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Worst Case Scenario
Being on a sinking ship in the North Atlantic ---or--- Being lost in the Sahara? Be Aware An average person can remain conscious for only about one hour in water 40 degrees Farenheight Most people cannot survive more than three days without drinking water. Prolonged exposure to salt water can cause skin lesions, which are prone to infection. The Sahara can reach more than 130 degrees Farenheit during the day, increasing the risk of heatstroke. This is actually from yesterday (Valentine's Day): Locate a usable window and attempt to open it. If you cannot open the window, find an implement you can use to break it. Strike the center of the glass with the implement. If the hand holding the implement will come within a foot of the window as you break it, wrap it with a jacket or sweater. Punch out any remaining shards of glass. Cover your fist with a jacket or sweater before removing glass. Make your escape. Do not worry about any minor nicks and cuts. Just run

Skoobs Bits!!!
I'll approach you from behind, gripping you firmly at the waist and pulling your body tightly against mine. I will run my face slowly across the back of your neck with warm inticing breaths against your skin raising your temperature and anticipation. Slowly my breathe will find the back of your ear, where they will get stronger and warmer, with a decisive strength that shows my lust for the person in front of me. It will then move across to the other ear as so to keep you from falling over. Then a moist, warm, soothing sensation will develop as I drag my lip up and down the crest of your ear. The lips will move across the side of your face towards your lips, and just as you anticipate the satisfaction of a kiss they will pull away abrubtly leaving you with an emptiness and anticipation that you yern to fulfill. Suddenly your spun around, gripped comfortably yet commandingly at the side and pulled in tightly. Though both fully clothed, you can feel the warmth of each others body burning

Songs I Love
Last night I was dreamin', I dreamed about the H-bomb, Well the bomb went off and I was caught, I was the only man on the ground, There was 13 women and only one man in town, 13 women and only one man in town. And as funny as it may be, the one and only man in town was me, With 13 women and me the only man around. I had 2 girls every morning seein' that I was well-fed, And believe you me one sweetened my tea while the other one buttered my bread. 2 gals gave me my money, 2 gals made me my clothes, And another sweet young thing brought me a diamond ring, about 40 karats, I suppose. Well, 13 women and only one man in town, There was 13 women and only one man in town. It was something that I can't forget, Because I think of those 13 women yet, Well, 13 women and only one man around. I had 3 gals dancing a mambo, 3 girls balling the jack, And all of the rest really did their best, boy they sure were a lively pack. I thought that I was in Heaven and all o

Specialcherry
so another day is here waiting to see what thios day brings same old same old or new and exciting hoping the grandson will decide that today is the day he wants to come into the word and meet his family hoping that the one i wait for wakes up and sees that there is more to life than what we have having a friend that i know makes me laugh and i dont talk to often knows that in my thoughts lots of laughter to all keep smiling until the next time

Walmart Is Hell!
In a spare 15 minutes before returning to the office, I decided against better judgement to 'run' into Walmart, which is English for 'collection of slobs, retards and old people.' I figured I could find some toys or CDs or some simple household goods pretty quickly. WRONG! I was surrounded by slow moving old people who found it impossible to park or maneuver through isles while looking in front of them, 400 pound housewives searching for their latest Cheetos fix and single-digit IQ Walmart employees trying to find prices for ice scrapers. Besides the multi-lingual stylings of the locals and flu-hacking ankle biters, I spent 15 minutes dodging germs, foul odors and wayward shopping carts. After finding what I was seeking, my journey was abruptly concluded while standing in the 12 items or less line behind two Mexican women who had decided that the 12 item rule didn't apply to them, or that their 12 items only included their 12 carts full of shit. I wound up dropping my items

~~~my Rants~~
Ok..(bitch-mode) Here's the complaint I have for the moment.I know that this is not going to apply to most of you, BUT to the one's that it does,please pay attention CAREFULLY..ok????blink blink. When you come online and you decide , for whatever reason, to ask me if I wanna see your ummm hmmm let me think here....oh yah, your''Ha Ha'' (formerly known as the twig and berries on a man). When I say, ''No Thank You'' whilst smiling sweetly... that means ''No Thank You'' ( who knew!!!) We already know what I think when asked if one can view my ummm ''area's'', so we wont go into that. (Yes I have a mouse in my pocket..shut up). Now here's the reallll kicker.. in three minutes when you feel yet another urge to ask if I shall wish a view of the previously referred to ''Ha Ha''...remember, I said ''No Thank You'', so once again with less of a smile, NO THANK YOU, BUT THANKS FOR THE INVITE...not really but ok..hmmm have a little conversation about whatever a few more minutes

Player
What I've Lost Why does it hurt so bad? To lose something I never had. To have these feelings and nothing to do. Just to sit around and wait for you. Why is it hard to move on? When all my feelings for you should be gone. In my soul when you are around. Your name is a beautiful sound. Now all I can do is wonder How I lost it all in a blunder. By not telling you how I feel, Trying to act like it's no big deal. Now I know the nature of my errors I just wish I can get rid of my cares Yet I know my heart won't let me Get rid of the person who fills me with glee. Just by hearing your sweet name Knowing my feeling for you are just the same. I must move on to a new life. Leaving behind the feelings and strife. I am only human and I am weak, But for you, there was a beautiful streak. I would do anything to repeat that day, When you hung on my words waiting to say. Now I am on a new track, Knowing that I can't hav

The Stalker
Lavender(not letting mindless people get to me)@ CherryTAP This stupid Bitch thinks im brained washed from a good friend of mine... get a clue you stupid moron biatch...if i need saving...he'll be the first person i run too......LMAO! You really need to get a life ...its unhealthy!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Now Lavender be a good little girl/boy and go play in the street! Also I will delete ppl that are on my list and hers..She is using you to get to me... Been going on for along time...

Friendly Betrayl
you claimed to be a "friend"... but i didnt see... the knife in your hand... aimed at destroying me... sweet and loving words... fell from your lips... while poison dripped... from your very fingertips... how much worse is betrayl... coming from a "friend"... whose "secrets" you have guarded... and will until the end... tell me sweet "friend"... did you enjoy your task?... i need to know... its not to much to ask... was there pleasure in betraying... one who cared for you?... i know how i sleep at night... but tell me...how do you?

Sinister Yesterday's
It does not need to Change at all But this won’t Stay the same Better or worse Is up to your vision I see it will be Different Certain parts Rearranged Just pull me in Closer See if I can handle The heat It does not matter What you’ve done I am the pasts Release Set aside that Grief Slip inside The belief

Everything Changes
We was kids , still in school, it seemed my world, was found in you, Everything changes... We was teens , that lost our way, we knew it all, fun ruled our day, Everything changes... We was to be married, we would have it all, I walked away, your heart grew cold, love faded away, Everything changes... We are friends, we have faced it all, Everything changes... Music Video Codes By Music Jesus.com

No Matter What You Do....
It hit us in Houston HARD. We have been without electricity for almost a week now. Hopefully, we will all have power again by Tuesday. It has been pretty hard to find water and ice, and almost all of the stores around my area have been closed. Me and my boyfriend stocked up on beer, cigarettes and canned food last week before the storm hit, but that shit didn't last long. Luckily, one of our friends had elecricity at his apartment still and took us in for a few days. My apartment still doesn't have electricity. Trees were down all over my neighborhood, as well as telephone poles and pieces of houses/fences/parks/etc. Looks pretty bad around here. Galveston took it worse than us. They are still under water in some places. I'm Happy to announce that we have recieved Our New Album a Few Days Early... Those that Pre-Ordered it will be in the mail tommarow- those that have not yet gotten your Copy of Opulent's "Constituent".. Please Visit www. opulentmusic. com to order your now, Thanks-

I Am Engaged!
That's right you got it! At about 3AM this morning Rik asked me to marry him and I said YES! Aaarrrggghhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I Leiamara am... ENGAGED! Engaged to the best man alive! I adore him so so much! He is my soul mate and I know me and him are meant to be! I could not be more happy right now! As you all know I'm sick so we cant go shopping for a ring right now until I'm well enough to be on my feet! But we will but thats not the important thing! What matters is me and Rik and the love with have! He has been my rock since the day we met and I would not be without him! He has made me the happiest woman alive! Rik baby I love you with all my heart! ALIUNZ! Together Forever! GLOO... Your baby girl/Fiancee...Princess xxxxx

What Makes Me Tick
Janet Jackson- If - Janet Jackson MY ALL TIME FAVORITE--I FOUND IT! Lines composed a few miles above Tintern Abbey, on revisiting the banks of the Wye during a tour, July 13, 1798 by William Wordsworth Information about this edition Wikipedia has more on: Tintern Abbey (poem). Five years have past; five summers with the length Of five long winters! and again I hear These waters, rolling from their mountain-springs With a soft inland murmur.—Once again Do I behold these steep and lofty cliffs, That on a wild secluded scene impress Thoughts of more deep seclusion; and connect The landscape with the quiet of the sky. The day is come when I again repose Here, under this dark sycamore, and view These plots of cottage-ground, these orchard tufts, Which at this season, with their unripe fruits, Are clad in one green hue, and lose themselves 'Mid groves and copses. Once again I see These hedge-rows,

Wow What A Night!
JUST WANTED TO SAY THAT I HAD AN INCREDIBLY TIME WITH YOU EVEN THOUGH IT WASNT LONG ENOUGH! YOU REALLY OPENED UP MY EYES AND MADE ME AWARE THAT THERE IS REAL MEN OUT THERE! WE SHOWED EACHOTHER A LOT OF THINGS FOR INSTANCE YOU SHOWED ME YOU WERE A GENTLEMEN BY LETTING ME WEAR YOUR JACKET AND JUST TREATING ME WITH RESPECT! I SHOWED YOU THAT NOT EVERY FEMALE IS JEALOUS..I PROVED THAT TO YOU AT THE STRIP CLUB BOY WHERE YOU LOVING THAT, ME BY YOURSIDE AND NAKED CHICKS IN FRONT OF YOU! IM REALLY GLAD THAT YOU GAVE ME THE PRIVILEDGE OF SEEING YOU LET ALONE BEING WITH YOU.. SLEEPING IN MY BED WILL NEVER BE THE SAME BECAUSE BEING IN YOUR ARMS WAS AMAZING! THANK YOU BABY FOR SPENDING TIME WITH ME IT REALLY MEANT A LOT TO ME... AND I KNOW IT WAS HARD TO PART WAYS BUT TRUST ME I KNOW WE'LL MAKE IT UP WHEN WE MEET AGAIN! HAVE A GOOD NIGHT MY LOVE AND A GOOD WEEK AT WORK... MMMMWWWAUUHHH! YOUR BABY BOO HEATHER

Random Thoughts
Military Pay Somebody has started to straighten some of these thoughtless and ungrateful people out. I am even more grateful that it was someone serving in one of the branches of military. Military paid too much? You be the judge! This is an Airman's response to Cindy Williams' editorial piece in the Washington Times about MILITARY PAY, it should be printed in all newspapers across America. On Nov. 12, Ms Cindy Williams (from Laverne and Shirley TV show) wrote a piece for the Washington Times, denouncing the pay raise coming service members' way this year -- citing that the stated 13% wage was more than they deserve. A young airman from Hill AFB responds to her article below. He ought to get a bonus for this. "Ms Williams: I just had the pleasure of reading your column, "Our GIs earn enough" and I am a bit confused. Frankly, I'm wondering where this vaunted overpayment is going, because as far as I can tell, it disappears every month between DFAS (The Defense Fina

Humor
English is a crazy language. There is no egg in eggplant, nor ham in hamburger; neither apple nor pine in pineapple. English muffins weren't invented in England or French fries in France. Sweetmeats are candies while sweetbreads, which aren't sweet, are meat. We take English for granted But if we explore its paradoxes, we find that quicksand can work slowly, boxing rings are square and a guinea pig is neither from Guinea nor is it a pig. And why is it that writers write but fingers don't fing, grocers don't groce and hammers don't ham? If the plural of tooth is teeth, why isn't the plural of booth, beeth? One goose, 2 geese. So one moose, 2 meese? One index, 2 indices? Doesn't it seem crazy that you can make amends but not one amend? If you have a bunch of odds and ends and get rid of all but one of them, what do you call it? If teachers taught, why didn't preachers praught? If a vegetarian eats vegetables, what does a humanitarian eat? Sometimes I think all the English speakers

Women
Pretty women wonder where my secret lies I'm not cute or built to suit a model's fashion size But when I start to tell them They think I'm telling lies. I say It's in the reach of my arms The span of my hips The stride of my steps The curl of my lips. I'm a woman Phenomenally Phenomenal woman That's me. I walk into a room Just as cool as you please And to a man The fellows stand or Fall down on their knees Then they swarm around me A hive of honey bees. I say It's the fire in my eyes And the flash of my teeth The swing of my waist And the joy in my feet. I'm a woman Phenomenal woman That's me. Men themselves have wondered What they see in me They try so much But they can't touch My inner mystery. When I try to show them They say they still can't see. I say It's in the arch of my back The sun of my smile The ride of my breasts The grace of my style. I'm a woman Phenomenally Phenomenal woman That's me. Now you understand Just why my head

Cold Sweat
I tossed and turned all night, a cold sweat upon my brow, just thinking of the things we said, I hope to forget somehow, every word we spoke in anger, still ringing in my ears, how they do haunt me, they follow me through the years, ripping at my soul, I still remember well your tears, how could I have walked away? how could I have been so blind? I close my eyes in the darkness, but your face is always crystal clear, I've drank, I've drugged,I've tryed it all, just to chase your memory away, but your still locked deep inside me, I know you will always be, so I awake again this morning, a cold sweat upon my brow, and drink my shot of courage, I'll get through another day some how... Music Video Codes By Music Jesus.com

I Bet I Am More Insane Than You Are......
So I decided since I am young and stupid I am going to do something completely crazy.......... No not jump off a building or wrestle 30 rabid monkeys at once............. I am about to work 34 hours straight at the airport!!!!!!!!!!!! That's right..........completely insane. In honor of this day I have drawn a lovely picture of myself working the 34 hour day for everyone to enjoy. It is now my profile pic........everyone should check it out. BYE

Think Carefully Before Adding This Jerk
She is sweet and this guy has her brained washed. Help her completely break free of addonis MsPassions.com(Add yourself to my guestbook :))@ CherryTAP This man is a loser! Has other paying his way in life. His girlfriend left him! Yes his girlfriend! Glad to see she woke up and stopped catering to him. This is not a man! He's not even that good! From what he wrote about me, I can see he used me. »nsfw« *ÀÐÐÒÑI§*@ CherryTAP Laughing at his newest This person has such an ego(very sad) What he wrote about me in his profile, He contradicts himself. If this lifeless lil bitch is on ur friends list chances are you have or will be deleted off mines I HATE STALKERS... its almost flattering... yet its gotten very old ad tired of igorning!!!. My Turn Now Bitch!!! ... if you compare her friends list, she got ya's off my page! Shes using you to try to somehow hurt me which is impossible cos... 1...i dont give a fuck less what anyone that dont take the time to know me think

Kinda Bored...
Your Personality is 53% Addictive You may have an addictive personality, but you have it mostly under check. Just don't start any new bad habits, okay? Do You Have an Addictive Personality? You Are Half Baked Ice Cream In reality, you're just a quarter baked What Flavor Ben and Jerry's Ice Cream Are You?

My Poem
GUILTY CONSCIOUS I’m lost in confusion Trapped by lies Wrapped in guilt Trying to hide A secret exposed A lie unfolded How could this be Everything is coming unglued The people I hurt The pain I caused All because I was a little lost Take away this guilt Take away the pain I must confess I must break free Today’s the day I will lose the biggest part of me A poem by Cassandra R. Nolasco sitting here wishing you were here. would you wipe away my tears. you mean so much to me. i just wish you could see. are you just a figment of my imagination. i look forward to each of our conversations. you make me gleem. are you really what you seem. i believe you to be my soul mate. i'm looking forward to our first date. i can't wait to be in your arms. for i know you will always keep me out of harm. i love you. no matter what you do. i will never leave your side. because i as you have nothing to hide. you are the best thing to come into my life. i just can't w

Craptastic!
alot of sites like this allow you to upload "Salute" pictures of yourself holding a sign with your screen name to prove that you're real...but it's really easy to make a fake sign picture that could pass of as real...all you need is basic photoshop skills and a little time... before: and after: or you can do it with a picture that doesn't even have a sign in it... before: and after: as you can see, it's pretty basic shit, so even though someone has a sign with their name on it or whatever, that doesn't mean that they aren't fake...

Jason
Why can woman not trust us man at all what is wrong with us man can you tell me that if you can come to my page an hit me up there if not then do not worry about it at all but i just want to see whos out there that got something to say about it an who can stand by what they say well i will talk to you all later see ya!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

If Your Friend Request Didn't Get Approved Don't Take It The Wrong Way Im Not Trying To Be Mean.
Hey there , Thanks for stopping by My Cherry TAP Page, well the reason why I didn't hit the approve button is I go threw all profiles that request to be my friend to see if they have pictures of themselves, and friends, and family, dog and cat etc... LOL , you get the point right. To keep my friends as real as possible Im not like other people on here I don't just let anyone on my list just to build it up you know what I mean. If that was so I would have 4 times as much people on my friends list and that's not what I'm about. I hope you understand, I think that works out better for both of us, that way you know you're not just another number when you're on my friends' list? I return all of my friends' messages and chat with all my, MySpace friends that would like to chat it up with me if I'm online and have the time you all know how we do =-). So when I get a friends request from a new friend I check for a lot of things just to name a few I firist check to see if they a least ha

Funnies And Anecdotes
If you know someone with small children or you are a teacher, you will love this! Do you have a pair of scissors like these? I can certainly imagine seeing this one proudly displayed on the mother's fridge at home... Quote from the mom: 'This is my kindergartens' artistic rendering of a pair of scissors.' I wonder what his teacher thought. I allowed myself just a small smirk when I saw it. I waited until he was out of the room before I started crying, from laughing so hard.' Two women were playing golf. One teed off and watched in horror as her ball headed directly toward a foursome of men playing the next hole. The ball hit one of the men. He immediately clasped his hands together at his groin, fell to the ground and proceeded to roll around in agony. The woman rushed down to the man, and immediately began to apologize. "Please allow me to help. I'm a physical therapist and I know I could relieve your pain if you'd allow me," she told him.

Valentines Day Is Over!
2007 Valentines Day is over! I hope you all enjoyed the day. I sure did! I added some valentines day pictures just for cherry...so enjoy! Hey cherries, I hope you enjoy your weekend!!!!!! Im not sure if i will be on here much for the next couple of days. By the way leave a voice message on my page........i will be so happy if you do....mwahhhhh!!!!! Also add yourself to my guestbook.

Please Read All My Poems And Rate And Comment
THERE IS NEVER A TIME THAT I DO NOT WONDER WHERE THIS LOVE OF MINE WILL LEAD ME I THINK IM IN LOVE THEN SOMETHING FALLS OUT FROM UNDERNEATH ME AM I BORED TO EASY I WONDER CAN ONE MAN PLEASE ME I WONDER THAT TOO IS THERE SUCH THING CALLED LOVE OR IS IT JUST A PART OF OUR FANTASY BECAUSE WE ARE TAUGHT AT SUCH A YOUNG AGE THERE IS A PRINCE TO RESCUE US WHY LIE TO US ALL WHAT DID WE DO WE GROW UP BELEIVING WE WILL FIND OUR PRINCE LET'S BE REAL WHY LIE TO YOU RSELF AND EVERYONE ELSE LOVE MAYBE LUST NOTHING MORE THEN A STRANGER PASSING IN THE NIGHT SAYING ALL THE RITE THINGS AND THEN ITS GONE ONCE AGAIN JUST FOR A NOTHER DAY TO COME UPON US AND WE DREAM ONCE AGAIN IM SLEEPING WHAT ABOUT YOU I HAVE NOT WAKING UP FROM THIS FAIRY TALE WE AL;L LIVE TO FIND THAT MR, RITE OR WRONG IT DOES NOT EXIST IN THIS LIFE OR THE NEXT SO LETS BE TRUTHFULL TO OURSELF DO WE EVEN LOVE OURSELFS GOOD QUESTION CAN YOU ANSWER THAT HONESTLY AND CAN YOU ANWSER IT NOW NO IS THE ANSWER TO IT ALL LETS JUST LUST A L

Shattered...
Last night…another night with pain…10 years, every night..continual nights with “no hope in sight”….weighing on my mind….what to do…where to turn….who to talk to at 3AM?..……how can I help the best, but still have a “LIFE” of my own…..The threat of falls, massive depression daily….a drunken alcoholic binge way tooo often….leaving me and the kids to pick up all the pieces…time and time again, over and over……. ….you wonder why I feel shattered??……..you wonder why I don’t care anymore?…..HOW can u honestly wonder?............A feeling of despair……my energy is slipping, my thoughts are far away…..I wonder why I’ve lasted this long?….It’s because I care….”it’s who I am”…..”it’s what I am”……My soul is “”dying””….my “heart” is shattered…..pieces can’t be picked up…..time slips by, days slip by.....some friends have been lost…..I’ve MOVED on…..I won’t be trapped……I LIVE each day like theirs no tomorrow…..my smile won’t fade as new friends have been made. Another night, another repeat of despair

Have You Ever?
Have you Ever?? Have u ever cried so uncontrollably you couldn’t stop? Have you ever shaken from the feeling of “lonliness”? Have you ever felt physically ill because of crying? Have you ever cried at night in your bed because no one loves you? Have you ever felt pain in your heart and thru your entire body? Have you ever felt you would die “Lonely” and ‘Alone” Have you ever felt “no one in this world” really LOVED you? Has your heart ever been “shattered”? Have you ever simply “cried” weeks after someone hurt you? Have you ever really had a broken heart? Have you ever thought about that special person 24x7..comsumed by them? Have you ever been “grief stricken” by love? Have you ever experienced “total trust” in someone? Have you ever felt like you have lost “Your best friend in life”? Has your heart ever ached so fiercely for someone that nothing else in life mattered? Welcome to my world….

