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Re-post For A Friend
I'm sorry.. If I'm not skinny enough for you to see my ribs. I'm sorry.. If I'm not pretty enough to be "your girl". I'm sorry.. If I'm not tan enough for you. I'm sorry.. If I'm not a playboy model so I don't act like a porn star for you. I'm sorry.. If I don't have a dream body that turns you on. I'm sorry.. If I'm too short or too tall for you. I'm sorry.. If I won't drop down to my knees to get you to like me. I'm sorry.. If my hair is not long enough. I'm sorry.. If I'm not the "hottest" girl you have ever seen. But most of all...I I'm sorry that most guys can't accept a girl for who they really are. If you're a girl and you agree with this letter, repost as "I'm sorry." If you're one of the few GUYS with enough balls to repost and you would never make your girl feel this way, repost as "I love you just the way you are."

Kim Kline Next Diva Of Rock
I had one of the most amazing experiences of my life the other day. I was on a plane returning to LA. The woman sitting across from me was balled up in the corner crying uncontrollably. I couldn't help but to wonder and worry what could be soooo wrong with her. I felt compelled to say something to her but at the same time, I felt it wasn't my business. I continued to sit and watch this and could no longer stand it. I simply leaned over putting my hand on her back to console her and said "I know it is none of my business, but are you OK?" She was so visibly shaken and about to burst into tears again. With all she had, she mustered up a smile and just said thank you. Much to my surprise at the end of the flight she leaned over and handed me a 2 page letter she wrote to me. She explained to me her sister was going through her 3RD battle with cancer and to talk about it out loud was just far too difficult. She had been with her sister at the hospital in Brownsville, Tx. She was

For All The Single Men
Hey Guys!!! Please help me out here!!! Chris the owner of Mybabespace is offering you a 1 year free gold membership if you sign up!!! I need to know from all that has signed up so I can get credit. Please send me a shout or private message that you signed up so I know and can keep track to let Chris know. Oh ya one more thing..alot of you are having a hard time finding me...there is a blog saying I'm in Mybabespace contest for the month of May with pics you click on to vote also you can find a Mybabespace pic towards the top of my profile in the about me section just click on the pic and it will take you to the voting area but remember you must sign up to vote!!!! Thanks from deep in my heart for all the support and love you have given me!!!! xoxoxox ~Prtyeyes~ Hey all you guys that have a crush on me!!! The last song on my profile called Wanna Be by Spice Girls is dedicated to you by me...lol xoxoxoxox, ~Prtyeyes~

For Daddy
Being Held in the arms of Daddy after my bottom has been made red makes me feel so loved and i understand Daddy's reasons. When im held by you Daddy when i am tired and need my rest makes me feel so safe as your love envelops me. As i am held in the arms of my Daddy with each new step we tread makes me feel so warm and shows me i am treasured. Held in the arms of my Daddy after so many tears have been shed Daddy knows i love him

To Be Lied Too......some Of My Thoughts
In the darkness, I see thee Thee like an angel of light. Slowly guiding my way. Backing to me. Calling to my soul. Showing there is hope. Filling every inch of space. Time slowly stops moving. Drawing pleasure from one another. Drawing closer together. Bodies entwined. So wrapped up in each other. Hunger. Passion. Juices. Flowing freely. The aching, needing hunger. Meeting in soft kisses. Tongues mating, entwining. Body's touching, rubbing. No one else exist in the lovers embrace. Pulls at his body urgering him closer. To take her. Stroking each others body tenderly. Slowly ever so slowly. Not wanting to miss any of each other. Slowly takes him into her body. Hardness meeting wetness. The dance slowly starting. Wetness flowing freely. The desire becoming torture. Racing to the end. She pulls him deeper. Hearing his sighs. The dance of their hips reaching a feverish level. Moaning. Lips meeting, Mating. Within the dance of there body's. Learning ea

Happiness
To those who really are my friends, I am no longer a part of DLS. Thanks for all you have done for me. Just to set the record straight......... I have been away taking care of my dad who has cancer and not able to be there for my sets. I was told by the Co-Owner that I am being put on the "Fill In" DJ list. I found out later that evening that my Mods were taken away from me. This morning when I signed in to Fubar I found out that I was no longer a STAFF member. If this is how they want to treat loyal members, then I dont want any part of it so I unsubscribed and will no longer be there. Good luck to all who are there. Why do people have to "pretend" to be someone they aren't? Say what you mean and MEAN what you SAY. Don't play stupid games with other's feelings & emotions. If I screw up then I say it outloud and believe me I do from time to time. If you can't be real, honest, kind and caring then stay the hell away because I dont have time for the petty crap and games.

Naughty.........
kathy was caught having sex! In the middle of the act, caught in the throes of passion in the bathroom ... you've been caught by Charles Bronson! 'Where Will You be Caught Having Sex?' at QuizUniverse.com

Thoughts...
To make me feel happy You don't have to give me the world. Everyday just remind me, That I'm the one. To make me feel special, More that I've ever known, Just tell me, I'm the only one. To make me feel magnificent, it isn't hard. Just always, Have me in your heart. To make me feel more loved, You don't have to give me the world, To make me happy, Make me feel, That I'm yours.

I Need My Friends Help!!!
If each of you could stop by and leave a few comments for me on this pic, and rate it.. I sure would appreciate it! http://www.cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=814757&albumid=314248&i=1975530909 It is ending Friday and I need a little help from my friends to win. I will return the favor if you ever need me to.

Oregon
I will be travelling home on Wednesday, so I won't be online all day. I'll be back on Thursday... I'll see you all then! I landed in Portland, OR at 10:25 am today... I plan to stay until next Wednesday... So - if you don't see me around - I'm out enjoying the scenery and time with my friends. Leave a note and I'll get back to ya as soon as I can. Take it light! ~Rose

Dont Eat The Shiny Red Apple
DONT EAT THE SHINY RED APPLE IT IS FULL OF WORMS WHAT IS BEAUTIFUL TO LOOK AT ROTS AND FESTERS FROM WITHIN SOME TEMPTATIONS SHOULD BE LEFT ALONE SOME THINGS THAT SEEM WHOLE ARE BROKE I NEVER SAID THE FRUIT WAS GOOD THE WARNING STOOD CLEAR NOW YOU TASTE ITS BITTERNESS AND CANNOT HIDE YOUR FACE LEAVE THE APPLE ALONE TO ROT INTO BLACK ITS BITTERNESS ITS HIDDEN SECRET ITS BEAUTY ITS CLOAKED LIE

Help And Usefull Cherrytap Information
hey just wanted to let ppl know (ones that dont like there stashes running together)if you want to make a brake like so name age sex ect. ect in ur stash so it dont look like this name date age sex ect. ect; use this code (but with out spaces) to create a line break at any end that you want to return to a new line < B R > hey just wanted to let ppl know (ones that dont like there stashes running together)if you want to make a brake like so name age sex ect. ect in ur stash so it dont look like this name date age sex ect. ect; use this code (but with out spaces) to create a line break at any end that you want to return to a new line < B R >

My Dreams
Sex is like a gas station. Sometimes you get full service, sometimes you got to ask for service and sometimes you have to settle with self service....... A recent survey asked-why men like blowjobs.... 12%like the feeling, 8%like the pleasure and 80% like the silence Why do midgets laughwhen they run through the grass????? Cause the grass tickles their nuts!!!!

The Chestnut Tree Cafe
BULLSHIT! I'm getting fired... because my fucking application at Macy's ... ... OH SHIT! ... I work for a corporation. got flagged, and now they're saying I lied on it... "Have you ever been convicted of a felony" No. "Do you have any reason to think blah blah blah blah, wonk wonk wonk" No, but I was arrested once. *shrugs* I followed it to a T what my lawyer and social worker had informed me to do. They pulled me off the line, the very nervous HR lead talked to me... I just knew it wasn't good. I've been through SO much bullshit, that my bullshitometer can detect within 5 degrees of error. So, I knew, something fucking weird was about to happen. So... yeah. They said I lied. I said "no I didn't" she said... "oh snap..." I said "... yeah." she said "well... I have to tell you to go home today, but you do have rights, I'll contact legal, and I'll get back to you whether you still have a job." ... ..... ....... I smiled, shook her hand, and shrugged. My black

Patriotic Stuff
a similar speech was given to me when my term came up after watching half of my unit get killed over there and having it on my concious of the innocent lives i took there were too many what if's now i cannot get back in i filed for disability back in august just now getting the appointment to go to the va doctor for "their evaluation" then who knows. many nights i have lied awake wondering if life was worth living there have been many times that i wanted to end it with a single shot and say fuck it but im glad i didnt ive met some really wonderful people who have helped change me for the better i just wonder if i will ever get the old me back the one that use to be so happy furthermore on this subject i do gotta say the time i spent in was the best years of my life until i started loosing those around me i had the one job in the army nobody wants you to do i was airborne infantry reason nobody wants us to do our job is people die. there is nothing that can describe shooting a little gi

In The Shadows Of Me
Eyes closed tight against the world praying for sleep to come waiting for the escape when there's nowhere to run wanting to find that place deep inside hidden and safe underneath the mask we hide a place untouched by the pain outside peaceful oblivion a tranquil void purged of feeling a solitude unsoiled eyes closed tight and feeling numb wanting the the darkness to blot out the sun wanting to feel the emptiness of the world undone no more scars no more pain no one here to know my name no more judgement no more shame spreading my wings alone and unstained eyes closed tight (written by Derek McKinney) I'm the one who hides behind the smiling mask I'm the one who would do anything you asked and I'm the one who will love you till the very last and I'm the one who's hit by the stones you cast I'm the one who would anything to prove that I'm the one who holds your love to be true I'm the one who hangs on everything you do I'm the one w

