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Blu
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What If?!?!?!?!?!
People say be take your time... Good things come to thoughs who wait... But if you spend your life waiting, what happends when your time for being able to have what you want runs out??? What then??? Do you spend the rest of your life wondering WHAT IF??? How about this WHAT IF... WHAT IF you go after what you want before its the right time??? I dont know the answer to that.

Got A Few Questions
Deep thoughts… Is there another word for synonym? If a turtle doesn't have a shell, is he homeless or naked? If quitters never win and winners never quit, what fool came up with, "Quit while your ahead"?! How much deeper would the oceans be without sponges? Five out of four people have trouble with fractions. Never take life seriously. Nobody gets out alive, anyway. Kids in the back seat cause accidents; accidents in the back seat cause kids. What do you do when you see an endangered animal eating an endangered plant? If a man is standing in the middle of the forest speaking and there is no woman around to hear him - Is he still wrong?

Something I Wrote
I stand before you naked and unfettered Bared of all traces of humanity Looking out amongst you all Trying to find a kindred soul Someone even remotely like me I have felt so alone for such a long time But now I have finally seen the light That I am just one A singular entity Without an ounce of what make what you are I'm outside looking in An obselete or a completely new man Adrift in my own existence Never knowing peace or safety Constantly in fear of being found So different and so utterly lost I know I am not less than you But cannot say I am more I fear discovery I despise anonymity Longing to be known Yet shielding myself The things you feel I do not Hope and faith are something I do not need Compassion and kindness, just words Anger and hate, no more than abstract thought I notice the gap between who and what I was And from what I am becoming Next in the evoltuionary chain? Or a throwback to the distant past? I'm not part of you Yet I'm not apart

Ninja
What is it that I think? I think that many things oare overlooked these days. Simple things. Flowers, a blue sky, a firey orange sunset, the sound of childrens laughter, the smell of a fresh cut summers' lawn. How many of us are overlooking such simple things? I bet almost all of us are. Yes I admit that I too am overlooking so of lifes simpler things, but I'm also trying to be more aware of them to. I don't know, I guess I'm trying to enjoy things more. That's all for now on this, I just thought that I'd share a few things overlooked. Thanks. Nutty you Moon Godess. ^.~ Thanks to you especially. ~Mr. M 1.Your Name: 2.Age: 3.Favorite position: 4. Do you think I'm cute? 5. Would you have sex with me? 6. lights on or off? 7. Would you have to be drunk? 8.Would you take a shower with me? 9.Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 10.Would you leave after or stay the night? 11.Do you like cuddling afterwards? 12.Condom or skin? 13.Have sex on the first date?

My Blogs
my grandmother died on sunday. she lived until she was almost 90. she had a hard life, lived through the depression. barried her husband back in the mid 70's. she very rarely smiled but i did always know that she loved me. the 2 times that i remember her smiling was at my wedding and when she stayed at my houses she was playing with my 2 yr old daughter. these are memories that i will carry with me the rest of my life. i will miss her greatly this is to thank all our men and women in the armed forces for doing what they do to protect our country...thank u for putting your lives on the line for our freedom and safty. i just found out that 2 of my aunts have cancer of diffrent types. i dont know how i should feel. i am scared, mad, and dont know how to help. i love my family very much and dont know why this is happening to them. one has breast cancer...very curable. the other just had kidney cancer and now has bone cancer. life is just not fair sometimes. anyone with any suggesti

Contest Results
Over 40 and sexy mens contest Contest has ended. Here are the entrants and the order in which they finished. Also listed are the prizes they earned friends and tens 6345 comments Rolex romantic dinner The Crow 4230 comments Mens Bracelet romantic dinner dragonlord 660 comments Mens bracelet bad4u 102 comments romantic dinner rg 50 comments Yellow rose I want to thank everyone that entered and everyone that showed them all love by commenting. You all teamed up to make this contest a huge success which enabled me to give some great prizes. Over 40 and sexy ladies contest Contest has ended. Here are the order in which they placed and the prizes given seabreeze 26,317 comments Porsche Romantic Dinner develish5758 25,274 comments Porsche Dozen Roses sweetlady_tx 3950 comments silver Motorcycle Dozen Roses

Angels
I thought I saw an angel out of the corner of my eye, she was perched upon a trelis where roses grow along one side., and I think I saw her smiling as she gazed at me below, she must have come to visit along with the new fallen snow. I wish I could invite her in to warm her little hands; and ask her for a blessing to bring peace upon the land. angels are very special, so, I wouldn't dare impose, just to have her in my garden will bring beauty to every rose. I thought I saw an angel out of the corner of my eye, but it could have been my sister just come to sit and spy. for she often does ,from time to time, come check upon her sis. (the only person on this earth that I could truly miss) sisters are angels too, in there own special way. who else would God have watch over me each night and every day? When I'm depressed, and feeling low. And I've gone as far as I can go. I ask myself, what will I do? That's when God sends you

Stripper
How too pick up strippers from stripclubs* 1. You gotta spend alota money* 2. Make sure you dont talk too much about yourself! 3. Dont be cocky! 4. spend alotta money* 5. NO TOUCHING! (that helps a hole lott) 6. No lieing... we dont like liars.. 7. spend more money* 8. Be nice .. believe it or not girls still like nice boyz 9.Always buy drinks.. (if you dont buy drinks that means either a. you dont give a fuck b.you dont have money

Day To Day
Ok, first off don't read this if you don't wanna hear me bitch and moan. My St. Patrick's Day sucked. I was planning on going out to the Street party that the local bar here in Downtown Melbourne throws each year but I couldn't even find one person that I knew that was going. I'm not going out and getting drunk on my bike. That is what idiots do. Sometimes I wish I had a car that was reliable, so I could actually go out and have a drink or two. Something to get me out of this boring damn house. lol I need friends. Whatever, I'm getting some food and going to bed. Hope you all that have read this had a great St. Patty's Day. The ones that didn't read this.... well then you won't know that I hope your day sucked. I've lost hope... I quit. 4 days till my flight and she has still not called written or reached me in any way. I suppose I should have known better. I know most love is blind and I must be Ray Charles. today is the day. If I hear nothing I cancel my flight. Jesus Fucking Chri

Pussy Papi
ALL THE REAL WOMAN IN THE WORLD IF YOU ARE OUT THERE LET ME KNOW SO I KNOW YOU EXIST AND SHOW ME SOME REAL LOVE BY RATING AND FANING ME AND ADDING ME AS A FRIEND AND LET NATURE TAKE IT COURSE :} COMMENT ON MY NEW PICTURES I WOULD SHOW DA LOVE BAK IIGHT THANK YOU

No Cherry Love
what is up with some people you show them some love and they give none in return.the bad part about it is that the ones that dont show love are the higher level cherries you do get a few that will return the love but not many.i guss all of us lower cherries will have to help each other out to level up since they dont want to help us.after all they were low level cherries at one time....... why it cost so much to eat out some of the reasons i like most people out in the world work in some form of food industry.i work at a pizza place everybody has heard of that i will not mention the name but i hear alot of complaints that things are to expensive well this is some of the reasons and it dont just apply to my job. just so u know i am a assistant manager at my work and i know what i am saying is part of the reason food costs so much and keeps going up.first u have some people that want stricter food handeling rules thats fine but it costs money to train the staff to the naw rules and the

Let Me Go
How did we get here, what does it mean? why do you love me, is this just a dream, I long to be you near you, to have you to hold, when my hearts empty, when this world turns cold, but there is so much we don't know, so many parts of our lives untold, I search for the words to tell you, but true love must be showed, just to have you here with me, I'd gladly give all that I own, you are always here for me, you always know just what to say, you show my that you care, with the little things each day, makes me stop and wonder why, You love me but you don't know who I am, If this all just a dream, if your love is not true, then Let Me Go !!! Music Video Codes By Music Jesus.com

Telling How I Feel
I just need to go on and on for awhile. Have you ever loved someone so much that even when they treat you wrong everyday you still want to stay with them. It sucks I will just tell you. It is hard because you know you should get out but for some reason you cant make your heart believe that. I would give anything to find a man that actually tells the truth, and tells you how he feels. I mean is that 2 much to ask. Then there is the subject of cheating. Every guy I have been with has cheated, Why is that. Does every guy in the world think they have to cheat or something. There is not one thing sexy about cheating. Its wrong, plan and simple. I think if you are with someone and you love them you shouldnt even think about someone else. I would love to find a good friend thats a guy to just give me advice and tell me some inside on the male. LOL..

The Cafe Del Mar
I've been so immersed in my love for ambient extractions and chillout, downtempo mixes, that I've nearly made my mind up that my next overseas destination or vacation (if I can tear myself away from Missoula) will be Ibiza and the Café del Mar.Now, you're probably saying WTF, what the heck is he talking about? Well, unless you know world geography as well as a few of my readers, currently or ever have lived in Southern Europe or follow the genre, then you might need some help. Allow me to enlighten you.Café del Mar is a bar located in San Antonio, Ibiza. Tourists flock there on a daily basis during the summer to view the beautiful sunset. Café del Mar is the original "sunset bar" in San Antonio opened by Ramón Guiral, Carlos Andrea, and José Les in 1978. Part of watching the sunset is the music described as ambient, easy listening instrumental music. The bar originally sold their own tapes of the music but a series of Café del Mar CDs have been sold. Currently (as of 2006) there

Cape Verde Islands
Cape Verde Islands - Feb 2004 Posted Date: Thursday, December 29, 2005 - 8:04 AM Here's another image that is freaky to view in it's full size - Fascinating This striking true-color image shows a clear view of the Cape Verde Islands in the eastern Atlantic as a massive wall of Saharan Desert dust (tan pixels) is fast approaching from the east. In this scene, the Cape Verde Islands sit in the middle of a large area of sunglint, which refers to the bright patch of water around the islands where a lot of sunlight is being reflected directly up at the satellite. Notice the “wind shadows” tapering away from the leeward (southwestern) side of the islands. These dark streaks are caused by the islands’ disturbances to the prevailing wind pattern, causing small patches of calm. Behind the islands, where there is less wind, the ocean is relatively much flatter and so much less sunlight is being scattered back up toward the satellite, thus making the water appear darker. This scene

The Black Sea - May 2004
The Black Sea - May 2004 Posted Date: Tuesday, December 27, 2005 - 2:19 PM Every now and then I get on what I call a NASA Imagery kick. The very hi-res pictures that NASA makes available piques my interest and captures my attention. I hope you enjoy them too...here's one of a couple I found to be exceptional. Phytoplankton blooms and plumes of sediment form the bright blue swirls that ring the Black Sea in this Moderate Resolution Imaging Spectroradiomete (MODIS) image. Sediment flows into the sea through the vast network of rivers that empty into it. The sediment tints the water tan near the mouth of the river and green as the dirt diffuses through the water. In this image, sediment clouds the Sea of Azov in the upper right corner of the image. Two powerful rivers, the Don and the Kuban, flow into the shallow sea, depositing silt in the waters. Sediment is not the only thing that flows into the Black Sea on river water. Some of Europe’ largest rivers also deposit fertilize

My Girls
So it started out like anyother night me, my girls, drinkin, dancin, havein a kick ass time. But ya know after one to many cherry apple bombs yea lets just say things got a lil ummmmmm wild... HEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHE!!!!!!!!!!! Kimy should soooooooooo not be allowed downtown without adult supervision lmfao but it was a blast love ya Lina love ya Heather!!!!!!!!!!!! YA KNO ON A NITE U HAVING ISSUES NEVER DISCOUNT YOUR GIRLS!!!!!!!!!!!! THEY MAKE EVERYTHING ALRIGHT HEHEHEHE LOVE U GUYS LOTS!!!!!!!!!!!!! PIX TO FOLLOW!!!!!!!!!!!1 To my girls!!!!!!! Tiya Becky Tina Raquel Tia Oliva Jenn Jess Erica Arie Amanda Anna Melody Rianna Nykia I love you girls!!!!! Even on my worst of days you can put a smile on my face and make all the cares in the world go away... They say you have to be what makes yourself strong... But i say your at your strongest when you are with the people that care about you and you care about... Life wouldnt be much of anything with

Macos X Desktops
As some folks here already know, I change my desktop now and then using different imagery and changing its layout. This is currently what my desktop looks like....I LOVE my Mac!THE System:Apple PowerMacG4 MDD Dual 1.0Ghz | 24" UltraSharp Hi-Definition Display (1920x1200) | OS X (Tiger) 10.4.11 136GB 15K RPM SCSI RAID 1 array, 111GB LaCie BackUp Drive, Seagate 73GB 15K SCSI boot drive;Konfabulator 2.4 | Unsanity APE; ShapeShifter, ClearDock, MenuMeters, ScreenShot, Colors and Temperature Monitor haxies and or Widgets running. For a closer look, a larger image is located here

Why Men Prefer Pretty Faces
I've often wondered how much of the fact that my own mother being so attractive (yeah, I'm biased, but what son isn't) affects my personal choices in life. I've been called shallow once or twice in my lifetime (strong and bitter words indicate a weak cause), and it's a woman's external attractiveness that first catches my attention, however, from that brief point forward it's what's inside that I truly desire....the true essence of that soul. So you think beauty is in the eye of the beholder? Think again. According to new research from the University of Exeter in Great Britain, the preference for pretty faces over ugly ones is embedded in our brains from the moment of birth and possibly prior to birth. Newborn babies come fully equipped with built-in preferences, including a preference for an attractive face, that help them make sense of their new environment, report the BBC News Online and Newsweek magazine. The Exeter researchers showed more than 100 infants two images that were pl

Uphoria
Hello all i was just sending out my music to share let me know what you all think of my music if you care to listen to them if you have a myspace account and you can add me as well if you like and look for other names on my friends list look for the name killadoc productions which soon will be changed to cruiz productions add all my sites if ya like one is for a friend i made for him after he passed on his wish to me before he died was to have his music heard so im out to fulfill his death wish to have his music heard his band name was dreemwich so look for killadoc for dreemwich and give it a listen also listen to the song without your love and lonely child they rock the other page is just my reg cruiz3r page has all my production info on it ect but it wont open right now for im changing the name of my company and if you know anyone thats looking for a promoter ect please leave a message and add me i usually do the promos for free but for friends i will do promos for free unless its a

Personal Observances
I believe religious freedom is not the tolerance of religions, but the separation of yourself from a bureaucratic religious system. I believe all religions have truths and misconceptions. Catholicism I'll start here, because I was brought up in the Roman Catholic Church. I believe in a god; a supreme being, the chairman of all things. I believe in the afterlife, but not the Catholic afterlife. I do not believe the pope has a direct line to god; he is not truly enlightened. I do not believe clergy should remain abstinent, unless it is by choice; sexual energies can be and are constructive. I believe in a moral path; Jesus preached love and respect. He is an inspirational historical figure. I believe Jesus was a son of god as we all are. Judaism The ten commandments are a good moral guide except for the constraining of worship; we must be free to express our own beliefs in god. I believe Moses had a vision, probably not from god; morals are universal and the burning

How's It Gonna Be?
It started with an invitation, will you be my friend? the more we talked, the more the walls caved , I somehow let you in, We talked away the hours, we laughed,we joked, we cryed, we shared our heart felt feelings, I told you things that no one knew, with every word we spoke, my love grew for you, now we have our problems, we argue more then we should, I wish things could be diffrent, I would change this if I could, Do use both one favor, before you just walk away, and search your heart, ask your self, HOWS IT GONNA BE? How's It Going To Be ( Third Eye Blind ) by flycodes.com

Juggalos Unite
http://www.news10.net/video/player_news10.aspx?aid=35263&bw= Juggalos in California are being singled out as being dangerous, just because of Four shit heads. Four shit for brains claim the title Juggalo and destroys Everything for the True Juggalos that dont hide behind titles. Swing Your Hatchets, JUGGALOS UNITE

Confused And Hurt...need Some Advice!
Ok there is this guy i work with...I party alot with him ..and i really like him a have started to get feelings for him...I have told him this..and he told me he is starting to like me more and wants to hang out with me more...I text messaged him one day and we were txting back and fourth and i said something and he said that it wasnt fair..and i said well ife aint fair...he said well you make my life better...and i asked him why..he said i was pretty and fun to be around and i have a great personality...and then at this most recent party...i had alot on my mind and i told him that and he asked if it was about him and i told him some of it was..and he was like bad or good...i told him i didnt know..and he was like oh shit i dont want this to happen...i was like why and he told me he liked me...but it seems like all we do when we hang out is have sex...and i asked him if we were fuck buddies...and he said he has been thinking about that alot lately..and that he didnt know...So this is m

Who Are You?
.:AQUARIUS:. Does it in the water Trustworthy. Sexy. Great kisser. One of a kind. Loves being in long-term relationships. Extremely energetic. Unpredictable. Will exceed your expectations. Not a Fighter, But will Knock your lights out. Amazing in bed, THE BEST LOVERS BETTER THAN EVERYONE! 2 years of bad luck if you do not forward. .:VIRGO:. The Virgin Dominant in relationships. Sexy. someone loves them right now. Freak in bed. Always wants the last word. Caring. Smart. Intellectual. Attractive. Loud. Loyal. Easy to talk to. Hard to forget Love at first sight. Everything you ever wanted. Easy to please. The one and only. Ultimate sexiness. 7 years of bad luck if you do not forward. .:SCORPIO:. The sex addict Can be mean. EXTREMELY sexy. Intelligent. Energetic. Predict future. Most erotic. (Freak in bed.) (GREAT kisser.) Always get what they want. Sexy. Attractive. Easy going. Loves being in long relationships. Talkative. The sexiest ever....Romantic. Caring. 4 years of bad luc

Weight Loss - I Need Your Help!!!
Hi My Dear Friends, I need to ask the help of my FRIENDS and FAMILY to help me lose weight. The intention is to lose 10 - 12 Kg's in 4 - 5 weeks. Every week I intend to publish photos of my progress and need you to rate them. I will give you my target for the 1st week and process a picture and a caption of the weight lost. If I achieve my weekly target, rate me 10 if not you can rate me lower. As I don't want to get less than 10's my motivation to lose this weight will be high. Please comment me if you want to don't mind helping me and I will add you to my FAMILY. The person that gives me the most support will get a CHERRY prize and a FULL dedication at the end of March 2007. Thank you all in advance for your support. Love you all Huggysh xxx

My Culture
this is a poem that was made because the US wants to put a pipe line through our caribou breeding grounds which in turn cause my people to lose tradition when it comes to traditional caribou dinner. We have lived off the caribou for hundreds of years no and if they put that pipe line through the caribou breeding grounds the numbers will decrease because the caribou will not beable to have their young in a place they know and trust so they will slowly parish. this poem will be in english first then it will be in the Vuntut Gwitch'in language the amount you comment this will tell me how many people still care about the wildlife. any ways here is it in english.enjoy Imagine Imagine a land Of powder blue sky Where caribou roam And many birds fly Imagine a river So wide and so clean Imagine a people So strong and so lean The Vuntut Gwitchin A proud ancient band Live off the earth And love this land See now the sky Turn ashy and blac

My Blog
BasiCS: 001. real name ¨ Cynthia Sue Cousins 002. nickname ¨ Cinders 003. status ¨ Taken 004. zodiac sign¨ Sagittarius 005. male or female ¨ Female 006. elementary school ¨ Yellowquill 007. middle school ¨ Yellowquill 008. high school ¨ Arthur Meighen High 009. build ¨ More to love! 010. hair color ¨ Naturally dark blonde, currently nuclear red 011. long or short ¨ Long 012. orientation ¨ Straight, at least mostly 013. pet peeve ¨ People not calling when they say they will 014. sleep on back or stomach ¨ Side usually, wake up on stomach 015. are you health freak ¨ Wouldnt say that 016. height ¨ 5ft 6 017. do you have any piercings ¨ 10 020. tattoos ¨ 11 021. righty or lefty¨ Righty FIRSTS: 022. first surgery ¨ Never had any, *touch wood* 023. first piercing ¨ Standard 18g lobe piercings, now stretched to 6g 024. first best friend ¨ Andrea 025. first award ¨ Writer's award, grade 3 026. f

N00b
ok so i just signed up, im not sure what im doing and i cant do a lot of stuff like rate ppl and that sorta thing. anyone who wants to be nice and explain it to me in 'retard' english please do so...flamers do ur worst i will delete u! I had my last cigarette on Saturday evening and haven't smoked since. Is it doing me any good? I don't know! I feel worse, I'm coughing so much I think I'm gonna throw up and I am being the true bitch that I always knew I was lol Can I keep this up? hmmmmm...that's a tough one! I hope so, cos I need to save some money and this is a GREAT way to save an easy £20 a week! Need lots of support and encouragement though, so anyone who feels like saying well done or anything PLEASE do so!! Help me stay stopped!

Wish Me Luck...gotta Quit
OK...i'm sick of the damn bulletin board cuz my stuff slides down so fast you can never see it anyway so i'm gonna try a new approach..i'm in the battle of the sexes contest...NO comment bombing needed...i just need ya to follow the link, rate the pic and leave ONE comment....see how easy it is..lol....thanks!! Ok....so I've been a smoker for about 19 yrs. My bf is in remissions from cancer and I don't like tha way I breathe when I run or climb stairs. So my doctor put me on zyban and something else I can't remember what its called at the moment. It is supposed to block the nicotine receptors in your brain so whatever enjoyment or relaxation you usually get from smoking is gone. Tomorrow is slated to be my quit day so let's hope all these drugs work! This is far from my first attempt at quitting ( my record is 19 days) so if any of you cherries out there have any advice I am more than willing to listen... OK so I didn't quit just yet. My nerves have been quite frazzled due to alo

It Sickens Me How Fake Cherry Tap Has Turned Into And To Think I Thought It Was Not Just Another Site
yup so I thought cherry tap was a diffrent website from myspace and it turns out its not nothing new people poseing fake getting high ratings for being some super model that you yes youuuuuuuuuu fucking are not man women sure are funny I got to admit and this sites going to shit you have top photos being fakeness top cherries being fake what the fuck is the internet coming to oh I know its called a fake reality........id rather talk to someone thats real and genuine and also down to earth in my life thanks so continue to be little ms popular and seduce these idiotic men online hahaha your doing a good job now I know men can be this way to but im speaking from guys perspective I could give a shit about the men thats up to a women to enlighten that roll...... I will update this when more comes to mind im tired of fake sites and people trying to be oh little ms popular ....... makes me sick

Music Anonymous
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Thanks
I just want to say thank you to a lot of people on Cherry Tap that have made my time here worthwhile. All these people have made me feel welcome and have been great friends. In this world there is nothing better than having good friends. Friends are people who you can count on being there. I would love to thank Dorrie,Phoenix,Sid_Recording,Dalesman,and Firefighter's Mom for really making me feel welcome.Yesterday I met another nice young man and he also made me feel welcome and his name is JoshJ. Thanks to all of you for being a good friend.

