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I Just Realized .....
I have a bad word in my name ... OH NOES!!! Don't mind me I'm goofy right now, it's the exhaustion talking. I did also want to say HELLOOOOOOOOOO to all my friends at once and this is the way to do it!

Bartab Invites
To invite using the bartab feature: Hover over the user you want to invite and click on the last "invite to lounge" icon. *Some members have this disabled, if so this icon will not show* Select Bad Habitz Radio out of the drop down list. *You must be in the lounge for the invitation to send* Hit invite and it will prompt you that the invite was sent successfully. *Invite sent only shows if it is sent from a list (i.e. recent salutes)*

"my Husband And His Leave"
DEAR BLOG, I HAVE JUST MOVED DOWN TO FT. BRAGG, NORTH CAROLINA. I'VE BEEN LIVING IN RICHMOND, VIRGINIA SINCE I WAS 4. WELL MY BODY SAID IT WAS A TIME TO MOVE AND MY SOUL WAS TELLING ME TO STAY IN VIRGINIA. BUT IN MAY 2004 I FINALLY MET MY FRIEND OF 5YRS. WE THEN HAD A CHILD IN FEB 2005. WE GOT MARRIED IN DEC 2006. WE WERRE STRUGGLING LIKE NO ONE WOULD EVERTHINK. BUT THEN IN FEB OF 2010 HIS GRANDPA HAD PASSED ON. SO HE ASKED ME TO COME SEE HIM AT HIS HOTEL ROOM. WELL ME AND OUR SON WENT TO THE HOTEL ROOM. HE SAW TARIQ FOR THE FIRST TIME IN 3YRS. THEY HIT IT OFF RIGHT AWAY. WELL WHEN I GOT BACCK TO MY HOUSE MY BOYFRIEND OF THE TIME WAS RAISING CAIN. I HAD HEARD IT FOR ABOUT 5HRS. AND WAS TIRED OF HEARRING IT. SO I CALLED MY HUSBAND AND ASKED HIM TO COME GET ME. HE CAME AND GOT ME. I TOLD MYSELF I WAS DONE WITH STRUGGLING AND EVERYTHING. SO I DECIDED MYSELF TO GO TO NORTH CAROLINA WHERRE MY HUSBAND HAD A MILITARY HOUSE ALREADY. IT WAS MINE AND HIS HOUSE BUT HE HAD OTHER BITC

The Mens Guide To The Whispering Eye. ( Entry 1)
This is the first of many blog entries. There is going to be a whole series of these. I am the type of person that people come to with relationship problems. Probably because I am a straight-forward person with a realistic outlook on things. I decided to put together a composite of different situations that males often find themselves in and later wonder what they did wrong. (By no means am I saying this about all males.) We know you have a past. We know you have a past so do we but unless we ask. We don't want to hear about it! A problem that I see happen constantly is men open their mouths about stuff they had done with past females. Its nothing personal honestly but you have to think about it this way. Do you really want to hear about how good your girlfriends ex fucked her? (I know there are some kinky bastards who actually get off on this; but chances are you are not one of those people). Leave the past in the past if you want a future with this person. Females, chances a

The Things I Discover While The Rest Of You Are Sleeping.
- Money isn't made out of paper, it's made out of cotton. - The Declaration of Independence was written on hemp (marijuana) paper. - The dot over the letter 'i' is called a 'tittle'. - A raisin dropped in a glass of fresh champagne will bounce up down continuously from the bottom of glass to the top. - 40% of McDonald's profits come from the sales of Happy Meals. - 315 entries in Webster's 1996 Dictionary were misspelled. - The 'spot' on 7UP comes from its inventor, who had red Eyes. He was albino. - On average, 12 newborns will be given to the wrong Parents, daily. - Warren Beatty and Shirley MacLaine are brother and sister. - Chocolate affects a dog's heart and nervous system; a Few ounces can kill a small-sized dog. - Orcas (killer whales) kill sharks by torpedoing up into the shark's stomach from underneath, causing the shark to explode. - Most lipstick contains fish scales. - Donald Duck comics were banned from Finland because he doesn't wear pants. - Ketchup was sold in the

More Strange Late Night Thoughts.
Is it good if a vacuum really sucks? Why is the third hand on the watch called the second hand? If a word is misspelled in the dictionary, how would we ever know? If Webster wrote the first dictionary, where did he find the words? Why do we say something is out of whack? What is whack? Why does "slow down" and "slow up" mean the same thing? Why does "fat chance" and "slim chance" mean the same thing? Why do "tug" boats push their barges? Why do we sing "Take me out to the ball game" when we are already there? Why are they called " stands" when they are made for sitting? Why is it called "after dark" when it really is "after light"? Doesn't "expecting the unexpected" make the unexpected expected? Why are a "wise man" and a "wise guy" opposites? Why do "overlook" and "oversee" mean opposite things? Why is 'phonics' not spelled the way it sounds? 16. If work is so terrific, why do they have to pay you to do it? If all the world is a stage, where is the audience sitting? If love is blind,

24 Things About To Become Extinct In America.
Your children or grandchildren will only read about these things on Wiki one day. 24. YELLOW PAGES This year will be pivotal for the global Yellow Pages industry. Much like newspapers, print Yellow Pages will continue to bleed dollars to their various digital counterparts, from Internet Yellow Pages (IYPs), to local search engines and combination search/listing services like Reach Local and Yodel Factors like an acceleration of the print 'fade rate' and the looming recession will contribute to the onslaught. One research firm predicts the falloff in usage of newspapers and print Yellow Pages could even reach 10% this year -- much higher than the 2%-3% fade rate seen in past years. 23. CLASSIFIED ADS The Internet has made so m any things obsolete that newspaper classified ads might sound like just another trivial item on a long list. But this is one of those harbingers of the future that could signal the end of civilization as we know it. The argument is that if newspaper

From The Mouths Of Men. Ladies, You Are Welcome.
"I'M GOING FISHING" means "I'm going to drink myself dangerously stupid, and stand by a stream with a stick in my hand, while the fish swim by in complete safety." "IT'S A GUY THING" means "There is no rational thought pattern connected with it and you have no chance at all of making it logical." "CAN I HELP WITH DINNER?" means "Why isn't dinner already on the table?" "UH HUH SURE, HONEY," or "YES, DEAR..." means absolutely nothing. It's a conditioned response. "IT WOULD TAKE TOO LONG TO EXPLAIN" means "I have no idea how it works." "I WAS LISTENING TO YOU. IT'S JUST THAT I HAVE THINGS ON MY MIND." means "I was wondering if that redhead over there is wearing a bra." "TAKE A BREAK HONEY, YOU ARE WORKING TOO HARD." means "I can't hear the game over the vacuum cleaner." "THAT'S INTERESTING, DEAR." means "Are you still talking?" "YOU KNOW HOW BAD MY MEMORY IS" means "I remember the theme song to 'F Troop', the address of the first girl I ever kissed, and the vehicle identif

Questions In My Abnormal Mind.
Since I don't sleep very well, these are the strange questions that pop in to my head. I thought I could get some answers from my friends. Can you cry under water? Why do you have to 'put your two cents in'... but it's only a 'penny for your thoughts'? Where's that extra penny going to? Once you're in heaven, do you get stuck wearing the clothes you were buried in for eternity? Why does a round pizza come in a square box? What disease did cured ham actually have? How is it that we put man on the moon before we figured out it would be a good idea to put wheels on luggage? Why is it that people say they 'slept like a baby' when babies wake up like every two hours? If a deaf person has to go to court, is it still called a hearing? Why are you IN a movie, but you're ON TV? Why do people pay to go up tall buildings and then put money in binoculars to look at things on the ground? Why do doctors leave the room while you change? They're going to see you naked anyway. Why is 'bra' sin

Laws We All Live Under
LAWS WE ALL LIVE UNDER LAW OF MECHANICAL REPAIR - After your hands become coated with grease, your nose will begin to itch and you'll have to pee. LAW OF GRAVITY - Any tool, nut, bolt, screw, when dropped, will roll to the least accessible corner. LAW OF PROBABILITY - The probability of being watched is directly proportional to the stupidity of your act. LAW OF RANDOM NUMBERS - If you dial a wrong number, you never get a busy signal and someone always answers. LAW OF THE ALIBI - If you tell the boss you were late for work because you had a flat tire, the very next morning you will have a flat tire. VARIATION LAW - If you change lanes, the one you were in will always move faster than the one you are in now (works every time). LAW OF THE BATH - When the body is fully immersed in water, the telephone rings. LAW OF CLOSE ENCOUNTERS - The probability of meeting someone you know increases dramatically when you are with someone you don't want to be seen with. L

For Jesse. I Found One Of His T-shirts Today.
Today with my heart heavy with the longing for your love, I look around and see the heavy clouds. I begin to ask myself if I am the only one living without the sun. Ahh the sun, its warm bright rays dance across my face, dancing like the wild flowers in our feild. I miss laying there with you. I see it everyday and smile inside becuase I think back to all those nighs we spent there in each others arms. Im starting to think Im hurting myslef with your image in my memory. I miss your face, your touch, your smell... On ocassion I begin to sreach for it. It is getting harder and harder to find. I dont want to lost it. I am finally understanding that your not coming back. I can hope, beg, and plead you to return to me, but in realities eyes, that was an entire life time ago...

It's Path
Somedays my pen can do nomore,It feels its reached it's end.Like not a soul to help it,Like it never had a friend. Today could be such a day,Even with sky's so blue.It's heart becomes lost,It's way now untrue. Like in a forrest of darkness,With no clear light to see.So lonely is this place,Not where it longs to be. It wishes for your smiles,Your eyes full of the sun.And happy thoughts in dreams,When your day is done. It will someday at sometime,Again find its special path.And hope that it goes forever,And your smiles forever last.

St. Augustine On Love
"Love is a temporary madness. It erupts like an earthquake and then subsides. And when it subsides you have to make a decision. You have to work out whether your roots have become so entwined together that it is inconceivable that you should ever part. Because this is what love is. Love is not breathlessness, it is not excitement, it is not the promulgation of promises of eternal passion. That is just being "in love" which any of us can convince ourselves we are. Love itself is what is left over when being in love has burned away, and this is both an art and a fortunate accident. Your mother and I had it, we had roots that grew towards each other underground, and when all the pretty blossom had fallen from our branches we found that we were one tree and not two." -St. Augustine

Stupid Ppl
i swear they jus get more and more dumb on here twisted dr...: ok Halo Is On...: well u asked if i was single i told u no...then u said u wanted to me i asked see me how? i dont cam i dont trade pics ill be friends with anyone but thats as far as it goes on heretwisted dr...: sorry i askedHalo Is On...: a*Halo Is On...: i have man...so i dont do that craptwisted dr...: you have yahoo or msn or camfrog with a webcamHalo Is On...: umm what u mean?twisted dr...: wish i could see youHalo Is On...: nope im takentwisted dr...: ok and you singleHalo Is On...: im good n utwisted dr...: how are youHalo Is On...: hitwisted dr...: hi i give him about 15 mins and he`ll ask some more shit BLAH

Rules For Kickin' Ass. Civvie Style.
Rules for Kickin' Ass Rules for the Non-Military Make sure you read #13 Dear Civilians, 'We know that the current state of affairs in our great nation has many civilians up in arms and excited to join the military. For those of you who can't join, you can still lend a hand. Here are a few of the areas where we would like your assistance:

Double Or Nothing
Babyj hooked it up today. He doubled the number of photos each level can have, and also the number vips can have (from 5000 to 10000). He also doubled the number of 11's vip's get each day from 100 to 200. Tell a friend!

What Women Want That Men Should Know.....
Interesting article on what men should know that women want. I agree with most ... but not all.... http://www.menshealth.com/men/sex-relationships/better-sex/what-women-want-from-men/article/65d999edbbbd201099edbbbd2010cfe793cd?cm_mmc=Yahoo0Blog-_-50Surprising0Symptoms0of0Infidelity0-_-Article-_-500Things0She0Wishes0You0Knew

Noonesangel's Team
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Krissy's Team
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War Of Djs At Legends Saloon March 12 And March 13
This March 12th starting at 7:00pm EST and 13th starting at 4:00pm EST Here at Legends Saloon we are doing a DJ War. Let's see what these DJs have and who can be called the LEGENDary DJ!! Lots of fun with some great prizes Theme is all genere of Rock and Metal. Winners will receive First place: 1 Month VIP, Second place: 12-Credit bling pack, and Third place: 200,000 fubucks. We will have door prizes, trivia, and more prizes. Entry fee is 50,000 fubucks for all DJs wanting to particpate in the DJ War. All entrys must be in by Thursday March 11 Please Contact one of the following People for more information: Clitterman CO LegendsSaln strait 8 babe CoOwner of Legends Saloon FuEngaged Owned by my wonderful RYMAN LegendInMyOwnM

Alabamagirl's Team
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Army Wife Submissive's Team
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Rider's Team
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Hottie Officers
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The Ultimate Hotties Coc
Ultimate Hotties Code of Conduct PLEASE READ CAREFULLY!!! 1. All Ultimate Hottie Prospects must have a verified salute and 10 recently updated pics of yourself 2. All Hotties Must Be Female NO EXCEPTIONS, and CAN NOT be a member of another all girls group on fubar. 3. Must sign the COC (code of conduct) agreement below as a comment o"I AGREE " in order to be placed into voting 4. Shout Box & Fu Mail must be open to all Officers for communications .You may be able to set your profile to friends only if you have added all officers this allows us to communicate with you when necessary. 5. We would like if you added RideR ChulA and the home page to your top friends or fam to show support for her and the homepage ,but is not required. 6. All new Hotties will be assigned a Team Leader who we ask to be placed in top friends but don't have to be in top 7, but would be nice so you can represent the Hotties for more exposure. Putting your Team Leader into Fa

Hottie Officers
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Butterface/butthisface
You ever have someone come to your page and rate you and when you tooltipped you were like: "WHOA BABY!!" *drool drool* But then you went into their default album and you were like: "WHOA NOOOOOO!!!!!" Yeah, I hate that. :( Yes, this is superficial and mean to say, so if you're one of my self-righteous friends, please keep your mouth shut. :) I'm sure someone has thought this about me as well. Disappointment is a bitch.

She Wants Revenge - Written In Blood
Blood red lips traced with a tongue they shine, Cut theought a crowded room. A look can say a lot sometimes And so I take all my past attractions And project on you. Every dissapointment and mistake, Some resintment from a one-night heartbreak. My head is spinning My hands go damp, But still I force an introduction And I ask you to dance. You feel like home up aginst me so close, Though we've just met tonight . There's still so much that we still don't know, But I'm fairly certain That we just might work out right. Then again it can all go up in flames, And I'll take you down in the name of love. But for now let's kiss hard, Fuck the games. All or nothing, it's written in blood [Chorus] On the way to the wedding, Dressed in black, she said "Sorry lover but you can't look back." She says "Oh no," she goes, "Oh no," she goes "Slow down baby or you're gonna explode." On the way to the wedding, Dressed in black, he said "Sorry lover but you can't look back." She says "O

She Wants Revenge - These Things
There is nothing to see here people keep moving on Slowly their necks turn and then they're gone No one cares when the show is done Standing in line and its cold and you want to go Remember a joke so you turn around There is no one to listen so you laugh by yourself [Chorus:] I heard it's cold out, but her popsicle melts She's in the bathroom, she pleasures herself Says I'm a bad man, she's locking me out It's cause of these things, it's cause of these things Let make a fast plan, watch it burn to the ground I try to whisper, so no one figures it out I'm not a bad man, I'm just overwhelmed It's cause of these things, it's cause of these things The crowd on the street walks slowly, don't mind the rain Lovers hold hands to numb the pain, Gripping tightly to something that they will never own And those by themselves by choice or by some reward No mistakes only now you're bored This is the time of your life but you just can't tell [Chorus 2.5X]

She Wants Revenge Tear You Apart Lyrics
Got a big plan, his mind's set, maybe it's right At the right place and right time, maybe tonight In a whisper or handshake sending a sign Wanna make out and kiss hard, wait never mind Late night, in passing, mention it flip to her Best friend, it's no thing, maybe it slipped but the slip turns to terror and a crush to like when she walked in he froze up, leave it to fright It's cute in a way, till you cannot speak And you leave to have a cigarette, knees get weak escape was just a nod and a casual wave Obsess about it, heavy for the next two days It's only just a crush, it'll go away It's just like all the others it'll go away Or maybe this is danger and you just don't know You pray it all away but it continues to grow I want to hold you close Skin pressed against me tight Lie still, and close your eyes girl So lovely, it feels so right I want to hold you close Soft breath, beating heart As I whisper in your ear I want to fucking tear you apart Then he walked up and told her, th

Who Wants A Salute?
It's that time again where Fangs wants to make salutes. I have 5,000 photo slots to fill. I know I'll not do that many salutes but I want to make as many as I can. Salutes will be fully clothed today's salute is me in my newest dress. Sleeveless. If I have the time I might change into something else for salutes but not sure yet. SO IF YOU WANT A SALUTE(S) MADE please comment in this blog don't mail me. I'm not a big fan of a full mailbox.

Weirdly Mundane
I'm surprised to find that anyone actually reads this. Today was a semi-normal day. Work was busy, and then it wasn't. Charles and I stayed out too late at the KC last night, so we both felt like crap in the morning. We had to see off Crazy Chuck, who got on his freedom bird this morning. I think I'm dropping that class I just signed up for. Too ambitious. It was far too much like a real grad class, so I won't have time. With how busy things are getting here, and the trip in April, it was going to be too much stress. I'm just letting myself love Brooke. I'm not fighting it anymore. Yes there are qualities I want that she doesn't have, but there is a lot more good than I ever gave her credit for. She's grown a lot too. Far more self-confident. Far more willing to take a chance. And amazingly, she is willing to forgive me. Yes, I am exasperating, and that will probably never change. I think someone else found that out too. Speaking of that one. I was hoping to make peace with her.

She Wants Revenge "broken Promises For Broken Hearts"
Pay attention my love cause its over At the tip of my tongue is the price you weren't willing to pay Still this is something akin to a breakdown And your impression of a woman supposed to be easy to see That there'd be torn up photos and lonely nights Cursing crying and drawn out fights Make up sex and a brand new start Broken promises for broken hearts When you look back now was it special? Or was it nothing but anecdote that you can tell now and then I delude myself it was worth it Even though from the beginning I could see exactly how it would end That there'd be torn up photos and lonely nights Cursing crying and drawn out fights Make up sex and a brand new start Broken promises for broken hearts Torn up photos and lonely nights Cursing crying and drawn out fights Make up sex and a brand new start Broken promises for broken hearts I wanna wish you away, I wanna wish you away I wanna wish you away, I wanna wish you away? I wana kiss you away Torn up photos

That One Question I Asked You
Hi there, as you may remember I asked few of you why it is important to support the troops. Seeing Fubar had decided to update peoples messages/inbox..I am sorry to inform you that i lost your replies. I did read them though but I had no opportunity to save them. Would you please be so kind as to tell me again...why you as a service member, active or not, believe it is important to support the troops ? thank you for taking your time to tell me and again I am sorry. xoxo Lady Z

"lollipop (remix)" (feat. Static Major, Kanye West)
"Lollipop (Remix)" (feat. Static Major, Kanye West) [Lil Wayne - Intro] Uh-huh...No homo (Young Mula, baby...) I say he so sweet, make her wanna lick the rapper... Remix, baby! [Kanye West] Lollipop, lollipop Breasts is just like Dolly Part-on She ride my spaceship 'til she hit the top That hit the spot, 'til she ask "How many li-i-li-i-licks do it take 'til she get to shop?" Don't worry why my wrist got so freeze Tell her, "Girl, like Doritos, that's (na-cho cheese)" Tell her friends, "Like Fritos, I'm tryin to (Lay) I cain't (only have one) and I ain't tryin to wait" This a song with Wayne, say you know it's gon' melt Butchu ain't finna murder me like everybody else I'ma rap like I got some type of respect for myself I don't do it for my health, man I do it for the belt Man, I do it to the death, 'til the roof get melt Hunnid degrees, drop the roof, so the Coupe don't melt Man, the flow so cold, chicken soup won't help We need fo' mo' hoes, we need ohh-ohh-OH-OHHH!! You know what i

U2 - The Saints Are Coming Ft. Green Day Lyrics
There is a house in New OrleansThey call the risind sunIt's been the ruinOf many a poor boyAnd God I know I'm oneI cried to my daddy on the telephone, "how long now?""Until the clouds unroll and you come home," the line wentBut the shadows still remain since your descent, your descentI cried to my daddy on the telephone "How long now?""Until the clouds unroll and you come home" the line wentBut the shadows still remain since your descent, your descent yeah, yeahThe saints are comingThe saints are comingI say no matter how I tryI realize there's no replyThe saints are comingThe saints are comingI say no matter how I tryI realize there's no replyLiving like birds in magnolia treesA child on a rooftopA mother on her kneesHer sign readsPlease, I am an AmericanDrowning sorrow floods the deepest grief, how long nowUntil a weather change condemns belief, how long nowWhen the night watchman lets in the thief, what's wrong nowThe saints are comingThe saints are comingI say no matter how I tryI

Greenday "wake Me Up When September Ends"
"Wake Me Up When September Ends" Summer has come and passedThe innocent can never lastwake me up when September endslike my father's come to passseven years has gone so fastwake me up when September endshere comes the rain againfalling from the starsdrenched in my pain againbecoming who we areas my memory restsbut never forgets what I lostwake me up when September endssummer has come and passedthe innocent can never lastwake me up when September endsring out the bells againlike we did when spring beganwake me up when September endshere comes the rain againfalling from the starsdrenched in my pain againbecoming who we areas my memory restsbut never forgets what I lostwake me up when September endsSummer has come and passedThe innocent can never lastwake me up when September endslike my father's come to passtwenty years has gone so fastwake me up when September endswake me up when September endswake me up when September ends

Private Messages Reset Last Night.
hey everyone, we had a major hardware failure (database) last night. due to our mad skillz and some good luck (mostly luck..) we were able to keep the site running, but we were unable to save the old private messages. they're gone forever to the big website in the sky. on a positive note-- since everyone's inbox was reset, new messages and the site in general should be quicker. sorry again guys. i'll make it up to everyone on friday.... ;) -mike

Funny Shit
Oil Change Instructions For Women: Drive into Ultra Tune when the odometer reaches 10,000 kilometers since the last oil change. Drink a cup of coffee , read free paper. 15 minutes later, pay bill leave with a properly maintained vehicle. Money spent: Oil Change: $40.00 Coffee: $2.00 Total: $42.00 Oil Change Instructions For Men: Wait until Saturday, drive to auto parts store and buy a case of oil, filter, kitty litter, hand cleaner and a scented tree, write a cheque for $50.00. Stop by the Bottle Shop and buy a slab of beer, write a cheque for $40, drive home. Open a beer and drink it. Jack car up. Spend 30 minutes looking for jack stands. Find jack stands under caravan. In frustration, open another beer and drink it. Place drain pan under engine. Look for 9/16 box end wrench. Give up and use crescent wrench. Unscrew drain plug. Drop drain plug in pan of hot oil: splash hot oil on you in process. Curse and swear. Crawl out from under car to wipe hot oil off face

The Strength Of A Father
the strength of a father is tender and kind but stren when he knows whats right the strength of a father brings joy to life the joys a father endures on a journey with his little girl is unexplainable by words at all the person who truely knows is a father a father experiences many things from the time his little girl is born until she is all grown up you see there is one journey a father must face that becomes one of the hardest he'll face yet the holding back of tears as he walks and gives his little girl awayon the day she'll change her name the strength of a father is one of gods tests in life god picks his fathers wisely of course he chooses those who are brave and can handle the changes being a father may bring the strength of a father is as strong as a soldier, yet as calm as a soaring eagle the strength of a father comes in many forms but on thing thats true the love of a father never changes shape, state or form the love of a father is stong and true no

Randomness
how does someone forget about 3 children? how does someone go one creating a new life forgetting the life they left behind? the mind is amazing but the soul knows........... how does one not hurt for the pain and absense their children feel? how does one pay for this? how does one quell murderous rage? ........................................................................................................................

