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Having My 1st Contest
Ok my space is about Dirty Lil Secrets. I am gonna have a dirty lil secret contest. What i need from u is a pic with ur dirty lil secret written on it. Now everyone has a secret It does not have to be about sex. Any secret at all will do. Write it down and either upload it and let me know and i will rip it or pm it to me. If u do not want anyone to know it is ur secret that is fine too. U can send it to me i will put no name on the photo. I will be the only one to know. The contest will be on ratings and coments combined. I will take the 1st 20 entries. I will start the contest this Friday and it will run until Wednesday. Good Luck and get the pics in! Prizes will be determined on # of entries but there will be a 1st and 2nd place winner and all prizes will be Big Pimpin!

Sybian
Wow i had my first sybian ride this weekend, what a ride!!! I think that every woman should have one of these in our homes... If anyone would like to get me a present this would be ideal.... How many people are going to the harley rendezvous this year? Last year was our first time so there is no more Laconia for us..... What a time we had at the vous looking forward to going back next year.... If any bikers out there haven't been should definitely check it out lots of titties, ass, and more.... LOL

Hot Survey
1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Favorite position (s)?: 4. Do you think i'm hot?; 5. Would you have sex with me? 6. lights on or off? 7. Would you have to be drunk? 8. Would you take a shower with me? 9. Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 10. Would you leave after or stay the night? 11. Do you like cuddling afterwards? 12. Condom or skin? 13. Do you give Oral pleasures? 14. Do you like to recieve Oral Pleasures? 15. Have sex on the first date? 16. Would you kiss me during sex? 17. Do you think I would be good in bed? 18. Three sum? 20. How many times would you like to do it? 21. Would you use me as a booty call? 22. Do you like fore play? 23. What is fore play to you? 24. Can we take pictures of the act? 25. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you? Yes

Dr. Wright Is In
Ok... so the hubby told me the other day that I need to go back to school and become a shrink. Not a bad idea considering that I am the one all my friends come to when they need help/advice with a relationship/life problem. I do my best to give advice and be a good listener, but there are times when I can't do it anymore. If you are a friend of mine, you know I am here for you no matter what. BUT, if you come to me and spill your guts and tell me things that are going wrong...then you let me give you advice...DON'T the very next day be an ass to me. That just bothers the hell out of me. I try to be nice to everyone, but once you cross that line... there is no turning back...if you want to be mean to me... I might forgive you but I don't forget and my fuse just gets smaller and smaller. AND if you seriously feel the need to tell people that you want to kill yourself... that is just someone looking for attention... I know I have been there... I, if you don't know, was diagnosed 5 years a

Can Someone Help Me???
Im kinda new to this cherrytap thing, I dunno how to set up my page ??? Im on myspace - ( www.myspace.com/fxmluck ) check me out on there then give me a hand figuring this out. Thanx Your a Doll x0x0x0 -Lucky

Random
i have added a guest book to my profile , so plz come by and add urself too it , thank u The Teabagging The all time classic manoeuvre of tapping your cock on a chick's forehead whilst she is sucking on your balls, and uttering the timeless phrase "Who's your daddy?" The Houdini Going at it doggy-style until you are just about to come, then pull out and spit on her back so she thinks that you have. When she turns around a blast is unleashed into her face and she is left shocked and amazed, wondering how you managed it. The Angry Dragon Immediately after you blow your load in a girl's mouth, smack the back of her head and make it come out her nose. When she gets up she'll look like an angry dragon. Cum Guzzling Sperm Burping Bitch The once in a lifetime act of blowing a hot steamy load down the back of a girl's throat and then proceeding to give her a large cold bottle of your favourite carbonated drink, making her guzzle it down. Then, shake her head vigoro

Talks Like June (one With A Permanent Scar)
Complete and total adoration, My gift to you, my heart was yours, In ten weeks you shaped it, In one night you murdered it. Torn from my chest and laid at your feet, That first step you took was the worst. Since then you've walked a thousand miles in solace and short remark, And I still have these memories, But we'll never see what we could have been. Remember when we talked about where we'd be a year from now? Remember when you held my hand like you'd never let it go? Remember, cause that's all you can do. We'll never make another memory, We'll never make another memory. I wish I'd have died in your arms the last time we were together, So I wouldn't have to wake without you today. This time I thought things were real, You said they were, What happened? You were a priority, Was I an option? I let you see a side of me that I don't share with anyone. Promises are just words unless they are fulfilled. Knew from the beginning all I had to offer you was my heart, I

Melody's Blog's
Are my testicals black? A man is lying in bed in hospital with an oxygen mask over his mouth, a young student nurse appears to sponge his hands and feet. "Nurse", he mumbles from behind the mask, "are my testicles black"? embarrassed, the young student replies "I don't know I'm only here to wash your hands and feet", he struggles again to ask "nurse are my testicles black?" finally she pulls back the covers, raises his gown, holds his penis in one hand and his testicles in her other hand and takes a closer look and says "there is nothing wrong with them", finally the mans pulls off his oxygen mask and replies "that was very nice but, I asked ARE MY TEST RESULTS BACK? THE NAKED DOLL FAMILY` YOU CAN BECOME A MEMBER OF THE NAKED DOLL FAMILY ..BY SIMPLY CHANGING YOUR NAME AND WHEN YOUR ONLINE PUT YOUR BEER MUG AS YOUR NAME AND THEN...NAKED DOLL. WHAT IS NAKED DOLL FAMILY... WELL YOU KNOW THOSE BARBIE DOLLS YOU SEE IN THE YARD SALES WITH NO CLOTHES ON AND THEIR HAIR IS A MES

Diary Of A Fat Bitch
WELL I HAVE BEEN OFFLINE FOR A VERY LONG TIME. I'M STILL NOT SO SURE I'M ACTUALLY GOING TO STAY THIS TIME AROUND. I'VE BEEN VERY BUSY WITH MY CHILDREN AND GETTING BACK TOGETHER WITH MY EXHUSBAND. ITS BEEN A LONG VERY STRESSFUL 6 MONTHS. I'M REALLY SORRY THAT I'VE NOT BEEN ABLE TO TALK TO SOME OF YOU. BUT FOR A LITTLE BIT TODAY, I'LL BE HANGING OUT HERE. TALK SOON. KISSES

New Beginning
Have patience with me until I tweek my site. I live in the country and can't recieve high speed. Dial up sucks, but any port in the storm. It was introduced to me by Shelia, my friend on my space. I'll download more pictures later.

Random Rants And Other Things
The True You You want your girlfriend or boyfriend to be more relaxed, calm, and composed. With respect to money, you spend as little as possible. You think good luck doesn't exist - reality is built on practicalities. The hidden side of your personality tends to be a little selfish. You only do what interests you. You are tend to think about others' feelings a lot, perhaps because you are so eager to be liked. When it comes to finding a romantic partner, you base your search on information from your friends. Who's The True You? The following are song lyrics that seem to define me in some way. I will add to the collection over time. Blue October - Hate Me So I'll drive so fucking far away, that I'll never cross your mind.And do whatever it takes in your heart to leave me behind. Hate me today.Hate me tomorrow.Hate me for all the things I didn't do for you.Hate me in ways, yeah ways hard to swallow.Hate me so you can finally see what's good for you. And

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Bill Would Nip Microchips In Humans
Our beginnings as a civilized people began before Rome or Athens were even started, or before any part of Europe was even civilized! Our civilization is over 4,300 years old. Anahuac was one of only three civilizations in the world that had their own independent origins and development. Anahuac was the civilization of corn. Sumeria was the Middle Eastern civilization of wheat. China was the civilization of rice. There were no other completely original civilizations in human history. All other civilizations of the world are branches of these root civilizations. We originated our own civilization on our land without the aid or influence of Europe, Asia, Africa, or any other part of the world. Our Anahuac civilization created and developed magnificence in art and architecture out of our own genius. We have so much to be proud of as the Nican Tlaca Mexica people of Anahuac, but we remain ignorant of this glory, or we devalue it by our mental enslavement to the Eurocentric thi

Beauty1021
..hug harder...laugh louder...smile bigger...love longer...dont go looking for love; it will find you because that's why its called falling; you dont mean to..... YOU JUST DO.............. We are the masters of our faith and the captains of our soul. That's what makes us unique. We are given the freedom to choose but we must also consider that life is a matter of choice and destiny. We get hurt but time heals all wound. When its completely healed make a choice and decide for what is good and what makes us happy. As the saying goes... It is better to have love and lost than never to have loved at all..... Love makes the world go round and its the main reason for our existence.... As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let you down probably will... You will have your heart broken probably more than once and it's harder every time... You'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken... You'll fight with your best friend... You'll

The Truth And Nothing But The Truth So Help Me God!!!!
Well as we all know that people are very complicated animals. We are always trying to tell someone what they need to do but we don't follow are own information as well as when people go through a break up. The first thing they want to know is when are you going to get u someone else. Now you have those that actually have smarts about themselves but it's only for certain situations and certain topics. Not much help when you think about it. Then, there are the people that are like myself. We are well-rounded people and we give great advice we never tell you what you u should do but give u descent guidance for urself to make the choice we are always around and we always ahave your back and we might turn the cheeck if you do something bad against us. But it takes us a minute to get over it as well as we vibe off of people and we know sorta kinda when a person isnt' wrapped to tight so where do you fall in? What do you categorize urself as? I really want to know

X-ray Cameras On Lampposts Plan
X-ray cameras on lampposts plan AFP | January 29, 2007 The Government is considering installing X-ray cameras on lampposts to spot armed terrorists and other criminals. According to a leaked memo seen by The Sun, "detection of weapons and explosives will become easier" if the scheme drawn up by Home Office officials is adopted. However, officials acknowledged that it would be highly controversial as the cameras can "see" through clothing. "The social acceptability of routine intrusive detection measures and the operational response required in the event of an alarm are likely to be limiting factors," the memo warned. " Privacy is an issue because the machines see through clothing." The Sun reported that the memo, dated January 17, was drawn up by the Home Office for the Prime Minister's working group on security crime and justice. It noted that some technologies used for airport security had already been used in police operations searching for drugs and w

Online Bs
HAZARDOUS I get this question a lot, “Why Are You Hazardous?” I am actually going to tell you. Usually I don’t, people just find out the hard way. But, since my name has been attracting soooooo many, I will let you all in on this little secret of mine. Dictionary.com defines “Hazardous” as: 1. dangerous, unsafe. 2. chancy, uncertain, risky, speculative 3. Marked by danger; perilous It also defines “Ego” as: 1. an inflated feeling of pride in your superiority to others 2. having little or no regard for interests, beliefs, or attitudes other than one's own So, if that doesn’t answer your question, let me explain a bit farther. First, I am “Warning: Hazardous to Your Ego.” A warning, is notifying someone in advance that danger is ahead and/or harm may occur. So, I am giving advance notice. I just gave definitions of hazardous and ego, so let’s put them together now. I am notifying you in advance that I may be dangerous to you if your EGO is too big. If y

Contest
Here is what the contest is about..... ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ > PSP/Graphic Makers Contest NOW OPEN!!! > > If you have a friend in the contest please give them a rate, only rates count. All pics are in the "Contest" pic folder! Here is what they could win!! > > 1st place: 7 day blast and a rolex > 2nd place: 3 day blast and a choice of Ring > 3rd place: 1 day blast and a choice of earrings or a platinum cherry. > > Voting starts today ( March 1st ) and will end March 7th. Prizes will be given out no later then the evening of the 8th! Please remind your friend no down rating. Name and shame i don't like doing and a big fat block! This is for good fun please don't spoil it :D > > Good Luck all and Thank you for your time and creativity :D ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Sooooooo, what I need from you, my friends is one little rate and that's all, nothing more nothing less! If you want me to know that you voted for

Really Funny Story
DO NOT BRING PLANTS IN THE HOUSE DURING COLD WEATHER!!! Never bring outdoor plants into the house. Garden Grass Snakes also known as Garter Snakes (Thamnophissirtalis) can be dangerous. Yes, grass snakes, not rattlesnakes. Here's why......... A couple in Sweetwater, Texas, had a lot of potted plants. During a recent cold spell, the wife was bringing a lot of them indoors to protect them from a possible freeze. It turned out that a little green garden grass snake was hidden in one of the plants and when it had warmed up, it slithered out and the wife saw it go under the sofa. She let out a very loud scream! The husband (who was taking a shower) ran out into the living room naked to see what the problem was. She told him there was a snake under the sofa. He got down on the floor on his hands and knees to look for it. About that time the family dog came and cold-nosed him on the behind. He thought the snake had bitten him, so he screamed and fell over on the floor.

Sexy Rican Still Seeking
LIVE LIFE TO TH FULLEST.FIND THAT SPECIAL SOMEONE AND BE HAPPY.WE ARE ON THIS EARTH FOR A TEMPORARY TIME SO HAVE FUN,BE SAFE,AND DO THE THINGS THAT YOU ALWAYS WANTED TO DO WITH NO REGRETS.....

Erotica By Me
I think of you, and my cock gets hard. I think of you cumming, and I start to drip. I think of you cumming around my cock, and I explode. I come into your office, and walk up to your desk. You’re surrounded by your coworkers, but we only have eyes for each other. I stand beside you, leaning over your desk like we are going over something together. Your hand is on the back of my calf. I glance up, and see no one is paying attention. I lean down further, and run my hand along your velvety thigh. Your skirt moves higher as my hand gets closer on every stroke. My fingers slide across the top of your hose; you’re wearing garters! Yummy! Our eyes meet; I feel you shiver under my touch. My fingers slide under your skirt, brushing against your panties, unhindered by pantyhose. I feel your heat. You grasp my calf, instead of crying out, as I rub your clit through your panties. I move them aside and slide my finger inside your wet, hot pussy. DEEP! You cou

Boob Boop Bee Doo!
What the hell happened to the pictures on my profile? I like, go in to edit them and the links to the images are all fucked up, then I go and look at them and they are nothing other then these gay little boxes with some stupid ass shapes... damn't this is starting to remind me of MySpace!!!

Random Ranting
Under no circumstances may two men share an umbrella. > > It is OK for a man to cry ONLY under the following circumstances: > > When a heroic dog dies to save its master. > > The moment Angelina Jolie starts unbuttoning her blouse. > > After wrecking your boss's car. > > One hour, 12 minutes, 37 seconds into "The Crying Game". > > When she is using her teeth. > > Any man who brings a camera to a bachelor party may be legally killed and eaten by his buddies. > > Unless he murdered someone in your family, you must bail a friend out of jail within 12 hours. > > If you've known a guy for more than 24 hours, his sister is off limits forever unless you actually marry her. > > Moaning about the brand of free beer in a buddy's fridge is forbidden. However, complain at will if the temperature is unsuitable. > > No man shall ever be required to buy a birthday present for another man.In > fact, even remembering your buddy's birthday is strictly optional. At that point, you

Jan 29th
Well the first day had its ups, downs and falling downs ( latter). The kitchen had been stripped down to bare studs and joists previously, but the plumbing was in the way of the new layout ( they ran thru the room about a foot away from the wall). So the first job was to reposition them, of course like always we needed some additional fittings and its a half hour to a Lowes in Wooster, so that blew 1 1/2 hrs! So we have the drain line opened up from the upstairs sink, tub, and toilet. We forewarned everyone in the house Not to use the bathroom. Well about 8 pm we are getting ready to glue up the pipe for the drain line and call it a day. Well, no one told Elizabeth (9 y/o) when she came home from school not to use the bathroom. Luckily, when she got done and flushed we were about 3-4 feet away from the outlet 9 feet up, and it all kinda went thru the open floor joists to the cellar area. He, we laughed about it, took pictures, but she was very embarrassed that we "saw" her poop fly

Websfinestgirls
Today ill found this great site out the net and i found it time to introduce the websfinest girls to you all! Its the site to find for you to find the girl for your special needs! Just check out the "live girls" and their pics and enter our chat to have some fun! The girls are waiting for you! NaughtyLullu for Websfinest!

Wuts Up
hey, my name is lara, got teenagers and live in eugene...i am brand new to this wierd world of cherry tappin so bare with me...ummm...i am not sure how often i'll be on here, but if ya want, come by n say hi...have a goot one!!!

Its Monday
Well its Monday again. So up at 6:30am this morning with Alex and then Tristen wakes up so I figure get Tristen ready and we can leave early I check the weather and its -30 out. Thats crazy so its to cold for Tristen to stand at the bus stop so my friend Stacy is going to drive us in. Today I am so lucky because I got my membership papers in for the YMCA so today I am going to work out during the time Tristen is in preschool. I figure I can work out twice during the days his in preschool and once on the weekend. I can take Tristen with me because he can go swimming with me and they have child care there so it works out great. So thats my plans for today. After Tristens out of preschool I am coming home to relax and clean my basement its a mess and when I say mess I mean cant even walk in some parts its crazy. The basement to me is a place that you put all the crap thats in your way upstairs. LOL! I wish I could say clean and its all done but it doesnt work like that. Then I hope to be

Frustrated
today was kinda rough. you see, there was one last piece of paper that needed to be signed by me to finalize the divorce. it's the one that says i waive my right to appear in court. i guess sub-conciously i was holding on to it because to me that paper represents finality. i wanted to sign it when i had complete closure. i wanted to shut the book so to speak. but because my ex is ready to shut the book now, i had to get to a notary and get it mailed off. what sucks is i don't have near as much emotional closure as i thought i would by now. there's still a lot of hurt that i'm having trouble letting go of. it's more the kind that feels like when i remember something good from our relationship, that it was most likely a lie. i can't even picture our wedding day anymore without tearing up and thinking that he had done something weeks before. i also miss that peaceful feeling i felt on that day. not necessarily him. i don't know. i felt horrible earlier...but as the night has progressed, i

You've Been Tagged
Each player starts with 6 weird things habits about themselves. People who get tagged need to write a blog of their own 6 weird things/habits as well, and state this rule clearly. At the end choose 6 new people list their names. Don't forget to leave a message " you have been tagged" and tell them to read your blog. Here are my wierd facts : 1) I have a foot phobia. 2) I still love watching cartoons and kids movies! 3) I love pickles and cheese. 4) I don't like chocolate. 5) I hate my picture taken. 6) My heart rate and pulse are so low that I still fool the doc's sometimes, I have been hospitalized, they have no explanation, but they are at times as low as someone's in a coma and I am still up walking around, hmm... 6 people are as follows : Jen, Jessica, Del, Krystal, Danny, and DragonRider!

Well That's Me
table border='0' cellpadding='5' cellspacing='0' width='600'> You scored as Thrash Metalist. Thrash metalist, you like thrash as much as anything else.Thrash Metalist63%Heavy Metal/Old School58%Black Metalist50%Death Metalist38%Power Metalist33%Funeral Doom Metalist28%Non-Metal23%Progressive Metalist20%Which metal genre do you love the most? (Prepare for a long quiz!!!)created with QuizFarm.com You scored as Very Kinky. You are very Kinky. Yuo are not over the top but you like kinky arousements and you are willing to try something new every time. You will make a very fun sex partnerVery Kinky

Kinky
You scored as Bondage. Your turn on is bondage... all out. You don't have a specific part of kinky sex that turns you on more than any other... everything working together turns you on. And why shouldn't it? Sex isn't sex without all the trimmings.Bondage100%Chains/Handcuffs83%Whips67%Biting50%Blind Folds33%Blood0%What's Your Kinky Turn On?created with QuizFarm.com

Something
You are 58% stoner You are a fairly regular stoner. You are probably the kid who is always smoking up at the back corner of the parking lot of your high school. You like experimenting with other stuff – although you are too clever to really get addicted to anything. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com SOMETHING is that in which is left over when you hold it in both hands, That's SOMETHING Confucious say; Man who stand on toilet, High on POT Is it true that once you get passed the used part she'll love you forever or will she forget you when someone else surpasses your mark? You can't run with the Big Dogs if you're gonna piss like a Puppy.

My Valentine The Toliet
This Valentines Day (Feburary 14th Duh) I plan on drinking until i just can't drink anymore.It really starts to suck ass when there's no one to share it with so yea bring on alcohol with Pineapple this year!!

Just Because
Just because i sit here writing this blog doesnt mean im good at it . Just because I work doesnt mean i'm getting paid. Just because I love doesnt mean i dont hate. Just because I live i dont die. Just because.