Donnakebab2
PHARMACY NOTIFICATION.....as of march 2007 viagra will only be available under its chemical name please ask your chemist for mycoxafloppin... pmsl the vagina is the best rehabilitation centre in the world, even the biggest,hardest,most violent pricks come out softened,humbled and reduced in size !!! lol

Am I A Racist ?
You call me "Cracker", "Honkey", "Whitey", "White C*#t" and you think it's OK. But when I call you Black, Kike, Towelhead, WOP, Sand-nigger, Camel Jockey, Gook, nigger or Chink you call me a racist. You say that whites commit a lot of violence against you, so why are the ghettos the most dangerous places to live? You have the United Negro College Fund. You have Martin Luther King Day. You have Black History Month. You have Cesar Chavez Day. You have Yom Hashoah You have Ma'uled Al-Nabi You have the NAACP. You have BET. If we had WET(white entertainment television) ...we'd be racist. If we had a White Pride Day... you would call us racist. If we had white history month... we'd be racist. If we had an organization for only whites to "advance" our lives... we'd be racist. If we had a college fund that only gave white students scholarships...you know we'd be racist. In the Million Man March, you believed that you were marc

Kooky Nutt
Witchy-Woman has to visit me here when she gets horny now. She comes over about twice a week. She likes to swim buttnaked in my pool in the basement. It's heated and inside. You can swim year round at my pad. The basement is my party room. It has a dance floor, the pool, two giant dairy coolers filled with beer, a complete bar, a giant screen HD TV set with Dish, and a stereo music system. It is like having a club in the basement. My parents lived here a few years ago and they entertained their friends and clients here. I just walked into it. You can't beat that. My parents keep hoping I will become sane and turn into a good citizen. Yea, right! Like that will ever happen! Why would I want to give up all this? I may be crazy but I ain't stupid! I made some phone calls this morning and apparently no one else had seen the giant coyotes that Cooky and I saw last night. Cooky went outside the game and saw no tracks. What is up with that..? Elephant sized coyotes should leave tracks. I k

My Daughter
HELLO TO ALL MY FRIENDS AND FAMILY JUST THOUGHT I LET YOU KNOW THE REASON FOR NOT LEAVING COMMENTS AND STUFF ON YALL PAGES IS BECAUSE MY 10 YEAR OLD DAUGHTER IS STILL IN HOSPITAL SHE ALREADY SPENT A WEEK IN THERE ..THEN WE CAME HOME AND NOW WE BACK AGAIN SO I DONT KNOW WHEN I BE BACK UP AND RUNNING BUT JUST WONTED TO LET ALL KNOW THAT I HAVE NOT FORGOT ABOUT NONE OF YOU OK WELL HAVE A GREAT WEEK AND HOPE TO BE BACK SOON... THANX BUFFY

My 1st Blog....well...this Could Get Interesting.......
Ok....here it goes, first off, i wanna dedicate my very 1st blog to my sis, my best friend....I met my friend, Bobbie, online in pogo.com approx. 3 years ago. Well this past summer, Aug. 2006, she came to visit me and my family, I live in Pa, she lives in Ky., so it was approx. an 8 hour or so ride for her. To meet someone in person that you only knew online.....maybe it aint always what it should be or they aint what they "pretend" to be online, but this girl, she was MORE than what I expected! The first thing we did when she got out of the car in my driveway was a "huge-ass" hug! Well, she couldn't have come at a better time, my family really needed and enjoyed her visit. My son in-law had just had a horrible work accident and lost his eye, he's doing great now, back to work, has a prosthetic eye now and has adapted very well. My sis/Bobbie, wanted to come up and give us all a hug for what we were going thru at the time. You'll NEVER find a better, truer friend than that. Well, toda

Survey Anonymous
Your Mind is NC-17 Rated You're mind is so filthy... you should should be washing every part of you out with soap. If your thoughts can go dirty, they do. Almost everything is NC-17 to you! Do You Have a Dirty Mind? 70 Ways To Tell You've Been Online Too Long 1. Tech Support calls "YOU" for help. 2. Someone at work tells you a joke and you say "LOL". 3. You watch TV with the closed captioning turned on. 4. You have called out someone's screen name while making love to your significant other. 5. You keep begging your friends to get an account so "we can hang out". 6. Three words: Carpal Tunnel Syndrome. 7. You've even gotten on an airplane just to meet some folks face-to- face. 8. You have to get a 2d phone line just so you can call Pizza Hut. 9. You go into labor and you stop to type a special e-mail to let everyone know you're going to be away. 10. You have a vanity car tag with your screen name on it. 11. You no longer type with prop

Well...here We Go....2nd Blog, Same Day!
Well....if you read my 1st blog, you'll know about my sis/Bobbie......well....around the same time I met her, I also met another very close, very good friend, Kelli...better known as Rosa/Rosabean, whom I also chat with just about daily on my MSN messenger. We tried to get it goin once to meet in person, and still hope to someday...that damn $$ issue seems to get in our way, she lives in Nebraska, just a tad further than Kentucky....that would be one long-ass ride! But anyway, me and Kell/roo, also met and play on pogo.com, and now, Bobbie and I got her involved in CT, so please, if ya will, comment her, rate her, bling her....let's help her build her CT points up! Right at this moment, while I'm typing this blog, Kelli/Rosa and I are on mic, cheapest way to beat the phone companies huh? lmao Anyway, love ya roo and I'm looking forward to that day when I get my "big-ass" hug from you too!! xoxox >>>Deb

Tada!!
Yes it i true I am in a great mood! To all of my new friends..thank you very much for being my friend...and to all of my old friends thank you as well.... I am here to have fun and share,share,share! Yes I am having a perky moment but thats life..I am going to add more pics on here as i get them!!!! strangebrew_haha@ CherryTAP

Annette Or Domestic Goddess
what the fuck there are some really awesome people out there glad i am getting to know or even chat with them. some of the sites i have seen blow me away one day tho i will be able to make mine prettier..ha,ha,ha..... thanks you's guys for stoppin by and checkin out some of my pics an other stuff you are all really great people big hugs to all of you Amy Winehouse is the video but schroll down and watch Animal from the muppets playing right along with the video...thought it was cool. byeeeeeeeee

My Thoughts...
Stats Rarest personality type; estimated 2% of population. Characteristics private sensitive quiet leaders great depth of personality - intricately and deeply woven, mysterious, and highly complex, sometimes puzzling even themselves introverted abstract in communicating live in a world of hidden meanings and possibilities - part of an unusually rich inner life abstract in communicating artistic (and natural affinity for art), creative, and easily inspired very independent orderly view towards the world but within themself arranged in a chaotic, complex way only they could understand Towards the self INFJs value their integrity a great deal. They are generally "doers" as well as great dreamers. They have high expectations of themselves and need to live their lives in accordance with what they feel is right. They do this through total trust of their intuition. They believe in constant growth and don't often take time to revel in their accomplishments. INFJs are

Death... Wtf????
In the beginning, God created the Heavens and the Earth and populated the Earth with broccoli, cauliflower and spinach, green and yellow and red vegetables of all kinds, so Man and Woman would live long and healthy lives. Then using God's great gifts, Satan created Ben and Jerry's Ice Cream and Krispy Creme Donuts. And Satan said, "You want chocolate with that?" And Man said, "Yes!" and Woman said, "and as long as you're at it, add some sprinkles." And they gained 10 pounds. And Satan smiled. And God created the healthful yogurt that Woman might keep the figure that Man found so fair. And Satan brought forth white flour from the wheat, and sugar from the cane and combined them. And Woman went from size 6 to size 14. So God said, "Try my fresh green salad." And Satan presented Thousand-Island Dressing, buttery croutons and garlic toast on the side. And Man and Woman unfastened their belts following the repast. God then said, "I have sent you heart healthy vegetables and o

Boat Trip
barbiedoll19@ fubar River Trip At a Senior Citizen's luncheon, an elderly gentleman and an elderly lady struck up a conversation and discovered that they both loved to fish. Since both of them were widowed, they decided to go fishing together the next day. The gentleman picked the lady up, and they headed to the river to his fishing boat and started out on their adventure. They were riding down the river when there was a fork in the river, and the gentleman asked the lady, Do you want to go up or down?" All of a sudden the lady stripped off her shirt and pants and made mad passionate love to the man right there in the boat! When they finished, the man couldn't believe what had just happened, but he had just experienced the best sex that he'd had in years. They fished for a while and continued on down the river, when soon they came upon another fork in the river. He again asked the lady, "Up or down ?" There she went again, stripped off her clothes, and made wild pass

Dying
You scored as Gunshot. Your death will be by gunshot, probably because you are some important person or whatever. Possibly a sniper, nice, quick, clean shot to the head. Just beautiful.Gunshot87%Disappear80%Poison60%Suicide60%Suffocated53%Bomb53%Stabbed40%Natural Causes40%Drowning33%Cut Throat33%Accident27%Disease

Update
I wanted to wait a few days before writting a new blog. So I would have more to tell. Saturday the 17th Tristen, Alex and I had a birthday party to go to in Lively. The last time we where out to Lively Nicole Tristens godmom told him the next time he went out there he might be able to spend the night. Well he never forgot he packed his pj's so he could stay the night. After the party was over we Tristen asked Nicole and Norm if he could spend the night they said it was okay with them. Norm and Nicole are Tristens godparents. So that was Tristens first night sleeping away from home. He sure liked it tho thats all he talked about for two days he was driving me crazy. I didnt mind not having him here it was a nice brake mind you I still had Kieyah & Alex. Tuesday 20th I had playgroup with Alex & Kieyah I was telling the lady the does the playgroups that Alex still wouldnt crawl well as we where talking about it the little guy decided to crawl and he hasnt stopped since. I was so happy

Journal
I guess its normal for the people you've backed up, and stood by almost like brothers to ignore me. It seems that my own brothers would like to keep my cheese out in the wind too. Then theres someone who is a puppet master behind this, and I'm so fucking disgusted that hes using his own children this way to keep tabs on each other, and their mother. If theres friction between him, and one son, well he uses the others against him. If the two sons who spend time together once a week, well if something breakes off the plans, even if the other is very sick he gets a massive guilt trip. I'm alone tonight, totally, just sitting here with noone to even phone and its really annoying. If I said I derserved it, I know that would be bull. You might have noticed that I'm not on CT as much as I used to be. Well, I no longer Dj on here for starters, and that being said I've got some shit to take off my chest and say. If you don't like it, then don't read it, plain and simple. Here is the truth of

Pondering Intense Feelings
Thank you to everyone for your support of a newly blossoming relationship. I believe that one of the reasons this relationship has developed is because we started out as acquaintances, which turned into a friendship. This friendship has been around for the better part of a year. I have long held a belief that the strongest of relationships come from following a course similar to the one we are on. Where it goes none of us can say, we just know that the bond we are developing is already a very strong one, which can only get stronger as our love for each other grows. To be in a relationship involves this growth, both individually and as a pair. Kutie is a beautiful woman with so much to offer to a man like myself. I have been able to realize just how much of a “catch” she truly is in the last few days. It has not gone over my head just how much of a “catch” I am to her. There is a warm, happy feeling that comes over me when she tells me how lucky she feels to have “a

A Little More About Me, If You Are Interested.
I was born the youngest of 4 kids a very long time ago. I had a normal childhood except for coming down with polio at the age of three. With the help of my family, a few good doctors, and the man up stairs I pretty much got over polio and after two years went back to being a regular kid. Polio left me with a weak leg that required a brace on it for me to walk and a damaged right lung plus a few other things I will not bore you with. I grew up on our family farm then after college I went to work for a local company as an accountant. I moved to North Carolina for ten years during the 80’s as the head accountant for a branch plant for the same company. I worked hard for the first 5 years then after getting all the systems in place I had it fairly easy the last 5 years. I retired from work in late 1989 because I was getting too weak to do the job the way it should be done. Then in February of 1990 my lung just gave out on me, as a result of havening had polio. I’ve been on the respi

Atc
GREETINGS CITIZENS WE ARE LIVING IN THE AGE IN WHICH THE PUSUIT OF ALL VALUES OTHER THAN MONEY.SUCESS.FAME.GLAMOUR. HAVE EITHER BEEN DISCREDITED OR DESTROYED MONEY.SUCESS.FAME.GLAMOUR FOR WE ARE LIVING IN THE AGE OF THE THING Drowning in this tub of tears slowly turning red like blood clots slowly suffocating me my dreams will do the same MONEY.FAME.GLAMOUR.SUCESS.!~*!~ __$famous for being fabulous$__ Thats Not A crack hole. that's a rat hole !~@#$RATZ ON CRACK ATTACK!~@#$ Central Park. The Sun Shining.& and Ice Cream. Just You & Me.

Roping A Deer......
If anyone can tell me what a Naked Singularity is without using Google, there is a handsome reward. I had this idea that I was going to rope a deer, put it in a stall, feed it up on corn for a couple of weeks, then kill it and eat it. The first step in this adventure was getting a deer. I figured that, since they congregated at my cattle feeder and do not seem to have much fear of me when we are there (a bold one will sometimes come right up and sniff at the bags of feed while I am in the back of the truck not 4 feet away), it should not be difficult to rope one, get up to it and toss a bag over its head (to calm it down) then hog tie it and transport it home. I filled the cattle feeder then hid down at the end with my rope. The cattle, having seen the roping thing before, stayed well back. They were not having any of it. After about 20 minutes, my deer showed up -- 3 of them. I picked out a likely looking one, stepped out from the end of the feeder, and threw my rope. The deer

Pushing Aside All !!!!
Pushing everything to the side of the world dont matter because i still hate everything that has happen and i push it all back in my mind but i will wonder about it once in a while... I try to just think of the best things possiable till something is done or said...Do i hate you for it no its made me stronger and i could never hate something or someone that i love to much ..... You do things that makes me wonder and make me so lost and confussed about...Why does it happen why do people do things that makes ones mind sit there and do 360's over and over again ....But i live in a life were i deal with it every day every night 365 days a year because thats out human life....there isnt a damm thing we can do about it .... Well there is we can pipe up and tell what we want to tell and make it be known that we are here and we have been heard.... Some peole say that i dont talk enough and other say i voice what im thinking way to much .....It all falls back to my mind wondering were it ha

The Battle
They say there is a silver lining to every dark cloud...ok...I hopefully will see it soon... Just wanted to let ya'll know that I will probably not be on for awhile after Wednesday...this saddens me so much, I literally depend on ya'll to get me thru these times and now I can't even do that...the reasons why sadden me even more... This past week really sucked, my ex and I had been at it since the sunday before, on Thursday he left and moved back to Florida...YAY...atleast I thought anyways...wasn't aware untill Saturday that the bank account was also emptied...this really sux, my electric bill is due Wednesday, so I won't be on after that... Don't want sympothy or anything like that, just wanted to share with the ones who care...will see ya'll as soon as I can... If any of you see that silver lining to this cloud that is over me, please let me know, it's been awhile since I've seen one... I hope ya'll have a great week, weekend, maybe even month... huggs, kisses and

Random Today News
Sorry that I havent been on much but I moved out of the house with me mom to where I am wokring. I dont have wireless so I am only on everyonce in awhile. I am helping my father in law care for my mother in law. She has brain cancer and needs help. I am on as much as I can. Later Today is the puppys birthday. His name is Buddy and he is 4 years old. He has gotten so big. I will post a pic under my pics. He is so cute, I love him.

Sexiest Female In A Hat Contest
Hey sexy cherries...I'm in KevDog's SEXIEST FEMALE IN A HAT CONTEST, starting tomorrow. Please stop by and show me some C.T.A.F luvin.... Thanxs in advance xoxoxoxoxox Blonde BLONDE VIXEN: (repost of original by 'Blonde Vixen C.T.A.F # 27' on '2007-02-22 13:11:56')

Sway
Sway Don't stray, don't ever go away I should be much too smart for this You know it gets the better of me Sometimes, when you and I collide I fall into an ocean of you, pull me out in time Don't let me drown, let me down I say it's all because of you And here I go, losing my control I'm practising your name so I can say it to your face It doesn't seem right, to look you in the eye Let all the things you mean to me Come tumbling out my mouth Indeed it's time to tell you why I say it’s infinitely true Say you'll stay, don't come and go Like you do Sway my way, yeah I need to know All about you And there's no cure, and no way to be sure Why everything's turned inside out Instilling so much doubt It makes me so tired - I feel so uninspired My head is battling with my heart My logic has been torn apart And now it all turns sour Come sweeten every afternoon Say you'll stay, don't come and go Like you do Sway my way, yeah I need to know All about you

My Life
Okay so it's been a while since I have been on fubar. I've missed alot on here, but alot has been happening for me as well. I recently got engaged :) and mine and my fiance's wedding date is April 23, 2011. Very excited! I'm also planning on going to college in January. My mother had neck surgery, alot of deaths has happened with in the past year and I got a new dog. So alot has happened, but I summed it up and it seems alot less then what truley happened. That's an update for ya'll. 2 more days until I get my tattoo. I am so happy! This is what my tattoo is going to be except it is going to be done in blackwork. Their will be picture's and I will put them on here. Promise!

Its Me
i fell in love, he hurt me. i think its all over and there is nothing i can do. but to him i hope u can be happy and find the right one cause it wasnt me. Lets always be friends? because no matter what i will always love u. Love forever and always, me the guys in my life dont know what they want. guy one wants me now, guy two wants me but has a weird way of showing it, and i keep meeting more great guys. THIS SUCKS! well im just going to keep doing what im doing, its got me this far! MMFWCL to all my lo's and lette's out there! He is the greatest and i dont want 2 let him go. this one is the one that makes my heart skip and when we r together i dont want to leave him. he is amazing, wow who knew i could find a good catch. well he knows who he is and i just want to tell him that he has my heart in his hand and i think im in love wit him. JuggaletteVixen MMFWCL

Buddha Quotes
There are only two mistakes one can make along the road to truth: 1.) not going all the way; and 2.) not starting. Three things cannot be long hidden: the sun, the moon, and the truth. Do not dwell in the past, do not dream of the future, concentrate the mind on the present moment. There is nothing more dreadful than the habit of doubt. Doubt separates people. It is a poison that disintegrates friendships and breaks up pleasant relations. It is a thorn that irritates and hurts; it is a sword that kills. An insincere and evil friend is more to be feared than a wild beast; a wild beast may wound your body, but an evil friend will wound your mind. I never see what has been done; I only see what remains to be done. The tongue like a sharp knife... Kills without drawing blood. You, yourself, as much as anybody in the entire universe, deserve your love and affection. Ennui has made more gamblers than avarice, more drunkards than thirst, and perhaps as many suic

My Site
Peregrine@ CherryTAP Jim Neugent is a coach in Childress, Texas. Jim writes: My name is Jim Neugent. I wrote to ABC (on-line) concerning a program called "THE PRACTICE." In last nights episode, one of the lawyer's mothers decided she is gay and wanted her son to go to court and help her get a marriage license so she could marry her 'partner.' I sent the following letter to ABC yesterday and really did not expect a reply, but I did get one. My original message was: ABC is obsessed with the subject of homosexuality. I will no longer watch any of your attempts to convince the world that homosexuality is OK. ' THE PRACTICE' can be a fairly good show, but last night's program was so typical of your agenda. You picked the 'dufus' of the office to be the one who was against the idea of his mother being gay, and made him look like a whiner because he had convictions. This type of mentality calls people like me a "gay basher." Read the

Just A Really Bad Day...
this morning just started out bad and continued to get worse throughout the day... we had a physical fitness test this morning, which i couldnt take cuz of my back being messed up... but i still needed to get weighed in... well, i wuz happy cuz i lost 9 lbs in the past 2 weeks, but then when they taped me, it wuz not good... the army just went to a new body fat taping system and it duznt do any female justice... needless to say, i wuz way over what i usually am or what my maximum can be... later i wuz told that 95% of females fail becuz of this new system. i really hope they change it soon! when i came home to shower this morning after all this crap, i get sum1 knockin at my door while i wuz in the shower... i get out to find a eviction notice on the inside of my door. all becuz of my check that wuz returned cuz i wuz short $3.76 in my account!!!!!!! so now i owe over $100 in late fees and shyte... and i only have like 24 hrs to pay it all by... so i have no idea what i am

Poetry And Lyrics
You lay their on your sheet youd rather than be beat Ripped in half than take the eat And Die at last to afraid to truelly live as you die living in your apple pie suicide Applepie suicide say goodnight my virgin bride Applepie suicide thus with a kiss i die Over and over you resist until into my crams and into my kiss you yourself give and give The Heat is in your eyes (suicide) I see it there you want to die (suicide) when your alone you give, die, and cry in your delusions of applepie you are my applepie suicide we are alone you and I our bodies meet our worlds collide as we'll say together we want to die Kill me again is in your breathey sighs i live and die between your thighs you know you've never felt so high again and again I eat you right Into you again i glide as we stare each other in the eyes Finaly completely you let got and I savor your applepie reveling in your virgin suicide Glad you chose me to take your life When I

Sometimes In Life
Sometimes in life, you find a special friend; Someone who changes your life just by being part of it. Someone who makes you laugh until you can't stop; Someone who makes you believe that there really is good in the world. Someone who convinces you that there really is an unlocked door just waiting for you to open it. This is Forever Friendship. This is the sacred RED ROSE.

What Ever I Doubt U Will Read This
my phone number to reach me is 680-9063. Pleaseno late calls I'm not much of a blogger but i decided to type this any way. I doubt anyone will read this. So I sit every day contemplating the meaning of life. I mean this seriously I try to devote an hour a day to this end. Yet all i seem to find Is a series of mixed and muddled answers. It almost seems the entire meaning to life is merely to procreate and dominate the world with our species. I also wonder at what good it would do for one person such as me to try and fix things. I have come to the conclusion that no one man can make a lasting effect on man kind in the positive aspect. Humanity is to willing to focus on the negative and not on the positive. The only solution is not just a revolution of society but of the mind and not just a little portion of the world but the entire planet at once. as long as we as a race continue to focus on short term goals and selfish desires we will never achieve the next grand step in our physical an

This Is For The Woman
Ladies Only ... Which Movie Star Are You? This is kind of fun! Ever wonder which movie star you are most like? Don't read ahead please! Well ~ A team of researchers got together and analyzed the personalities of movie stars. The gathered info has been incorporated into this quiz. There are only 10 questions so it doesn't take long. Number your paper from 1 to 10, then answer each question with the choice that most describes you at this point in your life , and then add up the points that correspond with your answers. Send this to all of your friends ( including person who sent it to you) with your star's name in the subject line. Now . Don't look ahead or you will ruin the fun! 1. Which describes your perfect date? a) Candlelight dinner for two b) Amusement Park c) Roller blading in the park d) Rock Concert e) Have dinner & see a movie f) Dinner at home with a loved one 2. What is your favorite type of music? a) Rock and Roll b) Alte

Hopeless
I just don't know any more I think I have lost all faith in meeting prince charming..... Is there anyone out there that still does?? I guess it's kinda like believing in santa or the Easter bunny? huh? I don't want to give up... I truly do but what other choice do I have??? Someone help... Gina hold your breath stop and stare looking out there at who knows where.... hold on tight the ride has just begun life if wonderful and full of fun but just a note don't go to fast or you might get hurt take it slow...... and guard your heart for boys will break it from the start trust them you must it's the only way but don't be mad at the next one that comes your way he could be the one who show you that love can be fun... so walk little one never run and if you should fall just remember i will there to help you stand up and stare out in the world to who knows where well here i sit all alone once again wishing despitley to know when the blanket of sadness is going to come off for good! looking

.:capricorn The Passionate Lover
Once you have opened this memo, there's no turning back. Below are true descriptions of zodiac signs, with traits from a book written 35 years ago by an astrologist predictionist. Read your sign, then repost this in a new bulletin with your zodiac sign and label, or you'll get bad luck for the number of years stated in your sign description. This is real shit, try ignoring it, and the first thing you'll notice is having a horrible day starting tomorrow morning - and it only gets worse from there. .:VIRGO:. The Virgin Dominant in relationships. Sexy. someone loves them right now. Freak in bed. Always wants the last word. Caring. Smart. Intellectual. Attractive. Loud. Loyal. Easy to talk to. Hard to forget. Love at first sight. Everything you ever wanted. Easy to please. The one and only. Ultimate sexiness. 7 years of bad luck if you do not repost. .:SCORPIO:. The sex addict Can be mean. EXTREMELY sexy. Intelligent. Energetic. Predict future. Most erotic. (Freak in be

Babyface
www.hostdrjack.com Hope yall have a great night and I will talk to you tomorrow! www.hostdrjack.com To Everyone on Cherry Tap, Have a great night and sleep well!!! Glitter Text Maker Layout Codes BEST Weekend Graphics and Images Love All Of Yall!!! Hope you have one Hell of a Saturday!!! Love Ya!! Amanda ( Babyface)

More Then A Feeling
Have you ever felt.. those sad butterflies.. or the very hurtful ones.. yeah. thats how you make me feel you give me ALL kinds, but you don`t seem to care & theres nothing i can do about it... i feel horrible i hate this feeling, this feeling of self doubt, that i`m not good enough or something it sucks; i just want it to disapear, i want you to disappear, no i just want you to stop hurting me, leading me on, or whatever your doing. i hate it how i let you play with my heart, its out in the open.. and i let you crush it and then build it up again, and then let it fall to peices once more.. i should just lock up my heart & never give away the key. i can`t do this anymore, the hard thing is.. you've got me totally hooked, every time i see you, or hear your voice i go weak.. & it seems as tho theres nothing i can do about it and i just wish i could let you go.. & your not even THAT special.. just to me.. you have no idea. i don`t no how to explain the way i feel about you. i just ugh. wha

My Poems
Yin Yang Concept Blue skies Green grass Happy smiles Clear glass Cloudy skies Off green glass Blank expressions Unclear glass Stormy gray skies Really brown grass Angry and pissed off Dirt covered glass Back to blue skies Back to green grass Nothing can stay It will soon pass Better to be crazy Together Than Crazy Apart I'm your kinky bastard You're my crazy bitch Whenever you scratch yourself You relieve my itch I bite your gentle flesh You pull my soft hair We have two bodies But one soul to share You want me to rape you I want you to rape me We spend our time fucking Until a quarter to three You scratch my back I choke your neck Master and slave We keep each other in check We're too crazy for anyone else But when we're together we can be ourselves. Two Parts of a Whole You're the air that I breathe You're the food that I eat You're the sleep that I get You're my sugar and meat You're the liquid I drink You're the chair that

Why
As all of my friends know I just lost a good friend! I was blessed to have had the chance to have him as a friend! My heart goes out to his family especially his brothers and his girlfriend Wendy and their daughters. When things like this happen it makes me question my faith and why God would take such a good man! He was a wonderful son, brother, father, and friend to many! I met him for the first time in 2003 and he was only 17 years old, but more mature than most men my own age! There wasnt a time the whole week that I was in P-Cola that he didnt put a smile on my and everyone around him face. He was just a pleasure to be around!!! When Lacey called me yesterday and told me he was missing my heart stopped! The first thing that popped in my head was OMG I hope Wendy and the girls are ok. She told me what happened and I thought my heart had been ripped outta my chest. I prayed all day and night that he would be found alive!!! But as more time passes I know that there is a slim chance o

Poems Ive Written
It will be 3 years This Year and My Moms Birthday is Tommorow So heres the other of the 2 Poems Im showing today Almost 2 years 2 years almost come and Past Life seems to be moving so very Fast I'm forced to Find Other Role Models Since God has taken the 2 i've Followed Ive been forced to Grow up so Fast But life has its changes If you are to last Every Person I meet knows of your name because you've shaped me to be your same Your Love Compassion and Wisdom will always be with me From now until the End of Eternity I really Miss you Momma I wish you were here with me So I could Kiss You You Were the Light in my Darkest Days I really miss you Like The Roses That are Red And the Violets Are Blue You are in my Heart and Ill always Love You The Third Year Draws Near And In Time I May Heal But my true Love for you I will always Feel As Summer Approaches I stare at the Sky So blue Thinking Of Heaven And My Thoughts are Of you Reliving the

Just My Crazy Crap!
The Guys' Rules At last a guy has taken the time to write this all down. We always hear"the rules" from the female side. Now here are the rules from the male side. These are our rules! Please note... these are all numbered "1" ON PURPOSE! 1. Learn to work the toilet seat. You're a big girl. If it's up, put it down. We need it up, you need it down. You don't hear us complaining about you leaving it down. 1. Sunday sports. It's like the full moon or the changing of the tides. Let it be. 1. Shopping is NOT a sport. And no, we are never going to think of it that way. 1. Crying is blackmail. 1. Ask for what you want. Let us be clear on this one: Subtle hints do not work! Strong hints do not work! Obvious hints do not work! Just say it! 1. Yes and No are perfectly acceptable answers to almost every question. 1. Come to us with a problem only if you want help solving it. That's what we do. Sympathy is what your girlfriends are for. 1.

Pic Rating!!
I have over 130 pics in my albums and I love it when everyone rates them!! So here is the deal!! 1.) Rate 10 pics and get a cherrytap keg from me!! 2.) Rate 20 of my pics and get flashing hearts!! 3.) Rate 30 of my pics and get a trophy!! 4.) Rate 40 of my pics and get a vacation!! 5.) Rate 50 of my pics and get a platinum cherry!! 6.) Rate 60 of my pics and get a mens bracelette!! 7.) Rate 70 of my pics and get diamond earrings!! 8.) Rate 80 of my pics and get mens or womans ring!! 9.) Rate 90 of my pics and get a rolex!! 10.) Rate 100 of my pics and get a silver motor cycle!! 11.) Rate 110 of my pics and get a tropical vacation!! 12.) Rate 120 of my pics and get a corvette!! 13.) Rate all my pics and get a porsche!! 14.) Rate all my pics and leave a comment on all of my pics and you will get a yacht!! Just let me know when you finish and what amount you did and I will verify it to see if you have accomplished it and will give you your gi

2% Alcohol Budweiser In Gas Station
I just heard that gas station and grocery store beer has less alochol in it than liquor store beer in the state of Kansas. I haven't checked thisn out yet...but if it's ture that's stupid, and it upsets me.

