Ever wanted something that you just ache for it ? I do. At least several times a week. I am a newly divorced woman and in ALL of my past relationships I have missed something in the sexual department...elsewhere of course... otherwise I would just have to rough it... marriage... a commitment... but I have longed for and wanted and even needed to have something more in the bedroom. Now from recent events... I am not all sure that I believe that there is that right person for you out there... Oh dont get me wrong... I would love to have a relationship... but one that does not in tale any of the fighting... and not making up... and for right now ... to be able to have my own space... own place to go to when you just want to be alone...(which is not often for me) but not have to worry that something went wrong at home today and after working 8 to 10 hours... you would have to go home and work some more...
I live as a slave. My Master is a very capable man in and out of the bedroom. I am new at this lifestyle and have craved it for some time to be dominated in every way possible... he gives this to me... and in return I love and want to serve him and only him. The rewards that I receive are incredible ...he makes you feel so ... well... not going to give away my secrets..just know that no one... and I do mean no one can come close to satisfying me the way that he has.
There is one thing... I have a question about... I am totally devoted to him... and with each day my feelings for him as a man, friend, and Master grow... Every time I feel that I can express this ... I am taken back by something that is said or done that reminds me that ... hey... you are only the slave... you will not be anything else... even on occasion I think and hope that what I do pleases my Master... I am and have been in love with my Master ... completely and totally with everything that I am ... but in having this feeling...and being a slave reminded that I have a place in their life and that is as a slave. Anyway... I am very happy with my situation ...NOT COMPLAINING BY ANY MEANS...dont get me wrong... I feel it a great honor to be able to even kneel before him....I live to serve him... but as a woman ...and any woman would have these feelings... especially if a person is all that you ever wanted...you know...that list we make ...the criteria of what we want in a man?... well , my Master meets everything on my list and then some... no man like him on this earth... but sometimes have the hope of something more...but for now... very satisfied and happy with just being his slave... for I can serve him from my mind body and soul and especially from my heart...
