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Hi There!
i finally found out why i was so sick. I had 2 have surgery 2 correct the problem and now i am healthy and better than ever! thanx 2 my friends for keeping in touch and seeing how i have been doin. got it just need to take pics and i am workin on it so please bare with me! ;) Sorry i havent been on i have been real sick and in the hospital on and off for the last few weeks. I will be back on soon so everyone pray for me and hope i come back soon

My Life
So...what can I tell you about my mind set at the moment? I think my life has come to a crossroads (How very cliched!). I know that I spend too much time wandering the internet and not enough time living in the real world but it's pretty scary out there. I need a new job, new interests, new place to live but not entirely sure how to get any of them really. I'm a kids nurse but well I guess i'm debating on doing teacher training at some point and I guess I should do it really, it might get me out of this rut I've found myself in. I even tried the relationship thing to see if that was what I was missing in my life and realised it wasn't. Wow this is a sombre post isn't it? Anyway Hello to everyone

2 Am
2 AM and I'm still awake, writing a song If I get it all down on paper, it's no longer inside of me, Threatening the life it belongs to And I feel like I'm naked in front of the crowd Cause these words are my diary, screaming out loud And I know that you'll use them, however you want to But you can't jump the track, we're like cars on a cable, And life's like an hourglass, glued to the table No one can find the rewind button now

Update
As some of you know I had surgery yesterday. I am very sore today. I am not sure how long I can stay on here at a time without the pain being unbearable. I just want to apologize for not being here and not bombing as I usually do. I was diagnosed with Adenomyosis which is internal uterine endometriosis. My uterus is also very enlarged (Double its normal size). I am not sure when but I am going back in for another surgery for a Hysterectomy. I need to heal so my time on here will be less. I apologize for not being here for family contests and such. I will be on here and there and try to keep in touch with all of my friends and family on here. I am also being tested for bladder disease/cancer. So I dont know if that will require another surgery or if they will do it all at once if something is found wrong with my bladder. I just want yall to know I luv yall and will do my best to show I am still here. Blessings to yall and wish me luck. My husband (mating_eagle) has been my angel throug

Why?
I CANT ADD MORE PICS OUT OF ROOM SO ILL PUT HERE LEAVE A COMMENT AND RATE PLEZ ALSO SOME OLD ONES TO COMPARE AND TELL ME IF U LIKE THE BLONDE OR THE BRUNETTE! THE FIRST 5 R NEW WITH BLONDE HAIR! I KNOW IM PRETTY SAPPY AND LAME BUT I LIKE TO WRITE POEMS AND IF U THINK IM SAPPY DONT READ IT LOL HOPE U THINK ITS OK ALL! I GUESS ONE OF THEM DAYS LOL! "ALL I WANT" i dont know if i was meant to be happy, or love was meant to be for me i wish someone could make me truly see dont know what to believe anymore dont want my heart to sore sometimes i fall to fast all i want is something that will last to fall in love with that special man someone to walk with hand and hand sometimes i let them walls down then when i do i end up with a frown i give my heart and trust so easily then always end up in misery why do i let this happen to me can anyone understand and truly see just want to be loved and to love them back not just t

April 17 Th
Some of my Great an Wonderful Friends know I haven't been Fealing to good.I just got off the phone with my doctor.Since I don't have Transportation into the city.He basicly Orderd me to get to the Emergency Rm.in the Town where I Live.I'm in the process of getting dressed now.Hopefully I'll be back. God Bless my Sweet Friends,you all been so Kind + Sweet to me.I care about a lot of you.An Love some of you as Friends.I Hope an Pray to return later today.Peace + Rock On.Many Hugs

Virginia Tech Tragedy
I try to avoid the news as much as possible I hate to hear all the tragic happenings in our world today. Yesterday was no exception, everyone was talking of the senseless act that took place on the grounds of Virginia Tech University. Tears filled my eyes and a heaviness filled my heart and soul as I thought of the terror and the pain that each of the dead and injured must have endured and the pain of their loved ones who will never see their children again because of a senseless and mindless individual who took their lives. Why? I ask myself a thousand times Why? How can someone kill anything with no remorse or even kill at all. What has come over our society that they feel it is okay to take countless lives and leave their loved ones with irrepairable holes in their lives. My heart and soul cries for the world in which we live today that is so cruel and self involved that one can do this and feel that their actions were just.... if even for an instant. This is why I no

Beautiful Day
HELLO MY FRIENDS , MY FAMILLY , MY FANS AFTER A VERY LONG I WANTED TODAY TO STOP TO SEE ALL OF U I WISH EVERY THING IS GOING WELL THERE WITH ALL OF U WE HAVE BEEN HERE FROM A LONG TIME I THINK WE ALL FAMILLY HERE SO CAUSE OF THAT I WISH ALL THE LUCK FOR ALL OF YOU MY FAMILLY MY FRIENDS AND MY FANS WITH ALL MY LOVE AND ALL MY RESPECT MATREXXXXXXXX HOSAM hello every one my friends my familly my fans every one i care for him and i think i care for all of u it is very very beautiful day today i just want to stop to drop some love from my heart for every one i love him i wish every one take care for him self see all of u as soon matrexxxx

All In My Online Family
Hey there my Cherry Friends, Fans ,and Family Today is my dear sister friend birthday will you Plz stop by and wish her a happy birthday Hey This is The Best I Can Do I Can't Afford A Blast So Here's The Next Best Thing blog it ......LOL ~*~Kiefers Lady~*~@ CherryTAP Hey if you consider yourself my family And Your Picture Isn't Already Added Plz leave me a private mgs with your picture to add to my online family train

Even More Random Crap...
When I read this in a bulletin this morning it almost made me cry, so I had to repost it...Dear Military Wife, I am an American woman that has no idea what is going on in the military other than what I hear on the news. I have never had to let go of someone so that they could go fight for people that they didn't know, people that sometimes do not appreciate or understand what they are fighting for. I have never had a sleepless night of worry because of a report that another bomb has exploded and I still haven't heard from my husband. I have never had to wait for months on end to hold the one that I loved so. I have never had to tell my children that daddy wasn't coming home tonight because he was so far away fighting for something that they aren't yet old enough to understand. I have never had to hold my head high and suppress the tears as I hear that it will be at least another six months of separation before my loved one gets to come home. I have never had to deal with a hol

New Rule.
Hi everyone, as much as this hurts me to say I have to.... I am now in training to become a Fubar Bouncer and I have to set an example (yeah me... ) so I need to ask that any comments left on my page be SFW. Even though I don't work, I still have to abide by the rules. Don't stop commenting just be mindful of what you post to me so I don't feel bad if I have to delete it. Thanks Hillary (The Ideal happily married couple): Bill Clinton registers for the draft on September 08, 1964, accepting all contractual conditions of registering for the draft. Selective Service Number 326 46 228. Bill Clinton classified 2-S on November 17, 1964 Bill Clinton reclassified 1-A on March 20, 1968. Bill Clinton ordered to report for induction on July 28, 1969. Bill Clinton refuses to report and is not inducted into the military. Bill Clinton reclassified 1-D after enlisting in the United States Army Reserves on August 07, 1969, under authority of Col. E. Holmes. Clinton sign

God Works In Mysterious Ways
Hey Ya'll, Ho Ho Ho....Happy Holidays To All !!! I Hope everyone has an awesome Holiday this year....I know some of us have lost family members and friends this year, and well....here is a little something that I hope will help someone or maybe several people, make it through the Holidays a little better.... Just take it as a message from above and feel blessed over the Holidays... Feel free to pass this along, as I do this each year, in hopes it will help someone as it helped me... My First Christmas In Heaven I see countless Christmas trees, Around the world below. With tiny lights, like Heaven's stars, Reflecting on the snow. Please wipe away the tear. For I am spending Christmas, With Jesus Christ this year. I hear the many Christmas songs,That people hold o dear. But the sounds of music can't compare, With the Christmas choir up here. I have no words to tell you, I see the pain inside your heart. But I am not so far away,

Meaning Of Love In My Eyes....
I have a beautiful 14 year old daughter. I think everyone that has children that read this will understand completely where I am coming from when I say people and stupidity. We have the High School and Columbine where countless children get injured and killed. Then we have Virginia where 33 college children and teachers are killed and how many injured. Then we have Washington where there are shootings at a school there. Then we have children killing children. Just a few years back there were two elem. age boys playing with a gun and one shot the other and killed him. WHAT IS THIS WORLD COMING TO??!!! These are our children, our lifeline. Our babies we cuddled when they cried we kissed their booboo's. Now people are trying to hurt them. I had the scare of my life today. I was sitting at work it was alittle after 1 just waiting for 3 to get here so I could go home and relax. When I then get this call from My daughter's school. It's an automated voice saying the school has been evacuated

40 And Naughty
geeez this system is really slow tonight, anyways i'm outta here going to bed to get rid of this day!!!!!!! hey guys and girls, well had a great weekend got absolutely wrecked saturday night. just a few pics have been added of the night. couldn't take anymore we were all toooooo drunk by 3am. let me know what you all did over the weekend and now i've just found out that this f@#*ing computer has a virus!!!!