Valintines And Being Alone.
Well it is almost that time of year again, FEBUARY 14TH, when we go out and buy flowers, cards, chocolate and those naughty little gifts for the ones we love. Me on the other hand it is a time for me to be the Ebineaser Scrooge of valintines day. It is hard not to feel a little jellious of people who for them febuary 14 has meaning when for someone like me it's meaningless. At 36 it is easy to find yourself looking back over your life and thinking about the things that have passed you by. Wishing that you could turn back the clock but knowing you can't. like most men not having someone sucks especily in the sex department but that not all of it. It's not having someone to share experences with. It's not having someone to hold to you in bed at night and it is not having someone to talk to or spoil a little when times like this come around. I know guies who are in relationships that gripe about having to do things for their woman durring these times of the year and I quitly scoff at the

Poetry
YOU SAY I DO NOT KNOW YOU YOU SAY, “YOU DO NOT KNOW ME.” WHEN I SAY SOMETHING YOU DON’T LIKE. EACH TIME I HEAR YOU SAY THOSE WORDS; I REALLY WANT TO FIGHT. I GET SO UPSET BECAUSE THE FACT IS I DO KNOW YOU, AND I KNOW YOU WELL. NO ONE COULD TELL ME ANYTHING NEW ABOUT YOU AND THIS HOW YOU CAN TELL: I KNOW YOU LOVE YOUR PUPPY AND THAT TOBERS MAKES YOU SMILE. I KNOW THAT YOU HATE TRAFFIC AND DEALING WITH DIFFICULTY TAKES YOU A WHILE. I LEARN MORE EACH DAY AND I LOVE EVERY NEW THING THAT I LEARN. WHAT DO YOU KNOW ABOUT ME, I THINK IT IS YOUR TURN. NOTHING HUH, OK I WILL GO AGAIN AND NAME A FEW MORE THINGS I KNOW. I KNOW THAT WHEN YOU ARE CRYING IS THE ONLY TIME YOUR TRUE FEELINGS SHOW. YOU LOVE YOUR FAMILY AND WOULDN’T TRADE THEM FOR THE WORLD. SEE, I KNOW A LOT; I LISTEN TO YOU, GIRL. I KNOW THAT YOU HATE MEANNESS AND I ALSO KNOW YOUR BIRTHDAY. I KNOW YOU BETTER THAN YOU THINK AND THAT’S ALL I HAVE TO SAY. I KNOW THAT YOU LIKE LOVE STORIES AND THAT YOU WANT ONE OF YO

Life
So Yeah.... I went to a friend from works wedding this weekend. Well it was a vow renewal. It was a beautiful ceremony. Her colors were yellow and white, and while the person "officiating" over it forgot to turn the mic off when she left the hall and pointed her mistakes out for everyone, it was awesome. You can tell that after being married 5 years that they still love and care VERY deeply for one another.... While I was sitting there I kept thinking about how much I want what they have. You know, someone who wants to be with me and only me, through the good and the bad. I wonder if I'll ever find that. Don't get me wrong. I love my life where it's at. I have a "new" job with one of the Subsidiaries and have the control that I've wanted. My new boss is AWESOME even when I bug him over the simplest things. Its also fun to bug the accountant....(don't think it fair that the accountant is a cutie, but yeah) I'm the only female in the department hell i am the AP department! ha ha ha! B

Kitty - Anyone Whose Read The Diary Of Ann Frank Should Get This!
Wow, I have spent the past three hours reading this comic called "Jack". If you don't like comics I apologize because you are missing out on a truely touching, and at times very painful storyline. It's not a story for someone looking for a happy ending, though sometimes the endings are... peaceful. I wish I could better put into words the joy, horror, and simple wonder of this webcomic. But since I can't here's a link. Warning! Not for the squeamish, easily upset, or for children under the 18. If you can take it, it's worth it! http://www.pholph.com/ This came to my attention when I was sitting in my communications class today listening to all of the other ladies in class banter back and forth what they love and hate about being a woman, and realizing that the things they were talking about were all stereotypical things that most people could find in movies or on TV, nothing really original or profound. And then it hit me, how much I missed having really deep conversation

Confused
my life fell apart today...my world came crashin down....my heart is ripped to shreds on the floor...all becuz of the man that i love...he was everything to me...but i wasnt everything to him....he says he loves me but i dont quite believe that nemore....i was willin to do w/e i could to keep him...but it wasnt enough...hes gone now and he wants nothing to do with me....he cut me out of his life....he wants a life w/o me....and i wish i could stop cryin but i cant...i loved him with my hole heart...but it wasnt enough...i couldnt be who he wanted me to be...i tried to be perfect for him but i couldnt....i still love him and i want to be with him but he refuses....he said he never wanted to do this but he had to...well i call bullshit on that....i was gonna marry this guy...but not nemore....becuz of him my heart is trying to stay alive but idk how much longer it can fight....i wish i could be 6ft under so i wouldnt have to deal with this pain...i wish i could turn back time so i didnt

I Want To
I want to make love to you I want to explore your tender body with my probing, caressing hands and tongue. I want to kiss you deep and warm. I'll slide my fingers, from your hair, down your back to play across your lovely neck, and down your chest to lick and nibble at your supple nipples and continue down, down your belly to smell your rich sent. I want to wrap my hot, soft mouth around your soft round nipple massaging with my tongue, sucking on your nipple, pushing you close to me I want to feel you I want to make deep wild love to you I'll continue down your belly and kiss on your lips wrap my hot moist mouth, around your erect clit massaging it with my tongue having my soft wandering hands playing joyfully with your nipples as i lick and play with your lips

Celebration!!!
happy birthday to meee..... happy birthday to MEEEEE. happy birtyday dear mattyyyyy...happy birthday tooooo MEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!! Hey everyone! its my birthday! please stop in and show me some love! 28 years on this rock, and i plan to see many more! Have fun. -Matty "Eat, drink, and be merry, for tomorrow we die!" -DMB

Are Any Real Friend
My Friend We all need someone To talk to in our life, A friend to whom we run In times of stress or strife A friend who's always there Throughout the years, A friend we know will care And take away our fears. A friend who's always near, Waiting for our call, To wipe away our tears, And lift us when we fall. A loving friend indeed, On whom we can depend To fulfill our every need - Thank you, precious friend any one tell what this poem mean to them? it what friend mean to u Crossroads A crossroad in life, A time for change; Of mind, body, and emotions. Change for you, change for me, Change for all the things I will be. At one corner, there stands a child; This child, nurtured from the world, finds that there was always something holding it back; A barrier to life, a barrier to truth, a barrier to overcome. As an eagle struggling to break it's bonds, the child breaks free and ru

Rap, Anyone?
+Eew to the 'Escobar' bullshit, I'm glad he stabbed that noise. Incredible fvcking rapper. He might not have the best lyrical content, but the message is there(nowadays)...and homeboy has/always had a delectable-ass rhythmic delivery.+

Wisdom In Water
water is fluid form. beauty can be seen in each of its many guises, yet strength is also inherent in each. why can we accept water's great strengths and varied face, yet so many find it difficult to accept the same in man?

That's Just Me
The names listed next to each quote is the performer, and in some instances also the author(s) of the lyrics "Life is short, but this time it was bigger than the strength he had to get up off his knees." -b. paisley & a. krauss "Maybe I'm a dreamer, or maybe I'm a fool, but I never thought that love could be this callous or this cruel." -d. fogelberg "As you stumble into darkness, do you believe that love is blind?" -damn yankees "I can't give, I can't give anymore." -h. nilsson "Now, old friends, they're acting strange. They shake their heads and tell me that I've changed." -j. mitchell "Dreaming and hoping, hoping that dreams come true." -boston "I love you more than I, loved you before and now, where I'll find comfort god knows." -r. vanwarmer "He was dangerous and drunk and defeated and corroded by failure and envy and hate." -meatloaf "It's hard living life on this memory-go-round, always up, always down, spinning

This Is New And Awesome!!!!
Okay I had never heard of this until today but I am sure glad I did...This is an awesome site!!! I love it. My favorite band in the whole entire world, Red Eye Gravy is like MY WORLD... If ya like music u should check them out. They can be found on youtube.com Search RED EYE GRAVY.... If ya wanna know ANYTHING dont hesitate to ask....

Summer '06
Originally Published, 6/25/06 Eric came back from a few weeks in Florida and I decided to put together a little thing for him. Obviously going away for a few weeks doesn't necessitate a party, but this guy has 7 weeks left in town and we need to make as many memories as possible. Mi amigo is set to begin grad school at SUNY - Stonybrook (State University of NY at Stonybrook, Long Island). I was pretty pleased at who all showed (those who didn't will be later mentioned in a blog entitled "Darth Shaba" - look for it). ALL of the old school clique showed up: Marcus, Michelle, Stephanie, Stephanie's hubby, Tasha, Jamie, Jamie's sister, my boys Aaron and George and some others. We started off with a couple drinks and some pool at John Wayne's and then went to Pepper's after about an hour. I have to say that the night was friggin perfect. I didn't meet anyone or hookup, but that really wasn't what the night was about. I hooked up Tasha and a friend (who I think she reall

Drinker's Fault Finding Guide
Symptom: Drinking fails to give satisfaction and taste; shirt front is wet. Fault: Mouth not open when drinking or glass being applied to wrong part of face. Solution: Buy another pint and practice in front of a mirror. Continue with as many pints as necessary until drinking technique is perfect. Symptom: Drinking fails to give satisfaction and taste; beer unusually pale and clear. Fault: Glass is empty. Solution: Find someone who will buy you another pint. Symptom: Room is spinning. Fault: Somebody is spinning your barstool. Solution: Vomit on person doing the spinning. Symptom: Feet cold and wet. Fault: Glass being held at incorrect angle. Solution: Turn glass so that open end is pointing at ceiling. Symptom: Feet warm and wet. Fault: Loss of self-control. Solution: Go and stand beside nearest dog. After a while complain to its owner about its lack of house training. Symptom: Lap cool and wet. Fault: Drooling on yourself. Solution: Change position so that y

Help Me Level Please
HEY IM NOT TO FAR FROM HITING LEVEL 16 PLEASE HELP ME LEVEL . IF YOU WANNA DO IT EASY I HAVE OVER 1000 VIDEOS ALONE IN MY STASH JUST GO RATE AS MANY AS YOU CAN A THUMBS UP . ANY HELP WOULD BE APPRECIATED . THANK YOU IN ADVANCE . TAZMAN -- ~ENFORCER@THE SCOOTERBAR~ MISS B's C.T. STUD@ CherryTAP

How Do I Mend It This Time?
I REALIZE THAT I AHVE BEEN A TOTAL FOOL--ILL TRY TO BE BETTER AT IT NEXT TIME--ILL RUN LIKE HELL WHEN THOSE GUT FEELINGS START WILL AVOID ALOT OF HEARTACHE...KEEP YOUR FREINDS CLOSE--YOUR ENEMIES CLOSER--IF I HADNT I MAY NOT HAVE BEEN ABLE TO PROOVE I DIDNT DO WHAT I WAS BEING ACCUSED OF--MY SAVING GRACE--SO NOW TO GET OUT THE SUPER GLUE AND THE ARMOUR AND FIX MY HEART ANBD NEVER LET ANYONE IN IT AGAIN WELL I GUESS THIS IS AS GOOD A PLACE AS ANY TO TRY TO FIGURE OUT WHY MY INSTINCTS THAT ARE THEIR TO PROTECT ME JUST SEEM TO GET ME HURT--EVEN THOUGH THEY ARE RIGHT EVERY TIME? I DONT THINK I CAN MEND MY BROKEN HEART THIS TIME--OR MY TRUST IN PEOPLE--ITS JUST ONE TOO MANY TIMES NOW. AND THE THING THAT SUCKS IS HE GAVE UP ON ME WAY TO EASY--BLAMED IT ON ALL KINDS OF THINGS--BUT IN THE END I JUST DONT THINK HE LOVED ME. IT WAS TOO EASY FOR HIM TO LEAVE--TO BELEIVE I WOULD DO SOMETHING UNDERHANDED LIKE SET A TRAP FOR HIM--AND THEN HE FELL HEAD LONG INTO THE TRAP THE OTHER ONE ACTUALLY SET. A

New York Trip
Original Publish Date, 10/18/06 I don't know what it is about the open road that so satisfies me. Nothing but possibilities and stories passing me by. People I'll never meet or talk to or someone that will remain in your memory until you die - you never know until its over. The connection between your foot and horsepower adds a simple yet empowering extension of a man's will. As I rolled out of White Sands and through Nyack I made a much quicker pace. Scheduled for work the next morning and after all my fun, I needed to get back. I have a low tolerance for sleeping away from my house. I've got weird comfort-level issues. My home is my castle I guess. Its a cliche but true nonetheless. Little did I know, but the event that would define this trip was yet to happen. I found good speeding buddies... doing 90-100 along the Pennsylvania Turnpike. Not a cop to be found. I was able to cover 350 miles in the first 4 hours. I think that's got to be a friggin record. My

M.b.o.a.
Hey! Wanna join the newest family for females only. M.B.O.A. Male Bashers Of America This family is for all the women who are tired of mens shit and need friends to vent to. Or the women who just don't like men period. If you would like to join notify one of the 4 founders listed below. We will keep it updated as new members join. Thanx. We can't wait to see our family grow. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Aphrodite0081~M.B.O.A. Founder~D.B.S.~K.O.T~K.K.S@ CherryTAP ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ arkiegirl58~ M.B.O.A. Founder~Mom of D.B.S.~K.O.T.~@ CherryTAP ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Chickie Momma~K.O.T. Member~Founder M.B.O.A~D.B.S~@ CherryTAP ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Dawn~Founder M.B.O.A.~D.B.S. Backup~@ CherryTAP

Poem
When I was wrapped up in your arms, I felt safer than ever before. As I stare into your eyes, its a feeling I would not ignore. I don't know if this is just some game, but what I feel for you, I never felt with anyone else. If I could be close to you, I would be filled with happiness. You're what I've been looking for my whole life. You're someone I could share my love with, you take away my pain. Words cannot express how much I like you. But, even after this short amount of time, I hope you realize that my love for you is real. I'm not after you to play games, and I hope you feel the same. With you, is where I want to be because I found someone who looks just perfect to me. You probably think I am crazy, but truthfully I'm not. It's time we were together, But alas that can be? But all I see in this whole world, is only you and me.

New For Women Only
Hey! Wanna join the newest family for females only. M.B.O.A. Male Bashers Of America This family is for all the women who are tired of mens shit and need friends to vent to. Or the women who just don't like men period. If you would like to join notify one of the 4 founders listed below. We will keep it updated as new members join. Thanx. We can't wait to see our family grow. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Aphrodite0081~M.B.O.A. Founder~D.B.S.~K.O.T~K.K.S@ CherryTAP ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ arkiegirl58~ M.B.O.A. Founder~Mom of D.B.S.~K.O.T.~@ CherryTAP ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Chickie Momma~K.O.T. Member~Founder M.B.O.A~D.B.S~@ CherryTAP ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Dawn~Founder M.B.O.A.~D.B.S. Backup~@ CherryTAP

Hurt
HURT SURVEY-- Let's see if you can get through it. If not, you're too scared about your past... Would you kiss the last person you kissed again? Yes. How many girlfriends/ boyfriends have told you they love you? I'd say all of 'em. Are you crushin on someone?? A couple, yes. Have you ever liked someone so much that it hurt? YES. Are you happier single or in a relationship? in a relationship Have you ever cheated on someone? Never. Have you ever had your heart broken? Um yeah Have you ever broken someone's heart? I have. Talk to any of your exes? Yes, one. If you could go back in time and change things, would you? Indeed. I would not be a doormat. Think any of your exes feel the same? I would like to think so. Do you believe that you are a good boyfriend or girlfriend? I do, 100%. Have you dated people who were not good to you?.. Yes. Have you been in an abusive relationship? verbally, yes. Have you dated someone older than yo

Love Songs
Once in a lifetime You'll open up your heart Maybe once in your lifetime You'll swear to never be apart You think your love's on solid ground Then out of the blue, it all comes tumblin' down Who's gonna hold me tonight When I'm feeling lonely Who's gonna show me the light 'Cause I need to know With all the things we've go How can love just stop Tell Me Somebody help me understand And my picture in your locket What will you do with it now All our friends and all our memories Tell me how we sort them out What's yours is yours What's mine is mine Is that all that's left After all this time Who's gonna hold me tonight When I'm feeling lonely Who's gonna show me the light 'Cause I need to know With all the things we've go How can love just stop Tell Me Somebody help me understand Help me understand Why I'm not part of our plan And you don't need me anymore Help me understand Why I still wanna be where you are Even

Hello
Hello CT Im new here and this is my blog.Wow this is uh fun and yea.So whats up,whats going on,HI and stuff.Look Im just having fun ignore me.OK OK I'll do better blogs C-YA Three sisters ages 92, 94 and 96 live in a house together. One night the 96 year old draws a bath. She puts her foot in and pauses. She yells to the other sisters, "Was I getting in or out of the bath?" The 94 year old yells back, "I don't know. I'll come up and see." She starts up the stairs and pauses. "Was I going up the stairs or down?" The 92 year old is sitting at the kitchen table having tea listening to her sisters. She shakes her head and says, "I sure hope I never get that forgetful," as she knocked on her wooden table for good measure. " She then yells, "I'll come up and help both of you as soon as I see who's at the door." _______________ ______________________________ "I CAN HEAR JUST FINE!" Three retirees, each with a hearing loss, were playing golf one fine March day. One r

Cassie's Blog
You Would Choose Love Money may buy a little happiness, but not the happiness of true love. You rather have a true soulmate than a private jet. And while many people may claim they would choose love too... You're one of the few who would really do it. Would You Choose Love or Money? 1. I don't know how you do it. Well, guess what? In all honesty, I don't know how I do it either. I just do. Because really, what other choice do I have? 2. I could never deal with it if my husband was gone for that long. Hmmm...how does hearing how someone else can't deal with it help me to deal with it? 3. Are you scared that something may happen to him while he's there? This one has always really perplexed me. Of course, I'm scared. I wouldn't be human if I wasn't. But being reminded of the fact that something may happen to him doesn't help me out. 4. Do you miss him? Every time I get asked this, I just want to respond "Oh, no, definitely not. I like it w

Secret
what is a smile? but a crack in your face. what is forever? when it ends abruptly before its time. what is happy? when deep down you are sad. what is sleep? you lay down though your mind never sleeps. what is help? when everyone says find out for yourself. what is life? but a time capsule of wasted time. what is "I LOVE YOU?" but three words that mean for now. what is writting? but chaos on a clean piece of paper. what is a word? but a noise breaking silence. our soldiers our soldiers go overseas to fight giving our country their lives to uphold our american right our soldiers give honor to their family and wives they shocked our world on 9/11 when they destroyed our towers for that they will never see their god or heaven they will fall to our allied powers they bomb our subways and crash our plans striking our allied countries from within a cell they will suffer for these great pains some b

Karma
Someone somewhere dreams of your smile and while thinking of you thinks that life is worthwhile, So whenever you're lonely remember it's true someone somewhere is thinking of you... I hope this puts a smile on your face after you read it. "Love is patient; love is kind and envies no one. Love is never boastful, nor conceited, nor rude; never selfish, not quick to take offense. There is nothing love cannot face; there is no limit to it's faith, its hope, and endurance. In a word, there are three things that last forever: faith , hope, and love; but the greatest of them all is LOVE." This is so true just if everyone lived by it! I just want to share this. I strongly believe in karma --> what comes around goes around! I believe being humble and honest is the key to good karma. I believe everything happens for a reason! I believe you live and you learn. I believe life's too short to wake up in the morning with regrets and you should live life to the fullest. I believe love the people

How We Amuse Ourselves
Don't read this! Because this, quite frankly, is probably about you. If you know me and what I do, then you will understand this a little better but will still probably be offended. The ones that don't know me will definitely think I'm a conceited asshole. I needed to write this fucking thing out, so blow me. You don't have to read it. Part of the problem with excellence - working harder and being better - is that often you cannot identify with people who have not. Now I'm not necessarily talking about poor people. In fact, many rich people out there fell ass backwards into their comfort - "old money", models and some athletes - are the EXACT people I'm talking about. They didn't earn any of it. Some pretty face was the result of a cosmic dice roll. Enough people screw and eventually you'll get a hot result. Same thing with many athletes. Genes and Gatorade got them where they are. They didn't DO anything to get what they get, just show up and give someone your d

What's A Life?
Originally Published, 11/29/06 As many of you noticed, a couple weeks ago I wrote about someone named Jessica that I had gotten into an argument at one of my four jobs with. I received several remarks about my tone, and inquiries into what this woman had actually done to get me so upset. In fact, I was blatantly mean and called her out to the furthest extent without physically pushing her down to the ground (which, I repeat, I've never done). I knew she regularly read my stuff and by placing it there I could avoid yet another argument at work but still get my point across clearly and, well, viciously. I meant what I said, with no qualifications. I can handle teasing, and even mean-spirited fun at my expense. However, I heard what I considered to be her stating that she was going to put her hands on me and that was it for me. Well, she read it. She has also responded. I am publishing her response and my reaction as a matter of giving her equal time. Alot of people r

Lips Of An Angel.....
Im as much a Hinder fan as the next, but I think if I hear Lips of Angel or better yet see the video on another CT members page, I think I might just pull out the inner workings of my ears. Thank you and goodnight! =P

New Pic
JUST WANTED TO LET EVERYONE KNOW THAT MY NEW CELL PHONE IS WORKING AND WITH OLD NUMBER. IN CASE YOU GOT MY NUMBER IS 626-367-0538. THANKS SIMON Just posted new pic check them out Name:_______ Number:__________ Best time to call:_________ text messaging (yes or no) ________ phone company ________ I dare you to copy and paste this and see how many numbers you get. If you don't, you will get bad luck for 7 years=]] Repost as: "I WANT YOUR #

Beer Vs Pussy
Beer ~vs~ Pussy A beer is always wet. A pussy needs encouragement. Advantage: Beer. A beer tastes horrible served hot. A pussy tastes better served hot. Advantage: Pussy. Having an ice cold beer makes you satisfied. Having an ice cold pussy makes you Hillary Clinton. Advantage: Beer. Beers have commercials making fun of skunky ones. Pussy does not. Advantage: Draw. If you get a hair in your teeth consuming pussy, you are not disgusted. Advantage: Pussy 24 beers come in a box. A pussy is a box you can come in. Advantage: Pussy. Too much head makes you mad at the person giving you a beer. Advantage: Pussy. If a beer is brewed with yeast, it is still edible. Advantage: Beer. If you come home smelling like beer, The Woman may get mad. If you come home smelling like pussy, she will definitely get mad. Advantage: Beer. 6 beers in a night and you better not drive. 6 pussies in a night and you have done all the driving you need. Advantage: Pussy B

I Like Monkeys
I like monkeys. The pet store was selling them for five cents a piece. I thought that odd since they were normally a couple thousand each. I decided not to look a gift horse in the mouth so I bought 200. I like monkeys. I took my 200 monkeys home, I have a big car. I decided to let one drive. His name was Sigmund. He was retarded. In fact, none of them were really bright. They kept punching themselves in their genitals. I laughed. Then they punched my genitals. I stopped laughing. I herded them into my room. They didn't adapt very well to their new environment. They would screech, hurl themselves off the couch at high speeds and slam into the wall. Although humorous at first, the spectacle lost its novelty halfway into its third hour. Two hours later I found out why all the monkeys were so inexpensive: they all died. No apparent reason. They all just sorta dropped dead. Kinda like when you buy a goldfish and it dies five hours later. Damn cheap monkeys. I didn't know what to do.

