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Another Dreary Work Day
Well here it is Hump Day and the ending of another bleak and dreary day in the cab. How many days do I need to take one for the team not making enough to pay lease thereby paying out of pocket. I should not have to pay for the right to work. OH Well, so it is, that is part of the game afterall. Tommorow is another day, maybe this bleakness will lift and the sunshine shall show itself again.

21st Birthday
I started drinking miller high life the night before, hung out with tim and sam, then drank some icehouse, went to bed, woke up, smoked some pot, my ghetto neighbors got kicked out of their apartment, my country singer neighbor gave me his old couch so now i have two couches, went to my mom's house and she took me to the olive garden which was fucking amazing, i ate the fuck out of everything at the olive garden and ordered a $9.25 glass of wine, went and hung out at the o-house with liz, drank a budweiser, 3 bud lights, and a shot of the 3 wise men, left and picked up sam, drank one of those big bottles of smirnoff ice, liz came over, and then i fell asleep with liz in my bed. Didn't get laid on my birthday like I've been so superstitious about, but i still slept next to a woman. All in all it was an amazing day.

Interesting
RACISTS? Someone else besides me finally said it. How many are actually paying attention to this? There are African Americans, Mexican Americans, Asian Americans, Arab Americans, Native Americans, etc. And then there are just Americans. You pass me on the street and sneer in my direction. You call me "Whiteboy," "Cracker," "Honkey," "Whitey," "Caveman" and that's OK. But when I call you, Nigger, Kike, Towelhead, Sand-nigger, camel Jockey, Beaner, Gook, or Chink you call me a racist. You say that whites commit a lot of violence against you, so why are the ghettos the most dangerous places to live? You have the United Negro College Fund. You have Martin Luther King Day. You have Black History Month. You have Cesar Chavez Day. You have Yom Hashoah You have Ma'uled Al-Nabi You have the NAACP. You have BET. If we had WET(White Entertainment Television) we'd be Racists. If we had a White Pride Day you would call us racists.

Broken Down
Never thought i would feel this broken down like i do right now, feel like my Heart has been ripped out, feel lifeless, worthless feel like a fool but feeling the way i do, there is one special person that i became friends with that my heart goes out to, not worrying about myself, but about my new friend, wanting to make sure they are ok and going to be ok because my new friend is strong, not like me, but i know in time we will be ok, its just going to take time, but know i will be your friend every step of the way always Lisa

Changes To My Friends Lists
Just a note to see who read blogs and who is really a friend, i will be going throu my family and friends lists yet again while i still have my VIP,,, i will be deleting those who DONT * visit me * chat to me i dont want any point whores here who just added me for points and rates. If u havent read or visited me in a week i will be deleting u from my lists and i will be readjusting my family lists accordingly. There is so many cheats on here aswell, if u have no salute and i added u before i wanted them as a prerequisite u will be deleted also, i will NOT be supporting FAKE accounts I thank all those who regualarly visit and talk, to u love ya all and u all know it,. Bites, hugs, nibbles and smooches to all those who are TRUE. To those who are fake, i guess u dont even know because u dont even know i have written this Take care blessed be dark dreams Manda,,,,aka VixenParanormalGoth

Ode To The One Before......
Ode To The One Before............. The night you left you thought I was finished. I guess I fooled you, I celebrated life for the first time. You see, you did not break me, on the contrary , you made me! Look at me! See how strong I have become. I am everything I could have dreamed for , And more! Look at me! I encourage and demand without rage, But with pity. You are the one missing out. No, your not dreaming, I am real. Yes, I have grown while you stayed the same. "I AM "!!! " Who?" you ask. The "Goddess" Of the Strength, Of the beauty, Of the sensuality, Of my own being, Everything you have always feared. Now it is YOUR turn to "WORSHIP " ME!!!! Sapphire Jewel AKA Valarie A Laboy © 2006

Tomorrows
I stand with you at the edge of today. I softly brush your hair. You invitingly lean your head into my hand. I look at you smiling as always. We look forward to tomorrow and all the tomorrows yet to come. We see nothing, a blank page followed by another and another. Tomorrow is yet to be written but if it is like our yesterdays, I look forward to all the tomorrows with no fear or reservation. Tomorrow may be a good day. Tomorrow may be a bad day. Either way, I want to experience it, and all those yet to come, with you. No matter how bad of a day it could be…it would be worse without you. No matter how good of a day it could be it becomes a great day next to you. When you are ready, take my hand and we will take that step into tomorrow. I promise I will not let your hand go. It will be held tightly to let you know I am here and will always be.

Lady Arwen And Carlos Wedding Bully 1
COME WITNESS THE EXCHANGING OF VOWS BETWEEN TO WONDERFUL PEOPLE TODAY, SATURDAY, MARCH 8, 2008 AT 9:00 P.M. PST, 12:00 MIDNIGHT EST, IN THE SIN CITY LOUNGE. THE HANDSOME GROOM BIZ AND THE GORGEOUS BRIDE LADY ARWEN THIS MOMENTOUS OCCASION IS HOSTED BY DJ SLIM, PASTOR AND DJ HYPNOTIQ, MAID OF HONOR

Sexy Nawtey Marie For Hot Phonesex
HI, guys im hot sexy marie, im the lady of your dreams, im the lady next door so dont wait call me at 1-888-47-horny here is my link http://www.hornydesperatehousewives.com/marie.html 2.00 a min if you call me im sure to make you melt, thats why they call me hot sexy marie

Single Moms
Why is it that mothers carry the baby for 9 months and deal with all the set backs, pain, sickness, even some have came close to death experiences due to childbirthing and even some have died during labor, but yet she is a horrible mom because she doesn’t take her daughter to see her dad, because he’s broke, because he doesn’t have a job, so automatically it must be her responsibility to make sure he gets visitation with his child right? Tell me why it is that so many mothers go through so much, then the fathers talk shit about the childs mother 24/7, saying that they are horrible mothers, they do this wrong and this wrong and just repeatedly complain about how it’s not fair to them. But yet the child lives with their mother, NOT the father. And relies solely on the mother for care. Tell me why there are so many dads that just don’t give a fuck? They don’t pay child support, ’because it’s not there place to help". Tell me how the fuck that is? Did she get herself

Contest
I WANNA SEE YOU ALL CLEANED UP AND IN YOUR BEST DRESS! GUYS IN SUITS! GIRLS IN DRESSES! CONTEST WILL START APRIL 3RD 9PM FUBAR TIME AND ENDS APRIL 10TH 9PM FUBAR TIME IT IS THE MOST COMMENTS AT THE END OF 7 DAYS NOT THE FIRST TO REACH AN AMOUNT! PRIZES! 1ST PLACE WITH AT LEAST 10,000 COMMENTS GET A MONTH VIP OR 7 DAY BLAST 2ND PLACE WITH AT LEAST 8,000 COMMENTS GETS A 3 DAY BLAST AND 3 BLINGS 3RD PLACE WITH AT LEASE 6,000 COMMENTS GETS A 1 DAY BLAST AND 3 BLINGS 4TH PLACE GETS 3 BLINGS the rules: 1~NO DRAMA! 2~NO DOWNRATING! 3~MUST HAVE A SALUTE TO ENTER 4~MUST BE A LEVEL 5 OR HIGHER 5~NO SCRIPTING 6~TO GET ANY PRIZE YOU MUST HAVE AT LEAST 5000 COMMENTS... IF YOU DO NOT HAVE 2000 COMMENTS BY DAY 2 YOUR OUT! I NEED PEOPLE THAT ARE WILLING TO WORK AT IT! 7~MUST HAVE ALL COMMENTS NEEDED FOR PRIZE BY THE END OF THE CONTEST! 8~COMMENTS ARE WORTH ONE RATES ARE WORTH 5 9~NO MORPHS! AIRBAGS~CO OWN OF DEVIL'S PLAYGROUND~REBELS RULE~GOT-R-DID BOMBERS~@ fubar PRIVATE MES

This Is Why I Havent Been On Fubar Much
I have pulled a muscle in my neck therefore i have been in a lot of pain and barely able to move my neck and not sleeping well at night cause of it,I am on painkillers and anti inflamatorys for 10 days once i feel better and i am not in pain then you will probably see me around more

Are You Using Me?
Last night I had some trouble sleeping.. Are you - are you using me? No more will I let it be You called his name out in your sleep You're doing things so suspiciously And I think that you're using me Don't hang on me for security Love is never free Are you using me? You pretended like we were friends I was blinded by sentiment You complicated what love should be And I could swear that you're using me I keep seeing things I shouldn't see I've been watchin' you Are you using me? Are you, are you Are you using me? Listen, talk to me Ooh, come on now and talk to me Hey talk to me (Tell the truth) Are you using me? For my money, for my body Don't hang onto me for security Love is never free, tell me are you -are you using me I keep seeing things I should not see I've been watching you, are you using me? Don't be such a liar, are you using me?

Maxine Sez: Time To Take Down The Bird Feeder
I bought a bird feeder. I hung it on my back porch and filled it with seed. What a beauty of a bird feeder it is, as I filled it lovingly with seed. Within a week we had hundreds of birds taking advantage of the continuous flow of free and easily accessible food. But then the birds started building nests in the boards of the patio, above the table, and next to the barbecue. Then came the poop. It was everywhere: on the patio tile, the chairs, the table . everywhere! Then some of the birds turned mean. They would dive bomb me and try to peck me even though I had fed them out of my own pocket. And others birds were boisterous and loud. They sat on the feeder and squawked and screamed at all hours of the day and night and demanded that I fill it when it got low on food. After a while, I couldn't even sit on my own back porch anymore. So I took down the

Without The Rain
WITHOUT THE RAIN The rain is steady But never alone Because we rain inside, It’s just never shown. Out in the dark When it’s pouring down rain We can cry aloud And not be ashamed For they can’t see The tears fall Or from which eye They fell The rain has no enemies And has no friends. We don’t know when it will start Or when it will end We can’t have any flowers Without the rain We can’t have any love Without the pain. Written by, Michael Coburn

My Heart
My heart is on fire for it feels everything My heart is on fire because its full of pain and sorrow My heart is on fire because it wants to cry My heart is on fire for it wants to fight My heart is on fire and there is no way out My heart is on fire for it wants to run My heart is on fire, My heart is on fire and I want the fire out

Need A Little Help From Friends If You Have Time Please
Some giveaways that really need to get worked on I am missing blinging everyone, if anyone has a few minutes to leave a few comments i would really appreciate it,it's a comment bombing giveaway.. THANX to all!!!! ~Bratt~=) ~CHAOTIC PRINCESS~ ~Z-MAN~ CHECK OUT THESE FRIENDS AND IF YOU ARE A FRIEND AND WANT ON HERE PLEASE LET ME KNOW!! THANX to all!!!! ~Bratt~=) ¢¾~BRATT~¢¾@ fubar

Funny
Due to a power outage, only one paramedic responded to the call. The house was very dark so the paramedic asked Kathleen, a 3-yr old girl to hold a flashlight high over her mommy so he could see while he helped deliver the baby. Very diligently, Kathleen did as she was asked. Heidi pushed and pushed and after a little while, Connor was born. The paramedic lifted him by his little feet and spanked him on his bottom. Connor began to cry. The paramedic then thanked Kathleen for her help and asked the wide-eyed 3-yr old what she thought about what she had just witnessed. Kathleen quickly responded, "He shouldn't have crawled in there in the first place......smack his ass again!"

Fu-bombers,,,,join Us!!
The Fu-Bombers are the best bombing family on Fubar. We have a family atmosphere for everyone. We are looking for new members that enjoy bombing, and would like to enter contests to win prizes, such as VIP's and Blasts. To join, you must be, at least, a level 5, and there is a 10 day probation period. FU-Bombers@ fubar If you want to join, just click on the link, send a private message stating that you want to join, and put the referral name along with your message. Hope you decide to join us, you won't regret it!!

Life
ok something silly that made me laugh so hard my sides hurt. i was fussing one of my dogs today,and she needs a bath bad smells so nasty. so as i said to the dog you stink,my 8yr old was walking past heard me didnt even turn around and just said sorry mummy!!

Shit
What the fuck is with every slut on here getting pissy because a picture is tagged? OMG you're in your panties and grabbing your tits! How is that safe for work? Stupid sluts need to grab a brain instead of a cock.

A Little About My Situation
So, its been a shitty week or so, sick of getting dogged by women who say one thing and do another. Fuck I just might give up on the idea of this shit all together and just become a jaded fuck who only plays music and works out.

Crazywhiteman
what is love? Is it like magic no. It is to believe in love to believe in loveliness to believe in affection and under standing and the special care among that individual abilities to be brought up in a spirit of peace. Just like you would with a child you would go the depths of laying down your life to protect that love for that individual. The one most important thing is to whisper in your ear and say love is like stardust blown from the hand of god we should make light because we can see the end of our troubles

Check Up
I been having alot of pain so tomorrow i will be going to the doctor to get checked out. Why I been busy lately..and not getting back with you on messages. I start hurting, so I been laying down more. I have not forgotten any of you.. xoxo

Our Troops
OUR TROOPS Subject: Something To Think About Body: Your alarm goes off, you hit the snooze and sleep for another 10 minutes....He stays up for days on end. You take a warm shower to help you wake up.....He goes days or weeks without running water. You complain of a "headache", and call in sick....He gets shot at, as others are hit, and keeps moving forward. You put on your anti war/don't support the troops shirt, and go meet up with your friends....He still fights for your right to wear that shirt. You make sure you're cell phone is in your pocket...He clutches the cross hanging on his chain next to his dog tags. You talk trash on your "buddies" that aren't with you.....He knows he may not see some of his buddies again. You walk down the beach, staring at all the pretty girls....He walks the streets, searching for insurgents and terrorists. You complain about how hot it is....He wears his heavy gear, not daring to take off his helmet to wipe his brow

To Help Inform And Kill Some Ignorance.
Autism is a complex neurobiological disorder that typically lasts throughout a person's lifetime. It is part of a group of disorders known as autism spectrum disorders (ASD). Today, 1 in 150 individuals is diagnosed with autism, making it more common than pediatric cancer, diabetes, and AIDS combined. It occurs in all racial, ethnic, and social groups and is four times more likely to strike boys than girls. Autism impairs a person's ability to communicate and relate to others. It is also associated with rigid routines and repetitive behaviors, such as obsessively arranging objects or following very specific routines. Symptoms can range from very mild to quite severe. Autism was first identified in 1943 by Dr. Leo Kanner of Johns Hopkins Hospital. At the same time, a German scientist, Dr. Hans Asperger, described a milder form of the disorder that is now known as Asperger Syndrome (read more). These two disorders are listed in the DSM IV (Diagnostic and Statistical Manual of Mental

Come Join Steeler Nation!
All you have to do to join The Steeler Mafia is.... First Rate this folder of Steeler Pics. There are only 50 pics. Here is the link..... After you have rated the Folder of Steeler Pics pics then Rate, Fan and then Add the rest of The Mafia In your friend request put "Joining The Steeler Mafia" or something along those lines. If someone is already on your friends list check to see if you can Re-Rate them then leave them a comment saying you are "Joining The Steeler Mafia" **ALSO** When you get friend requests from people joining after you..... DO NOT JUST accept the request!!! PLEASE go back and Fan and Rate them as well!! That is the whole point of joining the train afterall!! So when you have done all that send me a message and let me know!!! ****NO SHOUTS PLEASE**** When I receive your e-mail that you are done I will add you to the list and make your "Steeler Mafia" tag. There will be a folder in my pics with everyones tag in it. ***

My Fetish
arious methods are used to achieve the level of oxygen depletion needed such as a hanging, suffocation with a plastic bag over the head, self-strangulation such as with a ligature, gas or volatile solvents, chest compression, or some combination of these.[1] Sometimes, complicated devices are used to produce the desired effects.[2] The practice can be dangerous even if practiced with care and has resulted in a significant number of accidental deaths. Uva (1995) writes “Estimates of the mortality rate range of autoerotic asphyxia between 250 to 1000 deaths per year in the United States.”[3] Cases have also been reported in Scandinavia[4] and in Germany.[5][6] Deaths often occur when the loss of consciousness caused by partial asphyxia leads to loss of control over the means of strangulation, resulting in continued asphyxia and death. While often asphyxiophilia is incorporated into sex with a partner, others enjoy this behavior by themselves, making it potentially more difficult t

Kids Are Crazy
so we all know about the site myspace, it's as much a part of the modern culture as computers and the internet. I like most people have a myspace. and my daughter has seen my myspace over my shoulder as I am messing around on the site. well I was sittiner hmessing around on my fubar.com page and Athena sat next to me and said is that "your space?" I chuckled and explained you mean myspace? she says "that's what I said" and rob explains when he says it he calls it myspace, when I say it it's called my space..so whn she says it it's called myspace. and she says "that's what I SAID it's your space" and the only thing that caame to my mind was who's on first..."

Wiccan Traditions
JANUARY- Wolf Moon is a time for self-evaluation and working on that which is within. Envision yourself as a seed, which has been planted, now dormant with the winter, but preparing to sprout in the spring. This is similarly compared to the God who is young upon the earth and his mother, the Goddess, who cares for him. A.k.a. Cold Moon, Time to curl up with friends and other close ones, and give thanks for the inner warmth they offer. As the trees are well asleep, let us not be. Study well for the projects to come this spring. FEBRUARY- Storm Moon is a time of self-forgiveness, self-purification, and mental house cleaning in general. Its a time to clean out that which is no longer needed or wanted and to discard that which holds you back. The God is beginning to grow stronger and take his place beside the Goddess. Beware for as the season starts to change so does life around us. This is a time that you can be easily distracted and frustrated. Stay Focused. The true warmth

Weather
Hurricane Ike evacuations are going to have me busy for the next week or so at least. The facility I work at will be getting 31 patients from a sister facility on the coast of Texas around noon tomorrow, so my hours put in at work are going to sky rocket. I'll be here to spend 11s only, and that's if I'm lucky. I'll blog again when I'm back. Happy Fubaring!

