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This Site Pisses Me Off
I cannot win lately.Between the Damn cat,thee Dog an Insorboardinated teenages,I cannot sleep.Not even on a 100mg.Trazadone.When I do sleep,everything functions around CherryTap + the Covenant.I'm Addicted to this Place,that is for sure.I have been Addicted to many things through out the ages it seems.But first lets address the situation of the purpose of this perticular blog.After many months of haveing the most fucked up computer in the house.It is finally running at 100 % .I know longer get booted for trying to excess extensive profiles.Now my problem is the error messages that constantly appear if I rate things to fast.Or I'll be in the middle of rateing stuff an I must log back in.This even accured when CherryTap was my home page.I cannot rate more than 20 things of 1 friend without being asked to logg out an log back in.When I first arrived here,when it was the LostCherry I was labeled a staulker by BabyJesus.I could not rate anyone past 5 pictures.There was some sort of Covenant

Letters
Dear Love, > > I will help you up when you stumble. > > I will cheer when you secede > and I will encourage when there is doubt. > > I promise to never wipe away your tears, > Because within every tear is strength, > wisdom and courage. > > These are the things I promise you always > and forever, as long as there is love > in this world and breath in my lungs. > > I am here for you. > > > Always, > Jeremy P. Lincicum I am on a hunger strike as of Feb 21st 2007. My name is Jeremy P. Lincicum. I am on this strike for those of us who have no voice within our Government, the working poor, the unemployed, the uninsured and the homeless. More then at any point in our history we have started our elections sooner, are spending millions of dollars and wasting time that our elected officials should be working on today’s and future problems. We have become a divided nation on so many topics, with heated rhetoric from both t

Things Unsaid...
Unannounced you came along… A young gentleman looking for someone to bond. Offering your heart to a complete stranger. Love, it was with the first sight of her. Patiently you waited for the unexpected. You gave her your love and hoped she’d accept it. She was always afraid to be hurt by men, But with time she knew you were different and gave in! Yes it is true; I fell in love for the first time. And its hard for me accept something so good to actually be mine. After so long of praying my dream came true. I finally found my true love…it was with you! I’m sorry I was so stubborn but you know I do try. Forgive me for every time I made you cry. I know I’ve hurt you in the past But that will be no more because I want us to last. You’ll always be My lover My Friend. And I’m going to love you until the end… [Since the beginning] (SOMETHING I DREW IN THE BEGINNING... THEY ARE LOVERS & FRIENDS) PLEASE DO NOT RIP THIS PIC

Losers
OH MY GOD IT HAS FINALLY HAPPENED HERE. I HAD SOME LOSER VISIT MY SHOUT BOX JUST TO INSULT ME. THESE GUYS ARE THE ONES WHO MAKE PEOPLE WONDER WHY WE COME ONTO THESE SITES. WELL HIS IMMATURITY REALLY CAME THROUGH. WELL I HAVE MET ALOT OF GREAT PEOPLE HERE SO I AM STAYING AS FOR GUYS LIKE HIM I WISH YOU LUCK WITH YOU SKINNY FRIENDS AND DONT WASTE OUR TIME IF YOU DONT LIKE WOMEN WITH CURVES Ok ladies here goes for all of us out there that are moms be proud to be called MILF i have been called it by someone special. I take it as a compliment and u should too. Be proud of your self body and mind. If you are given the chance to get called one say thanks hold your head high and smile. omg how many out there actually read the profiles. when it says that they are just lookin for friends my god we are. a few sexy pics brings out alot of different people here. holy if i knew that i would have never posted them. i am proud of the way i look and the pics are their for you to look at, rate

For Everything..........
To whom do i call on when everything i know, i question? "For everything and anything, i gave my all. My heart and soul and you left me broken." Still i fight for it all????? Never understand where i went wrong. To whom do i call on when everything i know, i question? For in the moment, i lost everything. "For everything and anything, i gave my all. My heart and soul and you left me broken." Where did i go wrong....and why must i feel as if i still have to fight? To whom do i call on.............. "I shall allow no man to belittle my soul by making me hate him."

Tomlin Worried About Comments
The Steelers have shown interest in unrestricted free-agent linebacker Tully Banta-Cain, according to an NFL source. Banta-Cain played outside linebacker for New England in the Patriots' 3-4 defense and he also has the versatility to play defensive end in the 4-3. The Steelers under new coach Mike Tomlin, who has a 4-3 background in the Tampa-2, are seeking players comfortable playing either the 3-4 or 4-3. With the release of outside linebacker Joey Porter, the Steelers need a veteran replacement at that position. Banta-Cain, a seventh-round draft pick in 2003, played all 16 games in 2006 (including five starts), recording 43 tackles and 5 1/2 sacks. He has 8 1/2 career sacks. Tomlin unworried about comments Accepts that Faneca preferred Grimm By Ed Bouchette, Pittsburgh Post-Gazette The first discouraging words from within since the Steelers hired Mike Tomlin as head coach came from 4,657 miles away, from guard Alan Faneca, a team co-captain playing in his si

Ants Blogs
I been nosing around at profiles, and i have come to the conclusion that ALL the sexiest females are American. Am i living in the wrong country??? Somebody please get me a plane ticket and give me a roof over my head and i'm there, lol. Hi all my friends, sorry i have not been on for a while but circumstances was not good, first my dad too very ill, followed shortly by me, and i was not able to get to my pc, being unable to walk. But now i am back, thanks to you all who kept our friendship going xxxx A little girl goes to a pet shop and asks "excuthe me do you have any widdle wabbits?" The shopkeeper's heart melts, he gets down on his knees so that he is on her level and says "do you want a widdle white wabbit or a thoft fwuffy bwack wabbit, or one like that widdle bwown one over there?" The little girl blushes, rocks back on her heels, puts her hands on her knees, leans forward and whispers, " I don't wealy fink my anaconda gives a phuc."

Bogey's Bits
Name: ______________ Age:__ Sex__ Phone__________ School____________ Occupation_________ Height__ Weight___ Waist___ Breast/Penis size__ Phat ass(Y/N)__ Married(Y/N)__ Single(Y/N)__ Other__Looking__ Do u like to be Fucked(Y/N)__ How often (check appropriate answer) Daily__ Weekly__ Monthly__ As much as possible__ How long can u last (check appropriate answer) 1min __ 15min__ 30min__ 1hr__ All nite__ Do u like giving oral sex(Y/N)__ Do u like receiving oral sex(Y/N)__ If I cum in ur mouth (check appropriate answer) Spit__ Swallow__ Depends__ OR Neither__ Which do u prefer (check appropriate box) One on one__ Doubles__ Group__ While having sex, what do u do (check all appropriate answers) Faint__ Cry__ Moan__ Wiggle__ Twist__ Jerk about__ Pant__ Sweat__ Scream__ Hum__ Whistle__ Scratch__ Just lie there__ Go to sleep__ Watch tv__ Read__ Think of someone else__ Or do u just hump like hell__ List three positions u like: 1._______________ 2

Woohooo!!!
I fubar married the very sweetest of men. :D I ¢¾ Fred!!!! 7-21-07 Frayed Knot said "I do" to ~Your Sweet N Sexy Canuck~ You have a sexual IQ of 157 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com Today my new friend Pedro El Loco aka Peter North did something really cool for me....:D he personalized a skin for me with a color I really really like you can follow this link to see it http://tinyurl.com/2xruls thanks Pete!!! xoxo Pedro El Loco@ CherryTAP at the very least show him some LOVE!!!

Alana's Things
I am off to work...many hugs and kisses to you :) see most of you sunday when i am not working or sleeping ;) xoxo Alana Personality Lacking Anything Youthful You are The Star Hope, expectation, Bright promises. The Star is one of the great cards of faith, dreams realised The Star is a card that looks to the future. It does not predict any immediate or powerful change, but it does predict hope and healing. This card suggests clarity of vision, spiritual insight. And, most importantly, that unexpected help will be coming, with water to quench your thirst, with a guiding light to the future. They might say you're a dreamer, but you're not the only one. What Tarot Card are You?Take the Test to Find Out.

Stick Figure Phonies
I Seem to have been Infiltrated by a few stick figure Phonies they appear out of nowhere as friends.I can't send the Fuckers messages or nothing.I can't even Rate these Fuckin Phonies.I Desire to know how a stick finger phony gets to be a level 14 without a salute pic.What is he or she or it on the witness protection program or what.Or they Fuckin Puke Spies planted here to watch over me.I'm not a Damn child I desire not to be watched.

School.
this is day two of my knitwear collection inspired by mark ryden's "the butcher bunny". this is the sickest painting ever! and i say "sick" as in really fucking kickass! check it: today was a seventeen hour day at school. i am sofa king bazausted! BUT i knited a swatch of a raw steak! haha! my knitwear collection inspired by basilica di san marcos was a huge success! i got rave reviews and was told it was best in the class. the only downside? i got to school yesterday to find some fucking douchebagcuntrag had placed a bleached out thumb print in the fucking middle of my rendering. how is that possible when it is so damn high up on the wall? someone must really hate me. either way, thee vivienne westwood is coming to my knitwear class on sunday! holy shit dude. i have to re-render my drawings now. FUCK! she better actually come or else i will be pissed that i re-rendered my work just for her! SHITPOOP!

Jeffers
hey people what do you think of my pic then. its old and i have lost the tash but i still look as cute as ever. come on give us some ratings. i am single and looking women. drop us some ratings and comments

Bull Shit That Has To Stop
Message: This is what happened When she was alive... Her dad was a drunk Her mom was an addict Her parents kept her Locked in an attic Her only friend was a little toy bear It was old and worn out And had patches of hair She always talked to it When no one's around She lays there and hugs it Not a peep of sound Until her parents unlock the door Some more and more pain She'll have to endore A bruise on her leg A scar on her face Why would she be In such a horrible place? But she grabs her bear And softly crys She loves her parents But they want her to die She sits in the corner Quiet but thinking, "Please God, why is My life always sinking? " Such a bad life For a sad little kid She'd get beaten and beaten For anything she did Then one night Her mom came home high And the poor child was beaten As hours went by Then her mom suddenly Grabbed for a blade It was sharp and pointy One that she made She thru

Smurfy
hey whats up how every 1 doing out there i hope all is well my friends much love 2 ll my friends and family THiS P3RSON LOV3S YOU V3RY MUCH ____________00________________ ___________000________________ _________00000000000000000000_ _______0000000000000000000000_ _________00000000000000000000_ ___________000________________ ____________00________________ SEND THiS 2 AS MANY PPL YOU LOVE ND SEND iT BAK 2 ME iF U HAVE LOVE FOR ME.. LETS SEE HOW MANY PPL LOVE YOU.. Glitter Text Maker Layout Codes Top graphics Cherry Comment Graphics

The Day The Changed My Life... Forever
March 3, 2006 I can still hear the screaming. I can still feel the panic. I can remember dialing 9-1-1, but forgetting how to dial the phone and having to redo it three times. I remember looking but not wanting to look. I remember hearing the sirens and thinking... please don't come here... please let this be a dream. I remember the EMT's coming into the house I remember the BEEEEEEP of the machine that says to them, There is no brain activity. I remember my dad yelling NO YOU CAN"T TAKE HER, YOU CAN"T TAKE MY WIFE! I remember, telling my son, DON'T COME DOWN STAIRS. And then I remember taking him into my arms and telling him his Nana, was dead. He looked at me and said "I love Nana and she lived a good life... so this is okay. In the old days you didn't live to be 57. She was lucky." She was lucky. I remember people coming over that day, I remember calling the funeral home and making an appointment I remember picking out the casket and the smell of stale coffee. I rem

Phone Comments
OK PEOPLE I GOT A NEW VOICE COMMENT LEAVER THING LOL. WHICH MEANS YOU CAN RING FROM AMERICA AND CANADA AND LEAVE ME MESSAGES ON IT. YAY! Send me a VoiceComment. It's FREE! Just call 1(641)985-7800 and enter *3525654. Hey if you wanted to leave me a voice comment on my page. Go to my homepage and scroll down there will be a box about phone recordings. Ring the number and type in my code then leave me a message. By the way its a freephone number which is even better lol. Hope to hear from you soon.

Sweet Leaf
My life had no meaning, things was so uncertain, I was numb inside, apart of me was dead, then I found you. you gave me a reason to face the day, to believe in love again, for just a short time you helped me to forget the pain that haunts me inside, the loss I live with everyday and the nights was almost bearable again, just want to thank you for giveing me a reason to live, a reason to love, and a reason to forget, even if it was for just a short time, now I walk into a new world with an unclear path, but I just want you to know that come what may, I take a small peice of your love with me today and hopefully it'll get me through untill I can talk to you again, I have loved this song, thats why I wanted to put it here in this blog so you know you are my world and always will be, remember that and whatever happens know this.. I LOVE YOU SWEETLEAF Ozzy Osbourne - Sweet LeafMusic Code provided by Song2Play.Com

Heaven Bound Angel
This poem is dedicated to my friend Amanda Nowlin who died in a car crash this morning on the way to school. She was a Junior in my highschool, Southern Boone County Highschool, and she was a friend of mine as well..... This morning i heard the news I heard a girl had died Can this be true All the school hears A wind of sorrow blows through Tears fall and hearts break Not again, not again we say One by one we fall To your sorrow We cry your name And lift you up In heaven now you cant be hurt God holds your hand To guide you home We'll say a prayer To let you know We care for you And hope your there At heavens gates An angel now We seek you out In prayer and love Giving you our faith Farewell, farewell We bid Take care and know your loved No one can hurt you now On Earth we gather One group together Hand in hand and heart to heart Singing your name Be safe, be safe Oh heaven bound angel Your friends will miss you But now you must g

Xmas Story Lol
'Twas the night before Christmas--Old Santa was pissed. He cussed out the elves and threw down his list. Miserable little brats, ungrateful little jerks. I have a good mind to scrap the whole works! I've busted my ass for damn near a year, Instead of "Thanks Santa"--what do I hear? The old lady bitches cause I work late at night. The elves want more money--The reindeer all fight. Rudolph got drunk and goosed all the maids. Donner is pregnant and Vixen has AIDS. And just when I thought that things would get better Those assholes from the IRS sent me a letter, They say I owe taxes--if that ain't damn funny Who the hell ever sent Santa Claus any money? And the kids these days--they all are the pits They want the impossible--Those mean little shits I spent a whole year making wagons and sleds Assembling dolls...Their arms, legs and heads I made a ton of yo yo's--No request for them, They want computers and robots...they think - I'm IBM! Flying thr

Kisses Kat
its now been a year since i put my beloved kitty Kissy kat to sleep. i miss her so, and think of her often. hearts bring her to mind. when she was sick all i could think of were hearts. perhaps due to the recent valentines day but more so because she was such a sweet kitty, meant to be a momma but never was. i miss her laying on my leg without the assistance of her paws..just plain old flat belly laying. my other kitty misses her as well. still smells traces of her scent in things, and looks around wondering where her sister ran off to all this time. ive never felt the loss of someone close to me. it was quite the ordeal and lasted for months until March 1st. i noticed she was skinnier, but i wa stold she was just old.. then i notice dthe constant meowing..crying..and then i saw her fall over backwards while throwing up. it was the saddest thing ive ever seen. the process of her slowly losing herself. we had to feed her like a baby and rock her to sleep. i remember the night where i

The Crime Scene
if you have not been to the crime scene lounge you are missing out on one of the best lounges here at the tap.always hella good music playing, kick ass dj's,and the creator Sherri. so come see us and join the lounge. http://cherrytap.com/lounge.php?l=5391

A Poem Of Mah Emotions...
My heart is broken, and my emotions are torn... There are times that I just want to be re-born. I'm sick and tired of feeling this way all the time. And yet I wonder..."is there a girl who can mend this broken heart of mine?" I go day by day asking that question to myself wondering if it'll come true. Every girl I have been with has always said "I will be the one to help you." But when the end it comes, she takes my heart and breaks it again. Then I look to God asking "Is this is going to happen to me each time it ends?" I don't get why I have to suffer like this everyday of my life... All I want, is a girl who can take care of my heart, my emotions, and be my wife. I'm tired of hopping between girls and relationships, I want to settle down. I just want one girl, one life, and only family so i no longer have to frown. Each day I ask God "where's the girl you have for me...can I meet her?" But I don't think he's answering me because everyday I still suffer. He knows i'm lo

The "demon" Within Me...
Everyday, I wonder "wha's wrong w/me?"...I suffer each day w/chronic depression, constant anxiety disorders, alotta stress, fears, and worries...and knowing it's hard for me to be calm is literally impossible for me. I was once happy as a kid...and now i'm not...I am no longer happy at all. People always say "ehh, its life...get over it."...but i cant...I suffer from a major issue inside that prevents me from having wha I once had. Everyone see's their life at a different angle...some the same as most. But I don't...I see mah life in a totally different perspective as others. Yes, I do consider mah life to be a book where each day is another page written and each major event that happens in mah life starts another chapter, but that's not wha im talkin bout. I consider mah life to be mostly nuttin but a puzzle...I think bout the the constant battles I fight inside, and how i'm goin to solve it. But the problem is...each of mah own issues is a piece of the puzzle to mah life...and when i

Blog
With this kiss I'll give you my world And I promise to be your perfect man The smile on your face day and night The one who'll never leave your sight With this kiss I will express true amour How much I admire you and how I adore A lifetime of happiness that will remain You'll be my sunshine when the sky rains With this kiss I'll keep in you my heart I'll let you in but please don't ever depart I'll miss you when you're not close to me And when we're together you let me be With this kiss I want your love forever I don't want to face a day not together Hold my hand and lead me the way Love me and spoil me every single day You are the love in my heart, the song in my soul, the answers to my prayers, the One who makes me whole!.. You are the oxygen in my life, the air that makes me breathe, the strength to keep me strong, and the truth that I believe!.. You are my warmth when I am cold, the light that helps me see, my laughter when I'm sad, the very best

~ Things You Should Know About ~
Why do Americans love the bigger cars? Well watch below and tell me which would you rather get hit at 40 mph in :) This one ;) or this one :( or maybe this one? :( doesn't make a difference if the air bag deploys if the dashboard come back to you head, or this one crunches all the way to the b post (between driver and rear seat :( The man can do what ever the hell he wants but if you are going to be my President then these are 2 things you have to do. You can not disrespect America like that. If you are that ashamed of our Flag or out Anthem and tradition them you need to drop your ass out of our Government. During rendition of the national anthem when the flag is displayed, all present except those in uniform should stand at attention facing the flag with the right hand over the heart. Men not in uniform should remove their headdress with their right hand and hold it at the left shoulder, the hand being over the heart. -- United States Code, Tit

Songs
He works hard to give her all he thinks she wants A three car garage, her own credit cards He pulls in late to wake her up with a kiss good night If he could only read her mind, she'd say: Buy me a rose, call me from work Open a door for me, what would it hurt Show me you love me by the look in your eyes These are the little things I need the most in my life Now the days have grown to years of feeling all alone And she can't help but wonder what she's doing wrong Cause lately she'd try anything to turn his head Would it make a difference if she said: Buy me a rose, call me from work Open a door for me, what would it hurt

Melody Starr Alexander 07/23/2005 To 02/09/2007
Friday February 9, 2007 was a very typical day for us starting out. I played with my daughters Alanna (6 mos) and Melody (who is now forever 1 year 6 months and 17 days old) during the day. That afternoon I drove the usual 15 minutes or so with the girls to meet my ex-husband's wife to pick up my two boys Jarred (11 yrs) and Landon (3 yrs). We drove back toward home, I stopped off at Dollar General to let the boys pick out a toy and then we came home. My fiance, Sonny, and his little boy (Jake, 6) showed up a bit later. We all ate dinner. Then it was bath time. I took Landon and Melody into the bathroom and started it up for them. Alanna, Jake and Jarred were in the living room each doing their own thing. I washed both Landon and Melody and Landon asked if they could have bubbles. I told him 'yes' and he wanted to pour the bubbles in so I opened them for him and let him do that. Then I turned on the jets long enough for them to bubble up the bubbles and turned them off. I sat with them

~ Iraq , War.etc.. ~
Machine-gun-toting robots have been on patrol in Iraq since April, and they will be involved in combat "soon" http://www.nypost.com/seven/08042007/news/worldnews/robots_roll_into_iraq_war_zone_worldnews_eric_lenkowitz.htm They're not quite Terminators, but robots have taken to the battlefield. Machine-gun-toting robots have been on patrol in Iraq since April, and they will be involved in combat "soon," it was reported yesterday. This marks the first time that robots have been used in warfare. So far these machines have been limited to street patrol and reconnaissance. "The 'bots haven't fired their weapons yet, but that'll be happening soon," Michael Zecca, the program's manager, told Wired magazine. He said they have been cleared for live action since June. The robots, which are equipped with cameras and operated by remote control, move along on a pair of tank-like treads. Before they can engage an enemy, a three-part arming process must be completed by the controlle

Meth Monster
HERE IS SOMETHING THAT MY FRIEND WROTE...READ IT AND COMMENT HE WANTS TO KNOW WHAT YOU THINK... meth monster this is not a chain letter i Lee Johnson wrote this i am sending it to all my friends i would like to hear your comments and then please send it to yours and i would like to hear their comments as well here is my blog url http://blog.myspace.com/155074690 this is a story that has to be told about a thing called a soul and to whom mine was sold its about the meth monster oh yea it is real your future and your life it will surely kill how it all started i dont remember when or where but it ends at midnight when they strap me to that chair the story starts one day when i was home smoking weed a good friend stopped by and offered me some speed it was pretty good i was climbing up the walls next thing i knew it had me by the balls started with a little then it got more and more next thing i knew i was passed out on the floor i stuck the needle in and i p

Suicide
im gonna paint a picture i picture with a twist ill paint it with a razor blade right across my wrist from my broken body the sacred life will flow allong with all the pain and hurt i guess you'll never know Hectate will comfort me through the flood of tears i cry in her arms i shall fall as she bears wittness to my crimes so now my pictur is painted the one with a twist i used a sharpened razor blade slashed across each wrist It doesn’t hurt anymore, So I press the knife, Crimson flow from my arm, My liquid life. People think they know, The screaming pain inside, Yet when they see the crimson lines, They all go run and hide. And I so alone, In my need to feel. I only use the knife, So things can seem real. I wish it were different, And I could lay it aside, But it’s the only thing, That silences the pain inside. I know that someday, I’ll cut too deep. But on t

Kirby's Dreamland
...is how much time the Academy Awards program allots winners to deliver their acceptance speeches. 45 seconds.... 1, 2, 3, 4, ...tic toc... I think that there's a bit of a microcosm of modern life contained therein. I really do. Think about all of the hard work that goes into stepping into creating a character who seems real...or a movie that comes alive...or about any creation or accomplishment for that matter. Think about the struggles you've endured to achieve your goals. Now, try to come up with a 45 second summary of just how you got there (to that place for which you are now eternally grateful). Forest Whitaker said something very powerful that really grabbed my attention and spoke to me in his speech. For one second, I felt like he was saying the exact same thing I've been trying to express whenever I really contemplate about finding meaning in life's great mystery. This is his whole speech: "Thank you. Thank you. Just a second,

The Price Of Children
The Price of Children I have repeatedly seen the breakdown of the cost of raising a child, but this is the first time I have seen the rewards listed this way. It's nice, really nice!! The government recently calculated the cost of raising a child from birth to 18 and came up with $160,140 for a middle income family. Talk about sticker shock! That doesn't even touch college tuition. But $160,140 isn't so bad if you break it down. It translates into $8,896.66 a year, $741.38 a month, or $171.08 a week. That's a mere $24.24 a day! Just over a dollar an hour. Still, you might think the best financial advice is don't have children if you want to be "rich." Actually, it is just the opposite. What do you get for your $160,140? Naming rights. First, middle, and last! Glimpses of God every day. Giggles.... under the covers every night. More love than your heart can hold Butterfly kisses and Velcro hugs. Endless wonder over rocks, ants, clouds, and warm c

Crazy Beyond Belief
lets see its me im going insane in this house no work today nothig to do no where to go im going insane az is not a place to be mental they just shoot u out here lol j/k only sometimes but i need stimulation how about slam head nto head no that will cause haedache or jump in fron tof car no i hate hospital i know how about sleep since im slacking over a day of it cuz if u reading this its obviously im out of my mind but in a good way so ill end this had to say cuz my brain needs to breathe lol

Hey Hey
What is up with men now days they have computers and they think that they can just pick up any chick off of it they find without a care in the world to there significunt other or ppl around them. Then when there g/f yell at them for talking to a female they drop u like it is nothing and they go through women like yesterday and im not saying all of them but there is a great deal of them out there. I have a few on my messenger list that are becoming ass holes and i will delete them if the shit dont stop. That is my view. There g/fs think it is the females pulling there b/f away and it is not i will tell u at least not me if they go find a female on the internet that is there thing s o dont be mad at the female if the man of your life is out looking for female to cyber and and what not. Thank u for listening hope to here your feed back What is up every1. Me just sitting here chilling and thinking. Life is pretty shitty lately because of boyfriend who needs them but yet u got to love the

An Ode To The Virtual Friends We Chat With On The Internet
Its not mine.... But its great.... Read and think about it.... We sit and we type, And we stare at our screens, We all have to wonder, What this possibly means. With our mouse's we roam, Through the rooms in a maze, Looking for something or someone, As we sit in a daze. We chat with each other, We type all our woes, Small groups we do form, And gang up on our foes. We wait for somebody, To type out our name, We want recognition, But it's always the same. We give kisses and hugs, And sometimes we flirt, In MIRC we chat deeply, And reveal why we hurt. We do form friendships But why we don't know, But some of these friendships, Will flourish and grow. Why it is on the screen, We can be so bold, Telling our secrets, That have never been told. Why is it we share, The thoughts in our mind, With those we can't see, As though we were blind. The answer is simple, It's as clear as a bell. We all have our problems, And need someone to tell. We can't tell

New Pics
HEy everyone...Just wanted to say stop by and rate and comment my new PIcs please...andi will sned back the same lovin.. WHY DO EX-GIRLFRIENDS AND EX-WIFES HAVE TO CAUSE SO MUCH DRAMA AND STUPIED SHIT IN YOUR LIFE TO WHERE THEY MAKE YOUR LIFE A LIVING FUCKING HELL???? I HATE THIS SHIT I CANT WAIT UNTIL I GET MY NEW JOB WHERE I LIVE THEM ALL FUCKING BEHIND hey everyone i will try tongiht to get to stop by your profile and give you all some luv if i can i will do it tomorrow but i also what to let you all know that i hve some new prviate pics for my friend shelp your self and rate let me know what you think

~ Life ~
There is a story many years ago of an elementary teacher. Her name was Mrs. Thompson. And as she stood in front of her 5th grade class on the very first day of school, she told the children a lie. Like most teachers, she looked at her students and said that she loved them all the same. But that was impossible, because there in the front row, slumped in his seat, was a little boy named Teddy Stoddard. Mrs. Thompson had watched Teddy the year before and noticed that he didn't play well with the other children, that his clothes were messy and that he constantly needed a bath. And Teddy could be unpleasant. It got to the point where Mrs. Thompson would actually take delight in marking his papers with a broad red pen, making bold X's and then putting a big "F" at the top of his papers. At the school where Mrs. Thompson taught, she was required to review each child's past records and she put Teddy's off until last. However, when she reviewed his file, she was in for a surprise.