Beating Up Kids In Chucky Cheese
Yes you read the title right. I challenge anyones kids to a good game of air hockey. Some little punk showed up and tried to challenge me. He was holding his own until I decided to step it up a notch. BAMM!! I ran around the side and cross checked him into the salad bar. Dislocated hip. He never saw it comming. Next I decided to cool off in the ball pen. I'm chillin in the corner until some kid who thinks just because that its his birthday he is special decides to toss a few balls at me. Well I'm not going to take that. I jump on him like a fat kid on cake. Pile driver! WHAMMY!! I sunk thats kids battleship. Ohh by the way, happy birthday ass hat. Time to mosey on over to the ski ball area. No sooner than I arive than another kid tries to run up the ramp to put the ball in the 100 slot. Nobody is going to steal my spotlight. So I wind up like Nolan Ryan and pelt him in the back of the head. He goes down like a thirsty alter boy. He still ends up making the ball in and scoring so I rush

Hello
Hacker litters official Web site Category: Odd News | OTTAWA (Reuters) - Red-faced officials at Canada’s nuclear safety watchdog on Thursday said they were probing how a hacker had managed to litter its official Web site with dozens of colour photographs of a nuclear explosion. The Ottawa Citizen newspaper said every media release on the Canadian Nuclear Safety Commission’s Web site had been labelled as a security breach on Wednesday. When opened, each document had a headline reading “For immediate release” and underneath was a large photo of an exploding atomic bomb. “We are in discussions with the (Internet service) provider. When we were informed the Web site had been tampered with, we immediately disabled the media module,” said commission spokesman Aurel Gervais, dismissing the suggestion that the hacker had been able to access secret information. “The external Web site was the only Web site that was tampered with. There was no internal information that w

Cherrytap
For those who really know me on here you know I have talked about moving. I am leaving midnight tonight to return to Rhode Island where I am now going to be living. I am very excited and nervous as I have been in Colorado all my life. As I take on this journey in life I have a lot of mixed emotions. I no longer will be so physically close to the people I grew up with. However this is for the best a fresh start but no worries I have internet there and will be occasionally.

A Really Sad Time
Well, another tragedy has affected my life. Tuesday before last I was only one of many whose lives were touched by a terrible, freak accident which took the lives of two good people. It happened on a local secondary road. One of my cousins was driving his pickup truck and hit head on into the path of a high school classmate of mine. It happened on a bridge crossing the river so neither had no where to go. How often would that happen that you would know both parties of such a terrible accident? Both vehicles burst into flames and they both died from the fire, not the impact! He was 17 days thereabouts from graduation and had already landed a job. He was a good ol country boy who loved hunting, trucks, family and music. She was a very nice friend and a wonderful wife and mother. Her husband was following behind her and tried in vain to save her amid her cries for help. My cousin made one last phone call on his cell phone to a family member to tell them of his impending fate. Such a tra

Fun Things!!
plllease comment and rate me thank you! just click the picture! Link to my newest contest entry (the blue eyez starts tomorrow Ill post a link to that one as well!!!! thanks everyone I'm in a fantastically good mood this morning..NO work for me today...All play, I took Zeusy to his second doggy training class and he did VERY WELL!! I was so proud of my lil man!! YAY!!!!! Mark is here with me *sleepin at the moment but here no less* which always makes me smile! Zeusy is sleepin ontop of mark hehe so cute!...Spring Break is comin up in about two weeks and NY here me and mark come! CANNOT WAIT!!! even tho its gonna be cold, guess that gives me a reason to buy some warm gloves and hats n stuff..but just felt like sayin hey to y'all and tell ya about my great day so far...hope all is well w/everyone!!stay sweet!!! Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from www.sexiluv.com Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from www.sexiluv.com

Who Has A Crush On Me
im cureious to know who on here has a crush on me i noticed on my profile that i have a crush on me so im cureious to know who it is so if this is you please tell me i would like to know well much love to my peeps peace

Behind These Irish Eyes
love me own me make me complete Serving You is all i need i am your slave you are my soul you complete me you make me whole I serve you I feel you with every breath I take my heart cradles you reminds me no mistake must I make I desire you I hunger to serve you to complete you as yours a slave in submission forevermore Submission Current mood: content Category: Romance and Relationships I kneel at your feet, eyes down, waiting.. Very gently, you touch me under my chin. I look up at your face, the love I see in your eyes set my head spinning with possibility. You pull me up to you, and hold me so closely I can feel your heart beat. I open my mouth and try to relay to you the admiration and adoration I feel, but I cannot find words that are strong enough to express the depth of my emotion. So, I simply hold you closer, and try to breathe you in. I want to inhale you, carry you inside me, feel you, taste you, experience you. Why do you shape my world

Divorce Poems
You may have seen some of these before Beloved Deceitful wretch The deceitful wretch telling me lies Thinking them to be a comforting disguise Counting upon my gullibility Believing that through them I can not see Telling me lies of love and our content Acting as if it was heaven sent To be there always by my side Yet in the shadows the wretch does hide Pretending that I don’t know what is real Acting as though it cares how I feel Yet doing to me all that is wrong Tears fall with the words of the sad song Knowing that I know deep in my heart Soon we must split forever apart Turmoil in the eye of a storm made of lies To let it pretend longer is most unwise For a foundation so weak can never stand All passing away like the shifting sand Leaving nothing worth even bringing to mind It is the way of bad things left behind Better to clear the way for love so real One who will not deceive and cares how I feel One who does not hide in the shadows of lies O

Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
im 10 weeks prego tomorro and so far so good. there are no problems and everything is going as it should. i plan on posting the ultra sound pics when i go get one done so stay tuned also later on in the pregency im going to do a few poles like if its a boy or girl and what month it will be born. so stay tuned for the fun lmao to thouse i care about love you miss you for thouse i dont know have a good day and if i dont like you what the hell are you doing reading this. he pushes so hard i feel like I'm going to snap i feel the darkness seeping in that sweet sweet darkness no pain no anger no love sweet nothingness my darker half is peeking out i like it i want to run to it with open arms to embrace the sweet blackness my true self will they run the cold creeps in that bitter cold that lets me know I'm alive my dragon roars she senses a hunt smells the blood she senses the weakness deep within his soul he is weak we need strong we need one that can dominate u

Fuzzy Blog
What I have been doing is creating websites. There nothing much but hey they are mine and it is fun woohoo. Ok as some of you may know at least if you've read my profile or looked at my pics I have two wonderful kids. Well lately I have been thinking of their future. Just your typical I want a better life for my children then I had. Since I never went to college neither my parents or I could afford it I would like to give my kids the opportunity. So I started looking around and found a college savings program that was free. It's called upromise and can be found at www.upromise.com. The main way it works is you register those grocery store vip cards and when you purchase certain items a small percentage of the price is paid by the manufacturer to upromise who puts it into your account. It's all free and doesn't cost you anything. What I was wondering was if any of you are interested in helping me out? If not at least check it out and do it for your own children/grandchildre

So Happy......
the past 2 months have only been the most amazing, wonderful and full of love I could ever imagine!! I love you so much Mark you mean the world to me...So I figured I'd let the world know since you already know hehe....I love you honeykins!!!

My Blog
OCTOBER IS RETT SYNDROME AWARENESS MONTH ( A DEBILITATING NEUROMUSCULAR DISORDER) LETS EDUCATE OURSELVES A LIL Rett syndrome is caused by mutations in the gene MECP2 located on the X chromosome. Every five hours a girl is born with Rett syndrome. Rett syndrome is the only Autism spectrum disorder with a known genetic cause. Rett syndrome is the leading genetic cause of severe impairment in females. Rett syndrome affects all ethnic, racial and socio-economic groups; every parent is at risk for having a child with Rett syndrome. THESE ARE JUST A FEW FACTS ABOUT RETTS SYNDROME..... THIS WONDERFUL MOTHER BELOW LIVES EVERYDAY OF HER LIFE WITH IT AND WANTS TO GET INFORMATION OUT THERE FOR EVERYONE. PLEASE GO TO http://www.rettsyndrome.org TO LEARN MORE. ~NorthernAngel~@ fubar THIS WOMAN DID NOT ASK ME TO PIMP HER OUT OR EVEN DO THIS BUT AFTER READING HER BLOG, PROFILE AND TALKING TO A FRIEND OF HERS I FIGURED WHY NOT. SHE WANTS TO ADD

Funny
Body: In Pharmacology, all drugs have two names, a trade name and generic name. For example, the trade name of Tylenol also has a generic name of Acetaminophen. Aleve is also called Naproxen. Amoxil is also called Amoxicillin Advil is also called Ibuprofen. The FDA has been looking for a generic name for Viagra. After careful consideration by a team of government experts, it recently announced that it has settled on the generic name of mycoxafloppin. Some of the other names also considered were Mycoxafailin, Mydixadrupin, Mydixarizin, Dixafix, and of course, Ibepokin. ********* The New Pepsi Drink ************* Pfizer Corp. announced today that Viagra will soon be available in liquid form, and will be marketed by Pepsi Cola as a power beverage suitable for use as a mixer. It will now be possible for a man to literally pour himself a stiff one. Obviously we can no longer call this a soft drink, and it gives new meaning to the names of "cocktails", "highball

Taking All Applicants
Lets see who can complete it first...whoever does gets a Big pimpin gift from Moi :) Women feel free to fill it out too, im an equal oppurtunity women!! hehe x0x0x OK.....GO!! Name: Age: City/State/Country: Birthday ? What is your biggest flaw? What is your hangup with your mother? 3 of your favorite authors 3 of your favorite bands 3 of your favorite movies Favourite quote? Are you religious? What / Whom do you worship? How? Why? Who is your favorite philosopher? Why? For you, what is success in life? Are you, by your own definition: will you be successful? Who is/was your favorite pet? and why? How long do you usually know a girl before you kiss her? Jump her? Dump her? Have you ever been married/lived with someone? Are you now? When was your last relationship over? Are you in sure? Are you in one / or more now? Are you gay? Tried it? Thought about it? Have

Plz Join The Sixth Sensehttp://fubar.com/new_lounge.php?w=1&lid=55083
Leave christmas gifts NOW THAT ROSS HAS GONE I WAS GOING TO LEAVE FUBAR AND MY LOUNGE AND MY YAHOO..HOWEVER AFTER RE-READING HIS LETTERS TO ME I REALIZE THAT HE WANTS ME TO GO ON AND BE HAPPY AND HE EVEN ASKED THAT I NOT LEAVE OR DELETE THE LOUNGE ....SO I GUESS U GUYS ARE STUCK WITH ME :-s I HAVE CHANGED MY LOUNGE TO THE 6TH SENSE DUNNO WHY BUT I JUST HAVE WOULD LOVE ALL THAT ARE MY FRIENDS FAMILY AND FANS TO POP IN AND JOIN AND SAY HI EVERY NOW AND AGAIN ITS GONNA BE ROUGH NOW THAT HES GONE IM COUNTING ON JAY TO HELP ME THROUGH IT ALL SRY BUT HES THE ONE I FEEL CLOSEST TO AND I LOVE HIM SO HERES THE LINK TO THE THE NEW LOUNGE HURRY BY WILL PLAY ALL REQUESTS..AND ROSS WHEREVER U ARE U ARE IN MY HEART MY LOVE AND..MAY UR AFTERLIFE BRING TO YOU EVERYTHING THAT YOU DIDNT FIND IN THIS WORLD LOVE U ROSS ..DEBZXXXXXXhttp://fubar.com/new_lounge.php?w=1&lid=55083 Dj Deb 'Dj Deb" Dj OF sixth sense'

Fantasy
FANTASY I wish one day I can find a lesbian that would love take a hot romantic bath with me. while the candles are lite all around the bathroom rose pepples all over the floor leading to the bedroom.rose pepples and money all across the bed as she is laying on the back of my nude body. ,she makes love to my whole body I do the same .We dont miss no parts of the body to suck all over making love to each other as we are making each other hot and wet then she becomes aggrissive. She start ridiing my body as if she a horse gallaping accross the grass fast as the hores is in heat waiting to mate as her body riding me she begins spanking my backside.as she watching my butt rise every time she spanks me the more she spanks the more my backside rises . shes gets hoter and hotter making me wet .then we make love all night long together like tommrow will never be here. naughty arent i ?

This Is Sooo Wrong.. And Messed Up
there is a script some new members are using to steal points...they give u low scores and if u go back and rate them u'll get a message that says "Thank u for playing you lose 1000 points"...the reason why i kno is because it just happened to me...she stole 1000 from me.....the girl's name is--- sexy2talll got this shit from bulletin and i did have a guy rate my photo a 1 but never did rate him back low or rate him at all because im not like that too me if they want to rate my shit low go ahead shows how much of a fuckin hater you are.. or dont have a fuckin life.. but anyhow i just posted this to warn my good friends about it soo be careful who you rate low back or rate back i guesss now everyone will be afraid to rate back or they will lose points.. they need to fix this shit for real!!!!!! much luv.. Terminator123

(((sighs)))
What R we doing??? Over a year and still we dance around eachother... Not saying how we feel... But yet being here for eachother regaurdless... I guess its never been the right time for us... But I have a question... If we had 12 hours with eachother... Face to face... Would it be worth it??? Knowing that once its over we have to go back to the way we were??? You know weve never fully given up on eachother... Weve always been the best of friends... Weve always had the others back, been understanding, forgiving... We're all living on barrowed time... If you dont put your heart and soul into everything you do... Then your never truly living... Ive put that into you and I will never stop... NO MORE DANCING! I love you I always have and I always will... Nothing can ever change that! Ya know the truth of the matter is Im not lil miss size 3......... Im not even a 10, 12........ Im the that thick chick my jeans r 13's I wear a size large shirt.......... but I can dance...

I Am This Girl
Message: I'm the girl who will put her head on your shoulder, not because she's sleepy, but because she wants to be closer to you... I'm the girl who likes to be kissed in the rain, more than inside your bedroom or in an expensive resturant... I'm the girl who says,"ok, but you owe me..." jokingly not because I actually want something, but because it means I get to spend more time with you... I'm the girl who is incredibly picky, but when I find someone I like, I want to spend the whole night curled up in their arms... I'm the girl who never forgets the all sweet little things you do for me... I'm the girl who never gives up hope even when I tell others I have... I'm the girl who once I let you into my heart, there's always a place there with your name on it. And even if we spend time apart, I'm the girl who never forgets you. I'm the girl who loves to end a hug with a kiss... I'm the girl who you can talk to you about anything... I'm the girl who laughs at

Freak's Blog
How goes it everyone?? I don't do this often, but I am bored n just want to type. I'm enjoying being w/ my man, our children, and our animals, in our new place!! Life is good.. For now.. Hopefully it lasts a lot longer!

Imortal Love
An epic story of immortal love Sweet perfection blessed from above An unending saga of souls so joined A love for the ages the term is coined For selfless desire to hold one true Such is the love I hold only for you To be a joy in the moment we behold To love without care that can’t be sold Or bought from a spell binder in ways of old Ours will always be a epic love story told Of two who love free and forever share This sweet dream of perfection beyond compare By R. Thomas Dinsmore

Cordial Thoughts From Myles Shaffer (they Do Happen Now And Then.)
I really must be more careful on those rare occasions when I feel like posting a blog and can think of anything worth saying in it! The second blog I posted yesterday was suppose to have gone in here. After all, that is why I created this, so I would have a place to separate nice blogs from the angry ones. Thanks for your support, Batman. You are a great friend, and I'm happy that you are a part of my life, both here, in the industry, and in the real world. (We still need to work out something about me appearing on your KSEX show some time. Between the two of us, I'm certain we could come up with something to talk about that might interest a few people other than you and I, and maybe Monica. By the way, tell Monica that I said hello and that I miss her.) Kimmie and Sara, even though I have never met either of you in person, I do thank you for your support. And, while we have not met in person, I do consider you both to be very good friends, and I would love to someday be

The Play Write
The Play Write In iambic pentameter written verse Came a play write who did rehearse Of kings and nobles and deeds of hate To the masses he spoke and they did relate Of innocents who did pay the price For others who lived of earthly vice Death did stalk the soul who prays He became famous through his plays Poor Capulet and Montague in suicide Of Desdemona the moors pure bride Of the Danes losses and brooding despair Of horror through pride beyond compare Tragedy and pain through deception He understood hates plot in conception Lies and half truths that spun contempt In his mind immortal stories he dreamt Now his name lives on and to all so clear There was only one William Shakespeare By R. Thomas Dinsmore

I Dont Know What The Fuck This Is But Ok We Have To Start Somwhere..
YEAH OK IM USED TO MYSPACE AND I LOVE THAT.. I NEVER EVEN GO TO YAHOO... WELL I DONT HAVE YHOO BUT IF I DID I WOULD'NT GO THERE..LOL TO MANY BOTS AND DRAMA.. WELL I WILL WRITE MORE A NEW DAY BUT YA... ~MARYJANE~

Life In Reality
I`m an open girl who does not keep things from people. Well I thought I was that girl. Its going to crush this person if I say any thing. I think this person knows what I`m keeping inside. A lot of people in my life think that set of feels was over with. Its never been over with. I wounder what life would have been like if I took path 2 and not 1. Old feelings and thoughts fade over time or do they? All never know cuz it never tells me shit. I want new not old. I was ment to be in his and her life for a reason. I know the reason why I`m in her life. But I dont know the reason why I`m in his. So much on the mind its making me crazy

Colorado Snow
John Denver sang a song about the snow here...but personally, I'm a little tired of it. I don't mind a little bit of snow, but we've had snow every week for six weeks now, and well, frankly, I'm ready for summer! After growing up in the deep south and college in LA(that's Lower Alabama for y'all yankees:), I was ready for a little winter, but I'm thinking maybe a move to the desert would be nice right about now! When does summer start? Check out some fun pics of our snow in my photo album!

My Fucking Blog
what is with people this week? 1st there is the horrible incident at Virgina tech, then locally we have a ton of schools locked down due to threats, then 36 northern California schools are locked down due to threats from a transient, then there is this nasa space center building deal. and on top of that you've got the Oklahoma's bombing and Columbine shooting anniversaries this week. Why is this a week for the crazys to act out? Personally I have been nervous going anywhere today. Especially once the crazy guy at work got fired. really kills the sex life. I haven't gotten laid since January. This blows. We threw one hell of a going away party for my bro in law. He shipped out to Qatar the Tuesday after for the Air Force. Man I got fucked up. Drank 2 whole bottles of Johny Walker and got rid of them throughout the next day. But good times were had by all or so I was told.

Blog
thank you so much for stopping bye and showing some love on my profile hello before i logged off last nite i had a ton of pic ratings and fan request's when i logged on today they are all gone , before i had a chance to respond ??? if i missed your requests or new photo's please let me know so i can come bye and show some love her name is sunshine .stop bye and show her some love

My Friends
well it saturday and i get my kids today so i wont be around much til sunday nite. but if any of you are bored stop by and toss me a few comments and rate the pic plez just click on the pic and i`ll be sure to help out the ppl who help me the contest is over at 3 pm todat and i`m about 5000 comments behind thank you and have a great weekend i`ll try to get online tonite after my kids are sleeping mike today i got a very sad phone call my kids live with there aunt, she called to tell me my son mikey who is only 7 years old is almost blind in 1 year. they figure about 90% blind.i was almost in tears when she told me this.i just cant believe 7 years old and almost blind in 1 eye. it tears me up cause my kids have not seen there mom in 3 mths.and the kids have been through enough. sry it`s just my thought on this. you all have a great nite mike

Love Sux!
I dont know what to do anymore, I try and I try...Just when I think I found love it turns around and smacks me in the face... Love drives you crazy and mad, Love makes you do stupid things for stupid reasons...all in the name of love,...you know what FUCK YOU LOVE! If I could Id beat your ass down for all the pain and shit you have caused me I would...and what do I have to prove for what you've done to me? Absolutely Fucking Nothing! dont get me wrong I dont blame you for all my problems I am also to blame...I have many imperfections, Jealousy is my big one....and Trust...I trust too damn much! I give up on love once again.... Music Video:LONELY DAY (by System Of A Down)LOVE SUX

Things That R Dear To Me
today is YOUR day. embrace it, be one with it. Read Desiderata. Remember the part of Loud and Aggressive persons and realize why you felt the way you did. Find your peaceful place today. Strive to be happy. Know the universe is unfolding as it should, and God has placed you here and in this situation for a reason. You are stronger than you think. Walk proud, walk in beauty. When all else fails, give it to God and he will carry you. Love yourself today. Love yourself as a sun loves and warms the rest of us. By loving yourself, you will make this a trully NEW day. And you will carry your light to this world and cast that light on someone who needs it as much as you. Today is an opportunity for learning. Medicine Wheel. Embrace it and make it part of you. Remain positive. Recieve the love from others, but recieve first the love from self. Make today the day you want no one other than yourself. Then allow others, after you have loved yourself, into

New Grandson
he is new to the world.. but has made his entry with a bang.. He has grandpa's name.. mom's arms.. and grandma's love.. he has a big brother and sister to teach him how to drive the adults crazy.. welcome to the world and family my angel Most of you know Badgirl #1 is my daughter..and she was expecting baby #3 in 9 weeks.. today baby John was born by c-sectin he is 3 lbs and 2 ozs.. 16 inches long.. he forgets to breath..but little guy is a fighter Badgirl is not doing good..but I hope for the best for her .. the medicine is working on her please pray for both of them.. Welcome my angel.....You have grandpa's name.. mom's loveing hands.. and grandma to hold you..and a big brother and sister to show you the right way to drive us all crazy.. you are very loved by all of us..

