Mz AQUAFINA's blog: "QT BOOTY"

When all you can remember is the sparkle in his eyes, which have now faded away. His touch is now cold when it once was warm. Remembering back to the days when kisses were deep and passionate . neither could breath nor did either want to come up for air. That is now the same difference except there are no kisses but yet you still cant breath. I lay there at night listening to you breath , I watch you sleep and I wonder where our love has gone. Did it just blow away on a whim or did it take this many days to fade into the sunset. I long for the those days and nights you would hold me tight. When you protected my heart. They are gone and soon I will be too. ~JR~

you know this is when it hurts the most u cant talk to any one even though you try b/c u know no one will truly understand the pain u feel inside.. all they will tell you is to be rid of what makes u hurt.. but what if u cant just be rid of the hurt.. knowing the next person will just come by make u feel like a million dollas , make you feel like a princess or the queen you always wanted to be just to come back in a few to crush ur every dream... how u find a passion u lost long ago. how do you trust again when u know u cant even trust urself? the pain is ripping thru me now i feel u poorin the salt in drop by drop tiny little grains of salt. my heart is so raw , so numb and why.. when i knew better than to love you.. knew better than to give u my heart ... how did i trust u with it ... i am the fool not you .... i'm the one that should have known better... when will i learn ?

the girl you dream of I believe you fell in love with me. You never truly meant to do so. You thought at first it was a pretty girl to flirt with . Then we talked We had a serious chat . You looked into my eyes and I became so much more than a pretty girl. I became the girl that you dream of when you slept. A few more chats and you learn a beautiful woman with sad eyes was charming and witty. Had different views on many of subjects and a sex appeal you just couldn't help but lust over. Then I became the woman that begins to haunt your every waking hour. How did you allow your self to get so far? Beware of looking into this monsters eyes you will see into her soul and get tangled within her web. She will forever haunt your heart, your dreams, your every being. But will you ever have her? How badly do you need a taste? And what are you willing to give for just one taste? or for a lifetime? ~JRF~

