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Error Messages
i needed a place to save things like heading.much easier to paste in than type.so I erased this marked elegal blog for this that I want saved. easier here than swinging in an out of myspace with this stuff.I used to keep all saved things there.But this is the Best Motivational Bombing heading of all time.Now some in my COF no from past House Cleanings I don't fuck around.Like the Time I kicked to the Curb 100 club F.A.R.'s.After that heated Arguement with maniacal Bliss of her Sticking up for a Downrater of my Webdude Morph.Steph was a very good friend of mine.Downraters of my Morphs are a Cardinal Sin.That Story is in a Blog. #1.*Lord_Wolf*Angel needs Bombers for her Contest>>or Friend Liquidation will Occur' #2.

Alfred E Newman Bush Mad Game!
Huffington Post Wires The current Military Commissions Building at Guantanamo Bay U.S. Naval Base, Cuba, Dec. 4, 2006. Brought to Guantanamo over five years ago, Australian detainee David Hicks attended a hearing here Monday, March 26, the first suspect to face prosecution under revised military tribunals established after the U.S. Supreme Court last year found the Pentagon's system for trying Guantanamo detainees was unconstitutional. (AP Photo/Brennan Linsley) Guantanamo Detainee Makes Torture Claims LOLITA C. BALDOR | AP | March 30, 2007 08:30 PM EST Compare other versions » Compare with WASHINGTON — A Saudi terror suspect says U.S. interrogators tortured him for five years and he confessed to involvement in the bombing of the USS Cole just to satisfy them and "make the people happy," according to a Pentagon transcript of a military hearing at Guantanamo Bay. Abd al-Rahim al-Nashiri, a Saudi of Yemeni descent, is the second "high value" detainee to contend he

Damn Internet Down
after 8 long days my internet company came out to fix the broken wife, i signed into a 1 year contract and seen like i was put on the shit list for a repair. no worries i`m back so dont every one think i was being rude or if i forgot about my friends. have a great day mike

My Life
This blog is extremely opinionated so if you can't keep an open mind then don't read anymore than these first 2 lines.... Lately I've realized alot about life and people in this world....I especially learned alot about myself and my own life. I can't point the finger at anyone for the things that have happened. Nor do I intend to. I just want somethings to be said. So anyone and everyone can read them. First...let me discuss the juducial system and my opinions on certain things involving that. Some of you that know me closer...know the details of what happened back in October and why I'm on trial right now for some really serious shit. I've made many bad choices in my life...I know that. But the thing most people dont know is that I really learned from these mistakes and I've cut everyone I know who is associated with drugs out of my life. Well aside from mary jane. Yeah...I still smoke...and I dont see a problem with it. I know its illegal but it shouldnt be. Sure the

Fallen Soldier
JUST TO SAY A BIG HEART FELT SORROW TO THE FAMILY OF LANCE CORPORAL JOHN FITTON WHO SADLY PASSED AWAY THIS AFTERNOON WHILST OUT RUNNING IN WINDSOR ( ENGLAND) TOTALLY CRAZY GUY FULL OF LIFE AND ENTHUSIASIM FATHER OF 2 AND DEVOTED HUSBAND.... YOU COULDNT HAVE ASKED FOR A BETTER FRIEND GONE BUT NOT FORGOTTON ............ NULLI SECUNDUS REPOST AS MUCH AS POSSIBLE TO SHOW SUPPORT FOR OUR SOLDIERS AND THEIR FAMILIES............

What The Hell
you know if you have true friends when you have a baby Iam so confused about what to do I dont evan think that I am in love anymore I am 20 yrs old and I am married but my husband is a pain in the ass its always about his fucking mother and its annoying and he looks at other chicks what do I do? I am so irratated I hate being married arnt woman supposed to be treated goo not like slaves.I want to trade him in for a new model

Someone
I HAVE AUTO 11'S ON FOR THE NEXT 24 HOURS COME BY AND HELP LEVEL YOURSELF AND MAYBE ME....I WANT TO TRY TO LEVEL BEFORE THE NEW YEAR... WISHING YOU A HAPPY AND SAFE HOLIDAY === 'tra71~W.I.S.E UK Friend~Pirate Leveller~Insane Leveller~25 to Life' wrote the following at '2008-09-13 10:31:32'.. > > > > > > > > > > Garden of Love Train > > > The Rules are simple > > 1. Go to Redneck Angel's contest page by clicking on the pic below... Rate her pic... > > > 2. Leave her at least 50 comments > > 3. Rate, Fan, Add, and Comment each person on the Party List. If you are already friends with someone, check to make sure you have re-rated him/her and leave a comment... "In the Garden of Love" > > 4. Private message Carrie when you have completed rating each party guest. She will make you a thank you tag... And add you to the guest list... > > 5. When new people join the party... You must rate/fan/add/comment them back... DO NOT just ACCEPT

Poem By Little Old Me! :)
Life is a prison, Oh God let me out. No one to listen, To hear when you shout. Climb the walls of insanity, Ride the waves of despair. If you fall it don't matter, There's no one to care. Used to wish for a window, To see birds, trees and sky, But you're better without one - Stops you aiming too high. Watching freedom is painful, For those locked away. Seeing joy, love and happiness, Another price that you pay. Cell walls built by society, With rules to obey. If you breach the acceptable, You had better beware. Hide the pain, carry on, Routine is the key. Don't let on that you're not, What you're pretending to be. Lock it all up inside you, How badly that bodes. Look out for that one day, When it all just explodes. So how do you grow, With a timebomb inside? Or how to defuse it, Without destroying your mind? Harsh words & violent blows Hidden secrets nobody knows Eyes are open, hands are fisted Deep inside I'm warped & twisted So

Hurt And Pissed Off
It's obvious that guys are assholes... but I try to be such and nice and loving person and all I do is get fucked in the end.. sooner or later ill be the one fucking the male over. I dont understand why guys cant be real and up front with me. All I get are lies, lies and what... more fuckin lies. All I really wanna say is grow the fuck up and stop playing games.. you know who you are and dont fuck with me... im not in the mood!

My Friend Piperxylon
To Familly,Friends,Fan's. Can u spare some time an Vote for a Special Friend to me.Her name is PiperXylon.The contest starts April 12, 2 pm est. I'm willing to spend all my Cherry Bucks on a Gift or gifts for the person or persons that makes Piper a winner in this contest.I hope to have her link tomorrow in my blog as well.An my name will advertise her contest as well.Thanks

Fun Fun Fun
[A] - AVAILABLE? some1 has my heart [B] - BIRTHDAY? oct 25 83 [C] - CRUSHING? its more then that now [D] - DRINK YOU LAST HAD? a beer [E] - EASIEST PERSON TO TALK TO? alex...or joe[F] - FAVORITE COLOR? pink [G] - GUMMY BEARS OR GUMMY WORMS? bears [H] - HOMETOWN? Fort Smith, AR [I] - ILL? No [J] - JUGGLE? No [K] - LIED TO SOMEONE? Im sure I have. [L] - LONGEST CAR RIDE? from here to dallas [M] - MILKSHAKE FLAVOR? Strawberry [N] - NUMBER OF SIBLINGS? 6 [O] - ONE WISH? to be with him and happy [P] - PERSON WHO CALLED YOU LAST? chris [Q] - QUEER? What the hell??? [R] - REASON TO SMILE? i have my baby girl and shes healthy [S] - SONG YOU LAST HEARD? john deer green [T] - TIME YOU WOKE UP THIS MORNING? 12:30 no school..lol [U] - UNDERWEAR/BOXERS? boxers [V] - VEGETABLES? gross [W] - WORST HABIT? cuss [X] - X-RAYS YOU'VE HAD? I've had a few [Y] - YOUR NUMBER OF FRIENDS ON MYSPACE? 47 [Z] - ZODIAC SIGN scoropio just be

Adult
I posted my salute pics today, and was really impressed by how quickly they were dealt with:) I will be posting here regularly, both NSFW and 'normal clothed' pics lol, we post our dirtiest pics in the site that is linked below, ITS COMPLETELY FREE(TO LOOK AT PICS AND TAKE PART) you won't be able to view the video's as they are for preemie members, but you can still take part in chat, on the forums etc...and look at all the naughty pics:) we got around 500 pics between us, as well as the ones we got here, be warned these ones are DEFINATELY NSFW..........;)Just thought it would be silly to have to upload all the same pics again to cherry when they are readily available for free, so i'll be posting on BOTH sites from now on....although i have to say, i am beginning to favour cherrytap as non-preemies are limited to 25 pm's a day on the other site, and i kinda like this going around leaving love all over the place, its hot!lol MY PICS:) MY HUBBY'S PICS(mostly of me) this h

Party Hearty
I fuckin heat my mom she fuckin god damn kicked my ass out and I have no clue wht to do for any one that knows wht it feels like please tlk to me I could really use your help here's the deal. You look over the following list and see how many of these things you have done. BUT you have to ADD up the money amount along the way. Then post the amount that you are as the title of the bulletin. PS, the smaller the better! 1. Had sex: $6.00 2. Smoked: $5.00 3. Got drunk: $5.00 4. Went skinny dipping: $3.00 5. Kissed someone of the opposite sex: $4.00 6. Kissed someone of the same sex: $4.00 7. Cheated: $2.00 8. Fell asleep in class: $0.50 9. Been expelled: $5.00 10. Been in a fist fight: $3.00 11. Given oral: $5.00 12. Got oral: $5.00 13. Prank called the cops: $3.00 14. Stole something: $2.00 15. Done drugs: $5.00 16. Dyed your hair: $0.50 17. Done something with someone older (like a few years): $3.00 18. Went out with someone OVER 18 (if your under 18): $4.00 19. Ate a

