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Lost
IT TOOK ME SOOO LONG TO STOP FEELING THIS WAY AND YET THE FEARS ARE WASHING OVER ME ALL OVER AGAIN JUST AS I START TO FEEL CONFIDENT SOMETHING ALWAYS HAPPENS TO BRING ME BACK DOWN NOW I FEEL LIKE I AM STUCK IN THIS HOLE I CANT DIG MYSELF OUT OF ....

I Like It
I. Thou shalt get out before the sun rises VI. Thou shalt scream my name often II. Thou shouldest never ask "can we see each other from now on?" VII. If someone cometh over whilst thou art here, thou art my cousin from out of town. III. Thou shalt refrain from referring to our activities as "love making." VIII. Thou shalt not ask me to walk thee to thy car. Don't thou knoweth what it looketh like? IV. Thou shalt not request advanced plans. IX. There shall be no "pillow talk." V. Thou shalt kiss anything except my mouth. X. There shall be no cuddling -- ever!

True Cherrytap Friends
Well I Would Like To Say Thanks To A Few True Cherrytap Friends Who Have Always Stuck By Me And Have Stayed Friends With Me Since I joined Tap Go Show Them Some True Cherrytap Love If I Forgot Anyone I Apoligize Now.. Razor Thanks Bro For All The Beautiful Work You Have Done For me ~_RaZoR_~@ CherryTAP MyLady Tina A Dear Sweet Lady MyLady Tina -Vice President -Little Shop of Horrors - F.A.R. Family Member@ CherryTAP Chopper Thanks Dad For All The Beautiful Photos As well. CHOPPERS FAMILY(IN LOVE WITH AN ANGEL)@ CherryTAP WildCat A Very Sweet Lady ۞WÌLÐÇÄŦ۞ ҒõÚñÐÈR ñ õWñÈR õҒ Ŧ.M.Ä.Ғ. ñ LõÚñGÈ۞@ CherryTAP Broken Romeo A Very Sweet Guy Thanks For All The Beautiful Photos (¯"·. Broken Romeo.·"¯)@ CherryTAP A.J. A Very Sweet Lady Thanks For The Beautiful Photos A.J.Member... R.T.B ..AND,,,OFFICIAL L.U.V. CLUB CO-FOUNDER~

My Poetry...
Resignated, her mind escapes from all, gazing the mirrored surface, she exhales. Her self beauty reflected instant thrall, a dual self image copies and excels. She sees a stunning woman with desire, fingers trace the outline of her silk breasts. Eyes draw her into the passionate fire, she strives to indulge this inner bequest. Gently flicks the soft crevice while she watched, her expression unleashes the trapped one. Dismissing all past time reasons botched, moans and sighs of self pleasures have begun. Suddenly becomes drenched with one leg hiked, an all new experience she received. Her body trembles while she is psyched, now untapped she is finally relieved. The victorian reflects much wiser, journalized she became her own adviser. Copyright © Kristin Roth-Davis I search the oceans of time, talking in verses of rhyme. Sifting through sands of truths and uncertainties. Mapping out a course in which I shall travel. No stone going unturned, mist

Rediculous!!!
all i see on every females profile on here is add me, rate me, and most importantly FAN ME!!! i keep fanning more and more people that add me as friends but i never get fanned in return. whats the deal people? as of right now ive got 290 friends and 69 fans. anybody see a problem with that ratio? ive fanned 285 people which means i must have fanned all but 5 people on my friends list. so please, if you take the time to read this....and if youve taken the time to add me as a friend....please take the time to fan me as well. its only the fair thing to do!

How Capricorn Are You Quiiz?
You Are a Chocolate Cake Fun, comforting, and friendly. You are a true classic, and while you're not super cutting edge, you're high quality. People love your company - and have even been known to get addicted to you. What Kind of Cake Are You?

I Cant Hide
"WHEN SHE SMILE'S" WHEN SHE SMILE'S, I FEEL ALIVE. DETERMINED TO BE, AS I STRIVE. WHEN SHE SMILE'S, I KNOW NO PAIN. YET STILL I BELIEVE, I'M GOING INSANE!!!! WHEN SHE SMILE'S, I KNOW SHE'S REAL. SO FOR NOW, I KNOW WHAT I FEEL. WHEN SHE SMILE'S, I'LL HIDE MY PAIN. BE ALL I CAN, TO HELP HER CHANGE.... by;Paul A. 11-9-07 "TWO HEART'S" TWO HEART'S, REACHING OUT. NEVER TO TOUCH, FULL OF DOUBT. TWO HEART'S, FULL OF PAIN. MEETING ONCE, AND MAKEING A CHANGE. TWO HEART'S, TRYING TO MAKE ONE. HOPEING EACH, CAN FIX WHAT'S DONE. TWO HEARTS, IN NEED TO HOLD. KNOWING NOW, THEY'VE FOUND THAT GOLD. TWO HEART'S COMBINE, WITH NO INTENTION. SO MANY FEELING'S, TO MANY TO MENTION. I GIVE MY HEART, AND ALL I AM. WILL YOU RUN, OR MAKE THIS STAND? by;Paul A. 12-5-07 here i am, shes tried so hard. i finally gave in, let down my guard. here i am, she holds me tight. i smile inside, its such a delight. here i am,

Jokes
A blonde goes to the Western Union office and says, "I just have to get an urgent message to my mother in Europe." The clerk says it will be $100, and she replies "But I don't have that much money, and I must get a message to her, it's urgent! I'll do anything to get a message to her." The clerk replies "Anything?" "Yes... ANYTHING!" replies the blonde. He leads her back to his office and closes the door. He tells her to kneel in front of him and unzip his pants." She does. "Take it out", says the clerk." She does this as well. She looks up at him, his member in her hands and he says "Well... go ahead and do it..." She brings her lips close to it and shouts "Hello?... Mom?" A man from the Welfare department was interviewing a lady who had requested assistance and he was reviewing her form. He noted that she stated that she had three sons, but she had only listed information for the one named "Leroy". "Actually, all three of my sons are named Leroy," replied the

A Few Facts
10 random things about me. 10. i love tacos. 09. i am extroverted. 08. a cardboard box once exploded while i was in it. 07. i don't like christmas. I prefer halloween. 06. i'm late. for everything. anywhere. if i wasn't late, than i wouldn't be me. 05. i am a sucker for cheese 04. when i'm upset, i don't even want to be around myself. 03. my worst habbit is singing songs from comercials. 02. I love being me! 01. i'm a giver. i always give. 9 places I want to visit. 09. spain. 08. italy. 07. england. 06. france 05. new york 04. canada 03. japan 02. australia. 01. the amazon. 8 things I want to do before I die. 1.build a tree house. 2.see the leaning tower of Piza 3.live in england for a while. 4.learn sign langauge. 5.be in a moive. 6.write a book 7.win the lotto 8.go sailing 7 ways to win my heart. 07. write me letters. 06. i want to know that you trust me. 05. don't poke fun if i'm scared or nervous, just tell me "it's ok, im here" 04. wake m

You Are Strength
You are Strength Courage, strength, fortitude. Power not arrested in the act of judgement, but passing on to further action, sometimes obstinacy. This is a card of courage and energy. It represents both the Lion's hot, roaring energy, and the Maiden's steadfast will. The innocent Maiden is unafraid, undaunted, and indomitable. In some cards she opens the lion's mouth, in others she shuts it. Either way, she proves that inner strength is more powerful than raw physical strength. That forces can be controlled and used to score a victory is very close to the message of the Chariot, which might be why, in some decks, it is Justice that is card 8 instead of Strength. With strength you can control not only the situation, but yourself. It is a card about anger and impulse management, about creative answers, leadership and maintaining one's personal honor. It can also stand for a steadfast friend. What Tarot Card are You?Take the Test to Find Out.

How Naughty R U ?
Are you Naughty or nice Your Result: your Naughty! wild thing! You were born to be bad. Naughty by nature, you've tried everything at least once and aren't afraid to get your hands - or the rest of you - dirty when opportunity knocks. Whether that means plotting for advancement at work or toying with somebody's affections, you're willing to break the rules. As long as you're having a laugh and getting ahead, anything goes. And it is fun to defy convention every once in a while, but you're walking a bit of a tightrope. Every so often, try listening to that little angel on your shoulder who keeps saying "no!" - it's okay to be nice sometimes. In the meantime, keep being bad and enjoy yourself. Just don't throw caution entirely to the wind. Your Nice! all sugar, no spice! Are you Naughty or nice

Life In The Clouds
First of i just want to say hi to all on cherry tap. Know there is know such thing as a stupid picture, only blury ones. I love to take pictures of just about everything, well one of those pictures is being published in (The International Librairy of Photography). I was also Named one of the years best photographers of 2007, and i just posted the secound pic of several in this series. The picture was taken some where between San Diego cal. and Fort Worth Tx.. So you got to go and check this out and vote for on my pic., and let me know what you think. Thought you might like this Photo: http://www.picture.com/voteforme/photovote1.asp?PID=2142322 http://www.picture.com/voteforme/photovote1.asp?PID=2142322 thanks and injoy

Riders
Motorcycle Riders This is real For all who know Motorcycle Riders .............. I saw you, hug your purse closer to you in the grocery store line. But, you didn't see me put an extra $10.00 in the collection plate last Sunday. I saw you, pull your child closer when we passed each other on the sidewalk. But, you didn't see me playing Santa at the local mall. I saw you change your mind about going into the restaurant. But, you didn't see me attending a meeting to raise more money for the hurricane relief. I saw you roll up your window and shake your head when I drove by. But, you didn't see me driving behind you when you flicked your cigarette butt out the car window. I saw you frown at me when I smiled at your children. But, you didn't see me when I took time off from work to run toys to the homeless. I saw you stare at my long hair. But, you didn't see me and my friends cut ten inches off for Locks of Love. I saw you roll your eyes at our

Mean People
I posted a MUMM tonight, and received a lot of votes, along with a lot of comments. Some of them were downright malicious. To all the people who didn't vote, but made nasty comments: Is this what you do for fun? Is your self-esteem that low, that you have to go picking on someone else and making deprecating remarks about their appearance to make yourselves feel better? That's okay. Because I can always lose weight, but you will still always be assholes. And eventually, you will turn into wrinkly, not so pretty assholes. And then what will you have going for you? Thanks for sharing! Okay...here's my rant. I have been talking to this guy who claims to be a cop, and claims to want a lover, partner, mate. He says that he wants to be the dominant in the relationship. He even goes so far as to post "rules" in his profile. He contacted me. He wanted me to add him. And then, HE threw a fit when I didn't respond to him immediately when he shouted at me. He told me that

Contest!!!!
I want to be tigger's ct wife because i think he is the best.. he is not only fine as hell... but he makes me laugh.. i smile constantly when i hear him on the radio.. his comedy skits are hilarious. and he likes the lost boys.. what else could be better.. tiggers and dragons.. what a match.. pooh has piglet.. and tigger would have me, the dragon. would love to make him smile.. he has the best smile.. hehe.. wooohooohooo!

Going Back To La La Land
I am going back to Los Angeles this weekend. I need to get over this flu that I caught. I need the rest and relaxation at home with my kitties. I need to start planning out my birthday blast party. My friend Pierce recommended Yamashiro Resteraunt. Yamashiro sits atop of the Hollywood Hills its a majestic Japanese Palace. I went to see it last week and loved it. Check out the tour http://www.yamashirorestaurant.com/tour/index.html

The Concept Of God
The other day a co-worker and I were discussing a recent documentary that I watched on the History Channel called "Banned from the Bible." I was telling her about one book in particular mentioned, "The Book of Enoch". It goes into detail about the creation of the Nephilim. When I saw the confusion on her face I asked her if she knew what I was talking about. She was like no I've never heard of them. So then I was like "you go to church every Sunday and have no idea what I'm talking about." So then she says "Well I've gone all my life but I've never read the Bible." I started laughing at her and asked how could she sit and listen to the Preacher and not have any clue as to what he's saying or if it is true. So then I told her that to me the concept of God can be compared to a tree. No matter what country you may go to or what language is spoken a tree is still a tree no matter what it is called. So then she was like "Well I never thought of it that way." Take the Quran for exa

Phat Gurlz Rawk!!
THIS BLOG MAY BE OFFEND YOU. IF IT DOES, OR YOU DO NOT AGREE WITH THE OPINIONS STATED HERE, PLEASE REMEMBER THAT IT IS OFF THE CUFF, AND NOT MEANT TO HURT ANYONE. ALSO PLEASE FEEL FREE TO STOP READING AT ANY TIME AND BLOCK ME. THIS IS HOW I FEEL RIGHT THIS MINUTE, IT MAY CHANGE AS SOON AS I POST IT. ANYWAYS, VIEW AT YOUR OWN RISK AND OR PLEASURE.OK, this is a test. I have never blogged on cherrytap b4 so I gotta blog about something to test it out. So what is a better subject than all you fuckin' hot ass phat gurlz? Yes, I freely admit it. I like me a plump girl. I would point a few out, that get me hot and bothered, but ya gotta be careful about that shit, cause even when you think a phat chix hot and you tell her so, it can turn into one of those "moments". You know, like in Goodfellas when Joe Pesce is fuckin with the kid about how he's "funny". Why do I like phat chix? I don't know. Why do you like chocolate, or bacon, or kittens (but not puppies). I just do. They're warmer. More h

Spit Infinite
Yeah my name is Darwynn Mcpherson from Cleveland, Ohio. Im in the military right now stationed in Korea. Ill be stationed in Fort Eustis in Dec. 6th 2007. So look for me lol! I know its some sexi ladies out there that wanna chat so hit me up dont be affraid!

Beauty Is In The Eye Of The Beholder
Special Traits of Names and Numbers Current mood: tired Category: Dreams and the Supernatural To refresh your memory, the Special Traits (talents) numbers are the numbers that that repeat an average or above average number of times in your name. Once again here is the chart that you will use to find the value equivalencies to the letters of your full name. 1 = A, J, S 2 = B, K, T 3 = C, L, U 4 = D, M, V 5 = E, N, W 6 = F, O, X 7 = G, P, Y 8 = H, Q, Z 9 = I, R Also for your reference here is the table that shows you what the average equivalence is for each number in a name. Number 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 Average 3 1 2 1 4 2 1 1 3 Occurrence: Occurrences _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ In My Name: Simply count up the letters in your name and compare them to the chart above to figure out which of your equivalences is your average and/or above average numbers. Then refer to the int

Commence Forth With Rage
The rage over the events of today is still building inside of me. I have no idea why i have let what was said get the better of me but it has. The best thing to have done would have been to not of opened that IM and just let it go right? Well haha thats easier said than done when you are humiliated, degraded, betrayed, rigidly cold, heart broken that someone would even fathom to say the things they have said to me today. I cannot even express my rage towards this person right now. possibilities of ever being friends again are for now and some time probably very much out of the picture. I was supposed to be the better person in this situation and just let it go, but how can you let something go that rips down your dignity? It was like this person took salt and poured it all over an open wound... I will say this, everything i said to and about this person still stands true until i get an apology. They owe me this much. Until then, do not expect me to be the one to go to you with

Single Woman's Prayer
SINGLE WOMAN'S PRAYER Now I lay me down to sleep. Please don't send me no more creeps. Please just send me one good man. One without a wedding band. One good man who's sweet as pie. Who brushed his teeth and doesn't lie. Who dresses neat and doesn't smell. And is sexy like my man Denzel. Man, if I should die before I wake, that would truly take the cake; No matrimony or honeymoon. No fancy reception planned for June. No throwing of the wedding bouquet. Please, God, don't let me go out that way. If I die before I meet Mr. Right I won't go out without a fight. But then again with my luck, He'd probably be just some schmuck. The single life is not that bad I know it's just a passing fad. I won't be blue. I will not frown. Besides, I like my toilet seat down. No more makeup, won't comb my hair. So never mind this stupid prayer. The single life will do just fine. So what's up, girlfriend? IT'S PARTY TIME!!!!

What The Hell!!!!
Hello all! Wow i had an intresting night last night. I had to go to got the ER, cuz i was having really horrable chest pains. I couldn't go to sleep cuz they hurt so bad. Well come to find out........it was all caused by an ulcer! Yah, WTF!!!!!! I'm so glad that that was all it was, but still......I'm in soooooooo much pain over a friggen ULCER!!!!!! The doc said it was because of how much stress i'v been under lately. Anyway, just thought it was a bunch of bs.....so i wanted to just write down how pissed and glad i am right now. I was kinda getting scared there for a min. So now i have some meds to take care of it and help it heal. YAY!!!! :D Anyway, I hope everyone is doing well!!! I can't wait for the weekend! :) Love you all!!!!!

Anything And Everything
I have a secret crush on one guy who's on here. but he might know who he is. I just met him and i got the feeling something very good gonna happen...Sorry if i bore you ppl out but i need to write it down cause i want too. SEE HOW MANY PEOPLE SEND THIS BACK TO YOU! EVEN IF YOU HAVE A BOYFRIEND OR GIRLFRIEND- REPOST THIS! 1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Favorite position (s) ? 4. Do you think I'm hot? 5. Would you have sex with me? 6. If we already have would you have sex with me again? 7. What would you like to do to me? 8. Would we have sex in the shower with me? 9. How often do you think about having sex with me? 10. Would you leave after or stay the night? 11. Do you like cuddling afterwards? 12. Condom or skin? 13. Do you give Oral pleasures? 14. Do you like to receive Oral Pleasures? 15. Where is your fantasy place to have sex? 16. Would you kiss me during sex? 17. Do you masturbate? 20. Do you think of me while you masturbate

Things Of Interest
I have an emptiness in me I can't describe. A feeling of being lost, deep inside. Am I withdrawing inside myself? Putting my heart up on a shelf? I feel the ice run through my veins. The doors of my heart closing in pain. Turning away from potential friends. Back to the point where the begining ends Shutting down any possibilty of emotions. Living day by day, going through the motions. Wearing a smile that's no longer real. No love, no hurt, nothing to feel. This is my life on a day to day basis. The girl that was happy has left no traces. How much more of this life can I take? Welcome my child, to the world of heartbreak Raging Fear My heart was bound It was shattered and torn While hidden in darkness The hate was born I ran from friends And hid from lovers No one getting close Under covers Felt it bleed Felt the pain Too much hurt Never again No more love No more lust Ashes to ashes Dust to dust Heart is locked guards never do

Pagan Vs Christian
Those of you that know me understand this situation. I am a former Catholic turned Witch. I married into a Christian family and my family of origin still practice the Catholic faith. Because of this situation occasionally my children do get exposed to church. They also get exposed to tarot cards and such. It's hard to actually celebrate sabbats and stuff with them because of the marriage. The husband would probably have a fit. A month or two ago my daughter asked me to take her to church. Even though I hate going to church when she asks I try to take her. Well about three weeks ago I took her to a service. What was interesting about the service was the preachers message. As well as the childrens church talking about Ester ( a woman in the bible). If only ther realized what they were truly teaching. ;). Well I sat in the back row because of the two kids and my 3 yr old not being exposed to church services nearly as often as my daughter doesn't behave very well in that setting

Not Fair
this site is for adults but we cant have adult discussions with out the top ppl on this site getting all tearyed eyed...why make an adult site if we cant talk like adults on here why have the site at all...you dont see the drinks NSFW and that is for adults....whats ur thoughts on this ppl

Wedding Count Down
Well.. Im not sure if every one knows... but we finally set a date for our wedding some time ago... I just havent gotten around to telling everyone about it.. but .. the days keep passing by and its getting closer so I thought I would run a Count down to the BIG DAY!!! .... August 30th, 2007.... 49 days to go and counting.... Wish us luck!!!!

Guestbook
My friend is in a contest and she is behind...can you please help her out??!!! She is great and is always helping others when they are in a contest!!! this is the link..please even if you only give one comment it will help thanks!!! I am in my first contest and it ends Sunday at midnight cst!!! I am out of comments on 4 different accounts please help me win this one..i promise to return the LOVE!!!! I am in my very first contest and i need some help... i havent been on too much because i just found out i was pregnant on tuesday and i been really tired...so please, i'd appreciate all the help you could give me...CONTEST ENDS on the 26th!!!

Lyrics
9 out of 10 men this applies to.... and i can think of my nine right off the top of my head. wanna know if your one of the 9 or if your the one exception just ask. Insensitive: How do you cool your lips After a summer's kiss How do you rid the sweat After the body bliss How do you turn your eyes From the romantic glare How do you block the sound of a voice You'd know anywhere Oh I really should have known By the time you drove me home By the vagueness in your eyes Your casual good-byes By the chill in your embrace The expression on your face That told me you might have some advice to give On how to be insensitive How do you numb your skin After the warmest touch How do you slow your blood After the body rush How do you free your soul After you've found a friend How do you teach your heart it's a crime To fall in love again Oh you probably won't remember me It's probably ancient history I'm

Cyber Attempt
Wellhung: Hello, Sweetheart. What do you look like? Sweetheart: I am wearing a red silk blouse, a miniskirt and high heels. I work out every day, I'm toned and perfect. My measurements are 36-24-36. What do you look like? Wellhung: I'm 6'3" and about 250 pounds. I wear glasses and I have on a pair of blue sweat pants I just bought from Walmart. I'm also wearing a T-shirt with a few spots of barbecue sauce on it from dinner... it smells funny. Sweetheart: I want you. Would you like to screw me? Wellhung: OK. Sweetheart: We're in my bedroom. There's soft music playing on the stereo and candles on my dresser and night table. I'm looking up into your eyes, smiling. My hand works its way down to your crotch and begins to fondle your huge, swelling bulge. Wellhung: I'm gulping, I'm beginning to sweat. Sweetheart: I'm pulling up your shirt and kissing your chest. Wellhung: Now I'm unbuttoning your blouse. My hands are trembling. Sweetheart: I'm moaning

Just Me
Life is like a river, that flows, through twists and turn, love and hurt, life and death, but if you don't travel this road, you might well be dead, cause you never truely live, till you travel down that river... Sometimes there are rocks, down trees, and shallow water, but push throught, and the full stream is ahead... Life goes on, Just like the river.... Sometimes if you walk against the flow, you can become a stronger person, and love life more... _________________________________________________ see I can be a nerd but I am fun and just write what I feel at the time... I hope to get to meet alot of new people on here... oxoxoxoxox

Trust
it seems though in life where ever it might be.when things happen to you,you lose trust in what you stand for and what your goal is in work,marriage and freinds,but you have to keep plugging away until there is some light at the end of the tunnel

B-days
i dont know why i try to find someone to care or love me for me cause all i get is a game ..... is it cause im too hairy or too old or to young ..... im not looking for a one night stand im looking to settel down but what the fuck noone wants me all i here is games n keep being played like a sucker .... i got a big heart n ill stand up for my woman n try to take care of her the best i can but when noone will give me a chance why do i keep trying id be better off dead n then noone will miss me cause that realy never cared about me in the first place ..... yes im hurt n im pissed i just got told was not intersted n GOODBYE again wtf do i have to beet wemon or use them or hurt them .... well if thats the case i guess ill never find anyone so in a week i will say goodbye to everyone here in a blog cause ill deleate everything i have ever created n onone will ever miss me cause thay dont want to know mw im sry GOOD BYE !!!!!!!!!!!! i hope i was a good laugh when i was here i know i wont be

Just Being Me
Man I sm feeling buzzed, I gotta love me RUM. Drinking is fun. I am drunk adn high as hell. i don't even know why I am writing this no one will even read this bullshit or those who read this will probably think I am fucking retarded. LOL bu those who actually know me will know that I am just being drunken self! O well Peace the fuck out! :D

Black Zodiac
Aries The Selfish King Your sign is of the Mesopotamian God Marduk. He slayed Kingu (sometimes reffered to as a Demon) and created Mankind from his blood. In order for Marduk and the other Gods/Goddesses to be at leisure, mankind was made to suffer. You are the first sign of the Black Zodiac. The Arrogant, belligerent, Selfish King. Taurus The Slain Demon Your sign is of Kingu, who was most often refereed to as a Demon. kingu was the consort of the widowed Tiamat (whose original consort was Aspu). You battled greatly with Marduk, but ended up slaughtered and drenched with blood. From your own Demonic blood, (after he killed you) Marduk created mankind. You are the second sign of the Black Zodiac. The Malice-stricken, regretful, Slain Demon. Gemini The Viper Your sign is of the Viper. Unlike some other snakes, you can strike with one fang alone, or both if you choose. You are very venomous with those two, long, hinged fangs of yours. You also hav

My Poetry
When It Comes To Love (I’ll Walk Alone) In the shadows of the night, you'll find my hands are raised as melodies of pain and fright sweep across a moonlight gaze and love's monsters bring to light the paths taken by evil ways. In the center of the room, locking in heartache and despair, you'll find me warding off love's gloom and pretending I don't care that loving reigns with death and doom and there's no hope to share. Within the hate that builds and grows you'll find my shattered heart; broken like heartache's all it knows because cruel hands tore it apart and the tears it no longer shows when it knows not where to start. You see, I'm lost within my mind, too scared to even shout because in darkness you will find my veins run with my doubt as the world upon its axis grinds and I beg my heart to let me out. For I'm the one who gives too much; I promise myself away as upon my heart is left hate's touch with bitter words

Brown Eyes
Either sexy as hell or are adorable. Loves to make new friends. Their relationship tends to be very honest because if they aren't truly in love, then the relationship won't work. They fall easily for their best friends. Will do anything for that special person. Kind and polite. Enjoys being with their guy/girl. LOVES to party. Great in bed. Can make ANYONE laugh or cheer them up. Loves to please the one they care for or love.Is not the kind of person that you want to piss off.

