Fubar Blogs 4

Life
There are moments in your life that make you and sets the course of who your're going to be. Sometimes they're little, suitable moments. Sometimes, they're big moments you never saw coming. No one asks for their life to change, but it does. It's what you do afterwards that counts. That's when you find out who are are....

Bits And Pieces Of Me
Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I am the mother of 6 children 2. I never thought I would have or intended on 6 children. 3. I want to go back to school to be a midwife to deliver babies. 4. I love to ride dirtbikes, 4 wheelers, snowmobiles. 5. I love to crochet. 6. Dude WTF wants me. 7. I listen to Roy Orbison. 8. Jesus Christ is my Lord and Savior. 9. I get bored easy. 10.My husband is a truck driver. Katilac81 Dude WTF Don't need jacks mad eye a1cd My sweet baby son Dakota left me on Feb 15th 1998 he died in his sleep at his grandparents house they named it sudden unexplained death in a younger child (same thing as sids). He was spending the weekend wit

Men Vs. Women
WOMAN'S PERFECT BREAKFAST She's sitting at the table with her gourmet coffee. Her son is on the cover of the Wheaties box. Her daughter is on the cover of Business Week. Her boyfriend is on the cover of Playgirl. And her husband is on the back of the milk carton. _____ WOMEN'S REVENGE "Cash, check or charge?" I asked, after folding items the woman wished to purchase. As she fumbled for her wallet, I noticed a remote control for a television set in her purse. "So, do y ou alw ays carry your TV remote?" I asked. "No," she replied, "but my husband refused to come shopping with me, and I figured this was the most evil thing I could do to him legally." _____ UNDERSTANDING WOMEN (A MAN'S PERSPECTIVE) I know I'm not going to understand women. I'll never understand how you can take boiling hot wax, pour it onto your upper thigh, rip the hair out by the root, and still be afraid of a spider. _____ MARRIA

New Year Unblocked Every One
with the 2007 came to an end i have unblocked every one on my block list hoping for a better year. and it gives every one a clean sheet. as i do feel that i can be a nicer person in 2008 .

Stuff
As you can probably see - They gave me back my thigh !!!! They still think my bum is not safe for work though.... My bum has been safely going to work since I was 13 ! Not to meantion swimming in a CONVENT pool with a simialar thong [my godmother is a nun...] and they didn't have any issues with my ass ! Oh Well.... Guess we need some nuns running the place. I have just had a pic of my THIGH marked as NSFW. There are 1000's of ample clevage shots and a pic of a thigh is somehow NSFW ? WTF The pic of my but was also flagged as NSFW. My butt in a thong - something you see any time you head to the pool or beach. Who the heck monitors this stuff ?!

D's Rants
I love Fubar it's a great place to come chat, and all that, but there are some people on here that make me laugh. for instance I seen a status change on a friend of mine's profile asking someone else why he blocked her without chance to reply! from what I was told by my friend she had rated him already before, he doesn't even return the favor of rating her back, she later returns to his profile not remembering who's she has rated already, because she likes to rate and help out friends. Well she realizes she can't rate him again so early so she ends up leaving him. so I figure from what it looks like on his screen that she just visits him and does nothing. (now I would say ok whatever you don't want to rate me, I don't care.) maybe he didn't see her rating him before because when you get so many rates I'm sure he's gotten plenty when on auto 11, he didn't see her early rates. but what he does is laughable and made me laugh. he blocks her after leaving a message on her profile :-O

This Year, I Will...
... Lose the rest of my baby weight, and then some. I will NOT sleep with my baby daddy, no matter how phenominal the sex is. I will stop putting out on the first date - maybe then I'll get a second. I will begin going to dance practice again (I was a competitive Irish dancer [damn good one, too]for 16 years, until I broke my foot during a performance). I will get a job that will secure my financial future. I will not go into debt, as I just paid off 15k of it. I will not run my car into the ground. lol I will continue smoking the reefer, because I'm much more fun when I'm stoned. I will potty train my son. I will buy a new camera and start my own side business. And most importantly, I will make sure to include my son in every decision I make regarding my future, as he IS my future... and I wouldn't have it any other way.

Sugar Bowl
I WILL START BY APOLOGIZING TO MY FRIENDS THAT ARE FANS OF UNIVERSITY OF HAWAII FOOTBALL. YOU HAD ONE HELL OF A SEASON. BUT....WELCOME TO BIG BOY FOOTBALL (i.e. the SEC). if your opponents are glorified high school teams, you can have a 12-0 season. I do realize that coach June Jones has turned a 0-12 program into national ranking and a BCS bowl game. June Jones, I remember well as a backup quarterback for the Atlanta Falcons behind Steve Bartkowski (when Bartkowski would get knocked out...literally, June got some playing time and did a respectable job, as he is doing there in Hawaii. With that said, welcome to BIG BOY football and a formidable national championship caliber team. UGA a very proud school in the Southeastern Conference (SEC). Sorry some lessons have to come so hard, but life is hard. University of Georgia 2008 SUGAR BOWL CHAMPIONS

Application
EVEN iF YOU HAVE A BOYFRiEND OR GIRLFRiEND- REPOST THiS! SEE HOW MANY PEOPLE SEND THiS BACK TO YOU! Ladies Title it "Boyfriend Application" Guys Title it "Girlfriend Application" 1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Fave Color: 4. Whats your sign? 5.Phone Number: 6. Location: 7. Height: 8.Hair (color and style): 9.Piercings/tattoos: HERE COMES THE FUN ... 1. Are we friends? 2. Do you have a crush on me? 3. Would you kiss me? 4. ...with tongue? 5. Would you enjoy it? 6. Would you ever ask me out? 7. Would you make a move on me in a movie theater? 9. Would you take care of me when I'm sick? 10. Do you want to tell me something that you couldn't before? 11. Would you walk on the beach with me? 12. If you heard a rumor about me, would you defend me? 13. Do you/have you talked about me? 14. Do you think I'm a good person? 15. Would u take a nap with me? 16. Do you think I'm cute? 17. If you could change anything about me -would you? 18. Would you dance with me? 19.

Friends
A friends is a person to laugh and cry with, An inspiration, Someone who lends a helping hand, though friends may not be forever, And they may not end up together, the memories of a true friendship will last forever. A friends is not a shadow nor a servant But someone who hold a peice of a person in his/her heart. Someone who shares a smile, Someone who brightens up your day What makes a person a friend? Is by saying your Love will stay.

True Love
I just want to say that i never thought that i could ever fall in love again till i met Jason and i am very in love and happy and hope that i never lose him I love him very much I love my man and my girls with all my heart soul anall the love that i can give them they r my life my love my world.

Love And Sex
LOve ND SEX You do it for money not love No don't kiss meLove That isn't' part of the deal Sex is sex, love is love Don't talk, don't touch, don't feel Working girls just work Its' the money, not the sex Definitely not for love Its' the money, your money Sex is sex, love is love Drugs are bought with money You have money I give sex Sex and drugs are had with a deal Love is an arrangement Between two similar minded people Sex is sex Love is love

Friends
WELL PPL AFTER TONIGHT I WONT BE ON HERE MUCH. I WILL BE ON FROM TIME TO TIME CHECKING WHO BEEN TO SEE AN VISIT. SO I WILL TRY TO GET EVERY1 A SHOUT BACK. I LOVE TO MEET NEW AN INTERESTING PPL AN I HAVE DONE THAT, SO THANK YOU ALL WHO IVE TALKED TO EVEN ON THE PHONE. DONT BE STRANGERS CAUSE YOU CAN CALL ME OR I CAN CALL YOU. KEEP SHOWING THE LOVE TO PLEASE. I WILL MISS TALKING TO YOU :)

Traditions
Ostara Easter gets its name from the Teutonic goddess of spring and the dawn, whose name is spelled Oestre or Eastre (the origin of the word "east" comes from various Germanic, Austro-Hungarian words for dawn that share the root for the word "aurora" which means " to shine"). Modern pagans have generally accepted the spelling "Ostara" which honors this goddess as our word for the Vernal Equinox. The 1974 edition of Webster's New World Dictionary defines Easter thus: "orig., name of pagan vernal festival almost coincident in date with paschal festival of the church; Eastre, dawn goddess; 1. An annual Christian festival celebrating the resurrection of Jesus, held on the first Sunday after the date of the first full moon that occurs on or after March 21." The Vernal Equinox usually falls somewhere between March 19th and 22nd (note that the dictionary only mentions March 21st, as opposed to the date of the actual Equinox), and depending upon when the first full moon on or after the Equi

Christmas In The Dust
I had no Christmas spirit when I breathed a weary sigh, And looked across the table where the bills were piled too high. The laundry wasn't finished and the car I had to fix, My stocks were down another point, the Dolphins lost by six. And so with only minutes till my son got home from school I gave up on the drudgery and grabbed a wooden stool. The burdens that I carried were about all that I could take, And so I flipped the TV on to catch a little break. I came upon a desert scene in shades of tan and rust, No snowflakes hung upon the wind, just clouds of swirling dust. And where the reindeer should have stood before a laden sleigh, Eight Hummers ran a column right behind an M1A. A group of boys walked past the tank, not one was past his teens. Their eyes were hard as polished flint, their faces drawn and lean. They walked the street in armor with their rifles shouldered tight, Their dearest wish for Christmas, just to have a silent night.

Quite Squirley...
I am not really the type of woman who cries at the small things or gets upset because someone else is having a bad day...but recently...well in the last 6 months i noticed me becoming more and more aware of emotion. I am not refering to others emotions....rather, my own. I have always said that i have the gift of goodbye...i know that people come and go in your life...they will get out of you what is good for them...and for no reason dissappear...not that they are bad people...you just loose the "connection". My delima comes from not wanting to let go...not wanting to give up...but, the truth of the matter is I DID. i, in true fashion of myself(my selfish self)let go of people in my life when i was having it rough. I went through a very tough time(just stress and LIFE, and other things) about a month ago and during this time instead of relying on those close to me- i pushed them away. I, in my stressed out state, thought that if i could just handle my problems on my own- it would make

My Hair
I just cut my hair like a full inch off,, I was at my moms yesterday and she keeps saying it looks bad,, the ends are separated.. since i dyed my hair black i think they hate it my folks,, but she talked me into shortinin,,i said fuck it,, and instead of going to our old haircutter woman i did it my self,, taking tonight to show everyone.... i did try and leave it slightly longer in back,, i cant go totalbutch aaaaaaaa....... any advice from anyone? i thought my hair looked good in the last pic for 2007 in the pink top tho... love all my friends on Fubar,, I will write soon,,... xoxoxox Caroline

New Years Resolutions
I don't know what is NSFW and what isn't, lol. So what the hell. This is my first ever blog, so depends on how bad it is, it may be my first and only. Does anyone make Resolutions anymore? I do every year, and some I keep and some I don't, but try hard. SOme are just personal goals that I like to accomplish. I know, and a few of you are kind enough to point out, that I have alot personality flaws. In the hopes of being a better person, here is my list of resolutions: Be less sarcastic Think less about what other people may think Be nicer to people, and less of a bitch Be more tolerant of others Think more before I speak Personal Goal of mine is to take at least 3 classes this year and maybe start working towards a career or at least a better job. Now me and Chris also have a stupid playful little goal. We are going to try and have sex in 6 different states, and in 6 different houses, lol. Our house, hotels, motels don't count, lol. We started off the NEw Year

Live Life Like Theres No Tommarrow
hello peeps, sorry i didnt get around to wish everyone a happy new year,but 07 went out for me like a car wreck. the nite of the 27th of dec , i was taken to hospital by my family, with severe intestinal pain. was admitted to hospital and went thru a ton of test and procedures, and 12/30 and 12/31, had 3 tumors removed from upper intestine, but the most shocking one was the tumor they found while doing a upper gi and confirmed on a ct scan. i'm not going to get into anymore details, but when someone says live life like theres no tommarrow, do it

Two Priests
Two priests are off to the showers late one night. They undress and step in the showers before they realize there is no soap. Father John says he has some soap in his room and goes to get it, not bothering to dress. He grabs two bars of soap in his hands and heads back to the showers. He gets halfway down the hall when he sees three nuns heading his way. Having no place to hide, he stands against the wall and freezes like he's a statue. The nuns stop and comment on how life-like he looks. The first nun suddenly reaches out and pulls his dick. Startled, he drops a bar of soap. "Oh look," says the 2nd nun... "A soap dispenser." To test her theory she also pulls his dick...and sure enough he drops the last bar of soap. The third nun then pulls, first once, then twice and three times. Still nothing happens. So she tries once more and to her delight she yells... "Look, hand cream!"

Froggieblog
Hello my name is Tammy I am 40 yrs old and a mother of three 25,23 and my 18 yr old which lives with me expecting her first born (son) and my forth grandson. He is due on March 22, 2008. My last relationship lasted 16 yrs married 10 of those. It ended in seperation 2 yrs or so ago. It was a verbally abusive relationship. I am looking for a friend in hopes of a very nice and long lasting relationship. I put 16yrs into someone who just let it go so easy. I want to know that I am not wasting another 16 yrs. I have not dated in 2 yrs or so since seperation because of the fear of wasting my time. My 18 yr old told me to get back on the horse and not to let it scare me so hear I am. I think that is why I want to take it slow and see what happens I am very loving and very trusting so I think slow is the best way to go for now.

Just Venting......
I dont think anything can surpass lat years game. We had been in the hosp with cj from jan.4th thru feb 2nd. All he wanted was to come home and see the superbowl, his team the Colts had finally made it to the big game. Well on this day last year he got his wish and they let us bring him home, with the promise we had to be back up to the hosp everyday the next week for radiation treatments. As it should be the Colts won and gave him the best present ever, he was sooo happy even just for that moment. Honey, when i watch the game this weekend nothing will mean more to me then you getting that wish last year.I might be watching on our big-screen tv, but you have the best seat in the house...... love u, mama dukes xxoo i looked in the fubar bible to see what a blog is, i hope its kind of like a diary....... i just needed to vent today, when i write i feel better.i dont want to share all my personal info on my personal page so its cool if i have a place to come and yell and sc

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Friendship Balloon
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Annoyed
It's really really annoying when people from the north or north east tell me I DONT KNOW COLD. If its 40 Degrees out and Im cold its my business, Im sorry if you live where it get -20 below too bad for you and Im sure youre cold too. I tell someone its 29 degrees out and get my head bit off cause I just dont understand what cold is . Well up yours, next time its 115 in the shade in July and youre bitching about 90 degrees I'll be sure to return the favor Someone bring me a midol

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The First Of Many
Ok, new year, new start, new blog... ...another cheesy start, gets em everytime! So here we are in 2008, one step closer to death and another birthday. So far, in the first week of 2008, I have done things I'd never done before (no further details are available at the moment...or "Its none of your business what i did")and I've quit smoking. Yes, i've quit smoking...and it's hell! Everything has been good untill yesterday when I tuned into the background noise generated by an unwatched tv, and caught the beginning of an advert...it went "Giving up smoking isnt easy...". Now usually, I would have dismissed it, but at that precise moment, I immediatly thought of cigarettes and wanted one. I'd gone all day without thinking about or wanting one. Suddenly, the cravings were back, the fingers wouldnt sit still and I went from a calm state, to one of quiet frenzy. Even as I write this, I'm gagging for a smoke, but im determined to beat it. Its been 2 days now and I get aggita

Ugh
ok heres the deal.. im in the hospital because i just had my liver transplant i have had complications but made it through the doctor said that i have to transfer hospitals because apparently im too special for this one.. but anyways... i have had one really good friend be here for me through everything, and i can't thank her enough for it... Question is though.. my best friend.. i haven't talked to her since the 27th of december.. i have had her boyfriend keep her updated with the things that are going on.. but she said she would be back online after the new year.. well ummmm now it's 2 days into the new year.. and i dont know what to do. i know she loves and cares about me, and her boyfriend.. but wth am I to do ? i can't call her cuz her parents are assholes that dont like me, because of some reason... anyways... idk i just had to get all of this out in a freaking blog.. maybe it'll relax me. anyhow.. feel free to comment if you wanna. idc either way I AM GOING CRAZY I MIND AS W

Howdy To All My Fu Friends
I am just letting all of my friends on here know that I still think about them, I have over 360 of you now so it is hard to keep up with all of you. I wanted to let you all know also that I wasn't ignoring any of you and wanted to say "Thanks for being friends with me on here". Over the next few weeks I will try my hardest to send a personal message to each of you just too see how you are all doing. I hope you all have a good year this year, and may all your good dreams come true. Mike "roughstuff" Stalker

My Brother
Hey everyone please pray for my brother, he got into a motercycle accident on new years eve. He has a broke leg, a fractured arm and a cracked skull and he has blood on his brain so hes pretty out of it! So please just prey for my brother! TY!!

Two Men On A Bus/one Woman!!
A bus stops and 2 men get on. They sit down and engage in an animated conversation. The lady sitting next to them ignores them at first, but her attention is galvanized when she hears one of them say the following: "Emma come first. Den I come. Den two asses come together. I come once-a-more! Two asses, they come together again. I come again and pee twice. Then I come one lasta time." The lady can't take this any more. "You foul-mouthed sex obsessed pig," she retorted indignantly. "In this country we don't speak aloud in public places about our sex lives." "Hey, coola down lady," said the man. "Who talkin'abouta sex? I'm a justa tellin' my frienda how to spell ' Mississippi '." $5.00 says you're gonna read this again!

From Out Of My Head
The way I see it, almost every country in the world that matters doesn't really like the U.S. I don't understand why this is. Without us the rest of the world would probably fall apart because we aren't there to police them, buy there products or give them help in the time of crisis. I think if the next President really wanted to shock the world they should bring every member of our military back within our borders. That means all of our military bases around the world would shut down. This would criple the communities around the bases. All of these Soldiers could be deployed along our borders with Canada and Mexico. The rest of our Soldiers could be put into the airports as security. This would hinder the ability of terrorists and illegal aliens to cross our borders or get into our country. As for the oceans, we have a very large Naval fleet that can patrol our entire coast on both sides and the gulfs down below. This would stop the drug runners from bringing their stuff in v

My First Happy Hour
WISH I HAD MORE TIME TO MAKE THIS STAND OUT. BUT I HAVE MY FIRST HAPPY HOUR SET FOR 10:00 PM PST TONIGHT THE 5TH OF JANUARY. PLEASE DO YOUR THING AND HELP ME GET LOTS OF POINTS. THE BEST THING YOU COULD DO IS GO LEVEL UP AS MANY PEOPLE AS YOU CAN THAT ARE NEW. PLEASE HELP ME SO I CAN ADVANCE TO THE NEXT LEVEL. I AM CURRENTLY LEVEL 21 FUBERLORD AND WANT TO MAKE IT TO LEVEL 22 HENCHMAN. THANKS TO EVERYONE THAT HELPS. FLY, FOUNDER OF THE FLY BY NIGHT "RUSH" TRIBUTE FAMILY RUSH FANS/BOMBERS/LEVELERS

Lonely Road
This Lonely Road Down this lonely road Through life, I wander around. Searching for someone, Who doesn't want to be found. Reach out my hands, But there's no one to reach for. It's such lonely feeling, Like standing at a locked door. So I carry on, How much longer does it go? Staring down this lonely road, I think, I may never know! The end of this lonely road, is nowhere in sight. So I promise to seek you out, For the rest of my life!

For My Female Friends
I.B.I.C. is looking for more members! We are an all female group! I.B.I.C. stands for Insane Bitches In Command! If you would like to join all you have to do is go to my blog and add, rate and fan all the members listed!When you are done with that add I.B.I.C. in your name somewhere then let me know so I can add you to the blog and the home page! Rules 1. You must have I.B.I.C. added to your name! 2. You must treat everyone of the sistas with the respect that you would like to be given to you! 3. If you have any problems with another I.B.I.C. member come to me with the problem! 4. No Drama! 5. Repost any I.B.I.C. bullys you see! 6. Please help the sisters level when they ask for help! Thank You, ~Mydnyte™~Founder of I.B.I.C.~D.S.C.~Real Wife To Jayrod874~ ~Mydnyte™~Founder of I.B.I.C. ~D.S.C.~Real Wife To Jayrod874~.@ fubar Meet My Sweet Sistas! ~Mydnyte™~Founder of I.B.I.C.~ D.S.C.~Fu G/F To Freya~@ fubar Mystêfyï~I.B.I.C.~&

Found Love Again
For awhile after I lost my first love Jamie. I thought that I won't be able to love another the way that I loved Jamie, but then a very lovely, beautiful girl that came back in to my life. I met her a year ago when Jamie and I was apart. Just recently she had made me feel like I can love again and that Jamie would want me to be happy again. My baby haves away that make me go weak and I start to studding when talking to her on the phone. I would do any thing for her and I care for her more then any thing. I'm enjoy life again and its because of her. I love you baby

Alive
In such a short while, memories of who I use to be, ravage my heart. I reach out to you... you've made me feel like a woman again. I'd forgotten who I was.... Lost in this tired day to day life. I am alive again- Free to feel - not living in my shell... unleashed to breathe an stretch. Everything is more vivid now.... Thanks to you. this is to a friend of mine who has made me very happy... You know who you are! xoxoxox

Back To Work
Ok, today was the first day back to work since I dyed my hair black. And now I think I must have looked totally awful before I dyed it. I'm in TOTAL shock how many people stopped me and said how good my hair looked. :O And how becoming it was .. holey hell 8-P

To Stay Rules Are Changing....
I read a few blogs...mumms..and sad to see some do not have the savvy or graciousness as the men that were on stage tonight. I felt the moment as a great candidate and hero in my book gave his speech; not because he lost, but I felt the pain he suffered in giving his life to the country he Loves. I don't know or will speculate how our new president will handle things or approach the many issues this country currently has. I will say like in a previous Blog I'll support him and not bad mouth someone like many have done and so I've read. Thus the belief thing resounds again in Romans chapter 13. I will not degrade those placed in authority above me. Yet, I will also say if any of those placed above me I will call out what is not done appropriately. Thus rebuke is ok!! I will say this to those that rated/voted because it was a racially motivated thing; It is wrong to base things upon popularity, whether color, amount of money or who is young or old. It though should be based on

Ghosts, Spirits, Parapsychological Experiences
My earliest memory from this lifetime is of me sitting on the floor as a baby. I was not even one years old. My mom rolled a ball to me. I stared off into space. I always stared off into space, so she says. I know I did, because I was always in tune with the spirit world. Things I remember from back then vary. The living room carpet was brown and easy to hide stains on. We had a lot of brown decor. I remember that. I guess that's why I don't like brown so much anymore. I saw a lady with red hair appear at the top of the stairs. I could see a light around her. It was just my mom and I at home. The lady looked at me and she smiled. I knew her in my heart. I recognized her. I don't remember now who she was exactly to me, but I know we knew eachother. My mom looked at me and had this look on her face wondering why I wasn't paying attention to the ball. I'll never forget it because she still makes that face at me, but now... knowing what's really going on when I stare off into space, she sm

Sex
Giving .........head....... massages the jaw....while burning 32 calories. Swallowing foreign body juices is actually like taking vitamins and it whitens your teeth The American Dental Association says that semen cuts plaque better than mouth wash, so suck a dick and save a smile. Having nice sex burns 358 calories. Having rough sex [make it hurt] burns 543 calories. Take off her clothes with her consent.........................12 cal without......................187 cal Take off her Bra With two hands..........................8 cal With one hand.........................12 cal With mouth.............................85 cal Put on Protection hard .......................... 6 cal soft..........................315 cal Foreplay Looking for target...................8 cal Finding G spot ......................92 cal I don't Fucking care.....................0 cal Entry Holding her..................12 cal On the floor.................8 cal With Different

1-2008
Here it is, 2 days into the year, and I already have people mad. I don't know how I do it so well, but I do. New year's was not memorable at all. I wish I could say it wasn't memorable because of the alcohol, but yeah, not drunk... I do hope 2008 gets better than how the year is going. Looking for a housekeeper. I hate cleaning, and I suck at it when I do clean. Changes going on at ome, may as well make one of them a VERY clean place. Some of you may be concerned that you are not on my list. I am sorry if I took you off, but I have this thing of keeping a small list. If I don't talk to you, I am not one to keep you around. Admittedly some of you I hated to do, but....no communication...well, makes me bored. If you do want to talk more, I have no problem adding, or even re-adding you. I am gonna run before this gets too long