Vampires
Caitiff (World of Darkness) From Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia Caitiff are a fictional group of clanless vampires in Vampire: The Masquerade, a role-playing game by White Wolf, Inc. Lacking patrons or allies, holding no real power as a group, Caitiff are held in contempt by the Camarilla. The Sabbat's Caitiff are treated as a clan; known as Pander, a title whose namesake is a politically powerful and clanless vampire Joseph Pander, they find direction through the Sabbat. Since they are clanless, they do not specialize in any particular discipline, but have the freedom to learn any discipline or develop their own. However, finding a mentor for such a pursuit can be difficult. Clanlessness can stem from many circumstances - the sire rejected the individual, the embrace went wrong, their blood is too thin to develop the peculiar characteristics of the sire's clan, or the sire was also a caitiff. Some take great pride in lacking a clan, claiming to be descended directly

Level Up!!
I am 972 from becomeing an Epic Cherry -- would love some help getting to the next level -- i ahve a bunch of pictures and a ton of stuff in my stash -- also PLEASE sign my guestbook!! hugs and kisses to all! Jacque~~his#1girl here is the link to my page: his#1girl@ CherryTAP

~~lady Red Tiger~~
I finally got a new guestbook today! Please come sign it so i can get rid of the old map. Thanks bunches...XOXO ~Lady RedTiger~ yIntoHeaven.com - Online Karma Test Click Here! Your Karmic Alignment is: Zen Intuition! Score: 18 You have a direct perception of truth. You are very keen and don't use it to take advantage. When you commit positive deeds, you don't do them to get ahead, you do positive deeds simply because it makes you feel good. Your intentions are almost always meant well and all this positive karmaic energy is bound to come back to you in a great way! one was by land one was by sea she said that you would come to me but where are you now...during my time of need where is this fairytale happy life the one in which she speaks where everything works out just perferctly should I still believe in destiny? maybe it's my fault....or maybe I just forgot this life is like a rose garden, grown from a single seed but I have negle

Love
LOVE IS SENSATION FOR THE YOUNGER GENERATION FOR A GUY TO PUT A GIRL AGAINST THE WALL PULL DOWN HER REPUTATION STICK IT IN HER EDUCATION TO MAKE MORE POPULATION DO U DIG MY CONVERSATION OR DO U NEED A DEMOSTRATION?

Pimpin
Please say hello and welcome one of my 'Real Life' friends to Fubar..He is one of the kewlest people you will ever meet..well lol other than myself...I know He doesn't have alot up to rate but please at least stop by and tell him Gothic Rose sent you HellsCowboy89@ fubar I love this man with every bone in my body..so please stop by his profile and show some love..He is a great man who treats me very well..which is alot more than i can say for some of the other assholes in my life..This man gave me a whole new outlook on life..We have both been fucked over in the past by exes and thought there was no hope for either of us being happy..Once we stopped looking for someone we found each other and have been happy and more in love than anything..So please this man deserves all the friends and fans that I have..So do what you cherries do best rate him and show lots of love. warlock Boreas of Beggars and Lepers Founder of The Covenant of Shadows CT Husband of ~Gothic Rose~@ CherryTAP

Ravings Of A Lunatic
FAKE FRIENDS: Never ask for food. REAL FRIENDS: are the reason you have no food. FAKE FRIENDS: Call your parents Mr / Mrs REAL FRIENDS: Call your parents DAD/MOM FAKE FRIENDS: bail you out of jail and tell you what you did was wrong REAL FRIENDS: Would sit next to you saying 'Dawg ... we screwed up... but that was fun!' FAKE FRIENDS: have never seen you cry REAL FRIENDS: cry with you FAKE FRIENDS: Borrow your stuff for a few days then give it back REAL FRIENDS: keep your stuff so long they forget it's yours FAKE FRIENDS: know a few things about you REAL FRIENDS: Could write a book about you with direct quotes from you FAKE FRIENDS: Will leave you behind if that is what the crowd is doing REAL FRIENDS: Will kick the whole crowds' butt that left you FAKE FRIENDS: Would knock on your front door REAL FRIENDS: Walk right in and say 'I'M HOME!' FAKE FRIENDS: Are for awhile REAL FRIENDS: Are for life FAKE FRIENDS: will talk bad to the person who talks bad

Ms. Racks 2007 Contest Help Me Win A 3 Day Blast!!!
~THE MS. RACKS 2007 CONTEST~ I'M TRYING TO WIN A 3 DAY BLAST.. EACH COMMENT EQUALS 1 POINT AND EACH RATE EQUALS 5 POINTS SO PLEASE STOP BY AND RATE AND COMMENT BOMB ME.. HERE IS THE LINK..

Survey Says
***fill out your own answers*** 1. Anal or oral? depends 2. Chocolate or whip Cream? cream 3. Ice or feathers? ice works wonders on females so ice 4. Two girls and a guy or two guys and a girl? girls 5. Movie porn or live porn? lboth 6. What do you wear to bed ? boxer 7. Love making or hard fucking? both 8. Do you shave? my beard yea 9. Spit or swallow? thats a female trait 10. Do you masturbate ? 4sho 11. Whats your turn on ? a woman playin with herself or a lesbian porn 12. Whats your favorite position ? doggy style 13. Do you belive in no glove no love ? DEPENDS 14. Where would you really love to have sex ? on a airplane 15. How long can you go ? (and be honest) AS LONG AS NECESSARY 16. Bondage or soft & gentle ? bondage i dont think so 17. Have you ever had sex in public ? yup 18. Do you touch yourself and get turned on ? 4sho 19. Is there anyone on your mind you want to have sex with ? she no who she is..., get with me

Vampire Stuff
The Toreador are a fictional clan of vampires in White Wolf Game Studio's Vampire: The Masquerade and Vampire: The Dark Ages books and role-playing games. Their symbol is the thorned rose. The Toreador typically have an obsession with anything artistic, exquisite or (superficially) beautiful. They are hedonists and self-indulgent artists. As expectable, the Toreador find the Nosferatu to be especially revolting, and vice versa. Their attraction to beauty is so strong that they have to force themselves not to stop at the sight of an aesthetically appealing work. It is said that the Toreador are the closest of the Kindred to human sensibilities. Their Antediluvian founder was believed to be an artist in the first city (Enoch) named Arikel, or possibly Ishtar. At Cain's request she created a beautiful mural which showed the vampires' eternal struggle with the beast and unveiled it before him and one of his childer. In his fury at the depiction, Cain and his childe never saw the f

Mad Mad World
Too many subjects to fall into one genre Current mood: awake Category: Life Might I wander through these Fields in Knowledge...Aware...Impressed upon...Spoken to by the Voice which spins these Universes...these many Fields which Move these Revolutions. These Revolutions. May I wander and Wonder in amazement at the Beauty which Surrounds our Simplistic Capabilities. Might I remain humble as I squander this gift among those who may not See. May I be Blessed enough to be given the Audience to which I am received in Honesty. Who might Hear me in Truth...more than simply to the Crowd which Emily Dickinson referred to as "the admiring Bog...Who am I?" Shallow narrowness is so much Easier for the Crowd, is it not? Pass it by. Live in the Box which you yourself have Created. Choose Ignorance...it is a Simpler Path...little or no complication. Effortless and unrequired. No need to Participate. So, I am on my soap box just a preachin' away....but if you stop to Listen...there are Pearls

Not Too Bored... Really!
Well... first blog. Yay for me! I'm at work right now, with a nasty little headache, and miserably avoiding all the stuff I have to get done. It's been a rough week, and all I really want is to get some rest. I have a quiz tonight at school, and I didn't even open a book... *yawns* that class is too boring. Well, I wanted to take some time to thank all of you who have welcomed me to cherry tap. Everyone has been great so far... and you're all so cute!!! :-) I'll have to update more later on. See ya! My first blog entry! Yayyyyy!

