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Poems
I did things because of you. Things I wouldn't normally do. I cheated, lied, stole, and hid. My life to you I'll no longer bid. I gave you all, You've got some gall. the life I had, Was not so bad. You made it seem so much worse. The bottle is a dreaded curse. I'll beat you yet. Place your bet. You are strong and smart and very sly. With new found Strength, I will stay dry. I've got friends who care, with me they share. Experience,Hope and strength. with them I'll walk the length. Aswell as Buddy up above. To protect me with his Love. To hide I no longer need. My Fear You'll no longer feed. Looking to teh sky, sober, I will die. If I pick you up you selfish drink. I'll die inside and surely sink. with some help, my spirit will lift. Sobriety, What a valuable gift. life is all well and good. as I'm doing what I should. I realize now I'm not so bad. It's because of you those thoughst I had. Guilt, Anger, Remorse no more will I fol

Military
if u r of age of 18 till 15 u can join any of the military services but i would say the national guard is better because u have to go to it once a month and two weeks a year and get paid for it real good.

As If I Dont Feel Guilty Enough...
So..I have kids. Seventeen, thirteen, and two years old, as some of you know. My oldest watched my tow year old through the summer, but now that school's back in session I hadda put her in daycare. NOT something I wanted to do!! Yesterday I got a call on my way home from work that my daughter had been bitten by another child..not once but TWICE!!! ON HER FACE!!!! Apparently the biter just started there yesterday. What a first day!? My daughter is a lover...she HAS to hug everyone she meets! Especially little people (kids). She gave the new boy a hug and he bit her on the cheek! Then later in the day while she was taking her nap..he bit her on her forehead!! The mark on the cheek is just about gone..but the one on her forehead looks like she was hit with a baseball bat! *cries* As if I dont feel guilty enough that she's in daycare..this happens. And this is precisely why I didnt wanna put her in daycare to begin with! The following pics are of the bite on her forehe

My Blogs
Learn Women Terms 1. Fine This is the word women use at the end of any argument when they feel they are right but can't stand to hear you argue any longer. It means that you should shut up. Incidentally, never use the word "fine" to describe how she looks. It will lead to one of the arguments mentioned above. 2. Five minutes These words actually mean half an hour. It is the equivalent to the five minutes that your football game is going to last before you take out the rubbish, so women feel that it's an even trade. 3. Nothing The word "nothing" means something and you should be on your guard immediately on hearing it uttered. It is usually used to describe the feeling a woman has of wanting to turn you inside out, upside down, and backwards. "Nothing" is signal for an argument that will last "five minutes" and end with the word "fine". 4. Go Ahead (Raised eyebrow) Said in conjunction with raised eyebrows, it actually means the opposite. The words "go ahead" are not permi

Hellz' Blogs
Ya know I'm really getting sick of these Lutcher bitches around here. Seriously most think they're all that and a cup a fucking tea when they're flashing their parents money around. Time to grow up little lutcher kiddies! You're not a real man or a real women till you can make it on ur own! Why is it people around here have their head shoved so far up their ass that they cant see that they're not better than anyone else. And for those who think they're perfect once again I'll say this TRY WALKING ON WATER. Only person in this world who is PERFECT IS GOD. Ok and as for all the fake fuckers out there. Dont act like you're someone's friend when you turn around and lie to that person. I mean if you dont want someone to go somewhere with you JUST TELL THEM and stop being pussies. To Lie and tell someone they must have a costume to get into HOLLYWOOD LOUNGE tonight when that person can call and find out is just upright being an asshole. One thing EVERYone int his town NEEDS TO LEA

Are You Really A Nympho??
Nymphomania - The uncontrollable desire by a woman for sexual intercourse. (This definition was taken straight from the dictionary) MMMM...SEX, I love it!!! I always have..from the time that I was younger, when I barely even knew what sex was.. I knew that I loved the sensation of being touched. I learned at an early age what masturbation was, and of course was told that it was dirty, and sinful. So, very quitely at night, I would lay in my bed, doing the unimaginable, being dirty..such a nasty little girl. One night, I learned that there were spots on my body, that would make my temerature go up, make me sweat and breathe hard, I loooved those spots, and learned that if you touched them longer and faster and harder, it was like an explosion!! I almost couldn't contain myself. I did this for years, finding new and inventive ways to make myself cum. I learned every inch of my body, and I loved it. I loved the feeling, I wanted more and more. By this time, I knew what sex was, bu

Never
Never give up... I'll never give in. Free from hate , Free from your sin. You will never let go, I will never run in fear. I'll stand like I should, I will fight till the end. You should be afraid, I am never holding back. I'm giving it all I have, I'll be ready for you attacks. So bring it on baby. You've got nothing on me. You can never win... I will never let it be! Written By :Jennifer Fischer

Fall
I don't know about anyone else but fall really makes me depressed. I think it's because everything we looked forward to in the summer is now dying.I lost my best friend when I was 15 during the fall and my grandmother within two weeks of each other , I think that's what my major problem with it is. I just start thinking.It feels like it is the season of everything to come to an end if that makes any sense.I usually will listen to really depressing music to depress myself more, oxy-moron , I know, but somehow being more sad makes me happy in the long run.I want to share a poem I wrote about my cousin/ best friend Becky. If anyone has ever lost anyone really important in their life they can relate. My Becky ( March 1st 1984 to October 26th 2000) Life without you......... How could this be... Just 6 years ago... God took you from me... I know it may sound indulging... But the pain is still so true.... Everyday I still feel blue... I love you like my

Pisces The Archer
Fuck you anorexics. Fuck your skitzophrenia and fuck your attention deficiencies. Fuck your beliefs and your ideals. Fuck you emo kids and your pessimism. Fuck you bible thumpers and your faith. Fuck you jocks and your self-involved lives. Fuck you alcoholics and your self indulgence. Fuck the fagots and fuck the bi-sexuals. Fuck all you fucking breeders. Fuck your correctional facilities and fuck your culture. Fuck your nationalism and your government. Fuck your honor roles and juvenile delinquents. Fuck you sluts and your daddy complexes. Fuck you ice queens for your ideals. Fuck your individuality and fuck your private schools. Fuck your public education and your healthcare. Fuck your money and fuck your possessions. Fuck the homeless and fuck the hitchhikers; fuck all you lazy fuckers who don’t have jobs. Fuck you punks, fuck you rockers, fuck you metalheads and fuck you happy-go-lucky pop-culturists. Fuck your brand names and fuck your I pods. Fuck your lower class bottom feeder

A Poem
Don’t be scared of my love By Eric Brown AKA Dark Passion Before we get started I know that you had your heart broken many a time and a lot of men don’t know how to treat a woman. Are you tired of the momma’s boys and want to be tuff guys that think that mistreating a woman makes them a man. Don’t be afraid of my love and my passion. Please close your eyes and I want you to imagine you and me on a beach on the Islands making love in the rain, I am kissing you from head to toe, and taking you to heights you have never been before. Lady don’t lift a finger cause you wish is my command I will serve you all the time we are on this private island just me and you. Months have past and I ask you to be my wife forever we will be together and one, and one day the laughs of our children will fill our hearts are you ready baby? I want to make love to you By Eric T Brown AKA Dark Passion Honey stop don’t take off your clothes making love has nothing to do with sex,

Contests That Im Running In
WELL TO ALL OF MY FRIENDS AND FANS...ESPECIALLY CURIOUS DAVE...YOU WORKED SO HARD TO GET ME TO WINNING AND THEY CANCELLED IT...GO FIGURE...LMFAO...JUST WANTED TO THANK YOU ALL...YOUR THE GREATEST...MUAHHHHHH ITS OVER!!!!! AND I WON THIRD PLACE...WOOO HOOO the contest is being judged by number of rates plus the number of comments and that they can comment as often as they wish. HAVE FUN!!! HAHAHAHAHAHAH 6TH PLACE....WOOO HOOOOO

Hiya All My Lc Addicts
WOW,,this is fuckin cool, I just wanted to let all my LC friends know that I am having problems replying to your comments as my page is taking 15 minutes or longer to load because of my stupid internet provider. I am trying to get the problem fixed but they are being assholes. Thankyou everyone for the lovely comments that you have sent and I promise that as soon as I can sort this shit out with my internet I will be sending out comments to you all. NiceNNaughty just dont know it yet that she is gonna help me to send em out to ya'll,,,hehe love ya NNN. Love ya'll and stay safe PEACE!!

Freedom
We as human beings have all been affected by what happened on September 11th, 2001.... We as Americans... Even more so... I believe in fighting for our freedoms... In standing up for what we believe in I believe in our soldiers and know that what they are doing is a huge sacrifice....But how long should they have to sacrifice their family, friends, and loved ones? to continue standing up for what we as a nation believe? Don't get me wrong, I know that they have made the decision to stand up and fight for our country All I am saying is...Is there a limit? Do you really think that this will end someday? I believe that if we pull our men and women out now that what we are looking at for our future will be far worse than September 11th was. I'm not saying that I would not love for our military to come home, because I would love nothing more But is that a realistic viewpoint? I think that every human being questions our future I am no diff

Whatever
Where are the nice guys i'm sick and tired of being part of fucking player games! How come it takes so long for nice girls like me to find a nice guy. I am extremely fed up, with men well not all men just the assholes! To me I am very pretty, I have good qualities, I'm not a bitch but if you do piss me off your going to know it. I have a job, a car and I pay my own bills. Someday I want to meet a nice guy and have kids with. I was over my friends house one night and her and I were talking about my non dating ass and I was saying to her when will it be my turn to find love everyone I know has a love of their own she is like don't rush faith your turn will be here soon.. Don't look for it, It will find you... So i'm over her house tonight and she is talking about her relationship and I was wishing that I had something like that.. But any way I was driving home and I'm changing the cannels in my car because there wasn't shit on so I put on B101 slow jam stuff that I listen to once and th

Pissed
call me lazy! As some of you know Richard and I went up to Branson and got the 3 kids from his sister again. She couldnt take care of them...she is still living in a hotel room with her bf. Anyway yesterday some girl called me lazy because I dont have a job and I am still living with my mom plus she was making fun of me cause I had no car. Well I wasnt blessed with parents that could give me anything I wanted. Which I am greatful for because I like having to earn everything I want. I will get a car when I have the money earned for it. As for the lazy part...I do laundry every single day (sometimes more then once)...I do dishes everyday...I clean...cook and make sure these kids are taken care of. They arent my kids but I love them like they are and I know someday that I am gonna make a great mom when I have my own baby. Lazy is far from what I am and I hate stupid bitches that have to call me names to make themselves happy. (had to vent) Why do people think they can talk about you be

Bungeeblog
Star Wars Horoscope for Aries Like many aries, you have demonstrated your penchant for inflicting pain. You feel you are at the center of the universe and that you must be in control. You enjoy being a leader... and you find that your aggression and quick temper serve you well. Star wars character you are most like: The Emperor What Is Your Star Wars Horoscope? You Are 30% Feminine, 70% Masculine You are in touch with your masculine side. You are not overly sensitive and not easily moved. Occasionally, though, something will get through and touch your heart! Are You Masculine or Feminine? So what is this all about, i just blurb my day here or what? Well it was ok i suppose, got to go in some houses where the people who live there are pond life and do not know of the word 'soap', 'clean' or 'hygiene'. I did have a damn fine lemon and cracked black pepper chicken baguette for lunch though (And yes, I did wash my hands...oh..and sanitize them) Well, b

Shity Dayz
hello people it's been a while since i was last on lol but yeah to my new friends thanks fro the add hope everybody is doin good well things with me are goin ok things could be better lol but yeah well that's all for now hope to talk to some of you guys out there much luv, ~ashlyn~ =^.^= man today i feel like shit b/c im sick lol but yeah that's about it i need a cig.

The Daily Babblings Of A Bubblegumaholic
Wanted to say Thank you to all those Who came to my blog to wish me well.. Youre all so sweet .. these muscle relaxers are really doin a number on me .. I feel like im walking outside my body .. kinda cool if you think about it lol ..but not something I wanna feel all the time ..besides I gotta stay alert with dorkvomit being around 24-7 .....Happy New years eve to you all .. More Hugs .. and some Smooches well today is the day ... Yes i am still leaving .. not that its going to impact anyones lives .. not that im doing this to impact anyones lives or to be Mrs Drama Queen .. im doing this for reasons of which i know .. and have told a couple of people... Ive decided to keep the page open so i can peek in from time to time but im not going to be coming on to leave comments and such . but if i need to contact someone ill have access to you ill have that ability to do so as many of you dont have myspace pages ( yes ive got one to keep in touch with my niece and other sister back home

I Don't Care About The Bull Shit
It doesn't interest me what you do for a living. I want to know what you ache for, and if you dare to dream of meeting your hearts longing. It doesn't interest me how old you are. I want to know if you will risk looking like a fool for love, for your dreams, for the adventure of being alive. It doesn't interest me what planets are squaring your moon. I want to know if you have touched the center of your own sorrow, if you have been opened by life's betrayals or have become shriveled and closed from fear of further pain. I want to know if you can sit with pain, mine or yours, without moving to hide it, fade it, or fix it. I want to know if you can be with joy, mine or yours, if you can dance with wildness and let the ecstasy fill you to the tips of your fingers and toes without cautioning us to be careful, to be realistic, to remember the limitations of being human. It doesn't interest me if the story you are telling me is true. I want to know if you can disappoint another to be true to

Love Spell
With a kiss of pure steel I pierce the skin With a wish it sinks within With the red of your blood and the red of mine Its flesh shall stain as wine Our love is greater than we two And stronger than our lives And though our bodies may decay Our love will survive With threads of pure silk and scarlet in hue I join, in love, we two Your life you have offered freely to me And mine I give to thee The Earth shall hold our lovers' wish And keep it from the day And as the soil grows richer now My Love, it shall stay

Vlad
I need to know you are near How I've loved you and will always love you You were the one to light the stars in my night Why can't one of such beauty live forever Hear my soul scream its plight You were the gift of joy You were my light You gave so much to life My angel of the night Oh hear me call you, I'll always call for you Though you are no longer here May my voice be carried to your spectral ears

Vampyre Kiss
Fall into my arms my love And dream sweet sinful dreams Where no-one is ever who they seem Let me be your darkened angel Surrender your love to me Embrace the nigth for all eternity Let me hold you, open up your love to me Feel my caresses, open up your heart to me Where in this life would you find a lover like I can be I will destroy you, open up your soul to me Feel no fear my love For we were meant to be as one Is not the moon much finer than the sun? Let my cheeks be stained By the yeilding of your heart And never more need we be apart Fall into my arms my love And dream sweet sinful dreams Where no-one is ever who they seem And while my crimson lips Are still moistened from the kiss Share with me such unwordly bliss

Come To Me
Come to Me, Those of you, who would be my willing Prey. Come to Me, Those of you, who would be my willing Love. Come to Me, Those of you, who would be my willing Life. Come to Me, Those of you, who would be my willing Death. Come to Me, One & All, And I shall Embrace you. Come to Me, One & All, And I shall Welcome you into Eternal Night. Come to Me, One & All, And Welcome to Eternity.

Vampyric Poem
Your heart burns for love My soul burns for blood I'll take you, I'll break you I'll crush you, I'll break you If you want me, I'll need you I'll kill you, feed from you I'll take you down that road That leads to destruction Come and take a walk with me Where the angels fear to tread Kiss the flame, feel the pain In the furnace of our love I can't feed my hunger Your youth makes me younger I'll hurt you, desert you Turn your dreams to nightmares I'll cheat you, I'll eat you I'll maim you, I'll drain you Come to me, come to me To the dark side where love sleeps I'll hurt you, you'll love me I'll scratch you, I'll cut you You'll kiss me, then miss me I'll laugh at your torment I'll have you, and own you Be hard and cold to you I'll be your dark angel I'll be your worst nightmare Vampyre Erotica Your heart burns for love My soul burns for blood I'll take you, I'll break you I'll crush you, I'll break you If you want me, I'll need you I'll kill you, fee

I Love Lc!
i am loving Lc more and more each day. Everyone is so nice here and i have met a bunch of great people. And i hope to meet a bunch more. I am open to meeting new people and i'm extremly nice to everyone. i love the best friends i have made here and i think these friendships can last a lifetime. My Best Friends ♥ Blaze Infamous ♥ ♥ Game Champ ♥ ♥ Midighttaz ♥ ♥ Piggy ♥ These people are awesome and they are really helping me enjoy my stay. add them and show them love. hey guys just checking up on everyone? how everyone doing? im really sick guys! i need love! i hope ill feel better soon! i love you guys!! ♥ Manda NO Sticky bulletins NO Shoutboxing people your links don't know whether it is rates or comments so use both just in case ;) Start Voting!!

Last One
Each player of this game starts with 6 weird things or habits about themselves. People who are tagged should write a blog with their own 6 weird things or habits, and state this rule clearly. Choose 6 people to be tagged, list their names, leave them a comment and tell them they are tagged and to check your blog for details. It's fun! 1. I hate bullies. 2. I have three dogs and a cat. 3. I write poetry. 4. I shouldn't even watch sports, I get too disgruntled. 5. I am a home nudist. 6. I'm a gun totin redneck. Tag your it just me classyladymay blossomrose theoneandonly totallyme check out my newbie bro payaso...payaso Each player of this game starts with 6 weird things or habits about themselves. People who are tagged should write a blog with their own 6 weird things or habits, and state this rule clearly. Choose 6 people to be tagged, list their names, leave them a comment and tell them they are tagged and to check your blog for details. It's fun! 1. I

My Heart
If I have to be your best friend If that's all I can get Then I'll take the job with honor I'll be the best one yet. I'll offer you my shoulder I'll show you how I care I'll be there when you need me I'm not going anywhere. If I have to be your best friend The one who hears you cry Then I'll take the job with honor I'll take the job with pride. My love for you is stronger Then you will ever know But for you to ever love me I would never let you go. You need time to find your purpose You need time to sort your thoughts But when the course has ended And the race is finally run. Remember it's your best friend Who has loved you from day one. Just listen to your heart We only have but one You knew it from the start My heart you truely won As I lie here late at night I only think of you. You're all I ever think about and dream about, too. I wrote some words down on paper to tell you how I feel, and trust me, everything I said was truly for real. I tried to call you on your phone only to

Hallelua
When all is lost and you're down and out.... lift up your head and shout... I am only one person but I am me.... slavery's been abolished set me free. I know it's corny but I feel it's true. Set yourself free from all that holds you back. "An Angel does not always have soft fluffy white wings, As it can be your best friend, where pure happiness to you they bring, Someone who you keep close in your heart, Being a part of each other and never falling apart, An angel can be big or it can be small, Just look around and you will see them all, For they don't always need to fly, And when you see one you will get a sparkle in your eye, An angel will be there when you need a helping hand, They will always stay beside you where ever you may stand, Then when you feel like no one about you don't care, Just turn around for there will be an angel standing there, An angel will be with you even if the sun don't shine, As you will feel their tender sweet loving touch and you will be

Contest
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Today Is A Good Day
http://images.blogthings.com/whatkindofsoulareyouquiz/newborn-soul.jpg" height="100" width="100"> You are tolerant, accepting, and willing to give anyone a chance. On the flip side, you're easy to read and easily influenced by others. You have a fresh perspective on life, and you can be very creative. Noconformist and nontraditional, you've never met anyone who's like you. Inventive and artistic, you like to be a trendsetter. You have an upbeat spirit and you like almost everything. You make friends easily and often have long standing friendships. Implusive and trusting, you fall in love a little too easily. Souls you are most compatible with: Bright Star Soul and Dreaming Soul What'>http://www.blogthings.com/whatkindofsoulareyouquiz/">What Kind of Soul Are You? 3:47 PM - 0 Comments - 0 Kudos - Add Comment - Edit - Remove Sunday, October 22, 2006 sex survey Current mood: cheerful Hey everyone! I am trying

Hello
Oh give me a home where the buffalo roam.... and I'll show you a house full of crap!! ---------------------------------------- When I have sex ... even the neighbors need a cigarette. ------------------------------------------------ What do you call a brunette in between two blondes? An Interpretor ------------------------------ What do you get when you cross a rooster and a giraffe? A long necked cock ------------------------------------------------ What are 4 animals a woman needs? A mink in her closet, A jaguar in her garage, A tiger in her bed, and a jackass to pay for it all. ---------------------------------------- If the ocean were whiskey and I was a duck, I'ld swim to the bottom and drink my way up. But the ocean's not whiskey and I'm not a duck. So hand me a bottle and and shut the Hell up. Made with Morpheus Photo Morpher.View comments & animations at Morpheus Galleries. Just saying a big hello to al

Stuff I Like
You scored as Chains/Handcuffs. Your turn on is handcuffs and chains. You like being cuffed/chained to the bed, or cuffing/chaining your partner down. You love the pure ectasy of being in complete control... or letting someone else have complete control over you. Sex isn't sex without control.Chains/Handcuffs100%Biting100%Whips83%Bondage83%Blind Folds83%Blood33%What's Your Kinky Turn On?created with QuizFarm.com You scored as Ecclectic Pagan. A veritable blend of all the pantheons and perhaps a dash of a few other religions as well, you're the versitile Ecclectic Pagan. You have no problem wearing an ankh while setting an offering to Herne on your alter just below your image of Hera. You don't believe in coloring within the lines, and are a bright free-thinker. While you respect the views of your fellow pagans, as far as you're concerned, religion is the sky, and there's no one about to clip your wings with lines and limitations. Roman Pantheonic Pagan

Heartbroken
HeartBroken The love that I felt, still seeps through my heart, He found another girl, And it's tearing me apart. Now there's no tommorow, Or the day after that, What shall I do , To fill in this gap? I thought he loved me for me, But that could just never be, He knows how to leave girls heartbroken, He keeps there hearts like a token. I was willing to give it my all, When he gave me nothing at all, His broken promises fill my brokenheart, As he slowly tears it apart :( Rachel

Blog: Book 1, Part 1, Section 1, #1.1
ok, so let's say i told you that i was giving you 10,000 dollars to spend. the condition was that you could only buy 2 things with it, and then i would take the rest back and burn it in front of you. what 2 things would you buy, or how would you change my mind? either/or. ;) blogging, oh blogging. i feel so important when i'm blogging. type, type, typing. no writing. filling space for fun and bordom's sake. but i'm down to no more words now, so blogging ended as quickly as it started. Which Rocky Horror Picture Show character are you?ColumbiaA GroupieClick Here to Take This QuizBrought to you by YouThink.com quizzes and personality tests.

Whoooooooooo Hoooooooooooooo!!!
I GOT A NEW JOB! I GOT A NEW JOB! WHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO FUCKIN' HOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!! i start wednesday!!! thanks for yer prayers! they worked! on the way home i get the phone call that i have been waiting for... the guy i interviewed with on wednesday called me back today on my way home! i am one of his top 3 AND he called ME first. i'm so gonna get this job. he offered me a great wage and said this EXACTLY "don't take another job because you're probably going to hear back from me offering you to come work for me"...AGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! can you fuckin' believe it!!!! i am psyched!! i hope he picks me!!! keep up the prayin'!! omg it's workin'!!! hey my lovelies.. i've gone and done it...i joined skype. the name's cha0squeen call me on the line call me call me any anytime...

Ken's Open Diary
I went to a BBW Party and it was pretty cool the music was nice and so was the people, and by the way, the food was excellent, after the party, one of the female friends ask if I wanted to stick around for the night in her room with her best friend, which I did, and lo and behold I wind up in bed with her best friend the next day, all I can say that my celibacy has ended, and it was terrific! I feel kind of weird not being in relastionship, but sometimes, you gotta move on, when me and Ashley decided that we needed a break. I understood that she wasn't ready to be in a relationship because of her job for one and the fact that we grew apart, it make sense. Well since I am sinlge again I went to a club, as a single man, I wanted to try my fliting skills out and low and behold it works I wind up getting a phone number from one of the bridesmaids from a bachelorette group. Wow, I guess I still got it. Ladies, I am a free agent and I am looking foward to your propositions.

Audia Thoughts...
Modern Romance Video - Yeah Yeah Yeahs lyricsYeah Yeah Yeahs Music Video CodesMusic Video Codes by VideoCure.com Don't hold on Go get strong or don't you know there's no modern romance Time, time is gone it stops stops who it was well i was wrong it never lasts there is no this is no modern romance in time, time is gone never last stops who he was well i was wrong never lasts this is no there is no modern romance there is no modern romance this is no modern romance there is no there is no Fuck Man It ain't supposed to bother me... But it does....

