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A Woman's Worth
One Flaw In Women Women have strengths that amaze men. They bear hardships and they carry burdens, but they hold happiness, love and joy. They smile when they want to scream. They sing when they want to cry. They cry when they are happy and laugh when they are nervous. They fight for what they believe in. They stand up to injustice. They don't take "no" for an answer when they believe there is a better solution. They go without so their family can have. They go to the doctor with a frightened friend. They love unconditionally. They cry when their children excel and cheer when their friends get awards. They are happy when they hear about a birth or a wedding. Their hearts break when a friend dies. They grieve at the loss of a family member, yet they are strong when they think there is no strength left. They know that a hug and a kiss can heal a broken heart. Women come in all shapes, sizes and colors. They'll drive, fly, walk, run or e

"if I Let U Hit It"
if i let u hit it .................. : ) 1.Would you be in control? 2. Would you whisper freaky shit in my ear? 3. Would you talk dirty to me? 4. Would you kiss me with a little or a lot of tongue? 5. Would you go down on me? 6. Would you let me go down on you??? 7. Would you give me a hicky?? 8. How many rounds would we go? 9. What would you wanna do afterwards? 10. Would you take off all ur clothes for me? 11. Would you lick and bite me all over? 12. Would you like 4 play or get straight to the point? 13. Would you take your time if I told you to? 14. Would you fall asleep when we were done? 15. Would you want to go fast or slow? 16. Where would u wanna "do it" at? 17. Would u be loud or quiet? 18. Do you think u could make me have an orgasm? 19. Are u gonna re-post these so I can answer them for you? 20. WOULD U FUCK TODAY? EMAIL MistressJulie AND LET ME KNOW WHAT U WOULD DO IF I LET U HIT IT

Need Some Cherry Love!!!!
For those of you that know me....I never write in here very much. But this morning I sit here with a heavy heart. I am hoping that writing will help me so far nothing has, I have only slept about 2 hours, so I decided to sit down and remember all the good times . Well first off I should probably start with what happened. Yesterday (May 6th) started off good...Ash filled me in on some of the things that happened at her prom, Tom was cussing the lawn mower for not working right....lol...if you know Tom that is a common occurance when he is mad about a mechanical problem...then Ash left to go shopping and Tom went to his friend Brians. So I was sitting here watching a show on the History channel on TV and my cousin Brucie shows up to tell me that my dad died in a motorcycle accident...He went to Richmond, Va to see the Nascar race...(God knows how he loved that bike and he loved to see the races!) Seems that he was on the interstate and the person in front of him braked and they ha

Copy Of Ember's Blog
This still has me in tears......I just can't see how anyone could be so heartless to animals- Hell Received this in an email today, it touched me so much I had to put it here. If you have a heart get out your hankie, tears are still rolling down my cheeks as I post this. Ember A man in Grand Rapids , Michigan incredibly took out a $7000 full Page ad in the paper to present the following essay to the people of His community. HOW COULD YOU? - By Jim Willis, 2001 When I was a puppy, I entertained you with my antics and made you Laugh. You called me your child, and despite a number of chewed shoes And a couple of murdered throw pillows, I became your best friend.Whenever I was "bad," you'd shake your finger at me and ask "How Could you?" -- but then you'd relent and roll me over for a belly Rub. My housebreaking took a little longer than expected, because you were Terribly busy, but we worked on that together. I remember those Nights of nuzzling you in bed and listeni

Mad Doc
This Cherrytap is strange. When looking about the sites other people have on Cheery tap you notice that some people are letting you into see a glimpse of their lives, to let you know what they are about, to reach out to other people online. On other ones you get the distint feeling that these people don't want to talk to you, don't want to reach out. All that they want you to do is to fan them, add them, give them cherry points so that they can progress through. Maybe I haven't got into Cherrytap properly yet and don't fully understand the reasoning behind it. Maybe it should be looked at as a game for winning. Maybe you should take that bit more time to explore what other people are saying and 'reach out and touch' them. Be supportive, make friends, try and talk to people that bit more. If you rush around trying to get as many points as possible will that really help you or make you feel any better?

Get Them Outta There
IMPEACH GEORGE BUSH WHAT IS WRONG WITH THOSE BOYS & GIRLS ON CAPITOL HILL.....WILL SOMEONE PLEASE TELL ME HOW THEY COULD JUSTIFY IMPEACHING BILL CLINTON FOR LYING ABOUT "SEX" BUT REFUSE TO IMPEACH GEORGE BUSH FOR LYING, MANIPULATING PEOPLE AND DATA TO SPEND 400 BILLION DOLLARS OF TAXPAYER MONEY (MOST GOING TO HIS BUDDIES) AND KILLING OR MAIMING 20,000 OF OUR BEST AND BRIGHTEST, HE SHOULD GO STRAIGHT TO HELL AND TAKE DICKLESS CHENEY WITH HIM.

Conversations From Chat.
Some how I always end up getting the weirdos when I chat so I decided to start posting some of the conversations here. Feel free to comment. guitarman_28_1978: hi, a/s/l? kim_the_freak_magnet: Perhaps if you read my profile before talking to me you would know guitarman_28_1978: u are correct guitarman_28_1978: but i have a life guitarman_28_1978: and i do not want to read your profile kim_the_freak_magnet: then I suggest you move along, Im not a big fan of morons guitarman_28_1978: wow..i dont know how u are in a relationship guitarman_28_1978: being as ugly as you for one guitarman_28_1978: for 2...not having any intelligence to speak of guitarman_28_1978: u must be one good slut i suppose for any guy to take you kim_the_freak_magnet: yes, I am a hideous beast who gives great head and makes one hell of a meatloaf kim_the_freak_magnet: You don't even have a picture so I'm assuming you arent all that good looking either kim_the_freak_magnet: are you so bitter becaus

I'm Super Excited!!!
I have found that when you speak your mind, people either DO NOT LISTEN, or think that you are a heartless bitch. I am not saying that sometimes things we all say come off a little bitchy, but seriously. Everyone is entitled to their own opinion, and that is what helps keep us all unique, is our own opinions. If I come off as a bitch, so be it. But don't call me heartless because I have an opinion about something that you think is awful, or don't agree with. Ok. I'm so excited it almost hurts. I am going to go see Spiderman 3 with this really cute guy that I met. He is super sweet and sooo nice to me. Not that kind of guy I usually go for, LOL.

Life
why do guys lie to get you in bed? then just leave you? he knew that i'd never been touched by another, yet he lied and used words to get what he wanted. and now he's gone and i'm still here all broken and bruised. I still breathe and go on with day to day things but inside i'm numb and can't feel anything.

Rockfest 2007
Rockfest 2007...........Get Your Tickets Now! We Got Ours! Check Out This Line Up! Gates Open at 11 a.m. Show starts at noon! Main Stage Puddle of Mudd - 1:30 p.m. Chevelle - 2:40 p.m. Sevendust - 3:50 p.m. Breaking Benjamin - 5:00 p.m. Buckcherry - 6:30 p.m. Three Days Grace - 8:00 p.m. Godsmack - 9:30 p.m. Fireworks at the end of the show! Second Stage sponsored by DeVry University Red Line Chemistry - Noon Federation of Horsepower - 1 p.m. Burden Brothers - 2:10 p.m. Operator - 3:20 p.m. Exies - 4:30 p.m. Black Stone Cherry - 6;00 p.m. Drowning Pool - 7:30 p.m. Saliva - 9:00 p.m.

