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Underpaid
I'm so fucking sick of my job right now. I'm underpaid I'm over work. I mean such as we don't have an airconditioner in are area of work. my boss is to fucking cheap to give any of us a raise or get us what we need so we can do the fucking job and to get it done faster and I'm sick of being the only one to has to clean the fucking back bathroom when there are 12 other people in the back.

Just Another Rant Of My Life..
Ahead of me is a wall of rock I have not seen before, am I lost or did this rock simply winked into existence before I arrived... I don’t understand what is going on anymore... it is as though I am walking through a nightmare I cannot wake from no matter how hard I try I just seem to find yet another level of this dream... this... waking nightmare... HELL I don’t even know what I’m really talking about anymore... everything seems to be blending into together as one and I am just getting more and more confused... what am I doing? Where am I going?Is it time to move on? Or is it time to stand and fight? Why do I find this all so hard to understand?Tell me do you know what you’re doing... I mean truly know what you’re doing. Or are you simply walking through life blind hoping that when you reach your goal you will understand what you are doing here... foolishness.. You need to know what you’re doing... You need to understand that this life bares more re

My Re-write
Head poundin' in the bright sun I fought the booze, And the booze won. I fought the booze, And the booze won. I needed to be drunk, 'cause it's fun. I fought the booze, And the booze won. I fought the booze, And the booze won. I left my baby but don't feels so bad Guess her face is done Ain't the best girl I ever had I fought the booze, And the booze won. I fought the booze, And the Chasin drinks with a six-shot I fought the booze, And the booze won. I fought the booze, And the booze won. I dropped my shot and I think I'm done I fought the booze, And the booze won. I fought the booze, And the booze won. I miss my baby but don't feel too bad My taste buds are done Ain't the best girl that I ever had I fought the booze, And the booze won. I fought the booze, And the I fought the booze, And the booze won. I fought the booze, And the booze won. I fought the booze, And the booze won. I fought the booze, And the booze won. I fought the booze, And the boo

Hey
Hey everybody. Its me again. Things are still a bit rough for us right now. My 15 yr old had his 3rd test for cystic fibrosis last month. He is showing in the borderline to early stages of it. We will know more when his blood work comes back. Hopefully will only be another couple weeks or so. They made him special insoles for his feet hoping that will help keep his foot stable for a while. We will know how well that goes in november at his appt with the bone dr again. I do appreciate the support and prayers from ya'll. To add to things my stepdad is battling bladder cancer and has to go for a procedure every 3 months. He has also started haveing mini strokes again. I will try and get back here as soon as I can. Miss u all. love, rebelrose32

Rob Thomas - Her Diamonds
Oh what the hell she said I just can't win for losing And she lays back down Man there's so many times I don't know what I'm doing Like I don't know now By the light of the moon She rubs her eyes Says it's funny how the night Can make you blind I can just imagine And I don't know what I'm supposed to do But if she feels bad then i do too So I let her be And she says oh I can't take no more Her tears like diamonds on the floor And her diamonds bring me down Cause I can't help her now She's down in it She tried her best but now she can't win it Hard to see them on the ground Her diamonds falling down She sits down and stares into the distance And it takes all night And i know i could break her concentration But it don't feel right By the light of the moon She rubs her eyes Sits down on the bed and starts to cry And there's something less about her And I don't know what I'm supposed to do So I sit down and I cry too And don't let her see And she says oh I can't take no more Her tears

Cheap Wedding Gown - Why You Should Pay Less For A Wedding Dress
How can I look good in a cheap wedding gown asks the future spring bride. Well why cant you look good is the simple answer to that question. A cheap wedding gown is no different to that of an expensive wedding dress - other than the cost. This is one occasion in your life that is to be special, so it is a clever bride who does not overspend on a wedding gown - which hopefully never has to be worn again from this day forward.Weddings are where the betrothed couple seem to forget and ignore what marriage entails. The future bride and groom tend to splash out on wedding accessories that they can ill afford and then start married life with huge debts hanging over their heads. Wedded bliss is all about happiness - but when the wedding is over - and your expensive wedding dress hangs covered in a polyethylene bag in the wardrobe, it is then you realize why a cheap wedding gown would have been one of the best money saving options. What is the difference between a cheap wedding gown and an exp

Vive Le Revolucion
Insurrectionby phnortgner All men under heaven, They're right to die Fighting for gods They've served in life. Wake Brother Drone, From your systemic delirium. Abandon comfortable Numb distraction and rise. Sound your war cry, "TO WAR, TO WAR!!!" For The People, At the top of your lungs, "TO WAR!!!" Whose children will say We knew but did nothing? Break dawn, Sun on our backs, Rise from prayer, Our Silhouettes blacken the horizon. Haunting death shadows Stretched beyond their trembling feet. Now's the time. Naked and Painted Set your hair afire and Charge on to glory.

Women
women want to know.. where have all the good men gone..i can tell you where they all are... with a woman who not only cooks, bakes, cleans, and does laundry. we do not want slaves, but those are the rare women that men are looking for,old fashion and ladylike. and when they find them, they keep them by respecting and caring for them, or at least they should!!!!. you all on the other hand. want to travel( we men see this as you want us to pay for you to go on a trip!!!) you want handsom, well built, wealthy to a degree, so they may buy you clothes and jewelry and pay for bills that "you" made and can"t afford to make. u always say how much you like fine dining..as long as the man will pay for it..because you are too cheap to pay for it yourselves! then you want walks on the beach... i dont know if you noticed... you are in vegas and there are no beaches!!! just a bunch of rocks by the smelly water!!! and the other thing... you want "all that"??? hit a bar and find one!!!! men are not "a

"american" An Insult?
There is a certain two footed jackass on this site that happens to think the title "American" is an insult, I believe being an American is an honor that involves responsibilities. I am proud to be an American, A Yank, A Yankee Jew for that matter!

Echoes...[this One Was In The Wrong Catagory For The Longest Time..i'm Glad I Roamed And Reread It..:d]
Two hearts long to embrace two souls to entwine to bring low the distance that once did divide. To play symphonies of desire, love and passion their orchestras concertoing the realities of what was once merely imagined. Lamented by lovers in poem, prose and song since time unremembered ...in this lamentation doth all they feel, need desire...belong. For when their dreams doth become their reality The sharing of all that is their body, soul and being will resonate with the lamentations of all the lovers since time unremembered and echo unto eternity.....

You Love Another Person
You tell me these things "i love you", "I'll protect you" but at the end of the day it's not what you do cause i've waited for hours without a reply and stayed up all night to the sound of my cry and you never worry you're carefree and fun while i stress all day wondering if we're done You look at other girls the way you used to look at me and the hardest thing about it is that you don't even see that you're breaking my heart with each passing day and its not just what you do its what you don't say you'd tell me i was beautiful and look deep in my eyes even my worst day you'd easily revise you'd hold me in your arms no need for a kiss just the sound of my breathing and my eye brought sweet bliss but now we sit in silence and look away from eachother and i'm just waiting for the day when you tell me you love another person

A Few Block From Where I Live
A Chicago woman was shot to death Tuesday evening in the parking lot of Chicago Ridge Mall by a man, possibly her ex-husband, who then killed himself, police said. The woman had exited a Pace commuter van about 6 p.m. near the Bank of America branch, 95th Street and Nashville Avenue, when the gunman approached and fired two shots at her from a revolver, Police Chief Rob Pyznarski said. He said the man, whom he described as a Chicago resident in his late 50s, then sat on the woman and fired two more shots into her body before shooting himself in the head. Police were not identifying the victim or the gunman, pending notification of family members, Pyznarski said. He would not comment on the relationship between the two, describing it only as a domestic dispute. The 41-year-old woman saw the man after she got off the bus and expressed fear for her safety from "her ex" and telling other passengers to call police, according to police. They said she began walking quickly to

[snap, The Job's A Game]
Today I got written up for my snarky emails.I used this opportunity to come back swinging.I cut my manager down, I used every trick in my playbookhostile body languageintimidationmindtrickstraps within the conversation and previous conversations/expectationsaccusations that were rational to to assume even if I didn't really believe themI had him shakingliterally shaking in his chairred in the facesweating in a cool roomand unable to make eye contact.At one point he said he was uncomfortable and intimidated and thought it might be best to call his boss in to mediate.I encouraged it. I welcomed the idea of having two managers to berate. There was always that remote possibility that my boss' boss would side with me anyway.Then I played the sympathy cardI even rubbed my eyes and squeezed my throat muscles together to sound choked upcourseit helped to bring up some of the worst memories of my own life to drive the point.I accused him of wasting my timeof not acknowledging the hard work I

Management Wtf!!
Why does it seem like every manager i've every worked for (with few exceptions), as been lazy, fag, too skinny (nerd type). why do i never see any FIT/Active managers.. ppl whom are proactive and solve problems instead of standing around iwth other fat/lazy manager and *discussing* the problem. This shit annoys me. This is why in the next few yrs im gonna be in management and show them how its done. I hate these fucks. I'm sweating busting my ass hussleing. and all these lazy fucks so it stare and try to critic me. I don't MIND critic, but when its unnecessary just for a manager to SAY SOMETHINg.. come on douch bag.. do something.

In Darkness
In Darkness In darkness, She chooses to disappear. Slipping away silently, No one there to hear. In darkness, It seems so simple. Quickly looking back, She grins showing her dimples. In darkness, No one will note, The pain in her eyes. She swallows the lump in her throat. In darkness, They can't see the pain. Always hiding the anguish. Emotions seem to drain. In darkness, The coldness takes control.

Ode To Boobs
[Reposted for Mr. Bad & McLovin. And you.] Ode to Boobs Dear boobs, dearest boobs Thanks for all you've done You've helped me get out of trouble And into lots of fun You're always there for me You always lead the way You rock, thanks again For hanging out with me every day You two are pretty cool I'm sure others would agree As long as you both know How much you mean to me Yay, boobs!

Boobies
Theyre awesome. oh, and i just saw The Losers. It was like the A Team, without all the suck. In other news I recently walked in on my mom cheating on my dad. didnt kill the guy. came close. Now I'm pretending nothing happened to keep my family together. Workin at two different bars now, one at a resort and the other a college bar. basically I just deal with two different kinds of assholes depending on the day. Also I'm setting up a small jewlry studio so I can start producing some work again. mostly copper and sterling stuff. for the ladies on here that I know, if you have any requests, I like a challenge. :) Tyson

Bye Bye Sturgis
I'm relaxing in a hotel several hundred miles out of Sturgis after a great day of riding. We would have ridden a ways longer but we rode straight into a T-storm and had to take cover at a hotel to wait it out. Earlier today I found a deli in the middle of nowhere that has gluten free sandwiches on their menu and for the first time in years, enjoyed a sandwich with my husband. We ate in a park and struck up a conversation with an elderly couple RV-ing it into their 80's. Lunch took an hour longer than it usually does but it was well worth it for the great chat. What a nice couple! I have the most ridiculous farmer's tan! Riding in short sleeves makes for lovely, natural body art.

Solong Dez We Will Always Love You
Today is a tragic day for me.the lord called my best friend home to heaven with him.....although she is in a better place the hurt is still there and so so real ......you will be forever loved and missed dez i only wish we had more time together u were the best friend growing up i love you with al;l my heart

Wandering Man 1.75
Roberta & her newly wed husband Kerry moved to San Fransisco shortly after the wedding. Both sides of family opposed the marriage. The father of the groom got him drunk the night before trying to convince him otherwise. So the groom looked his best the next day. Now the judge performing the ceremony knew the groom very well. As the groom was in court more often than not during his teen years for various law infractions. Mostly public nuisance & drunkenness. Judge asked the bride "Ms. Jones, are you sure you want to marry this man?" "Yes I do, your honor." "Are you sure? Do you know what you're getting into?" he asked again, seeing how young she was. "I want to marry this man." Roberta replied, she noticed the groom had trouble standing and was leaning on his father. So, in San Fransisco they started their lives together. Kerry a fisherman by trade but had mechanical skills, so he got a job at Union 76 as a grease monky. Roberta & Wandering Man took daily walks everywhe

The 12 Pack Of Trust
I have a confession to make; I have a drinking problem. Now I am not saying I am an alcoholic or any of that mundane type drinking problem. No my drinking problem goes back many many years to childhood. I'm a coke addict. I say coke, because where I grew up that's what all sodas were called, a typical exchange may have gone: Hey want a coke? Yeah! Get me a Mountain Dew! So I tend to consume basically a six pack a day of soda, it's coke zero, so don't worry that I am getting almost half a pound of calories, because I cut those out. There is a vending machine at work that sells Coke Zero for seventy-five cents a can, but it cannot handle my appetites and has been sold out for at least a week, plus carrying around that much change can be difficult, so here is what I did. I bought myself a twelve pack of coke zero and put it in the company fridge. This is an opportunity for co-workers to steal it, since its in the break room and I can't keep an eye on it. I have no

Beware Of This New Scheme That Is Now Being Used.
THIS APPLIES TO BOTH WOMEN AND MENBEWARE OF PAPER ON THE BACK WINDOW OF YOUR VEHICLE--NEW WAY TO DO CARJACKINGS (NOT A JOKE)'Heads up everyone! Please, keep this circulating.. You walkacross the parking lot, unlock your car and get inside. Youstart the engine and shift into Reverse.When you look into the rearview mirror to back out of yourparking space, you notice a piece of paper stuck to the middleof the rear window. So, you shift into Park, unlock yourdoors, and jump out of your car to remove that paper (orwhatever it is) that is obstructing your view. When you reachthe back of your car, that is when the carjackers appear outof nowhere, jump into your car and take off. They practicallymow you down as they speed off in your car.And guess what, ladies? I bet your purse is still in the car.So now the carjacker has your car, your home address, yourmoney, and your keys. Your home and your whole identity arenow compromised! BEWARE OF THIS NEW SCHEME THAT IS NOW BEING USED.If you see a pie

One Of My Deeper Thoughts..
Adversity and issues have a way of sorting out true friends from those who were only there to benefit themselves... when the well runs dry only the true friends offer to help you dig it deeper. The rest seek another well...

Can You Tell A Mirror From A 2 -way Mirror
Very Interesting!Have you ever wondered???A Mirror or a 2-Way Glass? How can you tell when you are in a room, restroom,motel etc. with a mirror or a 2-way glass?Here's how: I thought it was quite interesting! And Iknow in about 30 seconds you're going to do what I didand find the nearest mirror.Do you know how to determine if a mirror is 2-way ornot? A policewoman who travels all over the US andgives seminars and techniques for businesswomen passedthis on.When we visit toilets, bathrooms, hotel rooms,changing rooms, etc., how many of you know for sure that the seemingly ordinary mirror hanging on the wallis a real mirror, or actually a 2-way mirror (i.e.,they can see you, but you can't see them)? There havebeen many cases of people installing 2-way mirrors in female changing rooms . It is very difficult topositively identify the surface by looking at it.So, how do we determine with any amount of certaintywhat type of mirror we are looking at?Just conduct this simple t

What To Do?
well since this is my first blog, im a little upset and hurt so forgive me. Im always having guy problems that seems to never end and well my son needs me the most even though this is my third time taking off on him. he deserves better than me, much more. I'm going home this weekend to be a mother to him and stop running around. thats all ive been doing. its not fair to him. yes ive had suicidal thoughts before, but those came to an end when i had my kid. He is my world, and i just needed time to realize it. I'm trying to be the best mom that i can, but practice makes perfect. I'm not perfect and those who judge me for taking off on my son, well, they have a right to, but on the other hand, it aint right. especically behind someone back. ive been through alot my whole life and it never ends. but i live day by day and see what the world brings to me. Eventually ill be a great mom and in the meantime, i need to tell myself that my son needs me. he does need a mother in his life, and he

Craziness
So much has been going on in my life lately I haven't even gotten a good nights sleep because of everything. First off I am now working, only 10 hours on both Saturday and Sunday, as a Help Desk Agent in a call center. The work is very boring, but I like the place for the per fact that I am the only girl on the team. Other happenings in my life are: Grandma's cancer is back so been fight that with extra strength chemo. Fixing my grandparents computer, they are still on dial up and after lighten hit the modem went, grrr trying to find a dial up modem in this city is like finding a needle in a hay stack, can't do it. The third thing is, my sister is now a Slumber Party rep, and I just don't get the rules that company. At these so called parties there cannot be any men. WTF??? The company sales male sex toys, but men can't be at these parties. And I know a lot of men who use toys with and without their partner. Can we say they are losing sales because of the rule? Wel

Vol. 10, #31 - Aug 10, 2010 - Issue #441
Vol. 10, #31 - Aug 10, 2010 - Issue #441 The Circle of (Computing) Life and the Second PC Revolution Follow-up: Internet Security Training Quotes of the Week Tools We Think You Shouldn't Be Without Why does XP still rule the desktop? Gamers, behold: a newer, slimmer Xbox Dual boot netbook with XP and Android XP credited with "protecting" phones from mobile malware? How to change the default wallpaper folder This Patch Tuesday sets a record Where's the XP installation disc? "Security log on this system is full" message Extending a file fails with "Disk Full" error This Week's Links We Like. Tips, Hints And Fun Stuff ecoPrint2 Standard: Ink and Toner Saver- Saving Money And The Environment One Page At A Time. Editor's Corner Cool Tools News, Hints, Tips and Tricks How To: Using XP Features XP Security News XP Question Corner XP Configuration and Troubleshooting Fav Links Product of the Week NEW! VIPRE® Antivir

Mumms
I'm un-MuMMering myself. I'll still go in, but I haven't been as frequent. The attitude completely sucks and it's not fun anymore. Yep, I fucking ass kiss and blow admin--whatever. Lick my ass. EGADS GASP! I actually talk to some red named people too. Tattoo traitor on my forehead: IDGAF. If you're a decent, nice, kind person I DON'T GIVE A SHIT WHAT FUCKING COLOR YOUR NAME IS. I will talk to you. I dislike some "MuMMers" and they don't have colorful names. That's about it. Oh..and you can suck it.

Ted Stevens A Great Alaskan
Former Alaska Sen. Ted Stevens has died in a plane crash near Dillingham, Alaska. He did so much for the state of of Alaska and I am glad the courts exonorated him of those bogus charges citing serious prosecutorial misconduct during the trial.

Alternative Energy Sources - Solar Power
There is an obvious need to reduce our dependence on foreign and domestic oil and develop, improve, and use alternative energy sources. Solar energy is one viable option, but there are many myths out there about it. Here are some valuable facts about solar power. Click here to read more - Photovoltaic Device and Photovoltaic Systems We now have the ability to use solar power to run small appliances, heat water, produce light, operate vehicles, light your garden path, heat swimming pools, and dry your clothes. In order to harness and store solar energy, there is a need for a large number of solar photovoltaic cells, and it is not inexpensive to have solar panels installed. The initial costs of installing solar equipment can be prohibitive. Even though we can harness and store sunlight for energy, some places are better for this method than others. Alaska is dark half the time; Seattle has a lot of rain; Arizona would be an awesome place to utilize this kind of energy. If there is a

Life For The Past 3 Years
Humm i got married to a man i have known for a total of 5 1/2 years now and wow now am getting a divorce.... People like to blame him but honestly its not all his fault i am human i error also.. I have 3 wonderful kidsnow and a best friend that just won't let me give up... She and i are the odd balls. When you look at us we look more like sisters cuz of our age difference i recently moved to louisiana with her and my kids.. Have to admit i like it here its so different from where i am from.. I have decided to stay and make my life here atleast for awhile.. I hope things go well here... I have discovered that over time people change andyou never really know a person untill you live with them.. I am hoping and praying that my other best friend of 12 years will survive what ever life throws at him and that he finds happiness somewhere... Its amazes me how much some things don't change... I realize that no matter what i have gone through in my personal life. That i am very Blessed becau

Listen To Me
I ask you for a favor it's the simplest thing i can see all i want you to do is stop please, just listen to me. Listen when I say I need you when I want you to just be there Listen to when I say I love you and show me that you care. Listen to me when I'm happy that is one thing I always try to be Listen to why it hurts you don't respond Listen to what it does to me. Listen to the fact I count the days just to hold you near Listen to the fact I walk through fire for you I tackle my fear. Listen to how I love you so much yet you keep baggering me and wont give up Listen to when you have broke me down to when my heart has had enough. Listen to how I need you to love me the way you used to do Listen to how much I tell you you're everything how much I show you I love you. Listen to how you took my pain and made it a huge, big scene Listen to how I told you to stop and you really think you weren't being mean? Listen when I say I'm not perfect

All
It's you I want to be with....All I can think of is you...All I want now is you....My thoughts consumed with our possibilities...My heart aching to be renewed by you....My body longing for your touch.....My mind lost to thoughts of you...

Stolen...
Empty...shattered....broken....scattered...Where has it been taken to?I cannot feel it any longer...Emptied from withinScattered throughoutBroken in piecesScattered about...Lost and hurt...blinded by hope...Wanting more...getting less...made worthless...Youve taken it....you've stolen my heart....And I am lost without it...bring it back to me...I'm waiting...

Mystery...
...of the dating world...That’s where I’m at now…. Gone from the dating world for the last 6 years. Although, I wasn’t very good at it in the first place so now I’m navigating…I’m too straight forward, aggressive, to the point and I don’t play the stupid “Playing hard to get game”. Which let’s face it…that’s just how guys work…even the ones who say they don’t. They find more appeal in the mystery with a hint of tease…then the real thing. It’s perhaps unattractive to them that a woman would like them “a lot” and be open about it?I’m thinking this is for a few reasons….One it puts a newfound pressure on them. Like “Oh crap…she really likes me…now what? I only like her just a little….or Do I have to show her affection back now? Then they mentally hyperventilate and start doing the ‘hint’.Secondly, if it’s not recip

Love In A Moment...
Love in a MomentIt is your face that I see in the darknesswith each blink of my eyes.A thousand upon thousand times a day.It is your name that I hear in the silencebetween each beat of my heart.A thousand upon thousand times a day.It is your scent that I smell as I inhalewith each and every breath.A thousand upon thousand times a day.It is your love that I wait forbetween the ticks of a clock.Forever and a day...............................