Surveys
--Your Favorite-- Hair Color:: Brown Eye Color:: Brown (Their)Music Genre Preference:: Alternative Height(estimate):: 6'0" Age:: 35 Personality Type:: Unknown --This or That-- Older or Younger:: Older Romantic or Horn dog:: Horn dog Smart or Stupid:: Smart Fat or Skinny:: Average Skinny but Muscular or Big and Muscular:: Big and Muscular Punk or Preppy:: Punk The Big Picture or the Little Things:: The Little Things Flowers/Candy or Big Expensive Present:: Flowers/Candy Mix tape or Burned CD:: Burned CD Love or Lust:: Lust Emotional or Just Not:: Just Not Sincere or Jokester:: Sincere Hott and mean or Ugly and sweet:: Ugly and sweet Sexy or Just Cute:: Sexy Ass or Abs:: Abs Hair or Hands:: Hands Dimples or Eyes:: Eyes Biceps or Calves/Thighs:: Biceps Teeth or Nose(some people are just weird) :: Teeth Clean Shaven or Scruffy:: Clean Shaven Rugged or Prim and Proper:: Rugged Country boy or City boy: Country boy Date alone or With Friends: Date alone Mama's

Funny Stuff
My favorite sluts are Aquarius. Why? Because if you don’t expect anything in return, you won’t be disappointed. Sounds easy, huh? They will get under your skin though, so beware. It’s easy to be hurt by an Aquarius because they don’t want you to know what they are thinking. If they are silent, but you are in the room with them, chances are they are in heavy thought. But don’t worry, chances are they are thinking about you and fifteen other things. Water bearers look at sex like it is a form of recess. They can turn you on by simply walking in the room. They are the Rain Man of the Zodiac. They give too much of themselves to others that don’t give a shit, then get shy to those that care about them. Go figure. They like kinky. They are easy going. To them, it’s a learning experience. Male Aquarians like to tease and live life in a fantasy world. Female Aquarians can’t masturbate enough. Males never get the chance to masturbate because eve

News
VOTE FOR MEBEST FACEBEST ASSBEST TITSBEST PIERCINGS I'm moving people.. Hit it BIG TIME!!! I have rooms for rent if you are in Vegas. Please contact me! http://picasaweb.google.com/heatherhlv/House - Study LONDON (Reuters) - Having sex once or twice a week gives a boost to the immune system that could help ward off colds and flu, New Scientist magazine said Wednesday. Moderate sexual activity increases levels of a compound in the body called immunoglobulin A (IgA) that binds to bacteria and triggers the immune system to destroy them. ``IgA is the first line of defense against colds and flu,´´ Carl Charnetski, of Wilkes University in Pennsylvania, told the weekly science magazine. To prove the benefits of healthy but not overactive sex life, Charnetski and his colleague Frank Brennan measured levels of IgA in the saliva of 111 college students and questioned them about how often they had had sex in the previous month. Students who had sex less than once a week had a small increase in

Getting Back To Business
..> Its time to start getting back to business, for too long, I have let the Personal things in my life take over me mentally and physically and socially. NO MORE! Its time for me to take this business by the horns and steer it in the right direction. No more being Mr. Nice GUY. Its time to get back into the spot light, and recreate that image I once had, and give you CLUBBER what you want to hear by popular demand. No more putting what's best for others (except for my loved ones, and my family)in font of the business, no more what other people think about me and no more drama!! I am who I am ...I'm not gonna change for anybody anymore. That's why I'm gonna take me back to the old me. I guess u can say "I'm bringin Ray Ray back" The one who dose what he wants - when he wants - the way he wants.... And gives the crowed what they want to hear, And shows them how to party hard until the sun comes up!

What Kind Of Kisser Are You
An Italian man wants a job, but the foreman won't hire him until he passesa little math test. "Here's your first question," the foreman said. "Without using numbers, represent the number 9." "Without numbers?" the Italian says, "Datsa easy." and he proceeds to draw three trees. "What's this?" the boss asks. "Ave you got no brain? Tree and tree and tree make a nine," says the Italian. "Fair enough," says the boss. "Here's your second question. Use the same rules, but this time the number is 99." The Italian stares into space for a while, then picks up the picture that he has just drawn and makes a smudge on each tree. "Ere you go." The boss scratches his head and says, "How on earth do you get that to represent 99?" "Each of da trees is dirty now. So, it's dirty tree, and dirty tree, and dirty tree. Dat is 99." The boss is getting worried that he's going to actually have to hire this Italian, so he says, "All right, last question. Same rules again

Something About Me!!!
My name is Uros, I am from Serbia, ex Yugoslavia. I love my country. My life is very bad because my contry is in the big sheat. I love music, I love girls, I love drinks like bear, or something like that. For the end something in my lenguage... Ne veruj, svi lazu, ne bacaj se u ljubav jer ces se kajati, zivi brzo, umri mlad, boli te kurac gde i kad, uzivaj uvek i kupaj se u pivi i imaj na umu jednom se ZIVI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

My Life
IM IN CT. DADDYS CONTEST AND I NEED ALL THE HELP I CAN GET I HAVE TO HAVE AT LEAST 100 VOTE A DAY AND ITS FOR CASH MONEY OHH GOD HOW I NEED IT.... BAD ...... SO PLEASE HELP ME OUT HERES THE LINK TO THE CONTEST PAGE LEAVE AS MANY COMMENTS U WANT SO THE MORE THE BETTER THANKS SO MUCH......babybekah69s@ CherryTAP i have so many issues im dealing with right now, but i just brush it off like its no big deal. i have been serving a life sentance in the worst place possible, my own mind. my baby's daddy is doing time in jail about to be sent to prision,but my own world has no compaision to that. he do many things wrong to end up there, all ive down was be born and actually care. i live off the moto" life is to short to be fake" and i beleive that to the fullist. my problme is sometimes im too real.to everone else, just not myself. i know what i want out of life, i know what im looking for in a man, but i push back my want and needs only to konw im not with the one i want but i have some uncont

Nice Thought
Too many people put off something that brings them joy just because they haven't thought about it, don't have it on their schedule, didn't know it was coming or are too rigid to depart from their routine. I got to thinking one day about all those people on the Titanic who passed up dessert at dinner that fateful night in an effort to cut back. From then on, I've tried to be a little more flexible. How many women out there will eat at home because their husband didn't suggest going out to dinner until after something had been thawed? Does the word "refrigeration" mean nothing to you? How often have your kids dropped in to talk and sat in silence while you watched 'Jeopardy' on television? I cannot count the times I called my sister and said , "How about going to lunch in a half hour?" She would gas up and stammer, "I can't. I have clothes on the line. My hair is dirty. I wish I had known yesterday, I had a late breakfast, It looks like rain" And my personal favorite: "It's M

My Name It Is What It Is
SOME PEOPLE SAY IM A LIL BOY PLAYINY A BIG MANS GAME BUT KNOW IM NOT A LIL BOY LIKE A SIRTIN SAME BODY WHO SED I AM A LIL BOY PLAYING A BIG MANS GAME NOW WE ALL KNOW THAT IM NOT A LIL BOY AND GO AROUND & ASK PEOPLE TO SEE IF IM A LIL BOY LIKE U SAY IM AM OK AND WOULD INJOY THIS GOING AROUND PEOPLE WE KNOW LETS HAVE SOME FUN WWWWWWWWWOOOOOOOOOOOHHHHHHHHHOOOOOOOOOOO come into my light tell me what the fuck , we going to do right now i'm gunna let you in on a lil secret werther your gunna fuckin live or die to night .so what the fuck yourgoing to do right now or you gunna take a chance and step back in my Light .when you cross in to my light there is no where to run no where to hide so stay in my light so i can see you die it's me agin it's me agin comeing to take over your life one more time mother fucker.

Just Some Words
Born into existence, a part of this human race. Take a look and easily see, the sickening disgrace we have come to be. Shameful, that this is how we are experiencing our chance in humanity.... Robots in a brainwashing social existence. I stand very ashamed, and constantly in apology to our Mother Earth. My goddess, my Mother Nature. I feel your tears on my bare feet, waves crashing against my toes. I shall never spend my existence in complete joy, as long as our mother's tears continue to fall. Soon she will flood her oceans, then her rivers, creeks, lakes and all. Even designer ponds in front of million dollar malls.... ...Well, only mother really knows what future days shall bestow. Here on this earth.. I pray I will never personally know. My eyes have seen many unkind things, only imagine what the future may bring. WE WANTED TO FIND LOVE. WE WANTED SUCCESS UNTIL NOTHING WAS ENOUGH, UNTIL MY MIDDLE NAME WAS EXCESS AND SOMEHOW I LOST TOUCH, WHEN YOU WENT OUT

Big Dog Bucks Blogs
Hey folks, as you know, I seldom even delve into the blogs, but today, a fellow Fubar member, a very dear friend of mine, lost her best friend. Kuma was a St Bernard, a big teddy bear of a dog, and I had the pleasure of meeting him. http://fubar.com/user/240535 I know what it is to love a dog, in ways a deeper love than between two humans, for the dog shows undying gratitude and endless forgiveness. I know everyone has heard it before, but here is the story of the rainbow bridge. Just this side of heaven is a place called Rainbow Bridge. When an animal dies that has been especially close to someone here, that pet goes to Rainbow Bridge. There are meadows and hills for all of our special friends so they can run and play together. There is plenty of food, water and sunshine, and our friends are warm and comfortable. All the animals who had been ill and old are restored to health and vigor; those who were hurt or maimed are made whole and strong again, just as

Star Signs......
Pick your birthday month and read it, then repost with whatever you are... ¢¾ JANUARY = BIG WHORE Fun to be with. Loves to try new things. Boy/girls LOVE you. You are very hott. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people's feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. spazzy at times.Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Loves to be loved. Ea