50 Mistakes For The Ladies To See
just some stuff a friend sent me 50 mistakes women make during sex i dont know 1. Assuming he can get a raging hard on when it suits you. Contrary to popular belief, men can't just flip a switch and get it up because you decided to stop being a frigid bitch. Getting it hard is your job. I suggest you figure it out. 2. Thinking that kissing needs to be this sweet romantic thing all the time. Sometimes pressing your lips against your partners mouth while you get off is the hot. It depends on the situation. 3. Leaving him responsible for your orgasm. You know what gets you off. Tell him. If you don't, it's your own fault when he's snoozing and you're all wound up. 4. Expecting him to cuddle. Men and women are wired differently. Sex makes most women want to talk and bond and all that shit. It makes men pass out. It's a biological thing. Stop fighting it, and stop holding it over his head, it's not his fault. 5. Expecting him to fall asleep with you in his arms. That shit is

The Journal Of The One Called Syntheik Sanity
One of my favorite new haunts since I've moved down south is called, "Double D's Steakhouse". It's a large, usually sparsely populated steakhouse with a bar. They have numerous, large LCD televisions, 3 high quality, regulation sized, pocketed billiard tables, reasonably priced beer and very decent food. And, if the bartender sees that you're actually drinking or ordering food, he will usually write off the pool rental and you'll get it for free. My kind of place. A very interesting thing happened at DD's today. As I was playing pool with myself (I was losing), a proverbial clown car of children and rednecks suddenly flooded in the door. I've never understood people's compulsion to bring their offspring to places where people obviously go to get away from things like children... such as a bar. The five children looked to be exactly nine months apart in age (big surprise there), the oldest being around 8 years old. And they were LOUD! Not just loud in the sense that they spoke loudly

Back From The E.r
Back from the E.R.They did EKG,Oxegen,Chest Exray,Blood.Everything was normal so they say.They gave me a script of Vicodans.So I just ate lunch so I could eat 1.My symtoms of chest pain are related to the fact my body,doesn't have it's precious Xanax + Trazodone no more.I have been Weening myself off it for over a month.An everdently my body is still feaning for my 7 yr.addiction to these fine benzo's.I had no choice but to ween myself off of them.As I can't get into the City.My various Doctors have been trying to get me off them for many yrs.To no avail.I haven't slept well for 5 nights now.Maybe I can get some herbs Valarian Root that smells like feet.except it gives me Nightmares.Anyway I'm Home an online in bed,resting.The useless people that Live here actually washed the Dishes an did the Laundry.Shity weather here.Hopefully I didn't worry my many Sweet friends to badly.Musta been U-alls prayers that Kept me safe.

Capricorn And Scorpio Match
When Scorpio and Capricorn make a love match, they get an opportunity to not only enjoy a loving relationship and learn the value of being a pair, but also to grow and mature as individuals. These two may be wary about sharing themselves with one another at first, and this emotional caution may dampen the initial impact of this relationship. These two tend to be a bit cautious (Capricorn) and pensive (Scorpio), and it takes a while for them to feel comfortable with a significant other. Though they may be shy of getting involved and not the quickest to trust and share, these two Signs will discover that they can have quite a profound connection -- one of friendship and deep loyalty. Much can be learned when a Scorpio and Capricorn get together -- and the lessons they learn, while difficult at times to endure, are worth the trouble they might cause. From their stable, capable Capricorn mate, Scorpio can learn to bring their overheated emotions into control. Capricorn must be careful,

Thanks
Thank you.... My heartfelt appreciation goes out to all of you who have taken the time and trouble to send me "forwards" over the past 12 months. Thank you for making me feel safe, secure, blessed, and wealthy. Extra thanks to whoever sent me the one about rat crap in the glue on envelopes cause I now have to go get a wet towel every time I need to seal an envelope. Also, I scrub the top of every can I open for the same reason. Because of your concern I no longer drink Coca Cola because it can remove toilet stains. I no longer drink Pepsi or Dr.Pepper since the people who make these products are atheists who refuse to put "Under God" on their can. I no longer use Saran wrap in the microwave because it causes cancer. I no longer check the coin return on pay phones because I could be pricked with a needle infected with AIDS. I no longer use deodorant! -since it causes cancer, even though I smell like a water buffalo on a hot day. I no longer go to shopping malls because someone migh

Poems
Where do I go from here Now that you are not here to hurt me Nothere to get mad at me,if I want to go somewhere There is nothing left but cold lonely night Wondering if I can handle everythig now I'm on my now I'm wondering what I'm going to do now I'm not ready for dating quick yet I can,t handle haveing my heart shatter agian Sign:marion g. I gripe a Pepsi and my Chocolate Sit down to listen to a sad country song on the radio Song remaind me of all the hell you put me threw I cry the blues when you left me I couldn't see pass the tears and the pain Seem like everything came to an end in my world My heart was reap a part Everybody said it would get easier I couldn't see how I was so miseraale I didn't care if my world turns or not Just wanted to be left a lone Nobody seem to understand why I wanted todo that I was trying to deal with what you had done to me With your cheating and lying ways I will not deal with it any more You need to go away I only ask y

I Am Back
JUST WANTED TO SAY HI AND LET EVERYONE KNOW THAT I GAVE BIRTH 3 WEEKS AGO TO A WONDERFUL GOREGOUS BABY BOY AND IM DOING GREAT I MISS EVERYONE HOPE ALL IS WELL JUST WANTED TO SAY HI AND THAT I MISSED EVERYONE AND IM GLAD TO BE BACK STOP BY SHOW ME SOME LOVE ILL DO THE SAME

He Could Have Been My Friend
HE COULD HAVE BEEN A FRIEND. He could have been someone He could have been a King He could have been a poet He could loved to sing He could have been a dreamer He could have had a plan He could have taught another brother How to be a man He could have been a doctor He could have saved a life He could have been a father He could have taken a wife He could have been an athlete He could have won the game He could have been an actor He could have had such fame He could have chosen a different path He could been in a different place He chose instead to make his mark He chose Virginia Tech as the space He could have changed the world He did without even knowing And even though his journey is done His memory keeps on going His name was Ryan Clark And though tears mark his end Of all the things he could have been He could have been my friend. Rest In Peace Ryan, may angels guide you home. Lil-Shaq

5 Duties Of A Husband
5 Duties Of A Husband 1- Love her The first duty of a man to his woman, or a husband to his wife, is to love her. Now, you might say, "Well, that goes without saying! Move on to number two!" However, what goes under the name of love has little to do with love. The word 'love' has become a misunderstood word. For example, people say, "I love my job. I love my home. I love chocolate cake." Generally what they are talking about is what those things do for them. "The home makes me comfortable. The cake satisfies my sweet tooth. The work satisfies my desire for a career." The word 'love' has become a word to describe the lusts of the flesh, and nothing more. You can only measure love by your sacrifice, not by your enjoyment. That is, the sacrifice that you make for the betterment of someone else. If you talk about loving your wife, and you mean by that that she does a lot of good things for you, that's not love. That's her loving you. To say that a man loves his wife is to ta

Tragedy At Vt
I JUST WANTED TO TAKE THE TIME TO THANK EVERYONE WHO IS JOINING ME IN THE SUPPORT OF THE SHOOTING AT VIRGINA TECH COLLEGE. I DO NOT KNOW ANY ONE THAT GOES THERE. I JUST WANTED TO DO SOME THING FOR ALL THE FAMILY MEMBERS, AND PEOPLE WHO HAVE FRIENDS THERE. IF YOU SEE MY BULLETIN PLEASE REPOST IT. THANKS AGAIN I AM KEEPING MY VT RIBBON UP UNTIL SUN DOWN SUNDAY. OUR "WONDERFUL" PRES. FOR ONCE IS DOING THE RITE THING AND LOWERING THE WHITE HOUSE FLAG TO HALF STAFF UNTIL THAN. PLEASE JOIN ME IN SHOWING SUPPORT. RIP THIS PICTURE FOR YOUR HOME PAGE PICTURE UNTIL THAN. MY PRAYERS AND THOUGHTS GO OUT TO ALL THE FAMILYS.

