Scorpion Vampire's blog: "Poems"

I know why you hate me, because I dont have to be fake , because I take the things you're afraid to ask for, I laugh when I'm challenged while you bend and break, because I have the guts to say exactly what I think, the things that you wouldnt dare to, the things that would get you fired get me respect, I dont allow people to judge me by my cloths or my hair do, you hate me because you're a dime a dozen, they've seen a million just like you and you're all the same, where as people that havent seen me for years, every one of them still remember my name, you hate me because you have no balls, you cant even say what you're thinking, because I'll walk up to a woman and say what I want, things you'd only say when you've been drinking, go ahead and tell me, how many times have you seen me get slapped for it, NONE, and I have said plenty of stuff, but unlike you I dont have to prove shit, my attitude in itself is impressive enough, so go ahead and be mad, but you cant be mad at me, get over yourself, its not my fault, that you wish you were more like me.

What do you do, when you lose your job, do you pick yourself back up, or sit at home and sob, What do you do, when you lose your best friend, do you look at whats still good in your life, or do you just wish it would end, What do you do, when somebody you care about dies, do you try to just hide the pain, or do you cry until no more tears come from your eyes, What do you do, when theres no where to hide, when you have to fight your demons, and nobodys on your side, What do you do, when you know youre not loved, do you look for your gun, or someone up above, What do you do, when your options are few, and everybody only lies, but only to you, What do you do, when youre losing your mind, when only more questions and no answers, are all you can seem to find.

"The power of a poet" Part-1 This is to all the people, who just can't take it, the fact that I'm in the spotlight, it's taken too long for me to make it, as a writer, and a poet, you CAN'T bring me down, I've got people backing me now,and I know it, they know who they are, because I've told them, that I've got love for them, and even though they're not here with me,I'll still hold them, close to me in my heart, I've got their backs,and they've got mine, we will rise to the top, together we WILL shine. We have the power, whether or not,they choose to see it, we can help to save the people that can't help themselves, they just don't see they they need it, they all think, they can do it alone, but they truly do need us, little do they know, sometimes we play around, using our words for fun,but not always serious, and accidentally creating enemies, now we've got people fearing us, we need to learn how to use our power, and try not to abuse it, realize we CAN change the world, together, if only we would choose it. This is also to my friends, the ones that help to keep me in check, some I've never even met, but we can FEEL the respect, so choose what you say wisely, and try not to forget, you only get one chance and if you mess up, then you're left with regret, so forget about sticks and stones, nothing can hurt you worse then, the degrading things that people say, words can destroy a person.

"How we feel" These feelings are real, we both feel, like we've been deceived, like we gave everything but we never received, anything on our investment, looks like we both have been bested, we both have been tested, and now that we have reflected, our pain doesnt equal what we have been left with, how the hell could we have guessed it, every aspect of our lives was affected, and now with our hearts left unprotected, we can finally confess it.

"Cursed" Why is this forced upon me, everything in my life is for all to see, nothing I do can be a damn secret, and I can tell no one, because no one will keep it, most people love me, and very few hate me, sometimes it feels like I'm a rockstar, all I lack is the money, and the expensive cars, but the way I'm treated is usually the same, people I've never met, greet me by name, how the hell did this happen, and what did I do, I never asked for this, I'm not sure what to do, it's most peoples dream, to be adored like this, but its literally hell, sometimes you cant even take a piss, without somebody talking to you, and tagging along, I've searched the store but so far I cant find the People-Be-Gone, everywhere I go I'm invited to a party or show, and asked to join people I dont even know, when I'm on a stage I know thats what I was made to do, sometimes I feel just like a pay-per-view, because it's like I'm in demand, everywhere I go, I get a new fan, theres always somebody that goes out of their way, to hang around me, just to hear what I say, and sometimes it just plain annoys me, but I fear it will go on untill it finally destroys me, I'm not sure what to do with my new found fame, I just hope it doesnt leave as suddenly as it came.

"Forbidden Love" I watch you close your eyes, as you fall asleep in my arms, for you I’d gladly give my life, if it keeps you safe from harm, I cannot live without you, I just can’t stand the pain it brings, you no longer love him, but you still wear his ring, we know our love is forbidden, and everybody knows, though we think we hide it, in our eyes, it shows, we’ve tried before to end it, because we know that we cant be, but you know I need you, and I know you need me.