Surveys
If this was the stiuation what would u do { } kiss me in the rain { } hold mw if i was cold { } tell me to get lost On a scale of 1-10 (10 being the highest)rate me > If i asked you out what would you say { } Yes { } No What would you want me to be { } girlfriend { } bestfriend { } wife { } girlfriend on the side I look like { } hoe { } sweetheart { } heartbreaker { } lier { } player If i gave u the chance would u kiss me { } yes { } no If i told you i was overweight would you diss me because of it { } yes { } no If i told u i liked u would u be like { } eww { } fuck u { } awe { } lets go out { } marry me If i asked u on a date would u say { } yes { } no (2 Points) My name: (4 Points) My last name: (4 Points) Am i in love...if so with who: (1 Points) Where did we meet: (6 Points) Take a stab at my middle name: (1 Points) Where do I work: (3 Point) What am I afraid of: (2 Points) Do I smoke : (3 Points) Do

Just A Little Info For The Jerks Out There!!!!
IN ANOTHER CONTEST THIS ONE WILL BE LOTS OF FUN :-)...IT IS THE SEXIEST FEMALE CHERRY CONTEST MOST COMMENTS gets FIRST place MOST RATES gets SECOND place HIGHEST RATING gets THIRD place BELOW YOU WILL FIND THE LINK TO MY PHOTO I CHOSE FOR THE CONTEST AND THANK YOU ALL VERY MUCH FOR YOUR SUPPORT AND PLEASEEEEE SHOW LOTS OF SUPPORT IF YOU RATE MY PIC AT LEAST LEAVE 10 COMMENTS OR MORE FOR ME AND I PROMISE TO MAKE IT UP TO YOU IN SOME WAY ;-)!! I HAVE A LOTTTT OR FRIENDS, FANS AND FAMILY SO I SHOULD HAVE A GREAT CHANCE AT WINNING ANY CONTEST IM IN AND IM SURE THE COMPITION WILL NOT BE EASY LOL... THANKS SO MUCH I LOVE U ALL MUAHHHHH!!!! OK THIS REALLY PISSES ME OFF WHEN THIS HAPPENS TIME AND TIME AGAIN.... OK SO MY NAME IS A LITTLE PLAYFUL AND YES I LOVE TO FLIRT... BUT YOU KNOW GUYS I AM A LADY SO HAVE A LITTLE RESPECT FOR ME AND DONT START A CONVERSATION OFF WITH ME BY SAYING THINGS LIKE WHY DONT YOU SUCK MY COCK SIT ON MY FACE AND LET

Poems
I would give up my whole life to be in your eyes To reflect my love upon that face The smile of perfection that lies on your lips, So wonderful your taste And I'd die just to be without torment, I would die to escape my own pain. But I'd live with it just to be near you. I'd go through it again and again. I have waited my life for this moment... To be with you for even a day. Because i know not to cry so often. Those tears I trust you'll kiss away. Never fear this world that may hurt you. Just know it's me who never will. So just smile and know that you have me... And just smile knowing our love is real. I gaze into my absinthe glass Emerald hallucination Drowns away my problems All troubles that I'm facing Liquify each moment Of torment, doubt, and sadness Feels so free and liberated Like no one has had this It seems just like it's night time And there's no light at all But then I let the sun shine in With bitter alchohol Flowing like a river Down my thr

Fuck You General Jones
Love is something that is shared between two people who care for each other. It is something that is unexplainable when you love someone you want to be with them all the time when you are not with them you feel lost and out of place. You long to be with them. But what happens when that love is ripped away from you? You feel like dying the pain is so unbearable that your whole body aches because your heart has been shattered into a million pieces. You cry yourself to sleep at night. You cry when u hear a song that reminds you of them. Sometimes you just cry because you miss them so much. You put a fake smile on your face and pretend everything is ok even when it is not. You don't want people to know how u feel because you don't want them to feel sorry for you. When you are having a bad day you long for the one you love to be there and after they break your heart they aren't there. Then you wonder how you are going to survive life without him by your side. When she finally moves on it

Baby Girl
Death of a Child Sandy Eakle Sorry I didn't get to stay. To laugh and run and play. To be there by your side. I'm sorry that I had to die. God sent me down to be with you, to make your loving heart anew. To help you look up and see Both God and little me. Mommy, I wish I could stay. Just like I heard you pray. But, all the angels did cry when they told little me goodbye. God didn't take me cause He's mad. He didn't send me to make you sad. But to give us both a chance to be a love so precious .. don't you see? Up here no trouble do I see and the pretty angels sing to me. The streets of gold is where I play you'll come here too, mommy, someday. Until the day you join me here, I'll love you mommy, dear. Each breeze you feel and see, brings love and a kiss from me.

How I Am Made.
Your Kissing Technique Is: Perfect Your kissing technique is amazing - and you know it. You have the confidence to make the first move. And you always seem to know what kissing style is going to work best. Sometimes you're passionate, sometimes you're a tease. And you're always amazing! Are You a Good Kisser? table width=270 height="220" background="http://www.wishafriend.com/pf/sn/bg.jpg" align=center cellspacing=0 cellpadding=2>Your Name Is Pretty Sexy! :) Your name scored 126 in the "How Sexy Is Your Name Test" How Sexy Is Your Name? Your Rising Sign is Virgo Well put-together and elegant, you sometimes seem standoffish. And truth be told, sometimes you do feel superior to those around you. A bit shy and introverted, you tend to stay quiet - even if you're feeling social. At parties, you can seem like you're very serious while you're having fun. You clever and ingenious, with an alert and active mind. Good at facts and figures, you excel at

A Sweet Site
its so messed up that the guy killed that many people just for a girl friend fight and renvenge i love cherrytap its awesome well tell me how long u have been on it and tell me how to increase my level laterz for now from your boi toi and for guys your homeboi

20 Questions...do You Have The Gonads?
Here's another one of those "20 Questions". Please reply to me your answers...though you are certainly welcome to post them publicly here as well (I still want a reply though ;) ) 1. Do you bite your nails? 2. At what age did you lose your virginity? 3. First time you masturbated? 4. First time you orgasmed? (guys, believe it or not, this is usually a different age than the above for women) 5. What is your favorite movie? 6. If you could be anywhere in the world right now, where would it be? 7. Do you watch porn? 8. Do you fish? Bait your own hook? 9. Age you first gave oral? 10. Have you ever cried in public? 11. Have you ever been caught masturbating? 12. Age you first tried anal? 13. Last time you had anal? 14. Have you ever stolen anything? 15. Does your best friend know you are on CT? 16. Do you consider yourself to be wild and passionate or hesitant and let it happen? 17. What is your most recurring fantasy? 18. Do you like yo

All My Cherry Friends.
WELL, IT'S 2008. NOW IS THE TIME FOR NEW BEGINNINGS. I RECENTLY SEPARATED WITH MY HUSBAND (GUESS IT'S BEENA LONG TIME COMING)! I LIVED MY LIFE FOR HIM INSTEAD OF MYSELF. WELL, THAT SHIT IS OVER. I'M TAKING BACK MY LIFE NOW. I'VE BEEN OUT OF THE DATING SCENE FOR ALMOST 12 YEARS SINCE BEING MARRIED TO HIM. I'VE LOST TOUCH WITH ALOT OF FRIENDS AND PEOPLE THAT WERE AWUAINTENACES THAT I'VE MET ALONG THE WAY. AND TO THEM I REALLY WANT TO APOLOGIZE. I FEEL LIKE ONE CHAPTER IN MY LIFE HAS ENDED BUT I'M READY TO START ANOTHER CHAPTER. I AM OPEN TO A NEW RELATIONSHIP, BUT THE MAN THAT I WOULD CHOOSE TO GET INVOLVED WITH WOULD HAVE TO BE MY FRIEND AS WELL AS MY LOVER. YA KNOW YA TAKE THE GOOD WITH THE BAD AND WORK TOGETHER TO GET THROUGH THE ROUGH TIMES. SO, IF YOUR INTERESTED OR HAVE ANY SUGGESTIONS OR COMMENTS FEEL FREE TO DROP THEM TO ME. FEEL FREE TO ADD ME TO YOUR YAHOO: tracyangeleyes@yahoo.com THANKS GUYS AND EV1 BE BLESSED! JUST WANTED TO SHARE THIS WITH ALL OF Y

How Lame
How lame con some poeple get. If your going to be a low class moron and rate someone low, at least have the balls to admit and be a man. I was hoping this place wouldnt have as many gomers as yahell, but it isnt looking like it lately.

