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| Okay it is not totally over yet. But a lovely time to reflect. Well let's see...I started out the year with all good intentions... bought a membership to Curves for one year and went twice...so they have been charging me ever since. Dumbass! Quit the highest paying job I ever had because the woman I worked for was unbearable...so it was the highest stress driven job I ever had also. Now I have a job that does not pay as much but it is much more laid back...trade off? In someways yes in others no. I have no holiday pay here or vacation pay. Thus if I don't work I don't get paid. Thanksgiving's check just about KILLED me. Thank goodness I have another job to keep me afloat right now. Just barely mind you but atleast my head is above water...well my nose atleast. My car took a crap on me and I didn't have the money to get it fixed so I got refinanced for another car that has basically in all intense purposes doubled my car payment. Again the other reason I got this other job. Rick's grandmother is not doing well and business at his resteraunt has really dropped off. Not good. And with me working this 2nd job to save my ass Rick and I have grown a little further apart each day. Now for the good things of 2005. Atleast I had the initiative this year to join Curves even though I didn't stick with it. But atleast I did it. I quit the highest paying job I ever had because I reconginzed I was a much better employee and person to be put under that kind of stress and not be appreciated for it. I got a second job as a waitress... gets me moving instead of sitting at a computer all night and smoking and pays me for doing it. I got a new car. And I made it through another year and I'm still breathing and healthy. But I can't help but feel I'm tempting fate here. Either way here is looking to 2006. |
DarkNymph