No Matter Where You Go, There You Are
The other night I cried so hard it actually physically hurt. Why? Because now that he is leaving and I only see my son half time, I will be alone. I'm not afraid of that, just very disappointed and disillusioned. I feel like a failure - I can't seem to make this marriage thing work. Now I have to get used to being by myself and the worst part is figuring out what to do with myself. The night I got the separation papers I cleaned the whole entire house because I was so upset. There's only so much cleaning a person can do. Each player of this game starts with 6 weird things or habits about themselves. People who are tagged should write a blog with their own 6 weird things or habits, and state this rule clearly. Choose 6 people to be tagged, list their names, leave them a comment and tell them they are tagged and to check your blog for details. It's fun! 1. I hate wearing my glasses and will do anything to avoid it. 2. I sometimes just have milk for dinner. 3. I love science fict

Welcome To My Twisted Mind
hey ya'll. just wanted all of ya to know i HAVEN'T forgot about ya. I am stuck on dial up for a bit longer, and for some reason when i go to load anything other then my homepage, it freezes, so I haven't been able to do ratings or leave comments like i wanna. But when i get my cable back... Watch out!! lmao.. i am gonna be comment bombin people lol! this song hits home for me...... Godsmack - Hollow One more step and I could fall away If it happened would it matter And I can't tell if I should go or stay. Same old picture feels so hollow. How can anybody know what's best for me Another page I turn in shame. And my decisions brought me to my knees, I needed someone to blame. I feel so hollow, I feel so hollow I feel so hollow, I feel so hollow Time to do what's best for me I believe I can change. Once upon a time in broken dreams. Reflections that I can't face. So hold your breath and make a wish for me. Take me to a better place. Time always seems to

Help!!!
Im at 96% I've reached my daily limit on pics til midnight, hook me up and I will hook you up tommorrow I have been stuck at a level 8 for way too long. I am at 91.something right now. Any help would be appreciated and favors returned

Some Peronal Rants
I do apologize but this has been a very long time coming. I've gotten real fed up with things that happen on this site so I've decided when my VIP runs out Im deletin my account. This is a personal reason of mine and has nothing to do with my real and true friends here. It just doesnt seem to be any fun anymore. It's all about gettin the most points, contests, and who can be top cherry. I've never been about all of that stuff and the few true friends I have know this. It is just plain boring. This has been a long time coming. I do have several ways for you to keep in touch if ya want to do that: myspace.com/the_one_andonly_cntrygoth my yahoo id: cntrygoth_1964 msn id: cntrygoth@hotmail.com (even tho IM not on this as much) I cannot be talked into staying so for that I apologize. Some things happened yesterday that pretty much set this ball into motion for me. Like I said Ive debated it for a while and Im passed the point of done. I have for the most part enjoyed my almo

My Thoughts And Shit
So, yesterday I took my final exam for Legal Aspects of Medical Office..we got out of school almsot 2 months early! Which I'm pretty happy about because I don't have to wake up at 8:00 in the morning anymore!! Yay! But I still do have the work to do at home for that other class...so can't wait to get started on that! Anyways, I'm home right now with Ann and Kadie. She's been soo hyper today! I think she's really starting to get on Ann's nerves. Oh, and tomorrow is Jesse's funearl. Which I feel terrible about what happened to him... :( I still can't belive that he's gone. I mean, I feel so sorry for his mother...first Chris and now Jesse. It's weird to think that he's dead. I also feel bad for Mandy :/ I know she just feels horrible about accidently killing Jesse. Well, I'll probably be on here later cause I'm bored as hell! Oh yea, and me and Lee went to Ruby Tuesday last night to eat and Brittany was ALL over Lee. That really pissed me off because she's such a whore.

"timeline" Cd Release
On September 19th, WesydeUnderground proudly presents....Written, Produced, Recorded, and Distributed Independently by WesydeUnderground15 Tracks, Including "Tree" and "Letters", 60 Mins of Underground Flavor. Taking Pre-Orders Now!!$12.00 + $2.99 Shipping (if you don't use paypal, email me at: wesydeunderground@yahoo.com for more details)Support the Underground Please copy and repost this bulletin

Claires Blogy Thingy
There was all these feelings I felt i had to hide I was scared to tell you, and how you would react, and when i opened up and spilled out my heart, you broke it in two, and never looked back. Do you even care? Do you think of me? Did you even feel for me? All this pain it fills inside cause i knew they where feelings i should hide, I've learnt my lesson well and true, So this goes out to the old me and you! by claire. I'm sorry That I'm not enough of a slut to sleep with you on a first date I'm sorry That my ass isn't big enough to "satisfy" your needs I'm sorry that I'm not anorexic and skinny enough for you to see my ribs I'm sorry That I'm not pretty enough to be "your girl" I'm sorry That I'm not a Playboy model so I can't act like a porn star for you I'm sorry I don't have a dream body that turns you on But most of all I'm sorry That you can't accept me for who I am ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ To every

Joy Of Jelly Soap
A beautiful new jelly soap this one is-lovely to look at, lovely to play with and delightful to smell. Warm vanilla coloured has the intoxicating fragrance of Carmael & Vanilla, smells so good you will be tempted to eat it. Pleasures in the shower or bath. Super Fantasy Joy of Jelly Soap my most intriguing shower product to date. JOJ Soaps are handcrafted in Erie, NY. Luscious handmade soap, bath, and body products focusing on all-natural ingredients. Base (fo)fragrance oil (eo)esscential oil New Scents Available! *Angel(type)(fo)This is a feminine scent that blends pure mandarin, honey, fresh almond and other exotic fruits.Has also rich musk and amber. Is classified as a refreshing, flowery fragrance. Was created by the design house of Thierry Mugler. *Breathless(vs type)(fo)Delicate veil of orange blossoms, neroli petals, & young tangerine buds, touch of sandalwood, cashgora essence, & soft musk ~ *Dialogue(fo)(amy brown original)Romantic sweet pear~ *Sugar Plum

Got Nothing To Say
About Lost Cherry, I have Seen a few Old friends in Here and they Have gone by before I could say hi :( People come and go so quickly around Here.. Sheesh!!! Just sayin hey..... i dont write in these cause i Havent got much to say!! LOL my daughter is in school and Loves it.. i think she is going to be Alot differant than I EVER was!! There was nowhere i Hated in the world was School..... I Bet theres others who Wish they could do it all Over again... not me., I Would Be In Detention every other day Now Or Be Suspended every other Week!!!!!

Life
I helped raise my sister, I was an only child till I was almost 14. Shes turns 15 on Christmas Eve. Its hard to have a normal brother sister relationship with her with our age gap. I end up lecturing her instead of trying to see her point of view. She single handedly saved my life, just by being born. I dont think she will ever know that. Looking back though theres so much I wanted to and still want to tell her but the words just dont come out. Time flies when you have all the time in the world...

From The Archives Of Lunacy
The Answer To Why loved you with the scrapps of a broken heart natural failure because when you needed something more she couldn't bring miracles or hope in the darkness and you're lost with the girl soon to follow but this is the end for the fallen angel the last days of sanity when breath is too expensive to bear much longer so it's time to leave the "brother" who tried to guide the biologics who found dissappointment the young lover she failed into the darkness to start again and perhaps find less failure in the next life When It's Done you have turned in your cold moment away from truly seeing that the clues are written in words you used to hear so when it's over and you must know why it's because there was nothing but loss and mourning when the tears had to stop she went for the bottle Resentment and Death give the last of your love to save every one of them because you chose to believe that she was stronger drive into the

Lc's Greatest Writers
Dodging Love July 8, 2006 My body aches for the touch of a man I do not understand When we are together, time stops and passed quickly all at once When our lips touch, the electricity between us could light the world Our bodies become one as we are wrapped in love The world around us is no more, it is only us, together The only sound is two hearts beating as one Two lovers so lost in each other, yearning for forever together Wondering if someday the dream will come true Hoping that it will, scared of what that means Knowing the journey is beginning and wanting to know how it ends What I know to be true is I want only you Nobody else, when things are good, makes me feel the way you do My body moist with the anticipation of your love Let's call off the dogs, break down the wall I want to hold you with my heart, no fear With you by my side as we walk life's final mile Written By: **Your Destiny**@ LostCherry So do you want to learn how

Haylo
Hey everyone. Im sad to let all my friends know that I will have no access to the web for a while. Im not sure exactly when I will but, I will check back every so often .. I will miss all my friends that I have met here. So here is my good bye. xoxo Always, Tina Im bored and I need some entertainment like now.......:) Yes so I left him.... I did it cuz I didnt catch him in just one lie but a couple .. I just dont understand what makes people wanna lie and be stupid. This is what happened . He told me that his brother was having problems with his other brother who lives with them so he was gonna go over there and see what was going on... Well, then he calls and says they wont let him drive home cuz hes drunk . which again I was fine with .. until he came with some chicks phone number... and then so I call and question him about it and he says shes a friend .. well ok maybe that is true(yes I am stupid) Then I go to the internet temp files and r

Blog This Biotch
you are gonna love this...lmao Below is an email I received adn the link to his page: "I wish I could be dat dress what u wearing. Its ssooooooooooooooo hot. can i suck ur samll cute boobs and suck ur pussy" dirtydinu@ CherryTAP C'mon on ya fucking douche bag!! I understand my profile pic may be a bit revealing! However, I show NO nude shots for a reason!! Don't get me wrong, if you choose to show that's fine! I just don't - so don't leave me fucking messages asking for more! Don't leave me messages telling me how you want to do things to me...fucking cunts! Can ya tell Im not in a good mood! Sheesh... Carry on now... ;) YEAH I KNOW I ROCK! :)

Poetry
She doesn't need a tera to show her beatuy or diamounds nor pearls, She wears her vuales and morals as a tera, Her heart carries percious gems that shine thru the darkest night, Like stars spakling, Just a modern day princess No need for diamounds or pearls My riches lay in the deepest of my soul, Noone can touch that written by: Helen Agulilar

Poems
A Woman's Poem He didn't like the casserole And he didn't like my cake. He said my biscuits were too hard... Not like his mother used to make. I didn't perk the coffee right He didn't like the stew, I didn't mend his socks The way his mother used to do. I pondered for an answer I was looking for a clue. Then I turned around and smacked the shit out of him... Like his mother used to do This is goodbye, we are no more I love you, get going, there is the door No longer together, alone once again "I don't need you, Good Bye, I have no room for men" Good luck out there, I shall miss you so Goodbye now, I love you, time for me to go I'll see you around, better say hi to me Don't worry I will, you'll surely see Do I believe you, no not at all Been here before, it's made me fall Will it this time, no way, that's for sure Older and wiser, this time I know the score The truth would be nice, yes it would Feelings are hurt, either way, as they could

My Life As Of Now
Well me n todd broke up lastnight and u kno how u feel when u wake up the day after someone close to u dies? yeah well thats exacally how i felt. idk how things will end up, i love the boy with all my heart we just started to go on eachothers nerves and 7 onths of being together all the time will take a toll. and we figured its best to end it now b4 we end up hating eachother but we left it open to get backtogether if we want to. we have virgin festival which is a big concert to go to on sept 23 and thatll be the first time we hang out all day sicne yesterday im gussing but well see how things go. i still love u todd, i jst dont want to hate u, so this is why we had to do this. i love u a bushel and a peck! xoxo

Jesilou's Blog
Hi Everyone! I just wanted to ask if you would add yourself to the guestbook I just put on my page...that'd be awesome! I'd like to get all my wonderful friends and family and fans on there! Thank you so much everyone and have a great day! Big Hugs, Jessica aka Jesilou Hi everyone! I just wanted to tell you that I updated my folders and stuff.. removed some pics (ok, most of them lol) from the Default album and just placed things where they "belonged". Just wanted to give a "heads up" in case anybody wants to browse ... yanno... or somethin' somethin' lol. Just felt I needed to "clean up" the Default album a little bit, was getting a bit crowded with this and that. Luv you all and thank you for being there for me! P.S. School starts September 6th for me, for this semester. I'll be going MTWTF this time omggg lol Wish me luck! (one year to go!) Love ya! Jessica aka Jesilou OMG... lost cherry now has blogging! So we'll get alerts for pictures, alerts for comments...

My 2 Cents Worth
The problem with having Monday and Tuesday as your weekend is that everyone else is working and all you can do is get up, take a shower, throw in a couple loads of laundry and watch soaps all afternoon. Isolation is shitty some times. I am bored and it is sad when I just HAVE to know what is going on in the lives of fictional characters. When you live vicariously through their lives because you don't have one of your own at the moment. I haven't had a date in months and well man I would love to get out there and party but Monday and Tuesday are not really exciting party nights now are they. Can ANYONE spice up my life today?? so I thought I would jump onto the band wagon too to see what all the fuss is about lol - will anyone even read this?

Blaah
I originally wrote this in janurary of 2004....For a true romantic, Romance is dead. Girls themselves killed it. (Not all girls, but girls nonetheless). As much as they want to blame it on men, when women stopped wantin romance and started wanting material things, they killed it. Not that I'm a big believer of "true love" or their being only one guy for one girl. Of course, I do believe in love. Love for family and friends is very important. I believe in romantic love as well, but, much like I started this rant, Romance, including love is dead. This is also the cause of "Nice guys finish last". Nice guys still believe in romance, so since this is useless to most girls, of course the nice guy wont get the girl. Girls killed the nice guy. Most nice guys would love to find a girl that still believes in Romance. to be able to romance a girl and have her enjoy it would be the best. I have added to this lately, while I still believe romance is dead, and girls are the cause, the reas

Wow I Guess This Is Life!!!
ok those of you who know me my life can be pretty krazy! i hate having to act like i have the perfect life i really do. i wish that i can just let everything out. thanks to my friend dustin a lot of my problems seem to just go away. he is always here for me when i need him and i really appriciate having him in my life. but i know that it'll all be over and as long as i have my friends things will be ok!

How Drinking 40's Got Me To Where I Am Today
RANDOM THOUGHTS THANKS ANDREW ok this is my second one of these ill use punctuation and paragraphs and all that. basically with a half ass 12 th grade education ive conquered most of central texas, well at least a 10 by 10 bedroom. they say that your past affects your future yeah thas true it do, but does everty thing you do affect it i mean i pick my nose alot WAYYY more then i should yeah its gross i know and hey dont worry ladies if i ever go out with ya i am a polite gentleman. but does that have any profound affect on my future? the answer is yes it all happened about spring 1994 yeah you all know what we were doin then 8 th grade promotion. so anyways i had no courage with women or at that time girls. well there was this one i liked alot and honestly i think she liked me but yeah ok so like i was talking to her alot and telling some stoopid ass jokes like normal and i totally picked my nose just outta habbit yeah i was a weird ass kid she became totally disgusted and ive nev

Cacoethes Scribendi
It's a good thing I don't have a fear of the dark. A night without electricity and thus heat in a basement suite is a long dark and lonely one. The lights went out as it was getting dark, so I couldn't do anything about it until this morning. Survival instinct took over and I was able to keep warm by huddling under my blankets. At the same time, it was pretty peaceful. The best hibernation yet. I suppose I could have called my friend Yvonne and bunkered down at her place, but I decided to stand guard here, just in case. I called my housemate (lives upstairs), who's on the road again, and he said he'll be back Friday to pay his electric bill. The house is on a reduced-power mode because he couldn't get back in time. I guess I had one appliance too many on yesterday evening. I struggled through the snowdrifts to reset the meter as soon as there was enough light to see at dawn. I'm drinking double chocolate hot chocolate. The things you take for granted. Due to some recent r

Taco Bell And An Eigth Grade Education
a wise man once said to me that "americas school system is like a taco bell at the dinner rush.. its pumping out burritos and nacho bell grandes at an alarming rate." there is no place quite like tacobell anywhere in the world. you can tell its food apart from any where else nomatter how crappy the other places food is, and nowhere else have i found 20 soft tacos for 11.99 plus tax. ive never gone to school anywhere else but sherwood oregon and yeah 9th grade we had a way cooler lunch then in middle school. we had those taco bell burritos they were so good, only like 80 or 90 cents or so, could it be they were just fueling the encompasing sense of abandonment we would come to realize some years later.. im not saying im depressed or i hate my school in fact im extremly happy in life. i loved school for the most part even though it was tough as far as the social aspect and all.. but that helps ya grow and makes ya tuffer then steel. either way i seemed to shut off the whole learn

:)
Over the mountain of challenge +++++++++++++++++++ When you look at a tall mountain from a distance, it looms very large indeed. It can be difficult to imagine how you could ever climb over it. Yet when you go right up to the foot of the mountain, you're likely to find a trail leading up the side. It then becomes obvious that by taking one step after another, you can indeed make your way over that mountain. Any challenge can be viewed in much the same way. When it is a distant concept, the challenge can seem insurmountable. Yet when you get to the point where you're ready to take the first step, that challenge becomes less intimidating. Once you start working your way through, step by step, you begin to know that you will indeed make it to the other side. Is there a challenge you've been avoiding because it seems too large and intimidating? Go ahead, step right up to that challenge, and you'll quickly see that it's not really as difficult as you

Poems
Life as Baseball © By Shannon M. Daley Life is a game of baseball, It'll throw you for a curve, Sometimes you may trip and fall, But you'll get what you deserve. When you step up to the plate, You don't know at which you'll swing, But for all you know, It may not mean a thing. You might end with a walk, Or maybe you'll get a run, You may not end, Until you're back where you begun. Friendship Poem WHAT IS A FRIEND © By HARRY SMITH A friend is someone who understands and someone you can trust. They will listen to you both night and day without ever making a fuss. A friend will stand by your side when you are right and sometimes when you are wrong. They will hold you up when you are weak and provide support to make you strong. A friend's love is unconditional and unique in every way. And when you have problems a true friend will kneel with you and pray. A friend will stand by your side through thick and thin. And whenever everyone have deserted yo

Littlemissvixen
The good: exams are finally over, yay! I really hope that these were my last ever coz I am not wanting to go back to uni next year. Fingers crossed for a job! The bad: my boyfriend has gone to Europe and America for 3 whole months over the Christmas holidays. I am completely devastated. The ugly: Well I'm going out drinking tonight, partly to celebrate the good, and partly to forget the bad :P Things could get interesting... lol Love LMV Ok, I'm tired of bitching about what annoys me. So today I'm doing a list of things I love. ...ice cream (especially choc chip cookie dough) ...my 3 cats, Rupert Rosie and Oliver (see pics) ...my boyfriend Natt (also see pics) ...The Simpsons, House, Desperate Housewives, Gilmore Girls, Futurama. Such good shows! ...talking. I could talk through concrete ...shoes ...pizza ...cherry tomatoes ...people giving me good ratings :P ...blue, jade, pink, purple ...my old and daggy jeans, even though they have holes everywhere they are so

My Rules!!!
Now here are the rules from the male side. These are our rules! Please note.. these are all numbered "1" ON PURPOSE! 1. Men are NOT mind readers. 1. Learn to work the toilet seat. You're a big girl. If it's up, put it down. We need it up, you need it down. You don't hear us complaining about you leaving it down. 1. Sunday sports. It's like the full moon or the changing of the tides. Let it be. 1. Shopping is NOT a sport. And no, we are never going to think of it that way. 1. Crying is blackmail. 1. Ask for what you want. Let us be clear on this one: Subtle hints do not work! Strong hints do not work! Obvious hints do not work! Just say it! 1. Yes and No are perfectly acceptable answers to almost every question. 1. Come to us with a problem only if you want help solving it. That's what we do. Sympathy is what your girlfriends are for. 1. A headache that lasts for 17 months is a Problem. See a doctor. 1. Anything we said 6 mon

Durham Mouths Off
Okay, I did the "joiner" thing... Not Tellin' did this, so I did it too... Lets101 Quizzes - Fun Quizzes Rock on!Shawn, AKA Durham Well, many of you know I took a fucation - and I'm back! For a while at least... Today is Mother's Day, and I want to wish all you mothers (not "muthas" or "mother-effers" but women who birthed children) Happy Mommy's Day! Some cute things happened in conjunction therewith. My nephew Michael made my sister boo-hoo Friday. His English (I think) class teacher had him and the rest write "prams" (nods to Monty Python) to their moms. Yesterday, Shelley, my sister, went and got snacks for our mom and me - my nephew was out with friends. For the first time in almost 2 years, I actually had eough money to take us all out to dinner. We went to a place called Mimi's - a café specializing in southern and French New Orleans cuisine, with posters and art and such from New Orleans from the past many years. I would recommend, if there's one nearby, you tr

Jokes
It has been scientifically proven that if we drink 1 liter of water each day, at the end of the year we would have absorbed more than 1 kilo of Escherichia coli bacteria found in feces. In other words, we are consuming 1 kilo of poop! However, we do not run that risk when drinking beer (or rum, whiskey, vodka, wine or other liquors) because alcohol has to go through a distillation process of boiling, filtering and fermenting. WATER = POOP BEER = HEALTH Ergo, it is better to drink beer and talk shit, than to drink water and be full of shit. There is no need to thank me for this valuable information. I am doing it as a public service. borrowed from: T@ LostCherry When NASA firts started sending up astronauts, they quickly discovered that ball-point pens would not work in zero gravity. To combat this problem, NASA scientists spent a decade and $12 billion developing a pen that writes in zero gravity, upside down, underwater, on almost any servi

Dear Diary X X X
Over the past few months ive certainly done some life changing things x me an tribal have had calum, who is 6 months now (i wouldnt change it for the world. And now we are in the process of moving to cornwall over 200 miles away x tribal is already there an calum is at his grannys, its only been a few days but im finding it hard already x x After one long month ( which i shall add never again) i am back with my family, in my new house its so beautiful here and worth the wait, i love waking up an going out for a walk along the sea front ( which is 2 mins away)and listening to the waves x x x It gets harder as the days go on, its about a week since i had my boy in my arm an gave my partner a hug. An dont know how long it will be till i can see them x x I get to see them both on web cam but its not the same x x Love them both so much and missing them so much x x

*!!my Blogs !!*
1. Who are you? 2. Are we friends? 3. When and how did we meet? 4. Do you have a crush on me? 5. Would u kiss me? 6. Give me a nickname and explain why? 7. Describe me in 1 word! 8. What was ur first impression of me? 9. Do u still think the same? 10. What reminds u of me? 11. If you could give me anything wot would it be? 12. How well do u know me? 13. When's the last time u saw me if u ever saw me? 14. Ever wanted 2 tell me sumthing u couldn't? 15. To put it bluntly, wud u fuck me ? 16. Are you going to put this on ur blog and see what i say about you? 17. Would you ever meet up with me? 1. Slow Clo ... 2. Confuzed Clo .. 3. Cloda 4. BBQ 5. Spanky 6. Chubba Bubba (Jay Come Up With That .. But Ain't Really Used) 7. Cloth 8. Jugs 9. Clo-Earth (Toms Because I Call Him Thomas) 10. Chicken Pie 11. Nelson 12. Close Can You Think Of Anymore ?? :D

Believe Me, I Did Not Do It!
1. I love Pasta 2. I have to put my clothes on the same way every day 3. I hate clowns 4. Sunflowers are my fav flower 5. I look for the good in everyone, although I don't trust much of anyone 6. I hate things to be in my body that is not supposed to be there, lol I freak 7. I hate large amounts of water, shudder.... 8. I have some of the most kick ass friends here on CT 9. sick and twisted ppl make me smile.. 10. I take friendship seriously, so if you are not serious don't fuck with me..... Tell me why all the cute, sweet guys are either married OR 10,000 freaking miles away? lol Sigh... Went out today after work and went to this little independently owned music shop......Steve and I used to shop there ALL the time....The guy that owned it is named Art, and he really enjoyed when we came in....I had not seen Art since several months before Steve passed away...so figured I would go in there today and tell Art about Steve and then get some new cool tunes.....Art was in comp

Dj Scooby Doo's Blog
Hey everyone I'm a DJ at this awesome station come listen to me every night from 8 to 10 EST ^^^^^^^^^^^ ^^^^^^Click There^^^^^^ Hey I'm in a sexiest big beautiful man contest so this is your cance to show some love ladies just click the pic rate it waht you think it should be rated then leave me a coment to let me know what you think. Hey this is my first blog thought I'd let you guys know that. Thank you

