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American Soldier
I left home to go to a far away land, now everything is different. I can’t explain to anyone how. Lately everything seems to be so very confused. I am alone with my thoughts as I crouch behind a battered vehicle dodging enemy bullets that whiz past my head. Beside me are my brothers and sisters, my only source of strength and courage to go on when I feel myself start to slip away.. An enemy attacked our country. They killed thousands of our own. They threaten to destroy us, to make our country their own. So we came to this place to put an end to their goals. We freed another people these fanatics also terrorized. We taught them how to be free. We gave them hope for a better future. We are helping rebuild their country. At the same time we now fight alongside each other to defeat this common enemy. Sadly, one day one of their eighteen year olds might be sent far away. They too may have to fight an enemy who threatens to destroy their homeland. But I pray what we do here today wi

Only If You Dare...
He walked through the door. All I could think was. . . it must be Christmas. He was so appealing to me and we connected somehow. No words were necessary. Our clothes came off quickly, both of us ripping at the other's until they were completely naked in the dimly lit room. I took one of my fingers and rubbed it against my clit, taking it and putting it into his mouth, letting him savor my juice. I rubbed my finger against my clit again, this time sucking my own juice off my finger. Then we began to kiss, both of us savoring my sweetness at the same time. He pushed me back on the bed so that my head was hanging halfway over one end and my nipples were protruding upwards into the air. He suckled on them one at a time, not only taking my rosey pearls into his mouth but licking the entire breast starting at the base of each one with the tip of his tongue and making light, circular strokes until he reached the hardened prize. I was in ecstasy. So many nights had been spent alone rub

Whizzingangel
We all make mistakes in our lives,some more than others but we live & learn pick ourselves up after wallowing in self pity & get on with life.. There comes a time when you can take no more,& are pushed to the limits n beyond so far that you start to wonder if there's any point in carrying on cos you know there's something awaiting around the next corner waiting for you to trip.. Let me start by telling you abit about myself so hopefully whoever reads this(if it's read!) will understand where i'm coming from.. My life started in West Germany in a place called Rhinteln,my father was in the army & was drafted there for three n ahalf years. My earliest childhood memory wasn't a nice one to say the least.I was almost 3years old,my friend & I were playing with our dolls,as you do & started to wash dollys clothes etc,then it came to teatime & in we went to our own homes.Knock knock on the door there was my friend with her mum crying she had lost a pair of dolls pants.Off we went to see if

Pain
Weapons There are many types of weapons But the ones that hurt the most Are the weapons made of memories And the deadly midnight ghost Not all wounds are red and bloody There are wounds that touch the mind These are wounds that always fester They're the never healing kind Why are we who've done our duty Plagued by wounds that never heal Made by weapons of our memories Which are worse than lead and steel

Tickle Your Funny Bone
The Hormone Hostage The Hormone Hostage knows that there are days in the month when all a man has to do is open his mouth and he takes his life in his own hands! This is a handy guide that should be as common as a driver's license in the wallet of every husband, boyfriend, co-worker or significant other! DANGEROUS: SAFER: SAFEST: ULTRA SAFE: What's for dinner? Can I help you with dinner? Where would you like to go for dinner? Here, have some wine. Are you wearing that? Wow, you sure look good in brown! WOW! Look at you! Here, have some wine What are you so worked up about? Could we be overreacting? Here's my paycheck. Here, have some wine. Should you be eating that? You know, there are a lot of apples left. Can I get you a piece of chocolate with that? Here, have some wine. What did you DO all day? I hope you didn't over-do it today. I've always loved you in that robe! Here, have some more wine.

Love Blows
"Fuck It (I Don't Want You Back)" Whoa oh oh Ooh hooh No No No [Verse 1:] See, I dont know why I liked you so much I gave you all, of my trust I told you, I loved you, now thats all down the drain Ya put me through pain, I wanna let u know how I feel [Chorus:] Fuck what I said it dont mean shit now Fuck the presents might as well throw em out Fuck all those kisses, they didn't mean jack Fuck you, you hoe, I dont want you back Fuck what I said it dont mean shit now Fuck the presents might as well throw em out Fuck all those kisses they didn't mean jack Fuck you, you hoe, I dont want you back [Verse 2:] You thought, you could Keep this shit from me, yeah Ya burnt bitch, I heard the story Ya played me, ya even gave him head Now ya askin for me back Ya just another act, look elsewhere Cuz ya done with me Fuck what I said it dont mean shit now Fuck the presents might as well throw em out Fuck all those kisses they didn't mean jack Fuck you, you hoe,

Dear Dad...
i cant believe this I went out with Bryant and two of his friends from woodburn. We went to SMACKDOWN & ECW. Well while we were walking around trying to find our section. My dad walked by. And I looked at him and said "dad" quiet then i saw threw the old age and saw the young dad i use to have and I said DAD louder. He looked at me as if he didn't know who I was. Then PJ, his girlfriend, said hey Leslie and then thats when my dad hugged me and asked me how I was doing. "I didn't know you liked wrestling?" he said to me. That hurt alot when he said that, since he would dress me up in my cowboy out fit and we'd sit in the living room and watch wrestling every night. He would have to record it just so I could fall asleep watching it. Anyways we were in the section about him and all i had to do was turn to my right and look down and I saw him, PJ, and a little boy (i have no idea who he was). The little boy had my dads cowboy hat on and sitting on his lap, like i use too. I kno

Pervies On The Net!!
wrinkled, black, hairy dick was all over the screen when you view their cams.do they get a kick from making someone view their privies?!!uhh..it's really repulsing and there was nothing interesting with what they were showing..ugh!!i'm not being self- righteous here but it's not really appealing to me.. piece of advice to those blasted perverts, make sure that what you're showing is even worthy to look at.. Animation Miscellaneous Images

Jewler Wanted - Phoenix Area
GOLDHOLES is expanding and in need of a jeweler to craft our product in the Phoenix area. Does not have to interfere with current work status. Must be able to design and craft GOLDHOLES quality body jewelry in gold and platinum. Contact us here thru CherryTap or at goldholesnet@aol.com GOLDHOLES is expanding and in need of a jeweler to craft our product in the Phoenix area. Does not have to interfere with current work status. Must be able to design and craft GOLDHOLES quality body jewelry in gold and platinum. Contact us here thru CherryTap or at goldholesnet@aol.com GOLDHOLES is expanding and in need of a jeweler to craft our product in the Phoenix area. Does not have to interfere with current work status. Must be able to design and craft GOLDHOLES quality body jewelry in gold and platinum. Contact us here thru CherryTap or at goldholesnet@aol.com

