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Mckpups
i have a feeling that my crush doesn't want me anymore or something is really wrong with her. well maybe one day i'll get my first ever blast i guess lvl 4 is to low. Why do ppl always want to cause bullshit between two ppl who are in love.

Passion And Play.
So my birthday is this week and we decided to celibrate in grand fassion after learning that some friends were throwing a party at a Club Temptations in Dayton. Off we went last night on the long drive to a fun little joint we havent been to in quite some time. hen we got there it was quote packed so we dropped off our coats and bag in a locker, stowed out booze in the cooler opened up a couple and started to cruse the floor chatting with some friends, and seeing some that we had not seen for some time. After about an hour we just could not wait any longer to leave the group and head to the greatest part of the facility, the pool and hot tub! We headed back to the lockers stripped grabbed our towels and headed to the hot tub. Temptations has a heated pool, and a hot tub that seats 30+. When we got there there was only two other couples there and we slid in and enjoyed the watter and conversation for a bit. Our passions started to burn, allong with our bodies in the hot water so we slid

Jay's Zone
80 Things You Might Not Know About Me Middle name? John How big is your bed? way to small What are you listening to right now? the TV What are the last 3 digits in your cellphone number?xxx What was the last thing you ate?2 triple stackers from BK, 10 piece tenders, and their cheesy tots. Last person you hugged?carrie How is the weather right now?COLD! Who was the last person you talked to on the phone? cant remember What is the first thing u notice in the opposite sex? boobs Favorite type of Food? edible Do you want children?yes Ever been so drunk you don't remember the entire night? YES Hair color? Blonde Eye color? Hazel Do you wear contacts/glasses?yes Favorite holiday? sleeping day Have you ever cried over a girl/boy? i admit i have Last Movie you Watched? ummmm borne idenity? What books are you reading? none Piercings? i miss them Favorite movie? pornos Favorite college football Team?Rutger

A Little Help Here Please
I am depressed now my pappy is not doing to good he had bypass surgery wensday and took a turn for the worse this morning it has really got me down and out now all my friends are walking away and nobody is here for me when i need them someone tell me what is going on please why am i feeling so alone if anybody knows how to make tags and do other stuff to their pics will you please let me know what i can do to get the samething

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About me.. Current mood: relaxed I like anything thats fun..who doesn't. I go school for audio production at The Art Istitute of Seattle.. Im very respectable, nice and approchable. I enjoy meeting new people. Im lookin for new people to go out with. I've been makin music since 00.I have a deep love for music,without it I wouldn't know where I would be.I got into music in 96.USC Freaknight. was the 1st rave i went to After networking for a while I decided to start my own production Co, with some close friends of mine.Homegrown Ent. Seattle Love was my 1st rave that I threw & the one I'll always remember.I've had headliners like Donald Glaud,DJ Flave,Dig Dug,Chunky & of course all the Homegrown DJs.After doing it for a couple of years I decided it was best 2 move on.It was great ! I met so many wounderful people and friends.It will always be one thing that I will always miss.In the summer of 03,I was the head of a promotional team for Scarred 4 Life Records.My team was sucessf

I'm Done!
This to every one that has FUCKED with me, my heart,and my mind...I'm Done! I dont need anyone To tell me how to run my life Got along alright so far I dont really think I need to hear your advice Ive got my mind made up know what I wanna do Ill do it anyway I choose So just sit back shut up for a minute let me show you what Im gonna do I aint got no time to waste on you You aint got no time to give Too hung up on all you did If you dont like it If you dont like it I dont care If you dont like it Hit the road cause I just dont care If you dont like it If you dont like it I dont care If you dont like it Hit the road cause I just-just-just dont care Ive seen em come and go The kind that do it all for the show They got their walkin talkin built in jive I dont really think theyre workin nine to five Take it to your heart gonna tell ya from the start Gonna send a word or two your way So just sit back take a ride on your pony Itll all come back to you one d

New Pictures
I posted a couple of new pix from today's outing at Silver Springs Park in Plano, IL They are in the July 1, folder I uploaded a few more pix in the June 21, 2007 Folder. Empress Skeeter came over tonight with a jug o'margaritas and forced me to do a photoshoot...LOL I've been told by a few friends that their Alert Boxes aren't showing when I update my photos (or anything else, for that matter - Hope this shows up!) Anyway, for anybody who cares to see them, I posted pix from the shoot we did last night in my Newest Pix folder. Thanks and have a great day!

Vcharmed
Hey there all my sexy buddies") I am back and wanting to know ALL about what you have been up to and lets have a drink together") Hugs~Victoria I am a witch. I do not worship Satan; I am not interested in Satan. Satan was invented by the Christians. Satanism is a form of Christianity. I am not a Christian. I don't go to church on Sunday. Jesus is NOT my savior. He was simply a holy man who lived 2,000 years ago. I am not afraid of going to Hell because I don't believe in Hell any more than I believe in Satan. I believe in reincarnation; that I will come back to this world or another and live out another life. I am not evil. Telling people I am a "good witch" or asking me if I am a good witch implies that there are evil witches. There are evil people in the world and there are people who chose to work with the forces of nature in a way that harms others; those people are NOT witches. The central law of being a witch is: "if it harms none, do as you will." Please don't ask me about sa

My Poems
Her weak Resistance How have you made me need you ? Why did this happen? When I had tried so hard to resist you . I thought I had won this battle . But my body betrays me . When you're around my defenses go down. Feelings get stronger. Looks getting longer . The closer you come the weaker I get . I can't resist you ,even though I try. One little touch from you feels like a lingering caress. Be it hard, or soft, gentle , or rough. You have me under your spell. I am held captive by your soulful gaze . You have me on my knees begging for more. More of those wanton desires that only you can arouse. My submission showing from deep within . And now I know what I feared has happened . You have won this game of love and now you own me completely . Why am I now so glad to have lost this war? These lingering memories of the painful pleasures you gave me ,make me your slave. For I am lost without you . You have become my addiction. The only obsession I have allo

When Bush Knew No Weapons In Iraq
Politics Collide With Iraq Realities Thomas Ricks | April 8 Washington Post - There are two Iraq wars being waged, according to military officers on the ground and defense experts: the one fought in the streets of Baghdad, and the war as it is perceived in Washington. Army Gen. David H. Petraeus, who took over as the top U.S. commander in Iraq in February, cited the disparity last week. "The Washington clock is moving more rapidly than the Baghdad clock," he said in a television interview. "So we're obviously trying to speed up the Baghdad clock a bit and to produce some progress on the ground that can, perhaps . . . put a little more time on the Washington clock." While Washington appears headed toward a political endgame on Iraq, with the White House and Congress sparring over benchmarks and pullout dates, the war on the ground is at an ebb tide. All sides -- including U.S. military strategists and Iraqi sectarian leaders and insurgents, as well as regional players such a

Vyra's Stizzuffffff
OK omy godddddd. I got my septum pierced. it's fucking insane. felt amazing. looks amazing too. I will try to get pix up asap. ERRR, this feeling is ineffable. I've waited three days to get this and it's finally in my nose. XD officially a addict! OK so this is my cult app for X_Toxic_Dolls_X you can probably figure out a lil more aboot me LOL..... ~Basic~ Name: Ashley/ Vyra Location: Phoenix, Az, USA Status: Single ~Do You~ Have a job: No. A Piercing: Yes, 1 bridge and 1 lip A Tattoo: Not yet, but I want a lot. I want my first tatto to be my mom's, brother's and my zodiac sign in some intricate design that all three are interlaced to show we're connected. Even if I could only have one tattoo, that's the one I would get. Have a good self esteem: Only when I'm trying to look pretty, but I'd much rather be cute. My self esteem is really high when I have little to no make-up on. But I'm an eyeliner overdoser so if my eyeliner looks ok then I'm go

Random Facts You Prolly Don't Know About Me...
*When I was 3 I wanted to be a vet, till I learned at age 13 I had to be good in science. *I'm horrible in science. *I used to bring stray animals home till I could find their homes. *When I was 14 I was obsessed with Magick and read everything I could find in the school library about it. (who'd of thunk it? hehe) *When I was 7 I gave my brother a haircut, he couldn't go to school for 2 days till my mom took him to get it fixed. *By the time I was 8 I'd saved the lives of 2 baby kittens. *When I was 14 I was a mime for 2 years, face paint and all. *My first "love" was the preachers son. *When I was 11 I lost my Grandfather, a year later my Uncle. A small part of me died those days as well. *I often wonder what my life would be like if I had ran away from home like I wanted to when I was 7. *I have a huge family, but I don't know over half of them. *I hate diamonds, and gold. *I only watch TV at work. *I've always loved to read, and would stay up a

Plz Stop Bye & Sign
It is in the about me on my home page thanks i fan everybody, all i ask is for you to fan back. if you wish plz rate some pics i always return all the favors i mostly do more then most ppl dream of doin', be kind and plz rate.