Paternity Fraud
I know I haven't been on here as much as I have been in the past. After being deleted "mysteriously" several times in the last few months, I figure I would just kinda keep a low profile. But, that is only one of the reasons why I haven't been on as much. The main reason is that my husband and I have been busy dealing with a Paternity Fraud case involving his EX wife, her new husband and son. Those of you who have been friends with Dan and I in the past are aware of this, those of you who are recent friends are not. This came about back in August of 2008, when Dan's "son" came to stay with us for a week. Previously, this young man has mouthed off to me and my son's about Dan and his family, saying cruel, hurtful things about them. These rambliings by this young man has always led me to believe that he was not my husband's biological son and when I would mention this to my husband Dan, a fight would always ensue. When this young man was graduating from High School, he called my husband

Damn
damn .... u invade my thoughts. ooooohhhh they were filthy, luscious, i could not get enough of. Thrusts were forceful and deeeeeeeppp. Makes me sooooo horny thinkin bout u, .In my thoughts, we were playing somethin real fun and dirty, me tying your hands on the bed rail, while ur laying there naked,i sit on top of u and kiss u in ur lips and mouth, each time u kiss back, i pull out and would kiss u again and i kiss u right on the neck , and then ear and as u groan.... i stop and i stand up, while i'm standing in front of u fully clothed,me facing towards u.with legs apart each foot just by ur waist imagine me taking off a hair tie , putting my hair down, shaking it off my face,then i turn around so so cant see my face, i turn facing ur feet and now all u could see is my back,im wearing a short sexy red dress and i bend over slowly as i take my stockings off, u could see a bit of my cheeks, u cant help but see how my bikini (not thong)is just perfectly hugging my tight ass as i bend to

Which Part Of Your Body Hasnt Been Kissed?
which part of your body hasnt been kissed? Has the back of ur knees been kissed yet? coz if they havent???? .....oh u didnt feel my tongue and lips on them as i slowly kissed ur inner thighs, going up, lips still on ur skin and wet, while my tongue is moving. slightly moving up and down, tips of my hair gently brushing on ur skin.Then as u feel the tingling, u get hard. the base of my tongue just touching just touching ur right groin, slightly touching ur balls, and i linger on the inner thighs, just as i give u the feeling of tingly sensation up ur spine..... u let out a small moan,u get harder, feeling a throb like sensation on ur cock, i stroke it, but i ask u how u want it, and u say lick it,, and i do it now ur cock is on my mouth, my tongue circles the edges and the tips, i give a little suck, but i see ur eyes closed as u let out a stronger moan. You have ur hands in my head, tugging my hair a bit, pushing ur cock deep in my mouth and u linger, i give it a suck, while my hands j

Shamen - Re:evolution
"If the truth can be told so as to be understood it will be believed" Human history represents such a radical break with the natural systems of biological organisation that preceded it that it must be the response to a kind of attractor or dwell point that lies ahead in the temporal dimension. Persistently Western religions have integrated into their theologies the notion of a kind of end of the world. And I think that a lot of psychedelic experimentation sort of confirms this intuition. I mean it isn't going to happen according to any of the scenarios of orthodox religion, but the basic intuition that the universe seeks closure in a kind of Omega point of transcendence is confirmed. It's almost as though this object in hyperspace, glittering in hyperspace, throws off reflections of itself, which actually ricochet into the past, illuminating this mystic, inspiring that saint or visionary, and that out of these fragmentary glimpses of eternity we can build a kind of a map of not only t

Carrie Underwood-undo It
I should have known by the way you passed me by There was something in your eyes and it wasn't right I should have walked but I never had the chance Everything got out of hand and I let it slide Now I only have myself to blame for falling for your stupid games I wish my life could be the way it was before I saw your face You stole my happy, you made me cry Took the lonely and took me for a ride And I wanna uh-uh-uh-uh-uh-undo it You had my heart, now I want it back I'm starting to see everything you lack Boy, you blew it, you put me through it I wanna uh-uh-uh-uh-uh-undo it Na, na, na, na, na Na, na, na, na, na Na, na, na, na, na, na Now your photos don't have a picture frame And I never say your name and I never will And all your things, well I threw them in the trash And I'm not even sad Now you only have yourself to blame for playing all those stupid games You're always gonna be the same and, oh no, you'll never change You stole my happy, you made me cry Took the lonely and to

Why
Why is it so hard to find that special someone? All I keep hearing is that don't worry she is out there. I have heard it most of my life. Im starting to get really tired of hearing it. Why can't that someone just finally come along? Up to now everyone that I meet that seems intrested turns out not to be. The ones that I think are the one run and never want to speak to me again. I want that special someone to prove to me that not all girls are the same. maybe one day it will happen but im beiginning to think at this point its not going to. Any one want to prove that not everyone is the same...........................

Design Your Own Wedding Dress
Every bride wants to look her best when it comes to the day of the wedding. This is the time when she would embark upon a new life. Naturally every bride wants to look unique and wants the entire affair to be planned well and function smoothly. It requires months of extensive planning and preparation right from choosing the wedding dress to the wedding arrangements. When it comes to the wedding dress, most brides are spoilt for choice with the wide number of boutiques and brands that are churning out the best designs available. Your wedding dress need not be big with long trains of cloth behind them. You need to think carefully before you make this important purchase, as wedding gowns are the heaviest and luxurious of all the outfits you would probably own and this is one gown that you will cherish forever. There are times when you may not be satisfied with the designs available. Most brides end up searching malls and websites online in pursuit of the most elaborate and beautiful weddi

"reminded Of You"
I invited myself to be a lull on my front porch with squesky boards I tell myself to replace Everytime I have company. I sit in the shade and calm myself with coffee and a cigarette I didn't always give my mind this much thought When my laundry is done, I'll call a friend' read a book, write a poem about a prick like you If I didnt find all these things to do I would be crushed under the pressure of you crushing me I should have known something was wrong, when I woke up at 4;03 am and started counting cofee stains on the rug I got so pissed I lost count and had to start again Last week I noticed the cat moved out, taking her favorite squek toy, leaving nothing but the litter for me that kinda reminded me of

"defeated Pain"
I listen to you scream my hand grasping the doo fearfully finding its handle my knuckles turning white in my head voices screaming with fright Standing firmly with my back to the wall Refusing to fall , deny you pleasure of seeing me crawl outside the wind is screeching splattering rain against the window pane adding to the disturbance in my mind Silence slaps me in the face hearing only the rushed pace of you tearing across the the room prying my hand finger by finger, from the door hearing only the lonely sound of the rain slowly going insane laying there , on a cold hard floor fighting no more

"have You Ever Felt Alone"
Have you ever felt alone not even the brightest diamond in the world could shine out all the doom A room full of the finest things Yet all you hear is silence Fading footsteps Angry words slapped across your face Your dress shining in the faded candle light Such a beautiful sight nothing you could say would make it right Have you ever felt alone Knowing your pain could never be shown Slowly the hours pass by Inside your dreams decay and die Sileence is broken as you hear his footsteps stumbling down the hallway Without making a sound you turn on your side knowing all along he has lied He lays down facing yourback You pretend to be asleep as her perfume sickeningly suffocates the room,

"above The Noose""
Her eyes, the color of wet pavement, So cold, so empty, so close to death, Still hold one glimmer of life\As they stare from above the nose, Slipknot close to the skin of her neck, Rickety chair unbalanced beneath her toes, Flesh clammy and wet, hair unkempt and filled with sweat Around her throat, she grasps the constricting cord, Her hands shaking with indecision and fear, Yet, the act is so simple, so clear Eyes, once full of shimmering hope, Now glanceing up at the knotted rope, Are only filled with tears, Her lifes a debt she cannot afford With one deep inhaled breath, Placing her hands across her breasts, Eyelids blocking the light from the room, Teeth bared, gaining strength, Nails cutting through her palms, Blood dripping to the floor, Her feet rock the chair until it tumbles.

This Is Sproet's About Me.
Sproet can't decide how to describe herself in her bio and told me I should blog it so here we go: I'm a redhead. I'm also a woman. That means I don't know what I want and I'm really pissed off about it. So if you want to friend me, get to know me. Seriously, I'm not going to accept friend requests from people I have not communicated with. By communicate, I do not mean harass me. I don't want to see your dong. Witchie, Helly... I DO NOT WANT!!!! I'm a nerd. I'm a chick so it's hot. I played in the band. I'm a fag hag. No, my boyfriend is not gay. What he does, he does for money. Don't try to do it with him because he doesn't know what he's doing anyway. Just because I talk to you doesn't mean I want to have sex with you or have you pee on me or fulfill some other weird fantasy of yours. My boyfriend can do that if I want it. That's about it. Now, go read your Fangoria magazine.

How Was I Born
How was I born? Daddy , how was I Born? A little boy Goes to his father and asks 'Daddy, how was I born?' The father Answers, 'Well, son, I guess one day you will need to find out anyway! Your Mom and I first got together in a chat room on

Child Abuse
This is A TRUE STORY AND IF YOU DON'T PASS THIS ON YOU DON'T HAVE A SOUL!!! My name is Chris , I am three, My eyes are swollen.. I cannot see. I must be stupid, I must be bad, What else could have made, My daddy so mad? I wish I were better, I wish I weren't ugly, Then maybe my mommy, Would still want to hug me. I can't do a wrong, I can't speak at all, Or else I'm locked up, All day long. When I'm awake, I'm all alone, The house is dark, My folks aren't home. When my mommy does come home, I'll try and be nice, So maybe I'll just get, One whipping tonight. I just heard a car, My daddy is back, From Charlie's bar I hear him curse, My name is called , I press myself, Against the wall. I try to hide, >From his evil eyes, I'm so afraid now, I'm starting to cry. He finds me weeping, Calls me ugly words, He says its my fault, He suffers at work. He slaps and hits me, And yells at me more, I finally get free, And run to the door. He's a

The Rose In His Heart
Ever does the rose blossom in the garden of my heart...alone yet not alone surrounded by many a beautiful flower, yet alone but not alone as the most delicate and full and beloved. Though storms may have savaged and ravaged the garden of my heart...alone yet not alone still grows that most beautiful rose. Alone yet not alone rising up full a'bloom...the delicate strength of its stem holding fast in the rich soil despite the harsh rains a'pelted down upon it. Alone yet not alone...the tender tenacity of its petals purviewing out wide despite the vicious winds that a'gailed it. Alone yet not alone...ever does that most beauteous rose blossom deeply in my heart. ~Christopher H. Price

Allen Chilcote Ii Wrttien For Me
Allen Chilcote II August 9 at 11:31pm The heart of an Angel the eyes of shooting dimonds of star that passes every male eyes but mine. Your beauty makes me fall to my knees it shines the darkness into light. The beauty that you have doesn't compair to any other women. It make me blind when I look at other women but when I look at you my sight comes clear to see the true beauty that you have with in yourself and the outside is only the ocean shell that hears the ocean. The Ocean is the body that you have when the sunrise or with it sets it will always always be beautiful as you are now. Writen by: Allen Edward Chilcote II 11:30pm 8/9/10

Forever & Always
Baby when I look in your eyes I see a future with you Baby when you touch me I feel your love Baby when you whisper to me I hear your lovely voice Baby when I'm with you I wanna be with you forever and always My heart beats so fast that I can't live without you It seems that when I'm away My mind is always thinking about you I don't want to stop No one is ever gonna get in the middle of us I won't let them I love you so much that when we our together We just have that connection that will never die I wanna give you everything that my heart desire's I wanna be with you forever and always

Sturgis
We didn't think we would come to Sturgis during bike week so we didn't reserve a room. But here we are! We rolled in yesterday after 500 miles of riding. We ran into a friend at the Harley dealership and it was really good to see him. We happen to have hooked up with a guy in Milwaukee who has a brother who lives in the Black Hills. After riding all day with him on Saturday he invited us to stay at his brother's house with him. Then he asked us to stay another day (today) and hang out. So we did. Now we can cross "Ride the Black Hills" off of our Bucket Lists. It was beautiful. I've been here twice but never on a bike. My husband has never been here. We did the tourist thing and saw most of the famous sights over the last two days. We will pull out early tomorrow morning and I have no idea what direction we will head...

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Spirit Of Loss
Wandering the streets, no one sees him. No one seen him in life either. He was just as intangible then as he is now. He drifts past people living their lives, working, playing, laughing loving. His funeral was just as empty as his life as well. Nobody came to see him off. Nobody cried for him when he killed himself. A few people on the internet might have noticed he stopped logging in. But none cared enough to look in on him. if not for his landlord noticing the smell from his little shabby one room apartment he might have gone unnoticed for another week or 2. So now he drifts past them and weeps for the life he never had.He dreams of a happiness he never found. He makes his way across the city to a girls place he knew from the internet. He drifts through the door and up the stairs. She is sitting at her computer, writing in her blog, she is so beautiful, yet he could not tell her so in life. He reaches out to touch her face, and his hand passes through, hanging he head he starts to tu

Fellatio
where is the people today? ya act like its minday and its football season..WHO DAT! sorry, turrets. anyways, I noticed that the vietnamese lady that owns the store down the street gets a little better at engriss every time i go there. I should stop asking for fellatio soon, she may catch on! I really need a get away, its been a few 3 or 4 weeks since i have had adult time that didnt consist of kids sleeping in the next room. or a trip to the store for groceries. My Immediate goals are as follows, job, car, my own apartment agian. Oh, yeah, My car kissed a taxi cab last weekend..its done, it will make a good dust bunny for some junk yard. nobody was injured and i wasnt driving I seem to have a knack for making skins, and hopefully get some commissions from some people who want something custom. do you? Im getting bored, probably because i have too much time on my hands lately, back to wanting a job to solve it. my kids will be going back to school soon and this means peace, and qu

A Message To My Friends
Almost 2.5 years ago I joined Fubar, a newbie. Since then I`ve gotten little help to achieve what I have accomplished. There has been a few of you, Shadow_dancer, FiestyBitcha, It`s just me, Fridge, and Silly Calis girl just to name a few( and please forgive me if i have ommitted your name and you helped also). I am now a level 42 and will soon level to 43. At level 45 I will be leaving Fubar permanently. I will leave my profile up and you and anybody else may visit it but I will not be here anymore. Since I started my account there has been a few females on here that took it upon themselves to take advantage of my loniless and has used me for both money and bling. It`s not their fault. I blame myself because I let it happen. I had met a lady on here that I was sure was gonna be the woman I marry and spend the rest of my days with but alas that will not happen because she has become interested in another man on here and we have split up. i wish her well and nothing but love and hap

The Scorpion
the fire in my eyes burns , every look right now could kill , the hateful fire within me burns deeply , the bitter , the resentant of a love gone so very wrong .. the hate and the malice overwhelming me right now .. the poison taking over the scorpian ready to strike .. the tail is poised waiting ... i try to tell myself to let it go but the rage burns on .. the bitterness still there underneath it all threatening to consume me with its fire its eternal black flame the cold numbness creeps into my spirt tonight .. as the love i tried to still have for him blows out like a candle .. the flame is so burining hot .. i forgave and forgave until i could take no more .. my heart beats faster ... as it waits for the moment .. the scorpion a formiddle enemy once made , rarely ever forgets its betrayal .. the kind humble side of me somehow tossed aside .. asi let the scorpion free for just a little while .. as it needs to be let out once in a while .. to keep the balance between

Who Was I? Who Am I
Since the day we said good bye the question haunts my thoughts..." Who am I? " or " Who was I? "I know that the person I was wasn't the same person you fell in love with...Who was I ?Someone trying to fit in...I wanted everyone to like me & love me the way you did because i've never had a better love...Who am I?Someone who couldn't care less what people thought about me..Who was I?I tried to act like someone I'm not, that isn't Dezaray...Who am I?I'm Dezaray, I can't explain it anymore blunt than that...You couldn't find another like me..there's just something about myself that everyone loves..I could care less what anyone else is because that's not who I am...Who was I?Hip Hop Barbie...I tried to show out to make myself look like someone or something I'm not..use words i've never even heard of before..I had to tell myself..FACE IT..YOU'RE WHITE...that's hard to understand when you've tried to act like it to fit in...Who am I?I dress like i want, spend 2 hours in the bathroom just to d

Just Thinkin Bout Us..
Why do I just lie awake and think of you? It'z because everytime I close my eyes I see you...I never realized what I was doing till It ended..People say never regret the decisions you make, but i can't help but regret what i've done to u..& to a lot of people around me...Now I know why nothing good ever sticks with me..because it took you to realize how I treat other people and only think for myself...I look back at the wonderful 9 months we shared, I couldnt thank God enough for putting you in my life. As a punishment of all the wrng I have done onto people..he's taken you from me. God only Does what's for the best, never for the worst; though it may seem to be. I'm tired, wore out, all i do is lye awake and think about you..3 a.m comes round and all i wanna do is call you up, so i know you're still there..My heart tells me you are, but my thoughts tell me you're gone forever...I wouldn't blame you if you were. Now that i see who & what I've become..I don't blame you or anyone else fo

Just A Poem I Wrote For My Dad (daddys Hands)
When the days go by I never forget the feel of daddy's hands.Growing up as a little girl, i'll always remember all the times i would wait until my daddy went to shower after work and i would sneak into his lunch box and steal his oatmeal cream pies.Sometimes Daddy's hands were gentle...sometimes they weren't so gentle..but what daddy said went.Daddy's hands held me tight at night when I fell asleep curled up against him. Strong hands never let me go until I was ready for them to leave my grasp, he always knew when and when not to let go.Growing up, I started off on a bad foot.Getting involved with the wrong people threw my attitude off...One slip and I found out just how much campariable Daddy's hands were to a paddle.Look where im at now? What am I doing? I'm not a kid anymore daddy. In my head I put on a front...always telling people I'm grown...Yeah, on the outside.Inside I'm not more grown than a high shcool kid..I'm still so attached to You..I still act like a did with you when i

Singularity Review:
Singularity Review: by Zack Cain BioShock and Half-Life called, they want their ideas back. And they’re not the only ones. To say that Singularity borrows heavily from other games within the FPS genre is a massive understatement. Indeed, I think you would be hard pressed to play Singularity without name checking some of most iconic games of the generation. This doesn’t make it a poor game though, not by any means. The ideas it takes from other games tend to be well implemented and it makes for a decent game, but it’s also one which offers nothing new or truly standout. View entire article ► Achievements, Cheats, Forums, News, Nintendo Review Blog, PSP Review Blog, Rap, Review, Review Blog, Sales, Screenshots, Singularity,

A Music Player For Your Profile
if you wanne have a music player i made one for fun its just a icone width radio stasions in it you can click forward for a new radio stasion it will open in windows media player here is the code sample Music player if you have a nice radio stasion thats not in yet mail me and i will put it in

Problems
Things seem to fall apart fast, it dont matter when you try or when you dont try, things still just go where they may and it brings me to wonder, do i or dont i care enough to deal with whats going on around me? sometimes i just want to close my eyes and hope it all goes away. the problems we face i guess are just a test of what will either break us or make us.

Never Forget
I could never forget You gave me a smile When we first met Nothing I did could protect me from you Looking at your picture I can see why I fell for you Now you're in heaven I can still picture you I can see your face I smell your fragrance in the air I hope you can see me Every one keeps telling me to move on But how could I forget the best thing To ever happen in my life? I just can't move on You could always make me smile You could always make me laugh But you never made me cry Looking at your picture I can see why I fell in love with you I'll never forget youI'll never let you go

I Want To Be With You
I sit here in the night Staring into the heavens above. Wondering if I'm lucky enough To be given your love.Even though I met you Just a few days before. I have learned so much of who you are And thirst to learn even more.I want to share my world with you, All the smiles and all the tears. I want to learn to trust again; Something I haven't done in years.You are very special to me, You have kindled something new. I want to feel loved in my life, I want to be with you.

I Want To Be The One
I want to be the one. You see in your dreams, The one that wont make everything. Rip open at the seams. I want to be the one. That makes you happy inside, The one you run to. When the world makes you wanna hide. I want to be the first one you look for. When you walk in a crowd, The one you miss. When Im not around. I want to be the one. You show off to your friends, The one you wont leave standing alone. With no one to cry to in the end. I want to be the one. Who picks you up when you fall, The one you want to talk to, The first one youll call. I want to be the one you look at. And say he’s the one. The one you think of. When night falls and the day is done. I want to be the one. You would drive 10 hours to see, And you wouldnt mind. If you could only stay for three. I want to be the one. Youd sing for any day, The one you will comfort. When distress comes my way. I want to be the one, The only one for you, The one you loveTo whom youll always be true.

I Can't Wait
I can't wait until you can hold me in your arms and keep me safe & warm.I can't wait until I can have you hands rub my body soft & gentle. I can't wait until I can gaze into your loving eyes anytime I want. I can't wait until you can twirl your fingers through my hair to put me to sleep. I can't wait until I can taste your sweet lips against mine. I can't wait until I can finally be with you & know everything is going to be fine.

Love & Respect
Love & respect everyone. Be kind. Even when life is scary or confusing, take courage & be of good cheer, for I am always with you. Learn how to be quiet, so you can hear my still small voice. Leave the world a better place by living your life with dignity & gratefulness. Hold back nothing from life, for the parts of you that can die will surely die & the parts that can't won't. Make your own everyday life a shining example of kindness & good humor. Abandon your fear of each other & begin living, loving, & laughing together.

Everytime I Think Of You
Everytime I think of you I smile. No matter if I am sad & blue or happy & cheery. I can't wait until I can see you again. When I don't see you it seems like an eternity to wait. I yearn for the day you can hold me in your arms. And tell me everything is going to be okay. Something tells me you are the one I've been waiting for all my life. Now that I have you please never ever let me go.

Being Apart
Being apart from you is even harder than I thought it would be. I try to be logical & tell myself that it won't be forever. But that's not much comfort when I really need to touch you, kiss you, & love you. Sometimes I close my eyes & hold a picture of you in my mind & imagine all the things I'd say if I had you here. But no matter how beautiful the picture is, it will never compare to the real thing. To be looking into your eyes, whispering your name, & kissing your lips. I miss you so much, & I can't wait for the day when I can stop holding on to a daydream & start holding you in my arms again.

Thank You
How can I ever tell you how good it feels to share your love...to be a part of your life? You've given me so many happy moments that I wouldn't trade for anything...so many reasons to be proud of you & grateful for your love. Sometimes I may be pretty moody & hard to understand...but somehow you seem to know me better than I ever thought anyone could. And it's great to know that I can always count on you. Thank you for being the kind & caring person you are...but most of all, thank you for loving me.

Just A Thought
A thought for you my love. With you, I've learned what true love is all about. True love means staying together & being strong during the most difficult times. You & I have overcome life's challenges & we've also lived through wonderful experiences. Together, we've built a deep & lasting relationship. I know that I can always count on your support, your love, & your friendship. For that I want to tell you how much you mean to me...I love you

You
We have a past...You were my love before I even realized it. I had been searching for a long time & then my heart recognized you. We have a present...You understand my language, whether it's a sigh, a nudge, or a sly wink. You inspire me to be be real, to face things & to give everything my best shot. You accept me as I am & sometimes I'm not entirely lovable, but you love me anyway. We have a future...No matter what my fears, no matter what my challenges, you'll be there for me & I'll be there for you. We're a part of each other, you & I will always have the best kind of love.

If I
If I should say it means so much to see your smile, to feel your touch - I hope you know I'm trying to show you're everything to me. If I should say that I've had fun, enjoyed the many things we've done - I hope you know I'm trying to show I'm happy as can be. If I should say that deep inside I'm filled with such a special pride - I hope you know I'm trying to show you've made my dreams come true...And even though I seldom say the things I feel for you each day - I hope you know I'm trying to show I'm so in love with you.