Metal
-+-!!!WARNING!!! If you like "Nu-Metal" music, this may offend you!-+- There are so many Nu-Metal bands out now that claim to be hardcore. It should be called Pop-Metal, Pop-Rock or even Corporate-Rock. I'm talking about bands like Korn, Slipknot, Murderdolls, Limp Bizkit, Marilyn Manson, System Of A Down, Static-X,...ect. What gives them the nerve to make that claim? They are nothing more then teeny-bopping gimmick band that sing about teen angst issues and love to act like they are still in Middle or High School (Good Charlotte). Just put on a mask, and hire as many members as you can and call your fans maggots (Slipknot), or suck yourself off on stage(Manson). Yeah, that's considered hardcore. It's really just incredibly LAME! It's bands like these that put a black eye on the American Metal Scene. There are bands that aren't being played because of the politics of TV and radio stations. Great bands like Iced Earth, In Flames, Jag Panzer, Children of Bodom, Nightwish, Ep

Album Cover I Designed
My cousin in-law asked me to design an album cover for his Jazz band here in Pueblo, CO called Wallace Bones & Tubbs. He wanted me to do Characatures of him and his band mates. So here it is: Tell me what you think of it! Thanks

I've Got Shot!!! No Really I Did!
I won't be posting any new pics for awhile. My nephew accidently shot me in the chin with his pellet gun and well to make a long story short they were unable to remove the pellet in the E.R. so I'm having surgery Friday to remove it. So until my face heals I won't be taking any new photo's. Love Ya All in good ole Cherry Land Muahz, Julia

Lied To
i'm the dumbest bitch in the world...let a girl with no where to stay sleep in the same house as your boyfriend and no you won't get fucked but she sure as hell will....so here I am not sure whether to cry scream or punch a wall. All I want is my family, a mommy and daddy and a baby in the middle...only problem is, that the daddy is a cheating piece of scum and yet i still love him...wondering if we can work through this and knowing the answer to that is going to be no...I need advice, i need a friend and most of all i need a percocet so i can eat a bunch and just forget the pain i'm in....and to think i thought my pill popping days were over....anyone got any pain killers....no to tell you the truth i really don't have to much of a problem with them...bad back and all i get the precribed but shit i wish i had some now.what do i do? Do i let him back in only to hurt me again or do i get out now while i'm numb.? I don't fucking know anymore I guess i wasn't lieing when i said I was

Wiccan Definitions
Athame: A wiccan Ritual knife with a double edged blade and usually a black handle. It is used to direct personal power and is never used for cutting. It has a variety of spellings and pronunciations. I pronounce it Ath-ah-may. Autumn Equinox / Mabon: A Wiccan festival also known as Mabon marking the second harvest. Balefire: A fire used for magical or religious purposes and is usually used in Ritual on Yule, Beltane and Midsummer. Bane: That which destroys life, is not useful, is destructive or evil. B.C.E.: Before Common Era; the non-religious equal to B.C. Beltane: A festival derived from the ancient Druid fire festival celebrating the union of the Goddess and the Horned God, it is also a fertility festival. It is also known to some as May Day Eve, Roodmas and Cethsamhain. Besom: Broom Boline: The white handled knife used in magic Ritual for practical purposes, such as cutting herbs. Blessing: The act of placing positive Energy upon

Wiccan Paths
The Wiccan Traditions Just as in any other religion, the Wiccan religion has many different traditions or paths. Each path has its own distinct rituals and practices, and many are bound by a sacred oath so that their practices are held in secret, not allowing members of other traditions to know their ways. The list below tells about some of the different traditions of Wicca. Alexandrian Tradition Founded and based upon the teachings of Alex Sanders, in England. Ceremonial Magick and the Kabbalah have been included with the rituals of Gardnerian Wicca. Skyclad is a common practice in Alexandrian Ritual. As with other Wiccan religions, the duality of Goddess and God is recognised and the Sabbats and Esbats celebrated. Asatru Tradition Asatru is a Norse word meaning 'Belief in Gods'. This tradition is very ancient with its roots in the historical agricultural Vanir and warrior Aesir tribes of Scandinavia and Northern Germany. The main deities are the Goddesses

Just Words
THIS IS WHAT I KEPT TELLING MYSELF! There's way too many times I stay up late unable to sleep. Just thinking of you or the mention of your name makes my body shake. Putting my mind on other things don't work. Starting another project, nope, don't work. You fill my every thoughts Every thing that I do, you are in it! I lay here staring at nothing but the dullest white of a cieling, alone. Wondering why you absorb my thoughts, motions, mind. I should be over you and I still feel your presence. I can still feel you, with me, around me, in my blood. What can I do to get rid of all thoughts, emotions of you? Its just not real and this i know. Its just not the same then why complain Its just not me to linger on. I know, I know........... It's just NOT real Not real at all. A very dirty little fellow came in from playing in the yard and asked his mother, "Who am I? " Ready to play the game she said, "I don't know! Who are you?" "WOW!" cried the child. "Mrs. J

Wkid1's Way
if u ever have one tru deep thought, think about ur life as it is and the family and friends u have in it! this makes u a very wealthy person to have such love! Even though a few can say they don't have this fortune if u really reconsider all u know in life and all the people u encounter how many of them r reaccurring? there is always someone thre in some form or fashion and that someone can b ur salvation and ur "leaning post" just the memory , the touch, or the kind words of a stranger can always make ur day brighter and seem with some meaning! Well at least this is for me may not b for every1 but this is my deep thought! So think about it and let me know what u think! thanx a million for all the friends and family that i have gained here on CT! Yall r the greatest and very appreciated by me! keep up the love as i will for u!!! kisses wendi HOW FAST IS TOO FAST FOR HAVING SEX? 68 BECAUSE AT 69 U JUST FLIP OVER AND EAT IT!! ROFLMAO!! Hey newest wyld thang on the blog! Give

New Here
New to the site (if you hadn't gathered that yet), and I'm not really sure how this all works. I try to rate back, but sometimes i miss a person, or forget, or get distracted, so my bad, lol. This site seems pretty cool... kinda ddicting like crack :-p Holla!

Life
I Found Out Today That I'ma Be A Daddy In 9 Months. http://www.foxnews.com/story/0,2933,266715,00.html Marijuana May Fight Lung Tumors Wednesday, April 18, 2007 By Charlene Laino E-MAIL STORY PRINTER FRIENDLY VERSION Cannabis may be bad for the lungs, but the active ingredient in marijuana may help combat lung cancer, new research suggests. In lab and mouse studies, the compound, known as THC, cut lung tumor growth in half and helped prevent the cancer from spreading, says Anju Preet, PhD, a Harvard University researcher in Boston who tested the chemical. While a lot more work needs to be done, "the results suggest THC has therapeutic potential," she tells WebMD. Moreover, other early research suggests the cannabis compound could help fight brain, prostate, and skin cancers as well, Preet says. The findings were presented at the annual meeting of the American Association for Cancer Research. The finding builds on the recent discovery of the body's own cannabinoid syste

Art I Love
Playing D&D will really teach you the basics of life. The Party When playing D&D a single player without a party to back him up is quickly eaten alive by the Goblins, Dragons, and Tax Collectors of the world. Only a full adventuring party is equipped to take on any foe. In the real world a person without any friends or support. Someone who is truly alone in the world, is quickly eaten alive by depression, girls, and tax collectors. (Tax collectors are dangerous in every world). The importance of NPCs In D&D NPCs are the people who do all the mundane things of the world. From washing your horse, to planting corn, to being your lover. Most people in the D&D world are NPCs and will never go on a great adventure. If you treat an NPC badly they may steal your horse, poison your mead, or even GASP, stop being your lover. No one can get far without the support of the NPCs Most people in the real world are NPCs also. Mundane people who lead mundane lives. But if you treat t

Todays Funny 2/07
MARK YOUR CALENDAR FOR NEXT SATURDAY!!!!!!! As you may already know, it is a sin for a Muslim male to see any woman other than his wife naked, and that he must commit suicide if he does. So next Saturday at 4 PM. Eastern Time all American women are asked to walk out of their house completely naked to help weed out any neighborhood terrorists. Circling your block for one hour is recommended for this anti-terrorist effort. All men are to position themselves in lawn chairs in front of their house to prove they are not Muslims, and to demonstrate they think it's okay to see nude women other than their wife and to show support for all American women. Since Islam also does not approve of alcohol, a cold 6-pack at your side is further proof of your anti-Muslim sentiment. The American government appreciates your efforts to root out terrorists and applauds your participation in this anti-terrorist activity. God bless America . It is your patriotic duty to pass t

If I Tried 2
I can't change how the feelings will be shown Don't blame you, you're nervous on your own propose the worst and i'm the first in line despite the rest, It's not a bad sign that you mean the world to me... and the city and my soul disagree last time round fast, I'll see you on the way down life's a funny thing when you can't bring yourself to face it if you want to now i'll shake here, for your sake dear I was raised and I was born here I couldn't leave California if I tried to Can't say now where I'm gonna go When I figure it out, you'll be the first to know. Do you understand that it's out of these hands of mine Despite our plans I've got to draw the line And you still mean the world to me... the city and my soul disagree last time round fast, I'll see you on the way down life's a funny thing when you can't bring yourself to face it if you want to now i'll shake here, for your sake dear I was raised and I was born here I couldn't leave California if I tr

Answer This For Me
Due to the fact of how busy we have been, we have decided to give back to everyone so here it is: SATURDAY & SUNDAY. OCTOBER 13th & 14th ONLY $80 for 2 Hours tattoo time. (smaller and larger tattoos negotiated) $30 All Piercings This is a first come first serve promotion. Doors open at 12:00pm both days So come early and get a promotion # FREE FOOD, BEVERAGE, & AFTERCARE PRODUCTS NO ALCOHOL PLEASE!!!!! www.squidinktattoo.com 3571 Schuylkill Rd. Spring City PA 19475 (610)- 792-0766 give us a call or stop in for more details www.swingingmyspace.com/slaver127www.xpeeps.comm/slaver127www.fetlife.com/slaver127www.inkednation.com/slaver127www.socialkink.com/joeyslave127www.fubar.com/bartender127www.myspace.com/joeylasalle 1.Name? 2.Age? 3.Location? 4.Height and weight? 5.Single or Married? 6.Think I'm Hot? 7.Kids? If so, how many? 8. Would u have sex with me? 9.No strings attached or relationship? 10.Favorite Positions? 11.Like to give oral? recieve?

Original Works
Really What's the point of it all Eventually you're going to let me down You say you love me That you care But none of your actions support this In fact they are contrary to your words You never loved me Never cared Much like everyone else you broke down my armor and got made a home in my heart Then, you left that home For whatever reason you claimed What's the point of loving and caring when everyone that you do leaves you Alone in the darkness with nothing but tears and broken memories to hold onto like a ragged teddybear whose stuffing is all but gone You never loved me You never cared And here I am broken forgotten unloved There's nothing but a shell left inside the man I once was The pain overwhelms like the cold of winter leaving me numb and cold You left me like those before Had you told me you were going to do this I would have never said hello Because you never loved me You never cared So tired. Physically. Mentally. Emotionally. Spiritua

Living Life
ok, so i'm n my first contest ever. not sure what to do but was told to put it out there every way that i could. so i'm putting the link in my blog as well. lol. don't know if i'll win but i'm hopeing. lol. so here is the link. if ya want to vote go for it. thanks in advance. so i'm in germany. now i know i should be taking advantage that i'm in europe for the next three years. but i miss home so much. maybe it would be different if ppl were somewhat nice. maybe i need to go back to the states. it's cold, and it's either rained or snow since i've been here. i have forgotten what the sun looks like. i know that sounds crazy but i've been here a month and it has yet to shine. maybe i'm just not cut out for this kinda life. someone help please?!?!? you know, since this war has kicked off i never thought i would here myself say this, but all of our troops need to come home. i've been sitting here the last few days reading online about troops dying in iraq. and knowing that a frie

Just Can't Wait
Another summer coming with the feeling it brings Another reason to avoid all the permanent things Before you know what time it is it's time to go And reattach all the strings But you got me going So many places You got to be knowing What that look on my face is I just can't wait I just can't wait I just can't wait for you to say That you want me That you want me I just can't wait for you to say that you want me Well you need sunlight for things to go right It just takes a taste you know And every single little bit of love that I spread is coming straight for you Would it be all right to go out tonight? It doesn't matter where we go You're the only one that I want to be near And try to get to know Cause you got eyes that I would love to look through A life that I can't wait to get in to As long as I can see what you see As long as it's what you believe As long as I can see what you see As long as it's what you believe

Single Barrel
IF YOU WOULD DO ME A FAVOR... GO TO SINGLE BARREL'S SITE AND RATE THEM FAN THEM COMMENT THEM GENERALLY JUST HELP THEM GET THEIR STATS UP THEY ARE ONE OF THE BEST BANDS EVER...IF YOU'RE EVER IN VIRGINIA THEY ARE A MUST SEE THANKS SO MUCH!!! PS IF YOU HAVE TROUBLE FINDING THEM YOU CAN LINK THROUGH MY SITE.

Recipes
Glug 8 ounces water 1 cup raisins 3 cinnamon sticks 5 whole cloves 12 cardamom seeds 2 dry orange peels Boil ingredients for 10 minutes in saucepan, and then add: 1 gallon port wine one 750-ml. bottle brandy 16 ounces rum 1/2 cup sugar Bring to boil and let simmer 1 minute, then turn off burner and ignite. Allow the mix to burn for about 15 seconds. Serve hot. ________________________________________ Copyright © 1997 - electronic Gourmet Guide, Inc. All rights reserved. Glug Place in cloth bag • 6 cardamom seeds - whole • 7 cloves - peppers removed • 4-5 cinnamon sticks • 1 ginger root • Pinch grated nutmeg Cook slowly for 1 hour in 1 1/2 quarts water. Cook slowly in pot: a. 1 gallon port or b. 1 gallon burgundy • 1 lb. granulated (or brown) sugar. Less with a. more with b. • peels from 2 oranges • 1 lb. raisins • 1 pkg. blanched almonds DO NOT boil the wine! Heat slowly for the hour the spices are cooking. Remove the spice ba

Do It Again
Instantly awakened by my imagination old fashioned infatuation, i can be anything that you want me to be, and you can have me in every position that you dreamed, i know you've got a wild streak, you're a freak, you're alone in your bed with graphic images in your head, Let me do what i want to do with you let me tie you down lick you up and flip you all around let me tell you how sexy you are, as i'm goin' down on you in the car, feeling this good is a sin, uh uh uh um um lets do it all over again, do it all over again, do it Just one thought this might get boring wake me up in the morning by pouring honey on my body and lickin it off and taking me to concerts and then you're takin off your top i know you've got a wild streak, you're a freak then your back in our room with a bride and a groom, Let me do what i want to do with you, let me tie you down, lick you up and flip you all around let me tell you how sexy you are as i

First Blog
It has accured to me I have a blog everywhere. Except here. LiveJournal and MySpace, but not CherryTap. Probably because I don't visit here often. ANYWHO! I'd like to take this time to advertise my artwork! http://cin3ris.deviantart.com Please visit and leave me some feedback here or where ever! Thanks! Take care everyone!

Just A Blog...
Hello all, My name is Nick, I was just writing this blog to introduce myself... I will post my views of the world in here.. not that anyone really cares what i think, i just feel as though i can write a blog of how i feel... Ever make a mistake you wish you could take back? Everyone had, if not that makes you perfect. I made the mistake of getting married too young to the wrong woman...she wasn't very pretty, she has the personality of a six year old, she acts more like a man than a woman(scary a woman who acts like a man and is not lesbian, i dunno how that worked...) seven years later we are going through a very nasty divorce, she's taken most of my money, so much so that i can't move out of this god forsaken town. She actually thinks she can cheat on me and i'd be ok with that. It drove me nuts for five of those years... Now i found someone else (at least i'm talking to someone else, i hope it's more than talking though she's so much better than my ex-wife it ma

Trapped
"Trapped" Trapped in my world of confusion, my head spinning and spinning, vision blurred, confusion is what I deserve. Trapped in my world of pain, keeping it all inside, hurt is all I feel, pain is what I deserve. Trapped in my world of anger, vessels ready to explode, blood boiling, anger is what I deserve. Trapped in my world of sadness, crying, weeping, not knowing what to do, sadness is what I deserve. Trapped in my own reality, scared, helpless and empty, not knowing what to do. Nobody will save me, death is all I deserve. alo

Just Talkin' !
I bet you were thinking something sexual weren't you. I want everyont that thought it was sexual to comment me and rate me. If you know me better than that, comment me rate me and send me a message. Come, on baby I wanna be on top means I wanna be the best and I wanna take some lucky lady with me. It seems like a dream now that I know she is mine. I spent a year lying to people telling them about my son, not even thinking she was really pregnant. Now, I find out she was really pregnant and that the kid that she told me was not mine really is mine and that the he i told so many people about is a she. Her name is Brianna Brooke and she is my daughter. I feel like I have been given a new lease on life. Thank you God and Thank You Jamie for finally telling me the truth. I have always had an inclination to be a writer. Even as a young kid I was drawn toward the written and spoken word. I have over the years managed to learn how to use these words in a way not many ever learn.....But the

The Fenians Tour
Its just been confirmed. I am leaving Orange County, CA this Monday at noon to go on tour as a tech for The Fenians. We'll be out on the road until March 17th. For more information/tour dates, please check out www.thefenians.com

Legend Of The Coconut Tree From Guam
Long ago there was a Chamorro family belonging to the Achote tribe. The family had a beautiful young daughter who was admired by everyone in the tribe. One day the girl became very thirsty. She wanted to drink the juice from a special fruit. Everyone tried to find the fruit she described but to no avail. Soon the girl became very ill and died. The father buried the girl on a hill over looking the village. He placed a beautiful headstone on her grave and the people covered it with many beautiful flowers. One day the villagers noticed a strange plant growing on the girl's grave. They thought it was magic and built a shelter to protect it. Five years after the plant appeared, it had grown 20 feet tall, strange looking fruits appeared. One of the fruits dropped to the ground and cracked open. The chief called on the father of the dead girl to eat the strange fruit but he refused. He called his wife to eat the fruit. She said it was sweet and chewy and called it coconut.

