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Why Do I Care?
OK I JUST DONT GET IT AT ALL I ALWAYS FEEL LLIKE I FALL FOR THE WRONG GUYS. ALL I WANT TO DO IS SHUT MY HEART OFF FOR ONCE FUCK DA BULLSHIT. IM SO SICK OF BEING NOTHING BUT A FRIEND WIT BENIFITS ALL THE TIME I WANT A REALTIONSHIP A REAL REALTIONSHIP WITHA MAN MORE DEN ANYONE KNOWS. IM TIRED OF BEING GOOD ENGOUH TO FUCK AND DATS IT. WHEN WILL I BE GOOD ENGOUH FOR SOMEONE TO BRING HOME TO DER MOMMAS HOUSE AND DATE? IVE BEEN SINGLE FOR ALMOST A YEAR. WHATS WRONG WIT ME? AND WHEN I DO FIND A GUY I LIKE DEY DONT LIKE ME THAT WAY. OR DEY NOT LOOKING FOR A REALTIONSHIP JUST FUCK BUDDIES. UGHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!! IM SO OVER IT FOR ONCE I WANNA GO OUT ON A DATE DINNER AND A MOVIE FOR ONCE I WANNA BE DA ONE SOMEONE IS FEELIN. PEOPLE WONDER WHY I HAVE A WALL UP AND DONT LET ANYONE THROUGH THIS IS WHY. JUST SO YOU ALL KNOW IM BITCHING ABOUT MEN I LOVE MY GIRL AT LEAST SHE CARES ABOUT ME AND MY FEELINGS. ONE DAY WHEN I AM OLD AND GRAY ILL UNDERSTAND MEN TILL DENIMA JUST KEEP ON TRYIN FOR MYSELF AND NOT L

Why Do I Bother...
Been a while since I was on Fubar, haven't been on since I found out about the change of name from cherrytap. anyways, well i'm on again now...for how long, I have no idea. If I disappear, I guess I lost interest, but I hope the ladies haven't lost interest in me. I don't get...why any girl I talk to eventually just pushes me away...I try my best to be nice...to be respectful...but they lie and cheat me...i'm just not worth talking to I guess...or maybe i'm a freak and just don't know it...w/e...I guess it shouldn't matter...but it does...

Bad Mumms
K so I thought I was letting some people know something that was relevant to them. Guess not. My bad. Sorry. But some of the comments went too far. I forgot everyone on here is so perfect. I suppose it's easier to make comments like that when it's over the net semi-anonymously. Oh well fuck-em-

Not Posting Bulletins
hey guys i am in this contest and i would like fo ryou to go and rate and comment on my pic i am really far behind. please do this as a favor to me and i will return it later. http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=241913&i=3446585928 this is the link for the photo I have reposted bulletind for almost everyone on here that is on my friends list at some point and time, When i ask that the people on my friends list go and vote formy best friend who is in her first contest noone even goes to look at her photo much less vote or rate or comment on it. That is pretty sad to me. I guess that we really find out who our friends are here when it comes down to points and ratings huh. Well, i hve taken the bulletin screen off my page and i am not posting another bulletin or comment bombing another photo for anyone on my friends list so please dont ask me to. i am also going to start cleaning it out and getting rid of those that realy only added me for the points. If this pisses anyone off well th

Happiness
well i have been talkin' to someone that has become very special to me and she makes me very very happy. The really good part is she likes me for who i am and the way i am, i haven't met anyone quite as special as she is to me. She also nows that too cuz i tell her everyday how much i like her and that she is very beautiful. I'm hoping this will become a very long lasting relationship between me and her and i have a pretty good feelin' it will. She knows who i am talkin' about and that's all that matters to me is that she knows and is happy too.

Notes Scribbled In The Sand...
From out of the shadows, he took me by surprise With devious thoughts and lust in his eyes The attack was swift and without a sound He grabbed me from behind and threw me to the ground With weakness I looked for a way out He covered my mouth before I could shout Teeth met flesh and I tore it away Determined to live as night became day As we struggled, fabric shredded I knew what was coming, the nightmare I dreaded I grabbed the first thing I could find And took out my anger on his sheltered mind Bleeding flesh and broken bone My strength grew with each pain-filled groan I didn't stop when he grew quiet My blood was singing in personal riot My hands were shaking and stained His eyes were lifeless and drained So I ran for all I was worth As his blood soaked into the earth. -= © Phoenix *VMH* 2007 =- Edit: Yes, I wrote this from personal experience. Scary, I know... but there you have it.

Good Point
Have you ever noticed how many people state their opinion only to backtrack or apologize? It really undermines what they have to say. You may or may not have this issue, but it's a good time to pay attention

Crazy Days ~ Barksdale Afb
Just thought I would send a quick message to my friends & let you all know. The last few days have been crazy, but I think them crazy days are over for a while. I took my youngest over to Barksdale AFB on Monday .... He out processed from his unit...GREAT FOLKS OVER THERE!!! Then I put him on a plane on Tuesday & he's off to BMT {Basic Military Training - for those who don't know what that means....LOL!!} I'll see him in August down in San Antonio for the weekend & then he's off to Maryland until January. I can't wait to head to San Antonio.....I'm gonna do a whole lot of Traveling while I follow this kid around with his career choice, to serve our country.....LOL!! Damn Proud of him. T2UL, Take Care & Smile :o) Have a Great Night & Haller atcha all 2morrow. Louann S.

Colorstrology
COLORSTROLOGY AUG 3- You have a tremendous amount of charm and wit and people gravitate to you. Theatrical ability and performing in front of others may come quite naturally to you. You have what it takes to commercialize your talents. Many of you are known for that quiet smile that you usually have on your face. Your personal color resonates with your warm and loving manner. Wearing, meditating or surrounding yourself with Firecracker connects you to your greatness while opening your heart. FIRECRACKER||INTERESTING||INTELLIGENT||SEDUCTIVE search it up on GOOGLE.COM & type in COLORSTROLOGY

Change
Thank you to all the people who gave my MUMM a quick comment yesterday. I did, in fact, have a few smartasses, in which I fully expected, but a lot of you gave me some really good advise. I just thought it only fair to share with those few who cared the outcome of last chance to say good bye to a dearly missed friend. His ceremony was from 4-8 last night. His mother and his children's mother were allowed to see him before anyone else. They were allotted 3-4pm for personal time. At that viewing Dave's mother decided to close his casket. She did not feel the rest of us needed to see him that way. I am very thankful to her for this. There were lots of pictures and videos and friends standing around reminiscing. I had planned to take the advice of most MUMMers and go but not go up to his casket. Thankfully I didn't have the option because I probably would have felt obligated. Dave, the friend who passed, was the third family member in the Filler family to die in the last 2 years. His yo

Arizona Summer
I was just checking the weather and I think monsoon season could be starting as soon as next week! We may get our first storm! I am sooo excited! I'll be sitting outside (under a canopy) recording some of it to send Miss Ali, then prolly go running around in the rain like a bone head... and of course getting some kisses in the rain! yay! I love Arizona summers... well except the damn ungodly heat! yeah it been dark for about 3 hours and it is still 96 degrees! Insanity I tell you! But tommorrow is expected to reach 114-115 in most of the Phoenix area. I may be a burnt marshmallow by sunset! As for now I am gonna sit here and eat my lil grape slushy in front of the fan and sympathize poor Ray who has to work 10 hours a day OUTSIDE in the heat! But on the up side of that the man has one sexy tan... lucky him... I spend as much time outside as I can... mostly in the pool (all alone *sadness*) and I am still looking a little translucent lol. It's almost pathetic lil Leah is tanner than me,

Whats New!!!
I put a new pic in for the contest at freakdaddys! The contest has a football theme, so go check me out! http://friends.freakdaddys.com/voteme3 it'd be awesome if you voted while you're there! you caan even do so every 24 hours, so think of me often! :) thanks bunches for any support from my friends here! ~kaylee Kurves If you are interested in checking out my adult site, it is your last chance!!Today and Tomorrow (6/9 & 6/10)1 month membership!!!Over 4200 pics!!22 vids!!access to bbw-heaven.net and madskillz vids content!!I will no longer be accepting memberships after tomorrow bc i am building a new home and will have my site down temporarily after july 10th!!! so get your fix now!!!thankyou!!~kaylee kurveswww.kayleekurves.com how many of you like peeping? whether it be thru a window, a cracked open doorway...or maybe right there in the room just watching!? my husband sure loves it!! it's kind of a turn on sometimes! wanna experience peeping on me?? the other nite i w

All About Meeh
it's contest time and i need help click here to comment bomb plz help me get a 1 month blast!!!or 3 month vipclick here U TOLD ME SO MANY TIMES IT WASN'T OKAY TO CRY SO MUCH SO THAT I WANTED TO DIE U TREAT ME MEAN U TREAT ME CRUEL WHY IS ALL I ASK OF U THERE IS NOTHING LEFT INSIDE CUZ U KNOW MY SOUL HAS DIED YOU PUT ME DOWN HOPING I'LL STAY ALL I WANT TO DO IS RUN AWAY THESE TEARS I SHED ARE REAL SO WHY CAN'T YOU JUST LET ME DEAL I DIDN'T MEAN TO CRY BUT ALL I WANNA DO IS DIE THIS IS HOW YOU MAKE ME FEEL MY HEART BROKEN SPIRIT GONE LOOK AT THE DAMAGE U HAVE DONE U TELL PEOPLE I MAKE U PROUD BUT REALLY U ARE IN THE CLOUDS U SCARRED ME FOR LIFE KNOWING SOMEDAY I WOULD BE SOMEONES WIFE BUT YOU DON'T CARE WHY WOULD YOU DARE YOU KEEP HURTING ME NOT HEARING MY PLEA I CRIED TEARS FOR THE FIST TIME CUZ YOU ARE ON MY MIND WISH I COULD SAY I LOVE YOU WISH I COULD FORGIVE YOU DAMMIT MOM I JUST WISH YOU CARED ENUFF TO H

Baby Johnny... We Will Forever Cry For You
Rest in Paradise baby Johnny, because you are with angels. We will look forward to the day when we will dance with you in Heaven. You will never hurt again, nor cry another tear, Just watch down from above and know how much you will always be loved.Good Night baby Johnny!

Alone
Well if any one has read about me they know I have a new Apartment in divorceville.God I hate that word!!!But here I am learning how to Live with myself alone, no kids no husband just me and after raising his kids for 10 years they became apart of me so needless to say I have not only lost my husband but I lost my kids too!!The husband part I dont really miss I guess I am just tired of fighting to keep him happy when no matter what I do or say there will always be someone in his mind that says it and does it better so after yrs of forgiving the affairs over and over I decided I have had enough.I am not forgiving him this time!! I am going to show him that he can not treat me like this any more and think I will always be there to forgive him and take him back!!And he knows how much those children mean to me so I am sure he will hit me where it really hurts by not letting me see them..but I am still going to fight.I feel like I have already lost everything what else do I have to loose.S

17 Years Of Hell
he put his hand over her mouth "dont make a sound my mom will wake up and ill make it bad for you" she shakes her head yes he asks "are you a virgin" she had to think for a minute she certainly didnt know what that meant but knew enough from school it wasnt kool to be one. so she shook her head no. chills ran up her spine as he roved his hand over her chest she grabbed his hand and said "no". he looked directly at her and reminded her of what he said earlier about his mom. then he said lets play a game, she shook her head yes and he said "its called ill show you mine if you show me yours" without warning he lifted up her flannel night gown she became very scared fearing his threats she remained quiet. he took her panties down and touched her there and she began to softly cry. his breathing became heavier as he felt her. she was so scared she wanted to fight but knew she couldnt stand to be beat by his mom ever again. he took down his underwear and grabbed her hand instructing her

Best Friends
im in a best friends contest i was wondering you all can stop by and show some love on here all u need to do is rate and if u want u can leave a comment or two thank you all My best friend and i are in a best friends contest and we need all the help we can get we need to get bombed we are falling behind please help us and send ur friends as well

imikimi - Customize Your World I just wanted to apologize to all my friends,fans, and family for not being up to date on rating all the new stuff you have uploaded in the past few days. Monday at 2:00pm my very best friend of 33 years Frankie past away...he was only 43. He had a very long battle with Cirosis of the liver. So as sad as I am for his loss I am truely at peace with the fact that he is no longer suffering. But that is why I have been unable to be on here. I will be on more as the days pass!!! Thank you for reading this and being understanding of this. ~*~WE LOVE YOU FRANKIE...until we meet again~*~

Internet Age Limit?? Your Thoughts Anyone??
What are your thoughts on this subject? Since this forum was opened by a younger friend on my list...I thought I would share it with all of you so as to get her the answer she is asking for. I copied her message below...along with my response. ********************** ----------------- Message ----------------- From: Younger Female Date: Jun 20, 2007 6:15 PM Okay, it's not uncommon to see people in their late thirties trying to be cool on CherryTap, Myspace or other sites, or making the account for business, but what's with the 60 year old people on here? I don't know about you, but I think it's a little weird. My reply to her: Um...hun...Several of the best people I know on here are in the mid to late 50's. In fact, the second best friend I have...who is on CT, is 45. The older people aren't on here to be cool. CT, Myspace, and other friendship/networking sites aren't supposed to be popularity zones. It's about connecting with people and ma

Voting
Send this to all of your friends, and me if I am one. If you get 7 back you are LOVED!!! Here are the numbers of what kind of friend you are based on how many you get back.. 1-3 ~ you're a bad friend 4-6 ~ you're an okay friend 7-9 ~ you're a good friend 10+ ~ you're great friend " If you get a dozen your loved!! _________________.s$$_________ ____s$ ________________s$$$?______s__ ___s$³ ______________.s$$$___ __.s$, ___s$$³ _____________s$$$$³______.s$__ _.$$³ ________, ____$$$$$.______s$³__ __³$ ________$___$$$$$$s_____s$³___ __³, _______s$___³$$$$$$$s___$$$, .. ____.. _______$$____³$$$$$$s.__³$$s__ ___, , ________³$.____³$$$$$$$s_.s$$$_ ___ _______..$$.____³$$$$$$$_$$$$__ _s³ ________³$$s____³$$$$$$s$$$³__ s$³ _________³$$s____$$$$$s$$$$..__ s$$ ______s.__$$$$___s$$$$$$$$³_.s $$³__ ______$$_s$$$$..s$$$$$$$$$$$$$ $³__ ______s$.s$$$$s$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$ $_ _____s$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$³ ____s$$$ssss$$$$$$$$$$ssss$$$s ___$$s§§§§§§§§§s$$$$s§§§§§§§§§$$ ___³§

Today
On july 21, 2001 I was in a terrible car accident. After a day of fishing at lake travis, a friend and I went to the store and at a stop sign a woman in a blue dodge pickup rear-ended us. I was wearing my seatbelt but I still suffered a severe brain injury. I can't walk without a cane, my speech was affected, as well as my vision. In other words, I almost died. Now days I chat a lot on the computer. I don’t have any frieds (except people I meet online). I have’nt had a girlfriend since july of 2001. That is a big change in my life. Don’t go out much except for mom or someone taking me places.) probably because I have no car any longer. My car had engine problems, that I was working on. The most important thing that I miss is friendships & SEX( duh )! update: Hello, these are a few questions that people ask me: 1. Did you get any money for your accident? Well, I don't want to get in all of the details, but I will not have to ever work again. Although, I do get pretty bo

Curious
First and foremost, I love you guys, you have done so much for me in this contest I'm in debt to each of you, but now there is an issue. There was a point today where we had actually gotten into first place by 100 comments, then I log off because sitting here was hurting my back and to do some things around the house. When I log on a little later I find out the second place person apparently called on her family and in 5 or 6 hours busted out 2000 comments. You know, I've had a lot of people bombing me and working very hard to get me a chance at winning this, but I don't see how we can compete with that. So here is my question Should we keep going, it's a poorly run contest that I don't see much of a chance to win, but as long as one person stays with me then I'll stay in it and put every comment I have for a day into it, but I completely understand why others wouldn't want to spend all that time on a losing cause. So I'm asking for comments on here, there are 2 options..:D 1)

4 Our Troops.
4 our ppl in uniform I just want to say I feel U, it's hard doing a job that might get U killed, and U might think that no one cares but I do because I was there in 1990 and I knw that many fight 4 there brothers in arms. Just make it until your time is up and I will pray 4 U. LOVE A MARINE May ppl don't think about there love ones until something happens. So with that said remember to till your love one U love them everyday.

Kisses
This was given to me by a very good friend, she is very knowledgable in the art of kissing as you will see...LOL I never realized all the different ways there are to KISS.... see how many YOU need to practice up on.... or even try for a first time... Butterfly Kiss - With your faces less than a breath away, open and close your eyelids against your partners. If done correctly, the fluttering sensation will match the one in your heart Cheek Kiss - A friendly, "I really like you" kiss. Often the preferred kissing method of a first date. With your hands on your partner's shoulders, gently brush your lips across her cheek. Earlobe Kiss - Gently sip and suck the earlobe. Avoid louder sucking noises as ears are sensitized noise detectors. Eskimo Kiss - With your faces less than a breath apart, gently rub your noses together Eye Kiss - Hold your partner's head with both hands and slowly move their head in the direction you wish your kiss to go... then slowly kiss up towar

Hell On The Inside
It looked so pretty on the outside. A big old house surrounded with flowers. A pretty little pond full of happy little fish. She was so sure she'd found a forever home. Her mommy had a new husband, a new love. She had a new daddy. Everyone was so very happy. Then it all came crashing down around her. Every day he'd scream at her and call her nasty names. Everyday he'd hit her, over and over again. Everyday mommy would go to work, and he'd push her down and he'd pull her hair, and try to touch her there. He'd kiss her like the part in the movie she wasnt allowed to watch. She cried, she fought, she'd scream and kick. He'd try harder. He hit her harder, and he yelled louder. He'd pull her legs apart and make her let him in. He loved it, she layed there crying until he was finally done and then he'd leave. She spent hours in the shower, scrubbing until it hurt, and the dirt would never come off. If she knew what was good for her she wouldnt tell mommy their secret. Yeah, it was s

Radio Jitters!
im hosting my own radio show soon on blogtalkradio.com and im kinda nervous only because i've never hosted before! i am really good at the whole "listening to what people have to say" thing but, anyhow! im gonna give it a shot and see how i do! it will be a challenge for me! im allways up for a good challenge lol! ok well if you really want to hear how it goes or just check the site out then my link is www.blogtalkradio.com/sexy1_4u! so i will be on there soon! im going to schedule a day for maby friday! but ok im going to finish up on here then im going to write my show out and get everything planned and ready to go! k wish me luck!

The Less The Better
today you posed a question as to what i thought about u. picture if you will a garden of flowerz and as you walk amongst their beauty, it seemz as though each group is more splended than the last. picture one that really jumpz out at u. that one flower palez all you ever conceived of as breathtaking. as you continue to walk your mind returnz to that special one and it absolutely bringz a fulfillment to u that u find impossible to describe. i know if we would have walked 2gether through that garden and i was asked to name this beauty, it would have no other name but.............u know who u r! some people come in2 this world nothing and during their lifetime do the same. otherz like u come in2 this world and bring with them a-love and so much happiness that it makez those around them feel more important. i know you cant accept this, but those around u will accept it 4 u. as for me wordz spoken or written will never totally tell u the wonderment and love you have brought in

Native Americans
Native American tribes speak out about climate change By Associated Press Sunday, June 17, 2007 - Updated: 03:46 PM EST MT. MOOSILAUKE, N.H. - Native American leaders are speaking out more forcefully about the danger of climate change. Members of six tribes recently gathered near the Baker River in New Hampshire's White Mountains for a sacred ceremony honoring "Earth Mother." Talking Hawk, a Mohawk Indian who asked to be identified by his Indian name, pointed to the river's tea-colored water as proof that the overwhelming amount of pollution humans have produced has caused changes around the globe. "It's August color. It's not normal," he said. "Earth Mother is fighting back _ not only from the four winds but also from underneath," he said. "Scientists call it global warming. We call it Earth Mother getting angry." At a United Nations meeting last month, several Native American leaders spoke at a session called "Indigenous Perspectives on Climate

New Profile
well its the fourth, my kids 8th birthday and im alone as i have been many times before. for once i would love to have someone to cuddle and watch the fireworks with. Adult company that is. im feeling betrayed abandoned and just unhappy with my wholelife. maybe i should have stayed in LC. why do i always get the guys who fall for my friends? makes me feel like im not good enough for anyone. its bullshit. im thinking about deleting my yahoo and my cherrytap bc every guy who talks to me talks to her and never gives me a shot. im so done with back stabbing friends well here it is. My ex bf wants me back really bad or so i thought. he was lying to me alot when we were together about not wanting other woman. he claims he has changed but doesnt look like it to me bc today he changed his profile. it use to say my daugher and i were the number one thing in his life. now it doesnt say anything. i do want him back but i also cant deal with the lies. Stop telling me you love me and then go fu

Jealousy
I need to talk about this for a bit. What exactly does one benefit from this emotion. Or what good does anyone benefit from this emotion. ~~~~~~~ I'm thinking~~~~I can't think of one. So why is it there? Why do so many live with it? It destroys relationships and themselves. I know the affects jealousy has on peoples lives. It ruins them. The real question than remains, can one control this emotion. The answer is yes. But it takes work and determination. People who are jealous in nature are typically that way, which started at an early age. One's childhood. Your upbringing from birth and the teachings and examples set by your parents help make you who you are. The possible reasons being your parents not giving you the attention you needed, or watching them by their examples. Than you grow up into a non trusting world of lies, deception and being hurt by friends or a love one. And this is just your teenage years. Than you become an adult. You marry or get very serious with someone and

Everywhere
EVERYWHERE Everywhere I go I see you When that time comes I don't know what to do Everywhere I go you are with me Showing me everything I need in life to see Everywhere in place i roam That I know that you are at home Everywhere I sit I think of you I don't know but beyond the horizon is that.......... I LOVE YOU Anywhere and Everywhere

Ok, So Pay Attention
Let me just inform you of my take on this place... I am not interested in the rating games. I don't care to go around rating people based on their appearances and think it's quite lame to do so. Now if you're nice enough to rate me above a 5, I will return the favor, since I know that's probably why you're on here. If however you rate me a 5 or lower, of course I'm going to go see who thinks they're the shit lol And quite frankly it's pretty shocking when I do.... Apparently I'm supposed to know that guys with gboi in their name are gay.... hmmm ok... so I'm not supposed to be offended when one rates me low... fine, whatever... yet it IS ok for him to get offended when I rate him low back... double standards now I see... I ask why's he rating women then if he's gay.... he was bored... OOOHHHH that explains everything! *rolls eyes* Yet I'M the childish one when I inform him that I personally don't rate if I can't be nice... WHATEVER... I think the whole rating system is childish

Kirksbitch's Blog
let me tell you i think they should have kids in school everyday and give them no brakes then they would have time to get into trouble or get under your skin my 2 oldest kids are so goood at gettting to someone that its not funny and they get into trouble threwout the community.and they seem to never be able to go to sleep either when its bed time they always think of something and they never know how to do as they are told too and they wonder why they get grounded and punished well der der der we didnt do anything they did so they get the consiquences

Myyyyy Blogg
I Make Grpahics. Just Msg Me And Tell Me... Your Name: The Font You Want: What Size Font: What Color Of Font: Or Anything Else You Want... Theres One I've Already Made... Peace! I Make Grpahics. Just Msg Me And Tell Me... Your Name: The Font You Want: What Size Font: What Color Of Font: Or Anything Else You Want... Theres One I've Already Made... Peace! I Make Grpahics. Just Msg Me And Tell Me... Your Name: The Font You Want: What Size Font: What Color Of Font: Or Anything Else You Want... Theres One I've Already Made... Peace!