Stormy Loven I had it all planned out , We were to meet at 8 for dinner & I was cooking. It was a hot summers day. AC cranked fans blowing the stale humid air with no relief. Dinner was gonna be light , lots of fresh veggies and fruit that I picked up at the farmers market this morning. A bottle of wine chilling . Table set, candles ready to be lit. There was a thunder storm on the horizon, typical for an Ohio in late july. A soft knock came on the door. There you stood all bright eyed, so cool and crisp looking even in this crazy humidity . The beautiful full smile that I just love flashed before m. You hand me the most beautiful bouquet of mixed summer time flowers. They are all brilliant in color, aroma so soft and summery. Dinner is almost ready if u would like to open the wine. They worked so well together even though this was only the second time they actually been together. I plated up the dinner as you filled our wine glasses. We met back at the counter and you stole your first kiss of this meeting.. It was full force lip locking. You suckled on my bottom lip for a moment or two. I dont know. I lost all sense of time. then you finished this off by a few quick kisses. The kind with smoochie noise.. I love when you do this and it makes me giggle and oh how i love that smile you smile when i giggle. We sit down and start to eat the meal before us, small talk comes and goes as the sound of thunder gets louder and louder. I see a flash of lighting come from the window and one loud clap of thunder follows quickly behind, this makes me jump and you grin and tell me not to be afraid because your here to protect me and you have no where to be until Monday morning. I begin to ease up some. 1) at the thought of u sharing more than just the night and 2) because the storm is beginning to pass. Though I watched the forecast and knew there was plenty more to come. Dinner finished and another glass of wine in hand we headed to the living room to check the weather forecast. It's getting real bad specially from the direction you came from. So I suggest you stay here for the night. Knowing good and well you would have any way. You knew all to well yourself. A well prepared man. Had an over night bag in the car. So you ran out to get while it was lightly raining barely a sprinkle when you went out to your car. But by the time you made it back to my door you were soaked to the bone . YOu stood there just inside the door not wanting to drip on the carpet. I run for a towel. and when i get back there you are shirtless , body glisten with rain drops... My body is instantly melting. I dont hand you the towel when I get close enough . NO I want to look at you all sexy there glistening. You ask for the towel but I let it fall to the floor. I take a step closer and I lean in and lick the droplets from your chest. I run my fingers on your shoulders and down your torso , back up again. You place your hands on either side of my face , lean down towares me and you kiss me strong and passionately. Not stopping you have a hunger burning inside of you. I lean into you wrapping my arms around your waist pulling you closer to me. Your bare skin is cool to the touch, were my skin begins to heart up . I can now feel your manhood coming to life. You keep kissing me deeply occasionally you trace my lips with your tongue. You suckle my bottom lip. and plunge your tongue to dance with mine. I can hear thunder coming closer again. Deep thick rumbles , just like my desire is for you right this very minute. One loud clap of thunder and a flash of lighting and the power goes off. So I grab a candle from the dinner tableand with my other hand I take hold of you and led you down the short hallway to my bedroom. I set the candle down and step over to the window and open it wanting to feel the damp air on my soon to be naked skin. I turn around to find you lying naked on the bed. I can just make out your hard tool in the pale light from one candle. But then a flash of lighting gives me a quick glimpse of you. There you are one arm above you tucked in behind your head propping you up some. The other hand softly stroking yourself. So I begin to slowly undress for you. The lighting becoming quicker and faster together. I see that devilish grin . I know you want me becasue I too like no other . I slowly crawl up to you from the foot of the bed. Leaving a trail of soft kisses as I climb up your body. Soft moist kisses on your legs stopping here and there for a nibble. My hair brushes across your erection and I feel it jump with pleasure but I dont stop. I am on a mission and I want to explore all of you . But the time will come when I slow my pace and focus on one area. But now I have made it to your navel and I slowly circle it with my tongue. My large breast seem to have hit the right spot. they are right about your tool. They are jiggling there and I feel you come alive again. He is twitching out of control. I allow you to caress my sides and press my breast together sandwiching yourself .. Your thumbs budded over my hard nipples. You rub and press all at the same time as you lightly thrust your hips. I keep running my tongue at your navel. I want to keep heading north but I know what you need more. so i head back down south . I grasp you nice and firmly with one hand and I flick the tip of your tool with my tongue , you nearly lose control. You want this so badly . But your not sure if you will last . but you let me wrap my lips around your thickness. and I suck and I suck. You cant wait another minute you have to feel that wet pussy. You need to feel the tight walls clamping down on you. You speak in a soft whisper half growl. Baby please I gotta be inside you. Please get on your knees. I dont hesitate glad you remember my favorite position. I grab the pillows and stuff them up under my tummy . My head down and booty up legs spread. You wiggle your way in between and you tease me with just the head. You can feel i'm ready to be entered but you are taking your sweet time memorizing the roundness and softness of my backside. Your still teasing me with just the tip running it up and down my wet slit. I cant take it any more and I lean back into you and you slide right in. You nearly came at the hot juicey swallowing of the my sweet pussy. Im rocking back and forth on , you're moaning louder and louder, begging me to slow my pace so you dont cum yet.. but I need this all this dick sliding in and out of me. I tell you I need this and to please just ride it out , cum if you have to but I cant stop. So you place your hands on my thick hips and you hang on to this ride. I begin to cum wave after wave you ride . Finally not able to hold back any more you hit the last wave with me. We fall over gasping for air. You grab me bring me close to you . You cuddle with me as we watch the last of the storm roll out. There are no need for words. Its a perfect ending to a beautiful storm. We fall a sleep under the sheet cuddled close. Letting the cool damp summer breeze caress out lustful bodies. ~JKnight~

releavin stress All this pent up anger and stress, Dayummm boy you lucky you aint in town cause you would get one hellva work out tonight. First I'd start off by taken you into the shower. slowly stripping you down. Make sure the water temp is just right. Id let you under the water first... MMMM! how I love to see you naked and wet. Id start at those nice broad shoulders lathering them up nice and soapy. Working down and across your chest. MMM! I love your broadness the thickness oh i want to kiss it. That beautiful dark skin. Oh to feel your heart beat. You're the right height , all I have to do is take a step closer and wrap my arms around you and lay my head against your chest. Oh the warm spray of water feels good, mystical. It feels so safe here holding you the water washing away everything that the day has brought. Oh the taste of your freshly wasked skin is so wonderful. I slowly drop to my knees and I take you into my hands. Working on your stiffness. What a beautiful sight before my eyes. Your massive frame standing above me under the spray of the shower, water droplets rolling down your long torso. I see your eyes on me, so i take you into my mouth , you gasp and grab hold of the shower walls . I work you so good you can barely stand it another minute longer , so you pull me up. You put me under the water and you bend me over some and you slide right into me. How amazing this feels. Its so tight but yet it feels so good and how wonderful it feels to have this water running down over my backside gathering where we are joined together. Its so erotic, I dont know how much more i can take . This rhythm is perfect oh I clinch down on you and you moan and grab my hips tighter and I feel you flood me. I feel your body quiver , it feels like this goes on forever . You dont pull out , you just hold me there for a few extra minutes. You turn off the water and grab a towel and start to dry me off. Maken sure that my skin is dry but testin it with your lips. Soft kisses trailing down my body. Stopping every so often for a better inspection. You grab my hand and led me to the bed. You sit down ont he edge and you pull me to you. Your face to my breast . you kiss and lick. you feel every inch of them with your large hands . You suckle as if you were a child feeding form its mother, all along your hands have been wandering the lucious curves, Exploring, Caressing. I lean into you with more force. and you give way and we tumble on to the bed . I work my way up onto you. Spread my thick thighs on to you . I slide on to your thick tool. Slowly i ease down on to it inch by inch. One hand is on my hips helping to gueid me the other hand is caressing my breast. I lean forward to kiss you and i slowly start to rock . As i pick up speed you slide your hands down and grab this big booty. you spread it wide so you can get even deeper in my juices. My moans get louder with each thrust. I relax and let you slide in further to my depths and with one last thrust I release and its like one hot flow of lava spewing down your manhood. then I start to clamp down on you as wave after wave hits. I begin to milk you and you release to. We lay there breathing hard and smiling like chestershire cats wondering if round three can get any better? ~JKnight~

