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What Different Horoscopes Say About Me
Bethea@myhealthwealthandhappiness.com Add to your address book. First Quarter Moon, May 23, 5:04 AM EST Dear Tammy, I'm so happy to have this opportunity to prepare this forecast for you. I am a firm believer in the knowledge and richness that astrology can bring to our lives, and I hope you'll find my forecast contributions useful and rewarding. I am so excited to introduce you to Rochelle Gordon, a renowned astrologer who is working with me to prepare your weekly forecast. This very talented and well-respected astrologer is extremely knowledgeable in astrology and esoteric topics. In fact, she has authored and edited numerous books and articles in the astrological and new age fields. I know that she will bring a unique dimension to the weekly interpretation of your horoscope, and I have full confidence that you will enjoy and benefit from her perspectives too. One of the things I'm especially excited about is shar

Moving On
THOUGHTS ARE OFTEN HERE WITH ME.. THOUGHTS NEVER LEAVE ME. THOUGHTS COME AND THOUGHTS GO.. THOUGHTS NEVER LEAVE ME ALONE, THEY ALWAYS SEEM TO FIND ME. AS EACH DAY PASSES , AS EACH NIGHT GOES BY. I CAN SEE MYSELF ALL ALONE IN THE DARK , SITTING UNDER A TREE. OH HOW THE SKY IS SO GREY THEY NIGHT SEEMS SO LONG. I WANNA CLOSE MY EYES AN JUST FORGET THE PAST. FORGET ALL THE PAIN, ALL THAT I HAVE BEEN THROUGH. I JUST WANNA LEAVE IT ALL BEHIND. THE DAYS SEEM TO PASS AND NOTHING SEEMS TO CHANGE. I CAN FEEL IT DEEP WITHIN ME, OH WHY CANT IT JUST END. I NEVER THOUGHT MY LIFE WOULD END UP THIS WAY. I HAVE COME ALONG WAY FROM THE PAST. I HAVE SO MUCH GOING FOR ME. IS IT ALRIGHT . AS EACH DAY GOES BY, SOMETHING ELSE SEEMS TO GO WRONG, IT ALL ENDS IN A MESS. AS I WALK THE PATHS OF THE ROAD. ALONE I AM AGAIN NOONE AROUND BUT THE TREES AND LEAVES. AS I WALK FURTHER I SEE PEOPLE SURROUNDING ME. THESE PEOPLE ARE HAPPY... THEY SEEM TO BE IN LOVE. HERE I AM WITH NOONE CAUSE OF WHA

I Am.....not Drama
Is it too much information when I say I started masturbating 3-5 times a day when I was 12 years old. Now I barely touch myself twice a week and there's nothing pornographic I haven't seen.....boredom is dangerous. Is it too much information to say your pu$$y smells like ammonia acid and makes my eyes water whenever I’m downtown, or south of the border; wash that sh*t sweetheart. There’s a saying “if you won’t eat it, don’t f*ck it!” Tired. I have fallen asleep half a dozen times sitting here at work, staring at this computer chess game. Angry. Why the hell can't I stay awake? I went to sleep last night at midnight and woke up this morning around 6am; I had a nap yesterday. Depressed? I had a visit from my home teacher last night and he mentioned that somewhere around 50% of Americans between the age of 15 and 38 have been depressed for a significant period in their life. I don't think I'm depressed but I've fooled myself before. Apathetic....likely not. A

Mother's Day
THIS IS SO AWESOME I HAD TO COPY IT: MothersSexy & Romantic glitter graphics from Sexi Luv.com If you send this to just one person, it should make it all the way around the world by Mother's Day.Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from Sexi Luv.com This is for the mothers who have sat up all night with sick toddlers in their arms, wiping up barf laced with Oscar Mayer wieners and cherry Kool-Aid saying, "It's okay honey, Mommy's here." Who have sat in rocking chairs for hours on end soothing crying babies who can't be comforted. This is for all the mothers who show up at work with spit-up in their hair and milk stains on their blouses and diapers in their purse. For all the mothers who run carpools and make cookies and sew Halloween costumes. And all the mothers who DON'T. This is for the mothers who gave birth to babies they'll never see. And the mothers who took those babies and gave them homes. This is for the mothers whose priceless art collections are hangi

Us Military!
Ughhhh I am so pissed right now! My brother just called to say that his commanding officer in Iraq is in the procedure of forcing disciplinary action against him. Here is the situation: My brother went to Iraq last year. Upon arriving there and not long after, he blew out his right knee during an excursion. They then placed in the office saying that they would get him to Germany or back to the states for medical attention. 6 months later, he still had not been seen by a doctor. He scheduled a leave around Valentine's Day and even that was delayed. He finally made it back in time to visit our Grandmother before she passed away. He was scheduled to return on Monday, February 26th although due to our Grandmother's condition, I had Red Cross intercept. Red Cross was able to get him a 10-day extension. There was a lot of instances that happened during that time which would make believers out of us. Anyway. While he was home, he went to the doctor and received verification that he nee

Weekend Of Sex
HI all well this is my first blog here so I hope this is ok. What I an looking for is a lady or couple to have sex with on 6-23-24 I would like the women to be shaven an likes backdoor sex loves to swallow an loves her pussy eaten out. An would like to try DP. Well I hope this is ok Look me up on yahoo 360 rommen

Crackpot!
Chinese wisdom An elderly Chinese woman had two large pots, each hung on the ends of a pole which she carried across her neck. One of the pots had a crack in it while the other pot was perfect and always delivered a full portion of water. At the end of the long walks from the stream to the house, the cracked pot arrived only half full. For a full two years this went on dail y, with the woman bringing home only one and a half pots of water. Of course , the perfect pot was proud of its accomplishments. But the poor cracked pot was ashamed of its own imperfection, and miserable that it could only do half of what it had been made to do. After two years of what it perceived to be bitter failure, it spoke to the woman one day by the stream. "I am ashamed of myself, because this crack in my side causes water to leak out all the way back to your house." The old woman smiled, "Did you notice that there

The Way The Crookie Cumbles
just wanted to tell all my new friends that i will get to you as soon as i can i do not have a comp anymore and only have a couple min here and there on friends and families comps to catch up if i have missed you and i know there are a lot that i have and i will do my best to get to you asap! laterz luvs

Subject: Social Security Benefit Credits For Active Duty Service
-----Original Message ----Subject: Social Security Benefit Credits for Active Duty Service Good Morning, Here's some information I received via email - this information was not passed during a recent TAPS class I attended. The following comments are extracted -from the email I received: "For those or you who did not have this info it is something to put in your files for when you apply for Social Security [if still around] down the road. It is just not for retirees but anyone who has served on active duty prior to January 2002. Strongly encourage you to forward this to all folks who have served on active duty who are entitled to this benefit but must ask for it! Go to the website and then prepare to get extra benefits ......... Soc Sec website::http:/www.ssa.gov/retire2/military.htm Social Security Benefit Credits for Active Duty Service ...for years of active duty through 2001 (the program was done away with in January 2002) . Up to $1200 per year of earnings credit ($100 cre

Dirty Fckin P.o.s
so this morning my cell kept goin off and finally i got up and seen who it was, it was nemacolins where my mom had worked b4 she died. i listened to the vm and called the woman back. she told me that there was a collection from the other housekeepers and from joe hardy himself the owner of nemacolins for me but it was distributed to larry. the dirty sneaky mexican my mom had dated and lived with b4 she had died.she did have me fax a copy of my moms funeral bill to them and they took care of that for me. now as far as larry goes, im raging right now, cuz i havnt talked to him since the end of march and couldnt understand y. i called my uncle lenny(my moms brothr) told him so he called larry. larry denied knowin anything about the collections or ever recieving anything. this dirty basturd is living it up on the money that was rightfully mine that everyone knows dam well my mom woulda never wanted him to have. sure they lived together on and off since my parents got divorced like 6