Darkside
learn the pathway of the darkside of force ! Star Wars Horoscope for Taurus You are a dependable creature, but you do tend to be stubborn. You like material possessions and love to win at games. You hate being bossed around or losing. You may succumb to your physical strength when upset. Star wars character you are most like: ChewbaccaWhat Is Your Star Wars Horoscope?

~ America, My Country ~
One of the Best Wins in NASCAR history, after the Death of Dale Sr in the final lap of the Daytona 500. So much healing was done that day, Dale Jr fighting for the Win in the Pepsi 400 just 5 months later. The after race meeting of Dale Jr & Michael Waltrip (he won the Daytona 500 but really could not enjoy it,ost all events useally due the Winners was cacelled after the news of Dale Sr passing, who was Michaels Friend and Car Owner) The meeting of those 2 in the infield was a healing seen for those of us that morned his Father. They say he was watching over his Son that night Those that hate us should think........

Thank You!!!
OMG.. It's finally over!!! I haven't heard 100% for sure from the contest holder but I am pretty sure I did win! Thank you from the bottom of my heart to everyone that helped me! 54,000 comments is a lot of dedicated friends! Thank you!! I sure as hell couldn't have done it without everyones help! Pantyshotz you have been there with me since the beginning and OMG Girl I love ya to death I know I couldn't have done it without you! I will as promised return the favor to everyone that helped me.. Contests let me know and I will be there!! For the record.. That was my last contest that I will be in.. For a very long time if not ever!! :) Also, for those of you that also was promised my private folder is open. *Sorry put in wrong blog folder.. :) *

Celtic Jewelry
Throughout the ages, men and women have used gemstones and crystals in personal ornaments and body decorations as bewitching jewelry. Wearing them as charms, talismans or amulets, they were believed to possess the power to ward off evil spirits (or attract benevolent ones), keep one safe from harm, or to find love. To this day, many people of all ages and from all walks of life believe in the magical power of certain gems and make bewitching jewelry part of their everyday attire.Take pearls, for instance. In the olden days, if a maiden wanted a man to fall in love with her, she would put pearls ground into a fine powder into a glass of wine and somehow get him to drink it. A pretty costly way to catch a man, that method. Nowadays, wearing pearls is believed to enhance one’s inner character and bring about peace and serenity. Gold is another example of bewitching jewelry. Since time immemorial, it has captured the fascination of all people, and is one of the cornerstones of the science

Boredness Ensues
i'm so bored. talk to me, rate me, comment, fan, i'll do the same. what's up with all you people out in la-la land. i'm bored so hit me up with something interesting to say. pretty please, lots of love newayz. oh where oh where did all the bulletins go?

Screw Her!
My ex-wife seems to talk a lot of shit behind my back on her myspace blog! I don't know if she even realizes I have read it(only because my fiancee looks at her page everyday, she hates her). I have had some troble seeing my son the last two months, and I guess my boss has not sent in the child support he is required to do each check. Not totally my problem but I would have to send it if he died or something. I think my ex is just pissed that I have moved on in my life so well. Her life is difficult I guess. Our son is autistic, her mom has lung cancer now and she is going to school. Oh by the way she thinks that I am refusing to pay daycare costs. I have NEVER even got a bill or an amount from her! I am going to have to set this straight with her. I am entitled to my own life, even though our son is autistic, she filed divorce papers. Not me! I made some bad choices back then and I wish I had not made them. I still think we would have been divorced anyway. She filed that shit

Why She Hates Me
This Poem was written Originally for an assignment in my Creative Writing class that i took last year in high school. God i miss high school =(......but then again College is fucking awesome =P **WHY SHE HATES ME** I tried to sleep Poetry off... like a bad nights drunk. but she held... like a bladder on a long road trip. or a barrel of monkies chain which is odd, only because Poetry and I, have had "issues" since day one. It's no secret that she hates me... But she, she is my cheating spouse. and I, her ever blissful play-toy when i cant think of the right words to tell her... she beats me with thrown writers blocks, And she, she dances over my mind like a black and white dance floor. and I, unable to erase her memory like an etch-a-sketch nightmare, grab that much tighter. We do all the things a good couple should... we sit and talk over alcohol, we stand and lament over politics, we lay for days on the bed that words made, we kiss... But she,

Sexiest Male Musical Instrument Talent Contest!!!!
I AM ACCEPTING CONTESTANTS UNTIL 11PM TONIGHT EASTERN TIME! Ok guys! The contest will be officially starting TOMORROW! TUESDAY, MARCH 6, 2007 at 12:00 pm NOON Eastern Time! The contest will END NEXT TUESDAY, MARCH 13, 2007 at 12:00pm NOON, Eastern Time. The pics will no longer be private starting at NOON tomorrow and will go to private again at NOON next Tuesday. Here are the contestants so far! Some them lots of love! CILAYIN B-Ry King of the Burbs server DJ phantom X tk Deity ThatRedDrummerGuy Echo Angels sing of the end... notemaker 3lias motor fish TnCowboy johnnymo

The Sanctuary Of Smiles
As those of you kind enough to view my page and read my blogs will come to learn I am a poet and i love to write poetry. I dont mean to boast but i have won many poetry contest and competed in various slam poetry competitions so i assure you there will be no Roses are Red kind of poems on my page =) thank you all for writing love always Kamble. The Sanctuary of Smiles what do i find myself doing you ask and i realize, i would have to find myself first to answer accurately. i would have to find the chunk of me that has been missing for so long that i don't know what i would do or how i would live with it if i did find it you stare blankly at me and i stare blankly back and i think i do find something lurking there behind your eyes inside your mind things i can only try or wish to understand beyond my lies and doubletalk, my passive aggression, your suggestions of similarities i share with my mother stop me dead replay in my head. no

Just Thinking
So My love life is amazing I have this great guy that I want to be with for the rest of my life I have found a great job doing collections soccer season started up & looks promiseing this season my girls are awesome ok so now you may be wondering why I am bloging & a lil upset!!! Time has been passing me by as fast as it can & I have everything most girls dream of a great boyfriend soon to be husband loveing parents great friends a good job a past time that I love & everyone in my family (including my boyfriend) support me in it! But all of this means I am growing up I am no longer the little girl I still wish I was I wish that I could say I was 16 with all the intellect I have now but oh well I will live just had to let it all out thanks to those of you who have taken the time out of your life to read about mine I mean I do have some problems I mean who doesn't??? thanks Lots of love ~Love Always & Forevers Amanda~

Help Me
WHO ARE THEY SCAMMIN"? It' ain't like they'll get rich off these. hey if you're gonna burst my bubble with your hidden charges, right at ya! buddy MSN=kingjames31@hotmail.com Yahoo=manowar684yahoo.com ICQ=directht@icqmail.com G-Mail=buzby9@gmail.com my URL: http://www.webspawner.com/users/direcht/index.html My favorites: Nosferatu-Embrace of the vampire, Cool surface(Robert Patrick Teri Hatcher), Sensations(Beyond desire(Kari Wuhrer, Playtime)Monique Parent), Lover's leap, Eyes wide shut, Poison ivy 3, Kate's addiction, Barb wire, Arraingged marriage, Playback(Playboy Original movies), Kathleen Kinmont movies, Shannon Whirry movies Adult movies: A vision of love(Christy Canyon), A moment of lust(Patricia Anderson)

Badboyz
Bad Boyz Fireworks! Home of the BIG stuff! Be sure to visit us for a complete tour of everything we have to offer! BadBoyz stores are expanding faster than our waistlines. See below for our current locations. Adding more after New Year's!! St. Charles:Centrally located at Hwy 70 and Zumbehl Rd.,4 exits from St. Louis County! Also in St. Charles - 3120 W. Clay. Steelville/St. James/Cuba: Highway 19 South. Rolla, MO. NEW! Fort Leonardwood, MO NEW! New Orleans Area NEW! LaPlace - 1215 W. Airline Hwy. 70068 (Next to UHaul) Hwy. 51 (Main Street)70068 2300 W. Airline Hwy. 70068 NEW! Baton Rouge Area NEW! 41001 Hwy. 42, Prairyville,LA 70069 Hwy. 42 at Airline Hwy. 70069 Benvenuto & Welcome to Loud-N-Proud Welcome to our blog, fellow Pyros. We hope to not only communicate and entertain, but most importantly to listen. Sure, we'll do our share of yelling, boasting, and preaching...but your voices, your feedback, your comments (flattering remarks are w

Bored Out Of My Mind!
Fairly amusing game for those who have nothing better to do! Take the first letter of your first name A-Boyish B-Gorgeous C-Pretty D-Popular E-Gangster F-Girly G-Dyke H-Sweet I-Retarded j-Emotional K-Beautiful L-Fabulous M-Slutty N-Preppy O-Hot P-Amazingg Q-Punky R-Hot S-Sexy T-Very Sexy U-Ugly V-Wonderful W-Hott X-Bitchy Y-Under-appreciated Z-Over-appreciated Now the third letter in your middle name(if you dont have one use your last name): A-Beauty queen B-Babe C-Bitch D-Obsesser E-God (ess) F-Retard G-Queen/ King H-Slut I-Girl J-Goth K-Nerd L-Sex god M-Sex machine N-Alcoholic O-Geek P-Skank Q-Crackwhore R-pornstar S-Prince (ess) T-Whore U-Cry Baby V-Jackass W-Punk X-Scaredy-cat Y-Coward Z-Chocoholic This is funny!! Now What Color Is the Shirt You Are Wearing: Red- Who's Good With My Hands purple- Who Looks At Porn 24/7 Orange- Who Likes It In The Butt Yellow- Who Wants To Have Sex With You Green- Who will

Sweetness
DOES ANY ONE KNOW WHAT REAL LOVE IS I DO I HAVE FOUND THE MAN THAT IS CARING HONEST AND IS VERY TRUE TO ME LIKE I AM TO HIM LOVE IS ABOUT CARING SHARING AND BEING BEST FRIENDS AND HONESTY TOOK ME A LONG TIME TO FIND HIM WE HAVE ALOT IN COMMEN WE BOTH LOVE THE SIMPLE THINGS IN LIFE IN CASE U ALL DONT KNOW WHAT THAT IS ITS LIKE LONG WALKS SPENING TIME TOGEATHER AND TIME WITH OUR FRIENDS LIFE IS TO SHORT TO BE A PLAYER AND THATS HE IS NOT A PLAYER HE IS A REAL MAN WITH FEELINGS LIKE I AM A REAL WOMAN WITH FEELINGS SO NO MATTER WHAT NOBODY CAN TAKE THAT AWAY FROM US AND HE VERY PROTICVE OF ME SO BECAREFUL WHAT U POST THANKS

Single Mom
all my life i have been played and hate it my babys daddy was a player and abusove couldn't take it so i left state with my baby thats why i am in nc i use to live in va. not i am in a mest up town hate it here but i will be here till i fine the man of my dreams so if ur not a player holler at me

Cherry Tap Rules!
I got 905 MySpace friends last time I checked. Visit my page at myspace.com/sybermike. Cherry Tap kicks some serious butt. I like this place just as much as MySpace. Anybody who loves 80s music like I do give me some shouts out. I've been a fan of 80s music since I was a kid in the 80s and I still love it with me being in my early 30s.

Staying Sane Inside Insanity
Dont you just love how lyrics to a song say everything that you couldn't? ;) You know...I just wanna let you know...that I never felt this way about anybody else...I...I...I think I love you...so don't think I'm crazy when I tell you this...but if you ever hurt me, I'll fucking kill you! Chorus: 2x You better go down when you get with me You better realize that I'm what you need You better get here before I count to 3 You better do Right I'll fuck you up!! VERSE 1: You never thought, that a bitch like me, would fuck you up If you cannot please so you betta bow down and get on your knees, pull the diamonds out, gimme what I need. Hold up! Do you see me laughing? You think that it's a joke Imma start harassing, all your little hoes that be trying to pass here, you better tell them imma kick they ass in! WHAT! Who are you talking to? You better hang up or I'm through with you! And who the fuck is this bitch on your page, with her big ass tits up on your top 8? 'c

Juggalo Love
DO KNOW WHAT IT'S LIKE TO FEEL THE WARMTH SUNLIGHT I'D REALLY LIKE TO KNOW CAUSE I'VE BEEN CHILLIN IN THE DARK FOR SO MANY YEARS THAT I QUESTION LOVE IN MY HEART I HATE EVERYONE AND I HATE EVERYTHANG EXCEPT ALL THE JUGGALO'S AND ALL THE LOVE THAT THEY BRING..... MASS MURDER MAKES ME HAPPY DEAD BODIES MAKE ME HAPPY SAY WHAT YOU WILL OF ME I'LL ALWAYS HAVE JUGGALO FAMILY!!!

By: Vampriss
My Love I can still remember the first night I saw you. I was walking down Main Street, the moon was full, the air was chilled. It was already a perfect night. But then out of no where I see you standing alone. Your hair shined as the moon's rays touched it. Your body was perfect, and your legs seemed like they should go on forever. I knew at that moment I had to make you mine. There was no getting around it, and no getting over it. I watch you for the first time that night. You walked on down the street after a few moments. Your whole body seemed to glide over the hard sidewalk, you should have been walking on soft green grass, so that your feet would have in no way felt pain. You walked on for about ten minuets, then walked into an apartment building. Oh how happy you had made me by leading me to your castle. Surely though a Goddess such as you are, should never have lived in such an ugly building. I would have to make sure you were moved to some pla

Destiny
If Love If love was blindness I would never see If love was darkness I would never be free If love was heartless I would feel no pain If love was mindless There would be no shame If love was music I would always dance If love was you I would take a chance If love was poetry I would always write If love was a star I would see the light if love was blackness I would hold out my hand If love was darkness I would finally understand ~~SAMANTHA~~~ Make love to me... Make love to me...I see it in your eyes so full of hot desire like a fire I want to drown in. Make love to me... I feel it in your touch your hands on my skin, they set me on fire. And only you can quench my desire. Make love to me your lips so filled of love they kiss the hidden places of my body till it aches, with a lust that only you can bring to me. Make love to me... my body and soul laid bare for you to mold reahing heights untold untill I explode. ~~SAMANTHA~~

Wow
Not sure how long I will last on this site had no idea they think Cannabis is NSFW. I don't know how I would get through work with out being high. Well I will try and continue to educate and make my voice heard. We need to band together and stop being the silent MAJORITY and become the LOUD VOICE that gets heard! I am here 5 minutes and they are on my case cause I have Hemp pictures. Some how a plant is Mature content not suitable for work. DENVER LEGALIZES MARIJUANA 53% - 46%! by CC Magazine update (01 Nov, 2005) Denver voters make adult possession of one ounce or less of marijuana legal. Denver became the first city in the nation to make the private use of marijuana legal for adults 21 and older as an alternative to alcohol, a far more harmful drug. By 10.45 p.m. Tuesday night, with 100% of the votes tallied, the Alcohol-Marijuana Equalization Initiative had passed 53.49% YES to 46.51% NO. The Alcohol-Marijuana Equalization Initiative is the first local measure in the n

More About Me
found this and since i'm an avid shark lover, thought i would pass it along to all of you wonderfully hot and intoxicated people "YAY RUM !" the great white shark song on muchosucko.com You scored as Very Kinky. You are very Kinky. Yuo are not over the top but you like kinky arousements and you are willing to try something new every time. You will make a very fun sex partnerVery Kinky70%Average50%A Sicko20%A WUSS !!0%How sexual are youcreated with QuizFarm.com WOW, thanks, that's a compliment in itself. Well, the easy was would be to just check out my profile on myspace and go to www. myspace. com/american_thundershark lots more pics, that i'll eventually put here on Cherry. Again, Thank you, Stormy

Cute Quizzes
Sentimental sweet heart! You are the type who just makes there heart melt.. GOOD JOB! You are as romantic as it gets!! Every moment with you makes ur g/f or b/f feel special February Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent andclever. Changing personality. Attractive. Sexy. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest and loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt. Gets angry really easily but does not show it. Dislike unnecessary things. Loves making friends but rarely shows it. Daring and stubborn. Ambitious. Realizing dreams and hopes. Sharp. Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous. Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions. [no image]

What The Fuck Ever
to all whom it may concern im sick of this you think you know a person and then you wait a min and then you figure it out its all a fucking lie im sick of putting everything n the line and in the end throwing it away i hate the way you all think you know me when in fact only a few do know a small part of me thngs you all should know about me i fucking hate shit talking and shit talkers i fucking hate DRAMA with a passion i fucking hate how people think they know me i fucking hate the way i get put in the middle i fucking hate how i deal with dram and come here and get another dose of it i fucking hate ATTENTION WHORES i fucking hate fake ass friends and people i fucking hate solving others issues i fucking hate back stabbing bitches i fucking hate life in general i fucking hate not haveing money i fucking hate the way i feel right now i fucking hate people who feel the need to start shit to feel like there the bigger person(your not) i fucking hate the way i help every

Alittle Something !
were to start iam new to this my name erica aka something tasty :)iam 32 years old from new york i have no kids dont want any i enjoy traveling and meeting new people iam a bisexual women i like to hangout with friends when iam not doing that i work as a sub teacher in the high school i love horror movies music video games reading amd being my wildself lol iam iam a pain at times but for the most part iam a sweet heart i love to joke around and make people laugh well i guess thats it for now take care iam always looking to make new friends hope to hear from you erica

Kim's Writing.
Me and You.... Do you love me? Do you not? You told me once but I forgot. I picked you from the very best because I loved you the best. IF you were to die before I do I would Kill myself to be with YOU! Written in 1998. Why does life always seem to be over rated? when you least execpt it things could go really bad. Like having a loved one die. in the blink of a eye they are okay and then the next they are dead and gone. Does anything make sense??? I have random thoughts of death. I have dreams that death is coming to get me BEFORE I am ready to go away from this place. Death is not a person or a Sign its just DEATH! its something that happens but its not really something to be talking about always. I know people that are so scared of it they have to go to a therpist just deal with it. does anyone out here ever think about this stuff???? I dont know maybe I am the only one. WHO KNOWS! feels neat being new but again it sucks lol anyway I will post more later.

Oops, Did I Goof....
Well I went and put my foot in it big time last night. After several hours and a 6 pack, I posted a mumm that was taken down in about 60 seconds. Today my Mumming priviledges are gone. *SIGH* And I so liked asking stupid questions in mumms... the pics of bridges I got...the pics of food, the disgusted comments... so let that be a lesson to you boys and girls, and don't mumm drunk! rob

My Writing
I ripped myself apart again, tore it down to try and build it back up. I never quite get that far. Tie it up in a tourniquette but keep it broken so it stays numb. I never thought it would take this much work to forget what already forgot you. To fix the mess that got left behind. Constant questions from a little mind that doesn't understand the reasoning just the outcome of what you created. You can't hate whats already dead. I should be over this your name and what you did shouldn't bother me any more but it does and lower I sink back into myself analyzing and reliving everything over and over again I should be past this sinking feeling that twist the knots in my stomach, It's not you any more that bring the tears its knowing all she wants is you and the fact she will never have that Its not your fault you were to far gone to be saved when you went away, tattered memories pictures and newspaper clippings thats all thats left All thats left of someone the world forgot and le

How Will You Be Defined In The Dictionary
Jackie -- [adjective]:Sexually stunning 'How will you be defined in the dictionary?' at QuizGalaxy.com Dedicated to the Brave Soldiers and Veterans By: Norma W. Beaird, Copyright 2004 Each time I see a waving flag, my eyes see so much more, The ones who died to save us from an evil at our door. The Army and the Navy, the Air Force and Marines, Have paid the price so I am free to live and see my dreams. The Army Reserve and Coast Guard, always at the country's call, To serve, protect and help us as they daily give their all. And though this country still is young; we're strong and we have power, Because of those who sacrifice, who'll go at any hour. I call you friend, my soldier, for someone who'd give their life, Is more than just a friend to me, for you were there to fight. And fight you have for freedom and the rights we hold so dear , You fought so we can live in peace and not live life in fear. I know there's nothing I can do that can and will repa

My Life
soo my high went to the lowest of lows....the ex bf decided to tell me that he cheated on me...fun stuff so im told i have nothing to prove myself and ever since i heard those words it has been driving me nuts. honestly though why should i have to prove myself to anyone. if i have to prove anything to anyone it should be to myself. i know what i need to do and i will accomplish it all one day. but for you to sit there and say i need to prove myself is bull. why should anyone have to prove anything to anyone. if you "love" me as you once said then i shouldnt have to prove myself for your "love". you should "love" me for the person i am and not the person you want me to be. i put up with a lot of the things you told me and have done in the past but for you to say i have to prove to you that i am doing something with my life is fked up. for someone who just got back in school and started a decent job has no right to tell me i need to prove something. i take off one semester and stay

Just Me
The first guy to reply will be my new CT hubby... have fun You Are a Very Bad Girl You are 0% Good and 100% Bad As they say, good girls go to heaven and bad girls go everywhere! You make most bad girls look like angels - and have a hell of a time along the way. Are You a Good Girl or a Bad Girl?

Goddess
dawndee: i neeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeed a boy@ -Lo: how cooooooooooooooome dawndee: i neeeeed help!!! dawndee: there is a dead mouse in the pool filter! dawndee: he has no hair! dawndee: i can't gert him hout!! dawndee: heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeelp meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee dawndee: i tried! dawndee: i did dawndee: i really did dawndee: but he is so gross -Lo: eeeeeeeeeeeeeew -Lo: ew -Lo: ew -Lo: ew dawndee: and hairless -Lo: ew dawndee: and -Lo: ew -Lo: ew -Lo: e -Lo: we -Lo: weww -Lo: eeeeeeeew -Lo: ew -Lo: ew dawndee: he moves when i try to scoop him -Lo: ewwwwwwww -Lo: wwwwwwwwwww -Lo: ewwwwww -Lo: hes aliveeeeeeee? dawndee: i neeeeeeeeeeeeeed heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeelp -Lo: he aliiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiveeeeeeeeeeeee? dawndee: no! dawndee: he is deadddddddddd -Lo: ewwwwwwwwwwww -Lo: wwwwwwwww -Lo: w -Lo: ww -Lo: wwwwww dawndee: and all of his hair is oooooooooooooffffffffffffffffffffffffffff -Lo: eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeew -Lo: eeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

Soft Flames
The rhythm was slow but steady, one after the other echoes in the quiet room the *CRAAAAAAAAAAAAAAACK* of a whip, a cry of pain, the blonde’s body jerks as the leather bites her flesh Sobbing she struggles to right herself, fingers curl tighter around the chains attached to her wrists holding her in position. A spreader bar separates feet encased in black stiletto heels; chains hooked to the bar hold her back a bit from the wall. Her position forces her upper body forward; her ass pushed out behind her a perfect target for the lash that lays lines of fire across it. Stepping forward, He caresses her ass, slowly tracing each line, testing the flesh enjoying the feel and sight of the red welts He just placed. Strong fingers wrap into her hair pulling her head back, lips press tight to hers, kissing her passionately. His other hand slides down across a hip and into her slit, a low chuckle as He checks just how wet His slut is. Pulling back slightly He whispers “like that do you

All Soul's Night ~ 11/02 (lyrics)
Loreena McKennitt - All souls night -- photo Bonfires dot the rolling hillsides Figures dance around and around To drums that pulse out echoes of darkness Moving to the pagan sound Somewhere in a hidden memory Images float before my eyes Of fragrant nights of straw and of bonfires And dancing till the next sunrise Chorus I can see the lights in the distance Trembling in the dark cloak of night Candles and lanterns are dancing, dancing A waltz on All Souls Night Figures of cornstalks bend in the shadows Held up tall as the flames leap high The green knight holds the holly bush To mark where the old year passes by Chorus Bonfires dot the rolling hillsides Figures dance around and around To drums that pulse out echoes of darkness Moving to the pagan sound Standing on the bridge that crosses The river that goes out to the sea The wind is full of a thousand voices They pass by the bridge and me. Chorus - 2x

Single Southern Girl
It's truly nice to come on here every evening and check this place out seeing all the new people, getting all the new friends, checkin out the new pics posted...I'm not here alot and keep this thing logged on most of the time and please don't think I'm ignoring anyone it's just a really busy place here on CT ... work keeps me crankin' these days w/ all the foreclosure properties poppin up in our area (unfortunately) but, that's my business ... someone has to pay the bills ... usually my son is here several nights a week and of course it's his time on the net not mine ... ya'll take care and be good or be good at it ;) ... friends and family rock! Lynn in Central Florida HEY EVERY BODY .... WELCOME TO THE WEEKEND ... GONNA BE A NICE HOT SUNNY ONE HERE IN CENTRAL FLA! WILL BE CHILLIN' W/ MY SON DOIN' ALL THOSE FUN MOM-SON THINGS I'M SURE ... SKATEBOARDING/4WHEELIN/SHOOTING- USUALLY WHATEVER HE COMES UP WITH ... YA'LL BE GOOD-BE GOOD AT IT-STAY SAFE-BUY UR BOOKS W/ CASH-POUND U

Just Stop
Stop and consider Before you choose to become angry, consider that your anger is not likely to achieve anything. Remind yourself that there is a more positive and productive response available to you. Before you allow an unexpected distraction to throw you off course, consider that you do have another choice. You can choose to move quickly beyond the distraction, and to stay focused on your original task. When you're tempted to feel resentful or sorry for yourself, stop and consider that such feelings will only intensify your difficulties. Choose instead to feel gratitude and to experience the real empowerment it can bring. If you just don't feel like making the effort, stop and reconsider. Make the most of each opportunity to create value before that opportunity slips away. When it seems that nothing is going your way, consider that in every defeat there are the seeds of triumph. Choose to find the positive aspects and to build on them. Before you give your time, energ

Things You Didn't Know About Your Cell Phone Can Do.
THINGS YOU NEVER KNEW YOUR CELL PHONE COULD DO There are a few things that can be done in times of grave emergencies. Your mobile phone can actually be a life saver or an emergency tool for survival. Check out the things that you can do with it: FIRST Subject: Emergency -- The Emergency Number worldwide for Mobile is 112. If you find yourself out of the coverage area of your mobile; network and there is an emergency, dial 112 and the mobile will search any existing network to establish the emergency number for you, and interestingly this number 112 can be dialed even if the keypad is locked. Try it out. SECOND Subject: Have you locked your keys in the car? Does your car have remote keyless entry? This may come in handy someday. Good reason to own a cell phone: If you lock your keys in the car and the spare keys are at home, call someone at home on their cell phone from your cell phone. Hold your cell phone about a foot from your car door and have the perso

Words Of Wisdom
I didnt write this but good words. When you make a woman cry God counts her tears. The woman came from man's rib. Not from his feet to be walked on, not from his head to be superior, but from the side to be equal. Under the arm to be protected, and next to his heart to be loved.