Stressin
THE FOLLOWING IS A LETTER THAT MY EX'S MOTHER WROTE TO MY DAUGHTER AFTER SEEING A PICTURE ON HER MYSPACE. MAKE LONG STORY SHORT. WE STILL HAVE CONTACT WITH A FAMILY MEMBER THAT THEY HATE. THE KIDS AUNT, THE BLACK SHEEP OF THE FAMILY. SO IT'S PISSING THEM OFF THAT MY KIDS STILL SEE HER. ANYWAY HERE IS THE INFO: ----------------- Original Message ----------------- From: Doree Date: Jan 11, 2009 9:15 PM She is a whore Love ya haely Bad influence Your choice we love you ----------------- Original Message ----------------- From: ¢¾11-16-08 z&h=2 months Date: Jan 11, 2009 8:53 PM ----------------- Original Message ----------------- From: ~AUNT*R!A~ Date: Jan 11, 2009 8:47 PM I am so sorry 4 all this!!! she was jus waitin to have something to say!! i snapped the pictyre to fast n yall were laughing!! looks like Ur lickin her chin. haha anyways. i am not using u as a pawn they have never givin me the chance 2 have u guys in my life completely now i w

Become My Friend
the candle light may burn bright !!! but one sweet breath can put out the light. live for your self and noone else !!!! here i am now come and be my friend i need more of you out there to become my friends hugs, lovbug

Spring Cleanup 101
I'm usually not one who complains or rants about things but this is something I HAVE to get off my chest. I'm not nor have I ever been a person who asks for help or rate my stuff etc. I have a select few friends on here that are just that "friends" (you know who you are) Alot of people in my list like to ask me to rate their stuff or expect me to vote for them in contests etc. I ask you.......When was the last time you popped by and just said HI to me ?? or even dropped a rate or 2 on my pics etc? Some friends haven't even seen my page let alone rate things. Those days are over as of right now I'm going thru my friends and even family list and cleaning out people who never talk to me or even let me know they exist I have maybe about 10 people I can count on to talk to @ any given time on here. What does that say about your so called friendship with me?? It means you want me to rate you so you can climb the ladder of CT stardom Well guess again....no more free ride Start reciprocating o

Poems
I know why you hate me, because I dont have to be fake , because I take the things you're afraid to ask for, I laugh when I'm challenged while you bend and break, because I have the guts to say exactly what I think, the things that you wouldnt dare to, the things that would get you fired get me respect, I dont allow people to judge me by my cloths or my hair do, you hate me because you're a dime a dozen, they've seen a million just like you and you're all the same, where as people that havent seen me for years, every one of them still remember my name, you hate me because you have no balls, you cant even say what you're thinking, because I'll walk up to a woman and say what I want, things you'd only say when you've been drinking, go ahead and tell me, how many times have you seen me get slapped for it, NONE, and I have said plenty of stuff, but unlike you I dont have to prove shit, my attitude in itself is impressive enough,

I Need To Get Laid
Hey I am honest caring clean and have a big heart. I love to give oral. I am telling you that it has been to long and I really need to release some tension. So if there are any ladies that would be kind enough to help me out. Hey it can be no string attached or lets see what happens from there. I do not mean to be so up front but I usually say whats on my mind and right now I just need so sweet pu..y if you know what I mean. So if your are intersted in helping a lonly gut out then get to me ASAP.

Poems-adult
When I pull this trigger, all the pain will go away, no longer will I have to cry, it's not like you'll miss me anyway, When I pull this trigger, yes I know I'll go to hell, I know that life is just a test, I tried my best, so I guess it's just as well, When I pull this trigger, all this will finally end, all the sex doesn't matter, when I know I'll be alone in the end, When I pull this trigger, the light will be seen by my troubled mind, no longer will I have to search in vain, for a love that I wont find, When I pull this trigger, I will say my goodbyes, those few women I truly loved, loved to give me nothing but lies, When I pull this trigger, I will finally get to die, I only wanted the simple things, but I was still denied, so, goodbye. "Blindfolded" This blindfold will take away your sight, but you're still gonna have fun tonight, without your hands you have no choice, but to wait for the feel of my hands and sound of my voice, this is a

Blog
When you lived you life for others and loved without condition, When you made so many laugh and your smile won’t be forgotten, When you left behind an empty place that no one else can fill, When friendships you shared long to be renewed, When you built your life on hope and fulfilled it every day, The footprints you left behind will bring us together, So goodbye is not forever, you’re only steps away. Goodbye my friend, rest in peace. You will be missed by all who knew you.

New To This Site!!
SO ITS MY 24TH BIRTHDAY ON FRIDAY.SHOW ME SOME LOVE PEOPLE.GET ME GIFTS AND GET ME CRUNK.HA HA LOVE YA GUYS well i took my driver's test today and i passed!!!! im soo exited..ive ben waiting for this day for a long ass time now.woot woot im soo happy.gonna celebrate this weekend for sures!!who's coming??? WHATS GOING ON EVERYONE...I JUST WANNA SAY I AM NEW TO ALL THIS SO I WOULD REALLY APPRECIATE IT IF EVERYONE WOULD RATE,ADD,FRIEND,AND FAN ME. AND I PROMISE I WILL RETURN THE FAVOR I SWEAR IT!!! SHOW ME SOME LOVE PLEASE I NEED IT BAD!!!

Rut Roh!
April 11, 2007 AP - Apr 10, 9:03 pm EDT CHARLOTTE, N.C. (AP) -- The witness who discovered Michael Waltrip's overturned car initially thought no one survived the accident until the NASCAR driver wiggled out the back window. The witness, an 18-year-old college student at the University of North Carolina-Charlotte, requested anonymity during a phone interview Wednesday with The Associated Press for fear of reprisal from Waltrip's fan base. But she said she lives near the two-time Daytona 500 winner in Sherrill's Ford, and stumbled upon the accident when she was returning home around 2 a.m. Saturday. She saw an overturned Toyota Land Cruiser in a ditch and rushed over to check on the occupants. She didn't see anyone in the car and no one answered her shouts, so she called 911 for help. ``After I got off the phone I was walking around the car again and somebody stuck their foot out the back driver side of the window,'' she said. ``That's when Michael Waltrip got out. He w

Confused...
i have had alot of things going on in my life right now... and i dunno wat to do about alot of them. one thing is certain, there is sum1 in my life that i do not wanna lose. and im afraid that im going to. i feel like im walkin on glass with everything i say and do. i wanna tell him how i feel, but im scared to death. im afraid that if i tell him, that he will walk away and not come back. he makes me smile and laugh. not too many people can do that very often. thinking of him gets me through my dayz... and lately my dayz have been very stressful. i dont know wat im gonna do when he deploys. i am so scared and confused right now. i hate going to sleep every night knowing that im going to wake up alone the next morning. i dont wanna do anything to hurt him, nor do i wanna be hurt. those who know me well enuff, know that ive been hurt more than enuff. i guess it builds character, but i think i have enuff character to last me the rest of my life. but i guess i will shut up

Don't Get It!!!!
OK, I DON'T GET IT!!!! I HAVE BEEN ON ALOT OF DIFFERENT SITES,I HANG OUT, LOOKIN AT PHOTOS, BOTH MEN AND WOMEN...AND ALL I SEE IS THE SAME DAMN THING....HALF NAKID WOMEN EVERYWHERE.... HONESTLY GIRLS, WHAT THE HELL DO YOU THINK YOUR SAYING....NOW I KNOW SOME OF YOU WHO ARE READING THIS ARE GOING TO SAY, YOU ARE JUST JELOUS, BECASUE YOU DON'T LOOK AS GOOD AS I DO, AND SO YOU CAN'T....GUESS WHAT, NOT!!!!!!!!! EVEN IF I WAS A SKINNY BARBIE DOLL, I WOULDNT BE DRESED WITH EVERYTHING HANGIN OUT....WOMEN BITCH ALL THE TIME THAT MEN JUST TREAT ME LIKE A PEICE OF MEAT, THEY DON'T RESPECT ME, OR WHY DO THEY JUST THINK ALL WE WOMEN WANT IS SEX....GOD LOOK AT THE WAY YOU PRESENT YOURSELF....YOU KNOW YOU DONT HAVE TO BE HALF NAKID TO BE SEXY!!! AND I HAVE ONE MORE THING TO SAY...HONEY, IF YOU ARE A BIGGER GIRL, LIKE ME!!!! DRESSIN IN A PEICE OF FLOSS, IT'S NOT SEXY..HONESTLY!!!!!!! WOMEN LOVE YOUR SELF, RESPECT YOURSELF, AND HONOUR YOURSELF....WE DESERVE IT!!!!!! NOW I AM EXPECTING TO HEAR A

So This Is What Happens
So after seeing Bill last night and talking to him about things that we both could understand, this is what I am going to explain to you, my friends. What Bill noticed on his first meeting of my husband was something I thought ok, he just doesn't know him yet. Then a friend I had worked with who knows my husband Steve had also noticed that he has been more along the lines of a typical, asshole. And here I was thinking it was something minor. Nope. Not when you have a friend who can tell something isn't right on a first meeting, then you check with friends who know your spouse, then if THEY notice the same thing that someone who doesn't know the person says, then guess what? It's completely official. I guess I had overlooked the attitude for a while because it was something I didn't want to believe for myself. Yes, if I am pushed ever so far, I can fight back. This time I didn't take the warnings lightly. All I know is that in the past couple of years he has changed, and I guess

You might be just what I need No I would not change a thing Been dreaming of this so long But we only exist in this song The thing is, I'm not worth the sorrow And if you come and meet me tomorrow I will hold you down, fold you in Deep, deep, deep in the fiction we live I break in two over you I break in two And if a piece of you dies Autumn, I will bring you back to life Of course I see you I do. True love is a sacred flame That burns eternally, And none can dim its special glow Or change its destiny. True love speaks in tender tones And hears with gentle ear, True love gives with open heart And true love conquers fear. True love makes no harsh demands It neither rules nor binds, And true love holds with gentle hands The hearts that it entwines. ~ Anonymous Oh why cant I be what you need a new improved version of me but i'm nothing so good no i'm nothing just bones, a lonely ghost burning down songs of violence of love and of sorrow

Public Uglyness
i know that i am not the best looking guy in the world ,but someone on this site rated my photo a 1,and someone else rated the same photo a 6 So that being said ,i just wanted to apoligize to all my friends and fans who have rated the same photo a 10 for being so ugly

Cori
So I've been with my company for 8 and a half years and my salary is now being revamped with a brand NEW pay plan! So guess what? "What?" you ask. When it boils down, I will be recieving less every month unless I sell 700.00 dollars more a week. Fuck You!!!!!!!!!!!!! Yeah that's right. This is not making me want to work any harder. If anything it makes me want to fucking burn this bridge and find something else that won't fuck me over like my fucking job just did. I know there's so much bull shit to life and that I will experience so much more throughout my lifetime, but it still fucking blows like my fucking smelly ass!! Shit! Oh well. No one likes me! What do I have to do to get people to like me? Huh?!! So that's my question. Maybe someone will know the answer or maybe there is noone who likes me at all! I'm not likeable. I'll admit it. That's something to work on at least.

