spoiledhottie's blog: "my thoughts and shit"

So, yesterday I took my final exam for Legal Aspects of Medical Office..we got out of school almsot 2 months early! Which I'm pretty happy about because I don't have to wake up at 8:00 in the morning anymore!! Yay! But I still do have the work to do at home for that other class...so can't wait to get started on that! Anyways, I'm home right now with Ann and Kadie. She's been soo hyper today! I think she's really starting to get on Ann's nerves. Oh, and tomorrow is Jesse's funearl. Which I feel terrible about what happened to him... :( I still can't belive that he's gone. I mean, I feel so sorry for his mother...first Chris and now Jesse. It's weird to think that he's dead. I also feel bad for Mandy :/ I know she just feels horrible about accidently killing Jesse. Well, I'll probably be on here later cause I'm bored as hell! Oh yea, and me and Lee went to Ruby Tuesday last night to eat and Brittany was ALL over Lee. That really pissed me off because she's such a whore. I mean, she dosen't even know who her baby's daddy is and she's already flirting with MY boyfriend. She's soo selfish too!

I spend literally ALL day on the internet...is that bad??? Yea, i'm totally addicted...I never go anywhere, I wake up in the morning, go to school when I get home from school (at 9:00) and I spend from 9 am in the morning to about 11 at night on the computer....seriouslly. :| : I really need to get a life....

It's been kinda weird since Lee left. I've been pretty alone lately...it sucks. I don't really have anyone else up here but me..I really can't wait until tomorrow morning when I go home! :) And I get to see Sam ... but I have to give Jake away :(...god, sometimes I hate my life so much. But at least I'm starting to be friends with the neighbors :)

Lee moved back home yesterday. :( I cried about it all night :*( I miss him. But I get to see him in 2 days :) I still don't want to be up here all by myself.... :*( :*( :*( :*( I feel so alone.... :*(

I got a puppy dog yesterday, Lee bought it for me! He's so cute! He's 6-weeks-old, I named him Jake. He's a Jack Russell kind though. He's definitly more of a handful then I thought he would be. He pisses and shits everywhere...still need to learn how to train him. He always wants to play, even late at night when I'm really tired...but hey, he is just a puppy!

I'm so upset because my boyfriend's moving back to our hometown...which is 2 hours away from where I live! :*( So, I'm gonna be up here all alone...I don't know what I'm going to do. It's so freakin weird thinkin about it. But he has to ... he got a job offer that he can't turn down. I'm so upset.

Ok, I know I posted this like a thousand times but seriouslly, go to this website: http://www.mydeathspace.com/deaths.aspx It really needs hits, and the more hits then it will stay open...it's received a lot of controversy but these are REAL people on Myspace and REAL deaths!!!

yes! I'm soo happy! I got a job at Uncle Shugs Chicken Barn...which hopefully I'll like. I start tomorrow at 4:00. The only thing that sucks is that I have to close :( And I hate closing fast food restaurants! But the manager and owner seemed really nice so....I don't know..but I hope I don't have to quit! Welp, right tomorrow to see if I like it or not!

I got a job interview today for a store in the mall...I hope I get it cause I really need it! I just bought a new car, so money's really tight. I hope I can actually keep this job now! ...lol! So anyways, got to go get ready for it!

I went home today to visit my mom and Sam. I missed Sam a lot too! She was happy to see me I think. I don't want to go to the doctors office today though! Do I hate doctors! I just can't wait until Saturday, I get to see Allie! :) She is so adroable! She's just the cutest thing ever, I'm really thinking about getting her into acting, I mean she would be the perfect baby to put on TV...she never crys, only when she's hungry and she whines a little bit when she's tired, but that's it! And she's 9 months old..the same age the Olsen twins were when they started on TV. I really think I could get a TV deal with her! If only Adam would let me take her...