Bored
so i went to work this morning and i was sooooooo mad about it cause i couldn't sleep in on a weekend and i work all week and i get there and their like ok u can go home we have to many people on shift today i was like WHAT!!! i was soooooo mad i could have hit the supervisor if my boss was there he would have at least called me to tell me not to come in... i was really upset but whatever i'm home now nothing i can do about I GOT A CRUSH!! Hehe yes boys and girls i've decided who my crush is going to be... Don't really know what i'm doing tonight AND i need to mention something all u people are adding me as friends and u people arn't even reading anything arn't leaving me comments ur just gawking at my pics LISTEN u'll be off my list i'm making a total clean up if u want to stay u have a week before i start deleting people if u want to stay u will have to read this and comment that u want to stay i'll keep u if u comment but i noticed nobody reads these things except for loyal friends.

Offshoots.
An Unfinished Description of Pain How does one feel pain? Of longing, of emptiness, of realization and then of acceptance? It is the pain of tears damming in your eyes, waiting to burst open and a dry sob rising to the throat then stifled. It is the mournful gaze, the pensive sighs, the tentative touch, the gasp in between breaths,trying to drown one's soul in the sea of sadness. It is the pregnant pause between the lines of a poem and the fading melody of a sad song, the end of a phone call and the slamming of the door. It is the end of a conversation, the receding shoreline from a departing ship, the lingering perfumed shirt of a lost love one, the echo of a memory and the shadow of a farewell embrace. It is the implacable sadness, the bitter aftertaste of a goodbye. Ah but pain is a quicksand of sorrow. But that pain and joy of knowing that one has fully loved will forever be written in the forgotten sonnets of passion, in folly and in the memory of a one

The Perfect Girl
The perfect girl... 1) is semi outdoorsy 2) will drink but not excesivly 3) Has a sense of humor that makes me smile even when im down 4) Wants a real relationship. 5) is not all about sex 6) has a cute personailty 7) cares about her looks but not so much that it drives her batty 8) likes herself and doesnt need constant reminders that shes as wonderful as she is. 9) must be above average inteligence 10) will not flake out on dates and will call me if she does 11) has a smile that will light up my heart if not the room 12) Likes my freinds enough that shes willing to hang out wqith them. 13) Gets along with my mother and familly 14) doesnt mind that i shake. 15) well help me get motivated in the parts of my life that im not. 1)zoo 2) kock a doodles , artiist for a day (place where you do ceramic art) 3) discover center (scientific meuseum) 4) birds of prey center 5) botanical gardens 6) idaho ice world (skating) 7) boondocks (araacde

Don't Close Your Blinds!!!!!
THE FINAL INSPECTION The soldier stood and faced God, Which must always come to pass. He hoped his shoes were shining, Just as brightly as his brass. "Step forward now, you soldier, How shall I deal with you ? Have you always turned the other cheek ? To My Church have you been true?" The soldier squared his shoulders and said, "No, Lord, I guess I ain't. Because those of us who carry guns, Can't always be a saint. I've had to work most Sundays, And at times my talk was tough. And sometimes I've been violent, Because the world is awfully rough. But, I never took a penny, That wasn't mine to keep... Though I worked a lot of overtime, When the bills got just too steep. And I never passed a cry for help, Though at times I shook with fear. And sometimes, God, forgive me, I've wept unmanly tears. I know I don't deserve a place, Among the people here. They never wanted me around, Ex

Inside The World Of Snakecharmer
The costumes, the music, the people, and We had the time of our lives! It's 3:30 in morning now and I am finally getting the chance to update and post photos. The weekend started out in typical fashion. We start out with the best of intentions of planning outfits and making sure we have them done way before we need them. Friday night found us furiously sewing into the wee hours of the morning to finish up. Finally got on the road at 1pm saturday afternoon, which was a rather nice day compared to drive home in the driving wind and rain. Got to the hotel at about 4pm. For the last few years this event has been held at the Washington DC/Silver Spring Hilton. Our room was rather small but very nice. It was decided months ago that we would be getting a room, since the last thing we wanted to do was have a good time into the wee hours of the morning then have to get back into the car for the 2 hour trip back. Secondary decision being that driving in a fully boned corset is next to imp

From The Heart
Yes I have a sister who's name will be changed to protect her but I have to say that when we were growing up I was raised to watch over Eve but I knew I wasn't going to be there for ever, Yes I ran scrubs off many times but it was for her own good. Well I used to kind of pick on her, I would hold her down arms out and get in her face saying "Get up try to get up lil girl" of course she couldn't I'm almost 5yrs older than her. I did this to make her strong. Well I'm very proud to say that she is a very strong woman now. I know I don't tell her that like I should but when our mother passed I don't know what I would have done without Eve she was so very strong. I know sometimes she thinks she's not going to make it but I have all the faith in the world in her I'm sure our Mother would think so too. Eve has raised two girls pretty well by herself and has gone through a lot of crazy shit and still kept it together when I really needed her I just want to say thank you so very much for being

Neat Little Tips
Bed Sheets > *After dryingsheets, put both sheets and one pillowcase in > the other pillow case. Fold neatly in a square. Next time you > change sheets, you just take the one pillow case and all the sheets > and pillow case are inside. No need to look for matches. > > *Reheat Pizza > *Heat up leftover pizza in a non-stick skillet on top of the > stove, set heat to med-low and heat till warm. This keeps the crust > crispy. No soggy micro pizza. I saw this on the cooking channel and it > really works. > * Easy Deviled Eggs > *Put cooked egg yolks in a zip lock bag. Seal, mash till they > are all broken up. Add remainder of ingredients, reseal, keep mashing > it up mixing thoroughly, cut the tip of the baggy, squeeze mixture > into egg. Just throw bag away when done easy clean up. > > *Expanding Frosting > *When you buy a container of cake frosting from the store, > whip it with your mixer for a few minutes. You can double it in size. You > get to frost more cake/cup

The Stage Of America
I was wondering am i just a bit paranoid or does all these events seem to connect in a way where only America benefits. 9/11, the wars of the middle east, the oil, or before that the fights our military involved themselves in diamond mines in africa while we were distracted by a president gettin a bj by monica, america's corperations % of total american gross has been growing faster then ever. this list can go on for chapters but it seems like everyone is ignoring these things you know maybe i am paranoid.

Now This Is Total Class !!!
April 15, 2007 FORT WORTH, Texas (AP) -- Dale Earnhardt Jr. didn't seem to mind that Kyle Busch rear-ended him and essentially ruined his chance to win the Samsung 500 on Sunday. Sitting around the garage after finally giving up on repair efforts, Earnhardt was asked by a friend on Busch's crew if he would drive Busch's car. Turns out the crew had Busch's car ready to go again, but couldn't find him. NASCAR rules permit such moves, and Earnhardt agreed. The gesture allowed Busch to finish one spot ahead of Jimmie Johnson in 37th. Earnhardt finished 36th. Busch earned three points thanks to Earnhardt, although he did drop two spots in the points standings to seventh with 856, 280 behind leader Jeff Gordon. ``I could tell that it was a real nice car before we had the accident. Smooth steering, just smooth,'' Earnhardt said. Busch went immediately to the garage when he slammed into the back of Earnhardt, who had hit the brakes trying to avoid a spinning Tony Stewart in

Friendship
Friendship is like a rainbow, It is bright and full of colour, There is no end in sight when your with friends. Friends will always be there to help you, It may not be the advice that they give, But it is the support given that counts. Money doesnt make a person rich, What makes a person richer or poorer are the kind of people they call friend, And with the friends i have I think i am very rich indeed. *HUGS* to all my friends!