Surveys
------------------- EX'S SURVEY ------------------- (1) Would you kiss your Ex again? Depends on the ex 2) How many girlfriends/ boyfriends have told you they loved you? Quite a few (3) Have you ever thought that you were going to marry a person? Haven't been married yet (4) Have you ever loved someone so much that it hurt? Yep (5) Have you ever made a boy/girlfriend cry... Yes (6) Are you happier single or in a relationship? Both have their perks, but I would like to be in a relationship once again whenever someone worth dating comes around. (7) Have you ever been cheated on? Yes 8) Have you ever told someone you loved them and didn't mean it? No (9) Have you ever had your heart broken? Yes (10) If you could go back in time and change things, would you? No, things happened the way they did for a reason, I've come to terms with them and like to think that those experiences, good and bad have made me who I am today, and I like who I am today he

My Best Friend!!!!!
Well people what can I say about this girl?!?!?!? She is my heart, my soul, my rock, my confidant, my shoulder to cry on, my partner in crime, she is my best friend!!! Over 10 years we have been to hell and back... We have had our friendship put to the test on more than one occasion and we come out stronger than we were when we went in... She has been by my side thru the worst times in my life... And she has partied with me thru the best... She knows what Im thinking before I even say it... And she knows me better than I know myself... She has been one of only a handfull of people who have always seen me for who I am no matter what... She thinks Im beautiful even first thing in the morning... And knows and has more confidence in what I can achieve than I have in myself some days... Tiya my love I know life hasnt been that picture perfect dream we both had growing up... Its been hard and it sometimes it hurts so bad we cant breathe... But I want you to know I have your back, I love y

Baby Files
Ok gang its 1:52am here and i am exhausted i am running on 2 hours sleep at this point so i am gonna give you the stats for now and will do pics and whatnot later. Name: Eljin Kai TOB: 1:44pm Wgt: 7lbs 1.4oz Length: 20 in Hair: Brown Eyes: Blue He and mom are both doing wonderful and i will update you more later Well we are in the final stretch now. In 6 hours I will take my wife to the hospital and they will induce her labor. So in less then 12 hours I will be a daddy yet again. GHod am i nervous. You would think that after having 3 children already i would get used to this, but no matter how hard i try i still get nervous. My heart is beating out of my chest right now just thinking about it. I am amazed at how many thoughts are running through my head right now. Sleep will probably never happen for me tonight since I am so excited. Hopefully i will catch a small nap at least. I will post all the pertainent info as soon as i can tomorrow and let all those who have been ke

Traveling Tech
With a job like mine, I travel all over the province of Manitoba. I've been to Lac Brochet, Brochet, Split Lake, York Landing, Nelson House, Opaskweyak, Garden Hill, Red Sucker Lake, St Theresa Point, Wasagamack, Roseau River, Rolling River, Dakota Plains, Dakota Tipi, Long Plains, Chemawawin, Ebb and Flow, Grand Rapids, Little Grand Rapids, Thompson, Poplar River, Jackhead, Brokenhead, Birdtail Sioux, Barrens River, Sagkeeng, Sandy Bay, Lake Manitoba, Crane River, Little Saskatchewan, Pauingassi, Pukatawagan, Bloodvein, Swan Lake, Black River, Oxford House, God's River, God's Lake Narrows, Lake St Martin, Tootinawazabeeng, Birch River, Dauphin River, Pinaymootang, Cross Lake, Sapotaweyak, Waywayseecappo and Fisher River. I've to almost every first nations reservation in the province. I was once in this reserve (which will remain nameless) to realign a satellite dish. I stayed at the lodge that was the only one available. Ay about 11pm I hear people talking outdoors from my room.

My Blog Has A First Name..it's B-l-o-g!!
Lets see... Welll,The biggest thing in my life is i'm very married now. Well handfested. But many don't get what I mean when I say that. That's right my beautiful Gypsy honnored me by agreeing to be my Mate. I've never been happier. And She is my beam in an otherwise shitty time in my life. Not so much my life but my family I chose.So I am effected as well. We'll be moveing soon. Then yet again.5 of us are in the hospital right now.3 in very bad shape. Then there's the odd actions of someone i'm close to. Well we all are close to. I'm questioning they're real intent with being close to us. Seems it's all a way to get them the monies they need & very little other.There is a chill in the air if it's any topic other then helping them with money. That sucks. I'll help out my friends as much as I can. But I will not help you out if that is sole reason your my friend. Everyone of my kin are this way too. Poisoned is temp. on hold . With our siner & gutirest in the hospital there's li

Someday
Each night as I close my eyes, I always think of you, your eyes, your smile, your beauty, the little things you say and do. Right now I can not hold you, I can't look into your eyes, I can't hear your laughter, I can't take the tears away, I can't give you all the things, that would make your life complete, But that will all change, all this will fade away, the first time that we meet, just hold tight to our dreams, and know that I'll someday be there, we may not have a right now, or a yesterday, but one thing we have, no one can take away, if you just love me, the way I do love you, we have our SOMEDAY.... Music Video Codes By Music Jesus.com

Quotes I Live By
The ultimate measure of a man is not where he stands in moments of comfort and convenience, but where he stands at times of challenge and controversy. The true neighbor will risk his position, his prestige, and even his life, for the welfare of others." ~Martin Luther King, Jr.

Awesome Songs
Bible Basher lyrics Artist - Deicide Album - The Best Of Deicide Lyrics - Bible Basher Holy one unsung, you are the scum of his philosophy Will you ever learn that it is god who is the enemy? Step across our line from the divine and twisted beaten path Spewing forth in bullshit to your final fatal bleeding gasp What you have to say about your lord don't mean a thing to me Bash you fucking head in with the book of his insanitiy Bible Basher Bible Basher Bible Basher Bible Basher Bible Basher Bible Basher Bible Basher Who is your god? Ram your religion so far up your ass Till it becomes just a thing of the past Trample the cross and you cave into hate Bible basher I'm destroying your faith Blasphemous and vicious as I'm ripping you from head to toe There are those who wish you'd leave them the fuck alone In your face I spit to contradict your lord's integrity Time to admit, you are swimming in fantasy In a fit of rate, Satanic ways you will be crucified Bo

Mercury Retrograde 2007
Mercury Retrograde Dates for 2007 February 14, 2007 - March 8, 2007 Mercury begins its retrograde period at 10° Pisces and continues its backward motion to 25° Aquarius when it goes direct on the 8th of March 2007. June 15, 2007 to July 10, 2007 Mercury begins this retrograde period at 11° Cancer on Friday June 15th and continues its’ retrograde motion until Tuesday July 10 when it turns direct at 2° Cancer. October 12th, 2007 - November 2, 2007 Mercury goes retrograde at 9° Scorpio on Friday October 12 and continues its retrograde cycle until it goes direct on Friday November 2 at 23° Libra. Call 770-587-1910 or e-mail javamist@aol.com for more information Mercury turns retrograde three times a year, as a rule, but the effects of each period differ, according to the sign in which it happens. A planet is described as retrograde when it appears to be moving backwards through the zodiac. This phenomenon occurs by the planetary motion created by the earth, with

Yea
nowhere to place the blame for my wretched life i will never forget you for these acts of betrayal these dark thoughts invade my mind left alone left alone to hurt i will never forget you for these acts of shame left alone to take the blame i try to help but theres noone to listen my words are void and empty maybe ill keep silent from now on since my words are meaningless i offered myself but was denied a lost cause my broken heart dies beating no more from years of neglect my soul is laid to rest my blood drains from wounds unseen these feelings i only get from my dreams let them finish me my flesh and bones ache the love i feel fades away some things just havnt changed deceived by my eyes i cant never feel the same these feelings fade from sight deceptions rule my world your heart beats on not knowing my love is gone deceptions rule my world

How Am I Funny?!
Hows everbody doing??? Ah thats good... You know when your going down the stairs you get to the last part thinking theres another step and booom your foot slams down all awkward. Thats how i feel.... I feel like i should be stepping on something... How ya doin??? I ask everyone that at my job.. I'm a chef that cooks in front of people so i have to make conversation or else they get bored... but sometimes the customers do all the work for me... I had this one kid... he looked at me intesely and said in his little high pitch voice "HEY YOU WANNA?!?!?! NO!!!!" He did that for about 3 minutes..."HEY YOU WANNA?!?! NO!!!!" Freeeaaaaaakkkeeed me the fuck out! I thought maybe he was going to ask me to disney land.. to kill me! Whats weirder is that In between that he kept asking his mom something and tugging on her shirt, but she just kept telling him to talk to me... So finally he gets some courage.. "HEEEEEEYYOOOOUWANNAHEARAFUNNYJOKE?!?!?!" "Umm what?" "YOOOOUWANNAHEARAFUNNYJOKE?!?!?!" Fina

Pathetic Ugly Asshats That Take Up Internet Space
seriously this site is full of old cunts crying to the owner when someone stands up to them and having the person deleted............ 1. the owner is obviously a faggot 2. these gangs of fucking old cunts are sexual predators that prey on unsuspecting females because they have never been the subject of attention 3. they cry when someone standsup to them 4. anyone wanna pay these cunts a visit and give them a beating for me?? go on i dare ya

My 1st Blog
DIRK: WE OWE THE FANS A BIG ONE Jimmy Rice 28 February 2007 Dirk Kuyt admits he and his teammates owe the fans a big performance against Manchester United on Saturday to make amends for their disappointing defeat at Old Trafford earlier in the season. The Reds lost 2-0 in October and Kuyt believes a vintage display is required to banish the painful memories. "I think we owe a performance after Old Trafford. That was a disappointing time and we definitely want a better result at Anfield this time," said the Dutchman. "It would be a great result for us if we could do it. We just need to go and approach the game as we've done in the last week. "If you can beat a side like Barcelona with players of the quality of Messi and Ronaldinho, you know you can beat a lot of teams. "We've come back from Barcelona and done a good job at the weekend with a win and a clean sheet. Now we want to beat United. "We've beaten Chelsea at home and Barcelona away, so now

Poem: Stormy Seas
STORMY SEAS Rough, angry, and stormy seas Ones where ships should never be Tremendous waves and blowing gales Breaking hulls and tearing sails Why would ships wander on such a night When hurricane winds blow with such might Crashing waves and driven rain Taking lives and causing pain (2-17-88) Sharp, dark, and jagged rocks Taking lives like a leper's pox Spliting wood and crushing hull Cackling like a dead man's skull Try as you might you cannot flee The suffocation of the cold sea so among the gasps and the groans Say "HELLO" to Davey Jones (2-23-07) James L. Gardner

Poems
In the pouring rain droplets falling every splash full of life every litte drop precious I find myself in your arms standing here with only, one care in the world gazing gently, lovingly into your eyes letting you know i love you, even with a gaze, droplets running down ure face carresing your beauty, it's undeniable, our love slowly i bring u closer , feeling the gentle assurance of your warmth against my body i kiss you filled with all my emotions just a single kiss to let you know, I love you and always will, walking into the rain holding your hand, I am content, Our love is lasting~ So imcomplete so alone,lost and sad. This is what i feel when i awake another day why do i build my walls so strong so mighty and long lasting i wont let myself fall for a stranger nor will i allow myself fall for a friend i want to love again i want to be happy but yet i always screw it up i push and push so your not near me i wont let you love me ill make you hate m

Pretending
Started with a tiny flirt, a smile it did bring, you have always been there. when storm clouds unleash the rain, you are so easy to talk to, I have told you everything, all my hopes and wises, all my fears and pains, you say that you love me, I believe it's true, We have plans for our forever, I gave my heart to you, we promised to find a way, to always make it through, nomatter what life holds, I'll face it all with you, I will love and trust you, give you my everything, but before we take the next step, there is something I need to know, Is your love for me real, or are you just... Pretending?? Music Video Codes By Music Jesus.com

Alright Already, I Give.......
You gotta check out Pattie LaBelle - If you asked me too. Listen to the Lyrics and tell me those words dont touch you. If they don then you better get to a Doctor and have your Heart Checked. I havent heard this song in ages. Let alone seen the video. "I'd give you Everything, All you gotta do is Just Ask me Too." Not just any Birthday but my 40th. Another Milestone. Until about 2 days ago I was not really looking forward to it. I mean, Damn where the Hell did 10 years go?!?!?!? I'm not Rich and Famous like I had Hoped; then again I sure no one is. I'm not gonna Retire early and move to some Tropical Island. Then it finally dawned on me, considering the Life Expectancey for Black Males in my Generation, which was 18-25 yrs. during the mid 80's early 90's, I'm Kicking Ass! I have the Great Wife in the World, I have a Daughter I only feel like killing sometimes, I'm in Good Health and I've got some truly Awesome Friends. So what the Hell, why be Depressed about it. I earn thes

10 Things Dumbazzs' Do On Cherrytap
! One: Put so much crap on their profile that it is difficult to read, rate, or comment, and sometimes just crashes browsers and/or computers all together. It's called a stash, you get points for it, use it! Two: Throwing a giant fit and leaving. That's so middle school. Three: Having "rate me" and such in your username. Well, duh, it's CherryTap. Rating is what we do! But I bet no one would have thought of it if you had not reminded them! Four: Put private pictures in the middle of public folders. Your viewers can SEE the thumbnail, but we click on it and it says, "Sorry, this is private!" and you're stuck going back to the original gallery. I personally just close it and find someone else to rate. Five: Post/Repost bulletins that say, "Repost this or get off my friends list!". Fucking hell. I delete everyone who post those, even friends I talk to on a regular basis. I'm not here to be threatened! I accept just about every friend request, so I probably won't miss y

New Weightloss Program
Subject: A Successful Weight Loss Program A guy calls a company and orders their 5-day, 10 lb. weight loss program. The next day, there's a knock on the door and there stands before him a voluptuous, athletic, 19 year old babe dressed in nothing but a pair of Nike running shoes and a sign round her neck. She introduces herself as a representative of the weight loss company. The sign reads: "If you can catch me, you can have me." Without a second thought, he takes off after her. A few miles later, huffing and puffing, he finally catches her and has his way with her. The same girl shows up for the next four days and the same thing happens. On the fifth day, he weighs himself and is delighted to find he has lost 10 lbs., as promised. He then calls the company and orders their 5-day/20 pound program. The next day there's a knock at the door and there stands the most stunning, beautiful, sexy woman he has ever seen in his life. She is wearing nothing but

Let's Get Personal
My Physical Survey Physical AppearanceHair ColorBlondeHieght5'1"GlassesSometimesShoe Size6-7Casual or FormalCasualLong or Short HairLongManicured or NaturalNaturalEye ColorBlueLet's get PhysicalLights on or OffOnBed or TableBedRomantic or WildRomanticRisky or SafeRiskyHugs or KissesKissesEars or NeckNeck !Walk fast or SlowFastDance or Tap FootDanceWalk or RideWalkStay in or Go OutDepends On The CompanySpontanious or PlannedLil' Of BothOrganized or FrazzledOrganizedEarly or LateLateTaken or SingleHjmmm ...not sure yetHigh Places or Well GroundedWell GroundedSwimming or SkiingSwimmingHiking or Beach StrollBeach StrollVertical or HorizontalHorizontalBath or ShowerShowerRoll-on or SprayRoll-OnHot or ColdHotTongue or LipsTongueType or WriteWriteRead or SingReadTalk or ListenListenOne of the Gang or OutsiderOutsiderLoud or QuiteQuiteSchool or WorkWorkSmoke or DrinkSmokeThanksgiving Dinner or Midnight SnackMidnight SnackNapkin or Hand TowelNapkinTheater or RentalsRentalsCandle lit Dinner

Ages
does anyone else have this problem. whenever i put my actual birthday in it says i am a year older then i really am. I am 32 people not 33..lol so i changed it and it's a year off. oh well. at least it has the right age for now.

Wanting
friendly, loyal and understanding Sensitive, kind and caring secure and true... you are a friend I turn to when my spirits need a lift. you are always there.. You're one of a kind, different from the rest Appreciative, warm and precious like diamonds You'll always be there, I know that is true I'll always be here... always for you. Just once to feel the soft tenderness of your lips on mine. As the sweet taste of lust rests at the tip of my tongue. Longing to fully embrace you with all my passion as we merge together as one.

Fighting
A hand on my side your words in my face tell me why love is an eternal bond you make it a test everytime you tell me you dont love me i know its not true hearts have collided more than once but still we make it through i dream about flying away like peter pan in the air but everytime it seems your lies bring back down to earth a ball and chain im shackled at your side i try to break free i want to fly fighting is a way for frustrations to break free sometimes i wish our lives werent you and me remember the words we said on that glorious day till death do us part is the life i must obey a death of a soul a life of a heart i hope this fighting will end so we can make a new start

Anthropological Science
I did a mumm on here, and it was a actually a ratorical situation...it wasnt in a situation that dealt with me... so nothing is wrong with me. From USA Today Of spears, chimps and early humans Chimps have been observed hunting with spears, anthropologists reported, an unexpected addition to their known use of tools and a discovery with possible links to hunting by early humans. No chimps have been seen to hunt with weapons previously, says anthropologist Jill Pruetz of Iowa State University. The study published in the Journal Current Biology reports on the activities of chimps that live in a savanna region in Senegal, similar to sites where early humans lived more than 1.2 million years ago

Fri 23rd Feb
i was offered the job but when we talked money it seemed that the original terms were wrong and i was offered a lot less than originally stated and i do mean a lot less so i turned it down . he was taking the piss. got another interview this evening and another on Friday so fingers crossed once more. been one of those days today. cant seem to shake this depression that's hit me. guess I'm just feeling sorry for myself. just got back from a job interview and it went well, I have a 4 day trial in which to show them what I can do so fingers crossed it will go ok. and I'll be back working full time once more.

Dreams
It was but yesterday we met in a dream. You have sung to me in my aloneness, and I of your longings have built a tower in the sky. But now our sleep has fled and our dream is over, and it is no longer dawn. The noontide is upon us and our half waking has turned to fuller day, and we must part. If in the twilight of memory we should meet once more, we shall speak again together and you shall sing to me a deeper song. And if our hands should meet in another dream, we shall build another tower in the sky.

Internet Difficulty's
Internet Problems that I must endure on a daily basis.Atleast 10 x's aday I loose my connection.Some of the Problem stems from Verizon giving us the wrong black box modern.They gave us a modern that is basicly for 1 computer.An we are trying to run 4 comps off it.They issued us the westall 6100 which is incorrect.What we need is the westall 327 W,.But acourse they want $80.00 for the device we need.False Advertizeing etc. Bunch of Meatheads at verizon.All the comps.run wireless as well with Linskys.My other problem requirements for verizon DSL,is 100 gb harddrive.Unfortunately my handidown piece of junk only has 80 gb's.+ absolutely no memery( Brain Fart ).Staying connected is a big struggle for me.It does wear on my patience at times.Friends with lots of stuff on their pages takes a long time to load + causes me to disconnect.An if I happen to loose connect after a certain Sleep hrs.I'm shutoff till the next day as everything is in the master bdrm.Today is a bit percular day.I ran sca

Love Hurts
Love is such a simple word, to often it comes so free, no thought of how it makes us feel, or how much we believe, there is so many forms of love, there's family,friends and lovers, but all come with a price we pay, only one love is painless, the same love everyday, that is a mothers love, it never fades away I've tryed every sort of love, I geuss I've gave it too, one thing I have found, I'll share it now with you, LOVE HURTS... Nazareth - Love HurtsMusic Code provided by Song2Play.Com

i was loked up for 3 years for street racing and grand theft auto alright??? i just got my eyebrow and 2 more in my ear. my head feels like its gonna explode!!!!!!!!!!!lol i need a girlfreind can ne 1 help???????????????????????

All That Jazz
ok so im new on here .. thought id join cos of my mummmmyyyy!!! and our very good friend "insanecatlady" .. well being new its guna take me awhile to get used to this new place .. but il get there !!! chow x IMVU - The World's Greatest 3D Chat actually cant stop .. almost as good as here !!

Tests I Have Taken.
, you're now logged in! Below you'll find your test result. After, continue on to your homescreen to discover what we're about. continue to OkCupid homescreen > The MasterYou scored 80 DOM DOM DOM -- You are DEFINITELY dominant. You control the relationship, and your partner, and you like it. You don't like being left out of the loop most of the time, and you're very certain of your expectations in your relationship(s) with your partner(s). Find yourself a good little slave girl, and you're definitely good to go! My test tracked 1 variable How you compared to other people your age and gender: You scored higher than 99% on domsubLink: The Are you Dominant or submissive Test written by nahemah on OkCupid Free Online Dating, home of the The Dating Persona Test

Ramblings
They say time heals all wounds. How much time is the main question. I can only dream of the day I wake up and all the burdens are lifted from my shoulders. Somedays it seems almost unbearable, but I make it somehow. Ever since my ex's passing, I've been going through alot of different emotions. Emotions from guilt, sadness, confusion, hate, regrets, if onlys, and what ifs. Somedays it just gets to be so confusing and overwhelming. As if it's not hard enough to watch someone you love, or even once loved, die once, it's even worse to go through it twice. Especially when you haven't even gotten over the first time. The first time being losing the man I fell in love with and married, to drugs. He was no longer that man I once knew. That man didn't exist anymore. Second time was the losing him for real. I had known my ex for 16 years. Even though he didn't think I loved or cared about him, I did more than he realized. It hurt to watch him suffer and not be able to

2sweet.pawz
1. Sing the Batman theme incessantly. 2. In the memo field of all your checks, write "for sensual massage." 3. Specify that your drive-through order is "to go." 4. Learn Morse code, and have conversations with friends in public consisting entirely of "Beeeep Bip Bip Beeep Bip..." 5. If you have a glass eye, tap on it occasionally with your pen while talking to others. 6. Amuse yourself for endless hours by hooking a camcorder to your TV and then pointing it at the screen. < 7. Speak only in a "robot" voice. 8. Push all the flat Lego pieces together tightly. 9. Start each meal by conspicuously licking all your food, and announce that this is so no one will "swipe your grub". 10. Leave the copy machine set to reduce 200%, extra dark, 17 inch paper, 98 copies. 11. Stomp on little plastic ketchup packets. 12. Sniffle incessantly. 13. Leave your turn signal on for fifty miles. 14. Name your dog "Dog." 15. Insist on keeping your car windshield wi

I Am Not A Stupid Person
OKAY LET ME TRY THIS AGAIN.... UMMM WELL I WILL SAY THIS FIRST OF ALL.... I AM NOT PERFECT AND I DO MAKE MISTAKES... BUT THERE ARE SOMETHING THAT I KNOW TO BE THE COMPLETE AND HONEST TRUTH... AND WHEN SOMEONE TELLS ME I SAID SOMETHING OR DID SOMETHING.. .THE PROVE IT.... HAVE SOMETHING TO BACK IT UP.... I WILL SAY THAT SAME FOR MYSELF... AND SINCE I DONT.. I WILL BE THE BIGGER PERSON AND ADMIT THAT I MIGHT BE WRONG... BUT GET THAT IT IS ONLY A MIGHT.... BUT IF YOUR GONNA ACCUSE ME OF SOMETHING THAT YOU HAVE MADE OUT TO BE SO HORRIBLE AND "IMMORAL" AS YOU SO KINDLY PUT IT ... THEN PROVE TO ME THAT I DID WHAT YOU SAY

Rascal Flatts
OMFG...was it ever amazing to go the RASCAL FLATTS concert here in CALGARY last nite....they really know howta bring sum good times!! Anyways i went with a friend of mine...and we hada fukkin blast!!...ROW 6 on the floor...the edge of the stage was RIGHT THERE...and DAMN...*giggles*.....anyways if ya like country music...and ya ever wanna go see a really great band LIVE.....go see RASCAL FLATTS!!!.....U'll have a really amazing time!!....Jason Aldean opened up for them...he was really good as well... ....DAMN and that HEROIN beer they serve there....WOW!! amazing fukkin stuff i tell ya...*giggles*....anyways....was definately good times!!