Pop!
Ok, this is my first time doing this, so bear with me while I pop my blog cherry here.... This has been a slow weekend so far... I've been looking 4 a job for weeks now & still nothing. I haven't been working because school has taken a lot of my time but a sista is broke. My finances are stressing me the fuck out. It seems like every time we get ahead something always pops back up. I gotta pay the car note, the insurance, the phone bill, my damn tickets (police, gotta love em!) the fee to get my suspended license reinstated, and I HAVE to finish movin all my shit outta my mamma's house. It doesn't SEEM like a lot but it really is. I feel like every time I get ahead something else pops up. U work, struggle to live, than die. (I am not always this depressing) Unless you get rich and not give a damn. Someday..... *dreams*

For The Troops
It may take you two minutes to read this, but if you do not take the time to read this you are one of the people this post is talking about. ____________________________________________________ You stay up for 16 hours He stays up for days on end. ____________________________________________________ You take a warm shower to help you wake up. He goes days or weeks without running water. ____________________________________________________ You complain of a "headache", and call in sick. He gets shot at as others are hit, and keeps moving forward. ____________________________________________________ You put on your anti war/don't support the troops shirt, and go meet up with your friends. He still fights for your right to wear that shirt. ____________________________________________________ You make sure you're cell phone is in your pocket. He clutches the cross hanging on his chain next to his dog tags. ______________________________________________

as we go through out life we seem to forget about all the beauty in the wold, we dont see the difrent typs of birds or the way the tree`s change in the spring. we also forget how nice it is to look at the wild things in the parks now its all about this fast paist wold , so take time for your self relax check out the wold you may see something you`ve missed or neverr seen before. summers here and every one is going to go nuts lol,the men are going to be tookin over by there body part .and women are going to dress skimpy just to make us nuts,but remember this of all things if you dress skimpy you`ll prouble be raped for it.now how do you feel on what was sead say it dont be scared i dont bit or get mad. isent it funny how we as people make all kinds of friends in ower life`s we have those friends we hang just to amuse owerself`s , then theres the one`s we have just to make us feel better about owerself`s because they have less then us. then there the one`s we take monoey from because t

Forever And For Always
In your arms I can still feel the way you want me when you hold me I can still hear the words you whispered when you told me I can stay right here forever in your arms And there ain't no way - I'm letting you go now - And there ain't no way - and there ain't no how I'll never see that day..... Chorus: 'Cause I'm keeping you forever and for always We will be together for all our days Wanna wake up every morning to your sweet face - always Mmmm, baby In your heart - I can still hear a beat for every time you kiss me And when we're apart, I know how much you miss me I can feel your love for me in your heart And there ain't no way - I'm letting you go now - And there ain't no way - and there ain't no how I'll never see that day... Repeat Chorus (I wanna wake up every morning) In your eyes - (I can still see the look of the one) I can still see the look of the one who really loves me (I can still feel the way, that you want) The one who would

Frog
I was told a story about a lady in the hospital who was near death when an area Chaplain came to visit her. This Chaplain was a very young female with long blond hair. She listened to the lady who was ill and left her a small gift for comfort. It was a tiny ceramic frog. The next day one of the people from the lady's church came to visit. The lady told her friend about the beautiful young Chaplain who had come to visit her. The friend was so impressed with the way the lady had improved and felt the need to talk to the young Chaplain. In her search to find the young gal, she was repeatedly reassured that the chaplains are never very young and that there was never a gal that fit the description given. Upon returning to the lady in the hospital, a visiting nurse entered the room and noticed the ceramic frog. The nurse made the comment "I see you have a guardian angel with you." As she held the little frog. We asked why she made the comment and we were informed that the frog stoo

Music Music Music
theres actually a few things that are not accurate on the list of songs ,, such as ,, your the boss is by brian setzer ,,, just not ann margret,,lol its supposed to be gwen stefani's name in there but its the only copy i could find so ,,,lol. second ,, to make you feel my love im pretty sure was a billy joel song first ,, correct me if im wrong plz. so far i think thats all i could find wrong with it ,,,i could be wrong however ,, let me know what you think! well i just added my project playlist ,, let me know if you like what i have ,, or if you can think of anything that might pop in your head that you would want to hear,,,,, or heres one whats the first song that pops in your head when you think of my name or view my profile,,,lol let me know this should be fun !!!!!!! well i rearranged deleted and added new tunes to my playlist ,, so as to better present my taste in variety in music ,, it is all around my life and is a definite constant as are my family and friends are too,,

800 Miles A Way
IF ANY OF MY FRIENDS READ THIS I NEED TO TALK TO SOME ONE NOW ok next friday friday the 29th i am leaving oregon i have nothin left 4 me here no real reason to stay i have $50 so i can get 8000 miles away I WILL BE BUYING A ONE WAY TICKIT THIS FRIDAY 4 NEXT FRIDAY if u want me to come see you let me know i will start where ever i can get to 4 50 if u would like to give me more 4 a better start email me btw i am taken the bus here is the price thingy http://www.greyhound.com/en/deals/go_anywhere_fares.asp

Dunno What 2 Do
the lies u tell me u swear are the truth the calls in the night i always get from you you never answer your phone when its me calling you but god forbid if i dont answer yours you came into my life like a bull on the run i swear i shoulda looked before jumping that gun you have caused me pain and tons of grief for which i wont forgive you because your not worth it to me you ruin plenty of lives and take many of hearts for what i do not get is why your never care the people you hurt friendships you break is things i cant deal wit and its the things that i hate you make sure im not happy just to satisfy your needs i swear you get off sittin here watching me bleed the blade into my skin blood runs to the floor the 1 thing i only know for sure is you cant hurt me anymore as i lay here and think thoughts of you i wonder whats on ur mind i hope its of me too the tears i cry are made for you i hate when your mad at me because my he

What's A Good Name For Your First Blog
If I am going to take the time to write a blog, I want it to be something someone will read. If I write a blog and nobody reads it, was it really written? Also, I want it to be thought provoking or entertaining. What's the point in reading something if you don't take something away when you are done? So here I am, typing away and I still don't have a clue what the subject of this blog will be. Basically, I have two choices. I could continue to ramble until a thought enters my mind or I could take a few minutes, look around the room or think of the things that have happened to me in the last day or two that strikes a chord. Rather than taking the chance on loosing you altogether I choose the later. I'll be back in a few minutes with a thought... I don't want to push people from other countries away so feel free no matter where you call home to chime in with your thoughts. Today I want to talk about the English language in the United States. Before you read any further, I probably

Opps
Today my page got deleted and it's no big deal right? Then where the heck is all my Cherry Peep's at LOL. I have to admit that I did alot of OHHH I am almost a 10 woohoo 6000 to go alright whatever LOL I am a chill cherry and very happy lol I do miss my friends who I don't have anyway of finding. Would I have been a better friend UH HUH I would have gotten there e-mail's or wrote down there screen names lol I suck Duuuuu Tara lol. I love the CT... but points aren't everything addictive YES lol anyhoo..... I'M BACKKKK!!!!!

My Great Niece
hi will you right back to me well as you all know that my daughter was keeping you posted about my niece's baby b/c she was born premature. well she is finally home now and she is very beautiful. she is small but beautiful.

My First Ct Blog !!
Hey all Well my lovely CT wife has posted a funny lil story. I think I will take a crack at a story too if anyone is interested as long as noone makes fun of it..erotic stories are pretty fun to write. So lemme know if ya wanna see one LOL As for me well all I gots my bike and some pics of it I will be puttin up and some of me and the CT wifey. I am taking request for other pics though as well...so if you all have any pics you wanna see either of us doin let me know and I will see what I can do for you. Heheheh (Evil grin) Did this before and some of the request were quite interesting..so lets hear it all..if anyone even reads my blog we shall see LOL I have enough peeps on my friends list..alot of ladies out there...said I was cute in the past I am sure there is somthing you want heheheh anyway Night all Lord Nightwing

Honoring
Nine firemen died in Charleston S.C. this week. Doing their job. Leaving behind their families and friends. God bless them and their families. Nine firemen died in Charleston S.C. this week. Doing their job. Leaving behind their families and friends. God bless them and their families. Nine firemen died in Charleston S.C. this week. Doing their job. Leaving behind their families and friends. God bless them and their families.

Me On Video Blog
YUP ME AGAIN BEFORE BED ......ALSO ANOTHER ONE OF ME AT THE BOTTOM LOL FORGOT TO GIVE MY WEEKEND WISHES ......NOTHING MUCH GOING ON JUST RELAXING AND TRYING TO GET RID OF MY COLD .... SO ENJOY MY VIDS MY FRIENDS ....LOV YAS xxXxxXxxXxx Lov Yas xXxXx

My Poem
Thinking of you night and day,I wasn't expecting you to leave this way.I came home you wasn't here,now i'm sitting here shedding tears.I cry so much till it hurts,I'm sitting here feeling like a jerk.I loved the way you held me tight,letting me know everything would be alright.I'm sad don't know what to do,All I know is that I miss you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Michael's Gayspace
ok cool I am a guy and i am not sure if you are into guys or not but either way I hope you aren't offended. On 6/20/2007, ct943748@cherrytap.com wrote: hey. sure. we can chat sometime. On 6/17/2007, ct485336@cherrytap.com wrote: you're really cute :) want to chat sometime? LMAO Michael thought this was a female and accepted the guy's friend invite.

One Of The Best Shows I've Seen In A Really Long Time
The best show i've seen in a long time besides Bones has arrived. The Tudors is filled with great actors, and beautiful scenery. The excitement just grows every episode I see. The actor who plays king is gorgeous and an amazing actor. The show is filled with sexual tension which makes it more suspenseful and a hell of a lot sexier. The sex scenes are some of the hottest I scene in a while. Its a very intense and inticing show. I luv this show, and would recommend it to all my friends and family. And I say if you haven't seen it go find it on tv or the web sometime and watch it. I think you'll be pleasantly surprised.

My New Goals
Hey All!!! I want to update you on what my goals are. I will be starting tomorrow at a new fitness center and plan on trying to get into Playboy or Penthouse in 6 months. I will not be here during the day at all but will be here sometime between 7-7:30pm. The trainers at this fitness center are Body Builders & they enter themselves into competion all the time. No, I'm not going that direction but I am going to tone my body up well so I can even be hotter then what I am now. I think I look good for my age but I want to look even greater. Please support me and any motivation comments on my profile would be great!!! My 2nd goal is to give up my smoking!!! I'm tired of not being able to breathe and having low energy. It's time for Self Improvement & when I make my mind up I succeed at it!!! Just think, when I make it to Playboy, you can all say I've met her online and chatted with her!!! You won't have that opportunity once I get into Playboy!!!! LMAO!!!! Xoxoxoxox ~Prtyeyes~ Hey A

Song's Am Trying To Wight
Every lasting love for you As I am once alone but I have come to see my true love to me As am riding this long and lonely train ride home to see your ever loving heart for me For the felling of being without you is so ever painful without you here holding on to me As my pains and fears build up within side of me just being without you Is driving my heart made for when we meet again? It will be so ever more special being with you again in my arms For it will fell like we have met for the first time in our life’s with us just being apart And ill will all ways love you and till the ends of time

Do Me A Favor ??
If everyone that reads this would take 5 minutes to leave this person 5 comments, I would truly appreciate it. I created the morph she is using for the contest so if you could drop a few comments, that would be great. You never know when you will need some help in a contest and rest assure I will blog you too! :D Click the link to be routed to her pic, plz!! Xoxoxo

Rawr
So.. I don't have much to say... im just high. I'm watching this show.. and its talking about these people that eat 33,000 calories a day... thats what i eat in 2 weeks- is that possible? Or is this show exaggerating on how much they eat every day? This show is beginning to lose their integrity with me.... Sorry, that was just a high thought- don't think anything of it. ET Phone home, Anna

Hurt In June Again
so yea i'm having a great week my baby was going to come and see me last weekend and we were going to a wedding and she tells me that she got sick and wasn't going to be able to make the trip then yesterday i find out it was a lie and she was here in town and didn't even let me know and made me think she was 4 hrs away sick in bed. and she swears up and down that she is sry adn it will never happen again cuz shes been regretin it the whole time and my brain is tellin me that i should just end it right now and move on where as my heart is tellin me that i can't take the chance of not tryin to make it work and that i should believe her that it will never happen again so yea i have no idea what to do so if any one has any advice at all plz i beg u to share it with me and on top of all of this yesterday was the day that changed my life its been yr since the wreck and that turned everything upside down in my world i guess the 19th of june and the month of june in all is just a bad

I Hate Feeling Lonely
I hate the feeling of being lonely, but I think most people do as well. I'm not just talking about being lonesome though, I'm talking about the feeling of being so lonely you feel it in your bones. The kind of lonely that makes your entire being ache. Not many people know what it's like to be in a crowd and/or surrounded by people and feel completely alone. I hate that feeling, but sometimes it just rushes over a person. The worst part is knowing that all these people around you have no idea that the smile you put on is a facade. That deep done your just wanting to scream. Being lonely is hard, especially for those of us that are true or hopeless romantics at heart. I truly believe that everyone has a soulmate out there. And that one day you'll find the half of you that you feel and know is missing. And thats what makes being lonely even that much more harder. Sometimes I feel so lonely that I physically ache. My entire being yearns not to be lonely. When a person gets so lonesome you

}:)
Vermillion, Pt. 2 Lyrics » Slipknot She seen trust in all of me, stretched across my shame. All the torment and the pain Leaked through the cover in me Id do anything ever to myself Just to have her for myself Now I dont know what to do, I dont know what to do when she makes me sane. She is everything to me The unaquited dream A song that no one sings The unobtainable, Shes a myth that I have to believe in All I need to make it real is one more reason I dont know what to do, I dont know what to do when she makes me sane. But I wont let this build up inside of me I wont let this build up inside of me I wont let this build up inside of me I wont let this build up inside of me A catch in my throat Choke, dawn into pieces I wont No, I dont want to be this But I wont let this build up inside of me I wont let this build up inside of me I wont let this build up inside of me I wont let this build up inside of me She isnt real I can make her real She isnt r

Some Of My Top Romantic Song Picks
1. Wild Horses by The Sundays 2. Whenever you call by Mariah Carey & Brian McKnight 3. Have you ever really loved a woman by Bryan Adams 4. I'll make love to you by Boyz II Men 5. Lets make love by Faith Hill and Tim Mcgraw 6. Wicked Game by Chris Isaak 7. Don't Dream It's Over by Crowded House 8. This Years Love by David Gray 9. Strawberry Wine by Deana Carter 10. Unchained Melody by the Righteous Brothers 11. Love me tender by Elvis 12. Like Lovers Do by Heather Nova 13. I can love you like that by John Michael Montgomery 14. You and Me by Lifehouse 15. I wanna know what love is by foreigner 16. At Last by Etta James 17. My first night with you by Mya 18. I Melt by Rascal Flatts 19. No Place That Far by sara Evans 20. Angel by Aerosmith 21. Save Me by Kenny Chesney 22. You Shouldn't Kiss Me Like This by Toby Keith 23. Mermories of us by Keith Urban 24. Amazed by Lonestar 25. I Shall Believe by Sheryl Crow

Upset And Confused
okay, so i have been dating this guy for a while and some time ago i found out that he had been sleeping with his supposed to be ex still. well, stupid me took him back and look what happens again. she calls me up and says they are still together. what the hell am i supposed to do. i love him and want him in my life for our baby when it gets here but i'm tired of the lies and cheating. can someone help?

My Superhero
Your Superhero Profile Your Superhero Name is The Rainbow Demon Your Superpower is Demonic Your Weakness is Color Purple Your Weapon is Your Thunder Arrows Your Mode of Transportation is Cable What's your Superhero Name?

Deleted Friends..
Basically, I'm going through and deleting all of you people who have like 257 photos who are here on CT for e-fame.. Sorry but I'm not here to give you points, I actually like to chat with my friends and learn something about them.. If I delete anyone by mistake who may have actually wanted to chat with me, send me a message and strike up some conversation and I will add you back to my friends list. Also NSFW pics are gone, doubt they will return. That's no longer the kind of attention I'm looking for online. :) Peace Sadly my first blog has to be dedicated to fake bitches... A lot of females have gotten deleted from my friends list and family as of recently. Most people I delete because they are just point whores, no offense.. If you don't bring some type of intelligent conversation or at least something fun to talk about then there's no reason to be friends.. Then again, if you're on here to play mind games and bullshit like that, take it to someone else's front doo

Bekah's Ramblings
will someone please tell me where all the decent men are? i mean, i don't believe in long distance relationships and that leaves me pretty much screwed in the men department cuz the men around here are scum. and i thought i could be gay maybe but the though of munching carpet really makes me sick. (no offense to lesbians, but it's just not me) i just don't understand. all these guys that like all this kick ass music and chillin out drinking beers wanna be with a girl who's like "ewww beer is nasty, and wtf are you listening too?" WTF man!!!! they got chicks like me out there who will drink anyone under the table and be jamming out some wicked shit and they want a whiny bitch. well more power to you! hope you're fucking miserable for the rest of your pathetic life!!!!!! (i'm sure you will be) anyway that's all i have to say....... i am so pissed right now!!!!! so yeah does anyone have like $115 so i can go to the poison concert?? *sniff* i know i'm a fucking loser and i threw away my li

My Blog
From what I know blog’s are a personal diary. So I will try and get it out of my system I moved here from NYC, trying to forget some one whom I love very deeply. Though we broke up he still cares for me and wants me in so many ways. We still saw & see each other as if nothing changed. when we broke up He had seemed to be in love, as if he panicked that he let me get so close to him. Maybe he was afraid of commitment. Maybe he was scared since all he knew was getting hurt, used, and disappointed. I don’t know what his deal was that day but, in a way he broke up with me, said some rotten things, and then as if nothing had happened we were back together but with out the commitment, I didn’t mind I love him and just wanted to be with him, I wanted to see him happy. I just wanted him. As the weeks and months went by, I was so happy but so very upset in a way. There was the fear rising what if I’m not the only one. Though he told me I was and he wasn’t looking, he was content with

Men And Women
What is is with some men? I mean damn are us women just a fuckin piece of meat or what... What the hell is wrong with normal conversations? Or have you not heard of them? I mean shit we too can hold some good talks.. We don't just want to hear ALL the time damn your sexy,Hot or whatever and shit we don't want to hear All the time how you want to fuck us... So on and so forth.. I mean damn can't you just come and talk and at least say hi first... SHIT... How about we ask you all the time wanna cam for me.. Oh shit thats right you'll do it in a heartbeat.. Why the hell are we so fuckin different??

Boycott Starbucks!!!!
NO COFFEE FOR THE MARINES Their coffee is tasting more and more bitter.... STARBUCKS DENIES COFFEE TO MARINES Recently Marines in Iraq wrote to Starbucks because they wanted to let them know how much they liked their coffees and to request that they send some of it to the troops there. Starbucks replied, telling the Marines thank you for their support of their business, but that Starbucks does not support the war, nor anyone in it, and that they would not send the troops their brand of coffee. So as not to offend Starbucks, maybe we should not support them by buying any of their products! As a war vet writing to fellow patriots, I feel we should get this out in the open. I know this war might not be very popular with some folks, but that doesn't mean we don't support the boys on the ground fighting street-to-street and house-to-house for what they and I believe is right. If you feel the same as I do then pass this along, or you can discard it and no one will never know

Stuff
Aight people!!!!! Come help out my girl † Lady Fantazia ~ CT Mistress † in an ink contest!!!!! You know her ink RAWKS!!!!!! Rates and TONS of comments please and thx!! Another good tat to spank with some love is for Knight member of the confederate bombers family And while your there... leave some loving for the other contestants!!!! Lixzz ya later!!!!! ;)

Ct Bar Tab
Seems that since they changed to the new bar tab w/ the pull down menu or adding points for being online my bar tab lines disappear. I used to be able to see everything going on but now its only 3 line items and that is all. I cant see anything else and it sucks cuz I feel im not getting back to people. Is anyone else experiencing this?

Fire
We lost a part of our world. A man has been killed. A brother has fallen. A good friend is no longer here to help. For days, we try to prepare to say goodbye. We have many friends. They are all very wonderful. They have help in many ways that no one on the outside even thought about- Food & soft drinks seem to appear out of nowhere-companies from outside are Here to cover our area while we are out of service. All those who have come to help are our Brothers-we are not related by blood- We are not of the same religion or skin color. We are auto mechanics and computer engineers. Electricians, plumbers, school Teachers & CPA\'s, truck driver & CEO, standing side by side in our tragic Loss. The day is long and hot, it starts before the sun is up. The truck is draped, the hall prepared, we can do this, we must. The service is carried like a litter. All hands on. No one here will let it drop If we should stumble, and stumble we do. We are in pain, and we grieve. We go on.

