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Jose Cookies
Jose Cuervo Christmas Cookies ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ 1 cup of water 1 tsp baking sode 1 cup of sugar 1 tsp of salt 1 cup of brown sugar 1 tsp lemon juice 4 large eggs 1 cup nuts 2 cups dried fruit 1 bottle Jose Cuervo Tequila Sample the Cuervo to check quality. Take a large bowl, check the Cuervo again to be sure it is of the highest quality. Pour one level up and drink. Turn on the electric mixer... Beat one cup of butter in a large fluffy bowl. Add one teaspoon of sugar.. Beat again. At this point it's best to make sure the Cuervo is still OK, try another cup just in case. Turn off the mixerer thingy. Break 2 leggs and add to the bowl and chuck in the cup of dried fruit, Pick the frigging fruit off the floor..... Mix on the turner. If the fried druit gets stuck in the beaterers just pry lloose with a drewscriver. Sampple the Cuervo to check for tonsisticity. Next, sift two cups of salt, or something. Who giveshz a sheet. Check the Jose

Thank You!:)
i want to thank my family,friends and fans for the beautiful birthday wishes and gifts they gave me,i really have the sweetest friends of the whole world, i really mean that:) thank you all!:) paulien

Dear Kotex
Dear Kotex, I recently noticed that the peel-off strip of my pantiliner had a bunch of "Kotex Tips for Life" on it. Annoying advice such as: Staying active during your period can relieve cramps. Avoiding caffeine may help reduce cramps and headaches. Drink 6-8 glasses of water a day to keep you hydrated and feeling fresh. Try Kotex blah blah blah other products... Obviously the individual behind this was someone who has never possessed a functioning set of ovaries. Go ahead and tell a menstruating woman that drinking 6-8 glasses of water will help keep her feeling fresh. Like we need more fluid inside our bloated bodies from hell...but go ahead. See what happens and report back. I'll wait. While you're at it, dump out the coffee at work and remove the chocolate from the vending machine. I garan-friggin-tee that the first responders will be females who just ovulated. This advice was some brain function of a male..right??? Staying active will

What Is Your Sexual Style
You scored as Hot, You are Hot, you scream and are wild, people love doing anything sexual with you.Hot100% Soft94% Violent94% Sweet88% Exciting75% Wet56% Awkward44% Shy31% What is your sexual style?created with QuizFarm.com

A Store That U Need To Read.
4 yrs ago i meet this girl that though she colud never have kids.cause when she was 16 she was pregnant but she losted the baby. then when i meet her she was telling me this. She would sit an cry cause she wanna a kid so bad. Well feb. 27.07. she had a lil boy . hes the one in my pic..... his foot was messed up when he was born..... But i am just so happy for her .... I know she will make a good mommy ... my prays go out to her an her family ... so pleas keep the lil biy in ur prays at night. THANK YOU, SHORTY420. 4 yrs ago i meet the man of my dreams. I love him so much. I would die for him. I would kill an bitch that trys to fu*k with him. Hes my bestfriend, my world, my hubby, I love you so much baby, I am glad that i get to grow old with you. where ever life may take us I will be there for you. what ever god made put on fornt of us i will be there. I will always have your back, you will always be my best friend. Love your wifey in lifey. shorty420

Contest
she is behind in her contest we need ur help stop by and rate and leave some comments Come on SCF Bombers we really need to win this contest for her. she really behind but we have till midnite if your online plz help... To Christina and Teresa of my crew the SCF Bombers and Peaches And the Members of the Sweet Peach Bombing and Leveling Crew Thank You For Showing luv and helping me. Just wanted to say thnx and i will return the luv...

Life
Hey everyone. I am so sorry that I have not been able to be in contact with anyone lately. There are issues right now that I am taking care of and hopefully soon I will be back up and running. Right now I am back in Wilkes Barre for a few days I recieved a phone call last night in regards to my father. He is not doing well at all. His kidneys have shut down he is no longer eating. They sent a priest in yesterday evening to read his last rights. So it is only a matter of time. Thank you to everyone who continues to keep my family and I in their thoughts and prayers. It helps knowing that there are people out there who care. I miss you all and hope that things are well. Hugs and luvs to all of you. Missy Hey everyone just wanted to let you know that I will not be around for a few days. I might be able to check in here and there but that will be it. For those of you who do not know my dads health has been failing he had a tumor back in April that was removed and thy t

That Night,omg
Drawing her bath and sinking into the hot water ANGEL remembers their last night together. He was wanting to be a bit kinky and had brought the handcuffs, she gladly attached them to him and the headboard, kissing him deeply before she moved slowly down his body, biting and licking her way to his already hard cock. Hearing his moans, knowing her pussy was just out of his reach. She nibbled her way around the head..then lapping at the shaft as she had done before..knowing it would make him crazy. Turning to see the lust in his eyes, made her smile, and she spreads his legs wider, lifting them slightly as she bathed his balls with her tongue. His low gutteral moans of "oh my god baby" were music to her ears. Now taking her time and kissing and biting at his thighs, letting her breasts brush against them, as she worked her way to his ankles. Then stopping and turning to face him, she sat upon the footboard, spreading her legs wide as she started running her finger over her moist pink lips

Alice In Chains
Bury me softly in this womb I give this part of me for you Sand rains down and here I sit Holding rare flowers In a tomb...in bloom Down in a hole and I dont know if I can be saved See my heart I decorate it like a grave You dont understand who they Thought I was supposed to be Look at me now a man Who wont let himself be Down in a hole, feelin so small Down in a hole, losin my soul Id like to fly, But my wings have been so denied Down in a hole and theyve put all The stones in their place Ive eaten the sun so my tongue Has been burned of the taste I have been guilty Of kicking myself in the teeth I will speak no more Of my feelings beneath Down in a hole, feelin so small Down in a hole, losin my soul Id like to fly but my Wings have been so denied Bury me softly in this womb Oh I want to be inside of you I give this part of me for you Oh I want to be inside of you Sand rains down and here I sit Holding rare flowers (oh I want to be inside of y

Oh So Close
Can you help my firned and many of your .hes in a contest to 50,000..hes about 6,000 off.i have some great friends and I know you will come show him some love. He was there when i needed him im there now to help him and will you come too..thank you

We Wonin The Hobby Class Saturday Night
Hey ya'll just spreadin the news, we won the race Saturday night. Clanton got rained out so they had some cars there and the "dominator" of the hobby class in clanton was there and he won his heat race so, he and Jeremy started side by side in the main, but it was the yellow #64 who dominated the race, he lead the entire race and pulled away from the cars on the track! WOO HOO, we are coming for the $500 purse this Saturday! http://www.shelbycountyspeedway.net/recap.html copy/paste into your browser and you can see pictures of the winners!

How Kinky Are You
You scored as Very Kinky, You are very Kinky. Yuo are not over the top but you like kinky arousements and you are willing to try something new every time. You will make a very fun sex partnerVery Kinky100% A Sicko60% Average50% A WUSS !!20% How sexual are youcreated with QuizFarm.com

Does One Care?
Ok so I have watched alot of my so called friends go from being friends to just caring about ranks and leveling.... What happened to actually caring about someone? This makes me sick, I cant believe people give a shit more about ranks and levels than peoples feelings, and to top it off those that just want phone sex, cyber sex and shows.. Screw that crap, Im NOT gonna do any shows or be or cam for NO ONE again... Damnit people I have feelings and issues too... This site doesnt mean shit to me compared to knowing or getting to know a person... And some can shove their levels and ranks straight up their asses...... And those willing to throw away friendships bc of levels and ranks, get the hell off my friends list... I dont need this shit in my life... Its gonna be this way

Alannah Myles
Why do I feel like I'm losing you Will it ever become what I've always wanted it to You tell me I'm the lucky one, how can you say that When it breaks my heart to see another woman with you Chorus: Oh lover of mine, oh lover of mine When it hurts so bad, I wanna hold you in my arms Make me feel like you wanna be a lover of mine After we've said all there is to say Am I still in your heart or am I just in your way My desire for you is running wild, jealousy, dangerous kind When I see you looking at another woman that way chorus Please set me free or give me a reason for trying to keep it alive There is no need for us to be lonely Give me some kind of hope, I'm walking a fine line chorus Make me feel like you wanna be a lover of mine Make me feel like you wanna be a lover of mine Mississippi in the middle of a dry spell Jimmy Rogers on the Victrola up high Mama's dancin' with baby on her shoulder The sun is settin' like molasses in the sky The boy could sing, kn

On Vacation...
So, the President thinks that CEOs and COOs are shamefully abusing the bailout funds issued to their companies. I have to agree. I may be over simplifying the obvious, but aren't these companies the same ones that failed at their intended purpose in business? Why reward failure? For their faiure, the chiefs are pocketing more money than the average American will see in their lifetime and to that end I have to ask: When the hell is enough ENOUGH? Super Bowl parties hosted by Bank Of America costing over $10,000,000? Regardless of the source of the funds (whether bailout or not) any institution that accepts a dime of our generous funds need to be monitored under the tightest scrutiny. Really though, try to get a loan with a credit score of 700 or less and you better watch out for the spit coming out of the lenders' mouth as they laugh in your face! When is enough ENOUGH?

To Be Continued?
Wasting Away! (BcM 11-3-07) My eyes drop and scratch the pavement, My ears echo with the ringing silence. Stones thrown through my heart, Past the flesh with not scratch upon them. Wild fantasies of love & lust fill my thoughts, My mirror returns me home once again. Yearning, Screaming, Gasping for that place, To find a parking lot over my paradise. Wicked feelings of anger & rage, I hunt for victims in my cold. Torture and torment they are my shield and sword, Forever cursing & cleansing the holly ground. Freedoms hand reaches out, But slaps me in the head again. Time tocks and ticks and rolls on by, Leaving me wonder when will I just die. Today is the same, Yesterday too Claws scratch at my door, The search for it too Y

I Can't Beleive...
: Porn Dear Internet Porn, These last ten years have been quite a trip, have they not? My letter to you now, however, is not one of celebration... I don't feel like we are the same anymore. We just don't have that passion we used to. When we first met I was a loser, and you were there for me. My parents told me that you were no good for me, but I didn't listen. You showed me that there were plenty of people like myself getting laid. It was beautiful and passionate. Your softcore erotic videos were a tasteful introduction to my budding sexuality. As I got older I started seeing girls on the side. I knew you were jealous, but you have always held a special place in my heart. You became naughtier and it affected my relationships. I started wanting all the things I had seen you do. I wanted to be just like you. I wanted to cover my girlfriend's face, put it up her ass, choke her. But that's when I realized your dark secret, Internet Porn. Y

True Love
Love can make you do things that you never thought possible.. True love can blind you but at the same time if you let it, it can also open your eyes... Love, an emotion so strong that you would give up everything. To just feel it once, to know that you are part of something special. To know that you can feel what love really is; to know, to feel, to love.... No matter how ugly you think you are, that special someone that loves you believes you are the most beautiful and irresistable thing on earth and nothing can ever change that... Love and electricity are one in the same, my dear. If you do not feel the jolt in your soul every time a kiss is shared, a whisper is spoken, a touch is felt, then your not really in love at all... To love you is to understand each other, to laugh together, to smile with your heart and to trust one another. One important thing is to let each other go if you can't do this........................ Before I sleep and after I wake up and all the hours in b

Zodiac Sign
Taurus You are very stubborn, and your withdrawn nature makes you irresistible to hotties. You like sex to be romantic and passionate, and you know just how to make it that way. Your partners cannot resist your spontaneous and gentle nature. Sex matches: Cancer, Virgo, Capricorn Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Why ??
Why do I always hurt ? My heart aches, my eyes are swollen .. My feelings slammed against a wall without warning ?? My tears just fall when ever I think of you and your sweet words to me ...now all empty !! My silly heart beleived in you I asked for the truth and recieved a blank hole !! I think of you and what might have been or could be ?? I sit here alone locked away from the world outside for fear of being broken again !! I know I should move on with what ever I can find in me, but somehow I cannot do it !! I have lost the person I once was and I don't know how to find her no more !! She's deep inside waiting to see if she is safe to come out of the dark place she has hidden herself ? The sorrow, the aching will not stop the pounding and pounding just keeps hurting and hurting ...... A Broken heart & Soul forever Broken forever sealed Away.

Misty Haze's Blog
What’s up everybody??? I hope you’re all having a good night :-) I’m trying to tie up some loose ends so I can have some down time this weekend...It’s garden time-YAY!!! But, while I’m playing in the dirt, I’m going to be thinking about my next video line...Here’s YOUR opportunity to give me some food for thought :-) What do you want to see me do? What do you miss in your porn right now? Hit me back with some of your thoughts, and I’ll add them to mine :-) Thanks everybody-it’s porn for the people by the people LOL!!! Hey everybody in Greeley! I'm coming to see you!!! I'll be at the 8th Avenue Arcade this Saturday night :-) I'm taking my girlie Jayden with me, and it's her Very First live event. So come out and show your support!!! We'll be there at 7pm, and we'll be signing my DVDs-Jayden stars in MistysXXXgirls Bring Your Own Bitch Volume 5-and we'll be taking FULL NUDE polaroids with you guys. I hope to see you there!!! Hey guys!!! So, it's spring time and I'm ready to start f

Stewed Screwed And Tattooed
What a skeletal wreck of man this is Translucent flesh and feeble bones The kind of temple where the whores and villians Try to tempt the holistic tomes Running rapid with free thought to free form In the free and clear Where the matters at hand are shelled out like lint at a laundromat To sift and focus on the bigger, better, now We all have a little sin than needs venting Virtues for the rending And laws and systems And stems ariff from the branches of office Do you know what your post entails? Do you serve a purpose? Or purposely serve? Lying down inside of your adavistic galore The value of a Summer spent And a Winter earned For the rest of us there is always Sunday. The day of the week that reeks of rest But all we do is catch out breaths So we can wade naked into the bloody pool And place our hand on the big black book. To watch the knives zig-zag between our aching fingers. A vacation is a count-down T-minus your life and counting Time t

My Jagged Route To Happiness
I haven't really had too too much time to completely figure out and understand cherrytap but from what I can see it seems as though it's a popularity contest. But really, who cares? Everyone adding me and asking me to rate them and become a fan. What am I becoming a fan of? I don't even know you. And even if I did, it means that we have alot of similiar interests, likes and dislikes. Also, what is a VIC? and why does it cost 15.00 dollars per month? WOW doesn't even charge that much per month. I thought this site was free? What's up with everyone adding you and wanting you to become a fan? Wouldn't it be better and more sincere if I chose to add you as a fan instead of being prompted? If I interpreted cherrytap incorrectly, then please let me know because I would like to appreciate it for it's true value and potential. First Post. I didn't really know anything about cherrytap. Just saw a link, it said free and I clicked it. I signed up and here I am. I am browsing around and fil

I Am
I AM... Searching for more of my kind.. Tired of feeling alone Wanting to belong. Wishing that one of my kind would find me. End my pain Give me the Dark Gift Eternal Life To be Immortal To be with my true family I AM... Tired of living a lie Living in the shadows Dealing with constant thirst Wanting more Not feeling whole Wondering if things will ever change Wishing my kind would find me End my thirst End my hunger Show themselves to me.

Dimebag Darrell
Dimebag Darrell Born August 20, 1966 Arlington, Texas, USA Died December 8, 2004 (aged 38) Columbus, Ohio, USA Alias(es) Diamond Darrell Darrell Lance Abbott (birth name) Genre(s) Groove metal, Thrash metal, Heavy metal Affiliation(s) Pantera Damageplan Rebel Meets Rebel Anthrax Tres Diablos Gasoline Label(s) Atco Records Big Vin Records Notable guitars Signature "Dimebag" models issued by Dean and Washburn Based on Dean's Original ML design, a merger of the Flying V and Explorer Shape. Years active 1981 - 2004

Chinese Proverbs---lmao--too Funny
Subject: chinese proverbs hilarious!!!!! Message: Message: CHINESE PROVERBS *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* Man who run in front of car get tired. *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* Man who run behind car get exhausted. *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* Man who walk through airport turnstile sideways going to Bangkok *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* Man with one chopstick go hungry. *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* Man who scratch ass should not bite fingernails. *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* Man who eat many prunes get good run for money. *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* Baseball is wrong: man with four balls cannot walk. *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* Panties not best thing on earth! But next to best thing on earth. *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* War does not determine who is right, war determine who is left. *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* Wife who put husband in doghouse soon find him in cat house. *~*~*~*~*~ *~*~*~* ~* Man who fight with wife all day get no piece at night. *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* It take many nails to build crib, but one screw to fill it. *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*

Days Of The Week
Hump Day Hump Day Hump Day src=http://www.darkcasket.com/days/ed2.jpg>Wet Wednesday Hump Day Hump Day Happy Hump Day Happy Hump Day Happy Hump Day Happy Hump Day Images Happy Hump Day Images UH OH!!!!!! Humpday Humpday

Feelings
" REMEBER ME WITH SMILES AND LAUGHTER FOR THATSHOW I'LL REMEMBER YOU ALL! IF YOU YOU CAN ONLY REMEMBER ME WITH TEARS AND SORROW, THEN DONT REMEMBER ME AT ALL!" ILL TELL IT RATHER SIMPLY; I'LL SAY IT PLAIN AND TRUE, A SINGLE THING IS ALL I WANT AND ALL I WANT IS YOU! THERE ARE NO OTHER RICHES, NO OTHER TREASURES OR POSSESIONS THAT EVER COULD COMPARE WITH YOU, MY FONDEST OF OBESSIONS, YOU ARE THE VERY AIR I BREATHE, THE RATION THAT SUSTAINS ME, YOU'RE ALL MY THOUGHTS TIED UP AS ONE, THE LAUGH THAT ENTERTAINS ME. YOU ARE ALL THAT LIFE NEED EVER GIVE, THE THE MAXIMUM THATS DUE. IF I COULD ASK FOR ANYTHING I'D ONLY ASK FOR YOU. some people must not have any feelings at all because they go around and hurt people all the time and dont even seem to care and dont act like it bothers them because they just move on to the next person but you can sure bet when somebody pisses them off they want to kick their a**

No Means No
Body: Guy:"Lets have sex right now." Girl: "Can we do what?" Guy: "You know, can I be your first, finally?" Girl: "Um.....no." Guy: "Why?" Girl: "Because, 1. you have a girlfriend, who happens to be my friend......." Guy: "So, if you don't tell, I won't tell." Girl: "Besides that, I'm waiting for someone special. Someone that I want to be with for the rest of my life to be my first." Guy: "I'm not special to you?" Girl: "You're my friend. That's all." Guy: looks forward and keeps driving. 5 minutes pass....... Guy: starts to run his hand up the girl's thigh. Girl: moves his hand, "Don't touch me.". Guy: tries to kiss her. Girl: screams, "Would you stop." Guy: continues trying. Girl: moves to the back seat Guy: parks on an abandoned street and gets in the backseat with the girl. Starts to kiss her. Girl: pushes him off and scoots over, "Please, don't do this." Guy: "Don't do what, I know you want it, I can see it in

Important Information About The Use Of Fake Pictures.
Greetings Lately there has been a huge increase of individuals using fake photos as their main profile photo. Most people do this to get better ratings or to deceptively lure people to click into their page. This is not what we had in mind when we created this site, so we are going to be taking action prevent this. 1. Any top 100 cherry using a fake main profile photo will be reset to 0. 2. If you see a top 100 cherry using a fake photo as their main profile photo, please report to a bouncer. 3. We have ZERO tolerance for anyone trying to manipulate our cherry ranking. Anyone caught cheating will be reset. (REPOST OF SCRAPPER's BLOG-http://cherrytap.com/blog/57/436702)

Men
Man what is it with men and there hormones?? Hell they cant remember stuff you tell them the day before but when you happen to forget something that they tell you, They get all pissy BUT yet you cant.. WTH.. I mean COME ON.. Then on top of it They like to do something that pisses you off the most and YET They seam IT is still ok after you tell them you have a problem with it.. So i am wonder do i do the same thing back and see what happens or just leave it alone and be a WITCH... Well Not sure if everyone knows but i am divorced, Have been since November 19th, I have 3 children i love. They are my Pride and joy. I can honestly say i am turning a new leaf in 2010. I have change my attatude on the way i get treat. I live with my ex still till i get a place ( house in both names still unless he buys me out) My Trailblazer is mine but got both names on it unless i pay it off. I divorced him for a lot of reason. 1. Abuse, physical, mental and verbal, 2. The it was always ok for him to lo

Why?
I really need to know why people have to act the way they do, you think you have a friend and they come back to bite you right in the ass. I won't name any names and you do know who you are. I am not sorry about the way I feel and I won't be sorry. This is my meaning of friendship: My friends mean the world to me, and they are all very special. I would never do any of them any harm. I would listen to them when they have problems. I would never hurt them , I would stand by them for any descision they would ever make in their life even if I do not agree. I will catch them if the fall. I would never , ever put them down in anyway, shape or form. I would boost them up and hold them on a pedestal and tell them they are worth something to me. All "My Friends" I treasure and love very much, I would do nothing to intentionally hurt them or make them worry. I am not saying my friends should not worry about me, I am saying I would not intentionally make them worry! I always worry

No Category
A guy out on the golf course takes a high speed ball right in the crotch. Writhing in agony, he falls to the ground. As soon as he could manage, he took himself to the doctor. He said "How bad is it doc? .... I'm going on my honeymoon next week and my fiancée is still a virgin, in every way". The doctor told him, "I'll have to put your Willard in a splint to let it heal and keep it straight. It should be okay next week." He took four tongue depressors and formed a neat little 4 sided splint, and taped it all together; .. an impressive work of art. The guy mentions none of this to his girl, marries her, and goes on their honeymoon. That night in the motel room, she rips open her blouse to reveal her beautiful breasts. She says, "You're the first; no one has EVER touched these." He immediately drops his pants and replies, "Look at this, .....still in the CRATE I rear-ended a car a few days ago. It was a REALLY bad day! The driver got out of the ot

Gifts From The Heart!
"If there is righteousness in the heart, there will be beauty in the character, If there is beauty in the character, there will be harmony in the home. If there is harmony in the home, there will be order in the nation, When there is order in each nation, there will be peace in the world". ~ Lao - Tse - 6th century Another gift from Lady Victoria! You are truly a treasure trove of wisdom, dear friend! Blessings! We Are One I am in you and you in me I am the flower blooming And the wind blowing, and the bird soaring And the earth spinning We are all one I see in you what I see in me We are mirrors for each other In this moment I have no face, no race We are souls walking a human path together We have been together forever it seems I can be me because you are you When I let my light shine I give you permission to do the same And together we can fly Beyond our wildest expectations We are one, connected on many levels Bonded by our common humanit

From Sun The 15th
Today was a really good day. And I'm not really sure why I think so. probably because the weather decided to calm down a bit and be "pleasant". As I write this i've had 4 hrs sleep in the last 40 hrs but im surprisingly wide awake. Worked a night shift at the hospital for my sons mom last night and thats how you end up being tired and wide awake at the same time. The weather ended up being beautiful tonight. So I took Aiden to the park (which was pretty empty ...weird) and his mom joined us soon after. So were swinging on the swings ..the adult ones at Franklyn Field... and Aiden is on his moms lap facing her and the swinging almost makes him fall asleep... his head buried on her shoulder.. and I realize that this is what lifes about.. Things dont always turn out the way you plan but it's still possible to be happy with the way things are. Not to get all misty, but thats what makes everything else you go through in life worth it. That split second you look over and realize what a sp

Funny
Warning: Beer contains female hormones. Last month, National University of Lesotho scientists released the results of a recent analysis that revealed the presence of female hormones in beer. Men should take a concerned look at their beer consumption. The theory is that beer contains female hormones (hops contain phytoestrogens) and that by drinking enough beer, men turn into women. To test the theory, 100 men drank 8 pints of beer each within a 1 hour period. It was then observed that 100% of the test subjects: 1) Argued over nothing. 2) Refused to apologize when obviously wrong. 3) Gained weight. 4) Talked excessively without making sense. 5) Became overly emotional. 6) Couldn't drive. 7) Failed to think rationally. 8) Had to sit down while urinating. No further testing was considered necessary. Send this to the men you know to warn them about drinking too

Memories In Rewind
memories in rewind forget. forsaken. forever. your love i hide, i lie. in the mornings when you awake and light sticks to you like syrup that taste of summer. blink and smile look up at the ghost that float around your life. like memories in rewind. its funny. its stupid. its ironic. its love. its me and you.