Poetry
I wrote a poem called(TRUE FRIEND) You can go to this web site and vote if you like it or not you may have to type the link in your search bar or go to the post and read the one there so here it iTo view this email as a web page, go here. ENTER TODAY LEARN MORE Dear Betty, Throughout the years, Poetry.com has enjoyed your artistic talent and our Managing Editor, Howard Ely, has decided that it is time you share your extraordinary gift with the world. An iPod a Day Our Editorial staff has created a unique way for you to promote your poetry and see what others have to say about it. We are proud to introduce a challenge called the Poets Choice: Rate My Poem Contest. This challenge is for you, the poet, to send your poetry around to everyone you know so they can voice their opinion about your writing. In addition, we will be holding a free daily contest and two free monthly contests for you to win great prizes. We will be giving away an Apple iPod t

Poems, Writings, Thoughts
Well things have changed abit, I guess everyone sending good thoughts and pryers, is doing some good. thank you the way. angie managed to get us a 2 week extintion, on our move. We still have to move, but this gives us time to get thing together. today is the first day in a week that i am out of pain, ribs, teeth, and back feeling good, so Iwill be going out and moveing heavy things again. and hope to not throw anything out again. lol. We are still not sure where we are going, but at least we have the 2 weeks it helps. now if only I can find others to come and help move. Keep up the good thought, they are really helping. Our landlady came by today, and let us know that the bank will be takeing over the house we are renting in 3 days, from today, we can save it by takeing over paymants, and paying $3,620, something we do not have. and then 700 a month after. then house would become ours. this I regret will not happen, so we are now scrambling to pack and get ready to move. Yes m

Feeling Sassy?
in the last week in have moved on with my life, i took a stad and made changes. it's not easy startting over but i had no choice..the hardest part is how it affects my kids, but they seem to have ajusted better than i..for me the struggle to make it has just begun, in the months ahead it will show if i have what it takes to make it..we all take different paths in our lives that we are not sure of or even if we made the right decision, only time will tell...so far my decision to move on alone has proven to be the right one..i am far from my goel, but i know i'll get there...as i get there i'll let you know all of my progress...for now, it's still just the beginning... imikimi - Customize Your World imikimi - Customize Your World

My First One
This is my own personal mass email sent to nine representatives of Pennsylvania, by all rights I should pose this question to every representative in the united states but Pennsylvania is the state I belong to and if all nine of you don't give any answer at all I may send my question to all the other states. My query is how congress has become so unconstitutional. I am not even going to get into topics and issues about war and welfare. I mean to question the very basis of the house of representatives to begin with to represent the people. Taken straight from the constitution I quote "the number of representatives shall not exceed one for every 30,000" Taken directly from census June 2006 there are approximately 298444215 and there only 232 representatives today. By all accounts there should be close to 10000 representatives. There was a very good reason for that line in the constitution. The reason being that no one man can reasonably represent over 1 million people do the math your

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My First Contest...please Comment
Please loves...I need those comments bad!!! If you have time please comment bomb the hell out of it...Thanks loves just click on the pic below Hey my cherry tap loves...I have entered a contest and I need 800 comments to win the earrings...please bomb me with comments and I'll return the favor sometime. Thanks... Click on the pic below to start commenting THANKS EVERYONE..I GOT MY EARRINGS!! HEY MY CHERRY FRIENDS....THANK YOU FOR ALL THE COMMENTS SO I CAN GET MY DIAMOND EARRINGS....BUT NOW I FEEL THE URGE OF EARNING A CORVETTE...CAN YOU PLEASE TAKE A COUPLE MINUTES AND LEAVE A COUPLE COMMENTS..OR BOMB THE HELL OUT OF IT. IF YOU DO IT DURING HAPPY HOUR YOU CAN RACK UP ALOT OF POINTS FOR YOURSELF TO. THANKS GUYS CINDY p.s. if you are in a contest and need my help I am more then happy to leave comments. JUST CLICK ON MY PIC BELOW TO START COMMENTING

Rules From God For 2007
Rules from God for 2007 1. Wake Up !! Decide to have a good day. "Today is the day the Lord hath made; let us rejoice and be glad in it" Psalms 118:24 2. Dress Up !! The best way to dress up is to put on a smile. A smile is an inexpensive way to improve your looks. "The Lord does not look at the things man looks at. Man looks at outward appearance; but the Lord looks at the heart." I Samuel 16:7 3. Shut Up!! Say nice things and learn to listen. God gave us two ears and one mouth, so He must have meant for us to do twice as much listening as talking. "He who guards his lip s guards his soul." Proverbs 13:3 4. Stand Up! !... For what you believe in. Stand for something or you will fall for anything.. "Let us not be weary in doing good; for at the proper time, we will reap a harvest if we do not give up. Therefore, as we have opportunity, let us do good..." Galatians 6:9-10 5. Look Up !!.. To the Lord. "I can do everything through Christ who strengthens me." Philippians

Please Listen
he song on my page comes from katerine she is on cherry tap please stop by and rate her and show her some love here is the link to her page http://www.cherrytap.com/user/665995 please listen to the song on my page is a very popular singer from belguim that we cannot yet buy in the usa and if you like it please comment and rate it

The Wicked
THE DAY STARTED LIKE ANYOTHER DAY, NO WAIT...IT WAS NIGHT, YA THERE'S THE MOON. SO I WAS WALKING DOWN THE ROAD UP THE HILL AND IN THE DISTANCE RIGHT BESIDE ME I SAW THIS VISION. WAITING IN THE MIST LAY THE TEMPTATION OF THE HOUR. AS THE MINUTES PAST BY I HESITATED AND ALMOST LOST MY NERVE. SEE IN THE MIST LAY MY FUTURE, FOR THE MOMENT ANY WAY. HOW AM I TOO KNOW WHAT THE FUTURE HAS IN STORE FOR ME. WITH THE COURAGE I SURRENDERED TO HER WILL, NOT REALLY, I THINK I RAN WITH ANTISAPATION OF THE 20 SECOND OUTCOME AND FUFILLMENT THAT WOULD CARRY ME THROUGHOUT THE NEXT DAYS EVENING. COULD I BE HELD RESPONCIBLE FOR MY ACTIONS IF DESIRE LED ME TO GRADIFICATION. MY PLACE IN TIME WELL SPENT LAY ON THE RIVER BED STARING UP AT THE WATER. GOOD THING I HELD MY BREATH. DAMN WATERS COLD IN THE EVENING. I KNOW I SAID I'D CALL HER BUT I SWEAR I LOST HER. NUMBER THE THINGS I SHOULD HAVE DONE DIFFERENT IN THE PAST FOR I WISH NOT TO MAKE THE SAME MISTAKE TWICE. I GUESS AT THAT POINT I'D HAVE TO FIND A WAY T

Poetry
You get comfort from talking to a friend, but the answers come from within you. Lord He left me Oh my lord why With a broken heart When my heart was full of love That what my heart felt Til now my Lord The pain, just won't disappear My heart won't love again My heart is bleeding My heart is crying Oh my lord why My heart is dying There no more love Inside, the beat stop My heart has turn into a stone The light of my heart Can't you see my Lord The light of my heart faded away Rainy days and cold nights, These are days I need you to hold me tight in your arms, Hold me close and keep me warm, Tell me I'm your good luck charm, Look me in my eyes and tell me I'm the one for you , Tell me I'm your every wish come true, Lay me down very gently, Then make love to me essentially, Caress my body from head to toe not missing a spot, Lets play around like connect the dots, Lets make each other hot till our body heat rise like a rolle

Mzcrazy
standing in the shower washing her hair, her naked body soft, her breast perky and nipples hard. As Tommy watched he removed his clothes. Stepping into the shower Jennifer opened her eyes. She sees him standing there dick hard as a rock. He steps to her and kisses her as he reaches to touch her pussy to make her moan he rubs her clit..kissing her neck moving down to her nipples sucking on them. As he gets on his knees Jennifer opens her legs putting one leg up on the side of the tub. Tommy begins to kiss he pussy lips, and inner thigh, licking her clit and sticking his tongue in and out her pussy. Jennifer stops him pullin him up kissing him and licking her juices off his face, Tommy's dick was thrombing in excitment, Jennifer felt it and said "hmmmmmmm" as she smiled Tommy felt Jennifer's hand on his dick strokin it...she pushed him up against the shower wall bending over she licked up and down his dick. Tommy pulled her up and turns her around bending her over...He puts his fing

Who I'd Like To Meet
Who I'd like to meet: Massive quantities of people of the male persuasion. Just kidding (sorta). Looking to see who is out there, maybe connect once in a while, check on each other. Nothing serious, nothing dramatic. Just hoping to make a few choice online pals. Life should NOT be a journey to the grave with the intention of arriving safely in an attractive and well preserved body, but rather to skid in sideways, Chocolate in one hand, Margarita in the other, body thoroughly used up, totally worn out and screaming "WOO HOO what a ride!" I've also discovered rather late in life I might add that if life hands you lemons make either lemonade or a damn good Margarita! In the last 24 hours I've opted for the margarita. I have this tendency to screw up good things where relationships are concerned whether they are purely platonic or of a sexual nature. However, I believe in Karma and if you set out to hurt someone intentionally then it will come back to bite you in the ass...and ten f

Love
Wanna know what I really hate? I hate liars. I hate fakes. I hate people who hurt other people intentionally. I hate not seeing the truth. I hate not forgetting. I hate dreaming about the pain I felt. I hate her more than anything. I hate that I hate her more than I used to love her. I hate that I write songs about the pain she caused me. I hate that it happened 4 and a half years ago and that it hurts to think about it. I hate that even though I found the love of my life, she still manages to hurt me. I hate that I can't forget what happened. I hate that I can't forget what we had. I hate that she didn't really leave. I hate hating her.. But most of all.. I hate not being able to write this without tears in my eyes. I love you............ Yes.... You........ I promise you my love I promise you my heart I promise you my life I promise we'll never be apart I promise not to hurt you I promise to never make you cr

Great Emails
DON'T MESS WITH MOM My son came home from school one day, with a smirk upon his face. He decided he was smart enough, to put me in my place. "Guess what I learned in Civics Two, that's taught by Mr. Wright? It's all about the laws today, The 'Children's Bill of Rights.' It says I need not clean my room, don't have to cut my hair No one can tell me what to think, or speak, or what to wear. I have freedom from religion, and regardless what you say, I don't have to bow my head, and I sure don't have to pray. I can wear earrings if I want, and pierce my tongue & nose. I can read & watch just what I like, get tattoos from head to toe. And if you ever spank me, I'll charge you with a crime. I'll back up all my charges, with the marks on my behind. Don't you ever touch me, my body's only for my use, not for your hugs and kisses, that's just more child abuse. Don't preach about your morals, like your Mama did to you. That's nothing more than m

Caught
LMAOOOOOOOOOOOOO @ HEARIN U PICKIN UP CHICKS ON DA INTERNET WHEN U SO CALL HAVE A GURL. DUDE Us A TRIP. WORK DAT BITCH HAHAHAHHAHAHAHA I KNOW U WILL ERASE DIS COMMENT JUS LIKE YA BITCH DOES WHEN SHITS DA TRUTH I WONT BE SUPRISED LUV DEEEEZZZZZ HOssssssss LOL http://blog.360.yahoo.com/blog-1Ta1I0YlabOM640muxchT47w.7l6rgkz?p=576#comments http://cherrytap.com/fr33kdiddy

You Save Me
Every now and then I get a little lost My strings all get tangled, my wires all get crossed Every now and then I'm right up on the edge Dangling my toes out over the ledge I just thank God you're here 'Cause when I'm a bullet shot out of a gun 'Cause when I'm a firecracker comin' undone Or when I'm a fugitive ready to run, all wild-eyed and crazy No matter where my reckless soul takes me Baby you save me It's hard lovin' a man that's got a gypsy soul I don't know how you do it, I'm not sure how you know The perfect thing to say to save me from myself You're the angel that moves me like nobody else And I thank God you do 'Cause when I'm a bullet shot out of a gun When I'm a firecracker coming undone When I'm a fugitive ready to run, all wild-eyed and crazy No matter where my reckless soul takes me Baby you save me I know I don't tell you nearly enough That I couldn't live one day without your love When I'm a ship tossed around on the waves Up on a highwi

Just Talk...
Yeah- so my cousin, Sherri, and I are in LOVE with AFI, so we wanted to go see them in concert. For me it would be my second time seeing them, but for Sherri, it would be her first. Originally, we were planning on going to the Boca Raton show (in Florida)...but my dad was being a douche, and said that our car wouldn't make it there. We thought differently, of corse. --Yeah our car is a HUGE piece, but still- I had faith-the Agnostic kind. ::winks:: Anyway, the Florida thing didn't work out. I even tried to recruit one of my friends, so we could take HER car. All to no avail. After several weeks of constant attempts, we started to give up all hopes of going to see them. We looked on Ticket Master, to see if AFI were playing anywhere closer-the next closest show was in Nashville on 2/6/07, so we decided to try and go to that one. I asked my dad if he would let us drive up there, and amazingly enough-he said yes! ::smiles:: At that point I got uber excited. I ran upstairs and told

Cell Phones
THINGS YOU NEVER KNEW YOUR CELL PHONE COULD DO. There are a few things that can be done in times of grave emergencies. Your mobile phone can actually be a life saver or an emergency tool for survival. Check out the things that you can do with it: FIRST Subject: Emergency The Emergency Number worldwide for Mobile is 112. If you find yourself out of the coverage area of your mobile; network and there is an emergency, dial 112 and the mobile will search any existing network to establish the emergency number for you, and interestingly this number 112 can be dialed even if the keypad is locked Try it out. SECOND Subject: Have you locked your keys in the car. Does your car have remote keyless entry? This may come in handy someday. Good reason to own a cell phone: If you lock your keys in the car and the spare keys are at home, call someone at home on their cell phone from your cell phone. Hold your cell phone about a foot from your car door and have the

Road Trips
Answer this for the person who posted this send it back to them in a PRIVATE message and then repost it for yourself! 1. Would you have sex with me? Answer: 2. What positions would u want to b in? Answer: 3. Would u suck/lick me ? Answer: 4. Would u sex me hard? Answer: 5. Would u have sex with me the first night u met me? Answer: 6. Would u let me pull your hair while i did you? Answer: 7. Would u do me in the shower? Answer: 8.Would u hancuff me or tie me up to the bed and then do me? Answer: 9. Would u have 3-some with me? Answer: 10. What about me makes u want to have sex with me? Answer: 11. Would u talk dirty to me while we sexed? Answer: 12. Where would you do me? Answer: 13. Would u do me in front of people? Answer: 14. Would u do me again and again? Answer: 15. Would u do me in the rain? Answer: 16. Would u mind if we did it like a porn star? Answer: 17. Would u have phone sex with me? Answer: 18. Would u c

Cool T ;the Key Board Player
i want to tell every body a little something about myself;i'm cool t and i'm from new orleans louisiana;i now live in houston texas;i 'm a unsign artist;i'm looking for a male or female producer to help me out with my music;i dont read music .i play by ear;i put all the music to all of my songs.i want to thank the cherry tap bouncer for emailing me the information that i needed to put my music on thehttp://www.imeem.com so all of you who want to hear my music;today i only upload one song today;i will upload some more music.i hope every body like my music.if any one would like to get in touch with me;email me at;tyronebatesblack@yahoo.com.thank you and god bless ya'll.cool t ;the keyboard player. i want to thank every one for there surport and for rating my profile;i'm cool t and ;i'm from new orleans louisiana.i now live in houston texas;i;ve been living in houston texas for 2 years ;i play the keyboards;i have a cd that i'm trying to sell and the reason is that i'm trying to raise mon

Random Stuff
Maybe you will know how it feels to be all alone. Walls closing in on you in your own home. Just you and your thoughts everywhere you roam. to sleep in a bed with sheets as cold as stone. Maybe then you will know how it feels to be alone. All alone in a crowded room, impending thoughts of doom Something you cant shake, too much pressure nothing left to do but break Cant take it, wont take it, make it stop before i snap. enduring this isnt living life, its more like a trap Fighting these thoughts away Giving everything you got just to keep them at bay. will you give in when it all comes tumbling down. Even with the walls crashing, you wont hear a sound Its deafened by your world falling apart. im sorry to say, you were fucked from the start. Maybe then you will know how it feels to be alone.

To A Dear Friend
YOUR IN GOOD HANDS NOW YOU CALLED ME ON THE PHONE TOLD ME YOUR WHERE GOING HOME TOO STAY THE THOUGHT NEVER CROSSED MY MIND THOUGHT YOUR WHERE GOING HOME TOO SEE YOUR KIDS YOU WOULD BE BACK IN AWHILE THEN I READ THE PAPER TODAY IT FINALY TOOK YOUR LIFE IT FINALY TOOK YOUR LIFE YOU BEAT IT FOR MANY YEARS YOU HAD YOUR UPS AND DOWNS NOW CINDY DONT BE SO SCARED CHORUS YOUR IN GOOD HANDS NOW NOW CINDY DONT BE SO SCARED YOU WANT FILL NO PAIN NO MORE I DONT KNOW HOW TO TAKE IT I GOT SO MUCH ON MY MIND YOU TOLD ME YOU LOVED ME I QUESS YOU WHERE TRUE BUT THAT THOUGHT CROSSED MY MIND WHY IT TOOK YOUR LIFE CHORUS THEY ALWAYS SAY WHEN YOU HEAR A BELL RING AN ANGEL GETS ITS WINGS AS I WRITE THIS ONG FOR YOU THREE GOES OFF ONES FOR YOU TWOS FOR MOM THREES FOR MY DAD BECAUSE IT TOOK HIS LIFE TO CANCER FINALY TOOK YOUR LIFE YOU BEAT IT FOR MANY YEARS YOU HAD YOUR UPS AND DOWNS NOW CINDY DONT BE SO SCARED YOUR IN GOOD HANDS NOW NOW CINDY DONT BE SO SCARED

* Soul Matrix * & Incarnate Matrix * Mind *
********************************************************************************************* "Listen ye, O man, and hear a mystery..... stranger than all that lies 'neath the Sun. Know ye, O man, that all space is filled by worlds within worlds; aye, one within the other yet separate by Law." --The Emerald Tablets of Thoth ********************************************************************************************* ********************************************************************************************* Soul Matrix or Dora ********************************************************************************************* The extended energetic identity gestalt (Soul), that is the foundation upon which all matter and identity is built. A part of the Higher Self. The Soul Matrix, Soul Identity or HU-2 Identity is the identity levels stationed in dimensions 4, 5 and 6 and composed of the frequency bands of those dimensions. (Voyager I – Page 134) Tri

The Wiccan Rede
Bide the Wiccan Law we must, In perfect love and perfect trust. Live and let live, Fairly take and fairly give. Cast the circle thrice about, To keep the evil spirits out. To bind the spell every time, Let the spell be spake in rhyme. Soft of eye and light of touch, Speak ye little and listen much, Deosil go by the waxing moon, Chanting out the Witches' Rune. Widdershins go by the waning moon, chanting out the baneful rune. When the Lady's moon is new, Kiss the hand to Her, times two. When the moon rides at her peak, Then your heart's desire seek. Heed the Northwind's mighty gale, Lock the door and drop the sail, When the wind comes from the South, Love will kiss thee on the mouth. When the wind blows from the West, Departed souls will have no rest. When the winnd blows from the East, Expect the new and set the feast.

Can You Still Love Me?
I know Ive said that Ive lost alot of weight over the last 3 years BUT Ive never really come out and done this... Yea this is gonna SUCK cuz just looking at my pix from before makes me sick to my stomach so I can only immagine what you all are thinking but anyways here we go. I spent my years from the time I was 17 on forgetting about myself... Taking care of Kayla and eventually Dan from injuries... I fucked my body up as it was because of doing the whole anorexia thing early on in high school and then getting pregnant... I ended up with Toximia and ended up spending the last 2 1/2 months of my pregnancy in bed... Well thats pretty much where it all started. I started gaining weight and the dr's couldnt figure out why... They put me on so many different med.'s and each one just made it worse... I gained more and more and no matter how much I dieted or exercised it didnt help... I rased up the scales thru the 200's then the 300's I got so sick of no one being able to fix it including m

Whips N Chains Society
Who would like to have a big nice surprise from embyr? oh trust me you dont want to miss out on this . so hurry hurry before its to late CLICK HERE FOR SURPRISE hello everyone, could you , would you please please with sugar on top add the family account to your friends list it is very important as this is where alot of stuff will go on and everything pls repost this just click the pic below to go to the site ty embyr just click the pic to go to it

Duanes Blog
Twenty years from now you will be more disappointed by the things you didnt do then by the ones you did do.So throw off the bowlines,sail away from the safe harbor,catch the trade winds in you sails.Explore,Dream,Discover. Mark Twain

Cherrytap
I thought that cherrytap sucked ass... then after a cpl minutes.. i put up a cpl pictures...got some good ratings.. and then i started to find my way around the site.. and it rocks! theres my first blog.! haah :P

How I Feel!!!
Everyday is spent with you Every thought is about you Every dollar spent is with you in mind Cause I'm sprung But you don't care you got your girls who don't treat you right Every other weekend your always out You call me when you are done or lonely They left you for a moment making you think they care You raced back to them when they feed you bull shit I'm left in the dust feeling dumb and stuck I'm headed down this road in the end I'm fucked You feel bad for them but you are blind to see All the shit your doing is effecting me, I can't take it Lost in your eyes I can't get away I feel you take me for granted in everyway I'm still around cause I believed in what we shared But now it's different cause it seems like you don't care You can't have it both ways so I'm out Let's see what kind of love or friendship you can find in them I won't be gone but for now let's say i'm out Until the day you realize what love is all about. I'm not right now......I'm Forever...

Wow
was think wow thats raven riley:/ get to the page this girl has a few pics of raven on her page and no denial that she isnt raven even her salutes look odd like pics that are already somewhere then someone sticking a finger in front with her cherry name how odd think the whole damn profile is fake and you guys are fucking dumb to think she is raven riley "rollseyesz"

My Mom ...rip
Ok I thought these type of sites were designed to meet new people and make friends, maybe hook up with someone or not. Well I've been chatting on here for a while now and I've met some really great people and some that are just obnoxious like any other site or even in person. But I still don't block the ones that want to make smart a$$ comments. I think blocking someone because you just don't agree with what they have to say, or you didn't click with romantically or sexually the one you were hoping to is totally ridiculous. I mean come on...even if you don't click online can't ya still talk to that person as just friends? I'm not mean enough to want to block anyone for something that lame but then again...these are only my thoughts. I'll Release You I'll release you, I'll let you go For your heart has changed it's mind I know The hands of time prove you don't care The grass must look greener over there I've heard about your new affair For gossip carries everywhere And though th

* Family Tree Of Consciousness - Higher Self *
********************************************************************************************* Family Tree of Consciousness ********************************************************************************************* (Higher Self) The structure of the 6 primary levels of Multidimensional Identity represents a literal Family Tree of Consciousness through which all humans are connected to each other, all other life forms, the Universes, the Cosmos and Source Mind – one Mind (“God” or God-Source) The 6 primary levels of Identity are: 1) The Incarnate Identity – Tauren (See: Incarnate Matrix) 2) The Soul Identity – Dora (See: Soul Matrix) 3) The Oversoul Identity – Teura (See: Oversoul Matrix) 4) The Avatar Identity – Dolar (See: Dolar Matrix) 5) The Rishi Identity – Solar (See: Solar Matrix) 6) The Gemantic Entity – Geomancy (See: Yunasai Matrix) (Commonly referred as the Higher Self) From the perspective of the Inc

Need Your Votes!!!
Ok we all help eachother out when we can so I am askin yall to please go and leave a comment or 2 or as many as you wish to for my friend in a contest I entered him in. I posted a bulletin about it and I have decided that I will also buy a 1 day blast for those who can get in 500 + votes in one shot. The blasts will be givin out the last day of the contest and if you make 500 votes please inform me right away so I know who actually did 500 votes and yes I will be counting. I really need my friends help with this one! Come send me some love and vote! vote! vote!

This Crazy Place We Call Life...
Related acronyms There are a number of slang army acronyms that are related to FUBAR. A somewhat standard group includes: * BOHICA - Bend Over, Here It Comes Again * JANFU - Joint Army/Navy F'-Up * SNAFU - Situation Normal: All F'ed Up * TARFU - Things Are Really F'ed Up Others include the following:[citation needed] * BEIFT - Behold, Every Indicator Forebodes Trouble; pronounced "beefed" * CF - Cluster F * CHAOS - Chief Has Arrived On Scene * FISHDO - Fuck It, Shit Happens, Drive On * FUGAZI - Fucked Up, Got Ambushed, Zipped In; refers to out-of-control situation such as a chaotic jungle warfare combat environment * FUBB - Fucked Up Beyond Belief * FUBER - Fucked Up Beyond Economic Repair * FUMTU - Fucked Up More Than Usual * FUNDY - Fucked Up, Not Dead Yet; on British medical charts[3] * GFU - General F Up * GMFU - Grand/General Military F Up (see Sloan Ranger's Handbook) * JAAFU or JAAFFU - Joint Army-Air Force F-Up; the use of JANFU combined with a radical

* Soul Integration *
********************************************************************************************* Soul Integration ********************************************************************************************* The first step in awakening multi-dimensional identity is to bring the Soul Matrix (the HU-2 Superconscious Mind) into conscious recognition (“I am…”) within the biologically focused personality. This process is called Soul Integration. Within the process of Soul Integration you are primarily dealing with 4 components of Mind. 1) The Subconscious Mind of Dimension 1 (D-1) frequency bands. 2) The Instinctual or Emotional Mind of Dimension 2 (D-2) frequency bands. 3) The Reasoning Mind of Dimension 3 (D-3) frequency bands, and 4) The Superconscious Mind of dimensions 4 through 6 (D4-D5-D6) of the Soul Matrix gestalt. Soul Integration comes with conscious assimilation of these 4 Components of Mind. (See: Family Tree of Consciousness) ******

Why Do I F&$#&(ng Bother?
Is it just me or has the world gone nucking futs? just wondering, when did going to work ill, become a fireable affair? when did wanting what's best for the people you are closest too, become meddling? when did doing the right thing, make me the most hated person on earth, or made to feel like that at least, when did giving a damn, become a bad thing. when did having the tools of being a responsible dog owner instantly make my dog aggressive? and why in the hell do police need to be called because some stuck up cunt can't control her dog enough to leave mine alone. when did my dog become the anti christ? when did owning a beautiful dog become harbouring a vicious blood thirsty menace, when did having the dog you want become illegal, because of some fucking list made up by all the animal hating, anal retentive, momma's boys who have screwed over enough people and paid there way to be in some kind of goverment. Why did we allow this list, this is just a way for money grubbing insurance

* Pillar Of Light * Hara Line * Axi-a Tonal Lines * Tan Tien *
********************************************************************************************* Hara Line (Pillar of Light) ********************************************************************************************* The Main Central Vertical Current energy line at the center of the body. (see: Axi-A Tonal Lines) In most contemporary human, only a small portion of the Kundalini is used, the Hara Line, and not the fully expanded Pillar of Light. When one begins to actively participate in Soul Integration through activation and realignment of dormant DNA codes, the entire Kee-Ra-ShA energies come to life. The Silver Cord at the Navel expand in diameter, the Main Vertical Current of the body expands to become a Pillar of Light/frequency that encompasses the body and the Kundalini Spirals at the base of the spine and in Earth's core begin to run their UHF and ULF energies through the body system and consciousness. The Kundalini Spirals are brought to life only throug

Poetry
I found this with a letter i wrote a few years ago, i want to delete the letter, but not the poem. Here you go A chill seeps into my heart It’s freezing over again. There is no restart, Hell, we never began.