Funny
1. Read less books. A little learning is a dangerous thing. Too much of it can really wreck your head. 2. Gain weight, at least 40 pounds. Didn't your mom always say you were bit skinny. 3. Cut down on exercise. Too much is bad for your health, it can even kill you. 4. Watch more TV. It's very educational. Catch up on all those programs you missed down the years. 5. Draw up a list of people who were nasty to you in the past year, get your own back on them in the next year! 6. Drink more. Wasn't it Benjamin Franklin who said, beer is proof that God loves us and wants us to be happy. So be happy. 7. Eat more nice things like candy, Big Macs, popcorn and ice cream. Eat less crap like fresh fruit, vegetables and soy nuts. 8. Work less. Take it easy. All work and no play can make you a dull boy or girl. 9. Play more computer games. Scientists say they're good for you and improve your visual skills. But you always knew that. 10. Take up s

First Fu Bar Blog
There are Whispers . There are whispers, they do not know! Friends, colleagues trying not to show Hidden glances, they are sure, they were told Rumours spread fast never slow . Love hurts, love comes and goes You take what it gives, with its gentle throw As subtle as a bulldozer removing the hedgerow So they comment, pass the odd remark, you know! . Under scrutiny you never match up There was always some one better, tut tut! Her friends can’t see what she sees in you Heard a lot of things and they are all true . There was nothing nice of course He’s a real charlatan, everything’s false Love for them is not a joining of two souls It is two teams aiming at different goals . Behind closed doors love is love Hearts, souls, minds became one hub Together romping in the same goal Making love in the secret moment s they stole . Holding hands they see the reflections In the shop windows amongst the trendy collections Of friends sideways glances, whispers

Lounges
Party Party Party! We would like to invite you all to southern comfort for a wild and scary time. we are having a halloween party on october 31 @ 11:00 est .we understand everyone will be out with family ,but the party will still be going on when you get home ,so come on over and have a drink and some laughs with all the family @ southern comfort. we hope everyone has a happy and safe halloween . Click the pic to enter Southern Comfort ! CHAPEL OF LOVE WELCOME TO THE CHAPEL YOUR AT THE RIGHT PLACE FOR A GOOD WEDDING FEEL FREE TO JOIN US. WE HAVE REV. GAIL -OWNER AND ARE LOOKING FOR MORE REVERENDS. Click the pic to enter CHAPEL OF LOVE ! Click the pic to leave REV. GAIL a message ! > > > > > come by and join our family . its a great lounge with good music and great people .everyone makes you feel really welcomed there.stop by and check us out and b

Grow Up
PEOPLE ON HERE ARE DRAMMA!!!!!!!!!!!!! YOU TALK TO SOMEONE ONCE AND YOUR THERE GIRLFRIEND OR BOYFRIEND WTF EVER. JUST STOP IF YOU WERE MY BOYFRIEND YOU WOULD KNOW IT!!!!!!!! MY ACCOUNT WAS HACKED AGAIN, IF YOU WERE ON MY FRIENDS LIST AND GOT ERASED IM SORRY SEND ME A MESSAGE OR A REQUEST AND I WILL GET BACK TO YOU ASAP

The Pain Of Waxing! (from A Friend)
The pain of waxing!!!!! Poor women! *giggle* This is from a friend of mine that had me ROTFLMAO! It was one of those cold wax kits. No melting a clump of hot wax, you just rub the clear strips in your hand, peel them apart, press it on your leg (or wherever) and ignore the franticly rising cresendo of string instruments in the backround. No muss, no fuss. How hard could this be? I'm not the girliest of girls but im mecanically inclined so maybe I can figure out how this works. (you'd think) So I pull one of the thin strips out. It's two strips facing each other, stuck together. Stuck together. I'm supposted to rub it in my hand to warm and soften the wax (I'm guessing). I go one better.... I pull out the hair dryer and heat the SOB to ten thousand degrees. Cold wax, my ass. (Oh, how that phrase will come back to haunt me.) I lay the strip across my thigh. I hold the around it and pull. OK, so it wasn't the best feeling in the world, but it

Help Out A Friend!!!!
A friend and his fiance are in the running for Fu-Couple of the Year Please show your support for Them and Rate their pic.......Just click the picture below to go to their Picture and rate it for me please!!!!! THANK YOU VERY MUCH!!!!!! ~*~*~*~I LOVE YOU~*~*~*~ PROFILEPOUNDER.COM

Repin Chargers Baby!
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Patriotic Poem
I lay asleep one night I dream of all that fight I see the wars of all time, World War Two, Korea, and 'Nam, The soldiers dead stand before me, and put me on the judgement stand. They ask why, and i ask why about what, They part and i see, people buring the colors of the free. Then again they ask why, I say I am not a judge of them, I am a soldier just like you. I put my life before theirs, and I judge their actions not. Again they ask why and again i have no answer. Then their tears fall, and their words flow, to me they explain the colors true. They say in unison with love and devotion, THE WHITE STANDS FOR USE THAT WILL FIGHT, THE BLUE IS FOR FREEDOM WE SERVE TRUE, THE RED IS FOR THE BLOOD WE ALL HAVE SHED. And again they ask why, Now with tears in my eyes, I understand and say, I can judge them not. They don't know, they don't relize. Then I say forgive them, and ask me not to judge for i see it as you. Because I now serve as you did, they bow to me and ask f

Digital Television (dtv)regulatory Information
Digital Television (DTV)Regulatory Information DTV is a new type of broadcasting technology that will transform television as we now know it. DTV technology will allow broadcasters to offer television with movie-quality picture and CD-quality sound, along with a variety of other enhancements. DTV technology can also be used to transmit large amounts of other data into the home, which may be accessible by using your computer or television set. Log onto http://www.dtv.gov, for the FCC's consumer-oriented DTV website. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ What is the digital television transition? At midnight on February 17, 2009, all full-power television stations in the United States will stop broadcasting in analog and switch to 100% digital broadcasting. Digital broadcasting promises to provide a clearer picture and more programming options and will free up airwaves for use by emergency responders.What is the TV Converter Box Coupon Program? Congress created

Kids
How to deal with today's youth. I took my dad to the mall the other day to buy some new shoes. We decided to grab a bite at the food court. I noticed he was watching a teenager sitting next to him. The teenager had spiked hair in all different colours: green, red, orange, and blue. My dad kept staring at him. The teenager would look and find him staring every time. When the teenager had enough, he sarcastically asked, "What's the matter old man, never done anything wild in your life?" Knowing my Dad would have a good one, I quickly swallowed my food so that I would not choke on his answer. And in classic style he did not bat an eye in his response. "Got drunk once and had sex with a peacock. I was just wondering if you were my son."

Joke
The first blond guy joke ! The very first ever Blonde GUY joke..... And well worth the wait! An Irishman , a Mexican and a Blonde Guy were doing construction work on scaffolding on the 20th floor of a building. They were eating lunch and the Irishman said, "Corned beef and cabbage! If I get corned beef and cabbage one more time for lunch, I'm going to jump off this building." The Mexican opened his lunch box and exclaimed, "Burritos again! If I get burritos one more time I'm going to jump off, too." The blonde opened his lunch and said, "Bologna again! If I get a bologna sandwich one more time, I'm jumping too." The next day, the Irishman opened his lunch box, saw corned beef and cabbage, and jumped to his death. The Mexican opened his lunch, saw a burrito, and jumped, too. The blonde guy opened his lunch, saw the bologna and jumped to his death as well. At the funeral, the Irishman's wife was weeping. She said, "If I'd known how really tired he was of

Calling All Military Spouses, G.fs, B/fs, Fiancess Etc
*Liberated Spice****Club F.A.R.****Owner of LOL****I.B.I.C.@ fubar a href="http://fubar.com/user.php?u=30226&friend=30226" target=_blank>†Army.Wife† UnTouched.Sanity† {I.B.I.C}@ fubar

That Old Saying An Eye For An Eye Leaves Everyone Blind
That old saying an eye for an eye leaves everyone blind Until you have learned to be tolerant with those who do not always agree with you; until you have cultivated the habit of saying some kind word of those whom you don't admire; until you have formed the habit of looking for the good instead of the bad there is in others, you will be neither successful nor happy. Keep in mind that the true meaning of an individual is how he treats a person who can do him no good. And remember; Be nice to people on your way up because you'll most likely meet them again on your way down. Food for thought! Words that we all really need to remember; Never look down on anybody unless your helping them up. No one really cares how much you know, until they know how much you care! Kindness to me is a universal language; In which even the deaf can hear and the blind can see. Kindness is a hard thing to give away; it keeps coming back to the giver.You would and will be surprised how good it ac

Grow Up!!!
Why do bitches keep trippin? I'm not tryin to stalk someone...I'm not tryin to take someone's man away from them. If the man wants to leave you, then that's his business. AND, if that happens, maybe you need to take a look inside yourself to figure out what you may have done to make him want to leave. I'm not singling out just one person in my life...as there are actually a couple of people that this is happening to. Oh, yeah...and leave what may have happened in the past in the same spot. It has no business in the present, especially if it happened 15 years ago and has no bearing on your present life. If you want to continue to beat a dead horse, then you need to grow up. If you are unable to do that, then I would suggest psychotherapy, or maybe even becoming a hermit. I am only out for friends...if something else becomes apparent in the relationship, then we'll figure out what to do with it when it happens. If I feel that pursuing anything further than just friendship i

Living With Self Confidence
Living with Self Confidence Only the person who has faith in himself is able to be faithful to others. One needs to have self value or simply self worth to understand self confidence. Self confidence is the ability to walk outside and live. The ability to feel in control at all times of your emotions and feelings going on inside of you as well as outside of you. The way in which we look at ourselves has everything to do with how the world sees us. If we see ourselves as being week, beaten, powerless than that is who you will be and how others will see you as well. We have all been around someone who carries a presence about them that totally intrigues us. They have something about them. There smile, the way they talk, the way they walk. It just stands out. They like who they are and nothing is going to bring them down or change the way they are. That is all of our goals to have that feeling of inner strength which interns brings happiness and joy to ones heart. Wh

Some Pursue Happiness While Others Create It
The doors of opportunity won't open unless you push on it. The hardest part of any success occurring in someone's life is taking that first step. The only one you can hold responsible for your position in life is yourself. Whether it is in a relationship or business. No one forced you there. We all have free will. The worse thing I hear so much from people is my relationship failed because THEY did this to me. My business failed because THIS person did this to me. Sometimes this can be true but people this is called life. Every day we encounter obstacles in our path. No exceptions. In business, at home, or in a relationship. It's all about how we deal with these obstacles. You're not alone. My God, if I even tried to count the times I was knocked down in my life through a bad relationship or a difficult obstacle to overcome in my career I could go on for years writing. But this I can guarantee. Every time I got knocked down I got right back up and was stronger than before. Every

Vip
Thanks to a very generous gift from a really dear friend, I was able to enjoy all extra benefits of being a VIP for 30 days. At first I was going to renew it myself so I can become a Godfather, but decided against it for now, because I will be off line for a little while. Since we cannot set it to some kind of away mode, it does not make sense to pay for something and not use it.

Who Is Barack Obama?
Probable U. S. Presidential candidate, Barack Hussein Obama, was born in Honolulu, Hawaii, to Barack Hussein Obama, Sr., a Black Muslim from Nyangoma-Kogel, Kenya and Ann Dunham, a white Athiest from Wichita, Kansas. Obama's parents met at the University of Hawaii. When Obama was two years old, his parents divorced. His father returned to Kenya. His mother then married Lolo Soetoro, a RADICAL Muslim from Indonesia. When Obama was 6 years old, the family relocated to Indonesia. Obama attended a Muslim school in Jakarta. He also spent two years in Catholic school. Obama takes great care to conceal the fact that he is a Muslim. He is quick to point out that, 'He was once a Muslim, but that he also attended Catholic school. Obama's political handlers are attempting to make it appear that Obama's introduction to Islam came via his father, and that this influence was temporary at best. In reality, the senior Obama returned to Kenya soon after the divorce, and never again had any

Hate And Love
A good friend of mine once told me that if you can focus on a dream and keep it within your sight unconditionally, that dream can become a reality. I believe this to every extent, but there is one dream that sheer belief cannot achieve. This is to fall in love... ...To find someone who you can trust enough to give all of yourself. Someone whose eyes can lose you and all the same can lead you in the right directions. Someone to cherish, to want, to need... to complete you and help you find your place. Someone blind of your imperfections, def to words untrue, but able to hear unspoken thoughts and see untold dreams. Belief on its own will not bring you love, but love will give birth to new belief that budding dreams may bloom. You are my belief. You're my strength and my wisdom. My friend... my best friend... my perfect dream... and I love you. IT IS BEST TO BE HATED FOR WHO YOU ARE....THEN TO BE LOVED FOR WHO YOU ARE'NT!!!!!! AND I THINK EVERYBODY FINDS OUT THE HARD WAY IN LIF

Randomness
i love this song.. i know this feeling all too well. thank goodness that time is gone and i'm on to better days. You said you loved me More than anyone else could ever know But now you're leaving Can't we just try to work this out And I've never been one to beg The nights get lonely And all I have left is a memory of you I tried to say this But now there's nothing left for me to do And I've never been one to beg Please don't go, just stay I watched with tears in my eyes as you walked away Miss your voice, and your touch And if I told you I loved you could that be enough? An awkward silence It's been too long since I've heard from you And I lay sleepless Knowing that my heart still belongs to you And I've never been one to beg Please don't go, just stay I watched with tears in my eyes as you walked away Miss your voice, and your touch And if I told you I loved you could that be enough? Please don't go, just stay I watched with tears in my eyes as yo

Poem...
Roses are red, my violence is blue, my gun is heavy loaded, My vengeance is true... The hammer is lifted, the pistol is cocked, look into the barrel, and you'll see the shot..... Your life will be ended, my vengeance is true, roses are red, my violence is blue

Life In General
So once we made it to the residence we went in and got a parking pass for my car, cuz we didn't know how long I was going to have to hang around till the storm let up. We went up to Scottys room and tried to order pizza but the guy on the phone said they werent delivering. Which was a lie since we seen a delivery guy downstairs when we came in...lol So we headed downstairs to find some food, there is a subway but it looked closed. So we ended up spending like over $20 on junk food, well not all junk, we got a frozen pizza and a small mac and cheese for me. We headed up to the room and we broke the pizza in half and cooked it in the toaster oven... Yum yum! As time passed we hung out and ate our junk food, and tried to get Megan a cab home. We kept getting the wrong cab company and haveing to try again and again. Eventually we were calling it and I got through on my phone, and she had a cab on the way. It came fairly quick too. It was getting late so Scott and I headed up to his r

Hey Hey
Hey every one....Send me some messages to let me know how this place works...I think i like it...I also have a myspace www.myspace.com/hotgirl_livinhigh_420 add me there if you would like My Yahoo is Crazyhoursen05@yahoo.com Holla atcha girl!!

Broken Down
Never thought i would feel this broken down like i do right now, feel like my Heart has been ripped out, feel lifeless, worthless feel like a fool but feeling the way i do, there is one special person that i became friends with that my heart goes out to, not worrying about myself, but about my new friend, wanting to make sure they are ok and going to be ok because my new friend is strong, not like me, but i know in time we will be ok, its just going to take time, but know i will be your friend every step of the way always Lisa

New Contest!~yay
hey friends n lovers !~woot woot... i am in yet..ANOTHER contest..but relax..this time all i need IS for u to come and RATE ME... comments are only neccesary if u wanna eXpress your love...which i totally appreciate..but the important thing in this one are the RATES!~. so....come n rate me...plz!~:)... just click the pic..smile, rate..n stare...n feel free to tell someone else to rate me too...yay!~ much love n thanx in advance!~ hey im in another contest..tryin to win a blast..yay..so i need all the commnts i can get..plz help me... ill trade 11's for love..yay?:) i dont care if u dont hav soemthin noce to say...just commnt me..n ill lov u thanx!~ click the pic

My Thoughts And Ramblings About Current Events And Issues
I got one of them cool looking guestbood things in the "shows" area of my stash. Go there and sign it. The link is below: http://www.fubar.com/stashEntry.php?stashId=4759197&bl=1 Here is another blog entry that I posted in my Myspace sometime back. ------------------------------------------------- Again, another blog of mine that has the "current mood" set to something on the angry side. A couple of states have declared the their states in an emergency due to the border control problem that we are having here. If anyone seems to think that we don't have a problem, you really need to have your head examined. The part of the state of emergency that I am referring to is not the fact that terrorists see our border control a fucking joke, and that it is an easy way into our own backyard, but the problem with us having to fund the illegals that are running about in our state, much less country. I am sure that every state has a some of these fools to deal with, but I know

Moon Knight
Marc Spector was the son of a rabbi whose family had fled Europe in the 1930s to escape the Holocaust. As Marc matured, he rejected his father's morality and embraced materialism. He became a heavyweight boxer, then a U.S. Marine, and then a CIA operative. At the CIA, Marc worked with William Cross, who betrayed the agency, later becoming the villain Crossfire. Marc's brother Randall joined him in the CIA but he also betrayed the agency, selling weapons to both sides in an altercation in Italy. When Marc's lover Lisa overheard Randall's plans, he killed her with a meat cleaver. Marc hunted Randall down, inflicting injuries that left Randall psychotic. Marc befriended fellow CIA agent Amos Lardner, but unknowingly turned him over to Operation: Cobra, a CIA project designed to control its agents' minds. Fed up with the CIA, Marc became a mercenary and spent several years as a hired gun. Although he ostensibly sought to fight for causes he believed in, Marc was easily persuaded to fight f

Pearly Gates
Three men died on Christmas Eve and were met by Saint Peter at the Pearly Gates. "In honor of this holy season," Saint Peter said, "you must each possess something that symbolizes Christmas to get into heaven." The first man fumbled through his pockets and pulled out a lighter. He flicked it on. "It represents a candle," he said. "You may pass through the Pearly Gates", said Saint Peter. The second man reached into his pocket and pulled out a set of keys. He jingled them and said, "They're bells." Saint Peter said, "You may pass through the Pearly Gates." The third man started searching desperately through his pockets and finally Pulled out a pair of women's panties. St. Peter looked at the man with a raised eyebrow and asked, "And just how do those symbolize Christmas?" The man replied, "They're Carol's."

R U Serious!?!?!?
So me and my roommate and her bf went to walmart and then went to dennys. when we got in the parking lot a cop pulled up behind us and really didnt think anything of it. we went in and then the cop pulled back in along with 2 more cops and then i was like wtf.... so i went out to see wat was goin on. found out my license plates arent registered and they accused me of robbin a bank... so not normal they ran my license and looked in my car it was soooo messed up and i am never goin to that town again

If You Cant Hear Music In A Lounge Here Is The Fix
How To Get Music In Certains Lounges Using Internet Explorer and FireFox This is for lounges with music but you cant hear it after refreshing, restarting fubar and restarting computer. FOR Internet Explorer: 1.Open Internet Explorer 2.Go to and click on "Tools" on the tool bar 3.scroll down to "Internet Options" and click on it 4.Click on the "Programs Tab" 5.Select the "Window Media Player" add-on to highlight it in the Add-On list 6.Go to the bottom to the "Settings box" 7.Select "Disable" 8.Then click "OK" button 9.Restart Internet Explorer 10. Come back into lounge and you should hear music FOR FireFox: 1.Open FireFox 2.Go to and click on "Tools" on the tool bar 3.scroll down to "Options" and click on it 4.Go to the "File Type" box 5.Click the "Manage" button 6.Scroll until you see mp3 7.Select mp3 - winamp 8.Click the "Change Action" button 9.Click 1st option: "Open with the default application" 10.winamp or windows media player should be in

~ Kailey
I'll watch as you wander down your path,unknowingly. I'll watch as you trip and fall. I'll watch as you pick yourself back up and start back down your chosen path, only to trip and fall again. I'll watch as you cry, get angry, and throw things at nothing. I'll watch as you try to understand why things won't go how you want them to go. I'll watch as you slowly begin your endeavor again as many times as you choose to do so. I'll watch as your tears create rivers, wash away bridges, and flood all potential havens. I'll also watch, with just as much love and faith in you as I had when you first wandered from me, as you realize that through all of your trials I've been here, arms open, hand held out... waiting for you to accept it and let me guide you. I love you. ~Mom~

What Is Going On In Skitzy's Head??? Do You Realy Want To Know???
Life is crazy huh? Well you know how some of us spend all there time trying to understand this world and there are some that dont give a shit. Well im one of those ppl that spend all there time trying to understand, but knows thay will never understand nothing ntill thay die, lol i have a crazy out look on things so if you want to ask any thing i will tell you want i think about it. If you realy dont care i dont blame you. Why would you like to know what i think. Well come on ppl talk to me try to get to know me befor you try to juge me. LOL i know things a hard to understand, but for some reson ppl tell me i need to write a book. As always i say "SHit" so some one give me some thing to think about and to talk about and ill get back to ya on how i think about shit lol Much Clown love Peace so why dont yall give me some feed back you never know what we could ucover we need work together or its gonna end very badly

The Devil's Prey
The Devil's Prey They keep telling me that this is the way, but yet little do they know we are only the devil's prey. When you pray only when in times of need, the devil lays claim to your spiritual deed.

Stuff I Wrote.
Who am I, what have I become. Broken thoughts scattered in time. Picking up the pieces of what I cant find. Why do I feel like im the only one? Thoughts of you are what torment my mind. I am the one that got left behind. What does it take to keep you satisfied. Inspired by pain and forgotten the same. My thoughts thicken with rage, I want out of this cage. Locked up inside, I have nowhere to hide. You poisined my mind, when you left me behind. Breaking away, my mind has decayed. Burning with hate just take it away. I can't see through this, can't take much more of this. Bounded is the one who's shame can't be undone. These places is my mind are farther left behind. Thoughts of you begin to fade, but my hate still stays the same.

These Folks Rock!!!
God, she deserves a place here even if I hadn't promised a perma-blog to my owner...I is a little tardy(i on the other hand am a tard and completely forgot about the blog I promised...DUH...proves how sweet she is too didn't mention the forgotten blogging) She is such a great person Idontevenknowwheretobegin Go show her some fu loving and find out for yourself instead :) Abby ~Screw the roses, Send me the thorns~@ fubar Oh, did I mention that she is utterly beautiful inside and out? No? Well you can see she is on the outside, that is just the beauty in her shining through :) MUAH, I loves you Abby :) They came when I called cuz I needed leveling :) They worked really hard and deserve more than I can possibly repay myself, so go give em some love :) Ðá Mäinê MÁn®@ fubar sweet and sassy{no salute no add, new policy}@ fubar Smiling Angel@ fubar Witchie Woman---Taken and adored...@ fubar Cathy "Member of the Inked Angels Family"@ fubar Poleguy09@ f

Sweet_lil_pea74
this immoralized hell I cannot escape, forced to believe there, I die laying awake. every option an open door is now locked, I wanted away out there is no more bound by the hole that severs my life, dead in bed I lay awake eyes glued to the ceiling for I fear, day break. another piece of torture, another piece of me, given and taken, as the pain in my heart bleeds. nothings there everything is lost, turn your backs Im not worth the cost. smother me with things that you think are right. take away my life, and hold me real tight. nothing I wish for will ever come true. forced to be someone else I shall forever be blue. You my love, is what makes me thrive For when our hearts meet I know we are alive We become eachother Unparted through death The touch of your hand An angel's breath My mind floats freely like a long, dusty road leading back to nowhere. My head tilted back I study the sky looking for the ans

A Pair Of Ballet Slippers
A Pair Of Ballet Slippers A pair of ballet slippers are all that she needs. To walk on her toes without bending her knees. To dance across the floor feeling as free as a bird. Listening for the crowd to give her a good word.

Yeah...
It seems like every day’s the same and I’m left to discover on my own It seems like everything is gray and there’s no color to behold They say it’s over and I’m fine again, yeah Try to stay sober feels like I’m dying here And I am aware now of how everything’s gonna be fine one day Too late, I’m in hell I am prepared now, seems everyone’s gonna be fine One day too late, just as well I feel the dream in me expire and there’s no one left to blame it on I hear you label me a liar ‘cause I can’t seem to get this through You say it’s over, I can sigh again, yeah Why try to stay sober when I’m dying here And I am aware now of how everything’s gonna be fine one day Too late, I’m in hell I am prepared now, seems everyone’s gonna be fine One day too late; just as well And I’m not scared now. I must assure you, you’re never gonna get away And I’m not scared now. And I’m not scared now. No… I am awa

New Fu-mafia Group
Peeps, been thinking of starting a new fu group called the "BLACK & GOLD MAFIA" if your from the burgh or just a black & gold junkie, let me know and if enough respond, well start the group & get a lounge set up.