=(^_^)= Englas Blog
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Darth's Opinion
The problems of this country are not because of Republicans or Democrats, but both of them. They should all be voted out of office and be replaced by independent candidates. The battle cry of the incumbents is that their opponents do not have the experience to do the job. Maybe they shouldn't. Those in office know all too well how to milk the fat cat system of government. We need leaders that don't know how to foster pork barrel politics and maintain the status quo. The founding fathers of this country knew full well the threat of political parties, but found no just way to negate them. It is up to the electorate to curb their power by voting on issues and not party affiliations. It is also the responsibility of the electorate to monitor the actions of elected officials to ensure they adequately perform their duties of office. We as Americans are all too ready to point fingers and place blame. It is the fault of the American people for the condition of our country. We continua

My Place
Thanskgiving that is, today is a different matter entirely. Yesterday we ate at my Aunts at 12:00pm I had a spoonful of everything here and then when we were done, we headed out to Emilys. We got there around 1:30pm...and I helped them finish cooking, and us girls talked and had a blast listening to the men yapping about their deep fried turkeys (by the way those are damn good).....We caught up on old times, laughed about new ones...and just had a down right ball. We ate at 5:15pm and then all converged to the front porch to smoke, and to talk some more. We discussed life, our lives now, our lives back then how we all grew up, how we all changed, and then how some of us had learned our hard lessons in life. At about 8:30 we all decided to go to the living room and play Win, Lose or Draw....that was hilarious as hell. Anyone know how hard it is to draw Nuclear Warfare? It was a trip..then we hung out somemore, and about 10:30 I left to come back to my Aunts house, got back here

Serious Stuff
I am still alive, waiting on some high speed internet, so that is why I am not on here much. It just takes way to damn long to navigate this page with dial-up. Hope all of my friends are well and that you all had a great holidays. If anyone would like to get in touch with me you can email me at stuepdassol@aol.com or contact me on myspace, I check it a lot more regularly. my myspace: http://www.myspace.com/Stue_pidassol hope to hear from you soon. so yeah I moved, but where I am living now all I have is dial-up, and if you don't know, this site is horrendous to use if you do not have a high speed connection, so I am still alive, just not much chance of getting on here for now, if anyone needs to get a hold of me, feel free to ask for my email address. I got a job... go me

Too All My Friends
Well it has been what over a year now here on Fubar.. I meet some pretty cool friends, causght up with some old ones and just mainly had fun on here.. Some of you been through hell with me, and for that I say thankyou.. Some of you have dealt with the horns and I think in those cases we both had fun... I guess I am writing this to say thanks to those on here who are my actual friends and to one that sometimes is more then a friend... You guys and gals rock.. Hope you have a good 2009. Seems I ain't posted a new one of these in a long time.. So lets just give a quick update.. I am going to be getting remarried in June.. I know Dragon said he wouldn't except he found the exception to the damn rules... Also have gotten a new place to live and my little girl is happy with both her soon to be step mom and her new room.. Now if I can only get the situation with my parents taken care of I'd be in seventh heaven.. Well I guess I write more later.. Peave out folks. Well lets s

Random
Lonely Little by little, you stop loving on me the mad wind of banners passed through my mind my love, my own in heart stop feeding of your love with out leaving mine seeking the new blossoms. No one wonders, is no one there No one will come on my life Lonely the days Lonely the times Lonely am I On my ways my lost soul wanders Alone in the life I FINALLY WENT TO MY FIRST CONCERT!!!! HANK WILLIAMS JR AND GRETCHEN WILSON IN ROANOKE RAPIDS NC...MY TOWN.....IT WAS SO FUCKIN AWESOME....I HAD A TOTAL BLAST.....I NEVER KNEW HOW MANY PEOPLE LOVED HANK AND GRETCHEN!!!!!I WILL BE HORSE IN THE MORNIN BUT IT WAS WORTH IT ALL THE WAY!!!!!THANKS FOR READING DONT BE AFRIAD TO LEAVE SOME COMMENTS!!!!LOVES YOU GUYS well tonight i was approved as a SEXYBEAST21~RIDER~...Just want to say thanks to all the RIDERS who accepted me...i loves you all

Huh
Could you Please explain what the heck is a Blog I write erotic fantasy stories. Any women interested in swapping stories? All will hear back frome me. Just email me and tell me what you like so I can write one exclusively for You

Blogs Eh?
I have been doing some thinking as I browse through the L.C. about the different types of people that get on here. I have been a part of L.C.for quite sometime, MySpace before that, and before all these online communities I was a chat room junkie too. So, basically it is about 10-12 years of experience talking here. Through all of this I have broken down the people who belong to these groups into one of five categories...and yes, I definitely belong to one of them. The categories and explanation follow: 1. Attention Cravers: Also known as attention whores, but I am not a fan of the whore expression. I mean a whore suggests that the person is giving something in return for what they are given...this is not the case with this group. Put simply these people put pics up until they are inundated (sp?) with comments and sexually explicit suggestions. They thrive on this attention! Many "experts" would suggest they are suffering from low self-esteem. I would disagree with this..

Humph
I have been sitting here in class all day and I dont know what to do! I dont want to be here, but I have to be. I hate it! Well this is muh first blog and I just wanted to get it out.... So I finally decided to come back on here, only to realize i dont have many friends on here... someone needs to help promote me and get me back to my original standings... love yall! Hey yall! Just thought I would say hi and tell yall that I am going to be on here more often! Feel happy I dont like to be online much, but yall are special enuff to be on here for! MMFWCL to yall! ~Jenn

Why
hey check out my 80's inspired slideshow... I was at a thrift store in Napa last Saturday buying supplies for the scarecrows I make and a lady that works there remembered me from years ago and she asked me if I used to be a caregiver and take care of a man in a wheelchair and I said yes. She said you were so sweet to him and made him happy. She said you used to have fun taking him out...I said you actually remember me? And she said yes you were really nice to him unlike his other nurse. I told her the agency told me I would last a day and I lasted 3 years. He is gone now and I miss him.. RIP Ray. Jeannie Hosted by Sparkle Tags

Just Me..
hey baby i know it has been awhile since i sent you an email or anything, cause well i see you every day now and i just tell you most things. well, i wanted to send you one and then i thought it would be better if i just wrote a blog so the whole world could read it. not like they will, but they could :D i love you so much baby. you are truly amazing. you are the best thing that has ever happened to me (twice :D). our relationship is not like anything i have ever known or even seen before. you are so supportive and understanding. things that i get upset with myself about or that people in my past would have been upset about mean absolutely nothing to you. somehow you only see the good things in me and none of the bad. it continues to surprise me every day. i keep expecting you to come home in a bad mood one day and get mad at me over something, anything, but you never, ever do. i wonder how long it will take me to get used to that, or if i ever will. i got so used to not being able to

Maggies Blog
Take a man and put him alone, Put him twelve thousand miles from home. Empty his heart of all but blood, Make him live in sand, in mud. This is the life I have to live, This the soul to God I give. You have your parties and drink your beer, While young men are dying over here. Plant your signs on the White House lawn; "Lets get out of Iraq". Use your signs and have your fun, Then refuse to use a gun. There's nothing else for you to do, Then I'm supposed to die for you? There is one thing that you should know; And that's where I think you should go! I'm already here and it's too late. I've traded all my love for all this hate. I'll hate you till the day I die. You made me hear my buddy cry. I saw his leg and his blood shed, Then I heard them say, "This one's dead". It was a large price for him to pay, To let you live another day. He had the guts to fight and die, To keep the freedom you live by. By his dying, your life he buys, But who gives a fuck if a Soldie

Poem I Wrote
Lost in a very dark place,inside of me Wishing someones love could set me free I've been alone for a very long time NowI wonder if happiness is a crime I'd give anything for a loving embace Or a loving smile upon your face I want to feel what I have never known Lonliness is chilling me right to the bone I got alot to give deep down inside Not all of my emotions have died All I ask is for is for one chance And not some bull shit song and dance I want what is so pure and true And to hear meaning behind the words I LOVE YOU Since I had to live without love I have been lost in blackness Desperately looking for a kind caress wishing for that special gift from up above with the purity of a dove Every night I wish upon a star wishing I was where you are living like this is pure hell and I know it all to well feeling sad and so very alone It chills me to the bone I will make amends for all I done so we can be together as one all I need is one more chanc

Disclaimer
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Mals Doing His Best Poems
I do my best to please everyone From being a friend to being a son Living the way I think is right Sometimes depressed,sometimes bright Always believing life is fun Even if I felt I could run and run Deep breathing, meditation yes tried then all But in trying to walk I take a fall Looking to the Horizon but no one there To full of themselves,or they don't care Computer isn't the answer though I try A regular friend don't make me cry Mal 10/06 Talk to me, why don't you talk to me I sit and stare at the screen and you dont say a word I want to smash that wall down and make you Computer can you hear me, can you hear me. Hey are you so stuck up or is it my age Can you hear me,no well clean your ears You aint polite your a mess hey talk to handsome Can you hear me, hey you can you hear me Hey I don't really care so you just sit there I put my thoughts on paper what do you do Sit there and pretend you want a friend Can you hear me, can you hear me Well I f....

Poetry
Thunder Darkness encroaches Upon the dimming sky Clouds keeping stars From my searching eye My pulse beats faster As the rumble starts The thunder echoes In time with our hearts Tingling bare skin Feels the charged air As the wind begins to whip Through long dark hair The rain comes down Chilling my bones Rivers of water Calling my curves home Wet warm lips Parting in hunger Longing for yours Wanting you to plunder Wet soft skin Feeling so alive Needing your touch Wanting to thrive Hidden in the night I open myself to you Hoping you will accept Not knowing what you will do Distance keeps you from me My heart is yours to take The night we share apart Eternity we make Passions Dream The feel of your hand Glides through my long hair Cupping my chin Your lips almost there. Warmth brushes my lips Yours upon mine My heart skips a beat Is this but a sign? My head leans back Your lips find my pulse It quickens yet more I r

Lickaliscious
Well damn when old hits ya it really hits. Thought i would keep some posted since i have not been on here for awhile and i am sure those of u who do talk to me are wondering wher the hell i have been. i have Been having probs with my lungs and now going for surgery come the 31st, that wasn't enough i had to find out that i have to see an eye specialist due to fact i have cataracts in both my eyes :( SHEEEEEEEEEESH alls i want is to live life as i have been in the past not with these damn health probs, I will not b on much at all now as my father has been told that he is now dieing and nothing docs can do for him, they can't even give him how much longer he has to live. HOPE ALL HAVE HEALTHIER FAMS/LIFES...theres no hell cause we live in it. One question i always ask myself, it hurts so much to lose ONE u love but how much does it hurt that person having to lose ALL he loves. :( http://www.fubar.com/mum.php?id=255871

First Timer
this is the first time that i have entered a site like this and would love to have a female help me out... i am so completely lost on here. if you would you can add me to yahoo. would love to chat more with ya. not sure if i can post my yahoo add here but it is the same as my screen name on here.

For My Grandmother
We grieve for ourselves, not those who have passed, for they are in a far better place. Grieve for yourself and for those who will feel the loss. Then the joy of the life can fill you. Grandmother: Soft hands, Strong Heart. Loving arms, Now we're apart. Laughter ringing In my ears. So many memories, Over the years. I light a candle For you this night. I love you so With all my might. With your parting There is a space My heart is torn It's out of place Your warm smile Your loving ways Well be with me All my days. I love you

Ct How-tos & Help
We get the question "How does one get married on Fubar?" alot...so just follow these steps... Step 1: Find a wifey/husband Step 2: Visit their profile and fu-propose to them Step 3: Contact a Fubar Pastor or Judge Step 3: Get married and have lots of Fubar babies.... Below is a list of some Pastors or Judges: Judge AlicePain is my passion~Just Mee~~Dj StrykePastor TokenPastor AndyTinkLost In the DarkPastor CherrypieSabrina K Wild HorseDJ Dark ChemistSeanGraveDiggerSeleneCorvenious***For those interested in becoming a Pastor or Judge...it's easy Step 1: Self proclaim yourself a Pastor Step 2: Marry people (If you know a pastor/are a Pastor and want your name on this list just let me know...I'll be happy to add ya to the list) HOW TO DELETE YOUR ACCOUNT First, if there is anything that we can help you with in order to solve a technical or information challenge, please let one of the CherryTAP Bouncers or Scrapper know. We will do our best to help iron out what ever it is. If

Oh, My Toutured Mind Screams For Purple Soda!!
so... i see we have a new feature here at LC. now, i only read one of these. and it was acually pretty good (yes, seeqer, yours). well, i really dont have too much to say at the present, just bored. i guess maybe i should be nice and share some of my worldly knowledge and power, let you in on my secrets of how to gain vast wealth and riches, or maybe even give you my favorite recipe for monkey brains and elephant dong bisque. well, no, any of those would take entirely too long to explain. truth is, ladies and gentlemen, i own the worlds only monkey/zombie/human hybrid boy (not for sale)and he will one day rule the world. i think that might sum things up for now. i need to go lemur hunting later, so i must prepare. oh, and if you were wondering about the title of this little blathering, well, heed that advice. ~deidra~ You scored as Dragon. Dragon: Now talk about a legend. These magnificent creatures are of many species. Some can be as large as the Ea

Poems
A field of blood roses blowing in the wind. Angels crying down from a far. A figure standing alone in the midst. He’s caught within himself holding back the hatred he’s felt for years. His woman long since gone now only dust blowing in the wind. He has nothing but pain left. Morning and Night to deaths delight his swords bring home cold blood and broken bodies. the widowed lover. He’s the soured warrior. The corporeal form of the reaper. He’s death itself he's the angel that wakes me with a kiss. and holds me close when hell is on it's way.in his reflection love is all i see. he gives me the strength to take those steps day after day. without his kindness. without his undying affection i'd be lost. wondering through time and space. not knowing how to feel. not knowing what to live for.he is my every dream. my every wish. he is the one i love. both my day and night. he is my angel. my dark prince. my love. his eyes are full of emotions that i cannot place his embrace has a tender

Good Stuff To Eat
2 3/4 cups Green Giant® SELECT® frozen broccoli florets 1 bag (19 oz) frozen cheese-filled tortellini 1 container (10 oz) refrigerated Alfredo pasta sauce or 1 jar (1 lb) Alfredo pasta sauce 1/4 cup shredded Parmesan cheese (1 oz) 1. Cook broccoli and tortellini as directed on bags. Drain; place in large serving bowl. 2. Meanwhile, in 1-quart saucepan, heat pasta sauce ov

Currently
I know I shouldnt be bothered by people at work but when they ask me to do stupid stuff it really aggravates the hell outta me. So much today I had to leave and drive around to calm down now im a little bit better but these assholes better watch it. How come i'm the onewho ends with ink from the copier machine all over me when I wasnt the one using it yesterday and broke it. No Im the one who has to fix it so now i supopose they think im a repair technician what the hell ever How is it that I work my ass off all day and have a second job but yet I still seem to have no money after bills. I'm exhausted from it. Right now I got 3 or more guys wanting to sleep with me but they don't want to be with me wtf? Its a rainy and dreary day not o cold but cold enough for me to wear a sweatshirt. 35 minutes and i get to go pick up one of the boys god help me. I had a procedure done friday which prevents me from any sexual activity which really sucks since its been since last saturday(shhhh.... wa

Sean's Blog
Everyone's invited to come and join my forum. It's a free forum. All you do is register to join and then you receive an e-mail to activate your account. Sounds simple enough right? It is. In fact, you may have seen one my hot friends on here - Sadie. She's my best friend. She's a member there. And she'll be the first to tell you what a great place Sean's World is. In fact, she's not just a member but she's one of the moderators. The forum has several boards. Boards include: The Hangout (for general chat) Music, Movies & TV (self-explanatory) Pic Requests (for requesting non-nude pics for members to post that you'd like to see. Sych as people wearing red.) Photo Booth (for showing off your non-nude pics) Relationship Talk (self-explanatory) Sports Report (self-explanatory) And many, many more. There's also adult boards for those of us 18 and older. And there's an arcade with over 500 games that updates daily. So come and join everyone. Here's

Memoirs Of A Painted Lady
i finally get to log on here again & get a message from the lc bodyguards or whatever the fuck theyre called saying that one of my default photos was deemed adult...and come to find out it was my bondage bettie page animation. wtf?! this is the same kind of big brother shit that is driving me away from myspace.errrrrrghhh You are Bettie Page Girl next door with a wild streak You're a famous beauty - with unique look And the people like you are cultish about it What Famous Pinup Are You? see you off into the mid-morning sunlight it gets hot here in my neck of the ghetto we hug, we smile and bid one another adieu for now and tho we have talked about the past about our reasonings there is still so much left unsaid so many mixed messages which signal do i answer? why can't you answer my simplest of questions? why do you stare at the ground instead of into my eyes? do you not have the courage to tell me what it is y

Poetry And Random Writing...
Shadow bred and Shadow born Through scales of grey descending Skating through the fogs of night Breath of Dark is rending. Gliding here and lurking there Wherever you must turn Light not the wicked candle This darkness will not burn. Sliding through the grounded clouds No step heard nor felt But gathering shades of warriors Into the shadows melt. Look not too hard, or you may see Those long lost returning Bygone heroes with eldritch light Their restless eyes are burning. T'is not safe to stroll alone Through midnight's gathered mass But wait for dawn, and with its light, This madness soon shall pass. (c) 2008 D. R. Hyden 9/8/2008 Those would ask from whence they stand What does it take to love a man? Is it his face or form or mind? That draws the eye and heart doth bind? I say to them, in truth complete Love is blind, it does not see. A handsome face can turn your head But when beauty fades, what's in its stead? A well turned leg or muscled ar

A,m. Blurbs.
Well,Folks its been quite the year, I got engaged,i had surgery(hernia),i lost my job,i had enlightenment,joy and pain, but most of all i realized that no matter what i look like ill always have true love. you see my life had been a bumpy empty-minded road til about the year of 2006. When i realized I finally needed to get a clear mind,So i went to A psychic, skeptic minded and she had told me that i was going to find my soulmate that year , and boy was i surprised to find toby(SBC) about a month or two later. We have been togther ever since. you see my life would have been ended that year now i realize. I was in a bad spot. I love him as you all probably might see. I also found my family, Something i had thought ilost many years ago..although its going to take sometime to learn all about them again.I do love them ,I may not like some of them ,but i do love them. I also had found friendship. I never really liked being friends with other girls. But magnolia.blossum sure did cha

My Silver Lining..
Do I need him in my life for days to come. To grow, to learn, to trust, to love. Obstacles, always obstacles get in the way. Like a cloud in the sky who's shape over time changes with the wind, this changes as well. Ever so slowly over time. Does it change into a mass of nothingness, or another beautiful shape to continue on. What is to become of these changes. A growing period for all. I feel as though my mind is working alone. As though I am here with only myself. My soul, it works alone. Are you not the one for me. I need to feel more connected. That is what I yearn for in my life. At this time in my life. A communicator, a teacher, a lover and a friend. A cloud with a silver lining.

Me
For any of those who care to ask, I am just me. I am on this site to make friends and I have made many. I am not here to "hook' up via cam or anything like that. I wont be on here much because of school so dont think i am being rude.

While You Sleep, I Destroy Your World
i just got sick of the internet all together, and haven't really been getting on a whole hell of a lot. anyway, what's been going on? let's see.... me and pookie hooked up with a girl we were supposed to get with years ago, and that went horrible. needless to say, she got "fired" and now it's just back to me and pookie again. i guess we're still open to a 3rd in the future, but are we ever gonna be picky now. hmmm. what else? oh yeah, we resurrected the old Pigfucker Records label as the new Creepy Guy Records. we're mainly dealing in music of the extreme variety ( black metal, punk - as in REAL punk, and powerviolence.). none of that pussy ass MTV-friendly shit on our label...lol. we should have a few CDs dropping this year, and should also have a full blown record store up and running when we move to Seattle later in the year. more on that soon, i'm sure. other than that, not a whole lot new. thanx to all the ppl who didn't delete my sorry ass and continued to leave me comments and

My So Called Life
My mothers smile (all the tears) I’ve never been my mother With her strength I wish I was She laughs at what would beak me down She’ll hug me just because But through all the tears I’ve wiped away, I have my mothers smile I find her hope amazing She’s found the help of faith She’s found all the joy in life Through all the love and hate But through all the tears I’ve wiped away, I have my mothers smile She’ll amaze you with her wisdom The kind I wish I knew She’ll show the true compassion With the hurt that she’s been through. But through all the tears I’ve wiped away, I have my mothers smile. someday she won’t be here But I’ll hold her in my soul Because no matter what the distance I will always know Through all the tears I’ll wipe away I have my mothers smile…… it is 6:49 in the morning and i cant sleep anymore. i am getting married in about 9 hours to the man of my dreams. i never thought i would re marry again one failed attemp

Fucked
Man what a fucked up two weeks its been.I got fucken stranded, betrayed by the family and one of my friends went crazy on me literally..Yup it sux being me right now..Ah fuck it i guess this shit too shall pass ey..I jus hope its sooner than later.Fuck enuff with this vulnerable crap I hate it..BLAH BLAH BLAH! MAKE ME NUMB..MMM happy pills..lol I jus got banned from posting fucken bulletins..why u ask ? For repositng a fucken bulletin that was considerd fucken NSFW..arent we all fucken adults here like wtf!!! and I got banned for it fucken bullshit muthafuckers!!!!! I WANNA BE DEAD

Dirty Thoughts From Under The Covers
Right now, I just cannot take the whole serious-relationship thing. I'm alone? No, not really. I have a job and four kids. Love Life? Well, yeah, that will suck for a while, but right now, its just for the best. I just need a breather for a bit. I need time to sit and think, get over my bronchitis, and re-evaluate my life. Escaping the possibility of jailtime and the issues I'm having with my ex-husband are just completely emotionally draining. I tell people all the time that I need a vacation! I don't think I need a physical vacation, though it would be nice. I need an emotional vacation!! I need free from all the stress. Before I hurt any feelings, this 'blog' is NOT directed towards anyone. I'm just writing down the thoughts in my head. You scored as Mermaid. Mermaid: Mermaids are also known as Sirens. These creatures were beautiful women who tricked sailors into becoming completely entranced by their haunting voices and found death soon after. Not all stories of Me

Pbmax94
Ok why are all these guys looking at me. I just dont get it. If they are gay hey thats cool i'll take their votes. I'd consider it a complement. However i am strait. Oh well, i just needed to get that off my chest. One more thing, why the hell do people insist on pulling out in front of delivery (bread) trucks. I drive one for work and at least once a day i almost cream some dumb ass who pulls out right in front of me. Is because they dont wnat to get stuck behind me cause they think im gonna go slow. It would really slow them down if i just ran right into them. Trust me folks, you dont want that to happen. It will total your car, and dent the bumber of the truck. These trucks don't stop as well as cars people. Ok i'm done for now. Thank you for your attention I guess this is where i get to rant and rave about what ever is on my mind. Unfortunatly i have a cold so nothing is coming to mind right now. You all know how that is, everything is foggy. If anyone has any questions they would

Funny Things :d
Camel Toe A few days ago I was at the auto parts store when a blonde came in and asked for a seven-hundred-ten. No one had any clue what the part was -- even the manager. "Come on!" she said, exasperated. "Every car I've ever had has one! But mine fell off, and I need a new one." Finally, I stepped in. "Would it help to look under my hood, and you can point out what it is you want?" I asked. "Yes!" she exclaimed, and I led the blonde to my car with a parade of parts guys right behind. I opened the hood. "Is there a 710 on this car?" I asked. She pointed and said, "Of course, it's right there!" And here's what we saw:

Misc.
15 Things You Probably Never Knew or Thought About 1. At least 5 people in this world love you so much they would die for you. 2. At least 15 people in this world love you in some way. 3. The only reason anyone would ever hate you is because they want to be just like you. 4. A smile from you can bring happiness to anyone, even if they don't like you. 5. Every night, SOMEONE thinks about you before they go to sleep. 6. You mean the world to someone. 7. If not for you, someone may not be living. 8. You are special and unique. 9. Someone that you don't even know exists loves you. 10. When you make the biggest mistake ever, something good comes from it. 11. When you think the world has turned its back on you, take a look: you most likely turned your back on the world. 12. When you think you have no chance of getting what you want, you probably won't get it, but if you believe in yourself, probably, sooner or later, you will get it. 13. R

Pets
10 COMMANDMENTS FOR RESPONSIBLE PET OWNERS (author unknown) 1. My life is likely to last 10-15 years. Any separation from you will be very painful. 2. Give me time to understand what you want of me. 3. Place your trust in me - it is crucial for my well being. 4. Don't be angry with me for long, and don't lock me up as punishment. You have your work, your friends, your entertainment. I HAVE ONLY YOU ! 5. Talk to me. Even if I don't understand your words, I understand your voice when it's speaking to me. 6. Be aware that however you treat me, I'll NEVER forget it. 7. Before you hit me, remember that I have teeth that could easily crush the bones in your hand, but I choose not to bite you. 8. Before you scold me for being lazy or un-cooperative, ask yourself if something might be bothering me. Perhaps I'm not getting the right food, I've been out in the sun too long, or my heart may be getting old and weak. 9. Take care of me when I get old. You too, will grow old. 10.