Rarely Bored
I have accomplished many things today. Unfortunately I was unable to do a few of the things I'd planned on doing to occupy my time, so now I am sitting here completely bored. The problem at this moment is that many of the things I could do to amuse myself all have mild inconveniences preventing me from doing them. I need batteries, blah, blah. I have nothing to worry about, except what to do with my time for the next couple hours. There are a few fun things I want to do, but not without my girlfriend. Ms. Annie Cruz is out having kinky sex with another woman in San Francisco right now, so I don't have her here to play with. Overall I am just overcome with boredom, and so I found myself in front of the computer, and now I give up. Times like this really make me want to start smoking cigarettes again. I will definitely stop writing this blog now, and go do something that has a purpose.

Another Beautiful Day.
It has been another beautiful day and I can't wait until tomorrow to see what kind of weather it will bring. Hopefully it will be sunny but not too hot. Well Christmas is almost here and people are running around trying to do some last minute shopping and the crowds are scrambling to find bargains and also trying to find something for friends and family. When did Christmas become so commercialized? It doesn't seem like it use to be, a time for family and friends to appreciate the company of one another. Wake me on New Year's Eve... at least that can't be commercialized... or can it?

Lagoons And Waterfalls
As I think of all the ladies in here i get this feeling of going to a special place i know in Aruba, it is not much but it is a very private place of magic and romance. As I look out and touch a hand we transport ourselves to this place, walking along the white sand and the ocean roaring. As we walk this is a small stream coming from the bushes. We walk up and see a natural lagoon and on the back wall is a waterfall. We walkin to the area and see that it is very private, the walk is cool and the sounds of birds and animals make it a prefect place. I walk to you and give you a soft, wet, hot, passionate kiss. The kind that melt butter in January. Our bodies come together and we start to meld into a puddle of hot wet sticky passion. Our clothes peel off and we mold tighter to one another. As I strip off your panties your skin glows in the flickering sunlight. I take your hand and walk you in the lagoon. The cool water licks our bodies and the coolness tightens your breast. We ki

Corks Blog Of Junk
RE: Crack The MySpace Code And Start Making Money! Are you addicted to MySpace? I've been accused of being an addict by some of my friends. I have to admit it, MySpace is very entertaining. My name is J. C. and I'm a MySpace user... but I'm also an Internet Marketer. MySpace recently revealed that they have over 100,000,000 users. Yes, that's 100 MILLION! When I heard this, my marketing brain starting to think... "Hmmm... there must be a way to turn 100 Millions MySpace users into some cash." Of course the first thought that came to my mind was that I could promote affiliate products on MySpace. It would work, however many people have been there and done that. I wanted to be a rebel... I wanted to create something brand new and totally original! The purpose of this free report is to open your eyes to the money making potential on MySpace and give you the information you need to get started right away. I wanted to make sure that I'm givi

Hidden Under Perfection
Oh what dreams do conspire? Where were lost in the muck and mire, Lost soul turn to each other in search of sanctuary, Only to find that it houses the advisory, Lost in love, never knowing the truth Kidding all reminisce of its proof, Searching, searching, searching, but never finding, Because from it we are always running, Dreams disguise the pain inside, Wrapped in fantasy that our minds devise, Why do we run from what we seek? Is it fear or because we’re weak? Or is it that our souls can’t bare the thought of edan, Which lies just there? Peace, happiness, joy and bliss We’ll never know just what we miss. One day when we are in heaven will Look down on all the earth and wonder Why we do what we do to ourselves, And realize that chasing a dream stole or reality... Seasons and times come and go. sheding light on the truths of life, not many know why things are the way they are only that life places a song in ones heart, songs differ from peron to person, some

Society Announcements
Bare Feet Society will now host a special contest for each holiday in each month. Halloween, Thanksgiving, etc.. So if you would like to be in it or know some bare feet ya want to win then contact me for more details! Bare Feet Society Rules 1) Painted nails a must. Nobody is allowed to use the same color as another member unless during a contest. 2) All members must have the Society name in their nickname and an album dedicated to the Society. Example: Sweet Rabbit ~Bare Feet Society~ Example for album: Bare Feet Society Photos Only 3) Ranks will be given out, as well as opportunities to be in the sister clubs of Bare Feet. These clubs are: D-Generation X, Lost Hearts Club and Jolly Ranchers Club (Last club is for only pirates, but we will allow models to display love to them in form of salutes on their feet or on signs) 4) No more photos of feet with other people in them. Those photos will be meant for a special thing called Feet Lovers each month, which you may make an album

Need Help
im in my first contest on ct and i have no clue on where my friends and family are but a few has come to help me for thst im very greatful to those friends..i have helped ppl on here from day one since i joined ct ...i help bomb contests and read the blogs,and repost bulletins.. and the time i need help no one comes ...if i cant get my friends and family to help ill do it on my own..then ill clean out my friends list ...this is a load of crap..no honor among theives is how it goes if i remember it right ....i have even stopped bombing myself in this contest to help others in theres ,well that stops today ....so if your really my friends i will find out.. im very hurt . here is the link one more time.... the link to my pic in the contest ..... im in my very first contest thanx to gothic rose who rocks big time...and i need help in this contest...i help everyone out when and where i can ... so its time for me to call in the markers....so come on and help me out ...ty Knight

Newssssssssssssss
Missing Dinwiddie Mom June 21, 2007 11:23 PM Some 1,800 volunteers comb hundreds of yards and fields for missing pregnant mom Jessie Davis. The Ohio woman disappeared last week. While the nation is gripped with the whereabouts of Davis, a Dinwiddie family hopes it'll bring some attention to their missing daughter's case. Leigha Dix hasn't been seen in 7 weeks. The 22 year-old disappeared on May 3rd. The search for Leigha began when she did not pick her daughter up from daycare. The Dinwiddie County woman has a 3 1/2 year-old daughter with her former boyfriend Dequency Batts. Batts and Dix may have had some problems - according to Dix's mother. She says he knows something about what happened. Batts is behind bars charged with attempted murder of another woman. She was attacked in april. So far police are only calling him a person of interest in Dix's disappearance. Meanwhile, the couple young daughter is really what's keeping the rest of this family together. Leig

Cherrytap Addict Fan Club,help These Addicts Level Up
Donna here has been a Friend + Family member of mine for a while.She's a Level 10 Lets Show her some Love. Please. msvadie lady ~nWo~~Society of Wolves~@ CherryTAP

Carolina Tribute
Carolina Tribute God bless the giving souls Of our nine Carolina brothers They offered up their lives In selfless service to others When the bell tipped for them On the night of 18 June There was no way of knowing Tragedy would strike so soon Initial reports were people inside This massive sofa showcase With fire in the truss-roofed building These firefighters were in a race Collapse is an ever present threat Of which firefighters are aware But when lives are in the balance It’s a threat that they must bare They hurried in to search for victims Before it was too late Their job is to rescue civilians From that horrible fate Always knowing, but never dwelling On the fact it could be them Who have to pay the ultimate price For heroically rushing in These men all led honorable lives Right down to their last breaths In service to their fellow man At the risk of their own deaths So as they pass to their reward Let’s take a moment to say “Thank

Her hair was up in a pony tail, her favorite dress tied with a bow. Today was Daddy's Day at school, and she couldn't wait to go. But her mommy tried to tell her, that she probably should stay home. Why the kids might not understand, if she went to school alone. But she was not afraid; she knew just what to say. What to tell her classmates of why he wasn't there today. But still her mother worried, for her to face this day alone. And that was why once again, she tried to keep her daughter home. But the little girl went to school eager to tell them all. About a dad she never sees; a dad who never calls. There were daddies along the wall in back, for everyone to meet. Children squirming impatiently, anxious in their seats One by one the teacher called a student from the class. To introduce their daddy, as seconds slowly passed. At last the teacher called her name, every child turned to stare. Each of them was searching,

Dreams
....Created by me and several other GF's of mine over time...:-P Enjoy! Ya'll wonder what we (girls) want - well heres the DL. We want a guy - that can make us smile, laugh and our heart flutter a little bit all at the same time. We want a guy that can get his hands dirty - but looks good all cleaned up...:-P We want a guy that will come up with crazy romantic things to do for you. We want a guy that can would cry if we left them - not at the end of a movie. We want a guy whose smile makes us smile too - even if were pissed :). We want a guy with self-assurance...but no this does not mean cocky, there is a fine line. We want a guy that will put a song on alone in his room - and pick you up and slow dance with you... We want a guy who will lay and watch the clouds with us :-P We want a guy whos kiss will make us our knees shake :) We want a guy that we can do anything with and still have fun. We want a guy - that is full of romance, passion, and fun :

You Know If You're An 80;s Child If
You know you're a child from the 80's if: You remember Don Johnson when he was "cool" You know who shot J.R You remember when Michael Jackson was actually considered something of a sex symbol You practice getting in and out of your car through the windows You owned at least one skinny leather tie. Your first Walkman weighed 10 pounds and was the size of a brick. You wore L.A. Gear tennis shoes. You know the meaning of Wax on/Wax Off You're always "in the mood for dancing" If you can "See Better" with sunglasses that have paint splattered all over the lenses. You wore lace gloves with the fingers cut off, bangle bracelets up to your elbows, bright red Reebok high tops and parachute pants to a school dance You need a shopping cart to carry your personal stereo with you. You remember what Michael Jackson looked like before the surgery. You go rollerskating every Friday night (not to skate, but to 'hang out') You still want to take Karate

Pregnancy
well i went to the health clinic on monday and found out for sure that i am preggers. although i have had the feeling that i was for about two weeks...the nausea has kicked at full force and i eat everything in site...lol...my boobs are sore and are already a little bigger than usual and i have mood swings(if i flip out on you for no reason i apologize ahead of time) my boyfriend mark is the only one so far to catch those by the way...i kinda feel bad about it but at the same time i now have an excuse to tell him everything that bothers me and he can't get to mad about it...lol. well that is all for this blog for now...i have a pic of my belly for 6 weeks on here and on my myspace page...if you would like to see the pics on my myspace page my URL is www.myspace.com/wethottness

New Beginnings
Where the new road crosses the old road I find myself with a new beginning I find myself with the same old quest but on a different path. Today i find the choice where to go, who to go with. I am not alone, my discovery begins with knowing that today i can have everything i ever wanted. Today i can enjoy being with you.. Whoever that is, whatever place that is, whatever we may do is up to us.. I come back to lost cherry searching for the same old answers to the same questions. Maybe someone is seeking the same thing as I. Hope.. Not just for the happily ever after Not just for the king or the castle Just to find me......

Freaks R Us Manual
THIS IS THE ORGINAL FREAK FAMILY OF CT ~**FREAKS R US**~ IM MOMMYS LITTLE MONSTER ~RING LEADER AND PHOENIX~ Mommys Little Monster **RING LEADER AND PHOENIX**~ TO THE FREAKS R US FAMILY @ CherryTAP OUR FAMILY AS FAR AS I KNOW, IS THE (ORIGINAL) FREAK FAMILY OF CT! BELOW YOU WILL FIND DEFINITIONS TO SOME WORDS. THE REASON FOR THIS IS THAT I WANT EVERYONE ONE THE SAME PAGE AS ME. KNOWING THE MEANING OF THE WORDS ARE WHAT WILL MAKE OUR FAMILY HAVE FAMILY VALUES. YES OUR FAMILY HAS BEEN COPY, GOT LOVE IT! ORIGINALronunciation: &-'rij-&-n&l, -'rij-n&l 1: the source or cause from which something arises 2: that from which a copy, reproduction, or translation is made b : a work composed firsthand 3: a : a person of fresh initiative or inventive capacity b : a unique or eccentric person FAMILYronunciation: 'fam-lE, 'fa-m&- ***** of or relating to a family***** 1 : a group of individuals living under one roof and usually under one head 2:: a people or group of peoples regar

Waisting Time
so i'm trying to figure out why i care so much...i have an ex boyfriend who doesn't really seem like an ex boyfriend...everything we did as a couple we still do now as ex's...in a way i feel like when i'm asked out i have to say no but then i ask my self why when i know he is talkin to other girls...as far as i know it's just talking but i know he is a flirt...i don't know i'm confused and the worst part is that today is my b-day and he makes me feel bad for asking him if i should feel obligated to say no since we aren't anything...and maybe i used the wrong word when i said anything cuz i do care about him...i went as far as telling him that i love him which i never say unless i feel that i truely meant it and it's something hard for me to say even to my own family but now i think to my self why am i being so stupid and holding on to something that just might not be worth holding on to...he tells me all the time im not his girlfriend and i shouldn't get mad that he talks to other girl

Writings
lies and cheats... seems everythings on repeat.. Trusting someones hard after all ive been thro Cant believe i even trusted you You lied to me more than anyone I'm pretty fuckn glad its over and done Thought u were true and sincere Geuss not, but i won't shed a tear Your not worth my time or my effort I'm pretty used to gettn hurt Ran over and fucked over time after time Your nothing to me a bottom-less slime You can only deserve credit where credit is due And the only credit ur getting is that i hate you your a liar and a cheater a low down dirty man But i geuss i was just a "pawn" in your plan A plan so dirty a low That even the devil told ya no Your the reason men have a bad name Thanks for making me a part of your game Sick and twisted no doubt I'm glad I can see what your all about Thanks for telling me before it got too far I hope someone kills your ass with a car But yet that would be too nice I hope they back up and run over you twice I hope you

Logo
hey family we have a new logo for the bbw/bhw bombers im askin all to look an add to thier backrounds , or add to the ones you have already please let me me know asap go look on my home page you can rip .look at it firs on my profile or the home page you can rip the pic they make it make back round they go to the bottom of my profile a rip were it says transparent to make it a like my

Your An 80's Child If...
You know you're a child from the 80's if: You remember Don Johnson when he was "cool" You know who shot J.R You remember when Michael Jackson was actually considered something of a sex symbol You practice getting in and out of your car through the windows You owned at least one skinny leather tie. Your first Walkman weighed 10 pounds and was the size of a brick. You wore L.A. Gear tennis shoes. You know the meaning of Wax on/Wax Off You're always "in the mood for dancing" If you can "See Better" with sunglasses that have paint splattered all over the lenses. You wore lace gloves with the fingers cut off, bangle bracelets up to your elbows, bright red Reebok high tops and parachute pants to a school dance You need a shopping cart to carry your personal stereo with you. You remember what Michael Jackson looked like before the surgery. You go rollerskating every Friday night (not to skate, but to 'hang out') You still want to take Karate

Most Wanted Contest! Help!
Hey guys and gals, Part-Time Casanova entered a "CTs most wanted males" contest. Please help him out by rating and commenting on his photo there. Heck post a bulletin or tell your friends! Click the photo below to get there. THANKS!!

This And That
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Cali Livin
I am a "CALIFORNIAN." That means... -Everyone hates cops, including the cops! -I live next door to mexicans -Our chicks are WAYYYY hotter than yours - I say "like" and "for sure" and "right on" and "dude" and "totally" and "peace out" and "chill" and "tight" and "bro" and "hell of" and "hella"(Nor Cal only) and "faded" and "stoked" and "fo sho" and I say them often - I know what real cheese & avocados taste like -All the porn you watch is made here, cause we fuck better and thats how it is - I don't get snowdays off because theres only snow in Mammoth, Tahoe, Shasta, and Big Bear - I can wear sandals all year long - I go to the Beach - not "down to the shore" - I know 65 mph really means 100 - When someone cuts me off, they get the horn and the finger and high speed chase cuz we dont fuck around on the road - The drinking age is 21 but everyone starts at 14 (legally 18 if you live close enough to the border) - My governor can kick your governors a

Just Stuff
I Guess We're Even Was it the right thing, When I tore your heart, Or was it just a mistake, When you threw me in the dark, Your eyes are now painful, You quiet and dying, Something I caused for you, But you shouldn't have been lying, We loath eachother now, So now your finally dead, I know it was my doing, But what's there to dread, You acted like I was nothing, But you said "I'll love you till the end" I thought I could once trust you, I guess it all was pretend, But now your gone for good, But yet your blood does leave a stain, I guess we could call it even, For all the conflicts and pain. So I was bored and over at a friends house last week. Figured id cyber. It was pretty good I guess. Here it is: bloodninja: Baby, I been havin a tough night so treat me nice aight? BritneySpears14: Aight. bloodninja: Slip out of those pants baby, yeah. BritneySpears14: I slip out of my pants, just for you, bloodninja. bloodninja: Oh yeah, aight. Aight, I p

Stuff
New post up on www.secretxsong.com. I think I will be updating the blog there instead of here... if you're interested. Its such a shame that someone I put a lot of trust into (more than with most people) and cared about has pretty much turned their back on me. I have a feeling that its because of some shit going on between him and my roommate's girlfriend. In all honesty, that does not/should not involve me, but apparently it does. At least in this person's opinion. I feel like I was lied to and my trust was betrayed. This person sat here and said to me not to take shit from anyone and stand up for myself. That I need "GOOD" people in my life - like him. Well, a lot of good that did me. Nice to know that I wasted 2 1/2 weeks of my life and money for this person. Not to mention the hours of sleep I lost so I could talk to him. *shrug* You live and learn right? My only advice to him: Don't shit on the few people that actually cared about you, and in all honesty, there

Poetry
I sit on cherry tap all day, Wondering who im gonna rate, Is it a 5 or is it a ten, hit on rate then messeage send. Waiting for the dreaded score, i hope its 1 or more, Ohhh god, my stomach churns like hell, its a ten, whey hey i yell someone like me or is it them, just being nice, ill rate a ten, Ohh well so wat if its a 1 its only just a bit of fun so if u read this lil poem, then rate it 10 or ill b moaning, only joking, dont really care, although a 5 it just aint fair lollolololollol Goodbye Category: Writing and Poetry Ill never be empty without you, And ill never want anything more, Ill be with you till the end of time, It is you that ill always adore. The way that you kiss im in heaven, And the way that u touch im in love, But i never thoight that u would break my heart, And this pain is just way to much. I always thought that u loved me, And i always though tat u cared, I wish u had told me before you broke,

Black Day
CHARLESTON, S.C. — One coached football when he wasn't fighting fires. Another cut hair at a barbershop. Yet another was known for quoting the Bible. They called each other nicknames like "Squirrel" and "Lightning." On Tuesday, this city on the South Carolina coast mourned them all: nine firefighters killed inside a burning furniture store in the nation's worst loss of firefighters since the 2001 World Trade Center attack. "They did exactly what they were trained to do," fire Chief Rusty Thomas said. They went into the burning building on Monday in search of two employees who had been reported to be trapped inside. One employee made it out. The other, Jonathan Tyrell, said he banged with a hammer, hoping someone would find him, and a firefighter was eventually able to pull him out. "I hugged him and told him 'thank you' over and over," Tyrell said in an interview aired Wednesday on CBS' "The Early Show." The cause of the fire at the Sofa Super Store was under investi

Pray For My Fellow Canadians
Three more Canadian soldiers killed by Taliban bomb Don Martin, CanWest News Service Published: Wednesday, June 20, 2007 KANDAHAR, Afghanistan - The final day of spring may have kicked off a serious summer offensive as the Taliban claimed Canadian soldier victims 58, 59 and 60 in a campaign to reassert themselves in a region that had appeared increasingly stable. Canadian flags dropped to half-mast over the Kandahar military base Wednesday afternoon to mourn the death of three Canadian soldiers riding in an unarmoured six-wheeled John Deere product called a Gator. The dead have been identified as Cpl. Stephen Bouzane, 26, of Princess Patricia's Canadian Light Infantry and Pte. Joel Wiebe, 22, 3rd Battalion Princess Patricia's Canadian Light Infantry. The identity of the third victim was being withheld Wednesday afternoon. Ramp ceremonies to send their bodies back for repatriation at Canadian Forces Base Trenton in Ontario are scheduled to be held here tonight. Brig.-Gen. Ti

Smoking
ok today some foo said fuk u so is said fuk u to and so he said that i dont take offers from boys so i said ur a fag and socked him in the face and started to beat the shit outa of him becuz of that gay comment JM$ BIACH then after that i party hard wit some home boys that fag went to a hospital and i igot away and slept good that night

A Story
I woke with a start, probably from anxiety. I had been hired just a couple of months before and now had to give my departments presentation to the board. My stomach was twisted in knots, and hoped I didn’t flub this opportunity. The suit I had chosen very carefully was my dark blue pinstripe. The skirt was knee length, the jacket would have a lace white shell underneath, panty hose and black pumps rounded out the look. It was hanging in my closet. I had sprayed perfume on it an hour ago so it would be more subtle, a little Marilyn Miglin Destiny goes a long way. I went to shower, loving the jets hitting my body and it seemed to relax me. As I began to lather up, my body it responded in that old familiar way. I had been divorced a few years, and while I would occasionally give in to my urges, I wasn’t one to sleep around. I had the usual toys but in the shower I used my hands. The soapy feel of caressing my skin made me tingle in my loins, and nipples stand to attention. My sen

The Value Of Life's Moments
To realize The value of a sister Ask someone Who doesn't have one To realize The value of ten years: Ask a newly Divorced couple. To realize The value of four years: Ask a graduate. To realize The value of one year: Ask a student who Has failed a final exam. To realize The value of nine months: Ask a mother who gave birth to a stillborn. To realize The value of one month: Ask a mother Who has given birth to A premature baby. To realize The value of one week: Ask an editor of a weekly newspaper. To realize The value of one minute: Ask a person Who has missed the train, bus or plane. To realize The value of one-second: Ask a person Who ha

Search Video Codes The mature love is not lesser in intensity. It is only quiet. He is not lesser in extension. More he is defined, colored is poem. He does not lack of demonstrations: he offers the truth of the feeling. He does not need demanded presences: he extends yourself with the significant absences. The mature love has and wants problems, yes, as everything. But it lives of the problems of the happiness. Problems of the happiness are laborious forms to construct to the good and the pleasure. Problems of the misfortune do not interest the mature love. In the happiness it is the meeting of skins, being with the taste of the mouth and of I smell it, is the anticipated understanding, knowing before, the gift, the emotion lived in set, the quiet speeches of the perception, the pleasure to coexist, the spirit and meat balance. The mature love is the relation and valuation best of the other with the safe part of each person. It lives of whom he did not die exactly having been stops la

Fate Is To Fade
So, it was another of those weird, half-lived nights... So much is going "right" for me at this moment, I keep peeking around the corners for the train I just KNOW must be headed for me... And when I can't find it, something awful inside of me starts looking for tracks to tie myself to. Clock struck nine. Damn. Where's she at? I busted ass as soon as I got off work. Cleaned the pool. Did the dishes. Even got Amy and Rain to clean their own room, for a change. They must have smelled the adrenaline in the air. Nary an argument... "Come on, Help Daddy. Your brother is flying in tomorrow- let's make everything nice". But that wasn't it. Yesterday, she kept me from going out, on a whim, which is, invariably, how I do it. No plans for me, If I make plans, I will change them to spite myself. She defeated my best charming smile, unusual for her, but she stood firm and I gave in, with a subtle last ditch assault- "okay, then tomorrow?" She knows me. She knows that if I wan

Walking Alone
Walking Alone Walking alone through the sands of time The mists of the seas and salt on my mind I walk alone for no aparent reason The cool ocean breeze running through my hair The walk was long Plenty of time to think Of what i dont know And why, just because Walking alone in the mists of the night The ominis glows getting closer in sight I walk through the sands of time Could these sands hold the time that is mine Walking by the edge every step i take Closer and closer to the point i break Closer and closer that time has come One step to the right and i will be fine Seas wash away Sands come and go Much like the feelings of being alone.