April 27 2007 Yr.of Our Lord
Attention All Friends,Fans + most Family Mbrs. I would be Most Greatfull,if u-all could take the Time,to do a few Comments for my Sweet Friend,Theresa.B.G.D.'s Yummy of the L.D.C. + Club F.A.R. Family's.With 100, Comments it might just land u in my New Family that I'm trying to Create.Requirerments would be,Showing Heart,Love,respect,Loyalty. .Doing Favors for each other.Rates,Comments,etc.Just be Nice ,Show some Love,not Hate. I'd also like a few special Family members to have Wolf Morphs,prefferable. I'd be forever Greatfully for Comments. HeraticBitch now Consulate, Also needs Votes,for the Long Hair Contest.She is a longtime, member of the L.D.C.F.She had more Votes than she has at this time.There must of been a a Glitch in the System that Erased everyones Votes.( I lost 1,805 in my morph contes). I had already commented Heratic~Consort,over 200. Hopefully Lady WitchsBrew,took 3rd place with my Help,in the Beauty Contest. Lizzy could use co

First Date..
You think you've met your soul mate online. You've warmed up to each other through chatting and now it's time to meet face to face. What will your partner look like? What do you wear? Will you make a good impression or will you be nervous? Don't worry. Here's how to make it work. CALL FIRST BEFORE MEETING Don't jump from chatting to dining straight away. Set up at least one or two phone conversations. Use these talks as a way to know the person better and to judge whether you want to take the relationship to the next step. Treat your first phone contact as an actual date, a way to get to know the person better. PLAY IT SAFE ON YOUR FIRST DATE Always set up your first date at a public place and at a reasonable time of day - late afternoon or early evening. A familiar restaurant or coffee shop is fine, but not at midnight. Never meet at one of your homes. Avoid bike rides or drives in remote areas for the first few dates. Make sure you end the date while there are still other

My Sad Sad Life!
Well what they say is true. If you get one tattoo the ink gets under your skin and you want MORE. I am trying to decide on what my second tattoo will be. I have the location, I want it on the small of my back. originally i wanted on the nape of my neck. But i think that would be to painfull and the small of the back is way more sexier than the neck or am i wrong? Need input on that one. LOL. I have a general idea that i want the tat to include a 5 point star, kinda paying tribute to my kids. One point for each of them. I want to include something to rep the baby i lost before i had my last, but don't want it to be cheesey (i can't spell) lol but like the blog says this is my sad sad life. That and i can't find anyone that is willing to celebrate my BIRTHDAY with me ahhhh everyone has to work or don't want to make the drive to go clubbin. ugh. oh well. once more another year i will start it off with a blast no matter who i am with!

Babe &heart
I really wish you'd call me. It kinda sux that I've mailed you two letters now and you stll haven't called me. Anyways, if youv'e ever wondered what I think about while wer'e arguing, I'll tell you now> I think about everything...Lately you have no time for me and I cant stand it anymore. I need to be with someone that cares enough about me that he'd be there for me and actually make an effort the ways that I do. I've done everything for you and Im so tired of getting nothing back. Do you know how easy it is to just leave you for good and never look back? For most people, its pretty hard, but Im talking about me. I've been living without people I love all my life, dont think I cant do it with you too. Im not saying it wont hurt me, Cuz it will, believe that, but if your'e making no effort now even when we aren't together what is supposed to make me think you'll even give the slightest amount of time when we are? The fact that you love me means a lot it really does...But how d

Suicidal Blonde Bombshell
just wanted to rant about the fact that type o negatives dvd contains no videos.....there one of my favs and it is disheartening. also as a slipknot fanatic i wish i could speed up there process. what ever happened to tesco vee???? i have loved the meatmen since i was a teen and miss them. and lastly HEY MISFITS BEG MICHELE GRAVES TO COME BACK !!! suicide blonde *owned by diabolik!*@ CherryTAP

Mean People On Ct
Why are people so damn mean on here? I can't even post a mum for opinions without getting mean ass comments and remarks. I hear "this mum is stupid, please die now" yet I see people making mums about what they should have for lunch! ARE YOU SERIOUS!!! I was told that I had to remove or change my main pic on here because it had the word "f***" on it and thats not appropriate so I said fine and went to change it. Couldn't decide what I wanted so I posted a mum asking for opinions. Instead of being nice or doing me a favor everyone decided to bash on me saying that I was an attention whore and blah blah blah but I also see people on here asking if they should have a threesome with their husband and their girlfriends or asking if everyone thinks they are hot... I don't get why I was called an attention whore for wanting opinions.. WTF! Maybe I am an attention whore but WHO ISN'T on this site! Its all about getting 10's and comments and whatever else but Im the attention whore. Give

Bullshit
IM SO TIRED OF THIS FUCKING SITE..I HAVE SO MANY PEOPLE ON MY FRIENDS I TALK TO ONE..THATS BAD..YOU ALL STOP TALKIN TO ME AFTER I GOT MARRIED WHY?????? JUST CAUSE I GOT MARRIED DONT MEAN I AINT ALLOWED TO TALK TO ANYONE....I WANNA SEE HOW MANY OF YOU ACTUALLY READ THIS OR HOW MANY ACTUALLY CARE I HAVE OVER 500 PEOPLE ON MY DAMN FRIENDS LIST AND OUTTA THOSE 500 I TALK TO MAYBE 3..YOU KNOW SINCE I GOT MARRIED ALL YOU OTHER PEOPLE JUST STOPPED TALKIN TO ME...GROW UP..IM HAPPY...NO ONE RATES OR COMMENTS ME ANYMORE..CT HAS CHANGED SO MUCH AND ITS BULLSHIT...IF YOU WANNA FUCKIN STAY AS A FRIEND TALK TO ME RATE ME OR COMMENT

My Three Mistakes
MY THREE MISTAKES Your once hazel eyes are now so god damned transparent.. Your true intentions have now become so fucking apparant. Look me right in the eye you piece of shit and lie to me.. Ill look right back at your sorry ass and pretend to believe. In a place where the butterflies once fluttered inside... Has been replaced with feelings of disgust that I chose not to hide. Im tired ...This game to me has now grown old... That once warm feeling has now turned so fucking cold. The day I laid eyes upon you I knew it was a fucking mistake.. But against all odds I chanced it..The FIRST mistake I would make. The words you spewed to me all of which were untrue... I ate them right up..stupid me. MISTAKE NUMBER TWO This dissidence is too much for me to take.. Deep down I knew you were just a big fucking fake.. I hope you fucking read this and take a glimpse into my soul... Then figure out how a heart so full of love can turn black as coa

Friends
SeNd ThIs To AlL ThE FrIeNdZ ThAt U lUv....N iF ThEy DoNt SeNd It BaCk To U.....ThEiR NoT tRuE FrIeNdZ.... 1 person - you are lonely 2 people - you have a couple friends, but not many 3 people - you have a few friends... 4 people - you have some friends... 5 people - you have several friends! 6 people - you have many friends! 7 people - you are SOOOO loved! 8 people - you love so many friends! more people n u will have good luck 4 the rest of ur life! SEND IT BACK IF YOU IZ A TRUE HOMIE

Chillin In Ky
IM HERE AND THERE OFF AND ON I WILL CHECK IN WEEKLY TO SEE WHATS UP ON CT. HOPE THAT YOU ARE ALL WELL AND DOING GREAT HAVE A CHERRY DAY. It's official it's almost time for me to go. But if all goes well I will have a computer back in a month or two like i mentioned before. I can always check my messages and other things from my bro in laws pc. So please don't stop showing the love and leaving comments I will get them by hook or crook lol. We'll gotta go talk to soon. Love ya, *muah* Just stopped in to say hey to you all. I am missin my computer im here at my sisters in ohio i came in for christmas. We'll take care all , be good and stay safe. Happy new year , love ya.