School Play
SchoolPlay"-(If this doesn't make you laugh, there is absolutely no hope for your day!) Two little boys in first grade were chosen to be the leads in their first school play .It was to be a Shakespearean play. The first little boy was to say, "My fair maiden, I have come to snatch a kiss and fill your soul with hope." The second little boy was to reply by saying, "Hark! A pistol shot." On opening night in the school auditorium, the two little boys were a bit nervous, knowing that all the seats were going to be filled with grown-ups. The teacher told them to take their places on the stage and to remember to speak very loud as soon as the curtain goes up. The curtain rose and looking out upon the audience the two boys were terrified. They stood there frozen. So the teacher whispered for them to begin. The first boy yelled out these unforgettable words.... "My fair maiden,I have come to kiss your snatch! And fill your hole with soap." The second boys c

Sassy's Thoughts
Well after Monday the 23rd I will be offline for a while. I will be back asap. I wont have internet but I may get to a pc and leave messages and check them. Well my friend I met on another site has invited me to join this one and I have. DUH!! Like you cant tell that. Anyhow I am here and hoping I figure it out. So far its confusing the heck out of me. But I am slowly learning. Thanks for those that have helped me out. Will write more later Chow. Well I am slowly learning things here. But what I really need is to be happy and a bit less stressed. I have a bad day and I need some fun and chat. Hope I will find it here today but if I dont I will just find something else to do.

Summer Of Drugs A.k.a. "pipe Dreams"
This summer marks the 40th anniversary of the so-called Summer of Love. Honest and intelligent people will remember it for what it really was: the Summer of Drugs. Forty years ago hordes of stoned, dirty, stinky hippies converged on San Francisco to "turn on, tune in, and drop out," which was the calling card of LSD proponent Timothy Leary. Turned off by the work ethic and productive American Dream values of their parents, hippies instead opted for a cowardly, irresponsible lifestyle of random sex, life-destroying drugs and mostly soulless rock music that flourished in San Francisco. The Summer of Drugs climaxed with the Monterey Pop Festival which included some truly virtuoso musical talents such as Jimi Hendrix and Janis Joplin, both of whom would be dead a couple of years later due to drug abuse. Other musical geniuses such as Jim Morrison and Mama Cass would also be dead due to drugs within a few short years. The bodies of chemical-infested, brain-dead liberal deniers conti

Slow Night Deep Thoughts
I love this place. What crazy fun hanging out with Cyberpeople. Some of whom I would truely like to know in the real world others of you I'm not so sure. LOL Its a slow night ,makes one think too much maybe. Mindless Bliss is less painful. I'm not morbid but when its to still reget creeps in. LOvely peeps have a great night and think good if ya can! Life is good if ya let it be.Often we cloud the waters by thinking bad thoughts and not looking at the good of life. "as a man thinks in his heart so is he" What your focus??? Think good thoughts! Not bad. Peace and love to all ya'll!

Been A Long Bad Day
Yes I have been having a bad days of late...I think I made someone very mad at me also...even if she hasnt said so.....Hopefully she will forgive me....can't help myself sometimes I get so out of my head that I do stupid things.....I hope that she knows I really do Love her...

Nsfw Bull Shit
you would think some ass holes on here show more then i did they would have their shit done that way bull shit ..................... i think them making my nsfw was bull shit ive seen alot worse on here i was dressed just because my hand was down my skirt not showing anything is bull i want to know who made it nsfw

My Poetry
When I think of you, I see eyes of a wonderful lover, Heart of a father and hands so soft. So soft to hold your unborn child. I see you lead me into paradise where gorogus love birds cherp. Eternal to me means, You as mine forever(Husband and wife, Father and Mother). Where on a mission to start a new life together. When I think of you, I see your wings come down, swooping me up gently and flying away to that dream place we see as a couple. Nobody can compare to you or the terrific heart you have. We should never have to depart from eachother. Only you can sweep me off my feet All the bad aching pains I hold in my heart, Dissapear when you hold me. Your dreams interwind with me so we achieve our goals together. We will not go forward alone on achieveing our goals. As one, We will work together. At night when I look high in the sky, The stars light, Remind me of the stars entrance to your soul. There's nothing better then two meoldies becomming a sympthony. Now that's appo

Wasted, Unwritten, And A Big Girl Now
Standing at the back door she tried to make it fast One tear hit the hardwood, it fell like broken glass She said sometimes love slips away And you just can’t get it back lets face it For one split second she almost turned around But that would be like pouring raindrops back into a cloud So she took another step and said I see the way out and i’m gonna take it I don’t wanna spend my life jaded, waiting To wake up one day and find That i let all of these years go by wasted Another glass of whiskey, but it still don’t kill the pain He stumbles to the sink and pours it down the drain He said it’s time to be a man and stop living for yesterday Gotta face it Chorus: i don’t wanna spend my life jaded, waiting To wake up one day and find That i let all of these years go by wasted I don’t wanna keep on wishing, missing The still of the morning, the color of the night I ain’t spending no more time wasted She kept driving along ‘til the moon and the sun Were floati

Cool
i read this article that says men make 5 mistakes on dates that wrenk first dates. 1..they try to impress or show too much...well inst that what a first date is make a good impression 2...dont listen to what the woman is saying...that is bs because that first date is when we are on our best because we are trying to get more or second date 3..Men Aren't Chivalrous... i always open doors and pay, but in this new era women want to be more indepent so why are they complaning 4...Men Don't Take Initiative...they say i dont know alot and i dont care or whatever you like...back to making a good impression and not messing up a date 5...Men Say They'll Call and Then Don't... ok i understand this one, but come on who hasnt done or said this...usually say this on a bad date i think that dating is hard. so much pressure that we make mistakes or do bad things. dating should be like friendship be able to take them anywhere and have fun. then if more happens then it happens on

Heres To My Girls!!
What's so poignant about this picture? Well, it shows a line of little girls holding hands facing the immensity of ocean waves. Alone they might be washed away, but together they stand strong. Thank you each for holding my hand somewhere along the way when I was facing a wave of my own. I hope you will reach for my hand when your own wave threatens. All of us girls.. Old and young... Near and far... Hold special memories of good times we've shared. We've had our share of hard times when our friends were there to make us feel better. We've shared... our hearts our time our secrets our fears our hopes and our dreams. Let us never break the chain of friends! Pass this on to all of those girls that you are happy to have as friends. And if you get this back, then you know the chain of friends is strong! I am only as strong as the caffeine I drink, the hair spray I use and the girlfriends I have. Here's to you! Why do we only have parties for each other when one

Today
As some of you know one of my best friends died Monday. He had worked with me for many years before retiring. He had pulled away from all of us and Monday for reasons unknown he decided to end his life. So today July12th again became a day that I dislike very much. 18 years ago Today my father died so it has been an emotional and long day for me. I want to thank those that gave me encouregement this week and sent me special wishes.... Greeneyed girl especially.... You left me comments that were very dear thank you. But the one that stepped up for me at all hours of the day and night almost every day to show me she cared was Steph. I will never forget what you did and will always love you for that. Time to move on and tomorrow that sick day passes and it is time to get back to life I am tired of wondering and being sad... So I hope that this weekend the old Russ will be back and I will be sharing things with all of you again. Again Thank you all for your thoughts, prayers and wishe

Im Not Insane Im Just A # 1 Bitch
IM NOT INSANE IM JUST A # 1 BITCH, all this time i thought i was the one loseing my mind i was the one that was in the wrong i was the one that wasnt understanding a damm thing...When the whole time it was some thing way differnt all together its a wonder i didnt lose it all but then again with things i deal with every singel dammm day i havent lost it because i have more self control then alot of people think i do. I HAVE BENT OVER BACKWORDS to help many of people and i have bit my damm tounge for alot others but at this point in time and day of age i dont give a rats ass no more who likes me and who dont...because if u dont like me then its ur lose and if u do then i guess i like you also. IM NOT INSANE IM JUST A # 1 BITCH and if u u can live with that also live that its my way or the damm highway and the highway is full of trucks and buses so watch out ur ass might get hit or jacked but then again i guess its ur problem not mine if u took the highway..... Deal with it because i d

Just Rambing Stuff
Worse yet, they never made it to submission to the overlords! Nope, I'm talking about the camera itself. For some reason no matter what size paper I use, the camera focuses on me and leaves the paper blurry. At best a 10 X 15 sheet looks like it is inked in dots. And some how my head keeps comeing out bigger than the paper. Self Focusing, self timing camera's??? I think I need an operator. This is just nuts.

Earth Transitions
It is said that when one chants the Name of God/dess, that Form of God/dess is required to appear. This concept lies beneath many of the world's religious observances of chanting. From the Hail Mary in the Catholic tradition, to the 108 names of God in the Hindu tradition, chanting the name of God has been with humanity from the earliest of recorded days. "The importance of chanting is to become, through sound vibration, the essence of the word and thus to reach a level of ecstasy in which you realize a shift in consciousness." Deborah Van Dyke summarizes the following from her book, Traveling the Sacred Sound Current. If space permitted, I would include her whole chapter on Mantra, I found it so valuable and enlightening. Here are some of the highlights: Kadosh, Kadosh, Kadosh -Adonai Tsvaot (pronounced: KAA DOH SH - KAA DOH SH - KAA DOH SH AH DOH N'EYE - S'VAA OAT This mantra means: "Holy, Holy, Holy is the Lord God of Hosts." From the scripture of Revelations in the Bible

Ct Hacking
subject: How Your CT Profile Gets Hacked *****IMPORTANT INFO INSIDE****** post date: 2007-07-10 08:24:51 views: 52 comments: 2 ratings: 0 How Your CT Profile Gets Hacked *****IMPORTANT INFO INSIDE****** This is how your site gets hacked....You will be surfing your page and reading the add requests. You may see a profile that you like. Then you may decide to add that person so you do. Very soon after you add this person you will probably go to post a comment. Then what happens is you will get a message that says YOU MUST BE LOGGED ON TO PREFORM THIS ACTION ...... DON'T DO IT! This is how they get your password...Trust me Immediately close your browser then Log back in. If you had paid attention as I do you will notice two things that are dead giveaways. The first one is how many times you have been viewed. I reset to Zero after every session so for me it was easy. Ninety Nine views in 30 seconds- NO way.Then the other thing is when the Fake Login page does come up.

Darfur News
* The Sudanese People's Liberation Movement Secretary General Pagan Amum said "what is happening today in Darfur is ethnic cleansing and genocide." * The UN Office for the Coordination of Humanitarian Affairs said there has been a 150 percent increase in attacks against humanitarian workers in the last year. * Envoys from the United Nations, the United States and the African Union are meeting with key players in Darfur in efforts to speed up the political process to bring peace to Darfur. Situation on the Ground The Sudanese People's Liberation Movement Secretary General Pagan Amum said "what is happening today in Darfur is ethnic cleansing and genocide," criticizing President Omar al-Bashir's remark that only 9,000 have been killed. President Omar al-Bashir 'relieved' the governor of South Darfur from his position and replaced him with the former state minister of finance who was a member of the Sudanese government during the Darfur peace talks of 2006. At a meeting wit

Your Undoubtedly Losing No Sleep....
WOOOOHOOOO!!! Yes finally after being out of work for a month, I am back in my game. and the feeling is awesome!!!!I am the type of person that really just cannot sit around and do nothing, so I was going stir-crazy. No more unemployment to claim for me. I am going to be making some pretty good money. Much better environment and alot closer to home. Plus it is what I know how to do. I won't disclose on here what exactly it is or where because of certain people who think they can try and ruin my life, But just know that it is nothing stupid, skanky, or illegal in any way shape or form, I mean c'mon, I have kids and a wonderful husband, plus I am not one to sell myself short.those who ACTUALLY KNOW me, know that I'm not one who can be knocked down so easily. Tootles~`Jen Although I don't see how you would be able to sleep knowing what you have done was totally wrong. Do you have any regard for anyone other than yourself??? I have kids, or does that even matter to you. But then why woul

General Stuff
Yay may is here and with it the last month before winter. It's now friday night (New Zealand time) and I was just popping on to wish everyone a wonderful weekend. I won't be on as im away duck shooting. Cheers all, have a good one Andy what exactly is the deal with Americans and Trick or Treating... is it really such a big deal? Message: Missing child named Andrea Montoya. She went missing at 2:45pm yesterday. and she was last seen in Gatlinburg at the river Terris hotel in the laundry room wearing a purple coat and grey jogging pants. She is 3 ft tall and weighs 96 lbs. She is originally from Florida and is here on vacation with her grandma and mother. A white jeep cherokee with florida sunshine license plate was seen circling the area. Please Repost this as : Amber Alert She was kidnapped just yesterday. it will take 5 seconds to repost.. What if someone sees this that knows something and a grandma and mother get their kid back. how great would that be? so please just take 5

Final Hug
We embrace, my arms around your thin stomach this is everything, this is our final meet now its in fates hands, if we were meant to be but watching you get out of that car walking me to my front door, we don't bother with those heartfelt goodbyes with a small frown you walk away forever with that smile i love so much i learned so much from you, i cant believe your gone that final hug the last time we see each other your family drives off to a new life as i lose myself in a puddle of tears, the car I've ridden in so many times slips from my grasp and view forever.

A Broken Hearted Girl Sometimes Never Gets By..
This ones kinda weird. This may be the girl coming out in me. But I've been thinking. A lot...I guess maybe I am ready to let go and settle down..(cough!!) I have never had a man tell me that they couldn't live without me in their life. I have had so many tell me they loved me. But none that ever appeared to be my knight and shinning armor. I have never had a old friend confess love. Excluding Tim. Sometimes I wonder whether I am good enough or not to even have the man I want. Dreams may fill my head of him all day. But when days turn to nights and I lay in bed..alone and wonder what life would be like with him by my side. What it would be like in the morning waking up to his angelic face. What it would feel like to know he was coming home to me. Wondering what it would be like to know he was looking forward to looking in my eyes. I never had a man really purpose to me. The whole nice dinner or the on one knee thing. I have had many men purpose to me but it was never the way I wanted

Umm Yeah
For those who don't know, and for those who forgot, and not to mention people who couldn't give a shit its coming up on that time of year again... My birthday... Yeah I know it's a little early but I figure I get the ball rolling now. Now usually I really couldn't give a shit just give me a spot at the bar, and some free booze and I’m happier than a pig in shit. But this year I’m turning 30. Yup 30... So after some deep debate with some friends over a few cold ones.. More like hey asshole you gonna get off your ass and do something for your birthday or what? Usually I would try to wait until the last minute or push it off on my family or girlfriend, but this year is different.. well I’m single for one and second my family basically told me to go fuck myself so I’m doing this solo... so I’m taking this opportunity for all those who read my bulletins and go onto my myspace page (yes I have a tracker and I know your there) to ask for your help... I need some suggestions on where to have

I Didn"t Get To Say Goodbye
I didn't even get to say GOODBYE Why did you have to go? I hope your happy wherever you are I will always love you so. I'd try to copy eveything you did, you were always so good. I looked up to you every day, I'd be you if I could. I remember we'd play the same old game, I'd always try to cheat. You'd always sit in the same old seat, I'd always try to take your place. You meant the world to me and my mom, we'll love you forever. I remember we'd always watch the same old film, Fried green tomatos. You meant to my mom the most, she was ever so strong. She had to be tough for the whole family, your leaving us was wrong. I didn't even get to say goodbye, why did you have to go? I hope your happy wherever you are.

Who Filled The Clouds With Goodbyes?
Your eyes were the night sky I once stared into jet black...centered in midnight blue Who stole the twilight that never dies? Who stole the stars from those eyes? I guess I didn't know what to say to a night sky fading away Who said the moon never cries? Who stole the stars from those eyes? Now, the night breeze will surely come the one that leaves us feeling numb So, who filled the clouds with goodbye's? Who stole the stars from those eyes?

Random Thoughts
I have been asked by a lot of people what would it take to see more of me.... Well.... After a lot of thought, I think I have decided.... Send me a Fu-Mail and I will let you know what it is. DJ Daddy's Gurl@PWS Radio~FuWife to KingVampire~Owned by Cappy~Owner of Rusticlette~@ fubar Lately my horoscopes have been about right on. I'm talking about the one they show on here in your profile set up. It's been weird because I've hardly ever seen one be right on. I don't normally read them first thing in the morning, but later for more entertainment purposes. Today it says a coworker and I will get into a heated discussion. We DID!!! It was also loud and heated as a joke to scare another coworker, but the topic of it was real. Man, let's see how much longer these things are going to be right. Good Night my dear friends!!! Have sweet and sexy dreams tonight. :D

Southern Grandma
> > > Lawyers should never ask a Southern grandma a> question if they aren't> > prepared for the answer. In a trial, a Southern> small-town prosecuting> > attorney called his first witness, a> grandmotherly, elderly woman to the> > stand. > > > > > > He approached her and asked, "Mrs. Jones, do you> know me?" > > > She responded, "Why, yes, I do know you, Mr.> Williams I've known you since> > you were a young boy, and frankly, you've been a> big disappointment to me.> > You lie, you cheat on your wife, you manipulate> people and talk about them> > behind their backs. You think you're a big shot> when you haven't the brains> > to realize you never will amount to > > > anything more than a two-bit paper pusher. Yes,> I know you." > > > > > > The lawyer was stunned! Not knowing what else to> do, he pointed across the> > room and asked, "Mrs. Jones, do you know the> defense attorney?" She again> > replied, "Why, yes, I do. I've known Mr. Bradley> since he was a youngster,> > too. He's lazy

Blue
Have you ever just felt so damn blue? Just after all the rush and chaos of life slows to a halt and you are left standing there wondering what just happened, and it hits you that you missed something. Makes me blue, makes me wonder if anyone knows me. Leaves you wondering if the life you lead is the right way. So many telling you that your life is the bomb, but yet where are they when you need them? Or is it me not letting them in? And why not? You ever wish to let someone in to the point that you are thinking about it all the time? I hate when i start worrying what someone will think of me. Standing up for who you are takes guts, believing in yourself takes guts too. Sometimes though, your 'guts' get torn right out. I know though, that all you can do is be yourself, others will come and go, some will stay. I hope the ones i wish to know all about stay forever.

Grass Hut
I want to live in a grass hut on the beach, where there are no Big Macs or Walmarts. I want to live in a society that helps one another instead of giving hand outs over and over and over until the cycle begins again with another generation. I want to live where the green grass grows and small town life thrives over the promise of profit. I want to live without judgement and question about who I am. I want to help my neighbor without fear that I will be hurt . I want to live in a grass hut.

Boy Anticipates Sex With Girl (joke)
A boy decided to have a dinner with his girlfriend parents. Since this is such a big event, the girl announces to her boyfriend that after dinner, she would like to go out and make love for the first time. Well, the boy is ecstatic, but he has never had sex before, so he takes a trip to the pharmacist to get some condoms. The pharmacist helps the boy for about an hour. He tells the boy everything there is to know about condoms and sex. At the register, the pharmacist asks the boy how many condoms he'd like to buy, a 3-pack, 10-pack, or family pack. The boy insists on the family pack because he thinks he will be rather busy, it being his first time and all. That night, the boy shows up at the girl's parents house and meets his girlfriend at the door. "Oh, I'm so excited for you to meet my parents, come on in!" The boy goes inside and is taken to the dinner table where the girl's parents are seated. The boy quickly offers to say grace and bows his head. A minute passes, and the

Relationships
You Drive me crazy you drive me mad Altho sanity is something I never had One can not miss What one's never Known My sanitys been done!! So now that your here You've filled me with Joy From a shell of a boy I can see the seasons changing fast Faster every day and every year I watch them pass me by as we ride Side by side, just you and I Beneath that huckleberry sky And I can feel the cold come in at night Everywhere I go I see the signs I see the changing colors in The drugstore decoration aisle You know it's time, for dark skies Well maybe spring will come and we will grow But you got to give it something more than hope Cause years just slip away And we ain't got time for change So we'll stay the same beneath that huckleberry sky I watch them pass me by as we ride Side by side, just you and I Beneath that huckleberry sky p.s.one of my favorite poems My love My Love Devine And oh so sweet This Love is Mine

Jokes Ect Ect
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Wn_oKGfXwDs WHAT WOULD GUYS DO WITH A VAGINA??? 10. Immediately go shopping for zucchini and cucumbers. 9. Squat over a hand-held mirror for an hour and a half. 8. See if they could finally do the splits. 7. See if it's truly possible to launch a ping pong ball 20 feet. 6. Cross their legs without rearranging their crotch. 5. Get picked up in a bar in less than 10 minutes ... BEFORE closing time. 4. Have consecutive multiple orgasms and still be ready for more without sleeping first. 3. Go to the gynecologist for a pelvic exam and ask to have it recorded on video. 2. Sit on the edge of the bed and pray for breasts too. 1. Finally find that damned G-spot. What women would do if they had a penis for a day --------------------------------------------------- - --------------------------- What women would do if they had a penis for a day!! 10. Get ahead faster in corporate America. 9. Get a blow job. 8. Fi

Why I Desire To Luv A Unknowen Lady
little time to put full time in a real relationship ,lead me to look at my feelings and personal desires, first i needed to decide if i was a norm man or a pervert for my own thoughts of the unknowen lady ive day dreamed about often,,butthe more i thought deeply of my own wants the truth is im not being a perv for wantng to love on ,hold,kiss..cuddle,,,,the unknowen woman...but more of over load work load,,lack of social life,,,an being in a new city ,,with out friends or family nearby... so as i dream of the unknowen lady that looks at me with desire and luv n her eyes..i will hope she may be real ,an one day are eyes will meet,and i will know i am not the only person that desires the unkowen lover

Petitions And Fundraisers
This is a copy of a bulletin circulating among some great friends and associates of mine, many of us know a child or have a child with Autism. There is a great need to educate people and get them involved in this cause. If you can help in any way, or if you just wanna show up for a night out with a cause and maybe drop and extra dollar or two to these great people that would be awesome.... Thanks for taking the time to read this blog, hope to see you there! if you are interested in anymore information, and this link doesnt work, feel free to contact me and I will get in touch with the people.. ty! www.myspace.com/club1402 -Dj Kid Karisma- And i wanna thank my old promoter Miss Cristina, who has joined with me to raise money for the cause. Maxx da Money also of course will be Joining us, TY Kevin from thelivex. com who has an awesome deal at the bottom....and many more!!!! -Ingrid- Look at these awesome guys helping raise funds for my baby for autism!!