Miscellaneous Junk
Nice guys and girls We are many though we may feel few The ones overlooked and ignored Forgotten about and bypassed Never to be taken as true We are always there And always will be No matter what the cost Willing to lend and ear or a hand Everything for those we love One day after another without complaint Happy to be with those in our heart Feeling whole and complete Never doubting our hearts content 'Til the day comes when it all crashes down Without warning and no clue to show Why it all ended so brutal and cruel We stand by and watch many of you Deny and forsake us anew To watch you in new endeavors With your new mate Who treats you like dirt and ways that we hate Never to be treated the way you deserve We watch and we see how it could be But we wait and we hope That in the end you will see What we've known from the start "You belong with me" What is a friend There to help in a time of need To listen when you talk Hears what you are not saying Talks

Need Your Votes
Hi Everybody , I'm in need of your votes for Band Photo Contest If you could Please Help bomb these's two photos the Links below .Thank you for your help and get your friends to vote to . Thanks Metal Marty }:)>

Not Another Blog
Wow, I love writing stupid funny blogs. But does anyone even read this?? I would hate to type a bunch of crap and nobody read it. Sigh, I better go check my myspace. Visit my blog there. Myspace.com/alr74

Driving
If you cant see over the steering wheel & need to sit on like 4 phone books. DO NOT FREAKIN DRIVE. Ok i am driving down COunty line Rd & this little old lady about 2 hundred pulls up next to me & decides to get into my lane w/ me right thier. She can barely see over the sterring wheel No turn signal no nothing like my fruckin car doesnt exist almost takes off my front end. Is she trying to get over to turn into the shoppin center?? To turn down the street?? NOOOOO just wanted to take off the front of my car. THen she looks in the rearview like i did something wrong i am their giving her the 2 finger sulute. THe next day ANOTHER 3 hundrend year old lady sitting on Street rd to make a left, i pull up behind her cause i have to make a left thier & it is a trcky turn kinda , now u can fit half a bus in front of her to get to the light does the dumbass bitch pull up as my ass end is sticking out in traffic??? NOOOOO she just sits thier barely seeing over the sterring wheel AGA

Buffalo My Home Town !
OTHER FRIENDS: Never ask for food BUFFALO FRIENDS: Are the reason you have no food. OTHER FRIENDS: Call your parents Mr. and Mrs. BUFFALO FRIENDS: Call your parents mom and dad. OTHER FRIENDS: Bail you out of jail and tell you what you did was wrong. BUFFALO FRIENDS: Would be sitting next to you saying, Damn...we fucked up...but that shit was fun!" OTHER FRIENDS: Have never seen you cry. BUFFALO FRIENDS Cry with you. OTHER FRIENDS: Borrow your stuff for a few days then give it back. BUFFALO FRIENDS: Keep your stuff so long they forget it's yours. OTHER FRIENDS: know a few things about you. BUFFALO FRIENDS: Could write a book with direct quotes from you. OTHER FRIENDS: Will leave you behind if that's what the crowd is doing. BUFFALO FRIENDS: Will kick the whole crowds ass that left you. OTHER FRIENDS: Would knock on your door. BUFFALO FRIENDS: Walk right in and say, "I'm home!" OTHER FRIENDS:

Writing
Written for a contest I entered three years ago...We had to write a story that was about a picture....everyone had the same picture... I didn't win, but it was pretty cool. The battle was fierce and the casualties tolled heavily on both sides. At times throughout the course of this tedious day I wondered what on earth we were fighting so valiantly for. What was the purpose? Who needed more land? Was it political, or personal....? This was the seventh straight day of fighting and we had carved no bigger foothold from our foe than when we started a week ago. No time to ponder long this day as shots over head kept me constantly ducking. I hurried to follow orders, bringing up the line, and even nursing wounds from time to time. We laid siege to the enemies stronghold for what seemed hours on end. All around me I heard the rage of war from cannon to hoarse voice of men, charging onward with their battle cries. By the middle of the day, or so it seemed, I couldn't see the sky. My visio

Tomp
Well I'm loaded and headed to a Wal-Mart in southern Mississippi. I'm scheduled to be there by noon tomorrow, then I go up to Jackson, Mississippi and pick up a load for Atlanta, Georgia for thursday. Anybody on my route that wants to meet for coffee or a soda or a sandwich - - give me a yell. Sorry I don't drink anything stronger while driving . . . I spent the day in Joplin, Missouri - truck was in the shop. The back of the drivers seat had broken, and I had to replace a tire. I'm supposed to get a load in the morning going to Mississippi, just below Memphis, I think. So I may not be back on for a few days, but I'll try. Hello everyone - I'm new on here and wanted to let everyone know a little about me. My main job right now is driving truck - actually I own my own and am leased to Landstar Ranger (or at least will be again in a couple of weeks). I am also a photographer, thus I try to set up photo shoots while I travel around in the truck. I have a degree in electronics bu

This Is Fun!...;)
Hey guys:) 'n' gals;)...Have you had a happy weekend?...hhhmmmm...I am enjoying this funn site:)...I'd love it if saw my MySpace page:)...Maybe, we can be friends there as well!:)...You care to see?... http://www.myspace.com/gemmamadison Let me know your thoughts, My friends and FANS?! Kisses, Gemma ;) Hey guys:) 'n' gals;)...Have you had a happy week?...hhhmmmm...I am enjoying this funn site:)...I'd love it if saw my MySpace page:)...Maybe, we can be friends there as well!:)...You care to see?... http://www.myspace.com/gemmamadison Let me know your thoughts, My friends and FANS?! Kisses, Gemma ;) Hey guys:) 'n' gals;)...Have you had a happy week?...hhhmmmm...I am enjoying this funn site:)...I'd love it if saw my MySpace page:)...Maybe, we can be friends there as well!:)...You care to see?... http://www.myspace.com/gemmamadison Let me know your thoughts, My friends and FANS?! Kisses, Gemma ;)

Scars
well to be pretty honest here in savannah georgia its been pretty rough as of so far...i still miss my friends, im a squad leader now and im trying to kill for my seargent here pretty damn soon i hope...as for my family in va and tn..i miss yall and hopefully i can see yall before i go to iraq, and for the people that did me wrong in life i hope that it bites you right back. i guess the thing that gets me sometimes is the fact im so far away from the people i care for most importantly..other than that its the fact im single and the lack of sex can go there too..lol, but other than that life is goin fine and i hope to see friends soon...

The Other Half..lol
The Guys' Rules At last a guy has taken the time to write this all down Finally , the guys' side of the story. (I must admit, it's pretty good.) We always hear " the rules" From the female side. Now here are the rules from the male side. These are our rules! Please note.. these are all numbered "1" ON PURPOSE! 1. Men are NOT mind readers. 1. Learn to work the toilet seat. You're a big girl. If it's up, put it down. We need it up, you need it down. You don't hear us complaining about you leaving it down. 1. Sunday sports. It's like the full moon or the changing of the tides. Let it be. 1. Shopping is NOT a sport. And no, we are never going to think of it that way. 1. Crying is blackmail. 1. Ask for what you want. Let us be clear on this one: Subtle hints do not work! Strong hints do not work! Obvious hints do not work! Just say it! 1. Yes and No are perfectly acceptable answers to almost every question. 1. Com

Why???????
Why is it that people feel that they must say things to make someone happy- even when it isn't what they feel? Seriously, I don't lie to people, if I don't want to talk to you I will tell you so, and I am not going to pull punches if you ask me a question. I don't understand the reasoning behind lying like that can anyone explain it to me?

Hurting
i wanted to do something for my mom who is no longer with us... and i did not know what to do so i ask a good friend one here if she could help me and she came up this something. there is no words to tell her how much i love it.my mom left me in 2004 and im haveing such a hard time with it i know in time it might get easer but right now its not but im doing the best i can.. you knwo the hardest thing was telling my kids there nanna was gone. but they still talk about her which is good there is a song i would love to find and put it with this but can not find it it is by mark wills the ballon song my kids say when they get a balloon they want to write on it and sent it to heaven for there nanna but any wyas this is for my mom I LOVE YOU MOM AND MISS YOU SOO SOO MUCH WISH YOU WERE HERE WITH US.... i had the worse thing to happen to anybody today. i was driving down the road and a little boy came out of no where and hit my car. i jupm out and got help then went to the lit

Sick & Twisted
So ever since FX has been playing The Girl Next Door, I've been wanted to devirginize another nerd. Even though that movie is like ass in your mouth and terribly cast, I need more nerds to devirginize. Maybe I should go on Beauty and the Geek just to corrupt some nerds. Hehe...I'm such an evil whore, but all you nerd-hating whores can suck it because I'm equal opportunity. The nerdier the better. *sigh* That's right fix my computer and call me Mistress! I was thinking about the girl I had a crush on when I used to work at Starbucks. Well there were a few of them at my store, but the one I would most like molest if I were gay is Courtney. Then I was thinking about the girls I tend to fall in love with. I seem to like the girl-next-door type. Wholesome with slight slut potential. I just want to just take them home and make them my sweet little teddy bears. I think it's because I could never be the girl next door. I'm more the girl two blocks down that Mama tells you not to mess around

Life Is A Lil Better When Corrutped
Well obviously this is my first Cherry Tab blog, I dont know if there are rules about these blogs *shrugs*...Haha Im such a newb. I just wanted to thank all the cherry tappers who have been nothing but nice and helpful to me. To all the people who have rated, fanned, added & commented me. I truly makes someone feel welcomed! I have met some pretty cool people already and kept in touch with a few others. Well I just wanted to keep this short and sweet. Take care everyone! Forever Corrupted, SnoWhite

I Am This Girl!
I'm the guy who will text you every single morning and tell you good morning and every single night to tell you sweet dreams. I'm the guy who will hold you when you're crying and wipe away your tears. I'm the guy who still thinks you're beautiful with no makeup on wearing sweats and a sports t-shirt. I'm the guy who WONT pressure you to do things you DONT want to. I'm the guy who kisses you on the forehead, the eyelid, and anywhere it hurts. I'm the guy who doesn't kiss and tell. I'm the guy who actually listens to you when you talk. I'm the guy who's excited ALL day because im looking forward to our date that night. I'm the guy who is content to just be able to hold you and wants nothing more. I'm the guy who can't help but smile when you walk into the room. I'm the guy who melts everytime you stare at him beneath loose strands of hair. I'm the guy who's perfectly content with staying in and watching movies and cuddling. I'm the guy who won't lie to

Contests
Last man/woman standing contest... Winner will recieve a one month VIP and a 1 day blast and 1 ticker. Rules... * everyone bombing has to be a friend * entry pics must be Safe for Work * must have at least 15 entrants * no late entries accepted * going to take entries for one week * contest will run one day per entrant (15 entrants, will run 15 days) * comments worth one point but rates with 10 points * every day the person in last place will be eliminated. Click my link below and message me with the link to the pic you would like to enter.

This "crush" Thing Should Be Stopped
yeah--i got 2 crushes--feels good--some sweet person prob felt bad for me and gave me some crush love to lift me tormented spirits--but those crushes disappear and turn all the temporary happiness into a more permanent despair--so if your out there and reading this--either of my 2 'crushes'--love ya's for such sweet thoughts to me xoxoxoo why would i say that--it's a good thing-right--yeah--it can be--but listen here i come back to this site on 1/14 after like a month's absence--the crush thing was new to me-- bu the morning of 1/16---2 people had a crush on me--i felt happy , accepted, wanted, loved --the whole gamut--but by that afternoon--ONLY 1 PERSON HAD A CRUSH ON ME--so what happened?-- DAMN-it-I'M GOING THROUGH MID-LIFE CRISIS--what could be worse than someone removing their 'crush' from me and giving it to someone more "deserving:--someone YOUNGER, BETTER LOOKING, BETTER 'ENDOWED' JUST BETTER THAN ME--and i couldn't thank the person for the original crush--nor could i

Gotta Have Cartoon
ALL I NEED IS 2500 COMMENTS TOTAL AND I HAVE 1270... PLEASE I BEG YOU TO HELP ME WIN A PLATINUM CHERRY!!! I WILL DO ANYTHING!!!! ANYTHING I SAY FOR A HELPING HAND... JUST NAME IT... IF YOU COULD ONLY SEE ME I AM DOWN ON MY KNEES GRAVALING OUT OF CONTROL FOR YOUR COMMENTS.... AS ALWAYS THE LOVE WILL BE RETURNED... MUCH LOVE AND THANK YOU SO VERY MUCH JUST FOR READING THIS EVEN.... CLICK ON PIC AND BOMBS AWAY!!!!

Pisces The Piece Of Ass
Nice. Love is one of a kind. Great listeners Very Good in bed. Lover not a fighter, but will still knock you the #### out. Trustworthy. Always happy. Loud. Talkative. Outgoing VERY FORGIVING. Loves to make out. Has a beautiful smile. Generous. Strong. ULTRA SEXY. THE MOST IRRESISTABLE. 9 years of bad luck if you do not repost. you have opened this bulletin, there's no turning back. Below are true descriptions of zodiac signs, with traits from a book written 35 years ago by an astrologist predictionist. Read your sign, then repost this in a new bulletin with your zodiac sign and label, or you'll get bad luck for the number of years stated in your sign description. This is real shit, try ignoring it, and the first thing you'll notice is having a horrible day starting tomorrow morning - and it only gets worse from there. .:VIRGO:. The Freak Dominant in relationships. Sexy. someone loves them right now. Freak in bed. Always wants the last word. Caring. Smart. Intellectual. Attra

Food
[Makes 6-8 servings] INGREDIENTS [Crust] 3-8 graham crackers [Filling] 1/4 cup lime juice 1 envelope unflavored gelatin 1 carton (8ounces) low-fat ricotta cheese 1 1/4 cups nonfat plain yogurt, divided 1/2 cup sugar 1 teaspoon coconut extract 1 teaspoon grated lime peels [Pineapple Topping] 1 medium DOLE fresh Pineapple 3/4 cup water 1/4 cup sugar 1 tablespoon cornstarch 1 teaspoon grated lime peel DIRECTIONS [Crust] Arrange crackers in a 6(4??-inch) tart pans with removable bottoms or 1 (9-inch) Tart pan with removable bottom. Break crackers to fit [Filling] Places lime in saucepan. Sprinkle gelatin over juices; let stand for 1 minute to soften. Cook over low heat until gelatin is dissolved, stirring frequently; let cool. Process ricotta cheese and ?? cup yogurt in blender until smooth. Pour into medium bowl. Stir in remaining 1 cup yogurt, sugar, coconut extract, and lime peel. Stir in cooled gelatin mixture. Pour into prepared pans; refrigerate at least 2 hours [Pineapple Garnish] T

Pisces Baby
the path that i lead ... has seemed to end at your side again... infatuation? could it be? i didnt realize the truth that was once said to me .. darkness is i ... destiny in devotion.. eager to run my fingers all over your body... taste what you have inside... sit here in a state of confusion ... backbiting all that i have said... the altercation that once was our love, sex life... try to believe that we are meant for one and other... i want to stay with you my love... embrace your rage, your suffering... make me feel your wrath .. i want it all ... misery is not what i feel when your inside of me... erotic feelings you leave with me.. i am your seductive mistress.. lucid dreams of you and your bondage... you feel upon my throat.. stimulate all my senses.. the feeling of your steaming sweat that drips off your body onto mine... i moan only for a moment... then the screams of pleasure reveal themselves.... expose your evil side to me...dont waste one everlasting moment contemplating if

The Blog
Question for the men out there...Has there ever been a time when you didnt reach an orgasm, even if you were having mind-blowing sex?? I guess I could ask the ladies if they have ever been with a man who couldnt and what was his reason??

Just For The Record
I thought it time that I put something in here just for the record. Today I had a very long conversation with the wife of a friend (yes just a frien) that I met here on the "Tap". At the time this person and I met on here he did not indicate that he was married so of course naturally our first couple of conversations were of the "naughty" nature, but all in good fun. When I found out that he was married, I told him nothing would ever come out of "those" conversations and that being a friend would have to suffice. We have occasionally chatted since then to shoot the shit, check up on each other ect. But to feel the anguish in this wife's words is heartbreaking, as he has (according to her) "chatted" with others that don't take the stance that I do. So now she is talking divorce, which is in itself a life altering event. I want to let all of my friends on here know that if you are married please tell me up front, as I will not cross the line in "chatting" if you are, p

Observations Of A Tabbie Eater
Sleep was impossible last night, as in most nights. When it seems impossible to achieve sleep it shows mercy or may be it just got board and then rest becomes reality. As demons of past subside and as i drift off i realized that i have a song in my head from Bruce Springsteen. How relevant this song is to me at this time and believing has never been my strong point i think i see. I see a world where the allusiveness of sleep is vanquished. I see demons that though may never be slain will be no more than an exhibit on display. Too often misdeeds are overlooked because of intent. What we want and what we need seldom have the same destination. All too often we travel roads that lead to nowhere only to say "We had the best intentions". How sad is it to be human to know this truth and still go down such a road. How easy it is to be human to know that all we need to do is ignore what we know and in the end intentions were all that mattered.

How To Tell Your Viagra Is Working
At work, they call you a spiritualist because when you sit down at a meeting, the table floats Your face is very pale due to lack of blood When you walk into a sauna, everyone stands and applauds People begin to call you "the tripod." You begin to think your mother in law is pretty Birds perch on it when you stand outside nude You look like a sundial when sunbathing nude Compared to you, Pinocchio doesn't look like such a liar. You always lose limbo contests. You can make drawings in the sand without having to find a stick You like to sleep on your back, so you had to remove the ceiling fan.

Priceless...... Adult Stuff Heh
The Rules of a Blow Job for Girls and Guys!!! WHAT A GIRL HAS TO SAY ON THE SUBJECT ``````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````` 1. First and foremost, we are not obligated to do it. 2. Extension to rule ..1 - So if you get one, be grateful. 3. I don't care WHAT they did in the porn video you saw, it is not standard practice to cum on someone's face. 4. Extension to rule ..3 - No, I DON'T have to swallow. 5. My ears are NOT handles. 6. Extension to rule ..5 - do not push on the top of my head. Last I heard, deep throat had been done. And additionally, do you really WANT puke on your dick? 7. I don't care HOW relaxed you get, it is NEVER OK to fart. 8. Having my period does not mean that it's "hummer week" - get it through your head - I'm bloated and I feel like shit so no, I don't feel particularly obligated to blow you just because YOU can't have sex right now. 9. Extension to ..8 - "Blue Balls" might have worked on high school girls - if yo

Poetry
When I first met you I knew I could love you But yet I went away And still I saw you the next day Our second day together I felt I knew you forever When I went home I felt so alone Thinking about you Was all I could do Thats when I realized I needed you Now we are married And your child I shall carry We have had our ups And our downs Sometimes our feet Barley on the ground Being with you I have found That your love for me Is all the nourishment my heart needs Feelings I know you've been unhappy lately And theres nothing I can do It makes me so sad Seeing you so blue If only i could take the pain away Then maybe you could have one good day I love you And thats something you should know If it would make you smile Id kiss you on the cheek And then on the nose I know times are hard But please dont shut me out I love you more than anything Thats without a doubt I went online one day I was bored and looking to play I found a room and u were there

Blaze
We all know that Hallmark does in fact create stupid and unnecessary holidays just for the mere fact of gaining a few extra digits in the final tally of earnings over the fiscal year. (Ever heard of "Inspire Your Employees to Excellence Day" or "No Talk Day"?) We all know that some holidays are worthless to really spend so much time and effort on. We all know that no other winter holiday can touch Christmas (All our credit card bills can testify to that). So why, I ask, do we spend so much time and effort hating (or loving) Valentine's Day? What is the big deal? Answer: There isn't. I understand that a lot of people have resentment for this holiday. I too have had my shares of bad Valentine's Days where I was just reminded just how single and willing I was. I distinctly remember one Valentine's Day during my high school years that I actually cried over the fact that all my friends got Valentine's Cards and I didn't. Looking back on it now, I realize that what happened

Boobs In Your Face..
I'm new to CT but seem to find most of the pictures flashing across the top of my screen contain more boobs that I can stomach. I don't get it.. what's with the women taking pix at angles SOOOOOOOOo unflattering to their breasts? I mean..angles that make them look like they are coming out of their necks. Speaking from one well endowed woman to the others out there.. Show your assets proudly, but there is no need to post pix with 3/4 of them hanging out. My question is: Is this offensive to anyone else besides me?