Legend Of The White Lady From Guam
During the early Spanish colonial rule in the late 1600's on the island of Guam, there lived two newlyweds in the quiet hillside village of Maina. The couple, a Spanish officer and his Chamorro bride. Before marrying, the bride's husband was romantic, dashing and polite. But soon after their honeymoon, he became cruel and abusive. Every night the husband demanded fresh mountain stream water with his food and sent his wife to the small creek in the valley below to fetch his water. After a while, the woman actually began to enjoy her lonely walks and eventually it became a ritual that she looked forward to. Her favorite time was during the full moon when the moon's reflection shimmered across the surface of the moving creek like dancing stars, with the gentle wind whistling through the jungle foliage. Her husband soon began to notice that it took longer and longer for her return and became enraged. Then one stormy and rainy night on their first wedding anniversary and during a new

Legend Of Sirena From Guam
Guam's legendary mermaid, Sirena, lived in Agana during Spanish times near the Minondo River where fresh spring waters dividing the city of Agana met the ocean at the river's mouth (Bicana) not so far from the site of the statue above. She loved the water and was known to swim whenever she could steal a moment from her chores to satisfy her greatest pleasure. One fateful day, Sirena's mother sent her to get coconut shells to be used as coal for the iron. Oblivious to time and duty, Sirena couldn't resist the refreshing river. There she swam while her mother called impatiently. Sirena's godmother happened to be visiting, and as her mother angrily cursed her daughter with the words, "Since Sirena loves the water more than anything, she should become a fish", her Nina (godmother) quickly interjected, "leave the part of her that belongs to me". Unknown to mother, godmother, family and friends, Sirena was never to return home again, for feeling unusual sensations as she swam, she so

To All My Sweet Cherry Friendz!~
I know, I know, it's been foreva since we talked! For this I sincerely appologize! Can you EVER find it in your heart, to forgive me? Well, maybe if I explain a bit, it will help... As most of you know, I was in a nasty accdent, back in April (rear-ended by a truck/semi)... Well, physical therapy is 3 days a week. Add to that, all of the doctors/specialist appointments, and daily upkeep of the house. Not to mention visiting my sweetheart, once a month, for a week at a time (I only wish it could be longer)... We are doing great, BTW, I miss him terribly, when I'm not there. Ok, back to my brokenness... I recently found out that I have to have 3 surgeries..ok well I consider it 2 and a half, the doctors call it 3. The half one, is injections in my neck, for the herniated disk. The other two are on my shoulder and knee...and those two are actually surgeries (AHHHH!). Those of you who know me, know that I don't even do needles...much less cutting!! Oh and now my little sister (Vicki) a

Am I
> >AM I?? > >1. Quiet / Loud? > >2. Short / Tall? 3. Weird / Original > >4. Nice / Mean 5. Friendly / Selfish > >6. Normal / "Special" 7. Smart / Stupid > >8. Boring / Fun > >9. Attractive / Unattractive > >DO YOU THINK I'M... > >1. A psycho?: > >2. A nerd?: > >3. An asshole?: > >4. Ghetto?: > >5. A faggot?: > >6. Two-faced?: 7. Obnoxious?: > >8. Immature?: > >9. Mature?: > >11. Moody?: > >12. Stoner?: > >13. Alcoholic? > >15. Lovable?: > >JUST SOME QUESTIONS > >1. What do u think I'll be when I grow up?: 2. (a)> >Do u think I'll get married?: (b) If u do..who do u think I'll marry?: 3. When is my birthday?: 4. Who is my best friend?: 5. What song (if any) reminds u of me?: > >6. Do I remind u of any characters on TV?: 7. If u could rename me...what would my name be?: > >8. Have u ever had a dream about me?: > >10. If u could give me anything...what would it be?: > >11. If u could promise me anything..what would it be?:

Happy Valentines
Add SMOKE E. DIGGLERA and/or his music player! > Add SMOKE E. DIGGLERA and/or his music player! > Add SMOKE E. DIGGLERA and/or his music player! > Add SMOKE E. DIGGLERA and/or his music player! > Add SMOKE E. DIGGLERA and/or his music player! >

My Bros Dad
this goes out to the farther and my mates dad ken griffiths who passed away at 4.AM this morning (gmt) we have known each other for over 18 years we all shed some tears im sorry to see you go me and your son have got into bother together aswell you know, we will miss you man as long as our tears flow but hopefully the carnival will pick you up as they go, ken you were my next door neighbour my friends farther and a savior hopefully we will meet again all the best and god speed to you my friend To ken a 46 year old that past too soon my friends dad a good mate and a great farther we all miss you man god speed to you and heavens best good night mate. 15/02/07 4am

Hug A Veteran
MY SPECIAL MOM By Mikayla Bowman – 9 years old The most important thing for you to know about my Mom is that she has a very deep faith in God. I know this because her favorite story to tell me is how she wanted me soooo much and she prayed for 7 years and had faith that God would give her a little girl. There were times when she wanted to give up but she had faith that God would answer her prayers. God did answer her prayers and I am the little girl that she prayed for. My Momma lost her job in January and when Mr. Shawn had to lay her off, she did not get upset – she prayed for him and asked God to bless his business. When my Daddy got laid off from his job, I was worried. My Momma told me that we do not have to worry because God will take care of every need that we have. Everyday when my Momma prays with me she reminds me to be very thankful for everything that God has blessed us with. Sometimes I worry when our cars get broken and we have to pay a lot

Balogna
well, today is Vday, the one day of the year when every happy couple, or unhappy couple make the rest of us feel something like the mixture of poo, chewing gum, and ciggerette butt you scrape off your shoe. Luckily i spent the majority of my day with my head crammed in a mixture of an enterasys switch matrix, a cisco router, a dell switch, and access control lists; so thankfully most of the day passed by without me noticing. I dont hate today, because truthfully ive never been in a relationship on Vday for all of my 28 years.. so yeah, coming home to my empty apartment alone does kinda make one feel a bit blue. and the only phone calls from females ive recieved today were from my mom and my aunt and my grandmother... bless em.. so yeah, ill just be chillin in my blue funk over here, dont mind me =p

Words From Seidrdragon
For those who wish to stay in contact here is my e-mail: Harold (Hank) Stratton silverdragon32656@comcast.net silverdragon32656@msn.com as I'm leaving CT. I want to keep in contact with my friends and those who would interested in staying in contact with me. Maybe I'll be back later, who knows. Blessing and Peace SeidrDragon English Wassail Ingredients: 1 pint water 1 cup of honey 4 cloves 3 sticks of cinnamon 2 lemons thinly sliced 1 bottle medium dry red wine Directions: Boil together water, honey, cloves and cinnamon for five minutes. Add two lemons thinly sliced and allow the mixture to stand for 7 or 8 minutes. Add a bottle of medium dry red wine and heat slowly until just below boiling point. Then pour into a jug and serve hot. This recipe for English Wassail serves/makes 6 Light Wassail Yield: Makes 10 to 12 servings. • 1 gallon apple cider • 2 cups cranberry juice • 1/2 to 1 cup brown sugar, to taste • 2 teaspoons cinnamon • 1/2 tea

If I Let You Hit It
1.Would you be in control? 2. Would you whisper freaky shit in my ear? 3. Would you talk dirty to me? 4. Would you kiss me with a little or a lot of tongue? 5. Would you go down on me? 6. Would you let me go down on you??? 7. Would you give me a hicky?? 8. How many rounds would we go? 9. What would you wanna do afterwards? 10. Would you take off all ur clothes for me? 11. Would you lick and bite me all over? 12. Would you like 4 play or get straight to the point? 13. Would you take your time if I told you to? 14. Would you fall asleep when we were done? 15. Would you want to go fast or slow? 16. Where would u wanna "do it" at? 17. Would u be loud or quiet? 18. Do you think u could make me have an orgasm? 19. Are u gonna re-post these so I can answer them for you? 20. WOULD U FUCK TODAY? EMAIL BIG DADDY AND LET ME KNOW WHAT U WOULD DO IF I LET U RIDE IT GIRLS REPOST AS"IF I LET U HIT IT" GUYZ REPOST AS "IF I LET U RIDE IT

Random Ramblings
Note to self: shoveling driveway in the morning while wearing dress/work clothes and heels is NOT a good idea. I've had some nice geeky moments going on lately. I've finally been able to break out the 90's edition Trivial Pursuit after a few years. It's just been sitting in my guest room. I recently had some dinner guests who thought it would be fun to play. :) While I was away on business in Hartford, CT, I picked up a game for BZero called Morgan's Revenge. It's a 'pirate' gambling games that uses little metal dubloons and a spinner/top. I've also been reading a bunch of new comics. I bought the newest She-Hulk (I've become a real Shulkie addict lately) and the new Franklin Richards: Lab Brat collection. BZero also lent me a Transformers graphic novel, and the Marvel 1602 collection. I REALLY enjoyed the 1602 comics. I don't know all of the characters that well, so that may have added to my enjoyment. I'm thinking that if I DID know a lot about the characters, I'd

Stuff In General...
001: Real Name – Stephanie 002. Nickname – Stephie, mommy, mama, 003. Single or taken - Single 004. Zodiac Sign - sagitarrius 005. Male or Female -Female 006. Elementary School - a bunch lol waller road for the most part 007. Favorite Color - Pink & red 008. How many buddies on your aim – dont have aim 009. Screen name – kcangel3303 010. Hair Color - naturally dark blonde 011. long or short - med/short at the moment 014. Eye Color – blue 015. Are you health freak- nope 016. Height - 5"4 1/2 and damn proud of my 1/2 lol 017. Do you have a crush on someone – yes 018. Do you like yourself –sometimes 020. Think you're awesome – not really 021. Piercings – ears and tongue 022. Tattoos – 1...tramp stamp 023. Righty or Lefty - left ___Your 'Firsts'___ 024. Surgery - had pre cancer tumor removed from overies on my 17th b-day! 025. First piercing – other than ears was my belly button dont have it anymore though 026. First best friend – my grandmother 027. First Award –

Ascertain_eyes
I'm getting slightly addicted here at Cherry Tap, even though it pisses me off when the server and/or Cherry Tap fucks up when you are in the lounge area. It has been nice 'befriending' fellow peers at Cherry Tap, all those whom have rated, commented, and etc cetera -don't worry, I'll do the same for you! :) Things just take awhile, yes?

Just Check It Out!
> Today we mourn the passing of a beloved old friend, Common Sense, who has > been with us for many years. No one knows for sure how old he was since his > birth records were long ago lost in bureaucratic red tape. He will be > remembered as having cultivated such valuable lessons as knowing when to > come in out of the rain, why the early bird gets the worm, life isn't always > fair, and maybe it was my fault. Common Sense lived by simple, sound > financial policies (don't spend more than you earn) and reliable parenting > strategies (adults, not children are in charge). His health began to > deteriorate rapidly when well intentioned but overbearing regulations were > set in place. Reports of a six-year-old boy charged with sexual harassment > for kissing a classmate; teens suspended from school for using mouthwash > after lunch; and a teacher fired for reprimanding an unruly student, only > worsened his condition. Common Sense lost groun

Nameless Faces ...
How old were you when you first.... 1. Fell in love - Real love 18 2. Lost someone close to you - 4 3. Got drunk - 15 4. Smoked weed - Never. 5. Got kissed - 17 6. Went to the hospital for surgery - Had a C-section at 22, but not scheduled ... 7. Got your heart broken badly - 18 8. Lost a pet - 2 9. Got arrested - Never. 10. Smoked a Cigarette - 13 11. Broken a bone - Never 12. Went to a concert - 18 13. Had 1st boy/girl friend - 17 15. Got a cherryTAP account - 24 16. Sneaked out of the house - Never. 17. Pierced other than your ears - No piercing here, allergic to everything... but I love me my ink. 18. Sneaked someone in your house - Never. 19. How old are you now? 24 20. Learned to drive - 15 21. Totaled a car - I totalled my boyfriends car at 20. 22. Went to a nightclub or bar - 20 My Personality Neuroticism85Extraversion71Openness To Experience60

Love....
Love is not bothering what you are inside or what your physical deficiencies are. It's acceptance. Love is sending him flowers to tell him that you are lucky to have him. Its appreciation. Love is knowing that it will be the most tender goodnight kiss. It's anticipation. Love is not bothering about work and kids and just giving time to one another. Its adjustment. Love is knowing that you are made for each other and you will be there for each other for ever. Its bonding. Love is telling a person if you have to leave, you will want her to sleep and would not disturb her, and in reply being told that she would rather be woken. It's compassion. Love is making love at the most outrageous place without the fear of getting caught. Its craziness. Love is lying in each other's arms the whole night. It's closeness. Love is thinking about him the whole day and longing to be with him. It's desire. Love is the screaming out in joy when you have reached the climax. It's ecstasy. Love is giving one

Sn0w Bunnii
Hey ya`ll if any of you haven`t noticed yet my birthday is in a few days. =) And boy have I been swamped with tryinq to qet a damn party started!! Hell yes! Anywho, Love ya`ll. =] Hello and sorry to all of my friends on here. I know I haven`t been around much lately to comment and rate and all that good stuff. If you`re wondering where I`ve been well, keep reading and I`ll let you know. Well, last week, I spent two nights at the Hilton hotel in Boston for a Navy enlistment thing. Yes, I joined and yes it`s all official now. I leave for Illinois on August 22. I know, I`m sorry. But if any of you would like to keep in touch while I`m gone, when the time comes, and we`re close enough, we`ll exchange addresses. Then this past Friday I went and saw Killswitch Engage, DragonFore, Chimara, and He Is Legend at the Paladium. Oh my gosh they were so sick!! Let me tell you, it was insane!! The pits were amazing! I crowd surfed like a bajillion times and I knocked some fat bitch o

Heart Broken On Valentines Day
Please don’t tell me that I told you so Because Trust me I know I know I was stupid for falling for him To really think we could ever be more than good friends I know it was stupid, and I was living a lie But you don’t have to tell me cuz I feel it inside If you don’t know what to say then just sit back and watch me cry Because right now I just need a friend by my side Just please stop telling me I told you so Trust me I know Its Amazing that sumthing soo stupid can hurt so much. I deserve someone That can see how special I am. Its sad really that you cant see whats really there. Theres No one else like me. No one will ever compare. Its too bad really, but its your loose so why should I care. I’ll just but on my mask, and smile when you come by No one has to know that I’m crying on the inside No one has to know that I’m attached and I don’t want to let go I want to keep you around because I’m not ready to say goodbye I’ll just have to learn to keep my fee

Km Q&a
listen. i really need this to help me promote what is going to be pretty much my lifes work. so please help me.. simply e-mail Killa-mo 187 at biggkm18fn7@yahoo.com and he'll explain in his own wordz or just leave it here. Juggulator : killer its been a while Killa-mo 187: killa or KM and yea Juggulator: so what have been working on Killa-mo 187: i been working on my upcoming album, working on EOT, signed a new artist, and just kicking back really. Juggulator: whats the new album called Killa-mo 187: A Cold Day In Hell Juggulator: any story behinde it Killa-mo 187: yes there is. Juggulator: tell Killa-mo 187: orinigaly it was titled Armageddon: Tha Devilz Pulpit. than alot of things happend all at once. i got dumped for the umteenth time, we started on a downward spiral money wise and was fighting with friends over things, and than on good friday i wounded up being d

Go To Get Some Sleep
Hi everyone, Just a quick note to say i hope you all had a great Valentines day. Tomorrow i have a crazy busy day which will start at 4am in the morning. I am sorry if i have not got back to replying to messages and comments etc but will do tomorrow night or friday. When I finish work tomorrow i have a big exam to take so I will not be here until late on...but i do have the day off on Friday. If you want to comment or message me or I havent yet commented on your pics etc please send me mail so that sometime over the weekend I can do it. You all have a great night Stay safe Huggers

Cue The Incredible Hulk Theme
I have alot of people on my friend's list whom I get along with rather well. They do not judge me for my interests or the things I post on my page. In fact that's what drew us to be friends in the first place. Some I just popped in payed compliments to their pics and interests and was warmly thanked and a conversation brewed and common ground was formed on simular beliefs and interests. I have alot of wonderfull, friendly people on my friends list whom I've never had cross words with. Thing is . . . none of em are any where close to where I live. Except one. Tara You rock!!! I've searched for people in my home town and state found some rather interesting people and left friendly greetings and good rates. I don't even get a thank you or even a courtesy rate. WTF???!!! That leads me to believe that the 'Southern Hostpitallity' motto is merely a show for tourists. Well I shouldn't say that. There are alot of people here that I know without a doubt will have my back if it ever h

Valentines
A lie of love did pass away Left me waiting on the day When a pure soul a match to mine Would awaken me with love sublime And show me love was not a fairy tale That it was real and not for sale That all I had know of love before Was nothing compared to what was in store When a heart so true could love just me When it mattered not of the past we see When all that clouded was cast aside When there was no reason to run and hide When all I could ever dream had come true This was the gift I found in only you For love had died and passed to dust All I believed in was hardened lust For all the was love had been a lie Now thanks to you the past did die And love lives true in your angel eyes I live for the view that brings my sighs And knowing you heart and soul love me Is a joy I will live for all eternity By R. Thomas Dinsmore The last face I see before I sleep the one that has made me hers to keep We hold and kiss and make sweet love She is my angel from heaven

Only Till Now
Tears fill my eyes As I swallow my pain Hunger and lust consume my soul Only wanting relief Blade reaching for the hand Flesh torn wide Cascading sweet velvet red Wanting and needing to be free Screams call out Only to echo off the empty halls Feeling trapt and unwanted Unloved and not needed Not knowing why we breathe Looking in the mirror Reaching out for meaning Now is my time............................. To be free................................................... cold and bitter thoughts culter the mind only leaving room for hunger sweet cascades of emptyness fill a puddle in the floor only wanting more the cold sharp steel calls for the hand wanting only torn flesh its burns only for releaf Tears fill my insides as i slowly start to drown the hunger of red cascades pulling me under further and further i fall deeper into a whole An abyss of pain and damnation trying to hide from relief the cold razor sharp metal calling for my hand wanting

Nightmares
You want to see what I see when I close my eyes at night? Imagine? The barrel of a gun about 6 inches from your head, before you can instinctively move you see your marks’ finger apply pressure to the trigger. You expect and prepare for the worse, life to end as you know it………….but instead you hear a “click”, then your training falls right into place without hesitation. Now your mark is in your shoes, lying in the damp grass, alone, pride keeps him from begging for his life, though some do. Pathetic! You kill? Yet you beg for your life and actually expect mercy, no mercy. As the mark lays on his back pushing himself through the wet slippery grass away from you till he reaches a tree behind him that he ultimately knew was there, the tree representing the end of the line for him essentially. You plant your feet firmly, look into his eyes with this sickening desire to watch the horror expose itself in his gaze, then the final gratification of witnessing life leave his expression complet

W-torture Feed
you're invited to the biggest party of the year courtesy of planetpotcast.com and end of time entertainment this tuesday night October 28th 2008 the date of the release of Killa-mo 187's 3rd Album A Cold Day In Hell. Join Terry Fiero, Killa-mo 187, Mortality Tha Angel Of Death, Novakain The Scorpion, EKX, Rob-D, Sniper Mane, Tyler AKA Troublez, and many more as we celberate the release in true Potcast fashion..with a LIVE podcast where you...yes you the real fans call in and chop up game with the Ultraviolent Messiah and the rest of Tha EOT Clan Tuesday 9 PM PT 11 PM ET only at www.planetpotcast.com pass to all you know Da Podcast that has the balls to go far! i am headin out for the weekend. i won't be back till mothers day so later everyone if u got the cell # call it. if not than it's ur loss! peace

Valentine Poem
Night closes in on this eve of despair Hauntingly familiar this chill in the air Crushing blow of another harsh day Fates cruel hand has swept it away Dreams and nightmares have merged into one Scars remain from the love that is gone Weaker and weaker with every drawn breath Wanting, embracing, caressing sweet death

Shop O Torture
1. Welcome Ft Killa-mo 187 2. Why Can't It Be? Ft Killa-mo 187 and Tyler 2 and a half. W-Torture Podcast Commerical 3. What Happend? Ft Tyler 4. U's A Suburb G Feat Killa-mo 187 and Tyler 5. Never Sell Out Ft Killa-mo 187 and Tyler 6. Colorz Ft Killa-mo 187 and Tyler 7. Fuck Wit KM Day Ft Killa-mo 187, Tyler, DC Sniper 8. The World Right Now Ft Killa-mo 187 9. Skisto Ft Killa-mo 187 10. My Reply Ft Killa-mo 187, Mortality Angel Of Death, MiStA_MeNaCe, HALUSiN8 11. Bodyz In Da Bay Ft Killa-mo 187 12. Smoke Break Ft Killa-mo 187 13. Extreme Killaz Ft Killa-mo 187 and DC Sniper 14. Warfare Ft Killa-mo 187 and Tyler* 15. Lifestylez Ft Killa-mo 187 and Crap* 16. Metal Ft Killa-mo 187 17. Tha Re-Copp Ft Killa-mo 187, Tyler, DC Sniper 18. Shoutouts Ft Killa-mo 187 *-Not Completed yet Keep checking thursday for a download link The all New Album! 23 new songs! Wicket World Order (Audio CD)$8.99 *edited note: the back cover here has no barcode on it to prevent bootlegge

What If
of course you think I'm crazy having never even met but try all you want to my mind and heart are set I will wait forever since I know you are the one this feeling deep inside me rises like the sun I know you say it can't be but fate is by our side laying out our future one we can not hide something to remember love is evermore from here and there and everywhere to reach on every shore so how can I be crazy let me count the ways crazy for your beauty more beautiful each day crazy for the way you think the way you do your hair if you think I'm crazy let's get crazy if you dare the sun comes out each morning dusk ends every day we live and breathe the same air we do our thing our way yet deep inside your heart and soul you know I am the one you know it by the feeling can't fight it til it's done knowing all you seem to know it can't be very hard it's not like Texas Hold'em hoping for a card it's knowing what you want in life the rest of al

Ball And Chain
IT IS MY SECRET MY BALL AND CHAIN I AM CHAINED TO IT BOUND TO FOREVER BE FOREVER BE ATTACHED THE CHAIN IS LONG BUT NOT LONG ENOUGH I AM FOOLED FOOLED INTO THINKING INTO THINKING IVE ESCAPED ONLY TO BE JERKED JERKED BACK TO REALITY MY PAINFUL REALITY BY ITS SIDE WE ARE ONE THIS SECRET AND I I FEEL THE COMFORTING WEIGHT OF THE CHAIN I DO NOT BULK I DO NOT RALLY AGAINST MY FATE THIS BALL AND CHAIN FORGED WHEN I WAS YOUNG TO BE BROKEN ONLY BY DEATH I LAUGH IN ITS FACE I CRY BEHIND ITS BACK IT HATES ME AS MUCH AS I LOVE IT FOREVER ONE COMPLETENESS ONLY WHEN BOUND WHAT A CRUEL JOKE DESTINY IS

Randomness
so im gonna be offline for a while cause i am switch service providers. the company i am currantly using has lost the last to bill paymand wants me to pay again. ummmmm not gonna happen, i'll just switch to a company that doesnt keep employing incompetent people. and 1 that doesnt try to give thier customers a run around until you just give up. no company should ever be permitted to have a monopoly in the service industry .... as it is in the USA not like in Canada. maybe Canada will clue into this soon a child dreams of what could be when they grow up such fantasies rich and famous strong and wise a superhero such dreams such lies fill the spirit spur the soul to triumph to loss it's life I know I remember as a child such dreams I had to fight like Conan to never be sad to just be the best to do what's right for family friends in God's bright light I remember hurt pain and fear of losing someone whom I held near of finding love making vows then sorrows los

Favorite Poetry
He handed her 12 red roses 11 real and 1 fake and told her that he would love her till the last 1 dies If I can stop one heart from breaking, I shall not live in vain; If I can ease one life the aching, Or cool one pain, Or help one fainting robin Unto his nest again, I shall not live in vain. A TRUE MAN DOESNT MAKE LOVE TO 1 MILLION WOMEN..THEY MAKE LOVE TO 1 WOMAN IN A MILLION WAYS

Life
I was just gettin out of the shower and my phone rang, i didnt recognize the number an area code i never heard of, so i had went to open my phone and answer it but my phone had already sent the person to voicemail, well after like 3 minutes i figured nobody left a message, but as i was puttin my hair up my voicemail thing popped up, so i checked my voicemail, and i hear this voice and it says "i dont kno if u remember who this is, but if you do would u plz call me bac" and i couldnt believe it, it was my ex boyfriend that i hadnt spoken to in like 6 months, one day we jus stopped talkin and all of a sudden out of the blue hes calling me, and he must have been thinkin of me because he had a new number and everything and he called me, when we was together we was good together and i was so inlove with him, so get this right, hes peurtorican and he stays in new york, and im in ohio, and he says he still loves me he misses me and wants me bac and im so confused i dont kno what to do,i had m

American Idol Brush With Fame!
Jordin's family are members at the country club I work at, and I had the pleasure of meeting them today!!! Not only does she have an amazing voice shes has an amazing family!!! Go Jordin!!! xoxo

Happy Valentine's Day
Happy Valentine's Day to everyone on Cherry Tap! Hope You all have a Valentine for this special day! Hope you all have a wonderful day. Do what your heart says and dont hold back on your dreams, no matter what anybody tells you. Today is about love and caring about that special person. So go out get crazy and just have fun tonight. All my love, Naughty Nikki

Can Anyone Give Me A Vote For This Pic? Http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=266854&i=625606533
:) BABY do you love me? Gotta repost this as"babe do u love me?" The 1st person to message u saying "babe....i do." ... will be ur CT sweatheart... u'd be suprised just who wants to be urs...u have 2 do this even if you are taken. ***Good Luck*** To all my friends HAPPY VALENTINES DAY from the VYXYN xoxoxoxoo

Your All Invited!
