Well, for those who have carried on a conversation with me. You know of my illness with my lungs and blood and bones. Well, several days ago I had good news that my Lypmatic System had shrunk some what meaning that it was going toward being a more normal size. I said to my doctor does this mean remission they said very close and on the way. So, I been taken this medication that works but has side affects your hair falls out some what but the diseases cause that too, you get sick to your stomach but the diseases cause that to. You feel tired some times but the disease causes that to.
Any how seeing that where signs of improvement there is not cure I thought maybe I would be able to stop one of my medication that I been taken for a year now. But, I was wrong now my doctors have put me on a cancer medication as of right now I know I am on it for 6 months I have to take 4 pills on each Thursday of Each week and get blood work done again every month on the 16th. I had finally been able to go 3 months before blood test and 4 months with out a X ray or catscan. Now, I am back to blood work monthly and two more pills. Well really three if you count the vitiam I have to take now because I just got my immune system working a little better and this new medication can kill the immune system or make it very weak.
So, I guess that why I am worried and some what scared. When the doctor said cancer medication My mouth fill open I am sure. But he said that does not mean I am saying you have cancer I only had one kind ruled out and that was my lungs I had sarcoidosis instead a year ago.
So, I took my first dose of this new medication today I guess I see how I feel tomorrow so far it seems to bug my stomach a little I hope it does not get worse . Blood test is it messes with or can mess with kidney and liver suck almost everything I am on can do that.
Well, thank you for listen to me type talk I do not really have anyone to talk about it when I need too not that really cares but my parents but I hate bugging them daily so try not to call them a lot.
I guess I am going to go to some kind of group meeting to listen to other people with the same as me or worse or not as bad as me and hopeful with that maybe I wont be so scared or worried.
Thanks again for the ear everyone . Hey check out my photos there some that looks like no one even seen them or anything.
blessings.
