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What are you waiting for?

You might be just what I need No I would not change a thing Been dreaming of this so long But we only exist in this song The thing is, I'm not worth the sorrow And if you come and meet me tomorrow I will hold you down, fold you in Deep, deep, deep in the fiction we live I break in two over you I break in two And if a piece of you dies Autumn, I will bring you back to life Of course I see you I do.
Oh why cant I be what you need a new improved version of me but i'm nothing so good no i'm nothing just bones, a lonely ghost burning down songs of violence of love and of sorrow i beg for just one more tomorrow where you hold me down fold me in deep deep deep in the heart of your sins I break in two over you I break in two And each piece of me dies And only you can give the breath of life But you dont see me, you dont... here i'm in between darkness and light bleached and blinded by these nights where im tossing and tortured til dawn by you, visions of you then youre gone the shock lifts the red from my face when i hear someone's taking my place how could love be so thoughtless, so cruel when all, all that i did was for you i break in two over you i break in two and each piece of me dies and only you can give the breath of life but you dont see me you dont.. i break in two over you i break in two and each piece of me dies and only you can give the breath of life but you dont see me you don't... i break in two over you i break in two over you, over you i break in two i would break in two for you now you see me now you don't now you need me now you don't

Solitary Confinement

You laughed at my weaknesses - so I feared to show them. You trampled on my dreams - so I dreamed alone. You were too busy to listen - so I never spoke. You handled my secrets indiscreetly - so I ceased to share them. You were insensitive to my needs - so I hid them from you. You never seemed to understand - so I stopped trying to communicate. You hurt me by your indifference - so I bled inwardly. You wouldn't let me near you - so I kept my distance. You cared for my physical needs - so my soul became impoverished. You drove me into myself - so now I am imprisoned. ~Unknown

True Love

True love is a sacred flame That burns eternally, And none can dim its special glow Or change its destiny. True love speaks in tender tones And hears with gentle ear, True love gives with open heart And true love conquers fear. True love makes no harsh demands It neither rules nor binds, And true love holds with gentle hands The hearts that it entwines. ~ Anonymous

People kinda suck.

I'm really getting tired of gettin made fun of all the damn time. I mean I know I'm not the best looking person alive but you don't have to make fun of me for it. And as far as I'm concerned, looks don't matter. It's what's on the inside that counts. When they do it, they don't know how much it hurts me. If you don't like me thats fine. I dont give a flying fuck what you think of me. Just keep it to yourself. I don't care. Don't hurt me anymore than I already am. Jeez i go thru this shit every single day. Don't fuckin add to it.

That Little Girl

These small little hands, And tiny little feet. I don't think I remember, Anything half as sweet. She was happy in life, This energetic girl, And to her, her mom, Was the entire world. She would finger paint, With her mom by her side. Never realising just how much, Her mom was dying inside. She would skip along to school With her lunch as always. With her mom in her right hand, This would happen on most days. But she never guessed, What was up with her mom. She was too young to understand, I guess only some, Would really know what was wrong, Why she couldn't stay on much longer, Why her mom was frail and weak, Needed someone to make her stronger. But she couldn't afford, The help she would need, She had cancer of the lungs, No one to take the lead. No one to make her rest, And take all of the stress Of bringing up this little girl, On her own in this lonely world. But this little kid, Had no idea, She didn't worry yet, Because her mom was still here. But as she was at a playgroup, Little did she know, Her mom had died, Shovelling the snow. And as the little girl, Rushed all the way home. To take a picture to her mom, She found she was alone. She thought that her mom, Had gone to the store. So she waited on the couch, Until she saw. An arm poking out of the snow, Outside in the damp, wet and cold. She ran outside to find her mom, Who was laying in this icy mould. She tried to dig her out, But her mom she couldn't save. She didn't understand, Her life. In, it was about to cave. She didnt know where she could go, To get help in this icy snow. so she sat by her mothers side, Now this little child was dying inside. She couldn't live on without her mom, To cuddle her when she was down. To encourage her when she was painting, To turn her frown upside down. She stayed by the body, Till morning came, Frozen and dying from the cold, Wishing why things couldn't stay the same, Her tears had spilt to the ground all night, She was alone in this empty world, Without her mom she was lost, This tiny little lonely girl. She lay by her moms side, She didn't move didn't stir. She was drifting into a cold sleep, Her frozen vision now became a blur. She died that morning with her mom, Curled by her side. That once little girl, Had died inside.

Silently

i see you silently standing there while wondering why i really care it's not like i even know you i couldn't even if i wanted to but this feeling that i feel deep inside the feeling that i try so desperately to hide is with me always while i wake and as i dream my soul you take so as i'm here trying to forget about you i'm silently wishing you feel this feeling too

Winter Song

The snow, so peaceful and serene, caressed by the soft moonlight, gave magical feelings to the night. The soft blue glow, the lovers' words then did flow, their lips closer and closer until, locked in the throes of a passionate embrace, she decided to express her feelings, to keep him safe. She whispered softly, her words like music to his ears, "I Love You," and his response the same, heard like the gentle breeze, "And I love you, forever." That was the night they promised to be together through everything, each to care for the other when old and gray A lovers' pact the most likely to last.

Have You Ever?

Have you ever been through the same pain? Had aches that just made you insane? Have you ever thought of cutting yourself just because You are unhappy at the time about who you are Have you ever been in my shoes for a day? Can you tell me that my life will be okay? Have you ever been used and abused? Cried, almost died just from being lost and confused Have you ever stretch your mind out of shape thinking of him? Wondering if your true love is with his friends, is he really with them? Lowered your head after being told to never do so Called his cell, went to his house just to know Have you ever felt like you were lesser than you are? Like you should stop now cause you cant make it that far Have you ever wondered when youll ever find your true love? Have you ever thought of your entrance thru the heavens door above? Have you ever doubted yourself and let yourself down? Ever thought that the friends you have now, in 13 years will they still be around? Have you ever argued because you didnt want to be wrong? Have you ever thought about your man all day long? Have you ever even been in my place? No, so why are you judging me from the expressions on my face Do you know how it feels to be me? Have you ever looked through me and could simply see? How it feels to be me, youll never know, never Have you ever wondered, have you ever?
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