Goose's blog: "hopeless"

hold your breath stop and stare looking out there at who knows where.... hold on tight the ride has just begun life if wonderful and full of fun but just a note don't go to fast or you might get hurt take it slow...... and guard your heart for boys will break it from the start trust them you must it's the only way but don't be mad at the next one that comes your way he could be the one who show you that love can be fun... so walk little one never run and if you should fall just remember i will there to help you stand up and stare out in the world to who knows where

well here i sit all alone once again wishing despitley to know when the blanket of sadness is going to come off for good! looking into the dark wondering if your ever going to come home..... when you do i sit in pain with a tear streamed face and a smile pressed firmly on my lips afraid to show to much... will i ever know whats it like to be happy or am i doomed to be here forever.

I just don't know any more I think I have lost all faith in meeting prince charming..... Is there anyone out there that still does?? I guess it's kinda like believing in santa or the Easter bunny? huh? I don't want to give up... I truly do but what other choice do I have??? Someone help... Gina