The Fans Have Spoken
Stewart simply stated what many fans believe Published May 4th, 2007 in NASCAR Perception is everything. Which is why Tony Stewart’s comments last week that NASCAR is beginning to look like professional wrestling struck a responsive chord with stock car racing fans. Nextel Cup champion could have picked a slightly better analogy. Possibly, he’s totally wrong. And choosing to make the charges on his own radio show (Sirius Satellite) after skipping a mandatory postrace interview session was completely out of line. But Stewart only stated what a lot of fans believe – that NASCAR rigs late-race cautions to fit in a final round of television commercials and set up a photo-op finish. When that is the perception, there is a problem, which NASCAR needs to address. In case NASCAR hasn’t noticed, television ratings were down 10 percent last season and empty seats could be found at most tracks. If the boom isn’t over, it has at least slowed. Why? Well, some

Trying School Again.
Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from Sexi Luv.com Ok so, I have decided to try to take online courses and I am going for a Bachelors in Organizational Management with a concentration in Education. I know a bit name for a teaching degree but that's what they call it. I have always wanted to be a teacher because I love working with kids and helping them through their problems no matter the subject. I would really like to be a high school teacher. This would count as my third time in trying for school but the second time I actually plan on finishing up for a degree. I already have an Associates Degree in Business Management. The only reason I am having to take my classes online is because my mom lives with me and she has major health problems and I can't afford to be in a class far off somewhere and not be able to get to her in time if something happens. SO wish me luck everyone.. So far I have a perfect score on all of my assignments.

Limericks
(Before I post, I want to apologize to anyone named Chuck, or anyone who knows a Chuck, and is not a stupid schmuck.) Chuck, Chuck, The Stupid schmuck, All he ever wants to do is fuck, You want his heart, you're out of luck, You seek the truth, he'll leave you stuck, So life with him, will surely suck, Cause you see, Chuck ... Is the perfect example of human muck.

In The Mind Of The Big Bad Wolf
There was a time when a kind word was all I need to set my heart a blaze. But time is funny that way and oh how things changed. We grew apart, or at least one of us did. Now your name is spoken in past tense with a tense past. I hear from you ever now and then, asking me to give in again. If only you knew that just seeing you around is enough to cut me to shreds. I know things for you are long since dead, even though I will always love you. So with heavy heart I put my quill to the parchment and sign my name. With shaky hands and faultering spirit I make my way down. A few feet from the mail box my knee trys to buckle. I must be strong and let things lie in the grave they are buried in. The scars you gave were as bad as those you received even if you dont see how deep they run. With a few simple signitures, it is once and finally done..... So this is very simple I finally found someone that makes me happy and for someone reason a lot of my so called

Sweet Sweet C@ndee!!!!!!!!!!!
Tuesday, May 08, 2007 me just ramblig on Current mood: indescribable Category: Life HELLO EVERYONE! AS MANY OF YOU KNOW MY NAME IS CANDIDA DAWN LAMBERT. MOST PEOPLE STILL CALL ME BY THE CHILDHOOD NAME CANDYI WAS BORN ON DECEMBER 18TH,1980.SO THAT MAKES ME 26...BUT MY PSYCHIC FRIEND BELIEVES MY REAL AGE IS 38....IMAGINE THAT. THAT WOULD EXPLAIN WHY AT THE AGE OF 16 I WAS LIVING AS A 28 YR. OLD WOULD! MY WHOLE LIFE AS OF NOW HAS NEVER BEEN TO KIND....LIFE WAS DEFINATELY NOT HANDED TO ME ON A BRONZED PLATE LET ALONE A GOLD ONE WITH DIAMONDS...LOL BUT THAT WAS PROBABLY A GOOD THING FOR MY FAMILY-GOD FORBID THEY ACT LIKE A FAMILY MADE OUT OF GOLD AND DIAMONDS,YA KNOW! MY MOTHER PASSED AWAY WHEN I WAS 17 YRS. OLD DUE TO THE FACT THAT OBVIOUSLY SHE COULDN'T HANDLE WHAT WAS HANDED TO HER ON HER OWN PLATE OF SHIT CALLED LIFE! WHICH TO ME CONSISTED OF ME AND MY LITTLE SISTER AND BROTHER!(FOR THOSE OF YOU WHO COULDN'T FIGURE OUT THAT LITTLE RIDDLE, MY MOTHER COMMITED SUICIDE) WHEN

My Birthdate
Crush this person!Get your own ThisCrush.com CrushTag! Your Birthdate: June 30 You are certain and confident when you choose to love someone. Even though your romantic choices may be unconventional - you stand behind them. Your friends never know you as well as a romantic partner does. Number of True Loves You'll Have: 6 Number of Times You'll Have Your Heart Broken: 6 You are most compatible with people born on the 3rd, 12th, 21st, and 30th of the month.What Does Your Birth Date Mean For Your Love Life?

Ripping Photos
I had someone come onto my page go through my photo's rip what they wanted for thier page and leave. now I don't mind them ripping from my page thats not the problem at all. The problem I have is that this person took the time to search through my page and photo's, jokes and everything took what they wanted and left, no thank you , no comment, no rating not even have a nice fucking day. It seems to me that if you go and rip from another you could at least have the decenty to leave a comment or rating at the very least say thank you. I know I have ripped a photo, and at the same time rated the person I ripped from a 10.

When It Comes Down 2 It..
What more could that title mean? What more could I hope by even caring? This blog is the only outlet I have to rant sooo rant I shall...any spelling or grammer mistakes are due to me and those that have issues with it .... oh f*ck off! LOL! Some time you got to laugh instead of cry.... I am so sick of being used for who I am what I am. My screen name needs to change for good because I am not feeling much like an angel at this point and really I could give a shit less. Speaking in that sense my damn wings are burnt so far down that there are feathers left! I have no more in me to protect those that I love or that need me. Every time I turn around someone is needy for me...WTF? These same people cant seem to get their crap straight and I just cannot keep going. and there are those out there that wonder why I am/want to go into the Coast Guard? Least there I know I am doing something positive!!! Lets get real people...there are those out there that are a drain and they won't tak

Bad Poker Night
It was just another Friday evening in our house. My Master and his friends were busy playing poker in the kitchen and I was banned from there while they were playing; "Women are bad luck" he said to me on more than one occasion. Not that I wanted to go in there anyway. The whole kitchen smelled of cigar smoke and beer. CHristopher and his three pals had been in there for several hours now and I hoped they were beginning to wind down and finish their game. There were shouts and laughter coming from under the door as I tried to watch tv in the lounge. Nothing on earth would persuade me to interrupt their game however. I remembered the one time I had done that. I had poked my head around the door and asked him how much longer they were going to be. Christopher had smiled pleasantly enough at me and said "soon dear", but when the game was finished and his friends gone home, he was furious. "Never interrupt my game again Rose" he said in a very quiet voice. "I am going to have to punish

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Pictures
this dude is hella jealous as soon as jenaay added me 2 seconds later he wasw stalking my profile & i guess he was trying to hit up people on my freinds list i heard that from a good freind of mine so every timre i left a comment for jenaay he would stalk my profile & started to use my comment sites that i left her the comment from & put one from there above mine trying to out do me he will send her amillion comments to knock other guys comments off her page ,so igotm tired of his shit & left a comment about him on some of her pics he stalkes (his own girl freind what a loser!!!)i put sexy ,sexy u need a man at ahigher level just to piss him off i knew he would see it he post shit or jacks off to that pic every day!!!so he left me a comment on my profile calling me a little fag stay away from his girls page so we got into an arguement on the shout box here it is...............................ju8st thought id let u know how jelouse ur stalker boyfreind is hes going to scare away all ur

Beerinbed Now You Know Why
Ok, So here is something elese for me to Rant and Bitch About!!! So at my daughters school the Janitor was taking down and putting up the American Flag with his dirty rubbr gloves on and bunching it up instead of folding it properly. Me being the American Veteran that I am made a comment to the VP about it and we decided to allow a few kids learn how to properly raise and lower the flag and fold it. These kids are doing a great job taking alot of pride in it and really enthusiastic about it. Anyways about the 4th or 5th day this adult (Teacher or School employee) was standing by and blurted out that "Oh you can let it touch the ground its no big deal" I quickly corrected him then gave him the look that he should just move away before I put my size 10 American Boot up a place it should not normally fit. The VP warned me we had a few of those in the schools. Which is fine by me..I mean I fought, served and defended his right to have those opinions. Anyw