Tattoo Shop
Wow!! I'm amazed that this has rolled out so smoothly!! The new shop, Tanuki Tattoo, will be opening VERY soon! The address is 13016 Palm Beach Blvd, in Ft Myers FL. Wish us luck & come get tattooed!!! Jason

Dear Lover
DEAR LOVER, WHAT AM I TO YOU? WHAT ABOUT THE PERSON THAT I AM GIVES YOU THE WANT TO SHARE YOUR LIFE WITH ME? WHAT MAKES YOU SMILE? WHAT MAKES YOU YELL? WHERE DO YOU BELIEVE A SHARED LIFE WITH ME WILL TAKE YOU? MENTALLY. PHYSICALLY. WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT IN REGARDS TO ME? DO YOU KNOW ME? DO YOU HAVE ME FIGURED OUT? DO YOU WANT TO KNOW ME? ARE YOU JUST HERE FOR THE RIDE? WHAT MAKES YOU STAY WITH ME EVERY DAY WE SPEND TOGETHER? WHAT MAKES YOU THINK ABOUT LEAVING? WHY DO YOU HAVE SUCH AN UNSTABLE ATTITUDE? ARE YOU AWARE OF YOURSELF? DO YOU HEAR YOUR WORDS AS YOU SPIT THEM AT MY FACE? WHAT HAS MADE YOU TO BE THE PERSON THAT YOU ARE? DO YOU LIKE TO GIVE OR SHARE? OR DOES IT FEEL LIKE A CHORE OR A PUNISHMENT? WHAT MAKES THE ACT OF GIVING ENJOYABLE? CAN YOU HONESTLY SAY THAT YOU LIVE SELFLESSLY? DO YOU BELIEVE THAT YOU HOLD A HIGHER PLACE IN YOUR RELATIONSHIP THAN YOUR LOVER DOES? DO YOU BELIEVE THAT YOU DESERVE MORE THAN YOUR LOVER? DO YOU EVEN NOTICE HOW YOUR LOVER ST

Stryker_beyonds Lil Rants
Hey everyone and hope all my friends are having a good weekend so far. As everyone of you know by now I have been dealing with my grandfathers hospital stay since May. He had surgery and as you know it has not been good ever since. We have had little victories here and there but overall its been a battle day in and out for grandfather physically and mentally for my sis and I. We have watched the man who raised us go from being jovial,hardworking(at 85 years old mind you),loving and the remaining monarch of the family to a shell of weakness,inability to communicate, cannot eat foods and so many other things that if you have kept up with my blogs well then yanno. Yesterday would be considered a victory day. He had a good day. We arrived at around 10 and they had already had him in a recliner for a hour. Of course there has to be alot of special cushions for him. His body is so frail and frankly covered in skin tears that anything can cause him discomfort or cause another spot on his s

Please Help
CLICK THE PIC AND COMMENT BOMB HIM ITS NOT Hard to do and it opens another window so you can still get your point fix at the same time now click and bomb thank you and have a nice day muahhhh can you please click on this guys pic and leave lots of comments he is in a contest and running a little behind thank you all that help..luv brat

20 Ways To Maintain A Healthy Level Of Insanity
20 Ways to Maintain a Healthy Level of Insanity 1. At Lunch Time, Sit In Your Parked Car With Sunglasses on and point a Hair Dryer At Passing Cars. See If They Slow Down. 2. Page Yourself Over The Intercom. Don't Disguise Your Voice. 3. Every Time Someone Asks You To Do Something, Ask If They Want Fries with that. 4. Put Your Garbage Can On Your Desk And Label It "In." 5. Put Decaf In The Coffee Maker For 3 Weeks. Once Everyone has Gotten Over Their Caffeine Addictions, Switch to Espresso. 6. In The Memo Field Of All Your Checks, Write "For Smuggling Diamonds." 7. Finish All Your sentences with "In Accordance With The Prophecy." 8. Don t use any punctuation 9. As Often As Possible, Skip Rather Than Walk. 10. Order a Diet Water whenever you go out to eat. 11. Specify That Your Drive-through Order Is "To Go." 12. Sing Along At The Opera. 13. Go To A Poetry Recital And Ask Why The Poems Don't Rhyme. 14. Put Mosquito Netting Around Your W

Liars Nad Fakes
OK SO IM GOING TO GO ON A RANT THE THING I HATE MORE THAN ANYTHING ARE LIARS OR BETTER YET THE ONES THAT CALL THEMSELVES YOUR FRIENDS AND PROMISE TO DO SOMETHING FOR YOU AND NEVER SHOW UP TO DO IT..EVEN THOUGH YOU HAVE DONE MANY THINGS FOR THEM INCLUDING HELP THEM OUT WITH A PROBLEM THAT COULDNT BE HELPED OR THE NUMEROUS TIMES YOU HELPED THEM OUT WITH GAS FOR ALL 3 OF THEIR CARS CAUSE THEY DIDNT HAVE THE MONEY TO DO IT... WHAT PISSES ME OFF IS THAT EVEN THOUGH THEY THINK IM A MONEY BAG AND I HARDLY EVER ASK THEM FOR HELP THEY THNK THEY CAN ASK ME FOR A HUGE AMOUTN OF MONEY AND THINK THAT I WOULD JUST GIVE IT TO THEM I MEAN HOLY HELL PEOPLE WHAT ARE YOU THINKING I NEEDED HELP WITH ONE LITTLE ISSUE AND YOU PROMISED TO BE THERE AND YET YOU NEVER SHOWED UP AFTER I PROMISED SOMEONE ELSE THAT YOU WOULD BE THERE DO YOU KNWO HOW BAD THAT MAKES ME LOOK I WAS GOING ON YOUR WORD THAT YOU WOULD BE THERE AND WHENT HE TIME CAME YO

Surveys
If you are really seriously bored...reply to this. hahaha it'll give you something to do. eh eh? what would you do if? 1. I was right next to you: 2. I kissed you: 3. I lived next door to you: 4. I started smoking: 5. I was hospitalized: 6. I was drunk: 7. i hugged u: 8. I asked you to leave: 9. I asked you out: what do you think about my? 10. personality: 11. eyes: 12. hair: 13. body: would you? 14. be my friend? 15. keep a secret if i told you one? 16. kiss me? 17. go on a date with me? 18. keep in touch? 19. date me? have you ever? 20. lied to make me feel better? 21. wanted to kiss me? 22. wanted to bite me? 23. kept something important from me? 24. wanted to cuddle with me? and more. 25. who are you? 26. are we friends? 27. when and how did we meet? 28. describe me in one word: 29. what was your first impression? 30. what reminds you of me? 31. if you could give me anything what would it be? 32. how well do you know me? 33. when's th

My First Blog
happy halloween everybody on a night whan i feel so alone all i do is think of her she puts my head in the clouds my heart pound my skin tingle even though she never hears me i tell her i love you and smile man time goes by fast my b day is in 4 days lol im old

Hi:)
Hi everyone:) I just wanted to tell everyone about my profile on my free implants:) Guy's if you sign up and add me i will send you a Sausy pic:) Girls:) if your dream is to get implants but can not afford them thier are great friends on MFI that can help you out:) I have met some of the most wonderful people on thier:) I don't get on cherry tap that much because i am so busy with mfi:) But if you send me a message on here and want to know a little more about it or even if you would just lke to chat I will get back to you asap:) Hope everyone has a wonderful day! I Just wanted for everyone to check out this site Create The Perfect Girl at MyFreeImplants.com! Guys gals you are needed:)

Blogs With Meaning
One Flaw... Women have strengths that amaze men. They bear hardships and they carry burdens, but they hold happiness, love and joy. They smile when they want to scream. They sing when they want to cry They cry when they are happy and laugh when they are nervous. They fight for what they believe in. They stand up to injustice. They don't take "no" for an answer when they believe there is a better solution They go without so their family can have. They go to the doctor with a frightened friend. They love unconditionally. They cry when their children excel and cheer when their friends get awards. They are happy when they hear about a birth or a wedding. Their hearts break when a friend dies. They grieve at the loss of a family member, yet they are strong when they think there is no strength left. They know that a hug and a kiss can heal a broken heart. Women come in all shapes, sizes and colors. They'll drive, fly, walk, run or e-mail you to show h

Day Off
got a few jobs to do this morning then i'm free for the rest of the day ,might head out with my camera and take a few pics had a great day off again today got my haircut this morning then i popped over to newquay to see Simon , Dudley and Grace the guys down at DNA tattoo,shop was buzzing as usual Si had a customer under the needle so just a quick hello to him Dudley was just finishing so I had a long chat with him and the guy he had just worked on. cant believe it was back in Oct when I was last in. Grace was busy on the desk and in between enquiries we caught up and Booked my self in for another session on my upper thigh. will talk to si about the other designs I have in mind when I'm next in . had a great day off again today got my haircut this morning then i popped over to newquay to see Simon , Dudley and Grace the guys down at DNA tattoo,shop was buzzing as usual Si had a customer under the needle so just a quick hello to him Dudley was just finishing so I had a long chat with hi

Proud To Be From Wabash
You have to read this it is funny as fuck but i didn't write it.... I love college dorms, don't you? The inventor of dormitories . . . let's find him, make him pay for the travesties he's visited on America's youth, and force him to listen to Matchbox 20. Can't you see him designing these hellish stacks of humanity many years ago? From the sidewalk he raised his hands triumphantly and said, "It shall be like the projects with less violence and more marijuana!" He then took lumber and Elmer's Paste, as it is often called, to create these pet carrier sized rooms that we live in. You wanna know why people from the projects hardly ever go to college? It's because they don't want to leave their lush surroundings. The actual term dormitory is of course derived from the Latin term for sleep, which is appropriate because that is all you have space to do. You have to do it standing up in the bathroom sink but it can be done. The luckier students have space to scratch their asses but the wind