Into My Life
You walked lightly into my life Captivating and lovely to my mind, At first, I never cared who you were Now I don’t know who I am without you, You kissed me I felt my world change, You held me I heard my heart awaken, You loved me And my soul was born anew You walked lightly into my life Now my heart knows who you are And with every breath And every step I take down lonely roads, Your hand is my staff Your voice is my guide Your strength my shelter You’re passion my awakening. You walked lightly into my life, And all my pain You took as your own, And all my fears You cast into the sea, All my doubt Lost in your eyes, You walked lightly into my life And no matter if you choose to stay or go, My life is forever changed, Just because you loved me For a moment in time. And because I choose To love you For the rest of mine. -NICK

What I Do
If anyone would like me to do any graphics for pics or anything, just ask. I'd be happy to do any. Just ask me. It takes me about a day at the most (depending on what your asking for) and I will send you the URL of the pic to see your approval, and then just let me know after that. **Lotza Huggz** ~~*MysticFab*~~ What is IMVU you may ask...well it's a 3D chat messenger where your avi can move around..and well it's fun because you can buy all sorts of stuff with credits...or buy your avi name and start making stuff...you own what you make. So it's really fun. I have products already on my profile selling really well. You can find my page here: http://avatars.imvu.com/0oMysticFabo0 Go check it out sign up and add me too it will be so much fun...and homepages can be customized too :P Mystic

Damn It All..
Yeah.. I'm pretty sure I'm gonna quit this site and possibly myspace. I have no need of these sites anymore. I may just keep it up and every once in a while see if any friends have written, but I don't think I'll be out searching for new friends or competing in contests.. it'll be purely to stay in touch with friends. I won't be uploading any new photos (unless the fancy strikes me..) So, I hope you all are doing well.. and I'll talk to you in the future.. So, I just wonder, what gives a person the right to think they can go up and touch a complete stranger? Honestly? And is there some kind of harassment bug going around that is taking over the bars? Yeah.. I just need to vent.. I'm tired of going out and having someone harass with either words or come up and start massing my shoulders when I've never even met them.. I don't think I should have to change my behavior just because I'm in a bar! I'm there to hang with my friends and do my thing... not to have strangers or peo

Miss Da Thang
"do you realise that in a century there will be no white people, no black people... everyone will be beige!!..everyone will be some hybrid of Chinese or Indian, 2 of the biggest populations on earth... so run from us now, but sooner or later, we're gonna hump ya!" -Russell Peters

I Just Want You
I have soared through the air I have seen the pits of hell I have made friends I have broken hearts I have been both scared and proud I have cried tears I have faced fear I have met famous people I have slept under the stars I have been in pain I have caused pain I have danced barefoot in a meadow I have seen the city lights I have held a baby bird I have felt the touch of love I have spoke in front of hundreds I have laughed from my heart I have bled from my soul I have flown a kite on a windy nite I have made friends across the world I have seen change I have changed I have kept secrets I have told lies I have discovered the magic of words I have felt the jab of loneliness, Now there is just one thing left, the one thing left to do only one thing I long for, before my days are through, I JUST WANT YOU ...... Ozzy Osbourne - I Just Want YouMusic Code provided by Song2Play.Com

To All My Friends
Finally posted some new pics of me, they're kinda cruddy but i figures it was time Ya know...if you're gonna be an ass and rate one of my art pieces a 5 then have the balls to stand up and say something....and to the one who rated me a 5 because i wasn't female and naked.......just f^%$^n grow up! Ya know, i can tolerate a lot of things, but this guy takes the cake. One of my sketches was recently rated a 5...now that i don't care about, if it is because you disagree with the value of my art, but when you rate me a 5 because in his words "If you're not female and naked you will never get a 10" it burns my ass!!!! I just wanted you ladies out there to know what kinda guys are on here...some of us are somewhat normal...and some are just lookin for something to pound off too......now that i've vented i feel better...Remember ladies KRAZeeDave is only gonna rate you good if ya show him your goodies.

New Poems
UNTITLED... You don't want to know me Who, without this, I'd really be Though I fell completely lost I'll hide who I am at any cost This razor, it's all that keeps me sane I know it's so lame.... But it's the truth, my deep dark secret Now, can you keep it? How twisted am I, that this is what I need That upon this self induced pain I feed You don't want to know me Who, without this, I'd really be No, I'm not okay, but I'll live for now Shhhh...don't through a cow This 'isn't serious, it's like a caffeine addiction Not a serious affliction My razor is the only friend I have Please don't laugh Because who I'd be without this, you don't want to see It feels so shameful to just be me You don't want to know me Who, without this, I'd really be Though, I feel completely lost I'll hide who I am at any cost -------------------------------------------------- ------------------------------ UNTITLED..... Blood fell down my wrists Into my hands, clenched

Nascar Should Fine Themselfs
I wasn't home to watch qualifying for Sundays 2nd points race but when I got home I checked the results (listed below) My reactions were as follows .... Jeff Gordon > pole.."fuck you Gordon"... Mark Martin qualifies 3rd > .. ""man he's doin good in that new Chevy !" .... Dale Jr.. starts 5th >> " holy shit, WHOOYAA, Gordon won't be in first for long !!"" Readin down the list ... blah, blah ,blah... Did not qualify MICHAEL WALTRIP ..>> WTF First I thought GREAT !! karma finally got him for Daytona. This is where I started getting a lil pissed.. I watched the inspections for Daytona and I saw the interview with Waltrip as the beginning steps of getting caught started to unfold and I watched him lie right thru his big fat lips.. After getting busted for the illegal fuel alot of people and drivers were upset that he wasn't ejected from the race (me being one of them) How was this fair to the other drivers and teams.. You cannot say 'oh he's just a driver he

Lots Of Tar, One Brush
Im 48, slightly chubby, Male. OMG I must be a pervert. Why must I be? Why can i not just be a nice friendly bloke. Why do I have to suffer due to the desperation of some men. I see my ex as a friend and when possible we still have great sex. So here I look for friends for a chat. I am not gay nor am i wiered. So Please put the brush away. Thanks for reading. Mike I know people do not read blogs, How do I know? Well I know because I am still being rated by blokes. I have been rated 10 by a 65 yo man. If that was not so sad I would be real yuck. So Fellas, Please NEVER expect me to respond to you. Confused raters?. I am at times, When my friends and those I am a fan of are Girls and Women I am never sure why I get rates and comments from guys. I will Never be rating a guy. I understand that many are Bi/ Gay but if I have a friends list that is female is it not a bit of a give away that I like Women not men. Oh and I am not a dirty old man but I do Love you girls and

A Soldier
There is discipline in A Soldier you can see it when he walks, There is honor in A Soldier you hear it when he talks. There is courage in A Soldier you can see it in his eyes, There is loyalty in A Soldier that he will not compromise. There is something in A Soldier that makes him stand apart, There is strength in A Soldier that beats from his heart. A Soldier isn't a title any man can be hired to do, A Soldier is the soul of that man buried deep inside of you. A Soldier's job isn't finished after an 8 hour day or a 40 hour week, A Soldier is always A Soldier even while he sleeps. A Soldier serves his country first and his life is left behind, A Soldier has to sacrifice what comes first in a civilian's mind. If you are civilian - I am saying this to you..... next time you see A Soldier remember what they do. A Soldier is the reason our land is 'Home of the free', A Soldier is the one that is brave protecting you and me. If you are A Soldier -

Strange Moods
If I were able to turn myself inside out, spilling out the things that make me who I am, what would I find? How much of it would I keep? How much of it could I afford to loose before I am altered completely? Would I understand which parts were my true essence or foolishly discard them, proving not even I know the true me? As I was doing this, could I trust myself, no matter how painfull, to make the right changes? Can I honestly say I wouldnt sugar coat it or mask the problems, completely ignoring whats good for me because its not the easy route? Would I polish myself into the form I was meant to be or try to conform to what I think people expect to see? Why do I ask so many questions? Is it lunch time yet? I understand that this is mental masterbation but that is healthy, right? And in that case, does that mean that if I shake my head more than twice, I'm playing with it? If in mental masterbation, we reach a climax, a brain ejaculation, would that be what we call an ep

Hey Everyone
Just wanted to throw this out there. I participate in the WALK for HUNGER every year to raise money for families in need of food in my state. Its a 20 mile walk in one day. the longest walk in our state i am told. well anyways i am trying to become a heart and sole walker this year which means that i wanna raise 500 dollars. the walk is in may and i hope that everyone who cares will donate multiple times. i'm not talkin a million dollars here. 3 bucks one week 2 bucks another week. if thats all you can do it still is appreciated more than you know. to find out more info and to know where the money goes go to www.projectbread.org the cool thing is that you can donate online and it is of course tax deductible. they give you a page to print out to save for you taxes and everything. I know its alot to ask people i dont even know but like i said even a couple bucks can help. and its hard these days to find organizations that you can truly beleive your money is going to the

Hi All
hi all thanks for the comments not quite sure why guys seem to want to comment,not going to answer any of them, nor any messages from guys........but there you go:) been on tagged, which takes my time. so whats been going on while i was away:) missed me? lol mandy xxxx hi all ok, i seem to have to make this very clear to some.due to recent requests 1...i am a crossdresser 2...i do not befriend males, i do however make exceptions for other crossdressers, transvestites, and shemales. 3... my email address is given to people i trust, so please dont ask for it, you will probably not get it, if i want you to have it, i will give you it. 4... my mobile number is for very trusted friends, so asking for that will get you blocked. 5... and if i ever find this "box" guys seem to want, it will only ever be given to a women..that quite clear, for the hard of reading :) I think that covers it to all my friends Happy Easter, love you all Mandy xxxxxxxxx hi all Happy Easter :)

Poetry Night
The Knock Rap rap rapping at my door I wonder who could this be I love no more My heart is dry as the desert sand But could this be she brings rain with a touch of her hand Her beauty is like no other I’ve seen I know what this is it must be a dream But I’m awake I’ve been awake for hours How can this be especially a heart of stone guy like me Ah a mystery…. A woman who can mean so much to me But what shall I do Shall I open the door and chance getting hurt once more Or to play it safe and pace the floor And to love, to love never more Journey As a child I was young and naïve Being wild and free Seeking out adventure Till I became a teen As a teen I was full of good intentions Helping all that I would see Paving the road in life Wondering were it leads me Now in my twenties Standing at the Gates of Hell With death all around me My path I couldn’t tell The Devil greeted me slyly Standing at the door Come on in my friend L

U Know Ur In Love When!!!!!!!!
well u know when ur in love when ......... 1)u sleep beside the loudest snorer in the world .. 2)u put up with bad eating habits and the way they just lay around 3)when they hog the bed and u just deal with it 4)if u feel comfortable to sleep completley nude and have no shame in ur game ..lmao yeah these are just some of ma tatics when u know when ur in love ....

Tattoo Contest
If you like me: Leave a comment If you wanna date me: Leave your number If you wanna marry me: Leave a "will you marry me?" comment If you think im cute: Leave a comment on one of my pics If you care about me: Leave a caring comment If you hate me: Send me a comment and tell me why REPOST THIS AND SEE HOW MANY MESSAGES/COMMENTS YOU GET If you _______ me. How about if you want me to shut the fuck up?? LMFAO (repost of original by '♫¢¾DjGoddess¢¾♫¢¾TheSilentStalker¢¾PhoeniXXXRadio¢¾' on '2007-06-13 17:30:17') (repost of original by 'Just Call Me Stitch!' on '2007-06-13 17:32:43') (repost of original by '* Lil Princess™ * Brian's CT Wifey *Owner of * Anything goes!™ *' on '2007-06-13 17:38:50')

Life Is Weird!!
Wow, the times are changing. Were not getting any younger and we all have a life to live to the fullest. Durring this moment in our lives, lots of weird stuff has been happening and it's starting to drive people into a crazy and or twizted state of mind. I'm running into potential friends who turn out to be unwanted company and annoying the piss out of me. I just want the simple things in life and they keep slipping through my hands like water. Nothing seems to stick when you need it, and everything that does stick makes life unpleasent. What happened to the society? Everyone seems to become more cold hearted and evil when things are easly jummbled up in there life. Then they tend to take it out on everyone surrounding them. What happened to communication? No one likes the truth or honesty the way it should be valued especially when it comes to friendships and relationships. What happened? I'm just mumbling on. Don't mind me. Just had to get that out.

New Begining!
I have worked fairly hard trying to make a nice profile page. However, this person I am married to chooses to make more out of the things I have said or the images that I have added than what they really are. He is looking at is as an invitation if you will for whom ever. This was not my intentions and no one who has read it has commented that way either. I will occasionally get an "Hey great profile"! I was looking at is as a form of therapy such as something to do to occupy my mind for one and also to maybe perhaps get in touch with my self through examining the things that make me smile or happy. It has been enjoyable searching for images that represent meaning of some shape, form, or fashion to me. I thought this was why it was called the about me section. Things about me I wanted people to know. I never thought it was wrong. Maybe I need to redo it and put all sadness on it. It is hard to live in a world where you can't be the real you. Mochatonix® http://www.market

Random Information
Have you ever gotten a message where you are thinking... WTF r these ppl talking about? You just cant seam to make out all these little acronyms and slang that is in front of your face...... and what about all those little Emoticons that you see out there :-> c[\"] 0:-) =:-O and think to your self .... what does that mean? hahaha so I came across this little page that has lots of helpful information on all these things, I doesn\'t have them all and there are new ones being made up every day. but I thought I would share this site for those of you like me that look at some of these messages and you rub your head and wonder am I really getting that old? http://www.city-net.com/~ched/help/lingo/chatslang.html Chat, E-Mail, Web, and chat room slang and acronyms AAK Alive And Kicking AAR At Any Rate AAS Alive And Smiling ADN Any Day Now AFAIK As Far As I Know AFK Away From the Keyboard AFN that\'s All For Now AOTA All Of The Above a/s/l or asl Age/Sex/L

Angel In Need
Saturday, February 24, 2007 *~Angel Dean~* I am writing this blog to let everyone know ways they can help out, raise awareness, money and particiapte in any events that are coming up for Angel. 1. Eat @ Hacienda on 1st Avenue this Sunday 02-25-07 Here is the link to a coupon you will need so that 20% of your bill will go to Angel. http://web.courierpress.com/ecp/PDF/222307_coupon.pdf 2. Donate money at any Old National Bank. A Trust Fund has been set up in "Angel Dean's" name. 3. You can donate online @ www.angelinneed.com 4. March 3rd @ 6p.m. Angel's family will have a booth set up at the C.K. Newsome Center during a wrestling event to sell crafts. 5. March 11th from 12-6p.m. at the Labor Temple on Fulton Avenue there will be a silent auction including items donated by NASCAR drivers & owners and stuff donated by NFL teams the Chicago Bears & Indianapolis colts. There is a $5.00 cover charge. 6. Buy Magazines online. 40% of each sale goes to Ang

Testing A Theory
So my friend and I have this theory about compatability. Just so you know it started because we saw a commercial for eharmony. We decided that we wanted to see if being the outragously eccentric people we are, would we be compatable according to their sight. Neither one of us were compatable with anyone in the sites entire database. We started two different profiles to test the theory and out 4 times (2 times each) there were no "matches". We want to test the site and see if the whole "find you're perfect match" is a gimick or if we're just way to out there to be compatable. So I'm asking you to help us with our test. Go to Eharmony.com and let us know if you get a match!

First Day
Well hello all. Thank to all those lovely peopla that helped me get started here. Well it been nice so far dont have a pain in the butt people every where u turn to make trouble. I was hoping this Server would help me a little also. yes im a looking for that special lady that can put and keep a smile on my face. Well that need to go both ways. I share. Stop in say hello. If u got a hint or something to in prove here tell me. let make this friend ship last for a life time and more. well first blogs arnt tha good ones but i will let it out all the felling that i hide form others on the other pages. Well talk to you all later kool bye Well those nice lady that stoped by to help me get started here to day thank u. Love the legs.(kidding) well stop by sy hello tell me who where u are ok

What A Long Day
Ya know when i was a kid i couldn't wait until the weekend.. not real sure when that changed but I'll tell you the weekend sucks..lol All the kids are home the husband is home the weather sucks so we are all crammed in the house i have to make 3 hot meals a day for 6 rather then the normal 1 for 4 and 1 for 6, there is nothing on t.v. satalitte or not for anybody, but the 12 years boy he'll watch anything!! Monday is now my fav day of the week just me and the 3 year old half the day... its quiet and cuddly

Once I Arrive
wake me once the worst arrives kill me once the dead survive the emptiness that fills the sky my kneejerks right like my lazy eye i last gazed surprised by the sense of shock my retnas rised surprised or not its a relentless ride the will to fly above the times culture binds those lesser kind i find myself more like the type to right each wrong and set the record right despite the song, i struggle on to finally get my anger gone but once it goes, it wont be long till i explode beyond oblivion, and on and on and on, we rock on, this writer wont stop until the papers gone, and on and on and on we right on.....real writers never stop until the papers gone.

Framed
We sit and stare at the itty bitty dream machine, the glare is only noticable in between the kerosene, commercials thought out carefully, consumers captured unsparingly spirits reduced to barely being spending surpasses everything especially any future seen on big brothers brand new plasma screen. Desperately searching for destiny deliberately damning everything, that might dare to detour or desturb sabatours word. Forced to endure the dispear declared, compared without a care incurred. Observe the heard absurd but yet inclined to define the place and the time that we abandon our minds, maybe yours but not mine. To leave lonely behind the space and the dime it takes to decide, recycle resign, regret or remind, rebirth or redie, decide or go hide. Hesitate to live life and let life pass you by. I learn lessons each time I let my selfishness die. Determined despite these demons of mine, that float flightless at night, the next up to fight forever as knights, jous

Caged
1. There was a time that i believed you when you used to say, look to the almighty to help you find your way. Yea ok, but what about having a place to stay? Turn and walk away, turned and walked away. But anyway, on with the oddasity to say i live in such a foul way. 5 you lack the capacity to fathom my day to day. If you ever find me foolish is all you'll have to say. Forgive me father for feeling abandoned and thrown away, the way that i was raised i never thought i'd see the day, our family did it to me father, turned and walked away. 10 How is it they misunderstand your messages, claiming they walk with you every day. I know you wouldnt leed them father, to damn the spring they sprang. This all seems kind of sick to me so I'll turn and walk away. Their Invitations into slavery in yer name must be okay,

Talia
25 i was burnt once already by love lost 3rd degree decisions that you made where at my cost 26 you where in a hurry to bury the hatchet you tossed its still kinda blurry i worry for whats gone 27 i reminisce on the often back to when i was your John you said we would be closer than we are and i long, 28 to hold you in my arms, like the times after dinner at yer moms or reading from the torah the traditions of so long, 29 laggin on a cigarette till after yer dads gone, laffing with yer sister at whatever Jeff had on 30 lookin at the list of memories its mad long, how'd i let this end, tellin myself my angel wont be mad long. 31 keep it to yer self john, everybodys heard sad songs i've grown away from the immaturities i've owned 32 found somthin in myself nobody else had slammed on brought it directly to my endzone live via microphone. 42 when you used to compress my chest, you said youd always be the

My Letter
I couldn't hold you and take your pain away I now know It's time for you to find your own way I wish for you everything you desire And hope you never lose your passion and fire I'll never regret the time we shared The laughter and love, the burdens we beared You gave me the courage to face the real me The strength I was lacking you made me see A special place in my heart I keep open for you I wish you the best when your journey is through A new life begins with endless possibilities And I pray your journey leads you back to me

Words Of A Young Mother
Today I found out that my Grandma died. She never got to meet Daemon and I hate myself because I never brought him over to Minnesota to meet her. It just hurts me inside. I don't know what to do. Well, I'm going to make this short. I'll update later. ~Manda~ So now Daemon is 15 months old, I am 20 and I am still having hubby issues. I guess some things don't change. I am now working part-time at a finance company making collection calls. I know I know. I am the person everyone hates. Well, I feel bad about calling people for their money but I am paid to do it. I am getting so sick of people telling me how I am a bad person. I am a nice collector. I am nice and polite. Well, that is it for now. A short update. Daemon is already 6 months old. It feels like just yesterday that I was at the hospital holding Daemon for the first time. Time just goes by so fast. I just love being a mother. I loved watching him sit up for the first time, watching him scoot for the first time and watching h

Untitled
i scream out in agony, i cry out in pain. as the tip of the arrow goes straight through my brain. from my brain to my heart the pain does spread, im numb inside to the world i am dead. those words that were said that night in my room, come back to haunt me ... my impending doom. you laugh as i cry and you draw your bow once more... holding it against my heart. right at the core. you look at me with a grin the arrow is shot deep with in... straight through the wall of trust you had built, the pain is inevitable... you feel no guilt you laugh as i cry and then you walk away ... to find someone new to whom you can play

Love
You know what, I’m going to break it down. Life, it’s crazy. Love, it’s even crazier. When it’s thick, it subsumes you, and sometimes you become powerless to it. When you find yourself at that state, you live to love, you breathe to love, and sometimes you even hate that you love. The worst part is how suddenly it hits you. You wake up on day, and you realize that you’ve lost your heart to that person, you’ve lost yourself to that person, and most importantly, you’ve lost your soul to that person. If that person is deserving of it all, it’s beautiful, and swallows you both whole; but, unfortunately, sometimes that person shouldn’t have ever been trusted with any of it from the start. I once read that love is not a conscious choice of the mind, but an unconscious occurrence of the heart. Bullshit. Love is a choice. Everything you do in your life is in one way or another a result of a choice you consciously and intentionally made at some point. The brain is a powerful t

How Crappy Life Can Be...
Ok this is for all who keep asking.. I am 23 going on 24 in march,starting in october 2005 I had a tumor removed on my right thigh, the biopsied it and... well it was CANCER!! Yes, Kinda shocking huh? Well the name of my cancer is SARCOMA.. for all of who dont speak doctor language that is a cancer of your soft tissues.. As you take this all in every organ is a soft tissue. Funny huh.. Well not.. I went through 90 days of radiation.. then to the shitty part. Chemotherapy.. I went through 9 months of this lost all of my hair, was very sick, and wasnt able to do anything.. well to sum it all up I am ok now.. I am 7 months off chemo just got married, and looking forward to movin on with my life.. Thanks for reading!!! Muahhhhhh!! Somebody from California apparently wrote the top part, but somebody from Texas came back and put them on their asses at the bottom. And whoever that was, GOD BLESS YOU! CALIFORNIA: - I can wear sandals all year long - I go to the Beach - not "down to th

* Stargates * Signets * Dimensional Lock System * Wormhole * Fall * Black Hole* Phantom Matrix*
********************************************************************************************* Star Gates (SG) ********************************************************************************************* (also called Signets) (See: Signet, Dimensional Lock System, Wormhole) Star Gates (with a Vertical Axis) permit passage between space-time locations in multiple universes and Density Levels. Time Portals (with a Horizontal and Diagonal Axis) permit passage between space-time locations in one universe and one Density level. (Voyagers II -Page 506) Openings that exists between dimensions in our Time Matrix that permit passage between space-time locations in multiple universes and Density Levels. Star Gates links (due to its Vertical Axis) link Planetary, Galactic and Universal Templar Complexes through 5 Harmonic Universes (HU) and their 5 Matter Density Levels. SG's enter planets at 12 Planetary Signet Star Gate Sites. The Star Gate and Time Portals

Racist Ppl
ok i don't understand ppl i ran in to this one guy on here and i was checkin out his pic's and he had a whole bunch of white power nazi pic's and i checked out his profile a lil more and this guy had all kinds of rap music like 50 cent,jibbs,and alot more so i desided 2 shout him just 2 ask whats up and all he could say is who said i was a racist but he had a pic that said parental advisory fucking racist and he had a pic of a gorilla with a red banddana a blunt and a beer with thug life writin across it's chest i don't know about the rest of you but that seems kind of racist 2 me well anyways he proceded 2 tell me that he is a equal oppertunity racist but 2 me that just sounds like a cracker that is guilty about how he feel's or one that is afraid of ppl knowing the truth im no racist by no means (well just racist agienst racist ppl)but if have the ball's 2 put up white power and nazi pic's u shuold have the ball's 2 admite your a racist cracker so everyone knows were your coming from

Dark Poem
here i sit feeling alone in the darkness.feeling the loneiness.creeping into me.but the light thats there i cant see i think there is no reason for me.to even to be.i know that i have many a friend.who will stand by me til the very end. right now i feel blind.because im in a bind.ive been told that people are there to help me.who will help me see i think my heart is in love.but its afraid to be broken like a crystal dove.friends and family alike have been there for me and try to be my light.but i still cant see it even if i try with all my might. the storm clouds are rolling in.and the air is getting thin.for everything is collapsing around me.and there is not light for me to see. twirling like im in a whirlpool of despair.for nothing can be make me prepare.for what is on the horizion of my life.even though im going through this time of strife the light is going out in my life now for i dont know what to do.or where to go.for right now i feel my heart breaking into a mil

* Time Portals * Interdimensional Time Portal System * Time Matrix * Time Continuum * Euiago *
********************************************************************************************* Time Portal ********************************************************************************************* (Interdimensional Time Portal System) Points, in our Time Matrix, of access to other dimensional worlds or time-space coordinates with in a 3 dimensional Harmonic Universe (HU). Portals through Time that link a world with other version of itself. The Time Portal System involves a system of interlocking passageways that keep in motion a set of “locks” or “gates” between time elements in your linear time structure within your three-dimensional frequency band. The Dimensional Lock System differs from the Time Portal System in that its mechanics operate and maintain the dimensions and frequency bands themselves linking multidimensional universes not just time zones within the same universe/dimension. (Voyagers I – Page 4-7-11) Openings that exists between

White Ppl Wake Up
im sick of white ppl that don't do anything about racisum i don't know if you just don't care because u feel that it doesn't afect u or if you just grew up like the most of us with racist ass hole's in are family's so u are just us 2 it but come on there is right and wrong u have 2 stand up and let these racist know that there are ppl out here that aint going 2 put up with the bull shit it's kind of funny cuz i had a white bouncer on here tell me that nazi pic's are not nsfw but if u look at my pic's that are anti-racist most of them were marked nsfw by racist and i went 2 the same bouncer that told me that nazi pic's were not nsfw and asked if he could reverse the nsfw and he didn't respond back but he made a point 2 send me a message 2 tell me about the nazi pic's if u want 2 stand up and let ppl know when they view your pic's your not a racist go in my pic's and rip all the anti-racist pic's u want cuz i have a bunch of them please do don't just be part of the prob. thank you don't

* Space-time * Arps * Fission * Fusion * Apparthi *
********************************************************************************************* Space - Time ********************************************************************************************* Space-Time is “relative”, cyclic, experientially linear, exponentially circular, existent and non-existent …simultaneously; and changes fluidly and often seamlessly according to the “angle” (See: ARPS) and perspective from which it is viewed and biologically encoded. Our planet, solar system, galaxy, universe and Veca system have an incredibly long (in terms of Earth years) and intricately complex evolutionary history that extends backward in time over 950 billion years (Earth time again). In terms of Ecka Eieyani and AdonE, and Eckasha EyanA and ADonA experience, this “segment of linear space-time” appears much smaller and shorter, for the time-wave Base-rhythm of our eternal life Eckasha-Ecka Domains is much more broad and expansive than those upon wh

What Card Are You
You scored as Goth. Your A Goth!Goth100%Rocker, Mosher60%Chav, Townie, Rude Boy, Ned, Kev55%Emo30%Trendy30%Skater25%Prepy5%What Group Are You? Chav, Rocker, Skater, Emo, Goth, Trendy, Prepy Ectcreated with QuizFarm.com MY 20YR OLD NEPHEW, IS LEAVING NEXT MONTH TO THE HEART OF THE WAR,AND I DON'T KNOW HOW I'M FELLING ABOUT IT,TELL ME HOW YOU WOULD FEEL PLEASE.THANK YOU. AINT SHE PRETTY.