Frosted Mini-me
I must have been around 8 or 9, sadly under the impression that only boys farted. I guess it was a guy thing. Girls did not burp or fart, somehow they had been trained to suppress these functions. So I am sitting near the fence that separates my back yard from the house behind mine. Quiet, introspective, when I hear some giggling. Seems the neighbor girl had some friends over. I listened, curious little george that I was. I heard them talk about some of the boys I knew, some I didn't. After a few minutes I heard one girl say to the group "wait....here pull my" and before she finished the statement, this little girl blew out a tire popping fart. The group of girls just broke down laughing so hard. I was in shock. Never before had I heard such a display of macho behavior in a girl. This moment caused me to think what else do girls do when boys aren't around. Damn fine day today, a little warm for my own preference but pleasant none the less. So I am doing some sub work at a local junior

The Only Thing Worse Than Bad Poetry.....
I fooled you. I made you believe. My intent to disarm, dissuade and deceive you has brought me success. A false sense of security, I can hear your breathing ease, just because of the rising sun. The night is over for now; the terrors that come with the night go with the night. You turn your back to me, nestled in the comfort of a clean smelling, worn out, old blanket. You rest your head between the headrest and the window; glass, metal and steel separates you, protects you from that world. Barely a whisper, “Thank you.” drifts off your lips as we drive away. Pretends, cannot touch it; can only look as I touch myself. I know down deep, a slut’s a slut…takes one to know one I say. Behind the leer, behind the make-up and costume, I see little pretties, much too young for me. Lust filled tarts of sweetness. Pretends, will not touch it; disgusted at myself for not seeing; disgusted for believing it real. The older I get the harder and harder it gets to tell; everyone

My New Abode
Hello I am finally free and going to live in this country house, well a bit of it anway, in the New Forest amongst wild horses, pigs, donkeys and cows...I will feel at home. If you ask me nicely, then you can come and stay. Gray xxxx

Me
You Are 100% Sexy Your Sex Appeal Is: Off the Charts! Let's face it... you're one of the sexiest people around. And you don't let anyone forget it. You're crazy hot, and you deliver on what you promise. You are definitely one wild ride. How Much Sex Appeal Do You Have? Your Seduction Style: Fantasy Lover You know that ideal love that each of us dreams of from childhood? That's you! Not because you posess all of the ideal characteristics, but because you are a savvy shape shifter. You have the uncanny ability to detect someone's particular fantasy... and make it you. You inspire each person to be an idealist and passionate, and you make each moment memorable Even a simple coffee date with you can be the most romantic moment of someone's life By giving your date exactly what he or she desires, you quickly become the ideal lover. Your abilities to make dreams come true is so strong, that you are often the love of many people's lives. Your ex's (and

Lost Birds
This morning whiling feeling a bit stressed out and not at all in the mood to hear all the noise my birds make. I decided to sit them outside as I have done many times before. However, this time I don't know what caused it but the cage feel and my 2 small birds Heaven and Sky escaped and are gone. I know I won't find them but I still keep looking when I go outside.

Dreaming Differently...
i dont trust anything...or anyone sometimes....i think all this is a joke to me....you see i want to find something new..someone new and this place builds your hopes and crushes them because no one is themselves on here,...very few are and i know who you are....you do too so dont fret....but i am not happy with the way things are going....so change my opinion?...i doubt it but you can try...either way ill be here none the less huh?....stupid shit...ssdd.... later Update on life... I am currently working my ass off 5 days a week, starting cancer meds, and keeping my head up.... I am still single, but thats ok.... yes i know i should be with someone but thats just not a priority to me right now...itd be nice to date and all but i am in no rush either...Well any comments, questions, concerns? message them to me :) HUGS TO ALL! goodbye....ill be on off and on..but im moving from this shithole called garner...outta state hopefully... i dont wanna talk about it really...just need to let yo

A Poem I Wrote
Wishing Sitting here wishing Could things be better or should they be the same Life is always difficult but in reality it is always Wishing it would be easy but thats always a wish Wishing I was home again I miss all my friends want to have a fresh start could it be possible or not Guess I can wish for a better life with the ones I care about with new careers and lifestyle could that happen or not by: Kelli Snyder

Destinations
Well kiddies, It's that time of year again when hiker trash from across the world get together in Damascus, Virginia. And far be it for our hero to miss the call yet again... I'll be departing on the 16th of May and might be returning on the 20th... You'll note the I put might... That's cause you never know what's going to happen once you've had a taste of freedom again, shaking off the shackles set by society's "9 to 5" mentality...

Funny Things !!!!!!
Clocks in Heaven! > >> > >>> A man died and went to heaven. As he stood in front of St. Peter at the > >>>Pearly Gates, he saw a huge wall of clocks behind him. He asked, > >>>"What are all those clocks? > >>> > >>>St. Peter answered, "Those are Lie-Clocks. Everyone on Earth has a > >>>Lie-Clock. Every time you lie the hands on your clock will move." > >>> > >>>"Oh," said the man, "whose clock is that?" > >>> > >>>"That's Mother Teresa's. The hands have never moved, indicating > >>>that she never told a lie." > >>> > >>>"Incredible," said the man. "And whose clock is that one?" > >>> > >>>St. Peter responded, "That's Abraham Lincoln's clock. The hands have > >>>moved twice, telling us that Abe told only two lies in his entire life > >>> > >>>"Where's Hillary Clinton's clock?" asked the man. > >>> > >>>"Hillary's clock is in Jesus' office. He's using it as a ceiling > >>>fan." Fucked up Jokes!! Two old men decide they are close to their last days and dec

Tattoos And Piercings Are So Over-rated
What's the point? I don't get this whole tacky "body art" thing. Really, the human body is beautiful as is, if kept in decent shape. Why cover it with crap like a child drawing on walls with crayons? I've seen tons of women I think would be so sexy, if it weren't for all the tramp stamps and extra holes in their face. Maybe it's because I have a thing about symmetry? To me, it offsets the symmetry of your face, body, etc. It detracts from your beauty, not adds to it. And for crying out loud, if you have nice breasts, leave them alone! Don't put ink and holes all over them! That is just such a turn off, IMO. I guess I just find the female body most beautiful in it's purest form. Is that wrong? I know I'll probably be attacked by all these fools who love "body art," but they're weird! It's like they place some kind of major importance in this. They can't wait to tell everyone how many tatts or piercings they have, as if it matters. Honestly, it means nothing more to anyone (but you) tha

Raising Hell And Proud!
You are Dr. Doom Dr. Doom 98% Green Goblin 96% Magneto 91% Apocalypse 91% Poison Ivy 90% Lex Luthor 88% Two-Face 88% Mystique 80% Catwoman 78% Riddler 77% The Joker 75% Venom 69% Mr. Freeze 67% Kingpin 66% Juggernaut 64% Dark Phoenix 58% Blessed with smarts and power but burdened by vanity. Click here to take the "Which Super Villain are you?" quiz... BASICS Name: Dia Starr Date of Birth: 1/18/72 Birthplace: ATL Current Location: Atlanta Eye Color: Blue Hair Color: blond Height: 5'5" Heritage: Irish/Cherokee Indian Piercings: Ears, tongue Tattoos:none but i will get one after the birth of my first child to mark significance. FAVORITES Band/Singer: Lenny Kravitz/Prince/Elton John/Kid Rock Song: Too hard to Choose Movie: City of God Disney Movie: Lion King TV show: Bike shows on Discovery Channel Color: Purple Food: Spicy Pizza topping: pepperoni Ice-Cream Flavor:Key lime pie Drink (alcoholic): Jack Daniels

A Crush !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ok my friends , i am off to bed and only a few k short of the 1 million mark . it sure would be nice to wake up and see i have reached it ( hint hint hint !!! lol) so if you feel like it , help a friend ok , even if it's not my bday lol just to let ya know , if ya care lol, in an earlier blog , i mentioned i had a crush on some one and she had on on me and yes it was and still is tessa :) and i went to singapore during my vacation and she is the girl i thought and hoped she would be :) some body has a crush on me , and it s who i have a crush on too !!!!!! i m very happy , are you happy for me ? and to think i had given up on ever meeting someone in a bar lol . just thought i would share this !