My Man
I love my man more then the waking world, He is and will always be the best thing (other then my children) that has happened to me. Are we ment to be together? absoulutely any time we had split up something wether we were tryin to or not always brought us back together, He is my true soul mate and I love him with all my heart!!!!!!!!!

Teagen's Law
Taegen's Law Children are born and rely on their family and parents for protection. On the other hand, a police officer chooses his profession, and the law protects him to the fullest. A child is defenseless, helpless, and vulnerable to their abuser or killer, we arm police officers with much training, a baton, and even a revolver. Our children deserve the same respect, and protection as these officers of the law, when it comes to the penalties received by their abusers and killers. A statement needs to be made, that our children are somebody, and they are important to us, just the same as our protectors, the police officers. We need this statement to be made and our children be able to live long healthy life's, they are our FUTURE. For this reason we are creating TAEGEN'S LAW. In memory of Taegen Elise McKinney, 17 months old, who was stomped to death by her babysitters boyfriend, and all the other children, who had no protection, and were killed by their abusers/attackers. For

Music
I grew up listening to alot of 70's music. YES,Alan Parsons Project,ELO and such. As well as alot of R&B,Soul and Funk and Country. During the 80's and 90's I still listened to pretty much the same music,but added in the ole 80's metal. Well,lets just jup to today. Everything...I listen to everything. I look at music as colors. If you limit yourself,your only seeing in black and white.

Profiles
I’ve been on CT for a while now, and I have to ask the women out there... Is it really that bad one here? Why is it that almost every time I read the “about me” part of a woman’s profile it starts out something like “I don’t know why I’m even writing this, no one is going to take the time to read it.” That is usually followed by their name and age. Then there is usually a paragraph or two or three about how they don’t cyber, and they don’t have a web cam, and they don’t want to see nude photos or meet to have sex and on and on and on. Then finally they end with “I’m a BITCH and I don’t care what you think” So, after reading the small novel ( I note this because with the slow connection I have at work it can take a full min. to scroll down one click of the mouse wheel. ) all I know about them is name and age. And that’s why no one reads the “about me“ section. It‘s nothing but “don’t look at me“ or “talk to me“, or “breath on me.“ But DO rate my lingerie pics in my NSFW se

My First Blog
Now , I only live 3.5 mi. from work...so this is not that hard for me...(unless it rains, then I can't work anyway...LOL) I bought a "cheap" bike from "Walmart" for $60 and change...then I had to buy a seat that didn't make my butt feel like the next experiment for freezing until the future comes around with a cure..for what ever ales me..LOL Then one day after the purchase, the back tire went flat! If you have never changed a tire on the back of a bike, then you have not lived...LOL! I got that taken care of ..then guess what? The front tire went flat as well! Fuck...............I remember the trials and tribulations from my youth that go with a bike, but never in my entire life did I have 2 flats in one day! So , I guess the moral to this story is , "You get what you pay for...!" I know, waa, waa, waa! Oh, well, life goes on and I won't have to pay $ 2.89 for a gallon of gas!....LOL So, FUCK THE OIL COMPANIES I will get it figured out! (please reply!) Here is t

Darker Daze's Thoughts And Brain Explosions
‘Macho Man’ Randy Savage Killed in Car Accident By DavidOndaFri, 20 May 2011 19:10:27 GMT Legendary professional wrestler “Macho Man” Randy Savage died today due to injuries sustained in a car accident in Tampa, Florida. Often regarded as one of the greatest pro-wrestlers ever, the 58-year-old Savage (real name: Randall Poffo) was reportedly driving his 2009 Jeep Wrangler at around 10 a.m. when he lost control of the vehicle, crossed a concrete median, careened through oncoming traffic and hit a tree head-on. Randy was transported to a nearby hospital where he died from his injuries. His wife, Lynn – who Savage married just one year ago – was a passenger in the car, but sustained only minor injuries. Both were wearing seatbelts. Randy’s brother, former pro-wrestler Lanny Poffo, told TMZ that his brother suffered a heart attack behind the wheel, causing the deadly crash. No official cause has been given and an investigation is un

The Musings Of A Lost Soul...
Lets see, the list of things I need to do....Move, register my daughter for school (wherever we might be living), register myself for school, find a part time job or something, after compleating school take the test to get my real estate license....I know there are many things missing here. I am also trying to find myself between the duties I have as a mom. Who is this person living in my body? Lots of things got put to the back when I got married and now that its just me and my kids and him as my friend I am finding out who I really am, its an interesting journey. By 26 most people already know who they are and can say it with conviction, I find it hard to even say what I like to do for fun, so I have alot of exploring and learning to do. I am looking forward to the challenge while dreading what I will find. I am so fed up with those out there that think that they are the only ones that have been hurt in life and think that they can walk all over other people because it makes them fee

Signs
These are supposedly actual signs that have appeared at various locations. On a New York convalescent home: "For the sick and tired of the Episcopal Church." On a Maine shop: "Our motto is to give our customers the lowest possible prices and workmanship." At a number of military bases: "Restricted to unauthorized personnel." On a display of "I love you only" Valentine cards: "Now available in multi-packs." In the window of a Kentucky appliance store: "Don't kill your wife. Let our washing machine do the dirty work." In a funeral parlor: "Ask about our layaway plan." In a clothing store: "Wonderful bargains for men with 16 and 17 necks." In a Tacoma, Washington men's clothing store: "15 men's wool suits, $10. They won't last an hour!" On a shopping mall marquee: "Archery Tournament-Ears pierced"

Baptizing A Drunk
A man is stumbling through the woods totally drunk when he comes upon a preacher baptizing people in the river. The drunk walks into the water and subsequently bumps into the preacher. The preacher turns around and is almost overcome by the smell of booze. Whereupon he asks the drunk, "Are you ready to find Jesus?" "Yes I am" replies the drunk, so the preacher grabs him and dunks him in the river. He pulls him up and asks the drunk, "Brother have you found Jesus?" The drunk replies, "No, I haven't." The preacher, shocked at the answer, dunks him into the water again, but for a bit longer this time. He pulls him out of the water and asks again, "Have you found Jesus, my brother?" The drunk again answers, "No, I have not found Jesus." By this time the preacher is at his wits end so he dunks the drunk in the water again, but this time he holds him down for about 30 seconds. When the drunk begins kicking his arms and legs, the preacher pulls him

Family
this is my frist blog entry and it is going to be deep and it will be long, i have come to a understanding that there is something worng with this world and i will be the one person that may change it with just word i hope, i know that no one in the world is perfict, me myself is far from that truth. So here is how i am going to chage the world one page at a time, i hope people read this and understand what i am trying to say, i know some people will leave me bad comments and say some nasty things because they don't think that one person can have an effect on what other people think, well i am here to prove those nonbelievers wrong one person believe can change everything on how a person feels or how they act well that is what i am here to change, my mission in life beside to pervide for my family and those i call my family i know that family my no be important to everyone but it is important to me if one person in everyone family could say one thing and do one thing for someone else i

Going Out Tomorrow Night Who Wants To Join???
To all my friends and family in the flint and surrounding areas...My Bf Steve aka Maddawg and I are going to a small bar in the mt morris area for fun and karaoke...The name of the bar is Little Country on Dort Hwy close to Stanly...We would like to have a bunch of people up there to have fun with us...And for the ones who havnt got to meet me yet there u go there is the perfect chance lol...so i hope to see some of you there...leave me a comment, shout or message and let me know if u can make it or not so i know how much space to hold...Hope to see some of you there :-) ~Danielle~

I Needed To Vent
The things that drive me fucking crazy 1. Driving under the speed limit people speed up or get off the road and let the rest of us by apparently your not in any hurry anyway 2. Not turning right on red when there no reason to sit there move it less its posted no turn on red 3. People quit turning left out of the center lane when there’s a left turn lane what is wrong with you 4. When there an object in your lane stop and wait for on coming traffic to clear before you go around it I drive a big truck next time ill hit you 5. Construction PERIOD .!!!!!! Fucking orange barrels or cones every where shit I’m starting to see them in my sleep and what’s up with the jolly old fat men with there ass cracks hanging out DAMN pull up your fucking pants crack kills lol 6. Detours turn here turn here 30 minuets out of my way I’m finally where I should’ve been in five minuets 7. LOUD MUSIC look I love my music loud but the shit some of you listen to should be outlawed when your at a s

New Shout Box Feature
HEY TAPPERS, WE HAVE A GREAT NEW SHOUTBOX FEATURE... WHEN YOU HOVER OVER SOMEONES NAME, WATCH AT THE BOTTOM FOR AN OPEN SHOUTBOX LINK. CLICK THAT AND YOUR WHOLE CONVERSATION WITH SOMEONE WILL BE OPENED IN A NEW WINDOW. YOU ALSO HAVE THE OPTION TO BLOCK A USER IN THE INFO WINDOW THAT OPENS WHEN YOU HOVER OVER A CT USER. LETS ALL LET BABY J KNOW WHAT A GREAT NEW FEATURE WE THINK THIS IS! THANKS, CT BOUNCERS!

Tired Of Lies
I am so damn tired of all the people in the world (especially online)that feel the need to try and insult my intelligence by faking who they are....being deceitful about everything they talk about...making promises they never intend to keep....using people for their own agenda....and playing with people's hearts and feelings by saying they care when really they don't. They just go from person to person with the same lines of bullshit. I don't need these kinds of people in my world. I refuse to tolerate their presence in my life and all of the verbal diarrhea that spews forth from their mouths. I am a very honest person and when I say something I mean it....when I show my feelings, they are my true feelings....when I promise something I make sure I follow through with it....and I expect and deserve the same in return. In my opinion if people cant trust your word....You have NOTHING!! So here is a big FUCK YOU to all of the cowardly, deceitful, cave dwelling, Troglodytes who choose to hi

What We Need To Tell All Terrorists.
Everyone should hear what the judge had to say; Ruling by Judge William Young, US District Court. Prior to sentencing, the Judge asked the defendant if he had anything to say. His response: After admitting his guilt to the court for the record, Reid also admitted his "allegiance to Osama bin Laden, to Islam, and to the religion of Allah," defiantly stating, "I think I will not apologize for my actions," and told the court "I am at war with your country." Judge Young then delivered the statement quoted below: January 30, 2003, United States vs. Reid. Judge Young: "Mr. Richard C. Reid, hearken now to the sentence the Court imposes upon you. On counts 1, 5 and 6 the Court sentences you to life in prison in the custody of the United States Attorney Gener al. On counts 2, 3, 4 and 7, the Court sentences you to 20 years in prison on each count, the sentence on each count to run consecutively. (That's 80 years.) On count 8 the C

Surveys...cuz Why Not
A really cool countdown survey. Be completely honest with yourself and you just may learn something. Ten things you wish you could say to 10 different people right now (don't list names): 10. Don't talk to me like that. You don't know me and I have given you NO reason to suspect I'm "that" kind of girl. Show some respect. 9. You confuse me. 8. Please stop crying at me. I've done everything I can for you and I can't pay attention to you 24 hours a day. 7. It's none of your damn business! 6. This is so not going anywhere. I know you want it to, but it just isn't. Thank you...drive through, please. 5. We're not really close. We pretend to be close, but we aren't really, but I have to let you live with the delusion that we are so you won't go insane. 4. OMG...that is the ugliest damn necklace I've ever seen! I'm not wearing that...ever. 3. You are the most pretentious, affected person I've ever come across and I think you have a lot of hard lessons comi

Words Of The Warlock
CRUSHED PETALS Outside, on the doorstep lay some snow filled boots, unused like the axe against the tree Of toil it was now free and a future you could not see left to rust and to rot and for nature to abuse no one strong enough to use Sullenly The Widow Gently Frowns Unaffected by the Knight Who Steals the Dreams her life is rendered by the seams and stiffels down her screams Remembering Long Dead laughter as it fades into the night which to her is only right The Knight picks a Flower That the Dawn will never see Turns His Head into the wise See the turmoil in his eyes Is it tears or is it lies crushed petals in his hand You will not Know but only see Is it you or is it me She Throws Incense in the Fire And it Glows Purple in the Flames Bringing Aromatic Smoke into the Room reminding her of church and tomb Both are Pernicious in the Gloom the candle goes out Only the Memory Remains With the darkness making claims A Nightingale, not in cour

Gift Giveaway!!!
OK SO IM GONNA GIVE IN AND HAVE A GIFT GIVEAWAY CONTEST... TOP PRIZE WILL OF COURSE BE A MILLION DOLLAR MANSION, AND THAT IS FOR 275,000 COMMENTS.. OR JUST PICK ANY OF THESE PRIZE AND JUST COMMENT AWAY... ITS NOT GOING TO BE A RACE OR TIMED OR ANYTHING LIKE THAT, JUST GO UNTIL YOU HIT THE COMMENT AMOUNT THAT YOU WANT... MILLION DOLLAR MANSION + 7 DAY BLAST- 275,000 COMMENTS. YACHT + 3 DAY BLAST - 125,000 COMMENTS PORSCHE + 1 DAY BLAST - 100,000 COMMENTS CORVETTE - 80,000 COMMENTS TROPICAL VACATION - 70,00 COMMENTS SILVER MOTORCYCLE - 60,000 COMMENTS 64' IMPALA - 50,000 COMMENTS ROLEX - 40,000 COMMENTS MEN'S RING OR DIAMOND RING - 30,000 COMMENTS PLATNIUM CHERRY OR DIAMOND EARRINGS - 20,000 COMMENTS SO SEND ME YOUR ENTRY AT ANY POINT... I WILL ALWAYS ACCEPT ENTRIES... THANK YOU ALL! SEND ALL YOUR LINKS TO ME PLEASE!!! Drunk1 {6 Days to Nowhere Mob Boss}{NSFW MILFs Top Stalker}@ CherryTAP

Wicca
Dear Mr. President, Come take a walk with me. Let's pretend we're just two people and You're not better than me. I'd like to ask you some questions if we can speak honestly. What do you feel when you see all the homeless on the street? Who do you pray for at night before you go to sleep? What do you feel when you look in the mirror? Are you proud? How do you sleep while the rest of us cry? How do you dream when a mother has no chance to say goodbye? How do you walk with your head held high? Can you even look me in the eye And tell me why? Dear Mr. President, Were you a lonely boy? Are you a lonely boy? Are you a lonely boy? How can you say No child is left behind? We're not dumb and we're not blind. They're all sitting in your cells While you pave the road to hell. What kind of father would take his own daughter's rights away? And what kind of father might hate his own daughter if she were gay? I can only imagine what the first lady has to say You've c

Lyrics
Lyrics for "Down With The Sickness" Can you feel that? Oh shit A-wa-ca-ca-ca A-wa-ca-ca-ca Drowning deep in my sea of loathing Broken your servant I kneel (will you give in to me) It seems what's left of my human side is slowly changing in me (will you give in to me) Looking at my own reflection When suddenly it changes Violently it changes There is no turning back now You've woken up the demon in me Get up, come on get down with the sickness Open up your hate and let it flow in to me Get up, come on get down with the sickness You mother get up, come on get down with the sickness You fucker get up, come on get down with the sickness Madness is the gift that has been given to me I can see inside you the sickness is rising Don't try to deny what you feel (will you give in to me) It seems that all that was good has died And is decaying me (will you give in to me) It seems you're having some trouble In dealing with these changes Living w

Dumbass
So I've been accused of using a blaster in the contest I'm in by this idiot... L D C Who just so happens to have been referred by.. ~*~AnGeLHeArT~*~~*~ ILLINOIS GOD MOTHER~*~ Founder Of *AnGeL FaMiLy *&* A.F.H.* ~ FoUnDeR Of~ * AnGeLs Of MeRcY BoMb SqUaD~ * ~ Check out her referral path... Most of them are freshmeat & only 1 has a salute. Prolly all of them are her. http://cherrytap.com/referrals.php?u=144590 Stupid bish can't even say it to my face!! What a pussy! If you are gonna accuse me of shit u better have proof & the fawking guts to say it on your "own" account!! Not your "fake" account. & for the record, I have been bombing my contest but I have 2 other friends in contest this week so I've been helping them out. How the hell would you know if I've been bombin my own contest or not?? You just sit your ass on my pic all damn day?? Yeah, that's what I thought!! I don't use, nor do my friends use Cherryblaster & we actually have salutes.

Helping Out
He's one of the sweetest guys I know. and he's in a contest. I love ya sweety :) I've known Mike in RL for about 5 yrs. he's a down to earth, honest, hard working single father and family friend. Please fan/rate/add.. show him some love. viper@ CherryTAP Pete's acct. got deleted. Please go fan, rate add,spank... Show him LOTS O LOVINS He's a sweeety and a true gentleman pokiepete ~OFFICIAL L.U.V. CLUB FOUNDER~HONORABLE SOCIETY OF WOLVES~@ fubar

Life Sucks
RIP to my bro carlos, angels to ya brotha haleraza 4 life ride or die!!!. Da Port Representin. RIP bro Well as i start my first blog i can honestly say things just don't go right my job seems to be sucking big time and well lets just say i could loose my home so i am like at the point of pulling the rest of my hair out but im staying strong and as far as my friends everyone is pretty much busy so that leaves me at the point where ya have no one to talk to so i guess judging by this blog i am pretty much depressed so if ur reading this sry to put ya thru the boring blog but i had to get my feelings out there somehow.

People Like Me
people like me Everyone needs a wake up call from time to time. Everyone needs that push in the right direction. Everyone needs to realize that who is real and who likes to play real, who needs help, and who needs to just shut the fuck up. You don't have to act tough to be a tough guy. It's the people like me that you shouldn't fuck with You don't have to dress a certain way or act a certain way for people like me to think that your beautiful!! the ones who strike without warning, the people who sit there and take it then one day explode and everyone is sitting and wondering "what in the hell happend?" there are some people out there who act tough for credit of any kind, so people will respect them, but deep down inside they aren't tough at all. they are scared. fear does strange things to people.it makes them think they are crazy. it makes them think that they are tough. it makes them think that the whole world revolves around them, and when they realize that it d

New Holiday-ex Day Aug 14
polar opposite to Valentine's Day is Ex-day 6 months opposite on Aug 14th- my buddy is trying to start this.... pass it around ex day is coming up soon, and well I just wanted to make certain that we all (that's you and I) are on the same page with what this event, the day of days, this festival, is all about, so bare with me. First, to make certain that we all start the day in the right frame of mind, let's find one piece (or a couple depending on your fire codes) of memorabilia that was so kindly left behind (or forgotten) and... well destroy it! If you can't burn it safely (and don't kid yourselves on this) then cut, tear, rip, frape, and/or flush, said object(s). Again, don't do anything that will cost you more money on the back end (or result in hefty fines and a visit from PETA) remember this is a day of zero out of pocket cost... well pay your tabs if you should choose to go out (especially if you come to Kazu). We want to be able to enjoy this holiday so this will hopefully

I'm Waiting For You!!!
To...my keeble Your the only one ....that makes me smile like this .....Your the only one that can make me feel like this .....every time the phone rings ....and its you .....every time i hear your voice i want to faint ....i feel like nothing can stop me now .....because im with you ....i love you honey ....nothing can change that ....its u and me forever .....forever till the end .....you are my man ....nothing will make me change my mind ........i love you now ....i love you forever .....my heart is strong ...it will always beat .....as long as your with me .....i'll forever live .....i'll love you untill the end ...past death and beyond ......honey i love you .....i hope you love me to ....your all i ever think about ...each and ever day ...i look out into space .....all i can c are your eyes .....how i long ....i prey for that day ...that i get to see you .....its almost as if .....I cant say ....its something inside you that makes me smile .....i love the way you call me "main

Horny Christopher
If I'm not hideous like some say I'm not then why isn't any of my "friends" and "fans" rating my nude NSFW pics? This requires an answer, please reply and answer. No one wishes to answer this basic question, if there is nothing wrong with me, then why don't the women on the internet want to meet with me? I've been asking women in my general area and nobody has agreed yet. So, if it's not me, then why? Then why won't anybody speak to me? Why don't women want to meet with me at a nice public place? That's why I feel ugly, that's why I'm depressed and sometimes wish I was never born and want to jump off something very high off the fucking ground and hit something very solid, like cement. Well, that's one of the reasons anyway. There's another which I don't wish to get into right now.