Musings
There's a well known fact in the spirit world that's never been proven to be true, that when you're thinking of a lost loved one it's because they are thinking about you. A spirit is without body, form, or face but they truly exist in a very special space. They spend their days in freedom, merriment and glee, hoping that every now and then someone somewhere will be thinking of me. You see that is how they subsist in their spectral place, gaining strength and sustenance when you remember their face. So keep a poor ghost's hope alive and feed them to, Because when you're thinking about a lost loved one, they are thinking about you. One of my interests is in the origin of words and it just occured to me that P.I.M.P could stand for Prostitution Industry Management Professional and that that actually makes sense. Ha!

Why Cant I Just Tell You
why cant i ever reveal the tears that i cry. when im alone when i hurt. when i feel im about to die. why cant i just tell you how i feel. instead of lying. instead of hiding. instead of holding back whats real. why cant i say that im hurting inside. when your gone. when you dont call. why cant i say i want you by my side. why cant i tell you im dying inside. bc i cant see you bc i miss you. ive told my heart so many lies. why cant i say that i love you when i feel that. i feel it everyday every moment. and thats a simple fact

Break Me
simple pleasures not a word silent screaming never heard torn and bruised drunk and lit im preparing myself for more of your shit never ending painful cycle sit and bleed alittle while fight myself just to stay and be apart of this game you play when i can see im just a toy another object for you to destroy

Long Distance Love
Long Distance Love Loving from a distance is never easy when u r living so very far apart But each mile that separates 2 people who truely care is joined together with the love each feels in their heart! ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ The lonliness u feel when u r not together can eat away at u deep inside when u miss the one who u want to share ur life with and they r not able to be by ur side ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Have trust in each others feelings and believe that they do feel the same way as you when u can not be with one another so easy it is to doubt wheather their love is really true ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Need to keep your faith that u have in each other and never let go of your trust sometimes thats not so easy to do but for your piece of mind it really is a must ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ think of one anothers emotional needs so the other knows that you do care make th

My Birthday!
Hi everyone! I just wanted to say thank you to every one that is sending wishes my way! So very appreciated. I have a full day today, a stress free, no kids, mommy/birthday day with my best friend so I will not be around, but when I get home I will make sure to thank each and every one of you properly. Thanks for being my friends and letting me know you care! Made my day to wake up to all of the beautiful things you sent. Special thanks to Bob for singing to me! Hahhaha Love you all, Wendi Ok ya'll...since I am new to the whole blast thing and had won it for a contest, I decided to use it for my birthday. I thought I had included my best friend IRL as well as Fubar on the blast for everyone to see and shout to but I guess I was wrong or it didn't show up or something so could everyone stop by and show her some luvin for me please. She has been beside me thru thick and thin and was the only person to really do anything at all IRL for me for my birthday... She took me to Flore

Wanted:bi/gf
I am seeking a bi female to become very good friends with.. someone close to Me...so it will be convienent to go to the movies,shopping ,etc together. Someone to talk with,have good times with both outside of and behind closed doors. Im not sure if this is acceptable to post this in a blog then I said to Myself.. Oh what the hell..what is acceptable anymore anyway...lol. Gothic Mistress/Loretta

What Element Are You
What Elemental are you?Earth ElementalYou are an Knome, who are the Earth Elementals. You have a practical nature, and are very grounded. You prefer spending time out in nature rather than locked up in your house. You are very protective of yourself and those you hold dear. You can be stubborn when you set your mind to something. How do you compare? Take this test! | Tests from Testriffic

O.o;;!!!
Is wonderful. I love you. I miss you. I can't wait. 800 miles is too fucking far. But I'm addicted. Feel the pain I feel cut your wrists, hoping the pain will perish with your loss of blood cry the tears I’ve cried crimson red tears I JUST WANTED TO BE LOVED view the world, through the eyes of an outcast never will i be pretty enough never will i be accepted never will i be PERFECT suffer as I do, when I start and end my day put on a happy face, pretend everything is okay no one cares about me. Who will be there to stop me pulling the trigger? Who will be there to tell me, "your better than this.... you don’t need to hurt yourself.dont do this" WHO WILL BE THERE TO WIPE AWAY MY TEARS? No one, no one loves me, for they are just my enemy turn your back, talk about me as if I’m not a person as if I feel nothing...Callused False belief, just like my false hope of being able to succeed. I am a person; I take things twice a

What Mythical Creature Are You
WHAT MYTHICAL CREATURE ARE YOU?DRAGONYou are feirce and have much power. You tend to use your power for good but can be easily swayed to the dark side.How do you compare? Take this test! | Tests from Testriffic

What Kinda Drink Are You
What kind of drink are you?Your a VODKA drinker! Yes, its true. You love nothing more than to supp huge amounts of vodka when needed. Which is usually most of the time. Doesnt matter when or where, because vodka is your friend, and when your the life and soul of the party, it would be rude not too!How do you compare? Take this test! | Tests from Testriffic

Love
Once upon a time, there was an island where all the feelings lived: Happiness, Sadness, Knowledge, and all of the others including Love. One day it was announced to the feelings that the island would sink, so all repaired their boats and left. Love was the only one who stayed. Love wanted to persevere until the last possible moment. When the island was almost sinking, Love decided to ask for help. Richness was passing by Love in a grand boat. Love said, "Richness, can you take me with you?" Richness answered, "No, I can't. There is a lot of gold and silver in my boat. There is no place here for you." Love decided to ask Vanity who was also passing by in a beautiful vessel, "Vanity, please help me!" "I can't help you Love. You are all wet and might damage my boat," Vanity answered. Sadness was close by so Love asked for help, "Sadness, let me go with you." "Oh...Love, I am so sad that I need to be by myself!" Happiness passed by Love too, but she was so happy that she

My Dream Of Dreams
My Dream of Dreams! A gentle hand like soft rain across my cheek ...A kiss on the wind, strengthening words when im weak, small things that open my heart ..like souls ..2 bodies one mind...kindred spirits running blind...where from here ? Only heaven knows...where from here..my paths unknown..truths not easy to find..searching for that place in time..craving your warm familiar embrace..split second glimpse of you in my mind, as my eyes close..bringing forth happiness untold..my fairytale..my knight on high horse..my dream of dreams..like movie scenes..sunset kisses.. sparks ignite...choreographed movement..Perfect fit so tight..nothing short of sewn seams..sweetest touch devours me..your taste, your scent ..eyes lock..my fears faced..a moment purely of gods grace..this I see in daylights mist..night time dreams blessed with sunlights kiss..foggy memories of love untamed...vicious lust..unashamed..afternoons, evenings too..memories of me and you...Fate entangles pure determination..f

Dreams
Gentle ooze of supplication,manipulative,the kind of game you love to play.Victimless,so you say.Draw out your gift of flattery and exclusive emotion given freely to anyone who suits your needs.Blind we assume to be,pretending right back,for you sooth and ego we don't want to have,and punish a heart that gives us reason to know we are alive. Seeming so unreachable,in fact quite attainable if one can bear to extinguish your mytery and watch you become just another back to watch walk away. Giving in is suicide,better to play,pretend you don't know.Sexual tension breeds fondness after all,and is it not better to be dazzled by beauty and not immune to it? Perchance to touch if only for a moment,to covet a vision of something majestic.Better that then to turn your back.Oh play it tough dear one....no-one need know of affections you will never announce. Not even this incubbus need know you see that glittered aura doused in exotic sensual energy and desire it................

Break Up
"Break Up" Your eyes seep green radiation, hollowing my bones, burning my flesh, bleeding intensity into my viens, you're non-toxic, and I am intoxicated. Your hands, though rough and masculine, make silk of my tears, smooth my hair, moisten my lips, I'm warm, and time is frozen. Then as your lips form the awakening monolouge, Arising blazing emotions destined for me, I am dispensed easily, I am hardened, Im living, but I'm a shell.

A Husband Must....
A husband that truly loves his wife must......... -Leave her sweet texts to wake up to - Sneak up behind her - Grab her by the waist - Do everything to make her smile - Always make her laugh - tell her shes beautiful not sexy - tell her she has amazing eyes - when your friends walk by say this is my girlfriend - Say i love you to her face not JUST over the phone - if shes sad take her in your arms and tell her everything will be okay - NEVER cheat on her - kiss her on the forehead - when you walk with her walk slowly. - Tickle her even when she says stop - Dont say i love you Unless you Mean It. - listen to her when she talks - tell her your secrets. - protect her.

What A Kiss Means....
Kiss on the stomach = Im ready +Kiss on the Forehead ="i hope we're together forever" +Kiss on the Ear = Your my everything +Kiss on the Cheek = "We're friends" +Kiss on the Hand = "I adore you" +Kiss on the Neck = "we belong together" +Kiss on the Shoulder = "I want you" +Kiss on the Lips = I love you" What the gesture means... +Holding Hands = "we definitely love each other" +Slap on the Butt = "That's mine" +Holding on tight = "i don't want to let go" +Looking into each other's Eyes = "i just plain love you" +Playing with Hair = "Tell me you love me" +Arms around the Waist = "I love you too much to let go" +Laughing while Kissing = "I am completely comfortable with you" --Advice-- + Dont ask for a kiss, take one. +If you were thinking about someone while reading this, you're definitely in Love.

What Cuss Words Mean
what cusswords really mean!!!!!!!!! you must read all the way through! NO CHEATING! mom calls the husband a 'bastard' and then the dad calls the wife a "bitch" and billy goes to his mom and says "mom what's a bitch and a bastard?" and the mom says "well, a bitch is a lady and a bastard is a gentlemen" and then later billy goes outside and listens to his neighbors, and hears "Put your penis in my vagina!" So Billy goes to his mom and says "mom whats a penis and vagina?" His moms says "Well Billy, a penis is a hat and a vagina is a coat" and then later billy sees his dad shaving and cuts himself and says "shit" and billy said "Dad, whats shit" And then his dad says "Well billy, shit is a type of Shaving cream " and then billy goes to see his mom cutting the turkey and his mom cuts her finger and says "fuck!" and then billy says to his mom "Mom whats fuck?" "Well billy fuck is a way of cutting the turkey" and Then later th

Monrovia Is Gay!
A WHILE BACK I HAD GOT IN SOME TROUBLE...AND WHEN I GOT RELEASED I MOVED TO THIS LITTLE TOWN IN THE (626) CALLED MONROVIA. ITS SO BORING IN THIS TOWN... I STILL DONT KNOW ANYONE SO I DONT GO ANYWHERE..THE TOWN ALONE IS LAME...IT HAS A STREET FAIR EVERY FRIDAY NIGHT WHICH IS PRETTY KOOL BUT ITS FILLED WITH A BUNCH OF LAMES AND RUGRAT KIDS RUNNING AROUND AND COPS ROLLIN ON SCOOTERS AROUND...I REALLY HATE THIS TOWN... BUT IF I WANT TO STAY OUTTA TROUBLE AND NOT GO BACK ...ITS IN MY BEST INTREST TO STAY OUT HERE OR AT LEAST THAT WAS THE JUDGES OPINION..THOUGH SHE IS RIGHT... IF IM NOT ANYWHERE NEAR THE KICK IT SPOT OR CERTAIN PEOPLE ..THEN I CANT GET IN TROUBLE.

Astrology
• I • R • G • O: The Whore Dominant in relationships. Sexy. someone loves them right now. Freak in bed. Always wants the last word. Caring. Smart. Intellectual. Attractive. Loyal. Easy to talk to. Hard to forget. Love at first sight. Everything you ever wanted. Easy to please. The one and only. Ultimate sexiness.Great kisser. 7 years of bad luck if you do not repost. S • C • O • R • P • I • O: The lover Can be mean somtimes, and will Probably knock your ass out, if crossed the wrong way!! EXTREMELY sexy. Intelligent. Energetic. Predict future. Most erotic. (Freak in bed.) (GREAT kisser.) Always get what they want. Sexy. Attractive. Easy going. Loves being in long relationships. Talkative. The sexiest ever....Romantic. Caring. 4 years of bad luck if you do not repost. L • I • B • R • A: The sex addict Very pretty. Very romantic. Nice to everyone They meet. Their Love is one of a kind. Silly, fun and sweet. Have own unique sexiness. Most caring person you will ever m

For You Info
You scored as Hot, You are Hot, you scream and are wild, people love doing anything sexual with you.Hot94% Sweet69% Soft63% Violent63% Exciting63% Wet19% Awkward0% Shy0% What is your sexual style?created with QuizFarm.com Your Love Quote Love is not a matter of counting the years --it's making the years count. What Love Quote Suits You?

Ladies And Gents
subject: Ladies and Gentelmen .............................................please repost (repost) date: 2007-07-17 02:22:07 THIS IS FOR EVERY ONE ON MY FRIENDS LIST I'M NOT TRYING TO BE MEAN OR RUDE BUT I KNOW THAT I HAVE OVER THAN 2781 FRIENDS ON MY FRIENDS LIST AND MORE THAN 2000 OF YOU NEVER RATED MY PROFILE OR BECOME MY FAN EVEN THOUGH I DID BECOME A FAN OF YOU BUT RECENTLY I DECIDED NOT TO FAN THOSE WHO DIDN'T FAN ME,SO PLEASE BE KIND AND CHECK IF YOU DID OR NOT AND I'LL RETURN THE LOVE TO ALL...BECAUSE I'M GOING TO START DELETING WHO EVER IGNORE THE FACT TO RATE AND BECOME MY FAN.. JUST CLICK ON THIS LINK BELOW TO FIND OUT stefan58 @ CherryTAP THANK YOU SO MUCH AND HAVE A GREAT WEEK HUGS AND KISSES stefan58

Is This American?
----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: ॐ Jenni ॐ Date: Jul 14, 2007 10:54 PM Why do people commit suicide?Why do people cut themselves? Why do girls become anerexic and belimec? Why do kids bring guns to school?Why do kids get depressed...so they start using meds, and abusing them?Why do girls feel the need to act like sluts to impress guys?In the Bill Of Rights, it says we have FREEDOM OF SPEECH! So why are we so afraid to speak up for ourselves?I KNOW WHY! Cliques"Gangstas""Preps""Nerds""Goths""Emos""Scene//Hardcore kids""Punks"^^^AND THATS NOT EVEN HALF OF THEM!Society in generalWe live in a world where if your not skinny, not beautiful, not sexy, not straight...your tortured, abused, and humiliated. We say that we are all equal but, there is still racism, sexism, and people judging others based on there religion, color, size, heritage, ect.IS THIS AMERICAN?

Really Wondering
Ok well as I sit here at 120 am on a Tuesday morning in excrusiating pain recovering ( I should say trying to recover) from and illness that two trips to the E.R. still hasnt uncovered what is attacking my insides I am wondering. I just ventured yet again in to the world of love and romance and yet again got from this wonderous sick sydistic twisted fucked up world what I have gotten every trip before. A BROKEN HEART, a nagging question of was any of it true or just lies said while caught up in the moment, Was I being played and when my usefulness was up there was no reason to keep me around? Here is the thing, Most will say that they know what they are looking for from a relationship most woman will state that they are looking for the fairy tale love a man that will love them unconditionally that will be there for them and love and support them through life but, You get into a relationship with a person like this you follow a natural progression with this relationship never pushing or

Wicca
Amazing grace, how sweet the Earth that bore a witch like me! I once was burned, now I survive, was hung and now I sing. T'was grace that drew down the moon and grace that raised the seas. The magic in the people's will will set our Mother free. We face the East and breathe the winds that move across this earth. From gentle breeze to hurricane our breath will bring forth the change. Turn towards the South and feel the fire that burns in you and me. The spirit's flame will rise again and burn eternally. We greet the West, our souls awash in tides of primal birth. Our tears and blood, our pain and love will cleanse and heal the earth. Reach into the North and know your roots down deep ancestral cave. We find the wisdom of the Crone, Of circles we are made. Amazing earth, enduring life, from death into rebirth. T'is earth I am and earth I love and earth I'll always be. Amazing grace, how sweet the Earth that bore witches

Living Life Backwards
Living Life Backwards I want to live my next life backwards: You start out dead and get that out of the way. Then you wake up in an old age home feeling better every day. Then you get kicked out for being too healthy. Enjoy your retirement and collect your pension. Then when you start work, you get a gold watch on your first day. You work 40 years until you're too young to work. You get ready for college: drink alcohol, party, you're pretty much a free spirit. Then you go to grade school, become a kid, play, and have no responsibilities. Then you become a baby, and then... You spend your last 9 months floating peacefully in luxury, in spa-like conditions - central heating, room service on tap, and then... You finish off as an orgasm. I rest my case.

My Feelings On A Disabled Person's Life
Ok, this is basically saying how I feel about my life and I'm sure a lot of other people that are disabled feel the same way, for one, the quality of life should be the best and live life to the fullest, that means they should be invited to take part and be involved that means volunteering or playing sports or video games or just socializing because as long as the rest of the free world sits there and acts like or treats other disabled people like they can't do nothing, that disabled person's quality of life goes slowly but surely down the tubes because they're shoved aside and not included in things in life and it's really sad that people have to act like that, period because the rest of the world needs to know this, that one day, they'll be disabled by some form possibly and then they'll realize what the hell people like me and others go thru day in and day out, otherwise, they don't have a damn clue at all because some people not all of them but some people just don't give a flying

Thoughts
The blood upon your sleeve is gonna leave a stain, Let's bare our hearts and dance in the rain, This love you play just like a game, Another pretty face without a name, If you stay I'll come back kicking and screaming, If you leave I'll hate you and remain dreaming, You keep me at arms reach and I don't know what to do, No matter how hard I try there's no resisting you, My hearts broken and there's no one to blame, Let's take our skins off and all be the same, We can get lost In a wonderland engulfed in our pain, I'm just another heart to add to your chain, Kicking and screaming, Hate you but dreaming, Denying but still crying, Failure to resist, Ending in a kiss I found a treasure With your name on it. So wonderful and value And with no money of this world to pay. You fall asleep next to me, I could look at you the whole night. Watch how you sleep, Hear your breath Until we wake up the next morning.

Made For Me
Tantalizing words flow onto the page, provoking reactions inside me today. Making me wanton. Driving me wild. I am becoming one with the page, wanting to feel close to each stroke of my pen as pleasure mounts. Merging with words, my emotions start to whimper as my senses react to their heated embrace causing my breathing to accelerate. Visions of kisses, tongues, hands find their way into my mind as sweet rapture spreads delicious heat to every needy place. I come apart as I dot each "I" and cross every "t." Stroking intimate places with intense manipulation wanting to prolong the immense pleasure as I love you with words. Taking your hand Fingers to my lips I want to love every inch of you Taste every part of your body As if I can drink your love's blood Through your very pores I want to get lost in your eyes Consumed by your kiss Set my body on fire Quench the fire in my blood With sweet caresses Touch my soul with your passion Lay dow

Brain Cramps....stupid People Quotes...
"We are ready for an unforeseen event that may or may not occur." --Al Gore, VP "It isn't pollution that's harming the environment. It's the impurities in our air and water that are doing it." --Al Gore, Vice President "If somebody has a bad heart, they can plug this jack in at night as they go to bed and it will monitor their heart throughout the night. And the next morning, when they wake up dead, there'll be a record." --Mark S. Fowler, FCC Chairman

I'm New To Dis Lolz
¢¾ *Bootie shakin...Heart Breakin* *Mad hott...Never stop* *Short skirt...Love to flirt* *Curvy hips...Shiny lips* *High class...Nice ass* *Bangin style...Sexxci smile* *Luscious thights...Candiee eyes* *Temptin lips...Killer kiss* *Tell me Boi...Can yu handle dis?* ¢¾ Never say "I luv you" if it isn't really there. Never talk abou' me', if you really don't care. Never hold my hand if you're gunna break my heart. Never say you are gunna, if you don't plan to start. Never look into my eyes, if all you do is lie. Never say hi bee beh, if you really don't mean it. If you really wit me', then please say you'll try. Never say forever, because fukk forever. OnlyLuvBabe!!! life's a bitch nd then u die so fawkk tha world nd let's get high......

How Stupid People Can Be!
Hungman101: i love the perfect quality in ur pics wow lol ->Hungman101: thanks! Hungman101: u have to be a model wow... Hungman101: oh gah ur soo hot obviously none of the pictures ive posted have been me. dee dee dee!