Causes We Fight For
Music Video Codes By Music Jesus.com We are the only ones that can stop Child Abuse!!!! Music Video Codes By Music Jesus.com In the US, 1 in 3 girls and 1 in 7 boys are molested by someone they know by the time they reach 18 years old. I ( Karmic Kisses) am one of these girls! It is up to Us to change these statisitcs!!!! Do your part Be Vocal!!!!

Loss
Today was a little easier, but it really gets me how people in my life have already kinda moved on and forgotten about the loss I suffered yesterday. I don't feel better, I lost my best friend! She wasn't JUST A DOG!!! I haven't had a drink in nearly 7 years. This is the first thing to happen to me in all that time, that I seriously considered going out and getting f**cked up! I didn't want to feel this way and I didn't want to think about her being gone. But she is gone, and drinking would have only made things worse. But I wanted anyone who read this to understand the scope of my feelings here. She wasn't your average everyday yapping dog. She was quiet, intelligent, and devoted to me. I miss her and my chest litterally hurts. She was my baby, my "Moochie" long before I had my daughter. I don't know how to end this, because this isn't over, so bye for now! I woke up to find Major laying peacefully in his bed. Just like his mother Sissy, He passed away sometime during the night. And j

Just So U Know....
PLEASE HELP ME!! IM IN MY FIRST CONTEST!! PLEASE RATE AND COMMENT BOMB AS MUCH AS U CAN!! THANKS LOVES!! yahoo or aim instant messengers...no i don't have webcam...if some u guys would read the about me section u would know that....im not upset or anything but it gets annoying when guys ask the same questions over and over and the answer is right on the about me section!! Anyways have a great day guys and hope to talk to guys soon! Muah!!

Blah
I, the Penis, hereby request a raise in salary for the following Reasons: I do physical labour. I work at great depths. I plunge headfirst into everything I do. I do not get weekends or holidays off. I work in a damp environment. I work in a dark workplace that has poor ventilation. I work in high temperatures. My work exposes me to contagious diseases. Sincerely, The Penis Dear Penis, After assessing your request and considering the arguments you have raised, The administration rejects your request for the following Reasons: You do not work eight hours straight. You do not always follow the orders of the management team. You do not stay in your designated area and are often seen Visiting other locations. You do not take initiative. You need to be pressured and stimulated in order to start working. You leave the workplace rather messy at the end of your shift. You don't always observe neces

My Poetry
I slept... A tender kiss, a warm embrace, I live each day, to see your face. A smile of gold, and a laugh that's true. These are only a few of the things, I love about you. The way you walk, is care-free and simple, like you don't have a care in the world. Your sexy eyes, outlined with lashes, beautiful and naturally curled. Big strong arms, and beautiful hands, keep me warm and safely kept, I loved the way you sat and held me, while dreamily, I slept... Lindsey Ruth Goolsby Copyright ©2007 Lindsey Ruth Goolsby I Am Enough You cannot change what is part of you, although I've often tried; My body was never thin enough, my imperfections I'd always hide. I smiled when they said I was beautiful, I laughed when they said I was great... But it took a long time to believe their words, I figured loneliness was my fate. The boys I wanted, didn't want me, I was tossed, used, and torn. So many took me as a joke, I crawled inside myself;scared and forlorn. I

Butterflykises4u 1st Cherrytap Blog
WELL I HAVE BEEN TALKING TO THIS GUY FOR A WHILE NOW , AND HE FOUND ME ON A PERSONALS SITE, BUT ABOUT 2 YRS BEFORE THAT WE WHERE TALKING ALSO ABOUT MEETING SO WE BOTH KINDA KNEW A LITTLE MORE THEN MOST PEOPLE DO ABOUT MEETING A PERSON FROM A PERSONAL SITE, AND RECENTLY WE HAVE BEEN TALKING ON THE PHONE , EVERYTHING SEEMED FINE. WELL THIS ISA FRIDAY SO THINGS WHERE KIND OF CRAZY AND BUSY, SO HE GOT AT MY HOUSE I THINK AROUND 3:45 OR A LITTLE EARLIER, HE WAS WAITING ON MY FRONT PORCH AND I DIDN'T EVEN KNOW IT, MY DOORBELL HE SAID HE RANG I NEVER HEARD IT RING, I WAS ON THE 2ND STORY OF MY HOME, SO THEN I WAS ON MY REGULAR PHONE FOR A QUICK CALL AND MY CELL PHONE RINGS, AND THERE WHERE LATER I FOUND OUT SOME MESSAGES MY RINGER WASN'T WORKING RIGHT, SO THEN I CALLED HIS NUMBER BACK , AND HE CAME IN THE HOUSE TO MAKE A LONG STORY SHORT I HAD HIM COME IN MY HOUSE, I SAID I WILL BE RIGHT BACK , I WENT TO THE BATHROOM QUICK AND BRUSHED MY TEETH AGAIN, AND BY ACCIDENT I SPRAYED THE HAIRSPRAY IN

Apreciation
Two Choices What would you do?....you make the choice. Don't look for a punch line, there isn't one. Read it anyway. My question is: Would you have made the same choice? At a fundraising dinner for a school that serves learning-disabled children, the father of one of the students delivered a speech that would never be forgotten by all who attended. After extolling the school and its dedicated staff, he offered a question: "When not interfered with by outside influences, everything nature does is done with perfection. Yet my son, Shay, cannot learn things as other children do. He cannot understand things as other children do. Where is the natural order of things in my son?" The audience was stilled by the query. The father continued. "I believe, that when a child like Shay, physically and mentally handicapped comes into the world, an opportunity to realize true human nature presents itself, and it comes in the way other people treat that child." Then he told the following

Hey Everybody Join Me In This Cool Lounge
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Kiss The Rain
Tortured Soul Secret shadows keep me from light, I know I can not win this fight. As hidden flames engulf my emotion, With out them I can not react to the ocean. I try to scream out in pain, Silence escapes my mouth in vain. As a sword falls against my naked soul, Seemingly a fatal blow. No words come to my minds ear, As midnight draws near. Tempted by the hands of fate, Sadness comes too late. A world of endless darkness to come, As I soon become one. Part of a world that knows no bounds, A world where I can’t feel the ground. Blood chilling wind haunts me, I am never going to be free. There is no life for me to live, That is why my life I give. In this hardship I do try, Giving all until I die. Crimson puddles on the floor, Death comes knocking at my door. I answer with grief, As my pain soon becomes relief. The hooded figure standing tall, Casting a shadow on every wall. He speaks with words of ice, Telling me things that will suffice. Demons