To Get To You
im bored so i thot id drop in and ramble.... things i like....dragons, my truck (cuz she so fly!!) i built that too!! tattoos, ink, airbrush, art...things no one knows about me ?? hhmm....i like old movies(john wayne westerns..fav is mcclintock..the red head (yes i know her name) was hot for an old lady ..lollol) i am a published writer, artist,poet, photographer....i can do anythng artistic...just gimme 2.2 secounds!! lol the only chevy i will admit to likeing is a CORVETTE...theres nothing like a 63 split window!! the only ford i will admit to is....a thunderbird..the old like 50's n 60's!! music...well...everything from rap, joan jett, malissa etheridge....aint to crazy about country but theres ust sumpin bout the way terri clark looks!! got to meet her summer of 05!! we even talked DODGE....cuz she gots one!! loli will stop here.... anything u wanna know?? ask!! later!! S To Get To You by Karen Robertson What I would do to be in your arms.... I'd swi

Tired Of It...
My first blog here, hooray! LOL Ok, down to brass tacks here. I'm REALLY getting tired of the wife's zero sex drive. Coming up on our 14th anniversary in July and I'm getting it once a month if I'm lucky. I swear to god if it wasn't for masturbation I'd have gone insane. I have a fairly high sex drive and even so I respect her wishes and not push the issue, but every time I try to get intimate I get an excuse. I know whoever reads this, if anyone does, really shouldn't give a damn if I'm getting any, but it's important to me and she just doesn't care at all. To add to it, I am the one who 99.99% of the time initiates it. I've even tried seducing her, like making her dinner (which I do all the time anyway), running a nice fragrant bath with candles all over the place (again, which I do all the time), anything I can think of to get her in the mood. Long back rubs, anything. To no avail. This sort of thing has happened before years ago and I'll admit, I cheated. I like to know I'm appr

What's Up With Women?
OK people! What's up with women nowadays (not all women, I must say that)? I mean why do most women go after a guy that has money and material thing's? Money can't buy happiness! And surely material thing's are nice to have, but it all can be replaced. What happened to the good ol' fashion love? Why is it such a big deal about looks and money? I thought it was about what is in the heart that counts. I know I'm not all that great looking, but I do have a heart. You know its like one of my favorite sayings, don't judge a book by its cover, read the inside first before you judge the book. I guess a lot of women think that if your ugly on the outside, you must be ugly on the inside as well. Someone help me out on this. I'm not understanding women like I used to. LOL

My Other Trip..
I know I have not been around much sorry for that it is that time of year again for us. Busy camping in the RV. I will be posting pics for all to see in the upcoming months, I hope you enjoy them. Big news for this week is I am going out to see Munch aka Ana in Arizona, I am so looking forward to see my Mexican sister... I will let ya know how it goes and I am sure we will have pics.... love and kisses to all talk to ya soon......xoxoxoxoxoxxoxoxox Ginny

Same Old
things are always changin so when someone says "same shit or same old " they really dont know what they are talkin about just cause u have the same stuff happen to u doesnt me that it is actually the same thing u hear me so when u blog write or annouce that it is the same thing then u need to shut up and realize that it isnt the same thing.

Changes
I beening thinking alot about my life my past my future but mostly about my past ,by past i mean my younger days when i was starting to become an adult when you start to feel childish things slip away no matter how hard u want to hold on to them.I thought about my frist kiss and my frist girl friend who i liked very much but moved away before things ever got serouis. in away it was a perfect realtionship we enjoyed being around each other. there was no tesion and even though i was a teenager i wasnt concerened with try to sleep with her. It was very innconet which isnt something most people get to experencie most people get to have anymore. I thinking back on old freinds who i havent seen in years and i wonder whatever happened to them. I think of the times before u realize someday your parents will die and so will You. I just miss the wonderment of growing up ill be 30 in less then 2 years 30 use to seem so far away. I loved being a kid and i held on to as long as i could haveing a so

All About Frosty
Well, I finally decided to start working out. Yep, getting in shape. About damn time too. I have a workout machine that's been taking up space in my game room that I drug to the living room so I'll actually use it. Tonight, I was lonely and tired so I got on it and worked out. My muscles are tired but I'm wide awake. I've missed feeling like this. Today is the start of windown of school. This semester has been the hardest because I have lost friend and relationships close to me. I lost my fiance, and best friend to stupidity and my classes have been the hardest I have ever undertaken. However it's 2 weeks of school left. I'm apprehensive about what is to come but I feel I have grown a lot in the past 6 months. I understand myself and others better. I hope to start more blogs but it's pretty outside and my bike calls. I miss red and the way she felt on the back but she has to learn who she is and that, as I know, takes time. Also, my 66 Mustang is due out of th

A Cowboy In A Gay Bar !
Brokeback Bar (lol) cute A cowboy walks into a bar and two steps in, he realizes it's a gay bar. But what the heck, he says to himself, "I can really use a drink." When the gay waiter approaches, he says to the cowboy, "What's the name of your weewee?" The cowboy says, "Look, I'm not into any of that, all I want is a drink." The gay waiter says, "I'm sorry but I can't serve you until you tell me the name of your weewee. Mine for instance is called Nike, for the slogan 'Just Do It,' and that guy down at the end of the bar calls his, Snickers, because it really 'Satisfies.'" The cowboy looks dumbfounded so the bartender tells him he will give him a second to think it over. So the cowboy asks the man sitting to his left, who is sipping on a beer, "Hey bud, what's the name of yours?" The man looks back and says with a smile "T imex," and the thirsty cowboy asks, "Why Timex?" The fella proudly replies, "Cause it takes a lickin' and keeps on tickin!" A little shake

All You Need Is Love
Raven Hair and Sexi eyes Ruby Lips and soft soft sighs That beautiful smile will Melt your heart and then you're lost, before you even start You wanna touch her and Hold her close lay right there beside her, that's what U want most. Feel her breath on you're skin, listen to her breathe, hold her very close and never leave. I looked for you But U were gone in a fraction of a moment I was alone and empty Insignificant and empty all I had was memories of a false happiness of a life untrue It was over I was dead inside for a longtime I cried thousands..No Millions of tears for a false love, a fantasy then one day I woke up.

My Friend
countryboy4u@ fubar Cajun Cherry ~ Member of The Misfit Angels Leveling Crew ~ ~Global Bombers~@ fubar Today countryboy4u and i are getting married, and we are having a fubar wedding, this evening at 6:30 p.m. at the ** fubar beach wedding chapel**

Kouboi's Journal
Well people, I haven't been online much since I started my classes and I am getting some concerns from friends. I am ok and still free from incarceration. Thank you all for caring. I am still doing good, but I am really stressed with all my schoolwork. On top of that I have some relationship issues that I haven't decided what I want to do. However, I have concluded that I need to focus on my schoolwork or I will not progress in life and I won't worth anything to anyone (incl. myself). I have been somewhat of a recluse to everyone by withdrawing from the web temporarily. It is nothing personal to anyone. Bare with me, knowing I am making the best choices that I can think of for now. BRB KouBoi #58824 On July 29, 2005 I was released from prison six months early for good behavior onto parole/probation. I was released to a half-way home. I had myself enrolled in college already before being released. I was taking computer animation. I got a job on work-study as a student aide in th

(=^_^=)
cast the pearls aside, of a simple life of need come into my life forever the crumbled cities stand as known of the sights you have been shown of the hurt you call your own love is suicide the empty bodies stand at rest casualties of their own flesh afflicted by their dispossession but no bodies ever knew nobodys no bodies felt like you nobodys love is suicide now we drive the night, to the ironies of peace you can't help deny forever the tragedies reside in you the secret sights hide in you the lonely nights divide you in two all my blisters now revealed in the darkness of my dreams in the spaces in between us but no bodies ever knew nobodys no bodies felt like you nobodys love is suicide -Smashing Pumpkins

Mother That Are On Tap Or Off Of Tap This Is For You
Mothers If you send this to just one person, it should make it all the way around the world by Mother's Day. This is for the mothers who have sat up all night with sick toddlers in their arms, wiping up barf laced with Oscar Mayer wieners and cherry Kool-Aid saying, "It's okay honey, Mommy's here." Who have sat in rocking chairs for hours on end soothing crying babies who can't be comforted. This is for all the mothers who show up at work with spit-up in their hair and milk stains on their blouses and diapers in their purse. For all the mothers who run carpools and make cookies and sew Halloween costumes. And all the mothers who DON'T. This is for the mothers who gave birth to babies they'll never see. And the mothers who took those babies and gave them homes. This is for the mothers whose priceless art collections are hanging on their refrigerator doors. And for all the mothers who froze their buns on metal bleachers at football or soccer games instead of watching fr