Does Anyone Ever Meet On This Site?
Does anyone ever meet from this site or is it just a game of cherry points. I'd like to know. If any of the ladies are interested in meeting me you can send me a private message. Yon

Hello
well theres a bit most dont know about me and theres some Others know more of *weg* You know who Ya is ;;) i run the local BDSM group in my town and believe me thats a job and a half for a small town knowing i cant please everyone i know know that this i really cant do im sure i wont please everyone here either im sure some will look at my profile and say good lord this is not right but thats to bad its a part of me and it is a part of WHO i am like it or not i am a slave butthen again who all to i have to please but my One .. guess thats all that really matters anyways having a rough day today im sick and i have no one close to cuddle wif til im better well i have those i can cyber cuddle with but the feeling of a nice set of strong arms wrapped around me and the warmth of a Mans touch just isnt the same in cyber *sighs* .. theres nothing (ok there is other stuff too) that can make a girl feel all comfy and cozy mmmm well i want a cuddle and

Bdsm Information
by Lord Suttle What is a safeword, exactly what it sounds like! A word that keeps you safeThere are three levels of safewords, just like a stoplight. Red means stop,yellow means slow down and green means go. Although not everyone uses colorsas safewords this is a good place to start in order to explain what asafeword is, lets examine each level. Red -Stop, we've gone to far and the scene must end immediately. No oneshould ever attempt to renegotiate once this safeword has been used. Forboth Tops and bottoms this scene is over. If your playing with someone whodoes not respect your safeword odds are they are not going to respect thelimitations you have negotiated. This might be the time to be sane anddiscontinue play with this particular person. Also as a bottom you have yourown set of responsibilities. Never forget the story of the Boy that criedWolf. Just because you need to switch positions does not mean its time touse the ultimate safeword. Safe-wording when you truly don't need to w

Whispers
whispers to windstorms witness as it hits home, so precious the petals of a cyclone,its victims left mindblown, the government says that we should settle like gieco threw the fuckin roof is more than were this mutherfucka just might go hypodermic with a style air bubble a short struggle the subject dies, a brief huddle, remove the rubble, delicately place the soul back in to the bubble. we trouble ourselfes enough to pummel elephants, mere man, its no wonder so many suffer while surrounded by etheral delagates. dignity is not only for creator entity, but creative entity .so big up yourself by shedding the shackles that keep you dead to me federal intervention at this point is dead ahead of me. politics today is just a way of better watching things. as if big brother needed a more secure means of locking things.their mocking me. but have not yet began to devise a means of stopping me, logicaly one would do better to comprehend before demolishing quite possibly your s

Balance
since i bear witness john parnell 2005 to societies sickness as it is at its thickest im sick of the buisness it only took a couple minutes for me to decide that i was finished i figured no better time than the end to lick my wounds and start again since ill break before i bend or turn myself into the pain again shoot myself in the brain again do the same and expect change again my creed remains the same unchanged since i began so on with my one on one walk with the wind the sweet smell of sin as it soothes my wind burnt skin the grooves made by the wear and tear of only having some one thats never there proves the end is almost here i can see it grinning ear to ear it proves to be my biggest fear the fact im neither here nor there the fact that things dont seem so clear the fact that i dont seem to care walk the gauntlet of my fears slip and slit my ear to ear what you stalk

Travels
if my spirit burns in effigy, at the hands of my enemys stop drop and roll in the ashes that are left of me ill rebuild my inner self then let it out to hunt down destiny be of service without a doubt your team looks nervous, i tend to affect the central nero, but its been 5 long years and im unsure, my cerebral stem is far from clear though, clouded at times just like my mind when i was born the order came from the king to cut out my tongue marvel in modern medicine, when my voice turned to a gun, with speach, bullets would come there was nowhere to run, the age has begun, witness what a sickness unchecked can become. so now i talk with a shotgun and walk with a cocked one morn for those that caught one. thankful that im not one. thankful that i got some opinions to express, thankful that im able to say what i meant thankful that my feet are planted like bricks in cement. situations pretty ill still my skills circumvent. assimilation camps are filled, heres a towel f

The Sweet Sun
Bored while sun sweats it settles nevertheless you notice the lack of motion, a notion nevertheless. Devoted to deviation is devotion nevertheless, needless to say needles needless nevertheless. sitting with CONCEPT 2004 1wordrow1

What's Your Love Style?
Your Love Style is Eros For you, love is all about the passion! And chances are, you're currently in love. You have a strong physical response to love... And you are great at committing (As long as the person makes your toes curl!) What's Your Love Style?

What's Your Love Type?
Your Love Type: INFJ The Protector In love, you strive to have the perfect relationship. For you, sex is nearly a spiritual experience, a bonding of souls. Overall, you have high expectations for any relationship you're in. However, you tend to hold back a part of yourself. Best matches: ENTP and ENFP What's Your Love Type?

How's Your Karma?
You Have Fantastic Karma You are a kind, sensitive, and giving person. And all your good deeds will pay off - if they haven't already. But you're not so concerned with what you get in return anyway. You have an innate caring nature - and nothing can change that! How's Your Karma?

Am I A Girl Or A Woman?
You Are A Woman! Congratulations, you've made it to adulthood. You're emotionally mature, responsible, and unlikely to act out. You accept that life is hard - and do your best to keep things upbeat. This makes you the perfect girlfriend... or even wife! Are You A Girl Or a Woman?

For Victims Of Domestic Violence, Poem
Rise Above It All Here's whats left of my broken heart, All my dreams have fallen apart. No reason to figure out whose to blame, God Please! Help me to stay sane. Someone said *You always hurt the one you love*, I say that they dont know what loves really made of. Love dosent consist of a broken nose or black eye, There's no love in *You'd better listen to me or you'll die* Love shouldnt give you nothing but pain and sorrow, Love dosent make you question will I live to see tomorrow. Love dosent come with a price you have to pay, Neither does love beat you physically or mentally everyday. We all know what love should or shouldnt be, But after all this I think I'll try to learn to just love me. One of these days I will Rise Above It All, Noone will stop me I will stand tall. -------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- My Broken Heart

Missing Ya'll
Hi....sorry that I haven't been on Fubar for awhile....had a lot going on here....please pray for my sister...she is in the hospital in MD and pretty sick....sure miss talking to ya'll....hope all is well in your lives and that love and peace surround you always....you are in my thoughts, my prayers and my heart...huggggggggggggggssssssssssss I am sorry that right now I am unable to be online very much. Hopefully, that will change soon. Just wanted ya'll to know that I am thinking about you and missing you. All of my friends are special to me. Some of you have truly touched my heart and you know who you are (I hope). Will try to my best to get on again real soon. LUVVVVV and HUGGGGGSSSS Sheryl

Feature Requests
I saw this bulletin, and wanted to comment on it.... is there anyone out there in cherryland that thinks that when you block somebody on here that it means totally blocked like where they cant see your page at all or do you like it..the way it is now where when you block the persons you blocked can still see everything your doing..friends and all that....i think when you block someone it should be alltogether....i know when you block now they cant comment and rate..and all that but i would like to have it when you block there blocked alltogether like on myspace wich im sure many people in cherryland also have so if you have a myspace and have blocked people on it then you understand what im talking bout cherytap doing...just like myspace when u block they see nothing...not like now when you block they can still see your page and all that..if there is anybody out there...and i mean anybody who agrees or disagrees please sign your name to this so i cant take it t

R.i.p. To My Homie And R.i.p. To My Wife, Luv Yall Forever!!!
Montrell "Trell Wheat" Phillips was a great person and he was 31, u will be missed, 1 luv homie for eternity, the other is my wife who passed, she was 24 and now i raise a son by myself and miss her like crazy, 1 luv everybody

Mom
Before I was a Mom I never tripped over toys or forgot words to a lullaby. I didn't worry whether or not my plants were poisonous. I never thought about immunizations. Before I was a Mom - I had never been puked on. Pooped on. Chewed on. Peed on. I had complete control of my mind and my thoughts. I slept all night. Before I was a Mom I never held down a screaming child so doctors could do tests. Or give shots. I never looked into teary eyes and cried. I never got gloriously happy over a simple grin. I never sat up late hours at night watching a baby sleep. Before I was a Mom I never held a sleeping baby just because I didn't want to put them down. I never felt my heart break into a million pieces when I couldn't stop the hurt. I never knew that something so small could affect my life so much. I never knew that I could love someone so much. I never knew I would love being a Mom. Before I was a Mom - I didn't know the feeling of having m

Cherry Tap Anonymous
Life is exactly what I thought it would be work eat sleep and do it all fucking over again. Name: Rpg Gamer Mark(Live On Webcam) Gender: Male Occupation: Dishwashing Bitch/Prep Cook Location: WORCESTER COUNTY,MASSACHUSETTS,UNITED STATES, Date of Birth: 13th Jun 1982 Looking For: Friendship,Dating,Serious Relationship,Whatever I can get Interested In: Women Political Views: Who Cares What Rpg Gamer Mark(Live On Webcam)'s Up To:Cherry Tap Current mood: Artistic Where I am:Massachusetts I'm listening to: 107.3Waaf,Metallica,Megadeth,Tool,Eminem I'm watching: Boston Red Sox,New England Patriots I'm playing: Final Fantasy Xll,With myself I'm annoyed at: Fake friendships/bitches online I'm loving: How fun the internet world is I'm looking forward to: New friends on here I'm IMing: Anyone that I want to I'm shopping at: Walmart/Cheap Retail Stores Rpg Gamer Mark(Live On Webcam)'s Favorites: Favorite Musi

My Yahoo Messenger Id : Ticstuckonu@yahoo.com
help wanted help me ... ASAP then, QUIT ...thinking about it and do it... i been looking to chat with you and get to know you ... i only need honest,loyal, solid, reliable and "everything/all around positive person"... don't you want to be my everything ?... friends for life... total bitch... ready lets argue / chat remember ! i am always right even when i am wrong cause i am a women..........DAMM IT ! TICSTUCKONU@YAHOO.COM IS MY ID: TO YAHOO MESSENGER

Quiz
There was a couple who took a trip to England to shop in a beautiful antique store to celebrate their 25th wedding anniversary. They both liked antiques and pottery, and especially teacups. Spotting an exceptional cup, they asked "May we see that? We've never seen a cup quite so beautiful." As the lady handed it to them, suddenly the teacup spoke, "You don't understand. I have not always been a teacup. There was a time when I was just a lump of red clay. My master took me and rolled me pounded and patted me over and over and I yelled out, 'Don't do that.'" "'I don't like it! Let me alone,'" but he only smiled, and gently said; 'Not yet!'" "Then WHAM! I was placed on a spinning wheel and suddenly I was spun around and around and around. 'Stop it! I'm getting so dizzy! I'm going to be sick!', I screamed. But the master only nodded and said, quietly; 'Not yet.' "He spun me and poked and prodded and bent me out of shape to suit himself and then he put me

Cats_eyes_4_reals
iam in a sexy contest here on cherrytap i way behide can u all help me out and vote 4 me go here http://cherrytap.com/newyorktony and go to the pics on that profile and then go to the pics where is says sexy contest my pic is in there cats_eyes_4_reals thanks 4 helping

Dontcha Wish You Were A Lollipop Porn Bitch?
YOU GET ROYALLY SCREWED IN THE ASS WITH A BIG FAT FUCK YOU! lovely eh? thats about how i feel right now.. so yesterday i go downtown.. and my nerves are totally shot because i thought i might have to face the guy who hit us, that so faithful day back in may of 04... thankfully i didn't but that doesn't make me any less fucked up over the whole situation.. then i find out what they are offering me.. yeah... 35 thousand... after everyone gets their damn slice... i get like 10.. i told my mom i would pay her back for everything.. so basically... yeah... i get jack shit.. i don't understand how someone can burn their tongue on coffee from McD's and sue for half a mill... or someone can be discriminated against and get 400,000 from an airlines? when i first started this case.. i was told we are going to try for 250,000... it was more than i had ever dreamed of having.. but then, how do you put a value on someone who hurts you, and you will have to live with the hurt, and injury f

Grandpa!!
A drunken man walks into a biker bar, sits down at the bar and orders a drink. Looking around, he sees three men sitting at a corner table. He gets up, staggers to the table, leans over, looks the biggest, meanest, biker in the face and says: "I went by your grandma's house today and I saw her in the hallway buck naked. Man, she is one fine looking woman!" The biker looks at him and doesn't say a word. His buddies are confused, >because he is one bad biker and would fight at the drop of a hat. The drunk leans on the table again and says: "I got it on with your grandma and she is good, the best I ever had!" The biker's buddies are starting to get really mad but the biker still says nothing. The drunk leans on the table one more time and says, "I'll tell you something else, boy, your grandma liked it!" At this point the biker stands up, takes the drunk by the shoulders looks him square in the eyes and says ........ "Grandpa ,......

Soul Feeling...
People are all too quick to judge the thoughts and actions of others without even knowing the person that they judge. If everyone would stop and think or even ask why something was said or done in the particular manner that it was, the outcome could be better. The only one who knows the reasons behind the action is the only one that should be consulted. People go thru many trials and tribluations in thier lifetime that form the person that they have become. Although not all; most learning experiences are painful mistakes that leave a deep wound in the inner soul. Some of us can recover within a small amout of time but others have difficulty even opening our eyes to life again. If everyone would just think about the reprecusions of thier words and or actions on others before they blurt or judge, and take into consideration the life trials of others. Life might just be abit easier for all of us..... It comes without saying that the most precious thing in life is the love of a child. It

Hmmmm
Was One Of them Days.. We Made that trip Down the H***** Hill On the Noon Hour! I Dont think We Was looking to TAKE anything.. Or to go into ANY Stores, but i guess to satisfy a Sweet tooth and when you have No Money What are you gonna do?? I was I think the Only One to Nervous to Start "Shovin"... LOL u know Into my pockets..Not Like That OTHER Cherry In here ( and She KNows Who She Is) Yes YOU!!!! Anyhow when We got out of there.. We have loads of Candy and good's of course you know there was Dividing time..i was all the rest of the day getting rid of the GUM i got stuck with!!! I would say That Was a fun Day!! PS: I am SOOOOOOO Dead When SHE Sees this!!!

Freaking Sgt Creeper!
Do they mean anything? Can they warn you... Why do I have dreams where I or others I care about are in danger? And then soemthing happens... Xanax and Booze.... I'm partying like Anna Nicole Smith! Woot!.... You like my Body? (Shimmy Shimmy) Hmmmm. Cherrytap is interesting. Its darker than myspace, more goths and Emos too. However, I do prefer the maturity. Thanks to everyone who greeted me. Check out my new pics. I can't beleive you stole my freaking Frog! you know who you are. :E3 (Baring my fangs) I had to take vicodin cough syrup tonight... Freaking migraine. I hate them. I got so blasted... I rarely feel so freaking HIGH on it but tonight... wooooooooo... I was flying! I can still feel it. i am going to take more. Might as well.

My Closest Friend
I remember that day as vividly in my mind as if it were an hour ago. I woke up, took a look at the alarm clock, and decided that it was too much of an ungodly hour to be up. I tried to turn over and fall back to sleep, but I could tell it just wasn't happening. I gave in, and dragged myself from the bed, and into the bathroom. After a long cigarette, and a few other necessities, I was awake almost enough to function. I sat down at the computer, thinking maybe today I could finally write something useful, after three weeks of writer's block, but that wasn't working either. So I flipped on the stereo. Eminem came on, louder then I was hoping to hear it�but still, I couldn't find the words I needed to write. After an hour of torturing myself in front of that computer, I gave up, and sacked out on the couch. Just then the phone rang. As I picked up, I was about to start cursing out whomever was at the other end, but when I heard your voice, I managed to stop myself just in ti

Daringwitch Rambles
I met a man the other day His soul shined thru his eyes It took my breath away He made my temperature rise His heart of gold Upon his sleave His smile bold Wish he would never leave We sat and talked Love for his kids I could see Outside we walked Just where I wanted to be I met a MAN the other day I met this man one night Now i can surely say Not a boy in sight Dreams and Wishes If dreams were wishes That somehow came true, My life would be full Because of you. No more lonely nights Alone in the dark, No more cold bed, My existence stark. I have in my heart Feelings so true Earned by a sentence Whispered by you I see in my dreams What could be, A love so true For you and me Hand in hand We would walk Side by side We would talk Trust would be earned By word and deed You would always be there For whatever I need When I look in your eyes Id see nothing but truth You

For My Grandpa "the Only Dad I Knew"
Well a year ago today the only dad I knew was taken away.. I have heard over and over the first year is the hardest yada yada yada, but is it really? BECAUSE to me today seems to be the hardest.. Those memories I CAN do without.. So does it actually start to get better after today? I DOUBT IT.. **will finish later** MANY OF YOU KNOW THAT MY GRANDPA PASSED AWAY RECENTLY... I WANTED TO SHARE SOMETHINGS WITH YOU THAT I HAD MADE FOR HIM OVER THE YEARS.... FOR THOSE OF YOU WHO DON'T KNOW WHAT HAPPENED..... ON HIS BIRTHDAY JANUARY 14.. HE TURNED 77, 1AM ON THE 15TH HE WAS VERY WEAK AND WE CALLED THE AMBULANCE HE WAS ADMITTED INTO CRITICAL CARE HE HAD PHEMONIA AND THE FLU... HE WAS THERE 2 WEEKS... WHEN HE CAME HOME WE THOUGHT HE WAS GETTING BETTER (THE DOCTOR DID NOT TELL US ANYTHING) HE REALLY DIDN'T KNOW WHAT WAS GOING ON OR WHAT TO DO.. TO GIVE YOU SOME KIND OF IDEA HE THOUGHT IT WAS 1995.. ON FEBRUARY 11, 6AM > > > > THANKS FOR EVERYTHING ;) I WAS GRANDPA'S GIRL... THE WHOLE TH

S4t4ns
i'm a native american.....33years old female. i have 3 beautiful kids that i cherish very much.i come on the net to meet new friends...i'm not into that cybering thingy which i know theres alot of ppl do whatever floats your boat but i dont do it i just chill with my friends.....i have 7 tatts.i'm into harleys choppers native american history wolves white tigers.

Problems
So i just have a question for all the people that actually read my blog.. So for those of you who don't know about my mom.. she's been sick and i have been taking care of her. which means she has been my first priority. I basic... no i did put college, friends, job and everything else on hold to take care of her and everything around the house that she can't do. Now is that wrong to make her my first priority? Cause my brother keeps bringing it up when she talks to him about paying rent (whole nother story with that) He calls me a bum when he doesn't even know what i go through.. he will never know cause he will never go out of his way to help her at all. so back to the question.. am i doing the right thing???? uuuuuuugh idk! HELP! First off i have 2 (step) sisters and a brother in 11th grade right now. My mom was acting all bitchy so i went to ask her why... and she was all like im getting tired of people walking all over us. WELL i don't see how im walking all over

Post Hoc, Ergo Propter Hoc
No longer do I want my nights to be lonely or my days to be sad. My darling Morrigan I want give you my all, All the love and joy you never had. I am here today by the sea, Thinking of the father to the young prince I want to be. Take him out to a ball game. And to the park to fly kites and remote controlled airplanes. That does not even the begin to explain the things with him I wish to do. I want to inspire him and mold him... Show him the way through. And remind him that he is loved by you and well as I. Praying to God that his youth not be deprived by the temptation of his deviant peers, And that he stands for what's right and not be shy. Morrigan take a walk with me; Down by the sea. Sit with me in the sand. Let's contemplate our future, hand in hand. Let's take the time to explore each other's thoughts and mind. Let's be careful and gentle, For we have nothing but time. So bare with me as I will with you. Because the day will come when give unto you, My love

Greetings
Hello to all my lovely tasty cherries. My name is Zarak and I'm pretty new to this world and I just want to say that I'm enjoying every bit of this site and I hope that I'm added to everyone's page and become good friends. I just came home from Kuwait from a year long deployment on the 5th of December of last year and I'm a MP in the US Army. I'm at Fort Bragg right now and should be headed back to the fight zone in April or May but we'll see. Everyone have a good day and hope to talk to you all soon. Well this is my first blog on here so please forgive me if it goes to fast. Well I'm in the Military and is stationed at Fort Bragg in North Carolina. I just came home from deployment in December and is about to go back in April or May i think they said but anyway I really don't care. I signed up for a reason and this is the reason. To make sure our children and their children can continue to live like I live and that America never fall buy the waist side. I sorry i got a little carried a

Pisces: The Piece Of Ass
Once you have opened this bulletin, there's no turning back. Below are true descriptions of zodiac signs, with traits from a book written 35 years ago by an astrologist predictionist. Read your sign, then repost this in a new bulletin with your zodiac sign and label, or you'll get bad luck for the number of years stated in your sign description. This is real shit, try ignoring it, and the first thing you'll notice is having a horrible day starting tomorrow morning - and it only gets worse from there. VIRGO: The Virgin Dominant in relationships. Sexy. someone loves them right now. Freak in bed. Always wants the last word. Caring. Smart. Intellectual. Attractive. Loud. Loyal. Easy to talk to.Good kisser. Hard to forget.Love at first sight. Everything you ever wanted. Easy to please. The one and only. Ultimate sexiness. 7 years of bad luck if you do not repost. SCORPIO: The lover Can be mean. EXTREMELY sexy. Intelligent. Energetic. Predict future. Most erotic. (Freak in bed.

How To Be A True Friend
I miss you being here to talk with everyday. To "make it all better" when troubles cloud my way. I miss the way you always knew without a single word, that something was bothering me or somehow I was hurt. I know your'e always with me no matter where I go, I feel your presence near me,my heart lets me know. I miss you so much Daddy,not a minute passes by, without thoughts of you racing through my mind. I know your'e in a better place, pain you never see, living your life with Jesus now,and this comforts me. Someday my journey will end,my work on Earth through, I want to come up there, so I can be with you. I know you'll be there with others who've gone before. Just remember, wait for me,on Heaven's Beautiful Shore! ALTHOUGH IT TAKES SOME EFFORT IT IS EASY TO BE A FRIEND TO GIVE SOME OF YOURSELF IS WELL WORTH IT IN THE END LEAVING A MEMORY WITH SOMEONE WHEN YOU ARE THEIR FRIEND WILL BE A LIFETIME TREASURE ON THAT YOU CAN DEPEND SOME PEOPLE LAST FOREVER OTHERS COME

To My Wife Samantha
when you're not around, i fear my death is near when you're not around, it's your voice i long to hear when you're not around, it's your body my eyes wish to see when you're not around, my heart simply bleeds without you, there is no me when you're not around, my day turns to night when you're not around, i'm longing for your smile full of light when you're not around, my lips long for your tender kiss when you're not around, i'm longing for your jokes, joy and bliss when you're not around, it's simply everything about you i miss

Living A Lie
As I awake in a new world after an atomic storm, the anarchy in the U.K. Rages on, as the sea of love turns into rivers of blood from the dead and bloated, and knowing that know one wants to stop the hate, everyone else is living on the edge trying to beat the bullet, as they look for the promised land to get away from the misery, but to get there you have to get between the devil and the deep blue sea where the unholy tease you and the unforgiven entice you, but as you go down the road to ruin you wind up where the streets have no name, and the seasons of the sun change quick, so you gotta travel on as you reach out of the darkness to find a strange new world. Now that yesterday,s gone I am looking at 99 ways to die, as I wait for a runaway trainto go by, I drink my cold gin to find a better way to die, and as I dream on I find myself looking down the barrel of a gun and as the hammer swings down, the seasons of the sun pass me by as I am slowly slipping into a deepfreeze to end my d

Mindless Rantings
In these modern times, the concept of workmanship, of taking pride in one's craft, has gone the way of Nagel paintings, the Thompson Twins, and Vision Street Wear. And nowhere is this more evident than in the sorry state of our beer commercials. What? You say the beer commercials of today are just as good as those of the past? Nonsense! Peel back the scales from your eyes and gaze unblinking into the gaping maw of inarguable truth. Let us go back to the 1980s, the Golden Age of beer advertising, to see how far we have fallen. Take the gloriously whimsical Miller Lite campaigns. In one classic spot, comedian Rodney Dangerfield is called upon to win a celebrity bowling tournament. His team implores him, "We only need one pin, Rodney!" thereby setting up a moment of high drama. Can lovable loser Dangerfield pull off the seemingly simple task under intense pressure from his middle-aged cronies? Our hero proceeds to roll the ball dead-center down the middle of the lane and, thou

Hmmm.....
So for those of you that don't know me, I have been out of work since January 2nd. It really really blows! Well I started a new job today and even though it's not what I really wanted to do, at least it's work. So hurrah for me!!! LOL!! Just wanted to share with y'all! Oh and a special thanks to the special cowboy that believed in me that I could find a new job soon. MWAH to him!!! 1. Initials: AA? 2. What is your favorite thing to wear? Cruel Girl Jeans, tank top, boots and my straw cowboy hat 3. Last time you kissed someone: About 3 hours ago when I kissed my son goodnight 4. For or against same sex marriage? For 5. I say Shotgun, you say: Only if I'm driving! 6. Last person you hugged? My son 7. How many U.S states have you been to?: 16 8. How many of the U.S states have you lived in: 1 9. Name something you like physically about yourself: hmmmm....my eyes 10. Who is your best friend? Liz 11. Why are you still up? Damn insomnia again 12.

Happy Hour
HAPPY HOUR CONTEST PLEASE SHOW ME SOME LUV CLICK ON PHOTO - COMMENT BOMBERS NEEDED Thank you I'm in this contest ( HAPPY HOUR CONTEST ) 200,000 comments to win If you need Ratings or Gifts I will give them to you 4 comments, 25 comments for a gift or 25 pic rating,stashes, you pick. If this sounds fair to you then let me know. HAPPY HOUR CONTEST Please help me win this happy hour contest - 200,000 comments to win show me some luv click on photo Thank you HAPPY HOUR CONTEST Please help me win this happy hour contest - 200,000 comments to win show me some luv click on photo Thank you

Photos
If paedophilia is so bad (and we all know it is) why do ppl put pictures of their underage kids on and expect us to "rate them" sounds like enforced paedophilia to me... RATE MY 6 YEAR OLD.... ehhh "__No!!!__!" why the hell do people feel the urge to put hunners o almost identical pictures taken af their webcams, or the archetypal myspace foto takin a picture wiv one arm oot the side? do ye not have any friends to...you know..take the picture of you for you? an then to ask yer mates to rate them.. if i rate one, as they're all the same, can't you just imagine that i rated them all identically? what's the point? why are there hunners of ladys on here being finger cannibals but when you try it irl you get sent to jail? and what's the fascination with chosing scissors when playing rock scissors stone with the person takin the picture?