My Heart
I love you with all my heart, I hate that I feel so far apart, I would love to talk to you all day and all night, to me you are my white knight, the need I feel inside for you is so strong, and I feel that with you I do belong, I wait in anticipation for you to be my companion, the delectable taste of you I envision every night and day, and thinking of it takes my breath away, when I look at your eyes I feel I can see right through, into you, and wonder if you feel what I feel too?! The things I feel are undying and everlasting, and fills my heart with anguish to think nothing will ever happen! I love you with all my heart,are we really that far apart?

Why
I cannot hide these emotions I feel ... I am so confused and wish I could get this over with. It is a never-ending emotional roller coaster with you. Once It hink the ride is over, another tremendous fall lies ahead ... You love another, and that I understand. but living with it, I cannot bare ... I love you, those words mean so much to me. It is a terribly over used phrase I know, but when I say it ... I mean it with all my heart. I love you. There are no other words to describe it ... I know it is love because of how much pain it causes me night and day ... I wish and hope with all my heart that this would be over and done with ... but it never is. why?

Sexual Feelings
Rainy days and cold nights, These are days I need you to hold me tight in your arms, Hold me close and keep me warm, Tell me I'm your good luck charm, Look me in my eyes and tell me I'm the one for you , Tell me I'm your every wish come true, Lay me down very gently, Then make love to me essentially, Caress my body from head to toe not missing a spot, Lets play around like connect the dots, Lets make each other hot till our body heat rise like a rollercoaster ride, Take my body on a journey that never ends, It always seems to just begin, Make me climax like i never done before, Do what you want to my body its all yours, Rub me, lick me, kiss me, tease me do what ever you want to my body as long as its pleasing

How I Feel About You
How do I tell you how I feel about you?When everytime I think of you my body shakes everytime I see you my knees grow weak and everytime I'm with you I dont want the time to end.When everytime I look into your eyes, I wish I was there everytime I see you smile my heart melts and every night before I go to sleep I pray we dont end.I've tried somehow to say you're the sun that lights up my sky the wind that keeps me cool on a hot summer day and sweet incense that keeps me on a natural highI want so much to tell you that without you with me each day my day isn't complete that since day one I've always wanted to be with you that no matter what's going on in my life you're the reason there's a smile on my face and that loving you seems to be all I need to know.But everytime I want to the words just wont come out to you it may sound mushy or too cute you may not believe it so it's better I keep my mouth closedThen to try to tell you exactly whats on my mind yet I wish to tell you that I'm be

What Every Kiss Means
WHAT EVERY KISS MEANS: ~Kiss on the stomach = Im ready~Kiss on the Forehead ="i hope we're together forever"~Kiss on the Ear = Your my everything~Kiss on the Cheek = "We're friends"~Kiss on the Hand = "I adore you"~Kiss on the Neck = "we belong together"~Kiss on the Shoulder = "I want you"~Kiss on the Lips = I love you"WHAT THE GESTURE MEANS: ~Holding Hands = "we definitely love each other"~Slap on the Butt = "That's mine"~Holding on tight = "i don't want to let go"~Looking into each other's Eyes = "i just plain love you"~Playing with Hair = "Tell me you love me"~Arms around the Waist = "I love you too much to let go"~Laughing while Kissing = "I am completely comfortable with you"--Advice--Dont ask for a kiss, take one.If you were thinking about someone while reading this,you're definitely in Love.

We Have To Be Apart
We have to be apart, I know...but thoughts of you are never far from my mind. Your love still wraps around me like the warmness of summertime...but I long to feel your arms around me, too. Until we can be together again, dream of me, night and day, as I dream of you...And remember the love that is always waiting for you & you alone.

I Love You
I love you more than ever...for all the reasons that made me fall in love with you in the first place & all the other lovable qualities you've shown me since then. I love you more than words can say...because there are no words to describe all the wonderful feelings I've known because of you. Whether we're sharing private times of passion or moments of playfulness...Whether we're talking about our dreams or working out our problems, the closeness we share never runs out of new ways to touch my heart. I love you more than you'll ever know...because one lifetime isn't long enough to tell you or show you how much the love we share means to me.

Wasn't Just Luck
It wasn't just luck that you & I met or that everything went a little bit better, life was a little bit sweeter & I was a whole lot happier when you were around. It wasn't just luck that right from the start, it was easy to talk to you & laugh with you. It felt really natural to always be there & come through for each other...and it still does. Our love grows each day as only the trust love can. No, it wasn't just luck because I believe that you & I were meant for each other.

Easy
We certainly haven't had things easy lately...And I know there have been times when we've both run a little short on patience & a little high on frustration.But through it all, I've alwaya believed that our love will hold us together.We belong to each other, & that commitment will always be stronger than any problems that came our way.Let's hang on tight & together we will weather any storm. There's no doubt in my mind the best for us is truly yet to come.

Freedom
FREEDOM! I had forgotten what it felt like to let my mind be free of you. It had been so long that I constantly thought of you and us. Don’t misunderstand I think of you still but you don’t completely occupy my mind so unfairly like years before. I can now better concentrate on other aspects of my life and not those illusions you allowed me to constantly and falsely dream. Why didn’t you tell me? Why allow me to so unfairly drown in my inaccurate thoughts of us? Why waste my time when so much time was given already? Im confused, I feel such a burning hate in my heart, or maybe that’s just the leftover hurt. I truly wish you all the happiness the world can give but I am stuck here wishing that that happiness was with me. I fear that by my talking about her it pushes you further into her arms but I will just have to endure. Please don’t take this as my trying to tell you what to do in any way shape or form. I just want you fully aware of what I think and

That Girl :d
I'm that girl who got her shoes stolen, on a daily basis, while sitting in the Quad, and would chase you around in circles, tripping over her own feet, until I got them back.I'm that girl who would call you a Bitch and threaten to slap you with her flipflop, while standing next to her English teacher, Mr. Shrock.I'm that girl who would stick a pad to the top of your head, as I got off the bus, waving goodbye to you from outside.I'm that girl who told her choir teacher to suck a nut, and spent the rest of the day in the principles office, drawing faces on her fingers.I'm that girl who's name everyone knew, and no one could understand.I'm that girl who tried to play hacky- sack, but was more concerned with chasing butterflies.I'm that girl who would laughed at the most inappropriate times and would never apologize for it. I'm that girl who got transfered out of Bio 2 for getting sick when she smelled the formaldehyde. I'm that girl who would sit in front of her locker, Indian sty

Imprint..
Every so often we meet someone that leaves an imprint in our memories. Something special about them that we couldn't let go...emotions and feelings for them staying in The back of our minds and hearts.These people are fortunate enough to stay with us even after they are gone.Things happened that cause the relationship to go astray.Since starting this dating 'journey' I've had the painful 'pleasure' to come across 3 unique men that have left said imprint on me...on my life.There's no going back to them...No do-overs...I cannot undo the things I've done or said...It is what it is..and now ill always remember them.It's not completly hopeless...I've learned immensely from these men..things that prepare me to be a stronger,smarter woman in future relationships. Learning more about me - the good and the bad.I've learned that I give my heart away to easily...I'm too eager for something more to be there..That I put too much trust and faith in their nonchalant sweet talking...That I get attache

Till It Holds No Fear
She can never understand How deep in my heart she has gone Or when i say i love you She says my words are wrong To tell and and show her Is really all i can do Maybe somebody, sometime She'll know my heart is true Even though she is far from me My heart forever holds her dear And wait for the day Her heart no longer holds it's fear.

Real Chicken Head Found In Mcdonalds Happy Meal
An American mother went to a MacDonald's with her two children age 6 and 8. She ordered two Happy Meals with chicken for the children and a hamburger with fries for herself. While they were eating the 6-year old was more interested in the slide across the street then in the chicken nuggets which he didn't even touch. So the mother decided she would eat them. She was in for quite a surprise... Without actually watching what she was doing she was bringing a chicken biggest to her mouth, just when her 8-year old son yelled not to eat it. So she looked at the biggest to find that -- despite the crust, it looked just like a chicken's head. Nobody knew how it got there. The manager offered them their meal for free and two more weeks of free meals. But it was no use. The mother pressed charges and demanded 100,000 dollars compensation.

I Sent It Away
the day my heart died away from me it i sent not knowing how long it would be gone or even where it went the pain she had caused was to much to bare i had to send it away so i would no longer care to be cold, empty and unfeeling so much easier then the pain i had to send it away till it is healed and whole again to live life without love yes it is a waste of time i had to send it away because it was yours, and never again to be mine.

Bitches
Ya know, for the sake of your children, you should be nice. At least care enough to put your child first and be civil with your ex. It's not that hard. It doesn't take a lot of energy to do such a thing. I do it EVERYDAY of my life. As much as I HATE my ex, I care enough about my child to put him FIRST and be civil. It wasn't always easy at first, but we made it work. So to you, you know who you are, quit being a selfish ass cunt and for the KIDS, who are starting to become the VICTIMS, put your anger aside and be an adult here. You may not have to care enough to want to talk to him, but you do NEED to talk to him and be civil with him for yalls kids. THAT is what matters. Have a nice fucking day.

Kittykatz2214
God creates beauty,In so many ways.Now set before me,I see many today.Above all else here,Hers stands clear.When he made her,He must have held her dear.Her beauty supreme,Well beyond that fall.To this one an angel,Now I will call.

Twice On Sunday
I love you every day of the week and twice on Sunday. Living with you makes life a Funday. your looks, your smile, you're everything I desire. the way you walk, the way you kiss fills me with fire. I love you every day of the week and twice on Sunday. So give me a wink, a smile and pinch on the cheek and lock the doors and call me yours.

Injury To My Heart By Trisha Naidu
I sit all alone , face cupped in my hand, tears roll down my eyes no one to wipe them away. No one to hold me , no one to say it will be all right. I have been nothing but a good and honest person, stood by you when you needed support, held your hand when no one would, nursed you when you were sick , never complained but just loved and loved you. What have I done wrong, where did I go wrong , help make me understand..You did things that were beyond my imagination, things that I was scared of. You treated me like someone ,someone I wasn’t. I was my own self but you never seemed to care.The blows ,strikes, the pain, thinking I will never survive and you never cared, but even then I healed, and the pain disappeared. Trapped and alone, desperate to be free why was this sentence given to me. I was afraid to sleep, to afraid to dream. My mind lost control pushing to the extreme.…Day in and day out , my heart swoops down like an eagle from the sky and doesn’t stop until

My Poor Widdle Car
*Sigh* So my dad just rang me and said that once my car is 'fixed' he's going to have to sell it. I've barely even driven that car! And I've invested 3500+ GBP into it, including the car itself, insurance and MOT and Road Tax! Yea well ok not ME, but it's still a waste of money considering I've only had it for a short while. I guess it's kinda good timing as I'll be at Student Halls in Uni for my first year and there's no parking anyway and my dad said he'll use the money when it's sold to get me another one (oooh maybe I'll finally get the Yaris I wanted). But this is going to bite me in the ass in the form of my Step mother, she bitched and moaned at my dad cos he paid 1800 for my first car when my step sister's first car was 600, my step bro's was 400 and my bro's was about 400 too I think. And their cars are like Squeaky clean (well they don't have the same cars anymore). She whined that I didn't look after my car blah blah blah, but yea it IS kinda true but hell...it's my

Where Are We?
So, here's some thoughts I was just having. Einstein reputedly once said: "I'm not an atheist and I don't think I can call myself a pantheist. We are in the position of a little child entering a huge library filled with books in many languages. The child knows someone must have written those books. It does not know how. It does not understand the languages in which they are written. The child dimly suspects a mysterious order in the arrangements of the books, but doesn't know what it is. That, it seems to me, is the attitude of even the most intelligent human being toward God." This leads me to believe that while Einstein didn't deny the existence of an entity that we know as God, he neither accepted that God was some all-powerful being. Personally, I'm of the mind that one day we may be able to explain God scientifically. There's a lot of people out there that would immediately say, "Hold on a sec. You're saying that one day we might prove that God exists. Not only might we prove

A Parents Love
I gave you life, but cannot live it for you. I can teach you things, but I cannot make you learn. I can give you directions, but I cannot be there to lead you. I can allow you freedom, but I cannot account for it. I can take you to church, but I cannot make you believe. I can teach you right from wrong, but I cannot always decide for you. I can buy you beautiful clothes, but I cannot make you beautiful inside. I can offer you advice, but I cannot accept it for you. I can give you love, but I cannot force it upon you. I can teach you to share, but I cannot make you unselfish. I can teach you respect, but I cannot force you to show honor. I can advise you about friends, but cannot choose them for you. I can advise you about sex, but I cannot keep you pure. I can tell you the facts of life, but I can't build your reputation. I can tell you about drinking, but I can't say "no" for you. I can warn you about drugs, but I can't prevent you from using them. I can

Pain Of Missing
Why can't we speak when we have so much to tell? Why can't we write when we have so much in mind? Why can't we sing when there's music in our heart? Why can't we dance when there's rythm in the air? Too many words left unspoken Too many things left undone Why can't it be and why can't we? For all we know this pain deep inside Took the gladness from our heart. Is this the pain of missing the both of us? Is this the reason behind it all? Hear the agony of our heart Longing for love and touch Feeling lips, feeling face Missing kisses and warm embrace. When will the waiting ever be over? For as long as we are apart we can never be whole I just want you to know That our heart is aching because WE'RE MISSING EACH OTHER!'

Inspiring ..........really....
Do not undermine your worth by Comparing yourself with others. It is because we are different That each of us is special. Do not set your goals by what Other people deem important. Only you know what is best for you. Do not take for granted the things Closest to your heart. Cling to them as you would your life, for without them, life is meaningless. Do not let your life slip through your fingers By living in the past nor for the future. By living your life one day at a time, You live all the days of your life. Do not give up when you Still have something to give. Nothing is really over until the Moment you stop trying. It is a fragile thread that Binds us to each other. Do not be afraid to encounter risks. It is by taking chances That we learn how to be brave. Do not shut love out of your life by Saying it is impossible to find. The quickest way to receive Love is to give love; The fastest way to lose love Is to hold it too tightly; In addition, the best way to keep Love is to g

Tribute To Ronnie James Dio
Tribute To Ronnie James Dio! Listen to me , And this story I tell, about a journey, in a place called Hell., a place where some fear to roam, but to me I call home. In your darkest hour, where terror runs deep, your nightmares live, where you try to sleep. Life as you know it, is about to end, no S.O.S. can you send. What you knew, no-longer exists, Peace & comfort gone, in deaths dark mist. Where Heaven ends, and Hell begins, it's the lucky ones, who pay, for all mans sins. The Devil lives, in all our Hearts, it's up to you, to know what part. whether he lives or whether he dies, the choice is yours to realize. When the Battle's over you will know, Hell's under new management his name Ronnie James Dio !

Vision Beyond The Obvious
It doesn't matter for how long the room has been dark; For a day, or a week, or a year, or for ten thousand years. The moment you bring in a candle; darkness vanishes like it was never there. Similarly, it doesn't matter for how long we are stuck in a sense of our limitations. The moment you decide to break free, nothing will stop you. Create the light of your life.

Life Par Excellence....................
Never Try To Be Successful Success is the bye-product. Excellence always creates success. So, never run after the success, let it happen automatically in the life. Freedom To Life Don’t die before actual death. Live every moment to the fullest as you are going to die today night. Life is gifted to humankind to live, live & live @ happiness. Passion Leads To Excellence When your hobby becomes your profession and passion becomes your profession. You will be able to lead up to excellence in the life. Satisfaction, pleasure, joy and love will be the outcome of following passion. Following your passion for years, you will surely become something one day. Learning Is Very Simple Teachers do fail. Learners never fail. Learning is never complicated or difficult. Learning is always possible whatever rule you apply. Pressure At Head Current education system is developing pressures on students’ head. University intelligence is useful and making some i

Woman In Baloon
A woman in a hot air balloon realized she was lost. She reduced altitude and spotted a man below. She descended a bit more and shouted, "Excuse me Sir, can you help me? I promised a friend, I would meet him an hour ago but I don't know where I am." The man below replied, "You're in a hot air balloon hovering approximately 30 feet above the ground. You're between 40 and 41 degrees north latitude and between 59 and 60 degrees west longitude." ''You must be an engineer," said the lady balloonist. "I am", replied the man. 'How did you know?' ''Well", answered the lady in the balloon, "everything you told me is technically correct, but I have no idea what to make of your information, and the fact is I'm still lost. Frankly, you've not been much help to me at all. If anything, you've delayed my trip even more." The engineer below responded, "You must be in Top Management." ''I am", replied the lady balloonist, "but, how did you know?'' "Well," said the Engineer, "You don't know w

Live A Life That Matters
HOW WILL PEOPLE REMEMBER YOU WHEN YOU ARE GONE? THINK WHAT MEMORIES ARE YOU GOING TO LEAVE BEHIND? THERE WILL BE NO MORE SURPRISES, NO MINUTES, HOURS OR DAYS… ALL THE THINGS YOU COLLECTED, WHETHER TREASURED OR FORGOTTEN, WILL PASS TO SOMEONE ELSE……….. YOUR WEALTH, FAME AND TEMPORAL POWER WILL SHRIVEL TO IRRELEVANCE, IT WILL NOT MATTER WHAT YOU OWNED OR WHAT YOU WERE OWED……. YOUR GRUDGES, RESENTMENTS , FRUSTRATIONS AND JEALOUSIES WILL FINALLY DISAPPEAR. SO, TOO, YOUR HOPES , AMBITIONS, PLANS AND TO-DO LISTS WILL EXPIRE…… THE WINS AND LOSSES THAT ONCE SEEMED IMPORTANT WILL FADE AWAY… IT WON’T MATTER WHERE YOU CAME FROM, OR ON WHAT SIDE OF THE TRACKS YOU LIVED, AT THE END……. IT WON’T MATTER WHETHER YOU WERE BEAUTIFUL OR BRILLIANT EVEN YOUR GENDER AND SKIN COLOR WILL BE IRRELEVANT…………….. SO WHAT WILL MATTER? HOW WILL THE VALUE OF YOUR DAYS BE MEASURE

Helping Hands Are Always Better Than Praying Lips……..
"Helping Hands are better than Praying Lips" What GOD Wants? Going to church every Sunday ............. .. Going to Mosque every Friday ........... Going to Temple every Saturday .......... Some Give their Hair to God Some grow their Hair for God But, does God really need this….. All kinds of colors and flowers to decorate him……. Does this make him happy……. Does God really want this……. This most valuable thing can be given…. TIME…..I give it to my God…. Does God want you to think about him… Does God really want this….. FOOD…GOLD…MONEY………..He wants it? You are still learning in his Kinder Garten…………in the process of teaching you….. The number of beggars is increasing…. Please think for a while…….. What GOD wants? FOOD…FLOWERS…MONEY

Parents Wish
On the day when you see us Old , Weak and Weary…………..Have patience and do try to understand us… If we get dirty when eating…..and….If we cannot dress on our own……….Please bear with us and remember the times when we spent feeding you and dressing you up.. If, when we speak to you, we repeat the same things over and over again……….do not interrupt us ………..listen to us……… When you were small, we had to read to you the same story a thousand and one times until you went to sleep. When we do not want to have a shower, neither shame us nor scold us……… Remember when we had to chase you with your thousand excuses to get you to the shower? When you see our ignorance of new technologies…help us navigate our way through these world wide webs………….We taught you how to do so many things…&he

Life Is Nowhere Can Be Read As..............life Is Now Here................
I wish for you roses wish for you love I wish for your blessings In abundance from above. I wish for you happiness Only friendship can bring I wish for you the kind of day That makes your heart sing. I wish for you all the beautiful things That makes your day so bright And a joyful feeling in your heart Morning, noon and night. I send this special greeting In a very friendly way So you will know that someone is thinking of you today. " Real Love is a permanently self ~ enlarging experience.~ " Happiness is not something you find, It is something you create. LIFE IS NO WHERE ..can be read as.. LIFE IS NOW HERE.

It’s Real Facts……………………
THREE THINGS IN LIFE THAT, ONCE GONE, NEVER COME BACK… TIME, WORDS AND OPPORTUNITY THREE THINGS IN LIFE THAT MAY NEVER BE LOST…. PEACE, HOPE AND HONESTY. THREE THINGS IN LIFE THAT ARE MOST VALUABLE……… LOVE, SELF-CONFIDENCE AND FRIENDS. THREE THINGS IN LIFE THAT ARE NEVER CERTAIN…….. DREAMS, SUCCESS AND FORTUNE. THREE THINGS THAT MAKE A MAN / WOMAN HARDWORK , SINCERITY AND COMMITMENT. THREE THINGS IN LIFE THAT CAN DESTROY A MAN / WOMAN PREJUDICE, PRIDE AND ANGER. THREE THINGS IN LIFE THAT, ONCE LOST, HARD TO BUILD-UP…… RESPECT, TRUST AND FRIENDS. THREE THINGS IN LIFE THAT NEVER FAIL….. TRUE LOVE, DETERMINATION AND BELIEF.