!!heart Beat!!
Ok its friday the 13th and we are going to the hospital to have our first visit with the consultant as both me and my partner are sitting in the waiting area of the maternity ward nervous as hell we got called to the examination room to have have some tests done thank fully every thing was well with the developement of our baby due on the 1st of november this year the consultant/doctor got out the doppler to see if she and we could hear the heart beat of the baby and for a split second she and me could hear it, it was the most amazing thing i have ever heard in my life to know that he/she was doing fine and it brought a lump to my throat big time i also had a huge smile on my face because this has bveen a life long dream of mine to have a child to love n take care of and to show he/she a better life than i had my parnter gothic goddess raven has made me the happiest i have been for ages now to know that we r going to parents of a loving child n to show how two wrongs can and will make

Just Rants
OK, so it is raining hard enough here to put out the fires of Hell! Did someone forget to tell me to email Noah?!? Those that have made comments to me about my writing, Thank You. I know I am still learning and it helps to have my own personal Muse. She is my Best Friend. If you read some of what I write, you will get a glimpse into a part of me that has long been dormant. For that awakening all I can say is, Thank You Melody, you are the best friend anyone could ever have ... I Love You. There are many who say things, without a care in the world who they hurt. Careless words behind her back. Do they not think the object of their derision will ever hear? One I love and care for was hurt today, by some heartless comments. No, for all of you who may read this, it was not done here at Cherry Tap. Yes, there are some who are not nice. But neither I or my friend prejudge anyone. All that I have had a chance to talk with have been fantastic! I just would like to take this moment

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Stuff About Me
Name: Nihk Battson Birthday: 22nd April Birthplace: Shoreham By Sea Current Location: Aberdeen Eye Color: Hazel Hair Color: Brown Height: 5’10 Right Handed or Left Handed: right Your Heritage: I Say English The Shoes You Wore Today: Black Work Shoes (Scuffed) Your Weakness: Chating Up Ladies Your Fears: Being Broke Your Perfect Pizza: Veggie Supreme Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: Sort my life out Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: Don't have yet Thoughts First Waking Up: Why? Your Best Physical Feature: Brain Your Bedtime: Whenever I Feel Your Most Missed Memory: Love Pepsi or Coke: Neither, Sprite MacDonald’s or Burger King: What ever you want Single or Group Dates: Single Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: Lipton Ice Tea Chocolate or Vanilla: Rasberry Ripple preferablely Cappuccino or Coffee: Mochachino Really Do you Smoke: no point to it Do you Swear: Who doesn't Do you Sing: Only Along Do you Shower Daily: Not Always, Have bad spell

The Procrastinators Creed
WOW! This is an eye-opener...God Bless Uncle Sam. I'm not into poetry, first I thought this was funny...but then I realized the awful truth of it. Be sure to read all the way to the end! Tax his land, Tax his bed, Tax the table At which he's fed. Tax his tractor, Tax his mule, Teach him taxes Are the rule. Tax his cow, Tax his goat, Tax his pants, Tax his coat. Tax his ties, Tax his shirt, Tax his work, Tax his dirt. Tax his tobacco, Tax his drink, Tax him if he Tries to think. Tax his cigars, Tax his beers, If he cries, then Tax his tears. Tax his car, Tax his gas, Find other ways To tax his ass. Tax all he has Then let him know That you won't be done Till he has no dough When he screams and hollers, Then tax him some more, Tax him till He's good and sore. Then tax his coffin, Tax his grave, Tax the sod in Which he's laid. When he's gone, Do not relax, Its time to a

Things I Have Wrote
You said you loved me, You said you needed me, You said you would never leave. Why did you lie? You said I was yours for eternity, You said you wanted no one else, You said we were one. Why did you lie? You left in the middle of the night, You gave no warnings of discontent, You never said Good bye. Why did you lie? When we are together, my world is so at ease. I feel there are no worries and no one else is around. I feel so comfortable in your arms. I feel like they were made for me to be held in. I look into your eyes and see so much love, but know you are afraid to express it, because of the pain you have suffered. I am sitting here wondering what has gone wrong. I feel you have pulled away because I have done something wrong. If I have done something wrong, I just wish you would let me know. If you have found someone else, I wish you would tell me. I am in a state of confusion, please help me clear it up. If you dont want a relationship, but just a friendsh

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My Family Stuff
EDIT TO ADD: I'm going to make the family stuff a whole seperate blog so If you've commented on it all ready don't worry about it :) Well I figure I can tell a bit about myself & my family here. So I'm 42 yrs old and married to a wonderful 40(in May)yr old man(I call him Tiger). We have 2 sons Jordan who will be 17 in April. And Colton who will be 12 in September. We have 2 dogs Ozzy who is some kind of hound mix & big. LOL And Sammy who we got from a rescue group and is a black Cock-a-Poo. We also had a Chinese Shar-pei that died last year. We'd had her longer than we had Colton. LOL We miss her. Our pets are definately part of our family. We live in a trailer on our own property. We bought 2 lots have the trailer on one and hoped to build soon on the other. My parents live across the street and a couple houses down. Which is actually pretty nice because the kids can walk down anytime they want to. Plus Jordan & Tiger help them out alot. Not to mention they've helped us out a

Another Reason Why I Have So Few Friends
WE all know how cruel this world can be. Dspite all the beautiful things and concerts we get to attend and music we listen to theres also ass holes! lol About a month ago, I met this gentleman ( i thought) lol and we were slowly just communicating. After a while of talking quite frequently, he offered to take me out on a date. I told him I wassent looking for a realationship however i would love to get to know you as a friend first. So I went and saw a movie with him. We saw Ghost Rider with Nicolas Cage, great actor. After the movie was over he was just saying how he would feel pretty much honered to go on a second date with me. I had no reason not to as well. So a week goes by and hes been cold to me and weird. I have no clue why i know i did nothing wrong however not knowing caused my cobwebbed brain to wonder quite a bit. So days go by and I get nothing from him, so i kept beating myself up wondering what i did wrong to scare him the way it seems i did. Last nig

About Me
I LOVE TO HUNT,FISH,CAMP, 4 WHEELER RIDE,MY KIDS,I LOCE COUNTRY MUSIC ,AND IF THERE IS ANYTHING U WANNA KNOW JUST SEND ME A MESSAGE .I LOVE TALKIN TO PEOPLE AND MEETIN NEW PEOPLE ALSO I LIVE IN LOUISIANA HAVE BEEN HERE FOR 35 YEARS ,IM 35/FEMALE/LOUISIANA /REDDISH BROWN HAIR HAZEL EYES 5'1 AND 160 .THATS ABOUT IT IM JUST A SIMPLE COUNTRYGIRL

Good Reading For The Military
The USS New York http://ussnewyork.com/index.html On 7 September 2002 in a ceremony aboard USS Intrepid in New York City, then Secretary of the Navy Gordon England announced the decision to name the fifth amphibious transport dock ship of the San Antonio class, New York (LPD 21). Secretary England said, "This new class of ships will project American power to the far corners of the Earth and support the cause of freedom well into the 21st century. From the war for independence through the war on terrorism, which we wage today, the courage and heroism of the people of New York has been an inspiration. USS New York will play an important role in our Navy's future and will be a fitting tribute to the people of the Empire State." Governor George Pataki, Governor of New York, responded by stating, "On September 2001, our nation's enemies brought their fight to New York... The USS New York will now bring the fight to our nation's enemies well into the future." The U