Life
"Love, what is love. Well what love is to me, it's knowing that everyday you get to spend every minute with the person who makes everything okay; who makes life fun to live with; who backs you up even when everyone says you are wrong and you feel like you are going to cry and you turn around and there she is just holding her arms wide open and you feel so safe in them and you know she is the one person who will never laugh at you but with you; who never gets mad at you but gets mad at the same stuff you do; who you can tell everything to and know that she will smile and know exactly what you are talking about, not just saying I know, but have lived through the same things. Love is so much more than my words can describe in this world, it's somthing that no matter where you are you know that the other person is waiting for you to come home to. I love you Christie Lynn Garza. It just came to me while I wrote it. You are my inspiration to my writing. I haven't written anything like thi

Random Thoughts
Why do women always take cell phone pics of themselves in the bathroom, never understood that. Well this was not my weekend, lol. I lost it all, but i had a blast doing it! I played some slots and some blackjack, there were some awesome moments at the blackjack table. There was this guy that sat down next to me, his name was Dale, and he kept calling the cards it was amazing, and i don't mean like counting or something, but he'd be like "Dealer is going to have a 6" and BAM! sure enough the dealer flipped a 6, and he kept doing that, it was pretty cool. he helped most of the table win, lol. Also this reminds me of a Vegas story i might as well share here instead of making it's own blog... When I turned 21 my family took my to vegas so I could gamble for the first time ever in a casino. So of course back then I mainly liked blackjack, so I took my $100 and went to a table. I bet $15 on my first hand and i got delt a pair of 10's, I was like "SWEET". Then I said I wanted to

My Dad
Tomorrow marks 2 long but yet short months since my dad died. It just seems like yesterday that he was here and we were being smartasses to each other. My mom, my son and I couldnt bring ourselves to do our usual Easter tradition today without dad so we went out of town for lunch and came home and that was it. It felt so wierd not having him there with us. He always did the driving when we all went out together and i caught myself walking into my moms place yelling let's go, your driving dad. And then I realized what i had said. Then later when we got to the restaraunt my son said "i wish papa was here so i could hear his voice again so i wont forget what he sounded like"......what do you say to a comment like that? ive been an emotional wreck all day but I dont want to burden my friends with my problems as they have their own lives to deal with. So i spent the rest of the day cleaning, sorting, throwing stuff away and more cleaning. how do i tell my 8 year old that his grandpa has te

Poppin Some Cherrys
I heard about this site from a friend, and so far i like it. i hated myspace maybe this will be a change of pace. i am looking for real friends, not internet friends. Im looking to hang out , have fun, and act up. hopefully you folks will find me interesting, and we can have some good times. until then. catch you on the flip side" -name that movie

What Is Your Fucking Problem?
Sorry I haven't been very responsive. Some of you know that I have a couple of minor issues with my heart. I've been a little under the weather the last couple of days and have been watching the puter from my bed where it is a little difficult to use the keyboard. Well. after 16 hrs of not being ble to getonline all night, I finally got on. ANyone haev any problems? Terry - Terry King's Sexy Acronym - Tis for...TantalizingEis for...EroticRis for...RacyRis for...RisqueYis for...Yummy is for...Kis for...KeenIis for...IrresistibleNis for...NakedGis for...Gyrating The Sexy Acronym Generator at QuizUniverse.com

Thinking Of You
All alone I sit in the night. No one to talk to, no one in sight. There I sit daydreaming of you. Hoping this dream could somehow come true. Only if you could see, None of my friends will let me be. Yearning to be set free. Managing to stay real calm. Close my eyes, wipe the sweat from my palms. Keeping myself in tack around you. No one can help me, what should I do? I have to escape this terrible fate, Get it together before it's too late. Here you come closer, though you're still far away, Thinking of you always, I hope you think of me someday.

Repair Rates
Flat Hourly Rate: $75 - Minimum Bench Fee: $40 Flat Rates Apply on Cosmetic Touch-Ups and Crack Repair Retrofit with Buzz Feiten Tuning System (Includes Set-Up): $150 Set-Up (Includes Cleaning, All Adjustments, and Intonation): $75 Fret Dress (Grind, Polish existing Frets, Set-Up Included): $150 Complete Re-Fret (Replace All Frets, Dress Same, Set-Up Included): Unbound: $300 Complete Re-Fret (Replace All Frets, Dress Same, Set-Up Included): Maple or Bound Board: $350 Nut Replacement (Includes Set-Up): $75 Locking Nut: $150 Saddle Replacement (Includes Set-Up): $125 Re-Glue Loose Bridge (Includes Set-Up): $150 Pickup Replacement: $75 Rout for New Pickup: $100 Repair Loose Wire: $75 Jack/Pot Replacement: $75 Complete Re-Wire (All New Wire and Caps): $100 Complete Re-Wire with Shielding (All New Wire and Caps): $125 Complete Re-Wire with Shielding and Pots (All New Wire and Caps): $150 Install Floyd Rose (Includes Set-Up, Does Not Includ

The Internet And Insecurities! Lol
WOW, I am a lucky woman here! I am going to be in Michigan with Michael from the 29th of August till Sept. 3rd! We are going to "rough it" and camp... I cannot wait. Talk about getting to know someone with no cable TV, no internet, no luxuries at all... just me, him and the stars for 5 days! I will take pictures, and share them with y'all! I am so happy! I miss him so much already and it's only been 2 weeks since I saw him! Wish me luck and keep an eye out for an update! God, I hope he doesn't knock me up!! HA HA... HE'D LIKE TO!!!!!!! August 10th is a turning point in my life. Me, my cousin Jenn and her friend Katrina are driving to Detroit to meet some men off of here! Woo hoo! I finally get the chance to meet, Michael AKA: "Wolfe"! I am so excited and nervous! I know people always see the things he writes me and how protective he is... and I cannot wait to get these feelings in motion to see how compatible we really are. Being face to face will prove a lot! On he

My Life And Thoughts
Well lets see on Thursday afternoon I set out with my truckdriver uncle for Indiana. It was sooo awesome and beautiful! Cold but beautiful. I sooo could not sleep at all. Well I did sleep on and off about ever 2 hunderd miles. But I can now officialy say i have been out of state. I went thru Tennesse and Kentucky and Ohio, and ended up in Indiana it was soo awesome. I hope i get to go more places with my uncle it was great. Well the past couple of days have been going alright me and my boyfriend are fighting a little bit to much and things. I lov ehim to death and i dont like it when we fight. And it is over the stupidest things too. I just dont know what to do, if he keeps treating me like this I dont want to break up with him and lose him forever but that seems like the smartest thing to do right now. But alas im not going to do that. Im so confused right now in my life.

Katanna' Dream...
This isn't much of a blog, just a spot for me to ogle the hottest man on the planet. You guys probably won't get to exited about it, but I hope the ladies like it. He's just SOOOOO damned fine. Happy lookin...cuz there ain't no more to read here. I LOVE THIS PIC

Slingers Blog
You know what pisses me off ...when men run there mouths about looks and how sexy a girl is and how there a real man but when it comes down to it they run away like boys after they get what they want ...that gives real en a bad name so if you'all men want to impress a girl try being honest and respectfull to them and they might talk to you longer then ten minutes at a time ....> oh and i love my queen very much and yes men the queen on ct is my real life wife and always will be

Chillin...wanna Talk To The One I Like
to kick it wit the homies ike all my niggs in washington da tac ya dig but yea...aand i love talking to my girl jessica i love her man to death she is so hott and sweet and nice ......but yea...also my girl brittney she bomb ya dig....

Mysel
well where to start off. i am an exmarine well still cause once a marine always a marine,i am a self confident person, i enjoy cuddling with a woman in front of the fire place,i enjoy my job,my kids and my life. also all my friends life wouldnt be the same with out them.well anything else just ask and i will tell. see ya

Pet Passes Away... Very Sad :{
Today is s very SAD Day for me because one of my Pets (THUNDER) has passed away 01-27-2007, She will be sadly missed by all that Loved Her... Her Picture was transfered to My IM MEMORY FOLDER of my Photos.

Why
well everyone its been a good year and going to be even better i am expecting a little blessing to my fam, shes due in june on the 16th so wish me good luck cause i will need it later why must we die? i know that it a part of life , and i am fine wiht that. it hurts when they leave and i just do not understand it will i ever under stand it problely not , u may ask u self why i am writing about death , well i tell u my papa died 3 day age and i will not beal to go pay my repect to him , why i live in kentcuy and he lived in Mich.

Chaotic Storms
The balance of logic and reason lies in the realm of the mind and acts as a compass when we loose our way through the enigma of life. What happens then when the enigma of life beckons to the heart to find the way ? You begin to hear a voice calling to you from the wild places with in you. There is a deep and ancient power that speaks to you in the language of the heart. It is a place outside of the realm of logic and reason and can’t be translated by the mind. It is a place where you’re spirit takes over the mind and leads the body with out thought. To find a state of nirvana through the storms of a chaotic universe you must learn the maturity of patience. To hunger for wisdom over knowledge, and love over lust are just two of the chaotic storms that wage through the universe of the human experience.

"the Book?"
These are interesting passages from the bible in which the majority of citizens claim to follow. I realize it was written in different times, however the teachings are still in use in many modern churches with the primary focus on the woman being below the man. Crap or Christianity?? 1Timothy 2:11-12 Let a woman* learn in silence with full submission. 12: permit no woman* to teach or to have authority over a man;* she is to keep silent. Deuteronamy 25:11-12 11: If men get into a fight with one another, and the wife of one intervenes to rescue her husband from the grip of his opponent by reaching out and seizing his genitals, 12: you shall cut off her hand; show no pity. Exodus 21:20-21 20: When a slave-owner strikes a male or female slave with a rod and the slave dies immediately, the owner shall be punished. 21: But if the slave survives for a day or two, there is no punishment; for the slave is the owner’s property.

Jokes To Send Us All To Hell !
Four Catholic ladies are having coffee together. The first one tells her friends, "My son is a priest. When he walks into a room, everyone calls him 'Father'. The second Catholic woman chirps, "My son is a bishop. Whenever he walks into a room, people say, 'Your Grace'." The third Catholic woman says smugly, "My son is a cardinal. Whenever he walks into a room, people say, 'Your Eminence'." The fourth Catholic woman sips her coffee in silence. The first three women give her this subtle "Well...?" She replies, "My son is a gorgeous, 6'2", hard-bodied stripper... Whenever he walks into a room, people say, 'Oh my God...'." -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Q. What's the difference between Jesus and a painting? A. It takes only one nail to hang a painting. -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- There's this old priest who got sick of all the people in his parish who kept confessing to

Poem
My feelings are finally catching up I feel like someone has overflowed my cup Lately I've been dealing w/ my problems secretly My feelings are just flowing freely and I feel like theres no stopping them These feelings I'm feeling are scaring me I just dont know whether to believe them or just let them be I just wanna be free from feelings this way cuz Ive been feelings like this from day to day. Christina 1/28/2007 Buried at PhotoCasket.com

Crushes
Suzie Pollard Esther Baxter Megan Fox I dont know why people on here think im a lesbian :D Good Morning All Know i am back, i think i should resume my daily pimping off hotties. If you know anyone, suggest them to me. Lets spread the love y'all :P Music Video: Big Pimpin by (Jay-Z) Music Video Code by Video Code Zone

Children And Smoking: How They Are Affected.
This Blog was inspired by my every Sunday drop off of my daughter (Jade) to her Grandmothers on her Mom's side of the family. For those of you out there that do not know about the severe effects that Cigarette Smoke can have on growing children... READ THIS… And absorb this... I will point out a few key quotes from the following articles which will make you think twice about smoking around your children or bringing them into a home or car of which a person or person's smoke. To start, the NY Times printed an article about Bangor, Maine and how City Council banned smoking in cars when children are present. This article also points out that many other states have jumped on board. NY Times Article (Bangor, Maine Bans Smoking in cars when children are present) I will also point out a couple articles that i found doing some Google searches. Quote 1: "Here's an analogy that I use in my practice to both inform, and admittedly scare, parents from smoking. Suppose you wer

Wishful Thinking!
a girlfriend maybe giving the other girls the wrong impression..Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from www.sexiluv.com/commentroad.com">commentroad.comTime passes and lives change, maybe the impressions are correct. /www.freemyspacegraphics.com" target="_blank">free myspace graphics Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from www.sexiluv.com It seems we post and hang and place icons of angels all around us not realizing that does not make us one. And what we think is a reminder of what we can't have....may be the biggest reminder of what we don't want now or forever. cst

Souls Desires
Deepest desires burn without end Caring not of who they may offend Desires to hold and taste your kiss Desires to feel you and the bliss Two sharing loves sweet dance divine Being one knowing your love is mine Giving myself without worry and care Vowing from the soul to always be there To share all life is and love through tears To grow old with you through passing years To never loose the passion in loves act To always feel it for your soul and mine attract And love like that is always to be When two are one for all eternity By R. Thomas Dinsmore

Military Wife
I am a puppygirl though. I am true to my traits. I am incredibly loyal. I am sincere and loving. I love to snuggle, cuddle and play. I lick, nibble and kiss. I will follow you to the ends of the Earth. You can kick me and I will come back. But if you leave me somewhere enough I will wander off and get lost for good. I thought that was kinda cute. Please go to this contest and vote for my hubby and comment bomb him and pimp him out to all your buddies!!! PRETTY PLEASE HELP ME!!!!! THANKS A TOn! The average age of the military wife is 20 years old.She isn't old enough to buy a beer, but is old enough to manage a whole household on her own and maybe, has a kid or two. She probably never her saw herself loving a man who was in the military, but she loves him regardless. Her penmanship has improved over the last few months or years, due to the excessive letter writing she has been doing. She cries alot, because she misses the man she swore to love. Her life isn't

Pooky_wonder2007
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Love Of A Woman
The Love of a WomanThe love of a womanIsn't the way she dresses,The way she walks,Or the way she wears her hair.The love of a womanIs what you see within her eyesThe deepness of her soul.What she holds within her heart.The love of a womanIs not the outter beauty.It's the beauty she holds within,The personality that shows.It's her unconditional love,

Chicago Rolls Out Cold Weather Prostitutes
Three eight-year-old boys - Steve Branch, Christopher Byers, and Michael Moore - were reported missing on May 5, 1993 by Chistopher Byers' adoptive father, Mark Byers. Although the search began that evening, an intensive police search for the children was not undertaken until the morning after they were reported missing. Later that day, their bodies were found shoved down in a muddy creek near Robin Hood Hills. The boys were stripped naked and had been hog-tied ankle-to-wrist with their own shoelaces. All had been severely beaten and abused, it's been said Byers was the most injured, having suffered a fractured skull, stab wounds to his groin, castration, and having had the skin of his penis removed, yet all three boys were inflicted with lethal wounds. Autopsies were inconclusive as to time of death, but stated that, while Byers died of blood loss, the other two boys showed evidence of drowning; however, during the subsequent trial of suspects Damien Echols and Jason Baldwin, the m

Iraq Crap
So as we all know this war in Iraq is still going on and most likely will be for a few more years. It has affected everyone in their own way. Personally I think that this war is a waste of time and Money and im sure everyone would love to have their family back, i know that my family was glad when i came back. So I am a little curious to know what all of you think about this war so please let me know.

Tomorrow? Maybe?
Tomorrow? Maybe? As I look in this mirror with pain in my eyes, I knew it was the last time I would see myself. I see the tears roll down my face, because I know I’m in my last moments. I have felt this pain for a long time. Like some remnants of a left over nightmare. I feel the hurt in my heart for I will see no more tomorrow. I think about the things I was told in my past… like life being the most unforgiving teacher one may have. And what comes around goes around. Is it my turn soon? I look hard at myself, and knowing it is time I walk to my bed and lie down, and I think of all the people I’ve hurt in my life… I wish I could say that I’m sorry. Sometimes sorry doesn’t cover it. Sometimes it’s just not enough. How well I know that now. Now as I say my prayers, I see my life in a reality I have never seen before. I see her coming for me as she said she would. Everything is so vivid and clear. But I am unafraid; I know what it is that she has come to do. She has come to take me

Don't Blog It, Blodgett.
Tom Barnard He is currently the host of "The KQ Morning Show," which airs on KQRS-FM 92.5 from 5:30 to 9:20 AM Monday through Friday. Barnard and then partner Dan Culhane started the show, which featured sports reports from WCCO sports anchor Mark Rosen. At one point the team of Barnand and Culhane spearheaded a fairly successful write-in campaign to elect Rosen For Governor. Culhane and Rosen were eventually pushed out of the broadcast in a succession of personnel moves which also resulted in the departure of Tony Lee (popular soundman and producer) For years the broadcast has been the highest-rated morning radio show in Minnesota, and holds the distinction of the highest ratings of any morning show in a local market nationwide. Before coming to KQRS Barnard worked at numerous stations including KSTP(AM). For most of the 1980s Barnard was the booth announcer for KSTP-TV. With the recent introduction of the podcasting technology, the show has reached national and international a

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Possibilities
Magnificent treasure They wait patiently in the back of your mind, gently reminding you from time to time of their presence. Each time they come to the surface, you feel a tinge of longing and wonder and excitement. You consider them for a moment, and then you usually push them back away from your awareness. Something, seemingly more urgent, comes along. Yet they never completely go away. Because there is something in them that tells you about who you are. What are they? They're the best of your unexplored possibilities. You hold on to them, keep them buried away, and cherish them deeply in your own way. Maybe now, though, maybe it is time to begin giving life to them. The next time one of those unexplored possibilities reminds you of itself, do more than just putting it back away. For in the best of those unexplored possibilities, there is magnificent treasure to be found. -- Ralph Marston

The Encounter
An Accidental Encounter A man is in a hotel lobby. He wants to ask the clerk a question. As he turns to go to the front desk, he accidentally bumps into a woman beside him and as he does, his elbow goes into her breast. They are both quite startled. The man turns to her and says, "Ma'am, if your heart is as soft as your breast, I know you'll forgive me." She replies, "If your penis is as hard as your elbow, I'm in room 436."

Joke
Looking for a Husband A lonely woman, aged 70, decided that it was time to get married. She put an ad in the local paper that read: HUSBAND WANTED! MUST BE IN MY AGE GROUP (70's), MUST NOT BEAT ME, MUST NOT RUN AROUND ON ME AND MUST STILL BE GOOD IN BED! ALL APPLICANTS PLEASE APPLY IN PERSON. On the second day she heard the doorbell. Much to her dismay, she opened the door to see a gray-haired gentleman sitting in a wheel chair. He had no arms or legs. The old woman said, "You're not really asking me to consider you, are you? Just look at you....you have no legs!" The old man smiled, "Therefore I cannot run around on you! She snorted. "You don't have any hands either!" Again the old man smiled, "Nor can I beat you!" She raised an eyebrow and gazed intently. "Are you still good in bed?" With that, the old gentleman leaned back, beamed a big broad smile and said... "I rang the doorbell didn't I?"

The Wife
A woman accompanied her husband to the doctor's office. After his checkup, the doctor called the wife into his office alone. He said, "Your husband is suffering from a very severe stress disorder. If you don't follow my instructions carefully, your husband will surely die. "Each morning, fix him a healthy breakfast. Be pleasant at all times. For lunch make him a nutritious meal. For dinner prepare an especially nice meal for him. "Don't burden him with chores. Don't discuss your problems with him; it will only make his stress worse. Do not nag him. Most importantly, make love to him regularly. "If you can do this for the next 10 months to a year, I think your husband will regain his health completely." On the way home, the husband asked his wife, "What did the doctor say?" "He said you're going to die," she replied.

Hurt Beyond Hell
‘HURT BEYOND HELL’ Today’s the day I’m saying goodbye Because I’m sick and tired Of all your lies I know you think it’s funny But soon you won’t Tomorrow you’d be wondering Why I slit my throat It’s your entire fault Just remember that Because if you didn’t hit me I wouldn’t be where I’m at So don’t you cry Or shed a tear Because soon what I’ve done Will become clear I’m coming back for you And you’re going to ache Because next…. It will be your life I take! 12-06-91 J.R.A.F

Souls Without Names
Souls Without Names The fires of Hell burn bright In the middle of the night Waiting for an angel to fall No hope of salvation at all A poor lost soul Is swallowed up whole Consumed in the flames They are souls without names The fires are ablaze In this fiendish maze Consumed by guilt and shame There is no one else to blame The fires are aglow As you sink so low The Devil has cast his spell You face eternity in Hell

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30 Seconds To Mars
~How did they choose the band name? Jared says: "For us, the name 30 Seconds To Mars has little to do with space, the universe or anything like that. It is a name that works on several different levels. Most importantly, it is a good representation of our sound. It's a phrase that is lyrical, suggestive, cinematic, and filled with immediacy. It has some sense of otherness to it. The concept of space is so overwhelming and all encompassing I doubt there is a song written that doesn't fall within it." ~Why does the band choose to stay behind the scenes? They want their music to be the primary means of reaching out to fans, so they want to stay behind the scenes and let their music speak for themselves. They probably don't want to use Jared Leto's popularity as an actor for the band to be popular. ~Why is the song "Revolution" not included on their self-titled album? According to the band, the song is not included because they think "people take things too literally". Listen to t

'last Serenade At Razor's Edge"
“The last serenade at razor’s edge” My mind takes fight As I wonder what’s to become of me I’ve watched my past go by And I think of how things use to be Tears flood my eyes Because I am finally giving up I’m saying my last good-byes I’ll go fast with some luck I’m alone inside Even thought there are people all around I’m going to take my life But I won’t make a sound Time passes by Every second ticks My live will soon be over Though right now it’s only nicks Soon to be slashes of my former self As these bloodstained sheets Now hold with-in my final breath I can’t control this feeling Of which I’ve finally found But I don’t want to see any tears When you find my body on the ground I know you won’t understand So just think of it a dream But don’t blame yourself I just need to be free My pain will not be long now The blackness is closeting in I’m watching scenes from my life The people I’ve met & the places I’ve been I laugh to spite the fear I

Dreaming Of Bondage
Being someone who is different than the ordianry girl . I was 5 laying under my bed , with my dollies. Mother would ask me about why I was under there playing , telling her I was playing house , she would leave my room. Laying under my bed in the dark , daydreaming of the man I was to be with. He was also different than the typical everday husband. He was dark and fearless , He would claim her , for her to be much more than a wife. He would train her to his needs , and she would happily oblige his wishes. Punishing her when she did anger him . For me it was Ken and Barbie , this was to always be. He would touch with his gentle hands and our souls one, and I would my passion to his, He would violate her mind , her body. He would have this greedy hunger to taste and feel her beuty. She kneeling before him , in the presence of others as well Her body aching , and with just a glance from him she allready knew what his thoughts contained , weather it was approval , disapproval , hunger

Why I Haven't Been Here Lately
Hello all my cherry friends. I know I have not been in in quiet awhile. But I have been dealing with sick kids again. My oldest son has been real sick and is now scheduled for surgery on Feb. 21. He had an infection in his sinus cavity in Dec. and now he is having to have his tonsils and adnoids taken out. They are twice the size they should be right now and there is a chance if they get much bigger his surgery will be sooner than what it is scheduled to be. From all of this he is staying dizzy, keeping headaches and has alot of trouble seeing. He is taking up alot of my time so that is why I have not been here much. Everyone just keep remembering him. Much love to all my cherry friends

Erotic Stories
Banana Split I am at the grocery store doing some shopping. I am wearing a leather jacket and leather pants. I turn the corner with my cart and bump into you. My god I think to my self, you are drop dead beautiful! You are also wearing a leather jacket and tight leather pants and boots. A huge bilge forms in my pants. I see this and start to giggle. I start blushing and say “sorry excuse me” and we go one our way. A little later we meet in the meat section, and we are standing there beside each other. We turn and stare into each others eyes, You gently move your hand to the bulge in my pants and start rubbing it slowly. I almost die! I ask you “should be go some where’s?” You grab my hand and pull me quickly into the back of the store. It’s pretty cold there and I can see your nipples are very hard, just as hard as my cock. You pull me tight against you kissing me hard, your hands wrapped around my neck. My hands clutching your tight leather covered ass. Our tongues deep inside o

Thank You Everyone
Well after my first blast there is alot of love out there :) I am trying to keep up with you all and rate you and fan you back hopefully it doesnt overwhelm me. so far you have all been cool except for a few that have gotten a little out of hand but all in all a great experience so far. i am sorry if i dont message you back right away but i am at work and it is kind of hard to get to all of you . guys and gals you have all been great !! huga nad kisses , satin I just want to say thank you to everyone for dtopping in to rate my profile and pics. I am glad you are all enjoying the pics i have posted. Sorry no face pics on the xxx ones but because of my job i am a little scared to show my face and be recognized :( I iwll try to get to all of your posts and profiles as quickly as i can you guys are so fast at hitting mine up it is hard to figure out who to go to first :) hope you all have a great day ! hugs and kisses satin

Babble On In Babylon!!
Here I sit, surrounded by my own boredom, not much of a companion but it will have to do. As I aproach the 2yr mark of being single again, followed shortly after by my 35th b-day, I wonder will it always come back to this? Countless relationships, tried and failed, heartbreaks, broken hearts, blah blah blah. Will I find or be found by the 1 who not only captures my every thought and unlocks my heart but can put up with me despite me? Will I care less and less about if I will as time goes by? How is it that this type of loneliness doesnt care how many of your friends are by your side? How is it that so many people can feel this way? Maybe if we spend less time worried about people understanding how we feel and more time caring about the feelings of others, er something, I dunno. Honesty, shit, you cant be truely honest with people till you are honest with yourself and as I have found over the years, the truth hurts sometimes. Regardless of how much it hurts, it is essential.