Slave To The Quill And Ink
Alone, I fit inside the glass before me. The poison, the liquid numbing me. The room closes in or perhaps I am getting bigger. Bigger than the cancerous pain that grows within my very marrow. The poison giving me the impression that I am able to overcome and feel love again or for the first time... whichever the case may be. The rusted edges of this blade writhe against my flesh and through tear streaked eyes I wonder if the rust is rust or blood from the last encounter. The poison leaks out of me... razor blade love the only love I have access denied to everything else. Why am I sitting here telling you? Who else would I tell? Should I be angry that you intrude on my thoughts or grateful that you care enough to read? Or perhaps I should just laugh and drink and cut to wake up to the lonely bleeding heart I have become. ~Kory~ 6/20/07 Aren't you just fucking Precious full of yourself and full of shit. Aren't you just fucking Charming th

Friends And Fans...
do u have what it takes to be fubar's next hottest tattoo...if so please send pic of tat to my fumail and i will set it up...as soon as i get 15 contestents the contest will begin...good luck to u all first place----a month vip or a blast(7 DAY) second place---a porsh therd place----a tropical vacation the contestants so far are as followed angie babe dirty monky daves baby nopedaling im to good for you sexy azz bytch angel79 angel of sin sweetlikecandy wolves242006 in my dreams babydoll39 lick my screen Tatted&Peirced Frkyphkkr

Rules For Relationship....
I'LL face my emptiness alone; you need not fill me up .... I'll trust - and tell you when I don't....I'll be there you can count on me .... I'll take my consequences for what I say and do ....I'll accept you - the way you are .... I'll let you know me -my thoughts and feelings to the extent it is possible .... I'll tell you if I'm leaving.... I'll be vulnerable - as often as I can .... I'll disagree- and stay when I do .... I'll comment on my reality.... I'll be receptive to giving and taking .... I shall understand that my need for intimacy may be different from yours....

Www.freakandgeekshow.com Highlights For 06/19/07
Not much going on last night, the geek was sick as a dog(mentally and physically) needless to say he wasn't the life of the party. We tried those jelly beans from harry potter, the freak ate them like there was no tomorrow, the worst one had to have been the rotten eggs. We had our first customer interview with wayne. Wayne apparently has an expression for everylittle thing i.e., "I have to take off like a prom dress cause if shittin cost a nickle I'd have to puke." apperantly he was broke. I had to have the freak translate that one for me. Other than that mainly boobs and beer like always, catch us tonight, remember it's 10 bucks a month or 60 dollars for a year, which is half the cost, hit us up www.freakandgeekshow.com

My Thoughts And Other Shit
DON'T SPOIL IT. Name 5 people you can think of right off the top of your head. Don't read the questions underneath until you write the names of all 5 people. This is a lot funnier if you actually randomly list the names first... NO CHEATING! 1. Destenie 2. Scott 3. Missy 4. Henry 5. Lisa DON'T LOOK AHEAD UNLESS YOU FILLED UP THE TOP! 1. How did you meet number 3? I met her on fubar 2. On a scale 1-10 rate your friendship with number 2 . 10 3. How long have you known number 4? since November when I started working for FedEx 4. How do you know number 2? He's not heavy, he's my brother 5. What would you do if 5 told you they loved you? she already has 6. A fact about number 1. She is the one that is on my mind right now, and not in a good way 7. Who is 4 going out with?. Hes married to Jennifer 8. What is 2 doing? right now he is probably packing...but I will be over his house to hang out later in the day 9. Would you live with number 3

Chaos! In Blog Format
Just when I think that I get something good, its gone before I know it. Why does that always happen to me. Its like I dont even deserve to stay happy. Yes, I still think that if you're not jumping in with both feet that you're not living, applying to my rushed emotions. But that's always been the way I am. Quick to feel. Quick to get hurt, and hurt I am. I felt it coming for a few days now, but didnt realize it would be quite like this. Now its all darkness again. For a while I had hope of love again, but no. I should be foolish to think that I will actually end up with someone. All they're interested in is sex. And I give it all too freely. Now I sit here with tears in my eyes wondering what dreams I will have tonight. Sad disturbing things, I'm sure. When all around me my friends are engaged and married, and I sit here alone with not an interest in the world. The tears are rolling down my cheeks now, but no one will see because I am alone. No one will hear my stiffle

Thought For The Day!!
Thought for the Day: If God had a refrigerator, your picture would be on it. If He had a wallet, your photo would be in it.Â He sends you flowers every spring.Â He sends you a sunrise every morning. Face it, friend - He's crazy about you!Â Send this to every "beautiful person" you wish to bless.Â God didn't promise days without pain, laughter without sorrow, sun without rain, but He did promise strength for the day, comfort for the tears, and light for the way.Â Read this line very slowly and let it sink in ...Â If God brings you to it, He will bring you through it.

Showing I Care About My Friends
Of all the friends I've ever met, You're the one I won't forget. And if I die Before you do I'll go to heaven And wait for you I'll give the angels Back their wings And risk the loss Of everything Just to prove My friendship is true I'm thankful to have Family and Friends like you! LEAVE ME A COMMENT SAYING YOU ARE MY FRIEND AND IF I GET A COMMENT, I KNOW THAT YOU'RE TRUE FRIEND!!

Just Day To Day Upsets
I want to thank all of you for rating my pictures and leaving wonderful comments. I relly enjoy reading all of them. Over the past couple of weeks I've been starting a new job and still working my old one. So I've been a bit busy. Unfortunatally on Sunday morning like at 4:30 our house cought on fire and the finished basement was destroyed. The guy who lived down there lost everything. The rest of the house has heavy smoke damaage and all the people who lived there are physically ok but we are all stell really shook up. The thing that scared me the most is if the other roommate hadn't got up to get a drink we would all be dead and I had my little girl that night as well. It was one of the most terrifying experiences of my life. This hose is two storys and I lived on the second floor. There are a total of 7 bedrooms, 2 kitchens, 2 living rooms, A dining room, Parlor room, Garage, and storage rooms... For all of this only one smoke detector. We never thought about them and not m

Liers
This is for the ladies, a guy on here known as Slayer666 is a player. He lives in Denver,CO. He is married but he will say he has left her he will tell you he loves you.Then when you believe him he blows you off. So stay away from him unless you are ready for games and hurting...Oh his real name is Kevin Doyle and he is on yahoo as kevin32m2003...

Random Thoughts Racing
I've been thinking..... -Is everybody going crazy? -Love never wanted me, but I took it anyway -Sigh, am I gonna have to gun down romance again? -Pain gives me the right, to be unkind -Wishing you were here,...I miss you -Hmmm....Mrs. Right, or Ms. Right Now? -Why am I here? -Why are YOU here? -Searching for something to be... -Broken Heart, shattered dreams...somebody save me... -Here I Am...Now what were your other 2 wishes? -Am I going crazy? -Someone explain to me why being "crazy" is now the new norm..... -Do I like you? -Do you like me? -Wow, there's a cute girl... -Are you looking at me? -All is nothing, in moderation, it's a dirty feeling, that makes you stronger...well I believe,..I'm just plain tired... -Save me, and I'll be your Superman.. -You're the best thing about me... -Are you the one? -Am I the one? I wonder if someone is thinking about me? -I'd die to know you love me, but I'm all alone -I'm sick of wearing this damn hollow smile -Well, no

Hats Off To Charlie Daniels
don't know how everybody else feels about it, but to me I think Hispanic people in this country, legally or illegally, made a huge public relations mistake with their recent demonstrations. I don't blame anybody in the world for wanting to come to the United States of America, as it is a truly wonderful place. But when the first thing you do when you set foot on American soil is illegal it is flat out wrong and I don't care how many lala land left heads come out of the woodwork and start trying to give me sensitivity lessons. I don't need sensitivity lessons, in fact I don't have anything against Mexicans! I just have something against criminals and anybody who comes into this country illegally is a criminal and if you don't believe it try coming into America from a foreign country without a passport and see how far you get. What disturbs me about the demonstrations is that it's tanta-mount to saying, "I am going to come into your country even if it means breaking your l

Heaven Is Never 2 Far Away
Her hair was up in a pony tail, her favorite dress tied with a bow. Today was Daddy's Day at school, and she couldn't wait to go. But her mommy tried to tell her, that she probably should stay home. Why the kids might not understand, if she went to school alone. But she was not afraid; she knew just what to say. What to tell her classmates of why he wasn't there today. But still her mother worried, for her to face this day alone. And that was why once again, she tried to keep her daughter home. But the little girl went to school eager to tell them all. About a dad she never sees; a dad who never calls. There were daddies along the wall in back, for everyone to meet. Children squirming impatiently, anxious in their seats One by one the teacher called a student from the class. To introduce their daddy, as seconds slowly passed. At last the teacher called her name, every child turned to stare. Each of them was searching,

A Little Humor
Men strike back! How many men does it take to open a beer? None. It should be opened when she brings it. ------------------------------------------------------------------- Why is a Laundromat a really bad place to pick up a woman? Because a woman who can't even afford a washing machine will probably never be able to support you. -------------------------------------------------------------------- Why do women have smaller feet than men? It's one of those "evolutionary things" that allows Them to stand closer to the kitchen sink. ------------------------------------------------------------------- How do you know when a woman is about to say something smart? When she starts a sentence with "A man once told me..." ------------------------------------------------------------------- How do you fix a woman's watch? You don't. There is a clock on the oven. ------------------------------------------------------------------- Why do men pass gas more than women? Becaus

Markusmarkus
I am a guy from Toronto Ontario Canada I am active both in doors and out doors. I am out going as well as laid back depending on the affair and whats taken place. I am single at the moment not in any rush to jump in head first to something but am interested in meeting a single woman. I am open minded optimistic fun loving but also have my act together. I love to have fun and good times in many ways am friendly funny and not into games.

Sundays Blog
Bee and Hornet Stings This might be of interest to every one........................ True story.. from a friend Just wanted to share a bit of information. A couple of weeks ago I was unfortunate enough to get stung by both a bee and hornet while working in the garden. My arm swelled up so off to the doctor I went. The clinic gave me cream and an antihistimine. The next day the swelling was getting progressively worse so off to my regular doctor I went. Infected arm - needed antibiotic. What was interesting is what Dr. Milkovic told me. The next time you get stung put a penny on the bite for 15 minutes. I thought, wow next time (if there ever is one) I will try it. Well that night Shelley's niece got stung by two bees. When she came over to swim I looked at the bite and it had already started to swell. So off I went to get my money. Taped a penny to her arm for 15 minutes. The next morning, there was no sign of a bite. Wow ,were we surprised! Her niece,we decided

Wtf?
Seems people are more interested in point whoring than making meaningful friendships...I'm 38, I don;t need the adolescent BS that populates this site for much longer. Hope the door doesnt hit too hard on the way out when I make my decision. :) OK, I see a LOT of profiles out here with people claiming to be cowboys, but not one photo shows them working with, or even sitting on their horse...or any horse, for that matter. I don't consider myself a cowboy (despite what the ranchers I work with tell me), but one of the absolute worst things that would happen to a cowboy is to have someone take his horse, or to ever be caught without one. Their horse is not just a beast of burden, it's a business partner that any cowboy wouldn't be caught dead without. In fact, being w/o a horse on the range will likely end up with the cowboy dead from starvation or dehydration. It's like Vanilla Ice, claiming to be something he wasn't to get some form of cred. Point is, don't call yourself a c

Work
Why do men have to be all about tits...? The first date? Why can't they be respectful? I need to be working, but this is so much fun! Ever have those days when you just work and work and work? Then days that you're there, but you're not there? That's me today! HAHA

What's On My Mind
Hi everyone this is my first blog ever so if you have any suggestions or comments feel free to reply. To start I'll tell you a little about myself. I am a 31 year old father of 2 great kids. My son is 7 and my daughter is 5 and will turn 65 on July 5th. I have been married to my beautiful wife for 8 years and I am still madly in love with her and always will be. The past couple days have been pretty stressfull considering I hate my job and my son was injured. He was playing around and cut his head open and had to get 6 staples. It was a pretty bad cut and it was pretty scary. This was short and sweet but I wanted to try a blog and see what responses I get. Hane a great day everyone!!!! Thanks

A Poem For My Grandma
GOD SAW YOU GETTING TIRED, AND A CURE WAS NOT TO BE SO HE PUT HIS ARMS AROUND YOU AND WHISPERED, " COME WITH ME." WITH TEARFUL EYES WE WATCHED YOU SUFFER, AND SAW YOU FADE AWAY. ALTHOUGH WE LOVED YOU DEARLY , WE COULD NOT MAKE YOU STAY. A GOLDEN HEART STOPPED BEATING. HARD WORKING HANDS AT REST. GOD ONLY PROVES HE ONLY TAKES THE BEST. ITS LONELY HERE WITHOUT YOU . WE MISS YOU MORE EACH DAY. LIFE DOESN'T SEEM THE SAME SINCE YOU'VE GONE AWAY. WHEN DAYS ARE SAD AND LONELY AND EVERTHING GOES WRONG. WE SEEM TO HEAR YOU WHISPER, "CHEER UP AND CARRY ON' EACH TIME WE SEE YOUR PICTURE, YOU SEEM TO SMILE AND SAY, " DON'T CRY, I'M IN GODS KEEPING, WE'LL MEET AGAIN SOMEDAY. AUTHOR UNKNOWN

What's Going On!!!!!!!!!!
hey everyone, what do you think of the new hair and look how big my baby boy is now 24 inches long and 14 pounds, their will be more pics soon.. so keep ur eyes open and make sure you comment and rate my pics :) i will do the same hey everyone, just wanting to say i am back i lost my net for a while, and please sign my guest book.i need all of my friends faces and comment on it.... nt much going on joey is 4 months old and 13 pounds now, me and my man are doin good lexi is doing good too and soon i will get some recent pics to post here, well gotta go

Q & A
GOD I LOVE COLLEGE FOOTBALL!!! Running back Knowshon Moreno was a hot topic of conversation during this week's teleconference with Georgia coach Mark Richt. Moreno's 18 carry, 168-yard, three-touchdown effort in Saturday's 56-17 win over Central Michigan obviously wowed the sellout crowd at Sanford Stadium, but it was his hurdle of Chippewa safety Vince Agnew to complete a 29-yard run that dropped jaws. It was a play that Georgia fans will no doubt be talking about for quite a while, but it was one that many in the country watching ESPN did not get to see except for a brief glance during a quick preview of the Bulldogs highlights to come following a commercial break. Knowshon Moreno's hop over Vince Agnew wasn't the highlight fans thought it should be.When the network did its Top 10 plays, Moreno's highlight was not included. Richt was asked about the omission. "I think they missed the boat or didn't do their homework or something," Richt said. "Normally they do a

Blogythings
The Part of You That No One Sees You are passionate, romantic, and emotional. You put love first in your life, even though you have often been disappointed by it. You expect to be swept of your feet, and you never expect infatuation to die out. Underneath it all, you are scared that you aren't lovable. Your insecurity has ruined many relationships, as you are unable to see the love that's really there. You are secretly afraid of being alone. Confronting your insecurities is incredibly painful. What's the Part of You That No One Sees? Men See You As Choosy Men notice you light years before you notice them You take a selective approach to dating, and you can afford to be picky You aren't looking for a quick flirt - but a memorable encounter It may take men a while to ask you out, but it's worth the wait How Do Men See You? Your Love Type: INFP The Idealist In love, you crave a long term, harmonious relationship. For you, sex doesn't

Jo's Deep Thoughts
That's what I was Saturday night! LOL I'm tellin' ya those little bottles of Jack are very potent! I drank damn near a case of BudLight & had 3 shots of Jack. I was feeling great!! lol I didn't even have a hangover Sunday morning! After everyone left, I had some outside sex with my hubby. That was awesome! Unfortunately we didn't have sex after we went inside cause I passed out. lol I got some great stuff of everyone with the camcorder. I can't wait to see it. Michael took pics & again we have some great blackmailing photos. lol I really enjoyed myself. We went through 58 bottles of BudLight. I actually drank more than Michael for once. Yes, I am proud of myself! lol This weekend was the Rock Fest. I went with a friend to see Chicago on Thursday night, but we were both more tired than we thought & we left right before Chicago started playing. :( That was upsetting. I did get a glow necklace though! The guy even gave me a discount! :) Last night we could hear Def Lepperd clear as a

Computer Support
I have encountered a lot of people on here with computer problems, and I think a lot of them are due to viruses and such. So in this blog I am going to give you some sites to where you can get free software. avg- (anti-virus) http://free.grisoft.com/doc/1 adaware-(spyware protect)http://www.lavasoftusa.com/ spybot search and destroy (spyware protection) http://www.download.com/3000-8022_4-10401314.html

My Poems
English - I love you Afrikaans - Ek het jou lief Albanian - Te dua Arabic - Ana behibak (to male) Arabic - Ana behibek (to female) Armenian - Yes kez sirumen Bambara - M'bi fe Bengali - Ami tomake bhalobashi (pronounced: Amee toe-ma-kee bhalo-bashee) Belarusian - Ya tabe kahayu Bisaya - Nahigugma ako kanimo Bulgarian - Obicham te Cambodian - Soro lahn nhee ah Cantonese Chinese - Ngo oiy ney a Catalan - T'estimo Cherokee - Tsi ge yu i Cheyenne - Ne mohotatse Chichewa - Ndimakukonda Corsican - Ti tengu caru (to male) Creol - Mi aime jou Croatian - Volim te Czech - Miluji te Danish - Jeg Elsker Dig Dutch - Ik hou van jou Elvish - Amin mela lle (from The Lord of The Rings, by J.R.R. Tolkien) Esperanto - Mi amas vin Estonian - Ma armastan sind Ethiopian - Afgreki' Faroese - Eg elski teg Farsi - Doset daram Filipino - Mahal kita Finnish - Mina rakastan sinua French - Je t'aime, Je t'adore Frisian - Ik h?ld fan dy Gaelic - Ta g

Macc Lads
My name is Uncle Knobby, I hang around primary schools Underneath my raincoat, I'm always totally nude I show my navel fluff collection to lots of fully-clothed men I get a full erection, and have to rush to the gents Ooh! Uncle Knobby, can't we please go home? Why do you hide in the bushes? What have you done with our clothes? I introduce my penis to hamsters, gerbils and mice I like to read Fiesta, and peek at the reader's wives Ooh! Uncle Knobby, where's our special treat? Why do you keep taking pictures and sniffing our bicycle seats? I grummidge in my portfolio, which is full of Tampax ads I look up my own bottom with mirrors from ladies' handbags Ooh! Uncle Knobby, can't we please go home? We've never seen any dildos, we don't want to wear pantyhose Ooh! Uncle Knobby, Why have you smeared us with cake? We don't like standing in custard, and we don't want to play with your snake. One day after closing I was lying on me nest, When Stez shouts "get

Stuff Worth Passing On
There was a young woman who had been diagnosed with a terminal illness and had been given three months to live. So as she was getting her things "in order," she contacted her pastor and had him come to her house to discuss certain aspects of her final wishes. She told him which songs she wanted sung at the service, what scriptures she would like read, and what outfit she wanted to be buried in. Everything was in order and the pastor was preparing to leave when the young woman suddenly remembered something very important to her. "There's one more thing," she said excitedly . "What's that?" came the pastor's reply. "This is very important," the young woman continued. "I want to be buried with a fork in my right hand." The pastor stood looking at the young woman, not knowing quite what to say. "That surprises you, doesn't it?" the young woman asked. "Well, to be honest, I'm puzzled by the request," said the pastor. The young woman explained. "My grandmother once t

Military Rules For Non Military Personel
Military Rules for the Non-Military Personnel Dear Civilians, We know that the current state of affairs in our great nation have many civilians up in arms and excited to join the military. For those of you who can't join, you can still lend a hand. Here are a few of the areas we would like your assistance with: 1. The next time you see an adult talking (or wearing a hat) during the playing of the National Anthem ... kick their butt. 2. When you witness firsthand someone burning the American Flag in protest... kick their butt. 3. Regardless of the rank they held while they served, pay the highest amount of respect to all veterans. If you see anyone doing otherwise, quietly pull them aside and explain how these Veterans fought for the very freedom they bask in every second. Enlighten them on the many sacrifices these Veterans made to make this Nation great. Then hold them down while a Disabled Veteran kicks their butt. 4. (GUYS) If you were never in the milita

Jenna's Blog Place
Is this a dream? If it is Please don't wake me from this high I've become comfortably numb Until you opened up my eyes To what it's like When everything's right I can't believe You found me When no one else was lookin' How did you know just where I would be? Yeah, you broke through All of my confusion The ups and the downs And you still didn't leave I guess that you saw what nobody could see You found me You found me So, here we are That's pretty far When you think of where we've been No going back I'm fading out All that has faded me within You're by my side Now everything's fine I can't believe You found me When no one else was lookin' How did you know just where I would be? Yeah, you broke through All of my confusion The ups and the downs And you still didn't leave I guess that you saw what nobody could see You found me You found me And I was hiding 'Til you came along And showed me where I belong You found me You found me When no

Relationships
Me and my best friend were recently talking and she was telling me how her and her boyfriend got into this huge fight and he told her that she tries to hard in their relationship. We are a little confused. Is it good to try to hard in a relationship to make sure that the other person is happy or not? Atleast shes trying to hard and not hard enough....right?

