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Strawberry By Everclear
Never been here, never coming back Never want to think about the things That happened today Want to lay down on the warm ground I think Im going to need a little time to myself Dont fall down now You will never get up Dont fall down now I ask you for a slow ride Going nowhere You look like satan You ask me if I want to get high Couple of bags down in old town you tie your arm and Ask me if I wanted to drive Dont fall down now You will never get up Dont fall down now Last thing I recall I was in the air I woke up on the street Crawling with my strawberry burns Ten long years in a straight line They fall like water Yes, I guess I fucked up again Dont fall down now You will never get up Dont fall down now

All It Is, Right.
How I Feel Today Today is the day I call it threw. Today may be the last they see of me and you for I am so blue. I never knew today would be so gray. I wondered why I feel I live in a cave. The skies may be bright but for me they feel like night. There is no light I have to see for he took it away from me. I wonder if he even relies the pain I never share. I say since he can't see them he really don't care. We vowed to love one another some time ago; does he remember the vows we shared. How can I just walk away? For I loved him in every way. I never seen another the way I seen him in my eyes. I never let another convince me there was better and that love wasn't just a game. I loved him faithfully as he loves me falsely. I looked deep with in my soul to find myself and believe it was going to work its' self out. As of today I feel it will never change. He goes his way I go mine no communication no hellos or goodbyes, there is no I love you to say for neither of us feel that way. We

Fu Super Hero Commercial
Are you getting fed up with them fu cybor bullies here on fubar? Are you tired of them sitting behind there computer thinking they can push you around? Are you thinking they will jump out of the computer to get ya? Well Have no Fear Fu super hero Dee is here. da da da da!!!

A After Thought
What if I said I made a mistake ? Threw away this chance , and walked away . What if Im wrong , and this isn't whats right . What if I get to close to you , use to sleeping by you at night . Then out of the blue you change your mind . Then what ? Where does that leave me , On the outside in love , Unable to see . I just don't think thats where I want to be . Id rather not try , Than get to attached , just to care to much , and not get it back . Maybe thats part of the gamble , Part of the game , And half the fun , Is just to get to play ? See I don't know anymore , I cant really be sure , I just know what I know , That theres just no cure , For love unrequited , and I'll feel like a fool , Should the situation arise , Where this becomes true . Theres a part of me that just wants to ask , But I dont want to seem pushy , Then the other side , feels like Im wasting my time ,

This Will Take Forever!!
You should try it....You might just get to the end!! http://www.addictinggames.com/theimpossiblequiz.html So...I'm thinking that when my Feo gets home from work...that I'll be able to get out of the house...considering that I am stuck here all day, every day...Doing nothing but cleaning and cooking...I thought that I could go to the gym...and work out for a little while...relieve some stress, ya know...Well...FUCK NO! James decided that he was going to go play his stupid fucking game of "WARHAMMER"...And leave me here at the house...with absolutly nothing to do!!

In Memory Of My Dad!
TEARS IN HEAVEN In Love Memory of Dad! He Only Takes The Best God saw he was getting tired And a cure was not to be. So He put his arms around him And whispered, "Come with Me." With tear filled eyes We watched him suffer and fade away Although we loved him deeply We coud not make him stay. A Golden Heart stopped beating, Hard working hands put to rest. God broke our hearts to prove to us He only takes the best. My Dad was healed in Jesus's name.

Poetry
Only For The Day If God would grant me one wish I’d pray; The chance to hold you in my arms, If only for the day. We’d walk along life’s long highway Sharing all our hopes and dreams Arm in arm we’d fall in love If only for the day. I’d take your hand and kiss your lips Chasing all your doubts away Begging God to forget I asked only for the day. I’d take you places you’ve never been hoping that you’d stay Racing time and loving life If only for the day. As time grows short We hold on tight as we say God let us be together soon If only for the day. Our time has come to say goodbye And if we have our way God will bring us back together If only for the day.

Auction Entries
I am hosting an Auction that will run from Wednesday, Apr.30th at 9am fu time (pst) to Wednesday , May 14th at 5pm fu time (pst). I am taking as many people as who want to join.. so please, if you'd like to join... let me know ASAP. To enter...all you have to do is Private Message me. Let me know which picture you'd like me to use, what you'd be offering, there is no entrance fee so everything is yours all i ask is that everyone who bids at least rate the picture ???DjBlueyes?Fu/wife 2 DjNbk (GM@Acesup) fu/ownedbySoftwhiterose?@ fubar i will do my best to promote the auction but self promoting is good too ... i also will be making everyone matching tags with their pictures and bids on them ... The rules are simple no drama.. entrants have the right to decline any bids and have fun all cash bid overide fu bucks bids and break down as follows.. Fubar gift bids STICKY BULLETIN = 250,000 1 TICKER = 250,000 1 DAY BLAST = 375,000 1 Bling pk = 600,000 3 DAY

Sherry Baby
If a Man Wants You!! If a man wants you, nothing can keep him away. If he doesn't want you, nothing can make him stay. Stop making excuses for a man and his behavior. Allow your intuition or spirit) to save you from heartache. Stop trying to change yourselves for a relationship that's not meant to be.Slower is better. Never live your life for a man before you find what makes you truly happy. If a relationship ends because the man was not treating you as you deserve then heck no, you can't "be friends." A friend wouldn't mistreat a friend. Don't settle. If you feel like he is stringing you along, then he probably is. Don't stay because you think "it will get better." You'll be mad @ yourself a year later for staying when things are not better.The only person you can control in a relationship is you. Avoid men who've got a bunch of children by a bunch of different women.He didn't marry them when he got them pregnant, Why would he treat you any differently? Always have y

Feeling Emotional Today
I got a text today from someone I didn't want to hear from. The kind of text that makes you feel sick to your stomach, sad, angry and frustrated. All it said was "Do you miss me" but that simple fucking text brought so many emotions to the table. Emotions I have pushed back because I'm not strong enough to deal with them alone. I wanted to scream at my phone No, I don't miss you. I fucking miss my sanity. I miss feeling like I was someone worthwhile and important to someone. I missed the fact that you were an abuser. Nothing hurts more then knowing you gave someone your heart, only for them to crush it. No one knows how much I sarificed to be with that man or how I loved him unconditionally just for him to use all my inner most private deep dark secrets againist me. Or how much it hurt to hear the voicemails he left me telling me that I'm worthless, that I'll always be worthless, that I'm about shit, how I was never shit to anyone and how I meant shit to him. Hell, ther

Dedicated To Grandma
Well, here is yet another post in my dedication to my grandma. As the days go by it doesn't get any easier to accept the fact that she is gone. It doesn't hurt any less than it did the day she died. We are supposed to cleaning all of her stuff out of her house, yet I can't bring myself to going over there. I was sitting here the other day thinking, and every thing that came to mind was memories of my grandma. From her taking me to baseball games when I was a kid, to her yelling at me for getting in trouble with the cops when I was a teenager. To be honest I don't have one bad memory of the time I spent with her. Even the last 6 months, while her body was giving out and it was hard for her to breath, the time with her was worth it. To those who know me best know that my grandma was that one person on top of the hill that you could only wish I could be as strong as even the soles of her shoes. She ment the world to me and helped me get through so many hard times. I will be posting

Life
Amberalert 3yr old girl taken by a man driving a new silver truck liscense plate 72381 KEEP IT GOIN SO THEY CAN FIND HER. Dont send back You never know what life is going to throw at you next. So stop trying to be what everyone else wants you to be or what everyone else expects you to be. take in mind that you shouldn't just sit around and waste your life with people that are wasting there own... You dont achieve your dreams by talking about them. You achieve them by WANTING them bad enough to make sacrifices. At some point in your life you need to be Selfish because no matter what you are doing now.. people will always move on with their lives and you'll be wondering what happened to yours.. Theres no room for regret you just live and learn... ...At some point, you have to make a decision. Boundries don't keep other people out. They fence you in. Life is messy. Thats how we're made. So, you can waste your lives drawing lines, or you can live your life crossing them. If you want someth

Slow Dance
Have you ever watched kids On a merry-go-round? Or listened to the rain Slapping on the ground? Ever followed a butterfly's erratic flight? Or gazed at the sun into the fading night? You better slow down. Don't dance so fast. Time is short. The music won't last. Do you run through each day On the fly? When you ask How are you? Do you hear the reply? When the day is done Do you lie in your bed With the next hundred chores Running through your head? You'd better slow down Don'! t dance so fast. Time is short. The music won't last. Ever told your child, We'll do it tomorrow? And in your haste, Not see his sorrow? Ever lost touch, Let a good friendship die Cause you never had time To call and say,"hi" You'd better slow down. Don't dance so fast. Time is short. The music won't last. When you run so fast to get somewhere You miss half the fun of getting there. When you worry and hurry

Dreams Of You
In a dream I held you in my arms Joining my body with yours You were loving and rough Leading me to heights I never dreamed I’d ever reach Onward to orgasmic delight I woke myself from my Dream of you Only to be plagued of thoughts Of your naked body the power you unknowing hold over me Your beautfil gaze never wavering From my deep hollow eyes Wanting in reality to touch your skin And feel the pressure of your body on mine I’m reckless in my desire For never could this be You were but a dream And I’m forced to live in reality

I Know You
Those words from your lips that I can not see That smile that I dream of but have no clue what its like But for some reason that does not matter I see who you are ... I feel who you are ... I know who you are ...

Just Another One
Silky sweat on skin- internal humidity, she's on my mind again. I'm dreaming a summer's day, on blankets hidden in grass-green groves- that no one knows but us. Lips that whisper-moan words unheard but felt, and twisted by teasing tongues that make breathing hard- and thought unthinkable. My eyes are closed against too-bright sun, and too-sharp eyes that delve deep into places I keep hidden even from her. Then weight disappears- and hands that held mine trapped are pulling me higher, as earth and air and self explode-contract and I'm crying- as my eyes open, and my hands reach for a face that's not there. Only my bedroom ceiling, and an achy feeling

Top 16 Country Songs
16. It's Hard To Kiss The Lips At Night That Chewed Your Ass Out All Day Long 15. If I Can't Be Number One In Your Life, Then Number Two On You 14. If The Phone Don't Ring, You'll Know It's Me 13. How Can I Miss You If You Won't Go Away? 12. I Liked You Better Before I Got to Know You So Well 11. I Still Miss You Baby, But My Aim's Gettin' Better 10. I Wouldn't Take Her To A Dog Fight 'Cause I'm Afraid She'd Win 9. I'll Marry You Tomorrow, But Let's Honeymoon Tonight 8. I'm So Miserable Without You, It's Like You're Still Here 7. If I Had Shot You When I First Wanted To, I'd Be Out Of Prison By Now 6. My Wife Ran Off With My Best Friend And I Sure Do Miss Him 5. She Got The Ring And I Got The Finger 4. You're The Reason Our Kids Are So Ugly 3. Her Teeth Was Stained But Her Heart Was Pure 2. She's Looking Better After Every Beer And the Number one song is . . . . . . . . . . 1. I Ain't Never Gone To Bed With Ugly Women, but I've Sure Woke

Nail In The Fence
There once was a little boy who had a bad temper. His Father gave him a bag of nails and told him that every time he lost his temper, he must hammer a nail into the back of the fence. The first day the boy had driven 37 nails into the fence. Over the next few weeks, as he learned to control his anger, the number of nails hammered daily gradually dwindled down. He discovered it was easier to hold his temper than to drive those nails into the fence. Finally the day came when the boy didn't lose his temper at all. He told his father about it and the father suggested that the boy now pull out one nail for each day that he was able to hold his temper. The days passed and the young boy was finally able to tell his father that all the nails were gone. The father took his son by the hand and led him to the fence. He said, "You have done well, my son, but look at the holes in the fence. The fence will never be the same. When you say things in anger, they leave a scar just

The Surgery
Ok, so here it is... For all you who know what is going on(and those of you that may not) it has come down to this...my doctor has decided and i have agreed, that with all the problems i have been having these last few months, that a hysterectomy is the last and only step/option left... Figured out and got the date and time and it's all official now...(didn't get the date i wanted-but oh well) Monday May 12th is the date, at a god awful 7:30am surgical time, at Fountain Valley Hospital. I am told i will be in hospital for 1 week, so i will not be online for a while...during that week at least and maybe 2... To all my friends who have been here with me and for me thru this, i cant thank you enough!! Your love and support have kept me grounded and with out "too" much fear..LOL Big Huggles and Sweet Kisses i send out to you all!!! I know it is still 2 weeks away, but i will tell you all now that i will definately miss talking with you while i'm gone.. Oh, and i hope som

Old Friend (thanks For The Inspiration U Gave Me Today And A Sense Of Knowing)
as i sit here waiting for the world to turn. i realize that things aren't what they seem. everyday people lie, die, cheat and steal. just to show there true side, why? cant i be me and u be u, things should be true. its hard i see that u cant be free but i ask u, why? if not for me then u. i cant stand to see what fake looks like anymore. sometimes i feel like im in a fun house looking at myself in the many ways others see me. do u see me or shall i be free. go ahead tell me, r u fake or not. OR IS IT ME? ok so i just wrote this a second ago. how it came about was i talked to an old friend of mine a girl not a guy. and i got some thinngs off my chest that was bothering me for a long time. this poem is for an old soul that holds a place in my heart that no one can take. dont look to much into it but its just a poem that i was feeling at this time: I waited, i waited until the end of time. I hope that everytime you knocked on my door that it

Poems I Have Wrote....
"Mommy's Little Angel" Two little hands Two little feet I was not ready for It was not the Time for me to Have you and you Were not able to come Into this world with me Yet one day I will see you When we are both Ready to see Each other Two little hands Two little feet That I did not get To see God took you Because he knew That I was not Ready to be a mommy One day I will be ready To be and I would love To see your Two little hands AND Two little feet Mommy is so sorry That she was not Able to have you I love you with All my heart and Soul and I hope That you will come Back to me one Day so I can hold you And never let you go You are mommy's little angel And I might not have been Ready for you but I Still miss you everyday I sit here in a room alone And wonder What's happening to me Why am I like this Why couldn't it be someone else Why me I sit here in a room alone Thinking About what's happening to me And wondering If this i

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I Like To............
I had several people ask me of what I like to do. Well lets begin with I am young I love to party hardy. I am a country girl, I love horse back riding, mudding, swimming and all that good stuff. Yes I like all kinds of music not just country. I love target practice. Guns are a thing now days. Reading a good book is an easy way to escape where you are in your stressful life. I am continuning School to get my bachlors in nursing. I just like to sit outside and watch my two children ride bikes play ball ect. I love to doodle. Photos are another thing of mine I can just photo anything. I love riding around in the car just taking pictures of trees, skys, animals, you name it. Well just keeping it real so thats just a few of my things to do.

Butt Is Draggin!
My butt ..or just me in general is so tired. I am here trying to chat..but kinda hard when you are seeing things crosseyed. So, I am gonna get off here for a while. Thank you to those who have helped me out today..and rated a bunch of my stuff. Remember.. I will always return the luv! BBL...

A Friend In Need
its okay to need help its okay to not be able to do it all be yourself its okay to let someone in to be there with you when it all goes wrong its okay to need someone to break down with its okay to need a shoulder its okay to not be able to fix others its okay to not always be the strong one its okay its even human they want to be there to help they want to be just be there when you need them they want to be the arms you run to when things go wrong they want to be the one you share your tears with they want to be the shoulder you rest your head on when you cry they want to be there try to make it just a little better they want to be there to comfort you they want to be even tho they might not be able to help

For The Ladies!
The Good Husband Jack wakes up with a huge hangover after attending his company's Christmas Party. Jack is not normally a drinker, but the drinks didn't taste like alcohol at all. He didn't even remember how he got home from the party. As bad as he was feeling, he wondered if he did something wrong. Jack had to force himself to open his eyes, and the first thing he sees is a couple of aspirins next to a glass of water on the side table. And, next to them, a single red rose! Jack sits up and sees his clothing in front of him, all clean and pressed. He looks around the room and sees that it is in perfect order, spotlessly clean. So is the rest of the house. He takes the aspirins, cringes when he sees a huge black eye staring back at him in the bathroom mirror. Then he notices a note hanging on the corner of the mirror written in red with little hearts on it and a kiss mark from his wife in lipstick: "Honey, breakfast is on the stove, I left early to get groceries to make yo

She Just Walks Around With It
if we're all here to be an impact on the life of somebody else, can our impacts be multiple and branch-like? and do i have less branches than you possibly have? and who moderates these? and what is it all going to add up to? what is the ultimate ending of the effects we have on other people's lives? what is the culmination? is everything preprogrammed to end? but then wouldn't endings in themselves be programmed to end? and if endings end than there would be no endings, but everything would still be predestined to end? i feel full of philosophy lately and i lack the company to share it with. Call me crazy but for some strange reason I'm scared of moths. I dont know why I'm scared of moths, they dont bite, they dont sting, they dont spin webs and creep up in your shit during the middle of the night, I'm just scared of them. Last night I'm in my room minding my own god damn business when this big fuckin' moth comes charging through my bedroom window like he's some CEO of a big corp

What Is A Son?
What is a Son? A son is a warm spot in your heart and a smile on your lips. In the beginning, he is charmingly innocent, putting his complete trust in you. He comes to you for a hand to hold and for the security only your arms can provide. He shares his tales of adventure and knows how proud you are of his discoveries and accomplishments. All his problems can be solved by a hug and a kiss from you, and the bond, you share is so strong it is almost tangible..... Time passes, and your innocent little boy starts to test his limits. He lets go of your hand to race into the midst of life without thinking ahead or looking both ways. His problems have grown along with him, and he has learned that you can't always make his life better or kiss his troubles away. He spends much of his time away from you, and though you long for the closeness you once shared, he chooses independence and privacy. Discoveries and accomplishments aren't as easy to co

Endless
i feel into this endless soul not knowing what to think Why so closed up why so blind Can there be no freedom Can there be no escape All i feel is the shatter and pain I hear time will help this soul and yet getting no where these endless tears these endless thoughts Where do u go Everything just seems so endless now By: Elizabeth Sue Pennington

King Domino Is Way Behind,need My Friends
HERE IS THE LINK TO HIS PIC. HE NEEDS SOME MAJOR HELP TO GET CAUGHT UP... I KNOW MY FRIENDS ARE GOOD FOR IT.. EVEN IF IT'S JUST A COUPLE COMMENTS AND A RATE.. LOVE YA ALL!!!! READ BLOG:::: http://fubar.com/blog/205482/770746 ♥~BRATT~♥

have 2 03 ninja zxr 636 for sale..no titles..left over from bankrupcy 2 years ago..they never came picked them up..i can still buy tags or would be awsome race bikes or stunt bikes.silver one needs tires..1500..black one is perfect..2500..both lowered neons and strobs on both..black one has chrome wheels

The Mummies (my Cartoon People)
Having been looking for an outlet for boredom, I came upon an idea for something to share smiles. The 'mummies' is going to be a satirical cartoon of the mumms. The little characters will grow in time and hopefully will depict life in the mumms and what we all find there to laugh at. If you have any ideas for future mummie humor let me know and I will give you the credit . I just want to do some drawing as I used to love it but haven't drawn in years.. These are this week's mummies. I was wanting help on which format to choose for the cartoon. Please choose A or B on which would be better . thanks:) SPLAT! There is always room for jello!

Plz Dont Go
OK ! here goes another blog that most people will never read! but fuck it! i need to write something or im gonna freak! Grandpa rember all the times we went to get ice cream?Rember when you used to take us to the movies ?? and we would go to McDonalds afterowrds and you made us discuss what out favorite part of the movie was?? Rember when I was born?? How proud you were of me! And how proud you still are of me?? A few months ago we were supposto see a movie rember were going to see Shrek the thrid! rember!!!! dont your rember your promised me!? Why cant you just hang on ! why cant we go back to those days? when things were great! and you were heathly again! I always knew that some day you would have to leave me, but i could never imagine it would be when i was 22 years old and apreciating every moment ive had with you, .... why cant you just hang on a little while longer?? theres soooo many more memories left to make, just dont leave me yet! love always your grand daughter

R.i.p Mommy
R.I.P. MOMMY Today is feb. 3rd. 2008. At around 2pm my real birth mother passed away. I have always givin my mom a hard time when i was younger but i never thought at the age of 22 i would ever regret what i had said to her or all the mean things i had done to her. For the first time in a year i will go back to wisconsin and see my mother. Laying in a casket and the first words that i well tell her is hello mom! They say u dont know what u got till its gone and i always thought that to bf true however i have never fully understood that until today! I thank all my friends and family for ur loving support! However i am writthng this blog not only as a piece of mind but also to tell u all! That no matter what happens in ur life or how crazy and mean u are always tell the ones u love that u love them! Never let a day pass by that u dont let them know or u could be like me 22 years old. Seeing ur mom for the first time in a year laying in a caset wondering if despite everything that hap

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you thought you had me fooled sorry babe, you‘re gonna get overruled you thought I couldnt live without you hun, i dont even wanna think about you you thought you had me in the palm of your hand yeah, i know i gave you my everything, and? I‘m not waiting for you to make up your mind sorry but im just not the kind yes. i‘ll miss your kisses. and i‘ll miss your face i‘ll miss you holding me in your arms and if you werent there i‘d call you just in case i‘ll miss our late night phone calls and holding your hand i‘ll miss everything about you but i‘ll have to get over it and, you‘re probably thinking "yeah right, she‘s crazy" that might be true. but only for you baby. i hate how i want you still and you dont even care you only like me a "little" thats what you said after you promised you‘d always be there. you promised you‘d love me forever but forever‘s a long time hun so as soon as that slut came along you just knew you had to run so

Heart Broke
well for all that care my wife and i are going through a difficult time right now ..... we are apart from each other and trying to figure out what we really want in our relationship..... if you are bored and want to check on me feel free i would love to talk to some one ......im sitting here in a hotel with no one to talk to about this ..... i have never felt this way and i dont have any friends to cheer me up ......im not crying in my beer just sick of my thoughts

Auction Time Honeys....
Hey all my honeys...males and females...I am in an inked auction on here...at~ GUARDIAN ANGEL ~ ~FU OWNED by DJ goofygurl~~~ HEAD OF SECURITY AT HOWL AT THE MOON LOUNGE's photos (513) come by and rate me and comment me....tons of things to win...and you could own me for a month!! muah and thank you.... Queeni

Sexy Tattoo'd Chicka's
Hey Friends Iv entered my first fubar Auction "Sexy Tattood Chicka's"so come show some love on my Tree of life!!!!!Place your bids and or just leave comments!! Its all in fun...and i love your input!!!!Ya baby Ya! Big Smiles for YOU!!! Copy and past this link into your browser to take a peek!!!!! thanks http://www.fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=1651712&albumid=963992&i=2945780596&idx=1 Hey Friends Iv given into fubar Maddness please come and rate and leave mass comments on my pic in Auction "Sexiest Lingerie"!! Its all in fun...and i love your input!!!!Ya baby Ya! Big Smiles for YOU!!! Copy and past this link into your browser to take a peek!!!!! thanks http://www.fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=1651712&albumid=975064&i=3093775128&idx=0 The chicka with the most comments Wins thanks for all your help Smiles.........