Free House Lounge
I have just built a Free house lounge please could i ask you to join id be very grateful. the lounge is for anyone and for anything, its for people to make new friends, rates, fans, people who are feeling down and wants cheering up, for people who wants to talk about anything to share there thoughts. im also looking for some staff to help me with this new lounge so if anyone is interested please let me know

~ Pony ~
Another Fave...for Housecleaning and Hip Grinding....Hop On.....LOL....RIDE IT..... XOXO I'm just a bachelor, I'm lookin for a partner Someone who knows how to ride without even fallin off Gotta be compatible, Takes me to my limits Girl when I break you off, I promise that you wont wanna get off If you're horny, lets do it Ride it, my pony My saddles waitin Come and jump on it If you're horny, lets do it Ride it, my pony My saddles waitin Come and jump on it Sittin here flossin, peepin your steelo Just once if I have the chance, the things I would do to you You and your body, every single portion Send chills up and down your spine, juices flowin down your thigh If you're horny, lets do it Ride it, my pony My saddles waitin Come and jump on it If youre horny, lets do it Ride it, my pony My saddles waitin Come and jump on it If were gonna get nasty baby First well show and tell Till I reach your pony tail (oh) Lurk all over and thro

~love~
One of My Favorite Readings....Hope You Like It... Kahlil Gibran on Love When love beckons to you, follow him, Though his ways are hard and steep. And when his wings enfold you yield to him, Though the sword hidden among his pinions may wound you. And when he speaks to you believe in him, Though his voice may shatter your dreams as the north wind lays waste the garden. For even as love crowns you so shall he crucify you. Even as he is for your growth so is he for your pruning. Even as he ascends to your height and caresses your tenderest branches that quiver in the sun, So shall he descend to your roots and shake them in their clinging to the earth. Like sheaves of corn he gathers you unto himself. He threshes you to make you naked. He sifts you to free you from your husks. He grinds you to whiteness. He kneads you until you are pliant; And then he assigns you to his sacred fire, that you may become sacred bread for God's sacred feast. All these things s

Oh Well
Since you've been gone I've been lonely Longing to be with you only Maybe there's still is a way I can find you and say Just how I feel. I can't believe that's it's over Wish somehow I could have showed her All that was inside of my heart and the promises we made You might have stayed Funny just the other night I was thinking I wonder if you ever think about me I call you on the phone, there's no answer Oh Well, there's still tomorrow Oh Well, I'll try again Oh Well, maybe just maybe Since you've been gone I've been lonely Longing to be with you only If there's a way I could beg you to stay would you please Stay with me. I was thinking maybe I could come over Hoping we could finally work this out Even if tonight we don't find an answer Oh Well, there's still tomorrow Oh Well, I'll try again Oh Well, maybe just maybe If I had another chance We would stand hand in hand You'll be my girl and I'll be your man Oh Well, maybe just maybe we can. I s

Carrie's Little Bling Auction
Do you need BLING? Well, here's your chance to win it! Carrie is holding an auction for just one day. Come place a bid on four blings! Click on the bling icon to make a bid. You could win: Dolphin Fu-Juice Cupcake Kangaroo or other 3 credit bling Auction will end at 8pm Futime on Monday, January 12th. Winners will be contacted by Carrie following the close of the auction. Upon the receipt of the fubucks, she will Bling you on the next Happy Hour. ******************

Small Destineys
Beyond what we know,things we do not see There exist little destineys that are yet to be. Through the eyes of a child we may see who we are Our hopes and our dreams so close but yet so far. In distant thoughts,in the back of our mind We still search for those answers we cannot find. And might we live our lives in ignorence and do nothing more We ignore imagination and curiosity locking the door. And should all that we know cease to exist and darkness should fall A new beginning would start and we must relearn all. Taking our chances with survival on earth We live as we learn preparing for each new birth.

How To Be Happy Essays/lists Drafts
The poem below is written in memory of my high school math teacher Miss Maxine Henley, that your name reminded me of. It’s made in the form of an acrostic on the name Maxine Howard, with middle initials S.F. (for saving faith) added. I interpret Prov 10:5 as relating to the old saying: "Make hay while the sun shines". Harvesting Our Smiles ( Prov 10:5 ) -------------------- ( C 1996 ) Josie Roberts Make hay while the sun shines, find the truth sublime. Heal your wounds by listening to his voice divine. Answer LORD give me something beyond my daily grind. Envy those experiencing God’s 24-hour sunshine. X Cross your eyes and dot your teasing to be at ease. Amble on over and say pretty please. Inspect yourself but realize there’s no need to freeze. Victory is ours, the enemy is on his knees. Never get lazy, be sweet as a daisy. Every cloth we wear is made of paisley. Envy those who’ve got the courage to act crazy. Notions of potions, they’ve got the gra

My Thought Of The Day
well, I'm not normally a blogger, but I need to vent on something, and this is safer than the people around me. my status atm is day's got me down, feels like a kick in the teeth, kick in the gut is more truthfull. my med board came back today, fit for continued service, when my medical hasn't been taken care of, and I'll be kicked out due to admin sep. can't say it surprises me much, but I had hoped it wouldn't happen. I was granted a formal hearing, but if things don't change after that, I'm stuck. this is literally my last ditch to get this taken care of and get myself home with my medical benefits and my various other benefits intact, otherwise I lose not only what the Navy owes me, but also my ability to help support my family. just doesn't seem right to me, I came in able to carry over 300 lbs, and I'll be going home barely able to carry my seabag off the bus.

Drama
Ok I am so fed up w/all the drama on here it is just crazy people talking about others get a fuggin life would you mind your own business, and another thing dont be pointing fingers until you know your story and get them straight...=)

Submission......part Ii
As his cold blue eyes regard her, she trembles lightly. She lowers her eyes to the floor, her heart sinking. As she thinks back to the evening, and what he asked of her, she knows there was something amiss in what he wished of her.. though her heart dreads what she thinks will happen, she sighs softly to herself. Rene speaks with a deep undertone to his voice to her. "thistle do you know what you've done wrong this evening?" As she shifts, he points to the floor at his feet, retrieving the glass from the mantle. Automatically, she moves to kneel before him, still noticing the bulge of his sex within his pants.. she breathes softly, trying to think.. She glances to the side, the bed that they share sometimes ..and sighsdeeply. Rene sips his drink, his eyes not leaving the form of his slave before him ..his anger builds slowly and she notices this as his breathing seems to change. She quivers now, her nude body tense, yet all the same, she notes the way her nipples harden more at this se

Hands
I haven't forgotten That I am just one person, That I am but one voice Attempting to stand out From the crowd. I remember That I have fallen Amidst the laughter That surrounds me, and that sometimes It gets too loud. I know That I can't sit here And expect my silence To evoke change Without reason. I can see That I don't know everything, That I can't expect My hand to be held Always. I can feel That time is slipping By me, that it Will be gone if I just Stand still. I have heard That there are a million Other voices that sound Like mine, that want also To be heard. I've been told That it's not enough to Wish for dreams, that I Have to work them Into reality. I know that I don't know All that I think I know. I know I won't see all of The places I wish to go. I know I'm not ready For all that the world demands, You don't have to always hold me, Just let me see your hands. I know That there's a lot That I won't understand, That

People Pleaser?
work in progress i often sit and wonder, how i allow myself to be so run over...i dream of better, different things, yet somehow my life always remains just the same..when will i ever be good enough...?

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Surrendered Death
Tortured FleshBeat Down BodyBruised and BrokenBleeding, Torn HeartRunning to HideNothing is StationaryEvery Step of Mine is Two of TheirsI am FallingMust keep GoingEndless MazeAround in CirclesMy Ending is My StartJust Give InCan't Go FurtherLay Down, Make It EasyAnd Death Takes Me In

What Do I Do?
So no matter what I say, I can't change anything I've done before, I've Accepted that. But what really irritates me is that things that would make life better all around at home, aren't being taken serious, and the people who are doing it are fellow fubarians... I understand the addiction level, and I understand the way people connect, but when there is a failure to realize how far things are going or have gone, there might be a problem. I have no problem sharing my yim with a couple people, and everybody keeps it clean, and its all just fun talk, but im afraid that some people i know are taking it to far and making it to personal, and I dont know what to do about it anymore. I have no control over it as im not the one doing it, and it feels like it happens all day long to me. No matter how many times i say something about it, it only makes the other person upset, and they do it even more, and if I dont say anything about it, it continues to go on the same. So now im torn because i can

Family Rocks
Well, thought I would try this out even though my typing sucks!! Ha ha as if you can see me typing! Family is what keeps life interesting the one you are born to and the one you make. Friends who are more than just friends and family who are friends too. Cherish them, they are treasures which me often neglect to show our appreciation and love to. I lost my best friend, my Mom last year. She was an inspiration. Now my husband and our kids are in Alberta so I miss my nephews, brother's and Dad. Talk to Dad often. My new job has turned out to be like a big family. It's great. So maybe this move will work out.

Stuff
Recap of 2009.JANUARYWho kissed you last new years?Damian over a cameraDid you have a New Year's Resolution this year?yesDoes it snow where you live?yupDo you like hot chocolate?its okHave you ever been to Times Square to watch the ball drop?yeaFEBRUARYWho was your Valentine?DamianWhen you were little did you buy Valentine's for the whole class?yeaDo you care if the groundhog sees its shadow or not?noWhat did you receive for valentine's day?a mothers ring and the day offMARCHAre you irish?MHMMDo you like corned beef and cabbage?ewwWhat did you do for St Patrick's Day?family sruffAre you happy when winter is pretty much over?YEAAAPRILDo you like the rain?sureDid you play an April fool's joke on anyone this year?NOPEDo you get tons of candy for Easter?yeaDid you celebrate 4/20?noDo you love the month of April?love is a strong wordMAYWhat is your favorite flower?OrchidsFinish the phrase "April showers…":BRING MAY FLOWASSSDo you celebrate May 16th: National Piercing Day?YESIs May an

Flower Delivery Usa
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Just My Writing
a flower a day chases the blues away,a smile a day spreads happiness,a hug a day shows tenderness,a kiss a day shows love,a friend a day that shows how much they care immeasurable,unconditional and faithful nonjudgmental and true,i wish you a wonderful day cause your my friend too,remember your beautiful,and that smile you have on,wear it all day less the sunshine be gone...

Perceptions Galore!
Like a butterfly’s metamorphosis I emerge from my cocoons stronger and wiser. Everything pain I strain, grain by grain I go insane from the gain, its too much too soon, Theres just not enough room KABOOM Im gone, like an HTV2 I zoom through life and assume the strife is temporary to the contemporary lifestyle that’s much more worthwhile. So this is gonna be my venting blog, its probably going to have very provacative text and is not intended for immature audiences, if you have a weak heart you should leave now, as for you mind being blown that is solely your own responsibility. This world we live in today is corrupt, but thats stating the obvious, but it seems to me like everyone turns a blind eye to it, like its not there, theres no global warming, theres no chance crazy religious or political nuts are going to go insane and bomb idolized architechture of American Citizens, yet this shit happens everyday, and worse, our own government lies to us about things that we deser

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Mutation Industries Video Game Programming
so update 1.5 has some major changes to it, Added custom Regi Key Added some ui enhancements directly email to the submission, all streamlined, no haveing to make email, just put password then click ok and your golden Purchase Regi key button now created tidied up the code to make it run better. Enhanced the user interface to look better Made alot of enprovements to stop crashing and as of right now thats all the enhancements but it will be few days before it is online for people to buy and use Endarnu is a text rpg game that was though up by me, the head programmer and owner of mutation industries,

Wanting To Intoduce Myself......
I was born a male but I feel like a woman trapped in a males body. I am madly in-love with my wife. So I guess you can say I am a lesbian. I do crossdress and I own at least 15 pairs of pumps. I also want to start horomones and grow my own set of breast. My wife treats me very well over my sistuation considers she is Bi-sexual. as well as I am Bi-sexual Not towards males But Shemales and Transsexuals. But I promise my wife that We will keep her pleasure toy (package)LOL I want to work on making myself look more like a female. My wife has been my best friend for 18 years but just got married this Valentines day.(2006) I don't want to be looked at as a bad person. Just be treated like a human being. please look at my profile and pic but please don't send me nasty comments. There is nothing scary about them.

Some People Have Nothing Better To Do!!
Sooooooooo Im online last nite (AOL to be exact) minding my own business when I get an email out of the blue..Below will be the emails sent back and forth with this individual... just the name has been changed to protect the..ah..fuck it..i aint protectin shit..lol GloStick87--all fat hoes get off the net Me--wow you took the time to email me to say that..how very sweet of you..have an awesome night! GloStick87--yeah thank you you fat hoe get the hell of the net when you get off there will be enuf room for ten more people Me-- *smiley* GloStick87--fuck you you fat hoe ass bitch Me-- *smiley* Glostick87--man what the fuck you want stop sendin emails there aint eunf room for you Me--well i wouldnt be emailing you if you had just left me alone..you started it..dont get mad now.. GloStick87--and im a finish it ima report you leave me alone Soo I didnt respond to this..and I received these emails.. GloStick87--im sorry jus

Remembering
I just asked babyjesus for help replying to a post.I have no idea how to repost something.I can't cut an Paste so if it requires that I'm fucked.I feel I have early symtomes of Alhiemers.Can't spell,can't remember.If what ever I'm trying to accomplish isn't already in my brain filed away I'm fucked.Learning new things very difficult.On the computer I'm really a Lame Brain.I can be shown how to do something an practice on it all day.The very next day I no i was shown but i can't recollect what it was.Here is a story that was told to me by one of my drinking buddies threw the yrs.its about me.an i do have some recollection of it.I don't no if I was just to drunk or on drugs or maybe i had a small stroke,no clue but here it is.I was in a bar,the bar tender new me.Asked me my name,I didn't no.He asked me my age,I didn't no.he asked me where I lived I didn't have a clue.An my buddy says I sat at the bar drinking a coke,trying to figure out how old I was.He says I asked all sorts of peple w

Death Of A Friend
Well My friends, I write tonight with a heavy heart. I lost one of my dear friends to a very selfish act. Brent left this world the 26th September by commiting Suicide. Unfortunally due to Military duty I can not be at the at the Service that is being held for him. He left behind a young wife and three wonderful boys, all under the age of twelve. Leaving behind also many friends and family members. It is sad that one would think life so bad that ending it would seem better. I have seen much in my 24 years and not once would I think that my loved ones would be better off without me. It came as a shock to many hearing this news. May the Goddess bless and keep him, although he has done this. May whatever god he worship have mercy on him and welcome him into the afterlife warmly. With a Saddened Heart Dark Angel

I'm Backkkkkkkkkkk!!!!!!
Hey everyone i'm sorry that i've have'nt been on here for a while i've been working on my new video "Long way 2 go" I want to thank all my fans for supporting me. P.S. Some people might think I just a FAKE well news flash i'm not this is the real Cassie and the people that do believe me just send me a friend requst and for those who think i'm FAKE i don' care about you all i'm gonna continue being me and persuing my dream to become a star. I LOVE you all but i have to go. BYE Cassie

The Truth
" As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn`t supposed to ever let you down probably will. You will have your heart broken probably more than once and it`s harder every time. You`ll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken. You`ll fight with your best friend. You`ll blame a new love for things an old one did. You`ll cry because time is passing too fast, and you`ll eventually lose someone you love. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, and love like you`ve never been hurt because every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you`ll never get back."

Sexy
Friends: Never ask for food Biker Friends: Are the reason you have no food Friends: Will say "hello" Biker Friends: Will give you a big hug and a kiss Friends: Call your parents Mr.& Mrs. Biker Friends: Call your parents Mom and Dad Friends: Have never seen you cry Biker Friends:Cry with you Friends: Will eat at your dinner table and leave Biker Friends: Will spend hours there, talking, laughing, and just being together. Friends: Borrow your stuff for a few days then usually give it back Biker Friends: Keep your stuff so long they forget it's yours :) Friends: Know a few things about you. Biker Friends: Could write a book with drirect quotes from you. Friends: Will leave you behind if thats what the crowd is doing. Biker Friends: Will kick the whole crowds ass that left you . Friends: Would Knock on your door. Biker Friends: Walk right in and say, "I am home!" Friends: Are for awhile Biker Friends: Are for a life!

Memory
a broken memory a shattered life days are lost hearts are gone lovers see the end of days a tree has grown tall over the years love has grown into the ground beauty is in the eye of the beholder but my eyes are blind destiny stops sands are blowing destroyed a life begin another bring me to peace bring me to light the days pass by longing for you but all i can remember is a broken memory

A Poem.
When Me Prayers Were poorly said who tucked me in me widdle bed and spanked me 'til me ass was red? Me Mudder Who took me from me cozy cot and put me on the ice-cold pot and made me pee if me could not? Me Mudder And when the morning light would come and in me crib me dribble some who wiped me widdle bum Me Mudder Who would me hair so gently part and hug me gently to her heart and sometimes squeeze me 'til me fart? Me Mudder Who looked at me with eyebrows knit and had a king-size fit when in me sunday pants me sh*t? Me Mudder When at night the bed did squeak me raised me head to have a peakwho yelled At me to go to sleep? Me Fadder

A Differnt Christmas Poem
A Different Christmas Poem The embers glowed softly, and in their dim light, I gazed round the room and I cherished the sight. My wife was asleep, her head on my chest, my daughter beside me, angelic in rest. Outside the snow fell, a blanket of white, transforming the yard to a winter delight. The sparkling lights in the tree I believe, completed the magic that was Christmas Eve. My eyelids were heavy, my breathing was deep, secure and surrounded by love I would sleep. In perfect contentment, or so it would seem, so I slumbered, perhaps I started to dream. The sound wasn't loud, and it wasn't too near, but I opened my eyes when it tickled my ear. Perhaps just a cough, I didn't quite know, then the sure sound of footsteps outside in the snow. My soul gave a tremble, I struggled to hear, and I crept to the door just to see who was near. Standing out in the cold and the dark of the night, a lone figure stood, his face weary and tight. A soldier, I puzzled, some twenty y

Hidden Talent
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Bleh
Yeah. So there is nothing to do and it's a thursday. Work all day and cant hang out with anyone till like 11 cuz they work nights... Well at least I know how to occupy myself lol. You know I really like the show scrubs its funny lol. Reminds me of my friends. lol

Lame Ass Various Pic's
My Rateing system.99.9 % of the time if your a friend,Fan or Familly member u get a 10.Most of the Time I will write stuff in the comment Box.Other Times I'm Speechless,+ nothing good comes to mind.I'm not aloud to Assume or have an Oppinion at Home.So sometimes I Assume + Oppinionate here.Sometimes I'm Cynical with my Rateings.I guess those mostly happen around Full Moons.Sometimes I hurt feelings,I'm extremely Sorry I have hurt a few feelings.Shy brought me here from NF + I brought another to my friends from NF.Shy's constant Bothering of me to Vote atleast 50 x's on her various contests,makes me think of the Presidential elections in Florida,involveing our Horses Ass.An Nosterfurusexy women, my friend Angela from NF as well.Post some of the worst stuff I've ever seen.Honestly I can't rate hardly any of her Lame ass images or Pictures truthfully.Truthfully I got kinda Spoiled rateing the Naughty's of some.I don't visit any porn sites at all on the web.All supposeally naughty's come f

Thore Gundi's Scrolls
See, on myspace when you get drunk, and you post tons of comments to friends an other people you dont know. It always backfires in some stupid way, lol, but here on cherry tap!, its encouraged and fun to do. I find myself wanting to drink whenever i go to this site anymore!, lol, I'll have to try not to get too drunk too quick, ehhe, but ill have to say it is fun!(drink'n an cherryTapp'n) Seems like this site is really cool. I'll have to play around more here!, hehe, I'm usually stuck in myspace, but I seem to like it more here, people are really to themself on myspace, here people seem to be more socialble, and I like that! -Roger that, Over and Out!