Who Wants A Million Dollars In Fu Bucks ?
I'm thinking of throwing a contest to give away a million dollars in fu bucks. Picture comments count as votes & the most comments wins. It will run for 10 days , and as soon as I can get 10 contestants . So yall contact me and let me know and lets have some fun. * lisasweet *@ fubar

My Zombie Dreams
Damn.... another bad dream that was cool. Seems like my worst fears reAlly shine in dreamland. In my current dreams, there is a day once a year that the dead return from their graves to kill humans.... and we have to secure ourselves properly and make sure we don't get overrun. The best part? You know what day it is and have time to prepare, yet everyone still panics. I wrapped myself in a holy shroud and only had a .22 to defend myself at one point, and it didn't work out very well. I stayed on the run all night with a group of 4 or 5 people. We were going to stay in one place, but decided that was to dangerous... so we ran away in a huge truck and tried to stay on the road, shouting at zombies and running them over whenever possible. We would go to other people we knew to check on them, and they had weapons... that's when it got better. Blasting off a zombies head with a shotgun is not only exhilarating, but it's down right disgusting as well... but hey, you have to do what you need

Very Angry
As your body bleeds Im sitin there laughin As your body bleeds Ima still be clapin As your body bleeds Its a shame how this happend >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> As you bleed all over the streets everyone is pointin an laughin they all new this would fuckin happen. You messed with the rong person i tryed to be nice but it still wasnt workin. I was tired of tryin to impress you shit i cant believe it took this long for me to deck you. Im done with this shit your bitch ass deserves what you get shit people tell me this will be hard to forget! nah it wont be i had fun doin it i dont regret shit that had to be done even if it was for fun haha! Say shit now bitch nobody to help you ur just layin there wishin someone would care for you! You thought you were better then me didnt you oh yeah thats rite i cheated on my wife wen she was pregnet wit my daughter i was fuckin sum other chick behind her back shit thats rite that was me fuck im stupid! You had no rite to judge me buddy after a

Thank You All
Click Here :D I am just blown away with the way everyone jumped in and helped me reach "GODFATHER", I would love to thank each and everyone of you but I wouldnt know where to start.I have some ideas how I can return my thanks to you all, And again thank you all very very much you all RAWK!! THANK YOU ALL SO VERY MUCH!! PAINTER

Peoms For My Roselie
I could not sleep at all last night Could only recall yesterday's sight Your eyes spoke words straight from the heart The things they said shook my world apart The walls around me have tumbled down Simply due to your voice's sure sound Around you I experience not one bit of fear Happiness, to my eyes, brings a tear To God, in thanks, I cry today For bringing Love to me, pray you stay! I had asked for love but he gave me more An Angel, you, he instead brought forth If you give your love like he meant it so Love will flow between us, to and fro And if your love is strong and pure You are the one meant for me, I am sure. I could not sleep at all last night Could only recall yesterday's sight Your eyes spoke words straight from the heart The things they said shook my world apart. When I'm with her, I want to tell her Everything I feel. So, this is what I whisper... "It's a yearning, a desire, a need. It feels like you'll take my breath out of me, and m

Supporting Our Troops
----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Charlie Date: Jan 3, 2008 7:47 AM ----------------- Bulletin Message -----------------From: ♥Wishing upon a Star♥Date: Jan 3, 2008 4:25 AM>HUG A SOLDIER! PLEASE KEEP THIS ONE GOING. (THANKS DEBBIE)Please turn up the volume on your speakers and read the entire bulletin. Wishing everyone a great Holiday Season, but let us not forget what others are giving up for the price of freedom, and for us to celebrate this Holiday. Please take a moment and say a prayer for those that are serving our country and their families and loved ones.Happy Holidays to All,He stays up for days on end.You take a warm shower to help you wake up.He goes days or weeks without running water.You complain of a "headache", and call in sick.He gets shot at as others are hit, and keeps moving forward.You put on your anti war/don't support the troops shirt, and go meet up with your friends.He still fights for your right to wear that shirt.Yo

Yikes!! I'm On The Auction Block!
*~Drew~* is holding an online auction! Rules are as follows: Running from January 1st to January 11th Fubar Auction: your chance to virtually own someone! 1. You can bid on anyone in the contest including yourself. 2. Your bid has to be higher than the previous one. 3. What do you bid with? (fubucks, tickers, vips, blasts, happy hours...) 4. If someone offers any of those things they will trump over any fubucks bid. 5. No rude comments. 6. Who recieves the rubucks or anything that is offered in the auction? The people that are up for auction! (Drew is only in it for the comment points!) 7. Whomever has the highest bid at the end of the auction will win or take ownership of the person for one month!! What you get from the person you OWN? - all pics rated - all stash rated - a salute pic from them with your name included - a Mumm done about you - Comments daily from them and their undivided attention!! This should link you to my page in the auction... while th

Single
if you could have me all to yourself,what are the 10 things you would do to me,or with me? i need some pic comments if you could help would greatly appreciate it,and will rtf! when me n my girl broke up she went crazy n broke some of my stuff n now she wants 2 be friends what should i do?

Slave In Training...
Ever wanted something that you just ache for it ? I do. At least several times a week. I am a newly divorced woman and in ALL of my past relationships I have missed something in the sexual department...elsewhere of course... otherwise I would just have to rough it... marriage... a commitment... but I have longed for and wanted and even needed to have something more in the bedroom. Now from recent events... I am not all sure that I believe that there is that right person for you out there... Oh dont get me wrong... I would love to have a relationship... but one that does not in tale any of the fighting... and not making up... and for right now ... to be able to have my own space... own place to go to when you just want to be alone...(which is not often for me) but not have to worry that something went wrong at home today and after working 8 to 10 hours... you would have to go home and work some more... I live as a slave. My Master is a very capable man in and out o

My Lyrics
In my dreams I'm a goddess And you are a shepard Our love is the pasture But I can't put you to sleep I dream I'm a siren And you are a sailor I sing you a love song And pull you in deep So who took out the movie Right before I could hit play And made me realise This is my life I saw him from a distance Cuz he stuck out from the crowd At first we were just friends But he kept tearing me down He said he's not like the others And he won't let me get hurt But the rest had all said that Which sent up the alert If it's just a game If I'm just your toy Then it's just your name Lost from my voice If your just the same Then your just a choice It's such a shame That your just a boy Reflections staring back at lies My hearts under arrest It dosn't rest just cries A broken soul with hopeless eyes Within my mirror lies my demise

I Need To Clear One Thing Up Please
I KNOW I SAID KAGE WAS COMIN TO GET ME , UNFORTUANTELY SOMETHING UNEXPECTED HAPPEN HE LOST A FRIEND DO TO A ACCIDENT .AND WAS OUT OF TOWN . PLEASE DON'T CALL HIM ASS OR THAT , BECAUSE HE IS MY OLE MAN AND I UNDERSTAND WHEN THINGS HAPPEN . SO, PLEASE RESPECT US THANK YOU KAGE N CHERIE

New Year...new Me
New Year…New Me With the dawning of the New Year I have made some changes to my outlook that some people will not like. I have spent too much time caring what people think of me and worrying about the feelings of others and letting my feelings get trampled on. So, I have decided to change all of that. If anyone wants me to treat them with the respect and dignity they feel they are owed they will have to treat me the same way. I do not think that this is too much to ask. DO NOT come to me with ultimatums, I will not have that in my life. If you have a problem with me or something you feel I am doing then talk to me about it. DO NOT assume that because I haven’t spoken to you that I am mad at you or that I do not want to be your friend. I have a very busy life and cannot always spend the time that some people require. If they want to be my friend they will have to understand that. DO NOT expect me to give 110% while you give 10%, life does not work that way. If I give 1

To My Darling Master.. A Slaves Fantasy..
Master Daniel had me stand in the middle of the room and told me to strip. I did as told of course, shivering with anticipation with what was to come. He stood behind me using his crop to touch me in places along my body to make me quiver. I could feel his breathe on my neck as he moved in close to blindfold me. He then whispered in my ear to put my hands above my head and he tied my wrists together with a silk scarf oh so gently yet tight enough to make it to where I could not get out of it. He started caressing me with his hands feeling me all over very gently using his fingertips and kissing me in various parts of my body making me shiver with delight. Every so often he would smack me with his crop or hand just to heighten the intensity of touch. He kept talking to me in his sensuous and soft voice making me quiver even more. He would tell me what to do and where to move in various positions to examine me and touch me exciting me all the more. Master Daniel led me to the couch a

Pimp Outs
These are SOME of my favorite friends on Fubar! I like everyone for all different reasons, some of them I know better than others, but above all, the people on this list have shown me love and respect wich I appreciate. If you are on the Up & Up, (meaning, if you show fubar friendship and respect and are not some shady down rater / hater / drama queen) and you are worthy of great friends, then ADD - FAN - RATE the people below! ♥Bi Chpmnk ♥ Ŧ©M MemBer۞BFF/Fu GF 2 Crystal~LuStiNg AfTer YoU~@ fubar * lisasweet *@ fubar ⌊¡ττ⌊εβ¡τ§ωεετ@ fubar Cherry Flavored Doom@ fubar ~~Scorpio Temptress~~@ fubar Happy Country Girl@ fubar DJ bertman1968@ fubar Neppi@ fubar ISLAND GIRL's TIKIBAR~Club F.A.R.~Fu-Sis to Garbage (Harv), KEV & P(.)kerB(.)(.)bs@ fubar rose

Help Dylon & Kiki!!!!
PLEASE DIVAS AND ALL OTHERS HELP THESE 2 PPL OUT DYLON WANTS TO BE KING OF FUBAR AND KIKI WANTS TO BE QUEEN PLEASE COME HELP THEM OUT AND COMMENT BOMB THESE 2 GREAT PPL... DYLON KIKI THANK YOU ALL FOR ANY SUPPORT YOU CAN GIVE THESE 2... Much Love & Respect Candyrain

Geekiness
The Dante’s Inferno Test has banished you to the Eigth Level of Hell - the Malebolge! Here is how you matched up against all the levels: Level | Score Purgatory | Very Low Level 1 - Limbo | Very Low Level 2 | Very High Level 3 | High Level 4 | Very High Level 5 | High Level 6 - The City of Dis | Very High Level 7 | Very High Level 8- the Malebolge | Very High Level 9 - Cocytus | Very High Level descriptions: http://www.4degreez.com/misc/dante-in... Take the test: http://www.4degreez.com/misc/dante-in... ----BEGIN GEEK CODE BLOCK----- Version: 3.12 GH d- s: a C++ US++ P+++ L++ E- W+ N+ o++++ K- w--- O- M V- PS PE-- Y+ PGP t+ 5+ X+ R++ tv++ b++++ DI++ D++ G e++ h--- r+++ y++++ ------END GEEK CODE BLOCK------

Arakrune's Drunken Ramblings
hi i am norm i am 42 i write poetry and make art and collect music i currently live in orange county california i am divorced currently my life is a bit messy and fairly depressing so in all honesty i am that poor bastard at the end of the bar with a bottle of scotch a glass and tears my heart is broken (not by my ex-wife mind you) my mother has stage 4 bone cancer i am currently unemployed and staying on a friends couch if you want to buy me a drink i prefer 18 year old macallan single malt scotch on the rocks i hope everybody is having a better time right now than me

New On Me
Well as many of you know I have been having problems with pre-cancerous cells on my cervix for over 2 years now. I went to the Dr today and I am having a hysterectomy with in the next few weeks probably on the 18th, I will keep you all informed when, when I know for sure. I am looking forward to the end of two years of worry!!

Being Reborn
Being Reborn Is there a such thing as being reborn? Well, I think not. You will always be who you were from the start. If you ever done wrong one day in your past. There are those humans who will make it last.

F You
Is there anything wrong with a woman who wants her own life? Own Money? Own car? Own friends? Great job? College Education? Why cant he understand that this is what I want and to just get over it? Ok So Im numb... Big effin deal. I get what I want and when I want it... why is that so bad to be a spoiled brat? I have worked my ass off for the things I have. I have worked so hard to be where I am today. I dont see him helping me scratch out eyes to get to the top. I dont think I need a man to be happy. Just some fuck buddies along the way. Haaaaa. jk. maybe. *sighs* Ok enough venting. Fck you Fuck you... Fuck you... Youre Cool and FUCK YOU>

Ever Feel This Way
I have tasted the emotion, I have fallen on it's rugged terrain I have bruised and scarred and lamented over its jagged tug I have tasted moments of giving up, of giving in, of throwing down I have been weakened, battered and tested ........But I will not let this defeat me I have heard the words, the thoughts, inside and outside of my head I have swallowed and choked and chewed the emotion I have heard its lulling voice, its capture, its trap I have bled from my ears, from the impounding sound ........But I will not let go in this lullaby I have felt the emotion, embraced its sensual touch surrounding me I have been squeezed and restricted and confined in its nature I have felt the emotion, felt the loss of my will, of my drive, of my passion I have wounds of anguish and agony that ride on my back ........But I am not ready to fall down I have seen the emotion, its deceit, its aesthetically pleasing facade I have run towards it, run from it and run head-on into i

Show Them Love!!
Go Show Them All Some Mad Love!!Rate, Fan, Add, and Comment Them!!! Raen~Deputy Chief of Operations~2nd Alarm Hotties~Fu-owned by Anonyomous~Owned by Master Wylde sexypirate13....Deputy 2nd Alarm Hotties ÐJ §ëx¥ §HÈLL ÖWÑÈR ÖҒ J®KËR'§ Wìld Å§§Ŧ. ÇHÌÈҒ 2ñÐ ÅLÅRM HÖŦŦÌÈ§ ~bi Naughty Nurse~Asst. Chief 2nd alarm hotties -Candylicious- • Asst. Chief 2nd Alarm Hotties • TCS Owner • Evil Twin • ~sweetlips~

The Rose Will Grow
DEER MEAT A man kills a deer and takes it home to cook for dinner. Both he and his wife decide that they won't tell the kids what kind of meat it is, but will give them a clue and let them guess. T he kid s were eager to know what the meat was on their plates, so they begged their dad for the clue. Well, he said, 'It's what mommy calls me sometimes'. The little girl screams to her brother 'Don't eat it, it's an asshole.. NEW DRUGS FOR WOMEN DAMNITOL Take 2 and the rest of t he world can go to hell for up to 8 full hours! EMPTYNESTROGEN Suppository that eliminates melancholy and loneliness by reminding you of how awful they were as teenagers and how you couldn't wait till they moved out.< /SPAN> ST. MOMMA'S WORT Plant extract that treats mom's depression by rendering preschoolers unconscious for up to two days. PEPTOBIMBO Liquid silicone drink for single women. Two full cups swallowed before an evening out increases breast size, decre

I Need Lots Of Help On This!
Ok all my faithfull friends I am in need of lots of help on this! I am in a giveaway for a happy hour & one year VIP! All I need is 110,000 comments lol! All help is appreciated and you know I will always help you when needed! JUST CLICK ON THIS PIC AND IT WILL TAKE YOU TO WHERE I NEED THE COMMENTS OK, FOR EVERY 50 COMMENTS YOU GIVE ME I WILL GIVE YOU EITHER SOMETHING FROM THE GIFT SHOP OR SOMETHING ELSE THAT YOU WOULD LIKE! JUST DROP ME A LINE AND LET ME KNOW!

My Drink
Take the Hot Date Quiz at QuizRocket.com!Make Your Own Quiz I don't know why I do these crazy things... Take the Drink Quiz at QuizRocket.com!Make Your Own Quiz Now I remember why I hate surveys Take the Superhero Quiz at QuizRocket.com!Make Your Own Quiz

Baby Boy
baby boy, u can't b real. u got women takin care of u n u want 2 bite the hand that strokes ur ego. how could u b so brain frozen 2 fall victim 2 ignorance. i know they don't teach that in school, but life damn do spill that bullshit up. it is more like u adopt the teachin of some 1 voted probably the most likely 2 teach ignorance. if ur heart is so cold and polar, y try and success 2 capture a warm, lovin, worshippin the ground u walk on woman. if she opens up her legs willin and delighted 2 share her temple with u, she must b thristy 4 love u don't know how 2 share wit anyone, but urself. of course she is confused by the love u share, which is really a diguised, dressed up, wolf guardin a baby in a basinet. damn when hard times just smile at u, she becomes ur victim. wit ur lack of love and comfort, u decide is the weapon of choice. poor baby don't even overstand she is stronger then that. what she hypnotically allow is one's power 2 manipulate her into believin she is weakier

Quickie
It was another busy day at work. We were short staffed like we have been for the past month. I was helping out,, by doing my job as a secretary plus helping the nurses with the patients. You called out of your room..and I can't make out what your saying. So, I go in, to find that you knocked your ice water all over the floor. You appoligize for the mess..and I said, its ok..let me get it cleaned up. I find a towel...and bend over in my skirt to clean it up. Not realizing what kind of view I am giving. I went to work without underwear. You can see through my skirt. Next thing I know, I hear you breathe in deeply..and feel your hands on my hips. You slide one hand under..and run the tip of your finger up and down my clit. I moan and say, we really shouldn't be doing this.. its really busy and they will be wondering where I am at. You whisper in my ear.. its ok,, I will make it quick. Next thing I know..you put your hard shaft inside me. I let out a moan. You grab my chest

Baby Boy Epic
baby boy, u can't b real. u got women takin care of u n u want 2 bite the hand that strokes ur ego. how could u b so brain frozen 2 fall victim 2 ignorance. i know they don't teach that in school, but life damn sure don't spit that bullshit up. it is more like u adopt the teachin of some 1 voted probably the most likely 2 teach ignorance. if ur heart is so cold and polar, y try and succeed 2 capture a warm, lovin, worshippin the ground u walk on woman. if she opens up her legs willin and delighted 2 share her temple with u she must b thristy 4 love. of course she is confused by the love u share, which is really a diguised, dressed up, wolf guardin a baby in a basinet. damn when hard times just smile at u, she becomes ur victim. wit ur lack of love and comfort, u decide is the weapon of choice. poor baby don't even overstand she is stronger then that. what she hypnotically allow is one's power 2 manipulate her into believin she is weakier then he. i now know y they say, "u won'

For Those Who Glady Stand Against What This Great Nation Is Doing...
For all the free people that still protest, you're welcome. We protect you and you are protected by the best. Your voice is strong and loud, but who will fight for you? No one standing in your crowd. We are your fathers, wives, brothers, sisters, son and daugther, wearing the boots and carrying the guns. We are the ones that leave all we own, to make sure your future is carved in stone. We are the ones who fight and die. We might not be able to save the world, well at least we try. We walked the paths to where we are at and we want no choice other than that. So when you rally your group to complain, take a look in the back of your brain. In order for that flag you love to fly, wars must be fought and young men must die. We came here to fight for the we hold dear, if that's not respected, we would rather stay here. So please stop yelling and put down your signs, and pray for those behind enemy lines. When the conflict is over and all is well, be thankful t

As If I Care
HOW ABOUT I GO THROUGH ALL THE TOP MEMBERS ON THIS SITE AND RATED THE PICS I THOUGHT WERE INNOPROPRIATE? HOW WOULD THAT BE??? NOT RIGHT CAUSE THE TOP MEMBERS ON HERE ARE NOT HO'S BITCHES OR SLUTS. JUST CAUSE THEY WANT TO SHOW OFF WHAT THE GODDESS GAVE THEM DOESN'T MAKE THEM ATTENTION WHORES, OR RATE WHORES. I MEAN HELL WE ALL UNDERSTAND THAT TO GET ANYWHERE ON THIS SITE YOU HAVE TO ACT THE PART (EVEN IF YOUR NOT). TITS AND ASS SELL THIS SITE THATS UNDERSTANDABLE...I MEAN IF THAT UGLY ASS BITCH BBG COULD MAKE TOP MEMBER HELL I KNOW ALOT OF SWAY BACK MULES THAT CAN TOO. BUT I DIGRESS, I'M GONNA DO WHATS DONE TO ME...IF MY SHIT THATS MARKED NSFW IS NOT REALLY SOMEONES WAY OF BEING A BITCH....WELL HONEYS I CAN GO THROUGH AND MARK SHIT NSFW TOO. dONT LIKE IT WELL THEN HOW ABOUT WE DO A BLOCK JOB AND SEE HOW FAST YA'LL CAN BE BLOCKED. NOW FUCK OFF!!!!!

My Love
My Love Staring at a blank screen waiting for your arrival but you never come. How could you leave me like this alone in a world so cold You told me you loved me with all your heart I should have known from the very start that our love would come to a bitter end. I will remain waiting for you, though, staring through my teary eyes and hoping for an I.M. that will never come knowing that I am just a figment from your past and that this is really the end.

Quiz About Me
TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey Name: Bella Birthday: aug, 19 ,1982 Birthplace: powder spring GA Current Location: hell fell in alabama Eye Color: changes with my mood Hair Color: brown Height: 5'10 and a half Right Handed or Left Handed: right but im good with my left to Your Heritage: little of this little of that mostly europen The Shoes You Wore Today: sandles Your Weakness: guys with long hair Your Fears: being lonely Your Perfect Pizza: must have black olives and mushrooms Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: get a job Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: LOL Thoughts First Waking Up: uggggggg Your Best Physical Feature: my tits and my hair Your Bedtime: when i pass out Your Most Missed Memory: haveing a pay check Pepsi or Coke: mountion dew MacDonalds or Burger King: micky D's fries burger king burgers Single or Group Dates: single Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: Gre

Club Envy
The newest spot!!! And it's only getting hotter Click on the drinks above to Get yourselves on in here for a ROCKIN GOOD time !!! (repost of original by '~*~CloBaby~*~Bartender~*~Bar Dancer~*~Greeter@Club Envy~*~' on '2008-01-02 21:01:24') (repost of original by '*~HäyÐïï ßäßïï~*Manager @ Club Envy*~Fu Wife to my erica~' on '2008-01-02 21:03:52') (repost of original by '~*~CloBaby~*~Bartender~*~Bar Dancer~*~Greeter@Club Envy~*~' on '2008-01-02 22:56:10') (repost of original by '[[.dorkyliciouss.]]*[[FUwifey to haydii babii]]*[[rlgf to theman19]]*[[CO-OWNER]] of club envy' on '2008-01-02 23:54:09') (repost of original by '~*~CloBaby~*~Bartender~*~Bar Dancer~*~Greeter@Club Envy~*~' on '2008-01-03 00:36:37') (repost of original by '[[.dorkyliciouss.]]*[[FUwifey to haydii babii]]*[[rlgf to theman19]]*[[CO-OWNER]] of club envy

Crazy
The uncomfortable feeling of numbness... I shake my body parts to try and feel again. Nothing. Numb void of darkness. My soul is gone never to return. My eyes still see like that of an innocent child. My bubble of happiness popped by a twisted saint. Life is full of wonderous twitches, it's ashame I can't feel them. All alone... all through my head... can't turn back time to take back what I had! It seems to me some grown-up needed to feel that love a child had. Took all that he could all away from me so I had nothing to give to ones that truely loved me. Now I walk through life big and proud of not doing what you did to me to some other child. That is all I have to give... my purpose in life, to be strong and never let my bubble be broken twice.

Surveys
1. Are you smiling? Am not frowning... but can't say that I am smiling right now... just relaxed 2. Have you ever kissed anyone named Josh? No 3. What is irritating you now? Financial woes... 4. When did you last eat pizza? Last night for diner 5. Have you ever been camping? Once and found out that I am more of picnicker/bond fire chick 6. Do you have any friends who are famous? None 7. Are you any good at poker? Meh once in a while I'll get lucky 8. What do you want? To be secure in every way possible if it is possible at all 9. Are you tired? A lil bit but not bad 10. Do you like anyone? I like all my friends 11. Can you play the piano? I've always been told I should take lessons cus I had the fingers for them but no I don't know how play 12. Do you ever throw up? Only when I am really sick 13. Do you pee in public? Only in public restrooms 14. Do you enjoy piercings and tattoos? Depends... not a huge fan of lots of t

Funny Stuff
Thought this was funny and had to share..... 7 types of sex this is so damn true... The 1st kind of sex is called: Smurf Sex. This kind of sex happens when you first meet someone and you have sex until you are blue in the face. The 2nd kind of sex is called: Kitchen sex. This is when you have been with you partner for a short time and you are so needy you will have sex anywhere, even in the kitchen. The 3rd kind of sex is called: Bedroom Sex. This is when you have been with your partner for a long time. Your sex has gotten routine and you usually have sex only in your bedroom. The 4th kind of sex is called: Hallway Sex. This is when you have been with your partner for too long. When you pass each other in the hallway you both say "screw you." The 5th kind of sex is called: Religious Sex. Which means you get Nun in the morning, Nun in the afternoon and Nun at night. (very popular) The 6th kind is called: Courtroom Sex.

