

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OK, here is my problem. I truly love and respect women. Probably part of the reason my ex was able take advantage of me for so long. However, I am also seriously in need of some sex. I love my female friends and would not want to do anything to jeopardize those friendships. My preference is to find someone with relationship potential, or a friend with benefits. However. at this time I would be happy for a one night stand. I mean come on! It's been a year and a half!

Well Do You!!!
Do you ever feel like you're experiencing a powerful and terrifying shift in your fundamental consciousness? Do you ever have thoughts that horrify you? Oh, dear God, was that me who just thought that evil thought? Do you ever open your eyes in the morning and wonder if you're the same person who went to sleep the night before? Do you ever think, "Aw, screw it. Why do I even try? What's the point? Everything always goes to hell anyway." Do you ever wonder if the guy bringing you your soup hates your guts because he has to wait on you and pretend to be pleasant all the while knowing in his heart that he's a better man than you and his current servile status is final proof of an unjust universe? Do you ever think, "People are only nice to me because they want something?" Do you ever think, "I'm only being nice to this person because I want something?" Well, the reason I bring all this up is to reassure you that I don't. Just thought you'd like to know... although I can't help but

Why Why Why
Why is it that when you give your heart and soul to someone and they promise never to hurt you they take your heart and stomp on it like it was nothing??? I have been hurt like i have never been hurt before..... i am gonna give up on EVER being happy.... i thought i had finally found it.... but once again no..... i am so tired of this.....

Independence Festival History Up Todate.
Independence Festival is what a rock concert is supposed to be about: fair prices, good times and plenty of music. In 2004, the festival was only a party that one of the original members had to bring his friends and their bands together. Over the next three years it grew to be an important mark on the Columbus, Ohio music scene. The thought of the festival was to bring together independent artists and showcase them for them to feel part of the scene and possibly get some recognition. After the festival in 2007, Steve (Rock Ohio Productions) fell on some hard times and had to regroup to begin this masterpiece again. So now, Steve has regrouped and with some good friends, more like family already, is beginning his festival again. This year, B & N Entertainment LLC and Rock Ohio Productions have come together to put on Independence Festival. It has been uprooted from Columbus, Ohio and is now going to take place in Muncie, Indiana at the Water Bowl, June 25 – 27. This family of pro

Dreamz...
Harsh words & violent blowsHidden secrets nobody knowsEyes are open, hands are fistedDeep inside I'm warped & twistedSo many tricks & so many liesToo many whens & too many whysNobody's special, nobody's giftedI'm just me, warped & twistedSleeping awake & choking on a dreamListening loudly to a silent screamCall my mind, the number's unlistedLost in someone so warped & twistedOn my knees, alive but deadLook at the invisible blood I've bledI'm not gone, my mind has driftedDon't expect much, I'm warped & twistedBurnt out, wasted, empty, & hollowToday's just yesterday's tomorrowThe sun died out, the ashes siftedI'm still here, warped & twisted

Lost...
I stay cause I'm to lost to go anywhere else. I dont know who I am or what I become. But I know I want it to end with you. I dont know what you see in me or what I see in you. I dont know what to do when we argue, when I know i'm right, but i agree so i don't lose u When I change my thoughts, my goals, so you'll love me too. No you never asked me to and no you wouldn't understand, maybe cause you know you can have anyone. So why waste your time with me I really don't know, But i really wish i knew i belong to you, you know you belong to me so please tell me whats to figure out.. We belong together thick and thin, ups and downs.... If your willing to fight for love.... Then I'm willing to fight for Us.

Distance....
At nite in the dark in my dreams your voice is what I hear Whispering words of love and desire your arms are what i feel holding me safe and warm against your strong chest that i use as my pillow As dawn breaks a new day begins I wake from dreaming to find you gone Even though miles separate an time has changed us both my heart and soul are yours forever and always

Unaware
The beauty from her eyes,Caught me so unaware.Then I saw her words,To try,do I even dare. Already my mind in a state of alarm,Wondering what this beauty thinks.Could I ever capture her attention,Make her see,I am the one she seeks. Time will tell with this beauty,How much we will ever be.But I know now I've seen her,Her forever my eyes want to see.

Poetry...
You tell me about your worries You tell me about your fears I sorrow those days, that I can't calm your fears I think about the future I think about the past I think about those days that we wish could always last Those other days that your in pain that i know i can't release It's all locked up inside your heart and you've thrown away the keys I wish i could take away all your suffering and sorrow I wish I could say for sure that we're all promised another tomorrow The fact of the matter is that we dont know what life brings us So just know that I'm always here for you, no matter what comes at us I'm always here.....

Mixtape
You're a fat girl, its not sexy the way your licking the lolipop. Yes, I see the piercing/tattoo, you dont have to take all your pictures to show it off. I dont care how much you rate, and fan me. Im still not gonna add you. I only rate my family 11's. i only get 10. so deal with it. Thanks for the compliments, but you're still not getting in my pants. You rate, fan me, and send a request to be friends, i ignore it, and you still shoutbox me? Putting Sexy in your name does not make it more believable. You dont look scary/cool in negative. Im still unaware of why you think morphing your picture into a w wolf is cool. You Lounge is retarded. I wouldnt rate you even if you had auto 11's. I dont care about your bulletin. no matter how Sticky it is. And done for now.

Sister
For someone special, yet I havent met feel like I know you and never will forget I sence a smile and trueness beyond our hearts together create the bond You touch my soul with your deepened kisses tease my mind with your blissful wishes You've inspired my dreams with colorful wings I look at your picture and my eyes sing Sweetest words overturn the senses distance between us is open fences You wink at me with bashful thoughts my loving attention you have caught The giggles you give put a smile on my face the happyness you share flows with such grace Some family can treat you so bad but your the best sister I've ever had Excited to be able to share the days we will create our time to play

Caught Sleeping
Just in case your boss catches you asleep at your desk, be ready to blurt out one of these excuses. ********************************* They told me at the blood bank that this might happen. This is just a 15 minute power nap like they raved about in that time management course you sent me to. I was working smarter - not harder. Whew! I must have left the top off the whiteout. I wasn't sleeping! I was meditating on the mission statement and envisioning a new paradigm! This is one of the seven habits of highly effective people! I was testing the keyboard for drool resistance. I'm in the management training program. I'm actually doing a Stress Level Elimination Exercise Plan (SLEEP). I learned at the last mandatory seminar you made me attend. This is in exchange for the six hours last night when I dreamed about work! Darn! Why did you interrupt me? I had almost figured out a solution to our biggest problem. The coffee machine is broken.... Someone must have put decaf in the wrong pot. Boy,

More Sb Fun!!
Raven: uuuhm thanks? micromediapro: oo i see thought i try you are very beautiful? Raven: My BF is in the same room I don't think he would like that too much micromediapro: how about you just be in your bra thats it? Raven: nope sorry, not that kind of girl micromediapro: i understand will u just do topless and watch me Raven: Im not into sexual camming of any kind luv, sorry micromediapro: what evr you feel comfortable with...i am a attractive kind white male Raven: cam sex? Raven: yes but what is the price? micromediapro: cam with me on yahoo Raven: lol for what? micromediapro: would u like a happyhour

Ensign: Go Ask The Spartans
All ye inhabitants of the world, and dwellers on the earth, see ye, when he lifteth up an ensign on the mountains; and when he bloweth a trumpet, hear ye. Isaiah 18:3 AN ENSIGN ON THE MOUNTAINS 13 May 2010 The ancient Spartans may only be remembered by some of us in their adjective form (lower case) meaning bare, harsh, stern, and disciplined. Make no mistake, the Spartans of ancient Greece were all these things and didn’t care if you knew or were put off by it; they trained almost from birth for physical fitness and martial prowess. If you were born weak, you were left to die. Even their personal lives, such as they were (men living in communal mess halls throughout their adult lives was not uncommon) reflected an almost fear of adornment. After one victory, a Spartan general looked at the opulent tent of his enemy and remarked “see how they lived like this, and came to rob us of our poverty?” Say w

Rain
The rain poured down as she headed home. Pulling her jacket tighter around her, she quickened her step. Her heels clicked occasionally on the wet sidewalk. She reached the corner of her street. Running her soaked fingers through her long red hair, she cursed the light for not being green. A hand reached out from the shadows and tapped her shoulder. She spun around angry at the disturbance. "What?" she snapped, her eyes on fire. "Babe, are you ok?" a soft, feminine voice asked. "I'm sorry, this rain…" she said, a smile playing across her lips. "I'm glad to see you." "I had a feeling you'd had a bad day," Kaethe said, wrapping sliding her fingers inside her girlfriend's jacket and leaned in to whisper. "I came over to make you feel better." Brenna turned her face to meet Kaethe's. She tasted a hint of strawberries as she brushed their lips together. "You always know what I need, don't you?" she asked, the fire in her eyes turned from anger to hunger. "We should get home." "What's

Human History
Human History For those that don't know about history ... Here is a condensed version:Humans originally existed as members of small bands of nomadichunters/gatherers. They lived on deer in the mountains during the summerand would go to the coast and live on fish and lobster in the winter.The two most important eve

My Resume
Objectives:To acquire a creative development position within the entertainment industry that would utilize my vast (2 years) technical experience.To find a gig.My goal is to be a meteorologist. But since I have no training in meteorology, I suppose I should try stock brokerage.I demand a salary commiserate with my extensive experience.Reasons for Leaving the Last Job:Terminated after saying, "It would be a blessing to be fired."Responsibility makes me nervous.Being in trouble with the law, I moved quite frequently. In my last position, got nowhere as part of a 60-person herd. I did not give the company my full effort and received no chance of advancement in return.Note: Please don't misconstrue my 14 jobs as job-hopping. I have never quit a job.My last employer insisted that all employees get to work by 8:45 every morning. I couldn't work under those conditions.Was met with a string of broken promises and lies, as well as cockroaches.I was working for my mom until she decided to move.T

Free Patch
Here is a I'm famous on the internet patch. I'm giving away up to 10 as of right now of these patches, If the want/need for these grow i will pick up more and give out many more. For the first two patches i am going to give it away for anyone who comments on this post, just post a comment on here and i will use a random number generator to pick out the two winner, please leave a form of contact info in your comment. You have until June 20, 2010 to comment for this give away. there is no specific number of comments you are limited to

Something Amazing Happened
There's this site that sells christian clothing, c28.com and there was a shirt that says sinner on it in big letters with a bible verse under it, i kept looking at shirt saying how awesome it is, how much i love it, i was going to order it yesterday and for some reason i kept going back and looking at the shirt, just kept looking at it and staring at it. So as i sat there staring at it, i finally realized why! the reason was because I'm not a sinner! I'm saved! I sin, but I'm not a sinner! Jesus died on the cross for me so i could still sin, and go to heaven. Many people take this as well because you sin, your a sinner. So i explain it to them this way, because you and i play baseball in the back yard, it doesn't make you a baseball player! Once i realized God spoke to me it feel amazing inside, like a feeling i couldn't explain. I always knew that there was a God, that he existed at some point, but that was about it. I go to church, worship and bible study, but never really got anythi

Happy Mother's Day
Today is Mother's Day i went to visit my Nana today and as we got there i was so excited to give her, her presents. As she opened the first one it was a little plaque that had a poem/saying on it. It was a few line's from the poem "Foot Prints In the Sand" Little did i know when i picked it up it was my pop's favorite! I must say God works in very amazing ways, I know my pop had a huge role in this present as well! What an awesome day! Rip Pop-pop. Happy Mother's Day to all the Momma's out there!Much Love!

