171876's blog: "Love me love me!"

Some one sent me a poem via email Im not sure who it is but its really quite sad. But I kinda like it, in a pouting tearful quivering kind of sorta way. So if anyone emailed it to me on here...i wanna let u know thanx for sharing ur feelings and ur heart felt poem and i hope u dont mind me sharing it with everyone else it might make someone else feel secure hearing it im not sure. but here it goooeeesss Secrets *by someone who's a mystery :S* She’s the kind of girl We all secretly hate And when the scissors taste her skin A sense of relief comes sinking in She’s the kind of girl We now choose to ignore And when new bones appear through her skin A sense of relief comes sinking in Secrets she hides Secrets we know No one she wishes to confide These seeds are ones she has sown Bleed a little more for me Starve a little more for me She’s so beautiful In her mind of blinded sin So innocent through her eyes Not quite sure why her heart cries She’s so beautiful So why is she insane? So right when seen through her eyes Not quite sure why her heart dies Secrets she hides Secrets we know No one she wishes to confide These seeds are ones she has sown Cry a little more for me Die a little more for me There’s no more lying There’s no more pain She never thought for a second She’d have nothing left but shame

Why am i posting this blog? not entirely sure i see sum ppl viewed my last one but i got 2 comments *thank u commenters u rock* a special shout out to Perfect Situation *raises glass* may u feel perfect in every situation :D hes the one who reminded me i even have a blog area to annoy u all with my senseless babbling...yet ur still reading it. *thank u!* haha *suckers* :P j/j So ive met a great deal of gorgeous people on LC how crazy is that its like the hot people club loving it btw! i will lap up all the eye candy i can haha! iiiiim not sure what else to say. im going to be tinkerbell for halloween...that outta be fun...my boys are growing up WAY too fast for my liking...id really like life to just slooowww down for a bit Oh, hey, i got almost offered a travelling modelling job on a few conditions which blow out the ass cuz i takes a lot of effort *stomps and pouts and puts down the tub of ice cream and chocolate sauce* buuuutttt i guess its a once in a life time opportunity so i better roll with it :D *sighs* unlife Geoff...myyyy birthdays (happy totally belated bday btw) not til JANUARY. annnd its on the 15th if u wanna pfft geeze i dunno send love candy flowers chocolates diamonds houses...whatever its up to u :D kisses and hugz do good too haha and then ill be 21 *dances around* legal everywhere in the world baby stupid states u suck...u know here ive been able to work at the bar since i was 18 uh huh thats right...18 :P BUT! im gonna gooooo and be bored again much love love OH! one more shout out *mwha branden* u hot peice u haha! MUCH LOVE FROM THE GIRL NEXT DOOR!

HOLY MAN PEOPLE! how much do u all rock??? U ALL GOT ME TO #99! how did u all pull that one off "happy belated month annivers to me"

Well I hoped everyone missed me....I'm back so dont send out the troops or anything I know I know....you totally weren't going to...thanks btw! So, all I've been doing is working and parenting and msn'ing it up thats my life could it get duller? no? YAY! something to look forward to. But I wanted to say hi and thank you for coming to see !!!! Much love *special shout out to a cute lil pot head i met on here* *pst "subherban" thats u