Psycho
i miss the ocean and the tide i miss the realness in my life i miss having someone around to talk to, laugh 'n play with i miss being truly happy i miss being true to my self i miss being strong enough to walk alone in this cold, cruel world i miss kisses i miss having a protector i miss living life i miss my friends i miss talking alot most of all i miss being missed.... mi amor para usted es más profundo que el fondo del océano, mis pensamientos para usted va encendido más allá de la galaxia, mi corazón es el tuyo mientras usted es el mío If anyone can tell me what this says ill buy u a drink or 2......i might even talk to you after that.....hehehe

Sex With Robots
People will be having sex with robots by 2050, an artificial intelligence expert has predicted. David Levy's book Love And Sex With Robots: The Evolution Of Human-Robot Relationships claims robots will become so lifelike that they will be hard to distinguish from real people. The 62-year-old, also a chess master, writes in his book: "Great sex on tap for everyone, 24/7. What's not to like?" Robot technology is advancing hugely across the world, with Japan in particular making great strides towards robots which can help out in homes or hospitals. Mr Levy believes that the people most likely to use a robot for sex are those who are too ugly or too isolated to find human romance. He said: "They're lonely, they're miserable. I think society will be a much better place when they have an alternative that satisfies them without doing any harm to other people." Mr Levy is not the first to predict sex with robots. In 2006, Henrik Christensen of the European Robotics Research Network, p

My World
lets see im 23 got a wonderful girl she's about to have my daughter any day know my little girl dont know it yet but she is already everything in my world i hold dear to me i cant wait to see her face i got a great job doing what i like to do Construction so whats there to complain about?

Jokes
This will make you feel really smart..... How do these people survive? ONE Recently, when I went to McDonald's I saw on the menu that you could have an order of 6, 9 or 12 Chicken McNuggets. I asked for a half dozen nuggets. "We don't have half dozen nuggets," said the teenager at the counter. "You don't?" I replied. "We only have six, nine, or twelve," was the reply . "So I can't! order a half dozen nuggets, but I can order six?" "That's right." So I shook my head and ordered six McNuggets TWO I was checking out at the local Wal-Mart with just a few items and the lady behind me put her things on the belt close to mine I picked up one of those "dividers" that they keep by the cash register and placed it between our things so they wouldn't get mixed. After the girl had scanned all of my items, she picked up the "divider", looking it all over for the bar code so she could scan it. Not finding the bar code she said to me, "Do you know how much this is?" I sa

Why Men Are So Cool
Phone Conversations are over in 30 seconds flat. You know stuff about tanks. A five-day vacation requires only one suitcase. You can open all your own jars. Dry cleaners and hair cutters don't rob you blind. You can go to the bathroom without a support group. You don't have to learn to spell a new last name. You can leave the motel bed unmade. You can kill your own food. You get extra credit for the slightest act of thoughtfulness. Wedding plans take care of themselves. If someone forgets to invite you to something, he or she can still be your friend. Your underwear is $10 for a three-pack. If you are 34 and single, nobody notices. Everything on your face stays its original color. You can quietly enjoy a car ride from the passenger's seat. Three pairs of shoes are more than enough. You don't have to clean your apartment if the meter reader is coming. Car mechanics tell you the truth. You can quietly watch a game with your buddy

Men
Why do cheating men pray on women like there some kinda dinner? I know women cheat as well and yes it sucks, but why does one bad egg, apple whatever have to fuck it up for the rest who are half way decent out there in life, it seems we are playing a game of life and more and more people out there are playing a game of chance with peoples feelings instead, im blogging on a mumm i rated and commentd on as well, my best friend is in the same boat, she cought her man cheating on her and he dont want a divorces and shes willing to work it out, yes i belive some men can change if they really want to, but it goes back to the same saying fool me once shame on you fool me twice shame on me, we really dont need to be kicking our own ass's for sometghin someoen els did . I guess life is more metail then phycial and people take advatage of it, women are more emotional and men are more physcial, its not so bad when moreals are set in place but when you mix two peopel with fucked up morals, this

Private My A$$
ok, lets see who i can piss off with my first blog of the year. what the fuck is with all of these people who post hundreds of pics allow one or two to be seen and label all of the rest of them private. bullshit, if you wanted them to be private and only for certain people then just send them to certain people jackass. what? i should feel honored that you choose to let me see your pics by "letting" me be youre friend? if thats the case mr and mrs god complex at least make them fucking good pics, not pics of your ugly ass petting your homely dog, i wanna see pics of you getting ramrodded so hard i can see the backs of your teeth through your asshole, after all these pics are so important you cant show the general public, only those you deem worthy. twat

Top 10 Reasons Men Could Never Handle Being Pregnant
10. Morning sickness would completely ruin their daily stop at the 7-11 For a breakfast burrito. 9. Swollen ankles would inhibit being able to squeeze into their high Tops for hoops with the boys. 8. Having to live through even one sports season without a single beer. 7. They'd suffer zipper rash from the increase in trips to the bathroom. 6. Men could never tolerate the constant touchy-feely from strangers. They'd end up arrested for assault after being felt-up one too many Times. 5. Maternity wear would be embarrassing. Imagine a sweet little pink Business suit with a polka dot bow tie. 4. By month nine it would be impossible to reach down and scratch. 3. The only stirrups a man would consider putting his feet in reside on Either side of a horse. 2. Man breasts are just NOT considered masculine. And the number 1 reason Men Could Never Handle Being Pregnant . . . 1. Nine months of wondering: "How is it going to get out that tiny Hole?!?!", woul

The Top 16 Signs You're At A Lame Super Bowl Party
16.Your friends cheer for the Budweiser Clydesdales and groan at the Coors twins. 15.Your host serves plenty of crab cakes and Chesapeake Lager, blissfully unaware that the Colts no longer play in Baltimore. 14.Tough to hear the commentary over all the knitting. 13.Your host's homemade giant plasma screen TV is leaking all over the carpet and he wants to know if you're type A positive. 12.For the 250,000th time, some moron says, "Da Bearz!" 11.Your boss says, "As long as you're going to the break room, why don't you make 20 copies of the Whittaker proposal." 10.Your drunken buddy casually mentions how much better the game would be if offensive lineman wore only thongs. 9.You miss the opening kickoff when your host insists on watching the last five minutes of a "Will & Grace" rerun. 8.No one is allowed to do a Jell-O shot without first hearing the host's Bill Cosby impression. 7.The guy who organized it refers to fondue as "FUNdue." 6.TV's broken,

Now Thats Hot!!wow
I am offering up a free gift of an animation or morph of your chosing. To get it you must leave 400 comments here: and then send me a fu-mail letting me know you've done that! ***you don't have to leave all 400 comments in 1 day!*** ***IF YOU DON'T FU-MAIL ME, YOU WON'T GET YOUR ANIMATION!*** Leggs*Sarge's Bad Girl*Stiletto Girl*FuSista Co-Mngr*Sisterhood@ fubar THIS IS A THANK YOU TO ALL WHO HELPED US BOMB OUR GIVEAWAY.. .NO IT'S NOT OVER YET BUT WITH ALL THE HARD WORK YA'LL ARE DOING ... WE WILL GET IT DONE.... THESE PPL ARE THE GREATEST FRIENDS YOU COULD HAVE .... MAJICALLY DELICIOUS..ceo of fusista's bombing & leveling crew hostess 4 fubar cruise@ fubar fubrotha shaggy

Irrestable To Who Now
i have been trying to figure what i say to women to make them go all gaga and want so much out of me ,, i have been trying to figure out for the life of me what itis that i say to make them this way ,,, is it cuz i am a good listener and that i ofer advice that only i know of cuz of lessons life taught me ,, but still this cant be the one thing women want ,,,, i mean most guys tell women what they want to hear but on the other hand i dont i tell them the truth is that so wrong of me ,,, if i think they r beautiful then i tell them if i think they r ugly i will tell them so ,,,, but still doesnt explain the factors of the women wanting to be with me andhave a releationship with me ,,, most of the women tell me that they r unworthy of a releationship but in the end i convince them that everyone is worthy of being loved ,,, is that such a crime ,,, and then on top of it all they r all trying to figure out what i say to make these girls think that i am there only chance at love and they h

More Bull Sh*t!
My 8 year old daughter and the rest of her third grade class made Christmas cards. They made them for wounded American Soldiers spending the holidays as Walter Reed ARMY Hospital. 2 days ago ALL the cards were returned. The card were rejected by the hospital, and NEVER given to any Solider. I think the ARMY should be ashamed of itself. I think These kids deserve an apology or at least an explanation from the ARMY. If you think so too the address is Walter Reed ARMY Medical Center 6900 Georgia Ave. NW Washington, DC 20307 - 5001 C'mon people let them know what you think!!!

The Contest Starts Tomorrow Jan3rd Evening
The contest starts on saturday January 5th at 6 PM , central time , and ends on January 15th at 6 PM . Below is a list of all the contestants . When the contest opens just click on their picture to get to their contest page . Good luck to all and have fun . TY LOVE CHERIE

Allana Kay-lynn Norton
Rest in Peace Allana Kay - Lynn Norton 11 * 5 * 04 - 08 * 25 * 07 God called one of his little Angels home to Heaven. Lil Miss Lala always lived her life to the fulliest. She will be deeply missed, but never forgotten. Her memory in everyone's heart. A little piece of everyone who knew her died today, She captured the love of everyone who came in her path. She will always be loved an remembered, as a sweet little Angel with The Golden Threads. Please pray for the family, and everyone greeving for the loss of little Lala Bean.

Contestants In Contest
The contest starts on saturday January 5th at 6 PM , central time , and ends on January 15th at 6 PM . Below is a list of all the contestants . When the contest opens just click on their picture to get to their contest page . Good luck to all and have fun . (repost of original by '* lisasweet *' on '2008-01-04 07:03:29') (repost of original by '~ Cherie ~Witchesbrew ~ KAGE'S WIFEY & R/L OLE LADY ~ 2 C&' on '2008-01-04 07:28:18') (repost of original by '

Oh Shit!
bored well if you are how bout you stop by and help my friend godmother she only needs about 800k... I have seen it done many times.. So please go rate her stash or drop her some pic rates.. Even repost this for her to the more the merrier.. spanks ya Evonne Fu_Angel ~ Spankers~Club Untied@ fubar THEN TALK ABOUT THIS KID...LOL....ALL I CAN SAY IS...GO ON WITCHO BAD ASS..........LMMFAO!!!!! Woohooo this sexy hunk of of man is in a rates only contest so please drop by and rate this picture..it would only take a few seconds soooo please please please click this pic,and rate:)

Two Golfers
Ralph and Charlie where playing the ninth hole at the local country club when Ralph hit his tee shot way to the right. Ralph walked over to the deep rough, found his ball, and proceeded to beat the hell out of wild buttercups with his pitching wedge. Mother Nature appeared and said, "Since you destroyed all of my favorite buttercups, if you ever taste butter, smell butter, or even think about butter you will become deathly ill and die." Ralph walked out of the rough toward Charlie with a big smile on his face. Ralph then told him his story with a big grin on his face. Charlie says, "That's not a good thing! Why are you smiling?" Ralph replies, "I almost hit the pussy willows."

My Life
How does your personality affect your love life? Given the strong degree of confidence that you have, it’s no surprise that you get along well with most people. Indeed, it’s self-confidence that allows people to feel comfortable interacting with others without feeling insecure and vulnerable. For this reason, you shouldn’t have much difficulty in romance, at least not initially. Your social skills will likely help relieve any anxiety your romantic partners might have on those first few dates. However, over time, the high standards that you have for yourself could potentially frustrate your partner. As someone who enjoys the excitement of a night on the town and is uncertain about the prospects of settling down in a serious romantic relationship, you would probably be most satisfied in a relationship with someone that shares these qualities. For this reason, you would probably be quite content in a romantic relationship with someone who also enjoys going out to parties an

Inner Universe
Ok, so during lent I'm going to have to go completely vegetarian, almost vegan. The Orthodox lent is more strict than eating for Passover. Thankfully I have vegetarian friends that can help me out with all of this before lent begins. The cool thing is I have my handy dandy Ecclesiastical Calendar to keep track of this stuff now. I thought Ben's eyes were going to pop out of his head last night when he heard I was going to follow lent. Hehehehehe. He doesn't eat anything except meat and a bit of bread or pasta here and there. He'd starve. I am meeting with my priest today to go over the vast array of books I've been through over the years. spiritually/religiously speaking. This should be really interesting. Paralyzer by Finger Eleven hold on so nervously To me and my drink I wish it was cooling me But so far, has not been good It's been shitty And I feel awkward, as I should This club has got to be The most pretentious thing Since I thought you and me Well I a

Musicstuffs The 3rd
After a lot of trouble that started when my hard drive was wiped but didn't end there, I managed to reinstall Lilypond (free music typesetting software), and may be getting back into that very soon. I picked up a few scores (no, not a few score scores, just a few scores) - *A volume with Ten sonatas by Domenico Scarlatti (not identified - I may already have them, either in Dover Publications score or from various websites, but it was worth getting in case I didn't) *Arnold Schoenberg's 4th string quartet (1937) *Franz Schubert's mass in E-flat (vocal score) There was a lot of other good music there, but that was what I ended up getting. (Total with half-price discount - US dollars 9.75 or so.) Getting much nearer to being done with typesetting the 330-bar first movement of Jadassohn's first string quartet. 70 bars of cello part to go, and some neatening up of the other three...

My Thoughts Of You
There isn't a moment That my mind don't wander to you. There isn't a night That I don't fall asleep thinking of you. In my dreams You will always love me. I long to hear your voice For it always made me feel good. I long for your touch And the tenderness in it. I want to feel your gentle kiss And the love behind it. My heart wonders if you love me Or have I hurt you too much. Will I ever feel the touch I long for? Only time will tell if I will Ever be in your Loving arms again.

Why Bother?
I dont know, I know this is a bad way to start out 2008, but I cant help but feel as if I should maybe stop tryin to show love where it isn't wanted. All I keep gettin it pain and heartache, and that isnt what love is about. He knows how much he means to me, what I wouldnt do for him, and yet, there is still something in him that I fight for. Why? I dont know. But Im getting tired of trying and putting so much into something that he doesn't believe in. Yes, he is my best friend and he claims I am his. When he tells me he loves me, I believe him, but there is that small piece of me that wants him to love me the way he once did, when we were together. I know you can not make someone love you....I guess I hold onto that hope that he does. Maybe one day....but in the mean time should I keep trying? Should I let go? Either way...it kills me inside.

Death
Bremmer, Guy Thomas PV2 Ypsilanti, MI Age 23, passed away Sunday, December 23, 2007 due to an automobile accident. He was born October 1, 1984 in Ypsilanti, the son of Hank Bremmer and Joyce (Andenoro) Cisco. Guy served in the MI Army National Guard. Survivors include- one daughter, Ashley; his mother, Joyce Cisco of Ypsilanti; four brothers, Brian, Shawn, Abraham and Travis; and maternal grandmother, Estella Andenoro. The funeral service will be 11-00 am Saturday, December 29, 2007 at Stark Funeral Service Moore Memorial Chapel with Pastor Gordon Moore officiating. Cremation will follow. The family will receive friends at the funeral home 3-9 pm Friday. Please sign his guest book at www.starkfuneral.com. Stark Funeral Home Obituaries This is very painful. I knew his mother when she was pregnant. I saw him for the first time within a few days of his mother bringing him home from the hospital. I helped his brother babysit him and his brother Travis on more than one occasion. Its

Sweetdreams
ok guys this is vickie.i am having a problem logging on to my origianal page (this one). had to get a new account to find out what the heck is going on..if i cant get back to my original page. i will have to use this one and i will have lost everything..i am so hurt right now. all i can do is cry SLAPPSHOT8 AGAIN. UD THINK WITH THE WAY HE LOOKED .HE WOULDNT SAY THESE THINGS Vickie, OMG you need so major help if you like I will look for an awesome shrink for your help?..look at you ohhh thats right you cant because you broke ALL the mirrors in the world..what you also need is a really good plastic surgen I can look for the best in the world & its NP for me to do for you..why do you speak of your self like that as being so dam ungly?.ohhh thats right because every 1 hides & runs from you & that such wicked sick looking old face & a ran down broken body that saggs is that why they all run also from you?..I bet they do ohhh thats right I remembered what you told me that you hav

Check This Out
Hey, check it out. I have this nifty little gadget on my Fubar profile page where you can leave me gifts. Check in the INTERESTS part of my profile and leave me a gift, please. there's even a cool little search option, where you can type in something and they'll find it for you. So you can leave me presents that won't cost you any FuBucks, but that will make me smile :) Be creative. And if you get one, I will leave you some cool stuff too. Be a dear and leave me lots and lots of cool stuff. Roxy loves presents :) I LOVE YOU BABY!!!

Souls Companion
I have lost my soul's companin, A life linked with my own; Sadly I miss your footsteps, As I wander all alone. God is good He gives me strength, To beat my heavy cross; He is the only one who knows, My sad and bitter loss

What A Great Place To Be
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Walk With Us
Our lives go on without you But nothing is the same. We have to hide our heartaches When someone speals your name. Sad are the hearts that loved you Silent the tears that fall, Living our lives without you Is the hardest part of all. You did so many things for us Your heart was kind and true, And when we needed someone We could always count on you. The special years will not return When we were all together, But with the love within our hearts You will walk with us forever

Hilarious
The Why's of Men 1. WHY DO MEN BECOME SMARTER DURING SEX? (Because they are plugged into a genius) 2. WHY DON'T MEN BLINK DURING SEX? (They don't have enough time) 3. WHY DOES IT TAKE 1 MILLION SPERM TO FERTILIZE ONE EGG? (They don't stop to ask directions) 4. WHY DO MEN SNORE WHEN THEY LIE ON THEIR BACKS? (Becau se their balls fall over their butt-hole and they vapor lock) (You're laughing, aren't you?!?!) 5. WHY WERE MEN GIVEN LARGER BRAINS THAN DOGS? (So they won't hump women's legs at cocktails parties.) 6. WHY DID GOD MAKE MEN BEFORE WOMEN? (You need a rough draft before you make a final copy.) 7. HOW MANY MEN DOES IT TAKE TO PUT A TOILET SEAT DOWN? (Don't know....it never h appened) (C'mon guys, we laugh at your blonde jokes!) And the personal favorite: 8. WHY DID GOD PUT MEN ON EARTH? (Because a vibrator can't mow the lawn) Remember, if you haven't got a smile on your face and laughter in your heart... Then you ar

North Of Ho Chi Min
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Things U Should Know
Here's some sex advice for those of you who cant get the job done. 95f females can't cum from sex UNLESS, they're on top..and they're on top why? so they can stimulate their clit..by doin' their lil snake charm grindin' grab on our pelvic bones..which..really does nothin' for us..so the key is..eat pussy first ! ..make her cum a few times...numb her up..then hammer away or soft and slow with alot of vaginal teasing with your magic stick to build it all up in the end. however u like...... now once ur in between her legs..don't just fuckin' dive in there like a bum at a thanksgiving charity dinner...take your fuckin'time I know pussy is nearly irresistable...but don't act like it is.. lick her inner thighs, kiss them.. kiss around her pussy lips..kiss the lips etc. etc.. finally once u've got your tongue on her clit..this is what u do..(u can use ur hands to spread her lips here if u want.. that's all preference...it's easier to make em cum w/their lips spread..so

Need A Vip
VIP GIVE AWAWY I HAD ONE DROP OUT THAT DIDN'T HAVE TIME TO PARTICIPATE! SO I HAVE ONE VIP AND 250.000 FUBUCK'S UP FOR GRABS! What you need is 15.000 photo comments. Rates will also count 10 points each for fu-bucks as a added bonus! (example 100 rates = 1,000 fu-bucks) This will begin as soon as I have 1 entry photos. A FEW SIMPLE RULES ... No NSFW Pics Or Course. Must Have 15.000 Comments To Win Rates = 10 FUBUCKS Each, To Be Added To The Final Total. Self Comment Bombing Is Allowed And Encouraged. Bombing Families Are Also Allowed To Help. Anyone Being Disrespectful Or Bringing Any Drama To The Contest Will Be Removed Immediately. You don't have To Be My Friend Or Fan To Rate or comment,but it will be helpful as i may post blog's or bulletins throughout the give away.However You MUST Have A Salute And Be A Level 5 And Above To Take Part. You Can Pimp Your Entry Pic Any Way You Like .. In Blogs, Bulletins, Private Messages And Comments Left On Yo

Weeding The Garden Of Friends
My closest friends already know the problems I have been having with someone marking my "not bad stuff" as NSFW. It so happens, that they have started marking in folders that are set to be viewable by friends and family only. So that means I have an enemy within. I have already cleared out my friends list once, and that helped for awhile. Now, I must weed some more friends out to try and rid myself of the culprit. First of all, even if the pictures were bad pictures, (wich they usually are not) I don't want an adult friend on my list that is that easily offended anyway. Now, since I don't know exactly who is doing it, some of you are going to be caught in the crossfire. If you are not the one that did it, and you get deleted or blocked, than my apologies in advance. Even if I end up having no one but my real life family memebers, I will keep removing friends till the bogus nsfw flagger stops. If it comes right down to it, I will remove all of my pictures. It don't matter t

The Dash
read of a man who stood to speak At the funeral of a friend He referred to the dates on her tombstone From the beginning to the end He noted that first came the date of her birth And spoke the following date with tears, But he said what mattered most of all Was the dash between those years For that dash represents all the time That she spent alive on earth. And now only those who loved her Know what that little line is worth. For it matters not how much we own; The cars, the house, the cash, What matters is how we live and love And how we spend our dash. So think about this long and hard. Are there things you’d like to change? For you never know how much time is left, That can still be rearranged. If we could just slow down enough To consider what’s true and real And always try to understand The way other people feel. And be less quick to anger, And show appreciation more And love the people in our lives Like we’ve never loved before. If

Sorry Friends
Just wanted to let everyone know that I am not ignoring you,but i a havent been feeling good and have been sleeping alot.....I just got an antibiotic from the drs today,so hopefully i'll be feeling better soon......I miss you all and hope to be back talking to you soon.....

Tears.....
Words to a song that say some of what I feel... As your bony fingers close around me Long and spindly Death becomes me Heaven can you see what I see Hey you pale and sickly child You're death and living reconciled Been walking home a crooked mile Paying debt to karma You party for a living What you take won't kill you But careful what you're giving There's no time for hesitating Pain is ready, pain is waiting Primed to do it's educating Unwanted, uninvited kin It creeps beneath your crawling skin It lives without it lives within you Feel the fever coming You're shaking and twitching You can scratch all over But that won't stop you itching Can you feel a little love Can you feel a little love Dream on dream on Blame it on your karmic curse Oh shame upon the universe It knows its lines It's well rehearsed It sucked you in, it dragged you down To where there is no hallowed ground Where holiness is never found Paying debt to karma You

What Happened To Rose?
I became very sick at the end of October and haven't been able to be on very much since then. A prescription the doc gave me to control my allergies made me deathly ill. A few weeks ago we found out what was making me sick but unfortunately it has taken it's toll on me and I have picked up every virus and infection that has come down the line since. Yesterday I ended up in the emergency room. :-( I apologize for not commenting back or answering many emails. I hope I'll be able to spend more time online again soon. I hope you all had a great Christmas and New Years! ~Rose

I Have Finally Realized
i realized that i am nothing and am worthless. no matter what i do its not worth squat. i walk thru this life alone and empty. everytime i speak no one listens or takes the time to hear what i have to say. i feel i am destined to follow a path of darkness with no light to guide me. no one cares and no one ever will all i am is a worthless shell with no soul and no matter of thoughts and feelings. i feel i will do the world a favor and just stop existing and everybody will be happy. i have nothing to lose and nothing to gain. all i feel is eternal pain and misery and i guess that is what i deserve. i have finally realized that i am nothing more then a pathetic soul who cna't do anything right and can do nothing morbut cause harm and problems for those around me. i have finally realized that i will never fully understand everything and everyone around me. i have finalyl realized that i will never fully comprehend everything and everyone around me. my life is meaningless and worthless. i

Winter Theme Contest
WINTER THEME CONTEST. Contest Begins 1/13/08 @ 9:00 PM (EST) Ends: 1/20/08 @9:00 PM (EST) Most Comments at the end of the Contest will win Choice of 7 Day Blast or 1 Month VIP Meet the Contestants: RULES: · Contest open to all DEMON CREW FAMILY MEMBERS · Contest pic must keep within the "WINTER THEME". No NSFW pics allowed. · Must play well with others. This means NO downrating.