A Letter To My Grown Up Son...
My hands were busy thru the day, i didn't have much time to play ... The little things you asked me to, i didn't have much time for you... I'd wash your clothe's, I'd sew and cook , but when you'd bring your picture books and ask me please to share your fun , i'd say " a little later son"... I'd tuck you in all safe at night, hear your prayer's, turn out the lights , then tip-toe softly to the door, i wish i'd stayed a minute more. For life is short, the years rush past , a little child grows up so fast... The picture now put away, no longer are there games to play. No goodnite kiss, no prayer's to hear, those days belong to yesteryear. My hands once busy, now are still, the days are long and hard to fill. I wish i could go back and do " the little things you asked me to " Love Mom...

Getting To Old For This
Hello Everyone, Let me start this off and wishing everyone who is reading this a great evening or morning. I am really am getting to old for this high school games people play online. I mean I get to started to like someone things happens that makes me wonder about that person. I am so tired of having to be the one making the 100% in a relationship. I mean Come on Ladies where is the gals at that wants to meet a guy half way. I get tired of hearing how they wish they had the time or money but money isn't what I am bitching about. What Im bitching about is the fact that they wont even give me a simple phone call saying Hello. I am so sick of it. I know people likes text messaging but all the cellular phone company unlimited nights and weekends, and I just wish for onces I could meet a gal that would meet me half way of what I am giving into a friendship or even a relationship. I don't know about anyone elsa, but its gets old and gets old fast knowing that you are the one who is givi

Thank You From Amanda
I'M A ROCKSTAR & SHADOW LEVELERS ROCK!!! I want to send out a huge Thank You to the Shadow Levelers. You guys really know how to get a job done. Awesome...that's all I can say about you all. You're just Awesome!! And to everyone else out there...If these people aren't your friends you are missing out on something big. Go show them some love. SHADOW LEVELERS..@ fubar (repost of original by 'ღAMANDAღ ~a.k.a. Freedom Isn't Free' on '2008-04-24 18:04:57')

Crazy Wench
Okay, so this crazy woman has been harassing me, which is no big deal...but to REALLY get under my skin, she attacked 4 of my friends online. Her name is Anne Hampton, and FuBar User ID 1074505. I am really ticked b/c she has had at least 2 friends get their accounts deleted by marking 'NSFW' on everything she could. Additionally, I know of 2 others who have blocked her before she could do more damage. The FuBar-tenders and Bouncers tell me it is out of their hands b/c they have to abide by the Terms of the Member Service Agreement, but she has blatantly and maliciously lied and flagged users b/c they left me a comment. Bottomline, she is extremely jealous, and we only chatted for 30 minutes yesterday...that's it. So needless to say, I am pretty ticked b/c my friends who did nothing, literally nothing but leave me flirtatious comments and messages have had their accounts deleted, and she is still here messing with whomever she can. So if any of you know this user called 'Anne' (

Cornflake Champion
Some of you might know, that I decided to arrange a cornflake challenge. I enrolled three of my male friends to see who could outlast the other. Apparently, Mr. Kellog invented cornflakes to prevent masturbation. After researching this bullshit. I decided to test out the theory. The challenge was on, Hugh, Master of Puppets, Short Bus and I decided to eat cornflakes for a week and see who would come out victorious. Well personally I have to admit (yes Hugh) I admit it only took about 12 hours before I lost the challenge. The winner was MAster of Puppets he has alot of determinitaion and has one yes won a years supply of Kellogs Cornflakes and 5 pornos. In second place Hugh, altho there is some suspicion he lied about the timing of the act. I will give in under Rev's scrutiny. In third place..... me In four and last place, Short Bus who we all are quite surprised he lasted till after work. Now last but not least in this sad but hillarious rant of mine. I being of

Owned
Here is my new owner… *Thump☆Star*@ fubar Once again I have been owned so let’s show my Owner some love Rate Fan and add him… This Pimp out Brought to you by QUEEN Nassy V4mpir3 GothMother OWNED BY Thump☆Star*@ fubar

*sigh* Be Still My Heart..
It's funny how you can be so disgusted with someone but still love them with the little pieces of your heart. No, I'm not talking about the loser who abused me. I'm talking about the other loser who still has a piece or two of my heart. He tends to sneak into my life every once awhile, fuck me over, and then dip out quietly as he came in. What sucks the most is I carry a constant reminder of him on me. I see him in the club and I'm flooded with all the memories...some good..some bad. I swear I'm a magnet for loser men. I can proudly say I didn't go anywhere with him that night. I held my ground, and went home to my own bed alone. Right now I'm weak, and just want to be with someone but I don't need his drama. He knows he has me twisted, and in some ways I got him fucked up too cause he still calls me. It's a real fucked up friendship/relationship and to be honest I'm ready to be done with it as it drains me. But anyway, sorry for all the blogging..I got so much on my heart

Invincible
I memorized all the words for you But if you only knew how much that’s just not like me I wait up late every night just to hear your voice But you don’t know that’s nothing like me You know I wonder have you already figured out All these things that I try to hide All this time I’ve been hoping you don’t find out how All these thing that I hide on the inside I can’t be held responsible This is all so new to me Just when I think I’m invincible You come and happen to me I want to make sure everything is perfect for you If you only knew that that’s not like me to follow through Maybe even give up on these dead end dreams just to be with you But you don’t know that’s nothing like me Hey yeah, I wonder have you already figured out All these things that I try to hide All this time I’ve been hoping you don’t find out how All these thing that I hide on the inside I can’t be held responsible This is all so new to me Just when I think I’m invincible You come and h

I Love These Fu's
Ok these are some of my best friends and they all kick A$$. So if they arent on your list they should be! ♫LilBamaGirl♫~Shadow Leveler~@ fubar ♥Ħøŧ Møммα♥@ fubar QUEEN Nassy V4mpir3 GothMother OWNED BY Thump☆Star*@ fubar Cali Rain@ fubar ☛NSFW☚(FIGHT FOR THE CURE)@ fubar This bulletin brought to you by: Wishful Thinking@ fubar

My Own Heart
From the mystic shambles of lifes embezzeled moments i see a glimpse of her a breath in me seizes to exzist heat arises blood begins to scramble in a stir Her beauty is without a blemish her romance is true to the core even creation pauses for a moment for her beauty is to adore Her love is never ending her candle will not go out at night and in her chambers are meadows of peace love joy and light Most are blind to her majesty her wings are always spread to fly she is most austeer and embracing her love is kind ,seated in the sky This for you my love my gem my hearts desire for truely my desire my dream is to be your sire dreams as I waken from the nights sweet peace I see what is most lovely of all for beside my heart is a love to true so much more lovely than august fall ever breath I take is like the first drink of water for a soul that thirst because she has held me loved me and captured my being she is first I will embrace her cheri

Survival Of The Sickest
1, 2, 3, 4!!! I'm a hand up mona lisa's dress I'm a smile on every criminal you'll ever acquit, I'm the things you've done you'd never admit Cause one hand is on the bible and the other's in shit. But right now, your faceless in the crowd I'm shouting out loud The one you counted out of the game Oh wow! Take a good look at me now Should have never had a doubt Is that you I hear screamin' my name? I'm a roller I'm a rider I'm number one motherfucking survivor So move over I'm a driver And I'm high and i'm keep gettin higher Yeah yeah yeah! Yeah yeah yeah! I'm the one you thought that you could erase But a predator that's faster than the food that it chased, You fall off the horse you brought to the race I'll be the one who's flyin' by ya kickin' shit in your face. And right now, your faceis in the crowd I'm shouting out loud The one you counted out of the game Oh wow! Take a good look at me now Should have never had a doubt Is that you I hear

Cant Seem To Smile
I have been thinking lately on why i can never find love...the love that i do find, is yet so far away from me. all the guys in my past have treated me like fucking shit. I think that ive only been truley in love twice. and well i want to have that feeling again. so bad. And all this time ive been so patient with it. Watching other people...and the love they have for eachother. its not fair, but all i can really so is sit here and be happy for them. i just dont understand. is it me? whats wrong with me? i just feel empty inside. its not fair. i hurt everyday...i just want someone that would listen to me. and i dont want to have to wait for love to happen. but i guess love is patients. I want someone that is right for me. I know that im young and i have my whole life ahead of me, but i see people that are my age and they are madly in love with someone...Im a good fucking person with great intentions. I just want what i cant have all the time, and thats my problem. Love is such a big dea

No Hard Feelings
All the pain that haunts me still And all the shame surrounding you And all the past that I can't kill Forever wrapped around me And all the sadness in our lives And all the things that I can't hide And all just a fear thats deep inside From all the years of hiding Theres a ghost thats inside of my mind And a pain that is haunting me still So I can never go back and rewind And I can never have peace or be still somebody take this away! somebody take this away! somebody take this away! somebody take this... They took you far away from me So I could never find you They made me blind but I can see The loaded gun behind you The end of everything we knew Inside of me and inside of you I miss the way we used to be When I was what would bring you through Theres a ghost thats inside of my mind And a pain that is haunting me still So I can never go back and rewind And I can never have peace or be still somebody take this away! somebody take this away!

I Want You
I thought this was a perfect love affair Not like the other ones, not like the other ones But now I think I see things pretty clear Just like the other ones, just like the other ones But I want you and I need you That one that makes me feel alive I want you and I need you I feel like I wasted all my time, My time, my time, my time I feel like I've died and gone to hell Just like the other ones, just like the other ones There's no more excuses you can sell I hope you've had your fun, bet I'm not the only ones But I want you and I need you That one that makes me feel alive I want you and I need you I feel like I wasted all my time, My time, my time, my time I want you and I need you That one that makes me feel alive I want you and I need you I feel like I wasted all my time, (background) (Fuckin' waste of time) My time, (You're a waste of time) My time, (You're such a waste of time) My time, (You're a fuckin' wasted time)

Beltane Details And History
Body: Beltane by: Christina Aubin and George Knowles edited to fit MySpace's format and posted by Magickal Winds April 30th - also known as: Roodmas / May Eve / Walpurgis Night: Beltane marks the courtship of the Goddess and God in a renewal of the ancient marriage of polarity. As the young God emerges into manhood, he desires the Goddess and they fall in love. They meet together in fields and forests where spurred on by the energies at work in nature, they unite and the Goddess again becomes pregnant of the God. by George Knowles Beltane -- Holiday Details and History Beltane is the last of the three spring fertility festivals, the others being Imbolc and Ostara. Beltane is the second principal Celtic festival (the other being Samhain). Celebrated approximately halfway between Vernal (spring) equinox and the midsummer (Summer Solstice). Beltane traditionally marked the arrival if summer in ancient times. At Beltane the Pleiades star cluster rises just be

This Is The End
long since the day ends along the narrow path blinding love spotless in the air the day will come when this is the end my hands are colder an empty mind silently broken another thought tingles my senses all for today gone tomorrow for this is the end

No Regrets ( Vol 2 )
All the pain that haunts me still And all the shame surrounding you Is now the past that I can't kill Forever wrapped around me And all the sadness was your life Are now the things that I can't hide Its just a fear thats deep inside From all the years of hiding Theres a ghost thats inside of my mind And a pain that is haunting me still So I can never go back and rewind And I can never have peace or be still Somebody,somebody, somebody take this away Somebody,somebody, somebody take this away But I have lived for you And every single little thing you do But I have lived for you And I won't kill myself for loving you They took you far away from me So I could never find you They made me blind but i can see The loaded gun behind you The end of all that this boy knew Inside of me was the inside of you I miss the way we used to be When I was what would bring you through somebody take this away! somebody take this away! somebody take this away! someb

All About Me (cause I Know You Wanna Know)
Someone once told me that it was easier to get over things if you told someone about them. Well... writing a blog gives countless of people access to 'what I am feeling' and the way I see it, the more people you share with the quicker it will all go away. So this is a list of what I happen to be feeling: I feel like this is going to be a very depressing blog...and I'm not sorry for that. Its the truth, and I am never sorry for the truth. I feel abandoned by people who I thought loved me. Which leads to me feeling as though I am not worthy of being loved. I feel empty...because what should BE right now... us caught in the past...but still present in my mind every day. I feel that no one really cares. I feel like running away. I feel that I am done with love. I am done with trust. I am done with it all. I am not setting myself up to get hurt again. I just won't do it. I feel as though absolutely nothing I do can be done right. Something always has to go wrong.

Venting
This makes a person do some thinking. There was a blind girl who hated herself because she was blind. She hated everyone, except her loving boyfriend. He was always there for her. She told her boyfriend, 'If I could only see the world, I will marry you.' One day, someone donated a pair of eyes to her. When the bandages came off, she was able to see everything, including her boyfriend. He asked her, 'Now that you can see the world, will you marry me?' The girl looked at her boyfriend and saw that he was blind. The sight of his closed eyelids shocked her. She hadn't expected that. The thought of looking at them the rest of her life led her to refuse to marry him. Her boyfriend left in tears and days later wrote a note to her saying: 'Take good care of your eyes, my dear, for before they were yours, they were mine.' This is how the human brain often works when our status changes. Only a very few remember what life was like before, an

Happy Hour!!!
Thank you everyone for making my 2nd Happy Hour on my new account a wonderful one!! XOXOXO Y'all took all my bling!! LOL ~*TinkerbellMN84*~ {Fu-Owned by Argonutz & Darkness & lil slavegrrl} SAVE YO0UR RATES FOR MY HH FOR TONIGHT AT 7PM FU-TIME(PST)!! THIS IS MY FIRST HH ON MY NEW ACCOUNT SO I'M REALLY HOPING IT'S A GOOD ONE! AND SINCE THE RATE-A-THON WAS SUCH A HIT WHEN I HAD MY HH ON MY OLD ACCOUNT I WILL BE DOING IT AGAIN!!! 12k FOR 100 11s 6k FOR 100 10s & 6k FOR 100 STASH RATES! ALSO I WILL BE GIVING BLINGS OUT TO RANDOM PEOPLE! SO AFTER EVERY 100 RATES YOU HAVE TO MESSAGE ME SO YOU WILL HAVE MORE CHANCES AT GETTING A BLING!!! WILL BE DOING 1 CREDIT BLINGS AND 3 CREDIT BLINGS AND A FEW PEOPLE WILL GET A BONUS FOR DOUBLE THE FUBUCKS FOR THE SET OF 100 THEY DID!!! AND THE PERSON WHO DOES THE MOST RATES DURING MY HH WILL GET A BLING AND GET SOME BONUS FUBUCKS!! LAST TIME A COUPLE PEOPLE STARTED EARLY I WILL NOT BE PAYING FOR EARLY RATES BUT MAY EXTEND THE RATE-A-THO

Choosing A Wife
Choosing A Wife A man wanted to get married. He was having trouble choosing among three likely candidates. He gives each woman a present of $5,000 and watches to see what they do with the money. The first does a total make over. She goes to a fancy beauty salon gets her hair done, new make up and buys several new outfits and dresses up very nicely for the man. She tells him that she has done this to be more a attractive for him because she loves him so much. The man was impressed. The second goes shopping to buy the man gifts. She gets him a new set of golf clubs, some new gizmos for his computer, and some expensive clothes. As she presents these gifts, she tells him that she has spent all the money on him because she loves him so much. Again, the man is impressed. The third invests the money in the stock market. She earns several times the $5,000. She gives him back his $5,000 and reinvests the remainder in a joint account. She tells him that she wants to save f

Sorrow
All I am saying is I can not be saved Nothing can help anymore I hurt from the time Ii open my eyes of a morn to the time I lay back down Nothing can help my sorrows , losses , or lonelyness I always hurt its just hidden as I shrowd it so For those whom do not believe my life or what has happened to me - I hope they shall bestow upon to you the same graces in life Call it cowardice - I call it freedom - tired of trying ... such wasted waters flow And it seems to be for nothing as an exsistance to just be is no exsistance at all - I have no purpose - It's all been taken from me Chip Chip Chipped away lil by lil I have tried to let it go ... to move on ... BUT I CAN'T its going nowhere just reliving it day to day make it stop let it end please someone let it end .....

In The Meadow...
"IN THE MEADOW" White, wind-swept wigwams Snow-capped peaks in the distance Surround our meadow. A brook--- silver thread Waist-deep and winding wetness Divides our meadow. We lie, live, and die Regenerate and fly And soar into the sky! Our lusts and our passions Are fueling these progressions Through organic creations! White, wavering walls--- Your willing breasts and you thighs--- Surround your meadow. A crease--- pink crevice--- Wistful and winding wetness Divides your meadow. We lay, love, and play Re-discovering the way To be happy all the day! Our lusts and our passions Are fueling these progressions With orgasmic submissions! copyright 2006-2008 by Michael Lofton "In The Meadow" started off as a poem that I wrote for an ex-girlfriend/LDR. She moved on, and so did I... eventually. Now the poem's in public domain (no names were used, so no harm done!). When I started up my Blog section, I kinda-sorta accidently used the p

Told You So....
As some of you know, I work with one of my ex's. She throw me aside for someone that works here. Let me explain that, we both work at the same place but for different companies. The place where she works, hired another female, and now all the guys that was hitting on her that she thought wanted her, are now hitting on the other girl and not paying her any mind. She was telling me that all these guys here ask about her and hang around and flirt with her and I had to ask her, "Jealous?" She said no but I could see that she was. I think its funny cause when she ended things between us for this other guy, I told her that these guys here will flirt with and hit on any female around that she is just not all that. Well I was right, and I am loving it. Cause the sure thing she had is gone and the promise that she was getting (which she thought was better than me) are also gone. I Love it!!! HEHEHEHEHE

Funny Stuff
1. Maternity leave would last two years....with full pay. 2. There would be a cure for stretch marks. 3. Natural childbirth would become obsolete. 4. Morning sickness would rank as the nation's #1 health problem. 5. All methods of birth control would be 100% effective. 6. Children would be kept in the hospital until toilet trained. 7. Men would be eager to talk about commitment. 8. They wouldn't think twins were so cute. 9. Sons would have to be home from dates by 10:00 PM. 10. Briefcases would be used as diaper bags. 11. Paternity suits would be a fashion line of clothes. 12. They'd stay in bed during the entire pregnancy. 13. Restaurants would include ice cream and pickles as main entree's. 14. Women would rule the world. 1. Q: I've heard that cardiovascular exercise can prolong life. Is this true? A: Your heart is only good for so many beats, and that's it...don't waste them on exercise. Everything wears out eventu

4/08 Auction...up For Bid!
Win me in GoddessWildCherry's fu-auction!!! Who's gonna be my new fu-owner? I'm up for Bid!!! So, for those of you who may want to own me for a month, here is what my owner will get: 1) 500 pix rated 11's during HH 2) Rate all stash during HH (Up to 400) 3) Added as #1 friend for the month 4) Gift 3-day blast 5) 2 personalized tags 6) A hug a day for the month 7) 1 "big pimping" gift a week (or 1 bling) 8) Your name added to mine for the month 9) 1 phone call (USA only) at your convenience 10) Add your page link to mine !AUCTION OPEN! Just click the pic to bid! This auction brought to you by GoddessWildCherry. Plz stop and show her love ~GoddessWildCherry~ Owned by Johnny ~Member of the Spankers Club~@ fubar

Me
What to say or what to do is lifes way of making you tougher. Its like the old saying if life gives you lemons find someone with vodka amd have a party. If everyone is not on your side in life well i guess then at that point make your own team and play hardball back. You cant let other people make all your decisions in life whatever makes you happy do it. Take care of what you have to take care of in your life and the rest play by ear. You cant live your life to make everyone else happy or your going to upset people or not be happy yourself. With that being said who ever is reading this just be happy and live for you. why do people aways say thet know what your going trough or know how how you feel. But then on the same note say well are you single. lol funny huh. well you dont know me if you did you would say im just here for you not bs answers that you think i want to hear. And why then do people try to hook u up woth people after they find out your now out of a rela

Long Distance
As i sleep at night i began to cry wondering why god made it this way. why did he put my prince charming so far far away. i can recall every time we talk it seems like your so near not miles away. i need you more than ever these days and it seem to be getting harder and harder to do this without you. i ask god every night why he did this why he would let me cry like this why he would make me pray saying please god don't let him leave me today. This is for my Bubby,my soulmate & best friend

Real Excuse Notes From Parents (with Their Original Spelling)
1. My son is under a doctor's care and should not take P.E. today. Please execute him. 2. Please excuse Lisa for being absent. She was sick and I had her shot. 3. Dear School: Please excuse John being absent on Jan. 28, 29,30, 31, 32, and also 33. 4. Please excuse Gloria from Jim today. She is administrating. 5. Please excuse Roland from P.E. for a few days. Yesterday he fell out of a tree and misplaced his hip. 6. John has been absent because he had two teeth taken out of his face. 7. Carlos was absent yesterday because he was playing football. He was hurt in the growing part. 8. Megan could not come to school today because she has been bothered by very close veins. 9. Chris will not be in school cus he has an acre in his side. 10. Please excuse Ray Friday from school. He has very loose vowels. 11. Please excuse Pedro from being absent yesterday. He had (diahre) (dyrea) (direathe) the runs. [words in ()'s were crossed out.] 12. Please e

Ways To Cope With Stress
1. Jam miniature marshmallows up your nose and sneeze them out. See how many you can do at a time. 2. Use your Mastercard to pay your Visa and vice-versa. 3. Pop some popcorn without putting the lid on. 4. When someone says "have a nice day", tell them you have other plans. 5. Make a list of things to do that you have already done. 6. Dance naked in front of your pets. 7. Put your toddler's clothes on backwards and send him to pre-school as if nothing is wrong. 8. Fill out your tax form using Roman Numerals. 9. Tape pictures of you boss on watermelons and launch them from high places. 10. Leaf through "National Geographic" and draw underwear on the natives. 11. Tattoo "Out to Lunch" on your forehead. 12. Go shopping. Buy everything. Sweat in it. Return it the next day. 13. Buy a subscription to "Sleazoid Weekly" and send it to your boss's wife. 14. Pay your electric bill in pennies. 15. Drive to work in rev

What Does Love Mean?
1. "When my grandmother got arthritis, she couldn't bend over and paint her toenails anymore. So my grandfather does it for her all the time, even when his hands got arthritis too. That's love." Rebecca - age 8 2. When someone loves you, the way they say your name is different. You just know that your name is safe in their mouth." Billy - age 4 3. "Love is when a girl puts on perfume and a boy puts on shaving cologne and they go out and smell each other." Karl - age 5 4. "Love is when you go out to eat and give somebody most of your French fries without making them give you any of theirs." Chrissy - age 6 5. "Love is what makes you smile when you're tired." Terri - age 4 6. "Love is when my mommy makes coffee for my daddy and she takes a sip before giving it to him, to make sure the taste is OK." Danny - age 7 7. "Love is when you kiss all the time. Then when you get tired of kissing, you still want to be together and you talk more. My Momm

Newly Divorced Woman
The newly divorced woman had never had to be the handyman around the house before, and quickly discovered she was lacking most of the proper tools to do the odd jobs needed. She made a trip to the local hardware store and quickly learned that it was truly a "man's world" there. Thinking that she might be taken advantage of if she let on that she was indeed a novice, she made a determined effort to look and sound as if she knew what she was doing. Completing her first group of purchases she took them to the clerk at the counter and looking behind him she discovered she hadn't bought any files. She pointed to one and said "May I have one of those ?" The clerk, unsure of what she was indicating said, "What... one of those bastards ?" Without a pause, she said, "Yeah ! And ya better give me a few of those Son-of-a-Bitches next to 'em too."