Food For Thought
In the beginning, God created the Heavens and the Earth and populated the Earth with broccoli, cauliflower and spinach, green and yellow and red vegetables of all kinds, so Man and Woman would live long and healthy lives. Then using God's great gifts, Satan created Ben and Jerry's Ice Cream and Krispy Creme Donuts. And Satan said, "You want chocolate with that?" And Man said, "Yes!" and Woman said, "and as long as you're at it, add some sprinkles." And they gained 10 pounds. And Satan smiled. And God created the healthful yogurt that Woman might keep the figure that Man found so fair. And Satan brought forth white flour from the wheat, and sugar from the cane and combined them. And Woman went from size 6 to size 14. So God said, "Try my fresh green salad." And Satan presented Thousand-Island Dressing, buttery croutons and garlic toast on the side. And Man and Woman unfastened their belts following the repast. God then said, "I have sent you heart healthy veget

Mid Life
I can almost feel myself losing weight . . . by forwarding this to you! You'll understand at the end. I've seen two shows lately that went on and on about how mid-life is a great time for women. Just last week Oprah had a whole show on how great menopause will be . . . Puhleeeeeeeze! I've had a few thoughts of my own and would like to share them with you. Whether you are pushing 40, 50, 60 (or maybe even just pushing your luck), you'll probably relate. Mid-life is when the growth of hair on our legs slows down. This gives us plenty of time to care for our newly acquired mustache. In mid-life women no longer have upper arms, we have wing spans. We are no longer women in sleeveless shirts, we are flying squirrels in drag. Mid-life is when you can stand naked in front of a mirror and you can see your rear without turning around. Mid-life is when you go for a mammogram and you realize that this is the only time someone will ask you to appear topless.

Spiritual
I am interested in learning about the spirituality of others in Cherry Tap. I know that there is a GOD and I lean towards more Country music, but the way I was raised and went to Church I either went to a Methodist or Protestant church. I am wanting to learn more about others to chat with on the subject. Please Inquire within and we will chat some more.

My Dads Obituary.........
Kenneth Duane Brush Monday, December 31, 2001 Kenneth Duane Brush LEXINGTON -- Kenneth Duane Brush, 62, died Sunday (Dec. 30, 2001) at the Good Samaritan Hospital at Kearney. He was born Dec. 12, 1939, at Stockville, to Myron and Luella (Halley) Brush. He graduated from Curtis High School. He served for three years in the U. S. Naval Air Force. He married Darlene Carter in El Cajon, Calif., in 1961. He was employed by the City of Lexington at the time of his death. He was preceded in death by his parents. Survivors include his wife, Darlene of Lexington; two sons, Wayne and wife, Mary Brush of Austin, Texas, Nick and his wife Patti Reynolds; two brothers, Ronald and wife, Ella Brush of Texas, Jerry and wife, Jean Brush of Holdrege; two sisters, Cheryl and husband, Darrell Dockweiler of Eddyville, Shirley and husband, Ron Atkinson of Curtis; and four grandchildren. .."

My Dads Bio.....
About Kenneth Duane Brush If you you could hear the voice of my dads spirit,these would be his spoken words of wisdom. "I was born as Kenneth Duane Brush, but my friends call me Duane. I have always had a passion for the great outdoors, hunting is my middle name and it was like a game to me. 'Cause it required combining the precision of true marksmanship, eyes like an eagle, timing and the technique skills. Losing the game was simply not hitting the target, but the agony of defeat was feeling like a disappointment to my family by coming home empty handed. The game prize was the fixings for a good homecooked supper. Normally, what would be considered your typical homecooked meal, was more like a daily Thanksgiving feast

Musicstuffs Version 2.0
www.imslp.org (to which I've linked rather often in my stash here, for many reasons) is no more. (The reasons may be seen on the main page- or any other. I will remove those links from my stash very soon and replace those that I can with links to other sites that have them- when of course the content of them was truly out of copyright, as most, at least, of them were. Though the fact that much on the site- including pages I linked to, though not, I think, including any Universal Edition scores, by chance anyway? ... (see the page) was in copyright in the EU while out of copyright in the US... was part of the problem...) Used to do this a bit (when replacing current listening with something newer - had a thread I added to, in fact, with any lengthy description I wanted to keep for any reason :) Without any further adodedodedo, the last bit to go in the music section of my profile... Louis Spohr's string quintet in G major from his op. 33 (1810s) (see review of the CD in a later

Fucked Up Life
Scotty doesn't know that Fiona and me do it in my van every Sunday. She tells him she's in church, but she doesn't go. still she's on her knees And Scotty doesn't know. Oh, Scotty doesn't know so don't tell Scotty Scotty doesn't know Scotty doesn't know so don't tell Scotty (Don't tell Scotty)* Fiona says she's out shoppin, But she's under me and I'm not stoppin. Cause Scotty doesn't know Scotty doesn't know Scotty doesn't know Scotty doesn't know so don't tell Scotty Scotty doesn't know So don't tell Scotty I can't believe he's so trustin While I'm right behind you thrustin UUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUH Fiona's got him on the phone And she's trying not to moan It's a three-way call And he knows nothin Nothin Scotty doesn't know Scotty doesn't know Scotty doesn't know don't tell Scotty Cause Scotty doesn't know Scotty doesn't know So don't tell Scotty We'll put on a show Everyone will go Scotty doesn't know Scotty doesn't know Scotty doesn't

Jali ~ I Will Grow Up Tomorrow
There is a world of difference between saying what needs to be said and saying what you want to say. Words get taken the wrong way and intentions are often lost in the mix. I'm a compulsive foot-in-mouthist, and thinking before speaking is a lifelong fantasy I've yet to make true. And you know what? Honestly, I just hope I keep on failing. It's so goddamned much fun when I get to actually say what I think. I do curtail it day to day, but not as much as you might think. I'm not one of these secret-other-self type journal scribblers who has a total ego. I don't have to hit the bong or or guzzle 2-4 in order to tap into that inner self. I just have to bite my fucking tongue sometimes so I can yield to convention. But, trust me, most people I know have known me to say incredibly crass things sometimes, and I've no qualms about playing a fool. I miss that, I miss the fact that I'm not feeling as comfortable being myself as I once was. I chalk it up to the oddities of the rece

Books
A Pirate’s Will Ye who wonders round my halls, I to warn thee of my curse. If ye found my treasure chest, Shall find naught but riches. From near and far within the seven seas, others try to take these treasures from ye, Be silent if ye wish to stay, But be warned of these thief’s hands. If they touch y treasure, Their hands shall bleed ‘til they see their bones. For ye who first find thy treasure. Shall not be harmed in any way. But don’t spend naught for one years time, For these halls belong to thee Who find thy treasure with a crew in two years time? You shall stay on board. All shall be provided on a notice, Be not alarmed of thy wonders on this vessel, So enjoy thy great legacy for the years To come. When these halls and decks Will have the crew, ye will choose To speak of mere acts of every experience.

Song Of The Week
so here is the song i am listening to now its my song based on the how i feel from what happend in the other blog. Of course i cant bang my head to it that will take place next when i play some bloody sabbath and bls. NEIL YOUNG LYRICS "Heart Of Gold" I want to live, I want to give I've been a miner for a heart of gold. It's these expressions I never give That keep me searching for a heart of gold And I'm getting old. Keeps me searching for a heart of gold And I'm getting old. I've been to Hollywood I've been to Redwood I crossed the ocean for a heart of gold I've been in my mind, it's such a fine line That keeps me searching for a heart of gold And I'm getting old. Keeps me searching for a heart of gold And I'm getting old. Keep me searching for a heart of gold You keep me searching for a heart of gold And I'm getting old. I've been a miner for a heart of gold. ( words just feel so relative) lol You think you know me On

George Michael And Brittany
I found it! I have been wondering which video Brittany did with George Michael for some time. I thought it was the video called Amazing. But I found out it was the video called Outside. The behind the scenes story on this was this happened right after George was arrested in West Hollywood for Indecent Exposure. Brittany appears as in several scenes at 1:15 making out in the van, 2:07 in the pool, and 3:45 making out in the office. Brittany had told me she wanted to be in the elevator with George but the director was afraid that Brittany might end up raping him. And she really would of. Have to post this on Brittany's Cheery tap site now.