People
Well, seems I am back for a short lived stay here at what is now calls "Fubar"? Quite the change from Cherry Tap but I guess whatever keeps people signing up. Anyways I wanted to say "HELLO" to all my old friends here it has been awhile and I thank you all for your comments while I have been gone. My bf is still in this VIC contest and I am trying to get him this VIC so he can stop spending so much time on the site .. lol I am hoping all my old friends can help me out. I know I haven't been here for all of you but life has got me so busy these days with my kids and all. I do miss you all dearly. I do hope you continue to write and comment I shall return them now and then. If you can and will help me out here is the link to his Contest .. I wont beg I just hope you find a bit of time to add some votes .. I shall again repay you all one day. Love to all ... take care and stay safe. Hugs Dannille *PoeticBliss* I haven't been here for months but happened to be called back for

Why Do We Hurt And Why Do We Hurt Others?
Very often, we shut our hearts or shut others out to protect ourselves from being hurt. While we are on guard, we are defensive. Often we become unapproachable and unavailable. We look for, and usually find, an ulterior motive in everything and everyone. The motives and agendas we see, whether they exist or not, are the reasons we must protect ourselves. At the same time, we are isolated and lonely. We dont want to be hurt. We dont want to be alone, but we dont know what to do about how we feel. In general, people are not out to hurt you. They hurt you because you expect to be hurt. They hurt you because your barriers look and feel very similar to their barriers. When people see their issues being reflected back to them, they often become afraid of what they see and feel. In response, they want to get to you before you get to them. In the process, you get hurt. You must accept that people are not out to hurt you. They hurt you because they dont realize that what they do or how they

Tuesday, 17 April 2007
THIS IS MY CURRENT LIST OF PEOPLE THAT I HAVE TOLD I WOULD HELP. I HAVE BEEN A LITTLE LAX IN HELPING THEM AND I AM GETTING ON IT, MAYBE YOU CAN HELP ME OUT BY HELPING THEM. 1 MONTH BLAST, NEEDS 25,000 COMMENTS. 1 MONTH BLAST, NEEDS 25,000 COMMENTS. FOR A 30 DAY BLAST: CUP OF JOE'S CONTEST, 1st PLACE WINS HAPPY HOUR, 2nd-4th GET A BLAST ENDS APRIL 26th 2007 CUP OF JOE'S CONTEST, 1st PLACE WINS HAPPY HOUR

Death Notes.
'Twas brillig, and the slithy toves Did gyre and gimble in the wabe; All mimsy were the borogoves, And the mome raths outgrabe. "Beware the Jabberwock, my son! The jaws that bite, the claws that catch! Beware the Jubjub bird, and shun The frumious Bandersnatch!" He took his vorpal sword in hand: Long time the manxome foe he sought— So rested he by the Tumtum tree, And stood awhile in thought. And as in uffish thought he stood, The Jabberwock, with eyes of flame, Came whiffling through the tulgey wood, And burbled as it came! One, two! One, two! And through and through The vorpal blade went snicker-snack! He left it dead, and with its head He went galumphing back. "And hast thou slain the Jabberwock? Come to my arms, my beamish boy! O frabjous day! Callooh! Callay!" He chortled in his joy. 'Twas brillig, and the slithy toves Did gyre and gimble in the wabe; All mimsy were the borogoves, And the mome raths outgrabe. Perpetual wandering, insan

Nhlfa_sabres
Sabres have edge in Fort Erie Patriotism favors Ottawa Senators, but Buffalo is very close to home http://www.buffalonews.com/103/story/71646.html FORT ERIE, Ont. — Their capital is Ottawa. They live in the land of the maple leaf, “Hockey Night in Canada” and Don Cherry. And when it comes to patriotism, they’re intensely loyal to their “home and native land.” But Fort Erie residents also live in Buffalo’s backyard, only a figurative slap shot from HSBC Arena. Most of them are inundated by Buffalo media reports of the Sabres. Some have bled Sabres blue and gold for almost 37 years. So where is Fort Erie leaning in the Eastern Conference finals, in the battle between the Sabres and Ottawa Senators? That depends on whom you ask. The Sabres seem to have the edge — some say a huge edge — but there clearly is plenty of support for the “last Canadian team standing.” “Go Ottawa, anybody but Buffalo,” Fort Erie resident Christine Ca

Sexual Harassment !!!!!
A WOMAN`S PERFECT BREAKFAST: She`s sitting at the table with her gourmet coffee. Her son is on the cover of the Wheaties box. Her daughter is on the cover of Business Week. Her boyfriend is on the cover of Playgirl. And her husband is on the back of the milk carton............ PRICELESS One day, in line at the company cafeteria, Jack says to Mike behind him, my > > >elbow hurts like hell. I guess I better see a doctor." "Listen, you don't > > >have to spend that kind of money," Mike replies. "There's a diagnostic > > >computer down at WalMart. Just give it a urine sample and the computer'll > > >tell you what's wrong and what to do about it. It takes ten seconds and > > >costs ten dollars...a lot cheaper than a doctor." So Jack deposits a urine > > >sample in a small jar and takes it to WalMart. He deposits ten dollars, and > > >the computer lights up and asks for the urine sample. He pours the sample > > >into the slot and waits. Ten seconds later, the computer ej

Kids Will Make U Laugh....
A father passing by his son's bedroom was astonished to see that his > > bed was nicely made and everything was picked up. Then he saw an > > envelope, propped up prominently on the pillow that was addressed to > > "Dad." > > With the worst premonition he opened the envelope with trembling > > hands and read the letter. > > Dear Dad: > > It is with great regret and sorrow that I'm writing you. I had to > > elope with my new girlfriend because I wanted to avoid a scene with Mom and you. I > > have been finding real > > passion with Stacy and she is so nice. But I knew you would not > > approve of her because of all her piercings, tattoos, tight > > motorcycle clothes and the fact that she is much older than I am. > > But it's not only the passion...Dad she's pregnant. Stacy said that > > we will be very happy.She owns a trailer in the woods and has a > > stack of firewood for the whole winter. > > We share a dream of having many more children. Stacy ha

My Little World
Where to begin.... I made one decesion out of hurt and anger, and simply being tired of bullshit, wich completly changed my life. I broke up with Mike, and called my best friend Ashley, and she came and got me and the kids, and took us to Arkansas where she lives in Springdale. I was there a little over 2 weeks, and needed to get back to Topeka to deal with 1 of two tickets, so I got one sorta delt with, still have more with that one, and my other ticket is due the 25th. So im up here with Mike, and NO, WE ARE NOT BACK TOGATHER! But he is trying to help i think....but he goes through moments where hes rude, mean, and hatefull. I know because hes hurt, and he has alot of stuff going on too, stuff that has nothing to do with me. Not that its a excuse, because their is none. I know with no doubt, that Mike will pay whatever I need paid, and get stuff taken care of that I wouldnt have a chance at if I went back to Arkansas right now. And dont think im taking advantage of him, because he is

Men
A guy goes to the supermarket and notices an attractive woman waving at him. Much to his delight, she approaches him too. Then, she says hello. He's rather taken aback because he can't place where he knows her from... So he says, "Do you know me?" To which she replies, "I think you're the father of one of my kids." Now his mind travels back to the only time he has ever been unfaithful to his wife and says," My God, are you the stripper from my bachelor party that I made love to on the pool table with all my buddies watching while your partner whipped my butt with wet celery???" She looks into his eyes and says calmly "No, I'm your son's teacher." The Penis Study.... The American Government funded a study to see why the head of a man's penis was larger than the shaft. After 1 year and $180,000, they concluded that the reason that the head was larger than the shaft was to give the man more pleasure during sex. After the US published the s

Ranting
Wow,where do I even begin,and why am I even posting this,for all the world to see?.Because I guess I need to get this off my cheast, I feel as though I am going to break out of my skin. An actual study says the human heart takes 18 months to heal after an inital break-up.18 months for a broken heart to heal.My heart has been broken for 8 years,and yet,I love him still with every broken peice.I won't go into my relationship details,needless to say I was young,he was my first in every way.Since I was 14 I have related in some way,this man, with a part of my life.Every step I have taken without him by my side,was taken with the thought that my steps would lead back to him.We have spent days, months,years apart,yet time brings us back together,and it's always like we have never been apart.And I have loved this man so much,that I was never able to be that clingly type of women that would take what ever means nessasary to hold onto my man.That isnt what love is about.I loved him s

Poetry Written For Me
MORE THAN A FRIEND Roses that glooms Light that shines Bliss You bring show That you are more than a friend My eye has seen for real A splendid queen like you Your hair is dark like coal Your love is your goal The ray in your eyes show She is more than a friend The sun will worship The moon will adore The star twinkle to celebrate Even your marvelous smile show That you are more than a friend Comely birds sing for praise Tender wind convey your message Mountain water fall portray your beauty Even felicity of today shows You are more than a friend your the light that brightens my day love alot taz check him out ladies he writes beautifully xoxo she came into my life like a speeding arrow she struck my heart at full speed, I fell before I realized anything I was on the ground crawling on hands and knees I fell hard for her it became a moment of clarity and a moment of confusion she took my breath away that is when I knew