Fairweather Friends
This is a song by Jack Johnson.. its called Good People. This song is how I feel about some ppl on here right now. I don't understand how talking to ppl is a bad thing. I enjoy meeting new ppl but some on here think they own the world and everyone in it. Well I am not owned. I don't want to be owned. I have made some mistakes since I have been on here and I regret them very much. A good person has been singled out and flogged for the most part because he talks to me. Well.. this song is to all those that think they are perfect and can just write ppl off because they talk to someone you like. Typing that even seems silly cause it is just the internet. I mean really.. who has the right to try to ban someone cause they are talking to the person you are talking to? who gives a fuck. Its the internet ppl. And once again ppl have proven that they are fake or just assholes. I guess you can't expect ppl to be honest and secure when they are on the internet 24/7. I wonder why I have been single

Life Sucks
The Big Lie All of your life, you've been lied to. You've been told what life is supposed to be about. Grow up, do well in school, make friends, get a girlfriend or boyfriend, get a good job, get married, get a nice house and have kids. Watch tv, go to church, vote, find some hobbies to entertain you. Donate money to charity. Go on vacation. Get old, retire, spend time with the grandkids. Look back on your life with nostalgia, look forward to the afterlife of your choosing. This is what you're supposed to do, this is what normal people do. This is what everyone else is doing. Oh sure, there are a few aberrations here and there, sometimes some people slip off this track, but you can get back on at any time. Of course, when you actually look at the world around you, you may see something entirely different. See that young married couple living next door, with the wife gardening in the front yard while the kids play out back? She's snowed under with Xanax all the

Guess What-another Contest
GUESS WHAT THEIR ALL WINNERS ALL 8 OF MY WOLF MORPH CONTESTANTS RECEIVED BIG PIMPIN GIFTS. First place: SCARLET ANGELS WOLF ~ could not talk this man into taking a yacht. Whats wrong with this picture? Second place: Sexy Alpha Female Wolf ... Raven Family & VIC Pres... The Wolf Pack Family Third place: THE BIG BAD WOLF~PRES.-OF THE WOLF PACK FAMILY Everyone else received big pimpin gifts because there were a lot of morph contest going, so I decided they all deserved something special. Please visit all these great people a let them know how great they are. Also a very special thank you to Game Over. GAME OVER@ CherryTAP SCARLET ANGELS WOLF@ CherryTAPSexy Alpha Female Wolf ... Raven Family& VIC Pres... The Wolf Pack Family@ CherryTAP THE BIG BAD WOLF~PRES.-OF THE WOLF PACK FAMILY~@ CherryTAP ~Tazzy~MEMBER OF THE WOLF PACK FAMILY~@ CherryTAP ~~reddog007~~&~~Cha0ticCherries~~&~~# 25~~member~~of ~~the~comment~~ bomb~~squad~~@ CherryTAP Kaz^An

"someone Cares"
If you're wondering whether anyone is thinking about you now, caring about what you're doing, wishing you the best, and remembering you're there... If you're feeling alienated from the world, with no one on your side, and you're questioning if there's another human being who would even be concerned about what's going on in your life... Well, wonder no more. Someone is thinking of you and someone does care about you, and that someone is me. If you're wishing you had someone who hopes that life is being good to you, that you're coping well with every challenge, and reaching the goals you want to reach... If you're hoping that there is someone in your corner of the world that you could call on anytime, someone with whom you could share your hopes and dreams and disappointments... Well, don't waste your time wishing and wondering anymore. I'd be glad to be that someone. All you have to do is let me know and I'll be there. If you need someone to talk to, to sha

50 Things About Me
50 things about lil oh me 1. I am 29 2. I am 5'4 3. I am 125lbs. 4. I have never dyed my hair 5. I bite my toenails 6. I also bite my fingernails(such bad habits) 7. I am a smoker 8. I am a huge tomboy 9. I got 10 tattoos 10. I want 3 more 11. I got 4 peircings now that my nose closed... 12. I have 5 kiddos 13. One died 6 years ago(R.I.P. Adrianna) 14. My Dad died a year later 15. I love animals 16. I like anything to do with outdoors 17. I am a huge Kentucky Wildcat basketball fan 18. I can play some bball...yep 19. My kids r 12,11,9 and 7 20. I have 1 brother and 2 sisters 21. I am the oldest 22. I am a ghost hunter 23. I love cemeteries 24. I love my camera as u can tell 25. I take pics of everything 26. I have 1 true friend 27. I make memorial websites 28. I wanna learn how to do more with photoshop 29. I did not finish high school 30. I have complete and passed way above average 3 of my 5 G.E.D.test 31. Gonna go take the other 2 really soon 32.

That's Life
A hug is the perfect gift. One size fits all and Nobody minds if you exchange: When one door of happiness closese another opens but often we look so long at the closed door that we don't see the one which has been opened for us. It's true that we don't know what we've got until we lose it, But it's also true that we don't know what we've we been missing until it arrives....... When you were born, you were crying and everyone around you were smiling, live your life so that when you die, you're smiling and everyone around you is crying.

Today
just got home from work...i cant complain too much because what i do isnt hard or long or even tedious but still id rather be with wenny making fun of porn and hasseling gas station attendants. homemade tacos are calling my name and im hungry. bye for now. _sailorbritni ps ashtastic is my idol!

More About Me
Get Your Own Chat Box! Go Large! You scored as Faerie. Faerie: Aren't you a cute little flying person? Faeries are earth spirits. They live among each element completely hidden. They have cousins called Pixies. Pixies however, are very mischevious. They enjoy tormenting other creatures for fun. Little pranksters.. I hope you never meet one. Pixies have a bad reputation for finding a creature and clinging to them until death. Faeries can be somewhat close to a Pixie, but mostly they are loving, playful, and carry with them a child-like enthusiasm for life. Hide among the pedals of a Daisy, you are a Faerie.Dragon84%Angel84%Faerie84%Mermaid75%WereWolf33%Demon33%What Mythological Creature are you? (Cool Pics!)created with QuizFarm.com

A Little Joke
Two fleas on a fanny, one is a burgler the other is a junkie. How do you tell them apart? The burgler is hiding in the bush and the junkie is sniffin the crack A cucumber, a pickle and a penis were talkin about their awful lives. The cucumber said my life sucks, when i get big fat and juicy, they cut me up and toss me into a salad. The pickle said when i get big fat and juicy they cover me in vinegar and throw me in a jar. The penis said you think thats bad, when i get big, fat and juicy they pull a plastic bag over my head, stick me in a dark damp room and bang my head against till i throw and pass out! The latest club craze is to fill a womans vagina with vodka then suck it out using a straw. Health experts are now warning about the dangers of "Minge Drinking"

My First Muthafuckin Poem
Once upon a time, When i awoke from the deepest slumber, I gazed upon a sun setting so spectacular, no words could ever hope to capture its beauty, I dreamt of the pale white moon, no chains could ever lash to and bind its wild ways, I met a starry night and knew of truth and happiness and it seemed stars made smiles in the night sky, The sun, the moon and the stars did not know, they were the sun, moon and stars, but they most certainly are indeed. They did not know how they move men, to words and good deeds, If i may be so bold, you are more beautiful than any sunset, more moving than how a moon moves moon kissed tide, and your smile makes stars drop dead from heaven, green with envy. once, through a crowd i stopped and gazed 2 lovers grasping each other through wind-swept-rain was me? yearning for love-like-that sunset falling winds away i am holding you as moon kissed tide caresses sandy beach shoals Envy speaks, love, like, that.

"fetish"
What Is A Fetish? _______________________________________________________ Some people aren't sure if they even have a fetish while others think that their fetishes are abnormal. So what is a fetish? If you have a fetish, you are obsessively fixated on either an object or a body part, or both. You need that specific something for sexual gratification. When you masturbate, you have to either fantasize about that object or have that object with you. Even if you have sex with a partner, you still need to fantasize about that object or have it present. For instance, if you're attracted to a brunette, that's one thing, but if you are unable to get aroused unless you're with a brunette, then you likely have a fetish. the origin of fetish _________________________________________________________ The word fetish originally meant "charm", and it originates from the 15th century Portuguese word feitico , which means false power, object or charm. For example, when the Portuguese e

My Poetry
Blinded by love and lustful hateLosing control of these feelingsA world so cold that I cannot SedateDiversity making these killings A pain that's estrangedQuestions filled with painThis bitter mind derangedDisplaced degrated insane Hearts blown into fractionsDisturbed satisfactionsSelling my soul at indescretionsWaking to all these obscessions Yesterday you were the martyr seedToday you feed the terror behind your needYour sweet has turned to sourCause you fene the face you hide betweenYou think you're on the runBut your schemes are so far goneYour sickness one to devourBut your sickness known to be a loaded gunAll these scars you love to leaveAre mere nothing left for one to believeThese scars you leave they cowerNow you leave me nothing, nothing too conduciveNow my thoughts are undecisive screamsNo need to replace all my open seamsNow I'm half the dream half the dowerThe disempowered sublime none deemsThese thoughts dont need to thinkThese eyes distraught begin to sinkLife instil

Raven Lacks So Much Style
I am no longer with wayne, for those of u who know me out here. I am with my very 1st love...Ryan. Things are good with us, and we are slowly getting to know each other again. I am taking my time a doing this relationship right. I dont want anymore kids to fathers I'm not with and verbal or physical abuse. I have endured enuff bull shit for a life time from just about everyone I've come in claose contact with and I dont want this to end up another page in "the Diary of Jane" I am doing better emotionally since wayne is gone and I have gotten some of my financial burdens under contrall as well...thanx gram... and my baby girl is growing like a bad weed and she is just beautiful. Work is good school is moving and I hope to be moving to Harmarville or within that vicinity with Ryan within a year so I can attend PIMS (Pittsburgh Institute of Mortuary Science) and get the fuck outta here. Make life better for Bri, and myself as well. If something takes a turn for the better with me and Ryan

Hi Folks
Pray for baby Kaleb.Add to My Profile | More Videos center> Simion is gonna cry like a baby As Him and Eve will be broadcasting live from panamtattoo.com (on location). Time for Simion to get Inked! 8pm Cst! Ya don't wanna Miss out! If ya do We'll let it slide as long as You COME PLAY WITH SIS!!! Tonight You'll get a chance to get on air and not only impersonate, BUT Take a shot at embarrassing ANY CherryRock Personality! # best Impersonations get a Prize! Tune in 10pm cst!! Click any pic to get there! It's very possible I may not be around at all for awhile.Just to let ya know.Dont forget about me because in Arnold's famous words....I'LL BE BACK:p.Most of you who gave a damn in the first place,know why im gone and for what.When all looks terrible Smile,it gets better.I know that and I hope you all know that too:)Love You,Licks and Kisses,Sherry!!!

Leggz Contest
Hey everyone!!! PLEASE COMMENT BOMB ME IN THE SEXY LEGS CONTEST!!!!!!!!!!! COMMENTS COUNT, AND RATES COUNT AS ONE COMMENT.. SO COME ON!! =) HELP ME OUT!! Just clicky on the hott pair of legs below, and start your comment bombing!!! Remember, pass this one on to your friends!!! *~*~*~*~*~*~*~BOMBERS WANTED!!!!!!!!~*~*~*~*~*~*~* WE ARE SO CLOSE TO THE END OF THE CONTEST, WE CAN ONLY INCREASE IN COMMENTS FROM HERE!!! COMPETITION IS GETTING REALLY CLOSE... A LITTLE TOO CLOSE!!!!!!!! *WINK* I REALLY WANNA WIN THIS ONE, I DIDN'T FARE SO WELL IN MY FIRST CONTEST, AND I WANNA SHOW EVERYONE THAT I'M WORTHY OF WINNING THE SEXY LEGGZ CONTEST!!!!!!!!!! SOOO COME HELP ME OUT!! IT WILL BE REALLY HELPFUL IF I WIN THIS ONE!! I REALLY WANT TO WIN!! I WILL BE HAPPY AND LOVE YOU ALL FOREVER!! RATE = 1 COMMENT COMMENT = 1 COMMENT just click on the pic of my leggz below, and get to bombing!!!! COMMENT BOMBING WELCOME!! ♥ MAMA BEAR ♥

Quotes
To love is to suffer. To avoid suffering, one must not love. But, then one suffers from not loving. Therefore, to love is to suffer, not to love is to suffer, to suffer is to suffer. To be happy is to love, to be happy, then, is to suffer, but suffering makes one unhappy, therefore, to be unhappy one must love, or love to suffer, or suffer from too much happiness — I hope you're getting this down. - Woody Allen If you don't live for something you'll die for nothing. - Hatebreed …I think, fundamentally, music is something inherently people love and need and relate to, and a lot of what's out right now feels like McDonalds. It's quick-fix. You kind of have a stomachache afterwards. - Trent Reznor

Ct
Wow, I can't believe the time has come to say goodbye. As many of u kno, my brother Rob is heading over to Iraq to protect our country cuz Bush is a fucking Idiot. My brother and I have had our fair share of ups and downs, but he's my brother. I love him to death. This week, especially Friday, will be so frikking hard for me and my family. I've been do torn up inside since he first said that he would be going to Iraq. But now the time has come for him to leave. As of tomorrow morning, he won't be home anymore. He goes to the Dundalk Armory and then from there will go to Elkton, MD to the Armory there. On Friday at the Elkton Armory, the families of the Soldiers can go there to have their "Last Goodbyes" before they ship out. I dunno what I to do with out my Big Brother. He's always been to protect me, so I guess it's time for him to protect me even more. It's just so hard. I know a lot of people have had family ship out, so I am gonna find out how they feel. I don't want to, but I

What's Your Sign???
>What's your sign??? > >Once you have opened this message, there's no turning back. Below >are >true descriptions of zodiac signs, with traits from a book written >35 >years ago by an astrologist predictionist. Read your sign, then >repost >this in a new message with your zodiac sign and label, or you'll get >bad >luck for the number of years stated in your sign description. > >:VIRGO:. The Virgin >Dominant in relationships. Sexy. Someone loves them right now. Freak >in bed. Always wants the last word. Caring. Smart. Intellectual. >Attractive. Loud. Loyal. Easy to talk to. Hard to forget. Love at >first sight. Everything you ever wanted. Easy to please. The one and >only. Ultimate sexiness. 7 years of bad luck if you do not repost. > >:SCORPIO:. The sex addict > Can be mean. EXTREMELY sexy. Intelligent. Energetic. Predict future. >Most erotic. (Freak in bed.) (GREAT kisser.) Always get what they >want. Sexy. Attractive. Easy going. Loves being in long

Candles By Tabby
~Candles By Tabby~ I've been asked many questions about party lite, candles and all that goes with so I thought I'd make it easy... Q. What is party lite? A. Party lite is candles, candle holders, and candle assecories. Q. Do I have to go to your show to order party lite? A. NO. Q. How do I buy from you if we are miles apart? A. Tell me what you want, i fill out the order form and you pay by check, money order or credit/debt card, then in 2 weeks receive your order. Q. Is there afordable items? I dont have alot of money. A. yeah, there candle holders as low as 6.95, and tea light candles are only 10.95 per dozen. Q. How do I get a catalog? A. ask me and I can email you one or i can send you one postal mail. If you have any other questions you may have please dont be afraid to ask because no question is stupid I will answer any that I can... Email me or call me! ***************************** Well I've had a few people ask what is partylite good

It's Strange Isn't It?
1. Isn't it strange how a 20 dollar bill seems like such a large amount when you donate it to church, but Such a small amount when you go shopping? 2. Isn't it strange how 2 hours seem so long when you're at church, and how short they seem when you're watching a good movie? 3. Isn't it strange that you can't find a word to say when you're praying, but you have no trouble thinking what to talk about with a friend? 4. Isn't it strange how difficult and boring it is to read one chapter of the Bible, but how easy it is to read 100 pages of a popular novel or ZANE GREY book? 5. Isn't it strange how everyone wants front-row-tickets to concerts or games, but they do whatever is possible to sit at the last row in Church? 6. Isn't it strange how we need to know about an event for Church 2-3 weeks before the day so we can include it in our agenda, but we can adjust it for other events at the last minute? 7. Isn't it strange how di

My Pet Creamy The Tiger
HIYA...IM BEING FUNNY...ONE 2MANY COSMOS...BUT IM HAVING FUNN...PLS SEE MY PAGE...THERE, VISIT CREAMY!..PLAY WITH HER..THEN COME PLAY WITH ME...ENJOY MY NEWLY UPDATED PG, 40 NEW PHOTOS...ILL BE ON CAM SHORTLY...TWO NAUGHTY KITTIES WANT TO PLAY!!!..HEHHMMMM...PURRRRR,GEM P.S. COMMENTS ARE WELCOME SEXIES..

A Few Of My Favorite People
HERE'S THE ONE AND ONLY MS BUTTER, A.K.A CONNIE. SHE'S BEEN A SISTER TO ME SINCE THE DAY WE MET.. Carry On My Wayward SonAdd to My Profile | More Videos I THINK THIS IS THE PRETTEST LADY AROUND, SHE'S VERY MELLOW AND SWEET, SHE'S ALSO A DARLING AND A GOOD FRIEND.. Def Leppard - PhotographAdd to My Profile | More Videos LOVE THIS MAN LIKE NO OTHER, HE IS MY HEART AND SOUL MY HUSBAND WILL, HE'S MY ROCK.. Def Leppard - Have You Ever Needed Someone So BadAdd to My Profile | More Videos

Need Help Bombing
http://fubar.com/photo.php?u=1260618&albumid=1132124&i=1943914634&idx=1 Sexy Gift Exchange Wanna know how hot you are??? You're OK-----teddy bear You're CUTE----red rose I'd Do Ya!!----any spicy gift You're SEXY----dozen roses Let's Be Friends----kitten Wanna get Married??---any big pimpin' gift Ill send you one when you send me one. See how many and what types of gifts you get!!! Just say it's from the Sexy Gift Exchange,GOOD LUCK!!! I need you help..Im 200 comments ahead and they have several ppl helping them.I dont have any1 helping me..I hate to loose cause so many ppl helped in this contest.I hate to see it go to waist.

Poetry By Me
My dream comes to me so vividly Your lips caress my breast Bringing shivers down my spine As my body gives in quickly Every touch heats my skin Our bodies vibrating with such passion Legs entwined pulling you deep within Taken by ecstasy Each thrust begins to get quicker Building towards the final release My dream comes to me so vividly Dam dream lmao haha wahoooooo got u all lol I wish for more.. with every word spoken every thought shared I wish for more I wish for more time spent with you desires grow strong I wish for more I wish for more fantasies played out forbidden ecstasy I wish for more Help me to understand why you chose not to live, all the laughter we shared, the times of sorrow, why did you not come to me instead… At times I am so angry at you, then at times I know you must of hurt so bad, I wish you would of come to me, maybe together we could of worked it through.. You were there for me for so many years, and I just f

Aaron Tindley
Hmmm......I was wondering how i could get more people to add me on places like Myspace, Tagged, Cherry Tap, and all the other sites im on. I've noticed that im like always gettin looked over and stuff, and no one ever checks out my page, unless im like naked. Same as when im on my webcam on stickam. No one ever joins in to talk 2 me unless im Like, Ass naked and shit. and when they do join, they ask me to do the most outragous crap...Do I do them???...........yes i do, lol, cuz im a freak like that HAhahaha, lol. but yeah, i was wondering if anyone who reads this Has any ideas or anything that i can do to help my profiles get out there cuz my pages are lonely lol. No matter what i do to try, i can't find it, i cant find it at all and it hurts. Is there true love anywhere in this world? Is there any left? I have been looking for it for some time now, i have been wondering what its like to be loved and cared for, but i cant find none of that. Because im not loved, only by famil

Cybor Sex
I just had a thought about gay bashing. You know when people sit around and gay bash. mmm i wander if they strait bash. OMG did you see that strait guy he's sooo strait. Did you see what he was wering omg he is just to strait. I just dont understand why they like the opposite sex it just dont make sence to me. I just think its just soo sick to like the opposite sex how wierd. I wander since so many people gay bash if thats what they sit around and do lol. I just had a thought about cybor sex how can any one get off on it when most of the time your typing. What are people suppose to say awww yeah type faster and harder baby. awww oooo there ya go pull my mouse cord please. Have you ever called in and been rude to a customer service agent? Have you ever heard them say have a nice day and really mean it? Have a nice day really means fuck you. If you ever hear them say have a wonderful day it really means fuck off and die. If you ever hear them say have a fabulous

Ladies Is Pimps Too
RED LUSCIOUS LIPS.....GRINDING HIPS A LUSTFUL STARE A HEAVENLY PAIR STOCKING THIGHS...."TAKE ME" EYES HARD ON THE KNEES....BREATHING RAPIDLY LAGS BEGIN TO PART...A QUICKENING HEART A PETALED ROSE...FALLING CLOTHES STARTS TO LOOSE THE EMOTIONAL JUICE GOING MAD.....WANT IT BAD!!!! GRINDING LOIN....PUMPING GROIN VERY HOT....HITS THE SPOT SCREAMING LOUD....MUSCLES PROUD A SOULFUL MOAN THE SEED IS SOWN PASSIONS MET.....COOLING SWEAT SLOWING BEAT...TANGLED FEET WARM & COZY...FEELING DOZY OUT OF STEAM.....OH SHIT A WET DREAM My Name is Heroin Hello my Dearest , And as for me Im from the Pretty Flower , The Opium Poppy . My real Name is Heroin , I wont let you down . Because of the Stigma , Just call me Brown . My sister lives in China , Shes out of Sight . Shes stronger than I , Her name is White . Now that you know me , Lets have our first date . Once you inhale me it will be too late . It wont be long , And we will be courting . At this point my love you will be t

Military
I Promise I Promise that I Will Love You I cannot promise you that I will not change. I cannot promise you that I will not have many different moods. I cannot promise you that I will not hurt your feelings sometimes. I cannot promise you that I will not be erratic. I cannot promise you that I will always be strong. I cannot promise you that my faults will not show. But I do promise you that I will always be supportive of you. I do promise you that I will share all my thoughts and feelings with you. I do promise you that I will give you freedom to be yourself. I do promise you that I will understand everything that you do. I do promise you that I will be completely honest with you. I do promise you that I will laugh and cry with you. I do promise you that I will help you achieve all your goals. But most of all I do promise you that I will love you ***A Military Wife's Prayer*** Give me the greatness of heart to see-The difference between duty and his love for me. Give me unders

Poerty
The stars the sea breeze the feeling thats set's you free hearing the ocean waves looking upon an sky an star i wish upon and wished him beside me to look deep into his eyes seeing an adventure together into the promise land when love feels like magic you call it serendipity of love & faith brought us together of the the perfect night full of suspense your eyes melt me inside as i hold you dearly in my arms i hold what is priceless to cherish & adore to sickness & to health i am your princess that climed up the wall of courage to save my prince.i stand on one knee for the moment of my life to kiss the princes hand.I'll be an woman of good faith,i'll prove to you we belong together to protect you from hurt & pain let me be the one you want and the one you need& all for eternity of love. There is a place for us that no on else can enter. It is a place that holds no secrets. only beauty, peace, understanding. A place that we come to, thinking we are one, only to have our so

Kids
Okay my kids are 2 and 3.....Need I say more First my oldest got into the cake and spread icing all over my floor....UG!!!! and then he put all of the clean towels and wash cloths into the tub with him....and i just washed all of them prior to that.... man o man...my kids!!!

Cherrytap Blog Entry 1
So my sister got me to sign up for this site and I am unawares of why really.I had a myspace account set up and have neglected it for awhile but she said this site is like myspace for grown-ups. So here I am. I live in Seattle, work for Jack in the Box and live in the hood of Seattle. I like to hang out with my bestfriend Mikey and go out to the local bars here when I get a chance. I work in the heart of gay mecca here in Seattle and I enjoy the exposure to the community and the closeness it provides to being near my closest friends. I have been back in Seattle since November of 2006. I miss my family in Tennessee very much and the horrible aspect of being in Seattle is being so far away from them and their daily lives. I hope to be able to return and visit them soon. Since I am new to this I am going to end this here. If you are like what you see hit me up and when I sporadiccly check this site I will hit you back. Have a good one and take care of yourselfs. Ciao!