Friends
i love you all "!!NAUGHTY APPLICATION !!! Your Name: Age: Location: 1.Favorite position: 2.Do you think I'm cute?. 3.Would you have sex with me? 4.lights on or off? 5.Would you have to be drunk? 6. Would you take a shower with me? 7.Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 8.Would you leave after or stay the night? 9.Do you like cuddling afterwards? 10.Condom or skin? 11.Have sex on the first date? 12.Would you kiss me during sex 13.Do you think I would be good in bed /? 14.Would you use me as a booty call? 15.Can I use you as a booty call? 16.Can we take pictures of the act? 17.How long would we have sex? 18.Would you tell your friends about me? 19.Would you want me for a b/f , g/f or friend? 20. Will you fill this out & send it back to me?" Also < IF YOU HAD ME ALONE, LOCKED UP IN YOUR ROOM FOR A WEEK & I HAD TO DO WHAT EVER YOU WANTED ME TO DO, WHAT WOULD YOU DO WITH ME? TELL ME IN MY INBOX... C

Jana's Musings
I apologize if I have been crankier than usual to some of you today and/or a bit spacy. On top of the usual kid junk I'm having to deal with: Last night I chipped part of the back of one of my teeth so that hurts like heck. My son broke my TV this morning and I can't afford to fix it or get a new one. About 5 minutes ago I discovered something happened with the aerator on my sons fish tank so his 4th birthday present, his gold fish, is dead. On payday, we discovered the check was cut in half and I have checks bouncing so I'm stressed about that. I'm sorry, I don't mean to take it out on anybody. PS. Oh and my son took the fish out of the tank himself to "make him swim" and then was crying about his poor fishy. A dame that knows the ropes isn't likely to get tied up. A hard man is good to find. A woman in love can't be reasonable - or she probably wouldn't be in love. Any time you got nothing to do - and lots of time to do it - come on up. Anything

Da New Label
IT'S BEEN HARD WORK PUTTIN MUSIC TOGETHER 4 MY LABEL BUT IT'S COMMIN I HAVE A LITTLE SUMTHIN U CAN LISTEN 2 FOR NOW ONLY CUX IT'S DA UNFINISHED VERSION SO B GENTLE WIT DA COMMENTS BUT TRUTHFUL IF U DECIDE TO LISTEN THIS IS THE ONLY ONE I'M ABLE TO PUT OUT THERE RITE NOW CUZ it's not done,YOU'LL HAVE OME FINISHED SHYT TO LISTEN TO REAL SOON WELL HERE'S DA LINK 4 NOW WWW.MYSPACE.COM/DAINCONSPICUOUS TELL ME WHAT U THINK

True Thoughts
Man once agan i hurt myself.. I hurt my knee big time playin paintball... the doctor said today that I messed it up good this time. And im lucky if I get to play paintball or soccer at all.. Man come on what other bad things can happen to me. First i loose my man then i loose the two things that let me be me.. the two things im good at.. god damn it why do i have suck bad luck.... Well as some of you know I was gone for awhile. I had alot of people after me. And I had to leave to protect my family. It was hard. I had everyone I loved believing i was dead. It was hard. Reading what my family wrote in the paper about me. But I couldnt let them find me. I had people wanting to kill me. I sold to the wrong person. I cant believe who I was. But I came back. Walking it that front door and seeing the look on my mothers face. She fell to the floor in tears. They showed me the frame that they put the artical in. I have never felt so loved. I went to town and wow. People saw my car and freaked.

Cutting The Grass
I hope the picture will go through for you - of this Army soldier in Iraq with his tiny 'plot' of grass in front of his tent. It's heartwarming! Here is a soldier stationed in Iraq, stationed in a big sand box. He asked his wife to send him dirt (U.S. soil), fertilizer, and some grass seed so that he can have the sweet aroma, and feel the grass grow beneath his feet. When the men of the squadron have a mission that they are going on, they take turns walking through the grass and the American soil -- to bring them good luck. If you notice, he is even cutting the grass with a pair of a scissors. Sometimes we are in such a hurry that we don't stop and think about the little things that we take for granted.

Sabrina's Accident
these are pictures taken by the insurance company of sabrina's accident... you know... i have a website... and i host FUBAR TUTORIAL VIDEOS... AND THEY DELETED MY ACCOUNT... SOOO I SAY SCREW YOU FUBAR!! I WILL BE ON CHERRY ROCK!! http://www.graffixgirlz.com/beeversample3.htm THERE IS MY PROOF THAT I HOST THE VIDEOS AND TUTORIALS... AND LOOK UP MY ACCOUNT!! SABRINA KAY!! I HOPE THIS SITE GETS SUED OUT THE ASS!! THEY CANT KEEP A FUCKING NAME TO SAVE THEIR ASSES!!! click the link to join me!!

My First
So I did this whole ct thing once before. Got disgusted with all the head games and thought I would try it a little different this time. I am looking to make friends. Not become popular, or someones playmate. I know there are others out there so Im gonna try and find them. LOL Wish me luck on my crusade.

Another Downrater
Her response after I asked her to re rate Me: Fine don't re-rate me. I will place you on my watch list and post a bulliten. BYE!!!! jersey: ur lucky didn't rate u a 1 Me:I am not being nasty. Its respect to rate 10s. if not then you don't rate pics. jersey: y r you being so nasty? Me: No they don't. Don't like a pic move on! jersey: as a matter of fact yoes they do, get over yourself plz Me: No one rates less then a 10. Please re-rate jersey rated your photo a '5'! jersey@ CherryTAP

So Soft
I feel your passion for my touch. As you lean forward to take on the aroma of my bodies scent. The smell only teases you, the tingle in between your inner thighs tells no lie, you want it, and want it for yourself. Your chest heaves up and down as if you're out of breath. Your lips flutter and eye glazed in a dreamy state as you know that i'm so close. And then i caress your back soft and slow, i place my warm moist lips on yours. I feel your calmness settle in as you know you blouse has just fallen to the floor........ What would you do?

Staring Eyes Poem
Staring Eyes Hazel eyes staring back at me, Full of love and grace. Showing me the world I never knew. You give me all the stars in the sky. I feel all is well, When you look at me with those eyes. My blue eyes staring back at you, Full of love and grace. Showing you the world you never knew. I give you all water in the oceans. You loving me Me loving you With all the soul behind our eyes. We are one in our eyes. Written for Brian Lee Redding. July 12,2007 at 2:30 P.M. By:Rebecca Lynn King

What I've Learned About Penises In My Lifetime
Things I have learned about Penis in my lifetime.....feel free to agree or disagree or to add to it.............. 1) little penis men like it doggie style 2) if its curved hes gonna want you on top 3)) skinny pale white guys are packing meat 4) size doesnt matter... - ur g spot is 2 inches inside, (good for little guys) - big guys are good for fucking! and u cant go as fast as u want and u wont fall off, lil guys...... u fall off alot! 5) black guys arent all big either! 6) white guys have big surprises in their britches!

Poetry
Time what was it? when you were born when you cried your first breath? Time seemed so slow playing, laughing summers lasting Time flew by before you knew it you were the parent not the child Time so fast slows when in your presence as a dream lasts only minutes but seems a lifetime Time precious dont waste it embrace it, make it last forever in your heart Dont think I am some little girl who's knowlege is sparce.... who is shunned from the world I know more than you think or care to believe though my act is innocent ive known happiness and grief Ive seen thunderous men fall weak men overcome my battle is undending perhaps pointless to some no matter, i will triumph that moment will be mine when someone sees the treasure i hide til then, through life i trudge and try to find the heart i left behind Prince of words man of my dreams take away this darkness inside of me show me my beauty remind my heart it exists make me come al

Ice Fields
by Hunter S. Thompson (1955). Security ... what does this word mean in relation to life as we know it today? For the most part, it means safety and freedom from worry. It is said to be the end that all men strive for; but is security a utopian goal or is it another word for rut? Let us visualize the secure man; and by this term, I mean a man who has settled for financial arid personal security for his goal in life. In general, he is a man who has pushed ambition and initiative aside and settled down, so to speak, in a boring, but safe and comfortable rut for the rest of his life. His future is but an extension of his present, and he accepts it as such with a complacent shrug of his shoulders. His ideas and ideals are those of society in general and he is accepted as a respectable, but average and prosaic man. But is he a man? has he any self-respect or pride in himself? How could he, when he has risked nothing and gained nothing? What does he think when he sees his youthful dre

The Night Of Life
If the Bible has taught us nothing else, and it hasn't, it's that girls should stick to girls' sports, such as hot oil wrestling, foxy boxing, and such and such. I don't believe professional athletes should be role models. I believe parents should be role models.... It's not like it was when I was growing up. My mom and my grandmother told me how it was going to be. If I didn't like it, they said, "Don't let the door hit you in the ass on your way out." Parents have to take better control- Radio football is football reduced to its lowest common denominator. Shorn of the game's aesthetic pleasures, or the comfort of a crowd that feels the same way as you, or the sense of security that you get when you see that your defenders and goalkeeper are more or less where they should be, all that is left is naked fear Baseball and football are very different games. In a way, both of them are easy. Football is easy if you're crazy as hell. Baseball is easy if you've got patience.

Sign Up
Please pray for my sister she is in the hospital unresponsive and I just wanted to ask all my friends on here to pray for my family........I have already lost my dad,my mom and my brother-in-law in the sum of 3 years and I can't lose her please pray for her and even if u don't know her it will help more than you know.....She has 2 sons that just lost their father 3 months ago and I know how it feels to loose both of your parents and I dont want them to know how that feels so please pray for her and my family I thank you all that pray and all of you that read this!!!!!!!!!!!!!

What Would You Do ?
This was sent to me thought i'd give it a go also!! What would you do??? IF YOU HAD ME ALONE... LOCKED UP IN YOUR ROOM FOR TWENTY-FOUR HOURS & I HAD TO DO WHAT EVER YOU WANTED ME TO, WHAT WOULD YOU DO WITH ME? TELL ME IN MY INBOX... THEN SEND THIS TO ALL YOUR CONTACTS... YOU MIGHT BE SURPRISED WITH THE RESPONSES YOU GET. THEY COULD MAKE YOU LAUGH OR EVEN SMILE .. LOL..IF YOU DONT REPOST THIS YOU ARE A COWARD AND ARE AFRAID TO SEE WHO ACTUALLY LIKES YOU. COPY THIS AND PASTE IT....Don't be shy mmmm tell me what's on your mind!!!

My New Lounge
Well, Hello to everyone!!! My name is Vanessa and my hubby name is Tim. I'm setting up this lounge for all the swingers out there that want to get together and get to know other swingers. If things are rocking, meet and enjoy one another. That is what swinging is all about. My husband and I love being in good company with others and wanted to have a place to go to meet other swingers in our area or around the world. Please cum ck this lounge out and enjoy the lifestyle. We wanted to be able to reach out to others and are hopeing you can do the same. This lounge is still new so bare with me on tring to get it all set up. Hope everyone enjoys this lounge and Happy Swingging..You can cum to my site and ck in my lounges for Clarksville Swingers Lounge, Hope to see you there!!

My Marriage
Finally my marriage is beginning to come to an end. My wife and I sat down today and have decided to split after nearly thirteen years of marriage. Our marriage has been in a steady slow decline since the birth of our second son Thomas in 2000. Our marriage should have ended three years ago but for my reluctance to accept the inevitable. Finally both of us will be looking forward to move on and enjoy life to it's fullest once more. In the mean time we will be staying together to finish restoring our Victorian villa before we put it up for sale hopefully in the next couple of months. I would like to thank anyone that I have spoken to regarding our impending breakup on CT over the past six weeks, and whom have shown their kind support to me. I am feeling positive that I will be able to start a new life after my forthcoming separation and divorce. For the foreseeable future we will both take turns at looking after our children once we have separated.

I'm Sorry
I'm Sorry if I'm not skinny enough for you to see my ribs. I'm sorry.. if I'm not pretty enough to be "your girl". I'm sorry.. if I'm not tan enough for you. I'm sorry.. if I'm not a playboy model so I don't act like a porn star for you. I'm sorry.. If i don't have a dream body that turns you on. I'm sorry.. if I'm too tall or too short for you. I'm sorry.. if i won't drop down to my knees to get you to like me. I'm sorry.. if my hair isn't just the way you like it. I'm sorry.. if I'm not the "hottest" girl you have ever seen. But most of all... I'm sorry that most guys can't accept a girl for who they really are. If you're a girl and you agree with this letter, repost as "I'm sorry." If you're one of the few GUYS with enough balls to repost and you would never make your girl feel this way, repost as "I love you just the way you are... © ~MIKA~

Poems
Death is an embracement of the life we lived. Death is a gracious moment to come to terms with life. Looking death in the face is like knowing what is to come. Death is an embracement of life and love. Love and death can come to terms with one another. Life without love is death in itself. Death is just another name for a loveless life. Living without love is like living in hell. A loveless life is like a poison that only loveless people take. The poison can not harm one thing... and that one thing is called True Love. And true love is something some people feel. Only the lucky few can feel this True Love. I am one of the lucky few.. I feel true love, which is a remody of this poison. I can not live in hell because I have looked death in the face, And I see my future in my love, my world, my heart, and my soul. And I thank my heart and soul, for bringing me out of hell, and into life. A life with love is heaven, and heaven is life with love. friendship is love but not

News
SPC Harold J Sandoval A BTY 4/133 FA 3rd PLT Camp Victory, Iraq APO AE 09342 (AP) -- Listen to an iPod during a storm and you may get more than electrifying tunes A Canadian jogger suffered wishbone-shaped chest and neck burns, ruptured eardrums and a broken jaw when lightning traveled through his music player's wires. Last summer, a Colorado teen ended up with similar injuries when lightning struck nearby as he was listening to his iPod while mowing the lawn. Emergency physicians report treating other patients with burns from freak accidents while using personal electronic devices such as beepers, Walkman players and laptop computers outdoors during storms. Michael Utley, a former stockbroker from West Yarmouth, Massachusetts, who survived being struck by lightning while golfing, has tracked 13 cases since 2004 of people hit while talking on cell phones. They are described on his Web site, www.struckbylightning.org. Contrary to some urban legends and media reports, e

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Things are preggressing better than expected for "The Plan". I I talked to my old high school football coach.... it got me going in the right direction with a purpose. Right now I am training hard and getting my certifications to be able to coach, instruct, and manage athletes in many ranges of strength and conditioning performance programs. I want to gived HS students and other people in need affordible and intense programs to achieve their goals. I am training in a non-suppliment program only introducing protien and fish oils to get the gains proving that hard work pays off with bigger results than spending hundreds of dollars of years and resting my hopes in a Pill. I think dedication and motivation work better in the long run and want to be proof of it. I am looking forward to the next couple of months when I top off the next part of my program re-opening my training in Wrestling / Jujitsu based on grappling and forward contact. I think it will give me the rush I need. Iv'e rec

Ya~
Since I cleaned out my friends list, I've actually been able to give away all my 11's. If I haven't hit your page, I will ;) Also, please let me know if you have any stash or blogs or whatever. I'd like to rate that too - and I don't need 11's to do that ;) Stay safe /kisses. So Marc and I picked up a kitty today. If you've browsed my pictures, you'll see him. Anyway, at the animal shelter, our kitty was in a cage. We were told it was because he was really shy and hides under everything. I didn't think it was too big of a deal. It didn't take him long to get used to me when I was holding him. In no time, he was cuddling and licking my fingers. We get home, I put him down on the living room floor. First thing he does is bolt to the back of the chair and lay there. I poured him some food, and picked him up to show him where his dish was. Once I set him down, he went under one of our racks. We decided to let him sit there and have the chance to explore the house. What do

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Legends of the Star - Emmitt Smith As we come to the end of our exclusive series "Legends of the Star," you can certainly make the case that we saved the best for last. It is with great pleasure that I introduce Emmitt Smith as this week's Legend of the Star. Emmitt Smith may go down in history as the greatest player ever to wear the uniform of the Dallas Cowboys. The NFL's all time leading rusher had it all and I'm not just talking about his enormous athletic ability. He was a great and charismatic leader, a passionate player who loved the game, a positive influence who made those around him better, and one of the classiest players that football has ever known. Emmitt Smith burst onto the national scene while playing running back for the University of Florida. He set many school records as a Gator including their single game and season rushing records, and all of their scoring records. After three years at Florida he had scored 37 touchdowns, had 23 100-yard rushin

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There is a guy that goes to work everyday like every one would normally except this guy worked in the basement of a 17 story high buliding he lived in, on the top floor. Every morning he makes his lunch locks his apartment, goes into the elevator to the basement and punches in, off to work he goes! He takes his break and eats in the break room in the basement and goes back to work till the end of his shift. It is then that he goes back into the elevator and goes to the 14th floor and walks up the rest of the way....why?

New To This
So I really seriously doubt ill post blogs on this website since I already have a blog on myspace... unless I decide one day that this is better.... so you can go read my blogs at: http://www.myspace.com/cantnot123 Thanks. Sarah.

My First Time
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I'll Kill Em
Guy:"Lets have sex right now." Girl: "Can we do what?" Guy: "You know, can I be your first, finally?" Girl: "Um.....no." Guy: "Why?" Girl: "Because, 1. you have a girlfriend, who happens to be my friend......." Guy: "So, if you don't tell, I won't tell." Girl: "Besides that, I'm waiting for someone special. Someone that I want to be with for the rest of my life to be my first." Guy: "I'm not special to you?" ikinGirl: "You're my friend. That's all." Guy: looks forward and keeps driving. 5 minutes pass....... Guy: starts to run his hand up the girl's thigh. Girl: moves his hand, "Don't touch me.". Guy: tries to kiss her. Girl: screams, "Would you stop." Guy: continues trying. Girl: moves to the back seat Guy: parks on an abandoned street and gets in the backseat with the girl. Starts to kiss her. Girl: pushes him off and scoots over, "Please, don't do this." Guy: "Don't do what, I know you want it, I can see it in y

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What do you do when you have nothing left? No love in your heart no life left to give what do you do when all you wanna do is curl up and die? I cant take it i cant go on This life is hell i should just move on!! Everything has been ripped open torn apart why go on with out a heart its been ripped out and stomped on torn to pieces and i just cant go on! Saying good bye to a miserable life would be the greatest relief one could find. So i ask you this Who Care? When you love someone you tell them when you love someone you show them when you love someone your every though is of them When you love someone your life is filled with purpose When you love someone do they love you back when you love someone do they show you they care when you love someone do they think of you everyday when you love someone do they feel it deep down inside Longing for your embrace Longing for your kiss longign for your touch Longing for you How do i know you really care how do i

For People Hating On The Wrestling Industry Post-chris Benoit
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Has anyone seen the Vand De Kamp's commercial with the little girl talking crap to her mother about minced fish? It's no wonder why kids act the way they do. We have commercials teaching kids that if they act like a brat, they get rewarded. We as parents are not allowed to dicipline our children out of fear of being prosecuted, but in some areas, they want to hold the parents responsible for their kid's actions. Does anyone else see a problem with this? I tell you right now, if I do buy frozen fish, it WON'T be Van De Kamp's. Did anyone just watch Bush do his speach? I don't think they make enough toilet paper to clean the shit that was coming out of his mouth!!! He is turning our government into a DUMBocracy!!! Pull our people out and start taking care of our own country before somebody slips in the back door while we are all away fighting another Viet Nam in the desert. They have been living that way for thousands of years. Their religous beliefs run alot deeper than our'

Help!
As some of you know I own Surge.FM I want to continue broadcasting to all of you fine people but big corporation and the government are trying like hell to screw us over. I pay a monthly fee for licensing to bring you the tunes you love. To make a long story short... they wanna pass a bill that will raise our roylty rates so high that we will be forced to shut down. So ACT NOW! Call your congressmen and raise some hell! Internet radio will be paying skyhigh rates compared to satellite radio and AM/FM stations. The following is an email I received from my licensing provider... Sent Thursday July 12, 2007 08:24 AM Subject URGENT Hello LoudCity member, IMMEDIATE ACTION NEEDED The U.S. Court of Appeals DENIED the emergency stay requested by webcasters. UNLESS CONGRESS ACTS BY JULY 15th, it is the end of the road for Internet radio. This situation is grave, but that makes the message all the simpler and most serious. CALL YOUR SENATORS AND REPRESENTATIVES RIGHT A

Band Stuff
Dear Friends I seldom ask people to visit web sites but this is a big deal for me. I worked as one of the lead actors in a short film that has been picking up awards and is now an official selection to screen at Slamdance 2009. The film folks reading know what this is. For those who are not in film, this is one of the biggest 'small' film festivals in the world. It is sort of the little sister/brother to Sundance Film festival and they run at the same time in Park City Utah this January! I am only asking you to view our films trailer or visit the web site to support us. Simple...no money...very little time and only a click away (or copy and paste). Leave a comment if you can and subscribe or link up if you want to give extra support! View the trailer for A Little Mouth to Feed on Myspace videos here: http://vids.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=vids.individual&videoid=47424507 View it on Youtube here: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rGXqJN0RtEo The film has a Fan

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Stands up in front of you all apon my soapbox with things to say well kinda a rant about everything and nothing!!!! where do i start ok lets look at this last weekend live earth mmmmmmmmm save the palnet!!!!! save power!!!! etc..... anyone thought how much power was waysted putting on the show? all the broadcasting all the tvs around the world switched on watching a load of bands play !!!! dont get me wrong im all for this saving of the world but this is not a way forward !!!!hell it seems if we put on a big concert all will be ok!! errr no the problem is still there because its not that easy to cut down on our waysted power we all try in our own way but its industry thats the problem are they gonna stop and go green at a cost that they cant afford at the cost of jobs ? any way enough of that one lol........... next question where did all the money from the ticket sales go to lmao ? the workers around the word give there money while the artists give there time mmmmmmm hell you guy

Woohoo!
I can't believe the fantastic year I'm having! Firstly I pass my finals and now have a degree and then today I pass my driving test! I'm just too hot to handle right now! WOOOHOOOOOOOOO and lots of YAY MEs!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Ignorant People!!!
Ok so now i am down to the bare amount of pictures....no more NSFW to mark for the ass hat who keeps marking my dark pics FULLY CLOTHED NOT SHOWING ANY BODY PARTS pictures NSFW....guess you will have to find someone else to bend over and stick shit up HUH.... UGH Good night Ok i am at my point this morning, i am outraged and i am disguisted by all those people out there who do not understand but choose to instead try to belittle and degrade me because i am a sub. Those who come in and read O/our profile and then want to make wise cracks at U/us because we live a different lifestyle then they do...WTF! Do i come onto YOUR profile and leave nasty negative comments because you chose a life of everday humdrum???NO!! Do i come on and make fun of you because your sex life is VANILLA??? FUCK NO!!! What makes you idiots think that because of my CHOSEN lifestyle you have the right to come in and try and make me feel bad about myself? Well let me tell you little ignorant fucks something(excuse

Hummm...
sooo i have been seriously thinking about getting a tattoo..but i am not positive what i want to get. i really like maybe the moon and the stars..maybe with an a fairy in it ...or something with a mermaid..fairy..stars..or moon. i also wanted to get a tattoo for my boyfriend..i wanted to get a cute saying with his name..or a cute design with his name... i am not sure if ANYONE has any ideas please let me know!!! xoxo Hey everyone, i have been on cherrytap for a few weeks now, starting to get used to it! although i don't like it how no one ever really talks much! so if anyone is out there who would like to be friends..add me and as a fan too!!! leave comments and i will back!! lovee and kisses xo ♥

Dose Of Reality
R.I.P. MEDKAR "MR. INCREDIBLE" WALKER, MY LITTLE BROTHER FROM ANOTHER MOTHER. SUNRISE 2/21/79 .... SUNSET 9/11/07 EVEN THOUGH LATELY WE DID NOT SPEAK MUCH,YOU WILL BE MISSED YA BRUH!! 'N.F.L.' WHAT'S HAPPENING TO OUR YOUTH? WHAT'S HAPPENING TO OUR NATION? I often look around and I notice several things regarding black folks MEN have turned into women and WOMEN have turned into men Our kids are happy to either look like CLOWN thugs, or SLUT whores. I swear to you I see more kids looking a HOT mess than ever before. 1st of all the WHITE TEE has replaced the throwback, but with the pants hanging below the ass cheeks with a belt on no less. I think that kinda defeats the purpose of wearing a belt to wear your pants UNDER your ass cheek and have to pull them up every few steps. YOU THINK? and the shirt that comes down to the knees, whats the difference between THAT and a SKIRT?!?!?! And if I see ANOTHER WOMANS ass crack in the street dammit!