A-z
A] - AVAILABLE?- NAH B] - BIRTHDAY?- MAR 29 C] - CRUSHING?- WHO KNOWS, lol. D] - DRINK YOU LAST HAD?- DIET COKE E] - EASIEST PERSON TO TALK TO ON THE PHONE?- CHRIS & CRAIG F] - FAVORITE COLOR(S)?- YELLOW, NAVY BLUE, BLACK, & GREEN G] - GUMMY BEARS OR GUMMY WORMS?- WORMS H] HOMETOWN?- SAN DIEGO I] ICE CREAM?- STRAWBERRY. J] A WORD/PHRASE YOU USE OFTEN?- ILL FUCKING STAB YOU, OR FUCK OFF. HELL ANY SENTANCE U CAN SAY FUCK IN, lol. K] KILLED SOMEONe- ? NO, BUT I DO HAVE MY HIT LIST... OH WAIT, I WASNT SUPPOSED TO SAY THAT, MY BAD. L] - LIME OR LEMONADE? - LEMONADE. M] - LOVE OR MONEY?- I GOT LOVE , SEND MONEY FOR ME AND MY LOVE... (STEALIN THIS ANSWER FROM MATT, lol) N] - NUMBER OF SIBLINGS? 2 O] - ONE WISH? WHO KNOWS. P] - PERSON WHO YOU LAST COMMENTED? I THINK DEIRDRA. Q] - QUIET- NOT REALLY, LOL. R] - REASON YOU SMILE?- MY KITTIES. S] - SONG YOU LAST HEARD?- DUFFLE BAG BOY BY PLAYAZ CIRCLE. T] TIME YOU WOKE UP TODAY?- 8AM

The Human Body
THE HUMAN BODY You really ought to know this. The human body is a machine that is full of wonder. This collection of human body facts will leave you wondering why in the heck we were designed the way we were. -Scientists say the higher your I.Q. The more you dream. -The largest cell in the human body is the female egg and the smallest is the male sperm. -You use 200 muscles to take one step. -The average woman is 5 inches shorter than the average man. -Your big toes have two bones each while the rest have three. -A pair of human feet contains 250,000 sweat glands. -A full bladder is roughly the size of a soft ball. -The acid in your stomach is strong enough to dissolve razor blades. -The human brain cell can hold 5 times as much information as the Encyclopedia Britannica. -It takes the food seven seconds to get from your mouth to your stomach. -The average human dream lasts 2-3 seconds. -Men without hair on their chests are more likely to

Contests
Hey everyone, thanks for reading this. I'm in my first contest and would love some help. This is a single comment contest. Just click the link below and leave me a comment on that pic. that's it. simple. :D:D please help out.

Fake
why is it, that everyone on this site feels it imperative to rate everyone a 10 and to make absolutely false comments about everything. for example: girl a posts pics of the worst piece of shit scratch ass tattoo that i have ever seen, yet everyone who leaves a comment, especially the guys, leave a comment about how nice the ink is, have you people lost your minds? guys your not gonna get blown for tellin someone that the crayola like tattoo that they have just gotten looks lovely, tell them the truth dumbass, that it looks like a rained on pile of goat shit, stop being pussies people. i say we rally and start telling these goofy ass ugly people exactly what we think. this is REVOLUTION!!!!! Whos with me?

I`m Up For Sale
well the days are running out to own ugly guy so click on pic and place a bet it`s all in fun ok i`m up for sale click on pic to view details ok cum on ladies wana pieve of the ugly guy click the pic just to see what you get if you win me. i am potty trained :)

Sexiest Ride Yet!!! Hop On The Death Train!!!
DEATH TRAIN This is a fan, Rate and Add Train Its an easy way to gain Friends/Fans/Rates so come and ride! Its easy to join and a fun way to meet new ppl Here are the rules... 1. MUST add/fan/rate Conductor (me) and ALL the riders, all people will return the love 2. Contact Conductor (me) by fu-mail when FINISHED Fan/Rate/Add Everyone 3. When adding the people make sure to put DEATH TRAIN in the message 4. If the person is already your friend, leave DEATH TRAIN in a comment on their page 5. You dont have to be lvl 10 or higher but you do need a salute to be added! 6. You will be added after you finish fan/add/rate all the people CONDUCTOR Deathtrain416@ fubar ASSISTANT CONDUCTOR † Lady Faŋ‡azia ~ Fu Mis‡rėss †@ fubar RIDERS Cappy@ fubar *~$inful*~ MiSSin My HoRsE fan/rate/add PLZ@ fubar lauria ♥Shadow Leveler♥ Proud owner of Hopeless Romantic@ fubar HANKSTER@ fu

Why I Don't Care (and You Shouldn't Either)
So other day I said something at work, was pretty insensitive, and I realized as of late it seems like I will without fail say something w/o thinking. Males ignore it when I do this, it's almost like they say to themselves "well, he's a good guy, prob doesn't realize I care etc, no problem" But women? wow, they get pissed. They immediately get defensive, justify and then look for a crack in my armor. Usually I hear something like "Wow, like your perfect" and usually answer is "well, no but I have it pretty close don't I babe?" Anyway not picking on women, just pointing out that as a group they seem most pissed off at me usually. Probably my fault, remember guys, fastest way to losing is arguing with a woman. If you learn to just say "your right" and get it over with, you'll be happier and less agitated later when you have to do what she says anyway then if your spent an hour arguing your point, hour making it up to her and two days trying to get back in her pants. Sensitiv

The Letter E
Todays Fubar is brought to you by the Letter E! Yeah Im just wasting time being stupid N how are you today? I must be bored out of my mind or just plain stuck in fubar land!! Does anyone have any letter Es to share lol E!

Friends In Need
Hey all DJ Devil is in another contest so if you all would please be so helpful like you all have been before with me and ty here is the link to bomb im going for first place 250K fubucks so please come and give me a hand

Only A Rider Knows This
Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light, not our darkness that frightens us. We ask ourselves Who am I to be so brilliant, gorgeous, talented, fabulous? Actually who are we not to be? You are a child of the universe… Your playing small doesn’t serve the world. There is nothing enlightening about shrinking so that others won’t feel insecure around you, We are all meant to shine, as children do, We are born to manifest the glory of God that is within us. It is not just in some of us; it is in everyone. And as we let our own light shine, we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same. As we’re liberated from our fears, our presence automatically liberates each other. We are in trouble... The population of this country is 300 million. 160 million are retired. That leaves 140 million to do the work. There are 85 million in school. This leaves 55 millio

New Updated "code Of Chivalry"
The “Code of Chivalry” Modernized, based on the "Old Code" By Brian R. Price April, 1997 Further updated by Kevin M. Altieri April, 2008 ------------------------------------------ Introduction Many people have written to me asking for the 'old Code of Chivalry' or the code by which medieval Knights lived. In truth there was no such written code, as if printed on a scroll; chivalry was a set of ideals and duties that changed throughout the Middle Ages to meet new socio economic realities. In our day, they must once again change, maintaining the essential quality of defending 'rightness' that ties the many images of what we call 'Chivalry.' Although there is no 'authentic' code, discussions of Knightly virtues can be found in the writings of Knights and Bards throughout history. What I have done here is to distill many of the essential qualities discussed by all the major sources, such as Chrètien de Troyes, Ramon Lull, Geoffrey de Charny, Honoret Bonet, and ot

Unconcious Reckoning
You can't always put your thoughts into words, Like describing an action without any verbs, Finally given the chance to say how i feel, Train of thought is lost, as well as appeal, And then when given the chance to shine, And skate upon the successful line, I crumble and fade with the breaking storm, Left unsatisfied, skeptical, torn, It might just be me, breaking my stride, But sometimes i feel im not really alive, Have i died, or did i ever exist, There must be a goal I've somehow missed, Have fun be young, or plan for the future, Which way to turn, its an obvious stuper, Tempermentally caught up in all of the games, Be rich, be sexy, or cling to lost fame, When shown the light and finally the way, You're halfway through earths final day, So much advice, and so little fact, Be good up front, and evil in back, They all tell lies, and hide their black souls, A lite salad for dinner, then crack in their bowls, You try to be happy, as hard as it seems, The rich mus

Stuff Ive Written In The Past
PLEASE STOP TELLING ME IM PRETTY, IM DIEING INSIDE AND U ARENT HELPING AT ALL. PLEASE DONT TELL ME THAT IM FINE, WHEN ALL THESE LITTLE CUTS SAY YOU ARE SICK BUT ITS OK. PLEASE DONT TELL ME YOU LOVE ME... WETHER U DO OR NOT, IT ONLY MAKES THE PAIN WORSE, IT ONLY MAKES THE INFECTION DEEPER. ONE BY ONE I WILL PUSH U. PUSH ALL THAT I LOVE AWAY, UNTIL EVERYONE THAT CARES HATES ME UNTIL THIS WHOLE RIPS ME WIDE OPEN, SO U CAN SEE HOW MUCH I SUFFER WITHIN UNTIL THIS THING CALLED LIFE IS FINALLY OVER. NO ONE WHO LOVES ME WILL READ THIS./ IVE MESSED UP EVERYTHING.MY FORGIVENESS COMES IN FORMS OF BLOODSHED. NOTHING CAN SAVE ME AND IM SORRY, TO EVERYONE.THIS ISNT GOODBYE, JUST WISH ME LUCK FOR TOMORROW. SOMETIMES PEOPLE NEED SOMEONE, SOMETIMES, WHEN U WANT SOMETHING SO BAD U CAN TASTE IT, & FEEL IT, IT TENDS TO START TO DIVE U INSANE. YOU WORK HARDER AND HARDER LIKE YOU HAVE SOMETHING TO PROVE, AS IF U ARE SUPER HUMAN, AND ITS ALL FOR NOTHING. I SIT AND PONDER, OVER AND OVER, UNTIL I DRIVE MYSELF

Bite Me - Contest
VAMPS GALORE - WIN A 7DAY BLAST ARE YOU A VAMP? ARE YOU SEXY? I'LL BE RUNNING A CONTEST TO SEE WHO FUBAR THINKS IS THE SEXIEST VAMP. SEND ME A MESSAGE STATING YOUR DESIRE TO JOIN, I'LL RIP YOUR PIC AND LET THE BOMBING BEGIN!!!! YOU MUST HAVE FANGS...BLOOD IS OPTIONAL...I RESERVE THE RIGHT TO REJECT ANY PIC!! CONTEST WILL RUN FOR 2 WEEKS AND WILL START AS SOON AS I HAVE 10 ENTRIES!! SEND ME A MESSAGE IF YOU HAVE ANY QUESTIONS!!! 1ST PLACE MALE/FEMALE : 7 DAY BLAST 2ND PLACE MALE/FEMALE : 1 DAY BLAST 3RD PLACE MALE/FEMALE : 100,000 FUBUCKS

Heading For Godmother
Tracy my sis now heading for God Mother at the moment she needs 636,547 Points to go! So can we please show her some fu luv by giving her blings, 11's, comments & rating stash to help her get there. ****TrAcY mEmBeR oF fuBaR uK wOrLd cRuIsE ******MeMbEr Of ThE bOoZe CrUiSe** Thank you Luv Di aka PiNkLaDy xx Hi All, I really need all my family, friends & fans help. 238,939 Points to go! I would like to reach Godmother by 8th Feb 2008. All luv shown will be returned when i get the chance. Luv ya all, but most of all my baby. Love you so much Paul, & thank you Baby for making me so happy. luv Di aka Pink xxxx Sweetdreams Delight is heading for godmother she needs - 343,382 Points to go! So can we please show her some fu luv by giving her blings, 11's, comments & rating stash to help her get there. ~Sweetdreams Delight~..

Does Anymore Care
Jroc101978@ fubar i screenshot want he did after i asked why he came on my page and did anything EVONNE AND TISMOM05 NEED LOTS OF HELP WITH GETTING THERE GIVEAWAY DONE IN TIME.... IF WANT 11'S SOME HELP US OUT ..WE WILL GIVE YOU OUR 11'S.... OUR GOAL TODAY IS TO GET TO 17,000 ... PLEASE HELP US GET THERE..... FIRST HAPPY HOUR YOU'LL GET OUR 11'S .... SO COME GIVE US SOME COMMENTS ALEAST 200 OR MORE PLZ YOU GET 57 POINTS 4 EACH 11 WE GIVE YOU.....

Who Wants 11's
click the pic please and bomb me ...s.o.s help PLEASE! HELP OUT EVONNE AND TISMOM05 NEED LOTS OF HELP WITH GETTING THERE GIVEAWAY DONE IN TIME.... IF WANT 11'S SOME HELP US OUT ..WE WILL GIVE YOU OUR 11'S.... OUR GOAL TODAY IS TO GET TO 17,000 ... PLEASE HELP US GET THERE..... FIRST HAPPY HOUR YOU'LL GET OUR 11'S .... SO COME GIVE US SOME COMMENTS ALEAST 200 OR MORE PLZ YOU GET 57 POINTS 4 EACH 11 WE GIVE YOU.....

Finding Out
She woke up in the morning to find that her master had left her a special note. She was very excited because he had said hello that morning as well. She readied herself and she was on slave cloud 9. She went through her day... thinking and planning and wondering what would please her Master on this day... She was prepared with a gift as well. But she also thought of their arrangement...besides she was just a lowly slave and he was Master to do what he pleased and she had no say... she was bound and determined to be anything that he wanted her to be. Still with love, devotion, and determination in her heart she saw later that night while at the Masters feet ... she had been wrong about the message that was sent to her. Yes she was there ...and there with him.. but the message that she received that morning she saw in several other places. At that moment her heart just sank. She thought and hoped that one day he would feel the same that what he wrote was for her and for her

Cleaning Out Friends And Family Lists
Ok I have started cleaning out my lists. I've been sending comments and a lot are not returning them. If you don't return comments or I don't talk to you on a regular basis you're gonna be gone. Sorry I just want to get this down to a manageable list

Not On Today Till Later
Hello All, I just wanted everyone to know way ahead of time that I am getting married on April 5, 2008. I have a lot to do still before the wedding, so I may not be on all the time. The weekend of the wedding I won't be on at all, but I will be on shortly after...I will be uploading pictures after the wedding so I can share them with you all...Please pass this along to all of the fu-family...thanks.. Hey everyone...I just wanted to tell you all quickly that I won't be on much today...I am getting married in April and I have to go for my wedding dress today...I am hoping to make it on later, but until then...love ya guys and have a great day...

Tired!!!!!!!
have u ever cared so much about someone that u would do anything for them and you love them with all your heart but u feel they dont feel the same about u? well thats how i feel i mean i try so hard to make people happy and what good does it do me? it seems like i just push them farther away and if ur sittin there wonderin if im talkin about u i probably am.... cause where the hell are u when i need u? im always freakin there for everyone and where the hell are they when i need them? i show that i miss them when their not around but when im not around they act like they could care less.... im just simply giving up... im tired of makin everyone else happy... when does someone get to make me happy huh? so whatever ok either u care about me or u dont if u want to be my friend or whatever show it cause if im considered ur friend im freakin tired of u acting otherwise you dont have to always say it but every now and then letting me know that u care would make me feel alot better ok p.s. no

Selling House
Currently I am going through 30 years worth of accumulation including some of my childhood items, collectibles and some antiques as well. We lost our home and its going on the market on Monday or Tuesday. Once I start listing on Ebay will post a new blog. I'm not sure yet where I will be moving to, but it will definitely be somewhere warmer. The good news is my knee is doing awesome almost have right knee equal to left just need to strengthen my quad muscle some more. If there is something you might be looking for lol ask who knows I may have it. IF I do since it will cost me less you will get it for less.

Pyrat Radio
PyRat Radio is now hiring for all positions: DJ’s Bouncers, and Promoters. We are a drama free station and lounge and work very hard at keeping it that way. If you would like to join our family please fill out an application @ a href="http://www.pyratradio.com/application.htm" target="New">www.pyratradio.com/application.htm or Contact DJ Retching Red or River Rat for more details. We look forward to working with you! Wanna make an easy 10 g's? Make a PyRatRadio.com Salute and send it to DJ Retching Red @ retchingred@yahoo.com and She will send you 10,000 fubucks Thats not all! the most creative one will recieve a ticker! (pyratradio staff cannot participate, see DJ Retching Red if you have a problem with that as this is her contest) good luck too all of you Retching Red Co-Owner of PyRat Radio

Stars
lazy days lonely nights looking for a lonely star who'd keep me company looking at the widespread sky being me a lonely soul gazing at the moon so bright making wishes `pon a star a blow of breeze to animate the freezing scene so the strings of white gold ribbons seem to tease the lonely moon because it is standing still and they are free to move "twinkle twinkle little star . . . " I used to sing when I was young now I've grown but still today " . . . how I wonder what you are" lying down upon the meadows dream of flying up so high reach the stars, sit on the moon dancing ballet with the clouds

2008
4:38pm PST We've all had our ups and downs. I know I have. Boy, if I were to take the time to give elaborate details on what I've been through especially during the 2nd half of the year, yeah you'd feel bad for me. I don't like pity, so if you felt sorry for me then you're not a good friend. I'm not going into details..... *sighs* All I know is I want to start of the new year the right way. I will say one thing though... I am not so passionate about LAW but I do for work a law firm. Don't worry... I am no where close to being a paralegal, but I am going to take a couple of legal assistant classes. If you only knew... I was slapped with a lawsuit by a jerk who had the audacity to try to rape me in his own home. I am not going to divulge into this situation as it has been explained in other blogs if you care to see and review. Then again, I haven't been paying too much attention to myself. I was in an emotional rut. I realized who my friends were and who weren't. That's

Are You F**king Kidding Me?
I now have a whole new respect for the women on this sight, oh but first things first, I'm not a women, that's right douchebags, you have been attempting to get a guy to watch you jerk off and look at your dick pics. I had no idea that there were so many fucking crazy ass pervs on this goddamn sight. Ladies I tip my hat to you all. Its crazy that all I had to do was put up a pic of a girl with big tits and the pervs came flocking. The fucking guys on this sight are fucking pathetic and I would have to say that about 60 percent should just end it all right now. HAHAHAHA have a nice day darlins

I'm For Sale!!!
I have been Owned by Texas Twister. Be sure to visit her page and show her some Fu-Luv. ~♥TEXAS TWISTER~♥~ FU~OWNER OF *MANTIS* AND *JEFF* STOP BY AND RATE AND FAN THEM@ fubar I am for sale and if you want to own me i will leave the link at the bottom of this blog and you can go bid on me.......here is what i am offering to the winner for a month.... all pics rated 11, all stash rated, a salute picture from me with winner's name included, a blog done about winner, comment daily, "owned by" with the winners name in my id, the winners name and link to the winner on my front page for a month, buy a gift daily for the winner 5 silly photoshops of me and winner, 5 personal graphic pics made by me. Crush from me. Repost all requested bulletins - Share your page w/ all Friends, Family and Fans here is the link...come bid for me:) (click on the pic below) I am for sale and if you want to own me i will leave the link at the bottom of this blog and you

Have You Ever Noticed?
Have you ever noticed, people are just not happy unless they are making someone else miserable? Why do we have to go thru life hiding who we are to appease everyone else? I was recently left a message saying, that I should not have "Proud to Be Cherokee", because I am not full blooded Cherokee! Why shouldn't I? Should we not be proud of who we are? I am very proud of who I am, and who my ancestors are. So for this rude person, (and I know they will be looking!) For your information, am a third Cherokee, a third German and the rest is Dutch and Irish. I really don't find this to be anybody business, but I felt compelled to set this person stright. I can prove the Cherokee and the German. I have traced my family on the Cherokee (which is on 2 sides of my family) to have walked the Trail of Tears, from North Caorlina and Georgia. From the way the family stories go, my family was beaten, brought into slavery and the women raped on their way to Arkansas and Oklahoma. Where they s

It Don't Matter Too The Sun.
IN NO PARTICULAR ORDER 1. rock out with my cock out hang out with my wang out. 2.here's to on'er when you get honor stay on'er if you can't cum in 'er cum on'er! 3.what doesn't kill me only makes me stronger! 4.party like a rockstar kick a little ass! 5.I AM A MASTERDIBATOR!!! 6.We are all just figments of our own imaginations. 7. if God had a voice it would be the voice of johnny cash. 8. IT'S ALL FUN & GAMES TILL SOMEONE GETS AN EYE POKED OUT THEN IT'S JUST FUN WITH ONLY ONE EYE!(THANKS ALOT DIMEBAG FOR THAT ONE R.I.P.)) 9. SEX DRUGS & ROCK N ROLL.... TAKE OUT THE DRUGS AND THATS JUST MORE TIME TOO BUST A NUT(THANKS STEVEN TYLER FOR THAT ONE!) 10.YOU WANT SYMPATHY LOOK IN THE DICTIONARY BETWEEN SHIT AND SYPHALLIS (Thanks alot for that one MAJOR PAYNE). 11.Procrastination is alot like masturbation it may seem like a good idea at the time but in the end you're really just fucking yourself! IT DON'T MATTER TOO THE SUN WHAT YOU'VE GAINED OR LOST THIS DAY.ABOUT LOVES LOST OR

Only Less Than 7,000
Okay she has been calling for help for days and some of you have been awesome THANK YOU SO MUCH to those who have helped now what I really need is for my other 800 and some other friends to help...Come on its her birthday and she needs less than 7,000 to make her VIP oh and well your at it drop in and JUST rate this one you all know I love ya all..... Both this lovely ladies are my sisters and so very sweet let me know when you have and i am on my way to send you some love Liberated Spice

General
I might not be someone's first choice, but I am a great choice. I don't pretend to be someone I'm not, because I'm AWESOME at being me. I might not be proud of some of the things I've done in the past, but I'm proud of who I am today. I may not be perfect, but I don't need to be. Take me as I am or watch me as I walk away.

Farewell
One of our sister Diva’s will be leaving us soon due to personal issues that arose here on fubar. Diva Blackloona is one of my personal friends and we have discussed her reasons and of course I asked her to stay, but her reasons for leaving are valid and I can understand them. She has stated that she knows who her true friends on here are and loves them as so. She will be here for about another week so let’s show her some Diva love and respect her decisions. I would love to see her stay as all of you would too, but this is a decision she has made and I have chosen to stand by her knowing that she knows what is best for her. We all should be careful to what we tell people on here and how close we let ourselves get with these people. Just know that there are mean vindictive people in this world and anyone can pretend to be anyone on the internet. Please do not take anyone at face value on here… just not fubar but on the internet and real life. It is sad that we all have o

Chicks With Guns
Out of all the ladies out there how many have taken pictures with firearms (guns) and are willing to share their pics with me. NOTE all pics shared will be set up so no one may rip them. If there are any takers to help me out with this please speak up.

