my ex got this song stuck in my head... i know why on some levels he wanted me to ponder this..and he knows sometimes my own mind is my worst enemy...
but how can one u r so connected to know and understand your very being and be so cold to you in the here and now???
try as i may to understand my past
the more i dig the more i find
the more it all makes sense
to understand y we r drawn to certain ppl
y its so hard to get thme out of your mind
its even harder to get them out of your head
and harder still to get them out of your heart
and i fall back into my comfort zone pushing away ones who try to get close
never letting my self b happy
have his presence still haunt me...
sometimes ties to a past life are the hardest ones to break
finding my comfort and solice in the dark again