Medical
This is going to be the real test , I have a monthand three days till my doctors appointment. Whats going to be the real test is is NOT having a bad or severe seizure between now and then . Maybe if I get at least a good eight to twelve hours of good uninterrupted sleep that might help. But I know certain people that wil try and make sure that doesn't happen , they believe I can function on what they think is appropiate. Thank goodness I will have the house to myself for at least a week , ( hopefully ) . I have been fighting a major one but so far I have not given in . I have basically closed out friends and family and have kept mostly to myself which is not like me at all . I need to find someone who can be like anchor for me to keep me calm during all of this. The Depecote , not only controls the seizures it also helps with the chemical imbalance. I am glad I can find things to keep myself occupied during all o this . I am now having a recurring problem that

Lycan's Kitty
As anyone of my friends would know I only have one kidney that works. My right one shut down several months ago and I found out the Sunday before Valentines day about it. Who knows how long it has really been shut down. Here is my story about my visit to the Emergency Room last night. I get off of work at 9pm and decide that I will go to the emergency room after getting a Mcdonalds sweet tea. My kidney was hurting pretty bad and I have been having difficulty urinating. I tell this to the triage nurse and get my braclet and my paper work done,ect. About twenty minutes later they call me back the emergency room and me thinking as anyone else would..I would be put in a room with a door or a cubby with a curtain. Nope..that is not what happened at all. I was led to a ambulance bed ( a stretcher with wheels) and it was in the HALLWAY of the hospital. So I sat there with NO PRIVACY, NO BLANKET, and NO PILLOW. I waited for a while until the nurse came back and took all of my information an

Life
Ok it is here the day that I have been wanting to get her for a week now.... I am leaving for Texas.... This is to meet a man that says that he loves me.... To be happy.... To start my life... I am going to miss alot of people the first one will be my son... Ethan I know that you will not be able to read this.... Hell you problly wont even know that mommy is gone... But I want you to know that I love you so much and I will be home in 4 weeks.... You will be the first to get a great big hug and lots of kisses from me...... Then there is my family... My sister, brother, mom and brother in law.... No matter what they have always been there for me and now at a time I need them the most I feel like they are not really there... Like I have just pushed them away as far as I could.... I want them to know that I love them so much.... I am gonna miss them.... I will be back in 4 weeks...

Bealzes Thought Of The Day
A computer without Microsoft is like a chocolate cake without mustard. I'm downloading furniture for my Sims. They have more of a life than I do.--Kaneda The Top 10 Signs You're NOT Cut Out To Be An Evil Overlord:Planet-smashing laser beam only comes in hot pink.--TopFive.com

Feelings....
One Wish Damn baby Just don't understand where we went wrong I gave you my heart I gave you my soul I gave you... As a matter of fact I was the one who said I love you first It was about eight years ago, don't act like you don't know We were sittin' at home in your mama's livin' room Cause, we couldn't be alone See your mama knew I was something else, she knew how I felt Back then we were in school; and that's your favourite excuse Growin' up I was a fool; and I can't lie I'm missing you Listen and don't trip I think I need a bottle with a genie in it Here's my wish list First one, I would create a heart changing love Second one, I'll take yours and fill it all the way up Third one, but I don't need a lot of wishes cause I'll be okay if I get one If I had one wish, we would be best friends Love would never end, it would just begin If I had one wish, you would be my boo Promise to love you, trust me I'll trust you If I had one wish, we would run away Ma

Disturbing News
I bit the bullet and called and talked to my mom yesterday. We had a nice 20 minute conversation, she had her first dose of radation yesterday. She goes back sometime this week for an MRI of her head to try and determine where the cancer orginated from. They still have no clue what type it is though. I offered to drive her and my dad to any doctor appointment if they needed it and I plan on going out to see them Saturday. I thought about getting a card and putting monet in it becasue my dad has been having to miss alot of work due to doctor appointment and such. Thank you to all who offered me advice and I honestly feel better since I have talked with her. I'll let you know how Saturday goes. So last night while I was at work I get a text message from my baby sister telling me she needs to talk to me and to call her in the morning when I get off. So I call her this morning and she tells me that our mother found a lump in her breast and kept it secrect for a few months. She finally wen

15 Crosses
I had a dream I was kneeling, at fifteen crosses on the hill Not a whisper from the trees, everything was still, I felt a sadness in my heart, an empty kind of pain, Fifteen souls had gone away, only memories remained. I tried to cry out to ease my grief, Lifted my hands to heaven, prayed God's relief. Not a sound or a word, emptiness abounds, My sorrow overcoming, I began to drown. Such bitter suffocation, I wish someone could hear, Why we let this happen , in my dream nothing was clear. I shook my fist to heaven and begged for reasons why, But only silence spoke, offering no reply. No sound came from my lips even as I screamed, I prayed it's just a nightmare, an awful kind of dream. Then I heard a choir of angels beckoning from above. "The world is reaping hatred," "Because the world's not sowing love." "You should embrace each other's differences no matter what they may be," "And enlighten each other with the hope of peace and unity." When the angel finished speak

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I am taking a little bit different approach to blogs and wanted to throw something out there that would give people an idea as to who I am and what it is I represent. This will pretty much let everyone know where my heart is. My first 3 loves and only 3 true loves of my life are my beautiful wife Redheaded_Devildoll (Steph) and my beautiful boys whos names are Gabriel(7) and Isaac(3). If you have the opprotunity to look through my photos you can find them there :). I am transfering back to OH soon to manage a Sprint store and for the moment, life is good. Some of the things I would change on here is relitively simple. For those who are hating on other people I really only have this to say .. Fuck You!! Is you life that miserable that you want to just bring everyone else down to that level? You want to spread those cancerous feelings to everyone else and make them miserable too?? You people make me sick .. and it saddens me that you have nother better to do that to fu

Gallaudet University
Many people deaf and some of hearing attend to Gallaudet University Website link is http://www.gallaudet.edu/ Support to Gallaudet University at Washington D.C. and best world to there university than other all of United State of America.

Love Quotes
The greatest thing you'll ever learn is just to love and be loved in return Love isn't blind, it just only sees what matters. Love is a moment that lasts forever... You will know the real meaning of love when you fall in love. If a tear fell from my eyes, everytime i wished you were with me I would have a puddle of fallen wishes at my feet Through the wind I hear your voice, in the clouds I see your name. Living life without you just wouldnt be the same If you love someone more than anything, Then distance only matters to the mind, not to the heart If i had a single flower for everytime i thought of you i could walk forever in my garden. The worst way of missing someone is sitting right beside them, knowing that you can't have them.

My Fitness Kick
The plan is: Lower body fat Increase lean muscle mass To do this I have started doing cardio in the mornings (before breakfast) along with an abdominal workout. The "cardio" is really a 40 minute interval workout on the eliptical trainer where i keep my heart rate at 140 for three minutes, then at 126 for three minutes. Then I'll do some abdominals: situps, leg raises, side lateral raises, cable crunches, ab machine now and then (the ab machine is more a begining level exercise I think, but I'll add it sometimes when I get the urge :) ), and side planks. I'll do one or 2 sets of each exercise. This morning I added weight added step exercises, I held 25 pounds in each hand and did 2 sets of ten on each side. This is new and I'm not sure If I will keep it, expand on it, or dump it. I'll probably leave it the same for awhile just to see what the results are. In the afternoons/evenings I do my wieight training. I'm presently on a push/pull routine. I'll do my back and

Echo Nation
Well, being separated, sucks, but sorting out what is best for me, and my son's is better.... I'll be getting divorced. My soon to be X, will be staying where she is, and I'll be taking care of our sons, and making sure they grow up to be fine young men... I don't blame her, and I don't blame myself anymore. We figure that getting divorced now, would save our Friendship. Anyway... I'm no gigglo, or stud muffin... But, I would like to have some fun after 17 years... :) Thank You all for listening or reading this blog:) Have a great fubar Day!! Don Ok... Well its Thursday... And there is open air at our Internet Radio station ... So if you'd like to tune in... Because in 3 days, their may not be anymore Internet Radio Stations. As the RIAA, will be enforcing a FEE on private internet radio Broadcasters. A FEE that may be to big for me and my friends to afford, as we pay these FEEs out of our own pockets. We don't have $2,500.00 per channel. And not allot of other ind

Nico 5
Why did Nico have problems with Janis Joplin? She knew that to compete with her she had to be naked. Hence the sentence: "I wish I was ugly" Why did McCartney continue with music in 1971 while Lennon drifted off into Dylan parodies? Because Mecca had the key to Brian Jones while Lennon had the key to Dylan. Lennon soon found out that the only way to beat Dylan was to be cruler than him. Since Dylan in some ways killed Brian Jones there was no way to reform the Beatles. It was also impossible for Lennon to contine with music since he then would have to beat himself (the Beatles is in some ways Brian Jones). Is Nico living today? Yes. She calls herself Lomas (maybe a short for Life On Mars) She is always overfriendly and seems to have a need for control. You get a feeling that she is afraid of not being wanted, but it has a totally different explanation. Every step she does is done with the knowledge of what she has done, at the same time she fights that feeling back. T

My Blogs...
I was brought to my attention by a very intelligent friend, that I had posted my blogs in such a way that they all could not be rated individually. Anyway, I separated them out so they could be rated individually. The only down side is I lost any comments that were posted. Thanks for all of your kind words! XXXOOO Brian

School For The Deaf
Elementary, Middle and High Schools for Deaf Students in the United States That Have Web Sites Link wesbite in here: Alabama Institute for Deaf and Blind http://www.aidb.org/ American School for the Deaf (West Hartford, CT) http://www.asd-1817.org/ Apollo High School (St. Cloud, MN) http://www.isd742.org/%7Eapollo/ Archbishop Ryan School (Norwood PA) http://www.arsfdc.org/ Arizona State Schools for the Deaf and the Blind http://www.asdb.state.az.us/ Arkansas School for the Deaf http://www.state.ar.us/asd/ Atlanta Area School for the Deaf (Atlanta GA) http://www.aasdweb.com/ Austine School for the Deaf (Brattleboro, VT) http://www.state.vt.us/schools/aus/ Beverly School for the Deaf http://www.beverlyschoolforthedeaf.org/ Blossom Montessori School for the Deaf (Clearwater, FL) http://www.blossomschool.org/ Bruce Street School for the Deaf, Newark, NJ http://home.earthlink.net/~ameslannj/ California School for the Deaf, Fremont http://

Erotica
…..you moan “please” softly in my ear as your nails dig into my shoulders…Slowly, as I nibble and kiss your ear…I unbutton your shirt, my hands slide underneath it, lightly brushing your nipples as I slide your shirt off of you and let it drop to the floor...you reach down and grab the tail of my shirt sliding your hands underneath and up my sides, enjoying the feel of my warm skin as you tease my shirt off of me. As my shirt falls to the floor, I pull you close, your warmth is exquisite against my skin. Your breasts pressing against me, I kiss you passionately and deeply. Our lips part with a sigh and I kiss slowly down your chin, my mouth kissing lower and lower…your hands in my hair, my mouth finds an erect nipple. I take it into my mouth and suck on it gently. I feel your hands tighten in my hair and pull me closer into your breasts. I suck harder and nibble on it gently as I hold it in my mouth. You soft moans spur me on as I lavish your breasts with soft, warm kisses. I begin

Grateful I Am
Original Poem by me...do not rip Grateful I am Grateful I am to be able to hear, someone who I hold dear Her voice so soft and sweet Cannot wait, her to meet Her voice as soft as the flight of a dove Her voice, any man can love Words falling like a soft summer rain, washing away all the hurt and pain Her lilt and tone, they mesmerize me They lock me in so I can’t flee. Her single word sparks my desire Whole sentences light me on fire. Happy for the words she has inspired so I can give her a peek at my burning desire. -Brian 2007

Beauty
Original Poem - do not rip Beauty Beauty that knows no bounds… Curves so soft and round… Breasts so large and lips so lush… Makes me beg for the slightest touch… Words like gorgeous, ravishing, come to mind… No prettier girl will a man ever find… Sexy, sensual, describe you too… Passion welling when I think of you… The sight of you fills me with wanton desire… Your slightest smile sets my body on fire… Your beauty dazzles me with ever turn… To hold and kiss you is what I yearn… gaze into eyes, like fires of blue… and lose my self in you… Brian - 2007

Giver
Original poem - do not rip Giving Do what I can to make everyone happy, And I am the one who always feels crappy. Nothing I do is ever enough, And I’m not talking the about the material stuff. Give people an inch and they take a mile, Making me feel used and un-worthwhile. Yes, I am a giver and that I can’t stop, But sometimes my heart feels like it will pop. Oh, what is a Giver supposed to do? Simple, find someone who is a Giver too. Give to each other and your love will grow strong. Then giving always will never feel wrong. -Brian 2007

I Walk Throught Darkness
Original Poetry by Me...Do not rip I Walk Through Darkness... I walk through darkness, surrounded by light. Wanting to be rid of the never ending night. Head held high, heart feeling low. Smile hiding what no one else knows. Forging ahead, no way around Feet grown heavy, slowing me down. Day by Day, one step at a time. Hoping at some point, all will be fine. Days of emptiness, feeling unfulfilled Wanting to cry, nary a tear spilled. Lonely heart that always yearns Wondering what lies around the next turn... Brian 2007

First Kiss
Original Poetry by Me...Do not rip First Kiss Oh what am I to do? I have fallen so in love with you. Not just miles but oceans apart… But each day Love still grows in my Heart. Needing you like I have needed no other, As a friend, companion and Lover. Moments slowly tick by when you are not there, And I think of your eyes, your smile, your hair. And then an ache deep in my heart does grow. Needing every inch of you, from Head to Toe. Twisted they are, the Greek Goddesses of Fate… You search all your life for your one soul mate… Finding her, finally, after many a year… And she happens to be nowhere near… Going to bed each night with a sob and a cry… Asking yourself, “why O why”… “are the Goddesses of Fate so cruel to me”… And then…out of nowhere…epiphany… Distance is a matter of perspective, and not true length… She is not as far away as one might think… Our day will come, I know this… And on that day will be our first kiss…. - Brian 2007

My Angel
Original Poetry by me...do not rip My Angel Just seeing you, if but a moment a day Lifts my heart and the pain goes away. Your smile warms the coldest night, You drive away the darkness with your light. My heart beating like horses driven You make me feel that life’s worth livin’. Passion swelling like ocean waves Where have you been all my days? My heart gladly throbs and aches for you. Thank you , my Angel, for all you do - Brian 2007

Release
Original Poetry by me...Do not rip Release Pounding heart, dying to be heard, Only outlet is the written word. Hand scribbling Words dribbling Then flooding out Heart starting to shout. Words flowing, passion rages Volumes written, pages and pages. Heart is lighter from the release, Maybe now I can sleep with peace. - Brian 2007

Indianapolis
I work in an office where we get a lot of interns from around the country who stay for the Summer and then sometimes get hired by the end of their internship, and the number one reason I've overheard them say they are hesitant to work in Indianapolis is because of the city and lack of culture and entertainment options. Compared to some place like Chicago I can totally sympathize; however, I don't think Indy is a cultural and entertainment desert as some paint it to be. In larger and more diverse cities like Chicago, the only problem of what to do for an evening is choosing which of the 10+ options you want to pursue. In Indianapolis, it's not so easy. It seems that there are many different, smaller groups of people trying to start various culture-oriented activities and entertainment options, but they are all fledgling for the most part. The biggest difference is that in Indianapolis you have to look for or create something to do most of the time. While some people think

Lil Red's Blog
Well things are starting to look pretty depressin in our Neck Of The Woods. Recently my husband got a job offer which would have had him home almost every night, he is a truck driver, after telling the company that he needed to give his two weeks notice they called and said they needed him to start the following week. That would have him not completing his 2 week notice. But the home times seemed worht it. After quiting his job and taking his physcial and his drug test for the job and the department of transpertation the New employer says "OOPS" i seem to have made a mistake, "your application says u have 4 months experience and we require 12, we cant hire you". WHAT THE FUCK KINDA ANSWER IS OOPS. I mean arent you suppose to check into everything when hiring someone.. So now here we are christmas approaching...we have both been putting in application after application noone is calling for me and everyone who contacts my husbands says ya need more experience... Ya know...how c

New Discovery
Baby mammoth discovery unveiled By Paul Rincon Science reporter, BBC News The mammoth's trunk and eyes are still intact Enlarge Image A baby mammoth unearthed in the permafrost of north-west Siberia could be the best preserved specimen of its type, scientists have said. The frozen carcass is to be sent to Japan for detailed study. The six-month-old female calf was discovered on the Yamal peninsula of Russia and is thought to have died 10,000 years ago. The animal's trunk and eyes are still intact and some of its fur remains on the body. In terms of its state of preservation, this is the world's most valuable discovery Alexei Tikhonov, Russian Academy of Sciences Mammoths are an extinct member of the elephant family. Adults often possessed long, curved tusks and a coat of long hair. The 130cm (4ft 3ins) tall, 50kg Siberian specimen dates to the end of the last Ice Age, when the great beasts were vanishing from the planet. It was d

Gamer Chick
Error: failed to post bulletin of type '1'! try again later So I am guessing I will have to post it here instead of a bulletin!!!! Grrr Anyway, Drop her a few comments if you can, she is a sweetheart and deserves some love. For every 100+ comments you leave, let know and I will buy you a nice gift during the next happy hour! Thanks! Wendi See this chickie? Stop by and show her some loving please! Not only is she beautiful but shes got talent and brains too!!! And a heart of gold! So click and love for me please!

Best Default Pic Contest
I WANNA THANK AND EACH AND EVERYONE OF YOU THAT JOINED THE CONTEST HERE ARE YOU WINNERS FIRST PLACE WINNER 30 DAY VIP ~mystical~dreams~ Member of BigSexy Bombers @ fubar SECOND PLACE WINNER 3DAY BLAST reddog007 has the magic !! & 0wner of NSFW MAFIA BOMBERS @ fubar 3RD PLACE WINNER 1DAY BLAST Ĵąďĕ♥Ŕoşėś ~*Sassy Butt*~CT LOVER TO MYSELF! LOL*~ @ fubar CONGRATS TO ALL OF YOU **I'm getting a lil closer to catching up! so, come help me out with as many comments as you can and get some of your friends to help as well if ya can.......thanx everybody, love ya!** COME VOTE AND COMMENT BOMB ME AS MUCH AS YOU CAN IN THE "BEST DEFAULT PIC" CONTEST!! RULES: best default pic contest: comment bombing is allowed but no cheating with programs you can bomb yourself...first place will get a 30day VIC 2nd place will get a 7 day blast and 3rd will get a 3 day blast... ***will start

Love Gone Wrong Poems
ever since i‘ve loved you you‘ve been puttin‘ me down and treatin‘ me like a clown but i won‘t take it no more no, i won‘t take it for sure you‘ve acted like i‘m your cart a special one just for your heart you take me when you need me and you put me back when your done but i won‘t take it no more no i won‘t take it for sure so here‘s the key that i‘ve cherished for so longthe one that made me break out in song whenever i thought you were near it‘s the key to your heart cause i won‘t be needin‘ it no more no i won‘t be needin‘ it for sure I could fill a thousand pages telling you how I felt and still you would not understand. So now I leave you without a sound except my heart shattering as it hits the ground.

D/s Help & Info
I was asked today about the rules that I set forth in My relationships with submissives. While trying to explain certain things,I remembered something that John compiled starting with 77 rules in 1992, expanding to 128 in 1996, and a complete rewrite again in 1997 while maintaining the number of rules at 128 for which the set is well known. To anyone interested I have added a copy of Johns 128 rules and some of the notations that may be of help to any novice or expierenced Dom(me) or sub.This is definately not for those of you in the "Vanilla" world. Now while some regard these rules as steadfast and firm,I tend to use them as a guide,because each individual sub/slave that I deal with is just that...an individual,with her own thoughts and actions that she brings into the relationship.Not every submissive is into everything,that is why there are negotiations,contracts,limits and checklists.(I'll get to those in a later blog).That way everyone is on the same page from the start,an

Comment Bombing
Priority for everyone with a salute please All non salute accounts to this one please Between internet issues and summer holidays we don't have many bombers at the moment so if you are online and only have 5 mins to spare to bomb those five mins could make all the difference. If you know you are going to be away on hollidays could you please let us know asap so we don't tell people we can help them then end up with no bombers to bomb. I am currently doing everything from the running side as Sami is having internet problems so any problems contact me here or my page and I'll see what I can do Freelancers and friends please help here

Chance's Laugh Of The Day
Ways To Tell A Man His Fly Is Unzipped 20. The cucumber has left the salad. 19. I can see the gun of Navarone. 18. Someone tore down the wall, and your Pink Floyd is hanging out. 17. You've got Windows on your laptop. 16. Sailor Ned's trying to take a little shore leave. 15. Your soldier ain't so unknown now. 14. Quasimodo needs to go back in the tower and tend to his bells. 13. You need to bring your tray table to the upright and locked position. 12. Paging Mr. Johnson... Paging Mr. Johnson... 11. Your pod bay door is open, Hal. 10. Elvis Junior has LEFT the building! 9. Mini Me is making a break for the escape pod. 8. Ensign Hanes is reporting a hull breach on the lower deck, Sir! 7. The Buick is not all the way in the garage. 6. Dr. Kimble has escaped! 5. You've got your fly set for "Monica" instead of "Hillary." 4. Our next guest is someone who needs no introduction... 3. You've got a security breach at Los Pantalones.

Moving Back Home
well ive been in arizona since feb 13 2007...its been to hot theres nothing to do here no jobs or anything around here....i recommend anyone who planned on movin here not to..well at least not to mesa.... we are leaving saturday to go back to michigan i cant wait...back to my home state where i can have my baby somewhere cooler.... finally outta the horrible heat...it sucks... well its 242 am and im still not tired...gettin there but not tired enough to go to sleep yet.. my fiance got a bad sunburn and im more worried about him then sleeping..anyways im bored and yea so on..

In My Words
I dedicate this Whole page to my best friend. The Cute baby In my pictures.. he is My son.. & he is all im about.. For without him.. there Is no me.. there for... the song "somebody's Me By Enrique Iglesias Is also dedicated to this lovely angel... If you knew this baby boy.. my little prince.. you too would agree.. He is My hero.. my best friend & my son.. & HE is the greatest GUY in my life.. none can top him.. i love you Joey.. Always & forever.. My Life was empty, & I needed a guide, I needed an angel to sit by my side. Then i found you. You looked Up at me & gave me your smile.. Your eyes Were so Blue, You Gave me Hope, that the world Could Have Joy... all because I found you. Now.. as I sit here & hold You in my arms.. I know that i must keep you safe & warm. I know that heaven shined Down from the Sky So blue............ Because In that Instant ... Joey..... I found you.

