psychocrazed's blog: "How far is to far?"

Hey It's been a hard weekend been filled with thoughts I shall not mention but were beyond the usual SI. I need some strength to be happy again. I am trying to kick myself out of this but it is hard. Stick by my side and I will get through.

Sorry I haven't been around in 12 days. I was admitted to the hospital with an asthma Attack but I am home now and feling better. The days of hell have woken me up enough so that I won't be smoking any more. I need some support to get through this though. It will be a rough but hopefully healthy road.

Would you go over seas to meet a person you might not be interested in? How far are you willing to go? I am corresponding with someone from England and am trying to weigh the senarios on this situation. I guess The most sane reaction would be to just keep the fantasy in an online enviroment rather thanfinding out the prson is not what you were hoping for. I don't know What would normal people do? Should I take a leap of faith and meet the guy? Grr I don't know.