One Of Those Random Surveys
STEP ONE: Spell your name with songs. M- Mama Knows the Highway E- Everybody Needs Somebody L- Lean On Me I- Ironic S- Some Fools Never Learn S- Sorry A- A Little Good News STEP TWO: – Name: Melissa -- Birth date: September 27 – Nickname: Missy – Eye Color: Geen. – Hair Color: depends on what mood Ms. Clairol is in – Zodiac Sign: Libra STEP THREE: –The shoes you wore today: gray Nikes. – Your weaknesses: lack of coordination --Your fear(s): growing old alone. --Your perfect pizza: bacon, mushrooms, and extra cheese --Goal you’d like to achieve: to finish my novel and be published STEP FOUR: – Your best physical feature: blegh – Your bedtime: depends on whether it's a school night – Most missed memory? my grandma STEP FIVE: This Or That… – Pepsi or Coke? Dr. Pepper – McDonald’s or Burger King: Taco Bell – Adidas or Nike: Nike. – Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: Tea is the debil – Chocol

Men And Shopping
This is why women should not take men shopping against their will.After I retired, my wife insisted that I accompany her on her trips toWal-Mart. Unfortunately, like most men, I found shopping boring andpreferred to get in and get out.Equally unfortunately, my wife is like most women - she loved to browse.Yesterday my dear wife received the following letter from the localWal-Mart:Dear Mrs. Samsel,Over the past six months, your husband has been causing quite acommotion in our store. We cannot tolerate this behavior and have beenforced to ban both of you from the store. Our complaints against Mr.Samsel are listed below and are documented by our video surveillancecameras.1. June 15: Took 24 boxes of condoms and randomly put them in people'scarts when they weren't looking.2. July 2: Set all the alarm clocks in Housewares to go off at 5-minuteintervals.3. July 7: Made a trail of tomato juice on the floor leading to thewomen's restroom.4. July 19: Walked up to an employee and told her

Kiss By Prince
You don't have to be beautiful to turn me on I just need your body baby From dusk till dawn You don't need experience To turn me out You just leave it all up to me I'm gonna show you what it's all about You don't have to be rich To be my girl You don't have to be cool To rule my world Ain't no particular sign I'm more compatible with I just want your extra time and your Kiss You got to not talk dirty, baby If you wanna impress me You can't be to flirty, mama I know how to undress me (Yeah) I want to be your fantasy Maybe you could be mine You just leave it all up to me We could have a good time You don't have to be rich To be my girl You don't have 2 be cool To rule my world Ain't no particular sign I'm more compatible with I just want your extra time and your Kiss Yes I think I wanna dance Gotta, Gotta Little girl Wendy's parade Gotta, gotta, gotta Women not girls rule my world I said they rule my world Act your age, mama (Not your shoe size) Not your shoe size Maybe we could

Fubar Lame?
I come on yesterday to see that my name was gone and redid it, come to find out that FUBAR isn't allowing any of the ~ ☼ in the names & no skins??? Am I missing something here? Cause it seems to be getting worse by the day, almost like MYSPACE if you ask me but at least there you can have all these things. O'well maybe they'll fix it or bring all that good jazz back for us to use...

Never Enough By Five Finger Death Punch
I'm so fed up with everyone around me(No one seems to care)I'm just so far gone and nothing's gonna change(I'll never be the same) It's always do this, do that, Everything they want toI don't want to live that wayEvery chance they get their alwaysPushin me away [Chorus:]It's never enoughNo it's never enoughNo matter what I say It's never enoughNo it's never enoughI'll never be what you want me to be It's all so messed up and no one ever listens(Everyone's deranged)I'm just so fucked up and I'm never gonna change(Wanna lay it all to waste) Their always say this, say that, Nothing that you want toI don't want to live that wayEvery chance they get their alwaysShovin me aside [Chorus] I'm Done [Bridge:]In the end we're all just chalk lines on the concreteDrawn only to be washed awayFor the time that I've been givenI am what I am I'd rather hate youFor everything you areThan ever love youFor something you are not I'd rather you hate meFor everything I amThan have

Bad Company By Bad Company
Company Always on the run Destiny is the rising sun Oh I was born 6-gun in my hand Behind a gun I'll make my final stand That's why they call me Bad company And I can't deny Bad company Till the day I die Till the day I die Till the day I die Rebel souls Deserters we are called Chose a gun and threw away the sun Now these towns They all know our name 6-gun sound is our claim to fame I can hear them say Bad company And I won't deny Bad Bad company Till the day I die Till the day I die SOLO Bad Bad company I can't deny Bad company Till the day I die And I say it's Bad company Oh Yeah---Yeah Bad company Till the day I die Oh Yeah Tell me that you are not a thief Oh But I am Bad Company It's the way I play Dirty for dirty Oh Somebody Double-crossed me Double-cross Double-cross Yeah We're Bad company Kill in cold blood

Tarot...
Love is a dance, a dance that never ends. Love never dies, not as people die. It lingers in that distant gaze into nowhere, it hides in memory. The bond between two hearts never dies. A perfectly smooth chain, it forever binds. Though seperation may stretch it impossibly thin, it endures. Some say animals have no need for love, that thier bonds are just part of everything. But Swans bond for life, for them it is everlasting. A mother Bear will fight to the death for her cubs, a life worth dying for. No thought of love? Love without thought. Humans gave love a name, just as they filled the starry sky with heroes and monsters, because this turned them into stories. We love stories because once something is a story it can be changed. Theres your problem right there. We danced around each other, exchanging possiblity with fantasy, desire with dreams. It worked perfectly, that is until the false cob of your past could no longer stand you to c

Ugg Boots Work In All Season
Ugg boots come in so many styles and colors, it's hard to keep track of them all. Men's Uggs come in more basic, classic colors and styles, but for women, it's "anything goes" in terms of colors and styles. After all, women need a pair of shoes for every outfit, and, with Ugg Boots, you can almost do that. Get some Uggs in ankle-high, mid-calf, and tall versions. You can find Uggs that have flat heels or more chunky and textured soles. Generally, Ugg boots are considered to be a casual footwear, meaning they go great with your favorite jeans. Pair them with a short skirt and opaque tights or a long skirt for some comfortable yet stylish wardrobe choices. Winter, spring, summer, or fall, Ugg boots work. Being exceptionally warm, your feet stay cozy in the cold weather. Because they are made from natural sheepskin materials, the fibers breath and your feet won't get sweaty or smelly in the warm weather, either. Just about the only time you can't wear Ugg Boots is during particularly we

Thoughts & Prayers
You have no idea what our troops have given up so u can come in here have fun-meet people & share the Love-I am a retired Marine-I have 2 sons & a grandson in the Marine Corps,this Aug. my youngest will be going in to Boot Camp @ Parris Island S.C- he will be the 8th generation Marine in OUR family-I did 22.5 yrs active duty- Please remember them in your thoughts & PRAYERS (if u PRAY)-no politics- just AMERCANS doing what most could not-SEMPER-FIDILIS-Marine Motto-it is Latin 4; ALWAYS FAITHFUL- THAT IS WHAT IS MISS IN THE U.S.A. "FAITH"

Your Lovin Talks To Me!!!
The Day an Angel Kissed Me You brought a smile to my lips, You brought color to my cheeks. You made my heart beat faster, You made my knees go weak. You outstretched your arms, And wouldn't let me fall. You didn't do it quick enough, Because I fell for you after all And in your eyes I can see the future, With your words you melt my heart. It's like love covered my eyes, And I'm walking in the dark. But all I have to do is grab your hand, And you will lead the way. Thinking back now, It all happened that day. When I was blinded by love And could not see. That was the day, When an angel kissed me. To the man who means everything to me -x-

Worse.
Ravaging you, it's stuck in my head like... one, two...three.. where are we? Come and get it, I've got it open wide for you. Take it, break it, it's yours. th-thump, th... I've got my hackles up, don't try to tell me she's not...

Bruce Lee, Quotes Of His Philosophies You Can Live By Daily.
Life is a constant process of relating. Knowledge will give you power, but character will give you respect. if you love life, don't waste time, for time is what life is made up of. If you think a thing is impossible, you'll make it impossible. life is an ever-flowing process and somewhere on the path some unpleasant things will pop up - it might leave a scar, but then life is flowing on, and like running water, when it stops, it grows stale. go bravely on .... because each experience teaches us a lesson .... Optimism is a faith that leads to success. A goal is often not meant to be reached, it often serves simply as something to aim at. Man, because he is a creative individual, is far more important than any style or system.

[the Most Wonderful Time Of The Year]
Y'know what I'm not going to do here? Post fucking song lyrics. Uh anyway. I need a few days off.For several reasons, but Also, I'll get this out of the way Two years ago I went to jail. *gasp!* Yeah, if you were keeping up you already knew about that.What I'd like to say I've accomplished in that time is ...... how I'd like to celebrate my life is: ... Alright, I got nothing.*looks back to one year ago*Okay, I have my degree, I'm casually dating someone, I have a full time job, I'm not experiencing constant searing stomach pain, I have disposeable income.My house is cleared of all rodents and sloppy moldy messesI have time to appreciate (not enjoy- appreciate, as in I work now so it makes my free time exponentially better)my free time and hobbies. I'm not up to my neck any more.More like my ankles. I've laughed.I've loved.I've sang and cried. I'm not where I want to be.Still need another Zero on my paychecks.Still need a romance that won't explode in my face.Stil

Howard To Judge Beauty Contest Of Tiger's Mistresses
Howard Stern is hosting a beauty pageant in his radio studio on March 10. The contestants will be competing for a black diamond and cash prizes. According to FoxNews.com, Howard will have 4 of Tigers mistresses in the contest. But one of the girls is now trying to get out of it. If Howard does pull it off you can expect it to be sexually charged. http://www.foxnews.com/entertainment/2010/03/03/exclusive-howard-sterns-tiger-woods-mistress-pageant-loses-contestant/?utm_source=feedburner&utm_medium=feed&utm_campaign=Feed%253A+foxnews%252Fentertainment+%2528Text+-+Entertainment%2529 BlastFM is musically charged 24/7 for your enjoyment. Drop in anytime will ya! www.live365.com/stations/blastcasterfm

A Song By The Cure
A Song By The Cure you look like you could do with a friend she said you look like you could use a hand someone to make you smile she said someone who can understand share your trouble comfort you hold you close and i can do all of these i think you need me here with you you look like you do with a sister she said you look like you need a girl to call your own... like fabulous! fabulous! call me fabulous! and rubbing her hands so slow you stare at me all strange she said are you hungry for more? i've had enough i said please leave me alone please go it doesn't touch me at all it doesn't touch me at all you know that you could do with a friend she said you know that you could use a word like feel or follow or fuck she said and laughing away as she turned you've everything but no-one like the last man on earth and when i die i said i'll leave you it all door closes leaves me cold it doesn't touch me at all it doesn't touch me at all you really do need a sister she said you really do

Who Would Have Thunk It?
After going through three grulling days of internet marketing trainging, who whould have thought there was so much to it? One would think that it was pretty easy to get a web page marketed and up where people can find it. Well, it's not, and it is not fast either. If you are thinking about building a web page, and you want people to find it... ...be prepared for a whole lot of web based work. Vertical portals, humand edited search engins and the whole works. So anyway if anybody is wondering what those three days of training caused me to develope, check out www.noblesknives.com If you have any advice for internet marketing please, post and we can swap ideas. Thank You.

A Little Piece Of Fubar History Returns...
A long time ago on this site, there was a place where amazing people hung out and memories were created. It was a place where groups of people from all walks of the site hung out, met new friends and reacquainted themselves with old ones. It was more than just a lounge like you know them today, which are a shell of what they used to be. No my friends, this will be different. Something unlike anything most of you know today. The “Original” Danger Zone (not the rip off) was created back in 2006 on CherryTap. It was a top lounge for a long , long time. We welcome people from all aspects of the site, and have a little something for everyone. So tonight we open this new chapter in Fubar, by Grand Opening, with original members included, the one, the only…. See you there. Good times and great people, let’s bring the fun back to Fubar!

He's The Vampyr That Haunts Me
He haunts me I know not howHe comes to me and draws me nearHe cradles me and not let goHe says those words From long agoMy love My vampire princessCome to me againLet us be oneLet me lead you unto the darknessBe unto me that which you once wasBe the bride that I made you to beMy wife my love my mateIn death it took for us to beYou are the life I always hadWithout you there is only sadCome unto me againBe with meTake my hand as I lead you From sorrow and painTo love and destructionTo torture and pleasureYou belong to me as I do youDon't deny me that which I seekYou never left me as I left youI come to take you back to a time anewOur destiny awaitsNow join me Come unto me that which you areThe vampire princess that all bow beforeYour darkness flows deepAs light ascendsCandles flare under your handsCome my love let it beUs again in harmonyLet us destroy that of filthLeaving a path of bodies despairCome follow meI can't take you unless your willingDon't deny me long Force is upon youI will

Poetry
Taken away,Destroyed,Thrown,And torn.Where do we turn?Who do we go to?Silent tears and cries unheard.Our innocence stolen.Always afraid.Unsure of who to trust.Everything gone and stolen away.Love is dirty.Everything contaminated.We want to care.We want to trust.But Stolen Innocence is all we have.

Underworld Moaner
hey kiss me i kiss you kiss me i kiss you i know about you i talk about you i've been waiting for you in everybody wants to know you wrapped up in moon river then beyond the blinds and the new white sliding into the city tunnel beneath the feet of the people in the city roamin' roamin' roamin' in the city crossway boy crossway boy downtown waterfront boy in the shadows of the she's on the phone again she's on the phone again she's calling from America she's calling from america she's searchin'(?) she's moshing and the girls are diving and the girls are up to something animal boything up on the roof again boything to be down there there's every kind of act make it down to the Delaware(?) an up in your head moaner moaner moaner moaner rudy get the get the get the get the night the city loves you city loves a boyfriend long walks with a boyfriend city loves a boyfriend friends walking with the boyfriend and the nights with the boyfriend and the city lo

Need A New Name Lol
ok i like what i have but iono i need a new one .. these are some that ive had maybe go back or new? mcflirtyface or flirtyface adorably wicked giggly kitten lascivious kitten desolate beauty mcboobers any suggestions throw them out here !!

More Lyrics
Puddle of Mudd- Psycho Maybe I'm the oneMaybe I'm the oneWho is…The schizophrenic psycho… yeah…Maybe I'm the oneMaybe I'm the oneWho is…The schizophrenic psycho…She lays down on the fresh lawnShe can make everything magicalBut she tied one on big timeAnd it makes me want to rewindTo back in the days when we were youngWhen everything was like a loaded gunReady to go off in any minuteAnd you know we're gonna win againYeah you know we're gonna win againYeah you know we're gonna win againMaybe I'm the oneMaybe I'm the oneWho is…The schizophrenic psycho… yeahMaybe I'm the oneMaybe I'm the oneWho is…The paranoid flako… yeahShe lays down on the sidewalkNever very analyticalShe is something simply beautifulReappear when you feel magicalBack in the days when we were youngWhen everything was like a loaded gunReady to go off in any minuteAnd you know we're gonna win againYeah you know we're gonna win againYeah you know we're gonna

Bit O'rambling
This is just a heads up to my fine internet Fubarian friends: if you're having a "fight" with someone on my list or you hate someone on my list, do NOT expect me to choose sides. I like you both for a reason. If there ever comes a time where I end up not liking you, don't think I'm so feeble minded that I cannot make my own decisions and form my own opinion. I don't give a crap about fu-drama. I come on here because I'm bored and I can usually have a few laughs and pass the time. I have said this many times IRL and online: I do NOT hate by association. Just because my friend may not like someone, does not mean I am obligated to not like them too. Another note I've been meaning to mention: yes, I get into MuMM quarrels. I am opinionated and I speak my mind, I don't care if it hurts your feelings. After responding a couple of times, I usually get bored and I don't even go back to that MuMM. I have found that when the person you are internet "fighting" with realizes you really don't gi

My Week So Far
"Don't let the cat lick your eyelashes" my great niece Abi shouted. There was no danger of me letting her evil cat near my face; it has the temperament of Naomi Campbell on one of her hormonal days. I have never known such a moody cat in my life. Seriously it goes into attack mode from the far end of the hall when it sees me and it regularly cuddles up to the kids then turns on them. It's stopped using its nails on them and basically boxes their wee cheeks with its pads...but the intention is still there. I do love going over to see Abi, Shaun and Julia but Myra Hindley the cat always manages to have a go at me for no reason and I LOVE CATS...yet it still resists my cat luring charms. I think it's slightly mental. Anyway had fun seeing Ann Mags and the kids- their house is always chaotic when I arrive and this visit was no different. Julia was doing tumbles and banging her spine off the coffee table, Shaun was clattering all over the hall with a ball and Abi was draggi

An Apology To Veterans And Seniors
I would like to take this opportunity to apologize to two groups of Americans: our military veterans, and all senior citizens who are members of the World War II era, also known as The Greatest Generation. I want to apologize for myself and my generation not doing our part to be more like you. You sacrificed, took risks, did without, and delayed gratification of one sort or another for a cause greater than yourselves. My generation and the rest of the American population has been rather cowardly when it comes to defending our liberties. Not that we have not had plenty volunteer for military service, because we have. Our cowardice has been in not standing up to our own government's weakness, deceit, and manipulation. You see, we have now endured several "wars" which have been pathetic, at best. Not the actions of our soldiers, but the actions of our government and the inaction of our citizens. Most recently, by my count, we have been "at war" for nearly a decade. But honestly, we are no

Lying Alone In The Wake Of A Dream
broken glass under my feet brings flashbacks of broken promises and shattered dreams. all things unfinished and wounds wide open. the scars constantly craving to sew themselves shut breathe with their own life. incomplete. numb to the pain of it as tolerance to it builds. what once incapacitated me is now a buzzing of a fly. only pestering in the silence of an empty room. this bug near my ear now. begging to be snuffed from its existence. a 24 hour life span drawm out for years, seeming eons. someday, this fly shall be swatted by the right one. allowing me to sleep again and giving it the end it wishes would come. when it is safe to dream again. when the buzzing of a saw no longer triggers the terrors of nite in my skull. no more will the blood be on my hands when i awake. no more will i clench damp sheets and scream for mercy. someday, it shall sleep eternally, and i may sleep soundly through the deafening silence. someday.

Application For Apps Cafe!
DJ: Using the SAMS Broadcast software, play music through the lounge to entertain the listeners. Actively monitor the requests In the lounge, and communicate with the Head DJ, in regards to any schedule conflicts. Above all else have fun. The more fun the DJ has the more fun there is in the room. Greeter: While in the lounge, actively engage people as they enter, and continue to make everyone feel welcome and a part of the family while also trying to get visitor’s to hit the subscribe button. Make everyone feel welcome and have fun. Promoter: Coding/Graphics: Promotion is an all encompassing task, from going to people's pages and leaving comments, to talking about the lounge as you interact with others on FuBar. The key focus of promotions, is to promote in a positive manner where new members are brought to the lounge. Creativity is highly encouraged. Keep all the coding clear and function for the smoothness of the lounge. The graphics team helps design cool gr

Heart, Inc.
Couple of weeks ago, I removed her pic as the wallpaper on my iPod touch... Last night, I removed her pic as my cellphone's wallpaper... *sigh* I've been told by friends in RL as well as on here I should open up more, so welcome to my emo-blog. I've had folks on here reply to my status with sad faces and concern, even though I'm making a joke of the situation. It's almost become the norm with me.... Girl gets to know me and is quick to say the "L" word. We have a great romantic friendship for awhile... And then, *POOF* ...she's gone... No explanation. It's come to the point that this is how I expect all my romances to end with, and I have no other way to deal with it but shrug and joke about it :p On a side note, I'd like to thank you folks that I joke around with on here. I know I don't open up, but just mindless banter with ya'll really helps ;)

How To Fuck Up Your Life In About 4 Years...
Hello... I'm going to tell you the story of how i fucked up the first 5 years of my 20s. I grew up in Florida living with my mom, and about 5 years ago i decided to move to Alabama to live with my dad for a while and see what I could find there... A few months before my 21st birthday i met a guy named Jay, i fell in love with him the second i saw him and had no idea that 11 months later he would turn my world upside down, i never saw it coming. We met in Nov. of 06 quickly fell in love moved in together and were together until he left for the army, we still talked while he was away, but when he got home from basic and ait he was different, but i was still madly in love... apparently he was not, he broke up with me for no real defined reason and for the next 3 years he continued to drag me along, toying with my emotions giving me just enough time to start moving on with my life and then boom, he was back in, but only for just long enough to secure my love and run away again. May of 08 i

No Matter What Happens
I just want to tell my friends here, those who know me and those who have just connected, that I love you all, no matter what happens to me, now or in the near future. Things aren't getting any better, in fact, in some ways, I feel that they're getting worse. More and more resumes sent out. No interviews since November. This isn't worth it. I really don't care anymore. In a lot of ways, things have gotten worse, not better. When I 1st lost my job, I had 5 interviews in the 1st 4 months. Since November, i've had 3, 1 would have meant moving and 2 werent even in my field. I feel worthless Today was 8 months since I lost my job, I'm no closer to finding work, I'm feeling more and more drained by this. Something REALLY scary happened to me yesterday. I had to buy a gift and I was at the mall on the 2nd level and I was thinking about how I couldn't spend what I what I wanted to spend because of being out of work for so long. I went to the railing and looked down and seriously consid

Looking Back
Walking down that old path, that one you use to wonder threw as a child. Looking around everywhere at the place you once long to be free from everything. Now looking at it, it seems like nothing. That large tree in the far distence, with its giant limb that you use to jump and swing from has all but fallin to peices on the ground. Wondering, what could have come by to cause such a force for that huge limb to just fall to nothingness. Looking around at all these things takes you back. Maybe it defines what you have become or aloud yourself to become. Unlike that lost forgotten place, you can mend your limbs and build yourself back up. That is if you will do it. Force yourself to get back up. It was so much easier as a child to fall and get back up again. Back then it was more of a will to get up again then having to just because you must. I suppose ill keep going, why not. Looking back at that old path to my childhood, something that was once bright, beautiful and full of life, but has

Where My Head At
life is shitty right now no job no bread in my pocket. shit is like a rollercoaster, like i know i aint prefect and i try my best. but's hard around here to be in a postive mind when i either get attiude what annoy's me when i get a salty look or a vibe when i don't know what's wrong, i stay off this fubar shit so i dont hear a problem. i fill more depress each and everyday sometimes i fill like u fill like i owe you something out of life. yeah i admit i have done wrong in some shit but i dont like when im trown under the bus still i dont talk to nobody i play the ps3 and try to stay out of ur way. hell im lucky if we sleep in the same bed sometimes and lately that aint been happening why i have no clue only you know the answer to that. i dont go snooping around in ur shit like you do to me although i have shit to hide i just hate it cause that's some shit alicia shit she use to do to me. so of course im going to be defencesive about my shit. and the smart comment's and stus shit is so

My B-day
HAD FUN GOT A NEW PAIR OF COVER ALLS HAD A GOOD DINNER ATE SOME CAKE GOT HOME AND WENT TO BED SHE DIDNT WANT TO MAKE LOVE TO I DONT THINK SHE EVER WILL MAKE LOVE TO ME IM NOT WANTED IN THAT WAY. IM GOOD ENOUGH TO PAY HALF THE BILLS SHARE IN HALF THE HOUSE WORK BUT IM NOT GOOD ENOUGH TO BE MADE LOVE TO HOW SORRY OF A LIFE I HAVE

Changes In My Life
While i was away, i had time to think. and I yes i will be a fubar lifer i just wont go nuts like i have in the past I did met a wounderful man on hear and yes we are still together, we love each other very much. but back to what i was saying, I made changes in my life and now i am making my changes on here on fubar. yes i started out a bit open very open with my body with picture and i regreted in alots of ways because i made myself look bad and some few choice words i can't bring myself to say, well they are gone from here and my pcu i don't need pictures like that to disgrace myself i am better then that. plus i have a wounderful man that loves for who I am. I will be on fubar here and there from time to time i do miss my friends here yes i did make really great friends like jesse, tomcat, bill, to mention a few just remember there is a life out there don't get lost in the realems of the pcu. Mary

Joke
At the end of the tax year, the IRS office sent an inspector to audit the books of a local hospital. While the IRS agent was checking the books he turned to the CFO of the hospital and said, "I notice you buy a lot of bandages. What do you do with the end of the roll when there's too little left to be of any use?" "Good question," noted the CFO. "We save them up and send them back to the bandage company and every now and then they send us a free box of bandages." "Oh," replied the auditor, somewhat disappointed that his unusual question had a practical answer. But on he went, in his obnoxious way. "What about all these plaster purchases? What do you do with what's left over after setting a cast on a patient?" "Ah, yes," replied the CFO, realizing that the inspector was trying to trap him with an unanswerable question. "We save it and send it back to the manufacturer, and every now and then they send us a free package of plaster." "I see," replied the auditor, thinking hard a

Stanza 365 Day 365
A couple of days into week 6 of Stanza 365 and still going (insert Energizer bunny joke here lol). Today's installment includes a slight verbal typo in the podcast. I guess I should wait til I'm completely awake before reading it. :P Find it and all the previous installments at ... http://stanza365.wordpress.com/

Untitled
Do you remeber last night? Pounding, pulsing, High frequency hatred Teasr away Inadaquacy and fear Pressed against the wall Thrust into the pain Swirling in the dark, The strobing dark Little pools of crimson Is what you don't understand Poor you All alone Afraid To be like me To be just like me Stiching the skin Still causes me to bleed Suffering with the rest Makes me feel alive Just.... To be .... counted amongst the dead...