Friends In Ilinois
Well it might seem weid why im writing bout people i haven't seen in years but you know what i love these people & i miss them with all my heart.. (basically) anyways.... ill give the name of a person and a comment or good memory bout them, Tiffany Izer, she's like a sister to me. I love her so much. We would always play kick ball & roll with the guys, we have great Blonde moments! & we will always be BFF's for life.. no one can stop tht from happening! Khyrsten Hitt, omg I love this girl so much.. we are sistah no matter what! Khyrsten & i where born to be Wild & crazy together. We always used to hang out, play kick ball.... talk bout things... & always sleep over at eachothers houses! this girl is so cool.. i miss her soo much, i talk to her every chance i get, her lil sister Bryttnie Hitt is the same, but we never played kick ball together

Poems-1
Other day I came across the letters you wrote me I sat down and read them And the tears started to flowing down my checkss They talk about our hopes and dreams What we wanted for our future But it didn't work out the way,we thought it should You were gone more and more I could not understand why Thought you wanted the same things I did I guess I was wrong about that We didn't have the faith to make it work That was so many years ago Time to throw out the letters And the memories that go with it Looking forward to better days With out you,good-by for ever Sign:marion g I was threw my jewlery box Found the wedding band you gave me The memories came flooding back Of all that you put me threw Pain and the hurt that I still feel Just like it was yesterday I started to cry I pick up the ring threw it cross the room Wondering how you could have done that to me I don't want you part of my life Now its time to pick up up the pieces Move on with my life

The Laura Peel Benefit Concert
We've organized an event to help a good friend of ours out. Laura Peel is a 22 year-old mother of two whose been recently diagnosed with advanced melanoma. As she's almost constantly undergoing treament one-hundred miles away from her job, she's unable to work to pay for the medical bills she's racking up. She's going to need a community effort behind her to see her through this, and this is what we aim to achieve. She's been an active member of the local music scene since she's been able to get herself into bars(which was in early high school), and we've been friends for just as long. The great thing about this woman is her attitude about her affliction: her disposition hasn't been affected in the least. She's been facing her endeavor with courage and a smile, and she isn't asking for any of this. She doesn't have to. The event will be hosted @ Suck Bang Blow Four Corners in Garden City on saturday, April 21 @ 4 PM. 6 bands including AFTERMATH, CIRCLES IN AUTUMN, PRIMO NOCTIS

Angel's
Well thought I would just drop a blog and say howdy to all. Not much going on here, just resting from surgery and all went well. Man without all the boobs I can see my toes, lol. But unfortunately I do miss them but I like my new size. So catch me up on things. Been gone a while. Not much here, its December and 83 degrees during the day and 70 at nite, not cool, not normal. Merry Christmas to all! Ready to start the new year guys? Free Comments & Graphics The past two days I have set back and watch and listen. Looked at all of my male friends, my best friend (which is a male species) and I have wonder, ponder and now I've decided to ask the million dollar question: Where are all the John Wayne's in the world? I have been watching people at the mall, in town, grocery store, the beaches and even Wal-Mart, and have come up with all the men I have seen does not have a clue on how to treat a lady, respect one or even how to be polite to one. And there are females out there that has n

Never Ever Thought...
I thought that I was over pain and thought that I could move forward and open myself up to you. I thought that true friends were always to be loyal to each other. I never asked you to prove it...never asked you to show it. I thought it just simply was. I thought the words were real and that true friendship never dies. You called me your best friend and I held that close to my heart because you knew all I had been through last year and how hard it was for me to trust completely again. I stood by your side trusting and I cared without limits, loved you as family without asking anything of you back. I cared and loved with all my heart...as I do all my true and close friends. ******I would always stand by your side no matter what...damn you for not doing the same and for putting someone less important between our friendship. Thank you for being ashamed of me and what we have as a friendship. ****** You cried on my shoulder and spoke that we would be friends forever...that me m

10 Things I Hate!
1. CHEATERS....(ALL KINDS) 2. THE SUN.....(WHICH IS WHY I AM PASTY WHITE) 3. FAKE BOOBS..(CAUSE THEY ARE WELL...FAKE)(MINE ARE REAL BTW) 4. VIOLENCE....(IT SOLVES NOTHING) 5. DRIVERS WHO TALK ON THEIR CELL PHONES AND CRASH INTO ME THEN SAY ITS MY FAULT, GRRRRRRRR) 6. TWEEKERS....(THEY ALL TURN BAD SOONER OR LATER) 7. HACKERS.....(STOLE MY YAHOO SN....GRRRRRRRR) 8. RACISTS.....(ITS WHATS INSIDE THAT COUNTS) 9. THIEVES.....(GET YOUR OWN!!) 10 STALKERS....(THIS WILL BE ON BOTH HATE AND LOVE LISTS,) (HAHA)

i need to make some money to move i have some shirts i am selling the price is 15.50 please give some advice what to do thanks sonia dear friends and fan december 8th at about 9.30 a lighting started for about 2 seconds and then immediately it started pouring for about 10 minute and the roof over my studio/ the rain started to pour into my studio like if you where ouside without an umbrella and even if you had an umbrella you could not sheltered it pour for about 10 minutes and immediately quick i lost everything the only thing i save was my laptop it is a very difficult thing for me because i have no family. i am selling some shirts i have the picture on where it say photos clip there gave some imput what to do in such a desperate situacion thanks you all that are part of me take care and thanks sonia britton this occur in the downtown area of san diego between 6 and broadway in front of the marriot hotel the building across. good nite i am looking for someone to sponsor a blast f

Va. Tech
Just wanted to send my thoughts and prayers out to everyone who may have been involved or who may have had family involved in the tragic events of the past couple of days at VA. TECH. May god bless all of you.

School Update
well it is nearly that time. ill be graduating in three weeks. our portfolio show is in two weeks. cant wait to show off all of our design work to the community. Anyway, our theme for the portfolio show is a movie premier so all of our advertising is following those lines. come check out my page and see the movie trailer that we shot for our tv commercial, its awesome, considering we are graphic designers and not movie makers...lol.

Ladies, Am I Cute!
You know what really grinds my gears? Is when I spend so much time on here showing love to so many people, yet only half return the favor! I mean I know they see it. The comments, becoming peeps fans, gifts, etc. All this & for what? For some of you to not even bother to return the love, let alone come by & say, "Hi" or "Thanks"! Maybe it's Me, maybe i'm fucking with the wrong Cherries, maybe i'm not that cute, maybe i'm not doing enough on here. On the other-hand! Maybe it's You!!! And that's what really grinds my gears! (Note: This blog is Strictly for the ladies No execption!!!) Okay, I notice that alot of people on here give 10's(for pics)just to be nice & thats cool! However, it's not always the truth. Is it Cherries? In fact, alot of us deserve 5's & under(just being Real). So, I've set this blog up to find out the truth. I want nothing but un-cut, raw, Real-ass answers to this blog! On a scale from 1-10, Am I cute? If possible, give feedback on your answer!!! (N

Jokes And Other Funny Stuff I Find
I'm creating this blog so I can post all the funny jokes I find across the net and theres alot. I hope e1 enjoys them as much as I do. I think ones personality comes out when we discover what makes them laugh.

Poems
Beauty Being beautiful is being compared to the grandest things on earth, To the warm sunset...high majestic peaks...or a clear night sky. I do know this, I would not trade the beauty I have in front of me, For I have all the beauty I need. A beauty that rises above those majestic peaks. A beauty that gives the warmth of a sunset. For this beauty's eyes shine brighter than the stars in the heaven's skies, A beauty that is so special to me, You are beautiful. YOU ARE You are the sun That brings me light You are the one Who takes away my fright. When I fall You pick me up Wherever I go You bring me luck. You're not a dream You?re my dream come true And that?s why I'll always Be loving you. Sometime in life, you find a special friend Someone who changes your life just by being part of it. Someone who makes you laugh until you can’t stop, Someone who makes you believe that, There really is good in the world. Someone who convince

My Heart
Are there guys out there who really want a woman for a relationship other than a sexual one. I know there are, its just hard to find them. I have talked to maybe 2 lately. What is it with people in general I suppose just using the internet specifically for their own selfish reasons, either by using others for their own personal gain. I have heard so much crap and have had stuff happen to me. A Man uses a sweet kind woman and lies to her just to get money. Others just want to get on cam and ask " Can I see you r pussy"!! I am so tired of it all. I would love to find a good decent man. I am still considering the fact that I may not find one from here. I have met many men from here. I can honestly say that maybe 1 or 2 have even been worth my time. I truely believe that there is someone out there for everyone and we all should be happy. I am going to stay optimistic. Good luck to all and please be honest with all you come into contact with. It also makes me so mad when guys, women too, p

B E Kind To Me And I'll Return The Favor
hello this is grumpy's wife hello the reason grumpy and i havent been on cherrytap or yahoo is because grumpy is in the hospital. we dont know when he will come home. he was having bad chest pains they think he had a stroke or a heart attack. im gonna get back to the hospital. love you all nightshade2526 & grumpy2553 i fan everybody, all i ask is for you to fan back. if you wish plz rate some pics i always return all the favors i mostly do more then most ppl dream of doin', be kind and plz rate.

