As I walk threw the ashes stumbling as I continue to walk threw and I yet to fall to the ground crying in pain and sorrow and wondering why I must feel this way and what has lead my love life and decisions I made along the way to lead me in a past to ungreatful things. sometimes I wish that it could have been different. I could of choice a different path to my love life better or could of fix mistakes along the way to fix what I have did in the pass. as long days like these you cant fix what u screwed up in the pass and I try to build of it and be strong and move forward. Sometimes it gets hard and tuff but those are chances and toughness u go threw to build yourself to move forward and build a stronger but yet successful on to last as long u have a good well strong relationship that could last forever. As for some people could have dreams of different things or situations that could lead to thinking that the relationship u had was just a sign or telling u something from god but whichever that is there some good luck and high hopefully goals or dreams that just may not be set just yet and could be still out there but until the day I see greatness and high-hopes for myself then I will be keep on looking and hoping for it when the right moment and time that comes right in front of me to know that this time and chance could be much greater then before and build off it to keep strong and stand tall for many years to come with high standards and big smiles and so on.