Sup !!!!!!
come join me in cherryrock gonna rock out and smoke out atleast come say *HI* NEW PLAYER IN CHERRYROCK!!! IF YOU'VE NEVER HEARD THE MUSIC IN LOUNGES BEFORE YOU CAN HEAR IT NOW!!! click the pick to get there! (repost of original by '~Clandestine~' on '2007-04-01 18:17:01') (repost of original by '~NorthernNutCase~' on '2007-04-01 18:48:28') CLUB ILLUSIA'S HOME GROWN DJ N8 IS LIVE AND ON THE AIR! COME SHOW HIM SOME LOVE! A GOOD TIME IS ASSURED TO BE HAD BY ALL OR YOUR MONEY BACK! OH I ALMOS FOR GOT, HE DOES REQUESTS! click on the pic to check it out! Sorry I have been off of here lately. Just been busy. If I haven't made it to your pics yet send me a private message and I will make it there. Can you do me 1 favor and visit Cell Block ? The peeps are cool and all the DJs are great. I'm on air Tue., Wed.and Thur. nights form 8-11 pm est but like I said...all the DJs are good. So when happy hour is going on just pull up the lounge and jam with the tunes while y

Recover Your Happines
If I could catch a rainbow I would do it just for you; and share with you its beauty, On the days you're feeling blue. If I could build a mountain you could call your very own; A place to find serenity, A place to be alone. If I could take your troubles I would toss them in the sea, But all these things I'm finding are impossible for me. I cannot build a mountain or catch a rainbow fair, But let me be what I know best, A friend who's always there. A friend is like a flower, a rose to be exact, Or maybe like a brand new gate that never comes unlatched. A friend is like an owl, both beautiful and wise. Or perhaps a friend is like a ghost, whose spirit never dies. A friend is like a heart that goes strong until the end. Where would we be in this world if we didn't have a friend. Every night, someone thinks about you before they go to sleep. At least 15 people in this world love you in some way. The only reason someone would ever hate you is because they want

Wish The Weather Was Like This
I guess you could say i am single. Things just are not working out between the mother of my child and me. But being single isn't that bad i guess.... I look at my life and i really would like to be in a relationship, but i just don't know if i have time for one school is starting soon and i have a baby so those are two things that i have to put first in my life. when it comes to anything else includeing myself i have to put them last, and i know that no women wants to hear that. soooo for now i really have to consentrate on being the best daddy i can to my son. so wear that leaves me and a relationship i just don't know. Summer Breeze The summer breeze is back again. The city pools are back in play. So many people just lay in the sun. As if there isn't anything to be done. Is that what summer is just lots of fun? I know I just wait for the summer breeze. For the winter breeze is just to cold to breath. The leaves are green, and the grass is too Waking up in the morning just

Surveys
1. Has anyone done anything sweet for you lately? No. 2. Do you trust your friends? some of them to a certain extent 3. Would you move to another state or country to be with the person you love? Interesting question.. Find me "THE ONE" and im sure i'd move heaven and hell to be with them. 4. Do you believe that everything happens for a reason? yes 5. Name two things you would NOT tolerate in a relationship? lying, and Abuse of any kind 6. Which one of your friends do you think would make the best roommate for you? none 7. What's your favorite movie? prolly The covenant 8. Are you afraid of falling in love? in a way.. yes.. I cant help it.. im afraid to fall. 9. Is there someone who pops into your mind at random times throughout the day? yes 10. Would you stop talking to your friends because you hooked up with a new guy/girl? no 11. Name one person from your friends list that you could call to come to your rescue if you got a flat tire? I dont

What Are Friends?
friends Current mood: aggravated Category: disturbed Life what are friends ? let me tell you what i think friends should be friends should be there when you need them the most but in my last 8 months i have learned friends are anly gonna be ther when they need something every since i have lost my car i have learned what type of friends i really have and let me tell you i have no friends everyone i considered a friend have stoped talking to me cause i cant give them a ride somewhere or get them something but a couple of friends that still talk to me cause they know who i really am hell if i hear someone i know is in need i will be the first one to try to help them but not the people i talk to if i need something i have to get it myself or if i need a ride i have to walk cause all my so called friends are to bussy to give me a ride when if they needed one they would call me and just like that i would help them out drop what im doing and help them . but anyway if you

Fun Stuff
Attorneys Questions Recently reported in the Massachusetts Bar Association Lawyers Journal, the following are questions actually asked of witnesses by attorneys during trials and in certain cases, the responses given by insightful witnesses: "Now Doctor, isn't it true that when a person dies in his sleep, he doesn't know about it until the next morning?" ------------------------------- "The youngest son, the twenty-year old, how old is he?" ------------------------------- "Were you present when your picture was taken?" ------------------------------- "Were you alone or by yourself?" ------------------------------- "Was it you or your younger brother who was killed in the war?" ------------------------------- "Did he kill you?" ------------------------------- "How far apart were the vehicles at the time of the collision?" ------------------------------- "You were there until the time you left, is that true?" -------------

My phone is working again! Apparently it decided to be possesed for a few hours. Technology confuses me sometimes. My phone has died yet again! If you have my phone number, call me and leave a message with your number because I have lost everyones numbers yet again! I just got a phone call from my mother, my brother is in the hospital. Apparently he has some kind of blood condition where he has too much protein in his blood. They don't know what is causing this but if they don't take care of it his organs will start to fail. The only way they can get rid of the protein is to take all of his blood out and cleanse it. My friend is instructing me that they do this through some kind of machine. The whole thought is freaking me out and I am so worried that something will happen to my only brother. My mom says he should be okay but I can tell by the sound of her voice she is not so convinced of this herself. I truely believe that when it rains it pours. The only thing that keeps going throug

Venting Garden
It's Sunday morning and the kids are in bed. This means it's quiet....for now. of course Buddy our dog is up, but he's not scratching at the door to go out yet, so all is well....for now. I love the weekends because most of the time, there is nowhere I have to be. I relax, get my laundry done, and get on the internet. I do, however have to walk Buddy. I wish I could just open the door and let him go "do his business", but he would just take off. He has gotten out before and come back though. I was told once that if a beagle runs away, they come back if they're loved. Maybe that's why he came back. He knew we loved him. I love my life. I'm very satisfied. I hate winter, but I realize it makes me appreciate the warmer temperatures. I guess I've learned to take the good with the bad. If we didn't have the bad, we probably wouldn't appreciate the good, would we? Aah to be satisfied. There's nothing like it. i am so tired right now. I get home from work and it's like i

Is It?
is it possible to love 2 people at once? i'm with one guy, but i am still in love with my ex. i know i don't show it to him, but i can never get him out of my head anytime i need to talk to someone i want to call my ex, but i can't cause he don't want to talk to me! i really do think i love him still, but the other guy on the other hand is a great guy yea, but i don't know if he is for me! we have fun together too, but so many plans fall through and i don't know what to do! The main thing is...IS IT POSSIBLE TO LOVE 2 PEOPLE AT THE SAME TIME?

Found Out Some Very Interesting News...
Here's a news flash for ya...a sort of announcement that I'm making: "I have given up on men...Contrary to popular belief...I want to settle down and get married...have kids....I would like someone to love me for me...I always manage to fall for the guys who dont want a serious relationship and who doesnt want to get married...maybe its too late for me... A friend and I were talking and I found out some very interesting news..."Men are only interested in "the other woman"..."a woman on the side"...they dont want "a one and only woman"...its too boring for them...why settle with one cow...when you can have the whole herd?...esp a strong woman...or and I also found something else out...they never want a BBW...not to settle down with at least...they're for sexual escapades only...What?...Are we too much woman for you?...Can't handle the pressure?...Too Hot in the Kitchen?...I can't believe we've advance so much in human intelligence...yet one thing remains the same...MEN ARE IDIOTS!

Not Too Happy
you know i have noticed how i go out of my way to speak to some of my soclled friends and they dong have time to at least say Hey im here how r u amd sorry im busy. personally i feel at least sayhi. is this thing just a game to most people. i dont understand. i mean I am here to really make friends. i love meeting new ppl. some of the ppl i meet are kreeeeepy but i take my chances. even the one legged one armed one fingered half eared bind deaf and mute man needed a friend. i feel like i know i dont say anything to some of the ppl on my friend list but they dont even make the effort to sat hi to me wheni come on line at all. they dont evern seem to notice if anyting is new. i put out some new ictures a long time ago and they havent gotten much rates. but i bet if i put up some racey pictures of myself allnaked and cold and showing everyone what i was born wearing i would get some rates and stuff then huh? well sorry i cant do that. and i try to be friends with everyone but i getso busy

I'm On Watch
last night was a weird night. i kep waking up thinking that i forgot something. then at like 2130 it dawned on me that i forgot to turn my clock back an hour. i slept like a rocck last night. the ship was rocking pretty good. one of these days im gonna fall our of my rack. so i started working out las night. i felt pretty good. did some push ups, sit ups, and pull ups. then i ran two miles. i didnt feel too bad afterwards. then i went down to the sonar skid room and hit the heavy bag for a couple of mins. until my skin broke at least. then i had to stop. you know, im sitting here, watching this german ship and they look like they are rocking and rolling pretty bad. their forcastle is just getting pounded. their screws almost come out of the water. i would hate to see them in really bad seas. there ship is pretty cool looking. lot of smooth lines. not blockey at all. they have this massive long distance radar that just looks mean as hell. the best part of that ship is the bar on the me

Survey
You Are a Yellow Flower A yellow flower tends to represent joy, friendship, and playfulness. At times, you are childlike, as a buttercup is. And at other times, you are fickle, like a dahlia. And more than you wish, you tend to feel bittersweet, like a marigold. What Color Flower Are You?

Growing Old...gracefully!
Body: if your a nice guy.. read this ..if your a jerk learn this ladies:this will make you tear up :) fellas:read it,all of it! :) 1-touch her waist 2-talk to her 3-share secrets 4-give her your jacket 5-kiss her slowly are you remembering this? 6-hug her 7-hold her 8-laugh with her 9-invite her somewhere 10-let her be with you when you're with your friends keep reading 11-smile with her 12-take pics with her 13-pull her onto your lap 14-when she says she loves you more, deny it. fight back 15-when her friends say i love her more than you, deny it. fight back and hug her tight so she cant get to her friends. it makes her feel loved Are you thinking about someone? 16-always hug her and say "i love you" when you see her 17-kiss her unexpectedly 18-HUG HER FROM BEHIND AROUND THE WAIST 19-tell her shes beautiful... not sexy! 20-tell her the way you feel about her! oh, and on that last one... u need to show her you mean it too

Twisted Thoughts
The local club in Commerce City Co, the Enclave, is in need of help. The Courts have permited that the BDSM club can operate as a adult licensed club at their last judgment. Now Commerce City is hitting them with a new angle (Zoning)..and taking it to the state supreme court. This can drag on for years. The club needs support to fight for our rights .. By having a safe place to play and meet, with consenting adults without sex, for many of us is a release to be able to socialize in a place of our own. The owners support the active community and give the BDSM community a safe haven to turn too. This tactical maneuver by Commerce City is one that could drive the club in to the ground! Facts are they were given permission to operate at the current address, and now that the adult club license was granted, the city took another approach to step on our life style choices. The club is called the Enclave...enclavewest.com..please send them a supporting letter or a donation for fi

F@ck!
Perhaps one of the most interesting words in the english language is the word "FUCK". It is one magical word, just by its sound, you can describe pain, please, hate and love. "FUCK", as most words in the english language, takes its name from the German word, "FRIKEN" which means to strike. In language, "FUCK" falls into many grammatical categories. It can be used as a verb, both transitive, "JOHN FUCKS MARY", and ntransitive, "MARY WAS FUCKED BY JOHN", and as a noun, "MARY IS A FINE FUCK". It can be used as an adjective, "MARY IS FUCKING BEAUTIFUL". As you can see, there are no words with the versatility of the word "FUCK". Besides the sexual meaning, there are also the following uses: Fraud....... ......... . I got FUCKED at the used car lot. Ignorance... ......... . How the FUCK do I know? Trouble..... ......... . I'm really FUCKED now! Aggression.. ......... . FUCK YOU! Difficulty.. ......... . I can't understand this FUCKING mess. Displeasure. ......... . What the FUCK

Life
Well..I am currently in the Army and cannot wait to come home, I have been away for so long, I am normally a outgoing highly active person. I like clubs and shit like that Parties espically , But when I go home it is normally Drama out the ass.I cannot stand it, Between people acting, like they are friends and then stabbing you in the back. Its awesome like really FUCK YOU. I am in honduras and Love the military Basically I am just trying to find a women to share this expierence, rather than bash me for it, I like to vent my emotions through a blog rather than bitch to someone, Cause I think a computer listens better, Well I am donr for now!!

My Thoughts
When Change Is Not Enough: Seven Steps to Revolution By Sara Robinson, Campaign for America's Future Posted on February 22, 2008, Printed on February 22, 2008 http://www.alternet.org/story/77498/ "Those who make peaceful evolution impossible make violent revolution inevitable." -- John F. Kennedy There's one thing for sure: 2008 isn't anything like politics as usual. The corporate media (with their unerring eye for the obvious point) is fixated on the narrative that, for the first time ever, Americans will likely end this year with either a woman or a black man headed for the White House. Bloggers are telling stories from the front lines of primaries and caucuses that look like something from the early 60s -- people lining up before dawn to vote in Manoa, Hawaii yesterday; a thousand black college students in Prairie View, Texas marching 10 miles to cast their early votes in the face of a county that tried to disenfranchise them. In recent months, we've also been gobstopped by th

Endorsement Info
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Family
Wow been a crazy week. I had all week off work to move. i didnt realize I had so much stuff saved. definately need to throw some stuff out. I dont plan on doing this for another good 15 yrs or so lol. On top of that my youngest amanda got in some trouble for fighting. Must be from her mom lol. So I had to be the one to disciplin her. Im a softie so just cut out he playstation for a week. I was going o cut out the computer but sheknows how to do more things on it then I do so might need he to help with it. She got the cam working earlier and played a bit on it. My ex is being a pain butnthing new there. Well about it for now.

Why Oh Why?
Why am i always depressed? Why don't anyone believe me unless i have video evidence? Why do women think all men are alike? Why can't i get a break in life? Why does everyone continue to walk all over me? Why can't i get the nerve to walk on others? Why do we give our ex's another chance? Why do i care more for others than they do for me? Why should i stay here? Why do i want more out of life? Why do i feel so alone? Why am i alone? Why is all my luck bad? Why does every car i own breakdown even though i maintain them? Why do i have hand tremors? Why can't i get anything right? Why should i continue to try? Why do i want to cry? Why do i want to die? Why oh Why?

Just A Little Sad!!!!
I wanna know why it is so hard to let go of the death of my best friend and why my heart and my mind will not except the fact that he is gone. It os 2:30 am on 1/28 and well i can't sleep so I am sitting here crying my eyes out with no one to talk to and feeling no one cares, 2 days away from the sixth month aniversay of his death and it doesn't seem that he has been gone that long. I thought the more months that went by the easier it was suppose to get and well all I can see is that it is gettin harder. I feel like I am never going get over this and that I need to be in the ground with him to make this easier on me, but I know that is not what is best for my son I try to but this in that back of my mind and go on but it sooooohard and I just want it to get easier and I can't get there. I wanna know why I am scared to move on with my life. I wanna know why I feel like I am gonna fuck up a wet dream w/instructions; thanks Eric for the new saying;but so can most men, as you see I said

Purple Hair
Well like a dumb ass I decided to color my own hair today. The box said "Carmel Kiss" but did my hair turn out that color? Nooooooooo!!! Well I guess part of it did. Where I had highlights is now purple, light purple to be exact. My hair dresser is going to kill me.

No Place For You To Hide.
Hypocrisy is the way of aristocracy. Their curtain of lies no longer hides the horrid faces of those thought to be righteous and wise. Miss use of higher intellect to self serve the select few of their needs brings upon it a sentence of disrespect their disembodied souls broken and shattered, pounded to dust in the wake of their deeds, burnt and black their essence still steering in the breeze. Be it now or at the end of you’re time, if you’ve only lived for yourself the sorrow of others you will bleed.

Ouch
Well I got my new B-day present today... HAHA both nipples pierced! OUCH!!! I thought it hurt worse the first time.. But Noooooo He made sure it hurt twice as bad this time around... Now If I take'em out again I will never get them pierced again! anywayz I am done blabbering... Misty

Your Thoughtssssssssssssss
Dead Peopleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee' wanna join????????????? The idea of Luis Cipher exists as you know it by my profile....."Luis Cipher" in reality it does not exist; it is an abstraction for Lucipher.....ergo, there is no real me....only the abstraction that you perceive...an entity that you perceive, something illusory.....and though I can hide my cold gaze & you can shake my hand and feel my flesh grasping yours....and maybe you can sense that our lifestyles are probably comparable......I am really not there....except that part of your mind that allows me to exist.....don't YOU think????? It's not what you thought when you first began it, you got what you wanted & now can hardly stand it.....but now you know it's not going to stop, your sure there is a cure & that you will finally find it....you think one drink will shrink you to the illusory underground & live it down......it's then you understand that it is not going to stop.....not going to stop til you wise up....

Lounge Info
Hey Everybody, I'm not sure how to say this so I'm just gonna say it...... I'm closing the Den down, I've tried to get it built up along with a lot of help from some of you but it's just been too dead in there for me to justify keeping it open. I realize that some of you came to the Den because of your support of me and I thank you from the bottom of my heart, I love you all for that....and I'm very sorry that it's come to this, closing it. But, I know that you'll understand. Dj'ing became something that I really enjoyed, something that I felt I was good at doing so I will miss that more than I can even tell you. I'm not one to jump in to the other lounges like some of you do, so I don't know if I'll be in any other lounges hanging out. And, I haven't made up my mind totally just yet, but I may also be leaving CherryTap. I'm having some personal 'issues' that are hard for me to sort, and being on here isn't helping me get those things sorted. If I do leave, I

First Timer
HI ALL JUST WANTED TO SAY HOWDY TO MY DAUGHTERS MINDY SHEETS AN SHARE BEAR. HIS WILL PROBLY BE MY ONLY BLOG ON HERE CAUSE I DON'T BLOG MUCH AT ALL BUT FEEL FREE TO LEAVE A COMMENT OR TWO. I'M URE I'LL COMMENT BACK ASAP. SO I'M GOING TO TAKE CARE OF MY FAMILY NOW SO CATCH YOU ALL ON THE FLIP SIDE.