I'm In A Contest!
PLEASE HELP BY RATING AND COMMENT BOMBING MY PIX FOR THIS CONTEST I ENTERED!!! THIS IS MY FIRST CONTEST AND IF I WIN I GET A 7 DAY BLAST! SO PLEASE HELP EVERYONE BY RATING AND COMMENT BOMBING MY PIX. http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=682171&albumid=331777&i=3080155697 Hey Everyone, I just entered my first contest and if I win I get a seven day blast! Yes!!! So if everyone can go to the link and comment bomb my pix if would be awesome! http://cherrytap.com/images.php?u=682171&albumid=331777# SO BECAUSE I WAS BLOWING EVERYONE AWAY IN MY CONTEST I NEGLECTED TO CHECK UP ON IT RECENTLY AND MY COMPETITOR JUMPPED FORM 50 COMMENTS TO 1450. SHE IS BLOWING ME OUT OF THE WATER BY 945 COMMENTS. I NEED YOUR HELP!!! I NEED EVERYONE TO COMMENT MY PIX FOR MY CONTEST! PLEASE HELP! SEE LINK: http://www.cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=682171&albumid=331777&i=3080155697

Computer Problems
First off I want to thank all of you that tried to help me with my computer issues. I actually found some great programs to help me maintain my computer w/ help from a few of you. I was quite shocked at the response I got from all my friends. You all are pretty special people and so eager to help a friend in need. I did however call the cable place today and figured out that I had to reset my modem and they did as well on their end. Now my computer is running normal again. Thank goodness! I couldn't even see pics upload and took forever to rate and fan anyone. I apologize for not rating photos, it's hard to rate something you can't see. So i'm currently trying to catch up on people's photo ratings. Please bare with me. I'll get to yours soon. Have a wonderful weekend my awesome friends. Much luv, Jackie AKA Irish Sweetheart MUAHZ

Apology
I need to set the story straight about a blog I published on fubar last night. I was angry and upset and I had not waited to get the answers I was looking for regarding the situation in question. I posted a blog regarding The Extreme X Lounge, a place I frequented quite often. The members and the staff were so much fun and had come to be my friends. I've spent many a night in there laughing and enjoying myself. Anyways, I didn't mention names but I did call a person from the lounge a player and I need to retract this statement. Beyond my better judgement I spoke to soon and slandered this person due to false information received by other members of fubar. For this I extend my deepest apologies to all the members and staff of Extreme X. I'm also sorry to the people that were involved in this outside of the situation. I hope you will forgive me and continue to give The Extreme X lounge your support as I know I will again in the near future! Thanks so much, Jackie

Home On A Friday Night!!
Oh Dear me! Another Friday night Home.... sometime i miss the days that i was always out with the girls. though these days school work and my son are just more important, though i would love for one of those nights from back in the day!

Site
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Mstresskandees Ravs And Rants
ATLANTA - Yolanda King, the firstborn child of the first family of the civil rights movement, who honored that legacy through acting and advocacy, died late Tuesday. She was 51. The daughter of the Rev. Martin Luther King Jr. and Coretta Scott King died in Santa Monica, Calif. Family members did not know the cause of death, but suspect it might have been a heart problem. "This is just the last thing and the last person that we expected this to happen to," said Issac Newton Farris, the Kings' cousin and CEO of the King Center. "At least with my aunt (Coretta Scott King) we had some warning. Yolanda as far as we knew was healthy and certainly happy." Former Mayor Andrew Young, a lieutenant of her father's who has remained close to the family, said King was going to her brother Dexter's home when she collapsed in the doorway. Farris said she died near Dexter King but would not elaborate. Yolanda King, who lived in California, appeared in numerous films, including "Ghosts of Mi

Rockwell Nc
retouching a few things Current mood: chipper OK well I guess my fans have been asking for a new blog to keep them entertained. Well OK its just Mashall but thats all I need. lol So here goes it. I think I'll just update a few things for you guys. ON COOKING: Since my last blog I have learned that sugar is flammable. News to me!! Unfortunately I didnt read it in a book. I just caught my stove on fire when I missed the pan I was cooking in. I know what you are thinking. AGAIN! No, it was different because last time I started the oven on fire this time it was the top of the stove. See big difference. On Rockwell NC: Oh jeez there is so much! Rednecks formerly known as Hillbillies in my blogs put deer pee on themselves to attract deer. They hunt from up in a tree. So it's nothing like what you see on T.V. If you nail strange buck nuts in a different territory it attracts bucks. Bucks are male deer. Redneck girls like to get bloody and touch yucky dead deer. Deer tell other deer in

For Angela
ANGELA WHO IS SOMEONE I LOVE AND CARE ABOUT ALOT IN NY IS NOT DOING WELL....SHE HAS BEEN IN THE HOSPITAL FOR AWHILE AND IM DOING EVERYTHING I CAN TO GET TO HER. SHE IS IN A COMA AND ON LIFE SUPPORT. TONIGHT I WEAR CANDLES ON MY CT PROFILE FOR HER AND THE PRAYER SHE WILL WAKE UP..OVER THE NEXT COUPLE OF DAYS PLEASE KEEP HER IN YOUR PRAYERS AND PLEASE WEAR THE CANDLES AT LEAST FOR A COUPLE OF HOURS... JOHN AKA WET AND WILD OWNER

What All Men Should Know
Most of these are true .***...49 Things Girls Wish Guys Knew...*** 1. Don't tell us when you think other girls are hot 2. Whenever possible, please say whatever you have to say during commercials. 3. If you don't act like soap-opera guys, don't expect us to dress likeVictoriaSecret models. 4. Mark anniversaries on a calendar. 5. There is no such thing as too much spooning. 6. Just because you L the C doesn't mean we have to S the D. 7. This is how we see it . . . Don't call = Don't Care. 8. Which also means that if we don't call, take the hint. 9. We like you to be a little jealous .