Why I Fired My Secretary
Why I Fired My Secretary I woke up early, feeling depressed because it was my birthday, and I thought, "I'm another year older," but decided to make the best of it. So I showered and shaved, knowing when I went down to breakfast my wife would greet me with a big kiss and say, "Happy birthday, dear." All smiles, I went in to breakfast, and there sat my wife, reading her newspaper, as usual. She didn't say one word. So I got myself a cup of coffee, made some toast and thought to myself, "Oh well, she forgot. The kids will be down in a few minutes, smiling and happy, and they will sing 'Happy Birthday' and have a nice gift for me." There I sat, enjoying my coffee, and I waited. Finally, the kids came running into the kitchen, yelling, "Give me a slice of toast! I'm late! Where is my coat? I'm going to miss the bus!" Feeling more depressed than ever, I left for the office. When I walked into the office, my secretary greeted me with a great big smile and a cheerful "Hap

Standardized Guide To The Bases
Do you remember middle school/junior high/high school? If so, do you remember talking about 'the bases' with your friends? "Yeah man, at the dance, X and Y went behind the gym and they got to second base!" Well that was cool and all, but what the hell was second base? Tongue kissing? Up the shirt? Noone was really sure. Also, the bases tended to get progressively more intense as you got older. What's a person to do? Here, we mourn the passing of using baseball ananlogies to describe sexual activity. But let's face it, there are more than four stages in todays day and age of sex play. So, in the interests of both bringing baseball sex metaphors in line with the complications of modern romance and with standardizing the bases, we present the Standardized Guide to the Bases. First, let's examine what the bases could have meant in the old days. --First Base- This was almost always kissing, although one guy I knew thought it meant holding hands. Sometimes it was tong

Old Friends
OMG! by the weirdest circumstances, this freaking awesome aussie chick found me while mumming the other day. as it turns out, she is an old family friend who i grew up calling my aunty. who would of thought fubar would have been the place to meet long lost friends and family here in Oz! i dont ask for much from my friends but this amazing lady had a huge part in my upbringing, and that has alot to do with the woman i am today, so please go show her some true fubar love! i can promise you wont be disappointed! Sabbynib@ fubar i love you sabby!!!

Love Is
**LOVE IS** LOVE IS KIND LOVE IS BLIND TRUE LOVE IS HARD TO FIND WHEN WE MET I KNEW YOU WERE THE ONE FOR ME TO BE WITH AS I LOOK INTO YOUR EYES I KNEW THAT YOU WERE THE PERFECT GUY WHEN WE HOLD HANDS I AM NOT LOST BUT KNOWING THAT LOVE HAS IT'S COST FOR WHATEVER LOVE THE COST IS I'LL PAY THAT PRICE TO BE IN LOVE WITH YOU FOR THE REST OF MY DAY'S FOR I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART.. BY:TIHONEY KA'ILILAUOKEKOA KAHELE

Poem 1 To 10
POEM 1. Roses are red, Pickles are green I love your legs and whats between POEM # 2 Roses are red Grass is green Open your legs And i'll fuck you clean POEM # 3 I like your style I like your class but most of all i like your ass POEM # 4 Im a cool girl, in a cool town it takes a real mother fucker to put me down POEM # 5 Kissing is a habit Fucking is a game Guys get all the pleasure Girls get all the pain The guy says i love you You belive its true But when your tummy starts to swell, He says 'to hell with you' 10 minutes of pleasure 9 monthes in pain 3 days in hospital A baby without a name The baby is a bastard The mother is a whore This never would have happened If the rubber wouldnt have torn POEM # 6 Guys are like roses, Watch out for the pricks. POEM # 7 Smoke a smoke Not a butt Fuck a virgin Not a slut. POEM # 8 Sex is bad Sex is

Just A Biker
I saw you hug your purse closer to you in the grocery store line. But you didn't see me put an extra $10.00 in the collection plate last Sunday. I saw you pull your child closer when we passed each other on the sidewalk. But you didn't see me playing Santa at the local mall. I saw you change your mind about going into the restaurant when you saw my bike parked out front. But you didn't see me attending a meeting to raise more money for the hurricane relief. I saw you roll up your window and shake your head when I rode by. But you didn't see me riding behind you when you flicked your cigarette butt out the car window. I saw you frown at me when I smiled at your children. But you didn't see me when I took time off from work to run toys to the homeless. I saw you stare at my long hair. But you didn't see me and my friends cut ten inches off for Locks of Love. I saw you roll your eyes at our leather jackets and gloves. But you didn't see me and my brothers don

When Ur Heart Stops
WHEN UR HEART STOPS . WHAT DO YOU DO WHEN YOU MEET SOME ONE N AFTER A WHILE OF TALKING U CAN FEEL UR HEART SKIP A BEAT FOR THE FRIST TIME IN A LONG TIME. YOU GUYS CAN TALK BOUT ANY THING N LAUGH ALL THE TIME ALWAYS HAPPY N YOU KNOW HOW THE OTHER PERSON IS ALWAYS FEELING. WHEN YOU SEE THAT PERSON'S SMILE IT BRIGHTEN'S UP UR DAY. U THINK BOUT UR PASSION'S N DREAM'S THAT LAY IN THERE PALM. U GET A RUSH OF WHAT THE FUTURE COULD LOOK LIKE. ALL THE MEMORYS YOU COULD MAKE WIT EACHOTHER. AN THEN IN JUST ONE BLINK OF UR EYE U SEE THINGS FLASH AWAY. THINGS U THOUGHT U DONT REALLY KNOW BOUT ANYMORE IT SCARES YOU. U FEEL LIKE THAT PERSON'S PAST MAY NOT BE THERE PAST YET BUT STILL APART OF UR FUTURE. OR MAYBE ITS JUST UR FEELINGS PLAYING GAMES ON YOU. WHO KNOWS REALLY RIGHT. BUT U WILL FEEL IT WHEN UR HEART STOPS.

Broken Hearted Bombers
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Lounge Information
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New Chapter In My Life
Good morning. This Sunday, I leave for Florida. I am ripping up almost 38 years of roots here in the Rock and Roll Hall of Fame city to open the next chapter of my life. I am open to and accept change...and I have been ready for a fresh start for a while now. I do not have any family here in the area anymore, just my children (they are not excluded here)...but most of my support system is south. If I was in a financially stable position, I would take them with me....but right now, I am not and in the court's eyes...I cannot do that yet (Sucks to be a non-custodial parent sometimes). If I knew that my children were being well taken care of, then I would not worry...but their dad seems to have no interest in them, except for greed. I have told my kids that I love them dearly, and this is hard for me...as well as them. Today, I finish sorting and packing (the remains of a life from the past 16 years) and then I will be done! (I hate moving...sucks at times) I will see my children sometime

People
Why is it that because youre on here people automatically think you need to show your body? Why is it that you cant be on here for friends. Why is it that the rudest people say things to really hurt others feelings---If you dont like it then stop looking its that easy. I have only found a handful on this site that arent talking to me hoping to see some NSFW. I dont do those. I am a married woman and even so I dont want random people viewing my body. Okay so I just need to vent. I have all these ppl in my life that I cannot even imagine living without, I do for people and do for them. I bend over backwards and anything that I have and they need they have it! I have always been like this. I just cant understand for the life of me, why after all I try to do, I get a slap in the face when I dont ask for anything but someone to stand by me. I accept my friends regardless what their faults are because I know that I too have them. I just see them as perfect in my eyes. So why the hell when I

My Strengths N Weaknesses
My Strengths - Charismatic , Competent , Courageous , Determined , Honest , Loyal , Magnetic , Passionate , Profound , Proud , Reliable , Sharp-Witted My Weaknesses - Intolerant , Jealous , Manipulative , Merciless , Obsessive , Passive-Aggressive , Secretive , Selective , Self-Destructive , Speculative , Vicious

Our Darkness
Through these city nightmares you'd walk with me And we'd talk of it with idealistic assurance That it wouldn't tear us apart We'd keep our heads above the blackened water But there's no room for ideals in this mechanical place And you're gone now Through a grimy window that I can't keep clean Through billowing smoke that's swallowed the sun You're nowhere to be seen Do you think our desires still burn I guess it was desires that tore us apart There has to be passion A passion for living, surviving And that means detachment Everybody has a weapon to fight you with To beat you with when you are down There were too many defences between us Doubting all the time Fearing all the time Doubting all the time Fearing all the time That like these urban nightmares We'd blacken each others skies When we passed the subways we tried to ignore our fate there Of written threats on endless walls Unjustified crimes carried in stifled calls Would you walk with me now th

Pimping Pages
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Wasteland
Change my attempt good intentions Crouched over You were not there Living in fear But signs were not really that scarce Obvious tears But I will not Hide you through this I want you to help them, please see The bleeding heart perched on my shirt Die, withdraw Hide in cold sweat Quivering lips Ignore remorse Naming a kid, living wasteland This time you've tried All that you can turning you red Change my attempt good intentions Should I, could I Here we are with your obsession Should I, could I Crowned hopeless The article read living wasteland This time you've tried All that you can turning you red but I will not Hide you through this I want you to help Change my attempt good intentions Should I, could I Here we are with your obsession Should I, could I Heave the silver hollow sliver Piercing through another victim Turn and tremble be judgmental Ignorant to all the symbols Blind the face with beauty paste Eventually you'll one day know

Creed To Live By
Don't undermine your worth by comparing yourself to others It is because we are different that each of us is special Don't set your goals by what other people deem important Only you know what is best for you Don't take for granted the things closest to your heart Cling to them as you would your life for without them life is meaningless Don't let life slip through your fingers by living in the past or for the future By living one day at a time you live all the days of your life Don't give up when you still have something to give Nothing is really over until the moment you stop trying Don't be afraid to admit that you are less than perfect It is the fragile thread that binds us to each other Don't be afraid to encounter risks It is by taking chances that we learn to be brave Don't shut love out of your life by saying it is impossible to find The quickest way to receive love is to give love The fastest way to lose love is to hold i

Eternal Drama... You Be The Judge.
Those of you that know me, know that I believe in the "What happens in Vegas... stays in Vegas" conversations. But a recent situation has caused me to rethink this statement. Specially when it deals with my good name and trying to do the noble thing. Someone of whom I thought was a friend called me up not too long ago. She had recently visited a guy off of Fubar. She seemed a bit concerned about a situation that had come up. The situation being that this guy was now coming home to her house. I asked her if he was basically "extending" the visit. She stated that she didn't know. I was puzzled, but I let the conversation continue. During the conversation, she said a couple of things that threw up red flags. One being that this guy brought his desktop computer with him. The second being that this guy's mother asked her if she was "sure she was alright with this." After hearing this, I simply said, "This guy just moved in with you." She seemed to be shocked at this and questioned we

Fake Or Real?
AlliLicious@ fubar got this woman..2 days in row come to my page..telling me I am pretty and such. I am wondering, is she real or not? And how is it..she has moved past level 10 without a salute pic? I see shes got people drooling all over her..and if it is her..shes hot. part of her convo to me..which makes me think its a guy... AlliLicious: not yet dont have my cam ->AlliLicious: do u have a salute pic? AlliLicious: awwww ok i understand ->AlliLicious: only let those i see view me AlliLicious: mind if i view u for a bit ->AlliLicious: yes. AlliLicious: do you have yahoo and cam let me know what ya think?

Poems
'Leave My Heart' I wonder why you went To a place where I could never go When you had everything with me Only you will ever know You never left me any time To record the feeling of your touch Where did the loving ever go When it all once meant so much You leave my heart, you steal my soul And time won't fill the empty hole You left in me when you walked out Just leaving sorrow, pain and doubt But I'll go on, I'll find another one Who'll treasure all that I will be Who'll treasure all that I've become So when you leave, don't take me with you I couldn't bare to leave this place Where all the memories reside In the beauty of your face Your love it dripped from your fingertips With your blind caress And made my soul sway with sorrow That it will never be here again with me It creeps to me in the cold of night When my heart has wishes I can't fulfil Your arms sweeten the sound of sorrow But only … only until ...

Help Me Godfather On My 2 Happy Hours Today.?
BE SURE TO SHOW UP AT MY 2 HAPPY HOURS TODAY @7:00 A.M.PACIFIC TIME = 10:00 P.M. EASTERN TIME & 10:00 A.M PACIFIC TIME = 1:00 P.M. EASTERN TIME PLEASE SPANK ME GOOD ..:) HELP ME DO THIS FU~HEADS ? GODFATHER ME PLZZZ.?? PLEASE STOP BY & HELP ME MAKE GODFATHER MY FRIENDS AND RATE THE CRAP OUT OF MY STUFF. STASH,PICS,BLOGS WHATEVER I HAVE. I NEVER ASK ANYTHING FROM ANYONE.PLEASE SHOW THE FU~LUV !!! ADD/FAN/RATE TOO WHILE YOUR @ IT PLEASE ALL MY FRIENDS WILL YOU REPOST THIS PLEASE? THANKS IN ADVANCE...:) ~ŦØMM¥ßØ¥~@

Dirty Lil Secrets
Basics 1. How old are you? 2. Look between your legs...what's your species, male or female.. (or both)? 3. Equally important, what's your sexual Orientation? 4. At what tender age did you discover the joys of masturbation? 5. Sometimes nature intends a person to discover their first orgasm later…either way when was it? 6. Uh ohh.. you went and sinned and kissed someone. When did you lose your innocence, sinner? 7. Expanding on that, when was the first time you made out with someone? 8a. How often do you masturbate? 8b. Do you fantasize usually when you do? 8c. Do you like it? 8d. Do you try to get there fast or do you deny yourself to make it last longer? 8e. Ever engage in mutual masturbation (doing it, but with a partner)? 8f. Do you own and use a dildo or vibrator? 8g. Have you ever used a foreign object but not a sex toy (cucumber, hairbrush, something like that)? Oral sex 1. In general, does the idea of oral sex appeal to you? 2. Ok great, I w

Sick And Tired
thats right i am sick and tired of hearing all the lazy no good people that talk shit about the military and say shit like thank god for IEDS.to all you people you can kiss my ass and when you get the ballz to do something for your country then you can talk shit.to the guys and girls still over there be safe keep your head down and keep kicking ass.

Thanks For Everything
Thank you all so very much for allowing me to be part of your online experience. Fubar at one point was a major part of my life last year being away from my family and twins. I am back home now and it is time for me to get my life together. I thank you all for your friendships. I wish you all well in life. Thank You!!! Yes I will be deleting this account..... B.E.P. Antonio Special Thanks go out to this woman right here, for helping me through my hardest times. Amelia ~Real Life Girlfriend & Fu Wifey to BrownEyedPapi~@ fubar

Fool Me Once Shame On You, Fool Me Twice(or More) Shame Shame On You.
No one is really responsible to make someone else happy, no matter what most people have been taught and accept as true.Sadness is a part of our existence. You can choose to be happy or sad and whichever you choose that is what you get. It is when you are feeling sad that you develop new insight about yourself.I was never one to patiently pick up broken fragments and glue them together again and tell myself that the mended whole was as good as new. What is broken is broken -- and I'd rather remember it as it WAS when it was at it's best than mend it and see the broken pieces and pretend its good again. You can't go back. No matter how hard you try.If you've made someone sad, they may forget what you said, but they will never forget how you made them feel. It's a powerful thing, these"emotions" of sadness, especially when it's attached to someone or being with someone. However the most important things in the world have been accomplished by people who have kept on trying when there s

For Anyone Who Still Has Doubts About 911
For anyone who still has doubts about 911, weigh out the facts and the overwhelming amount of evidence supporting the reality that the events of 911 were one big set-up. This exposes the lies, disproving every aspect of the bogus 911 commission report put forth by the corrupt government. Judge for yourselves, but investigate the facts and evidence before jumping to a conclsuion.

Behind Those Eyes
You said "I got something to say" Then you got that look in your eye "There is something you've got to know" You said it as you started to cry "I've been down the wrong road tonight And I swear I'll never go there again" Ive seen this face once before And I don't think I can do this again Theres something I cant see There's something different in the way you smile Behind those eyes you lie And theres nothing I can say Cause im never gonna change your mind Behind those eyes you hide As you turned to walk away I saw another look in your eye And even though it hurt like it did I couldn't let this be your goodbye. You say that you're sorry And you say now that it hurts you the same Is there something here to believe Or is it just another part of the game? Theres something I cant see Something living in the way you smile Behind those eyes you lie And theres nothing I can say Cause im never gonna change your mind Behind those eyes you hide Ohh yeah

Quotes
Have you ever noticed in the midst of things that the world around you isn't what it seems? That all before you seems so rare; yet is taken forgranted more than the air. No matter where you go, there you always are; heaving & trodding a beaten path thus far, and as the world turns day by day; and you slowly begin to lose your way, When the sun has fallen and darkness falls; & the deafening scream of silence calls, You open your eyes & to what you're amazed..... Another day's gone by & yet nothing's changed!! ~*~D!x!3*D3^1L~*~ "There are no little events in life. Those we think of no consequence might be full of fate." -Amelia Barn- "No matter where you go, there you always are." -Charles Manson-

A Downer
George Strait has never been so smart. I hate everything. I hate my job. I hate my room. I hate my bed. I hate my boots. I hate my computers. I hate my TV. I hate the phone. I hate the internet. I hate driving. I hate hearing the choppers flying into the hospital. I hate the sand. I hate the sun. I hate the forsaking heat. I hate the stairs. I hate the hallway. I really hate everything right now. I hate being sober. I hate being celibate (forced because of distance). Oh yeah, and I really hate the time difference. Well, I have been trying to figure some stuff out, and every time I get one answer, another 2 pop up. I have tried to figure out why, what, when, where, who, and how, but none of it seems to make any sense anymore. Everything I do, it seems to lead to another curve in the road, and another set of new questions. I guess I am just destined to be lost. I don’t feel close to my family. I don’t feel close to my friends. I don’t seem to connect with

Current And Past Owners
I'm in shackles!!! WOOT! Check out my new owner!! He's got me from 6/30/08 to 7/29/08! Go show him love and let him know I sent you!!! ~SouthernOutlawBiker~DSC~OutlawsAndPu$$ycats~ This pimp-out brought to you by: ~*TinkerbellMN84*~ {Fu-Owned by VODKAGURL & SingleDad38 & SouthernOutlawBiker} :( He no longer owns me but he's a sweetheart and he doesn't have much stash and has only around 200 photos!!! So go love him up and tell him I sent you! Argonutz This pimp-out brought to you by: ~*TinkerbellMN84*~ {Fu-Owned by Argonutz, VODKAGURL & SingleDad38 } I won ICE in his wife's Owner's auction! He ownS me from 7/1/08-7/31/08 go show him love!! Tell him I sent you!! ICE (owned by angelic kissiame)

Will Spank For Your Spanks! (4/25 Only)
Have any of those Spanks from Heartistic Soul's Contest? I want them and I'm willing to spank your page for them. It's real simple. Email Heartistic Soul and tell her you want your spanks given to me (include my name aGEM4life AND my ID#526822). In return and to show my appreciation I will SPANK your profile by rating ALL your pics during HappyHour (once I receive confirmation from Heartistic Soul). Thanks in advance! **hugs** Donna aka GEM Heartistic Souls Profile

Otis Redding By Everclear
Do you remember when we were hungry? Do you remember when we were cold? Do you remember when we were happy? Do you remember? do you remember? Do you remember when we were lucky? We were livin the life almost every night I would wrap you in my thin white arms Sit and watch the stars glide Yeah, do you remember when we were the losers? Do you remember when we were the lame? Do you remember when we were the lepers? Do you remember? do you remember? Do you remember when we were strung out? Eatin top ramen, macaroni and cheese We would get so lost in that basement room Let the otis redding sing us to sleep I wish I had one more life I dont wanna be wasted I dont wanna live inside this daydream anymore I just wanna be happy again I dont wanna be wasted, I dont wanna be blind I dont wanna be wasted I dont wanna live inside this daydream anymore I just wanna be happy again I dont wanna be wasted, I dont wanna be (blind) I dont wanna be wasted, I dont wanna be