Just A Moment Of Your Time.
A wonderful friend of mine needs rates, please just take a moment and click the pic below and rate him, no comments needed just a rate. Please do this for me and if you do let me know and Ill send you a gift. Thank you so much to all that help out. Bites Dark Enigma

Life!
I am not feeling like myself right now. I have to have surgery on the 19th and I will not be on for a few days or even a week after. I ave to have my uteris taken out because of internal bleeding inside of it. I am scared to go through this in many ys. I hate going under the knife for one and two because I feel like I wont be wanted if I cant have any kids. I know I already have three kids and I dont need any more but I want a huge family. I feel like I am not a woman right now and i hope that after I have this surgery that I will not feel that way, but I am afraid that I will feel like that! This is just my feelings down on. If you dont like what I have to say on here than dont read it or anything. I am going through something hard right now and I am not knowning how to deal with it. I love her to death... There isnt anything I wouldnt do for her. I love her life I love my sister. Hell she is like one of my sisters to me. She is better than any of my sisters have ever been

Friends
I'm sick to death of fake ass people. So if you don't have a salute I'm not gonna add you. When you decide you want to be real and add a salute then I might just think about adding you as a friend. I don't care if you're hot or the sweetest person on CT, either get a salute or don't add me. I have deleted several people from my friends list because they don't have salutes. Although there are a few that still don't, it's because I either know them in real life or that I talk to them on a daily basis. My friend Unique Dream is in a contest, it's a rates only contest so no need to bomb his pic with comments. PLEASE GO RATE THIS WONDERFUL GUY.

Ekk.
you know i was sitting here earlier,watching a *LMN* movie...those are *always* tear jerkers. But this specific movie was about 3 sisters (the movie is titled 'Jennifer'). And one of them gets diagnosed with *ALS* aka Lou Gehrigs disease. If your not familiar with this disease here's some info about *ALS* before i continue. Amyotrophic lateral sclerosis (*ALS*), often referred to as "Lou Gehrig's disease," is a progressive neurodegenerative disease that affects nerve cells in the brain and the spinal cord. Motor neurons reach from the brain to the spinal cord and from the spinal cord to the muscles throughout the body. The progressive degeneration of the motor neurons in *ALS* *eventually* lead to their *death* (a slow,stressful death at that). When the motor neurons die, the ability of the brain to initiate and control muscle movement is lost. With voluntary muscle action progressively affected, patients in the later stages of the disease may become *totally paralyzed*. A-m

Fooling Me
Life has a funny and ironic way of really messing with you. And people you thought you knew, people that you thought were honest and true and that really love you - you were wrong about. If someone really loves you do they meet and get involved with someone else within a week of breaking up? Is this thier way of moving on? Or is it their way because it was all Bullshit? Everything they said and did becomes nothing. They have no respect for you if they are already jumping into the arms of someone else without anytime for both parties to have some grieving and healing from the breaking up of the relationship. I have not gone out on a date with anyone. I have not let anyone else touch me. I have not done any of these things because of respect for what we shared and respect for my ex. Even though I am not sure he deserves it but that is the way I am. I have not invited anyone new into my family but maybe I should start? Who wants to be added?

Proud Mom
It is 2:40am Sunday June 24th. I am just winding down from the last few frantic days. My son got married Saturday the 23rd. He gave me the daughter I never had. Jamie has the patience of a saint and she loves my son. She is a reasonably decent mother to the 3 grand kids. No body is a perfect parent. Not even me. But now I can tell every one I have a daughter-in -law. I now have bragging rites for all 3 boys. Treston is now officially a step grandson. I have been his grandma since he was 2yrs old. And you know that doesn't make me feel old. 3 grandsons. Wow! A girl would have been nice, but I just can't imagine not having Treston and his obsession for his Game Boy. Or what would I do with out Bryce and his leprechaun smile. Or Caleb who has the most wonderful disposition and infectious smile. Nope not old at all. Just very very happy. And looking forward to the next big event. Caleb and Trestons combined birthday party. Good night. I know I will sleep well. I have

Lil Lisa's Crazy Life
So far today has been good.. My son that is 6.5 weeks old is asleep. He is so great to me. I love that lil boy to death.. I have 3 nieces and 3 nephews and I have a couple step nephews... I am a stay at home mom for now... I come from a hugh family..... I am so not sure what to say lol... but newayz i hope yall have a great day

Music Players...
Why does so many peoples are posting music players as comments ??... I usualy browse 3 to 4 pages at the same time... Have you ever listen to 3-4 songs at the same time ?? That's great (sarcasm here) what do you think ??

Ct Fantasy
By now all you CT members have encountered a multitude of friends, lovers, acquaintances,significant others, albeit via computer,and have shared your deepest, darkest secrets,dreams, fears, thoughts, fantasies with a virtual stranger. Whether it's the service men and women of our country, who are in dire need of being serviced themselves...lol...or lonely hearts who are trying to fill a void with computer generated intimacy, is CT fantasy or reality? Can it become a part of one's real life?The offers are out there...."couple seeks blonde to enhance relationship"...."I have an extra ticket for an Alaskan cruise and I'd like you to join me"..."Let me fly down to meet you and see if this is real"...How do any of these scenarios fit into the realities of every day life: friends,commitments,work, other relationships, etc. It seems that these bonds created on a computer can be intense and amazingly realistic, but are they really just dirty little secrets behind the elevator doors of life?

Graduation
Ok it is getting closer and closer to my last day of school. I can't believe I am almost to the very end. And yet at 33 I am so nervous...But I know it will pass its just been such a long road and now I will finally make it to the end. I have so many mixed emotions the closer it gets to the last day. Last qtr. some of my friends completed it. Now its my turn...I cried then at their party most likely I will do the same. July 12th is looking so good to me at this point...Yes of course I am counting down the days, and marking them off on the calendar. lol...In October will be the time for the official graduation ceremony which is gonna be awesome. I will have so many of my family members and my friends there. My boys are really excited that they will be able to see me walk across that stage. I just recently found out that I will be recognized at graduation as an official member of Lambda Alpha Epsilon--Delta Gamma Psi chapter(National Criminal Justice Association)..We recently received ou

:p My Stuff :p
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Go Check Peter Britt , Ladies Join Pbcg Club, Check Him Out On Soundclick And On Billboard.com
Click anywhere below to visit one of the numerous web sites Peter Britt's >music is on. >Peter needs your help, so please show your love and support by sending in your request or calling Wal-mart radio flood their inbox and keep their request line busy!!! Requesting they air Peter Britt’s music. Wal-mart/sams club is a big company with several stores worldwide with their station played 24/7 in every store. This would be a major step for Peters career. See you can help him achieve his dream. Request him everyday, several times a day if you can by e mailing them at wmradio@wal-mart.com Request line 888-379-6677 If you have a Walmart in your area and if you know the store location number, you can find it on top of any sales slip. Add that to the e-mail or give it during the call, if you don't work at wal-mart say you are a customer and they hate turning down a customer request. So please show Peter how much you love him and support him, lets get this done for him. Thank you Jody D

Past Deeds
Ok. I've been working in the grocery business for almost 13 years now. I used to be the number 3 guy in a small town store. One time close to the Christmas. I had a lady come in and wanted to charge about $100 in groceries. I explained to her that we don't do personal charge accounts. Then she offtered to do and exchange of services with me. I was confused on that and had to ask her what she met. She told me that she would have sex with me for the groceries. I explained to her that would get me fired from my job. The lady I'm referring to is very attractive. Her husband was a real dead beat. They never had more then a couple bucks on them at any time. She explained to me that she wanted to give her family a good X-mas dinner instead of what ever welfare has to offer. I explained to her that I would like to help but I couldn't allow a personnel charge. She left the store crying. One of the city police officers was in the store and heard the whole conversation. We talked

What Its Like To Starve
You Know You're From New Orleans When... 1. Your sunglasses fog up when you step outside. 2. You reinforce your attic to store Mardi Gras beads. 3. Your baby's first words are "gumbo" and "whereyat". 4. You save newspapers, not for recycling but for tablecloths at crawfish boils. crawfish on newspaper 5. When you give directions you use "lakeside" and "riverside" not north & south. 6. Your ancestors are buried above the ground. 7. You get on a green trolley car to go to the park and a red one to the French Quarter. 8. You listen to holiday songs such as "the 12 yats of Christmas" and "Santa and his reindeer used to live next door". 9. You walk on the "banquet" (sidewalk) and stand in the "neutral ground" (area of ground between a two sided street) "by ya mommas" (by your mother's house). 10. Someone asks for directions and you stop and help them with a smile. 11. You use a "..3" washtub to cover your lawn mower or your outboard motor. 12. The horsep

Crazy Thoughts Of A Insane Biker
ladies plz beware this guy is pretending to be a marine or miltary he tells them what they want to here just to get sex then makes up a big sob story frist it was a bomb then it was a 4 wheeler his name is brad jonthan latham or sopoe to be anyway his id is semperfibrad so plz girls dont be a fool the resent blog i posted is for a good friend it was not me he done that too i know and understand how fubar or any other sites work but the least they can do is not pretend they r in love just be honest if u want sex say so if u want love say so if u want friends say so dont go to the point were u affect someones life that is just down right dirty and low lifed it takes a pretty low person to do those things ,thank u for ur time ....harley Dear friends ,family and fubar peeps, its been a while since i posted anything , but felt the need to get this off my mind ... like it , dont like it , read it ,dont read it, it dont matter to me this is for my own personal peace of mind ..... people com

Jokes
One day my housework-challenged husband decided to wash his sweat shirt. Seconds after he stepped into the laundry room, he shouted to me, "What setting do I use on the washing machine?" "It depends," I replied. "What does it say on your shirt?" He yelled back, " University of Oklahoma ." And they say blondes are dumb... ----------------------------------------------------- A couple is lying in bed. The man says, "I am going to make you the happiest woman in the world." The woman replies, "I'll miss you..." ----------------------------------------------------- "It's just too hot to wear clothes today," Jack says as he stepped out of the shower, "honey, what do you think the neighbors would think if I mowed the lawn like this?" "Probably that I married you for your money," she replied. ----------------------------------------------------- Q: What do you call an intelligent, good looking, sensitive man? A: A rumor ------------------------------------------

*its A Bunch Of B.s!!*
Certain people are angry that the US might protect its own borders, might make it harder to sneak in and once here, try to stay indefinitely. Let me see if I correctly understand the thinking behind these protests. Let's say I break into your house. Let's say that when you discover me in your house, you insist that I leave. But I say, "I've made all the beds and washed the dishes and did the laundry and swept the floors. I've done all the things you don't like to do. I'm hard-working and honest (except for when I broke into your house). According to the protesters: You are Required to let me stay in your house You are Required to add me to your family's insurance plan You are Required to Educate my kids You are Required to Provide other benefits to me and to my family (my husband will do all of your yard work because he is also hard-working and honest, except for that breaking in part). If you try to call the police or force me out, I will call my friends w

Believes
1 / Remain close to the great spirit 2 / Show great respect for your fellow beings 3 / Give assistance and kindness wherever needed 4 / Be truthfull and honest at all time 5 / Do what you know to be right 6 / Look after the well being of mind and body 7 / Treat the earth and all that dwell thereon with respect 8 / Take full responsibility for your actions 9/ Dedicate a share of your efforts to the greater good 10 / Work together for the benefit of all mankind The name of Nico creates a quick, analytical, and clever mind; you are creative, versatile, original, and independent. You have large ambitions, and it is difficult for you to be tolerant and understanding of those who desire less in life or who are more slow and methodical by nature. Patience is not your forte. You do, however, have leadership ability and would never be happy in a subservient position. You are ambitious and aggressive by nature. You would be happiest in positions where you are free to e

Private Adventures
We are in the final stages of locking in super low rates for a 2 nite nude cruise out of Ft. Lauderdale, FL to the Bahamas. Anyone interested?? Join my Yahoo group to be updated on this and all our fun adventures. Go ahead, I DARE YOU!! YAHOO GROUP: http://us.rd.yahoo.com/evt=42879/*http://groups.yahoo.com/group/private_adventures WEBSITE: http://privateadventures.com/

In Momery Of The Nine Firefighter Line Of Duty Deaths
CHARLESTON, S.C. - To many of his fellow firefighters, Capt. Billy Hutchinson was more than just a veteran fire captain with three decades of service under his belt ...he was also their barber. When he wasn't on duty or playing golf, Hutchinson, 48, worked a side job trimming hair at a barber shop in the Charleston area, Fire Chief Rusty Thomas said. He would even set up a chair at the fire station to give haircuts to co-workers dropping by during their shifts. Hutchinson was known for working at a slow, deliberate pace that earned him the nickname "Lightning." But Thomas said Hutchinson tackled his assignments head-on, from making sure his firefighters were trained to raising money for children's charities. Despite his soft-spoken demeanor, Capt. Mike Benke had a quiet confidence and leadership abilities that were never questioned by Charleston firefighters. With nearly three decades at the department, Benke, 49, would fill in for battalion chiefs when they took vacation.

Damned If You Do...(pt1)
Her jade eyes lifted to the sky. The gaping stab wound of the full moon in the night's blackness was almost startling. Taking one last drag off her cheap cigarette; she flicked it into the darkness of the alley below her. She could see the glow of the cherry shatter and then slowly fade. Her heels scraped over the rusting fire escape she perched upon as she moved to glance back inside the window of her rat hole of an apartment. With a light sigh she pressed her back to the cool bricks and laid her head back. The gin's kick was fading and coffee was starting to sound good. She knew her kitchen was empty though, damn. Carefully she made her way down the fire escape. Smirking as she passed each window without giving a damn about who she spied through shitty aluminum blinds that many couldn't get to close. She dusted her hands on the thighs of her jeans once she reached the sidewalk. Her steps echoed through the alley as she made her way to the street. Slipping into what little st

Its Childish!
Ok this is something I dont understand... why do some adults act like kids when it comes to pics? If a pic isn't nude or showing things that it shouldnt show then why would someone rate it as nsfw? To me I could understand it better if we were all under 18 but we're not! I think that when something is marked NSFW that it should be investigated by cherrytap before they say either delete the item in question or lose your account. Am I wrong for thinking this way?

Communication
A Better Relationship Through Communication Skills......... Ask a couple what's the one thing they'd like to improve in their relationship and more often than not their answer will be communication. It seems the thing we take most for granted, our speech, is the one thing that has the power to build or destroy a relationship. If you find communication is an area you'd like to improve in your relationship, take a few moments and read over the following tips and ideas for a better relationship through communication. 1. Communication is a power - don't abuse it. As with any condition of power, the quickest way to ruin is by abusing it. Remember that your words have long lasting effects, even more so than you may realize. In the future, the reason why you were arguing or having difficulties may not be remembered, but the feelings and words you conveyed will be. If you feel yourself about to say something demeaning or unneccesary, stop yourself and don't say anything at all. Try othe

Jammin Like Fuckin What
rocking out is what i do. everything seems to be falling in place. work is easier. food more plentiful. health is better jamming is much more extensive. moving sucked but now with the new living situation, gus and i seem to be able to practice on the drop of a dime. the living room is the entertainment spot anyway. 2 days of jamming out is such a needed release. i'm just fucking glad everything is finally falling in place. it gives me time to rock.

Poems
I know it is not they way you meet someone but how you connect when you talk to them. I feel that I have found my soulmate, someone whom I thought never existed. She is one of the best things in my life right now. If you read this baby just know that you are my one true love. All my feelings are for you. I know she is sweet and caring, funny and sexy. I cant wait until we can be together. She is the other half that makes me whole. She is the yin to my yang. My heart and soul belong to her. She is everything i wanted and more. I couldnt have asked for a better person to come into my life. I know once we are together nothing will tear us apart. My heart is true only to her. My eyes may wander but come the end of the day its her i want to wrap my arms and love around. I have the uncontrolable urge to just hold her close and look deep into her eyes and just confess all i am to her. The time will come when our love is tested and i know where my heart remains. I just w

Here Lately.......
I am so swamped with school two people never showed for the group project and tonight one of the other team members send me an email say she won't be able to participate due to computer problems. It is 5:15 am and I have been up all night working on the project trying to fill in the gaps that the others left. I babysat for a friend tonight who has three kids. So all together I had 7 little turkeys running around Pheww! Talk about nerve racking when you are trying to work on a paper. I restarted my novel today. God I started it over a year ago and got side tracked with everything else that was going on. But I just keep adding things to my plate. Not like I think that I have enough going on. But a girl can never be too busy I guess cause I have been truning on my messenger to try to keep in touch with my friends. Those of you who don't have it and who I haven't been keeping in touch with I am really sorry. Money is tight right now so I am trying to keep my distance from everyone as to no

What Do You Think???
Hello all! Welcome to my 1st blog! I haven't even tried this before so maybe doing this one will get me kick started. I just had a thought. Did you know that morning is the longest part of the day? It is, really! Technically morning begins at midnight and goes all the way to noon. That, of course, is 12 hrs. Afternoon and evening only last half that long each. How did the times of the day I like get so shortchanged on time? I'm really NOT a morning-type person even though my schedule over here forces me to be one. And that's about it! So, do you think that my pondering this is normal for someone in my situation or have I completely gone around the bend. Has my cheese totally slipped off of my cracker? Is being in Kosovo turning my brain into mush? What do you think??? Be gentle, it's my 1st time...:-) Should (as I believe) Michael Vick, one of the most financially successful and talented players ever to step onto the playing fields of the NFL be banned from the league for life for his

If Only
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Random Thoughts
She is quite tonight; the pain in her heart I feel. Cryin alone in the dark. Opened her heart up for more pain I can only guess. Saw the love she had written; all from that loving heart of hers poured out for the world to see. Hoping for the light of her life would take notice and truly care how she felt. He must not of; because she removed her love poems soon after. I messaged her and asked why; even though seeing them tore me up inside, knew she was hurting more. Felt my hand on her cheek wiping away her tears, even though I am miles away ! She wouldn't answer me, being curious I seeked out the source of her bleeding heart. Seen only a background changed, the beautiful picture with love she'd left him. The countless roses and the private gifts of love to him !! Such devotion to him, knew if he'd asked she would take her last breath for him ! Like in her poem ! I love everything she writes only wished that I was the one holding her thoughts in my caring arms at night. Kissing and care

How Do You Live Your Dash?
I read of a man who stood to speak At the funeral of a friend. He referred to the dates on her tombstone From the beginning...to the end. He noted that first came her date of birth And spoke the following date with tears, But he said what mattered most of all Was the dash between those years.(l900-l970) For that dash represents all the time That she spent alive on earth... And now only those who loved her Know what that little line is worth. For it matters not, how much we own; The cars...the house...the cash, What matters is how we live and love And how we spend our dash. So think about this long and hard... Are there things you'd like to change? For you never know how much time is left, That can still be rearranged. If we could just slow down enough To consider what's true and real, And always try to understand The way other people feel. And be less quick to anger, And show appreciation more And love the people in our lives Like we've never loved before. I

What Will Your Dash Be?
I read of a man who stood to speak At the funeral of a friend. He referred to the date on her tombstone From the beginning….. to the end. He noted that first came the date of her birth And spoke the second date with tears. But said that what mattered most of all Was the dash between those years. For that dash represents all the time That she spent alive on earth.. And now only those that loved her Know what that little line is worth. For it matters not, how much we own; The cars.. the house.. the cash, What matters is how we live and love And how we spend our dash. So think about this long and hard.. Are there things you’d like to change? For you never know how much time is left, You could be at dash mid range. If we could just slow down enough To consider what’s true and real, And always try to understand The way other people feel. And be less quick to anger, And show appreciation more And love the people in our lives Like we never loved before.

A New Chapter
I HATE ALWAYS BEING FIRST TO BE TO LATE. WISH I WOULD HAVE MET YOU FIRST IS A COMMON PHASE I SAY ALOT. AN WRITING A BLOG TO GET MY FEELINGS OUT DOES ACUALLY HELP ME DEAL WITH THE FACT. THAT IM UGLY FAT AN NEVER NAKED ENOUGH FOR ANY GOOD DECENT MAN. YES I AM VERY ANGRY. BECAUSE THIS IS WHAT I FEEL I HAVE TO COMPETE WITH TO GET THE ONE MAN I DO LIKE TO LIKE ME. BUT IM TO LATE. ONCE AGAIN ALREADY TAKEN GOT TO HIM FIRST. SO I FEEL BETTER NOW I HAVE THAT ALL OUT. AN I WILL NOT BE SO HASTY THE NEXT TIME. ITS SEEMS THE MEN I JUST WANT TO BE FREINDS WITH WANT MORE. AN THE ONES I DO ARE LIKE I SAID TAKEN OR GOING TO BE TAKEN. I JUST CANT SEEM TO BE THERE FIRST. SO I LEAVE ALL MEN ALONE EXCEPT TO SAY HI HOW YA DOING AN LEAVE IT AT NOTHING BEING MORE SAID. DONT THINK I CAN TRUST THEM ANYWAY. OR MAYBE ONE OF THESE DAYS ONE WILL COME ALONG AN GREET ME FIRST THAT I LIKE AN WANT TO GET TO KNOW. THAT ONE WE WILL JUST HAVE TO WAIT AN SEE. WANTED TO LET OUT A FEW CONCERNS AN FEELING I HAVE GOING ON. T

First Time!!
I created my first mumm 2 days ago. It went well. I then made another one. I didn't see it as derogatory. Although, someone did because CT removed it as NSFW. Well, now I am not able to create a mumm. I hope this will not last long. This was my first offense and I am grateful they did not delete my account. I have alot of fun on this site and would like to continue using it. I see now what ev1 complains about with CT. Please, if you know whether I will be able to create another mumm again, leave a comment. Also, this is my first blog...let me know how I did. TYVM....:)

Love
so there is this guy! his name is mike! and he is absolutely amazing! i love him more than anything in this world! but at the moment i have no idea where he is at or what he is doing and it driving me crazy! he better call soon or he's gonna see one pissed off girlfiend! lol. but i till love him n always will! no one could EVER take his place!