Million $ Mansion Contest
MILLION DOLLAR MANSION CONTEST!! Starts Thursday July 19th @ 9pm (CST) Ends Thursday July 26th @ 9pm (CST) ~Offical Rules~ No Drama. No Downrating. Self-commenting is allowed. No FRESHMEAT. (Must be level 3 or higher to comment) First Place - Second Place - Third Place - Just c-mail or shout me the picture you would like me to rip That is all. Thank you :)

Favorite Poem
I'm 28 years old and have been in a couple of relationships in my time,but my question is...Is there really only one person in this world you are true meant to be with and how do you know??? I have been through a lot of crap and it seems that every relationship that I have been in seems not to be right. I want to know how the hell you are suppose to know when it is meant be to or not or is it at all. I mean honestly how do you really know if it is love or do we just work it out. You know like meet in the middle on things and settle for what you get out of it or hold out for that one true person your not sure is even out there. I have been thinking about this for so long and I just can't figure it out. So if you have any feed back message me and let me know.... Peace Out, ME Till There Was You Come in I’ve been expecting you There’s a knock on the door and love walks through And lights a fire and smiles a smile As if love were going to stay a while And fi

My Demon
What is your demon type?Fallen AngelYou are a fallen angel the cursed of the damned By many's standards you are thought to have lost the most. By being once graced by god but in the end falling by betraying his trust and power. You have many who know of you and adore you but in sense of it all you are quite enough alone.How do you compare? Take this test! | Tests from Testriffic

The Meaning Of The Flag Draped Coffin
Meaning of Flag Draped Coffin All Americans should be given this lesson. Those who think that America is an arrogant nation should really reconsider that thought. Our founding fathers used GOD's word and teachings to establish our Great Nation and I think it's high time Americans get re-educated about this Nation's history. Pass it along and be proud of the country we live in and even more proud of those who serve to protect our "GOD GIVEN" rights and freedoms. I hope you take the time to read this..... To understand what the flag draped coffin really means..... Here is how to understand the flag that laid upon it and is surrendered to so many widows and widowers. Do you know that at military funerals, the 21-gun salute stands for the sum of the numbers in the year 1776? Have you ever noticed the honor guard pays meticulous attention to correctly folding the United States of America Flag 13 times? You probably thought it was to symbolize the original 13 colonies, but we lea

A Soldiers Poem
** For all of our soldiers out there .. either at home with their families or over seas fighting for us ... GOD BLESS YOU!! May you always know you are appreciated and loved. ** Pain Is My Passion If I ever go to war Mom, Please don't be afraid. There are some things I must do, To keep the promise that I made. I'm sure there will be some heartache, And I know that you'll cry tears, But your son is a Soldier now, Mom, There is nothing you should fear. If I ever go to war Dad, I know that you'll be strong. But you won't have to worry, Cause you taught me right from wrong. You kept me firmly on the ground, yet still taught me how to fly. Your son is a Soldier now Dad, I love you Hooah, Even if I die. If I ever go to war Bro, There are some things I want to say. You've always had my back, and I know it's my time to repay. You'll always be my daybreak, through all of life's dark clouds, Your brother is a Soldier now, Bro, I promise I'll make you proud. If I ever

Love!!
We need to ask ourselves ... Are we building bridges from our hearts to one another or building blocks between us? Are we finding the things we have in common with one another or are we focusing on our differences? Every person on Mother Earth wants to be Loved and wants to give Love. Every person wants to be accepted and acknowledged. Open to the Love that you are, beautiful one. There is so much of life to be lived no matter what circumstances surround us. Understand how and what to change so all of life becomes a celebration. Learn how to find the good and feel the good in all things ... including yourself. Living life to its fullest and having happiness always was never meant to be hidden. It all awaits our wanting to discover it. Do we really understand the profound difference we could make in another's life if we would express the beautiful Love that lives inside each one of us? Become the Divine Love that You Truly Are ... because you hold the Love

My Thoughts
Just wanted to say thanks to everyone who shows love and says nice things.I enjoy CT and hope to make many friends. J Sometimes i just hate life! I want to die so bad sometimes..then i think about my daughter and how she would hate me...I love my lil girl so much!! It is just so hard being a single mom...My ex has made it so hard for me...I feel like i have failed her as a mom...Not sure how im going to survive this...Maybe she would be better off without me??

Material Things
Underwear Cost QuizAccording to our calculations, you have spent $1370.5on underwear so far in your lifeHow much have you spent on underwear? Find out at Quizopolis.com You Would Choose Love Money may buy a little happiness, but not the happiness of true love. You rather have a true soulmate than a private jet. And while many people may claim they would choose love too... You're one of the few who would really do it. Would You Choose Love or Money?

Honesty
How Honest Are You?Congratulations, according to our experts, you scored : 83% which makes you Extremely HonestYou are extremely honest. In fact maybe a little to honest at times. You should be proud of your honestly but don't forget, sometimes a little white lie is a good thing, not a bad thingFind out how honest you are at Quizopolis.com

Why
WHERE WOULD YOU BE: IF - YOU HAD ALL THE MONEY YOUR HEART DESIRES? IF - YOU HAD NO WORRIES? IF - YOU CAME HOME AND THE FINEST MEAL IS AWAITING YOU IF - YOUR BATH WATER HAD BEEN RUN? IF - YOU HAD THE PERFECT KIDS? IF - YOUR PARTNER WAS AWAITING YOU, WITH OPEN ARMS AND KISSES? SO, WHERE WOULD YOU BE? Well...... HELLOOooo!!!!!!!!! YOU'D BE IN THE WRONG DAMN HOUSE! WHY OH WHY DO I GET STUCK DEALING WITH STUPID PPL... IT PISSES ME OFF THAT PPL CAN COME TO MY HOUSE AND LEAVE A MESS AND THEN I HAVE TO CLEAN IT UGH OK LOOK IF YOU WANNA BE AN ASS AND RATE MY PICS A LOW NUMBER GO FOR IT BUT BE ADULT ENOUGH TO GIVE A REASON... I MEAN DAMN IF YOU DONT LIKE HOW I LOOK OH FUCKING WELL... I AM MARRIED AND AS LONG AS MY HUSBAND IS HAPPY THATS ALL THAT MATTERS... SO RATE ME LOW BUT ALL THAT SHOWS IS HOW LOW YOU ARE IN YOUR LIFE

My Shit
dammit i am pissed... you so called friends..helfuckinlooooo... optimus prime is like the best ct gift ever ,,, and i want one really bad.. this sux.. i hope a pea eating pair of frogs crawls up your buttholes and makes tadpole babies.. that come out of your belly all freakish and when you pee u pee peas..cuz that would be freaky..hello those who love me with bucks know i kick it old school...i am just kidding for those who might be sensitive.. just a little side note i really do love yall...but hell i want a transformer.. i wanted you all to know that this bish is getting fucked up and if i die tonight i love you all you know who you are.......funny thing is isnt drinking suppose to take away pain well my knee does not hurt anymore but i will always have pain in my head...i pour some on the block for my homies who are not here.. and noone can eat 1,000 eggs! the funny thing and i mean not funny ha ha.. but funny weird.. is you can not get it back but you can find ports to something th

I Only Have Eyes For You
My love must be a kind of blind love, I can't see anyone but you. Are the stars out tonight? I don't know if it's cloudy or bright. I only have eyes for you, dear. The moon may be high, But I can't see a thing in the sky. I only have eyes, for you. I don't know if we're in a garden, Or on a crowded avenue. You are here and so am I, Maybe millions of people go by. But they all disappear, from view, And I only have eyes, for you. My love must be a kind of blind love, I can't see anyone but you. Are the stars out tonight? I don't know if it's cloudy or bright. I only have eyes for you, dear. The moon may be high, But I can't see a thing in the sky. I only have eyes, for you. I don't know if we're in a garden, Or on a crowded avenue. You are here and so am I, Maybe millions of people go by. But they all disappear, from view, And I only have eyes, for you.

My Word
My Wife must have these qualifications. First off I need you to understand something in my world, when it comes to the person I'm going to spend my life I'm really critical. In my mind a true relationship needs a cover of friendship, a frame of trust, and a base of true love. True love needs to be the base because if all the other things come crumbling down, true love is the only thing that it could be built back up from. If you lost friendship, and trust, there would be no reason to stay with your spouse. Unless you were truly, madly in love with them. True love can not be defined but it can be explained. In my idea of true love, it has to be much more than just a feeling. It has to be the giving of your entire self to someone. No hesitation, a combination of words and actions. When you love someone you know that you would never do anything to hurt that person. You would have to because if you don't trust yourself to not hurt them, how can you trust them not to hurt you? Love is a

Jokes
Dearest Redneck Daughter, I'm writing this slow because I know you can't read fast. We don't live where we did when you left home. Your dad read in the newspaper that most accidents happen within 20 miles of your home, so we moved. I won't be able to send you the address because the last West Virginia family that lived here took the house numbers when they moved so they wouldn't have to change their address. This place is really nice. It even has a washing machine. I'm not to sure about it. I put a load of clothes in and pulled the chain We haven't seen them since. The weather isn't bad here. It only rained twice last week; the first time for three days and the second time for four days. About that coat you wanted me to send; your Uncle Billy Bob said it would be too heavy to send in the mail with the buttons on, so we cut them off and put them in the pockets. Bubba locked his keys in the car yesterday. We were really worried and hot because it took him ! two hours to get me an

Calissta's Cauldrom - 7/13/07
I am having a friend type this because for the last six days I have been blind. I have to fight ALL THE TIME to get my medications due to a shitty insurance. I am out of my most important one for pain right now and they are taking forever to send them. I ended up going through a vicious withdrawl and then I will go through the same thing all over again if they ever show up. It is a very shitty place to be. I have days where I am so exausted that I can't even get out of bed and other where moving is only able to be accomplished with two forearm crutches or a wheelchair. I also have soething called Optic Neurosis which makes my eyes blurry and to go in and out. They are also VERY sensitive to light so I wear sunglasses every where and keep my home dark. I feel like my kids are in a cage just because of me. One day my eyes will go out like this and they will never come back. I have someone in my life who instead of being my person to lean on he kicks me while I am down. For example:

Mimi's Little Rants
So, I just joined today. Wanted to give an apology and thank you to everyone who has commented on my profile and pics. I really appreciate your comments, I just can't figure out how to return 'em quite yet. I'm a little slow...blame it on the blondness! So that's really it for now. I'll update more a little later. Love y'all, Mimi

Just Shit!
I am having trouble picking a default photo. If any of you have a favorite let me know which one it is. I'd really appercaite knowing which pic is your favorite and what you'd like to see as my default. So I thank you all in advance and MUCH LUv to ya MUAHHHHHHHH!!! My 1 yr anniversary here on Lost Cherry, Cherytap and Fubar. I am still only lvl 20. Anymore it seems like this site is about money and who has the most of it to buy everything or have someone buy it for them. I havent had but 1 new friend request in 3 days. Yes I know I do have VIP but a friend got that for me. I have friends that are godfather because they could afford to buy blasts,happy hours and have major contests to get them there. I am a poor white girl that does good to put food on my table. Anymore if you arent in a family to help you then entering a contest is a waste of time. It's turned into Contests and Big Families. Oh well I am here to have fun and meet new ppl. Not to be popular or a Godfaher. I am just ran

Maple Leaf Forever
There are no borders on the Internet. If this is being done tou our neighbors then it can happen to Canadian families as well. PLEASE BE CAREFUL. subject: SCAM ALERT...THIS ONE IS SICK!!! post date: 2007-08-13 20:09:16 views: 5 comments: 2 ratings: 0 This was just brought to my attention. I know a lot of us on FuBar also have pages on MySpace, so Please read this. And maybe think about changing your MySpace page around or just watch out for this Scam. Oh, and another thing. Anyone that is or was in the Military knows how Families are really contacted. But people outside our little family DON'T, that make easy targets for Scammers BTW: People like this make me SO SICK!!!! -------------------------------------------------- I had some REALLY heartbreaking news today...that my friend was KIA.This was not just any friend...this was my puppy love boyfriend. The news came from a message that I received from his wife on my MySpace page from her My

Wanna Help??
I have less than 5,000 comments to go...if you are bored and want to come chat...this is where I will be...Just click the pic, and it will take you there, comment bomb it a lil...for every person that throws 100 comments...I will buy you...or the person of your choice...$1,000 worth of CT gifts :D

Anticipation
As I step out the shower and the breeze hits my wet body, an overwheming desire for your touch takes over me. I dry off and try to shake off the urges. As I'm oiling my body down, my mind starts playing tricks on me. My hands have become your hands...every stroke of my skin excites me, lifting me higher and higher wih anticipation. I stroke the oil across my left nipple making it instantly hard then my right one follows. Tracing my hand up my breast to my collarbone, gently, reaching my neck, slowly caressing upward 'til I reach my lips, softly stroking them as you would before ever so slightly parting them to allow just the tip of my tongue to touch the tip of my finger (I know how much you love when I do it to you). My whole flesh is burning with desire. I let my eyes close and my hands drift over every contour of my body, then I find (well, you know). She's so ready. I touch but it's not the same, I need your hands, your body. I close my eyes and just let it flow. I feel

Ramblings Of A Pervert.
So I've been single since Feb 5th, and haven't gotten laid since.... Jan 15th ish.. Yeah. /cough. HOW DO I LIVE?! I know, I know, lol. I dunno though.. I've had offers and things, It's just not what I'm looking for. Random one-nighters, Friends with benefits, etc. I'm 22, and I've never had one of those affectionate, loving relationships. Or one that didn't start off with something sexual. It's not like I ask for alot when it comes to relationships. I'm not that clingy, earn my trust and there'll be no problems. I don't want stuff, jewelry and flowers n that other shit. I don't want someone to take me out. I just want to hang out and enjoy eachothers company, with friends or whatever. Someone I can consider a best friend, and partner. Maybe I am asking too much. Hmm. Blah. Not to mention I'm confused as fuck by the guys.. sorta in my life atm. My ex told me he still wears my ring, which is weird. This kid who lives pretty close... I like alot. But, I don't know i

Truth Be Told
They say most American's dislike Bush. Well most do,But the vast majority seemingly forget the embarrassment placed on us by the President before him. Remember this before you run out in '08 to vote. Hilary Clinton was the first Lady to a President that not only lied under oath before a Grand Jury. He also was impeached in Congress, only escaping complete impeachment for his actions due to the majority of the senate being Democrat. So all you that say Bush was wrong to commute Libby's sentence better step back, look at the facts. Libby didn't perjure himself, he plead the 5th, against incriminating himself, unlike William Jefferson Clinton. Who by the way stood at a podium and swore on National Television he did not have sex with that woman Miss Lewinsky, lmao. So before you all put her in the White House just remember we all have been down that road.

Jillians..blog....
if anyone has myspace..send me yer link so i can add ya! ;-) anyone wanna hang out saturday night? go to the tikibar @ point pleasent beach boardwalk? its 10 bucks to get in. really fun bar. so if anyone wantsa meet up send me a message. i also have my space myspace.com/1butterflylover so ya hit me up asap luv- Jillian YOU'RE ON MY FRIENDS LIST, I WANNA KNOW YOU...I want to know 33 things about you. I don't care if we never talk, never liked each other, or if we already know everything about each other. Short and sweet is fine...You're on my list, so I wanna know you better! JUST HIT REPLY TO SEND DIRECTLY TO ME IN A MESSAGE THEN, REPOST THE EMPTY QUESTIONS AS A BULLETIN. ============================================= 1.)Q. Can you cook? 1.)A. 2.)Q. What was your dream growing up? 2.)A. 3.)Q. What talent do you wish you had? 3.)A. 4.)Q. If I bought you a drink what would it be? 4.)A. 5.)Q. Favorite vegetable? 5.)A. 6.)Q. What was the last book you re

Story Of Life
Why do we fall Why do we grow Why is it life can be so sublime,yet so cruel Why do we stand on the sidelines, when we can captivate people with our uniqueness. Why do we tell people lies to hide ourselves when what makes us the people we are can be seen as beautiful Why Why Why

Story
"..........No, no I don't see the sign....well......Yes I think I am but the rain is coming down in sheets. Yes I know I should have waited for the storm to clear, but I didn't want to lose out......Ok, yes, Ok....Aw, shit it's snowing.........Hold On, I gotta...................." As Mr. Devers tried to re-dialing Thomas's cell phone again and again he began reflect upon that morning his wife had called from the accident scene that had taken the life of his only son. Daniel Devers felt the flash of heat as his blood pressure rose, his face flushing and eyes showing distress. There was no answer; the phone was out of range, off, or maybe even damaged. Not knowing what happened to his young real estate client on that mountain was reason enough for Daniel to call his daughter to his office. "Dad, what the hell is wrong?" pleaded Margaret Devers as she hurried into Daniel's office. Margaret Devers, all 5'4" and 135lbs. of her wearing a wet burlap sack, was no shy girl. Her 31

Does Any One Really Knows What Love Is?
Jonathan Dwyane Cotton.... why r u so far? i miss you i love you only words could ever explain how much i truely feel for you..... RIP.. May 27, 1982 - July 4, 2002 Wishing upon that star, Wondering why it is so far So high you can't touch, So far you can only see The single speck that can only be, That sparkle thats inside me Its like a diamond in the sky, Winks as the days go bye Millions and millions, Wish apon it a day Can't quite say if its right, or ifs it okay But theres one thing that i do know, A star is a diamond in one's eye So love can seep out, and cherish as days go bye Love? Does anyone really truely knows what love is? I'm not sure what love is I don't know how to act I know what I know love is and that's all that matters I know I love and I know that someone loves for me but I've never been in love I've never really wanted to be I just want everyone to see That my heart belongs not to me but to my love I love him and I

20 Ways To Maintain A Healthy Level Of Insanity
1. At Lunch Time, Sit In Your Parked Car With Sunglasses on and point a Hair Dryer At Passing Cars. See If They Slow Down. 2. Page Yourself Over The Intercom. Don't Disguise Your Voice. 3. Every Time Someone Asks You To Do Something, Ask If They Want Fries with that. 4. Put Your Garbage Can On Your Desk And Label It "In." 5. Put Decaf In The Coffee Maker For 3 Weeks. Once Everyone has Gotten Over Their Caffeine Addictions, Switch to Espresso. 6. In The Memo Field Of All Your Checks, Write "For Smuggling Diamonds". 7. Finish All Your sentences with "In Accordance With The Prophecy." 8. Don t use any punctuation. 9. As Often As Possible, Skip Rather Than Walk. 10. Order a Diet Water whenever you go out to eat...use a serious face. 11. Specify That Your Drive-through Order Is "To Go." 12. Sing Along At The Opera. 13. Go To A Poetry Recital And Ask Why The Poems Don't Rhyme. 14. Put Mosquito Netting Around Your Work Area And Play tropical

My Funeral
Hello one and all.. Welcome to my funeral... Well, at this site.. I dont know why.. but everyone but three people stopped talking to me.. and just one person ever comments on my stuff anymore.. My friend Tony used to joke and call me.. "Ct's best kept secret" Surprise.. it came true.. My so called friends have totally forgotten I existed. So, I am holding my own funeral.. Might as well.. I am dead here anyways.. I will uphold my Band Of Brother's duties.. and I will still be here for my Touched By An Angel Society.. Other than that.. I don't know anymore. See ya.. Cassie

News N' Politics
toronto xtra Category: News and Politics Revellers at this year's Pride Toronto could be forgiven for thinking that Pride season ends on Sun, Jun 24. But for many across the province, it has only just begun. In the Pride season spirit of inclusive celebration, here is a sampling of some of the events set to take place later this summer across the province. Pride London, Jul 19 to 29 Twenty-five years ago a group of friends decided to hold a Pride dance in the building housing the now-defunct Homophile Association Of London, Ontario (HALO). Today Pride London is a 10-day festival encompassing an art show, film festival, literary night, fashion show and parade. ..> SEE YOU IN SEPTEMBER. Pride/Fierté Cornwall pres Lori Taylor (left) and her partner Sylvie Lariviere at last year's Pride celebrations. ..> The theme this year is Don't Hide Your Pride — and hiding will be hard to do with so many events going on throughout the week and a half. Headliners inclu

Hogfest Bike Rally
We are having the 2nd annual HogFest Bike Rally. The date is May 23-26. Come check out our website at www.hogfestoftn.com. I hope to see more of you there this year.. I met alot of you at our first rally. Come on down and join in on the party.

Following Dreams
Well, here i sit in Denton Tx, 100 percent satisfied with my life. I have a lot of new friends who can handle being with a Cowboy and not resent it. Im working a great job, living in a motel here in town, and just generally doing really well. I guess there is still life to live after all. My last relationship tore my heart out when it ended, but now i see it as a chapter in my life that was meant to be written. Tomorrow, on the 18'th, i celebrate 2 yrs without a drink of alchohol, im really excited about it! I'll be getting my keytag from my NA group here in Denton, and once again hold my head up with pride! Well, life has changed for me once again. The person i thought loved me turned out to be a dissapointment, so i am back where i belong in Denton, tx. I am much happier to be here then anywhere else, she actually did me a huge favor by ending things. I have reconnected with old friends already who take me for who i am, not what i can do for them. I already have a job also, my v

Tennille's Blog
Okay, we took our friend Keith home who spent a couple nights here and went to my husband Marty's dentist appt. at 11. They just took x-rays. On Aug. 1st he will have his teeth cleaned, cavities filled, and the 2 bad teeth pulled...thank God! Now, I told him he better brush his teeth every day and keep going back to the dentist every 6 months. No more of this dog-poop-breath crap. Then we went to Neiman's Market and got some lunch. I got some egg rolls and Marty got some little sandwiches. I took 2 bites of one of the egg rolls in the car and then they fell on the floor of the car. That was the end of that, a real waste. Yuck. So Marty ran back into the store and got me some cold chicken. We ate and then went to the college and hung out in the library waiting for Marty's Compass Placement Test to start at 1:30. I took him to the room he needed to go to and then I went back to the library to wait for registration to start, which was at 2. I should have gone into the gym

Daily Reminder
A well-known speaker started off his seminar by: holding up a $20 bill. In a room of 200 people he asked, "Who would like this $20 bill?" Hands started going up! (Well duh!) He said, "I am going to give this $20 to one of you, but first, let me do this. **He proceeded to crumple up the $20 bill** he then asked, "Who still wants it?" Still, the hands were up in the air. Well, he replied, "What if I do this?" **dropped it on the ground and started to grind it into the floor with his shoe** He picked it up once again, now all crumpled and dirty. "Now, who still wants it?" And again, the hands went into the air!!! ****My friends, we have all learned a very valuable lesson. No matter what I did to the money, you still wanted it, because it did not decrease in value. It was still worth $20. Many times in our lives, we are dropped, crumpled, and ground into the dirt by the decisions we make and the circumstances that come our way. We feel as though we a

Mushy
Tonight for some reason I am feeling extremely mushy. By mushy I am meaning in that romantic mood, the kind that warms you up and gives you butterflies in your stomach. I am missing Rudi more then anything right now. I know that I do talk to him everyday, yet everyday just doesn't seem to be enough. I remember first writing when I first came back to the states from Germany, I was a mess missing him. Now I am a bit more on the positive side, but still missing him. In my mind it is like playing constant re-runs to all the little things he did, all the little things that made my heart grow so fond. I have never in my life had someone so romantic and caring, I was always going after the bad boys, well in the long run I learned that the bad boys are the ones that cause a lot of pain. This time I have an equal, not someone that looks down on me, but someone that actual states equality on the relationship, and that is on a friendship level as well as the romantic level. But ok I am sitting h

Parenthood
Ever since I was 12 I've been arounds babies. My sister had her first then. I spent alot of time taking care of her first 4 of 5 kids. I always had a special connection with them. I felt like they were my own. My older niece, my sister's second, was the one I was closest to because just shortly after I got married I had to care for her while she lived with me. It's not the same as having my own daughter. Knowing she's my own and not anyone elses has made me feel like I'm worth something as a woman. don't get me wrong I am worth something as a woman, but this is the one awesome thing that women do to keep this world going, giving birth. My daughter is 2 months and I just love watching her grow and learn. Learning to hold her head up, gain cotrol over her body so she controls it not just reflexes is so awesome. I love it when she smiles at me, especially for no reason. If I happen to glance her way when she smiles and starts to coo makes my heart melt. She is so adorable. I didn't f

Me
Apparently I need to start making much better choices in friends and in who I trust. As many of you know, My husband and I are in the process of getting a divorce. I had said on here I would not bash him and I won't...I also won't air our dirty laundry...however I seem to have some people that called them selves friends that feel the need to run their mouths about what they know little to nothing about...so to them I have this to say: I did not leave Dustin for another man. I am not moving in with a man or living with a man, I am on my own...for the first time in my life I am taking care of myself and I am doing fine. The reason for the divorce is no ones business but his and mine, so stay out of our business. If you have something to say...why don't you check your facts and get them straight before you start running off at the mouth. Don't make a hurtful situation even more painful for us if you really consider us friends. Talking about what you don't know is only being cruel and

Dear Friends...
I am heading out to a retreat for a few weeks. Need to recharge my spirit and be closer to where my husband is working in Mississippi. I have been in a funk without him being around and it's almost a month now we have not seen each other. I am planning to take all the dogs and cats with me so may stay there for some time, as it is also an animal rescue and food pantry for the poor in the area. We are looking to build a new sweat lodge and have several events planned with a number of special guests to participate in circles to help heal and spread positive energies globally. Camp Sister Spirit is also a Folk School and this retreat is just what I need to recharge as well as do what I love, commune in nature in a safe environment and find some peace from all that is negative and wrong in society and the planet. I have a few presentations I have prepared to also help teach and educate others of some traditions as well as harvesting the grapes and crops that are growing nicely. It's

Ink...if You Don't Know What I'm Talking About....don't Worry About It
Ladies, I apologize for the "Chicks' if it offends you, but I'm a SoCal ex-surfer and you just can't take the waves out off the soul.... Any way, here's the deal...I ABSOLUTELY applaud ALL Chicks with Ink...that is, those who don't have he Tramp Stamp just to think your ass is cool. I'm talking about those who put their thought into their art...I'm tired of the chicks thinking.."Oh my shit is the bomb because I have this tattoo on my lower back"...ewe just bend over and take it like the dog you want to be. For those of you sexy ink adorned babes...I love you. Thank you for making your bodies walking Art. I don't care if it's just one, if you're sleeved, or covered all the way...You KICK ASS! Your attention to what you put on your bodies always impresses me!