George Michael And Brittany Outside Video
Pierce@ CherryTAP Its me above. Updating Brittany's blog. She will be back on Friday and back on Cherrytap to answer all your comments and questions. I just posted the same thing on my blog I found it! I have been wondering which video Brittany did with George Michael for some time. I thought it was the video called Amazing. But I found out it was the video called Outside. The behind the scenes story on this was this happened right after George was arrested in West Hollywood for Indecent Exposure. Brittany appears as in several scenes at making out in the van, in the pool she the blonde, and making out in the office. Brittany had told me she wanted to be in the elevator with George but the director was afraid that Brittany might end up raping him. And she really would of. Have to post this on Brittany's Cherry tap site now. Enjoy!!

Let's Talk About Cheating...
I've been cheated on, I've been hurt... I don't know. And maybe I am totally outta line here. You know, people think online flirting is harmless... it's not. You can learn a lot about someone by talking to them. You can learn things just as easily as you can by knowing them, just because you never met them, doesn't mean you can't connect on some other level. That you can't have some strong emotional attachment. Some of it is harmless though, you know, just random flirting. But people get off on it too. If someone is in a committed relationship, why would they think it's permissible to flirt with anyone other than with their partner? Not only are they putting themselves into a vulnerable situation where they can fall into temptation, but they're playing with the emotions of someone else. It takes a sick person to do that to someone. We're to be different than the animals. Being creatures of compassion is supposed to separate us from the animals. I don't see much compassio

Life And Love
Ok, here is my very first blog ever, and there is just something I want to get out of my mind. Why is it nice guys hardly ever finish, period? I have tried meeting women, gotten to know them, helped them through what some may call a severely hard time in their life, and they then turn around and date a complete asshole just cause he is cute, claiming they could never date you cause you are too good of friends. Why also is it that a woman can never just come out and tell you when there is a problem in the relationship? Why do they feel compelled to cheat on me and then wait several months later before they admit it to me, then also claim they never thought the relationship would have progressed so far. I am really tired of never finishing. Why can't I meet a woman that likes me and can remain loyal? And now once again, I am back on the single market, sitting on a shelf, collecting dust, waiting for someone to find me, like me for who I am, and then take me home into their heart.

Just Funnies
A man woke up one morning to find his wife in a skimpy negligee,standing by the bed with a velvet rope in her hand. She purrrred at him,"tie me up and you can do anything you like." So he did.Then he went fishing. A man stepped onto the bus with both of his front pockets full of golf balls and sat down next to a beautiful blonde.The puzzled blonde kept looking at him and his bulging pockets.Finally,after noticing her many glances,he said,"it's golf balls." "Oh,"she said."Does it hurt as much as tennis elbow?" An elderly couple was attending church services.About halfway through the minister's sermon,the old lady leaned over and said,I just let out a silent fart .What do you think i should do?" Her husband replied,"Put a new battery in your hearing aid."

Very Disturbing
I recently was talking to a fellow CherryTap member(name will not be revieled) and they were telling me that thier spouse deleted every woman off thier account. What gives this person the right to delete friends? Does this person think they can control the living fuck out of someone? Or is it just some major JEALOUSY? I think the dumbass is just majorly jealous cause the fact that this person has both men and women on thier account. Holy fuck if my ole' man was that damn jealous....he would be seeing my back side. Hell this is the fucking internet. We should be able to choose who we want on our pages. Not some other snibbling wine bag who thinks that they wear the bloody pants in the house. oh well. I have blocked this persons spouse for thier stupid jealousy. If you want to know who this jealous biatch is, send me a message. Maybe if we send them enough bullshit.....they will change thier ways Just recently in Amarillo, a man was arrested for killing a 6 month old baby girl. Th

Politics
You have to have about 2 hours to devote to this movie, but I can guarentee that it has changed my mind. If you believe in God... Watch this movie... If you believe 9-11 wasnt planned... Watch this movie... If you believe you HAVE to pay Federal Taxes or file for income tax... Watch this movie If you believe 9-11 WAS planned and Bush is a bad Republican president, and you believe you're a Democrat and they're spic and span... Watch this movie Otherwise... Im making a blog about it and hopefully I'll have it up within the next day or two after (most likely) watching the movie again to point out major topics. Zeitgeist - The Movie 2007 http://www.zeitgeistmovie.com/ http://www.zeitgeistmovie.com/ http://www.zeitgeistmovie.com/ http://www.zeitgeistmovie.com/ Copied and Pasted from my MySpace Blog so Ignore Anything MySpacey :D ---------------------- So I was on my way to work this morning. Another pointless day, doing pointless bullshit and most likely getting

April 12,2007
To all in my Familly,Friends,fans,etc.My comp not running well today.The amount of Cookies,History an the Crap that the CT installs on Computers these days,is unreal.Everyones Comments will have to wait.I must defrag an other Diagnostic Stuff. I'm not fealing to good right now.Pounding Headache,actually had it all night.An the Cat disrupting my Sleep didn't help either. Big Day today for PiperXylon,an Excellent member of my Familly.She has enterd herself in the Mothers Day Blast Giveaway.She's a very Sweet Gal,as all my Familly is.I hope,us as a whole can give her this Victory she so Deserves. But some of us being in Contest know.It's not always the Best or the Prettiest,cutest,kindest that Wins these things.It's the people whom have many Friends,or cash to pay for Blasts to help them win.So us as a Whole have our work cut out for us this afternoon.At the start of this Contest.I will be trying my Damnest to stay under the Radar of the Constant Barrage of Insults Directed at me

This Is Beautiful
She jumped up as soon as she saw the surgeon come out of the operating room. She said: "How is my little boy? Is he going to be all right? When can I see him?" The surgeon said, "I'm sorry. We did all we could, but your boy didn't make it." Sally said, "Why do little children get cancer? Doesn't God care any more? Where were you, God, when my son needed you?" The surgeon asked, "Would you like some time alone with your son? One of the nurses will be out in a few minutes, before he's transported to the university." Sally asked the nurse to stay with her while she said good-bye to son. She ran her fingers lovingly through his thick red curly hair. "Would you like a lock of his hair?" the nurse asked. Sally nodded yes. The nurse cut a lock of the boy's hair, put it in a plastic bag and handed it to Sally. The mother said, "It was Jimmy's idea to donate his body to the Universi

English!!
Can you read these right the first time? 1) The bandage was wound around the wound. 2) The farm was used to produce produce. 3) The dump was so full that it had to refuse more refuse. 4) We must polish the Polish furniture. 5) He could lead if he would get the lead out. 6) The soldier decided to desert his dessert in the desert. 7) Since there is no time like the present, he thought it was time to present the present . 8) A bass was painted on the head of the bass drum. 9) When shot at, the dove dove into the bushes. 10) I did not object to the object. 11) The insurance was invalid for the invalid. 12) There was a row among the oarsmen about how to row 13) They were too close to the door to close it. 14) The buck does funny things when the does are present. 15) A seamstress and a sewer fell down into a sewer line. 16) To help with planting, the farmer taught his sow to sow. 17) The wind was too strong to wind the sail. 18) Upon seei

She Was Only 5!!
She was only 5 Body: Her dad was a drunk Her mom was an addict Her parents kept her Locked in an attic Her only friend was a little toy bear It was old and worn out And had patches of hair She always talked to it When no one's around She lays there and hugs it Not a peep of sound Until her parents unlock the door Some more and more pain She'll have to endore A bruise on her leg A scar on her face Why would she be In such a horrible place? But she grabs her bear And softly crys She loves her parents But they want her to die She sits in the corner Quiet but thinking, "Please God, why is My life always sinking? " Such a bad life For a sad little kid She'd get beaten and beaten For anything she did Then one night Her mom came home high And the poor child was beaten As hours went by Then her mom suddenly Grabbed for a blade It was sharp and pointy One that she made She thrusted the blade Right in her chest,

Sweet Bees Blogs
Beat boxing.Add to My Profile | More Videos I WONDER???? Body: Everybody wonders "what if" once in a while. Just hit REPLY and fill it out about the person that posted this. It will only go to the person who posted it in the first place, and no one else can see it, don't forget to be honest! What if 1. I died: 2. I kissed you: 3. I lived next door to you: 4. You found out I was married: 5. I stole something: 6. I was hospitalized: 7. I refused to leave my home: 8. I got into a fight while you were there: WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT MY 9. Personality: 10. Eyes: 11. Hair: 12. Family: WOULD YOU 13. Help me hide a body? 14. Keep a secret if I told you one? 15. Hold my hand? 16. Take a bullet for me? 18. Try to solve my problems? 19. Love me? 20. Date me? HAVE YOU EVER 21. Lied to make me feel better? 22. Wanted to kiss me? 23. Wanted to kill me? 24. Broke my heart? 25. K

Attitude
Loved those shows growing up ATTITUDE by Charles Swindoll "The longer I live, the more I realize the impact of attitude on life. Attitude, to me, is more important than facts. It is more important than the past, than education, than money, than circumstances, than failures, than successes, than what other people think, say or do. It is more important than appearance, giftedness or skill. It will make or break a company... a church... a home. The remarkable thing is we have a choice every day regarding the attitude we embrace for that day. We cannot change our past... we cannot change the fact that people will act in a certain way. We cannot change the inevitable. The only thing we can do is play the one string we have, and that is our attitude... I am convinced that life is 10% what happens to me and 90% how I react to it. And so it is with you... we are in charge of our Attitudes” I REALLY BELIEVE THIS