Poems
He He cries To himself When no one is there He tries To make friends But they just stare He flies In his mind To escape life's snare But no one cares that he cries to himself Because he tries to make friends but they just stare So he flies in his mind to escape life's snare And he cries to himself when no one is there

~*sweet & Tender*~
Its a sweet and tender thing to have that one at your side and just ask how ur day was or how things are going for you....Its a sense of feeling to just let u know u are loved some people give up on love some people dont even try and other just think they are in love .....We you can tell when ur in love when u think of the person all the time the person thinks of u all the time and no matter how ur day was, went or is going they manage to make it turn all around and make it better for u with just a simple smile....IM a lucky person to have a man that i do he came into my life and opened my eyes and there isnt a day that goes bye that im now thankful for all he has done for me so far... He may not do alot but he is there he cares and he makes it known that neither of us take anything from anyone not many people will do that now in the days they just walk past you and say ur life u deal with it... thank u so much hunnie from the bottm of my heart for being there for me since day one i lo

Life
Sorry I have been off here for a little bit. I recently lost my Uncle a man who in alot of ways was like a father to me. I was one of the paw bearers and it hit home a bit harder. But not as hard as the bugler playing TAPS and the 21 gun salute. He was a DUCK driver in the Navy. RIP Uncle Jim 9/23/1943 to 4/29/2007 you impacted me in several ways you are the reason I am who I am You will be missed. Please if you comment on this email them to me I have no real clue where to read any comments anyone has posted before this blog tysm! Remember life is all about living, and learning life is about choices and decisions, life is about love and relationships, life is about caring , feeling hurting growing and responsibilities. Life is the ultimate teacher and the ever growing experience. It is the one challenge that no matter who you are master or student, old or young weak strong rich or poor, none of us fully control. Life is the one presence that changes at any given moment testing an

Should Children Witness Childbirth?
Due to a power outage, only one paramedic responded to the call. The house was very dark so the paramedic asked Kathleen, a 3-yr old girl, to hold a flashlight high over her mommy so he could see while he helped deliver the baby. Very diligently, Kathleen did as she was asked. Mommy pushed and pushed and after a little while, Connor was born. The paramedic lifted him by his little feet and spanked him on his bottom. Connor began to cry. The paramedic then thanked Kathleen for her help and asked the wide-eyed 3-yr old what she thought about what she had just witnessed. Kathleen quickly responded, "He shouldn't have crawled in there in the first place......smack his ass again!" If you don't laugh at this one, there's no hope for you.

Ramblings Of A Dime-store Philosopher
Before you naysayers disagree, keep in mind, this is coming from someone at least reasonably intelligent. It also follows with an explanation. First, let's look at what intelligence is... A lot of people point to someone knowing more as being intelligent. Possibly, and partially true. We'll get back to that. Others say the ability to learn based on what you experience is intelligence. That's BS. Any dog will stay away from you if you kick it a few times. Does that mean a dog is smart? No. Learning based on positive and negative response is something even relatively stupid creatures can do. Others say that intelligence is required for problem solving. That, also, is BS. Ants do problem solving all the time. They reach a stream, and hundreds throw themselves at the stream until one finds leaves. Boom, they get across. Intelligence doesn't solve problems. Persistent attempts solve problems. It's true in human society also. So why do some people learn faster than ot

Nude Ladies For Headsick
Headsick Productions is currently looking for FEMALE pinup models and adult (hardcore) actresses. If you are interested please leave us a private message on Cherrytap. All the bloody best, Headsick Productions

Writings And Quotes
What a dreamer he is. With no shame too. even when things are all against him,he'll dream and somehow the problems are gone,ofcourse bringing only new problems, but no matter for he worries not I often wonder is that a curse or a blessing,not worrying that is. I wonder does he feel,I know he feels,although he hides it well,he hurts. I can just see it through his dark,marbley eyes,he hurts. Will he tell me though. I ask myself over and over will he ever tell anyone I hope. Author unknown to me...

Just Want Fun
Folks, I cannot read cherry mail for somereason nor can I send messages even to support. please if you want to send something send it in a shout or to my yahoo messenger which is on my profile Yeah, I am an idiot. Fell in love with a bitch that ended up cleaning me out. Now all I want to do is chat. Fuck the dating scene for a while I just want fun online.

Hurt And Upset
FIRST I FOUND OUT THAT MY OTHER HALF HAS STARTED SMOKING AGAIN. I ASKED HIM WHEN DID HE START AND HE NEVER ANSWERED ME. THEN I TRIED TO CALL HIS CELL PHONE TO TELL HIM ABOUT THE UPDATE ON THE BENOIT FAMILY AND THE PHONE WAS OFF. HE NEVER TURNS THE PHONE OFF. I DONT REALLY KNOW HOW MUCH MORE I SHOULD TAKE FROM HIM. I REALLY CARE AND LOVE HIM. BUT I CANT TAKE THE LIES AND NOW HIDING THINGS FROM ME. I WILL GIVE HIM A CHANCE TO TELL ME WHY HE IS DOING THAT. IF HE WONT TELL ME THEN I AM JUST GONNA FIND ANOTHER PLACE TO LIVE. GIVE HIM SPACE TO FIGURE OUT WHAT HE WANTS. I HAVE BEEN THRU WAY TOO MUCH IN MY PAST TO GO THRU IT ALL OVER AGAIN. I DESERVE BETTER THAN WHAT HE IS GIVING ME. I WILL KEEP YOU ALL UPDATED ON WHAT IS GOING ON. TY WELL IT LOOKS LIKE MY OTHER BLOG DID NOT SHOW UP. BECAUSE I DONT SEE IT. I HAVE BEEN GOING THRU ALOT THESE PAST 2 DAYS. NOW I AM BEING BLAMED FOR THE PROBLEMS THAT ME AND MY OTHER ARE HAVING. HE TOLD ME THAT IT IS NOT HIS FAULT THAT I AM INSECURE ABOUT MYSELF.

Life Goes On, The Next Chapter
After a rough first6 round of 32 battles, the sweet 16 id ready to square off. These are the winners against the winners, I hope to polish these all off by Sunday at the latest. Look for them in the Mumms. I will post the results here rather than on the mumms themselves. Seemd I got a few complaints thety there was too much to read there. Here is the Sweet 16: 1. AC/DC Metallica 2. Led Zepplin Bad Company 3. Van Halen KISS 4. Rush Tom Petty 5. The Moody Blues Paul McCartney & Wings 6. The Rolling Stones Journey 7. Aerosmith Fleetwood Mac 8. Lynyrd Skynyrd The Outlaws 9. Elton John The Beatles 10. Eagles The Allman Brothers 11. ELP Yes 12. Heart Pat Benetar 13. Motley Crue Deep Purple 14. Queen U 2 15. Electric Light Orchestra Genesis 16. Boston Forgiener May the best Band win! Well, the trip north was long. Gawd it was long! Full of delays, but that made our meeting all the sweeter. I stepped off the trai

For You - My Love
you are a glimer of hope in this world of hate a shining jewel in a bed of rocks. you are the essense of life an angel of beauty a lofty and guiding star in a universe of darkness. you are a rose amongst the thorns a bright light within the shadows. you are a smile which casts off frowns a chorus of song which breaks the silence. you are my friend for which aren't many a bride of understanding in my life of chaos. You are - and for that - I am greatful.

The Tattooed And Dark One
I LIVE LIKE A VAMPIRE, I SLEEP DURING THE DAY & WAKE IN THE NIGHT. I LIVE FOR HEAVY METAL & GOTH. IT'S LIKE GENE SIMMONS TOLD ME, "KEEP ON ROCKIN'". I KNOW ALOT OF FAMOUS BANDS & SINGERS. I DON'T NEED A BACKSTAGE PASS, BECAUSE I'M WELL KNOWN IN THE MUSIC BUSINESS. ALSO SAY MY NAME IN LOS ANGELES YOU WILL GET ALOT OF FAMOUS TURNS.