Your Invited Come Join The Fun!!!
http://fubar.com/lounge/71007 Were going to do an 80s metal night on friday March 5th..@ ROCKERS PLAYGROUND and WOULD LOVE TO HAVE YOU JOIN US!!!!!THERE WILL BE RANDOM BLINGING, GOOD TUNES, GREAT PEOPLE AND FUN FUN!!!!!!!!!!!!! SO YOUR INVITED TO COME JOIN IN THE FUN.....

It's Over Now...
Yeah. I'm a mean chick. I totally had random, yet unfortunately not anonymous, nookie with my not-quite-homie. I didn't realize at the time that the challenge to chug from the boys was an attempt to get me smashed. They didn't realize id kick so much ass. I can drink. It didn't matter. The ugliest of them all - and easiest - only had to mention nookie, and it was on. FOR HOURS! Ewww. He kept tryin to talk, but with my shushin also came the idea that he was bein used. He got me smashed, and i used him. Poor guy. Fuck what was i thinkin? So... this should be the last sexually related blog for a while, i gotta get tested... now. And, btw, we got snow last nite... i walked my happy ass through it around 630 ish this morn. I been sayin we need the weather. There. I told people. Yay for what anonymity i can get here.

Completely Serious Issue
Ok I think ive put up with just about enough lately... Im so tired of being let down and people assuming they know me... Im tired of hearing me vent Im tired of having to explain to people why i do crap.. I actually considered deleting my profile earlier this week.. This is what you need to know and you choose to make a choice whether you want to be friends with me or not... then re add me later cause im deleting everyone! OH and if your coming to read this and your hiding fuck have some balls and say im here i hate you if that's how you fucking feel... 1. I am not a liar 2. I dont give two shits if im popular 3. I choose my friends you choose yours $. My friends fight their own battles just like i fight mine.. If someone came up to me and said your friend is a cunt.. they are no longer my friend... 5. I will if i see you doing something to hurt each other stand my ground and tell you both off. 6. I am not here to hurt people 7. I love my friends dearly and if they hav

How The Hell?!?!?!?
so i applied for an extension on my drivers license because i moved and apparently my license has been suspended in oregon even though i have never had a license there because a ticket i had that got paid apparently wasnt recorded so now my mom has to find the receipt that says its been paid and washington(where i have my license) says i need an eye exam even though i only needed it for my CDL they now want one for a regular license now too....this is fucking gheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeey

Vanished
All my thougths vanish,The momment I see her eyes.My mind so lost in them,Never wanting to say goodbye. With just one look from her,My will would vanish,my resistance gone.My heart cannot run away,From thier sweet song. If I ever had the choice,With her never I will.My eyes would long to see her,Her beauty they would never fill. I hope never again comes a day,Where this beauty is not in my eyes.I thank my God for this gift of her,His beauty that fell from heavens sky's.

Mature Women
So, I have dated a couple older women. Some I had to convince to give it a shot. I absolutely loved the relationships, and now I have very little intrest in younger women. As an older woman would you consider hooking up with a younger man? If so, how much younger? If not why? Just trying to get some feedback from the beautiful mature women here on Fubar.

Go On, Ask.
So I signed up today for one of them thar Formspring.me thingers. You can ask me anything you want, anonymously, and I answer it. So go ask me some stuff! http://www.formspring.me/jramboz EDIT: Look who else is cool and has a Formspring! http://www.formspring.me/MissAlicks

Cinderella - Don't Know What You Got Til It's Gone
I can't tell ya baby what went wrongI can't make you feel what you felt so long agoI'll let it showI can't give you back what's been hurtHeartaches come and goAnd all that's left are the wordsI can't let goIf we take some time to think it over babyTake some time, let me knowIf you really want to goDon't know what you got till it's goneDon't know what it is I did so wrongNow I know what I got it's just this songAnd it ain't easy to get backTakes so longI can't feel the things that cause you painI can't clear my heart of your love it falls like rainAin't the sameI hear you calling far awayTearing through my soulI just can't take another dayWho's to blameIf we take some time to think it over babyTake some time let me knowIf you really wanna goDon't know what you got till it's goneDon't know what it is I did so wrongNow I know what I got it's just this songAnd it ain't easy to get backTakes so longDo you wanna see me beggin' babyCan't you give me just one more dayCan't you

All I Could Give
For this beauty all I could give,If only just to see her smile again.I would give her my last breath,To her my heart I would send. Would she ever want me close,And hold me in her heart so deep.Could I be in her thoughts,As she lays down to a peaceful sleep. Long has this beauty been in my mind,She smiles at me throughout my day.She is a true gift to me more each momment,Beyond any words my heart could ever say. My wish is for her hearts happiness,And mine longs to be with hers.If she would ever choose me,forever happy,She would be,of this I'm totaly sure.

Did Obama's Health Summit Work?
President Obama's seven-hour health care summit last Thursday wassupposed to be a game-changer for the reform debates. It was not. Though liberals and conservatives agree that the nation's health caresystem is in desperate need of reform, consensus on ways to achievethese reforms remains virtually nonexistent. As Time magazine reports,all the health care summit did was emphasize the sides' "fundamentally- and irreconcilably - different views of how to go aboutfixing the nation's health care system." The stalemate continues. Concerns about the high costs, unprecedented federal expansion andoversight and unconstitutional mandates were left unresolved. Nothingfundamental changed. But if Obamacare is to gain any support, fundamental change -- namely starting over -- is necessary. There was one significant change that sprung from the summit: ThePresident's admission that his plan would not reduce the cost ofprivate health insurance. Obama's most important health reformp

Pictures You Post
This is one of my Family and this is her story. I realize Right up front, that it is all my own fault, but here is my story. I put a few sexy pictures in my albums and started getting more frequent ratings, comments, and some good blings. Along with all of these were requests for more, to include some personal salutes. As I posted more pics to get the points and the blings, the special requests came more frequent, and I was soon drunk on the popularity, and was putting up almost anything, with only two things in mind, Leveling, and ranking every day. Well, I got more than I bargained for, and unfortunately have learned a very hard lesson on what can happen when you stop thinking. Thanks to all the men and women on fu who kept asking for more, and making more and more promises, pushing me more and more into the nude pictures. I am now in Jail on some serious charges. I have lost everything. I have lost my kids. I have lost my job. I will probably be in Jail for qu

A Womens Strengths
A women has amazing strengths. She can deal with stress & carry heavy burdens. She smiles when she feels like screaming, She sings when she feels like crying. She cries when she is happy & laughs when she is afraid, But her love is always unconditional. But there is only one thing wrong with her she forgets what she is worth. If u care or even love her remind her once in a while

Crosby's Olympic Gear Missing
Crosby's Olympic gear missing TORONTO — Some very special pieces of Canadian Olympic hockey equipment are missing. The gloves and stick used by Sidney Crosby to score the winning goal in Canada's gold medal victory over the U.S. at the Vancouver Winter Olympics on Sunday are unaccounted for, Hockey Canada said Tuesday night. Crosby flung the equipment into the air after his overtime goal in Canada's dramatic 3-2 win. ``After the game, with all the celebration and everything, the equipment was all collected and it was being put in the players' bags,'' said Johnny Misley, Hockey Canada's executive vice-president of hockey operations. ``(It) was noticed that Sidney's stick — that he scored the winning goal with — and his gloves, were missing. ``We're doing a little bit of an investigation to find out what happened.'' Misley said the Hockey Hall of Fame initially requested Crosby's stick for its collection. ``There was a request for Sid's stick at the time, but

True Colors (original By Aimee Lynn)
I could have never seenWhat you would do to meI was blinded by your face..Lost in those distant eyesSo many nights i criedDrowning in my discrase...(Chorus) Now I see that its youYour true colors shining throughNever going back nowPerfect Poison, Silent DeathNow I'm screaming my last breathand I'm never going back now...Where did i go wrongLike a siren's songYou pulled me in and drug me down..Back and forth we goDid you even knowThat my head was spinning 'round...This is the final wound, that i take from youI am finished with it all (backup vocals: You wont catch me when i fall)(Chorus)Now I see that its youYour true colors shining throughNever going back nowPerfect Poison, Silent deathNow I'm screaming my last breathand I'm never going back..Now I see that its youYour true colors shining throughNever going back nowPerfect poison, Silent deathNow I'm screaming my last breathand I'm never going back....Now

Part 3. Let The Game Begin
*As graceful as a swan the Mistress walks around to the front of him..places the ballgag over his mouth once more..tying it tightly. She wraps her arms around his back..pulling him close to her she licks her lips as she sinks her gleeming white teeth into hisneck..letting them break the skin she bites down harder..letting the blood fall into hermouth..and down his neck..Finally she releases him from her embrass she lets out with a deep unknown hunger.."I want to play a game..."**The man's cheeks still soaked with tears his body trembles with anger. Though the mistress keeps on pushing his spirit only gets stronger. Waiting for the right moment to strike He swears to himself Revenge will be sweet..and it will be tasted tonight**As the Baroness walks toward the table she speaks to the man like a tiger to her prey.."The rules of this game are simple, pet. Only one of us can win and I promise the other will be broken. I have spent my life being in control. Lets put my strength to the test.

Part 2 Just The Beginning
*As the dark mistress walks over to the table on the other side of the room She lightsfour candles putting a light glow over the room. The light dances over the walls to what seems to be a forgotten melody. The misteress takes one candle out of its holderWalking over to her struggling victim. She pulls the flame close to his face. His darkeyes glow at the burning flame..the sweat falling from his forehead gleams like a diamond sky. The baroness smiles wickedly holding back a chuckle she says to him "Whats the matter? Scared of a little fire?..Well dont worry my pet. I wont burn you.Not yet anyway..If you are good..this will only hurt a little" The young mans eyeswiden with fear as he mumbles under his gag.**The demonic goddess pulls a lever next to her feet..The mans chains loosen as she pushes him backward. His chains spread his arms and legs as he is hanging in the air.Running her nails over his thighs she pulls out her knife..Sliding it up his shorts..Slicing them off his body..then

Part 1. A Long Night Ahead
*The beautiful Mistress enters her quiet home with grace. Her long flowingblack dress tracing the floor. Raven black hair falling slightly into her face. Green eyes pierce through all in the way. Her soft pink lips form into a slightsmirk as she hears the faint screams of her new captive**In the dark the tall young man screams through his gag. Sweat falls from hisbrow. The air smells musty almost like a forgotten cave. The metal that Keeps Him in place is as cold as death. His breathing becomes heavy. Fear sweeps Over him.**From the far end of the house the clicking sound of her high heels fill the room. As she gets closer to her new pet she can smell his fear. Her blood beginsto boil. The excitement is intoxicating. She stops to enter her room. Slipping into her proper attire. A woman like herself wouldn't dare be caught out of Character for her favorite activities. She slides her body out of her dress while grabbing her long leather whip and laying it neatly on her bed. As the scream

Where Were You
Did you ever notice the things that went wrong..Could you see my heart screaming like a song..I knew that this would end this way..Now I just can't think of the words to say..All the signs were there..where were you..I told you its not fair..although still true..How can you stand by knowing of how i feel..Knowing that love and hope just isnt real..All the feelings I bury deep..Ripping my soul for our love to keep..Hoping that someday i shall lay to rest..No longer putting my strength to the test..I know I could never truly pull the trigger..So I stand alone as a hollow figure..Trying to forget what i know is right..Pleading on my knees to win this fight..Can you really stand there to watch me cry..Knowing that I'm screaming to say goodbye..What would you do if i were gone..Could you finally release me..Let me move on.

Battle Of Love
I feel this blood trailing down my chesthoping my soul will be laid to restfighting to the end to win this wartrying to remember what this life is forthe hole in my chest just wont closeno apologies needed, no sympathy roseyou're so far out of sightit gets so hard to fighti know that i'll keep goingif i continue knowingThat you love me, you'll bleedNot for battle or for greedbut for me, no matter the painno matter your gainjust to know your by my sideNothing but hope and prideFighting through the rain and the firethat im your one desireI know i ask a lot but my heart is all i've gotand its right here for you nowcome take it if you know howthis is my only tokenits damaged and its broken but its all i have to givei will die and i will livebut now its up to youmy heart forever true..just take this pain awaycuz now i have come to sayI love you

A Broken Heart
You told me you loved me..you swore that you caredWhy wait till now for the truth to be shared? How could you do this to me..this is our dreams..Why is it nothing is ever what it seems?You say this isnt our last fare well..though now i fear..i have no story to tell..No hope no love..no light to guide me.No longer living without you beside me..This is your choice..now lay in your grave..The life you destroy is the one you wanted to save..I'm done with lies..and inflicted tears..Tired of all these wasted years..Thank you for being just like the rest..When all your strength was put to the test..I thought you were different. I thought this was real..My heart is shattered..nothing left to steal..You now hold the pieces that can never be complete..Hoped someday our souls would meet..Now I lay dying..helpless and broken..You broke my heart..my only token..I tryed to be your everything to only be worth none..I have lost you now..you were the only one..The only one who ever made me smile..Wante

Eternal Hell
Sitting here everyday..I drive myself insane. Unable to understand the evil that some are capable of. A husband willing to lay hands on his wife..Force himself upon her..Tearing her soul to pieces. Day after day taking ever ounce of hope she had left...beating her down farther and farther.. Feeling your hand strike me as I fall to the ground..i choke down tears and anger..begging for the strength to make it through this night. So many nights i have sat over you..looking at the blade in my hand..Wanting to take away the one thing you hold so dear. Your life..A life you have wasted hurting those around you..taking the lives of the innocent...breaking them..leaving them to die..How could one person be so evil..How could you live with yourself. You deserve to die. I think about my daughter..One you once called your own. Even now you push her..trying to take her life as you have done mine..I have to get out..I have to stop you. I cant let you do this anymore..why...why would you do it? I sc

A Kiss Goodbye
Many years i have hushed my heartI knew these feelings right from the startSitting and waiting but forever trueHolding onto memories i made with youI miss your hug and sweet embraseI miss your smile always on your faceThe happiness you bring will never endThe strength you give me will never bendFor too long i have kept this inHoping for the day you would see withinSee through this wall i built so strongFeel this love It is never wrongI would die to go back and show you beforehow i was always craving this going back for moreThe times for us were never kindBroken hearts and unsound mindSomehow now we still stand tallSo many have waited to see us fallBut now we rise for the world to seeThat you and I were meant to beI only see one last requestAll i ask is you do your bestA kiss hello..A kiss for loveA kiss below and a kiss above..All these kisses need no reason why..but please dont ever give me a kiss goodbye

Not Around Much
I have been busy alot lately..and tired. Not sure if somethings wrong with me..physically or just that I dont sleep much. Anyways.. I have not felt like being on here much. When I am on here.. I sit and wonder ,,why? I have maybe 3 who really give a damn about me. Those who I got added to my family..I wonder why? Yes..at one time they cared..and talked to me..but as of lately.. barely many do. I guess I am burnt out on here. Why come to a place..where you can be replaced as a friend so easily? I guess I come back..for those very few who do care.. I can only take so much though.. and I am about to that point. Its bad enough..hardly anyone talks much. I barely get rated much..orloved on any. WTF do you have to do to get attn on here? I have seen humungous cows even get attn. Maybe its the fact I dont freakin talk dirty to you.. or show you what you want. If thats what it takes.. then so be it.. I will just delete .

Lovely Theory
Why should the wedding ring be worn on the fourth finger? There is a beautiful and convincing explanation given by the Chinese. Thumb represents your -- Parents Second (Index) finger represents your Siblings Middle finger represents your Self Fourth (Ring) finger represents your Life Partner & Last (Little) finger represents your Children First, open your palms (face to face), bend the middle fingers and hold them together - back to back Secondly, open and hold the remaining three fingers and the thumb - tip to tip (As shown in the figure Above) Now, try to Separate your Thumbs (representing the parents)..., they will open, because your parents are not destined to live with you lifelong (Sorry but its the Truth), and have to leave you sooner or later. Join your thumbs as before and separate your Index fingers (representing siblings)... ., they will also open, because your brothers and sisters will have their own families and will have to lead their own separate lives. Now join the

A Lil Sumpin Xxxtra
OK, HERE IS WHAT WE HAVE GOING ON UNTIL THIS SATURDAY. TERESA NEEDS RATES AND COMMENTS FOR HER CONTEST. THE MORE RATES WE GET THE LESS COMMENTS WE NEED SO PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE TAKE JUST A SECOND TO CLICK ON HER PIC BELOW IN THE COMMENT AREA AND RATE IT OR SEE IF YOU CAN RERATE IT. ANY COMMENTING IS APPRECIATED, BUT SINCE THE SITE IS NO LONGER SET UP FOR BOMBING I DON'T EVEN LIKE TO ASK LOL! THE PERSON WITH THE MOST OVERALL POINTS (RATES & COMMENTS) WINS ALL. YOUR RATE CAN HELP US WIN! TERESA'S CONTEST ENDS THIS SATURDAY AT NOON FU TIME. NOW .... FOR A LIL SUMPIN SUMPIN....... IF YOU'RE LOOKING FOR TROUBLE, YOU'VE FOUND HER! THERE IS ANOTHER CONTEST ENDING THIS SATURDAY NIGHT. THIS IS A NSFW CONTEST. YES, I KNOW YOU WILL GO AND GAWK AT ALL OF THE CONTESTANTS BUT REMEMBER ITS A CONTEST AND WE'RE ASKING FOR YOUR VOTE, SO PLEASE VOTE ONLY FOR TROUBLE! LOL SHE IS THE FIRST 4 PICS IN THE FOLDER. T

03/02/10
Weighed in today.. lost the 2 pounds i gained last week pluse a little more In 7 weeks, I have lost TWENTY pounds... weeee :D Soooo yeah.. i have 5 weeks to lose 10 pounds so i can get my next tattoo... BTW.. I am taking donations for it LMAO

Big Freeze For Miserable 'easy Virtue' Stars
Colin Firth and Kristin Scott Thomas froze on the set of period comedy EASY VIRTUE - because the wintery conditions in rural England left them cold for days on end. Director Stephan Elliott had to shoot the film in England's coldest months - because it was the only time he could get his cast together. And the big freeze presented a host of problems for him, the crew and the actors. Firth tells WENN, "It was a miserable time of year. January in England, you have to be really lucky for it not to be unpleasant. We had some gorgeous winter sunshine on one or two days, but apart from that it's cold and muddy and depressing. I've now seen my fill of British stately homes with cold and drafty corridors." And his movie wife Scott Thomas was so cold throughout filming, she refused to take off her Ugg boots. Elliott explains, "I had to cut everyone off at the feet because they were all wearing Uggs and other things to keep them warm. Kristin point blank refused to take her Ugg boots off. It mu

Weathering The Storm, Written: 2-20-10
Written: 2-20-10 Pulling you close and drawing you near, Calms my heart and resolves my fear. Your gentle kisses and tender touch, causes the senses to overflow and my skin to flush. Senses alert and my body on fire, I submit my soul to you as I lay my offering upon the pire. Surrendering my love to you within the moment of life's creation, bonding of our souls beyond an earthly connection. Reaching up to touch your cheek, our eyes lock with no words to speak, Holding onto you tight, holding on with all my might. Like two ships lost out at sea, We've vowed to set each other free. My hands outstretched grasping at the air, our fingers intertwine and I KNOW you'll always be there. No one can love me like you do, From day one I promised and vowed my love to you. Once again I'm lost in the depth of your eyes, holding me captivated within the promise of no "Goodbye's". Waves crashing violently around us threatening to take us over, We hold on for dear life and search for cov

The Journey
Buried Talent: The medicine bundle:Symbols of connections,With Allies of the Earth,Medicine to heal usAnd give us rebirth.Talents to honor,Abilities to praise,Strength and compassionGuide our Medicine ways.This is the meaning of being asked to honor the wisdom of the the Ancestors and Allies.The strengths that are now possessed are my personal Medicine. Finding assistance from all around in that I may find the courage to support myself.Strength to be gained: Smoke SignalsSacred language of the sky Please speak to me.You who live where Eagle flies, Spirit I can see,In the form of Cloud People,Coming from the Fire.Sacred smoke you call meTo be my desires.Let me travel skyward With a heart so true,That may fly like EagleAnd be close to you.The meaning is clear intent. It is time to walk what I speak. A reminder from the Spirit World. Clear intent brings rewards on all levels and will speed my growth process. Take advantage of the power of my intentions.The Trunk: KokopelliKokopelli play f

Some Where I Belong
Where do I belong?Where have I been?I look back at the things that I have done.But what have I really done?Have I been a good friend?Am I proud of myself?Is there other things I want to do?When I leave this world we people even notice that I am gone?Have people recognized the things that I have done?Everyday is a struggle to find where I truly belong but is that even enough?Nothing seems as important as it use to.Will the tears fall or will smiles appear when I am done with the work that has been set before me?Will others think of me as an important part of their lives?Will I be easily disgarded or even missed?Sometimes I think to myself that if I left today it would be as if I was never here.So where do I belong?

No Where To Go
Time and time again the days roll byThings good and bad happen everydayConfused as darkness over takes mePlans made maybe too soonWhere do I go from here?Is the only question asked Is there light at the end if the tunnel?Or is there only darkness to come?I sit amongst what I called friendsBut are they really friends?After all I have done for others why?Is it me or something I did?I am not worth it to help and not be homeless?Will I always pay for those before me?Are the sins of others mine to repent for?I just wonder what I am to do nowWhere must I sleep in order to keep my sanityMy heart aches with agony I help always but no help in return do I receiveA home is all I wantA place to rest my head To walk amongst others with my head held highIs all this to much to ask for ?Should I be ashamed of swallowing my pride?Ashamed is what I feelAnger for the sins of others that make no senseAm I not human and deserve comfort and guidance?Are my questions of no importance to those around me?And s

Visions
Vision of the past come through clearly. As sleep washes over me. Sleep well deserved. I haven't slept much in a week. Today I took sleep medicine to fall into darkness.Visions of the past rushing upon me in waves of water. This means change. Now do I welcome the change or do I fight it? Even fighting it won't change the fact that in the end it will still happen. I sit pondering about the change to come. I want and welcome the change yet I still fear it. What is to come will be regardless if I want it.Eagle Bear calls to me from afar. My daughter don't fear what is meant to be. Come to the other side and see what change lies ahead. I reach for him yet he doesn't take it. My daughter you must do this alone. The path before you is yours. Embrace the destiny the awaits you. Shima tells me that I must walk with her. Tatonka says come we will show you the way.The tunnel to the past will not harm you yet it will be disturbing. The tunnel to the future will become you. You are growing my chil

Words
Last night he came to me and I wondered why. He came to warn me about time no longer being my ally. I will take you back to when I knew him and then maybe you will understand. It was a time of death. The air smelled of it. I sit here and smell the air vividly as if I am there. The scent of blood flowing freely. I see his face of love within my mind. His touch soft and sensual. His kiss of roses upon my lips. Walks down the town streets after midnight. The gentleman that he was. Our love was strong and we thought nothing could take it away. Then death came. He died. He visited me and looked upon me in my dreams and my life. I wanted to die to be with him. I was taken unwillingly then. I searched for ways to die again. To be without him was better than the darkness that had then become me. He was my protector my life. Then it was all taken from me. Life was never the same. I strolled in search of blood to stay a float to be with him. I thought that I was happy as long as I was with him.