The Mind And Rants Of A Fuck Up
This will just be a quick update about the things that have happened to me since the last time I updated...which seems to be about 3 years ago. To start, I'm 23 now and I hate it. So, I was at Gettysburg College and beginning my sophmore year when I gave one of my exs from high school a second chance and we have been together (not necessarily always happy) since then. We are going on 4 years of being together. Our 4 year anniversary is this month and we're both excited to celebrate it, like we are excited to celebrate every year we're together. :) Gettysburg College was jerking me around. I couldn't decide what my maor was going to be and when i finally decided, the department chair was NEVER keeping the appointments, so I had to do more tracking down than I needed. When I finally got into the department, it hit me that all the degree was going to get me was a starving artist position. If I was lucky, I MAYBE could get a job in a gallery, but I wanted to create art more than r

Love Poems And Other Outrageous Nonsense...
Traditional Taurus Traits: 1. Patient and reliable 2. Warmhearted and loving 3. Persistent and determined 4. Placid and security loving ON THE DARK SIDE:.. 1. Jealous and possessive 2. Resentful and inflexible 3. Self-indulgent and greedy SWEEPEE`S QUOTE: SEDUCE MY MIND WITH INTELLIGENCE... FIND MY SOUL WITH LOVE... AND I`M YOURS FOREVER... PEACE... LOVE LOVE..is the color of a purple BMW M6 racing down I-71. LOVE..is the taste of a Hawaiian sundae ice cream on a cool spring day LOVE..is the feelof my children hugging me because they want to. LOVE..is the sight of my children playing freeze tag together without fighting LOVE..is the smell of the British Sterling colonge on the one I let get away.

Poems
I can’t forget I can’t forget that night The rev of the engine The look in his eyes Starring devishly over at the other driver Tries burn out on both sides Flying down 502 as they sailed to the finish Nothing can stop them now It’s just too late The headlights flash as a driver comes head on Nothing could change what was happening now Screeching tires haunt me in my head The sounds of the crash are still fresh in my mind The burst of flames Screams from the car Trapped inside they are now All trying to help but nothing works Burning alive inside that car Frantically trying to save them Nothing is helping That night they died young Written in memory of Leo Callahan and Toni Beckage forever together 4/26/05 ~fallen angel~ TO TOM i feel like an ass i feel like a jerk and everything eles rolled into one..... i knew this was to good to be true im broken and brused but now im down for the count..... down for the count but not dead yet my he

Angel
this guy i have know fior a long time something happen to him cause today i was talking to him and he said if i meant any to you you will get a webcam now the don i know would never said any thing like that thats not the don i know so i had to tell him its over so i can't please him any more i have done everything he wanted he has never done any thing for me its over i will be hurting for a while Find me here And speak to me I want to feel you I need to hear you You are the light That is leading me To the place where I find peace again You are the strength That keeps me walking You are the hope That keeps me trusting You are the life to my soul You are my purpose You're everything And how can I Stand here with you And not be moved by you Would you tell me How could it be Any better than this You calm the storms You give me rest You hold me in your hands You won't let me fall You steal my heart And you take my breath away Would you

Love Love Love
OMG ...we had an awesome time. We went to the Funny Bone in Huntington ..the comedians were simply hilarious. The food was good and we just had fun. Then I got this big bright idea to go to the gay bar. Now that was fun! ha ha ha...I got completely shitfaced. I think I had like 6 beers and 4 shots of tequila ..woooo weeee ...I was the life of the party then. I got into a conversation about blow jobs with a gay guy - imagine that! He was telling me how to give one! Paaaaalease boy! I didn't argue though - I was a good girl and just noded and went on. I didn't figure I was going to win that one - at least in his mind. LOL We had a great time. Although the 4 other girls I went with didn't really enjoy the gay bar too much ...ha ha ha! imagine that once again! They said I was the entertainment - hey everybody has to be something :) I'm thinking we need to at least have a girls night out once a month Lyrics to 'Lips of an angel' by Hinder. Honey why are you calling me so late I

Poetry
CALVIN I ONLY HAD HIM FOR A DAY NOW HE HAS GONE TO HEAVEN TO PLAY I DIDN'T CARE THAT HE HAD PARVO OH HOW I LOVED HIM SO I ONLY CRIED THAT HARD ONE OTHER TIME I COULD NEVER SALE MY MEMORIES FOR A DIME I KNOW IT HAPPEND FOR A GOOD REASON I JUST DONT KNOW WHY IT HAD TO BE THIS SEASON HE WAS CHEERFUL AND FULL OF LOVE IM JUST GLAD HE WENT UP ABOVE HE WAS STRONG AND BLACK HE WOULDN'T DARE ATTACK HE WAS ONE OF A KIND I JUST WISH I KNEW AHEAD IN TIME ~J.S.O.~ I NEVER KNEW HOW MUCH I LOVED YOU UNTIL I LOST YOU..... YOU ARE ONE OF A KIND YOU STAY ON MY MIND TOO BAD WE DONT LIVE IN THE SAME STATE OR ELSE EVERYTHING WOULD BE ALL GREAT I AM SORRY IF I CAUSED YOU ANY HURT OR PAIN I NOW CRY LIKE A STORM OF RAIN I NEVER MEANT TO STRAY IN MY HEART YOU WILL FOREVER STAY I MISS YOU ALL SO MUCH I WISH WE COULD GET BACK TOGETHER AND SUCH THERE IS NOBODY ELSE LIKE YOU THAT MAKES ME FEEL THE W

Kokology....
ONE DAY A BLUE BIRD SUDDENLY FLIES THROUGH A WINDOW INTO YOUR ROOM AND IS TRAPPED. SOMETHING AB OUT THIS LOST BIRD ATTRACTS YOU AND YOU DECIDE TO KEEP IT. BUT TO YOUR SUPRISE, THE N3EXT DAY THE BIRD HAS CHANGED COLOR FROM BLUE TO YELLOW! THIS VERY SPECIAL BIRD CHANGES COLOR AGAIN OVERNIGHT- ON THE MORNING OF THE THIRD DAY IT IS BRIGHT RED, AND NON THE FOURTH IT TURNS COMPLETELY BLACK. WHAT COLOR IS THE BIRD WHEN YOU WAKE UP ON THE FIFTH DAY? 1. THE BIRD DOESNT CHANGE COLOR; IT STAYS BLACK. 2. THE BIRD TURNS BACK TO ITS ORIGINAL BLUE. 3. THE BIRD TURNS WHITE. 4. THE BIRD TURNS GOLDEN COLORED. < < < < < THE BIRD THAT FLEW INTO YOUR ROOM SEEMED LIKE A SYMBOL OF GOOD FORTUNE, BUT SUDDENLY IT CHANGED COLOR , MAKING YOU WORRY THAT HAPPIENESS WOULD NOT LAST. YOUR REACTION TO THIS SITUATION SHOWS HOW YOU RESPOND TO DIFFICULTIES AND UNCERTAINTY IN REAL LIFE. 1. THOSE WHO SAID THE BIRD STAYS BLACK HAVE A PESSIMISTIC OUTLOOK. DO YOU TEND TO BELEVE THAT ONCE A SITUATION GOES BAD, IT

Travelling...
So, I'm having fun in Folsom. No, I haven't been to the prison. But still fun. Didn't realized how much I missed Justin. He's my best bud. Right now he is playing Hitman:Blood Money and listen to Pepper. Very strange combo...but that's J for ya. Anywho, I'm going to get back to my vacation. For all who were concerned for me...I'M FRICKIN HAPPY. Nuf said. *mwah!* love you all I miss him sooooo much. I wish I was there already. I'm very impatient, did I mention that? *tear* So, I've never been more relax. And I so don't wanna go back to work. Blah! But as of the 13th I have to go back to being a responsable adult. It's times like this that I miss being a child. But truthfully, despite everything, I'm feeling really happy still, although a little cold, so I'm going to go and turn the heat up. And maybe have my first cigarette in like 5 days, cuz I'm really wanting a cigarette (stupid adictive substances!) I love you all!

My Thoughts
Hey people, I see all the drama going around about people giving unwanted advice and/or opinions...Come on folks, this isn't myspace...I'm basically writing this to introduce myself to everyone... I am a 33 year old armed security sergeant, working for a security/private investigation organization in northeastern Ohio. My hobbies are surfing the net, drag racing, target shooting, going to car shows, and anything else that captures my need for speed. The love of my life, Erin is also on my page, first spot in my family when noone on the list is online... The rest of my family list except 2 are people I know personally, all are awesome people. My friends list is primarily made up of pretty, classy, and curvy ladies that I think have class...I'm not big on the ones that take pics where You can see the ovaries...Come on folks...yuck...lol Anything else You want to know about me, just ask...I love to chat...Oh and become my fan, I return the favor...spread the love and the po

Wtf
so lifes been busy havent been online much to update everyone! i had my baby girl maddy on april 12th shes such a lil character but ashton loves her to bits! decided recently its time to start my life over..so im moving myself and my kids across the country to nova scotia but i'll have to post pics real soon! well im getting bigger still by the day so it seems im leaving work soon..i wanted to stay as long as possible..but im having some issues where i cant be on my feet for 8 hours.. ah well besdies that im still dying to find a baby name for my little girl..i have a few..but i cant decide but yea thought i would update all is going well.. well im 21 weeks now!! im soo excited and yesterday i went for an ultrasounf to make sure everythings going good and i found out IM HAVING A GIRL im sooo excited..i have my little boy..now im going to have my little girl i think im going to name her savanah rose...unless someone comes up with something better LO

Shay's Digital Diary Of Senseless Ramblings...
Welcome to my first Blog here on Lost Cherry... Feel free to comment on anything I say on here... :) Tho I should warn you I tend to be very blunt and to the point, so I apologize if anything offends anyone... ... tho if it does, I guess you just won't read again so .. whatever ...LOL Ok .. this has been one of those weeks where I am not sure whether I wanna scream, change my name and run away, or just get comepletley drunk and say "piss on it"... possibly all three options would be a good idea LOL I have been going stir crazy the last few days, and have come to the conclusion that it is time to get the hell out and create as much noise as humanly possible. SO, tomorrow night I am going to head up to Niagara Falls and hit the Victoria Inn... have way too many drinks, let my hair down, sing up a storm and crawl my ass back into bed sometime around 4 am... after all, a girl has to have some fun, right? Then again, what often starts out being a good idea to have fun, can

Randomly Lost
Well I just made Twisted and sence this blog thing is here now thought I would start off by sayin thank you to all my friends and that to please keep saying the nice things you have sent me I welcome also any suggestions you may have. Thank Y/you A/all The Twisted Licker (stacy) ***Your Linguistic Profile:*** 55% General American English 35% Dixie 5% Upper Midwestern 0% Midwestern 0% Yankee What Kind of American English Do You Speak? http://www.blogthings.com/whatkindofamericanenglishdoyouspeakquiz/ hello to all todays blog is simply me tell you about this day 10 years ago. Oct. 11, 1996 7:00 am i arrived at work, my wife was still in bed when i had left cause for the first time in her 9 months and 2 weeks of pregence she had morning sicness, well at about 7:30 i get a call from her say "I need you to come home, i think im having contractions". Well i tell my boss and out the door i go, and at 7:11 pm. my Son, Matthew, was born, he was so beautiful and had a fine

Riding Free!
I want to thank everyone for leaving comments and rating pics. feel free to leave more anytime...I am working on trying to get up another level !!!! Thanks guys!! HI everyone, sorry been off line for a while...would love to hear how things are going for all of you! I started a catagory to add some of my friends to if they want. I rip their pic and put a link for you if you want or not link either way is cool..Hope everyone has a great week!! Lots of love to all my friends on LC!!!!

Arg
Everyone is online... and all there is is SILENCE. You guys must have all found some sweet looking fuckin chick to be busy jacking off for that long LOL Peace, fuckers. I give up trying to fucking convince you I love you. You apparently DONT understand that I just need some time apart right now to put my fucking life back together. I fucking dealt with it the WHOLE time you were in jail thank you very much and you cant deal with just letting me get my shit together. It wouldnt be such a fucking long wait if you were doing the same. Time flies when you're busy. Sometimes people can just take you by surprise. I was feeling more and more like everyone I had an intimate sort of friendship with was bailing on me. Infact even my relationship was pissing me off earlier. Actually, I've been depressed. None of those things even, just.. everything. And it's funny, because just when I feel like everything is shit, someone comes out of the woodwork and makes everything feel better. You see the

My Crazy Life
I want my son to be home so bad right now. It is getting close to my fave holiday, and knowing he will be stuck at the hospital, just makes me sad. Lately I just want to be by myself. Just me and my son, no one else. According to my dr, it is post-partum depression. I dont want to talk to anyone, I dont want to do anything, all I want is my son. He is my best friend. You should see the way he looks at his mommy. He knows when I am there, and if I am not holding him, he is looking around for me. We have such a special bond. That no one can break. So please understand if I do not talk to anyone for awhile. I just need some time to myself. This is a very crazy time for me, and I just need some time to myself. So please just give me a few days, to be by myself, and to spend some quality alone time with my son, because that is what I need right now. Thank you for understanding. When did LC get a blog? Did I miss something? I love writing blogs LOL.. So

Sandwiches
The Complete and Utter Idiot's Guide to Making a Baloney sandwich. by David Neilsen Hello. Welcome to The Complete and Utter Idiot's Guide to Making a Baloney and Cheese Sandwich. Ready for Lunch? Good! Let's begin! We're going to start our journey by assuming that you already possess each of the individual items you'll be needing to make this sandwich. It's a bit of a stretch, I know, but Lord knows we don't have time to take you shopping. So, that said, the first thing you're gonna need is a place to make your sandwich. My suggestion would be a plate. So reach into your cupboard and grab a plate. Any will do. No, that's a bowl. Plates are flat. Right, yes, that's flat, but it's a cutting board. Plates are going to be round. Yes the bowl is round, but it's not flat, is it? Just.. Christ, forget it. Grab that cutting board you had in your hands. Perfect. Put it down.On the counter, not the floor. Much better. Alright, you're ready to start. You need bread. P

Rudegurl's Blog
I am going to upload more pictures of Shakes later- but this cute little mouse of a kitten slept right next to my head all night long- he is seriously the most adorable little baby animal. He is fearless and playful, my dog is scared to death of him which is simply silly because the kitten weighs about 15 ozs and the dog weighs about 55 lbs- its prety funny to wittness. I love this fucking song I am totally pissed off. Across the field behind my house there lives a cute little boxer named Roxanne. Roxanne is a beautiful fawn boxer, petite in size and perfect markings- she lives with a big family a divirced dad and five boys- none of which will take resposibility for her. Becasue roxanne isnt fixed she goes into heat regularly. Anyways- for the past three months Roxanne's fence has had HUGE GIANT holes in it- in fact whole sections of fence knocked to the ground. Well, i have an australian shepard who is not fixed- because he will be eligible for studding in the next six m

Mooks
a mook is a furry little animal about the size of a kitten or puppy, they are very lovable and enjoy having thier bellies rubbed. they come in all colors some even in rainbow colors. they are breed and raised on a farm here in Fort Pitt, PA. They was discovered in an accidently typo when a friend posted on a blog group "I have my mook under my bed." instantly the book that was suppose to be there turned into a fuzzy mook and they now breed like rabits.

Friends
There is no life without you. Without you there is emptiness, sadness, and pain. How can I live a day without you? I cant because if you are not there by my side, I cry, all turns to gray and darkness fills the sky with tears. My life without you is nothing, my life without you is empty. My love for you is eternal, and it will always be there for you as so will I. You gave me the key to your heart, I locked it in mine and I promised to never let it go. My soul is powered by your love, the only thing in this world that keeps it alive, is you. Day by day it is you, that makes me smile, that makes me laugh, and inside makes me cry because you, and your love, is so special to me, you spark my life with joy. Every night I cry not yet a tear of sadness, but a tear of happiness. Ever since I met you, I never knew that love can feel so good, I never knew my heart could beat so fast, so strong. You have filled my life with happiness but most of all you have filled my heart with love. Bef

The Wall
I lay there in the mass of pillows enjoying the sensations that had occurred not an hour ago. My body was still humming from the pleasures Jade and Naomi had ministered to me. My mind worked over her finial words to me. She had effectively became a switch, submitting to me that all she had is mine. I looked down at their sleeping forms and smiled. Slipping easily from under them I went to the garage where the Wall was stored and saw the exposed nose of Kasha. I checked my watch and pressed the button to open the wall to the maximum range. Kasha's body was glistening with sweat as she looked down at me. I smiled at her and took a feather from a place on the wall; ever lightly I traced the very tip of the feather over her lower calves. Her ebony skin perking up with goose bumps as she shivered. I watched this with interest bringing the feather up her leg toward her impaled pussy. She moaned softly at this watching me intently. That would not do; I put the feather down, pulled o

Sizi Seviyorum
dont think you the best one .nobody the best one in the bed ..aand you dont know abt me how is my bed and how is it to make love wth me and did you know that i would like to in ur side omg. iam going to losing my mind without you..please give me some love give me some heart give me some a soul..

Unknown Entries
Reflections Rewind it back countless times in my mind, Take a look and then you’ll see. The treasure was lost, nothing left to be found, No one even remembers me. The light you saw, was nothing more than a blanket, To shelter me from the truth. A tool to build, this false life of regret, I feel like I’m breaking loose. Cant you see that my life was a lie? Couldn’t you see all the pain in my eye’s? Did you hear when my heart screamed so loud? I beg for guidance as I look to the clouds. Look in the mirror and see what I see, What is it that I’ve become? Lost in the dark never a chance to be, Sight unseen of eternal love. Do I deserve the gift that stands before me? Or did I throw it all away? I didn’t really realize my ego told me what to see I fell even closer to it every day. Cant you see that my life was a lie? Couldn’t you see all the pain in my eye’s? Did you hear when my heart screamed so loud? I beg for guidance as I look to the clouds. Pain is w

It Is Blog Time..
The adrenaline rushed through me. My lungs heaved and heart slowly stopped pounded in my chest and ears. It seemed so loud the people next door could hear it, but they were dead. I looked back at the floor, and saw my mother, well, the thing that was my mother, decapitated. I looked at him, with so many questions in my eyes, but spoke only one thing…. “How did you kill her? I mean, she was dead! But, but, she wasn’t! She came back to life but it wasn’t her!” “She became the undead dear. If you or I didn’t kill her, she would have killed us. It’s simple really…. Haven’t you seen a zombie flick or read a horror story before? Destroy the brain… destroy the zombie!” He explained with a glee in his eye. “So what do we do now?” I asked him, expecting the worst. “We get the fuck outta here. This isn’t a safe place, I haven’t seen a living person on this whole block and nightfall approaches in a few hours. “ “Okay, where will we go?” “I have a place nearby that’s a solid

O ' O .rachelles Ramblings. O ' O
Bruises of Many Fourteen years old and leaving all I knew, good bye country life..bring on the new started off good, but what did I do I was falling apart, and it was all because of you... Here comes another drink so Ill get high to ease the pain for I know when she gets drunk her temper goes insane... Please can you help me, shes beating me again my body has been full of bruises since I cant remember when... Her hand is on my throat, Im thrown against the wall why hasnt anyone called the police, please just make the call... Eightteen years old, Im out on a date my mother picks a fight, cause Im a half an hour late... She pulls my hair till Im on the ground then gets on top of me to smack me around... My hair comming out in patches, blood blisters on my face my mother beat me up again, and I feel like such a disgrace... You can bring a horse to water, but you cant make it drink you can bring a criminal to order, but you cant make him thi

News Of Me
Aaron Sorkin. So glad to have you back. You are a god, a master of words, of poignancy, of friendships, of humor. If Aaron Sorkin (West Wing, Sports Night, now Studio 60), Rob Thomas (Veronica Mars, Cupid), Joss Whedon (Buffy the Vampire Slayer), and J. Michael Strazynski (Babylon 5) wrote everything on television, I would never leave my couch. I'd just sit there, taking in their dialogue, their way with words, characters, moods, plots... slowly turning into the ultimate couch potato. Oh, wait, I'm sort of already heading there. Ah, well, at least I'll potato happily! For Geoff, who will never read this Sometimes I think of passion as something foreign to me. An inexplicable emotion that somehow motivates the sufferers to heedless acts of impetuousness that I can never understand, only shoulder-pat and there-there in the aftermath. But then I remember you. I remember my first sight of you on that porch. The lanky frame. Dark hair and eyes such a contrast to your pal

Shit That Pisses Me Off!
Sure, the guy was talented, even if he did like to fuck little boys. So what if his face was plastic and he was insane. I'm sure most of that was caused by the beatings and bonings his dad gave him. But why in the hell would LA spend between $2M and $4M of taxpayer dollars to have a funeral for him? That is total bullshit. LA is in the shitter. CA is in the shitter as a whole, but LA is really in the shitter. The entire LA County has massive financial troubles and some group of dickfucks think they should spend $4M on Jackson's funeral. What about fixing the streets? What about hiring more police and fire people? What about getting more school text books? God forbid the ignorant fucks in LA actually learn to read. Whatever group authorized that expenditure should be fired. Michael Jackson was not a public servant. He was not employed by the State or City. He is not "entitled" to a hero's burial. He was a mixed up, confused (albeit very talented), child molesting entertainer. That's it.

Water
There my heart shall lay reunite on a watery bay.The boats wade holding sweet smells of herbs & teas.In the stomacks bloated smashing white hats cheers the passer bye's.Once the depression settles she can go back to work.Eating away everything that get's in her way.To reach her goal to cleans what is rightfully hers Earth. By Curt Blasko

What U Deserve As A Woman
"APPRECIATION" You ask me what I want from you well I`ll tell you, I want to be appreciated I want you to acknowledge my specialness I want my achievements to be lined up in your memory I want you to be overwhelmed sometimes by my talents I want you to feel in awe I want you to applaud my successes & celebrate my triumphs I want you there with champagne for my victories I want you here with a shoulder for my tears I want you to realize that the time I have put into myself is to make our relationship better I want you to encourge my efforts even if it means I surpass you! I want you to take my seriousness, seriously & respond accordingly I want to be appreciated for all the special, little things that make me, me I want to be appreciated.

Cant Control
I cant understand these feelings of hopelessness. i cant understand why i reach out and get no ones hand. It seem likethe only place i belong is the vast world of insobrity. It seems as tho im lossing touch with my self and friends. No one calls and no one writes. My biggest fear is that of never being truely loved. It seems as tho my fear is becoming reality. I need to take control and cut away these string holding me back. Like a puppet whos every move is dictaed by some one elts. Im sapposed to take it one day at a time. Live life on lifes terms. Thats easyer said than done. If thoes who read this could give me some sagestions on how to mabey make things evan a little bit easyer. PLEASE do.