I want to fly away. Just drift aimlessly to no where or is it everywhere. Feel the wind on my face instead of these tears. Life always seems to get harder, more complicated as the days go by. I thought growin up gets you the right to freedom. But it feels like it gives you the right to NOTHING. my head is pounding , my vision is blurry, my skin is hot , my mind is stuck on auto and i go thru day by day. I wonder if I will ever get off this roller coaster ride. Its not really hell but close to it. I want to vomit. But i know that wont fix anything. I wish I had a spine, yes a back bone. then maybe I wouldnt let so many people walk on me or is it my to big and kind heart that I trust with to many. I feel trapped inside this woman. I dont even know who she is anymore. Why wont she let me out . what is she afraid of ? maybe its just a broken heart that will never heal, maybe she doesnt want it to heal maybe she doenst want to leave this place because she knows happiness can never stay. you are only happy for a time then you get back on the coaster that you cant get off of. ~JRF~

MySpace Graphics & MySpace Codes has been a really hard long week and half so im spreading some hugs around hopen i get a few back to help ease the pain. have had 2 deaths in the family back to back but im back now tryin to get back in the swing of things .

AM SO FEELING THIS SONG.. CHECK IT OUT ON MY PROFILE..... I NEED TO TAKE ITS ADVICE AND BE A BIG GIRL NOW Fergie Big Girls Don't Cry Da Da Da Da The smell of your skin lingers on me now Your probably on your flight back to your home town I need some shelter of my own protection baby To be with myself instead of calamity Peace, Serenity [CHORUS] I hope you know, I hope you know That this has nothing to do with you It's personal, Myself and I We've got some straightenin' out to do And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket But Ive got to get a move on with my life Its time to be a big girl now And big girls don't cry Don't cry Don't cry Don't cry The path that I'm walking I must go alone I must take the baby steps until I'm full grown Fairytales don't always have a happy ending, do they And I foresee the dark ahead if I stay [CHORUS] I hope you know, I hope you know That this has nothing to with you It's personal, Myself and I We've got some straightenin' out to do And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket But I've got to get a move on with my life Its time to be a big girl now And big girls don't cry Like the little school mate in the school yard We'll play jacks and uno cards Ill be your best friend and you'll be mine Valentine Yes you can hold my hand if u want to Cause I want to hold yours too Well be playmates and lovers and share our secret worlds But its time for me to go home Its getting late, dark outside I need to be with myself instead of calamity Peace, Serenity [CHORUS] I hope you know, I hope you know That this has nothing to do with you It's personal, Myself and I We've got some straightenin' out to do And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket But I've got to get a move on with my life Its time to be a big girl now And big girls don't cry Don't cry Don't cry Don't cry La Da Da Da Da Da

I called the doc's office yesterday afternoon and was to there is no evidence of malignancy. So its negative.. So know just to get the stitches out next week . it's not a pretty site watching a me scratch at my breast all day lol. Just want to take this time and thank everyone who was there for me. It really meant alot to me. much love jen

Come monday the 8th I might not be on so much for a while. Im haven surgery.. A biospy on my breast. It should just be out patient surgery but Not know how much im gonna feel like being on. So Im just asking for all my friends and Cherry family to send me all your positive energy and prayers my way. I sure have had a really stressful month and half. So I will be back as soon as I can.... Thanks in advance ... much love Jen