I Am Unbreakable
Where are the people that accused me? The ones who beat me down and bruised me They hide just out of sight Can't face me in the light They'll return but I'll be stronger God, I want to dream again Take me where I've never been I want to go there This time I'm not scared Now I am unbreakable It's unmistakable No one can touch me Nothing can stop me Sometimes it's hard to just keep going But faith is moving without knowing Can I trust what I can't see To reach my destiny I want to take control But I know better God, I want to dream again Take me where I've never been I want to go there This time I'm not scared Now I am unbreakable It's unmistakable No one can touch me Nothing can stop me Forget the fear it's just a crutch That tries to hold you back And turn your dreams to dust All you need to do is just... TRUST!!! God, I want to dream again Take me where I've never been I want to go there This time I'm not scared Now I

Hey
If U love me................leave me a message If U like me.................leave a comment If U wanna date me....... leave your number If U wanna marry me....leave a "will you marry me?" message If U think i'm cute.................leave a comment on one of my pics If U wanna make out with me...................tell me in a message If U care about me ....................leave a caring message If U hate me ....................Tell me in my face!!!Bitch or leave a message If U think im sexy....................leave a comment on my default pic

Out Of My Depth-everclear
Out of my depth Lost in the air Falling faster Like a broken elevator Out of my depth Lost in the dark Waiting for the other shoe To come down hard I cannot communicate Like I wish I could I do not deal with my problems Like I know I should I am out of my depth I am out of my league Watching everything...just Slip away from me Something bad is going to happen I can feel it deep inside There are shadows all around me Like a bad moon on the rise I am in over my head I am in too deep here over my head I guess I should keep my opinions to myself I guess I am out of my depth Out of my depth Right from the start I feel like I was born With an invisible heart Out of my depth Seems like everyday I can't find the words To make the good things Come my way I feel like I am faking it I feel like I am wrong I feel like I'm a guest ...like I just do not belong I am out of my depth Every single day I just cannot find the words To mak

The Canadians Friend
man!!! living in oregon sucks right now it still cloudy and shitty i miss summer and i hope it will be here soon IN FLO TOWN WE HAVE A TRADITION EVEY MAY AROUND THE THIRD WEEK BIKERS AND CAMPERS INVADE MY TOWN AND THE POPULATION SKYROCKETS SO IF YOUR ON OR NEAR THE OREGON COAST COME DOWN AND HAVE FUN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ive recently started dating again and the girl is 8 years younger than me and not as expirenced as me so its kinda trippy but im getting used to it so uhh go yong ass!! yay

My Website
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Prayers Are Needed
I just got off the phone...found out one of my dearest friends who is more like a sister....has got breast cancer. Please keep her in your thoughts & prayers....her name is Nettie. I would appreciate it with all my heart. Loey

Shadow Levelers Rock!!!
I want to thank all of you from the bottom of my heart for all of the love shown to me Wed. & Thur during my pimpout. You guys are amazing. I was speechless from all the love you showed me. Thank you, thank you, thank you! ~Deb~

Single Mothers
You know... I've noticed that there are a lot of single mothers out there... A LOT A LOT! Most of these women are really awesome people... It got me wondering why the hell it's like this nowadays... It's actually starting to piss me off a bit. I'm of course excluding the widowed mothers. My heart goes out to them and all single mothers who are out there struggling for their children. But WHY are these guys who are bringing these children into the world such PUSSIES! Ok, maybe some women chose it even though the guy wanted to be there or maybe even the guy was an abusive asshole who needed to be dropped (not even going to go there), but what of the guys who ran out. You guys who ran, you're all fags! Be a REAL MAN and raise your children. Actually, maybe it may not be a good idea since you're probably STILL children mentally. I'll cut a tiny bit of slack to the guys who were just afraid, but fuck, you want to act foolish and have premarital sex, you should know it's a huge factor. I

A Diary Of Text Messages
*Also posted on Myspace* I poured my heart out in these texts but it had to be said. I'm tired of him, and just men period that think of me as an option. They dont want to be alone, so they think "oh well I will just settle for Shawna". Lord knows, I made him a priority for 6.5 yrs but no more. I can't do it. I have too much self respect and I know I deserve better than what I'm getting. I will find it one day and it is going to be the love that lasts a lifetime.

A Blog Says What?
I'm running a special for those with husbands or boyfriends in the military stationed overseas. I'm offering a discounted rate of $50 per hour for photo sessions so you can get affordable and professional photoshoots done so that you can send pictures to your loved ones. I've had requests to do everything from pin-up style photos, sexy photos in military uniforms and flags, and regular portrait photos. I'm also offering free digital copies of the images (with my logo) at either 800 pixels wide or 800 pixels tall. This special also includes free photo editing. My prices for larger digital images with no logo or physical prints (pictures in your hands) are quite competitive as well. Please feel free to sample my work at my website. The sample below shows the maximum width and height of the free digital images: I'm doing a photography project on the female anatomy, and I'm currently casting models for it. The project is a series of macro (close-up) images of the femal

Blog!
I have seen all sorts of sites about what to do if zombies attacked. They crack me up. They are so friggin serious, telling people exactly what weapons would be the most effective and such. Well here are my list of things that you can do in the unlikely event. 1. Never assume that the attack can be isolated to one area. There is always some dumbshit that thinks that their spouse (even though they got bitten) (if the movies are correct....more about that later) cannot turn into one so they travel with said person out of the infection area eventually turning everyone. Snowballing into a big ....thing. 2. Don't believe everything that you see in movies. In the event of an actual zombie attack movies will be about as useful as this blog. 3. Never listen to the government listen to that crazy guy on the street screaming that the world is coming to an end. At least he isn't trying to down play it enough to get everyone killed. 4. If someone you are with gets bitten I don't care w

My Life
I got girl friend she is so nice i care about her alot!!! I enjoy talk to her and spending all the time i can with her!!! Plus i been talk with with for about a months she is alot differnce anyone i have ever been with in my life!!! She works and plus we are talk about me going to see her and she will come see me too!!! I love you Jane

Graphics
Hey Everyone, Some of you on my friends list have not seen that I do some graphics and I would like you to come check them out. I am going to post ones that I think are some of the best ones I have done if you like them please come leave a comment on them. I am not looking for points I just would like some feedback on my work. Click the ones you like it will take you directly to the pic. This is Just a Sample, there are a lot more some come take a look. Clack Here To See All The Pics

Issues
I wanna wake up I've been walking in my sleep to long Wake up So sick of dreaming I wanna slow down I wanna be part of what is happening around me Without breathing Without feeling Without screaming So I'm leaving I'm unconsciously unconscious Why am I filled with hate? I'd like to blame my parents I'm sure you'd do the same Swallow the hurt Spit out the jerk that's to afraid I turn the page To a chapter that they thought was just a phase But it consumed me You're right I am a failure And when my life turns to shit It won't have anything to do with the fact that it's all you ever taught me how to do So you can relax! Without feeling Without breathing Now I'm leaving I'm unconsciously unconscious Why am I filled with hate? I'd like to blame my parents I'm sure you'd do the same Swallow the hurt Spit out the jerk that's to afraid Turn the page I've been hiding, Drowning, I've been running, Starving, I've been feeling nothing I'm

Wow It's Been Awhile Since I Have Done 1 Of These..
Hey everyone just wanted to put some shit in here..Well I finaly found the perfect derby..The junk yard called and I went to get it..It a 1982 caddilac limo..Now if that don't take a beatin I don't know what will..Pic's to come soon of it and the new harley.. Later all..Love ya'll EJ.. ,,!,, hater's

Poetry
In a starry sky I call out for you, hoping you hear my prayer, Hoping your staring at the same celestial sky, Wanting to feel you there. Dreaming of a new life, I see a falling star, I close my eyes and make my wish, That distance wasn't so far. I pray that angel wings will carry you, As I wait with my arms wide open, Until then I'll hold you in a special place in my heart, Until we can be together again. I know that love will bind us together, In a circle that has no end, Until that circle is completed to a heart, I will wait for my life to begin.

Ugh
Okay, some people are rude when it comes to comments on mumms, I made two mumms last night about the WWE Pay Per View on Sunday. I get one rude comment after another, if they don't like WWE why bother commenting or voting. All the people who made rude and bad comments were blocked because I got sick of it. So I'm going to take a break from making mumms because everytime I do, I get stupid rude comments. I know WWE is all storylined and everything and I am not stupid and I'm not a dumb person. Just wanted to see everyone's opinion, not one rude comment after another. I'm tired of it.

Thoughts 33
Well, it is almost the witching hour at my house. That time of the day when my boys get home from school and the fights begin. At least it is Friday! It has been a bit of a long week for me. My friend and her son here, a memorial, driving all day Wednesday and just about being bored to tears and then fighting with Anthony yesterday and this morning! I need a drink. A drink and relax. I wish it was somewhat warmer outside so that I could have my drink poolside. It has been cold this last week. Not normal weather for us at all. I teased my friend and told her she brought it with her from Seattle! Burr. I am ready to start laying out in my pool naked! Getting that all over glow. Only...we have new neighbors that bought the house next door and they are fixing it up. I don't want to scare them if they are up on a latter or on their roof! Oh my. I would be embarrassed to say the least. This weekend should be a quiet one. Nothing planned. Our daughter is moving out

Please Help Me Win A Happy Hour
I've entered into my first ever contest and I need YOUR help in order to win START DATE will be Friday 25th April 2008 @ 12:30pm Fubar time! I need to be the FIRST one to have 50,000 comments on my picture in tra71 (W.I.S.E UK Friend, UK Leveller & Rising Stars)@ fubar album to win a happy hour on her!!! The END DATE for the contest will be Friday 30th May 2008 @ 12:30pm Fubar time! So please for the luv of me...giggles...help me out thanks bunches

Proudest Monkey
Proudest Monkey Swing in this tree Oh I am bounce around so well Branch to branch, limb to limb you see All in a day's dream I'm stuck Like the other monkeys here I am a humble monkey Sitting up in here again But then came the day I climbed out of these safe limbs Ventured away Walking tall, head high up and singing I went to the city Car horns, corners and the gritty Now I am the proudest monkey you've ever seen Monkey see, monkey do Then comes the day Staring at myself I turn to question me I wonder do I want the simple, simple life that I once lived in well Oh things were quiet then In a way they were the better days But now I am the proudest monkey you've ever seen Monkey see, monkey do Monkey see, monkey do Dave Matthews

My Heart Breaks
I sit awake in the early morning hours and think of you. I wonder if you are thinking of me too. I listen to the music that you love and wish that you were here by my side. I long to feel your arms around me, holding me close to you. Imagining that I'm the only one you'll ever hold. It hurts my heart and causes me pain to think that someone else might take my place. In your heart or in your arms. I search for ways to make sure that in your heart you hold me near and that in your mind I hold a place of honor and respect. yet I still wonder who else has your desire I cannot avoid the fact that I cannot give you all that you need. Your needs are neglegcted by the one who should meet them all. I cannot meet them from so far away. So i resign myself and though it hurts I allow you to seek someone to fill your needs and feed your hunger in ways that i cannot. I know the danger is there that you will stray, but because of my inability to care for you as i should i take that risk in hopes that

Help Her
Please come help this DIVA level up. Diva Lynne only needs 59,000 point to reach Fu~Queen. She is also hosting a Happy Hour at 3pm PST 6pm EST. Please stop in and show this DIVA sum mad love. Thanks to all that help... Peace&Love MsMaine ~Lynne ~ Diva Mafia~Owned by MASTER~Owner of ,NOVA, MASTER, Bubbles, Techboy007...@ fubar Please help Diva Cinda win her first HAPPY HOUR. She has one month to be the frist to get 50,000 comments. LETS SHOW HER SUM MAD DIVA LOVE!! Thanks and PLZ REPOST!! Peace&Love MsMaine Click the picture below and BOMBS AWAY!!!!

Bomb Me!!!!!!! Plz If Ya Luv Me
Please help Diva Cinda win her first HAPPY HOUR. She has one month to be the frist to get 50,000 comments. LETS SHOW HER SUM MAD DIVA LOVE!! Thanks and PLZ REPOST!! Peace&Love MsMaine Click the picture below and BOMBS AWAY!!!! (repost of original by 'Ms.Maine~♥ Fu~Wife to BLACKSTAR♥{Dylons Wizegal Diva}{DylonsDivaMafia}' on '2008-04-25 15:06:42')

Got Some Great Friends!
would like to thank some of the ones yesterday who helped rate my stuff..and those today that I just met. You are all awesome. Although , I was more or less joking in yesterdays blog..it would be nice to be a godfather..but really not all that important. The fact that you wanted to help..was more important. .or that you cared. I wanna wish you all a wonderful friday! I will be busy most of it..working..and baseball opening day is tomorrow. Yee Haw.. no wonder I am so tired.

Mr.lonely
Have been looking for the right lady one for life one who knows how to love with your heart and eyes but one who feels in her heart the facts behind a long lasying relationship one who will meet me half way as I;ll wil be to you happy smiling and love is what I offer you are you the one

Relationships
Dating is so complicated at my age. When you get up in your 40's and you find yourself in the dating circle again it can be very stressfull. Meeting new people, deciding what to do, all that stuff. One thing that i have found is that people out there need to just be themselves. I figure that if someone can not except me for me, then i don't need to be with them. I have been this "fake" person in relationships before, but no more. I am me, i want to be me. Life is to short to try to start over and be a different person or change completely to please a person. I will get off my soap box for now. thank for listening

Bid For Me!!! And Comment Please!!!
Hey Friends Iv entered "The Hottest Tattoo'd Guys on Fubar" Auctionso come show some love on my Tattoo pic!!!Place your bids and or just leave comments!! Its all in fun...and i love your input!!!!Ya baby Ya! Big Smiles for YOU!!! Copy and past this link into your browser to take a peek!!!!! thanks http://www.fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=1651712&albumid=963988&i=4003184460&idx=7

Comment Bombing Contest
XciteME is always giving away EXCELLENT things... I am in her giveaway. 50,000 comments for a 150 credit bling pack... Will u help me? Love me for Mother's Day! I've had a crummy year. Will you make me a happy girl? show me love!

Trojan?!!
4 EVERY ONE IN FUBAR FANTATIA WORD HAS IT THAT THE LOUNGE CALLED THE LILLY PAD IS A FAKE ROOM WAITING 4 PEOPLE TO COME IN THERE N THEN THEY SEND OUT TROJONS TO YUR PC ....PASS TO OTHER FUBAR MEMBERS WYLDEX

My Bullshit.
BID ON ME! Click the pic. Check it out. This auction ends May 7th. This auction just started check it out... This auction ends May 12. Hey everyone my net is back up and I will be back in full swing tomorrow. I'm currently attending Anatomy 142. Love yalls! JA invites you to SocialVibe

New Background
I have no idea why, but when I put my new background up something went wrong and I can't figure it out. Maybe someone can help. Basically to see my new page, you have to scroll down a bit. If anyone can help, let me know. Thanks all!!! I need to get out of the house, and my wingman is at home with his kids. God I need to make more friends before I go stir crazy!! Anyone wanna' take me out? I should rephrase that. Any ladies wanna' take me out.....lol? I guess theres always tomorrow night!

Much Love
I have some Great friends on Fubar lets show them some mad love... Hell what do you have to lose... These are some of the people that have been here for me through thick and thin... ♫LilBamaGirl♫~Shadow Leveler~@ fubar Dream The Ice Queen.@ fubar «¥»ßrök€n W¡ñg§«¥»@ fubar< MASTER Cain ~Demon Crew Co-Founder-Master to Blood Vixen~@ fubar ♥Ħøŧ Møммα♥@ fubar MemyselfandI@ fubar Wishful Thinking@ fubar ۞CuTiE™۞@ fubar RAVEN QUEEN CAUGHT CHAINED & COLLARED BY BLUE EYESDRAGON@ fubar One of he best people here on Fubar, even if you dont ask he is there to help you...Sometimes you dont even know you need help and there he is..It would mean so much to me if my Friends and the ones that i care about would stop by his page and show him mad love, I know for a fact he will return it...

Broken Girl
She buys a new dress for the party She always looks good in red Turns around in front of the mirror And disappears inside of her head She wonders if he’ll even remember She asked him in a casual way Just in case he didn’t want to go with her In that event she knew just what she would say She thought of maybe asking a girlfriend Even though she only has one or two She’s always done much better with boys anyway So who needs girlfriends? Pacing nervous cross the floor of her bedroom Gripping tight the phone in her hand Biting back the rush of emotions And dreaming of just having a man It’s a long walk And the music is loud She sees an old friend As she walks through the crowd Puts on her best smile But underneath it she’s a broken girl But it’s a long walk And the music is loud She sees an old friend As she walks through the crowd Puts on her best smile But she will always be a broken girl She struggles with an awful decision Stay at home – or walk in alon

M.i.l.f's
So i came across a mumm not to long ago about M.I.L.F'S. What is the age a woman is actualy a m.i.l.f. however i thought everyone with a child was one. however i got an email from a radio station i listen to. and would like to share this: Finally, I have to weigh in on MILF-Gate on the Giant Show. There is a bit of controversy surrounding the current search for Atlanta's hottest MILF that Brian and Shaffee a re conducting. One of their finalists is 19 years old. 19 isn't a MILF! I don't think a mother technically qualifies to be a MILF until you are 30+. It's too easy for a teenagers body to bounce back after having a baby. I wanna see a woman who is still sexy once nature and metabolism aren't on her side. A 30+ mom who is still tight and sexy, that's got my respect. Check out all the MILF finalists and cast I GUESS THIS LIEAVES ME OUT OF THE M.I.L.F CATEGORY :( Therefore im creating a new phrase. Y.M.I.L.F (young moms.etc.etc you know what im getting at) thats for us yo

Studiox
I saw you... hug your purse closer to you in the grocery store line. But, you didn't see me, put an extra $10.00 in the collection plate last Sunday. I saw you... pull your child closer when we passed each other on the sidewalk. But, you didn't see me, playing Santa at the local mall. I saw you... change your mind about going into the restaurant. But, you didn't see me, attending a meeting to raise more money for the hurricane relief. I saw you... roll up your window and shake your head when I rode by. But, you didn't see me, riding behind you when you flicked your cigarette butt out the car window. I saw you... frown at me when I smiled at your children. But, you didn't see me, when I took time off from work to run toys to the homeless. I saw you... stare at my long hair. But, you didn't see me, and my friends cut ten inches off for Locks of Love. I saw you... roll your eyes at our leather jackets and glo

My Life As It Seems To Be Right Now..
well i thought i could get some where with this cps case...everytime we feel things are getting better they fall worse..i was supposed to be at the doctors with my tristan and i get there just about 2 o'clock...and my ex mother in law is already there with him and the doctor is already halfway done...no one waited for me and i never got the chance to sign for him..i am sick and tired of being treated like the piece of shit parent here...i am sitting here trying to see through my tears and hurting sooooooooooooo much...i miss my babies..and all everyone wants to do is tear my family apart...I JUST WANT MY KIDS BACK..WHY IS THAT SO FUCKING HARD TO GET THROUGH TOPEOPLE????ESPECIALLY TO THE ONES WHO GOT THEM REMOVED FROM ME IN THE FIRST PLACE...THEY DO NOT WANT TO DEAL WITH THE CRYING I DO BECAUSE I MISS MY KIDS...I AM STRUGGLING TO JUMP THROUGH THE HOOPS THAT CPS WNTS US TO JUMP THROUGH..WHY DO PEOPLE WANT TO TAKE MY KIDS???...ARE THEY TOOOOOOOOO CHICKEN SHIT TO HAVE THEIR OWN OR JUST VOL

How Smart Are You?????
Hey guys, how smart are we? What it took to get an 8th grade education in 1895... Remember when grandparents and great-grandparents stated that they only had an 8th grade education? Well, check this out. Could any of us have passed the 8th grade in 1895? This is the eighth-grade final exam from 1895 in Salina , Kansas , USA It was taken from the original document on file at the Smokey Valley Genealogical Society and Library in Salina , and reprinted by the Salina Journal. 8th Grade Final Exam: Salina, KS - 1895 Grammar (Time, one hour) 1. Give nine rules for the use of capital letters. 2. Name the parts of speech and define those that have no modifications. 3. Define verse, stanza and paragraph 4. What are the principal parts of a verb? Give principal parts of 'lie,''play,' and 'run.' 5. Define case; illustrate each case. 6 What is punctuation? Give rules for principal marks of punctuation. 7 - 10. Write a composition of a

Double Sword
There seems to be a double sword whenit comes to promoting your lounges. it is ok for some to promote to you when you are and owner. but when you do it to them they ban you. iot doesn't matter if you did it from your homepage or not. so if you are promoting a lounge that is not mine. you better be prepared to get a promo from me for mine

John 3:16
John 3:16 A little boy was selling newspapers on the corner, the people were in and out of the cold. The little boy was so cold that he wasn't trying to sell many papers. He walked up to a policeman and said, 'Mister, you wouldn't happen to know where a poor boy could find a warm place to sleep tonight would you? You see, I sleep in a box up around the corner there and down the alley and it's awful cold in there for tonight. Sure would be nice to have a warm place to stay.' The policeman looked down at the little boy and said, 'You go down the street to that big white house and you knock on the door. When they come out the door you just say John 3:16, and they will let you in.' So he did. He walked up the steps and knocked on the door, and a lady answered. He looked up and said, 'John 3:16.' The lady said, 'Come on in, Son.' She took him in and she sat him down in a split bottom rocker in front of a great big old fireplace, and she went off. T

About Me
Alone through life I seem to tread Plodding along, not knowing when I'll find the key that opens me Unchains my soul and sets me free To find someone who'll take the time To see through me, looking deep inside Finding, that I’m not forged in stone I'm truly made of flesh and bone Surely I must have gifts to share Qualities in me that might be rare Below the surface they seem to hide waiting for someone who'll choose to try Or maybe it's my cross to bare To remain alone, adrift and scared Never understanding who I am Never knowing love again…

Contest
Eric your favorite photographer is in a happy hour BOMBING contest and needs your help!!! It begins Friday 25th April 2008 @ 12:30pm Fubar time! The FIRST one to have 50,000 comments on their picture gets a HAPPY HOUR!!! The END DATE for the contest will be Friday 30th May 2008 @ 12:30pm Fubar time! Show the host some luv!!!! tra71 (W.I.S.E UK Friend, UK Leveller & Rising Stars)@ fubar

Now What Did I Do?
remember you gotta read it from bottom to top. gotta love the wankers. >Rocco: bet thats the only pussy you get ->Rocco: what you work at the cat depot Rocco: I get a whole lotta pussy cunt ! ->Rocco: haha.. ban me you came to my shoutbox Rocco: Okay talk to the hand and get trhe fuck out ! ->Rocco: haha.. well it is my time and my life. and looks your in the same sorry situation lookin for pussy ->Rocco: I hope you don't talk to people in the real world like this Rocco: Dumb bitch that is online all her wasted life is trying to tell me something ! ->Rocco: I didn't say you was a pedo, i said you needed to fuckin grow up and get a life. ->Rocco: all you wanted to do was have a jack off cause you ain't got no life. and i ain't playin go fuckin bother some other bitch Rocco: So whereever you got the pedo shit from , must be you ! ->Rocco: You are to much man, you message me like some ass about bendin me over and when I fight back I'm the whore slut.. bitch your rich man to

Help Me Out Please!!!
ok friends, stalkers, and loved ones I need your help my main man TrickyDick has entered me in a giveaway. Although I belong to a bombing family I need some extra help please click on the thumb nail and leave me as many comments as possiable...thanks bunches Playboy Click here: any questions please private message me This giveaway has a 10 day time limit!!!

