Fubar Blogs 1

Just K Poet
Unexpected you come a dream to say the least unleashed to keep so much more than a memory more than I could ever ask something made to last a heart to steal words I feel to the deepest of my soul I give…you hold a promise that I won't let go a prayer prayed delayed? Please promise you'll stay… Today… Tomorrow… Forever… A dream dreamt tears wept all for this moment in time your inner shine shimmering through in all the things you say and do a real life dream come true you… At arms length I reach but distance forsakes me a lifetime away maybe someday I pray but not today… I can't stay.. I have to say good-bye.. Why? I cry, but it won't change this lifetime you're a lifetime away… I only ask that you please stay… I pull and you reach maybe it's destiny... Fate I will await even if you seem a lifetime away just promise... No matter where this path leads a world away I promise on this day I won't drift away if you'll stay...

Fantasies
I awaken in a strange bed totally naked. I can't see anything, wait I am blindfolded. I can tell my eyes are open but I can't see. I reach to take the blindfold off but I can't I am tied up. My hands are above my head. I start to get afraid so I start thrashing around and that is when I notice my ankles are tied down too. Whoever did this to me has me spread-eagle on the bed and totally tied down. All I can move is my head..and to lift my ass off the bed. I must have been drugged because I fall back asleep while I am struggling. I awaken to the sensation of being watched. I know there is someone in the room with me but I have no idea. I don't even know if it is male or female. I can feel someone staring at me for what seems like ages but I don't know how long it has been. could be minutes could be hours. I can feel myself getting aroused just by being stared at. I am confused..should I be getting aroused. I can hear someone moving around in the room. He/She is g

Funny Shit
THE VIBRATOR AS A WOMAN PASSES HER DAUGHTER'S CLOSED BEDROOM DOOR, SHE HEARD A STRANGE BUZZING NOISE COMING FROM WITHIN. OPENING THE DOOR, SHE OBSERVED HER DAUGHTER GIVING HERSELF A REAL WORKOUT WITH A VIBRATOR. SHOCKED, SHE ASKED: "WHAT IN THE WORLD ARE YOU DOING?" THE DAUGHTER REPLIED: "MOM, I'M THIRTY-FIVE YEARS OLD, UNMARRIED, AND THIS IS ABOUT AS CLOSE AS I'LL EVER GET TO A HUSBAND. PLEASE, GO AWAY AND LEAVE ME ALONE." THE NEXT DAY, THE GIRL'S FATHER HEARD THE SAME BUZZ COMING FROM THE OTHER SIDE OF THE CLOSED BEDROOM DOOR. UPON ENTERING THE ROOM, HE OBSERVED HIS DAUGHTER MAKING PASSIONATE LOVE TO HER VIBRATOR. TO HIS QUERY AS TO WHAT SHE WAS DOING, THE DAUGHTER SAID: "DAD I'M THIRTY-FIVE, UNMARRIED, AND THIS IS ABOUT AS CLOSE AS I'LL EVER GET TO A HUSBAND. PLEASE, GO AWAY AND LEAVE ME ALONE." A COUPLE DAYS LATER, THE WIFE CAME HOME FROM A SHOPPING TRIP, PLACED THE GROCERIES ON THE KITCHEN COUNTER, AND HEARD THAT BUZZING NOISE COMING FROM, O

Mad As Hell
I want to know why it is that someone tells you they got your back and they are your friends.Then they turn around and talk shit on you to other people thinking you won't find out.I think that is messed up.If you ain't gonna be a true friend then don't bother to be a friend to anyone at all.That is what I think about all that shit.

Curses For You
Little by little you’re fading away Seems like time is taking you from me…. Little by little I’ll set you free There’s no need to come back to me ‘Cause letting go really, truly is a good thing now So please let me go and fade away….. I’ll let you know it really is a good thing now And keep yourself away from me…… Curses For You Keep comin at me.... Keepin me aware of you....... My source of inspiration.... Oh how much I hate you..... Stupid indecision Yes, I do abhor you Cursing you indignantly....... But you keep comin at me Although I'm not alone.... Am I your addiction? Your fix for the day? How can I forgive you? When I can't forgive myself Stupid indecision Keeps you comin.....still. .........Me can anyone guess what this is about? Forgive me if I hurt you When my temper subjugates me Forgive me if I wronged you When my wicked comes to play As my loyalty is bound to you Just loving who you are With these simple dreams I share with you G

Fucking Men!!!!
THIS IS A WARNING TO ALL YOU CHERRY TAPPERS OUT THERE THAT HAS THIS GUY (josh 'xlllx_stealth_xlllx' s)ON THEIR FRIEND LIST OR HAS REQUESTED TO BE IN YOUR FRIEND LIST PLZ ANYONE WHO HAS BEEN IN CONTACT WITH HIM DELETE HIM BLOCK HIM AND DO NOT ACCEPT HIM HE IS A HACKER HE HAS HACKED INTO MY YAHOO ACCOUNT AND AT LEAST 2 OF MY FRIENDS SO FAR THAT I KNOW OF THIS IS HIS LINK xlllx_stealth_xlllx@ CherryTAP THIS IS HIS EMAIL ADDY smOkin_aces@hotmail.com NOW IVE DONE MY CHERRY TAP DUTY BY INFORMING YOU ALL ABOUT WHATS GOING ON ANYONE WHO DONT LISTEN AND TAKE THERE CHANCE DONT BLAME ME MySpace Comments IN CASE WOMAN ON THIS SITE HAS NOT FIGURED IT OUT YET THERE ARE FUCKING MEN ON THIS SITE THAT ARE JUST PLAIN ASSHOLES THEY MAKE YOU BELIEVE ONE THING AND FUCK WITH YOUR HEADS BIG TIME ALL I HAVE TO SAY IS TO ALL THE WOMAN ON THIS SITE THAT ARE VERY EMOTIONAL AND HAS A BIG HEART .......PLZ PLZ BE CAREFUL WHO YOU TALK TO YOU NEVER KNOW WHICH

Blah
im sitting in my office with absolutely nothing to do and im bored out of my fucking mind. i wish that i knew where there was a party. maybe if i could get trashed then i wouldn't be so bored. anyway. blah. steve-o

Personal
Well, its that time coming up very shortly. It is about 30 mins away and I will officialy become 30 years old. It still feels like yesterday when going to high school and so forth. So, to all people reading this blog. All I can say is... I hope for some ass kickin times at age 30...and it will all begin at RPMs on Friday Arpil 13 in Bridgeville, PA. Later everyone! SL

To All My Friends, Family, And My Fans :)
Juss Wanted To Let All My Friends And Family Know That I Am Moved Into The New Appartment Now :) And I Will Have My Internet Up And Running On Monday Morning! :) P.S. I Hope To Hear From Ya'll Soon. Hey Ya'll :) I Am Juss Letting All Know That I Am Moving Tomorrow Morning (Wed Jan 31st, 07) And I Won't Be Back Online Till Monday Afternoon. ***P.S. Don't Miss Me Too Much*** Much Luv To Ya'll From Ya Girl Charr Charr, Hugs N' Kisses

Hottie......
I'm just going to vent here for a moment because I don't have anywhere else I can. Please, don't feel obligated in any way to read this, again, I'm ust trying to clear my head. Tonight was probably one of, if not the, worst nights of my life. My 18yr old daughter was involved with a man where she works. He is 37, divorced twice, 4 kids, the whole nine yards that you don't want to see your daughter go for. About 4 days ago she came home screaming for me, because her heart was broke by this sorry bastard. Tonight, we get the news that they are going to get back together and we areexpected to accept this, no questions asked. Needless to say, this has ripped her mothers heart out as this is just one in a long line of losers she has associated herself with. Bottom line, after a shitload of arguing, ahouting, talking and discussion, she was given the choice to end this whole thing with him or get out and don't come back. This sounds cold and heartless but she has fought us tooth and

All Of Me
http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=116649&i=927519421 hi im sorry due to ct some how i got my profile all messed up now im here to let everyone to know im fine and well my profile is back and on sorry ok i finally did it you all have asked so here are some nudes for now

To All My Friends+ Family + Fans
TO U ALL OUT THERE IM SORRY I HAVENT BEEN DOING MUCH ON HERE -- MY DOCTR WANTS ME TO STAY OFF AS MUCH AS I CAN CAUSE IM HAVING PROBLEMS WITH MY EYES . SO I HOPE YOU KNOW ILL CATCH UP TO YOUS IN RATING =--PLZ BE PATIENT ---THX AN TAKE CARE FOR ALL THE PEOPLE WHO DOESNT RETURN THE RATES OR DONT HAVE THE DESENTY TO DROP BY ARE GOING TO BE OFF MY LIST --THE PEOPLE KNOW WHO THEY R .-- AN FOR THE ONES THAT RETURNED THE RATES I MUCH APPICIATED THAT- YOUS ALL KNOW WHO YOUS R SO TAKE IT FROM THERE NOW IVE ASKED MANY TIMES TO PLZ DONT SEND ME JUST TEQUILA. THERES MORE THAN THAT OUT THERE PLZ BE DESCENT WHEN SENDING A GIFT I DO APPICIATE GIFTS BUT NOT JUST TEQUILA. IM SURE YOUS WOULD GET SICK OF IT ALL THE TIME WHEN YOU GO AN GET YOUR MESSAGES. I WILL NOT RESPOND TO THIS GIFT JUST GOT OUT OF HAND SENDING JUST TEQUILA. IF YOU WANT TO STAY ON MY FAMILY --FRIENDS AN FANS WELL IT BETTER CHANGE . THX AN HAVE A GREAT DAY

Honesty
Just wondering why guys just can't be honest and say what they want, if its sex then say it lol! tired of guys being fake and coming up saying "I want to know you more" or "would love to just be friends" if they're not serious! thats all for now ;o)

Attention Mozilla Firefox Users
Ok, I have notice sometimes when viewing some of my friends profiles I would get a message, \"Additional plugins need to view all files\" or something to that effect. Well, after some gruelling effort and research, I followed these instructions I finally found and so far it has worked. I cannot guarantee this will fix your particular issue, but it has helped me a great deal..Best of luck... Restoring the Windows Media Player plugin 1. If any of these entries are not present, look for the files in the Windows Media Player directory (usually C:Program FilesWindows Media Player), and if you find them copy then to the Firefox plugins directory (usually C:Program FilesMozilla Firefoxplugins). Then repeat the previous step and check the files are all there. 2. If some of the files are still missing, you can download the individual files from dlldump.com: * npdsplay.dll: http://www.dlldump.com/download-dll-files_new.php/dllfiles/N/npdsplay.dll/3.0.2.629/download.html

Funny
A bus carrying only ugly people crashes into an oncoming truck, and everyone inside dies. As they stand at the Pearly Gates waiting to enter Paradise and meet their maker, God decides to grant each person one wish because of the grief they have experienced. They're all lined up, and God asks the first one what the wish is. "I want to be gorgeous," and so God snaps His fingers, and it is done. The second one in line hears this and says "I want to be gorgeous too." Another snap of His fingers and the wish is granted. This goes on for a while with each one asking to be gorgeous, but when God is halfway down the line, the last guy in the line starts laughing. When there are only ten people left, this guy is rolling on the floor, laughing his head off. Finally, God reaches this last guy and asks him what his wish will be. The guy eventually calms down and says: "Make 'em all ugly again."

Naughty Or Nice???
1)Ever been to a strip club? Yes 2)Ever been kicked out of a bar or a club? No 3)Ever been so drunk you had to be carried out of somewhere? NOPE I CAN HANDLE MY OWN LOL 4)Kissed someone of the same sex? MANY TIMES WITH MANY DIFFERENT WOMEN SUCH AS MY DAUGHTER, MOM, GRAMMA, NIECES,ECT. YOU GET THE PICTURE LOL 5)Thrown up from drinking too much? Yes 6)Thrown up on someone during sex? No 7)Had sex in a car? Yes 8)Had sex on a pool table? Yes 9)Had sex in a movie theater? NO 10)Had sex in a bathroom? Yes 11)Had sex at work? NO 12)Have you ever been in an "adult" store? Yes 13)Have you ever purchased items from an adult store? Yes 14)Have you spent over $100.00 in one visit to the adult store? No 15)Is there someone you wished you never had sex with? No 16)Is there someone you wish you could have had sex with? Yes 17)Have you ever had a threesome? No 18)Are your breasts real? Yes 19)Have you ever kissed a stranger?

What Love Is To Me
Few people know what they mean when they say I Love You..Well,what does the word love mean. It means total interest.I think the reason very few people really fall in love with anyone is they're not willing to pay the price.The price is you have to adjust yourself to them.

My Life As It May Be
MY LIFE AS IT MAY BE BY: the psychopathic sandman THE NIGHT HAS FALLEN AND LIFE SEEMS SO FULL OF EMPTYNESS, VOICES CONFLICTING WITH MY SOAL ARE LOSING ALL INNOCENCE.... AS THE DARKNESS ENTERS MY MIND, THE FEAR OF DEATH IS SLOWLY SLIPPING AWAY, THE ANGER BEGINS TO TAKE FORM AND RISE, DEMONS UNSEEN RISE TO CONSUME MY SOAL WITH HATE ....MY LIFLESS BODY GROWS COLD AND BEGINS TO TREMBLE, THE LIGHT THAT ONCE SHINED THREW MY EYES HAS GROWN DARK AND HAZY .... THE VOICES KEEP TELLING ME TO LET GO , TO SURRENDER MY SOAL TO THE EVIL THAT IS WITHIN, TO UNLEASH THE FURRY THAT HAS SO DESPERATILY BEEN TRYING TO ESCAPE MY SOAL ...I CAN NOT ESCAPE MY FATE I MUST ACCEPT AND MOVE FORWARD .... FOR NOW BEGINS THE JOURNEY ....THE JOURNEY TO DISCOVERING MYSELF AND REDISCOVERING MY SOAL ... THE PATH I FALL BE IT GOOD OR EVIL ONLY TIME WILL TELL, ONLY LIFE WILL TELL PLEASE LEAVE SOME FEED BACK ON MY WRITINGS .. I KNOW THEY ARE DARK ..MOST TIME I SOON WILL POST OTHERS

What People Think
Ok here it goes. I have been reading online here and there recently about downraters .. as well as people talking shit to other people .. and u can like or not like it for all i care but my point is this. Do you think that bitching about being rated an 8 instead of a 10 really honestly matters in the grand scheme of things ?? I mean cmon people .. you put so much value in C.T. that you over all life will be over if u get downrated just a little ?? If it really is about life or death for some of you people .. then maybe u really shouldn't be here and should go back to "Cry"space or what have you. No offense but for those living life .. they will indeed understand what i mean when i say that life is way too fuckin short to be bothered by petty stupid bullshit. I love C.T. for its ability to post whatever the hell i want to and reguardless on whether you like it or hate it .. post it anyway just because i have that right here. If you have that much of a problem with someone elses o

Daily Bitches Of Mine Lol
Your Birth Month is April You are trustworthy and highly ethical in all facets of life. Helpful and steady, you are able to solve any problem. Your soul reflects: Bliss, playfulness, and curiosity Your gemstone: Diamond Your flower: Sweet Pea Your colors: Yellow and red What Does Your Birth Month Mean?

Just A Thought
Did you know that George Washington was not the first president. Actually he was the 9th. The first president of the US of America was John Hanson. I WAS THAT WHICH OTHERS DID NOT WANT TO BE I WENT WHERE OTHERS FEARED TO GO, AND DID WHAT OTHERS FAILED TO DO. I ASKED NOTHING OF THOSE WHO GAVE NOTHING, AND RELUCTANTLY ACCEPTED THE THOUGHT OF ETERNAL LONLINESS......SHOULD I FAIL. I HAVE SEEN THE FACE OF TERROR; FELT THE STINGING OF COLD FEAR; AND ENJOYED THE SWEET TASTE OF A MOMENTS LOVE. I HAVE CRIED, PATNED, AND HOPED, BUT MOSTLY I HAVE LIVED A LIFE THAT MOST WOULD SAY IS BEST FORGOTTEN. AND TODAY I AM GLAD TO SAY WHO I AM AN AMERICAN AND A COMBAT VETERAN! ALRUGHT I HAVE 92 11's TO GIVE OUT HELP!!

This Is Red Witch
I'm not sure what this NSFW thing is - how come so many people at work are here when they should be working?? lol Anyway, I'm new here and this is just to introduce myself, so I will keep it reasonably tame in case the boss or someone else is looking over your shoulder :) My name is Jo, and if you've seen my photos you'll know that my hair is bright red, hence the "Red" part of my name, the "Witch" is really a joke because my hubby Chris reckons I know what he is thinking before he does - but then he is only a man:). I can't show all my photos here, but my profile tells you how to see over 200 of them. Please do look, I would like you to, and please comment on them if you like them. I'm a complete slut for my husband, I dress to please him and give him anything and everything he asks for. I'm not submissive but I love to give, and he gives me all I want in return. I have been really overwhelmed at the response since we started this just six months ago - around 70,000 views so far,

Just Saying Hello...
I know I'm not in here much, maybe I'll get in here a little more often. Sure hope you are all doing well. later, 'chelle Lee I'm just here for a few, I want my friends to know I said hello, I hope you all had (or are having) a good day. So that ends this boring announcement. Hugs, everyone. Later, 'chelle Lee

Please Tell Me
1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Favorite position (s) ? 4. Do you think i'm hot? 5. Would you have sex with me? 6. lights on or off? 7. Would you have to be drunk? 8. Would you take a shower with me? 9. Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 10. Would you leave after or stay the night? 11. Do you like cuddling afterwards? 12. Condom or skin? 13. Do you give Oral pleasures? 14. Do you like to recieve Oral Pleasures? 15. Have sex on the first date? 16. Would you kiss me during sex? 17. Do you think I would be good in bed? 18. Three sum? 20. How many times would you like to orgasm? 21. Would you use me as a booty call? 22. Do you like foreplay? 23. What is foreplay to you? 24. Can we take pictures of the act? 25. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you? SEE HOW MANY PEOPLE SEND THiS BACK TO YOU! EVEN iF YOU HAVE A BOYFRiEND OR GiRLFRiEND- REPOST THiS! TiTLE iT "NAUGHTY APPLiCATiON OK OK OK.....

Daily Rants
How important does a person have to be before they are considered assassinated instead of just murdered? -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Why do you have to "put your two cents in".. . but it's only a "penny for your thoughts"? Where's that extra penny going to? -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Once you're in heaven, do you get stuck wearing the clothes you were buried in for eternity? -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Why does a round pizza come in a square box? -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- What disease did cured ham actually have? -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- How is it that we put man on the moon before we figured out it would be a good idea to put wheels on luggage? ------------------------

How I Got My Nic Name
My parents both got transferred to a closer hosp. this past week...There both doing better now..My dad is walking real well with the assistance of a walker. My Mom will be the hosp. for 6-8 weeks has she has a a hairline fracture in her knee. Might have to put my Dad in a nursing home for awhile until she gets out,or I will go stay with him unless I get a job first.... For those of you that dont know whats going on,read my past couple of blogs. Hugssssssssssss Julie For some of you know my Dad fell Wed. and broke his hip.he's doing good now... Thurs nite after my Mom had been to visit my Dad in the hosp,she was in a bad car accident and is very lucky to be alive.Some guy crossed the centerline,about 4 miles from there house.They had to use the jaws of life to get her out,thank god she had her seatbelt on,they said thats the only thing that saved her life... She is still in the hospital is having problems with her hemoglobin count,shes actually in the same hospital as my Dad now.

Welcome To My World
Aquarius You are very random, changing moods everyday. You are very genuine, and you like to do a lot sexually. When you find something that you like, you like it a lot and want your lover to like it too. Ideally you like to find a partner who is as into sex as you are. You want a lover who is just as independent as you are and you like an equal amount of give and take in the sack. Sex matches: Aries, Gemini, Libra Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Love Sonnet Xvii
This is my favorite poem by Pablo. I read this in Mr. Knuth's class waaayyyyyy back and it has been my favorite ever since..... Love Sonnet XVII by Pablo Neruda I don't love you as if you were the salt-rose, topaz or arrow of carnations that propagate fire: I love you as certain dark things are loved, secretly, between the shadow and the soul. I love you as the plant that doesn't bloom and carries hidden within itself the light of those flowers, and thanks to your love, darkly in my body lives the dense fragrance that rises from the earth. I love you without knowing how, or when, or from where, I love you simply, without problems or pride: I love you in this way because I don't know any other way of loving but this, in which there is no I or you, so intimate that your hand upon my chest is my hand, so intimate that when I fall asleep it is your eyes that close.