.......
Hey everyone, I'll be away for a couple days with a few friends to go up to Salem, Ma. I'm leaving on the 31st and will be back on the 2nd. If anybody's going to be out and about up there and want to join in the fun let me know :D Unfortuantely I've found that I'm a Canon shooter in a studio full of Nikons :( I have a Canon Rebel XTI for sale. It's 10mp, black and comes with an 18-55mm 3.5-5.6 Lens, 2 batteries, 2 chargers, usb cable, video cable, and I still even have the box. It's in excellent condition being that it's only been used a handful of times. I'm looking for around $500 for it. On November 1st I decided to retire one of my most popular prints of St Patrick's Cathedral. I have 5 16x20s remaining of it and after they're gone I won't be printing it any longer. It normally retails for $100 but I'll be selling these off for $30 (shipping is free). If anybody would like to snag one of these before they're gone for good, inbox me. I prefer paypal but also accept check or money o

Slowly
Slowly I lose my mind, and stand at the walls of time. And yeah the divine are there, acting like they have no cares. Beware of Sacred grounds, for you never know how deep the river maybe. They'll tell you all 5the things you wanna hear, ya know... when you're lost in that comfort zone. I used to love being there so much, so well, oh well. NOW I'M BACK, Kinda like it when.....The demons come with hell;s fury as angels above are swirling as voltures!!!! What happened to the heavenly DOVES? They've forgotten about the raped ones, as the Ravens claws draw slow blood.Some say that the cleansing has begun.....Time now to cleanse all. Written by, Marcus Copywrite 03'

What Start With F And Ends In K
A first-grade teacher, Ms. Brooks, was having trouble with one of her students. The teacher asked, "Harry, what's your problem?" Harry answered, "I'm too smart for the 1st grade. My sister is in the 3rd grade and I'm smarter than she is! I think I should be in the 3rd grade too!" Ms. Brooks had had enough. She took Harry to the principal's office. While Harry waited in the outer office, the teacher explained to the principal what the situation was. The principal told Ms. Brooks he would give the boy a test. If he failed to answer any of his questions he was to go back to the 1st grade and behave. She agreed. Harry was brought in and the conditions were explained to him and he agreed to take the test. Principal: "What is 3 x 3?" Harry: "9." Principal: "What is 6 x 6?" Harry: "36." And so it went with every question the principal thought a 3rd grader should know. The principal looks at Ms. Brooks and tells her, "I think Harry can go to

Dark Cloud Radio
DARK CLOUD RADIO IS LOOKING FOR DJ’S. IF YOU’RE INTERESTED GO TO THE WEBSITE AT www.darkcloudradio.net AND LET EM KNOW. CLICK ON THE PIC ABOVE TO GO TO THE WEBSITE!!! YOU CAN ALSO FIND DARK CLOUD RADIO ON MYSPACE, CLICK THE PIC BELOW TO VISIT THE DCR MYSPACE PAGE.

Bdsm
I lay there beside him, my mind wandering over thoughts that would make a whore blush, as his hands sleepily caressed my arm. “Where is your mind, Lily?” “Wandering.” I replied with a smile. “Thinking dirty thoughts.” He smiled, blue eyes glittering and tickled me a little, “What kind of dirty thoughts?” he asked, hand snaking up to my side and under my shirt. He simply held my side, pressing pleasurably into my ribcage. “Just thoughts, you know...naughty things I shouldn’t think of.” I laughed. He tickled me a tiny bit more, his hand tracing tiny circles along a part of my body that is rarely touched. I squirmed and fought his hand playfully, but he was so much stronger than me, I gave up and sighed. “Okay...I was thinking of stupid girl things. Like how many women have you...you know?” He sighed and looked at me defeated. “Women always ask that to men, don’t they?” “I guess we do.” I admitted. “So?” “Hmm, let

Blogs
sorry I have'nt been on much, been real busy. I am taking june for my vacation. I am building a new camping trailer, need to get it done for my vacation. between work and that its about all i get done. Cowboy Up When a Cowboy's in a pinch he just tightens up the cinch, spurs his horse and rides right through it cause that's the way the Duke'd do it. He'd Cowboy Up. And with our country now in danger a cowboy's like the old Lone Ranger. Ridin' hard and shootin' straight fightin' those who spread the hate. He'd Cowboy'd Up. A Cowboy's ready and he's willin' to face the foe, like Marshal Dillon. And when the gunsmoke clears away Cowboy Spirit wins the day. So, Cowboy Up. Pull your hat down tight and don't back down from what is right. We'll bring back "Happy Trails" for you like Hoppy, Gene and Roy would do. Think back about Flight 93 and how those heroes came to be. They knew that thousands more could die if they just let that airplane fly They Cowboy'd Up.

Columbine Father Speaks Out
Guess our national leaders didn't expect this, hmm? On Thursday,April 19,2007, Darrell Scott, the father of Rachel Scott, a victim of the Columbine High School shootings in Littleton , Colorado , was invited to address the House Judiciary Committee's subcommittee. What he said to our national leaders during this special session of Congress was painfully truthful. They were not prepared for what he was to say, nor was it received well. It needs to be heard by every parent, every teacher, every politician, every sociologist, every psychologist, and every so-called expert! These courageous words spoken by Darrell Scott are powerful, penetrating, and deeply personal. There is no doubt that God sent this man as a voice crying in the wilderness. The following is a portion of the transcript: 'Since the dawn of creation there has been both good & evil in the hearts of men and women. We all contain the seeds of kindness or the seeds of violence. The death of my wonderful daughter, Rache

Virgin Here.lol
HI EVERYONE.. I AM SHELLY AND A VIRGIN TO CHERRYTAP. HAVE TAGGED, YAHOO, MYSPACE, AND MSN. BUT THIS IS NEW. SO EVERYONE BE PATIENT AND HELP ME OUT. LOOKING FORWARD TO MEETING LOTS OF AWSOME PEOPLE. READY FOR SOME FUN.. SEE YA SOON.

State Trooper
A young woman was pulled over in Austin, Texas for speeding. As the TX State Trooper walked to her car window, flipping open his ticket book, she said, "I bet you are going to sell me a ticket to the Texas State Police Ball." He replied, "Texas State Troopers don't have balls." There was a moment of silence while she smiled and he realized what he'd just said. He then closed his book, got back in his patrol car and left. She was laughing too hard to start her car.

Tech Support
This ought to make you feel better about your computer skills! ================================= Tech support: What kind of computer do you have? Female customer: A white one. =============== Customer: Hi, this is Celine. I can't get my diskette out. Tech support: Have you tried pushing the Button? Customer: Yes, sure, it's really stuck. Tech support: That doesn't sound good; I'll make a note. Customer: No , wait a minute... I hadn't inserted it yet... it's still on my desk...Sorry. =============== Tech support: Click on the 'my computer' icon on the left of the screen. Customer: Your left or my left? =============== Tech support: Good day. How may I help you? Male customer: Hello... I can't print. Tech support: Would you click on "start" for me and... Customer: Listen pal; don't start getting technical on me! I'm not Bill Gates. =============== Customer: Hi, good afternoon, this is Martha, I can't pr

Women's Ass Study
There is a new study out about women and how they feel about their asses. I thought the results were pretty interesting: 25% of women think their ass is too fat... 10% of women think their ass is too skinny... The other 65% say that they don't care; they love him, he's a good man, and they would have married him anyway... LOL have a good day my friends !

Birthday Blues
My birthday is tomorrow and I will be 42. I will be all dressed up and have no where to go or no one to spend it with. This really sux big time! My family is so busy that work is more important to them so I guess I will just have the birthday blues and be alone another year. Well I hope someone will be out there celebriating for me. OOUCH THAT HURTS AND MY FEELINGS ARE REALLY HURT AS WELL.

My Song For You.....
I can't take the pain knowing that you are leaving me for another man Please don't go out that door sit with me, let's talk this over take my hand I know we've had some good times I know you still love me to It's in your eyes Love is always enough, if you just try Give me a shot to make lt better underneath heavenly skys Choose me, love me let me be the one you count on choose me, love me I can not take life alone choose me, love me without you my hearts beats like a stone I keep dreamingabout our love I know you think of me too time will see I'll never leave you, or hurt you I'll always be there for you I'll always be Nobody can love you the way i do I devote myself to you and all that you are Please don't leave, stay and talk with me I know you feel it, the distance between our hearts is never far Choose me, love me take

Chat Lingo For The Beginners
Chat, E-Mail, Web, and chat room slang and acronyms AAK Alive And Kicking AAR At Any Rate AAS Alive And Smiling ADN Any Day Now AFAIK As Far As I Know AFK Away From the Keyboard AFN that\'s All For Now AOTA All Of The Above a/s/l or asl Age/Sex/Location - (used to ask a chatter their personal information) AV Avatar - Graphical representation (a picture) often used in chat rooms to depict a person that is in the room and chatting. b4 Before BAK Back At Keyboard (I\'m back) BBL Be Back Later BBS Be Back Soon BCNU I\'ll Be Seeing You. b/f Boyfriend (also shown as bf, B/F, or BF) BEG Big Evil Grin BFN Bye For Now BMA Bite My A** (became popular with the Simpson\'s cartoon show) boot To get kicked out of a chat room, or have to restart the computer because you couldn\'t talk in the chat room anymore. BR Best Regards BRB Be Right Back BRH Be Right Here BSEG Big S**t Eatin Grin BTA But Then Again.... BTW By The Way btw BeTWeen you and me .