Poetry
To be free To fly againTo feel aliveTo know deathWhy did he love me?How did he love me?When did he love me?Where did he love me?ConfusionUnanswered questionsNo peaceNo clueA pastA presentA futureNothing knownCluelessQuestionsAnswersLostI need directionI need someoneI need no oneI need everyoneA princessA warriorA kingA peasantYet today I Feel as I Am nothingNo oneNothing in betweenNothing hereNothing thereI walked thisEarth for thousands Of yearsSearching WaitingWonderingWatchingThey come They goAloneIn the darknessTo dealTo acceptTo acknowledgeTo becomeWho I once wasWho I amWho I will beEverything collidesThe presentThe pastThe futureOne by oneThey drop inThen they leaveNo where to been seenGo thenLeave Your good at itAs you always have been

Keep Forgetting (to Forget About You)
"Keep Forgetting (To Forget About You)" Na, Na, Noo Mmmm Yeah, Yeah Thinking back when we got together In our hearts we were saying forever So in love, boy we were so in love, mmm Jealousy wasn't what we wanted, we broke up And when you looked into my eyes I should of spoke up And held you near, then I wouldn't be alone And here it comes again Cause I remember every word that you said It all just keeps spinning around in my head But it don't matter what I try to do I keep on forgetting to forget about you And I don't want to think about you baby so much All the things we did and the way that we touched Just when I think about someone new I keep on forgetting to forget about you Forget about you, forget about Watch me turn around and forget, forget about you Forget about me and you I would be crazy to say that we were perfect And sometimes I was wondering if it was worth it But now I see, how could you run from me? And everytime I drive by your apartment I g

Monday Night Wars
well tna is at it again with wwe they are both gonna be on mondays thats history right there especially when tna has hogan and bischoff i think hogan is gonna make an impact on the monday night wars dont you think wwe raw has been on the air for 15 yrs i dont know which to chose its hard for a die hard wwe fan to chose between tna or raw like myself will see what happens march 8 at nine same time slot as raw stay tunned my fellow wrestling fans im out

Charlie & Brooke Love Their Sex
Charlie Sheen’s appetite for sex is not an act in his TV show. A website reports that the 2 and a Half Men star with his wife Brooke Mueller do threesomes with other women. Throw in some drugs for good measure and let the party begin. Read more about the party couple http://entertainment.blogs.foxnews.com/2010/03/02/charlie-sheen-brooke-mueller-three-way-sex-drugs/?test=faces BlastFM has a party 24/7 with no limit of participants. Check it out www.live365.com/stations/blastcasterfm

Ban? Omfg............
Stop Breed Specific Legislation Dear SPCA Tampa Bay Supporter: A Representative of Broward County has pushed through the Senate a bill that could release the ban against Breed Specific Legislation (BSL). On Thursday, March 4th, at 1:00pm, Senate Bill 1276 is on the agenda to repeal the ban against Dangerous Dogs: Breed Specific Legislation. Unfortunately, if the Senate overturns this law, then the Dangerous Dog Legislation will allow local governments to pass breed specific laws. This means that dogs like Pit Bulls, Rottweilers, German Shepherds, and Doberman Pinchers could become banned in our Tampa Bay counties or state. We need to stop this bill from passing! To support the SPCA Tampa Bay, Humane Society of the United States (HSUS) and many other local area rescue organizations that give a second chance to bully breeds, please: Contact your local representative and tell them to OPPOSE this bill. A list of Tampa Bay Representatives can be found our website. Sign

Temporize
temporize\TEM-puh-ryz\ intransitive verb; 1.To be indecisive or evasive in order to gain time or delay action. 2.To comply with the time or occasion; to yield to prevailing opinion or circumstances. 3.To engage in discussions or negotiations so as to gain time (usually followed by 'with'). 4.To come to terms (usually followed by 'with').

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Life's a bitch. Cause if it was a slut, it would be easy. Please, if I'm a bitch then you're a bitch, your mom's a bitch for having a bitch and your dad's a bitch for fucking a bitch, what now, bitch!? Admitting you're an asshole is the first step. I'm so fucking happy I could shit rainbows. Arms are for hugging, boys are for kissing, sluts are for dissing and best friends are for when the boy is kissing the slut and all you need is a hug. I'm busy. You're ugly, have a nice day. If vodka was water and I was a duck, I would swim to the bottom and never come up, but vodka's not water, and I'm not a duck so slide me a bottle and stfu. I'm sorry, I wasn't taught how to say "fuck you" politely.

Rip Randy Rhoads..
MARCH IS THE MONTH WE LOST A VERY TALANTED MUSIAN BY THE NAME OF RANDY RHOADS. RIP RANDY \,,/ RANDALL WILLIAM "RANDY" ROADS (12/6/56-3/19/82) WAS AN AMERICAN HEAVY METAL GUITARIST WHO PLAYED GUITAR FOR OZZY AND A HEAVY METAL BAND QUIT RIOT. RANDY WAS A DEVOTED STUDENT OF CLASSICAL GUITAR. HE COMBINED HIS CLASSICAL MUSIC WITH HIS OWN HEAVY METAL STYLE. RANDY WAS A MAJOR INFLUENCE ON NEO-CLASSICAL METAL PLAYERS THAT EMERGED IN THE 1980'S SUCH AS YNGWIE MALMSTEEN AND JASON BECKER. RANDY HAS A CLASSICAL PIECE CALLED DEE. IN 1979 SINGER OZZY OSBOURNE WAS FORMING A NEW BAND. OZZY MENTIONED HE WAS LOOKING FOR A NEW GUITAR PLAYER. RHOADS GOT THE CALL FOR THE AUDITION JUST BEFORE HIS FINAL SHOW WITH QUIET RIOT. RANDY WALKED IN WITH HIS LES PAUL AND A PRACTICE AMP HE STARTED TO WARM UP: AND OZZY IMMEDIATELY GAVE HIM THE JOB. OZZY DESCRIBED RHOADS AS "GOD ENTERING MY LIFE." HERE ARE SOME GUITAR SOLOS FROM THE GUITAR GOD RANDY. THE DAY MUSIC DIED :( RANDY RHOADS LAS

Want
Sometimes I sit here, I stare, and I... WANT. In a fierce, grinding, send me down the streets bloody screaming my head off kind of way. I WANT. Often, when I WANT, there's much that can be done about it. Then, I GET. (or.. give up. Sometimes, I give up.) When, though, the WANT gnaws at me like a beast at feast, I twitch so violently from the perfect madness of scheming that I go utterly. Completely. Still. Stone statue silent and cold. Turned inward to a place Where WANT borders on NEED and the will to HAVE. I scheme.Frantically, hysterically, my mind dashes about in a frenzy of planning and contemplation of what has to happen and how I can make it so. Pieces falling into spaces clumsy as boulder sized marbles scattered by giants, somehow still rolling into perfect place. Thoughts gel and my eager WANT seethes in a kind of scathing ecstasy. WANT. NEED. WANT. NEED. I shall go! I shall GET. I SHALL RECEIVE!!!!... what?...Talking to me?...Huh?...Oh, okay. Yes. I'm listening..."Want is not

Poltergeist
So, I'm back. I'd honestly really like to be able to say that I didn't miss it. I didn't miss the site, really. It's pretty much still the nutsack of the internet. What I missed was the people, and the freedom to really be myself. Not to have to worry about family or co-workers seeing my vulgar/non-PC/perverted side, like they do on other social networking sites. So, here I am. Now abuse me.

Cause, Effect, And Transformation
Feeling Depleted Feeling depleted is a wake up call to slow down, rest and fill your body with vital nutrients and light from above. There are times in our lives when it seems our bodies are running on empty. We are not sick, nor are we necessarily pushing ourselves to the limit—rather, the energy we typical enjoy has mysteriously dissipated, leaving only fatigue. Many people grow accustomed to feeling this way because they do not know that it is possible to exist in any other state. The body’s natural state, however, is one of energy, clarity, and balance. Cultivating these virtues in our own bodies so that we can combat feelings of depletion is a matter of developing a refined awareness of the self and then making changes based on our observations. A few scant moments of focused self-examination in which you assess your recent schedule, diet, and general health may help you zero in on the factors causing your depletion. If you are struggling to cope with an overfull

Greet.
There comes the hurt.All the burnt, severed pieces returned to me.All the things I flung into the night.Bitter metal.Cold fingers.Wet sneezes full of sting and blood.Sour like day old laundry.Unwelcome like a fifth place at dinner. Over the blank hill.The sinking star backdrop.Open field of dry, salty, cracked earth.Nowhere to hide.No shady brook to contemplate.No time to runmy feet were too tired anyway, my shoes too thin.No place but to plop, restand kiss the innevitable as it passes. The holes it will leave in methe scrapes and six inch grazesthis time will anything be left?

Cue Dinner Music! Cue Rose Petals! Cupid!
2 Peter 3 March 2 to be honest and clear 9603.02 The Lord is not slow in keeping his promise, as some understand slowness. He is patient with you, not wanting anyone to perish, but everyone to come to repentance. 9 I’m writing this in a movie theatre [watching “Mr. Holland’s Opus”, I’ve still got the ticket stub], and my spirits – along with my health – are picking up. We all need someone in the right circumstances (or even in the wrong ones) to remind us that we are important. I have come from H&R Block [I was working as a tax preparer there then] a little forlorn; so many people I’ve had said they got the wrong type of refund that the other preparers have worked overtime on mine. Thank you, Lord, for guiding me to people who remind me that it’s all worth it. Let the encouragement not be forgotten, O my God. Today …

Daddy, It Hurts
My name is Chris.I am three.My eyes are swollen.I cannot see.I must be stupid,I must be bad.What else could have madeMy daddy so mad?I wish I were better,I wish I weren't ugly,Then maybe my mommyWould still want to hug me.I cant do a wrong.I cant speak at all,Or else i'm locked upAll day long.When I'm awake, I'm all alone.The house is dark,My folks aren't home.When my mommy does come homeI'll try and be nice,So maybe I'll just getOne whipping tonight.I just heard a car.My daddy is backFrom Charlies bar.I hear him curse,My name is called.I press myselfAgainst the wall.I try to hideFrom his evil eyes.I'm so afraid now,I'm starting to cry.He finds me weeping,Calls me ugly words.He says its my fault,He suffers at work.He slaps and hits me,And yells at me more,I finally get free,And run to the door.He's already locked it,And I start to bawl.He takes me, and throws me,Against the hard wall.I fall to the floorWith my bones nearly broken,And my daddy continuesWith more bad wo

Nascar Fan A Must Read
For those of you who are huge NASCAR fans know about the Toyota Racing contest that is going on with NASCAR. I have made a patriotic car that I hope wins. I would appreciate all the votes. You can vote one a day for the next 15 days. If I have the most votes my car will be seclected and replica made and driven in the 2010 NASCAR Sprint All- Star Race. to find my car click on search and type in sapphire6988 I will have the blue/red car with POW/MIA emblem on the hood and eagle with the flag on the rear quarter panel. Please SUPPORT OUR TROOPS!!! SAPPHIRE6988 has used the Sponsafier to create a custom Cup car. If enough people vote for this design, SAPPHIRE6988 will experience never before seen glory and fame as it’s showcased at the 2010 NASCAR Sprint All-Star Race. http://www.sponsafier.com/share/156426

Oh My God...some People Need To Be Removed From The Gene Pool...and Fast!
If you want to read the full article...copy this to your address bar: http://slog.thestranger.com/slog/archives/2010/03/02/meanwhile-in-texas-american-taliban-isnt-hyperbole-anymore A group of texans have totally lost their minds and think they can force the rest of us to believe what they believe...just like the Taliban. I concider this a call for all Americans to finally let these morons know that we will NOT tolerate this kind of attacks without retubution. Every single one of them should be singled out and held up to their own standards...where they will each fall very short. There own holy book states very clearly...let he who is without sin cast the first stone. And I have yet to meet a single human without sin.

Fallout
To be a man and not like conflict is a rarity now adays. How does one fix it? Does he dig deep into his soul and brings forth a monstrousity that has been hidden since the dawn of time. Or does he just continues on pondering of a better existiance? These are the questions that ravage my mind. Raping it to the point of no return. And yet I have control I have thought.. and will. I try so hard to hide the illness that lurks within my veins slowly killing me. But I cannot run from it any longer. I cannot hide from it no longer. For that death seeks us all from the moment we are created in the womb. Oh glorious death how sweet thy lips and how bitter tis your bite. The true question isn't not how one can defeat death. But is it how we as humans can coexist, accept the fact and move on. James O'barr once wrote "Its not death if you don't accept it". I find that its true. But the true question is do you?

030210
Woke to an end of days sun. Burnt through the clouds like A cigarette carelessly dropped on the couch. His disappointment lingering tart on a tongue too scorched by smoke for soothing. Eyes mirroring the sky in perfect, sullen discontent. We're both sick of winter. And Maybe, I think, the sun may grow tired of being the burning phoenix of the sky. All alone. Maybe, That's why it hides in grey, worn blankets of denial. It's hard to stay bright with noone by your side. I've rubbed my nose nervously til the tip came off. Well, the skin. Regarded my reflection vacantly as the blood welled and dripped. &nb

Dj Antaeus Rising ... Raj's Poem
She holds the golden key within her hand, she places it within his palm like a band. Glowing brightly, it melts and fades. Their eyes lock and their soul's walls eroded away. No longer a need for words like, I; myself; me or mine.She no longer needs a trinket or a key, he's stolen the darkness and set her free, their dreams have become their reality. No longer lost or all alone, she once vowed she'd carve her love for him in stone.She reaches for the iron that's searing white hot, he needs to only pick his spot. For upon her heart he had tattooed his name, but now it's her soul that's his to claim!

Fo Cereal!
I just REALLY wish I could blog some of the shit that I get in my chatbox.... I'm venting, these freaking jerks on here have NO respect for folks like myself that VOLUNTEER their effin time and just really TRY to do this to the best of their ability. I've been working mostly on salutes all day today and I have recently started leaving a link to the How-To Salute page in the Fu-Bible when I reject a salute for whatever reason. I've had NUMEROUS damn people give me the biggest attitudes and call me names and just be plain nasty to me over it. One guy was like " I don't care what you think of my pic" LMAOOO!!! Really? Well, what I think DOESN'T effin matter, but it's the GUIDELINES that you have to be holding a handwritten SIGN and not just photoshop words onto a pic of yourself!!!! or it's in the guidelines that you MUST have your screen name on the sign! I don't give a shit if you DONT GIVE A SHIT!! RAWR!!!!!!!I didn't have that the first time I did this stuff, so I guess it's just both

First Impressions
Would you please read this and my profile, and let me know what sort of impression I make?I learned about something in my social psychology class today.Most people almost always make assumptions based on first impressions. Me, I'm kinda odd. I just sit there and watch. I gather evidence, and then make judgments based on all of what I've learned so far.Things like skin tone, gender, women's chest sizes etc DO NOT REFLECT ON WHO I BELIEVE THEY ARE!That's supposedly logical behavior, yet I've learned it isn't COMMON behavior, especially in the USA.I dunno if anyone is going to read this bulletin. I mean, who really does? Most of the people on fubar don't even read profiles, but I always do.In other words, I don't make negative assumptions anywhere NEAR as often as other people seem to think that I should.If you do read this, could you please respond? I'm really curious as to how I'm coming across. I'm tempted to place this bulletin in my profile, but I'm not sure what the reaction will be

[caviar Omelets, Oh Yeah- I Went There]
It's pretty simple.Okay hardest part about this recipeget some god damn roe. Step 2 3 eggs TBS and a half of roe. combine vigorously, but not batshit fast since you don't want to pulp or juice the fish eggs. Let it come to room temperature. Preheat a very well lubed skillet to medium put that son-bitch on the heat. Wait for it to set, foldwaitflipserve. I dressed with butter cracked pepper and sea salt. Smoky.Delicious. Green.... Yeah. The roe actually offset the color of the eggs into this unappetizing color. You could probably use less.You could probably just use it as a condiment at the fold or dress stage. Either way this bears doing. Then I had cheesey brown rice. Wootage. I'm gonna finish Kampfer... maybe take some pictures if I don't hate you.

Boobs Gets You Everything?
Sorry just wanted to type here.. Boobs don't get you everything, I have tits and can't get a damn thing from anyone. pfft so that statment is false. If you came up with it...you fail. Just saying

5x Your Bucks In Two Weeks
One last fu-buy and then I'm taking a break from fu-owned. Problem is -Its a large buy & I'm 50 mil shy of buying the first ever 'billion dollar fu-babe'. In two weeks -she'll expire & I'll be reimbursed 500+ million. (Or some nutjob will buy her from me -at which point -you get paid back early) So - The first 50 mil lent to me - will be paid back @ 5x the amount lent. Either through fu-pal or in fu-buys, your choice. Lend 5 mil, get 25 mil back. Lend 10 mil - get 50 mil back. Lend all fifty -get 250 mil back. In two weeks. This is only good for the first 50 mil received, and - 5 mil increments, please. I don't want to calculat & process 2,000 '18,459' loans. Offer expires today. Carry on.

How Many
How many does her smile touch,Will it touch deep like mine.In how many others like her,Would this I ever find. Her smile true like her heart,I would hold both with care.Her love for all close,Along with her beauty,so rare. I hope forever her smile shines,And to me each and everyday.She will remain forever in my heart,Always,forever she will stay.

In My Shattered World
In my shatterd world my mind knows I'm hurting the pain in my heart is numb I can not stop myself from astroprojecting from my body the thought of you is consitantly on my mind and in my heart Im walking through this world ablivious to the pain. why this happend its not quite clear the thought of loosing you seems to be drawing closely near this musint happen I can not heal the pain I feel inside and on my heart at this moment its hard to cry a tear the shock is so great its hard to function here this pain has shattered my heart moe than I can bare on the inside everything is so clear to see my blankend stare helps me to put on a face to hide my fears to hide the pain I feel for you Im in a unexplainable yet so unexpected whirlwind with no sights of letting go Im having trouble understanding wich way to go Im running lost and dont know which path to chose my heart aches more and more with each breath I take my pain is growing great, with each and every step I take

Haha, More Craigslist Love
Dear ex-husband...I would like to clear up some of the lies and mis-information you have been feeding people since you have discovered Facebook and attended your recent high school reunion: 1) I did not "cheat on you" and cause the breakup of our marriage. We had been separated for the better part of a year, and I had already filed divorce papers. Even before we were separated, we had sex MAYBE once or twice a month for 3 years (BAD sex at that). I did "have an itch", as I have seen you put it, and since you weren't scratching it, I called up my old fuck-buddy and he took care of business. BTW, he had no problem at all cumming from oral...so fuck you for making me think it was my problem when it was clearly yours. 2) Thank you for blaming all your social shortcomings on me. You have told multiple people that I never wanted to hang out with any of your friends, and that's why you had lost contact with them over the years. Bullshit. You are just cheap and no fun. If it involved travel,

Lies Of Omission (an Oxymoron)
Let me start off by saying that I do not condone lieing in anyway. I concider lieing an insult to a persons intelligence. Here is why.When you lie to some one, you basically are saying "You are to dumb to figure out the truth." I mean if you believed the person WAS smart enough to figure out the truth, would you lie to them?? Of course not. what would be the point?Now on to "lies of omission". Here is how the dictionary defines a lie- "1. a false statement made with deliberate intent to deceive; an intentional untruth; a falsehood."If you ask me something, and everything I tell you in my answer is the truth, then I did not lie to you. If I didn't include every minute detail, that doesn't mean I lied to you. It means I didn't give you every particular detail. By the very definition of the word, that is not a lie.Can ommiting details be deceptive and/or manipulative? Of course. But that plays more into the intent of the person who has ommited those certain details in

Win A Happy Hour! :) Easter Auction Time!
The Peep Show Easter Auction!PLEASE! PM me with your Auction Offers! I can't make a tag without them!I'm going to hold an Easter Auction starting on March 9th, 2010, and it will end on Easter Sunday, April 4th @9 a.m.! If you want to enter, just post a blog comment on here, pm me your offers, and I'll make up the tags! I'm also having a rate contest for each entry! Whoever gets the most rates will win their choice of either a Happy Hour or a 65 Credit Bling Pack! :)Edit: If I get enough people entering, I'll throw in a 2nd Place and a 3rd Place Prize!2nd Place = Auto or Bomb, or Equal Size Bling packs!3rd Place = 1 Month VIP, or 25 Credit Bling Pack! PST! If you're not sure of what to offer, here is an example from an auction I've been in before. :) http://fubar.com/photo.php?u=2423423&albumid=0&i=2383509517&idx=26

Endless Forest
running through the endless forest trying to reach the end looking for the places to hide my fears come alive loosing you is like is like coming to a brick wall crumbling to the ground theres pain, heartache and anger drping from my vains pouring and pooling in a puddle around me stuck in one spot and unable to move happends to be where I stand only your love can free me now breaking free has no option here falling to the ground is closing near loosing my battle looks like my outcome here i reach into my pocket i find a knife i reach down and start to cut slashing each wrist from left to right i feel the the burning as i cut and feel the bleeding as it drips. adding to the pool around me. to finish my pain only one place left to go. I stab right in the center ripping out my heart stabing it threw the middle, it falls from my hands my body follows after crumbling to the ground my body lies life like on the forest ground Im staying here with no one around to care

Beating Hearts
feeling heart beat apon heart beat beating to a steady beat. understanding this unescapable yet so determined and glorious intwinement within one another racing faster with each beat never once looking back finding the altimate design within these two heartbeats coming into love beyond my wildest dreams turning one glorious moment after another into another tribled inwinment to bond these two magical wonderous heartbeats feeling all these amazing feelings longing to know and understand more of these wonderous feelings touching and feeling all that I feel winding and spinning not once loosing control. happily knowing and feeling what this love is like never wanting this amazing beating to ever vanish and crumble or ever turn cold longing to understand how these amazing heart beats beat as steady as they do feeling as tho that maybe this amazing love may have been fate feeling our heart beat together I close my eyes just to see us side by side. intwining faith and l

Broken Butterfly
walking through this world alonefeeling my pain slowly driping from my vains onto the groundwalking through this worldliving with my painseeing a trail behind me of my broken heart falling to piecescrumbling to the ground, they look like pieces to a once beautiful butterflynever knowing what winding path will pass me byknowing that the love that was so strong is quickly growinging cold just to throw it all awaywanting so bad to fight until the endafraid to love the one who has my heart and the power of itfeeling more broken than I already hadknowing this maybe the end resulttrying desprately to trust my heart feeling what i thought was right and true. thinking its as real as it getssiting alone within the dark shadows from which i turn to hide within hiding my pain alone to which only i can see.while holding onto the memories never knowing if youll returnknowing that with out question that I love youkiss thy lips that may taste so sweettaking thy heart into thee hands know and feel th

Fallen Angel
Fallen angels fall with shattered wings crying tears of broken glassshattered hopes crumble with lifeless dreams darkend forests filled with twisted trees thorned branches spinning poisonous dripping droplets to a mortals broken heart spinning widow webs of lies and broken dreams crossing plains from mortal to immortal like day and night moving shadows within the night shattered wings crumbling out of sightcaught within this shattered darkness fallen angels fall with shattered wings crumbling like broken butterflies falling pieces here and there falling angel feathers sailing to the ground fallen angels once so mortal fall and crumble to immortality forced to relive every painful moment that made them fall fallen angels fall with shattered wingscrying tears of broken glassshattered hopes crumble with lifeless dreams.

Endless Nightmare Of Broken Dreams
in this endless nightmare of broken dreams its dark without a single word to be spoken here consuming and confusing all that is real my mind plays tricks, unable to seperate what is real and what is fantasy in this endless nightmare of broken dreams hearts are broken fears come alive spinning on an endless spiral the memories of your pain come to life and are resurected once again consistantly haunting and penatraiting into my subconscious body while im trying to walk through this plain not quite unsderstanding all that I see there is a sign off in the distance reading " welcome to the endless nightmare of broken dreams, bring your fears and watch them come alive" in this endless nightmare of broken dreams the river burns while flowing with lifeless corpses many lives of which it has claimed endless nightmare of broken dreams the place to wich wounds become fresh again and lives

Slipknot - Snuff
Bury all your secrets in my skin Come away with innocence and leave me with my sins The air around me still feels like a cage And love is just a camouflage for what resembles rage again So if you love me let me go And run away before I know My heart is just too dark to care I can't destroy what isn't there Deliver me into my fate If I'm alone I cannot hate I don't deserve to have you Ooh, my smile was taken long ago If I can change I hope I never know I still press your letters to my lips And cherish them in parts of me that savor every kiss I couldn't face a life without your lights But all of that was ripped apart when you refused to fight So save your breath, I will not care I think I made it very clear You couldn't hate enough to love Is that supposed to be enough? I only wish you weren?t my friend Then I could hurt you in the end I never claimed to be a saint Ooh, my own was banished long ago It took the death of hope to let you go So break yo

I Love Craigslist.
I was the white guy with the black Burberry jacket that you demanded I hand over shortly after you pulled the knife on me and my girlfriend. You also asked for my girlfriend's purse and earrings. I hope you somehow come across this message. I'd like to apologize. I didn't expect you to crap your pants when I drew my pistol after you took my jacket. Truth is, I was wearing the jacket for a reason that evening, and it wasn't that cold outside. You see, my girlfriend had just bought me that Kimber 1911 .45 ACP pistol for Christmas, and we had just picked up a shoulder holster for it that evening. Beautiful pistol, eh? It's a very intimidating weapon when pointed at your head, isn't it? I know it probably wasn't a great deal of fun walking back to wherever you'd come from with that brown sludge flopping about in your pants. I'm sure it was even worse since you also ended up leaving your shoes, cellphone, and wallet with me. I couldn't have you calling up any of your buddies to come help yo

Never Ending Nightmare
sitting here living with this nightmare the pain youve cause is more real than I antciapated it would be my pain is burned into my body and mind its consistantly haunting me these walls are closing in with no end in sight knowing there closing close and closing in quick my panic sets in my fear becomes so clear to see apon my lifeless corpse these bruses have become wounds that will not heal burnning deeper into my skin the burnning is more than I can take feeling as tho Im in an endless fire flame Im afraid to close my eyes knowing Im forced to to relive each and every painful nd agonizing memory that replays over and over in my dreams each one feeling more real than the one before these walls are moving closer and closer inward sufercating and cutting off any all air that I breathe stealing back each breath i happen to be able to consume gasping of a single breath I try and remove myself from this never ending nightmare cage I find myself stuck within laying here t

Hells Seductive Candy
surrounded by the sweet smell of dragon fruit and rose petals rainstorms of amythest and emerald calling and craving more tasting something thats so forebiden yet so sweet mortals and immortals alike seem to crave for more its so addicting like a drug, having you begging for its next high thats hells seductive candy picking victims one by one as it pulls in each one draining any inoscence there is breeding criminals its seductively undenyable hells seductive candy intensifies and violently rapes ones sexual desires entensifying to no end never knowing how intense the pain will be raping all that was once so sirene slowly injecting poison in your vains allowing hells seductive candy to consume your soul tasting something thats so forebiden yet so sweet eclipsed by the evil moon thats hells seductive candy

Goodbye-hello
When my heart weeps...my tears flow...The sadness overcomes me...For everytime you say goodbye... a piece of me is denied....I break off little by little...till there is nothing left....If only you could see the place I have for you in my heart..you would never leave....An the only thing I would know.. is hello...by J.E.Bischoff

Emotional Bankruptcy
Think of your heart like a emotional bank account. Just like a financial bank account, if you remove more than you have, you suffer consequences for it. For example, you can't take out 100.00 from an account that only has 50.00. You will be come over drawn and suffer penalties until you balance out your account.Now the same thing goes for your emotional bank account. If you keep giving out emotionally and either don't let people put back into your account or let people withdraw from your emotional bank account without them putting something back, you will be come emotionally bankrupt.The penalties for emotional bankruptcy are anger, self loathing, depression, resentment ,and finally you just shut down emotionally. You don't want to be around any one. You don't feel good about yourself. You start to feel taken advantage of. The only way to avoid the penalties of emotional bankruptcy is to not give out more than you have in your "account", and to not let the people i

Awkward
soooo aside from the tragedy of faction changing over to the alliance (which i still can't believe i did) i'm feeling incredibly awkward in my own house... we have a maid who comes in once a week...i swear i tell her every time to just stay out of my room. i'm a big girl now i don't need someone making my bed for me or picking up my undies from the floor long story short.... she found my vibrator..then decides it's a good idea to show me that's she's put it away for me....i don't know whether to laugh or cry but dammit i hate when people touch my stuff!.... be back later, i'm going to crawl under a rock

Issues..
Recently my grandmother and my father passed away leaving my grandfather alone. I am the only one left to take care of him. Now he calls me like every week complaining that he doesn't feel well and wants me to come stay with him for a few days. Now I don't have a job and I don't drive due to my own health reasons so I have to rely on my boyfriend to take me to his house. My grandpa lives about 45 min away from my boyfriend, So, I feel like I am putting alot of stress on him to take me over there to stay with him. Which of course I feel horrible about cause I don't like asking. But lately my grandpa has been calling almost constant and asking me to come stay because he don't feel good. Of course I tell him that I will come over and help him out but, I have to work with my boyfriend's schedule because he has to drive me there. So, I was thinking and wondering for anyone that actually reads this, Should I talk to my grandpa about getting a nurse to come in a few days a week to check on hi

Undecided
For those of you who keep asking and are curious, the countdown is for when I go on vacation. So when that time gets here, I will be gone from fu for awhile. What I don't know yet is if I will come back to fu. I'm not really sure when I will decide either. I just don't feel like I need to be here much anymore. Let me know what you think.