Heroes
acidous@ fubar Crash kills young firefighter imikimi - Customize Your World by Michaelangelo Conte Friday September 14, 2007, 6:09 PM A 25-year-old Jersey City firefighter left behind a 2-month-old daughter when he died from injuries suffered in a collision on his motorcycle in the Jersey City Heights yesterday near his home, officials said. Eduardo Pena, 25, of Sherman Place off Summit Avenue died as a result of injuries suffered in the collision at Kennedy Boulevard at Thorne Street, Fire Director Armando Roman said this morning. The firefighter was conscious and coherent when first brought to the hospital. "They were working feverishly to stabilize him and they rushed him into surgery but he had serious internal injuries and he took a turn for the worse,'' Roman said. "He was on full life support when he died around 2 a.m." "This was a stand up kid all around," Roman said this morning. "He was a very dedicated member of th

Happiness
I just got married a week ago and its been awesome too. Its so wonderful having the man I have in my life. I couldn't ask for anyone else better than him. He is my everything. All I could've ever asked for in a man. And getting to meet my real dad for the first time on march 21st 2007 was the most awesomest feelings too. I still can't believe it either. I spend time with him everyday too. Its awesome getting to know who he is and things that I never knew when I was a very young child. And now I can find all the stuff out. Soon I hope to get to meet my grandma that lives in Washington. I am excited about that too. Its been a truly awesome experience for me and very overwhelming with everything. My husband and my new family its just awesome.

The Imagination Is Powerful
"Honey, this party is boring. I want to leave." Ashley stood there, pouting at me, the top of her head barely reaching my chin. She was in a beautiful evening gown, dark green, the perfect color for her pale skin. The dress hugged her body, showing of her curves without showing a lot of skin. Her gorgeous red hair pulled up into a bun, held in place by two black Chinese chopsticks. I, on the other hand, at just shy of six feet, muscular, broad shoulders, was in a black tuxedo. The fabric pulled every time I moved, but it still looked good. "Ash, baby, I have to be here. If I want to 'network,' as they say, I have to show up to these things, even if they are boring. I know you hate these parties, basically because you have nothing to do, but I'm supposed to bring a date and why shouldn't I bring the most beautiful woman in town?" Ashley blushed, her cheeks turning red. She cuffed me on the arm. "I am not the most beautiful woman in town. Look over there. At that Mrs. um...McGuire?

Having A Baby!
Ok so I found out the other day that I am prego.... I always wanted a baby but I seem to have mixed emtions about being this way. I know I want the baby i guess i am just scared. Mom says its just my hormones kicking each others ass thats making me feel all weird and that all normal. hopefully the all day sickness goes away soon lol cause its kicking my ass at the moment!

The Dance
Your eyes open, where am I you ask yourself? This isn't my room. I went to sleep in my room, that's my bed but where am I. You wipe your eyes and they focus. You're right you are no longer in your room. You now lie in a meadow filled with fragrant flowers, a coolness in the air and the moon shining brightly down upon you. You know this place, it's a place where you spent many a childhood days. You hear a voice call to you. You turn in the darkness and see a hand reach out for yours. "Care to dance?" The voice asks as you take the hand. You try to see who is there but the persons face you can not see. Only hearing the softness of their voice. Caring and tender you both dance. No Music is heard only the music of your breathing and heart beats. Your dance partner softly whispers to you " I see you still enjoy dancing in the moonlight like you did when you were young." Softly you whisper back "Yes, I do how did you know that I danced in the moonlight when I was a child?" The reply is clea

Interesting Things From My Interesting Mind...lol
Ok folks....he got shipped back to Iraq and all of us here at home are keeping him in our prayers and hearts...we cried lots when he left and will miss him more than he will ever know...here is his address while he is in Iraq...let's send him lots of mail to let him know he is loved and missed by many...keep him in your prayers that he stays safe and comes home soon.... CPL TILLEY, BENJAMIN R 1 MEF CE FWD G-4 MDDOC/MCC-1 UNIT 42540 FPO AP 96426-2540 FALLUJAH, IRAQ SEND ME MAIL THANKS!!! Want to be forever eliminated from the guest list? Just take this to your next "pot luck" dinner!!! Kitty Litter Cake" This is *no joke* READ THE INGREDIENTS AND STUFF FIRST AND THEN LOOK AT THE PHOTO.. TRUST ME.. DON'T LOOK AT THE PHOTO FIRST, BUT LAST... This is for all you cooks out there looking for something a little different........ WANT TO HAVE FUN AT A PARTY? PREPARE THIS RECIPE! COMPLETELY EDIBLE, BUT YOUR FRIENDS MAY NOT THINK SO! On

Never Done B4
i was with my friends this last passed weekend and i found myself headed to a club. im not really the club type but since i wasnt driving a decided to go along with it specially since i knew we would have to leave shortly because we were also having a house party... any way it turned out to be a fettish club i guess. women were dressed in dominatrix clothing with just tape across their nipples. the most interesting site i have eva seen. in the upper level was the vip lounge. there was this guy doing things to women and it made them go wild. one of the tools he used was a black glove.. i dunno what else this glove did but when he tapped the women she seemed to orgasm. im not even sure if he touch here. i have soo many question but the next onewont be for weeks and i wont be here bleh maybe some of you kinky people know what that guy was doing

Sadness!!
Well this morning another family member has passed away... This is my second loss this year and my 5th since January 07' My Aunt was 55 married for 37 years 3 grown kids and 3 grand kids... She has been living with Multiple Sclerosis for 25+ years and her fight with this disease is over... The Dr's are unaware of exactly why she decelerated so quickly. She went to the hospital a couple weeks ago because of a UTI and then she got a bowel infection... She had an irregular heart rate on Sunday... Monday she went to ICU... She remained in ICU Tuesday morning about 12:30am her kidney's started to not work properly so they had her on dialysis from 4am yesterday till she passed away this morning... There is a song I would like to dedicate to her to you... If you haven't seen the bucket list you should watch it... This song is SAY by John Mayer... Life is short... If you love someone tell them if you don't and you are living a lie are you really living? Be honest with

Broken
Yea I guess it was a Spring fling. --to someone who knows who they are... How long will you break me how long will you hate me How long can you fake it before you break it *my heart that is* Right now I'm lost and your the cost I have to pay to stay It sucks not saying I love you I hate just playing and then you said we're through How heartless are you to tell me I'm special then you have no clue i wasn't that special to you I'm not your broken heart I'm not your new start I wont play that game I wont ever be the same So tell me I'm cute Tell me I'm Special but when you say we're through then thats when i'm done with you --For that special someone...

Sad
06/17/2007 Lasting Tribute: Community's love builds court in memory of Adam Elliott By JOHN T. EBERTH , Olean Times Herald Logan Harris rebounds a basketball as other members of the Elliott family take the first shots at the new court in Portville Saturday. The Adam Elliott Memorial Court was dedicated in memory of Adam who died on July 30, 2006, following an accident at Letchworth State Park. Photo by Daniel LeBlanc PORTVILLE - The Elliott family has a tradition. Once a year they take a backpacking trip to some remote location not far from their Portville home. Dad Dave Elliott said the tradition began when his son Adam was about 9. On that first trip, he said Adam soon became weary of lugging a backpack through the wilds of Pennsylvania. Like any good dad would, Mr. Elliott agreed to carry Adam's pack for him. Adam raced ahead of the family. "Instantly there was a change. The burden had been lifted and Adam took off like a deer," Mr. Elliott remembers.

Is This My Lucky Day
The Sun moves toward trining Pluto early tomorrow and we can feel the harmonious alignment of our intentions with our deeply rooted emotional power. Our passions drive us to accomplish more than we normally can, but this isn't about running around and doing many things. It's about making something dramatic happen, but without the drama. Positive changes can improve our lives, yet the Moon in stubborn Taurus possibly frustrates the process.