Wolves + Indians
It's not surprising that the Indian saw the wolf as a significant animal. Both were hunters of which the survival of their families depended. The Indian was very aware of the many ways in which his own life resembled those of the wolf. The wolf hunted for himself and for his family. The wolf defended his pack against enemy attack, as the Indian defended his tribe. He had to be strong as an individual and for the good of the pack. It was a sufficient system of survival; and in the eyes of the Indian, no animal did this as well as the wolf. The Indian worked to be as well intigrated in his environment, as he could see the wolf was in the universe. The hunter did not see the wolf as an enemy or competitor, or as something less than himself. His perception of the wolf was a realistic assessment of the wolf's ability to survive and thrive, to be in balance with the world they shared. He respected the wolf's patience and perseverance, which were his most effective hunting weapons. To say

Poems
I need to take you in my armslet me hold you oh so close and tightour sighs rising high into the heavensrocking wrapped up in sweet delightYou know I'll never ever let you goI yearn to kiss your warm lipstill we melt blissful in love's wild firein a dance eternal, joined at the hipI want you to know my heart's pure voicehear me pour out my feelings for youto shout them at the boundless skyso strong, so deep, so clear so truelove's feast calls us to this momentno reason needed, for what we doI have a gnawing hunger in my soulalways aching for just a taste of you Soft in a cloud of feathers to cushion my weary head, troubles melt quickly into the darkness, a smile dances over my lips, eyes close, happy for you come to me in my dreams. Here I touch you, hold you close, in my thoughts I have you engraved, imprinted upon on my heart, my sanity, when you are gone. I wait, wonder how long will it be? How long, my love, until you are with me? I see the dark sky, laden with precious

Spring Time
SPRING CLEANING.... I have way too many people to keep up with...im gonna leave this up for like a week and check back in every so often to see who wants to stay or who doesnt care if they are on my list or not.... nothing against ya'll but I am just tryin to get things cleaned up... have a great weekend

Wolves
Wolf Types Red Wolves The smallest breed of wolves is the 70 pound 32 inches tall red wolf. These wolves are endangered because people destroy forests which is where they live and they build on their territory. Some red wolves are mating with coyotes. Only 300 live in the world today, about 80 of them are in the wild. Grey Wolves These wolves are the most common and also the largest breed of wolves, an average Grey wolf weighs 100-175 pounds. They can be found in the Northern Hemisphere in places like Alaska, Canada, and the region around the Great Lakes. Thirty gray wolves from Canada have been reintroduced into Yellowstone National Park. Grey wolves are important to the food chain because they keep the number of caribou and other hoofed animals down so the herds won't get too large. If the herds get too big there won't be enough food for everyone in the herd and there will be problems. Another reason the wolves are important is beca

Poem
A new friend wrote this for me and I had to share. Thank you again so much. Cunning Linguist@ CherryTAP I saw your eyes looking out at me from beneath your windblown hair and a dagger pierced my empty heart tempting me to care Are you so dark, so broken as you would seem to pretend or would you take my outstretched hand and choose to call me friend You really are quite beautiful and I wish you all the best for sparking something wonderful inside this old and empty chest

Big Dick Small Pussy
Being an attractive asian woman, I get a lot of men approaching me. I'm only about five feet tall, but I'm in great shape. My tits are small and firm, my hair is black with red highlights, and I've got a small sexy feet as he calls them, size 4. Add to that the fact that I'm thirtyeight, but don't look a day over twenty-one. So I had my share of offers. But the one thing I really wanted - and had never gotten - was a black man. I had heard, like everyone else, that black men had really big dicks. And while I wasn't one for stereotyping, I found the image of darker skin against light very arousing, and I wouldn't have minded a nice big dick either. When I met Rikki in Riverside in March of 1995", I was all over him in a heartbeat. I think I kind of surprised him, coming on so strong, but I wanted him bad. He was much taller than me - about six foot two, with skin the color of the earth, sexy lips, and big, strong hands. It had taken a lot of sweet talking to get him to

Just Me
Before you choose to become angry, consider that your anger is not likely to achieve anything. Remind yourself that there is a more positive and productive response available to you. Before you allow an unexpected distraction to throw you off course, consider that you do have another choice. You can choose to move quickly beyond the distraction, and to stay focused on your original task. When you're tempted to feel resentful or sorry for yourself, stop and consider that such feelings will only intensify your difficulties. Choose instead to feel gratitude and to experience the real empowerment it can bring. If you just don't feel like making the effort, stop and reconsider. Make the most of each opportunity to create value before that opportunity slips away. When it seems that nothing is going your way, consider that in every defeat there are the seeds of triumph. Choose to find the positive aspects and to build on them. Before you give your time, energy and effort to

To Whome It May Concern....
This is all you need to know! 95% of females can't cum from sex unless they are on top…and why not unless on top? So they can stimulate their clit by grindin’ on our pelvic bones, which really does nothin’ for them, so the key is to eat pussy first! Make her cum a few times, numb her up, then hammer away or soft and slow with a lot of vaginal teasin’ with your meat thermometer to build it all up in the end, however you like! Now, once you are in between her legs, don't just fuckin' dive in there like a pig goin’ to the trough, take your time! I know that pussy is damned near irresistible, but don't act like it is! Lick her inner thighs, kiss them, kiss around her pussy lips, kiss the lips, etc. etc. Finally, once you've got your tongue on her clit, this is what you do! (you can use your hands to spread apart her lips if you want, that’s all preference! Its easier to make them cum with their lips spread so you can have easier access to their clit!) Roll the tip and somew

Why Do Guys Do The Things They Do?
I am now finding out that my ex did to me exactly what he did to his “ex”-wife. He moves us here from up in the Ohio/Michigan area. I invested over two years of my life and my boys (2) life with him and he goes and leaves us for his new “witch” and her kids(4). The thing is I used to be her sitter and did not see it coming. What gets me is that he does not know her like he knew me before we got together and that she is not working either now. I caught him at her place on a Thursday night. He stayed the night with her and tried to tell me that nothing happen. I now wonder how many other times he said he was going some where and it took longer than it should have if he had indeed gone to see her. At that point he said he we moving back to his mom and dads. Come to find out he never planned on going to his parents place but to move in with her. It is really odd that I can recall plenty of times where he was at the same place when she was there and I did not think any thing of

How?
I am with out a dought the dumbest girl alive. I fell in love with an impossible man but a wonderful man, he ended things but stupidly I remained friends with him and stupidly held on to a hope that one day we would have another shot. I was an idiot when I let him move in with me along with some girl I never met a year later, and I thought we could live together as friends. I was stupid enough to think that one day, after living together again he and I could try again to be together, now I find out he wants to be with my roommate,the one I didnt know before she moved in. I am stupid because I held on to a dumb hope, because I didnt just get on with my life when we ended. I am stupid because after almost 2 years I still love him. so how do I let one of my dearest friends go? how so I just leave and let it be that? how do I let him go? please tell me how I am supposed to do this? How do I let go of him? when every fiber of my being just wants to be with him? how do I le

Im Sad...
I lied, for one Im not going to bed, and two I really miss my baby. Naresh, I know your gonna read this.... I MISS YOU!!! TALK TO ME!!! Anyways, this island Princess is out...again. Ok so yea, I just moved to good old Waterville Maine. And I left everyone that I ever loved back home. And to be truthfully honest with all of you...Im terribly homesick. To all my friends back home that have CT I miss you guys, and Ill probably see you all tomorrow, but the truth of the matter is, I still have to come back here and until I get a car, I cant come down as much as I want too. Sooooo I was thinking, you guys should come up here. Anyways, my head really hurts, (YES I have been DRINKING...BEER) so I think Im going to go to bed. I love and Miss you all! And I cant wait until tomorrow! Until next time bloggers, Island Princess is out.

Tests...
My friend mtbikers72 is holding a few contests... the kids and pets contests are the most likely to survive, but only if he gets more contestants he wants 10 contestants for each so if you read this and have one, the other, or both please leave him a profile comment to join the contest... he's offering big pimping gift to the winner... if we can get them to start... so ask around for more people to join... you can find him here... http://fubar.com/user/91247

My Canon Rebel Xt
So, I have been learning all about my new Canon Rebel XT 350. Its very complicated but worth it. I feel like the kids in this commercial, I wanna take pictures of everything. I'm so glad I'm going to a great school to learn plus I have some Master Photographers as tutors

Fascinate
Nikoll, a grade school teacher in NH, asked her students to use the word "fascinate" in a sentence. Molly put up her hand and said, "My family went to my granddad's farm, and we all saw his pet sheep it was fascinating." The teacher said, "That was good, but I wanted you to use the word "fascinate, not fascinating". Sally raised her hand. She said, "My family went to see Rock City and I was fascinated." The teacher said, "Well, that was good Sally, but I wanted you to use the word "fascinate not fascinated" Little Ben raised his hand. The teacher hesitated because she had been burned by Little Ben before. She finally decided there was no way he could damage the word "fascinate", so she called on him. Ben said, "My Grammie Martha has a sweater with ten buttons, but her boobs are so big she can only fasten eight." Nikoll sat down and cried.