HEY YALL THIS IS AN INVITATION TO SMOKE E. DIGGLERA'S 30th BIRTHDAY BASH! The Official CherryTap Page of Smoke E. Digglera@ CherryTAP DATE:FEB 15th 07 TIME: ALL DAY PLACE:MY LOUNGE THIS IS LINK TO MY LOUNGE http://cherrytap.com/lounge.php?l=5065 Add SMOKE E. DIGGLERA and/or his music player! > Add SMOKE E. DIGGLERA and/or his music player! > Add SMOKE E. DIGGLERA and/or his music player! >

Morph Contest
its called the morphing picture contest gotta get 150,000 comments to win.no exp.date winner gets a corvette or a motorcycle or a trpical vacation they get to choose and the rules are simple its gotta be a morph and you can comment on yourself.then ya go to photo and click on morph contest pic thanks tracymarie@ CherryTAP

My Hero
This blog is dedicated to the most wonderful woman I know. My grandmother! If there was ever a saint on this earth, my grandmother is that saint! She dedicated her whole life taking care of people. Did not matter if she knew you or not, she would help you through a tough time. She took care of our whole family and was the foundation of the family. She taught all of us how to love and to live life as a good person. I may not have followed all of her advice but she gave me the right advice on everything a person needs to know! She loved me with all of my faults and never once did she look down on me. On Feb. 8th 2007 she had a major stroke at the age of 85 years old. It is now Feb 14th 2007 and she is still holding on without any help from the doctors or a feeding tube. She did not want to live in a bed with tubes going to her. It is very hard to let go of a person that means the world to you but I know she will be going to a better place where she will have her sight back and will be ab

hope everyone has a good valintimes day, to me it is just another day for me to give my kids something special. now i hope to find me something special, or should i say someone special i guess time tells everything you all have a good one

2007 Blogs
C Diddy is entering his 1st ever CT Contest! This contest is for the Cutest Dog! Please help mine win by rating and commenting! I think She'll be very thankful and happy that you did! Click the pic of Suzie Q below to show her some CT Love! This was late notice but I just got a call and was told that the matches have been signed and are posted! First Class Pro Wrestling Presents: Fatal February @ Jimmy's Country Place in Bushnell Main Event FCPW Champion Neil Faith VS Blade Walker FCPW Light Heavyweight Championship Match. Fatal 4 Way Kris Anderson vs. Jay Icon vs. Remix vs. Freestyle FCPW Interstate Title Match Champion Sgt. Hardcore VS Pretty Boy Lloyd Also appearing Nooie Lee, Victor Pain, The Green Baret, Big Men Express, Root of All Evil, Jayson Taylor, Ace Valvone, and many more FCPW stars. Doors open at 6:30pm matches start at 7:30pm TICKETS PRICES ARE AS FOLLOWS: ADULT $10 Ages 7 - 17 $5 7 AND UNDER ARE FREE FOR MORE INFORMATION C

Another Day!
Hey Yall, Long time no write. I thought I would fill ya in on whats going on. I am still single. Working two jobs so I don't get out much. Life is kind of hectic right now. I am looking into jobs in Florida. Maybe I will find my dream job. My birthday is fast approaching. Which is really scary. I will be 27 this year. Oh my how the time flys. For those of you that I missed your b-day, I am sorry. Im not online much anymore. Hopefully I can get a pic up sometime soon. Have to wait and see. Well thats it for now. Write me and let me know whats going on with yall. Hope to talk again soon. J Well yall I have had lots of fun in wyoming but it looks like im headed back to missouri. I am still job hunting which is about to kill me. I will be back in missouri around the 14th or 15th. For those of u that don't know my grandpa was givin about a week to live so i really need to be with my family right now. I hope to have time to write more later. But thats all for now. I h

The Projects
so i live near the projects in providence (chad brown). and on a normal night, there's... 10? 12? cop cars just - parked, sitting on the side of the road. meaning that those cops are patrolling a two or three mile radius. two per car. tonight. only five. ::smirks:: that. amuses me. :)

My Sunday Fix
Ahhhhhh nothing like thinking back to being the youngest of five boys in a most disfunctional family waking up on Sunday morning wiping the sleep outta my eyes or lack of sleep outta my eyes from all the yelling that kept me up so late.I can still freshly hear the wonderful sounds of my mom calling my dad a motherfucker as he burps takes a drink and says fuck you nevertheless its morning and as i head downstairs I can still smell the scent of alcohol looming in the air.I make my way to the living room hear the clanking of empty beer bottles as my feet kick them then I step over a few mounds of dirt from some broken flower pots that i'm assuming my mom wasnt trying to water and dropped but rather toss them against my fathers head, finally making it to the kitchen i turn on the lights and as I do the roaches scatter so I race them to the pantry to beat them to the cereal.Excited as I am because one thing we had alot of even being poor was cereal and kool-aid so as I make my mind up and c

Crazy!!!
OK, I've talked about my crazy neighbor before... what the F***k!!! It's been a year 1/2, the police haven't arrested her (them, her husband too), the courts keep delaying justice & she's getting nuttier by the day. She has arrest warrants for harrassment, tickets for disturbing the peace, & violated her restraining order more times that I can count. She's threatened to kill my kids, her husband violently went after my 11 yr olds son (on tape), then my husband, cusses out my kids & yet...no justice. Meanwhile we have decided to just F***ing move. Our attorney says it could cost us thousands of more to prosecute these people & when we finally do win, we may be in more danger. I was a strong believer in Karma now I just know any more. To top it off, we can't get financed for another home because of all the debt we've aquired due to attorney;s fees, vandalized property, maintaining security cameras, vet bills (she poisoned our dog), new car (she put sugar in the gas tank) & now medical b

Going To Court For Disorderly Conduct
Ok so im banging this chic in a car in a school parking lot late at night next thing I see is a bright light, I thought either she has the whitest ass in the world or it's the cops, well come to find out she tans naked and it was a police officer.In full humping motion i'm asked by the officer to step out the car I told him in a shaky tone i'm cummin!! he said ok little did he know I was really cumming full out orgasm.Needless to say i was charged with disorderly conduct not by my sexual performance mind you but I guess fucking in empty parking lots is offensive, so once in court the judge asked what I was thinking to do such a thing I told him I was an alcosexamaholic he said and whats that?I replied i drink till i'm fucked sir but realized that wasn't the right thing to say to the judge so I decided to plead the fifth and wondered if I pleaded the fifth would he know i've been drinking.

The Not So Wonderful Wizard Of Oz
The not so wonderful Wizard of Oz Current mood: giddy Ok i hate to have to ruin every girls thought of the Wizard of Oz but fuck it I gotta tell it the way a guy would be thinking it, and im just the right guy to tell it.So to put it simple why would three guys with one girl be looking for a brain, heart and courage when I know they would be trying to get that pussy.I mean come on ladies you know a guy dont need brains to fuck are dicks do the thinking by then and a heart you definately know we dont have to love you to fuck you and lastly courage haaa i mean come on its only pussy dont be scuuuuuured.Let it be known that next time you come across munchkin land ask to see the wizard the wonderful wizard of cock.

Valentine's Day Poem
Hearts and roes's and kisses galore what the hell is all that crap for? people get mushy and start acting queer, it's definitely the most annoying day of the year this day needs to get the hell over with and pass, before i shove something up cupid's ass. i'll spend the day so drunk i can't speak and wear black for the rest of the week. guys act all sweet but soon it will fade, for all the are doing is trying to get laid. the arrow cupid shot at me must not have hit. cause i think this love thing is a crock of shit. so hear's my story... what else can i say? love bites my ass... screw valentine's day!!

Damn Snow
Damn, we got 15" of snow here!! I posted some pics in the "SNOW" folder if anyone wants to see. The city I live in is so awesome that they haven't even plowed my street once yet - gotta love it!!! Oh well, snowed in on Valentine's, I guess it could be worse!

Leaving Cherry Tap
First let me start by saying I wish I could figure out how to write something on my profile..Then I would like to say thank you to all the nice ppl that welcomed me here.. You have all been warm and friendly, and if I have not replied, it is because I have no idea what I am doing... With that out of the way may I add, I am just coming out of a relationship that really broke my heart.. I for sure loved the guy, but am now realizing it was never meant to be.. Until yesterday I had hoped that things would turn around, but I am facing the reality of it.. I don't want to become hard or cynical and will never give up on love and that is why I am here.. To meet new and exciting people and hope for the best.. As they say off with the old and on with the new.. Thanks everyone Lolly Once you have opened this bulletin, there's no turning back. Below are true descriptions of zodiac signs, with traits from a book written 35 years ago by an astrologist predictionist. Read your sign, then forw

Should I Feel Guilty?
Ok..so I like to go out and have a good time once in a while. However, my best friend of 21 years recently came out of rehab for alcohol addiction. I've been nothing but supportive of her decision and have even attended a number of AA meetings with her. Last weekend I decided to go out with a few other friends and have a good time. Although I felt a bit bad being out and having a good time without her I found no reason to not go out and enjoy myself, I'm not the one with the problem. Well it has now been 7 days since my best friend has talked to me because I went out. So now I feel guilty and have the feeling that I've somehow lost my best friend. But as I've said I'm not the one with the problem and I still have nothing but support for her. Now I'm lost and not sure whether I should feel guilty or just let the whole thing blow over. Any suggestions would help cuz now I feel I need some support.

The Flower Of Your Name
I’m thinking about you In a different way Nothing specific Just everything I cannot help But notice The effect of your Affection When it all gets Confusing You send a Suggestion You are already Within me I felt you beam your Way in I was not trying To fight you I like you under My skin A tailored soul Well accessorized Looks elegant Next to mine So draw The curtains Until you’re Certain Get your goodbyes Memorized

Poem
when the one you love,, turns their back on you,, what else is there to do,, but sit and be blue.. when they say they care,, they should always be there,, no matter the time,, at the drop of a dime... so why is it so hard,, as the time goes by,, not a single word,, for weeks at a time... why does good things come,, to those who wait,, but yet the wait,, seems to never end.. we wait forever,, for true love to come,, our destiny to be,, seems forever prolong.. Why does it seem,, like its only you,, who wants this love,, to forever be prolonged... this I know,, for a love so true,, I would do most anything,, to be with you.. A witches poem Down the pathway Deep in the woods… There are two witches Evil and good As I arrive closer I hear their chatter As their arms rise higher Their voices get louder They call on their gods They call on their goddess They call on their sisters From up above… The burning of the fi

Enchantingheartsend
You should know I miss you when the snowflakes drown my eyes, blinking forever out of my head as the mantra of summer solstices and stars is lost to the wind of a memory I'm not sure it's healthy reliving. You should know I miss you when midnight wraps me in cold sheets and the melodious whispers meant to warm two souls steal away my abilities to think when unheard pleas fall from my tongue and your embrace remains six hours lost. My heartbeats are slowly fading as ice freezes the blood in my veins and rainbowed smiles are forgotten; my lungs have stopped letting me breathe as sighs build up in my stomach and storm clouds capture my pupils, because it's hard to dream lullabyes and tomorrows with the phantoms of farewells chasing sunlight away. I miss you in studded syllables and monotoned words as my palms caress nothing but air, because my stairs have been blocked by the distance and the churning in the cracks of my skin can mean nothing but scars and goo

Valnetine's Day
What does it mean to love? I've often wondered what ppl thought love means. Today is nothing like it was years ago when love ment sacrifice and understanding. You had to give it your all to make it work. Now a days ppl give a little and expect much more. Love is not pure lust it's much more. I see couples these days with nothing to show for their hard work, but sticking together because they truely love each other...then i see couples that fight because they have nothing. I know in my life I want true love and true happiness and i'm willing to sacrifice the shirt off my back for that. Not many people out there can say that. I honestly would rather just get by and know there is someone by my side willing to work with me than have someone working against me and have lifes "pleasures". I know this probably means nothing to you (if your reading this), but today has got me thinking alot about love. What it means, and why it's so important...but everyone taking it for granted. When someone g

Valentine's Day
As most of you around Racine know if you have watched the news lately,There was a 1st grade boy that was molested by a man On Monday or Tuesday of this week. They took DNA from the boy from the man that had done the most hurtful thing you can ever do to that young of a child. My daughter Hailey is in pre-school,and the whole school's parents were informed of this after it had happened. I went to go to my normal visit to observe her at the chool with the teacher's and as soon as i got off the bus and went to go inside the front doors,i noticed a 3 person party in front of the school,One had a camera on his shoulder. One of the two men had asked if they can speak to me as for what i had known about what happened,and what my feelings on it. Well,I answered everything while they had the camera pointed at me,And recording! After the questioning was over with,They had told me it all will be put on the 5 or 6pm news tonight. Then proceded to go see my daughter! If anyone is intereste

Sex Iq
WE'RE L0CkED UP IN Y0UR R00M F0R TWENTY-F0UR H0URS & WE COULD DO WHATEVER YOU WANTED WHAT W0ULD Y0U D0 WITH ME? TELL ME IN MY INBOX... CUZ ITS A SECRET... THEN REPOST THIS IN YOUR BULLETIN... YOU MIGHT BE SUPRISED WITH THE RESPONSES YOU GET. THEY COULD MAKE YOU LAUGH OR EVEN SMILE .. LOL. IF YOU DONT REPOST THIS YOU ARE A COWARD. REPOST IT SAYING...u + me + your room + alone= ?? You have a sexual IQ of 146 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

My Blogs
HAPPY VALENTINES DAY everyone, to all of you who are happy enough people to enjoy it, if your not then fuck ya cause its good to love. Im angered, really angered.....what is the damn deal with having a default photo thats not you or even close to being you, if you think your ugly and need to put up fake pics just to LURE people to your page well then, your a damn lame. I think from now on Im going to give those pics a "1" so watch out for the Angry Monkey:) Ok that is all, have a nice day. Alright, heres the deal.....An (ex)good buddy of mine who is 21 slept with my 16 year old sister, so my family called the cops of course but my sis wont press charges. The cops said that because he's not 10 years older than her then its not stachatory its consensual. What the fuck is that....16 is not an age for making those kind of choices. Im wondering what it would take to get that changed, a patition maybe? I dunno I want to take all the possible leagal routs on destroying this creep but ea

My Great Valetine Gift!
Guess what? I got a nice surprise Valentine gift...the guy that I am seeing just gave me a nice valentine candy heart-shaped box and told me that I'm his girlfriend now. Yayy! What a real nice surprise Valentine gift when he told me he's my boyfriend now! I'm so happy! :) debbie

Zepman's Inner Thoughts
Someday, somewhere, before I grow too old, I hope I can find someone who shares the same openness and passion about intimacy as I...but I'm not feeling very optimistic today about my chances. Everyone wants to be my friend, no one wants to love me. I've decided to stop looking for love, and let it come to me. Nice guys DO finish last. Things are crashing in around me as I write this...I'm on disability from work, at reduced pay...I just lost two gigs in the last few days worth $400 that I desperately needed...now I need to decide who/what's not going to paid: the mortgage, car, TV/internet, electric, cellphone....the biggest bummer? - the person whom I met on here several months ago, and talk with every day, and whom I fell in love with, still doesn't trust me enough to call me (just hearing her voice would really help right now). I'm beginning to lose hope in almost all aspects of my life, which seems to be going down the tubes at this point. That's all for today, I can't b

Fear The Weird
I remember why people hate Valentine's Day. The people who have someone to spend the "holiday" with will rub it in your face, either on purpose or by acceident, and you sit there alone with a box of candy you bought yourself. We've all been there at one point or another, but no worries. There is someone out there waiting for you. You can't find them by looking for them; you have to let them find you. That's the way love works. And when he comes to you, confesing his love to you, you'll know that you've always loved him too.

My B-day Info!!
OK all I have DECIDED about what to do for my Lovely B-Day!! Of all the places to choose from Iv DECIDED what place is the best BANG 4 THE BUCK!! lol So Have You Guessed It Yet?.... WHEN??.... Friday Feb. 16th The Best Time To Show Up Is @ 9 And Best Thing Of All Is!... The Best Cover Band Iv Heard In A Long Time!! Is Going To Be Playing That Night!! "Who Might That Be?" You Ask!!! http://www.myspace.com/imzadirocks

Vinyl Records
Our bodies meeting, And our bodies greeting reacting to the slightest nudge, the slightest kiss only you can do this you can make my blood flow make my heart race moving in a slow pace keeping the rhythm inside in your mind you're thinking while my love is sinking deeper and deeper in your soul "is this for real? this feeling that I feel... that takes my breath away..." among the heat and every heartbeat you sigh in relaxation "and now you see what you do to me after every slight touch..." Man...I've never been shown that much love in one hour... I think I'm gonna like it on Cherrytap. No bullshit...no kids...no bullshit...! Today, I cried... I washed all of my sorrow away with my own tears because no one else could... I cried because I bottled up my emotions and hid them with smiles that aren't mine... I cried because my heart is filled with sadness, dispare, anger, and loneliness... I cried because I've been fooling myself all this time, thinking I'm the

I'm Sorry
look ppl this is for one person...she knows who she is.... I'm sorry for the pain i caused I'm sorry for the tears i made you cry I'm sorry for the lies i told I'm sorry that I'm not perfect I'm sorry that I'm not pretty I’m sorry for not being there when I said I would I’m sorry for causing so much trouble I’m sorry for always doing the wrong thing I'm sorry I'm a failure to you but i can't help being me. I’m sorry love you kellz like tha title says dont really know wat to say. ive said sry many times ive said i love you wit nuttin in return so i guess wit that said i could begg her for her forgivness but that wont work either and i know it. so i guess all that can be done now is give space.and let tha hurt heal now. just hope that she dont forget me just hope that she members that i love her and she really a great person no matter wat. and i hope that she looks at this if u ever need tha reminder that ur a great person and very beautiful just hit me up

The Vortex Blog
982 Friends here on CherryTap, and do you think they could come by and rate your profile...hell no ! I rate their's before I even ask them to be friends !! If you can't rate a profile, you don't need a friend, how does anyone else feel about that ? I really like helping my friends, but have just ran into a situation I would rather NOT have happen again ! 2 good friends, competing in the same contest, NOT GOOD ! From now on, when any of my friends want me to comment on them, I will do the FIRST one who ask's me, and that is final !! I don't want to have any of my friends feelings hurt, because I comment bombed this friend or that friend. My rule is, FIRST come, FIRST serve........from here on out ! Because I do like to help my friends, I will continue this and see how it works. If it don't work, I will just quit comment bombing altogether. HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY to all members of CT !!!

Whatever
hope you all had a happy easter i kinda did. i added knew pics and new stash items. i have new suff in my jokes section and new stuff in the news section. read the jokes hope they make you laugh don't just vote tell me what you think. also tell me your opinion when it comes to the news items please and ty. have a good week and weekend. checkout my pics hope you like them have a happy valentines day

Lets Get Naked
Me and my family are going to the mardi gras this weekend I said i am going naked to it and my brother made a comment saying he going in his boxers is that funny shit right there.. i am going to get so fucked up its going to be great and i am going to find me a hot man lol Jk

Sleep?
why do these fucking nightmares always have to come back?seeing vern at target the other day fucked me up really bad. every time i close my eyes all i can see is the shit he did to me when i was little.i dont have anyone to talk to. ive been alone for the past couple days and all i really want is to not be alone.what makes men think that they have a right to hurt little girls or girls in general?how can people be so hurtful?why wont this just go away?my dreams are horrible and i cant get his fucking face out of my head. you disgust me so much.i just dont want to feel anything anymore.i keep running in my dream and i dont get anywhere except right in his path and everytime it ends the same. he wins and i lose. i lose everything.i lose my mind and my happiness each time i close my eyes and i dont want to hurt like this anymore but i dont know what can help.i wish to god i did or that someone did. i had the most amazing sleep i have ever had. the nightmares come worse than before now, w

Funnies
There once was an American Indian who had only one testicle, and whose given name was 'Onestone'. He hated that name and asked everyone not to call him Onestone. After years and years of torment, Onestone finally cracked and said,' If anyone calls me Onestone again I will kill them!' The word got around and nobody called him that any more. Then one day a young woman named Blue Bird forgot and said, 'Good morning, Onestone.' He jumped up, grabbed her andtook her deep into the forest where he made love to her all day and all night. He made love to her all the next day, until Blue Bird died from exhaustion. The word got around that Onestone meant what he promised he would do. Years went by and no one dared call him by his given name until A woman named Yellow Bird returned to the village after being away.. Yellow Bird, who was Blue Bird's cousin, was overjoyed when she saw Onestone. She hugged him and said, 'Good to see you, Onestone.' Onestone grabbed

Black Lace Panties
Anna had lost her husband almost 4 yrs ago. Her daughter was constantly calling her and urging her to get back out into the world. Finally, Anna said she'd go out, but didn't know anyone. Her daughter immediately replied, "Mom! I have someone for you to meet. Well, it was an immediate hit. They took to one another, and after dating for a couple of weeks, he asked her to join him for a weekend in Wisconsin . Their first night there, she undressed as he did. There she stood nude, except for a pair of black lacy panties; he was in his birthday suit. Looking her over, he asked, "Why the black panties? "She replied: "My breasts you can fondle, my body is yours to explore, but down there I am still in mourning." He knew he was not getting lucky that night. The following night was the same. She stood there wearing the black panties, and he was in his birthday suit, but now he was wearing a black condom. She looked at him and asked: "What

Life Of A Gamerchick
Yesterday omg was one of the worst days ever. My mom and dad came over to get the bill for our cellphones they were gonna pay it for us. nice huh.. well dennis got mad. mom wanted me to go in case they needed one of us. So I go and when I come back dennis comes right out to me. and says either go with your parents or stay with your husband. WTF!?!? I could not take anymore.. I've been soo depressed, trying to be happy and its just not working anymore. I'm scared all the time.. my bubble has finally burst open and I just don't feel safe anymore... whatever comfort I had is now gone.. I come up and all my clothes are on the ottoman. suitcases.. my computer, 360, ps2, dvd player and my gamees.. allll on the table. said the animals stay you can take what you see. I was like omg.. wtf is happening. Omg.. i was sooo I dont even know how to explain it.. This is my husband and he is saying either leave or stay. He says I need to get a job, stop being a baby and I need to grow up. Hes

Blog
Apparently someone named "Meg" joined and I was the refer o.O Well I do know a Megan, but she has a Cherry Tap and she doesn't really like it... I'm gonna assume that when I had linked the profile to my blogspot someone from there viewed it and joined. Cause I don't know anyone who looks like that or goes by Meg. Today is officially SAD, aka Single Awareness Day, let it be heard! Valentines Day is nothing more than commercialism you don't need a special day to say "I love you" to someone. :)

All About Me
what the hell is it with guys that they feel like they can tell you they love you but then say that they love there exes and that they have to control erges when there around each other I mean thats all bull shit I mean you broke up for a reason get the fuck over it So I have a blog on my space which I think that everyone does , but I have to be care ful what I say in in cuz people read it and then tell my man what they think that it means and what he shpuld do I havent said anything about my ex in months but his brothers girl thinks that I still miss him I beat the shit out of him why do I miss him if I see him again he get his ass kicxked again that sll after all he said and did thats all he deserves I mean a blog is where I put what I want to put it doesn't matter right I mean it's just a venting point to me but it has to mean shit to other people why????? It shouldnt Matter what I put since theres nothing wrong with it it all true and it just my point of view I guess the way th

Uninteresting Things In My Life
YAYYYYYYY! Me and Steph are going to Orlando!! Not this weekend but the next weekend and again the weekend right after, ROAD TRIP Whoop Whoop lol. My car is going to be fixed tomorrow FINALLY me and steph have been so bored its been 2 months being stuck in the house. I swear this past weekend chino picked me up so me and steph could be bored together lol and WE WERE CURLED UP IN THE FETAL POSITION SUCKING OUR THUMBS CAUSE WE DIDNT KNOW WHAT TO DO!!! Freedom is heading our way and yes I did go out with my other friends during the 2 months but I have the best time with Stephanie LOVE YA GIRL and plus I hate being not being in the drivers seat so there :P So yeah were going to start off visiting Jason probably get drunk knowing him and the crazy thing is I drive perfect when I am drunk I heard people tell me that before and I was like yeah whatever but its true I have witnesses!!!! Then go to Stephs sisters house and party more!!! Then the weekend right after is going to be the best caus

Snow Snow Snow
Ya know Binghamton has had no snow all winter... Hell we spent most of it in the 40's... But lately we have been smacked with bitter cold weather but still no snow... Then we get the news mother nature has a Valentines present for NY a FUCKING NOR' EASTER!!!!!!!!!!!! WTF Here are pics from last night... Nothing much I could have lived with that... BUT NO!!!!!!!!!! This is from this morning what we woke up to... WTF IS THAT SHIT!!!!!!!!!!!!! It was so bad that mt 96 year old neighbor needed to goto the hospital this afternoon and our street still hadnt seen a plow... The fire truck and ambulence couldnt get up the hill... They had to walk to from the bottom to her house... They called the city to come plow so they could get her out and the city said no they were to busy... WTF!!!!!! They were talking bout haveing to carry her down the hill in 19 inches of snow 14 degree temps with -11 degree wind chills... I SO THINK NOT!!!!!!!!!! So what did Kimy do?!?!?!?! Ki

Just Thoughts
This is just a thought of mine.... Everyone has that one person in life who is there with you through the good, bad, worst and so forth. I know I do, and no one could ever replace her. But what saddens me a bit is when it comes to that one person in your life who you love dearly and basically commit your life too. Well he/she could never ever be as good as your true best friend, you know the one who could make you laugh when you think it is impossible to, or is the only true one who can comfort you when you think you are broken/sad. So what then when it comes to your lover, the one who is suppose to be not only the love of your life... but also supposely your best friend also???!!! I don't know, it's just my thought of the day I guess.