Present Moment
No matter what the reason is as to why you should change your mind ... It is much easier on everybody if you deliver the promises you make... A promise of yes that does turn to no, is a sad and painful review. It runs through your mind, thoughts bad and unkind, self doubt displaces the truth. You tend to accept your inner most faults instead of just looking toward pain. You beat yourself down, your head to the ground the feeling just drives you insane. So if you give your word, a promise to one, prepare to make it come true. For if you turn sour, change your mind in the hour then you're painting the others world blue. Never Again When insecurities rise And all your passion inside dies I cant seem to fall asleep without crying All those around me lying Father time tic tocking away Wasted day by day In a cage trapped by my own fears Always hiding back the tears Trying to make the best of it Never the courage to make the final split Doing whats be

Everyday Life
1 - as soon as you get online-whos name do you look at first 2 - when you hear your phone ringing-who do u hope is calling 3 - when a love song comes on the radio-whos face comes to your mind 4 - whos name makes your heart skip a beat everytime u hear it 5 - who is it that you always find yourself thinking about-wondering if they're thinking about you 6 - the whole time you were reading this bulletin, there was only 1 person on your mind..... Repost this as"6 signs you're falling 4 someone This contest is finally over!!!....so thank you SOOOOooooooo much for everyone who rated...n voted for me in this SEXY SALUTE to The Living Legend contest!!! below are the results copied from Ben's blog....it was REALLY close too!!! Congrats to all the participants!!!!! *hugs* thanks to Ben for holding this contest as well!! he RAWKS....and he also jumped like HOW many levels doin it?....*giggles*...MUAHZ!! ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Final Points Standings -

Funny But Not!
The sex fairy ? This is hilarious! Be sure to read the warning at the bottom. I didn't change a word! I'm not messing with the Sex Fairy! 1. Sex is a beauty treatment. Scientific tests find that when women make love they produce amounts of the hormone estrogen, which makes hair shine and skin smooth. ============= 2. Gentle, relaxed lovemaking reduces your chances of suffering dermatitis, skin rashes and blemishes. The sweat produced cleanses the pores and makes your skin glow. ============= 3. Lovemaking can burn up those calories you piled on during that romantic dinner. ============= 4. Sex is one of the safest sports you can take up. It stretches and tones up just about every muscle in the body. It's more enjoyable than swimming 20 laps, and you don't need special sneakers! ============= 5. Sex is an instant cure for mild depression. It releases endorphins into the bloodstream, producing a sense of euphoria and leaving you with a feeling of well-being. =============

Surgery March 22
OK here is the deal.......March 22nd at Jefferson Hospital.....I will undergo a real scary surgery. They will take 2 bones from what I have no idea but anyway 2 bones one to be put in the c-5/c-6 and one shaved down to make my neck & spine of normal curvature at the c-4/c-5!! Like it is a shock to me that I am defective..lol... then take a metal plate to keep them in place it will take 4 to 6 months for recovery! I am sure I will be needing the company of my Cherry Tap Bud's Wish me strength and endurance! Well, now I have more crap to deal with. I had a stress test done yesterday and even before I got to my appointment I got in a bender 2 blocks from my appointment took a cop an hour and 15 minutes to show in Center City Philly man! That is unreal. Well I got a call today and the left side of my heart is not pumping the blood like it should so....the long and the short of it is that I am still cleared for surgery on the 22nd just have to see a heart specialist after!

Major Website Update!!!
Hello all my CT friends! Big news today! A special section just for you has been opened up on the official website! www.daniacamden.com/sneakpeek On that page you will be able to view sneak peeks into unreleased works in progress and even be able to post your two cents! This section is still being worked on so keep checking back for more sneak peeks and special prices and offers on various merchandise and books! For more username and password information email@ sneakpeek@daniacamden.com

Poem About Abortion
I'M SORRY I'M SORRY THAT I HURT YOU, I'M SORRY THAT YOUR SAD, I'M SORRY YOU SET OUR LOVE ASIDE, WITH LOVE COMES CERTIAN RULES, THAT EVERYONE MUST ABIDE, I'M SORRY THAT I WASNT THERE, WHEN YOU TURNED OUT THE LIGHTS, GOD ONLY KNOW HOW MUCH I MISS YOU, EACH AND EVERY NIGHT, MY LOVE FOR YOU IS HONEST, MY HEART IS OPEN WIDE, IN MY HEART YOU WILL ALWAYS BE, ILL CARRY IT WITH PRIDE, I'M SORRY FOR ALL THE THINGS I DID, AND FOR THE THINGS I'M NOT I'M SORRY FOR THE THINGS I SAID, TO PUT YOU ON THE SPOT, I'M SORRY FOR MY ACTIONS, BUT MY INTENT WAS TRUE, I'M SORRY FOR ALOT OF THINGS, BUT NOT FOR.....LOVING YOU! I'LL NEVER SAY,"I'M SORRY." WHEN IT COMES TO YOU, BECAUSE SORRY ISN'T, A WORD YOU USE, IF YOUR LOVE IS TRUE... SO NO I'M NOT SORRY FOR SAYING, "I LOVE YOU" ABORTION IT'S EARLY YET, THE MONTH IS ONE, THOUGH YOU CAN'T SEE ME, I'VE JUST BEGUN. I'M SO SMALL I DON'T HAVE TO HIDE. IM JUST A SEED GROWING INSIDE, FOUR WEEKS LATER, THE MONTH IS TWO, I

Sorrow
love is pain love is fear love is sorrow thats growing near consumed by hate consumed by fear consumed with darkness that grows in here in my heart so lost so cold is there someone to love and hold love is pain, love is sorrow take my hand an we shall follow

Bored
It's not difficult to make a woman happy. A man only needs to be: 1. a friend2. a companion 3. a lover 4. a brother5. a father6. a master 7. a chef8. an electrician9. a carpenter10. a plumber 11. a mechanic12. a decorator13. a stylist 14. a sexologist 15. a gynecologist16. a psychologist17. a pest exterminator18. a psychiatrist 19. a healer20. a good listener 21. an organizer 22. a good father23. very clean24. sympathetic25. athletic 26. warm27. attentive 28. gallant29. intelligent30. funny31. creative32. tender33. strong34. understanding35. tolerant 36. prudent37. ambitious38. capable39. courageous 40. determined41. true42. dependable43. passionate44. compassionateWITHOUT FORGETTING TO: 45. give her compliments regularly 46. love shopping47. be honest48. be very rich49. not stress her out50. not look at other girlsAND AT THE SAME TIME, YOU MUST ALSO: 51. give her lots of attention, but expect little yourself52. give her lots of time, especially time for herself53. give her lots of spa

F" It
...tabula rasa = ‘the epistemological thesis that individual human beings are born with no innate or built-in mental content, in a word, "blank", and that their entire resource of knowledge is built up gradually from their experiences and sensory perceptions of the outside world’…nature? nurture? natura naturans (“nature nurturing”)?...

Number 1
It's... ...for the NERD in all of US! Some good clean FUN AND FANS FOLKS! Rate, Fan and Add Request each of the FUs on this Bulletin to take part in the fun! Be sure to show everyone lots and lots of love and give everything you get back! If someone is already on your list, be sure to leave them a comment! For the Guys... Your add request or comment should say, "GIMME UR PANTIES!" or if you try to keep the nerdy perv in ya on the low say, "I'm a Panty Raider!" I suppose if you are FAR'in a DUDE YOU CAN SAY...ummm...whatever you are comfortable with. HAHA! For the Girlies... Your add request or comments should say, "HE TOOK MY PANTIES!" or if you are a little shy say..."My Panties were Raided!" So, join the silliness and show me the NERD that lives inside you! Be sure to private message me when you are done! ~PebblesinAZ~FAN ME BABY! xoxo@ fubar AND REPOST THIS BULLETIN! Now, go get them Panties and make some new FRIENDS! *Pink0828

How Do I Look
I have found my wicca women she is a goddess too me the one i been looking eve for. shes nothing like the last witch she is a lot better she will make me happy i know. I'am making this for you to see

My First Contest
Hi everyone please come help me out in my first ever contest its a race to see who gets to 10,000 so please please help me Mhaw you all now i would do the same for you :o) Thank you ma sexy cherry's

Lie Detection For Congress.
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Myspace.com Used To Track Sex Offender
POLICE WARNING TO MYSPACE USERS THIS IS IMPORTANT POLICE WARNING TO MYSPACE USERS THIS IS IMPORTANT Body: POLICE WARNING TO MYSPACE USERS THIS IS IMPORTANT STATE POLICE WARNING (NOT A JOKE)!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Please read this.....I hope that all of my Friends Post this and help keep our myspace friends safe. State police warning for online: Please read this "very carefully"..then send it out to all the people online that you know. Something like this is nothing to be taken casually; this is something you DO want to pay attention to. If a person with the screen-name of jokerkid613/thomasm200 contacts you, do not reply. DO NOT talk to this person; do not answer any of his/her instant messages or e-mail. Whoever this person may be, he/she is a suspect for murder in the death of 56 women (so far) contacted through the Internet. Please send this to all the women on your buddy list and ask them to pass this on, as well. This screen-name was seen on Yahoo, AOL, AIM,

Missing My Baby !!!!!
My husband is out of town in Iowa. I am missing him. I wish this job would hurry up so he can be hom e to stay. This leave for 11 days and then home for 4 and then gone and all is for the birds. I love you baby.

Love
TO EVERY GiRL THAT iS SCARED TO PUT HER HEART OUT THERE AGAiN, BECAUSE SHE HAS BEEN HURT TOO MANY TiMES OR SO BADLY. TO EVERY GiRL THAT HAS BEEN CHEATED ON, BECAUSE SHE'S NOT A SLUT WHO GiVES IT UP TO ANY GUY. TO EVERY GiRL THAT DRESSES CUTE, NOT SKANKY. TO EVERY GiRL WHO WANTS TO BE CALLED BEAUTiFUL, NOT HOT. TO EVERY GIRL THAT WiLL SPEND HER WHOLE DAY LOOKiNG FOR THE PERFECT PRESENT FOR YOU. TO EVERY GiRL WHO GETS HER HEART BROKEN, BECAUSE HE CHOSE THAT FEMALE DOG iNSTEAD. TO EVERY GiRL THAT WOULD DiE TO HAVE A DECENT BOYFRiEND, EVERY GiRL WHO WOULD JUST ONCE LiKE TO BE TREATED LiKE A PRiNCESS. TO EVERY GiRL THAT CRiES AT NiGHT BECAUSE OF ANOTHER HEARTBREAK. TO EVERY GiRL THAT JUST WANTS TO HOLD HANDS. TO EVERY GiRL THAT KiSSES HiM WiTH MEANiNG. TO EVERY GiRL WHO JUST WiSHES HE CARED MORE. TO EVERY GiRL WHO WOULD JUST ONCE WANT A GUY TO GIVE THEiR JACKET UP WHEN THEY ARE COLD. TO EVERY GiRL WHO JUST WANTS HiM TO CALL. TO EVERY GiRL WHO LiES AWAKE AT NiGHT THiNKiNG ABOUT HiM. TO EVERY

Women Over 40
As I grow in age, I value women over 40 most of all. Here are just a few reasons why: A woman over 40 will never wake you in the middle of the night and ask, "What are you thinking?" She doesn't care what you think. If a woman over 40 doesn't want to watch the game, she doesn't sit around whining about it. She does something she wants to do, and it's usually more interesting. Women over 40 are dignified. They seldom have a screaming match with you at the opera or in the middle of an expensive restaurant. Of course, if you deserve>it, they won't hesitate to shoot you if they think they can get away with it. Older women are generous with praise, often undeserved. They know what it's like to be unappreciated. Women get psychic as they age. You never have to confess your sins to a woman over 40. Once you get past a wrinkle or two, a woman over 40 is far sexier than her younger counterpart. Older women are forthright and honest. They'll tell you right off if you are a jerk if yo

Just My Thoughts
Yeah so we all have these so called friends that say they are your true friends but when it comes down to you finding someone that you truely love they want to turn their back on you and say to hell with you with friends like that I dont know what to think. Maybe I only have a few that were actually truely friends they seem to be there for me no matter what and for the others well maybe they thought they were friends but they couldnt handle the fact that I have a real life outside of the net.Maybe im being to crucial or even a bit mean but its the way I feel.

Musings Of Becka Boo
I don't get men sometimes. Let's pretend for a moment that I am single and that I am on the prowl for a man... For any reason. Relationship, hookup, lifetime friend, hair stylist, real estate agent, whatever. Nothing would annoy me more than being greeted with a "Hey sexy" or "What's up baby?" from guys that I have never spoken to in my life. Actually, it does annoy me, because it seems to happen to me a great deal. The Internet, real life, whatever. The Internet can actually be worse, because people are less restrained online than they are in real life. The weirder ones try to court me with pictures of their many genital piercings. Most of the time though, it'll proceed with me talking to some guy that seems normal until he wants me to get on cam and "show me your sexy lil' body. You're so beautiful. OMG YOU'RE HOT." Thankfully, I haven't actually been propositioned for cyber sex for a few years. And these aren't guys that are just looking for a little online fun. They are actua

Beautifully Stated:
As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let you down probably will. You will have your heart broken probably more than once and it's harder every time. You'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken. You'll fight with your best friend. You'll blame a new love for things an old one did. You'll cry because time is passing too fast, and you'll eventually lose someone you love. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, and love like you've never been hurt because every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back. Don't be afraid that your life will end, be afraid that it will never begin. (Author Unknown)

My Musings....
ten things that will alwys turn my head: 1. A confident stride and a cute smile to go with that. ;) 2. a sweet lil coffee shop with mmmmm yuuummy aromatic smells comin outta it. 3. Someone who does cartwheels as theyre walkin down the street. lmao 4. A hippie....(cos i like their style..haha) 5. A gorgeous gorgeous porsche.. awww.. I got to ride in one once! I fell in love instantly.. hehe 6. spontaneous person, and a downright easy going manner, not afraid to be themselves! 7. A beautiful piano... and someone who knows how to play it, or strum your guitar... oh ooh play it hunny.. lol 8. Okay ok, you wanna know what really turns my head huh? No really, all of those ARE head turners. ;)- If you look good, but not toooo good.... like youve put alot of time into how you look, then i cant say thats hot, but someone who really doesnt gotta try, just is. What's up with men who are more high maintenance than myself....:( lmao Where's all the rugged men @ who look g

Fall Into My Embrace
Fall Into My Embrace My tongue aches from all the things I want to tell you. My teeth like tired fingers Twisting the truth —so ready to let go For you are a man Who conquers all of me. And lets me exist as I am. So worship my lovesick soul. —and fly with me. I want you to see What I want to say When you look in my eyes. I want to feel you inside me Holding on to the truth —fall into my embrace.

Just Read This.....
I love my TNR family.....I really do....I have never been so into computers untill I met all you cool ass people! I really hate to see all the drama and wierd shit going down. I want TNR and the people in it to never change....and for those of you fighting (and you know who you are) please stop!!! It is so unfair and we are placed in the middle of it. I loke you all and the lounge has my support to the fullest!!! So as my Jamie would say "to lookin like a movie star, partying like a rock star and fuckin like a pornstar" *takes a shot*.....keep on rawkin bitches!!!!

Da Blog
HOW TO TICK PEOPLE OFF Leave the copy machine set to reduce 200%, extra dark, 17 inch paper, 99 copies. In the memo field of all your checks, write "for sexual favors." Specify that your drive-through order is "TO-GO." If you have a glass eye, tap on it occasionally with your pen while talking to others. Stomp on little plastic ketchup packets. Insist on keeping your car windshield wipers running in all weather conditions "to keep them tuned up." Reply to everything someone says with "that's what you think." Practice making fax and modem noises. Highlight irrelevant information in scientific papers and "cc" them to your boss. Make beeping noises when a large person backs up. Finish all your sentences with the words "in accordance with prophesy." Signal that a conversation is over by clamping your hands over your ears and grimacing. Disassemble your pen and "accidentally" flip the ink cartridge across the room. Holler random numbe

Grand Opening
We are going to be putting up Leather on the website. the site will be up and running fully in the next month . Stop by sign up for a free account and get all the latest news on what is going on . hope to see you there

Happenings
Still no internet. This is driving me crazy. I will do my best to get some as soon as possible. I think my sister's fiancee is going crazy everytime I ask to use their computer. I miss you all and don't want anyone to think I am avoiding them or this site. I would log in daily if I could just like I use to. I apologize to everyone for my not being around but it you know me to speak to me you know I am going through some big difficulties right now. I am working on getting internet at home so I can be back on regularly. I miss you all and hope to catch up with you all soon. Take care. After 7 long years the man I was supposed to marry has left me. Our daughter is upset and confused and I am trying my hardest to stay stron for her but I can't hold out much longer. She has already seen me cry too many times in the last 48 hours. This pain is unlike any other I have ever felt as this is the end for good. I can't possibly take him back after all the times he has cheated. And yes, I kno

Just Fun
You have a sexual IQ of 112 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com VEEL HEADLINERS OP PINKPOP 2007 Op 2 groepen na kan het volledige programma van Pinkpop 2007 worden aangekondigd. Een programma dat staat als een huis. Na het grote succes van de vorige editie was de organisatie wel verplicht om goed uit te pakken. Met de eerdere bekendmaking van een heuse stadion-act als MUSE staan veel headliners op het programma en kan de 38ste editie niet meer stuk. In dat rijtje headliners kunnen behalve MUSE ook namen als THE SMASHING PUMPKINS, LINKIN PARK, ARCTIC MONKEYS, SCISSOR SISTERS, EVANESCENSE, KORN, DAVE MATTHEWS BAND, SNOW PATROL, IGGY & THE STOOGES en MARILYN MANSON worden genoemd. Naast de Noorse MARIA MENA doet ook de lading Britse en Amerikaanse popban

Dixie Southern Creations
I am wishing all the fathers out there A Happy Fathers Day. I hope every one had a wonderful day. And was able to spend time with thier Fathers. Come check us out we have opened a new web site for all your southern and biker needs WWW.dixiesoutherncreations.com Come check us out and see what is new at www.dixiesoutherncreations.com

Things That R Goin On
Well,here's the results bck on my test> A BIG NEGIATIVE!!!!! THANK GOD & THANK U ALL FOR UR PRAYERS & THOUGHTS,WITHOUT YA'S I WOULDNT OF MADE IT THRU IT! PEACE & MUCH,MUCH LV TO YA'S! WOOOHOOO I CAN LIVE AGAIN,LOL! Sorry I haven't been on in a while,but some things have been goin on in my life lately,& was taken a break from the pc. I found a lump in one of my breast last wk,been freakin out bout it too,gettn a mammagram done today to find out,so all my freinds pray for me & wish me luck! I'll be bck later to let u all knw how it went! Peace & Lv to all! Subject: Wearing Red on Friday's SEE WHAT IS MEANT BY RED FRIDAY. Last week, while traveling to Chicago on business, I noticed a Marine sergeant traveling with a folded flag, but did not put two and two together. After we boarded our flight, I turned to the sergeant, who'd been invited to sit in First Class (across from me), and inquired if he was heading home. No, he responded. Heading out I asked? N

Neighbors From Hell
I have the neighbors from HELL. I could do a whole standup comedy bit devoted to them. You want to talk about beggers and borrowers (oh wait, they never return anything so that would just make them TAKERS). Over exaggerating, I think not. Example: (this is only one in a slew of examples, more to follow....hehehehe) Let's discuss the onion. Onion, you say. How could there possibly be a story behind an onion? Read on: I have lived at my residence from approx. 2 years now. When I first moved in it was a husband and wife that lived next to me, well low and behold they have 5 kids (the youngest three being in someone else's custody, if you get my drift). Well after living next to them for about 4 months, the kiddos came home. Up until then my home life with the neighbors had been uneventful. Then the TAKING began. Anything from sugar to toilet papter and everything in between. Then came the day on of the kiddos ventured over (on a Monday evening) and asked if they co

Xfoolxish Thoughts
Me: I've been entirely way to hungry lately. Me: that shall stop... Me: tomorrow. Matt: yes, i have a trick to help with that Matt: imagine two really old people having sex covered in mayonaise Me: ok that's just wrong Matt: hungry?

For Amawitch
On Joy and Sorrow Kahlil Gibran Your joy is your sorrow unmasked. And the selfsame well from which your laughter rises was oftentimes filled with your tears. And how else can it be? The deeper that sorrow carves into your being, the more joy you can contain. Is not the cup that holds your wine the very cup that was burned in the potter's oven? And is not the lute that soothes your spirit, the very wood that was hollowed with knives? When you are joyous, look deep into your heart and you shall find it is only that which has given you sorrow that is giving you joy. When you are sorrowful look again in your heart, and you shall see that in truth you are weeping for that which has been your delight. Some of you say, "Joy is greater thar sorrow," and others say, "Nay, sorrow is the greater." But I say unto you, they are inseparable. Together they come, and when one sits, alone with you at your board, remember that the other is asleep upon your bed. Verily you are suspended like scales

Alive And.......well?
Satan is alive and well today byway of congress. Millions of people will starve today while we build bombers. To build another bridge to burn in the name of progress. Culture pacifies the puritans up until they swarm us. Sophisticated algorhythms and automated gifts, 5 we occupy each applicant despite a x-mas wish. The hex we willfully submit, the rest of each other even our own brothers or mother to even invole color is sin above all other. I shudder and start to ponder.Besides the united snakes of A, ignorance is the biggest monster, 10 alive and well today. To hell with all the ney sayers, vague saviors that sucumb to sirens call. You know us as the pave layers, audio slave makers, 15

First In Many(i Hope)
Ok, so the world is warming up. I could enjoy that if it just means warmer weather when you get tired of the cold. But does the weather really have to choose now to start acting so wierd? I mean, it's not even spring yet. This all hit me the other day when I was driving my bike peacefully on a back country road, enjoying the cold crisp air, and just thinking that it was nice to be able to do that in February, when all of a sudden I saw a horrible, devastating, vision before me. BUGS! That's right. The bugs have hatched and are comitting suicide on the windows of cars, trucks, and teeth of motorcycle drivers. So what?you would ask? you who are sitting serenly(spelling?) on your computer chair, stareing into the monitor and maybe watching the snow pile up outside. And your right of course. So what. Well when summer comes around and you go out to stretch yourselves on the lawn chair with your lynchburg lemonade. Just remember that the bugs started to propagate a lot earlier this

It'd Be Nice....
wouldnt it be nice /if my nights weren't the lunatic type ? cause im a brainiac hype /that tends to rock the mic right i'm aggitated after almost a million civillian casualties, whos families never learn the nature of these tragidies superior testamony once sacred exposed phony, all the while the media still condones cloning. just to name a few of the atrocities, in this land of hipocrisy,the land of who you thought was free. the home of the brave and one hell of enraged emcee, that aint afraid to empty a gauge at the police or any approaching infantry that wants beef delibrately. a desire for devine bigotry/ the kind i kill instantly willingly anytime i stalk sudden and skillfully on a surprise killing spree/untill the radio fans feel me/ no i mean feel me, /

Aero-soul
while ive gotten used to what you so willingly induce, the truth is the agony produced will eventually evolve, and then fury will speak for me until agony resolved. and so the law keeps draggin me in front of those judging me as is, its just his justice hall. the deputy wont stop bludgeoning my crumbling mental walls, all the while im mumbling and justice for all. soon after the ashes of babylon fall, ill be there bombing, freedom of speech through aerosol,compiling the truths together for any and all evolved Yes yall............

Blow Job Revenge......
A woman and her boyfriend are out having a few drinks. While they're sitting there having a good time together, she starts talking about this really great new drink. The more she talks about it, the more excited she gets, and starts trying to talk her boyfriend into having one. After a while he gives in and lets her order the drink for him. The bartender brings the drink and puts the following items on the bar: A salt shaker, a shot of Baileys, and a shot of lime juice. The boyfriend looks at the items quizzically and the woman explains. "First you put a bit of the salt on your tongue, next you drink the shot of Baileys and hold it in your mouth, and finally you drink the lime juice." So, the boyfriend, trying to go along and please her, goes for it. He puts the salt on his tongue... salty but OK. He drinks the shot of Baileys... smooth, rich, cool, very pleasant. He thinks... this is OK. Finally he picks up the lime juice and drinks it. In one second the sha

Wishful Thinking...
WOULDN'T IT BE GREAT TO TURN ON THE TV AND HEAR ANY U.S. PRESIDENT, DEMOCRAT OR REPUBLICAN GIVE THE FOLLOWING SPEECH? My Fellow Americans: As you all know, the defeat of Iraq regime has been completed. Since congress does not want to spend any more money on this war, our mission in Iraq is complete. This morning I gave the order for a complete removal of all American forces from Iraq. This action will be complete within 30 days. It is now time to begin the reckoning. Before me, I have two lists. One list contains the names of countries which have stood by our side during the Iraq conflict. This list is short. The United Kingdom, Spain , Bulgaria, Australia, and Poland are some of the countries listed there. The other list contains everyone not on the first list. Most of the world's nations are on that list. My press secretary will be distributing copies of both lists later this evening. Let me start by saying that effective immediately, foreign aid to tho

Custody
fuck bein in custody if i ever had the chance to put a bullet in the cops that busted me trust and believe id rush the slug urgently to the face of any peace officer guilty of dog murdering the justice of the peace is one of my main beefs the doctrine in which he speaks is shallow and full of leaks but he governs the laws in the state that i sleep i suffer from lack of peace and insufficient eats the ever present thiefs thieving what i thinks

Daily Demons
i fight with my demons daily, they have a tendancy to make me, a little different, a little brilliant, alittle crazy. im none in a million so statistics cant claim me. the same goes for those attempting to chain me to the bottom of the bottom hoping the world could just forgotte'm derainged and in a liqour induced rage i keep bangin on my cage untill they administer cannibinol directly to my brains slave the over fiend incharge of deconstructing the human being for bein reluctant to see. Feeling.

Secrets
secrets are often scoffed at belief is only brought by way of grief it often costs that the richer the wicked onset delivers delibrate longset debts disfigured the concousness of any and all sponsorships brought to you by new world conglomerates bushes newest partnerships get ready cause im sparkin it you wanna trip embark on it your hands are wet mine spark this shit where one remembers none forget from the now till my high noon sun sets i will be forever etheral and die for all my debts collectional. correct or not vets are soon forgot but dont forget cause on this spot my stained cement I lay and rot.