Spread Your Lies
Lies slip so easily from your lips Quick to make accusations To make up excuses for your lame existance No one wants you And no one cares You continue to talk shit Step to me if you dare I won't hold back I'm not afraid I'll make your life so miserable You'll never want to see another day Spread your lies Hide your eyes Keep your fake smile And let your false words continue to pile Around you How dare you be so vicious To the one's that I love You act like you're sent from Heaven above Like your life is something to be proud of Lucky I was asked to stay away But that promise will only hold for so long And when that dam breaks I'll show you the sense of right and wrong Spread your lies Hide your eyes Keep your fake smile And let your false words continue to pile Around you

True Love
i remember the day that we met or should say the time we started talking, i was not even looking for someone nor was he, but when i was in the chat room in yahoo, we started to talk , and no one knew we were talking, but for 2 people, and then he came to florida, and met me and i knew the minute he got off that bus and came and gave me a kiss it was true love-------, my heart melted and that i did not think about anything, but for him, then he had to go back home to Texas where he is from and as for me i was living in florida at the time, he was my everything and he will be my everything, i have never felt this way for anyone, and then one day after we met he asked me if i wanted to move to texas not htinking i would do it, i said sure, and he did not think i would of done it til the day i came to texas driving all the way here alone-, when i seen him again my love for him gotten stronger more then anything and i anyone could ever do, but my heart has grown so strong for him, that i w

Pets 10 Commandments
Remember that they can't do a lot of things for themselves and that they depend on you to make their life a quality life! A PET'S TEN COMMANDMENTS......... 1. My life is likely to last 10-15 years. Any separation from you is likely to be painful. 2. Give me time to understand what you want of me. 3. Place your trust in me. It is crucial for my well-being. 4. Don't be angry with me for long and don't lock me up as punishment. You have your work, your friends, your entertainment, but I have only you. 5. Talk to me. Even if I don't understand your words, I do understand your voice when speaking to me. 6. Be aware that however you treat me, I will never forget it, but I forgive quickly. 7. Before you hit me, before you strike me, remember that I could hurt you, and yet, I choose not to bite you. 8. Before you scold me for being lazy or uncooperative, ask yourself if something might be bothering me. Perhaps I'm not getting the right food, I have been in the sun too long, or my heart might b

Whats Going On With Me
I have finally moved back to Vermont..I am single again and need a serious change in my life..I am 35 freaking years old and feel like a cross between a kid scared of life and an old person with many regrets and fears still instilled inside me..I cannot find a job and I am involved in another court battle with someone who terrorized my children..I am trying to build my life..not have to defend myself to every God damned rumor or bullshit lie that my so called friends like to spread about me..I have endured abuse and ridicule and I am tired of feeling like I can't get this right..

A Day Of Waiting
Daylight comes and I awakeThinking of you right awayIn my heart you are the oneKissing, touching, every day I sit up and realizeI am in an empty bedBut I smile at just one thingYour sweet face is in my head Mid-day comes and I am hereWishing for you by my sideThinking of the very timeGreeting you with arms real wide Checking email and my phoneWishing you could text me backAt that time I sit and thinkYour sweet words is what i lack Here I sit with fingers poisedWaiting for your name to showEvery minute that goes pastMy love for you greatly grows Evening comes and there you are"Hi baby" is what I seeThose 2 words make me feel gladThat you aim them right at me Doesnt matter where we sleepI love you with all my heartI will show you for all timeWe deserve a brand new start Let me show you ways of loveYou have not seen for a whileLet me be the one to proveI will make you laugh and smile I may not hear those three wordsI dont mind it cuz I knowThat in time if I am trueYour Love for me

*****read This If U Have My Skin*****
I AM IN THE MIDDLE OF FIXING THEM. SO DONT GET MAD OR PISSED OFF I AM DOING MY BEST U WILL GET THEM. JUST GIVE ME TIME TO GET THEM ALL TOGETHER AGAIN. I HAD TO REMAKE TWO DIFFERENT PHOTOBUCKET ACCOUNTS CAUSE THE GRAPHICS N STUFF I USED. YES ITS A PAIN BUT IM DEALING WITH IT. SHIT HAPPENS, I WILL POST HERE WHAT ONES I HAVE COMPLETED. I WILL NOT MAKE ANYMORE SKINS FOR AWAILE AFTER I FIX THESE ONES. I NEED A BREAK...... I AM NOT HERE TO PLEASE EVERYONE BUT FOR NOW I AM WORKING ON THEM... 1.SHARPIEGIRL2 i RE DID YOURS ITS DONE IF U WANT IT. 2. FALLEN AND EASY ON THE EYES. I AM WORKING ON YOURS JUST POST A COMMENT HERE I CAN'T REMEMBER THEM ALL BUT I PROMISE I WILL GET THEM FIXED.. GO AHEAD AND DELETE THE SKINS U RIPPED FROM ME CAUSE THEY AREN'T THE SAME CODING ANYMORE. BUT IF U DONT LEAVE ONE HERE OF WHAT I MADE YOU IM NOT MAKING IT AGAIN. IF U CAN'T TAKE THE TIME TO TELL ME THEN I DONT HAVE TIME TO DO YOURS IM NOT BEING A BISH WAIT YES I AM CAUSE ITS NOT HARD TO REALIZE THEY D

Prokhorov Cleared To Take Over Nets
The first step in what the New Jersey Nets hope is a quick turnaround is in place. New owner Mikhail Prokhorov is eager to get started on the rest. ''For those who are already fans of the Nets and the NBA, I intend to give you plenty to cheer about,'' the Russian billionaire said in a statement. The Nets are now officially the Nyets. Prokhorov's purchase of the team was approved Tuesday by NBA's owners, who welcomed the first non-North American into their club. Russia's richest man agreed to buy 80 percent of the Nets and 45 percent of an arena project in Brooklyn from developer Bruce Ratner late last year. Final approval of the sale was delayed until the state of New York had taken over all the land seized under eminent domain at the site of the team's Barclays Center in Brooklyn. The Nets expect that transaction to close Wednesday, and the long-delayed 18,000-seat arena is to open in 2012. The Nets hope Prokhorov's wealth -- estimated at $9.5 billion through his bank

Random Questions
why is it we love the one that hurts us most in life why is up not down why the heck is there so many time zones in one country why do dryers eat one sock out of a load of laundry and where does it go just some random thoughts i would love some insight to

The One I Adore
"The One I Adore" My heart is owned, by the singer of songs an angelic voice, to her belongs Keeper of my heart, and all else I have her touch is so soft, and to me a salve Her eyes haunt my dreams, throughout all my nights her face fills my mind, always filling my sight The love of my life, she is for sure healer of my soul, she is my cure For her I would do, any old thing if she were to ask, I would gladly sing At the top of my lungs, would I shout her praises of the joy she brings me, the hope that she raises Til time is over, and times are done the world shall know, She is my one By K For Her

Against A Master's Wishes
I arrived home at around seven at night and I was exhausted. I had been on business trip for about a week and all I wanted to do now was collapse in bed next to my slave, Dawn, get some pleasure and give her some, and fall asleep with my arms around her. I opened the front door, walked in and said, “Hey Dawn! I’m home!” Immediately, I looked down and I saw Dawn kneeling in front of me nude, her face looking straight down at the floor. Her dark red hair was flowing to her shoulders; her mouth had a ball gag in, her leather collar on tight with the leash attached, nipple clamps on tight, her body in a simple rope harness and her hands handcuffed behind her. On her stomach she had a piece of paper attached with a clothespin. I took it off and she gave a slight moan as I took the note to a nearby lamp and read it: Master, I disobeyed the orders that you left for me while you were away on your trip. I could not stop myself from fingering myself and cumming. I know I wa

Twitter Magic!
"Who Else Wants To Add 100s & 1000s Of Eager Twitter Followers, Increase Their Follower Responsiveness, & Top The SEO Rankings With Twitter?.." Here's a fact you might already know: Twitter is one of the fastest growing Social Media platforms! Twitter is known by many, as a place where you can go and send out 140 character messages, better known as 'tweets', that tell people what you are doing, at that particular moment. The reason why this is good for business, is because your followers get to know what is happening in your life, on a more personal level. Prospects like to get to know WHO they are buying from, before they turn into a buyer. Now, this doesn't mean that you should tweet in detail about everything that is happening in your life, but it is ok if you do it once in a while, and keep a balance of business related material, and vice versa. So, as you can see, you can use Twitter to build awareness about you and your company.. PROBLEM: Most people don't use Twitter

My Man!
My Man Is Who he says he is and that is Rare. to Find someone, Whom, I LOVE And LOVES ME back..... I am a Poet, a Romantic,a Fighter, A lover, a Tiger....... But Most of all Loyal..... you see Babe, I would not do anything to hurt you. because I Love YOU!

Wicca
Wicca (pronounced [wike]) is a Neopagan religion and a form of modern witchcraft. It is often referred to as Witchcraft or the Craft[1] by its adherents, who are known as Wiccans or Witches. Its disputed origins lie in England in the early 20th century, though it was first popularised during the 1950s by Gerald Gardner, a retired British civil servant, who at the time called it the "witch cult" and "witchcraft", and its adherents "the Wica". From the 1960s the name of the religion was normalised to "Wicca".Wicca is typically a duotheistic religion, worshipping a Goddess and a God, who are traditionally viewed as the Triple Goddess and Horned God. These two deities are often viewed as being facets of a greater pantheistic Godhead, and as manifesting themselves as various polytheistic deities. Nonetheless, there are also other theological positions within the Craft, ranging from monotheism to atheism. Wicca also involves the ritual practice of magic, largely influenced by the ceremo

Spina Bifida
Spina bifida (Latin: "split spine") is a developmental birth defect caused by the incomplete closure of the embryonic neural tube. Some vertebrae overlying the spinal cord are not fully formed and remain unfused and open. If the opening is large enough, this allows a portion of the spinal cord to protrude through the opening in the bones. There may or may not be a fluid-filled sac surrounding the spinal cord. Other neural tube defects include anencephaly, a condition in which the portion of the neural tube which will become the cerebrum does not close, and encephalocele, which results when other parts of the brain remain unfused.Spina bifida malformations fall into four categories: spina bifida occulta, spina bifida cystica (myelomeningocele), meningocele and lipomeningocele. The most common location of the malformations is the lumbar and sacral areas . Myelomeningocele is the most significant form and it is this that leads to disability in most affected individuals. The terms spina bi