Who Says Blondes Have More Fun?
Life..............where do I start? Well lets just say things don't always go the way you want them too no matter how hard you try. First thing I would like to say is a big thank you to Morgan, Brian, Danielle, Kyle, Buddy, Eric and Scott. You guys are the best, you have been there for me lately when I needed someone to talk to or vent to or even yell at, and I love all you and I promise to become normal soon :) Well.....I signed another year contract with my apartment and Im actually ok with it. I planned on moving but things change and shit happens so.....I really like the location of my place and love the extras that come along with it, like pool, tanning bed, fitness center and this way I dont have to deal with actually packing and moving to just another apartment, whats the point right? Speaking of extra's......I actually used to fitness center today....omg, I think Im going to be dying tomorrow.....seriously.......but if made me feel good and it took my mind off things wh

A Poet's Poem
We’re always searching For the divine But them We settle For a good enough find The magic is Out there And so very real It is not Butterflies But a calm That you feel No matter the subject Whatever request It all just seems Ok No type of unrest I savor Our time now Maybe think it The best I look forward To all of the rest A journey worth Taking Begins with Brave steps Just hold my hand As we jump off This cliff

I'm Grown......
Aiight Ladies & Gentlemen, Whut's the deal??? I know we all have our sexual preferences that we like,but dont put people down because they not up to YOUR standards!! Thats bullshit! Not only that but it makes it harder for guys like me to get a shot of ass cause you done broke some womans heart! Not to sound selfish but i like to fuck as im sure every human on this planet likes to do. I have no preferences in my women im not a big guy, i'm not a millionare, and i damn sure ain't Mr.Perfect. So? Whut do i have to offer women who find me attractive? I'll tell you and this may be the secret to get more women to like you, Wan know whut it is?? TELL THE FUCKIN" TRUTH!!! That's it! Easy huh? It sucks that i waited 28 yrs to start doing it, but better late than never. Anyhoo, yea tell the truth, i do. When i meet women sometimes i tell them flat out i wan fuck. They seemed surprised at first but it's the truth! Why wait 3wks, 3mths before we come to the inevitable?? at least i know im not was

Happy Valentine's Day 2 The Lady I Love The Most Always & Forever
You came into my life one morning on a cold and snowy day, I had never seen such beaty you just stole my heart and soul away, you gave my life new meaning, I so did worship you, and as the days past to years your beauty only grew, my most treasured memories all begin and end with you, but this world can be so empty, heartless and cold, I lost you far to early long before your day was due.. You will always be my special angel the one love that will always last and I couldn't let this day go by without saying to you, Happy Valentine's Day My Angel, Mystikal Dawn I So Miss you.. Hosted by CherryTagz.com

Interesting
Ok well i created my profile yesterday, i have friends who have been trying to get me on this thing. But i have other pages i go to.. so anyways it is quite interesting on here. It will take some getting used to but im liking it already :) Cheers jen

My Lyfe
I seen you with her the other day I'm still trying to get over you but everyone knows Real love doesn't go away I look into your eyes just to see if your love has changed because in my heart I will always be your girl In my heart this love will always stay We began to gaze into each others eyes As i look back in time when you first told me you Loved me,As i reminisce I began to cry But then your girlfriend starts to pull you away as she turns her back I whisper"I Love you baby, Why did you go way? Why didn't you stay?" In my heart I'll always be your girl Thats something no one can change Because you were my first love and these feelings in my heart will always stay the same Nobody can ever take you place what we has should have been Everlasting,Thats something that would never end I loved you so much I wish it could have lasted till the end In my heart I'll always be your girl in my heart are love will always stay the same Even if your

Freedom...
I added this as a comment to a blog and thought I needed to also add it to my page..... It's not a war against each nation, it's not about freedom for America, it's about freedom for the world. Bin Laden is not just after us "Americans", he wants us -all-. The word American has often been used synonymously with freedom. I am not making a statement about being "an American", I'm making a statement about being proud of my freedom and standing behind those who fight - ****alllll**** those who fight, England's troops and everyone elses, so that freedom and the ability to be "livin free" isn't taken away for good. MAYBE THIS WILL HELP THOSE WHO DO NOT REALLY UNDERSTAND...... http://www.usamemorial.org/sept11016.htm

Songs
Ok it's been about 3 years or so since I've written a song, and I'm a bit rusty at it. In addition I had to have a good friend of mine help me with this; thanks again for that Meg I really appreciate it!! :) Critizism is welcomed as always This week has been out to get me, out to get me... He's coming for me with haste I can only handle so much Before I just want to give up These walls are trapping me in, trapping me in... He's breathing down my neck I only have so much time Before my soul slowly cracks When will this nightmare end? When will a new chapter begin? So broken, betrayed, belittled, and bruised Bleeding inside... there's nothing to lose Headaches have rised... there's just nothing to lose I strive to prove if this is [right] Or will he steal me away tonight? The safety net failed, it's a long way to go Before rock bottom begins to show When will this nightmare end? When will a new chapter begin? So broken, betrayed, belittled, and bruised

Cold Winter Days Suck
So I wake up this morning to ice hitting my window. I look out the window and it is snowing and, its cold I hate snow. So I go down stairs to see if my daughter has school and of course its cancelled yay for me a whole day of my two kids fighting. Its cold in my house and I have the heat up to 73 degrees and its not helping. I hope it stops soon cause I hate being stuck in the house all day. I would go out but they say the roads r bad and I dont drive in the snow I have a little piece of shit saturn not so good in the snow. God I am bored. Just thought Id vent a little thanks for reading. Have a good VALENTINES DAY to all you lovers out there

Special
i just want to wish all u moms a wonderful mothers day Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from Sexi Luv.com thinkin about puttin naughty pix up, lol what do u think? i just wanted to wish everyone a happy valentines day, i wish u all the best and hope it goes well for all of u

The Perfect Heart
One day a young man was standing in the middle of hte town proclaiming that he had the most beautiful heart in the whole valley. A large crowd gathered and they all admired his heart for it was perfect. There was not a mark or a flaw in it. Yes, they all agreed it truly was the most beautiful heart they had ever seen. The young man was very proud and boasted more loudly about his beautiful heart. Suddenly, an old man appeared at the front of the crowd and said, "Why your heart is not nearly as beautiful as mine." The crowd and the young man looked at he old man's heart. It was beating strongly, but full of scars, it had places where pieces had been removed and other pieces put in, but they didn't fit quite right and there were several jagged edges. In fact, in some placed there were deep gouges where whole pieces were missing. The people stared...how can he say his heart is more beautitul, they thought? The young man looked at the old man's heart and saw its state and l

Easy Money
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From Friends
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Poems
Every time I hear that song on the radio, It reminds me of you; I get the same old feeling, And I don't know what to do. Every time somebody says your name, I get the feeling I always used to. Every time you smiled, Oh, darling; it reminds me of the times with you. Every time I see your picture, I think back to when it was you and me. When we weren't just a couple, And it wasn't hard to see. The memories of our past, I can't help but think, Wonder if you miss me, Longing for one last wink. Maybe a kiss goodbye, As they play another song, Dance the night away, Pretend like nothing ever went wrong. But every time I think of you, I begin to cry; and I don't know if I can make it through. Everything in this world, everything; baby, it reminds me of you. Written in blood, Sealed with a kiss, Just a memoir of us, For you, I did this. I'll fade into the light, Reflective glasses shatter, Taunts of anguish, whisper; it's getting hard to think past th

Lyrics
"The River" (feat. M Shadows & Synyster Gates from Avenged Sevenfold) As I walk through the valley of the shadow of LA The footsteps that were next to me have gone their separate ways I've seen enough now to know that beautiful things don't always stay that way I've done enough now to know this beautiful place isn't everything they say I heard that evil comes disguised Like the city of angels I'm walking towards the light Baptized in the river I've seen a vision of my life And I wanna be delivered In the city was a sinner I've done a lot of things wrong But I swear I'm a believer Like the prodigal son I was out on my own Now I'm trying to find my way back home Baptized in the river I'm delivered I'm delivered [M.Shadows:] You're from a small town You're gonna grow up fast underneath these lights Down in Hollywood on the boulevard the dead comes back to life To the praying Mother And the worried Father Let your children go If they come back T

Sexual Assault Survivor Advocate
Flashbacks Submitted by jessicab on Thu, 2006-02-16 19:02. What are Flashbacks? Flashbacks are when memories of past traumas feel as if they are taking place in the current moment. These memories can take many forms: dreams, sounds, smells, images, body sensations, or overwhelming emotions. This re-experience of the trauma often seems to come from nowhere and, therefore, blurs the lines between past and present, leaving the individual feeling anxious, scared, powerless, or any other emotions that they felt at the time of the trauma. Some flashbacks are mild and brief, a passing moment, while others may be powerful and last a long time. Many times the individual does not even realize that he or she is having a flashback and may feel faint or dissociate. What Helps During a Flashback? If you realize that you are in the middle of a flashback: Tell yourself that you are having a flashback and remind yourself that the actual event is over and you survived. Breathe. Take

Feb. 13th, Rough Day
Today was a bad day for me. Today would have been my oldest daughter Sherri's Birthday. She would have been 17. If not for a drunk driver. I've been down all day. Cried a couple of times. Cursed the fuck that killed her and her mom Lisa. The basterd got 5 yrs for two lives. He gets out soon. He gets to go on with his life, she doesn't. She was my baby, and she always will be. I miss her so much. The day she died I went numb and then cold. The lost of a child is something you never get over. It never gets easier. To me its like everyday since has been the same. I still cry over her, I still miss her. Guess I always will.

Longing
I long for the scent of your skin warmed by the friction of mine. unparalleled, that cloaks my heart with love. I long for the taste of your kiss. Not a sip to leave me wanting but full and deep and quenching as water for my thirst. I long for the feel of your touch upon my shoulder, neck, or ear. Light as a fairy's wing brushing upon the air. I long for the sound of your voice; the gentle utterance of my name, the whispering in my ear of loving words meant just for me. I long for the sight of your eyes alight with love and passion, warmly melting into mine, promising me forever. I long to shut out the world; to be all that exists in your mind, your heart, your soul. I long for YOU! I LOVE YOU ... Chicago Lyrics Chicago Music CodesMusic Codes by SongArea.com

Hey All You Sexy Cherries
ok I am soo thrilled my frist Friday night show!! and I am trying to get a 20 to get this I need more and more to start listening .. soooo if you are not already tuned into me then get your hinnys to www.crush.fm and start listening ..just go to tune in section on the left and pick the way you want to hear it .. I am on till midnight and after that :) if you want to request and let me know you are there just register and request away .. with over 5000 songs I am sure you will find something! :) hahaha OK Go help me get my 20 ;) Hugs bratty lil kitten Blah so I Dj at crush fm .. and we still are trying to get listeners up .. we have live djs throught the day till about 12 am then ppl run auto but the requests are still on .. I am starting to wonder if ppl dont like to register to request and that is why noone wants to listen.. we have sexy ass women with really hot voices on .. and great guys as well .. but yet I struggle to get in enough requests.. I am always on air .. and

Blackentine's Day
C/O http://www.essentialmetal.com/ BLACKENTINE'S DAY Black Wednesday - February 14th 2007 The 8th Anniversary! Blackentine's Day was first celebrated February 14th 1999. It is STILL not a recognized day on the calendar but more people know about it every year. It is a day that many people who are married or have a "significant other" generally do not get to celebrate because it falls on the same day as another well recognized day sponsored by your local florists, jewelers and of course Hallmark. Blackentine's Day is similar to St. Patrick's Day in some ways, but you wear black instead of green. You drink plenty of your favorite alcoholic beverage and listen to music. However the music of Blackentine's Day is (or should be) very dark, sometimes slow but never happy or party type music. Doom or Goth metal is the preferred music however Death and Black metal are also quite suitable if you can tolerate it. There are a few great cds that don't really fit the mentioned ge

Read Me =d
What Color Are You? YellowYour normal. You always no the right advise. Your friends always come to you and you know exactly what to say to them. You are shy but also bold. You only speak up when you need to. Take this test what kind of girlfriend are you ? your the perfect girlfriend !your always right there by his side and you never give up on him . he loves you and you love him unconditionally and you truely believe that love will never fail you ! Take this test

Valentines Thoughts
Ya know when you had that girl who would give you the world then you give her up... Your BAD!!!!!!! Ya know when you see your EX in a club and you wanna make her jealous so you start to rub up on your current just to make it look GOOD!!!!! So SAD!!!!! See you need to realize... We got it like that... and YOUR replacement will always be 10X hotter!!! Unlike yours!!! See you lost your dime!!! Now your messin with not even half of what you used to have... AWWWW POOR THING!!!!!!!!! REMEMBER WHAT YOU HAD!!! CAUSE YOULL NEVER SEE THIS ASS AGAIN!!!!!!!

Quizzes
WHO LIKES YOU??? lets find out who has the BALLS to say they like you, repost this under " Who Likes You??? " to find out! or youll have bad luck for 7 days. Reply!!!!!!! with a number WITH the following options (yes you can pick more than one): 1-I used to like you 2-I used to love you 3-I dont like you 4-I have a HUGE crush on you 5-I'm in love with you 6-I think im still in love with you and i shouldn't be... 7-I really want to talk to you and get to know you and hopefully something will happen... 8-I'm with someone else but for some reason i still have feelings for you 9- I want to marry you 10- I want to do you 11- I want to makeout with you again 12- I want to makeout with you for the 1st time 13- I want a relationship with you 14- I want to hold your hand 15- i love you and would enjoy makin sweet love 2 u rite now 16- I'm scared of liking you 17- I have a gf/bf but i like you... 18- I love you but its starting to

My Life
theyear of 2007" was the hardest year of my life! everything i use to be and everything i use to like, doesn't even matter to me anymore! In the last year I have been sick over 15 times making it almost impostible to keep a job. I've been in the hospital 3 times, almost died 4 times, been treated for severe depression, have been engaged to the girl who i thought was the love of my life who does't even talk to me anymore. lost most of my friends and gave up on everone else, i just don't care anymore, her family treated me like shit and trust me I won't be dating for a long time! I have no friends, my brother is too busy to be my brother anymore. my best friend is my cousin mike who is like a brother to me. last year sucked, i would say i wouldn't change it for the world but i would be lieing! i wish the day allison walked in the pantry was my day off and at the club i would of let her leave with cindy! it would of saved me alot. I am how i have always been theres no chang

I Don't Know What To Say
I'ts my first blog and I don't know what to say, I'm drunk but i still don't know what to say, I can walk around everyday pretending like I don't know what to say when i really do, I can tell you not to go out with this or that person cause their not right for you and i would be right, Or not to do this or that and once cause it's not good for you again I would be right, I could tell you not to say this or that cause it might get you in trouble,or even not to smoke this or that cause you will not remeber what you did the next morning, I can tell you not to drink this or that cause if you do then they will take advantage of you, or i can just sit back and just pretendthat, I Just Don't Know What To Say!

Mike's Thoughts........
Flashes of life slowly pass your eyes, as instances happen to you in a brief second, recently some things have flashed before me and in every instance anything and everything that I ever cared for or loved couldve been gone. Personally its scary to think about that fact that one day your here and the next you could be gone. It scares me to death to think that my son, might one day have to live without his father, hopefully a lot later than sooner but you never know, its scary to think that maybe one day I would have to live without my son. You do what you can on a daily basis to survive and lived in a world full of hate, distrust, and the hussle and bussle of your daily lives. Do your self a favor, slow town take a look at what you have instead of what you dont have. Do your self a favor and hug your child you havnt hugged in weeks or months. Tell your wife, boyfriend, or girlfriend that you love them, more than likely they love you back and it will bring you closer together. Do

National Security
In the name of national security: PLEASE HELP ME LEVEL UP! I have some important issues of national concern that I need to mumm about, but I can't do so until I get to level 5. PLEASE!! Help me tell George what to do.

New Pics Xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
I have a few new pics also I need to put some new ones on there because i have red hair as of now just did it a few hours ago so i need some hot sexy new ones with my sexy red hair . coming soon.....xoxo

Hazel Eyes
Stolen We watch the season Pull up it’s own stakes And catch the last weekend Of the last week Before the gold and the glimmer have been replaced Another sun soaked season fades away You have stolen my heart You have stolen my heart Invitation only Grant Farewells Crash the best one Of the best ones Clear liquor and cloudy eyed Too early to say goodnight You have stolen my heart You have stolen my heart And from the ballroom floor We are in celebration One good stretch before our hibernation Our dreams assured and we all Will sleep well Sleep Well Sleep Well Sleep Well Sleep Well you have stolen you have stolen my you have stolen my heart Watch you spin around In your highest heels You are the best one Of the best ones And we All Look Like We Feel you have stolen my you have stolen my you have stolen my heart Music Video:STOLEN (by Dashboard Confessional)Music Video Code provided by VideoCodeZone.Com I was young

Lyrics From My Mixtape
DALUSIONS OF GRANGER1.My mental formilation comes soo MACABLY its a backstabber. 2.M.C probbing deep like a dagger.3.Blunts keep a ninja cloud nine korsair X-MEN fans could say GARGAMEL is true STARJAMMER.4.Beasting out harder then Kelsey Grammer switching up your antimater. 5.My "mouth piece" stays unholsterd & ready meaning its a verbal thumpper with a pulled back hammer.6.Words are sluggs I spit burn puncture & splatter.7.CHAOTIC DAMIZE CRIMINALS stay bent on ending LIFE or what ever it does'nt matter.8.I'm dodging all drama drenched in HATER-AIDE & slander.9.FUCK the dumb shit and your"BOOSH-WAH"glammer.10.Its all about dwelling on pastense adventures incorperating DALUSIONS OF GRANGER.

La Here I Come!
its my B-day so happy b-day to me muahaha, well i just figured id let everyone know since i know everyone cares :P lol rrrriiggghhttt. ok back to class, peace outty peeps. dan going to cali 2 weeks, fuckin excited. Gunna be refin the NXL in LA and im going broke so itll be nice to start making $ agian, the off season gets old lol. well i just yawned so im passin out, peace outty!

I'm So Horny
I'M SO HORNY i'm so horny i need cunt in my mouth ill be blunt suck my cock drink my cum stick my boner in your bum lick my balls and my dick get on top then ill stick my cock inside your warm vagina panacakes with aunt jamima pussy pops bondage chains pleasure pains ride the horsey grab the reins drive it in with doggystyle on your tongue i let it spill if you spit it i dont care at least i know that i was there if you swallow im in love your vulva fits me like a glove

Let's See Who Loves Me
HAPPY VALENTINES DAY EVERYONE!!!! NOW POST THiS iF YOU AREN'T SCARED TO SEE HOW PEOPLE THINK OF YOU 0 = ewwwwwwwwwwww! 1 = Definetly not attractive. 2 = Decent 3 = Cute 4 = Fine as heck! 5 = I'd do you. 6 = PRETTY HOT AND TEMPTiNG! 7 = Lovable, I LOVE YOU!!! 8 = I wanna make you my man/girl. 9 = Just a friend. 10 = Sexiest person I know! 11 = 'effin hottie! 12 = Ya, I've checked you out a few times. 13 = lets Make Out!! 14.= I'd hit it!! 15=BABY YOU IS F-I-N-E!!! 16=Let's f*** now i want you

To All My Friends
i just put a guestbook on my profile, feel free to add yourselves to it if you want to sorry i haven't been around the last couple of days and you probbly won't see much of me for a few more days. we had a death in the family yesturday and just trying to cope with the loss but i will be back before long and i hope to talk to my friends i have on here. hello to all my new friends, i know i haven't got around to rating and commenting on your pics, but give me some time and i will get to each and every one of you and hopefully in the process i will get to know ya'll better, and thanks to all for adding me to your friends list

This Is My First Public Poem. Check It Out.
