A Muse Thing's blog: "Soul Feeling..."

People are all too quick to judge the thoughts and actions of others without even knowing the person that they judge. If everyone would stop and think or even ask why something was said or done in the particular manner that it was, the outcome could be better. The only one who knows the reasons behind the action is the only one that should be consulted. People go thru many trials and tribluations in thier lifetime that form the person that they have become. Although not all; most learning experiences are painful mistakes that leave a deep wound in the inner soul. Some of us can recover within a small amout of time but others have difficulty even opening our eyes to life again. If everyone would just think about the reprecusions of thier words and or actions on others before they blurt or judge, and take into consideration the life trials of others. Life might just be abit easier for all of us.....

It comes without saying that the most precious thing in life is the love of a child. It is an unconditional love that can keep you going thru the toughest times. It is the kind of love that that world should share but at the same time can also bring much dispare... To love unconditionally is beautiful but at the same time can bring tremendous pain. Especially when it brings no gain. Unfortunately because of the innocence involved. You can never know who will rise or fall, and from this can come the worst pain of all...

My 1st grandson is now one week old and the beauty of the newness can overcome any inner pain. I know he is one of Gods ways of keeping me on track and showing me why I was placed in my life and how much I am really needed. With all the daily struggles, Nicholas is a beautiful reason to keep going and his young spirit gives me strength to breathe a little easier. (for those who haven't asked; I "live" with a depression disorder) Key Word: "live"

To live in a life where you always feel sadness is not an easy thing to do. To have many others around you constantly say that you just need to let go of that sadness is a hard thing to hear. I'm told that alot of people live with this same sadness and that is a hard thing to believe. My heart is filled with kindness and love for everyone around me. I do all that I can to help others because it is one thing that makes me feel happy. I regret that the sadness always returns and lingers. I'm told that my life will always have this sadness and that we've done all that can be done, and I agree that I've come to a much better place in my mind. But, I want to feel the happiness that I see in others eyes. And I want to have one day go bye where I feel no tears in my eyes. I feel that it is unfair that I should live with this burden of feelings that hold the weight of many upon the shoulders of one. I am who I am but I sometimes wish that I wasn't. I hope that some of you can understand. If so, then words of wisdom are appreciated...