Yes I Am Going To Try This Again
in the mumms but they are so boring tonight..I mean what the fuck?I am so sick of the 'should I sleep or stay up? Am I hot or not? I want to try the lounges but am kinda of leery of them I guess I just don'tknow what to expect from them is all.So if anyone reads this and wants to fill me in on what the lounges are like I'd appreciate it. Yep thats the name of this blog and thats about how I feel.I'm all of thee above and thatsallI'm going to say. Today I got a letter from my dad and my stepma.They have decided to adopt my oldest son and give him a stable home in which he will be able to grow up in.My oldest son his name is Cory has been bounced around a few times in the last few years.Nothing that I am proud of but also I had no control over the siyuation either.But I cried when I read the letter enclosed with the court papers.My dad and stepma have unconditional love and I know that my son will be taken care of and get the attention and love he needs as a growing boy.Even though my

Stuff I Like
In 1989 an 8.2 eathquake almost flattened Armenia, killing over 30,000 people in less than four minutes. In the midst of the uter devastation and chaos, a father left his wife securely at home and rushed to the school where his son was supposed to be, only to discover that the building was as flat as a pancake. After the traumatic initial shock, he remembered the promise he had made to his son: "No matter what, I'll always be there for you!" And tears began to fill his eyes. As he looked at the pile of debris that once was the school, it looked hopeless, but he kept remembering his commitment to his son. He began to concentrate on where he walked his son to class at school each morning. Remembering his son's classroom would be in the back right corner of the building, he rushed there and started digging through the rubble. As he was digging, other forlorn parents arrived, clutching their hearts, saying "My son!" "My daughter!" Other well meaning parents tried to pull him of

Slut Test!!!
NaughtyPoll.com - take your own poll! 1. How old are you?Over 30 2. What is your sexual orientation?Straight 3. Have you ever given someone oral sex?Sure I have 4. Have you ever received oral sex?Yes, of course 5. How many sexual partners have you had?5-10 6. What is your pubic hair style?All natural 7. What kind of underwear do you wear?Boxer Briefs 8. Have you ever taken, or been in, naked photos?Both taken and been in them 9. Have you ever been to a nude beach, or nudist area?Nope, I am modest 10. Do you watch porn?Yes, and I own some of my own 11. Have you ever watched others, or been watched having sex?Both watched others and been watched 12. How large are you...ya know, in the pants?Over 8 inches 13. Have you ever expirimented with another man?No, I'm straight as can be 14. What is your favorite sexual position?Doggie style 15. Are you circumcised?Yes I am 16. What gets you off fastest?Intercourse 17. How often do you masturbate?About once a w

Blood
as the blood runs throw the vaines fealing the blood pump thinking of the knife bracking the skin and watching the blood cover the floor relizeing the pain is leaveing the boody no more pain no more life now whares the fun it that screw that ill bleed but not from the vain pain is my life and i love my life

Girls And Friends...
Ok.... its time to end out this bullshit. There are several girls in my "just friends" album... yeah, that's exactly what they are! JUST FRIENDS! Couldn't love them more but it's an unconditional love. I can't help that I am a loveable guy friend that actually cares for them like a brother to a sister. The next subject... people are f'n fake. I can understand that people think you're hot and rate photos up the wall, but when you try to add that person as a friend... accept rejection if it happens. You don't know that person. Most of the time, you don't even WANT to know that person. You just add them up so you can get more "cherry points". What the fuck is wrong here? I live in a city called Battle Creek (a.k.a. Cereal City USA, The SUCK, Shit Town USA, etc...). The girls here are fucking horrible, either got beat with a god-damned uglystick or are bitches from hell. I can't find a decent girl even in the damn vicinity. No where fucking close. It isn't just me either... 90% of my

Poems
Sunday, March 11, 2007 As I sit here in the dark alone I wonder what it'd be like To have the one girl I truely loved all along It may have taken until now to realize it But better late than never, right? She's beautiful, georgous, hilarious And flat out great to be around Everytime I see her, my heart pounds Not with fear or hate, but with joy She's a little crazy, a little wild but that's what I need That's what I love about her Insanely spontaneous Any guy that lost her is an idiot I think We trust each other and confide every conversation We've always been there for eachother No matter the distance between Neither her nor I are afraid of commitment or otherwise I don't want to ruin the friendship we have But at the same time, I don't want to be alone forever We're much like my ex and her friend... Without the hassle and heartbreak I know she loves me back But I still wonder how in what way Is it more than what I think Or is it just what I think

Vanillakitty
time went by quickly, leaving nothing but scrapes of the past... i stand alone bruised and battered, with my head held high looking at the heavens thinking i need to survive, and move forward Sorry if I miss you! Please just leave me a little note and Ill come by ASAP and rate ya:) soon Ill upload this new painting so you Fubars can see what keeps this Kat so Damn busy! heheh Take care and If I dont chat with you before! have a wonderful weekend and a kick ass labor Day! Muahhhhh Kat

Every Six Seconds
I rarely think of you, you almost never cross my mind, your never in my heart, your not apart of me, I've cut back thinking of you, I've finally got control, now your only in my thoughts, a couple times a day, I've almost found away, to live without you here, I only think of you now, EVERY SIX SECONDS... Saliva - After MeMusic Code provided by Song2Play.Com

Zodiac Signs & Traits
Once you have opened this email, there's no turning back. Below are true descriptions of zodiac signs, with traits from a book written 35 years ago by an astrologist reductionists Read your sign, then forward this in a new bulletin with your zodiac sign and label, or you'll get bad luck for the number of years stated in your sign description. This is real shit, try ignoring it, and the first thing you'll notice is having a horrible day starting tomorrow morning - an d it only gets worse from there. VIRGO: The Virgin Dominant in relationships, Sexy, someone loves them right now, Freak in bed, Always wants the last word, Caring, Smart, Intellectual, Attractive, Loud, Loyal, Easy to talk to, Hard to forget, Love at first sight, Everything you ever wanted, Easy to please, The one and only, Ultimate sexiness, 7 years of bad luck if you do not forward. SCORPIO:. The sex addict Can be mean, EXTREMELY sexy, Intelligent, Energetic, Predict future, Most erotic, Freak in bed, GREAT

Forever
I can't give you yesterday, can never undo the past, the one thing I can give you, the one thing I know will last, I'll give you my heart, together we'll face each day, I will give you a true love, a love that will last, I will love you Forever... Don Dokken - ForeverMusic Code provided by Song2Play.Com

Gaelic Blessing
May the road rise up to meet you. May the wind be always at your back. May the sun shine warm upon your face; the rains fall soft upon your fields and until we meet again, may God hold you in the palm of His hand.

Random Crazyness
Okay, so i was just sitting here and it came to mind. Lol. it was a while ago. we were tossing trees over our backyard fence so we'd have firewood, it came from my grandparents, and the tree went the wrong way, and i wasn't paying that much attention when my bro dropped it. well, my grandma tried to grab me, but i moved forwards, towards the truck to help more when it hit me in the head. lol. so, i can actually say i've been hit by a tree. in the head, too! lol. ^^ ~There's some crazy randomness for ya. ^^~

Thanks 2 A Sweetie In My Life
I wanna Say Thanks to someone who means so much to me..... not only for the silver motorcycle, or the ring or the rolex or the other lil things... But just for being here when i need her...sure we have our days but oh well we manage to get through.... but i wanna thank u for being my friend and more... and for those of u who would like..stop by and thank her for an hr of happy hr yesturday. i am sure she would be thrilled.... thank u sweetie... yur the best....... tongue......

Military Men
http://h1.ripway.com/redddiver/DontMessWithAmerica.asx Angels in Lead Boots by Bob 'Dex' Armstrong One night when we were sitting around in the After Battery somewhere between the last reel of Cheaper By The Dozen and the arrival of mid rats. Some lower-order citizen in raggedy dungarees and a four-week old beard looks over at the chief and asked, "Hey Dutch, you believe in angels?" "Sure, horsefly. Not the kind with wings... The kind who wears rubberized, canvas suits and bronze helmets...Descend from above to save you... Navy Divers. When you hear those magnificent bastards clomping around on your walking deck, you can go back to issuing liberty cards." Nobody respects and honors Navy Divers more than the lads who ride underwater ordinance platforms. Any man stupid enough to speak ill of a hardhat diver in the presence of a smoke boat sailor could count on the next twenty to thirty seconds of his future being filled with activity specifically designed to pla

Hi All!!! :d
HI ALL!! I'm Valerio, i'm from italy,but i love woman from everysite LOL. I'm 19 and i live in Rome,i love to go out whit friends in the evening and get drunk whit them,but i'm a serious boy during the day ;)..i go to gym and i can't complain about my phisic,i'm a very likeable guy but also sweet and affectionate whit who deserves it..then i don't know what also i can write here,you just can ask me!! See you all!! :D

Daddy's Poem
Her hair was up in a pony tail, her favorite dress tied with a bow. Today was Daddy's Day at school, and she couldn't wait to go. But her mommy tried to tell her, that she probably should stay home. Why the kids might not understand, if she went to school alone. But she was not afraid; she knew just what to say. What to tell her classmates of why he wasn't there today. But still her mother worried, for her to face this day alone. And that was why once again, she tried to keep her daughter home. But the little girl went to school eager to tell them all. About a dad she never sees a dad who never calls. There were daddies along the wall in back, for everyone to meet. Children squirming impatiently, anxious in their seats One by one the teacher called a student from the class. To introduce their daddy, as seconds slowly passed. At last the teacher called her name, every child turned to stare. Each of them was searching, a man who wasn't t

Poems & Song Lyrics
The Spirit in the Sky I have been reborn On the wings of this mighty steed. On the open highway, without bonds of civilization to distract or confine me. With the wind in my face, and the beauty of nature which surrounds me. Who am I to question why I am here or what is the purpose of my life? Suddenly, I am transformed into a fearless Indian chief, riding a dark horse with fiery exhausts for nostrils, Lightning and thunder emerge from its machine soul It has come to life, it obeys my every movement, It senses my moods. There is a brief transformation of the souls, suddenly the man, and the machine of the man become inseparable and indistinguishable I am the machine and it is me. The pulsations of my dark horse's metal soul meld with my heartbeat; the constant mesh of its gears emanates allowing us to reach synchronicity. Leaving the mortal world behind us, we are compelled to the realm of the mystic. Our journey has begun. For the moment, we have esca

Her First Time
PLEASE HELP MY COUSIN OUT SHE HAS REACHED HER DAILY LIMITS ON COMMENTS... HER PUPPY HAS BEEN ENTERED IN A CONTEST AND SHE NEEDS LOTS OF COMENT BOMBS... IT LASTS UNTIL FRIDAY.... PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE HELP OUT... CLICK ON THE PICTURE IT'S THAT EASY...

Looking For A Juggalettes
She has the beauty that will make your heart miss a beat. Her smile alone makes anyone want to just kiss her shining pink lips. Her eyes can open your heart into another world that you never thought existed. I call her red because of her beautiful wavy red hair, and the way it blends in with her nice soft skin that will make your mouth water. Her red hair is so attractive it makes the word "red" compliment her. She's not my red, but I know wherever she goes there is always going to be somebody admiring her red beauty. She's not literally red, but that color alone tells everyone she has the beauty like a red rose. Always activated and still broken the things you hate are tumbling inside your darkest dreams so another kid laughing and crying out loud another scheme of life.Try to bleed when you are frozen its another cold thought of society left for your decayment watch as the heat burns out the cold of there hearts.Its like another paralegal activity in this career of life a

* Horus * He Who Is Above * Eye Of Ra / Re * Eye Of Horus * Wadjet / Wedjat * Udjat *
********************************************************************************************* * Horus * He Who Is Above * Eye of Ra / Re * Eye of Horus * Wadjet / Wedjat * Udjat * ********************************************************************************************* HORUS - The Son of Suns, Horus is the Eye of creative focus. It moves through the cosmos as a spherical imprinting devise, rolling across the star fields imprinting the divine logos or word or breath of activation upon each and every particle. Through the Hori (Hor Eye) the whirlwind of breath expands and contracts the vision or focus of worlds in motion. Consequentially, the Eye of Horus (representing the primary Horian principle) develops the Language of Light and the many signs, symbols, sacred utterances and language which come out of that font. Horus as a whole system develops contact between the Creator and the created, which are both really the same things from different perspectives. These perspectives

Sex Stories
One day I was trying on some naughty clothes. You know its hot red with thigh highs and holes where your tits are. hehe Any ways I was trying it on and the door bell rang so I threw on some shorts and tank top over top of this other outfit. Well I'm sure it looked funny when I opened the door to see me in shorts and tank top with thigh highs on. yah I was thinking that when I opened the door and there was this hot guy at it. He was there to show me a demonstration on a vacuum sweeper or some thing well. A little did I know he started flirting with me. All I was think was how bad I wanted in his pants. So he was talking and showing me things and he spilled a drink on my top. I wasn't think about what was under I just took it off and then I was like opps I'm sorry I forgot I had this on. I'll be back I'm going to go change. I got up and he said no please wait. I love that outfit I want to see more cause I would like to buy one for my girlfriend. I was like are you sure? Ok I'll show I d

Beliefs
Many people wonder just what exactally my beliefs are so in order to save myself a lot of typing I will explain it here: In wicca you learn that there is a power Higher than the Goddess and God (The Lady and Lord) and that power is only known as "The Creator". In Christianity that power is called "God the Father, God the Son and God the Holy Spirit". Many other pagans have the belief that "All Gods Are One God" so we worship one God in many forms. I was raised Baptist, Methodist then went Non-Denominational and now my beleifs are as they were, only that god isn't the cruel dictator that christiany makes him out to be. Even in the Ten Commandments it says "Thou Shall Have No Other Gods Before Me" as my beliefs changed I found the following: 1. There are other Gods. 2. They are not "before" God. 3. My new beliefs put me on a more personal level with God without violating the 10 commandments. 4. The Ten Commandments can be put in a much simpler and less complicated form tha

Love,or,lust
I broke my left big toe twice while sk8boarding,1st trick was an aciddrop from the wall's ledge. 2nd trick I nollied down 15 set's of stair's land it both time's so yea I'm a cool ass bad muther-fuker of rock'n'roll u can say so rock on beo-tchie's cuz I'm still sk8ing w/ it brokeing now who's the man ? if u'r a swinnger u'r love by manny,but if u'r a lover u maybe love by manny ,or, a few ,I guess it's all depend's on u'r true love's hart on how they want to view u'r deepest of u'r soul. whitch may neither be good ,or, bad 4 u...... I guess time ,or, Q-pit would be able 2 tell u that .food 4 thought don't let what other's think of u bringe u down cuz u'r u not them.

Sky's Thoughts
You lead me on a journey of discovery... finding my heart opening my soul enhancing my senses.... You look into my eyes and You can see everything... What i have been What i am now What i have the potential to become You take my hand and lead me down the Path When i stumble, You allow me to fall... But You are there to ensure my safety i trust You to lead me i trust You to teach me i trust You to love me. You hold me in Your arms You look into my eyes and between us, i can almost see it... floating, entwined O/our sweat O/our hearts O/our souls Lead on my Master and do not look behind for i am there, following You... loving, learning....living. The sound of the deadbolt on our door and I am throbbing, pulsating hunger raging through me Heat, flushed skin my heart thumping in my chest You are my want, my desire, consuming me with your eyes I stand, inhaling you, savouring your scent on my tongue feeling your body radiating Lost in your

Sex Poems
I am so tired of hearing about how this whole ruling on the abortion ban is so wrong and against the rights of women!!! I believe that abortion should be illegal anyway so the government has made a GOOD start in my eyes and this is the only good thing that I can see that the Bush Administration has done since elected to office and I applaude them for that!!!! Earlier today I had sent the following e-mail to the Vice President even tho I know I will probably never hear a reply to it but never the less I sent it anyway so here it is... Mr. Vice President, Hello, my name is Brandie Craft and I am writing to you in regard to the abortion ruling. I personally am 100% Pro-Life and agaist abortion all the way and I think it should be banned completely but I know that is probably not possible but the one thing that is bothering me is the whole thing about how it is said that the partial-birth abortion is inhumane and I quote " The Republican-controlled Congress responded in 2003 by pass

From The Mind Of The Swamp Fox
pick the stereotype that fits you I'M SKINNY, so I MUST be anorexic. I'm EMO, so I MUST cut my wrists. I'm a NEGRO so I MUST carry a gun. I'm a BLONDE so I MUST be a ditz. I'm JAMAICAN so I MUST smoke weed. I'm HAITIAN so I MUST eat cat. I'm ASIAN, so I MUST be sexy I'm JEWISH, so I MUST be greedy. I'm GAY, so I MUST have AIDS. I'm a LESBIAN, so I MUST have a sex-tape. I'm ARAB, so I MUST be a terrorist. I SPEAK MY MIND, so I MUST be a bitch. I'm RELIGIOUS, so I MUST shove my beliefs down your throat. I'm ATHEIST so i MUST hate the world. I don't have a RELIGION, so I MUST be evil and have no morals I'm REPUBLICAN, so I MUST not care about poor people. I'm DEMOCRAT, so I MUST not believe in being responsible. I am LIBERAL, so I MUST be gay. I'm SOUTHERN, so I MUST be white trash. I TAKE (or used to take) ANTI-DEPRESSANTS, so I MUST be crazy. I'm a GUY, so I MUST only want to get into your pants. I'm IRISH, so I MUST ha

Emergency Info
kenneth bush: Hacker Warning HACKER WARNING !!!!!!!!!! > I JUST RECEIVED THIS FROM ANOTHER GROUP SO PLEASE WATCH OUT FOR THIS > PERSON WANTING TO JOIN. > If somebody called bum_tn@007 hotmail com adds you dont accept it > because its a hacker. Tell every one on your list because if somebody > on your list adds them you get them on your list. He will have access > to your IP computer address. So copy & paste this message to every one > AND fast Just got this from Werewolf by Night! Take it to heart!

What Color Is Your Aura
When four of Santa's elves got sick, the trainee elves did not produce toys as fast as the regular ones, and Santa began to feel the Pre-Christmas pressure. Then Mrs Claus told Santa her Mother was coming to visit, which stressed Santa even more. When he went to harness the reindeer, he found that three of them were about to give birth and two others had jumped the fence and were out, Heaven knows where. Then when he began to load the sleigh, one of the floorboards cracked, the toy bag fell to the ground and all the toys were scattered. Frustrated, Santa went in the house for a cup of apple cider and a shot of rum. When he went to the cupboard, he discovered the elves had drank all the cider and hidden the liquor. In his frustration, he accidentally dropped the cider jug, and it broke into hundreds of little glass pieces all over the kitchen floor. He went to get the broom and found the mice had eaten all the straw off the end of the broom. Just then the doorbell ra

My Words
The truth Truth be told I want you to hold, To shower you with kisses, that reaches to your soul. If my lips could taste you no flavor will ever compare. For you my darling is sweeter than a thick chocolate coated Sundae. If you were near me with each breath that I take I would inhale you. I would drink you into me. And steal away your essence. For you are my forbidden love. In The Everlasting Night I lay in bed at night, wishing you were here with me, but you are not I long for the touch of your arms around me and your lips against mine but I know that I shall have to wait I think of you and our love with every second that goes by and tell myself that you are always there with me, yet I still miss u I don't know how I lived my life without you in it and I don't know how I would if you ever left but I know one thing for sure That thing, the one thing that keeps me going is that I love you and that will never change I will cross the ocean for you

Kiwi
go comment bomb the shit out of me. i wanna win. and zac? i wanna see a vote from you on there. or a rate... do it. because i said so. :P when there's every reason in the world not to trust again, how do you learn to trust?

Sex Iq
You have a sexual IQ of 133 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Nancy's Blogs
The paradox of our time in history is that we have taller buildings, but shorter tempers, wider freeways, but narrower viewpoints. We spend more, but have less, we buy more, but enjoy less. We have bigger houses and smaller families, more conveniences, but less time. We have more degrees, but less sense, more knowledge, but less judgment, more experts, yet more problems, more medicine, but less wellness. We drink too much, smoke too much, spend too recklessly, laugh too little, drive too fast, get too angry, stay up too late, get up too tired, read too little, watch TV too much, and pray too seldom. We have multiplied our possessions, but reduced our values. We talk too much, love too seldom, and hate too often. We've learned how to make a living, but not a life. We've added years to life not life to years. We've been all the way to the moon and back, but have trouble crossing the street to meet a new neighbor. We conquered outer space but not inner space. We've done larger things, but

Your Ideal Relationship....
Your Ideal Relationship is Friends with Benefits You're not looking for anything serious... just something hot! And you're little black book (or cell phone) always hooks you up. You want nothing more than friends with benefits. No strings. You also don't mind benefits without the friendship! What's Your Ideal Relationship?

Pacfic Northwest
This is where I live... The Pacific Northwest The Pacific Northwest According To Jeff Foxworthy 1. You know the state flower (Mildew) 2. You feel guilty throwing aluminum cans or paper in the trash. 3. Use the statement "sun break" and know what it means. 4. You know more than 10 ways to order coffee. 5 You know more people who own boats than air conditioners. (Especially since I've known Phil)!! 6. You feel overdressed wearing a suit to a nice restaurant. 7. You stand on a deserted corner at midnight in the rain waiting for the "Walk"Signal. 8. You consider that if it has no snow or has not recently erupted, it is not a real mountain. 9. You can taste the difference between Starbucks, Seattle's Best, and Veneto's. 10. You know the difference between Chinook, Coho and Sockeye salmon. 11. You know how to pronounce Sequim, Puyallup, Issaquah, Enumclaw, Yakima and Willamette. 12. You consider swimming an indoor sport. 13. You can tell the difference between Japane

Wife Needs Some Real Friends!
Well, i am posting this to my friends. Do to the fact i have some ROCKIN people on my list. My wife is falling into the I hate CT because its full of fakes or stalkers. LOL Or most of her friends are never on. So if you can hit her up shes a nut case like me! http://www.cherrytap.com/user/628967

“mundis Ex Igne Factus Est”
Does anyone actually read these things? If your eyes have brought you this far perhaps my hours on CT have not been completely wasted and I have met someone who truly seeks to have a better understanding of who I am,and that thought alone leaves me with a smile…thank you. “Mundis Ex Igne Factus Est”…The world is made of fire…Life is born of struggle and striving, true joy and understanding do not come from comfort and safety; they come from epiphany, enlightenment born in exhaustion (and not exhaustion for its own sake). Safety and comfort are mortal dangers to the soul. No good “painting” or monumental moment ever came easily to me; the good, the great ones were always battles. Fighting is a way to feel, the ultimate eruption of emotion unparalleld—to fight is a way to force something to happen. When I fight I know something has happened. How many days of your life pass by that you could take or leave when nothing really happened? The fight is promised moments c

Know What Pissie'ss Me Off
cherry tap's ,&, I don't get aknoledgement 4 it exsept that I get chewed out 4 going 2 fast on rateing picture's ,franklly who give's a fuck do u want an rateing then my comment's ,or, comment's 1st then rateing ., I mean goddanm who care's aslong as u get a great rateing 2 ,4 fuck sack's.

Dedicated To My Family
in 3 months time i have last my dad and my 1st cousin tim. its been a bitch for me .. my dad was a successful lawyer in joplin missouri and my cousin tim was a dozer operator. its hard to really let go of the tears cause when yu watch somone die in front of you it does unreal things to you ... yu try to understand why hes letting go and he says *it will be ok chris* .. but its not ok ... i never told my father how i felt i did things to my family that were stupid. so this blog is for my family ... BOTH SIDES IM SORRY .. AND FOR WHAT ITS WORTH I LOVE YOU ALL VERY MUCH ..

Sux Ass
http://www.myspace.com/ursecrettattooslut i made this one secret just 4 youll so go there so I can add youll kisses why are people so fucked in the head these days, I am always so fucking tied down all the fucking time!!!!i am so tired of it!!!!!!well as of now there isnt gonna be anyone who can run my damn life or tell me what I can and cant do!!! and there is my rant for the day,lol love ya'll man do i miss certain things such as my man! now i know i still have em so that makes no sence, but, i miss the newness of a great sex fling, but it wears away, i mean me and my man have GREAT SEX, but the heat is wearing, i dont know,lol

Is It Just Me?
Is it just me or is this world headed for hell on a snowball. First of all we send our troops to Iraq to supposedly liberate it.When all we have done is start another war. We are already at war with Iran!!! Is it just me or isn't it an act of war to impose trade sanctions on a country.I mean after all what if the shoe were on the other foot and we were the ones in need of nuclear energy for power. Is it just me or when you heard what Natalie Maines said about being ashamed Old Bush was from Texas,did you say Hell yeah!?? Is it just me that has seen all these great Hollywood movies about secret operations troops like the Navy Seals going overseas and taking care of heads of tyrannical states and Nations. Is it just me or do you believe that we should have assembled Chuck Norris,Steven Segal,Bruce Willis,Jeanne claude van damme and went over there and got Saddam without firing one bullet? Is it just me or are you shouting Hell Yeah too?Is it just me or would you want to read more blogs l

Sexy Poem
I love the way you touch me with your gentle fingertips And I love the way you kiss me with your soft and tender lips I love it when yhour tongue meets mine and I like the way you taste And I love it when I get to wrap my legs around your waist I love how yor scent lingers in the warm and steamy air And how sometimes I feel you even when you are not there I love how you thrust yourself with a hard but gentle motion And how my body rocks with yours like a boat out on the ocean You cause my skin to tingle and you make my body tremble It's a strange and wonderful feeling like no other can resemble You make me feel like a real woman and not a little girl You give me goosebumps all over and you make my toes curl I like how you make me feel I hope it lasts a while And forever wwhen I think of you it will always make me smile.