Poems
Left alone like a pet thrown away set aside by the road and its causing so much pain the hurt and the sorrow building up inside building up so much I just want to die I gave her my all, my everything sacrificed myself and she's letting me be abandoned and torn from the inside out it feels like my heart was ripped right out Torn from my soul and I'm left all alone nothing around here feels like home with the support of my friends I manage to live been abandoned by you...how can I live?

Only He Understands.
there was this flame that grew bright/ you let me put it out without a fight/ you claim you care you know thats not fair/ you see me dying inside but you just leave me there/ one day the truth will hit you but ill be gone/ need sometime to breath need sometime to think/ one day ill be walking there/ youll say you care but i dont dare / not again not in this lifetime. ok nicholas cage. yup dude see's in the future.. intresting twist.. hot chick love making big bangs. my kinda movie,. go WATCH IT Brutal Fam Presents:Jessa FUCK THE REST! JOIN THE BEST!!!!! (CLICK THE BANNER TO CHECK IT OUT!!)

Please Come On People
So I have been forced after the most unintelligent conversation with a certain CT user to to go sweetheart to bitch in ummmm 1.1 seconds ... How in the fuck can someone that hides behind some bullshit picture look at my pics and make the decison that they need me and I need them .... I am amazed at the stupidity that people show .. and the fact they chose to push my buttons..... I have never had any conversation with who ever this is before. It would seem to me they want a status symbol and for sure are not the brightest crayon in the pack .. come on ... Telling me what THEY need is me ... Love the selfish nature of mankind .. all about pushing for what they need and forgetting that in life we have choices and mine is to be with my daughter and my zoo of realible pets and be a happy mom ..mmm mmm mmm .. If they push one more button a bulletin will follow WTF?????? I am not endered here this is creepy Today I have accidentally tripped upon a few people that claim I made a difference

What Does The Autism Ribbon Stand For?
Types of Aid Available for Your Child When your child has been evaluated and diagnosed with an autism spectrum disorder, you may feel inadequate to help your child develop to the fullest extent of his or her ability. As you begin to look at treatment options and at the types of aid available for a child with a disability, you will find out that there is help for you. It is going to be difficult to learn and remember everything you need to know about the resources that will be most helpful. Write down everything. If you keep a notebook, you will have a foolproof method of recalling information. Keep a record of the doctors' reports and the evaluation your child has been given so that his or her eligibility for special programs will be documented. Learn everything you can about special programs for your child; the more you know, the more effectively you can advocate. For every child eligible for special programs, each state guarantees special education and related services. The Indi

Information I Hope Will Help You
Resources Disorders that are usually first diagnosed in childhood or adolescence. Disorder List Click on the Disorder Name for more details Disorder Name Short Description Asperger's Syndrome Asperger's Disorder is a separate Autistic Spectrum disorder which does not meet criteria for other Pervasive Developmental Disorders or Schizophrenia. Features of Asperger's Disorder are severe and sustained impairment in social interaction and the development of repetitive patterns of behavior, interests and activities, and significant impairment in social, occupational and other important areas of functioning. Because there are no significant language delays or cognitive deficits, Asperger's is considered a form of high functioning autism. Attention Deficit Hyperactivity Disorder Attention Deficit Hyperactivity Disorder (ADHD), sometimes inaccurately referred to as ADD (There is no clinical term by this name) is a disorder usually first diagnosed in infancy, childhood or ado

Mind Thoughts
I SIT HERE I WONDER. ABOUT ALL THE THE PROMISES U HAVE MADE. ALL THE HEART U HAVE BROKEN. THE DREAMS U HAVE CRUSHED. I LOOK INTO THE EYES OF A GUY TO SEE WHAT HE HAS DONE. TO MAKE ME FEAR THERE MORE TO COME. BROKEN HEARTS THE BROKEN SOULS IVE SEEN IN THIS WORLD FROM 1 MAN FEAR. MAKES ME WONDER WHAT MAKE ME ASK FOR MORE... THE QUESTON NEVER GET ANSWERED THE FEAR KEEPS ME BACK TO WATCH. WHAT A MAN CAN DO TO KEEP THE HURT INSIDE??? THE THINGS THAT MAKE ME WONDER Y THE A MAN THAT HAS A HEART ....CAN BE SO COLD. NEVER THINKS BEFORE HE TAKES A SOUL...THE DREAMS AND RUNS FREEE. NEVER TAKE THAT FROM ME TO THE FACT IS IM BACK....

Melancholia
It's early morning, and I'm sitting here as I usually do, listening to the chickens, watching the shadows slip into sunlight in the wooded area outside my office window. This is my quiet time, that I use to do my thinking, and my household paperwork. Other times when I have been really sick, I just stay in bed, and snuggle up to Buddy, and we watch out the bedroom window as morning comes. He has made it his lil orange mission to see that I get all the kitty love I need. I am so grateful for his lil fat, warm presence.... Today as I sit here, I have such a mixed bag of emotions... there are many changes coming for me. Some so sad..... and some new adventures that I never dreamed were on their way. I'm hoping that I am able to handle it all. I'm not sure if it's my age, and a hormone issue, but I cry alot lately. Sometimes with good reason, sometimes for no reason at all. I just seem to have a sadness in me that I cannot shake off, and I try not to stay mired down in self p

Bane 2
Jessao_O- Broadcast your self LIVE Hey I am In an Auction Come check me out and bid on me please Is there anyone out there that is willing to buy me a VIP? tell you what whomever buys me one i will put the name of the lounge and or your name if you dont belong to a lounge in mine and wear it for 30 days (the amount of the vip) so i ask does anyone love me enough to buy me one?

Movie Theater Stuff
Yes this is a cheap pop...that's what happens when you manage a movie theater...You do whatever you can to get business...lol For anyone wanting to see Spiderman 3, The Wapa Theater in Wapakoneta, Ohio will be showing this blockbuster Opening weekend at $4 a ticket. this is by far the cheapest you'll find ticket prices for this movie. Concession prices will also be reduced starting next weekend, and we will also begin serving pizza to the public from Fox's Pizza Den. If your looking for a good show and a cheap date stop on by. =-) Our address at the theater is 15 Willipie St. In Wapakoneta, Ohio. Thanks Jamey Brandt Manager

Nothing Like New News.
well back again for the 4th tour in iraq. If you need to you can get intouch of me here now that i have global satellite internet. I havent been on in a wile. Hit me up let me know ur all doing.