Bipolar
I know many say this is just the net no big deal, but you are sadly mistaken, behind the font, behind the screen there are real people who have worries, fears, life concerns, illnesses, simply seeking a connection. This world has become so hateful and whether any of you are willing to admit it, it has affected all of us. Most are blessed enough to have a support system to help them through the rough times, but many stand alone and regardless of whether it is by choice or the result of the hatefulness, they are the ones who suffer most. When you attack someone your cold and callous actions may cause more damage than how you think, some people have committed suicide for the torment caused to them, some have shut down and have never opened up again. And the tormentors see it as funny, one day it may happen to you or a loved one and well perhaps it will change your outlook on how you treat people.We dont have to be a hateful society, and honesty doesnt have to be cruel or harmfulsome of th

Little Kenny Aka Little Johnny
Little Kenny On MathA teacher asks her class, 'If there are 5 birds sitting on a fence, and you shoot one of them, how many will be left?' She calls on little Kenny.He replies, 'None, they will all fly away with the first gunshot.'The teacher replies, 'The correct answer is 4, but I like your thinking.'Then little Kenny says, 'I have a question for YOU Miss Rogers'.There are 3 women sitting on a bench having ice cream: One is delicately licking the sides of the triple scoop of ice cream. The second is gobbling down the top and sucking on the cone. The third is biting off the top of the ice cream. Which one is married?'The teacher, blushing a great deal, replied, 'Well, I suppose the one that's gobbled down the top and sucked the cone.'To which Little Kenny replies, 'The correct answer is 'The one with the wedding-ring on, 'but I like your thinking.' LITTLE KENNY ON MATH (Part 2) Little Kenny returns from school and says he got an 'F' in ar

I Am Alive!
Okay, so I've been gone for a long time. I'm sorry, I've just been busy. I'm trying to get ready to go back to work and my time has just been spread a little thin lately. We had tornadoes here the other night. I am fine and so is my family. The tornadoes were pretty close though and it was a little scary...not gonna lie. I thought my little sister was gonna have a friggin heart attack. It is tornado season here now. We're used to this weather. My parents have a storm shelter that we go hide in when it gets bad. Please do not worry, I will be fine...even if my house blows away. Stuff can be replaced. Anyway, I'm here. I don't expect my life to calm down anytime soon though.

Top Ten Country Western Songs Lmao
Top Ten Country Western Songs. 10. I Hate Every Bone In Her Body But Mine 9. I Ain't Never Gone To Bed With an Ugly Woman But I Woke Up With A Few 8. If The Phone Don't Ring, You'll Know It's Me 7. I've Missed You, But My Aim's Improvin' 6. Wouldn't Take Her To A Dogfight 'Cause I'm Scared She'd Win 5. I'm So Miserable Without You It's Like You're Still Here 4. My Wife Ran Off With My Best Friend And I Miss Him 3. She Took My Ring and Gave Me the Finger 2. She's Lookin' Better with Every Beer And the Number One Country & Western song is... 1. It's Hard To Kiss The Lips At Night That Chewed My Ass All Day Long

Best Answer Given This Student Was Thinking Lol
The following is an actual question given on a University of Washington chemistry mid term. The answer by one student was so 'profound' that the professor shared it with colleagues, via the Internet, which is, of course, why we now have the pleasure of enjoying it as well : Question: Is Hell exothermic (gives off heat) or endothermic (absorbs heat)? Most of the students wrote proofs of their beliefs using Boyle's Law (gas cools when it expands and heats when it is compressed) or some variant. One student, however, wrote the following: First, we need to know how the mass of Hell is changing in time. So we need to know the rate at which souls are moving into Hell and the rate at which they are leaving. I think that we can safely assume that once a soul gets to Hell, it will not leave. Therefore, no souls are leaving. As for how many souls are entering Hell, let's look at the different religions that exist in the world today. Most of these religions state that if you are not a membe

Don't Just Stand There
DON'T JUST STAND THEREPatty DukePlease don't just stand thereCome and kiss me like beforePlease don't just stand thereLooking down at the floorIf something is wrongGive me just one little signIs there someone elsePlease tell meTell me what what what what's on your mindOnce when we'd meetYou'd run to hold me tightLife was so sweetUntil tonightPlease don't just stand thereGet it over if we're throughPlease don't just stand thereWhile my heart breaks in twoDon't be unfairHow can you be so unkindPlease stop hurting meAnd help meTell me what what what what's on your mind If it's a gameWe don't want to play itAnd if it's goodbyeWhy can't you just say itWhy make me cry like you doHow can you be so unkindPlease start loving meOr leave meTell me what what what what's on your mind **** you can listen on this link: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EUd1DXaKji8&feature=related

Just To Make You Laugh :)
A store that sells new husbands has just opened in New York City,where a woman may go to choose a husband. Among the instructions atthe entrance is a description of how the store operates:You may visit this store ONLY ONCE! There are six floors and thevalue of the products increase as the shopper ascends the flights.The shopper may choose any item from a particular floor, or maychoose to go up to the next floor, but you cannot go back down exceptto exit the building!So, a woman goes to the Husband Store to find a husband. On the firstfloor the sign on the door reads:Floor 1 - These men Have Jobs.She is intrigued, but continues to the second floor, where the sign reads:Floor 2 - These men Have Jobs and Love Kids."That's nice", she thinks, "but I want more."So she continues upward. The third floor sign reads: Floor 3 - These men Have Jobs, Love Kids, and are Extremely Good Looking."Wow," she thinks, but feels compelled to keep going.She goes to the fourth floor and the sign reads:Floor

Near-death Experience.
most people i've met say, when you die, your life flashes before your eyes. i disagree with this statement. because when you're moments away from dying, from taking your last breath, you panic. you're afraid. this sudden chill takes over your body, because you know, because your brain is telling you, and because your heart is telling you that in just a few seconds, you will cease to exist. but life doesn't flash before your eyes because you're too fucking scared to think. you just stay there, caught in that moment, and freeze. and you pull a stupid face. when my father died, what he barely remembers is a blur. he says, laying down on that stretcher, i could hear the paramedics, your mom crying, the beeping of machines, the engine of the ambulance truck. but i couldn't hear them the way you hear them in a normal state. it was like the sounds of each were just mixed together. in a blender. like in old times. in mono. when sound came out of just one speaker. everything f

The Dance
remembering the first dance we had on that moon lite dance floor the way your hair flowed as we danced across the floor the smile on your face the sparkle in your eyes the way you looked at me looking at you i shall never forget the way you kissed me that night as we held each other close never wanting the night to end the music played and we dances the stars sparkled and the moon shimmered off the water as we danced on that deck the world stood still nor problems no worries nothing seemed to be able to stop us that night i will forever remember that night the night we met the night we kissed the night we danced and held each other close the end or is it?

Cell Phones Vs. The Bible
What would happen if we treated our Bible like we treated our cll phones? What if wecarried our bibles in our pockets , what if we flipped through it several times a day? What if we turned back to get it if we forgot it , left the house without it? What if we used it to recieve messages from the text? What if we treated it like we could not live without it? What if we gave it to our children as gifts? What if we used it when we traveled? What if we used it in case of emergency? Something to make you go hmmmm... And unlike our cell phones , we don't have to worry about our bible being disconnected because the bill has been paid , by Jesus Christ. What if we used the Bible half as much as we used our cell phones, where would we be as a world, as a nation, as a people, as a person? Food for thought, this country was based on the bible, and that is what has made this country what it is today. . . . .

Here's A Funny From A Friend Of Mine
Here's a funny: A man walks into a restaurant with a full-grown ostrich behind him.The waitress asks them for their orders. The man says, "A hamburger, fries and a coke," and turns to the ostrich, "What's yours?""I'll have the same," says the ostrich.A short time later the waitress returns with the order. "That will be $9.40 please." The man reaches into his pocket and pulls out the exact change for payment. The next day, the man and the ostrich come again and the man says, "A hamburger, fries and a coke.."The ostrich says, "I'll have the same.."Again the man reaches into his pocket and pays with exact change.This becomes routine until the two enter again. "The usual?" asks the waitress."No, this is Friday night, so I will have a steak, baked potato and a salad," says the man."Same," says the ostrich.Shortly the waitress brings the order and says, "That will be $32.62."Once again the man pulls the exact change out of his pocket and places it on the table. The waitress cannot hold back

Truly Sad
Tyler Lambert, son of 'Diff'rent Strokes' star Dana Plato, committed suicide on May 6, almost exactly 11 years after his mother ended her life. Lambert was 25. The Tulsa, Oklahoma Office of the Chief Medical Examiner told PopEater that Lambert (pictured above in 1999) died from a self-inflicted shotgun wound to the head. Toxicology tests are pending. Though the office had no more information at this time, the National Enquirer alleges Lambert suffered depression surrounding the anniversary of his mother's death and descended into a drug binge prior to his suicide. "It's a shame that such a talented human being would do this with his life," his grandmother Joni Richardson tells PEOPLE. "He had all the opportunities in the world and we just can't understand it." In reports from a not-yet-online National Enquirer piece, Lambert's grandmother said, "Tyler wanted to be with his mother. His father Lanny (Lambert, Plato's ex-husband) is devastated." Dana Plato committed suicide with presc

And This Is Why I Know He Loves Me
Today....today has been unusually pleasant, and yet not. It's my 2 year anniversay with my man, and he's still in jail. Woke up and tended to my kids as normal...nothing different there. My buddy JB comes over to do his laundry and eat dinner with us...again, nothing different there. My baby calls me and seems excitable...not in a good way, but not in a bad way. HE GOT HIS PAROLE PAPERS TO FILL OUT!!!!! Possibility of him coming home in August/September :D So I was obviously very excited over this. Then his mother calls to tell me a show about young killers was on TV and to tell me to stop by before work. My past flashed before my eyes...not so good. Talk about emotional explosion to the mind. Anyway, I go over to her house and sit to talk to her about the whole parole situation. She gets up and goes to her room and comes out with this gift bag. Inside is this GORGEOUS wall-art about love and a card. Even in prison, and he can STILL surprise me and light up my world. "Wit

True Love
I have always dreamed of finding true love. Who hasnt? But to find said love here on fubar? is it possible? SURE IS!!!! i have been with my fiance for over a year now. it all started about 2 years ago right here on fubar! He sent me a friend request and i accepted! we chatted for a while and then decided to finally meet! I cant imagine my life without him now! THANK YOU FUBAR!