Karen Vs Indiana Bmv
Some of you might know that I am in the middle of trying to win a tort claim I have filed against the state of Indiana for wrongful termination. See my previous blogs in this section for more information. I need to keep this story in the news and fresh in people's minds as the Attorney General's office is in the middle of their decision to settle this without having to go to court. If you could just click the link below, read the story if you'd like, but the click alone will hopefully help me to stay in the news. I would appreciate it very much. Here's the link: http://www.wishtv.com/Global/story.asp?S=5589004&nav=menu35_1 If you could please repost the bulletin I have going around about this, that would be great. A click from all of you could help to start my year off right. It could really make a difference. Thanks! Karen (Leogal) Well, I have won the first battle in my continuing fight against the BMV and the state of Indiana. I had applied for unemploymen

Love Me Love Me!
Some one sent me a poem via email Im not sure who it is but its really quite sad. But I kinda like it, in a pouting tearful quivering kind of sorta way. So if anyone emailed it to me on here...i wanna let u know thanx for sharing ur feelings and ur heart felt poem and i hope u dont mind me sharing it with everyone else it might make someone else feel secure hearing it im not sure. but here it goooeeesss Secrets *by someone who's a mystery :S* She’s the kind of girl We all secretly hate And when the scissors taste her skin A sense of relief comes sinking in She’s the kind of girl We now choose to ignore And when new bones appear through her skin A sense of relief comes sinking in Secrets she hides Secrets we know No one she wishes to confide These seeds are ones she has sown Bleed a little more for me Starve a little more for me She’s so beautiful In her mind of blinded sin So innocent through her eyes Not quite

The Lost Episodes Of A Dramaqueen
It's not easy being loganbeckfreakness. Im a dramaqueen Im a myspace/lostcherrywhore Im a slut I'm a pill popper I'm a drunk I'm just looking for some hot wealthy guy to mooch off of I'm famous for doing nothing (okay, flashing that one guy was nothing)... all in all, i am tarayne logan, action 13 news. And im addicted to older guys with gray hair. tara reid, anna nicole smith, paris hilton....add a dash of Lindsay Lohan and you got me. I'm up to level 4, yeah... Lot of stuff went on this weekend....without me of course...is it my fault that i can't get in touch with anyone because i don't have a phone?

Little Pixie's Thoughts
Boys are confusing as all hell, so simple is the way for me to keep things. So for now I'm keeping things complication free. I'll prolly date a bit here and there, but I'm keeping myself single. Just got out of a year and three months relationship and I don't particularly feel like being complicated or serious anytime soon. This is NOT a reason for the male populous to flood my prescence, I know your all there, if I'm interested you'll know too. Also, pick up lines are LAME. Please cut it the hell out. kthxbi. on a side note: i need to take more pictures. hmm maybe i'll bring my cam for 2morrow night when sam and nicole and i go on the discovery cruise for the male review and dinner. we'll be all cute... So i'm participating in NaNoWriMo, only I'm doing it this month b/c I bought the book and you can do it any month you want. I'm doing a scfi-fi fantasy novel, currently without a title and possibly no plot, haha. BUT! It shall rawk, just cuz I'm writing it!! LoL, j/k.

Pictures
Please Let me know where I can get these! Yep, I do em all. all you have to do is send me a request and tell me what you want I have all the programs that I need to make em for you! Here is example I made for kelli! What do yous think of it

Irish Eyez Super Blog Lol
Ah i cant wait to go its going to be so fun going to buy loads of stuff for christmas, im there for a few days then im going to chicago ill be there for thanks giving im going to come back so fat lol. ps im bored messasge me please hey, everyone im just back from bulgaria today had a blast it was brilliant except for the weather it was terrible, hope everyone had a good week. stop by if you want to chat thanks gary id the worst day ever yesterday, i got up at my usual time of 630 but missed my bus so i was late going into work, then at about 1 the boss told me that the night man wasnt coming in so would i go home and come back in tonight, so i had to work 730 to 730. So in the end i worked like 17hrs and im exchusted now

Why?
Life can be very trying. When your child is hungry, your body wracked with pain, or you have no idea where you and your family will find a place to sleep, it's hard to find something for which you can be thankful. So, for just a few minutes on Thanksgiving Day, step outside your situation and just "be". Find something, no matter how small, to be thankful for because in giving thanks, you will be lightening your load, even if for only a moment. To ask us why we to turn from bad to worse Is to ignore from which we came You see you wouldn't ask why the rose that grew from the concrete had damaged petals On the contrary We would all celebrate its tenacity We would all love its will to reach the sun Well We are the roses This is the concrete And these are my damaged petals Don't ask me why Ask me how CAPRICORN December 23 - January 20 Ruling Planet: SATURN The God who oversees time, discipline and dedication, which means Capricorn can go the distance - wi

Blah Blah Blog
I was going thru my Myspace account and looking at all the old posts that people put on there for me and remembering the good times and shit like that, when I came across my exroomate's comment. So I clicked on her page just out of curiosity ... and I saw she had some really negative titles to her blog subjects. So, I decided to click on the blog and read it ... AND IT WAS FAN-FUCKING-TASTIC !!! This bitch ripped me off over $500.00 right before Christmas last year so I was not able to give my loved ones more. I was really poor around that time because of her. This was the Christmas money I had saved up so it would have been a nice Christmas for everyone and that fucking cunt ... oh well, I'm over it. (At least that's what I'll tell you.) So anywho, back to her ... her blog is all "My uncle died, my mom was in the hospital, my brother has type 1 diabetes, I lost my job and no one is calling me back where I put my resumes, I'm fighting with my BF (or is it husband now ... who k

Daily Life
Overall I am tired of being tired. I have had a cold/allergy/upper respitory thing that has really brought my energy down. Energy drinks are truly one of my best friends right along with meds. Finally today I seem to be seeing an improvement. My roommate made me some ginger coke (coke and ginger boiled on the stove,weird I know but it helps) last night. I think that and the tiger balm and all the meds may finally be helping. I don't seem to be coughing as much and my chest seems to feel better. I can even breath sometimes. Thank goodness my wonderful fiance' has been taking my son to school so that I can get more rest. It really makes a difference. Also I got a new boss at work so it's been a bit of change of pace and I'm not sure what it will mean for my schedule. Fortunatly I have worked with her in the past before she got her promotion and she is pretty down to earth. I have to get ready for work soon. In the meantime I am fighting the urge to take a nap and am forcing some wa

What Song Should I Strip To?
Your Stripper Song Is Closer by Nine Inch Nails "You let me violate you, you let me desecrate you You let me penetrate you, you let me complicate you Help me I broke apart my insides, help me I?ve got no Soul to tell" When you dance, it's a little scary - and a lot sexy. What Song Should You Strip To?

"how Sucky Was Your Day?"
My day has been pretty sucky! I had to take the Bus today cause my other mode was not working. I also got hit by some fool getting in to the parking lot. He just kept saying. How can I hit you. You were 20 feet away!. No he was so much closer! He was such a Git! Errr! Gerrrr! The Bus was late.. Man, I hate the city Bus! Out here in Arizona. It cost 1.25 to get on and then get a transfer that lasts 1 hour. So, by the end of the day. You pay up to 3 Bucks! So, You can br late and sticky hot! So, Anyone else out there have a bad day? Post: Put your gripe here->

Life As It Is Or Was....
We have been chatting for a while with a couple we REALLY wanted to fuck! And that was the both of us, we dissagree a lot about who to fuck, but this couple was unaminous. They live 40 miles from us, so that has been a problem along with the whole schedule thing. Now, after all this time of chatting I find out that I already know them, and their daughter and son both worked for me at the restaurant I manage, Whoah! I was flirting with their mom while the worked for me? Yes, I know that I drive a stupid long way to work, I don't pick where I go. So, in the past 3 years, I have somehow never managed to meet this employees mother. Then it happened, I saw her, and instantly knew this was the woman I had be seeing naked. Next day I talked to the Hubby about it online, he seemed a bit put back. Yet she and the daughter are coming into the restaurant like clockwork. Just don't know if the still want to have sex in this situarion. You are 73% fuckable! Take this quiz at QuizUniv

Blessings
May The Sun Forever Light Your Path May The Wind Be Always At You Back May You Be Blessed With A life Of Happiness And May You Know Love Eternally. Best Wishes For A Lifetime And Friendships Forever. I asked God to take away my habit. God said, No. It is not for me to take away, but for you to give it up. I asked him to make my hanicaped child whole God said No. His spirit is whole, his body is only temporary. I asked God to grant me patience. God said, No.Patience is a byproduct of tribulations; it isn't granted, it is learned. I asked God to give me happiness. God said, No.I give you blessings; Happiness is up to you. I asked God to spare me pain. God said, No.Suffering draws you apart from worldly cares and brings you closer to me. I asked God to make my spirit grow. God said, No.You must grow on your own, but I will prune you to make you fruitful. I asked God for all things that I might enjoy life. God said, No. I will give you li

Bj's Daily Crap
I am so fucking fed up with fake ass people. People who lie about who they are or just fucking lie in general. Yes, I know everyone has told little white lies but you know what, a little white lie to spare someones feelings is a hell of a lot different from an outright lie for no reason at all. No, I'm not saying it is OK to lie for a reason, cause God knows there are a lot of fucked up people in the world who would swear in their own mind that the lie they told was for a "good reason". I never really understood pathological liars. I just want to crush a guys balls when he lies to me. I dated a pathological liar once and it was hell. You tend to believe a person at first but then after awhile you catch onto their lies. And I caught on. It became easier when the "white lies" turned into "tall tales". He wanted to marry me and was going to build me a house with "these two hands" and hell, he was lucky to have a pot to piss in. Another guy told me how much he loved me but he

Tear Stains
The Creation of West Virginia Once upon a time in the Kingdom of Heaven, God was missing for six days. Eventually, Michael the archangel found him, resting on the seventh day. He inquired of God, "Where have you been?" God sighed a deep sigh of satisfaction and proudly pointed downwards through the clouds, "Look Michael, look what I've made." Archangel Michael looked puzzled and said, "What is it?" "It's a planet ," replied God, "and I've put Life on it. I'm going to call it Earth and it's going to be a great place of balance." "Balance?" inquired Michael, still confused. God explained, pointing to different parts of earth, "For example, northern Europe will be a place of great opportunity and wealth while southern Europe is going to be poor; the Middle Ea

Random
In 1985 (the year you were born) Ronald Reagan is president of the US Live Aid, a 17 hour rock concert broadcasts worldwide from London and Philadelphia, raising $70 million for starving Africans An 8.1 magnitude earthquake hits Mexico City and results in about 25,000 deaths Vocano "Nevada del Ruiz" erupts near Bogota, Columbia causing mud slides that bury two towns American Jew Jonathan Pollard is arrested for giving military secrets to Israel Mikhail Gorbachev becomes Soviet leader New Coke is released on the 99th anniversary of Coca-Cola The GNU Manifesto first written by Richard Stallman Kansas City Royals win the World series San Francisco 49ers win Superbowl XIX Edmonton Oilers win the Stanley Cup Back to the Future is the top grossing film Less Than Zero by Bret Easton Ellis is published David Lee Roth leaves Van Halen to begin a solo career "Careless Whisper" by Wham! spends the most time at the top of the US charts Elmo is

Grow The Hell Up!!
For the love of Christ..... Look, for all of you out there who feel so alone or feel so "empty" because you aren't in a relationship, I am about to hurt your feelings. K? So, if you can't handle it, then don't read any further. Consider yourself warned.... If you think that someone is going to come along and make your life beautiful for you, you are retarded. If you think someone is going to come along and magically make your life easier and make all your problems/ bad habits/ or faults disappear you are a dumbass. If you expect that Prince Charming or Cinderella is going to come along and sweep you off of your feet when you don't even like yourself you have got to take a serious dose of reality and wake the fuck up. See, relationships and soulmates and boyfriends/girlfriends are all wonderful and blah blah blah, but they DO NOT and I repeat DO NOT "complete" you. They do not mean you are Beautiful or Whole or Awesome or whatever. Relationships compliment who you are. If

New York Yankees And Me
Just what the doctor ordered. Andy Pettitte is back home. Now things are starting to look up. I"m so freaking happy. Starting for your 2007 New York Yankees, the best left hander Andy Pettitte. That has an awesome ring to it. Wow an awesome rotation. Wang, Mussina, Pettitte, and Johnson. Now all we need to make it complete is for the Rocket to come back, and even if he doesn't we got our mitts on the guy from Japan that we are talking to. Let's start the chanting with 27 in '07. That has a nice ring to it. Well the 2006 regular season is soon coming to an end. Needless to say the Yankees are going to the post season once again, like we didn't know that. This year was a trying year with two of our stars going down to injuries. What a blow losing two 100 RBI guys in the same month. With the loss of those stars for most of the season it was left to the others and call ups to do the job. Our rookies have lived up to the task, even better than some veterans. Our captain Derek Jeter

My Poetry!
All the little white lies you tell come back to you in the time that you have lived and died You never knew what you did to deserve this All they have done is cheated and lied But when they have died Why do you care? Why should you cry? They did nothing for you They have showed and gave you nothing but pain You didn't deserve it What did you gain? Just a bad name from mocked fame But nobody's ever been there for you So, you sit alone Just you and you....... Silently planning your revenge Why should one live,when all they do is cause pain? Like torturous demons straining their rein No one to love You feel so alone No one to feel the pain in ones heart But there was one person from the start But this one person you had lied to,hurt,and torn apart I hate looking back in the mirror at you Your the one I want nothing more than to kill Only God knows how many times I've tried But you always come back to life Think about all the nights you cry

About My Poem's!!!!
i express my self through poetry it's the only way i know how to say what i am truly feeling at the time every one i have written myself so i am asking you please do not take them UNLESS you ask... every one says i have true art with my poems so i would like to share them with you.... i will be adding new ones as i write them thank you guys so much for veiwing them ents you guys are the greatest ALWAYS: Queen of the night

Love Is Forever By Angel And I
he feels her fur against him and closes his as he kneels in wonderment he is hers and he knows it he places his hands behind is back his broken wings folded back I am yours MY love i am yours he whispers in her ear he feels his tears fall big and fat upon his light skin he feels his love right next to him so true so wonderful Im sorry he moans to her as more tears fall down the cheeks that long for her kisses I am fallen now no longer winged I am fallen to hte earth for sins i have made Forgive me mistress for i have sinned He closes his eyes against the pain of having his wings ripped away agian he feels them the broken bones the torn skin he feels the wreakage that they have become I am nothing now he whispers in the silent darkness he feels her fur aganst him he moans his gentle cries " will you love me? will you hold me?" may i look into your angels eyes??" Nameles as we are to the world forsaken to the light still we stand on eve

Darla's Blog
Deep throat Made Easy Here for the first time ever are simple and explicit instructions on how to deep throat a penis. Position is important; you'll want to in position where you can extend and straighten your neck by slightly tilting your head back. This helps line up your throat with your mouth allowing the penis to slide in deep. The best position for beginners is with the receiver lying on his back with the giver lying on the stomach along side. You can prop yourself up on your elbows. The penis must be THOROUGHLY LUBRICATED! I can't stress this enough. An erect penis will slide much easier along the tongue and into the throat if it is well lubricated. Once you're in position, slightly tilt your head back and extend the tip of your tongue just past your bottom lip. Flatten the back of your tongue just as you would if a doctor were using a tongue depressor to look in your throat. (Extending your tongue helps flatten the back of your tongue. Force your throat open as you w

Awesome
‹.·´¯`·.·´`·.‹.·´¯`·.·´`·.Hi friends and family ..Sorry that I havent been on here in such along time..Just got bored with things for awhile.. So how was everyone's Xmas and New Years..?? Mine was AWESOME.. Things r moving along again ..My kids are doin great..We are startin out the New Year with a BANG..We have someone in our lives ..He is a carin , loving man ,honest,good sense of humor ..And he makes us all Happy .. His name is James..When I met James I wasnt sure if I wanted a relationship ..Bc of what the last guy did to me..Dont think that I have my guard up..Bc it will always be up after what the last guy did to me ..Lied about who he really was ..Yah how low is that..Dated a man for three months and then turn around and find out his name isnt the real , that it is something else..That hit a really bad nerve..and put a LOT of doubts in me.. But James has changed all that ..Ya u might find this funny ..But I wanted ID ..I dont trust anyone anymore..U can NEVER be sure about n

What Superhero Are You?
Your results:You are Wonder Woman Wonder Woman 100% Robin 100% The Flash 100% Iron Man 100% Superman 80% Batman 80% Supergirl 80% Green Lantern 80% Spider-Man 60% Hulk 60% Catwoman 40% You are a beautiful princesswith great strength of character. Click here to take the Superhero Personality Test

Blood On The Moon: A Novel
OK HERE'S HOW THIS WORK I WILL TELL YOU TEN THING'S ABOUT ME THEN I WILL PICK TEN PEOPLE TO DO THE SAME THING THIS IS A GOOD WAY FOR US ALL TO GET TO KNOW THE PEOPLE WE CHAT WITH AND CALL OUR FRIENDS I THINK IF YOUR MY FRIEND YOU'D LIKE TO KNOW ALL YOU CAN AS I WOULD LIKE TO KNOW ABOUT YOU SO IF I PICK YOU YA GOTTA PLAY DAMMIT LOL (copied from Bella :)) 1. I think that snakes are one of the most gorgeous creatures on this earth and I would maim/torture to get a pet black mamba. 2. I'm going out with a rugby player who is deathly afraid of cats stalking him at night. (trust me, you don't want to know.) 3. I will eat mostly anything and everything, except for spiders and rabbits. 4. My dad was in Vietnam during the war, as a sailor on a cargo ship. 5. My aim in life is to make pictures with soul. 6. If I couldn't write I'd wither away and dessicate. 7. My secret aim in life is to be a ballerina by day and assassin by night. 8. I don't believe in the lottery.

My Blog
I am free i had something that shackled me.. but now.. mmmm bliss. no more ignorance no stupidity.. now im ready for a challenge.. not stagnation..People can be assholes.. but today im past that.. Its good to be the King!!! insert Sarcasm here.. Blah house work sucks.. but ya got to do it.at least its sunny out. maybe ill take a nap ..Wow is it boring when you first wake up..Dont know whats gonna be going on today..Its Friday so who knows.. Anyway hoping something exciting happens.. Exciting is better than boring right..So heres a blast from the past.. im gonna go eat.

The Builder
An elderly carpenter was ready to retire. He told his employer-contractor of his plans to leave the house building business and live a more leisurely life with his wife, enjoying his extended family. He would miss the paycheck, but he needed to retire. They were not wealthy, but they could get by. The contractor was sorry to see his good worker go and asked if he could build just one more house as a personal favor. The carpenter said yes, but in time it was easy to see that his heart was not in his work. He resorted to shoddy workmanship and used inferior materials. It was an unfortunate way to end his career. When the carpenter finished his work and the builder came to inspect the house, the contractor handed the front-door keys to the carpenter. This is your house, he said, my gift to you for your many years as a faithful employee. What a shock! What a shame! If he had only known he was building his own house, he would have done it all so differently. Now he

Five (5) Lessons To Make You Think About The Way We Treat People.
Five (5) lessons to make you think about the way we treat people. 1 - First Important Lesson - Cleaning Lady. During my second month of college, our professor gave us a pop quiz. I was a conscientious student and had breezed through the questions until I read the last one: "What is the first name of the woman who cleans the school?" Surely this was some kind of joke. I had seen the cleaning woman several times. She was tall, dark-haired and in her 50s, but how would I know her name? I handed in my paper, leaving the last question blank. Just before class ended, one student asked if the last question would count toward our quiz grade. "Absolutely," said the professor. "In your careers, you will meet many people. All are significant. They deserve your attention and care, even if all you do is smile and say "hello." I've never forgotten that lesson. I also learned her name was Dorothy. 2. - Second Important Lesson - Pickup in the Rai

Poem
My life is quickly moving but slowly going no where emptiness an nothing all around. I feel as though I'm dreaming but i know I'm not juss the darkness blinding me an the loneliness taken me in .I stop an scream but he don't hear my crys . If i yell will he hear or see me trying to force my way threw to his eyes so he can see the light. Reach for me hear me say the things that he though ment nothing wanting him to pull me in an make us whole again,Wanting an needing you to feel me an hold me , love me , hear me thats all i ever asked nothing more an nothing less.

Poems
Loss Is it always like this? Dispare Wanting to be away from the ones you miss. Longing Knowing of ways to ease your pian. Dreaming If only you could drown yourself in the rain. I havent any time for your silly games. I'm better now, But it isn't the same For the one Who could always make my day I'm better now. Thats all you'll hear me say. As I look into eyes Of one I still need. Memories comeback.... I feel myself start to bleed. Cold and alone On the floor half Dead. Im better now. The words repeat in my head. One day I would have let you see How I really felt. The blood flows from my torn hands. All I can thnk is I didn't help. My eyes close. Yours tear fall to my face. I'll love you always. Dont let her take my place. Belinda W. Can you see me? Is any of this real? Will this blade set me free? If you cut me will i feel? Your hands make my body sing. Bring my heart back to life. And yet your words sting. Like the blade of this knife.

It’s Not About Them…
People are often unreasonable, Illogical, self-centered: Forgive them anyway. If you are kind, people may accuse you of selfish, ulterior motives; Be kind anyway. If you are successful, you will win some false friends and some true enemies; Succeed anyway. If you are honest and frank, people may cheat you; Be honest and frank anyway. What you spend years building someone may destroy overnight; Build anyway. If you find serenity and happiness, they maybe jealous; Be happy anyway. The good you do today, people will often forget tomorrow; Do good anyway. Give the world the best you have, it may never be enough; Give the world the best you’ve got anyway. You see, in the final analysis, it is between you and God; It was never between you and them anyway. ~ Mother Teresa ~

To Dana ((9-11-06))
Have you ever lost someone who meant more to you than your while soul? How does someone deal with losing their best friend? Yesterday was the most tragic day of my life. Not only was it the remembrance of what happened 5 years ago with terrorism, but it was the day that I lost my best friend. Dana Asbury was only 18 years old when she was killed in a car accident. It hasn’t fully sank in yet and I don’t know that it will ever, I don’t want to believe that its true. I want it be a bad dream that I wake up from; I want to call her and know that everything is ok. To hear her voice one last time is all that I want right now, but I know that it will never happen. Dana and I were inseparable, we were always together, no matter where we were. We were sisters that everyone wanted to have. She was always there for me when I needed a shoulder to cry on, an ear to listen whenever I had something going on. I remember I could always call Dae and she would always know the right words to say to c

Nice Guys A Die'n Breed Lol
This photo was taken by a soldier in Afghanistan of a helo rescue mission. The pilot is a PA Guard guy who flies EMS choppers in civilian life. Now how many people on the planet you reckon could set the ass end of a chopper down on the roof top of a shack on a steep mountain cliff and hold it there while soldiers load wounded men in the rear??? If this does not impress you ... nothing ever will. Gives me the chills and a serious case of the vertigo ... I can't even imagine having the nerve ... much less the talent and ability ... God Bless our military!!!!! a guys view: We don't care if you talk to other guys. We don't care if you're friends with other guys. But when you're sitting next to us, and some random guy walks into the room and you jump up and tackle him, without even introducing us, yeah, it pisses us off. It doesn't help if you sit there and talk to him for ten minutes without even acknowledging the fact that we're still there. We don't care if a guy

Our Party!
After much planning,the evening finally came! We invited about 25 cpls, but at the last minute had several concellations and no shows! We had 3 cpls in attendance! The environment was relaxing, candlelit in every room! Drinks were flowing, laughter was abounding! We all were sitting around getting acquainted, just enjoying each other in our home! About a hour into the event, One cpl decided to leave, they really weren't into more than one other cpl, so left! At the point we played a icebreaker game, kinda truth/dare! Clothes were coming off, kissing, etc. tami and I decided to change into some lingerie, which kicked up the party another notch! A few more rounds of truth/dare, and then tami and I grabbed each other started kissing and went into bedroom and the others followed. Tami and I started making love to each other on the bed, I was on top, kissing her, fondling her long beautiful hair. Slowly goin down on her enticing breasts, and kissing her body all over. slowly making it down

~all In The Heart~
As each day goes by I sit & wonder, why does love have to be such a difficult thing? The way it makes you feel is sometimes very unpredictable. Love can make you happy, sad, mad & also crazy if you know what I mean. There are many ways to define crazy, crazy happy, crazy sad, crazy mad or just absolutely crazy in love way over your head, you take your pick. Not a day goes by without that one person in your mind 24 hours a day 7 days a week. The thought of them is endless, the way they talk & the way they look at you when you’ve done something special for them. Their eyes have this sparkle that never goes away even after their eyes turn away from yours, you know that the sparkle is just a way of them showing you that you have a special place in their heart. The sound of their voice is comforting, so you call just to hear them say hello & usually that’s not all that you end up saying. No matter what you have to do for love you do it & the consequences come after bu