Loves Lost ((poem))
In the darkness I see her in the distances, Yet no matter how fast I run she never gets closer, I cry tears of blood for my lost love! My heart it burns with all the shadows of her life, Yet in this darkness she has gifted me I weep, Weep for her pain witch keeps me so far from her warmth, From her tenderness and love. I fear I am reaching the end of my time And yet I am no closer to her, She looks so radiant in the moon light! Yet as I look upon her beauty I weep tears of blood. I do not cry because she is so beautiful although I should! I do not cry because I can not love her because I can! I cry tears of blood because I can never have her for my own, Never shear the love she has or the pain she bears, Never hold her soft body or smell her sweet hair, Never taste her sweetness or bed with her! I stop running now and turn! I do not give up! But I do know when I can not win! Alone I start to walk, And I shall never stop walking until my love returns to me! I am T

How True Is This?
To realize The value of a sister/brother Ask someone Who doesn't have one. To realize The value of ten years: Ask a newly Divorced couple. To realize The value of four years: Ask a graduate. To realize The value of one year: Ask a student who Has failed a final exam. ! To realize The value of nine months: Ask a mother who gave birth to a stillborn. To realize The value of one month: Ask a mother who has given birth to A premature baby. To realize The value of one week: Ask an editor of a weekly newspaper. To realize The value of one minute: Ask a person Who has missed the train, bus or plane. To realize The value of one-second: Ask a person Who has survived an accident. Time waits for no one. Treasure every moment you have. You will treasure it even more when you can share it with someone special. To realize the value of a frien

Rage
Hands shake,Sweat beads,Thoughts race.., Vile thoughts speed thru at a steady pace. Noone sees it coming,..its seemingly out of nowhere.., The looks start..its over,his face becomes a placid stare. Piercing eyes that burn right throuh me.. The rage starts to build,its about to be set free. Taken back by the vile things you say.., Somehow I have to bring you back, theres got to be a way. With no regrets no remorse the fists start to fly.., I step back and watch, my heart pounding, wondering why. The voices scream so loud inside him he cant ecape whats he to do... He has no other choice but to hear them and follow through. Please trust in me, please believe inme I wont let you down.., Youll be safe here give me your hand,Fall on me when noone else is around. Im the only person in the world right now its just you and I... Come back to me..Im here for you cant you feel me cry. Agony and anger consume him so.. He feels there is nowhere for him to go No place to be nowhere

April 28th
April 28th, What happened on this day 58 years ago. Well let me tell you my mom , and best friend was born. My mom was one of kind and was the best friend anyone could ever and will have. We never know why people are taken from us , but it hurts so Badyly!!! Six years ago this wonderful woman and friend was taken home and sometimes it feels like it was yesterday. Mom I miss you and love you so much. Hope today you are looking down on me with smiles. Happy Birthday Mom!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Welcome Too The World Of The Massundaground Tunnel....blog
Pce, When i joined cherrytap i decided too invite ladies only and yes some guy's dressed as ladies came in but i booted em out.. lol Now back too my apology..I have spoken too alot of very wonderful ladies on this page and they all seem too tell me the samething. What they tell me is that men be taking there pics and adding them too there's with out permission also guys are telling the ladies what exactly they doing with the pics..Im sorrie guy's that's not flattery thats twisted behavior..What u guy's doing i dont understand get help fast..take electric shocks treatments.lol Now im not going too say that i aint seen no nudie pics from my cherrytap ladie friends i have seen some that made me say wow and why would they do that. but its your right ladies too add what u want on here if cherrytap ok it.. But its not our right as men too degrade these ladies on here because they are someone's mom sister aunt cuzzin or even grandmother..will u want someone too degrade them?. So gentlem

~bent(erotica)~
Shadowlife In the darkened shadows I have always watched on the frindges, wondering what is thee pointe?? Life and existance, love and sex My shadowlife my dark life.. Would you care to play with me in the theater of the damned?? The Kiss of the whip on my milk white skin? The length of silk that ties me to thy bed?? The sweet anticipation of seeing you the secrecy and dark erotica. I yearn for your touch, to feel your hands on my flesh making my blood race. To kiss eroticas face with thee and the thoughtof our bodies writhing heated on a black silk bed. Dark seductions and erotic moans.. The fear of being caught in a public place or seen by passers by ah such sweet wanderings in a lustful haze..You yank down my pants and thrust thy shaft in..sinking in my velvet Chamber Warm and bechoninging to thee Gripping and sliding our bodies writhe Your grip on my wrists and thrust them above my head My skin reddens with my blood cours

Desperate Times,desperate Measures
Hate being Harsh,But to belong to my Family u must be Loyal to me.If you are not,then you have no business being in it.All I ask is 1 hr. of your Time to Show Some Love,to members that run themselves raggit in contests.That Simple.Now give this members Baby some Damn Love. Here is the link, just click the pic~ All my Commitments are with B.G.D's at the Moment.as I have Limited out with Comments 4 days in a Row.As long as Lovingman continues to gain ground,I will continue to Vote for B.G.D's

My Special Friend.
Well I've been on CT for a little while now and have met some great new friends. Some good and some not so good, but no one compares to Bill. He is just so AWESOME ! Bill has become my closest and dearest friend. We have so much in common and always have something to talk about. Just talking to him makes my day go by much faster and a whole lot smoother. Just want to say " Thanks Bill....because of you the sun always shines at my house " !

Song Lyrics (songs I Like For Many Diff Reasons)
slave screams he thinks he knows what he wants slave screams thinks he has something to say slave screams he hears but doesn't want to listen slave screams he's being beat into submission don't open your eyes you won't like what you see the devils of truth steal the souls of the free don't open your eyes take it from me i have found you can find happiness is slavery slave screams he spends his life learning conformity slave screams he claims he has his own identity slave screams he's going to cause the system to fall slave screams but he's glad to be chained to that wall don't open your eyes you won't like what you see the blind have been blessed with security don't open your eyes take it from me i have found you can find happiness is slavery i don't know what i am i don't know where i've been human junk just words and so much skin stick my hands thru the cage of this endless routine just some flesh caught in this big broken machine My Music In Your Head My P

Life Sux
I beginning to think that i am just a fucked up person....I either really am a screwed up person who nobody wants...or i just find the biggest assholes in the world...last night my ex called said he was in town and proceeded to cuss me out all night...then tell me he loved me and that he would leave his current fiance for me...that he had changed his mind and felt bad for treating me the way he has...then decided he doesn't want me to call him anymore...my current boyfriend think that i dont feel comfortable around him so he's second guessing being with me...another recent ex...a 22year old...left me for a 15 year old...and a 17 year old...but still wants me here on the side...Does this sound like its me...or do i just have horrible taste?