About Hush..
1. Silence is Creative More and more we are required to "think outside the box." This requires us to come up with new ideas. This may be within a business, a school, or a non-profit organization. Creativity is not found within the known. Creativity means to bring the new into being. All "thinking about" is simply juggling with the old. You might come up with an answer but this is not developing creativity. Creatively needs the silence of "non-thinking." It requires that you quiet the chattering mind. Silence and creativity are one. 2. Silence builds trust Silence allows you to trust yourself. You give yourself time to listen to your inner voice. You learn to discover your unique ways of knowing. You discover that you do know the answers. You simply think others know better than you do. You have been taught this for most of your life. Listening silently to the promptings of your heart you begin got know your own voice. You become your own master. 3. Silence gives rest

Poems
I feel so alone, like I’m the only person in the world who feels this way, and it doesn’t matter. It’s not important, maybe because I’m not important. Some days I don’t even know why I try. What can I do to be significant? I’m screaming out, doing everything in my power to be heard, yet even silence is louder than my screams. What can I do to be heard, other than tear down my world, break apart my life, die? Sometimes I wonder whether or not I’m becoming more alive or dying, sometimes I wonder if there is a difference. The pain never leaves. It never disappears. It never dies, it never fades, it never lets up. The more I try to forget the more it hurts, the more I try to move on the further I fall back. Desperation is worse than frustration, is living worse than dying? Is screaming worse than crying? The desire to destroy overwhelms me. If I break apart the world around me, maybe the world inside will feel more in tact, maybe it’s just relative. If I create chaos in my environment, my

Me +you +my Room
for fallen juggalos and juggalettes first verse: Splash a little faygo on the ground for fallen juggalo's the hatchets in our heart, not the emblems on our clothes. we hearin clown love everytime the wind blows, the hand of the wraith, it appears in the sky. 3 fingers up yellin reppin "east side", los and lettes waitin for the wraiths wagon ride. shangrila or hells pit waitin on the other side til the day i die imma lo standin proud. home wit my family when im standin in the crowd this goes to my juggalos waitin in the clouds, cause imma be down even when im in the ground, holding em' down, we all down with the clown. faygos and face paint represent the carnie grounds, this is where our true sold family is found, it's fucked up when juggalo's get shot and gunned down, ill meet yall on the otherside still yelling "wickid clowns" [repeat2x] One day we'll meet, when we touch the sky they'll be no worry of when im gonna die ill be with my los and lettes in the sky the day when

No Time To Sing.
What is a "non-binding resolution"? It's a way for politicians to masturbate in public. That's all it amounts to. The "opposition" in Congress is too cowardly to do anything of substance, so it makes up pathetic little "non-binding resolutions", instead. I used to sing all the time. I've got a three and a half-octave range (including falsetto), and women have told me I have a beautiful voice. (Okay, so one guy did, too, but he was a pastor trying to recruit me for the choir.) But I just haven't felt like I had time for years. Right now, I'm having to do 20 hours of overtime a week just to make ends meet, so it looks like I'll not have any time to sing for a while. Listen, folks, it's time to stop sending Bubba to the White House. Suppose you (or you-uns, you all, y'all, or yawl) conquer a country and demolish its government. That country has no history of legitimate law enforcement nor trustworthy courts. Which of your government agencies would you put in charge of creating, i

Dysfunctional
IVE HAD UPS AND DOWNS AND ALL AROUNDS IN MY LIFE I HAVE A MOTHER THAT MENTALLY ABUSES ME TO THIS DAY AND I REALLY CANT PROVE IT TO HER BUT I HAVE A FUCK U ATTITUDE WITH HER AND HAVE TOTALLY LOST ALL RESPECT FOR HER I SOMETIMES HATE HER FOR ALL THE PHYSICAL AND MENTAL ABUSE SHE DID TO ME GROWING UP AND ALL MY FATHER DID WAS SIT THERE AND WATCH HER BEAT THE FUCK OUT OF ME EVERYDAY AND NOW HE SAYS HE COULDNT DO OR SAY ANYTHING BECAUSE IF HE DID SHE WOULD JUST BEAT ME HARDER UNTIL SHE MADE ME BLEED OR BRUISED ME I THINK SHE REALLY HATES ME AND IS SECRETLY JEALOUS OF ME ALL I EVER WANTED WAS A MOTHER AND FATHER TO BE LOVING TO ME AND CARE AND PROTECT ME BUT THEY WERE THE ENEMY AND I HAD TO LIVE IN CLOSE QUARTERS WITH THEM SO SHE COULD BEAT THE PISS OUT OF ME SO FOR THE FIRST ALMOST 13 YEARS OF MY LIFE I WAS AFRAID, SCARED, ISOLATED AND VIOLATED SO NOW MY WAY OF THINKING IS FUCKED I HAVE TO ALWAYS SECOND GUESS MY THOUGHTS BECAUSE IM NOT SURE IF THE WAY I THINK IS NORMAL OR NOT I FEEL SOMETIM

Camping Trip 2005 Vid...
Kristi was caught having sex! In the middle of the act, caught in the throes of passion in the bathroom ... you've been caught by your siblings! 'Where Will You be Caught Having Sex?' at QuizUniverse.com

Poems I Ve Written
Roses come in different colors They all stand for something different Yet, we are not prejudice toward them. Humans come in different colors too They also stand for something different Yet, we are prejudice toward them Why is it that when it comes to flowers Color means nothing Yet, when it comes to humans ..... 7-19-92 Waiting to see if this gets published I should know in a few weeks

A Little About Me
so this semester is crazy...i'm a senior at Plattsburgh State, NY. I have an intern working with TBI and I work with mental challenged and disabled adults. It all keeps me busy. Basically only a little time to chill but I graduate in May so i'm excited after finally finding a major I like. Isn't all about what you like?

Stories
This is just something I'm working on. Unfortunately, I also have about 60 hours of reading to do this week on top of class, so this is all I have so far. She moved through a sea of masks, not knowing quite how she had gotten there. She could feel that she too wore a mask, although she couldn't remember putting it on. Passing one of the many mirrors in the darkened room, she saw a quiet face of silvery glitter with thorny vines twining all around it. Similar patterns were traced down her neck to the top of her dress, with a simple white ribbon encircling her neck. She'd seen the design somewhere before but was having trouble placing it. How had she gotten hereâ€¦? A leather-gloved hand fell on her shoulder and she jumped a little, but her instincts didn't scream the way they should and she wondered why this presence was so familiar, turning to look into a mask that was nearly the opposite of hers, all black with only hints of color, the pattern different and yet someh

Pagan
A Galactic Tale by Michael Lightweaver A long, long time ago in a galaxy far, far away there were all of these light beings just hanging out enjoying life in that joyful & timeless dimension. And then one day a very large, magnificent angel came to them. He had a very serious look on his face. He was looking for volunteers for a very important Cosmic mission. "We have this small - but very special - planet out at the edge of the Alcyon galaxy called Gaia. It is quite unique like a beautiful garden and it is teeming with hundreds of thousands of different life forms. It has been something of an experimental station in the galaxy and it has a most interesting humanoid life form that incorporates the very highest and lowest frequencies known in the cosmos. It is in fact the very epitome of dualism. On the one hand it is an incredibly beautiful life form and is capable of carrying the highest frequencies of love, light & joy known throughout the whole Universe. On the ot

The Battle Between Two Wolves
One evening an old Cherokee told his Grandson about a battle that goes on inside of people. He said, "My son the battle is between two wolves inside s all. One is Evil - it is anger, envey, jealousy, sorrow, regret, greed, arrogance, self-pity, guild, resentment, inferiority, lies, false pride, superiority and ego." "The other is good - it is joy, peace, Love, hope, serenity, humility, kindness, benevolence, empathy, generosity, truth, compassion and faith." The Grandson thought for a minute then asked his Grandfather, "Which wolf wins?" The old Cherokee simply replied, "The one you feed." This is a story I ran across and thought it would be a good one to share. Peace, Love, and Joy. I love because I can. Seems like a simple statement and in the end it is a simple one. I do my best to love unconditionally. This means being honest with self and removing all of the selfish ego stuff that can easily get in the way of really loving. It also means following my own r

My Candy Heart Says...
Your Candy Heart Says "First Kiss" You're a true romantic who brings an innocent hope to each new relationship. You see the good in every person you date, and you relish each step of falling in love. Your ideal Valentine's Day date: a romantic dinner your sweetie cooks for you Your flirting style: friendly and sweet What turns you off: cynics who don't believe in romance Why you're hot: you always keep the romance alive What Does Your Candy Heart Say?

Dr Phil Test
Dr Phil's Test: Here you go. Try this! Below is Dr Phil's test. (Dr. Phil scored 55; he did this test on Oprah - she got a 38.) Some folks pay a lot of money to find this stuff out! Read on, this is very interesting! Don't be overly sensitive! The following is pretty accurate and it only takes 2 minutes. Take this test for yourself and send it to your friends. The person who sent it placed their score in the e-mail subject box. Please do the same before forwarding to your friends (send it back to the person who Sent it to you.) Don't peek, but begin the test as you scroll down and answer. Answers are for who you are now...... not who you were in the past. Have pen or pencil and paper ready. This is a real test given by the Human Relations Dept. at many of the major corporations today . It helps them get better insight concerning their employees and prospective employees. It's only 10 Simple questions, so...grab a pencil and paper, keeping track of your letter an

My Crazy Life
I love to have a good time Partying is one of my hobbies I don't take things too seriously unless i need to I say the work fuck a lot I'm not a virgin... I have my tongue pierced as well as my nipples I go to college at BV and it's kicking my ass I love my friends, and family I think Wal-mart is taking over corperate America I'm very random I'm a dork I love me.. but then again.. who doesn' There's never a dull moment with me In almost every conversation I have, sex comes up I'm where the party's at.. lol and there's never a dull moment with me... oh ya.. and the president of our college knows about all of my piercings.... Keep it rocking.. Lots of uncreepy love Methy

Lets Live Life
ALRIGHT EVERYBODY LISTEN. LIFE IS SOMETHING THAT WE ALL SHOULD CHARISH DAY BY DAY SO LETS LIVE OUR LIFE WHY WORRY ABOUT ANYTHING WHEN IT TELLS YOU IN THA BOOK NOT TO WORRY.YOU SEE THATS WHY YOU SEE A LOT OF PEOPLE WALKIN AROUND LOOKIN ALL CRAZY TRIPPIN ON THEY ON FEET NOT KNOWING WHAT TO DO WITH THEMSELVES YOU KNOW WHY?CUASE THEY DID NOT LIVE THEY LIFE NOW THIS IS ONE THANG YOU SHOULD ALWAYS UNDERSTAND WE ALL GOT TO GO SOMEDAY BUT DONT LEAVE FROM THIS EARTH WITH THA WORRIES OF THIS WORLD ON YOUR MIND LEAVE HEAR KNOWING THAT YOU HAVE LIVED YOUR LIFE TO THA FULLIEST YOULL EVEN LOOK YOUNGER SO DO YOURSELF A FAVOR DONT LET LIFE LIVE YOU LIVE YOUR LIFE. IM OUT YALL TAKE IT EAZY.THIS MY FIRST BLOG AND I FILL LIKE I HALF WAY KNOW WHAT IM DOIN BUT AM I WORRIED KNAW IM CHILLIN CAUSE AINT NOBODY GONE READ IT BUT AM I WORRIED KNAW IM JUST GONE LIVE MY LIFE IM REALLY GONE THIS TIME FOLKS GOOD BYE.CROOKED D A$$A$IN L.O.V.E IS A LONG LASTING WORD BUT TECHNICALY SPEAKIN IT IS ALSO USED FOR MANY OTHER

May I Kiss You?
May I Kiss You? I ask if I may kiss you. You just smile; no answer is necessary. My initial kiss is just a flirting of our lips. My tongue lightly flicking - Like I am asking, "Do you want me?" The tip of my tongue runs all around your lips. Touching every part, Inside and out - Over and over again. Tickling you, tickle, tickle, goes my tongue. Now I press my lips gently to yours. Rubbing your lips back and forth against mine. My kisses are hot and fast. I cannot rest long in any one place. I have such a need to go on. I trail kisses of passion all over your face. Then back to your mouth. Our tongues dance together. We are exploring. I circle your tongue with the tip of mine. You echo the pattern back to me. I lick the sides, underside and the top. You echo back. I suck your lower lip. You echo back. We repeat, repeat, repeat. The sensations are driving our emotions. We are wild for each other. You thrust your tongue in and out. The movements are rhyth

Just A Poem I Wrote
The Journey Sleeping underneath a stone cold sun Haunted by memeries of my past So hard to let go, so I try to run Run until my breath can no longer last Haunted by my pain, haunted by my sin How do you find the strength to let go? I try not to let my past win But it's determined to you know My past will not win, I won't let it end this way So I continue to run I try to hold the memories at bay Pausing only to sleep under the stone cold sun But the memories revive They won't let me go My heart is cold, but my soul is determined to survive Across this endless river I row I sleep underneath a stone cold sun But my past is calling I arise once again, continue to run But I lose hope, I'm falling Falling in a dark cold abiss When I am captured by strong arms The arms of the one who would help me, they promise bliss But I've learned well not to be captured by a mans charms He whispers forgivness, he whispers love Tells me my sin was forgiven long ago

Depressed
PROMISE I promise you my love I promise you my heart I promise you my life I promise we'll never be apart I promise not to hurt you I promise to never make you cry I promise to always trust you I promise not to lie I promise you forever I promise you tonight I promise you my respect I promise to do things right I promise to always be there I promise until the end I promise to always love you I promise to be your best friend I promise you my love I promise you my life I promise this forever I promise our friendship is my life your the PEANUT to my BUTTER , your the STAR to my BURST, your the M to my M, your the POP to my TART, your the MILKY to my WAY, your the FRUIT to my LOOP, your the MILK to my DUDS, your the LUCKY to my CHARMS, your the ICE to my CREAM, but mostly.... your the BEST to my FRIEND I'm feeling: depressed Feeling very depre

Chocolate
Never make anyone a priority when you're considered an option. (REAL-TALK) I'm loving all u Sweet Cherries u have showed me so much luv, and I'm just getting started. I'm here for lifeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

I Have Been In The Hospital
Third trip to the hospital and I think I am done. That was for a whole month! Turns out that the combination of medications I was on contribute to making one suicidal. Thank goodness it was not just me giving up! I really did a number on myself. I have a lot of physical therapy to do to for my arm that is recovering from being paralyzed after being in a coma for a week, a lot of healing from 2nd and 3rd degree burns, feeling like I was kicked in the ribs by a horse, an internal abscess from the burns, and severe colitis from all the antibiotics. A nervous breakdown is a bitch. I do not recommend it. I should pretty much heal completely, but am disabled for a year or more. I am in extreme pain still and can not sit at the computer for more than a few minutes. Typing is very difficult and I am working hard with my amazing sister, who has come to stay with me for several months to take care of me, to get financial aide. I miss you and will do my best to stay in touch. I am really look

Meh
through the night I waunder my heart yerning for love my eyes blank and souless as I waunder the town I search and search for my true love wanting to hold her in my arms to cradle and caress and call her my own my heart and my soul feel hallow what am I what am I to you am I something to hold onto to love or leave I am just a mere Vampyre a Fallen Angel my wings have lost their true color fallen from God's grace to waunder alone for eternity will you help me reach out to me? love me? hold me in your arms what ever you do dont leave me alone.

Angel In Disguise
Wet Wetness does not always pertain to water in an ocean, river or lake; Sometimes it refers to how I feel when I remember your embrace. I only have to think of you to remember me in your arms; My legs quivering, my mouth moaning I have fallen captive to your charms. I long to feel your body on mine to know the taste of satisfied love; To lie quietly in your arms we fit together like a hand to a glove. You are the sweetheart of my life you are my one sure bet; You never have to wonder babe . . . you can always keep me wet. Rapture There is a place for us that no one else can enter. It is a place that holds no secrets, only beauty, peace, understanding. A place that we come to, thinking we are one, only to have our souls fused together for a moment. And in that moment, I know you; every pore, every pulse, every thought, every fear. And I love you more. I feel myself laid bare before you, and I feel content . . . joyous that you are with

Life Goes On
I am sooo bored today...its too cold for swimming, skiing, or horseback riding. Guess I will go to the Museum Kimbell Art Museum ...here I come. LOL A close friend of mine suffered tremedous losses the past 2 years. I feel for her I lost my grandparents when I was 17 and my own parents when I was 19. I have no siblings so I felt very much alone. If it wasnt for someone very special in my life I am not sure where I would be right now. I have my church and my boyfriend and many close friends that keep my up when I feel sooo down. Now it is my turn, please pray for my friend, she lost her grandmother, father and grandson this year. She has siblings but still feels very much alone. PLease keep her in your prayers. Thank you Looking to invest in some various companies. Anyone have any ideas, I dont know where to start. Should I start with small companies or ones that have been around a while? Let me know what you think.

On Me ;)
The wisdom of Larry the cable guy... 1. A day without sunshine is like night. 2. On the other hand, you have different fingers. 3. 42.7 percent of all statistics are made up on the spot. 4. 99 percent of lawyers give the rest a bad name. 5. Remember, half the people you know are below average. 6. He who laughs last, thinks slowest. 7. Depression is merely anger without enthusiasm. 8. The early bird may get the worm, but the second mouse gets the cheese in the trap. 9. Support bacteria. They're the only culture some people have. 10. A clear conscience is usually the sign of a bad memory. 11. Change is inevitable, except from vending machines. 12. If you think nobody cares, try missing a couple of payments. 13. How many of you believe in psycho-kinesis? Raise my hand. 14. OK, so what's the speed of dark? 15. When everything is coming your way, you're in the wrong lane. 16. Hard work pays off in the future. Laziness pays off

Friendship
"I AM METH" (This was written by a young Indian girl who was in jail for drug charges, and was addicted to meth. She wrote this while in jail. As you will soon read, she fully grasped the horrors of the drug, as she tells in this simple, yet profound poem. She was released from jail, but, true to her story, the drug owned her. They found her dead not long after, with the needle still in her arm.) Please keep praying for our Children, Teens, Young adults. Understand, this thing is worse than any of us realize... My Name: "Is Meth" I destroy homes, I tear families apart, take your children, and that's just the start. I'm more costly than diamonds, more precious than gold, The sorrow I bring is a sight to behold. If you need me, remember I'm easily found, I live all around you - in schools and in town I live with the rich; I live with the poor, I live down the street, and maybe n

What Kind Of Picture!!
it takes 10 mins of ur day watch this video and help keep our kids be safe!!!!!!! PLEASE, PLEASE PLEASE WATCH THIS VIDEO. WE CAN HELP THE CAUSE OF MISSING/ABDUCTED CHILDREN AND THE VICTIMS OF SEXUAL PREDATORS BY GETTING THIS SHOW ON THE AIR OR ON THE WEB. HELP ME HELP KIDS. RATE IT HIGH AT YOUTUBE. HERE'S A LINK: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZsJEm8oFkrQ HERE'S THE VIDEO!! .. width="425" height="350">..> PLEASE SUBSCRIBE TO THE YOUTUBE PAGE, VOTE AND COMMENT AT: http://www.youtube.com/marcklaasproject What kind of picture! Just was wondering what ppl would like to see here on CT! Whether it is a rose, places, or just a pose! My idea is that maybe we could all give suggestions on what we would like to see and if someone can take the picture, post it on your site, and let the person know. As for myself I love seeing pictures taken of different places which I don’t see much of here. I would als

Mike S
The Love Boat Captains Mike and Micshell . Cruise directors change as you repost and sticky, let Mike know and he will add you to the top as the cruise director for the day, if you let him know before you sticky, you will be at the top of your sticky. Also if you want to join the cruise send him, you or you and your Lover's info. Couples can pick out their Suite name, your choice keep it clean don't want the boat beached for NSFW. Two per suite .Singles will be located on the lower decks. Lets have fun and show our Love. Please ensure that you Add/Fan and Rate all riders of the LoveBoat or you will be made to walk the plank!!! Kokomo Videos | Booking Calendar | Minneapolis Real Estate ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Cruise director ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Captains Suite ~*Mike S*~ ~Taken by MzMic~@ fubar ~MzMic~ (Taken by MikeS) Fu-Godaughter To Sassy-Laurie@ fubar ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Lover's Suite Mя. Đ

Morpin Whore
I spent way to much money (but I'm single so there's no woman bitching about it) on a photo editing softwear package. I have now found myself with a new hobby, making Morph Pics. I've already made about 60. Most of which I made for people here on Cherry Tap. And some for friends that are still stuck on Myspace with the other mindless loosers. Anyway if you would like a morph done just hit me up and I'll be glad to do it. Usually take me no time at all. The hard part is deciding on the pics to morph so if you choose your or own it's almost instant satisfaction. I do warrenty my work so if it doesn't work right when I finish it just let me know and I'll keep at it till it does. Later All jbear

Nerdpages
To be installed: Apache2 php5 MySQL phpmyadmin (mysql tool optional) Apache2 (webserver) $sudo apt-get install apache2 $sudo apt-get install apache2-mpm-prefork php(add-on for apache to properly display .php files) $sudo apt-get install libapache2-mod-php5 php5-curl php5-gd php5-imap php5-mcrypt php5-mysql php5-tidy MySQL (database server $sudo apt-get install mysql-server (dont be stupid, set a password, make sure u can remember it) phpmyadmin $sudo apt-get install phpmyadmin Restart apache $sudo /etc/init.d/apache2 restart done place website pages in /var/www to make this easier $cd /var $sudo chown ’username’ /www site can be seen at http://localhost phpmyadmin can be accessed at http://localhost/phpmyadmin username: root pass:(pass you set during mysql install) hope this helps someone ~nerdBoy1024 Lets see what happens when someone Quits their job, then goes out and spends all their savings buying a new car. so her

Lost Cherry Is A Whole Lot Better Than Myspace
for gamers only: need to try second life,really cool game.Kinda like the sims but where you can make some friends online.Check it out and if you want to add me.My name on their is buddy takacs.Come join for free,dosen't cost anything unless you want any land.there is all sorts of stuff you can do on there you can camp for lindens(which is the same thing as fake money),but you can take the fake money on there and turn it into real money if you have a paypal account.if you have any questions you can let me know on here or if you get through the tourtial on there then you can do a search for my avatar's name on second life. Go to secondlife.com really awesome game,get on their and let me know what you think. some of you may agree or disagree with me.But the truth is lost cherry has a whole lot more features than myspace and is a lot faster too.On here you can give gifts to people also.That's just a few reasons i think lost cherry is better.