Wyldwynd
you know what i am not going to leave cause of ignorent ppl and they know who they are. i am not going to give thm the satafaction of that. sooo you guys are stuck with me. lol love to all. my bestfrends grandbaby just got rushed to the hosptal cause he stoped breathing while he was asleep they are not sure what is going on yet he is none responsive to any stemalation they are talking about sending him to litte rock to the best childrens hosp in the state. but we need a melacal and the really sad thing is he is only 2 weeks old. i want all my friends and family to be praying for him we need a majer merical. so if anyone can help we would really ty from our hearts!!!!!!!!! Wicca is not a cult. A cult presupposes blind faith in a central figure whose every word is regarded as ultimate truth, and the utter conviction that no other way or philosophy will lead to this truth. You would be very hard pressed to find a Wiccan anywhere who would blindly follow anyone else. Wiccans are historic

And Here We Go....
POP! ok so I popped my own cherry... hmmm well this is only my second blog ever... I'm in a pretty good place in my life. I have a home I like, kids that I adore, and a bf that just takes my breath away. I have problems, issues, things that make me cry (and some of them are those very things that make my life great), but overall I have a life that is worth living. I know finally that maybe I can be happy more often than sad, that I can have love, that things will actually work out. I have life, health, and love. For once things will be good. so until next time,

Yeah
Went on a road trip yesterday with a friend and her daughter. Crap I haven't laughed so much in , I don't know who long. Emily is 16 and is almost as cool as her mom. Was I that cool when I was 16? Not hardly. On the road home, we were messing with people in the cars beside us. We sang a whole buncha songs. Got a couple of new ones for karaoke, if I can remember to look them up.When we got home, we were in the middle of a really good song so we kept driving. Around town. We were messing with the people walking down the streat. Emily was embarassed. Apparently it's only ok to do it on the freeway. There's way too much stuff going on, between the shoutbox, the bartab, posting blogs & mumms it can be a little overwhelming. I used to like it here but having been recently attacked by some people for no apparent reason, I wonder if I should even bother to log in these days. . I keep trying cause I like the idea of mumms but it seems like they have grown used to the practice ther

~what Life Is About~
Life isn't about keeping score. It's not about how many friends you have Or how accepted you are. Not about if you have plans this weekend or if you're alone. It isn't about who you have kissed, It isn't about who your family is or how much money they have Or what kind of car you drive. Or where you are sent to school. It's not about how beautiful or ugly you are. Or what clothes you wear, what shoes you have on, Or what kind of music you listen to. It's not about if your hair is blonde, red, black, or brown, Or if your skin is too light or too dark. Not about what grades you get how smart you are, how smart everybody else thinks you are, or how smart standardized tests say you are. Life just isn't. Life is about who you love and who you hurt. It's about who you make happy or unhappy purposely. It's about keeping or betraying trust. It's about friendship, used as a sanctity or as a w

~the Art Of Letting Go~
Sooner or later, everyone you know will disappoint you in some way. They'll say something or fail to say something that will hurt you. And they'll do something or fail to do something that will anger you. It's inevitable. Unfortunately, you make things worse when you stew over someone's words and deeds. When you dwell on a rude remark or an insensitive action madeby another person, you're headed for deeper problems. In fact, the more you dwell on these things, the more bitter you'll get. You'll find your joy, peace and happiness slipping away. And you'll find your productivity slowing down as you spend more and more time thinking about the slight or telling others about it. Eventually, if you don't stop doing it, you'll even get sick. So what should you do the next time someone betrays you? TAKE RESPONSIBILITY FOR YOUR FEELINGS. Even though the other person may be at fault, even though the other person wronged you, you are still responsible for your own fee

What Would You Do?
If you had me alone...locked up in your house for twenty-four hours and you could do whatever you wanted to me, what would you do with me? Tell me by sending me a message to my inbox, because its a secret. Then repost this on your blog...You might be surprised with the responses you get. They could make you laugh or even smile... lol. If you don't repost this you are a coward

Holy Shit
well my birthday is coming up on sat hells yeah cant wait gonna party my ass off anyone wanna come ask me where and ill tell ya yeah im fuckin sick and tired of this shit happening to me you know im a real nice guy i can be an ass but only when it needs to be why does all this shit gotta happen to me all at once. Seems to me that the year has started off real shitty and i dont see it getting any better, first the resturant that i worked at for the last six fucking years that i put so much blood sweat and yes tears in burned to the ground now for the first time in 10 years im outta job and didnt think it would be this hard to find one with my tallent, then the worst of all happened my Grandmother died hit me preaty hard im copeing as well as i can as i am a man i try to hide it but it stil hurts and i know it will for a while, and then there is Kimmy why can this girl not make up here mind i just sick and tired of her fuckin with my head and i got way two much going on just to bend ove

~the Best Day Of My Life~
~The Best Day of My Life~ Today, when I awoke, I suddenly realized that this is the best day of my life, ever! There were times when I wondered if I would make it to today... but I did! And because I did, I'm going to celebrate! Today, I'm going to celebrate what a great life I have had so far; the accomplishments, the many blessings, and even the hardships, because they have served to make me stronger. I will go through this day with my head held high, and a happy heart. I will marvel at God's seemingly simple gifts: the morning dew, the sun, the clouds, the trees, the flowers, the birds. Today, none of these miraculous creations will escape my notice. Today, I will share my excitement for life with other people. I'll make someone smile. I'll go out of my way to perform an unexpected act of kindness for someone I don't even know. Today, I'll give a sincere compliment to someone who seems down. I'll tell a child how special he is, and I'll tell someone I love

Poems
i wrote this one when i was 18 and first found out about me being pregnant but wound up loosing the baby befor it was even born :( I loved him so much, I decided that it was time, To give him something, Of a whole new kind. I thought that I was too young, But he reasurred me, That he had loved me forever, And he would never hurt me. I trusted him, And let him do what he wanted. Now I got something new coming, Something unwanted. How could this be? I am too young, To have a child, As quick as it sprung. I never thought that this would happen, At least not to me. I thought that this only happened, In shows on TV. Now I know how they feel, When they dont know what to do. I want to be happy, But that feeling is not true. I will love this child, No matter what, I want to be its mother, But... I am still in high school, I need this time, To be my own person, And to take my time. I dont know how to raise a kid, I cant be a mom. I havent

Dragon Wings
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Poems By Moi!
How should I know how you feel, When you won't say a word? Should I guess or just listen, To things I've overheard? But please don't just say the words, You think I want to hear. But rather say what's on your mind, So I won't live in fear. You see the fear of losing you, (For what I do not know.) Makes me want you all the more, But I hope it does not show. Because showing you would make you run, And that,I do not want. Shannon J. 2006 Lies, Cheating, Betrayl All the things that consume us Hate. Fighting, Destruction All the motives that drive us Why? Why must we take these paths Where does it get us What good comes from it Who does it help Death, Love, Trust All the things that gather us Tragedy, Secrets, Denial All the things that push us away Why? Why must we go through this Where does it all come from What did anyone ever do for this Who are we to turn to For we are alone in life No one close to comfort us A

Just Thoughts
Just my mind and heart is full tonight. So many thoughts and feelings that I'm tired but restless. So i sit here once again writing out those thoughts and feelings dear to me,instead of sharing them. So here go's nothing. Most of you won't get this. Laughter and tears rolling through like storms. Lust and hate fill the air. Kisses and touch rush over like waves. Pains and sadness rip at the soul . Time runs away like the tide. Souls cross and cross again. Screams and dreams mix again. Lost and found become one. Safe and danger blur into one. Outside becomes inside. Through it all a soul remains. Another year has gone by, in a few seconds it'll be Aug. 8 my b-day. As I sit here and think another year wow!! I can't help hash out a few things in my mind, so my friends just hang in there with me, not sure where this blog is going! Let's see another year and what can I say. My mind is full and my soul screaming for answers. My heart is heavy tonight. Yo

I Can't Believe Lc People!!
There's a new sexi guy. that just joined the site come on ladies lets give him a nice warm welcome billyboy@ fubar thanks maria I FU-own archangel :) Come check me out here!!! www.onlyclassy.com it's a new site with great people come check us out!!!!

Everyone Everywhere
We are all liars, because the truth of yesterday becomes a lie tomorrow, whereas letters are fixed, and we live by the letter of truth. The love I feel for my friend, this year, is different from the love I felt last year. If it were not so, it would be a lie. Yet we reiterate love! love! love! as if it were a coin with a fixed value instead of a flower that dies, and opens a different bud.

What's Up Is....
Hey everyone, sorry I haven't been around, and I'm still going to be gone for a couple more weeks, headed back up to CT & NY for the holidays, SO...... BIG KISSES to everyone, *~*Jenna*~* HOLY F*CK!!! That was a birthday bash. I'm exhasted and going to bed for a couple days.... I'll post pictures as soon as I can walk a straight line!! Gotta leave luv for a few wicked special friends here in SA..... Robert, ya ROCK bro!!! Lance, it was a FREAK-style night but damn we made the best of it!! And of course, Joey "Stink the Pink" Munson.... dude, just flip it over and roll ONE MORE TIME!! Yeah Brah......(peace).......

My Iq
You have a sexual IQ of 152 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

My Lc Friends.....my Thoughts
This friend of mine got me and my hunny the win in a cutest couple contest nearly all by her own effort. She wanted me and Mike to have the win so badly that she sat and voted for me for hours literally. She is very devoted and loyal and very sweet. She has been on my side through thick and thin on getting my blog to the top and for that I cant thank her enough. GF you rock! stay sweet! Christine@ CherryTAP I want to write and tell you about this friend of mine because he just a great guy with a sense of humor. He has been cheering me on and helping me along the way while I was trying to move my blog to #1 and helping me spread the word. He has posted numerous blog entries to that end and has helped keep in the know on things that were pertinant to myself. This guy is loyal to friends and loves his hunny more than life itself. You cant be a guy that loves his lady, is loyal and tells it like it is. Stay sweet JT! JT@ CherryTAP This is one person on my list that I cant r

Neato Mosquito Eh?
it's raining outside. Kinda makes me sad. but i'll be okays. I'm like hardly ever on here, most of my friend's have left...gone to other sites, which is cool cos I can still talk with them and stuffs. uhm so yea. Not much is new with me, so this makes for quite the lame update but oh well. anywho. bye. I so don't know how to work this stupid thing. I hate it already. haha. where the crap do you read comments?? Cos it says I have two somewheres. but where do i find them??? i'm all confused. someone help. and don't leave a comment in helping me cos I dunno where I find those just yet. leave me a comment or a messsage or something. fuck. k bye. ouhhh lookey here. how fun. not that i'll ever write in it. if I do it'll be total crap. sorta like this. but worse. I can so make that happen. but yea. if you read this then you're just silly. and I apologize for wasting the last 15-20 seconds of y

Questions
1. Who are you? 2. Are we friends? 3. When and how did we meet? 4. Do you have a crush on me? 5. Would u kiss me? 6. Give me a nickname and explain why? 7. Describe me in 1 word! 8. What was ur first impression of me? 9. Do u still think the same? 10. What reminds u of me? 11. If you could give me anything wot would it be? 12. How well do u know me? 13. When's the last time u saw me if u ever saw me? 14. Ever wanted 2 tell me sumthing u couldn't? 15. To put it bluntly, wud u fuck me ? 16. Are you going to put this on ur blog and see what i say about you? 17. Would you ever meet up with me?

Thisguyy2003
friend are the ones that come and bail you outa jail.. true friends are sitting beside you saying fuck that was fun does no one just want to have sex. cant people go hard core and still remain good friends. doesnt sex bring people closer together?? i hope it can be true ;0) when i was young i dreamed of a girl that i would love. when i got older i found her. but she didnt feel the same.. she broke my heart. so for a few years i fellowed her lead, breaking hearts as i went.when i found another i detacated mysalf to her only to be let down again... pay back for the way i acted?? a heart can be true but infected with hate.. break the chain and try always to be true to your self and others because it always come back to you

Blonde Jokes
There was a blonde woman who was having financial troubles so she decided to kidnap a child and demand a ransom. She went to a local par, grabbed a little boy, took him behind a tree and wrote this note: I have kidnapped your child. Leave $10,000 in a plain brown bag behind the big oak tree in the park tomorrow at 7 am, signed The Blonde. She pinned the note inside the little boy's jacket and told him to go straight home. The next morning, she returned to the park to find the $10,000 in a brown bag behind the big oak tree, just as she had instructed. Inside the bag was the following note.... Here is your money. I cannot believe that one blonde would do this to another! The blonde reports for her university final examination that consists of yes/no type questions. She takes her seat in the examination hall, stares at the question paper for five minutes and then, in a fit of inspiration, takes out her purse, removes a coin and starts tossing the coin, marking the answer s

Flirting With My Lost Cherry Urges
Sorry, but I don't know what else to name it. Making love’ vigina has to be like a rubrics cube If you don’t twist and turn properly, your way off tune. On a path to try to find one to be with You find that you marry the one you love and not the one you sleep with. Cuz the one you creep with Ain’t the one you count the sheep with. But me, Oh no, no one told me love was so damn confusing But its amusing to know That though The games we play Might make you win, But in reality you’re actually loosing. So many think it’s just a cruise, Hell, if I don’t care, ain’t got nothing to lose, and so many women, make it easy to choose, but when the pen and the paper melt cuz of the burning shit your heart felt when she crushed it, then you tend to see a bruise. And when it hurts like a motherfucker Well, then you mix blood with booze. I love it when they take the time to insinuate upon you That a kiss don’t mean sit, til’ she’s layin’ upon you, But you persist upo

Katluvr
Have a good Friday and wonderful weekend all! commenthound.com I've been with Holli for 3 months near-end of last year. Got back together with Kat then we broke up over something soooo stupid. We weren't friends for a day and half until a friend of ours helped us through and now we're happy to be in each other's lives (I am more happy cuz my life isn't complete without her. Feels realllllllllllly different without her, like my world was empty). I am back together with Holli and will be seeing her on June 15th for a week! She lives in Iowa, so I'll be flying (my second time flying). We've known each other on-line for 2 years and we're gonna finally meet! I can't wait! 21 more days to go! I'm excitedly nervous! lol Work... oh lord... well... I really don't wanna talk about, but I will say I love my new co-worker and buddy Barbara. :) Family wise - my nephew Rodney is supposed to graduate from high school in June and he wants to move to North Carolina af

Horny And Looking?
I am single and looking and looking to move out of the state of Michigan.That way i can get my liscense back in a nother state too , cant get it back in Michigan, Long story. that is weird. I dont knoiw what happened to my level 8 i had 91& on it ,now it took me back to 0& , does anyone know what happened ? This sucks

New And Some Lyrics
Love can be a many splendid thing Has another joy you bring A dozen roses Diamond rings Dreams for sale And fairy tales It’ll make you hear a symphony And you’ll just want the world to see But like a drunk that makes you blind It’ll fool you every time The trouble with love is It can tear you up inside Make your heart believe a lie Gets stronger then your pride The trouble with love is It doesn’t care how fast you fall And you can’t refuse the call See you’ve got no say at all Now I was just a once a fool it’s true I played the game by all the rules But now my world’s a deeper blue I’m sadder but I’m wiser too I swore I’d never love again I swore my heart would never mend Said love wasn’t worth the pain But then I hear it call my name The trouble with love is It can tear you up inside Make your heart believe a lie Gets stronger then your pride The trouble with love is It doesn’t care how fast you fall And you can’t r

Allanah Is Cut Off...
I am officially cutting allanah off from watching "What Not to Wear" on the TLC channel. It looks like alot of fun. *cough**Cough* On this show they pick someone and throw away alllll there clothes so they have to buy a new wardrobe. Guess who decided to start going through my closet and tossing clothes....? That made for a fun night though...i got to try on a bunch of stuff that i havent worn in over a year and model it for her. Which is where i could tell by how hard she laughed wether or not i would keep it. :(....now one of these days im going to have to buy more clothes. Even after I told her I like something...she would try to sneak it into the garbage pile.....gggrrrr. i wanted to hold onto the velcro shirt, but NOOOOO i had to throw it away. Lots of my pimp shirts.....GONE. When it came to the old worn out kakhi's i put my foot down.....i still have those. oh well. So if she is ever at your house....watch your closets!

Randomness
According to a recent Cosmo poll 87% of readers said they wished guys did more polite and romantic things, like opening doors and showing up with flowers occasionally. So why aren't men minding their manners these days? Believe it or not women's hard-won sexual entitlement may have something to do with it, notes John Marshall Townsend. Because women now sleep with multiple partners, they've become less choosy about whom they bring to bed. Unfortunately, that means men don't have to rely as much on their wooing skills to encourage a woman to hit the sack with them. So in other words if women wouldn't sleep around we might be treated better??? What about us who don't sleep around!??!!!??? You may not be her 1st, last, or only...she's loved before; she may love again. But if she loves you now, what else matters? She's not perfect-you're not either. If she can make you laugh and admits to being human and making mistakes, hold on to her and give her the most you can. She's not going to be t

Emotional Cries
I've tried silence I've tried violence To keep the love of my life with me, But sometimes I wonder how it will be If I just sit back and let it all go... Darkness will conquer my aching soul Is "I Love You" just a phrase? conflicting emotions put me in a daze Because I know I Love You... I hope you still feel it, too I must act now to prevent our calamity Even if it means I plead insanity... When love is real, when love is strong, You've got to fight to right the wrongs Don't make me die, dont let me suffer, Please dont make this any tougher! You mean too much to me to let this sleep... I will win in the end for the one I must keep

Who Would Have Thought....
JUS ADDED SOME NEW PICS TO MY "JUST ME" FOLDER GO CHECK EM OUT AND LEAVE ME SOME LUV!! These questions get right to the point answer truthfully and repost .. 1. Anal or oral? 2. Chocolate or whip Cream? 3. Ice or feathers? 4. Two girls and a guy or two guys and a girl? 5. Movie porn or live porn? 6. What do you wear to bed ? 7. Love making or hard fucking? 8. Do you shave ? 9. Spit or swallow? 10. Do you masturbate ? 11. Whats your turn on ? 12. Whats your favorite position ? 13. Do you belive in no glove no love ? 14. Where would you really love to have sex ? 15. How long can you go ? (and be honest) 16. Bondage or soft & gentle ? 17. Have you ever had sex in public ? 18. Do you touch yourself and get turned on ? 19. Is there anyone on your mind you want to have sex with ? 20. List one person on your buddy list you would have sex with? HEY ALL POSTED SOME NEW PICS IN MY "JUST ME" FOLDER..GO CHECK EM OUT AND SHOW ME SOME LUV

Wendells Blog
hi all sorry i have not posted in a while been really busy bout thought i wlound post and say merry x-mas to all and happy new year TEXAS ! Rules of Texas : 1. Pull your droopy pants up. You look like an idiot. 2. Let's get this straight; it's called a "gravel road." I drive a pickup truck because I want to. No matter how slow you drive, you're going to get dust on your Lexus. Drive it or get out of the way. 3. They are cattle &oil wells. That's what they smell like to you. They smell like money to us. Get over it. Don't like it? I-20 and I-10 go east and west, I-35 goes north and south. Pick one. 4. So you have a $60,000 car. We're impressed. We have $250,000 cotton strippers that are driven only 3 weeks a year. 5. So every person in every pickup waves. It's called being friendly. Try to understand the concept. 6. If that cell phone rings while a bunch of doves are coming in, we

Spun
This is a warning. I am ranting. You know what I've decided I'm sick and tired of? almost everything. In school you're taught you get the job. You get the money. You get the girl. Where's my girl? Maybe I'm too picky. Maybe I'm too stand offish. But somewhere there needs to be at least one person who fits my bill right? I mean, I've always been told what a nice guy I am, outside of bedroom things anyway. I've always been told that I would probably be a good family man. Yet women seem to run right at the point of completion. Now I know this seems to be a whiney post. I realize this. here's a small piece of info. My shortest relationship was three years. I'm tired of games. Yet all of my player friends seem to have no end of women interested in the kind of commitment I'm offering. Am I spiritually disfigured? Is my aura off? Do I not have the correct biorhythm? Or maybe just maybe I'm lucky enough to be one of those cliche nice guys. The ones that finish last. So I can si

Life
Well, just when I think things are cool, I have a conversation with dear sweet mom!!!! We got on the subject of a friend of mine and I was sharing with my mom that she was pregnant and due in Jan. Which is really sweet!! This girl I had gone to high school with is a great person and a wonderful friend. Then BAM!!! I hear the same thing I heard when i was 18!! Wow EXACTLY 18 years later!!!!! My mom tells me that if they had had the technology back then and knew i was going to be born with a birth defect I wouldn't be here!!!! So, I cane back and said to her, "well, I am here, and I am glad I am!!!" Then she porceeded to tell me she had to go and that she loved me. What hurts me most is she made me feel like I wasn't even wanted!!! YOU DON'T SAY SOMETHING LIKE THAT TO YOUR CHILD!!! I DON'T GIVE A DAMN HOW OLD THEY ARE!!!!! I actually cried myself to sleep last night because I was so hurt! Don't get me wrong, I know she does love me, and I understand why she said what she did, because I

Poems
*********Choices********* Living my life sometimes I wonder Why even strive? I look back on all the things I have done And wonder *Look What I have become* How did I let things get this way And what the hell ever made me think *Yes This is The Way* The Choices I have made Whether it was for my kids Whether it had been for myself Most of them were the wrong choices And now I know that I have done wrong How can I make up for these choices And fix all the things I have done Wondering if there really is a way Sometimes I just wish God would take me away Then All those bad choices i made Will slowly fade away *********Leigh Ann********** 9 - 14 - 06 *****The Way You Make Me Feel***** You make me feel special, You make me feel new, You make me feel loved, With everything you do. You hold me close when i am sad. You wipe the tears from my face. Everytime we are together, It seems like the perfect place.

Read My Blogs Plz
I have posted 5 other blogs and even posted the links on the bullitens..I dont know how else to get you all to read some things I have wrote , that mean so much to me. I look forward to hearing from you all about my other blogs. Thanks Dede

Inside A Lunatic's Mind...
well I know it's been a while. But I been so busy graduating and the likes. Now just trying to get a few things here and there going. Once I do, I can come around here and spend more time getting smoe cherries and the likes. I know sooo naughty to say. But you all have fun and try to stay out of trouble. Ok I am about to make a confession...are you sitting down? Good....just had to say something that's been on my mind for a while and I can't hold it in any long? *breaths* here goes... I'M BORED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! LOL Well actually I'm in this God annoying class thinking about anything else but this damn place. I am counting down the days...oh baby 30 days left. And I am outta here *does snoopy dance* So now I just have to have all my good loyal friends to contribute to the Cynical Villain Graduation Fund.... Evil Grin!!! Oh well back to class.... my ass can't sleep cause my roomies decide that they want to be up half the night listenin to something stupid on th

Stace's Thoughts
Hank and I got some new pics taken at walmart!!! What do you guys think? Love Stace Well it's been awhile sence I've moved to TN. I'm finally able to go back to NC and see my family and friends. The good thing though is that my family got to come out here and spend a weekend with me. We had some issues so the trip was delayed back home for a few weeks but now I get to go. I'll be flying home the 21st and staying til the 23rd YAY!!! I hope you guys are ready for me lol...think it's warm enough for the beach? We're still trying to sell the house that may take a while though. I'm hoping with the people getting taxes back and stuff it'll sell soon. All I really want is to be out in town area. I can't help it I'm total city girl here, unless you count my music taste that is lol. Really though the sooner we get it sold the sooner we can move ahead with some small plans of ours. Like a much needed trip to the dentist for some serious work. Then another sergury that wil

Hello Al
sorry im not on alot but i do try to comment ALL mt friends ans fans whaen i am on ive been busy with the kids and takeing the husband to the drs hes got smoething called gout. i will contunie to show love to all my friends and family and hope they will understand and show me the same love i have for them

One Wish
As my mind explores, your eyes seek my soul like open doors. When your soul finds mine, they bind together and melt into one. As your heart beats next to mine, they make the sound of a single drum beat. I feel the heat from the hot passion I have for you sizzling inside of me like a wild fire unable to be extinguished. When you look into my heart, my deepest and darkest secrets I cannot hide. If you look into my soul once more, you will find someone who's love for you flows like the oceans in a raging storm. Sometimes my longing for you feels like a thousand knives stabbing my heart all at once. If I could have just one wish, I would wish to wake up everyday to the sound of your breath on my neck, the warmth of your lips on my cheek, the touch of your fingers on my skin, and the feel of your heart beating with mine... Knowing that I could never find that feeling with anyone other than you. I love you with a permanence That endures the passing year

Gbsugar 4u
This site used to be great fun.Now they have taken that all away with their new rules.ALL my pics were made NSFW.Well,shouldnt members be working at work and not looking at my pics?Why is it my resposibility that they WORK at their job they get paid for and not look at my pics??This site has just become a MYSPACE twin and thats for all the kiddies,so I'm gone to look for a mature site with the freedom to post what I plezzz.. Ty to all my friends and family for your LUV and support.I will miss u all.. Sugar Myspace Graphics, Glitter Graphics, Layouts

Cool
not good at blogging... i'll probly just post some of my poems here or something. anyway, just playin with the blog thing, tryin to blindly feel my way around. hmmm..i might get the hang of this yet... hugz, D

First One..
haha yeah right anti money lol just the song i am listening to , gatta love the OLD marilyn manson stuff . for sure !! today was uneventful i went shopping and rode on a bus for an hour befroe my freind and i realized ,,, hey , we have been here before. i love having days off Lillith Oh my dear gawd.. Cherries, i was just at the bar and it was the regular crouwd usually out there and i just couldnt get it through my skull of something , how skanky this "woman" well really shes a ditch pig is . Making out with one guy and jumping on the other than going back to the other one ! what the fuck and the guys dont care ... i guess i dont understand the ways of the skank cause well lets face it i am not ... anyone wanna enlighten me ? Lillith well my first time on LC with a blog i'll try and keep it up for yas to learn a little more about me ! Lillith

Well Then..
So, what are we supposed to blog about? I am not much for blogs, not even on myspace, so I dunno.. am I supposed to put more pictures of my cat? Another survey of all those vital stats no one cares about? A series of meaningless polls and what-is-your-goth-superhero name? I dunno.. Well in the meantime, I will just put random shit I suppose..lets see...I am a avid watcher of movies, almost borderline fanatic, but I have never seen The Godfather series, Fight Club, Seven or Titanic. Go figure. That is all for now. Stay tuned for my incessant daily ramblings.

