XaviRoseMaiden's blog: "poetry"

dreaming 

i keep wondering what will come to pass..am i bold enough to make the next move . what move it is for me for take .

as i sit on my lovely arse . thinking all day and into the night .

i cannot sleep when something isn't right.

my mind is filled with so many thoughts...

i try to read , and i try to chat .. but my mind will have none of that .. it tired to do its own thing ..

i lie awake on my pillow ..

my eyes sore from lack of sleep as the hours and minutes pass by so slowly ..

and the next feel so tired .. i wish i could change it but for now .. it is what it is ..

pure and honest stress

and life is what you make it

but i keep my head help up high , as i fight against the urge to be depressed ..

i continue to look foward int othe future of the things in life i want to do so badly , the places i want to go . I stop to smell the Roses and all the other flowers around me ..

I'm luckier then some .. and i'm grateful for what i have .. i'll live every day like my last ,and try to let go of the past  to forigive but not forget ..