Malin
Malin, as i think of your grin and my world starts to spin, the wholeness of peace once discerned from sin. the tone that you keep soothes angels that weep. the one as the all before we all equal none. the rise and the fall before its even begun commune with love and become immune to grief that smile breaks your lips as i gather my peace if we can all gather good as i rather you would once we become one what was pain is now numb what was once numb now knows touch as a cycles begun teach peace through our touch, and reach out to everyone. with no pain or grief soon suffering's deceased let it disolve incomplete to evolve into peace we learn the most as we sleep practical peace within reach to some its a voice to all its a choice to me it was an angel disguised as a grin a wonderful gift a women, malin.

Questions!!
I neva really post blogs but I gotta get this off my mind..Men always be sayin that women are bitchs n ect c0s some chics out there keep der kids away from there kids and then u gotz some chic who dawg on there baby daddies c0s they aint around or there out there fukin up..I posted pics of my babys daddie and got bombed wit askin me why im always postin pics of him..n imma say this..c0s imma real bitch n imma ride or die chic n thats for life..n0 matter if we aint together or not dont mean imma stop being hes ride or die chic cos noone knows wha me n him been tho...we've been th0 hell n bak together n still have stay'd strong beside each other...we dont have to be together to stay real..Ive met alot of ppl on here whos real n whos down ...Yes im ghetto thats me in im real bout me n wh0 i am ...its sad when i have to g0 in my pics n post that we aint together c0s i got bombed s0 bad and i dont kno how many ppl will feel me on dis..but damn cant parents be friends any more...and wh0 eva

The Love A Life Can Show (poem)
THE RED JUMPSUIT APPARATUS LYRICS "Your Guardian Angel" When I see your smile Tears run down my face I can't replace And now that I'm strong I have figured out How this world turns cold and it breaks through my soul And I know I'll find deep inside me I can be the one I will never let you fall I'll stand up with you forever I'll be there for you through it all Even if saving you sends me to heaven It's okay. It's okay. It's okay. Seasons are changing And waves are crashing And stars are falling all for us Days grow longer and nights grow shorter I can show you I'll be the one I will never let you fall (let you fall) I'll stand up with you forever I'll be there for you through it all (through it all) Even if saving you sends me to heaven Cuz you're my, you're my, my, my true love, my whole heart Please don't throw that away Cuz I'm here for you Please don't walk away and Please tell me you'll stay, stay Use me as you will Pull my strings just fo

When Everything Comes Crashing Down This Is All That Is Left.
Got a big plan, his mind's set, maybe it's right At the right place and right time, maybe tonight In a whisper or handshake sending a sign Wanna make out and kiss hard, wait never mind Late night, in passing, mention it flip to her Best friend, it's no thing, maybe it slipped but the slip turns to terror and a crush to like when she walked in he froze up, leave it to fright It's cute in a way, till you cannot speak And you leave to have a cigarette, knees get weak escape was just a nod and a casual wave Obsess about it, heavy for the next two days It's only just a crush, it'll go away It's just like all the others it'll go away Or maybe this is danger and you just don't know You pray it all away but it continues to grow I want to hold you close Skin pressed against me tight Lie still, and close your eyes girl So lovely, it feels so right I want to hold you close Soft breath, beating heart As I whisper in your ear I want to fucking tear you apart Then

Adult
His eyes flutter open. Blinking against the morning light he shifts down into the bed, pressing his arm and leg a little more firmly against you.Taking a few moments to gain his wits and allow his brain to begin to function again, he turns over and carefully drapes an arm over your back as he takes in the sight of you.Laying mostly on your side/belly, an arm cast over the edge of the bed, your soft deep breathing is rhythmic in his ears. Gently his hand moves along your back, touching your skin and caressing you.He gives a tender kiss to your shoulder as he sighs and slides out of bed. Moving slowly so as not to wake you, he moves off to the bathroom intent on a shower. Whispering softly he says "I'll be right back love to wake you up."He strides quietly into the bedroom, wrapped in a towel about the waist. Running the fingers of one hand through his hair he looks at you and smiles. The morning sunlight catches the stray beads of water on his shoulders and back, causing them to gleam b

Acceptence
IS IT FOR THE GLORY, MY ANSWER IS NO....... I SERVE FOR MY COMMUNITY TO HELP THE OTHERS THAT CANT HELP THEMSELVES IN TIME OF NEED WHETHER THEIR HOUSE IS BURNING THEIR CAR IS CRASHED A SEARCH FOR THEM IN THE MIDDLE OF THE NIGHT BATTLING THE BIGGEST OF BRUSHFIRES OR TENDING TO THE CHILD THAT FELL OFF THE SWING THATS WHAT IM HERE FOR IS IT A SACRIFICE I MAKE, THE ANSWER AGAIN IS NO. ITS THE SACRIFICE MY FAMILY MAKES WONDERING WHEN ILL BE HOME WONDERING IF IM OK SO PEOPLE THINK ABOUT IT DO YOU REALLY REALIZE WHAT YOUR LOCAL FIREFIGHTERS GO THROUGH DO YOU JUST THANK THEM WHEN ITS YOUR TIME IN NEED WHEN YOU SEE THEM ON THE STREETS SHAKE THEIR HANDS GO TO THEIR FIREHOUSE THANK THEM FOR THEIR SERVICE FOR "YOUR" COMMUNITY you know, it seems like when accept someone and rate them or fan them they never rate you or fan you back this sucks ppl

Baby's
What a Idiot!!! HERE IS SOMETHING TO SEE WHO ARE TRUE N WHO ARE JUST WANTING POINTS 1. ARE YOU ON MY FRIENDS LIST? 2.DO WE TALK ON CHERRY TAP? 3.DO WE TALK OUTSIDE OF CHERRYTAP? 4.WOULD YOU GIVE ME YOUR LAST DOLLAR IF U KNEW IT WOULD HELP ME? 5.IF I WAS SAD WOULD YOU CHEER ME UP? 6.DO YOU VISIT MY PROFILE JUST TO SEE WHATS NEW? 7.DO YOU LOVE MY PERSONALITY? 8.WOULD YOU EVER MEET ME IN PERSON IF YOU HAD THE CHANNCE? 9.WOULD YOU WANT ME AS A FRIEND OR A FRIEND WITH BENIFITS? 10. ARE YOU GOING TO REPOST THIS TO SEE WHO YOUR TRUE FRIENDS ARE? OBJECT IS MESSAGE WITH THE ANSWERS TOO SEE WHO PAYS ATTENTION

Playing The Angel
As you may have read in my last blog, this was a very trying, traumatic and sad week that I had to endure. Two people, one of them a little girl, died in front of me during an accident earlier this week. Truly it was a horrific event, one that has played itself over and over again in my mind, and I had been depressed for the past several days. Well, I went to see the two survivors in the hospital, not knowing how I would be received or how they would be. The mother, who was driving at the time of the accident, was still in a state of shock from losing her niece and youngest daughter. The other daughter, when I was tending to her on Tuesday, could not feel her legs. She was brought in for emergency surgery and I learned that she should make a full recovery with complete use of her legs, so I breathed a sigh of relief that something actually went right on Tuesday. When I saw them, the mother was officially discharged and visiting the daughter. I swear my heart was in my throa

Colors
You scored as Red. Just like Red, you fit most catergories. Red can be used to describe danger, and danger is what you are all about. You possibly tend not to follow the rules, are not afraid of most things and know exactly what you want. Red can also be described as the colour of 'love' and this is your weakness. You are an absolute sucker for romance and your usual stubborn shell falls when in the presense of someone you like. You are passionate, beautiful and alluring to the eye.Red89%Yellow83%Orange83%Green72%Purple72%Blue72%White61%Pink50%Black39%Which Colour Represents You???created with QuizFarm.com

Vibe Exp.
GangstaRock Bizznotchezz..can u digg it ^-^ said: these niggas got problems.dont think there is a head doctor out thee that could solve em. and i dont care if i was ballin.get outta line wit me and the paremedics are callin.you know shit about us.we'll flip a fuckin bust and its straight to fists and cuffs.stage you with an upper cut.we aint playin.we fukkin nuts.so gangin all up on us will leave ya'll niggas in the dust.haha i got rhymes for you to ...thats pretty neat eh -Each1 Teach1-BrassKnucklePoet said: ashes to ashes and dust to dust, im smashin lookin in my rearview at the butts of sluts, how they gon look at me nuts?..hittem with a biiiiatch whuddup? im gon follow it up, till they cant swallow enough, put some jizzm on the belly if they keep hollerin stuff.... GangstaRock Bizznotchezz..can u digg it ^-^ said: got this gat on my waist and this look up on my eye-these demons are along for the ride-i get high.then im fine.no i aint.shit im lyin.i got this fight goin

Three Days Off And Nothing To Do
Well its hump day again and am all alone and I have to work tonight :( what should a man do but make the best of it and wish all his friends a Happy ump Day :) Stay Warm every one and if you can do that fine some one to help!!! I have three days off and nothing to do but clean and wait for the big snow strom to come! Wait I take that back Thurday Night Is Beer Night!! Every one in the Mankato area go down to Mum's bar for beer night! What would u do with 3 days off? Let me know because I have no clue!

Hello
I hadn't posted in here in a while so here I am again. Just killing time and wasting away the beautiful day by being online. Have a great Thursday! :) Well another Hump Day is here and nothing has changed in a week...the planet still spins, the sun still rises in the east, gravity keeps us all from flying off into space So go out and enjoy today as if there's no tomorrow because if you don't, it will be just as boring as the past week has been! Hello and welcome to my blog I would like to thank my new friends for adding me and invite all my future friends to say hello

Michael
hello to everyone that is enjoying life . i think we are here for a reason. to make new friends .love are familys and live like it was are last the world is going crazy. live 1 day at a time always have god in your heart.. and a angel on your shoulder.... god bless

Hey, I've Been Out That Way
New towns keep springing up, but I like to think I've been everywhere in Texas. I've been to Abilene, Addison, Alamo, Alamo Heights, Aldine, Alice, Allen, Alvin, Amarillo, Anderson Mill, Andrews, Angleton, Aransas Pass, Arlington, Atascocita, Athens, Austin, Azle, Bacliff, Balch Springs, Bay City, Baytown, Beaumont, Bedford, Beeville, Bellaire, Bellmead, Belton, Benbrook, Big Spring, Boerne, Bonham, Borger, Brenham, Bridge City, Brownfield, Brownsville, Brownwood, Brushy Creek, Bryan, Burkburnett, Burleson, Canyon, Canyon Lake, Carrollton, Carthage, Cedar Hill, Cedar Park, Channelview, Childress, Cinco Ranch, Celburn, Cleveland, Cloverleaf, Clute, College Station, Collyville, Commerce, Conroe, Converse, Coppell, Copperas Cove, Corinth, Corpus Christi, Corsicana, Crockett, Crowley, Crystal City, Cuero, Dalhart, Dallas, Desoto, Deer Park, Del Rio, Denison, Denton, Dickinson, Donna, Dumas, Duncanville, Eagle Mountain, Eagle Pass, Edinburg, Edison Road, El Campo, El Paso, Ennis, Euless, Fa

Me
I've dated some outstanding looking girls. From models to jocks. From blondes to brunettes, and to be honest with you, I think I really found love in ONE of them. I won't uncover who exactly it was, but I really think she was a keeper. I know I've told other girls I loved them and at the time, I really did. I never told a girl "I loved her" cause thats what she wanted to hear or to get some ass. If I said it, I meant it. But I believe that the girl I refered to earlier wasn't the ONE for me, although she is a great girl who deserves a very worthy man. As for me, I honestly don't know whats in store for me. But as I commented before, I've dated alot of beautiful girls (and intend on dating a couple more) but seem to believe that none of them were the one I would spend the rest of my life with. So where do I go from here. As hard as it is for me, I'm gonna try to blind myself from all the girls out there and work on improving my future. You know, school, car, job, a

Country Girls
How I see a woman's brain, and how others see a woman's brain might be completely different. But I believe with the change of time, women have become more independent. Although in this attempt to become independent women, many sacum to just being a whore or a prude. Why.....I have yet to understand. I believe women act differently based on where there brought up. Girls from the south seem to have a better grasp of how to treat a man, then do northern girls. I could be wrong, but this is just what I see. Don't even get me started on west coast girls, cause I have no clue. But to recap on girls from the south, I think it might even be country girls in all. They seem to have a sense of commitment to there men that I often don't see from other girls. Maybe a country girl is "where it's at". Then again maybe not. Are they all the same no matter where they're from? I don't know. Yee Haw Biatch!

M.i.l.f.
M.I.L.F? I heard a saying, "The older the berry, the sweeter the juice, the darker the skin, the deeper the roots". I really don't know how much the second part really relates to me, but I'm often contimplating the first part. The younger the girl, the more shit she deals with. Rather it be school, other guys, her family or whatever. But I love how majority of the older women, often don't bother with the small stuff. Don't get me wrong, there is always something to bitch over, but why sweat the small stuff? I never really dated an older girl, but my friends tell me that it sure does have it's benifits. But then I wonder, how old is too old? Is there such a thing, or is just a number? Whatever the case may be, this ladies a dime....an older dime. So koo koo kachu Mrs. Robinson, keep the light on for me.

About Me
hey everyone im having interenet problems this morning it took me an hour to connect so i just wanted to let everyone know if i disapear i will miss you all and will be back on as soon as i can... if you need to get in touch with me my cell number is 423-310-6090 pls only call after 9:00 pm est time or if you have cingular you can call anytime... i also still have my verizon phone for a short period cause its prepaid. so if you have verizon you can reach me there for a short time at 423-716-4173.. pls keep your fingers crossed lol i dont wanna leave lol.... hope to talk to you all soon hugs embyr

Kids
I don't understand the youth today. Some say that the problem with todays kids is that there is to much influence of tv and games on young impressionable minds. Personally I find it to be alittle more in depth then that. I don't think it's fare to kids now a days. It's like they can't be just kids. They try to be so grown up, not realising there never gonna be kids again. It's pretty sorry if you ask me. "Your young, go jump in a pile of leaves, go see a movie with your friends, watch cartoons, play with playdough, run around in the rain just cause, BE A KID!" You get one chance to be a kid and then it's over. Most people find a point in there life when they want that sense of being a kid back in there lives. But the reality is, it's gone, and you can't get it back. Let's be honest it's fun to go drink and act a fool, it's great to find a person you think is beautiful and F*$# the living S%(* out of them, but theres gonna be lots of time to do that, for now just enjoy your yo

Angry
Meine Angst Fängt Mich Ein, der darauf Wartet. ..... Ich habe eine Prüfung, größtenteils jeder hat versagt gemacht am besten auszuschließen. Eine Angst damit offensichtlich noch unbewusst. Um ihn noch einmal, Gesicht zu sehen, um gegenüberzustehen, wäre ein Ende. Meine Vergangenheit Glüht Rot Und Gelb Wieder. ..... Ein Ende zu einem Albtraum, ein Ungeheuer innerhalb dass ich couldn`t Bär. Ich bin in meinem Gemüt wandernd verlassen, sich wundernd, wo die nächste Drehung mich nehmen wird. Erschrocken von was kommen dürfte, besorgt, zu wissen, was es ist. -------------------------------------------------Translation ------------------------------------------------- My Fear Traps Me Waiting For It...... I made a test, mostly everyone failed except the best. A fear so obvious yet oblivious. To see him once again, face to face, would be an end. My Past Is Glowing Red And Yellow Again...... An end to a nightmare, a monster inside that I couldn`t bear. I am left i

Time To Blog
How can it be that you are having a perfectly good day and then all it takes is one person to shoot it all to hell? I am so tired of women!! They whine and moan over the most trivial things. The competition factor is unreal..."You have a new friend", "I'm not your best friend", "You're closer to her than me"...waah, waah, waah!! Won't even go into detail about the back-stabbing and two-faced BS!! The majority of my friends are men and this is the exact reason why! You don't see men pulling that crap! They accept their friends as they are, welcome new friends into the fold, have your back when needed. Doesn't that seem so much more the way a friendship should be? I cannot believe I have yet to post a blog on CT considering I am the queen of blogging on MySpace! My first one here should be a sweet one so you could see that side of me but I am in the mood to rant!! I am not a bad person by nature, probably too darn nice for my own good most of the time! However, I am feeling the need

Musing On Life
I don't seem to be worth all that much. My schooling has not been consistent(I finished it just wasn't a clear cut path to my degree), I have not blazed a clear path towards a career since graduating and my resume looks like I threw darts at a list... blindfolded. The result is I am not making enough to support my family. I am trying to find another job, my resume is on Monster and a friend is looking for me as well. I have applied for every teaching job that comes my way and I have my resume out there for four different jobs in the field I am working in right now. No hits, nothing. I'm not sure what else I can do. I am working every minute of overtime my boss will allow and I still can't support my family. My wife is wonderful, she has been looking for jobs right now since the salon she was working at couldn't even afford to pay her less than we were paying the babysitter. She is pregnant right now so the going is rough but she is still trying. However I really don't expec

My Last Blog
All you cherry tappers in the Muscle Shoals area are invited to Tourway Inn tonight in Florence. We are having Grand Ole Opry Impersonators and I am doing Tanya Tucker. Well...10 years of being cancer free.....and my Dr. told me today that it has come back. I don't know how to deal with it again. I've been sick for a long time now....and..well...if I don't see much of you guys on here it's because I am trying to deal with this. I don't know how to tell my daughter or my family. Send up lots of prayers for me...cause I need them. Love you all, Carol....Mischief Hey everybody withing hearing range...lets all go to Stagger Lees tomorrow night in Muscle Shoals and party.

A Single Moment In Time
a single moment in time He picked her up and carried her across the snow ridden steps onto the porch of the old cabin, nestled among tall pine trees and barren poplars. He smiled at her incessantly, with his heart pounding inside him, anxiously visioning his next few hours with her. She held onto his neck, knowing that the coming moments that were to be shared with him, were those only found in her dreams. She reached out her hand and opened the old screeching screen door, and with a burst of the wind it slammed into the side of the cabin. Both of them taken back, they laughed and continued through the antique window framed door that protected the contents of inside. It was a quaint old place, one that you could vision a family sharing many moments during the winter months together, watching the fire, playing games, and the laughter of the children that grew up there. It was a home at one point in history, now it is his escape from society. You could faintly smell the arom

My Whatever...
You have a sexual IQ of 142 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Have You Ever
Ok so I found the man that I know that I am suppose to be with but there is one problem, he is married. I don't know what to do. I know that he loves me and I love him but seeing as how he is married that is really tough on this. He is an amazing man. I love everything about him. I don't know what to do. Everyone please comment me and tell me what they think i should do. But the whole story is that he is married has been for about 5 years. The only reason he is still married is because they have kids together. He isn't happy with her but he is happy with the kids. He says that he just doesn't want to leave the kids. Which is understandable. But He doesnt' love her and he loves me. He tells me all the time that he wishes things were different. And that one day he thinks that he will leave her. He says that he is happy with me and that he loves me but I don't know what to do. please help me.....I am so confused. I don't know if I should let go or stay..... I look up as a tear rolls slow

The Rain
THE RAIN We are walking in the woods one night with the stars shinning bright and a full yellow glowing moon out. When all the sudden it starts to get a litle windy and clouds appear out of nowhere, then it starts to rain and thunder followed by lighting and the cold breeze comes up.so we look for shelter and we see a huge set of trees with interlocking branches, so we run for the covers of the tree while its pouring rain on us. and as we enter the clearing of the trees, inside that it is still dry and the most lushes green grass that is soft and cushey...and as u turn to say something to me about the luck we are haveing u noticed me standing there in my white tee-shirt and tight jeans that are soaked though and your words are cut off by the site u see with my hard nipples and breast showing though the white tee-shirt and as u look i noticed u looking at me and give u a smile that says go for it, so u walk over and say i love you and before i can say anything u start

Gonna Have A Great Summer
My honey is coming home again.For another 3 month visit from june 11,2007 til sept 10,2007. I'm so excited for him coming.he was here last summer too for 3 months.We sure did have alot of fun and we will this time...woooohoooo

An Image Of You
An Image Of You I whisper I love you as I lie in my bed Wishing you were here next to me instead Pretending you're here to keep me safe Into my dreams I gladly escape An image of you soon becomes clear The warmth of your body, as I feel you near Into your eyes I gaze Slipping into a dreamlike haze Soon I feel my heartbeat race Imagining your gentle and sweet embrace I hear you whisper your love for me Feeling your kisses both soft and deep Into your arms I begin to melt Each trace of your fingers upon me is felt Lovingly your hands roam along my thighs Drowning in pleasure I gasp and sigh The room is spinning and starts to sway Lost in the moment, I'm swept away Passionate kisses getting much stronger Willing this dream to continue on longer My skin feels hot, my breath gets quicker Chest rising and falling, as my body quivers Sensations go through me as I feel your touch Wanting this moment to be real so much I awaken and tur

Until The Night
Until the night Milky white shoulders, Ebon’s Embrace, Velvet soft kisses, Moonlight on your face, Nibbles and caresses, Like crimson and lace, Love’s heartbeat evoking, Another time… another place, Feeling your heat, You search and you please, I moan and I cry… As you passionately tease, Mold me and shape me, Take me this night, Desire engulfs me, As my soul takes flight, I’ll keep your love with me, I’ll cradle your heart, As the sun whispers your name, We’re never far apart…

My Poetry And Observations
Call To Love Give to me your smile, and I will lock it away in my heart forever Give to me your eyes of innocence, and I will look back to you with strength Give to me your hand, and I will close your eyes with the touch of my passion Give to me your nightmares, and I will put them to rest, forever Give to me your fear of the unknown, and I will make it known to you Give to me your heart, so that I may leave it pounding in your chest for days after I am gone Give to me your faith, for with it I can do the impossible Give to me your lips, for with them I will take you to another world Give to me the one chance to know you, and I will give to you the reality of the truest love of all… Our Own... by Jskins Say Goodnight Say goodnight my friend This loneliness is about to end One more for the road and then Goodnight, Goodnight You gave up on your life Broken Glass, cuts like a knife Forever more I will adore Goodnight, Goo

Loving Someone
He is the one I love, he is the one I want. He said he loved me, I said I love him. But in the end everything he said to me was a lie. Then, I said Fuck You. And said I was gonna forget him. But I lied too. Cause I still cry for him at night while everyone else is sleeping. Tears come rolling down my cheeks. I can't help but to still love him. And everyday I love him even more.