Fetish
My little girls are in a contest, please go and vote for the cutest kid. Is a virtual affair real-world infidelity? Or are in-game chats and animated sex just harmless experiments? By Kristin Kalning Games editor Updated: 9:12 p.m. ET April 16, 2007 Sam had met someone, and it was getting serious. It started out as a friendship, as many relationships do. But gradually Sam's feelings for Kat, a beautiful, smart and confident woman, had turned romantic. Hang on — there’s a catch. Sam and Kat met in the virtual world Second Life. And although they shared all kinds of intimacies in Second Life, the real people have never laid eyes on each other. That didn’t seem to matter to Sam. He fell pretty hard for his avatar sweetie. They bonded intellectually, emotionally, and yes, thanks to Second Life animations, even physically. Here’s where it gets complicated. Unlike his avatar, which is female, in real life, Sam is a man. A married man. And the person behind t

Changes
as ive lived my life ive noticed one thing that never really changes peoples opinions of you change constantly and a majority of them say its because you start acting differently or you change but how come ive been told this many time over by lots of people ive actually cared for yet some of my more constant friends even agree i havent changed my personality or anything yet im told by others im different yet the feelings i have to these people are the same i care to much i guess hope someone can provide me with a explination to such a thing

Is This Really Life
Hey Ya'll just when i thought i found mr. right boy was i wrong, Eugene was not what i thought he was... But i never gave up and i think true love is knocking at my door, My family thinks iam wrong but what can you expect they try and runn my life sometimes. but i look at it this way I need to be happy and so do my kids, And if iam NOT happy NEATHER are my kids, Eugene dont make me happy anymore, i love him just not in love with him if that makes any sence... 4 years is a long time with someone and all we did most of the time is fight... We could never see eye to eye, Thats not good on my kids, Now when i say i think true love is knocking at my door, I found this guy who wants me for me he loves me and my kids he dont care that there always going to be there, He wants to help me out with them, He dont want to take over there daddies job he just wants the happiness back in all 3 of our lives. When i talk to him and we get off the phone he always says i love you and kiss the babies for m

Real
So i am listening to the radio on my way in to work this mourning. and the host is talking about a program called "Say no to sex". it is supposed to be aimed at kids to try to stop or prevent kids from engageing in sex to early.turns out that the program is a billion dollar flop.kids and others are saying that it does not work and is not helping at all. i am single and have no kids so this effects me slightly at best, but for the 1000's of you who do that has got to be some scary sh*t to hear. the host went on to say that kids are starting to experiment with sex at a young age. they got a few kids to call in and they were pushing the abstainance thing.one girl said she was going to wait till marrige another saide the same thing. the went on to spell out that the rep you get in like high school sticks with you for life. the cohost mentioned that she stoped hanging out with friends in high school because they had that rep. and she did not want to be caught up in the same sh*t as her frie

Me
/www.freemyspacegraphics.com" target="_blank">free myspace graphics My CT is so messed up! I left a comment on someone else's profile and it showed up on mine! It's kinda funny. I don't have the hang of this yet but oh well.

3-minute Management Course
Lesson 1: A man is getting into the shower just as his wife is finishing up her shower, when the doorbell rings. The wife quickly wraps herself in a towel and runs downstairs. When she opens the door, there stands Bob, the next-door neighbor. Before she says a word, Bob says, "I'll give you $800 to drop that towel." After thinking for a moment, the woman drops her towel and stands naked in front of Bob. After a few seconds, Bob hands her $800 and leaves. The woman wraps back up in the towel and goes back upstairs. When she gets to the bathroom, her husband asks, "Who was that?" "It was Bob the next door neighbor," she replies. "Great!" the husband says, "did he say anything about the $800 he owes me?" Moral of the story: If you share critical information pertaining to credit and risk with your shareholders in time, you may be in a position to prevent avoidable exposure. Lesson 2: A priest offered a Nun a lift. She got in and crossed her legs, forcing her gown to reveal a

Good Reading
An Open Letter To The Hollywood Bunch 02/24/03 Snopes checked: http://www.snopes.com/politics/soapbox/daniels01.asp From Charlie Daniels Web Site: http://www.charliedaniels.com/soapbox-2003-022403.htm Ok let’s just say for a moment you bunch of pampered, overpaid, unrealistic children had your way and the U.S.A. didn’t go into Iraq. Let’s say that you really get your way and we destroy all our nuclear weapons and stick daisies in our gun barrels and sit around with some white wine and cheese and pat ourselves on the back, so proud of what we’ve done for world peace. Let’s say that we cut the military budget to just enough to keep the National Guard on hand to help out with floods and fires. Let’s say that we close down our military bases all over the world and bring the troops home, increase our foreign aid and drop all the trade sanctions against everybody. I suppose that in your fantasy world this would create a utopian world where e

Stupid People
how come some people on here act like they r your friend and then when u need someone to talk to they will not even say hi to you whats up with that? i guess they mean they will be your friend when they have nothing better to do.some people r just not worth the trouble and from now on if they cant talk to me im not going to talk to them.and they KNOW who they r.

My Life Day To Day .
it was a long night last night , i work for angle rescue. We had a call come over the wire last night around 2 am, so we suited up and flew to very dark area to pick up two children, ages 5 and 8 both females. there mother was killed on impact. it took 2 hrs to cut the girls out of the car , when i started to work on the first of the two girl , there was no pulse and started cpr, for about min with no response blood keep pouring from her head and she had lost eye , after 1 hr. she was dead. My partner work with the medics to save the second girl with out any good out come she died well in flite . Well the is so stupid all the mother had to do is stay off her cell phone and pay attion to the road. I'm sorry if this is sad but i do this everyday. Death has become my friend. It stalks me everywhere I go; slowly catching up to me. Death is not morbid, but a beautiful thing. People feel sorrow fo the dead. The feeling of a loss overwhelms them. They always try to blame someone;

My Wildest Dreams
I told him I loved him, never should have cause it was a lie Now he's got me no matter what, anything I do Doesn't make a difference cause it's a lie Hope and pray that your love is returned, or that he won't hurt you this time cause i lied Never coulda found a better guy, i thought that was true but i lied Went back to the usual drugs, and you know what they say about bad habbits dying hard Tried to do right, all my life, tried not to lie Still can't find just the right guy cause all i do is lie You either fall too hard, for a man who's not a man cause you lie and decieve him Or you don't fall hard enough and still end up hurting, missing him cause you lied and he believed it Baby, if you only knew, just how much i miss you, how much I wish I was with you, ha ha i'm lying again I wish we had it to do again, to start over and take away the pain and now i'm lying again In my wildest dreams, you come back home, don't know what you got till it's gone, what

Her Life, When Will The Pain End.
All she has ever wanted was to love and be loved. Something she missed out on as she was growing up. In her search for love she has given it in everything she has done. Unfortunately she has never received love in return. Not real love. She is surrounded by those that are takers and even in her darkest hour she is left alone to struggle with her pain and heartache. Her health is slowly slipping into the place where she doesn't want to go. Not yet , there is to much yet to do. She prays over and over for just one more day. That one extra day may be the one they will find a way to take away this demon that is eating away her existence. She smiles and puts on a front so the little ones won't know the pain she is in. She wants them to have wonderful memories of her and not ones of how she was so sick. Can she continue to hide this pain, only time will tell. Time a thing she doesnt have control over. If she could undo this , if only her prayers would be answered. Only God kn

Cherry Tap
yet again, for the umpteenth time, my pics have been rated NSFW, no, not the ones you gotta be on my friends list to see(which ARE NSFW, and are marked as such) but the ones that are showing nothing sexual or offensive, same thing been happening to hubby's pics, we are both sick of it, we have only been members for 10 days and have sought help from bouncers, support etc, but have had no help recieved to either of us(one bouncer said he would investigate it to hubby and we haven't heard back).I appreciate that folks are busy, but i think its a bit ridiculous that we still have heard nothing back, days later....and you can't sent support a pm if you have no profile pic, well everytime i put a pic up someone feels the need to mark it as NSFW and its removed...hence i can't send message to support......well, that NSFW thing works eh??????? PMSL, maybe they should review the pics before tagging them as such......anyways, if this shit doesn't get sorted we will just leave, if we feel this wa

My Contest Entry
Hey all my friends out there! Im entering my first contest! Now I understand all of you out there that think comment bombing is redundant. But plz come atleast give your opinion. Not like Im going to win anyways....with ppl already having 4000 comments lol But Id appreciate everyones support =] Thanks ahead of time guys *MuaH* Theres the link