Christian Music
Jeremy Camp - Walk By Faith lyrics Would i believe you when you would say your hand will guide my every way will i receive the words you say every moment of every day (chorus) well i will walk by faith even when i cannot see well because this broken road prepares your will for me help me to win my endless fears you've been so faithful for all my years with one breath you make me new your grace covers all i do yeah, yeah , yeah, yeah, yeah, ya (chorus) well i'm broken- but i still see your face well you've spoken- pouring your words of grace (chorus x2) well hallelujah, hallelu (i will walk by faith) well hallelujah, hallelu (i will walk by faith) i will walk, i will walk, i will walk by faith i will, i will, i will walk by faith Jennifer Knapp - Undo Me Lyrics Papa I think I messed up againWas it something I did? Was it something I said? I don't mean to do you wrong it's just this way of human nature!Sister I know I let you down. I can

Ratings
hello everyone i need 4000 points to get to the next level can u stop by my page sometime and rate, fan comment do anything that will help love ya'll and thanx in advance to those that help me out PLAES GO SHOW THIS GIRL SOME LOVE SHE IS THE NICEST PERSON I HAVE MET ON CT AND WOULD DO ANYTHING FOR ANYONE SO PLEASE AS A FAVOR TO ME GO HIT HER PAGE WITH SOME MAJOR CHERRY LOVE ADD HER FAN HER RATE HER SHE WILL RETURN ALL THE LOVE SHE RECIEVES KERRY~WiFe Of ShAn~~RL G/F of Shan~OWNER OF CLUB FANTASIA~CHERRY SNATCHER SUPER PIMPETTE@ CherryTAP ALRIGHT I AM BEGGIN HERE WE NEED HELP IN A MAJOR WAY RIGHT NOW ANYONE WHO COMES AND HELPS WILL GET A GIFT FROM ME THE MORE COMMENTS THE BETTER THE GIFT. I KNOW MANY OF U DONT LIKE TO BOMB BUT WE ARE BEING CLOWNED HERE THEY SAID THERE IS NO WAY WE CAN DO IT PLEASE HELP US PROVE THEM WRONG AND JOIN US IN THE CRUSADE LOL JUSY CLICK THE LINK

Peole Dont Know How To Pary In Texas Anymore!!!!
So the other night my boyfriend came over and picked up my best friend Kat and I. We went cruzin the town and I called some friends to see what they were up to at like 2am and all we got was "im just about to head to bed." or "Im asleep" May I remind you this is a SATURDAY NIGHT!!! So anyway, some people answered some didnt, I finally got a hold of one of my friends, who we'll call "Bob", and he said he was just partying with a few friends @ his friend "Joe's" house, so we joined them. When we got there not only was there no party, they were watching a movie and handing back and forth a lap top!! They HAD been drinking, but only a few beer bottles were visable!! So it lead me to think that nothing fun was happening. WHAT KINDA PARTY IS THAT?!?!?! Kat and I were borred off our ass's so I told my bf that we wanted to leave so we did. The next day we were borred again so went to the mall hoping to see some friends there and we did so it was OK. We ran into one of my friends and he tol

Edfrogz Rambles
The fuckhead that reported my background as not safe for work can kiss my fucking ass....SOAD, My chemical Romance and Korn are not fucking sexual in any way...fucking hate retarded people..u jealous mother fuckers....fuck u For many of you that's just a name, but for me that was my oldest son's name. He would be 11 today if he didnt' have krabbes disease and passed in September of 2001. No this isn't going to be a dark and depressing blog, its basically me getting out some of my juice instead of containing it and mulling it over for a build up and blow out of feelings. I always ask for this day off because its just not an easy thing to discuss with co-workers. They just don't get you, unless they lost a child of their own. Makes u in a club that isnt' exactly ur heart warming subject. No i didnt' go to therapy after the loss, and yes my marriage was over as well. But some people need help, I'm more of a person that does it on my own, i know what i need to do and just do it. To

Random Thoughts From A Twisted Mind
The mom calls the husband a "bastard" and then the dad calls the wife a "bitch" and billy goes to his mom and says "mom what's a bitch and a bastard?" and the mom says "well, a bitch is a lady and a bastard is a gentlemen" and then later billy goes outside and listens to his neighbors, and hears "Put your penis in my vagina!" So Billy goes to his mom and says "mom whats a penis and vagina?" His moms says "Well Billy, a penis is a hat and a vagina is a coat" and then later billy sees his dad shaving and cuts himself and says "Shit" and billy said "Dad, whats shit" And then his dad says "Well billy, Shit is a type of Shaving cream " and then billy goes to see his mom cutting the turkey and his mom cuts her finger and says "fuck!" and then billy says to his mom "Mom whats fuck?" "Well billy fuck is a way cutting the turkey" and Then later the guests arrive and billy goes to them and says "Hello bitches and bastards, may i ta

Poems
I cried tears of pain and noone will ever hear me. they will never see me. they will never smell my fear. my fear was that i will live alone and struggle to find myself a home. a home in which i can play and cook. except i see a woman. a woman which makes me cry these tears now of joy. ALONE, no I´m home! finally I´m full circle loved and treasured I feel whole As the sun sets The darkness envelopes me As I would like to envelope you Wrapping My soul, heart and arms around You Holding you tight Way into the night With each star Materialize Is nothing like gazing into your Fiery green colored eyes Your eyes are like water pools, where life begins. I want to swim in them, again and again. Your touch Electrifying as an Arch of lightning Hot Melting my soul into yours My Soul has spilled Refilled With you in my thoughts But a force separates us, You offered me your wine But..... we are lands apart. I know you have never known

Life
Love can be portrayed as me and you. Love can be described as you and me. Love is a creation only we can see. Love is a fire that burns for free. When I sleep I dream of my love. When I sleep my love dreams of you. When I sleep I love you dear. When I sleep my love has no fear. If love can conquer, it has conquered me. If love can kill, it has killed me. If love is wrong then so am I. If love is heaven I can touch the sky. The love in my heart is yours always. The love in my heart will belong to no other. The love in my heart is yours to keep. The love will remain in your soul down deep. Destroy my love, destroy my world. Believe in my love, believe in me. Destroy my love, destroy my life. Believe in my love, become my friend. I love you always, forever and more. I love you always, yesterday and before. I love you always through laughter and sorrow. I love you always, today and tomorrow. I will love you until God?s angels are sent. I will love you until my life

Ferris...
Key To My Heart I had closed the door upon my heart And wouldn't let anyone in, I had trusted and loved only to be hurt But, that would never happen again I had locked the door and tossed the key As hard, and as far as I could, Love would never enter there again, My heart was closed for good Then you came into my life And made me change my mind, Just when I thought that tiny key was impossible to find That's when you held out your hand And proved to me I was wrong, Inside your palm was the key to my heart ... You had it all along What type of person do you attract? Your Result: You attract Yuppies! You attract the very well-dressed, job oriented type of people. They usually have their finances together, are 'middle of the road' on most topics, generally happy with the 'main-stream' of things. If it is stability you are after, these are good people to attract, if you seek adventure, it may be time for an overhaul.You attract geeks! You attract models! You at

Fantasy Quiz
"You have been waiting for this for a long time, you have been dreaming of this fantasy for years. As you stand here blindfolded you know all your deepest desires are about to come true. Your partner tells you to slowly take off your blindfold. You look around you slowly. You are sitting on the bed in the middle of a department store. Mmmmm just as you imagined it, yes?. You let your eyes adjust to the light. You look around and see a whole crowd of old male pensioners all looking at you. Ohhhh those eyes staring straight at you, wanting you, and you know why. You are standing there absolutely naked, not a stitch of clothing on, everything is exposed to the staring eyes. You think to yourself, 'I have been dreaming of this for so long'. Things are about to really get hot when all of a sudden the police turn up. They want to talk to you about the bad athletes foot lotion you sold them last week and take you down to the station. Sitting in your jail cell over night you think back

Skrewdriver
Women have magic powers. They get wet without water, bleed without injury and make boneles things hard. Please be patient, i am a virgin here and at work. shhh dont tell. I will update more at home and as time goes. Thanks to xtc for introducing me. Seriously, what the hell. In a good way. I mean, i have been here hardly 2 days and i think i am addicted. Oh my. What the... freak... an i hate writing blogs, wha tthe hell am i doing, where is my shrink.... my head. my god dam freak skull ahhhhhhhhhhhh k, i think i am okay now. w00t

Confined In My Mind
Your responses will be interesting. Pay attention to what you read. After you have finished reading it, you will know the reason I posted it, rather it be from me to you, or for you to apply in your own life. Here goes: PEOPLE COME INTO YOUR LIFE FOR A REASON People come into your life for a reason, a season or a lifetime. When you know which one it is, you will know what to do for that person. When someone is in your life for a REASON, it is usually to meet a need you have expressed. They have come to assist you through a difficulty, to provide you with guidance and support, to aid you physically, emotionally or spiritually. They may seem like a godsend and they are. They are there for the reason you need them to be. Then, without any wrongdoing on your part or at an inconvenient time, this person will say or do something to bring the relationship to an end. Sometimes they die. Sometimes they walk away. Sometimes they act up and force you to take a stand. What we must re

Daily Craziness
I hate that I find it so hard to trust anymore. i hate that I second guess everything. I hate the fact that I really like this guy and I prolly am fooling myself again. I hate that my jealousy is controling how I think, and I hate that my insecurities are ruling my brain. I hate that it may turn out to be right. Does this mean I am a self fulling prophecy or my instints are really good?? I wish I knew??? I hate the fact that I like him so much. And that if he is playing with me, that it will hurt like hell again. God I would just love to live without that feeling of pain for awhile. But im starting to wonder if Alex has the right idea. Cut everything out and let nothing in and u cant be hurt. I have been going thru and thru this site trying to figure out what I am supposed to be doing and I still aint got a clue. Leni sent this so I could play around with and maybe meet a great guy. However Im not thinking alot of guy wanna meet a hormonal larger than average pregnant mother

The Story So Far.
When things in your life seem almost too much to handle, when 24 hours in a day are not enough, remember the mayonnaise jar and the 2 cups of coffee. A professor stood before his philosophy class and had some items in front of him. When the class began, wordlessly, he picked up a very large and empty mayonnaise jar and proceeded to fill it with golf balls. He then asked the students if the jar was full. They agreed that it was. The professor then picked up a box of pebbles and poured them into the jar. He shook the jar lightly. The pebbles rolled into the open areas between the golf balls. He then asked the students again if the jar was full they agreed it was. The professor next picked up a box of sand and poured it into the jar . Of course, the sand filled up everything else. He asked once more if the jar was full. The students responded with a unanimous "yes." The professor then produced two cups of coffee (maybe espresso!) from under the table and poured the ent

Jupie's Blog
How do you explain to people when you leave without a word? How do you apology because you had no choice but to leave? I was here when Fubar first started. Back then it was Cherry Tap. I had alot of wonderful friends and people who were there for me. Some knew at the time I was with a horrible person. This horrible person abused me physically mentally and sexually. He tried to kill me more than once. To give an example he replaced my insulin with bleach. I noticed the smell when I was dispensing my medication into the syringe. I found out what happened and why. It was over a insurance policy. While working two jobs because this lazy fool wouldn't work, he beat my son who has autism. My son has nightmares still and he is in severe counseling. I ended up going to a shelter and because he was related to some state police in the area they hid me. They had to. I finally escaped far enough away and had to do alot of changes. I couldn't contact anyone but immediate family. Which is whe

My Life
I Rise From My Bed, The Smell Of Death, Screaming, Torturous Nightmares, Fill My Head.. Black Darkened Room, Glimmers Of Light, Illuminating Outlines, Awaking The Night.. I Start To Sweat, Shaking Uncontrollably, My Breathing Eratic, Panic Falls Over Me.. The Black-Cloaked, Scythe-Wielding Personification Of Death, Hourglass In Hand, I Near My Last Breath, Waiting For The Last Grain Of Sand To Fall, I Try To Shout, I Try To Call.. But Fear Takes Over, I’m Under It’s Spell, I Cannot Scream, I Cannot Yell.. The Last Grain Drops, Comes Crashing Down, All Goes Quiet, I Turn Around, A Glistening Blade Is All I See, It Slowly Climbs , Then Sets Me Free... You beat me as if i am nothing but yet your friends all look down their nose at you. You kiss me as if to make up for all the blows but yet your hits left their marks. You leave me as if its the end but yet I know you will try to come home again. You made my deep dark grave so now please let me rest in peace. I hope

What Do Your Dreams Mean?
What Your Dreams Mean... Your dreams seem to show that you're very preoccupied with your fears and problems. These bad dreams indicate that you need to spend more time on your issues during the day. Overall, you are very content in your life. Your dreams tend to reflect your insecurities. You have a very vivid imagination and a rich creative mind. What Do Your Dreams Mean?

Jobs And Jobs
So you're having a bad day????????? Are you having a "jellyfish bad day"? If you don't laugh out loud after you read this, you may be in a coma! This is even funnier when you realize it's real! Next time you have a bad day at work ... think of this guy: Rob is a commercial saturation diver for Global Divers in Louisiana. He performs underwater repairs on offshore drilling rigs. Below is an E-mail he sent to his sister. She then sent it to radio station 103.2 On FM dial in Ft. Wayne , Indiana , which was sponsoring a Worst Job Experience Contest. Needless to say, she won. Hi Sis, Just another note from your bottom-dwelling brother. Last week I had a bad day at the office. I know you've been feeling down lately at work, so I thought I would share my dilemma with you to make you realize it's not so bad after all. Before I can tell you what happened to me, I first must bore you with a few technicalities of my job. As you know, my office lies at the botto

Do You Follow Your Head Or Your Heart?
You Follow Your Heart You're romantic, sentimental, and emotional. You tend to fall in (and out of) love very quickly. Some may call you fickle, but you can't help where your emotions take you. You've definitely broken a few hearts, but you're not a heartbreaker by nature. Your intentions are always good, even if they change with the wind Do You Follow Your Head or Your Heart?

Momma
well momma this is my first birthday witout u in my life i want u to know i think about u every day ur warm loving smile that always made my eyes glow. and how fun it was when u got to watch me grow from a lil boy to a man. tho i know in ur heart i was always ur little boy. i miss u so much around my birthday and christmas especially.i know that god does things for a reason and when he took u he must have been looking for the best angel that heaven could ever ask for and i know that cause u were the best momma that any child could ever ask for and i miss u so much. i love u with all my heart and always will. u will be in my heart and soul forever. i have many good memories of u momma and those will stay with me thru my life and be pased on for generations. its coming up on 1 yr in march momma and it seems like just yesterday i was holding ur hand and seeing ur breathtaking smile. and hearing ur warm loving voice. i owe u my life and so much more momma u made me into a good caring man a

Another Survey, Disregard If You Don't Intend To Share Results
1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Favorite position (s) ? 4. Do you think i'm hot? 5. Would you have sex with me? 6. lights on or off? 7. Would you have to be drunk? 8. Would you take a shower with me? 9. Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 10. Would you leave after or stay the night? 11. Do you like cuddling afterwards? 12. Condom or skin? 13. Do you give Oral pleasures? 14. Do you like to recieve Oral Pleasures? 15. Have sex on the first date? 16. Would you kiss me during sex? 17. Do you think I would be good in bed? 18. Three sum? 19. Anal yes/no? 20. How many times would you like to cum? 21. Would you use me as a booty call? 22. Do you like fore play? 23. What is fore play to you? 24. Can we take pictures of the act? 25.sexual ACT that you enjoy the most?: 26.have you ever used BONDAGE?: 27.do whips and CHAINS excite you?: 28.does it turn you on when your partner DRESSES up

Chadlicious's Ramblings
These are just the rambling of a fledgling man I want to dance What I need is to learn how I want sex What I need is love I want to learn to be a smooth talker What I need is honesty I want to be popular What I need is to focus on my true friends I want a girlfriend What I need is more than chemicals in my bed I want to fight What I need is to make peace I want to help What I need is to help myself I want a fast girl What I need is a woman who can slow me down I want a drink What I need is to sober up I want to speak What I need is to listen I want to go snowboarding What I need is health insurance I want to be rich and famous What I need is to learn to be happy with what I have I want lots of toys What I need is to take care of the things I have I want a house What I need is a home I want a kid What I need is a dog I want to get crazy What I need is sanity I want to gamble

All About Me
Just for today my thoughts will be on my recovery, living and enjoying life without the use of drugs. Just for today I will have faith in someone in NA who believes in me and wants to help me in my recovery. Just for today I will have a program. I will try to follow it to the best of my ability. Just for today through NA, I will try to get a better perspective on my life. Just for today I will be unafraid, my thoughts will be on my new associations, people who are not using and who have found a new way of life. So long as I follow that way, I have nothing to fear.

Military
The Rolodex of Love Here is a fairly extensive compilation of some of the extraordinary sexual activities that can be performed by men: 1. Tea bag - As you are sitting on a girl's face, repeatedly dip your scrotum in and out of her mouth, similar to a tea bag in a cup of hot water.. An old favorite 2. Hot Lunch - While receiving head from a woman, you shit on her chest. (a.k.a. the Cleveland Steamer) 3. The Stranger - Sitting on your hand until it falls asleep and then jerking off, eliciting the feeling of a hand job from someone else. 4. Donkey Punch - Banging a girl doggy style and then moments before you ejaculate, sticking your dick in her ass, and then punching he! r in the back of the head. This gives a tremendous sensation, but for it to work correctly, the girl must be knocked out so that her asshole tightens up. 5. Golden Shower - Any form of peeing on a girl. (a.k.a. : watersports) 6. Pearl Necklace - Well known. Whenever you cum on the neck/cleavage area of a g

Uh Crummy Tuesday
Ok so maybe its not a good idea to *redo* one spot with a tanning bed more than once in the same day...and NO the TURBO one...yah it kicks ass alright, fry your ass cheeks in less than ten YAY! NOT! just to fix a freakin line!Never again Man. Sunburn is almost gone thank god...my ass is still itchy tho and that sucks donkey shit.anyways hope all you um peaches are doing great and stuff and hopefully will get off my ass soon and check everyones pages out, some of you people are worse than me LOL KUDOS!!!Toodles and crap til later!

Not-so Daily Things
Maybe we'll live and learn; maybe we'll crash and burn; maybe you'll stay, maybe you'll leave, maybe you'll return; maybe we'll never find; maybe we won't survive; maybe we'll grow, we never know-baby yooou and I. We're just ordinary people. we don't know which way to go, cos we're ordinary people.... maybe we should take it slow One of the few things I like from John Legend. Hope he becomes the next Face Aint this some horrible shit? I want my own music on for the trackz and not the rim jobs I have to select from. + (to make it even worse) the tracks I wanna put on here are nowhere to be found on the available search engine. If anyone can help me put up "Dutty Wine" by Tony Matterhorn or "Love & Affection" by Wayne Wonder that would be a BIG help Other than that, Cherry Tap is runnin kinda smooth. ---------------------cos I'm Rick james, bitch! Its not really a rant or anything, I'm just looking at the cliche attempts at winning "perfect lover of the year" awards. Sex on the b

New Yahoo Name
hey want to let all my friends know i finally got an apartment. so most of you know what that means. yep i wont have online for awhile. at least not till we get things organized. i want to let everyone know i will miss talking to you but when i can i will get online to see how everyone is doing. so feel to leave me messages. i love hearing from everyone. for now to the ones that have my number that will be the only way to get ahold of me till i get internet turned on in the new place. well i hope to talk to ya'll soon. my love to everyone, Lisa just wanted to let all my friends know my yahoo name is Foxy_momma1985 if you have yahoo please add me Lisa

Poetry
the frame of my void sharp and jagged. a picturesque scene of broken glass. and a heart-warming dissolve of perfection. sane reality holds fast. my wounds transpire in a hidden fortress. forged inside a calm lake of ice. below the numb of cold a battle rages. only in lies and self sacrifice. this placid place of anger and hate. fires rage and thoughts are twisted. shadows fill corners and light flees. but never knowing this existed. no longer a marionette. only yours in loving death. there in wake will lie a beauty. a putrid heart to beat newly. a melancholy shadow risen. a forgotten soul to do what's bidden. blood to be spilled and avenged. a tortured puppet makes amends. decay of wasted matyrs you find. are all that shes left behind. at her hands they did cry. as she runs rampant they all die. the lies remebered as she woke. wind me up the dollie spoke. i've been tossed. like a rag doll. that no one wants. i'm lost. with nowhere to run. a

I'm Glad To Have A Friend Like You
I just wanted to let everyone know that I haven't forgotten you all. I just came out of a pretty long depression. I was having a hard time comunicating with anyone during that time, including my own family. So I hope that if you are angry at me that you'll accept my apology for being absent for so long. Your Friend, Erica When I need someone to talk to, or just to joke with, I'm glad to have a friend like you. When I need someone to tell my problems to, or a shoulder to lean on, I'm glad to have a friend like you. When I need a ride, or some brightening up, I'm glad to have a friend like you. Even though I may not always show it, or even say it, I'm glad to have a friend like you. Through the years of happiness, you were there to laugh with me. Through the years of love, you were there to give me more. Through the years of pain, you were there to help me through

Barbie~pretty Funny Shit
Mattel recently announced the release of limited-edition Barbie Dolls for the Dallas market: " Highland Park Barbie" This princess Barbie is sold only at Northpark. She comes with an assortment of Kate Spade Handbags, a Lexus SUV, a long-haired foreign dog named Honey and a McMansion on Beverly Drive. Available with or without tummy tuck and face lift. Workaholic Ken sold only in conjunction with the augmented version. " Plano/Allen Barbie" The modern day homemaker Barbie is available with Ford Windstar Minivan and matching gym outfit. She gets lost easily and has no full-time occupation. Traffic jamming cell phone sold separately. " Oak Cliff Barbie" This recently paroled Barbie comes with a 9mm handgun, a Ray Lewis knife,a Chevy with dark tinted windows, and a Meth Lab Kit. This model is only available after dark and must be paid for in cash (preferably small, untraceable bills) ...unless you are a cop, then we don't know what you are talking about.

Nsfw Crap!
Normally I wouldn't post anything bitching about NSFW.. I try to remember to mark anything showing T & A approriately. But.... after having a tag I created marked NSFW this morning for NO fucking reason... has me just a bit peeved! There was NO TITS, ASS or COCK showing! What really gets me... is this tag is posted several times in my albums and only the most recent entry was flagged! I know who the 2 people are who viewed it before it was flagged and my message to you is.... 1) Grow the fuck up! This is an Adult Site....which means, I would assume that we are all Adults here! 2) It was not in my Default Album.... Enter at your own risk!!!! 3) If you think this pic is NSFW.... you need your head examined and you need to stay out of my photos!!!!

Pardon Me
10.) Shoveling snow. Ok, maybe I just don't get it, but I have a really long driveway. There is 16 inches of snow on the ground, on TOP of the 2 inches of ice. And i'm supposed to get all of this out of the way for my stupid car to make it down the whole driveway just to reach Hawkins road which hasn't seen a snow plow in over a year?? That's a really long way. And the design of the shovel is baffeling. It seems to hinder more than it helps. It's going to be a long morning tomorrow... 9.) Mean people in big trucks. Big trucks do not mean you can be a big jerk, and drive however you want. Yesterday, in the bad weather, I made a last minute trip to the grocery store. It was icey, and bad, but right when I get to this huge hill that I slid all the way down, some idiot in this big truck decides he's going to PASS me on the way down. I have no control of my car, and you think you can just drive right past me? Ugh, I hope he ended up in a ditch, forced to eat his fat buddy in

Strange Things About H.i.m.whore
Yes it is true. I still think that there are monsters under my bed that are going to get me. I'm also deathly afraid of the dark. If I go outside at night I start freaking out and shaking and can't breathe right. Even if i'm in my house in the dark. I have to have nightlights everywhere in my house. Ghosts scare the shit out of me. If I watch something about REAL ghosts I have violent nightmares. Now horror movies I love because they are fake. I can't go up into the attic of my new house without crying. I can't go into the basement of my house without having an anxiety attack. There you go. When i think of more i'll be sure to post it for yas! ROCK ON BITCHES!!! JAX

Simple Bitches
A simple bitch is someone you met through somebody else. * A real bitch is someone you knew from back in the day and we still kickin it now! A simple bitch will take you where you need to go.* A real bitch throws you her keys and say it needs gas in it! A simple bitch will tell you not to fight, it aint worth it*.A real bitch will say beat her ass and look at the crowd and say bet nobody jump in. A simple bitch will let another bitch know she can back the fuck up or get knock the fuck out.* A real bitch will just knock her the fuck out!!! A simple bitch tells you, she's had enough to drink.*A real bitch tells you we need another shot, we bout to get fucked up! A simple bitch goes to the club with you and sits down.* A real bitch goes to the club with you and say lets show these simple bitches how we do it. A simple bitch hates it when you call after they've gone to bed.* A real bitch pops up at your house, talkin bout I know you aint in the bed, on a clubnight! A s

Cute Joke
WHAT BABY ARE YOU????? Bet you forward this to everybody in your address book - I did! These are adorable and I'll bet they fit your B-day/personality to a T.................And then maybe not! I just love the animated babies they have on here. Enjoy What baby are you? Jan ---------------JANUARY BABY-------------------- Pretty/handsome. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to Recover when hurt. Sensitive. Down-to-Earth. Stubborn. Repost this in 5 mins and you will meet Someone new in 8 days that will perfectly balance Your personality. Feb ----------FEBRUARY BABY -------------------- Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. Attractive. Sexiest out of everyone. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest And loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves Freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves Aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt.

I Have Several Blogs If You Would Like To Read Them
On Monday, 08/11/08 at 8pm I did something that changed my life forever. I got married to the man I know call my husband. I loved him before we got married and I love him now. I am so so so so very happy. He makes me so so so so happy. This isn't a fubar wedding, this is the real thing. Pictures posted soon. to all of my fubar family, friends, and fans... thank you and God Bless You all! The Climb I can almost see it.That dream I'm dreaming, butThere's a voice inside my head sayingYou'll never reach itEvery step I'm takin'Every move I makeFeels lost with no direction,My faith is shakin'But I gotta keep tryin'Gotta keep my head held highThere's always gonna be another mountainI'm always gonna wanna make it moveAlways gonna be an uphill battleSometimes I'm gonna have to loseAin't about how fast I get thereAin't about what's waitin' on the other sideIt's the climbThe struggles I'm facingThe chances I'm takingSometimes might knock me down, butNo I'm not breakingI may not know it, butThese

Home Front News
I know I have been sort of put offish lately, but I have had a good reason ! I work for Group Health hear in Washington and I am part of Internal Security. We had two robberies in two days at two of our facilitis Pharmacies. The bad guys failed on the first attempt, but very successfull on the second, getting away with OVER $100,000 in drugs. We have been working double and triple shifts , so I havnt had much time to do anything but sleep, much less eat or anything else. We should get back to normal operations by next week !

