Tori FURL Married To Badass Demon's blog: "Sad Poems"

Why do you beat yourself up because you had the courage to love gave all of yourself in hopes that he was the one Why do you beat yourself up When it was his choice to be unfaithful His choice to hurt you Why do you beat yourself up Knowing that you had done everything for him supported him, comforted him, loved him more than you loved yourself Why after his lies and deceit do you still love him? and want him to love you Why after the repeat of hurt and trust being lost do you think that he deserves a love as pure as yours Why do you beat yourself up over what you could have done better when you know deep down there was nothing What makes you search for answers as to why when they will not change the past Nor mend your broken heart Why when a man decides to cheat do we blame ourselves? why does it make us question every little detail about who we are Make us think that we are not worthy of love Why when a man cheats do we still long for him to change Realize how wrong he was, and fall in love with us again Why do you beat yourself up When you deserve more When all that you have done is loved someone completely Give yourself time and the pain will subside and the mourning will cease You will see that you are still you Still wonderful, beautiful you Nothing has changed except your experience in love And your determination to share love with another As you can never truly love someone until you learn to love yourself I love you Chad, and I will be there any time you need me...No one has ever made me write a poem before so I hope you understand how much I love you.