I Hate Fake Ass Contest Like (kelly Mspassionscreations.com) Organised One
YES THERE ARE SOME USERS LIKE THAT WHO WANT TO USE PEOPLE TO GO TO HIGHER LEVEL KELLY MS PASSIONSCREATIONS.COM WHO THINK THEY ARE REAL BUT ORGANISE A FAKE ASS CONTEST .... SO BECAREFUL NEXT TIME FRIENDS AS LADIES LIKE HER JUST WANT TO GET ATTENTION AND WANT TO GO HIGHER UP ON LEVEL.... IN START SHE WAS ON ABOUT YES I WILL COUNT RATINGS AND COMMENTS BOTH BUT IN THE END SHE WAITED TILL HER FRIEND GOT A LEAD OF 25 COMMENTS AND WHEN SHE COUNTED SHE COUNTED RATING AS 1 COMMENT NOW EVERY ONE KNOWS IN EACH AND EVERY CONTEST YOU HAVE TO COUNT SINGLE RATING EQUALS TO 10 COMMENTS SO MY PICTURE WAS RATED 16 TIMES MORE THAN HER FRIEND.... SHE KNEW THAT I AM WINING SO SHE COUNTED RATING AS 1 AND ANOTHER PROOF THAT SHE WANT HER FRIEND TO WIN IS THIS THAT GO AND HAVE A LOOK AT HER BULLETIN SAYS MAKE HER FRIEND WIN ... DID YOU GUYS EVER SEEN AN ORGANISER TAKING SIDE OF ONE CONTESTANT ;) IT SHOWS EVERYTHING I DONT GIVE A DAMM ABOUT THREE DAYS BLAST AS I ALREADY HAVE LOT OF FRIENDS

Saturday 13 Jan 2007
IT'S CALLED BLACK TIE AFFAIR...IT'S A FORMAL DRESS CONTEST...SUCH AS SUIT/TUX DRESS/GOWN...AND FOR THE MILITARY...THE DRESS UNIFORM. THERE IS A WOMANS AND MEN'S CONTEST. SO GO VOTE FOR YOUR FAVORITE. I AM IN THE MEN'S CONTEST. IN DRESS BLUES. SO IF YOU RATE, COMMENT BOMB AND REPOST I WOULD BE MOST GREATIFUL.

Mossman Tells It
When my Mommy does come home. I'll try and be nice, So maybe I'll get just One whipping tonight. Don't make a sound! I just heard a car My daddy is back From Charlie's Bar. I hear him curse My name he calls I press myself Against the wall. I try and hide From his evil eyes I'm so afraid now I'm starting to cry. He finds me weeping He shouts ugly words, He says its my fault That he suffers at work. He slaps me and hits me And yells at me more, finally get free And I run for the door. He's already locked it And I start to bawl, He takes me and throws me Against the hard wall. I fall to the floor With my bones nearly broken, And my daddy continues With more bad words spoken. "I'm sorry!" I scream But its now much too late His face has been twisted Into unimaginable hate. The hurt and the pain Again and again Oh please God, have mercy! Oh please let it end! And he finally stops And heads for the door, While I lay there motionless Sprawled on the f

Tomp
Well I'm loaded and headed to a Wal-Mart in southern Mississippi. I'm scheduled to be there by noon tomorrow, then I go up to Jackson, Mississippi and pick up a load for Atlanta, Georgia for thursday. Anybody on my route that wants to meet for coffee or a soda or a sandwich - - give me a yell. Sorry I don't drink anything stronger while driving . . . I spent the day in Joplin, Missouri - truck was in the shop. The back of the drivers seat had broken, and I had to replace a tire. I'm supposed to get a load in the morning going to Mississippi, just below Memphis, I think. So I may not be back on for a few days, but I'll try. Hello everyone - I'm new on here and wanted to let everyone know a little about me. My main job right now is driving truck - actually I own my own and am leased to Landstar Ranger (or at least will be again in a couple of weeks). I am also a photographer, thus I try to set up photo shoots while I travel around in the truck. I have a degree in electronics bu

The World Of Worlds
WHEN I'M SITTING IN MY CHAIR BEHIND MY DESK, I HAVE VISIONS ON BEING PLACE ON TOP, BENT OVER INFRONT, RIDING MY LOVER WHILE HE SITTING IN THE CHAIR...FEELING HIM ENTERING MY PINK SANDS...MMMMMMM.CAUSING THE OCEAN WEAVES TO FLOW...OVER AND OVER...UNTIL.

Memory
Days go by, I smile with time Holding your hand, Looking in your eyes, A memory.. Soft kisses with bodies as one, Laying in your arms Under the warm summer sun Waiting for the moment we touch again Thinking of you, My true best friend Hearts pounding As we finally touch I think to myself, I adore you so much A memory... Times from the past, How beautiful a love can last With feelings like this, Sensuality at best, Erotic thoughts, My desires will not rest Holding you while you sleep, Feeling your breath on my cheek, Touching your face, My day is complete A memory..

What The Fuck
so what the fuck i live in a world that is ruled by hipocrits. i live in home where thefather figure is a child of 7 years. i see all the people in the world throug h a view box you all call a tv. the church i attend is filled with those who fear your so called god. i live in hell. what do we do to stop these things from happening. nothing they will continue to happen for all time. you know why. no one gives a flyiing fuck about you or me. we must pave our own rode through mankind. leave the hipocrits, the men who are children, and hell behind follow me to the end and you shall live happy and in true freedom you nobody money. and you owe nothing anywhere and you do what you will that my friends is freedom.

Is This You?
IS THIS U? A FRIEND IS THERE WHEN IM FEELING LONELY AND WONT FEED ME ALOT OF BALONEY HE IS THERE WHEN I FEEL LIKE CRYING AND YOU WILL NEVER CATCH HIM LIEING A TRUE FRIEND IS ALL OF THESE THINGS AND MUCH MORE ONE WHO IS ALWAYS THERE TO OPEN THE DOOR TO EAGERLY OFFER A HELPING HAND ONE WILL HELP YOU TO STAND A BUDDY IS ONE WHO YOU CAN PLAY BALL AND SHARE YOUR DARK SECRETS AND ALL BUT A TRUE FRIEND IS MORE THEN ALL THIS AND ON THE CHEEK HE LEAVES A TENDER KISS THIS POEM IS WRITTEN BY MY DAD TO ME FOR MY FRIENDS

Summers Coming!
Well its still got snow on the ground here in the greater Denver area. BUT! the grass is peaking thru the white stuff and the temps are in the 40s... CAMPING STARTS SOON! Looking forwards to Spring and Summer in the Rockies. Camping and fishing w my 3 son's, Sister, niece and nephews. Want to hear a funny thing? My 3 mos old son and 4 mos old niece already have their own tents, sleeping bags and chairs... along w lil laterns and hiking boots. Yes I do know they won't be walking yet. However its never wrong to have the right equipment for doing so. When they get older we can start camping year round again :). O'kay yes I have cabin fever. Yes I need time out in the woods again soon. And YES I can't wait to do more exploring of the world with my family. Hope all are enduring the winter well and wishing all a wonderful next couple months... CAMP TILL YA DROP! TTFN

Thank You All
THANKS FOR THE VISITS TO MY PAGE, ITS GREAT TO SEE ALL THE CHERRIES. SORRY I HAVENT DROPPED A VISITED TO MOST OF YA, BUT YAALL KBOW HOW SLOW DIAL UP IS, KEEP THE VISITS COMIN, I WILL VISIT EACH OF YOU SOON. MUCH LOVE L

Damn Snow
Damn, we got 15" of snow here!! I posted some pics in the "SNOW" folder if anyone wants to see. The city I live in is so awesome that they haven't even plowed my street once yet - gotta love it!!! Oh well, snowed in on Valentine's, I guess it could be worse!

Once I Arrive
wake me once the worst arrives kill me once the dead survive the emptiness that fills the sky my kneejerks right like my lazy eye i last gazed surprised by the sense of shock my retnas rised surprised or not its a relentless ride the will to fly above the times culture binds those lesser kind i find myself more like the type to right each wrong and set the record right despite the song, i struggle on to finally get my anger gone but once it goes, it wont be long till i explode beyond oblivion, and on and on and on, we rock on, this writer wont stop until the papers gone, and on and on and on we right on.....real writers never stop until the papers gone.

Sex Iq
You have a sexual IQ of 133 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

This Is My First Time...
A lot of people say that there favorite musician or artist is the best but specifically who do u think is the best repost this blog and leave a comment to who you think is the best musician THIS IS THE FIRST TIME I POSTED A BLOG ON HERE BUT IM PRETTY SURE YOU DONE IT PLENTY OF TIMES NOT JUST A BLOG EITHER ADD ME AND TELL ME

The Definition Of Insanity!
OK I am a bit lost.They say the definition of insanity is to repeat the same action over and over again no matter how many times you fail at it.Well if we follow this rule of insanity then like 90 percent of the world should be locked up.I mean we all do this and therefore I guess every time we screw up could then use the insanity plea to get out of it and say that it is an habitual condition.Such as drinking and driving sure you know it is wrong but cant help yourself So by their definition you are insane and then not liable for your actions.So really once again they have confused me

Personal Stuff
Kind of lost here right now. The woman I love just told me that she hasn't thought of us as together for a while now. Came as a bit of a shock to me. I knew she had been keeping me at arms length for a while but she would never say what was wrong until tonight. I guess I am back to being single again, still a bit of a shock to me as she was the reason I moved up here. Not sure why I posted this, no one bothers to read my blogs anyway. Sorry to bore anyone that does bother to read this one.

Wow Can You Say Lawsuit!!! For Cherrytap!!!
I JUST FOUND A SITE THAT I WILL NOT GIVE THIER NAME OR SITE ADDRESS TO ANYONE!!! SO DONT ASK!!! BUT SCRAPPER AND BABYJ WHEN YOU FIND IT!!!! YOU WONT LIKE IT!!!! ITS GOAL IS TO TAKE CHERRYTAP DOWN FOR GOOD!!! YES I COULDNT BELEAVE MY EYES WHEN I SAW IT!!! I SO HATE HATERS!!!!

Living Life
Just joined and am trying to figure out how this thing works so be PATIENT with me. I have to go to a job interveiw, it is a lot harder to get a job now then it use to be. I had to go throught 2 days of testing and now I have to go through 3 interviews. One with the head of human resources and one with the board of employees and then one with the plant manager. I am on interview number 2. Then still have all the drug testing to go through. I hope this job is worth all the stuff you have to go through

Do Not Call List For Cell Phones! (no Joke!)
Do Not Call List For Cell Phones! (NO JOKE) Today, all cell phone numbers are being released to telemarketing companies and you will start to receive sale calls. ...YOU WILL BE CHARGED FOR THESE CALLS To prevent this, call the following number from your cell phone: 888-382-1222 It is the National DO NOT CALL list. It will only take a minute of your time.

Crap!!!!
My computer puked, had to do a system restore therefore deleting all my saved passwords and I couldn't remember my password or screen name to log in with so I haven't been on and that's why, it's been a long month! For some reason I just kept guessing and remembered so I'm baaaaack :)

Moving....
Well today will be my last day online for a short while..and hopefully not long..To all my close friends on here know that I'm still thinking of you..and will truly miss you all..And to my sweetie..know that I am always right with you...and you lay heavy in my thoughts!!! I Love You.. Sandra

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....and The Master Baits
It's 1:00 pm and I'm checked in. It's surreal, I can't believe this is happening. I text him: "I have something for you, come see me at the hotel next to the mall". I know he will come, I've been teasing and tantalizing him for over 3 months. Meeting him at the gym in the wee hours in the morning, taking him in the sauna when no one is there. As I sit in front of the mirror fixing my makeup I reminisce about my rendezvous with him two nights ago at the gym. We met at 12 in the morning, I wet my lips subtly at the sight of his biceps pumping the metal bar up and down to his chest. A light coat of sweat covers his swollen arms, his thin muscle shirt clings to his broad, defined chest and his deep brown eyes... The intense look on his face makes me think naughty thoughts about him. He sees me in the mirror and smiles at the sight of me. I cleaned up pretty nicely for the gym. I wore tight, black shorts, that barely covered my plump, round ass. My form-fitting shirt hugged my perky brea

Last Day For Sexiest On Ct
B.G.D.'s Yummy - LAST DAY OF CONTEST PLEASE HELP! ~Cursed Rebel of L.D.C.F.~ Club F.A.R. Member Please Show my Family Member Theresa much Love an Support.This is the last day of the sexiest Contest.I have been Voting like a Maniac Wolf this past 10 days or so.My Stress is up my Nerves are Shot.u don't have t like me but B.G.D's needs Votes.She's a great Women.If you got to know her you'd think so to.She's Honest,Caring,Respectful,Admirable Gal.She has lots of Heart an Tons of Warmth.Please Help her.Thanks B.G.D.'s Yummy - LAST DAY OF CONTEST PLEASE HELP! ~Cursed Rebel of L.D.C.F.~ Club F.A.R. Member

Comments!
Really, just what is this "BLOG" thing? I like this site, there are so many lovely ladies out there, with pics out the wazooooo, and just absolutely fantastic poses mostly seductive. I love it.. So what else! Private Pics... I click on em and it says to ask the owner... for access.. ok I want access! Send em too me, I like hot women..petite, average and +lb or two. I carry a few extras. Working on that though. So send me a post to my Blog.. Thanks

Horrorscope 5-17-07
You know how goldfish can grow infinitely large if taken out of a bowl and put in a lake? Think of your life as a goldfish. What setting can you put yourself in so you allow yourself to grow to your full capabilities?

I Hate Stupid People
Hello all I am writting this cz, my wifes kids father, (my step children) thinks he is god. But he knows better than to cross my path. This man is a women beater, and a child beater. He needs to dissaper forever. I so hate this person, he thinks he is a father, but he really is not. I would give anything to have 3 minutes alone with him, cz that is all I would need...... Well talk to you later...

Fear Of The Inexplicable
But fear of the inexplicable has not alone impoverished the existence of the individual; the relationship between one human being and another has also been cramped by it, as though it had been lifted out of the riverbed of endless possibilities and set down in a fallow spot on the bank, to which nothing happens. For it is not inertia alone that is responsible for human relationships repeating themselves from case to case, indescribably monotonous and unrenewed: it is shyness before any sort of new,unforeseeable experience with which one does not think oneself able to cope. But only someone who is ready for everything, who excludes nothing, not even the most enigmatical, will live the relation to another as something alive and will himself draw exhaustively from his own existence. For if we think of this existence of the individual as a larger or smaller room, it appears evident that most people learn to know only a corner of their room, a place by the window, a str

Partying In Maine
Well since this is the place to meet friends, might as well start this one up...LOL This is to let anyone near the Brunswick area of Maine know that if you are into meeting new people during a party then add me as a friend and keep updated on upcoming parties to hang out. Ladies especially you...LOL When adding me just put in the comments that you read this blog and are interested.

Brothers( People In General)
why is it everytime that something happens it is always my fault. my brother is looking for something that is at our house. no big deal i told him that i would find it. well i tryed to find it and where it is at is the spare bedroom that we keep our junk in. my daughter and her cousin have toys in there so it is now our junk toy room. anyway i had put this thing in a heart shaped basket when i was going to move out. well i didnt end up moving anyway. so we put the stuff that i packed it the spare bedroom. it was somewhat cleaned up untill my old mans brother moved in and he cleaned up a spot for him in the room. anyway this is turning out long and i didnt want that so. now im being blamed for not putting it back in it spot. i understand that but i thought that i did put it back and now i cant find it at all. well im a little pissed so ill ttyl bye

Blog01
I had a best friend for 4 years one time and after being as close as brother and sister for a very long time we ended up dating. I fel head over heels in love with her and she with me. We were together for about 9 months when we finally had sex for the first time. It was her first (:O Big deal for her) I there not long after left for the military. Things were good while I was in boot camp. When we finally saw eachother again we fel in love all over again. I moved on after that to my Advanced training to become an air traffic controller. We began planniung out a life for us. After she left for college things got a little weird. She came and saw me in Florida one time and it was awesome we had allot of fun and made allot of passionate love. Not long after that I got wrapped up in my studies and never had time to myself that I could call her and we just have us time. This really made things difficult. She cheated on me a few times, but for some reason I could not leave her. I

You
Love's Recall Nothing could have made my heart break more than when you said good-bye No other person on earth could make me cry the tears I've cried I look for you everywhere and to no avail, you're not there I wish I could hold you now - you'll never know how deeply I cared It's not right to love someone as much as I love you I need the strength to go on but it's no use When I cry these tears they go straight out to your heart I wish you would come back to these arms - in my mind we'll never be apart Now you're gone and my whole world's come tumbling down When I lie in bed at night in my heart your voice is the only sound The love I have for you runs through my veins I can see nothing but you - your presence has driven me insane But I don't blame you when it was all my fault I thought I could get over you, but inside my body your image is caught Please come back to me - you're the only one I'll ever want in my life And being without your love burns deep - it cuts l

Me :]
hhmmm well justtt so everyone knows i have a boyfriend. lol hes amazing, never thought i would meet anyone that i could be myself around that much, and could get along with so good. hes everything i could have ever hoped for. hes my prince charming :] just posting this cuz people are trying to meet up with me and stuff in person lol. but im not like that thanks. also trying to tell me "you need a real man" lol but yeha you don't even know hium haha. but yeah anyways just wanted ot let everyone know that im happy with who i have and i don't need anyone else :] thanks lol

Lyrics
Cyanide!) (Drink the cyanide!) This is the hand that will blind your eyes and split your spine This is the blade that'll visit your flesh and release the wine (Play!) You play with toys that have triggers and you hear how the led moves near (Play!) You play with razors and it hurts, it hurts As you face your fears So face the dark and I'll teach you about fire in the blink of an eye (Now drink the cyanide!) The worlds collide and you know it's pure filth that I hide On these plains there's a burning ruin that must be found On these plains there's a demon that sleeps, It must be unbound (Run!) You run for the borders where epistles burn in the arms of man (Run!) You run among bodies and they scream, they scream to bite God's hand So face the dark and I'll teach you about fire in the blink of an eye (Now drink the cyanide!) The worlds collide and you know it's pure filth that I hide So face the dark and I'll teach you about fire in the

Back From Racing In Europe!
Monday and Tuesday was testing in a Callaway Camaro at Monza, Italy. This was special event for me......I got seat time at the track before I return for a racing event in a few months. More importantly, I was racing at one of the most historic tracks of all time! I have laps video taped that I will post on my website asap.

