IRISH SWEETHEART RLGF 2 DEADLIEST CATCHD...'s blog: "Apology"

I need to apologize to my new and old friends. I'm currently staying with family and using their computer and it's a very old computer and is slow as heck. So i'm having a hard time rating pics and I get really frustrated. We are picking my computer up tomorrow and I'm praying they will let me hook it up as mine is so much faster. So just bare with me and i'll get the pics rated eventually. Comment bombing right now is a definite NO NO for this computer. Again I apologize, just wanted to let ya know I'm not being rude or anything. It's hard enough to get my friends requests added. Oh and i'm getting some messages, but not all so if you've sent me a gift ... thank you so much...I'll return the favor when I can. My friends rock, I love ya all! XOXO Jackie

I need to set the story straight about a blog I published on fubar last night. I was angry and upset and I had not waited to get the answers I was looking for regarding the situation in question. I posted a blog regarding The Extreme X Lounge, a place I frequented quite often. The members and the staff were so much fun and had come to be my friends. I've spent many a night in there laughing and enjoying myself. Anyways, I didn't mention names but I did call a person from the lounge a player and I need to retract this statement. Beyond my better judgement I spoke to soon and slandered this person due to false information received by other members of fubar. For this I extend my deepest apologies to all the members and staff of Extreme X. I'm also sorry to the people that were involved in this outside of the situation. I hope you will forgive me and continue to give The Extreme X lounge your support as I know I will again in the near future! Thanks so much, Jackie

As you all know I was CT married to a great guy! I had some issues with how fast the whole relationship was progressing and I told him about them. In which he did back off. Well in all my confusion in what's going on outside of my "cyber" life I decided that maybe a relationship wasn't what I currently needed. Especially on the thought that he might be a rebound relationship. I chose to end the relationship before he got any deeper involved and hurt. Mind you we have only known each other 18 days at this point and have never met. This was a total phone and internet relationship. So now I find myself being accused of ripping his heart out and leaving it lying there and backing him out the door and slamming it on him. I just want to say in my defense that I'm not the evil bitch i'm being made out to be. I just need time for me to figure out what's best for me and currently it's not a relationship with this man. I do care about him very much as a friend, but at this time he doesn't even want to be friends and try to understand where i'm personally coming from. Ok ya'll I just had to vent. Thanks to those of you that read this.

As you all know I was CT married to a great guy! I had some issues with how fast the whole relationship was progressing and I told him about them. In which he did back off. Well in all my confusion in what's going on outside of my "cyber" life I decided that maybe a relationship wasn't what I currently needed. Especially on the thought that he might be a rebound relationship. I chose to end the relationship before he got any deeper involved and hurt. Mind you we have only known each other 18 days at this point and have never met. This was a total phone and internet relationship. So now I find myself being accused of ripping his heart out and leaving it lying there and backing him out the door and slamming it on him. I just want to say in my defense that I'm not the evil bitch i'm being made out to be. I just need time for me to figure out what's best for me and currently it's not a relationship with this man. I do care about him very much as a friend, but at this time he doesn't even want to be friends and try to understand where i'm personally coming from. Ok ya'll I just had to vent. Thanks to those of you that read this.

As many of you that I talk to know, I've kinda had a rough weekend. I've been taking some time to myself and dealing with some issues I have. I want to say i'm sorry to those of you've I've worried. I've just needed this time to myself and quite possibly a few more days. I'm just not in the mood to explain it to everyone that doesn't know already what is going on. (This isn't a cyber issue, it's personal) Thanks to those of you that have been worried about me and sent me offlines and shouts. I promise to get back with you this week! Please know i'm sorry and wasn't avoiding you! Much luv, Jackie