Those Feelings
c'mon fuckers RATE ME FAN ME do something im fallin behind my girlfriend in rating WTF!! lol since february i havent felt more alive, im 25 and thought i knew what it was like to be in love.well until i met kristin i didnt.i have the greatest girlfriend in the world and just wanted to let you all know how much i love her

Rascal Flatts
Sara Beth is scared to death To hear what the doctor will say She hasn't been well, since the day that she fell And the bruise just won't go away So she sits and she waits with her mother and dad And flips through an old magazine Till the nurse with the smile stands in the door And says will you please come with me Sara Beth is scared to death Cause the doctor just told her the news Between the red cells and white, something's not right But we're gonna take care of you Six chances in ten, it won't come back again With the therapy we're gonna try It's just been approved, it's the strongest there is And I think that we caught it in time And Sara Beth closes her eyes. Chorus: And she dreams she's dancing Around and around without any cares And her very first love is holding her close And a soft wind is blowing her hair Sara Beth is scared to death As she sits holding her mom Cause it would be a mistake for someone to take A bald headed girl to the prom

I Must Have Pms, Lol
Sometimes stuff gets on my nerves, stupid stuff. Sometimes I have really hard time containing my displeasure, which is kind of a bad thing since I am a waitress, lol. I'm just supposed to smile and be sweet..... no matter what. I have gotten pretty good at that, but.... I sure have some days of falling short. In the last few weeks there have been some issues for me that are pretty nonsensical (yeah, I can admit that) but this stuff just PISSES me off. Some of these things are particular to being a waitress or being in retail or some job where you serve the public...... and they are in your face, in all their stupidity and self-centered glory. I HATE INCONSIDERATE PEOPLE! It puzzles me as to why they come into a public place and do the following things....... When you come into a restaurant, turn your damned cell phone off, at least until you have ordered your food. It's someones job to bring you what you want, but they cant if they don't know what that is, because you

Tickle You Thursday
My husband and I divorced over religious differences. He thought he was God, and I didn't. ------------------------------------------------------------------- Marriage is a three-ring circus: Engagement ring, wedding ring, and suffering. ---------------------------------------------------------------------- For Sale : Wedding dress, size 8. Worn once by mistake. --------------------------------------------------------------------- There are two times when a man doesn't understand a woman: Before marriage and after marriage. ---------------------------------------------------------------------- Why were hurricanes usually named after women? Because when they arrive, they're wet and wild, but when they go, they take your house and car. ---------------------------------------------------------------------- The woman applying for a job in a Florida lemon grove seemed way too qualified for the job. "Look Miss," said the foreman, "have you any actual experien

More Drama
You know all my life i hear this crap about girls only like bad boys, nice guys never get the girl. Well guess what the same about guys.. they rather the gold digging bitch over the good girl that wants to help them and will always be there for them. im so sick of this. why is there always this double standard shit? Well lets see I got my colonoscopy and i have IBS and still having some pain. Doctor put me on prozac to help calm down my stress and it has me a little too calm where I get bored faster and just do not want to do anything anymore. hmmm I screwed my 4.0 up last quarter I got a B in phyics :(. I have missed a lot of school this quarter trying to fight my health but still holding strong A's in my classes. Jay and I are now really not talking anymore. He said he moved to the Keys but dont think he did since his gf he said he wasnt seeing is here with new pictures of them together. she keeps visiting my sites and talking to my friends. I decided after year and 1/2 if he

Kris's Thoughts
Welcome to my blog! I don't want drama so if you got it leave it at the door. I have a 2 year old son whom I love with all my heart and also my own home, car and money. I have a lot of my own drama so that's why I said I don't want any of any one elses. I have a close friend whom I am deeply in love with but also very very confused about at the moment. I love being with him but ya know some times things happen that piss me off. I love him with all my heart and I just wish more would come of this then what it is at the moment. *~Peace~*

Pain
i was just watching montel tryin to fall asleep since i been up for like 3 days straight and i busted in tears. it was about families that are over in war.and it all brought up pain that im feeling about my moms death.her death was unknowing and unexpected. the day i got the voicemail from my uncle(my moms brother lenny) and said she was life flighted to ruby memorial i morgantown cause they thought she was havin a stroke i was shocked,i called her cell and left a mssage sayin nothin was gonna happen to her that she'd be ok and that i loved her, but then when the dr called me and said she had suffered severe brain damage on the left side cuz she had, hada spontanious hypertension anorism,and there was nothing else possible for them to do to save her and that i hadta get there in person to give permission to take her off life support that moment i totaly lost it, and from that moment i might look and act strong on the outside but truthfully on the inside im just withering away to no

Move Over Jamie Gold
TIME FOR CHAPTER 2 OF MY POKER SAGA. THE TRIP TO VEGAS WAS AWESOME!!!! SO GOOD IN FACT THAT I AM HEADED OUT TO THE CARD ROOM HERE FOR THE NEXT FEW DAYS TO SEE HOW IT GOES IN A DIFFERENT ENVIRONMENT. BEEN A LONGTIME DREAM OF MINE TO PLAY THIS GAME FOR A LIVING AND AFTER MAKING MORE MONEY IN THE PAST 6 DAYS THAN I WILL MAKE IN THE NEXT 3 MONTHS AT THE POST OFFICE, MAY NO LONGER BE A DREAM. IN ANY EVENT, I WILL BE OUT OF TOUCH UNTIL MONDAY OR TUESDAY, 4/16 OR 4/17, SO WISH ME LUCK ALL MY BEAUTIFUL CHERRIES AND I WILL TALK TO YA SOON.....

Friends
It's been a long time since iv'e been able to be here, so there's alot to tell. Grant is now married and just celebrated his 1 year anniversery last month. He married a wonderful girl named Jennifer, who has become like one of my own children. They have made me a very proud BIG MAMA!!! I love being a grandma!!! My grandson is such an added joy to me. It's amazing the difference between your own children and your grandchildren. I love him just as much as my own, but i get to give him back at the end of the day!!! Just kidding! But they couldn't stop at just one, the new baby is due in July! As if that wasn't enough, Shareena is getting ready to graduate high school in a couple months. I'm so proud of her. She has applied to several schools and plans on going into forensic science. Tyisha is now a freshman and is a normal 14 year old, with all the drama of a teenager! Dahlia is doing very well, stays on the high honor roll, improved greatly on her flute(thank god) and is growing into a b

My Country
Love This Comeback One of my sons serves in the military. He is still stateside, here in California . He called me yesterday to let me know how warm and welcoming people were to him, and his troops, everywhere he goes telling me how people shake their hands, and thank them for being willing to serve, and fight, for not only our own freedoms but so that others may have them also. But he also told me about an incident in the grocery store he stopped at yesterday, on his way home from the base. He said that ahead of several people in front of him stood a woman dressed in a burkha. He said when she got to the cashier she loudly remarked about the U.S. flag lapel pin the cashier wore on her smock. The cashier reached up and touched the pin, and said proudly," Yes, I always wear it and probably always will." The woman in the burkha then asked the cashier when she was going to stop bombing her countrymen, explaining that she was Iraqi. A gentleman stand

Every Time....
Every I love you, you whisper, is like rain for the trees, moonlight for the ocean, nectar for the bee Every kiss bestowed upon me is like fragrance on flowers, heat upon the desert, mist from morning showers Every glance in my direction is like flame to the fire, a twinkling of stars, a spark of love's desire Every moment in your arms is like waves to the ocean, a rushing, primal urge, a sweet mix of emotion Every passing year were together is like joy without measure, a life without limits, I shall love you forever.

Zombies!!
Rate all my pics...$2000 fubucks Rate all my stash...$5000 fubucks Just mssg me that ur done and i will send u ur fu-funds! Much thanks for all ur help! Rated N for Naughty (oYo) (_T_) The CDC recently revealed a list of what to do incase of ZOMBIES. Yes, your government, in thoughts of preparedness, has actually issued a survival set of instructions on what to do in case of an outbreak resulting in ZOMBIES.

Surgery
Ok I know I'm not perfect and most people do it out of laziness,but this is a pet peev of mine.. They're = they are ie.They're coming to my house. There = something is somewhere ie. Their place is over there. Their = is a posesive ie. I'm going to their house. I might not have explained it the best,but I think everyone'll get the idea. Oh and the word stupider...is not a word! say what is more stupid... Ok I'm done and sure that someone will pick on my grammar and yes I notice the blog name I wrote grammer,to late to fix that. Oh oh wait I forgot Threw = I threw it out Through = I'm through with this blog So because of the type of cyst I have they are going to do the surgery.I found out at my pre op appt. that it is not only fluid filled but aslo has solid mass.So they're gonna go in and take it out and do a biopsy.I'm scared as shit!The Dr said she would do everything in her power to leave some healthy tissue behind so that I can still produce hormones(I

Funny Thing From The Posts?
1. Assuming he can get a raging hard on when it suits you. Contrary to popular belief, men can't just flip a switch and get it up because you decided to stop being a frigid bitch. Getting it hard is your job. I suggest you figure it out. 2. Thinking that kissing needs to be this sweet romantic thing all the time. Sometimes pressing your lips against your partners mouth while you get off is the hot. It depends on the situation. 3. Leaving him responsible for your orgasm. You know what gets you off. Tell him. If you don't, it's your own fault when he's snoozing and you're all wound up. 4. Expecting him to cuddle. Men and women are wired differently. Sex makes most women want to talk and bond and all that shit. It makes men pass out. It's a biological thing. Stop fighting it, and stop holding it over his head, it's not his fault. 5. Expecting him to fall asleep with you in his arms. That shit is uncomfortable after awhile. A little snuggling isn't unreasonable, but when it'

New Pics And Remember To Sign Guestbook
I know most of my closest peeps have already signed my guestbook, but theres about 600 ppl on my list and only about 10 have signed in the week that i've had it up. not bitching or anything but i get to everyones new items fairly quick and would like at least most of you to at least sign my book, even if you dont get to the ratings. also if your past of the dark realm or wnc, if your being harrassed in any way, dont be shy, let me know and i'll take care of that problem!