Porn Name?
Violator - Your Mom's better Sweet~N~Fuzzy- I'm THAT good :P Dan- shoulda jacked off JOHN- that was fun CHRISTINE- Is that it? NIC - "Who are you?" BRENT - I'll get towels... LINDSEY - that was quick KIMMY- "Get off me" Jay- "You Want Money?" Emmett - "YOUR A WHAT?!?!?" Aaron - I gotta go Nick- High five douchebag Chris - Wanna go again:P Laura-My sextoy's better MIKE-"Wow,that's great!" Sweet GA Peach~ "I've had better" CherryTap Superman - "Big isnt it" *Sunshine* - "Pay me now" Johnnymo- dont touch me Maxx-Tazz"where's the rest?" More Fun Quizzes at QuizPox.com

Fool Us Twice? From Iraq To Iran
This time the Bush gang wants war with Iran . Following a carefully orchestrated strategy, they have ratcheted up the "threat" from Iran , designed to mislead us into a new war four years after they misled us into Iraq . Like its insistence that Iraq had WMD, the Bush administration has been hyping claims that Iran seeks nuclear weapons. The International Atomic Energy Agency (IAEA), however, has found no evidence that Iran is building nuclear weapons. IAEA chief Mohamed ElBaradei says there is plenty of time for negotiation with Iran . Bush has sent two battle carrier groups, replete with nukes, to the Persian Gulf and a third is reportedly preparing to follow. In support of Bush's case that Iran poses a danger to the U.S. , three unnamed American officials ceremoniously trotted out metal parts found in Iraq and claimed Iran supplied them to kill our soldiers in Iraq . This "evidence" - or "packaging," as the Associated Press calls it - doesn't pass the straight face test wit

Funny Jokes
Dear Alcohol, First & foremost, let me tell you that I'm a huge fan of yours. As my friend, you always seem to be there when needed. The perfect post-work cocktail, a beer at the game, and you're even around at the holidays, hidden inside chocolates, as you warm us when we're stuck in the midst of endless family gatherings. However, lately I've been wondering about your intentions. While I want to believe that you have my best interests atheart, I feel that your influence has led to some unwise consequences: 1. Phone calls: While I agree with you that communication is important, I question the suggestion that any conversation of substance or necessity takes place after 2 a.m. 2. Eating: Now, you know I love a good meal, but why do you suggest that I eat a taco with fire sauce, along with a big Italian meatball and some stale bbq chips (washed down with WINE & topped off with a Kit Kat after a few cheese curls & chili cheese fries)? I'm an eclectic eater, but I think you went t

Burning Relations
It's 2AM I like both of them though they only go by one name A single voice Offers the choice Will it be your place or mine? Of course Either is fine And if you drive Divine Cuz I ain't Steering tonight I wake in my bed With an ache In my head I can tell something Ain't right She musta mixed Gasoline With her Astroglide And I went along For the ride Now there's a fire Not brought on By desire I reckon it's Something I caught I am all shaking Not from Fear But from itching I think my Wood has termites I would be fine Except that My vine Is all Purple And bumpy After much thought I will change His name Now I will Call Buford Ol’ Mumpy Of course I’ll find a Cure Then something Demure And act all in love Just right quick You can cook You can clean You can do Anything You win a man’s Heart Through his dick

When Fire Is Anger!
I had a dream, which was not all a dream. The bright sun was extinguish'd, and the stars Did wander darkling in the eternal space, Rayless, and pathless, and the icy earth Swung blind and blackening in the moonless air; Morn came, and went and came, and brought no day, And men forgot their passions in the dread Of this desolation; and all hearts Were chill'd into a selfish prayer for light: And they did live by watchfires - and the thrones, The palaces of crowned kings, the huts, The habitations of all things which dwell, Were burnt for beacons; cities were consumed, And men were gathered round their blazing homes To look once more into each other's face; Happy were those who dwelt within the eye Of the volcanos, and their mountain-torch: A fearful hope was all the world contain'd; Forest were set on fire but hour by hour They fell and faded and the crackling trunks Extinguish'd with a crash and all was black. The brows of men by the despairing

Ladies Turn!
Gender Can Never Be Made An Issue Again Current mood: frustrated Category: News and Politics Let's start this off by saying I am neither a Democrat nor a Republican. I refuse to let others think for me. I think I do that well/bad enough on my own. It looks to me like we are about to elect the first female president. This tells me a few things. 1. The gender gap is finally closed. 2. We as a species might be comming to an Estrogen & Testosterone balance. (Look out Jewish & Catholic religions.) 3. Last but most certaintly not least (Fingers Crossed) the likely hood of less adultery and even war if this trend spreads across the globe. The way I see it it's been a long time comming. I must say this though; I dislike Hillary Clinton. Had she had Bill's dick in her mouth that whole Monica thing would have never been an issue. That doesn't take the blame off of him though (Again Balance). He should have kept his dick in his pants. This leads me to my point. The male

Abuse
Yes I was an a abusive relationship but I have dealt with it and have rose above what he tried to do to me I am healed yet I am of course scarred but I am stronger than I have ever been and I wont ever let ANYONE EVER treat me even one iota wrong again I am BEAUTIFUL. I am a good person. And I can kick your muther fng butt if anyone messes with me again lol I just want women and men out there to know if you are being abused..get help..and ..get OUT YOU can do it. And there is a better good life just waiting for you so please see the signs and leave before it is too late. Before it escalates to physical abuse. IF ANYONE talks to you direspectfully..calls you names (not in a joking way) if anyone disrepects your wishes and boundaries they are abusing your rights as a person.. If you feel uncomfortable and violated trust your instincts..even if noone sees it or believes it.. YOU are in charge of YOU and thus need to be your own best bodyguard. so take care of YOU luv Simmer I ju

Fakes
http://www.cherrytap.com/user/487901 this girls real name is holly she is from the UK she stopped posting pics around 7mths ago and by the looks of things has taken a e-break if you google the name you will see links to old vids pics and more of the real girl and the guys/girls that fake her http://www.fakersbusted.com/database/females/ref00242.html the fakersbusted listing http://www.fakersbusted.com/members/forums/index.php?topic=14006.0 and the thread to prove it you may have to join to view the thread but it cost nothing any fakes or suspect pics send em my way ill check them out and post here

Surgery
Hi everyone, well had surgery on the 13th of Feb ...They had to go in and try to fix the damaged nerve in my left elbow so they tore out some tissue in between the two bones cause they couldn't get the two bones to stop rubbing on the damaged nerve so they thought they'd make room with taking out the tissue in there to see if it would help.. Because they couldn't get the nerve to extend any to take it out from in between the two bones... Well went and got the stitches out last week they said it looks good but my elbow part is still numb not sure if its supose to be like that or not he said he'll see me in another month to see if the healing is still going good or not... But still in some pain and wondering if its supose to be like this but i can't seeh im untill next month now... So might get ahold of my family dr and go see him and see what he says he's a good dr and will see me and give me good advice i've been with him since 99 ... Anyways thought i'd give everyone a update as why i

Let It Go!
O my WISE ONE, whose power and might is stronger than anything I might ever face. I know that YOU are watching me in every step I take, leading me toward the abundant life YOU have planned for me. Today, as ever day, I am faced with decisions. I must chose. Will I respond negatively or positively to the ideas YOU will bring my way? Will I align myself with loneliness or brighten someone's day? Will I look anxiously toward tomorrow with fear, or will I place my life in YOUR care and face my future with hope? CREATOR, I am so grateful for the gift of choice. I have the ability to choose. And with YOUR help and guidance, I can choose happiness, I can choose joy, I can choose love, I can choose life. And so I praise YOU and thank YOU through whose mercy and grace my life is full. Because of YOU I can live and love abundantly. I THANK YOU...... LIFE ISN'T ABOUT WAITING FOR THE STORM TO PASS... IT'S ABOUT LEARNING TO DANCE IN THE RAIN. TO

Little Known Secrets...
Reefer Madness I had taken to wholesaling sinsemilla for a couple of Mexican-American smuggler friends of mine. They were also law students. I had started moving weight in law school to supplement my income, and eventually started moving some of the weight to the East Coast, which tended to net a very good profit margin. My smuggler chums and I were pretty tight, and I believe it had something to do with the fact that I had sort of a Cheech Marin moustache at the time. I kept them amused with my sense of humor as well as the editor of this "underground"(meaning we said ‘fuck’ in print) humor/satire rag called Rat Sass. It also probably didn't hurt that they trusted me enough not to rat them out, or "eat the cheese", as we termed it, if I got popped. And I wouldn't have either. It was kind of an "honor among thieves" sort of thing, although we weren't thieves in any sense of the word. We were simply "wholesalers of illicit commodities". Granted, it didn't look that hot on a

So I Need You !!!
So my world is empty, so my life is less complete, so my nights seem so much longer, so only strangers do I meet, so the days don't seem so bright, so nothing feels right, so the rain don't fall, so what you never call, so the snow don't lay, so we have nothing to say, so the river don't flow, so you I just don't know so the birds don't sing, so my life is lost and cold, so my world is dark grey, so what if I love you, so it does not mean a thing, SO I NEED YOU !!! 3 Doors Down - So I Need YouMusic Code provided by Song2Play.Com

No One Has Touched Me Like You
What did I do today Well, I can't remember now I'm just tryin' to survive The best way I know how My heart just keeps on wanting The one who doesn't want me now So what if I go crazy Goin' there keeps me alive Livin' makes it clear I'm just stuck right here Tryin' to survive A grain of regret Can weigh like a stone down inside of you And doubt is an anchor Fear is the rope that you're tied to Let It Go Let It Go Let It Go Join the dancin' in the streets Let It Go As the music sets you free Yeah, Let It Go Feel the rhythm of release down in your soul Let It Go Let It Go Life is a parade The banners are raised and it's marching past They're throwing out candy And Mardi Gras beads but you're holding back Let It Go Let It Go Let It Go Like the fireworks in the sky Let It Go There is magic in the night Yeah, Let It Go Trust yourself to get it right and make it so steel on velvet silk on stone sun-warmed leather set against chrome you're a cont

Gis: The Necrocon Files
GIS: The Necrocon Files By: John LeRoy Chapter 2 Rex sat in his new desk, savoring the feel of power, his hands placed on each armrest. He smiles evily as he thinks about all he is going to accomplish, drifiting into a world of fantasies and desires. In the dream, the world is set asunder and burning in its own self created chaos, with Rex at its helm of destruction. Just as he settles down into the daydream, it is broken by the opening of his office door. Annoyed, he slowly opens each eye, one at a time, and glares at the man who dare intrude on his moment of victory. "Yes?" The man from before, the Kingpin's personal assitant and now his, takes a few steps into the room before closing the door. He had a flexi in his hands and his eyes shifted a little nervously. Necrocon had a past of being easly displeased and therefore quite violent when displeased. He walks over to the Neo Kingpin's desk and stands before it, collecting his thoughts as he does so. "Please excuse my int

Roller Derby Is Back!!!!
Yes, roller derby is making a big come back. The most exciting all female contact sports on skates, wearing mini skirts, fishnet stockings, lip styx wearing diva's you'll ever see here in the Inland Empire... WE ARE "THE INLAND EMPIRE DERBY DIVAS" the first in Riverside / San Bernardino CA. I love it... it is the best thing I have done for myself..at 45 turning 46 in a few days. It is a all female 21 & older flat track derby league that is looking for females to join us Diva's on skates & be apart of our team. Hit me up... leave a message if you are interested.

The Love Of My Daughter
not sure if this is a blog or not but had to get it off my chest this morning about 3:15 i woke up to get ready for work my daughter is at the puter after her work (she works nights, i work days) a friend left her a message about something and i put it on paper and left it in front of the puter where she could see it when she came in.. first thing she does is jump on me about it, so we had this big fight and now i am the worst mother that ever lived, i was called a bitch, a internet whore, an idiot,stupid asshole, and told i don't want any better for her... she said she did not want to be here and i told her that if she did not feel good here than to go where she did.. i have always wanted better for my kids her husband and her broke up about 5 months ago and i told her to come here, i just guess here is not good enough for her...i have done all i could for her and she says i don't encourage her but i have always told her that is she wanted to go back to school to do so.... but

Your Layla*
I JUST WANT TO SAY TO ALL THE HOT PEEPS OUT THERE! HELLO! IF YOU WOULD LIKE YOU CAN ADD ME TO AIM- laylalaysya OR YAHOO MESSENGER- laylawants2laya cant wait to have fun! bye boys muah* http://www.phonesexacademy.com/layla.html

Ty To All My Freinds..
Wann say ty for commenting on my pic.. in the month blast give away.. you guys fuckin rock.. and I really appreciate it alot!!! ty sooo much.. xoxoxoox and here is the pic if you want to come back by to bomb more ty again. :O) Terminator123

To My Beautiful Ladies
Love What is love? How does it feel? How do you know When love is for real? Love is real and it may hurt. Even the pain has it's worth. Love is a feeling ~ not just a four letter word. Love can be loud, even unheard. Love is for real the moment it's there. Love is around you, love is a tear. I love you I know it, I need you I feel it You feel the same when you are with me you show it. Thank you for loving me and each day I learn Love has many meanings it can make the world turn I love you xo Ser William

Just Because
Hey i entered a contest i need at least 5,000 comments to win anything please help out, i will return all the love asap. I feel like you lied, though you said nothing at all. I feel betrayed because you couldnt confide in me. I feel uncertain because i dont know what reprecutions lie ahead. I understand the difficulties and know that things happen that we can not or feel we can not control. I worry daily although you may not know, but i am proud to know that you try I can't protect you though I wish I could, and i can't make your decisions for you, when it comes to that i know i have to step aside. My place is not to scream and yell but to stand beside you and help you up when and if ever you may fall. I love you for who you are not for what you have done. I care not because i have to but because i choose to. I feel so much, much more than you know but most of all... I feel ashamed because I could't ask you straight up or tell you this all to your face. And i pretend

Words To The Wise...
•Your actions speak so loud that I can't hear what you're saying. – Unknown •You must be the change you wish to see in the world - Mahatma Gandhi •Do what you can, with what you have, where you are. - Theodore Roosevelt •Cry a river, build a bridge, get over it. •You will never be like the 'Little Engine That Could' if you sit around on your caboose. - Pippy Bilbo •A very wise man asked me recently if I would want to live a hundred years from now in the world left behind by my generation if everyone lived the way I live today? Think about it. -Ray Whiting •Flatter me, and I may not believe you. Criticize me, and I may not like you. Ignore me, and I may not forgive you. Encourage me, and I will not forget you. - William Arthur Ward •A pessimist sees the difficulty in every opportunity; an optimist sees the opportunity in every difficulty. - Sir Winston Churchill Just because your eyes are open doesn't mean you can see.I love you. Not maybe, not tomorrow, not s

Sex Things.....
John woke up one morning immensely aroused so he turned over to his wife's side of the bed. His wife, Heather, had already awakened though, and she was downstairs preparing breakfast in the kitchen. Afraid that might spoil things by getting up, John called his little boy into the room and asked him to "take this note to your beautiful Mommy." The note read: The Tent Pole Is Up, The Canvas Is Spread, The Hell With Breakfast, Come Back To Bed. Heather, grinning, answered the note and then asked her son to "take this to your silly Daddy". The note read: Take The Tent Pole Down, Put The Canvas Away, The Monkey Had A Hemorrhage, No Circus Today. John read the note and quickly scribbled a reply. Then, he asked his son to take it back to "the lady in the kitchen." The note read: The Tent Pole's Still Up, And The Canvas Still Spread, So Drop What You are Doing, And Come Give Me Some Head. Laughing, Heather answered the note and then asked her son to "take this to the poor dude upst

It's All About Me
My FearsI would / I wouldn't / I haveTouch a snakeI haveRide in a hot-air balloonI wouldSky diveHELL YEAH I WOULD!Scuba diveI mightDive with sharksAre you crazy?Sing in front of a huge audienceOnly if it was the jam,,,Sit in the front of a roller coasterI haveWalk through a graveyard alone at nightFor what?Join a space missionNo doubtCall off a weddingThat's shittyWalk naked through a crowded cityDependsCall Mike Tyson a girl to his faceA sissy girl!Disarm a bombAin't my jobClean the outside windows on a skyscraperHow much is the pay?Go on tour with a rock bandRock on!Go skinny dipping in mixed companyI have & wouldHeckle a comedian at a comedy clubNot likelyEat something really grossRather notTake this survey Extroversion: You have high extroversion. You are outgoing and engaging, with both strangers and friends. You truly enjoy being with people and bring energy into any situation. Enthusiastic and fun, you're the first to say "let's go!" Conscientiousness: You have low

Ct Wedding
Mandy & Xero CT WeddingPimp My Profile | View Show | Create Your Own Your invited to the CT Wedding of Mandy and Xeromancer666 this Friday March 2nd. It will be broadcast LIVE on Cherry Rock FM @ 9pm est. Come and join in the fun and to congratulate the Happy NEW CT Couple. Music Codes - MySpace Layoutscustomized bulletin by ~Mystikal~

Poems
We're meant to be, that's transparent to me. You're even enabled to uncover my soft side. I care, don't you see? At you, starin' for weeks. If it were up to me, we'd be hugged up at all times. Within your smile I've hidden my trials. (& tribulations) About you, words don't define. Our souls been twined. Only I've witnessed the sparklin' force your heart gives off. Able to tell you anything, forever you dwell in memory. Whatever circumstances, count on me to see you through. Feeling pain? Then I'm there to ease and treat the bruise. "Keep it true" goes without saying for us. Sculpted from the same mold, no one came close--It's amazing sorta. Head to toe and inside out, truly a unique, grand piece. Your presence more priceless than giving someone clean antiques. Connected via telepathic link, I fell in past the brink. Love you? Answer for that is automatic, never have to think. -- Snipe and the woman I wrote it for, I'm no longer with...go figure... not her fault

For Friends
MENS BRACELET= 600 COMMENTS PLATINUM CHERRY= 1000 COMMENTS DIAMOND EARRINGS 1000= COMMENTS MEN'S RING= 2000 COMMENTS LADIES DIAMOND= RING 2000 COMMENTS ROLEX WATCH= 3000 COMMENTS SILVER MOTORCYCLE= 6000 COMMENTS TROPICAL VACATION= 7000 COMMENTS CORVETTE= 10000 COMMENTS PORSCHE= 12000 COMMENTS YACHT= 20000 COMMENTS Just Send me the link to the pic you want to use comment bombing is allowed both during and non happy hour times. there is no time limit on when you can get your gift or how long you have to do your bombing. so get those pics to me if you want a big pimping gift ~Cassie~Making morphs who wants one~@ CherryTAP love comes and love goes just like the fragrance on the petal of a rose, some love is true and will last for all time. When is it time to let go, is it when they tell you that they still want to be with a love from the past? Is that their love that will last? Will that love that you have for th

I Am Done
I thought this time would be different. But I guess I was wrong. I got hurt by you not once but twice. The first time did not bother me that much but the second time it feels like my heart shattered. I just wish i did not have to feel the pain and hurt. I just wish i was anywhere but here and did not have to deal with the pain. Every time i am in relationship with another guy i think this relationship is different. but somehow jealous and what my family and my friends have to say get to me. Normally jealous doesnt get to me but there is one girl that is pushing me to the point where i say fine you can have him. or i am done. But if i end it with him i will be proving all my family and my friends right. Today was starting out alright. Then in a matter of couple hours it went straight to crappy. I got a message from my ex-boyfriend. Long story there. Which pissed me off. Things got little better. But then went to straight to hell when i found something out about someone i liked a lot. I

Really Retarded
I found the love of my life Engaged and getting married in June and a baby on the way how insane is that? all at once? Thank God! Im so blessed. WELL THATS ALL FOLKS! IM FUKIN SINGLE DAMMIT!! WTF IS UP WITH DUDES CLAIMING THEIR ON THIS SO CALLED "GROWN MAN STATUS" BUT WHEN U GET WITH THEM ITS LIKE UR WITH A CHILD WTF? DAMN LAMES ON THE BRIGHT SIDE IM SINGLE WOOOO HOOO! For the Ladies... and myself If a man wants you, nothing can keep him away. If he doesn't want you, nothing can make him stay. Stop making excuses for a man and his behavior. Allow your intuition (or spirit) to save you from heartache. Stop trying to change yourselves for a relationship that's not meant to be. Slower is better. Never live your life for a man before you find what makes you truly happy. If a relationship ends because the man was not treating you as you deserve then hell no, you can't "be friends." A friend wouldn't mistreat a friend. Don't settle. If you feel like he

Can't Win
Well Friday is here again..... another week gone a week closer to Spring thank god it can't come quick enough for me... haven't been doing a whole lot today did some chatting on msn, inbetween laundry and other housework which for some dam reason never seems to end grrrrrrrrr. Don't have much planned for tonight other than being lazy, and hoping for a nice weekend yep its one of those nights or early morning now where sleep just won't come to me so i sit here at cherry tap at 4:30 in the morning venting and whining ........ knowing that in a couple of hrs i have to be up again and will need a lot of energy to get through tomorrow grrrrrrrr don't ya just hate nights like this ..... oh well guess i should go lay down and try some more perhaps try reading again see if it helps this time

Rants
OK it's been a long time since i've been fuckin pissed enough to write one of these things. For fuck sake I walk into a gas station to get a goddamn candybar, see an American Flag on a magazine and think 'fuckin-A I love my country' and I smile, happy times are had by all. Fuckin door opens, two emo-goth faggots walk in, one had about 6 pounds of peircings in his face, I got problem with peircings so he didn't bother me much. But the chunk of shit next to him is what caught my eye. Some pale fuckin douchbag was actually out in public in a GODDAMN SKIRT with pink and black socks. to top it all off he had fuckin black lipstick smeared half way up his cheaks and so much goddamn eye-liner on it looked like his mom got knocked by a racoon. Does this little fuck not have parents and if he does are they coke addicts? Hippies? Liberals? Cousins? French? Do we really want this fuckin emo trash reproducing? I think we should bring back natural selection. Any male who likes to put on make-up

I'm Sorry....so Sorry....
Everyone makes mistakes in our relationships. Most of us apologize at one point or another over something that may be trivial or pivotal. But sometimes “I’m sorry” just doesn’t seem to be enough. Here are some creative ways to apologize more effectively: 1. Say it with flowers. Many people, especially women, enjoy the beauty and fragrance of fresh flowers. The next time you goof, order a bouquet from your florist or pick your own for the person you’ve wronged, and see if they don’t speak volumes on your behalf. Roses are a nice choice, as are seasonal blossoms of many types. But your significant other may prefer a planter. If possible, find out before ordering. 2. Write from the heart. If emotions are too intense for a face-to-face apology, send a note, email, or letter. Write neatly, or if you type your message, use an attractive but readable font. Keep it short and sweet as well as sincere. Offer a simply-stated apology and let nature take its course. Avoid excuses, blame, or d

Other
FUCK THIS LIFE I AM DONE!!! NOBODY FUCKING CARES ABOUT ME ANYWAYS!!! I GIVE AND GIVE AND GIVE WELL ITS TIME TO TAKE!!! AND WITH THIS I SAY GOOD BYE!!! I'm the guy who will text you every single morning and tell you good morning and every single night to tell you sweet dreams. I'm the guy who will hold you when you're crying and wipe away your tears. I'm the guy who still thinks you're beautiful with no makeup on wearing sweats and a sports t-shirt. I'm the guy who WONT pressure you to do things you DONT want to. I'm the guy who kisses you on the forehead, the eyelid, and anywhere it hurts. I'm the guy who doesn't kiss and tell. I'm the guy who actually listens to you when you talk. I'm the guy who's excited ALL day because im looking forward to our date that night. I'm the guy who is content to just be able to hold you and wants nothing more. I'm the guy who can't help but smile when you walk into the room. I'm the guy who melts everytime you stare at him

What Is Love??
A group of professionals posed the following question to a group of 4 to 8 year olds: "What does LOVE mean?" The answers they got were broader and deeper than anyone could have imagined: °When my grandma got arthritis, she couldn't bend over and paint her toenails anymore. So my grandpa does it for her now all the time, even when his hands got arthritis too. That's love. Rebecca- age 8. °When someone loves you, the way they say your name is different. You just know that your name is safe in their mouths. Billy- age 4 °Love is when a girl puts on perfume and a boy puts on shaving Cologne and they go out and smell each other. Kari- age 5 °Love is when you go out to eat and give somebody most of your French Fries without making them give you any of theirs. Chrissy- age 6 °Love is what makes you smile when you're tired. Terri- age 4 °Love is when my mommy makes coffee for my daddy and she takes a sip giving it to him, to make sure the taste is OK. Danny- age 7

Seriously.... I Dont Understand This Damn Website!!!
well... im pretty bored, got an email from chris, he said he came online to talk to me, then said he was going to bed. but hes online, and hes not talking. im getting very angry.

Time After Time
Always thinking of you, wondering how you are, hopeing you are happy, wishing you was not so far, I've laid awake so many nights, with you crossing my mind, thinking of the things we shared, how did we cross this line? I always make the same mistakes, I geuss I'll never learn, same actions lead to same outcomes, Time After Time... Ozzy Osbourne - Time After TimeMusic Code provided by Song2Play.Com

The Family Life Is Fun!
DEMON HOUSE AND LESTATS DARK COVENANT HAS JOINED FORCES TO CHALLENGE THE WORLD DETAILS : ENTER A BANNER PIC TO REP YOUR FAMILY AND ONE PIC OF ANY GIRL IN YOUR FAM ... AND WE'LL HAVE A RATES CONTEST SO THATS 2 PICS PER FAM IN THIS CONTEST... YOU MAY ALSO ALLY YOUR FAM WITH ANOTHER FAM IF YOU CHOOSE TO FOR MORE DETAILS CONTACT BLUEDEMON OR LORD LESTAT | View Show | Create Your Own Music Codes - MySpace Layouts

Blog?
Ok, I still have no idea what a blog is, so I'm going to do this and you're going to tell me if it qualifies. I was outside smoking while intoxicated last night. When I'm smoking alone, I pace up and down the sidewalk. I have my work truck parked outside the house (picture in album) and I walked past the truck, and turned around and walked back. A cop happened to be driving down the street when I did that. He shined his spotlight on me and drove up. He asked me what I was doing, and I told him I was just out smoking. I guess he thought I looked suspicious since I walked past the truck and turned around as a cop was coming. :P Never thought I would get pulled over just for smoking outside my house. Just thought I would share. What the fuck is a blog anyway? What kind of fucked up word is that? Is that like mexican or something? See senyour blog, the burrito is tasty!!

Marriage In Parts
Marriage (Part I ) Typical macho man married typical good-looking lady, and after the wedding, he laid down the following rules: "I'll be home when I want, if I want and at what time I want -- and I don't expect any hassle from you. I expect a great dinner to be on the table unless I tell you that I won't be home for dinner. I'll go hunting, fishing, boozing, and card-playing when I want with my old buddies, and don't you give me a hard time about it. Those are my rules. Any comments?" His new bride said: "No, that's fine with me. Just understand that there will be sex here at seven o'clock every night...whether you're here or not." (DARN SHE'S GOOD!) ************************************************ Marriage (Part II) Husband and wife had a bitter quarrel on the day of their 40th wedding anniversary! The husband yells, "When you die, I'm getting you a headstone that reads, 'Here Lies My Wif

Differences
In our society, we define ourselves by the differences we see in other people. We notice how fat people are or how tall someone is in comparison to ourselves. In this crazy world, we try to makes sense of reality by comming up with stereotypes about other people, races, and cultures. Why do we care so much about what other people think of us? If u r one of those people who say I don't care what other people think u r a big fat liar. It may not be to the same extent as others but everybody wants people to think a certain way about them. Whether u want to portray yourself as a thug or gangster, conservative or liberal, white or black, everyone cares on what the next person thinks of them. What is detrimental to our society is that people hold stereotypes of entire groups. For example, black people like chicken our white people can't dance. No one is exactly the same as another person. When we stereotype we are doin damage to society

My Rants And Raves
Got more pics up of me and my work Jay I hate life and hate being alone. there i said it. ALright i am goin to say this once and only onceBe respectful and don't sit there and shout me with stupid stuff seriously. if you want me to join something ask nice or be iggied. 2nd of all i do not join rooms that have a rap/ hip hop base to it. Read my profile, Respect me and i will respect you. I am here to have fun this is not a contest at all and further more read before shouting me seriously. Know me before you start inviting me to stuff. Thank you ?

My Life
Not exactly what you're thinking from the title... but I thought it was easier to write this as a blog than to try to tell so many different people individually. Part 1 - I officially have a new home in Ohio as of yesterday. I've been down here in Ohio for a week looking for jobs and places to live.. and atleast one half of that search has been successful. So yes, I am finally moving back home, back to shitty ole Dayton, Ohio, USA... the birthplace of aviation... the southwestern shithole.. take your pick. But it is home. I will be surrounded by family, and be near a great hospital for the kids. For my Michigan and Canadian friends, if I never got a chance to meet you, I am sorry. If I DID get a chance to meet you, I am sorry that I am leaving. But, unless further instructed, my CT account will remain... so I will always be here to chat with; though over the next few weeks not as often as I used to. Gotta do all that packing and moving bullshit. Part 2 - Some of ya may have cau

Something's Fishy...
I think some people only add me to see my NSFW pics.That is stupid and I think I'm gonna take them down. I think some people rate and comment almost every one of my pics because they think I'm gonna do it back.I'm not gonna. I wish people were honestly honest.I know that is never gonna happen. I think people underrated the movie Clerks 2.Cuz I seriously thought it was the bomb. I also think I was wrong about the new Evanescense album, its not that bad.I said it was sucky without actually listening to it.. and while it is trendy and not original at all in the way it needs to be for me to love it.. I do actually like one song. Also, I realized that I despise seeing the word "hunnie" used in reference to me.Some may think that is cute, I do not.