Mother Forever
She helps me calm my fears.She's more then a momShe's my confidontMy guideMy StrengthM best friendYou walked the extra mile to see your children N Grandchildren smileYou taught us so muchAnd were always by our sideYou helped us through our pain and suffering...Even though you were in pain and suffering the last bit of your lifeYour such an amazing woman...You were strong for all us til the end.You picked us up when we were down..You listened n guided us thru the tough timesYou encouraged us to do right...Even stood by our side when a wrong decesion was madeYou loved Uncondtionally..Gave all your heart and soul into everything you loved...Even to your kids and grandchildrenWhen you smiled your face lite up the room.We could lean on you...And you would still be the strong one.You were more than a mom to me..You were a beautiful mom inside and out..Amazing woman,Who had amazing qualities.You are an angel,A wonderful gift sent from god to bless us all,With all your wonderfullness.Your Hear

Never To Be Forgotten
Never to be forgotten God brought a special someone into this world,to bless us. Her name is Veda Nina Jack. She was not only my sister but my friend as well. She was blessed with wonderful children named Courtney, Carline. She was an angel not only in my eyes but everyone that knew her. She always knew how to put a smile on your face. She loved to joke around, which i loved about her. A fighter she was,tough right til the very end. Had nothing but love to give and show. Now she is resting in peace, An angel brought to earth by God and taken away by god. Brought to earth to share her love. Even though we would have all loved her to stay here longer. GOd said it was time for her to come home. Where she is pain free and happy. Watching over her loved ones. I know Veda you are not far from our hearts. Even though you are not here with us physically. I know you are here with us spiritaully and emotionally. All we have to do is say your name, and you are right here there beside us. I know y

Missing My Mom
So many thought going through my head right now.I am Really missing my mom these days,even though i know she is gone and not in pain any more in heaven in gods hands walking alongwith god in such a beautful amazing place i really wish she was here walking beside me. i know she is walking beside in spirit just not the same !! :( So many things i wish i could change if she were here!!! But... i can't!! so I am full of regrets,like not being there the past little bit of her life i wish i was closerto her and spent more time with the woman who raised me to be who i am today!!The hardest part of dealing with the fact that my mom is gone is finding out here on facebook i seen it posted i screamed and cried soo hard!!! I know she is watching over me and i can hear her voice still thank god!! :)I don't ver want to lose that,so everyday I listen to some of the songs she lovedand just pictured her with a smile on her face and happily singing along with the song and that gives me strength to carr

May
I Open My eyes It is a brand new day I am thankful for this day I wan to wake up and say Today isanopther day to live my life to the fullest Not in fear and hold back I want my heart to sing sweet Lullabies of happiness Iwant to do cartwheels of Joyfulness MAy my tears f choices regrets Made be turned into tears of Good deads left undone May all my struggles be realeased May all my strentgh fight the storn of Battled struggles to come MAy the seed planted Turn into the beautiful flower And not into the weed May the joyful smile I Bring "PAY IT FORWARD" And make one persons day Brighter and better May happiness be a choice Choosen not forced May today be the day you Say "This is the day I am Gonna spread my wings and soar" Let go of who I am and Just Let God Let me Become who I am meant to be And learn that I am excatly Who I am meant to be I except it with no regrets I am proud to be me!!!

[ah The Exciting Life Of A Bachelor]
What's your sad story? I'm bored with mine. Today I made ... Koshian Aoume? spell check.. Basically its sweet bean paste made intosweet bean dumplings. I improvised on several key components, but I can say that I've got the flavor pretty close to the internals of those delightful japanese tea cakes >> they weren't kidding though you really need to take the skins off before even seriously considering making this stuff. Also ...WAAAAAAAAAAAAY too much sugar in these things. Hell if I didn't suspect that sugar was a structural component I'd probably make savory fillings. They're seriously like bean no-bake cookies. ...... and then I decided to make savory fillings. But this time I'm gonna try with chickpeas. alsocranberry/jalapeno brined pickled onions. Why the hell not? Basically what we're looking at here is a 10:10:1 ratio of beans, flour, rice flour and about ... :5 sugar. ... why can't that sugar be flavor components? I'm more inclined toward savory anyway, might ex

Only You
since the day i let you into my heart i've known all along it was you One Chance One breath to long you know will you stand by me kiss away the tears i will give it all to you i won't give up i want you to stay i was blinded by your love nowi see clearly i'd fight for u your so far away yet so close for far to long i now know what it is like to let someone in my heart and see a side of me only you knowand can understand i've searched forever for a love like yours never gonna be alone by now you know you're all i want i'd fight for you,give my life for you do all i can for you your my best friend i won't let you fall and i know you;d do the same for me you'll never be alone from this moment on,niether will i hold you till the hurt is gone just as youwould do for me this i vow i will spend it all with you if i haven't let you know when all hope is gone i will live everyday like it is the only onethe last one like it just begun,tomorrow may never come say goodbye to yesterday tomorrow is

Mind=blown (or We All Know Far Less Than We Think)
The truth is this: There is no truth. Everything in our lives is perception. What one person perceives may not be what another person sees.Colors, tastes, light/darkness, temperature; EVERYTHING in existence is ALL based purely off of one's own perception.From the exact moment that we first open our eyes to the present second, our minds do not fully understand everything around us. Our brains purposely block sensory signals sent to us from different stimuli in our environment.In example, you heard of selective hearing? There's selective seeing, selective smelling, selective tasting...We have absolutely NO idea what our brains are not showing us.To sum this up, and to not take this in too far of an alternate direction, but whether the existence of aliens/God/other-worldly forces could be seen or not, can you imagine if we were able to hit the "Reset Button"?Can you imagine what just one second of our life would be like if we were able to completely and fully see, hear, feel and perceive

20 Credit Limited Edition Bling Auction
I am holding a Limited Edition Bling Auction. It will start tonight at 9 pm EST and run until 9 pm EST on Saturday. The highest bidder has WINNER'S CHOICE to choose between one of the four Limited Edition Blings. Bidding starts at $2 mil. So go ahead and place your bids under this blog and start the ball rolling. Have fun Fu-Landiers!!

Think Before You Act
While you SCREAM at ur woman, there's a man wishing he could talk softly to her ear... While u HUMILIATE, OFFEND and INSULT her, there's a man flirting with her & reminding her how wonderful she is. While u HURT ur woman, there's a man wishing he could make love to her. While u make ur woman CRY... there's a man is stealing smiles from her.

Domestic Violence
While you SCREAM at your woman, there's a manwishing he could talk softly to her ear... While you HUMILIATE,OFFEND and INSULT her, there's a man flirting with her and reminding her how wonderful she is. While you HURT your woman, there's a man wishing he could make love to her. While you make your women CRY there's a man stealing smiles from her.

Auction Time!!!
hey fu lets get together for an auction, admission fee is 10,000 to enter, i need at least 10 people but can have more, you can offer and bid anything, if you bid and win then pay up, auction is start May 15th and end May 25th, if you wish to enter leave me a comment on here or send me a pvt message, the day of the auction i will turn off my comment approvals, person with most rates gets a 25 bling pack, 2nd place gets 10 credit bling, 3rd place gets 5 cedit bling! lets get to bidding, best of luck to those who enter!

Trying
Im trying not to let things get to me..... trying not to let it show.. but sometimes stuff just gets to me... this week has been hard.. and what happend today was kinda the final straw... I dunno how much longer Ima be able to keep this charade up... that its all ok... that IM OK... cus honestly.. Im dying inside...

The Sexual Life Of Chickens
Yesterday, while I was out doing chores, I noticed some commotion on the patio. When I investigated, Stella was perched on Lola's back, biting the sparse feathers on the top of Lola's head, balancing gingerly while the ladies arched their backs tried valiantly to get their pudenda to meet up. "Stella!" I yelled. "RUDE!" This, apparently, is chicken sex. Except for the fact that Stella is a girl, and Lola is a girl, and they're just a couple of dirty little sluts, not unlike most readers of this blog. I informed my parents of this kinky barnyard action, and my mother responded by insisting that "they're just bored." In other news, I have a law office. And clients. And, apparently, lesbian chickens.

Extreme Muslimism Is Out Of Control
This is another example of fanatics gone wild. Swedish artist Lars Vilks, who depicted Muhammad as a dog, was lecturing at a university in Stockholm when a Muslim lunatic head butted him on stage. Radical Muslim is totally out of control. And this type of behavior should not be tolerated. I don’t remember any Christian head butting the idiot who did “piss Christ.” This is another black mark for Muslimism. For more http://www.msnbc.msn.com/id/37089242/ns/world_news-europe/?GT1=43001 BlastFM is open to any and all religions who show respect for others. Be entertained www.live365.com/stations/blastcasterfm

I'll Survive
I find myself idisappointed again. My friendship was taken advantage of at the worst possible time.. well I guess it always happens that way.. its never at a good time. Without alot of details, just because I dont want to go into it, Ill get upset all over again, and its just not worth it, my friend, well now ex-friend left me out to dry. If it had been someone else in my shoes, someone my friend would have been trying to impress it would have been different. But because I was her friend, I got shorted. So I stood up for myself. I have to take care of me because nobody else is going to. She blows up.. throws everything out of proportion and turns childish and petty. Returning gifts Ive given her, leaving notes on my desk like Im back in grade school. *sigh* And this isnt to say its just over this one incident. Oh no.. this has been building and building. I have just had enough. Im sorry, I dont want to be hers or anyone elses doormat. I deserve better. If I am around someone and th

The Childrenn's Bible In A Nutshell
[I couldn't resist posting this, LOL! Thank you, Mordorian Queen! -- David] In the beginning, which occurred near the start, there was nothing but God, darkness, and some gas. The Bible says, 'The Lord thy God is one, but I think He must be a lot older than that. Anyway, God said, 'Give me a light!' and someone did. Then God made the world.He split the Adam and made Eve. Adam and Eve were naked, but they weren't embarrassed because mirrors hadn't been invented yet. Adam and Eve disobeyed God by eating one bad apple, so they were driven from the Garden of Eden.....Not sure what they were driven in though, because they didn't have cars. Adam and Eve had a son, Cain, who hated his brother as long as he was Abel.Pretty soon all of the early people died off, except for Methuselah, who lived to be like a million or something.One of the next important people was Noah, who was a good guy, but one of his kids was kind of a Ham. Noah built a large boat and put his family and some animals on it

Let Me Tell You What Ive Been Through
ok its time for me to be honest ppl about somethings. ive seen somethings that life has to throw at you like having to watch my mother whither away from cancer or having one of your best friends (brother) wrap his car around a telephone pole. the thing that hurt the worst was finding out that my ex had not only cheated on me not only once but several times. after we had broken up she told me that she didnt know who the real father to our kids were. i think i would have hurt more if my family hadnt told me a week before that they didnt think the kids were mine........ i looked my family in the eye and said "i didnt care one bit if they were of my flesh and blood. they are the kids of my heart and soul. i love them without reason or conditions" and walked out the door to work. that is how i view things in my life. with an open mind and its helped with alot of the other things ive been through besides this.

The Art Of Trolling
1) Pick your victims carefully. Who do you want to engage and enrage? What social group do you wish to leave tearing at their hair and smashing their keyboard with frenzied vein-popping fury? If it's the naive Yahoo Answers is your stomping ground, although difficult to know who's trolling who. To wind up complete strangers looking for kicks or kids to groom, try Omegle. An added bonus is meeting a fellow troller and sparking up a dialogue that will leave you both feeling refreshed and warm inside. And, of course, the new kid on the block: Chatroulette. The only limit is your imagination; think hanged bodies, 2Girsl1Cup, your little bro demanding TOGTFO, the zombie apocalypse. 2) Message boards and forums. A bountiful place for wind-ups and lulz. Since internet immemorial trolls have been signing in to Christian message forums to call Jesus a zombie rapist and piss in the eyes of God. This is stating the tiresome obvious but remember: whatever forum you're in take the opposite stance,

For Your Info
While you SCREAM at your woman, there's a man wishing he could talk softly to her ear.. While you HUMILIATE, OFFEND and INSULT her, there's a man flirting with her and reminding her how wonderful she is. While you HURT your woman, there's a man wishing he could make love to her. While you make your woman CRY there's a man...stealing smiles from her...Post this if you're against DomesticViolence.