Random Crap (..or Stuff That Can't Go In The Stash)
Oh Canada! http://www.plicks.com/view/videos/Canadian_girls/54/1 Maybe guys HAVE been doing it wrong? http://www.sexyandfunny.com/SexTherapyGrope.shtml Gotta love that she didn't pay that storage rental fee. http://www.uniquepeek.com/viewpage.php?page_id=494 (link is NSFW)

Exhausted
Well saturday night was awesome great time with hot hard bodied inked up men and gorgeous women at the club.It def was a night to remember lol. Sat is the big wedding day so be sure to catch Bams show on tonite to see whats been going on for the last few months.Sat will be amazing alot of security and well come to find out my boy Ipri is working it he just got word hahahaha..how weird is that. I am looking fwd to this event,and cant wait to get all dressed up and then party like crazy after...thank god I took off work the next day,with thecrew you need a few days off after a night out hahaha..Have a safe and hope you have a fun filled weekend like I am.. XOXOXO

Questions About Me
YOU'RE ON MY FRIENDS LIST..I want to know 35 things about you. I don't care if we never talk, never liked each other, or if we already know everything about each other. You're on my list, so let me know..... JUST HIT REPLY TO SEND DIRECTLY TO ME IN A MESSAGE THEN, REPOST THE EMPTY QUESTIONS AS A BULLETIN. 1. Can you cook? 2. What would you do if you were stuck in an elevator? 3. What talent do you wish you had? 4. Favorite place? 5. Favorite vegetable? 6. What was the last book you read? 7. Are you Dirty or Clean? 8. Any Tattoos and/or Piercings? 9. Worst Habit? HERE COMES THE FUN ... ... ... 10. Do we know each other outside of myspace? 11. What's your philosophy on life? 12. Pessimistic or Optimistic? 13. What was your dream growing up? 14. Worst thing to ever happen to you? 15. Would you give me money or a slap in the face? 16. Tell me one weird fact about you: 17. Would you have my back or ki

A Very Funny Joke
You Are My Angel The Best Gift There Could Ever Be Bringing Fresh Course To Life You Truly Complete Me! I got you, I think i was surely blessed upon Though the wings you loved were gone If you would still have had them Our togetherness, How would it stem? You Smile like the rising sun You Cry like the rains You Laugh like the cool air Every Act of Yours is a Lovable Affair. You carried my burden And taught me they reduce when carried by two Today when we both bid our adieus I knew our lives would start anew. You were my angel, need i say i really miss you? But if you had stayed with me here any longer Your friend's from Heaven would get eager Cause they Would also be missing their 'ANGEL' and that's you. had a dream last night, I know not the most original of first lines but stick with me: I promise it gets better. I was walking down a long corridor with a lush red carpet and ora

Submission
Love Me When I'm Gone (3 Doors Down) There's another world inside of me That you may never see There're secrets in this life That I can't hide Somewhere in this darkness There's a light that I can't find Maybe it's too far away... Or maybe I'm just blind... Or maybe I'm just blind... [Chorus] So hold me when I'm here Right me when I'm wrong Hold me when I'm scared And love me when I'm gone Everything I am And everything in me Wants to be the one You wanted me to be I'll never let you down Even if I could I'd give up everything If only for your good So hold me when I'm here Right me when I'm wrong You can hold me when I'm scared You won't always be there So love me when I'm gone Love me when I'm gone... When your education X-Ray Cannot see under my skin I won't tell you a damn thing That I could not tell my friends Roaming through this darkness I'm alive but I'm alone Part of me is fighting this But part of me is gone [Chorus] Or maybe

Shadow Force
As some of you know i play SOCOM US NAVY SEALS online with some guys. Well i went on a trip to meet a few of them. We use nicknames there as we do here on CT. Allright, long story short. Kowboy was going thru the KC area and decided to meet Gacy and myself for some breakfast Thursday morning. When I got there, Kowboy was already there, and we started talking about how many cops were around the area. I then noticed two cops looking around in Kowboys truck, I informed him of this and he said that he should go out there and talk to them since he had a air-soft rifle in his truck. I stayed inside for the time being. About 30 seconds later, two additional cops walked over to the window where I was sitting and motioned for me to step outside. Once outside, I had to give them my drivers license and explain to them how I knew Kowboy and what we were doing. They had me stand outside with Kowboy while they searched his truck, then mine. It went from 2 cops to about 12 in a matter of 30 seconds

Sounds On The Surface
Sounds On The Surface A crystal lake so calm and inviting, a hawk flies overhead crying. Peaceful, tranquil, picture perfect, a duck swims gracefully gliding. Beneath the surface, a struggle he is hiding. Legs thrashing, trying to stay afloat, alarmed at every touch, fearful, watchful in his ever present struggle. A family man, off to work, meetings and phone calls fill his day. Punch a clock and a sedan drive home.. Wife, kids, off they go PTA, putting on a show. Twelve oclock, kids asleep, a bottle his constant companion. Preparing for another day, A glass crashes to the floor. Sleeping on the sofa once again, the alarm clock rings. Up, up, and away… A lonely child, Booksack full A crowded hallway A long sleaved shirt Camoflauged covers what’s hiding beneath the surface. On the surface a smile, grades pressed forward, priorities--- I must be perfect. In a room at night lights dim, stereo up, the boom boom boom covers the crying like the sh

Tooshort
im wirteing this about me. why i wonder im sad little man thats hideing in a hole. my life got turned inside out and i meet this really great person but i messed it up again i have a fear of being comment to anyone in this life so i always use the excuse that i love myself more than any one. in reality i hate myself for all the bad stuff ive done in my life and most of it sad to say ive never got caught for. so i just wanted to say im lost in life now and alone in which i hope not forever but left up to me i will be alone forever.

My Pics
ok so i work 6 days a week have one day off. my girl works every other day 4 hours a day and she is suppose to be looking for a new job. but instead she is laying by the pool working on her tan with her friends. taking her friends out shopping. driving around doing what ever. and when she comes and gets me from work she is a hour late. making my day much longer. And when i come home the place is trashed from her eatin, showering, or what ever she was doing that day after i spent the day pryor cleaning the whole dam place.... should i be wrong for getting mad!? Some times i think i was better off living alone!! hi cherrytap friends i have new photos rate the and comment them please thank you

A Cough And Sneeze
Everyone wants to know something about their friends... Yea, I'm the same way. So I decided to compile a list of 25 things about me so you can get to know me better. 1. I am scared of bees... even if a bee is 2 feet away from me, I go into hysterics. 2. I have a twin sister named Amanda (aka Manders). 3. I have a boyfriend who I love dearly, but still do not have 100% trust in him yet. He has to earn that. 4. I can be a big flirt sometimes. But would NEVER do anything to jeporadize my relationship. 5. I am in love with chinese food... I cannot get enough of it! 6. I cannot work out like most people. I injured my hip in a car accident in 04' and then again last year, but it healed incorrectly. Therefore I have extreme pain sometimes. 7. I love music. I love listening to new bands. I listen to metal, rap, R&B, reggaeton, Spanish, and rock. But I also listen to some classical, and blues. 8. I also love movies. I love horror (not the cheesy horror... House of 1000

Love Song
A Love Song If I could sing you a love song Would you cherish every note Knowing each word filled with love As they escape my throat If I were there with you Would you rest your head Leaning it against me As we sit in your bed Could you feel the love With every guitar string Could you feel the love In every note I sing I would sing the chorus As our lives write the verse Making new beginnings As we arrive there first So know this truth as you hear my voice In each and every song When I’m singing understand It’s for you I long

Cute Funnies
Taking a wee break from the golf course, Tiger Woods drives his new Buick into an Irish gas station. An attendant greets him in typical Irish manner, unaware who the golf pro is... "Top o' the mornin to ya". As Tiger gets out of the car, two tees fall out of his pocket. "So what are those things, laddie?" asks the attendant. "They're called tees," replies Tiger. "And what would ya be usin 'em for, now?" inquires the Irishman. "Well, they're for resting my balls on when I drive," replies Tiger. "Aw, Jaysus, Mary an' Joseph!" exclaimes the Irish attendant. "Those fellas at General Motors think of everything... LOOK UP YOUR BIRTHDAY AND SEE WHAT YOU ARE. FORWARD ONTO PEOPLE THAT YOU THINK THAT WOULD GET A KICK OUT OF THIS...INCLUDING THE PERSON WHO SENT IT TO YOU. PUT YOUR BIRTHDAY ANIMAL IN THE SUBJECT LINE AND PASS IT ON. January 01 - 09 ~ Dog January 10 - 24 ~ Mouse January 25 - 31 ~ Lion February 01 - 05 ~ Cat February 06 - 14 ~ Dove Februar

Day Dreamers Dreams
Have you ever wondered which hurts the most? Saying something and wishing you hadn't? or saying nothing and wishing you had? I guess the most important things are the hardest things to say. Don't be afraid to tell someone you love them. If you do, they might break your heart...if you don't, you might break theirs. Have you ever decided not to become a couple because you were so afraid of losing what you already had with that person? Your heart decides whom it likes and whom it doesn't. You can't tell your heart what to do. It does it on its own....when you least suspect it, or even when you don't want it to. Have you ever wanted to love someone with everything you had, but that other person was too afraid to let you? Too many of us stay walled up because we are too afraid to care too much...for fear that the other person does not care as much, or even at all. Have you ever denied your feelings for someone because your fear of rejection was too hard to handle? We tell lies w

Just Stuff
1. I've smoked fatter joints than that. 2. Ahhhh, it's cute. 3. Why don't we just cuddle? 4. You know they have surgery to fix that. 5. Make it dance. 6. Can I paint a smiley face on it? 7. Wow, and your feet are so big. 8. It's okay, we'll work around it. 9. Will it squeak if I squeeze it? 10. Oh no... I just got a flash headache. 11. (Giggling and pointing) 12. Can I be honest with you? 13. How sweet, you brought incense. 14. This explains your car. 15. Maybe if we water it, it'll grow. 16. Why is God punishing me? 17. At least this won't take long. 18. I never saw one like that before. 19. But it still works, right? 20. It looks so unused. 21. Maybe it looks better in natural light. 22. Why don't we skip right to the cigarettes? 23. Are you cold? 24. If you get me real drunk first. 25. Is that an optical illusion? 26. What is that? 27. It's a good thing you have so many other talents. 28. Does it come with an air pump? 29. So this is why you're supposed t

Go To See The Doc
WELL THIS JASON I HAVE TO GO SEE THE DOC THIS MORNING I GET TO HAVE A NEEDLE SHOVED UP MY SPIN FOR MY BACK PROBLEMS THEY SAY IF I MOVE WRONG I COULD HURT MY SELF PRETTY BAD SO ET HOPE EVERTHING GOES RIGHT OK PROBLY TALK TO U GUY TOMORRW THEY SAY I WONT BE ABLE TO DO MUCH TO DAY

Just Some Writings : - )
A Christmas To Remember I looked at her from the corner of my eye, she was definitely flustered but I could care less, she was their mother and the behavior of her children were her own concern...my problem was that they were most likely going to distract me with their constant banter and shenanigans throughout the entire church service. She sighed as her young son began crawling under the front pew; she quickly bent down and caught the three year old by the leg, and dragged him back to the seat. "Stop it! You're embarrassing Mommy," she whispered under her breath as she adjusted the crying infant she held in her arms. I knew what my own father would have done if I were to behave in church like that little one was, I'd have had my hide-tanned right there on the spot! The tot took that moment as a perfect opportunity to begin scribbling on the inside cover of the Hymnal. "Uh...your son ma'am," I said with a frown, and then indicated down at the floor with a no

Cleveage Contest
I am holding the best Cleveage Contest. I will be taking entrys until thursday night 6pm central time. Contest will start 2/5 and will go thru 2/10. 1st place gets a 7 day cherry blast 2nd place gets a 3 day cherry blast You can not comment bomb yourself. One with the most comments and ratings win So private message me on which pic you want me to rip And Good Luck

It Is What It Is
you come for a world with nothing...you strive and struggle to get somewhere only to find that there are others in this world only trying to beat you down....your kindness they pray apon....your willingness to help.....your need and desire for love...they look for the weekness.... kill and destroy that is the aim the goal....why.....why try to bring someone else unhappiness...is it because your so jealous of what others have...think about this for awhile...look within and a time when you tried to hurt someone either with words or actions...think what made you do it....pressure from others....plain old jealous.... wanting what others have....or just plain stupid....not thinking of how that might hurt another...we do this all the time...all of us...today if someone told me that i would be where i am now i would laugh at them....im alone...very much so...its mostly by choice....i have friends....but not anyone close that i share my true inner feeling and wishes with....i have many....but

A Good Friend
Well my friend called me again , now i was really getting concerned so i made plans with him for saturday 2/07, i would see him and have a chance to talk face to face , i think that approach may just be on the right track, well he agreed so wish me luck. im taking my friends advise. Well , I guess to start i must say i recieved a phone call yesterday from a friend i see once a month. now he has some issues, he has a loaded gun and a depression problem , he called me to see if i was really his friend . I assured him I am his friend , he wants to end it so his family can collect insurance and not worrie about money. the man is 51 married to a woman that loves him deeply, Adopted his nephew as a son for his brother, I needed a place to stay 2 years ago and no questions, he handed me a set of keys to an apartment, he has a heart of gold and feels with his now financial troubles that if he kills himself his family will be taken care of, but i told him that the money would be spoiled due to

Poetry
well this one i wrote for a friend while he was in iraq--he asked me to help him describe in words his love for his wife--he told me how he felt and i came up with this poem --hope you like it as much as his wife did! Separation The days are short and the nights are long since I have been gone. My love for you is still growing strong even though I am alone. I left willing to take on all now I feel weak and ready to fall but the love and courage you send will help me make it to the end. Our hands will meet again real soon and our hearts will sing a sweet tune. Then our minds will be at rest for we have passed this trying test. The test of separation and time and I thank GOD he made you mine. Dennis Ray Ankrom Copyright ©2007 Dennis Ray Ankrom Well here is my first one let me know what ya think--I will ost a new one every other day-- "A Lover'S Wish" May are love bind us Like a lock with no key. May are hearts join In joyous praise of one another. M

Kittens Rants
People really should just either shut up about stuff or do something about it. I'm sick of hearing my friends whine about their boyfriends, their life and their ailments. Do something if it's so bad you have to whine about it. Stop with the self harm. Stop with the suicide threats. Go out and change what's wrong.

Divine Madness
Of all the friends I've ever met, You're the one I won't forget. And if I die Before you do I'll go to heaven And wait for you I'll give the angels Back their wings And risk the loss Of everything Just to prove My friendship is true I'm thankful to have Family and Friends like you!

Men Issues
ok, i thought this was funny,,,and somewhat true,,,so ladies enjoy,,, The Why's of Men 1. WHY DO MEN BECOME SMARTER DURING SEX? (Because they are plugged into a genius) 2. WHY DON'T MEN BLINK DURING SEX? (They don't have enough time) 3. WHY DOES IT TAKE 1 MILLION SPERM TO FERTILIZE ONE EGG? (They don't stop to ask directions) 4. WHY DO MEN SNORE WHEN THEY LIE ON THEIR BACKS? (Because their balls fall over their butt-hole and they vapor lock) (You're laughing, aren't you?!?!) 5. WHY WERE MEN GIVEN LARGER BRAINS THAN DOGS? (So they won't hump women's legs at cocktails parties) 6. WHY DID GOD MAKE MEN BEFORE WOMEN? (You need a rough draft before you make a final copy) 7. HOW MANY MEN DOES IT TAKE TO PUT A TOILET SEAT DOWN? (Don't know....it never happened) (C'mon guys, we laugh at your blonde jokes!) 8. WHY DID GOD PUT MEN ON EARTH? (Because a vibrator can't mow the lawn) Remember, if you haven't got a smile on your face and

Angel
nah im just new here kea i rili dunno how things work here To the left To the left To the left To the left Mmmm to the left Everything you own in the box to the left In the closet, thats my stuff Yes, if I bought it, then please don't touch (don't touch) And keep talking that mess, thats fine Could you walk and talk, at the same time? And its my name thats on that jag So go move your bags, let me call you a cab Standing in the front yard, telling me How I'm such a fool, talking 'bout How I'll never ever find a man like you You got me twisted You must not know 'bout me You must not know 'bout me I could have another you in a minute Matter fact, he'll be here in a minute (baby) You must not know 'bout me You must not know 'bout me I can have another you by tomorrow So don't you ever for a second get to thinkin' You're irreplaceable So go ahead and get gone Call up that chick, and see if shes home Oops I bet you thought, that I didn't know What di

Jokes And Such
God Said, "Adam I Want you to do something for me." Adam said, "Gladly, Lord, what do You want me to do?" God said, "Go down into that valley." Adam said, "What's a valley?" God explained it to him. Then God said, "Cross the river." Adam said, "What's a river?" ! God explained that to him, and then said, "Go over to the hill..." Adam said, "What is a hill?" So, God explained to Adam what a hill was. He told Adam, "On the other side of the hill you will find a cave." Adam said, "What's a cave?" After God explained, he said, "In the cave you will find a Woman." Adam said, "What's a woman?" So God explained that to him, too. Then, God said, "I want you to reproduce." Adam said, "How do I do that?" God first said (under his breath), "Geez....." ! And then, just like everything else, God explained that to Adam, as well. So, Adam goes down into the valley, across the rive

My Personality
What occult Power best suits you ? Your Result: Telepathy You have the ability of direct mind to mind communitcation of thoughts and images ,from other people , this could also mean you can hear the thoughts of others . Precognition Clairoyance Healing Psychometry Premonition Astral projection Dreamwalking

Goin To Jail??
Well today my husband goes to court to see if he goes to jail or not. All I have done theded last two days is cry. Yes he can be an asshole an has treated me like shit in the past but I love him soo much, if he goes go what will i do?? We have never been apart for more than a couple of days!!!and i almost went nuts then!!!! I'm gonna be worrying the whole time I am at work. If he doenst pick me up after work I jnow something will be up.Well this is all im writing for now for the ppl who read this i guess i will keep u posted!

For Those Of You Who Care
I HAVE FINALLY GOT MY LOUNGE UP AND RUNNING..YAY ME!! COME JOIN ME OVER IN THE BBW WORLD ROOM... JUST CLICK ON THE LINK AND IT TAKES YOU STRAIGHT THERE. JOIN ME WHO WANTS TO CT MARRY DJ TIGGER????????? YES LADIES....... DJ TIGGER IS READY TO GET CT MARRIED.. DJ~tiggerb29_18301~EXCALIBUR RADIO~The Scooter Bar~Enforcer ~ THE MOST STALKED AND TALK ABOUT BALLS@ CherryTAP DO YOU WANT TO GET TO KNOW TIGGER OR HEAR HIM PURRRRRRRRR THE WAY THAT HE DOES THEN CLICK ON THE BANNERS BELOW AND IT WILL TAKE YOU RIGHT TO WHERE THAT CAN HAPPEN OR YOU CAN FIND HIM AT THE SCOOTER BAR... CLICK THE PICTURES BELOW .......... OR THE BBW WORLD ........CLICK HERE........... AND YOU MAY FIND HIM HERE... SUNSHINE AND MARINES LOUNGE......... CLICK ON ANY OF THE PICTURES AND IT WILL TAKE YOU RIGHT TO DJ TIGGER'S PAGE

Sooo Tired!
You want me to take it slow, Well how will I know, If you're the one for me, I guess I'll just wait to see, I'll wait and wait and wait, I'll sit around like I'm your bait. I want to give you my heart, My soul and my mind. I just hope and pray,I'm not wasteing my time. I'll just wait untill you're totally mine. Did I make a mistake,by trusting a man once again, How much can I take, When will the pain end? Why must I suffer, And how much can I take, from a man that only thinks of himself. That can't be good for my health, But yet and still, I still trust. (IS HAVING A MAN A MUST?).......CK1 I haven't been here in awhile. I took a little journey into the unknown, which the whole time I had a light to guide me through. Without the guilding light I guess I would have been in the dark. My start of my journey began on May 24,2007.I will never forget that date because it's a very important date in my life. I don't know what have encouraged me to take part on this path, but I

Me
Sorry I haven't been on the past week or so. I was without internet and phone. Let's just say that was one long week. Well my son grabbed his first ass today. We were standing to check out and there was a 20 something year old chick in front of us and he grabbed her ass. Not sure where he learned that. What a little devil. Can you blow a bubble?: YES Can you dance?: slow dance yes Can you do a cart wheel?: haven't done one of those in over 4 years Can you tie a cherry stem with your tongue?: haven't tried Can you touch your toes?: yes Can you whistle?: yes Can you wiggle your ears?: yup Can you wiggle your nose? yeah THE DIDS: Did you ever get into a fist fight in school?: not really Did you ever run away from home?: yes, me and my friend took off Did you ever want to be a doctor?: yes Did you ever want to be a fire fighter?: no THE DOS: Do you believe in God?: NO Do you know how to swim?: YES Do you like roller coasters?: not really

I Just Can't Loose
So being out here in the desert, women are a bit scarse. Cute women even more rare and a woman who would give me the time of day... priceless So I'm standing in line behind this girl, can't see her face, she's in DCU's so it's not like I can see her figure but her neck.. the hair at the base of her neck is just so damn sexy. I just want to breathe her sweetness, nibble on her neck, her ears, cup her bare breasts with my hands and have her reach around and hold my head as she grinds into me...... Or when a girl comes out of the shower and crosses your path, you smell her soap, her shampoo and it is just so damn GOOD! "Excuse me miss, would you mind if I came over to your hut and performed oral on you for a few mn?" And that is what goes though my mind these days... Or when you start to pull down a woman's underwear... and her pubic hair is a bit compressed from being confined and it puffs up a bit when you free it.... the hint of moisture as you run your tongue across her lips

Waking Up
Just for today I will admit I have a problem just for today I can admit the problem is me tomorrow is distant on the horizon so just for today I will try just to breathe yesterday was painful filled with sadness and hurt from years long ago no longer able to hold them close to guard myself Just for today i will tell you I am not in control just for today I will ask for some help just for now i feel i must go finding my breath shaky and shallow how sad it is to know i am not strong just for today i will just be alone

Tds Blogs
The first of the TDS Support Pins are here! For only $1 + S&H you can own one of the very first ever produced! Message Michael Ryland for details about yours today! Quantities are extremely limited!. Well here we go... I got scammed by the guy I was working for. So no money, missing dad's wedding. Still trying to figure out how to get the money to get home. Still working on the books. Had all the editing done but computer crashed so gotta start all over. So at TDS we have a bit of a taboo moto : TDS stands for tedious. For every two steps forward we take four steps back, garunteed! Well that stands true especially today. I just found out I accidently deleted all my works. All my books and product images are gone...*sigh*

To The Protestors
We see you on the nightly news, Marching in the streets- Voices raised, fist upturned All in the name of peace, You profess to know whats right, but you haven't got a clue You're disrespecting the very folks Who've been protecting you This is how you say "thanks"? You all should be ashamed How is it that you sleep at night What is it that you've gained? Why is it that you're safe right now And free to speak you're mind? Because someone fought, lives were lost For you, time after time War Protester, be very thankful, A soldiers' got your back And if you can't appreciate this Feel free to move to Iraq I speak for all real Americans Sick of seeing your crap on the news And as a real American I'll never share your views The next time that you protest And decide to burn my flag Feel free to thank a serviceman For that right to you he gave Protester please continue To march and take a stand But I want to watch you do it Over in I