Submit Or Be Punished
Please come leave naughty school girl Paradise some comments. Or else you will be punished Her contest ends January 15th Shes gonna get naked if she wins If you leave her 100 comments let me know and I will give you 5,000 Fubucks or make you a morph

Fu Auction - Bid, Bid, Bid!!!
WYKD Storm presents a Unique opportunity to get Fu Famous. Fu Auction for 24 hours of WYKD Radio Promotion! We are offering 24 - 30 second spots, 1 every hour. These will be produced by WYKD staff and air in all four of our associated Lounges. Use your air time to promote: ~*~ contests, auctions, or giveaways - that you are hosting or one in which you are the contestant. Draw people to help you! ~*~Promote your Fu Biz - if you make and fu sell anything use the air time to draw Fubarains to you. ~*~Pimpouts - show fubar LUV to people you care about ~*~Promote your favorite causes or charities ~*~Birthdays * Weddings * Birth Annoucments ~*~Promote your group or club ~*~Have a Happy Hour coming up let people know so you can get the most out of it! The possibilities are unlimited! Exacty what you will get: 24 - 30 second pre-recorded mesasges thats one every hour. Messages will be recorded by WYKD Staff. Coverage in four (4)Hot Fubar Lounges - Wick

Almost Gone
Almost Gone By Steve Cook Its five a.m. I’m wide awake Cant sleep with everything on my plate The dreams, the nights I lay and fight The loss of you not by my side Pondering if we’ll make this work The emotions inside start to churn Frantic as my mind can get Lessons learned that I regret Letting go it feels so right But now another lonely night With you there running through my head All the words I should’ve said To make you stay don’t leave today I’ll do anything don’t walk away Just listen to the words I speak I’m sorry if their sounding weak Obsessions of you through out the night How I wish I could hold you tight All my thoughts of such despair Will you ever come back here What will it take to make things right I wont give in I’ll stay an fight My love for you is to damn strong With you is where I belong I’ll be here waiting for the call To surrender my emotions love and all

My Words To You
on't know what's going on Don't know what went wrong Feels like a hundred years I Still can't believe you're gone So I'll stay up all night With these bloodshot eyes While these walls surround me with the story of our life I feel so much better Now that you're gone forever I tell myself that I don't miss you at all I'm not lying, denying that I feel so much better now That you're gone forever Now things are coming clear And I don't need you here And in this world around me I'm glad you disappeared So I'll stay out all night Get drunk and fuck and fight Until the morning comes I'll Forget about our life I feel so much better Now that you're gone forever I tell myself that I don't miss you at all I'm not lying, denying that I feel so much better now That you're gone forever First time you screamed at me I should have made you leave I should have known it could be so much better I hope you're missing me I hope I've made you see That I'm gone forever

2nd Day At Work
It was my second day at work.. and another busy day. With the new staffing grid at work..we never have the extra help we need. I was all caught up with my work..and decided to take the patient in room 510 downstairs to go home. He was getting around very good..so I didn't need to use a wheelchair. He was a 43 year old in the hospital with a migraine. As we were on the elevator..the elevator gave a jerk..then stopped. We were stuck and no amount of pushing the buttons was working. I dialed the operator.. to let her know. She told me, that the maintenance guy was on call..since it was evening time..and on the weekend. Omg,, what to do stuck on a elevator,having to wait for them to get there to fix the problem. As I am leaning against the wall.. I hear my patient say.."I hear having sex gets rid of headaches". I look at him with fear in my eyes..not knowing what to do..stuck in a closed end area with him. Next thing I know..he lifts up my hand and starts to kiss it. Slowly he

Pleasures
Was a slow night at work. We only had 8 patients. There was me.. a PCA,, and 2 nurses on. I was just coming out from my supper.. at 10pm..when all of a sudden I hear the operator announce.. code brown! Most hospital staff consider that a poopy situation but its a code for a missing patient. The nurses couldn't leave the floor so the PCA went to go look. I just got to my desk and sat down..when the phone rang. As I picked up the phone..all of a sudden I felt somthing slide up my skirt. It was a hand! It was the missing patient. He was in his 40s. I tried to talk to the person on the phone..while this guy kept feeling me. What was I to do? The 2 nurses were in patients rooms..and I was at the desk alone. All of a sudden, i felt his tounge on my clit. Damn, this was a sticky situation, in more ways then one. The person on the phone was a patient who just left today,, with 50,000 questions. What was I to do? Hang up rudely...and run like hell..or be professional..and ignor

Some People On This Site!
Ugh so this guy who use to be my friend is no longer my friend because he is a bipolar mess... So the deal is i reposted and stickied a bully for Fat sonny... This person was pissed because he thought i said i hated sonny...Not True!!!! I NEVER SAID THAT! I said i was upset because he deleted me and wouldnt add me back... if the person would go back and look at message archives he would see that.. but no instead of listening to reason he goes and blocks me immediately from here and yahoo and then rejects my phone calls... I cant even explain myself or defend my self its basically i pissed him off and thats the end of our friendship. Which this guy i thought was my friend i decided to call and call and call to try and work out our friendship because thats what REAL friends do! Well instead of answering or even letting it go to voicemail he pickks up and hangs up! And then sends his little friend my number and has her call me to tell me to stop calling and i said not to be rude but

Kidney Stone....
What in the hell is the world coming to? I have a friend that is going to Cali. because she has submitted herself to him. A random jackass that is going to get his jollies off hurting her. What in the hell is it with guys being so willing to hurt women or children? Why in the hell could someone be so cruel? It makes me sick to think of a man laying a finger on a woman for his pleasure, or just because he can. She was talking about likely having broken bones when this is all said and done, what makes that right? I know it is her life, and I know that certain pain can be pleasurable, but broken bones? I guess this is what I get for caring about my friends, that I can't see the point going to get yourself hurt so some moron can get his rocks off for it. If hurting people for pleasure is what this world is coming to, then being a "human being" is the worst thing I can think of. Well, I had a fun start to the new year. On New Years eve, I went to the ER, thinking I had a kidney infection,

Stuff
As an experiment to see just how uneducated and ignorant modern America is, I posted a new default picture: Michaelangelo's David. This has been a revered work of fine art for centuries. It is displayed with the utmost of respect, and is a beautiful example of art from the Italian Renaissance, not to mention that it's a representation of a biblical character - David from the David and Goliath story. I want to see how long it takes for some bible thumping, uneducated schmoe to flag it as NSFW. Any educated person will see it as a work of beauty (or, even if you don't like it, will accept it as a piece of art, revered by others). Only the uneducated American moron, who spouts nothing more than Jesus and War (along with a hefty dose of hate of Muslims) thanks to a fascist government would mark this work of fine art as NSFW. Anyone who marks this photo as NSFW is also likely to be someone who wants to burn books and lynch anyone different from them. I'm in the process of casting

Own My Sexxxyy Butt!!!
You Now Have a Chane to Own Me. Are You scared to take a chance??? Click on the link and let the bidding begin... Here's what You get For the Highest Bid... Add to family one month. All pictures , blogs and stashes rated #1 Friend for one month Fu-owned in my name for one month Weekly pimp out bulletin for 1 month Permanent pimp out in my blogs. Pimp out in my me section for a month Daily comments for a month 1 Personal salute sfw 1 Big pimping gift

Wanna Own Me...lol
LET SOMEONE FU OWN YOU!!! Want to FuOwn Someone? Now You Can! Here They Are..Hit the Pic and Go Bid On the One You Want To make Yours! Need 11's and Stash Rated? Nows Your Chance! These Sexy People Have Put Themselves in a Position For You To Fu-Own Them! So Check Them Out! Everyone here is special and you would be lucky to have any one of them! AUCTION RULES! 1. Drama Free. For fun only auction. Anyone causing it will be eliminated. 2. Contestant reserves the right to refuse any bid. 3. Minimum Bid is 10,000 Fubucks. 4. Must have a salute to bid. 5. Auctioneer is not responsible for bids. 6. Serious Bids Only!(meaning do not bid if you do not intend to honor that bid.) 7. Bids must be paid for before any prize is given. 8. Do Not Take This Seriously!(I know, I know...Contradiction..:P) This Is FOR FUN ONLY Auction! 9. RULES ARE SUBJECT TO CHANGE! HERE THEY ARE!! PUT IN YOUR BIDS!

Club Far
Hello Familia! This is our first Pimp Out in the New Year! We have had 80 members join in the past month!!! This is Awesome!!! And it's also a reminder that we are still and will always be the #1 Family on Fubar!! In order to insure that everyone gets the love they deserve we will only be putting 25 members on each pimpout, so if your name isn't on here, stay tuned because it will be. In the meantime please go and show all of these wonderful new members of our family some Club F.A.R. Love!! That means pic ratings, comments, profile comments, stash rates. Let each and everyone of them know how very Happy we are to have them!!! Much Love Pete, Molly, Jamie, Stacy and Luna *~*HockeyChik*~*CLUB F*A*R*~*all luv repaid-thx!*~*@ fubar

Madame Diva Chocolates Fantasy World
I just want to welcome all you freaks to my world of fantasy. Climb aboard this train of everlasting pleasure.Sit back and browse through a list of come sucking, puzzy pumpin, booty shaking, back breaking, finger popping, I need to lick that, suck that, stick that, make it so good you want to slap yo mama, no sexual hang ups, tight skirt wearing, guys start swearing, don’t stop get it get it, don't stop.I said hit it!! kind of release we all need to experience. Be a friend, a friend with benefits, a soul mate, girlfriend, boyfriend or significant other. This page is open to all freaks and freakettes, bbw's, male, female, bi, gay, straight, dom, sub, tv, ts, if you got breath you have a home here. You feel me! OPEN YOUR MIND, BE FREE, EXPLORE YOUR GREATEST FANTASIES RIGHT HERE, RIGHT NOW AT : Madame Diva Chocolate's Fantasy World.

Auction
I am up for grabs Come check me out Repost for me please Click link below SWEET~THING I am up for auction again . Come see what i have to offer to my owner to be As bids go up i will be adding more so come on and place your bids click here to enter the auction Thought i would give it a try If you would like to bid on me click on pic to bring you there

Vents
Ok, I know a few of my friends remember the ex this refers to. So, here's my dilema...I got the following message from him on the following pic (I have removed the comment to avoid drama, no one needs to know the name it came from) How would you take it? That jacket looks like one some who really fucked up had gave you. He fucked up big time and wishes he had it all to do over again so he could have moved to texas and been happy. Well I guess the past is the past I just wanted you to know I been thinking about you not that i matters. I really did care about him, but he treated me like shit. Why do I let myself get involved with guys like this? You guessed it, I'm still sitting Shiva on the GodMother Quest. When I first made the statement I had several people come to me with statements like "OMG, you do all sorts of things for others, I can't believe you aren't a GodMother yet!" and "I'll be there every day till you Godmother". What did I

What Do I Do It All For
I wonder some day to why I do what I do. I've been puttin my self through pain an sorrow an it feels like its for nothin. I cant seem to catch a break. Its gettin harder for me to breath an even harder for me to wanna live. I am lost in all that is my life. I fight the urge to cry. I have two options to either keep the man who says he loves me or my best friend whom i have loved for years. Its all so confusing my mental abusing. I am lost in this world that I call my life. What do I do it all for???? Well I have decided now that I am happily in love with this amazing guy to move with my family to Kansas. And to my suprise he is willing to come along with me. I couldnt be more happier in my life than I am right now. Even though at this moment he is about 300 miles away from me he still calls an tells me he loves me. I couldnt ask for a better man in my life. Gotta love them Juggalo's.

Come Bid On My Ass
the keypad needs to come with it own die button you can push when someone pisses you off. i hate thease douche bags. ok you mat return to your scheduled programe. this has been brought to by massingil for that fresh feeling. come bid on my ass im up for bid.its worth a shoot even if no one bids at least i tried. http://www.fubar.com/bulletins.php?b=3972206981

What Do You Drink?!?
So I just took my first quiz and it has been determined that my drink is hard liquor! In this case it was 100% corrsect. The is nohing like several shots to warm me up before going onto the dance floor to shake the night away! Sometime I feel like the only woman in the place who does not mind a hard up from something mixed. Everyone always gets those fruity drinks that have cute names...bump that give my a shot of jim bean, crown royal, maybe some tequila (for starters) and let the night begin.

A Different Love Letter!!
A different Love letter and a beautiful reply to it. A teenage college guy sent a love letter (in Q/A format) to his classmate. My Dearest Reshma, Please answer the following questionnaire. For Options (A) 10 marks, (b) 5marks and (c) 3 marks. ********** 1) Whenever you enter the class room, your sight always falls on me because: (a) of love (b) you couldn't control seeing me (c) really ... Am I doing it? ********** 2) Whenever professor cracks joke, you laugh and turn and look at me because: (a) you always like to see me smiling (b) you are testing whether I like jokes (c) you are attracted by my smile ********** 3) When you were singing in the class, I entered and immediately you stopped singing because: (a) you are so coy to sing before me (b) my presence influenced you (c) you feared that whether I'll like your song ********** 4) When you were showing your childhood photo, when I asked for it, you hid

This Sux ..and Not In A Good Way
Hi all..they reset our profile for some unknown reason and we were at level 21 and were reset to 1.. no body knows why, maybe a glitch.. but all our rateings went poof.. IF you folks get a chance to RE-RATE our photos we would really be greatfull... Paul & Sondra

Benefits
Ok so i just read a mumm that i had the same question about i have been on the same level for months now i find myself going into all my "friends" pages and rating everything they have.... but i still cant level up so here i ask everyone on my list PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE HELP ME PLEASE i am so sick of being the same level.... Kisses.. Ok so heres my question to everyone.. its more of a question reason why i am not MuMMing it.. ok here goes.. Whats the difference between a "Booty Call" or "Friends with Benefits" heres what i think, I think that a booty call is someone that u just met and comes over fucks you and leaves right? but if its a friend with benefits should the couple be friends... and go out and do stuff???? like a drink or a movie or even brunch and then me for desert... But it seems like all men want is just to come over cum and go.... then become assholes and preach about a female wanting for just because they wanna go out for a drink... i mean come on its

Moon Lite
i cry at nite wishing i knew the truth the fear when does it end hell does it ever end i worry i hide i wanna know wats going on inside there's been some misunderstanding its out of my control to be honest do i really wanna know i mean would really knowing stop the fear that creeps n like a cold draft freezing my insides... when the moonlite shine down on my face i know its coming i wish i could run run out into the world screaming STOP!!! but would it even help??? how do u ever stop the fear that makes u feel like ur dying inside

I Still Love My Family
ADD ME FAN ME RATE ME ILL DO THE SAME SOON IM STILL TRYING TO GET EVERYONE ACCOUNTED FOR OK I CLEARED OUT MY FAMILY I STILL LOVE YALL ITS NOT THAT I DONT WANT TO TALK WITH YALL BUT I JOINED A FAMILY SO IF YALL STILL WANT TO TALK WITH ME THATS GOOD IF U MAD AT ME FOR REMOVING U FROM MY FAMILY I UNDERSTAND HOPEFULLY ILL STILL HEAR FROM YALL NIGHT LATER AND I OVE YALL

Scattegories
SCATTERGORIES...it's harder than it looks! . *Use the 1st letter of your name to answer each of the following... *they have to be real places, names, things...nothing made up! Try to use different answers if the person in front of you had the same 1st initial. (WHICH BY THE WAY IS HARD IF YOU ALREADY READ THEIR ANSWERS) You CAN'T use your own name for the boy/girl. 1. What is your name: .........................HILARY 2. 4 letter word:.............................HAWK 3.Vehicle: ..............................HYBRID 4. A city:..............................HANFORD 5. Boy Name: .............................HAYDEN 6. Girl Name: ............................HALEY 7. Alcoholic Drink: ......................HENNESSEY COGNAC 8. Occupation:...........................HOUSE KEEPER 9. Something you wear:....................HAT 10. Celebrity:............................HALLE BERRY 11. Food: .............................HOT CAKES 12. Something found in a bathroom: .

Hi All....
OK so finally got through the holidays which was very hard to do this year after dad passed away on Thanksgiving day... He would have been 62 on New Years Day...I apologize for not being here for my friends but hope you will understand that real life had to come before fubar... To those friends who have been there when I couldn't be on here...THANK YOU. Would never have made it without all of you. I want to wish everyone a happy new year filled with love, compassion and contentment. Make the best of each day...live it like it is your last and please be sure to tell the people you care about that you love them....

I Believe In Personal Liberty! Don't You?
LIBERTARIAN!!! The fiscal conservatism (Good for the economy), and strong support of the Military (The only REAL purpose and need of a central Federal Government) of the Republicans, without their moral judgements and meddling in peoples personal lives (although I disagree on their position on an unborn childs right to survive). With none of the Democrats SOCIALISTIC propogation of the "Welfare State", society controlling, and self destructive "Hate America first" BULLSHIT! AND THEY BELIEVE IN LEGALIZING THE HERBAGE!!! It's TIME for a VIABLE THIRD CHOICE!!!

Cupid Is On Fubar???
CUPID HAS HIT FUBAR!!!!! Starting Sunday, Jan. 6th until Feb. 13th we are doing a different kind of contest. To celebrate Valentines Day, we are offering a great deal. For 1,000 fu-bucks Fu-Cupid will send the person of your choice 2 Fu-gifts (Chocolates and a rose) and a personalized valentines graphic that includes a picture of them, and a personalized message from you. Included, for each of these that you purchase, you will be entered into a drawing for some great prizes listed below. These can be purchased for friends or that special someone, or even to a secret crush! PRIZES: Both of the following (2) purchased from FTD.com: Pink Pleasure: Burning Pleasure: Victoria Secret $25.00 Gift Card Red Lobster $25.00 Gift Card Ruby Tuesday $25.00 Gift Card 2 Blockbuster $10.00 Gift Cards 2 1 day Fubar Blasts 1 million Fu-bucks 500,000 Fu-bucks 425,000 Fu-bucks 250,000 Fu-bucks 150,000 Fu-bucks 50,000 Fu-bucks WHEN YOU PURCHASE A DEAL FOR SOMEONE,WHO

Why Not
Why not take a chance on love...I'll tell you why not to. I spent the last 2 1/2 years living with a man I didn't even apparently know. Here I thought things were great and the whole time he was using me for a place to stay, a car, and I guess you would say sexy too. I really thought he was the right man....I guess I was wring, so thank twice before saying life two short just do it. I jumped into a relationship and look what it got me a cold lonely heart....

Randomness
SOCIALISM: You have 2 cows and you give one to your neighbour. COMMUNISM: You have 2 cows, the Government takes both and gives you some milk. FASCISM: You have 2 cows, the Government takes both and sells you some milk. NAZISM: You have 2 cows. The Government takes both and shoots you. BUREAUCRATISM: You have 2 cows; the Government takes both, shoots one, milks the other and throws the milk away... TRADITIONAL CAPITALISM: You have two cows. You sell one and buy a bull. Your herd multiplies, and the economy grows. You sell them and retire on the income. ENRON VENTURE CAPITALISM: You have two cows.You sell three of them to your publicly listed company, using letters of credit opened by your brother-in-law at the bank, then execute a debt/equity swap with an associated general offer so that you get all four cows back, with a tax exemption for five cows. The milk rights of the six cows are transferred via an intermediary to a Cayman Island company secretly owned by

Remember When....
I Resign From Adulthood I am hereby officially tendering my resignation as an adult. I have decided I would like to accept the responsibilities of an 8 year-old resignation ..again. I want to go to McDonald's and think that it's a four star restaurant. I want to sail sticks across a fresh mud puddle and make a sidewalk with rocks. I want to think M&Ms are better than money because you can eat them. I want to lie under a big oak tree and run a lemonade stand with my friends on a hot summer's day. I want to return to a time when life was simple; When all you knew were colors, multiplication tables, and nursery rhymes,. but that didn't bother you, Because you didn't know what you didn't know and you didn't care. All you knew was to be happy because you were blissfully unaware of all the things that should make you worried or upset. I want to think the world is fair. That everyone is honest and good. I want to believe that anything is possible. I want to be obl

Rantings
I have been mulling this one over for days even a weeks now and I still can't stop feeling hurt. You know I have been Married 16years now as of May 2nd and that idiot didn't even buy me a card for our Anniversary. didnt even pick me a flower, I mean he did nothing. Not that I wanted him to spend a butt load of money or anything but I dont think it was to much to think I would get a card or was it? I made sure I got him a card and I bought him some damn saw thing he wanted. Then to top it off I told him to go hunting cause it is his thing to do. Then here comes Mothers day right. Again I didnt even get a card, he didnt even take the kids out to get me something small. my youngest daughter was upset that she didnt get to go to the store and buy me a card, she was mad at her daddy for not taking her. I tried calm her down I told her I would take her to the store and she cried mommy that just not right you cant be there when i pick it out. I felt so bad for her , I told her she didnt

Recipes
1 package (1 lb 2.3 oz) Betty Crocker® fudge brownie mix 2/3 cup vegetable oil 1/4 cup water 1 tablespoon instant coffee granules or crystals 2 eggs 1 box (4-serving size) chocolate fudge instant pudding and pie filling mix 2 cups cold milk 1 bag (8 oz) toffee bits 1 container (8 oz) frozen whipped topping, thawed 1. Heat oven to 350ºF. Grease bottom only of 13x9-inch pan. In medium bowl, stir brownie mix, oil, water, coffee granules and eggs until well blended. Spread in pan. 2. Bake 28 to 30 minutes or until toothpick inserted 2 inches from side of pan comes out clean or almost clean. Cool completely, about 1 hour. 3. Cut brownies into 1-inch squares. Place half of the squares in bottom of 3-quart glass bowl. Make pudding mix as directed on box for pudding, using milk. Pour half of the pudding over brownies in bowl. Top with half each of the toffee bits and whipped topping. Repeat with remaining brownies, pudding, toffee bits and whipped toppi

Bite Me
It's unfortunate the history of pain and suffering that is carved into the sepulchre of Love. There seems to be more tales of heartache and sadness and suicide attached to the thought of Love then there is happiness and success. Perhaps we overlook the obvious, any tale we know of with a happy ending is usually straight from a childrens book, very few reports from life. So why do we keep on trying? Love seems to be like the lottery, we're prolly not gonna win, yet we play anyway, throwing away our money on hopes and dreams. I guess you can't win if you don't play, but the cost of playing Love's Lotto is more than a dollar. It costs more than anyone should have to pay. I know within myself I have paid more than my fair share of pain and failure and I'd like to say I'm done playing, but I guess I'm just a hopeless romantic of sorts. Maybe someday I'll win. It may just kill me, but maybe I'll win. Either way I'll be free of pain. Apathetic attitudes adjust accordingly at almost anatomic

I Am.....
I am to some the one your mother warned you about. To others the one that got away. To others the one you quick judged and never found out what I am really like. To others the one you had but messed up with and lost forever. To others the guy at the club you wished you knew but are afriad to talk to. To some the guy you didn't give a chance to and now are stuck with some guy that you know is not right for you. To some the one you have waited for all your life but just haven't found yet because we travel in different circles. I am always open to meeting new people. I believe in total honesty from the beginning. I can keep up with any conversation and love to talk. I text like a girl..haha. I am not that big on sports and would rather go on a motorcyle ride. Ok that is all you get for now. Send me a message if you have got this far.

Tool Squad
I am sorry to burst your little bubbles but all this lounge shit and club shit is ridiculous. You tools dont own clubs or anything. Stop with all the names like Asshole-A.K.A-mememberofthetoolmobfamilybouncertotheredicoulousanduglysisterofthecomsmicmoronic. You think just because you have a few loser friends on a website that makes you less of a tool? You sit all day and wait for a rating or comment on your page instead of doing something meaningful like feeding your kids or working. You bitch and moan about how life sux but you dont do shit to change it. You will always be a Walmart worker if you waste you life on here! You will never be Britney Spears dummies. Just because you have guys that cant fuck a jelly doughnut at 3am tells you that you are a hottie doesn't change the face GOD gave you! Look at the people rating you! If you think they are nasty then why would you get a swelled head about your self? Obviously you would be less then them. Here is a secret, if you were a s

Help Our Fubar Friends!!
OK HERE'S THE DEAL. TWO OF MY FRIENDS ARE IN REALLY EASY CONTESTS. ANONYMOUS NEEDS ONLY ONE COMMENT FROM EACH PERSON, AND JULIET NEEDS ONLY ONE RATE FROM EACH PERSON! SEPARATE CONTESTS, AND THEY NEED A LITTLE HELP. NOW NORMALLY I DON;T ENDORSE CONTESTS BECAUSE I HATE BOMBING, BUT THIS ISN'T BOMBING! SO IF Y'ALL CAN STOP BY AND DO THIS FOR THEM, WE WOULD ALL APPRECIATE IT! THANKS SO MUCH! ANONYMOUS JUST NEEDS ONE COMMENT FROM EACH PERSON! PLEASE STOP BY AND SHOW LOVE! CLICK THE PIC AND DROP A COMMENT! JULIET JUST NEEDS ONE RATE FROM EACH PERSON! AND HOW CAN YOU SKIP SOMEONE NAMED JULIET IN A VALENTINE'S CONTEST? (BTW, SHE HAS COMPETITION THAT I WOULD LOVE TO SEE GET BEAT IN THIS)ONCE AGAIN, CLICK THE PIC AND JUST RATE IT! THANKS SO MUCH! THESE HOES HAVE BEEN PUT ON THE CORNER BY: ~Slave Princess~@ fubar (repost o

Bye Fubar
its pretty sad when Fubar askes you to refer people to join and when you do they rob you account and reset you to 0. Last night I went to bed with 1,4xx,xxx fubucks and just as many points with 23 invites sent and 19 joined. Today I wake up and have 0 fubucks, 0 points and 23 invites and none joined!!!!!!!!!!! MOst of my invites have salutes!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Then when I ask I get no response other than I need to email fubar support. I am about out of here.. this is BS!!