Life & Love
Everyone has a story of love lost or something similar at least, the most important thing to share (and to remember) is the lesson you have learned from it. Not everyone we get along with perfectly is "the one"...sometimes what we have is just a distraction from our current reality while we await what is to come. Take what you have with every person you meet for what it is at the moment, not for what you feel it should be or should turn into. We can't control how others feel or what they will do and they may simply not have the same feelings...there is nothing wrong with that. We have to be responsible for our own feelings and actions, yet we cannot expect that of someone else, sadly... Sometimes, love is only for the moment, sometimes, if we're lucky it's for longer.........we never know who we will meet or where life will take us. If I know nothing else, I know this to be true....sometimes easier read than to swallow in real life....I keep reading this... If yo

Ratings.
What I don't understand is how you can go to someone's profile and not rank their mug...and why is that eveyone does a 10? I mean c'mon...get real and be real...There is no way in hell I am a 10...that is unless you know me. I'd say I'm more of a 7. LOL. Gotta leave room for improvement. Be Honest...rate me LEGIT

Support Our Troops
From: Stefanie Date: Jul 11, 2007 12:42 PM THX~Deciever's Disciple A.G.A. ® You stay up for 16 hoursHe stays up for days on end.You take a warm shower to help you wake up.He goes days or weeks without running water.You complain of a "headache", and call in sick.He gets shot at as others are hit, and keeps moving forward.You put on your anti war/don't support the troops shirt, and go meet up with your friends.He still fights for your right to wear that shirt.You make sure you're cell phone is in your pocket.He clutches the cross hanging on his chain next to his dog tags.You talk trash about your "buddies" that aren't with you.He knows he may not see some of his buddies again.You walk down the beach, staring at all the pretty girls.He patrols the streets, searching for insurgents and terrorists.You complain about how hot it is.He wears his heavy gear, not daring to take off his helmet to wipe his brow.You go out to lunch, and complain because the restaurant got your order wrong

My Soul
H-K's, fivesevens, forty-five's, magnums, still keep the plastic glock, cause that shit is drastic, when it comes to poppin heat, I got the shit mastered, if I put the semi on, I'll kill yo ass faster. Concrete blocks around yo motherfucking feet, drop you in the river, watch yo ass just sink, concrete blocks around yo motherfucking feet, Detroit river, watch yo ass just sink. 6 mile, wolfpack, we carry that heat, pop you in the dome, watch yo ass just leak, you had a twenty-two, but that shits not sweet, you thought you was a man, now yo ass just meat. 6 mile's hard and your crew is weak, you thought you was a don, but your future looks bleak, layin in the streets and yo ass looks beat, I put you in the trunk, and yo body just wreeks. Happy Halloween, I got a trick for your treat, some concrete blocks around yo motherfucking feet. I stepped out the game, came back and got drafted, 6-mile LA down, PA's get blasted, wolfpack, n

Healthcare For Americans?!?!?
Parkland Memorial Hospital in Dallas Parkland Memorial Hospital in Dallas, Texas is a fairly famous institution and for a variety of reasons: 1. John F.Kennedy died there in 1963 2. Lee Harvey Oswald died there shortly after. 3. Jack Ruby-who killed Lee Harvey Oswald died there a few years later...by coincidence On the flip side, Parkland is also home to the second busiest maternity ward in the country with almost 16,000 new babies arriving each year. (That's almost 44 per day --- every day!) A recent patient survey indicated that 70 percent of the women who gave birth at Parkland in the first three months of 2006 were illegal immigrants.That's 11,200 anchor babies born every year just in Dallas. According to the article, the hospital spent $70.7 million delivering 15,938 babies in 2004 but managed to end up with almost $8 million dollars in surplus funding. Medicaid kicked in $34.5 million, Dallas County taxpayers kicked in $31.3 million and the feds tossed in anot

Buy Me A Drink!
Riddle me this...why is it that when you do go to a bar, it's 99% always the guy who buys the first round? And go figure...we buy the good shit while, when a lady does buy the round, it's a beer. What the Fuck? Some buy me a shot a TEQUILA with no Wheels!!!!

New Relationships!!!
it just makes me laugh when you put new pics on here because you want your friends to see how much fun you are having or what you got into over the weekend and ugly ass people feel the need to rate them with a four. come on if you are not going to be nice why do it especially when i can say a lot more shit about you than you can of me. haters. the person who rated me a four was probably a one but did i retaliate noooo i went to his page and rated him a ten even though he soooooooooo did not deserve it. i am not one to downgrade people but this man deserves it sqeek4u is his name. Except for the fact that we can not find a house. We have been looking and looking and nothing that suits us. The few places that we could actually see ourselves living in have already been taken when i call back Please wish me luck with the house search. This is for the guys too. I need some advice and every little bit helps. If you have read some of the other blogs then you know pretty much what my situati

Money, Money, Money $$$
I RECENTLY JOINED A NEW SITE AT THE REQUEST OF A FRIEND ON ANOTHER NETWORKING SITE. YEAH, WE'VE ALL SEEN THE GET A FREE iPod, WIN A NEW PLASMA T.V. ADS, WHICH NEVER AMOUNT TO ANYTHING. WELL, I WAS A LITTLE LEERY ABOUT THIS ONE AS WELL BUT FIGURED WHAT THE HELL, MIGHT AS WELL SEE WHAT HAPPENS. I JOINED THE TREASURE TROOPER SITE AND RECIEVED AN EMAIL NOT MORE THAN A FEW MINUTES LATER FROM THE ORGINIZATIONS HEAD EXPLAINING ALL THAT I NEEDED TO KNOW ABOUT OPERATING THE SITE... HOW TO GET THE MAXIMUM PAYOFF. AS I'M SURE A LOT OF YOU ARE LIKE MYSELF, A LITTLE FREE TIME HERE AND THERE, AT WORK, AT HOME, WHERE EVER... I DEVOTED A LITTLE OF THAT FREE TIME INTO TAKING SURVEYS FOR THIS SITE. AMAZINGLY, THE LITTLE AMOUNT OF TIME PAYED OFF. HERE’S A COPY OF THE FIRST CHECK I RECIEVED FROM TREASURE TROOPER. AS YOU CAN SEE, IT'S A REAL CHECK AND YES, I WAS ABLE TO CASH IT THROUGH MY LOCAL BANK (NOT A SCAM). I FIGURED I’D SHARE THIS WITH MY C.T. FRIENDS SO THAT THEY TO COULD EARN A

Need Help
hey yall im still in my contest and could use a hand with gettin the comments i need. the two links are at the bottom. thx to all those who do help. im in a contest and could really use a boost. actually its 2 contests and could use a hand on both. the links are below so ifin ya can stop by and leave as many comments as ya can or wanna. thanks to all that do help and i will let yall know now that i really appreciate the hell. talk to yall later.

Find Yourself!!!!
Ladies this blog goes out to u, too many times I have heard we are fend up,not being appreciated for who we are, but the only way we can get respect is to respect ourselves. In the words of alicia keys." Cause a real man, knows a real women when he see her, and a women know a real man ain't afraid to please her"So ladies don't settle for less, find that man who knows ur womens worth, and a real man can't deny that womens worth Im sure that theres somebody reading this who knows what it means when you say "Its time to find yourself, you know, when your mind is playing tricks on yah and its getting out of control. I always say "make love to the mind, whats making love to the mind? you ask,Its when you whisper something sweet in the ear then,kiss that ear to confirm,and once the mind has that confidents built up then act on it. once you have the mind the rest will follow. Sometimes its easier to fall under that mind control method, when your at a certain age, ladies exspecially

Life, Love, And Strength
Truth and Emotions I look into peoples eyes There lips do not move Yet I can hear them speak Stories unwind As thousands of silent voices Whisper softly Tales of Pain, Joy, and Laughter Stories of Love, Hate, and Tears A life of poverty Sitting on a street corner Cup of change in hand A life of pain Where every word Becomes one more mark in the wrist The joys of tears Crying behind the fake mask Playing a the role of the prince When really the pauper Quite are the lips that do not move The eyes speak without a word Darkness fades In the darkness do I lie without my wings I can not fly. lost within the night, I can not fight. Broken, bleeding, I am no longer me because of thee who changed, hurt and blinded me, I can not see Upon my face there is a mask One that keeps me from my task It is my past it hides and in the dark I have no guides Alone am I, left to defend against those who would try to offend an injury I can not mend I can n

Whats The Truth
What happens when you ask your man if he has a secret side and he tells you no but then u find things that prove other wise. What would u do? What can u say if your significant other says he can't get it up? But if he comes on site he can get an arousal

Where Are The Female Super Heros?
Hello all, Well I’m trying to keep myself busy with a lot of emails and other work. This is my second day on Cherrytap in a while. Pierce has been bugging me to at least check in once or twice a week. Last night I added some new pictures with a story called Abuse the Cheerleader. I recall I had a lot of fun doing that. I’ll add a few more tonight. Batman Begins is on now. I’m watching it and it’s pretty good. But just been thinking. There have been so many Super Hero movies as of late. But NO female super heroes I wonder why? It’s not fair. Is it because it’s not marketable? Realistically Wonder Woman would kick all the other super heroes’ asses. She’s hot and has super strength. Miss Brittany

Y I Want To Ct Marry Tigger
WELL WE WERE ASKED TO POST A BLOG ABOUT Y WE WANT TO CT MARRY TIGGER. I HAVE A MILLION AND ONE REASONS Y I WANT TO. THIS MAN IS WARM AND CARING. HE IS FUN TO BE WITH. AND JUST LOOK AT THAT HAIR. I WOULD LOVE TO JUST RUN MY FINGERS THREW IT. I WOULD BE PROUD TO BE TIGGERS CT WIFE. I LISTEN TO HIS SHOW EVERYNIGHT AND I LOVE HIS GROWL. SENDS WARM FUZZIES INSIDE. I HEAR HIM CALL OTHERS BABY..I WOULD LOVE TO HEAR HIM SAY THAT TO ME. IM A TOTAL FAN OF TIGGERS AND WOULDNT MIND DEVOTING MYSELF TO HIM. I LOVE YOU TIGGER.MUAH. YOU ARE THE BEST. YOUR A GOOD FRIEND AS WELL AS A GREAT DJ.

I Have Entered 2 Contests Plz Comme And Help Me My Friends
hope you all will help you never know when you will need me .lol hope you all help me. I have entered 2 contest and i need your help http://www.cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=664485&albumid=449308&i=2481474880 http://www.cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=664485&albumid=449306&i=2293119724 I really apreciate your help

Words To Live By
TRIUMPH FROM TRAGEDY When you experience misfortune, or when another person wrongs you, or when you find yourself in difficult circumstances, you can choose to be a victim. You can choose to solicit sympathy and to feel sorry for yourself. You can choose to take comfort in the knowledge that someone else is responsible for your troubles. Or you can choose to pick yourself up and move yourself forward. You can refuse to allow yourself to be a victim. Others may hurt you. Circumstances may work against you. Tragedy may come your way. Yet none of this means you must consent to be a victim. Choose to make triumph rise from tragedy. Choose to make every defeat a temporary one on the way to ultimate victory. Rather than being skilled at complaining and collecting excuses, become skilled at adapting and turning even the most difficult circumstances in your favor. Every opportunity to be a victim is also an opportunity to move ahead. The path you choose is up to you. ~

Introduction To The Beasts
Turbocharged Suzuki Hayabusa Pulls a wheelie in 1st gear@ 60 mph. changes gears 3 times while in the wheelie and drops the front back down @ 140 mph. Pegs it out at 220 mph but you can see the tachometer still pulling....probably topped out@ 240mph Suzuki Hayabusa 1300 GSXR Pulls a wheelie in 1st gear@ 60 mph. changes gears 3 times while in the wheelie and drops the front back down @ 140 mph. Pegs it out at 220 mph but you can see the tachometer still pulling....probably topped out@ 240mph 500hp Turbocharged 1300cc Suzuki Hayabusa GSXR

The Armory
Many years ago before I was married with children and had a disposableincome, I used to make knives on a regular basis. I started this hobbieby buying pre made blades and parts the basically just assembled andfinished the knives. I later learned thastock relief method and wasmaking my own blades and cutting my own pommels and guards out of bar stock.Around this transition time a good friend of mine and I picked up acouple of nice Damascus blades from a local knife supply company herein Columbus called Koval Knives to make a matching set ofnice Damascus skinning knives. I made up my knife very quickly and gave it to a very good friend for his 50th birthday.Fast forward 10 years when my friend was cleaning out his basment lastweekend and found the parts for the knife he never made. These partshave been passed to me for completion of the project. I'm going to eyeballthese parts for a while and decide how best to proceed. I'mthinking about doing the handle in the Scagel style, and sanding

Looking For Love On Ct
I HAVE HAD MY HEART BROKEN TO MANY TIMES TO COUNT. AND NOW IM BACK YET AGAIN TO TRY ONCE AGAIN TO FIND THAT SPECIAL SOMEONE. I WAS CALLED A LIAR WHEN SOMEONE WAS TOLD THE TRUTH ABOUT A CERTAIN PERSON BCS HE WANTED TO SAVE WHAT HE HAD WITH HER. IM SO DONE WITH THE MIND GAMES AND IM NOT LOOKING FOR SOMEONE TO PLAY MIND GAMES WITH. IM LOOKING FOR SOMEOEN WHO WILL LOVE ME FOR ME AND LIE TO ME AND BREAK MY HEART. OVER AND OVER AND OVER AGAIN. IM NOT LOOKING FOR SOMEONE WHO WILL JUST BRUSH ME ASIDE OR USE ME TO MAKE ANOTHER WOMAN JEALOUS. I DO HAVE FEELINGS AND IM TIRED OF BEING STEPPED ON LIKE A PIECE OF TRASH. IS IT SO WRONG TO ASK FOR SOMEONE TO LOVE ME? AM I WORTH BEING LOVED? I AM SO DOUWN AND OUT WITH DEPRESSION RIGHT NOW..I WANT TO FIND SOMEONE WHO CAN HELP PULL ME OUT..GIVE ME THE HOPE OF BEING LOVED. I FEEL SO EMPTY INSIDE AND I DONT WANT TO FEEL THAT WAY ANYMORE.I WANT TO FIND SOMEONE WHO I LOOK FORWARD IN TALKING TO EVERY DAY OR EVEN THREE TIMES A WEEK. I WANT TO BE WITH

I Wish
If I could have just one wish, I would wish to wake up everyday to the sound of your breath on my neck, the warmth of your lips on my cheek, the touch of your fingers on my skin, and the feel of your heart beating with mine... Knowing that I could never find that feeling with anyone other than you.

Poems
Tear away this trash you hold inside. Crazy little girl the world was once with. Now only left a hand to the wind for its self out one bye one. You kill it all with no drop. You break it with everything let it go or die trying. Forgive her for she kills her self with the mind of the weak. Blood stained clothes now nothing. Tears pour out the words of the past. feel. the one you can call is gone. when you feel all alone. if you need to fall this is why we hold the path this is why we breathe. feel the path i must go with the path i must die with breathing is less life and more death. bring in the mind. what you gonna do? what will you see? being the way we breathe the way we die? another dull night. as i sit here here frozen alone i wish it was something. i wish you could feel it the sounds get lonely. go the freaks are out tonight. i wish you could feel it. all is quite dont you feel it

The Meaning Of The Flage Draped Coffin
Meaning of Flag Draped Coffin All Americans should be given this lesson. Those who think that America is an arrogant nation should really reconsider that thought. Our founding fathers used GOD's word and teachings to establish our Great Nation and I think it's high time Americans get re-educated about this Nation's history. Pass it along and be proud of the country we live in and even more proud of those who serve to protect our "GOD GIVEN" rights and freedoms. I hope you take the time to read this..... To understand what the flag draped coffin really means..... Here is how to understand the flag that laid upon it and is surrendered to so many widows and widowers. Do you know that at military funerals, the 21-gun salute stands for the sum of the numbers in the year 1776? Have you ever noticed the honor guard pays meticulous attention to correctly folding the United States of America Flag 13 times? You probably thought it was to symbolize the original 13 colonies, but we lea

Sarah Mclachlan - I Will Remember You Lyrics
Angel Spend all your time waiting for that second chance for a break that would make it okay there's always one reason to feel not good enough and it's hard at the end of the day I need some distraction oh beautiful release memory seeps from my veins let me be empty and weightless and maybe I'll find some peace tonight in the arms of an angel fly away from here from this dark cold hotel room and the endlessness that you fear you are pulled from the wreckage of your silent reverie you're in the arms of the angel may you find some comfort there so tired of the straight line and everywhere you turn there's vultures and thieves at your back and the storm keeps on twisting you keep on building the lie that you make up for all that you lack it don't make no difference escaping one last time it's easier to believe in this sweet madness oh this glorious sadness that brings me to my knees in the arms of an angel fly away from here from this dark cold hot

My 3 Js
What's the three Js? That's not the question. The question is who are my 3 Js. They are 3 women, 3 women I fell for. Why am I putting this on myspace? I just don't know. Those of you who really know me will know who they are. Jay #1: I met her 13 years ago, on Feb. 11, 1994. She is a good girl that i just couldn't trust. I just don't know what to say about her. All I can say is that, I'm not with her today is because I've failed to prove that I'm not the person that I use to be. It's my fault. I put her though hell. I want her to know that I'm sorry, and that I love her and always will. I just rather never deal with her again.(not ready for a relationship but 2 weeks after, you're in one) Jay #2: I met her a little more then 4 years ago in Dec. 2002. She is also a good girl that won't trust me. I messed up on her also. I should have treated her like the queen she is. I took her for granted and lost another good woman. I'm not with her today because I've failed

Who I Am.
I am a friend to so many ppl. But yet I often feel as if I have no friends. Why is that? What is a friend? Are you really my friend? How many times have you gone out of your way to see me in the last six months? Have you ever told me that you love me?(I love my friends) I have different emotions every day I wake up. Sometimes I feel like a peice of shit(like this world is too good for me. Other times I feel like I'm to good for this world and the people in it. Why I'm saying this I just don't know, I havn't got a clue. Back to friends. A friend of mine came all the way from the Bronx to see me yesterday. I had so much fun. We played handball, then went back to the crib and played chess, (sorry about the 15 games of ass whipping I gave you). So what's my point in bringing this up? I just don't know. I just don't know about a lot of things anymore these days, like who are my friends and who just call themselves my friend. I been thinking about that a lot. I guess I'm just a

Love?
What does love feel like? When we reach that stage in our lives where we are at peace with our sins and in acceptance of our past do we feel a calmness in our souls or a roaring in our hearts? Do you love someone enough to give all of your mind body & soul ... Does love give you that person that walks beside you in life never in front or in back of you? How do we know when we find that person? Is it a look, touch, taste, smell, laugh, smile....does it hurt... does it consume you so much that you lose your breath? Does your heart bleed when you are apart?

God I Hate Him
I swear I hate him. Everytime I just let shit go, he txts fugly all day long, I let it go. He gets off of work at 5:00 why is it 8:00 now why won't he answer his phone but he will text me back. Why because he is fucking with the dirty ugly whore. No I don't have proof, but I know deep in my stomach thats where he is. I feel sick to my stomach. He has the car, OUR car and asks me what I need it for. It's OUR car I don't need to tell you what I need it for. You put everything you have into a relationship, and for what?? To get stepped on, kicked, dragged through the mud?? Its not worth it, nothing is worth it. I'm done.Why the hell do I feel like crying. When he isn't worth not one of my tears. /end rant

Poems
Life By: Jen Peterson Life doesn't always seem to go our way, it being hard to forget the pain, choosing whether to laugh or cry. My mind travels far, in a sea of emotions, sometimes wondering to run through a feild of dreams. Most of your feelins you tend to hide, not letting them out and locking them up in side. You act like nothings wrong, wanting to let loose your feelings and not care. Putting up a front and pretending to be strong, thinking all alone wishing to be dared. Someday your feelings will shine and only then true happiness you'll find. I Love You By: Jen Peterson I love you for the happiness you bring to me each day. I love you for the tenderness that lies within your heart. I love you for the way you said "I miss you" when we're apart. I love you for your patience when I've done something wrong. I love youu for your laughter that lingers like a song. I love you for the gentle way yo

Number One Cherry Tapper..thank You Jodi..
This blog is for my personal use.I wanted to keep it. she is always there to help everyone else out when needed. Go show her some kickass cherry love!!! BooBoo...Rate,Fan, Add, So I can return it:)@ CherryTAP (repost of original by 'wishful thinking' on '2007-07-08 18:14:17')

Ass`s
how can a 60-year-old man still act like a teenager sometimes? when it comes to having an attitude like a hormonal teenager....maybe it is a split personality or NO probably little too much alcohol....I don't understand...if you know that you have a alcohol problem not saying that you drink too much...but the alcohol alters your personality....a sweet old man...into a mouthy old crotchety man....does he not realize it? or just doesn't care that's what I would like to know

Military
I wear no uniforms, no blues or Army greens. But I am in the military in the ranks rarely seen. I have no rank on my shoulders. Salutes I do not give. But the mililary world is the place where I live. I am not in the chain of command, orders I don't get. BUt my husband is the one who does, this I cannot forget. I am not the one who fires weapons, who puts my life on the line. But my job is just as tough. I am the one that's left behind. My hisband is a Warrior, a brave and prideful man and the call to serve his country, not all can understand. Behind the lines I see the things needed to keep this country free. My husband makes the sacrific, but so do our kids and me. I love the man I married. Soldiering is his life. But I am a Silent Warrior, known as the Military Wife. * I read this today in some mail that I got. I am not married to a soldier though I have been before. My heart goes out to those wifes and children dealing with their fathers and husbands gone. But

Todays Funny 7/11/07
The Cowboy Boots An elderly man, Bert, always wanted a pair of authentic cowboy boots. So, seeing some on sale one day, he buys them, wears them home, walking proudly. He walks into the house and says to his wife: "Notice anything different about me?" Margaret looks him over, "Nope." Frustrated Bert storms off into the bathroom, undresses, and walks back into the room completely naked except for the boots. Again, he asks, a little louder this time, "Notice anything different NOW?" Margaret looks up and says, "Bert, what's different? It's hanging down today, it was hanging down yesterday, and it'll be hanging down again tomorrow." Furious, Bert yells, "AND DO YOU KNOW WHY IT'S HANGING DOWN, MARGARET?" "Nope," she replies. "IT'S HANGING DOWN BECAUSE IT'S LOOKING AT MY NEW BOOTS!!!!!" Margaret replies, "Shoulda bought a hat, Bert. Shoulda bought a hat."