Age
Ok so this is silly how many people over the age of 35 are on here and read these blogs? Bet not tooo many !!! Marriage on Tap/Fubar the question is do you take it seriously on puter to be faithful to that person or do you play cyber Tramp and cheat online with another, Did you ever consider a Tap/Fubar divorce? Does anyone take this serious when they read that you are someone elses wife/hubby or slave/Master ok off my soap box I know its all in the cyber world but does that count for anything or is it just overlooked and gone on like the profiles that people don't know their gender and age? Giggles !! Needing your help in a contest !! http://www.fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=704046&albumid=251798&i=391162782 Comment and Rate Please all count so HELP !!! Masters Angel

My Trip To Gwar!!
So yeah this weekend I went to see Sounds of the Underground tour and it was fantastic. With some minor hiccups along the way. Some friends and I got together around 0930 on Friday Morning and piled in her van and ran errands. One being to get a tire changed cause it was showing metal along the side wall and tread. Really needed to be changed so we took care of it, got a map picked up another traveler and away we went. The trip down was okay no hitches, we parked near the Palladium and got in line to wait for tickets. Now I am a curious sort of fellow and I looked into the line a bit and I see some people with clip boards, hmmm curious is piqued a bit. One of the kids, a rather short and chunky lad is wearing a shirt with a chicken on it above it the words, "I am not a Nugget!" were there. Oh, fun times ahead, these were activatists. So I approached the three of them and asked some questions and this one young lad who was a bit feminine, he acted and reacted like he didn'

Im Trying
So tired, eyelids that don't want to shut, awake while thinking about what to doSo tired, a mind that refuses to let go of things that are past, and that it has no control over.So tired of being the one that is there for everyone when noone is there for them.So tired of helping people achieve everything, for nothing.So tired of not knowing what is going to happen, and what tomorrow bringsTo Tired anymore to care. Okay everyone...apparently I have hit most of my levels for the day, so just as soon as CT allows me to I will keep rating everyones: Profiles,Pics,Stashes, and whatever else ya want. I'm gainin levels as fast as I can, but apparently, I click fast, and CT doesn't like it, sorry its takin so long...

Some Info About Myself
My Life In 200 Questions 200. My middle name is: david 199. I was born in: Tenn 198. I am really: bored 197. My cell phone company is: cingular 196. My eye color is: Hazel 195. My shoe size is: 11 194. My ring size is: I don't know 193. My height is: 5 foot 11 192. I am allergic to: Bees 191. I was born on: January 27th 190. I am annoyed by: Fakers 189. Last book you read: Berzerkers 188. My bed is: Queensize 187: One thing you hate about yourself: try not too 179. My favorite Holiday is: Halloween 178. The perfect kiss is: Heartfelt 177. The last three cd's i bought were: I don't remember 175. Are you living at home?: no 174. Do you have any siblings?: not really 173. Are your parents divorced?: yes 174. What did you do yesterday?: fixed some things around the house :::I Do (YES)/Do Not (NO) Believe In::: 142. Love at first sight? yes 141. Luck? yes 140. Fate? yes 139. Yourself? yes.

Independent Family
HEY YALL WANNA JOIN A REALLY COOL GROUP OF PEOPLE? THE INDEPENDENT FAMILY IS LOOKING FOR DEDICATED BOMBERS. TO JOIN YOU MUST BE A LEVEL 5 OR HIGHER AND HAVE A SALUTE PHOTO,THEN SHOUT AT PONYBOY OR TNK WE WILL GET U THE RULES FOR U TO READ AND IF YOUR IN AGREEMENT WITH WHAT OUR FAMILY REQUIRES THEN WE WILL GET U SIGNED UP. ponyboy1966~~ THE FOUNDER OF THE ÌñÐêþêñÐêñ† Fåmïl?© ~~ Hubby To LauraLei~~@ fubar ~TNK~ ~DSC.~FAR~IBIC~ÌñÐêþêñÐêñ† Fåmïl?© of CT'@ fubar SO WHAT YA WAITING FOR COME ON AND JOIN IN ON THE FUN.

Why America Why????
Turn up your volume*You stay up for 16 hours.He stays up for days on end.You take a warm shower to help you wake up.He goes days or weeks without running water.You complain of a "headache", and call in sick.He gets shot at as others are hit, and keeps moving forward.You put on your anti war/don't support the troops shirt, and go meet up with your friends.He still fights for your right to wear that shirt.You make sure you're cell phone is in your pocket.He clutches the cross hanging on his chain next to his dog tags.You talk trash about your "buddies" that aren't with you.He knows he may not see some of his buddies again.You walk down the beach, staring at all the pretty girls.He patrols the streets, searching for insurgents and terrorists.You complain about how hot it is.He wears his heavy gear, not daring to take off his helmet to wipe his brow.You go out to lunch, and complain because the restaurant got your order wrong.He doesn't get to eat today.Your maid makes your bed and washes

My Husband
I Thank God for my husband John. On June 6th of this year I was diagnosed with bone cancer, soon I will be starting treatments, and I know it's gonna be a rough road ahead. I"m so glad to have him by myside, he has been my Rock through this whole ordeal, I've been truly blessed with such a wonderful man. I Love You Baby!!!!

Regarding My Shoutbox And Family List!!!
ok listen up... let me jus say first off that im a really sweet person, i love talking to all of you, and i try to keep up with the shouts, but i get busy alot when im on the comp, and sometimes im signed in but im not actually at the comp.. also all the shit i get about bein in my family list can get annoying too. Yes its cool to bring it up, makes me feel special, but when EVERY FUCKING SHOUT is something about gettin on my family list, it pisses me off!! try to keep it to a minimum guys! I mean if i talk with ya and i think you cool then you'll get on, but also i only have a certain amount that i can put on there depending on my level, and im not deleting someone off it once they get on... I come back to all these messages from everyone sayin stupid shit like, "oh i guess im not cool enough for you" or "fine jus ignore me" or "well i guess your to busy for me sry to bother you" and all kinds of BS.. its smartass comments like that which WILL make u "uncool enough for me"

Sacrifice.
"Under a morality of sacrifice, the first value you sacrifice is morality; the next is self-esteem. When need is the standard, every man is both victim and parasite. As a victim, he must labor to fill the needs of others, leaving himself in the position of a parasite whose needs must be filled by others. He cannot approach his fellow men except in one of two disgraceful roles: he is both a beggar and a sucker. "You fear the man who has a dollar less than you, that dollar is rightfully his, he makes you feel like a moral defrauder. You hate the man who has a dollar more than you, that dollar is rightfully yours, he makes you feel that you are morally defrauded. The man below is a source of your guilt, the man above is a source of your frustration. You do not know what to surrender or demand, when to give and when to grab, what pleasure in life is rightfully yours and what debt is still unpaid to others--you struggle to evade, as 'theory,' the knowledge that by the moral standard you'

Bomb The Blogosphere!
I got an A in my speech class! Yay! *pats self on back* I think it was one of the easiest As of my life if it had been the normal leangth chronologically. Three units in 5 weeks. Ack! But my GPA went up just a we bit and that makes me smile. Theres hope for this one after all. In the mean time I have homeowrk to do. -nerdface

I Have Balls
This was written by a guy... it's pretty damn smart. Girls -- Have a sense of humor! I never quite figured out why the sexual urge of men and women differ so much. And I never have figured out the whole Venus and Mars thing. I have never figured out why men think with their head and women with their heart. FOR EXAMPLE: One evening last week, my girlfriend and I were getting into bed. Well, the passion starts to heat up, and she eventually says, "I don't feel like it, I just want you to hold me." I said, "WHAT??!! What was that?!" So she says the words that every boyfriend on the planet dreads to hear... "You're just not in touch with my emotional needs as a woman enough for me to satisfy your physical needs as a man." She responded to my puzzled look by saying, "Can't you just love me for who I am and not what I do for you in the bedroom?" Realizing that nothing was going to happen that night, I went to sleep. The very next day I opted to take the day off

Single Again!!! Lmao
Prologue: I was at the park with my kids today thinking recent events in my life and came to a blinding realization. I am writing from my own perspective and catch A LOT of flak for it. Everyone takes what I say personal because it is personally from me and they relate to it because they feel it is about them or something that can be connected to them. I have seen people in a way that I am not too proud of and people that I feel like they are flawed by their gender roles, lately. I am not "woman bashing" in anyway! I am, however stating what I have seen lately and have broke down these individuals into groups, not by who they are, but by what they do. I want to share this with the planet. Body: Men and Women relate to each other in many ways. The usually pick a mate due to the impact their actions have on them. They are usually attracted to a certain "type". This means a group of individuals hold characteristics (or lack of character or characteristics) that draw them to an

Poem
I missed you I waited for you But long ago, you let go Forgetful you are, dear dad Why don’t you love me so? I cried for you many nights Dreamed about you too One day you would come back for me In my heart I thought it true I was young and naive, dear dad What else was I suppose to do? Is it too late now If you asked me to be your child For so long now You’ve lived in your denial Was I a regret of yours, dear dad? You left me to drown a while So will I recognize you If I see you on the streets And would it crush you If when we were to meet I couldn’t remember your face, dear dad Therefore it’s you I wouldn’t greet See, it’s invisible you made me I’ve forgotten who you are too And after all these years I must say It doesn’t make me blue I realized in my own heart, dear dad I never needed you

Kai's Blog Thingy
why cant life be simple? i guess you make things the way they are.. if that makes sence. im going through hard times. this fuck'n sucks... i feel so lost, i dont know whwat to do. i get told one thing,then another thing later. why do i bother? im in canada right now,for christmas break..i've been here since nov 26th... now everythings gone to hell. i feel so alone,even though im crowded by ppl... Finish The Sentince. I filled it out,your turn! My ex... is an asshole Maybe I should... dye my hair blue this time I love... my kids People would say that i'm... a bit shy I don't understand... why theres so many sluts in this world When i wake up in the morning... i wish it wasnt morning I lost... my mother in 2000.rip rosita Life is full of... bitches and assholes My past is... fucked up I get annoyed when... dumasses ask me to flash'em on cam Parties are... fun I wish... i was 21 Dogs... are great Cats... are great

Need Help Stat Please
TO GO AND MY CLOSE GOOD FRIEND WINS. PLEASE HELP HIM. PLEASE BOMB A FEW COMMENTS HIS WAY. PRETTY PLEASE. THE OTHER PERSON IS CHEATING BY USING THE BLASTER. HE ONLY NEEDS 8,000 TO WIN. PLEASE ALL DO ME THIS FAVOR. I HELP ALL YOU OUT SO PLEASE HELP ME. THIS IS IMPORTANT THAT HE WINS. PLEASE BOMB HIM A FEW COMMENTS PLEASE THANKS IN ADVANCE!

Dogs Blog
WellI find this site INTERESTING if nothing else. I'm a rook with the ole on line community thing. I LIKE IT!!;). I hope to meet lots of interesting folk and maybe a couple of honeys here. Till next time remember. If ya cant play with the big dogs.... Stay on the porch.

Live Like You Were Dying
I was adding to my stash tonight and came across Tim McGraws song "Live Like You Were Dying"...and it reminded me of something i had forgotten. We get so caught up in going thru life we forget to appreciate it. A few years ago I too heard the words no one wants to hear "cancer"...and suddenly u realize you are mortal afterall...and you dont know how many tomorrows you have left. I had just divorced after a 19yr marriage and work had become my life. I made all the bargins with God that people do when theyre in that situation...if only u let me live...things will be different. I will be a better person...more loving...more giving...more forgiving...more understanding...i wont take the small things for granted...nor the people i love. Ive tried hard to live up to those promises...but realize now that i still take the small things for granted...the beauty of a sunset...the brillance of stars...the sweet smile of a child...the smell of the air after a rain...as the song says...if i

Wicca
Each time I try to throw away my pain It finds its way back up the drain. I want to go away. Each and Everyday. I look in the mirror I see dead, cold, glaring eyes staring back at me This isnt the way things are suppose to be. I walk away. Its time for a change. I get in my car. For once it not to a bar. As I drive, feel so alone. I dont know where I'm going. Man what am I doing. I turn the curb, and I feel my heart break. Everything is turning colors From Black and gray. To full colors and rays. The sun is shining to my soul. It Feels so good inside. I finally feel free. I stare at the door and all I see isyou walking out the door. I want so much to hold onto you. Im afraid if I blink you wont be there, You say your here to stay. But my heart don't take your words. Except push them away. You get close and all I want to do is push or run. It feels so good, but you cant get near. I fear. If i let my walls down I wont be able to rebuild them. I push to hear

What Finger Are U?
You Are the Middle Finger A bit fragile and dependent on your friends, you're not nearly as hostile as you seem. You are balanced, easy to get along with, and quite serious. However, you can get angry and fed up with those around you. And you aren't afraid to show it! You get along well with: The Index Finger Stay away from: The Pinky What Finger Are You?

My Rant
What is wrong with you? Seriously? I mean I know us women aren't exactly perfect or anything but fuck! Some women are vindictive, mean, rude, liars, cheaters, and just plain evil but shit, the last 4 guys that i've been with, went out with, dated have been crazy. I'm not talking "haha he just jumped off a bridge into the river" crazy, i'm talking "He flips the fuck out when I talk to another guy even though we aren't tgether, and he rips my clothes off when I try to get away from him" crazy. So seriously, what is wrong with you? I love how you all sit there and say how you would never hit a women, and you respect her wishes, and you wouldn't ever disrespect her, and any guy that lays a hand on a female is a pussy and you'll "kick his ass" then you all turn around and do the same fucking things that you talk shit about. I just don't get it, is there something wrong with me where I just attract that kind of guy, or is there seriously not that guy out there, the one that says what he

Have You Ever Met A Witch
You know it is really terrible that people have to be so mean to other people. I was raised by the golden rule. Do unto others as you would have others do unto you. Some of the people I work with evidently were not, they try to make it so hard on the people around them it is nuts. I like to see people succeed at things not have a hard time, but, so many I work with would rather see them fall on there face, it really is a shame that there are people in this world that act this way.I guess that is why our society is so bad with all the shootings , rape, and killing of children, sorry just trying to vent some anger Have you ever met a witch is a my first blog, it started out as a way to vent my frustration, out because of the people I work with who act like little children in grade school, and slowly I have tried to turn it into just a story,the only problem is, I have to get really upset and mad in order to write, and lately, thank God I have not had to work around these children (adults

Even More Poetry
Do not get me wrong I love you But you are so far away I got tired of waiting Waiting was fine for a while Waiting was something I could do But desire began to outweigh waiting And I got tired of waiting You were my fiancée You were my significant other But I had desires for another So I got tired of waiting It was just a quickie Just a silly one nighter Friends with plentiful benefits It was me tired of waiting Now I am waiting for you For your heart to stop breaking

Stoopid Bike Trick Backfires.
I finally go to get the broken arm patched up Wednesday. I should be more incoherent than normal for a day or two. I popped the curb and did a header over the handlebars. Broke the top of my now unfunny humerous bone. Bicycle helmets work. Make your kids wear them! It ain't a point for compromise. I will have to find a surgeon tomorrow. Wish me luck and cheer me up. PS I got the X-Rays on CD I might upload it if I can find a Windows PC here. Penguin Rulez!

Journal
Work is still busy, but after a long talk with my boss, I think things are getting better. The cool thing is my bass just wants to se me succeed. He is helping me establish myself not the company. I only hope I can turn things around for the better. What a day. I have a diffucult client that it seems to want to get rid of my company. I have worked so hard at giving them what they want. The added pressure is that our company has alot of pressure to produce for the our other four sister companies in which three are start up companies. My boss is really on me to keep this client, because it could mean more business in the future. Oh the stress is killing me. On top of that I have school projects do tomorrow.

Leave Some Love
Insane Driver!!!!Add to My Profile | More Videos Single..... woot! lol So everything was going well at the store tonight.. things were running on time.. we were gonna get outta there earlier. We got robbed tonight.. Amma and I had a gun to our heads.. It sucked so bad.. but they caught the guy so.

My Thoughts
Okay, so I finally got on here and updated my page. I don't know if its worth reading, but I'm me and that will not change. I do not change for anyone and do not expect others to change for me. I am willing to communicate with anyone who would like to talk. I do not, however, associate with those who only like talking about sex, drugs, or anything else that I would rather not associate myself with. I'm not a goodie goodie, but I'm not a nympho or a druggie either. Thanks. As I have stated, I am somewhat new to this website, which means I have not yet been rated. Sooo, get to rating people! =P Later. --Amanda--

Passion Of The Ocean
Like the ocean So wide and powerful With its waves rolling in and Crashing against the rocks With the same force As my admiration Towards the man I want to get to know I want to know and feel his strength, And feel the power of his touch, Crashing against my soul I want to feel his passions His desires and the dreams he has Like the waters that go on Forever and ever I want to feel his tender touch Caressing every inch of my body Like the kiss of the sun Over the ocean horizon, Faithfully each morning I want him to know That with each and ever word spoken Is like a ripple That spreads throughout The deepest waters In my heart For the day is coming closer And the nights are getting longer In the desire to be near you I dream of that moment When the waters of the ocean And the rocks of the cliffs Finally meet in a storm of passion, His every touch will be like A soft caress to the rocks Of the cliffs below With each encounter

Faker!!!!
I rarely look at the bulletins unless one of my friends asks me to; it's just not something I'm interested in. However I just read one regarding fake profile pics. Greetings Lately there has been a huge increase of individuals using fake photos as their main profile photo. Most people do this to get better ratings or to deceptively lure people to click into their page. This is not what we had in mind when we created this site, so we are going to be taking action prevent this. 1. Any top 100 cherry using a fake main profile photo will be reset to 0. 2. If you see a top 100 cherry using a fake photo as their main profile photo, please report to a bouncer. 3. We have ZERO tolerance for anyone trying to manipulate our cherry ranking. Anyone caught cheating will be reset. As I will never be a top 100 cherry I guess I don't really need to worry about this. But I have a few things about this that bother me. A: just cause I'm on tap doesn't mean I want my pic on

Random Thought
I was poking around trying to catch up on my curent events. It always helps when it comes up in conversation. I dont know why but it really struck me how out of control something really are. it reminded me of something Buroughs once wrote, " In the U.S. you have to either be a deviant or exist in extreme boredom...Make no mistake, all intellectuals are deviants in the U.S." Damn i love being an American :)

Great American Bash!
John Cena vs. Bobby Lashley for the WWE Championship July 22, 2007 Our fans are in for a dream battle at The Great American Bash, as Bobby Lashley will challenge John Cena for the WWE Championship. Loyal viewers of Raw have been waiting for these two to clash one-on-one since Lashley arrived in last month’s WWE Draft. Since the moment Lashley was drafted to Raw, he has displayed a raging hunger for championship gold. When Lashley was drafted, Jonathan Coachman stripped him of the ECW World Title; however, immediately after Coachman pried the title from his hands, Lashley said everything was all right, and he would fight his way back to the top once again and prove to be a champion. He got his first chance at Vengeance: Night of Champions, where he was one of four men challenging Cena in the WWE Championship Challenge Match. However, The Champ was victorious that night, pinning Mick Foley to retain the gold. That left Lashley back on the outside, but he earned his opportuni

Hertoyz
I was so much enjoying the summer. Sitting at the pool working on my tan will I was working on Passion Parties booking parties. I enjoy being able to make my own hours. It will be good next week because the kids are in school starting Tues. Then I can really hit my business hard! Unless Sweetie and Booboo ( my Dogs) start talking back to me and become bad dogs..lol My youngest son who is only 8 and just starting to play football is now 2-0. We only have 6 more games till superbowl games. Let's hope his team keeps rocking like they have been for the past 2 weeks. It is so cute to see him running on the field with this big helmet on and see little legs. I am such a proud mommy! I was such a bad girl today. I was out by the pool all day. While I was out there I had booked a party. woohoo one step closer. Tonight I had went to Lonestar with hubby and kids. Then our goal was to hunt down a Wii well we had no luck. Best buy and everyone else was sold out. Damn those people! I want to play

Uhh...what!?
Today, I had to go to the local police station and talk to a detective who wanted to arrest me. Turns out, the charges filed against me where filed by my girlfriend's ex-boyfriend. So, since I am writing this, you can assume safely that I am not in jail. The charges where filed because I had pawned my Xbox 360 to pay for my OUTRAGEOUS phone bill. He told me that he REALLY wanted it, and not to pawn it. I said FUCK THAT SHIT!! I NEED MY PHONE ON! so, I take it to the pawn shop, get $200 for it (I know, bullshit) then paid the phone bill. So, like 4 days, yeah 4 days after I pawned it, he filed a police report, saying that I stole "his" Xbox360, and that I had pawned it illegally. Needless to say, I straightened that whole fucking mess out. So, the detective that I talked to wants him to come in because he "needs more information" about the case. hehehe, sneaky bastard.

Life Is What You Make Of It!
Most people have complained about whats going on in there life, but me I just kind of deal with it. The one thing I figured out is that you make your life what it is.You want to be happy then solve the problem that is bringing you down. It may not be easy at first but I promise its worth all your efforts! If someone else is trying to bring you down, don't let them!

Voicemail
I got bored today and decided I would let all of you hear my voice. I added voicemail to my profile. You should check it out and leave me a message. That would be awesome. Also I have to have surgery on my knee. I tore the ACL at work the other day and its pretty much toast. Hope to hear from you all.