Katie
Katie was driving. She was driving not because it always made her feel good to drive but because it did always make her feel better to drive. This particular drive was not unlike any of the others. In her “little fast machine” it was never so much about the destination as it in fact it was the trip itself. Katie didn’t really drive because she had somewhere to go but instead just so enjoyed the process of getting there no mater where there might be. She usually always drove “little fast machine” with the music up very loud because, well simply put because if it wasn’t up very loud she couldn’t hear it. Now Katie didn’t have any sort of auditory disability. Her only DISability was not being able to go anywhere in “LFM” with the windows up. It didn’t matter if it was negative 30 outside and a blizzard was coming down the windows would be the same. She would just adjust the in cabin temp with the AC. She drove with them down because it didn’t feel like magic with t

Faker Watch
I'll never understand why people fake others online. It may be fun and all until you're caught, but seriously... you're going to get caught one day, and it'll just be your own damn fault when no one likes you. It's the same thing with people who steal other people's work. I've found my pictures on sites that are absolutely disgusting, all because people want to pretend to be me. Why? Be real! Take this for example - http://www.fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=1358935&albumid=0&i=127326986 That's Diddy, from Diddylicious.com (nsfw). She clearly claims that it's not her... SO WHY POST IT? People think copyright theft is a fucking joke. grr

General
Pure Thought!!! Think of this, a heavenly rapture The perfect picture you can't capture. Worlds beyond worlds, the other side Inside, outside, the way we live and die. Open up the universal mind Stretch the horizon, bend the line. You seek the answer of ultimate Tell all, hide all show the sacred. Wild beliefs expand this range A sene of color, they always change. Form clusters of pure collisions A mirror image of this illusion. Light illuminates the face of expedition Follow the path of loned tradition. Deep down the heart of creation Is a home with a calm sensation. Think of this, a place of raw attitude No peace just contorted solitude!! Faces of unpleasant means Voices of childs, the lost scream!! Congradulate the war of cravings No use in living, no point of saving!! To this I plead without doubt If life shifts death, what's it about? I don't understand the bold type If were free why do we die? W

Diaries Of Theinkfreak 01-06-08
01-06-08 It's amazing, Me without words to say. Almost as amazing as how this song just came to me. I have never heard it before just a few minutes ago, I swear it must have been delivered right to me. I have decided to let this song by Jaci Velasquez speak for me, for only the mouth can speak, but yet the words of this song came from the heart. So here it is MyPrecious. I hope from the song you will find a peaceful message. I love you. Imagine me without you

Cupid Did What???
CUPID HAS HIT FUBAR!!!!! Starting Sunday, Jan. 6th until Feb. 13th we are doing a different kind of contest. To celebrate Valentines Day, we are offering a great deal. For 1,000 fu-bucks Fu-Cupid will send the person of your choice 2 Fu-gifts (Chocolates and a rose) and a personalized valentines graphic that includes a picture of them, and a personalized message from you. Included, for each of these that you purchase, you will be entered into a drawing for some great prizes listed below. These can be purchased for friends or that special someone, or even to a secret crush! PRIZES: Both of the following (2) purchased from FTD.com: Pink Pleasure: Burning Pleasure: Victoria Secret $25.00 Gift Card Red Lobster $25.00 Gift Card Ruby Tuesday $25.00 Gift Card 2 Blockbuster $10.00 Gift Cards 2 1 day Fubar Blasts 1 million Fu-bucks 500,000 Fu-bucks 425,000 Fu-bucks 250,000 Fu-bucks 150,000 Fu-bucks 50,000 Fu-bucks WHEN YOU PURCHASE A DEAL FOR SOMEONE,WHO

My Blog
OMG my BFF is someone's Fu-pet!! This site is crazy. Well im super excited now cause Im at my other home ..and im on a computer!!! Yay keyboard!! although i wish I was at Mikes on a computer... but i can shout out right now super cool!! Although im only talking with my BFF Amazon Angel/T-dog. Unfortunatly my new friend who dosnt like to blog :P lol is not online. So anyways my day was the same as usual...although I got Starbucks with Kaitlyn and got my xmas and birthday gifts woohoo!! I cant wait till Friday!! Me and my BFF our making salutes. hmm... Im also looking forward to the weekend after next cause Mike and I are going to see Cloverfield with his friend from work and his friends GF. Hmm other than that nothing much going on. Im sleepy!! See its not that hard now is it? hehe :D Im sooo bored right now. Mike has to work 2-10:30...it flippin sucks I feel like i spend more time waiting to see him, then I do seeing him. I was so tired last night that i could barely stay awake whe

Thanks To All
Whispers battling through my head Climbing into my thoughts Gripping my words Like a dagger in my spine Piercing my heart And she’ll never know And she’ll never know Connection was plausible Compassion was in reach Memories were dimmed by consumption Like a heavy stone Pulling on my soul And she’ll never know And she’ll never know Validated in my own mind Yet nervously detached from hers Folding now inside myself Hiding my thoughts So she’ll never know And she’ll never know Like a sore on contention Stinging and seeping My listlessness over this Rushing away the reality Of my situation Because She’ll never know No She doesn’t need to know I want to thank everyone for their condolences and best wishes throughout this trying time. Losing my dad is hard, but with all of you and my family it has been a lot easier to cope. I appreciate each and everyone of you. Thanks so much! Steve

Still Offline At Home!
Well what's up people?? I't 2008, a brand new year, but I still have no internet at home. So if you see me online I am either at work( they have not blocked fubar access, thank god,lol) OR I am at the Library! Usually every day after 5:30 pm(EST) SO keep stoppin by, I check this every (few) days. SO comment, rate , fan, friend, etc. And if you message me it may take a while to get back, I TRY to get on everyday, BUT if I have stuff to do, I will be here (eventually) Later.

The Devil Dances Sideways
i guess i constantly keep thinking it....and im hoping that its just not words...i hope that im not being to forward and i believe that the meaning behind these words are geuine...they are for me and they mean very much to me this whole having your peorid shit is a bitch...and i yea it is what it is a chick thing... and i should just shut up and not contuine this blog but i want to write something...and i feel so stupid for everything i want to say..but i cant seem to keep preoccupied long enough to not think but .......god...eventually ill come out and say it in fustreation***.....BLAH!!!!!!!!!!!!! :( between the hop skip and a beat...who knows whats going to happen next...as long as everyone remains happy...we shall contuine to laugh at his dance and mock the people unaware..im not sure if i should love this yet...but i sure as hell know that i think i like it...:D nothings worse than to doubt what you have and have what you doubt but to know that you dont doubt a single thing and as

Bestbuy 1-6-08
A year ago today.. exactly, I bought an Xbox360/w/extended warranty and a JVC camcorder @ Best Buy in Findlay. The next day we had to exchange the xbox because it wouldn't work, and I also exchanged the JVC Camcorder for a Cannon mini DV one. Well yesterday when we were in Findlay we went to the BestBuy to exchange the xbox because its f'd up .. well they didn't have any.. so I asked them to check if Toledo BestBuy did.. they did. So today I called them told them to hold one because we had an exchange. We get there and the bish says oh yeah, we can't hold them and its been exchanged out all ready and no we don't have anymore o.O I said "Ok I'm trying to remain calm here, its not MY fault that your guy didn't know that and didn't tell me that" so then they start trying to figure out how to make it work out. Well we decide to do a store credit thing so I can then order it online and have it shipped straight to us. Great right? Nope when she is trying to figure out the receipts to do th

Family Luv
Heres Some of the Greatest Friends You can ever have.. ClassicBeauty"Goddess"AGENT47SuperStarrPrincess***Proud Owner of The Sisterhood***MIZZ SHADY LEADER OF SHADYS POSSE S*U*P*~Hunter~HELLCAT O'NINE TALESBOBBYBONES~DSC ~!~ BobbyT645~!~~Irish The Infamous ~ Plus as well as the Greatest Friends that are above. I want to say Thank You to all my friends that have so dearly helped. i don't want to forget anyone cause I'm thankful for the Love & all the New Friends that I'm meeting now as well that have help so dearly. Cheers to all OF YOU !!

Friens
There are friends who help us load the bags of purchases, mainly because we were with them to shop for not they not like driving. There are friends who have always with you, but because they pay a glass. There are friends who love to hear the things we say, to bad language below. There are friends we shout "you are with a depression" and never again to see how we connect. There are friends who are always there for us, especially when we are not there. Well then comes the friends, that we do not know personally, but we ask each day as we are. There are friends who do not know personally but offer a brief medical advice about which pills to take our disease There are friends who do not know personally but who tell us, comes here to me and I help you. There are friends at a distance of a message that we shout "stops thinking with that shit, dude who does not deserve" but that excuse by asking hard way spoke to us while but fall a single word. There are friends at a distance of

Moving
well i'm off and don't know when i will be back tc all I will be moving later on today to a differnt state so i probably won't be on that much at all after tonight untile i get dsl again. It has been fun and hope to be back soon.

Lets See How Many Has A Good Heart
Put "yes" "maybe" or "no" and answer me back be honest!! Kiss me: Hug me: Date me: Get tipsy with me: Kill me: Love me: Hate me: Hold me: Lie to me: Hurt me: Sing with me: Dance with me: Grind with me: Touch me: Lick me: Fuck Me: Cuddle with me: Let me make a move on you: Make a move on me: Play with me: Watch a movie with me: Get me a B-day gift: Caress me: Let me borrow your car: Let me see you naked: Be there for me: Buy me a drink: Take a shower with me: Bring me around your friends: Give me a massage: Take me to the club: Go to sleep with me: Do me: Drink kool-aid with me: Look if i was naked: Take advantage of me: Let me take advantage of u: Hangout with me: Take care of me if I wasn't feeling good: Hold hands with me: Do something incredibly sweet for me: Give me a lap dance: Tell me you love me: Let me call you: What would you do if you woke up next to me: Will you repost this so i can do the same for u: I want to show my friend

In Time Of
My soul drifts aimlessly in times of hopelessness. It searches tirelessly for meaning and truth ... Yet finds no direction. My heart bleeds quietly in times of loneliness. It yearns to find warmth and happiness ... Yet it somehow eludes me. My eyes seek out visions in times of want. They gaze endlessly through the blackness that envelops them ... Yet they cannot see the light. My ears listen earnestly in times of silence. They search for familiar sounds to comfort and console ... Yet they cannot penetrate the darkness that surrounds me. My arms reach out frantically in times of despair. They seek strength and compassion to enfold me ... Yet they find nothing substantial to enwrap. My mind cries out desperately in times of solitude. It poses intense questions that demand answers ... Yet there are none to be found.

Faith
Faith, is all we have, to make it throught the day. Faith, that when were lost, we will find our way. Faith, in each other, in all that we do. Faith, that our love will always see us through. Faith, in our lord, who gives us a choice. Faith, in our savior, in him we rejoice. Faith, in are church, our family and friends. Faith, we'll succeed, and reap his dividends. Faith, in God's people, that they will do what it right. Faith, we'll be blessed, if we follow the light. Faith, in the future, in those chosen to lead. Faith in God's plan, that we will use to succeed. Faith, in my wife, who stands by my side. Faith, to all, who have suffered and died. Faith, in the meek, who shall inherit the earth. Faith, that he'll come again, a chance for rebirth. Faith, that one day, in his presence we'll be. Faith, that will last, through eternity. Faith, to endure, till the end of time. Faith, as he puts, his hand in mine.

Away
Ok i know i havent been on much but some know y.... but i may be gone for a bit longer now...i think i have to go sit off fines i owe tomorrow...not sure till i get there so i guess i will be jobless again and have to start all over again grrrrrrrrrr....... but if im on tomorrow i guess i am ok and they gave me a chance to play catch up now..... but if not its been real hope to talk to ya all later.... ooh if i do i might be in the franklin county jail or jackson pike in columbus ohio for all u who wanna know or may wanna write so im not so bored huh lol.... ooh and my real name is John Haudenshild and if ya want i should write back send a self addressed stamped envelope...... ok but hopefully they give me another chance grrrrrrrrr........ talk to ya all later...... lots of love Tongue :p

~*struggle At Mind*~
Last month in December I did something really bad. I will talk about it as much as I can. So here goes. I did something bad to someone that I truly loved. I really loved this person. I didn't even want to fall for this person and I did. It took us a couple of weeks and we became close. We called each other everyday and texted each other until we passed out on each other. Then on this person's birthday out of all days I hurt this person. I made this person cry and feel bad for me. After this person didn't know I "hurt" them. I tried not to make a big deal about it. I tried to make this person's 21st birthday the best birthday ever! We had a party. The next few days was terrible! What I did sunk in, and it went to hell. This person's friends attacked me. I freaked out so much that I became depressed and told the person that night how I felt about it all and how shitty I was feeling. This person told me to give them a few days to think about what all happened. After this person's frie

This Sucks
well lets see sence i posted last blogg i havent had any prollums with that crazy duranged psyco stalker she has left me alone i think but who cares i hope she gets what she deserves for sure if you are now married {fresh start} why would you hunt me down i aint really sure what the deal is there but i have moved on i will be married soon and just wanna be left alone by you you tell people i beat you up hell im no woman beater but i sure should have off rips you make me sick for sum the shit you have done off tops but anyway like i said you stole from all my friends even tried to him a family member up your no good and i wish i would have listened to your ex and your family i would have been better off for sheezy im sorry if yall who read thinks im trippin she is off tops a christmas loonatic but anyway my day is going great so far so yall take it ez and have a awsome day for sure peace you know whats crazy is you keep changen your screen name so you can check up on me well guess what

The Wife And The Girlfriend...
ok people, especially ladies... i'm putting this up here for moments of weakness women may have while dating married men... here goes.... HE IS NOT GOING TO LEAVE HIS WIFE !!! it's just not gonna happen. AND!! if by some cosmic chance the guy does leave his wife, why the hell would you want to be with someone that you KNOW is gonna cheat on you!?!?! and don't give me that "but it's diffrent with us... his wife blah blah blah bad stuff blah blah blah" ok, first off, he's married... so at some point in time he proooooobably was sweet talkin his wife. telling her how much he loves her and blah blah blah.... now second, what' he telling you? NO WAIT! DON'T ANSWER THAT! let me do it for you.. "i love you, i want to be with you and only you, things will be diffrent soon... all i have to do (before leaving his wife) is... [insert bullshit statement here]" he's lieing, well, part of him is telling the truth. it just happens to be the part that he's always pestering you about..

2008
Tips for the ladies in year 2013 1. Aspire to be Barbie - the bitch has everything. 2. If the shoe fits - buy one in every colour. 3. Take life with a pinch of salt... a wedge of lime, and a shot of tequila. 4. In need of a support group? - Cocktail hour with the girls! 5. Go on the 30 day diet. (I'm on it and so far I've lost 15 days). 6. When life gets you down - just put on your big girl panties and deal with it. 7. Let your greatest fear be that there is no PMS and this is just my personality. 8. I know I'm in my own little world, but it's ok. They know me here. 9. Lead me not into temptation, I can find it myself. 10. Don't get your knickers in a knot, it solves nothing; and makes you walk funny. 11. When life gives you lemons in 2013 - turn it into lemonade then mix it with vodka. 12. Remember every good looking; sweet, single male is someone else's ex-boyfriend! Now smile and send to any girl wasting time at work, suffering from a hangover, or just su

A Little Help Here?
LaUgHiNgGiRl was sold to Steve ~*~Club Far ~*~ see the pic below for the basics, but I'm full of suprises , so we'll see what happens :) so was he, after he won the auction he actually gave me more than he bid, what a sweetie :) LOL even I don't think I am a smoking hawtie :) but I entered j-roxx's hottest MuMMer contest anyway... could you just click on the pic below and rate this for me please? thank you :) comments don't count but I'd love to know you came by :) PLEASE SHARE this blog with your friends :) I entered Johnnydevil & AmNeSiA's auction... bid on me? please

1st, One Just Because I Can
have a nice day have you ever heard the expression"kill them with kindness"? how the fuck does that work? if it does it would have to be extremely slow. if you want something slow go with some poison:cyanide,belladonna,or nightshade. otherwise use a brick or even a nice hatchet now, am i the only one who see's some people as the atypical stripper type? they are all look at through a safety glass, but doesn't touch, even as they dragg random people upon the stage with them, whomever that happens to be for the moment.nope, not attention whores at all.granted they might not even know what they are doing, but since when has stupidity been an excuse?Granted im not the best people person;im arrogant,cynical, and generally emotionally detached.hell, love me, hate me neither really matter to me. it doesnt affect who i am or even in the slightest how i live my life.most likely if i do not know you, im most likely im completely indifferent to you. so in closing,if you think that your opinion

Helpout Forestrican
ForestRican: When I signed on today I seen that my level was back at freshmeat 0 and I was at level 19 and could smell level 20 lol when I signed off last night. I have all my friends and stuff ...I had like 9 people join and they don't have that listed for me either....I went to the support lounge and there were a few other people in there screaming the same thing...All they said was write to teh support peeps...I cant even rate pics lol I ran out lol I forgot how sorry it is at the bottom... YOU ALL PLZ SHOW SOME LOVE TO FORESTRICAN SHE WAS AT LEVEL 19 THEN FOUND HERSELF THIS MORNING AT FRESHMEAT PLZ AND TY ForestRican@ fubar

Dont Know What Do Think...
So alot of people know about me and Jeremy. What people dont know is what my guy feeling is telling me. When he left for two weeks to go back home, I knew ahead of time I wouldnt hear from him. But now looking back, he could have tooken the time to call me. He sometimes acts weird around me. Like when i ask him questions and he looks down at the floor instead of at me when he answers. Plus every time he gets a beep its ALWAYS his mom. He never answered kimmy's email asking if we were a couple. I know I need to come out and ask him what he consider's us but im so affraid of the answer. Every since our second date my gut feeling has been telling me theres something not right with him. With all this crap on my mind I woke up this morning depressed and home sick. I never get home sick. I just dont know what to do. I would greatly appreciate the advice.... 8:33 - 0 Comments - 0 Kudos

My Writings. Please Be Kind And Don't Copy
It seems when we least expect it, that's when we find someone who will turn our entire world on its axis. That's what happened to me. On an ordinary day, when nothing special was going on, my world turned upside down. After that, I can't remember a better day in my life. What happened? My dreams became reality. Here's my story. I was sitting in a corner booth at my regular hang out, having a drink to unwind from the stresses of work. I had said hello to all of the regulars, but wasn't really getting involved in their conversations about which sports team was better and which pop culture star had done the most shocking thing in recent events. I was occasionally interjecting a comment here and there to seem interested, but I really wasn't. I simply wanted to unwind and do a little self reflection. As the time drifted slowly by, I drifted more and more out of the chatter and into a sort of haze. I'm sure I must have had a blank stare on my face as I drifted into oblivion, but no

My Brother
Tomorrow will mark 4 years since my brother passed away from cancer. I miss him it seems like more and more everyday. Everything i think about what he is missing from mine and his two children's lifes. What'd i would give to have you back on this earth with us!! i miss you and love you aug 11, 1973-jan 7, 2004

Why??
This is really meant just to get the thoughts out of my head. I have been up so long that I cant think and blogging is sometimes a release of what you are thinking but just cannot or do not say. Someone very dear to me had a heart attack last night....this is someone that I have spent 15 years of my life with and until now had very little contact....sad but true. Why does it take something like this to happen before you wake up and realize the things in life you have/had are taken for granted. Why is it so hard for us just to stop and see how fortunate we really are and all the things we have to be thankful for. Why do we give up so easily when things seem hard? Why are we having a pity party for ourselves over such little trival things that really mean nothing in the long run. And most importantly why does it take something so tragic to make us wake up and see that we are never given a second. We are all living on borrowed time so why not live life to the fullest instead of

Trials And Tribulations Of A New Mom And Wife To A British Citizen
My father gave me a screen name on aol 8 years ago. At that time the had UK chat rooms and I went on looking for a boyfriend I had who was from London, well being an idiot I didn't realise just how big London really is and needless to say I didn't find him or anyone that knew of him but I stayed in the chatroom because the people in there were funnier than hell. One was Listeri69 or Simon from Manchester England , he didn't care what he said or who he said it too and that boldness made me laugh. It wouldn't be till six years later that we would get personal but with me if you can make me laugh and I mean really laugh then you become very sexy to me as I'm not the an Irishman, Scottishman , Welshman and an American man go into a bar humour that bores the hell out of me. I like improv type humour you have to be quick witted. God help you if words offend you because just like my husband if I find that out more than likely I'm going to keep up with it. Most women are offended by the C w

Love
Got Her Coach!!!!!! So yeah today was the day I have waiting on for along me and for thoughs how know me yeah I am ettin I have wanted,my lil girls moms has slipped and can't get up she's locked up and not gettin out soon so guess what karma is a bitch and you can't keep slidin think the world is your this isn't Sareface this real life you can' be rollin around with all kinds of shit with yours kid in the car and high of something and think it's gravy. How dumb is that ? anyway if things go the way they should I am gettin my child and ummmmm yeah not my fault her moms couldn't the job god gave her but plz believe i can Holla Big mothafuccin Bandit SHE WAS BORN A MONTH EARLY BUT ON A GOOD DAY VALENTINE'S DAY OF 05 AND SHE CHANCED MY LIFE WITH THE HER FIRST LOOK, YES I WAS THE FIRST PERSON SHE SAW AND I WAS THE FIRST PERON TO FEED HER AND GIVE HER A BATHE WHEN SHE WAS BORN THE FRIST FOR DAYS THEY KETP TAKING HER BLOOD TO CHEK HER BLOOD SUGAR AND IT KILLED ME TO SEE THE

All Girl Fantasy Football League
I have decided to start a keeper fantasy football league next year. I'm hoping to have all females in this league so if you're interested please send me a message on myspace or at my email or on Yahoo and let me know. I don't have all the details yet on what the scoring system will be like--i'll probably just keep the scoring the same as Gerald's league, and the fee will be cheaper--most likely 40 bucks or so...This league will have live scoring on a very well organized site called myfantasyleague.com--Check it out when you get a chance! As I said before, it will be a keeper league which means you can keep any players you draft the following year in exchange for a round's pick..I'll have all the rules and details to follow in the offseason! Please spread the word if you play or know of other women that play and any and all suggestions are appreciated!

Questions For "god"
1. Why don't you show yourself? You supposedly made us and want us to believe in you, right? Why the big mystery? You're also omnipresent, right? Why don't you show yourself to all of us at once and have a personal discussion with us? You can pick the date and time, we'll all stop what we are doing, I'm sure. 2. Why do you let your followers murder and rape us? Why do you let your Catholic priests sodomize our precious children? I think it's safe to say that we really don't like this. Isn't your Catholic hierarchy hand chosen by you from the top down? Are you afraid to admit to making a mistake in your choices? Can you please admit the mistake and let our children grow up in a normal, ethical and safe environment? 3. Did you really make Eve from one of Adam's ribs? Why didn't you make her from dust just like Adam? And, why do men and women have the same number of ribs if you stole one from Adam to make Eve? 4. Why do you make your followers suff

My Bestfriend Got Killed Lastnight!!!
My best friend was murdered last night by her friend.She was stabbed to death and it sucks so bad bc she was a wonderful friend. Atleast they put the girl in jail that stabbed and killed my friend. i hope she freakin rots in jail.. my friend will be greatly missed! just wanted to say hi. i am new here and looking for friends so add me if you want.

Manda Marie
HA HA ITS MY BIRTHDAY I AM 25 :-) HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME... HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO WONDERFUL ME..... AND MANY MANY MORE ... TILL I AM 29.... THEN I WILL STAY 29 FOR 5 YEARS THEN I WILL BE 30 LMAO Humm ikay new at this... dont know how to get the pic in back of my profile... hummm can someone help me out with that and ummm lets see i live in hell... and when it ask for my zip code wallago well mmmmmmmm i dont think we have one this far south. ha ha ha Naw i am a native here in Texas :-) I have 2 kids that drive me fucking crazy! and I have a husband that does the same but in a good way lol then there are the inlaws - hate is such a strong word... at the moment i really really really fucking dislike them and my husband is at work for the next 2 weeks so I will be all alone !!! I need a Margarita. Goin to the freezer... Im out Manda

Own Me!
I got talked into doing an auction for my ownership for 2 weeks. Please check it out and give me a bid: http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=590343&i=3880777252 Help support the lounge and give a bid! http://www.fubar.com/blog/198385/741301

A Husband Takes His Wife To Play Her First Game Of Golf
A Husband takes his wife to play her first game of golf.....Of course, the wife promptly whacked her first shot right through the window of the biggest house adjacent to the course. The husband cringed, 'I warned you to be careful! Now we'll have to go up there, find the owner, apologize and see how much your lousy drive is going to cost us.' So the couple walked up to the house and knocked on the door. A warm voice said, 'Come on in.' Wh en they opened the door they saw the damage that was done: glass was all over the place, and a broken antique bottle was lying on its side near the broken window. A man reclining on the couch asked, 'Are you the people that broke my window?' 'Uh...yeah, sir.. We're sure sorry abou t that,' the husband replied. 'Oh, no apology is necessary. Actually I want to thank you... You see, I'm a genie , and I've been trapped in that bottle for a thousand years. Now that you've released me, I'm allowed to grant three wishes. I'll give you

Support Our Troops
Proof of abuse by our troops that the media missed.. Armed American Troops Force Iraqis to Seesaw Until They Talk! Iraqi Child Bites GI In Self Defense After Obvious Torture! GI Falls Asleep On Duty While Using Iraqi Child As Body Armor! GI Overheard to say "Talk or I'll tickle you till you pee!" More Evidence Of Failed US Intelligence Policy. Soldier Attempts to Eat Iraqi Child! Clear Evidence of Forced Labor by Troops! Iraqis Grateful That American Forces Did Not Open Fire During Soccer Game! Soldier Caught At "Tickle-Torture" To Extract Intelligence! GI Forces Iraqi Child To Hang By Fingertips! No comment here. There's nothing funny about this one!!!!!!!!!!