Saying That Touched My Spirit
Heart is your Love, Your love is your Family , Your family is your Future , Your future is your Destiny , Your destiny is your Ambition, Your ambition is your Aspiration , Your aspiration is your Motivation , Your motivation is your Belief , Your belief is your Peace , Your peace is your Target , Your target is Heaven, Heaven is no fun without FRIENDS It's " World Best Friends Week" send this to all your good friends. Even me, if I am one of them. See how many you get back. If you get more than 3 you are really a lovable person

Why Me
why is it that i cant find me a girl? i might not be the best looking guy in the world but i do deserve to be happy sometime. im to the point i hate life ive been single to long. i want to be happy and im not. i try to be the nicest person i can be and everything. i have a huge heart and noone sees that part of me they only see the out side of me. i guess ill just be single the rest of my life its pretty shitty but thats life for u. well im out of here..

My Fubar Family - Give Em Love
At times we all hit a wall and wonder WTF is going on ......... I read these quotes to remind myself, its not me ......... ************************************************* We learn wisdom from failure much more than from success; we often discover what will do, by finding out what will not do; and probably he who never made a mistake never made a discovery ..... ************************************************* Take the good until you find something better, and in search for something better do not let the good slip away from you or die out. If you disregard it despite its worth, and pursue something better, what you had escapes you; but if you remain attached to what is good, you will always have it if nothing better follows ....... ************************************************* Love is a space in which all other emotions can be experienced ......... ************************************************* If you would learn the secret of right

My Destination
A small ranch house In our quiet little town; A talk with our friends Whenever they come around; Kids -- lots of kids -- Running in and out; Let's teach these kids What life's all about; Two, or three dogs, And, a few cats; They like to eat mice, And chew on some rats; With you at my side, Or, with me in bed; There's nothing we can't do I'm positive in my head; And, with these things, They're all heaven sent, My life will be complete, And, I will be content. It will be soon, baby. All of my love, Michael

My Blog
here i am all broken hearted i see alot of peeps on here i want to vote for and i ran ouuta my daily votes woeeeeeeeeee isssssssssssss meeeeeeeeeee this site is awesome i have met alot of people on here some are here for the glory but some are here for friendship not here to judge but this site rocksssssssss

My Date
I just recieved a Instant Message from my date from yesturday. She didn't think it went as good for her as it did for me. We kissed over and over again during the movie. Which at times she started. And now she says she is not ready for a relationship. Ok what ever. Its just one more rejection in my life. But again what ever. My date went greater than expected. We went to Dennys. Which was her idea . We had fun. Went back to her place and watched half of a movie called Knocked Up. We will finish it tomarrow

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Something I Needed To Do
Ok some of you have already seen it but i added a new folder in my pics. It is a folder that may shock some of you and some it may not but I think its time I quit worrying about others judging me for the real me. So Ive thrown it all out there and if it bothers you then go ahead and remove me from your lists because im tired of hiding the real me!

How I Felt On Dec.18th
On Dec.18th i lost a very special person in my life my mother she ment the world to me and more she was the only parent i had left & on Dec.18th at 2am we got a phone call i had answered it they had told me my mom had turned for the worse and by the time we got to her she was already gone & i will never get to say goodbye or hear her laugh or hear her yell or anything i really miss her and mothers day is comeing up and the thought of not haveing her hear hurts but i know shes in heaven with my dad and 1 of my brotehrs and uncles and aunts grandparents and she is and always will be my hero and i really miss her and life aint the same without her hear with us...I LOVE & MISS U MOM MAY U REST IN PEACE!!!!!!!

In Loving Memory
on april 25 of 2008 at 5:18 a.m. my grandmother passed away because her heart failed....all i ask is if you have kids make sure to take them so they can she their grandparents and make sure you tell them that you love them because you never know when the last time you will be able to tell them you love them..... life is short and pleasures few, and holes the ship,and drowns the crew, BUT O!!! BUT O!!! how very blue the sea is.... The wings of lust are set with vain, To kill the king and free the pain. but when you mix vain and pain it just seems all the same, the world will fall as you drop to your knees and make that everlasting call that falls on deaf ears

Slow Dance
HAVE U EVER WATCHED KIDS ON A MERRY-GO-ROUND? OR LISTENED TO THE RAIN? SLAPPING ON THE GROUND? EVER FOLLOWED A BUTTERFLY'S ERRATIC FLIGHT? OR GAZED AT THE SUN INTO THE FADING NIGHT? U BETTER SLOW DOWN. DON'T DANCE SO FAST. TIME IS SHORT. THE MUSIC WONT LAST. DO YOU RUN THOUGHT EACH DAY ON THE FLY WHEN YOU ASK HOW ARE YOU? DO YOU HEAR THE REPLY? WHEN THE DAY IS DONE DO YOU LIE IN YOUR BED WITH THE NEXT HUNDRED CHORES RUNNING THOUGHT YOUR HEAD YOU'D BETTER SLOW DOWN DON'T DANCE SO FAST TIME IS SHORT THE MUSIC WON'T LAST EVER TOLD YOUR CHILD, WE'LL DO IT TOMORROW AND UN YOUR HASTE NOT SEE HIS SORROW EVER LOST TOUCH, LET A GOOD FRIENDSHIP DIE CAUSE YOU NEVER HAD TIME TO CALL AND SAY,"HI" YOU'D BETTER SLOW DOWN DON'T DANCE SO FAST. TIME IS SHORT THE MUSIC WON'T LAST WHEN YOU RUN SO FAST TO GET SOMEWHERE YOU MISS HALF THE FUN OF GETTING THERE WHRN YOU WORRY AND HURRY THRUGHT YOUR DAY, ITS IS LIKE AN UNOPENED GIFT... THROWN AWAY. LIFE I

Oy Vey What A Day
Well my day was like any other day, except my dear daughter (3) had a bit of a cough and runny nose, so around 5pm I gave her some Robitussin..It didn't help, the cough and turned to a wheeze, and now I was getting worried. So at 7:40 I packed the kids up and took them to Minor Emergency (Urgent Care). Got in immediately, and they measured her oxygen saturation..came up 90..which is not good. The Doctor did not hesitate in telling me you have to get her to the Emergency Room now, there was nothing they could do to help her. Well I kept my cool, and shuffled her and my son (6) back to the truck and rushed to the ER. Upon arrival, the dumbass receptionist took no note to the urgency with my "Triage Note" in hand, and sent us to wait for like 30 minutes, meanwhile my daughter would not sit still and her breathing was getting more labored. She being 3 was rambunctious and having a good time talking to people and running a muck. Finally they called us, then it went super fast, Res

My Nephews Upcoming Surgery
It is now 12:52 a.m. on 4/26/2008. My nephew just got admitted to the hospital. He woke up crying tonight for no reason. Then wouldn't bear any weight on anything. He is a severe hemophiliac. One of the worst documented cases in the U.S. He got taken to the emergency room. They decided to admit him. A normal dose for him intravenously is normally 100,000 units. They ended up giving him 800,000 units this time. He has to have surgery soon. So keep him in your prayers.

Gas Co Gives Me The Cold Shoulder
Letter to family written Dec 9, 2005 Hopefully, tomorrow will be the last day I am without heat in the house. It never seemed to bother me much in August, and never crossed my mind in July, but lately it is something I think of often, between sneezes. I have “made do” by building roaring fires in the living room, but it has led to a nasty nasal condition as I have no chimney for the smoke to escape, much less an approved fireplace. My nasal condition was not much improved by my strategy of changing fuel, from old socks that I could no longer use as they needed washing, to the cleaner burning fuel of golf balls and empty beer bottles. The Fire Dept weenies were not amused by my home-made fireplace of tinker toys, and I will soon be shopping for a new sofa. Come to think of it, I could use a new living room, as my old one has started looking a lot like the front yard with a smoldering sofa in it that was not there last summer. Anyone have a spare living room they aren’t

Poem For Her !
If your lips were made for kissing Why can't I kiss you? If arms were made for holding Why can't I hold you? If a voice is made for talking Why can't I talk to you? Why can't you see, why I need you here with me Why can't my heart be perfect... Why don't you want to be with me? Why do I feel pain, thinking that That you're never thinking of me ! Why does love hurt, when it's suppose to feel good? Not like it should? Why can't you give one chance to prove my love? Cause I'm sure, you're sent, from up above ! Knowing that you love me, would make me so happy ! Cause life is nothing like it's suppose to be, Days are dark , summer is cold Gold is silver and silver is gold Love is hurting , pain is here ... My heart is breaking , you're not near ! You're just in my head , in my heart, in my mind, And I will never be able to leave you behind !

An Angel On My Screen
I met an angel on my screen So friendly, kind and sweet... She makes me feel so special I long for when we’ll meet... We’ve talked for hours here online And many on the phone... She’s brought such joy into my life When once I was alone. The love I feel within my heart Was but a dream to me... A dream that once was out of reach Has become reality... Ever present in my thoughts Always in my heart... Forever shall I love her And never shall we part. I met an angel on my screen So full of life and love... An angel that was sent to me From Heaven up above... Always with a kind word Her laughter fills the air... Her love is neverending A love that’s always there. So if you ever meet someone My wish for you is this... I wish you all the love I’ve found For it’s the sweetest gift... The feeling that you are so loved No other can compare... To have this kind of special love And someone with whom to share.

Laptop
seems my laptop has died or something power wont even turn on.. I am totally clueless on what happened battery was full and everything shut it down the right way now cant get it to turn back on if anyone knows anything aout laptops please help thanks

Dina Rocks
I'm in a Giveaway.. Need 50,000 comments to win my first Happy Hour.. so please leave as many comments as u can on this pic below: Earn $10,000 fubucks every 100 comments. number them when you do it please. message me after your done. Limited time only.. every 1,000 comments gets you a personal sfw salute from me. dina rocks | Owned by Texas Camaro Nut@ fubar **PLEASE REPOST**

Separating
How do you keep feelings in check when you know the other person doesn't feel the same? Why does the heart have to become involved when it comes to love/lust? Why are there so many unanswered questions in the world?

Xoxo Thank You
I want to give a huge HUG to the people listed below!! They came running to help me add to the bux fund for my first contest I am going to be hosting starting this weekend. It really makes me happy that you came to the rescue! Thank you so much!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! With your help this is going to be a great contest!!!!!!!!!!!! Muahhhhh ~PebblesinAZ~I love my BF Tappinit! OWNED By DJ Kidd Rock! WOOT!@ fubar ~PURPLESKY~CO~VICE PRESIDENT OF THE INDEPENDENT FAMILY@ fubar ^sin^-"Enforcer"@Flirtations♥fu gf 2 sexy sheila♥owned by emt380,kcwolf&suave@ fubar ~♥~baby_girl~♥~ BACK UP FOR AUCTION!!@ fubar MishNumber1 ♥ FuOwned/FuOwner Of Sexygranny1967~FWC & WISEUKF Owner~SUP ClubFAR ShadowLevelers@ fubar goin4broke@ fubar ღ♡§W€€T ÇH€RØK€€ღ ÇÅÑÅÐÌÂÑ §W€€THËÅRTღ♡

My Heart
The nights are so long without you beside me.. As I lay here in this bed all alone, I dream of the nights we laid cuddled together touching feeling kissing… My heart cries out to yours wanting to hold you near. I can feel your skin, I smell your hair. I can still taste your lips. The feel of your hand as it caresses my face. The tingle of my body as you run your fingers up and down my spine. I cherish each moment we have together… Never wanting them to end. Each time I have to leave you, my heart breaks a little more. Each time gets harder for me to go. I cry inside, and this time the tears fall they are real… my heart is tearing in two. I leave part of it with you for the day I return to your side. My Heart, My Soul, My Love

Friend's Work
**The words below are more true than anybody can even imagine. Sometimes it is just something we need to go through. Remember it is ok to let it go. Enjoy the read** There are people who can walk away from you. And hear me when I tell you this! When people can walk away from you: let them walk. I don't want you to try to talk another person into staying with you, loving you, calling you, caring about you, coming to see you, staying attached to you. I mean hang up the phone. When people can walk away from you let them walk. Your destiny is never tied to anybody that left. The bible said that, they came out from us that it might be made manifest that they were not for us. For had they been of us, no doubt they would have continued with us. [1 John 2:19] People leave you because they are not joined to you. And if they are not joined to you, you can't make them stay. Let them go. And it doesn't mean that they are a bad person it just means that their part in

Ramblings
OK i want to know why the hell people lie and tell you shit, ok take this, u meet a guy he is everything u wanted, good looking sweet caring thoughtful and he made the pain of a past love go away, u guys are in love madly in love and then a year later he tells you he stopped loving u awhile back and that he loved his ex still, that he loved her the entire time and that he lied about saying he didnt...how would u honestly feel? i mean then he goes and rubs it in ur face like it was your fault and that u need to be punished...i mean ok so im dating again i dont rub it in his face, i dont even bring it up unless he brings her up. he made me believe he didnt love her nor like her anymore and then he goes and leaves me for her...the pain of that is horrible.. all i wanna do is lay in bed and not move and wish death. i hate love i hate everything to do with love and i hope to never fall in love ever again...its worthless and it hurts and i hate it..like i hate anything to do or made me feel

The Man Rules
The Man Rules At last finally a guy has taken the time to write them for you Women to know them.... Now here are the Man rules.[/font] Please note.. These are all numbered '1' ON PURPOSE! 1. Men are NOT mind readers. 1. Learn to work the toilet seat. You're a big girl. If it's up, put it down. We need it up, you need it down. You don't hear us complaining about you leaving it down. 1. Sunday sports. It's like the full moon Or the changing of the tides. Let it be. 1. Crying is blackmail. 1. Ask for what you want. Let us be clear on this one: Subtle hints do not work! Strong hints do not work! Obvious hints do not work! Just say it! 1. 'Yes' and 'No' are perfectly acceptable answers to almost every question. 1. Come to us with a problem only if you want help solving it. That's what we do. Sympathy is what your girlfriends are for. 1. Anything we said 6 months ago is inadmissible in an argument. In fact, all comments become Null and

Auction!!!
Come bid on me!! In my first auction ever :) Even if you don't wanna bid can you please rate the picture for me. Thanks What I'm offering: 300 11's a week during hh, owned by in my name, rate stash during hh, blog pimp out, keep you shit faced, 3 comments a week during hh, link in my profile While you're there why not fan and rate the host Lauria :) lauria♥Owned by and owner of Hopeless Romantic♥Shadow Leveler♥@ fubar

Me
Please take the time and drop a comment or 2 so I can get my VIP!! Click on pic below.. It takes you to my contest.... I'm getting closer every day.... THNX!!!! In honor of my dad 4/9/25 to 4/2/2007Alzheimer's DiagnosisGet a Web Ribbon

Racist?
There are African Americans, Hispanic Americans, Cuban Americans, Mexican Americans, Asian Americans, Arab Americans, Native Americans, etc. ..And then there are just - Americans. You pass me on the street and sneer in my direction. You Call me 'White boy,' 'Cracker,' 'Honkey,' 'Whitey,' 'Caveman,' ...And that's OK. But when I call you Nigger, Kike, Towel head, Sand-nigger, Camel Jockey, Beaner, Gook, or Chink, ..You call me a racist. You have the United Negro College Fund. You have Hispanic History Month. You have Martin Luther King Day. You have Asian History Month. You h ave Black History Month. You have Cesar Chavez Day. You have Ma'uled Al-Nabi. You have Yom Hashoah. You have Kawanza. You have the NAACP. And you have BET. If we had WET (White Entertainment Television) ...We'd be racists. If we had a White Pride Day ...You would call us racists. If we had White History Month ...We'd be racists. If we had any organization for only whites to '

My Mind...
Well my days on this site are VERY numbered, I cant handle all the drama and childish behavior, so im going back to Myspace. Or maybe someplace less dramatic...People on here dont know fiction from reality and thats too bad, others need to be checked into their local mental health ward. Some need their asses kicked, something im real good at doing. Or I have people...lol Dont matter...I just want to delete my profile before I spend the rest of my life in jail for doing something stupid..lol Hate flowing into my bones I want to hurt you so bad keep throwing sticks and stones all you do is make me mad The end is near for you my foe And soon you will be gone Im about to let my anger show Gonna take you one on one Pack your things and move away Lincoln isnt a safe place But should you feel you want to stay Prepare to meet your ultimate disgrace Im not the one who runs and hides you cower like a bitch I just want to remove your insides get rid of this fucking itch Da

Please Come By
HELLO ALL PLEASE COME AND RIDE OUR SHORT BUS TO FORBIDDEN LOUNGE .WE HAVE THE BEST PEOPLE AND THE BEST STAFF AROUND. THE HOTTEST MUSIC AND THE COLDEST DRINKS AROUND SO FEEL FREE TO CHECK US OUT AND JOIN OR FORBIDDEN FAMILY AND HAVE A GOOD TIME. PLEASE COME BY THE FORBIDDEN LOUNGE AND CHECK US OUT AND JOIN OUR FAMILY AND CHECK OUT OUR DJS WE ARE THE BEST LOUNGE AROUND.

My Music And Events
I was approached by one of the top promoters in Chicago and was asked to be a part of The Legends of House Music 7th Anniversary Event, taking place on Friday, May 9th at the Premier Entertainment Center! Finally acknowledged for my contribution to the industry, I quickly gave my answer and for those of you that live in the Illinois area, don't miss this event because they are off the chain! It is my pleasure to be spinning along side some of the very instrumental artists that paved the way to the sound called House Music! Spinning that night will be: Frankie Knuckles, Steve "Silk" Hurley, Andre Hatchett, Pharris Thomas and just added to the lineup.. Me! I have been thinking of how I want to do my set and have come up with a Mix that will get this event hype that's for sure!

Poems
SENTIMENTAL ME Old and tattered, worn with age, But I savor her thoughts on every page. Her words still raise my senses aloft, Teasing my heart strings feather soft. The mood love conjures of remnants past. Stay like the scent of her memory last. I allow my mind this loving dream, To lose myself in obsessions steam. To retrace the intimate stain of affection, Scripted to love’s bewildered projection. The lines, they flow with delicate ease, She moves like a dart to my insanity. The taste of her passion that lingers on, Echoes through darkness of yesterdays gone. And I can still feel her passionate flames, A conquest of pleasure; this letter remains. Tears descend from my saddened eyes, To splash the flame of solemn goodbyes. In colors of red, yellow and blue; I close this depiction of love from you. Page after page, I watch them go, The ambers burn with incessant glow. Taken away in a radiant flash; Is love’s surrender smoldered to ash. Hurricane K

Random Thoughts For A Modern "enlightened" Time...
It seems quite often, in our "touchy-feely" world we live in, people view the hurting of their own feelings the greatest insult. A woman going through a bad divorce posts her venting antics on YouTube and becomes a flashpan sensation. Three police officers in New York are acquitted from a wrongful death charge because the prosecution failed to eliminate reasonable doubt, so now protests are being planned because the judge didn't see the way of the victims. And this is just recently!! At my work, we have a Create A Respectable Work Environment (CARWE) policy that, because of it's wording, makes any form of negativity a banned act, not just defamatory or discrimination-based. While I agree with some of the guidelines (no slurs and no swearing at someone, for instance) if I do my job poorly and repeatedly, I'd expect to get yelled at. Under CARWE, it's an actionable event, mainly because it can hurt someone's feelings and make them feel harrassed. People, it seems, need to seri

The Fun I Had In A Auction.lol
(repost of original by 'Jennie Head Greeter/ promoter@ Lace ur Leather † Manson Family † Sweet Dreams' on '2008-05-25 09:42:50') (repost of original by 'LadyNeptune "Shadow Leveler" Enforcer/Greeter @ Sunset Bay Lounge' on '2008-05-25 13:23:29') > > > > > Kick off your shoes and get ready to relax! > We do play all types of music and take Requests!! > Click any of these Pics they will take you there. > > > We are Hiring All staff!! So if you would like a relaxing and fun place to hang out with friends stop by and join in the fun! > > This is brought to you by... > *§èX¥_£î£_ßµg* Øwñè® ºƒ §µñ$è† ßåý Øwñèd bý FU-Daddy & Çhµ¢kîîbºº Memb. of "Dream Girlz"@ fubar > This is a Brand New Lounge so come a join our family and grow with us!!! >

To All My "friends"
i've decided once my vip is over that im gonna be deleting my fubar account i joined this site for fun and something to pass the time well its no longer fun to me and as far as passing the time there are much better things i can be doing with less stress involved there are a few great friends that ive made feel free to keep in touch on yahoo or aim if you dont have it and youd like to just ask.