THE KISS Just the thought of the kiss evokes the butterfly army They invade your senses Your mind Your body They weaken your knees Soften your heart Your hands get all sweaty Your words fall apart When your lips finally touch It's like an EXPLOSION! All sense of time is instantly frozen The kiss becomes more than just lips and flesh Body and soul collide Intertwine and mesh Time stops The earth becomes motionless You'd stay there forever Locked in a kiss

Running Out Of Photo Space... I Need Your Help Cherries
***this is a repost from my bulletin just in case you don't see it!*** Stop by my CT Home... check out My new Fetish Videos and Pics on My CT Stash.... For all you fetishist come and enjoy it!!.... Don't forget to rate, your Mistress will love you for it!! I have tons of new pictures waiting to be uploaded but I need your help (once again) to move to My next CT level... I'm only a mere one thousand and some change away from My next level so come on My Cherry Lovers, subs and slaves and help your Mistress to move me up!!! You are going to love what's coming!!!! *Spanks & more Spanks* Mistress M Hey friends... I just realized that there are only left 2 more photo spaces on my album :( ... I need your help to increase my cherry points and have more photo space.. Wouldn't you love to keep seeing more of your Mistress?? I bet you do!! so start clicking... Sending lot and lots of whips, spanking and kisses to all my Cherry Friends Mistress M

How I Like It
I Can't Stop Thinking About The Foreign-Policy Discussion We Had In The Shower Yesterday By James Harrell The Onion October 18, 2006 I can barely keep it together at work today. It's impossible to focus. Every time I try to get something done, my palms start to sweat, my head spins, and I think about you, with your eyes half-closed and your head thrown back under that hot, steaming water, talking about how our current foreign policy is counterproductive to its stated objective because it is allowing Islamic extremist groups to exploit the U.S.-led conflict in Iraq to recruit an ever-growing number of anti-American jihadists. You've always known exactly how to drive me wild. I'm going nuts over here. It's all I can do not to drop everything, sprint to the car, speed over to your place, throw you down, and feel your breath on my ear as you tell me that America's unpopular, misinformed actions and its unwillingness to open any productive dialogues have had the effect of alie

Nascar
Its Daytona 500 weekend, aside from all the hype, all the drama, the suspensions, the fines, the celebrating, we all need to take a moment & remember that this is the weekend that changed the world of NASCAR, This is the weekend that we lost #3 Dale Earnhardt Sr. on the last lap of the Daytona 500. If you care to you can watch Dales last race in my stash that shows the last lap of that race, I just did and the lump in my throat really hurts. #3 DALE EARNHARDT SR. >>> NEVER FORGOTTEN ! this was in the news today... I put my 2 cents in at the bottom >>> By JENNA FRYER, AP Auto Racing Writer DAYTONA BEACH, Fla. - NASCAR vowed last summer to crack down on cheaters, pledging to toughen penalties in a sport where bending the rules is as common as banging bumpers. Officials made good on that promise Tuesday. NASCAR suspended the crew chiefs for Matt Kenseth, Kasey Kahne, Scott Riggs and Elliott Sadler and docked all four drivers points before the season-opening

08-15-07
Well its been a on going pain since october,when I was hit by a board from a table saw.Its been more of a Mental challenge for the Pain since I have no Insurance an cannot get meds.I have had to Shut my business down for 4 months now.I have been going to Therapy to a Dr. who takes patients with no insurance,three times aweek for spinal decompression.I was contacted today by a Health Service of Saint Thomas,An they have agreed to pay for my M.R.I. that I recieved in a ER in Nashville Tn.& they also told me that they would pay for my surgery,Cause they do charities for the uninsured workers.So I finally get to get rid of this ongoing stressful pain & I dont have to worry about being crippled by my next B-day.Thank God sum one is watching over me,cause sumtimes the pain is too much.. Well I Have A New Web Site coming Out.It Will Be Up By 08-24-07.It will Be A Site For Graphics,Computer Programs,Tattoo Art,Differnt Types Of Fonts & Alot more Other Computer Related Stuff.I Will also Be Giv

What Makes Cherrytap So Popular
IS IT ALL THE COOL LADIES? OR ALL THE GUYS HANGING OUT FOR THE LADIES? IT WILL BE INTERESTING TO GET SOME POINTS OF VIEW. I LIKE IT BECAUSE OF THE COOL CHICKS. WHY DO YOU THINK IT'S SO POPULAR (BECAUSE IT CERTAINLY IS). CHERRY LOVE TO ALL.....XOXOXO.....

My Life
ive finaly met a person ive known about my whole life and never been able to find. shes everything i expected. no not a girlfriend, but my cousins little girl. she was given up for adoption at 11 months and has been in california for the last 19 years. i spent a lot of time looking for her especially after my cousin passed away, but finaly i met her. i cherish the time we were able to spend together. but then my car sprung a gas leak ive had to fix it twice. but finaly its fixed. today i was fired from my job. sorry my tits are too big and you see me as a threat, get over it. i was there to do a job not make friends. but i start a new job with better pay wednesday which works out. i couldnt go to work without catching some old lady staring at my rack so i was estatic when i got a new job. but yeha thats basically whats been going on i miss everyone i think i may have found a car. not positive yet. but i swear if i get it and it breaks within 2 weeks im gonna scream hold

The Blog Of The Black Halo
I stole *coughs* this from my Dori! You scored as Angel Of Darkness. Your The Angel Of Darkness!Angel Of Darkness100%Fallen Angel83%Angel Of Love67%Angel Of Innocence50%Angel Of Death50%Angel Of The Cute0%What type of angel are you?created with QuizFarm.com

Valentine's Day
With Valentine's Day upon us, I just wanted to send out love to all my cherry tap friends and family! This is my first Valentine's Day without my husband in my life since 1996. I'm spoiling Philip rotten and going to do the ice cream sundae party at his school on Wednesday afternoon. It's fun to hang out with first graders as they sure don't view things like we adults do! Don't forget to tell that special someone in your life how much you love them and if possible, at least get a card if you can't get a gift. It's the thought that counts.

My Thoughts
Its all supposed to be a game, but to me its not. I am here to get a break from my real life, but finding fu getting into it. its not supposed to... it hurts... over and over, and I am powerless to do anything... why do I bother anymore?? I open up and all I get is rejection. I do one thing and expected to do something completely different. I act one way and get told to be different because no one likes the way I am. Will I ever be loved for who/ what I am? What is love anyways? anyone care to answer? Have you ever been in a point in life where you didnt know which way to turn? Then out of the blue comes a stranger who helps you and is there from you through it all. To have found someomne like that is rare but I have found someone like that. He is going thru the same things I am and we get along great. We can talk for hours on end and not repeat anything, we can give each other advice that makes us think about what we are doing. how is it that we can talk to someone we hardly kn

Once There Was A Gurl
I'm sitting here remembering All the good times we've had The times when I loved you Good, happy, bad, and sad. I remember when I used to hold you Safely and close to my heart Even if it was broken and slightly torn apart I thought about you twice. During the day and at night. Everything was going wrong those days You were the only thing that seemed right But then I broke down. I went through another heart break again This time it was really tough I didn't think my heart would mend But then you and me Bent down and picked up my broken heart's pieces together You reassembled my heart Only this time you made it better. You collected all my missing pieces Filled in every hole and crack. And when my heart was good as new I thought you'd give it back. It's true that love is blind Because I really couldn't see You were fixing up my heart But you weren't going to give it to me I thought this was our chance Maybe we'd finally be together Until you ga

YOU'VE BEEN FUCKED! Spread the legs and go at it! Pick any of your friends and FUCK THEM! This is for any one you think is hot! Keep reading and you will find out that this is not some gay thing. RULES: 1- You can fuck the person who fucked you, of course. 2- You can fuck the same person as many times as you can (c'mon, ENDURANCE)! Be creative!* 3- You -MUST- spread the sex! At least 1 fuck is fine and dandy! 4- You should fuck in public! Be adventurous, damn it. Paste it on their user page so they feel slutty! 5- Random sex is perfectly okay! 6- Please, don't worry about same gender fucking, it's HOT. 7- You should most definitely get started fuckin' right away! This is about showing everyone how much you care for them and HOW BAD YOU WANT THEIR ASS! Make everyone feel a little loved (and roughed up!). Please don't take this too personally, BUT I JUST FUCKED YOU!!!!!!!!!!!! F.U.C.K Stands For: Friends U Can Keep. So promise me we'll F.U.C.K forever! Send this to 10 people & 1 back to

True Minnesotans
78~~~~ ouch! I'm a bad influence. Body: If you go over 45, you're a bad influence. If you go under 10, chances are you live under a rock and have no life... even more harsh. Total the number of things in each list you've done. No need to say which ones. If people really want to know they will message you. 1. smoked. 2. consumed alcohol. 3. slept in the same bed with someone of the opposite sex. 4. slept in the same bed with someone of the same sex. 5. kissed someone of the same sex. 6. had sex. 7. had someone in your room other than family. 8. watched porn. 9. bought porn. 10. done drugs. TOTAL: 10 1. taken painkillers. 2. taken someone else's prescription medicine. 3. lied to your parents. 4. lied to a friend. 5. snuck out of the house. 6. done something illegal. 7. cut yourself. 8. hurt someone. 9. wished someone to die. 10. seen someone die. TOTAL: 9 1. missed curfew. 2. stayed out all night. 3. eaten a carton of ice cream by yourself. 4. been to

Riddle Me This . . I Just Don't Get This
My question at the moment: Why is it that there is a perception that because a woman is a large woman that she should lower her personal standards and "take whatever she can get"? Do most men think this? If so, why? Is the perception out there that larger size women are insecure, have a low self-esteem, are meek and weak and loathing of themselves that they will go out with anyone who offers? I cannot tell you the types of comments I've heard from various guys that I've chatted with on-line and in person -- they truly think that because I am a BBW that I will take anything that offers and that I will do anything they want to keep him at my side. There was one guy I met on-line and we chatted for a little while. I told him upfront that I was a BBW and if he had issues with that to let me know. He said he was only seeking BBW types. So we arranged it and I met him at my local book store for a face-to-face meeting. Mind you, he had seen a few picturs of me. When we met - fi

The Toll
Molestation, ridicule, humiliation rape, abuse, self mutilation poverty, single parent discrimination marijuana, food stamps, masturbation an empty plate for my depersonification the first steps in your Americanization. Holding a pinky out to toddle tea squatting above to take a clean pee bending and propping elbows and knees showing my vagina letting you see grabbing a pillow to muffle let you be this is what your America has taught me. Education, medication, terrorism spice and sugar for my pessimism crushing and molding any skeptimism whips, chains, a gag your masochism a mechanism for my fetishism a lonely spectator of the American prism. Child abuse, foster care, lacking a parent what name will you use for the suicide ferret when will change come to your confused current, pollution, unfair distribution, the water turrent my transformation awaits your confused ferment anticipation lingers below the Americana permit. Sorry for falsifying the above Ame

Grandmoms Contest
TO ALL THE LADYS WHO IN THE SEXXII GRANDMOTHERS CONTEST , I HAVE TO END THE CONTEST AS OF NOW ,MY FAMILY HAS A CRISIS RITE NOW PLEASE UNDERSTAND I THANK EACH EVERYONE FOR BEIN THE CONTEST, I WLL SEND THE PRIZE IN A FEW TO THE WINNERS I SENT MESSAGES OUT TO ALL THE LADYS ABOUT THE CONTEST AN THIS IS WHAT THE THE WINNER HAD SENT TO ME ,,SOME PPL HAVE NO HEART, so its over? Is it to continue later? Surely its not just aborted after so much time & attention from the supporters. I understand family crisis, but are you awarding a winner or just doing away with the contest?????????????? You got mega points for everyone who had their supporters voting and it would hardly be fair if a winner was not awarded. So let me know if this is just put on hold till your crisis is over or are you saying no winners your just ending it? It was due to end tomorrow and I'll be very disapointed if there is to be no winner when you have made so many points from those of us that have voted day & ni

Poem
FEMALE PRAYER Before I lay me down to sleep, I pray for a man, who's not a creep, One who's handsome, smart and strong One who loves to listen long, One who thinks before he speaks, One who'll call, not wait for weeks. I pray he's gainfully employed, When I spend his cash, won't be annoyed. Pulls out my chair and opens my door, Massages my back and begs to do more. Oh! Send me a man who'll make love to my mind, Knows what to answer to "how big is my behind?" I pray that this man will love me to no end, And always be my very best friend. A man was walking down the street when he was accosted by a particularly dirty and shabby-looking homeless man who asked him for a couple of dollars for dinner. The man took out his wallet, extracted ten dollars and asked, "If I give you this money, will you buy beer with it instead of dinner?" "No, I had to stop drinking years ago," the homeless man replied. "Will you use it to go fishing instead of buying food?" the

True Stuff
True Stuff Pretty sad situation DIFFERENCE OF 30+ YEARS Scenario: Jack pulls into school parking lot with rifle in gun rack. 1973 - Vice Principal comes over, takes a look at Jack's rifle, goes to his car and gets his to show Jack. 2006 - School goes into lockdown, FBI called, Jack hauled off to jail and never sees his truck or gun again. Counselors called in for traumatized students and teachers. ++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++ Scenario: Johnny and Mark get into a fist fight after school. 1973 - Crowd gathers. Mark wins Johnny and Mark shake hands and end up best friends Nobody goes to jail, nobody arrested, nobody expelled. 2006 - Police called, SWAT team arrives, arrests Johnny and Mark, charge them with assault, both expelled even though Johnny started it. +++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++ Scenario: Jeffrey won't be still in class, disrupts other students. 1973 - Jeffrey sent to office and given a good paddling by Principal. Sits still in class. 2006 - Jeffrey g

The Darkness
I FEEL THE BLACKNESS IN ME GROWING LIKE A CANCER LIKE A STICKY NICOTINE CAKED LUNG IT SITS AND ROTS ME FROM THE INSIDE OUT THE GOODNESS LESSENS BY DAY I AM AN UNHOLY MONSTER I LOOK INTO THE MIRROR MY REFLECTION IS SWALLOWED BY HATE THE HATE GROWS INTO FEAR FEAR OF MY SECRET BECOMING KNOWN MY SECRET MY SECRET DESIRES MY DESIRE FOR THE BLACKNESS LIKE A THROBBING ITCH DEEP DOWN I EMBRACE IT I MUST CHAFF MY ITCH I LONG FOR THE DARKNESS TO OVERTAKE OVERTAKE THE REMAINING GOOD THE LITTLE GOOD LEFT IN ME I AM THE DARKNESS IT COMPLETES ME THIS ROTTINGNESS IS MY SICK DESTINY

Something New
I've got 1028 points to go to my next level. If you can help me out, please do. Thanks in advance for your help!!!! Show me Yours, and I'll show you Mine! He he he Click below to go to the pic that needs comments. Click ^^^^^ Here to go to the pic that needs your comments. Thanks in Advance for your Help!!! Hey Everyone! I need a little help leveling up. If you can spare a few moments, and you haven't already, rate my pics, and my stashes, and don't forget to fan me, and rate my profile! Any help will be GREATLY appreciated! Thanks! Billy

Mens Sexy Booty Contest
I NEED SOME HELP LADIES AND PLEASE SPREAD THE WORD SINCE IM NEW TO CHERRY TAP!! IM IN THE MENS SEXY BOOTY CONTEST AND NEED COMMENT BOMBING AND LOTS OF RATINGS!! THE CONTEST WILL LAST A WEEK AND THERE WILL BE 3 WINNERS 1ST PLACE WILL BE CHOSEN BY 3 JUDGES 2ND PLACE WILL BE MOSTS # OF RATINGS 3RD WILL BE MOST COMMENTS THANKS IN ADVANCE AND HOPE YOU ALL HAVE A WONDERFUL VALENTINE'S DAY!! HERE IS THE LINK TO MY PIC HUGS AND KISSES MAVRICK64

Xxxskittlesxxx
I know i cant do anything right. I give up. I was tryin to open my ports up and it didnt happen...Or it may have who knows. I asked my mother for the last week to get back there and open them. She was always far to busy to do anything i asked her to do. She always is. We typicaly have a pretty good realtionship aslong as we don't ask eachother to do something.Part of me gets upsept cuz i really don't ask her to do a whole lot...When i do shes always to busy or she has things she has to do. She asks me to do something i either have to drop what i'm doing or be in the middle of dying and that has not stopped it before. So...I guess i should do what i planned on doing...Getting a loan and moving into the Dorms. I can't deal with the stress in the house anymore. My dad and moms always going at it. My mothers always upset at me...I don't think a day goes by i do something right for anyone ...seriously wow..yea..geez :( I've been good tho..the stress of a new job..my back hurting like it doe

Im Afraid To Answer This. Lol...you Try It :)
This is fun to do. Just read the "offense" and if you've done it, you owe that fine. Keep going until you've read each offense and added up your total fine. You don't have to confess your answers, just the amount of your fine. Smoked pot -- $10 Did acid-- $5 Ever had sex at church -- $25 Woke up in the morning and did not know the person who was next to you -- $40 Had sex with someone on MySpace -- $25 Had sex for money -- $100 Ever had sex with the a Puerto Rican -- $20 Vandalized something -- $20 Had sex on your parents' bed -- $10 Beat up someone -- $20 Been jumped -- $10 Crossed dressed -- $10 Given money to stripper -- $25 Been in love with a stripper -- $20 Kissed some one who's name you didn't know -- $10 Hit on some one of the same sex while at work -- $15 Ever drive drunk -- $20 Ever got drunk at work, or went to work while still drunk -- $50 Used toys while having sex -- $30 Got drunk, passed out and don't remember the night before -- $20 Went

Hey Folks!!
I wanted to take a second and thank all my dear friends fpr all the prayers. Also thnx to all th CT folks for the love! I am new to the CT network and am not online to often. Thnx again folks for all the love! I will send some love back to ya's as best I can! Hey everybody. i am actually sitting at home. I finally got a day off. I look forward to seeing and playing and having fun tonight online!!!! WOOOOHOOOOO!!!!!!!! www.hostdrjack.com I laid my dad to rest yesterday. He was a great man and I will miss him very much. To all my friends.... THANK YOU for all your prayers and love. His memory will always be in our hearts for those who knew him.

Speaks
Speaks of my soul and of my heart Long before life had it’s start Feels like destiny took a hand though time like the shifting sand Came one soul to touch me as no one can One heart to hold me as only her man One who knows my heart and mind One who is far the rarest of find Speaks of my thoughts never to part Owner of my love, soul and heart By R. Thomas Dinsmore

First Blog For Me On Ct!
This is my first blog on ct I just wanted to say hello to all my friends if you are reading this things are kinda crazy in my own little world making the best out of life and hanging in there its rough some times but shit happens and I guess u always got to forget and forgive but always remeber you keep forgiving its gonna keep happening if u want to know what im talking about just hit me up with a message subject line what are you talking about i'll tell ya well anyway I guess i'll keep this short take care ...Amanda

Valentines Day
Ok As everyone knows tommarow is Valentines day!!! The day lovers spend time together and exchange gifts of love... Well I am single and hating it.... After coming out of A Relationship of years because the guy can't keep it in his pants and feels the need to cheat....I am hating the day... I loved him and in the end I ended up with a broken heart with no one to love me in the end soooo I will be all alone with no one who cares!!! Hope you have a great and loveable valentines day!! xo ~carla

Poem I Wrote
to lay with you till the morning sun arms wraped around you what has begun i dono how or what you do but every second i spare im thinking of you i told my self... never again will i care and that all changed when i saw you standing there i dont quite know if im prepaired my toes in the water and im already scared your tenderness and the taste of your kiss just a few of the things i pain fully miss out on the high way im drivin....driving away out on the high way im drivin....driving away i still dono why exactly...you left that day cause you and me were there apitamy the apitamy of happy out on the high way im drivin....driving away out on the high way im drivin....driving away out on the high way im drivin....driving away can i do this.. some times i wish that i were dead with all these voices in my head tellin me what i should do instead im so confused so i looked away and again i used i cant remember a time when i didnt

I Hated Myself ....
I hated myself today. I wanted nothing more than to pick up the phone dial your number and tell you I love you. But I couldn't. The number is unlisted. Four years made my fingers forget how to reach you. I hated myself for forgetting. I needed you today. Pacing sterilized white halls; green smocks and strange faces my only source of comfort. I thought of you. You should have been there pacing along with me. You should have been there as my shoulder. Just as I wasn't for you. I hated myself for not being there. I drove by your home on the way to mine. I wanted to stop in just to say hello. To say I miss you. My excuses held me back. It was raining. I was cold. I didn't have any flowers. Besides, you'll be there tomorrow. I hated myself as I drove on. Walking into my room I saw your picture on my windowsill. And my dresser. And my walls. With newspaper clippings folded printed card other random mementos. I told myself I was o

More About Me..
This is who I am...... Someone wise once wrote: “I've learned that: the best classroom in the world is at the feet of an elderly person. when you're in love, it shows. just one person saying to me, "You've made my day!" makes my day. having a child fall asleep in your arms is one of the most peaceful feelings in the world. being kind is more important than being right. you should never say "no" to a gift from a child. I can always pray for someone when I don't have the strength to help him in some other way. no matter how serious your life requires you to be, everyone needs a friend to act goofy with. sometimes all a person needs is a hand to hold and a heart to understand. simple walks with my grandfather around the block on summer nights when I was a child did wonders for me as an adult. life is like a roll of toilet paper. The closer it gets to the end, the faster it goes. money doesn't buy class. it's those small daily happenings that make life so spectacular. u

Im Sorry I Was Bitchy.... Its Just Been A Day You've Owned My Mind.
Ive heard this song I think prolly like 12 times today... Every time I turn on the radio... I have it one every CD in my car and today it has seemed to be stuck on replay... And well yea its your ring tone... I remember the FIRST time you sung it to me... It was bout 3 in the morning on a Saturday... You were so tired and so was I(so was Traci... Remember I made her stay up to make sure I didnt fall asleep when your phone would drop the call... Damn mountains)... It was a long drive you were going home for the weekend... Your words were simple... "This ones for you sweety", "I know my singing sux but hey"... It was the most wonderful thing I had ever heard... I guess thats why it became your ring tone... I still care about you, I still love you... I dont know if I should... If I still have that right, but I do... Your the only one that can make my heart beat faster and slower all at the same time... Happy Valentines day my love... I love you baby!