This Is Really For My Amusement--you Don't Have To Read
LORD SPINOZA: give me money...lol. 8:23am Suga Lips: hahaha no 8:23am LORD SPINOZA: bitch 8:24am Suga Lips: Yep 8:24am LORD SPINOZA: LMAOOOO...You are so awesome...LOL 8:27am Suga Lips: You give me money 8:29am LORD SPINOZA: no, i need to buy you 8:29am Suga Lips: Is that why you want money? 8:30am LORD SPINOZA: yes.... 8:30am Suga Lips: That's sort of sweet 8:30am Suga Lips: Ask Em 8:31am LORD SPINOZA: Sweet? runs* 8:31am Suga Lips: I said 'sort of' 8:32am LORD SPINOZA: he is not online 8:32am Suga Lips: Is he dead? 8:33am

Was Deleting
Since I wont need these sites I was deleting them from the Favorites. I came across your fevorite and clicked on, only to notice that you had signed out. I knew your user name and pass word so I tried to open it but denied. Copied it and about an hour ago I cancelled the subscription. I had enough of your information and I was paying for it so they deleted me as being the one to pay for it. Why would you change your User Name or Pass Word on me? Why are you sneaking around? You went to your Grandson's Birhday Party and you said you started drinking early, like you already had the day, evening, night, and with who and where you were going to sleep, planned out. I will be forced to change everything far as financial information causing me hardship and loss. Scale was in front of me while you were in the door way or the threshold. I almost said yes but it went down heavy on pain and suffering you caused me and was casusing. I said to you that we will never work out. We are the opposite a

Sentiments Not Enough For Fraser's 200th
Josh Fraser pictured after he played against Bendigo Josh Fraser is set to play game 200 at some point, but the question that must be raised is when? Mick Malthouse has said that Josh will be playing lucky number 200 in 2010, but since Darren Jolly arrived this season, Fraser has only played the 8 games. His stint in the VFL to date has not been specular. On the weekend in the Magpies' loss to Casey Scorpions, Fraser's stats were 8 kicks, 8 handballs and the 1 tackle. Cameron Wood, Collingwood's other ruckman who has only played the 4 games this season, managed 6 kicks, 4 handballs and 5 marks along with 1 goal and 1 tackle. It seems as everyone is talking about how a player who is destined to play a milestone game should be granted it - but why? Fraser has not set the world on fire this season and Jolly is doing fine. Leigh Brown has also been a more than adequate pinch hitter for the Magpies. Brisbane's Clark Keating challenges Collingwood's Josh Fraser in the 2003

Cunt
Ya know... i been staying out of it.... trying to keep my opinions to myself about you... you are a lying self absorbed slut monkey who is not worth anything I tried giving you the benifit of the doubt.. I tried being friends with both sides but dear fucking god lady.. you are a fucking cunt. I hate seeing what you are doing to him. please... kill yourself now.. the world will be a better place --------------------------------- this is not aimed toward anyone currently on my list. this is aimed towards someone who once was... but who shall never be again. and who i almost hope is stalking my page and reads it

9aug2010
Whew new online blog, I think the last time I had one of these was about a decade ago in middleschool lol. Anyways, i'll be using the PandasBook to rant and rave about my YT project going on so people know what the hell i'm talking about. I'll make another journal down the road for this and that but i'm trying to focus my attention for atleast 5 min to this :-p OK to business... What is the YT project? Well, project name is "Horsemen of Chaos" which derrives from the people involved in the project [The Horsemen of Chaos Company 1-18INF] lol. What it's going to be is the four of us and some friends creating a series of vidblog messages to eachother on random topics of conversation before, during and after Iraq] Who are the horsemen? The Horsemen of Chaos are four individuals from the company that most resemble the horsemen of the apocolypse and have been given the titles of WAR, DEATH, FAMINE, and BEAST. Myself being WAR, Richard being DEATH, Matt being FAMINE, and Tanner bein

Cold Cruel World
[Intro] I don't know what to do anymore After I quit with medicine I became psycotic I suffer from depression Complete depression Had it my whole life I have had it so bad that uh... I had anxiety Been diagnosed with major depression Lots of phobias, lots of fears Anxiety, panic attacks Manic depression before, I didn't think that Depression could be so bad [Verse 1:] Sometimes it feels like the world's on my shoulders Everything around me closing in, it's starts to grow colder It's like I'm sitting on death row and waitin' for conclusion Shits real fucked up, my brains filled with much confusion Do you know what it is to sit a 3am With a gun pressed to your temple on your knees prayin' Or in the bathroom, on the floor, a handfull of pills Cause the fuckin' rent's due and you can't pay bills Have you ever felt the cold grip of death in your heart I'm talkin' rips right in your cavity and pulls it apart Ten motherfuckin' seconds just from ending this shit Flames rising from the action

Stupid Courts
so some of you know about my little mishap 6 years ago when i was in pennsylvania last...others that dont well its too much to write and i dont really feel like writing it all out but anyways....apparently the case is still open for some reason and until i figure it out i cant get into that program i was getting into but i really dont think its anything and neither does my case worker so hopefully it should be figured out today basically at my court date to get released from jail the judge told me that he was releasing me on the condition i go home so i did i hate this shit...it shoulda been closed 6 damn years ago and it isnt *UPDATE* it was a clerical error that happened when they entered it from paper into computer

The Mystery Of Love By Trisha Naidu
The mystery of love I sit a wonder how it is possible I always thought Life was so complicated Things always changed nothing stayed the same I understood the people grow and move away However, the pain that brewed after was not tolerable I locked my feelings inside and wanted to throw away the key You came into my life and turned everything around You made it sound so easy You took that pain and turned it to love You pushed me to be the best I can You changed my soul from worst to best They say there are angels, I never believed Today I believe you are my angel You never let me cry a single tear You chased away all my fears You have given me life again You made it magical You made me believe again

La Dee Duh
Well.. I guess I shouldn't have things bother me lately , but I have so much that I am thinking about that I feel like a ticking time bomb. I am losing my patience, and money on one thing, losing my mind on many other things. I can't say one thing lately that is bothering me or or say anything That something I get mad of because 1 thing that bothers me with a passion. I can't help it if I can't do something , or say things right because of how my mind works... If you really knew me, my feelings and gave a rats butt.. that person(s) wouldn't think it is on them... Mostly, I can take a few joking aside... But if it is constantly... then the other part of my mind works and might get irritated or mad. Normally, I don't care... but if I FEEL pushed I do. I can joke with the rest of them... I can take a lot of being joked on..,, but Like I said if constantly on a certain matter I feel strongly? I am usually the person who would either say nothing or leave if i get fed

My Idea For A Very Stupid Fu-prank. (might Be Influenced By Lack Of Sleep And Several Meds Hitting At Once)
My Stupid Fu-Prank: Step One: Make flashing Prof GIF that just keeps saying "Will he succumb to the maddening urge to push a single button?" , "The beautiful shiny button" , "The green candy-like button". Step Two: Change Profile name to "SpAcE mAdNeSs" Step Three: Get 2 consecutive HH's and some ability bling Step Four: Get to conspirators willing to go as "Commander Ren" and "Cadet Stimpy", if possible, a 3rd as "My Beloved Ice Cream Bar" to assist in the blatant promotion of my page for the HH. Step Five: Set stat to "YOU FOOL, YOU PUSHED THE HISTORY ERASE BUTTON!!!" Step Six: See how many people GET the joke, and how many times history got reset. I am a very strange man....

Short Story
you wake up in the morning thinking about the day ahead of you, you get ready, pore some coffee take a shower and get ready for work. you get to work sit at your desk and go threw the same stuff as yesterday. your brake comes along, you walk to the corner cafee and get the same thing as the day before, sit in the same spot and stair at the same street signs as every other day. you think to yourself, "i do the same thing everyday, i never change". so you get up and take one step to go across the street and BAM!! you get hit by a car, sometimes changing things are bad!! rofl

Don'ts For Lounges
Do to some repeat questions, thought we would set the record straight as to what is NOT allowed in a lounge.... 1. NO Tip jars for the DJ or other staff members 2. NO Soliciting or any logos for ANY other site (including server hosts) 3. NOONE is allowed to use fubar for monetary gain...if anyone (server hosts for example) tries to talk money and pricing please link them to a bouncer to be turned in. 4. NO bulletins or promos bashing other lounges or members, however you may link lounges as "sister lounges" as you please. 5. You may post rules, but those rules must not contain NSFW language unless you are an NSFW lounge. 6. You CANNOT remove the fubar logo and HH sponsor at the top, or the TOS and other stuff at the bottom of ANY lounge for ANY reason 7. If you choose to have cams, we recommend you make your lounge NSFW unless you are 100% sure that no one will do anything on cam that can be considered NSFW (strip teases and cleavage shots, simple flashing even) 8. Videos may

Buffy St Marie - Bad End
You'd better watch yourself That's what people say It's too late for that I believe I've had my day Oo, I've had a hard time With this soft thing of mine Seems like bad boys always Knew how to get through to me Blow my mind And I believe I'm coming to a bad end Oh. I believe I'm coming to a bad end A bad end Mmm there was a time I was okay And yo I loved to baby him Do anything he say Then he start to turn on me And it ain't no fun no more Now there's bruises in the bed at night Needles in the drawer There's blood all in the mirror And there's strangers at the door And I believe I'm coming to a bad end Bad end A bad end Aah, coming to a bad end I'm coming to a bad end Oh, bad end I believe I'm coming to a bad end

Name Funnies
Something I happen across. 20 Worst names ever. Here's the link to the site which has pictures of most of the people: http://www.heavy.com/comedy/2010/06/the-20-worst-names/ For those that can't be bothered with links, here's the names: Chew Kok Knight, Jed I (actually, that's pretty awesome) Gaye Males Judy Swallows Charley Willard Horse Dick (you should click the link above and view this one - trust me on that) Robert Fagot Mahboobeh Mister Love (sex offender) Natalia Vagina Mike Litoris Rusty Kuntz Oliver Loser (guess he was born a Loser) Jack Goff Barre C. Dumas Willie Stroker B. J. Cobbledick Anass Afadass Anass Rhammar Jesus Condom Batman Bin Suparman What else can I say after that?

Lies
im the tomato to ya sauce i can be cooked in low heat or i can be extremely hot now lets eat this my tasty version of a late night treat haha laughs and clowns are left without a frown now pick up ya shit and get the fuck outa my town this is for the hustlas and thieves and pple who believe in a betta life and fuck equality do i really have 2 do this or you just a fool that got schooled in every subject and u might wanta pick up ya jaw cause i gota lay down the law noone eva fucks wit me unless they wanta have a free trip to the infirmary cause you just kept runnin ya mouth and to the bitches that are down in the south fuck you hoes im out but if u neva met me then feel free to holla cause im a playa and i gota make my dollas you understand me now i know you bitch u think your the shit but u just a clown sayin uhhh whats that i just dont give a fuck now i told you im gona live until i get brought down u aint eva gona be able to touch me cause ya so full shit i think u got some brown i

How To Find Women's Special Occasion Dresses
Every girl, every women, when take part in Special Occasion, she wants to look beautiful. While wearing Special Occasion Dresses, no matter Cheap Homecoming Dresses, Cheap Little Black Dresses, Cheap Plus Size Wedding Dresses or Cheap Prom Dresses, no matter what kind of Special Occasion, should be chosen attentively. One of the most important ways to make sure the special occasion dress you crave is right for you is to do your homework. Know your body type. Every woman's magazine has articles on what to wear for your frame, so get a magazine at the news stand or the library and read up on it. This will save you countless hours of frustration when you try on the dress you've been drooling over and come to find out it looks better on the mannequin than youFind a seamstress and a good dry cleaner. It can be your grandmother or the most expensive tailor on the block if you choose.If you want something unique, scour thrift shops or consignment shops with a friend. Many special occasion dr

Random Thoughts
Ever wonder how guys have a fuk it switch and girls are consumed by emotions?Ever wonder if one day it will all be okay? Ever wonder what the purpose in life is?Ever wonder how long our lifetime will last? People have a million random thoughts... No one person can answer every question....

Indonesian Chicken With Garlic And Peanut
Indonesian Chicken with Garlic and Peanut Butter Sauce 3-4 lb frying chicken 2 Tbsp peanut oil 1 small onion 3 large garlic cloves 1 tbsp soy sauce juice of ½ lemon 2 tsp sambal oeulek (Sambal Ulek (Oelek) Chili (bright red, thin and sharp tasting). Some types of this variant call for the addition of salt or lime into the red mixture. Oelek is a Dutch spelling which in modern Indonesian spelling has become simply Ulek; both have the same pronunciation. Ulek is Indonesian special stoneware derived from prehistoric household kitchenware that is still being used actively in most Indonesian kitchens, particularly in Java. It is a stone pestle (called ulekan) with a mortar (ulek-ulek) made from an old and matured bamboo root, that is used for crushing chilies, peppers, shallots, peanuts, and other kinds of ingredients. 1 cup warm water ½ cup smooth, natural peanut butter Cut the chicken into serving pieces. Sauté it in a large skillet, in the oil, over moderately high heat f

Rosemary And Garlic Burgundy
Rosemary and Garlic Burgundy 4-5 sprigs of rosemary 4 cloves garlic, peeled and halved 1 ½ cups Burgundy Place rosemary and garlic in a 1 pint jar. Pour wine over and cover. Store in a cool, dark place for at least 2 weeks before testing flavor. Use ½ cup with 3 Tbsp olive oil, 1 Tbsp lemon juice and 1 tsp freshly ground black pepper as a marinade for beef. (Herbed-Wine Cuisine.)

Garlic Rosemary Potato Chips
Garlic Rosemary Potato Chips 3 lbs potatoes, scrubbed but do not peel 8 cloves garlic, peeled & put through a press 4 Tbsp fresh rosemary leaves ½ cup olive oil salt & coarse grind black pepper Cut the washed and scrubbed potatoes into ¼" thick slices. Into a food processor, put the garlic, rosemary and olive oil. Pulse on & off to chop the rosemary and garlic finely. Line a baking sheet with foil and brush lightly with the rosemary flavored oil. Then lay the potato slices in one layer on top of the foil. Brush again with the rosemary-garlic oil. Sprinkle with salt & pepper. Turn and do the same thing to the other side. Bake in a 350 degree oven for 15 minutes – turn the potatoes and bake until they are lightly browned. Remove from oven and drain potatoes on paper towels. Serve while still warm. (Mad for Garlic)

Earthy Garlic Soup
Earthy Garlic Soup 2 heads garlic 8-10 oz day-old country style white bread 1 Tbsp olive oil kosher salt and freshly ground pepper 1 Tbsp chopped, fresh flat-leaf parsley Separate the garlic cloves and smash, peel and coarsely chop them. Remove and discard the bread crusts, and cut the bread into 1-inch pieces. Put it in a saucepan with the garlic and 5 cups water. Cover and bring to a boil. Reduce the heat to a simmer, and cook for 20-30 minutes, until the bread starts to disintegrate. Transfer the mixture to a food processor. Add the olive oil and process until smooth, about 2 minutes. Season to taste with salt and pepper, garnish with parsley and serve hot. (Tonics)

Garlic Ice Cream
I seriously suggest not making this if you are a vampire, lol. Not for the weak at heart, more something for the daring individual. Garlic Ice Cream 3 (750 ml) cups whole milk ½ tsp (2 ml) finely chopped garlic 1 vanilla bean, split in half 1 cup (250 ml) heavy cream 1 ½ cups (375 ml) sugar 9 egg yolks Put milk, garlic and vanilla in a saucepan. Bring to a boil and remove from heat. Blend the cream, sugar, and egg yolks in a mixing bowl. Strain the scalded milk into the egg and sugar mixture, stirring constantly. Return the combined mixture to the pan and stir continuously over moderate heat until it coats the back of a spoon, about 10 to 15 minutes. Cool in an ice bath and freeze until firm. Serves 4 to 6.

Life
Life There are many times that ive sat awake and woundered whats the point... Then i look back on the little things i miss about people that have made mine so wounderous Oh man, i wounder if im in some of those peoples thoughts about their own lives The thing is, I wish i didnt take so much for granted, there are so many memorable things i wont get back Like the way someone makes you feel when your tree is on its last leaf... So many times ive woundered if ill ever get some of those feelings back But all the good things ive done for people always come back somehow I wish i hadnt made myself so distant to those i cherished, now i can only hope the feelings make out alive Point of the matter is dont take the little things for granted, because youll never know when youll get that chance back!

Broken Soul
Devotion, Unconditional Love, The ring of eternity I offered your finger. You saved me from the darkness and once again showed me happiness, but now you've taken it from me. Was it all for nothing? My family and friends, their strangers to me. You were my only reason to breath, I gave you every fibe of my being. The last shard of my shattered heart, I gave to you to mend and you did nothing but step on it. The festering hate and the boiling rage, a broken mind that is sick. It's all returning like before. I don't want to live this way. What's to stop me from putting the bullet in my head now? I hope he makes you happy, but now I have to think. I have to come up with a reason not to use the bullet and right now? I have nothing. I hope your happy, because if I go to hell. I have no doubt I'll see you there soon!!

[madness, Is Like Gravity - All It Needs Is A Little Push]
Chapter One.[Do I look like a guy with a plan? You know what I am? I'm a dog chasing cars. I wouldn't know what to do with one if I caught it, you know? I just Do things.][He who fights with monsters might take care lest he thereby become a monster. And if you gaze for long into an abyss, the abyss gazes also into you.]Normalcy. Weirdness. The only people who try to be *weird*, who say that they are *weird*, are weird, because they're being dishonest and going for the *money*, for want of a better word. No, they're trying, and trying is dishonest. It's hard to explain, in a way that can be understood with the English language. It's more of a fluid stream of consciousness. The point is, really, it's all relative. There is no Normal and no Weird. [When the going gets Weird, the Weird turn Pro]It's all so convoluted, but in this world with a million different possible personalities, how can anyone be considered *weird*? It's all just - different shades of Normal. Especially in this countr

I Suffer Slowly
Dearest Agony Please, just let go of me Take the time to steal my breath Please set my heart free Shove me down to lift me up I suffer slowly Can I survive This pain that kills?? Must I keep waking with.. You by my side, dear Agony??

Love And Growth
Relationships have a big learning curve... If you're not willing to learn, to change, to grow as person... it will never work. Relationships are a work in progress. Just "loving" someone is not enough. You need to work at it everyday. You have to put your ego away. As Bob Dylan said "...Swallow your pride. You will not die. It's not poison". True love is selfless... but.... There has to be a balance. My parents met on Valentine's Day 55 years ago. This August, they will celebrate their 53rd anniversary. I'm still trying to figure out the secret, but they teach me something new every day. Love isn't always a fairy tale, it isn't always what we see in the movies. Sometimes, it's just two soulmates, 50+ years, sitting on a porch holding hands, and knowing what life is all about :)

Man Steals A Sinner.
I've had this same cigar for over three months.Guess I'm just not finding an excuse to celebrateor to sit on an overgrown hot stoop with nothing else to doMaybe take a big terrifying look into that reflective empty blue.Between the thick itch of 8 to 5and the cold melodrama of single lifeI learned to live without.No solution. No protection.Just another sieve filled.Clogged and exhaustedevery other line left brokenevery other piece tracedtraded denial for resolutionand resolution came down like a welterweight championall speedall thunderall contact.What would I be today?A vacant smile on leather sandlesobliviouscomplacentfedself actualizedservicedrespectedloved.A tiny adventurer in one arma universe of mystique and tales in the passenger seat?Carousels and disneylandall the promise and pageantry of protracted progenation every curly haired moppet a princessevery wife a domesticated goddess.Just a logic map of a daydream.One that lingers despite its inability to satisfy or suit me.

Tits Magee's August Dream Auction
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I Really Don't Understand...
So I'm just sitting here thinking...like always it seems...and I got rather confused, so if anyone can give me some insight it would help. Ok so here goes...I get that some women are whores and men too, but if u find that one person that is head over heals for you...why would you go seeking the greener grass (and yes this means both men and women)? I could never really grasp this...are there really people out there that are never meant to be with just one person? Or is it just an ego thing...are we really that insecure that we have to see if others are interested. Ok end of my little vent...lol

About Me
Born; 10 December, 1962. Released from hospital 21 December, 1962, I was very sick from birth. My inner strength (Qi/Chi/Chai) bouyed me over as much as possible. Male. 6' 3½", 295#. Multi-tonal brown hair w/ lots of grey, over hazel (multicolor) eyes. Northern European ancestry, mainly Welch & German. But since Northern Europe was part of a series of conquoring, I can trace my roots back to Africa through the Romans who conquored, pillaged, raped and murdered both sides of my family. 'Son of Wolf' is not a made up moniker, it is a translation of my Welsh surname. Similarly my affinity for dragons or 'Drachen' is also related to my Welsh ancestry. Born and raised in New Jersey, U.S. of A. Now living with my GF Diana. Which brings us to; Taken! Seriously, I'm taken. Even if I wasn't, I am not available. *I reiterate, I do not want to be with you, get with you, hook up with you or freak with you, It's simple, I am not available. If this is what you want... Thank You, but please move a

2fer
andrethegiant: hey 7:59pm andrethegiant: u wanna see me hard 8:05pm Suga Lips: LMFAOOOOOOOOOOOO it's not some kind of trick, you know Them there's this guy *eye roll* (FYI: my husband never read the conversation, I just felt like throwing it in there to see what this moron would say.) virtuousma...: you there? 7:24pm Suga Lips: Yes 7:26pm virtuousma...: ok 7:34pm virtuousma...: why so quiet? 7:35pm Suga Lips: just bored 7:35pm virtuousma...: why? 7:36pm Suga Lips: Nothing going on 7:37pm virtuousma...: need action? 7:38pm Suga Lips: It's 9:40pm, I dont think I'm going anywhere lol 7:39pm virtuousma...: are you in a playing mood? 7:40pm

Mummers
Somehow, when I wasn't looking. I became a true mummer. Mummers must make comments to strangers, or even friends, and voice their opinions.--wanted or not--in any forum that lets them type in a comment. The comments can be funny, sarcastic, clever or nasty. A poster is pretty much at the mercy of the mood of the writer. Anything can and does happen in mumms. I recently became aware it was a real part of who I am. My job blocked access to anything truely fun on the internet. Some jackoff was looking at porn at work & ruined it for everyone. All streaming media, chat methods, and online communities have been blocked. Even e-mail is gone. All I can do is read the news, look things up, and Ebay. Some of you may be readers of the "OMG" page. It is celebrity news & photos. There are places under the pictures and stories for people to voice their opinions. I have found that because I have no access to Fubar all day, I spend WAY more time than I should in that site making comments (base

Marriage
MARRIAGE When I got home that night as my wife served dinner, I held her hand and said, I've got something to tell you. She sat down and ate quietly. Again I observed the hurt in her eyes. Suddenly I didn't know how to open my mouth. But I had to let her know what I was thinking. I want a divorce. I raised the topic calmly. She didn't seem to be annoyed by my words, instead she asked me softly, why? I avoided her question. This made her angry. She threw away the chopsticks and shouted at me, you are not a man! That night, we didn't talk to each other. She was weeping. I knew she wanted to find out what had happened to our marriage. But I could hardly give her a satisfactory answer; she had lost my heart to Jane. I didn't love her anymore. I just pitied her! With a deep sense of guilt, I drafted a divorce agreement which stated that she could own our house, our car, and 30% stake of my company. She glanced at it and then tore it into pieces. The woman who had spent ten years of her life

Politically Incorrect▬●ΑΘΕΟΣ
Disclaimer: If you are easily offended by idiocy then I urge you to not continue, this blog shall keep the original language in a non-politically correct way the person said them in. It is not meant to offend any one, but if you are easily offend, please take your box of crayons, that coloring book, that plastic helmet and proceed to the myspace kiddy corner check out line... thank you. Blogging Buffoon Activated Since spinoza dumb ass is too fucking slow to do a blog the silly bitch asked me to do one.Okay here goes, it has recently come to my attention that because I am an atheist, I am a judgmental prick who will burn in hell.What was my remark that got this theist so riled up? What was my "judgmental" remark? Well I simply made the TRUE statement that the being known as god is a subjective entity... with me making a statement about a subjective being, I was judging him.Oh yes, I am also "assuming" that religious people and atheist see each other as delusional.. um, that is n

To
As I hear it in the Grape Vine someone has arrived. Nothing but Pain and Suffering. Time for me to vacate the premises, but unlike another, I'm not going to just keep on walking. The Vine says, this whoever, intends to take something away from my Master. Away and destroy what is needed. My part won't be needed. Norio, time to say Good Night, and leave it be. Good Night Norio

Things On My Mind Lately
Okay, just been having things on my mind lately at random so I thought I'd share. 1. Why do ppl tear up like eating areas in cafe's and such but complain about some leaving a room dirty at home? 2. If you explain something to someone that didn't happen a way they assume and now think happened, why do they still get mad and not speak knowing that you're not that kind of person? 3. Just kinda wondering why people like to act like complete asses at your job but they expect everyone to act like they HAVE to respect you at theirs? Same in general as far as treatment goes too. Will add more later when I remember....