Life In General
well its the weekend, and im not likeing it much, weekends suck cuz i either dont get my kids or i dont get to see my g/f, but its almost paintball season, so atleast i can take my mind off the bad and just shoot people......... my buddy is on his way over and were thinkin its a good time to head to the back yard and set up some runs, (paintball term for games) got my brother and the roommate right into it this year and the team is almost ready for the big league, we going semi pro this year. more to come ..... Mars You are The Devil Materiality. Material Force. Material temptation; sometimes obsession The Devil is often a great card for business success; hard work and ambition. Perhaps the most misunderstood of all the major arcana, the Devil is not really "Satan" at all, but Pan the half-goat nature god and/or Dionysius. These are gods of pleasure and abandon, of wild behavior and unbridled desires. This is a card about ambitions; it is also synonymous with tempta

I'm All Country
I said that the 27th was my b-day!! OOPS!! I meant the 28th!! To all of my family, fans, ans friends..... I'm back!! Sorry I've been gone so long!! Missed all of you!! Hope to get back in contact with you soon!! Today is my birthday, and I have to work!! Show me some love!!

Please Read This
Hey all how you doing? Thanks for taking hte time to read this. I will keep it short and simple , as to not take up alot of your time. I want to say I love CT and its a great site, but as I said on Myspcae as well, i am not here to win a popularity contest. I could careless if people like me or not. the ones who do will let me know the ones that dont... well you'll come up with some lame shit :) So please if you are going to add me, or have added me already, take some time to read my profile. I am gonna update it as i can, but i am new to CT and will take a bit to make my page look good. Thanks again for reading this!!! And if you dont like typos well... I dont care!! :-D

* 11:11 Universal Laws: Star Knowledge * Maka Wicaphi Wicohan * Star Laws Of The Wheels Of Humanity *
********************************************************************************************* MAKA WICAHPI WICOHAN ********************************************************************************************* Universal and Spiritual Laws ********************************************************************************************* Star Laws of the Wheel of Humanity ********************************************************************************************* ********************************************************************************************* * Universal Law of Free Will * ********************************************************************************************* TUNKASILA - Protects Personal Freedom ARCTURUS - Invokes the Freedom Ray QUAN YIN - Accesses Great Karmic Council ********************************************************************************************* Universal Law of Free Will Well, I could tell the story of The Three Little

My Rants, Life, And Other Things
so I fuck up my knee the other day. I got it look at today and will have it look at sometime this week and also have it in a cast, its one I can take off but I can't move it. SO it looks like I will be doing nothing for a while. ok I got this from the local newspaper....... Jillian's clears tables for good Downtown bar, restaurant closes after 9 years Beacon Journal staff report Jillian's restaurant, one of the cornerstones of downtown Akron's renaissance, closed without warning on Memorial Day. By Tuesday morning, many of the furnishings had already been removed from the restaurant and bar on South Main Street. The once-profitable location lost money for the past 14 months, said Chuck Corcoran, vice president of marketing for Jillian's parent company, JBC Entertainment of Louisville, Ky. ``These decisions are always tough,'' he said. ``We hate to leave the city.... We just couldn't get it back to profitability.'' According to an e-mail from a laid-off employee, about

* 12 Fibonacci Goddesses *
********************************************************************************************* * The Maiden Voyage of the 12 Fibonacci Goddesses * ********************************************************************************************* From the central source of creation 12 pyramids of light spiral forth. Within each pyramid is a Goddess. When it all began..... Each goddess swept across the darkness of the void using her magic through the geometry of creation to manifest stories in which your soul can experience. It is time to find the magic within your soul. When you do, you will have the power to create. ********************************************************************************************* GODDESS 1 - SOUND ********************************************************************************************* I am Freya, the Goddess of Sound. Creation all began with a Soul Note which I created for the story of this Universe. I designed the inner ear,

* 12 Around 1 Sacred Geometry Of Creation *
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Katerine -- Girl Power
This is only for the Real Friends , join the Hottest Ct Lounge around and Have Fun Katerine http://www.cherrytap.com/lounge.php?l=6809 Just wanted to Let you all Now That K@T is back , and i am a Changed Person , all Past from here is Past so don't Bring past Up to me , i came back Cause Somebody took me back here , somebody i whas once her enemy and since recent , we had some meetings and really Got well toghether and became Good Friend , ppl who doesn't Know who this is you will soon know Katerine aka K@T

Random
I was out yesterday doing some shopping, it felt so strange not pushing Terry around in his wheelchair, felt as if something was missing. I went in search of some music to be played at his funeral yesterday for his wife. One song I found easily enough was Tina Turner's "The best". She was Terry's favourite. The other one wasnt so easy. Its a song by Ned Millar (ive never heard of him before" called from "A Jack to a King", apparently Terry Sand it to his wife the day he proposed, any ways with the help of 2 very helpful staff members of the Sight and Sound library I managed to track it down and hired it from the local library. I know people might be thinking I am taken the loss of Terry badly but for the last 5 years since he lost his leg I was with him most days taken him out, to hospitals etc. But apart from him being my BIL he was also a great friend, we have know each other for over 40 years, we were brought up as kids together. It was Terry who taught me to ride a Bike, Ok he took

* 12 Pyramids Of Thoth *
********************************************************************************************* * 12 Pyramids of Thoth * ********************************************************************************************* ********************************************************************************************* PREFACE ********************************************************************************************* PREFACE The writer of these pages is I, Thoth The Scribe, who moves through many realities as teacher. I am linked to the Great Pyramid as a creational force having come here through the Gates of the 12 Pyramid Matrix. Many will remember and quote my teachings in texts, scrolls, stone tablets, keys of knowledge, or encoded genetic memories to be found at the end of a cycle. I have entrusted my original teachings to those who were my priests and priestesses who must one day restore this knowledge in full definition. At that time they shall incarnate as the teachers and heale

* 12 Strand Dna * * Dna Activation * Evolution * *multiplicity Views *
********************************************************************************************* 12 Strand DNA ********************************************************************************************* The term '12 Strand DNA' is a pseudoscience term used by healers and energy workers to denote that a soul is evolving into higher requency by activating its DNA code beyond its twin strand spiraling DNA helix. ********************************************************************************************* 12 Around 1 ********************************************************************************************* Spiraling movement of consciousness in different frequencies 12=1+2=3=-manifestation in third dimension, the physical realms 12 spiraling cones around 1 source = 13 = 4=4th dimension = time Sacred Geometry = SG = StarGate = Wheel of Karma = Alchemy Wheel - Clock -Time Electromagnetic energy grid programs of experience - polarity - duality - emotions Alchemy Wheel of C

Omg Please
HEY OUT THERE EYES FOR YOUR SOUL IS A FAMILY MEMBER AND GREAT FRIEND AND REALLY NEEDS SOME HELP AND I KNOW I HAVE AWESOME FRIENDS AND FAMILY THAT KNOW HOW TO BOMB LIKE CRAZY SO LETS SHOW HERE WE KNOW WHAT WE ARE DOING AND LETS GET HER INTO FIRST AND KEEP HER THERE PLEASE RIGHT NOW SHE IS 4000 BEHIND AND WE NEED HELP THANK YOU WHITEANGEL2229

Chris Morgan
ok so chris is my ex. we still get on well. we argue when we r together but when we are friends we dont. i love him so much but thigs ent expected to be perfect. if the world was perfect i would still be with chris. i love him so much but he doesnt really understand that. i love you chris if you are reading this and please will you have me back. love your danni