Insanity's Finest
Heaven, the feeling of your lips, lightly pressed against mine. The taste of your warm tongue sliding accross mine. The sound of your voice, creeping out so gently with a soft moan. My fingers parting through your hair and back. Your sweat, dripping from your chest and nipples into my mouth. Your Nails tearing into my sides. Your eyes, the gate way to your desire, your mixed emotion of lust, anger, joy, sadness, comfort and curiosity. Your loving words when you hold me so close, when you kiss me and hug me. Your life itself, that ive become such a great part of. You are me, as i am you, even if just for a slight moment, we are one in the same. Doesnt it feel great? To have had you, to have you, to need you, to want you, to love you, to hate you, to feel you...Its Heaven. So why does such Hell come with such beauty? It makes me rethink my salvation. For just a bit of Heaven, waits a whole buttload of hell! Dont be mad, Its all the same Cruelty in Romance. Its easy to be pulled f

Poopy Britches
i'm bored outta my fuckin' mind. i can't tell you what i'm doin'...not because it's classified..but because i don't want to bore the shite out of you. and also, one of you out there just might be someone i "work" with. lmao they can't turn on a computer much less type. but every dog has its day. my boobs hurt as pretty soon "my aunt FLOW will be visiting", as they say. yay me. i'm tryin' to stay positive and have been doin' marvelous at my task. my favorite saying is "i hate people" because i do hate people. not ALL people but MOST. you'd know if i didn't like you. SOOOO... usually while i'm driving, i repeat my favorite phrase over and over again *see above if you forgot the phrase*. i don't have what i call ORR (Obvious Road Rage). i have SRR (Secret Road Rage) meaning i just say in a calm manner that i hate people and wish death and major destruction on those who piss me off while driving. well NOW what i am trying to do in order to remain positive, is state "i k

Annual Stella Awards
This year's winner was Mr. Merv Grazinski of Oklahoma City, Oklahoma. Mr. Grazinski purchased a brand new Winnebago Motor Home. On his trip home from an OU football game, having driven onto the freeway, he set the cruise control at 70 mph & calmly left the drivers seat to go into the back & make himself a cup of coffee. Not surprisingly, the Motor Home left the freeway, crashed & then overturned. Mr. Grazinski sued Winnebago for not advising him, by reading the owner's manual, that he actually could not do this. The jury awarded him $1,750,000 plus a new Winnebago Motor Home. The company actually changed their manuals on the basis of this suit just in case there were any other complete morons buying their recreation vehicles. A Philadelphia restaurant was ordered to pay Amber Carson of Lancaster, Pennsylvania, $113,500, after she slipped on a soft drink & broke her coccyx (tailbone). The beverage was on the floor because Ms. Carson had thrown it at her boyfriend 30 seconds earl

Life In General
well i just realized you can do blogs on here wow i am slow lol...well all is good here...still raining in new mexico but all is well... hope all is well else where i am sorry i havent been on much but i have been super busy...i will try to be on here more ...kisses and hugs to all of my friends Date: May 22, 2007 06:08 AM Subject Hail the Warriors! Body: We may or may not agree with the politics of the war in Iraq but the men and women fighting there deserve our highest respect. -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- APATHY Your alarm goes off, you hit the snooze and sleep for another 10 minutes. He stays up for days on end. _________________________ You take a warm shower to help you wake up. He goes days or weeks without running water. __________________________ You complain of a \"headache\", and call in sick. He gets shot at as others are hit, and keeps moving forward. __________________________ You

Ginny's Blog
Today is going to be a good day it isn't so hot out anymore its only up to the 80's this week. I am glad that its cooled down i can't handle the heat right now. Being diabetic is hard on a body lol i am on the way to losing weight i am walking everyday so i will be looking sexier than i already do. and yes i am very confident about my looks and if someone tells me that i am ugly i tell them thats your opinon and thats cool but my opinon is i am the sexiest woman alive but thats good for me seeing as in the end of august i had a nervous breakdown cuz my life was going no where and my soon to be ex wasn't attracted te me anymore its hard for me to hear them words after being married for 18 years. But i am dealing with it in my own time yes i do have a man that i see once in a while its an on again off again thing. nothing serious. But the one thing is i am very honest,and caring. Get More at COMMENTYOU.com Whoever is calling me and harrassing

Bleh
if ugot that messenger add me hit me up Are you tired of all those sissy, mushy "friendship" poems that always sound good but never actually come close to reality? Well, here is a series of promises that really speaks to true friendship! 1. When you are sad, ...I will get you drunk and will help you plot revenge against the sorry bastard who made you sad. 2. When you are blue, ...I'll try to dislodge whatever is choking you. 3. When you smile =), ...I'll know you finally got laid. 4. When you are scared, ...I will rag you about it every chance I get. 5. When you are worried, ...I will tell you horrible stories about how much worse it could be and to quit whining. 6. When you are confused, ...I will use little words to explain. 7. When you are sick, ...stay away from me until you're well again. I don't want whatever you have. 8. When you fall, ...I will point and laugh at your clumsy ass. Remember: A friend will help you move. A rea

I Am Proud To Announce That Xtrm Promotions
Dec 7th at the Vault in Olympia washington and Dec 10th @ the Pheonix (Premier)in Seattle!! We are Glad to say we are now Running the RANG DONG NIGHT CLUB in Olympia, WA.. it is located at 2302 Harrison Ave. NW OLYMPIA, WA. 98502 (360)357-4902 in Front of the WESTSIDE Lanes!! all this week and weekend. We will be offering Live Dj Music and on FRI. & SAT. AMBER NORGAARD www.ambernorgaard.com will be performing from 8pm - 10:00 and then we will be having Dance Music afterwards!!! DAILY SPECIALS and NO COVER FEE to ENTER DRINKS $2.00 WELLS LUNCH (ANY DISH) $3.99 DINNER (ANY DISH) $5.95 AFTER HOURS BREAKFAST (2am - 4am) $4.95 This Weekend Saturday College and NFL SUNDAY 3 Football games going at once Served with Breakfast Specials only at $4.95!! And DRINK SPECIALS Never mind the Noise you heard Across the street Behind locked doors Fuck Six feet under I buried her beneath the Floor Now she sees she belongs only to me This is o

Rambling Butterfly's Blog
Well the dealership called late this afternoon and said that the car is ready. All we had to do is come pick it up. They can't explain why it quit working or anything... All of sudden it just started working again...LOL thats not my ass by the way! LOL! RB I'm sitting here at work. Not a thing to do. Wishing I was spending time with you. Thinking of you makes me smile. I never have a care in the world when it comes to you. What's a girl to do, when love hits you hard. Embrace or fall. Its all up to you. RB

For Sale!
For Sale! Fuscia Crushed Velvet and White Lace Medieval Style Dress $100 Compare to $550 for the same style dress WITHOUT lace here: Corinthia White Crushed Velvet Dress http://www.verymerryseamstress.com/medi.htm Also for sale... Fiery Red Evening Dress withe Black Lace Shawl $80 This dress was used in the production of Shakespeare's Rome & Juliet as Lady Capulet's evening dress put on by the R. S. Central Palace Players. These are bothe made off of a size 14 pattern. 34-38 bust area. Message me if you are interested. Thanks! ~Miss Mim~

Heres To My Friends
for my friend is there for me when i need them most as i am for them here all ways for when hard times come to us all in life for as we stick togher when it matters the most ill be here for you all ways and forever when you need me...

~ To My Mom{6-15-50 -- 5-21-98}
A tribute to my mother Brenda Sue Patton From June 14, 1950 to May 21, 1998 You are our mother Your name was Brenda Sue And so I am doing this as a tribute to you. Your body is gone now, but your spirit is free, like an eagle released it soars above the trees. You may be gone, but your memory still remains, deep in our hearts tucked carefully away. You'll never be forgotton, your life was not in vein. There are many people who still remember your name. It plays on thier lips with a smile and then a sigh, And for this your memory will never die.

My Poetry
The hurt. I can't explain this feeling. This aching, and pain. I know why it's happening. I know what has done this. Losing you, my heart is broken. I can't explain the agony my heart has right now. I want to let it out. I want you to know what you meant to me. What a real friend is. And that was you, to me. I have died inside a little more each passing day. trying to take it in, to understand. But nothing eases the pain I have. tears pouring, feelings, memories. All jumbled, all strong. it's this pit of hurt. pit of pain. The hurt. It hurts. You would have been the one to take it away. but now I cry for you. Not in your arms. or on your shoulder. But out loud, to you. In the night, when no ones around. Whispering to the dark. Looking at you, your pictures. So unreal to me that you are gone. But I feel and look in my heart. A little piece of me is gone. But I know where it is. The hurt, will fade. But my love wont. the hurt. this hurt. is love,

Batchylds Bat Cave
Roflmfao@Hamster!!!! Take this test if you like.. it's only 18 questions hehe id love to see what you got hehe :D YAY! Well here we go my first entry on lc..mind you i have moods and when i do thats when i will post in my blog. I assure you it will be amusing..entertaining or interesting..it might even come off mean or sarcastic way at times, but in a funny,blunt kind of way ..some ppl just provoke that side of me ..lol .. anyway i love it here at lc ..lots of cool ppl ..hardly any bs or drama unlike some other sites i have been on and have also since deleted..... this place keeps interesting and has a ton of cool ppl to talk to and make friends with . I am glad i joined when i did .. thank you terry for inviting me. anyway enough rambling this will be it for a first entry . btw im in a contest for graveyardgirlz .if anyone reading this would add them to friends and comment and rate my photo in the album for week one ...i would really appreciate it Alot! T

Attraction.....
"No one's ever what they seem to be. You meet them, and you think you have them all figured out. Little by little you learn more and more things about that person. Then in the end, they're a whole different person. Someone you thought they would never be" "STRANGER ON EARTH" Some fools don`t know what`s right from wrong. But some how those people belong. Me, I tried for all I`m worth, But I still remain a stranger on this earth. Some people bloom while other people thrive. Me I gotta struggle to keep alive, every since the day of my birth. I`ve been a stranger, stranger on this earth. I try to be what all people should,forgetting the bad & doing good. But no matter how I try my troubles always multiply. Now I`ve been living the best I can, ever since life began. Someday when I prove my worth, I won`t be no stranger on this earth. I`ve been living the best I can. Lord knows ever since my life began. The day`s gonna come when I don`t have to prove my worth, And I won`t be no stranger,

My Daily Bull Shit
I am haven to stay with my grandparents for a while since my mom - kinkyscreams- leaves for canada today for a week. I will get back with you all when I can. Peace Out Peoples. ATTENTION ALL FAMILY & FRIENDS: KinkyScreams my mom. She was in a bad car accident last night. She is going to be fine an was released for the hospital this afternoon. She was returning from a gala in Detroit after a photo shoot for one of her companys she works for. And was broad sided. Totalled her camero she was driven. She has a concusion an is cut up some but will be back. She sends her love to all of you. And misses you. DJ KinkyScreams~~Juggalette Homie~~@ LostCherry Much Clown Love to you all. NEEDLES~Juggalo Homie~ Needles~+~Juggalo Homie ~+~@ LostCherry

Jokes
The Vibrator AS A WOMAN PASSES HER DAUGHTER'S CLOSED BEDROOM DOOR, SHE HEARD A STRANGE BUZZING NOISE COMING FROM WITHIN. OPENING THE DOOR, SHE OBSERVED HER DAUGHTER GIVING HERSELF A REAL WORKOUT WITH A VIBRATOR. SHOCKED, SHE ASKED: "WHAT IN THE WORLD ARE YOU DOING?" THE DAUGHTER REPLIED: "MOM, I'M THIRTY-FIVE YEARS OLD,UNMARRIED, AND THIS THING IS ABOUT AS CLOSE AS I'LL EVER GET TO A HUSBAND. PLEASE, GO AWAY AND LEAVE ME ALONE." THE NEXT DAY, THE GIRL'S FATHER HEARD THE SAME BUZZ COMING FROM THE OTHER SIDE OF THE CLOSED BEDROOM DOOR. UPON ENTERING THE ROOM,HE OBERVED HIS DAUGHTER MAKING PASSIONATE LOVE TO HER VIBRATOR. TO HIS QUERY AS TO WHAT SHE WAS DOING, THE DAUGHTER SAID: "DAD I'M THIRTY-FIVE, UNMARRIED, AND THIS THING IS ABOUT AS CLOSE AS I'LL EVER GET TO A HUSBAND. PLEASE, GO AWAY AND LEAVE ME ALONE." A COUPLE OF DAYS LATER THE WIFE CAME HOME FROM A SHOPPING TRIP, PLACED THE GROCERIES ON THE KITCHEN TABLE AND HEARD A BUZZING NOISE COMING FROM, OF ALL PLACES, THE L

A Day In The Life Of....
I lead a boring life... Went to get my medicine at the pharmacy rode the bus... My son loves riding that bus... he is so talkitive to all the people and sits so happily... Had a bee by our window my son wanted to kick the bee LOL I managed to convince him not to... Got home cooked supper and ya like i said yet another day in the boring life of O1J LOL Somedays are more exciting... But Cant really talk to much about my drama... its a secret if i told you... well I would have to go all men in Black on your ass and erase your memory.. LOL Well ya gonna go send out some cherry love anyone got new pics ya want rated and commented I got a bit of time.... Korielyn Edwards 2006-2007"A life cut much too short"In a small town in Canada, a family weeps for the loss of their 17 month old baby girl. These are not just headlines to me. These people are real, friends of mine. On Canada Day a day of celebration in our country tradegy struck them hard. While eating dinner in the yard at her grandpar

Blahh
my dad passed away on friday. He died of cancer. He wasn't my real dad but he might as well have been he was the ony father figure I had and he has been in my life since I as 2. I will miss you Scamp!!! Hey everyone just wanted to say hi and what's up. Had a long night at work and it was boring and sucked bad but oh well. lol. Hope ya all have a great day.

Mine!!
Three little ducks go into a Bar.............................. "Say, what's your name?" the bartender asked the first duck. "Huey," was the reply. "How's your day been, Huey?" "Great. Lovely day. Had a ball. Been in and out of puddles all day. What else could a duck want?" said Huey. "Oh. That's nice," said the bartender. He turned to the second duck, "Hi,and what's your name?" "Dewey," came the answer from duck number two. "So how's your day been, Dewey! ?" he asked. "Great. Lovely day. I've had a ball too. Been in and out of puddles all day myself. What else could a duck want?" The bartender turned to the third duck and said, "So, you must be Louie?" "No," she said, batting her eyelashes. "My name is Puddles." Just when you think there's no justice...A news article from a Florida newspaper: "When Nathan Radlich's house was burgled, thieves left his TV, his VCR, and even left his watch. W

This Is About Me!
Hmm, well today was today. Thats all I can really say. I mean I took my test and everything and I got an A on it, but today just feels blah and meh all rolled into one. So when I am about ready to leave early, I get a call from the Bf and he says that people are bitching and making up things about him at work and telling his boss the false "information". So he was pissed about that and I guess last night him and his brother got into a fight and his brother threw his cell phone at his face and it hit him in the jaw, so we might have to go to the hospital later to see whats going on with that. That reminds me that I have to go get my TB test checked some time after 4pm and I have to turn in some more paper work to Human Resources at Banner Estrella. There is no rest for the weary. And when I finally got home, I got my Baby Shower invitation form my old friend from H.S., Heather. I cant wait cus I love babies but I cant really stand the baby showers cus for some reason all the other femal

Adult Pictures
I think its working noticed yesterday alot of the top photo's not being displayed, by everyone reporting if they find them adult, see we can make a differance, so keep it up, its the only way it will change, and shouldnt be any differant that what our primary can be, or whats in our default folder, thanks everyone who sent there thoughts, and yes mostly men did *Kisses*

My Life
So yesterday was tons of fun I forgot how much I miss working.. well I guess I cant actually call yesterday working!! I got to hang out with alot of people I work with and a few im going to work with.. well u ask what we were doing if we werent working well we were making a commercial for our company it was awesome they will be making 6 commercials from just one day of shooting!! I cnt wait to see them!!! Urgh Im so fucking tired all I wanna do is SLEEP!!! I worked from 9:30 to 10"30 yesterday and now having to be back at work at 10:00 am today and I just dont wanna do it I just wanna crawl back in bed!! So its like 4:14 and im bored outta my mind and Im STILL in my pajamas cause I have nothing better to do.. I need something to do!!!! I Dont want to go back to work tomorrow, well it wont be so bad if Texas tech beat TCU saturday cause then Madalyn will be in a good mood and I wont have to worry about her taking it out on me : 0 anyways I just thought id let yall know IM BORED

My Poems.. Some Are Way Old
Detox I've purged you from my life every now and then I still get the shakes I still get the thirst your toxic this i know your toxicity boils my blood gives my brian a rush makes me seem like i ride the short bus makes me numb seems like im all thumbs im sick of being uncomfortably numb so here i sit in detox As I stare Out into The darkness Of this Void, Searching for Someone, Maybe you Have seen Her. I don't know Her name, But she's The one. When I see Her, I Will Know She's for me Her beauty brigtens up my day with its resonating light melts all my fears makes all my tears wash away makes my heart want come out and play her eyes captivate me inprision my soul binding it to hers our 2 lost souls become as one forever

Jokes
I am 65 years old. My parents told me about Mr. Common Sense early in my life and told me I would do well to call on him when making decisions. It seems he was always around in my early years but less and less as time passed until today I read his obituary. Obituary - Common Sense Today we mourn the passing of a beloved old friend, Common Sense, who has been with us for many years. No one knows for sure how old he was since his birth records were long ago lost in bureaucratic red tape. He will be remembered as having cultivated such valuable lessons as knowing when to come in out of the rain, why the early bird gets the worm, life isn't always fair, and maybe it was my fault. Common Sense lived by simple, sound financial policies (don't spend more than you earn) and reliable parenting strategies (adults, not children are in charge). His health began to deteriorate rapidly when well intentioned but overbearing regulations were set in place. Reports of a six-year-old boy charged with

*witty Title*
It never ceases to amaze me how much people will show in pictures. Hey I can't talk I've been showing stuff too. I guess it's an infatuation with knowing what people think or maybe with some it's a turn on for people to look at their pics. Eh who knows. I personally search for approval from my fellow LCers, ok yeah just kidding lol. I like to see what adding a showier pic can do for you rating. It's quite humorous. I was getting maybe 5 friend requests a day if that. I put up more um "almost nudity" and they are pouring in. Wow you guys aren't picky or anything, lol. Not that I mind, let's not get stupid here, of course I like the attention. Oh and for the record, I won't cam to cam and likely will never cyber with anyone, lol. SO please stop asking.... :) So now I'm raising a glass to all my fellow internet whores!!! We keep it interesting!

Cherries For You!
Cherries to all my friends and special friends ;-) Hope everyone has a rockin year this year! I spend a lot of time in class so will give you a shout when I can! Please leave me comments and rate my pics! if you want to see my privates give a shout out to me ok? xoxoxoxoox guys!

Rantings Of A Medicated Psycho Chick
ok i know a hurricane wiped the town out i also know that a majority of the people that are bitching about the government not paying for thier own mistake by living in a town 2 foot under sea level near the gulf were living off of the government anyway and now we have to send our Military in to help with the crime?? wtf i have friends down there that believe it or not WORKED for a living and are managing to get thier shit together and rebuild and get on with life i also know that Texas put up an effort to help some of these people to find jobs they had 7 tour buses lined up and ONE person showed up to go look for work billing there=over $7000 come on get real one person talking about it said "it was like an ancient memory...like we had been put up on the auction block" when talking about being rescued the nerve to compare something you couldve avoided to what the slaves went through!!! im sorry it just pisses me off take responsability for your own actions!! p.s.

The Last Walk
The Last Walk Hand in hand we walk alone Along the beach at night Waves gently breaking on the shore Stars twinkling in the sky There reflection glittering in the sea Hand in hand we slowly go Knowing this will be our last A gentle kiss we share Under the moon tonight The last we will ever share Words unspoken, hearts broken Loves young dreams Lies around us shattered Tomorrow you'll be gone A thousand miles away A new life A new start But your memories will remain Let me hold you One more time Let me dry your tears Let us make this moment special Make it a moment to remember Crazydave 2006 Dedicated to Lori, we never did get to say goodbye

Maso's Rants And Whatnot
The Mystery Of Jerks And Why Woman Are Attracted To Them is Simple....We're Fucking Stupid!!! < font color="hotpink" size="1">Have you ever wanted to just get up leaveing everything and go,move to another state where nobody knows you? i think there comes a time when you just get plum sick and tired of being in the same depressing spot in your life, and you feel kinda stuck, well i aint stuck, i got nothing to look forward to here and i can leave this life guilt free, fuck cutting and other things of the sort, thats for pussys, eeh anyways, anybody have any advice as to where i should go? because im pretty damn fuckin ready to do something!,before i lose my mind anymore that its allready been lost! if that makes any sense lmao so i come back from the real world and everyone on here acts like their world has seriously ended,all because of some stupid lounge drama bullshit,my advise, put down the keyboard,step away from the computer(i know i know,its SO HARD,but it'll be worth it in the e

Bite Me!
Yeah, I've got the naughties just like everyone else. However, I don't bother to host them anywhere on the net because why? Well, it's simple. I KNOW there are hackers everywhere. Why pay for the porn when you can just hack on the net and get it for free, huh? Why the fuck NOT? I don't host my pics on the net because I don't want just any perv looking at them. I CHOOSE who I want to see what I want them to see. BTW, if everyone else is so worried about these goddamned "pervs", take a look in the mirror honeys! You wouldn't HAVE those pics in the first place if you weren't a friggin perv yourself. So, if you don't want a hacker touching your kitty on his screen or stroking to your cock, DON'T POST IT!!! Simple as that people. Why are we so fucking clueless these days? Anywho, love you all. You make me laugh... sometimes. Have a great day and a great weekend. See ya! I'm not too fond of winter storms, and here's why. The first pic is of the tree that conveniently cut my

Why Me?!
Ok, ok...so I understand my life can't be perfect! But why the hell must I live such a hard life?! Seems like every time things are going well, I suddenly trip and mess up, and end up back where I was before...being a depressed girl with no reason to live! I get so many compliments, hearing how beautiful and special I am...but I don't feel it...I don't see it! All I see is a sad, lonely, ugly, fat-ass girl with no purpose in life! I mean, what's so special about me?! What the hell do others see in me that I don't?! I really don't see anything special about me. After all the abuse, bullying, and teasing in my life, I really can't see myself as someone special...it keeps making me feel like maybe they're right, that maybe I'm not worth it! And I just can't get those thoughts outta my head! Why must I have to go through this?! Geez, I hate my life!