Hmmmmmmmm...
They call it the "Quarter-life Crisis." It is when you stop going along with the crowd and start realizing that there are many things about yourself that you didn't know and may not like. You start feeling insecure and wonder where you will be in a year or two, but then get scared because you barely know where you are now. You start realizing that people are selfish and that, maybe, those friends that you thought you were so close to aren't exactly the greatest people you have ever met, and the people you have lost touch with are some of the most important ones. What you don't recognize is that they are realizing that too, and aren't really cold, catty, mean or insincere, but that they are as confused as you. You look at your job... and it is not even close to what you thought you would be doing, or maybe you are looking for a job and realizing that you are going to have to start at the bottom and that scares you. Your opinions have gotten stronger. You see what others are doi

Answer This For Me Please
These days, safe sex isn't just a good idea, it's a matter of life and death. Here are some valuable tips to help you "play it safe"... Do not blow dealers for crack; blow regular citizens for cash, then buy the crack directly. Think about parents' nude bodies during foreplay; resultant loss of erection will prevent potential unsafe sex. Don't fall for lines like, "God protects his servants in the clergy from harm." Do not, no matter how much peers may pressure you, allow anyone to get to third base with you. Before unsafe sex, think to yourself what the kids will look like. Make sure all open sores on penis have thoroughly dried and scabbed over before use. When taking four cocks in the ass, make sure to have an equal amount of cock in your mouth to reduce the risk of CHI imbalance. Before fellating anonymous man in back room of bar, be sure to ask, "You don't have AIDS, do you?" Douse penis liberally with D-Con roach spray before penetrating ape. You CAN get it from kissing... tear o

Bull Shit This Mother Fucker Needs A Serious Ass Whoopin
=== 'THIS IS WHY IM HOT!!!' spewed forth the following at '2007-02-27 21:28:35'.. > > I just added another link to this because it is major important that every one of you read up on this topic and get educated... > > Because I can tell you right now every one of you has now been personally affected by this crime. Because you now know someone that you each have spoken to at least once if not many times that was a victim of this very same thing and you never even knew it did you? > > Along with many of you have friends on your friend list that seem like the sweetest of guys. Charming funny helpful and understanding. Only thing is the side he don’t show you which is he abuses his girlfriend or wife. One minute he’s helping you bomb the hell out of you photo and then he says brb. His wife who you didn’t know he had has just come home from work five minutes late and she needs a fast lesson taught to her before she’s allowed to cook him dinner. Then he’s back on line with you bo

Billy's Blogs
The great wall of America Can someone please tell me why its a bad idea to secure our borders. A lot of people have been complaining about this wall that is going to be put up on the Mexican and U.S. borders but I for one don't see the problem with securing our borders. You see there is a lot more to this wall then just stopping Illegal immigrants from coming in. Did you forget that drug runners use the same borders to bring in their drugs to the U.S. (we are not talking just about weed here, it is reported that more then 60 % of hard drugs in the U.S. come from Mexico) and in Southern Texas people are reporting often seeing the Mexican military (tanks, jeeps, and foot troops) on the other side of the border. Or what about the kids that were reported missing from Arizona and were found in Mexico, those kids had been kidnapped by one of Mexico's drug cartels and taken into Mexico for child porn (thanks to Interpol some of the kids were brought back home). So at least see dr

Joke
The Wife stays home a house wife. The husband comes home from work wife asks honey can you fix the toilet husband says what the fuck do i look like the roater rooter man? Next day husband comes home wife asks honey can you fix the washer husband says what the fuck do I look like The maytag repair man. Next day husband comes home everything was fixed so he asks his wife honey who fixed this and how much did it cost? Wife says well the nieghbor guy fixed it and i either had to give him a blow job or bake him a cake. Husband says well what kind of cake did you bake him? wife says what the fuck do I look like Betty crocker?

Random Tune Lyrics
(verse) my popularitys on the ri-ise.my self-image is somewhat sinking my heads expanding in size but my stomachs shrinking it all evens out in the end thats what I'm thinking sing the cashregister raps ch-ching ching.green backs bring the bling bling na na I may stay home.rev got the ring ring ha ha hey hey poem while my answering machine screening calls.hailing safe and alone I want change in your message not the coin return of a payphone my boys are concerned that my brains blown voices get turned away annoyed with what they say if its a gay tone n they like "hey ho!" then I'm all like "hey yo..." few remain prone to spray straight shots with blood stained glocks n a face of stone to melt your ice grill it might spill! n break ya Bone. Thugs-in-Harmony cd presenting tape should own replace the thrown with some Non-Prophets drop bass ON Sage is know to pull your card kid so chill I mess up plans like robbers with no skill my only knowledge is the holy father SO TH

Playgirl21
I am a 21 year old girl here just trying to make some friends and more friends. Im new to this site and so far i love it. So check out my space here cause i dont think im doing to bad. what kind of world is it my friend that little children see? Do they see strength in caring eyes who watch them as they play? or maybe love though gentle hands that guide them on their way? Do you think they dream of future times when they would be just enjoy their present life while with their friends they see. Do they see the acts of kindness done for people who are poor? And when the day is over as they close their eyes to sleep Do they look forward to tomorrow? If this is what the children see. then it should be no surprise. The world would be a better place. if we all had children eyes. Copyright 2006 In loving you I have experienced The happiness and the hurt The feeling of you forever The need to be with you The need to love you forever Its all here inside of m

Searching
spending my time searching searching far deep inside for all the answears why! why i have done the things i have done or better yet why i haven't haven't done the things i should have! feeling the way i do without even knowing why nobody else can answear this question of why searching for self freedom breaking the chains of self dismay dreaming and awaiting this day! searching for when when i will be set free free from my hearts burning pains! katrina jefferys I look outside and it's raining I stepped out into the rain today hoping it would wash my pain away! only to learn it was here to stay! As I scream to the heavens above "WHY HAVE YOU BURNED MY HEART WITH THIS FORBIDDEN LOVE?" as i sigh and say "SET ME FREE! LET ME FLY FREE LIKE THE PURE WHITE DOVE!" Lightning strikes accross the sky As I fall to kmy knees Crying and asking you "WHY?" "WHY COULDN'T U JUST LET ME DIE?" I just don't get it "PLEASE TELL ME WHY!

T&a
COME AND HANG WITH HONEY IN HER LOUNGE.... JUST COPY AND PASTE THE LINK..HUGZzz To YOU! http://cherrytap.com/lounge.php?l=5248 (repost of original by '¥µ Honey¥µOwner¥µOf¥µHoneysHacienda¥µ' on '2007-02-27 20:21:09') (repost of original by 'MOBILE CHRONIC DISTRIBUTION MANAGER' on '2007-02-27 20:26:47') (repost of original by '¢¾ Honey¢¾Owner¢¾Of¢¾HoneysHacienda¢¾' on '2007-02-27 20:33:09')

Cut Us Some Slack
hey does everyone here just because a woman has signed on here we are all lookin for sex. come on where has the just plain fun gone? Meeting great people here is going to happen but cut the crap if we all are lookin for something else it takes a good old fashioned friendship to start things in the right direction.

Quizies And Testies
Virgo You are shy at first, and because of that, it is hard for you to find lots of random sex partners. You are very intelligent and very into sex. You will only have sex with clean people, because you are afraid of getting an STD. You are also very kinky and imaginative in the sack. Your partners always have a hard time keeping up with you. Sex matches: Taurus, Capricorn, Scorpio Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com You Are The Devil You don't represent evil, but you do represent the animalistic side of humans. You demonstrate what happens when we listen to our first instincts. At times you tend to be materialistic and hedonistic, giving in to temptation. Admit it, you're guilty of acting first - and forgetting to think later! Your fortune: Right now, you may be having a difficult time as a result of choices you have made. You need to think about what's important in your life, and discover what chains you down. It is the time to acknow

Tamjam Blog!
Hey everyone I had the opportunity to narrate a short Work of Fiction. I have to say that it was tough reading something out loud and into a microphone, but it was lots of fun. If you want to check it out and hear my wonderful, wonderful (scarcasm) voice go to http://www.inthebloodonline.com/lucien/ and click on Table #4. If you like that and I know will then check out the other short Work of Fictions and maybe just pony up the mear $5.00 and buy the full Work of Fictions "In The Blood I & II" Tammie

Bell's Palsy
Well, where do I begin? Yesterday was such a surreal nightmare. My husband (Rob) woke up feeling funny..you know that feeling when you have gone to the dentist and the novacaine stars wearing off? He decided to head to work anyway. A few blocks down the road the feeling got worse and he looked the mirror at himself and noticed half his face was not working! He came back home and needless to say I rushed him straight to the ER. Well, on the way there is decides to tell me that he had 5 (yes fuckin 5!!!!) Redbulls on Saturday and had felt some pressure in his chest. Well, now I am in a panic thinking, Fuck...is he having a Stroke?? Well we get to the ER (around 10am) and walk up to the front desk. Some jackass nurse (who probably had been working a double shift, bless her bitchy heart) does not even bother to look at us and hands us a paper to fill out. Mind you, we live in Miami where your typical waiting period is about 12 ro 15 hours unless your dyeing. (which even that does not guara

Yippee
my lil man is 3 months old today!!! i can't believe it!!! finally get to go out on saturday and get drunk, aint that some shit!!!! ha, its been almost a year since i've been drunk, and yea i'm excited,get to hang out with my friends and my cousins!!! as you can see i dont go out with my friends very often, its hard when you have kids!!! and hopefully i will be getting a real job soon, i totally cant wait for that!!! i hate sitting at home babysitting, i dont get to interact with other adults, so i cant wait to meet other people! just thought i'd share my joy!! ;)

Sandy Beaches~
the sandy beaches & ocean breezes flowin thru my hair, brings memories of days long past livin life w/out a care. past dreams of one day walkin hand in hand w/ that special one, still find there way thru my mind as i walk the beach alone..~~~Denise

Desire
In the darkness of night i wonder what you are doing how you are spedning your night. If you are thinking of me or someone else. I want you and I can't deny this much longer as my whole face shows it. I dream of touching your face. OF holding you in my arms. I want more but I do not deserve more. Why can't I be with you? My dreams are filled with images of you and my every waking moment is filled with you. I want to snuggle up to you and spend the night talking and laughing with you. If things progress then all the better but I want you..... I walk around and look at people and I wonder if they too feel what I feel. If I was a man I would be walkign around with an erection. I don't know what to do. Is it my age? COuld it be that I am just geeting tickled and really need some all night and all day carressing, loving and feeling like a woman desired! I don't know but i know i can't go on like this. I feel so guilty the thoughts that go thru my head. I want sex all

Beautiful
beautiful is a man who can look far beneath the surface,beyond the mask of flesh, and see the beauty from within where others are so blind. one who treasures the golden rays of love that flow thru and warm the hearts of many... ~~~~

The Light
THE LIGHT Current mood: creative Category: Web, HTML, Tech ~I believe in Karma,and i know that the key to Karma is as simple as the healing power of love. Love breaks the vicious cycles of negative energy we get stuck in. all you need to do is live in the light, the warm white light of love~ ~ Denise~

Magick~
†MAGICK† MAGIC IS THE PROJECTION OF NATURAL ENERGIES TO PRODUCE NEEDED EFFECTS. ... scott cunningham when i was a lil girl i knew a very bad witch. she did very selfish things, and harmed others w/ her magic, and eventually it consumed her. she really scared the hell outta me. yrs. later, i was reintroduced to it, and i was told that i had a gift for the tarot, even though i was skeptical, i started to read cards and do simple candle magic. let me just say, that it really does work. over the yrs, i have come to help many people find their way thru very difficult times, as well as protect them n their loved ones from poeple who meant them harm, or just alot of negative energy. you see, where thoughts go, energy flows. its like the rabbits foot, it is empowered w/ good energy so it usually does bring good luck, then there is the evil eye , so to speak, that sends bad energy to someone. they say be careful what

The Guardian Of The Gate
guardian of the gate Current mood: relieved Category: Life i say guardian of the gate, for i have completed a phase in my life that no longer serves my growth. the hopes n dreams i once had, have come to naught. the pain, the dissapointment, the fear can not hold me back any longer , for i have reached the guardian of the gate, the doorway to the new & unknown is opened for me now, i walk thru in good faith that it will lead me to what i desire most. ¢¾

Heaven
A man and his dog were walking along a road. The man was enjoying the scenery, when it suddenly occurred to him that he was dead. He remembered dying, and that the dog walking beside him had been dead for years. He wondered where the road was leading them. After a while, they came to a high, white stone wall along one side of the road. It looked like fine marble. At the top of a long hill it was broken by a tall arch that glowed in the sunlight. When he was standing before it he saw a magnificent gate in the arch that looked like Mother of Pearl, and the street that led to the gate looked like pure gold. He and the dog walked toward the gate, and as he got closer, he saw a man at a desk to one side. When he was close enough, he called out, “Excuse me, where are we?” “This is Heaven, sir,” the man answered. “Wow! Would you happen to have some water?” the man asked. Of course, sir. Come right in, and I’ll have some ice water brought right up.” The man gestured, and the gate began to ope

Killer Karni'z Poemz
Depressed and upset My hearts breaking I need some relaxation So sick of this drama and aggravation My minds filled with bloody endings Chainsaws and decapatation Jitters and shakes My nerves burn like fire Any second Imma snap and break Every mother fuckers life Imma take The same dreary story 2 everyday Trapped behind this blank stare Im screaming inside But I gotta keep it cool and stay fly When night comes and Im deep in sleep True thoughts and feelings come out to creep Rolling across my mind So intense and real Waking up grabbing my chest Outta breath Its so vivid and Im in shock Scary the thought that the psycho is you That your subconscience could come up with such a horror fest My dream lands bloody mess Never thought it would happen to me I'm a corpse cant you see? Now Im sitting home alone Wishing you where here Im not suppose to love you Im not suppose to care What happened to the girl I used to be She died a long time ago Wouldnt you agree? A

Venting
This is just a vent to get it off my mind more than anything. My friend is a good girl from what I know of her however lately it is like she is begging for trouble. She moved out of her abusive relationship and found a new place to be but in the process one of her male friends had a heart attack. Well she sort of expressed her feelings for him - she liked him etc and was worried. They started seeing each other and of course things were good until she realized she had feelings for another guy. Long story short she didn't let guy A know and went out with guy B. Bad choice in my opinion but I am not the one making the decisions. Guy A found out and now she is minus him in her life. Guy A went and spoke to Guy B who promptly went out with another girl so now my friend is talking to me about the situation and how things were done to her etc. Remarkably she does express some guilt in the situation now (initially she didn't) Lovely day isn't it. To top it all off she was out with tw

Abuse Stories
Some of you have read my blog about male victims of abuse from a female. Today, I received this e-mail from another couple who have had abuse touch their lives. The male is an adult/child abuse victim: Hello you have no clue who we are but let us start out by saying I got a husband I think he should get with you sometime and tell you his story it would help him and he talks about it it allways helps we seen your picture on a blog about abuse he was abused by his father after yr's of it as a child he still has love for him and talks to him everyday if you should ever have a min and would be interested to hear it please let us know thanks and good luck on the book First of all, I need to state right here and now that I am NOT a licensed Psychiatrist, Psychologist, Therapist or Counselor as a paid professional. What I am is a person who has experienced abuse by my mother, my first ex-husband and sexual abuse by my second ex. I am reaching out to others to help them get to

Daily Troubles
Deafening silence- alone with your mind, Blinding darkness- and a place you can’t find. Crushing emotions- rain down in a flow, Turn quickly to hide- but there’s no where to go. Racing thoughts- and all your worst fears, Smiles and laughter- fed by trauma and tears. Taunting visions- of what lies ahead, And all that once was- has now become dead. Engulfing sadness- and loneliness known, All of your actions- even you can’t condone. Deep despair- then intense desperation, How can you tame- your angry frustration. Left knowing nothing- after all that you’ve learned, Desperately drowning- in tides that have turned. Frantic searching- but there’s no end in sight, Doing what’s wrong- just to anger what’s right. Wandering lost- just searching for hope, Using old methods- only now you can’t cope. Constant struggle- you battle uphill, Grabbing wildly- at space left to fill. Painful memories- of a past that is through, And anticipation- of what will come new. Trea

Vomit From My Brain!
Well, the clowns won't REALLY eat me, but I feel like something bad will happen if I go back to my empty bed right now. My body hurts, I'm tired, I just want to hibernate, but every time I lie down I start thinking and that's bad. I want so badly to just fast forward the next few months to get through all the pain and healing. I want to feel whole again. I want to be able to go through my day without thinking things that will bring tears to my eyes. I have so much anger, grief, shame and sadness inside me right now, and they've all become some strange, toxic cocktail. I'm just so tired of it all! I am so quick to see the good in others, so eager to give them the benefit of the doubt, that I wind up opening myself up to worlds of hurt. Why does the right thing to do feel so terrible? I have to be up for work in a few hours. I'm so tired. I guess I should try sleeping again, huh. I got an alert today that said "someone rated your blog a 7!" So, someone, and I don't k

Warning!!
Following warning labels to be placed immediately on all varieties of alcohol containers: WARNING: The consumption of alcohol may leave you wondering what happened to your bra and panties. WARNING: consumption of alcohol may make you think you are whispering when you are not WARNING: The consumption of alcohol is a major factor in dancing like a retard. WARNING: The: consumption of alcohol may cause you to tell your friends over and over again that you love them. WARNING: The consumption of alcohol may cause you to think you can sing. WARNING: The consumption of alcohol may lead you to believe that ex-lovers are really dying for you to telephone them at four in the morning WARNING: The consumption of alcohol may make you think you can logically converse with members of the opposite sex without spitting. WARNING: The consumption of alcohol may create the illusion that you are tougher, smarter, faster and better looking than most people. WARNING: consumption of alcohol may lea

I Wish You Enough
I WISH YOU ENOUGH Recently I overheard a mother and daughter in their last moments together at the airport. They had announced the departure and were standing near the security gate. They hugged and the mother said I love you and I wish you enough." The daughter replied, "Mom, our life together has been more than enough. Your love is all I ever needed. I wish you enough, too, Mom." They kissed and the daughter left. The mother walked over to the window where I was seated. Standing there I could see she wanted and needed to cry. I tried not to intrude on her privacy but she welcomed me in by asking "Did you ever say good-bye to someone knowing it would be forever?". "Forgive me for asking but why is this a forever good-bye?". "I am old and she lives so far away. I have challenges ahead and the reality is - the next trip back will be for my funeral." When you were saying good-bye, I heard you say, "I wish you enough. May I ask what that means?". She began to smile. "

Quotes By Hillary
Cheers to the Truth! "Where is the G-damn f**king flag? I want the G-damn f**king flag up every f**king morning at f**king sunrise." (From the book "Inside The White House" by Ronald Kessler, p. 244 - Hillary to the staff at the Arkansas Governor's mansion on Labor Day, 1991) "You sold out, you mother f**ker! You sold out!" From the book "Inside" by Joseph Califano, p. 213 - Hillary yelling at Democrat lawyer. "It's been said, and I think it's accurate, that my husband was obsessed by terrorism in general and al-qaida in particular." (Hillary telling a post-9/11 world what a 'great' commander in chief her husband was; Dateline, NBC 4/16/2004 ) "I have to admit that a good deal of what my husband and I have learned [about Islam] has come from our daughter." (TruthInMedia.org 8/8/1999 - Hillary at a White House function, proudly tells some Muslim groups she is gaining a greater appreciation of Islam because Chelsea was then taking a class on the "religion of peace"

Too Smart
Too Smart A first-grade teacher, Ms. Brooks, was having trouble with one of her students. The teacher asked, "Harry, what's your problem?" Harry answered, "I'm too smart for the 1st grade. My sister is in the 3rd grade and I'm smarter than she is! I think I should be in the 3rd grade too!" Ms. Brooks had had enough. She took Harry to the principal's office. While Harry waited in the outer office, the teacher explained to the principal what the situation was. The principal told Ms. Brooks he would give the boy a test. If he failed to answer any of his questions he was to go back to the 1st grade and behave. She agreed. Harry was brought in and the conditions were explained to him and he agreed to take the test. Principal: "What is 3 x 3?" Harry: "9". Principal: "What is 6 x 6?" Harry: "36". And so it went with every question the principal thought a 3rd grader should know. The principal looks at Ms. Brooks and tells her, "I think Harry can go to the 3rd grade." Ms. B

Pagan Fun
This is sooo funny and yet sooooo true! LOL I don't know who the original author is, but I found it on a friends blog. 18 Ways To Piss Off A Pagan! 1 Be considerate: Rearrange their altar so it looks neat. 2 Blow out their altar candle if it is daylight. (no need to waste a good candle). 3 Sweep up the salt they carelessly left at the doorway. 4 Sharpen their Athame. 5 Untie the knot in their cords. 6 Try on their jewelry for fashion sense. 7 Pick up their crystals for a closer look. 8 See how far their crystal ball will roll (dogs love this). 9 Use their runes as extra Dominoes. 10 Play "Old Maid" with their Tarot cards. 11 Toss holy water on them "just to see what happens" 12 Ask them if they are a good witch or a bad witch. 13 Debate with them about "True Religion". 14 Ask them if they are Satan worshippers. 15 Tell them how the bible says they are going to hell, then ask if they can make you a love potion. 16 Point to their

All This Shit!!
Ok here it is im gonna tell you now that my writing skills are not the best i dont use periods (.) or commas (,) and i spell like crap ( krap ) so here it is i have been on the net since year 2000 i started my online adventures wait that sounds gay i started messing around online then and i just started noticing all these young kids and as i got older the kids got younger so one day im chatting somewhere and this lil kid is like 12 and hes trying to flame me about spelling what like this (waht) ( i do that because i type faster then i think ) so here i am feeling like a jerk because i dont wanna flame a lil kid back so i look like a dweeb taking this shit oh well i thought just more drama so i started getting into programming in visual basics and doing web design and some graphics shit and started moving around these "dating" web sites like to name a few plenty of fish, rate my body, face the jury, and so on so im browsing these sites not knowing what im doing like in the search a

Reflections
Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from Sexi Luv.com As I've done for the past couple of years, but yet not limited to that time period, I've been thinking about our miitary both past and present, as well as reading various blogs from some of our soldiers who have been through a hell that us civilians will never be able to begin to understand. Yet, being a mom of one of our soldiers, holidays that refresh the memories of what I went through while my son was in Iraq, causes me to be alot more aware, compassionate, supportive, and thankful that my son made it home alive and well. When I said goodbye to Joe the day he left for Iraq; although, at that time we really didn't know for sure that he would be going there, but my mom instinct told me he was, I remember staring in his eyes for the longest time. He asked me, "what are you staring at?". I said, "I'm just looking at MY son one last time because when you come home, you'll be a different man". He is. He disappears on holiday

I Need
I gotta say something on the state of the American male. Now, there's no way I can say all of this without sounding like a whiney, "whoa is me" little bitch, but fuck it, I'm sayin it anyway. When the fuck did the gay guys start getting so much play? I mean, of course they were always getting it from the other fellas, that's their thing, you know, suckin' on wieners. But every time I go out now, I see these hundred pound homos with skin-tight pants and selectively-bleached hair that hangs over their eyes, with some smokin' hot chick hangin off their arm. What the fuck is that shit? When did acting effeminate become so cool? Now don't get me wrong, I'm no epitome of manliness, I'm scared shitless of spiders, I won't swim in a lake or the ocean due to the unseen creatures/sharks that are waiting to get me, and occasionally I eat peach sorbet, but come on, I'm not a limp-wrist. When did abandoning all characteristics produced by testosterone make hot women say "damn, I wanna do th

My Blogs
I've had a few people tell me that I've changed and that I don't seem to care about anyone anymore..... That's a lie I do care and I'm still the same person all of you met when I first started coming to this site. The only thing that has changed from then to now is that I'm alot busier now. I'm working 40+hrs a week 6 and 7 days a week. I have very little time to do everything I need to during the week. I try to get on here as much as I can but that isn't very often and when I am here I can't stay long. I am sorry that some of you feel I have abandonded you. I have not I'm just having trouble learning to juggle everything with my new work hours. Those of you that have my cell number feel free to call or text my phone is always on 24hrs a day. If I don't answer leave a message I will get back to you just leave your number cause I may not have it anymore I lost my phone awhile back and lost alot of numbers. I will call you back when I get time. If I know you are trying to get hold of me

The Ct Experience.
Well hi there everyone who might read this. If you are reading then a big hello, if your not reading this then it don't matter as you would not of seen this in the place,hehe. Well i have been on Cherry Tap for just over a week and i can safely say that the damn thing is major addictive.lol I can't seem to get off the thing, all my waking hours are spent on the computer saying hi to people, adding and rateing e.t.c., it's been crazy.lol One of the really cool things for me is that i've been able to have conversations with people from all over the world.I had a conversation with someone the other night who was in Michigan(hope i spelt that right).It was real wierd sat in my little room in my house in the UK at 3am talking to someone on the other side of the world, especially as i'm quite new to this web thing and surfing the net. Ny mom came and stayed a couple of days ago..lol..she's a right technophobe.lol I showed her the computer and shit and CherryTap and she was amazed as this

My Blog From Myspace...revisited!
I have friends to numerous to count. Men fall in love with me easily(i don't pretend to know why). I have the ability to make my friends laugh with very little effort or comfort them when they are in a bad place. I make friends everywhere I go and people really enjoy being around me. I am loved......so why do I feel so alone? I am a deeper well,deeper than people in my life believe I am. I have secrets that run deep within me. I even think I have secrets that are a secret to myself. I have people in my life who think they have me figured out. They think they really know me. I let some of them believe that because I want them to feel that closeness to me. I love them. I know who I am. I know what I like. The problem is that I change from day to day. I am discovering myself everyday. I find new likes and develope new dislikes. I have learned that I am an eccentric person. I am outside the box. The box I speak of is full of my friends. All of my friends are seperated into d

Whispers Of The Lakota
Never dream where life never ends where people live in perfect harmony where color is not wrong where we can walk and sing without laughter of put down where someone greets you with words of joy where loneliness and inequality become a speck of dirt in the winds of the past But reality must come first. WHERE LIFE NEVER ENDS RED CLOUD GRADUATE 2006 Hello all I am selling a car for a 77 year old lady who needs money to help pay her medical bills. She just had open heart surgery this year and now she is doing real good. Now for her car she asked me to sell for her: It is a 1994 chevy mini van with a little over 200,000 miles on it the mortor runs good and the transmission has just been rebuilt on it. she is asking 850 dollars for it. But please only United States and Canada repond please no over sea people please. Buyer picks it up she will not ship it no where sorry people.