Hell
HELL EXPLAINED BY CHEMISTRY STUDENT The following is an actual question given on a University of Washington chemistry mid term. The answer by one student was so "profound" that the professor shared it with colleagues, via the Internet, which is, of course, why we now have the pleasure of enjoying it as well: Bonus Question: Is Hell exothermic (gives off heat) or endothermic (absorbs heat)? Most of the students wrote proofs of their beliefs using Boyle's Law (gas cools when it expands and heats when it is compressed) or some variant. One student, however, wrote the following: First, we need to know how the mass of Hell is changing in time. So we need to know the rate at which souls are moving into Hell and the rate at which they are leaving. I think that we can safely assume that once a soul gets to Hell, it will not leave. Therefore, no souls are leaving. As for how many souls are entering Hell, let's look at the differ

Blogs From Others
ON THAT DAY A LADY STOOD IN TERROR. AS SHE WATCHED THE FIRST PLANE HITS, SHE STARTS TO CRY. AS TEARS ARE FLOWING DOWN HER FACE SHE STANDS IN TERROR. AS SHE LOWER HER HEAD TO PRAY, A SECOND PLANE SHE SEES, SHE STANDS IN TERROR AS TOWERS FALL, SHE PRAYS TO HER LORD FOR SHE KNOWS MANY WILL DIE. AS SHE PRAYS SHE HEARS BELIEVERS AND NONBELIEVERS CALLING OUT TO HER LORD. AS SHE OPENS HER EYES SHE SEE TEACHERS AND KIDS PRAYING. AT THE START OF THE SCHOOL DAY THEY SAY THE PLEDGE TO OUR AMERICAN FLAG. SHE SEES NO DEMOCRAT OR REPUBLICAN FOR THEY ARE PRAYING ON THE STEPS. SHE SEES NO COLOR AS WE HUG EACH OTHER. TODAY SHE LOWERS HER HEAD TO PRAY. AS SHE IS PRAYING SHE STARTS TO CRY FOR SEES NO TEACHER OR CHILD PRAYING OR PLEDGING TO OUR FLAG.....IT IS AGAINST THE LAW. SHE SEES THE DEMOCRAT AND THE REPUBLICAN TRYING TO BLAME EACH OTHER AS DADS, MOMS,SONS,AND DAUGHTERS ARE FIGHTING FOR OUR FREEDOM....SOME ARE DYING. SHE STANDS IN TERROR TODAY FOR SHE KNOWS WE NEED ANOTHER 9-11 TO SAY O

Sir George's Poetry
HELLO EVERYONE, SOME OF YOU ARE THINKING IF THIS IS REAL? AND YES THIS IS A REAL TRAGIC THING! HE WAS GOING TO THE STORE THIS MORNING AND WAS T-BONED IN HIS CAR AS HE WAS CROSSING AN INTERSECTION, AND WELL THE POLICE SAID THAT HE MUST HAVE DIED ON IMPACT, BECAUSE HE WAS DEAD AT THE SCENE. GEORGE HAS HAD SOME TROUBLE IN THE PAST FEW WEEKS, AND WAS RECOVERING FROM THAT, AND NOW THIS? SO HE WOULD HAVE WANTED YOU HIS FRIENDS? TO COPY ANY THING ON HIS PAGE AND REMEMBER HIM? THIS MEANS HIS POEMS AND HIS PICS! BECAUSE IN A FEW DAYS THIS PAGE WILL BE GONE, JUST LIKE HIM FOREVER! THIS IS REAL NOT A FAKE STORY SIR GEORGE DEAD AT 38 YRS OLD. This was in Sir George's comments, by his friend Firefly. WHEN TOMORROW STARTS WITHOUT ME When tomorrow starts without me, and I’m not there to see, If the sun should rise, and find your eyes all filled with tears for me. I wish so much you wouldn’t cry, the way you did today, While thinking of the many things, we didn’t get to sa

Three Murders
Study Carefully.....the clues are so blatant youwill be kicking yourself if you miss them!Don't look at the answers until you are sure youhave all three right. ---------------------------------------------------------------------- Mystery one A man was found murdered Sunday morning. His wife immediately called the police. The police questioned the wife and staff and got these answers: The wife said she was sleeping. The cook was preparing breakfast. The gardener was gathering vegetables. The maid was getting the mail. The butler was polishing shoes in the pantry. The police instantly arrested the murderer. Who did it and how did they know? ------------------------------- ---------------------------------------- Mystery two A man walks into his bathroom and shoots himself right between the eyes using a real gun with real bullets. He walks out alive, with no blood anywhere and no, he didn't miss and he wasn't Superman or any other crusader wearing a cape

Darrel
Some people want to talk about how he got shot on stage and how awesome his burial service was. But that is not what he would want us to talk about. He would want us to talk about all the good times and the amazing music he produced throughout his life. I know that is what Vinnie would want, because I believe it's not how he died, it's how he lived and all the good times he had with everyone he knew. "Dimebag"Darrell Abbot And in the words of Phill "Fuck the god damn media"

Clever Signs
Sign over a Gynecologist's Office: "Dr. Jones, at your cervix." ****************************** In a Podiatrist's office: "Time wounds all heels." ************************** On a Septic Tank Truck in Oregon: "Yesterday's Meals on Wheels" ************************** At a Proctologist's door: "To expedite your visit please back in." ************************** On a Plumber's truck: "Don't sleep with a drip. Call your plumber." ***************** ********* At a Tire Shop in Milwaukee: "Invite us to your next blowout." ************************** At a Towing company: "We don't charge an arm and a leg. We want tows." ************************** On an Electrician's truck: "Let us remove your shorts." ************************** On a Maternity Room door: "Push. Push. Push." ************************** At an Optometrist's Office "If you don't see what you're looking for, you've come to the right place." **************************

Random Things
AM I THE ONLY ONE WHO HAS TO RERATE PICS? i HAVE BEEN ON SITES AND i KNOW THAT i HAD RATED SOME PICS A WEEK AGO AND NOW iM DOING THE SAME PICS AGAIN,WHATS GOING ON? Sign over a Gynecologist's Office: "Dr. Jones, at your cervix." ****************************** In a Podiatrist's office: "Time wounds all heels." ************************** On a Septic Tank Truck in Oregon: "Yesterday's Meals on Wheels" ************************** At a Proctologist's door: "To expedite your visit please back in." ************************** On a Plumber's truck: "Don't sleep with a drip. Call your plumber." ***************** ********* At a Tire Shop in Milwaukee: "Invite us to your next blowout." ************************** At a Towing company: "We don't charge an arm and a leg. We want tows." ************************** On an Electrician's truck: "Let us remove your shorts." ************************** On a Maternity Room door: "Push. Push. Push." ***************

Signs Ive Seen
Did I read that sign right? TOILET OUT OF ORDER. PLEASE USE FLOOR BELOW In a Laundromat: AUTOMATIC WASHING MACHINES: PLEASE REMOVE ALL YOUR CLOTHES WHEN THE LIGHT GOES OUT In a London department store: BARGAIN BASEMENT UPSTAIRS In an office: WOULD THE PERSON WHO TOOK THE STEP LADDER YESTERDAY PLEASE BRING IT BACK OR FURTHER STEPS WILL BE TAKEN In an office: AFTER TEA BREAK STAFF SHOULD EMPTY THE TEAPOT AND STAND UPSIDE DOWN ON THE DRAINING BOARD Outside a secondhand shop: WE EXCHANGE ANYTHING - BICYCLES, WASHING MACHINES, E TC. WHY NOT BRING YOUR WIFE ALONG AND GET A WONDERFUL BARGAIN? Notice in health food shop window: CLOSED DUE TO ILLNESS Spotted in a safari parkI sure hope so) ELEPHANTS PLEASE STAY IN YOUR CAR Seen during a conference: FOR ANYONE WHO HAS CHILDREN AN D DOESN'T KNOW IT, THERE IS A DAY CARE ON THE 1ST FLOOR Notice in a farmer's field: THE FARMER ALLOWS WALKERS TO CROSS THE FIELD FOR FREE, BUT THE BULL CHARGES. Message on a

50 Mistakes Women Make, Listen Up Girls!
1. Assuming he can get a raging hard on when it suits you. Contrary to popular belief, men can't just flip a switch and get it up because you decided to stop being a frigid bitch. Getting it hard is your job. I suggest you figure it out. 2. Thinking that kissing needs to be this sweet romantic thing all the time. Sometimes pressing your lips against your partners mouth while you get off is the hot. It depends on the situation. 3. Leaving him responsible for your orgasm. You know what gets you off. Tell him. If you don't, it's your own fault when he's snoozing and you're all wound up. 4. Expecting him to cuddle. Men and women are wired differently. Sex makes most women want to talk and bond and all that shit. It makes men pass out. It's a biological thing. Stop fighting it, and stop holding it over his head, it's not his fault. 5. Expecting him to fall asleep with you in his arms. That shit is uncomfortable after awhile. A little snuggling isn't unreasonable, but when it's t

A Simple Path
An incomplete thought or two... I have been parroting something Chuck Palahniuk said a few years ago for quite some time. For those without a great deal of money or political power, the only way to effect social change is to write the stories, paint the pictures and make the music; present to the world at large a vision of what you believe the world can become. Further... Please do not tell me what a dystopian society is without giving me vision as to what society can become. I have already read "Animal Farm", "1984", and "A Brave New World". Give me "Anthem", dammit. This is not the "Beginning of the End", this is the "Beginning of History"; the End is not nigh, the Beginning is. While the American government has spent the last seven years consolidating power and (effectively turning this country into a socialist regime by definition) and controlling spin with a cooperative media, technology has afforded other voices the power and opportunity to give all sides to the story.

Respect & Commenting
To my Family and Friends, This morning I was having a discussion with Harley about the way some of our friends comment to us and the way it shows lack of respect to HE and I. Well I pointed out to Harley the way some of his friends comment to him,and He pointed out the way my friends comment to me and I have to agree I guess I have been a bit blind to some also. I am asking that any comments made to me be made with respect for Harley in mind also. This is my soulmate and the love of my life. Please, omit the word LOVE in that context if you have signed that way before, Love and Luv have a 2 very different meanings. Luv is a friendship thing, LOVE is more intimate. This may seem petty to a lot of you but to me and Harley it means a lot. I can't ask Harley to watch the way things are posted to him and commented and then be guilty of the same thing. If I have done it in the past it will stop today. If I continue to get comments like that then I will have to delete the f

Ugh, My Mother!
ok, well she is officially gone now! It didn't go too bad though, much better than her last visit. Judging by the frequency of her visits I won't have to deal with another one for a few years! We did go to visit my sister and man, those two in the same area for more than an hour IS NOT a good idea! Thank goodness we didn't stay at her place, but at a hotel! I actually managed to pay for some things on my own while she was here, last time she paid for everything, even when I already had my money out or the check written! makes me feel like I'm two or something and incapable of paying for myself! I think maybe all my eye rolling and sighing got the point across!! at least now life will go back to normal, yehaw! well, she's been here a day so far and don't want to strangle myself...yet! I really do like it when she comes to visit, but she'll go for years without a visit, then come here and start paying for everything and buying stuff left and right, she even paid for our grocerie

Signs I Have Seen
Did I read that sign right? TOILET OUT OF ORDER. PLEASE USE FLOOR BELOW In a Laundromat: AUTOMATIC WASHING MACHINES: PLEASE REMOVE ALL YOUR CLOTHES WHEN THE LIGHT GOES OUT In a London department store: BARGAIN BASEMENT UPSTAIRS In an office: WOULD THE PERSON WHO TOOK THE STEP LADDER YESTERDAY PLEASE BRING IT BACK OR FURTHER STEPS WILL BE TAKEN In an office: AFTER TEA BREAK STAFF SHOULD EMPTY THE TEAPOT AND STAND UPSIDE DOWN ON THE DRAINING BOARD Outside a secondhand shop: WE EXCHANGE ANYTHING - BICYCLES, WASHING MACHINES, E TC. WHY NOT BRING YOUR WIFE ALONG AND GET A WONDERFUL BARGAIN? Notice in health food shop window: CLOSED DUE TO ILLNESS Spotted in a safari park:(I sure hope so) ELEPHANTS PLEASE STAY IN YOUR CAR Seen during a conference: FOR ANYONE WHO HAS CHILDREN AN D DOESN'T KNOW IT, THERE IS A DAY CARE ON THE 1ST FLOOR Notice in a farmer's field: THE FARMER ALLOWS WALKERS TO CROSS THE FIELD FOR FREE, BUT THE

Tired Of The Fakeasses
Hi all my friends Are you getting tired of people pretending to be what they are not? I certainly am because they are pretending to be me some of the time. I wish there was a way for these sites to weed out these wierdos who want to be a celebrity or someone special soooo bad. It sucks for people like me who have worked so hard to be where i am and have gotten so far in my career and kicked ass to do the things ive dreamed of for so long....being a pro wrestler has always been a dream of mine and i finally have become one and am very good at it to boot!!! im the first ever adult film star to cross into mainstream sports entertainment (wrestling) noone has ever ever done it...there was a few gals who went into the ring but ONLY as exaggerated valets we call them like Jasmin St Claire and backyard wrestler (if you can call her that ) Tylene Buck Dont get me wrong these gals are way kool but didnt quite make it to the level i have where im actually a step away from doing my first ever

Three Ladies
THREE WOMEN , TWO YOUNGER, AND ONE SENIOR CITIZEN, WERE SITTING NAKED IN A SAUNA. SUDDENLY THERE WAS A BEEPING SOUND. THE YOUNG WOMAN PRESSED HER FOREARM AND THE BEEP STOPPED. THE OTHERS LOOKED AT HER QUESTIONINGLY. "THAT WAS MY PAGER," SHE SAID. I HAVE A MICROCHIP UNDER THE SKIN OF MY ARM. A FEW MINUTES LATER, A PHONE RANG. THE SECOND YOUNG WOMAN LIFTED HER PALM TO HER EAR. WHEN SHE FINISHED, SHE EXPLAINED, "THAT WAS MY MOBILE PHONE. I HAVE A MICROCHIP IN MY HAND." THE OLDER WOMAN FELT VERY LOW -TECH.. NOT TO BE OUT DONE, SHE DECIDED SHE HAD TO DO SOMETHING JUST AS IMPRESSIVE. SHE STEPPED OUT OF THE SAUNA AND WENT TO THE BATHROOM. SHE RETURNED WITH A PIECE OF TOILET PAPER HANGING FROM HER REAR END. THE OTHERS RAISED THEIR EYEBROWS AND STARED AT HER. THE OLDER WOMAN FINALLY SAI D. ........WELL, WILL YOU LOOK AT THAT... I'M GETTING A FAX!! When you stop laughing, send this to those who will appreciate it.

If A Man Wants You,
I read this in a friend's blog, it makes alot of sense :D If a man wants you, nothing can keep him away. All men are NOT dogs. If he doesn't want you, nothing can make him stay. Stop making excuses for a man and his behavior. Allow your intuition (or spirit) to save you from heartache. Stop trying to change yourselves for a relationship that's not meant to be. Slower is better. Never live your life for a man before you find what makes you truly happy. If a relationship ends because the man was not treating you as you deserve then heck no, you can't "be friends." A friend wouldn't mistreat a friend. Don't settle. If you feel like he is stringing you along, then he probably is. Don't stay because you think "it will get better." You'll be mad at yourself a year later for staying when things are not better. The only person you can control in a relationship is you. Avoid men who've got a bunch of children by a bunch of different women. He didn't marry them when he got them

Candy
It seems if you speak out and disagree with Baby J in any way, they shut you up. I read a bulletin today, this is the link, http://www.cherrytap.com/bulletins.php?b=4082606265 and commented something Baby J obviously did not like. The bulletin poster, Paris, as wellas I have been gagged. No commenting privelages on pics, profiles, bulletins. SHe still, for the time being, has the ability to post a bulletin. I tried and have even been blocked from doing that. I would appreciate if someone or a few someone's on my friend's list would cut and copy this entire blog and post it in a bulletin for me entitled PARIS YOU ARE NOT ALONE (REPOST) and someone make it sticky so it will stick around for 24 hours. I pay for VIC on here. Most people don't. SO obviously our money is of no use to Baby J. I guess he figures one person's money is no big deal. I guess freedom of speech is alive and well until you say something that rubs Baby J the wrong way. We are all suppose to be grown ups but yet i

Zodiac
Scorpio You are very dominant in bed, and you like to control your relationship in general. You are so intense in the sack that none of your partners will ever forget you. You are an amazing lover, because you like to have an equal amount of give and take. Sex matches: Cancer, Capricorn, Pisces Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Modeling Photo Shoot
Man im exhausted...i just got back from hawaii...because the scene for hollister summer was in hawaii...so i was in hawaii for 1 week to model all kinds of bikinis and stuff for hollister...but ya it was fun...but wat i missed the most was my home...but ya catch you laterz

(reposting For My Friend!) Peggysue"treehugger"...ty Girl!!!
It seems if you speak out and disagree with Baby J in any way, they shut you up. I read a bulletin today, this is the link, http://www.cherrytap.com/bulletins.php?b=4082606265 and commented something Baby J obviously did not like. The bulletin poster, Paris, as wellas I have been gagged. No commenting privelages on pics, profiles, bulletins. SHe still, for the time being, has the ability to post a bulletin. I tried and have even been blocked from doing that. I would appreciate if someone or a few someone's on my friend's list would cut and copy this entire blog and post it in a bulletin for me entitled PARIS YOU ARE NOT ALONE (REPOST) and someone make it sticky so it will stick around for 24 hours. I pay for VIC on here. Most people don't. SO obviously our money is of no use to Baby J. I guess he figures one person's money is no big deal. I guess freedom of speech is alive and well until you say something that rubs Baby J the wrong way. We are all suppose to be grown ups but yet i

I've Learned
ENLIGHTENED PERSPECTIVE If you take the time to read these I promise you'll come away with an enlightened perspective. The subjects covered affect us all on a daily basis! They're written by Andy Rooney, a man who has the gift of saying so much with so few words. Enjoy....... I've learned...That the best classroom in the world is at the feet of an elderly person. I've learned...That when you're in love, it shows. I've learned...That just one person saying to me, "You've made my day!" makes my day. I've learned...That having a child fall asleep in your arms is one of the most peaceful feelings in the world. I've learned...That being kind is more important than being right. I've learned...That you should never say no to a gift from a child. I've learned...That I can always pray for someone when I don't have the strength to help him in some other way. I've learned...That no matter how serious your life requires you to be, everyone needs a f

Today
Today was a good day. I started off this morning a little tired and unwilling to go to work. I went to the MK class at the Nursing home and facialed 3 women. It was a lot of fun. I got quite a bit of one on one time with the ladies. I found out that 2 of them were 90. One had just turned 90 in March and the other was going to be 91 on August 7. The one that has the Birthday on August 7 had 7 brothers and sisters. she was the 2nd to last one born. There is only one of her other siblings alive. And she is the mother of 7 herself. It was neat just sittin' there talking with here and putting make - up on her face. After it was all done she gave me a hug which was really sweet and put a smile on my face. :). She was walking around the nursing home the rest of the morning showing off her face she was so proud! I walked into the therapy (physical therapy) room where she was showing off her face to one of the ladies (probably her daughter - because she did tell me that she had a daughter that

Fresh From My Blogger Site...
...But here’s my real rant about interracial dating…I’ve gotten a girl mad @ me for a response I gave her about why I don’t like dating girls (any race) who only date blkmen. Most are going by the combination of what they see on TV, music, news, & movies. Thou they don’t want to admit it. You cannot help but acknowledge the influence all those things have had on society. And since we know most girls like the bad guy. In todays society, even the white guys who wanna be bad wanna be thugs.... If you wanna read the whole post, check out my blogger page. http://noturtypicalblkman.blogspot.com/

Why Orgasms Are Good For You...
Orgasms Are Really Good For You: It's a given that sex feels greats. That alone is enough reason to be actively orgasmic. Researchers are finding more and more evidence that orgasms are great for other reasons, too. (Did you really need convincing?) 1. Orgasms are a great way to deal with stress. Stress releases biochemicals which over the long term can have damaging effects on your body and lead to premature death. The biochemicals released from sex counteract the negative effects of stress. 2. Orgasms are a great sleeping pill. Orgasms cause a surge in the biochemicals that act as a sedative. They help you fall asleep and stay asleep. It's not really a coincidence that men fall asleep so quickly after sex. 3. Orgasms can relieve a migraine headache. “Not tonight, dear, I have a headache” is no longer an acceptable excuse. Although not as reliable as prescription medications, it's a bit more fun and has all these other benefits as well. You surely can't get that f

Lyrics
Da Da Da Da The smell of your skin lingers on me now Your probably on your flight back to your home town I need some shelter of my own protection baby To be with myself and center, clarity Peace, Serenity [CHORUS] I hope you know, I hope you know That this has nothing to do with you It's personal, Myself and I We've got some straightening out to do And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket But Ive got to get a move on with my life Its time to be a big girl now And big girls don't cry Don't cry Don't cry Don't cry The path that I'm walking I must go alone I must take the baby steps until I'm full grown (full grown) Fairytales don't always have a happy ending, do they And I foresee the dark ahead if I stay [CHORUS] I hope you know, I hope you know That this has nothing to do with you It's personal, Myself and I We've got some straightening out to do [Big Girls Don't Cry (Personal) (Album Version) lyrics on http://www.metrolyrics.com]

Win A Free 1month Vic Or A 7 Day Blast
I AM OFFERING A ONE MONTH VIC OR A 7 DAY BLAST! My homegirl is in a contest and I would like to see her win. She is a kick-ass person who I think deserves to win. SHE NEEDS COMMENTS! The contest ends this Friday. So whoever helps her win by leaving the most comments on her page will get their choice of the VIC or the BLAST. She will let me know who left the most comments. So leave as many as you can everyday this week. And you could win your choice. THE WINNER WILL BE GIVEN THEIR CHOICE SATURDAY! GET TO COMMENTING ON THIS AND SHOW HER LOVE! http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=831990&albumid=452353&i=2792684748

Me
Leave me in my painful comfort, I'll stay and play with my muse; I'll enjoy my peaceful anguish, When you'd think I'd win I lose. Watch me as I tear my heart out, And my teardrops fall like rain; If only I could let you feel it, But I'm sure you'd go insane. Give me back my darkest hour, When the feeling was so pure; Give me back my childhood wonder, Before I knew life was a whore. Leave me in my painful comfort, As life slithers down the drain; Only when there's nothing left - Is there anything to gain.

