THOUGHTS ARE OFTEN HERE WITH ME..
THOUGHTS NEVER LEAVE ME.
THOUGHTS COME AND THOUGHTS GO..
THOUGHTS NEVER LEAVE ME ALONE,
THEY ALWAYS SEEM TO FIND ME.
AS EACH DAY PASSES , AS EACH NIGHT GOES BY.
I CAN SEE MYSELF ALL ALONE IN THE DARK , SITTING UNDER A TREE. OH HOW THE SKY IS SO GREY THEY NIGHT SEEMS SO LONG.
I WANNA CLOSE MY EYES AN JUST FORGET THE PAST.
FORGET ALL THE PAIN, ALL THAT I HAVE BEEN THROUGH.
I JUST WANNA LEAVE IT ALL BEHIND.
THE DAYS SEEM TO PASS AND NOTHING SEEMS TO CHANGE.
I CAN FEEL IT DEEP WITHIN ME, OH WHY CANT IT JUST END.
I NEVER THOUGHT MY LIFE WOULD END UP THIS WAY.
I HAVE COME ALONG WAY FROM THE PAST.
I HAVE SO MUCH GOING FOR ME.
IS IT ALRIGHT .
AS EACH DAY GOES BY, SOMETHING ELSE SEEMS TO GO WRONG, IT ALL ENDS IN A MESS.
AS I WALK THE PATHS OF THE ROAD.
ALONE I AM AGAIN NOONE AROUND BUT THE TREES AND LEAVES.
AS I WALK FURTHER I SEE PEOPLE SURROUNDING ME.
THESE PEOPLE ARE HAPPY... THEY SEEM TO BE IN LOVE.
HERE I AM WITH NOONE CAUSE OF WHAT HAS HAPPEN TO ME.
I FEEL SO INSECURE AN THAT WHAT HAPPEN WILL ALWAYS HOLD THAT GRUDGE INSIDE THAT WILL NEVER LET ME TRUST ANOTHER
I HAVE NOTHIN BUT MYSELF
LOOKIN AT MYSELF
HOW CAN LIFE BE SO CRUEL
WHY AM I SO DIFFERENT.
WHY CANT I UNDERSTAND THAT NICE IS BETTER THAN PAIN.
NOT MEAN OR CRUEL.
JUST AS THINGS BEGIN TO GO FINE.
SOMETHING HAPPENS TO MY MIND.
THOUGHTS OF THE PAST COME CREEPIN THROUGH .
ITS ALMOST AS IF SOMEONE IS OUT THERE TELLING ME THAT I DONT DESERVE ANY HAPPINESS.
I AM AFRAID TO GET CLOSE. IM AFRAID TO FALL IN LOVE. I SEEM TO ATTRACT THE ABUSIVE KIND AND DONT EVEN KNOW WHY OR WHAT
NOONE UNDERSTANDS ME
NOONES THERE TO LISTEN
NNONE UNDERSTANDS ALL THAT I HAVE BEEN THROUGH
NNONE CAN EVER FEEL PAIN OR HURT THAT I AM FEELING DEEP INSIDE
SO MANY THOUGHTS , SO MANY THINGS , DO I MOVE ON OR DO I STOP. I WISH I KNEW WHAT TO DO TO STOP THIS FELLING AND MOVE ON...
THANKS FOR LISTENIN EVERYONE
CHERYL PIKE