Sex Sells
WHEN U FOUND WHAT SHE IS LOOKING FOR PUSH ON THE KEY BOARD ALT CTRL AND PRT SCR BUTTON ALL AT ONCE THEN PASTE IT IN PAINT AND SAVE IT UPLOAD IT ONTO FUBAR LIKE A PICTURE PRIZES.... 5,000 FUBUCKS TO FIRST PERSON TO SCREEN SHOT HONEY ON THE TRAIN..SEE ABOVE ON HOW TO SCREEN SHOT..MUST BE HOVERING OVER HER NAME TO COUNT 50,000 FUBUCKS TO THE FIRST NON STAFF MEMBER TO BRING IN 10 NEW MEMBERS TO THE LOUNGE..NEW PPL MUST TELL ME U SENT THEM SO I CAN KEEP TRACK 2,000 FUBUCKS TO CORRECT ANSWER OF VARIOUS TRIVIA QUESTIONS THROUGHOUT THE DAY IN THE LOUNGE..ANSWERS MUST BE SENT TO MY SHOUT BOX. OMG. Ok so i quit working for one lounge and started working for another lounge. Both lounges are awesome, and until today i felt bad about leaving the lounge i left, that was until the lounge owner went off on me and started acting all psycho this morning. I had quit over immaturity and drama in the lounge from the owner, and she proved my point on it this morning. I am tempted t

I Need My Friends Now
THERE IS ALOT GOING ON FIRST WHAT WAS SUPPOSE TO BE A CONTEST BETWEEN BOMBING FAMILIES HAS TURNED INTO SEVERAL BOMBING FAMILIES AGAIN ONE FAMILY AND I AM ASKING ALL MY FRIENDS TO HELP EVEN IF YOU CAN ONLY LEAVE A FEW COMMENTS IT WILL HELP, PLEASE RATE AND LEAVE A COUPLE COMMENTS THANKS A MILLION ALSO I AM UP FOR AUCTION AGAIN, IF YOU CANT BID AT LEAST RATE MY PICTURE PLEASE, THANKS The auction ends 4/30 noon est The auction brought to you by HVAC Tech: Owned by Leah, Owner of Lady-T and Highlander08 {} Blueyeedangel, So go show them some l@ fubar I AM ALSO IN A SPANKING CONTEST I need alot of Spankins, I have a blog about the spankin contest. It's 500 fubucks per spankin. The top female and male with the most Spanks will win fubucks. send me spanks user id #1455868 send them to this link Heartistic Soul@ fubar

How Do You Function?
Hey all.... Just letting you all know that I will be deleting this account after today..... I would like to thank you all for showing me love and making me laugh! I see no point anymore.. and its more of a project than a pleasure... Enjoy.... and always remember to never take yourselves to serious....Nor this Site...for you can border a line of hobby and obsession! Always.... Jaymelee! It takes a lot of courage to release the familiar and seemingly secure, to embrace the new. But there is no real security in what is no longer meaningful. There is more security in the adventurous and exciting, for in movement there is life, and in change there is power. The truth is that our finest moments are most likely to occur when we are feeling deeply uncomfortable, unhappy, or unfulfilled. For it is only in such moments, propelled by our discomfort, that we are likely to step out of our ruts and start searching for different ways or truer answers.

Febrile Seizures
My 16month old son was brought into ER at mary bridge for a Febrile seizure very high fever and had been having some diarrhea, they did nothing to find out why he was running such a high fever and sent me on my way i was confused and very scared for my sons life because i still had no answers. we took him to walmart to pick up more fever medicine and his fever came back again very strong, when i got home took a rectal temperature it read 104.9 and he was acting very listless and when i went to change his diaper he had a small seizure, so i called Mary bridge and talked to a nurse and told her what was going on. I was very shook and cry and telling her how concerned i was and she acting as though i was talking to her about my sons birthday party or something very heartless and cold and she told me that should take him to his doctor at wood creek before i bring him back in because they don't correspond with wood creek. I mean how horrible have people become to tell me not to bring my son

Auction
well auction is now open come bid on your favorites leave your bid in comment box please they are all offering some great stuff .... some hot looking men and men some great looking women so check it out and own one or two or maybe even three...

Throwing It All Away By Genesis
Need I say I love you Need I say I care Need I say that emotions, Something we don't share I don't want to be sitting here Trying to deceive you Cos you know I know baby That I don't wanna go. We cannot live together We cannot live apart That's the situation Ive known it from the start Every time that I look at you I can see the future Cos you know I know babe That I don't wanna go. Throwing it all away Throwing it all away Is there nothing that I can say To make you change your mind I watch the world go round and round And see mine turning upside down Youre throwing it all away. Now who will light up the darkness Who will hold your hand Who will find you the answers When you don't understand Why should I have to be the one Who has to convince you Cos you know I know baby That I don't wanna go. Someday you'll be sorry Someday when you're free Memories will remind you That our love was meant to be Late at night when you call my name The only s

Thats All By Genesis
Just as I thought it was going alright I find out I'm wrong, when I thought I was right s'always the same, it's just a shame, that's all I could say day, and you'd say night tell it's black when I know that it's white always the same, it's just a shame, that's all I could leave but I won't go though my heart might tell me so I can't feel a thing from my head down to my toes but why does it always seem to be me looking at you, you looking at me it's always the same, it's just a shame, that's all Turning me on, turning me off, making me feel like I want too much living with you's just putting me through it all of the time running around, staying out all night taking it all instead of taking one bite living with you's just putting me through it all of the time I could leave but I won't go well it'd be easier I know I can't feel a thing from my head down to my toes why does it always seem to be me looking at you, you looking at me it's always the same, it's jus

Idler's Dream By Oasis
My heart it skips a beat when I behold The light that's shining through your eyes of gold From heavenly blood you seem to spring From heavenly waters you can drink I'll meet you on a day that never ends I'll greet you in the way that heaven meant You lay me down gently on the leaves You cover me over in my sleep I never did sing I wish I could I never could pray cos it's just no good I hope you don't break my heart of stone I don't wanna scream out loud and wake up on my own mmhmm And as I close my eyes And the sky turns red I realise just what you are You're an idler's dream and you're singing shangri-la shangri-la shangri-la shangri-la

Chris Higgenbothem (young Higgy)
If you never seen his smile you never felt the warmth. If you ever need a friend and couldn't find him he would find you! If you so ever so mad you wanted to beat the fucker down it was this dude!! I have lost so much now this. I loved him I protected him and you took him from me haven't I lost enough!! I hope you look at this and know what you took from me! Young Higgy@ fubar Christopher Shawn Higginbotham Was Born On September 5th 1979 Died On April 26th 2008 He Is Survived By His Father Stanley Leroy Higginbotham, Mother Diana Rae Higginbotham, Brothers Michael Wayne Higginbotham & Jeremy Bosley, Sister Jaden Leeann Higginbotham, Sons Trent Michael Lee Julien, Tucker David Davis, Brady Christopher Higginbotham, Several Aunts And Uncles And Grandparents. Nieces. Chris has 3 young boys all under 5 years old their mother is who took his life! She knew he was allergic to everything and still persuaded him to take a pain pill. A Few later he stepped into Mike (his you

Haters Be Gone!
Haters be gone...I hate drama...ladies please do not send me email telling me who I should & shouldn't talk to...I left my parents home a long time ago I don't need your parental guidance...Honestly who really gets online to find their soulmate, well it could happen but as of now NO!!! Anyways so save your drama for your momma cause I could really careless...thxs

Young Chuckiiboo
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Sympathy
DEAR, ALL FUBAR FRIENDS / FANS / FAM ... ONE OF MY GOOD FRIENDS ON HERE WAS JUST INFORMED THAT ONE OF HIS COUSIN WAS JUST MURDERED.. CAN U ALL PLEASE GO SHOW HIM SOME SYMPATHY FOR HIS LOST.. TRICKYS COUSIN THAT WAS MURDERED....Chris Higginbotham aka 'Young Higgy' TRICKY YOU WILL ALWAYS BE IN MY PRAYERS..KEEP STRONG BABE LOVE YA...COME SHOW SOME SYMPATHY TO TRICKY

Funny Stuff
Grandpa, some ninety plus years, sat feebly on the patio bench. Hedidn't move, just sat with his head down staring at his hands. When Isat down beside him he didn't acknowledge my presence. The longer I satthere I wondered if he was okay. finally, not really wanting to disturbhim, but wanting to check on him at the same time, I asked him if he wasokay.He raised his head, looked at me, and smiled, "Yes, I'm fine, thankyou for asking, " he said in a clear strong voice."I didn't mean to disturb, you, Grandpa, but you were just sitting herestaring at your hands, and I wanted to make sure you were okay," Iexplained to him."Have you ever looked at your hands?" he asked," I mean really! lookedat your hands?"I slowly opened my hands and stared down at them. I turned them over,palms up and then palms down. No, I guess I had never really looked atmy hands, I thought, as I tried to figure out the point he was making.Grandpa smiled and related this story."Stop and think for a moment abo

Sweet Sounds
from the sweet sound of her voice i can feel my heart beat with every sound that she makes my smile grows more deep with the grace from the heavens and the sounds of and angel when her lips move with so much passion and you hang on every breathe that she may take waiting to hear any sound that may come out wanting the next words she may say to be the one's that could mean the most wanting only to ask her to be yours forever to love and to hold you wait for the right time when the question upon your mind may finally feel so right to be brought out and you dream that she may say yes for you know there could never be another who you could love so deep an chearish for how specail she makes you feel.

Found It Online
You know I started this whole social networking like most of you did at myspace. I got the codes and hooked my page up. Then the lovely people at myspace kept changing everything and the codes didn't work anymore, so I went on to bigger and better things. I found tagworld. They let me have multiple pages, host files and use javascript. They had this voting thing, you go to a page and you either vote or you didn't. Well I used the javascript in my page and made it so if you visited my page you voted, wether you wanted to or not. I was playing music on my profile and they didn't like what I was doing I guess, cause they took the use of javascript away from us, and stopped letting us upload just any file type. Here recently they reset the whole site and I lost all my files and info I had on there. Oh well on to bigger and better things I guess. Been through friendster, and hi5, bebo, colonies, who knows how many forums, and that's when I started socializing. Then I found los

Mom Died Today
My mom died 20 years ago today, my children will never know her, and I have lived longer without her than with her. I am not so much saddened but more nostalgic. See my life would be so different if she were to have lived. And not for the better, I believe that things happen for a reason, and sometimes the reasons are not revealed for many years. At any rate, my son is constantly reminding me of her, and how he wishes he could have met her. I don't know if I should bother to tell him that today is the day she died.. This is mindless dribble..I know, but was just thinking about the day she died..and it was like yesterday, the details still fresh in my mind. The feeling of knowing I was alone, with no siblings or father at the age of 17. It was a hideous feeling and to mount on that..I was left with the debt of the cheap ass funeral ($5,000). Her grave marker, the cheapest one that they offered, wondering if now that things are different, if I should not upgrade her mar

Pisces Sexy
ABOUT PISCEANS Pisces is hot. A strange thing to say about a water sign...or is it? Like Scorpio, Pisces is very much focused on sex. These two signs have quite a bit in common sexually. They are both mysterious, albeit in different ways. Scorpio fairly oozes unfathomable mystery--dark, decadent, and delightful. Pisces mystery is more subtle, more spiritual, more changing. Pisces is mutable water, after all. Ruled by Neptune, Pisces is at home in the 12th house of the zodiac. The touch of the Pisces alternates between hard and soft, but it is always memorable. Their eyes will melt into your soul. They know how to make any moment magical; they can turn even the worst situation or tortuous sexual position into a fantasy come true. What sets Pisces apart from all the other signs sexually is their willingness to try anything. Scorpio will indulge all sexuality too, but a Scorpio wants it to be their own idea. Pisces doesn't mind if you are the instigator, in fact, he or

Logging Off.
Seeing how I am having almost every weekend off with nothing to do than sit at my pc all day and night. I am going to log off for a while. Not sure how long yet. I know that I am pretty bored today and will be rearranging my livingroom which involves moving my pc around. That should take all night, but do I really want to allocate as much time as I have in the past chasing points? Guess I should be out in public (YUCK!) looking to meet some more friends that I can spend time with out in the real world. Kinda sux to make this decision after my VIP was just renewed, but I must find a better way to spend my time that doesnt leave me sitting here alone watching these sunny days slip past. My days of traveling are about over with. Need to concentrate on my new job so going places are out for now unless I want to move out of state to a new store, which wont happen for at least another 2 years. My main jist of this blog is to let you all know that I may not be replying immediately to m

How About This?
Dear "greenies", Here's an "Uncomfortable Truth" If you peckerwoods are so interested in saving trees and all the other B.S. you spout, WHY THE HECK AREN'T YOU TRYING TO ELIMINATE JUNK FREAKING MAIL? Don't you realize how much total crap comes to our mailboxes every week? If global warming is half the total B.S. Al Lisping Gore says it is, try to imagine how much LESS greeenhouse gas would be emitted by all the mail-carrying vehicles IF THEY DIDN'T HAVE TO HAUL AROUND ALL THAT SNAIL-MAIL SPAM!!!!!! Not to mention the trees that would be saved, and the reduction of so much of the the steam and UNGODLY STINKING POLLUTION created by paper-mills. Hey BIG AL! Have you ever SMELLED a paper-mill? When you and Tipper were having all of your Ponderosa Pines harvested at the same time you were trying to put the Oregonian loggers out of work did you happen to LOOK at all the stupid crap that comes in the mail? I reckon you had an "undocumented immigrant" (translate: Illegal Ali

Me
Odd Facts about me Body: NOPE WHAT DO YOU THINK OF REALITY TV? WAIST OF MONEY DO YOU CHEW ON YOUR STRAWS? yes WERE YOU A CUTE BABY? yes HOW MUCH DID YOU WEIGH AT BIRTH? 7LBS 8OZ HOW IS THE SINGLE LIFE FOR YOU? ITS OK JUST MISS HAVING A MAN AROUND WHAT COLOR IS YOUR KEYBOARD? black DO YOU SING IN THE SHOWER? SOMETIMES HAVE YOU EVER BUNGEE JUMPED? OH HELL NO ANY SECRET TALENTS? WELL ITS A SECRET WHATS YOUR IDEAL VACATION SPOT? IN THE MIDLE OF NOWHERE WITH A GREAT MAN HAVE YOU EATEN SUSHI? YES HAVE YOU SEEN SAW 1-4? yes DO YOU GIVE A DARN ABOUT THE OZONE? kinda lol HOW MANY LICKS DOES IT TAKE TO GET TO THE CENTER OF A TOOTSIE POP? YA THAT TAKES TO MUCH COUNTING LOL CAN YOU SING THE ALPHABET BACKWARDS? yes HAVE YOU EVER BEEN ON AN AIRPLANE? YES ARE SPEEDOS HOT? heck no! WHATS YOUR STAND ON HUNTING? I LOVE IT ITS FUN EXSPECIALLY SKINING LOL IS MARRIAGE IN YOUR FUTURE? BEEN THERE DONE THAT IT WOUL

An Upset Me
that i am not pretty? can anyone tell me is it my face? or is it just my weight? why is it that man that are old enough to be my father think i am pretty but the guys my age thinks i am ugly. i have a feeling i know why this is it is because the older men look at the inside the younger only look on what is on the outside. is that fair to me? i am a sweet person, a loving person, i would give the world to someone if i could. why are men so shollow? i just wish that i could find a nice guy that did not care what i look like on the outside. but no i cant oh well my life sucks so i might as well get over it and move on. i think that i am going to crawl back into my shell and never come out again and not talk to anyone any more that way i will never get hurt again. i will be in my own little world and no one can hurt me there. not that to many people would care anyway if i did that. oh well i love 3 guys i like 2 others. it is hard for me because i know i will never meet any o

Music Lyrics I Like
When I Fall ~ Steven Page & Ed Robertson of the Barenaked Ladies I look straight in the window, try not to look below Pretend I'm not up here, try counting sheep But the sheep seem to shower off this office tower Nine-point-eight straight down I cant stop my knees. Chorus: I wish I could fly From this building, from this wall And if I should try, Would you catch me if I fall? My hands clench the squeegee, my secular rosary Hang on to your wallet, hang on to your rings Cant look below me, or something might throw me Curse at the windstorms that October brings. I look in the boardroom; a modern pharaohs tomb Id gladly swap places, if they care to dive They're lined up at the window, peer down into limbo They're frightened of jumping, in case they survive. I wish I could step from this scaffold Onto soft green pastures, shopping malls, or bed With my family and my pastor and my grandfather who's dead Look straight in the mirror, watch it come clearer

Old Poems
The night falls upon us With that we gain power I feel my blood turning cold And start to hunger for you You show me your neck And in the light of the moon Your neck gives an overwhelming glow I move to kiss it But I can't fight my temptation My eyes turn red And my fangs begin to grow I bite into your neck And taste your sweet blood It flows into my mouth And throughout my body You hold me closer Digging your nais into my back I release you from my grasp And watch you regain your strength You look up to me and say "I love you, my dark prince" I pick you up and hold you close And after embracing your everlasting beauty We are one in body, spirit, and mind I guess it's time to move on now I tried so hard to be your friend But whenever I get close You push me away So I'm giving up Can not take the pain I thought you were sweet Guess I was wrong I helped you when you were sick I held you when you were sad I was always there for you But now I'm not 'Cause

Thoughts 34
Saturday.....ahhhh. It is sunny and warm. I have been out in my backyard soaking up the sun. It was cold in the middle of the week and now it is going to be in the 80's today. Crazy weather! I am trying to get some things done inside the house but the sun keeps calling my name. It says "cristi, oh cristi, don't you want to be outside?" Our pool cover is on so maybe it will warm up enough to get in it soon. I am looking forward to that. I wish we had solar heating but when we were thinking about putting it on, it was the same price as my son's braces and I think he needed them worse. Peter said he is going to try and build solar heating for our pool. Not sure when he iss going to find time for that? We have to move Asthon out Thursday night, leave for the cabin Friday. The next weekend we are going to actually finish our room that we have been planning to do for the last 3 months! Then, both boys rooms need to be done. So now we are into summer and who wants to

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In Memory Of... Jo-rod
Seven years tomorrow still feels like yesterday,I seen that big pretty smile. I know you're in a way better place doesn't stop me from hating the fucker who got u killed. He got away with killin you even added on to his family. Family no one to carry on your name he took that option from you. Just know you are missed and loved.

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Music....sooths The Spirit, Eases The Pain Lets U Grow
HUNGHARIAN GYPSY VIOLIN SOLO MOST DONT KNOW I HAVE A SON, HIS 18 NOW... HE STARTED TO LEARN HOW TO PLAY THE VIOLEN AT THE AGE OF 10...MY GRANDFATHER PLATED THE VIOLEN AS WELL...THIS TALENT RUNS IN THE FAMILY, WE R BLESSED WITH IT.. I AM SO PROUD THAT HE STUCK WITH IT AND PLAYS SO BEAUTIFULLY!!! MY TRIBUTE TO MY HEART...MY WONDERFUL SON QUEEN OF THE DAMNED PERFECT VIOLEN SOLO

How Do You Really Know?
They say you just know that he is the one. When we first got together, we were absolutely crazy about eachother. Now we argue, we get on eachothers nerves, and i'm starting to think 'what if i am wrong?' How do you really know when its not meant to be? I am still crazy about him, and love him with all of my heart, i'm just starting to notice some flaws, some that i can deal with, some i dont know if i want to. do i have to make a sacrifice?i'm scared that if i do, it will come back and bite me in the ass, the problem will only progress if he doesnt get help. that is not whats best for me and my son. but can he change? Most people have to hit rock bottom befor they realize that there is a problem. i am worth more than rock bottom, a lot more.

Accident
Ok well as some know I am in chicago and the internet in the hotel sucks ass big time. It's taking me so long to rate people. For the next few days I'm not going to be around much. My daughters boyfriend was killed in a car accident on the 25th of april at 1:30 am. 4 kids were in the car, the driver and 2 passengers were killed and one got out with minor injuries. Both my kids were friends with one boy and my daughter was dating another boy in the vehicle. This has been her truley first serious relationship and isn't taking this very well... So I am doing a early prediction by saying I won't be on alot. My page wilbe up I'm sure but not sure what the next few days will bring. As many of you all know I lost 2 childen not long ago and this is really hard for me to even absorb let alone feel. Kids have lost total faith in alot after the death of their siblings, and now this. These are young kids and had a promising future. Well it chokes me up to even type all this..... Here is the lnk to

Royal Family
Get my banner code or make your own flash banner I am currently going to build a royal family of Fubar. To join is simple, reply or post for this bulletin and your profile will be displayed in future bulletins. Also when you join change your name to Member of Fubar's Royal Family. example: Rabbit $Member of Fubar's Royal Family$

Dirty Lil Secrets
MY DIRTY LIL SECRETS SHHHHHHHHHHH Current mood: flirty Category: Romance and Relationships MY DIRTY LIL SECRETS! I LOVE WOMAN! THERE LOOK THERE TOUCH AND THERE TASTE THE SENTIMENTAL STUFF THE SNUGGLING AND TONS MORE! THERE IS JUST SOMETHING WHEN A WOMAN TOUCHES ME AND KISSES ME AND THE LOOK IN HER EYES WHEN THEY SAY I LOVE YOU, AND MEAN IT! IT MAKES ME MELT. I SO CRAVE TO FIND THE PERFECT GIRL FOR ME! I LOVE MY HUSBAND TO DEATH! HE IS THE BEST! I LOVE STEVE SO VERY MUCH BUT HE IS NOT A WOMAN. HE SNUGGLES AND LOVES ME TO DEATH! HE WILL ALWAYS BE MY KNIGHT IN SHINNING ARMOR WHO SAVED ME! HE TREATS ME GREAT! EVERYONE KNOWS HE LOVES ME! HE PUTS UP WITH ALL MY SHIT WHO ELSE WOULD DO THAT! 15 YRS OF MARRIAGE AND 16 YRS TOGETHER I DO BELIEVE OUR LOVE WILL LAST FOREVER! FOR ALL WHO KNEW SOME OF THE STUFF WE HAVE BEEN THROUGH THEY ARE ALL SHOCKED WE HAVE MADE IT THROUGH ALL THESE BAD TIMES. I THINK ITS LOTS OF REALLY GOOD TIMES IS WHAT HAS DONE IT! HE IS THE ONE WHO IS ENCOURAGING ME

Political Beware...
It is so sad how stupid the youngsters are in our country. I am not talking about all of them, but a majority of them under the age of say 28. I do listen to talk radio and i hear them call in all the time, new up and coming voters or freshly new ones. They talk about how great Obama is, but when confronted with questions like. What has he ever done to make things better in this country? Can you name anything he has created on paper and had put to the floor for a vote? Or ever better yet what does he want to change? Well whats sad is they do not research and listen to exactly what Obama says, and i mean all of it. The only Change i have seen OBAMA have is what he says. He is just like Hilary say what sounds right at the time. It is so sad, to think that our schools no longer teach kids to think on their own. Instead they have some kind of political agenda in the class room, which it seems most times is liberal. Instead of keeping politics out the class, unless its a political

The Past Cpl Years
THE CRAZY BITCH, MY ILLNESS, AND THE MOVE! The crazy ass bitch wanted me dead: She went to school we with Steve and she married his best friend and I was there daycare provider. After cheating several times on her husband she left him for a man the same age as her dad! She had 2 kids now girl is 14 1st husband and boy is 4 2nd husband! She is one nasty woman gross as hell she would wash dishes before dinner cause every dish in their house was always dirty! We are talking moldy food not even scrape stuff off she left the dishes all over the house! She would even forget to shower! You know those people that give you a bad vibe this is her! She was a terrible mommy so bad that when her daughter was a baby her mom called me and asked if I would take care of her baby if she called cps I said yes but ya have to be a relative! She is bipolar not on meds! So for several years she begged me to do a 4 sum with her and her husband and I kept saying no cause ewe…. I need to lik

When Life If Too Short
Life is too short for the wasting away of our minds and souls. We have based our daily routines on the self-satisfaction of material life. Ultimately, no matter how un-materialistic we may think we are, we all endure this journey by, if you are like me, fighting to maintain enough wealth to pay the rent and bills whilst paying for food and school and any other of those expenses we all in developed nations face day-to-day. We eat, work, sleep, party, fuck and do all those human things that humans do, but how many of us have stopped to take time to re-connect ourselves to this beautiful universe? Or have stopped to absorb the energy we are constantly surrounded by instead of stealing it from those we love? Our parents, and our parents' parents, and our parents' parents' parents and so forth have all gone on worrying about physical and material security for years and years and years and years. Up until the past few years, this need has been justified in aiding our world to move forwards.