Me...its Who I Am
I feel like the luckiest girl in the world...my wonderful boyfriend called my last night (hes away at the moment on a ship) and he asked me what i would say if he asked me to marry him in at the end of the year. Well everyone knows that deep down im a romantic and i would love to get married one day, and yes i would love it even more if i was to marry him. so of course the answer was yes. Even though he hasnt actually asked me i feel like im the happiest girl and the luckiest ever. The guy i love really does want to be with me...how beautiful is that? Valentines Day. The one day in the year that romance is supposed to be at it’s highest. All couples must be loved up and spend every spare minute with each other, and all singles are to find out their crush does fancy them after all. Fortunes must be spent on gigantic cards and stuffed toys with large red heart shaped foil balloons, covered in the words “I Love You” If you are a single you are always expecting to be swept off your feet in

The Cold Day
god i hate my siblings its bad when your the youngest sister and you have bail your older sister and brother out of all there drama then have them treat you like crap sometimes i wish so much that i was the only child but what can i say thats what i get for having drug heads and drunks for family thanks for listening to me its aa horrably cold day with lots of ice and snow it suck to drive in it this morning i watched it go from rain to ice to snow. when my daughter got out of the car she says whats this whats this its cold. i was so happy to see it stop snowing now if it would all melt i would be happy. this is such a dull day to cold to go anywhere the girls are playing well together and there is nothing on tv. what to do what to do on a day like this ive already read some of my book and so now i guess its the computer for the rest of the day what fun for me

So... My First Blog..
SO today I went to my big sister's wedding. I now have another bro-in-law named Tony. It's getting quite confusing lol. I'm pretty much just going through life waiting til the moments that remind me again why my life is entirely worth it (when I get to be in HIS arms for those precious minutes). I'll get to see him soon.. well.. kinda soon. I'll see him during the first week in April (Spring Break) and then he'll be going deploying in early June and won't come back until early October. and that's about the most that's happening right now. Oh yeah... and my best friend's boyfriend and I hate each other. But that's kinda been going on. So nothing to new here. But I gotta go, cuz I'm trying to figure out this dang photobucket thing lol. See ya'll later. ~*~kissies~*~ What the heck do I do!?!?! Ok, my best friend has been dating this guy for almost a year now, and all of her friends (me included) hate him. He's horrible to her and we can't figure out what she sees in him. He's does drugs,

Klandon's Kaos
Wife is out of town with a boyfriend this weekend, so I decided now that I'm gainfully employed again to do some cool stuff for myself. Went out to the car, and discovered someone had been messing with my gas cap. They'd opened the door, opened the cap, and closed the door with the cap still off. Several cars in the lots had their doors open. Time to call the HOA and bitch about security. Started the car, and the "engine warning" light came on. At this point, I'm ready to go back to bed, but I went down any way, and made the following purchases: 1. Avermedia tv capture card 2. 2 USB hubs 3. Logitech quickcam. The Avermedia is very very cool. You can be expecting lots of new pictures because of it. I just plugged it into the cable tv line, into the USB port, installed the software, and I now have 99 channels of basic cable. (alas, movie channels require a digital tuner, which I've yetto see in a computer card) USB hubs. One for me, one for the wifey. We've jus

Cdc Things
Im back I failed... They give you 3 atempts to pass and I have 6 weeks to get alittle more training in before i go hback and try again.. I dont know if i will even try again but I have a appt if i want to try... So im not in the best mood.. I PASSED!!!!!!! So yeah I passed Im so HAPPY... My PAT(pyschical abilities test) is on Feb 21st @9:00am Im a little in shock... Everyone else in my testing group for the job ( 10 other people) i was the only one asked to come back on the 21st.. everyone else was asked to come back at the end of march... Im taking that as i tested high!!. It was SOOOO easy. even the POPE (Police Officer Pyschological Evaulation written exam) was easy.. 576 true or false questions that werent right or wrong just how you thought about it.. So no i have to Run around and get this HUGE list of documents that are needed and turn them in by the 21st take the PAT and vision and then its Interview with the board, Interview with the Pyschologist and t

Random Poetry Pt 2
I need to walk for myself, I need to look back into the mirror and take another look at myself. I know your mad, but I can't do this right now. Ask a question and hear the answer from my grapevine, maybe its my time to go, or maybe I should try to find mine. I can't finish this cause I'm too weak to speak, I doubt you'd understand but for now theres the slipping of my hand. The darkness will still be my friend, the beast might've gotten the best of me. xxx ~ Bob Cat We don't talk anymore, so I guess you've moved on. Maybe I'm right, maybe I'm wrong. I was wrong to want to see you, and spend time with you so I'm trying to move on and looking for someone to replace you too. Maybe we'll never talk and I'll ditch the block party this year, frankly I don't understand anymore or care. We've drifted apart, I'm glad I never gave you my heart cause it'd hurt too much to have it ripped out of my chest and torn apart. Your not the first and not the last, but now I guess the thought of bein

Silent's Tongue Poem
Innocents of a nice Day How Fast We Breath Touch me first To be scared the Shock of not knowing Fingers, Soft on the silken flesh A formal Gala There is no System For divine Love Is it like a drug Store paperback Are you a camp fire Girl Or a boy scout To live in each others arms To be separated, is to be hurt A phone off the hook An affair of a broken heart I can see a rose forgotten On the floor, in the corner Hope, how does the world work driving or walking lost in the night Where is the understanding The thoughts lost In an instance time A silent candle Write a letter All is fine, worry not Now give me a hug A simple plan of hello Is now gone Deceiver of the eyes Two strangers Meet and smile On this night of 2/21/08 there is a lunar eclipse here in the United States. I have enjoyed the view and this is the poem for this event. Lunar Eclipse A night raven stands at the door A lunar eclipse is at hand Jezebel has found t

51 Questions
1. Name one person who made you smile today. myself, im so dam funny ahahahh 2. What were you doing at 8:00 this morning? Smoking some blunts with NASHKOFF and ERICAVITCH 3. What were you doing 30 minutes ago? Rocking out on Guitar hero! 4. What is something that happened to you in 1994? ATARI JAGUAR...nuff said 5. What is the last thing you said aloud? SHMICKENS!!!!CANDY BARS!!!! COOKIES!!! if u hung out with me recently u probly had enuff of this 6. How many different things did you drink today? WOOOOO KOOLAID!!!!! AND PEPSI!!!! 7. What color is your hairbrush? wtf? 8. What was the last thing you bought? omg!! i tore up wal mart last night. i bought spaghetti-os, mangos, more koolaid, more HOT SAUCE,marshmallows, cereal. o man you name it. 9. What was the last gift you received? AN OZ OF WHITE WIDOW FROM WILLY....I LOVE YOU MAN (TEARS)! 10. What color is your front door? wow i really dont know. now i have to go check.......its

Ok So I Messed Up
Ok I don't understand what the deal is with people on here I didn't do a damn thing wrong and yet they think they gotta block my ass.. Hello I am a nice person and don't usually step on toes... My friend Jow un-blocks me then turns around and re-blocks me the next day for no apparent reason.. Ya know if your gonna block me have a reason why... I didn't do nothing to you and if I did then I would understand but whatever obviously your not someone I need to be friend's with if you do that kind of shit to a so-called friend Peace out peeps Always and Forever Heather There Is No Arizona (Back to Top) He promised her a new and better life, out in Arizona Underneath the blue never ending sky, swore that he was gonna Get things in order, he'd send for her When he left her behind, it never crossed her mind There is no Arizona No painted desert, no Sedona If there was a Grand Canyon She could fill it up with the lies he's told her But they don't exist, those dreams he sold

My Songs...
Okay... So in California, and probably other parts of our the US, lawmakers wanna ban Pit Bulls. FUCK THAT!!! Pit bulls are just like any other animal, and human for that matter... It's all in how they're brought up. If the dogs owner trains them to be vicious, then it will be vicious. Train it to be gentle and loving, then it will be your best friend in the world. BAN THE DEED... NOT THE BREED!!!

What Gorgeous Is To Me Photos
I just wanted to say, Happy Valentines Day!! And to invite you all to see what I think is gorgeous. It is only some examples and my friends here on CT, if your pic is there and you don't want it to be let me know, I'm sorry to those that I ripped the pics of for not asking first. If your see this and your currently a female friend a pic of yours belongs in there. Currectly I have no female friends that don't belong in this category your all gorgeous. I'm not ripping anymore w/o permission so if you don't mind me taking 1 pic please let me know. I'd like to have EVERYONE of my friends pics in there. Thanks to those who allow me to keep or get a pic. And I'm sorry again to those I took. That's all. Well maybe that's not all I'd love to add more of you but it's now telling me I have reached my limit on photos so until I level up some I can't add any :( So sad and depressing! :( So many gorgeous ladies on here, and I know I'm not even friends with them all!! Pest

Inside My Head
I just had a baby two months ago so I'm not at my best right now. If you don't wanna see that, don't click but PLEASE don't comment rude stuff. =/ Love you guys! I'm curious here if I'm a total bitch. There was a huge fat chick in lingerie with "MILF" as her display name on MySpace. I got in some kind of mood and sent her a nasty message about throwing up and deleting her so I didn't have to subject myself to it. Most of my friends laughed hysterically, other people said that I'm no one to judge what people post because I'm not perfect. I know I'm not perfect but I don't weigh like 400 pounds. What do you think, do you want to see big fat chicks as equally naked as me? Not many new NSFWs, sorry. I'll take some soon, though. I had my baby and now have a lot of home and bored time so I might be here a lot. Drop by and comment my pictures if ya feel like. =)

Cabin Fever!
How many other people feel the way I do? This is my first winter in the great "white" north and I thought I had enough to keep me busy all winter long.....WRONG! I'm goin' crazy! I can't wait for spring! Now, every year I do this. I feel like spring can't get here fast enough, but this year feels different. I guess because of all the snow, bla, bla, bla.... So, how many other people feel the same way? Does anybody else have cabin fever right now???

Cool New Bands
this is one of my good friends dj slipknot he is one cool f&cking dude DJ Sl1pknot aka dj Megatron~tcr dj~reeses pieces~@ fubar the bound princess she is one awesome chick lol girl can crack me up just with her lil tee hee even when she is having a bad day she trys to make urs better The Bound Princess*TCHB&SBC* HBOFBM~SQUEEKER'S FIANCE~@ fubar this is maiasy she is cool as hell and one of my good friends maiasy~ToRtUrE ChAmBeR bArTeNdeR~@ fubar now this here is dj smokeybear he is one of the coolest dudes on fubar and one f&cking awesome dj along with many others and below him is dj shawbaby his loving fu wifey this 2 are some of my closets friends they some good people to talk to ♫DJ Smokey Bear♫ Kinky & Phantom's CT son 44 ¢¾ 64 CT Bro to Dj Pistol & DJ Jes@ fubar ms shawladie she is awesome a good friend indeed always there for you DJ ShawBaby**No Touchy~* 44 ¢¾ 64**~ TC M~* Sis 2 M,K,J,S,PB, J ,G, D~~TCSBC~*wolfes BG*@ fubar dj wolfe

My Bitchin Post
Just did some reading and research about a baby named Kaleb. What a tragedy. I guess after becoming a father I'm more sensitive to things like this. Friend of mine from Piqua is expecting her baby in 7 weeks. She posted a bulletin concerning abortion. If anyone hasn't checked it out they should. It contains some graphic pics and anyone who doesn't realize that it's a living innocent human being doesn't deserve to exist. Kinda made a hypocrite out of me, because I don't believe in the death penalty, but what choice did that baby have? Democrats like to rant that women have a right to choose. I agree. They do. They have the right to choose, bitch legs open or bitch legs shut. It's that simple. I believe anyone who has an abortion or performs an abortion or even assists in an abortion should be systematically destroyed. It's horrible. If a baby can be born 5 months premature and still survive to be a healthy baby then what right does anyone have to end that baby's life? T

Dreary Night
DREARY NIGHT The dreary night with it's rain, drenched a body wracked with pain. The city watchman had found her there, lying in the courtyard square. A dagger pierced her side quite deep,"He came from nowhere," She did weep,"A man in black with eyes like coal, he took my baby and my soul". "Quiet girl", the watchman said, "conserve your strength or ye be dead", "There is no time for i must tell, he took my child and soul to hell", The blood did gush ,in puddles red. The poor young girl would soon be dead, "I must confess before i die, the one who conjured him was I"! I had no choice, my baby ill, I gave my soul, my heart ,my will. He stepped from shadows like a thief, and asked if i had no belief. My husband's dead.my family gone, do as you wish , I am your pawn. He took my baby , and with is knife,He stabbed me deep to take my life. And as he left i heard him tell, how my child would live in hell. A prince he'd be when he is grown, He'll sit beside the master's thr

My Stuff
LOVE....the best and worst thing to happen to a person Love brings all the happiness and joy a person could ever wish for Makes you feel ALIVE and no one could harm you But there is something that can harm you That thing is LOVE It's a bitch with no forgiveness Love can be your best friend or you worst enemy Make you feel so warm inside Feel as though you caould fly Fly so far that nothing could ever ruin you happiness But for the real world, there's no happiness Only dark skies filled with rain clouds PAIN and AGONY surrounding your EMPTYNESS Pain from the wound in you chest Emptyness from your heart being ripped out of your chest And the agony of knowing that love has defeated you So there you stand, outside in the cold And the rain won't stop You stand ALONE Looking around to find nobody in sight You catch a glimpse of something on the ground You look to the ground and see that is where you heart lies And the only thing you can do is wonder Wonder how love co

Want 2 Know More About Me...then Read
*My name is Olivia *I AM STRAIGHT!!! *I'm 16 yr. old 17 in nov. *I'm half black half white *I'm from the bay area *I'm 5'8" *I love to sing, dance, act/perform *I love shoes I have over 200 pairs of shoes from nike dunks 2 charles david I have every type of shoe *I love fashion *I love animals I have a dog, 3 cats and a horse *My fav. place 2 be is on the beach *I love meeting new people *humor is everything to me *I love driving *I'm crazy and loud when I want 2 be....mostly with friends, but I'm quiet and like to keep 2 myself while I observe things....but I still like talking hahaha. *I love piercings I have 5, I use to have my tongue...not 4 that reason that u mite be thinking but I'm getting my bellybutton pierced! *I love tattoos I'm getting one on the back of my neck when I turn 17! *I dont smoke, drink or do drugs I'm not gonna mess myself up. *I spend most of my days in my house in the music studio *My heros are my family and friends *I am single but I am

Sexy David Blog
Hey ladies I dont know where to start at.. I am new to this website... But the only thing I can tell you is what I look like.... 6ft4 short dark brown hair and blue eyes bout 150lbs with goatee.. And If you want to know more you will just have to ask....I will update more on this later

Pome
Life's to Short. Life's to short to play silly games, But beware of the player's, Cause they'll play anyway They'll take your heart with their old leather glove And toss it out in the field, long There it will lie till fate finds the player Who'll pick it up and decide what to do with it later Cause he's busy now, He and his mates Working out a game plan, drinking till late You wait by the phone, wait for his call It gets to midnight, and you think he won't call at all You're tossing and turning in your feversish sleep Then you hear the phone ringing, you jump to your feet He slurs in the phone, he loves you, he wants to come over For once it would be nice, if he'd call me when he's sober But a player he is, that's all he'll ever be! And really aren't I worth more? Heavens Be! I tell him, 'Do me a favour if you want to come round? ' Take a hike and jump off a cliff, if there's one around! And if you can't find a cliff in your drunken state Do t

My Angel
The Accusing angel; like Satan, he works for God as tempter and condemnation. Cf. The Book of Jubilees and The Zadokite Fragments and the Dead Sea Scrols, where Mastema is the angel of adversity, "father of all evil, yet subservient to God." It was Mastema who tried to kill Moses (in the incident mentioned in Exodus 4:24ff.) and who hardened Pharaoh's heart (although, according to Midrash Abkir, it was Uzza who did this). There is a legend that Mastema appealed to God to spare some of the demons so that he (Mastema) might execute the power of his will on the sons of man. God apparently thought this was a good idea and permitted 1/10th of the demons to remain at large, in the service of Mastema. It is also claimed that Mastema helped the Egyptian sorcerers when Moses and Aaron appeared before Pharoah to perform their magical tricks. [cf. Beliel; JSatan.] In The Damascus Document, quoted by Vermes inDiscovery in the Judean Desert, an angel of hostility is spoken of, and this is applied t

From Life Love And Everything
The fist public blog.Valentine day..14th of February..A day that means love, feels in heart, you in love, and you try to make this day perfect for your love..Be beauty if means this, but till today, the day is changed..Valentine day now a MUST day, i must send card, i must buy flower, i must buy big present! The first is so sad, but the money..But who make this?..We..We are accepting this..I not! I not say, not buy present, flower, and make the day perfect..But not only tomorrow, not only on 14th of February! You love him or her? REALLY?..Show it every day and every way! Not the money make happy your love! The feels make her him happy, to feel it, you love him or her! What i say?..A kiss, a minute to see in the eyes and whispering: I love you! This is more than any diamond or 100 rose! A poem, a message, mail you write her him what she he means for you, if you write it trully, means everything! And a dance with him her in home, maybe in the garden, why not, under the skys,dancing for

Satan And Lucifer
Satan and Lucifer Lucifer("light giver") erroneously equated with the fallen angel (Satan) due to a misreading of Isaiah 14:12: "How art thou fallen from heaven, O Lucifer, son of the morning," an apostrophe which applied to Nebuchadnezzar, king of Babylon . It should be pointed out that the authors of the books of the Old Testament knew nothing of fallen or evil angels, and do not mention them, although, at times, as in Job 4:18, the Lord "put no trust" in his angels and "charged them with folly," which would indicate that angels were not all that they should be. The name Lucifer was applied to Satan by St. Jerome and other Church Fathers. Milton in Paradise lost applied the name to the demon of sinful pride. Lucifer is the title and principal character of the epic poem by the Dutch Shakespeare, Vondel (who uses Lucifer in lieu of Satan), and a principal character in the mystery play by Imre Madach, The Tragedy of Man. Blake pictured lucifer in his illustrations to Dante. George M

Bye Bye
> For all of you who occasionally have a really bad day, and you just need to > > take it out on someone, don't take it out on someone you know, take it out > > on someone you don't know. > > > > I was sitting at my desk, when I remembered a phone call I had forgotten to > > make. I found the number, and dialed it. A man > > answered saying, "Hello?" > > > > I politely said, "This is Fred Hanifin, could I please speak with Robin > > Carter?" Suddenly, the phone was slammed down on > > me. I couldn't believe that anyone could be so rude!I tracked down Robin's > > correct number, and called her. (I had transposed > > the last two digits of her phone number. After hanging up with her, I > > decided to call the 'wrong' number again. When the same > > guy answered the phone, I yelled, "You're an asshole!" and hung up. > > > > I wrote his number down, with the word 'asshole' next to it, and put it in > > my desk drawer. Ever

Joyz Bloq
I LOVE blasts! Then again who doesn't. If you're feeling generous, you can always get me a blast.Thank you sooooo much! MUAHZzzz Joy ... FAN Me & i'll fan you back TY @ FuBar Please go to my page and add yourself to my guestbook! Thank you. While you're there, feel free to rate, fan and add me. Level up by rating these people who have their Auto on! light_28@ fubar 91vette@ fubar ~*CupCake*~@ fubar [[FüĸFäcє]]™@ fubar ZeELoT@ fubar Rapsnap@ fubar lucky777s@ fubar Did I miss anyone? Let me know! I'll try my best to keep this updated.

Who I Would Like To Meet!
I would like to meet people who like to have fun...People that are not concerned with the way i look....people that want to know more about "ME"....people that are NOT looking to get laid on the first date....People who are not boring....People that have some of the same interests as me...People that understand that i have a 4 yr old daughter that comes first and when i have the time to go out i will..I think that sums it up so if you qualify send me a message

Just Me!!
Well I want to start off by saying that i am a BBW..I have a great personality, easy to get along with oh and lets not forget that im also hot lol...Im happy with who I am...I have high confidence in myself...So with all that being said if you are someone that does not like BBW's then do not waist my time...For the ones that do like BBW's then feel free to drop me a line and know that u will have a complete package when you do lol :)

Question List
My latest blog has been deleted. I announced in it that I was seriously thinking about leaving CherryTAP. I got pretty annoyed by the management. I am never rude to anyone and expect to be treated with respect in return. That seems to much for the management of CT. Dear friends have talked to me and asked me to stay. I slept it over a few days and so I'm back. But now thinking about leaving definitely. It looks like the USSR or the Third Reich to me. I thought we were in a free world together. When this blog is also deleted I will surely not return! I was invited to this because it should be fun, if it turns into a thing I get mad about, I quit! I have troubles enough in the real world. This could be the last I'm doing on CherryTAP. I'm seriously considering quitting. I do this with pain in my heart. I have met some wonderful people I will never forget. But I'm a bit fed up. Big Brother is watching you and being called a "spammer" is the last drop to fill the bucket for me.

Tales Of A Broken Heart And Sword
As the fighting continued sparks flew across the sky lighting the night, both fighters weary with fatigue as their epic battle raged on. "Even if you strike me down my victory is complete." said the White Knight. "And with my last breath, I will kill you and honor will be avenged." said the Black Knight. Both knights fighting for honor with every breath. Swords clash as bone and sinew move like a deadly symphony. Utter hatred kept these two going, hatred that god could not stop. Both began to chant, "Our life for honor, our blood for hatred, our heart for love, we will both die here my brother." As a lone woman watched the battle she wept with the breaking of her heart. That's all I wanted to put up, let me know what you think and I might start doing this on a regular basis.