We Miss Steven
The following article is about my husband and my brother in law. My brother in law went missing that night and has never been seen or heard of again, it is presumed he is dead but no body was ever found so we have no way of knowing with certainty. All we do know is that a family has been left heartbroken and Steven is missed by many. Ocean rescuer had to leave one man behind By David Connolly, Enterprise staff writer A Scituate man saved one of two Bridgewater brothers Monday night in the icy ocean waters off the mouth of the North River in Scituate, but the second man was presumed dead Tuesday morning when the Coast Guard suspended its search for him. Authorities believe Steven Hockey, 18, drowned after a small boat he and his brother took for a ride capsized and he was pulled under the water by a fierce current where the river meets the ocean at the New Inlet. Hockey helped save his brother, James R. Burke, 20, by shoving him onto a kayak that John P. Kasper I

Anyone Aware Of This?
Because of this, now all my pictures are private and I will be going through my friend list to remove anyone that doesn't talk to me or rate me. Because they are probably just here to steal my pics, etc. Stuff like this really makes me wonder why I am nice to everyone on here and why I am on here period. If anyone knows of a blog, etc, about me, please let me know. ---------------------------------- Recent conversation with some random girl, level 3, comes to my shoutbox and here is the conversation... perky and firm@ fubar ->Mely (New ...: grow up, it was someone that couldn't have me perky and ...: LOOK I remembered your picture from a blog saying you were slut and all this rude stuff and for guys to save your pics and use em to get off i was trying to be nice and let u know but u were a bitch so now i am laughing at think it is funny i see why someone did that GO AWAY U R BLOCKED ->Mely (New ...: lol you came to my shoutbox to start shit with me for some reason.

10 Tips To Etiquette In Chat Rooms!
Welcome to Gem's guide to chating for nO0bs,geeks and white/black hetro/gay males/females who are generaly far to unatractive in society's eyes due to there actions..... The road ahead is long and tedious and at times cut throat, but if you posess the most basic chat lingo and rules you should be on your way to being accepted by reg's in no time... 1...Upon entering a room you first words should not be... " s m 32 cali ladies press1234 if ur horny " This will automatticly cause you ridicule among the reg's ( a reg is one who frequents a room on a regular basis ) and others in the room. Alternetly the first thing also should not be ... " WHERE ALL DA FAT BITCHES AT " This also will creat a feeling of dislike among chatters 2...Do not randomly ask ppl (people) for their a/s/l we at least expect you to look at out pic ( picture ) and info before you try to talk to us ( yes i am one of the purrdy ppl to ) 3... If one lady/man rejects ur of

Past Feelings
A secret kept that others know but one is oblivious to notice A price they must pay for not joining in festivities Jealousy will be declared and sides divided once allies will become enemies Friendships will be tested and friendships will be shattered. Communication once first class has become second day shipping The term sister used to loosely along with best friends what are those? As days go by we grow further apart and not even notice it One action or event can change a person's world in a matter of seconds Conversations that lasted for hours or now quick hellos and byes We listen to our "friends problems" while we keep ours hidden We back them up and support them every step of the way What do we get in return NOTHING!

Sad Poem
Yeah I knew this day would come, the day we say goodbye. I knew you would tell me you found someone else. I knew you weren't mine. I knew I deserved more but I took what I could get. I blindly took a hold of you desperate to feel loved, wanted, and needed. I knew it wouldn't last, but I gave you everything my mind and body. I knew this wouldn't become any more than what it was, and what it was, was nothing. I knew that .I settled and I knew that. Yeah I knew this day would come, but I didn't’t know it would hurt so much.

Someday....
Darkness surrounds me, pushing out the light… Happiness eludes me night after night… Forever wanting a soft loving touch… Some days I fear that’s asking too much… Dying to be held, made to feel special and loved… “Why me” I whisper to the stars above… And they stare stonily at me with nary a sound… I feel so lost and I am dying to be found… “one day” “some day” words I do hear… My day won’t come is what I fear… Will someone rescue me from my loneliness and despair… Surely, somewhere there is someone out there…. Brian 2007

New Job
I JUST WANTED ALL MY FRIENDS TO KNOW THAT I START MY NEW JOB OCT.1.YES, I'M GOING TO WORK BACK IN THE CONSTRUCTION FIELD FOR CONOCO PHILLIPS. I WILL BE WORKING NIGHTS SO I WANT BE ON MUCH ANYMORE. THE WAY THEY ARE TALKING I WILL BE WORKING 12 HOURS FROM 7:00PM TILL 7:00AM.AND 7 DAYS A WEEK. THE MONEY IS GOING TO BE GREAT. I WILL MAKE 14.20 AN HOUR. THATS NOT INCLUDING OVER TIME. SO, IF I CAN'T RATE ALL OF YA'LL PICTURES YA'LL KNOW WHY. I WILL BE SLEEPING MOST OF THE DAY. BUT, I WILL DO MY BEST TO GET ON HERE AS MUCH AS I CAN. I HOPE YA'LL ALL UNDERSTAND. WE ARE ONE BIG HAPPY FAMILY ON HERE. AND FAMILY STICKS TOGETHER. THANK YOU ALL FOR YOUR SUPPORT. PLEASE DON'T FORGET ME, RATE ME, FAN ME. AND I WILL TRY MY BEST TO RETURN THE FAVOR.. LOVE YA'LL ALL. HAVE A GREAT DAY!! MUAH!!!

Currently
Well where to start with this one.... I would normally post my blogs on myspace and all but if I did that then certain people who dont need to see it will and it will be pointless cause then it will cause more problems and not help with fixing problems.,,,, The person that I am dating at the moment is jobless.... I am working six daya week and anywhere from 12-14 hours aday. I am doing everything that I can to take care of her burdens and debts and needs as best as I can and I have actually put my needs and debts on the back burner to say just so that I can take care of her and her things and try to keep her from being sad and depressed and all.... Yet she complains to me and makes comments about how she hates not haveing any money herself and about having to wait for me to get home to get some money from me. That she cant do anything till after I get home cause she doesnt have any money. That she cant stand seeing just the walls of the apartment all day long and me being around e

:)
SO HERE IT GOES. IT'S BEEN A WEEKS SINCE IVE BEEN WORKIN AT MY SECOND JOB. I WORK FOR THE DEPARTMENT OF TRANSPORTAION AIRPORTS DIVISION VISITORS INFORMATION PROGRAM. FOR SHORT I AM V.I.P. ASSISTANT. I LOVE IT. I MAKE TRIPLE THE MONEY WORKIN THERE THAN MY OTHER JOB. IM STILL WORKIN AT ALOHA PHOTO ART STUDIOS BUT ONLY 2-WICE A WEEK. IVE NEVER BEEN THIS HAPPY IN MY ENITRE LIFE. IM PRETTY MUCH SET NOW JOB WISE. I CAN STILL CONTINUE SCHOOL AND STILL MAKE THE MONEY I NEED. AWSOME BENEFITS AND I WORK WITH GREAT PEOPLE. MADE ALOT OF SACARAFICES IN LIFE BUT ONLY FOR THE BEST SO THIS IS TO MY FRIENDS: SORRY FOR THE M.I.A. ACTION BUT U WILL SEE ME AROUND SOON I PROMISE.

22 Ways To Make A Woman Smile!!!
1. Tell her she is beautiful or gorgeous(not fine, or sexy or CUTE) 2 . Hold her hand at any moment . . . even if its just for a second. 3 . Kiss her on the forehead/ neck. 4 . Leave her voice messages to wake up to. 5 . When she is upset, hold her tight and tell her how much she means to you. 6 . Recognize the small things . . . they usually mean the most. 7 . Pick her over all the other girls you hang out with. 8 . Write her notes. (she loves them) 9 . Introduce her to family and friends . . . as your girlfriend. 10 . Play with her hair. 11 . Pick her up, tickle her, and play-wrestle with her. 12 . Sit in the park and just talk to her. 13 . Tell her funny jokes, tell her stupid jokes, or just tell her jokes. 14 . Let her fall asleep in your arms. 15 . If she's mad at you, kiss her. 16 . Give her piggyback rides. 17 . Bring her flowers 18 . Treat her the same around your friends as you do when your alone. 19 . Look her in the eyes

My Happy Hour
WOULD LIKE TO THANK ALL OF YOU FOR LETTING ME HAVE A GREAT HAPPY HOUR ,,,356 PPL LEVELED IN THAT HOUR I ALSO WANT TO SAY IF I DID NOT GET TO YOU WITH A RATE COMMENT AND FAN PLEASE LET ME KNOW I RECIVED A LOT OF REQESTS AND HAD TO OK EVERYONE ALL AT ONE TIME SO PLEASE LEAVE A COMMENT HERE AND I WILL DROP BY THANK YOU ALL AGAIN I HAD A BLAST :) HUGS AND KISSES SWEET~THING

Happy Birthday Marines!!!
Its weird cause I got a letter a few days ago from the Marine Corps asking me to come back.... It was weird cause it sounded like they were trying to say that the job that I did wasnt finished...... needless to say I was a bit peeved when it said that..... o well Semper to all the men and women in service before and today. CHEERS!!!!

Funny Stuff
MUSCULAR CONTRACTIONS > > A Professor was giving a lecture on "Involuntary Muscular > Contractions" to his first year medical students. > > Realizing that this was not the most riveting subject, the Professor > decided to lighten the mood slightly. He pointed to a young woman in > the front row and said, > > "Do you know what your asshole is doing while you're having an orgasm?" > > She replied, "Probably deer hunting with his buddies." > > The professor laughed so hard he could not continue with the class. RED-NECK PICKUP LINES 1) Did you fart, cause you blew me away! 2) Are your parents retarded, 'cause you sure are special. 3) My Love for you is like diarrhea .. I can't hold it in. 4) Do you have a library card, 'cause I'd like to sign you out. 5) Is there a mirror in your pants, because I can see myself in them. 6) If you and I were Squirrels, I'd store my nuts in your hole. 7) You might not be the best looking girl here, but beauty is only

Ghost
say hello to the ghost of what once was... kill the pain make it quick im so fucking sick of it you told me truths, which are turning to lies a fire grows from within me deep inside.... no more hatered no more pain no more of this. No longer a little girl, so scared slave is gone for good. this pain inside became too much to bare now i belong where i should... Say hello to the GHOST of what once was....

Ladiez Only
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Please Read A Different Christmas Poem
A DIFFERENT KIND OF CHRISTMAS POEM PLEASE READ!!!!! PLEASE READ A Different Christmas Poem The embers glowed softly, and in their dim light, I gazed round the room and I cherished the sight. My wife was asleep, her head on my chest, My daughter beside me, angelic in rest. Outside the snow fell, a blanket of white, Transforming the yard to a winter delight. The sparkling lights in the tree I believe, Completed the magic that was Christmas Eve. My eyelids were heavy, my breathing was deep, Secure and surrounded by love I would sleep. In perfect contentment, or so it would seem, So I slumbered, perhaps I started to dream. The sound wasn't loud, and it wasn't too near, But I opened my eyes when it tickled my ear. Perhaps just a cough, I didn't quite know, Then the sure sound of footsteps outside in the snow. My soul gave a tremble, I struggled to hear, And I crept to the door just to see who was near. Standing out in the cold and the dark of the n

Todays Youth
How to deal with today's youth. I took my dad to the mall the other day to buy some new shoes. We decided to grab a bite at the food court. I noticed he was watching a teenager sitting next to him. The teenager had spiked hair in all different colours: green, red, orange, and blue. My dad kept staring at him. The teenager would look and find him staring every time. When the teenager had enough, he sarcastically asked, "What's the matter old man, never done anything wild in your life?" Knowing my Dad would have a good one, I quickly swallowed my food so that I would not choke on his answer. And in classic style he did not bat an eye in his response. "Got drunk once and had sex with a peacock. I was just wondering if you were my son."

My First Ever Blog
As forward as I move, I guess it is time to make it into 2007. Welcome to my first blog. I have no idea how this thing works. I guess kinda like an online diary...My thoughts...Well, is there a limit to blogs size? I have to admit, I do like this place. It is definately more exciting, and promotes networking and talking more than myhell. One day I think I will definately be adding a second. I think for now, I will see how this works. Hopefully it posts right. It can't be that hard can it? I mean, 12 year olds do it...LOL!

I Love My Job
I LOVE MY FUCKING JOB... LET ME EXPLAIN. THIS MORNING AT ABOUT 7:30AM I HAD THE DISTINCT PLEASURE OF BLOWING THE DOORS OFF OF A UNDERCOVER TROOPER CAR WHILE TRAVELING AT APPROXIMATELY 105MPH... AND GOT AWAY WITH IT. AHHH... THE JOYS OF BEING AN EMT ARE ENDLESS. SO... YET ANOTHER REASON WHY I LOVE MY JOB!!!

Iam Leaving
iam sad to say that after christmas i will be leaving Fubar, iam moving to Africa and broadband it usless, so to all the friends i have made XX take good care and enjoy life because we are only here once , Peace & Love to all XX Tony XX

I'm In A Contest
Hey everyone I'm in a contest.... Contest will run 7 days starting December 26th at 10:00 p.m. Est Rates count as 3 points comments count as 1 point No drama allowed of you will be removed. No blasters or bombing programs. Must be a level 5 too bomb Most comments at the end will win 500,000 fubucks and 3-day blast... so anyone, please come help out....

Hello Everyone
REPLY IN A PRIVATE MESSAGE TO ME WITH YOUR ANSWERS. DONT BE AFRAID. YOU NEVER KNOW WHO WILL REPLY OR WHAT ANSWERS THEY WILL GIVE. EVEN IF YOU HAVE A BOYFRIEND OR GIRLFRIEND OR HUSBAND OR WIFE - REPOST THIS! LET THE FUN BEGIN........ 1.Your Name: 2.Age: 3.Favorite position: 4. Do you think I'm cute? 5. Would you have sex with me? 6. lights on or off? 7. Would you have to be drunk? 8.Would you take a shower with me? 9.Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 10.Would you leave after or stay the night? 11.Do you like cuddling afterwards? 14.Condom or skin? 15.Have sex on the first date? 16.Would you kiss me during sex? 17.Do you think I would be good in bed? 18. Would you use me as a booty call? 19.Can I use you as a booty call? 20.Can we take pictures of the act? 21.How long would we have sex? 22.Would you tell your friends about me? 29.Will you post this so I can fill it out for you? SEE HOW MANY PEOPLE SEND THIS BACK TO YOU! TITLE IT-Naughty Appli

Fu-famous Liars Are Decievers
OK GUYS THIS IS HOW FAST DRAMA STARTS... UMMM I JUST ASKED FOR A PIC or some help.. WELL THEN I GET MY ASS CHEWED...WOW JUST OVER A PIC. AND THE I'M THE ONE WITH THE HAVE PROBLEM... YOU AT THE WHAT I GET.. I'M THE SWEETEST PERSON HERE YOU CAN MEET.. I DON'T DESERVE THIS KINDA REACTION... SOMEONE HAS A PROBLEM... I'M NOT TRYING TO BE POPULAR HERE... I WAS JUST ASKING FOR A PIC.. THAT I THOUGHT WAS REALLY COOL.. BEING POPULAR ISN'T A ISSUE. I'M SO SO TIRED SO THE DRAMA AROUND HERE, I HAD OVER 2000 FRIENDS ON MY LIST AND I CLEANED THEM OUT CAUSE WE NEVER TALKED, BUT THATS OK, CAUSE I WANTED TO START OVER, NO BIG DEAL, BUT SHE THINKS I WANT TO BE POPULAR CAUSE I WANTED A PIC LIKE HERS.. WOW OK UMMM DOING A MUMM ABOUT ME.. IT THAT CRAZY OR WHAT.. REALLY.. TALKING ABOUT ME AND GETTING AWAY FROM THE COMPUTER AND SEEING THE REAL LIFE.. I THINK YOU NEED TO THINK ABOUT WHAT YOU JUST SAID.. BUT I GUESS YOU DID GET SOME POINTS AND SOME REALLY GOOD OPINIONS ON YOUR MUMM SO

Today I Ate...
I have a stif fry cook book, but I couldn't find any dishes with the ingredients I had. So I winged it. I boiled rice with carrots until they were soft and then I heated the wok with a mix of olive oil, vegetable oil, soy sauce, garlic powder, hot sauce. Once heated I dumped in the carrots and rice and then added bean sprouts, mushrooms and peppers. I didn't feel like defrosting any meat so I took a turkey burger from last night and diced that up and tossed it in. I let all cook and then I beat an egg and threw that in as will. I let the egg cook and seasoned to taste. It was pretty darn good. I'm sure someone else thought of this, but today I made something that I'll call a taco hotdog. I brought a pot of water to a boil and added a teaspoon of cooking oil, pinch of salt and dabbed some Worcester sauce. Threw in the hot dogs for about 10 minutes and then I yanked them out with a fork. I opened up some hotdog buns and put them in the toaster until they were hot and crispy. Th

Not On Fubar As Much:(
Am not going to be on fubar as much as I have seemed to gotten addicted to this site and am on it way to much.I will be on maybe once or twice a week just to check friend requests and messages.If anyone really needs to get in touch with me I will be checking my yahoo email at least once a day..fantasiablondie2000..I am getting back into my fitness and since spring is right around the corner I will be doing more outdoor things and not on the computer as much..I do love my fubar friends but need to get my life back..LOL..anyway much love to all and lots of kisses to all my friends.Will add more pics from time to time and post profile comments to some of my fav people on here...Later everyone...Tammy

People Crack Me Up...
People absolutely crack me up. Seriously! First of all, to sit back and intentionally start shit and then say "Oh, I don't wanna start anything..." is just ridiculous. You either wanna start something, or ya don't. If you don't, then don't. But for God's sake, if you're gonna start something, own up and take the hit! Then there's the matter of getting your friends in on it. I know it's probably a much nicer feeling to have an army behind ya, but come on...why drag everyone else into your petty little game? If they made the choice to involve themselves (which I suspect is the case, considering...), then so be it. But really, if you can't do your own dirty work, you're better off sitting in a corner somewhere eating hair. Which brings me to the point of research. If you need someone else to get you on your shit-starting soap box, why would you bother in the first place? And if that’s really the case, that would be one thing, but it's an entirely different matter to keep