The Deep Side Of Angel
as i sit here staring at the wall i am wondering how to tell you or should i say anything at all i am scared and the butterflies wont subside i want to tell you so badly but its so hard to decide i wake up thinkin of you i sleep with you in my heart i want to know you completely and i am sad when we are apart you are this amazing person who makes me laugh when we are together who turn my bad days into great ones who can accomplish anything you endeavor i keep telling myself to slow down but then i think of your smile the way you kiss my lips and touch me the way you look at me and smile i dont know how i got here or when i fell maybe it was the time you met my son or the way everytime i see you my heart swells i get so nervous everytime i see you hoping this isnt just a dream; hoping this is all true in these few short weeks i have come to feel that without you in my heart, dreams and life nothin would seem real. sometimes i feel i scare you with all my fee

* To My Friends*
SMiLES AND TEARS, GiGGLES AND LAUGHS, LATE NiGHT CALLS AND CUTE PHOTOGRAPHS, i`LL BE THERE FOR Y0U `TiL THE DAY 0F MY DEATH, BEST FRiENDS F0REVER `TiL MY VERY LAST BREATH... a awesome friend sent me this so i wanted to send this to my friends to...

The Tie Part One
walking to the car they stopped now and then to kiss, long slow kisses that made her want to rip his clothes off....people stopped and looked at them but they didnt notice.Opening the car door for her she stopped him by pulling on his tie.. and kissing him slow and deep.... he cleared his throat and said' if u keep this up we will never reach your hotel' she let go of his tie and laughed.getting in the car she wiggled her skirt up so he could see alot of thigh, just to tease him..he got in and started the car..they looked at each other and he reached for her hand he placed it on his thigh and started to drive off..they sat in a silence both thinking.. she started to move her hand up his thigh and back down, feeling his muscles tence and she pressed harder...slowly moving to his semi hard cock. she rubbed over the hardness with the palm of her hand.. he moved but still watched the road.. she smiled and undid his zip.. his now hard cock was in her hand and she moved her fingers ful

Illusions Of Reality
My father passed away on April 26, 2007. He was diagnosed with MS when i was in Jr. High. Every day I miss him and every day I wish there was a cure. He's no longer here to fight, but I am. For the past 8 years I have been participating in the MS walk for a cure. I was robbed of a father too young. He lost who he was because of this illness. I am fighting for a cure so that no other children will have to say this. CLICK HERE TO DONATE!!! please donate. even if its $5. You will be doing so much more than you can imagine. Also if you could please repost this link in your own notes section I will totally buy you a drink or take that $5 i would pay for a drink and donate it to the walk. If you know someone in the south burbs that has been effected by MS, there is a support group available. The head of it is the nicest woman i've ever known. The group welcomes new members with open arms and hearts and have more compassion than any group of people i've met. They have a common interest they a

* Romance And Relationships *
ReAd GuYs..... Guys you really need to read this...it just might help you out! Romance and Relationships 27 ways to make a girl smile . . . . . *1 . Tell her she is beautiful, not hott, fine or ***y. *2 . Hold her hand at any moment even if it just for a second. *3 . Kiss her on the forehead. *4 . Leave her voice messages to wake up to. *5 . Always tell her you love her at any and all times. *6 . When she is upset hold her tight and tell her how much she means to you. *7 . Recognize the small things . . . they usually mean the most. *8 . Sing to her no matter how horrible your voice is. *9 . Pick her over all the other girls you hang out with. *10 . Write her notes. {she loves them} *11 . Introduce her to family and friends as your girlfriend. *12 . Play with her hair. *13 . Pick her up, tickle her and play-wrestle with her. *14 . Sit in the park and just talk to her. *15 . Tell her funny jokes, tell her stupid jokes, just tell her jokes. *16 . Throw peb

Prayer
Prayer Request I understand the weather in Iraq is very difficult to bear right now. Our troops need our prayers for strength, endurance and safety. I am sorry but I am not breaking this one. Send this on after a short prayer; please don't break it: "Lord, hold our troops in your loving hands. Protect them as they protect us. Bless them and their families for the selfless acts they perform ! for us in our time of need. I ask this in the name of Jesus, our Lord and Savior. Amen." When you receive this, please stop for a moment and say a prayer for our troops around the world. There's nothing attached; just send this to all in your address book. Do not let it stop with you, please - of all the gifts you could give a US Soldier, Sailor, Airman, or Marine deployed in harm's way, prayer is the very best!!!

*true Love*
Body: this is kinda sad read the whole thing tell me wat u think girl- hey boy- i missed u at school 2day, y weren't u there? girl- yeah, i had to go to the doctor. boy- oh rele? y? girl- oh nothin, annual shots, thats all. boy- oh girl- so wht did we do in math 2day? boy- u didnt miss ne thing that great.......just lots of notes girl- ok good boy- yeah girl- hey i have a question...... boy- ok, ask away girl-........how much do u love me? boy- u kno i love u more than anything girl- yeah..... boy- y did u ask? girl-................>silencesounding worried< is there something wrong?? girl- no, everythings fine...... boy- are u sure? girl- yeah. boy- ok.......i hope so. girl- ..............would u die for me? boy- i would take a bullet for u anyday, hun girl- rele? boy- anyday. now seriously, is there something wrong??? girl- no im fine, ur fine, we're fine, everyones fine. boy- ............ok girl-.

Random Thoughts
Just letting you all know that im going to be in a contest here on Cherry tap in the near future....annnnnd it would be greatly appreciated if you could take time and cast a vote for me =) I hope that you all had a marvelous Christmas and that you are getting ready for the New year. haha i can't believe it, it will be 2007 soon =O Ahh this weekend went by so fast. I hate when that happens. lol. Now its back to the usual stuff...classes and such. Im attempting to find another job, but i really have no idea where to start. so im going to be heading out today to search for something i suppose. I need money...been spending too much of it lately, and need to go back to saving. Its beautiful out today, going to be hitting low 80s here..which is amazing for this time of year up there in rochester ny. haha. Its most likely going to be the last warm summer like day around here. The leaves are starting to change colors and im excited. I love the fall. Its a shame that i have to spen

My Words, My Life
The yawning chasm Of my bleeding heart Is filled with a flood of raging emotion The pain vanishes in that flood And I breathe a sigh of relief I experience sweet release As I fall into the abyss I lose myself in that depthless void And I let the tidal wave of sensation Wash over me As I drift along I let go of the pain and anger I draw peace and joy into myself And I feel them deep in my core As I emerge from the trackless depths I feel my heart begin to heal And I leave the pain and anger behind ~Phoenixx (written Jan.21, 2007) Cold I feel trapped I've put my dreams on hold The fire is gone My world grows cold I think of you, My fantasies take wing But still, Reality takes hold And I stay firmly planted on this earth No escape No reprieve This same cold existance Greets me when I rise Dreams of immortal life Haunt my mind each night Dreams of warmth and passion Dreams of you Dreams that will never be Dreams gone cold This song is silenced No

*awesome Sex*
*DONT READ THIS IF YOU'RE OFFENDED BY THE HUMAN BODY but it's funny!* *A hug leads to a kiss...a kiss leads 2 a finger...a finger leads to a a hand...a hand leads to a lick...a lick leads to a suck...a suck leads 2 a fuck. So tell me how many people are you gonna hug after you heard this cuz sex is like math...u add the bed...subtract the clothes...divide the legs...leave your solution...and pray you dont multiply! Send this right after u read it, something good will happen at 2:25 tomorrow. Get ready for the biggest shock in your life!! Whoever breaks this chain will be cursed w/ relationship problems 4-10 years. If you send this in 15 mins. your safe. Something good will happen tonight at 11:11pm. This is not a joke...someone will either call you or will talk to you online. *Giving .........head....... massages the jaw....while burning 32 calories. *Swallowing foreign body juices is actually like taking vitamins and it whitens your teeth *Having nice sex burnes 358 ca

This And That
Here you have it ladies and gentleman....THIS is what you call a man stringing someone along with his sentiments and telling you how special you are and yet....knocking someone else up even while claiming to want you to spend your time and gas money to come see them....this is a man I sent a care package to when he moved to welcome him home...I can be trusted with HUGE secrets but I cannot warrent anything special in the way of recognition as a friend before making a 3 hr trip to go see him at his ex gf's house that he knocked up for the SECOND time while lying and saying that they are "just friends"...if you would like any elaboration...please feel free to ask....if you are here to cause me drama...dont bother.... xlx_lord_lestat_xlx (8/14/2008 12:22:22 AM): how many people you think i actually let into my life like i did you xlx_lord_lestat_xlx (8/14/2008 12:22:34 AM): come on tell me since you want to assume everyones the same with me ALL the time xlx_lord_lestat_xlx (8/14/20

Funniest Shit Ever
MySpace, YourSpace, OurPlace, A disgrace? Comments wont post, No reading of blog? Into my page... I cannot log. There's an error here, An error there, After 6pm (EST), I pull out my hair! Now, I do see, That the cost is free, Zip, zero zilch... To folks like you and me. However, advertisers must tire, When a page does expire, Their ads unseen... Profits none higher. From California to Beijing, We should all join hands and sing, One beautiful harmony... "PEACE, WE'RE JOINING LOSTCHERRY" So, ok...this is actually a man's point of view, but out of respect 4 men (aka dogs) I have decided to spread this assholes (who I truly adore) OPINIONS. And then I want my ladies 2 back it up with straight facts!! OK!! Men..Just do what ever it is that U guys do!! ENJOY!! One of life's biggest misconceptions is that men don't like to settle down with women because they have to stop fucking aroun

Sweet Irish Rose Aka April
This basically for me to get things out of my head so maybe i can sleep... Well it has been on hell of a day. As some of you know that read my last post, my uncle just past away. (my dad's brother) And my hubby is still being an insensitive jerk. He went to bed tonight without even mentioning my loss or try to console me. That hurt. I dont mean to sound selfish but if it means wanting him to be there for me during this time then ok I'm selfish. But it's clear he isnt goin to be there so I try to hide my pain and deal with it by myself. I have gotten good at hiding my pain the last few years. Only those that I allow to see it can. Basically thats just a couple close friends. But they are in Oklahoma and I am in Texas. (thank God they will be here for the weekend) Anyways,I tried to go to bed to get some rest. I really tried but when I laid down I was overwhelmed with memories and thoughts. It hit me that my dad is the last one in the family that is left that carries our name. My

Our Baby (on Celebration....love And Loss)
My Little Angel I felt your presence there inside of me, nestled soft and warm; Sweet scent of baby's breath, precious words left unadorned. I saw your tiny heartbeat, then I knew that you were fine; A perfect baby we created, one that would be mine. Then that tragic day it came there was nothing I could do, Only wait and hope for the precious life of you. Yes in the beginning your daddy was afraid; Only he would love you unconditional and never run away. He loved you more this I do know, as he cried for you that day, When the doctor said that you were gone, daddy wanted you to stay. He would have held you close to him, and see your perfect form, A gift of daddy's love, would have kept you safe and warm. Only now you are an angel over me beautiful and bare, My heart would hurt if you cried for me and mommy was not there. Still we are together in my heart and memories, You are still a part of my memory. Rest gentle now 'sweet baby' there

Your Government At Work
Thought you might like this. Better get used to the Muslim President....... Military fly over deniedUnbelievable, isn't it!!! Everyone needs to see this. I foresee many flyovers by the Thunderbirds and Blue Angels will be canceled in the next three years also. Also demonstrations by the Golden Knights and our service bands. This guy OBAMA is out of control!!!Obama denied a military flyover at the annual "God and Country" rally in Idaho , where new military recruits were inducted and all militarywere honored. This is the first time in 42 years that there has not been a military flyover in formation, and organizers were stunned thatObama refused to allow this.When the lady organizing the event contacted the Pentagon to ask why this was not allowed, as it had occurred every year for 42 years, she wastold it was because of the event's "Christian nature."The video also mentions that when Obama made a recent speech, a cross and a Christian

Tribute To Nice Guys
This is a tribute to the nice guys. The nice guys that finish last, that never become more than friends, that endure hours of whining and bitching about what assholes guys are, while disproving the very point. This is dedicated to those guys who always provide a shoulder to lean on but restrain themselves to tentative hugs, those guys who hold open doors and give reassuring pats on the back and sit patiently outside the changing room at department stores. This is in honor of the guys that obligingly reiterate how cute/beautiful/smart/funny/sexy their female friends are at the appropriate moment, because they know most girls need that litany of support. This is in honor of the guys with open minds, with laid-back attitudes, with honest concern. This is in honor of the guys who respect a girl's every facet, from her privacy to her theology to her clothing style. This is for the guys who escort their drunk, bewildered female friends back from parties and never take advantage once they'

What The Heart Holds Dear
What The Heart Holds Dear Today is a good time to share with you some things my heart holds dear ... memories of us never to be forgotten ... small gestures that bring a smile ... an uncommon bond that is worth its weight in gold ...

Love Ya
Broken Hearted Tuesday, February 01, 2005 Mood:~crying~ Your in a relationship You think WOW i have a great partner. Then after awhile things start falling apart. There is so many mixed feeling with in you. As a lady you start feeling your wanted,loved,or needed You feel empty inside The one's you love Just take you for granted They treat you like your a nobody. You are walked on & used. You just keep thinking " What am i doing wrong" You try alittle harder. Then you realize that you have had enough Your tired of the guilt Your sad because other's are being used To make to give up on the hope's & dream's you have. Then one day you wake up & decided enough with all of this. You have to do what make's you happy within your heart. You decide that no more guilt trip's No more using other's to get over one you. You finally realize that your happiness is very important to yourself. The 1st one who come's before anyone is God The 2nd is the love

Who I Like On Lc/ct/fubar
Who i like on LC is as follows1.Nicckie,2.Foxy brit, 3.Blue,4.Jennifer,5.Isis CherryLick,6.Sw33tn3r,7.sexy pirate13,8.Candle,9.Veinfetish,10.Pixie Kisses,11. Tiff,12.Candy,13.Drty Grl,14.Ashley,15.Stoney16.MZ Bossy,17.AprilRose,18. Sweet_titts,19.Laken,20.MISS SHERRIE,21.Nurse Hayley,22.Drianna,23.~*~Haloz~*...,24.~ Shadow Hawk ~,25.Cassandra Lynn,26.Nympho,27.Chatqueen24,28.Baby Animal ¢¾,29.Bobbi Doll,30. I'll Keep You My Dirty Little Secret,31.Amy Amy Amy,32.Tuna,33.Kindred Heart,34 Angel(Angela),35.Starduster766,36.Devil in Cuffs,37.Miss Behavin25,26.'۞WÌLÐÇÄŦ۞® ÖWÑÈR ÖҒ Ŧ.M.Ä.Ғ.ŦRÄÌÑ,RÄÐÌÖ Ñ LÖÚÑGÈ۞', and others i might add to this Blog Later on from Bruce nicckie to me is a wonderful sexy hott beautiful gorgeous sensational amazing pretty and raidant incredibly stunning person and i feel like i have a special bond with her i reckon if she was to leave the world i would be truly depressed and and heart broken forever because i in my h

Fall Of New England
I can always tell if fall is going to come early or not. Living in New England, we are known for our beautiful foliage. I'm lucky, I get to witness it first hand. I drive to school on local backroads, which in my opinion is the best way to go. The winding roads lead you through the old section of New Hampshire, where little towns are mirror images of what they used to be. Colonial red houses with a matching barn standing just behind, dirt driveways with home grown product stands and churches with their original steeples where you can hear the bell at exactly 10am every Sunday. The trees start showing off their new fall highlights. Orange, reds and even purple leaves for the more daring trees have started and the ones who have had enough have fallen to the ground. On the weekends, they will be raked into a pile while the kids get to jump in them and make a mess. Only to have the raking cycle repeat once more. The lake turns a deep blue, making you shiver just thinking about s

College Makes Me Tired
it's not just the late hours studying, the part time job that is a must as an adult or the teachers that make you want to claw out your eyes, it's the kid next to you that argues with everything the teacher says even though they are wrong and the parking garage that no matter HOW SLOW YOU"RE GOING it STILL sounds like you are BURNING OUT! damn. oh well. i'm enjoying it at least. i'm on route to my psychology/theatre degree and my masters, then my PhD. i'm going to be tired for several more years to come...awesome..

Daily Motivation
Monday, December 18, 2006 Before you respond Before you respond, take a breath. Before you respond, take a moment to think. When you instantly and automatically react, it allows the people and events around you to take control of your life. When, on the other hand, you thoughtfully and deliberately respond, it puts you firmly in control. You can watch, listen and learn from all that's going on in your world. Yet you never have to let it all get to you. Always remember that you can choose how to think and feel about whatever is happening. Even more importantly, you can choose what, if anything, to do about it. Stay ever connected to your dreams, your values, your experience and your wisdom. Give yourself a moment to consider the best of who you are before you decide how to speak or to act. Every moment is a choice that you have the opportunity to make. Choose those possibilities that will move you steadily and decisively forward. -- Ralph Marston Wednesday, D

Hangover City
HI long time no see been so busy not had time to check out the LC.. wow its changed alot.. o.O I should be around more now, for a while anyways :) So a mate just popped over from the US.. decide to meet him for ""a"" beer and things go nuts.. like always .. buuuuuh ... I feel like an extra from dawn of the dead. worst of all Im having cravings for fried chicken ..

Qt Booty
When all you can remember is the sparkle in his eyes, which have now faded away. His touch is now cold when it once was warm. Remembering back to the days when kisses were deep and passionate . neither could breath nor did either want to come up for air. That is now the same difference except there are no kisses but yet you still cant breath. I lay there at night listening to you breath , I watch you sleep and I wonder where our love has gone. Did it just blow away on a whim or did it take this many days to fade into the sunset. I long for the those days and nights you would hold me tight. When you protected my heart. They are gone and soon I will be too. ~JR~ I called the doc's office yesterday afternoon and was to there is no evidence of malignancy. So its negative.. So know just to get the stitches out next week . it's not a pretty site watching a me scratch at my breast all day lol. Just want to take this time and thank everyone who was there for me. It

Blog
I was really bored and uploaded the current NFL coaches pics. If you know some of them go to try to name them without looking at the comments, (which there are none yet lol) I still need to add about 8 more, but I need to level up or pick some pics to delete to add the rest. I put this on my profile too, but this is for those of you that only read the blogs. A couple days ago I totaled up how much money I spent here and it came to about $200.oo. I realize that is not a lot compared to others but it is a hell of a lot for my budget. I have always felt that fubar is the master of coming up with ways to charge money without actually giving you a product. But it was fun and I met some great people here, so I bought the vip, the bling, the blasts, and the extra 11's. I decided to let my vip run out mostly because of the nonsense of the bouncer. Yesterday (2-1-09) was my last day as a vip and I see I stopped at the perfect time. Fubar is not going to make any cha

My Son
ok so how come nobody on my list as even remotely said congrats.... i mena my son is about 3 weeks old now and i posted that he was born the monday after he was.... and so far nothin... not on congrats.. a few pic comments on him but thats about it.... maybe a total of 10 ratings on his pics....... but oh well..... i had the same problem of a list of people on myspace.... that never really said crap to me...... now them people are missin form that list..... id hate to weed this lsit down as well.... myspace went form 3000 to about 60... this ones under 50.... and one would think that when people post about 10 bullitons a day they might take the time to say hey to ya... but i guess not

Ann's Blog
November 5 2006.........new american life will start...........damn why I m so scared why....why? Santa Monica L.A. wait for me but my heart belongs to my soil and Bulgaria or Mother Russia I don t to log in on LC all days as usual cauz I have to take care fo my mum, she s very sick..........Hugs all of you Before I was myself you made me, me! With love and patience, discipline and tears, Then bit by bit stepped back to set me free, Allowing me to sail upon my sea, Though well within the headlands of your fears. Before I was myself you made me, me ! With dreams enough of what I was to be And hopes that would be sculpted by the years, Then bit by bit stepped back to set me free, Relinquishing your powers gradually To let me shape myself among my peers. Before I was myself you made me, me, And being good and wise, you gracefully As dancers when the last sweet cadence nears Bit by bit stepped back to set me free. For love inspires learni

Im Harmless
if you had one good thing that you can have for x-mas wat would it be.....it can be sexy or wat ever you please to put on the list.who know santa might come by and bring you that special wish waz up peeps....well let me just say one thing for all those females out there who thinks im out here tryin to take your men....guess again im not im here to have fun and meet new people ..lately ive been gettin notes from females or females that thinks because i check out their mens profiles .....i check out all those who check me out and browse thru people page to see thier pics and profile im not here to take anyones men...im just having internet fun time... so stop comin at me with crazy notes or hatin notes if your men comes and check me out doesnt mean he wants me hes just lookin.......have a nice day wow when i first came on this site everyone was cool now it seems like we got alot of people rating crazy and giving people low numbers ...come on not everyone has to look perfect...or a super

Things I Think
It's beena while since I have writen anything and maybe for good reason. For the most part I just want to say that if your friends with someone longer than a month or so, then you shouldn't belive the first thing that someone has said that friend said. I mean really, would it be too much to ask to have someone come out and say, "Hey so and so said that you were talking about me behind my back, is it true?" But no, instead of that we get nothing, silence, the cold shoulder, etc. Although this is a good way to see who is true and who isn't, who is honest and who is just picking you for the flavor of the month, it's still just cruel. Me personaly...I don't give a shit. If you want to go beliving every dick/pussy that comes your way thats just sad. You loose a lot of good friends that way. That's all for now, Oh and your all fierd, cats rule! LOL Guess what number Im thinking of right now! LOL I have desided I will no longer be talking...at all (with the exception of work a

My Writings
Out of the night's mist I run Out of the mist I run I hunt you for your blood I am a bloodsucker I am a vampire I want human blood I can't live in the light I must be in blackest night Where are you at night mortal? I am a bloodsucker I am a vampire I thrive on human blood I thrive on blood Any type will do When mortals sleep I shall find them and creep into their bedroom Those mortals shall bare their necks for my fangs So I shall drink their blood Welcome to my playground Won't you come on in? I am the devil and i'll be your host So let the games begin Come forth little children For I have a fairy tale Listen to my story of a little place called Hell Your cries will be my laughter as I watch you bleed Come into my toy room of Hatred, Sex and Greed. Miserably ever after for all you girls and boys As you scream out twisted nursery rhymes And play with Broken Toys This is your worst nightmare I hope you had some fun But little do you relise Pla

Damn Skippy
WHATTYA THINK OF JR LEAVING DEI THIS IS BIG AND I KNOW IN MY HEART THAT LITTLE E WILL BE IN THE NUMBER 3 AND IT WILL RISE AGAIN TO WIN CHAMPIONSHIPS hey well dont ya know jr played his cards dropped the ace and teresa e made the biggest mistake of her career, why the fuck shouldnt this kid not have interest in his father's company that he built for his children to proper after his death ??? BIG MISTAKE LADY E BIG. JR WILL GO TO RCR AND WIN A CHAMPIONSHIP IN THE NUMBER 3 CAR THAT IS MY PREDICTION

Dictionary Of Atlanta Sexual And Dating Terms
Baggage - The excuse people use to punish their current boyfriend/girlfriend for things that their past boyfriends/girlfriends have done to them. Bicurious - Gay. Bisexual - Gay. Bitter - What all Atlanta singles are destined to become. Caused by drama and stress (see below). Buckhead Soldiers - The clones you see hovering around the popular Buckhead bars wearing polos tucked into pleated Dockers. Usually wearing loafers. Butch - What gay men who don't think they act gay call themselves. Actual butch men will never need to use this term. Also used to describe 75f Atlanta lesbians. Cabin Room - Where you go when the bars are closed and you still haven't found someone to sleep with. Cuddle - Sexual activity in which there is no exchange of bodily fluid. Drama - An imaginary condition made up by sad, lonely individuals with no real problems in their life who feel the need to drag stable, well-balanced individuals who are trying to make a valuable contribution to