My Girl
She feels the breath..warm and moist She feels the touch..her pleasure unvoiced Eyes stare deep into her soul To make this one happy is her goal She smells the escence of lavender and soap Her mind feels with joy and hope A soft touch just like silk Skin soft and pale like fresh milk Laying on the bed of roses Not sure of herself and her poses People say this is wrong But to her its the perfect song She melts into love and pleasure never felt With each touch she begins to melt Soft lips taste like sugar Each kiss just seems to linger Now as they lay in eachother arms She realizes all of this ones charms This is her life..her love forever This is her perfect friend and lover A woman has stolen her heart This love she prays will never depart by alanna this is to my girl..the one that knows me best you are the one that has beat out all the rest when my day is dark and there is no light you give me the strength

Jacy's
is it the barb that attracts us ? or might it be the rose ? for me the barbs are really fun !!! but the smell of the the rose keeps leading me, I know it will lead me to what I love best the barb...........

Black And White
Black and White for old farts. Black and White (Under age 40? You won't understand.) You could hardly see for all the snow, Spread the rabbit ears as far as they go. Pull a chair up to the TV set, "Good Night, David. Good Night, Chet." My Mom used to cut chicken, chop eggs and spread mayo on the same cutting board with the same knife and no bleach, but we didn't seem to get food poisoning. My Mom used to defrost hamburger on the counter AND I used to eat it raw sometimes, too. Our school sandwiches were wrapped in wax paper in a brown paper bag, not in icepack coolers, but I can't remember getting e.coli. Almost all of us would have rather gone swimming in the lake instead of a pristine pool (talk about boring), no beach closures then. The term cell phone would have conjured up a phone in a jail cell, and a pager was the school PA system. We all took gym, not PE.. and risked permanent injury with a pair of high top Ked's (only worn in gym)

Evil Shit To Be Wary Of...
...new york. not the city, not the state. the person. yup, i know i'm not alone in this. the fact that this odious person posesses any celebrity status at all completely astounds me. she is a slack-eyed shit mouth. i hate looking at her almost as much as i hate hearing her speak. she is a complete waste of breath, yet for some reason, she has her own television show. but you know what? i could blame you, the AMERICAN PUBLIC, for making her famous and giving some network executive some slim excuse to pay her a paycheck...but i don't blame you. i blame flav. that's right. but if i were to continue the blame, i could carry it back even further and say it's all chuck d's fault for giving flav a job in public enemy. but i won't do that, chuck d probably told flava that he fucked up by bringing that ho onto his show in the first place. and i like public enemy, they fight the power. but flava, you must redeem yourself. new york is a blight on humanity. shit, she can't even

Special High Iq
You have a sexual IQ of 148 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com This guy has set this country back many years with his inability to handle this country. Thank god for barack obama. Any thoughts?

Scatology
Close-to-complete Ideology and Religion Shit List Taoism: Shit happens. Confucianism: Confucius say, "Shit happens." Buddhism: If shit happens, it isn't really shit. Zen Buddhism: Shit is, and is not. Zen Buddhism #2: What is the sound of shit happening? Hinduism: This shit has happened before. Islam: If shit happens, it is the will of Allah. Islam #2: If shit happens, kill the person responsible. Islam #3: If shit happens, blame Israel. Catholicism: If shit happens, you deserve it. Protestantism: Let shit happen to someone else. Presbyterian: This shit was bound to happen. Episcopalian: It's not so bad if shit happens, as long as you serve the right wine with it. Methodist: It's not so bad if shit happens, as long as you serve grape juice with it. Congregationalist: Shit that happens to one person is just as good as shit that happens to another. Unitarian: Shit that happens to one person is just as bad as shit that happens to another. Lutheran: If sh

Can Someone Please Save Her!!
THIS ADORABLE YORKIE NEEDS A HOME A.S.A.P.!! WE HAVE HAD TO RESCUE HER FROM THE CAT AT LEAST 2 TIMES NOW!!AND THOSE ARE THE ONES WE SAW. SHE IS AVAILABLE ON EBAY WITH LOTS OF OTHER STUFF. PLEASE SAVE HER FROM THE CAT!!!!!

Wax
All hair removal methods have tricked women with their promises of easy, painless removal- The epilady, scissors, razors, Nair, and now... the wax. My night began as any other normal weeknight. Come home, fix dinner, play with the kids. I then had the thought that would ring painfully in my mind for the next few hours: "Maybe I should pull the waxing kit out of the medicine cabinet." So I headed to the site of my demise: the bathroom. It was one of those "cold wax" kits. No melting a clump of hot wax, you just rub the strips together in your hand, they get warm and you peel them apart and press them to your leg (or wherever else) and you pull the hair right off. No muss, no fuss. How hard can it be? I mean, I'm not a genius, but I am mechanically inclined enough to figure this out. (Y A THINK!?!) So I pull one of the thin strips out. Its two strips facing each other stuck together. Instead of rubbing them together, my genius kicks in so I get out the hair dryer and

Donk
Give me a comment that your interested and want to play and then: 1. I’ll respond with something random about you 2. I’ll challenge you to try something 3. I’ll pick a color that I associate with you 4. I’ll tell you something I like about you 5. I’ll tell you my first/clearest memory of you 6. I’ll tell you what animal you remind me of 7. I’ll ask you something I’ve always wanted to ask you 8. If I do this for you, you must post this on yours. Yes, people, the blog police will get you unless you do (hence the rubber hoses) DO IT! 1. I’ll respond with something random about you 2. I’ll challenge you to try something 3. I’ll pick a color that I associate with you 4. I’ll tell you something I like about you 5. I’ll tell you my first/clearest memory of you 6. I’ll tell you what animal you remind me of 7. I’ll ask you something I’ve always wanted to ask you 8. If I do this for you, you must post this on yours. Yes, people, the blog police will get you unless you do (hen

I'm A "d" What Are You?
According to studies, the first letter of your first name reveals your sexual identity ... What do you think? Repost this with the letter of your first name. -A- You are not particularly romantic, but you are interested inaction. You mean business. With you, what you see is what you get. You have no patience for flirting and can't be bothered with someone who is trying to be coy, cute, demure,and subtly enticing. You are an up front person. When it comes to sex, its action that counts not obscure hints.Your mate's physical attractiveness is important to you. You find the chase and challenge of the "hunt" invigorating. You are passionate and sexual as well as being much more adventurous than you appear; however, you do not go around advertising these qualities. Your physical needs are your primary concern. -B- You give off vibes of lazy sensuality. You enjoy being romanced, wined, and dined. You are very ha ppy to receive gifts as an ___expression of the affection of your lo

Photoshop
Does anyone happen to have any interest in having some photoshop editing done on any of there pics? I really shouldn't have the time, but I could use the distraction, since life is often so much fun. It'll be low res quick work, but it'll be more than good enough for CT use. If you're interested, let me know what pic you'd like worked on and what you're interested in having done. Different backgrounds, special effects, color changes, color removal, whatever you can think of. Ever wondered what you'd look like with different colored eyes? Shoot me a message and I'll see what I can do. Thanks.

Guesst Book
hey are signing guestbooks cool or nor? if they are cool would you mine signin my guestbook please? when u have time of course lol. much love to all of my friends and family thanks to you i would be where i am now on ct thanks to you all

Nsfw Poems
SINCEREmony KNEEL! Before Me You Bow, Eyes Closed to Savor Blind Obedience as a Welcome Curse, As Rose Petals Fall on Creamy Shoulders, Speak to Me Your Vows of Loyal Service. Untouched Soul Inhaled by Your Masters Prescence, Given Freely to Be Obtained, Freedom of Body Lost, Mind Shackled by Desire, "SLUT" You are Renamed. Thy Forehead Annointed by Masters Kiss, a Faint Whisper Recites His Pride, Her Hair Tasted, My Cologne Worshipped, Statuesque, My Cheek caresses Hers to Her Delight.Perfectly Poised and Focused, Her Body Mine to Maneuver, Hair Clutched to Tilt Her Head Back and Forth, Power in My Touch, My Lips Kiss the Circumfrance of Her Neck, Warm and Moist, Never Straying Coarse. Her Heart Races at Her Masters Passion, Feverish, yet Defies Temptation to Respond, She Hears a Faint Jingle, Hypnotic and Alluring, My Hands to Each Side of Her Throat, a Collar attached, too Me She Forever Belongs. Locked with Only One Key, in My Posses

What Does It Matter?
Ok,my friends and family this should be easy for you..Define "shake" There,are many that have written about their lifes influence,their friends and even their loves..Many,have asked me"who are you,shake"? Now,you have a chance to answer that question..Think,you can? There,among you that have gotten that close to be able to answer that Question.. I,am many or just one person..This,is yours to choose.. I,have left many comments on your stashs..Rated you high..Not,because I seek anything in return..I,have read your blogs,watched your videos..You,have given me insight to your thoughts and feelings..Not,many would ever let that happen in life beyond this computer..Think,about it,think about what Ive left you in your stashs..Then,one day you will read a comment that will make you laugh,then the thought process begins..Who,is shake? To my family and Friends.. Im,leaveing fubar..It`s not that I havent had fun meeting people from all over this big blue marble..It`s time to say goodbye and

What Do Your Hands Say About You
What Your Hands Say About You You are logical, analytical, and rational. You have good verbal skills. Flexible and broad minded, you can fit in to any situation. There's no telling where your life will take you. Consistent and reliable, you like to count on structure and routine in your life. Your emotions tend to be nervous and potent. Your energy - both positive and negative - deeply impacts your life. What Do Your Hands Say About You?

Fbi Agents
The FBI had an opening for an assassin. After all the background checks, interviews and testing were done there were 3 finalists. Two men and a woman. For the final test, the FBI agents took one of the men to a large metal door and handed him a gun. "We must know that you will follow your instructions no matter what the circumstances. Inside the room you will find your wife sitting in a chair. Kill Her!!!" "The man said, "You can't be serious, I could never shoot my wife" The agent said, "Then you're not the right man for this job. Take your wife and go home." The second man was given the same instructions. He took the gun and went into the room. All was quiet for about 5 minutes. The man came out with tears in his eyes, "I tried, but I can't kill my wife." The agent said, "You don't have what it takes. Take your wife and go home." Finally, it was the woman's turn. She was given the same instructions, to kill her husband. Sh

Booboo Is Special..from Mark & Christie
Im stil lost ofr owrds for all the love from all of you..Much Love..Big Hugs...Just wanted to keep this Special! "Special" is a word that is used to describe something one-of-a-kind like a hug or a sunset or a person who spreads love with a smile or kind gesture. "Special" describes people who act from the heart and keep in mind the hearts of others. "Special" applies to something that is admired and precious which can never be replaced. "Special" is the word that best describes YOU ! You are Special BooBoo thanks for all the help with everything you are always there for everyone! Thanks for being such a special friend! Mark & Christie

New Site For Adults..hehe
I don't usually pass on any porn (which I accidentally received); however, I felt that you're old enough and mature enough to handle this one. At least I hope you are. If you just delete it, which of course is your privilege, then you will never know how good or bad you think it is. Click on the link below and if it doesn't work, copy and paste it onto your address bar: http://drunkfriends.com/quickies/freesex.html

Thanks!
I just wanna say how great my friends/family/fans are.... I have met some really amazing people and your so sweeeet and always showin lots of love! I really appreciate it....u all are really the best So thanks for not fogetting about me and remember to stop by and say hi! I have new pictures for those of you who dont get alerts yayyy!! New pictures- heres one of many hehe Click to check out my pics in my last folder LUVZ YA ALL Thanks again and have a great day/night... ~Cindy

The Psychiatrist And The Proctologist
Two doctors opened an office in a small town and put up a sign >>reading: >> >> "Dr. Smith and Dr. Jones, "Hysterias and Posteriors" >> >> The town council was not happy with the sign, so the doctors >>changed it to read, "Schizoids and Hemorrhoids" >> >> This was not acceptable either so, in an effort to satisfy the >>council, they changed the sign to, "Catatonics and High Colonics" >> >> No go. >> >> Next, they tried, "Manic Depressives and Anal Retentives" >> >> Thumbs down again. >> >> Then came, "Minds and Behinds" >> >> Still no good. >> >> Another attempt resulted in, "Lost Souls and Butt Holes" >> >> U naccep table again. >> >> So they tried, "Analysis and Anal Cysts" >> >> No way. >> >> "Nuts and Butts"? >> >> No way. >> >> "Freaks and Cheeks"? >> >> Still no go. >> >> "Loons and Moons"? >> >> Forget it. >> >> Almost at their wit's end, the doctors finally came up with: >> >> "Dr. Smith and Dr. Jones, Odds and Ends" >> >> Everyone l

A Dark Poem For My First Blog.
Death! Death I see your wretched face, your hated features lined dark with lace. Even at my youthful age, I feel your lustful hands reaching out for me. And as your nails rip my skin, I know the pain of all my sin. As your grip gets stronger, tighter, my few hopes dim even furhter, till dark is all I see. Then dear God,,, Set me free. ShadowWolf.

Donde Esta ...where Are You
i know you are out there in your own world maybe i know you tink , but are you thinking of me i know you have hard times and everyone knows that are you hideing from me or is it just the hole world that is so anoying to you i know how it feels to just want to be alone i find you sleeping and wish i could kiss you im outside waiting where are you

Young Farm Couple
A young farm couple, Homer and Daisy, got married and just couldn't seem to get enough lovin'. In the morning, before Homer left the house for the fields, they made love. When Homer came back from the fields, they made love. After supper, they made love. And again at bedtime, they made love. The problem was their nooner: it took Homer a half hour to travel home and another half hour to return to the fields and he just wasn't ;getting enough work done. Finally Homer asked the town doctor what to do. "Homer," said the doctor, "just take your rifle out to the fields with you and when you're in the mood, fire off a shot into the air. That will be Daisy's signal to come out to you. Then you won't lose any field time." They tried Doc's advice and it worked well for a while until one day when Homer cam e back to the doctor's office. "What's wrong?" Asked the Doc. "Didn't my idea work?" "Oh, it worked good," said Homer. "Whenever I was in the mood, I fired off a s

My Stance
I would like to apologize in advance for the length and tone of this. I want it to be known that this is not an attack on anyone. I am in no way, shape, or form writing this with the intention to insult anyone, but i'm tired of arguing with people only to lose them afterward. This is my stance on supporting the troops that are currently engaged in Iraq. The first thing that needs to be done is is to define the meaning of the word support as it is currently being used. It is my understanding, by the context that it is often used, that to support the troops is to have a level of appreciation for why they are there. This is the crux of my problem and the reason for the loss of my friends. I don't appreciate their reason(s) for being there. So in essence I don't "support" the troops. Here is where I ask for your understanding. You need to comprehend how i define support. My lack of support is not a blanket rule for all the troops there. The basis of my stance splits the t

Got To Check It Out!
Hey you all! My first day at cherrytap, and i must say: it looks inviting! But tell me, is it indeed interesting? I'm just a heterosexual guy from Holland (Europe, you know: windmills & wooden shoes:) ) and i want to ask you if you'll say to me: You got to check it out! Because... See ya!

Just A Blog....lmao!
So heres a me attempting to do this blog thing... Wat is a blog and wat are you suppose to with them?...lmao! Well i guess 4 my first blog this is pretty boring... I am getting really bored with this at this point....(cant stop laughing) Well to who ever reads this damn blog I hope you werent to bored with it cause cant you tell how much fun i have had writting it.....lmfao!

War
Anyone who reads this, help me understand. What are we fighting for? As per my stash entries today.. I have been trying to find some online resources to help me make sense of the wars we are fighting in Iraq and Afganistan. Up until this point, I have deliberately remained blissfully ignorant. I didn't want to know. I still don't. But I NEED to. How did all this start? A discussion with a friend on US plans to invade Iran. I still have found no online articles or evidence to support or refute this claim, and until I do, I cannot give it credibility. I can not believe or accept that a country would invade another simply because it *MIGHT* be a threat. That seems so... Hitler.. to me. So.. why are we there, then? Six years after the fact, we can't still be retaliating for 9/11. Realistically speaking, going to a country's homeland and blowing up its civilians does not seem like a logical way (to me) to end terrorism. It seems more likely to propagate it. Hell it seems

Police Raid
yesterday i was at one of my friends house and why i was there the cops showed up and raided the house looking for a fugitve i thought that i was going to jail in all i didnt go to jail but my friend did and it sucked

When Your Time Run Out
this is a letter to men and women that have that person that they love and want to share the rest of there life with....we spend so much time on the past that our future could be right there in our face and we don't even know it or better yet we take that for granted...no matter man or women!! I lost the women i was suppose to be with for the rest of my life cause of my lack of trust and faith in our love and believe that at the end of the day as long as we have one another nothing really matter in this world, but being a person as i was i though we would have all the time in the world and she wouldn't go anywhere, but i was wrong dead wrong....i can't blame a person for wanting more out of life and when there not getting it they will find it somewhere else....i look back and i think of all the times i was down and a call from her mademe smile like i just won the lottery when in fact i did when we got together and she became my women....so now if she ever read this i hope she understan

My Divorce
Well today I went and signed all the paperwork nessacary to get this shit done and over with! so in about 2 weeks from now I will be FREE at last FREE at last...lol....I am just so excited seeings how we have been seperated for so long....8 years we have been separated so what's the sense of not getting it done and over with?....I truely am thankful that he has cooperated with everything and was not a dick to me in any shape way or form....til he get's the final copy of the divorce papers then I am sure that I will be hearing from him....lol....gotta love the ignore button on yer cell phone! So anywho I can finally start setting plans and a date for my wedding to happen!

Paramedic Things
Glascow Coma Scale Infant Eye Opening Child/Adult 4 Spontaneously Spontanesously 4 3 To Speech To Speech 3 2 To Pain To Pain 2 1 No Response No Response 1 Best Verbal Response 5 Coos, Babbles Oriented 5 4 Irritable cries Confused 4 3 Cries To Pain Inapp. Words 3 2 Moans, Grunts Incomprehensible 2 1 No response No response 1 Best Motor Response 6 Spontaneous Obays Commands 6 5 Localizes pain Localizes Pain 5 4 Withdrawls f/ pain Withdrawls f/ pain 4 3 Flexion(decorticate) Flexion(decorticate)3 2 Extension(Decereb.) Extension(Decereb.) 2 1 No Response No Response 1 _____=TOTAL ->(GCS Intubate!)20 kg 10-20 kg 90 radial 50-90 femoral

Randomness
The Why's of Men 1. WHY DO MEN BECOME SMARTER DURING SEX? (because they are plugged into a genius) 2. WHY DON'T WOMEN BLINK DURING SEX? (they don't have enough time) 3. WHY DOES IT TAKE 1 MILLION SPERM TO FERTILIZE ONE EGG? (they don't stop to ask directions) 4. WHY DO MEN SNORE WHEN THEY LIE ON THEIR BACKS? (because their balls fall over their butt-hole and they vapor lock) (You're laughing, aren't you?!?!) 5. WHY WERE MEN GIVEN LARGER BRAINS THAN DOGS? (so they won't hump women's legs at cocktails parties) 6. WHY DID GOD MAKE MEN BEFORE WOMEN? (you need a rough draft before you make a final copy) 7. HOW MANY MEN DOES IT TAKE TO PUT A TOILET SEAT DOWN? (don't know.....it never happened) ( C'mon guys, we laugh at your blonde jokes!) And the personal favorite: 8. WHY DID GOD PUT MEN ON EARTH? (because a vibrator can't mow the lawn) Remember, if you haven't got a smile on your face and l

My Love
Well a week ago today my divorce was final. I think it has finally hit me that I'm free from my ex-husband's crazy ass. I know since we have a child together he will always be a part of my life. But to just know now that he doesn't "rule" my life anymore is so awesome. During the time my ex-husband and I were going through the divorce I met an amazing man. If I haven't met him at that time I don't know where I would be right now. Honestly I probably wouldn't have gotten custody of my son because I would have been strung out on meth again and all fucked up. I'm so glad he came into my life at that time. Even though it was kind of rough timing as the divorce goes it all happened for a reason. And God put him in my life at that time to help me get through all of this. It's so amazing how things work out. When my ex and I split up I just kept telling myself that no matter what happened I wasn't going to get into a relationship I was just going to take time to heal and focus on my son a

Addiction
It is within deep, deep down inside it comes out only to feed It feeds on my mind day after day and it burns me with need The creature is sly hiding in my soul to wait and speak to me The devil is there night after night making me want without care Each promise I make to clean it out The daemons come out to taunt me I think, if only but still I can't resist The end of my need for a time It says "just one more" "youv'e said no before" my life always filled with regrets Someday I'll win I have only to begin by saying one simple word To admit the truth is hardest it seems when it's you that you're talking to Look in the mirror the lines there aren't new I'd like to begin today Just saying no I think I would know Is the hardest decision to make

One
The Love Of ONE I wish that I had known you, had known a mothers love I wish that we could have been friends like others and their kin When I remember how it could have been It makes me sad to say To know you had a chance to be what I'll never be today Chances are I'll do the same so scared to prove it true I'll just be alone you see that way I know I'm not you. If only I could see in time I'd look ahead to find what lies ahead for all of us I'd not make mistakes you see or pretend it wasn't true Ask me to forgive you please I'll do it you know it's due Just ask and you will see You never have you know never once in all these years have you said "I regret my choice" Who will comfort you in age not me, or them, we are free We have lived and loved without you all this time since then Each of us has learned to live without that saving grace In all these ways we are the same Just you in another face.