The Best Lyrics Ever
And it came to me then that every plan is a tiny prayer to father time As I stared at my shoes in the ICU that reeked of piss and 409 And I rationed my breathes as I said to myself that I'd already taken too much today As each descending peak of the LCD took you a little farther away from me Away from me Amongst the vending machines and year-old magazines in a place where we only say goodbye It stung like a violent wind that our memories depend on a faulty camera in our minds But I knew that you were a truth I would rather lose than to have never lain beside at all And I looked around at all the eyes on the ground as the TV entertained itself 'Cause there's no comfort in the waiting room Just nervous pacers bracing for bad news And then the nurse comes round and everyone will lift their heads But I'm thinking of what Sarah said that "Love is watching someone die" So who's going to watch you die?.. He's utterly sarcastic- aesthetically confused He tells me I'm bombas

Freakydeaky
I HAVE BEEN SITTING HERE ALL DAY THINKING ABOUT THINGS THAT MAYBE I CAN'T CONTROL BUT FOR SOME REASON THEY ARE ON MY MIND. FIRST AND FOREMOST THERE IS THIS GUY THAT I WAS SEEING FOR A WHILE AND HE JUST STARTING THE LOVE WORD TO SOON FOR ME AND I FREAKED AND RAN. PLUS HE WANTED TO GET RID OF ALL MY MALE FRIENDS BECAUSE HE WAS JEALOUS. WELL I DON'T SEE THE NEED FOR ME TO GET RID OF FRIENDS FOR ANYONE. THEY WERE THERE BEFORE AND HOPEFULLY THEY WILL BE THERE LONG AFTER HIM. BUT WITH THIS PROBLEM I STARTED THINKING AM I JUST NOT INTO RELATIONSHIPS BECAUSE I SEEM TO RUN EVERYTIME ANYTHING STARTS TO GET SERIOUS. I HAVE NO IDEA WHY BUT I DO. I MEAN I JUST DON'T THINK I AM READY TO BE TIED DOWN TO ANYONE BUT MOST PEOPLE MY AGE (30) ARE ALREADY MARRIED AND HAVE KIDS BUT ME I AM NOT LOOKING TO EVEN FIND SOMETHING TO SERIOUS. I JUST THINK THAT I AM SCARED BUT I DON'T KNOW WHY. I JUST THINK THAT I AM LOSING MY MIND. I AM A SHY FEMALE AND IF YOU HAVE SEEN MY PICS YOU PROBABLY DON'T BELIEVE THAT BUT

The Calling
Brave young warrior where have you gone Into the hills to mourn your song The breaking heart knows no ache like that of the warrior when it breaks The raging waters know not how deep the tears of the warrior when he weeps From umber hills the plaintive yell the heart of the warrior breaking all to hell Come now the spirits to calm from within the tears of the warrior for his lost friend At end of day the tears have ebbed the tear-spent warrior none left to shed On morning's light quietly he comes to bury the hatred that was done He carries the dead within his heart warriors weep when loved ones part His jaw now set in stern reprove when warriors weep the world is moved The fire is dancing tonight and the winds are talking Dancers from past lives enter the circle Leading me back and forth through the history of myself The mind searches as the spirit dances The drums...dancing to the heartbe

Birthday Coming Up..
Hello everybody..Hope everybody has been good since I have been gone from here..I had to take a break from here.Maybe I can get some help from yall on how to get points and cherry bucks..LOL. I seem to have fell way behind..LOL..I see they have changed some of this stuff up on here..Nearly thought I was at the wrong place..LOL..Well time to close here and quit boring ya if ya are reading this..LOL... Hello everyone..Hope everyone is doing good..Well it will not be long till I'm another year older..For some reason I have the wrong age on profile so now I have to fix that..LOL.. You know when you turn 16,you cant wait till your 18, then you cant wait till your 21 and legal to do it all.LOL.. What was we thinking wanting to rush all those years..LOL..Now it is time for the years to quit coming so fast..LOL. For some reason a bumper sticker I seen comes to mind..LOL..Be kind to your kids remember they pick the nursing home you go to..LOL..Well time for me to close here and get some sle

The Last Warrior
High on bleak, stony rag, Unmoving, he sits astride His ragged coated pony. Only telltale frozen breaths, Separate them from The still, winter black boles Of ancient leafless trees. The pony, blown and lame, Stands with lowered head, Ears flattened to the sound Of a distant wolf pack. The man on his back, All weapons lost, Ignores the trickling blood From savage wounds, Mingling his war paint. Eyes burning fiercely He strains to find The sign he seeks: Behind, the sound of enemy Draws ever closer. At last, faith rewarded, He sees far below In the deep valley, Arriving at the edge Of the fast flowing river, The great she bear With two gamboling cubs: To fish the racing salmon, Drawn relentlessly toward Their age-old spawning ground. Silently, the wounded brave Offers his final prayer To the eternal clan bear; Totem and guardian Of his battle slain tribe. The enemy, exultant, Are almost upon him, Yet he looks not behind: He sees only the Great Spiri

Im New
I love you craaaaaaaazy cherries! w00T! ^_^ this is my new addiction to take the place of myspace. WOOHOO! how u doin'? Im Justin, from Forest Park, Ga. I love friends and the ladies kick hella ass too! im new to CT and so far, I love it! if you ever need to talk or sumthin, im allways here to help (unless im at work, then Ill be home later ^_^-Justin kicked hella ass! My stash is growing bit by bit... making more friends! this is sooo much better than myspace! ^_^

Lyrics To Songs That I Like
"Happy Death Day", by Alien Ant Farm. I slowly shoot these words like weapons, And go insane. I watch you drive your stupid car, You go away. You never were one to use caution, And you don't obey. You know I'd love to see it happen..... I always tried to keep you near me, Without the pain. I love to tie us into knots, We slipped away. I tried to captivate you, on that evening He was leaving, with the girl I'd love to kill... Happy Death day to you baby, I know you're flying in the blue now... We'll be together real soon now, baby don't you worry, Papa's got a brand new body bag for you.... Cable cars run through my mind, Reminiscent Bay. I think I'd love a valentine, I wish you'd stay. You never were one to use caution, It slipped away. I somehow knew this would happen.... Happy Death day to you baby, I know you're flying in the blue now... We'll be together real soon now, baby don't you worry, Papa's got a brand new body bag for you, And I've got

Its Like 3 30 In The Morning!
im wideee awake and im supposed to get up 7am to bring the twins to school. so if i sleep now id only get three and a half hours of sleep. oh joy! but i cant help it. im just too FCUKing hyper because i get to see my babyyy tomorrow! my friend anthonyyy (the assfucker) && i are going to fly to rochester to visit him && friendsss. yay! im psyched!

Wolf Spirits
The wolf fulfilled two roles for the Indian: he was a powerful and mysterious animal, and so perceived by most tribes, and he was a medicine animal, identified with a particular individual, tribe or clan. At a tribal level, the attraction to the wolf was strong, because the wolf lived in a way that made the tribe strong. He provided food for all, including the old and sick members of the pack. He saw to the education of his children. He defended his territory against other wolves. At a personal level, those for whom the wolf was a medicine animal or personal totem understood the qualities that made the wolf stand out as an individual. For example, his stamina, ability to track well and go without food for long periods. The definition and defense of home range was as important to the Indian as it was to the wolf. The boundries of most Indian territories, like those of wolves, changed with the movement of game herds, the size of the tribe and the time of year. The tribe

Brain Freeze!
Sex, Lies, and Roadside Bombings! There is no way you can escape hearing that the American death toll has reached 3,000. The news media has held their breath long enough for the number to reach 3,000 and now they are reminding everyone how many soldiers we have lost in the Iraq war. Congressmen grimace as they shake their heads in blame. Senators scramble to be the first to proclaim that America is losing the Iraq war. Protesters light candles and wear armbands to show their support of withdrawing our troops, and casting blame on the president for ever daring to protect the citizens from terrorist attacks on our own soil. It must be devastating to the families of soldiers killed in the line of duty. Giving everything they had in the greatest of sacrifices. This selfless act demands the respect of all Americans. Every single soldier lost on the battlefield is a sacrifice in the name of freedom. Freedom is not cheap; it is paid for with the blood of our fallen. All we ever hear

Shawna's Blog
Greetings Gang! It seems that CherryTap has decided that 2 of my favorite pieces of artwork, 'The Eastern Favourite by Edwin Longsden Long' & 'The Babylonian Marriage Market by Edwin Longsden Long' have been marked NSFW! Amazing!!! Perhaps CherryTap should tell the museums that hold these treasures that they need to be censored for their graphic content. Jesus fucking christ! Grow up!

Police Story
OK so I went to a haunted house last night. I'm usually not a fan because they're lame for the most part, but after a substantial amount of brow beating, and a chance of hooking up with a really hot girl, I went. Well to make a long story short, you Vets and LEO know what happens when you startle us. It was an OK experience for a few minutes. More funny than scary. Then there was a part where it got all chaotic and there was a million things going on at once and there was flashing lights and sirens, so I slipped into work mode without even realizing it. The this weiner with all the scary zombie make-up jumps out at me from a dark corner. Well my reflexes took over and I broke his nose and 3 fingers. I was escorted out and of corse the cops were called and they rolled rescue for the guy. I apologized and the guy decided not to press charges. Of course it had to be three of my co-workers that responded. And as soon as they saw me they busted out laughing so bad it took them 35 minutes to

Why Do My Point's Keep Going Back Up??
so far to night my points have went from 17,609 to 15,607 to 15,649 this is me getting for ratting photos and comments so can i get a little help??????????????????????????? ty

Poetry And Quotage
Who so loves believes the impossible. Elizabeth Barrett Browning A kiss is a lovely trick designed by nature to stop speech when words become superfluous. Ingrid Bergman Duct tape is like the force. It has a light side, a dark side, and it holds the universe together. Oprah Winfrey A computer once beat me at chess, but it was no match for me at kick boxing. Emo Philips Evelyn Hope I. Beautiful Evelyn Hope is dead! Sit and watch by her side an hour. That is her book-shelf, this her bed; She plucked that piece of geranium-flower, Beginning to die too, in the glass; Little has yet been changed, I think: The shutters are shut, no light may pass Save two long rays thro' the hinge's chink. II. Sixteen years old, when she died! Perhaps she had scarcely heard my name; It was not her time to love; beside, Her life had many a hope and aim, Duties enough and little cares, And now was quiet, now astir, Till God's hand beckoned unawares,--- And t

Insults
1. I don't know what your problem is, but I bet it's hard to pronounce. 2. I'll try being nicer if you'll try being smarter. 3. Just because I don't care doesn't mean I don't understand. 4. When I want your opinion, I'll give it to you. 5. My idea of an agreeable person is a person who agrees with me. 6. All things being equal, you lose. 7. If you're feeling good, don't worry. You'll get over it. 8. I can only please one person each day. Today is not your day. Tomorrow isn't looking good either. 9. Smile... Tomorrow will be worse. 10. It's been lovely, but I have to scream now. 11. Do not walk behind me, for I may not lead. Do not walk ahead of me, for I may not follow. Do not walk beside me, either. Just leave me alone. 12. It may be that your sole purpose in life is simply to serve as a warning to others. 13. Before you criticize someone, you should walk a mile in their shoes. That way, when you criticize them, you're a mile away and you have their shoes. 14. Thank you f

Funny Stuff
TO MY DEAR WIFE: During the past year I have tried to make love to you 365 times. I have succeeded 36 times, which is an average of once every ten days. The following is a list of why I did not succeed more often: 54 times the sheets were clean 17 times it was too late 49 times you were too tired 20 times it was too hot 15 times you pretended to be asleep 22 times you had a headache 17 times you were afraid of waking the baby 16 times you said you were too sore 12 times it was the wrong time of the month 19 times you had to get up early 9 times you said weren't in the mood 7 times you were sunburned 6 times you were watching the late show 5 times you didn't want to mess up your new hairdo 3 times you said the neighbors would hear us 9 times you said your mother would hear us Of the 36 times I did succeed, the activity was not s

The Bitch Is Back!!!!!!!!! And Out For Blood
I JUST GOT HOME FROM WORK , WHEN I WENT ON MY LAST BREAK AT 915 PM I NOTICED SOMETHING AS I WAS SITTING OUTSIDE SMOKING ...........MY TRUCK WAS ALL DENTED AND SCRATCHED , I DONT KNOW WHO DID IT , HAVE NO CLUE , CALLED THE COPS MADE A REPORT ....BITCHED SCREAMED AND BITCHED A WHOLE LOT MORE , THERE IS A BULLET MARK IN THE WINDSHIELD , MY TAIL LIGHT IS BUSTED 2 CRACKS IN MY REAR DRIVERS SIDE WINDOW , AND VARIOUS PUNCTURES, AND DENT MARKS AND SCRATCHES ALL OVER THE ENTIRE PASSENGER SIDE...THE COP ASKED ME IF THERE WAS ANYONE I HAD PISSED OFF RECENTLY BLAH BLAH BLAH ..HE SAID MIGHT OF BEEN A KID .... ANYWAYS WHEN I FIND OUT WHO DID IT OR IF I THINK THEY DID I AM GONNA PAINT THE PAVEMENT WITH THEIR ASS SO BECAUSE OF SOMEONES ANGER OR STUPIDITY I NOW HAVE TO GET THE DAMN THING FIXED ... BIG DEAL I GOT INSURANCE ,,BUT WHAT THE FUCK IS WITH PPL TODAY FUCKING UP SHIT INSTEAD OF BEING MAN OR WOMAN ENOUGH TO PUT IT ON THE TABLE AND TALK ABOUT IT OR BEAT THE HELL OUT OF EACH OTHER!!!!OK NOW I AM D

Secret Kisses
"SECRET KISSES" Secrets.... stolen.... a kiss, a sigh. seldom felt at home. wonderful breaths of air. shared.... alone yet together. touching you.... relief.... home like a prison. stolen.... secrets.... a kiss, a sigh... you and I 01-29-07 J.R.A.F.

Shattermask Show Dates..
Feb 23 2007 8:00P Friday @ The Underground (a.k.a. the Red Sea) St. Louis, Missouri Feb 24 2007 7:00P Saturday @ Outlaws Farmington, Missouri Mar 2 2007 8:00P Friday @ Mugsy McGuire's Carbondale, Illinois Mar 9 2007 8:00P Friday Music Fest Park Hills, Missouri Mar 11 2007 5:00P Sunday @ VooDooDolls Huntingburg, Indiana Mar 16 2007 9:00P Friday @ Chrome (a.k.a.Club 217) Springfield, Illinois Mar 17 2007 8:00P Saturday @ the QC Zone (St. Patty's Day Jam) Moline, Illinois Mar 24 2007 6:30P Saturday @ Pops (come early) Sauget, Illinois Mar 30 2007 9:00P Friday & Thornz Creve Coeur, Illinois Mar 31 2007 7:00P Saturday @ The Cell Mason City, Illinois Apr 1 2007 4:30P Sunday @ the Eagles Lodge Crystal City, Missouri Apr 11 2007 9:30P Tour - Wednesday @ The Backstage Lounge Gainesville, Florida Apr 14 2007 9:00P Tour - Saturday @ The Paper Moon Fort Walton Beach, Florida

Myspace
yes, I know.. "myspace sucks" blah blah blah, and while I'm not about to dispute the suckage of said myspace, I do have a couple of accounts on myspace. Love it or lump it, you really want to know about me, www.myspace.com/dyinginlove is my personal page, and www.myspace.com/simplecomplexitysc is my music page. partially due to my lazyness, and partially due to my very static and often far between visits to the internet to check on accounts, I check my myspace, my yahoo, and then others, so don't be surprised if yu message me here and it is a century or two before I respond.

Avery Kaye
Yet more photos of Avery, her daddy, (My nephew), and his lovely wife, Katy... This is Avery Kaye and her mother, Katy. Born today, Jan. 29, 2007 in Grapevine, TX. To My favorite nephew and his lovely wife. I am so proud... And there will be more pics.

Legendary Cheifs
He was the last Apache war chief. He was a great medicine man. He had great wisdom. He evaded U. S. forces for 25 years. He is said to have had magical powers. He could see into the future. He could walk without creating footprints. He could prevent dawn from rising to protect his people. His name was Geronimo. A Native American boy was born in 1829 in Arizona. His Apache name, Goyathlay, means "One Who Yawns." His father trained him to be a warrior. His mother taught him how to live off the land. He learned how to survive in deserts and mountains. It was the summer of 1850. Geronimo went on a trip. The men in his tribe went with him. Mexican soldiers raided his home. Fifty people were killed. One hundred were sold into slavery. Geronimo's wife Alope died. His three children and his mother were killed, too. Geronimo joined a group of Apaches. They were called the Chiricahuas. They raided in northern Mexico. They crossed the border into New Mexico and A

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Poems...not By Me
Even though I said that final good-bye Even though it was all up to me I still cry I still cry for when we were the best of friends For the nights we spent together And for what was never suppose to be I cry not for u or me but because of what was never there I cry for what was in my mind and how it will never be again To stop crying is something I somewhat learned from u Too many kisses led to the tragedy Too many hugs that felt for nothing Too many tears frozen just because of that one simple good-bye Too many emotions defrosted because I stood up for myself and lost someone special But that’s in the past and that’s where it needs to stay Forever I will remember the frozen tear that meant so much to me and nothing to u One more frozen tear cried and I will forever say my final good-bye Written with a pen, sealed with a kiss, If you are my friend, please answer me this: Are we friends, or are we not? You told me once, but I forgot. So tell me now, and tell me tr

Oh My!
This is blog number 49999 or something similar. The next person to create one is gonna be like "wow, blog 50000! That's like 5% of a million!" But anyway, onto the point. Neural Funk, the greatest band that ever was, is basically on hiatus. So, I have asked my friend Maddy, who plays a bit o' banjo, to fill in for the drummer as the other half of the rhythm section. I don't want to replace the drummer, as she is very dear to me and I want her to feel as though she will always have a place in any band of which I am a part. But. I can't keep the beat alone. Well, I can, but I prefer not to. People will be like "but Andy, how can you have a punk vibe without any drums?" and to them I say "shut your piehole, cake-eater!" Punk is just that--a vibe. You don't need a fucking musical style for punk (though it can be argued otherwise). As long as we play our hearts out, and as long as we have synergy, we will succeed. That is all any true band ever needed. Talent? No. Talent is second to hear

More Quotes
You can close your eyes to things you dont want to see, but u cant close your heart to things you dont want to feel. Why does a rose represent love, when a rose always dies? I look like an angel and act like one too...But u Never know what this Angel will do!

Hello
Hiyas all. Im new here. Im learning how to set everything up like I did on myspace so bare with me lol. Ive since had this dream several times over the past few years... Ok this may seem wierd, and belive me it was for me as well... Ok in my dream I was at my house and decided to go over to my granparents who lived about 4 miles from me. For some reason in my dream I owned a 1987 Chevy stpe side pick up that was brown ( I distinctly remeber the truck from my dream for some reason) Anyways To get to my grandparents I had to drive this lil old road throught the woods just like ive done many times b4 in real life. On the way there the road sharply turns to the left, you cross a bridge over a river and sharply turn back to the left. Well in the dream I remeber that I knew i was going to fast to make the turn for the river, but i didnt slow down for some reason. Naturally I didnt make the turn. I hit the concrete embankment for the bridge and flipped into the river. The dream seemed

This Is Important To Me!
Just click the rabbit Best Morph Contest! Your Stripper Song Is She Wants to Move by N.E.R.D. "Her off beat dance makes me fantasize (Her curves) She's sexy!!" You are 100% sex appeal. As simple as that. What Song Should You Strip To?

My First
yup sure am...Wednesday, March 7th... This is what im doing: Trista will go to jail for ... Resisting arrest while having sex 'What sexual activity will you go to jail for?' at QuizUniverse.com I just applied to become a suicide girl. Kepp ur fingers crossed for me! I did it cuz it seems like it would be fun, is not the pathetic main stream modelling and thats why im interested. I wanna do something like that before its too late, I want some awesome pixx of me, nude ones, underwear ones, u name it I just want the opportunity to get myself out there. So yeah, ill letcha know if I hear anything, from what I hear it can take a while to hear anything. Just wish me luck lol

Legends Of Long Ago
Big Blue Heron was standing in the marsh looking at his reflection in the water. He raised his black-crested head to listen. Two little White Weasels had come along to the river. They were mother and son. When they saw Blue Heron, they stopped to look. 'What a beautiful big bird-person!' said the son. 'He is called Blue Heron. He carries his head high!' 'Yes, Mother, he is tall as a tree. Were I so tall, I could carry you across this swift river.' Blue Heron was pleased to hear himself so praised. He liked to hear other say that he was big. He bent down low and spoke to the two. 'I will help you go across. Come down to where you see that old tree lying in the stream. I will lie down in the water at the end and put my bill deep into the bank on the other side. You two run across the tree. Then use my body as a bridge and you will get to the other side.' They all went to the old tree lying in the water. Blue Heron lay down in the water at the end and stuck his bil

.............
I want that........ UR hands on either side of my face........ My hands on the back of your neck....... Kiss where afterwards we hugg and U spin me around........ Is that 2 much 2 ask?????????? Something in your eyes I know I can't resist. Something in the air I don't know why. You were always here for me since I've been on my own. 'Cause of you I know you'll never let me cry. Can I believe that your heart still beats for me? Let me receive a sign that your my destiny. I wanna know. Gimme a reason for me to believe in can't you see in my eyes? I need a reason for why I'm not still grieving. To you I'll never say goodbye. 'Cause deep in my heart I know there's a reason. Why I'm never leaving. Your why I'm never alone. You've given me a reason for me to believe in. And you're my reason. Ya know Im not that girl that expects jewlery, expensive dinners out, or dozens apon dozens of roses for Valentines day......... Im the chick who wo

If
If you seek to find the Love you once knew It will prove itself elusive If you seek to find the Passion you once felt It will prove itself deceased If you seek to find the Friendship you once shared It will prove itself lost If you seek to find the Devotion you once gave It will prove itself gone If you seek to find something that once was You have already found it to be extinct If you seek to find the Fear you now hold It will show you it's face, Dismiss the Fear you feel simply because You can It will prove to be a battle Once the Fear is destroyed You will prove Yourself worthy Friendship will grow from Within Devotion will pour from you heart Passion will radiate from your soul, Love will be evident to All ~~~~~~author: Cynthia Jefferys 2003

Poem To My Supossed To Be Mother
sweet_titts ~SSR FAMILY -= ZERO TOLERANCE=-~DJ Big Daddys Freaky Bitch~@ CherryTAP It's three A.M., they're all asleep, And no one's here to see As we rock slowly back and forth My baby boy and me. His little head is feather light Tucked up against my chin I hold his tiny hand in mine And stroke his baby skin The house about us creaks and groans, The clock hands creek around. He snuggles close to me still And makes his baby sounds. I love those quiet hours so much And cherish every one Store memories up inside my heart For lonely nights to come. All to soon he'll be grown up His need for mama gone. But until then I still have time For kisses and for song. Time for quiet hours like this With him cuddled in my arm, Where I wish he'd always stay, Protected, safe and warm. And yet I know they day will come When this tiny little hand Will be much bigger than my own. He'll grow to be a man. But until then he's mine to love, With no one here to s

Gotta Vent
It's almost the 2 year anniversary of our accident so, I just need to vent. Monday, April 30th, 2007 will mark the 2 year anniversary of one of the worst days in my life, along with many of the people I care about. Monday the 30th at 3:30pm is exactly 2 years since our accident and the death of my fiance Dave and my friend Jeff. These past 2 years went so fast and there hasn't been 1 day that's passed that I dont think about it, talk about it, cry about it or miss Dave with a passion. As I go through all of my pictures of me and Dave and what was once our "old gang", I can only comfort myself by remembering how happy I was and how happy and in love Dave was with me. In his eyes I guess, his life couldn't of gotten any better because we were together and were going to get married and build a family. He would have done anything for me and instead he was killed in the car accident that we were in together. :( "Dont take anything for granted" Yes, it's a cheesy saying but, you'll ne

Not Another Day
I can`t deal with this for another day. The air is thinning, it`s getting harder to breathe. My mind is at war with itself. Do I deserve this? Living a life lived so far from where it wants to be. What have I done? I don`t deserve it. It`s to much of a good thing. I`m nothing of a good person! Running on empty as my demons fly by. What makes me happy, so far away, away from myself, away from a nothing. How long will it last, could it ever last? Tearing at the skin, my patience is wearing thin with myself. I don`t know what to do, placing my heart up on a shelf. Oh my god I can`t bear the fall again. Not from him. I`ll shatter it myself, it`ll be an easier end. I want what I may never have, I have a life not wanting, to an extent. Fucking Hell What Is Wrong With Me?!