Kouboi's Poetry
You quiero campamento conmigo sancha, mi amor, in de bosque filled with arboles verde and many animales salvaje. I know a place with cascadas in “Her Table” near “The Crosses,” and a secret place at “Her Coat Stand.” We’ll nadar in the agua blanca of the “Big River,” I’ll pescandofor food and cook it on the frego de campana. We’ll lounge des nudo in the manantial calientes and a carro caliente will go in our cama de campana. Our noche tranquilo will be filled with musica and estrellas. I’ll have my café de charro ready if she wakes up with me in a cobija de nieve. Dedicated to Melissa Array Darkness and loneliness fill my cell, With pain and fear to great to yell. I wait for the mail officer to deliver to me, As I wipe away tears, that no one will see. I pray so sincere with my head raised above “Please, God, soon send me a letter of love.” I long to gaze upon pages so dear, With riches to bring my loved ones near.

Kouboi's Creative Writings
1. Be careful of using personal entertainment as a way to avoid closeness with the one you love. Couples often do this at bedtime. 2. Do not stifle natural feelings of desire. Do whatever you can to fan the flame. 3. Do not work yourself up into a bad attitude simply because your loved one is busy doing something else at the moment. 4. Never speak with sarcasm in your voice, especially regarding something your loved one enjoys. Show love by trying to appreciate each other’s unique interests. 5. Do not give in to sudden fits of temper. 6. Beware of selfish preoccupation so you do not miss between-the-line hints when a loved one needs you. 7. Do everything you can to preserve the bedroom as a quiet place of rest and refreshment. Avoid discussions of business or family problems there. 8. Do not point blame at your loved one for changes and problems in your relationship. 9. Be willing to forgive and continue to take reasonable, lifelong emotional risks. 10. Focus on wha

Miscellaneous Entries
From a strictly mathematical viewpoint it goes like this: What Makes 100%? What does it mean to give MORE than 100%? Ever wonder about those people who say they are giving more than 100%? We have all been to those meetings, where someone wants you to give over 100%. How about achieving 103%? What makes up 100% in life? Here's a little mathematical formula that might help you answer these questions: If: A B C D E F G H I J K L M N O P Q R S T U V W X Y Z is represented as: 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 15 16 17 18 19 20 21 22 23 24 25 26. Then: H-A-R-D-W-O-R-K 8+1+18+4+23+15+18+11 = 98% And K-N-O-W-L-E-D-G-E 11+14+15+23+12+5+4+7+5 = 96% But, A-T-T-I-T-U-D-E 1+20+20+9+20+21+4+5 = 100% And, B-U-L-L-S-H-I-T 2+21+12+12+19+8+9+20 = 103% And, look how far ass kissing will take you. A-S-S-K-I-S-S-I-N-G 1+19+19+11+9+19+19+9+14+7 = 118% So, one can conclude with mathematical certainty that.. While Hard Work and Knowledge will get

A New Begning
why is it that when some one breaks your heart you feel like the world is falling down around you? something that i have never been able to figure out but i do thank this fact when some one dumps you there true colors show threw. colors that you blind yourself to threw your entire relationship. you protect yourself from them and you make excuses for them " oh hes just been working" " hes under alot of stress from work" " hes just not sleeping well" " he workes so much that he just passed out" you create in your mind something that there not and you dont notice when things start to turn into your nightmears . see when i love someone and tell that person that i love them i look past there imperfections. where as no one else in this world could find them beautiful or handsome... the person that loves them will think the world of them no matter what. loving someone means loving them all of them every lil thing that makes them there own person. becuase if you dont all your doing is j

What I Did Today
Well today was wild. I went to an office building to make some appointments I saw a girl giving me the eye... and Im not wearing panties so I decide to be naughty and bend over to pick up my pen. I knew she saw my wet pussy cause her jaw dropped. I walked over and asked her to show me where the bathroom is and winked. She blushed and came with me hehehe. When we got there I pushed her in the stall and made out with her and putting her hand on my pussy... I knew she liked it cause she slipped a finger in lol. well long story short we were in there for 30 minutes cumming and cumming and cumming. god I was such a mess when I left... but it was worth it hehehe. later

Kouboi's Music
I sit up at night, it's at least 3 or 4 Blood drippin' out my knuckles From knocking skin on drywall I see a face like flashlights on they chins The more I blink the more it happens again, damn Victims, from like '89 Floating their faces on the wall like it's the last time I'm gonna see them again The same time every night The wall gets bigger with every flash of day light Are they like venting on me Walls confining me, inside of me There's an emptiness that won't go away I never said that I was right inside of my mind But I'm sure over time I'll learn to climb the walls I'm sure that over time I'll learn to right all of my wrongs Sure it's right, four walls reflecting my life Every night that I sit and watch the replay Tell 'em I can feel them looking at me I can even hear them talking when I'm tryin' to sleep Sometimes they start spinnin' or just closing in And it's just too much to be, I can't win Don't grin, it ain't funny I just set it ablaze I had

Simple Moments
Simple Moments... I am a woman, who in the past, has always wondered how my future was going to turn out. I just wanted people to see that I had worth, I wanted to be loved, and respected. To be financially set, looking towards that future, and always wondering if I would ever reach those goals. I began to realize that it isn't the future I need to worry about, it is the moments, and when it comes to the moments in my life, I have been truly blessed. I have had my really good ones, the really bad ones and the in between ones, and it makes me realize that there would be no future without these moments. The moments that makes me smile and laugh, the moments with good friends, who love me and only want the best for me. The bad moments, where lessons had to be learned, even if it hurt and wounded, it was a lesson that needed to be taught. The in between moments where I am never quite sure what is going to happen, and those are the times of self doubt, and wonder. Moments of anxiety, p

With All My Heart
With all my heart i can say there isnt a day that dont turn the world around and make me think of all that has made me happy and turn my life into something more than i would ever think of with wonderful friends,family and a truely wonderful man that are there for me and back me up....with all my heart i love each and every one of them. My friends talk me through ruff times and tell me its gonna be ok and things will work out. My family well they back me up and they stand there with me and fight when ever needs to be delte with. The same as the kindness warmest hearted man that i could ever be with he does all that he can from standing at my side to talking to me, easeing any pain that crosses my path. Hushes my tears when they start to fall down my face with his words With all my heart i love them all for being there for what ever crosses my path as ill always be there for them With all my heart i love the one and only man that has made me see that there is love out ther

Poems From My Heart
I wished for a good woman I got a woman good at ignoring me I wished for a loving woman I got a woman who loved only her priorities I wished for a dedicated woman I got a woman who ignored me to finish her work I wished for a passionate woman I got a woman passionate with her job and not me Then I stopped wishing and started looking to move on. Only to find out there are more like her out there. I wished for a good woman I got a woman good at deceiving me I wished for a loving woman I got a woman loving my money I wished for a dedicated woman I got a woman dedicated to my checking account I wished for a passionate woman I got a woman passionate with her climaxes only Then I stopped wishing and looking and built a wall up I hid behind things that were no longer there. Or maybe never ever were there to begin with. I made an excuse so fast; I could have imagined it had been there from day one. I sexed without emotion to hide my pain. I smiled all day to co

Tiny Mike
IF YOU LOVE SOMETHING SET IT FREE IF IT COMES BACK TO YOU IT'S YOURS IF IT DOESN'T IT NEVER WAS You Are 78% Passionate, 22% Compassionate You are very passionate, especially when it comes to love. In fact, it's sometimes difficult for you to tell between love and lust. You jump in head first, and figure things out later... usually when it's all over! Is Your Love Style Passionate or Compassionate? - MICHAEL's Sexy Acronym - Mis for...MagneticIis for...IntenseCis for...CaptivatingHis for...Hot stuffAis for...AdultEis for...EroticLis for...Luring The Sexy Acronym Generator at QuizUniverse.com

Men
Unfortunatly there are things that some guys do that just hurt you. For example a friend of mine tells this girl that he doesn't like her except deep down he really does and he knows she likes him alot so what did he do he went and invited another girl over had sex with her and told the person he liked about it.....somtimes guys can be so mean. but that is the unfortunate reality of life. There is no prince charming. Sure there are guys who seem perfect but when you get to know them and see the real side to them well you realize that they aren't as perfect as you thought and you end up disappointed.