Pretty Poem
A Reason To Believe In Love Often I have wondered, If true love was truly meant to be, I had found so many times wishing, And wanting more, Needing, Wishing, For something, A reason to believe, A reason to believe in love, A reason to believe in true love, A reason to believe in hope, A reason to believe in faith, A reason to believe, In something beyond what I have felt, Something beyond what I have had, Something beyond what I could have, But it always seemed so far, So far in the distance, So far in the horizon, So far, Until one day, One day I saw you, One day I talked to you, One day I felt something starting to form, Something forming that was stronger, Stronger than I could ever have believed in, Believed that could be, Could be with me, One day I found you, And you changed my life, Changed my life forever, Changed my life completely, Changed everything, Everything in my life, Because I found you, I found my true love, I found my soul mate, I

Missing
What am i missing you ask! A lot of stuff! My life in michigan was full of fun! I miss: Meeting friends for dinner& lunch Going to glow bowl on most fri nights: the 2 of us 4 of us or as many as 12 of us playing on 2 lanes drinking and laughing our ass off disapearing to go dance a song at the bar and steve bowling for me I miss the meet and greets at franco’s most of all: going early to eat dinner with friends new and old to talka nd hang and gossip before it got loud and busy I miss girls comming up to me grabbing my hand and dragging me to dance to "our song" I miss new girls every meet and greet i made out with a new girl at every meet and greet I miss seeing ppls faces light up when they 1st walk in I miss them running up to me for a hug and or kiss I miss DANCING all night long with my favorite girls I miss dancing with my girls and making out the whole song or songs I miss being comfy even though there is 200 ppl there I miss going down stairs to the dj an

The Musings Of A Madman
the war machine churns my brain into mud as it hunts for the source of some spurious conflict seeking solutions to empty equations it smokes and spews slaughters all reasons waining is logic, for fear it may too become bruised or broken or buried in debris in the siege.. or worse.. siezed in the freeze-frame firefight fleeing for life from the fetid ferocity known as finite. come whatever come what will violent, merciless, the machination feeds Unrelenting avarice, the victim is all reason Hearin' the gears in my ears.. Grind in my mind so blindly It was a hunt for nothing.. No success till it stopped looking. Unless there was nothing left the machine would not rest. Must quiet this down. she told him she had hope and tried to let it all out till she swore nothin' more to say, now she's cold and in the open right before the fallout and a warhead's on its way, yeah she prays it doesn't melt her seeks herself a shelter cuz she knows the

Reasons
we get up, we fight life we go to bed we fight to go to sleep how often you wish you want to be a dog, in a good family? whats our purpose of life? to be a good Husband? a good wife? A GOOD PERSON ? we pretend, we take things for granted until you don't have it anymore. what do I feel ? everyone is out for they're on wellnes fuck selfish people

Rainbow
Magnetosynthesis Why rocking chairs and cradles? Is crib death osteoporosis in babies? Evidence indicates, that through an educational process, a prescribed change in our lifestyle, osteoporosis can be eliminated as a plague afflicting mankind. Please take the time necessary to become familiar with the following information. My analysis indicates that your health, and that of others around you, stands to be beneficially affected through your understanding of the newly acquired concepts known as Magnetrition and Magnetosynthesis. These factors have always played a role, yet gone unnoticed until now. Your help in bringing this matter to everyone's attention should be greatly appreciated by all. I'm promoting the research I've done, and its conclusions. I've been working with this idea for over 20 years. It just seems hard for most people to grasp the concept. And, the theory implies a high degree of ignorance, on our part. Collected together, the facts prescribed a soc

My Poetry
Worlds apart is what we see When Dreams are only there to hold onto. I see her in my head knowing that one day I can hold her in my embrace. I always seem to go into the shadows without a trace. Knowing that maybe one day the feelings I have will show true But for know I can only sit silence with nothing to do. She knows nothing of my true feelings cuz I hide them so well. That all I can do is sit and dwell. Dreams are all we have, but that is all I have. Whats the point I ask myself? To know that one day that hand will be there To reach out and have Love to share. I close my eyes and see her, but cant reach her at times. One day she will know That it is my heart I give her that Grows When I think of her, all time stands still Her beautiful face fills me with childhood thrills Hearing her voice makes me lose all sense of will She puts meaning into my life. When I am with her, life couldn't be better All worries are lost with the float of a feather Her hand, in min

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Matt Does The Blues
Hope you found a reason to stand up where you lay Cos I don't have the time to play your game Told me that your legs don't work, your jerkin me around I know cos hey, you sure don't look that lame Don't come to me cryin cos you ain't bothered tryin for yourself I know you been lyin so please save your dyin breaths for someone else You know it is the season but you're canned up where you stay Well I'll tell you, our misfortunes aren't the same Your eyes are watered down like you got somethin sad to say Well I'll break it to ya, I ain't glad you came Cos I ain't got no fortune and I am certain I ain't got no fame You know I ain't got nothin for ya an' I know it's such a cryin shame There's nothin I would give for you that I haven't already lost before It's right around that time that I took your hand and showed you to the door You think I am a gentleman but baby there is somethin I should say I'm a simple man at heart You say you wanna save me so lately I've been

Psychosis Denied
That my name implies that I am dirty. No, you pussy hound men. Let me break it down for you! I am from St. Petersburg Florida. St. Pete is in the Dirty South. So therefore Dirty (Dirty South) Saint (St. Petersburg) Girl (No explanation necesary!) Im sick of you motherfuckers messaging me thinking your gonna get some easy pussy. Get bent. Getting in my pants isn't easy it takes A LOT more finesse then, "Hey wanna have some fun? No strings attached?" Fuck no! I am HIV negative and plan to stay that way thank you very much. Any man who would meet a chick off line and screw her just like that gives me the willies and you never know whats going on with that dick. I want NO part of that. And some of you are sincerely not on my level to be outright asking me to fuck. What drugs you been smoking? There may be many girls on here with those intentions but I'm not the one so please don't insult me by asking off the fly or better yet, asking at all. That you can post a blog on fubar. All this ti

Muses And Ramblings
I have started wearing a Claddaugh that my dad got me on a layover in Ireland when he was on his way back home from his tour of duty. I have often wondered how many people actually think about what the Claddaugh really stands for. The circle around the outside of my pendant says Friendship, Love, Loyalty. If you think about it no matter what relationship you have with a person those 3 things are vital. If it is just a friendship you still have to be loyal and love the person to be a true friend. If it is a lover or a spouse you have to be friends first and foremost, loyal to the one you love, and love the person you are with. Those 3 emotions are the most important things in any relationship. There are two hands clasping a heart in the center. Two people holding one heart together. This is why this symbol has been given to husbands and wives for centuries in Ireland. There are many variations with the crown and without the crown but the meaning is always the same. The kind of uncon

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Joy
I took my kids to the carnival the other day. As I was watching all these children haveing fun, riding rides, eating carmel apples and cotton candy, I thought what a great job being a carnie would be. To be able be whitness and cause of such childhood bliss. Then as I look around at the people operating the rides I saw no smiles. I cant imagine what could possible make one of these people smile. Here they are in the middle of all this joy. They are part of everyones childhood memories. Yet they seem so oblivious to this. There are people everywhere who would love to be able to give children some bliss. Why are these people so numb? I dont know just stupid things I notice

This Is Me
The very FEW people that I let into my lil online world here need to know this: I'm a real ass fukin woman. If you have any doubts, plz just send me a msg and I will very nicely say goodbye. I am single and don't answer to no one. I am a struggling single mother trying to live a life and make a life and Fubar is my escape where I can "drink" and have some laughs with the very few cool ass people that I meet on here. I am a therapist to many and I thrive on helping those select few that I choose to help. Again, if you have something to ask, say, whatever, hit me up and I'll be glad to explain or answer whatever you have doubts about. The therapist is on duty...I'll collect the fee at the end of life.

In Memory Of Uncle Dean
The funeral for Dean C. Wilson will be at Bethlehem United Methodist Church in Hammond, with the Rev. Brenda Johnson officiating. Burial will be in Greenwood Cemetery in Plainview. Mr. Wilson, 78, of rural Hammond, died Wednesday (April 16, 2008) in rural Wabasha County. Dean Clay Wilson was born Oct. 22, 1929, in Beaver, Minn. He attended elementary school in Estherville, Iowa, and the Grub School in Wabasha County. He farmed in Zumbro Township, Wabasha County, for 60 years and lived in southeast Minnesota most of his life. He was a member of Bethlehem United Methodist Church in Hammond and enjoyed having coffee and meals with friends and family.

Peggy's Blogs
"Kill The Messenger" not only marks the 'dawn of a new hybrid', it demonstrates the ability of the band formerly known as Receptor to step up to the next level as Hybrid Dawn. Easily drawn in by the grungy, yet disciplined guitar intro of TICK OF TIME I was compelled to immediately listen to the entire album. As the song progressed so did the guitar work and by the end of this up-beat tune my mood was soaring. The title track KILL THE MESSENGER delivers driven vocals which are complimented by fluid guitar and bass lines while kept in check by very solid percussion. Slowing the beat just little, BETTER THAN YOU has a message that screams out loud and clear with vocals that range from somewhat subdued to down right 'In Your Face'. SPEAKING IN VOICES (TO MY MIND) eloquently blends harmonic vocals with relaxing instrumentals. Excellent bass lines are clearly heard throughout THINGS I SAY as well as MY INNOCENT in which the drum beat and lead guitar made me want to get up and move. The acou

My New Owner!!
Please Meet My New Owner! I would like all my friends and family to meet my new owner Burg. He is a super sweet, crazy, and funny guy. He has to be to own me for a month. Make sure to go by his page show him lots of fuluv. BURG@ fubar He likes new friends, new fans, and everything else. So go add him and show him the fuluv!!

My 16 year old son has been missing for 5 days. Though he is not terminally ill, his health is not very well. I have been through all of his friends and no luck. His 19 yr old gf is pregnant and denies seeing my son during this time. I'm sure she knows where he is because she refuses to work with me to find him (which tells me she's not worried cuz she knows). I'm asking everyone to please keep my son in your thoughts and prayers that he comes home safe and SOON! thank You all for your support.... To my friends i must apologize for not being on here much lately. Alot has been going on and really i just get so busy at times i dont take the time to check all my messages. i do thank E/everyone for the messages, comments and gifts. You all are so kind, thank You again..

Lov
Sagittarius (November 22 - December 21) Others may believe that you are luckier than usual, but it's just that your mind is working so fast now that you can stay ahead of everyone else. Combine that with your willingness to take a risk and this can add up to the appearance of luck. But don't push it too far, for you can find yourself in trouble if you do. I'm talking about the kinda lov u find 2 spend the rest of your love with. Is lov but a memory of what we once had? Or are we still in lov? Do we want 2 be with someone or do we just want someone 2 wanna be with us. I have big issues. since my last boyfriend, I cant even get a crush. I like someone and less than 5 hours later it's gone. I miss that fun feeling of crushing on someone. The minute I even think they might like me or they know I like them poof its gone. Really sucks getting real tired of it. Its not that I want a boyfriend, i just want 2 feel that floaty love thing.

Tales Long Lost
"Christ!" "Shit!" Rubber squealed as the tires locked up. Inertia tugged at their bodies. Hands clenched the wheel and grabbed at the oh-shit bar. Tapes smacked against the window. Bedrolls and potato chips flew through the air. Time slowed down and tires continued to scream. They felt the impact before they heard it, a solid thud followed by lesser bumps as something passed under their wheels. The van came to a stop, slightly canted on the two-lane highway. The only sound that remained was that of cartridges rolling around, searching for someplace to settle. The sound of their breathing came a few seconds later. "What the fuck was that?" "I don't know. It came out of nowhere. I think it was a dog." "Out here?" Dale, still gripping the oh-shit bar, looked out the window at the vast expanse of empty grasslands that spread out in every direction. ***** They planned this trip as a catharsis, as a way of saying good-bye. A week of camping, hikin

My Life
Okay, my first real blog on here. How many people hate drama and bitching, raise your hands. *Counts how many hands are raised.* Okay, you people can leave now, then, because you aren't really going to like what this blog's about. LOL. ANYWAYS...yeah. Where to start? Well, I have a migraine and people know that, yet they come to me expecting me to fix every little fucking goddamn problem they have. Hello, do I have the words "Come to me, I'm Ms. Fixit" tattooed on my forhead? Didn't think so. So when I say I have a migraine, please don't say "I'm sorry" then turn around and start laying all your fucking problems at my feet so you can have that weight lifted from your shoulders. I have enough fucking problems to deal with, and I don't need yours too!!! Please people! I feel like I'm dying here. I need help too. I'm not the girl next door who has no problems or no life. How about the next time I have a problem I need to work on, you help me with it instead of bitching tha

Auction
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Why Do People Assume When They Are Wrong
There are people that tell me that I shouldn't have had my daughter because she was just a mistake....I have news for them she wasn't a mistake...she just came sooner than I planned. I didn't exactly plan on having my beautiful baby girl when I had her but she was planned just the same. I have always planned on having a baby I just didn't know that she was going to come to me when she did. I am taking care of her myself now because her dad is a piece of shit and can't stay with someone that loved him more than I have ever loved anyone. I am the proudest mother any child could ever ask for. Granted I didn't think I would be taking care of my little angel all by myself but I love her just the same. Please stop assuming that she was a mistake because I am telling you now she was not a mistake...she just came sooner than I planned on her coming to me.

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Bored
My Computer My computer is on its last legs. I'm fairly certain that any day now, it will spontaneously burst into flames as I'm illegally downloading episodes of Lost, sending pieces of computer shrapnel into my face and setting my place on fire. I'm convinced that if my computer were a person, it would have physical capabilities comparable to those of Stephen Hawking. Yes, he is alive, and yes, he can probably explain Euclidean quantum gravity, but at the same time, he can only communicate by blinking or using an electronic voice synthesizer. Like Stephen Hawking, my computer is old and diseased. It's slow, it freezes every other time I use it, and it probably hosts more viruses than a crackhouse in Harlem. One of its most irritating defects is a broken keyboard; the "G", "H", and "Delete" keys periodically get stuck, often causing me to unknowingly write cryptic emails to my friends that say, "ey, you douceba. ow's life?" This gets especially irritating when I have to t

Odds
A guy calls a company and orders their 5-day, 10 lb. weight loss program. The next day, there's a knock on the door and there stands before him a voluptuous, athletic, 19 year old babe dressed in nothing but a pair of Nike running shoes and a sign around her neck. She introduces herself as a representative of the weight loss company. The sign reads, "If you can catch me, you can have me." Without a second thought, he takes off after her. A few miles later huffing and puffing, he finally gives up. The same girl shows up for the next four days and the same thing happens. On the fifth day, he weighs himself and is delighted to find he has lost 10lbs. as promised. He calls the company and orders their 5-day/20 pound program. The next day there's a knock at the door and there stands the most stunning, beautiful,sexy woman he has ever seen in his life. She is wearing nothing but Reebok running shoes and a sign around her neck that reads, "If you catch me you can

Disrespect
MAN! I'M SO TIRED OF THESE MEN ON THESE WEBSITES TALKING ABOUT THEIR PRIVATE AREA. PERSONALLY I DON'T CARE. I DON'T WANT TO SEE IT, TALK ABOUT IT & I DEFINITELY DON'T WANT TO TOUCH IT. I'M TIRED OF MEN ASKING ME IF I HAVE A WEB CAM. (YEA I DO BUT YOU WILL NEVER EXPERIENCE IT! I CANT BELIEVE THERE ARE SO MANY INTERNET WHORES. DAMN LEAVE ME ALONE CUZ I RESPECT MYSELF TOO MUCH TO PUT ANY HALF NAKED FLICKS UP OR SHOW YOU SOME X-RATED SHIT ON CAM. THE MEN ARE JUST PERVERTED DOGS & THE WOMEN ARE INSECURE LOW SELF-ESTEEM HO'S. I WISH I WOULD STOOP AS LOW AS TO SHOW MY BODY PARTS ON THE NET! SOME OF YOU PROBABLY CALLIN ME A HATER BUT GUESS WHAT? IM NOT NAKED ON SOMEBODY'S PC!

Liars
Ok how do you tell when a man lies to you? And do all men lie because so far I am thinking they do. i mean come on we know when things don't add up. I just don't understand why not tell the truth make it easier on you and the other person. But I think men like to do it the hard way. getting tired of the head games and my heart getting broken or the crazy ones.

To Every Guy....
To every guy that's said, "Sex CAN wait" To every guy that's said, "You're beautiful." To every guy that was never too busy to drive across town to see her. To every guy that gives her flowers and a card when she is sick or down. To every guy who has given her flowers just because thats how he rolls. To every guy that said he would die for her. To every guy that really would. To every guy that did what she wanted to do. To every guy that cried in front of her. .... To every guy that she cried in front of... To every guy that holds hands with her. To every guy that kisses her with meaning. To every guy that hugs her when she's sad. To every guy that hugs her for no reason at all. To every guy who would give their jacket up for her. To every guy that calls to make sure she got home safe. To every guy that would sit and wait for her for hours just to see her for ten minutes..... To every guy that would give his seat up... To every guy that just wants to cuddle. To every

About My Froggy
Adam aka CY Frog A self proclaimed geek with the most amazing eyes, froggy is the graphic designer for flirtations, as well as a DJ there. He is very flirtatious, and friendly. Froggy has a lot of female fans in the lounge, and any one of them will tell you it is his silly attitutde as well as his sweet disposition that makes him so attractive. He is a very good friend to have and always knows how to cheer you up when you are down, and make you feel wanted and loved. He is a loving son helping with yard work when needed. He is very talented when it comes to doing graphics, and anything computer related. Hi is a hard worker, and has a hard time dealing with people when they act stupidly. He is a great cook, and enjoys cooking naked, one day i hope he will make me a meal. HE HE HE I am very glad i met my froggy, and look foeward to having him as a friend for a long time, and being his private dancer for even longer!!!

Aimee B. Loved Is An Asshole.
I think it’s safe to say that I’m not your typical Fubar attention whore. Don’t get me wrong, a well-stroked ego feels mighty nice. But online cliques? Come on. You’ve got to be fucking kidding me. Anyway, I was recently invited to join a group. I’m kind of a n00b so I requested further information. The person who contacted me sent me a whole list of rules for conduct within this group. What the fuck? Rules on the Internet? I log on to escape rules. If I said I wanted to skull fuck a nun with a strap-on and wear her hymen as a tiara, I can. Because it’s the Internet and social norms don’t matter. Why on earth would I want to join a group that has rules? Even more off-putting than the group’s commandments, is having to add its name to my display name. Fuck that. My name is perfectly fine as it is, thank you very much. In retrospect, my reply was probably not the most tactful. Though I do believe my displeasure was conveyed: Yeah... well when you write it all out like that. I

Wedding Bully
COME WITNESS THE MARRIAGE OF TWO VERY SPECIAL PEOPLE TAKING PLACE ON MONDAY, APRIL 28, 2008 AT 10 PM CENTRAL/11 PM EASTERN TIME....IN FORBIDDEN LOUNGE. THE HAPPY COUPLE IS Ravenbloodhunter AND ZARATHS666 CLICK PIC TO ENTER FORBIDDEN, AND GATHER TOGETHER FOR THESE TWO WONDERFUL PEOPLE!!! This momentous occasion is hosted by Rev Slim, Pastor and DJ Hypnotiq, Maid of Honor Please come join us!!!!