Bad Day Gone Bad
A little guy is sitting at the bar just staring at his Drink for half an hour when this big trouble-making truck driver steps up next to him, grabs his drink and gulps it down in one swig. The poor little guy starts crying. "Come on man, I was just giving you a hard time," says the truck driver. "I'll buy you another drink. I just can't stand to see a man crying." "This is the worst day of my life," says the little guy between sobs. "I can't do anything right. I overslept and was late to an important meeting, so my boss fired me. When I went to the parking lot, I found my car was stolen and I have no insurance. "I grabbed a cab home, but after the cab left, I discovered my wallet was still in the cab. At home I found my wife in bed with the gardener. So I came to this bar and was trying to work up the courage to put an end to my life. "And then you show up and drink the damn poison!"

The Paths Of Life
As some of you will find out the more you get to know me, I had a really big struggle with drugs for many years. I started out just experimenting, trying it for fun, and kept using. I abandoned my newborn baby girl at only two weeks old and left her with my parents. I continued to use til I found out a couple of months later I was pregnant. (yes, again) I quit using and became a mom, I had missed all the important things in her life already though. First words, smile, steps. I had my second beautiful baby girl at only 18 years of age, she lived for a month and a half. There started my downward spiral into hell itself. After ten years of killing myself and everyone around me I got sober and while in my first year of recovery I wrote this for my beautiful daughter destiny who has had a rough life. This is called the Paths of Life. As I sit here and think of all the joyous wondersI missed over the years For you honey it fills my head and heart with fears Because I wasn't t

Wiisper
I walk threw my life,, People around me that I see,, Seem to see right threw me,, I am the shadow of my own past,, In my life as they may come,, People as I see now.. Just spirit's so vast,, I am lost yet still finding my way,, I scream to the moon,, HELP ME FIND MY WAY,, She has such a pull on me,, And to this I want not to be let go,, Bring me back to myself,, Show me the way,, The power I once held,, How I am told I once was,, My memory of this lost,, Finding my way back.. A long slow path,, A shadow of my own past,, But to now walk the light of my present,, wiisper As I lay awake at night ,, Waiting for the warm mornings light ,, I think of you by my side ,, As we go through this life ,, Holding each other in our arms ,, Keeping each other from harm ,, Feeling your touch ,, The feeling of it setting me free ,, We share our love it is so strong ,, It could never be wrong ,, What we have toge

Cherry Tap
I have been here for almost a week and have to say that this is one of the best sites I have ever seen! Everyone here is so incredibly nice and friendly...and the goreous women; damn! I look forward to meeting more people and making some really good friends!

The Prasius Identity
Been back from Afghanistan for four months and already packing my kit again for my 3rd (although admittedly short this time) tour of Iraq. So I look at the society I'm supposedly going for.. Parents incapable of looking after their own children. Parents having more children regardless of the conditions and space they have to live in. Lazy complaining freeloaders that expect everything to be given to them on a plate. A goverment that can change the leadership of the country by a meeting of their inner-circle without any discussion with the public. A media that only complains and criticises what I do - and ignores our successes. With news days like the last few days - I wonder if British Society is worth me risking my life, worrying my family and being seperated from those I care about for. Why do I bother? More of hi rather than anything else. Might use this to make random whines, rants, voicing of my personal opinion and other venting about the general stu

Dangerous Views
Somebody had a crush on me recently. Lasted, oh, 48 hours? A new record for me? LOL We are but a moment's sunlight fading in the grass. Somebody rated my picture a 1 it appears. Must be somebody who doesn't like GLOCKS. Maybe some dyed-in-the-wool 1911 fan? Those of you who are not gun fans, you may not have a clue what I'm babbling about. LOL I have at least 30 guns, so I'm sure there's something in my collection that will appeal to everyone. I realize there are a certain number of people around who simply do not like guns in general. Nothing says you have to like anything. But guns are not good or evil, they are neutral inanimate objects that can be used for good, or evil. Many uses are morally neutral. I don't think one can argue that a sporting activity of shooting holes in a piece of paper with precision is an issue of good or evil. It is simply an activity, such as collecting stones or stamps. Those who blame guns for crime, rather than criminals, are misgu

Fun Stuff
TRUTH OR DARE So here's the deal...You get to ask me *How Ever Many Questions You Want!**, no matter how crazy, inappropriate, or just random, and I promise to answer it 100% truthfully (thats the "truth" part) ....now I dare you to repost this and see what people ask you. _________________________________________________ Yes Im bored oh well thats what this is for have fun with it. ask your ?s lol Ill send anyone who ask a message with the answer or answers depending on the amout of ? s you all ask, keep in mind for those of you that do know much about me. Its a great way to get to know ;) take care all you lovly peope have a GREAT day! ~XOXOX~ Natalie

Women And Men
There just doesn't seem to be any real women or men out there these days. I see all these women my age or older trying to act like some little teenager on these type of sites and it just irritates me. At our age we should be aware of who we are and not trying to be what other people want us to be or what we think they want. It's funny because I'm always seeing guys my age robbing the cradle and getting together with girls that are just out of high school. Not until recently have I figured out why. In my opinion, it's because these girls have high hopes of families and that perfect life so the guys are either taking advantage of it or in a fatasy land and think that the girl is actually ready for that sort of thing. For you guys that may read this, if you are taking advatage of a situation then you are a piece of shit. You are the reason women are untrusting of us good guys. If you are living in that fantasy world then let the girl grow up and deal with lifes experiences as everyone els

Military
does ANYONE really know where the money they spend on drugs is goin? its goin to be used to kill or hurt Border patrol agents, DEA and or FBI in other countries that are there tryin to help ease the flow of drugs. They are going to terrorist to kill US troops too. In Afghanistan they farm pot and opium. guess who the number one demander of those drugs is? THE US. so if your truely patriotic or have family serving, think about this really hard. you may have bought the bullet, the rpg, the greneade, the ied that killed a US soldier in iraq or Afghanistan. SO IF YOU REALLY "SUPPORT" THE TROOPS FREAKIN STOP DOING DRUGS!!!!!!!!! Surprising things men notice about women instantly partner by Cosmopolitan.com, on Tue Apr 13, 2010 9:45am PDT 260 Comments Post a Comment Read More from This Author

What Do U Think???
Dear to… Dear to my heart, dear to my mind Dear to the love left behind Dear to my soul, dear to me I thought it would be Dear to my face, dear to her Dear to the love, she claims hers Dear to my body, dear to my love Dear to the one, I’m thinking of Dear to her body, dear to her life Dear to her body, dear to her life Dear to the one, I will call wife Dear to her hands, dear to her touch Dear to her love, I miss too much Dear to my sadness, dear to my heart Dear to the pieces, which fell apart Dear to my tears, dear to them not Dear because I have not felt a drop Dear to my pain, dear to her name Dear to the love, which will stay Always stay the same Dear to my baby, dear to her bad Dear to the one, I cannot have Dedicated to those who miss what they Had once it’s really gone… CONGRATULATIONS !! Today is your lucky day! YOU HAVE BEEN CHOSEN TO RECEIVE A FREE* Best Buy? Gift Card! CLICK HERE TO CLAIM! Claim Number: 3383FAE *see offer deta

Quotes
The rain had begun to pound hard against the roof as the thunder and lighting grew closer. He knew what I wanted as he gently grabbed my hand and led me to the balcony outside. As he pressed himself against me I could tell that the rage of the storm has only fueled his passion. He pressed his lips against me as he pushed me against the railing running his hand up the inside of my thigh under my skirt he knew that I would not refuse. The rain began to fall harder as the storm grew closer. I begged him please I need you with a smile he was more then willing to fill my need. the sensation of him throbbing inside of me with each thrust mixed with the hot smell of thunder only heightened my sence of pleasure. I dug my nails into his back as I climaxed over and over again. Pulling my hair back he kissed my neck with a passion as great as the storm, once again causing my body to shake in a massive uncontrollable orgasm. With each thrust I only hungered for more begging him not to stop. His ha

In Memory Of My Step Father
In Loving Memory Of My Step Father David L Baker 11 - 29-1948 to 04-07-2007 My Step Father has been ill since Novemeber of Liver Failure..We had hopsice coming in once a week to check up on him. In March his disease just progressed more and more ...He became disoriented didn't know who people were , picked at the air , his cloths , bed sheets or anything that was near him ....He would drink a beer that wasn't in his hand and smoke a cigg that wasn't there either. We had to watch his every move....On A Sunday night he had fallen out of bed and hit the nightstand and cut his head open and needed 7 stiches....a day before that he was down at his friends and tripped over something and fell on his face. A few days after his fall he went down hill he wouldn't get out of bed and when he did he could hardly walk as he legs were weak ...his brain was telling his feet to move but they couldn't. You had to help him around....For 9 days he didn't know who anyone was and never left the