Love
okay.....I have officially broken down... I like you I like you alot I think of you when I wake up to the point I fall asleep...there are days like tonight I can't fall asleep....what have you done to me...I miss you...I need you....I need you so bad that it hurts hell I even changed my phone to display "yes Mistryss13" if thats bad enough...what have you done to me my love

Txsports
I would call it the West end of town. Fredericksburg starts to trickle out after you get to the Catholic cemetery. I have walked through that cemetery time after time again. Intrigued by the stories, perhaps some long forgotten, of the former citizens of this fine hill country town, or just to seek a quit moment of reflection of what might have been. No matter how many visits, or trips through the tombstones, I find myself constantly pulled to the grave of Raymond Ottmers. To a young man whom death claimed far too early, too far away. To a young man who I never knew, yet I feel, as if I’ve known him all my life. You see, not so long ago; I wanted to be just like him. A country boy born to the parents, of the greatest generation, like so many others, they struggled through the depression just to make ends meet. They witnessed perhaps, history’s greatest struggle in the Allies victory in World War II and then the gallant effort of the United Nations army, consisting mostly of

What Notto Say To A Police Officer... Please Add Any Comments You May Have Said Or Heard X
I can't reach my license unless you hold my beer. Sorry, Officer, I didn't realize my radar detector wasn't plugged in. Aren't you the guy from the Village People? Hey, you must've been doin' about 125 mph to keep up with me. Good job! I thought you had to be in relatively good physical condition to be a police officer You're not gonna check the boot, are you? I was trying to keep up with traffic. Yes, I know there are no other cars around. That's how far ahead of me they are. What? You need a license to drive?

In Case You Get Thirsty
The sky was dark The moon was high All alone Just her and I Her hair so soft Her eyes so blue I knew just what She wanted to do Her skin so soft Her legs so fine I ran my fingers Down her spine I didn't know how But I tried my best To place my hand On her breasts I remember my fear My fast beating heart But slowly she spread Her legs apart And when she did it I felt no shame All at once The white stuff came At last it's finished It's all over now My first time Milking a cow!!!! hehehe! YOU SICKO!!!! Early Times Mint Julep Recipe Ingredients: 2 oz. Early Times 1 tbsp. simple syrup (recipe below) Mint sprigs Crushed ice Crush a few mint leaves in the bottom of an 8-oz. glass, then fill with crushed ice. Add one tablespoon of simple syrup and one tablespoon of water. Add 2 ounces Early Times

Hmmm....amen To This
"Are we fighting a war on terror or aren't we? Was it or was it not started by Islamic people who brought it to our shores on September 11, 2001 ? > > Were people from all over the world, mostly Americans, not brutally murdered that day, in downtown Manhattan , across the Potomac from our nation's capitol and in a field in Pennsylvania ? Did nearly three thousand men, women and children die a horrible, burning or crushing death that day, or didn't they? > > And I'm supposed to care that a copy of the Koran was "desecrated" when an overworked American soldier kicked it or got it wet?...Well, I don't. I don't care at all. > > I'll start caring when Osama bin Laden turns himself in and repents for incinerating all those innocent people on 9/11. > > I'll care about the Koran when the fanatics in the Middle East start caring about the Holy Bible, the mere possession of which is a crime in Saudi Arabia . > > I'll care when these thugs tell the world they are sorry for h

Forbiden Desires....
I really can't believe I'm writing this down, but I can't really believe I'm living the two lives I'm living right now, either. In my first life, I'm a happily married, 35-year old wife and mother and a very successful attorney working for one of the Delaware Valley's top firms. I'm smart, good-looking, eat right, exercise, and have a body that my critical eye says still looks pretty damn good in a small two-piece swimsuit. In my second life, I am a wanton slut that will do whatever my young-stud lover wants me to do. Scott, my lover, is 21 years old and works at our firm doing odd jobs, delivering papers, photocopying, mail-boy, etc. By all definitions of the word, he is a "hunk." He works out and his body is rock-hard. Brown eyes, beautiful black hair, and the nicest ass I've ever seen on a man. I am very much the professional in the office, but at office luncheons, softball games, and parties, I am a outrageous flirt. I just can't help it. At first, Scott was the perfect target

The Deadley Roots Of Bitterness!
Are you familiar with the phrase, his nose is out of joint? What does it take to put your nose out of joint to get you miffed? What are the feelings you experience when you get miffed? Are they positive, uplifting joyful emotional vibrations? Lets come at this from a different direction. Are you familiar with the word sulk. The dictionary says that sulking is, "keeping aloof from others in moody silence.. Someone said, "Bitterness is a devastating attitude sin. It triggers a wide range of other sins, such as: hatred, cruelty, antagonism, self-pity, unteachableness (implacability), vindictiveness and desires for revenge and prideful ambition (arrogance). Bitterness is characterized by an unforgiving spirit and negative, critical attitudes." Bitterness motivates habitual complaining. It has been writen. Bitter people find great delight in gossip. Bitterness fragments other peoples lives. Bitterness is self induced misery, and it produces chain sinning A chronically bitter person i

Dreams Of You
I thought we had something, forever and real, my heart belonged to only you, I tryed so hard to show you love true, no need to fight, the past can't be undone, I will always love you, need me I'm here, may never hold you, your smile I won't see, but want you to know, you'll always be in my heart, a deep part of me, remember the good times, let go of the bad, hope you can be happy, and find what you need, one thing I have, can't be taking away, a thought in the night, I'll be with you, in my dreams of you...

Its A Wonderfull Morning
Its a wonderfull morning with all that can be happen...Dreaming of sweet feelings and sweet sensation everything is great i have a kind and gental man that loves me and i love him and i have 3 wonderful kids that i love more than anything in this world... Then i have other family that is always there for me and we all love each other My kids and my sweet heart of a man make up my life with the joy i have of watching my kids grow up and the love that him and i share with each other its just all around great! im closeing i just wanted to get something off my chest and i did talk to u all laters ~*Mandie*~ feel free to rate and comment

Jades Abduction......
She was standing in the dark parking lot waiting for Him in the place He had told her to. Why He was making her stand out here and wait for Him to pick her up was beyond her…she could have waited in her car for Him, but she learned long ago…never question His directions. Impatiently she looked at her watch…8:15. He had told her to meet Him here at 8:00, where the hell was He? Could He have forgotten? He had been working a lot of hours lately…it was possible. Frustrated, she started across the lot towards the pay phone to call Him. When she had just about reached the curb, a man dressed all in black with a black mask covering his face, stepped from behind one of the parking deck columns and grabbed her arm… wrenching it behind her He pressed a sharp knife tight against her throat, daring her to utter a sound. Shocked, she stood motionless. “What do you want from me? Here… take my purse if it’s money you want.” She stated with

Fav. Song's
My Name Means Nothing http://www.cherrytap.com/stashEntry.php?stashId=1304315 hows this for a change (great words) http://www.cherrytap.com/stashEntry.php?stashId=1327533 DEEP DEEP http://www.cherrytap.com/stashEntry.php?stashId=1440732

Haven't Been Here...
I used to be the one to wake up and say a "hello" to a lot of my CT family here.. but it just hasn't been on my priority list since school and work started to rudely get in the way. 2 more months and I might be able to do it all over if anybody is still willing to lend me an ear.. or a mouth [heh].. for a while... How's everyone been? It's been awhile, and I haven't been keeping up. I wish I knew how things were.. and I wish I kept up like I used to. Have a nice weekend everyone.