Weenie Test
Weenie Test Three 3rd Graders: an Irish kid, an Italian kid and a Black kid, are on the playground at recess. The Irish kid suggests that they play a new game. "Let's see who has the largest weenie," he says. "Okay." They all agree. The Irish kid pulls down his zipper and whips it out. "That's nothing," says the Italian kid. He whips his out, and proudly shows that his is at least an inch longer. Not to be outdone, the Black kid whips his out. It is by far, not only the biggest, but the fattest. That night, eating dinner at home, the Black kid's mother asks him what he did at school today. "Oh, we worked on a science project, had a math test, and read out loud from a new book, and then during recess, my friends and I played a new game called 'Let's see who has the largest weenie." "What kind of game is that, honey?" asks the mother. "Well, me, Anthony and Patrick each pulled out our weenies, and I had the biggest! The other kids say it's because I'm Bl

Survey
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Yeah, yeah, yeah... My Cavs lost at home in HORRIBLE fashion... Worst home loss in the play-offs in franchise history... God must hate Cleveland, huh? *sigh* But when I got home this morning from work, I clicked on the news to see this... A house in East Cleveland had a gas explosion and LEVELED itself, as well as causing major damage to surrounding homes. The blast was felt for MILES. Windows everywhere were shattered... Neighbors walked outside with bloody faces... Know what?!? Not ONE fatality.... ... And THAT'S some good news. Oh, that and the fact I exceeded everything on my annual performance review!!! ....except I clocked in early too many times, that makes me giggle....

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Lying on the bed here curled up crying many tears pouring out of my heart blubbering endless saddest fears.trying to pray to god hoping to make things right again fighting the bitter agony of a broken hearts sad raw pain.looking at the photographs and wishing you were here crying for your touch i want you back so badly i fear.love reminders watching televison add to the painful sting i long to hear your voice on a telephone that just doesnt ring.this is a heartache and bitterness haunting silence every day no loved ones voice to ring out i miss you please hear me say.i feel as if there's nothing left what will happen to me? only you or time can tell tears prevent me trying to see.i think of you around the clock with each beat of my heart it hurts so much my missing you my life is torn and ripped apart.I'll go to bed cry myself to sleep thought of you within my head i know i'll awake again tomorrow another day i'll surely dread.

Important Information About Using Debit Cards, Gift Cards Or Pay As You Go!
****FROM SCRAP'S BLOG**** Many people use debit cards, gift cards or pay as you go debit cards on this site. This is totally fine and they usually work great. There are some VERY important things you need to know to avoid getting your card declined.Debit cards hold a higher security than regular credit cards being that they are linked to active cash. Merchant accounts are very strict about online purchases with debit cards for this reason.Many of you use cards that are gift cards or pay as you go where you have to register personal information. fubar will NOT accept any gift card that do not have an address registered. Make sure you remember exactly what personal information you have registered with that card. This is the most important information I will give you.To avoid any problems with your purchases, please make sure you enter the EXACT personal information you have registered with card. If you do not know it or or not sure, make sure you confirm it. if you enter it wrong you

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Finally am home from Atlanta- Ashley and I had the best time ever on our recent trip. There is a part of me that wishes she wasn't my daughter and just a good pal, and then people wouldn't think it odd I take her with me on trips! Somehow it's ok for pals to work and travel together but slightly odd if mother and daughter do it! Ashley and I are doing a kids show together at 12.45pm at Edinburgh Fringe as well as me doing a one woman show at 7pm and we are writing together for a radio/TV project, so we do enjoy working alongside each other. Anyway now that I have excused my rather close happy relationship with my daughter (it does worry me that people think its odd) I have to tell you what fun we had in Atlanta. On arrival we were picked up at Atlanta airport with a lovely bloke called Henry who treated us like a pair of special princess's and got us straight to the hotel. The heat was stifling and we were both exhausted, we did the normal thing and tried to walk out of the

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“We have to pass the bill so that you can find out what is in it,” Speaker Nancy Pelosi (D-CA) told us just weeks before Congress passed President Barack Obama’s health care plan. Well, the nation’s post-passage Obamacare education continued yesterday when the Congressional Budget Office (CBO) confirmed that the federal government will have to spend an additional $115 billion implementing the law, bringing the total estimated cost to over $1 trillion. The estimate had been requested before passage of the bill by Rep. Jerry Lewis (R-CA), but the CBO was too overwhelmed with the Democrats’ other constant revisions to the law to get back to Lewis before the final vote. This is by far not the only nasty little surprise that has come back to bite Obamacare after passage. Shortly after it became law, U.S. employers began reporting hundreds of millions if dollars in losses thanks to tax changes in the bill. AT&T and Verizon alone pegged their Obamacare tax losse

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You come home from a short trip and find a note from me on the door. "Baby, I'm sorry I can't be here to meet you at the door, but there are a few things I wanted to get done before you got home and, if you're reading this, I haven't quite finished up yet. I've called a babysitter and everything's all set, so if you'd like to take the kids over there, I can give you a proper welcome home while they stay the night. I love you and have missed you terribly." You smile at what my idea of a proper welcome home might be, and take the kids over, kissing them goodbye for the night from both of us. You get back home with a smile on your face, anticipating what I have planned, only to come in and find the house appearing to be empty. You close the door and look around, a little confused, before you notice the rose petals on the floor making a bit of a trail, but leading in an odd direction. You raise your eyebrows, thinking of how interesting the day might be as you follow the rose petals into t

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We load up the car and I put the picnic basket in the back with a wink toyou and a quick warning not to peek. You giggle and brush your hand againstthe front of my jeans, making me gasp as your eyes widen at how hard I am atthe moment. I open the car door for you and you climb in as I walk around tothe driver's side. We drive out to a secluded spot I know of and I noticethat you can't seem to keep your hand out of my lap. By the time we reachour picnic spot, I'm dying to get you stripped down to make love to you. Ipull the basket out of the car and lay down the blanket before pulling youtight against me and kissing you passionately, my hands massaging andcaressing your breasts. We slowly lower ourselves to the blanket withoutbreaking our kiss and one hand slips from inside your shirt to slide downand caress your pussy through your pants. I hear you start moaning and Ismile before pulling your shirt off of you.I reach into the basket and pull out a bottle of chocolate syrup with amische

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While you SCREAM at your woman, there is a man wishing he could talk softly in her ear..While you HUMILATE, OFFEND, and INSULT her, there is a man flirting with her and reminding her how wonderful she is...While you HURT your woman there is a man wishing he could make love to her...While you make your woman CRY, there is a man stealing smiles from her.. "A woman is like a rose, treat her well and she will bloom, treat her badly and she will wither." Anybody agree???

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WTF guys are you seriously going to tell every woman you come across what you want to do to them? ive seen more profile that have had more complaints about how they're treated like sh*t by us men or should i say boys. grow up seriously. if all you think about is getting ur rocks off then you are the one missing out on things. after watching my mother die of cancer ive learned that there are more important things in life than just sex. trust me on that.

Mom-isms
1. My mother taught me TO APPRECIATE A JOB WELL DONE."If you're going to kill each other, do it outside. I just finished cleaning."2. My mother taught me RELIGION."You better pray that will come out of the carpet."3. My mother taught me about TIME TRAVEL."If you don't straighten up, I'm going to knock you into the middle of next week!"4. My mother taught me LOGIC."Because I said so, that's why."5. My mother taught me MORE LOGIC."If you fall out off that swing and break your neck, you're not going to the store with me."6.

Alcohol
Alcohol Sedated and Numb I fade from his mind You give him what he wants His emotions go blind I am stripped of him I lose him everytime I long to be his angel But I see he isn't mine I was robbed at birth And again later in life You stole my father I gave up being a wife Constantly first and better I resign myself to alone You have ripped my life apart Left your sins to atone So I lock up my heart Let my love fade Sedated and numb by sadness My emotions drift away I concede him to you You win yet again I am never first And I will never win Melissa Lay May 12,2009

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YOU KNOW YOU'RE FROM CHICAGO WHEN....You say "Wanna go with?" when you mean "Do you want to come with me?"You know what Kennedy, Dan Ryan, Eisenhower, Edens, and Bishop Ford, have in common and curse one of them daily.You know what "the Hillside strangler is."You can name three or four extra taxes nobody else pays.You know the difference between Richard J Daley and Richard M Daley.You can use two or three Daleyisms in context.You can imitate the Mayor's whine.You say Chicaaago.You think going to a Bears game in single digit temperatures with a wind off the lake (and freezing rain) is fun.Da is a proper definite article.You expect corruption in local politics.You go to the Dells in the summer to get away from the other 20 thousand that followed you.You've been caught speeding in Wisconsin because you had Illinois plates.You guard your shoveled parking space with an old chair and unusable broom.You know why they call it "the Windy City."You know dead people who voted.You

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A girl from New Jersey and a girl from the West Coast were seated side by side on an airplane. The Jersey girl, being friendly said, "So, where ya from?" The west coast girl said, "From a place where they know better than to use a preposition at the end of a sentence." The girl from Jersey, sat quietly for a few moment...s and then said: "So, where ya from, bitch?" Post this if you're a PROUD JERSEY GIRL~!

My Dark Haired Girl
My dark-haired girl, your hair does grace,In silken strands, your perfect face;Your face is like a portal to, The secret world of me and you. My dark-haired girl, I kiss your lip,Like a bee that would seek to sip,The nectar of a wondrous rose,In my arms I’ll hold you close. My dark-haired girl, I've promised you,And you your faith have given too,I would not change for the crown of an Earl, The pride of being loved by my dark-haired girl.

No Sex In The Vip Room!
Not really but ya looked!!!! I log in to day to 3 new friends requests from three otal new friend requests: 4106458i just joined!open! ACCEPT | DENY 4099080i just joined!open! ACCEPT | DENY 4094710i just joined!open! ACCEPT | DENY no pics or anything...they all say I just joined!!! but the strange thing is they are all invited by Me... or so the profiles say!!!!... wtf is going on around here? I didnt invite anyone or post an invite link anywhere....grrrr anywys, goodmorning all you crazy peoples...all 3 of you that will read this non sense like its important! :D

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I am really getting tired of men altogether. I use to just tolerate them. But lately I am just starting to wish all of them would drop off the face of the earth.(yes i know that sounds mean) In person I can understand them approaching us being they don't know the girl is gay or not. But when they can READ online that the girl is only interested in girls I mean seriously why keep bugging her when its not going to get them anywhere. Thank God for the ignore/block button on here. I mean seriously if they read are profiles they should see they are not going to get nowhere. Yes I know some have trouble reading and just look at our pictures. Then you get the ones that tell you that they are a "gentleman" and to me if they where one of those you would think he would know not to bother the girl being it wont get him anywhere. Anyway Just had to get that off my mind! What even makes it worse is when they are older then your own dad or even granddad! Plain gross!