Twisted Sex Tuesday!!!
Well well well look where you are . The facts and rules of S~E~X~Y'S Twisted SEX Tuesday. Ok so first what is twisted SEX Tuesday??? Well thats easy Twisted SEX Tuesday is a blog about your wildest crazyest sex adventures. oh and once inawhile mine to. It is a contest with a prize for the winner each time. BUT S~E~X~Y how do I enter you ask??? well its realy simple and i think you will find quite enjoyable. First go out find your self a sex parner preferably among the living (note we do discorage against beastyality) then you have wild, magical, passionate, monkey sex, or what ever turns your crank. Then you run home and sit by your pc and wait for Monday night to roll around so you can message me telling me all about it. All entreis must be entered between 3p.m. Monday & 12 a.m. Wednasday morning and results will be posted wendnasday eavening as well as prizes awarded. From those sent to me each week I will choose the best one. Wait one minute here S~E~X~Y what are you going to do

Funny How Life Is
why is it we play the games we play? why is it we always hurt the ones we care and love? why do they always hurt us? no matter what why does joy and happiness anyways turn to sadness? why does love turn to pain? I'll love you always. twunt goodbye. got to love this video

Poems
I want to be the stars Shinning in your night skies, And I want to be the only Apple of your eyes. I want to be the moonlight Beaming upon your face, And the love arrow in your Heart never to be replaced. I want to be the snow Falling That makes your grass White, And the one you fall asleep Holding each and Every night. I want to be the leaves Hanging on your trees, And I Want to be the one You Make love with on our Knees. I want to be the sunlight Beaming in your door, And The one snuggling with you On the living room floor. I love you so deeply, I love you so much, I love the sound of your voice And the way that we touch. I love your warm smile And your kind, thoughtful way, The joy that you bring To my life every day. I love you today As I have from the start, And I'll love you forever With all of my heart. When I'm with you, eternity is a step away, my love continues to grow, with each passing day. This treasure of love, I

Hurt
Why don't some people realize how much you care? You put some things off for them. They don't even pay attention or at least you don't think they do. Should you give up? Or continue hoping they will realize how much you care? ok so today is like any ordinary day... got paid ... and im off this week... then work the 22... then off til that thursday... im happy like everyone would be to have a long vacation!!! then BOOM!! my real dad called my mom... thats kinda strange cuz he never call her... they were talking and im like wonder what he saying cuz of the facial expressions she making!! OH NO!! could my nanny had passed away (shes not in the best of health) noo... she put it on speakerphone... thats unusual... 1st he never calls her and 2nd of all she never puts it on speaker phone... "Stephanie, dear u know i love you right (of course because he's my dad) theres something we have to tell you.... im not your real dad" WTF?? ur kidding right..... no he wasnt... no wonder why he hasnt b

I Will Overcome!!!!!
Where are the heroes I my time of need Is my crying abandoned? Or have they gone Oh no They just tend to stand Out of the rain Thinking but not acting That they're not to blame Falling and crawling A fight to stand up Memory still haunts me In the dead of night Over and over I felt so small But one day I'll be stronger And you better watch out I will overcome In violence there's silence Oh no, It can't be undone I will overcome Knowing that I'm not the only one I will overcome It's the only way to carry on Where are the saviours Afraid of the toll Sorry do my nine inch nails Slash your soul? Such heroes Throwing stones Straight at the one Who is standing alone? Twisting and turning It's always the same The truth is never honest When you're to blame Pushing and pulling Never give in One day I wish You see you're not so beautiful within Run and run Run and run

Friends 'til The End
Hello My name is Ben Varela. I have had a heart problem since 1998. I was doing a regular physical for my schools basketball team then I was given the news that I wouldn't be able to pass due to the problem. I needed a heart pacemaker inserted. All was fine until 2000 in which I needed Open-Heart Surgery. Well I was supposed to have another surgery last summer in July but by the grace of God and I believe my dad, I felt them pull my heart out of my body and say that you don't need the surgery son, you will be cured. Sure enough, it happened one week before the surgery that it happened and one week later up at Stanford Medical they ran tests to see how I am doing and sure enough they said that I didn't need the surgery. It has been one year since the miracle and all my tests run the same and they say it looks like I don't need the pacemaker any more. So I thank the Lord above for keeping me here everyday here on Earth. So I hope you find it in you heart to tell the people you know about

....."right Here".....
I know I've been mistaken But just give me a break and see the changes that I've made I've got some imperfections But how can you collect them all and throw them in my face But you always find a way to keep me right here waiting You always find the words to say to keep me right here waiting And if you chose to walk away I'd still be right here waiting Searching for the things to say to keep you right here waiting I hope you're not intending To be so condescending it's as much as i can take and you're so independent you just refuse to bend so I keep bending till I break But you always find a way to keep me right here waiting You always find the words to say to keep me right here waiting And if you chose to walk away I'd still be right here waiting Searching for the things to say to keep you right here waiting I've made a commitment I'm willing to bleed for you I needed fulfillment I found what I need in you Why can't you just forgive me I don't want to rel

Callin All Sexy Men Of Ct
What's up all of my sexy men of CT...Ya gurl has one question that we as women want 2 know...Why is it that when a woman cheats, you feel as though that u should not accept her bac but if you do she should...I really want 2 hear a males point of view about this situation.... P.S. For all my gents out there ya gurl is not a cheater, it's just a question that I had on my mind...Oh yea my gurls I would like 2 hear ur side 2 this 2....Holla

I Need Some Help!!!!!!!!
On August 11, 2009 my Fu Hubby will turn another year older and I would like to make it a special birthday for him~~~ So i'm asking anyone that can help to help. Please buy me a 6 credit bling pack and once I recieve 30 of them I will give away either an Auto 11 or Cherrybomb to one of the 30 people who purchased me a 6 credit bling pack. And as a bonus I will do two bombs of my own and he will do two bombs also and everyone that helps will get bombed all four times. So please dig deep people and if you can help do help~~~~~~~~ By the way if we get over 30 people to help, for each additional 20 people that make a gift of a 6 credit bling pack, I will draw for another Auto 11 or Cherry Bomb...... If you read my blog and c my bully please repost it for me....thanks in advance for your help!!!!!!!!! Calling out to all my friends on Cherry Tap Please comment bomb my photo in the Delicious Diva Contest. Thanks Ladylove Link is in first BLOG~ Hi Everyone, I could rea

I Pay Attention
Are you daring enough to answer this and send it back ? Name: Age: Would you have sex with me? What positions would you want to be in? Would you give me oral pleasure? Would you have hard pounding sex, make love, or mix it up? Would you have sex with me the first night we met? Would you give me a naked pic? Would you do me in a hot steamy shower? Would you let me handcuff or tie you to the bed? . Would you join me in a 3-some? What is it about me that makes you want to have sex with me? Would you talk dirty to me while we had sex? Where would you like to be when we have sex? Would you have sex with me in front of other people? Would you have multiple sex sessions with me in the same night? Would you have sex with me in the rain, letting me bend you over the hood of a car? Would you mind if we got nasty and dirty like in a porno? Would you have phone sex with me? Phone number? Would you have sex with me once and then leave me the next day? Would yo

Why?
y doesn't anyone read my bulletins..can they not see them..y doesn't anyone come and check out my profile, is it cuz i am married. or i hae stuff about sex in my pics..Y? i am now making an fubar id for ppl that want me to make one..i have nothing better to do, so i thought i would be nice and do sumthign creative..well just let me know, if anyone is interested..u all have a great nite..

Take The Test
You have a sexual IQ of 157 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Songs To The One I Miss
The most incredible baby Uhh - mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm Yeah, yeah.. uhh I can't see 'em comin down my eyes So I gotta make the song cry I can't see 'em comin down my eyes So I gotta make the song cry [Jay-Z] Good dudes - I know you love me like cooked food Even though a nigga got move like a crook move We was together on the block since free lunch We shoulda been together havin 4 Seasons brunch We used to use umbrellas to face the bad weather So now we travel first class to change the forecast Never in bunches, just me and you I loved your point of view cause you held no punches Still I left you for months on end It's been months since I checked back in Well somewhere in a small town, somewhere lockin a mall down Woodgrain, four and change, Armor All'd down I can understand why you want a divorce now Though I can't let you know it, pride won't let me show it Pretend to be heroic, that's just one to grow with But deep inside a nigga so sick [Chorus] I can't see

Omg
GOTTA HAVE GOTTA HAVE NOW GOTTA HAVE MORE This is what I see and hear out of most people. Too bad it isn't GOTTA GIVE GOTTA GIVE NOW GOTTA GIVE MORE BEST DRUNK STORY OF THE MONTH... > > A drunken man walks into a biker bar, sits down at the bar >and orders a drink. >Looking around, he sees three men sitting at a corner >table. He gets up, staggers to the table, leans over, looks the >biggest, meanest, biker in the face and says: "I went by your >grandma's house today and I saw her in the hallway buck naked. Man, she is >one fine looking woman!" > >The biker looks at him and doesn't say a word. His buddies >are confused, because he is one bad biker and would fight at the drop of >a hat. The drunk leans on the table again and >says: "I got it on with your grandma and she is good, the best I ever >had!" > >The biker's buddies are starting to get really mad but the biker >still says nothing. > The drunk leans on the table one more time and says, "I'll >tell you

A Child's Dream
Am I A Fireman Yet?? In Phoenix , Arizona , a 26-year-old mother stared down at her 6 year old son, who was dying of terminal leukemia. Although her heart was filled with sadness, she also had a strong feeling of determination. Like any parent, she wanted her son to grow up & fulfill all his dreams. Now that was no longer possible. The leukemia would see to that. But she still wanted her son's dream to come true. She took her son' s hand and asked, "Billy, did you ever think about what you wanted to be once you grew up? Did you ever dream and wish what you would do with your life?" Mommy, "I always wanted to be a fireman when I grew up." Mom smiled back and said, "Let's see if we can make your wish come true." Later that day she went to her local fire Department in Phoenix , Arizona , where she met Fireman Bob, who had a heart as big as Phoenix . She explained her son's final wish

Just For The Hell Of It
I am not here to please anyone or to pick up anyone, I am here for friends only, and what I do not understand is why one particular guy just will not let the salute pic go, in fact he wanted something further, he wanted me to take a pic with my thong around my neck and having a sign with something like "tequila for my" --- I will let the name out just to keep peace, and constantly asked for my number, but he will not talk to me now, but that is ok, I do not care either way. But here is the odd thing about this situation, he does not trust me, for whatever reason, but he is the one that is a sex offender and has it written all over his profile. I never once asked him any questions about it, I do not judge others on their past, but he has the nerve not trust me? I am the one getting emails from someone telling me to keep my distance from him and watch him for he would be asking for certain pics and numbers etc. and if I do not give it to him, he will not talk to you anymore etc, I

Notice To All
Ok everyone, if for some reason, I have accidentally pissed you off, I feel like I should be told about it, so I know what I did wrong because I'm sure if you pissed me off then you would want to be told too by me and get it worked out, so if I end up doing this on accident or whatnot just let me know either by shoutbox or private message, ok? Thanks! :-D

This Is For The Girls
WHEN WE GIRLS DRINK TOO MUCH............ 1. WE HAVE ABSOLUTELY NO IDEA WHERE OUR PURSE IS. 2. WE BELIEVE THAT DANCING WITH OUR ARMS OVERHEAD AND WIGGLING OUR BUTT WHILE YELLING "WOO-HOO!" IS TRULY THE SEXIEST DANCE MOVE AROUND. 3. WE'VE SUDDENLY DECIDED THAT WE WANT TO KICK SOMEONE'S ASS AND HONESTLY BELIEVE WE COULD DO IT TOO. 4. IN OUR LAST TRIP TO PEE, WE REALIZE THAT WE NOW LOOK MORE LIKE A HOMELESS HOOKER THAN THE GODDESS WE WERE JUST FOUR HOURS AGO. 5. WE DROP OUR 3:00 A.M. SUBMARINE SANDWICH ON THE FLOOR (WHICH WE'RE EATING EVEN THOUGH WE ARE NOT THE LEAST BIT HUNGRY), PICK IT UP AND CARRY ON EATING IT 6.WE START CRYING AND TELLING EVERYONE WE SEE THAT WE LOVE THEM SOOOOO MUCH. 7. WE GET EXTREMELY EXCITED AND JUMP UP AND DOWN EVERY TIME A NEW SONG PLAYS BECAUSE "OH MY GOD! I LOVE THIS SONG!" 8. WE'VE FOUND A DEEPER/SPIRITUAL SIDE TO THE GEEK SITTING NEXT TO US. 9. THE MAN WE'RE FLIRTING WITH USED TO BE OUR 5TH GRADE TEACHER. 10. THE URGE TO TAKE OFF ARTICLES

Missing Me??!?!?!?
Can you stop, please? Can you stop the fire? You cant stop the fire, you wont say the words. Please, Please Please, please forgive me, But I won't be home again. Maybe someday you'll look up, And, barely conscious, you'll say to no one: "Isn't something missing?" You won't cry for my absence, I know - You forgot me long ago. Am I that unimportant...? Am I so insignificant...? Isn't something missing? Isn't someone missing me? Even though I'm the sacrifice, You won't try for me, not now. Though I'd die to know you love me, I'm all alone. Isn't someone missing me? Whispered: Can you stop, please? Can you stop the fire? You cant stop the fire, you wont say the words. Please, Please Please, please forgive me, But I won't be home again. I know what you do to yourself, I breathe deep and cry out; "Isn't something missing? Isn't someone missing me?" Even though I'm the sacrifice, You won't try for me, not now. Though I'd die to know you lov

Before
I Used To Love Her How many years will this clock have to tick How many tears have to fall How many nights must I lie here and wonder If I'm gonna survive this at all Waking up and reaching out for no one Is the hardest part to get over I can't wait for the day when I can finally say I used to love her I'm gettin' better at walkin' the floor I'm wearin' holes in my shoes I keep on looking for something I've lost As if I had something to lose [I Used To Love Her - these lyrics are found on http://www.songlyrics.com] Calling out her name while nobody answers Is the hardest part to get over I can't wait for the day when I can finally say I used to love her This endless wall of heartache and pain I can't seem to get over I can't wait for the day when I can finally say I used to love her I can't wait for the day when I can finally say I used to love her.

Not Feeling Good
WELL EVERYONE I DONT KNOW WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME ,BUT I'M NOT FEELING GOOD TODAY. I FEEL REALLY SICK & RAN DOWN FOR SOME REASON....SO I THINK I'M GONNA MAKE IT A EARLY NIGHT & HOPEFULLY I'LL FEEL BETTER TOMORROW. HOPE YOU ALL HAVE A GOOD NIGHT ERIKA

Meet A Friend
I just wanted to introduce you to a friend that hasn't been on Cherry Tap that long. She's still learning all about this site. She's has a heart of gold and and always willing to help others. Please stop by and Fan, Add and rate her. *~shuks~* (David's lil' sis)@ CherryTAP This is a pimp out from: BooBoo...Rate,Fan, Add, So I can return it:)@ CherryTAP

Opression
Breakups suck, I am sure alot of people know that... Aside from the emotional jest of it, there is sorting out all the stuff, changing all the websites, having friends ask "you still with (name)" and haveing to explain to them what happened, then theres the millions of pictures you took of them on your phone and im sure theres more, its a headache really... Then after it sets in, most people wonder 'should i have done that' and thats when lonelyness hits your hard.... I say... Shit happens....

Say It Right
SOME OF THE SONG LYRICS I AM POSTING IN MY BLOGS MEAN A LOT TO ME Say It Right In the day In the night Say it all Say it right You either got it Or you don't You either stand or you fall When your will is broken When it slips from your hand When there's no time for joking There's a hole in the plan Oh you don't mean nothing at all to me No you don't mean nothing at all to me Do you got what it takes to set me free Oh you could mean everything to me I can't say that I'm not lost and at fault I can't say that I don't love the light and the dark I can't say that I don't know that I am alive And all of what I feel I could show You tonite you tonite From my hands I could give you Something that I made From my mouth I could sing you another brick that I laid From my body I could show you a place God knows You should know the space is holy Do you really want to go?

Easy
The easy parts over now, it?s time to cry The easiest part of all, was saying goodbye The easy parts over now, and you are gone Now comes the hardest part, living alone Time is the only friend that I have left here with me But can those healing hand of time erase your memory? The easy parts over now, we?ve come to the end The easy parts over now, and the hard part begins Time is the only friend that I have left here with me But can those healing hand of time erase your memory? The easy parts over now, we?ve come to the end The easy parts over now, and the hard part begins

Food Court Is Now In Session....
So this month's dinner double date nite with the Hooligan and BadBunnie constituted a selection of "Food without Feet". Granted some out there may consider cephalopods/mollusks to have a single foot, this was agreed upon by group consensus to not constitute the plural "Feet" and there for permissible by food court ruling. This while all the while trying to be Atkin's friendly to offer our continued support of the Hooligan's dietary considerations. Left us with quite a bit of seafood selections, so if you don't dig the fishes, you can stop reading now... Appetizers Jalapeño Pepper Popper Russian Roulette (Recipe included below) Seafood and Cheese Stuffed Mushrooms (requested repeat from last supper see previous blog "stuff, stuffed in other stuff" for recipe) Steamed fresh Little Neck Clams and Mussels with Onion/Cayenne drawn butter Main Dishes Fresh Grilled Salmon Steaks with Habanero-Lime Butter (Recipe included below) Baked Tilapia Fillets topped with

Forget
So I feel so blue sometimes I want to die And so I?ve got a broken heart so what They say that time will heal all wounds in mice and men And I know that someday I?ll forget and love again But just between you and me I got my doubts about it But just between you and me you?re too much to forget So I?ve lost the only girl I ever loved And so I?ve never felt so low so what I?ll just tell myself each time I want to cry That someday time will dry the teardrops from my eyes But just between you and me I not so sure about it Just between you and me you?re too much to forget You?re too much to forget

Angels
She never mentions the word addiction In certain company Yes, shell tell you shes an orphan After you meet her family She paints her eyes as black as night, now Pulls those shades down tight Yeah, she gives a smile when the pain comes, The pains gonna make everything alright Says she talks to angels, They call her out by her name She talks to angels, Says they call her out by her name She keeps a lock of hair in her pocket She wears a cross around her neck Yes, the hair is from a little boy And the cross is someone she has not met, not yet Says she talks to angels, Says they all know her name Oh yeah, she talks to angels, Says they call her out by her name She dont know no lover, None that I ever seen Yes, to her that aint nothing But to me, yeah me, Its everything She paints her eyes as black as night now She pulls those shades down tight Oh yeah, theres a smile when the pain comes, The pains gonna make everything alright, alright yeah She ta

Im Sad Yet Searching For Answers!! :(
A Reaaaaaaaaaaaaaaallllllllllllly down night ..Feelin down in the dumps right now!!!!!..... (((((((Sighs)))))..............:( :( :( ================================================== I'm searching for answers Cause something is not right. I follow the signs, I'm close to the fire. I fear that soon you'll reveal Your dangerous mind. It's in your eyes, what's on your mind. I fear your smile and the promise inside. It's in your eyes, what's on your mind. I fear your presence, I'm frozen inside. I'm searching for answers Not questioned before. The curse of awareness, There's no peace of mind. As your true colors show A dangerous sign. It's in your eyes, what's on your mind. I see the truth that you've buried inside. It's in your eyes, what's on your mind. There is no mercy, just anger I find. I just have to know, while I still have time. Do I have to run, or hide away from you? It's in your eyes, what's on your mind. I see the truth that you'v

Today;s "h"
"The buck doesn't always have to stop with you. Take a break! Why not let another person take charge of this situation? They've got a million and one ideas about how to get things moving. You'll benefit from this respite." I admit, I saw this one and started to laugh... but then I had to think; Had a bit of a problem ordering a piece of equipment today at work,, turned it over to the Office Expert and let her run with it.. I still beleive it's something our section shouldn't be getting into and she agrees.. but... well it's outa my hands now :D Now.. Home.. No one to turn it over to. Wife depends on me to tell her how much we have... and today I looked at the spreadsheet I made up, trying to figure out how to afford Day-Care for a set of 2 year old Twins... and I'm not seeing it.. Depressing.... :( "The true test of any relationship is how both parties deal with conflict. Right now, for example, if you two have to tussle, make sure you both fight fair and, most importan

I Am Feeling Really Sad And Blue Tonight!!! :(
Im feeling really down tonight... Got the blues ..... I dont get like this often.. Maybe like 2 times a year .. I am always a happy positive upbeat person.... got it rough tonight I guess... I always express myself throough my written words.... Songs and poems........ ==================================================== I´m dying to catch my breath Oh why don´t I ever learn? I´ve lost all my trust, though I´ve surely tried to turn it around Can you still see the heart of me? All my agony fades away when you hold me in your embrace Don´t tear me down for all I need Make my heart a better place Give me something I can believe Don´t tear me down You´ve opened the door now, don´t let it close I´m here on the edge again I wish I could let it go I know that I´m only one step away from turning it around Can you still see the heart of me? All my agony fades away when you hold me in your embrace Don´t tear me down for all I need Make my heart a better place

Wow My Horoscope For 2 Day
So many people are trying to get your attention right now, but you only have eyes for a certain someone. But, does this person even know that he or she is a priority in your life? That's a very important question.

Beneath The Sheets Of Two Women
Beneath the sheets of two women I've slept To whom I have been so deeply inside Both have sketched memories in my heart One sketched in my skin Both embedded in my mind Yet, ones more deeply within One is the meaning of my pain Yet one deepens my sin Stress springs from her Grows over my nature And pulls me down in it's grips And it's only love that dares Rescue me from the abyss Both lost in the labyrinth We cannot escape her attack So even with her love intact My heart simply remains trapped What will it take for the destruction to end Life of love I need help But with who to depend Should I stay on this path In which destruction ends Or should I go with my savior My heart will she mend … ?

My Ct Husband
HEY EVERYONE..THANKS FOR STOPPING BY MY BLOG..I NEED SOME HELP IN SHOWING ALMOND JOY (my CT hubby) MAJOR LOVE..HE IF YOU GO BY AND FAN ADD AND RATE HIM AND SOME OF HIS PICS I WOULD GREATLY APPRECIATE IT AND I KNOW HE WOULD TO..HES SO LONELY..SO GO ON AND SHOW HIM WHAT CT IS REALLY ABOUT..THANKS LOVLYMOM http://www.cherrytap.com/user/369759

You're Lost
Your lost I cant see you Nor can I hear you I Spotted a tear fall Your open eye Stares at me from afar Wondering why there is so much distance And in an instance I reappear Right in front of your eyes It's as clear as those drops of tears That I'm the one that clears you mind Brings you to a higher place Your fears only I erase I love you Yet I hurt you Tell you I'll stay true But yet I desert you Do I deserve you I don't know…

Sadness...
I would love the chance to tell you how I feel... And how much you will be missed...Life just won't be the same without you...Your laughter and the way you always cheered me up when I was down...We were good friends through thick and thin...You will always be missed and my heart you did take...I know we will see each other in another life another time...But right now it hurts to know your gone...To know that I will be able to talk to you... Love you hun... Christopher RIP 1978-2007... Just so you all know plz tell the one's you love how you feel...Life is so unpredictable...And you don't know when they will be ripped away from you...