Hello One And All
Raiders or the Seahawks STORY OF A CAB RIDE Twenty years ago, I drove a cab for a living. When I arrived at 2:30a.m., the building was dark except for a single light in a ground floor window. Under these circumstances, many drivers would just honk once or twice, wait a minute, then drive away. But, I had seen too many impoverishedpeople who depended on taxis as their only means of transportation. Unless a situation smelled of danger, I always went to the door. This passenger might be someone who needs my assistance, I reasoned to myself. So I walked to the door and knocked. "Just a minute", answered a frail, elderly voice. I could hear something being dragged across the floor. After a long pause, the door opened. A small woman in her 80's stood before me. She was wearing a print dress and a pillbox hat with a veil pinned on it, like somebody out of a 1940s movie. By her side was a small nylon suitcase. The apartment looked as if no one had lived in it for y

Revised April 16 Th
I'd like to Thank,Everyone,that Gifted me for my Birthday.It was all Wicked Awesome. I'd like to Welcome Rick The Webdude, to my Familly.If you've never checked out Ricks Photos,Images,+ Web Designs u should do so.He has Excellent Comments Tags,etc.He's another Great Morph Creator.He does CherryTap Marriage Licenses to name a few.Plus he's a Wicked Decent Dude.He will be a Welcomed Addition to my Familly. I'm a bit behind sending out Comments an Thank You's.Just bare with me,Hopefully I can get them done.

Surveys
Want to know if you're, or someone you know is a gentleman? 1. In the company of feminists, intercourse should be referred to as: a) Lovemaking b) Screwing c) The pigskin bus pulling into tuna town 2. You should make love to a woman for the first time only after you've both shared: a) Your views about what you expect from a sexual relationship b) Your blood-test results c) Five tequila slammers 3. You time your orgasm so that: a) Your partner climaxes first b) You both climax simultaneously c) You don't miss SportsCenter 4. Passionate, spontaneous sex on the kitchen floor is: a) Healthy, creative love-play b) Not the sort of thing your wife/girlfriend would ever agree to c) Not the sort of thing your wife/girlfriend need ever find out about 5. Spending the whole night cuddling a woman you've just had sex with is: a) The best part of the experience b) The second best part of the experience c) $100 extra 6. Your girlfriend says she's gained five pounds in

~*our Hreats*~
Our hearts fly as one through the sky with montions of love, pure, joy, happyness, peace and most of all trust. We fly like no other we work through things as they cross our path all because our hearts belong together. When i cry he cries with madness cause some hurt me. When he cries i cry with tears and tears of madness because someone has hurt him. It all works out as a fifty- fifty thing with all us we work togther as one as fly high with our love because our hearts are together as one ....I couldnt ask for a better man in my life to love me as he does me Fly high with one an other showing no fear can come over us and be there for each other With all the love i have for him and he has for me what better love cvan two people have for each other ~*Mandie*~

In Memmory Of The Virginia Tech Family!
Today alot of innocent people got killed or injured at VT in Blacksburg Va. I live 20min from their and have friends that still go there! If u could, please take a little time out of your day to remmber and pray 4 their familys! TY Love 'two' Take a little bit of time to remmber! Back to the real world for a momment! A little time for silence! Just remmber them, just 4 a second!

Love
who ever said its better to love and lost then to never have loved at all was a jackass who never loved and lost. i swear i will never open myself and my heart up to anyone else cause when i do they either move or die. Maybe i should wear a sign stay away if i love you then youll either leave and move way far away or youll die lol.i want the ones who stole my heart to know that ill always love them forever and im here if you wanna come home as this is home here with me!!!!

Goin Away
No hospital til 6 weeks time..grrrr.They double booked me so im here for another 6 weeks..woohooo..lol so come show me some luv ;) n il do the same back. Hey all..i wont be around after tomorrow (tuesday)as im goin into hospital for a couple of days for tests.Im epileptic and my fits have got worse n they need to be sorted so have fun n try to behave..lol.Tc cherrytappers mwahhhh.

Weirdness
ok so i have been "talking" to this guy...and we went on a few dates..hes really nice and not my type lmao...well ive ignored him all weekend and i talk to him today and he thinks im his girlfriend or something...crazy right? but i dont wanna be mean and say you annoy me go away what the hell? i have told him many times that i am unsure of what i want because ive been fuked over too many times..oh lord here we go again

You Must Not Know
How can a man really expect a woman to wait around for him? Knowing very well that the woman has feelings for him that are strong and unwavering. He says that he loves her and misses her only to tell his previous ex the same thing. OK so here's the story: I dated this guy for over 2 years. HE lied to his friends and family about our relationship because he was afraid of commitment and was afraid of his feeling s for me.... well that is what he says... However he has done this with all his ex's I was just the worst case. His parents think I am addicted to Meth and other drugs.... which I am not. His friends are under the impression that I was physically and mentally abusive during the relationship and caused him to become depressed and reserved. He was depressed when I met him and he continued to be that way. No matter what I did to try to help it just got worse. He would just snap at me and treat me like I was a huge pain in the ass. I tried to talk to him, I tried to talk to his f

Concerts
I heard that Freaker's Ball rocked hard last night! For all of those living in KC who missed it will me, we just have to catch the next one!! Listen up musicians!! Musician's Friend has some awesome deals out right now so go check us out on www.musiciansfriend.com! Give us a call so we can get your holiday orders in on time. Busy season is upon us so we will be hectic. I'm not sure what hours I am working yet but I will keep everyone updated!! Once again, another awesome concert that my good friend Willie took me too see! This time it was Type O Negative who I have heard little of. I was impressed! I love being next to the stage cuz it gives me the chance to watch them play! I'm not sure when the next concert is but I'll keep everyone posted! Have an awesome day! I will b posting my memories & thoughts about Rockfest when I get home later this wk! Hope every1 is having a great summer so far!

Leaving The Land Of Cotton...
When last we left our hero, he had been "sidetracked"... So for a couple of days the routine was wake up, wash dishes, eat, and do puzzles with Hawk and Small Child. On one particularly busy afternoon, Mountain man asked if our hero could cook... "Yeah..." "Well get over here and help us out." And so Cotton went about making orders along side Small Child and Mountain Man while Hawk took a break. And so our hero became even more a part of the crew. By the end of the evening Trey came up and asked where our hero was staying. It had been a mix of stealth camping and the Place. Mountain Man invited him to come and stay with the rest of the guys at his cabin. This was a welcome invitation, as our hero was overstaying the limits at the Place and didn't want to wear out his welcome... So they had a few beers, and Cotton gathered up his gear. After a few days, the cash reserves had dwindled down. But with a magical piece of plastic all would be better, no? The machine beeped

Tramp Stamps
OK...not sure how this all works but just thought I'd try this out. I Think Tramp stamps are sexy as hell. Girls with ink are sexy as hell if it's in good taste. If any girls read this... just wondering if you find the term "tramp stamp" offensive? Incase you never heard the term "Tramp Stamp", it is the tattoo that girls have over their azz. This is my first attemp at this and still figureing this site out. Let me know what you think. Thanks, Greg Edited*** Please do not take offense to this post. I am not calling anyone a tramp. Just calling a tattoo that for lack of better terminology.