Emotional Self Preservation
Some people have no sense of emotional self preservation. They keep getting involved in the same situations and with the same types of people. Then when the same painful results happen, they can't seem to figure out why "it happened again." A monkey poking a termite mound looking for food will only poke for so long before its sense of self preservation kicks in and says "hey there is nothing here. I am wasting my energy. I need to stop doing this and try something else." But there are some people who don't have that part of themselves. Some tend to ignore it because they realize they have invested so much energy into that person or situation, that to stop would mean having to admit they made a mistake. Some are so dead set on getting what they want, that the thought of it not being found with said person or in said situation is not a acceptable answer. They will keep poking at it until they get what they want. Even if everyone around them tells them it's not there.

Forever
If she was in my arms,To her never would come harm.A smile always on her face,In her heart no empty space. She would never know fear,Her eyes never shed a tear.Happy her life would always be,Once she gives her heart to me. She is my Goddess ever so true,Now beautiful,it's all up to you.Take my hand,And walk with me,And forever happy,your heart will be.

Breathing
There are moments I wish I had Johnnydevil sitting on my shoulder top, like the angel/devil scenario we see in cartoons, but to tell me to breathe. He's one of maybe three people that can really calm me down when things get out of control, and he's really the only one that knows me well enough to know what to say nothing more than "Ellen. Breathe." And as stupid as it sounds, I need that. There are times my mind is going a million miles a minute, tears are pouring down my cheeks, and I start to hyperventilate, and just forget to breathe. And it's amazing how into pouring out my emotions I can be, and just hearing him say that is enough to just calm me down. Which is why he's pretty much my best friend :) Yesterday was a hard day. This hasn't been the nicest year to me thus far. I fell in love with somebody who got hit hard in the fact by life, and gave me up to better himself. At least, that's what I'm telling myself because it's what I believe in my heart happened. Matt isn't a bad p

The Button Has Been Pushed.
For the 1 maybe 2 people that will read this, hi. Yesterday my wife (the mummer formerly known as a bunch of symbols spelling out illusions) filed for divorce. i would therefore appreciate not having my name linked with hers anymore.

Vapor Cigarettes
(Since I'm getting so many SBs and MSGs about my status, I thought I'd share with everyone on a blog.) Alright, so a few weeks ago a buddy of mine at work was telling me about electric vapor cigarettes. Basically, it's a cigarette-like device that when you "smoke", you get water vapor with nicotine. NO CHEMICALS. Now, I was weary about this untill last night I ran into him and he let me try it. Being skeptical, I took a long drag from it and was suprised. He says he's been using it for a week and has yet to smoke a real cigarette. The starter kit is about 60$, and I'm ready to make the purchase myself. You need cartridges for it (included in the starter kit) and each cartridge is about 15 cigarettes and breaks down to 1$ each. They also come in MANY flavors as well as full-flavor, menthol, light, etc. Another plus is these are UNIVERSAL! In another words, you can buy different cartridges from different companies if for some reason you don't like the ones your using. My bud

Hola A Todosssss
Hola a todos como estáis!!. Me encanta conocer a nuevas amigas y me encanta jugar mucho al bingo online. he tenido muchos buenos momento con esta afición móa de jugar al bingo espero que os guste mi manera de ser

Elemental Chaos
I looked down to the oceanic invaders, their slimy, scaly skin glistening in the sunlight. Their numbers continued to swell from each village they conquered. I couldn’t understand it. I saw no Mar’Nitsi, only Sha’Nerath – water folk. Disgusting… They rode atop their mounts: horses that were scaly and slimy just like them. The horses trailed carriages and wagons, two of which were made of stone and nearly three times as large as the horses themselves. Six each had to pull these wagons. I held up my fist. My clan of sky-warriors stopped flying and looked down at the horde of evil sea-farers. We had one shot at this. There were hundreds of thousands of them and only about a thousand of us. We had the advantage, though. We had our orendi, our wise folk with us. Our orendi were warriors as well as magic workers; we could not lose. I looked at Ajani to my left and Angeni, my lieutenant to my right. Their eyes mirrored mine. Ajani, my handsome

What Is The Difference Between A Latte And A Cappuccino?
For those who do not frequent coffee shops, ordering an espresso-based coffee drink can be intimidating. The most important thing to know when ordering a coffee beverage is the distinction between the different drinks and their identifying characteristics. While there are many variations on the basic coffee drinks, there are two main drinks that are the basis for many other specialty drinks. These basic coffee drinks are the latte and the cappuccino. The Latte A latte is the most common type of espresso-based coffee drink. A latte consists of a small amount of espresso topped with steamed milk. The steaming of the milk is one of the most important parts of preparing a latte. Unlike milk that has been warmed in other ways, steamed milk is infused with air as it is heated. The addition of air to the milk gives it a velvety, creamy texture. A great many other coffee drinks are a variation on the latte. For instance, a mocha is simply a latte with chocolate syrup added to it. M

1 Guy, 1 Girl And 2 Cups
Ok, I admit it. My husband and I occasionally fight over really dumb shit. We've been married for 13 years and have lived together for 14 years. So, sometimes we bicker.Allow me to give you a little example of our marital bliss. Keep in mind that we DO own more than 2 drinking glasses, but these two glasses we both prefer for our Seven and 7. We originally had a set of four glasses like normal people, but two have broken over the years.Me: *playing on the computer, minding my own business and enjoying my cocktail after a long day*Him: *walks in room, bee-line up to me* Hey. You stole my cup.Me: Huh??Him: Maybe if your cup wasn't in the bathroom you wouldn't have had to steal mine. *shoves identical cup apparently from the bathroom irritatingly close to my face*Me: Why would my cup be in the bathroom?Him: I don't know, but it was!Me: Uhh, no. That's YOUR cup from the bathroom.Him: I don't think so. You are using MY cup!!Me: They look exactly the same. How do you know this one is your cu

Silly Love Songs - Paul Mccartney
You'd think that people would have had enough of silly love songs.But I look around me and I see it isn't so.Some people wanna fill the world with silly love songs.And what's wrong with that?I'd like to know, 'cause here I go againI love youI love youI love youI love youI can't explain the feeling's plain to me, now can't you see?(I love you)Ah, she gave me more, she gave it all to me, now can't you see,(I love you)What's wrong with that?I need to know, 'cause here I go againI love youI love youLove doesn't come in a minute,Sometimes it doesn't come at allI only know that when I'm in itIt isn't silly, love isn't silly, love isn't silly at all.How can I tell you about my loved one?How can I tell you about my loved one?How can I tell you about my loved one?(I love you)How can I tell you about my loved one?(I love you)I love youI love youI love you(BGV#1 I can't explain the feeling's plain to me, say can't you see?)I love you(BGV#1 Ah, he gave me more, he gave it all to me, say can't you

So...
I think my dad was high today. I stopped over there, and when I went in he must have been in the bathroom or something, because I didnt see him. I ran downstairs, and on the way back up, I see him, in the front room, without a shirt on, holding on to the back of his recliner looking at the TV SINGING "oooooh e, oooooh ooooh ah, bing bing wallah wallah bing bang" Which is NOT something my dad would normally do. He's always been so... serious. So I couldnt tell if he was actually high, or if it was one of those rare "Im home alone, Im gonna act like a fool since no one is around" moments But it was good to see him in good spirits...

My Disaster, And Parallels To The Pina Colada Song
So about 7 months ago, I found myself in despair about my life. I was unhappy. My marriage had failed. I was depressed and alone. I needed to fix myself and my world. I met someone who I thought could do that. She was intriguing, funny, and so very different from anyone I had ever met. I fell in love. Very hard, and very quickly. She was, I thought, the most amazing person I had ever met. She doubted my view of her, and as it turns out, she was right. In the end, she turned out to be fickle, unforgiving and just plain mean-spirited. I think there is such a black cancer in that woman's heart that she is incapable of really loving someone. She is too judgemental and cruel. I think she confuses flattery with feeling, and she will chase that her whole life. I wish she realized that I was willing to shatter my world to be with her. She just took too much of my love for granted. Everything she ever gave came with strings attached. She held all of my hopes and dreams, and

The Internetz
i m not sure about this......my bio father never raised me.....my bio mom dies in '01......i m trolling google....i find 2 addresses in Philadelphia with my fathers name....i put 2 and 2 together( i think)..he was 20 yrs old when i was born.....so (if this is him).....what do i even begin to say to this man....the site i found him on has an actual telephone number...do i call it and make an ass of myself...or do i say...."are you my Daddy??

Texas And Detroit Seriously Talking Independence
Last time I checked the news, this was not true, but this line from the graphic novel series "Superman: Red Son" that poses the rocket containing the last son of Krypton landed in the Soviet Union instead of the United States has stuck out in my mind since yesterday. Teaching first grade in Sunday school yesterday was a boon, though I will admit the puppet show based on the Holy Spirit coming down at Pentecost per the second chapter of Acts got to have some high comic moments! I’ll admit I wrote the script that way too, so you’re not only learning something (even if you can’t always articulate it) but having fun doing it too. Make no mistake here, even first graders are articulate when you tie in the Bible story to something they care about or can relate to. Everybody loves sports, but not everybody’s good at the same sport, but that’s all right. Today is St. David’s Day in Canada, the country whose team won last night’s nail-biting hockey gam

Old Sailor
An old retired sailor puts on his old uniform and heads for the docks once more, for old times sake. He engages a prostitute and takes her up to a room. He's soon going at it as well as he can for a guy his age, but needing some reassurance, he asks, "How am I doing?" The prostitute replies, "Well, old sailor you're doing about three knots." "Three knots?" he asks. "Whats that supposed to mean?" She says, " You're knot hard, you're knot in, and you're knot getting your money back!"

[gelgoog Scratch-pad]
WelpI just ordered a gelgoog cannon (what has been mislabeled the Jonny Ridden Custom) and a Ramba Ral Zaku I Why? Because Ramba Ral gives me wood. Anyhow, I think... think think thinkI have decided on the next undertaking. so... Gouf custom black Tristar/dom colors- one custom weapon. Customize the shield. Gonna be f'ing awesome. The "Paint it black" Zaku II with hot lips decal aaaand... I was thinkingnot too hard mind youabout a Bobba Fett Zaku. and a Darth Vader Gelgoog. ... fuckingimpossible. Okay, not really. My plan is to take a zaku II and pretty much juest repaint him.I may may maymayhave to reconsider the head design though because Bobba Fett has that rad T visor, and ... his helmet doesn't jive with any of the Zeon designs that I'm aware of. That being said... I think I can do this. The gelgoog darth vader conversion... might be even tougher.I have to come up with something to do that rad samurai/kraut helmet, everything else is ... kinda already in place.I do

Help
Its been a very long time since I went on a rant. Enjoy :P I hate what Fubar has become sometimes. Rate this, comment that, bomb me, blah blah fucking blah. I admit I get as caught up in the game as anyone else, but I at least have the decency to help others when they ask...until recently. Add my friend, they need demon family adds, ok I did that. Vote on my mumm, ok I did that. I rate, I fan, I do this, I do that, all because people ask and me being a nice guy I try to help. So I need referals so I can level soon. I have have a great idea, I'll ask my "friends" to help. Shouldn't be a big deal after all the help I gave everyone. Guess how much help I got. Let's just say that if help was oxygen I'd have suffocated quickly. So I hope you all forgive me if me future help is, shall we say, selective. There are those I help and do things for because I want to, not because it is asked for, but because they are important to me. And there are those that I help because they have found it in

Why Can't I Just Follow My Heart?
Someone who I thought I had forgotten about has popped up again. He's been asking my sister why I'm not talking to him,acting like he didn't take advantage of me after my grandma died last January. Then his now ex girlfriend broke up with him after he had done a BIIIG no-no...screaming my name while he was having sex with his girlfriend. I figured that I should just give him a chance at a friendship(seeing as I'm not single anymore),so he won't have a reason to try and get me back....I want to have the friendship we should have had in the first place,before he guilt triped me into dating him. I've been told to just follow my heart,my hearts telling me that I should give him one chance at a friendship,but theres a little part of me that's saying no. I'm between a rock and a corner....

Behind The Scenes
me and my friend emerald were having a discussion earlier in wihich we went back and forth giving our opinions on certain subject matters. after. i thought about it and i decided to start this blog that, yeah its a long shot, people might give some insight on their opinions on the topic at hand. how the debate all got started was thanks to the trekkie that decided to create a profile for all the members of the old star trek crew. we were talking and we got to thinking that some of the nerds, no offense, are the ones who are creating our future. case in point the cell phone in particular the flip phone. it also came to mind that people like this were also responcible for such morally questionable projects like the human genome project. the more we talked about it the more concerned we became about some of the moral issues that comes to being a scientist, and asking as to why such knowledge isn't being used properly. for example, the genome project has made it possible to basically creat

[woo! Kampfer's Assembled]
Ahcha....So friggin tired.Kampfer's DONE.The kit that I've had 85% done for a month.I had to clean house.I had to go on a date.I had to help my brother set up his portfolio.He's done.I mean... yeah I need to finish the harnesses for the bazookas, and sturmfausts, and I need to assemble the beam sabers (all 2 pieces) and slot em into their spots.Here's the crazy thingthe shoulder mounts for the bazookas are already partially articulated.Jesus why would a robot need to fire from his hands?Also- Guncannon and Guntank.I mean, come on.Some of the first suits you designed had shoulder mounted artillerywhy did weapon design goBACKWARD a step in 15 years?So... why did I hate this kit?... guide wires.Bandai can NOT get this shit right. Doing the waist tubes on this unit was not fun.It didn't help that I misread the instructionsand cut the guidewire....well, that's why I have a spool of wire in my box.*shrugs*Not as forgiving, not as user friendly, but I cut it, I adjusted it, I capped the ends,

Lukes Lullaby
Goodnight, goodnight, My Angel sleep tight I hope that you dream of me. Goodnight, goodnight My Angel of the Night I pray that you slumber softly. May your dream whisper softly of the love that I will show, May they conquer your fears, teaching you all you need to know. May they soften your heart and leaving plenty room to grow. Yes that is my prayer as you softly slumbers so. So, Goodnight, goodnight, My Angel sleep tight I hope that you dream of me. Goodnight, goodnight My Angel of the Night I pray that you slumber softly. Think of me as you dream , as I watch over you Find comfort here in my arms.. And I’ll whisper this song, such softly lovely tune,

Warmness On The Soul By A7x
"Warmness on the Soul" Your hazel green tint eyes watching every move I make. And that feeling of doubt, it's erased. I'll never feel alone again with you by my side. You're the one, and in you I confide. And we have gone through good and bad times. But your unconditional love was always on my mind. You've been there from the start for me. And your love's always been true as can be. I give my heart to you. I give my heart, cause nothing can compare in this world to you. And we have gone through good and bad times. But your unconditional love was always on my mind. You've been there from the start for me. And your love's always been true as can be. I give my heart to you. I give my heart, cause nothing can compare in this world to you. I give my heart to you. I give my heart, cause nothing can compare in this world to you.

Treasure Hunt
Loneliness sinks in, like the cold steel butter knife, It meets no resistance as it slices my heart. The dull pain returns, as persistent as ever, a consistent reminder that we are apart. A once sought treasure, No more your endeavor, The thick layers of dust hide the once golden gleam, Though once filled with passion, And love sweetly fashioned, Heart of gold buried, neglected, unseen. Is someone still searching, For something not working? It sinks deeper still in the bog of the day. Stagnant, rejected, forgotten, neglected, Surrounded in darkness will it soon decay? Who would conceive that it could be retrieved? Corrosive memories washed away. Some call it dreaming,

Lo Spettro
Il silenzio sussurravaNella foresta nera.All'orizzonte cominciavaIl dolce calar' di sera.La gran' stella scintillava,La magia era vera:Il freddo vento s'inalzó,E poi, da un sogno, s'elevó...Da una gran' tristezzaUno spettro si svegliava.Con una candida lentezzaDal suo sonno si stirava.I segreti della brezzaNella notte raccontava.Per I ceppi, in perdizione:Era la maledizione...Lento ed ancor' stancoPosava un triste sguardoIn cima al monte bianco.Il suo spirito in un laudo:Sussurava fioco e franco.(Il risuono di un ricordo)Nel ciel' cadevano cometeE la luna sparse quiete...

Tigre Bianca Solitaria
Nella giungla orientaleS’intravede un cacciatoreSotto il nero manto astraleE con poco di chiaroreCon la fame che lo assaleVa a caccia con furoreTigre bianca solitariaTigre bianca solitariaD’improvviso soffia il ventoE poi scorge li qualcosaLui ci crede quasi a stentoMa la zampa poi lui posaUn animale in movimentoO un petalo di rosa?Tigre bianca solitariaTigre bianca solitariaCon uno sguardo sconsolatoFissa il punto che l’attrattoCosì immobile e ghiacciatoSi assicura dell’olfattoE poi riprende col suo fiato(Era solo un po’ distratto)Tigre bianca solitariaTigre bianca solitariaNella selva offuscataSi continua a spostareSulla strada nevicataSperando di avvistareUna preda addormentataUna preda d’azzannareTigre bianca solitariaNon fa altro che cacciare

Banning Child Labor Is Immoral.
Let me Educate you real quick. Without child labor in foreign factories - those kids would starve, much like the homeless did before the industrial revolution. I suggest you read more into history. Child labor was a blessing, allowing orphans to buy food and develop skills. Shutting down Child labor factories is Immoral and unethical. Every Factory regulated or shut down creates more Starvation, Child slave trades, and kidnappings. Starving children would give anything to find work and buy food, but you neo-conservatives and Liberals want to play god and destroy natural human culture and productivity across the globe. You want factories in your state, get rid of minimum wage and allow children the freedom to work. I'm sure you'd like us to hoard all kids in Giant public schools like animals; flood the market with Literate labor, devaluing their worth. Increases in taxes to pay for this "Educational Zoo-like system" causes out-sourcing, creates homeless, forcing skilled

How Do You Keep From Going Insane?
When everything seems to go wrong, how do you keep from going insane? How do you not just lose it. How many things can you have dumped on your plate before it breaks? when you ask for patience, does more stuff happen? How do you keep from exploding? When it seems that no one listens or understands, what is that magic line that you can't cross? Screaming and yelling and ranting and raving doesn't work. Crying and saying why me never works. So how do you keep from going insane and exploding?

Too-ra-loo-ra-loo-ra
i havent been back much and im starting to realize this isnt much fun anymore... everyone has filled everyones head with bullshit...people blocking friends because they heard something from someone who knows someone who knows someone...people need to grow the fuck up its sad when you say hi to someone and they ignore you...ive realized people arent your friends here they are mostly just figments of peoples imagination...granted i have met some cool people here but for the most part people are fakes 99.9% of my friends wont read this then wonder why things are happeneing... oh well im gonna enjoy my music and dink around

Aren't You Glad You Didn't Turn On The Light?
Two dormmates in college were in the same science class. The teacher had just reminded them about the midterm the next day when one dormmate — let's call her Juli — got asked to this big bash by the hottest guy in school. The other dormmate, Meg, had pretty much no interest in going and, being a diligent student, she took notes on what the midterm was about. After the entire period of flirting with her date, Juli was totally unprepared for her test, while Meg was completely prepared for a major study date with her books. At the end of the day, Juli spent hours getting ready for the party while Meg started studying. Juli tried to get Meg to go, but she was insistent that she would study and pass the test. The girls were rather close and Juli didn't like leaving Meg alone to be bored while she was out having a blast. Juli finally gave up, using the excuse that she would cram in homeroom the next day. Juli went to the party and had the time of her life with her date.

Wolf Pack Rules
1.No disrespecting other family members.If you have a problem with someone go to staff. 2.must try to rate the daily rate.If you can't plz let staff know. 3.When a level up is posted in stash,you must help,if you cannot help tell the homepage. 4.you may rate nsfw pics if you want to but no one will make you rate them.Use your own judgement. 5.If you donot have a salute pic you will have 30 days to get one.If you cannot get a salute done in that 30 days tell a staff member. 6.If not a computer plz put afk so no one sends you the link for the level ups. 7.Must add all family members to fubar.You can find the members list under stash on homepage. 8.All staff must tell ppl they have joining to put who u are joining through. 9.Plz read any blogs and stashes that are posted to homepage and comment so you get credit. 10.If you want to join this family you cannot have any member of this family blocked.I donot get involved in personal stuff,but this is fubar,if you cannot get along the

The Killer In The Backseat
One night a woman went out for drinks with her girlfriends. She left the bar fairly late at night, got in her car and onto the deserted highway. She noticed a lone pair of headlights in her rear-view mirror, approaching at a pace just slightly quicker than hers. As the car pulled up behind her she glanced and saw the turn signal on — the car was going to pass — when suddenly it swerved back behind her, pulled up dangerously close to her tailgate and the brights flashed. Now she was getting nervous. The lights dimmed for a moment and then the brights came back on and the car behind her surged forward. The frightened woman struggled to keep her eyes on the road and fought the urge to look at the car behind her. Finally, her exit approached but the car continued to follow, flashing the brights periodically. Through every stoplight and turn, it followed her until she pulled into her driveway. She figured her only hope was to make a mad dash into the house and call the polic

The Kidney Thieves (new Orleans)
A business traveler goes to a lounge for a drink at the end of the work day. A person in the bar walks up as they sit alone and offers to buy them a drink. The last thing the traveler remembers until they wake up in a hotel room bath tub, their body submerged to their neck in ice, is sipping that drink. There is a note taped to the wall instructing them not to move and to call 911. A phone is on a small table next to the bathtub for them to call. The business traveler calls 911 who have become quite familiar with this crime. The business traveler is instructed by the 911 operator to very slowly and carefully reach behind them and feel if there is a tube protruding from their lower back. The business traveler finds the tube and answers, "Yes." The 911 operator tells them to remain still, having already sent paramedics to help. The operator knows that both of the business traveler's kidneys have been harvested.

