Over 16,513,708 people are on fubar.
What are you waiting for?

Photobucket - Video and Image Hosting I know Ive said that Ive lost alot of weight over the last 3 years BUT Ive never really come out and done this... Yea this is gonna SUCK cuz just looking at my pix from before makes me sick to my stomach so I can only immagine what you all are thinking but anyways here we go. I spent my years from the time I was 17 on forgetting about myself... Taking care of Kayla and eventually Dan from injuries... I fucked my body up as it was because of doing the whole anorexia thing early on in high school and then getting pregnant... I ended up with Toximia and ended up spending the last 2 1/2 months of my pregnancy in bed... Well thats pretty much where it all started. I started gaining weight and the dr's couldnt figure out why... They put me on so many different med.'s and each one just made it worse... I gained more and more and no matter how much I dieted or exercised it didnt help... I rased up the scales thru the 200's then the 300's I got so sick of no one being able to fix it including myself that I figured I would go back to my old ways... Guess what... NOTHING!!! I cried and cried until I was sent to see a specialist and was told that from the damage I had done early on I had caused myself to have accute Hyperthyroidism... OMFG it only took 4 years for them to figure it out WTF! Well they started me on a new treatment and still nothing but added water weight. finally I said 6 months unless I see a markable difference I will fix this MY WAY!!!! Well needless to say 6 months passed and not much of anything happend... So on May 19 2004 I went and saw a Gastroanterologist and explained my delema... He got my files and history from my dr and ran a bitch load of tests... He then said that I was a canidate for the Gastro Bypass (yea I know what your thinking I took the easy way out but ya know what FUCK YOU for thinking that! It was far from that and its not like I was just sitting on my ass not trying to loose weight get a FUCKING CLUE!). Oct 27 2004 (the first pic) I had my surgery and once they got in they found out that they could do a less invasive procedure and also less dramatic... I was recovered and home in 3 days I gave Dan hell though cause I wouldnt let him baby me I didnt even want to wait for my 2 week post op appt to start exercising... I followed everything I was told to do... I exercised everyday and as time went on I saw more and more of the old me coming out... After 6 months I had gone from 417 to 311(I just want to cry even saying those numbers) after a year I was down to 260 and then the loosing slowed down I had to be very carefull because from time to time I was falling into my old bad habbits of just straight not eatting anything for days and days(A big TY to both Traci and James for getting on my ass about that). It has been over 2 years now and at my 2 year check up I also saw the plastic surgery specialist that weighed me 2 different ways... My natural weight was 201:) but my acctual weight was 176(thats minus the extra skin) I am waiting on a surgery date for the skin removal and the body reconturing(and also to grow some balls and acctually have that done cause Im more scared of that than I was the first procedure)... Either way I know that in 2 1/2 years I have lost a total of 216 natural pounds and 261 acctual pounds and I am proud of myself and I see the beauty my best friend and those closest to me have always seen... I dont know why I felt the need to write this... Maybe its because I want to see just how true people really are when thay see what their Kimy USED to be.... I guess your reactions will speak volumes. Ciao' and just remember what I used to be is just a sad shadow of what I am now and what I will be!
last post
17 years ago
posts
1
views
423
can view
everyone
can comment
everyone
atom/rss

other blogs by this author

 16 years ago
Last night
 16 years ago
AEROPOSTALE
 16 years ago
DISNEY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
 16 years ago
This weekend!!!!
 17 years ago
Baby
 17 years ago
Words unsaid
 17 years ago
Silly lil things
 17 years ago
EYES
official fubar blogs
 8 years ago
fubar news by babyjesus  
 13 years ago
fubar.com ideas! by babyjesus  
 10 years ago
fubar'd Official Wishli... by SCRAPPER  
 10 years ago
Word of Esix by esixfiddy  

discover blogs on fubar

blog.php' rendered in 0.0504 seconds on machine '180'.