In Rememberance
This calls for a dance Or maybe a toast Whatever, it calls for, it must show the utmost Utmost respect for the situation In remembrance of the day I asked for your hand I remember like it was yesterday Centered in the trees of Autumn We were surrounded by these I could see the tears in your eyes At the very touch of my hand I felt your nervous shake As your stared at your man I could see you thoughts As if they where projected Onto your face from you brain And it was funny So not unusually I was thinking the same Madam, will you take my hand and forever to hold As long as you live Will you be my wife My lover The mother of my kids With all that said I ask you this Will you be my wife? This i Wrote to a girl when i was 16, she died in a horrible car wreck caused by an arguement between us. This was going to be said at our wedding, instead i read it at her funeral:(

Why I Want To Marry Dj Tigger.
I guess I should start this out with the reasons I want to CT marry DJ Tigger. He's HOT! He's SEXY! He's SWEET and he makes me smile! He also does a great job as DJ for Cherry Tap's Excalibur Radio!(woot, woot!) Almost every day he is in there busting his furry little tail to make our Cherry Tap experience more enjoyable. He tries to please everyone with his music mix and plays requests and dedications throughout his entire show. He shouts out to everyone not leaving anyone behind. You can almost feel the excitement when he pops into the lounges to say hello! Now you're probably asking yourself why would he want to CT marry Jen. Well, I will tell you why! I'm lovable, huggable, squeezable, smart, funny and sexy in my own way! I am Head Bartender for the BBW World Lounge and have the hard job of trying to keep it livened up and fun at all times. I LOVE making people smile and try to surrond myself with people who aren't afraid to laugh..even at themselves! In short, I feel tha

The Breakup
Meanless words are spoken From people who mean so much to each other Swear they love one another But finds themselves loving another Things get weird as feelings change amongst the couple As they realize the destruction They crumble They start to rely more on the signficent other Tougues tied together They no longer know what to stay Argument becomes more and more meaningless In the begining Not even for a second Would either of them have dreamed of this And when it seems as the wound has to much damage to heal The finally break apart Could the crash have been avoided If only before they both turned, they had yeild?

Changing Times
Scenario: Jack goes quail hunting before school, pulls into school parking lot with shotgun in gun rack. 1957 - Vice Principal comes over, looks at Jack's shotgun, goes to his car and gets his shotgun to show Jack. 2007 - School goes into lock down, FBI called, Jack hauled off to jail and never sees his truck or gun again. Counselors called in for traumatized students and teachers. Scenario: Johnny and Mark get into a fistfight after school. 1957 - Crowd gathers. Mark wins. Johnny and Mark shake hands and end up buddies. 2007 - Police called, SWAT team arrives, arrests Johnny and Mark. Charge them with assault, both expelled even though Johnny started it. Scenario: Jeffrey won't be still in class, disrupts other students. 1957 - Jeffrey sent to office and given a good paddling by the Principal. Returns to class, sits still and does not disrupt class again. 2007 - Jeffrey given huge doses of Ritalin. Becomes a zombie. Tested for ADD. School gets extra money f

Take My Hand
Take my hand I want to take you to a place A place we've only imagined A place were we wouldn't believe Couldn't believe it excited There is no pain There are no tears Fear is the last thing to fear Here In this place This place I have held close No one has been here before Only I resided in this place Inside my chest Underneath my ribs This place I speak of is my heart Take my hand And come inside

So Far Away
I think of you and wonder why so far away i live my life not an hour goes by i dont think of you and all the fun exciting things we could do your special in ways left untold one night is all i ask for it to be you i hold. I know you will find happiness the truth is told but from all these miles till then ill be cold your young smart and beautiful I know your concious is dutiful. what can i do to make you understand next to you is where i want to be, holding your hand

Haunted
i see you smiling, and yet its genuine I hear your laughter, and it rings I feel your emotions, and they are true I hear your words, as just a memory I see your eyes, yet they look haunted I feel your pain, we share it well I feel your heart, yet torn, its beating I smell your scent, upon my life Once there were giggles Laughter of glee now there are memories Memmories of me. With my life so far away forgotten at night Remembered by day pleasure turns to pain yet its the only way Remember this forever 'cause there will come a day when the dark unfolds onto light and the truth shines forever in a day though I may be gone Nowhere around look into your soul there I will be found

What!!!!! No Thank You's!!!!!!!!!
My ma always said, courtesy goes along way..... I guess there are some stuck up gals that won't even reply with a simple thx for the "whatever"!!! Anyway, for all you ladies that have replied and commented me.........................

Hey Everybody
hey just writing this to tell everybody that my time on ct is going to get cut back big time I got the call today to go back to work and I will be gone for 9 days at a time so I am going to be a little slack on all the love but on my days off I will return it and to the super cool lady on here (you know who you are :) ) I will talk to you as much as I can. well Im out and I will see everybody around peace out

Ice Lolly
Red rocket On a stick. If it shines, Lick it quick. Round the edges, On the top. Round the bottom, Do not stop. Suck the lolly, Lick your lips. Lick the sides, As it drips. Off the stick, Quick, quick. Lick, lick... Red rocket, On a stick. If only i had one :(

Poems
I close my eyes and think of you You used to be a stranger I hardly knew Ever since I've known you, I've been in a daze You've got me going crazy, this time I'm not afraid You wiped away my tears, like no other has done You touched me the right way, you didn't want to rush As our lips touched and our bodies came close I saw us together, never wanting to let go Who'd ever think I'd fall this hard? You've opened my eyes, a walking angel you are I want to be with you because you set me free You have shown there's alot inside of me I feel I need you, like you're the one for me Leaving footprints on my soul, an everlasting peace ~Melissa Renee'~

My 2nd Contest Ever
I KNOW SOME ARE N VACTION BUT I COULD REALLY USE A LITTLE HELP IM IN THE VIP FR A YER AND IM BEHIND IF U CAN COULD YOU PLZ STOP BY AND THROW ME A FEW COMMENTS PLEASE I WILL RETURN THE (repost of original by 'Rosepetals~*Confederate Bombers Family' on '2007-07-21 18:28:42') (repost of original by 'Jenn812Crew' on '2007-07-22 07:50:23') i for got to mention rules are no blank comments and no one under lvl 5 thanx all first to 250,000 if u can hlp thanx no blank comments no one under lvl 5

Large Profiles
The same three DUDES, check out my profile everyday! What is going on?????? I really don't like large profiles that freeze my computer(s)! I have a brand new HP laptop at home and new dual core at work so I know its not my computer. What is the point of having a profile that freezes other peoples computers. Why? Do you really need six slide shows, three guestbooks and 18 videos?

Randomness
So i'm new to this. Well no, not so much. I've been here before. So feel free to say hello. I might not necessarily say it back but it's worth a try. Be inventive and say something other than 'hi, be my friend...etc, etc.' Leave me comments on my photo's and stuffs too. Be nice. Amuse me. K? Now do it.

Finding Beauty In The Dissonance
I've been trying to be a "good girl" in the sense of not sleeping with anyone unless I'm dating them. But fuck...I'm horny..and i am not interested in anyone that lives near me. What am i too do? Go fuck some random guy.. or just suffer with /deal with masturbating?. I love cock,I miss cock... But I'm not a whore,so I'm screwed right...(and apparently not literately).lol I've been asked by a few people to do salutes for them,..So if you want one done..please comment and tell me you do. ..Thanks.. btw: Will be done on friday! Dripping blood Streamed down the river As i looked around Making sure ... Being alert... The night wind Shifting the tree's Light gazing down over mountain tops Picked myself up tears slowly making their way down to my chest.. Rocks Chipping my soar feet I try to keep focused on the separated areas My escape route is just ahead Its cold,So cold.. Just a few move steps ,i repeatedly say to myself... the smell of sweat & blood fill the air

Sexxxxxxxxy Survey
subject: Sex Survey! date: 2007-07-12 13:02:08 1. Would you have sex with me? Answer: 2. What positions would u want to be in? Answer: 3. Would u suck/LICK me ? Answer: 4. Would u fuck me hard? Answer: 5. Would u hav sex with me the first night u met me? Answer: 6. Would u let me pull your hair while i did you? Answer: 7. Would u do me in the shower? Answer: 8.Would u hancuff me or tie me up to the bed and then do me? Answer: 9. Would u have 3-some with me? Answer: 10. What about me makes u want to hav sex with me? Answer: 11. Would u talk dirty to me while we sexed? Answer: 12. Where would you do me? Answer: 13. Would u do me in front of people? Answer: 14. Would u do me again and again? Answer: 15. Would u do me in the rain? Answer: 16. Would u mind if we did it like a porn star? Answer: 17. Would u have phone sex with me? Answer: 18. Would u cheat on me? Answer: 20. If I gave u my heart would you love it o

Blogs For Friends That Need Help
She's 3k behind and we can catch up she needs your help Yadadamean what it do, why you be lookin at dis, get to commenting you lousy commies, yadadasayintho Rate Rate Rate Cupcake's posters She Designed them herself and would love the help, You can vote once a day on both so bookmark them repost this, spread these links out Vote for me in this contest!Submit entry|Create your own contestContest details Vote for me in this contest!

-shrugs-
--Guys hate sluts even though they have sex with them! (oh yeah..you're not "popular" if you've slept with more than 6 guys..you're a HOE) --"Hey, are you busy?" or "Are you doing something?" ~ two phrases guys open with to stop from stammering on the phone. --Guys may be flirting around all day but before they go to sleep, they always think about the girl they truly care about.* --Before they call, guys try to plan out a little about what they're gonna say so there aren't awkward pauses, but once he's on the phone he forgets it all and makes it up as he goes. --Guys go crazy over a girl's smile. * --Guys will do anything just to get you to notice him. --Guys hate it when you talk about your ex-boyfriend or ex love-interest. Unless they're goin for the let-her-complain-to-you-and-then-have-her-realize-how-wonderful-and-nice-you-are method. * --A guy who likes you wants to be the only guy you talk to. * --Boyfriends need to be reassured often that they're still

Social Dymanics
About a month ago, as an experiment, I switched my default picture to one I took a couple years ago of a cat sunning itself on the patio of the Ernest Hemingway house in Key West. This picture wasn't of me or anything I really cared about. In fact, it was in a directory I had fogotten about which means I had at least 100 pictures from that trip I liked better. Still. a little cropping to improve the perspective and it isn't a bad shot. I bet you are wondering why I am bothering you folks with this. Well, I do find the results interesting I thought I would share them. Before I posted the picture I was averaging a '1' rating per day on any picture I posted as my default. With the Key West Kitty I went almost a month without a single downrating of any kind. Now in the last week I have had 4 down ratings and the lowest of them was a '4'. It seems to me that downraters, whether simply ignorant newbies or season CT members with a chip on the shoulder for the most part simply ski

Sunmaid
Hey friends....I know a really special cherry that wants to level....can you show her some love for me? Rate, Fan, and Add a great friend, trust me she is a sweetheart! Thanks and MUCH Love ~Jamie ~¢¾Sunmaid¢¾~{Dirty South Crew}~¢¾I.B.I.C.¢¾~@ CherryTAP

What Kinda Freak Are You?
So,if a straight guy{s} or girl{s} are watching porn....what's realy turning them on? Me..personally..I like the whole damn thing! Do your friends...the one's that you physically hang out with on a daily basis...know what Truly goes on behind your closed doors? Or do you find it better to keep them in the dark to keep them friends?

Tenants
we live in Phillipsburg, NJ. and we have the worst tenants ever. They are drunks. and in this town there is a bar on every corner, so mind you my tenants go to each one every night. ok so they pay $4.50 for a beer each time and they drink til they cant stand, so you figure they spend $45 every night at the bar. now for $6 they can get a case of the beer they like and drink at home. but nooooooo. what a bunch of losers. im actually just venting, bc it pisses me off, why anyone who has a job and makes over $550 a week would waste their money at the bar instead of buying the liquor and drink at home. and then when its time to pay the rent they dont have the money. i think these are the only ppl weve had here that we make pay their rent weekly. bc otherwise theyd think they can live here free. and yea before u leave a comment saying to take them to court and evict them. we have and this is how our town works, and its the only city in NJ that does this. if and when u do end up in court for

Glasgow Airport Attacks
sat at work on a rainy saturday afternoon when a call comes into the office that glasgow airport had been car bombed...... shocked by the news of this i turned the tv on to our local news channel to see a green jeep cheerokee on fire parked in the front doors of glasgow airport. in those moments i felt sooooo angry and vunrable. in the 1970s and 80s glasgow never sufferd attacks from the ira or any other terrorist group so we scots never felt the anger or the loss of bombs explodeing in our country but that saturday is the day that glasgow stood with the rest of the world and said you aint gonna keep us down.. these ppl who commited these acts were doctors in the local hospital and how ironic that these ppl were taken there even after trying to murder innocent ppl the same ppl who would have dealt with the aftermath of these extremists were the ones to save them. this site is pretty much u.s based but there something that you should know...... as long as there is scotsmen

Broken Heart
Broken pieces dripping crimson stain. Shattered ruins of once which came. Bled dry the drops of life. Heart explode dead from strife. fear and panic an all consuming rage. Purpose of existence locked in deaths cage. Days of non existence runs rampant, destroyer of all, bleeding dry the purpose of heart. Making wonder why caring at all causes the existence of love to be bled dry like a corps.

Okay Here I Go Again
Okay, so I posted a mumm that asked about my hair being short or long and cherrytap deleted it saying it was offensive, idiots, so here I am. This is what the mumm said: I just want to know your opinion, HONEST opinion!!!!! Look at my pics under me and my family and there are pics of me with long hair and with short hair, should I keep it cut short or let it grow back out long? Please let me know what you think, honestly, if short wins, I am going to cut it again. When I had it cut short, my hair was fixed in the front and top, but spiked up in the back. When its long, its just that, long and all I can do is brush it. But I am torn on which I like better, please let me know your opinion, PLEASE!!!!!

About The Comments To My Mumm
For those who answered my mumm intellegently I thank you. I now understand why you would keep family and nude pictures in a private folder. For those who replied in a demunitive manner, I simply asked a question. As I am fairly new to the site, I tend to have questions.

My Life!
This song is dedicated to all the happy people All the happy people who have real nice lives And who have no idea whats it like to be broke as fuck Verse One: I feel like I'm walking a tight rope, without a circus net I'm popping perkasets, I'm a nervous wreck I deserve respect; but I work a sweat for this worthless check Bout to burst this tech, at somebody to reverse this debt Minimum wage got my adrenaline caged Full of venom and rage Especially when I'm engaged And my daughter's down to her last diaper That's got my ass hyper I pray that god answers, maybe I'll ask nicer Watching ballers while they flossing in their pathfinders These overnight stars becoming autograph signers We'll all gone blow up and leave the past behind us Along with the small fry's and average half pinters While playa haters turn bitch like they have vaginas Cause we see them dollar signs and let the cash blind us Money will brainwash you and leave your ass mindless

Diaherria Of A Madman!
Last Thursday, July 12th I was schdeuled to interview Jani Lane, former singer/main songwriter of WARRANT! In the late 80's and early 90's, WARRANT had many Top 40 hits such as "Heaven", "Cherry Pie", "I Saw Red", and my personal favorite "Uncle Tom's Cabin"!! Jani left Warrant in early 2004 after releasing his debut solo album, BACK DOWN TO ONE, in 2003! ok...we got to club at 3pm, went in, on guest list, Jani was walking around...sent Josh 4 drinks cuz I hate ppl up my ass, intro'd myself to Jani, he pulls me in dressing room and says "after soundcheck we will do iview but be forewarned the show may not happen but if it doesnt we're all hittin the titty bar (Michelle's Beach House) and ur invited".....so in walks Mike and he remembered me, Jani was shocked...caught up with Mike, than back out to club 4 souncheck...band runs through 32 Pennies, Uncle Tom's Cabin and Heaven..... during soundcheck I took a few pix til Jani told me to stop cuz Dario was hamming for camera ins

I'm Married, Does That Make Me Rude???
This guy wouldn't leave my shoutbox, every 5 mins, he is saying, Mely, Hey you there, etc., etc.. I try to be nice, tell him that I am busy with my daughter, that I am married, and he still insists... So today, I wasn't online all day and I come back to more messaqes. I tell him that he doesn't command my time, and I block him. Then I get this email. On 7/16/2007, hotmale4u@cherrytap.com wrote: Mely You really rude. You are not the first married person I talk with. Never unblock me Bitch

Canvas
~Battery Operated~ Berated-elated, jaded, degraded- She waits patiently, basking in the red light- Her body a waste of art, her thoughts all torn apart Her stars aligned to face the south, her mouth a gaping hole- Lucifer screaming in her soul, begging to be released, for he cannot withstand such torture. She cries acid-like tears that crack the very foundation of her canvas. Her beauty…an anguished painting…colors running down and gathering around her pitiful existence. -A puddle of cruel rainbows in which she drowns- Battery operated and fading…a ticking time bomb. She implodes within. ~11/07~ The Painted Flesh Tick tock, tick tock- Time undresses me so feverishly, gingerly peeling away every fabric of emotion. ~ Another grain of sand that I capture in my hand ~ Strands of hair wrapped around this infinite contortion. ~ The painted flesh, aroused and fresh ~ Death whispering a tidal wave of swords: But I can’t hear these w

Omg!
Hi All! This is a great place to meet some very interesting people!! I am a songwriter, I travel to Nashville at least once a month. If you live around there, write me and let's try to meet next time I'm up there! Tucker

New Pics Added
More pics added to the Photo Shoot Pics album on my profile. Check 'em out, rate, comment, etc. Love to all my cherries!!! I posted a few NSFW pics to an album on my profile, but they are private. They are only available for family. If you would like to see them, you must send a request asking to become a family member. Thanks.

David Bowie
Brian created the 60's by giving. But he never took credit for anything. Jim Morrison was therefore a natural concequence as a mirror image of him. He fucked Pallenberg without second thoughts. Like he would have fucked his first girlfriend. And he got the followers and the stardom. Brian created by standing in the shadows. Let's go back to 1964. David Jones was only 17 years old. If Brian was innocent in the first pregancy he was not innocent in his later life. You could say he took back what he had lost. He was commited to no one and several women got pregnant. The moral concequence of seeing himself as guilty in the first pregnancy would have been the opposite of what Brian did. One part of him certanly did. Had he not felt guilty he would have taken more credit for the things he did. Nico and David Jones occured at the same time. While Dylan followed Nico in Europe David made his first single with the King Bees. The song is about child abuse. The name of

Pimpin Aint Easy....
He needs 29,873 to level so please go help him out...if you rate all his pics and private message me i will buy you a big pimpin gift...so please HELPPPPPPPP......... heres his link: Southern Gentleman ~~ Dirty South Crew~~ "CT Boyfriend To SEXY BLONDE GODDESS"@ CherryTAP

You Should Never Cheat!!
There was once a girl named Ashley who had a boyfriend named Jack. Jack was the most popular guy in school. The three most popular girls were Courtney, ASHLEY, and Emma. Jack thought of Ashley as OKAY, but he REALLy liked Courtney. Courtney liked jack also. Well of course she did, everyone did! Ashley and Courtney were worst enemies. Courtney tried to steal Jack away everytime she had a chance to. One day, Courtney asked Jack if he wanted to go to the movies. Ashley heard everything....what movie theatre and what time. Ashley approached the movies that night and followed Jack and Courtney. Ashley sat right behind them. she watched them get close to each other and kiss....not only kiss, but practically get it on in the theatre. Courtney told jack "Do you want to come to my place and skip this boring movie?" He replied "hell yes." Ashley had peeked through Courtney's window. Jack and her were messing around and As

Sad Heart
Have you ever wanted something so bad but its just not in your reach...Well thats where i am at.I wish more people would look on the inside and not the outside everone would be alot happier...its sad that people have to be so mean and say such bad things it would be nice if people would take the chance to know someone to talk to them to understand them... they might find that the beauty of a person comes from the inside out not from the outside in...I came here looking for friends and i have made alot I love all of my friends on here they make my days brighter....Smiles and love to all my friend...

Friends
A question what is opinion on cheating, what does one have to do for it to be considered cheating....examples, kissing, oral sex, cyber sex etc...Please post your opinion. Inquiring minds would like to know... Thanks ok listen i sent this a guy a shot of crown royal a simple friendly gesture, and he turns around and says "dumps it on the floor" dont drink...well i feel like i have been slapped in face. Grrr if its not this, then someone is downrating your pics basicly calling you ugly and telling you stuff it. I dont get it..My vent sort of speak.... ANYONE KNOW OF A GIVEAWAY FOR A VIP IF SO PLEASE LET ME KNOW. WOULD LIKE TO GET IN ON THAT.. THANKS ALL :)

Goodbye Ct
Enjoyed it while it lasted. I will be deleting my account this afternoon. I have made some friends and lost some over this particular decision. I am trying to get my life straight. I am going to devote my time to GOD and my family and close friends. If you want to stay friends.. I am on email thealbrights04@yahoo.com. BUT I will no longer do anything naughty.... hope you understand if you don't... so sorry... see you later CT... byes

Distant Poem
Distant poem... How can these memories leave me, when your touches are all I can feel? How can all this be just be dreaming, when the taste is so vividly real? Tell me how can the pain ever slacken, if the distance just won't let it heal? Or am I just alone in this prison where time sets itself on it's heels? What makes a man leave such a treasure, the one thing that he holds so dear? And walk freely into these environs where, no one can really come near. Then look back on what he is leaving, and shed not a few heartfelt tears. What words can I find to be spoken, when you're too far away now to hear? Please tether those feelings of anger, thoughts saying that "I've let you down". Remember those times when you saw me, brighten so just from hearing your sound. Please hear past my poor words so failing to convey all the love you've brought round. Just look closely and see these emotions, naked now as the eyes of a clown. How quickly the st

Animal Cruelty,from A Bulletin
I've got to admit that this tore me up, I actually cried and couldn't finish watching it...but my little sister works at the Jacksonville Zoo in Jacksonville, Florida. She and I can attest first hand that atleast the animals at that Zoo are treated with positive rienforcement. If I hadn't lost everything on my old hard drive I have pictures of my little sister with the elephants, the lions, Bonobos, chimps, kangaroos, smow leopards, jaguars, and the smaller animals that the animal abassadors take around to the elementary schools. My sister has gone so far as to not leaving certain sanctuaries that it has been rumored the animals were mistreated. NOT ALL ZOOS are like this, to that I can attest. ~~~SilverWolfe~~~ THIS IS FUCKING SAD...WATCH THE WHOLE THING...DIABLO (repost of original by 'LEGALIZE FREEDOM!' on '2007-07-14 11:14:40') (repost of original by 'Mr.Potatoe Eyes' on '2007-07-14 11:54:00') (repost of original by 'mo~~Property of Hightech Redneck~~' on '2007-07

Stop The Meth Madness...
EvEn If YoU hAvE rEaD tHiS b4 ScRoLL dOwN tO tHe BoTtOm, PoSt YoUr NaMe AnD pOsT oN uR pAgE. jUsT cAuSe U hAvE rEaD iT dOsEn'T mEaN eVeRyOnE hAs!! I destroy homes – I tear families apart. I take your children and that’s just a start. I’m more valued than diamonds, more precious than gold. The sorrow I bring is a sight to behold. If you need me, remember, I’m easily found. I live all around you, in school and in town. I live with the rich, I live with the poor. I live just down the street and maybe next door. I’m made in a lab, but not one like you think. I can be made under the kitchen sink, In your child’s closet, and even out in the woods. If this scares you to death, then it certainly should. I have many names. But there’s one you’ll know best. I’m sure you’ve heard of me, my name is Crystal Meth. My power is awesome, try me, you’ll see. But if you do, you may never break free. Just try me once and I might let you go. But if

I Dont Get It
So I bought a Korean Watermelon the other day and it tasted exactly like a regular watermelon... I don't get it. How is an exotic fruit that looks completely different and weighs more gonna taste exactly the same, how is that exotic???