Happy Birthday And Valentines Day Carol K Horton 2/14/47 - 5/5/05...love You And Miss You Mom
You defied the odds. A black woman during the late 60's and 70's married to an unskilled, uneducated man and 2 kids to cloth, feed and provide shelter for. You defied the odds. A black woman who's husband was hooked on heroin, but you rescued him and helped him beat his addiction. You raised 2 black men your husband and your son, a son who for the MOST PART, kept his nose clean and stayed out of trouble, a son who ALSO defied the odds, never having joined a gang, never having gotten hooked on drug, cigarettes or liquor, never been shot or stabbed, never did hard time although living in one of the most NOTORIOUS boroughs in New York City. I am forever grateful for the seeds you've sewn. You defied the odds. A black woman during the 70's who was strong willed and for her people who wore and afro and dashiki, who espoused the teachings of the Panthers, but still you steadily climbed the corporate later. It was YOU who kept the family together, YOU were the GLUE, OUR ... BIG MAMA

Blue Sky
He opens me as a flower petal, Slowly opened by rain and takes of my nectar at his leisure, To savour as if so succulent and sweet, Aromas of pungent juices of opened love, And inhales as if it is the sweetest scent, Synchronized as the rhythm flows, To a fever pitch of raw animal need, Trembling hands reach to fist the sheets, I spread to urge you deeper into my wetness, And you burrow into my most secret place, You stoke the fire of my passion and I am fevered, As my body stiffens and I claim my release, The gift of your lava essence pools in my hotness, And we melt together as our fusion of lust is complete. commentburner.com I HAVE WAITED SO LONG FOR YOU,MY LOVER, TO COME TO ME, TO STILL MY MIND, MY BODY, MY SOUL. YOUR ARMS BECOME MY SHROUND SO THAT I MAY FIND REST, AND YOU EMBRACE ME THROUGH UNDISTURBED SLUMBER. I WAKE TO WORDS YOU WHISPER AND THEY BIND MY MIND AS EROTICALLY AS THE VELVET ROPE THAT BIND MY WRISTS. MY DESIRE IS A FIRE THAT EVEN THE MOST TOR

Children Of The 30's 40's 50's 60's And 70's
OMFG!!! ARE PPL REALLY THAT STUPID? DO THEY REALLY THINK THAT JUST CAUSE YOU ARE ON A PUBLIC SITE WITH A "PRETTY" FACE THAT THEY CAN JUST BUY YOU WITH SWEET WORDS THEY FIND IN POEMS OR HEAR FROM SOMEONE ELSE.FOR SOME REASON THERE ARE ALOT OF THEM ON THERE THAT FORGET HOW TO READ WHEN IT COMES TO PROFILES IM SO SICK OF FAKE PPL,PPL THINKING THAT I OR MOST WILL FALL FOR THEIR GAMES AND LIES. SO FAR THIS MORNING ALONE I HAVE HAD 6 THAT HAVE SAID JUST ABOUT THE SAME THINGS ONE JUST BOLDLY ASK WHEN I WAS MOVING IN WITH HIM LMFAO!! WHERE DO THEY COME FROM WHERE DO THEY GET THIS SHIT?? ANYONE WITH ANSWERS LET ME KNOW..MAYBE IT'S JUST ME THAT IS STUPID?? I DONT KNOW. HELP!!!!!! PLEASE????? THANKS To All The Kids Who Survived the 1930's 40's, 50's, 60's and 70's !! (cute email) Email | Unknown | Unknown Posted on 05/18/2005 9:07:02 AM PDT by LIConFem TO ALL THE KIDS WHO SURVIVED the 1930's 40's, 50's, 60's and 70's !! First, we survived being born to mothers who smoked and/or dra

Joke
A blind man was describing his favorite sport, parachuting. When asked how this was accomplished, he said that things were all done for him: "I am placed in the door with my seeing eye dog and told when to jump. My hand is placed on my release ring for me and out I go with the dog." "But how do you know when you are going to land?" he was asked. "I have a very keen sense of smell, and I can smell the trees and grass when I am 300 feet from the ground" he answered. "But how do you know when to lift your legs for the final arrival on the ground?" he was again asked. He quickly answered: "Oh, the dog's leash goes slack." Q: Why don't blind people skydive? A: It scares the heck out of the dog. A blind man walks into a store with his seeing eye dog. All of a sudden, he picks up the leash and begins swinging the dog over his head. The manager runs up to the man and asks, "What are you doing?!!" The blind man replies, "Just looking around."

Is There Anyone Interesting Out There?
I need something new for doing a photo shoot, if you have any ideas please let me know Ok so I have been looking to move and so I went to check out a few places like apt, roommates, houses. Now this is my problem, a friend of mine said his friend was wanting roommates. She already has a 2 year old and is 3 months preg. When I went to go check out her place it was trashed and stunk, I can't see how people can live that way. I also know people that spend all day in their room and there is trash and food everywhere.............NASTY! I am working on building my portfolio as a photographer so if anyone out there is interested in setting up a shoot with me let me know.

Quotes And Questions
When you put 'THE' and 'IRS' together, it forms 'THEIRS'. Coincidence? I think not? "whoever said nothing is impossible, never tried slamming a revolving door...." "When you lose someone, you realize just how much that person means to you, So maybe its a good thing they're gone. So you can see just how much that person means to you." -Anonymous. Guys are like port-o-potties. All the good ones are taken and all the bad ones are full of crap! -Anonymous You have the right to remain silent. Anything you say will be misquoted and used against you I'm in no condition to drive...wait! I shouldn't listen to myself, I'm drunk!" -Homer J. Simpson On top of a pickle relish jar: I relish the thought of meeting your buns. There is a light at the end of every tunnel....just pray it's not a train!. life isnt a garden ........ so stop being a hoe. when ya got em' by the balls...their hearts and minds will follow. Don't think of yourself as an ugly person, just a beautifu

Friend
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Gobstoppers
Amazing how you never seem to stick around. Who was I kidding? Two days, everyone. Two days. XD then ima tackle her. And cling to her like cellophane. For at least 20 seconds..hehe. With junk food. I'm constantly eating, yet I always stay about 125 - 130 pounds, no matter how much I eat. Well.. IF I don't eat junk food, I usually can drop to 120 or so. Today, i'm inhibiting Gobstoppers and bottlecaps, All chewable, suckable candy to distract myself from wanting to smoke a cigarette. And I'm a little too ill to be smoking (hackcoughcoughhack)So i'm stowed up, drinking cranberry juice, having the heater directly on me, ignoring charlene as she bitches at me wanting to wear the beanie i'm wearing, when she has a blue and black one next to her bed. Yet she likes the one i'm wearing, and has decided she's going to whine until she gets this one. Ah yeah. Another unhealthy obsession- Hanging around with people that piss me off. -_- On a daily basis.

What Would You Do?
> What would you do > if every time you > wanted someone > they would never be > there? > > What would you do > if for every moment > you were truly happy > there would be 10 > moments of sadness? > > What would you do > if your best friend > died tomorrow and > you never got to tell > them how you felt? > > > So, I just wanted to > say, even if I never > talk to you again in > my life, you are > special to me and > you have made a > difference in my > life. > > I look up to you, respect you, and > truly cherish you. > > Send this to all your > friends, no matter > how often you talk, > or how close you > are, and send it to > the person who sent > it to you. > > Let old friends know > you haven't > forgotten them, and > tell new friends you > never will. > > Remember, > everyone needs a > friend, someday you > might feel like you > have NO FRIENDS > at all, just > remember this > e-mail and take > comfort in knowing > somebody out

Freedom
DADDY'S POEM HER HAIR WAS UP IN A PONY TAIL, HER FAVORITE DRESS TIED WITH A BOW. TODAY WAS DADDY'S DAY AT SCHOOL, AND SHE COULDN'T WAIT TO GO. BUT HER MOMMY TRIED TO TELL HER, THAT SHE PROBABLY SHOULD STAY HOME. WHY THE KIDS MIGHT NOT UNDERSTAND, IF SHE WENT TO SCHOOL ALONE. BUT SHE WAS NOT AFRAID; SHE KNEW JUST WHAT TO SAY. WHAT TO TELL HER CLASSMATES OF WHY HE WASN'T THERE TODAY. BUT STILL HER MOTHER WORRIED, FOR HER TO FACE THIS DAY ALONE. AND THAT WAS WHY ONCE AGAIN, SHE TRIED TO KEEP HER DAUGHTER HOME. BUT THE LITTLE GIRL WENT TO SCHOOL EAGER TO TELL THEM ALL. ABOUT A DAD SHE NEVER SEES A DAD WHO NEVER CALLS. THERE WERE DADDIES ALONG THE WALL IN BACK, FOR EVERYONE TO MEET. CHILDREN SQUIRMING IMPATIENTLY, ANXIOUS IN THEIR SEATS ONE BY ONE THE TEACHER CALLED A STUDENT FROM THE CLASS. TO INTRODUCE THEIR DADDY, AS SECONDS SLOWLY PASSED. AT LAST THE TEACHER CALLED HER NAME, EVERY CHILD TURNED TO STARE. EACH OF THEM WAS SEARCHING, FO

~men Such Ass Holes~
Men have know respect for us lady's! They only think about 1 fucken thing, you know what im talken about. They try so hard get in are pant's, rather try get pussy than love us for who we are! I say fuck men who need's them. I date some guy on here thought would be sweet heart, shit he was a player, every time left he would flirt with other women just get them join his new lounge room!! He was so rude, the only thing had on his mind was my ass and pussy. And he said he loved me, which i new was a lie!!

Just A Thought On A Thought
I was rolling along when I saw a microphone, So I picked it and sang about the stars and the freebirds and then to my surprise came such a size... Of thought and courage, so I sprang to the end and leapt off a whim to fall on my own again. The bitter sweet end to a days light is all one can take to find your smile. And though you've cried, because they have lied, nothing shall ever be good. But because you cry is all the more on why your smile is always beautiful. And the beauty of thought is all it will take to halt this bittersweet moment.

A Pair Of Singles
Another one written by Heather and myself. Enjoyment of this confession As mastered in independent sway Brings about fulfillment More subtle than hearts convey A new intervention Revives the mundane Something which did not exist Until one very fine day When not seeking redemption For lessor sins than minds command beauty of an ordinary life Minus conflict and social demand Frees the mind of troubled thought Allowing stilled pain to disband As ego breathes its final gasp A calm and peace arrive And take you to a brand new place Where you're happy and alive Love emimantes from every pore What once was blocked can now soar Sailing smooth on sovereign seas The song, so singularly sweet Cannot compare to the fevered pitch Of when hearts in harmony meet As fear finds it's antidote And love unveils their cure A bliss of shared emotion In this vale of varied time Softly inspires a stirring need and makes the ordinary sublime Tenderly this gen

Rants
OK...I have had many many people ask me if I will add them to my fmaily list so that they can rate my private pics. Normally this wouldn't bother me, but when I get 5 people asking me this within 2 minutes of me adding 3 pics it's a little rediculous so... #1) If you ASK to be added you WILL NOT be added! Plain and simple. Those on my family list are people I have enither known since childhood or those that I actually TALK to! #2) There are NO NUDES in my private albums! I DO NOT do nudes! The only person who sees me naked is my husband (and a few select others I have slept with in my life)! #3) STOP ASKING! I really really fucking hate the fact that people can not take the time to read my damned profile enough to see that a) I don't do messenger and b) I'm not here for sex! The fact that I had to change my damned name to get people to stop asking is pretty fucking rediculous! What's worse is I still get assholes asking me to add them! WTF! IF you want on my fami

...lies...
Well...guess what? In case anyone was wondering... lying creates loss of intimacy... it places blame somewhere else other than where it needs to be and the action of taking responsilbility is lost. I've found out that when the urge to lie becomes present... The best way to handle it is to simply stand up and tell the truth. Be a man/woman! Not some little 12 year old who is afraid of getting "in trouble." Yes...it may be hard to tell someone something that may possibly hurt them. But it's better than sowing seeds of mistrust and deceit...you'll be glad in the longrun. Anyways, that's all.

Keeper Of My Soul
~A Cold Winters Night...~ staring out the window another lonely winters night... missing you...the part of me that makes everything seem right... i close my eyes and see your face those eyes i love so much... the ache i feel for you pains me as you i long to touch... i wonder if you think of me or feel anything i do? is it just my fantasy my wishing it were true? trapped in this lonely prison you...my one ray of light... my love for you i cling to thru the cold and endless night... If you choose to walk away i wont have loved in vain... the love and happiness you gave to me in my heart will always remain... where art thou gentle spirit? keeper of my soul..... do not yet abandon me youre all that makes me whole...

No Name
boogerbuttt69@ fubar after a year i been here i finally got my cousin to join!!showher love please i just added a guest book to my page please stop bye and sign it for me if your gonna take the time to go to my profile , why cant you take the time to rate a few pics?

Save Me
please save my heart from the nothing i've become... tears refuse to flow feeling only numb.... all i have are "yesterdays" to fill my restless dreams... reminding me once more nothings as it seems... where is joy and laughter that used to fill my life? now just eerie silence that cuts you like a knife.... lonliness and heartache are all thats left behind... bittersweet memories of things that once were mine... grasping for a hand that will pull me back to life... filling me with hope again banishing the strife.... will there ever be a brighter day i can only pray... happiness returning taking hurt away...

No More....
my love is poison turn from me... can't u see? we weren't to be? we are like Fire and Ice water and oil... never to be here in this world... things that have happened cannot be changed... no matter the view it's always the same... to love me it seems makes "monsters" of men... lieing and violent claiming Love even then... if that be "Love" i want no part... no more tears and pain from another broken heart...

Crazy
So I decided today that my patients come into the office to torture me. They all get together over coffee in the morning and discuss which certifiabley insane people will come to see me on which day. I believe that the conversation goes something like: Patient 1: So, you have an appointment today? Patient 2: Yes. I have determined that the girl up there has had an easy week, so today I am going to go in and make her think that she is crazy.......ha ha ha Patient 3: I have an appointment too, I think I will yell at her and tell her that she is the reason for all of my problems in life. What about you? Patient 1: I am going to cancel and show up anyway and say that I didn't cancel, then get irate and insanly beligerent, then when someone else walks in pretend that I don't know what the hell she is talking about. I think this week we can break her..... While all this is going on I sit completely oblivious to the chaos that is about to slam into me. I am evidently the ro

Surveys
Can you handle the truth about your sex life: 1.) EVER SLEEP WITH A CO-WORKER? 2.) EVER HAD SEX IN A PUBLIC PLACE? 3.) EVER LAUGH DURING SEX? 4.) EVER CRY DURING SEX? 5.) DO YOU LIKE TO CUDDLE AFTER SEX? 6.) EVER REGRET SEX WITH SOMEONE? 7.) EVER FAKED AN ORGASM? 8.) DIRTY TALK, OR SHUT THE FUCK UP? 9.) EVER HAVE UNPROTECTED SEX? 10.) EVER MASTERBATE TO YOUR FRIENDS SIGNIFICANT OTHER? 11.) EVER HAVE A ONE NIGHT STAND? 13.) EVER WATCH PORN DURING SEX? 14.) EVER THOUGHT OF SOMEONE ELSE DURING SEX? 15.) HAS THE CONDOM EVER BROKE? 16.) WHAT IS YOUR MOST EMBARRISING SEXUAL EXPERIENCE? 18.) WHO WOULD YOU LIKE TO HAVE SEX WITH RIGHT NOW? Ok so what happened to number 19???? 20.) ARE YOU HORNY NOW? 21.) HOW MANY SEXUAL PARTNERS? 22.) DO YOU LIKE SEX IN THE CAR? 23.) DO YOU STILL TALK TO THE PERSON YOU LOST VIRGINITY TO? 24.) EVER HAVE SEX WITH A RELATIVE/FRIENDS SIGNIFICANT OTHER? 25.) EVER BEEN WITH A CHEATER? 26.) TOYS, GOOD OR BAD? 27.) LINGERIE? WHERE HAVE YOU HAD

Just My Thought
does anyone else get tired of fake people... they say they are something they are not? all they want is sex so they say what ever it is you wanna hear.. get you intrested then you find out they are just out for sex? People need to be open and honest.. if Your a Dom then Dom .. if Your out for sex then say that geez dont pretend to be something your not to get your rocks off.. sorry im ranting agian... just wanna meet real people hello anyone out there lol im so glad to have the friends i have.. they are real and genuine as can be.. so to all my friends reading this thank you for keeping it real.. i keep seeing commercials for a show that catches child predators online? im wondering! if there are predators out on the net meeting young kids and abusing them? yes they are sickos but where are the parents of these kids? why are they allowing them to be chatting? why arent they watching what they are doing online? my daughters computer is in living room and i keep an eye of h

Bard's Bog
has a boyfriend a husband or both likes the things that i wrote and quotes them to me as she's soothing her new man's thighs never loved me that's what she told me she was confused i was her refuge from abuse or at the time she was too loose with her lips loved me before now unsure if i wait she can offer me more but i shouldnt wait because she might change her mind over time she said thinks she wasted x amount of years after she tasted the club and was touched the right way by a guy with sandals doesnt think it will work and though it hurts she has to move on after i changed to the way she wanted me to be now she's gone 2 do it 2 some1 else wants 2 b friends but doesnt think i should see any1 because i have issues after a date w/ her new man text message-- i miss u is happy wants 2 know who i'm sleeping with 'what's HIS name first?' to be honest 'bard it's none of your business. Love Confession #2 i found u or did

Riddle Me This...
smelling Mole~Asses... Ha! I crack myself up...lol A stalk of the living, I nothing said; Dumb, stand waiting to join the dead. I have risen before and will rise again Though plunderers carve and split my skin, Bite through my bare body, shear my head, Hold me hard in a slicing bed. I do not bite a man unless he bites me, But the number of men who bite is many. I saw a wonderful creature carrying Light plunder between its horns. Curved lamp of the air, cunningly formed, It fetched home its booty from the day's raid And plotted to build in its castle if it could, A night-chamber brightly adorned. Then over the east wall came another creature Well known to earth-dwellers. Wonderful as well, It seized back its booty and sent the plunderer home Like an unwilling wanderer. The wretch went west, Moved morosely and murderously on. Dust rose to the heavens, dew fell on earth-- Night moved on. Afterwards no one In the world knew where the wandere

How 2 Be A Player!
Now iam not no player...But I thought it would be funny to see what everyone else can come up with.So here it goes.....U are dating/seeing a girl/guy with money (u want him/her 2 spend it on u).U like them as a friend(with money) but they are crazy anbout u (and say they will do anything 4 u)..HOW DO U GET THEM TO SPENT MONEY ON U,ON WHAT U WANT-GOTTA HAVE OR NEED....(without having sex)...????? (i know there are sum players out there in this world..tell all...)

I Hate Life Itself!!!!!!
Well where the hell do I start, hmmmm. Well to start, I am sick and fucking tired of not having a job. I am pissed off that all the jobs I have applied for have NOT returned my phone calls and emails. I am pissed off that the bar and restaurant that I applied to (and have worked for before) has NOT made a damn decision on who they are going to hire. I feel like such a damn loser and freak. I have never gone this long without employment. I am a total burden to my roommates. I feel horrible about that so much that I wake up in the middle of the night crying. I hate it that I can not see my son whenever I want, and now not having employment, I am scared that I won't be able to make my yearly visit back home to michigan to see him. But hey LIFE IS FUCKING GRAND! Well thanks for letting me vent. Talk to yous lata! Bubba

Love Or Infatuation
You've never seen my face, but you know me better than anyone. I've never felt your touch, but I know you're gentle. Your voice rings in my ear like an echo, but when I shout back you rarely reply. Even though you've never seen me, I'm always there. You may not know but I am. No. I'm not a stalker, and no I'm not hiding. I just can't be seen. I'm not physically there, but my soul was there. My very spirit. You made me happy, and you, happy as well. When you felt bad I felt ten times worse. My heart skipped a beat. My heart ached. My heart sank, and then faded away. My heart has disappeared just to find you, not giving up hope. Then when it finds you, and sees that. I have some slopey-hill days that go up and down, but that dark day was a mountain. At first I was confused. Why me? Why us? But now I'm..... Happy....I've learned that my love with this stranger will never end. I will love her eternally, I loved her enough to say "It's okay". As long as someone loves her,

New
Ok well i know a'lot of people out there think Chris Benoit is this monster and all, I have had some ask me why i have him on my page so much, I will set the record straight, the truth is I knew him in person he was my friend, if he did what they say he did or not will never change how i felt about him, he was my friend and always will remain my friend, I will miss him and honor what he stood for and what he did for wrestling, if people are not happy with that im sorry but I will never turn my back on my friend. i love you Chris and hope to see you again someday tinkerbell@ CherryTAP

Boredom Is A Cruel Mistress
Been playing WoW and Sims 2 alot lately. Joined a very nice guild, lots of cool ppl. Yes, I am a nerd and a geek, but I think I'm kinda cute in spite of it LOL So HEYA! to any guildies If only I could stay home and have sex all day instead of having to work.... but in any case, I made the National Dean's List this year so I suppose it's a good thing I don't have sex all the time but damned if I could LOL One day I will be able to sit at home on my lil ass, smoke weed and have sex all day long and never have to worry about bills oooh such a fantasy So here I sit, bored out of what's left of my mind. What's up in my world? Not much, but here's to hoping.

How To Say I Love You In 100 Languages
English - I love you Afrikaans - Ek het jou lief Albanian - Te dua Arabic - Ana behibak (to male) Arabic - Ana behibek (to female) Armenian - Yes kez sirumen Bambara - M\'bi fe Bengali - Ami tomake bhalobashi (pronounced: Amee toe-ma-kee bhalo-bashee) Belarusian - Ya tabe kahayu Bisaya - Nahigugma ako kanimo Bulgarian - Obicham te Cambodian - Soro lahn nhee ah Cantonese Chinese - Ngo oiy ney a Catalan - T\'estimo Cherokee - Tsi ge yu i (Thanks Nancy!) Cheyenne - Ne mohotatse Chichewa - Ndimakukonda Corsican - Ti tengu caru (to male) Creol - Mi aime jou Croatian - Volim te Czech - Miluji te Danish - Jeg Elsker Dig Dutch - Ik hou van jou Elvish - Amin mela lle (from The Lord of The Rings, by J.R.R. Tolkien) Esperanto - Mi amas vin Estonian - Ma armastan sind Ethiopian - Afgreki\' Faroese - Eg elski teg Farsi - Doset daram Filipino - Mahal kita Finnish - Mina rakastan sinua French - Je t\'aime, Je t\'adore Frisian - Ik h�ld fan dy Gaelic - Ta gra a