Beltane
Beltane Beltane (otherwise known as Bealtaine, Beltaine, Cetsamhain, Walpurgisnacht, May Day and Roodmas) occurs May eve and May 1. The name comes from either Bel-tinne ("Bel's fire") and Belotenia ("bright fire"). It marks the beginning of summer, when the snow is all gone, the leaf buds are opening, birds are nesting, and livestock is moved to summer pasture, and it is finally warm enough to do outdoor rite! In Pagan tradition Beltane is the second-most important Sabbat in the Wheel of the Year. Placed opposite from Samhain, it balances that somber festival with wild celebrations of life and fertility and pleasure. The God and Goddess mate for the first time, bringing in renewed vegetation growth. They are in their aspect of youthful lovers: Young Stag and Oak Maiden, Satyr and Nymph, Hunter and Quarry, etc., complete with raging hormones. Some traditions celebrate the wedding of the Lord and Lady, while others also add the sacrifice of the God after the mating, the Goddess pre

Sad
I'm kind of sad, I placed some new pics in my default folder, and hardly anyone has commented on them. Granted, I know you guys want to see more of me naked, but just trying to add all around pics as well. More of those pics will be coming as well.....Amy

Random...
OKAY FOR THE ONES THAT WANTED TO SEE IT HERE IS THE CAKE I WAS MAKIN LAST NITE.. ITS NOT AS GOOD AS NORMALLY BUT I WAS BUZZIN LMAO.. THEN I WAS PISSED SO YAH.. THIS IS WHAT IT LOOKS LIKE.. LOL I PROMISED I WOULD SHOW YOU.. J:)

Our Universal Energy
MYSTA RHYME & L.O. AKA THE PEACE MAKERS 1ST OFFICIAL VIDEO "BLOOD MONEY" Online Videos by Veoh.com SIGN MY GLOBAL MAP!!!!! LET THE WORLD KNOW WHO U ARE & WHO U SUPPORT & WHO U REPRESENT!!! What is love but simple pleasures, heartache and pain with everything to loose and only heartache to gain; Love that natural inclination, 1st hand notion builds you up to tear you down that 2nd hand emotion; Never again will I fall for love's trickery and deceit prickin me and stickin me love is watchin me bleed. Love that thief in the night stealin my sleep, got me searchin the surface when the answer lies deep. Love jes a word that don't mean shit, one minute " I love you" and same breath one of yall is a " bitch". Sometimes love aint love its a fantasy myth damaging hearts and souls, I've been cursed by

Ur Death Clock Starts Ticking
Some gurls live a life of laughs…Others have to sit back and think…. He Lied He cheated Then he left… Guys are always gonne leave the one he loves for the one he likes….But what happens when the one that he likes leaves him for the one they love! ? ! ? I have no strength other than to go running right back into his arms…. The heart is not a play thing… The heart is not a toy…But give it to a boy and it will be broken… I should have just said to him here is my heart now break it…. Is it really better to have loved and lost then to not love at all? ? ? Would I honestly rather the happy times gone and memories ripped away just to save my tears? ? ? When the tears run dry and that they will! ! I'll still remember being happy! ! ! I wish my child days were back! I would cry over sharing my toys! The only jealousy I ever felt was that she had more ice-cream then me! Sex, Drugs, and responsibility were

Silly Things
You scored as Blood. Your turn on is blood. You adore the colour, the taste, the texture, the thickness... everything. You probably like to bite/to be bitten. Sex isn't sex without the ecstasy of blood.Biting100%Bondage100%Blood100%Chains/Handcuffs92%Whips92%Blind Folds67%What's Your Kinky Turn On?created with QuizFarm.com

~simply Me
If you take the time to walk the path of my soul, swim the raging ocean of my heart, and climb the looming walls of my mind, you may get a glimpse of me. Standing way out there in the distance with a puzzled look on my face, wondering how you managed to get so far, when so few have even bothered trying. Long, slow, agonizing strides will bring you to me. Look into my eyes. See what I have seen. Life...Love...Death. Listen to my voice and note that it's not just me you hear, but everyone who has touched me in my life. Don't judge me, just listen. Hear the sorrow, but don't dismiss the love. Touch my flesh, and feel how warm, soft and giving I can be, despite the cold gust you may have experienced when you first approached me. Look into my eyes again. Do you see me now? If you so choose, you may turn around, and take those long, slow, agonizing steps back down the path you previously traveled. You will have touched me, as I will have touched you. ~Jess~

Love And Marriage
Hello there blog, It all has started since she started working, I knew it...She was working so much, and would work all her days off. I never questioned her, may be now I should've. I don't know who it is that she is having thoughts of being with, I really would like to know, just for shits and giggles. I don't want to keep her here against her will. I can let her go tomorrow, if need be. I am very much in love with my wife, I don't know where I went so wrong....she is young. I've written so much about this it's draining me. She started to go to partied with the people from work, and I was invited at first, but then she started wanting to go alone. I mean, I used to trust her, now I must check myself. We had a talk around the 18th of February, she said she wasn't happy and wasn't sure she wanted to keep trying, I never knew she wasn't happy. I tried to tell her, it takes two, and it takes time. We aren't in love at all times. Then, later, around March 16th, she had a party, and I thou

The World In A Nutt Shell
what does domnination mean to people to some it means hair being pulled to others it mean rough sex but to me domination is being in totally in control of a person be able to with one word jumps at ur command when ur being dominated by a person there has to be a great deal of trust and respect if the person domnating u doesnt have respect for then its all just a game theres alot of different deffentions of domination theres so many types of bdsm domination is awsome wheather ur being tied to a bed or made to suck a dick its all consenting no one is forced to do things u have talked in lenght about ur likes and dislikes uve talked about the safe word almost every one has tried a form of domination from holding there hands down to tieing them all up to know what type i am ud have to talk and get to know before ill tell lol well i was just bourd so i though id take the chance and thank everyone who views my profile and rates me and leaves me a comment and adds me i hope u enjoy my page a

The Show
the show last night on april 27th, 2007 was the shit, ive been to alot of there shows and there all the shit the only problem i had with this one was twiztid only plaayed a half hour and the clowns only played an hour usually twiztids on for lik a good hour at least and the clowns are on stage for at least 2 so on that note i was kind of dissapointed but hey all is well but anyways mcl ninja and mutha fukin ninjettes

Bondage
You scored as Dirty Piercings. AH!!! You dirty person you! Put that away!!! Who did that for you!? Your the kinkiest of the kinkiest and probably think you're hot stuff. Well, maybe you are but that's kinda nasty. Ew. Weirdo.Dirty Piercings100%Labret Piercing100%Nipples80%Cartilage Piercing80%Lip Piercing40%Tongue Piercing40%Earlobe Piercing30%Belly Button Piercing30%Nose Piercing20%What Piercing Are You?created with QuizFarm.com You scored as Violent. You are violent. To you there is nothing better than a good spank. You like scratching and biting 'cause that's wh

Blood
You scored as Vampire. You are a straight up! Vampire Your hobbies may include drinking the blood of innocents...or not so innocents. You tend to shy away from crosses. Your bed is a coffin with the dirt from your homeland inside. The light is your enemy, and will destroy you should you be lured into its trap. Garlic is not your favorite spice in the kitchen, though it does make for a very nice weapon along with the holy water you stole from that priest awhile back...Just watch your back you never know who might be lurking in a dark alley!Vampire100%You are a Vampiric Elf!67%Fallen Angel58%You are a Demon58%Black Witch42%What creature of the night are you you most like? (Pics!!)created with QuizFarm.com You scored as Goth. Your A Goth!Goth95%Rocker, Mosher40%Trendy