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Traveling
Sorry to all my friends that I haven't been in touch lately, I've been out Trucking with my Husband, see last month I was diagnosed with bone cancer, and it hit both of us pretty hard, so my husband came home and took me out with him to cheer me up, since I will be starting treatments towards the end of August. I had such a good time, it's been 5 years since I've been out there. I will be posting some pictures I took of the West and mid West, I will be leaving again the end of this week, to go out for a few more weeks, the company is gonna get us a load up north so I can go see my Dad. Hope all is well with everyone....

Fire The Grid
Dear Friends,An important one-hour, global meditation will take place on Tuesday July 17, starting at 11:11am Greenwich Mean Time (4:11am PDT). See www.firethegrid.com for more details. July 17th is also the day of the second exact alignment of Pluto with the Galactic Center."Just as our body's meridians need care and support, so do the Earth grids. They need to be strengthened enormously and their light level must be increased now if the planet and humanity are going to make the evolutionary leap in consciousness, which is our highest potential. Just as we can increase the light of our own body¢s meridians through meditation, so too can we increase the light level of the Earth¢s meridians...The depletion of the Earth grid has led to humanity¢s extreme experience of separation from the cosmos. Restoring wholeness to the grids will be humanity¢s re-experiencing of its connectedness to the cosmos. It is through these grids that we know who we are...Please share this news with your friend

On The Road Again
I have come to a conclusion that this site is a hazard to ones ability to live there life as they should!! Know on in there right mind should spend more time on this damn page then with there family !! I am so tired off it so see you later and I hope that everyone feels free to message me but I won't be on for a while !!! With Love to All !!!!! Amanda

General
my son may have to have hernia operation. keep him i n your thoughts and prayers if you believe in that kinda thing. thanks sexymom07 Feeling so blah today...lost...broken...don't know what way to turn. Without you my life doesnt make sense like it used to. I pray for a miracle every day that you will love me like you used to. Just when I think I am empty of tears they keep rolling. I tried to move on it just isn't working out. You have captured my thoughts and my heart so if you don't want them please return them , I will need them someday. I hate feeling like I am in this dark lonely place...I hope someday to return. 16,772 pts to level and i can post more pics so everyone can you help by making sure you've rated all my pics n stuff? thanks :)

Wakening
Wakening Life had been whizzing by me. I close my eyes to keep me from crying. I’ve lived life wild and yet at bay. I helped, loved, cared for others, Yet, they were never able to fully get in. I incased and shielded my heart with cold steel. Envied, hated, and pitied the happy. I envied, because they have hope and love. I hated, simply because they know what it is to be happy. I pitied, because I know they could be taken for granted. I always felt the need to be happy yet deny it to the end. I was terrified to let anyone in. Then you came alone and asked for the key in. I don’t know why and I don’t know how but you’ve got it You hold the key now. I’m scared to death and yet willing to fall. I’ll tell you this, you’ve trumped them all! Now I’m wakening to dawn anew, I can’t wait to be in your arms and wake everyday to you. My heart and love is wakening full and true. I am finally awake and alive because of you

Crazy Love
Crazy Love Love is crazy, fast swift and sweet. You’ll never know who, when, or where you’ll meet. Crazy love can and will sweep you off your feet. You can try to deny it and fight it but, Still someone will supply it. Run! Hide! If you really dare. No matter how far or long, love will always be there. Love is crazy, love is blind But there’s always that one person that is genuine. It’s crazy yes, this love I see and I know it’s happened to me. Love is crazy, crazy is love. So tell me, you really ready to love craz

A Moment Of Truth
A moment of truth In wonder I gaze into your eyes The beauty the love I saw inside To hold such a truth that you can’t hide Is the love I see way deep inside? ~**~ To be the one That is so blessed Leaves me wondering What I did to see this? The truth of one that holds my heart ~**~ There are Wonders great and small For us all to see But the greatest wonder of it all Is the beauty and love I see inside of thee ~**~ Like a river, like a clear blue night They sparkle and shine That lights your gentle loving soul That touches the every heart of mine ~**~ Where did I find a love so rare? For it was in your eyes That I first saw it there That love that I hold That moment of truth is all mine. ~**~

Piercing Eyes...
I look at your eyes and they are so piercing with that beautiful blue that I could lose myself in them every day and every night. Eyes so blue, like the ocean or the sky. So clear that the sun is afraid to shine. I must say though, your eyes do you no justice. It's just a physical feature that brings out one part of you. I love your heart and the rest that's inside of you... :)

Giving Into The Change
As I sit here this darkness surrounds me. It leaves me spellbound and confused. Unable to protect myself. I am filled with grief for I know that come morning i will have done something horrible but can do nothing for I am bound by a hand stronger than my own. Even as I sit here the darkness rises it seems as though I can feel it growing inside me searching for release. But I must not let go I must fight it with every beat of my heart for my soul rests in the balance. But I slowly feel my will fading. I know that I must hold on but the hunger keeps rising night after night. Becoming a second being inside me fighting for control. Soon I will be to weak to rise. I must not give in. I can feel the desire to subside ripple through me. It seems to come from all directions. I cannot fight it anymore. The need to give in to the darkness overwhelms me. I can feel myself beginning to fall....my will beginning to fade my resolve

Our Deepest Passion
This part matters the most.Passion the love of it cuts you like a knife.The wounds run so deep from your love it hurts.The touch of your skin feels like rose pedals.Your thorns could punture is I get too close.But to love you is like taking a breath of fresh air.I stare into your eyes like the water in a stream.The glow or your beauty is all that I have dreamed.You make me whole on every note of a song that's completed to ease ones soul.The passion I feel from you is all so true.To have and to hold is only pure like the the river runs deep.To have every breath taking moment i have with you I cherish deep in my heart.The moment i met you right from the start.How would I know what tomorrow will bring.But all that matters is when i'm with you all I hear is my heart flowing and the birds singing.

Things About Us
This part matters the most.Passion the love of it cuts you like a knife.The wounds run so deep from your love it hurts.The touch of your skin feels like rose pedals.Your thorns could punture is I get too close.But to love you is like taking a breath of fresh air.I stare into your eyes like the water in a stream.The glow or your beauty is all that I have dreamed.You make me whole on every note of a song that's completed to ease ones soul.The passion I feel from you is all so true.To have and to hold is only pure like the the river runs deep.To have every breath taking moment i have with you I cherish deep in my heart.The moment i met you right from the start.How would I know what tomorrow will bring.But all that matters is when i'm with you all I hear is my heart flowing and the birds singing Every night......... someone thinks about you before u go to sleep. At least 15 people in this world love u in some way. The only reason why someone hates u is cuz they wanna be just like u. There

How's This?
Well, first of all, howdy to all, and thanks for reading the first in what I'm sure will end of being a series of blogs and rants here. Of course, I'm kinda new to this whole CherryTap thing, but I'm getting used to it. All the drama and hype of MySpace, but with the added messages and groups from AOL. Charming..... So, my first one here is, of course, about the drama we find here. Namely, the insecure fuckers that make life hell on the rest of us. I'll give you an example: One of my FORMER friends was a very nice young lady. Good looking, good head on her shoulders, common sense, grounded, but playful. A very cool lady to talk with. But she had one problem....her boyfriend. He became VERY insecure and possessive. It wasn't long before all pictures of her by herself were deleted, only to be replaced by photos of the two of them kissing, cuddling, etc etc. Gone were her messages of love and friendship to her other friends. Instead, we ALL got bombarded with messages of

Food
Ok, I had the most delicious tomatoes the other day and kept thinking about why they aren't served as is for most people. Sometimes, simple is better. So I kept pondering this. Finally, I started thinking about a way to add something different w/o changing them. I found a perfect tomatoe, not too juicy, but still ripe and full of flavor. Then I cut some rosemary, washed the stem carefully, and set it aside. I sliced the top of tomatoe off, just enough to make a cap. then I inserted the rosemary stem, with the green sprigs still on, down into the juicy portions of the tomatoe and placed the cap back on. Let it sit for 3 hours, then removed the stems. Sliced the tomatoe and served. Wow...it was great! Next I'm going to try it with different herbs. Basil, tyme, etc. Perhaps each section with it's own flavor.

Cherry Tap Coins!
I designed and created these coins and now that the site will be changing its name this week to FUBAR.. they will no longer be available... makes them kinda like a collectors item.... I have already designed the FUBAR BUCK... when the name change occurs those will be available for a limited time. I hope you enjoy my work... Luv, Geekette Click Links Below to View Them Full Size! Cherry Tap Coin (Mold soon to be destroyed) FUBAR BUCK (plate made and printing to commence when site name changes) PS Those of you (you know who you are) will get your Fubar Bucks shortly... I designed and created these coins and now that the site will be changing its name this week to FUBAR.. they will no longer be available... makes them kinda like a collectors item.... I have already designed the FUBAR BUCK... when the name change occurs those will be available for a limited time. I hope you enjoy my work... Luv, Geekette Cherry Tap Coin (Mold soon to be destroyed) FUBAR BUCK (pl

My Life As I Know It...
well everyone its official..i am havin his baby..im happy and im scared to death at the same time...this one is already kickin my ass..im feelng more of the nausea that i didnt really feel with my other 3..back to another spring baby..lol..my first 2 were in march and february...my youngest one was in august..this one is gonna be another march one..you all who read this can either be happy or not be happy its doesnt matter to us either way..but we all ask that everyone please be respectful of our decisions and our private lives when we are not online..if we feel like sharing then we will let everyone know ..thnk you to all our well wishers...thank you for all the prayers and thoughts.. i am posting this blog to tell the world and al my friends about what is goin on in my life right now..i am in a seriuos relationship with someone i am in love with.. i have discovered i might be pregnant with his child.. now you can all be happy for us or you can stay mad at me for the rest of your live

Martine Mcbride
Ashley called me yesterday morning and asked what I was doing last night. Of course I was doing nothing…….so , after much pleading and begging of the ol’ man, we took off for Shreveport, LA…..to see the Martina McBride concert!!! Oh my God, I was so excited! I hadn’t been to a concert since I was 17, and that was with my Gram. (we saw Clay Walker/ Gorge Strait) The concert started at 7, so we left at 5, even though it only takes like 30 - 45 minutes to make it from my house to Shreveport. And I’m so glad we did. Neither one of us knew where the hell we we’re going. After driving around and missing the street for what seemed like forever, we finally stopped at a gas station(for the third time) and asked directions. The guy giggled and points down the road, “its right over that bridge ma’am…gimme a sec and you girls can follow me” OMG….we were less than half a mile away. LMAO! Anyways, Little Big Town was the opening act, and they were so kewl. They did a really good show, but hone

Life
well you always tell yourself it wont happen to you..but guess what it did..on a fucked up day..friday the 13th..i had a heart attack at work..it was the scariest feeling you can imagine..i felt helpless and they kept telling me to hold on..the more i held on the more i was looking past my life..well i had surgery on saturday..i am fine for right now...just remember this people..dont take life for granted..enjoy it each and everyday..as i will from now on..take care

Recipes
$250 Neiman Marcus Cookies * 2 cups butter * 24 oz. chocolate chips * 4 cups flour * 2 cups brown sugar * 2 tsp. soda * 1 tsp. salt * 2 cups sugar * 1 8 oz. Hershey Bar (grated) * 5 cups blended oatmeal * 4 eggs * 2 tsp. baking powder * 2 tsp. vanilla * 3 cups chopped nuts (your choice) Measure oatmeal and blend in a blender to a fine powder. Cream the butter and both sugars. Add eggs and vanilla, mix together with flour, oatmeal, salt, baking powder, and soda. Add chocolate chips, Hershey Bar and nuts. Roll into balls, and place two inches apart on a cookie sheet. Bake for 10 minutes at 375 degrees. Makes 112 cookies.

The Dominant's Creed
Above all else he cherishes his submissive, in the knowledge that the gift she gives him is the greatest of all. He is demanding and takes full advantage of the power given to him, but knows how to share the pleasure that comes from that precious gift. He is in control of himself first and foremost, so that he may control others. As a stern and demanding Dominant, he can cause his sub to cry real tears. As the consummate lover, he will then kiss the tears away, without ever stepping out of character. In times of trouble, a Dominant will leave the roles behind, to be a supportive friend and partner, never forgetting that this is still a loving relationship between two caring individuals. He is quick to understand the differences between fantasy and reality. He would never ask a submissive to put him before her career, or family, just to satisfy his own pleasure. To win his submissive's mind, body and soul, he knows he must first win her trust. He will show his subm

Let's Say I Broke Into Your House....
A lady wrote the best letter in the Editorials in ages!!! It explains things better than all The baloney you hear on TV. Her point: Recently large demonstrations have taken place across the country protesting the fact that Congress is finally addressing the issue of illegal immigration. Certain people are angry that the US might protect its own borders, might make it harder to sneak into this country and, once here, to stay indefinitely. Let me see if I correctly understand the thinking behind these protests Let's say I break into your house. Let's say that when you discover me in your house, you insist that I leave. But I say, "I've made all the beds and washed the dishes and did the laundry and swept the floors. I've done all the things you don't like to do. I'm hard-working and honest (except for when I broke into your house). According to the protesters: You are Required to let me stay in your house You are Required to add me to your family's insu

Woohoo!!!!!! We Did It
www.hostdrjack.com Wow we did it..Thank you to everyone that helped me get the 18,000 comments for my 30 day blast. Im greatful to each of you for helping me.If i can help you just let me know. There are so many to thank and wont even begin to mention names..I love my Family, Friends,and my bombing family. Thanks for sticking with me until the very end. Thanks for all the bulletins, reposts and comments not one went by unnoticed:) Much Love...

Gordon Lightfoot
Wreck Of The Edmund Fitzgerald, music and lyrics c1976 by Gordon Lightfoot The legend lives on from the Chippewa on down of the big lake they called "Gitche Gumee." The lake, it is said, never gives up her dead when the skies of November turn gloomy. With a load of iron ore twenty-six thousand tons more than the Edmund Fitzgerald weighed empty, that good ship and true was a bone to be chewed when the "Gales of November" came early. The ship was the pride of the American side coming back from some mill in Wisconsin. As the big freighters go, it was bigger than most with a crew and good captain well seasoned, concluding some terms with a couple of steel firms when they left fully loaded for Cleveland. And later that night when the ship's bell rang, could it be the north wind they'd been feelin'? The wind in the wires made a tattle-tale sound and a wave broke over the railing. And ev'ry man knew, as the captain did too 'twas the witch of November come stealin'.

Everlast
White Trash Beautiful, Trailor Park Queen She slings hash at the diner from 11 to 5 She married a boy from school, thought he was oh so cool But all he can do for money is drive Out late haulin' freight on Interstate 5, prayin' he'll see home before his baby arrive. White Trash Beautiful, There's something you should know My heart belongs to you I know you coulda found a better guy I'll love you till the day I die I swear to God it's true I'm comin' home to you I'm comin' home to you girl. He lights a cigarette, his eyes half open He won't be home tonight, but she keeps hopin' Drinkin himself to sleep is his only way of copein' She waits for him every night, she leaves the front door open It's 4 AM and doin 95, Tryin to stay awake and make it home alive. White Trash Beautiful, There's something you should know My heart belongs to you I know you coulda found a better guy I'll love you till the day I die I swear to God it's true I'm comin' home to you I'm c

3 More Days
Hi everybody :) I want to really thank all of you that have been helping me with the contest. You are truely great friends and I will always treasure you :) If you ever need me for anything don't hesitate to ask, I'll be there for you :) This competition has been so much fun and has been a tight race from the beginning, but there are just 3 days left to go and I would love to get a good lead on this :P If you can, please come by as often as possible and comment bomb the hell outta me :P Comment till it hurts,,cause I would for you,,any time :) Here's the link again :) http://www.cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=630153&albumid=444087&i=4267899147 I love you all and I really appreciate you so much. Thank you :) Batty

Charlie Pride
Whenever I chance to meet some old friends on the street They wonder how does a man get to be this way I've always got a smiling face Anytime and any place And everytime they ask me why I just smile and say You've got to Kiss an angel good morning and let you know you think about her when you're gone Kiss an angel good morning and love her like the devil when you get back home Well people may try to guess The secret of a happiness but some of them never learn it's a simple thing The secret i'm speaking of Is a woman and a man in love and the answer is in this song that i always sing You've got to Kiss an angel good morning and let you know you think about her when you're gone Kiss an angel good morning and love her like the devil when you get back home Kiss an angel good morning and let you know you think about her when you're gone Kiss an angel good morning and love her like the devil when you get back home

6, All New
The Anniversary I knew you never in a million years expected me to remember that this weekend was the first anniversary of the first time we made love, so I planned carefully. I made sure you had no plans with friends or family. Reservations at our favorite restaurant and the five-star hotel downtown, and for you, an appointment at a nearby day spa for an afternoon of pampering. Thankfully your boss is an old friend and I convince his to give you Friday afternoon off. So now here we are, after the manicure and pedicure, after the massage; after penne ala vodka and chocolate mousse, after the hand-holding and sweet wine-flavored kisses; you are soaking in a luxuriant bubble bath as I make final preparations. Joining you in the bath (altho, not in the tub), I towel you dry, and secure a silk scarf around your eyes, blindfolding you. I lead you to the bed and kissing you gently, ask you to lie back and relax. I stretch your left arm high above your head and use another silk sca

Dan Fogelberg
Leader of the Band An only child Alone and wild A cabinet makers son His hands were meant For different work And his heart was known To none -- He left his home And went his lone And solitary way And he gave to me A gift I know I never Can repay A quiet man of music Denied a simpler fate He tried to be a soldier once But his music wouldnt wait He earned his love Through discipline A thundering, velvet hand His gentle means of sculpting souls Took me years to understand. The leader of the band is tired And his eyes are growing old But his blood runs through My instrument And his song is in my soul -- My life has been a poor attempt To imitate the man Im just a living legacy To the leader of the band. My brothers lives were Different For they heard another call One went to chicago And the other to st. paul And Im in colorado When Im not in some hotel Living out this life Ive chose And come to know so well. I thank you for the music And

Buckcherry
Open My Eyes lyrics Are you strong enough do you feel my touch you are the comfort in my eyes Moving through the lust feeling dangerous I want to open the door to your life The steps we take on the way to free our minds And lives have changed by the way we free our minds And being with you was the moment I opened my eyes When you sleep at night are your dreams delight do all your fantasies fill your head I want to dance with you with the midnight moon one in motion and do it again [Chorus] Breathin in breathin out your love Breathe it in breathe it out my love Breathin in breathin out your love Coming closer now to this love we found are you able to take this flight It's come down to this the first time we kissed like the ocean we sway you and I [Chorus]

I Hate You
I hate you i hate you for the lies you tell i hate you for the love that failed i hate you for being you i hate you for not seeing me i was here all in your face you never seen me at all could not feel the breaths i take, where were you when i needed you most... when i cried did you even see the tears fall?? I think you walked away felling nothing at all..where you even here did you hear my call where you even here at all..was i something to fill the void?? Was i a game that you watched fall....do you even see me standing here waiting for you and the love you promised?? Did you really love me was it all a lie???? I gave you everything even my life if you asked...my last breath was for you i called out your name you laughed in my face like it is a childhood game, and now there is nothing left the tears have dried, i hate you,i hate you i hate you so...as the time goes by my hate only grows... i am under a spell so stupid in love..i gave my last breath as you stood and watch di

Poems
Those who seek solace in the now instead of lying peacefully in the past Seeking the demons that corrupted the innocence of love and lust A kiss to die for and a body to bury deep within the confines of darkness Bringers of death and an eternal lasting slumber, swallowing security Needing nothing but to breathe, wrapping up in slender coils of deceit Warmth seeping from the veins, heart beat slowing to an unnatural pace Flesh being consumed by the Plagues of Ancient kings, slowly The memories a breeding ground for maggots, kin to the Prince of Darkness Perilous steps, teetering on the edge of freedom, watching the life escape A pool of mirrored water reflects the true nature of the beast Blazing fires change the eyes view of the far off horizon, fading Justice no longer required for the brief survival of humanity Swirling into realms of uncertainty, slay the beast is the shout Hunger filling the bloodless body, stars and stripes nothing but ashes Poverty strikes the riche

Ok
my heart is leading me my head does not want to follow I hear I feel I want to touch I know what I am doing what am I doing I can taste I can see what is this I have here I want to be I can never be I walk away but I still look back I sit in my corner and I cry wish I knew why I was crying I am in love I am in lust I am hurt I am in a great mood and cant think of anything better I would want to do or be I am ugly I am fat no one loves me no one wants me I am in love I am in hate I am in a lost state everyone loves me everyone wants me I am sexy I hate who I am I dont know what this is but Satondra Pena Wrote it!