This Is Me Gypsy Agent Get To Know Me !! You Can't Have Any Fun If Your 2 Good
Gypsy-Agent-69 Says... Hello My Name Is Steve. And it really is such a honor to meet you. I am a Romanian Gypsy & Part Greek.. I have black hair & blue eyes. Right now I am single and looking. I work for Microsoft Computers. Microsoft gave me the name Gypsy_Agent. Because I am in the Security Department.. What I'm Into I Like Computers Cars Sports. Dancing Music. Fine Food. Also wine tasting. White Zinfandel is my favorite wine. OK To tell you the truth it gets me horny LoL. My Dreams To meet a real nice down to earth women. Who is not into playing games and likes to laugh and have fun. The KEY-WORLD HERE IS Fun ! It's good to be serious when it calls for it. Also I am attracted to being in good shape women who has a fun and open personalty.. A women to me with a personalty can go a long way in life. Think about this when your looks runs out what do you have left ?.

Men Laws
1: Under no circumstances may two men share an umbrella. 2: It is OK for a man to cry ONLY under the following circumstances: (a) When a heroic dog dies to save its master. (b) The moment Angelina Jolie starts unbuttoning her blouse. (c) After wrecking your boss' car. (d) One hour, 12 minutes, 37 seconds into "The Crying Game". (e) When she is using her teeth. 3: Any Man who brings a camera to a bachelor party may be legally killed and eaten by his buddies. 4: Unless he murdered someone in your family, you must bail a friend out of jail within 12 hours. 5: If you've known a guy for more than 24 hours, his sister is off limits forever unless you actually marry her. 6: Moaning about the brand of free beer in a buddy's fridge is forbidden. However complain at will if the temperature is unsuitable. 7: No man shall ever be required to buy a birthday present for another man. In fact, even remembering your buddy's birthday is strictly optional. At that point,

New Music
Please go to this site and vote for my poem I wrote!!! Thanks a bunch Mole!!! Rate my poem, Click here I posted some new pics! Check them out can you guess which one is really me or are all of them me????????? COmment and let me know!!

~~ Random Thoughts ~~
I would write you a love letter, but there's not enough paper to write down everything wonderful about you ~ the way you laugh, talk, and kiss, the way you do those little things that make me so crazy about you. I would write you a love letter, but there're not enough pencils or pens or ink to put down how you make me feel ~ how you make my heart beat faster and my breath catch whenever we're close, how you stay with me like a love song I can't get out of my head. I would write you a love letter, but there aren't enough hours or days or lifetimes to describe all you mean to me ~ the way you've changed my world and made me dream things I never dared dream before. I would write you a love letter, but I can't … I love you too much. ~ Author Unknown ~

Life / Change
i understand so much more now. im not angry at you for what you did because now im in the same situation. i thought i could do something.. but now after trying i realised that i just can't. i don't know if its the person , there personality or if its just the idea that being in any sort of relationship right now just a turn off for me.not so much that its a turn off its just not something that is appealing to me right now.i know that eventually i will get lonely and tired but for now its time to be andventious by myself me.No strings, no boys or girls, just friends and fun. im not sayinf im going to go out and fuck like a mad woman either because at this point im sick of dramarama in general and that goes hand in hand with relationships of both the sexual and nonsexual type.i dont want to have to answer to anyone.i do what i want when i want even if it means doing it myself.ive got a better idea of what i want out of life and im going to go get it. ashly asked what was wrong with me y

Fighting Evil One Day At A Time
went to the midnight showing of spidey 3. the movie was pretty good. i don't think it was long enough. there was a lot going on in the movie and there could have been more time in the movie in order to better flesh out characters and scenes. still a good movie. in the end i think spidey 2 was the best. Finally saw Hot Fuzz today. if you haven't seen this movie then you must watch it. it truly is the best buddy cop movie ever made. the shaun of the dead guys are absolutely brilliant. the movie is a mash up of different styles of films that works amazing well. Watched the new episode of Heroes. Damn that show is amazing. It is hard to believe that this show is on a major network since it is so damned good. i will not spoil anything for those who had not seen it, but if you have not watched the series then you need to get your butt all over it.

Unlocked..........
I went to bed around midnight, and was in that place where you're almost dreaming, yet still vaguely aware of your surroundings, when I heard the little chirp of my home alarm. I thought I'd imagined or half-dreamed it, but I wanted to check the lock on the door, just to be sure. I was dressed in a little black nightie, which was fine for sleep, but the apartment was cold, so I grabbed a long robe to cover myself. As I reached the door, I put out my hand to check the lock. Suddenly there was a hand covering mine, and another around the back of my neck, and I was pushed against the door. "Do not move or make a sound." My heart and mind began racing-where did this man come from? Why was he in my home? What was he going to do to me? I began to hyperventilate and whispered, "Please don't hurt me." "I've been watching you, and you are going to get what you deserve tonight. You left your door unlocked, so I know you want it." I never leave my door unlocked; it had to be when I brought

Woman??
So i was wondering..... why is it woman always seem to stress about hooking up with assholes then when they do meet a good guy they seem to pass it up 90% of the time. dont get me wrong but all i wonder is in one breath you say you meet only the asses and then you continue meeting only the jerks that will treat you bad how is that productive. Kinda like the eith wonder of the world who knows how or why girls pick guys the way they do.

About Me
I just want to tell you a little about me. I love spending time with my friends and family. My friends are my family. Since I live in FL and my mom and sister are in MD. I love to learn new things. Like around the corner you never know what is waiting. We all only have a limited amount of time on this earth, so we should make the best of it. If tomorrow never comes, how do you want people to remember you? Don't fill yourself up with anger and hate. Live, love, and laugh. Laugh as often as you can. I do.

Uncle Terry
A poem writen by my son Uncle Terry I just want to let you know You meant the world to me Thank you for the stuff you’ve Done for me I used to always Look forward to your visits Always loved you even if I didn’t show it And never imagined you leavening me this way I don’t now if it would have helped ease the pain Or make it worse to know that you were dieing And maybe even suffering I mean what happened no one knows but you Your death was a surprise and you left allot behind Like your wife and the rest of your family like me No one could read your mind to see what you saw and no one will ever know now But you got your own tree I guess it represents you But no one will ever forget you tree or no tree We all loved you and will never get why you had to die But I still love you and will never forget you And I hope you’re happy up there Because if you are then I’m happy to And I never got to say good bye So good bye and I love you I de

Various Jokes I Find Funny.
Your doctor has scheduled you for an autopsy on ___________ at _______ AM/PM. St. Amgems Hospital wants you to be prepared for what should be an eventful time. This guide should answer the most common questions in regard to your procedure. Please call your doctor's office if you have any further questions. Please remember, autopsies are performed on an "as needed" procedure. If you, or a qualified Medical Examiner chooses to cancel your autopsy, the Pathology department requires 24 hours notice. WHAT IS AN AUTOPSY? As advanced as medical science is, sometimes we need more thorough procedures to find out why your living status has been impaired. An autopsy can include CAT scans, X-rays, and surgical evaluation. WILL IT INVOLVE SURGERY? Yes. At times when there is a lack of obvious traumatic impact, surgery is needed. Your doctor may wish to examine your vital organs. This involves removal of the organs for the purpose of study. The contents of your stomach will also be examine