Drama 101
Ok, so a lot of people bitch about "drama." Well, I've just been thinking, and these people don't seem to even know what the fuck drama is!!! They only bitch about negative drama. What they don't realize is that positive drama is still fucking drama! All this pass the torch for so and so...or support this, or support that. Whatever! That's all fucking drama!!! Life is drama!!! Right now, the entire country is in a constant state of drama, so get used to it. Fat Sonny....all drama!!! I'm going to start calling them the "Drama Family" because that's all they post is drama!!! Religion, for example is a huge fucking drama. Politics are also huge drama. Society, community, organizations...all drama. Anything that people make a big deal about is indeed drama, right? So, even bitching about drama becomes drama, doesn't it? Therefore, these people are stupid, in my not so humble opinion. What do they do when they get home? They turn on their televisions and watch more drama! Or they g

Ct,rules
THE MYSPACE RULES ONE If you're ugly, stop acting like you don't know it. The captions under you picture that says "top model pose" "sexy bitch" "arnt i hot" doesn't convince anyone. TWO To the people who have like 25,000 friends, are you serious? Nobody in this universe can keep up with that many friends. You're stupid. Go play in traffic. THREE Don't ever post pictures and say "OMG, I'm so ugly" "OMG,I'm so fat" because if you were, you wouldn't post them. FOUR Nobody cares about threats over the internet. Don't try to act hardcore with the keyboard. Fighting online is like racing in the special olympics; even if you win, you're still retarded. FIVE Making 20 bulletins a day about how you have new pictures and begging people to comment on them is pathetic. Make the bulletin once if you have to, and those who actually care about you will comment on your pics. SIX If all your pictures look the same, don't post them all. Please

Troops
Take a man and put him alone, Put him twelve thousand miles from home. Empty his heart of all but blood, Make him live in sand, in mud. This is the life I have to live, This the soul to God I give. You have your parties and drink your beer, While young men are dying over here. Plant your signs on the White House lawn; "Lets get out of Iraq". Use your signs and have your fun, Then refuse to use a gun. There's nothing else for you to do, Then I'm supposed to die for you? There is one thing that you should know; And that's where I think you should go! I'm already here and it's too late. I've traded all my love for all this hate. I'll hate you till the day I die. You made me hear my buddy cry. I saw his leg and his blood shed, Then I heard them say, "This one's dead". It was a large price for him to pay, To let you live another day. He had the guts to fight and die, To keep the freedom you live by. By his dying, your life he buys, But who gives a FUCK if a Soldie

My Poetry
Relieve some pressure Just sit and think Consentrate on the task And make it stink From your tender rosie lips To your soft entransic eyes I declare to thee I will love you as the heaven flies From your smooth encondecent skin To your sweet smelling hair I declare to thee I will love you as long I breathe air From you corsid yet beautiful feet To your caring and loving hands I declare to thee I will love you until gone the grains of sand From your button red nose To your short quiveing fingers I declare to thee I will love you as long as time lingers From your tears of sadness To your tears of joy I declare to thee I will love you forever more It could be a deuce Or stand and pee Everybody does it So aim and let it free

The Vm Underground
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"if A Man Wants You ..."
If a man wants YOU, nothing can keep him away. If he doesn't want YOU, nothing can make him stay. Stop making excuses for a man and his behavior. Allow your intuition (or spirit) to save you from heartache. Stop trying to change yourselves for a relationship that's not meant to be. Slower is better. Never live your life for a man before you find what makes YOU truly happy. If a relationship ends because the man was not treating you as you deserve then heck no, you can't "be friends." A friend wouldn't mistreat a friend. Don't settle. If you feel like he is stringing you along, then he probably is. Don't stay because you think "it will get better." You'll be mad at yourself a year later for staying when things are not better. The only person you can control in a relationship is YOU. Avoid men who've got a bunch of children by a bunch of different women. He didn't marry them when he got them pregnant, Why would he treat you any differently? Always have your own set of frie

Whats A Mans Worth!!!
Whats a man worth to a woman? Thts the question of the day.. I hear alot of women say tht they dont need a man for shyt. I understand tht alot of women have been hurt i can unde stand tht but what abt the men tht mean good and want to do good for u... Alot of men get treated like shyt due to past relationships tht women have had and on the real i think thts just fucked up...... See their r men out there tht will give anything to treat a woman like a Queen but for some reason they wont let them..And why is it tht a woman cant except a man for who he is or the man tht they can help him become. Heres my example: A man will tlk to a woman regardles on what type of job she has if she dont have a car if she has kids, i cant say all women but 80% of the women do. A woman wont do tht for a man it seems like they worry abt what their girl gots and so on and so forth.. Now heres the killer part, Say i was wrkin at a Fast Food place and i tried to holla at a woman. The first thing she is doin is

What A Womans Worth!!
Well u know i was goin to come back to this for the women. Yes sirrrrrrrrrrrrrr. The comments i mk pn this is strictly my own thoughts. This is what a woman is to me....... When god put then woman on earth he was to charish her and show her the meaning of love. Not to dog her in any way but to love her. Now see i love at the woman as a master piece a portait of his wrk. I mean the curves in a womans body tells it all. Now u have to have a personality to go along w/ everything. I love a woman tht can cook and show her man what real love is abt. The sayin is u " Women, u cant live w/ them and u cant live w/out them. Well i beg to differ, u have to a a woman tht is real not fake communication is then best thing u can have and if u dont have tht then ur shyt out of luck. U have to treat a Woman like a QWEEN nothing less. U have to caress her at time remember i sd its the small things.. A woman like to be spoiled thts when u give them what they need. Treat her like a pot of gold and retu

For The Ladies
There is nothing more beautiful in this world than women. Your delicate features, sweet voices, and warm nature make you a treasure. I believe that beauty comes in all forms, and each of you possess wonderful qualities.

125 Things Not To Say Durring Sex
1)is it in? 2)that's it? 3)you've got to be kidding me. 4)(phone rings) hello? oh nothing and you? 5)do i have to pay for this? 6)do i have to call you tomorrow? 7)oh momma, momma! 8)oh dadda, dadda! 9)you look better in the dark. 10)this is much better than my last girl/boyfriend. 11)i thought that goes in the other hole.... 12)don't tell my husband/wife. 13)you have the same bra my mom does (worse if the girl says it). 14)this sucks. 15)can you finish now? i have a meeting... 16)i hope you don't expect a raise for this... 17)i think you might get the job for this. 18)damn! is that all you know what to do. 19)did i tell you, i have herpes? 20)now we must get married. 21) hurry up, the games about to start. 22)i'm hungry. 23)i'm thirsty. 24)zzzzzzzzzzzz. 25)are you trying to be funny? 26)can i have a ride home after this? 27)are those real? 28)by the way, i want to break up. 29)is that smell coming from you? 30)haven't you ever done this before? 31)wow!! i

Song Lyrics
I Cant Help But Wait. Ohhhh I I Cant Help But Wait (Check It Out) [Verse 1: Trey Songz] I See U, U Wit Him, He Aint Right But U Dont Trip U Stand By, While He Lies, Then Turn Right Round And Forgive I Cant Take, To See Your Face Wit Those Tears Runin Down Yo Cheeks But What Can I Do, I Gotta Stay True, Cuz Deep Down Im Still A G [Pre-Chorus:] And I Dont Wanna Come Between U And Your Man, Even Tho I Know I'll Treat U Betta Than He Can Girl I Cant Help But Wait [Chorus:Trey Songz] Till U Get Back Wit Him, It Dont Change (Cant Help But Wait) Till U See That Wit Me, It Aint The Same (Cant Help But Wait) Till U, See U, For What U Really Are, (Baby Girl U Are A Star) And I Cant Help But Wait [Verse 2: Trey Songz] It Aint Fresh, To Jus Let Him Call The Shots Your A Queen, U Should Be, Gettin All That Someones Got You Should Be Rockin The Latest, And Purses, Bracelets And Watches Your Worth Much More Than An Occasional "I Love U", "Im Thinkin Of U" [Pre-Chor

My Kids
My kids are in this contest please show them some love I DONT ASK FOR MUCH BUT COULD YOU GUYS GO VOTE FOR MY THREE KIDS THEY ARE ALL IN A CONTEST ITS DIFFERENT CONTESTS BUT THEY ARE IN NEED OF VOTES MALACHI CUTEST KID 0-13 MONTHS TORIE CUTEST KID 4-8 YEARS OLD ASPEN 4 TO 8 YEARS OF AGE (repost of original by 'babyjessraiders property of rufnekraiders Club F.A.R' on '2007-04-26 14:30:36') (repost of original by 'babysmurf Angel Family' on '2007-04-26 14:35:45') (repost of original by 'raiderridertillidie Club F.A.R' on '2007-04-26 14:39:19') (repost of original by 'babyjessraiders property of rufnekraiders Club F.A.R' on '2007-04-26 14:43:30') I DONT ASK FOR MUCH BUT COULD YOU GUYS GO VOTE FOR MY THREE KIDS THEY ARE ALL IN A CONTEST ITS DIFFERENT CONTESTS BUT THEY ARE IN NEED OF VOTES MALACHI CUTEST KID 0-13 MONTHS TORIE CUTEST KID 4-8 YEARS OLD ASPEN 4 TO 8 YEARS OF AGE (repost of original by 'babyjessraiders property

A Dreadful Selfish Crime
Sometimes I can't believe those days are gone Most of my friends back then have moved along One's in Hollywood one's a millionaire Some are gone for good some still livin' here Me I'm just the same lost in a crowd Lookin' for the rain in a thunder cloud I have moved around but it don't matter though One thing I have found there are just two ways to go It all comes down to livin' fast or dyin' slow