Arousal,...for Sure
The sheets were red, silk and soft. She lay on them, her left leg up, her foot flat on the bed. Her arms were stretched above her head fanned beneath by her hair, black as a night without moon or stars. She stared at me with large browns eyes, twin pools sparkling with desire. I was eager to drown in them as eager as I was to drown in her sex. My gaze moved from her eyes, to her lips, ripe with rouge, glistening like an apple plucked at its prime on a dewy morning. Her breasts rose slowly round alabaster mounds eager for my hands to grasp and massage. They were tipped with rosy nipples, hard and yearning. I touched them, my gaze returning to her face. She bit her bottom lip and closed her eyes as I massaged first her left nipple and then her right and then both enjoying the sweet soft touch of her breasts so warm and soft and welcoming. She moaned and her leg fell flat on the bed. Her back arched and her wet pussy, the sweet smooth mound of milky flesh brushed against my ball

Is My Happiness Disapearring
so its almost here, and w.the way my luck is going lately its gonna be another crappy one, i've never had a real good bday, theres always family fighting, or just fighting w.ppl, its like im not meant to be happy for my bday, im sure i'll be doing notta on it, or just be depressed cause of watever is going on, i dont even know y i bother trying to make it special somedays, oh well wateve i guess im srry for being a drag, just had a bad couple days hope everyones is better then mine take care and thanks for listening jenny so i guess things really do end for the good ppl, idk if i'll ever get it back, i cared about him so much, i dont even know if he realized that and i dont even know if he even really cared about me, im so confused and hurting right now that im lost and think i'll always will be, i guess i was never meant to be happy im gonna miss him so much and dont know wat im gonna do w.out him Thursday, May 03, 2007 Is my happiness going to fall apart Current mood

She Disobeyed Him,......again
"Slut! I'm home!" He called to her as she hurried from upstairs to meet him at the front door. She had heard him opening it and cursed herself for not being in time. She ran down the stairs and around the corner to stand in front of him. She spread her legs and clasped her hands behind her neck, elbows out, for his inspection. She was wearing 6 inch black stiletto heels, thigh high black fishnet stockings, crotchless leather panties and an open-cup black bra. Around her neck, she wore a padlocked leather collar, to which he held the only key. He also held the only key to her closet, where he locked up her clothing when he left in the morning, to ensure she wouldn't leave the apartment without permission. "Where the hell were you, slut? Sitting upstairs, doing nothing but playing on my computer?" He scolded her, even as he looked approvingly at her body, not moving from inside the door. Even in her heels, he towered over her. He motioned ever-so-slightly with a nod of

ok so i have been really busy this week with school and everything but i am really excited bc my prom is next week and then the week after i graduate!!! i am really happy i can not wait! then it will be summer time and i can sleep in until i have to go to work! that is going to be great!!! well i dont really have much to say i guess that i am a rather boring girl.... i dont see how anyone talks to me... see i am already out of things to write about in here

*insert Witty Blog Title Here*
I ran out of Cymbalta (antidepressant) a little over a week ago, and yet I've been feeling better without it. I'm on Zoloft, Lithium, and Xanax though, and Zoloft acts as an antidepressant. Now I can't remember why I was placed on Cymbalta in the first place. The Xanax helps with my Anxiety problem. Being "bipolar" (supposedly), I'm also on Lithium as the mood stabilizer. It doesn't do much for depression, but it's supposed to keep my moods from getting too manic (and manic does not mean "happy".) In fact, most of my manic episodes have been what is known as "dysphoric" feeling a lot of irritability and rage. The problem with Lithium is that it is a very old drug and can cause many problems, especially with the kidneys. i have to keep it monitored, despite the fact i have no insurance and the tests will probably cost at least $200 out of pocket. My grandmother annoys me with her constant worrying over my money problems, despite the fact that I have not yet gone under $200 in my bank

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You have a sexual IQ of 153 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

What The Fuck
There's no other place to talk about this in the "real world" so I figured throw it out here bc it doesn't matter to anyone here and just maybe I'd get some feed back. I really like this one person and I really wanna well no need to spell it out but I'm not one that will start it. I guess I kinda did already I kissed this person and nothing has happened since and I really wanna be w/this person in every which way but its so confusing. This person is so beautiful inside and out. So outgoing and down to earth. With a heart of gold and so damn sexy. I really wish people would stop stressing this person out they don't need it at all. I would love to get to know this person on a deeper level but there never seems to be time bc everything thats fucking going on. I just wanna fucking scream at the top of my lungs WHAT THE FUCK. I want a friendship w/this person and be able to go and do things and hang out and do a little more. I just don't fucking know. Sorry about the babbling.

Youtube Is Target Of More Lawsuits
Media companies are banding together to fight YouTube for illegally publishing their material online, placing more pressure on the company to better monitor the video clips on its site. The Football Association Premier League Ltd. and Bourne Co. filed a class action lawsuit Friday against YouTube and Google, which acquired YouTube for $1.65 billion last year. The Premier League, which owns the rights to British soccer games, and Bourne, an independent music publisher and the rights owner of such songs as "Let's Fall in Love," are seeking additional copyright holders to join their suit. The class-action lawsuit is the latest strike against YouTube in the copyright-infringement battle. Viacom, owner of such shows as "Laguna Beach" and "Dora the Explorer," opened the door a few months ago when it filed a complaint seeking $1 billion. The dispute has intensified as YouTube increases in popularity and starts to draw advertising dollars. While the site has tapped into the phenomenon

What's Really Going On
Seriously... It's Saturday. Why on God's green Earth are we not having some fun! I know I am about to! I'm thinking maybe a party in Kent? Maybe? Could be a fun time, could also be a bunch of people I do not know. I could hang out here, check out the local scene...yea, like I haven't done that before. I am in a serious Darts mood. So where ever I end up needs to have a place to throw. You think people acutally read this shit? I mean, its cool if you do. I don't know what going on in my own life...so if you can figure it out, shoot.

Important Please
Today while viewing the top stashes including top videos I saw something that really surprised me. I am asking everyone to help me out and lets get the following two videos to the top and show those who give of themselves to protect others that we care. Lets show our soldiers and firefighters that we support them and that we thank them for what they do each day. Is this to much to ask when they give so much of themselves each day. Everyday in the US many men and women without pay risk their lives to save others as they run into burning buildings as others are running out. SO PLEASE I ask all of you rate these two videos a thumbs up and show all of them that we care and that we are behind them at all times. Please repost this and lets PLEASE make this happen. http://www.cherrytap.com/stashEntry.php?stashId=1693147 In support of all of our US military who have given their lives to keep us safe each day and those who are still serving today http://www.cherrytap.com/stashEntry

I Write You Read Lol
i have come to the conclusion I must write something in this blog area so here is it, yeah I'm single no I'm not really waiting for the right girl to come along because i'ma father of two girls that need me badly because there mother is a real peice of work, I love women dont get me wrong but i'm sick of hearing "i'm fat" cause to me every woman is beautiful, well okay there a few ugly ones out there that need to be thrown back in the basket and re picked but for the most part... well i also hate being alone but I'm so sick of drama I'm fuckin almost 30 way ready for the bullshit to be over. now thats said I guess i came to a conclusion that i'm a doofious! well when i find a woman and I like here and i think maybe just maybe I might have a chance I fuck it up by igrorning her, or getting drunk and stupid like if front of her, or my anger issues get the best of me, or the fact that I'm a seahawks, nascar freak might not be so applealing, oh and the fact I love the move cars and would

Fuck Delicate Terror!!
This mother fucker threatens to beat my ass...Ok if this dude beats my ass. I got friends that will put him in a fucking wheelchair!! No joke, I know too many people for him to be fucking with me.

Love!!??!!
I've been thinking a lot about the concept of love lately...What does it mean? Does it mean different things to different people? Why is it easier for some people to feel and to express it than it is for others? Love, for me, has always been a relatively easy emotion to come by, recognize and express. Granted, at times in relationships I may have confused lust or infatuation for love, or I may have given myself to someone undeserving of such heartfelt affection, but I don't consider my willingness to love a weakness. It just means that I've had my heart broken a couple of times, without regret. I always grew up knowing that I was loved. It was an emotion that was freely expressed in my home. Goodnight hugs were punctuated with an "I love you." Phone conversations ended the same way. I lived every day knowing that my mother loved me, and I her, even if we were apart or if we'd had a fight. I know that many adults did not grow up this way, and that saddens me. I can't imagi

Ksframeofmind
This week it’s the BATTLE OF THE SEXES!!!! John from the Dead Air Show will be guest hosting to help poor Dave against myself and Mitch!!! This is a definite CALL IN SHOW!!! 646-652-4737 at 10pm eastern!! This starts "May the Month of Mirth" on Ksframeofmind! Meet our new team member , Mitch and listen as poor "Dave" has to try and satisfy two women now! Prank phone calls, silly news and "Meet the Mitch"!!! Call in and join us for this pilot show! Just a little side note This is Paul and Tiffany's Anniversary. Tune In and Call In 646-652-4737 www.hostdrjack.com Just clink on the link below to join the madness at 10pm eastern , Sunday night !!! We have surprise cohosts coming on and it will be so much fun!! Don’t forget about Paul and Tiff’s anniversary and the trivia giveaway!!! Call in!!!