Drinks Are On Me...
Woman and her boyfriend are out having a few drinks. While they're sitting there having a good time together, she starts talking about this really great new drink. The more she talks about it, the more excited she gets, and starts trying to talk her boyfriend into having one. After a while he gives in and lets her order the drink for him. The bartender brings the drink and puts the following items on the bar: A salt shaker, a shot of Baileys, and a shot of lime juice.The boyfriend looks at the items quizzically and the woman explains. "First you put a bit of the salt on your tongue, next you drink the shot of Baileys and hold it in your mouth, and finally you drink the lime juice." So, the boyfriend, trying to go along and please her, goes for it. He puts the salt on his tongue........salty but OK. He drinks the shot of Baileys........smooth, rich, cool, very pleasant. He thinks........this is OK. Finally he picks up the lime juice and drinks it. .... In one second the sharp lime tas

Humans Can Lick, Too
Once there was a a beautiful young girl who lived in a small town just south of Farmersburg. Her parents had to go to town for a while, so they left their daughter home alone, but protected by her dog, which was a very large collie. The parents told the girl to lock all the windows and doors after they had left. And at about 8:00pm the parents went to town. So doing what she was told the girl shut and locked evey window and every door. But there was one window in the basement that would not close completely.Trying as best as she could she finally got the window shut, but it would not lock. So she left the window, and went back upstairs. But just to make sure that no one could get in, she put the dead-bolt lock on the basment door.Then she sat down had some dinner and decided to go to sleep for the night. Settling down to sleep at about 12:00 she snuggled up with the dog and fell asleep.But at one point, she suddenly woke up. She turned and looked at the clock...it was 2:30. She snuggle

Random Thoughts And Ponderings
1. Nothing sucks more than that moment during an argument when you realize you're wrong. 2. I totally take back all those times I didn't want to nap when I was younger. 3. There is great need for a sarcasm font. 4. How the hell are you supposed to fold a fitted sheet? 5. Was learning cursive really necessary? 6. Map Quest really needs to start their directions on #5. I'm pretty sure I know how to get out of my neighborhood. 7. Obituaries would be a lot more interesting if they told you how the person died. 8. I can't remember the last time I wasn't at least kind of tired. 9. Bad decisions make good stories. 10. You never know when it will strike, but there comes a moment at work when you know that you just aren't going to do anything productive for the rest of the day. 11. Can we all just agree to ignore whatever comes after Blue Ray? I don't want to have to restart my collection again. 12. I'm always slightly terrified when I exit out of Word and it asks me

The Hook
A teenage boy drove his date to a dark and deserted Lovers' Lane for a make-out session. After turning on the radio for mood music, he leaned over and began kissing the girl. A short while later, the music suddenly stopped and an announcer's voice came on, warning in an urgent tone that a convicted murderer had just escaped from the state insane asylum — which happened to be located not far from Lovers' Lane — and that anyone who noticed a strange man lurking about with a hook in place of his right hand should immediately report his whereabouts to the police. The girl became frightened and asked to be taken home. The boy, feeling bold, locked all the doors instead and, assuring his date they would be safe, attempted to kiss her again. She became frantic and pushed him away, insisting that they leave. Relenting, the boy peevishly jerked the car into gear and spun its wheels as he pulled out of the parking space. When they arrived at the girl's house she got out of the

The Fatal Hairdo
There's this guy who you might have seen walking around town with two huge dreadlocks, one on each side of his head. One day he decides to get them cut off. So he's off to the hair dresser, and of course they can't get the clippers through his hair, so out come the biggest pair of scissors you've ever seen. They start to hack into one of the dreads and get about halfway through when he starts screaming and runs out of the shop. His girlfriend finds him dead in their flat the next day. The coroner found that a nest of red-backed spiders had moved into his hair and started biting him when the scissors cut the nest to bits.

The Clown Statue / The Clown Doll
So-and-so's friend, a girl in her teens, is babysitting for a family in Newport Beach, Ca. The family is wealthy and has a very large house — you know the sort, with a ridiculous amount of rooms; I mean, come on, if a house is big enough to have "wings," then you know the house is larger than it probably needs to be. Anyways, the parents are going out for a late dinner/movie. The father tells the babysitter that once the children are in bed she should go into this specific room (he doesn't really want her wandering around the house) and watch TV there. The parents take off and soon she gets the kids into bed and goes to the room to watch TV. She tries watching TV, but she is disturbed by a clown statue in the corner of the room. She tries to ignore it for as long as possible, but it starts freaking her out so much that she can't handle it. She resorts to calling the father and asks, "Hey, the kids are in bed, but is it okay if I switch rooms? This clown statue is really creepi

Buried Alive!
My great-great grandmother, ill for quite some time, finally passed away after lying in a coma for several days. My great-great grandfather was devastated beyond belief, as she was his one true love and they had been married over 50 years. They were married so long it seemed as if they knew each other's innermost thoughts. After the doctor pronounced her dead, my great-great grandfather insisted that she was not. They had to literally pry him away from his wife's body so they could ready her for burial. Now, back in those days they had backyard burial plots and did not drain the body of its fluids. They simply prepared a proper coffin and committed the body (in its coffin) to its permanent resting place. Throughout this process, my great-great grandfather protested so fiercely that he had to be sedated and put to bed. His wife was buried and that was that. That night he woke to a horrific vision of his wife hysterically trying to scratch her way out of the coffin. He phoned the d

The Boyfriend's Death
A girl and her boyfriend are making out in his car. They had parked in the woods so no one would see them. When they were done, the boy got out to pee and the girl waited for him in the safety of the car. After waiting five minutes, the girl got out of the car to look for her boyfriend. Suddenly, she sees a man in the shadows. Scared, she gets back in the car to drive away, when she hears a very faint squeak... squeak... squeak... This continued a few seconds until the girl decided she had no choice but to drive off. She hit the gas as hard as possible but couldn't go anywhere, because someone had tied a rope from the bumper of the car to a nearby tree. Well, the girl slams on the gas again and then hears a loud scream. She gets out of the car and realizes that her boyfriend is hanging from the tree. The squeaky noises were his shoes slightly scraping across the top of the car!!!

Bloody Mary
When I was about 9 years old, I went to a friend's for a birthday/slumber party. There were about 10 other girls there. About midnight, we decided to play Mary Worth. Some of us had never heard of this so one of the girls told the story. Mary Worth lived a long time ago. She was a very beautiful young girl. One day she had a terrible accident that left her face so disfigured that nobody would look at her. She had not been allowed to see her own reflection after this accident for fear that she would lose her mind. Before this, she had spent long hours admiring her beauty in her bedroom mirror. One night, after everyone had gone to bed, unable to fight the curiousity any longer, she crept into a room that had a mirror. As soon as she saw her face, she broke down into terrible screams and sobs. It was at this moment that she was so heartbroken and wanted her old reflection back, that she walked into the mirror to find it, vowing to disfigure anybody that came looking for her in the mirr

Just Wondering
I just got home from a support group, and it left me wondering. How many rape victims of childhood rape are made to feel as though they are the ones to blame? Not just by the people who commit the crime, but by law enforcement and others that are supposed to be protecting them. I hated being made to feel it was my fault. Even my mom would try to blame me, yet she was the one that sold me for sex. I was four, what did I know? I can't imagine going to the authorities and being made out to be the one to blame so many women in my group were. I was always too afraid to speak out. Ashamed. Made to feel like that by my own mother. My mom profitted from it though. She's the one that refused to take ownership. Why is it then that I'm the one that still suffers? Why do I have the night terrors? I'm finally accepting that it isn't and never was my fault that this happened to me. I just wish I knew how to open up about it and talk to those who mattered to me. Instead I push them

Fubar Name Change
Ok, the latest change sucks..I understand people spend money on this site, and they would like certain freedoms. I spend money on this site also. But you probably shouldn't knock fu for it. I mean they are the makers of the site and they are going to do what they want regardless. It's not as if the world is going to end because you can't have symbols. Yes yes I know you're going to ask 'Brittany why is your name all numbers then' because I am trying to find a new unique way to make my name. Obviously I don't want to be 'normal'. There has to be a way we can still have cool names without symbols, use your imagination. Not that I am taking fubar's side but I have no voice and no opinion to them so, I am just dealing with it. So, now I am ending this blog. [Also, pardon misspellings and grammar, I am using the on screen keyboard because my keyboard broke] oh, if you don't like the rules on this site, you can probably delete your profile cause it's not changing any time soo

25 Ways To Tell If You Are In A Toxic Relationship (repost)
25 Ways to Tell if Your Relationship is Toxic:1) Your partner puts you down verbally, in private or in front of others.2) Your partner tells you he/she loves you but behavior shows otherwise.3) Your partner doesn’t want you to see or talk to friends or family.4) Your partner is jealous of the time you spend with your kids.5) Your partner shows up often at your work unexpectedly or opens your mail.6) Your partner calls you often to see what you are doing.7) You cry often or feel depressed over your relationship.8) Your partner says you would have the perfect relationship if only you would change.9) Your partner wants you to be dependent on him.10) Your partner does things for you and then uses them to make you feel obligated.11) Your thoughts, opinions, accomplishments, or words are devalued.12) You don’t know who you are anymore without him/her, or how you would survive.13) Your friends/family don’t like your partner or don’t think he is good for you.14) You hav

"can't We Talk?" By Deborah Tannen (repost)
"Can't We Talk?" (condensed from: You Just Don't Understand)by Deborah TannenA married couple was in a car when the wife turned to her husband and asked, "Would you like to stop for a coffee?""No, thanks," he answered truthfully. So they didn't stop.The result? The wife, who had indeed wanted to stop, became annoyed because she felt her preference had not been considered. The husband, seeing his wife was angry, became frustrated. Why didn't she just say what she wanted?Unfortunately, he failed to see that his wife was asking the question not to get an instant decision, but to begin a negotiation. And the woman didn't realize that when her husband said no, he was just expressing his preference, not making a ruling. When a man and woman interpret the same interchange in such conflicting ways, it's no wonder they can find themselves leveling angry charges of selfishness and obstinacy at each other.As a specialist in linguistics, I have studied how the conversational styles of men and wome

Status
SCRAPPER TOOK MY STATUS BOX, CUS HE DIDNT LIKE WHAT I SAID, GUESS NO ONE HAS THE RIGHT TO THEIR OWN OPINIONS ANYMORE ON HERE. So to make them see change your name to FuClone (then your user id # ) Ok here was the actual comments: FuClone1031234 said: Scrapper your an Idiot. I want my symbols back. This site isnt for you, it is for EVERYONE ELSE THATS HERE FuClone1031234 said: Awww didn't like people having their own opinions, so you took my status box away ???? SCRAPPER said: SCRAPPER said: Huh! You just called me an idiot....go ahead and keep punching me in the face. that is what i am here for. Step away from the computer and breath....it's all going to be ok.

Mental Health (repost)
Negative thoughts are the enemies of victorious life. Since our life is very much determined by our mind, our thoughts can make or break our life. Negative thoughts will distract your focus from the important and drain your energy. At the end, you will no longer have the ingredients necessary for success. Knowing how to overcome negative thoughts may make the difference between victory and defeat.I believe there is an important principle at work regarding negative thoughts, and that is: Attention is self-reinforcing.If you give attention to negative thoughts, they will get stronger and stronger. What seems like a small matter in the beginning may become monstrous at the end. What you should do is breaking the vicious cycle by shifting your focus to something positive. You can then reinforce this positive attention until you completely defeat the negative thoughts (read more at attention management).Here I’d like to share 20 tips to defeat negative thoughts mostly based on this pr

Flax Seed Oil (repost)
What is flax seed oil?Many times throughout this web site I use the terms "healthy fat" and "good fat." Usually I do it in a sentence that goes something like... "All of your daily fat intake should come from foods that contain healthy fat." After that I usually give a short list of foods that contain this "healthy" fat. As you probably noticed... this isn't much of a list. The reason for that is because there are very few sources of this hard to find good fat. Luckily though, there is a solution... flax seed oil.Flaxseed oil is rich in EFA’s, essential fatty acids. More specifically it contains the omega-3 and omega-6 fatty acids. This is the technical meaning of “healthy fat.” Your body needs these fats to function properly, yet it doesn't produce it on it's own. This makes EFA's an important part of your diet. Other sources of these fats are fish and nuts. Most of the fat in my diet comes from a combination of nuts and flax seed oil.The hard part about getting all

Yeah, You've Heard It Before.
I'm sure you have all heard about the name change. Blah. I think it looks like shit now. I didn't want people to find me. Why else would I put a lame location and have symbols in my name? Anyway, looking at Scrapper's blog, they didn't really ask many people about this change. Hence my status. I would kind of like to see everyone that wants the symbols back to put their old name as their status. What do ya think? I know, I know...LAAAAME!!

Buy Me
Every once come add my home girl so yall can bid on my pic in her auction.. her profile to add is http://fubar.com/2722077 once you have added her look for my pic in her auction folder name is Own My Azz. my pic link is... http://fubar.com/photo.php?u=1805867&albumid=1985805&i=3407355295&idx=0 now come buy my ass ty ppl

Love
with everything said about love and caring about a person..... what is love ??? really.....what is it? i always thought for the person u love n care for u would b willin to fight no matter what or whom it is even if it is fightinthe person themselves so what is it??? bcuz im so dumb i dont even know wut it is appearently. i always thought love was fighting to stay no matter how hard everything gets. also helping to change each other and talk to each other no matter what it is. saying the words i love u is actually meaning those words not throwing them around one second n then the next just give up on something like its nothing. i believe if there was any love in the first place both parties would b willing to change and after givin ur all thats when u can call it quits. would someone plz explain to me if i am wrong..........bcuz if im willin to change n prove myself why wouldnt the other person?? isnt it bcuz that other person never loved me in the first place???!!!???!!! i dunno mayb

Off Day Today.
anyone else having one? My daughter flushed my only tweezers down the toilet, couldn't get on the computer for a while, the lawn mower kept getting stuck, and i felt odd but it was so hot so i mowed the lawn in my two piece top wtih a button up shirt open and pants. lol better than what i would have mowed in if i didn't do the laundry. bike shorts buttun up shirt and swim top lmao.

Where Did My Symbols Go In My Name?
Many of you are asking where the symbols in your name are? We removed them? No it is not a conspiracy. It just looks better. We were very diplomatic about it. An overwhelming majority think the symbols are as annoying as I do :) To the haters...you will get over it. We had an unofficial official vote. It is nice to be able to read your names now. Please vent it out it here..... .....It'g going to be ok. I promise. Thanks for your support Scrapper NOTE: If your blog comment does not get posted, I keep getting this error message saying ERROR: You have reached your blog comment limit. Please drive through :)

Life Of The Par-tee
He was poppin’, lockin’, spinnin’, and pumpin’. Hair spiked high in the air, he was channelling his inner Jersey Shore. As his hips gyrated and legs contorted, it was clear all the 40-something aged Snookies in the audience wouldn’t stand a chance. He was exhibiting the Mating Dance of the American Douchebag … at a golf tournament. Yes, it was once again time for the Phoenix Open. The Phoenix Open is Arizona’s main PGA event of the year and quite possibly the biggest spectator event to hit the area. On tournament weekend, over 400,000 people will go to witness the affair. None, save about 30 of them, give a shit about golf. It’s really just an excuse to go get obnoxiously plastered while wearing khakis and a sweater vest. In local circles, there are two primary reasons to go the tournament – the 16th hole and the after golf party at a place called “The Bird’s Nest”. The 16th hole happens to be

Today Was Totally .......natasha
Go to www.urbandictionary.com and look the meaning of your name, then post it as a blog cats and kittens.:) 1.The name Natasha (Russian) means Christmans Day or birthday. It is usually used to portray desirable and enviable female characters in film, literature, etc. Most Natasha's are beautiful. They exude mystery and seduction. Tabitha: I don't like that girl, Natasha. Robert: She's hot!!! I would love to bang Natasha!!!! Tabitha: She looks like a slut! Robert: You're just jealous 2.A woman of outstanding beauty, intelligence, and grace. That girl is totally a Natasha . 3.the most awesome person ever. shes so much fun to hangout with and i love her

For My Nephew That Never Got A Chance At Life
You was not known by to many. But you was loved by alot. It is not fair that you didnt get a chance to live life and experiance the joys of life. You had brought joy to alot of people with out even knowing. I am proud to say I am your uncle. I will hold the memories of you close to my heart for the

My Drug
Took a *WHAT DRUG ARE YOU MOST LIKE* quiz today on facebook and here was my results....... well well well.... couldn't have been any closer to the truth that is for damn sure You are Acid. Definitely very conventional and very predictable- you probably own a minivan and beige slacks. Just playing, you weren't expecting that now, were you? Or maybe you were... you never know with someone like you. You're vibrant, creative and well, insane. Yo...ur perception of reality differs from everyone else. Your relationship with the world is very love/hate. Not everyone understands you, which isn't surprising because you don't even always understand yourself. But there are times were you've figured out the universe. Temperamental? Yes. Bizarre? Unquestionably. But very, very intriguing.

It's Electric
Montesano, Wash. (AP) -- Authorities believe a Washington man was killed by accidentally urinating on a downed power line after a car crash. Grays Harbor County sheriff's Deputy Dave Pimentel (PIM'-en-tel) said Monday 50-year-old Roy Messenger was not seriously hurt after he collided with a power pole Friday and called a relative to pull his car from a ditch. However, family members found Messenger electrocuted when they arrived. Pimentel says Messenger apparently urinated into a roadside ditch but didn't see the live wire. The urine stream likely served as a conductor, allowing the electricity to reach his body. Pimentel says there will be an autopsy but burn marks indicated the way the electricity traveled through Messenger's body.

You Can Help...go Greener !!!
It is now a common sight to see shoppers carrying their own reusable shopping bags to the grocery store. That is fantastic, and such an easy eco-friendly action for most of us to take. Still, there’s a ton of material we continue to schlep home when shopping — the cellophane, unrecyclable bags, plastic, and cardboard used in the packaging of many common items. Much of this packaging is unnecessary, but manufacturers know that flashy packaging translates into increased sales. As of 1994, the European Union requires manufacturing companies to take back and recycle at least 60 percent of their packaging waste, including that used for food items, thus taking the burden off of the consumer and local communities. No such incentive for reducing packaging exists for manufacturers in the U.S. or Canada. As consumers, there are a number of items we can use or purchase in order to reduce our consumption of excess packaging: Bring a travel mug whenever you go to your favorite coffe

Why Are All Females Bitches?
It's funny, people tell me to be optimistic that things will happen, that people will be nice to me. BULLSHIT! I met a girl last night, she said that she wanted to talk and get to know each other, not even 12 hours later, she wants nothing to do with me. Funny, I'm smart and have a college education, she didn't, I don't have kids, she does. It's amazing that someone can tell you that they want to get to know you, and expect you to accept them for who and what they are, and when you do, they tell you that they don't want to talk to you again. I just don't fucking get it. Why does everyone have to treat me like shit? Why do people judge me on the outside, instead of the inside? Why is it okay for someone to treat me like that, but if I don't answer, or something stupid, it's my fault for everything. I think from this point on I'm just going to treat everyone like an ass, that way, I can't get hurt, and no one can say I was doing this, or wasn't doing that. I"m better off single

It's Back!
Most of you who read my blogs probably read Hanna's blog. With her being gone I find that I not only miss her wit and twisted humor, but the recipe blog. I watched approximately 5 hours of Hubert Keller's Secrets of A Chef on WTTW yesterday and just printed about eleventy of his recipes to try. So I decided to start up this blog. Once I have tried a recipe I will post it (with any tweaks I may have made) and I will also try and put it into sparkpeople first so it will include nutrition information. Feel free to message me with any recipes you would like to share. I will be trying to keep the recipes I post fairly healthy, but I am always open to any recipe. It might be a bit before I post the first one since I just recently shopped and made a ton of soup and stuff, but get your ideas in if you have em!

Sex , No Lies , No Videotape :)
As some of you may allready know. My wife was in a car accedent a few years back. My wife and I are in a open relationship. We are looking for new friends n maybe a lover. It has been very hard 4 us and our sex life has sufferd. I take great pride in pleasing my wife before I please myself. The fact is this, it hurts her every time we make love, so as it is very hard for us. We are looking to meet new single ladies and couples. Preferably over 21 and under 40. we live in the Seattle Wa. area. First we would like to meet and start out as friends and then possibly move into a sexual relastionship of sorts. We are STD free and we do drink, and smoke. Just the way it is. We love to go camping, hanging out in our back yard for BBQ's n lil campfires. Yes we have kids n pets. No we are not looking for one night stands. If this sparks your intest, leave me a message in my inbox, and we can go from there. No salute , dont botther peace

Salty Tears
SALTY TEARS SAILING IN THE DARKNESS BEORE DAWN FLOATING UPON THE SEA OF ANGUISH SILENT WINDS LEAVE MY SAILS UNDRAWN MISERY IS THE SHIP UPON WHICH I LANGUISH TOSSED UPON THE WAVES OF DESPAIR SUROUNDED BY THE MISTS OF SORROW CHILLED BY THE DAMP NIGHT AIR COVERING THE HORIZON CALLED TOMORROW WOUNDS INSIDE DROWN HIDDEN STAINS FLOODING HEART FULL OF DOUBTS AND FEARS COURSING THROUGH THIS VALLEY OF VEINS RAGING UNRELEASED MY SALTY TEARS BARING MY SOUL AGAINST A WORLD DYING SCREAMING MYSELF I HAVE FORGAVE

Some Prose (minnesota 2010)
I was cut loose from purpose.Riding the train to downtown Minneapolis, heading for...somewhere. Snow was everywhere.I got off and walked aimlessly until I found a little cafe in the mill district that doubled as an art gallery, or maybe it was the other way round. I sat at the counter and ordered a Reuben sandwich, my first one ever. It was particularly good, as was the coffee.The waitress was to my eyes a personification of this city. She was unpretentious, and her smile and humour was natural and geniune.Some guy working out back shouted random delirious comments and the regulars laughed good clean and hearty laughs.I watched the snow falling silenty outside, and wanted to stay there forever. A peculiar sensation washed over me as I looked at the apartments for sale across the street, that everything was beautiful here. That if I stayed long enough, my purpose would return and I could breath again.I was awoken from my woolgathering by the waitress asking "You want some more coff

Frazzled
Dear reader, You might not know this about me but i have one feeling.... JUST ONE GOT IT GOOD!!! OH PS: I think family is retarded so I will be deleting it within the next 3 minutes YES IM HAVING A TANTRUM IM PREGNANT TRY STOPPING ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! FUCK YOU ALLWicked PS random boob pictures might just help alleviate my ignorance

Survey
NAUGHTY APPLiCATiON" Best and hottest one will get a reply......1. Your Name:2. Age:3. Favorite position (s)?4. Do you think I'm hot?5. Would you have sex with me?6. lights on or off?7. Would you have to be drunk?8. Would you take a shower with me?9. Have you ever thought about having sex with me?10. Would you leave after or stay the night?11. Do you like cuddling afterwards?12. Condom or skin?13. Do you give Oral pleasures?14. Do you like to receive Oral Pleasures?15. Have sex on the first date?16. Would you kiss me during sex?17. Do you think I would be good in bed?18. Threesome?20. How many times would you like to cum?21. Would you use me as a booty call?21. Can I use you as a booty call?22. Do you like foreplay?23. What is foreplay to you?24. Can we take pictures of the act?25. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you?

Family.
To those who are in my family list and don't talk to me at all or only come to me when YOU need something, I have deleted you off my family list. Don't be mad about it. I don't see the point in keeping someone in your family that can't be a little more respectful. Does that make sense. If I deleted you and you didn't want to be deleted then come talk to me about it. My lists need trimmed down anyways.

Nascar: Points Options For A Better Change?
With so many controversies over the points in NASCAR Sprint Cup Series, I was thinking of a better way or at least a different way to break down the points in order to make the winner garner more points than those who are just able to lead laps only to lose the race.The following is how I am recommending they break down the points and pay close attention to the All Star Weekend/Bud Shootout Points that are added to provide those who make the weekend a small advantage. http://www.rantrave.com/Rave/NASCARPoints-options-for-a-better-change.aspx

I Couldn't Just Ignore This...
ok, this just grosses me out....what in the world do people get out of sharing pictures of their dicks TO THE ENTIRE WORLD, not even a select group of people, no you have to share with EVERYONE and please, ladies, explain to me how a picture of a dick smothered in it's own cum is attractive? have you never seen something like that before? does it just blow you mind? you're probably getting flashbacks to your middle school years slutting it up in the boys locker room. honestly...and i don't even do this blog shit but fucking christ! i mean don't get me wrong, i love dick just as much as the next chick on here, but have a little respect, what happened to the mystery of sexuality? i guess some people are just starved for attention...clearly they didn't get enough lovin somewhere in their childhood that they feel the need to share their junk with the whole world. that's what the "family" is for you know? you want to share your shit then by all means KNOCK YOURSELF OUT, but

Life
welll its another day and here i stand alone ready to fight what ever comes my way and i know i will over come all cuss i know i am strong soo i say it here now u want some come get some cuss ill never back down

Wintersmith (airborn On Valentines 2010)
Written for someone who didn't deserve it. Feel free to share it with someone that does... If I were the Spring-maker, The flowers would wear your scent, They would spread your sweet warmth, To all who walk among them, If I were the Spring-Maker. If I were the Summer-Lord, The sun would beam your smile, To infect each weary soul, That basked under your glory, If I were the Summer-Lord. If I were the Autumn-Spirit, Shrouding the land in silent mist, The wind would whisper your name, Bringing peace to all that listen, If I were the Autumn-Spirit. If I were the Wintersmith, Each snowflake would bear your face, They would fall like your kisses, and blanket the land in your beauty, If I were the Wintersmith.