Philosophical
Pondering Does 'the drunk one' drink, because he's 'the drunk one' or is he 'the drunk one' because he drinks. This is a very interesting phyilosophical question. Just like what came first the chicken or the egg. I do know this much. When he was known as Drunk J it was, because he was always drunk. That was years ago though and alot has changed since then. Many have their own theories. Even 'the drunk one' has his own. Yet no one not even himself knows the correct answer. Most believe that he's 'the drunk one', because he drinks. Yet some days he thinks he's drinking to keep up with his name. The only thing that is for certain is 'the drunk one' can really put them down. It takes alot to knock his ass out. Usually over a case and a long day of drinking. He has been known to open a bar now and then. Yet more often than not he will close one. In Closing Does 'the drunk one' drink because he's the 'the drunk one' or is he 'the drunk one' because he drinks. Who kn

Love
LOVE Love is something I can't explain, It's soft, gentle, and causes no pain. It makes your heart skip a beat, It makes you feel so complete. Love is something words can't express, It's an emotion that rises above the rest. It leaves you always wanting more, It stays with you down to the core. Love is something I found with you, Trust and honesty are part of it too. I love you so much, I won't let you go, How I feel about you, I want you to know. Love is something special we share, It's tenderness, sincerity, and care. Living my life with you so near, I'll love you forever My Dear! By: Angela

The Drunk One
Should 'the drunk one' Stop Drinking? People have been telling me lately that I should stop drinking. Thereore I have been pondering over wether or not I should stop. Top Ten Reasons to Stop 1. The hangovers. Inever get hangovers so this doesn't apply to me. 2. Legally forced too. Doesn't apply to me. 3. Mean when you drink. Not me I am very loveable and funny when I drink. 4. Medical Reason. I'm in tip top shape. 5. Keep waking up next to the coyote ugly. Never happened to me I never get that drunk. 6. Keep loosing your car. I always walk to the bar or drink at home, so I always know where it is. 7. Always over sleeping. I actually get up earlier if I've been drinking. 8. Really high bar tab. I get alot of my drinks for free. 9. The bar tender gets you your drink before you even sit down. That's a problem, huh I thought it was a good thing. 10. If you don't drink for a day the bar loses money. I don't think that has ever happ

Just A Little Poem I Wrote
ON ANGELS WINGS Lets fly into the heavens, And search the world together, For that special place, Of peace and goodwill. Let us travel the world over, Spread the goodwill, Build better relationships, For all of mankind. Spreading of the angels wings, Causes a gentle breeze, Passing it on to humanity, The winds of hope. On angels wings, Our dreams are fulfilled, The hopes become realities, For disappointments fade. A vision of sincerity, The knowledge for kindness, Symbols of hope, Everything becomes so directed. On Angels Wings, Our futures look bright, Love is abound, A world at peace. by keith d L MARCH 30 2006 copyrighted

The Single Parent
The Single Parent Yes 'the drunk one' is a single parent. I have a 4year old son. I have been a single father for awhile now. Let me tell you being a single parent is no easy task. Yet it has it's rewards. I'm not complaining at all I enjoy it. I really have respect for all the single mothers out there, who are doing it all on their own with no help from anyone and no government aide. Being a Single Parent Being a single parent is no easy task. Even the simplest things can be difficult. Such as going to the store for a gallon of milk. First you have to get your child ready which can be a real pain. You have to find their shoes, which always seem to be lost when you are in a hurry and they can never remember where they left them. Plus you need to make sure their clothes are clean and they will be until you turn your back. Then it's straight for the mud puddle. You have to fight to get them in the car and out of the car. When you're in the store you have

Reason Must Murder Vanity Before Vanity Murders The Soul.
The word of contemplation this week is Vanity. Vanity is a common trait of human nature. I believe we all have this from one degree to another. I think that vanity distorts perception. Perception depicts individual reality. Individual reality is the focused center from which our vision pears out at the world and from which we judge ourselves and ultimately from this our actions are born. But do we receive back an accurate reflection of our individual selves, and as such can we really know how the world both sees and knows us from it’s own personal experience? And more importantly does that reality, being the only true reality match our own experience of who and what we think we are? I think that maybe the only way to truly know ourselves is to live detached, or removed from this part of human nature, or in a sense surgically remove our vanity by way of using the personal objectivity of those outside of our own circles as a tool in witch to sever that part of ourselves that will and do

Gaura's Garden
Well, if you got an alert for this one, you're still on my friends list. There's still a few of you whom I have not heard from who are still on the list-- I seem to recall conversations in the past, so I'm trying to be patient. So, Mrs. Dragon, cunninglinguist, mistress heather, Odin, Joanna, Bedazzled Deb, Katie, Dd, Black Dragon, Damien, Oakdragon, Jugalette Woman, Chaotic Dragon, sassi, Onyx dragon, Rain Feather, Joey Jr., and Devil in Cuffs-- come on down... I'll try to ping y'all individually if I can. At least my list seems to be down to a level where I can do that now. But, better yet, send me a message, a shourt-- whatever. That's the idea here. Oppose CA AB 1634, oppose breed-specific legislation, support responsible dog breeders! The Last Dog By Lidia Seebeck The report came in slowly from Muddy Gap, Wyoming. Someone had spotted a dog sniffing around his house in the bitter cold of a Wyoming winter. The person was quite sure that this was a dog, not a wolf. N

Need Some Friends
ok guys if you are commenting me in the contest you have to be a level 5 or above so if you are not a level 5 please dont comment and if your sending friends be sure you tell them they have to be a level 5 or higher also so this contest can be fair. sorry about that everyone forgot to tell yall in the last blog thanks to everyone that left me birthday cards and cakes for my birthday and left me birthday comments hi everyone if you are trying to shoutbox me for somereason my shout box isnt working tonight so please bare with me

Beth's Bullshit
This is my first entry, so cut me some slack if you get bored reading this shit... It's Saturday night/Sunday morning, I'm completely naked typing away and uploading photos to my new Cherry Blast account. Yup, I'm having fun, but I'd rather have someone here naked with me. Totally pathetic to be alone on a cold night like this. Someone save me, and give me something to do with my mouth, and my hands, and my pussy!!! Rose: Thanks for sending me the invite. I love this site!!!

Life
Life By: Mark David Leonard My door is shut, Cuz I closed it. My window is cracked, cuz I broke it. My shoe is untied, cuz I pulled it. I forfeit my dream cuz I nulled it. I am in control of my life and still chose not to. I wanted it so bad but still opted not to. Focused my eyes on things I should not do. Just on the things that I want to. I made up my passions, the one that I liked is the one that I fashioned. I lived a lie that almost came true, doing some things that I could not even do. I liked it at first but then I grew sad, I lived for two things and then both became bad. Nothing really mattered unless it was fun, and the fun still felt good, but still I’m not one. I still wish I did not let people down, now I just feel low, low as the ground. I feel there is no one that can pick me up, cuz of how deep that I have dug this rut. I depend on my friends cuz I got no luck, make’n dumb excuses like I stepped on a duck, than fell face up landed right on my butt. It hurt

Disturbed And Then Some
So I came across this video a few weeks ago. It's by Dallas Green (City & Colour) who's part of Alexisonfire. The name of the video is Save Your Scissors. Video was shot here in my hometown (Dallas Green's as well!) Not much but you see a bit of the city! Ok, just testing this out...If this works you should see the video by Alexisonfire-This Could Be Anywhere In The World...Alexisonfire is from my hometown!

The Story Of How I Got My Name Bigbird Stole My Tricycle
WHEN MY SON WAS 2 HE HAD A RADIO FLYER TRICYCLE...HE PLAYED ON IT TOO MUCH, ONE DAY WE COULDN'T FIND IT OUTSIDE SO I ASKED HIM SON WHERE DID YOU PUT YOUR TRICYCLE.. HE SAID I DON'T KNOW THEN REPLIED BIGBIRD STOLE IT DADDY!!!!!!!!!!!!!! SO THERE YA GO LOL

Cami's Life
If you see me walking down the street Or in the pages of your magazines Lookin' just a little differently Showin' off a softer side of me They say I'm looking like a lady They say that love has gone and changed me But don't be fooled by everything you see I gotta let the naughty in me free There's a woman inside of all of us Who never quite seems to get enough Tryin' to play by the rules is rough Cause sooner or later something's gonna erupt us cause I still got the nasty in me Still got that dirty degree, still got it And if you want some more, sexy Still got that freak in me, yea I still got the nasty in me Still got that dirty degree, oh yea And if you want some more, sexy Still got that freak in me No matter what you're thinking of me, still dirty And if ya still rolling with me, still got it No matter what you're thinking of me, still dirty Still got that freak in me Why is a woman's sexuality Always under so much scrutin

Insanity At Cherry
it seems like i am having bad nights more and more. I feel awful. I know its pathetic and really my own fault and i have no idea why i have the urge to post it on here for everybody to see. I dont need anybody out there knowing my problems. Yet here i am. Spilling my guts to you. I know most of you could give a rats ass about me. Most of you are here for the ratings only and could actually give a fuck about actually being friendly. But I am a friendly guy, and not the type of friendly you have to worry about. I have been seperated (divorce is $$$ i dont have right now) for two years. I have been alone that entire time except for my daughters. Any of the people I talk too will vouch, i am flirty but i do not come one to people or make them feel uncomfortable. I believe only a very small fraction of a percentage of people who meet online, make that right connection. So, while i may flirt i have no intentions of trying to be anyones boyfriend on here. I am here for friends. Wow, got a li

Death To Being Miserable
I have loved and lost! I would have left him for dead! I left at just the right time, he lost just about everything! But he deserved it! He had held me down, hit me, shoved me, and held me captive! Called me obsene names and down right treated me like shit! I stopped hanging out with my friends and began to feel intrapped! It was great to begin with, then his ex-girlfriend started coming around. Fucking bitch! Elton and I had been together off and on for ten months. And we've been broken up for almost three months now, and she is still trying to get back with him. They have two kids together, but oh well! Well she can have the abusive fuck! I was always so scared! He left me and came back. Then I left him several times and went back. Well shit on me once, shame on you! Shit on me twice (or more), shame on me! I was stupid for going back so many times, but I honestly felt I had ran out of choices. Now I'm free, it feels so good to be able to hang out with my friends again and just

Getting Started
well.i figured another lil way to let some peeps know me is to type alil bit huh?well for starters im here to make friends and meet people,mrs.clean?na dont have one.looking?maybe.ill just have to wait and see.i am a lil private on what i put on sites, on my profile i didnt put where im from mainly cuz im a private person.but for all those peepswho wanna know lets just say right now its in maine lol.i live with my 2 roomies they are a couple and we game together. final fantasy online and WoW.yes im a gamer but not a hard core fanatic.i like to relax and enjoy myself,games sometimes help.im a R.N. by profession and love my work but gotta have an outlet right?anyhow thats enough for now. TTYL. R.

My Fantasy Blogs
Learn my language, My beautiful native language Hear my hands Hear my music and story Learn my language Speak to me with your hands Share my beautiful language Hear my silent hands We have a tale to tell, A song to sing Open your eyes And hear me speak.

Life
life is about choices wether good or bad,we learn from these choices and it makes us stronger.we need to take a second and smell the flowers every now and then ,im not saying im perfect im just saying that we as humans waste our lives on trying to make ourselves perfect and for what,so people will like us or they will hate us and we dont want that.all we have to do in life is die that what we were born for.so y we are her we should try to make the best of it,and have sum fun while we do it,people are always going to be there your never going to truely be alone.we shouldnt waste our times on the matterial things.we need to waste our time on helping to save what we call life(crime,welfare,war,and other such things that bring us down as humans). so in closing were here to LIVE!!!! lets make the best of it! Charlie

You Have A Sexual Iq Of 146
Your Pornstar Name is:XXX Yonge Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com You have a sexual IQ of 146 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

My Rants And Raves
Hard to believe Summer is just about over, its been fun, full of good times and bad, people come into your life just as quickly as they go. I've worked with a bunch of amazing people this Summer and its like a roller coaster full of waiting and seeing around each turn before the nose-dive onward onto the next obstackle and challenge. The good news . . . . No Hurricanes!! BP sucks, always and forever!! Another Day, Another Dollar Nothing beats working in a fuking Supermarket I love it when people shop only to find the one item your out of and simply bitch and complain about it because its not there. Its not the end of the world, its just one little item. Simply put . . . - I worked - I put up 250 pieces + more - I had fun doing it - I chatted with almost everyone in the store and still got the job done - Then I simply vanished and left. Another Day . . . . Another Dollar!! WoW What a night it was last night. The crew simply cleaned out SS491!!

My Crazy Ramblings
So I leave soon... Back to KY... its kinda scary! lol Im completely excited though. I feel like Im finally going back home! I dont think its really hit me thought that I'm actually moving... I feel like its all happening in slow motion!!! lol I have got so much to do and a very little time to do it all in :P lol Its kinda crazy but there's one person in particular that I absolutly cannot WAIT to see... He has been one of my closest friends for the past few months. And especially recently as I try to sort out my feelings for my husband and decided what I'm going to do. lol i dunno... i guess im just rambling :P I am who I am.... There is nothing I can or WILL do to change that.... I have finally come to be mostly happy with my life... for once! And now all of a sudden ppl feel the need to fuck with that! Well I hate it for everyones luck... it doesnt work! I love being me... i love who i am. I really dont know why ppl feel the need to meddle in my business! My sexuality

Kitty Story
My husband called me recently from work. Turns out, someone had thrown out a cat and it was hanging around the office. Could I come get her? My husband is not the biggest cat fan. I figured this cat must be something special. I get there, and a starved, matted, dirty and wet cat meows at me insistently from underneath the office steps. I check, yea, female. Totally complacent, the cat allows me to scoop her up and truck her home in my husband's hotrod truck. (We are talking LOUD truck, cat never flinches.) First thing she does upon reaching my house is decide the dog Rocky is her personal security blanket and she is queen bee in the cat pecking order. She does this, and everything else, loudly. Then she eats. Forever. Any time anyone does something she disapproves of, she yowls that angry cat yowl, when she wants company she vocalizes dramaticly. Like, if you don't pet me (feed me, brush me)right now I'll just die. And all of her tlk is severely off key. Since the cat would not leave

Papercut Rave
I say all the time that we should think objectively, see things honestly, rather than putting our own feelings into the math. We are so insignificant. We are so blessed. Why would God bless us, America, with so much? Why do I ask, when my question should be why do we squander these things? I’m fed to the point that I will probably never know true hunger, none beyond a stomach growl. I wear the same pair of pants almost every day, but I am covered and warm. My parents don’t support everything I do, but they care for me to the point that they feed me, clothe me, and provide me with all I need. How is it that with this knowledge I still allow myself to be hurt? How is it that so many hurt the same way I do… and never tell? They fester. They destroy themselves. Stop destroying to heal inner pain. Constructing something better may be key. Our pain in life is nothing next to those deprived of life itself. I want to go and do something big to fix this injustice that is sel

Kittcat
If I Let You Hit It .................. : ) 1.Would you be in control? 2. Would you whisper freaky shit in my ear? 3. Would you talk dirty to me? 4. Would you kiss me with a little or a lot of tongue? 5. Would you go down on me? 6. Would you let me go down on you??? 7. Would you give me a hicky?? 8. How many rounds would we go? 9. What would you wanna do afterwards? 10. Would you take off all ur clothes for me? 11. Would you lick and bite me all over? 12. Would you like 4 play or get straight to the point? 13. Would you take your time if I told you to? 14. Would you fall asleep when we were done? 15. Would you want to go fast or slow? 16. Where would u wanna "do it" at? 17. Would u be loud or quiet? 18. Do you think u could make me have an orgasm? 19. Are u gonna re-post these so I can answer them for you? 20. WOULD U FUCK TODAY? EMAIL ME AND LET ME KNOW WHAT U WOULD DO IF I LET YOU HIT IT!

The One I Love The Most...
The one I love the most! There is a letter in my pocket, I don’t know where to send... Telling someone that I love, I won’t be back again... But who will I address it to, Who’ll read the words I wrote... The one I loved the longest, Or the one I love the most... One has stood by me, In the good times and the bad... One has brought out feelings, I never knew I had... Ones and burning ember, The others fire and smoke... The one I loved the longest, Or the one I love the most... You can’t stand at a crossroad’s, You’ve got to move along... I know either way I turn, I’ll do something wrong... So who do I hold onto, And who do I let go??? The one I loved the longest, Or the one I love the most???

Juggalo Wolfs Wolf Pack
- LOST LOVE - every day i walk into the darkness souless n' heartless love is forgotten everyday i sit around just rotten once loved but lost it im the one that goes unseen and unheard inside i died burn the world n' write my name in blood in the night sky when i was with you i felt so alive when you stopped lovin me is when i died now i walk with the dead with 666 in blood writen on my forhead i have no heart you left it in pieces on the floor and only you can put it back together guess its just all lost love there is no above there is no below its just you in a dark hole and all you see is darkness love is rotten n' cruel oh so many times have i gotten played like a fool ya cut my heart out n' threw it in a blender your love once so tender now so cold wish i could just be taken out this world but your the one who keeps me here if you a lo or a lette goth pagan or just fuckin' crazy or just want to get to know me add me on here or yahoo > evil_juggalo_wolf@yahoo.com

To Everyone
Hi I just wanted to say to men and woman, when you get hurt by the opposite sex dont label everyone else after that to be like them. Dont be scared to open up after you get hurt you could be missing out on the one who was meant for you. Sometimes we have to go through the bad things in life to get to the good things. It is the same thing with realtionships,it takes a few bad ones to get to the good. Relationships dont happen over night. Dont lock up your heart and throw away the key. You never know you might miss out on the person who was meant for you. Everyone has someone out there that is made for them. I know its easier to be alone sometimes then to be in a relationship. I promise men that not all woman are witches. I promise woman not all men are azzholes.

Are You Aware.
In April 1997, there was a "gas out" conducted nationwide in protest of gas prices. Gasoline prices dropped 30 cents a gallon overnight. On May 15th 2007, all internet users are urged not go to a gas station in protest of high gas prices. Gas is now over $3.00 a gallon in most places. There are 73,000,000+ American members currently on the internet network, and the average car takes about 30 to 50 dollars to fill up. If all users did not go to the pump on the 15th, it would take $2,292,000,000. 00 (that's almost 3 BILLION) out of the oil companys pockets for just one day, so please do not go to the gas station on May15th and lets try to put a dent in the Middle Eastern oil industry for at least one day. Getting angry can sometimes be like leaping into a wonderfully responsive sports car, gunning the motor, taking off at high speed, and then discover the brakes are out of order. The word über comes from the German language. It is a cognate of both Latin super and Greek &#

Blog
A British newspaper salutes Canada. This is a good read. It is funny how it took someone in England to put it into words. Sunday Telegraph Article: Salute to a Brave and Modest Nation - Kevin Myers, The Sunday Telegraph LONDON - Until the deaths of Canadian soldiers killed in Afghanistan , probably almost no one outside their home country had been aware that Canadian troops are deployed in the region. And as always Canada will bury its dead, just as the rest of the world, as always will forget its sacrifice, just as it always forgets nearly everything Canada ever does. It seems that Canada 's historic mission is to come to the selfless aid both of its friends and of complete strangers, and then, once the crisis is over, to be well and truly ignored. Canada is the perpetual wallflower that stands on the edge of the hall, waiting for someone to come and ask her for a dance. A fire breaks out, she risks life and limb to rescue her

Rants/raves/etc.
There’s such a thing as rep-tism... You know what I’m talking about. People who are otherwise very open minded, yet don’t think reptiles can be good pets. People who think that the only appropriate pets have fur. Why can they not see the value of reptiles as well? Why couldn’t I derive just as much unconditional love from my gecko, my alligator, my frog? Who’s to say that pets with scales can’t be just as rewarding to own as a cat or dog? And who are the rept-ists to judge those who DO form lifelong relationships with their bearded dragons and their iguanas? We’re talking about rational people here. People who would never accept other isms in their life. People who would balk at racism or sexism, yet they look down their noses at people who happen to have pets that differ from theirs. I just find this unacceptable and I want it to stop. Right now. That’s it. lol Good. Frog (our american alligator) has his own podcast! If you want to check in to see what Frog is doing just click t

So Um Yeah
god damn it!! I need more points some one hook me up with some comments or something! Im sick of being fresh meat! This site is kinda weird, but it involves alcohol and being drunk therefore it must be ok.

I Hate That I Love Him
I hate that I love him............................... I love him so much it hurts! I love the way you used to make me feel............. I hate not knowing how you feel anymore at all! I love the way you used to look at me when we made love......... I hate that now you barely look at me at all! I love the way your tong used to linger on my lips............ I hate the fact they barley touch yours any more! I love the way your fingers used to feel on my hips..... I hate now we barely get that far! I love the way we used to talk when we made love.............................. I hate that now we barley talk at all! I love the man you used to be not so long ago............................................ So loving ,so caring, I hate sitting next to you each night , and waiting for the man you used to be.................. to notice me again!

Kisses
chocolate said to a lollipop, you are damn sweet. And the lollipop said : Not as sweet as the person reading this! Ur smile makes me smile... ur talks make me glad.. But ur absence makes me sad... Be always with me my dear friend!!! send this 2 all ur friends in ur list n also back 2 me if i am ur friend.... If u get more than 7 u r lovable" ^H E , -^_^-, .. _, .-'^ R S , .-^_______..| _.. H E , .-^____________k __..,Y.-^________________i ________________________ss ________________________kis _______________________skiss _______________________kissk ______________________isskiss ____________________kisskisskis __________________skisskisskisski ________________sskisskisskisskissk ______________isskisskisskisskisskiss ____________kisskisskisskisskisskisskis _________skisskisskisskisskisskisskisskiss _______kisskisskisskisskisskisskisskisskissk ______isskisskisskisskisskisskisskisskisskiss ______kisskisskisskisskisskisskisskisskisskis

Kids Say The Darndest Things
SO I sitting on the computer when I hear Alex say from the kitchen to Cole..."Cole let me show you something cool on the dishwasher here. Now pay attention because someday you will be married and your wife will ask you to load the dishwasher and I don't want you to look like an idiot, so this is how you do it." I have no idea what possessed her to tell him that, but it was the cutest thing.