Bling Pack
Ok Fu Land, I'm trying to help a friend get fu-married. I am in need of a 65 credit bling pack. Is there anyone out there that can help me? I'm obviously willing to pay fubucks for the pack. SB me with pricing if you can, ty =)

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.Name: DavidBirthdate: March 13thBirthplace: PhiladelphiaCurrent Location: DenverEye Color: BlueHair Color: BrownHeight: 5'11"Weight: 200#Piercings: NoneTatoos: NoneOverused Phraze: not sure...FAVORITESFood: SteakCandy: Dark ChocNumber: 13 or 7Color: Black, Navy, Khaki, Burgandy, Forest Green, GreenAnimal: Tiger, Raptors, WhalesDrink: OccasionallyAlcohol Drink: Rum n Coke, BeerBagel: Yes, with cream cheese pleaseLetter: S for Sensuality, E for Erotic, X for my thoughtsBody Part on Opposite sex: Eyes, Neck, Small of a womans back...This or ThatPepsi or Coke: Occasional CokeMcDonalds or BurgerKing: McDonaldsStrawberry or Watermelon: StrawberryHot tea or Ice tea: BothChocolate or Vanilla: SwirledHot Chocolate or Coffee: CoffeeKiss or Hug: BothDog or Cat: Have two of each.Rap or Punk: NeitherSummer or Winter: SummerScary Movies or Funny Movies: There are scary movies?Love or Money: LoveMY...Bedtime: 2200Most Missed Memory: not sure, I'll have to think about it...Best phyiscal feature: You

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My fellow Americans, our country is in the hands of progressives, Republican and Democrat, their mission is to transform America into a social democracy - THAT MEANS our individual rights will be nothing but a memory, so while this Republic still exists do your civic duty and vote out every incumbent and vote in those which value the constitution of the United States Of America

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Trying to figure out why it is that men seem to see me as a shoulder to lean on and a friend to count on? do you not realize I have feelings too.... I want to be loved...for more than a friend. Why does he need to ask me my opinions? Doesn't he have anyone else to ask? It kills me to see him hurting the way he is...loving her and knowing she is only playing with his heart. And there is nothing I can do. I've tried to tell him...over and over..Everytime he asks for my opinion..I set my heart aside and am honest....But in being honest, he gets mad. Then don't ask me! I do love him....And I don't think he will ever know. At least not until she is out of his life. But she keeps stringing him along. Making him sit and wait. And I know she is never going to go back to him. And he is missing me...who is right in front of him!!

Just Venting.
Laserations on my aspirations, pushed beyond the point of exasperation my weak and weary wicked mind slips into darker contemplation. And whats the cause of exclamation of which will shock all laid foundations? None other than the proudful pompus prick, my dad the asshole-- whoops! Ha ha, that didn't rhyme so maybe i'll try just one more time to find the words that seem so absurd and try to explain my mind when I say that all that I get from you is stress, you see, and the bullshit you pull keeps testing me. When Im gone I'll never wonder if he misses me, far as im concerend he's fucking history. I tried to be a son, a friend, a patner in crime, but now I see how I was wasteing my time with a drunken broken man who couldn't even stand to be a father, so why bother? Truth be told it may make me seem colder, growing up as I did with a chip on both shoulders, but I wont cry or hurt when you're in the dirt left to rot and moulder. So sit your drunk ass to this position and hear this pr

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Green energy sources are very environmentally friendly, do not pollute and are easily accessible. Wind, solar, oceanic and geo thermal sources of energy are the common varieties of totally clean, environmentally friendly and non polluting renewable sources. Converting these sources to energy would not result in global warming or any of the other climatic disasters. The most common energies that are also green are electricity and heating. Purchase of green power would be most preferred by individuals and businesses concerned with environmental safety. Investment in research into renewable and green sources of power should be increased to enhance human lifestyle in the future. The power independence of a nation may depend on the sources of energy it consumes. The greener the sources of energy are the better for the climate of a nation. Certificates of renewable energy are issued by nations to businesses and individuals who support the environmentally friendly green energy.

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You know.. my life might not be perfect... I may not be the man that is a God like person... but there are things that I am going to tell you that every man (including me), and woman must do or at least try! Now I know, as a man, that sometimes it is very hard for a man to be able to express in a way in which a woman will know that we do love and care for them in our whole mind, soul, body presence unequivocally. Our love for them stems from the very breath that we take. Our souls are lost without the gentle loving presence of a pure Angel. A presence of such delicate and majestic that the mere mention of their name brings such warmth and longing as of which has never been felt before. I have had a lot of woman who have graced me with their time and caring and love, yet I have neglected the very fabric of the purely cosmic power of their presence. I, as a man, have not seen the significant power in which I was so gracefully presented with. Please, by all means, do not get me wrong, I h

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My horoscope was lame today: Today, michelle, you might discover a new psychic talent that you may not have tapped before: the power of mind over matter. This may also involve spiritual healing. There is also the ability to see what lies beneath the surface of a person's mind. These abilities could be a bit disconcerting if they aren't trained, so try to find a psychic development class if there's one in your area. A friend who's done something similar could be of assistance. so i am writing a new one: happy Birthday you fucking awesome Taurus! Your cup runneth over with delicous coffee as you enjoy that amazing strawberry parfait your sister and brother in law got you. Sleep late and let your dog enjoy your new backyard because lazy is the theme today. Friends from near and far will lavish you with fu gifts. And when you finally return home after your St. Pete vaca you will find a lovely care package from Perfectly Inked. Thank you soooooo much for the bling and the fubucks and t

Aplication For A Girl
EVEN iF YOU HAVE A BOYFRiEND OR GIRLFRiEND- DO THIS THING!I WANNA SEE HOW MANY PEOPLE SEND THIS BACK! DO IT NOW OR ELSE YOULL HAVE BAD LUCK FOR 5 YEARS STARTING NOW!!! ***{Ladies Title it "Boyfriend Application"}******{Guys Title it "Girlfriend Application"}******Basic Info***o1. Your Name:o2. Age:o3. Fave Color:o4. Whats your sign?o5. Phone Number (you dont have to do this one):o6. Location(you dont have to do this one):o7. Height:o8. Hair (color and style):o9. Piercings/tattoos:***Here Comes The Fun***o1. Are we friends?o2. Would you kiss me?o3. With tongue?o4. Would you enjoy it?o5. Would you make a move on me in a movie theater?o6. Would you take care of me when I'm sick?o7. Do you want to tell me something that you couldn't before?o8. Would you walk on the beach with me?o9. If you heard a rumor about me, would you defend me?10. Do you/have you talked about me?11. Do you think I'm a good person?12. Would u take a nap with me?13. Do you think I'm cute?14. If you could change anythin

I Need Your Help!!!!
Witchie is evil and put our favorite shit hawk up for auction... Im jsut askign you to up him some fu bucks not bling so everyone can have a turn on his ass... so dont be going and puttign him over the top! Im asking you to help that bird have his feathers ruffled you know show a bird you care... He might shit on your car but that's just the way he loves you.. So if I can get at least 20 people to bid on the fucker ill send witchie a boob salute she will never forget.. Wicked

Memories
Distant memories dance on my ceiling as I lay in bed. Times of happiness, times of fear, love, joy, pain. All put on a show for me. I sit in the front row wondering what was going to happen next to the character on this stage. I cheer when he is victorious, I cry when he defeated. I shout "Get Up Sir, Get Up!" As the leading gets back dramatically on his feet and rides back into battle I am on the edge of seat. It's the greatest epic I have ever seen. The costumes in this show of distant memories are wonderful. Each person is represented with a color and a theme. I came to the part when it seemed like he was alone. All one could make out were silhouettes. Very difficult to make out if they are evil or good. The character sits on the stage once again this time holding a dagger, Surrounded by these silhouettes and hands. He stares at the dagger and then cuts across his flesh. The shadows cheer and push for more, they dance and pull at his clothes. Showing his chest h

Who?
Who?Who deserves a second chance?Who deserves a reason to love?Who deserves a reason to be heard?I do, for I am the for true.I do, for I am the broken hearted,I do, for I am the weak.Who deserves a reason to live?Who deserves a reason to hurt?Who deserves a reason to be trusted?I do, for am the strong.I do, for am the one who has been hurt.I do, for I am the one who is true. Who deserves the right to be understood?Who deserves the right just to leave?Who deserves the right to make up lies?I do, for I am clarity.I do, for I am fed up.I do, for I am unsure of my self.Who deserves to drug through the mud?Who deserves right to get their asses kicked?Who deserves the right to cry?I do, for I am better than they are. They do, for I am the swift hand of justice. We all do….

Treat Your Woman Right !!!! Or..................
While you yell at your woman, there is a man who is wishing to whisper in her ear. While you humiliate, offend, curse and degrade your woman, there is a man courting her, and making her remember she is a great woman. While you are violent to your woman,there is a man eager to make love to her. While you make your woman..cry, there is a man who steals smiles from her.

Serpentia
My little girl, wont you shed your skin.. little goddess why dont you slither in.. its a bold new world exploring sin.. its a bold new thrill why dont u come on in.. seductive snakegirl why dont you shed your skin.. seductive snakegoddess let the crawling begin.. crawl inside your skin.. my little snakegirl.. gd

My Mask Fell Off...
In the middle of a confrontation my mask fell off. I'm not sure how long its been off but its off. I looked down at my fallen foe and then turned to my left. I saw Innocence standing there on the corner. Tears welling in her eyes, almost begging to wake up from her dark dream. "I'm sorry, my mask came off." I said to her. She turned and ran down the street. How can I make her understand that I am still the one she looks up to and loves. "I'm sorry my mask came off," I cry out but to no one. I walk upon the body of my fallen foe and asked him why he took my mask off. He says " So the world can see how ugly you truely are. To see that you are no better than the next man. Full of flaws and just as much confusion, hate, and fear as everyone else. You are no hero, you nothing more than a delusional man who wears a mask. To hide his face not from the world but to hide is face from himself." Looking down to where my mask lies I cry for he speaks partial truthes. Yes I am a man and yes I mak

Some People.
I don't know, but I come on here occassionally, I rate a few pages sometimes, and I keep my photos friends only. I feel that I do not really bother anyone and that I do not really ask anyone for anything. And what do I get? Cursed out by someone that is the mate of my supposed friend. Very cute. Two blocks and a removal in one day, a near fucking record for me this year. Congratulations Rhino!

