Serial Monagamist's blog: "Poems"

I know it is not they way you meet someone but how you connect when you talk to them. I feel that I have found my soulmate, someone whom I thought never existed. She is one of the best things in my life right now. If you read this baby just know that you are my one true love. All my feelings are for you. I know she is sweet and caring, funny and sexy. I cant wait until we can be together. She is the other half that makes me whole. She is the yin to my yang. My heart and soul belong to her. She is everything i wanted and more. I couldnt have asked for a better person to come into my life. I know once we are together nothing will tear us apart. My heart is true only to her. My eyes may wander but come the end of the day its her i want to wrap my arms and love around. I have the uncontrolable urge to just hold her close and look deep into her eyes and just confess all i am to her. The time will come when our love is tested and i know where my heart remains. I just want all my friends to know that you all rock. I love you all. Have happy fubar thoughts.

I wish you luck in all you do and know that my hand is there for you. You are everything thing i want and everything i need. Without you my heart doesnt beat and doesnt bleed. The breath is stale and cold. Because i need you to hold. I want you to remember this throughout the years. With me there will be no more sad tears. When i hold you close and tight. I will love you with all my might. There is no better feeling than when your near. Except your whispers in my ear. Your love burns eternally in my heart and soul. You will be by my side through the good and the bad. It is my dream to hold you so close you can feel my heart beat its song of love for you. Every beat a new note in its eternal song. It plays just for you. Never dying and never slowing down. Take my hand for the greatest love you will ever know. Holding you tight throughout the years. With my love calming all your fears. All your hopes and dreams come true. Lying next you i forget all my pain and sorrows. Always looking for the next tomorrow. When it arrives with you in my arms. I am the happiest i have been years. There are no words for how i feel for you. Or how you make me feel. Together we can do anything with love on our side.

i know i shouldnt feel this way because it hasnt been too long since i met you its seems alright but i am still up on long lonely nights wanting to hold you in my arms with trust and love within my hands i can feel you grab my heart but i have to wonder if you will tear it apart i know that the feelings are there but i know not if you want to share you will always be a part of me but there are some things i just cant let you see deep down i know i want you here but the thought of losing you is more than i can bear i cherish you with all that i am but will you stay with me through it all i know that you say you will always be there but when it comes down to it will you be true i need to hold you in my arms but can you handle the pressures of love i know that it has been awhile since someone has truly mad you smile but will that be enough to hold us together or will our feelings crush and shatter i am so scared to get involved because my past has hurt me i know that you too have felt true pain but whats to come of us, who will remain i know i cant help but cherish you because its all i really want to do to hold you tight and whisper my love for you or if you prefer i will shout it from the roofs to let everyone know what i feel for you it is agonizing to think that i can lose such a precious gift especially from someone whos been down that road whos been hurt by love and knows the story it all boils down to what you say so now i get on my knees and pray because i know i love you and i know i shouldnt but it is something that cant be helped i cannot control what i feel for you just as you cannot control what you feel i dont know if you love me too but always know that i am there for you i know i wish that the feelings are there because my life i want to share with you the good times the bad times and everything in between i want you beside me as my queen now i know that the feelings are there but do you really want to share i just pray the answer is yes but now you know so its off my chest i need you so bad that it hurts and i hope you feel the same way but i have been dragging on and it is time for me to go but always remember i love you so

You are on my mind day and night there are some feelings you just cant fight in your arms i want to be if only i could make you see my love is just for you and i hope that you feel it too i want you to be my only one but i dont want to come undone my feelings tell me that you are it and i know they just wont quit now i know how you feel but is this feeling real i need to know if it is true so i can start to share my life with you everyday i want you more but i know our hearts are sore my love for you is so strong and to you always i belong