Funny Stuff
Just a Theory The question is who, what, and why we are here A question that will linger after a full case of beer Are we children of God that inhabit this earth Or the product of monkies who kept giving birth Now rarely do people bring aliens into the picture Our only two choices are evolution and scripture Now scientists want DNA, facts, and samples All I have is a false theory with an accurate example Let's just say two aliens got drunk one night Were looking for action so their spaceship took flight Crash landed here first thing they saw was a monkey Who's friends looked good to, so the spacemen got funky They sobered up, realizing what they did And beat up the monkies who had us as a kid They left their children to be a hybrid gimp With extraterrestrial intelligence, yet dumb as a chimp Aliens skip through the universe like a sudden flash We can fly to Chicago and hope we don't crash They have enormous eyes and are hairless beings We have ha

My Poetry *copywritten*
Searching for inspiration Hearing the rain fall, And the rolls of thunder in the sky Your hand caressing my neck, Your thumb glides to my lips Your fingers hold my neck as I kiss your thumb Leaning down behind me, I feel your lips glide from shoulder to shoulder Leaning my head back for you We kiss so deep, so passionately I forget where I am or what I was doing Big strong comforting arms lift me from the chair Candles light the bedroom Portishead plays from the speakers Gently laying me on the bed Kissing my toes, my chins, my knees Kissing kissing kissing all the way up To my forehead and licking behind my ears Biting my lip I let out a soft moan And trace the muscles of your back Digging my nails every so slightly into your skin Your growl arousing me deep inside I bite your shoulder and wrap my legs tight around you Arching my back and you look into my eyes Your look asking for permission I reach up for another kiss as I thrust up Taking you into me,

New Group
hello everyone.if anyone is interested in some new music then i have a new group that you should check out.they are called GREWSUM.they are great.i have them on my myspace page.there page is myspace.com/grewsum.please pass the word.there cd comes out feb.20,2007.its has been push back from jan.30 to feb.20.

World Rock Radio
(all times Eastern Standard Time) MONDAY 12PM (Noon) Devine & Demonic DJ Vicarious 2PM Loud N Proud DJ Mystic 4PM Dodge This DJ Trinity 6PM Eggs & Kegs DJ Raven 8PM Nice Fuckin' Show DJ Evil 10PM S&M DJ Krys 12AM Eggs & Kegs DJ Raven 2AM Satan’s Slumber Party DJ Lucifer TUESDAY 12PM (Noon) Devine & Demonic DJ Vicarious 2:00PM Loud N Proud DJ Mystic 8:00PM S&M DJ Krys 10PM Nice Fuckin' Show DJ Evil 12AM The Sin Within DJ Aphro WEDNESDAY 2PM Loud N Proud DJ Mystic 8PM S&M DJ Krys 10PM Rock Yer Box DocNasty 12AM Disciples of Rock DJ Cru 2AM Satan's Slumber Party DJ Lucifer THURSDAY 2PM Loud N Proud DJ Mystic 6PM Mayhem & Rage ShotDaddy 8PM Mayhem & Rage ShotDaddy 10PM Nice Fuckin' Show DJ Evil 12AM The Black Mass DJ Lucifer Friday 2PM Loud N Proud DJ Mystic 4PM Dodge This DJ Trinity 10PM S & M DJ Krys 12AM The Leathur Lair BratPrince 2AM The Leathur Lair BratPrince Saturday 6PM Devine & Demonic DJ Vicarious 8PM S&M DJ Krys 10PM Nice Fuckin'

Looking For It All???
a href="http://photobucket.com" target="_blank"> MY CRUSH WENT AWAY AND I AM FEELIN VERY UNLOVED WHERED U GO I AM WANTING U BACK PLEASE WIT A CHERRIES ON TOP AND SPINKLES AND ALL THAT someone has a CRUSH on you!!

Bikers & The People Who Love Them
wanted to shout out to all my fellow bikers & those of you who love & support us , thannk you all HI to all my friends & family members the wolfpack den lounge is now a functioning lounge for bikers & the people who love them . i hope that yoiu enjoy it

Shayna Storm
Hi everyone! This is my first time on Cherry Tap and my first blog ever. I just want to thank everyone for being so sweet and welcoming. I look forward to learning more about this site and how to use it. There are some VERY SEXY people on here :) and I can't wait to meet some of them. All My Pleasures, Shayna www.shaynaxxx.com Just want to wish everyone a Happy Hump Day! I hope you are all doing good today and work isn't getting in the way of your fun. I played poker last night and made it to 4th place out of about 28 people. I haven't been out to play in awhile and had a blast seeing all my poker buddies. Today was a LOT hard to get up, lol. Note to self: "after not being out in awhile it is not a good idea to try and drink every beer the bar has". LOL This morning was not pretty and the afternoon is still undecided :). Kisses to all. All My Pleasures Shayna Storm I hope everyone had a great weekend. I went out to Allstars here in SA and got to see some h

Love
I honestly belive I have found the one person I want to spend the rest of my life with. She's the sweetest kindest most awesome woman I know. I love her more then words can describe. I love you so much Rachael and I can't wait to be with you. Well on the bright side of things rachael has been the greatest persone to me and I love her so much I can't even begin how to describe it. We've been together for just over a month and no matter how many times she say I love you to me I still get this big goofy ass grin on my face. I find myself wanting to be with her more and more every day, I eagerly wait for her phone calls and am sad that I have to sleep alone cuse I would much rather be with her holding her in my arms. So yeah I think that's all I have right now. The one fantasy I have that keeps poping in my head goes like this. My girlfriend is sleeping nake in our bed, but I'm not in it yet. Instead I'm out preparing for the sneak in. I creap in like a vampire with my fangs in there's so

Don't Know What To Say
Well here i go sittin' here again all by myself trying to figure out what just happend. I keep askin myself why do things have to happen like this. It's just outta my hands I guess. I don't know what to do . Mom and Dad are getting a divorce, why? It's killin me. I know it's not my fault. Theres nothing i can do to stop it. It's just that after 24 yrs together that Mom just serves him papers. My dad is so tore up and I don't know what to say to him. Mom has totally shut everyone out and won't even give me a call. I guess things happen for a reason. She could at least give me a call. I'll just sit here and ponder the thought of not haveing a family anymore eventhough they are stepbrothers they are still my brothers and i love them very much. I don't know??? This sucks i'm gonna be all by myself now noone to turn to when in need of a shoulder. I guess as the dust settles i'll know a little bit more of what's going to happen, until then I don't know what to say.

Turn Around Birght Eyes
Good morning to all my family, friends, and fans, I'm writing this blog this morning to ask that all of those of you that are able, to please give blood, this holiday season.By giving blood, you might give another person a chance to live. Blood knows no racial boundries. It knows no socio-economic boundries. I is one of the things that we can give one another, in a time of need, that we can do for ourselves and each other. If you donate(and I hope you do), be sure to eat before you do, so you don't pass out. If Jesus was able to shed his blood for us, don't you think it's only right that we share some, when needed, with each other? Please, give blood. It was a good song then. It's a good song now. Dear Family, Friends, and Fans, I would like to get everyone's input on a subject. If there were a policeman on cherry, and I'm sure there are many, and that person was abusing their power by investigating you and your personal business, would you feel like they had overstepped their

1st Blog
Ive never really blogged befor, I dont really know what to say, I'm still trying to figure this website out its a lil confusing, but after awhile I'm sure I'll get the hang of it, so anyways, whats up pple that read this

This And That...
On Monday I took half the day off from work so I could go meet my little boy at school so we could have lunch together. His dad lives way across town from where I live so his school is 35m away...yes it is a lot. But the look on his face when I walked into that cafeteria made the distance, the fighting traffic and having to arrange things at work so I can leave early all worthwile. He was so happy to see me. I was just as happy to see him. He wanted to share his lunch with me, but I told him that was ok since I had brought my own ham & chez sandwich...he did trade my orange capri sun for his cherry one...lol It seems I got myself a new dog...showed up out of nowhere last friday when I got home from work I was letting the Pablo and Flurry out to the backyard and this dog that looked just like Flurry came in the yard thru a gap on the fence, she is almost all white with some light tan....looks like it has part husky on her...as soon as I have a picture I will put it on the album...

Huh
An 18 year old girl tells her Mom that she has missed her period for 2months. Very worried, the mother goes to the drugstore and buys a pregnancy kit. The test result shows that the girl is pregnant. Shouting, cursing, crying, the mother says "Who was the pig that did this toyou? I want to know!" The girl picks up the phone and makes a call. Half an hour later a Ferrari stops in front of their house, a mature and distinguished man with gray hair and impeccably dressed in an Armani suit steps out of the Ferrari and enters the house. He sits in the living room with the father, mother and the girl, and tells them: "Good morning, your daughter has informed me of the problem. I can't marry her because of my personal family situation but I'll take charge. I will pay all costs and provide for your daughter for the rest of her life. Additionally, if a girl is born I will bequeath her 2 retail stores, a townhouse, a beachfront villa and a $2,000,000 bank account. If

Very Irretating
ok i just wanna know why guys and probably some females( althought i have'nt been their yet) ask to chat You up on messenger and then when they start talking to you.. they ask Do you have any naughty pic?? and Your answer is No .. then they say Why Not?? well first of all if i had some i would maybe only let one person .. see them and HE knows who He is .. and yeah He is the lucky one.. and if and when He is ready for that He will let me know.. so please if that is all You want then dont bother to look me up.. Because if YOu arent MASTERCUFF You wont be seeing any naughty ones

Betrayal
"Do you know what you have done?" she asks, as the winds whisper... betrayal.. "Do you know what you have done?" she asks, as her heart stops beating "Do you know what you have done?" she asks, as the gates of hell open for her. "Let me share my love, let us become one. Let me show you my love, pure estasy and a bonding to be as one. Let your soul ripple and renew. Come, spend eternity in the flames of intense passion. Let our love consume our souls... melding us as one." He asks her"tell me more" "Between us my love...speak of it to no one" He replies.."Behind closed doors" "Come, I will show you my hunger, and share with you. Let me feed as I will feed you" "Do you know what you have done?" she asked, as the winds whisper betrayal... Only once in your life, I truly believe, you find someone who can completely turn your world around. You tell them things that you've never shared with another soul and they absorb everything you

Keeping A Relationship
It's best to wait for the one you want than to settle for the available. Best to wait for the one you love, than who's around. Best to wait for the right one because life is too short to waste on just anyone. African proverbs states, " Before you get married, keep both eyes open, after you marry, close one eye." Before you get involved and make a commitment to someone, don't let Lust, Desperation, Immaturity, Ignorance, Pressure (from others) or a Low Self Esteem make you blind to warning signs. "Keep Your Eyes Open." Don't fool yourself thinking you can change someone or that what you see as faults isn't really that important. Once you decide to commit to someone, over time, his or her Flaws, Vulnerability, Personal Peeves and Differences will come more obvious. If you love your mate and want the relationship to grow and evolve you've got to learn how to close one eye and not let every little thing bother you. You and your mate have many different Expectations, Emotional Needs, Values

Fantasia
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Mustaches!!!
Hey everyone. I need everyone's opinion.. What do you think of mustaches.. Are they attractive on men? What makes them attractive? Or are you the smooth faced individual? Let me know your thoughts and opinions...

A Poem
My heart has been broken. My heart has been torn wide open. I can't stop cryin. On the inside im diein. With you I felt so right. Now I cry through the night. I watched as you slipped through my fingers. My love for you still lingers. I hear your voice over the phone. The I realize im all alone. I wish I could still be the one. But I must remember that we our done. I can't stop thinking of you. I wish I could but it's true. Ive lost the one thing that mattered. And now my heart and soul are shattered. I don't know if ill ever be the same. I guess this is loves crule game. I miss how it use to be. When you belonged to me. But I guess life goes on. Then why does letting you go feel so wrong. I wont be the one waitting for your kiss. That's one of the things im going to miss. I wont be the one to hold you tight. I wont be the one to keep you safe at night. I wont be the one to wake up next to you. This is horrible but sadly it's true. I thought we would have married. And our baby you woul

What I Think About Some Of These Marines Around Here
WE MAY NOT SUPPORT THE WAR BUT AT LEAST SUPPORT OUR TROOPS THEY ARE FIGHTING FOR OUR FREEDOM!!!I PRAY THEY ALL COME HOME TO STAY SOON THEY ARE IN MY PRAYERS EVERYNIGHT..CAOME HOME SOON..AND THANK YOU FOR ALL U DO FOR THIS COUNTRY these marines around here dont know what they want but i guess thats all men but i dont need a man to make me feel special or to tell me im a somebody cause i know im a somebody either way

Sexual Dictionary
You scored as Chains/Handcuffs. Your turn on is handcuffs and chains. You like being cuffed/chained to the bed, or cuffing/chaining your partner down. You love the pure ectasy of being in complete control... or letting someone else have complete control over you. Sex isn't sex without control.Chains/Handcuffs92%Blind Folds75%Whips50%Bondage50%Biting42%Blood0%What's Your Kinky Turn On?created with QuizFarm.com Cole -- [noun]:An aphrodisiac made of cucumbers 'How will you be defined in the sexual dictionary?' at QuizUniverse.com

Poems Of The American Pitbull Terrier
Written with a pen sealed with a kiss there is one thing I do know this she was mine and I was hers gods fate chose her over me with love and compassion I loved to give her my loss was great and the pain hurt to but the lies of what people saw in her(breed) Cost her, her life and my heart to break. Your lips speak soft sweetness Your touch a cool caress I am lost in your magic My heart beats within your chest I think of you each morning And dream of you each night I think of your arms being around me And cannot express my delight Never have I fallen But I am quickly on my way You hold a heart in your hands That has never before been given away I can fight and I can roll, I can bite and I can hold, but there's one thing I will not do. I can sit and I can stay, I can jump and I can play, but there's one thing I will not do. I'm a champ it's in my blood, you can loan me out for stud, but there's one thing I will not do. You can kick

When Will This Mad, Mad Ride Ever Stop?
Been sick for the last couple of days and miserable in class. Thanks to loni for that. I still love her though. Just being lazy today not much going on. Dreading class tommorow since we have one instructor that is very boring and I have resorted to making a little tick mark on paper every time he says the word ok as filler material in his lecture. He is up to averaging one OK every 17.3 seconds. Never have done a blog before. It just kind of seemed pointless like asking everyone to just step into my life. The wife said to try it so here I am.

Whatever
now whats the deal? why are people on CT telling the www that they luv them. people whats going on??? love is just a word nowadays that people use 4 their own good. it makes THEM feel good 2 say it. it makes THEM feel as if they may get it reciprocated...(one day). it gives THEM a sense of self worth. but what about one of the many they say they love? what of the one or two that may have actually believed them and in doing so aquired feelings themselves? people stop using the word love like we do all others. if we use love up, what will be next? its one of the most powerful words in any language and we abuse it. dont beat it til it means little 2 nuthing people. one. i'm really writing this as a way of just venting for a few moments. i like CT cuz it allows me to network but there r times that myspace and yahoo 360 kinda get on my nerves. here's the thing, i don't think that most of the things that people say can b trusted. some people will be real and say, "hey, i like the way u look

I've Been Tagged
RULES - Once you've been tagged, you have to write a blog with 8 facts/things/habits about yourself, saying who tagged you. In the end you need to choose the 6 people to be tagged and list their names. No tag backs. So here we go 1) I love music and am always looking for new suggestions to broaden my horizons 2) I love to take pictures 3) I was once afraid of getting hurt, but I'm now willing to trust again. 4) I dislike my real job but love my second job 5) I come from a small family - I have no first cousins 6) I have broken more than one bone on my body 7) As with music, I love to read when I can, and will read just about anything 8) I know something that someone else doesn't know I know I was tagged by Calvin ages ago, and then I revamped this. hmm now to find 6 victims...err.... people to tag :p

Well Now
Ok! I am furious!!!! I have been played a fool at work, and I know now that I can never trust this person again under any circumstances , what so ever. Here it goes.. what would you do in this situation? My baby girl of the big age of six, sufferred a bad case of a stomach virus at school today. She was throwing up, curled in a ball , crying and embarrassed because she messed her pants and her clothes. The school calls my husband and tells him that she has had an accident and we need to come right away. We work together, 30 min from the school. He in turn comes to tell me, but i am with customers , so he tells a coworker to tell me to be ready to leave right away. INSTEAD OF TELLING ME THIS, SHE GATHERS EVERYONE UP AND SENDS THEM TO TOWN, LEAVING ME ALONE AND WITH NO AVENUE TO LEAVE. MY HUSBAND TRIES TO CALL AND TELL ME BEFORE THIS COULD HAPPEN. SHE INTERUPTS THIS CALL AND EVEN HELPS A COWORKER FIND NEEDED INFORMATION TO TAKE WITH HER. THEN ONCE EVERYONE IS GONE SHE TELLS ME THAT MY C

Memories Of A Lost Love.
there's nothin to fear —- u're as good as the best, as strong as the mightiest, too; u CAN win in every battle or test for there's no one just like u. there's only one u in the world today cos nobody else, u see, can do ur work in as fine a way: u're the ONLY one there'll be! so face the world, and all life is urs to conquer n love n live, and u'll find the happiness that endures in just the measure u give. there's nothin too good for u to possess, nor heights where u cannot go: ur power is more than belief or guess —- it is somethin u have to KNOW. there is nothin to fear —- u can and u will, for u R the invincible u, set ur foot upon the highest hill —- there's NOTHIN u cannot do. memories memories are all that remains, of a perfect love gone wrong, memories of ur warm smile, of ur soft lovin caresses, n ur sweet tender kisses, memories so bitter yet so sweet, where my lips curl into a smile, yet the joy never to reach m

Journal...life Leading To/after Gastric Bypass
Its been 3 weeks today since I saw the surgeon. I didn't hear anything by Friday. I called the surgeon's office this morning and there was still no word *sighs*. Guess I'm in for more waiting BLAH! My brother showed up today. I found out with his health problems he has to do 3 specific exercises daily. I am going to start taking walks with him (20 minutes, I think I can survive that as long as the heat doesn't bite me in the butt lol) so I'll start getting some minor exercise done. Hopefully by the time he goes back home it will be a habit for me. I need to do it anyway. Since I've been off work I've not been walking around no where near as much as I should (bad me, I know). I've been hearing that people that have had the surgery get far more active quickly. I was watching some TV with Chuckie earlier and they were about amusement parks like Dollywood. I think I'd like to make a goal of next summer having enough weight off to go to a place like that. Roller coaster ri

Be My Valentine
SO here is another for ya'll to get in your inbox! :) Body: Would you makeout with me me? [] Hell Yea [] Yes [] No [] Maybe Would you sleep with me? [] In an instant! [] Yes [] No [] Maybe--- dont even think about it... Am I attractive? [] Heck no [] hot as Hell [] Fine [] Cute [] Okay [] Ugly! Do you think I'm a virgin? [] Yes [] No [] Don't know I look like.. [] A player [] One time thing [] Next bf/gf [] A friend [] A friend with benefits [] A possibility [] A loser If you saw me for the first time would you talk to me? [] Yes [] No [] maybe Would you rather.. [] Hook up with me [] Cuddle with me [] Date me [] Friends [] Friends with benefits On a scale of 1-10 (10 being the highest), rate me... [] 1 [] 2 [] 3 [] 4 [] 5 [] 6 [] 7 [] 8 [] 9 [] 10 What would you want me to be to you? [] Friend [] Girlfriend/Boyfriend [] Friend with benefits [] Husband/Wife Would you give me a lapdance? [] Hell Yea [] Yes [] No [] Maybe Would

Hmmm...
ok well here's the thing..even if i go to the frequently asked questions or i ask sum 1 in the lounge..i still dont get this thing!!~! i mean...i wanna meet new ppl but i dont know what exactly i need to do!!~! this is SOO freakin confusing...any help would be great!!~!

My Thoughts
why must i always do this to myself, it really not good for my health. I try to show eveyone around, that im not fool but my hands are bound. By my own fear of fucking that up as well, shhh... quite im sure no one will tell. Living each day tring to make the best of whats to come, to much, to fast, forget this im done out from the ashes a baby phonix arises to emerge in life, like that phonix i rose from the ashes of pain and strife. a new love a new chance to live like i once had before, she came and picked me off from the floor. she has givin me a new reason to face each day with new ambitions and dreams, so together we'll just go down togher the unknown life stream There's something about my love, it seem's never ending, with you around now all it wants to keep on sending. From near death you took my heart and did all its critical mending, I'm stronger now, so peaceful that my heart has no pain pending. When you gave me your heart and part of your soul, that day i became

Twiztid Life
You have to love idiot people don't you. So a friend calls me yesterday in a panic and in dire need and I agree to help out as long as certain obligations would be met. So we agree on this contract and I provide her with a relatively large some of money to pay off some of her less than reputable debts. She tells me how grateful she is and that we would have to get together later on and hang out. I was like great. Well until about 1am(when I went to bed) she continued to ignore all calls from me. Do you really want to piss off the guy that you owe that much money to? That just doesn't seem like a wise decision in my book. I just needed to vent, that shit pissed me off. oh my god, what was i thinking. so last night, while completely sober mind you, I thought it would be a good idea to shave. you have seen my pics, there is a bit of hair there but nothin excessive I didn't think. Maybe I should be more clear...I shaved my body. Legs, groin, chest, stomach, underarms, the whole 9. the only

This Is Real Life
Honestly, it's hard to believe it's been one year. Exactly. To the day. One year. It feels like it's been so much longer, like I've been alone and aching forever. And like it was only yesterday at the sametime. It's the odd sense of time that only comes with greif and despair. A severe loss, half of myself torn from the world. My heart is missing a piece of itself, and it's a rip that will never heal. I'm not sure I'm even making sense at this point. Then again, I'm not sure I care about making sense to anyone except myself. Because this? This isn't for you. Really, it's not. This is for me, for my own sanity. If you read it, more power to you. I think I'm going to make this a letter to him, because I feel like I need to do this. Right after he passed, I wrote him every few days. But I stopped because, well, it hurt to much. And I knew I didn't have to write anything for him to hear me. I just had to talk. I know that's still true, but every now and then, you just need to put things do