Remember
Remeber, Norio, from dust you came and unto dust you return. I replied, Amen, Father. Did ya ever consider God? God The motavating factor within m,e might be, God? We are at war with pricipalities and it's powers. Where does that even come from? Look up a fella by the name of Saul. Glory to God N

Probably
I probaly have written this before, but here it goes: Heaven, Paradise, the Garden of Eden, also known as Gan Eden, exists in Jewish thought, the spiritual Garden of Eden is a place where souls are rewarded by being in God's presence. Hell, Purgatory, Gehinnom: does exist in Jewish thought, it is a temporary state of souls not feeling the presence of God, the longest a soul is there is for eleven months. Reincarnation, Gilgul: Does exist in normative Jewish thought, but is not a main point. Gilgul is for those in their past life or lives before they go to Gan Eden ,need to repair something in their souls. So when someone tells me there is no heaven or Hell or Reincarnation in Jewish thought, they are either being ingenuous, ignorant, or altogether stupid!

If You're A Juggalo Please Copy And Paste This To Your Page! The Whole World Of Juggalos Needs To See This Message From Violent Jay.
"This shit is soo true we need to love this family more!" -JUGGALOZ- Sorry to be all deep and serious but i got lots of shit on my mind. I'm tired of everything and everybody. The only thing i give a shit about in this hell we call a world is my Juggalo Family. The Carnival saved my life and my soul. My Juggalo Pride is the best thing that ever happened to me. It's starting to scare me for the fact when I sit back and actually observe the juggalo world, It seems like its going down hill. It seems to me that a lot of ninjas are out for self and trying to prove whos a bigger juggalo that who. There is no big or small juggalo. We are all the same. It doesn't take $4,000 is psychopathic merchandise to be a juggalo. Just because I got an old school mostastless jersey doesn't make me any better than a ninja with only one t-shirt. Being a juggalo is whats in your heart not whats on you clothes. I've seen juggalos callin each other juggahoes over spots in line at shows. That's BULLSHIT! Does

"mirror" Fringe Review (5 Star)
Hello People, Janey here, I got my first review in for my show The Godley Hour at the Edinburgh Fringe. Janey Godley - The Godley Hour By John Nicholson on August 7, 2010 9:30 AM in Edinburgh Festival Fringe You'll find people from all over the world at the Fringe from all different backgrounds, races and creeds. But one of the most noticably absent ethnic minorities is the over-40 white working class woman, as Janey herself observes.Her distinctive Glaswegian voice is always a welcome breath of fresh proletarian air in the middle-class fog and her informal, chatty style gives her performance an intimacy lacking in so many comedians who desperately want to be somebody or something. However, distinctive voice or not, you still need to be funny. And Janey is. Very funny. Perhaps especially so for the older members of the audience. A few of the students present may not have had the life experience to fully appreciate her wicked and hilarious insights into every day exist

For You...
I sense you're out there... You MUST be real. When seeing your smile gets my heart racing, how when I feel your touch I am complete. I ache for you to be real. Are you out there searching for me? I am incomplete without you, I rushed and settled for less and that's only torn us further apart. Yet I have hope...hope that we are meant to be together and in that we will find each other..Until then I am left to dream of you...hope to be with you....Until then...we're left waiting and dreaming of each other....All I have is the fantasies I create in my mind of us together....these are my love letters to you....

Ache
My sweet....I ache for you...My mind breaks in the silence of waiting for you, tumultuous thoughts eroding away at my heart as i yearn for just one touch, the taste of your lips, the feeling of your arms around me.When i close my eyes...all i see is you...i miss you yet we haven't even met... The longing in me goes unwanted,unwarranted and bruised.Do you think of me...as i think of you...waking up in passionate sweat seeing my face, but i am not there...Come to me...i need you...

Missing You...
It's when I close my eyes that I am with you....Your eyes skimming my bodyYour hands caressing my flushed skinYour strong arms pulling me close to your pleasuring physiqueYour lips passionately stroking mine in an erotic rhythm My mind lost in a daze of sensationMy body submissive to your controlMy heart racing in a flurry of butterflies with nervous excitementThe deepest part of me aching for you to give me release...Never wanting to open my eyes again..

Darkness...
Darkness enters...my mind is fogged...scared and confused...feeling lost.What do I do now? My heart is open...bruised by thoughts..Left to the blackness of the unknown...emotions scattered...givin out like a seeping wound...Yearning...unanswered...Wanting...unreciprocated...Loneliness replacing all that is left....Emptiness resides...as I wait....Hoping in you...

How Ironic Things Have Become
Lindsay Lohan, 24, gets her name and face all over the news because she went to jail. But did you hear about any of the following? Justin Allen, 23, Brett Linley, 29, Matthew Weikert, 29, Justus Bartett, 27, Dave Santos, 21, Chase Stanley, 21, Jesse Reed, 26, Matthew Johnson, 21, Zachary Fisher, 24, Brandon King, 23,

Don't You Need By Melissa Etheridge
I had a dream late last night The water was running low And my fields were on fire, burning my sky My body was moving slow And when I awoke I tasted the sweat of desire in my mouth And I realized my heart had abducted my mind And they were last seen headed south Now I can't sleep I'm so wired And I find myself screaming out Don't you need don't you want Can't you taste it when you're alone Don't you cry don't you feel Sometimes I wonder if you are real Don't you bleed Don't you need There's no quenching the thirst there's no relief For the hungry at heart And as far as you're concerned I'm just a thief Entertaining in the dark But it's you that holds the cards Now that the joker is wild Don't you want to lay it down And feel your skin against the ground Don't you want to ride the storm And then sleep inside the calm Don't you want to get that high Don't you want to be satisfied Well if you don't want it from me Don't you need I had a dream late last night The water was running low

Are You A Nerd Or A Geek?
You Are a Nerd You are a total brainiac, and you are really hardcore about sticking to your quirks. You don't want to change who you are. You may have a bit of trouble fitting in, but that's fine with you. You like to spend time alone. You have enough interests to keep you occupied for years. You do have a few fellow travelers that you're close to, and they're as big of nerds as you are. Are You A Nerd or a Geek? Blogthings: Quizzes and Tests and Memes, Oh My!

The Train Set
"The Train Set" Little Johnny was in the living room playing with his train set while his mother was in the kitchen getting dinner ready. Johnny would take his train around the track and stop then announce "all you mother fuckers getting on get on and all you mother fuckers getting off get off". Johnny's mommy thought she heard johnny say these bad words but wasn't sure so she listened and sure enough she heard Johnny announce "all you mother fuckers getting off get off and all you mother fuckers getting on get on". Johnny's mom rushed in the room and told Johnny that he was to go to his room and think about the language he was using and not to come down from his room till he figured it out. So Johnny goes to his room and remains there for over an hour. Finally he comes down and tells his mother that he knows what he did wrong and it won't happen again. So Johnny's mommy says "ok go play and don't let me hear those words again". So Johnny goes back to the living room and takes his tr

Polish Divorce
Polish Divorcemark as unreadPolish man moved to the USA and married an American girl. Although his English was far from perfect, they got along very well until one day he rushed into a lawyer's office and asked him if he could arrange a divorce for him - "very quick." The lawyer said that the speed for getting a divorce would depend on the circumstances, and asked him the following questions: LAWYER: "Have you any grounds?" POLE: "JA, JA, acre and half and nice little home." LAWYER: "No," I mean what is the foundation of this case?" POLE: "It made of concrete." LAWYER: "Does either of you have a real grudge?" POLE: "No, we have carport, and not need one." LAWYER: "I mean, what are your relations like?" POLE: "All my relations still in Poland." LAWYER: "Is there any infidelity in your marriage?" POLE: "Ja, we have hi- fidelity stereo set and good DVD player." LAWYER: Does your wife beat you up?" POLE: "No, I always up before her." LAWYER: "Is your wife a nagger?" POLE: "N

What Flavor Lemonade Are You?
You Are Cranberry Lemonade You are sassy and snarky. You are full of attitude. You may be a bit sharp and sour at times, but you're always lively. You bring a bit of zing to every occasion. You are loud, honest, and spirited. You love to tell it like it is. You're one of a kind, and people love that about you. What Flavor Lemonade Are You? Blogthings: Discover the Parts of Your Personality that Have Been Hiding

The Barking Dog
The Barking Dogmark as unreadA blonde and her husband are lying in bed listening to the next door neighbor's dog. It has been in the backyard barking for hours and hours. The blonde jumps up out of bed and says, "I've had enough of this". She goes downstairs. The blonde finally comes back up to bed And her husband says "The dog is still barking, What have you been doing?" The blonde says, "I put the dog in our backyard, let's see how THEY like it!

What Had Happened Was...
So, to keep from having to say the same thing over and over, let me explain. Somehow my old account got deleted last night. I do not know why it happened. I remade my profile and all that jazz. Maybe it wont happen again.

Why Cops Love Smartphones
Smartphones are overtaking the regular cell phone. They are popular because they can do so much. You can surf the web, take pictures or videos, text, GPS and oh yeah you can actually make and receive phone call on it. But, did you know that the cops are very interested in Smartphones too? The reason is Smartphone have all the information stored that they will need to determine what you are up to. All that information is stored in your Smartphone and can be retrieved, even months later. So, if you are doing something your not supposed to be doing, don’t use your Smartphone. For the whole story http://www.foxnews.com/scitech/2010/08/07/smart-crooks-dont-use-smartphones/ BlastFM can be linked to your Smartphone. So you can listen while you are going about your business. Isn’t that cool? www.live365.com/stations/blastcasterfm

What's Goin' On? By 4 Non Blonds
25 years and my life is still Trying to get up that great big hill of hope For a destination I realized quickly when I knew I should That the whole world's MADE UP OF this brotherhood of man FOR whatever that means And so I cry sometimes when I'm lying in bed Just to get it all out, what's in my head And I, I am feeling a little peculiar And so I wake in the morning and I step outside And I take A deep breath and I get real high And I scream from the top of my lungs, What's goin' on And I say hey.... hey.... I said hey, what's goin' on And I say hey.... hey.... I said hey, what's goin' on Ooh, Ooh, Oooohh, Oooohh, what's up... Ooh, Ooh, Oooohh, Oooohh, what's up...

War Wounds
Tears stream down his ,face, hot rivers trailing the lines and scars from years of fighting for king and country. Never turning from a battle, never flinching from a cut inflicted upon his war torn body. Yet this woman has wounded him more deeply then any sword could. making a whole in his heart and soul that brings the greatest man to his knees. Destroying him with a single sentence that that shatters every hope and dream he ever had. All he ever fought for, all he ever knew is destroyed by the one person he choose to open his heart to. Nothing can save him from this injury. Nothing can preserve his life for he has no will to live. He has no reason to exist without the woman he loves by his side. He has no reason to fight anymore, all because he is not loved. Without her he is nothing, an empty shell, a lost cause...

So Disgusted At This Point...just Trying To Copy Passenger Lyrics...
Ok...it can't be done unless I type it out myself.....which of course I refuse to do because it is ridiculous.....you will just have to look up the lyrics yourself

Part 3 I Am Not Evolved From A Monkey ..etc..lol How Is That For Being Lazy!!! Hey It's Sunday !!!
I received a message from someone yesterday saying that I am not being specific enough on this blog. I wrote back and told him I can operate a wheelbarrow and everything else is instinct and intuition. Those of you that follow my thinking, and I have a huge amount of sympathy for you and don't think there is a cure for that, understand the point I was trying to make to this man. We are talking about issues and facts that are sitting right in front of our face. So I am not going to bore you with the scientific theories about evolution. I am going to point out that science has discovered a species called dinosaurs and that the Bible, the Koran and most other religious texts say nothing about them. Not particularly scientific but true. As we talked about yesterday, it is clear there is some order to the universe. As a friend pointed out this morning in a message, if the moon and its orbit was off just a fraction things would be as romantic as they are when we stand on the beach wi

Bounty Hunter Hall Of Fame 5
{DVA} Sidewinder just KILLED almost there and collected a bounty of $3,808,200,000, with $685,476,000 going to turf tax! {DVA} Hattori H... just KILLED I hunt mice, I ... and collected a bounty of $1,876,952,000, with $337,851,360 going to turf tax! {DVA} Sidewinder just KILLED [SP]Berry Mowgl... and collected a bounty of $1,099,259,000, with $197,866,620 going to turf tax! {DVA} Sidewinder just KILLED RaZnCoX and collected a bounty of $2,433,777,000, with $438,079,860 going to turf tax! {DVA} Sidewinder just KILLED THE VIPER and collected a bounty of $2,366,040,000, with $425,887,200 going to turf tax! {DVA} Sidewinder just KILLED ~DP~Shock Trooper and collected a bounty of $2,311,670,000, with $416,100,600 going to turf tax! {DVA} Hattori H... just KILLED The Wizard and collected a bounty of $2,748,740,000, with $494,773,200 going to turf tax! {DVA} Sidewinder just KILLED mack daddy and collected a bounty of $3,223,144,000, with $580,165,920 going to turf tax!

Nepal Trek Info
The best way to experience Nepal’s unbeatable combination of natural beauty and cultural riches is to walk through them. The immense contrasts in altitudes and climates found here support an equally spectacular mix of lifestyles, vegetation types and wildlife. Trekking in the mountains of Nepal is more a cultural experience than a wilderness expedition. You will be passing through picturesque villages inhabited by diverse ethnic groups. You will see Chhetri farmers working in their fields and Tamang herders grazing their animals on the steep slopes. You will meet Gurkha soldiers home on leave and come across Sherpa yak drivers transporting goods over the high mountain passes. And always in the background, the icy pinnacles of the Himalaya loom over the scenery. Trekking in Nepal is an all season activity. It is possible at any time of the year depending on where one wishes to go. However, the most popular season are spring (February - May ) and autumn (September-November). Even d

Gettin Nekkid On Serene Sunday
Join me for my Serene Sunday show at 8am est. Get connected & happy listening and stay Nekkid! http://st1.webradioworld.net:8258/ Did you know you could connect from our website? Go to www.nekkidradio.net and listen to us any time you'd like!!!!

A Late Drunken Wonder
SO i jst got back and i can't stop thinking that i probably should not have drank what i had. Thinking is a constant thing lately and there's nothing i can do about it i hate it but it doesnt stop. I can't wait for the day where i can look into his eyes and tell him i love him hold him close and be there for him when he needs me, he makes me smile each and everyday doesn't even have to try..the way he makes me feel is unbelievable and i really dont care what people say he makes me happy so fuck off and leave it alone he's my dream come true and i'm glad he's who he is there is nothing i would change if i had the choice... HAHAH Random check list... Does he make you smile [XX] Does he make you blush [XX] Does he treat you right [XX] Is he there for you [XX] Can he make your heart race [XX] Does he make you wish you were in his arms [XX] Does he give you reason to live [XX] Does he protect you when he can [XX] Does he care [XX] Does he love you unconditionally [XX] Would

Life For A Life
Hide away your secrets burrow in your pain Throw out all the lies Rethink your every gain Was it really worth it Now seeing your end so clear Was it worth the sacrifice and every single tear Seeing the pain you put her through The lies screamed softly into her willing ears You knew her every wish and played off all her fears Just a young woman before you Begging for release No more then a child Begging you to love her please You took all you knew of her and used it to your advantage She will never be the same with the scars she now must brandish She tried to hide them silently but of this you would not let her Forcing your hand at ever step Controlling her very fate I love her more then you ever could But I was just too late I couldn't save her from her sacrifice and her unjustifiable self hate She's lying now so quietly Silence fills the room See the pain etched on so many faces All our nerves frayed so thin They all knew it was because of you She's

Menjokes
What do you call a man with half a brain? Gifted. What is the thinnest book in the world? "What Men Know About Women" How many men does it take to screw in a light bulb? One ... men will screw anything. How does a man take a bubble bath? He eats beans for dinner. What's a man's idea of foreplay? A half hour of begging. How can you tell if a man is sexually excited? He's breathing. What's the difference between men an government bonds? Bonds mature. How do you save a man from drowning? Take your foot off his head. What do men and beer bottles have in common? They are both empty from the neck up. How can you tell if a man is happy? Who cares? How many men does it take to change a roll of toilet paper? We don't know .... it's never happened. How are men and parking spots alike? The good ones are always taken and the ones left are handicapped. What is a man's idea of helping with the housework? Lifting his leg so you can vacuum. What's the difference between a man and E.T.? E.T. phoned hom

What If
What is it with Love That makes me then breaks me? When in love Do I truly love? Is it really love Or do I think that I love? Maybe I just love being in love Or love the idea of being in love? I spent my whole life chasing love. In the end the one thing I truly love Could just be the meir pursuit of lov

Hearts
You look for sun and i look for rain Were different people, were not the same The power of the sun I looked for treetops, you looked for caps Above the water, where the waves snap back I flew around the world to bring you back Ahh, the power of the heart You looked at me and i looked at you The sleeping heart was shining through, The wispy cobwebs that were breathing through The power of the heart I looked at you and you looked at me I thought of the past, you thought of what could be I asked you once again to marry me The power of the heart Everybody says love makes the world go round I hear a bubbling and i hear a sound Of my heart beating and i turn around And find you standing at the door You know me i like to dream a lot Of this and that and what is not And finally i figured out what was what It was the power of the heart You and me we sweat and strain The result is always the same You think somehow were in a game The power of the heart The power of the heart I think im dumb, i kn

Lost Love
The day that i was first scolded i was speechless. I just hung my head in shame. You turned your back and lefted the room. And made the same wounds in my heart. That's what we were like. They meet again somewhere today, those two people who understand each other. A tale of lost love is repeated again!! By Devilina Demoness Princess Of Darkness

Our Family Get To Know Us
Below is our family The founders of our family are: TFO Vicious @ fubar TFO CoDeKillEr the WHATEVER@ fubar The Members are: TFO Sexy Sabrini @ fubar TFO hells shapeshifter@ fubar TFO ZIGZ @ fubar TFO Kayla Khaos @ fubar TFO Stompy The Nice English Guy@ fubar TFO WIKED GOTHIC BYTCH@ fubar TFO PM and DJ BM @ fubar

Lessons Learned
this is what i have learned the hard way. maybe it can help someone not to make the same dreadful mistakes. a while ago i lost someone extreamly dear to my heart, do due no one but myself. and she left. it wasnt just my love that i scared away, she was my best friend. i was egotistical, stubborn, i had to be right all the damn time, i couldnt sdmit that i was wrong, and this led to arguments. like an addmission of guilt was a sign of weekness or something, its not, its a sign of maturity. and i wasnt right all the time, not even half the time. it was " i am man hear me roar", and it was very wrong. i didnt listen. she would offer advise, her point of veiw, and i was taken as critisizem. i let the little things bother me and get in the way. i would always talk about money, stupid. i brought aggravation from work home, and that was very wrong. the little things she asked me to do, like put another beer in the fridge after i grab one. and i couldnt do that. she told me that other guy cam

We Have Exited Milwaukee
We rolled out of Milwaukee early this morning with a group of riders we have never ridden with. Holy cow! After THREE food and top off stops in less than 2 hours we peeled off and rode like we wanted to, 80 mph. For 100+ miles at a time. They wanted to shop and eat but we had 500 miles to ride today. So we are sharing a hotel room with the other rider who knows how to go from Point A to Point B without a burrito stuffed in his mouth. We rode across Minn. today. We will go to Sturgis tomorrow and stay at our riding companion's brother's house. It was a great ride once we got away from the new riders with the food / shopping issues. No rain or tornados. No wild animals running in front of us. No moron drivers trying to send us to Heaven. Amen! I will try to blog tomorrow. Lisa Ann *Drama Queen*

Breaking The Raid
Flames kiss the night air with an angry his, the people run in panic as the raiders move through them killing them off one by one, they are not fighters. they are farmers, loggers, blacksmiths. Some fight back, most die trying.The women and children are rounded up, forced into wagons to be sold as slaves. The raiders don't even notice when he moves in amongst them, so calm as he begins praying and slaying, swinging his human bane blade it slices through them with ease. Using his shield Tandar Breaks the lock off the cage door and frees the women and children. he then turns towards the leader, a large half breed looking humanoid, obviously an ogre blend with those nasty yellow tusks jutting up from his lower jaw. The ogre grunts "little annoying worm I will crush your head!!!". Smiling Tander flicks his wrist and his shield is replaced by a glowing mace. The oger steps forward and Tandar raises his mighty mace into the air and rains holy fire onto the ogre. Screaming in pain the foul cr

Searching...
Moving through the dark, rain drizzles down around him. Not knowing where he is, or where he is going. Not really caring he just keeps walking, slowing every now and then to look at, a rock, or a bottle cap. Random stuff you would find anywhere. What is it he is searching for? Does he know? No, he just keeps walking, on and on in the dark searching for something he will never find...

Hey I Just Worked Something Out...
I think I realised how I get cravings now. I've been having a craving for baked goods craving for over a week now...and it all started off because of my cousin's stupid brownies. Normally I can't really stand eating sweet stuff...makes me feel sick (I prefer savoury food). So I never really eat chocolate and stuff blah...and then cos I don't normally eat it, I kinda forget about it. But then BAM my cousin gets me to help her make brownies and for the past week all I've been doing is craving brownies/cookies/muffins!!!! This happens to me when I eat junk too...I had a burger king a few days ago and I've been craving fries whereas normally it doesn't even occur to me to want them. :( God how am I going to survive university without getting obese? If I don't eat it often...then I won't think to eat it cos I forget. But at uni I will be surrounded by people who do eat that all the time and shops and places that sell that stuff.:(:(:(:(

Idle Thoughts...
Not going to write another poem about your jackass self not going to get all emo and week with self doubt just gonna write a bit about some funny things the amusements of a tired mind the passings of everything my son does the strangest things as any child does "shaves" naked with a plastic razor or starts the nuke on fire the smile that he brings to me can never be reduced the love of my child my shining light can never extinguished my boss is a different kind of fun and madness too who breaks into a door with a cake knife and then laughs along with you my friends they all rock my world as any will claim to do but mine really take the prize for putting up with me nothing else in life would ever be the same without these people here by me loving on the way things are even while filled with fear my families kind of... crazy... with one exception still my mother loves me deeply through all my faults and ill will standing beside me through all my up

Love, Cars, And Money
Lots of people talk about love, but I learn new things about what it really is quite often lately. For example, I spent this past week at my boyfriend's house, and was going to come home this morning because I have my son this weekend and wanted to be here when he got here. I loaded up my stuff I was bringing home, kissed him goodbye, and started to leave. I got about a block down the street and discovered my brakes were not working, so I turned around and went back. He thought I'd forgotten something (a normal occurance for me), but was quick to react when I told him about my brakes. He got on his hands and knees and looked at each tire for signs of brake fluid, and it took a bit of distracted discussion (and more searching) to find the leak was actually coming from the line almost directly below the drivers door. He put his plans for his weekend on hold to take me to get high pressure hose, clamps, and a tiny hack saw to try a cheap, temporary fix- just to get me home and to a

Long Roads And Tuff Life
the long roads and pass i have been down are not the greatest at times i know they will get ruff but when these times got to pick up and move as for a young simple man like i feel if you fuck up or screw up should atleast get one more chance before you hit the road at times if doesnt feel that you do and feels like goes up in smoke cuz of it and i hate it because things are hardly meant to be broken or crushed but it reality thats life to most people out that say there kinds of things of try to stretch the true from wat it really is and yet i see no difference from either one.