Home Biz Whiz Online
Learn from me, at my expense, on my quest to discover how to really make money online. Here's the better sites I have uncovered so far.... (And if you have great sites you've found, by all means, please share.) XanGo...the MangoSteen Fruit http://www.JuiceTeamGlobal.com Own Your Online Travel Agency and Get All The Perks. http://www.Travel-Info-Express.com The Berry Tree/ Nutronix Powerline - Easy Income. Get in Now. http://www.BusyBerryBiz.com The Secret Science of Getting Rich (SGR) Program http://www.ReadyToReceive.TheSGRProgram.com Passport To Wealth http://simonks1.GrowRichSystems.com/go4 Work From Home Opportunities http://www.KnowUltimateWealth.com Affiliate Marketing - PayDotCom.com http://paydotcom.net/?affilite=106181 Get Paid Cash For What You Think http://paydotcom.com/r/11804/simonks1/511670/ So that's what I have so far...with many more biz ops to follow. Sincerely, KS1

Kiss_and_tell
So, 10 months ago we decided to move due to almost being robbed in our last apartment. We moved into a 3 bedroom with a guy friend Zeke. We thought it would be cool considering we all worked together and was awesome friends. 3 days later he quits and finds a new job at O'Charlies down the road and starts to become a new person. I never knew that new people could take such a personal and extreme difference on someone but hey not my buisness. We made a list of rules before moving in that included not smoking cigs in the apartment and noone touching Zeke's personal things in the computer room. We have 100% went by these and have tried not to disrespect anyone for that matter. About a month ago Zeke's new (and I mean by 2 weeks) girlfriend comes and cries to us about her 3 guy roommates kicking her to the curb and she had no other place to go. I am generally a warm hearted and weak hearted person so I said she could stay with us. Thing about is that I personally had to ask her ab

Thoughts
Obligated to return your favor of empty compliments and useless come-ones with fake lines of want and excitment..... That is how i've always felt You're hot... You're sexy... I want you.... Thats nice... but... I want more I deserve more I am worth more I want you to know me... I want you to Like me... I want you to SEE me... I can't pretend that it doesn't matter anymore... I can't pretend that i don't care ... So today..... I choose ME over your empty compliments and useless come-ons... I choose me for a change. I choose to care about myself deeply, passionately and incredibly....... A constant battle between heart and mind, I’m doubting where I stand… a thin fine line between right or wrong… A choice. A matter of what I want and what I need. Have I become the person I despise? Who am I kidding? Will I feel or will I freeze? Will I be exposed or will I leave?

Skeery Things
I'm not complaining...I'm just ummm....a bit un nerved about something that just happened in my alerts.... I just had someone send someone(else) one of my photos...I saw the link with the photos, but never thought much about it...guess it's about like ripping... NavyTiger just sent your photo to someone! Thing is...I couldn't ask him because damn near everything is set to fans/friends etc...pisses me off that I couldn't...at least ask...where he sent it...

The Country Life
Too many city lights, Not enough stars in the sky, I hear the cars and trucks go by, Not the sounds of crickets chirping and birds in flight, This country girl is feeling lost amongst the buildings and the sidewalks, I need to see the animals in the forest, the birds and the bees, I long for the wind blowing through the trees, The fresh smell of earth amongst the leaves, Lord how I long for the simple things The sight of an owl in flight, The look of the moon, the endless stars at night, The sound of a trickling brook, The sparkle of the sun in a rainfilled pond, through the rustle of the wind blown leaves. OH LORD, how I miss the country life.

My Blogs
This poem was dedicated to me and I wanted to share with everyone. Sometimes when you love someone very much, you have to go through every tear, every heartache, every pain. Cause in the end, its not how much you suffered but how you loved. Youll learn to love someone when you find out what makes her laugh but you can never truly love someone until you find out what makes her cry. The greatest mistakes we make are the risks we dont take. If you think something will make you happy, go for it so that you wont live your life asking, "What if?" and telling yourself, "If only." Never say goodbye when you still want to try. Never give up when you feel you can still take it. Never say you dont love that person anymore when you cant let go. Sometimes people choose to hold back and watch love walk away not because no love is there but because they are just so afraid of the risk of loving and losing again. Sometimes we must be hurt in order to grow, fall in order to know, los

Deep Thoughts
So I finally got bored enough to write in the blog here. This place is pretty interesting, so many people from way out in left field. It's awesome. I love the randomness of this site. I dunno what to accomplish by being on here except maybe meeting new people. I'm not really shy at all. I love talking and getting to know new people.

Work
Ever feel so small that no one sees you. Or that no matter how much you do people around you only see the things you don't do. I work in a hardware store and I do everything from placing and checking in orders to mixing paint and cutting keys. Yet all others can see is when I stop to breath for a minute that I am not pricing an order or helping with house accounts. What they didn't see was I just helped a customer with a $300 sale. It pisses me off that people judge yet they don't do or know half of what I do and they been working there twice as long as I am.

My New Space
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Bulletins!!
Just to let everyone know ..I have turned my bulletins off I will no longer see any of them .. it is to hard to keep up with everyone on there because lots of ppl post A LOT of them in one day. So if anyone wants me to know about something send it to me in a message. if you post a blog you want read or whatever ill read it I try to get to everyones pages as much as I can. hope you all have a great day :)

Jus A Lil Quiz
what would you do if I? 1. I made a move on u: 2. I kissed you: 3. I lived next door to you: 4. I started smoking: 5. I asked you on a date: 6. I was hospitalized: 7. I ran away from home: 8. I asked u Make Love? 9. I asked u out? ::WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT MY:: 9. Personality: 10. Eyes: 11. Hair: 12. Body: ::WOULD YOU:: 13. Be my friend? 14. Keep a secret if I told you one? 15. Hold my hand? 16. Go on a date with me? 17. Keep in touch? 18. Try and solve my problems? 19. Love me? 20. Date me? ::HAVE YOU EVER:: 21. Lied to make me feel better? 22. Wanted to kiss me? 23. Wanted to kill me? 24. Broke my heart? 25. Kept something important from me? 26. Wanted to make love to me? ::AND MORE:: 27. Who are you? 28. Are we friends? 29. When and how did we meet? 30. Describe me in one word: 31. What was your first impression? 32. Do you still think that way about me now? 33. What r

Inner Peace From Dr Phil (lol)
I am passing this on to you because it definitely works, and we could all use a little more calmness in our lives. By following simple advice heard on the Dr. Phil show you too can find inner peace. Dr. Phil proclaimed, "The way to achieve inner peace is to finish all the things you've started and never finished." So I looked around my house to find all the things I started and hadn't finished, and before I left the house this morning I finished off a bottle of Merlot, a bottle of Bailey's Irish Cream, a bottle of Kahlua, a package of Oreos, the remainder of my old Prozac prescription, the rest of the cheesecake, some Doritos, and a box of chocolates. You have no idea how freaking good I feel!!!!

Is This A Game Of Tag
Hello all that may read this i have joined Cherry Tap to meet people. Beside themmeting i dont wantto spend countless hours of only rateing pics and adding people . Justto have done only that i have only gotten to know a few people on here because so many people has seem to forgotten why they even came here in the first place!!! the game of tag is over im not chaseing after no one on here ever so if you really find me attractive or you wanto be my friend then asdd me or comment on my stuff but if your just here fo rthe point collecting stay away i have seen alot of nice looking people but looks r not every thing if you dont have any thing to back it up . i really have my owen drama and i have yetto have any on here but in teh same since i have yet to get back hardly any responces to some of the things ask of me to rate or fill out form peeps . Am i alone in feeling this way on this program.......... well i guess i dont have good grramer so if this is a run on thing an dyour done readyi

Song Lyrics
This is one of my favorite Chris Cagle (my future ex-husband...lol) songs...I can't find it on video anywhere, so this will have to do... Oh, to have a man feel like this about ya... Chris Cagle - Maria Lyrics I’m exhausted, trying to catch my breath the morning’ after I hold my coffee with shaking hands and my world in disarray Lost by the softness and the strength that’s in her hands I see her face and I can barely stand But oh the sweet redemption every time she mentions that she wants me Oh, that she needs me Chorus: Oh Maria your kisses knock me over Make me drunk then leave me sober They let me know that I’m a man Maria, your touch it almost kills me Then it turns around and heals me I get lost and found again In the arms of a woman that a mother gave the name, Maria Tender power The gift she gives me gets me through the day Midnight hour I reach across the bed where she lay Then I look up and see the moon dance on her skin My heart sta

Error: You've Reached The Daily Photo Rating Limit For Your User Level.
It's only 7:30 p.m and I was trying to rate someones pics and recieved this message.... Error: you've reached the daily photo rating limit for your user level. Is this something new? If so it sucks!! I have never seen this before and I'm usually on this site more than I have been today!!! Please repost if you have ran into this problem!!