A Good Woman
Reach out your hand And place it gently in mine Let us become one As ours souls intertwine The night surrounds us Filled with the stars As we danced under the moon And make love in the dark Your kisses like velvet Your touch like silk As we envelop each other And create a love stilt Let our bond be unbroken And lasts many nights From the beginning to the end Never losing its sight So if by chance we let go And drift slowly apart Let the love we endeavored Continue silently in our hearts A good Woman is proud of herself. She respects herself and others. She is aware of who She is. She neither seeks definition from the person She is with, nor does She expect them to read her mind. She is quite capable of articulating her needs. A good Woman is hopeful. She is strong enough to make all her dreams come true. She knows love, therefore She gives love. She recognizes that Her love has great value and must be reciprocated. If Her love is taken for granted, it soon di

My Thoughts And Writings
Last night i had a dream. i dont know what to call it. whether it be bad or good. i was at like some sort of carnival. a guy i still love today, Matt, was there. it was a short dream but a big enough message to make me cry when i woke up. at that carnival he realized that he still wanted to be with me. and he hugged me. and we were together. he loved me once again. i was happy. like i once was with him. it really hurt when i woke up. because it wasnt real. im still crying as i write this now. god it hurts so much. i wish i could get him out of my thoughts. i have tried so hard. and now the dreams are coming. i dont know what to do.

My Discombobulated Thoughts
I feel myself falling. Deeper within you. You look so different to me. Yet still so much the same. So much time has passed. It still seems like a dream. A dream I definitely need to wake from. Before I prematurely fall again. Someone pinch me. Knock me out. Do something. Because it sincerely frightens me. All you had to do was look at me. Touch me. And I fell. Dawn F Someone take the knife out of my back. It is burning with deception and lies. Hand over the KY to make it easier. So I can bend over as I am asked to do. Misery loves company. I wouldn't want the misery your life is then. Caviar lifestyle on a beer budget. Your life is so full of clichés. I am bound and gagged with a promise. That is SCREAMING to be set free. My brain and heart are begging. Let loose all that you think is true. Such clarity of life you claim. How can that be? When it has been congested wit

Poem And Other Crap I Write
Nail me to a cross, pronounce me dead, spear me- spear me again. You call yourself a friend. Kiss me on the cheek, seek it deciple. What is it you found- living in ground. Enslave me- enslave the one you love. Look in my face, forget my name. For when you die- what will you claim. Shamefull souls show all the shame, and yet you drive the nails. Evil provails. You turn your back, instead of fact, you pun- inspite the definition, that I'm your son. The reeper cloaks his hellish face, I state my case, and sign the book. The devil took,from the highest air. I guess God just didn't care. Spear me- spear me again. Double helix stairway of questions plage my mind, following this path ensue, suggests that they rewind. Constrain unmindful thoughts into, oblivious to what they do, But still these words show no remorse. Contaminating aguished course. I'm blind to see my sorrows source. The curling smoke of surpressed candles, caused by all your obcured sca

Wtf ???
Have you ever had one of those days when you wake up feeling great then someone comes at you with a total mess of nonsense that you THOUGHT was a good friend??? All this about someone complaining that I never stop by and rate their stuff SHEESH Anyone who knows me can tell you that I am always a friend 1st and foremost and I rate people's stuff when I feel like it NOT because I'm told "I do yours so why don't you do mine" You know who you are if you still get my bulletins but I doubt it cuz you deleted me as a friend, fan and family member. I have 2 words for you "GROW UP"!!!

My Birthday
Birthday Calculator 30 January 1958 Your date of conception was on or about 9 May 1957 which was a Thursday. You were born on a Thursday under the astrological sign Aquarius. Your Life path number is 9. Life Path Compatibility: You are most compatible with those with the Life Path numbers 3, 6 & 9. You should get along well with those with the Life Path numbers 1 & 5. You may or may not get along well with those with the Life Path numbers 2, 7 & 11. You are least compatible with those with the Life Path numbers 4, 8 & 22. The Julian calendar date of your birth is 2436233.5. The golden number for 1958 is 2. The epact number for 1958 is 10. The year 1958 was not a leap year. Your birthday falls into the Chinese year beginning 1/31/1957 and ending 2/17/1958. You were born in the Chinese year of the Rooster. Your Native American Zodiac sign is Otter; your plant is Fern. You were born in the Egyptian month of Parmuthy, the fourth month of the season of Poret (

God And The Marine
A United States Marine was attending some college courses between assignments. He had completed missions in Iraq and Afghanistan . One of the courses had a professor who was an avowed atheist and a member of the ACLU. One day the professor shocked the class when he came in. He looked to the ceiling and flatly stated, "God, if you are real, then I want you to knock me off this platform. I'll give you exactly 15 minutes." The lecture room fell silent. You could hear a pin drop. Ten minutes went by and the professor proclaimed, "Here I am God. I'm still waiting." It got down to the last couple of minutes when the Marine got out of his chair, went up to the professor, and cold-cocked him knocking him off the platform. The professor was out cold. The Marine went back to his seat and sat there, silently. The other students were shocked and stunned and sat there looking on in silence. The professor eventually came to, noticeably shaken, looked at the Marine and asked, "What the hell is the m

Depressed
I have been in the worst mood today. This is the most depressed I have felt in a while. I have never felt more alone in my whole life. I dont have very many friends at all. And the friends I do have they have their own life to worry about. So they dont need me in their way. I feel like everyone and everything I love his gone. I dont know what do you with my life anymore. I have this baby growing inside me and I love it and I cant wait for him or her to get here. But I sit and I think why in this world did God give me this precious little gift...for me to raise up in my fucked life. Im scared Im not going to be able to give my baby everything it needs. I already took away the one thing that every little kid should have... and thats a family of their own. Yes, he or she has a dad but I know he wont be their for it all the time and he will walk in and out of its life as he pleases. I choose not be with the dad because he didnt treat me good when we were together...and I dont want to be wi

My Martin Roots
Now, I am going to have to ask you not to laugh at these pics, because some are hilarious!!!! Elijah was my great great great great grandfather! Every child after for 5 generations had another Elijah Collard. These are some of my family roots, and Mark's as well,um so when laughing...remember you are laughing at MARK!!!! lol Dot...aka Dorothy Collard was Mark's great grandmother and the mnother of Robbie Stuart, who married Clyde Martin, the parents of Julian Martin, Who was Mark's Dad! Myrtle Collard Burns is my great grandmother. Elijah Norris Collard is my Great Great Grandfather. Bartley Lewis Burns is my Great Grandfather. James Bartlet Burns is my mother's father. Elijah Collard (my great, great, great, great Grandfather) 'THE TRUE ARKANSAS RAZORBACK' This story is based on the original research and writings of Louel Collard-Smith as she compiled very full and extensive research of the history of the Collard families. Mrs. Smith's research was recorded on genealogical c

Funny Photo Contest
Photo Contest: Alright Check This It Out My Friends - My Family There Are (18)# Photo’s Below Only One Of These Photo’s Is A Fake Aka A Phony-Bologna LoL ! Examine Each One –n- E-Mail Me Back With The One Right Answer If You Get It Right I’ll Send You An E-mail Conformation With The Right Answer… I’ll Than Send You A Cool Prize To Your Page Ok Good Luck Cause Your Going To Need It Enough Said Haa LoL.. 1. Little kitten Being Crushed Though The Sofa Help Me Meow. 2. A Man With Is Packing Large; Hey No Homo. 3. 80 Pound Red Lobster Out Of Water. 4. 6 Foot Giant Cat Fish Out Of Water. 5. Giant 36 Foot Python Snake Eats A Sheep that’s is Also Pregnant. 6. Giant 36 Foot Python Snake Has More Teeth Than A Great White Shark. 7. A Women Who Can Pleasure Herself. 8. A Man with a Giant House Cat. 9. A Giant 47 Foot Squid. 10. A Man With A Rare Medical Condition Disease That Has Effected Has Penis.