***2 Our Brave Soldiers!!!***
I MADE PUT THIS TOGETHER 4 ALL OF THE BRAVE MEN AND WOMEN IN OUR MILITARY. GOD BLESS AND PROTECT U ALL!!!!! WITH LOVE & RESPECT, TINA TO ALL MY BEAUTIFUL SOLDIERS!!!!!!! Brought to you by Dragonfly Graphix Courtesy of MsTags.com WITH LUV & RESPECT!!!!! TINA Courtesy of MsTags.com I HAVE A FRIEND/CO-WORKER WITH A SON IN THE MARINES. HE'S SO YOUNG, SO BRAVE, AS ARE ALL OUR MARINES!!!! I THINK ABOUT OUR SOLDIERS AND I'M TRULY GRATEFUL THAT THEY ARE BRAVE AND THEY FIGHT FOR ME AND U! MUCH LUV 2 ALL OUR BRAVE MEN AND WOMEN!!!!!!!! Courtesy of MsTags.com

Kareoke Update
OK, I decided to try some new stuff. I sang "Cat's In the Cradle". Probably should have waited for the last of the Asian Panda Death Flu to be out of my system. Still, not too shabby. Followed with "Funky Cold Medina" to get the silly song out of the way. Always a good choice. Followed that with "Zoot Suit Riot". That went over well. Needs a little work. Followed that with "Rebel Yell". Needs some work as well. Closed my personal set with "Maria, Maria" by Santana. Broke into a sweat in the middle of the song. It's too high pitched for me. Learned my lesson. Hey all. Been a while. Been all over the place and tried a whole bunch of different songs. Tonight, I tried something totally different. I sang Tone Loc's Wild Thing (repeat) I sang Jim Carey's Cuban Pete from the Mask I sang a duet of Eve 6 Insdie Out (repeat) I sang George Michael's Faith I sang a duet doing Gorillaz Clint Eastwood I sang Metallica's Whiskey In the Jar I sa

Power 1 Blog
Hey everyone....I am BACK on Cherry Tap...opps!!!!! I mean, FUBAR. Thats how long ive been gone for. My lounge is still up and waiting for you to join. Come check out Power 1 Radio on FUBAR, LIVE!!!! The lounge is up and running, please come and join. Hello members of CherryTap...whazzzzzzzzzzzzup!!! I am very excited about being here and hope to entertain each and every one of you with my own radio station on the net, Power 1 Radio. I have lined up some great disc jockeys from all over the country. Each of them with their own style and attitude. I hope you enjoy my station and even my show too...lol. Check it out and leave a comment telling me what you think. www.power1radio.com Thank you, DJ Chaz

Fuckiddy Shit Makes No Sense.
written for Ris...because, she likes it. freaked out while the moon man came, and sat upon the post. to whom he thought, the rythem flew, he counted each sand of coast. faraway, the crooning cry, of menacing moose are seen. for time and money, cannot shine, like the liver and the spleen. WHOO HOO FOR WHINEY AND DEPRESSING! hahahah, nothing like being emo:P i'm in love w/ this one thing, that i can't have, that i can't touch, that i can't see. it eludes each step i take. switches those arrows i drew in the forest. throws daylight into screaming paths of birch. touches me in my sleep, w/ hands, the body it contained long gone. presses my shoulder, holds my elbow. guides me to the next play in. i favor those i can't redeem. those whom fall. those that challenge me, when i try to challenge them. shining the polish on this heart. sqeeky clean comes down the river. flowing south, hands taken in mine, to drown in the waterfalls bustling mists. (Roosevelt Franklin)

Places To Be Naughty!
Places to be naughty!!! Add a place to have sex 1. the bed 2.The car 3.bathroom 4.pool 5.kitchen floor 6.the sofa 7. Mutha F'in School 8. in da shower 9. on the counter 10. on the beach 11. in a hot tub 12. on a trampoline!!! 13.in a tree house 14. in a lake 15. Outside in the pourin rain 16. in a mr. john (portapotty 17.back row at the movies 18.the park 19.mom's bed 20.front steps 21. someone elses car...while they're drivin 22.in the locker rrom 23.in a pavilion 24.on a baseball field pitchers mound at night 25. in a public bathroom 26. a park slide...haha i bet aint none of ya thought of that 27. Granny's rockin Chair 28. In my room *wink* 29. a roof top 30. in public 31. in an ikea room!!!!! 32. ON the dryer 33. On a boat 34. Sauna room in public, yep and a kid walked in absolutly horrible 35.Reynan-dressing room of Nordstroms 36.At my work; Marriott Hotel, just check in a room when we arent busy and go!!! 37. D'Anna---in a tanning bed!

My Crushes
There were 3 people who had crushes on me. However, one of them recently stopped having a crush on me. I'm very disappointed. What did I do? :( I see that I now still have two people who have crushes on me though. That pleases me. :) I also know that there some guys on my friends list that I find very attractive and who I might be compatible with.. I hope atleast one of them is him..

Love As It Is
My daddy’s girl Some things aren’t meant to last Some dreams they go too fast Then I think of you And that just won’t do I love the sweetness of your smile Watching you play all the while I already knew I was loosing you The child you are is slipping away And this is just natures way Of setting you free So you can be who you’ll be This old man can help but feel Time is cruel but wounds heal And in time pain goes That’s what this heart knows A daddy’s girl you’ll always be At least it’s what I’ll always see When I look at you My baby girl forever new The child you are is slipping away And this is just natures way Of setting you free So you can be who you’ll be Daddy loves you oh so much And he loves to feel the touch Of your little hand Nothings better to this man I won’t worry about what comes It would be oh so dumb And waste the time And that truly is a crime The child you are is slipping away But we won’t worry about that tod

I Graduated Go Me!
So i graduated today from first institute medical specialist school ,with a 3.6 and got two awards.Dylan bought me roses and got me a really sweet card.My mom got me a ring and a cute charm bracelet.and she made me a money tree which is kindda lame but it had 20 bucks on it so whatever. I found out i have hypothyroidism so i got put on this medicaine and it makes me eat alot cus it speeds up my metabolism...it's kindda nice...i can eat alot and not get fat(fatter).Yup thats all now im gunna go watch WWE so i can masterbate to John Cena...kkkok....LATE

Need A Perfect Man To Love
What I am looking forsomeone who has a job, but doesn't live there, loves his family but can make his own decisions, has had enough life experiences to know what he wants from a relationship, has a hobby or something he enjoys (strip-clubs not an option), and does not live with his parents. A positive attitude is important as well as honesty and integrity.

My Writing.... The Old Stuff
Driving today, passed your place I got caught in a daze still questions are running through my mind cant figure out why u had to die Still remember the last time we talked still remember the times we shared still remember how much you cared Not a day goes by I dont think of you still cant figure out what Im supposed to do dont have the words to say just hope to see you again some day Until that day comes whenever it may be all these memories in my heart i will keep Im the one to blame at least thats what you say not for another day cause im walking away Been through this before so im at the door never gonna look back forget about everything we had I still care about you but i gotta do what i gotta do Im not gonna be a fool cause that wouldnt be cool Been through this before so im at the door never gonna look back forget about everything we had Another day goes bye same old emotions collide trying so hard not to fall still hear your call So

On The Road
It was strange at the convention...I was there and my other half who calls herself Thagatanegrra...Me...I'm Gata..I am a BLACK cat, however, I just dont use that name...So I was getting alot of, "So you let her use your name?" It's not anbody's name. I get called alot of different nicknames and shit. Its really strange...It depends on where I am of what nickname you here. I love that name though..Gata...I'm so feline..and even people that doesnt know that ask me about it...That makes me feel all warm and fuzzy So, I have to say that I was extremely homoured to have met with the great Mr. Pinhead himself, Doug Bradley. I ran in to get hi sautograph, only to find that he had stopped signing pics...I hung my head down and said "awww I ran in here to get your autograph" and he put his arm around me and said "come with me my dear" So I introduced myself..when I said I'm Monique Dupree...First Blakc Scream Queen..he said..I know who you are...! Well, that did it for me. I didnt know what

Love It When I Have A Good Time.
Hello everyone i just thought i would share alittle about the great time i had last weekend! i don't get a chance to get out much but this past weekend was the best yet. I went down to Beloit, Wisconsin cause i currently live in Janesville, Wis. and met up with some really good friends that i haven't seen in forever! Anyways we went to the gay bar and if you hadent already gathered yet i am Bisexual so anyways we went and seen a drag show! my very first it was sooo awsome! I was so wasted by the end of the show and totally made out with my ex-girlfriend but it was hott! and then we left there and went to this bar called the 88 and i met up with a few other of my friends and you would think being wasted already i would stop drinking well, no i dident't and had some fun there we had to break up a fight and then totally went over to some chicks house that i dident even know with my friends and then i proceeded to get sick all over the street! i dont drink much either but i think if you dr

Quotes For My Boi
God made the wind blow, god made the sun shine, but how the hell did he make you so fine!? DONT SAY YOU LOVE ME UNLESS U REALLY MEAN IT, CUZ I MIGHT DO SOMETHING CRAZY LIKE BELIEVE IT I think of you with every waking moment of my life and dream of you with every dream that I have; I miss you.

Sex Iq
You have a sexual IQ of 116 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com gothychic Hands on sexual therapist 'What will your sex business card say?' at QuizUniverse.com

New Contest
I'm not offering bribes for votes.. Just simply asking for help. Right now I am behind by a lot and really need everyones help. I will as always return the favor for everyone who helps! I try to get to everyone and rate and fan all pages. I also will comment bomb contests. Just let me know that you need me. Thank you so much to everyone who has been helping me! ♥ Please click on the picture to vote ♥ ♥ HUGS AND KISSES ♥ Music Codes - MySpace Layouts I figured I would give everyone a break from bombing.. Well, I am now down 13000 votes!! I so need your help now! I will return the favor for everyone who helps! Thank you so much for everyone who has been fighting to keep me up where I am! ♥ Click on my picture to vote! ♥ ♥ HUGS AND KISSES ♥ PLEASE come leave me comments!! I will return the favor! I am only 500 votes ahead.. With 13,800 comments.. But, I still need to be the first to 3

I'm In A Contest Please Help Me
can yall help me with a new name ....i think its time for a change ...something to drawl the people to me ....yeah i know i am a point whore ...and needs lots of attention...please comment I guess i am going to leave fubar...so i am deleting my pics and stuff...if you have input on this please comment.... my friend HELLCAT needs some comments please comment her as much as possible ... she needs 250,000 comments to win a yr vic so get in there and bomb her for me... click the pic below ... thank you all very much...you can tell her i sent ya or not...

Working Hard, Or Barely Working
Sign in please. I was in the office at nine in the morning yesterday. A few students came to see if we had their laptops ready to hand out. Due to the fact that we had to image all the laptops as clones for the college, it was taking us longer to get them ready. The Mac Book Pro's were easy to do. The Dell 620's needed a new wireless NIC for dual band access to our network server. That took 30mins to find out that the NIC is under the keyboard. 24+ Mac's, 34+ Dells, and a school full of angry second semester students yelling about why can't I just have my laptop. The office started to look like a backed up Post office (on a good day). Today...... What can I say about today? I stayed up until 3am last night and got to work late today. I heard the clock go off at 5am, but I didn't get up for another two hours. I thought It was a dream. Then it was another day of give me, give me my lap top, I have work to do. It seems like everyday there is something else we have to

Lets Get Physical
My Physical Survey Physical AppearanceHair ColorHieghtGlassesShoe SizeCasual or FormalLong or Short HairManicured or NaturalEye ColorLet's get PhysicalLights on or OffBed or TableRomantic or WildRisky or SafeHugs or KissesEars or NeckWalk fast or SlowDance or Tap FootWalk or RideStay in or Go OutSpontanious or PlannedOrganized or FrazzledEarly or LateTaken or SingleHigh Places or Well GroundedSwimming or SkiingHiking or Beach StrollVertical or HorizontalBath or ShowerRoll-on or SprayHot or ColdTongue or LipsType or WriteRead or SingTalk or ListenOne of the Gang or OutsiderLoud or QuiteSchool or WorkSmoke or DrinkThanksgiving Dinner or Midnight SnackNapkin or Hand TowelTheater or RentalsCandle lit Dinner or PizzaPassion or CrazinessPessimist or OptimistTruth or DarePhone Call or Online Chat

Updates On My Babi Boi
well its been a while since ive really updated you all on bubba so let me do that now. he is now stationed up at ft. drum...finally close to me. hes been up here since september. things are goin pretty good for him i guess. he screwed his knee up pretty bad so they told him if it gets any worse hes probably gonna end up being medically discharged. on a happier note we are talkin bout gettin back together! I hope it works but if not we have agreed to always be there for each other. well i finally got another letter from bubba today. hes doing pretty good. misses being home and wants everyone to write to him more. so i am gonna try writing to him more often. and the best part of it is that he finally told me that he loves me in one of his letters!!! So yeah hes doing good, not much more i can say right now cuz his letter was more about me then him. will keep everyone updated as i can. well I talked to my boyfriend's dad this morning after work. he called home on sunday and is do

Just A Sexy Idea For The Ladies!!!
Hey Ladies, how are you doing? Just wondering how many of you would enjoy experiencing this!!! Having your body light up by candle light, than having a mix of strawberries, peaches, whip cream and chocolate syrup run up and down your body from your breasts to your legs, than slowly having it licked and sucked off of you while slowly going down and than coming back up. Than being kissed once come back up so you can taste the sweetness from the fruit on your lips!!! Mixing it up, first with the strawberries, than with the whip cream, the peaches and last with the chocolate syrup, which would take a bit longer to be licked off you. Just a little something I'm wondering about how many ladies out there would enjoy experiencing this.

C Is For Cookie
I Honestly haven't any idea what This is about, I have my myspace Page & that is easy, this seems so difficult, I want to put My bands Music in here But I cant figure out how, Also it seems the cooler things in here cost money, & I never give My CC info online so My page will never be as nice as most of you peoples pages & that sucks. ell this is my forst blog & All I can say is C is for cookie & thats Good enough For Me

Chewy
TO DAY I HAD TO PUT MY BEST FRIEND TO SLEEP THAT WAS SOMETHING I DONT WANT TO HAVE TO DO EVER I MISS HER SO MUCH I KNOW SOME OF YOU MIGHT THINK IM NUTS FOR TALKING ABOUT MY DOG LIKE THIS BUT OH WELL THIS IS A POME I FOUND ABOUT THE LOSS OF A DOG IF YOU'EV EVER KNOWN THE JOYFUL SOUND OF BARKS THAT FILL THE AIR- A SLOPPY KISS, AFRIENDLY PAW, A QUIET ADORING STARE IF TOU'VE EVER HAD A SPECIAL FRIEND TO SHARE A TEAR OR TWO OR MAYBE JUST A WAGGING TAIL TO LIFT YOU WHEN YOU'RE BLUE- IF YOU'VE EVER FELT THE WRENCHING PAIN THAT ONLY DEATH CAN SEND' THEN YOU HAVE LOST NOT JUST A DOG- YOU'EV TRULY LOST A FRIEND. BUT GOD IS GOOD AND TREASURES LOVE AND THERE AT HEAVENS GATE A SLOPPY KISS A JOYFUL BARK YOUR PRECIOUS FRIEND AWAITS. I MISS YOU CHEWY LOVE YOU SOOO MUCH IM SOO HAPPY I GOT TO BE YOUR MOMMY FOR ALL MOST 9 YEARS

Ha Amerikaner Haben Sie Keine Phantasie
Jedes Jahr über 1.000 Leuten in Amerika werden mit Feuerwaffen ungefähr 2.000 mehr werden erstochen zum Tod getötet. Ha Amerikaner haben sie keine Phantasie in Amsterdam und in Slowakei es gibt einen Platz, in dem alle Ihre dunkelsten kranksten Phantasien möglich sind, wo Sie alles erfahren können, das Sie wünschen, wo Sie quälen können, bestrafen Sie oder töten Sie für einen Preis... Sie können quälen, Bestrafen Sie oder töten Sie für einen Preis.genieße Elite Hunting jetzt Geben Sie Sie könnte acht, geben Sie Ihr GANZES Geld aus..in dort. .www.humanforsale.com die Elite-Force wünscht Sie....

The Wolf
There is at least one person on your CT list that wants to fuck the hell out of you. So lets play the fuck or Pass! game. The rules are simple... if you want to fuck the person who posts this, send them a message saying "yep, I'd Fuck you." SCARED? lol this sH!T's funny YOU HAVE TO RE-POST THIS!! and see who replies. There is at least one person on your CT list that wants to do u so!!! repost this as "Fuck or Pass" Don't be a bitch and not re-post it " To soar like an eagle " " To float like a feather " are just two ways I've heard people say that love makes them feel The times that I said " I love you " I felt like a wolf seeing the moon I feel like I have come from the darkness into the light of the moon but could do no more... I could see and feel it's light, and yet... never know it's touch or even its pure warmth I merely know its affect on others From where I was I could not reach it but I could see the birds flying to it Being so close

Bitch And Moan
Is it that greedy of a concept to want the situation from my side be heard and understood? All the main people in my life whenever there's ever been an arguement i don't have a side... there's just wrong on my side no matter my motivations my logic my thoughts... there isn't a side just a falsiety.... all i want is my side given the same consideration.... is that so greedy in the greater human scope of things? How can some one who loves you... hurt so much? Without trying? It just seems the more and more i try to keep things going on the worse they mess up... i just want things calm and happy and i just can't seem to get it... Oh in other bad news... my friends baby died... just a few weeks old so i'm out of town helping out for a little bit trying to make things easier on people It hurts but sometime i have to sit there and consider the possibility that leaving my baby might be the best thing for him. I just start thinking i'm holding him back from being happy that i'm not what

Don't F@**ing Read This
to all my wonderful friends and family .I am currently working on everyones pics,stash rating them all.Tonite i reached my limit on rating about I can comment.so I will be just commenting.Please let me know If I have missed you or i havent done you yet.I want to show my love to everyone.You have all been wonderful.just a note If you are on my friends list and i havent heard from you then you will be gone and I will no longer be a fan either.I am not doing this to be a bitch but enought is enough.To all those that have .LOVE YOU ALL I JUST WANTED TO TAKE A MINUTE AND THANK MY FRIENDS THAT KEEP IN CONTACT ...I AM VERY BLESSED TO HAVE THE REAL FRIENDS I DO..BUT IT HAS COME TO MY ATTENTION THAT SOME PEOPLE NEVER SAY ANYTHING AT ALL...IF I AM ON YOUR FRIENDS LIST AND YOU DONT TALK TO ME I AM SORRY BUT I WILL BE DELETING...I HAVE SEEN SO MANY FAKE PEOPLE ON HERE. IT HAS BECOME RATE ME, FAN ME,AND OTHER THINGS OR PEOPLE DON'T WANT TOP BE YOUR FRIEND...THIS IS HOW I AM FEELING... OK LET ME EXP

My Poetry
can it be a poem? Lonesome Fingers itching Burning with eagerness They find my virgin cunt And I roll onto my back Stretched out under the covers My hands stroking and probing I spread my legs And let my fingers glide inside Wet and slippery My thighs open wider Shoving my fingers in deeper I find my clit with the other hand And pull my fingers out To rub my hard nipples My tiny B-cup breasts feel soft Between moist fingers And my clit is being caressed And rubbed raw A dance of caresses I close my eyes And pleasure myself Until the loneliness fades away Scent fills the air black candles surround i prepare myself for you to lay me down anticipation grows an adrenaline rush body starts to shake at your fingers slightest touch you move slow and take your time as we sway to the music sweet songs of sublime a hand on my neck, a hand on my back you pull me near gently cupping my face and whisper sweet nothings in my ear you ligh

What Was I Thinking
What do you get when you give a 2 yr old, a 3 yr old and a 4yr old giant sheets of giant bubble wrap? You get more noise and chaos then you ever thought possible!!! BUT you also get the biggest laughs and biggest smiles humanly possible... what was I thinking? I dont know but they sure are having fun!!!

Hello Everyone
A trucker who had driven his fully loaded rig to the top of a steep hill and was just starting down the equally steep other side when he noticed a man and a woman lying in the center road, making love. He blew his air horn several times as he was bearing down on them. Realizing that they were not about to get out of his way he slammed on his brakes and stopped just inches from them. Getting out of the cab, madder than hell, the trucker walked to the front of the cab and looked down at the two, still in the road, and yelled, "What the hell's the matter with you two? Didn't you hear me blowing the horn? You could've been killed!" The man on the highway, obviously satisfied and not too concerned, looked up and said, "Look, I was coming, she was coming, and you were coming. You were the only one with brakes." Its a cold night over here, but maybe get warmed up by.... Hi there first time user of the cherry! So tell me everything that can help out a newbee

Manders- The Dork
Random facts about meeeeeeee!!! 1) I am a thrill-seeker and I know who I get it from... I am always trying to push my limits (but promise not to get myself killed in the process). It's the adrenaline rush that gets me goin!! 2) I can make anyone laugh or bring a smile to their face. If there's somethin goin on in you life and you talk to me, you'll most likely be smiling by the end of the conversation!!! I should put "Extreme people person" on my resume of accomplishments. LOL 3) I like doing yoga. Yoga, for me, is a way to release stress (not that kind of stress... get your mind out of the damn gutter!) and relax. 4) I am very spontaenous. If it's 2am and wanna do something, let's go! You choose... if you don't, be prepared to hold onto the "Oh shit!" handle in the car. LMAO Just kidding! 5) Sugar and caffeine are my best buds! If I have enough, i'm bouncin from wall to wall! It's almost like i've been drinkin alcohol... Nice, eh? 6) I swear I have ADHD! I could be h

Happy Thoughts
I just did my second cherry blast this past weekend, and I must say that I'm feeling the cherry love right now!!! I just want to thank everyone that stopped by and rated me, fanned me, and everything! Don't stop the lovin' now that my blast is over.... *MWAH* to all my cherry friends!