Favorite Quotes
"A positive attitude may not solve all your problems, but it will annoy enough people to make it worth the effort." Herm Albright (1876 - 1944) "While we are focusing on fear, worry, or hate, it is not possible for us to be experiencing happiness, enthusiasm or love." -Bo Bennet author "Year to Success" "Ability is what you're capable of doing. Motivation determines what you do. Attitude determines how well you do it. " -Lou Holtz "She would rather light candles than curse the darkness and her glow has warmed the world." -Adlai Stevenson (02/05/00 - 07/14/65) politician and statesman, Governor of Illinois "You can complain because roses have thorns, or you can rejoice because thorns have roses." -Tom Wilson (08/01/31) cartoonist, creator of "Ziggy" "An inexhaustible good nature is one of the most precious gifts of heaven, spreading itself like oil over the troubled sea of thought, and keeping the mind smooth and equable in the roughest weather." -Washington Ir

School Answering Machine
This is the message that the Pacific Palisades High School(California) staff voted unanimously to record on their school telephone answering machine. This is the actual answering machine message for the school. This came about because they implemented a policy requiring students and parents to be responsible for their children's absences and missing homework. The school and teachers are being sued by parents who want their children's failing grades changed to passing grades - even though those children were absent 15-30 times during the semester and did not complete enough schoolwork to pass their classes. ___________________________________________________ The outgoing message: "Hello! You have reached the automated answering service of your school. In order to assist you in connecting to the right staff member, please listen to all the options before making selection: * To lie about why your child is absent - Press 1 * To make excuses for why your child did not do

The First Time
"Break Me" I will meet you In some place Where the light lends itself To soft repose I will let you undress me But I warn you I have thorns Like any rose And you could hurt me With your bare hands You could hurt me With with the sharp end Of what you say But I'm lost to you now And there's no Amount of reason That could save me So break me Take me Just let me Feel your arms again Break me I'll let you make me Just let me Feel your love again Feels like being underwater Now that I've let go And lost control Water kisses fill my mouth Water fills my soul So break me Take me Just let me Feel your arms again Break me Make me Just let me Feel your love again Kiss me once Well, maybe twice Oh, it never felt so nice So break me Take me Let me Feel your arms again Break me Make me Just let me Feel your arms again Just let me Feel your love again Can you hear it in my voice Was it something I let slip Does the whole world know I

Moving On
I'm sorry If I'm not skinny enough for you to see my ribs. I'm sorry.. If I'm not pretty enough to be "your girl". I'm sorry... my boobs aren't big enough to "satisfy" you. I'm sorry.. If I'm not a playboy model so I don't act like a porn star for you. I'm sorry.. If i don't have a dream body that turns you on. I'm sorry.. If I'm too short for you. I'm sorry.. If i won't drop down to my knees to get you to like me. I'm sorry.. If my hair isn't just the way you like it. I'm sorry.. If I'm not the "hottest" girl you have ever seen. But most of all... I'm sorry that most guys can't accept a girl for who they really are. Beauty dies with time but a good heart will always be young. Just sit in your chair, exposed to Me, legs parted. Sit there with your hands on the arm rests, unbound yet forbidden to move. Hold yourself in that position and watch me play with myself mere inches from your face. Here, I will steady you head with my hand, force you t

Rants
"boys are jerks" "guys are all assholes" "men are stupid" and so on now let me get something straight i agree, most of us men are irrogant little pricks and assholes, but there are those of us that are nice, friendly and willing to do just about whatever, even go out of his way to help a girl he likes out, isnt that what you girls want anyway? you all say "why can't i find a nice guy for once" or "i want a nice guy" BUT it seems like you all go for the assholes and jerk off's anyway!!! if you really want a nice guy who treats you good usually you dont have to look too hard, try one of the guys your friends with or talk to once in awhile.. chances are their interested in you, and you've already got stuff in common if your friends now that i had my little rant you can quit reading my bitching and go on about your daily everyday lives, if this starts getting passed around then cool, other people agree with me.. if not oh well i still told you and you had to deal with it

Dating
You Date Like a Man According to studies on dating, you date like a man. You date casually and frequently, getting serious with select people over time. Physical attraction and chemistry is very important to you. And if there's nothing more than a physical connection, that's okay with you (at least for a while). You are definitely looking for love, but you are in no rush to find it. You figure love will eventually come your way, and you're not going to live like a monk while you're waiting! I keep losing friends who are wonderful people, because this person or that used this site to harrass...etc them. Why is this happening. If you don't like someone BLOCK their ass, but don't deprive the rest of us who are here to make friends and have a good time of the company of some great people and fun. So just why can't we get along? Hey Everyone Kitty69 is running a salute contest and My Friend kristansmith is entered and needs everyones help to win....PLEASE HELP HER

The Baddest F---ing Lounge On Ct.
Cum join in the fun at the SCOOTER BAR! Chat withawsume ppl, listen to awsume tunes provided by the one and only BAD SEED RADIO! Just click any of the images to find out where. center> do you know where the party is? SCOOTER BAR of coarse! Cum jhoin us and have a blast. JUST CLICK ON ANY OF THE IMAGES TO ENTER.

Horny
cum on boys show me the goods,i wanna see it all,ya im a nymph and a really horny one at that.i love a nice hard picture or even better a video of a guy cumming.so if ya think ya can get me goin show me.... i am so horny and want to talk dirty with someone.a girl or a guy will do.i just need a little sexy help hehehehe hey all guys and girls im so fucking horny cum talk to me

Quizzes And Other Fun Stuff
Once you have opened this, there's no turning back. Below are true descriptions of zodiac signs, with traits from a book written 35 years ago by an astrologist. Read your sign, then pass it on, with your zodiac sign and label on the subject line, This is the real deal, try ignoring it, and the first thing you'll notice is having a horrible day starting tomorrow morning - and it only gets worse from there. VIRGO - The One that Waits Dominant in relationships. Someone loves them right now. Always wants the last word. Caring. Smart. Loud. Loyal. Easy to talk to. Everything you ever wanted. Easy to please. The one and only. 7 years of bad luck if you do not forward. SCORPIO - The Addict EXTREMELY adorable. Intelligent. Loves to joke. Very good sense of humor. Energetic. Predicts future. GREAT kisser. Always gets what they want. Attractive. Easy going. Loves being in long relationships. Talkative. Romantic. Caring. 4 years of bad luck if you do not forward. LIBRA - The BE

Life
I have one June 7, aboot managing a Pilot Travel Center Moving the next couple days so not sure how much I'll be on One year ago as I was turning 22: I had no crush as I was really heartbroken. I had fallen in love with someone since Amanda, (Lynda). I had never been engaged. I was in Centennial, Colorado. I was not going to school. I had no job. I had no working car. I had no friends near me. I lived online. I plaed cIV a lot. I rarely played on my XBox. I never went oot. I rarely had fast food. I talked on the phone most with Sheila. My favourite person was Sheila. My favourite songs were "Someday" by Juliet Simms and "Someday We'll Know" by Mandy Moore and Jonathon Foreman. My favourite movie was "Phantom of The Opera". My favourite website was CS. My favourite TV show was American Idol. I had not gotten my tattoo. I had had 2 taxable jobs. I had never gotten a ticket. I hadn't been drunk, despite trying once. I hadn't been oot of North America. Now a

Here Goes
This is for everyone who lives alone or almost lives alone. I had just recently became single as of November of last year. Been kinda scared about living alone seeing as how I hadn't been alone in over 10 years. It was different coming home to an empty house, well except my animals. Sometimes its ok and other times it gets to you. Having a pc really helps though. You start to get to a point where you wonder where your life is going now that your all by yourself. You try to keep busy with work, kids if you got any, mines grown up. But there is always that cold emptyness there. You had gotten used to someone always being there then when thats gone you realize what an open void there is. In my situation it was for the better. It was a relationship where you kept trying to make the other person happy and keep giving and giving. Even to where you were supporting them cause they didn't want to work or help out. Some days you don't know what to do with yourself. There's only so much house

My Personality
..> Advanced Global Personality Test Results ..> ..> Extraversion |||||||||||| 50% Stability |||||| 30% Orderliness |||||||||| 36% Accommodation |||||||||||||||| 63% Interdependence |||||||||||||| 56% Intellectual |||||| 30% Mystical |||||||||||||||||| 76% Artistic |||||| 23% Religious || 10% Hedonism |||||||||||||||||||| 83% Materialism |||||||||||||| 56% Narcissism |||||||||||||| 56% Adventurousness |||||||||||||||||| 76% Work ethic |||||| 30% Self absorbed |||||||||||||||| 63% Conflict seeking ||||

Some Things About Me
COME ON WHATS IT GONNA HURT LEAVE A VOICE MESSAGE ON MY SNAPVINE PLEASE,IT`S NOT HARD VERY SIMPLE DON`T BE SHY,SO COME ON AND CALL ME!!! THANKS!!!!!! SOMETHINGS ABOUT ME ARE:I AM NOT LOOKING FOR A REALATIONSHIP,MY BOYFRIEND I LOVED SO MUCH DIED IN JAN.OF THIS YEAR,I WILL BE INTERESTED IN FRIENDS THOUGH EVEN TO POSSIBLE MEET IN PERSON.AND ALSO ON HERE TO HAVE ALITTLE ENTERTAINMENT PLUS MY DAUGHTER HELPED TO GET ME ON HERE LOL,BLESS HER HEART.NOT GONNA PUT ANY NUDE STUFF UP DON`T ASK I DON`T DO CRAP LIKE THAT,I AM STRAIGHT,I WILL BE FREINDS WITH ANYONE WHO HAS RESPECT.SO HAVE FUN EVERYONE!!! my daughter has helped me out alot,she even did my page and helped on my blogs and all so if you like to visit her page and check it out click on the pic below will take you right to her. BLUE EYED TIGER(please add ur self to my guest book)@ CherryTAP

Help Me Out People And I Will Do The Same For You
Hey All Stop By And Show My Boy Mike Some Luv.. wicked_klownz@ fubar OK PEOPLE I NEED YOUR HELP WITH COMMENT BOMBING MY PHOTO... JUST CLICK THE LINK AND GO CRAZY ON IT... AND IF YOU EVER NEED ME TO COMMENT BOMB FOR YOU JUST ASK AND I SHALL DO IT.. COMMENT BOMBING LASTS FROM NOW UNTIL MARCH 31ST..

Nsfw... Ever!
After much input from a few completely awesome women around here I have decided to help you poor, retarded, neanderthal guys out! Welcome to the class! Today we will be discussing reading and responding to womens profiles, or as I like to call it: "Don't be a FuckTard for Dummies!" Congratulations! You somehow managed to land an account! Look at all of these WONDERFUL women who just cannot WAIT to experience the joys and bask in the glow that is you! Hold your horses there cowboy! Don't give yourself carpal tunnel with machine gun clicky clicky's on the "Priv Msg Link" just yet! Did you even bother to R E A D the womans profile? You know? that thing you are doing now because you think I am a dude and you didnt find me attractive? We both know how hard it is for you to "read" when all of the blood just rushed from your big head down to your little head, now don't we? Actually we are a couple. Tip # 1: Jerk Off BEFORE logging in. Twice if you have to with your horny ass! This

What Religion Is Your Bra!
What Religion is Your Bra? A man walked into the ladies department of a Macy's and shyly walked up to the woman behind the counter and said, "I'd like to buy a bra for my wife." "What type of bra?" asked the clerk. " Type?" inquires the man, "There's more than one type? "Look around," said the saleslady, as she showed a sea of bras in every shape, size, color and material imaginable. "Actually, even with all of this variety, there are really only four types of bras to choose from ." Relieved, the man asked about the types. The saleslady replied: There are the Catholic, the Salvation Army, the Presbyterian, and the Baptist types Which one would you prefer? Now totally befuddled, the man asked about the differences between them. The Saleslady responded, "It is all really quite simple.. The Catholic type supports the masses. The Salvation Army type lifts the fallen, The Presbyterian type keeps them staunch and upright, and The Baptist makes mount

Rainbow In The Dark
Woke up this morning, thinking of you, same o'l same nothing new, looked out my window, through the mist and the dew, I saw a rainbow, reminded me of you,, you are my pot o gold, my treasures untold, I live for the day, I have you to hold, my life was empty, hollow and cold, then I found you, My Rainbow In The Dark Dio - Rainbow In The DarkMusic Code provided by Song2Play.Com

Lyrics
"All in all you're just a, 'nother brick in the wall." From the top to the bottom Bottom to top , Stop At the core I've forgotten In the middle of my thoughts Taken far from my safety The picture is there The memory won't escape me But why should I care? There's a place so dark you can't see the end (Skies cock back) and shock that which I can't defend The rain sends dripping an acid question forcefully the power of suggestion Then with eyes wide tightly shut looking through the rust and rot And dust/A spot of light floods the floor and pours over the rusted world of pretend The eyes ease open and it's dark again In the memory you'll find me Eyes burning up. The darkness holding me tightly until the sun rises up Moving all around/Screaming of the ups and downs Pollution manifested in perpetual sound. The wheels go around and and the sunset creeps past the street lamps, chain link and concrete A little piece of paper with a picture drawn floats on down the s

A Day In The Life Of Nobody.
I will be all moved in to my new place this weekand,which is ok I guess, it will be a better environment for my boys!Getting my hair done tomarrow that should be fun.But for the sad stuff my sons geunia pig died last week he was sooooo upset.Sam would get up every morning get him some fresh water,get him out of the cage and sit him in his lap and watch T.V. he called him Lenny (after the wonder pets) I was in tears cause I loved him to a pet in my book is a member of the family.I came home the other night and I knew something was wrong it was late and no vet office was opened so I planned to take him in the morning I held and petted him for hours.In a nut shell he had an upper respitory infection and because geuina pigs are generally prey and not preditors he was masking the fact he was ill.I feel so bad poor baby.We burried him in the back for Sam.Well then Sam wanted a new buddy so I got him one.A female this time with kinky curly hair he named her patches.She looks more like a chipm

Jokes!!
1. I can see your point, but I still think you're full of sh*t. 2. I don't know what your problem is, but I'll bet it's hard to pronounce. 3. How about never? Is never good for you? 4. I see you've set aside this special time to humiliate yourself in public. 5. I'm really easy to get along with once you people learn to see it my way. 6. Who lit the fuse on your tampon? 7. I'm out of my mind, but feel free to leave a message. 8. I don't work here. I'm a consultant. 9. It sounds like English, but I can't understand a word you're saying. 10. Ahhhh. I see the f*ck-up fairy has visited us again. 11. I like you. You remind me of myself when I was young and stupid. 12. You are validating my inherent mistrust of strangers. 13. I have plenty of talent and vision; I just don't give a sh*t. 14. I'm already visualizing the duct tape over your mouth. 15. I will always cherish the initial misconceptions I had about you. 16.

I Am Screaming!!! Plz Read!
Well got this computer upgraded to IE 6 which is far as this one can go. The little cherries now work so I can do the ole rate thing!! Big yip! Well after having a lovely weekend w/my best bud that I have known since 4th grade I come home unable to turn on my barely over one year old Compaq Presario. Did all the troubleshooting to no avail. Had to hook up old Dell in order to get online and am only able to upgrade to certain versions of IE, flash, media player, etc., so not everything on CT is working for me which included the little cherries to rate someone. I also don't have yahoo messenger or iTunes so I can't update my iPod which REALLY infuriates me!!!! Just want everyone to know as don't know how serious an issue this will be and how long I'll be out of pocket on yahoo. I can comment folks but no rates but if you are a true friend..that shouldn't matter anyway! KWIM? If there are any wonderful computer gurus out there with any pearls of wisdom I am all ears!!! I am also

The Covenant,my New Familly
I have found a new Familly at last.It's a great an Wonderous Familly.Where much Love abounds.Where Dreams can become Reality if you believe.I believe in the Supernataral.I have seen what my wrath can do.I have walked amongth the Dead,I have seen many Horrors.I have done things mere Mortal can't believe,I need to learn to channel this Power I have.So I may use it for Good as well as Evil.I have kept my Powers a secret as Mortals will Persecute me,as they did our ancestors in salem,many years ago.I gave my Soul to Satan in my teenage yrs.I have abused some of this Power, in the Past.The Harvest moon in the Fall,is a very Powerful moon for me.I have 1 spell in my Repitoire,but that is to create harm to those that apose me.Lock of hair,is all I need,to cause great pain an suffering,to all that goes against me.I'm Free an alive,i knowlonger need walk alone,as I now know there might be others like me.

Projects
See the game I have been working on. This is only a demo and will be updated eventually. I apologize for the intro movie, and have a version already with a button to skip it. Enjoy (I hope). Visit my Stash and look under DUNNO to read samples of my first eight stories. If you like what you read, you can follow the link at the bottom of the Stash page and purchase the full version at $5 or less, depending on the story. APOSRITHU'S SHADOW REALMIt's a place to hang out, do some role-playing online text-style, or just talk about the things that should not be. All I ask is that you check the drama at the door. I won't tolerate flaming.

Contest
Hey i was wondering if you could help me If you do not know how to comment bomb the right way read WV Rebel Cowboy's blog on it. http://www.cherrytap.com/blog/52153To get to my picture just click the link to the picture belowthanks in advance

~lady's View On Metal~
My opinion on metal ? I think Metal is a variety ( you still have a choice in metal and still accepted in the metal community) You have the battle of the riffs, the fastest, the loudest, the darkest... ( Mr Mustaine) The beauty in the metal ( Randy R and Marty Friedman )But you also have some people with demons in their lives and locked out by society for what these issues have been or it's a problem we don't talk about etc... and there is the music, their serenity, their way to express what they feel inside.....You also have your shock rockers as well, you have to admit, these musicans are geniues's! But we choose what we listen to as fans.. Escape goat for society? We are but metal heads have heavy fuckin shoulders !

* Crystal Seals * Star Crystal Seals * Fire Crystals * Seed Crystal Seals *
********************************************************************************************* Crystal Seals ********************************************************************************************* The Crystal Seals (components of the Level-2 Kathara Grid) are groups of 3-Dimensinal Partiki scalar wave composites that regulate the rate of Partiki Phasing to create the base structures upon which dimensionalization is formed. The flow of frequency between dimensional bands and Harmonic Universes, the fixed expansion and contraction/fission and fusion rates of Partiki, the Vibration-Oscillation Rates of Partiki and the Angular Rotation of Particle Spin (ARPS) are all regulated by the Crystal Seals. There are two types of Crystal Seals: Star Crystal Seals & Seed Crystal Seals Star Crystal Seals are positioned between the Chakra Centers along the Central Body Current, and Seed Crystal Seals are positioned between them, and serve as the point of composite frequency

School Bus Driver Prayer
here at the bus compound that i work at we had a driver that would stand outside his bus every morning after pretripping his bus and start praying. he left awhile ago and i happen to run into him recently and i asked him about the prayer he always made and he emailed me this prayer. hope you enjoyed it as much as i did because it is so true. Please, Lord, watch over me this day. Please help me to remember to watch all 5 mirrors, 2 dozen windows, 8 guages, 6 warning lights, 6 dozen faces, 3 lanes of traffic, and keep a third eye open for the wobbling bicycles and daydreaming pedestrians, especially teenagers wearing headsets who are in another world. Please, Lord, help me hear all train whistles, truck and car horns, police and emergency vehicle sirens and the 2-way radio. Please, Lord, give me a hand for the gear lever, the steering wheel, the route book, the radio microphone, and the turn signal lever. And, Lord, please grant me the self-control to keep my hands away from Johnny

About Me
I am more of a tomboy than a girlie girl.. I am not catty and never have been. I dont get jealous.. I think EVERYONE is BEAUTIFUL!! If you just keep an open mind and take the time to look and get to know someone you will see it too. I am respectful of everyone..I try to be a good friend to everyone I can. When people do me a favor I try to return it. Yes I have a boyfriend and a beautiful son..but that doesnt mean I am dead..I can flirt and I can have friends I can be a huge flirt and I love to joke around..sometimes people don't get my humor but I never have cruel intentions and I am never mean spirited so you should know I never mean anything purposely harmful. The best people on here in my opinion besides the people i know in real life first are Sexy Alpha Sexy Alpha Female Wolf ... Raven Family& VIC Pres... The Wolf Pack Family@ CherryTAP and Big Bad Wolf THE BIG BAD WOLF~PRES.-OF THE WOLF PACK FAMILY~@ CherryTAP These people are true and real people..They are awesom

Wyoming And Me
Sit down by the window and watch the tornado We'll wait for the sheriff to bring some dirty water by Help yourself out to some of my disaster Its movin' faster Than the last time I was on speed Don't you know what I mean Cause it's ways and means and your ways are mean By definition I could fill this page up with this boys ambitions But I don't audition Oh yes that's true I could never act for you Heard you saw some friends of mine last winter Then again, I heard you disappeared into ether I don't laugh and you smile because I'm tired I'm feelin wired oh so weary And oh so old Am I being too bold Bold enough to ask you if you really love me In my shadows and in my breeze And just one last thing Please let me say And that is please, Oh please, please stay away, from me somebody save me... from your silly shallow hell if it wasn't for me you'd have no stories to tell save me...... keep ye from my sight if you had a clue you'd stay away from me.. don't

Mexican Border Opening For Trucks
check out this link pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee ooida.com please read their links and call anyone at congress to stop saling us out we are getting fewer jobs and now they bring in mexican trucks where are we going to work here they come poeple less you call your congress person. stop the invasion now

My Life
I do not like the traditional lines, I will do my own and be just fine, I will not promise til death do us part, I will promise that I love you with all my heart, We will see what the future holds, We will have to wait until it unfolds, In tough spots I will never hide, I promise to be at your side, I can't go long without you near, With you around I have nothing to fear, So in short you are my one and only, And I love you and will be with you always, Now I know only doesn't rhyme with always, But you try to rhyme it in just one day, But you get the message, I hope, So pucker up, and kiss this bloke. it was nice to know that you use to care, it is nice to know that you won't always be there, to you i was just something to use, to me you were the one i would choose, but you decided and now it's done, here i am, but now your gone

Fun Things
You scored as Rocker, Mosher, Your A Rocker!Rocker, Mosher80% Goth60% Chav, Townie, Rude Boy, Ned, Kev50% Skater30% Emo30% Prepy20% Trendy15% What Group Are You? What Group Are You? Chav, Rocker, Skater, Emo, Goth, Trendy, Prepy Ectcreated with QuizFarm.com You scored as You have the Gift of Empathy, You have been blessed with the gift of Empathy. Even though it is a heavy burden to carry the pain of others, know this that you can help them. Though I must advise you to learn how to not take their pain upon yourself and drag you downYou have the Gift of Empathy100% You have the Gift of Discernment

Sweet Stuff
Mothers If you send this to just one person, it should make it all the way around the world by Mother's Day. This is for the mothers who have sat up all night with sick toddlers in their arms, wiping up barf laced with Oscar Mayer wieners and cherry Kool-Aid saying, "It's okay honey, Mommy's here." Who have sat in rocking chairs for hours on end soothing crying babies who can't be comforted. This is for all the mothers who show up at work with spit-up in their hair and milk stains on their blouses and diapers in their purse. For all the mothers who run carpools and make cookies and sew Halloween costumes. And all the mothers who DON'T. This is for the mothers who gave birth to babies they'll never see. And the mothers who took those babies and gave them homes. This is for the mothers whose priceless art collections are hanging on their refrigerator doors. And for all the mothers who froze their buns on metal bleachers at football or soccer games instead of watching fr

Hello All
been a while since i saod hello to everyone on here. hope each and everyone of ya is doin ok! freaking cold and snow making work tougher, but the big dawg just growls and keeps a truckin! talk to you all later!! drop me a line!

Life Is Great
I have spent th elast two years courting a relationship that I was being lead to believe would take me to the next level in my pusuit to be a model. As of yesterday I found out that most if not all I was told was nothing but an elaborate hoax. When I sat elaborate in to an extreme that I dont believe Hollywood would even dream of. I am now trying coup with the fact that I let myself be played like that for as long as I did. Trust me when I say that I did do my homework. I researched info that was given to me to confirm it. Even used local contacts that I had made to check on the validity of certians things as well. It wasnt until the last 12 days that things began to fall about for this person and I was able to finally see things that I had been suspect of for sometime. My only true mistake was I believed in myself and my qualifactions to actually make it as a model. The good news in all of this is that I never gave ANY money to this individual. What I am left with no thought is the e

Keep Us In Prayers!!!
Me and my grandmother has always been close. Shes like my second mother and my friend. This lady has always been there for me ...rather it been to one of my volleyball games, dance team performance, a major speech, junior miss, graduation, the day i moved away from college,need i say more??!!! Needless to say this is a very strong lady; someone whom I would consider a fighter. Shes a survivor of cancer in which she has had in many different places but with her last diagnosis she felt like giving up. All I ask for CT to do is please keep her in ur prayers at nite to keep her strenght and remain a fighter....thanks friends...

Um ... Hello .. Mebbe ?
i guess i am meant to type summi . well rebel over the road till friday im bored shitless . what else i dunno give me a clu , btw gurls make sure ya knickers aint in ya skirt when ya leave the loo and fellas check that embarrasing wet spot k ? lol lov yas sarah xxxx ok start of a new week .. ty all fer all ur kind comments n ratings i do appreciate it , n e ways have a triffic week . n dun forget gurls make sure ya skirt is outta ya knickers when ya leave the bathroom ;) .. sarah

I`m So Cold
It`s suddenly warming up inside this ice chest. The ice begins to melt dripping slowly down the body. A glitch in the system as the heart begins to beat. What is this feeling as the blood begins to rush. Heightened senses, emotions about to gush. Warmth running through every vain. No longer suffering from the freezing pain. Able to regain a grasp on life. A gift you`ve given me that shines through black bright. You`ll never know how much I .........

Whats Going On With Me
One of , if not the first person I met on here was a lette by the name of Okjoo Kim$LCN$. You know, I see these bullitins all damn day long about how people are not really friends on here, they are just there for points. Well, not her. She has been one of the coolest people I have had the honor of knowing on here and continue to enjoy knowing her. It doesnt hurt that she calls me sexy or whatnot either ;p. Anywho, if you get a sec, go check her page and read her profile. She is quite the lady. And I added her as family after just a few days. Check her out here: Okjoo Kim$LCN$@ CherryTAP I was giving my first Blast today, by my good friend DJ Madness~lette~ Mutants wife Queen of the carnival. Stop over @ The Dark Carnival lounge to meet her or go to: DJ Madness~lette~ Mutants wife Queen of the carnival@ CherryTAP Shes cooler than a polar bears toenails ya'll. So im just waiting on approval for it now, then lets see what happens. Im very glad to have met the cool Lo's and Lette

Me
Well my three year old will continue with his education for the rest of the school year and next year in preschool. He is officially developmentally delayed in the speech department. That kinda makes me feel like i've failed as his mom on that part, but i know he will catch up fast with professionals help. It took him a long time to start talking, but now he picks up words left and right so i know he will be okay. I have homework i should be doing right now, but im not so interested in doing it right now. Work sucked, but when doesnt it. Well, today is my oldest's third birthday! He started school almost a month ago and he is loving it. We have to go to a meeting today to see if they want him to stay in school due to his slow speech skills and continue to receive speech therapy or if he has learned enough and no longer needs help learning how to talk and i can wait another year to enter him in school like i wanted to.

Dusk
All of your bitterness, gathered like wet wood in a dark and foreboding forest, falls across me with the desired effects. Sweeping in eddies and undertows, it blows over my downcast self as an angry storm over low lying ground. I'm not permitted to speak, not permitted to disagree, but as you rant and froth with the fevered pitch of a rabid dog, my 'other' self moves on, away and onward. Spittle wets my face and I make no move to wipe your hate away, suddenly elsewhere in my mind's eye, standing silently in the bedroom that we share, watching as you sleep. I see you. You're peaceful here, right now, asleep and spent of all traces of anger and annoyance of everything I say and do and think. I see you. You're a child. Tantrums and spitting fits, perfected over a lifetime of immature musings, dwell deep within you, buried from sight but always ready to erupt to devastate the landscape. The heat of your infantile madness sometimes boils from you like bubb