What The Heart Knows And Feels
how can it be that one says they love you yet they in one day say and do things that hurt you all over again. they say they have changed and are better in ways, yet continue to go off and get mad when they dont get thier way. for the longest time he ignored me, took advantage of me and my love, ran my heart into the ground and allowed his children to do the same. when I had enough and was at the end of my line in life and love, I left, and now he says he realizes what I ment to him, he now wants to show the love and care that I begged for over a year. But am I still the same? Do I want to take my gaurd down and take a chance on him? I did this over and over again and again, he would change for a short time to appease me then right back at his old ways. Can I go through that again? Now that I am gone he wants to do all this that I begged of him in the past. Now that I am gone his kids are treating him the way they treated me, he sees that I was telling him the truth and that th

Silent Window
I am super busy in this hectic life, so please excuse my absence. I work two jobs full time, and then there is my children. I miss all my cherry tap friends, so feel free to email me and I will write you back when I get the chance. Hugs to Jamie! I miss you girly!!!! I woke up with a start this morning, no good morning, no Hello's, just the sound of two children out of control. A three year old with a mind of his own, whose words dig deeper, it's like a sinking stone, this thing, my heart. It's breaking each day, as I watch my grip on reality break away. The chill in the air, makes my body shiver, My mind is on what I have to deliver. A job, a home, a life that's so good. So I can prove to myself, what is right. I watch as they play, as they wrestle and fight. I hear the crying, the bitching, the lowdown, no good skeeming And I wonder, where do I belong? My heart it is bitter, My mind is raging made. It's like wild waters, breaking f

Kids
Hi all, I have a 9 yr old boy who is starting to really frustrate me here lately. He isn't acting like himself and i am wondering if there is something going on at school. A couple of years ago, when he was in the 1st grade he had a boy that was really bullying him, and instead of telling us or the teacher, or anyone else, he let all his anger build until one day the boy threw playdough at his head and hit him. My son turned around and stuck a sharpened pencil in the boy's hand. We have talked about this and he nows tells us when something is wrong at school or he tells the teacher/ principal. Here lately he seems distracted, more worried about small things then actually doing what he needs to be doing, like home work, making sure i check it all and sign his book, giving me important paperwork, etc..... He is a very good boy, and i know that it is nearing the end of school, and he is tired and ready for a break and fun, but for right now he needs to concentrate on school and completing

Lost....
im in a better mood today than yesterday....that could just be my enlightened mood im in from the cause of something else...i guess when something is bothering you that a lil bowl pack wont hurt...not the anwser to all lifes problems but doesnt hurt right now... well i know what youre thinking.... mr.mackey is saying "drugs are bad, so don't do drugs mmkay?", and youre thinking "drugs are not the anwser"...blah blah blah....well spend 24 hours in my place and then youd be telling me different...i am content with the fact that i am alive and well and not dead in some grave somewhere.... so im not bitching...just stating the obvious...i need to relax and realize that i cant control fate and that i can only make things better or worse..its up to me to decide....i cant control someone elses feelings towards me, and i cant control how people treat me...all i can do is be good to them and realize that the mistakes i made in the past are in the past and theres nothing i can do to change them.

I Am Cynz Twister!! 4 Ever
Nothin new here. Im still out here flowing a gas well. Maybe tomarrow i can get to the house for a day to sit on the couch with my SexXxy Azz Cyn, and just do whatever we feel like doing, with each other,,,and to each other! She is coming out to see me tonight, and bringing the pizza with her!! So ya'll have a great weekend, and im gonna ck outta here for a bit to be with her for a few hours out here on location. Till next time,,,,,,,,,,,,LaterZZZ Hey everyone, today is just another day at work, out here in the oilfield, and away from my Cyn. So, like most days out here, I am sitting out here watching this gas well, and thinkin bout my girl Cyn. Other than that, aint much goin on here. Oh ya, if anyone is in the market for a 93 Ford Ext. cab dually that has a new motor, trans, and a lot of other done to it, hollar at me and we will talk. Laterz.........Love ya Cyn!

For You....
This song was a perfect match to my last blog Nine months have come and gone, a lot of things have past. There were many times I thought I wouldn't be here, times when I thought I wouldn't last. Many times when I thought that I should be the one walk away and save my heart the pain of saying goodbye to you one day. But then I thought how I hate the fact I'd miss you and hate the fact i'd cry, if I never had another chance to look into your eyes. I hate the fact that I love your smile and the way you smell. I hate it when you make me laugh and even more when you make me cry. Because everytime we laugh you see, its gets harder to say goodbye. I hate the fact I love you for who you have helped me become, and that it took your help to discover who I was. I'm not the girl I was nine months ago, i don't know where she's gone. I hate the fact I love the girl who was left here in her place. Without you I would never have found her, she would have never broken free. I hate the fact that

News!
On May 10, 2007 I lost a good friend of mine that I grew up with (literally he lived next door). Due to his passing it has made me realize just how important my friends and family are to me. For those of you on my list that actually talk to me and care thank you so much! For everyone else consider yourself lucky to read this as you are about to learn about a wonderful person that is no longer with us. Steve A. Martin Son, brother, father, grandson and friend was lost to us on the early morning hours of 5/10/07. He left behind a beautiful daughter, great sister, awesome father, and a lot of true friends that will miss him dearly. Although he is gone his memories live deep with in our hearts and he in never forgotten. On 6/11/07 we would have celebrated his 21st birthday with the customary drinking and smoking that was Stevens favorite pass time. So take a minute to hug and kiss your loved ones and tell them you love them for you never know when it will be the l

Work Stuff
I know some may not care and for me that is just fine. But today at work was a good day for me. For almost a year now no one could find this meter at an old location. It was put in sometime ago, and it got covered up big time. Well everyone was saying there were only 2 meters there and now with the new store that was there there is a total of 3.. I kept telling them that there was 3 out there before i knew there was, but everyone said no, and everyone kept reading the wrong meter for the wrong store.... well after yesterday i made a promise to myself that this morning when i went into work that i would not leave that place until i found it because i just knew there was another meter out there. Well i was right, there is a 3rd meter there in the area where i thought there was, so that makes for 4 meters instead of 3....I was so proud that i did not give up in what i knew and that was i know my job, may have a bad mememory sometimes but when i remember i remember, so the meter

Week End Maddness
Hey Whatz Goodz EveryBody My Family-Friends And New *cHERRY=tAPERS* Enjoy Your Weekend T.G.I.F In Case You Haven't Add Me Fan And Rate Me Please Take The Time And Check Me Out My Page I Will Return The Love 10 Folds My Word Thanks Enjoy The Funny Ass Shit Below Get more @ CherryTagz.com Get more @ CherryTagz.com Get more @ CherryTagz.com Get more @ CherryTagz.com Get more @ CherryTagz.com Get more @ CherryTagz.com

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Family-vs-nsfw
I have read a few Blogs and Stashes on CT about the guys on here who keep asking to see the Family pics folders of women Ct’ers (I have done it myself asking, How do I get to be a member of your family?). These guys, myself included, are portrayed by the women as pervs and lechers, and that they should get a life or a woman in their life so as not to keep bothering them. My problem is this, if you have a folder on your CT profile marked as Family Only, then isn’t that what it should be about, your Family? I have a folder with only a few pics, so far, of my daughter Amy, but the folder is marked as Amy not Family! The reason for this? I am very proud of our little girl, and would like to share her loveliness with everyone, not just those that I accept into my CT Family, if I have accepted or asked you to be my friend, then you are welcome to see any pics I upload. If I do make a folder called Family, then that is what would be in it my Family, not NSFW. If I make a folder and I m

Freedom
This is reposted with permission from my Great Friend: DEE-licious Please stop by & rate her blog: http://cherrytap.com/blog/71022/327037# ----------------------------------------------- CIVIL LIBERTIES IN AN AGE OF TERROR How to Balance Freedom and Security The world after 9/11 has led many Western countries to rethink their security policies, but where does the limit lie between protecting citizens and eroding their civil liberties? The terrorist attacks on the Twin Towers in New York, on trains in Madrid, on the subway in London and Tokyo, the suicide-bombers in Israel and Iraq have dramatically increased the demand for security, not only in those societies that were victims of the attacks, but also in other Western societies that are afraid of becoming targets of terrorists. Guaranteeing security is the foremost task of the state. The modern state with its attribute, the monopoly of legitimate force, owes its existence to the desire for security pr

Not Too Sure
Well so far today i haven't really done too much...If i'm doing this blog right now i'm obviously pretty BORED...I did some "gardening" this afternoon repotted some plants for my dragon tank and one for my scorpion, Spike. I also put my Hyacinthe flower in a pot so i can keep it inside for awhile!! Smells sooo pretty! oh and i put a humming bird feeder up, hopefully that will take our cats mind off the dragon lol. I've been downing energy driks all day too!! loves it! and getting hella baked too...Some sad news, this morning one of my fish died, his name was Sushi and he was pretty cool...The female i had in the tank killed him, damn her!!! But at least my shark and other fish are good.OMG i found a teacup yorkie today for only $650, i'm trying to work something out to get one!! Anyways this was a long and pointless blog entry, who ever actually reads these damn things anyways lol... peace

Fuck Up Now!
well i have finally decided for sure that i am movin out this week end not real sure where im going but im not stayin there anymore its goin to be hard leaving my kids that way but its something i have to do im not taking shit with me just my clothes and select personal things that belong to me a man and his truck so girls that work with me if i seem a little off this weekend that is why so now i guess i need to focus on somewhere to go now well there always moms house i quess not that its my first choice but if that is work it comes down too then so be it well anyway my number is in another blog you feel like talkin about it call me ill talk i dont care peace and much love Outlaw P.S. girls please bare with me through whole thing and coment dammit atleast let me know you care domino lost her job at diamonds and her gettin fired might cost me mine so with this shit now and a few other things goin on with it just thought i would let everyone know that i am very pissed to fuck o