My Grandson Tristan
Wow.. I cant believe its been almost 2 weeks since my daughter Krystal delivered her 1st son, Tristan Blaine Engelbach, He is such a good baby, she was so very lucky to get a son, just like her when she was a baby. He isnt a cryer, needs so little attention, but of course he is spoiled already. When Mommy and Daddy arent Holding him, its Grandmom, Great Grandmom, or Aunt Kate or Kristi anna. He spends the weekends with Mommy and Daddy, and during the week, Mommy brings him over to see Grandmom, and Great Grandmom,& his aunts. When Daddy gets home from work, They go home and make him dinner,and get the place cleaned up, so Mommy and Daddy can spend the rest of the night with there little bundle of Joy. I cant believe at almost 2 weeks old, he is holding up his head, and grabbing things to put in his mouth. He can hold his pacifier in his own mouth, and when it falls out, he can put it back in. That is when Mommy gives him one. She dont want him getting hooked on that ucky thing, if he d

Matt's Blogz
Well as you all can see, I have decided to drink and pop painkillerz...yeah not a wise idea is it? Oh well, what's the worst that could happen? Anyhow, Glad some of you made it back to read this, sorry some 2000 of you got axed off my list...They wanted help but didn't return the favor, so fuck'em! I'm tired of sitting here bombing contests and shit, and when I ask for help, no one can seem to spare a few seconds, so again fuck ya! Don't ask me for a damn thing, if you can't help me in return. I think that's only fair ya know. And a few other things, If you don't wanna talk to me, tell me, I'll axe your ass off my list, and again, fuck ya! If you want to post 70 bulletins, hey that's fine, but don't shoutbox me, or send me a fucking message asking me for help, because chances are....I'll axe ya then too...and again, fuck ya! See the pattern forming here? I mean seriously I am pissed because everyone wants something, and yet refuses to give back. That pisses me off, Don't bug

Thinking Of Malori
Yes, we arent together. Yes, Im interested in another girl. Memories are precious and feelings arent turned off over night. I am my own person now, I live for me, but that doesnt mean that I cant make someone feel special who still feels the same way I do and always will. 1000 words/memoriesAdd to My Profile | More Videos Better Than Me" I think you can do much better than me After all the lies that I made you believe Guilt kicks in and I start to see The edge of the bed Where your nightgown used to be I told myself I won't miss you But I remember What it feels like beside you I really miss your hair in my face And the way your innocence tastes And I think you should know this You deserve much better than me While looking through your old box of notes I found those pictures I took That you were looking for If there's one memory I don't want to lose That time at the mall You and me in the dressing room I told myself I won't miss you But I remember What i

Take A Walk, Fuck A Stranger
I was taking one of my walks where I try and find interesting things to take photos of around the area I live in, and as usual, nothing appealing could be found. Tired and a little frustrated from walking around for 2 and a half hours and only taking three pictures, both of which I had little hope for, I made my way back. The walks I didn't mind, there was always that little chance that I would find something worth capturing with my film, and I liked the extra exercise, but after not getting anything out of it, walking back seemed daunting and I was not looking forward to it. I suppose if I really wanted I could have taken more pictures, but I didn't bother with mildly appealing crap, I wanted something special. After a while I came closer to my house, and started slowing my pace. It was an uphill and I was in no mood to rush up it after the walk. It was a hot day and I had nothing to drink since I left home. Two houses down from mine I noticed a mother and her baby sitting under a

Just Put Some Ice On It
“And?” She smiled at me. “Size matters,” she informed me with a wink. “And this,” she paused to kiss the head of my cock before continuing, “this masterpiece should be a lot of fun.” My hands fell to her hips as she guided my cock into her. She rubbed the lips of her pussy around the head of my cock and I could already feel her juices sliding down my shaft as she shivered. Slowly she began to slide inch after inch of my manhood into her. She was unbelievably tight. Her juices rolled in rivulets down my balls, tickling as they went. Her fingernails burrowed into my chest as she began to piston up and down my shaft. “Oh god I love your cock Ian.” She sighed. “I love fucking you. I love how you fill me up.” Her body began to shudder again and I felt her pussy contract around my pulsing member. I couldn’t believe how quickly she was cumming. She was pounding me into the mattress. She laid back and pulled me on top of her. Her hand wrapped around my sli

It Is Love
It is Love that gives us purpose Keep Our Souls Nourished, Grow & learn. It is Love that Guides us on the Right path and Helps us choose Each Turn. It is Love that gives us Courage to stand against our Fears; to open up our Hearts , to let us see each other's Tears. It is Love that gives us Trust and hope when little things go Wrong. When distance stands between us, it is Love that keeps us Strong. It Is Love Which makes Our Lives Bloom By Taking Away Our Gloom It is Love that offers Harmony and a friendship that is True. How wonderful that I can share a Friendship like this with You! Big friendships to u

Bet You Didn't Know
1 . Money isn't made out of paper, it's made out of cotton. 2. The Declaration of Independence was written on hemp paper. 3. The dot over the letter i is called a "tittle". 4. A raisin dropped in a glass of fresh champagne will bounce up and down continuously from the bottom of the glass to the top. 5. Susan Lucci is the daughter of Phyllis Diller. 6. 40% of McDonald's profits come from the sales of Happy Meals. 7. 315 entries in Webster's 1996 Dictionary were misspelled. 8. The 'spot' on 7UP comes from its inventor, who had red eyes. He was albino. 9. On average, 12 newborns will be given to the wrong parents, daily. 10. Warren Beatty and Shirley MacLaine are brother and sister. 11. Chocolate affects a dog's heart and nervous system; a few ounces will kill a small sized dog. 12. Orcas (killer whales) kill sharks by torpedoing up into the shark's stomach from underneath, causing the shark to explode. 13. Most lipstick contains fish scales. (not Arbon

Smoking
May 1, 2007 Well, today is day one with out a ciggerette. I have quit before and I can quit again. Mike is also stopping. Together we can tackle the world so I know we can takle this issue. Anyway just wanted to say im off the smokes. lol

The Sweetest Things!
Oh my Goodness when will the haters learn...that they only feed the fire with all that mess...Why, hate people you probably want to be...instead of living life hating, take time out to breath in the reality that you are you and we are we and then maybe you'll find other things to do to rid of your boredom then to think about us all day long...though we don't mind attention no matter how it is given...cause honestly if you think about us that much good or bad we have a lot of what you probably envy...Don't you haters know that the more you have something to say the more we on the other side of you haters... give us so much entertainment enough to use your hating to entertain others...lol I use the word probably, cause i could be wrong...But like the saying goes misery loves company...and people who are miserable don't like to see others happy, they tend to try and interfere with the lives of the people they hate on... Some people can't handle the truth and no one likes to be wrong espec

Horror Movie Survival
-------------------------------------------------------------------------------- If the house you're living in tells you to "GO AWAY", do so immediately. Never take a bath or shower with a maniac/spirit/demon/creature in the house. When it appears that you have killed the maniac/spirit/demon/creature, DO NOT check to see if he/she/it is really dead. Keep hacking at it until it is in pieces small enough not to be a threat to you. If you've shot at it, shoot it again in the head, and remember, shoot till it stops moving, and then keep shooting till you're out of ammo. Then reload and shoot it some more. Then set it on fire and burn it up, this works with everything except demons and spirits. Then get the hell out of there! If plumbing fixtures or other structures in your home begin shaking and spewing body fluids, it's time to leave. Never read aloud from a book that summons demons. Even as a joke. Don't look under the bed. Do not search the basement, especially if t

Life Being Me
It was back when I was in my late 20’s. I was into the party scene, and had a friend (who needs to remain anon.) that I hung out with a lot. One night we were partying with a girl named Judy. I had known her from when I first moved to Phoenix, and had slept with her a few times before that night, and knew her likes and fantasy’s. I also knew (or thought I did) my friends desires. He thought Judy was hot, so being open minded and always willing to try something new, I suggested a 3-some. That was all it took, the clothes came off and my friend and I spent the night filling her every need, doing everything two guys could do to satisfy her. Through it all I noticed I didn’t feel uncomfortable being naked around my friend, and it didn’t bother me when our bodies touched when we were filling Judy’s every opening. After that night I never gave those feelings a second thought, until one night we were partying, and he made some comment about the lack of a woman at the moment, and