Back In The Rain
So i dont know about this site. I cant really tell yet if i like it or not. It seems that its whole bases is a social whore network site. You know, only talking to new people to get them to rate your pic, or fan you or what ever. I dont think I really like that. I hate fake people. I Cant really imagine myself being one of the people that just click on a new name to say hi rate me. and thats it. I rated a couple of people. But for the most part, you know what! Fuck taht! I dont think that it is a cool thing to do. So unless your some what seriuous about talking to me, or at least pretending to want to talk to me leave me out of your whoriness. Real people need only apply. thank you mike I missed the rain... beleive it or not i really missed it. I went from the capitol of the northwest rain forest, astoria or, to the dry desolate waste of colorado. My face felt like it was constantly about to fall off from the lack of any sort of water in the air. I found out that astoria gets more ra

Sexy Eyes Contest
PLEASE REPOST THIS LOVELY, SWEET, DEAR FRIEND OF MINE IS IN A CONTEST FOR THE LOVELIEST EYES. IT ENDS FRIDAY AT 6P.M. PST IT WOULD BE GREAT TO SEE THIS SEXY LADY WINTHE CONTEST. I WOULD APPRECIATE ALL OF YOU TO GOT TO THE CONTEST LINK ABOVE DAILY UNTIL IT ENDS AND SHAKE SOME BOOTY MAX YOUR COMMENTS LETS GET HER THE WIN THANK YOU

Ramblings From My Crazy Mind
SOCCER IS MY NEW FAVORITE SPORT. MY SON WILLIAM JUST PLAYED HIS FIRST GAME ON TUESDAY. HE IS NUMBER 3 ON THE GREY TEAM IN JACKSON YOUTH SOCCER LEAGUE. HE HAS SO MUCH FUN. HE DEFINITELY HAS THE ENERGY AND STAMIDA TO PLAY BUT HE NEEDS HELP WITH STRATEGY. ALL HE DOES IS RACE EVERYONE UP AND DOWN THE FIELD AND KICK THE BALL OUT OF BOUNDS. HE LOOKS SO CUTE IN HIS UNIFORM TOO. I AM SO PROUD OF HIM! We are moving to Tennessee! Jason was offered a job at N.F.S and he has accepted. He starts working down there March 24th. The job is in Unicoi County: Erwin, TN that's near Bristol. We are very excited about it. I dread moving away from my family and friends but he is going to be making good money and good benefits. On the plus side, Erwin is BEAUTIFUL! And it's a small friendly town like where I grew up. We are going down next week as a family to check things out and hopefully get started finding a house. We hope to buy instead of rent. Jason also needs to find a place to

Pisces
Pisces, Pisceans possess a gentle, patient, malleable nature. They have many generous qualities and are friendly, good natured, kind and compassionate, sensitive to the feelings of those around them, and respond with the utmost sympathy and tact to any suffering they encounter. They are deservedly popular with all kinds of people, partly because their easygoing, affectionate, submissive natures offer no threat or challenge to stronger and more exuberant characters. They accept the people around them and the circumstances in which they find themselves rather than trying to adapt them to suit themselves, and they patiently wait for problems to sort themselves out rather than take the initiative in solving them. They are more readily concerned with the problems of others than with their own. Their natures tend to be too otherworldly for the practical purposes of living in this world as it is. They sometimes exist emotionally rather than rationally, instinctively more than intellectual

Age, Is It Just A Number
I had a relationship a few months. Well, more like 4 dates in five weeks. I probably shouldn't have started it because she was 25 and worked in the same building but not for the same company. Still, I try not to get invlolved with someone at work, to complicated. I can't describe the first time I met her though. It was like, I knew that if I asked her, she would go out with me. I just knew she was attracted to me and I was attracted to her in a way that was not just looks. By the way, she wasn't smokin hot but to me she was beautiful in every way that counted to me. After we started dating we started talking on the phone and each time we talked it wold be for hours or until the cell phone would die. When we went out we had great times. I would never tell her what we were going to do on our dates and I would always plan something different, something fun. I made one mistake though, I told my manager that she may see me with this person and that I was dating her but that if she

Wolf Howlings!
BROKEN BRAIN SUMMIT April 3-26 | Tickets $8-$16 |Reservations: 651.334.3888 Heads will roll (and sing) when renegade researcher Dr. Dendrite gathers a motley crew of brain experts for a midnight meeting. Inspired by the true stories of actors who have experienced brain trauma, and scripted by Fringe favorite Amy Salloway and Interact. A show filled with metal heads, talking plants, memory loss, anger management plans and a whole lot more! PERFORMANCES AT OLD ARIZONA 2821 Nicollet Ave S | FREE PARKING ACROSS STREET Opening night Saturday, Apr 5 @ 7:30 | $20 ASL Apr 10 & 26 at 7:30pm; audio described Apr 25 @ 7:30 & 26 @ 3:00 To purchase on-line go to www.ticketturtle.com Special late night showings of Circumference, Amy Salloway's hit comedy that the Pioneer Press calls, "A must see: poignant, sensitive and hysterically funny." April 4, 5, 11, & 12 at 9:30pm | Reservations: 651.334.3888 Tickets $12 ($10 with Broken Brain ticket or Fringe button)

Too Short
You make me smile You make me smile whenever I see you You make me smile whenever I hear you voice You make me smile whenever you kiss me or cuddle me I felt warm and comfort just knowing you are on my side Every time I think of our memories its makes me smile Even though have few That’s what makes me smile

Another Song Stuck In My Head, Trying To Understand
my ex got this song stuck in my head... i know why on some levels he wanted me to ponder this..and he knows sometimes my own mind is my worst enemy... but how can one u r so connected to know and understand your very being and be so cold to you in the here and now??? try as i may to understand my past the more i dig the more i find the more it all makes sense to understand y we r drawn to certain ppl y its so hard to get thme out of your mind its even harder to get them out of your head and harder still to get them out of your heart and i fall back into my comfort zone pushing away ones who try to get close never letting my self b happy have his presence still haunt me... sometimes ties to a past life are the hardest ones to break finding my comfort and solice in the dark again

Happining And Upcoming Events
Currently we have been working on Teresa\'s contest and she has a great lead! And we want to keep it that way this contest ends May 28th @ 6pm cst..so let\'s keep doing what we been doin a helluva job thanks everyone Teresa Next upcoming event will start one day this week maybe in the next couple of days,just as soon as I get enough entries.This is one of our Officers as well Aimee the bitch you love to hate and we want to do her just as proud. Aimee So let\'s keep up the good work we have been doing already and show FYUBAR and the rest of these who\'s the BEST!

Pepperanne's Drunk Ramblings
My best friend is at boot camp becoming a Marine. I miss him soo much, but I'm glad that he is doing what will make him happy. I am beginning to think I enjoy pain. Not the physical kind but the emotional. I seem to keep repeating the same patterns over and over.

About Me
Well it has been probably 5 or 6 weeks since I was last here. I have been having the worst trouble with illness, pain and other issues. My vertigo has been really bad particularly. I seen my specialist a few months ago and he did a "Nerve Block" injection in my neck in two places. Afterwards my vertigo got very intense and has stayed that way since. Every day I am fighting to stay upright. I couldnt get back in to see my doc because he was on holidays for a month. At least now I am back in to see him next week and am hoping we can figure out how to better control the bouts of spinning and the pain that is debilitating me these days. Living with Vertigo is definitely a challenge in itself but having to deal with it every day all day it gets a bit much. Add in the constant pain and tiredness; its a wonder I am still sane what with all the frustration I have recently been experiencing. My pain levels have been at an all time high. My pain medications no longer seem to

The Vacation....................
Ed and Lori went on vacation to Orlando with their three kids and Ed's parents. At the last minute Ed had to go on a business trip the week leading up to vacation which included the first night of the vacation. His firm booked his return flight direct to Orlando so he could just meet his family on the second day and enjoy the rest of his vacation. The resort they stayed in was a timeshare resort several miles from all the major theme parks that had a nice mix of amenities to attract both families and couple hoping to relax and reconnect. Having not seen his wife for a week, Ed planned for his parents to stay with the kids at night so he and Lori could take in some of the night life in the area, including the hot tubs at the resort. On his first night there, Ed got the kids off to bed while Lori made herself a drink. When he joined her after the kids were asleep she told him that the night before she went to one of the hot tubs that were open late hoping to unwind. She went on to say t

I Believe
Birth Certificate shows that we were born. A Death Certificate shows that we died. Pictures show that we lived! Have a seat . . . Relax . . . And read this slowly. I Believe... That just beca use two people argue, it doesn't mean they don't love each other. And just because they don't argue, it doesn't mean they do love each other.. I Believe... That we don't have to change friends if we understand that friends change. I Believe... That no matter how good a friend is, they're going to hurt you every once in a while and you must forgive them for that. I Believe... That true friendship continues to grow, even over the longest distance. Same goes for true love. I Believe... That you can do something in an instant that will give you heartache for life. I Believe... That it's taking me a long time to become the person I want to be. I Believe.. That you should always leave loved ones with loving words. It

Dedicated To My Ex Wife
Why do nice guys finish last? (not that I am that nice, just curious). I was brought up in a time and place where you didn't hit your woman or any woman for that matter, or disrespect them. By todays standards thats all wrong and the wuss way out, by todays standards you should be rude to them, speak down to them, and in general treat them like dirt. Ladies say they want the nice guy, but soon as you treat them nice and go the extra mile they say they want you to, they treat you like you're a walking disease and go after the rude crude ass-hole that treats her like shit or whatever, doesn't do "womans work, aka" housework. So, I know how to do my own laundry and dishes and clean my own mess up, does that make me the wimp? Does buying a rose on the way home for my woman make me a wuss? Does telling my woman "no don't worry about the dishes tonite, I'll do them", make me less of a man? I'm just curious is all But if any of you ladies out there can answer this Please drop me a line, What

Ty To All My Friends, Family, And The Shadow Levelers!
I WOULD LIKE TO THANK EACH AND EVERYONE OF YOU, BUT I'M AFRAID TO MISS SOMEONE, OR MAY TAKE ME ALL DAY TO GET EVERYONE! EVEN THEN, CHANCES ARE I WOULD MISS ONE. SO I'M SENDING ONE MESSAGE TO ALL OF YOU THROUGH THIS BLOG. WHEN I STARTED OUT TODAY I THOUGHT WOW WOULD BE NICE IF I COULD LEVEL. BUT I KNEW NO WAY I HAD WAYYYYYYYY TO MUCH TO EVER ACCOMPLISH THIS. YOU ALL HAVE SHOWED ME THAT NOTHING IS IMPOSSIBLE IF PEOPLE SET THEIR MINDS TO IT. MY LITTLE GUARDIAN TODAY SHOWED ME SHE WAS DETERMIND NO MATTER WHAT. FOR THIS I WILL FOREVER BE IN DEBT TO YOU ALL. THIS ALL COULDN'T HAVE BEEN DONE WITHOUT ORGANIZATION, FRIENDS, AND ALOTTTTTTA LOVE. MY DAY STARTED OUT TO BE THE CRAPIEST EVER. I GOT CALLED INTO WORK, MY SON IS AT ARMY BASIC TRAINING, MY KID WAS AT WORK ALL THAT WAS LEFT WAS MY DOGS LOL. SO WASN'T SO BAD GOING IN. THEN I SAW SOMEONE POP ON MY PAGE AND I THOUGHT OMG IT'S GOING TO HAPPEN! SURE ENOUGH THE RATES STARTED OUT AS 1 PERSON, THEN LITTLE WHILE LATER ANOTHER THEN WHAMMM

Appologies
I won't say I'm sorry for what I said, because I meant it and it's the truth. Levelers are not getting any return on levelups and I was making a point. That point, for now, has been made. I will, however, stick to my statement of not being on Godfather or higher level ups until I myself get there. It's a matter of principal now, I stick to my word. What I am sorry for is any grief I may have caused my friends. I never meant to cause problems. Also, several have asked why my most recent thank you blog is private. Any private blogs are either just stupid test codes or a bulletin in progress that will be open when the time comes.

Just When U Think U Heard It All
Just when I thought I heard it all, some guy called me a dude lol Go look at the comment he left on my pic... Just when you think you heard it all. http://www.fubar.com/photo.php?u=1629594&albumid=0&i=1083526031 damn futards lol

New Diet
Are you always looking for a new diet. Trouble is that you either don't get enough to eat(starvation diet), any variation(liquid diet) or go broke(all-meat diet). So, people either cheat or quit after 3 days. Now-the new Toddler Miracle Diet. Most two-year olds are trim. Now the formula to their success is here for all. Consult your doctor before starting this diet, otherwise you may be seeing him afterward. Good Luck! DAY 1 Breakfast: A scrambled egg, piece of toast with grape jelly. Eat 2 bites of egg, using your fingers; dump rest on the floor. Take 1 bite of toast, then smear the jelly over your face & clothes. Lunch: 4 crayons(any color), a handful of potato chips & a glass of milk(3 sips only; spill the rest). Dinner: A dry stick, 2 pennies & a nickel, 4 sips of flat Sprite. Bedtime snack: Throw toast on kitchen floor. DAY 2 Breakfast: Pick up & eat stale toast from kitchen floor. Drink 1/2 bottle of vanilla extract or 1 vial of vegetable dye. Lunch: 1/2 tube of Pul

Droppin' Knowledge
So I'm new to this whole thing, but I figured i should write a little something so that you can get an idea of who I am and not just judge by my pic. My name's Trevor, I'm from VA, but I'm currently stationed in the shithole desert known as Iraq. I am a special forces Marine and this is my 3rd tour of duty (not by choice, I was supposed to be out after the last one, but i got stop lossed...freakin Bush). I'm pretty easy-going, but while I'm over here my favorite past time is kicking ass and taking names...or not...I have a strict shoot first...don't ask questions policy. I like sports, especially basketball and football, and I can always get into a good book...anyway, I'm rambling now so I'ma wrap it up. I look forward to getting to know you all...peace for now!

Masters Slut Ii...............
-Are You a slut, Kitten-? His dark eyes locked with mine, as His voice calmly spoke. I had no idea what to answer Him, because I was not only a slut. I was also a lady and a playful girl in a perfect blend with the hungry and sensuous slut. He looked at me and smiled -Answer my question in this way, then; I want you - today - to prove to me and to yourself what a hungry, wicked slut she is. Email me the ... results. My eyes widened as I heard those words. My first task, my first assignment from One I know has a lot of power over me. From One that both frightens me and entices me...because of that power – and One that I simply need to obey – because it is the right thing to do...at least in this stage of my life...a stage of exploring, learning and finding out more about who and what I am. Hungry, wicked slut...indeed. When I go wet just by seeing You ~ when I balance on the edge of a release merely by a gaze from Your eyes or a light touch from Your hands...I am most certa

~yoda~ My Alley In The Force
"Once you start down the dark path, forever will it dominate your destiny, consume you it will..." Yoda- "A Jedi's strength flows from the Force." Yoda- 1. Stop by and rate my folder of Yoda. When you are done rating, leave a comment letting me know if the Force is with you or if you are on the dark side. Start here: 2. Rate, Fan, Add, and Comment each person on the train. If you are already friends with someone, check to make sure you have re-rated him/her and leave a comment using your favorite quote from Yoda. 3.Private message me when you have completed rating each rider and I will add you to the train. 4.When new people join the train... You must rate/fan/add/comment them back... DO NOT just ACCEPT the friend request 5.Repost the bulletin so it can be seen by as many people as possible. 6.NO DRAMA... You agreed to the rules... So, be sure you follow through... No cheating... Please... **************************

Auction
I'm up for AUCTION! Come place your bid!!!! Auction will run from 5pm Fu-Time Sunday March 1st and ends at 5pm Fu-Time Sunday March 8th. Don't forget to F/A/R the host while you're there! ~~ stormwoman~~"owned by TEDDY T."@ fubar

Pimped!!
Say hello to my leetle friend! ERM… I mean… Say hello to my new OWNER!! Dakota21220 He loves to perv on pages… erm I mean, rate pics. He’s a bling whore… erm I mean, he’s a very generous man. He’s a HUGE flirt… erm I mean, he’s great to talk to. He’s a big kid… erm I mean, he’s got a great sense of humor. What I REALLY mean is that he’s just an all around great guy. He’s one of the few people that I can truly call a friend. I am blessed to have his friendship and now have him as my Fu-Owner. So, stop by and show him some love before these girls ravage him useless. Then again… he IS Superman!! This Proper Pimp Out brought to you with love by: ~Dusty~

Im In The Battle Of The Sexs Auction
Hey all its dj tazman . Im in the battle of the sexs auction and need rates and bids . The one with the most rates gets a bling pack so if you cant bid please rate . The last one i was in was doin good but was canceled for reason that i couldnt control . so here is ur chance to get in those bids . i am offering 1. fu owned for 2 weeks 2. rate pix durring hh 3. i will make 2 morphs of ur choice 4. added to top friends i will add more stuff for the right price , so please start ur bidding and thank you in advance . just click on the pic below to take you straight to it

Christmas Blues
I have decided again for the second year in a row that I am not putting up a christmas tree. I always celebrate christmas at my parents home and at my father's sisters home. I know I know some of you are probably thinking about the fact that I have a little guy and should put the tree up for him, but he's 2 people all he's gonna do is destroy it or knock it over about 100 times or try to eat things off of it. The last time I put was the year that I had my son and I only did it because my younger brother,who lived with me at the time and is obsessed with christmas, insisted that we put up a tree. Needless to say with all the hustle and bustle of being thrown into the job of being a single mother my tree was up until well after Easter that year. So some of you may thinkn that I am a Grinch but NO TREE. My son and I will enjoy the tree decorating on the 23rd with my mother, my brother, his wife and daughter so he's not missing out on anything except taking it down. I have a 2 year old lit

The Real Me
i don't know who i am at all. i'm trying to figure this out but i don't know how. i've lost my way in life and i don't know how to get it back. i pray, hope, and wish for someone to help me but i don't think and/or know of anyone who can. the only way i can ever talk about how i feel anymore is through writing. because i don't want to hurt myself and confide in anyone because i don't know i can trust anyone.