Hmmm
You scored as A Slave To BDSM. Admit it, you like being tied up and being told you've been very naughty. You like teasing your partner and making them squirm, and not letting them be able to do anything about it. Some people think what you do is sick and disgusting, but you know it's all in good fun.A Slave To BDSM93%Sex God85%A Romantic50%Virgin28%How are you in bedcreated with QuizFarm.com You scored as Bondage. Your turn on is bondage... all out. You don't have a specific part of kinky sex that turns you on more than any other... everything working together turns you on. And why shouldn't it? Sex isn't sex without all the trimmings.Bondage83%Biting75%Whips67%Blood

Family Poems
Family First Friends may come and friends may go Family is first and this I know Putting friends first is a mistake And not one that you should make Family’s forever and this I know Friends enter your life and then they go Making friends is fun trust me with this But not something you would miss Love your family while they are here Keep their love very near Family can leave the world at any time So don’t make yourself feel like slime Family is here to comfort you I know your friends do this too Without your family you would be lost Hold on to them no matter the cost That is why I consider All of my friends, Family Family Comes Together Family comes together For always and forever In sickness and in health In poverty or in wealth Family comes together For always and forever Without any reason Anytime or any season Family comes together For always and forever In death or in life In happiness or in strife Family comes to

The Hell That Is My Life
In my desperation to find people to date, I put a profile up on True.com.... I guess I'm TRUEly pathetic to have to resort to an online dating site.... Well, in my time having the profile up (weeks or so?), I've gotten all of 3 e-mails from people anywhere near Jacksonville.... for the most part it's 50yr olds in Montana or some shit. In perusing the profiles... I've noted that mostly the people are all looking for taller guys. I'm a mere 5'7.... too short, apparently, even for girls 5'3. I know girls like to feel all comforted by someone bigger than themselves.... I get it. But damn... What's a short bastard to do? My height is a point of much insecurity, especially as I tend to like girls my height or slightly taller. I can't explain it. I love girls shorter than me to... don't get me wrong... but most guys wouldn't consider a girl that's taller than them... just like most girls won't go near a guy shorter than they are. I guess I can relate though... as much as

Poems
Tracking up and down the beach line, trying to find what is mine. I walk here and there throught it all, rain and snow, witer, spring and fall. Bouncing around from day to day, sometimes wondering to and fro in every way. The emotions wondering and running wild, sometimes its hyper, and sometimes its mild. Hoping everything is accomplished right, when it comes to the end of this journey's sight. Into and across my field of view you walked Once my heart was all scared with a mark It seemed I did nothing but be stalked Then and there a flame began to spark You looked into my eyes and my words were bloched The flames burnt up those big spots that were splotched Ive got a burning desire and its out of control Ive got a burning desire that only you can stop Ive got a burning desire raging over my soul Ive got this burning desire and its ready to pop Help me please quench this burning desire Show me the steps to take to still this fire Bring me up out of the sinking

Various Things
In April 1997, there was a "gas out" conducted nationwide in protest of gas prices. Gasoline prices dropped 30 cents a gallon overnight. On May 15th 2007, all myspace members are asked to not go to a gas station in protest of high gas prices. Gas is now over $3.00 a gallon in most places. There are 73,000,000+ American members currently on the myspace network, and the average car takes about 20 to 30 dollars to fill up. If all myspace members did not go to the pump on the 15th, it would take $2,200,000,000.00 (that's BILLION) out of the oil companys pockets for just one day, so please do not go to the gas station on May 15th and lets try to put a dent in the Middle Eastern oil industry for at least one day. If you agree (which I cant see why you wouldn't) repost this bulletin repost it with 'Don't pump gas on May 15th' I thought I would never love again Then you came into my life The brother of my best friend You say its easier not to care You say you don’t k

Esp
So I've been having a hard time recently with truth. I've been having strange dreams that don't translate so well and I wonder if they mean what I think they mean. I've been having random things coming to mind that scare me because I just don't know what to do about them. It's hard when you don't know how to control something, or how to use it properly. How do you help someone without telling them their future? How to you control what you see when the vision makes your head hurt so much that you cry out in pain without even realizing it? I'm so confused and lost about what's been going on and I just want to crawl up somewhere and hide because of what I see. Yet at the same time I want to surround myself with people so assure myself it's not real . . . . Then there is the question, what visions are true and what ones aren't? I kind of hope that they aren't. All of them. But I know a few will happen. But what scares me most is what happens after that?

Bullshit
well i find its bull shit when someone says they love me so much an miss me so much but when they are out shoppeing or what ever with a "friend" all of a sudden its time to ignor me wll now im tired of being ignored so here it goes for all the females hes talking to right now tht i drive nuts i guess well hes useing ur dumbass an if u cant see that then u have some probs an as for me driveing u nuts hahahahahahaha im ognna be here for ever an im gonna keep doin wht i do an wht u want him to stop doin he wont an i can promise u this hes doin it with more then one female thats how he is an u will see it an if u dont then haha on u an u probaly deserve it then but im out peace

College
I just received my grade in Introduction to Behavioral Science. I didn't ace my final but got 238 out of 250 points which was still an A. My final grade for the class was a B-! Well I turned in my psyche final Friday but haven't heard about my grade yet. The instructor has until Sunday but I'm not worried that she won't get it done in time. My other class, business law, has already been graded. I aced my final bringing my final grade to a B! Sunday was my last day of class until July which is when I will start on my Bachelor in Business Administration. I graduate from Western International University on July 6th in Phoenix so it's going to be one hell of a good time. It has taken me too long to decide on a career and then to finally get this far! I'm on cloud nine right now even if I feel shitty from this damn sinus infection lol!

Rob's Blog
I Want a Woman I want a woman who will give me her heart I want a woman who misses me when we are apart I want a woman who loves to hold my hand I want a woman who will be my best friend I want a woman who is honest as can be I want a woman who will cuddle up with me I want a woman who thinks of me when I’m gone I want a woman who will hold me when I come home I want a woman who can make me laugh I want a woman who can be my better half I want a woman who wants to share her day I want a woman whose love will not stray I want a woman who is loving and kind I want a woman who will say what’s on her mind Why is this woman so hard to find Rob Hall © 2007 5-29-2007 My daughter called me today. This is my Saturday to have my kids. She told me she was going to come with me this weekend and it made me feel so good I almost cried. We talked for a few minutes and then she said oh I can't come with you this weekend I forgot I have plans. Boy talk about a smack in t

Blah
ok heres what i dont get. i have tried my best to rate everyone who visits my profile and even people who dont. granted i prob dont get to everyone but i cant be on here as much as id like to with 7 month old twins im very busy alot of the time so i apologize to those i may have missed.what ticks me off though is i have always reposted and rated others who have been mentioned in bulletins. the one time i put a bulletin up asking for help it gets ignored! why is that ? why is it that when people ask for help leveling and dont get the response they want then they post a bitchy bulliten but when a not so popular cherry asks then people dont even friggin read the damn bulliten???!!!???!!

Stolen
1. Do you say "Hi" to people you don't know? most of the time 2. What is the name of the first person you had sex with? david 3. Do you still talk to this person? nope.... 4. Recite a line from 2 movies: ummm i dont know... lol 5. What movies were they from? 6. Do you play by the rules? Of course i do. hehehe 7. Name another word for penis: cock.... 8. Do you complain a lot? yes 9. Have you ever been to Canada? nope but i would love to go 10. Do you have an addictive personality? Yeah 11. What size would you say your nose is? med 12. What is someones name, that begins with the letter B? beth ... foster sister.. 13. Name someone whose plastic surgery turned out poorly. michael jackson 14. Have you ever performed CPR, on anyone? yes 15. Name something that falls from the sky: rain snow sleet ..i hate them all 16. Are you polite? most of the time 17. Name a TV show or movie, that impacted soci