Not A Contest No Time Limit
Hey all im in a gift giveaway its not a contest at all thiers no time limit to it but what i need is 30,000 comments and i get a Months VIC + A Months Blast whoever dose help i will keep track of it and after i get the 30,000 comments ill PIMP out all the ones who helped with the comments ty all heres the link. Remember ITS NOT A CONTEST no time limit at all. Hey all im in a gift giveaway its not a contest at all thiers no time limit to it but what i need is 30,000 comments and i get a Months VIC + A Months Blast whoever dose help i will keep track of it and after i get the 30,000 comments ill PIMP out all the ones who helped with the comments ty all heres the link. Remember ITS NOT A CONTEST no time limit at all. Hey all im in a gift giveaway its not a contest at all thiers no time limit to it but what i need is 30,000 comments and i get a Months VIC + A Months Blast whoever dose help i will keep track of it and after i get the 30,000 comments ill PIMP out a

9, 8, 7??? Wtf??
This asshole rated my page a 9, then a 8, then a 7. I guess he couldnt make up his friggin mind. He said he based it on the picture. The asshole doesnt realize its a profile rating and not the pic rating. Duhhhhhhh! Anyway, plz block him before he gets to you too. Hugs to all!!! handsome1@ CherryTAP

Mouse Story ...
Mouse Story ... A mouse looked through the crack in the wall to see the farmer and his wife open a package. "What food might this contain?" The mouse wondered - he was devastated to discover it was a mousetrap. Retreating to the farmyard, the mouse proclaimed the warning. "There is a mousetrap in the house! There is a mousetrap in the house!" The chicken clucked and scratched, raised her head and said, "Mr. Mouse, I can tell this is a grave concern to you but it is of no consequence to me. I cannot be bothered by it." The mouse turned to the pig and told him, "There is a mousetrap in the house! There is a mousetrap in the house!" The pig sympathized, but said, "I am so very sorry, Mr. Mouse, but there is nothing I can do about it but pray. Be assured you are in my prayers." The mouse turned to the cow and said, "There is a mousetrap in the house! There is a mousetrap in the house!" The cow said, "Wow, Mr. Mouse. I'm sorry for you, bu

Sow The Seed - See The Harvest
The story is told of two boys who were walking through a field and found some corn seeds scattered across the ground. They each took one of the seeds home and planted it. When the first boy didn't see a tiny sprout after the second day, he dug up the seed to see if it had sprouted. Each day he dug up the seed and replanted it, but the corn would not grow. The seed had germinated; yet the boy had not allowed it to maintain contact with the soil, take root, and obtain nutrients. So, it died. The second boy planted his seed and left it alone. He imagined a tall stalk of corn where he had planted the seed. He waited patiently as rains came and sunshine bathed the ground with warmth. In ten days, a small sprout had broken through the ground, its curled leaves reaching toward the sky. Achieving any desire, whether large or small, begins with a seed sown in the mind. That seed is the vision of its fulfillment. It also requires the commitment to allow the vision to

Unknown To All But A Few...
Your touch,like velvet draped across my skin, your eyes, soft and pure like the look and touchof a newborn baby, Kisses like fire burning their way into my soul, Arms, strong,always open like the oak tree sanding in the field I dream of you in, Your chest, protector of a precious heart, hard as stone when needed and soft as the petals of a rose whenever we speak, Your hands gentle as the rain, never trying to cause any pain. Your lips always full of song, your voice hypnotizing, like the spell you have me under, Touch me, look into my eyes, hold me closer, whisper sweetly into my ear, tell me everything that comes to mind. My Illusion, no longer a delusion, but a reality I can finally live in but not quite touch. Keep me close, I'll hold u closer, love me for who I am as I love you..... my Illusion.....

The Other Melissa
I feel her clawing to get out to become again what she once was wanting the anger wanting the pain needing to feel the hatred the other one the dark one will help me through the betrayal suffering, hurt, pain I want you to feel them all the feeling of being used no friendship no kindness no loving arms to hold you at night she is hate she is pain she is vengeance she is retaliation she is the used

Bye
mass***i give up in life..why is it everytime something feelsright it goes wrong..im done i cant do it.my heart has been torn for the last time..within 48 hours i will deleat all my accounts for myspace ct .bangme.n whatever else i have yahoos will be deleated ..im done bye.....................

Should Be Dead
3 HONEST QUESTIONS THATS ALL YOU GET ASK ME ANYTHING AND I WILL ANSWER 3 HONEST QUESTIONS PLEASE REPLY TO MY INBOX REPOST TO SEE HOW MANY RESPONSES YOU GET!! last year at this time I had just had my third medical procedure for a condition known as AVM. Basiclly what nthis is is an artery in your brain cracks and starts to leak fluid into your brain. only 2% of the population gets this every year and Drs. don't nomally find it until yopu have died and they autopsey you. at my age only 4% of people who get this live. you are treated in 1 of 3 ways, EMBYLIZATION-They put a kind of glue in to seal off the leak, they tried but were afraid to complete for fear of cutting off oxygen to brain. CRAINIOTOMEY-THEY CUT INTO YOUR SKULL TO REMOVE THE PART THATS CRACKED,THEY TRIED BUT COULDN'T REMOVE IT ALL for fear that I would bleed out on table, and lastSTEROTACTIC RADIATION-ONE TIME BOMBARDMENT of radiation of area to shrink up artery-takes up to 3 years to know if this has worked.YET THE DOCT

In Search Of Real Friends?
A real friend I feel is someone you love and trust, will tell you all the things you dont want to know about yourself, tells you when you are right and helps you understand when you are wrong, might yell and scream at you, but when you need him/her is there, knows your secrets and hold them in true confidence, never judges, sees your mistakes and steers you in a better direction,and just when you think you are about to break....helps to patch you up and pushes you all over again. I thank those of you who have been these people to me......much love....SUGAR AND SPICE AND EVERYTHING NICE!

Recreating "self"
Someone was hurt before you; wronged before you; hungry before you; frightened before you; beaten before you; cursed before you; exploited before you; yet, someone survived. Don't get caught up in self pity, the party only last a short time.

Things I Would Do If I Could Do Them
have you ever been single, non involved and not pining for anyone in particular... and suddenly wished you could lean agenst the person you love, touch their face, run your hand thorugh their hair, feel their arms around you, and tilt yr head up for just one little kiss? lol its an odd feeling :P Sometimes I feel a little down, like my heart just may break in two. There are three ways to help the pain go away: 1. Puppy Therapy—I can never cry with a cute little puppy begging for my attention. 2. Cuddles – loosing myself in a warm embrace calms my fears 3. The Rush Well, I did not have a puppy or anyone to cuddle, so I opted to explore the finer wonders that only the rush could give me. It was actually cool that Saturday morning. I woke up to a sweet breeze tickling my skin where the covers had rode up. I stretched and yawned, letting the first wave of grief wash over me. With a firm shake of my head, I got up and hopped into the shower. Not t

Heart
These Dreams Heart Spare a little candle save some light for me Figures up ahead moving in the trees White skin in linen perfume on my wrist And the full moon that hangs over These dreams in the mist Darkness on the edge shadows where I stand I search for the time on a watch with no hands I want to see you clearly come closer than this But all I remember are the dreams in the mist These dreams go on when I close my eyes Every second of the night I live another life These dreams that sleep when it's cold outside Every moment I'm awake the further I'm away Is it cloak 'n dagger could it be spring or fall I walk without a cut through a stained glass wall Weaker in my eyesight the candle in my grip And words that have no form are falling from my lips These dreams go on when I close my eyes Every second of the night I live another life These dreams that sleep when it's cold outside Every moment I'm awake the further I'm away There's something out there I c

Random!
I rarely blog but what the hell I guess..lmao.. Today was another boring day in this small ass town I live in! Debating on going to college in 2008 to become a paralegal! I really want to do this.. just the money is the problem.. well thats like everyones problem generally in life anyways! There are like no jobs in this area I live so I might as well go to school and get a AS and do something I like!! Nothing else appeals to me anyways..wanted to do Ele. Ed but I really dont want to now.. so glad I didnt do college right outta high school. Well thats my dilema in life right now.. college or a shitty ass job I will hate!! FUCK!! Too much on my mind these days!!

I'm Sorry!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I'm sorry.. if I'm not skinny enough for you to see my ribs. I'm sorry.. if I'm not pretty enough to be "your girl". I'm sorry.. if I'm not tan enough for you. I'm sorry.. if I'm not a playboy model so I don't act like a porn star for you. I'm sorry.. If i don't have a dream body that turns you on. I'm sorry.. if I'm too tall or too short for you. I'm sorry.. if i won't drop down to my knees to get you to like me. I'm sorry.. if my hair isn't just the way you like it. I'm sorry.. if I'm not the "hottest" girl you have ever seen. But most of all... I'm sorry that most guys can't accept a girl for who they really are.

My Life
Well this Saturday is my Mom's Birthday! We(her family) plans on throwing her this party at a bar we know called The Wheel. I ordered a cake and we plan on having like snacks and refreshments and all. They even have a Karaoke D.J. coming and well we all love to Karaoke. Well, I guess I'll let you know what happens afterwards.

No It's Not Really Me It Memorex
Christie could use your help to get VIP back. She only needs 7500 points to get her VIP. Comments = 1 pt Rates = 10 pts so if you help please rate also it will help a lot. Thanks everyone! Just a reminder that tomorrow is saturday and we ask that all Fallouts wear their Fallouts tag. If you dont have a Fallouts yet please let me know and we will get you taken care of. Remember Official Fallouts Rule #1 1) When we get a tag, we ask that you wear it on Saturday. heres links to get your tags if you arent there let us know please. Team Tagz Old Tagz Thanks Mark Blue Team Manager If you are in the BLUE TEAM list and want to stay a Fallout you need to post here so I know who's serious and who just wants to sit someplace else. Thanks Mark Warden/Leader of the Blue Team

Noteworthy News
Got a calendar? Circle this date: Sunday, August 12th, 07 Next to the circle write "all night" and "Meteors!" Attach the above to your refrigerator in plain view so you won't miss the 2007 Perseid meteor shower. "It's going to be a great show," says Bill Cooke of NASA's Meteoroid Environment Office at the Marshall Space Flight Center. "The Moon is new on August 12th--which means no moonlight, dark skies and plenty of meteors." How many? Cooke estimates one or two Perseids per minute at the shower's peak. The source of the shower is Comet Swift-Tuttle. Although the comet is nowhere near Earth, the comet's tail does intersect Earth's orbit. We glide through it every year in August. Tiny bits of comet dust hit Earth's atmosphere traveling 132,000 mph. At that speed, even a smidgen of dust makes a vivid streak of light--a meteor--when it disintegrates. Because Swift-Tuttle's meteors fly out of the constellation Perseus, they are called "Perseids." The show begins between 9:

Hey Everyone
Hey, my name is Roger. I'm the Guitars for the Band call Society's Plague I joined this site awhile back and recently came back to see what it was all about. I have no idea how to do most of the things on here such as write an about me section or anything for that matter im still exploring. For the most part if your wanting to know something about me feel free to ask i love open conversations and questions. Feel free to check out my personal site on myspace www.myspace.com/roger555 or the band site, www.myspace.com/societysplague hope to hear from you soon Roger

Events
So this is what happened. Yesterday I was having a really really REALLY bad tooth ache. The tooth needs pulled and I can't get that done until Saturday and I have nothing to take for the pain since Tylenol does nothing. Soooo I call my mom and asked her if she had any pain killers that I could have to last until I could have my tooth fixed. She has my brother bring over two Seroquel and eight Clonazepam (Dissolving tablets). She says they will help and I know nothing about them but thought what the hell. So he brings them in a zip lock baggie and leaves. I take one of the Seroquel though she says to take them both. I seal the bag and set it on my dresser beside my bed and walk from my bedroom the my living room grab toilet paper and walk back.(Thirty sec. top) When I walk into the room I realize Kimberlee has the bag then that her tongue is blue. So I freak and take the bag and turn her to her stomach and try and pull the pills from her mouth not realizing they are quick dissolve pi

Banned?
Appearantly I've been banned from the MUMMs. How did this happen? That's what I'm asking. I asked the same question I asked in my last blog, no swears, no nudity, nothing hateful. It got over 450 views and some 200 votes and then it disappeared. Shortly there after I received a message from the support team informing me that it had violated the terms of service and that I was now on "the list" and if I did it again, my account would be deleted. Which might be all for the better. I wasn't aware that this site was governed by fascists. We used to have some freedoms in the country, right? I seem to recall something about the first amendment. Sorry, I don't mean to go off on a rant here, but this whole editing shit drives me a bit nuts. Ooops, I just swore. And on a site that's supposed to be for 18 and older only. Well, if my account disappears you know what happened. I guess I'll have to start my own site. The only rule I'm thinking about implementing would be to d

Well, I'm Here
A friend referred me here last year, but I never really worked on the profile. I kind of fell off the planet for a while, but now I am back. I am going to try and figure this site out. People here seem to love it, but it just seems confusing to me. I will get it though.

Gimme 1 Second Of Your Time!!!
SO this is one of the sweetest CT Couples I know and they were also in my Cutest CT Hubby & Wifey contest and did great! Please take ONE SECOND to drop them a 10 in their contest, there’s no comment bombing just a simple 10!! Press this link to be directed!! Thanks so much to all my cherries. Loves ya!!

Naughty Horoscopes
Virgo- August 23 to September 23 This is the MOST confused sign on the planet. This sign is pretty realistic: No Frills. They love to fuck in showers not because it's kinky...but because of hygenic reasons...they are big into sanitary issues. Every Virgo I have ever met has issues...always going back to hygiene. They have to arrange time in their busy scheduals to have sex...But when a reservation is made...You had better be there on time, if not a little early. With flowers. And Clean. Virgos want to make their partner happy. That's it. USUALLY. You will always get a freaky Virgo. Even so, they will TRY to get YOU to cum. And if they can't make you cum, they will buy someone or something that will.they love to make their partner happy. Yes you read that right. They LIVE to masturbate...whether its you rubbing them, them rubbing you...them rubbing against your fox fur coat...whatever! they are very sexual people. usually always horny.!!!Some Virgos WANT to be punished. They will

Baby Got Back !!!!
I Was Listening to the Radio in the Car...And Sir Mix-a-Lot's "Baby Got Back" Came On...And I Realized That the Song isn't Demeaning at All...I Mean all He's Saying is That He Wants to Bang Like a Motha FukKa...Aside From That He Doesn't Care What the Magazines Say...He Likes the Girl for Her God Given 'Ass-ets'...He Won't Hit You or Curse at You...As Long as You Can Bring Your Game to the Bedroom...Then There's no Problem I Like That...Reminds Me of Me... Carry On... ^_^

Today
When lost what does one do? One reaches out their hand. But at the other end of that hand what is it? What is the ultimate reason for what is at the end of that extended hand? Do you know? Do i know? Do you want to know? I dont think I do..... Love it all!! SEX, SEXY , SEXY, SEXY What will it take? I am what I am......... What do you want???? What do I really want????? ANSWERS?.?.?.? Who has them??? TALK TO ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ~~Eilish Okay now I really do not get it..... I have a pic on here of a chick with her lips stiched shut. I have had this on here since I signed on to this site and all of a sudden on Dec 8, 2008 they decide it is NSFW.... What is the deal... I have been a member for 2 years same photos and then all of a sudden things change??????? when did this pic become NSFW????? What the hell is going on with this site????? Is FUBAR going some where we really do not want it to??? REALLY. Think about it. One has to specify what tyoe of picture

70 Confessions
01. The phone rings. Who do you want it to be? Jeff henderson I want answers 02. When shopping at the grocery store, do you return your cart? Yes damn things take a loonie I want it back 03. In a social setting, are you more of a talker or a listener? listener. 04. Do you take compliments well? not really sometimes but most of the time I argue about them 05. Do you play Sudoku? I tried twice my mind it not like that 06. If abandoned alone in the wilderness, would you survive? Probally would be hard but I bet I could do it 07. Do you like to ride horses? I do and don¡¦t there so cute and fun but also scary 08. Did you ever go to camp as a kid? Yes from age 8-15 or 16 it was awesome 09. What was your favorite game as a kid? Well I had lots monopoloy truth or dare war mario games grounders haha that one was fun 10. If a sexy person was pursuing you, but you knew he/she was married, would you go for it? No definitely not as I find cheating tota

Writings.....
The wonder of love The taste, the sound Belonging to one One that knows Your deepest desires Darkest secrets Hidden meanings Reside in a simple touch A kiss, just a kiss So sweet, so innocent To the outside world Ignites the flame Of the passion Between two souls Becoming one Forever entwined There are days when I can't wait to get to sleep. I spend my days thinking about you, wanting to sleep so I can feel you. You, the one that is only in my dreams. One that I cannot see except when I succumb to my dreams. You know my heart as no other. Your simple caress releases a hunger which must be sated. Only you can give me such a sweet release. My prince, my soul. Come to me in the night. I long for the taste of you mouth as it takes mine. The hardness of you when we are flesh to flesh. The scent of your skin as I breathe is like no other in all the worlds. My dream lover, only you can quench my thirst. Only you set ablaze my soul,

Mike...lmao
2007-06-19 19:38:47 well that pretty much sucked! we haven't had server failures like that in a couple months, i suppose we deserved it. ;) site should be stabilizing now, it might be a little weird while some stuff catches back up, but should be normal in 15-30 minutes. it's beer o'clock! -mike 2007-06-19 19:09:50 some stuff is eating its face rite now, working on it... should be back to normal in 10 minutes or so. -mike 2007-06-19 19:38:47 well that pretty much sucked! we haven't had server failures like that in a couple months, i suppose we deserved it. ;) site should be stabilizing now, it might be a little weird while some stuff catches back up, but should be normal in 15-30 minutes. it's beer o'clock! -mike

Pissy
I am just saying this so everybody can know I officially fucking hate messengers right now and I am shutting mine off. It's just my life is one short punctuated joke after another and messengers make it too easy for people to want to talk all day, I don't have that much to talk about and I can't talk to most people for longer then 10 or 15 minutes at a time, and then when you try to go and do something and you take longer then 2 minutes to write back they think you are mad at them even if the last thing said was an audible of something giggling, how would I be mad, maybe I don't have anything fucking left to say, maybe I just want to get on CT and rate some things and chill the fuck out for an hour or 2. My best friend in the world and godparent to my children only talks to me about 3 times a week, and on average it's for 30 minutes or so. I'm an in person type of person, I don't like phones, I don't like messengers, yes I know that most of my friends I make on here live states a

Thoughts About Love
The Pair Robert Ellis Running Pair He and she Coats of white They live to be A matched set Mates for life Across frozen creeks And fields of white They fear no creature Great or small Side by side They defeat them all Love and devotion Bonded together in this life or the next Always forever Not just bodies But hearts mated too A pair of White Wolves Me...........and you Bleak kisses Hopeless Then my mind makes the turn Healing rides upon black clouds The stoning of my heart, suddenly dissipates With a wise decision Time heals all Sometimes too fast Many times too slow Growth, is growth Whether from triumphant moments Or rash and foolish mistakes Wisdom is not promised Just as knowledge does not grant salvation Bells ring as good prevails once more Leaving a temporary emptiness That washes away in the damp mist

Bizarre......
i went to go get gas this morning, and there were ducks at the door to the gas station. so i start filling up my car, and look over my shoulder. they were gone! i look down, and they were at my feet and were after me!!! they chased me around my car! so when i heard it stop pumping i went in, and the guy said they hang out there from 2 am til too many people show up. so i leave, they are waiting for me at the door. so i walk out, and i walk in between them, and they start quacking(they were about a foot away).....so i start walking. look over my shoulder, and they were chasing me to my car! crazy ducks!!!!

Stuff
OKAY IM SURE MOST OF YOI KNOW IM IN A SEXYLIP CONTEST. MY FIRST CONTEST AND IM PREETY SURE MY LAST , I REALLY NEED SOME HELP PIC RATES AND COMMENTS, I WILL RETURN THE LOVE AS ALWAYS Dear Jade, I _____ you. You have a nice _____. You make me ___. You should _______. Someday I will _____. You + me = ______. We should __________. If I saw you now I'd _______. I would build a _______ just for you. If I could sing you any song it would be _________. If I could I'd give you ___________. We could __________ under the stars. Love, _______________ (P.S. ______________.) REPOST THIS "DEAR (YOUR NAME)" ON YOUR BLOG AND SEE WHAT ANSWERS U GET... this should be lots of fun!! and you can really make someone's day. Or you could just make them laugh really hard.... Is the last person you kissed physically attractive? hell Yes Do you currently have a hickey? nope and not since I was around 16 Who was the last person you talked to on the telephone? A very good fri

Reef Tank
I am both happy and frustrated with my reef right now. It is looking the best it ever has but I still can't figure out why I'm getting hair algae on the live rock. I had thought it was a Phosphate problem but I tested my Phosphates and they are almost undetectable @ 0.2 ppm. My water parameters are totally perfect other than a slightly low pH. This makes me very happy because it shows my reef is very stable and very healthy but now I have no clue why I'm getting algae. Ugh... I was working on my reef last night when I accidentally knocked my red knobby starfish down into my hammer coral. I was able to get the starfish away from the coral but not before it sustained some stings from the coral. Today it is all fucked up. Two of it's legs are all shriveled up. I'm hoping they will regenerate and it will be OK. I got some new critters for my reef yesterday. The newbies include another False Percula Clownfish(to be known as "Sideshow Mel") to pair up with "Sideshow Bob". A Blue M

Had To Share This
Shot at 2007-07-20 so if u are my friend or family or any one looking for a place t0 be, this is a new family cause the other one i was a founder in is gone,The Round Table Bombers Is no more, so this is the home page for the Global Bombers & Family Club check us out join if u like all is welcome. ty this is the home page link corky1952@ fubar Tax his land, Tax his bed, Tax the table At which he's fed. Tax his tractor, Tax his mule, Teach him taxes Are the rule. Tax his cow, Tax his goat, Tax his pants, Tax his coat. Tax his ties, Tax his shirt, Tax his work, Tax his dirt. Tax his tobacco, Tax his drink, Tax him if he Tries to think. Tax his cigars, Tax his beers, If he cries, then Tax his tears. Tax his car, Tax his gas, Find other ways To tax his ass Tax all he has Then let him know That you won't be done Till he has no dough. When he screams and hollers, Then tax him some more,

Funny Or Not Let Me Know
One day a young man and woman were in their bedroom making love. All of a sudden a bumble bee entered the bedroom window. As the young lady parted her legs the bee entered her vagina. The woman started screaming, "Oh my god, help me, there's a bee in my vagina!". The husband immediately took her to the local doctor and explained the situation. The doctor thought for a moment and said, "Hmm, tricky situation. But I have a solution to the problem if young sir would permit". The husband being very concerned agreed that the doctor could use whatever method to get the bee out of his wife's vagina. The doctor said "OK, what I'm gonna do is rub some honey over the top of my penis and insert it into your wife's vagina. When I feel the bee getting closer to the tip of my dick I shall withdraw it and the bee should hopefully follow my penis out of your wife's vagina." The husband nodded and gave his approval. The young lady said "Yes, yes, whatever, just get on with it." So the docto

Ask Me Anything
YOU CAN ASK ME SIX QUESTIONS 1. 2. 3. 4. 5. 6. __________________________________________________ No matter how random, revealing, rude, or pointless __________________________________________________ I promise to answer them 100% truthfully __________________________________________________ All questions are COMPLETELY confidential __________________________________________________ [[[Repost this to see what others ask you...]]] as "6 questions?" __________________________________________________ IF YOU DON'T THEN YOU'RE SCARED OF WHAT PEOPLE MAY ASK

Joy's Blog
Hmm. Today is Saturday. My car has been in the shop for a week for a thermostat, then they found out the fan motor doesn't work, now they don't know what is going on. It's very frustrating to me. I have no idea how much money this is going to cost me. I had a rental car up until yesterday. That got too expensive, so now I'm driving my boyfrined's car. What a sweetheart he is. Despite all this, I'm in good spirits. Damn, I haven't been on here for like years. It's changed a lot too. I'm happy to be back though, it's interesting to say the least. I'm tired of Facebook sometimes. This is a good way to meet more people. I hope to make some friends here now that I'm back.