Questions
Your Name: Age: Favorite position: 1. Do you think I'm cute?. 2. Would you have sex with me? 3. lights on or off? 4. Would you have to be drunk? 5.Would you take a shower with me? 6.Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 7.Would you leave after or stay the night? 8.Do you like cuddling afterwards? 9.Condom or skin? 10. Have sex on the first date? 11.Would you kiss me during sex? 12.Do you think I would be good in bed? 13. Would you use me as a booty call? 14.Can I use you as a booty call? 15.Can we take pictures of the act? 16.How long would we have sex? 17.Would you tell your friends about me? 18.Would you want me for a b/f , g/f or friend? 19.Will you post this so I can fill it out for you? 20. One thing that you would like to do to me if you were alone with me?

A Single Breath
A single breath So instinctive Needed to live Is denied her A tight ribbon Constricted neck As she struggles The cuffs tethered Almost no slack And tries to draw Her mouth agape Nary a sound A single breath

Life
My Life is a good one I guess I have a son who calls me his mom. I am But I want something more in my life I want a REAL MAN to love me for me and not for what I can offer. If you read this message me. Love, Angel!

Little Moments
today is the day to live for yesterday has passed us by smile when you want to scream laugh though your dying inside all those little moments that you thought were bad and wished would soon be over have since come to pass seek out your own path live the life thats in your dreams reality is as you percieve it and things are never what they seem and just when you thought you knew yourself way down to what you hide one little thing changes that makes you open up and try

Soul
Close your eyes to see with your heart close your ears to hear with your heart forget your mind and think with your heart for your heart will see when your eyes fail and your heart will hear when the voices are confused your heart has the answers when your mind falls short remember your heart for it is the key to love remember all love for love is the key to your soul remember your soul for it is your foundation

Strength And Courage
it takes strength to be firm it takes courage to be gentle it takes strength to stand guard it takes courage to let down your guard it takes strength to be certain it takes courage to have doubt it takes strength to fit in it takes courage to stand out it takes strength to feel a friends pain it takes courage to feel your own pain it takes strength to hide your own pains it takes courage to show them it takes strength to endure abuse it takes courage to stop it it takes strength to stand alone it takes courage to lean on another it takes strength to survive it takes courage to live it takes strength to love it takes courage to be loved

Hmmmmmmm
Random thought of today- Before you decide to go on the road to self discovery think about the consequences. You could be opening Pandora's box. And instead of finding yourself you could completely lose yourself. For the first time you find someone to live for, someone to breathe for, someone to be yourself for and you fuck it up. For the first time you can't breathe until you hear them say hello, until they are back into your arms, until they are forever in your heart and you keep fucking it up. For the first time you catch yourself smiling because your mind is on them, because no matter how bad the day is you know you get to see them, because they make you feel like you belong and you fucked it up. For the first time you realize that this is it, you want this feeling forever, you beg God to let you feel this way until the day you die and you realize.... YOU'RE A FUCK UP if you cant ever forgive yourself because you've done the worst, then

The Fallen Dragon
hey everyone i just want to let people that THE FALLEN DRAGON didnt close i just moved it to the fallen dragons profile i will be posting the link here so that you all can come back and rejoin and have some free drinks on the house. we are looking for all staff esp djs and promoters if interested please stop by and see me,D,or badgirl thanks guys.:) http://www.fubar.com/new_lounge.php?lid=65266

Life
It takes only one drink to get me drunk. The trouble is, I can't remember if it's the thirteenth or the fourteenth." "Happiness? A good cigar, a good meal, a good cigar and a good woman - or a bad woman; it depends on how much happiness you can handle." "Relationships are all about honesty. If you can fake that, you've got it made." "Whiskey is by far the most popular of all remedies that won't cure a cold." "Ninety percent I'll spend on good times, women and Irish Whiskey. The other ten percent I'll probably waste." If you think you know the secret of life stop and ask your bartender how many drinks you have had before you share it. Why is it the more people drink the smarter they think they are? boozes are like women get a little and you want more get a lot you get a head ache.

Juggalo
listen up everyone who needs to care i am lookin for all juggalo family members. that includes juggalos and juggaletts. pass it on to ur friends everybody. facepaint or none family is family i want to bring everyone together.

Life
Danny Girlhttp://b.pcc2.fubar.com/86/98/4938968/tn_2624814181.jpg">@ fubar why is it win you go to women's house at 2 aclock in the morning they allways asumma your wanting sex win all you want is to go out and have fun or stay in an talk

Stop The Democrats Plans For The Free Market
Thirty-eight years ago, the federal government nationalized passenger rail lines, creating the National Railroad Passenger Corporation, better known as Amtrak. At the time, it was expected to be profitable within three years. Almost 4 decades later, the original $340 million investment of public funds has grown to $30 billion, with no profitability in sight. Last

Are You The Same As Me
Greetings Are you in a situation you can't get out of for financial, kids, family or other personal reasons? Do you look back at the years and ask why? Do you have a need in your heart for romance again? Do you miss the warmth and caring that is gone? Have you realized that the only way you might find some happiness is an affair? Do you feel the same as I do? I love sexual pleasure, especially giving it, well, let me be honest- I crave sexual pleasure. I consider myself handsome, healthy, full of energy, and not shy at all about exploring and trying new things. I do believe that I've done it all because I am also not selfish at all, but who knows? So, I've decided to look for someone who is perhaps, in the same situation as I am. Someone who is looking only to experience something that has been missing in her life, and just wants to feel alive again, and wanted, needed by someone, with all the romance and affection.. Let me kiss your precious lips, caress your soft face, cuddle

I Still Remember
I still remember the worldFrom the eyes of a childSlowly those feelingsWere clouded by what I know nowWhere has my heart goneAn uneven trade for the real worldOh I... I want to go back toBelieving in everything Yet knowing nothing at allI still remember the sunAlways warm on my backSomehow it seems colder now

Done With It
THERE COMES A POINT IN A PERSON'S LIFE WHERE ALL THE DRAMA, CHILDISH, PETTY BULLSHIT NEEDS TO STOP!! SAYING YOU HATE THIS PERSON OR HOLD A GRUDGE ON THIS ONE AND THAT ONE, DON'T YOU THINK IT'S TIME TO JUST LET IT ALL GO? I MEAN LOOK AT YOUR SITUATION CLOSELY..HOW'S IT WORKING FOR YOU? BEING A STUPID IMMATURE DUMBASS GETS YOU NO WHERES. YOU ONLY MAKE YOURSELF LOOK LIKE A COMPLETE IDIOT WHEN YOU CHOSE TO BE SO COMPLETELY IGNORANT AND CHILDISH.

What???
A German company has invented a marvelous new bikini that disappears once a girl puts it on and takes a swim. The sexy swimsuit disappears by dissolving in water, leaving a woman completely nude and embarrassed. The sexy black swimsuit looks like a real bikini, feels like a real bikini and fits like a real bikini. The only difference is it’s made from a material that completely melts away after a few seconds in water. The bikini is sending men in Germany wild as it disappears completely after just a few seconds in water.But the sexy swim-wear has outraged killjoy women's rights campaigners.Women's rights campaigner, Rosmarie Zapfl, told the Austrian Times: "It is an absolute insult to women that this has been invented."The dissolvable bikini, found on www.racheshop.de, is being sold as the perfect present for dumped boyfriends who want to get their own back after a break-up. ------------------------------------------------------------------------------ What do you think of th

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Me
I'm Benjamin you can call me ben or benjie your choice. I love music more than anything. In a band well not anymore we are about to break up and i'm going to school. I'm 20 go to concerts all the time have met a lot of famous musicians and talk to some of them. I love my life very much. And i'm here looking for friends fun or something more we shall see. Ich Liebe Du

Jesse Bauer
Jesse u died on sept 1st. it has been so hard and your mom and rich, as well as every one else. i can't under stand how u could do this to us adn i don[t think i ever will. We know you are looking down on us and keeping all of us safe jus like you would if you where still here. we will almays love you JESSE HENRY BAUER.

Everything You'll Ever Need To Know About The Penis
The Mighty Penis that can Sell! Commercialized PenisesThe Thins Penis: Cos it's not as thick as someThe Magnum Penis: Can you remember your first one?The Nicole Kidman Penis: To Die ForThe Minties Penis: It's moments like these you need...The Wrigley's Extra Penis: Flavour that lasts and lastsThe Canon Penis: Now you canThe St George Penis: You know where you standThe Saab Penis: Beyond the conventionalThe Sorbent Penis: Thicker and softerThe digital Penis: Whatever it takesThe Hyundai Penis: All day every dayThe Peugot Penis: Engineered to be enjoyedThe Pantene Penis: It won't happen overnight, but it will happen.The M&M Penis: Melts in your mouth, not in your handThe Flake Penis: It crumbles and melts in your mouthThe Hungry Jack's Penis: Ooh I love a whopperSpice Up Your Sex Life!

Wind Power
So during tonights Fox 25 nightly news at 9. There was a report from some people bitching about wind farms going up on land near their houses. Yes I will agree that currently there is no laws regulating how close a wind farm can be to someone else's property, but the underlying issue here is that these individuals are upset that they are not reciving a roylaty check from the company.

Poetry That Intrigues Me
You are my only one,Above or below the sun As I meet your deep eyes,We connect with a depth I cannot disguise. My dark angel,Sweet at heart but with wings of power,I am entranced in this moonlight hour,The more we are together, our love empowers, With lips so tender and nectar sweet,And dark hair all but neat,I listen dearly for your hearts solid beat,And silently bask in your comforting body heat. My one true wish is that we could stay,Never be separated for a single day, Take me with you If you may,With your mighty love sweep me away.

Random Jottings
I guess I'm supposed to write something here. I really don't have anything fantastic to talk about at the moment. Sorry. I'll think of something eventually. I have writers block at the moment..... *annoyed sigh* Glory to you, O Lord Ganesha!Born of Parvati, daughter of the Himalayas, and the great Shiva. O Lord of compassion, you have a single tusk, four arms, A vermilion mark of on your forehead, and ride on a mouse. People offer you betel leaves, blossoms, fruits And sweets, while saints and seers worship you. Glory to you, O Lord Ganesha!Born of Parvati, daughter of the Himalayas, and the great Shiva. You bestow vision on the blind, chastened body on the leprous, Children on the sterile, and wealth on the destitute. We pray to thee day and night, please bestow success upon us.Glory to you, O Lord Ganesha!Born of Parvati, daughter of the Himalayas, and the great Shiva.

Poetry
I see youyou're in my dreamsmy thoughtsmy fantasiesYou are the sunshine on a rainy dayYou are the peaceful smile of deathYou are a child's golden laughtera mother's loving gazeI see youI hear youI feel youYou are my joymy warmthmy one true loveYou make every day a treasureYou are my life's breath

Easter
Easter eggs, also called Paschal eggs,are decorated eggs that are often given to celebrate Easter or springtime. As such, Easter eggs are common during the season of Eastertide (Easter season). The oldest tradition is to use dyed and painted chicken eggs, but a modern custom is to substitute chocolate eggs, or plastic eggs filled with confectionery such as jelly beans. Eggs, in general, were a traditional symbol of fertility, and rebirth. In Christianity, for the celebration of Eastertide, Easter eggs symbolize the empty tomb of Jesus. Though an egg appears to be like the stone of a tomb, a bird hatches from it with life; similarly, the Easter egg, for Christians, is a reminder that Jesus rose from the grave, and that those who believe will also experience eternal life

The Life And Time Of Rob M.
Well I have been working so hard these last 3 months but I have passed the GED test. Thank God!! If there was one thing I would tell anyone is to graduate High school. It gets so hard the older you get. Although there were five people in my class and they all have been in there for a year and I did it in 1 1/2 months. So that makes me feel pretty dam good. The worst thing about that is there still in the class.

Shay
you all say that i'm pretty or i'm beautiful but why is it that when i ask for help raiseing my level no one really helps? but when but when someone else does it no gonna say any names you all run to her rescue? if any of you have any insite to why this is then let me know I would realy like to know shayshay

My Issue With...
Today I sat and watched the news for hours as a hostage standoff went on in Colorado yet again. There is a fight between muslims and christians.... and everyone asks for a maricle. How can we sit and say that we are fighting a war on terror when we can't even protect our own children. I was sitting down with my family the other night having a discussion about the reasons that we are over in Iraq. It is funny that I see things in a completely different light, then my family. Maybe it is because I am one of the ones that stands behind the weapon, that I serve my country. Listen this is for all those that have never served their country. We, The Soldiers, are doing what it is that we are trained to do. We signed a contract to serve, even unto death, this country, its freedoms, and yes even our President. I know that many do not agree with decisions made by our government, but think about the position that the President, Congress, Senate, even the Leaders of our Armed Services are in.

Wow
isn't it crazy, that we've come so far in civilization,yet,being without 1 thing like "electricity", throws us back to primative times. clerk can't ring you up because they don't know how to function the register without it. all electric gas pumps,locks,safes,everything that we use in our house,right now,every day. how would you do without it? yea, you would probably say, "yes i could deal with it if i had to", but could you? think about it,almost every 5 steps (unless you are in the grassy fields of IRELAND) you are using something electrically charged. i know , i know , it could'nt happen, right? but if it did..................... something to think about...(at least for 5 secs.)

Blog, Blog, Blog......
Why do people, especially smelly ones, feel that they need to be 3 fuckin inches from my face when they speak to me. I had a guy come into my store this morning spoutin off some CRAZY shit about buyin out Sony. He cut me off from my only escape and proceeded to back me into a corner. I was alone in the store at the time. "You seem trustworthy, you seem very smart." He expelled from his mouth. The stench of morning breath and cigarettes weigh heavy in the air I was trying to choke into my lungs so I wouldn't pass out from lack of oxygen. He went on and on about his screen which he was trying to get passed the patent department, and how I should jump on board and be an investor. Yeah, buddy, I'm gonna fork my hard earned money over to the original barfly in hopes for a payoff of my wildest dreams. As he rambled on. He was in awe of my attentiveness. Truth be told I was staring right through him. I was thinking of anything BUT what he was saying. A blow job, A hot stripper. Hell, I was

Myths...tales...and Other Folklore...
You scored as You are an Angel of Beauty. You are an Angle of Beauty. You seek all those things which are visually appealing as well as those that are beautiful on the inside!Angel of Light56%You are an innocent Angel56%You are an Angel of Beauty56%You are an Angel of Pain38%You are half Fallen/ half Light Angel!31%What kind of Angel are you??(PICS)created with QuizFarm.com Which Egyptian God or Goddess do you represent? (Pictures!) Ma'at, Goddess of Order, Harmony, and TruthMa'at was the goddess of physical and moral law in Egypt, of order and truth. She was not much of a goddess, but more of a concept. She was what was right;

Goal-weight Be Gone!
Well....I'm just letting everyone know that I've been too big way too long! SOOOO....I've started on a diet and a really great workout plan and I'm going to slim down. Figured why wait till New Years to make such a goal, so here I go! If anyone wants to join me, just let me know! Here is a before pic of me! Cross your fingers for ME! GO ME! GO!

Info/updates/general Stuff
posted some really great photos of the town in Alaska that I'm from. They are really awesome....and I only say that because I was NOT the photographer for any of them. lol!! Have a look if you'd like.

I Agree With This One So I Decided To Post It Here!
YOU CAN'T STEAL MY CHRISTMAS Poem by Sharon Steege I don't know who they are Saying I can't greet the crowd The way that I want to Can't say CHRISTMAS out loud. I walk into a business place See things that I'd rather not see But dare I not say CHRISTMAS And ask for a "holiday" tree. What happened to freedom of speech And living in the land of the free How can they take my CHRISTMAS money But can't say MERRY CHRISTMAS to me. Men and women have given their lives So we could still go free I wonder how they would feel At saying "HOLIDAY" TREE. Come on AMERICA let's wake up Don't let our freedom escape If they get by with doing this What else will they take. This is starting to get out of hand, And I've begun to keep track Well I've just about had enough I'M TAKING CHRISTMAS BACK. So MERRY CHRISTMAS AMERICA I hope this gets all over the net If we all stand united and take freedom back 'Twill be our best CHRISTMAS YET!

Got Bored
after work last night my roommate an i were bored an decided to watch movies witch lasted till 430 in the morning well somewhere in the middle of it i decided i wanted more piercinfs on my ears so i pierced a hole in both my ears yay!!! now i'm up to13 piercings! thinkn bout piercing one more hole in em tonight if i'm bored again

Fun With Bettie!!!
I have to come clean with you all. I am here to make new friends and to HELP MY BAND IF I CAN!!! I hope that none of you are pissed that I whore my band on here and that you will take it for what it is. I wall talk to anyony who wants to talk to me at anytime that I am on!! I love all the people that have commented on my pics and page. Please feel free to chat with me anytime. I love all of you!!! BASS BETTIE

Thoughts And Other Things I Want To Pass Along
Awesome letter...especially the last line. > >> > >> > >> > >> This was written by my husband, Aaron, who is > >> currently deployed to Iraq, in defense of a recent > comment made by Senator John Kerry. Pass it > >> along, it might inspire someone else to speak up! > >> > >> Yesterday John Kerry said, "You know education, if > >> you make the most of it, you study hard, you do your > homework, and you make an effort to be > >> smart, you can do well, and if you don't, you get > >> stuck in Iraq" > >> > >> So I wrote him a letter: > >> > >> I am a Sergeant in the United States Marine Corps. I > >> am currently on my second tour in Iraq, a tour in > which I volunteered for. I speak Arabic > >> and Spanish and I plan to tackle Persian Farsi soon. > >> I have a Bachelors and an Associates Degree and > between deployments I am pursuing an M.B.A. > >> In college I was a member of several academic honor > >> societies, including the Golden Key Honor

The Word Poetry Reminds Me Of Emo... Therefore..this Isnt Poetry (:
Reaching out for a hand that isnt willing to be grasped giving your heart to one that shares not the same too scared to share your deepest thoughts and feelings Yet not able to explain in words that they can understand coming from the right and they seeing the left situations of too many that he can't overcome and cope Being the wrong one at the wrong time Comparing yourself to those he loves and loved Just to be heard and seen in some sort of fashion getting his negative attn is all i seem to get..where and why where did i go wrong and who am i to him why doesnt he see me..as the one he saw and met before I am the same..no different... life, love, hate, and detest have changed i have to overcome this battle for he has moved on Making it clear his heart has no interest in developing within mine and yet i seem not to be able to let go as he has done to me His happiness is what makes his world his time his life and his love his inte

Donna's Blog
Hi, everyone on cherrytap my name is Donna I'm 42 years old.I have three kids, my son Eddie is 23 my daughter Diane is 20,& Ember is 16.I have a son-in-law Dave & I have a boyfriend Mike to whom I love very much and would not trade him in for nothing. I have two grandbabies, my son's daughter Alyssa witch is two & my daughter Dine & dave's new little man whom was born on halloween morning of 2006 , was born 1/2 hour after my birthday how cool is that .So bye for now till next time.