Dreams
As I walk threw the ashes stumbling as I continue to walk threw and I yet to fall to the ground crying in pain and sorrow and wondering why I must feel this way and what has lead my love life and decisions I made along the way to lead me in a past to ungreatful things. sometimes I wish that it could have been different. I could of choice a different path to my love life better or could of fix mistakes along the way to fix what I have did in the pass. as long days like these you cant fix what u screwed up in the pass and I try to build of it and be strong and move forward. Sometimes it gets hard and tuff but those are chances and toughness u go threw to build yourself to move forward and build a stronger but yet successful on to last as long u have a good well strong relationship that could last forever. As for some people could have dreams of different things or situations that could lead to thinking that the relationship u had was just a sign or telling u something from

Mystery
i wish there was more light out at night because one night i was outside talking and the moon was high in the sky and it was lovely outside and i like it. As I look in the sky many times then I have before I wonder if there is something out there that I have yet to discover and then again maybe one day that special star or someone will find me and I will be happier then I was before and it also might not seem like the tuff decision I made it the pass wont be as hard as they have been threw out these past few years of pain and sorrow I have been threw. To yet see the days of happeniess and all good things come back to me and care me away and show me ways out there and signs that could change the outcome and things I have did in the pass to build and fix along the way. many times I have looked into the sky either its day or night and I cont to sit and think if there many signs or something in the sky that could be pointing me in the right direction or some way to show it or

Life Of Mystery
When the light turn into black just before the dawn. Things have came to my mind on a lovely chilly night like this as I look into the stars. Yet I see my heart into the stars with a special someone next it and there it was all my life and the day I met this lovely beautiful attractive girl I know. As I carry on my walk I realize that why I felt bad that day and felt like I made a bad move because it was trying to worry about being what my god given soul and heart then what it was use for to love a woman and be there for a woman and etc. I wonder if I could apologize now before its too late and make up in some way as a special gift to show how much that girl means to me and prove I am not like the rest and not willing to crave for sex when at times it just happens that way. In many things can happen and fell that way when you don't think it will and everything. But in the end I hope that one day we are together and married. I will look back from this day and carry on.

Heartless
how many times can i decide what i want to do and at times its a hard diffcult challenge. when you have heart that has been threw hell and back and yet i wonder at times. i could find a good girl that i had in the pass or now that could show me what i have been missing or that passion love that i once had when everything was goin so good until it went upside down. many mix feelings are coming at you and they feel like they eatin you up inside and you dont know what to do or what you want to do when that time comes. hard times when they come out at once when you want to control thn and your anger comes out which leads to frustration and its hard mind set to go threw but in the long run that sometime you have to breath and give yourself time to get it together and go from there.

Empty And Alone
sometimes i look out there and seem like i always empty or i just havent found it. many times i have felt this way and alot of times i wish there was someone there there honestly would not care about how crazy my shit on my mind is. if there was someone there to hold me or hug me or anything like that when times come along then that could be something special to me. everytime before i speak i feel that maybe it could be something wrong or blown the wrong way where i know someone could be affected by it or hurt by it . but many things i say and about what i express is just basicly coming from me and noone else. im sure that atleast one person can have a someone to go to about these things and may have an answer or something to build off of instead of running other things in mind and less stress you have to put on before the end of the day.

2 Sided Heart
many things i have came into my life and yet there was things i screwed up along the way and many things i could of kept in my life. everyday that goes by me i sit there and think if it was worth trying for or worth dieing for over that little chance i had in my heart or the god gift of shining down on me and telling me some ways that i could change my life or start over.but i know somewhere in my heart and little knowing of the childish things i have done and foolish mistakes i made i know there people who are how there that feel like i do and i know there some people in my life know who they are and know what i have done this time around and many more other times threw out life. *sighs* yet i still want to change my ways many ways then one i have come to mind about it and yet in my heart is makes me feel black hearted and cold inside. those days i come to feel when i know things some of been done long time back and the motivation i need to keep me going everyday many pe

Treasure Maps
females are like treasure maps there is no x marks the spot you have to explore the hole body to find all of the hidden treasure's of pleasure for-filling passion an putting the fire back into pleasing the lady first in my books satisfying her every need an for-filling her mind an body nothing like leaving her squirming, moaning,wiggling in pleasure then my job is done there is no end to pleasing a lady explore an explore i love exploring i am a adventure exploring away i go using my huge long tongue an my feather like fingers women are like braille you have to feel everything

Please Read
I am making display 3 slide show pics , name tagges , bullys for lounges, fubar ids and i code lounges if you are intrested send me a private message or comment on this blog and i will get back to you make sure your shout box is on so i can get back to you for all its 500k for 1 it is 1k for 4 its 4k if you bling or a bling pack or a vip you get them free and doubled for bling packs and vip

Line Of
I'm told I need to buy fubucks. Anyone give me a line of credit? Work on it another time. Work of safety becomes harrassment whne it involoves persudo US Census workers. Lo, she came early May to get my name, birth date, and number. I have a eyewitness. They came few weeks ago and the minimum they should of had was my name, age, and number. No, I am not the offical person to see about any abandoned trailer. See the Borough, County, State, or The USA. Not me. To portray one's self as a Federal US Census worker is a Federal Crime. No, I don't have any pet's. Glory to God N

Random Stupidity...
Two stupid things I recently have done. While talking on my cell phone, I got in the car, and used my right hand to pull the door closed. The door slammed on my left elbow, with my left hand holding my cell to my face and I effectively punched myself in the mouth. I did an hour and a half on the treadmill, the friction of my shirt wore against my nipples. After a shower and a change to head to the pool, I sprayed some sunscreen on, which turns out is mostly alcohol based in spray cans, and omg the pain. Thank you, carry on.

Lover's
Back when we still called each other "(LOVERS)" that sea we visited...I went back there alone. And while searching for that place i had forgotten for so long,the sound of the waves were somehow soothing;I think im about to cry. By Devilina Demoness Princess Of Darkness

Love
The beauty within, flowing in the wind. Nothing but Love, stained with passion. The flight of the heart is the most one will ever take. Take Love with all your heart and all your soul, for Love will always win your heart!! By Devilina Demoness Princess Of Darkness

A Scammer Is Someone Who Lies About Something To Try And Get Your Money Or Other Things.what A Gem She Was For Scamming Me.i Applaud You
A scammer is someone who lies about something to try and get your money or other things.THis is a defintion of a scammer. I am going to post a conversation between me and a scammer but I have to take her name out because she whines to fubar even though it is nothing but the truth being told and they delete my blogs.I will tell you in private who it is and can also send the conversation with her name there.What I am posting below is only the scam not the full conversation and her so called real life husband come to me minutes before the scam started telling me that no one messed with him,so if I have any trouble to come to him,now thinking back I think there was a point to all of that,like in scaring me or getting me to keep my mouth closed and as I said before there is only one being that I am afraid of and that is God and with him I am strong.PERIOD!!! Scammer: Thank you hun! I love it! You talked to my hubby, I am going to ask you a favor...... if I can pay you back tonight with

I Love You By The Climax Blues Band
When I was younger man I hadn't a careFooling around, hitting the town, growing my hairYou came along and stole my heart when you entered my lifeOoh babe you got what it takes so I made you my wifeSince then I never looked backIt's almost like living a dreamAnd ooh I love youYou came along from far away and found me hereI was playing around, feeling down, hitting the beerYou picked me up from the floor and gave me a smileYou said you're much too young, your life ain't begun, lets wait for a whileAnd as my head was spinning aroundI gazed into your eyesAnd I thought ooh I want youThank you babe for being a friendAnd shining your light in my lifeCause ooh I need youAs my head was coming roundI gazed into your eyesAnd thought ooh I want youThanks again for being my friendAnd straightening out my lifeCause ooh I need youSince then I never looked backIt's almost like livin a dreamOoh I got youIf ever a man had it allIt would be meAnd ooh I love you"

[the Meat Of Kings]
It is at least100 outI was promised 85 high.So I'm quitting at the halfway point, snacking on some ceranno, getting my front yard done in 2 hours (1 hour of break to prevent heat stroke) is good for me even on an 85 degree day.I found a few beautiful things in my travels though.A conversion kit.$89 on an $80 kitmixed feelingsover 150 new parts. Hi Nu Full armor conversion.Now, there's a 1/144 conversion for the Full armor Nu Gundam from Bandai, there's a 1/144 and 1/100 conversion for Hi-NuIt looks about the same (different paint scheme, and not as many funnels)I have never seen a Hi-Nu full armor conversionalsokinda weirded out that I can find this on tatsu-hobbybut not the Rx-78 full armor conversionnot that I think I would use the RX full armor conversion.At least not on my G3. And ... you can just buy Full Armor Gundam as a standalone 1/100. No hacking of an RX-78. No expensive conversion.Also a conversion I wasn't aware of the Zeta II. I like it, but I'm

The Biggest Player On Fubar
Now, I know everyone hates players and hates to be play. But, tell me what would you do if you played by someone on here? I mean I think personally I am too much of trusting person. Which I don't know that good thing or bad thing? I like to think of myself of person that think about others however, after this experience i probably will never trust anyone on the internet again. Especaily Patrick883, the world biggest player so if anyone of my friends come across this guy my only advice is to stay away unless you want to be play. This guy goes for woman to woman tell them that his loves them and that he wants to marry them but he is nothing but a scammer that is out to break your heart and take all off money. And his so called gf who also on here is the biggest liar in the world. BTW also threaten to kill me. I think she be locked up but that not up to me . So fubar fans tell me what should i do and how i am ever going to be able to get pass this.

Eventual Consistency, Demystified.
Eventual consistency. If you're just entering the cloud realm, you've probably heard this term used before. So what is this strange concept? Imagine that you're passing a letter around in a circle and everyone is copying the note down before passing it on. Well, you start by passing a message to the first person (this will be your endpoint and the first node to receive the data). You can't get that data from the last person until they get the original letter, right? That's the basic concept of eventual consistency. In a system receiving data, the data is eventually up-to-date. So, how is this useful? Well, it's not for those that need something immediately availabile. Say you have a video game top 10 scores list that is supposed to get updated every so often. This would be great for an eventually consistent system, but running the actual game off of an eventually consistent system isn't. Why does this happen? Imagine an extremely fault-tolerant system that replicates data to numerous

Im Getting A Mac :)
So those of who just don't know what it is I do, I'm a student at TSTC Marshall double majoring in Multimedia Publishing and Webmastery. That being said, I got my hands on a MAC Book. What does this mean? MACs are the leader in graphic and video editing. So to celebrate this (and my going back to class starting August 30th) Anyone who comments on this blog will recieve a free image made by me. :D Will p.s.anyone who had pictures made from me before knows my work was never crappy.. but having a MAC Is so much better to make purdy stuff with :D

Everybody Hurts
*listening to this with my heart breaking for all that has been lost in my life & wondering why the hell it has to happen this way* When the day is long and the night, the night is yours alone,When you're sure you've had enough of this life, well hang on.Don't let yourself go, everybody cries and everybody hurts sometimes.Sometimes everything is wrong. Now it's time to sing along.When your day is night alone, (hold on, hold on)If you feel like letting go, (hold on)When you think you've had too much of this life, well hang on.Everybody hurts. Take comfort in your friends.Everybody hurts. Don't throw your hand. Oh, no. Don't throw your hand.If you feel like you're alone, no, no, no, you are not aloneIf you're on your own in this life, the days and nights are long,When you think you've had too much of this life to hang on.Well, everybody hurts sometimes,Everybody cries. And everybody hurts sometimes.And everybody hurts sometimes. So, hold on, hold on.Hold on, hold on. Hold on, hold on

Razors Edge
As I sharpen the razors edge, I think about my life, the heartbreak, the failure, the pain and suffering. wondering how I dealt with it for so long. I slice, and leave a clean line down the center. the pain is intense. the cut deep, blood on the keyboard, the blade, the desk. another cut. Thinking of her, thinking of all the things I have lost, my son, my daughter, my love, maybe soon my life. if I can find the courage to push a little deeper, a little harder. Nothing to live for, nothing to lose, no one to miss me when I am gone. Just another empty face on the internet. Another heart broke. Another story without a happy ending. Another soul crushed by itself like the snake that eats it's own tain I devour myself and leave nothing but a faint memory fading into the past....

Sorry
Oh I had alot to say Was thinking on my time away I miss you and things weren't the same 'Cause everything inside it never comes out right And when I see you cry it makes me wanna die. I'm sorry i'm bad, i'm sorry i'm blue I'm sorry about all the things I said to you And I know I can't take it back I love how you kiss, I love all your sounds And baby the way you make my world go 'round And I just wanted to say i'm sorry. This time I think i'm to blame It's harder to get through the days We get older and blame turns to shame 'Cause everything inside it never comes out right And when I see you cry it makes me wanna die. I'm sorry i'm bad, i'm sorry i'm blue I'm sorry about all the things I said to you [ Sorry lyrics found on http://www.completealbumlyrics.com ] And I know I can't take it back I love how you kiss, I love all your sounds And baby the way you make my world go 'round And I just wanted to say i'm sorry. Every single day I think about how we came all this way The sleepless

Soulmate-natasha Bedingfield
Incompatible, it don't matter though'cos someone's bound to hear my crySpeak out if you doYou're not easy to findIs it possible Mr. LoveableIs already in my life?Right in front of meOr maybe you're in disguiseWho doesn't long for someone to holdWho knows how to love you without being toldSomebody tell me why I'm on my ownIf there's a soulmate for everyoneHere we are again, circles never endHow do I find the perfect fitThere's enough for everyoneBut I'm still waiting in lineWho doesn't long for someone to holdWho knows how to love you without being toldSomebody tell me why I'm on my ownIf there's a soulmate for everyoneIf there's a soulmate for everyoneMost relationships seem so transitoryThey're all good but not the permanent oneWho doesn't long for someone to holdWho knows how to love you without being toldSomebody tell me why I'm on my ownIf there's a soulmate for everyoneWho doesn't long for someone to holdWho knows how to love you without being toldSomebody tell me why I'm on my ow

Lost
We're home alone. Soft rock playing low on cd player. We're dancing slow, I'm holding you from behind, hands on hips. We're moving in unison to the beat. Your head tilting to right, I'm nuzzling your neck. I'm tasting you, licking, nibbling... Just Getting Lost...

Dear Diarrhea
Dear diarrhea, Ever since last week I have realized how many mentally challenged adults are on fubar, when I ventured out of my circle of friends. This is a good thing tho, and a learning experience. Between getting crazed women and suicidal/homicidal kids and emo men doing a variety of things because of a fu engagement, I find myself asking this question: Is this the mental stability of the general public? I think my fubar reputation and status is less important than what I watch on tv, yet there are people who think the parts of this site are real and deserve emotion. I dont quite understand. Having this fu engagement only has importance to me, because we have met. And this makes us "real life" friends, so remember that, friends. and now for some random thoughts Why do people decide to delete and block someone, because of something completely unrelated to them, except maybe in thier own over flowing emotional pot? Why does fubar get to people, and make them react the way th

I Am This Woman
I'm the Woman who will put my head on your shoulder, not because I'm sleepy, but because I want to be closer to you. I'm the Woman who likes to be kissed in the rain more than inside your bedroom or in an expensive restaurant. I'm the Woman who says,"Okay, but you owe me...", not because I actually want something, but because it means I get to spend more time with you. I'm the Woman you can take absolutely anywhere and I will have fun because it means I am spending time with you. I'm the Woman who is incredibly picky, but when I find someone I like I want to spend the whole night curled up in their arms. I'm the Woman who never forgets all the sweet little things you do for me. I'm the Woman who never gives up hope even when I tell others I have. I'm the woman who once I let you into my heart, there's always a place there with your name on it. And even if we spend time apart, I'm the woman who never forgets you. I'm the woman who loves to end a hug with a kiss. I'm the woman who you ca

Wandering Man 1.5
Wandering Man was 7 years or so his mom volunteered their help moving friend. It was across town and they ended late and Roberta & Wandering Man stayed the night. He was on other side of town and no vehicle so Wandering Man walked to school. He remembered his 1st grade teacher telling the class where she lived. He decided he might as well walk with her to school. Knocking on front door, an older lady answers he asks "Is Missus King here?" the older lady says "I'm Mrs. King." Wandering Man replies "You're not Missus King." "Oh, you must mean my daughter, let me go get her." Now, this is makes the teacher feel special. She gushed over Wandering Man all the way to school. In elementary school, they line up before entering but the Missus King grabbed Wandering Man hand and said "Follow me." Special treatment because he walked his teacher to school. Thus began his fascination with older women.

Little Jacob Strikes Again
Little Jacob Strikes Again The teacher asked the class to use the word 'fascinate' in a sentence. Molly put up her hand and said, 'My family went to my granddad's farm, and we all saw his pet sheep It was fascinating.' The teacher said, 'That was good, but I wanted you to use the word 'fascinate, not fascinating'. Sally raised her hand. She said, 'My family went to see Rock City and I was 'fascinated.' The teacher said, 'Well, that was good Sally, but I wanted you to use the word 'fascinate.'Little Jacob raised his hand. The teacher hesitated because she had been burned by Little

Laurence Fishburne's Daughter Does Porn Video
Van Halen has a song called “Dirty Movies.” He sings about a prom queen who does a porn video and who doesn’t like to see the prom queen do all those nasty things. For one actor Laurence Fishburne doesn’t want to see his daughter in a porn flick she made. Fish tried to buy up all the videos before they were released. Unfortunate for Fish, the videos had been released. Now that people know his daughter is a porn queen, I expect that video to be a big hit. The daughter, Montana, hopes dad will “view it as a positive.” Get it, “view it.” For the story http://www.foxnews.com/entertainment/2010/08/06/friends-laurence-fishburne-attempted-block-sales-daughters-porn-video-report/?test=faces BlastFM come to you if full stereo without videos. All you need is the music to enjoy yourself. Click it! www.live365.com/stations/blastcasterfm

Zucchini Bread With Nuts
Another good old harvest-time recipe...1-1/2 Cups all-purpose flour1 tsp ground cinnamon1/2 tsp baking soda1/2 tsp salt1/2 tsp ground nutmeg1/4 tsp baking powder1 cup sugar1 cup shredded unpeeled zucchini1 medium egg1/4 cup vegetable oil1/4 tsp finely shredded lemon peel1/2 cup chopped walnutsPreheat oven to 350. In a mixing bowl stir together flour, cinnamon, baking soda, salt, nutmeg and baking powder. Set aside. In a mixing bowl beat together sugar, shredded zucchini and egg. Add oil and lemon peel, mix well. Stir flour mixture into zucchini mixture. Gently fold in chopped nuts. Turn batter into a greased 8x4x2 loaf pan. Bake in 350 degree oven for 55 to 60 minutes or until done.Cool in pan for 10 minutes, then remove from pan and allow to thoroughly cool on wire rack.Wrap and store loaf overnight before slicing.

Things We Can Live Without... Swim Trunks With Pockets... Wtf?!?!?!?
so one hell hot day a group of friends and relatives and i decided we should go to the pool and splash around, cool off and have a good time. im so excited, im changin clothes, puttin my trunks on, slip my cell phone in the pocket (!!) and hop in the ride and take off. We get there and Im so mesmerized by the blue of the water , thats all i can see (LOL). We make our way in, put our towels in our spot, and i proceed to cannonball right in the deep end, leavin all cares by the poolside... except one... so im doin backflips, lookin at the ladies in the skimpy bikinis, playin Marco Polo when i have the most random thought pop into my head: I wonder who called me... FAAAAAACK!!!!!! i go into my pocket (!!) pull my cell phone out, look at it like woooooooooooow, scream at the clouds like WTFAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAACk!!! this lady in a bikini (who had no business in a bikini) was like 'watch yer mouth around these kids!' im like i dont give a frog's fat ass about these kids dammit I JUS SOAKED

A Lame Friday Night Ends In A Laugh
My brother and I decided to go out last night to a local bar just for the hell of it. Usually the place is pretty packed, and I was in the need of male to female interaction. We get to the bar...and its dead. There are only a handful of people in the bar...at 11:00 at night?! I was kind of disturbed, but we knew the bartender, so we stayed. The only people in the bar were a bunch of hillbilly white trash rednecks and the waitstaff. Our drink server just happened to be a well past her prime grandmother who still thought she was in her 20's and for some ungodly reason, thought she looked good in stonewashed short shorts. She was hitting on ME. Fuck my life. Why couldnt we get the cute, albeit socially awkward server with the nice ass? Nope, we get grandma who wants to touch me. So my brother is teasing me about grandmas sexual innuendos and blatantly obvious advances towards me, when one of the sloppiest drunk women I have ever seen strolls by. The woman was hammered...or retarded, I am

*smiles*
Johnnie Taylor - I Believe In You (johnny Taylor) The song playing brings back memories from a time when I received a transistor radio from my parents around Christmas time. I used to love to listen to the old AM stations with the various songs. One morning, my Father had came into my bedroom as I had let the radio play overnight while I sleep. My dad was just about to turn off the device until the above song started playing. He paused and listen until ended. I had pretended to be asleep, so I never asked him what made him pause- other than it was a good song. Years later, I have heard the song from time to time. It resounded the feel I felt about my wife and proceeded to pack it in a playlist and email it to her. She still cries whenever she hears it to this day.

Farewell To Fu-land!
I've been a bling polishing hoar to day and as some have previously pointed out ... people leave FU with the strangest statuses never to return. Here are a few I found today ... 1) Nite nite my fav dork --- musn't have been that fav a dork, you nvere came back! 2) Starting a new life in Virginia on Friday ---- They have no internet in Virgina? 3) I love my Fu owner she's the best --- Liar, you haven't been on in months! 4) Merry Christmas everyone --- Which christmas? 5) Who wants to be my Valentine? --- Obviously no one! 6) I'm a bee! --- I guess someone swatted you! 7) I' back! --- No one cared enough as she's gone again. 8) WTF??????? - What your Fu-hoar ran off with another DJ? 9)You are the antidote that gets me by, something strong like a drug that gets me highhhh... --- You overdosed didn't you? 10) Can I get a drink or a gift U 4got about me? --- Most certainly looks like it! These people just seem to go poof!!!

How -not- To Level On Fubar.com
Oh yeah. We all do it. Sometimes it's fun to be able to laugh at yourself and well, this is just one of those times...come all this way to level right? ...And then you.. Fail by shanking your bomb by two folders! Nice right? Fubar lesson of the day: If you're going to level, don't fail like I did..lol. Hope you all have a good weekend and peace.