Contest
Please click on the pic above ...Only if you wish to, or have the time to. Please feel free to vote and comment, for the lovely ladies contest that I entered. Thank you for your help, I don't care either way if I win or not, just thought it would help get the contest going cause he was short contestants. Thank you for your help. ~Melody

To Think
DESIRES.... THAT WHICH IS SEEKING, IS SEEKING YOU....LET GO HOW IT WILL COME TO YOU AND FOCUS ON YOUR HEARTS DESIRE....YOUR HIGHER SELF WITHIN KNOWS HOW TO MAKE IT HAPPEN, SO JUST RELAX AND LET GO....EVERYTHING THAT IS NEcESSARY FOR FULFILLMENT OF YOUR DESIRES IS LOVINGLY AND HARMONIOUSLY DRAWN TO YOU....SO ACCEPT THIS OR SOMETHING BETTER....AND BE READY, RECEPTIVE, AND GRATEFULL FOR ALL THAT IS DESIRED.... SOME THINGS WILL CATCH YOUR EYE AND WHEN THEY DO WE JUST LOOK AWAY BUT WHEN SOMETHING CATCHES OUR HEARTS WE TEND TO TAKE A MOMENT TO THINK ABOUT IT AND WETHER IT MAKES US SAD OR HAPPY .... TAKE IT FOR WHAT IT IS WORTH AND HOW IT HAS OR WILL EFFECT OR LIVES IN SOME WAY...WE TEND TO TAKE FAMILY AND FRIENDS FOR GRANTED AND NOT EVEN REALIZE IT...UNTILL IT TIME TO SAY GOODBYE FOR EVER AND YOU REALIZE THAT THEIR WHERE THINGS YOU WANTED TO SAY ....SO WHEN SOMETHING CATCHES YOUR EYE TAKE A MOMENT AND SEE WHAT YOUR MISSING OR NOT... SAY WHATS ON YOUR MIND, AND MEAN WHAT YOU SAY ...(SO THI

Stevie The Wonder Cat
In my pictures you will notice our cat Stevie. For those who really know me know I am an animal lover, but not one of those PETA fanatics. I was raised on a farm, eat meat, and will have an animal put down if they are suffering and in pain. I feel I have thought my children good ethics and morals as well as compassion. I did not realize how much they have picked up on and learned until this past winter. We are by no means monetarily well off. December 16, 2006 We have a tortie shell cat named Granola. Shortly after noon my kids come in the house upset and holding something. This item is limp in their hands and they are crying. I saw something black and thought it was our cat Granola. My first though was she had been ran over. As I got closer I noticed this thing was too small to be Granola. The kids tell me they found this kitten in the road and need my help. I followed them into the kitchen and proceeded to pull cactus out of her face. She was so sick looking and just crumpled in y

Mine
OK... so why is it that when you are doing your damnest to make a go of your career all hell has to break loose! Ok... so I make less then $11 bucks an hour to do a professional job that should be paid 3Xs that amount and be full time! BUT NOOOO the state likes to make things hard, and I have a bachelors degree! So here it is.. I bring home less then a grand a month... do you think my truck could hang on to its clutch for a while longer, till I got that perm. job?! Oh hell no! So here I am sitting drinking way to much coffee and chocolate waiting to pay $700 for a new clutch! SHOOT ME! Ok..rant over! :P Well... I have applied for a job back in Northern California, doesn't look like I got the fill time slot! BUT... I just found out that I am still in the game for the seasonal! Now is the hurry up and wait to see what happens! Wish me luck! :o)

Bloodstains
Light along the steel arc Red and black to silver heart It may not be painting or verse But this knife of mine is art. I'd use this one, but I'm not sure the stuff I usually write in my blogs is what they want to be posted here. If anyone here on cherryTAP is actually interested in reading a blog of mine, here are mine, in order of frequency updated: dacnomaniac.livejournal.com thrillkiller.insanejournal.com intoothandclaw.greatestjournal.com I'm also RedFeral on IMVU and Blood in the Fog on AIM.

Interesting Men
You Might Not Ever Guess Captain Kangaroo passed away on January 23, 2004 as age 76 , which is odd, because he always looked to be 76. (DOB: 6/27/27 ) His death reminded me of the following story. Some people have been a bit offended that the actor, Lee Marvin, is buried in a grave alongside 3 and 4 star generals at Arlington National Cemetery . His marker gives his name, rank (PVT) and service (USMC). Nothing else. Here's a guy who was only a famous movie star who served his time, why the heck does he rate burial with these guys? Well, following is the amazing answer: I always liked Lee Marvin, but didn't know the extent of his Corps experiences. In a time when many Hollywood stars served their country in the armed forces often in rear echelon posts where they were carefully protected, only to be trotted out to perform for the cameras in war bond promotions, Lee Marvin was a genuine hero. He won the Navy Cross at Iwo Jima . There is only one

Egnigma
You Caught Me in your musical webb You're like a Song stuck in my head A grand symphony of beautiful melodies So Devine in their complexity In this colorful webb of sound A new light has been found Sticky sweet, it clings to me Now a simple melody It pulls me closer one note at a time Slowly I start losing my mind... For in this simple melody There Lies a horific tragady... A lost song, and a broken voice So dark, carless and course... It moves like poison through my vains Creeping, crawling making me insane... Shall I be saved From This coaxing webb or will I remain here to my fate Lifeless and dead... I srtuggle and fight to break free From this now dark melody... The more I fight, kick and scream the tighter the grip it has on me... How such a bright light can turn so dark Leaves me to question what lies true in my heart.... I start to sink deeper with in me Drug down by this inflected insanity.. My body goes limp, a shiver ,then col

~*more Than Ever*~!
things come and things go and things are more powerfull than others. Somethings that we can control some things that we can control. We lock out the bad and bring in the good and we stand up for what need to and what we want to and things that we can control we let slide till we think we can take no more. The one power i thought i could fight was with love and when i seen that i couldnt block it anymore i let it in and seen that it was all worth takeing the chance. A friend told me to give it all worth a try and see were it goes and when i sat down and thought about it all i did it and wow was i shocked to find that i found my one true love and never could be happier that i did listen to her i couldnt be happier that him and i are together and that we both love each other more than anyone can even think of. We share a bond that alot of people dont understand to be honst i dont always understand it but i know that deep down he is the one i love and im the one he loves for we wasnt ea

My Little Bite Of Time!
My family grows apart! I am sick of seeing my friends turn away! My life grows every day just knowing I have friends in little places all over this big world! I have takin some time 4 myself! Time to breath! I have a world waitting 4 me and I am ready to fly! My world has come to a cross road! I think its time to fly! In your arms is were I must stay! Thank U 4 giving me My Little Bite Of Time! CT Loves, 'two'

Guys Suck
Why do men insist on acting like little boys when they don't get there way? It pisses me off so much. Just cuz they don't get their way the threaten you that they aren't gonna talk to you. You know what if thats the way you feel then they are not even fuckin worth it, see ya.

The Way Of The Badger
What does infinity mean can we ever really know where the world will take us the right path for us to go. Maybe its a special thing to never be afraid and move through life, with out a second thought and with courage, not with pain. Indescribable the way you've always thought yet i still try my best to understand your words and dreams which at my feet lay a tangled mess. How did you confuse me Or better yet how did i confuse myself. to listen to the world is wrong why should i listen to anyone else? Our undying act of painful ways, Our thoughts and words the same, Our memories and assorted moments, Held captive with an unknown force to blame. You've held the light, I could see. But blindness has a way, Of finding hearts as lovers part, And leads them where it may. Broken is a funny word. But then again pain is too. Return, lost, stolen, and given, So many times anew. Resentful is the word of agony, It never lets you sleep. And is in your min

Oficial
Well it is Official, This member of the War Hoast is once again proweling about. Unincombered by any relationship. It wasn't my Idea, but it is my life, and I will live it even if I no longer have a single thing to loose. heh heh heh that just means I have more to gain.

Personal To Friends And Fans And Family
Well, for those who have carried on a conversation with me. You know of my illness with my lungs and blood and bones. Well, several days ago I had good news that my Lypmatic System had shrunk some what meaning that it was going toward being a more normal size. I said to my doctor does this mean remission they said very close and on the way. So, I been taken this medication that works but has side affects your hair falls out some what but the diseases cause that too, you get sick to your stomach but the diseases cause that to. You feel tired some times but the disease causes that to. Any how seeing that where signs of improvement there is not cure I thought maybe I would be able to stop one of my medication that I been taken for a year now. But, I was wrong now my doctors have put me on a cancer medication as of right now I know I am on it for 6 months I have to take 4 pills on each Thursday of Each week and get blood work done again every month on the 16th. I had finally been able to

Feelings
This was written by my mother. She passed away in June. I just wanted to share it with you all. I Am I am the Sun, I am the Moon. A Rose in May, an Orchid in June. As wild as the wind that blows through the trees, As gentle as a whisper that floats on the breeze, As refreshing as the rain that falls from above, In this world of hate, I am love. I am the Stars, I am the Sky. A night of hope, A day gone by. As haunting as the ghosts of your fear, As precious as the memories you hold dear, As gracious as the wings of a snow white dove, In this world of hate, I am love. I am the Ocean, I am the Land. A ripple of Waves, A grain of Sand. As pleasant as an evening stroll, As fragile as a crystal bowl, As comfortable as a close fitting glove, In this world of hate, I am love. ~Winnie Taylor~

Acting Mis-adventures
pics of me and the cast behind the scenes of the oregon filming of "doctored meat" a cannibal ruemorgue movie where i play serial killing and future vitcim nurse isis: watching aqua teen on my laptop in the hotel room hope and myself with mount bacherlor in the background quinn, lilly, myself, and hope quinn, lilly, harry, and myself harry and i digging graves... tehee grave digging roller coaster style!