Buccbills Gallows!!1 Read With Extreme Caution!!!
bisping Okay- Buc is up for grabs in 3 auctions!! you have 3 chances to Fu-Own the bucman himself! Here are the auctions i am in now Lil Slave girls auction Also i am in JC's Auction! Club Raven Auction(Memebers only can bid) Good luck!! And may the best bidder win!! Read my blog for what i am offering or i'll link it to ya

Poems
It's two am, you're still on my mind These sleepless nights leave me behind So I sit here waiting for dawn to come Thinking of the amazing things you've done I know things haven't been good for a while I've shouted at you, taken away your soft smile Taking all my anger and problems out on you I've felt so bad I haven't known what to do Yet you took it all, didn't even retaliate Even when my head filled with anger and hate You stood there for me, right by my side You told me that I no longer had to hide Even when I made up excuses to fight You understood, helped me to see the light You had faith in me when others walked away You have stayed by me every single day Even when I told you to leave me alone You sat close to me, making your care known You listened to all my words of pain You promised me the future wouldn't be the same This week has been full of tears and strain I've been so tied up in my problems and pain I don't think I've told you enough how I

Wow. I Am A Little Crazy.
DisorderRatingParanoid Disorder:Very HighSchizoid Disorder:ModerateSchizotypal Disorder:ModerateAntisocial Disorder:HighBorderline Disorder:Very HighHistrionic Disorder:HighNarcissistic Disorder:HighAvoidant Disorder:HighDependent Disorder:Very HighObsessive-Compulsive Disorder:Moderate-- Personality Disorder Test - Take It! ---- Personality Disorders --

Sadness
Feelings....... The feelings we have are so deep that neither one wants to show. The feelings we have are so hard to hide it pains us to keep it secret. The feelings we have can sometimes be lost if one forgets to show theirs. The feelings we have can break our hearts if we never show them at all. The feelings we have must be shown or said before we lose one another. The feelings we have can ruin a friendship that has been there for years. The feelings we share can fill our hearts with love that has never been felt before. The feelings we share can make our love last forever until we can't love anymore. The feelings we share can make our hearts feel like one that can never be broken. The feelings we share for love can make others feel like they can be loved by the one they have feelings for just like us. Sometimes our hearts get broken and sometimes our hearts just fall to peices. Sometimes our hearts can be filled with so much love we don't know what to do with it

Wanna Hear Me Scream?
For those that haven't talked to me in a while, I've got great news. I finally found the motivation to get things back on track. Last June I slowly let my life fall apart when my mother was diagnosed with cancer. As a result of that I let myself get out of shape and I gained back the 50 pounds I had lost years ago plus some extra. I am proud to say that on February 26th (6 weeks ago) I started eating right again and as of today I was down 20 pounds, only 50 more to go. :) I was able to put on a pair of jeans I bought last August but never fit. I've been going strong and have felt no real desire to cheat. My goal has been 1600-1800 calories per day and 30 carbs and I consistantly stay on target every day. Tonight I did my first real workout in over a year. I'm exhausted but it feels great. I bought a balance ball and 2 pound weights for sculpting and worked out in the basement. Superman stretches, stomach crunches with the weights, push ups, bicep pushes, leg lifts, s

Pudintuition
HoW lArGe Is LaRge? I suppose it's about the MoNey. WeLL hoW MuCh monEy does it take to be "living Large "? I made a Quarter miLLion neT for a few years, and I'll TeLL yoU, My PrObLeMs WeRe As LaRgE As My income! I make 42,000.00 a yr now, and I Must SaY, I aM Much HaPPiEr NoW! LiFe is So MuCh Simpler noW than ThEn! The StrUggle to Become wealthy takes it's toll, And it's a 24/7 never ending fight All UphiLL. I've Had a good taste of being wealthy. It is Addictive, Overwhelming, And VeRy StReSSfUll! Of course, I'm speaking in terms of Coming From Nothing, To Becoming a high profile Success, thru sacrifice, and hard work, not an individuale Born into Money. I suppose it's a matter of opinion, But I prefer having a couple hundred left over in the bank a day before payday. As opposed to having a $10,000.00 BiLL to pay a day before invoices go out! Any way That's just my thoughts about Living LarGe! I hope My Way Of Thinking RuBBs Off On Some. I Am JuSt An Ole Looser In Life,

Stuff....
4 May 07 - Friday 1914 Abdel Karim Kassem general/premier/dictator of Iraq (1958-63) 1928 Maynard Ferguson Verdun Québec Canada, jazz trumpeter (Birdland, Roulette) 1929 Audrey Hepburn [Edda Kathleen van Heemstra Hepburn-Ruston] Brussels Belgium (Breakfast at Tiffany's, My Fair Lady) 1942 Ronnie Bond drummer (Troggs-Wild Thing) 1944 Ronnie Bond drummer (Troggs-Wild Thing) 1945 George Wadenius rocker (Blood, Sweat & Tears) 1959 Randy Travis [Randy Bruce Traywick] Marshville NC, country singer (Forever and Ever Amen, Diggin' Up Bones) 1626 Indians sell Manhattan Island for $24 in cloth & buttons 1715 French manufacturer debuts 1st folding umbrella (Paris France) 1776 Rhode Island declares independence from England 1846 US state of Michigan ends death penalty 1862 Battle at Williamsburg VA 1864 Ulysses S Grant crosses Rapidan & begins his duel with Robert E Lee 1878 Phonograph shown for 1st time at Grand Opera House 1891 Sherlock Holmes "dies" at Reichen

My Sincere Thanks
I just want to express my SINCERE THANKS to Maria aka...Sexy Mama, for running the first contest I was in, and to ALL my family & friends that have helped me win. You ALL know who you are, and I want YOU ALL to know how much I appreciate your dedication, extreme effort, & countless hours of comment bombing me, despite all those crazy error messages we were all getting. My God, you people are totally AWESOME!! Not only were those error messages a huge nuisance, but they were pretty damn annoying as well. I know at times I would get ticked off because it caused alot of problems here on my end. I can only imagine how you felt at times. I know the comment bombing and delays from the error messages took ALOT of your time away from other things you wanted or needed to get done on here, at home, or anywhere else. Please know that from the bottom of my heart, that truly means the world to me. It shows what TRUE and GENUINE FRIENDS you are, and I love you all for your great BIG hearts. I consid

Life Sucks
They say that dreams are the wishes That our hearts make while we sleep, That all the things we desire and want, Are there within our reach. That our unconscious mind Can take us to where we long to be, Where there is no meaning of time Only moments spent vividly. They also say that dreams Are messages from the gods, The foretelling of our futures Like printed tarot cards. They say that guardian angels Come to us while we sleep, To comfort and protect us Whenever our souls weep. That our loved ones passed over Occasionally come through, To be with us in dreams Because they miss us too when i turn away have the heart to forgive and forget me for i don't know what to say just close your eyes if i cause you pain for the pain inside me is more than yours maybe you will never understand why i turned my back there's nothing i can explain, why? the feeling will always be there sad to say our time together were futile to work we'll just keep on

Red Fridays
RED FRIDAY WILL YOU GIVE THIS TO MY DADDY? As a Company, Southwest Airlines is going to support "Red Fridays." Last week I was in Atlanta , Georgia attending a conference. While I was in the airport, returning home, I heard several people behind me beginning to clap and cheer. I immediately turned around and witnessed one of the greatest acts of patriotism I have ever seen. Moving thru the terminal was a group of soldiers in their camos. As they began heading to their gate, everyone (well almost everyone) was abruptly to their feet with their hands waving and cheering. When I saw the soldiers, probably 30-40 of them, being applauded and cheered for, it hit me. I'm not alone. I'm not the only red-blooded American who still loves this country and supports our troops and their families. Of course I immediately stopped and began clapping for these young unsung heroes who are putting their lives on the line everyday for us so we can go to school, work

New Member In My Family
ahhhhh!!! I’m going crazy! okay so I have 2 weeks left of my leave and I can take up till the 11th of October off but I'm already going crazy sitting at the house with the kids or when my grandma takes Lucian or even when I go over to someone else's house, I'm still going crazy. I need to get out with more social interaction with people, new people and guys. I realized I only have one guy friend that I can talk to and he is in Boise. HELP! I just need to get out more. I'm hoping to be able to get out a little more once I get somethings finacially set with some of my new bills. most likely next month which also will be my 22nd birthday at the end of the month. Oh, so lonely. Talk about a mental and emotionally drained. Dealing with my childrens father is just that. He has changed his mind and how he felt about me and our family more times than a girl changes hers about what outfit to wear or about what they want to eat. He is worse about that and takes longer to get ready than any

Um Yea So I Love This Girl Soo Much
Well since the very first time I saw this girl, I knew i was in love. Tingles shot down my back. My stomach did that knot thing and I just knew we were destioned to be together. Then life slapped me in the face. She was my friends girlfriend who i was supposed to meet, not a room mate like i soooo deeply hoped. I felt sick. I felt like crying. I felt like shouting to GOD or whoever was in control of my fucked up existance. I went home called my girlfriend and tried to put it out of my mind. I blew my friend off for weeks. I just Knew I couldn't stand seeing the one woman i felt such a deep Soulful connection to so far out of reach. I tryed to tell myself "you dont even know her." "She won't like you" "you have a good girlfriend don't fuck that up" but of course it didn't work. My friend invited me over tryin to convince me to let him tattoo me. I broke down and we Hung out and i saw her. I had been having a shitty day. Worked sucked, my girlfriend offered no real attention, and i w