Why Do People Play With Another Persons Heart
I have been trying to figure out what kind of a person it is who could deliberatly manipulate someones emotions without any thought to what it would do to the other person. I have been lucky so far in the virtual world, it is almost easier here to tell the fakes from the real folks. I got so fed up with the bar scene, I all but gave up on relationships. I knew someone that was online one day when I was at their house, and that is how I found out about CherryTap. It has been a hell of a ride, I have met some very interesting people here, as well as made a few true friends. Ran across some game players, a generous helping of peek a poos .... oh well, whatever floats your boat. But I have also met someone who touched my heart. Of course it started out innocently enough. I am surprised in a way to find out that I could still feel what I was starting to feel. And isn't it fantastic, those initial emotions that come into play during first contact of one souls heart to an

What The F
To all the mum commenters well no just one they know who they are. All because I tried to edit a mum and could not so I deleted it. Some Asshole decided to report it. Why are peoples correction Some people such ----- theres not even a word I can think of . Well Sorry egotistical self centered fake asswhiping crybaby not worth the shit they flush buttfucks.are some that come to mind. Now Fubar suspended me from making mums all because of a question about a Beatles tribute band that I had to delete because I worded it wrong but Posted right back explaned what happened then asked the question the right way? Then a day later I geta E-mail from FUBAR saying I would have my profile deleted if they had another complaint. What the FUCK? Anyway just wanted to let evryone know that some people are just Asshole as if you guys didn't know. BY THE WAY FUBAR I POSTED A FRICKIN SALUTE WHEN YOU WERE STILL CHERRYTAP> STILL HAVENT HEARD FROM YAS TO SAY F_YOU OR NOTHING. Good looking out I'm

Lmfao
A man walks up to the bartender and says, "I bet you $100 dollars that I can stand on your bar and leak into a jar without spilling a drop." The bartender laughs and tells him that is it such an impossible bet, he'll take it. So the man stands up on the bar, and cheering to his friends in the back, begins to leak. He not only misses the jar, but doesn't even get a single drop in. He pisses all over the bar and floor and over the bartender. When he is done the bartender is still laughing and asks the man to give him the hundred bucks. The man hands over the money and smiles at the bartender. The bartender asks him what is so funny when he just obviously lost so badly. The man replies, " I just bet my friends $1000 that I could leak all over you and your bar and not only would you not mind, but you would find it hilariously funny!". Country Bitches vs. City Bitches A city bitch will take you where you need to go. *A country bitch throws you her keys and says it needs

Boy Cot The Gas Pumps For May 15th
NO GAS ...On May 15th 2007Don't pump gas on may 15th...in April 1997, there was a "gas out" conducted nationwide in protestof gas prices. Gasoline prices dropped 30 cents a gallon overnight. On May 15th 2007, all internet users are to not go to a gas station inprotest of high gas prices. Gas is now over $3.00 a gallon in mostplaces. There are 73,000,000+ American members currently on the internetnetwork, and the average car takes about 30 to 50 dollars to fill up.If all users did not go to the pump on the 15th, it would take$2,292,000,000.00 (that's almost 3 BILLION) out of the oil companyspockets for just one day, so please do not go to the gas station on May15th and >lets try to put a dent in the Middle Eastern oil industry forat least one day. If you agree forward this to all your contact list. With it saying,''Don't pump gas on May 15th" ....how love sucks ... First of all, yes, love does suck, at times ... but what makes it wonderful, fulfilling, forever? I do not know the

Its All The Same
Too many things to think about while I sit here alone. Then the subject shifts...Oh there it is again... that love thing that everyone keeps talking about. What is it anyway? Does anyone really know what to say or think about it? I mean really. what is it about that word/action that makes ppl wanna kill for it? Why do i find myself wanting it so bad? Ugh... ppl may read this and think that i am some other emotional bitch seeking attention. If you took a walk in my shoes even for half a mile then you would understand!

Happy Days!!
WELL THIS YEAR HAS BEEN A BLESSING.. I HAVE 2 BEAUTIFUL DAUGHTERS THAT ARE RECIEVING AWESOME GRADES AND ARE ON HONOR ROLL.. GOT GREAT NEW FRIENDS HERE.. AND FINALLY GOT A PROMOTION @ WORK, I AM SO HAPPY TO SEE THAT I AM WELCOMED IN ALMOST ANY STATE IN THE U.S. OF A !! AND I AM VERY LUCKY TO HAVE A CAR THAT IS GONNA LAST ME AND MY GIRLS ARE VERY LONG TIME.. SINGLE AND STILLL LOOKING.. ANY COMMENTS? PLZ FEEL FREE TO ADD

When I Am In A Relationship
So now he is up north. We dont know when he will be home. I miss him alot and I wish he could be here. I need him, want him. I love him more than anything. Soon I hope he will be home. When I'm in a Relationship......... I am the girl who will let you go out with your guy friends. But you have to realize that I will go out with my girls. I am the girl who trusts you, believes you, and believes in you. I am the girl who will miss you terribly, not cheat on you, if you go out of town. I am the girl who will get you soup when your sick and a washcloth for your head. I am the girl that would talk to you if there is a problem, not go out and cheat. I am the girl that would play hookie for a day just to be with you. I am the girl that realizes that every couple needs space, and realizes that absence makes the heart grow fonder. I am the girl that will come rescue you, no matter the situation. I am the girl that needs some rescuing herself. I am the girl t

News
In April 1997, there was a "gas out" conducted nationwide in protest of gas prices. Gasoline prices dropped 30 cents a gallon overnight. On May 15th 2007, all internet users are to not go to a gas station in protest of high gas prices. Gas is now over $3.00 a gallon in most places. There are 73,000,000+ American members currently on the internet network, and the average car takes about 30 to 50 dollars to fill up. If all users did not go to the pump on the 15th, it would take $2,292,000,000.00 (that's almost 3 BILLION) out of the oil companies pockets for just one day, so please do not go to the gas station on May 15th and lets try to put a dent in the Middle Eastern oil industry for at least one day.

When A Girl Calls....
WHEN A GIRL CALLS: When you catch a girl glancing at you, She wants you to look back and smile, When a girl bumps into your arm while walking with you, She wants you to hold her hand, When she wants a hug she will just stand there. When u break a girls heart she still feels it when you run into each other 3 years later, When a girl is quiet, a millions of things are running through her mind, When a girl is not arguing, She is thinking deeply, When a girl looks at you with eyes full of questions, She is wondering how long you will be around, When a girl answers "I'm fine" after a few seconds, She is not at all fine, When a girl stares at you, She is wondering why you are playing games, When a girl lays her head on your chest, She is wishing for you to be hers forever, When a girl says she can't live without you, She has made up her mind that you are her future, When a girl says "I miss you" no one in this world can miss you more than that, When a girl is mean to you after a break-up,

Darkcarnivalscrubs' Random Shit
It never pay to think of other peopls feelings It will just end up blowing up in your face Alright been a while since wrote one. Here it is I moved back down to Brawley. Living with Goldie In our own apartment. So we starting out on out own again. This time I'm not going to be a idiot and let my family fuck it up. Out apartment is a little bit of a fixer-upper. I got my El Camino back. I'll Add some photos of it. Been stored for a few years. I'm also gonna try and reconnect with the people I met on fubar. But right now its late and im rambling so I'm out. Well the month of April is running me ragged. I have Bridges class this week, Then Job Club next week, Then the week after I have my assesment to see if I should be employed or go back to school. In this I have a court hearing on the 21th for child custody. So the month of April is shit just shit. The only rays of sunlight that manage to break the bleek overcast spanning thru out the month. Is the Birthdays of a few close friends of m

4 My Bilogical Mother!
I beat myself down when I think of her! Why do I have to be thorn! My family needs me but, I need her! She calls 4 me in my sleep! Steves voice and words kill me! I feel lost and she helps me find my way again! The stash is my heart!