Tis The Season!
Well I guess since this will be my first message as a new member here Id like to say happy holidays, merry xmas, and a happy new year. If anyone is in Austin and has any ideas for a fun time for newyears let me know....

Interracial Cpls
ANYONE HAVE ANY THOUGHTS ABOUT WHY YOU SEE ALOT OF BLACK GUYS WITH WHITE GIRLS AND YOU DONT SEE MANY BLACK WOMEN WITH WHITE GUYS? I MEAN ITS NOT ANY DIFFERENT .IN GREENVILLE SOUTH CAROLINA WHERE I LIVE YOU FIGURE YOUD SEE IT MORE BUT I GET ALOT OF TURN DOWNS AND STRANGE LOOKS WHEN I ASK A BLACK WOMAN OUT.WHO KNOWS MAYBE IM DOIN SOMETHING WRONG OR MAYBE THOSE THAT ARENT OK WITH IT LET SOCIETY DICTATE THEM TOO MUCH..

Cadillacs And Pinup Girls
im a fan of both i have an 89 deville and think betti paige is the sexiest and the most well known pin up around.let me know your pinup favs and we can build a photo blog guys and gals need response not gender bias. any 1 have a preference of using a peirced member opposed to an un one.and if so whats your age group?im surveying.

1st Blog
Ive never really blogged befor, I dont really know what to say, I'm still trying to figure this website out its a lil confusing, but after awhile I'm sure I'll get the hang of it, so anyways, whats up pple that read this

Who Has A Crush On Me
im cureious to know who on here has a crush on me i noticed on my profile that i have a crush on me so im cureious to know who it is so if this is you please tell me i would like to know well much love to my peeps peace

hope everyone has a good valintimes day, to me it is just another day for me to give my kids something special. now i hope to find me something special, or should i say someone special i guess time tells everything you all have a good one

Author Unknown
I found this poem and gave it to my grandmother over 5 years ago when my grandfather passed away and it touched me so i wanted to share it...idk who wrote it or the title but it still brings tears to my eyes.... I stood by your bed last nite, I came to take a peep. I could see you were crying, you found it hard to sleep. I whispered to you softly, as you brushed away a tear, "its me, I haven't left you, I'm well, I'm fine, I'm here." I was close to you at breakfast, I watched you pour the tea, you were thinking of the many times you passed that cup to me. I was with you at the shops today, your arms were getting sore, I longed to take your parcels, I wished I carried more. I was with you at my grave today, you tend it with such care, I wanted to reassure you that I am not lying there. I walked with you towards the house as you fumbled for your key, I gently put my hand on yours, I smiled and said "its me." we both went in, you looked so tired and you sank in to your cha

* Beautiful *
* Have a beautiful night / morning & day * * For all thoughts and feelings which may * * Bless you with of serene dreams * * In the enlightenened radiance and illuminating light beams -- * * May you be touched by the kiss of bliss and love! * * As is below, So is above * * For all which gleams * * Like stars moonlit in the night or the radiance so pure of star/sun light beams ! * * ... for all are one and one for all - * * I seed the deed to gestate and breed the need for this BEAUTIFUL CALL: * * Of all nature, of all that is, ever was, has been and will be * in our collective free fall: * * that which deems our dreams turned reality and our reality turned dreams ! * * ALL we see and seem is but a dream within a dream. * ********************************************************************************************* Thanks to my FRIEND & SISTER CHOUMISSA - here is the translation in DUTCH: **********************************************************************************

Life
Life is too short, grudges are a waste of perfect happiness, laugh when you can, apologize when you should, and let go of what you can't change. love deeply and and forgive quickly, take chances..give everything, and have NO regrets. Life is too short to be unhappy, you have to take the good with the bad, smile when your sad, love what you got, and NEVER forget what you had. always forgive but never forget, learn from your mistakes but never regret, people change and things go wrong, but always remember... LIFE GOES ON!!......... Life is too short, grudges are a waste of perfect happiness, laugh when you can, apologize when you should, and let go of what you can't change. love deeply and and forgive quickly, take chances..give everything, and have NO regrets. Life is too short to be unhappy, you have to take the good with the bad, smile when your sad, love what you got, and NEVER forget what you had. always forgive but never forget, learn from your mistakes but never regret, people ch

Just A Few Jokes I Wanted To Share
Just a few jokes to get your day started off with a bright smile and a few good laughs and hope everyone has a great day and ty all for being my friend and here are the jokes my friend sent to me and I wanted to share with all of you and hope you love them as much as I loved sharing them. Q. Why did God create woman? A. To carry semen from the bedroom to the toilet. Q. How do you annoy your girlfriend during sex? A. Call her. Q. What should you do if your girlfriend starts smoking? A. Slow down and use a lubricant. Q. Why does the bride always wear white? A. Because it's good for the dishwasher to match the stove and refrigerator. Q. How do you turn a fox into an elephant? A. Marry it! Q. What is the difference between a battery and a woman? A. A battery has a positive side. Q. What's the difference between your wife and your job? A. After 10 years the job still sucks. Q. Do you know why they call it the Wonder Bra? A. When you take it off, you won

Happy St. Patrick's Day
I hope everyone has a great St. Patrick's Day. Between going to Mass, and confession hehe, I will be cooking and having a good time with family and friends. I know, it's hard to believe this sinner goes to mass.. I am an enigma. I will be making colcannon, and pulling the spiced beef out of the fridge. The soda bread is done. (you will have to go look those up, or msg me for the recipes). For most people, who have no idea Who St. Patrick was.. http://www.history.com/minisite.do?content_type=Minisite_Generic&content_type_id=859&display_order=1&mini_id=1082 St. Patrick, the patron saint of Ireland, is one of Christianity's most widely known figures. But for all his celebrity, his life remains somewhat of a mystery. Many of the stories traditionally associated with St. Patrick, including the famous account of his banishing all the snakes from Ireland, are false, the products of hundreds of years of exaggerated storytelling. May you never make an enemy When you could ma

Masters Play Time
I had just gotten out of the shower and was drying off when I heard a creak from the living room. It had been raining and extremely windy when I'd stepped into the shower so I just figured the old house was moving with the wind. As I put my night shirt and panties on, I thought I heard another creak but dismissed it as well since I knew you had gone to work and I had locked the door after you left. After brushing my hair and putting it up, I made my way down the hall toward my bedroom, turning off all the lights. I could see the candle light from the candle I'd lit before you woke up. I had just blown it out to go to bed, when I was grabbed from behind. I was yanked up and opened my mouth to ward whomever had grabbed me but a hand suddenly covered my mouth. I started to struggle to get away but the arm at my waist tightened with surprising strength and the hand that was covering my mouth moved my head to one side, exposing my neck. I felt their breath on my neck as they whispered

Wanna Have Some Fun
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Froggie
GOOD MORNING, WELCOME TO THE UNITED STATES OF AMERICA . Press "1" for English. Press "2" to disconnect until you learn to speak English And remember only two defining forces have ever offered to die for you, Jesus Christ And the American Soldier. One died for your soul, The other for your freedom.

Maddie Day 15
Millions To See Madeleine FA Cup Video A video of missing Madeleine McCann will be broadcast during today's FA Cup Final to an estimated worldwide audience of half a billion people Madeleine's parents have repeated their firm belief that their daughter will be found. The website set up to help trace the four year-old has now received 75 million hits. The two-minute video features images of the missing four-year-old set to the soundtrack of the Simple Minds hit Don't You Forget About Me. Players from both Manchester United and Chelsea have already made televised appeals for help. Last night Kate and Gerry McCann attended an evening church service in Praia da Luz. They stood together holding candles as they prayed for their daughter's return. Mr and Mrs McCann were given the lights by girls from the village of Praia Da Luz, Portugal, where Madeleine was snatched more than two weeks ago. Accompanied by friends and family, they stood quietly in the Church of

The Story Behind The Song Taps
Here is something Every American should know. Until I read this, I didn't know, but I checked it out and it's true: We in the United States have all heard the haunting song, "Taps." It's the song that gives us that lump in our throats and usually tears in our eyes. But, do you know the story behind the song? If not, I think you will be interested to find out about its humble beginnings. Reportedly, it all began in 1862 during the Civil War, when Union Army Captain Robert Ellicombe was with his men near Harrison's Landing in Virginia . The Confederate Army was on the other side of the narrow strip of land. During the night, Captain Ellicombe heard the moans of a soldier who lay severely wounded on the field. Not knowing if it was a Union or Confederate soldier, the Captain decided to risk his life and bring the stricken man back for medical attention Crawling on his stomach through the gunfire, the Captain reached the stricken soldier and began pu

Woooohoooo !!!!
Where are all the nice ladies from my area??? I want someone honest, mature, fun loving, outgoing, adventurous, exciting, compasionate,sexy, loving, romantic maybe Im asking too much...if you have 1/2 theses qualities we might get along. A little money wouldnt hurt either. ...lmfao...

The Soldier's Thought
the soldier's thought the bands have now started playing their drums rolling out marshall beats arms have been polished and sharpened soon violence and soldiers will meet the hardships of living these battles will slip into a comfortable state deprivations that will come tomorrow are the comforts we cling to today the closeness that we will grow into is a bond that few brothers can know the heartache of missing our loved ones and the sadness from losing our own for this none of us here are heros just brothers who've taken a stand we don't fight for medals of laurels but for freedoms and rights due to man across fields of danger we'll look out see the foes that we must overcome knowing full well when it's over too many will never come home the tears of a wife newly widowed the questions a small child will ask are the cost of these wars we go into are the hardest parts of these tasks when we've returned from this battle don't greet us with cheers a

My Lady Friend/ My Best Friend
You can never be with her You will never be with her She was always with someone else She will always be with those others She is never treated the way you think she deserves to be treated She has always been hurt, exploited, and even abused Though never respected Never appreciated for the beautiful person she is and has always been Always pretending to be happy Though you know inside she is crying A stoic little foundation for the sake of her children She has managed to be at a distance with her emotions this long Why not Though there has been outbreaks mostly misunderstood as tantrums Though you know - how a person can hold that much in? There has to be a time when it overflows You have seen her control You have seen her potential You have kept faith for her she would overcome, persist and triumph In success and in her dreams to be realized Other then her there is only one other You think that understands you In retur

My 1st Blog
HELLO EVERYONE.HOPE YOU ALL HAVE A SAFE 4TH OF JULY.HAVE FUN.REMEBER WHAT THIS DAY REALLY MEANS OUR FREEDOM.I AM PROUD TO BE AN AMERICAN.CATCH YA ALL LATER... OKAY GUYS THIS IS MY 1ST BLOG HERE.HOPE YOU ALL ARE OKAY.I AM GREAT.JUST BEEN TRYING TO KEEP COOL.IT HAS BEEN BLAZING HOT.BEEN ENJOYING ART AND MY POETRY OTHER THEN THAT NOT TO MUCH MORE.WELL YOU ALL BE SAFE... OKAY GUYS THIS IS MY FIRST BLOG HERE.I AM NEW HERE AND AT THIS.WHAT TO WRITE ABOUT I REALLY DO NOT KNOW.SO ANYWAYS...HOPE ALL YOU ARE DOING GREAT.I KNOW I AM.IT HAS BEEN BLAZING HOT HERE AND JUST BEEN TRYING TO KEEP COOL.WELL NOT TO MUCH MORE.BE SAFE...

Jaded
Ever wonder what happens to your dreams you let go of? Recently I found myself coming full circle to the dreams I thought were lost. Yet here I sit trying to make since of it all. I guess they only come true when you yourself truely know they are a part of your identity. Only then do you come to realise that your dreams come true only if you believe in yourself. Only you can control your destiny. Dont hang your dreams on others insecurities. Be true to thy self. Ever wonder WHY? people have to lie about themselves just to get attention! Sitting here reading anothers' profile saddened my spirit. I want to scream at that particular person. Rather than waste my time all I can say is SHAME ON YOU! We all have histories some rather bleak others rather lifting. So why make up a history that if anyone truely cared for you would background check. It is fortunate I know this particular person and the whole entire truth of their being. Or I could be sucked into the lies portrayed and the iden

Crappy Poem
Here she is still an adolescent, with the desire to be content! The vicious pain she's been through, the daunting things she's some to view! Without consideration she defiles her skin, the vacant space within her still it wins! A girl whose been pummeled time and time again, to other's is genuine! An extraordinary girl yearning to be free, wondering how eccentric is she? Plaqued she speculates how she is worthless, eminent sensations of hoplessness! To surmount her anguish, her life she does not cherish! Loathing that here she must abide, she wants to go and hide!

Lovechild
Ok I know this is a stupid question but why the hell does it take hair so damn long to grow back??? Is it so much to ask that after having to chop it all off cause of stupid chemo treatment that it would grow back fast?? I hate it short... ok i'm done I just needed to gripe!

What's Up? Blessed Be!!!
Hello. I just wanted to say hello and wish you all a great day/night and hopefully you are walking on the right path and the God's and Goddesses watch over and bless you all. Love ya all. Blessed Be!!!

Libra
You’re born under the sign of Libra, which represents the element of air, or the intellect. You’re most definitely a thinker — you like to use your mind to tackle problems. Libra is the seventh sign of the zodiac, which refers to relationships of all sorts and your connection to the world around you. People know you as someone who loves to socialise. Your outgoing nature and love of communicating brilliant ideas to people around you is one of your strengths. You’re rarely at a loss for words … even on your worst day you have the gift of the gab! You not only have the ability to share your ideas in a very natural way; you also have charm in the way you convey your feelings. This is another of your very positive traits. Even people who don’t agree with what you have to say can’t resist you and will usually behave well around you — you’re simply a nice person. Your love of communication makes you an excellent mediator and negotiator. Coupled with the fact that y

Drinkin
last week i decided i would live like i did when i was in college and go out every night and have fun. well i had fun, but what the hell i spent over $900 in alcohol and food in seven nights. no wonder i was in debt to my eye balls all the time back then. that means i was spending $128.57 a night in booze and food. and it wasn't like i was ordering drinks and eating steaks i was having beer, pizza and burgers and maybe a salad. jeez i'm glad i'm not addicted to anything. except maybe warcraft, but that's only costing me 15 bucks a month. damn 900 bucks pissed away...man makes you wonder.

Intro
I just made this up when I was siting outside yesterday, it isent about anybody, but here it is Hey ho, Your a ho, and everybody knows, You suck and fuck and only make a buck, so you a ho I guesse its time ofr me to introduce myself. My best friend crytsal sent me a corona invite to here, and at first I had no idea what it was until I asked her and I joined the day after. Its a cools ite so far. So, if any of you want to get to know me better, message me. So, thats all for the intro, later

Back To School
Well, this is my first semester back to college, starting next Monday.. Here are my classes.. American Sign language 1 Childhood education Economics 1a History 17b Aerobics So this is a full course load... I won't be on line much.. all together that is 14 units ... but I am bustin my ass to get my degree as soon as possible.. next semester will be the same.. I may regret this now.. but I know I won't after its all done.. and I am majoring in Medical admin/transcription.. whichever I like more.. XOXOXOXOX

Growing Up
I'm just wondering why everyone around me is in such a hurry to grow up?!! What the F is sooo great about being grown up?! I swear i get told at least once a day that I need to grow up. I like living life the way that I do. I dont feel a need to try and live like a "grown up". I like going out every chance I get, buying things spur of the moment (even if I cant afford it). It's only money, it's not like you can take it w/ you! So why not enjoy it while I can?! Sorry, just needed to vent a lil. I feel better now.

What An Ass Part Ii
Ok so those of u that read the first part of this blog a couple weeks ago kinda know what going on..i was talkin to sum guy on here and everything was all good then wierd stuff started happening..i was erased from his friends and blocked but then added back on..so i kinda figured sumthing was goin on...so i asked him and he said sorry blabla..well as sum of u know last night i got sum comments on my page from his WIFE yes his wife..sum of u already predicted this so its of no shock...my thing is that he talks to other girls on here and i was the main one singled out and she has my phone number..so needless to say thats why im in a bad mood for those of u askin if u have any comments i would appreciate it thanks i luv u all my freinds!

Dj Buzz
NO DRAMA NO GAMES JUST GREAT TUNES AND EVEN BETTER FRIENDS!!!!COME AND GET YOUR'E SEAT WHILE YOU STILL CAN!!!CLICK ANY PIC FOR ALL REQUEST MUSIC BY SOME OF THE BEST DJ'S FUBAR HAS TO OFFER !! DO NOT LET THIS HAPPEN TO YOU THIS IS WHAT HAPPENED TO THE LAST PERSON WHO DID NOT COME IN !!! NO GAMES NO AND NO DRAMA !!! YOU REQUEST IT AND I WILL PLAY IT !!!!! CLICK THE PIC AND COME ON IN TO THE ALL NEW EXTREME "X" NOW GET YOUR'E ARSES IN HERE AND PARTY!!!!!!!!