Mikefire
How is that when I created a profile back in Feb. some one hacked it. I think I checked my profile 4 times. I haven't checked it for about a month and some one hacked it. They wrote I was a rapist in it and that I fucked animals. What the F@ck is that. I would like to reverse that hack and write some shit about them.

Religiosity
If I had the power to produce exactly what I want for next Christmas, I would have all the kings and emperors resign and allow the people to govern themselves. I would have all the nobility crop their titles and give their lands back to the people. I would have the Pope throw away his tiara, take off his sacred vestments, and admit that he is not acting for God -- is not infallible -- but is just an ordinary Italian. I would have all the cardinals, archbishops, bishops, priests and clergymen admit that they know nothing about theology, nothing about hell or heaven, nothing about the destiny of the human race, nothing about devils or ghosts, gods or angels. I would have them tell all their "flocks" to think for themselves, to be manly men and womanly women, and to do all in their power to increase the sum of human happiness. I would have all the professors in colleges, all the teachers in schools of every kind, including those in Sunday schools, agree that

My 1st Blast
First of all, thank you Maria for holding the contest to win a free blast. I want to thank all of my AWESOME Friends for putting their timeless efforts and hard work into helping me win this blast. You guys are truly AWESOME, and I couldn't have done it without you. I Love You All! I am Truly Blessed and so Thankful to the good Lord, for giving me the gift of meeting the most Genuine, Amazing, and Awesome people, from all walks of life here on CherryTap. I consider all of my Friends here like my own Brothers and Sisters, and I keep everyone in my thoughts and prayers every day, for the very best of wishes and brightest blessings that life can bring. I love meeting new people and making friends. Friends are like Angels. They love you, watch over you, defend your honor, send messages of love, hope, encouragment, and inspiration, they comfort you, brighten your day, make you laugh, cry tears of joy, are fun to hang out with, and are always there for you when you need them the most. C

The Mind Of An Idiot
You are my world the air i breathe you are my world all that i see you are my world the wind that blows you are my world the blood that flows you are my world each time i wept you are my world Im glad I lept Love you forever and always ALJ Sitting here on a Saturday Night trying to figure out why I'm on the net and not out drowning my sorrow. Happiness is forgeting pain

A Fireman (joke)
/A FIREMAN came home from work one day and told his wife, "You know, we have a wonderful system at the fire station: BELL 1 rings and we all put on our jackets, BELL 2 rings and we all slide down the pole, BELL 3 rings and we're on the fire truck ready to go. // // //"From now on when I say BELL 1, I want you to strip naked. When I say BELL 2, I want you to jump in bed. And when I say BELL 3, we are going to make love all night." The next night he came home from work and yelled, "BELL 1!" The wife promptly took all her clothes off. // // //When he yelled "BELL 2!", the wife jumped into bed. When he yelled "BELL 3!", they began making love. After a few minutes the wife yelled "BELL 4!" "What the hell is BELL 4?" asked the husband? // // //"ROLL OUT MORE HOSE," she replied, "YOU'RE NOWHERE NEAR THE FIRE."// /

~survey Time~
Obviously I copied this from someone else, but to let you know, my answers would surprise you! If you reply to this I will honestly reply to it as well for you, you don't have to repost it. Loves, Dan 1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Favorite position (s)? 4. Do you think i'm hot? 5. Would you have sex with me? 6. lights on or off? 7. Would you have to be drunk? 8. Would you take a shower with me? 9. Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 10. Would you leave after or stay the night? 11. Do you like cuddling afterwards? 12. Condom or skin? 13. Do you give Oral pleasures? 14. Do you like to recieve Oral Pleasures? 15. Have sex on the first date? 16. Would you kiss me during sex? 17. Do you think I would be good in bed? 18. Three sum? 20. How many times would you like to cum? 21. Would you use me as a booty call? 21. Can I use you as a booty call? 22. Do you like fore play? 23

What's Your Kinky Side
You scored as Bondage. Your turn on is bondage... all out. You don't have a specific part of kinky sex that turns you on more than any other... everything working together turns you on. And why shouldn't it? Sex isn't sex without all the trimmings.Bondage100%Biting100%Chains/Handcuffs92%Whips92%Blood50%Blind Folds33%What's Your Kinky Turn On?created with QuizFarm.com

For That Special Someone In Your Life.........
If you have someone that means the world to you or more, tell them how ypu feel about them. I know its hard sometimes, but hey I learned the hard way three times. Its not any fun to go through this much pain. Even, if its just to let them know you are thinking of them and that you (LOVE THEM) just say it, it only takes maybe ten seconds or so....... If you can say it everyday, 'cause you never know when they will be here on min. and gone the next. So, please for those of you that has your soulmate and friend, don't make the same mistake I did, Express yourself, if you don't know how at least say honey, baby, etc..... I love you, you are my world and if you died today I would miss you sooooo much that it would tear my heart apart. Well, you know something like that anyway lol. Its not hard to tell them I miss you, I love you, You are the most beautiful woman on earth or whatever. And men don't be afraid to show or express your feelings, I am not. Infact, I cry like a two year old but he

What Mythological Creature Are You
You scored as Angel. Angel: Angels are the guardians of all things, from the smallest ant to the tallest tree. They give inspiration, love, hope, and positive emotion. They live among humans without being seen. They are the good in all things, and if you feel alone, don't fear. They are always watching. Often times they merely stand by, whispering into the ears of those who feel lost. They would love nothing more then to reveal themselves, but in today's society, this would bring havoc and many unneeded questions. Give thanks to all things beautiful, for you are an Angel.Angel75%Demon67%Mermaid58%WereWolf42%Faerie42%Dragon33%What Mythological Creature are you? (Cool Pics!)created with QuizFarm.com

A Lil Bout Me.
Alrighty then so as I told you I have two beautiful wonderfeul children...Mileena is the youngest of course I told you that also but anyways, Mileena ended up being diagnosed as blind a little while back. It's kinda upsetting but I am definately coping with it and infact I believe it has made me a stronger person. I am making something of my self slowly. I know i am missing out on the best years of my life but the way i actually look at it i am having the best years of my life because i have tow wonderful children that entertain me more than any party or bar could. they are my everything. I am a very random person. I will most likely post poetry on here but who knows. when i have the time i will Hi everyone my name is Amanda AkA Misz Mandi Aka The HBIC and so on lol. Anyways I'm 18 years old and I live in warren Ohio with my two wonderful children Mileena(6 months) and Aalicyah(1 3/4). They sure do keep me busy. I like to party, write, draw, and all sorts of stuff. If you w

My Dearest Dad..................
Dearest Dad, I hope you don't mind me calling you *Dad*. I know we never had the chance to meet in person, but you know who I am. I also know that you can hear me, and feel what is in my heart, now that you are Dan's special Angel in Heaven. This song I am playing, is dedicated to you. I know it's not the kind of music you once listened to, but it's a beautiful song, and the words come from my heart. I don't know if Dan has ever heard it before, but I know this is the way that he has always felt, since you've gone away to Heaven. I also know that Dan is waiting for the "One Sweet Day" when he can be reunited with you. But before I go, there is something else that I want to tell you. I LOVE YOU, Dad, even though I never actually knew you in person. I can feel your presence around us, and it is such a peaceful & warm feeling when you fill the room with your love. Dan always speaks of you, and he loves you soooo much. He is soooo proud that you are the one that God chose to be his

Bulletin
Recently, a very serious problem has been brought to the attention of several members of cafemom. It is a very heinous website called www.puellula.com. This website is a safe haven for pedophiles. The heading on their main page reads, "A Celebration of the Splendor of Little Girls". This website includes links to pictures, or "art" as they call it, of little girls, confessional blogs, a directory of resources for pedophiles (for "both boylovers and girl lovers, as well as anybody else looking for information about pedophilia and consensual child love"), as well as many other links. This site has a manifesto, stating demands to the government to legalize pedophilia. The most disturbing, though, is a link to a page title Sugar and Spice that is specifically for little girls who have "fallen in love" with a pedophile. This site is set up to draw in little girls. It looks like any other fun little girly page. It tells girls that it is okay to be "in love" with an adult, and it is okay t