All Ten Things About Me
TEN FAVORTIES 01. show- CSI 02. flower- RED ROSE 03. color- RED 04. sport- FOOTBALL 05. movie- BACKDRAFT 06. music- DONT CARE REALLY 07. food- ITALIAN 09. day- FRIDAY 10. city- DONT HAVE ONE TEN FACTS 01. hometown- FORT BRAGG 02. hair color- right now? BROWN WITH BLONDE HIGHLIGHTS 03. hair length- SHOULDER LENGHT 04. hair style- WHAT EVER IT CHOSES TO DO IN THE MORNING 05. eye color- HAZEL MOSTLY GREEN 06. gender- LAST TIME I CHECKED FEMALE 09. attractive- I HOPE SO 10. lefty/righty- LEFTY TEN THINGS ABOUT YOUR LOVE LIFE 01. have you ever been in love- NOT SURE IF SO I FELL OUT ALONG TIME AGO LOL 02. do you believe in love- ITS OVER RATED 03. do you give up on love easy- YES 04. do you think someone likes you-DONT KNOW WHY I'M A BITCH 06 ever loved someone but never told them- YES 07. are you afraid of commitment- HELL YEAH 08. have you ever had a secret admirer- YES 09. Do you believe in love at first sight- NOPE 10. Do you think about marriage- ITS F

Musings From The Dungeon
I have heard much condemnation in the past concerning S&M. Seems that there is much education lacking in the general population concerning S&M. Let me give you an example. She: Oh I'm not into pain, I could never do that. He: Oh, well OK. Let me as you then, do you like a little spanking during love making? She: Yes, I do, it heights my senses. OK, in a small way that makes my point. It is all about limits. Since it is all about limits; it has to be about negotiation. "I like this, but I don't like that." Secondly it is about trust. One "usually" doesn't just "jump" into bed with another person. There is something that says, "yes, I can do this with this person." That's trust. How far one goes in receiving painful stimuli is in direct proportion to the ensuing pleasure that it gives. Endorphines turn the pain to pleasure. S&M is not for everyone for sure. But it shouldn't get the bad rap of being a perversion. It is just another way of doing things. Just g

Nsfw Pics Are Reposted
I had to repost some of my NSFW pics becausse one was not marked and I was turned in, so in return I lost all the comments and ratings on them so if u would please go repost ur comments i would greaty appreciate it, thanks and have a good one!!!!!

Dragons Fire Blogs
I saw this on one of the bulletins, and decided that I liked it so much that i wanted to keep it in my blog! By T.. D. Jakes There are people who can walk away from you. And hear me when I tell you this! When people can walk away from you: let them walk. I don't want you to try to talk another person into staying with you, loving you, calling you, caring about you, coming to see you, staying attached to you. I mean hang up the phone. When people can walk away from you let them walk. Your destiny is never tied to anybody that left. The bible said that, they came out from us that it might be made manifest that they were not for us. For had they been of us, no doubt they would have continued with us. [1 John 2:19] People leave you because they are not joined to you. And if they are not joined to you, you can't make them stay. Let them go. And it doesn't mean that they are a bad person it just means that their part in the story is over. And you've got to know whe

Odd Poem
Flying up high in the sky Far above the ground below Staying in the clouds Being held by their soft touch At night reaching to the stars Holding one tight Before sleeping in the crook of the moon Hidden by the dark of night I awake and stretch my wings and see What the day ahead will bring to me I then swoop, soar, turn and dive Laughter ringing through my heart and mind I sit upon a cloud and smile Content with my peaceful world Far from all the clatter of the bustling people The people that hurry too much in order to enjoy life I then soar up so high And I drink from the milky way Just as I think that everything is perfect Suddenly I awake just to find that it all was just a perfect dream MaLinda Stevens 08-04-05 Age 26 Okay, here goes. Don't shoot me over the dumbness of this. This poem was turned into a rap song in a WWE themed dream I had last night (I am extremely weird I know) You think you know me? You know nothing I am the Raven Flying through t

Personality Tests
Advanced Global Personality Test Results Extraversion |||||||||||||||||| 76% Stability |||| 13% Orderliness |||||||||| 33% Accommodation |||||||||||||||| 63% Interdependence |||||||||||||||||||| 83% Intellectual |||||||||||| 50% Mystical |||||||||||||||||||| 90% Artistic |||||||||||||| 56% Religious |||||||||||||||| 63% Hedonism |||||||||||||||||||| 90% Materialism |||||||||||||||| 70% Narcissism |||||||||||| 43% Adventurousness |||||||||||||| 56% Work ethic |||||| 23% Self absorbed |||||||||||||||||||| 90%

Trapped
the day goes on the sun has set but my love has not died yet you said to call and there you'd come but here i sit just me, alone was it a lie your song to me do you wish me to just let us be? but done we're not you and i both know will you give us a chance or will you let us just go?

Stay Or Leave
The sun comes up The world's day starts Except for me And my broken heart I had it all And walked it well With my back turned Everything fell Life's burned me In so many ways My soul lost in An internal maze I've found my voice And freed my heart But the damage is done With no place to start The love we had So pure and true Is drying up What can I do? Fight with passion Is all I know Will you stay? … or will you go?

Jokes,riddles,& Stuff That Make U "stop & Think"!
On the farm lived a chicken and a horse, both of whom loved to play > > together. I know, it sounds unlikely, but, bear with me. It gets > > better. > > > > Anyway, one day the two were playing, when the horse fell into a bog > > and began to sink. > > > > Scared for his life, the horse whinnied for the chicken to go get the > > farmer for help! > > > > Off the chicken ran, back to the farm. Arriving at the farm, he > > searched and searched for the farmer, but to no avail, for he had gone > > to town with the only tractor. > > > > Running around, the chicken spied the farmer's new Harley. > > > > Finding the keys in the ignition, the chicken sped off with a length > > of rope hoping he still had time to save his friend's life. > > > > Back at the bog, the horse was surprised, but happy, to see the > > chicken arrive on the shiny Harley, and he managed to get a hold of > > the loop of rope the chicken tossed to him. > > > > After tying the other end to the rear b

My Poetry
Life is a funny thing It can be full of love Or full of hate Laughter and tears Pain and regret It makes you wonder What is coming next Whether happiness will take hold Or if it shall end It sends you in a spiral And plummets down Down towards the end However the end is closer than we know And the fires of hell reach for me But then they back away It seems not even the Dark One himself Wishes to be near My soul blackened to a char Not even the black of night can rival I even fear myself. MaLinda Stevens Age 27 5-5-07 Death I do not fear Why fear the inevitable? I know where it I shall go I shall burn in the flames of hell Burn for all eternity. My soul charred and blackened Blackened by my deeds Though you say I can atoen I am not sure anymore However I could care less For then my soul shall match my blackened heart The nightmares no different than in life The screams I hear in my sleep The screams so loud I want to cover my ears. It scares me t

~*he Is*~
He is a fream he is a life he is one that no one can take or replace he is someone that i take with deep thought and that i love with all that i have he is the person that i call my bf and my soul mate. For he walks the path of standing with me and showing me that with all that goes on in this world that we call love we make it through it all and love each other with ever beat of our hearts with out a a moment of anything we look at the night time sky and dream of the wonderful things that have been brought to us from each other ....I love him with all that i have and he loves me with all that he has. Someone the other night put a smile of over my face when she told me something ..... SHe said that my blogs of poems and words are imsprational...That really ment something to me because it goes to show that someone is really reading what im wrtieing and it has some affect on someone. So to that person thanks for being a reader of my stuff and enjoying what i post. To that specail

Modeling Contests
Hi My Fubar Friends, I am currently in Gentworld’s bikini model contest @(www.gentworld.com) and this will be the 3rd time around running for this contest!! I’m in the running for Miss December. I really would like to win it this time b/c I think this will be my last chance to do so….So I turn to you again in hopes that you will vote me to win this one!! And that you will take the time to register and vote or at least throw a vote my way daily:) IF YOU SIGN UP AND VOTE FOR ME THAT WILL GIVE ME 5 POINTS OTHERWISE I WILL GET 1 POINT FOR YOUR VOTE, PLUS IF YOU REGISTER AND I WIN YOU ALSO HAVE A CHANCE TO WIN A VACATION PACKAGE TOO!!! AND YOU WON’T GET ANY SPAM OR JUNK MAIL IF YOU JOIN. AND YOU CAN VOTE DAILY...SO YOU MAY DO AS YOU PLEASE...I'M JUST HAPPY TO HAVE YOUR SUPPORT:-) THANK YOU XOXO http://www.gentworld.com/monthly_contest.shtm Click the pic I'm currently in the running for the Philly's Hottest Underboob:) so please do sign up to be a VIP which cos