How To Find Us
How To Spot A Raver Ravers can perfectly understand and have amazing conversations with anyone under the age of ten. Ravers know where all the best toy stores are. Ravers get the most mileage out of their shoes. The toes and heels always curl up because they're so worn down. Ravers always wish the dj would spin that OC Transpoting track that they keep hearing on the bus ride home. Ravers are the only people who don't have their age calculated in months, yet still wear and use pacifiers. Ravers always consider every new place they go to as a possible location for a party. Ravers hug EVERYONE. Ravers can DANCE. Ravers can be found dancing everywhere EXCEPT the main dance floor. Ravers understand the art of the bathroom conversation. Ravers choose their clothes by texture, colour, and size. Ravers love homemade clothes because they've seen the price tag on a pair of Lithiums. Ravers get the most enjoyment out of gino/guit stories. Ravers always order water when they go out

General Everyday Stuff
Man sometimes life just sucks. I try to deal with it on a daily basis but damn it, sometimes it's just hard to deal with at times. I manage though. I got my hubby and son who make it all worth while in the end. One way or another we always come out on top. There are days I just want to and need to be alone to clear my head and thoughts. If I didn't have those times, I think I would have gone crazy long ago. Thanks to all my friends and family for their support and thanks to my hubby and son who make it all possible. Love ya'll *smooches* Well like the subject line says I am nervous as hell and scared too. I was finally able to get a dentist appointment made a couple weeks ago to get some work done. They took an x-ray of course. I went in tuesday and they schedualed me for another appointment on the 10th. Well, Wednesday morning they called me and told me that the doctor wanted to see me that morning a.s.a.p. I went with Brad by my side of course because I knew it would be to discuss th

Bull Shiet!!
OK SO I REQUESTED SUNDAY OFF FOR MY SONS BDAY (WELL ACTUALLY THE DAY AFTER HIS PARTY)BC HIS PARTY IS GONNA BE LATE AT NIGHT N I DONT WANNA RISK HAVING TO BE UP LATE N HAVE TO GET UP EARLY THE NEXT MORNING FOR WORK SO I TOOK PTO (PERSONAL TIME OFF).. GO FUCKIN FIGURE THAT MY ASSHOLE OF A SUPERVISOR DENIES MY REQUEST!! BC THERE AINT NO ONE TO WORK.. WELL THERE ARE ATLEAST 5 PPL THAT COULD BE AVAIL THAT DAY TO WORK.. N WE NORMALLY ONLY NEED 4.. SHES GIVES ME THIS SOB STORY THAT SHE HAD TO SCHEDULE HERSELF THE LATER SHIFT JUST SO I COULD WORK THE MORN N HAVE THE REST OF THE DAY OFF.. BOO FRIKEN HOO... SO THE ASS SCHEDULES ME FOR A 6-11 SHIFT ON SUNDAY!! EXACTLY WHAT I DIDNT WANT TO HAPPEN!! SO SHE TELLS ME I CAN DO A SHIFT TRADE N SWAP W SOMEONE ELSE.. WHICH I DONT WANNA DO! SO IM GONNA JUST CALL OFF! SCREW HER!! IM TIRED OF ALL THIS BULLSHIT!! N TO TOP IT ALL OFF.. SHE GOES AN LIES ABOUT WORK, SAYING SHE DID SOMETHING WHEN SHE DIDNT.. JUST SO SHE WONT HAVE A CONFRONTATION!! WHA

Tristen Graduation
Well the end of the school year is next week but for all the kids that go to the YMCa Nursery School Friday June 22, 2007 is there last day. Tristen graduation is Tomorrow Wed June 20th, 2007 I have spend a few hours doing baking for the party. I made cookies & muffins. There having a small graduation tomorrow for those kids that will not be coming back next year. Its going to be so cute I cant wait to see him all dressed up. Yes I will take pictures because if I don't I am sure I will have people bugging me for some (Rhonda) lol. I am not sure what I am going to do with myself next week not having to take Tristen to preschool every morning is going to drive me crazy I can tell you that. I do know that my boyfriend is going out of town for three days to help his brother move from Windsor Ontario to Timmins Ontario. Our sister in law is 8 months pregnant a& we don't want her doing all that driving. I know that I still want to do my work out Monday & Thursday heaven forbid I miss a c

Yahoo Is Fucked Sorry For The Spam
I JUST WANT TO THANK ALL OF YOU GUYS FOR ALL THE SWEET GIFTS YOU HAVE GIVEN ME ON MY BDAY YOU GUYS ROCK!!!!!!!!!!!! TY TY TY AND TY. FOR THOSE OF YOU WHO HAVE YAHOO MESSENGER AND ME ON THEIR LIST I AM SO SORRY ABOUT THE SPAM, SOMEONE OR SOMETHING HAS TAKEN OVER MY LAPTOP AND KEEPS SENDING OUT ALL THESE MASS SPAMS DO NOT CLICK ON THE LINK IT WILL FUCK UP YOUR PC, I GOT IT FROM SOMEONE ON MY LIST VENEMOUSBOWLER AND THAT IS WHAT STARTED IT ALL I AM SO SORRY MY FRIENDS "WHO UNDERSTAND" AND TO THOSE THAT DONT ARE PISSED AT ME TAKE ME OFF YOUR LIST CAUSE I WOULD NEVER DO THAT ON PURPOSE AND YOU ALL KNOW IT, I DONT DO THAT SHIT. SO AGAIN MY "FRIENDS" IM SORRY AND I AM WORKING ON FIXING THE PROBLEM. THANK YOU SHY FOR THOSE OF YOU WHO HAVE YAHOO MESSENGER AND ME ON THEIR LIST I AM SO SORRY ABOUT THE SPAM, SOMEONE OR SOMETHING HAS TAKEN OVER MY LAPTOP AND KEEPS SENDING OUT ALL THESE MASS SPAMS DO NOT CLICK ON THE LINK IT WILL FUCK UP YOUR PC, I GOT IT FROM SOMEONE ON MY LIST VENEMOUSBOWLER

Times!!
Sometimes we make mistakes, get started off on the wrong foot or say something before we think, then it is hard to retract those things said and done, why do we do such things? Sometimes a little snowball can create an avalanche, a little flirtation can blossom into a deep meaningful relationship that can last a lifetime. Deception is wrong and there is no excuse.

My Soapbox
I just read about WWE star Chris Benoit, his wife, and his 7 year old son, being found dead yesterday. Apparently it was a double murder suicide. Chris strangled his wife and smothered his son. My thoughts are with his family. Chris was, in my opinion, one of the best wrestlers I have ever seen. He was never a fake; what you saw was what you got. It's a shame that his life ended this way. WWE has lost one of it's brightest stars... What exactly is "living in sin"? I was not allowed to be in a church choir because I was living with my girlfriend and we were not married. Aren't there worse problems than that? Doesn't God frown upon drinking, smoking, gambling, adultery, drugs,etc. I'm sure that a lot of the choir members were guilty of at least one of those sins. I guess I just don't understand religion and churches. I no longer go to church. I believe in God, but I can do it my way. Churches are way too hypocrytical for me. But maybe that is just me... Okay, a brief explanation of

My Special Recipe For True Love
Ingredients: 2 Hearts Full of Love; 2 Heaping Cups of Kindness; 2 Armfuls of Gentleness; 2 Cups of Friendship; 2 Cups of Joy; 2 Big Hearts Full of Forgiveness; 1 Lifetime of Togetherness; 2 Minds Full of Tenderness; Method: Stir daily with Happiness, Humor and Patience. Serve with Warmth and Compassion, Respect and Loyalty...... Love everything forgive Ingredients: 2 Hearts Full of Love; 2 Heaping Cups of Kindness; 2 Armfuls of Gentleness; 2 Cups of Friendship; 2 Cups of Joy; 2 Big Hearts Full of Forgiveness; 1 Lifetime of Togetherness; 2 Minds Full of Tenderness; Method: Stir daily with Happiness, Humor and Patience. Serve with Warmth and Compassion, Respect and Loyalty...... Love everything forgive

Surrender
Surrender By SLAYER (C) 6/18/07 Trust Me with your heart. Place it in My hands, To crush or caress. Trust that I will not hurt you. Give it to Me because you desire Me to possess it, Not because it is My will. Trust Me with your mind. Place it in My hands, also, To destroy or reshape. Trust Me to mold it according to your needs Not simply to suit My own purposes. Trust Me with your body. It too, place in My hands. Mine, to batter or protect. Trust Me to keep you safe And to provide for you that which is needed to ensure your happiness. Trust Me with your very soul. Place it in My hands, as well. Lay it bare before Me, vulnerable to My will. Trust that I will guide you safely through the darkness protecting your interests at all times, regardless of My desires. Above all, trust Me with your complete and total surrender. Trust that I will honor and cherish your submission to Me. Trust that I will not abuse this gift That you so lovingly give to M

Immigration Hot Potatoe
This was sent to me in an e-mail...I thought it worth sharing with as many people I could think of! I feel that it is wrong for immigrants to be given opportunities by our government that are not made available to ALL AMERICANS! >ORANGE COUNTY (CALIFORNIA) NEWSPAPER > >This is a very good letter to the editor. This woman made some good > >points. > >For some reason, people have difficulty structuring their arguments when > >arguing against supporting the currently proposed immigration revisions. > >This lady made the argument pretty simple. > >NOT printed in the Orange County Paper... > >Newspapers simply won't publish letters to the editor which they either > >deem > >politically incorrect (read below) or which does not agree with the > >philosophy they're pushing on the public. This woman wrote a great letter > >to > >the editor that should have been published; but, with your help it will >get > >published via cyberspace! > > > >New Immigrants > >Fro

What About It?
I love men. You always hear women, and other men, bashing men, but let me tell you something, I love men. Why? I love about men assume women are visually stimulated. I love hot men, but it might not be what a man would perceive as hot. I love broad strong shoulders. I love men's backs, I do. I love how they are built, but that isn't enough to make a man hot. I love how men want to protect their women, but struggle to let us protect ourselves. I love how men are completely overwhelmed and lost at first when they encounter a woman who loves sex. I love how men use big words and then make that lightning fast glance at a woman to see if she noticed. I love how straight guys struggle to accept homosexuality. I love how even the most sensitive guy gets SOME kind of look when women start discussing their menses. I love how men stroke themselves and lose themselves in sex. I love how men treasure their children, I love how men have become more involved with their children than how

Firefighters
Get More at COMMENTYOU.com Well as i assume most of you have heard about the 9 firefighters from South Carolina who perished in a sofa supply and wharehouse fire recently.. Being a firefighter myself it really makes me sad to lose so many from our brotherhood. So please pray for there families and think of them..

Concern
MY FRIEND POSTED A BULLETIN SAYING SHE GIVES UP ON EVERYTHING I CAN NOT GET HER TO TALK TO ME NOR CAN I GET ANY OF HER OTHER FRIENDS TO TALK TO ME IF ANYONE TALKS TO CHEROKEELADY PLEASE LET ME KNOW THAT SHE IS ALRIGHT. worry not about me for it is summer and doing my business of landscapeing i put in some very long hours plus my dad has fallen ill so with him most nights when i get off work as my brother is with him all day i apoligize i have not been doing comments but please bear with me i will soon be back to leave you all my love MY FRIEND POSTED A BULLETIN SAYING SHE GIVES UP ON EVERYTHING I CAN NOT GET HER TO TALK TO ME NOR CAN I GET ANY OF HER OTHER FRIENDS TO TALK TO ME IF ANYONE TALKS TO CHEROKEELADY PLEASE LET ME KNOW THAT SHE IS ALRIGHT.

Troubleina
WOOOHOOO!! I'm planning a trip to Vegas!! Soooo excited! anyone have any suggestions, let me know!! :) Ever feel like you just want to pack up and run away? I want to have a mid life crisis. I'm so fucking lonely, i can't stand it anymore. I am just feeling so alone, and want it to end. I want to belong somewhere. I feel like i dont. I spend all my time at work, or at home, with my kids. I have no life outside of that. I just want to pack up and leave, dissapear, and start over. I don't want to be lonely anymore :( Listening for your footsteps Just waiting like a fool Burning with a fever Only you can cool The clock beside my pillow Has ticked away the night Like a heartbeat mocking me Until the light Gotta stop these thoughts about you Gotta learn to live without you Gotta find some freedom for this weary slave 'Cause I'm hungry for you And I'm longing for you And I'm burning for you I worship your opinions I imitate your ways I try to make you grace

Need Help Leveling
i need 3900 to level up to rockstar and its happy hour all help is greatly appreciated thatnx to all that helps and has helped in the past luv to all ☻Mr. Nice Guy☻ of Shady's S*U*P & Team SHOCKER{I.A.R. #35}@ CherryTAP

Hello
I finally came to the realization that life is what you make of it. If you want to be happy then make yourself happy and find yourself someone to shre it with. Let that someone be the one you can love for the rest of your life. And have them love you back for you and not what they want you to be. I think I have found that person, but that person has always been in my heart, he was just away on vacation or something for 4 years. Just Thought I would write down my thoughts. Pixxie The world is full of jerks and assholes, so choose not to add to that population. You get furthur in life being kind and considerate. If people don't like you for who are then oh well don't change yourself to be someone your not. It is their loss. Be at peace with yourself Hello I just wanted to say hello to all my friends and thank you all for the beautiful comments. I hope you all have a blessed day. Hugs!!!

Get To Know Me.
Hey everyone! I can't believe this is just my first blog entry. If you've seen my bulletins then you know that I'm pretty in love with my Dead End Society and Outsider Graphics. Basically I am working with both to try and develop my own skills as a hopeful professional photographer. I want to work for National Geographic eventually as a photojournalist, and while I'm getting ready to take classes, working with Outsider Graphics and Dead End Society (both owned by Outsider himself), I'm learning a lot of great skills and developing my talent. Go check them out! They're great sites and I know you'll love them! You can see my newer pics in my D.E.S. gallery, btw. I only upload a few here, but I have two pages there. :) Oh, and I had pizza today so I can post this: Want cool comment pictures/graphics? Click here! Haha! Have a good night, and gimme a shout sometime!

Kandi's Hotspot
One Hot Time My heart is racing the anticipation is building. I can’t wait any longer I have to have you. I’ve waited so long to feel your lips on mine to feel your body pressed against mine to feel as one as our passions rise. With every long, deep stroke you seem to make me want even more than what I thought. How can you make me wait for what I have waited for my entire life. You know I want you. You know I wanna fuck. Have your hard cock inside of me filling every inch pushing harder going farther than anyone has ever gone. Fingering my ass making me scream moaning louder wanting more and more. God how you love teasing me ! Make me cum Make me scream give me everything you’ve promised me. Fuck me harder spank my ass Fuck me baby I’m cumming fast. Fill me with your cum I’ll take it all in. The scratches on your back show just what you’ve done. They show everyone just how good you fuck. Now come back to bed baby I have somet

Blah Blah Big Deal
thinkin of u makes me smile, not quite sure it will be worthwhile, been through too much in the past, to ever think that this might last, so kiss me now before it all fades, a moment like this i wouldnt trade, if someday i must lose again. it will have been my pleasure being your friend!

Stuff
This is such a Beautiful song...shows the soul...Reminds me of someone i know right now. Your words to me just a whisper Your face is so unclear I try to pay attention Your words just disappear cause its always raining in my head Forget all the things I should have said So I speak to you in riddles cause my words get in my way. I smoke the whole thing to my head And feel it wash away cause I cant take anymore of this, I want to come apart, Or dig myself a little hole Inside your precious heart cause its always raining in my head Forget all the things I should have said I am nothing more than A little boy inside That cries out for attention, Yet I always try to hide cause I talk to you like children, Though I dont know how I feel But I know Ill do the right thing If the right thing is revealed cause its always raining in my head Forget all the things I should have said SO FITTING FOR ME AND MY LIFE........*sigh* Hello. Is there anybody

Bloodletting (redux)
Why am I angry? Do I stop my anger? Same question! My anger anchors me to my past hpoelessly Is my past all anger? Do I let my anger go? If I don't My anger will cannibalize me and I wil die lonely alone And my life past will be one giant regret Don't die that way! I have too much that is good inside me to waste to waste away... unknown unremembered unloved unloving unkind unhappy I don't want to die I don't want to die unhappy I want my child to die a child scorpionfish c. 12/21/01 i have found my special someone. on here...i cant live without her...so Almost slipped my mind to say something...the 4th of July was my cats (Fairuz) 11th birthday! If you allwould like stop by and wish him well...and I'l pass the wishes on to him! Happy Birthday Fairuz...Best Wishes My little Buddy!

Crap
OK... So I went on vacation - Camping with the kids and my guy. This is how things went without my computer & CT for SEVEN days! Day one: This place is beautiful! I can't believe how dark it gets at night and how bright the stars are. Oh, I wonder if anyone's sent me any cherry mail, email, shouts....sigh. Day two: Still marveling at how peaceful it is out here in the woods. Hey, is that an electrical outlet?? I coulda brought my computer... Day three: F-ing tired of trecking a half a mile just to take a piss. Where's my f-ing computer?? I wanna rate some pics.. Day four: Sitting here watching the sun move across the sky - only 3 more days to go. I know i saw computers in the Camp office - maybe if I sneak in tonight... Day five: There's a lovely layer of dirt on EVERYTHING. I've played more card games than a Las Vegas craps dealer oh - and it rained into the tent. My cell phone has internet access....hmmmm wonder if it's worth a dollar a kilobyte.... Day six: I

Some Great Advice!!!
You forgive me for liking you too much, And I'll forgive you for not liking me enough. You forgive me for missing you so, And I'll forgive you for being so cold. You forgive me for the loud racing of my heart, And I'll forgive you for not hearing it. You forgive me for playing your games, And I'll forgive you for toying with my emotions. You forgive me for finding you so attractive, And I'll forgive you for not noticing. You forgive me for raising you up so high, And I'll forgive you for bringing me down so low. You forgive me for wanting to be with you, And I'll forgive you for avoiding me. You forgive me for being so pathetic, And I'll forgive you for taking advantage of it. You forgive me for not being able to let go, And I'll forgive you for never having latched on. You forgive me for having hopes and dreams, And I'll forgive you for crushing them. Forgiveness brings inner peace. Do we have a deal? A blind man walks into a restaurant and sit

Me.dium And Other Work Stuff
It's just been announced that Me.dium is a winner in the community category of the Webware 100. I'm pretty sure that everyone here at CT put us over the top in the voting - you guys rock! We're hosting a handful of Happy Hours this week as our way of saying thanks. Click here to join Me.dium and see everyone from CT online!

Some Good Advice!! Thanks To A Friend For Writing This...
I’ve come to you today to “discuss” a very important matter. A thing of no small importance. No matter where you call home, or how old you are, or how inflated your ego is, please take a few moments for this important Cherry Tap public service announcement. It’s easy to get caught up tapping cherries, gentlemen, and dropping comments. That’s why we’re here! But we’ve gotten a little out of hand at times. You see breasts on a scrolling profile. High, tight breasts in a low cut shirt or in a halter. Black fabric barely holding back the white skin of breasts and then something from the lizard part of your brain kicks in and you click on that profile. Chaos and crass crudeness ensues. You click a “10” and then lay a comment on the lady that leaves a lot to be desired, some epic literary comment like, “Nice big ‘uns, babe.” Or, “Great fun bags, sexi.” Or that line that makes Shakespeare green with envy. “Umm. Can I taste?” Gentlemen, it’s time to straighten up. This typ

Finally
Well this weekend i had my girl over for four nights and actually did no work what so ever except around the house and did not work out or train....And i found out how lucky i am to have such a good person in my life....used to all i had was my kids and they helped me as much as they could and now when im with her i dont want to do anything but be with her im so happy now i think i finally found the right person and i mean that from bottom of my heart......

Some Of My Poetry
Colors glittering, voices chorusing A world awash with Christmas cheer Yet in my reversies, I have memories For loved ones no longer here Cherished faces, childish places Beloved hearts so long missed I fill with longing, with lost belonging For loved ones no more kissed I dream to hold them, I pray I told them Of what their lives meant to me This joyous season, is sad with reason for loved ones no more I see.