Montanos Blog
To Woman in relationships: We don't care if you talk to other guys. We don't care if you're friends with other guys. But when you're sitting next to us, and some random guy walks into the room and you jump up and tackle him, without even introducing us, yeah, it pisses us off. It doesn't help if you sit there and talk to him for ten minutes without even acknowledging the fact that we're still there. We don't care if a guy calls >OR TEXTS< you, but at 2 in the morning we do get a little concerned. Nothing is that important at 2 a.m. that it can't wait till the morning. Also, when we tell you you're pretty/ beautiful/ gorgeous/ cute/ stunning, we freaking mean it. Don't tell us we're wrong. We'll stop trying to convince you. The sexiest thing about a girl is confidence. Yeah, you can quote me. Don't be mad when we hold the door open. Take Advantage of the mood im in. let us pay for you! dont "feel bad" We enjoy doing it. It's expected. Smile and sa

Life
Sometimes in life, the person you want to be with the most is the person you are better off without. There are some walls you can walk through and some walls you can not. Recently, I have been catching myself walking through walls I can not walk through. Sometimes to live a better life, you have to unpack your wants and needs (including people) and only pack who and what you really need in your life to survive and to be happy. And the hardest is to leave the rest be hide.

Religious Tolerance
Actually I am not sure that it has. Here in the early 21st century, In general I see a watering down and an acceptance of things that are not part of Wicca as it was initially set up . The following is merely my own opinions and thoughts on this subject and may change with constructive criticism and others replies. The Positive Side Some people might not agree, but it is just an opinion and observation, the academic community seems more interested in studying Wicca. Therefore we are able to put aside some of the common myths that people were taught say 40 or 50 years ago (such as that Alex Sanders was initiated by his grandmother when he was a child). I think the academics interest, and often their training in research methods, is a positive. Many Wiccans are passing their traditions on to their children and yet allowing them to make up their (the children's) own minds about their spirituality. I think this is good as long as the oath-bound material is not passed on until

Goa, Goin', Gone But Not Forgotten
Now it seems that a friend’s request from an Indian Sikh has been lodged but he does not realise that he is already a friend on Slap and Tickle, well more an acquaintance whose paths crossed wires in Goa in November 2007. Well, following his request, I phoned him from a pokey ISD booth and unfortunately it was a Sunday so the call woke him up. This put him at a disadvantage and he was lost for words. I am not normally at a loss but what do you say to a total stranger, who incidentally gave me his mobile number and asked me to ring, when he does not speak to you. Then he wanted me to visit him but if you knew how big India was then logistically it was a no no right from the beginning. Goa is on the West Coast on the Arabian Sea and the Punjab is a long way up in the middle of the sub continent. Bless him, he did give me airports and instructions but as I was busy sorting the book out there was not much spare time. Goodness, if you ever go to India, make sure it is not when Diwal

Meanings
-Kiss on the stomach; I'm ready. -Kiss on the Forehead; I hope we're together forever. -Kiss on the Ear; You're my everything. -Kiss on the Hand; I adore you. -Kiss on the Neck; We belong together. -Kiss on the Shoulder; I want you. -Kiss on the Lips; I love you. ____________ ____________________ _______ _____ ____ ____ What the gesture means... -Holding Hands; We definitely like each other. -Slap on the Butt; That's mine. -Holding on tight; I don't want to let go. -Looki ng into each other's Eyes; I just plain like you. -Playing with Hair; Tell me you love me. -Arms around the Waist; I like you too much to let go. -Laughing while Kissing; I am completely comfortable with you. ____________ ____________________ _______ _____ ____ ____ -----Advice; Don't ask for a kiss, take one. If you were thinking about someone while reading this, you're definitely in Love.

Poems
I am sorry that I can never be good enough. I am sorry things can be so tough. I am sorry that I cant be your only one. I am sorry that I cant be done. I am sorry you cant see this pain. I am sorry I didnt kiss you in the rain. I am sorry I live another day. I am sorry that I feel this way. I am sorry you cant need me so. I am sorry you cant let us grow. I am sorry for the way I act. I am sorry for my impact. Im sorry that my beating heart is so small. Im sorry that Im not sorry, not even a little, not even at all.

Auction Im In Closes On The 8th
Lord Lestat’s and Kyttiekat’s First Auction Runs from January 1st till January 9th 1.Gothique Temptation Up for offer: Their name in mine as "Owned By" for One Month A link to their profile on my main page for One Month A weekly pimpout just for them for One Month HH rates of ALL stash and pics, 11's If I have a VIP Three to five custom graphics made just for them My personal IM, so they get to chat with me a personal salute *SFW* Real Life Gifts: including gift cards, to Victoria's Secret, Amazon, Fredericks of Hollywood, etc, various online stores, or a prepaid Visa/MasterCard cards a personal NSFW salute a personal phone call 5 to 10 pics of their choice, lingirie, corset pics 5 to 10 pics of feet, legs, heels 1 or 2 homemade NSFW videos 2.Sweet Shalyna Up for offer: All pics and stash rated during HH 100 11s once a week for a month if i am still VIP SFW Salute Will put my crush on them for a month Daily profile comment from me If bid is

Sweet Joining
We are laying on the couch watching a movie. You are laying behind me with ur arms around me. I can feel your hard manhood against my bottom as I move closer into you. Your fingers trace lines across my stomach sending chills through out my body.My hand is caressing your manhood through your pants.You continue your search of my body going up to find my bare breast tracing circles around my nipples teasing as my core grows moist. You continue to caress and tease my nipples twith light flicks and pulls from your fingers. A slight moan escapes my lips. I turn to face you placing a kiss on ur lips. You return my kiss as our hands roam each others bodies exploring. Our kiss deepens but still remains passionate. You pick me up and carry me to your bedroom,where you set me on my feet at the foot of the bed removing my clothes and treading kisses down my body as my clothes fall away to the floor. I stop you as your fingers slide under my panties at my hips for removal.I brush a kiss ligh

Living In Cleveland!!!
If your Dairy Queen is closed from September through May, you live in Cleveland If someone in a Home Depot store offers you assistance and they don't work there, you live in Cleveland If you've worn shorts and a parka at the same time, you live in Cleveland If you've had a lengthy telephone conversation with someone who dialed a wrong number, you live in Cleveland If "Vacation" means going anywhere south of I-80 for the weekend, you live in Cleveland If you measure distance in hours, you live in Cleveland If you have switched from "heat" to "A/C" in the same day and back again, you live in Cleveland If you can drive 75 mph through 2 feet of snow during a raging blizzard without flinching, you live in Cleveland If you carry jumpers in your car and your wife knows how to use them, you live in Cleveland If you design your kid's Halloween costume to fit over a snowsuit, you live in Cleveland If the speed limit on the highway is 55 mph -- you're going 80 and

Headaches
I had my second visit with the neurologist yesterday. He said my MRI showed no signs of MS but did show a bulging disk in my neck. He said it's possible that we may never find an exact cause for the migraines and all we can do is try to control them. In the time from my last appointment to this one which was roughly 18 days I had 3 migraines and had to go and get a pain shot, which alarmed him at the amount/frequency of headaches I have. He increased my Topamax to 100mg twice a day and I have to return to him in one month. I'm still able to take the Stadol nose spray for severe headaches to try and keep me from having to get a pain shot, so that's a plus. Thanks to all those who worry about me. I ♥ you all. MUAH I have had severe migraines for as long as I can remember. I have tried several different meds but nothing has worked. They often get so bad I have to go to my doctor's office/hospital and get a pain shot and sleep it off. I went to see my doctor last month when I

Monday Afternoon 1-07-08
Well, got some more happy news this afternoon. This time from the chiro. The pain I've been having in my lower back the past 2 weeks is being caused by a slipped disk. Oh happy day! I have to be adjusted every day until this gets better. He did a "kidney punch" test to make sure it's not my kidneys. I am not asking another question of another doctor for at least the next few days! Ugh! I can't lay down and I can hardly sit up. Andrew had to lift me off the couch. Thank God for his EMS training! Does anyone have any good drugs? LOL just kidding. I'll be online for a little bit if you want to stop and say hello. But please don't make me laugh! It hurts! LOL ooops ouch! Bad news from the doc. He's not sure what is causing it, but he did mention the three options I listed in an earlier blog. I have to make appointments for a battery of tests and a surgery. I'm so frustrated and disgusted with this that I feel like saying, "yank it all out". I don't need it anyway

Fu Tabloid And Newspaper,
Welcome to the One n Only, (for now since we know how the fu works) FU TABLOID!! So.. lets start with the celebs on fubar, this weeks top members are. with close running behind, We all know this. with n easy click, to "top" but I just felt this was an easier way to show, all. Let's move on to the Fu lounges, the #1 lounge on fubar, (in my personal opinion the top lounges may have the most people in it but also carries the most drama, but hey don't let my opinions sway you.. go find out for yourself) Snake eyes radio.. feel free click the banners if you wanna go to the top lounges.. the second lounge is The play pen Ok. i dont know about you but naming a lounge that is supposed to have an adult club feel, "The playpen" just makes me think of kiddie jail, hence the pic.. but. don't take me wrong the atsmophere in there is wonderful, dont believe me? go check it out.! The #3 lounge. has to be, Go there. If you have a dispute to settle, Need

I Reached My Comment Level It Will Not Reset For 24 Hrs
I REACHED MY COMMENT LEVEL FOR THE DAY TODAY IT WILL BE 24 HRS BEFORE IT RESETS CAN YOUS HELP ME TY CHERIE AKA BREW The contest starts on saturday January 5th at 6 PM , central time , and ends on January 15th at 6 PM . Below is a list of all the contestants . When the contest opens just click on their picture to get to their contest page . Good luck to all and have fun . (repost of original by '* lisasweet *' on '2008-01-05 06:01:28') (repost of original by '~PASSY~-"Wifey To My Sweetheart Joe"' on

Spring 2008!
HOT TRACK OF THE DAY Small Town Sleeper-"Why" The Video .. Hungry for some NEW Small Town Sleeper? Next best thing...a Troy Brown "leak peak"....LOL The song is called "Desperate Need". You heard it first... Add a myspace jukebox to your profile. Shamrock N' Roll Show Saturday, March 15th Doors at 7:30 PM Show time: 8:00PM till 1PM Presale tickets: $7.00 Door: $10.00 ALL AGES!!! Place: Romers Entertainment Center Address: 118 E. Main St Greenville, OH 45331 MAP IT- http://www.romerscatering.com/images/greenvillemap.jpg Appearing; Goodnight LA- http://ww

Tatteredthoughts
Okay so this is the first entry. I have so much to write about but no idea where to begin. Okay so New Year's happened not too long ago and i have a few resolutions. For one, i am going to start up on my writings, i have to get some major progress done on the book before my co-author gets back in about a week and a half. Secondly, i have been painting alot here lately and am getting better with each one. Maybe one day, i will be at a point where i can begin to sell some of my art. I am extremely hard on myself. Thirdly, i am really trying to get all of my finances back in order, that way i can start saving again. I have the trip to Pa next month but no other big splurges for a while. And Finally, women...... sigh.... I hate this whole being single thing. Its annoying. Maybe after Feb there will be someone but that is still too far away and the possibilities of that happening are slim. I feel so unhappy here lately. But thankfully my friends have kept me sane and Nathan has me looki

This Is Funny...
The Day the Penis asked for a Raise I, the Penis, hereby request a raise in salary for the following reasons: I do physical labour. I work at great depths. I plunge headfirst into everything I do. I do not get weekends or public holidays off. I work in a damp environment. I work in a dark workplace that has poor ventilation. I work in high temperatures. My work exposes me to contagious diseases. Sincerely, P. Niss The Response: Dear P. Niss, After assessing your request, and considering the arguments you have raised, The administration rejects your request for the following reasons: You do not work 8 hours straight. You fall asleep after brief work periods. You do not always follow the orders of the management team. You do not stay in your designated area and are often seen visiting other locations. You do not take initiative - you need to be pressured and stimulated in order to start working. You leave the workpl

Nuttin Special
Today the papers are sent to the courts. The divorce should be final in 60 days or so. I have wanted this with all my heart for what seems forever. Now that it is happening, I'm suddenly scared, worried, unsure. Is this normal? I think about going back and I cry. I can't go back to that. I can't go back to the uncertainty, the instability, the lovelessness I feel. I am doing the right thing. Life is good, it is better now than it was. I have to keep telling myself this. Do not let the fear take you back to that aweful life. It is time to look forward with excitement...i have to look forward to the rest of my life. I am free, finally! I will be fine and I am happy, I am happy with me, finally. I love myself and I finally enjoy being me and being around me again lol...sounds stupid, I know. I was miserable. I hated who I had become. Enjoy myself, enjoy my kids, enjoy my life again. I cannot wait to begin!!! Watch me go!!!! :)

Giving Away A Happy Hour /vip/blast Contest
OK. I AM NOW TAKING PICS FOR THE BEST SALUTE TO PARTY LIKE A ROCKSTAR CONTEST. I MUST HAVE 10 REAL PEOPLE WILLING TO WORK THERE COMMENTS. THIS IS A 30 DAY CONTEST OR THE FIRST TO REACH 60,000 COMMENTS. THEN A 2ND PLACE OF 45,000 THEN A 3RD PLACE OF 30,000. THE WINNER OF THE CONTEST GETS A HAPPY HOUR ON THE DAY THEY WANT IT. 2ND GETS THE VIP AND 3RD GET A BLAST. EVERY ONE GETS FUBUCKS IF THEY HAVE A MIN OF 10,000 COMMENTS AT THE END OF THE CONTEST.PRIZE WINNERS GET ONLY PRIZES. NO FUBUCKS. SORRY EVERYONE WINS SOMETHING. SO IF YOU WANT IN THEN SEND YOUR ROCKSTAR SALUTE TO ME. WILL START WHEN 10 PEOPLE ENTER. ALL ARE WELCOME TO ENTER.

Leveling Family
Hey Guys I am wanting to start a leveling family to help all those in need... anyone that thinks this is a good idea pls let me know.. and we can get this started... ty Come one come all ,,,We are putting together a new leveling family and we are looking for you. > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > If you would like to join a leveling family please message me . Will be waiting for you. > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Chocolate Bunny Owned By Just Derek FU-Wifey to Sleepless & Pooh Bear@ fubar > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Lets make this one of the best leveling families on fubar . > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Please repost for me . > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Thank you > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > >

Pet ( Iguess)
this is highly dirty... im workin get faneties out of my head and this works for me...if you do not like reading ur porn please stop now... and be kind this is my deflowering piece of work of this kind... and i dont have a penis i ws just assuming how it feels................... I watched her in the shower. She rinses the soap from her body the water drips from her perfect breasts she gently rinses her pussy, she moans in pleasure. Taking her free hand and teases her nipple. Raising the water she works her self in to in state of ecstasy, I love watching her orgasm. She stops breathing, holding her breath to intensify the sensations sending her over the top. I want to taste her but I will let her have her own time knowing it will work to my benefit later. She comes out of the bathroom just they way I like her. Naked and clean, lily’s long reddish brown hair dried and straiten. covering part of her left breast. “May I make you breakfast, my lord” lily asked leaning into me so I

Thanks
Well i posted a sticky yesterday about being fu - poor and wanting to make graphics in exchange for stash rates ---> http://fubar.com/bulletins.php?b=3355883016 Alot of people hitmy stash up, and some even just sent me fu bucks lol. I would liekto thank all you of that have been working hard and completing my stash, weather you have finished or not, and a bigthanks to the people who just donated. You guys are great so without further ado, here are the Stash rate soldiers and the Givers to the poor lol. PLEASE GO RATE FAN ADD AND SHOW THIS GUYS AND GALS SOME LOVE! ♥DjSweets♥ FuBaЯ's Afte® Hours™@ fubar CANADIAN ®- MR. SWEETNESS - SWEATHEART - MR NOODLE!!!!@ fubar ~Kiwichi~ *Ayottolah of Rock and Rolla*@ fubar ♥Thyckie Thyck♥ Club FAR ♥@ fubar † Skitz †@ fubar Heartistic Soul@ fubar ~*~Muerte Bella™...Baka's...FU-Owned by Tennisgirl1987...Aly's part time lover...~*~@ fubar *~$inful*~ MiSSin My HoRsE fan/rate/add

Slave
Slave Auction Ok everyone it's time for the Mistress to become the Slave. I am up for auction right now to the highest bidder. I would like to see my friends come in and bid on me. Click on the picture and make your bid. Yup you guessed I was asked to be in another auction by wildcat so everyone get in there and bid on me. Bids start at 200K. So click on the pic and it will take you right to the auction. Auction Sponsored by: ۞WÌ£ÐÇÄŦ۞®ÖWÑÈR ÖҒ Ŧ.M.Ä.Ғ.WÌ£ÐÇÄŦ ŦRÄÌÑ,RÄÐÌÖ Ñ £ÖÚÑGÈ@ fubar Ice's First Auction I WOULD LIKE AT LEAST 20 CONTESTANTS THAT WANT TO BE FU OWNED. IF YOU ARE INTERESTED IN BEING A SLAVE THEN SEND ME THE LINK TO THE PIC YOU WANT TO USE FOR THE AUCTION AND WHAT YOU ARE OFFERING THE MASTER/MISTRESS. HERE'S HOW IT GOES BID ON WHO YOU WANT AND AS ALWAYS BUYER BEWARE CAUSE I WILL NOT BE ACCOUNTABLE FOR EITHER PARTY'S SCREWING EACH OTHER OVER

Thinking
I CANT STOP LOVIN YOU I love you i love the way you talk i love the way you love me i love the way you look and i love the way you look at me and i love your smile the way you sneeze i love everthing about you when i touch you i feel like im touching an angel from above and youre too good for me i never want to let you go and i get butteflie in my stomach and i cant stop loving you no matter how hard i try your just stuck in my head and cant stop loving you i do love you i miss cuddling with you during the night .. baby have you ever felt so much love like this? im love addicted to you does anyone ever feel like their love like this? like nothing could go wrong between until it happens or like youre so much in love with someone that you just want to tell the whole world that you really do love this person but people keep teling you youre too good to be with them well t

Flame's World Of Mischief
I HAVE TO ADMIT, MUCH OF THIS I DIDN'T KNOW....Who is Barack Obama?? Very interesting and something that should be considered in your choice. If you do not ever forward anything else, please forward this to all your contacts...this is very scary to think of what lies ahead of us here in our own United States...better heed this and pray about it and Share it.? We checked this out on 'snopes.com'. It is factual. Check for yourself.? Who is Barack Obama?? Probable U. S. Presidential candidate, Barack Hussein Obama was born in Honolulu , Hawaii , to Barack Hussein Obama, Sr., a black MUSLIM from Nyangoma-Kogel , Kenya and Ann Dunham, a white ATHIEST from Wichita ,Kansas . Obama's parents met at the U niversity of Hawaii. When Obama was two Years old, his parents divorced. His father returned to Kenya. His mother then married Lolo Soetoro, a RADICAL Muslim from Indonesia . When Obama was 6 years old, the family relocate to Indonesia. Obama attended a MUSLIM school in J akarta. H

Random Thoughts Of A Tainted Heart
I’m a dick! No, this is not the famous introduction of a favorite grunting comedian that comes to my mind. I’m just simply a dick. I’ve misled, used, hurt feelings, slept around while single, and showed no feeling, or compassion for many a woman. I cover my actions in the name of honesty. I’ve never cheated and so I’m in the right. Right? But what made me this way? Why do I not trust? Why can’t I find love? To answer this simply is to say “I DON’T KNOW!” I’m no expert on love. I don’t know its entirety. However, I can tell you of what I want, past experiences, and who I am so you may better be the judge of it. Here is a little history on me. I got married at the age of 18. I was faithful, loving, providing to the best of my ability. I am serving in the USAF and at the time was only an Airman First Class. My son was born of that marriage and his name is Riley. At the writing of this he is 3 years old. The marriage was rocky from the start. Sh

My Life
i am the ups man, i deliver good things, until i am over loaded with drama, people just feel i can give them cheap rates on. sadly 2 say, if the mailman don't deliver hazards material, then u best believe i can't accommodate u either. don't get the facts about ups twisted. ups stands 4 ultimiate problem solver. no i am not a shrink, but do believe if u hand me a plate full of bullshit, i don't need no toliet paper 4 where i am going 2 dump it at. i don't tolerate ignorance, so people, if u refuse 2 deal with the facts of ur personality, i have no problem makin it rain on ur parade. i learned along time of ago, people will fuck u and then fuck wit u. well i have clear my throat many of times and blocked pages, til it look like a telephone book of rejects. i am the boss of my life, not the employee, i won't be fired. i hand out pink slips and it is not because i need 2 downsize. i just destroy negative company and keep on truckin. i don't eat, cook, or hold coversations where

Thank You!
I can't tell you all enough how much all of your gifts, messages and comments mean to me. They have made my Birthday absolutely amazing! I'm kinda of overwhelmed and never expected so much generosity from all my friends on here. I hate to do a thank you this way but I had to work today and some friends are taking me out for my B-day so I don't have time to personally thank you and from the looks of it I will be working on that throughout the week as it is. :D Ya'll are awesome and I appreciate each and everyone of you. Thanks Canadian AKA Jason and Gary (DSC) for the awesome Birthday pimpouts. MANY THANKS TO YOU ALL FOR SHOWING ME SO MUCH LOVE! Much love and respect, Jackie commentburner.com

Ughh!
So here i am at another cross roads in my life where i am trying to do the right thing and do what is not only best for me but best for my son. I would love nothing more than to find a nice decent guy that doesnt suck at life and can accept me for what i am and the way that i am. while i would like a relationship i am still not a mushy person, i enjoy snuggling from time to time but i am not all lovey dovey i am more after a good friend, someone to watch football, enjoy a brew but be a good influence on my son. with that in mind from time to time i do get a little girly need someone's shoulder to cry on and someone to talk to, so dont act all offened at me when i require that, by the way does not happen often. hell when he is at his dads house belive me i am a wild child and love to have fun but the other 11 days out of the 2 weeks i am a mom, i work hard, i am a one woman show and would love to have some help and someone to be my partner in crime ... so i dont know someone explain to

Thing About Me
hit a soar spot R.i.P when all the people were talkin about there friend that passed away it broght me into this depression my friend died in 2003 in a car accedent then my other friend commited suicide then dad an my gramps died so i looked for the stuff on my friends an i found one to never be forgotten we miss u so much Justin Michael Blow BOWLJUST Justin Michael Blow, 19, of North St., Windsor Locks, beloved son of Michael J. Blow of Windsor Locks and Leslie (Ruggiero) Blow of Windsor Locks died Wednesday, (May 21, 2003) at Hartford Hospital from injuries he received in an automobile accident with his cousin, Joshua Zononi. Justin was born in Ft. Wayne, IN on March 29, 1984. He eventually moved to Windsor Locks where he attended grammar school and graduated Windsor Locks High School in 2002. He was employed at the Sheraton Hotel at Bradley Field since March of 2002. Justin loved ice hockey, cars, water-skiing, basketball, video games, and generally spending time o

Songs And Poetry
The soul-wretching pain he feels I wish I could relieve The anger and hurt swallow him, drown him, wave after wave I hurt for him I am angry for him My friend has become someone new in his grief No longer a gentleman no longer "nice" Anger directs him Pain causes him to lash out Depression fills him he's barred love from his life The loss of him, for the women will be a hard hit My heart bleeds My soul screams I want to calm his anger I want to take away his pain I want to ease his hurt But all I can do is be: an ear to listen a shoulder to cry on and a heart to care 25 July 2007 This self torture has to stop but oh, how I wish it could go on forever The brief glimpses of you not nearly enough but more than I could eve

A Perspective About Old Barns
A stranger came by the other day with an offer that set me to thinking. He wanted to buy the old barn that sits out by the highway. I told him right off he was crazy. He was a city type, you could tell by his clothes, his car, his hands, and the way he talked. He said he was driving by and saw that beautiful barn sitting out in the tall grass and wanted to know if it was for sale. I told him he had a funny idea of beauty. Sure, it was a handsome building in its day. But then, there's been a lot of winters pass with their snow and ice and howling wind. The summer sun's beat down on that old barn till all the paint's gone, and the wood has turned silver gray. Now the old building leans a good deal, looking kind of tired. Yet, that fellow called it beautiful. That set me to thinking. I walked out to the field and just stood there, gazing at that old barn. The stranger said he planned to use the lumber to line the walls of his den in a