Let's Try This Again!!
Well I just found out that we are not allowed to post links to other sites here from another member that got into trouble for it. So let's try this. As I said before I did an internet radio show. My friend leighann owns the site and does a comedy show there. I did the first one with her as a guest. The premise of the show was "is the myth about black men true". It's funny as hell. There are also some incriminating vids of me at the after party up in Hollywood Hills. I hear those are funny to as well as embarassing for me. The whole thinig is a gas. it's a cool site too. not as flashy as CT and the content is a little different but there's tons of cool bans, vids, and I really like the people there. If you're interested in hearing it drop e a line and I'd be more than happy to tell you where. And if you decide to join there let em know that spaky8urs sent ya. I just want the owner to know who's turning people on to her site. I don't make a thing from it. Lemme know!! ;)~

Stupid Stress
I have not updated in days I know. I’ve just been busy or unmotivated. Let’s see here. Last Friday Phyls and I had our girl’s night. FINALLY. Haha. We ate and we watched movies with hot boys. Saturday I was pretty much just depressed for some reason. That night was not a good night. Sunday morning there was a little argument with me and James – that was not fun at all! We worked it out of course. He finally got the other package of cds and I’m glad. I need to send the rest out to him soon. I love him dearly. He’s moved into a new room which is good for him in a way but also bad because it doesn’t provide any signal for his phone meaning our time on the phone is limited to his curfew. Blah. Monday I was seriously stressing out. I have this history research proposal I was freaking out about. Basically what happened is, there’s 3 parts. Each part gives you a number of points. The total of the 3 combined must equal AT LEAST 70 points in order for you to be able to write th

Life
Be patient toward all that is unsolved in your heart and try to love the questions themselves, like locked rooms and like books that are written in a very foreign tongue. Do not now seek the answers, which cannot be given you because you would not be able to live them. And the point is, to live everything. Live the questions now. Perhaps you will find them gradually, without noticing it, and live along some distant day into the answer.

Interested!! Let Me Knwo
I'm a webcam girl who really gets off on doing live sex shows.... ok I'm so I'm a little bit of a slut but who cares... IF you're interested in seeing a REAL webcam show message me below!!! I'm online right now if you want to talk.. I'll give you a real nude webcam show... but here's the thing. The site I host my webcam shows on requires a credit card to verify your age because they won't allow minors to see me and for payment. It´s really cheap the trial membership. If you don't have a credit card DO NOT waste my time! Step by step instructions to get the xxx webcam show from me: 1. Message me on one of the screen name below 2. Say "HELL YEAH" so I know you read these instructions 3. Be ready to use your credit card to verify your age 4. Follow the instructions I give you by messenger to access my free xxx webcam 5. did I mention I do Double Penetration? xixinikita@hotmail.com I'm a webcam girl who really gets off on doing live sex shows.... ok I'

Some Depressing Poetry I Wrote A Few Years Ago!
Just some of my poetry from over the years.....very depressing though!! Current mood: depressed My life is so crazy right now and i dont know what to do.I try to let my feelings out but its really hard to do.I scream and noone hears.Why cant they hear me scream?Help me!Help me!Save me!Why dont you care?I figured it out im not letting it out.Its all being left inside.Im screaming inside!!My heart is aching.As i gather all these racing thoughts my body starts to shake,my palms are sweaty.Whats wrong with me am i dying?I dont know do u??? Cant fight the feelings that are running through my mind.They tell me im no good,and just be through.Be through with my whole life and just make it all go away.It tells me to stab myself it wont hurt that long anyway.Take all the pills you want sleeping isnt wrong.I try to fight these feelings but there only getting strong.So really how long will it take to do what i am told?Cause right now i dont think it would matter anyways.My husband

Our World
May 24th, 2007 Thursday Back in 2001 I became good friends with Jayne online. We helped each other through some really tough times and shared some great laughs. We were both married at the time but my marriage was a trainwreck waiting to happen.As time went on we drifted apart. Mostly because I finally went through a divorce and was offline for a few months. Maybe she thought I didn't care anymore. Anyway I had lost most info I had on my pc during the divorce but recently found a cd with some pics and stuff. Browsing through it I suddenly saw Jayne again. I have wondered often how she is and all but had no way to locate her. I've given up hope but figured why not ask my CherryTAP friends for help. If you know her or how to reach her let me know So here is Jayne... She's in Canada...Alberta if memory serves me right. Thanks for any help you can give, IceWizard1021

Leaving Michigan
Okay Friday the 27th I leave Michigan to go back home to Tennesee. I know a couple of good jobs I could get, plus my mom is going to help me get a car and a apartment. I miss my family and friends. Im just not happy here and plus I cant find work here. I will be on a bus for 24 hours. But I figure I can sleep most of the way there. So tennesee here I come!!

Getting This Off My Chest
Recently I found I had bilateral pulmonary embolism. I was hospitalized and treated for it, however for weeks before they found them I was at the hospital several times and was diagnosed with anxiety while I laid on my floor almost dying. Finally my family took me to another hospital that ran test that showed it but still sent me home. Five days later I get into a doctor who realized the test was positive for the blood clots in the lungs and sent me right to the hospitalized and treated all sounds good but now I have a serve case of anxiety a month after the fact. Or is it anxiety? I have lost trust in the medical field I guess .I feel like I am deteriorating, it has affected my relationship with my boyfriend as well as my children because they don’t know how to help me and are as frustrated as I am. Do I believe them and take it as anxiety. I don’t know what to do. I am not asking for sympathy just venting hoping that if I get it off my chest a lot of prayers and maybe some advice

The Badest Thing Could Happen
the best thin is falling in love in my funking dreams i do not fal in love. that's like a prosion to me. but one it will change i hope. because i have went down that road before and it was not so good but the hell with it until that day comes funk it. the badest feeling to feel. it all starts when u lost a girl that u lve alot . but then u feel bad all the time. so u think that the feeling will never go alway and then u feel it geting worst and worst. so u start to cut on yr slf and drinking alot plus of them all u will smoke and always think of her. that the worst feeling of all.

Random Mussings Of The Koolaid Man
Life is about choices. We all make these choices in our lives becase as humans thats what we do. Sometimes we dont realize how much the choices we make in life affect us or those around us. Just like a stone being thrown across a pond we leave ripples... some big some small. But in the end they all matter so make sure you make your choices wisely. Make sure you when that time comes you never look back because time wont restart or turn back for you. When we are born to this life our first steps in it are always akward, hesitant. Most times we stumble and fall but no matter what we always pick our sleves up and dust of the dirt. We have to keep our heads high even if our hearts minds bodies and souls feel like so much dead weight. Pain makes you stronger if you learn from it . I choose for myself to walk head high shoulders back through life. Even when it seems all things are aginst me I know my spirit is strong. I refuse to bow my head in shame or defeat no man, woman or t

Everyday Life
Survey: How well do you know me? 1.Your Full Name:2. Age:3. Single or Taken:4. Favorite Movie:5. Favorite Song:6. Favorite Band:7. Kinky or Clean:8. Tattoos and/or Piercings:HERE COMES THE FUN ... ... ...1. Do we know each other outside of Fubar?2. What song reminds you of me?3. Would you have my back in a fight?4. Would you keep a secret from me if you thought it was in my best interest?5. What is your favorite memory of us?6. Have we ever been drunk/stoned together?7.Would you do me?8. Tell me one odd/intresting fact about you:9. Would you take care of me when I'm sick?10. Do you want to tell me something that you couldn't before?11. Have you heard any rumors of me lately?12. Do you/have you talk(ed) crap about me?13. Do you think I'm a good person?14. Would you drive across country with me?15. Do you think I'm attractive?16. Are there ever times when you want to call me but don't?17. If you could change anything about me, would you? what would it be?18. What is the best advice you

People
IF YOU DONT LIKE SOMEONE FOR WHO THEY ARE AND WHATS ON THE INSIDE THEN YOUR MISSING OUT ON GETTING TO KNOW SOMEONE IF YOU DONT LIKE THE WAY I OR ANYONE ELSE LOOKS THEN I DONT KNOW WHAT TO TELL YOU I AND OTHER PEOPLE FEEL THIS WAY CAUSE LOOKS ISNT EVERYTHING

Smoking
Why do people point to their wrist when asking for the time, but don't point to their crotch when they ask where the bathroom is? ......... Just a small gift to all you homophobics to help you quit smoking....lmao...Enjoy

Hello!
hey my name is Sarah.i currently live in Alabama and it sucks by the way.i have 6 tatts and my ears and tongue pierced.i have an older sister,older half brother,and younger brother,i am 6"1 and 135 lb.i listen to music like rob zombie,disturbed,manson,evanescence,lacuna coil,mudvayne,static x,and cradle of filth.i watch movies like gone in 60 seconds,fast and the furious toyko drift,the crow,underworld evolution,van helsing,and resident evil.