Matthias World
well im 6'0 make swords small knives armor i speak 4 languages practioner of pagan beliefs /druid no new world wicca spent 31/2 yrs in u.s.n. in eod bombsquad/seal team 2 i ride super motorcross outlaw class in the mountains im single have to much goin on in my life for a wife and i already tried that once i hate liars and cheaters i party like to have fun like meetin new people but im also brutally honest so u dont like my opinon oh well thats just me otheer than that you want to knkow more send me a note ill tell you i got no fear never have never will i hope everyone has a good day good blessings and good tidings to you all

Spoiled Brats
First I want to apologize to my friends who responded to my status change yesterday about drama. I REALLY appreciate what you said and it means SO much to me that you care about me enough to respond like you did. Agin, my apologies. I had just had my fill of all the BS Drama. (WARNING: KNOW WHO YOU ADD AS FRIENDS. I learned the hard way) Along the same lines, I want to thank each and every one of you that recognized the fact that I was UPSET and the way you each handled it. It is the greatest feeling in the world to have a friend console you when you have "reached your limits" and blow up. Thanks again to all of you. Now to explain...If any of you know Heartbroek Gal or Fallen Angel (from Alabama, used to beunder another name), then all I can say is beware. There is something going on there with those two and some guy and it is nothing but pure BS Drama. I tried to stay neutral and not get between any of it, but NO they had to press for "taking sides" (me or her bullshit)

About Child Pedaphilers
Parents need to know about the sick, sick movement known as "pedophile activism". I am not joking. Look up pedophile activism on wikipedia.org for more information. They have created these symbols, so that they can identify each other, create a support network, it's sickening: This is the symbol for "boy love" called BLogo This is the symbol for "girl love", called GLogo This is the symbol for "Childlove Online Media Activism, CLOMAL This is the symbol for all-encompassing pedophilia, CLogo This is not a joke!!! If you see these symbols on someone's myspace, they are a pedophile. If you see someone with one of these symbols on their clothing or jewelry, they are a pedophile. (Which, in my opinion, gives you permission to beat the fuckiing shit out of them.) Anyone with children, please please go to wikipedia.org (a free online encyclopedia) and search "pedophile activism" and you'll get the whole sick story. Also, please repost this in your bulletins,

Our Life
My wife recently deleted her CT account because of women on here who called her a whore and had other very bad things to say about and to her. I want everyone to know that those un-named people are no longer on my friends list. My wife and I met in 1985 at a strip poker party. She came into town on her way to get married. The people holding the party lived down the way from me in the apartments. It started out as just a regular party and then as everyone got drunk it turned into strip poker. Kim and I were the first two to be naked and had to spend the rest of the party that way until a winner was declared. We had a lot of fun and I invited her to my apartment for a night of "fun". We have been together ever since. She cancelled her wedding. And I gave up the single life. We got married on July 12th 1986. Since the time we got married the longest time we spent apart was caused by an employer and was not our decission. The Army caused a 6 month separation awaiting her to come t

Poem To Gator
Dancing in the Rain You and me how could I have known that when I walked into that door we would fall into this zone Im sittin here on this roller coaster ride wonderin what happens next or if there is a drop waiting for the surprise how is it that when I least expect it you fall into my life i never expected any of it that I would take such a dive im dancing with you in the rain wondering if we are really sane and Im asking myself is this true what did I do in my life that was so right to end up here with you most of the time I find myself lost in thought thinking of your face and all the happiness youve brought thinking of saying goodbye to you one of these days im not afraid in your heart i belong to you its true and in my heart you belong to me you see i loved you from the start and nothing can ever tear love apart keep breathin baby because one of these days even if we aren't in eachothers arms well be starin up at the stars and know that love

Shans Bits...
So alone Deep inside myself I'm crying I'm screaming and no one can hear But who would listen if they could anyway? Sometimes I feel I'm breaking Sometimes I'm not sure I'm whole Sometimes I realise I'm cold But who's gonna warm me now I'm too broken to be fixed So take a deep breath Catch your breath before it slips away Hold onto it, treasure it People will take it from you if they can The worlds cruel It'll destroy you if you fall So you're walking with your head down What is it your thinking? That if you get far away enough You'll leave everything else behind But it follows you A haunting shadow You can't leave the past Not if you're scared of the future Are you scared? To be alone? To feel? To hurt? Aren't we all dying a little inside? The rain starts falling Now no one can see you cry Not that they looked before It's starting to hurt inside The broken pieces scar your skin So drown in all your sorrow Let it wash the pain away There i

Clogo = Pedophiles
These are the symbols they have created, so that they can identify each other and create a support network: This is the symbol for "boy love" called BLogo This is the symbol for "girl love", called GLogo This is the symbol for "Childlove Online Media Activism, CLOMAL This is the symbol for all-encompassing pedophilia, CLogo If you see these symbols on someone's Myspace or CherryTap, they are a pedophile. If you see someone with one of these symbols on their clothing or jewelry, they are a pedophile. Anyone with children, please visit Wikipedia's article on Pedophile Activism Other websites... http://www.clogo.org/main.php

Daddy To Be
Well, more more time keeps passing and i find myself being that jealous ex boyfriend when I don't really try be. But as I sat there and told Amy how I felt while staring into her eyes while tears come from both of our blood shot eyes, I wonder if she even cared what i said or even heard a word I told her. Its hard to sit back and watch the one person in your life you care for and love just walk away from a relationship when I would like to sit there and hash out the problems. I can't help to wonder why she would not come to me instead of going to her parents. I sit here and wonder if its actually me let this relationship fail or if Amy felt bombarded with so much stress and grief that she felt it nessessary to break if off just cause I wasn't changing into what she wanted for the father figure to our daughter.I just wish she would of gave me the time to change some of my ways, and for her to be willing to work on the issue I would of like to see changed, and now that we aren't togethe

Ideas And Thoughts
Independence Day July 4, 1776, a day that has stood out in infamy, a day of reconing, for more than 200 years, we the people of this great nation have celebrated this day. Our forefathers, the greatest leaders in history signed their name to a document known as “The Declaration of Independence” that has been forgotten over the years. This document was written as a symbol of freedom, but this freedom has been challenged by the government sworn to uphold it. Today, those very leaders have rolled over in shame at what their dreams have become. Every year since 1776, we, as americans, have celebrated this freedom. Let’s take a look at what we are celebrating, freedom to commit crime, greed, frustration, struggle and power, the people of america have been long forgotten. In today’s society, we celebrate this freedom with noise makers and fireworks, but do we ever really take a step back and thank God and our people for the freedom they won for us? Why are we still fighting a

People
Look at these hatefull shouts cause i put a 9 for the reble flag. How can people say they love America but hate Americans. ¢¾Ho...: I DONT CARE I WILL BLOG AND REPORT YOU NOW AND EVERYONE WILL COME AFTER YOU IF YOU CANT BE NICE GET THE FUCK OFF MY PAGE ¢¾Ho...: WELL TAKE YOUR ASS BACK TO MEXICO THEN Look at these hatefull shouts cause i put a 9 for the reble flag. How can people say they love America but hate Americans. ¢¾Ho...: I DONT CARE I WILL BLOG AND REPORT YOU NOW AND EVERYONE WILL COME AFTER YOU IF YOU CANT BE NICE GET THE FUCK OFF MY PAGE ¢¾Ho...: WELL TAKE YOUR ASS BACK TO MEXICO THEN

Salad Addressing
Analingus, Rimming, Tossing A Salad, Talking to President Bush... The act has many names but it comes down to stimulating the anus with the tongue. For a variety of obvious reasons not every person engages or even wishes to. Even for the more intrepid and courageous sextronaut it may take a bit of convincing before you "dive" in. 1. Clean up Cleanliness is even more of a issue with analingus than with traditional most any other form of sex play. Taking a sexy bath or shower together is a relaxing form of foreplay and will allow you and your partner to get squeaky clean. You or your partner should soap their butt and asshole, inserting a finger into the rectum, and rinse thoroughly with warm water. An enema usually isn't necessary if you wash well. 2. Ease in Let you partner relax and get comfortable with you exploring their posterior before you bury your tongue in their ass. Massage their back and buttocks, kiss and caress their thighs and ass cheeks. Spread their cheeks

Random Ruminations
As some know, and my primary makes readily obvious. I am having some issues with my neck. Mainly bulging discs, yes I said discs, GET YOUR MIND out of the gutters ladies, as well as some bone spurs. To say it is painful is an understatement. More disconcerting is the fact my left arm is damn near completely numb all the time now. Days are good and bad. Functionality exists until around lunch then all hell breaks loose. I am not one of those who whines and complains, so please do not take it as such. Just take this as a warning. If I should happen to disappear, it is not from discontent or disenchantment but from lack of mobility or from being hospitalized. Until then, I'll be around but the decision is near and is to the point where surgery is on the only recourse. All too often in today's society we sit here and wonder, the why's and the what if's. It's time to sit back and turn the reflective mirror we place on society and turn it on to ourselves. We each are nothing more tha

Something That's Been On My Mind
Just last weekend, I was a wreck. I was worried and scared of everything. One night, a good friend called and told me about her relationship with god. As I listened, one thing that she said stuck in my mind. She told me that it all starts when you tunr your life over to him. All you have to do is turn your worries and fears and problems over to him. I decided to do just that. Once I did, I started to listen to him. He told me to put just two quarters into a donation funnel at the mall here. After I thought about it, I did just that. After walking around the mall, Something told me to go to applebee's and order a drink. The waitress gave me a menu and told me she would be back to take my order. I politley told her that I was low on money and couldn't afford to order anything other than a drink. She told me there was no charge and gave me a job application. Now some of you may have your own ideas of why this happened, but I know that It was god's way of rewarding me for doing what he wan

Moving!
fucking hell im going nuts.. havent accomplished shit at work. just want the day to end, so i can go get fucked up , then pass out, to wake up to my new fucking place that is the nicest place i have ever lived in my fucking life... 2 pools, billards room, movie theater, fitness room.... holy fuck... need to be there now!!!!!!!

What Is Love?
MY FOREVER.MY EVERYTHING..MY ALWAYS..MY LOVE.. I GAVE UP ON LOVE THEN OUT OF THE CLEAR YOU CAME ALONG AND BEFORE I KNEW IT MY HEART WAS BEATING TO A NEW SONG! IT WAS A MELODY OF SWEET LOVE THAT I HAVE FOUND IN YOU AND NOW THAT I FOUND YOU ALL MY DREAMS HAVE COME TRUE. I ONCE BELIEVED I COULDNT LOVE FOR FEAR OF REJECTION AND NOW YOU HAVE SHOWED ME THEIR ARE RULES TO THE EXCEPTION FOREVER IN MY HEART WILL YOU BE AND WITHIN MY SOUL DWELLS YOUR PERFECTION. MY COLORS HAD FADED TO A DULL GREY AND NOW WITH YOU LOVE THEY SHINE LIKE RAYS NEVER WILL I TAKE OUR LOVE FOR GRANTED I SHALL LOVE YOU TILL THE DAY I DIE AND FOREVER EVEN AFTER DEATH WHEN WE RISE..YOU ARE THE BRIGHTNESS OF THE STARS I WISH UPON EVERY NIGHT THE GLOW OF THE MOON THATS SHINES SO BRIGHT.AND THE RAINDROPS THAT FALL FROM THE SKY ARE MERELY MY TEARS I SHED FOR YOU WHEN I SAY GOODBYE. THIS IS WHAT TRUE LOVE IS TO ME FINDING MY ONCE IN MY LIFETIME LOVE! WRITTEN FOR YOU BY ME ON JUNE 19 2007

Praising Your Partner............
Praising Your Partner............ Make time to give them a much deserved thank you or good job! Everyone needs a pat on the back every once in a while. You're partner is no exception. In fact, you may be doing more than you know. Knowing you have the complete support and belief from your partner can give a person the courage and self-confidence to try new things, work harder at reaching a goal and more. So, the next time you have the opportunity to say something nice, do it! Below are a few ideas of incorporating praise into your relationship. Send a thank you note when your partner has done something extra-special for you. Make a point to give thank you kisses for all the little things they may have done for you. Tell your partner when you appreciate something they've done. Don't let the little things go unnoticed. If they take over a chore, help out with work or do something special; make sure you thank them. When your partner has done something very well, make

Mike And Roy Show Ct Contest
Sponsored by Roy. This is the Britney Spears Death Pool. The Cost is 100 Fu bucks. if Britney kicks the bucket in 2008 and you pick the day you could win a Fubar Happy Hour. When You Do the Fu Transfer Make sure you say which dates you want. Messages and dates will be placed on the board by a 1st come 1st serve and who emailed 1st. If someone beats you on getting a date and it cause their message beats yours. You will be asked to pick another date. No ReFunds! We will use your fubar Id# to mark the dates you buy. If you lose you account your SOL. since we can't know who everyone on fubar is and what their Id# is. Start Date is Feb 1st. Any Questions? Feb 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 15 16 17 18 19 20 21 22 23 24 25 26 27 28 29 March 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 15 16 17 18 19 20 21 22 23 24 25 26 27 28 29 30 31 April 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 15 16 17 18 19 20 21 22 23 24 25

Fire Fighters
S.C. Warehouse Fire Kills 9 Firefighters By BRUCE SMITH, Associated Press Writer 2 hours ago Two firefighters mourn the loss of nine Charleston area ... CHARLESTON, S.C. - Fire swept through a furniture warehouse, collapsing its roof and killing nine firefighters inside _ the nation's deadliest single disaster for firefighters since the Sept. 11 terror attacks. "Nine brave, heroic, courageous firefighters of the city of Charleston have perished fighting fire in a most courageous and fearless manner, carrying out their duties," Charleston Mayor Joseph P. Riley said at a morning news conference. "To all of their loved ones, our heart goes out to them." Two employees in the building were rescued from the blaze, which broke out at about 7 p.m. Monday in the Sofa Super Store and warehouse, Riley said. One was rescued quickly, and firefighters punched a hole through a wall of the warehouse to reach the other, he said. Firefighters, police officers and other rescue workers

Poems
Today is the day, I celebrate the day, the day you came into my life, and made my pain go away. It was only nine months ago, you came into my life, you touched my heart, earned my trust, and took away my strife. I love you Kevin, more than I have anyone before, I never want to feel any pain or cry anymore. I cant tell you anymore, how my mended heart feels, you must have the magic touch, because yoru words heal. I love you Kevin, ane no one else can see, how these nine months, have changed me. Something I wrote for an old Boyfriend! *Keep Trying* Trying to decide whether I hate you or love you, Wanting to know if you would still love me too. Why can’t we just go on how we used to? Why did you have to do what you did change and turn my life upside down? Trying to decide whether to ever trust another the way I trusted you, Wrapped around your finger hope you know id do absolutely anything for you. Thousands of thoughts run through my mind not knowing if I c

Salute Photos
I was wondering how many of you guys would be willing to make a picture with a salute to me in them show me some creativity too.. the best one I will by a big pimping gift. so let me know if your interested! I can't wait to see what you come up with!!

Wtf Over?
Why is it when you think every thing is perfect life jumps up and bites you in the ass? And why do people lie about sleeping around especially when your not married what's it matter who you are sleeping with and if your spouse or g/f or b/f are ok with it really why make such a fuss about hiding it

Mr.rottentreats *juggalo Mafia*
I said i'll love you forever I said you'll be the one I said we'll be together Cause with you i belong I said I'll be with you And that you are at the top of my way I said I'll get to you And that i think about you all day Remember these things My feelings will never change I love you till the day i die You are my one and only I think about you and im never lonely I close my eyes and know im loved....(not finished) Here I sit, thinking only of you Wondering what is to become of us Understanding all you have been through Hoping to slowly gain your trust My heart aches for you, and also I yearn I want to understand you In hopes that I will learn Your unique and special qualities amaze me Your smile Your mind Your voice and its beautiful sound My feelings for you go beyond that of words And at first it didn't seem real But that just taught me a lesson In doubting what I feel It seems I dreamed you into life you're so very special in every single way An

The Wonderful Things In Life
Bide within the Law you must, in perfect Love and perfect Trust. Live you must and let to live, fairly take and fairly give. For tread the Circle thrice about to keep unwelcome spirits out. To bind the spell well every time, let the spell be said in rhyme. Light of eye and soft of touch, speak you little, listen much. Honor the Old Ones in deed and name, let love and light be our guides again. Deosil go by the waxing moon, chanting out the joyful tune. Widdershins go when the moon doth wane, and the werewolf howls by the dread wolfsbane. When the Lady's moon is new, kiss the hand to Her times two. When the moon rides at Her peak then your heart's desire seek. Heed the North winds mighty gale, lock the door and trim the sail. When the Wind blows from the East, expect the new and set the feast. When the wind comes from the South, love will kiss you on the mouth. When the wind whispers from the West, all hearts will find peace and rest. Nine woods in the Caul

Sad Story Of A Girl...
We continue with our story of the girl. She saw the boy today. The boy looked sad. She wishes that she could make the world a better place for those around her. She wishes that he would sometimes just listen to her, listen to the things that she has tried to teach him. She thinks to herself that maybe if he would have just listened to her from the beginning, he wouldn't look so sad all the time. She catches the far away look he gets in his eyes sometimes. The look that makes her heart ache for him. He looks so lost sometimes. Her heart aches to help find him. Her soul screams to her to do something, anything to make that look on his face go away. She knows that there is nothing left that she can do for him though. She has tried and tried and all she has done is fail. She doesn't know what else she can do to help him. She has tried to teach him the things she has to teach. All her lessons have been lost on him. He no longer opens up to her. Sometimes it seems like he is going to finally

Emotions
Many emotions have overcome me right now. Sadness. Because you are no longer here I have been overcome with tears and heartache. The pain hurts so unbearably much. Anger. Because you were taken from me so unjustly. I hate everything right now. I am so mad that I just want to break things. Happiness. Because I know that you are in a better place. A place that knows NO suffering. A place of JOY and LAUGHTER. And most of all..... Glad. Because no matter what, you are still with me and you always will be. I carry your memories in my heart. I will never forget you. You are missed and loved. May your life there be filled with everything you could have ever imagined. R.I.P. Gloria Jean Hellums Thank you for everything. Your LOVE, your JOY, your KINDNESS.

Yesterday
, SOME TIME BEFORE, YESTERDAY Some time before, they were youth, happy go lucky, and care free Some time before. their worries were few, and they were so full of life Some time before, their only competition was to impress the girl next door Some time before, they knew only the beauty, love and peace of their youth And then suddenly came yesterday, on a distant battle field, in an Asian jungle Yesterday, their youth was gone, much too soon before it's time, and only the shell of an old man remained Yesterday, happy-go-lucky became, "It don't mean nothing". Yesterday, care free became a high degree of caution, and a distrust of everything not Marine. Yesterday, their worries were many, and they carried the knowledge, that death might come at any second, and they felt as if their souls were dead. Yesterday, their competition was a man named Charlie, Whose one mission was to kill them, with extreme prejudice. Yesterday, their only impression

Passion Party By Alisa
Are they great in the bedroom do they echance your realtionship I help couples spice up there life take a look at my web site why go to an adult store take a look at my site www.alisasloveshack.com

Ooops I Did It Again!!!!
Yea I Went And Did It Again....But Its A Giveaway So No Pressure For Time!!!!! If You Have A Minute Stop By And Leave Me Some Comments...My goal is 30,000 Comments for a Months Blast & also A months VIC!!!! Thanks And As Always I got Much Love For All My Friends And Fam ~Jamie~

That First Time We Meet...
For some reason, You keep having this dream. You don't know if it is a foreshadowing of the future, or if it's just something your mind has replayed plenty of times because it gives you joy and comfort. Who knows. Anyway..... You're coming to see me for the first time. Flying down actually. The outfit you are going to wear, is that denim sundress you have in one of your pictures. You have matching blue heels, choker and my hair is down and curly. It's longer.....down to the middle of your back. As you sit in coach, an old man sits to your left and beside him is his wife. They are going to Alabama to see their grandson, and we chit chat along the way down. You're so nervous, that you can't sleep although you are tired emotionally and physically, your brain will not shut down from just thinking about meeting me. The woman comments that she likes your perfume, and you two share a smile between us as the plane lands.¨ We have talked for so long, you know me inside and out

Dumbass
y do we love the 1s we do wats the attraction is it the way they act there voice on the phone the way they make you feel or is it the way u feel knowing that they are better off without you well every1 i think im going to take my peircing pics off of here just kinda to the point where im sick of having them on here so as of tommorow im most likey taking them off

I'm February....what Are You?
JANUARY = BIG WHORE Fun to be with. Loves to try new things. Boy/girls LOVE you. You are very hot. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people's feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. Snazzy at times. Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt but takes long to recover. Repost this in the next 5 minutes and your r

Hero's
PLEASE ALL TAKE A FEW MINUTES TODAY AND PRAY FOR THE FIREFIGHTERS WHO LOST THERE LIVES IN CHARLESTON, SC AND THERE FAMILIES THAT LOST THEM.... IN ALL THERE WERE 9 FIREFIGHTERS LOST MAY GOD BLESS THEM OUR HEROS AND THERE FAMILIES!!!!

Maxx's Titles
CHECK OUT ALL MY NEW TITLES ON MY PROFILE.THANX. MAXX TO ALL MY CHERRYTAP FRIENDS,CHECK OUT MY PIX HERE AND THEN COMMENT ON THEM.THANX.MAXX LEATHAL TELL ME HOW TO COMPLETE ALL MY CHERRYTAP POINTS AND CHERRYTAP BUCKS.THANX.MAXX LEATHAL

New Gift Giveaway- Everything Available
BABYDOLL_UK GIFT GIVEAWAY THIS IS NOT A CONTEST NO TIME LIMIT - START ANYTIME ALL YOU HAVE TO DO IS CHOOSE WHICH GIFT YOU WANT SEND ME A PRIVATE MESSAGE AND I WILL RIP TO MY GIFT GIVEAWAY FOLDER YOUR FACE PIC THEN YOU AND YOUR FRIENDS COMMENT BOMB TILL YOU REACH THE AMOUNT FOR THAT GIFT... THEN NEXT HAPPY HOUR I BUY IT FOR YOU OR THE PERSON YOU WANT TO GIVE IT TO DO WHATEVER IT TAKES OR YOU WANT TO GET TO THE AMOUNT NEEDED FOR THAT GIFT HAVE FUN XOXO ALL PICS MUST HAVE AT LEAST 250 COMMENTS PER WEEK EVERY FRIDAY I WILL CHECK TOTALS AND ANY THAT HAVE NOT MOVED IN PREVIOUS WEEK WILL BE DELETED OK THESE ARE THE GIFTS 600 COMMENTS = 800 COMMENTS = 800 COMMENTS = 800 COMMENTS = 1600 COMMENTS =OR 2000 COMMENTS = 3000 COMMENTS = 4000 COMMENTS = 6000 COMMENTS = 8000 COMMENTS = 10,000 COMMENTS = 20,000 COMMENTS =