My Phone Number... Call Me
Both take up too much space on the bed. Both have irrational fears about vacuum cleaning. Both are threatened by their own kind. Both mark their territory. Both are bad at asking you questions. Both have an inordinate fascination with women's crotches. Neither does any dishes. Both pass gas shamelessly. Neither of them notice when you get your hair cut. Both like dominance games. Both are suspicious of the postman. Neither knows how to talk on the telephone. Neither understands what you see in cats. 201-808-6011 Ok.. so it's not really my phone number, and it's not a sex line... just call it and listen... too funny. Don't forget to rate me~

Dieken69
what is boredom exactly, is it sitting around the net all night posting new stuff and seeing how many friends you can get when the hole time you can be out living life and enjoying what it has to offer( i think so) I hate boredom, cause i am that type of person that does exactly that, earlier tonight i realized this is the fucking net,not my life and what am i doing on here so damn much, example of my reason of thinking now.... k there is someone on here that i like alot thas not a secret, unfortunatly she lives like on the other side of the country.. tonight me and my buddies went out riding our bikes like we have been doing. 10 -15 mile bike rides rock we ususally stop by the store for drinks and snacks to replenish any lost energy...well tonight we stopped by a store like literaly across the street from my house and we are checking out i check out first and the cashier is just staring at me... i dont think any thing of it until my friend starts to check out and i realize she isn

I Feel So Loved!
So i wanted to try this VIC thing since the minute they started it. But i am too darn cheap...and without a credit card, cuz im very irresponsible and would buy everything in sight. Lol Then my bestest male friend asks for my CT password today and after a lil hesitation i give it to him. That amazing guy made me VIC!! How cool is that?? So i am gonna try it for a month and see what i think!! Of all the features i love that i can give ppl really cool gifts and being sickly addicted to pink i ADORE that my name is now that colour!! :) Thanks Spazz for the great early bday present!! You never cease to amaze me!! After 15 yrs or so...i still adore you as much as the first day you almost hit me with your car *SiGh* Spazz@ CherryTAP Go say hi and show him some love!! x0x0x

T.'s Blog
What's next?! Doesn't this make you wonder?! Holy.. holy.. umm yea.. I'm disgusted. T. **misspellings are intentional on my part** ========== "A Sydney church has called on people to pray for the world's most wanted terrorist - declaring "Jesus loves 0s@ma". Church spokeswoman Hy Lam said: "0s@ma is the head of terrorism. We are saying that Jesus Christ loves everyone in the world, even this man. The billboard also includes a quote from the Book of Matthew: "Love your enemies and pray for those who persecute you." Source: http://www.news.com.au/story/0,23599,21151564-2,00.html ====================================================================== Archbishop doesn't APPROVE: "Jesus does indeed love 0s@ma b!n Laden, but a controversial Sydney church sign saying so is misleading, says Anglican Archbishop Peter Jensen. The sign "Jesus Loves 0s@ma" outside a number of local churches, including some Anglican, also features a Bible extract saying, "love yo

Intrests
I don't understand why 99.9% of people on here list surfing as one of their interests but they have never even floated on a board once much less caught a wave or even watch competitions on TV. I actually ride so I would like to talk to others that do to. I doubt anyone says "wow I should talk to that person, they seem cool because they surf." No, it just ends up in an awkward chat because they have to justify why they put that on their page. It always goes like this: "I was planning on learning this summer." Idiot, the better waves are in the winter. I'm not even going to get started on MotoX...

High Tension
You know that vibeology when you can feel like there's something wrong with someone and they tell you that they're fine or ok? Well, I've been gettin that a lot lately from my friends. I don't know if everyone is feuding amongst themselves, or if it's something I did, but either which way, No one is talking to me the way they have before and when certain friends are in the same room, there's all kinds of weird vibes being sent out. I dunno. If I had a place to run off and hide, I would. I'm new-ish to Tulsa, only having been here 7 months or so. No family. In the famous words of Jon Davis: "I have no place to hide!" Peace yall

Simper Fi
You stay up for 16 hours He stays up for days on end. _________________________ You take a warm shower to help you wake up. He goes days or weeks without running water. __________________________ You complain of a "headache", and call in sick. He gets shot at as others are hit, and keeps moving forward. __________________________ You put on your anti war/don't support the troops shirt, and go meet up with your friends. He still fights for your right to wear that shirt. __________________________ You make sure you're cell phone is in your pocket. He clutches the cross hanging on his chain next to his dog tags. __________________________ You talk trash about your "buddies" that aren't with you. He knows he may not see some of his buddies again. __________________________ You walk down the beach, staring at all the pretty girls. He patrols the streets, searching for insurgents and terrorists. _________________________ You complain about how

The Invisible Seed
Being a love farmer is probably the finest gig on the planet. All you have to do is give a fuck. That is it. You need to care. Not for mere amusement of pleasure, but rather for the enlightenment of your soul. You nurture and harvest it, then serve it up fresh and tasty. This is what I am so vaguely explaining. You find someone that in one way or another is somewhat appealing to you, and you take an interest. Not necessarily a member of the opposite sex, or whatever orientation you happen to be into, but just another person. You may find a link on music, fashion, politics, similar or relatable domestic situations, and you share thoughts and observances with them. If they are in need, you listen, and maybe offer a piece of what you hope could be good advice. Then, you’re back to your life. You feel for them in a real way, but it does not create a burden or a constant ray of sunshine. It is just something you get to enjoy. It plants a seed in you. You let it grow and change, then you tak

Hey Sergeant
Dear Sergeant, An Iraqi brought a gun to kill He told his friends that it was cool, And when he pulled the trigger back, It shot with a great crack. Sergeant, I was a good soldier, I did What I was told, I went to school, I got straight A's, I even got promoted fast But Sergeant, when I went on patrol today, I never said See u later, I'm sorry Sergeant, I had to go, But Sergeant, please don't cry. When the Iraqi shot the gun, He hit me and another, And all because the Iraqi Got the gun from his leader. Sergeant, please tell my parents; That I love them very much, And please tell my lady ; my girlfriend; That it wasn't just a crush. And tell my twin brother; That he is the only one now, And tell my dear sweet grandmother; I'll be waiting for her now, And tell my boys; That they always were the best; Sergeant, I'm not the first, I'm no better than the rest. Sergeant, tell my mom; I won't show up for leave And never to forget this,

Hey There
Hey Ladies, I entered one of my pics in the most seductive photo contest and i hope that all of you will give me nice ratings and comments. Click on my pic below and it will take you to the contest where my pic is so you can rate it, much thanks and love in advance: Hey there sexy ladies, i am still new here and need some guidance, i just created this blog to ask the sexy hunnies to check my profile and let me know what you think.... i will be waiting for your comments... peace out Mike

Stories
Leaning over he looked through the bars of the large dog cage. His girl lay naked against the cold steel floor with her hands handcuffed behind her and her feet tied together. She looked back at him fearfully her eyes begging to be let loose. She could say nothing for the ball gag that was in her mouth. How is my pet today? He asked her sweetly. She looked at him mutely tears leaking from her eyes. Yes you look very contrite my sweet, but I don’t know if six hours is long enough or not. She tried to nod her head yes though with the small space she was in and the chains it was hard to do. He unlocked and opened the door pulling her out by her ankles. Holding her up by her arms he dragged her to the bathroom and set her on the pot still chained. I’m sure you might need to use this pet. She looked at him gratefully as she peed for quiet a long time. Personally he was surprised she had lasted the whole six hours without soiling the cage. She was the first of his girls to make it

Sanity Is For The Narrow Minded
well this is my second blog and i've been in south dekota for a little while now and i really like it theres alot of jobs and i havent seen a single crackwhore its amazing i must say i do like it hey people this is my first blog so i guess i'll tell u a bit bout me i'm 21 and i have short hair now ..it was a terrible accident involving an angru bear ... lol. i live in south dekota now but i was recently living in arkansas. i believe in freedom of speech and being yourself no matter what .. i hate posers and one-upper people..i love freaks and weirdos cause they enjoy freedom of expression. i'm single right now and loving it.well i dont really know what ro write about right now so yeah bye

The Rolls Kept Coming
A blonde streak dyed upon her hair. Strutting her walk along the line of hell. Thinking she..s the best thing that ever happened. But really she..s a joke waiting to be told. This left nostril is full of blood. Seems like the next rail will flow to the right. Slurps up the coma into a passage. Fire embalming the flatten chest of the revival. The charming angel of the rage. Beautiful a sound she makes when speaking. Similar to birds chirping on a warm fall day. So peaceful a life began to drift away. The diamonds and shells lift her spirit, to just relax In this moment and smile. Ok. The disaster. Will come forth. Interrupted by nothing. Stopping for no one. Because the monster inside has been released. She asks the neighbors for a cup of salt, Only so the ice can melt. What she really has asked for is a mystery choice with fate. Into the room she goes. Sits warmly along the green leather couch. A cup of salt hits her hands. Peels through her wet skin

Hi All Hows It Going
hey all sorry i havent been on and probly wont be on much cus i finally found my mr right hes everything i ever dreamd of and i want and will be proud to be his wife forever and always Love you all Karen Im just tring new thing out Say hi if you want to know more about me I love the man im with hes not like everyone else hes understanding and careing just what a man is supposed to be, to be there when a lady needs him and be very trust worthy and honest hes what love is supossed to be a knight who comes along and rescue his princess from the evil tower Thank you Dean so much for givin me your love :)

Song Of The Week 11
Yep, another week gone meaning another song to be picked. This weeks song is one of my faves and it's STRENGTH OF THE WORLD by Avenged Sevenfold Song Name - Strength Of The World Artist - Avenged Sevefold Album - City Of Evil Song Number - 9 of 11 Song Length - 9:14 Lyrics My story starts the day they said "she can't be found" The news so dark, heart stopped, I stood silent without a sound It's over, she's finished, mother lies with my father and sister too Cold-blooded, they suffered, shot down by the outlaws after you Sorrow swallows my screams Strength of the world - is on my shoulders Strength of the world - is on my side Strength of the world - the one true beholder Ice in my veins - for those who've died I've seen my family fade away, you've taken my whole life There's nothing left to say Avenge the dead kill all who cross me in my path Suicidal, I never planned on coming back I want it, I need it, revenge is dripping from my teeth Need no

The Numb Extremities
Packets shar the opening With antique action preferred Smoke clouds multiple optics Shatter the pupils Being monstrous in size. Picture snaps capture The unmarked, unchartered map for the treasure we behold. We can resurrect This unworthy fashion Of sensory planes Roaming into the skies above. Groping around the sleeves, For abandonment, In a manner The natural aura can't perceive This single blemish must, Be contagious. A array of passive soldiers Await the fierce line ahead. We can resurrect This unworthy fashion Of sensory planes Roaming in the skies above. Times near They will not bow to our bodies. Arsenal of mounds and created forces Provide a jail, for eternity. Just to satisfy your amusement. We can resurrect This unworthy fashion Of sensory planes Roaming in the skies above. The hills split in size, The laughing stock Flames the cigarettes, In their black owned hands, Are condemned to an aggravated shroud. Now a smirk with untol

Falling Down The Stairs
Blow the sprinkles of glass off the table The excitement of variables Enchant follicle thought, Inside this apparition Is the cleverness in dots. One step, leads to countless murmurs of pediatric help. Vividly searching for freedom in unauthorized kind. Moments making This incapable, And dramatizing each candle lit. Non to the checkpoint Fire grazes the plastics, Pleasure reaches the ceiling high. Freezing itself to watch and ponder is own movement, Within the ghostly conscious. The tension strikes matches, Hearts beat repetitively faster and faster, Each split second, the sweat measures ounces, Transforming in gallons. cold and itchy the skin realizes self. Tripping down the stairs Cracking every possible noun Inside the aquarium. By: Ocean

This Might Be
So glad to hear you could make it, just toodles before the trouble starts. Thankful you traveled safe, vengeful you came so early. Walked through the days, sprinted at the sun while it went away. So calm it seems. Sneaky was the camera play as enchanted could it be. For all that holds, is the glue before the trees. With the written words upholding your shirt, a scream lets out, so vivid, like the bit of the snake, that withers and corrupts your soul. As the shadows prevail, the aggressive look on your face, shows lightning bright. The noose in which you gather, is everything it can be. All the harm you make it to be. When the percussion beats soft, we'll dance the midnight graciously, In time for the midst of the collapse. To breath, to see, to feel, This is what you're here for. the destruction, and chaos, You bring. Is a symbol of the one thing most desire. Musky and shallow it may be, the jealousy and envy, the entrails, attacks in mass quantit

Blogalicious
Ok so yeah this is my first blog on CherryTap. I wrote a lot about myself on my about me so I'll spare you that here lol. I do have a boyfriend! His name is Goose, he's 19 and completely and utterly incredible. He and I do plan to get married eventually. But it's kind of complicated right now. Hmmm I had school today. I attend VolState college. Hmmmm school went well I really fucking hate algebra though. Well I keep losing focus soooo I better go ahead and end this thing. Next time I hope it will be better lol.

Back In The Swing Of Things!
I want to apologize here! I have gone through a lot in the past week since coming home and had a lot on my plate! Trying to be able to walk on my own again - and I am making tremendous progress. The headaches and the nausea are almost non-stop. It's still a process getting back on my feet! On top of that, I am making arrangement to transition myself back to work and to school. Taking tests to see if I need refresher courses and meeting with my advisor about classes and getting online courses for the first semester. Making sure I can have my work schedule and my class schedule coincide and have as little stress about it as possible. I have taken my hits too! I learned towards the end of last week that two of my friends were killed. My friend David was killed by a drunk driver in Nyack, NY. My friend Tina was the victim of a drive-by shooting in New Orleans. To add to this, one of my best friends, Carlos, who is an NYPD officer, was shot on the job a few days ago. He is

Life Of Tonya
Suppose one morning you never wake up, Do all your friends know you love them? I was thinking...I could die today, tomorrow or next week, and I wondered if I had any wounds needing to be healed, friendships that needed rekindling or three words needing to be said. Let every one of your friends know you love them. Even if you think they don't love you back, you would be amazed at what those three little words and a smile can do. And just in case GOD calls me home ...... I LOVE YA!!! I am a tiny angel I'm smaller then your thunb; I live in people's pockets That's where I have my fun. I don't suppose you've seen me, I'm too tiny to detect; Though I'm with you all the time, I doubt we've ever met. Before I was an Angel I was a fairy in a flower; God, Himself, hand-picked me, And gave me angel power. Now God has many Angels We become His special tools. And because God is so busy, With way to much to d

Beginnings
as time passes on the only thing left to start with is a beginning each turning day you rediscover whats left whats empty inside with every new beginning a day breaks falling with the sky all the lies falling with the sky is a memory memories fail because your love has failed me once again you leave me here where shall i go who will come with me day after day a life is shadowed everytime you call a new day with every new lie comes a new beginning

Lifes Journey
Isn't it amazing that George Carlin - comedian of the 70's and 80's - could write something so very eloquent...and so very appropriate. A Message by George Carlin: The paradox of our time in history is that we have taller buildings but shorter tempers, wider Freeways , but narrower viewpoints. We spend more, but have less, we buy more, but enjoy less. We have bigger houses and smaller families, more conveniences, but less time. We have more degrees but less sense, more knowledge, but less judgment, more experts, yet more problems, more medicine, but less wellness. We drink too much, smoke too much, spend too recklessly, laugh too little, drive too fast, get too angry, stay up too late, get up too tired, read too little, watch TV too much, and pray too seldom. We have multiplied our possessions, but reduced our values. We talk too much, love too seldom, and hate too often. We've learned how to make a living, but not a life. We've added years to life not life to years.

Breathe
For every struggle there is a breath we take. Breathe.... Breathe Hold your breath Do you feel it? The very air that you need to survive, Now makes you struggle. Hold your love Is it true? Does it breathe this life you lost Back into you? The breath you take and hold Gives you life. Cling to the one breath too long And your body becomes numb. Feel yourself struggle Try to hold it, you can’t One big explosive mass of used up air Escapes you with emotion It leaves you gasping Feeling as if you are going to die Do not hold your breath Breathe. Do not cling to a love that has been held too long. Exhale Another will bring you life Breathe life back into it Love is to be caressed Exhale, let it grow Inhale, treasure it Breathe

Check Dis Shit Out
Dear David, Several weeks ago, we informed you by mail that our editors have certified your poem "Mirror of the Broken Past" as a semi-finalist in our International Open Poetry Contest. I'm writing to remind you that your poem will automatically be entered into the final competition held in February 2007. As a semi-finalist, you now have an excellent chance of winning one of 104 cash or gift prizes--including the $1,000.00 First Prize. You may even win the $10,000.00 annual Grand Prize! We wish you the best of luck as you compete for these prizes in the coming weeks (click here for a complete list of prizes). And that's not all . . . David . . . Imagine Your Poem Featured on a Page by Itself in a Beautiful Coffee-table Edition! As I mentioned in my letter, and in celebration of the unique talent that you have displayed, we also wish to publish your poem in what promises to be one of the most highly sought-after collections of poetry we have ever published

***please****
"Ive kissed a guy... Ive kissed guys. I just havent felt that thing.... That thing... that moment when you kiss someone and everything around you becomes hazy, and the only thing in focus is you and this person. And you realize that that person is the only person youre supposed to kiss for the rest of your life. And for one moment you get this amazing gift. And you wanna laugh and you wanna cry, cause you feel so lucky that youve found it, and so scared that itll go away all at the same time." Drew Barrymore; from the movie "Never Been Kissed" "But still sometimes, when the wind is warm or the crickets sing, I dream of a love that even time will lie down and be still for." Sally, from the movie "Practical Magic" "We are who we are, how we got here doesn't matter. What matters is- what do we do know?" from the movie "Deep End of The Ocean" "I'd rather die tomorrow than live a hundred years without knowing you." John Smith, from the movie "Pocahontas" "I guarantee

Cherry Friends
Sorry I havent been on in awhile, but I promise to catch up with everyone. Been outta town working...I hope all is well wtih everyone. And thanx for all the love. Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from www.sexiluv.com

Sadness
My friends fiance was released n the charges were dropped from when Josh set him up... Josh was served with an order for protection so he can no longer hurt me, but i still miss him and am having a hard time with this confusion... even though he was a bomb just waiting to go off, with his depression and anger problems and that he robbed me when he left, and while he was staying with me, as it turns out... i still miss the Josh that i thought he was... but he had me fooled... things are slowly starting to look up, and i am so glad! It's about time. lol :) i thought i'd already been cried out enough with all the tears i've shed over the years... but they still come... n even when i will them not to, they still do. i want things to start looking up, and i know someday they will, but as for now, i think i should buy a boat... i'm gonna need it. :) for 2 days now i haven't heard from Josh... all my friends are 13 miles or farther from me n those that do have cars have been busy. i'm used to

Poetry:hypnotic Knyght
Shadow Caress Shadow Caress soft caresses in the darkness in the shadow dreams where are you my darling when the seraphim keen? memories of your feather touch.. dark seduction i loved ever so much as the egyptian music played the smell of jasmine in the air as bodies twine and meld heat of passion on a desert night.. as the shadows dance upon the temple wall candle flickers ghosts dancing upon milk white skin.. the dance of the ages , dark seduction once again begins dark eyes pools with endless debth. how I still got lost in them come to me in the shadowland.. where the is no form of command let us just be a boy and a girl in the timeless sea let us love with out reason or thought.. cross all boundries in the real and surreal.. come meet me in shadowspace.. let us share eroticas grace or , perhaps find some new form of disgrace tye me up perhaps with bonds of silken rope the play of the knife cross

Blogging Virgin
Your Brain is 53% Female, 47% Male Your brain is a healthy mix of male and female You are both sensitive and savvy Rational and reasonable, you tend to keep level headed But you also tend to wear your heart on your sleeveWhat Gender Is Your Brain? Your Mind is 35% Cluttered Your mind is very free. You've liberated yourself from most worries and problems. And even if something does start to clutter your mind, you're easily able to let it go.How Cluttered is Your Mind?

How Do You Know????
Here I sit thinking someone loved me and right now I am not sure. Where is truth and lies? I want answers not more questions. I understand why people take their own lives...it hurts to much to live! If I was all alone in this world I may do this but since I have 4 kids and a mom who love me unconditional I am happy :) A man who really loves me. A man who looks for ways to make me feel special. SOmeone to incourage me and know i can do it. Eyes and hair color are not important but I want a man who likes to be active. Loves hicking, camping, swiming, going for walks or just throwign the ball back and forth with the kids. A man who will check on my mom and help her and not leave it up to me to change her tire or fix her plumbing. A man who does things so I wont have to do them. Money to pay bills and money to save. Are there any real men out there? If there are I haven't found them. My dad was the best example I had of how a man was suppose to do. He took care of my mom.

Just Alittle Test...
I will be off saving the world, one weather forecast at a time, for the next couple days, cuz I work a strange schedule... Welcome to the Navy I guess... haha I'd love to see lots of comments and new friends when I come back... Hmm...Someone opened this? Did you read it? I'm not askin you to care, and I won't post anything that i dont find interesting or funny. However, it seems everytime I ask for help, I dont really get it. I am not the only one who feels this either... Thats all I have to say today... Have a GREAT week, and an even better weekend!!!! ~*HUGZZZ*~ ~*KEVIN*~

Monday Sucks
lets see here it is monday already where the hell did saturday and sunday go???? oooooooo yeah thats right i worked all weekend and spent the rest of the day saturday at basketball games... so here it is monday again and im tired of work already.. like so many of us just trying to live and get by save alittle for fun sometimes the fun never comes and the bills just keep getting bigger... well i for one am tired of working and not really getting anywhere.. as u can tell im in a really pissy mood cause i had a lady come through work today and i speak no spanish and she raised her voice to me cause i could not understand her... well im soooooo sorry i didnt have to take spanish in high school and dont care to take it now unless i plan on going to mexico,, but with no money that is impossible so i guess,,, anyway as the old slogan goes at work the customer is always right but that doesnt mean i cant get snotty right back.. i didnt mean to but i had to walk away all of us food people deal w

Arousing Thrill
The night is cold and it's you I hold Your firm and strong body I behold Come close to me and hold me tight Let us enjoy all through this night. I loved your body covering mine Touching my soft and smooth lines This tingling feeling I hold inside Now you are with me… Could no longer hide. Minutes before this was a silent room Now full of moan under silver moon Satin covered bed now warm and wet With two bodies full of sweat. I never feel this thrill before You get inside and reached my core This wonderful feeling we both adore Couldn't help ourselves for wanting more.

Memory
Days go by, I smile with time Holding your hand, Looking in your eyes, A memory.. Soft kisses with bodies as one, Laying in your arms Under the warm summer sun Waiting for the moment we touch again Thinking of you, My true best friend Hearts pounding As we finally touch I think to myself, I adore you so much A memory... Times from the past, How beautiful a love can last With feelings like this, Sensuality at best, Erotic thoughts, My desires will not rest Holding you while you sleep, Feeling your breath on my cheek, Touching your face, My day is complete A memory..