Undressing You Iii
Undressing You Part 3 One stroke two strokes our bodies are intertwined… A thought comes to my mind… Will he like it will he try and stop it….I get him to stop, I remove the blind fold and ask him to lay down…I whisper in his ear do you trust me??? He moans yes….I go down and start kissing his inner thigh I lick and up and down his shaft letting him feel my warm breath cares him…He starts to shake…I slowly move my hands down near his inner thigh and rub on his balls…I slowly take my finger and cares around the whole…He flinches I stop for a second and tell him it is ok, just trust me…I move my heard down slowly and start to lick, he moans in ecstasy….Once again I move my finger down there this time he does not move… Its almost like he wants it…I penetrate he moans, two fingers he moans louder, as I place his man hood in my mouth and I taste him… Written by Satondra

Undressing You Ii
Undressing you Part2 Our eye meet…I can tell that you want me, you an feel you throbbing in me….Do you feel me tighten down on you…can you feel how much I want you…I am sitting in your lap..You grab me by my hair and pull…My back arches and you bite my nipples..I love it… You turn us slowly trying to make sure we don’t lose contact, you lay be down on the bed and roll me over….You go for the blind fold my anticipation grows…I am blind folded laying on the bed you place your hand on my stomach and pull to life me up…I feel your warmth behind me I cant wait…You bite me on my back side my body starts to quiver…I fell hot wax drip on my back…The pain feels so good I want more…You penetrate me….. To be Continued written by Satondra

Brand New Here!
Fubar has a email to contact them if you have a problem with your acct. but i emailed them days and days ago and they wont respond..... anyone have any idea how long i have to wait to hear from them .. They took my mumm's i want them back! Esp bc what i sent out was clean and had no attachments or pics that cud have been considered imapproriate and now i can not use them!? Any idea's? Well I have been here a whole week now and have met such an amazing variety of ppl. Many very helpful in trying to teach a yahoo'r the ropes here. WHEW! *giggling* Im looking forward to the coming weeks, this is when ppl who take the time to discover friendships might be surprised what lies inside the firey exterior is just a warm kindness i wish to share with all of you!! Kisses!

Undressing You
UNDRESSING YOU I undress you slowly being careful not to over arouse myself…I cares your skin ask I work my way from your shirt to your pants…Your pants are off now all I can think of is the ride ahead..i press my body against yours as I reach behind you and start to pull down your boxers…I feel the rise in you…I want to feel it in me…I grab you by the back of your hair and I pull gently pulling you down and backwards till you are flat on the bed..I want to take you now but I stop myself…I slowly lick on your neck….a little bite, that didn’t hurt did it…I move my hands over your chest holding back the urge to devour you…I want to feel you inside me.. I take a deep breath and I blow my warm breath over your thigh as I move up just a little bit more..You want me I make you wait for it wait for it….I lick my warm tongue up and down your shaft, your body starts to shake…Hold you will have it soon…. I climb on top of you teasing you we are almost there…..I whisper in your ear…**nod*

Thirst
Night has fallen My heart has stopped beating My body has grown cold There is a Hunger in me A thirst that I can not quench What is it that I hunger for What is this thirst This is something new to me Friday April 7, 2006 Written by Satondra

Longing
Longing It is like an evil game and I am the pawn His Voice calls to me His eyes tell me he wants me But he is off limits someone I can never have I want him I don’t want him In my mind he wants me too I want to touch him In my mind I have I know I can’t I won't Even if for just one minute I have him In my Mind I have My head is swimming My heart is pounding My loins yearn for him I want to taste his flesh I dare not My dreams are vivid His touch is real Longing Yup i wrote this shit...go figure Written by Satondra

The X!!!!!!!!!
My X is messing with me again.....My 14 yr old daughter came home hammered Fri and Sat night and its my fault....I live 1800 miles away and hes the one who is supposed to be in control of her...Now hes threatening to get a restraining order so I can't have any contact with her....He didnt even discipline her for her actions so whose the bad parent????? I don't know what to do so I guess I'll just wait for her to get in contact wit me or wait to see if I get served with a restraining order....He wants to play games so I don't care anymore...One minute hes all nice to me then next hes a raging lunatic...I have enough going on in my life to deal with his bullshit.....Well I just had to vent!!!!! Thank you for listening.... Susan Aka Cleo{the devils spawn princess}

Patsy Cline
Lying in my bed I hear the clock tick, And think of you Caught up in circles Confusion is nothing new Flashback--warm nights-- Almost left behind Suitcases of memories, Time after-- Sometimes you picture me-- I'm walking too far ahead You're calling to me, I can't hear What you've said Then you say--go slow-- I fall behind The second hand unwinds Chorus: If you're lost you can look, and you will find me Time after time If you fall I will catch you, I'll be waiting Time after time After my picture fades and darkness has Turned to gray Watching through windows, you're wondering If I'm OK Secrets stolen from deep inside The drum beats out of time Chorus: If you're lost you can look, and you will find me Time after time If you fall I will catch you, I'll be waiting Time after time You said go slow, I fall behind The second hand unwinds Chorus: If you're lost you can look, and you will find me Time after time If you fall I will ca

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Cute-o-meter
CUTE-O-METER Post this and watch the answers you get sent back to you in your messages!!! If you don't repost your a scaredy-cat and you will have relationship problems for 5 years. So post it now. -2= Nasty -1= Ugly 0= Not Ugly 1= Almost Okay 2= Okay 3= Average 4= Cute 5= Really Cute 6= Beautiful/Handsome 7= Gorgeous 8= Sexy 9= Incredibly Sexy 10= Breath Taking 11= Me you bed noww 12= Come Fuck the shit out of me ...Which one do you think I am? Tell me in a message. Then, repost this as: "Cute-O-Meter"

Sam Cooke
Dont Know Much About History lyrics Artist - Sam Cooke Album - Various Songs Lyrics - Dont Know Much About History Don´t know much about history Don´t know much biology Don´t know much about a science book Don´t know much about the french i took But i do know that i love you And i know that if you love me too What a wonderful world this would be Don´t know much about geography Don´t know much trigonometry Don´t know much about algebra Don´t know what a slide rule for But i know that one and one is two And if this one could be with you What a wonderful world this would be I don´t claim to be an 'a'-student But i'm tryin to be Maybe by being an 'a'-student, baby I can win your love for me Don´t know much about history Don´t know much biology Don´t know much about science books Don´t know much about the french i took But do know that i love you And i know that if you love me too What a wonderful world this would be

Inner Demons
Drowning, wallowing and fading fast...I am cold, scared and confused. I want the answers. I want to be in control. Stop the spinning. Stop the voices. Stop the world I wanna get off. Yet here I am, still hanging on. Why??? Now that is the ultimate question!!! Will I ever find the answers. So many people tell me no. But in my past I do find answers. Are they the right answers? Who knows???!!! I sure as hell don't. But I continue searching, hoping for some clarity in the swirling abyss of my mind and emotions. Am I really letting fear control my life? Maybe, maybe not. I ask for time, time to sort through the layers of crap my life has built up. Well I asked for it and I got it!!! But is it what I really wanted...only time will tell...I do know one thing for certain, this emotional rollercoaster I am on is killing me, and puking up blood is not a good sign. And on that note I am running to the nearest bathroom... Well as I embark on yet another Friday night with my girls, I ask myself

Rob Zombie
Rob Zombie Foxy Foxy He who gets slapped and he who gets saved, He who brutalizes the timeless stage. He is the mongrel, he wants it all, He lives for relics, hang on the wall. Don't you wanna ride it? Educated Horses Don't you wanna ride it? Educated Horses Foxy, Foxy, what's it gonna be? Foxy, Foxy, what's it gonna be? Foxy, Foxy, what's it gonna be? Foxy, Foxy, what's it gonna be? She who looks back, and she looks away, She internalizes the motion wave. She is the butcher, She wants the air, She hides the scars under her hair. Don't you wanna ride it? Educated Horses Don't you wanna ride it? Educated Horses Foxy, Foxy, what's it gonna be? Foxy, Foxy, what's it gonna be? Foxy, Foxy, what's it gonna be? Foxy, Foxy, what's it gonna be? Don't you wanna ride it? Educated Horses Don't you wanna ride it? Educated Horses Foxy, Foxy, what's it gonna be? Foxy, Foxy, what's it gonna be? Foxy, Foxy, what's it gonna be? Foxy, Foxy, what's it gonn

Im A Cancer
C • A • N • C • E • R: Most Amazing Kisser Very high sex appeal. Great in bed!!! Love is one of a kind. Very romantic. Most caring person you will ever meet! Entirely creative. Extremely random and proud of it. Freak in bed. Spontaneous. Great tellin stories. Not a Fighter, But will Knock your lights out if it comes down to it

Thinking
THE RIGHT TIME.... Miss you. Pay attention my love cause its over At the tip of my tongue is the price you weren't willing to pay Still this is something akin to a breakdown And your impression of a woman supposed to be easy to see That there'd be torn up photos and lonely nights Cursing crying and drawn out fights Make up sex and a brand new start Broken promises for broken hearts When you look back now was it special? Or was it nothing but anecdote that you can tell now and then I delude myself it was worth it Even though from the beginning I could see exactly how it would end That there'd be torn up photos and lonely nights Cursing crying and drawn out fights Make up sex and a brand new start Broken promises for broken hearts Torn up photos and lonely nights Cursing crying and drawn out fights Make up sex and a brand new start Broken promises for broken hearts I wanna wish you away, I wanna wish you away I wanna wish you away, I wanna wish you away? I

Sand, Palm Trees, And Hell
Ive been here april and they said we have the 3rd worst sector in country but it really dosent seem all that bad. Hodgie cant shoot for shit and runs almost everytime he dose shoot at us but i go home on leave soon and i cant wait i just want a fuckin beer and a few days of not getting shot at!!

Personal Experiences
Sometimes I feel like everyone in this world is just full of shit. Why do I think that? 'Cause most of us, live in our own lies, and those lies become a part of us. I hate liers, but sometimes we just have lies to protect ourselves. But honestly, from what? What do we need to hide so much that we need to build layers of lies in order to keep a relationship or just a simple friendship? I don't know what I'm talking about..... Nevermind. For some time now, I had a friend who apparently lives in her own little world. We met each other a while back, and went through some personal problems together. It got to a point where I started feeling something deep towards her but I was blind. She is in a state of mind, that makes it impossible for anyone to even understand what she thinks, feels or lives in life. At times, I feel like she is just covered in this one huge lie, that not even herself can get out of. So many difficult and complex stories she has told me, that at this po

Ummm
EVERYTHING AT ONCE TRANSLATES INTO NOTHING EXCEEDING STABLE CAPACITY ~SATURATED THOUGHTS THEY ARE WORTHLESS SCRAMBLED, UNMANAGEABLE INDECISION HAUNTS ME CAUSES ME TO REMAIN STAGNANT ~ATTITUDE IS QUICKLY CHANGING NEGATIVITY SEEPS IN QUICKLY FINDS COMFORT UNDERNEATH MY SKIN CLOGGING MY POURS WITH DESTRUCTIVE EMOTIONS MY MIND BECOMES A HAZARD TO MY OWN SOUL ~EMPTINESS NOW I BEGIN TO FEEL IT ~THOUGH I FIND IT RATHER OUTLANDISH AS IT IS SMOTHERING ME ~THAT I AM SUFFOCATING IN A SEA OF NOTHING~ PHYSICAL SELF FINDS COMFORT ~A PARALYZED STATE NAKED ON MY BEDROOM FLOOR GRAY CARPET AGAINST MY SKIN SCRATCHY YET GRATIFYING ~ENDURING THE INTRUSION SLOW SINKING SENSATION ALLOWING THIS FEELING TO TAKE HOLD I EMBRACE IT AND THEN AGAIN IT COMES ~EVERYTHING AT ONCE I SUCCUMB TO THE DISORDER TRANSLATES CLEARLY NOW NO LONGER FORMING IN EXCESS ORDER NOW TAKES PLACE WITHIN QUICKLY FIND MYSELF STANDING ARMS IN A MOST UPRIGHT MANNER NO LONGER IN A STATE O

Need A Lil Help Here
I'm new to the York, Pa area and I'm looking for a girlfriend I heard there were a ton of people on this site and it stays a bit busier then Myspace so help me out. Where do I try to find a gf around here. ty all *evil vampyre pixie

Pet Peeves
-People asking me stuff & when I answer them I don't even get a ty back :( -People who get mad when u drop them down off your family list...If I don't talk to u in a few months yes I delete u. Mine are all close friends & it makes it easier to find them. Maybe if you commented me more you'd be there too ;P -People who post bulletins w/out checking the facts first...snopes.com, & Google are your friend ;) -This site is temporarily unavailable or too busy. Try again in a few moments....need I say more? -People replying to my comments via mail...what the heck?? trying to confuse me? LoL! -People who don't allow html in their comments but comment me w/html ugh! -People who send u a friend request & never say anything...what's the point? -Perverts who send u unwanted pics of their privates M & F ~ O yeah there are female perverts out their too! LoL! If I wanted to see them I would watch shriveled up old fogies on cable ick! -People who get mad @ me because I don't re

Do Not Read, If You Can't Handle Sex...hot....
We meet for the 1st time after chatting on line and several phone conversations. I am walking towards u, as u are standing beside ur car, watching me as I get closer, I look up, our eyes lock, a smile across both our faces, I reach u, we embrace into a tight but gentle hug. We look at each other, saying it's a pleasure meeting u as we tremble in each others arms as our lips meet, in a deep, soft, passionate kiss. We are both so hot with desire for each other after all the erotic conversations, not being able to stop how we are feeling for each other, thankfully we are in a somewhat secluded area, our hands exploring each others bodies as we kiss more deeply, our breathing heavier, knowing we want each other right here and now. Not wanting to stop to find a more secluded area, or a bed to be completely alone. I help u out of ur shirt, admiring ur tattoos, my hands running over ur back, ur shoulders, admiring ur smooth skin, kissing ur chest, gliding my tongue over ur very erect nipples

Work Stories
I must attract creepy old men. Maybe my cute face and my amazing smile makes them think naughty thoughts... I'm not sure but I'm tired of it. A couple weeks ago a fat old man comes up to me, looks me up and down and says "you're gorgeous honey, but girls like you, you pretty types, you like those big black men and wont give guys like me a chance." -You're right, I wont give you a chance... not because I like big black men, but because you're balding and you are ugly and you could be my grandfather. Today an old man is sitting on the bench and looks me up and down, I smile and say hello to be polite. So he continues to make me feel uncomfortable but continually complimenting me. "You're gorgeous. You're quite the little worker aren't you? I bet you have guys chasing after your cute self." -Thanks for the compliment sir, but that's right I called you sir, why do you ask? Oh yeah, because I'm 20, you have a 13 year old son and I don't like wrinkley balls. So what is it wi

Randomness
I decided a long time ago to get out of something I shouldn't have gotten myself into in the first place. I try not to live my life with regrets, because everything we do in life we've wanted to do at some point or another. I got out of it, and the road is going to be bumpy but I know what I want so the future looks wonderful, and I will do everything in my power to get it. I look forward to my future, and learn from my past. I can only hope everyone lives for themselves and continues to strive for happiness and excellence. Don't give up on yourself. Just because you fail at one thing, it doesn't mean life is over, it just means you made it through an obstacle and the best is yet to come.

My Sign
S • C • O • R • P • I • O: The lover Can be mean somtimes, and will Probably knock your ass out, if crossed the wrong way!! EXTREMELY sexy. Intelligent. Energetic. Predict future. Most erotic. very great to hang out wit. (GREAT kisser.) Always get what they want. Sexy. Attractive. Easy going. Loves being in long relationships. Talkative. The sexiest ever....Romantic. Caring.

Never Make Someone Your Priority
.....Finally coming to terms, all one way streets sooner or later must come to an end, allowing a relation to be one-sided only lends itself to spoiling beyond recognition, much less acknowledgment. I can neither find fault nor regret the actions or emotions expressed from the relation found at hand. Nor will I ever speak harsh towards her and her actions, as I’m at fault for allowing it to be one-sided, being consumed by the attention both given and received. Playing with a double standard of the attention that was demanded beyond seeing eyes, and that to which was visual, can only proclaim disappointment and discourage. .....Either by chance or fate slapping me in the face with reality, I came across this little quote: Never make someone your priority, when they only make you an option! Forgive me for liking you too much, And I'll forgive you for not liking me enough. Forgive me for missing you so, And I'll forgive you for being so cold. Forgive me for the

Bush (what An Idiot)
wait... why are we in iraq again??? Ohh right, NOW I remember.... _________________________________________________ In June 2005, ThinkProgress noted the Bush was constantly revising the definition of our “mission” in Iraq. Reporting on his escalation strategy this week, President Bush claimed “satisfactory” progress in many areas of the “new mission” in Iraq. Bush has changed the definition of our “mission” in Iraq so many times, he has made it impossible for the American public, U.S. forces, and the Iraqi population to have any confidence that the mission will be ever completed. THE PRE-WAR MISSION WAS TO RID IRAQ OF WMD Bush: “Our mission is clear in Iraq. Should we have to go in, our mission is very clear: disarmament.” [3/6/03] AFTER THE WAR BEGAN, THE MISSION EXPANDED Bush: “Our cause is just, the security of the nations we serve and the peace of the world. And our mission is clear, to disarm Iraq of weapons of mass destruction, to end Saddam Hussein’s

Just Stuff
OK I HAVE WELL OVER 2,000 FRIENDS SO LETS SEE IF I CAN GET SOME HELP STEPHANIE LYNN IS HOLDING A CONTEST IF I CAN GET 200 PEOPLE TO RATE/FAN AND ADD HER I CAN WIN MY VERY 1ST HAPPY HOUR! SO IF SHE IS NOT ON UR LIST PLZ GO HERE:http://fubar.com/user/813171 AND TELL HER DARK ANGEL 284024 SENT YOU! I NEVER ASK FOR HELP! BUT IM ASKING NOW MY FRIENDS! TY SO MUCH LOVE DARK! sanchristo...: Hi, i am 30 m from germany. i get turned on, when i am wearing button down shirts, rubber pants, my selfmade plastic wear or a suit of plastic wrap. i wanna show my fetishism to other people. OK IM ROLLINNNNNNNN... PLASTIC WRAP? I MEAN HOW RANDOM CAN U GET ON FUBAR?! MY BF BELOW HAS BEEN M.I.A. SINCE NOON YESTERDAY.. NO ONE HAS HEARD OR SEEN HIM.. NOT ME NOR HIS CO WORKERS OR HIS FRIENDS.. HE WAS LAST SEEN HEADING TOWARD WACO, TX, AT NOON.. PLZ IF YOU HAVE SEEN THIS MAN.. IN A WHITE EXPLORER WITH A SUN ROOF.. PLZ LET ME KNOW ~LAKESHA~~Dj LaKesha~DarkInfusion CoOwner~@ fubar

Someone Needs To Get A Life And Move The Fuck Along Already...
Well.. shit dick seems to still be calling me non stop. Why oh why can he not catch a clue and move the fuck on already? And this morning.. as he calls my telephone, and the machine picks up to say, "messages full" (with bs messages from him of course).. he is chanting, in hope that the kids can hear of course.., "Mommy is a whore slut, mommy is a whore slut".. until the machine disconnected. Oh yes.. what a father of the year. @@ Dead beat abusive asshole. He will have no part in any of our lives anymore. I will be damned if I allow him to poison my children any further than he already has with his abusive ways. I am moving forward in my life, and in such, the children, and I have never been happier. If cutting that abusive child molesting dead beat out of our lives makes me a "whore slut," then guess what? So be it! I'm happy now. My KIDS, are happy now. And that is all that matters. OK, so literally within a half an hour of when I wrote my last blog... I hear a

Blue Blog
WHAT EACH KISS MEANS -Kiss on the stomach; I'm ready. -Kiss on the Forehead; I hope we're together forever. -Kiss on the Ear; You're my everything. -Kiss on the Cheek; We're friends. -Kiss on the Hand; I adore you. -Kiss on the Neck; We belong together. -Kiss on the Shoulder; I want you. -Kiss on the Lips; I love you. ____________________________________________________ What the gesture means... -Holding Hands; We definitely like each other. -Slap on the Butt; That's mine. -Holding on tight; I don't want to let go. -Looking into each other's Eyes; I just plain like you. -Playing with Hair; Tell me you love me. -Arms around the Waist; I like you too much to let go. -Laughing while Kissing; I am completely comfortable with you. ____________________________________________________ Advice; Don't ask for a kiss, take one. If you were thinking about someone while reading this, you're definitely in Love. ____________________________________________________ Requirements

Horoscope Lie And Life Sucks
Viral and bacterial infections, as well as autoimmune disorders, appear to be emerging as the most frequent common thread in the etiology of Bells palsy. HERPES SIMPLEX 1 As far back as 1970, Herpes Simplex 1 was suggested as a cause of Bell's palsy (Dr. Kedar Adour). Some Bells palsy must still be designated as idiopathic, but a 1995 study (Dr. Shingo Murakami and others) points compellingly to the herpes simplex virus (HSV-1) as the most frequent cause of Bell's palsy, possibly accounting for at least 60 - 70% of cases. Additional research since this study was published has been reinforcing the conclusion. Exposure to HSV-1 is common; a vast majority of the population has been exposed to it. Most people are exposed during childhood. Kissing between relatives is the most frequent source of exposure, but it may be possible that the virus is also spread while sharing towels, utensils, etc. The active virus is commonly associated with cold sores, but the virus often runs its cours

Very Important So Plz Read This & Pass It Along To Everyone Else!!
Important Advice > > > > > > > > > Be careful how you list names on your cell phone! > > > > > > This lady has changed her habit of how she lists her names on her > > > > > > mobile phone after her handbag was stolen. Her handbag which > > > > > > contained her mobile, Credit card, purse...etc. ... was stolen. 20 > > > > > > minutes later when she called her Husband, from a pay phone telling > > > > > > him what had happened, hubby says "I've Just received your text > > > > > > asking about our Pin number and I've replied a little while ago." > > > > > > When they rushed down to the bank, the bank staff told them all the > > > > > > money was already withdrawn. The pickpocket had actually used the > > > > > > stolen hand phone to text "hubby" in the contact list and got hold of > > > > > > the pin number. Within 20 minutes he had withdrawn all the money from > > > > > > the bank account. > > > > > > Moral of the lesson: Do not disclose the relationship betwe

Days
Today's Message of the Day is: Life is short- Break the rules, Forgive quickly, Kiss slowly, Love truly, Laugh uncontrollably, And never regret anything that made you smile. Life may not be the party we hoped for, but while we're here we should dance.... Heh, Don't we all love Monday's? =[ I swear the weekends go by shorter and shorter as the day's pass. Hope everyone has a terrific day/week. Take care =] Happy Draggin Ass Monday!