My Baby
the one i am going to spend the rest of my life with ...well what can i say he takes great care of me and my kids it will be 2 years august 4..and i can say i love him more than anything .. he has always got me thinking calm is good and it has been working witch is nice.. baby i love you and want to marry you someday..and maybe have that baby to... i just want one more kids thats all ...just sometime i feel alone and i know i'm not alone at all..i have my baby sean you are my life and i can't life without you at all ..i would be lost my kids love you like dad. i wish my kids were your i wish that everyday .. it sometimes brakes my heart but nothing i can do about it now ..man i will be 32 this year not getting any younger i can still remember when i first met you i got lost lol it was funny i was so scared to met you but look at us now it is going to be 2 years i am so happy in my life now my life has changed so much and thing with my mom and dad are getting better but thing with my br

The Moment
That moment We all know of this moment: You meet a person at the wrong time. They could the perfect person, the one that you have been waiting for, but there is a catch. You are them are not available. Yeah you could take the risk of trying to be with that person; alas it will just turn to dust and blow with the next passing breeze. Its God's way of mocking us for trying to have that perfect person and setting the bar of standards way too high. Like we are too good for the common folks. So this perfect, great person sits down talks to you. Makes you feel all these great feelings and feel like a decent human being. You sit and say "Dammit where are Marty McFly and his fucking Delorian". So that you could undo the emotional quagmire that you find yourself in. Here is the kicker that perfect wouldn't exist if you weren't in the conundrum you are in currently. It's like looking at the perfect meal at the fanciest restaurant and you just cannot pick up the fork for its welded to the tabl

Daydreaming Lost In My Head
dreaming i keep wondering what will come to pass..am i bold enough to make the next move . what move it is for me for take . as i sit on my lovely arse . thinking all day and into the night . i cannot sleep when something isn't right. my mind is filled with so many thoughts... i try to read , and i try to chat .. but my mind will have none of that .. it tired to do its own thing .. i lie awake on my pillow .. my eyes sore from lack of sleep as the hours and minutes pass by so slowly .. and the next feel so tired .. i wish i could change it but for now .. it is what it is .. pure and honest stress and life is what you make it but i keep my head help up high , as i fight against the urge to be depressed .. i continue to look foward int othe future of the things in life i want to do so badly , the places i want to go . I stop to smell the Roses and all the other flowers around me .. I'm luckier then some .. and i'm grateful for what i have .. i'll live every day l

Gone But Not Forgotten
Gone but not forgoteen your spirit lies within when ever i see things , they remind me of you . when i'm looking out across the ocean , or im driving by field with horses , i sense your spirit there when i look at your photos , which i had taken more , but i will never forget you , becuase your a part of me . when i look into the clouds , like to think your there . Some people tell me , that its time to let go of you . buts much easier said then done , afterall you were and will always be my mum. I think i will always remember you each may. I'm still waiting to put flowers on your grave but its much to far . i'm with you in spirit you helped make me who i am . I hope your proud of who i've become please remeber i'm perfect though .. sometimes i'm lost .. lost in he world without my mother to guide me along . you are gone but not forgotten your spirit will always live on.

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There Are No Heros...
There are no caped Heroes in this strip, just plain clothes regular Joes. Standing side by side, all with something to prove and with something to hide. Each stride taken to abide by rules set by fools. Tools to control the masses fascist ideals applied to a board that has constant changing variables. Rivals exist to do battle over a simple or complex wish. No heroes on this list just simple Joes standing side by side with much to prove but with much to hide. Eyes that lie, time continues to fly someone's tears never dry. The path of the righteous is not clear. We are not sure with what we hear. What is the difference between a cheer and jeer? We fear what we don't understand. And spit on god's plan. Just a hand full of original thinkers who can't decide whether to stay or what goes. There are no caped heroes just regular Joes with much to prove and much to hide. So I sat and watched my childhood die I sat in a corner and cried.

Music Apprieciation
There once was a singer with a piano playing brother, and anorchestra conducting mother. He found himself wondering ,during the time he was performing, who am i going take as a wife? Following some leads, not caring about race or creed, his heart would determine who would share the rest of his life. There once was a singer with a piano playing brother, and an orchestra conducting mother. He found that he found what he was looking for, the one he took on tour, the one he trulies adore. Taking the vows, for richer or poorer, health and in sickness, but this last one promise he in good will implore. The once was a singer with a piano playing brother, and an orchestra conducting mother. He found himself staring, and his temper flaring, that life was leaving his wife. Throwing fits, cursing God, asking why he should go through this hurt, his softly asked for a final concert. There once was a singer with a piano playing brother, and an orchestra conducting mother. He found himself stan

I Should Be Working But These Popped In My Head....
1. If most accidents occur at home wouldn't it make sense to work as much as possible? 2.should you need a permit to use handicap bathroom stalls? 3. How is Mtv still allowed to call it self Mtv? It doesn't show music videos anymore I mean if CNN started showing scrap booking we would be offended? 4. If most car accidents happen five miles from home, should you move another 5miles? 5. Cop driving his cop suv while texting muff said. 6. Who bad ass is Jesus for taking a person's name and making it an adjective? 7. Should handicap people who can drive and have those motor scooters be allowed to park In the first spot? I mean they are still riding faster than most can walk.

The Night I Turned My Xbox Off
A quiet evening, the place to my self its a good time to turn on the ol' 360. Hmm what shall i play? Some Madden or a fighting game. No I think I'll play some Call of Duty. I log in join a team, and get down to business as usual. I start off strong 5 kill streak within the first 15 seconds. These dudes don't know what hit them. I'm playing way above normal, I listen as pure domination beckons. Trade gun fire here and there, I take control I dont even care. The way I'm playing its not even fair.All of a sudden i hear keys in the door. She's not suppose to be home till quarter past four. "Hi baby they let us home early today." I say"hey baby glad to see you home early today". I keep playing , enforcing my dominance in this game. Then I hear a faint whisper of my name...Gregory. Turning my head quickly to hear back to the Tv. She walks around the kitchen as if she's gliding on air. Pulling my attention I try not to stare. No! No! back to my game what I am doing is not even fair. Right no

Where Did It Go?
I've got the tv on just for the sake of it. There's some moto GP on. I hear something exciting, look up, this dude's come off his bike, got up, run off to where he thinks his bike is... He was very very wrong. Made me laugh.

State Inspections
OK so now in the state of TX they require you to have a muffler now.My car (1984 Toyota Celica) has not had a muffler since sometime before I bought it (Nov '06) I have since had it inspected 2 times and not had a single problem, well one place tells me I need a muffler no big deal on that I'll go buy a glasspack and have hole n the wall shop put it in. The second shop said the same thing and tried to tell me my ebrake light staying on wtih the brake off isn't right and cant be passed. BULLSHIT!!!! Cars twice as loud as mine with mufflers pass inspection! WTF TEXAS you pass a law that gave an 8 year a weeks detention and a week being separated from the other students (an eternity in elementary school) for having a jolly rancher in their lunch and the superintendent backs it up, what happend to descression? A friend of mine works in a elementary school classroom and the snacks these kids bring from are awful cokes and processed bullshit, but these kids aren't getting in trouble....Bra

Comparison
Maybe I'm still in lesbian mode A thought that came to mind was after I ss my page, which freezes anything moving The thing imparticular that I am not sure if I should continue giggling about is the add me bling In the picture I noticed that it was shut and did not read "add me" that you see when it opens Immediately, I thought hmm it's like the fuwhores that show their vagina Open legs to add them closed legs don't draw the attention Wow I wish I had a better sense of humor right now Someone please make this interesting?

Survey Thing
Name: MelyndaBirthday: July 28Birthplace: California USACurrent Location: IrelandEye Color: Green/HazelHair Color: RedHeight: 5'6”Right Handed or Left Handed: rightyChildren: 3Membership: Redheads International Your Heritage: 100% IrishThe Shoes You Wore Today: CrocsYour Weakness: kinky sex right now...Thoughts First Waking Up: SEX!!Your Best Physical Feature: My ass so I've been told!.Your Bedtime: WheneverPepsi or Coke: Pepsi (But I drink Mt Dew)MacDonalds or Burger King: Ewww yuck!! Single or Group Dates: SingleChocolate or Vanilla: Depends Ice Cream? vanilla milk? chocolate Do you Smoke: NoDo you Swear: Prolly too much!Have you Been in Love: Yeah. Do you want to go to College: Already didDo you want to get Married: Already didDo you think you are Attractive: Sure, I’d do me.Are you a Health Freak: Somewhat I do like junk food sometimes. How do you want to Die: Don't wanna!Number of Piercings: 4 (ears only)Number of Tattoos: 0

For You My Love
You walk up and sit down next to me. Lean in and whisper in my ear Your hand in my lap, feeling my cock as it is getting bigger in your hand. Reaching up, you undo my belt and unbutton my jeans. Pulling you closer , my hand sliding between your thighs. The heat from your pussy i can feel from beneath your clothes.Your hand now down my pants. My cock between your fingers. Moving your hand up and down over my cock. My fingers slipping in between your hot swollen lips. Your wet juices all over my hand, your sweetness I can smell. A smell so very intoxicating. Pulling out our hands, you push me to the back of the booth. You bring your legs over mine. You grab my cock and slowly guide me inside of you. Your hot, wet, pussy.Pulling my in to your chest as you carefully ease yourself down upon me. Undoing your shirt with my teeth, spitting the buttons across the table. Sliding my hands up the back of your shirt, undoing the snaps of your bra. Your Beautiful breasts fall from underneath. My ton

Going Back To Djing
Ill be going back to DJing, Im starting off on a friends site, he just started this is where you can hear it if you want [b] TUESDAYS 7-10 PM EST. & THURSDAYS 7-10 PM EST [/b] http://devilish-sinners.com/Home/DSRadio.html . The sound quality isnt the best right now but its constant music and when i get my mic back ill be live talking. You can make requests you can hit up my yahoo. if you have it. My yahoo is also linked on that page for requests. If i do not have your song...Ill get it or bust my butt trying to. If you could and you like hanging out with the tunes...Register for the website as well and let them know Ash sent ya lol ;) http://devilish-sinners.com

Stuff
So what to say? Firstly, Hiya fellow Fu's, not sure what I'm doing here, love lookin at the ladies, just a perv at heart. I don't have any fubucks for bling, although I'd love to bling yawl to death. Still poking around and learning how this werks. As for me, i'm a property manager in the ghetto, I carry illegal Mace and a gun. And yes i know how to use them. I'm also enrolled as a full time student to become a Drug and Alcohol abuse counselor, ironic i should be here eh? (: Anyway, just wanted to say hi to everyone and thanks for all the drinks and rates, makes me feel good, all warm and fuzzy like a navel. So friend me if ya like or not, i'm very approachable and friendly. Have a fu day all.