Dance Of 2 Blades
Trying to save a love, Two lovers take it, as if it was a saber, One holds the hilt, Another pulls the edge tip. One Pushes it away , Both press hard to own this new love- One drives the handle to the other's chest While the other, points the sharp steel tip, at a once loved heart. And then, the dance begins, as one can not stand holding the edge anymore, Will she take the handle Of another the other she loves, next time and rest no more? One lover will have no mercy or pitty then For the others hands squeezing steel, Unless she has felt it herself. She has no pitty then, for

A Fairy
A Fairy A fairy came down from heavens And took my heart in a fraction I felt so petrified and dumbstruck Never felt so helpless in entire life fair like a marble statue shone in moonlight fragrance more alluring than million flowers Her beauty defied the cupid's theology Held me on trance of her magical words Words rolled like pearls from her red lips Musical sound froze the motion of streams Ears yearned such heavenly feast in years Indescribable aura around in charming reels She had enlivened me for another day Reinvigorated me with her words of pray Her protective embrace had so tightly held me

Time
They say time is precious, That time is of the essence, But what is this illusion? What is time? It goes by, they say, But I don't see anything. They even say,How time flies, Does it have wings? Never have I seen it, Never have I understood it's physical being. But I do know some things, I know the time that I'm away from you. Time is precious. It is of the essence. But no time is worth my time, Unless that time is spent with you. How time weighs heavily on my heart. Oh, how time does eat away at me. Time is not physical, but rather spiritual, For no time is more spiritual then when you're with me.

Wondering
Wondering I wonder if you think of me When night is drawing near. And in the shadows of your room The walls around you disappear. I wonder if in your quiet thoughts Your dreams of me are anymore. When in the silent, velvet blue The moon is tapping at your door. I wonder if the shining stars That dangle from the clouds above Reminds you of my whispered words In promise of eternal love. I wonder of the lonely light That breaks upon the early dawn Still holds a tender memory for now So long I have been gone. I wonder if you dream of me When the cloudless skies are blue Because across each day and night My thoughts are constantly of you.

Sexual Feeling
Rainy days and cold nights, These are days I need you to hold me tight in your arms, Hold me close and keep me warm, Tell me I'm your good luck charm, Look me in my eyes and tell me I'm the one for you , Tell me I'm your every wish come true, Lay me down very gently, Then make love to me essentially, Caress my body from head to toe not missing a spot, Lets play around like connect the dots, Lets make each other hot till our body heat rise like a rollercoaster ride, Take my body on a journey that never ends, It always seems to just begin, Make me climax like i never done before, Do what you want to my body its all yours, Rub me, lick me, kiss me, tease me do what ever you want to my body as long as its pleasing

A Thought Of You
My kind of music, My favorite song, I want to be with you All day & all night long... A spring breeze, A summer sun, Now that I know you You are my one... A winter sparkle, An autumn tree, Added all up It equals you & me... My best friend, My only lover, From here on out I'll keep you forever... A good laugh, With some happy tears, You're the one I go to Through all the coming years... When it rains it rains, When it snows it snows, I wrote this specially for you & you're the only one who knows... You keep me warm, When I'm so cold, As if my heart were for sale To you it was sold... Whether playing our favorite games, Or to music we sing & listen, When it comes to you There's just no competition... Not the best cut diamonds, Or the reddest rose, Could ever amount to When you hold me close... & when everything is said & done, The night is over & we've had our fun, Out of all the men I choose just one, The best one of all & that's

Key
There are many locks and with such are many keys with most keys they are returned but with one lock where one key and only one key can unlock it Once that key is given away the key can never be returned It becomes the sole possession of the recipient forever theirs For this is no random key but is a special key This key is not handed to one another lightly but rather earned over time For several years people work to earn this key once given this key, the one key that will forever more unlock not a door to a house or a car but unlock The person's heart forever at that point in time when they give that key they will then for the first time understand True Love

More Poems
Solitude have I to endure, seemingly held with disclosure. A fellow left astray, as yet from yesterday. Flashing your dainty, disarming smile, warms my heart every once in a while. Our longtime kinship will always bloom with friendship. It has never been so profound, a lifetime friend have I found. Let our friendship be a bond, which can never be like a dry pond. Let us not forget the dreams we share, forever like mother and daughter we care. You'll always be a friend to me, and that's the way it should be.

Leaving Soon
Alright well i finally got the word and orders that ill be getting deployed to iraq in early march fun fun times lol I will try to keep in touch as best i can not making any promises unless i have ur email already and then its still will be times i wont be able to chat or talk much but wish me luck and safe passage Ok for anyone who doesnt andyone i added lately or whichever the case maybe im iraq as being part fo the military itt happens lol but all is good if i havent gotten to your page or left a comment give me time its not always the best connection over here for that but im working it the best i can if u want feel free to drop me a line at either emila addresses smilie66@hotmail.com or lilcrazypuppydogg@yahoo.com ( will get a response alot faster) anyways things are good here just dealing with weather and doing my job to the best of my ability so i come home safe and everyone else around me does to anyways thanks for all the support have fun James aka Dogg

Friends
You never know who your friends are until they approach you when things are down for you. Was approached by my boy 'X Dealer' that guy has been a friend of mine since day one! Thanx again man...There are others and im sure you guys know who you are. You guys rock! Anytime you guys need me...Ill be there ;) The One N Only ~ ' DEATH™ '

Golf Joke
A man goes to the confessional. "Forgive me father, for I have > sinned." > > "What is your sin, my child?" The priest asks back. > > "Well," the man starts, "I used some horrible language this week and I > feel absolutely terrible." > > "When did you do use this awful language?" Said the priest. > > "I was golfing and hit an incredible drive that looked like it was > going to go over 250 yards, but it struck a phone line that was > hanging over the fairway and fell straight down to the ground after > going only about 100 yards." > > "Is that when you swore?" > > "No, Father." Said the man. "After that, a squirrel ran out of the > bushes and grabbed my ball in his mouth and began to run away." > > "Is THAT when you swore?" Asked the priest again. > > "Well, no," said the man, "You see, as the squirrel was running, an > eagle came down out of the sky, grabbed the squirrel in his talons and > bega

This Is Jc
How the hell do you do shit on this site, man this shit is confusing. I dont know how to do anything on this site yet so can some people add me as there freinds or whatever I am suppose to be doing. Thanks JC

Randommness
I really hate it when people tell you what you want to hear but dont mean a single word of it! If you want to be my friend be real dont fukin lie to me and blow smoke up my ass!! I love attention like anyone else but for crist sakes be real.. i don't have time for bullshit liars!! Why even do it? do you get some perverted pleasure out of fuking with peoples emotions??? Like i said if you want to be my friend say hi.. flirting is great! but dont lie to me.. if you dont want to have me as a friend at least tell me to fuk off! GEEZ. ok i'm done.. ty for listening.. Cherry on!

The Year 2007
1. A day without sunshine ....... is like night. 2. On the other hand........ you have different fingers. 3. 42.7 percent of all statistics ....... are made up on the spot. 4. 99 percent of lawyers ..... give the rest a bad name. 5. Remember, half the people you know ...........are below average. 6. He who laughs last........... thinks slowest. 7. Depression is merely ..............anger without enthusiasm. 8. The early bird may get the worm......... but the second mouse gets the cheese in the trap. 9. Support bacteria.......... They're the only culture some people have. 10. A clear conscience is ...............usually the sign of a bad memory. 11. Change is inevitable.............. except from vending machines. 12. If you think nobody cares............ try missing a couple of payments. 13. How many of you believe in psycho-kinesis? ........ Raise my hand. 14. OK, so what's the speed ..................of dark? 15. When everything is comin

About Me
HI MY NAME IS MELISSA AS YOU CAN SEE I LIVE IN BAKSERFIELD CALIF, I AM 24YR I GOT A BUTTERFUL GIRL HER NAME IS MIA SHE IS 19MOTHNS THAT IS MY JOY. I LOVE HER SO MUCH AND MY BABY ALAN THERE MY LIT FAMILY THEY MACK ME HAPPY AS CAN BE. SO ALL YOU HATERS OUT THERE DONT HEAT ON ME WILL IF YOU WANT TO GET TO KNOW ME THEN HIT ME UP IF NOT THEN GET MOVEING ON.

Poetry
My Poetry This is my place of darkness. Where there is nothing but silence through-out the room. I love the smell of the room it smells like a crypt of black clouds through-out the room. It maybe creepy or scary yet blurry because of all the smoke. It's so cold like a basement cellar I hear faded darkside music of gothic realms of mysterious force of darkness. Where I see outside the dark tinted window where I see falling rose petals over a grave. Which could be kind of spooky at times but once you get use to it your doing just fine. Where I see this go on and on again you'll see the smoke once again. And you will feel like your tripping my friend. Don't get scared trust your doing fine. I cant believe what I am seeing a ghost raising from the grave. So let the haunting begin. So off I go to see this ghost and I didn't even get close so back inside I go again and I dont even know how this story began? By: William Allen Wish the darkness could take me away, like a ghost sayi

Mensa Problem..do You Know The Answer?
Here's a great MENSA riddle for you: You have two lengths of string, which although they are not the same length, will each take exactly 30 minutes for a flame to burn from one end of the string to the other. The strings do not burn evenly, so the position of a flame, as it burns through a string, will not afford you any specific knowledge of how much time the string has been burning for. All you know is that it takes exactly 30 minutes for a flame to burn from one end of each string to the other end. How can you use these two strings and matches to measure out exactly 45 minutes with almost perfect accuracy?

Boredom Kills.
What happened in Britain yesterday? - A small selection.. MPs voted to spend 20 billion quid on a new Trident nuclear missile system (with a further 50 billion committed to maintain and administer it). Negotiations to establish a new power-sharing executive in Northern Ireland and sustain the fragile peace reached a crucial stage. The police proposed setting up holding cells in department stores, because their cells are full to overflowing. The OECD condemned the British government for covering up illegal arms trading with Saudi Arabia. 7 British soldiers were acquitted by the courts martial of murdering an Iraqi prisoner in their custody, even though the presiding judge indicated that he considered them to be clearly guilty. The presenters of a popular children's tv program apologised on air for faking a phone call from a competition winner (prize - £250 worth of toys) when their phone lines crashed earlier this year. Which of these events do you think every maj

Pictures!
nONE HERE YET, BUT i HAVENT BEEN ON SINCE OCTOBER so a lot has changed.. If U want more, Illl upload more as soon as I can. Lot going wrong for me.. But i will give naked tits to whomever offers me a CHERRY BLAST. SEND EMAILS TOO IF YA LIKE. lET ME KNOW if U INTERESTED!

Pit Bulls
AN APOLOGY TO BREED BAN ENTHUSIASTS I'm sorry you are frightened of my dogs and are trying to have them killed because they are pitbulls. I'm sorry you lack the understanding of this breed's true history, gentleness with people, wonderful temperament, intelligence and behavioral conformation. I'm sorry you won't read the ATTS stats regarding our breed's true temperament, putting it in the top four for temperament, scoring better than breeds like Golden Retrievers, and cocker spaniels. I'm sorry that you side with and protect animal abusers by marking the breed of dog, and not the irresponsibility of the owner. I'm sorry that by your logic I could steal a car, run some people over with it and then you can blame the make of car for the accident, as I walk free. I'm sorry you generalize one breed of dog with one group of people. I'm sorry you can't see the love and determination that many often highly educated, non-criminal and "normal" types of people show towards this bree

Naughty Pole
You prefer Rough sex! You like it ROUGH. Hard, great, wonderful slamming sex is your type of sex. More the product of lust than love - and utterly horny - rough sex is what satisfies you. 'What is the best type of sex for you?' at QuizUniverse.com You are flirty. You find it easy to attract people because you are so confident. You also arn't bad to look at which helps. 'What is your seduction style?' at QuizUniverse.com NaughtyPoll.com - take your own poll! 1. How old are you?24-26 2. What is your sexual orientation?Bisexual 3. Have you ever given somone oral sex?Sure I have 4. Have you ever received oral sex?Yes, of course 5. How many sexual partners have you had?10-15 6. What is your pubic hair style?Shaved bald, nice and clean 7. What is your choice of underwear style?Thong 8. Have you ever had anal sex?Yes I have 9. What is your favorite position?

In Each And Every Way
1. At least 5 people in this world love you so much they would die for you. 2. At least 15 people in this world love you in some way. 3. The only reason anyone would ever hate you is because they want to be just like you. 4. A smile from you can bring happiness to anyone, even if they don't like you. 5. Every night, someone thinks about you before they go to sleep. 6. You mean the world to someone. 7. If not for you, someone may not be living. 8. You are special and unique. 9. Someone that you don't know even exists loves you. 10. When you make the biggest mistake ever, something good comes from it. 11. When you think the world has turned its back on you, take a look: you most likely turned your back on the world. 12. When you think you have no chance at getting what you want, you probably won't get it, but if you believe in yourself, you probably sooner or later will get it. 13. Always remember compliments you received. Forget about the rude remarks

First Of A Series
I have been encouraged by a friend, who shall remain nameless, to share with my fellow tappers some stories i have posted elsewheres on the net. for several years bnnow i have been experimenting in writing erotic fiction, so far so good, lol. here, therefore, is what should be the first in a series, please comment and let me know how you like it. if all goes well, i have several more ready to post, and even more tat are awaiting finwal editinig. Playing Dress Up It was starting to look like just another boring day at the office. At least until Shannon signed in the IM. She is easily the sexiest young thing I have met through various chat and dating sights. Over the past year or so we have developed quite the friendship, without ever actually meeting. We briefly talked about Christmas, the previous weekend, and when she mentioned that she had received a martini set and cash, I (half)jokingly suggested that I come over so we can break in the martini set and then go spend the

Life!
I decided to sit down and write this shit, to let you know things I cannot say. I cannot be truly Happy, without you by my side, when I am with you I try to keep my pride, you have moved on, from me, from the past, but mostly from us... and all this time I have been wondering how you are, and now I know your fine. I've been asking myself why... Why did I let you go? and now I know, cuz your happy. Ive often wondered how cute your babies would be, and now I know, cuz you have made them. I also ask myself why sit here and cry, and now I know, its cuz I miss you! I didnt know why I got teary when I hung up the phone, but I know now, its cuz I still love you. Im always happy when we talk, why? cuz you complete me. We were once perfect, which was in the past, now your happy, my only wish was that one day you would be. You openly admit you Love me still, that you could fall for me all over again, your so proud to announce to friends 'I dated her' or 'this is who I'm talking to' You seem to

Alone
Purity once had a name, And beauty once had a face. Life once had a meaning, And once I was safe. Once there was freedom, And once I could laugh. Happiness once was alive, And once I had another half. Once I shared her love, Once I was by her side, Once I felt I fitted, So quickly that died. Her grace so great, Her beauty so vast, All I ever wanted, Was for it to last. Fate maybe had another plan, Or maybe she had another love, But it all fell apart, The hand too big for the glove. Now it's all died away, Happiness, joy, love; all memories. Now I walk alone in this dark, dark world, With no light to guide my way.

Nobody
It's gone What's gone? My mind? Soul? No, I'm fine Not really Deep inside, something is missing The love and tender kissing She walked out herself Now all I do is talk to myself in the mirror, with my reflection My heart is dead Soon it will make a resurrection Once the wounds heal And I'm loved for real A type of love I can feel But nobody loves me Nobody cares Nobody loves me That nobody is me I can't love myself because no one does I'm all alone and no longer what I once was But the only thing that keeps me alive Is knowing that the next day, it might all change For the best And that "nobody" becomes somebody

Looking For Angels
he is the key that unlocks my heart, he is the hug that is warmer than any other,The heart that melts me,The butter that makes it sweeter,The love I had always dreamed,If this is real,{IT IS} Its a lovestory,what is next?for this is happily ever after. sweet&kinky copyright 10-18-2009 DONT BE BOUND WHEN YOU ARE DOWN, LISTEN TO YOUR HEART AND DANCE TO THE SOUND, BRING TO THE SURFACE WHAT LOVES BEEN UNDERGROUND, BE FREE TO WHATS PROFOUND DONT BE BOUND DONT BE BOUND. BE HAPPY WITH ME,BE SAD TOO,BUT DON'T BE ANGRY WHEN SOMEONE ELSE MAKES ME SMILE.

Short Stories
As our day starts I go into the kitchen and make pancakes and sausage. I take a tray place your breakfast on it accompanied with a cup of coffee, orange juice and a rose. As your eyes open to awaken I present you with breakfast in bed. Instead of you grabbing the fork I keep it so that i may spoil you be feeding you myself. As i feed you breakfast I have a sweet melody playing in the background. After you have finished your breakfast I have an awaiting bath for you sweetened with lilac bubbles. You sit in the bathtub. I lovingly take a washclothe and procede to start to bathe you. I take the washclothe and slowly start to wash your back. So lovingly I caress your skin while bathing you. I gently wash your neck and give sweet kisses on your neck. I caress the washclothe down your chest. Sweetly I wash your breasts. Picking up a breast I make sure to wash every part. As I have it lifted I tenderly kiss your nipple and run my tounge around it. I lovingly do the same to your other

New Im Names
Here are my New IM names yahoo ia_officer07 msn bobsimon78@hotmail.com Hit me up let chat People on my Friends list and People within 100 miles of me PLease!!! please have a pic not required but Try too please Thanx in advance IA Officer07

Poop Deck
In the U.S of A! I am watching the tongue run! and as I know the true prose and what really was done! Feigning importance, knowledge and stature with an air of disgust. While merely sitting alone admiring the silicon busts. Protection for innocents is so crude and fragile, the persecuted and silent left watching but only until.........

Paganism & Wicca
Yule means "feast". Or maybe"wheel". However, some who have studied the linguistics tell me that the association of "Yule" with "wheel" (a fond belief you will find in many places, since the words are nearly identical) is a myth. The roots of the two words have about as much similarity in Scandinavian languages as in English. According to one theory, the root word for Yule came from the aboriginal Scandinavians, and has always meant only one thing: the festival at the Winter Solstice. The word for wheel came from the Indo-Europeans who migrated to Scandinavia around 3800 BC (although they didn't even begin to use wheels until about 2500 BC!) The debate points out how ancient the word is. For ancient Germanic and Celtic people, the impulse to celebrate solstice was the same as for their neighbors to the south -- a celebration of the cycle of nature and a reaffirmation of the continuation of life. But the style and substance of their celebrations took very different shape. It

Pucker Up
Hello all. Please go to this website http://www.news-graphic.com/contests/ and vote for #1. Once you are done, delete your cookies (tools, internet options and delete cookies), wait 15 mintues and you can vote again for me. Thanks for all your help!!!!

Stacie's Blog
Since my tat was marked NSFW, my entry is dropped. I was winning. Now, that pic has been in my folder for MONTHS. All of a sudden it was flagged? Can we say "cheaters"? Oh of course not! Because this is an adult site. 5k comments for a Corvette. No time limit! W00t, come help me out. Show off your pussy and win a mansion! Whoever gets the most comments by Friday, 3 PM EST will win the million dollar Mansion. Every entry will win a prize. A big pimpin prize! You must be in the picture with your cat. Yes, it's a pet cat contest! :) There will be 8 entries maximum, so hurry up and enter. Niah ~Official Fallouts~@ CherryTAP

Would You ?
I am writing this out of my own curiousity. My Master has decided to take pictures of my training , Who would like to see and read these ? you will see everything there is to see in a training session , yes that includes welts .

I Remember College
I remember when I was in college, way out in west Texas. Well when you live in west Texas you can't exactly just go somewhere, you have to pack up all your crap and hope to God you'll be back by Monday. Then on the way home you get all hungry inside and you're feeling just a lil bit of pain from all the excitement that occurred on your road trip. Than you reach way back behind ya in the cooler back there, and you fish around in all that warm water and you find that one lil dude that made it all the way through the weekend. and you pick him up and u dust him off, and crack him open. Just then you figure right about that time that you might have left that fried all sub stop and go burrito right underneath your seat. and you're fishing around down there and find that thing that lil old burrito and you wipe that carpet lint off , as if you wouldn't eat it if it did have other things on it. It's a two day old burrito on a lukewarm beer to go, on the Sunday side of a road trip weekend, a

The World Of Worlds
WHEN I'M SITTING IN MY CHAIR BEHIND MY DESK, I HAVE VISIONS ON BEING PLACE ON TOP, BENT OVER INFRONT, RIDING MY LOVER WHILE HE SITTING IN THE CHAIR...FEELING HIM ENTERING MY PINK SANDS...MMMMMMM.CAUSING THE OCEAN WEAVES TO FLOW...OVER AND OVER...UNTIL.

New To Cherry Tap
you would think I would be happy cause a lot of good things are happening too me but I'm not for some reason it just feel like a dream and I can't tell people whats going cause it will cause drama. I sometime wonder why I must walk though hell to get some place better. what did I do so wrong to not being to shout the way I feel about things I should fuck it and just but I can't cause I'm the nice guy sometimes I wonder if I'm too nice?? it is true we do come in last place which is really dumb cause you would think everyone would want us but at last we are dying out. I sometimes think I really truly ment to just be friends with people. There is this one women I like but I can't talk about I have already said too much. what would you do at this point?? let me know what you think cause I don't right it like my life is flipped upside down. I mean what you do if you can't tell people how you feel cause you don't want to lose them??? I just don't know what to do would you stay with some who

Whatch Out For Thes Fucker
Parents need to know about the sick, sick movement known as "pedophile activism". I am not joking. Look up pedophile activism on wikipedia.org for more information. They have created these symbols, so that they can identify each other, create a support network, it's sickening: This is the symbol for "boy love" called BLogo This is the symbol for "girl love", called GLogo This is the symbol for "Childlove Online Media Activism, CLOMAL This is the symbol for all-encompassing pedophilia, CLogo This is not a joke!!! If you see these symbols on someone's myspace, they are a pedophile. If you see someone with one of these symbols on their clothing or jewelry, they are a pedophile. (Which, in my opinion, gives you permission to beat the fuckiing shit out of them.) Anyone with children, please please go to wikipedia.org (a free online encyclopedia) and search "pedophile activism" and you'll get the whole sick story. Also, please repost this in your bulletins,

Read This If You Feel Bad About Your Weight, And/or Retain Fluid! (hugs) :o)
(What I say below this... is in referrence to the other blog post after this one here. I repost the other blog on the bulletin board EVERY TIME I come to CT. Does anyone here give a dam at all about helping others?) I post 1 thing of my own... every time I come on this site. I have MANY friends... with LARGE friend list. MANY OF YOU.... I have sent "private messages" to, more than once begging you to repost it. It doesn't get you ANY POINTS, or ME ANY EITHER. It is posted to HELP PEOPLE. I am deeply saddened that you TOTALLY IGNORE my plea to repost this, and in all honestly??? If you are THAT SELFISH... REMOVE ME PLEASE... from your list. All I ask.. is to get my Dr. Atkins post out.. to people not on my list... to maybe HELP someone. :o/ Even when it was FREE.. practically NOONE READ IT, and maybe 1, or 2... EVER REPOSTED it. Is EVERYONE THAT SHALLOW, AND SELFISH? :o( Honestly.... it breaks my heart. I repost anything I see that will help anyone. But no more "rate me", "comment bo