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Well thought I would just drop a blog and say howdy to all. Not much going on here, just resting from surgery and all went well. Man without all the boobs I can see my toes, lol. But unfortunately I do miss them but I like my new size. So catch me up on things. Been gone a while. Not much here, its December and 83 degrees during the day and 70 at nite, not cool, not normal. Merry Christmas to all! Ready to start the new year guys?


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Well I haven't been on much but wanted to let majority of you know all went well. The holidays are here, so let's not forget what Christmas means. The holidays has gotten so materialized and it shouldn't be like that. But I do wish all of you a "Happy Thanksgiving" and a "Very, Merry Christmas". I will be busy with things and the grand baby and the new grandbaby that's coming in June. I do count my blessing and I am thankful for what God has given me and thankful for the family he gave me to share life with. Hugs and kisses: Bethany


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The past two days I have set back and watch and listen. Looked at all of my male friends, my best friend (which is a male species) and I have wonder, ponder and now I've decided to ask the million dollar question: Where are all the John Wayne's in the world? I have been watching people at the mall, in town, grocery store, the beaches and even Wal-Mart, and have come up with all the men I have seen does not have a clue on how to treat a lady, respect one or even how to be polite to one. And there are females out there that has no respect for theirselves let alone anyone else. What female would have a husband who works and gives her just about all she desires and still have a sugar daddy off the side, don't make no sense. Why jeopardize what you have to have so much material objects in this stupid world. But when I thought all was lost, stopped to put fuel in my truck and out of nowhere's a man, very nice man came over and offer to fuel up my truck for so I wouldn't smell like gasoline. I nearly bit my tongue. I told him that when I thought all the gentlemen and all the John Waynes of the world was all gone to never exist again, he hung up the pump turned and pecked my on the side of my cheeks and smile and told me I was looking in the wrong places, and state, we laughed and he kissed the back of my hand and said "your husband indeed is mighty lucky". I said thank you, went and collect my reciept from the pump and when I looked up and seen the truck pulling away, damn it if he wasn't right. He was from the North but was born in the south. I waved and he waved and I came on home. So maybe there is still hope for the male species around here, hmm I have to think on that one.

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Well today makes another year gone by without the satisfaction of finding the man who was and is responsible for killing our Americans and taking our planes to do the job. My heart goes out to the families and especially so for the children that are growning up without their mom's, their dad's, their grandfathers or brothers and sisters. Who does this guy think he is to send his crowdly people over to our country to do his duty work because of his gutless, crowdly manhood. We need to stop, Americans need to stop worrying, especially The White House, stop this worrying about crap that happens years ago or worrying if they are stepping on someone toes. I agree with alot of people that what happen in the 1900's with slavery was wrong but hell, that over and done with. I don't owe no one a damn thing. What my anciestors did before I was born, hey, that's their problem not mind. If its important to you I"ll be more than happy to show you where they are buried and let you dig them up and ask them, challenge them. Me I didn't have nothing to do with that era. We need to stop worrying about doing things because we afraid someone will yell discrimantion. Honey as far as I'm concern yell all you want. Bring up the past and thinking that American owes anyone anything because their relatives was in slavery, sold, or what ever, I don't owe no one. You are capable of working just as easy as the rest of us, but just because you didn't get the job, yell discrimantion, please give me a break. If any one has the right to yell or think any one owes them is the Inidans. But that's not the point. We as Americans need to stop worrying about stepping on toes. Go over there find that sapsucker and bring him to justice and our guys home. We here living with our families, living with our mom's, dad's, brothers and sisters. The ones in the Towers, well my heart goes out to them. May some day they will rest in peace.
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Well I was going to make today my last day in Fubar, but many of you asked me not to leave. Okay I got the message and deleted that blog. I'll stay but I'll be on back and forth due to the fact that I am helping hubby install windows and I've got alot of paperwork to go through and place on disc and file away. So I will stay, so let's show me the love! Start rating me 10-4 Hugs and kisses
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Bondage, well the word says it all. But people judge thoses who are into bondage for pleasure or pain or both (pleasure pain). Yes there is such a thing call pleasure pain, if you've never experience then you mate ain't doing it right, lol. So, a suggestion: IF YOU HAVE NEVER TRIED BONDAGE OR BDSM, THEN DON'T DEGARD IT, DOWN IT OR PASS JUDGEMENT, DUE TO THE FACT YOU DON'T KNOW A THING ABOUT IT AND WHAT IT CAN AND/OR CANNOT DO! AND ITS NOT YOUR PLACE TO JUDGE, THE LAST I KNEW THERE WAS ONLY ONE PERSON WHO SPOKE THE WORDS TO WRITE THE BIBLE.
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Today my husband surprised me with a ring that I have been eyeing for a while. Lucky he got the size right for my right hand. I laughed because I asked him, okay I have rings on my left on just about all my fingers including the thumb. Now he's starting on the right, so I asked him, "Are you trying to make sure all knows I'm taken?". He replied "Hell Yes"., lolol. We have been enjoying this past week because we have had the grandbaby. He's so precious and we love him so very, much. Life is living and loving the ones in your life, this includes all my buddies and friends also. Thanks for being a part of my life also!
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At times I think and ponder thoughts, wondering if things would have happen a certain way what life would be like. Oh, I've been through alot, but so have many others. The abuse I suffer through my previous marriage made realize certain things. But instead of whining about it, crying about it, I tried to take the bad and learn and make myself stronger. I love my husband with all my heart and soul. When I look within his eyes I see the love that he has for me. My grandson well that little has me wrapped around his finger and don't even know it yet. My husband has taken my children and my grandson and wrapped his love around them as if they were his own. He makes me laugh, and we have been together for 3 yrs. and yet have had a argument, no yelling, just talking. We've learnt in the pass getting angry, upset, pissed off doesn't change the fact of things. Communication and open to one another is the best thing. So, my past experience I hate, but I wouldn't change a thing, "Because it brought me to my husband".
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Just want to tell everyone that rate my profile and picture and pictures a great deal of thanks!
You all are great friends and loves chatting with you all here on the wonderful site. Thanks again! Hugs and kisses: Bethany

Well I did earn the title. But it came with years of learning and teaching myself that if you don't do for yourself and protect yourself, who in the Hell will? No one! I've been lucky in my life and unlucky. I have many, many friends through the U.S.A. and wouldn't trade anyone of them for nothing in the world. Some of them I lost contact with between 1995 through 2001 due to an asshole of a ex-husband (now). I have found many of you through yahoo, through msn, and a couple through here fubar, cherrytap, whatever this enjoyable site wants to be called. Now that I have found the majority of them and there's a few and yes the majority of them are of the male species, I refuse, will not allow, and if their girlfriends and wives have a problem with oh well, I won't loose them again. Which no one has ever had a problem with me, because there are lines that I draw and I refuse to let them be cross for any reason. I'm a very nice, honorable, loyal, a southern belle at heart and I do mean when I give my friendship to someone I don't care if you move to Alaska, I will always be here and on the phone if need be. Which I do have a very dear, loving, caring friend in Alaska, he was transfer there years ago and we still talk, chat, send birthday cards and I get flowers twice a year. So see, when someone offers you a friendship don't take advantage of it and just assume that if you mistreat them they will stay around. Friendship is like a marriage, for better or worse, through sickness and health. Thank God I have such an understanding husband. Because out of all my friends I have one female friend but she's not complaining, lol. I love all my buddies and pals, my friends, I hold you close to my heart and soul.
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