Daily Messages
Until you fall down you never learn to stand up! LK It’s not the years in your life that count. It’s the life in your years. Abraham Lincoln Make the most of yourself, for that is all there is of you. Ralph Waldo Emerson

10,000 Mile Ride For The Wounded
After much aggravation and many false starts, not to mention multitudes of corrections, the new Website for The 10,000 Mile Ride For The Wounded is now active. Well, at least the first page is active. Heh! I sincerely NEED your comments, criticisms, suggestions, etc.! Please visit as soon as you're able and then let me know, either here or by email from the site your HONEST opinions. http://10000milerideforthewounded.com/ UPDATE NUMBER ONE: Logo Design Works has just agreed to design a really nice logo for the Ride for free! Their usual charge for this sort of logo is almost $400! OMG! UPDATE NUMBER TWO: This is the basic route the Ride will follow: UPDATE NUMBER THREE: The Coalition to Salute America's Heroes has offered to help the Ride with free publicity. They have a comprehensive list of newspapers and other media, and are offering to handle distribution of our news releases. UPDATE NUMBER FOUR: I've added a Guestbook to our site. Please visit and sign it for me, if y

What Is.... Isn't ..... Idk Anymore.
I sat at home, Wishing you were in my arms. I closed my eyes and pictured 'us' Together, looking into each other's eyes, Revealing all that is hidden And all that is true. I sat in my room, Thinking about how beautiful and perfect you are And I realized how lucky I was to be with you... Someone who really cares about me, Someone who actually feels the same, And I can't help but cry. I do not cry tears of sadness, But tears of happiness, Because I have found the one person who makes me happy And makes my life complete. I can't help wanting to have your soft lips on mine. Because I feel without you... there can be no me. I need you to help me Through the day Through the good And through the bad. I need you to be you, Because that is who I have fallen in love with. I love you so much My heart stops when I hold you close... I love you so much I can feel it deep down inside my soul. I love you for who you are And who you want to be. And, when I say

My Present Situation
You know, life is truly great, at least for me. I'm discovering new things all the time. Take my girlfriend, for example. Last night, I discovered a whole new side of her that I find "intriguing" to say the least. And it's getting more and more surprising in a good way. I have a great number of friends whom I would never give up for anything in this world. I would sacrifice my very soul for those closest to me. I can only hope and pray for them, but i'm always here when they need me. To all my friends, even my distant ones, I hope you know that. You can ALWAYS count on me to be there for you. I thank you for coming into my life, each and every one of you. I know I may not seem to be there for you or I may not seem to be what I truly am, but I AM what I have said I am. Take no doubt in that. Again, thank you all, for listening at the very least. You know how to reach me if you need me, even to listen. Why are relationships so easy to screw up? Let me offer a piece of advice to all of yo

Another Poem
You remind me of a flower, Pretty, inside and outside. A reason why people smile everyday, A gift to all. You remind me of chocolate, Luscious and sweet. Someone people can turn to in crisis, Loved by all. You remind me of a teddy, Cute and huggable. Someone people feel comfortable with, Special to all. You remind me of a balloon, Happy and bouncy. Someone people can have fun with, Enjoyed by all. You remind me of a lot of things, But nothing can compare to the real person, A friend I can look up to, Cherished by me.

Just Talk..
HAPPY 4th OF JULY!!~~~ LOVE YA'LL LaShay what does a girl gotta do to get a blast around here? lol I need some major loven! Well, today has been a long but good day.. I am in the middle of move'n and finally it looks like i'm close to being finished... YAY I dun have time for anything interesting..laffin but after I get settled.. I am make'm a trip to IL. Meeting some friends.. n looking to have a great time... anyway.. enough babble about me!! much love to my Family, Friends..and fans!! xoxo ~Shay Lanther@ CherryTAP Come on family n friends..show muh Bro Lan some Cherrytap love! Freah meat ladies!!! :P

Games We Play
You know someone had a bullentin out that said to describe in one word what you think of me.I thought that was just to damn cute.I loved it.So I thought why not put a blog up & maybe it wouldn't go to my shoutbox or private mail like it did in the bullentin. Now when doing this please repost this anyway you wish & I will damn sure tell you in one word what I think of you.So if you post here I will post there.(Fair Enough)I know the little games we play but hey I am bored here in Tennessee.

In A Word
You know someone had a bullentin out that said to describe in one word what you think of me.I thought that was just to damn cute.I loved it.So I thought why not put a blog up & maybe it wouldn't go to my shoutbox or private mail like it did in the bullentin. Now when doing this please repost this anyway you wish & I will damn sure tell you in one word what I think of you.So if you post here I will post there.(Fair Enough)I know the little games we play but hey I am bored here in Argentina so humor me.

Informative &enlightening
It's magical. It's incredible, and it just arrived! The new handy personal sized box of Bertie Bott's Every Flavor Beans, the jelly bean preferred by Harry Potter. Discover the wild flavors of EARWAX, DIRT, GRASS, BOOGER, SARDINE, BLACK PEPPER and the 2 latest new flavors ROTTEN EGG and BACON. And, everyone's favorite VOMIT. Think of stinky limburger cheese, think salami gone bad--that's VOMIT all wrapped up in the disguise of a jelly bean. Fortunately, the beans come with a mystical guide on the back of the box to help you recognize the flavors. 4.25 ounces. These products are manufactured by the Jelly Belly Candy Company. 10 Individual Flavors: Earwax, Booger, Bacon, Black Pepper, Vomit, Dirt, Soap, Rotten Egg, Grass and Earthworm I just want to know one thing..WHO tests this?? Once in a Lifetime At Three Minutes and Four Seconds after 2 AM on the 6th of May This Year, Time, date, and year will be 02:03:04 05/06/07. This will never happen again in our lifetime (t

Fun Game!
ive got a new guest book. please stop in and sign it. ty rexford! REXFORD@ CherryTAP Utah rescue 'has not gone well' Reuters Published: Sunday, August 12, 2007 HUNTINGTON, Utah -- Rescuers searching for trapped coal miners plan to bore a third hole into a collapsed Utah mine after another attempt to locate them with a camera failed, officials said on Sunday. Miners burrowing out an escape route big enough for a person had to temporarily abandon their efforts twice over night as seismic "bumps" shook the new horizontal tunnel. "Underground, it has not gone well," mine co-owner Robert Murray told a news conference. "They are the most difficult conditions that I have ever seen in my 50 years of mining." View Larger Image A woman wipes her eyes with a tissue during a gathering at the Huntington State Center of The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-Day Saints to offer prayers and begin a special fast for the six miners trapped in Crandall Canyon mine, their families, a

My Poems...
I still can't believe What you mean to me There's nothing to stop This love of you It crosses state lines It knows no physical limits It can't be stopped By any human alive You're the world to me I can't live without you You're all I got You're all I need I love you so much I can't say it enough You're all I have And it's a boundless love I still don't know why This world is so cold A lot has happened And it's all senseless Thirty two people Shot dead at school The man who did it Killed himself to end it all People betraying others Breaking hearts and telling lies Never knowing how much Their words hurt the ones they do We have enough heartbreak In this world to last for eternity Would someone, somewhere please Stop this world from destroying itself? This is love You're all I need Others will hate me for it But I don't care You're my world You're just everything to me No one else knows But they don't really want to You've been there

Poem A Friend.
A friend. A friend is loyal, loving, caring A friend is all about non judgment, sharing A friend is someone who never puts you down A friend is someone who never makes you frown A friend loves unconditionally always brings you smiles A true friend is one who will be there awhile A friend never ridicules, downs, talks behind your back A friend never gets jealous and never attacks A friend will never think of you as a lower than they are. A friend will always think of you like a star. A friend is going to be there no matter what the case may be A friend is one who's love and caring is free. A true friend is one that never uses you to see what they can get A friend then becomes a foe there easy to forget A true friend will never step on ones toes A friend never tells you well that’s just how it goes A friend is one who can keep your darkest secrets and not tell A friend is one who never tells you go to hell. A friend is one who is true in th

Some Poems
The decision's been made Soon this will end I can no longer cry My tears are dry I want to scream out, "I'm sorry" But I've lost my voice I want to ask, "Please, forgive me?" But you wont hear You've turned from me You no longer see me All I am to you is a disapointment One you've left behind So whether I Use this knife Or swallow these pills You'll never again have to worry I'm only doing what you want I'm leaving Breathing my last breath I ask,"Did you ever love me?" Wandering alone in the dark Screaming from the pain My heart is slowly breaking Tears streaming down my cheeks I've been crying for so long Please, someone Ease my pain Dry my tears My world was once bright And cheerful Now there's only a pinprick In the far distance Always evading my reach Never close enough to touch I'm cold I'm alone I'm in hell. I cant believe It isnt true You couldnt have done this But here's the proof Right in my face This slap burns The cut bleeds And all

Just Thinkings
well let's just say that it is cold nasty dreary yucky here i need some sunshine to brighten up my day so come and rate me fan me add me and i will do the same for ya all...ready to have a cold beer and shake my f*kin ass to some tunes..anyone want to join in on the party???

Its So Damns Tupid
You know what i think is totally lame and stupid, people that have a name thats a full sentence, it was cool when the first 5 people did it, but now everyone has to do it, how come everyone copies what everyone else does on here.....ahh ha i know why so they can be cool to and level up.....lame..who cares about leveling up, oh one final thought if one more person gets a picture that morphs im gonna puke.....it old done a thousand time ..lame

Rants...
This morning, I rose up again at dawn to start my day with different things planned from the norm. I made it a point to go to the local court and provide support on behalf of Ella, a dog found dead and abandoned in a local residence and struck a chord in my heart. In the news at the following: http://www.floridatoday.com/apps/pbcs.dll/article?AID=/20080617/NEWS01/806170334 The defense attorney for a local Cocoa woman accused of moving out of her home and leaving her dog behind to starve to death wants nearly all the evidence in the case to be thrown out, arguing that police illegally searched the house. According to a motion filed by West Palm Beach attorney Andrew Stine, police shouldn't have entered Christine Abrams' home without a warrant unless there was reason to believe they or someone inside was in immediate danger, or that evidence was about to be destroyed. It was during that search that police found the decayed body of Abrams' German shepherd, Ella, locked in a c

Pagan's Moments Of Sanity!
QUESTION: why does the easter bunny hide his eggs? ANSWER: he does not want anyone to know he is fucking a chicken! the government is run by space monkeys with space herpies! there is no cure so we all have to suffer from their stupidity! TODAY MY DOG HAD PUPPIES! SHE HAD 4. 2 CHOCOLATE AND WHITE BOYS AND 2 BLACK AND WHITE GIRLS. THEY FULL BLOODED CHIHUAHUAS BUT I HAVE NO PAPERS ON THEM. THEY ARE DOING FANTASTIC. SHE IS BEING A REALLY GOOD MOM TO THEM AND THEY SO CUTE AND BE READY FOR CHRISTMAS LOL. FREAKY!

What Kind Of Eyes Are You?
Well here I am single again after 15 years. Starting over isn't like it use to be. Meeting people isn't easy. But my life will go on. I am happy and ready to see where my life will take me now. So I am going to explore things about myself that I could never do before and see what I can discover about myself. Wish me luck!!!!!!!!!!!!! You scored as Passion. You are very passionate whether that passion is good or evil has yet to be determined. You have great power over others and they seem to flock to your service. You are very competative almost to a fault. Perhaps you should let someone else win for a change?Passion75%Eyes full of Pain42%Mysterious42%Diamond Eyes8%What do your eyes reveal about you?(PICS!)created with QuizFarm.com

There's A Problem Because We're A Couple? Wtf!
Hey everyone who is ANYONE! Which means all of you our Friends, Family and Fans...and those will be I ~Ginger~ am having oral surgery today...woo~hoo! (yeah riiiiight) Anyway...I've a very low tolerance to pain meds! Which I am sure after cutting out my tooth will grant the use of today.... lol Read this as I can get LOOPY! So, should I happen to manage to get back here today...forgive any transgressions, mainly major typos, I may make! Lmao! (read this as: in the event that I make no sense what so ever!) Just sit back and laugh your asses off at me....and on the other hand? Should I not make it back... then now you know why! And know too that I love ya! Can't say I'll miss ya... as there's a grand chance I wont miss a damn thing! That I'll be too out of it to even try.... Talk to you all later...it's almost that time....I HATE going to the dentist! I'm such a wussie! Smooches, Hugs and Kisses to you and you guys have a GREAT Tuesday on me and for me! UPDATE!

First One
Why is that the older you get, time seems to speed up? I'm not quite sure what happened to my 20's, but they are almost a thing of my past. There is really not much for me to blog about...my life is full of correlation coefficients, standard deviations and price elasticity at the moment. The things one will do to get away from managing a bunch of 18-21 year olds!!!

Love In An Elevator!!!!
The lobby in the building where I work is covered in a green mottled marble tile. It was imported from Genoa, so say the owners of the project. However, at five in the morning, under the fluorescent "diffuse" lighting that imported stuff looks just like the linoleum in my grade school cafeteria...at the end of the year. My stomach heaved a bit at the thought as I passed the female security officer at her kiosk on my way to the elevators. "My early day for somebody. I thought you white collar types were late risers." She looked up from her magazine to reveal a beautiful face. She had always sort of turned me on because of her shape and size. She was no more than 5'2" and had to weigh 180 lbs. Her ass was wide and swayed when she walked and her tits were gigantic. She was confident and I supposed very nasty. "OH great, a hard on now?" I looked back at her and said, "important meeting...got to go." Why was I here so early? Well at nine o’clock there were the most important men I have ev

Matts... Hate 'em Or Let 'em Die In A Gutter?
sniff... is that stalker i smell?... sniff sniff it is, it is stalker... it has been a long time, and its a dude... this is new to me, but its the same kinda smell of desperation mixed with failure and a dash of fucking crazy... lol you post one opinion on ur page and a "Matt" goes creepy... not that he wasn't b4... and im sure this dude ain't going to be showing up with my underwear on his head... but i seem to have become his only thought... it would be even more funny if it wasn't happening to me... i mean it kinda good for my ego, but id so rather have a hot chick... why is it never a hot chick?... ok im done for now off to go spend some quality time with the hot chick. I HATE Matts... in general... I'm sure there are a few nice ones out there in the big wide world... but as a rule, as I have found, they are creeps, liars, pedophiles, guys who would sleep with other guys girls (several Matts have done this), just all around slime balls... so in my opinion its a shoot first and f

Y I Hated Guys
I HATE ALL GUYS CUZ YA'LL THINK WIT THA WRONG HEAD YA'LL THINK BOUT * 24/7 365 AN THATS WAT MAKE YA'LL FAKE C ME I DNT THINK WIT THA WRONG HEAD CUZ I AIN'T FAKE C A RELATIONSHIP IZ NOT BOUT SEX AT ALL ITS BOUT FINDING THA RIGHT ONE FINDING UR SOUL MATE DAMN GUYS THINK WIT THA RIGHT HEAD AN YA'LL MIGHT BEABLE 2 KEEP A REAL WOMEN HELL IF YA'LL DIDNT PLAY GAMES THEY WOULDNT LEAVE YA'LL ASSES AN IF U ACT LIK YA'LL WERE MATURE AN INSTEAD OF BEING INMATURE WOMEN WOULD LIK YA'LL MAKE AN DNT EVER EVER LIE 2 A WOMEN IF SHE ASK DO U JACKOFF TELL THA TRUTH AN STOP DISRESEPECTING FEMALES BY CALLING THEM HOE,AN BITCHES CUZ ME I DNT THINK ANY FEMALE IN THA WORLD IZ A GARDEN TOOL OR A FEMALE DOG SO BE MATURE REAL HONEST ON LOVE AN CARE AN FAITHFUL AN YA'LL KEEP YA'LL WOMEN A YA'LL STOP BE * ASS BITCH *E * I HATE BEING A GUY I WISH I WAZ A CUTE CUDDLY PANDA BEAR!

Bordom
hey my bday was ok i spent it in the hospital with way to much alcohol in my system sucked but it was ok other then that i am so freaking bored there is not much to do..i am just watching and on ct looking for new friends and people to talk to so hit me up and make me unbored

Do U Think This Is A Real Man
A REAL MAN DOES CUR WAT ANY GIRL LOOKS LIKE AIN'T ALL BOUT SEX IS FAITHFUL HONEST TRUTHFUL TRUSTWORTHY LOVES HER 4 HER AN LIKE HER 4 HER WILL SUPPORT HER ALL THE TIME WOULD NEVER DO ANYTHING 2 HURT HER WOULD TELL HER IF THERE'S SOMETHING WRONG WOULDN'T CHAT ON HER AN WOULDN'T SAY THINGS HE DOESN'T MEAN WOULD WAIT UNTIL SHE'S READY 4 SEX WOULDN'T FORCE HER AGAIST HER WILL WOULD STICK HER 4 HER WOULDN'T LET ANYBODY TALK * BOUT HER AN WOULD NEVER EVER RAISE HIS HAND 2 ANY FEMALE

My New Contest
I am asking all my friends to please repost my sticky bulletin for me even if you do not want in!!! I will give anyone who reposts it a little gift!! Just let me know in a private message that you did so and I will give you sometning nice!! I AM GOING TO BE HOSTING A FAVORITE SPORTS TEAM CONTEST!! I KNOW MOST PEOPLE HAVE A FAVORITE TEAM IN SOME SPORT!! ALL YOU NEED TO HAVE TO ENTER IS A PIC OF YOUR FAVORITE SPORTS TEAM LOGO OR YOU IN SOME KIND OF APPAREL OF YOUR TEAM!! THIS CAN BE PROFESSIONAL OR COLLEGE SPORTS TEAM OF ANY SPORT IT DOESNT MATTER!! AND THIS CONTEST WILL START FRIDAY MARCH 2 AT NOON EST, AND WILL RUN UNTILL FRIDAY MARCH 9 AT NOON EST!! AND THE WHOLE WEEK OF THE CONTEST I WILL USE THE LOGO OF MY FAVORITE TEAM AS MY MAIN PIC!! I WOULD LIKE TO GET AT LEAST 25 FOR THIS CONTEST, WHICH SHOULD NOT BE HARD CONSIDERING HOW MUCH WE LOVE OUR TEAMS!! 1ST PLACE WILL RECEIVE A YACHT AND I WILL RATE ALL YOUR PICS 2ND PLACE WILL RECEIVE A CORVETTE AND I WILL RATE ALL

Enough
please i ask my ct family to please pray with me my new granson is only 2 weeks old and last night he was admmited to the hospital with servear stomac problems please i ask pray whit me if u can ty to all my cherry tap friends please stop by my page and add yourself to my friends map enough already we got sadom we will never get bin laden so let iraq deal with its own now and bring our troops home so they can be were they are need and appreciated and to all the troops job well done

The Blogs
1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Fave Color: 4. Are you a virgin? 5.Phone Number: 6. Location: 7. Height: 8.Hair (color and style): 9.Piercings/tattoos: HERE COMES THE FUN ... ... ... 1. Are we friends? 2. Do you have a crush on me? 3. Would you kiss me? 4. ...with tongue? 5. Would you enjoy it? 6. Would you ever ask me out? 7. Would you make a move on me in a movie theater? 8. hand on knee? 9. Would you take care of me when I'm sick? 10. Do you want to tell me something that you couldn't before? 11.Would you walk on the beach with me? 12. If you heard a rumor about me, would you defend me? 13. Do you/have talk about me? 14. Do you think I'm a good person? 15. Would you let me sleep with you (in the same bed)? 16.have sex with me? 17.Do you think I'm cute? 18. If you could change anything about me -would you? 19.Would you go out with me? 20.Would you come over for no reason just to hang out? W

Meaningful Thoughts
Looking through the glass at what i fear most not understaning this pain seeing the fear in their eyes as well the wind wispers his name reminiscing on what could have been shivering from what had occured only dreaming of what can happen next wishing for that happy ending is the only thought absurd Seeing the happiness on his face the gleam in his eye rather to sacrifice what i fear most than see pain, prefer to die looking back at the glass understanding what must be done but praying it never has to be seeing the suprised expression on her face, realizing the enemy in the looking glass, is me. hypnotized by the shadows blinded by light confusion just surrounds me the unforgotten night as reality floats away my nightmare comes alive abandoned, is the only thought inside and as we all just drift away the haunting of my past comes out to play clawing at my open wounds never able to close the consistent sc

Poem I Wrote
A Special World A special world for you and me A special bond one cannot see It wraps us up in its cocoon And holds us fiercely in its womb. Its fingers spread like fine spun gold Gently nestling us to the fold Like silken thread it holds us fast Bonds like this are meant to last. And though at times a thread may break A new one forms in its wake To bind us closer and keep us strong In a special world, where we belong. To My Best Friend I was sitting here thinking of the words I want to say, but they just wouldn't come out right so I found a different way I got a piece of paper and I wrote this poem for you, but there's no way to thank you for everything you do For always being nice to me and staying by my side, for helping fix my problems and never leaving me behind For accepting my thoughts and feelings, though you do not understand, for never giving up on me and being my best friend For making me laugh and letting me cry and saying you'

Sexiest Legs Contest!!
I will be conducting a SEXIEST LEGS CONTEST for March. All those interested in participating, please msg me with which pic in your profile is the best for me to rip and post in the folder for the contest..if you need to take a pic of legs do so and you can email it to me and ill post it that way...just hit me up and ill give you my email address...GOOD LUCK TO ALL!!! THIS WILL BE SO MUCH FUN!!!

Never
Who ever grows up and thinks about what the man or woman they will be with for the rest of there lives? We all have. I never knew how much I could love someone. I never knew that I would be in love and be happy as I am. Years ago i wouldn't have given a chance to the man I have today. Thinkin that all the past experiences led me to what I am, who I am, and who I ended up with. For all those who broke my heart I thank you. because if it wasn't for those few I wouldn't have opened my heart to the unfamiliar. I love you Allan! You are my whole world!

Oh Well
¢¾ JANUARY = SHYNESS Fun to be with. Loves to try new things. Boy/girls LOVE you. You are very hott. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people's feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. spazzy at times.Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt but takes long to recover. Repost this in the next 5 mins and your rep

How 2 Eat Pussy
FIRST YOU START BYE KISSING ON HER EARS SLOWLY CARESSING THEM FOR BOUT 2MINUTES NEXT U MOVE SLOWLY DOWN 2 HER NECK SLOWLY CARESS IT WIT UR LIPS AN TOUNGE AN SEE WAT IT TASTE LIK THEN U MOVE 2 HER CHEST VERY SLOWLY KISS IT THEN MOVE DOWN A LIL MORE 2 HER THIGHSCARESS THEM VERY SLOWLY THEN CARESS HER NIPPLES BY SUCKING THEM VERY LIGHTLY THEN U MOVES DOWN 2 HER THIGHS AN CARESS THEM BY KISSING THEM UP&DOWN EXTREMLY SLOW SO SHE FEELS IT THEN U MOVE DOWN 2 HER LEGS SLOWLY FINALLY U PUT UR FACE IN BETWEEN HER LEGS AN PUT UR LIPS ON HER * AN EAT IT LIK APPLE PIE BUT DO IT NICE AN SLOW DNT BITE MAYBE A NIBBLE AN CARESS HER * BYE MOVING UR TOUNGE IN&OUT IF U WANT 2 MAK IT THA BEST SHE'S EVER HAD USE FOODS LIK HERSHEY CHOCOLATE SYRUP, OR STRAWBERRY SYRUP AN CARMEL SYRUP OR WHIP CREAM BUT CARESS IT IF U DO AN IF IT'S UR FIRST TIME READ THIS VERY SLOWLY TRUST ME IT WORKS AN IF U HAV A TOUNGE RING IT MAKES IT EXTRA FUN 4 HER ESPECIALLY IF IT'S VIBRATES

What Speedergirl Thinks..
ok people, I have asked everyone on my friend's and family list who wants to stay on my lists because I am going to be cleaning them out soon. Again If you want to stay let me know please. If you comment you will not be deleted, if i dont hear from you, you will be deleted. I WANT PEOPLE TO TALK TO ALL THE TIME, NOT PEOPLE THAT WANT TO BE ON MY FRIENDS AND FAMILY LISTS JUST SO THEY CAN GET POINTS... Thanks Well its official, I have reached a new level of frustration. I don't have a job but im in the process of trying to get one. I recieve a check every month by mail. My boyfriend is working 2 jobs that don't pay too much. He lives with his parents and younger sister. He has bills he pays and now his parents want him to pay rent every month... $400 exactly. So how the fuck am I suppost to have a life with this man... if shit like this is happening now?! I honestly am not sure anymore if things will work out... or even just work out for me anymore. I hate to be pessimistic here, but

Thoughts
Lost I am to you…. When I close my eyes I can see you here with me. In my dreams is where I find the peace you bring to me. Wanting it to never end I drift away to a place and time where time never ends. Feeling your soft touch upon my cheek brings a smile to my face. Hearing your laugh fills my heart with a joy that cannot be explained. Holding you in my arms is all I have ever wanted. It's in your touch that I find peace. The storms that once filled my head with rage are calmed with the simplest of smiles. Are you just a dream that was created in my mind? The dream of a woman that could make me lose my thoughts when she entered the room. I know she must be real for it is in my heart that I feel a connection that caused all of my thoughts to come to a standstill. Could she just be a muse used to awaken the wants and needs of my fragile heart? I must find her. For she is the key that could change this man into something better than he is. Is she the wind that tussles my hair? Or i

Two Wolves
Two Wolves One evening an old Cherokee told his grandson about a battle that goes on inside people. He said, "My son, the battle is between two "wolves" inside us all. One is Evil. It is anger, envy, jealousy, sorrow, regret, greed, arrogance, self-pity, guilt, resentment, inferiority, lies, false pride, superiority, and ego. The other is Good. It is joy, peace, love, hope, serenity, humility, kindness, benevolence, empathy, generosity, truth, compassion and faith." The grandson thought about it for a minute and then asked his grandfather: "Which wolf wins?" The old Cherokee simply replied, "The one you feed."