Elisabeth Swan Halloween Costume
Elisabeth Swan Halloween Costume Shop for pirate costumes by clicking here - fulfill all your costume and party decoration needs! "If you have seen any of the Pirates of the Caribbean films, no doubt, you have marveled at Elizabeth Swann's many amazing costumes. You can wear any of the following for this Halloween. Curse of the Black Pearl - Barbossa's ""Gift"" Dress. This is the red dress that Barbossa ""gives"" to Elizabeth while on the Black Pearl. Of all the dresses that Elizabeth wears, I'd say this is the one with the least detail - though, that's not saying much as there's so much detail on the other dresses. Curse of the Black Pearl - The Hanging Dress. This is the dress that Elizabeth wore to Jack's appointment with the gallows. Dead Man's Chest - Elizabeth's Pirate Costume etc." Elisabeth Swan Halloween Costume What sets Halloween costumes apart from costumes for other celebrations or days of dressing up is that they are often designed to imitate s

Real Love
LOve is strange! Love is pain! Where has real love gone? You know that feeling of togetherness and feeling as one. The way he touches you and sends,(out of this mind) goose bumps and chills through your body. Feeling this extreme fire of extascy when you kiss. Making you want him even more. Having awesome sex and it gets better each time. Feeling your bodies explode and then feeling at peace. I guess this time will come to me one day.Til then lets have fun. LOL

Dreaming
Dreaming Slowly crawl into bed All thoughts in my head Feeling myself drift to sleep Into a dream i go so deep All of a sudden seeing your face Yes indeed its our special place Looking over your fast asleep In a dream your thoughts deep A sudden glance a smile on your lips Reaching over tracing with fingertips Leaning over giving you a soft kiss Something I just couldn't resist In your sleep a sudden sigh Watching you sleep i'll get by You turn wrapping arms around me Knowing thats where i otta be Snuggling up real close to sleep Drifting to dreamland thats where we meet. nonnajean

Pain
i just caught my girl in bed with someone else and it about killed me .im shareing this with you because .i know the r others that have felt that same pain .if not worse. im just saying be strong. there r way more fish in the sea.plus it means youlle feel good when the pain goes away

Natal Curry Judge
Natal, South Africa, has the highest quota of Indians outside of India ... Natal curry contest. If you can read this whole story without laughing then there's no hope for you. I was crying by the end....... NOTE: If you pay attention to the first two judges, the reaction of the third judge is even better. For those of you who have lived in Natal , you know how typical this is! They actually have a Curry Cook-off about June/July. It takes up a major portion of a parking lot at the Royal Show in PMB. Judge #3 was an inexperienced food critic named Frank, who was visiting from America . Frank: "Recently, I was honoured to be selected as a judge at a Curry Cook-off. The original person called in sick at the last moment and so I happened to be standing there at the judge's table asking for directions to the Beer Garden when the call came in. I was assured by the other two judges (Natal Indians) that the curry wouldn't be all that spicy and, besides, the

Who Wants A Salute?!
hey i'm gonna be putting some salute pics up and i was wondering who wants me to make them one, trades welcomed and encouraged, post a comment (so i know who to make it for) w/ how u'd like it and i'll make it

Fall Pecan Trees
If you have never been in the country, or in an area where old, tall Pecan trees are in late October, you truly have missed an amazing phenomenon. In late October, Pecan trees start dropping thier pecans. And if the tree is very old, and tall like the ones around our house, as the pecan hulls crack open and drop the pecans, they hit tiny branches, leaves and other pecans as they come down. The sound can only be described as the sound of trees on fire. If you close your eyes you would swear what you hear is the popping and crackling of a large bonfire of fireplace. Especially when the crows and blackbirds come to roost in the pecan trees they speed the process of the pecans falling. You can look at the tree and swear it is on fire from the noise you hear, but there's no fire. The intense 'trees on fire' noise you hear only lasts for a few days because after a majority of the pecans are dropped, the nise lessens and the few individual pecans that fall throughout November are not eno

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MALACHITE BUTTERFLY The malachite butterfly, Siproeta stelenes is a beautiful butterfly from southern North America and northern South America. It's wings are bright green with thick brown margins after emerging from the chrysalis; the color fades within a few days. The undersides of the wings are orange-brown with green spots. The adult has a wingspan of 3 1/4 - 4 inches (8.3 - 10.1 cm). Adults sip rotting fruit and some nectar (especially lantana). The caterpillar is black with black spines and reddish markings; two long horns are one the head. The larval host plants is ruellia (Ruellia coccinea) and the green shrimp plant (Blechum brownei). Classification: Superfamily Papilionoidea, Family Nymphalidae, Genus Siproeta, Species S. stelenes. If anyone can give more information, and, especially show me where a good photo of one is, it will be greatly appreciated!! Thank you!! Blessed Be Sister and Brother spiritualists!!

11/4/07
Once hubby gets home today I will probably not be online but maybe a little tomorrow morning unless he gets on his computer. I need to clean up the downstairs computer and defrag it today so won't be here that much this morning until that is done. I won't be back from the hospital until Thursday or Friday. If you could say a few prayers for a successful surgery and speedy recovery I would appreciate it. Love you all. Those of you with cingular phones will be able to call me if you want hospital number just contact me.

Nikki Sixx (entry #1)
We just didn't give a fuck. We did things our way, and we had a hell of a good time doing it.N.Sixx "So...what's this? Am i dead? What the fuck is that all about? I still have more heroin to inject! What are you on for chrissakes? I wanna go back i wanna go back!" "You are right its not your time i just wanted to spin you a line, you need to stop, you need stop before you go over the top like you just did. get a grip man, you're out of control! millions love you but you are losing your soul." "Soul? Soul? SOUL?! Thats something i just write about in songs, i don't have one, i'm a fake! A fake! A fake! A FAKE! I need to use and be used! (well that was a good prediction) I just wanna go back, and shoot that shit up SHOOT!" "..........I don't know why i invented that stuff anyway."

Three Little Words
I love you. i want to say that everytime I have ever said those words I have meant them. Wether I said them to you as a friend... a lover... a husband.... i meant them each and everytime I said them. I have come to realize there are so many types of love, I'm not sayiug grades or levels I'm saying types... I've had so many... the strong steady I know you will be there for me love... the you brought out the best and worst in me love... the we did some crazy shit love... the i don't ever want to loose you as a friend love.... the whirlwind love... the stars in my eyes love... the high school love... the you opened my eyes to the world love.... I'm so happy that i experienced them all... I wouldn't trade any of them for anything. And everytime I said I love you to you, I meant and mean it. I can't say I would choose any one of those loves over another, because they all are so very different... the most recent two i have had, those two have me so very twisted. the strong steady love and t

Evil Kind Of Funnies
A little girl walks into a pet shop and asks, in the sweetest little lisp, between two missing teeth, "Excuthe me, mithter, do you keep widdle wabbits?" As the shopkeeper's heart melts, he gets down on his knees so that he's on her level and asks, "Do you want a widdle white wabbit, or a thoft and fuwwy bwack wabbit, or maybe one like that cute widdle bwown wabbit over there?" She, in turn, blushes, rocks on her heels, puts her hands on her knees, leans forward and says, in a tiny quiet voice, "I don't think my python weally gives a thit." Mind you, I did not write it! 8-P

Christmas Carols For The Disturbed
CHRISTMAS CAROLS FOR THE DISTURBED 1. Schizophrenia --- Do You Hear What I Hear? 2. Multiple Personality Disorder --- We Three Kings Disoriented Are 3. Dementia --- I Think I'll be Home for Christmas 4. Narcissistic --- Hark the Herald Angels Sing About Me 5. Manic - Deck the Halls and Walls and House and Lawn and Streets and Stores and Office and Town and Cars and Buses and Trucks and Trees and..... 6. Paranoid --- Santa Claus is Coming to Town to Get Me 7. Borderline Personality Disorder --- Thoughts of Roasting on an Open Fire 8. Personality Disorder --- You Better Watch Out, I'm Gonna Cry, I'm Gonna Pout, Maybe I'll Tell You Why 9. Attention Deficit Disorder --- Silent night, Holy oooh look at the Froggy - can I have a chocolate, why is France so far away? 10. Obsessive Compulsive Disorder --- Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells,

A Letter Home
“Letter Home” By Paul R. Mays 8/9/2007 Mom and Dad, If you are reading this it means I’m not coming home. I am writing this letter because my unit and I are about to insert north of Baghdad in a strike on a bomb making factory that’s making IED’s and it come time for some payback. Mom, I will miss your blackberry cobbler when dinners done and all the little things that you do when I’m home that makes it a place of love and family. I know this will hurt you to the soul but I want you to understand that I and many others knew what we were doing and my eyes also water up, not because of what we deal with here but for what you will have to endure if you get this letter. I only wish I could take the pain from your heart so you could feel nothing but joy but I know that joy is the furthest feeling from your heart at this moment. But try to remember the moments we shared when you taught me of love and family. I have taken that with me in every mission and it sustains

My Bloggy
Up in my scrolling bar tab area, I just saw that some guy rated my photo a 10. Ewwww!!! And he was really butt ugly, at a mutant level as well. Trailer park ugly. I'm freaked. So, I'm pulling my photo into friends only. I pretty much have some good woman friends anyways. So, Pacman is going back up as my profile photo. Ewww!!! I love this song I have been hearing lately on XM Beats Per Minute channel. It is called 'Amazing' by Seal. Its intense and beautiful. "Everyone says you're amazing now that you're clean" Seal is a musical force to be reckoned with. And he didn't follow the herd. I can respect that.

Trials And Tribulations Of A New Mom And Wife To A British Citizen
My father gave me a screen name on aol 8 years ago. At that time the had UK chat rooms and I went on looking for a boyfriend I had who was from London, well being an idiot I didn't realise just how big London really is and needless to say I didn't find him or anyone that knew of him but I stayed in the chatroom because the people in there were funnier than hell. One was Listeri69 or Simon from Manchester England , he didn't care what he said or who he said it too and that boldness made me laugh. It wouldn't be till six years later that we would get personal but with me if you can make me laugh and I mean really laugh then you become very sexy to me as I'm not the an Irishman, Scottishman , Welshman and an American man go into a bar humour that bores the hell out of me. I like improv type humour you have to be quick witted. God help you if words offend you because just like my husband if I find that out more than likely I'm going to keep up with it. Most women are offended by the C w

12 Laws Of Karma
-=THE GREAT LAW=- As you sow, so shall you reap. This is also known as the Law of Cause and Effect. Whatever we put out in the Universe is what comes back to us. If what we want is happiness, peace, friendship, love... Then we should BE happy, peaceful, loving, a friend. Negative energy sent out to others will come back to you 10 fold. -=THE LAW OF CREATION=- Life doesn't just HAPPEN, it requires our participation. We are one with the Universe both inside and out. Whatever surrounds us gives us clues to our inner state. BE and DO yourself what you want to have in your life. -=THE LAW OF HUMILITY=- What you refuse to accept, will continue for you. If what we see is an enemy, or someone with a character trait that we find to be negative, then we ourselves are not focused on a higher level of existence. -=THE LAW OF GROWTH=- Wherever you go, there you are. For us to GROW in Spirit it is WE who must change and not the people, places or things around us. The only

Wtf???
Today I ran into a former female acquaintance whom I havent seen in a few years! After we played "catch-up" I made the comment on why we didnt take the relationship to the next level (sexual) and she replied that she was waiting for me to make the first move! But here's the rub, she said "No" every single time I made an advance on her and NOW she says she was waiting for me to make the move?!?!? WTF..When a woman says NO she means NO, period!!!! I understand and respect that!! But how do you know if they REALLY mean it? Do you think women enjoying confusing us men?

Go Giants!!!!!!!
Don't let the Pariots male record history!!!!!! You know, it's been rough watching these guys through the years...but...I think they are gonna kick butt this year!!!...I really hope so...They deserve it........

Tears Of Love
I remember the night you told me it was over and that you were seeing someone else. I remember that night because as I gazed outside and watched the rain trickle down the glass thoughts of suicide overwhelmed my very world. I remember telling myself how week I was for letting someone cause so much pain and how strong these feelings where. I wanted the pain and hurt to stop, the very beating of my heart was like that of a thousand hammers hitting a single nail. I was so confused and unsure of everything that I could not even concentrate long enough to plan a successful suicide. Days went by and still no shelter from my own thoughts no relief no where I could hide. Why did it hurt so bad just to wake up? The happiest I could be is during sleep the closest thing to death that I could get. Why was it so difficult for me to let go of you? Why such the strong desire to end my own life? I remember those times and I recall having a dream or rather wishful thinking, in these moments I would see

Message To A Friend
It has been said that one of the greatest weaknesses most people have is their inability to let others know how much they love them while they have the opportunity to do so. So today, I take the opportunity to thank not only you, but also the lord for your friendship. Now ours is not an ordinary friendship, but then again ordinary is not a word that I’d use to describe either one of us. Because I am a shy but friendly fellow while you, you are an incredible human being with whom I share a kindred spirit. I strongly believe in you-in all the things that are important to you, and the admirable way that you live your life. I have watched you draw from within yourself, the strength t overcome life’s obstacles. Your ability to turn lemons into lemonade and the way you grow from those experiences that life brings you. You have a determined spirit and a great strength of character-qualities which I have never come across so strongly before, and both which I greatly admire. I hope that wha

Sexy Zodiac Traits
VIRGO- THE ONE ! (8/23-9/22) Spontaneous. High appeal. Rare to find. Great when found. Loves being in long relationships. So much love to give. Not one to mess with. Very pretty. Very romantic. Nice to everyone they meet. Their Love is one of a kind. Silly, fun and sweet. Have own unique appeal. Most caring person you will ever meet! Amazing in the you know where..!!! Not the kind of person you wanna mess with- you might end up crying! CANCER-CRAVES SEX ALOT (6/22-7/22) Trustworthy. Attractive. Great kisser. One of a kind. Loves being In long-term relationships. Extremely energetic. Unpredictable. Will exceed your expectations. Not a Fighter, But will Knock your lights out. SCORPIO - THE CUTIE :) (10/23-11/21) Loves being in long relationships. Likes to give a good fight for what they want. Extremely outgoing. Loves to help people in times of need. Best kisser. Good personality. Stubborn. A caring person. ONE OF A KIND.Gorgeous Smile.Not one to mess with. The best sexual partne

What Dont You Get?
WHAT THE FUCK...OK EVERYDAY I SEE A TON OF MUMMS THAT ARE SO NSFW IT IS NOT FUNNY. I MIGHT PPL GOLDEN SHOWERS PICTURE IS NOT SAFE FOR WORK...AND IT IS NOT THAT I AM SAYING ANYTHING..I DONT RUN TO THE BONCUNERS LIKE LITTLE KID. SO TODAY I WAS LESS THAN 2000 PTS AWAY FROM LEVEL 13 SO I POSTED A MUMM TEXT SEX DO YOU ENJOY TEXT "CYBER" YAY OR NAY AND YET IT GETS PULLED AS WELL AS NOW I CAN POST GOBAL MUMMS...HOW IS THIS FAIR OR RIGHT...I MEAN MY GOD WE ARE ALL ADULTS HERE, IF YOU ARE WORK AND SOMETHING IS CALLED TEXT SEX WHY OPEND IT JESUES H CHRIST I AM PISSED NOW...SO IN CLOSE YES THIS BLOG IS NSFW BECUASE OF WHAT HAPPENED...AND ON TOP OF IT U GOING TO PULL A STUIPD FREAKING MUMM THEN START PULLING THE 1000'S OF SKINNY ASS GIRLS PROFILES WITH PICTURES OF THEM IN BRA AND THONGS... FUCK U EVERY MUCH WHAT IS IT THAT PEOPLE DONT FUCKING GET ABOUT THE WORD NO? I don't know how to make this any plainer. I am not on here looking to fuck. I don't need more dick or pussy for that mat

Class Assignment.
As I step to my workbench, putting my dydidium shades on my face, my thoughts dissipate from the day’s or week’s experiences and feelings. Everything, every thought, exits the “building” of my brain as the process begins. I organize my tools, for accessibility, I lay out glass rods and color stretchers with no anticipation of any specific desired goals-only to have everything in comfortable range. I pull a pack of cigarettes and lighter out of my pocket, savoring the last nic fix prior to my day’s meditation. Then as the last drags cease to calm my nerves, I turn the dial to release the propane. That smell… the smell of suffocation, and fuel, explosiveness and creation. I love that smell. It signals the entrance into my meditation. My lighter strikes at the head of the torch, and with a whoosh-a soft bushy orange flame appears in front of me. Adjusting the dials, tweaking the oxygen and the propane just right, until the whistle of a perfect flame begins to emerge.

A Hard Week Ahead
Im now entering what I would call the hardest week of my life. Putting the final arrangements together for Stevens Funeral on Thursday. We are due to see the Humanist to talk about Steven's life so he can arrange for what he is going to say during the service. We have asked for a strange request for the funeral, that people dont wear funeral attire, although it is a sad occassion, we dont want it to be, but more of a rememberance of what Steven stood for and what he was like - and that was happiness, people who have seen Steven or seen his photos knows he had a very infectious smile and knew how to make other people smile. A lot of people going to the funeral are wearing football (soccer) shirts. I am going to wear one of Stevens old football shirts on the day. The social club that my brothers and me go to have had the Union Jack flying half mask in his honour since his death. I would also like to thank everybody from the bottom of my heart for all the support and prayers they have

Journal
2-14-08 Thursday, ~6:50am~ Unusally I am in a really good mood today. the day has showen to have its complactions but its still a really good day. I am sure I owe alot of my happiness to my wonderfull and beautiful girlfriend to wich I will be getting married to come here soon! :D I really don't have nothing else to say about it I love her so vary much! lol this is probly one of the more wierd entrys I will put in here but it isnt to offten i have felt this happy even when she make me happy there has always been something to distroy it later on but right now the complacations arnt even bothering me! Dear reader This is to be the first entry made public for all to see. Why I feel like sharing my business with every one? Who the fuck knows. But if you really want to sit there and read it who amm I to stop you, unless there is something I dont want you to know of course but I am a open kind of guy so there shouldnt be to much that is held back. Viewer beware this is being written

Centralizing My Blogs
Okay it is not totally over yet. But a lovely time to reflect. Well let's see...I started out the year with all good intentions... bought a membership to Curves for one year and went twice...so they have been charging me ever since. Dumbass! Quit the highest paying job I ever had because the woman I worked for was unbearable...so it was the highest stress driven job I ever had also. Now I have a job that does not pay as much but it is much more laid back...trade off? In someways yes in others no. I have no holiday pay here or vacation pay. Thus if I don't work I don't get paid. Thanksgiving's check just about KILLED me. Thank goodness I have another job to keep me afloat right now. Just barely mind you but atleast my head is above water...well my nose atleast. My car took a crap on me and I didn't have the money to get it fixed so I got refinanced for another car that has basically in all intense purposes doubled my car payment. Again the other reason I got this other job. Rick's grand

Dont Judge Me!
Don't you look at me so smug And say I'm going bad. Who are you to judge me And the life that I live? I know that I'm not perfect And that I don't claim to be. So before you point your fingers, Be sure your hands are clean. Judge not Before you judge yourself. Judge not If you're not ready for judgement. The road of life is rocking And you may stumble too. So while you talk about me, someone else is judging you. Judge not Before you judge yourself. Judge not If you're not ready for judgement. Woah oh oh! The road of life is rocky And you may stumble too. So while you talk about me Someone else is judging you.

Geez
I was heading to go out into the desert on a 90 cc quad, went to turn which i was turning to sharply and a fast pase and ended up crasheing ono the pavement. I was wearing my helmet but didnt have it strapped down. yet it managed to not even come off.i scratched up my arm that is close to my elbow. i also scratched up the palm of my hand. then i landed on my right hip really hard. i managed to get my happy ass back up to chase after the bike to stop it before it hits someone or something. then realized once i got it i was in alot of pain. i actually road the damb bike home. but ended up going to the hospital getting xrays dont and get my arm and hand cleaned out. luckily i have vicodine to help and motrine, and some other stuff to make my muscles relax. if anyone on here tries to get in contact with me on the internet and i dont answer for awhile its because i will no longer have access to the internet for awhile. I was in a confrintation with my dad and was kicked out of the house