Wow
Bound to your side and trapped in silence Just a possession Is this sex or only violence That feeds your obsession You send me to a broken state Where I can take the pain just long enough Then I am numb -t hen I just disappear So go on fight me Go on and scare me to death Tell me I asked for it Tell me I'll never forget You could give me anything but love Anything but love Does it feel good to deny Hurt me with nothing Some sort of sick satisfaction You Get from mindfucking Stripped down to my naked core The darkest corners of my mind are yours That's where you live That's where you breathe So go on fight me Go on and scare me to death Dare me to leave you Tell me I'll never forget You could give me anything but love Anything but love Without any faith Without any light Condemn me to live Condemn me to lie Inside I am dead So go on fight me Go on and scare me to death I'll be the victim You'll be the voice in my head You could give me anything but love Anything but love

False God
FALSE god Starting at the statue of libertyTo the defaced Mt. RushmoreFrom sea to shining sea America the idolatrous whore Look into my eyes You will not see any fear My anger burns at your lies I will not shed a tearThe words I speak are fireBurning your ears bleedYour lips prove you a liarMy hatred fueled by your greed The world wide web of deciet Uniting the nations in fornication Playing the whore upon every mountain They committ adultery with there idolsHiding from what you seek Religous man your a fake You prey on the meek As GODS Law you forsake Twisting the innocents mind Your life is built upon sin Denied you will be left behind On the day judgement beginsTheir corruption feeds their sinSacreligous are the prayers I hearBehind closed doors they concieve Lies they think GOD wont hear Preaching blind your a deciever Spoken truths you ignore You

Spreading The Love Via Ims
onceinabluemoon: hello how are you? me: Been better. Yourself? onceinabluemoon: been better too onceinabluemoon: was going to go to a coffee shop now dont want to deal with people me: Hate to tell you, there's people there *silence for awhile* me: Guess you didn't think that one through, huh?

Return Again
Someimes during our lives,There are things we live to regret.Sometimes the heart is blind,Or chooses not to see things yet. I now truely know deep in mine,What I could lose,now ever so clear.What now seems distant,out of my reach,I long to hold it near. You are my sole regret,All the wrong I've laid on you.I would be forever lost,withot your love.I now know this is true. I offer you a new me,In hopes our love will grow again.And if ever again,I see the old me,To this spot I will return again.

My Poem
What Is Love?..... being happy for the other person when they are happy; being sad for the other person when they are sad; being together in good times and being together in bad times Love is source of strength. What Is Love?...... being honest with yourself at all times being honest with the other person at all times; telling, respecting the truth and never pretending Love is the source of reality. What Is Love?...... an understanding that is so complete that you feel as if you are part of the other person; accepting the other person just the way they are and not trying to change them to be something else; Love is the source of unity. What Is Love?...... the freedom to pursue your own desires while sharing your experiences with the other person; the growth of one individual alongside of, and together with the growth of another individual; Love is the source of success. What Is Love?..... the excitement of planning things together; the excitement of doing th

Sinister Minister
SINISTER MINISTER RISING FROM THE WATERS IS THE ANGEL YOU CANT SEEHIDE YOUR SONS AND DAUGHTERS FROM THE EVIL THAT MUST BE POSING AS AN ANGEL OF LIGHT HE IS THE GREATES OF DECIEVERSCOMING AS A THIEF IN THE NIGHT DESTOYING THE UNBELIEVERS LUCIFER SON OF THE DAYSTARFROM THE HEIGHT OF HEAVEN YOU FELLTHE FATHER OF ALL LIES YOU ARE CAST INTO THE FIERY PIT OF HELL SINISTER MINISTER MAKER OF HATE YOU PRAISE THE BAIT BITING THE HANDS THAT FEED YOU YOU SYMPATHIZE WITH EVIL EYES WHILE INVISIBLE HELL AWAITS KNOWN BEFORE THE WORLDS CONCEPTION SATANS MINIONS OF DECEPTIONBLINDING MANKIND TO HIS AGRESSIONFEEDING OFF THE HEARTS TRANS GRESSION KNEELING AT YOUR ALTER OF SEDUCTIONPRAYING TO GODS OF YOUR CNSTRUCTIONWORSHIPPING WEAPONS OF MASS DESTRUCTIONUPON YOUR MOUNTAINS OF CORRUPTION HUMANITY'S PROGRESSIVE REGRESSION SOCIETIES DISEASE OF DEPRESSIONHIDDEN LIES OF OPPRESSIONBUILDING BLOCKS OF OUR SUPPRESSION RELIGIONS POLITICAL SEGREGATIONWICKED AND PERVERSE THIS GENERATIONTWISTING WORDS OF UNHOL

Tornado Watch Central/western Oklahoma
URGENT - IMMEDIATE BROADCAST REQUESTED TORNADO WATCH NUMBER 151 NWS STORM PREDICTION CENTER NORMAN OK 350 PM CDT TUE MAY 11 2010 THE NWS STORM PREDICTION CENTER HAS ISSUED A TORNADO WATCH FOR PORTIONS OF WESTERN OKLAHOMA WESTERN NORTH TEXAS EFFECTIVE THIS TUESDAY AFTERNOON AND EVENING FROM 350 PM UNTIL 1000 PM CDT. SEVERAL TORNADOES ISOLATED INTENSE TORNADOES POSSIBLE WIDELY SCATTERED DAMAGING WINDS ISOLATED WIND GUSTS TO 70 MPH POSSIBLE WIDESPREAD LARGE HAIL ISOLATED HAIL TO 3.0 INCHES IN DIAMETER POSSIBLE THE TORNADO WATCH AREA IS APPROXIMATELY ALONG AND 75 STATUTE MILES NORTH AND SOUTH OF A LINE FROM 10 MILES SOUTHEAST OF CHICKASHA OKLAHOMA TO 45 MILES WEST NORTHWEST OF ALTUS OKLAHOMA. FOR A COMPLETE DEPICTION OF THE WATCH SEE THE ASSOCIATED WATCH OUTLINE UPDATE (WOUS64 KWNS WOU1). REMEMBER...A TORNADO WATCH MEANS CONDITIONS ARE FAVORABLE FOR TORNADOES AND SEVERE THUNDERSTORMS IN AND CLOSE TO THE WATCH A

The Chicoms Are Poisoning Our Kids
If the Chicoms can beat us with weapons of war then they will try and poison our kids. There is a recall of charm bracelets made in China that contain high levels of cadmium. More and more tainted products from China are getting into the U.S. I remember when “Made In Japan” was junk. Now made in China in dangerous stuff. For more http://www.foxnews.com/story/0,2933,592586,00.html BlastFM never was tainted and never will be. BlastFM is just great fun for any music lover www.live365.com/stations/blastcasterfm

Todays Thought
"On my mind" I find myself lost in thought of things done, said, unsaid drifting along on the currents of the mind and always, She is there Her smile, remembered is all I need to brighten my mood lighten my spirit unburden my heart She is the one I feel it, deep in my soul kept there for safekeeping from the hurts of the world My heart is yours, my angel ever and always K

Desperation
Feeling all alone and utterly betrayed, not sure what is true and real anymore. I sink deeper in my darkness with no apparent way to return. Do I dare completely trust the feelings I fear inside or is it just cruel deception of the enemy that forever hides? No one tries to understand the pain and hurt I feel inside, when all they think of is self. Does anyone even really care what fear my mind can see? Hope are built along with trust, just to be run over at the twisted whim of those that lie. Compound fractures left in their wake as repairs are slowly made, just in time before the next big wave. I am strong in spirit and soul you see but sometimes I feel lost deep inside. Corruption can take hold of anyone and twist him or her into a monster that they never thought they would ever become. Hurting those people around in little ways until the hurt and pain starts to grow and tear them all apart. Lies are told even if only the small, to trample away the dreams of the future you

Letting Go ....
I am writing this for a few of my greatest friends on Fubar...Please take time out n read this..it might help anyone one of us..Relax enough to face reality when life twists and turns.Sometimes in life, no matter how deeply we intend to make the bestdecisions possible for ourselves, things happen. Marriages end, jobsturn sour, friends wane. For reasons outside our control orunderstanding, the situation twists and turns into something other thanwhat we bargained for.Have you been waiting for a situation to revert to what it originallywas - or what you hoped it would be when you got in? Are you tellingyourself that there's something wrong with you, when the reality is, thesituation has changed into something other than what you thought it was?Things often don't go as smoothly as we planned. Sometimes, we need toendure and get through the rough spots. But I'm talking about thosegrindingly difficult moments when life suddenly twists on us.These are the times we need to quit torturing ourse

Listening With An Open Heart ...
Everyone appreciates a good listener. We all know how wonderful it is to be able to have someone to share our life with, whether it is the joys and frustrations of being a new parent, the excitement of a new career, the heartache of a lost love, or simple chitchat. At times, we all want and need to be heard. It is equally important then that we develop the skills to lend a helping ear to others. Being a good listener means being an active listener by being fully present when someone is talking to you. Making eye contact when someone is speaking helps to connect us to one another. It also keeps us focused on what is being said, rather than what we are thinking. We need to not only hear words, but also to read body language and understand feelings. It goes without saying that we shouldn't interrupt someone when they are talking, or to judge and criticize, but often we fall into such habits without being conscious of them. By being fully present when someone is speaking we are better able

1000 Mobbies?
Soo i hear they're gonna change the number of mobbies from 750 to 1000 really soon. Go add me if you havent already!! & also.. if you're not in a turf.. now would be a good time to join one! Especially since people are allowed to take millions of dollars per attack! We can have your back! We're growing more & more everyday & we'd love your company =] We're not just a turf.. we're also a family! Here's the link for you to check us out =] http://fubar.com/mafia/?t=2060 come onnnn, you know you wanna!! Much love!

What's Behind That Smile...
What’s behind that smile No one really knows They see laughter but not the tears I would go that extra mile Just to prove my Love even with fears What’s behind that smile No one really knows My eyes dripping with tears see my mascara as it smears Listening to music as I’m driving home Wishing there was someone to call my own What’s behind that smile No one really knows I don’t know why I get like this at times I guess it’s the feeling of emptiness and being alone What’s behind that smile No one really knows I'm not the only one feeling this way Don’t want my boys to see me cry so I wipe my tears away I feel like running and never looking back But I know that’s impossible as I see my son play

Too Prudish For America
I received a notification from Fubar that my profile picture was removed since i violated their guidelines. If you must know it was one of my pictures in my orange top. It is not bare cheste or not even lingerie. Among other things, it says, the picture should be "nothing deemed sexually suggestive". So let me get this straight. If some prudish fucktard thinks any photo is sexually suggestive, he or she can remove it. I have been told that my face is sexually suggestive. Perhaps I should post a picture of me in my burqa. Perhaps fubar needs to move its servers to Saudi Arabia in order to be consistent with its policies. Fuck yea, this is America, baby and we love sex. If Fubar is under the impression that it is the online version of a classy place, it should check out the top Lounges sometime. Just let us be. Fubar is what its users are. If its users are sexually suggestive, so be it.

The Great Doctors Diagnose
The Great Doctors Diagnose I just heard on the radio this morning a plausible reason most people get married in June. I didn’t catch the context of this, but apparently men and women used to bathe (I imagine particularly in pioneer and settler areas) once a YEAR, in the month of May. And brides began to carry a bouquet at a June wedding in order to cover their … ordure. Well, now we bathe much more than once a year with the advent of indoor plumbing (and if Minoan civilization hadn’t collapsed horribly more than three thousand years ago, it would probably BE at the Star Trek sonic shower stage) and it’s perhaps not-so-common knowledge that women have a stronger sense of smell than men, but it’s fun to know. I finally finished reading Robert Silverberg’s 1964 mini biography of “The Great Doctors” (identifier T 782) published by Scholastic Book Services. The vaccine for polio having been discovered was relatively new – ni

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