My Employer Is Beter Than Yours
so i was in nor cal for the last couple of days at a diversity and inclusion summit for the company i work for and i must say that going in i knew what kind of company i worked for. the day i got my first interview i was up front about being transgendered and though it did not seem to matter much which kinda surprised me i was quick in realizing what kind of employer i had. i showed up for my first day of work in "boy" clothes my boss was very quick to ask me why i still felt uncomfortable to be myself. now i had planned not to go full time for atleast a year but on my second day of work i went full time and have never looked back. but back to my story at a later date. so this week at the conference i meet alot of wonderful people but part of me wondered why after only being with this company 6 months and being a low level employee why exactly was i there, yes i ama diversity council member but still its odd for so little time in to be going to california for a week.well all my questi

Time To Get Nekkid!
Join me for my Saturday morning show at 8am est (5AM SLT). Get connected & happy listening and stay Nekkid! http://st1.webradioworld.net:8258/ Did you know you could connect from our website? Go to www.nekkidradio.net and listen to us any time you'd like!!!!

Running Famp Friday (8.13.10)
I will be running a Famp and Boomy on Friday the 13th at the same time I will have a blast going. I only have 11 fam so far and looking for anyone inerested in a spot. A boomy will get you and 2 friends or an auto/bomb will get you and 4 friends on my fam list. Message me if interested...I also have NSFW pics just for one on my fam list. Bites and kisses Vamp

Cracked
Out in the woods I cracked Against the ground my head had smacked So logical reasoning, I found I lacked Only aware of the wrong choice I backed Crazed and insane I listened for the far off profane Trying to find an imaginary lane Bloody and torn I nearly could have sworn I could touch the coming morn And caught my hand on a waiting thorn Nearly dying I couldn't stop spying The trees, for my clothes and skin they were trying Until in the end, on the floor I was lying My blood from my body started shying Then, all of a sudden, just like that... I wasn't dying.

You Suck!
I hate motivational posters. I generally hate cathartic quotes. There's a whole world of shit out there telling everyone, "It's okay if you suck at something. You're a good person!" Or they tell you, "It's okay if you're not the best. At least you tried!" You know what? FUCK YOU, Phil! People need to know where they stand. They need to accept themselves for who they are and where their limitations lie. Most people are good at something. Deal with what you're good at, but for God's sake, quit thinking it's okay to fuck up!

Caa #138 - Rip Lacey
It is with a sad heart that we say goodbye to our best friend who passed away earlier tonight. She was one of a kind and dearly loved by all of us. She will be missed. Love, George, Mare, Trish, Randy and family.

Awesome!
SandaraKat...: hi there..how u doing? 10:24pm To SandaraKat...: hi SandaraKat...: hello..how are u? To Jill the R...: horney as hell - are you naked? SandaraKat...: lol..u got messenegr? Jill the R...: Come join me in Merlottes! (h) fubar.com... To Jill the R...: is it a nude lounge? Jill the R...: we have dancers To Jill the R...: are you one of the dancers? Jill the R...: come in and find out. To Jill the R...: you're not one of the dancers Jill the R...: i'm the head dancer, thank you! Jill the R...: hmph. To

This Is The Life
Life changes its beauty all the timeSometimes it's a shade, sometimes life is sunlightLive every moment here to your heart's contentThe time that is here may not be tomorrowOne who loves you whole-heartedlyIt is difficult meet that personIf there is someone like that somewhereThat person is more beautiful than allGrab onto that (person's) handHe or she may not be so gracious tomorrowLive every moment here to your heart's contentThe time that is here may not be tomorrowTaking the shadow of your eyelashes, when someone comes nearYou try to reason with your crazy heartYour heart just goes on beatingBut think, that which is here nowThat story may not be here tomorrowLife changes its beauty all the timeSometimes it's a shade, sometimes life is sunlight.........................Live every moment here to your heart's contentThe time that is here may not be tomorrowThe time that is here may not be tomorrow

Communion
There is the reverence the spirit walk when my acts crawl up your spine and electrifies your mind when the clash of flesh against flesh becomes the unknown in the darkness of night you seek across this sprawling mecca You sprawled across my rack contemplate the human condition through pain I bring you truth through pain I bring you the freedom the world cannot take from you through my dominance I show you freedom from the ties that bind in other realms your tears salt of the Earth still we seek the intermission from the mad circus only to find it in center ring with your master holding the whip the keys to the kingdom Laid out before you

Some Of My Thoughts...bout...words...and Things...
Always dream..."Promises" or no...Always dream...promises or no...as one will eventually...at one moment or another...at sometime during our journey here...learn...that a "promise"...is made just of words...and words...are just sounds...and sounds dissipate...and any simple fool or intensely evil mind...can and will...utter "sounds"...Animals make sounds...animals kill to survive...but...animals have no options... Never trust sounds...nor your ears...not even your eyes...for to blink might be a folly... Only...the "gut" can feel the truth or the deception...leaving one's own "self" to be "the" one and only "promise"... The final and pure "truth"...so there..."Be True To Yourself"..."To Thine Own Self Be True"...such old words...so long ago said...by who...I do not know...but...still they ring...and louder yet...as each moment in time flicks past us... Belle...a.k.a....HellzBelle...Friday, 08/062010

Loveee This Song Right Now
I wanted to believe that I could be anyone. But only when I'm not alone. And obviously there's no danger in having hope, Having hope in anyone but me. On a better day, I would be way more awake. Falling off, I'm losing faith. If it's all the same, I will just take my things anyway. If this is love, if this is love, Then I would run far, run fast, from me. Forgive me if I leave the keys. I knew I would let you down. I'd betray your confidence, how much do you trust me now? No. Well everyone else here sees, your eyes they can't perceive me. I hate the sound of your voice, cause it still haunts me like a ghost. But I know that I'm to blame, cause I've never been anyone else. But I'm not done cause I'm like you Marie Cause I know I'll never change. If this is love, if this is love, Then I would run far, run fast, from me. I never said I was an angel. There's a simple explanation for it all. It's all my fault. The snow melts away, I'm close to the ending now. I don't want to be saved

You
I hate you. I always have hated you. I always will hate you. You judge me, and don't kknow me. You try to show your power over me, when you should have none. You have 2 ears, you never listen. You never change what you say. You see my darkness, but not the light. You see my cloths, and assume the worst. You take control, without due cause. Land of the free my fuckin ass. You can all suck my dick, and lick my chode. I hate you all, and with good cause. You wrecked my life, with out a care. I fuckin hate you you stupid fuckin bitch. I hope you fuckin die. The end

I'm Back....
Hey guys, I'm back and staying for a while....I have been stuck on the same level, and even though I got all the special stuff I need to level, having trouble getting the points..... ....so if any of you wonderful people can help me out it would be soooo greatly appreciated..... :)

A Wedding Dress Just Fit You
Wedding ceremony is one of the most important days of everyone’s life. Every brides wants to look beautiful on her marriage day. Any one has a dream to get married one day and once you have decided to get married and planning to arrange a wedding ceremony so that your family members can come and attend your wedding then you must also think about getting a good wedding dress for you. But how to choose wedding dresses is just a problem. Should you select a Cheap Special Occasion Dresses, Cheap Pink Wedding Dresses, Cheap Plus Size Wedding Dresses, Cheap Little Black Dresses? There are different and so many ideas that can make your wedding day special but there is not better idea then to take care of wedding dress issue as this is the most burning issue and if you don’t pay attention to it in initial stages and decide that you will buy a good dress for you before one or two days then maybe you are making a very big mistake because you don’t have the experience to buy a

I Was A Nice Person Today
So today was my day off. Which meant I finally got to do some grocery shoppping. Much needed apparently , I went to have some milk last night and didn't check it...yup a big ole gulp of spoiled milk =/ Anyways, I digress lol. So I get to the parking lot of Stop N Shop, park in my usual spot (OCD thing don't ask) and I see a shopping cart right by the elevator that takes you down to the store. When I get to it I go to throw my resusuable bags into it and I see a small Coach zippered pouch ...and my first thought was ohhhh wow wonder if there's a wad of cash in it. I open it up, and see some money, several credit cards but nothing else. I waited about 10 minutes but nobody comes back, so I put the pouch in my bag, figured I'll try to find a phone number when I get home. Do my shopping, get back home, put the stuff away and get on with my day. (yup I totally forgot about the pouch) So about 8:30 I went to get something out of my bag, and find the pou

Freedom Atleast
i married my wife on march 31 2010 and ever since then it has been nothing but hell she refused to give me any kind of space when iam on the internet she stays behind and see what iam up too or if iam calling a friend or texting she always looks on who iam talking too she is so far up my ass that i cant even take a shit with out her approvalshe lies and try to manipulate me to do what ever she wantsme and my wife got into a fight and she shove me first and i shove her back and i try to get my marriage license from her since i was the only one who ever paid for anything and everything but she refused so i try to get it from her i did not hit her tho even tho part of me wanted too she had the cops called on me at the end of Julyi was in jail for a day and i got out they gave me anger management i start next week that stupid cunt could have ruin my life all together because i already have court in phx for a old charge of protecting my ex gf from a guy who i thought was going

Rainbow In The Dark...
When there's lightning - it always bring me down Cause it's free and I see that it's me Who's lost and never found... There's no sign of the morning coming You've been left on your own Like a Rainbow in the Dark Whoever invented karaoke should be tied up and forced to listen to cow farts and fingernails on on chalk boards and shit like that. This statement has nothing to do with what's on my mind other than I am trying very hard to escape karaoke at the moment. Long story. Ask me sometime. The question on nobody's mind but mine is... where are you? OK, let me elaborate. Having lived a life of confusion and failure (I'm not like you, I just fuck up... Slipknot) I have returned to the music of my youth, what was then called hard rock but has evolved into a collection of hard rock and heavy metal styles that still have trouble with The Man but are now more direct and outspoken in lyrics and louder and better at eradicating conscious thought. I love what the music has become. Bl

Leaving Milwaukee
It's been a fun stay here in Milwaukee. I didn't know anyone in the group when we left California and now I feel like I've got lifelong friendships. I know some are heading north, south, east, and west in the morning. I'm not sure which group my husband and I will be in but I know we'll be checking out early and hitting the road before traffic gets bad. Thanks to all of you who have been praying for me and the rest of the group. We surely have needed it. Our mishap on I-88 East the other day proved that. I guess it's the price we pay for loving riding motorcycles. I never did blog about our mishap, did I? Well, heading east on the 88 around mile 67 we hit a patch of road where some moron on maintenance had patched a 3' X 100+' stretch of road with crack seal. It left a slick mess that, with around 1/4" of rain, became almost deadly for our point guy. He hit it, slid, went down, separated from his bike....he went left on his back and came up 350' down the road in the fast lane. His bi

10 Things To Do On Fubar Free That Will Raise Your Level!!( Two Bonus Tips)
10 Things you can do for FREE on fubar that will raise your level! (Two bonus tips)http://fubar.com/blog/333299/1125148 10 cool things to do on fubar that don’t cost any money! 1. Polish Bling: This is a huge opportunity for anyone looking to earn points. Go to that user’s page and click on http://fubar.com/mybling.php?u=22 2. Get on fullette and video chat. I was jamming guitar on it and there are people making points. http://fubar.com/videochat/ 3. Rate your friends: even if you are not VIP you are still earning points. 4. Go after some of the achievements. http://fubar.com/achievements.php?u=22 5. Refer some REAL friends and earn some points. http://www.fubar.com/join_w1.php?friend=22 6. Write up a blog on some of the tips you have found on the site to be useful. http://www.fubar.com/myblogs.php 7. Check out the MuMMs and see if you can handle the heat. http://www.fubar.com/mymums.php 8. Go to the game room and blow off some steam. http://www.fubar.

Wandering Man 1.25
Wandering man is 4 years old and visiting his cousins. Two male cousins Ken & Randy. Both are country bumpkins, which is to say when they are bored, rest assured, it won't last long. Randy the older cousin always had something to do and a place to go. He gathered up some wood and made his own hide-out. But that comes later.Ken & Wandering Man were closer to age and that suited them fine. Perfect partners in crime, Ken convincing Wandering Man get into plenty of trouble and @ 4 years old. It did not take much convincing.Wandering Man is an early riser always have been, much to Roberta's dismay. Well, Ken isn't an early riser but since Wandering Man is here, there is plenty to do. Who is to say what goes on in 4 year old minds? They thought it would be great to run around outside naked, avoiding cars & trucks as they drive by. (It is a small town, population 1,200. not much traffic @ 7 am) The road wasn't paved, still compacted dirt so there was no sidewalks only ditches & shrubs. Since

Homegrown Kush Add Them!
Hey crew... HomegrownKush is a great band from Bermuda. They are good friends of mine and are really blowing up here in the states. They like fubar and posted up a profile here. We are still working on it. The main reason I am sending this out, is they are giving away their music for FREE download. You can download it via the Ow.ly link. Don't worry it is safe. It is a yousendit file filled with their music. All I ask is for the fubar community to show them love and lets get them more friends. FREE MUSIC!!!!! HomeGrown KusH@ fubar FREE MUSIC DOWNLOAD LINK HERE http://ow.ly/2mdCm Thanks for your help fubar. One day we will be watching these kids on MTV. Scrapper

20 Things And $1000
1. Check out the 1000 buck giveaway. There are prizes for the top 20 plus people. Just try and you will win. Click on the contest link on the header bar. 2. Make sure to ad the new fubar app http://www.facebook.com/apps/application.php?id=203517887171 3. Make sure to follow our updates on twitter. We drop a lot of tips on there before hand. @fubartweets @scrapper101 4. Check out the Fubar Street Team http://www.fubar.com/user/400

Random Little Excerpt
Little lily floats away, subject to a watery sway. Amid others demands she stay some will find she is quite fae Gentle features torn in pain, her heart and soul, slain. She quickly foound her earthly bane, and too easily, it pulled her in twain. Bitter sweet behind her mask, she gives herself many a task. For her tears, she'll make you ask, before drowning herself in a flask. No goodbyes, no tomorrows, to ease the constant sorrows, a pen knife she borrows.

Simple
News tells me it's simple to drill wells for crude in the Gulf. Someone said it'll pay them money. You know what? It will pay for all the loss and the future. Parts of PA, OH, WVA, and NY has a host of gas in the shale but shares with water. Money for the future and employment. I wish I could be cold and think of only of nature but I can't because of the need of the people who want and need to work. I see the absurdaty of certain religious people of middle east. Where there is evil and hatred God will right the wrongs on the backs of those that created it. World News. Glory to God N

Now You Know
Went to Urioligist app today I will be going for a test at local hospital Tuesday a week test is no big deal I guess the 2 things he is looking for are not He took me by surprise and mentioned something I had totally dismissed from my mind when I came across it on google ... the dreaded C word and apparantly I am exhibiting some classic symptoms The main purpose of the test will be to look for tumors in the bladder and endometriosis ...something some of you know I have said myself I think it might be glad its not a 4 months wait he will be able to tell me right then and there what he sees ( at least thats my understanding) now you know

My Poem From Middle School Lol
i'm like my mom i keep everything i have from middle school and highschool what i wrote i took all the papers from my moms house and put them at my house so i can look at them so i came a across a poem that i wrote in high school that almost got me expelled so the teacher was asking us students to wrote about movies i wanted to write about horror movies so i wrote a poem about if i was a vampire or werewolf what would i write . so the next day after i wrote it i'm thinking fuck yayy i'm going to get a A+ but as i was reading it the teacher stop me and told me to sit outside and this bitch took me to the principle and told him that i was writeing about killing people and i had to sit there for a hour to explain to him what it really meant and he believed me and made the bitch tell the whole class she was sorry haha but i was proud of my self for standing up to someone that does not fucking listen i'm sure thats how it is in school's today here is the poem i'm sorry if it dont

Its Cobbles And Rain Time
So we are in Edinburgh. It took one big car move to do so; Ashley seems to have moved everything she owns to the mews house we rented. The place is awesome I have to say, though it’s full of antiques and expensive art work and there are two Samurai swords on a table in the hallway, just in case one of us develops schizophrenia and goes mad on the Royal Mile and slashes a big troupe of amateur actors, which can happen. Our first day here we got the flat organised, we got the flyers and posters in and we checked out the venue. My venue at the Pleasance Dome was all up and running, I couldn’t really see my posters anywhere but I always get paranoid about that. Meanwhile, there are GIGANTIC posters of some comics off the telly gracing the main area up at Bristo Square, I was sorely tempted to draw big moustaches and colour in teeth but refrained. Edinburgh council now charge you per poster that goes up on their precious boards across the city, which makes me insa

I Love Fubar Because...
I love Fubar because: I can keep in touch with people on Fubar, but can't on FaceBook. I can chat privately with people on Fubar, but can't on FaceBook. I can upload and tag photos on Fubar, but can't on FaceBook. I can play mafia on Fubar, but can't on FaceBook. I can send/recieve pretend drinks and gifts to friends on Fubar, but can't on FaceBook. I can send/recieve private messages on Fubar, but can't on FaceBook. I can comment/post mumms on Fubar, but can't on FaceBook - ooooh DING DING DING we have a winner! MUMMS - The ONLY difference between Fubar and FaceBook. You may talk amongst yourselves now, if anyone reads this shit, that is.

Comatose
I hate feeling like this I'm so tired of trying to fight this I'm asleep and all I dream of Is waking to you Tell me that you will listen Your touch is what I'm missing And the more I hide I realize I'm slowly losing you Comatose I'll never wake up without an overdose of you I don't wanna live I don't wanna breathe 'les I feel you next to me you take the pain I feel waking up to you never felt so real I don't wanna sleep I don't wanna dream 'cause my dreams don't comfort me The way you make me feel Waking up to you never felt so real I hate living without you Dead wrong to ever doubt you But my demons lay in waiting Tempting me away Oh how I adore you Oh how I thirst for you Oh how I need you Comatose I'll never wake up without an overdose of you Comatose I’ll never wake up without an overdose of you Oh how I adore you Waking up to never felt so real Oh how I thirst for you Waking up to never felt so real Oh how I adore you, ohhhh The way you make me feel Waking up to never felt

New On The Fu (please Read And Share)
Alright all there has been some improvements to Fubar I must share with you! Fubar's doing some new exciting things and you should all be informed! First... Fubar has a new App on Facebook... So please Add it, Share it, Like it! http://www.facebook.com/apps/application.php?id=203517887171 Second You see the Contest up above the Blast box? You could win $1000 in Cash! Just for referring your friends to fubar! From August 4th to August 18th, the fubar member who gets the MOST friends to join will win $1,000 in cold hard cash! 1st place will receive $1,000 USD cash! 2nd place will receive $500 USD cash! 3rd place will receive $250 USD cash! Top 10 will also receive FREE 1-Year VIP's! Top 20 will also receive a FREE Boomerang & Cherry Bomb! Top 50 will also receive a FREE Famplifier So Please click the link up above and grab your join link and start promoting! Third... have you heard about tagging your photos? Check it out: How to tag your photos on fubar!

Learn How To Flirt
I love to flirt. Talking to a babe that is receptive to my compliments is so exciting. Of course the end result is getting a date. Even if that doesn’t happen, it’s still fun making the effort. For those who don’t know how to start a chat with a person of the opposite sex it can be nerve racking. Have no fear. Jenny Block has some suggestions http://www.foxnews.com/story/0,2933,598671,00.html BlastFM is here for you to flirt with some of the best music you will ever hear. Give us a listen 24/7 and it’s free www.live365.com/stations/blastcasterfm

What Is Wrong With Ppl????
Si I am sitting here wondering if you were with someone and they did not trust you after being together for over 3 yrs why would you continue to stick around and try to get that trust???? In all honesty if it is not there by now then it is not gonna come right???? Get out of that relationship now and cut your losses....No amount of love or proof is ever going to change his feelings and if he hasn't learned to trust you by now then you will never have it.... If he lets his son walk all over you then thinks the answer on fighting about it is to just keep what he says and does with his son secret then get the hell out...I mean am I nuts here or am I right???? I been there and done that enough that I think I could honestly say that I am right here...Please do not stay in relationships if you are not happy or you are being treated like crap and then cry about it....All you want by telling me whats going on is for me to give you an answer you already have known all along so the answer is Go

Salutes
I have been thinking about Salutes and how some of you have special "trademark" type salutes... well since i have coined as you were in blogs and mumms and such, I am requesting some of my own special salutes. the request: Simply make a salute for me with the words "as you were" on the paper. It can be just that, or with Deacon on it too. and since i am so lazy about making salutes, I will offer a shit face or buzzkill for whome ever you like, yourself or someone else. some of you might get a return salute cuz I owe some anyways.. so like always as you were :)

What Does It Mean...?
"I like you..." I've had so many guys tell me this recently ...what the heck does it really mean? What am I suppose to do with that? I like you....but your not good enough to date...I like you...but your not really my type...I like you....but I just want FWB from you until I find someone I really want I like you...like I like my puppy...I like you...I enjoy time with you, so let me use you until I'm done with you..I like you....but I'm still gonna treat you like my puppy...I like you...but..but...but...So what does it really mean? Is it the mark of a beginning to something or is it just an over used expression guys use to stay nice but not really mean or do anything? When does it mean more...? How can I navigate through all the bullshit to find the one who really means it? How many times have women been run over by a guy using this saying but not really meaning it? I think in reality...liking me isn't good enough. I'm at a point where I just wanna tell a guy to fuck off when he says i

Advise For Ffrs
Sure, I'm a dude, but I can still tell you that you dress like an FFR. See, FFR is the new replacement for BFF, except that it stands for Fat Fucking Retard. So many dirty slobs looking like a douche. Well, I'm hear to help with some friendly tips for you losers: If you wear it to the gym, they are not clothes, they are sweats. This goes for all you IROC driving hair metal fuckers still wearing wrestling crazy pants. Be comfortable in your own goddam home. When you are out in public, try to look a little better than the jackass that always hogs the treadmill just to walk at 1MPH. Damn FFR. If you wear it to bed, they are not clothes, they are pajamas. You stupid little bitches know what I am talking about. Sure, you think it is all cute to wear fucking PJs out in public. Where is your dumbass teddy bear? Here, let me read you a bedtime story - "There once was an angry old fuck that kicked the shit out of people wearing pajamas outside and the world was a better place. The end." If y

Deaf Ears...
My buddy has been trying, since November, to set me up with some chick. Someone I am NOT interested in. And what gets me is, he KNOWS the type of women I prefer, and this girl doesn't even come close to it. I've told him I wasn't interested and he says "just give her a chance" I've used the excuse "I just got done with someone and I don't wanna be bothered right now" but he just says not to waste any time and get back in the saddle again. (I'm SURE she would be just THRILLED to know he's comparing her to a horse with that statement :p) I've tried being nice about it, I've tried being blunt about it, I've flat out told him I'm not attracted to her, and never will be. But its just falling on deaf ears. I don't understand why he is so adamant about hooking us up, but it got old about 7months ago and he's not taking the hint. Is there anyway to get stubborn people to listen?