Flashbacks
Last night I was stuck on Deacons playlist,,,which gae me that oh so great nostalgic feeling for a bit..however it left many things in my head. So I will now leave them in yours...if you are near my age...you may get a few memories of your own ~Izod shirts(pastel colors) ~rubber ducky condom tshirts ~penny loafers..WITH the penny ~jelly sandals ~wicker sandals ~hammer pants ~puma tennis shoes ~ratted hair ~aqua net hairspray ~jolt cola ~zots candies ~sea monkies ~magic 8 ball ~Casey Kasem ~radio dedications ~Knight Rider ~ Miami Vice ~Ripped denim ~ Waynes World ~Encino Man ~mullets And now for yourviewing pleasure/disdain whichever it may be.....

Let Us Know
OK So I hear all Women Want to "DO" a Biker. I question if I'ts because the Biker Status Is that Of a Rock Star or A Wealthy Man! Tell Us what You Think! Leave details if you want.. It's your choice. Thanx for reading and all responses..

I Dont Even Know
So this "woman" (and i use the word lightly) contacts me on facebook with the shit about something that was a total mind fuck a year and a half ago.. I told her to leave me alone and i didnt care about the shit one way or another.. if you saw the blog yesterday, you saw the convo. Anyway, someone else emailed her and gave her a piece of her mind, and they happened to be in the middle of it with me, so I get this email on facebook with more shit, so i clicked the stfu button on her..end of story right? WRONG, the twit fucking sends me an email on myspace! WTF, im being stalked from site to site? gimme a fucking break! and I have to block this bitch on myspace too! now, unfortunately im probably gonna have the bitch fucking with me from fake accounts here, so if i have to put my profile private i will, because some of you refuse to do a salute, so thats not gonna work lol what the hell is wrong with some people? arg!

Monday Humor
Two 90-year-old women, Rose and Barb had been friends all of their lives. When it was clear that Rose was dying, Barb visited her every day. One day Barb said, 'Rose, we both loved playing women's softball all our lives, and we played all through High School. Please do me one favor: when you get to Heaven, somehow you must let me know if there's women's softball there.' Rose looked up at Barb from her deathbed and said, 'Barb, you've been my best friend for many years. If it's at all possible, I'll do this favor for you.' Shortly after that, Rose passed on. A few nights later, Barb was awakened from a sound sleep by a blinding flash of white light and a voice calling out to her, 'Barb, Barb..' 'Who is it?', asked Barb, sitting up suddenly. 'Who is it?' 'Barb -- it's me, Rose.' 'You're not Rose. Rose just died.' 'I'm telling you, it's me, Rose,' insisted the voice. 'Rose! Where are you?' 'In Heaven,' replied Rose. 'I have some really good news and a little bad news.' 'Tell m

Jason Comes Alive!
So, for those of you not in the know, I sing--if you want to call it that! Ahem, sorry. I was just trying to anticipate your reactions. Anyway, this weekend, I performed in a cabaret show with the pops chorus/show choir that I'm part of. It was my first non-karaoke solo performance--if you want to call it that!--and I thought some of you all might want to hear it. Or you might have detainees you need to torture. It's a multi-purpose recording. Either way, you can listen to it here. I can't figure out how to (or if I can) embed it from Posterous, so you'll have to click the linky. Enjoy!--if you want to call it that!

Don't Be Afraid To Be Who You Are,no One Matters But You Anyway!
There are times when you need to think about what you say before you say it or how you carry yourself in front of other people! But that doesn't mean you've got to keep your thoughts or your opinions to yourself! Hell No! Just be ready and willing to except what your told back in return however it maybe!

In Remembrance Of Mom
My Mom, whom passed away kind of suddenly, on January 29th, 2010, God Bless Her.... had an awesome hobby of selling all kinds of jewelry on Ebay.... her hobby took off & she opened a store there on Ebay, 4 years ago and was doing really well with it..... I know my Mom would want me to keep this store up and running for her, as I am and will, the best that I can. I know Mom will give me the insight, inspiration, and guidance I need, because not only is it a hobby, it's a second job! So in remembrance of my Mom..... (my guardian angel) If you need that special gift for someone, especially Mom, (Mothers Day is coming our way) check out the link below.... If you see something you like, let me know.... make me an offer. http://stores.ebay.com/The-Jewels-by-the-Sea-Store Thanks...much: peace & all that to all Have a good day! peace baby

Turf
There have been several people who have left the turf and as much as it does bother me I have to draw some lines here... I would really like all of us active players to get together as soon as possible and discuss how we would like things to go in our turf ... What expectations do we have of our turf members How do we handle conflicts from outside the turf and within Tonight we had some people leave, I had tried many times to explain that I didnt want unnecessary heat brought down on the turf as a whole... I dont see a need to antagonize turfs or the use of vulgar language... if they come into our home we have a right to defend it but there are also limits there, one thing we don't need to do is go looking for trouble in other turfs ecspecially without cause or reason we dont need to disrespect others just cuz its funny...Like the name of our turf Id like to see us rise from the ashes and show people that we can play this game with a sense of respect as well as fun, but we ne

A New Journey
I have often thought of what I would do if I finally got the chance to start life again. Now I have my chance to find out. The end of 2009 gave me many setbacks, many finishes of parts of my life. Now though, I look back at those, and do not dwell on what was closed, but try to look ahead to what has been opened. My life had crumbled down around my feet, but someties that is what needs to happen in order for you to rebuild. I've looked at what I was for the past ten years, and have found a person I find lacking. The person I have been is not some one I want to be. I have found though, that not all of what I was is bad. In that time, I have discovered I am a good father, which is one of the few high points of my last decade. It is time though for me to take that which was good in that time, and keep it as I rebuild the person I want to be. I do not know all that lies before me, but I shall take what is given, and try to bring back some one that I can look at with in myse

I Lay Here
I lay here, listening to the thunderous sound of silence. The silence fills my ears in inconceivable volumes. Volumes that cease to never go away.Away in the darkness I lay. I lay here, with thoughts continually traversing my brain.My brain that constantly seems to be in movement.Movement that never gives me the desired moment of peace.Peace which i so long for.I lay here, by myself in this empty house.A house that was once filled with love.The love that has gone so far away.Away, from me, from my mind, body, soul. I lay here, thinking long thoughts about my life.A life that thinks not for itself, but for others.Others that seem to in return give hurt.A hurt that not even time itself can heal.I lay here, begging to be freed from my burdens.Burdens that should be shared by many.Many who seem to be no where near.Near is where i need them most.I lay here. Hopeless, down, sad, alone.Alone in the darkness.The darkness where i lay.I lay here.

Generating Electricity With Alternative Energy
Generating electricity with alternative energy is now easier than it ever has been before. Technology is now available that allows the homeowner to build DIY solar panels for a few hundred dollars. Click here to read more - DIY Solar Panels and Magnetic Power Generator A complete solar system purchased and installed can easily exceed $20,000. Sure, you can get that cost back, but it will take decades to do. Doesn't it make sense to build your own system whereby the savings will be nearly instantaneous? Solar panels are made of several components. The panels themselves are made up of a series of solar cells. The cells absorb sunlight which is then used to generate electricity. The term for converting light into electricity is photovoltaic. And of course, for our purposes the light was provided by the sun. There are quite a few advantages to building your own DIY solar panels. The first that comes to mind for most of the savings on utility bills. 120 watts of electricity can be genera

"the Man He Wants Me To Be"
I will walk thru the valley without a tear in my eye; because of a man who gave his life that I shall keep mine.And for that love he has giving me I shall devote myself to him for all time. After being beating, tortured and then nailed to a cross to die,just so that someday I shall have internal life and walk by his side. He has giving me the straight, power and the will to serve him, to do his work by his will and not that of mine.With all his grace and glory that I may enter his kingdom and thru him that I may shine.

"the Best Man That I Knew"
The best man that I ever knewMet him back around the year of ninety-twoHe was an older gentleman I would sayCould have been around the age of sixty-eightAs I sat and talk to him, mostly of his life and the things he could doI knew that he was the best man I ever knewHe spent most of his life serving his country trueDoing his best at what he had to doHe went to war and return aliveWishing that more came home and hadn’t diedOnce he set his mind on what he wanted to doThere was nothing to stop him, not even you.I grew to know him as a great friendBut now as a granddad more as back thenNow he is gone and laid to restMe with no regrets cause I knew him as the bestIn Loving Memory, Granddaddy Riddle (1922-2009)

"thinking Of You"
When I wake in the morning light weary or delight all I can do is think about you.When I am home alone or out and about all I can do is think about you.As I sit in the sun light or gazing at the stars above all I can do is think about you.When it’s cold on the outside or cold within or hot on this side or hot on the other end still all I can do is think about you.When it dry and sunny or wet and raining still all I do is think about you.When my heart is filled with joy or hurting with pain, it really doesn’t matter because still all I do is think about you.When I am asleep during the day or at night, even in my dreams still all I do is think about you.Even when times are at its worst or when it’s even at its best, still all I do is think about you.In all the time there is, a day, a week, a month, a year, or even a life time, still all I do is think about you.Even in my doubts or when I know things are true, still all I can do is think about you.Love has no meaning if

"a Little Short Story"
I once knew this guy that I have known since I was old enough to remember. In fact I grew up with this person. He was one of those guys that kept to him unless it was necessary to do other wise. I watched this guy growing up from a dumb kid to a strong hard working man.As I watched this guy growing up, thing was changing all around him but he stay the same, at less on the out side. Now what was going on in the inside was something totally different. Come to find out one day that he was fighting for his life. Not the way as a physical thing but more of a mental thing, if that makes any since. See thru all the yeas of his life he spent it in thermal hell. He never let any one know about this because to him it would have looked as if he was weak.But as the years went by he got to the point that it was getting where the tormented mind was controlling him, and that started to affect ever thing around him. It got to the point that he was willing to end his own life, but even in that he faile

"a Changed Man
Their once was a man who went in to battle, so all could be freeHe was strong and mighty and fought as bravely as he could beHe knew what he was there for and what had to be doneKnowing each day that the end of his life could comeSo he struggle and fought hard and did the best he knewKnowing that when it was time to leave there would be only a fewThen there came that dreadful day when his service was no moreHe came home and seen and wonder, what was it all forNo one understood him and didn't even careFor what he saw here, was just what he left thereAs time went on and the years had pastHe was a different man but with the same maskHe struggle more and more each day as it went aloneAnd was dieing inside not knowing what was going wrongHe became hard and ugly, anger and mean, broken and evil for all to seeFor there was no pleasures, love and hope in his dreamHe was no longer the man he use to be.

Broken Hearted Girl
Broken-hearted Girl You’re everything I thought you never wereAnd nothing like I thought you could’ve beenBut still you live inside of meSo tell me how is that?You’re the only one I wish I could forgetThe only one I’d love to not forgiveAnd though you break my heart, you’re the only one And though there are times when I hate youCause I can’t eraseThe times that you hurt me And put tears on my faceAnd even now while I hate youIt pains me to sayI know I’ll be there at the end of the dayI don’t wanna be without you babeI don’t want a broken heartDon’t wanna take a breath with out you babeI don’t wanna play that partI know that I love youBut let me just sayI don’t want to love you in no kind of way no noI don’t want a broken heartAnd I don’t wanna play the broken-hearted girl...No...NoNo broken-hearted girlI’m no broken-hearted girlSomething that I feel I need to sayBut up to now I’ve always bee

A Pagan Child's Letter From The Teacher!
Dear Mr. and Mrs. Thomas,I write this letter in concern of your daughter, Aradia Moon. Please don't take this the wrong way, however, although she is a straight A student and a very bright child, she has some strange habits that I feel we should address.Every morning before class, she insists on walking around the classroom with her pencil held in the air. She says she is "drawing down the moon." I told her Art Class is in an hour and to please refrain from then to do any drawing.And speaking of Art Class, whenever she draws a night sky, she insists on drawing little circles around all the stars and people dancing on the ground. And that brings up dancing, I had to stop her twice for taking off her clothes during a game of Ring Around the Rosey! By the way, what does the term "skyclad" mean?Aradia has no problem with making friends. I always find her sitting outside during recess with her friends sitting around her in a circle. She likes to share her juice an

Wtf Is Going On!!
So.. i talked to him tonight... quite a bit... he wants to go out wed night again (whole group of us.. not a date)... i am like... um... maybe... and am like.. dood... yesterday you could barely talk to me..... but i didn't say that part LOL i dunno... i probably will.. i need alcohol I am SOO stressed out... it just hit me today that i could possibly have cervical cancer... i know my GYN told me... but... it JUST hit me.. i was crying at work.. blarg... few more weeks and i will know... my appointment is on the 17th.. on another note... my cat had her kitten.. there were 4.. one died..we tried to save it but poor little thing... so we have three babies... cute little boogers... i have a few pics to post in a bit... i forgot how little baby kitties are... though.. one of the little fuckers is fat.. i am naming him after Deacon LOL!!!

Fuck You
Hard to breathe my eyes full of tears, Thinking that I had forever, So many lies, told through the years, Looking back on never ever. You could say we'd be together, But the sad truth is That I know so much better. Agony in my soul, There's a pain in my heart; it feels as if, my life's been torn apart. Ripped to pieces,

Self Denial
ya know i keep telling myself that i don't love you anymore, i tell myself that i don't need you, and i tell myself that i will be ok with out you, but the thing is certain parts aren't so easily convinced, my head is spinning out of control, on a one way course to hell, and my heart is in 6 million pieces, and it feels like the jagged shards are trying to come through my chest. i have kept myself busy but i just can't stop crying, but i'll keep telling myself that i don't love you anymore.

Between The Pages...
Tucked between the pages lie,Your most innermost secrets discovered,A life of secrets a life of lies,A life of love, not to me, but to another. Tucked between those sacred pages,I found your notes,Your secret rages.Your wishful dreams and high hopes. Buried deep between the pages,I found your secrets,I found your stories in different stages. I found your thoughts,I found your dreams,All left there to rot,Like silent screams. Tucked between those pages I found lies,And I found honesty,This you can not deny,Deep inside of the pages written… I found you..

New Poem
My pain is his happiness, I am alone, and depressed He is happy, and content I am sad, and in tears He smiles, and laughs I feel worthless, and unwanted He feels confident, and needed .. .. My body longs for his touch He is pressed against her My ears beg to hear his voice He can’t stand the sound of mine My arms are dying to be around him again He holds her tightly to him .. .. My heart is still in his hands

My Newest Poem
I want to run away. Be forgotten, kissed away. Escape to new levels of pain. Find my place in time. No point in staying sane, death is all to kind. When everything i ever did was invain. Bleed me slowly, kill me softly. I want to feel your pain inside of me. All around me, ingulfing me. Unite my fear on a pain-injected high. Feed me your lies. When you look at me what do you see? A worthless whore instead of me? If you loved me like you say, you would'nt use me this way. Hurt me anyway. Rip me up inside, just to pass the time. So it wont consume my mind. Lock me away, trapped with my self-inflicted crimes. Shatter my frame, I love the way you make me suffer in my shame. Play your games, take control of me. God i love your pain.

A Simple Wish
Out across the ocean,A ship there I do see.I wish my heart,It would take from me. A woman so beautiful,It longs to go to.A woman in my dreams,That woman is you. Please take it from me,A wish will take its place.A simple but true wish,For yours to take its place.

Open For Me
For your heart,Forever I will try.Tonight Again without you,In my dreams my eyes will cry. Each time I see you,My heart it falls once again.My love for you grows,Will yours ever begin. Forever in my heart,You shall always be.And I will wait for eternity.For yours to open for me.

Olympian Hard Bodies
Apollo, Bode, Lindsey, Gretchen and a whole host of Olympians won medals for their efforts. Now they can go out and turn this experience into dollars. One way to do that is to shed some clothes and show off their athletic hard bodies. If you’re vain like me then you wish you could look like they do. Check em out http://www.foxnews.com/slideshow/entertainment/2010/02/25/battle-sexy-gold?slide=19 BlastFM plays great music for hard and soft bodies alike. Enjoy yourself! www.live365.com/stations/blastcasterfm

Where I Belong.
A glimse of her wasn't enough,I needed so much more.One momment in my eyes,Her memorey burned to my core. If I could even catch her eye,Would she see me in the same way.Could she understand my truths.What my heart has to say. I would raise her above all else,God the only thing above her.To put my heart with hers,A love which is so pure. How can I ever make her see,If I'm never in her view.To change her vision of me,That is what I must do. I will prove to her,My heart for her would always be strong.To her heart would always be true,And in her heart is where I belong.

Quixotic
quixotic\kwik-SOT-ik\ adjective; 1.Caught up in the romance of noble deeds and the pursuit of unreachable goals; foolishly impractical especially in the pursuit of ideals. 2.Capricious; impulsive; unpredictable.

My Heart
Theres this guy he stole my heart never could i imagine id fall so hard, hes the one i think about both day and night though we are miles from each others sight. when he talks to me i feel all tingly deep down and side like my hearts going to jump out and float with the tide. you see hes the one near and dear to me holding to my heart the key.

This Tune Is Dedicated To All My Friends
I pray for better days to comeI pray that I would see the sunCuz life is so burdensomeWhen everyday's a rainy oneBut suddenly there's no more cloudsI believe without a doubtThat heaven sent an angel downAnd then she turned my life aroundYou know and I knowFriends come and friends goStorms rise and winds blowBut one thing I know for sureWhen it's cold outsideThere's no need to worry cuzI'm so warm insideYou give me peaceWhen the storm's outsideCuz we're in love I knowIt'll be alrightAlright it's alrightOooh...Now peace is so hard to findWe're terrorized and victimizedBut that's when I close my eyesAnd think of you to ease my mindYou take me to another placeThere's no more war (no more war)Just love and graceBaby you restore my faithI know the struggle's not in vainYou know and I knowThrough all the battlesBaghdad to IsraelThere's one thing I know for sureWhen it's cold outsideThere's no need to worry cuzI'm so warm insideYou give me peaceWhen the storm's outsideCuz we're in love I knowI

Love Story
LOVESTORY~~♥♥ A girl asked a guy if he thought she was pretty and he said no. She asked him if he would want to be with her forever and he said no. She then asked him if she were to leave would he cry, and once again he replied with a no. She had heard enough. As she walked away,tears streaming down her face. The boy grabbed her arm and said.... You're not pretty you're beautiful. I don't want to be withyou forever. I NEED to be with you forever. And I wouldn't cry if you walked away...I'd die... ♥♥ ~~THE END~~ ♥♥....... I want a guy like that :(

What Popular Career Are You?
You Are an Astronaut You are not normal at all, and you could never do well is a typical office job. You are too brilliant for that! You have a strong sense of adventure. You really want to see the world... especially from space. You don't just dream big - you also do big. You are willing to work hard to get the career of your dreams. You are a very talented and special person. You seem to succeed at every project you undertake. What Popular Career Are You? Blogthings: We'll Tell You The Truth... Someone Has To!

Life/thoughts
If you are resisting life's goodness, then working harder at it will push that goodness farther away. Instead learn to let go and to allow. Simply generating more activity and energy will not help you of that energy is pointed in a negative direction. Choose to re/direct all the energy and awareness in your life toward those things you value most. If the results you are getting fail to bring fulfillment, do not seek to merely create more results. Instead find the path that truly your purpose. There is nothing to be gained from making life needlessly difficult. See the truth that life is beautiful, and align your energy and your actions with your very own expression of that truth. When you let yourself be yourself, richness flows easily and effortlessly and naturally through every moment. Your greatest accomplishments come from who you are. Let yourself be yourself. And you'll be as rich as anyone can ever be.

You Don't Deserve This By Debbie Schneider
You dont deserve this pain that makes you so sad, the people who drive you crazy and make you mad; You dont deserve to suffer at the expense of others, they should treat you with respect like they would their mothers; You dont deserve to hide away from this world and be secluded, you should be appreciated, loved, and included; You dont deserve to be all alone, emtpy and lost, for the love you offer is more than enough to cover the cost; of any friendship that you do deserve and are worthy of, be known that mine is based on true love.

The View
I am spending time in the shadows searching for the path less chosen for the path that takes me furthest from you I have see your taint, smelt your bile yet I did not flinch maybe I should of, maybe I needed to blink now all I see is you and I am becoming weary of the view

My Opinion Of The New Avatar Policy
This is a rant, and is not intended to be disrespectful or offensive. Do you think this new policy might be a little overboard? I live in the desert and RARELY wear anything that isn't tank-top like. Do I have to wear an oversized tent in order to get an avatar approved? My previous avatar showed nothing sexual. No boob, no nipple. Some cleavage, shoulder, and HAIR. Do I need to shave my head for an avatar to be approved? This policy really seems to send a double message. An adult site, for consenting adults. I can understand no tits or dick being in an avatar...but seriously? What about skirts? Are you going to ban skirts in avatar's too? Or feet? Some people get off on feet. The same goes for lips, there IS a lip fetish. There is also a hand fetish, an arm hair fetish, an eye fetish. If you're trying to make this policy to prevent sexual arousal over an avatar, then it has already failed. As for the people with kids running around while they're surfing Fubar; perh

Just An Idea...
This is ONLY an idea and not a definite plan yet....so don't get too excited. I was thinking towards the end of August or so, having a Fubar family and friends BBQ here. Now obviously many of you couldn't make it due to finances, travel arrangements, distance, country you live in, etc....I am aware of this. But, for those that COULD actually make it.....would you want to IF I actually planned it and went through with it? Most of you on my friends and family lists know each other anyway and are pretty cool with each other, so it would be more like a friendly gathering. Finally placing energies with pics and internet personalities. Although anyone bringing their fudrama with someone else to my BBQ will be forced to leave and not in a nice way. I am not having that crap at my place. This is for fun, laughs, dancing, an all around good time. Just an idea and wanted to see if some people would actually want to come IF I did this..... Let me know.....

What Happened
what happened to the good all times. what happened to all those who said they were your friend but where are they now. wheres the true meaning of being a friend gone to and will it ever truly come back? we will never know til we show it.

So I Was Thinking...
So..like I said, I have been thinking.. Have you ever had a moment where you realized that a certain opportunity might pass you by if you don't grab it by the horns and take it RIGHT NOW! Well I have... And I am realizing that if I don't take an opportunity to do this right now, I might lose it forever. Besides I have eaten way too many vitamins. So I am ranting...and I miss him...and a bunch of other crap... So I have decided that I will get to that destination.. NAO. Okay maybe not now..but when I eat. I should pack more vitamins...

Bad Day
well its offical i have had one of them days you just wish that you never lived on this shitty earth. when all that seems to happen is everything falls apart around you. well not for me i got woke up at 8:30 in the morning to be kicked out of my home. wow what kind of dbags do that to someone without any warning at all!!!! FUCK THESE PEOPLE AND ALL THEY ARE ABOUT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[date Threeish]
All that prep, all that possitive energyall culminating to well, 2 people spending a pleasant afternoon together. I kissed her hand when she said duck was her favorite. That sparked conversation several different directions. Caviar, wine, wit and in common. I just hope she thinks about me as often as I think about her. Oh, and aside from breaking a bowl and doing her usual face smoochingmy dog was in excellent form. I've invited her to the french restaurant and sushi... its not so much that I want to impress her, its that I'd go to these places more often if I had someone to go with. I don't know how she feels about me... or that she's in as much torment as I am. I highly doubt she does, that she is. Most unfortunate. Oh, and we're negotiating next weekend. I asked, she said.

As Close As I Get To Poetry...
Her eyes shine bright like little stars lighting up my world Her smile so warm and loving I dare you to look away Lips so sweet and sensuous kisses so heavenly Skin so soft and blemish free my hands can't get enough This face of hers, perfection how lucky a guy is me.