Thing's With Meaning !!
Allow yourself The most difficult part of any accomplishment is getting yourself to do it. Once you fully allow yourself to take the necessary actions, the results begin flowing to you with ease. Your ego promotes the false idea that effort and challenge are things to be avoided. In reality, effort and challenge enable you to create great value and bring immense joy to life. Accomplishment is something that comes easily and naturally to you, when you choose to allow it. From the inside out, you are meant to create. All that you are, all that you have, all that you know can work together to bring about your most treasured dreams. You are never too old, too young, too feeble or too uninformed to make a real difference. The only thing that can truly stop you is you, but only if you listen to the insecure posturing of your ego. Choose instead to listen to your heart, which tells you what you know you must do. Find real joy in following your purpose. Find fulfillment b

Last Day For Sexiest On Ct
B.G.D.'s Yummy - LAST DAY OF CONTEST PLEASE HELP! ~Cursed Rebel of L.D.C.F.~ Club F.A.R. Member Please Show my Family Member Theresa much Love an Support.This is the last day of the sexiest Contest.I have been Voting like a Maniac Wolf this past 10 days or so.My Stress is up my Nerves are Shot.u don't have t like me but B.G.D's needs Votes.She's a great Women.If you got to know her you'd think so to.She's Honest,Caring,Respectful,Admirable Gal.She has lots of Heart an Tons of Warmth.Please Help her.Thanks B.G.D.'s Yummy - LAST DAY OF CONTEST PLEASE HELP! ~Cursed Rebel of L.D.C.F.~ Club F.A.R. Member

I Want To Live My Next Life Backwards...
I want to live my next life backwards... You start out dead, and get that out of the way. Then you wake up in an old age home feeling better everyday You get kicked out for being too healthy:go home and collect your pension. Then..... when you start work you get a gold watch on your first day. You work 40 years until your young enough to enjoy your retirement. You drink alcohol, you party, your generally premiscuous and you are ready for High School. You go to Elementry School, you become a kid, you play, you have no responsibilities, you become a baby, and then..... you spend 9 months floating peacefully in luxerious spa-like conditions with central heating, room service on tap, and larger quarters everyday... And then you finish off as an orgasm. I rest my case

What Love Is Not
Love is not, telling someone you dont want to be with them, then freaking out when they find someone else... Love is not, making your significate other feel like shit for talking to other people, when they themselves are doing the same... Love is not, giving your gf/bf a guilt trip for wanting to borrow money... Love is not, letting your best friend be rude to your gf/bf and not saying anything to them..... Love is not, being stengy with your money till they take off them giving them the world.... Love is not, sufficating.... Love is not, keeping track on everything i do and everyone i talk to, and Love is not made of money, even though it helps, love takes time and with me it will be a long wait... but remember.... you can't buy me love

My Poetry
"Life and Death" For my grandma who passed away in '02 Sleepless Night Lost in the Darkness It fills my heart And overwhelms my soul I feel a piercing blade upon my throat Ready to tear away my pain I start to yearn for that instant When my life begins to fade Desiring death has been my only crime There is a destiny awaiting me for all eternity In pain and suffering in the eternal flames of hell Which somehow brings a sweet relief from this cruel reality Should I continue on and take my very life with this blade? Or shall I live on another day? So many questions i've sought just for an answer to it all Wishing to bring forth an end to it all "His Darkness" When does hope of hap cheer my hapless chance? What tears may countervail my cares? But still the Death of thou does bewail me, Is that the solace of my life and soul? I want the life of thou's death to be no more Through the desires of my psychotic brain My lord My love My life My liking gone To wh

The Folly Of Public Schools
Here are some reasons why government schools are prone to failure and can't be fixed. See John Taylor Gatto's web site for more indepth discussion and analysis (www.johntaylorgatto.com)... (Gatto was the 1991 New York state teacher of the year.) ...You're my hero, John! (1) Critical thinking skills are basically omitted. When's the last time you remember seeing a school offer a basic course in elementary logic or had an in-class debate on important questions of life? (2) Failure to discuss any of the big questions of life, as though they are irrelevant or unimportant. When is the last time any school class involved any discussion of concepts such as evil, life after death, man's purpose for existence, the foundations of ethics, and ethical choices are justified, etc? In fact, when is the last time the whole purpose of education was ever discussed? These types of questions are at the very core of man's inner being, yet are never discussed. Why not? Maybe producing independent-th

Job Interview
Four men were sitting around a conference room table being interviewed for a job. The interviewer asked, "What is the fastest thing you know of?" The first man replied, "A thought. It pops into your head, there's no forewarning that it's on the way; it's just there. A thought is the fastest thing I know of. "That's very good," replied the interviewer. "And now you, sir," he asked the second man. "Hmmm, let me see..... a blink!," said the second man. "It comes and goes and you don't know it ever happened. A blink is the fastest thing I know of." "Excellent!", said the interviewer. "The blink of an eye. That's a very popular cliché for speed." He then turned to the third man who was contemplating his reply. "Well, out on my dad's property, you step out of the house and on the wall there is a light switch. When you flip that switch, way across the paddock the light at the barn comes on in an instant. Turning on a light is the fastest thing I can think of." The int

Poems That Help Me Grieve Over My Mom
I'm Free Don't grieve for me, for now I'm free. I'm following the path God has laid you see. I took His hand when I heard Him call, I turned my back and left it all. I could not stay another day. To laugh, to love, to work or play. Tasks left undone must stay that way. I found that peace at the close of the day. If my parting has left a void, then fill it with remembered joys. A friend shared, a laugh, a kiss. Oh yes, these things I too will miss. Be not burdened with times of sorrow. I wish you the sunshine of tomorrow. My life's been full, I savored much. Good friends, good times, a loved one's touch. Perhaps my time seemed all too brief. Don't lengthen it now with undue grief. Lift up our hearts and peace to thee. God wanted me now; He set me free! "Happy Mother's Day" means more Than have a happy day. Within those words lie lots of things We never get to say. It means I love you first of all, Then thanks for all you

Illusionsstalker
Dream Of Me "Dream of me", she said as she hung up the phone "Dream only of me my love, and me alone" And later that night, when his body hit the bed, Visions of her beauty danced through his head her first dream of her was in Paris, along the Champs Elyesses Dancing with the night, playing hide-and-seek with the day The beauty of her face reflected in his eyes Never before had she felt so happy, never before had she felt so alive she next dream of her was paradise, it looked like Belize There they drank Pina Coladas and lived a life of ease The beauty of her body reflected in the sun It was then that she knew in her heart that she was the only one her last dream of her was the best of the three It was a vision of the one thing that her hoped someday would be The warmth of her body next to her, reflected in candlelight she longed for it to be like this, each and every night she rose from her dream in the middle of the night Stretching out her arms and rubb

Song Of The Week 16
Yep, haven't done it for a bit, but I am now, this weeks song is I WON'T SEE YOU TONIGHT PART 1 by Avenged Sevenfold Song Name - I Won't See You Tonight Part 1 Artist - Avenged Sevenfold Album - Waking The Fallen Song Number - 9 of 12 Song Length - 8:58 Lyrics Cry alone, I've gone away No more nights, no more pain I've gone alone, took all my strength But I've made the change, I won't see you tonight Sorrow, sank deep inside my blood all the ones around me, I cared for and loved Building up, inside of me A place so dark, so cold, I had to set me free Don't mourn for me, you're not the one to place the blame As bottles called my name, I won't see you tonight Sorrow, sank deep inside my blood all the ones around me, I cared for and most of all I loved but I can't see myself that way please don't forget me or cry while I'm away Cry alone, I've gone away No more nights, no more pain I've gone alone, took all my strength But I've made the cha