In The Land Of Nevermore
Silence echoes Throughout the house Everything is quiet In this big old house Thoughts of you Spin round my head Which has become All but dead All is silent In the land of nevermore All is quiet In the land of nevermore Nevermore will I feel your touch That I long for so much Nevermore will I feel your kiss That has brought me so much bliss Nevermore will the sky feel so bright Or the moon dispel the darkest night Nevermore will I hear your cry As passion colors the sky Nevermore will I stare into your eyes Remembering them I have to stifle the cries Nevermore will I run my hands through your hair Nevermore will I be able to show you care As the night falls Darker in the land of nevermore Thoughts turn dark and bleak Hope is extinguished The light grows weak Nevermore will my heart be broken Nevermore will my soul be flayed Nevermore will my will be stifled N

Why Are Some People So Rude?
I work as a waitress, and I just want to let everybody know this..... please be kind to you server, when they approch you please dont ignore them. Or even worse.... PLEASE DONT PLACE YOUR CHEWED GUM ON YOUR PLATES OR IN THE ASH TRAYS. Sorry I guess i just had a bad night. But it is getting better already, Im at home and getting ready for beddy bye.... Have a great night everyone and thanks for letting me get that off my chest

Mines
my life is so depressing and i cant figure y all i know is that something is stopping me no matter which way i go, it aint like i really got any good going for me, i dont have friends around i have no gal, and i dont live whee i wanna live cuz of work, its so depressing to be some where and know no one whats life turning into when u aint got anyone NoLa New Orleans. How wonderful those words sound when said with no quirky emphasis on odd syllables. They always seem to elicit some response. Have you been there? Have you ever been to Cafe Du Monde for beignets and cafe au lait? Have you ever sat for hours in the piano bar at Pat O'Brien's sipping hurricanes? Have you ever been to Mardi Gras - Bacchus? Endymion? Rex? Have you ever had oysters at the Acme House? Have you ever sat out on the "fly" eating crawfish and drinking Dixie beer? Have you ever sung karaoke at Cat's Meow? Do you know who John Folse is? Have you ever risen at 6am to roam the streets of a "q

How Could Anyone Rip Apart Their Parwnts' Retirement Years????!
The 2 people who loved and wanted us as their own.....deserve only the best ,when they have given us the BEST of everything in Life.They taught us to love and be loved..taught us RESPECT & to treat others how we'd like to be treated. Yet..you don't have a clue what the word respect IS. You're ignorant to little old ladies..abusive to people who love you. WHY????? You make it SO hard to love you...when you treat us ALL like shit.We have done so much for you,wanting only respect in return.You do things for others only when it will benefit you.Why does it only matter how you feel?? The world has treated you badly??? No..You are responsible for YOU.Your life IS what YOU have made it. Out of greed. You Always said "The person who dies w/ the most toys wins"...The toys you have don't even belong to you.They may be in your possesion.Have they made you 'happy" ? Now our parents' will die with nothing..because they are losing everything they have worked hard for. I wish I could undo you

Poems By Others(this Means I Didn't Write Them!)
Remember...a layer of dust protects the Wood beneath it. 'A house becomes a home when you can write 'I love you' on the furniture.' I used to spend at least 8 hours every weekend making sure things were just perfect - 'in case someone came over'. Finally I realized one day that no-one came over; they were all out living life and having fun! NOW, when people visit, I don't have to explain the 'condition' of my home . They are more interested in hearing about the things I've been doing while I was away living life and having fun. If you haven't figured this out yet, please heed this advice. Life is short. Enjoy it! Dust if you must ....... but wouldn't it be better to paint a picture or write a letter, bake cookies or a cake and lick the spoon or plant a seed, ponder the difference between want and need?! Dust if you must, but there's not much time . . . . with wine to drink, rivers to swim and mountains to climb , music to hear and books to read, frien

Warning To All Cat/dog Owners!!!!!! Life? Or Death??
I have dedicated an external blog in memory of my puppy Nan-e-hi for pet owners to go and read articles. I will be doing the research and posting there daily. All you need to do is bookmark me and read it whenever you want to. Yes there are articles and information scattered all over the internet but that is what my blog is for. I will be scraping it all up and putting it in one place. Also, if you are a pet owner and this tragic epidemic has happened to you, I am willing to add your story, a picture of your loved pet to my blog. Some people are going as far as lawsuits, I wisH i COULD TOO BUT I DONT HAVE THE MONEY TO START. I DO HAVE AN ATTORNEY LOOKING INTO MY CASE FOR FREE BUT I HONESLTY DONT THINK IT WILL GO ANY FURTHER THAN THAT BECAUSE WE DONT HAVE THE MONEY IT TAKES TO OPEN A LAWSUIT. Link to my external blog: http://petfooddeath.blogspot.com/ My puppy just died today because of kidney failure and the cause was from food that we bought her in a can. The food was supposed t

Loneliness...
i awoke this morning to an empty silence. no one there but me and yet i know i'm not alone. i turned and saw her next to me sleeping so peacefully. and yet my heart feels so all alone loneliness abounds from within me. my eyes no longer see the love i once held so dearly. what has changed or disappeared or is it just me. so i am alone - alone...

My Poetry
I woke with you on my mind I laid in bed and watched you Wandering, at first it seemed aimlessly Then I saw you were searching I came from the shadows and asked ‘What is it you seek like a thief?’ You turned and smiled, a twinkle in your eye ‘Never a thief, I want you to give it to me willingly’ ‘and I think you keep what I want here’ I looked around at the clutter I keep inside Files, papers, memories, hopes, dreams Nothing shiny or bright in this corner of my mind No baubles, everything was covered in dust Then I saw your hand resting on a tiny box Scarred, ragged, tarnished a homely looking thing But my breath caught in my throat For in that box laid the most valuable treasure I own The key to my heart The first time that I saw you I felt as if I’d known you Perhaps another time or place You make me want to hold you I see the words you’ve never spoken The thoughts you leave behind Traces of a different place And of another time You

Sequentially...
will i pass or will i fall the question that fills us all could we be wrong will i listen or will i speak the suggestion that we seem to keep could i be wrong and now we listen to the call of love is this and I am all lurking somewhere in the past i find the promises that couldn't last but i wasn't wrong and we are so strong and we are so wrong, yet we fight our way back to the day when things were as we say was it june or december these little details i can't remember could i be wrong so will i act or will i fail the impulse that i can't seem to quail will i be wrong and looking back to the days of hearts of bliss, now they're away prevailing in this gusting wind i see the things that might have been how i was wrong and we are so strong and we are so wrong this can't break me this can't break me now things are falling back to me right back where they should be this happy ending finally sequentially, happy...

Cyber Love
Cyber Love: Real or Fantasy? Is it real? Or life like we would wish it were? All of us , who have been on the "net" for any length of time, know that we develop friendships on here. Strong Friendships And, after a period of time, some of these friendships become emotional bonding. Bonding that few, if any of us, were consciously seeking. Yet when we realize what has happened, how involved we have become , we honestly feel this other person is a "soul mate". The one person on this earth we have searched for/needed, all of our adult life. But we need to stop, back away and realize our "special friend" has just as many faults, maybe more than the spouse/special friend we have in real life. If we both can accept that each have faults, that neither are perfect and both are free to pursue the relationship, then there is a good chance the "cyber love" can become "real life love. When one or both already have a spouse, and possibly a family then the "cyber love

Bull Shit
MR GOODLIFE@ CherryTAP Sometimes the truth is right in front of your face, and U just cant see it. Then one day, it knocks you the FUCK OUT ! I just got knocked the FUCK OUT ! ! ! :( The rules are: Once you've been tagged you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose 5 people to be tagged. No tag backs. 1. I have lived in 2 homes my entire life :) (soon to be three, damn moving sucks...lol) 2. Im the youngest of 4 children, oldest(only brother) is 50. 3. I was an auntie when I was 5 years old. 4. I love PARROTS :) 5. I write poetry, and songs. 6. I can be extremly emotional and sensitive. 7. I dont like most people, but the people I do care about I will walk to the end of the earth with :) 8. My family is the most important thing to me. Well and my feathered kids ....lol 9. This one time at band camp.... lol I love the color GREEN. 10. Im a JUNK FOOD JUNK

Feelings
Prejudice, wrote a song about it. Like to hear it? Here it go. I wear tight clothing, high heeled shoes It doesn't mean that I'm a prostitute, no, no, no I like rap music, wear hip hop clothes That doesn't mean that I'm sellin' dope no, no, no Oh my forgive me for having straight hair, no It doesn't mean there's another blood in my heir, ya, ya I might date another race or color It doesn't mean I don't like my strong black brothers. oh la la, oh la la, oh la la, oh la la Why oh why must it be this way? oh la la, oh la la, oh la la, oh la la Before you can read me you got to learn how to see me, I said Free your mind and the rest will follow Be color blind, don't be so shallow. Free your mind and the rest will follow Be color blind, don't be so shallow So I'm a sistah Buy things with cash That really doesn't mean that all my credit's bad, oooh So why dispute me and waste my time Because you really feel the price is high, for me I can't look without being

Blogger
You have a sexual IQ of 142 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Stuff To Ponder
* Tell a man that there are 400 billion stars, and he'll believe you. Tell him a bench haswet paint, and he has to touch it. * How come SUPERMAN could stop bullets with his chest, but always ducked whensomeone threw a gun at him? * If it was only a 3 hour cruise, why did MRS. HOWELL have so many clothes. * Why is it called a HAMBURGER,when it's made out of BEEF? * Why does SOUR CREAMhave an Expiration date? * If "Con" is the Opposite of "Pro"....then what is the opposite of PROGRESS? * Why is LEMON JUICE mostly artificialingredients.... but DISH WASHING LIQUIDcontains real lemons? * How much deeper would the ocean be, if SPONGES didn'