Pictures
I find it quite annoying that every day I come in here and someone has reported my primary pic as NSFW. I understand that there are to be no major cleavage pics. But I censored one out just like I have seen others on here do and come in today to find that it had been reported. Yet, under members that live near me, there are two women, one in just her bra and the other with a sheet barely covering her breasts as primary pics. So, why am I being singled out? I see other primary pics that are way worse than mine are and they are allowed to keep them up. Sorry, just had to rant for a minute because I am highly annoyed.

Friends And Family
Are you the type of friend that visits your friends or family ONLY after you see that they have hit your page and rated you? Or do you visit their page and rate them anyway? Do you ignore your friends and family when they shout at you, cuz you are too busy, or do you politely tell them HI and that you don't really have the time to chat. Do you post Status Quotes, asking everyone for R/F/A's, Bling, or some other gifts, knowing that you aren't going to return the favor? Of all my friends, I have about 5 that will visit my page and rate, or chat with me, without me having to initiate it. And I love them dearly. But I have many more that don't, or won't. I have had friends that say right in their "About Me" that they rarely rate, chat, or even respond to personal messages, simply because they are only here for the GAME, and want to boost their egos by relishing all of the FALSE POPULARITY that Fubar offers them. Needless to say, they are no longer Friends and I would guess

Women-vs-girls
Girls want to control the man in their life. Grown women know that if he's truly hers, he doesn't need controling. Girls checc you for not calling them. Grown women are too 6usy to realize you hadn't. Girls are afraid to 6e alone. Grown women revel in it-using it as a time for personal growth. Girls ignore the good guys. Grown women ignore the 6ad guys. Girls make you come home. Grown women make you WANT to come home. Girls leave their schedules wide-open and wait for a guy to call and make plans. Grown women make their own plans and nicely tell the guy to get in where he fits. Girls worry a6out not 6eing pretty, the right size and/or good enough for their man. Grown women know that they are more than good enough for any man. Girls try to monopolize all their man's time (I.e., don't want him hanging with his friends). Grown women realize that a lil' 6it of space makes the 'together time' even more special-and goes to kick it with her own friends. Girls think a guy crying

Wannabe's Or Real Friends
Which are you..a wannabe or Real friend For most of the people on my friends list i would assume are wannabe friends that only stick around on the off chance that a cherry bomb is activated...For the remaining friends i have that actually talk to me and or rate me i appreciate it... IF YOU ARE A WANNABE FRIEND AND ONLY SAY SOMETHING WHEN THERE IS SOMETHING TO BE GAINED THEN GET THE FUCK OFF MY FRIENDS LIST.....I AM NOT INTERESTED IN HELPING THOSE THAT WILL NOT HELP ME BACK......I HAVE CHERRY BOMBED AND BLING AS MUCH AS I CAN AND BARELY RECEIVED ANYTHING BACK IN RETURN.... TO THOSE THAT HAVE RETURNED THE FAVOR I THANK YOU... NOW FOR THOSE THAT HAVE NOT BOTHERED TO NOTICE I HAVE BEEN TRYING TO GET TO LVL 28 FOR ALMOST 1 YEAR NOW AND STILL WORKING ON IT....SO GET YOUR ASSES TO MY PAGE BLING ME RATE ME SOMETHING TO LET ME KNOW THAT YOU ARE EVEN THERE OR EVEN CARE ENOUGH TO HELP OUT....LIKE EVERYONE ELSE DOES FOR YOU ...

Getting Deep ..i Am Not Evolved From Monkeys Cause I Can't Climb Trees Very Well..( Part 2)
Fortunately for all of you that read my work, I have a very simplistic brain. This is good news because it takes not much concentration to follow this blog. On the other hand it might be good to read the other blog in this section before you get into this because we are taking on some very weighty and unanswerable questions today. Some would say why discuss this if you have no answers. I would respond because most of the religions in the world do the same thing and they have no answers based on fact either. Why not just join in and have an opinion. Better than sitting around wondering if others feel what I do. If they do not they wil tell me I am an idiot. If they do have something in common with my idea of our place in the universe they will realize they are not alone in their beliefs. I just want to have peace and know where I am going cause no one gave me a road map with rest areas when I came popping out of Mom's womb and the doc slapped me on the butt. So lets think abou

Not As Skeptical
ok so ive been on fu for a couple of days,and i have to admit that i have been having fun. In fact I find myself coming here quite a bit. So a big high five to fubar for being a one of a kind place,and i hope i have as much fun a year from now as i am right now

Wandering Man. 1.0
Dear readers, this isn't a story about Knights in Shining armor nor a story about a couple falling in love. This is a tale of a Wandering Man who through no fault of his own, finding himself in strange situations not of his doing.The tale begins long ago when his mother was going through contractions. Being a small town, there was no hospitals, only mid-wives. The nearest hospital was 10 miles away on another island. Her dad got excited and told oldest daughter "Go get Mabel!" For Mabel was the mid-wife in town. Very trusted as she helped deliver half the town. Which is to say, she was ancient and well traveled. Roberta, having been delivered by Mabel 16 years ago got really upset. "No! I don't want Mabel to mid-wife my baby! She's the Crypt Keeper! My baby will be born in a hospital, damn it!"Roberta, being very stubborn, has set her foot down. She will not deliver the baby in the small village by a mid-wife. She made her older brother-in-law convince the bush pilot to fly 10 miles i

The "hint" = Space
That’s what I’ve figured.‘They’ say…when a guy is really into you, he’ll be the first to call, the first to text and go out of his way to be with you. Time and time… this has actually come to prove itself to me.So what then when the silence starts? That’s where I’m confused at. In my mind…everything is going fine…but something else is going on in his head.So the “Hint” starts.Which is the guy> Maybe if I stop calling, answering texts, not answer the phone….she will get the hint I’m not interested and just leave me alone.Or if I dont answer she'll figure it out that I just have nothing to say or no response and wont bother me with it....All I can say to that is “REALLY?” that’s so lame. Seriously guys….grow some balls. Even if it’s just a text to say “I’m needing some space give me a few days.” Its better then the silence and not knowing. Deep d

Building...
"Build a friendship...not a relationship” Like a foundation to a home as a relationship is the house. When the foundation isn’t strong enough and a relationship is pushed it comes crashing down; shaking, cracking, breaking the foundation that is there...keep forcing a relationship enough times- not even the foundation will be left...and the house becomes completely unbuildable. Yet…with a strong foundation, a beautiful home can be built…forever secure, safe and lovely.I never got this concept until now...I feel like apologizing to the guys I misunderstood this with...Perhaps I have the fear that I would never be good enough for someone to actually 'build a house with' and be left with empty foundations laying everywhere."Can we just be friends?", "I think friendship is a better way for us to go" OR "I just want FWB kind of situation." I think I have a boneyard of foundations...empty,cracked,broken...Then again perhaps its about chosing better foundation to 'u

Sex...
That's right...I said it SEX! Got your attention?Everyone in their sane minds favorite pastime :-)Guys find it as a form of stress reliever-so I've been told- and women like it b.c it makes them feel emotionally more attached to a guy.But then...there's no strings attached....That's the topic of sex I bring up today...Women's biggest 'weapon' to get a guy .... is sex with no strings attached. Now I'm not speaking about laying out like an all you can eat buffet! I'm talking about the flirt...verbal foreplay...the tease....and even to a girl its exciting and gets the ball rolling(haha no pun intended)! If the sex is good...damn straight the guy will want to come back for more! Here's the catch of no strings/ friends with benefits...- no emotions are involved. Now granted...there will be some...gotta at least be able to stand the persons personality,like them just a little. I'm talking about the emotions that come with a serious relationship. Like getting clingy, sappy,starting to text th

How Great Is Our God...
TO GET SOMETHING YOU NEVER HAD,YOU HAVE TO DO SOMETHING YOU NEVER DID.. WHEN GOD TAKES SOMETHING FROM YOUR GRASP,HES NOT PUNISHING YOU,BUT MERELYOPENING YOUR HANDS TO RECIEVE SOMETHING BETTER.. THE WILL OF GOD WILL NEVER TAKE YOU WHERE THE GRACE OF GOD WILL NOT PROTECT YOU...

Moving
IAM GETTING SETTLED HERE IN MY NEW PLACE.I LOVE THIS PLACE!!!!!!!!!!!!!! IAM LIVING ON THE ISLAND OF ST THOMAS AND IF U LOVE THE TROPICAL CLIMATE 365 DAYS A YEAR THEN THIS IS THE PLACE FOR YA.THE CLUBS AND NIGHTLIFE ARE SO AMAZING.

Iconic Infatuation!
So I have said it before I will say it again You think he is an ass I will not lie He is He is one He is one of the coolest Asses I know speaking his mind even if you cant handle all the spewage Thrashes, trashes and motivates sometimes in the most meticulous and evil way without him Some wouldn't know how to stand up or sit the fuck down... He will be... a dirty old man foul mouth and happy.... never said you had to like it love it hate it HE will BE!

The "mummies"...
Earlier this year, LilBoops and I agreed Fubar should have some kind of MuMMs award show or something. It was too early in the year to talk about it, so I suggested August for nominations and creation of categories. It is now August... I think. Just like all the other award shows, we need categories. You know, like "Rookie of the year" and "funniest MuMM poster of the year".... This is where you folks can help, you don't even need to be a "mummer" to contribute ideas. Give some category ideas and even nominations if you want. If there's enough feedback, we may just run with it... ...consider this the BETA TEST. What say YOU?!?

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Only A Friend
Ive been sitting here a few thoughts have crossed my mind. If I dont get them out, its going to bug me so I might as well type now..besides, its not like to me hold back. This may offend random people but the truth is..I dont want your drama. I dont need to hear babble bullshit when the truth is..people are human and make mistakes..deal with it and move on. It took me a long time to finally come completely out of the closet and find a style that fits who I am, what makes me comfortable. Im not going to change just because you would rather me be straight..I tried that, it doesnt work. Fuck being who people expect me to be..thats unfair and i wont do it again. Maybe one day I will meet an awesome person and settle down to a normal..or as I see normal family, I hope anyway. Who wants to be alone when there still love out their and in your heart. For the rest of the people and if this offends you..it applies to you...Get over yourself, you arent God, you think of you are queen

I Want To Host Contest
I want to host a contest for men to enter about their legs. I love a mans legs! But I am a single mother of 2 so I can NOT offer stuff like bling packs or an auto or that kind of stuff as a reward. So I need some help. I would like to know from YOU what you would like from ME as a reward. Dont be shy. I want honesty. Once I figure out from you what you want as a reward then I will figure out when I will place the contest & how long it will run & all that good stuff. Remember HONESTY Thank you

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To Him.
2.00 am All quiet, Apart from the tapping, That never ceased to drone, Just stopped dead, switched off, Nothing more to be said, Except in my head, I should go to bed, Just sweet memories, Of watching sweet words, And no other thoughts, Except getting on again, No other reason, Except to see your words.

The Final Goodbye
This is the end of the road. Reflecting back on 3 years of Fubar, I find myself smiling at the close friends I have made, cherishing the times where I could be a listener and help people through their troubles (which I'm actually pretty good at, for those of you who didn't know), and knowing the thrill of anticipation at a few of yo uwho were seriously an integral part of my life. I am also nearly dumbstruck at the level of pettiness, misunderstanding, jealousy, and outright rudeness I have seen here. I guess this is really a microcosm of society, which is what I have always seen Fubar as...a social experiment. If this were a Master's thesis, I would be curious what the author's conclusions would be. Anyway, there comes a time in everyone's life where he has to re-examine his life and priorities, and make necessary adjustments. This is that time for me. Fubar no longer holds any draw or desire for me, and while some may think it rude or shocking that I just end it like this, my

Self
You are the author of your own life. It's up to you to dream it, imagine it, sketch it, shape it, build it, go after it, and make it happen. And then color it in with bright, shining shades of joy and deep, lasting shades of meaning that are yours and yours alone. No one else can know the dreams you dream or the strengths you have within you that will help you make your dreams come true. No one else needs to. Because they're yours. And so is Today.

I Wanna Come Over
I know you're homeYou left your light onYou know I'm hereThe night is thinI know you're aloneI watched the car leaveYour lover is goneLet me inOpen your back doorI just need to touch you once moreI want to come overTo hell with the consequenceYou told me you loved meThat's all I believeI want to come overIt's a need I can't explainTo see you againI want to come overI know your friendYou told her about meShe filled you with fearSome kind of sinHow can you turnDenying the fireLover I burnLet me inOpen your back doorI just need to touch you once moreI want to come overTo hell with the consequenceYou told me you loved meThat's all I believeI want to come overIt's a need I can't explainTo see you againI want to come overI know you're confusedI know that you're shakenYou think we'll be lostOnce we beginI know you're weakI know that you want meLover don't speakLet me inI want to come overTo hell with the consequenceYou told me you loved meThat's all I believeI want to come overIt's a need I c

Repost
10 Things you can do for FREE on fubar that will raise your level! (Two bonus tips) http://fubar.com/blog/333299/1125148 10 cool things to do on fubar that don’t cost any money! Polish Bling: This is a huge opportunity for anyone looking to earn points. Go to that user’s page and click on http://fubar.com/mybling.php?u=22 Get on fullette and video chat. I was jamming guitar on it and there are people making points. http://fubar.com/videochat/ Rate your friends: even if you are not VIP you are still earning points. Go after some of the achievements. http://fubar.com/achievements.php?u=22 Refer some REAL friends and earn some points. http://www.fubar.com/join_w1.php?friend=22 Write up a blog on some of the tips you have found on the site to be useful. http://www.fubar.com/myblogs.php Check out the MuMMs and see if you can handle the heat. http://www.fubar.com/mymums.php Go to the game room and blow off some steam. http://www.fubar.com/gameroom/sel

Couldn't Be Happier!!
Life has changed quite considerably since my last post almost 2 yrs ago. I can honestly say I am VeRY happy. There may be times here and there that it don't feel like it, but that's because life has put some kind of obstacle in the way. So instead of figuring out how to get past it I dwell on it and end up taking it out on the wrong ppl. Most of my issues are my insecurities...I want to be loved completely, not loved for a few months then have it die off just to return in a couple months. I want it all and I happen to want it now. I know I can give it my all, but can anyone else. Is it ok for life to be just mediocre..I don't think so!! Either you are 100% happy or your not and hopefully if you're not then it needs to be fixed! I know that I am 100% in this and happy!! Ok well that's it for now!!

What Is A Sample Wedding Gown And How Do I Get My Hands On One
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Arizona Governor
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Can I Be Your Angel?
Will you let me touch you, will you let me hold you?Will you let me guide you to a world so pure and true?I could be your angel, your brilliant shining light.I could be the one to warm you, when it’s cold at night.I could help you when you struggle or when you won’t survive.I could bring you upwards when your in a downward dive.I could show your true love, a world where you are free.I want to be your angel if you could only see...Will you let me help you so you never feel alone?Will you let me hold you and make you feel at home?I could be your angel and hold your hand through lifeI could be your angel and take away your strifeI could help you fight it so you won’t feel the hurtI could be your fighter so you don’t taste the dirtI could be your angel and light your soul on fireI want to be our angel, my only true desireWill you let me teach you to be your honest best?Will you let me inspire you to go beyond the rest?I could be your angel, only happiness I would br

What Is Iwnb
What is IWNB? It stands for I WILL NOT BOW. I want a crew of people that are close knit and have the personality to never back down from anyone. People that will stand up for their members and will stand up for themselves. I want every member to work to help each of the other members level. I mean lets face it fubar as a whole sucks badly. Everyone for the most part is out for only themselves. I want to have people that are not out to just help themselves. I want to see everyone level thats in our group but i want the main theme to be that we leveled because the other members of our crew helped us to get there. This is my corner of fubar. I want to make this corner the best that it can be for us. so those of you that are tired of being stepped on, ignored, blown off cause you are not running famps, boomerangs, autos, or bombs, come seek entry. There is an entry process. Before a member is granted entry into IWNB, you need to have a salute, just to petition for entry, a

Yeah, Effin Idiots. Wow
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[blindfold+darts]
I need you unwashed inexperienced folk to help me make up some purchasing decisions We've got: The Hi-Nu Gundam The Nu Gundam: The Zeta Gundam Amuro Ray Karaba Test colors. (Yes, this is usually a bitch to find) GP02 with the ATOMIC BAZOOKA!!! or the 1/48 RX 78 yeah- its seriously that fucking big. The 1/60 Gouf. Of these, which have the most aesthetic and mechanical appeal? I've got my JR custom, my 2 gelgoogs, my ... 8 billion Goufs. Not nearly enough good guy suits. Your assistance in this matter is appreciated.

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Ensign: Hi Mom!
All ye inhabitants of the world, and dwellers on the earth, see ye, when he lifteth up an ensign on the mountains; and when he bloweth a trumpet, hear ye. Isaiah 18:3 AN ENSIGN ON THE MOUNTAINS 5 August 2010 HAPPY BIRTHDAY, MOM! In the month and a half since my family and I went to visit my mom at a nursing home in Kentucky, I have heard almost nothing but good news! As of late last week, she’s not on her oxygen tank 24/7 and is walking around and taking part in life where she is. At least that’s how I word it, and I thank God for that! The mourning has become dancing (Psalm 30:11), just one promise of His fulfilled when we come before Him with what’s on our heart. Love is not a feeling; it is a willing. I heard that from a minister some days ago and that got me to thinking about the first love you and I probably know, our love for our mother. (You thought I’d say, “love for Go

10 Cool Things To Do On Fubar That Don’t Cost Any Money!
10 cool things to do on fubar that don’t cost any money! Polish Bling: This is a huge opportunity for anyone looking to earn points. Go to that user’s page and click on http://fubar.com/mybling.php?u=22 Get on fullette and video chat. I was jamming guitar on it and there are people making points. http://fubar.com/videochat/ Rate your friends: even if you are not VIP you are still earning points. Go after some of the achievements. http://fubar.com/achievements.php?u=22 Refer some REAL friends and earn some points. http://www.fubar.com/join_w1.php?friend=22 Write up a blog on some of the tips you have found on the site to be useful. http://www.fubar.com/myblogs.php Check out the MuMMs and see if you can handle the heat. http://www.fubar.com/mymums.php Go to the game room and blow off some steam.http://www.fubar.com/gameroom/selfaware/index.php?appid=5 We also have the arcade. http://www.fubar.com/gamehome.php Hang out in the multiple of lounges. http://www.f

Am I In The Wrong?
I moved out of my parents house last year and have been living on my own for the past 8 months. moved out of my first house and moved into an apartment with a room mate. my dad and i were the only ones on the lease. the room mate promised that as soon as she got a job she would start contributing to rent. she bought food for the house every month. she swore up and down that she would start looking for jobs. it never happened. yes she bought food, but that doesnt cover the room she was staying in, the utilities and the internet i was paying for. she made a rule that i had to ask her (shes older than me by 2 years) if i could have anyone over. but did i have to ask her? no. she could have anyone over she wanted. oh and she also let people move in. my dad was paying for a 2 bedroom apartment with 5 people living there. nobody paid rent but me. i supplied internet and would barely use it because i was not allowed to be on. a few months go by. i'm still the only one paying rent. andrea mov

Wow
In case its not obvious, I'm having horrible mood swings right now...and the assholes in my life make it much worse than it needs to be. If I could just get my doctor to do the damn surgery already it would probably get better.... Well, maybe not, I've always been a bitch.... But at least I wouldn't have anything to add to it :)

Soul Searching
Soul searching I may feel a little jaded or perhaps a bit angry at life. I have no time for that though. Life is just way too short. I don't know the secrets of life. I don't have the answers.I almost lost someone close to me . I didn't know how to treat him. How many excuses can I make up for my inability to show this person how much he means to me? I can't think of any. Life is just demanding in that sense.I lied to him. I was selfish in ways because I felt the World was short changing me. I need to let go of the anger that follows me from my childhood. The cards that were dealt to me absolutely have no winning chance,however the game goes on. It's time to forgive. It's time to love. It's time to cherish the ones around you.It's time to stop hiding and take responsibility for my actions. To accept my mistakes but not hide from them. To stop making excuses and looking for reasons to defend myself when there is none.To live is to learn. I want to be able to take pr

...
All these goddamn voices inside my head screaming your name wanting you dead I can't take the internal pain the drama your fucking endless game I feel this endless rage ringing throughout me meet the end of this 12 gauge Just like you to think you're enough when you do nothing at all fuck you thinking you're tough You spew venom with every word you claim to be loving for me this is unheard Not forcing this anymore I can't do it I can't fight knowing I will lose this war Take myself out of your life before I end this bullshit and show you real strife I don't want your apologies for the many things you have done

Endearment...
My mind preoccupied with endless thoughts of youLike a welcoming plague seeping deep into me...Consumed with heated fantasies of our lovemakingLonging to wake up and fall asleep with you....My emotions aching for reciprocated fondnessMy heart enraptured by you...Yet I am weak and fragile with fear....easy to break and hard to repairDreaming in the clouds...No rush baby...I need to take it slow....just need to know if your for real.....Because, my sweet...I can't help but have a crush on you...

Breathless...
Its when I close my eyes to sleep that I feel I am worth it all to you….You actually miss me…You long to be with meYour heart skips a beat in anticipation just thinking about meYour mind is foggy and clouded with an emotional highYou beleive I’m your soul mateYou trust in a relationship with meYou want more as much as I doThen I awake…realizing I was just dreaming again…my breathing becomes shallow with the pain that breaks my heart into a million pieces…everytime….everyday...

Why Do I Smoke?
I sometimes ask myself: "Why do you smoke?" But do I need a reason? Well, everything has a cause, but not everything has a reason. As a matter of fact, almost nothing has reason, or good reason, for that matter. But I'm digressing. I smoke, and I see everything in a different perspective. I almost have a Jeckyll Hyde reaction. When I am clear headed, I hate the world and everyone in it. Rotting in their filth and petty lives. Black and white, there is only good and evil. I hate myself for thinking that I am somehow not like the world. I am just like it. I can only think about my petty needs and desires. You see, this is the crap that goes through my head. But when I smoke... I am everything. The world is everything. People are good. I am now a people person. The world is quiet. Frozen in beauty and splendor. Grey and colorful at the same time. I can conceive physics and metaphysics. I can understand infinity plus one. With the right

I Want
I want to run, I want to hide I want to release the hurt inside I want to uncover all the mirrors I want away from all these fears I want to love, to have a life I want to be loved at no price I want to laugh, to have some fun I want to stop, not to run I want to break free from the pain I want to live with no more shame I want to cry not one more tear I want to show no more fear I want to be strong, with a will so great I want to find that almost perfect mate I want to hold and be held at night I want to feel loved when I turn out the light Copyright ©2008 Karen E Fryer

Dropping My Sanity Basket
As some of you may have (or may not have) noticed I have been MIA for a week. There is a really, REALLY good reason for this. I was officially admitted to Patrick B. Harris Mental Hospital for major depression, suicidal thoughts, a suicide plan, anxiety and hallucinations. I was released today at 1pm. I missed all of you and some more so then others ;) Please be gentle with me, I'm bruised currently and slightly fragile.