Wondering At Times About My Faith
YOU KNOW I WAS LOOKING FORWARD TO A HAPPY WEEK I HAVE BEEN FULL OF HEARTACHE IN THE LAST 9 DAYS FILLED WITH SADNESS AND HEARTACHE OF CHILDREN I WATCHED GROW UP WITH MY SONS AND TONIGHT ANOTHER CHILD DIED AND IT IS RIPPING MY HEART OUT YOU SEE GOD COULD OF TAKEN THIS CHILD BEFORE WHEN HE WAS NEAR DEATH A FEW YEARS AGO BUT HE DIDT HE LET THE CHILD ENDURE MANY SURGERYS AND LOTS OF PAIN PROBALLY MORE THAN I CAN BARE ..WHY?? I ASK MY SELF DID THE CHILD GET HIS HEAD KICKED IN BY A HORSE DRUG AROUND AND LAY LIFELESS ONLT TO MAKE A HUGE RECOVERY AND RETURN TO SCHOOL TO BE WITH HIS CLASSMATES .THEN HE GOT SICK SURELY GOD MADE HIM OUR SPECIAL ANGEL ON EARTH TO GIVE HIS FAMILY A LITTLE MORE TIME TO DEAL WITH HIS LOSS IM NOT SURE I MEAN TONIGHT I WAS TALKING TO MY DADDY AND TOLD HIM ANOTHER ONE OF COREY WHICH IS MY SON FRIEND DIED AND I SAY TO DADDY WHY? AND THE KIDS IN VIRGINIA WHY? HOW DOES THIS HAPPEN I BELIEVE IN GOD AND I KNOW IM NOT TO QUESTION IT BUT BEING SO POWERFUL AND I WONDER WHY DIDN

My Brother
My brother is new to Cherry tap so anyone reading this please add him...H4v1k is his name on here....and show him some love or if your a guy impress me by adding him hahaha... His name is Jeremy and he like to stick his butt in Fish tanks to see how many bubbles he can make. He likes to eat bearded clams and me him and my best friend like to drink to be drunk. His he real good at DDR even though Im better and we are close so no one mess with him... Jeremy is easy to get along with and I am 100% sure he will tell you stuff you never heard in your damn life that will make you laugh. He is also a ninja with a toothbrush so watchout xoxoxoBethxoxox

Not So Much A Blog
As u all probably dont know I love writing short stories when I'm bored keep in mind pretty much 98% of my stories have nothing to do with me it's just things i think of writing about so...Enjoy. But if u dont...Ill try better next time then for you :D Critism is much loved just as well as praise right then? Read on literate people read on!!!! Once upon a time a girl. With all her problems she accumalated she started to disappear. Her and her parents never saw eye-to-eye, her boyfriend aways wanted more and better things, her and her school work could never co-operate, her job was so unappreciating for such hard work. One day she couldn't talk to anyone about all of her problems and issues because people were uncaring and only thought about themselves. While people didn't listen, she couldn't be heard. She started to run away from her problems. She ran away from home leaving her family without a word of goodbye, leaving her boyfriend without a good bye kiss, her friends without

Will U Live To 100?
Will I live to be 100? I recently chose a new primary care physician. After two visits and exhaustive lab tests, he said I was doing "fairly well" for my age. A little concerned about that comment, I couldn't resist asking him, "Do you think I'll live to be 100?" He asked, "Do you smoke tobacco or drink alcoholic beverages?" "No," I replied. "I don't do drugs, either." Then he asked, "Do you eat rib-eye steaks and barbecued ribs?" I said, "No, my other doctor said that all red meat is unhealthy!" "Do you spend a lot of time in the sun, like playing golf, sailing, hiking, or bicycling?" "No, I don't," I said. He asked, "Do you gamble, drive fast cars, or have a lot of sex?" "No," I said. "I don't do any of those things." ............ Then he looked at me and asked, "Then why do you give a shit?"

Me
I speak of my friend a lot, but sometimes it is better to get the point of view from someone who is a good enough friend to tell you the things about addiction you do not want to hear. I lost a dear friend in October of 06 and you can call him an addict, a junkie, a waste of life, If i hear those words come out of your mouth in front of me you are looking for a fight. I will instantly close myself up and tell you politely to go play with yourself in the backyard. Everyday I run across people who are in need of help, working in Detroit I see a lot of homeless people. My childhood runnings i hung out with a lot of people later who became alcoholics and drug addicts, but now I run across a different problem wanting to support that person who is an addict. I am reminded of the pain I feel that my friend is gone and he was an addict. It really did not bother me, the world viewed him as a junkie, as a waste of life, and I have had a chance to spend some time with someone who the world

Concerts
I finally got to see the woman of my dreams play live! OTEP, on 4/15/07 in San Antonio. They played a real short set but rocked the whole time they were up there. I left before Static-X finished with their set and im glad i did. B/c i got to meet her in the back by they're bus. She is truly awesome and definately one of the coolest people on this earth by far...! "if only she woulda took me with her as her sex slave..." lol I cant wait till the next time! OTEP is absolutely amazing!!! Next up on the agenda... TOOL, 5/21/07!!! im already so psyched!!!

A New Day So Heres Som ((hugs)) & ((licks))
Dear sweet friends, Hi Wolfie here just needed to tell you all that I will not be on-line for up to 7 days as I am moving and my net’s service provider is an ass whole..... And they say that it will take from 1-2-7 days to reconnect my net so I will be out of it from tonight till then!........ Fuck this pisses me off to no end!!!! Please don’t think you need to stop commenting me I will be back and I will write back to all of you as soon as I can I promise!!! Just going to lose my mind ..........fuck no I know how Boo feels.... I’m having withdrawers right now!!!!! Ahhhhhhhhhggggggrrrrrrrrrrr dammit!!!!......... Ok.... I’m off to finish packing! And just know I love you all! Sept Jason! Dude....... in your words “Peace” Lmao!! :P ok nahhhhhh bubbly bye! ^_^ Hey all wolfie here! Lol i know this is different its an actual blog! Well i have some news and well this is a short one co sim doing like 50 things at once here! Lmfao!!!...... well i just preposed to my girlfri

Moooo..oh Yea!! Lol
I was roughly 5 months pregnant when I was last on here and alots changed/ I had my beautiful Daughter Kadence Elizabeth on October 11th 2009. Her father and I are not together anymore..Bastard was cheating on me for awhile...(after i gave him 4 years of my life and a beautiful baby which he said he always wanted but could never have)..He was too busy fucking his 19 year old girlfriend and got her knocked up with twins to come see me or his daughter. But Ohwell...the only damn good thing he ever gave me was his sperm to create my daughter. So needless to say I am now single...Im looking at schools to go to for pharmacy tech. It will take me a year to get certified. Im still waiting on my settlement from when I got ran over back in '08.......and Today I couldnt be happier...I finally realized I dont need his abusive shit. Yea I may not be small as I was anymore because I had a baby but i cna work that off and I have been...I dont want no fucking prince charming I want a god damned King

A Poem
not that im looking for a boyfriend, but that is my new year's resolution. not to lose weight or something unrealistic, i need a companion, i dont get to go out much, im too shy to go anywhere by myself, and i hate seeing everyone around me blissfully in love. you dont have to reply i just need to get shit off my chest. thanks for listening. "untitled" Caressing my face, and twirling my hair you reach into my dress, to my underwear you dont take them off, you gently feel the silk and the lace, is this for real? you move your hadn upward, just under my breasts but slowly move back once more to caress your lips gently touch the nape of my neck kissing so softly, i feel a nervous wreck your hands hold my hips, and lightly raise high then back down low, to my inner thighs they gently remove my panties, real slow down to my ankles, then over my toes you take off my dress at an adequate pace over my head and my heart starts to race you kiss me some more from my breasts to m

Showing Respect To My Boys
Virginia Tech Shooting Massacre DedicationAdd to My Profile | More Videos Virgina Tech TributeAdd to My Profile | More Videos A Moment of Silence update was up to 33 As many of you may or may have not heard there was a shooting at virgina tech campus today, confirmed as of 230 p.m today there was 33 fatalitys.. making this the in the deadliest shooting rampage in U.S. history, This is a sad day and no words can even begin to express how deeply shocked America is. There familys and all of the students/staff at virgina tech are in my prayers and this deadly day comes to pass. So i ask all of you to stop what your doing for a brief moment and say a prayer for all of these people.. its a tragedy noone can explain and is truly unfortunate. 4~16~2007 ~Never To Be Forgotten~