"my Lyfe"
TO WHO IT MAY CONCERN, I AM JUST WONDERING HOW LONG WILL IT TAKE ME TO GET USE TO MY NEW HOME? I HAVE JUST RECENTLY MOVED FROM RICHMOND, VIRGINIA TO FT. BRAGG, NORTH CAROLINA. I HAVE BEEN LIVING IN RICHMOND SINCE I WAS 4. SO THIS WHOLE ARMY THING IS NEW TO ME. ME AND MY HUSBAND GOT MARRIED DEC 21, 2006. WE FINALLY GOT BACC 2GETHER AFTER 4YRS. HOPEFULLY I MAKE HIM HAPPY...... I HOPE I NEVER PISS HIM OFF. I MOVED HERRE AND I DONT KNOW WHERRE ANYTHING IS. I AM HOPING I DONT GET TO HOMESICK. I AM ALREADY MISSING MY FAMILY. I AM REALLY MISSING MY DAUGHTER. SHE'LL BE 2 IN JUNE. WHEN I WAS AT WORK ONE EVENING MY B/F AT THE TIME JUST TOLD HIS PARENTS THEY CAN KEEP HERR. DIDNT ASK ME NOTHING. BUT THAT'S HOW IT WAS THOUGH. SOMETIMES I WONDER IF PEOPLE WANNA DEFINE ME AS BEING A UNFIT MOTHER. IF THEY DO THEN THEY "CAN BLOW ME!" WELL ILL CHECK BACC LATER!!!!!! LOVE ALWAYSA. ROBINSON

Light Weight.
Last night I drank. Yep. The girl that doesn't drink. I was talking to Drunk1 last week and he tells me that I should try some Sailor Jerry rum. Me and the boyfriend go and get it. I had no intention of really drinking a lot and just wanted to taste it. I'd tasted spiced Captain Morgan a few weeks back and it wasn't bad. John tells me that since MY friend said we should get this, I HAD to take the first shot. We ended up taking it together. OMFG, that shit burns!!!! After the shot, he reads the bottle and then says that it's 92 proof. Captain Morgan was only 80. That probably had a lot to do with it. I mean he's a drinker and he even said it burnt. He was a little shocked because I was drinking the shots straight. No chaser and not mixed in anything. By the second one, I was feeling a little weird. I was fine though. But by the third one, I couldn't walk very well and I was just starting to feel bad. I had one more and that done it. I started feeling really bad. The whole room

Taking A Leave
To all my sweet loving friends. I am taking a Fu break for a while. For those of you that have my cell number call or text me once in a while. I hope that you wont forget me while im gone. I will be back I promise.

New Fubar Rules ...what We In Grade School Now And Need A Dress Code???
scince when are we all in grade school and need a dress code... I wear my corseet as a shit i wear it to work i wear it shopping it is NOT ligerie if you can wear it to a bar what freacking right does fubar have to tell you it cant be your freaking defult pic....scince when id an adult site more anal retentive then myspace and face book?? if your freaking at work you should be damn well working not hanging on freaking fubar wasteing your time and bitching that a girl in a corset has scrolled across the top of your freaking screen ...i understand about nudity i even understand about racist and or sexist usernames but if all your goods are covered NOONE should be able to tell me what im alowed to freaking wear and tell me my everday wear is NSW

Quickening Moon
This is the time of the Quickening Moon. It still feels a lot like winter. Many parts of the world are still covered in ice and snow. Even here in Central Florida we are having stormy winter weather. But winter will soon be over, and the promise of spring is starting to stir. Animals that will be born in the spring are growing inside their mothers right now. Underground, the seeds and bulbs lying dormant are starting to come to life. This "quickening" is like the first small stirrings of an unborn baby in its mother's womb. Not yet visible to the outside world, but there just the same. This moon is also called the Storm Moon, as this is typically the stormiest time of the year. But even though winter rages around us, spring is just around the corner. The winter months are a time of looking inward, of rest and rejuvenation. As spring gets closer, we get tired of being cooped up inside and long to be outside in the warmth and the sun. This is a good time for "internal spring cleaning". L

Cape Kiwanda Dive Oregon Usa
Located on the coast of Oregon, the ride is famous for its proximity to a beautiful coast on one side and lush green forests on the other side of the road. The long ride can eventually take you to the Cape Kiwanda drive, which is both beautiful and unique as you put your set of wheels through waves- quite literally!

Why? Its A Old!
Heather hey do you have yahoo? 5:09pmGreg i never use it 5:09pmHeather ah 5:10pmHeather have some pics for you to see 5:11pmGreg of? 5:12pmHeather I totally found out who "Jaymee" really is...the pics she said were of her are really of her niece Brittnee I go onto her younger nieces page (nikki) and she had them all over of her and her sister brittnee (That jaymee said was her) 5:15pmGreg I really dont care anymore, and if this is the only thing you want to talk about.. 5:16pmHeather um ok...just thought it would give you piece of mind sorry 5:16pmGreg it was over a year ago ffs 5:17pmHeather ffs? 5:17pmGreg for fucks sake 5:17pmHeather um...ok sorry 5:18pmGreg shes a crazy lying cunt, we know this... 5:18pmHeather yeah.. just messed up she was sending pics of someone under age...but its all good anyway 5:22pmGreg so you say that your friend tyson and her got married... and he never sent you any pics? 5:25pmHeather He was deployed for a year. She said

Hockey Is Canada's Game
Let us Pray.... Our Father, Who art in GM Place, HOCKEY be thy name, thy Will be done, *GOLD* to be WON on ice as well as in the stands, Give us this Day Our hockey sticks And forgive Us Our penalties, As we forgive those who crosscheck against Us. LEAD US Not into elimination, But deliver us TO VICTORY, In the name of... The fans, CANADA and the Holy Puck.... ...**AMEN**

Red Rock Scenic Road Usa
This route passes through the Coconino National Forest, Red Rock Country and the Montezuma Castle NationalMonument. The beautiful road is known for providing the best view of nature’s beauty around Arizona.

Transfagarasan Road- Romania
Many consider this stunning and breathtaking road clad in natural beauty as the road that leads you to the sky. It runs North to South across the tallest sections of the Carpathian Mountains, between the highest peak in the country, Moldoveanu, and the second highest, Negoiu. Yes, in the way you also can stop at the castle of Vlad III the Impaler, the king who inspired Bram Stoker's Dracula character. Welcome to Transylvania- Dracula Land baby!

The Real Deal
SO HERE'S THE DEAL. BY NOW, AT LEAST SOME OF YOU SHOULD KNOW THAT I HAVE BEEN HELPING A FRIEND IN HER CONTEST. IT'S PRETTY CUT AND DRY. THE MORE RATES WE CAN GET ON HER CONTEST PIC, THE LESS COMMENT BOMBING IT WILL REQUIRE TO WIN. WINNER IS DETERMINED BY TOTAL OVERALL POINTS. I HAVE BEEN BOMBING AND HAVE HAD A STATUS ASKING FOR A RATE FOR A WEEK NOW, AS WELL AS MY BLOG (# 7 BLOG ON FU BY THE WAY) BULLETINS THAT DON'T GET READ. I'VE ALSO BEEN ASKING PEOPLE ON MY FRIENDS LIST IN THE SHOUT BOX IF THEY WILL RATE THE PIC. I SIMPLY WILL NOT ENTER A SHOUTBOX OF A NON FRIEND AND ASK FOR A RATE, NOT MY STYLE. I GUESS MY QUESTION IS.. WITH THE BLOG, PAGE STATUS, BULLETINS AND PEOPLE SEE ME COMMENTING A PIC OVER AND OVER AGAIN ... WHY DO I HAVE TO GO SO FAR AS TO ASKING YOU IN YOUR SHOUTBOX FOR 1 RATE IF YOU ARE ON MY FRIENDS LIST? I AM NOT EVEN GOING TO GO INTO DEFINITIONS OF "FRIEND" I AM JUST GOING TO SAY THIS ... IF YOU'RE ON MY LIST... YOU CAN ...... (1) RATE THE PIC OR (2) REMO

Guoliang Tunnel
Guoliang Tunnel located high up Taihang Mountains in China. The road is like a little cavern on the side of a mountain with holes of various shapes and sizes acting as windows. The road will offer you a journey and a view like none other in the world as you feel transported to an ancient and mystical land. If you want a safe way to experience how it feels like when hanging from a bottomless cliff, then this is your best shot!

Alantic Road Norway
Dubbed and voted as the Norwegian construction of the century, this five-mile stretch along highway Rv64 between Molde and Kristiansund. The road is anything but even and riding above some real rough waves is a thrill like none other. The road itself surges up and falls down much like the tides at different places, making it a perfectly safe, yet totally exciting ride.

North Yungas Road
I’ve had some weird dreams in my youngster years where I would be driving on a scary, narrow road similar to this road of death in Bolivia. Of course, this would be one of the places avoid when traveling.Â Heck, I don’t even have the nerve to travel Africa yet. The Road of Death, properly known as the North Yungas Road, is the only road connecting several small villages in the Yungas region of Bolivia to the rest of LaPaz and the outside world. In Spanish, the road is known as El Camino de la Muerta (the Road of Death).

Its Raining Its Pouring
its raining its pouring9/10 emcees today redefine boringi get tired of explaining the fact that we're changing...the fact that yer not,the fact is yer caught,in gunclap fantasiestellin lies dramatically,this is not the futurenever was and never had to beprepare for succession,the torch must be passed,seek and find directionfrom lessons of the pastset a new courseforge a new pathwe are not the first to do itand wont be the lastteachin to the youthinnovation as a taskto solidify their futureswithout putting on a maskthey dont have to rob and steal so stop teachin that in rapsaint a damn thing wrong withbelieving in what you dobut listen to yer messagecause they believe in you.. Rainy Dayz

Honesty Please Read And Please Please Comment
I tend to get into moods where I question everything in my life. This happens to be one of this times. Unlike many people that I have met whether it be in r/l or fubar...when things don't seem right...I look at myself rather than to assume it is others causing my confusion. Deep soul searching tends to flood my mind more often than I think it should. (Not sure if this is healthy or not). In a time where talk show guests blame their ,parents,society,government,wealth and just about any other reason you can think of, for the miseries of their life. I choose to heap all questionable actions that pertain to my life on my own shoulders (deservedly or not) before passing it onto others as a way of justification. I just like everyone else am far from perfect and never claim to be. Which brings me to my number one concern in my life....Honesty. I consider myself to be well spoken and educated. Along with that standard I realize that honesty has it's place and is subject to what I call si

You Help Brighten My Day
Because of you my Friend loved Just when I think I am at my end You come along, you my friend Making me smile and giving me hope Just enough thought to help me cope The word that you type or the one that you say The heart filled worries, a hug, as you pray Sending me wishes of hope and dreams Understanding me, even if I don't know what, I mean Looking out for me in your own little way Making me smile it brightens my day You help to wash away all my fears Your kind words dab away my tears To have you as a friend is hard to believe Yet knowing you're their brings such relief So a big Thank you for all you have done Know you have helped me a lot today, Hun. copyright©Karen E. Fryer 2007

Joke.. No Offense To Anyone!!
Two hillbillies are sittin at the bar drinkin their beers and talkin to each other about their day at work on the pig farm whensuddenly, a woman at a nearby table, who is eating a sandwich, begins to cough. And, after a minute or so, it becomes apparent that she is in real distress. One of the hillbillies looks at her and says, 'Kin ya swallar?'The woman shakes her head no Then he asks, 'Kin ya breathe?' The woman begins to turn blue and shakes her head no.. The hillbilly walks over to the woman, lifts up her dress, yanks down her panties and quickly gives her butthole a lick with his tongue. The woman is so shocked that she has a violent spasm and the obstruction flies out of her mouth. As she begins to breathe again, the Hillbilly walks slowly back to the bar. His buddy says, 'Ya know, I'd heerd of that there 'Hind Lick Maneuver' but I ain't niver seed nobody do it!'

The First Cut Is Not So Deep
I'm sitting hereStaring at the blade beside meI try to cutbut everything inside defies me The harder I push the weaker I becomeI can do everything elseWhy not this oneThis one thing I try and I fail My skin is burning from the pressureThe knife sliding against itI look down hoping to see blood from the fissurebut there is nothing

Life....
First off this is a social site, your gonna have those that play games and tell you one thing and do another its just like life. If you have to be 2 and get pissed of because this one chooses to leave your current location and go, then thats on them not the other place, because honestly if they were happy there they wouldn't have left the first one in the first place, get the fuck over it. But to tell someone that your not gonna be friends with them if they work here or there thats petty and bullshit. What lounges and Mafia members/players do has nothing to do with there members or even other staff. Cause if your gonna judge me, then you weren't honestly my friend in the first place, and should go, personally this site has no reflection on REAL life. Those that sit here 24/7 need to step up and get a job and a life. Take the drama up with them not me. Cause some of us don't play games or lie, life is too short to be petty. I am still gonna go to bed with a clear conscious. Get my point

Toy
TOYDo I look like a fucken jack in the box to you?Am I just a inadement plaything?Is my heart filled with stuffing for you to tear out?Do I say what you want with a pull of the string?Am I made with metal, is my smile painted on?When you break me, do I go back together?Am I made of rubber, expected to bounce back?Do you like my head better when its severed?Are my eyes made of glass? No depth to them, are they dead?When a newer toy comes along...will I get thrown under the bed?Can I expect to be forgotten after being your friend?You cried to me, lied to me, only to drop me in the end.Do I not cry tears? Do I not have a heart that shatters?Are you done playing with me now? Like it even fucken matters...You're lucky you had me for as long as you did...You're lucky to even have known me.And now that I'm gone out of your life and you choose to disown me...I'll hold my finger high in your faceand you can take your cold heart to the next oneTo play with and then throw away As soon as youre do

Trippin
TrippinThe silent whispers that surround meNoone seems to hearThey come from all directionsBut none are really clearA room full of peopleall eyes are on meAs the whispers become louderI put my hands over my earsThe noise is making me psychoticIts deafening to hearThe whispers turn to laughteras they watch me squirm and sweatPerspiration drips from my browmy shirt begins to stickMy stomach is turning, feeling emptyLike a bottomless pitMy legs are getting weakerI feel like I could fallThe only thing preventing thatIs leaning against this spiked wallMy body is vibratingfrom the core to my fingertipsI feel so damn thirstyas I constantly lick my lipsPeople brushing by me seem to stop and stareThey smirk at me and chuckleThen they suddenly disappearMy eyes are feeling heavythe lids pulled down by weightsI just want to rest, I want to sleepI want to go and dreamOf puffy clouds and pretty colorsAnd purple flowing streamsI want to collapse my bodyGo and find a floor to lay downAnd shut out the

This Saddens Me.
At the Federal level, in the USA, and in academic circles, program goals and definitions of giftedness are constantly being revised to reflect changes in social and educational reform philosophies. The trend over the past five years (since the 1994 legislation was passed), has been to eliminate separate programs for intellectually gifted children in favor of programs "providing a challenging level of academic study for all children." Thus, appropriate identification of intellectually gifted students is becoming less and less of a priority in the schools. Your child may not be "identified" as gifted for the simple reason that there are no special programs or services for gifted children. The phrase "all of our children are gifted" is a red flag that should alert parents to the lack of a gifted education program, a lack of understanding regarding the needs of gifted children, and the lack of a school-based identification program. Notes: Children from poor socio-economic back

Lets Dream
I sense it in the darknessI feel the threatening stareI know that he is out thereBut I cant tell exactly whereMy senses are supposed to guide meBut they confuse me insteadTheir over alertness scares meAnd I wonder if its all in my headThe feeling of being followedThe paranoi of my fearAs I pick up the pace and start runningMy nightmare becomes clearI hear more than just my footstepsI hear him chasing after meI feel him breathing down my neckAnd I look back but there is nothing to seeSo I stop and stare in confusionI think Im going madI walk backwards in disbeliefAt the experience I …think…I just hadThen a calmness overcomes meIm surrounded by a peaceful glow All fear and terror subsidesAnd love is all I know…I suppose a dreams a dreamA nightmare is just thatLife is full of good and badAnd death is just a statDeath is for the livingWe live just to dieBut dreams are for all everywhereIf only all would try Java, July 15 2008

In Vain
IN VAINDid you ever wanna disappearand leave all of it behind?Did you ever dream of contentnessthat is impossible to find?Did you ever want to close your eyesand see nothing but white mist?Leaving behind all the blacknesswalking away from the dark abyss.Moving further towards the lighttill the shadows disappearLetting go of the hatred, sadness and hopelessnessSaying good bye to all your fears.When you reach it, you can touch the lightIts peaceful, youre contentYou feel warm and safe and happyForgetting all that was before you went...Looking down from your havenYour smile starts to fadeThere is ruin left behindWitness the sadness that you madeChildren crying, where is mom?Why'd she leave us, what'd we do?Were we bad? Were we mean to her?We should have done what she asked us to..Friends confused and shakenShaking their heads, wiping tearsThey never saw it coming,Though it was building up for years.Brothers and sisters wanting more timeWishing they would have seen her moreIt had been mont

Its Not About Love At All
ITS NOT ABOUT LOVE AT ALLHave me, take me, break meDo with me what you mustIf it cant be about loveI’ll settle for the lust.I can transform itI can fool myselfInto believing you still careEven if all we shareIs thisI’ll take the kiss of passionIf that’s all you’ll giveI’ll share my body with youOffer it up to youSacrifice my wants and needs…In the meantime, I’ll hang on to hopeOr better, wishful thinkingThat the more I give, the more you’ll wantThe more I tease, the more I taunt…The longer I hang onto youThe more I keep you nearYou’ll stop fighting it..meYoure true feelings will come clearIf it can’t be about loveLet me be your habitGet high on me with every breathLet me cloud your mindLet me be your drug of choiceLeave all the rest behind…Let me intoxicate youLet me be what you desireWhat you need, what you wantCome jump into my fire…Feel my heat, let it burn youLet it melt you to a moldSo I can keep yo

Just Like Me
JUST LIKE MEShe sits and waits Pupils fixated on a spot she does not see Afraid to blink, afraid to move Almost too afraid to breath Staring into the darkness The blackness is all she can view She's done this many times over This ritual is nothing new Eyes so dry she cannot cry She has no tears left to shed She just cowers in a ball On the floor beside her bed She's so cold, her body shivers She pulls her legs up to her chest Rests her head upon her knees Lays her head down to rest Sleep will come although she fights it Eyes will close, mind will shut down At least then her dreams take over Her dreams of running far away from this small town She dreams of warm winds Blowing on her face and through her hair She dreams of looking out at the ocean She dreams of the smell of the fresh air She dreams of running barefoot on the sand In a white flowing gown She dreams of love and purity She dreams of ...falling down It ends so quickly... And somewhere between awake and dreams It all starts to

My Dad
I remembered the tyrant you once wereYou ruled with an iron handYoure rules were the lawRespect wasn’t earned, it was a demandYou saw fear as a way to control usAnd you used it all the timeYou never let us have a voiceOr even our own minds“What happens in this house, stays in this house”Was drilled into our headsGod, I wonder whyYou knew that you were doing wrongAnd you wanted to hide it behind the blindsDid you not think that we would grow upAnd eventually break free?Did you not see that keeping us on a leash all those yearsWould backfire…And eventually alone youd be? I hold no bitterness against youI just don’t understandThat you caused your life to be this wayWhen, once, im sure you were a good manBut now there is no tyrant in front of meBecause your spirit is all goneI hardly recognize youYou never joke or smileIts sad but I think that the broken man was hidingBut he was in there all the while Now you are so differentI see a withered old manI look a

In The Demons Eyes
In the Demon's Eyes"Be with me...trust me" Words she wants to hear Stupid, nieve, weak Words her heart fears. Heart worn on her sleeve open Ready for a fall What's one more knife through the chest? It hardly hurts at all... He uses, lies and cheats Just like the ones before She's adapted, she has had to Her heart has a revolving door Looking up from the ground seems to be where she resides Being trampled, stepped on, pushed around Trust you? Nah, you fucken lied. Now he keeps her hanging on Dangles her from his chain Wraps her aound his finger Takes advantage of her pain But who's fault is it? Why you cry? You show him how to treat you What you deserve, what you want him to be... He owns your heart, but, of course, you gave him the key... What are you going to do now? Cry? Offer yourself up to the demon? Is it easier to surrender? Afterall, you're only human. Excuses! Full of excuses Full of self pity and shame Suck it up, be strong Don't let the demon strike again. Mend your wounds to

Sunday Video Lolz...
Every video I see of this thing is ridiculous and funny….figured I’d share some Sunday lolz… Raptors Mascot Fail - watch more funny videos Well, my eyes are crossing from chasing bombs. I don’t know how people do this all the time. Lol. Hope everyone enjoyed Auto 11 weekend and has a great start to March! Peace…

[job]
J oh buh not J aw buh I just watched the last 10 minutes of Evan Almighty. And I thought to myself y'know what'd be great? If that team would re-tell the modern Job. I would laaaaaaugh my ass off. Especially if we could get Morgan Freeman back as God. Let's do the smitey, arbitrary, contradictoraly cruel and random God of the old testiment, enough of grampa hugsandlove. Or let's do that guy that had his wife turn into salt- and then his daughters got him drunk and fucked him YEAH! I guess what I'm getting at is... yeah there's a possitive christian message in these movies here, and I'm not going to knock loving thy neighbor, doing the best you can to improve this shitty world- but we can do the unbelievably unpleasant aspects of the bible in cinema too (like Passion). It would probably still be well received. Hell. I'll even write it for you. I won't even have the little asides and debates of the morning star and the lord of creation. Half of you wouldn't even catch that its a

Buy American ... While You Still Can
If your reading this , and you are a United States Citizen. BUY AMERICAN.the largest purchases people make in life are thier Home , Education, and Vehicles usually .America is hurting financially , and its not all wall streets fault, or the poloticians.Americans send money out or this country every day. Nafta and other BS political scams have sold out our jobs. BUT we are losing the ones we have via buying foriegn. i dont know about you , but me personally . i do not really want to count on some tourist to come buy my burgers, wares, or stay in my hotel for a living. to each their own, but we are headed to a service nation. this Geat Nation was built Via the sweat blood and tears of hard working individuals , who fought for EVERY BENEFIT in the work place. our forefathers handed the next generations a great strong nation, and we have squandered it.OUT OF GREED . we were a nation of Families and community networks. we are now the biggest individu

Ermm Yup
because i realized that cutie didn't remember anything.. i didn't even give him a chance... i told him i understood he was drunk and all that i wanted out of him is a friendship... even if i DID have a little crush.. now he is acting all wierd around me.. when i am around he kinda just disappears.. UGH i hate men.. i give them an out and they get freaked

Yes
Have I ever told youthat if I sit really still and silent,sometimes. I like to thinkI can hear your heart beatingin time with mine?Have I ever told youthat when I watch you speak to methrough lines and cords,and bytes and ram,I imagineyour voice,whispering into my ear?Have I ever told youthat I wait out each dayin anticipation,wantingonly an hour or two,just a second in space and time,to feel close to you?Have I ever told youthat there has been times,when I ached for you,ached for you so badly,that the emotions overwhelmed me..and so I sat and cried?Have I ever told youthat sometimes,I will reach out,touching your nameon this cold screen before me,wishingI could reach inand pull you to me?Have I ever told youthat after the first time I heardthe sound of your voice,thousands of miles away,I sat up all night,turning the conversation over and overin my mind,examining it,like some newly discovered species of flower?Have I ever told youthat I would give everything up,just for one nightto be

[date 1.5 ... 2? ... ]
So yesterdays, I called up my ... "friend from work" *rolls eyes* (I'll get to that later) and gave her directions to get here. In about thirty minutes time I get a call "hey what are you doing tonight?" Stepping into my jeans in my almost-fencer's build, scrubbing my neck length copper hair I say matter of factly "absolutely nothing" "would you like to go see a play with me and (rommate)?" sure, what's playing what theatre, what will I owe you for the ticket? Details, etc etc I get there around 7, at which point I'm informed we're picking up her TRAINWRECK exboyfriend. DElightful. And apparently roommate's dozey younger brother has the tickets. We pick this kid up and first thought out of my head is "prescription drug abuser" ... seriously his speach is jumbled, his thought processes are incomprehensible,and he's trying for that whole "I'm so weird I MUST be brilliant"and he's not pulling it off. He slurs his speach, he actually starts speaking NONSENSEat one point...

How To Be A Gracious B*tch
Jennifer's wedding day was fast approaching. Nothing could dampen her excitement - not even her parent's nasty divorce.Her mother had found the PERFECT dress to wear, and would be the best-dressed mother-of-the-bride ever!A week later, Jennifer was horrified to learn that her father's new, young wife had bought the exact same dress as her mother!Jennifer asked her father's new young wife to exchange it, but she refused. ''Absolutely not! I look like a million bucks in this dress, and I'm wearing it,'' she replied.Jennifer told her mother who graciously said, ''Never mind sweetheart. I'll get another dress. After all, it's your special day.''A few days later, they went shopping, and did find another gorgeous dress for her mother.When they stopped for lunch, Jennifer asked her mother, ''Aren't you going to return the other dress? You really don't have another occasion where you could wear it."Her mother just smiled and replied, ''Of course I do, dear......I'm wearing it to the rehear

So Cunfused
Ok so I have known this guy for almost 9 years and he has been completely great to me like a big brother and just a few hours ago he stopped in and asked me if he could have a chance to make my life right I just don't know what to do I haven't been with a man in 3 years because of physical abuse I have been dating nothing but women and I think I kind of like him in a way but i'm not sure if i'm ready for it