Life Is An Echo
A man and his son were walking in the forest. Suddenly the boy trips and feeling a sharp pain he screams, “Ahhhhhhh!” Surprised, he hears a voice coming from the mountain, screaming, “Ahhhhhhh!” Filled with curiosity, he screams, “Who are you?,” but the only answer he receives is, “Who are you?” This makes him angry, so he screams, “You are a coward,” and the voice answers, “You are a coward. ” He looks at his father and asks, “Dad, what is going on?” “Son,” his father replies, “Pay attention.” The father then screams, “I admire you. ” The voice answers, “I admire you. ” The father shouts, “You are wonderful”, and the voice answers, “You are wonderful. ” Then the father explains, “People call this ECHO, but truly it is LIFE

Thoughts
I stayed until the end. So much of what we shared was like a nightmare...but I wouldn't give up a single minute i spent with her. she woke me up to things i never felt before, things i never knew i could feel.I never knew how dead i was until i met her. born like this into this as the chalk faces smile as Mrs. Death laughs as the elevators break as political landscapes dissolve as the supermarket bag boy holds a college degree as the oily fish spit out their oily prey as the sun is masked we are born like this into this into these carefully mad wars into the sight of broken factory windows of emptiness into bars where people no longer speak to each other into fist fights that end as shootings and knifings born into this into hospitals which are so expensive that it's cheaper to die into lawyers who charge so much it's cheaper to plead guilty into a country where the jails are full and the madhouses closed into a place where the masses elevate fools into rich her

The Box....part 1
It was late in the afternoon and he was coming home a little later than usual. She met him at the door, so happy to see him. When he comes home she can’t wait to hug and kiss him, but today she couldn’t. He was carrying a big box and it was blocking her access to him. She noticed that on the box he had written her name and “DO NOT TOUCH OR OPEN”…she kind of smirked, he knew she loved surprises but hated it when he teased her with them. He made things even worse when he placed the box in the middle of the room, knowing she would see it and have to walk around it. His huge smiling face made it all even worse. After they had dinner and she cleaned up the kitchen she went into the bedroom to fold some clothes. He stayed in the living to watch some TV and check something out online about the upcoming Nascar race. When he finished online he noticed she still had not come back into the living room. He looked at the box and smiled one of his devilish grins and decided to go find her. H

Someone Like U
You think I'd leave your side baby? You know me better than that Think I'd leave you down When you're down on your knees? I wouldn't do that I'll tell you you're right when you're wrong Ah, ah, ah, oh, oh, oh, oh And if only you could see into me Ohh, when you're cold I'll be there Hold you tight to me When you're on the outside Baby, and you can't get in I would show you You're so much better than you know When you're lost, you're alone Can't get back again I will find you Darlin' and I'll bring you home And if you want to cry I am here to dry your eyes (ooh) You know time You'll be fine You think I'd leave your side baby? You know me better than that Think I'd leave you down When you're down on your knees? I wouldn't do that I'll tell you you're right when you're wrong Ah, ah, ah, ah, oh, oh, oh And if only you could see into me Ohh, when you're cold I'll be there Hold you tight to me (to me, yeah) Ohh, when you're alone I'll be there By

My Fu-owner
Big Pimpin - Jay Z GUESS WHO ELSE WON A SUGA MAMA FOR A MONTH Hi Everybody (Fu-Married to 'Sweetnsassiecat!!')@ fubar YEP THAT'S RIGHT HI EVERYBODY HAS A SUGA MAMA FOR A MONTH. HE'S A WONDERFUL GUY SO CAN YOU PLEASE SHOW HIM SOME REAL FUBAR LOVE!!!! FAN,RATE,ADD,BLING,CRUSH, AND WHAT EVER ELSE YOU CAN THINK OF. THIS PIMPOUT WAS BROUGHT TO YOU BY ~Suga Mama™®© Owned by Alice in Wonderland, Justfishing and Hi Everybody@ fubar

Birthday Pimp Out
It is finally here! It is THE day! The day we celebrate the birth of that awesomely wonderful and talented individual, Catch& Release! On his special day, please take a minute to show him da love! Here is his link. Catch & Release@ fubar MySpace Graphics & MySpace Layouts MySpace Graphics & MySpace Layouts MySpace Graphics & MySpace Layouts and for the first time ever...I am even gonna pimp myself out..hee hee! If you get a sec, come show me a lil bit o luv too....mwahhhhhhhh! Click my pic below...c'mon..i know u wanna! luvya, zoeygrl~ fuwife 2 zgirl~Club FAR~Mad FuBombers~TrueLycan FL Bombers~@ fubar

Lizard Birth
If you have raised kids (or been one), and gone through The pet syndrome, including toilet flush burials for dead Goldfish, the story below will have you laughing out LOUD! Overview: I had to take my son's lizard to the vet. Here's what happened: Just after dinner one night, my son came up to tell me There was 'something wrong' with one of the two Lizards he holds prisoner in his room. 'He's just lying there looking sick,' he told me. 'I'm Serious, Dad. Can you help?' I put my best lizard-healer expression on my face and Followed him into his bedroom. One of the little lizards Was indeed lying on his back, looking stressed. I Immediately knew what to do. 'Honey,' I called, 'come look at the lizard!' 'Oh, my gosh!' my wife exclaimed. 'She's Having babies.' 'What?' my son demanded. 'But their names are Bert and Ernie, Mom!' I was equally outraged. 'Hey, how can that be? I thought we said we didn't Want them to reproduce,' I said accusingly

Gamble On Sports????
This is a site for gamblers.It's free and they ask for no credit card info and there's no catch.I've been doing this for weeks now and I'm loving it. They give you 10 cents to bet with and you can bet it all on one sport or spread it out to however many sporting events you want to.So there's nothing for you to lose at all. Once you reach $10 you can cash out at any time and they will send you a check for the amount that you won and yes it's real money,or you can keep on betting with it. Right now the sports you can bet on is MLB,NBA,NHL,UFC and several soccer leagues.all you have to do is click on the link posted below or copy and paste it in your browser and sign up and you'll be on your way to making every game interesting. I know it sounds dumb and i thought so at first too but it's really not and it's a lot of fun.So check it out and good luck with your bets and who knows maybe you'll win a few bucks if you're the lucky type. http://www.centsports.com/?opcode=21915

The Life And Times Of 'mistress Whiplash'
As Mistress Whiplash opened her eyes and lay there trying to focus her weary brain and thinks to herself will it be just another day,what excitement awaits me today? More than likely nothing,just a normal one,yet discreetly wishing that some villain would try to brighten up her day.The forces of evil were everywhere but it was mainly the servants that she was catching these days.The masters behind the dastardly plans were hiding themselves...she knew who they were though...soon one would make a mistake. So for now it would be a working day of humble servility and politeness to co-workers.As a woman driving a truck she was still a rare thing and many never understood why she drove such a large truck to deliver some times such insignificant things,"it's the only truck I got", she replied sweetly to inquisitive people. Mistress Whiplash had her secrets well hidden,her origins,where she came from,why she wore the clothes she did and were not just sexy atire to seduce men.Mind you

Family Thingies...
pg. 1 It was just the flight of snowflakes touching, receding on the rose-colored cheeks that evoked a waterfall of butterfly giggles brushing my heart with the softness of admiration for all that was new in the wonderful world of innocence Dancing to the unheard rhythm of the descending white twirling endlessly until the earth seemed to move counter clock wise to you and you landed with amusement sparkling in deep brown eyes in the soft pile of cold and laughter rose toward the heavens pg. 2 You reached out holding the camera with careful dedication “kiss the snowman, mommy” and in a moment of youthful exuberance you captured what would become a forever engraved snapshot of the young man in becoming etched within the core of me Dedicated to my two children with eternal love and devotion Adam & Aleyna

Drama Queens !!!
For someone to lie to get on here by saying they were invited here from me ... Is PRETTY SAD !!!! For you can't even put a pic up of you !!! HAHAHAHA That or your to UGLY or you may think the BLENDER is better lookin then you !!! It's sad to think that you lost a GREAT MAN to a GREAT WOMAN but you did .... I feel HONOURED to think that you joined this site just to look at YOUR'S TRULY !!!!! Well get a lookie at my MAN'S page for his pic's of US !!! ( NSFW OF COURSE BOY"S !!!!) For all the rest on here who has NO interest in DRAMA QUEEN'S to be on their page ... Look out for The Best You Never Had !! Grade A DRAMA !!!!!!! Take care and play safe !!

Stupid Test To Take
What superhero/villain are you? Your Result: You are Wolverine You are psycho. Violence is your middle name, and you have a really silly haircut. You have good, uncaring taste in clothes. You hate anyone who acts like Ned Flanders, and you tend to keep grudges. If you were a kid you'd be that little boy on the playground who goes nuts and flails and hits and kicks when teased (and bites, ouch). You are, at heart, an okay person, with a dislike for evil, but you really need to take a chill pill and maybe socialize in a friendly way a little more. And get a haircut. Oh, please.You are Doctor Doom You are the Green Goblin You are Spider-man You are Thor You are Elektra You are Captain America

Fubar Drama
Well it has come to my attention that I have a little stalker...Typically you would think that because I'm a woman...it would be a man...But..not this time..It's a woman...And she's not stalking me because she wants me...Although..I'm not sure why..Most lesbians like me...But..because she has a little problem with jealousy... Came home from work this morning...Logged in like always to check my messages...And there it was in print...This chick had downrated me...Hmmm..Curious to know who she was, I of course went to her page...Awwww...Now I knew why she had been so rude...Seems that her top man is someone that "was" on my friends list...Now...please keep in mind...I have never once had any kind of communication with this man...He leaves comments...I leave him comments...Nothing more...And have never had an interest to do more...So, because I am a woman...I to have bitch tendencies...I downrated the shit out of her...Call it petty...But damnit...I worked all night and I'm not in the b

Just Damn Funny!!!
BATON ROUGE, LA—Veteran partier Adam Girard announced his intentions to continue partying late Saturday evening, assuring onlookers that the multiple injuries he had sustained over the previous six hours did not require medical attention, and were not severe enough to prematurely end the festivities. Despite the fact that Girard, who was attending a house party near the Louisiana State Univeristy campus, had twice fallen more than eight feet onto his shoulder while attempting to walk along the front-porch banister, the 24-year-old bookstore clerk appeared resolute in his commitment to continue consuming alcohol, singing, dancing, and hitting empty beer cans like baseballs with the tube of an old vacuum cleaner. "Whoo! Party!" Girard said. "Someone get—turn on Rock Band. I'll be all like, 'Bwah. Bwah-bwah. '" According to witnesses, the recent college graduate arrived at the party sometime during the mid-afternoon barbecue without any visible bruises, abrasions, or l

Sundaysssssssss
I am only me, that is all that I can be No more, no less, don’t second guess I love, I laugh, I live and cry, I’ve wished at times, that I could die Some days I’m funny, others I’m not, sometimes I’m in overdrive and can’t stop I am a loyal and honest friend, You know that I’ll be there until the end I am a romantic, sensual, and passionate too, to the love of my life, I’ll share this with you I can be sweet and shy or sassy and bold, I’m quite a handful, or so I’ve been told I am not perfect, I do have my faults, like when I get scared I put up high walls Or I’m not as forgiving, as I’d sometimes like to be, because when I hurt, I hurt deeply My logic is all my own, at times misunderstood, because I don’t always do things for my own good I have many facets, like a diamond you see… I am only me.

Fade Away
A beautiful morning a clear blue sky I wipe the tears away from my eyes High is the sky above I see a dove a sign of what I thought was love I turn the radio on, its time to dress My heart is broken, my heads a mess They play his song and I let out a sigh Forcing back the tears, its hard not to cry I think about him all day long Oh why oh why did I have to hear that fucking song Why when we love with body and mind That breaking up and heart break is so unkind I see him everywhere I look I wish I could shut him out like closing a book Am I bitter and twisted and full of hate Or is the beast still locked up behind a gate If I where to hate him It would mean I never loved him And I did love him I know for sure For in my heart my love was pure For he was my love, caring and kind And in losing him I nearly lost my mind So the am I really bitter in twisted?? I think not for I believe I was gifted. To love, to lose and then to cry You feel like you just wa

Advice For Woman!!!
1. Don't imagine you can change a man inless he is a baby 2. Whar do you do if your b/f walks out? You shut the damn door!!! 3.If the can put a man on the moon -They should be able to put them all up there. 4. Never let your man mind wonder- It is to small to be out alone 5. Go for younger men You might as well they never mature anyways 6. All men are the same they just have diffrent faces- So we can tell the apart 7. Definition of a bachelor , a man who has missed the opportunity to make some woman misserble. 8. Woman don't make fools of men they r the do it your self type 9. Best way to get a man to do something - Tell him he is to old to do it. 10. If you want a committed man - look in the mental hospitol 11. Love is blind but marrige is a real eye opener 12. If he ask what kind of books you are into -tell him check books 13. Remember a sense of humor does not mean that you tell him jokes it means that you laugh at all his 14. Sadly all m

Tired Of Bs
As of today 4/27/08 I am making some changes. I am tired of the bullshit and getting treated like I don't matter. Read the rules: 1. If I am not on your Top Friends and Family Lists don't expect to be on mine. I have noticed that I am not on a few Top Lists and I have known these people for a long time which is kinda fucked up. Oh well such is life. 2. I will no longer leave profile comments on your page if I never receive them back. If I can take the time then so can you. 3. Don't expect me to rate your pics or stash when you can't even rate mine. IF YOU DON'T LIKE THE RULES THEN REMOVE ME FROM YOUR LIST. I DON'T NEED FAKE FRIENDS.

Vip
Hey everyone.. I'm in need of a vip... I want to upload some more NSFW pics of my sexy ass...:) and I have ran out of space.. boohooo.... anyway the first that buys me the vip, will get into my private pics.. yummy... woohoo... ps... all love will be returned.. muahz... luv ya.:) Hey everyone.. I'm in need of a vip... I want to upload some more NSFW pics of my sexy ass...:) and I have ran out of space.. boohooo.... anyway the first that buys me the vip, will get into my private pics.. yummy... woohoo... ps... all love will be returned.. muahz... luv ya.:)

Happy Hours
30K FUBUCKS AND A BLING FIRST PERSON TO KEEP THIS AS MINE AND STICKS IT MY OWNER LYNNE AND ME ARE HAVING BACK 2 BACK HAPPY HOURS MINE IS @ 2 PM FUBAR TIME LYNNES IS @ 3PM FUBAR TIME SO IF YOU COULD SAVE YOUR 11'S AND SHOW US BOTH SOME LOVE I WOULD GREATLY APPRECIATE IT CHECK MY BLOGS TODAY FOR GIVE AWAY'S MY WICKED AWESOME OWNER ~Lynne ~ Diva Mafia~Owned by MASTER~Owner of ,NOVA, MASTER, Bubbles, Techboy007...@ fubar ~MASTER™~OWNED BY~LYNNE~& WONDER WOMAN~SWEET&INNOCENTS~FU HUBBY~ SHADOW LEVELER~@ fubar THIS PIMP MADE BY MASTER Music Video: Rough & Ready by (Trace Adkins) Music Video Code by Video Code Zone

Getting On My Top Friends List
I've had a few people ask me recently what it takes to get on my top friends list....its pretty simple...be a fun person to be around, capable of having a good time, and you meet me or come see one of my shows and let me know who you are....people on the internet tend to be a bit on the odd side I know, so I can see why people are worried about meeting someone off internet sites...only people who meet me in real life however make it on that list....and the ones you see on there now are the ones I cherish the most because we still HANG OUT together and are all great friends. HANGING OUT is not code for having sex by the way...some of you chicks want to label me a perv right off the bat because of my lifestyle, but I'm just a party boy and like to have fun...if you want to read more than that into it thats your problem....I'm not aggressive, I probably miss more flirting than I catch...if you are worried about me getting up on you thats not my style. I'll take what climbs in my lap...oth

Club F.a.r.
NAH-NAH * CLUB F.A.R. MASCOT #1 FAMILY RAWKS *@ fubar Tommy aka*Fantasy Maker*CLUB F.A.R. TEAM CAPTAIN-------READ MY ABOUT ME!!@ fubar MZ.DREAMS*CLUB F.A.R*Promotions/ Door Girl 4 Centerfolds*I.B.I.C**@ fubar (Big151)ClubF.A.R.*Team Captian*Count Chocula **C.B.C**.@ fubar Mikey@ fubar DGAZ/Enforcer to Club F.A.R. Member!@ fubar ♠Shannon♠ Club F.A.R.@ fubar ⌘TRINA⌘@ fubar ღ•RideR•ChulA•ღ ♫ CluB FaR ♫ ►PiMpEttE◄ஜFu-AngelSஜ@ fubar

Friends
DO NOT CROSS IF: You have to intention to, invite me to you „whatever attributes you use“ f(r)ee-cam Friendship is an investment into the future. Talking the bank out of credit. Invest it into a new factility. It pays back in small gains. Worth a try! So are friends too. We give a credit from our heart. We invest the credit in people, we don't know yet. We wish, that what we gave will pay back in our future. It's worth a try Friendship it the most worth-while gift you can give to other people.

Words
I often wonder how many people actually read these things. Are my words just being ignored. You sit and judge everyday that you think you know people, and you categorize us as just like everyone else, but do you really take the time to get to know us for the individual that we are? My words are me. My words are my feelings, my thoughts, the way I am. My words are my glory, my passion, my love. If you don't want to talk to me to get to know me, all you have to do is read my words. But nowadays people are so caught up in the physical that they don't give a dam about the person. They want to know what the body feels like and looks like naked. They just want to "fuck and leave" or they want a FWB but forget about the Friend part. Has the world really gotten to the point that physical is much more important than emotional or mental? If I weighed 300 lbs and was ugly I guess I wouldn't have a chance in hell huh? All because people see the physical and don't want to know the inside, the heart

Levelers Attack These People With Love
Levelers Just remember your day too Godfather, Disciple, Prophet, Oracle is around the corner and it will be you that we offer this for .. Show all love. If you are on this pimpout then go show someone else love. Most return love back as we saw on the last pimpout. This is a pimpout from The Shadow Levelers. We was in the process of leveling a Leveler to GodFather and wanted him too level yesterday. So we offered a pimpout too all that would bling him too level. Stop by and show all of them love for helping him GodFather. If they are not friends of your you wont regret having them as friends.They are always there too help when you need them. ~CONFEDERATE BOMBER FAMILY OF FUBAR ™©~@ fubar ♫LilBamaGirl♫~Shadow Leveler~@ fubar SBM08 ~Sergeant-at-Arms Rate Spankers Leveling Club*~**{{Shadow Levelers}}**@ fubar ஐRogerLee ஐFu-Owned by Heartistic Soulஐ@ fubar Anna Fu Owner of Michiganman48091@ fubar Heartistic Soul@ fubar Mystic W

Friends
FU-Bombers@ fubar So if you haven't heard WE are the BEST Bombing Family EVER!!!! Check out the link and find out for yourself!!! Please read the whole first page and if your up to it send a friend request.....add my name to your request! RAWK on! Tequila and Salt This should probably be taped To your bathroom mirror Where one could read it every day. You may not realize it, But it's 100% true. 1. There are at least two people in this world That you would die for. 2. At least 15 people in this world Love you in some way. 3. The only reason anyone would ever hate you Is because they want to Be just like you. 4. A smile from you can bring happiness to anyone, Even if they don't Like you. 5. Every night, SOMEONE thinks about you Before they go to sleep. 6. You mean the world to someone. 7. You are special and unique. 8. Someone that you don't even know exists loves you. 9. When you make the biggest mistake ever,

Help Judi Godmother!
Judi is 318,000 from being a Godmother. She's always helping people whether it be bombing, helping people level, etc. Let's all show Judi the loves she deserves. Go spank her hard so we can get her to Godmother just that much sooner! Thank you to all that show her love on her journey to Godmother! Hope you all have a wonderful day. :) Just click on her link below to help her out...Hugsssss ~Judi~SIXX SLAVE~LEVELER / BOMBER~*S*U*P*~@ fubar This pimpout brought to you by: ♫LilBamaGirl♫~Shadow Leveler~@ fubar

Contest
Dj Kasey entered her first ever giveaway lets show her some love with comments she needs 3,500 to earn a bling pack she has 1 week before you can bomb you need to show the host some love and rate/fan/add her Stephanie Lynn@ fubar The rules ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Rates count as ONE comment. Any evidence of automated blasters or other forms of “cheating” will result in automatic disqualification. No exceptions.The folder will open at 6 AM Fubar time (9 AM EST) on Monday, 4/28 The Link{just click on her she likes it} ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ This bully brought to you by DJ NICCI ~*~DIRTY BITCH CREW~*~SNAKESKINTA2 & SWEET REVENGE OWNER@ fubar Ok here it goes again!!! i have been asking for help for this giveaway since may i have posted blog after blog and bully after bully with no luck they just go unread i have helped plenty of you out now i need some help just c

Names
“’LET’S FU-KING HIM!” LET’S CROWN HIM SOON AS A FU-KING LESS THEN 26K AWAY FROM BEING FU-KING CLICK ON THE PICTURE AND HELP! This bully brought to you by: What Lee Means You are relaxed, chill, and very likely to go with the flow. You are light hearted and accepting. You don't get worked up easily. Well adjusted and incredibly happy, many people wonder what your secret to life is. You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone. You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together. At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together. What's Your Name's Hidden Meaning? WAS GONNA POST IT I

Not Tonight- A Poem
Once again I sit here and drink missing you, loving you and needing you more than ever. Knowing that the one man I want more than anything I can never have. The distance between us is greater than any distance on Earth. I don't even know the distance between Heaven and Earth. You are the one man who has hurt me most, but loved me more than any ever will. The one man I'll love more than any other. You completed me and I think I completed you. But we broke each other's hearts and you hurt so very much. So many times I wanted to end it all, as you did, but never could, hoping one day that I was wrong with what I've known since the last moment I saw you. Knowing that was the last time I would hold you, touch you, smell you. Knowing that one day you would not be here anymore and I'd be alone, forever. Forever alone, never to love anyone, as I love you. I've tried to love but as always I get rejected. Therefore, noone will have my heart , my love as you. I've lost who I was and who I am, I w

Some Of The Mummtards ...
Ok people I leave dumb sumtimes rude comments in MUMMs and Im never serious. I just luv the idiots who get a bug up their ass and jump in my shoutbox after I leave a stupid comment; J_DGE _J B...: the truck, dumbass is for hauling shit.. why would you want to think about my dick?? fag! Are you a real DJ? Aww damn you gone and blocked me! lol Douchebag! Why is it some people commenting in the MUMMs think they're a f*cking grammar/english-teacher? WRGAFFA? (Who gives a flying-F*CK anyways?)

Me
This is a message I got from this woman. I don't have any idea what she's talking about, and I'm now blocked. I personally don't care, just wondering what the hell is going on?!? Sounds to me like others need to step away from the computer. This is the internet, nothing serious, so why act this retarded? '~*~Confidence Is What Makes Me Sexy~*~Owned By Dman N Chuckiiboo**Partner In Bomb Crime 2 MR**~*~ Just some info! If u think your gonna come inbetween my Partner in crime and one of my fave fu chicka's u got another thing comming! U need to take a step back and stop making fake ass profiles up! Acting like some lil fubar stalker! Real mature!And your suppose to b a mother???? I think Not! Get your prioritys Straight! Your Kids Come first when your a mother! Keep in mind i said when your a mother! So oviously your not if your to obsessed with being on fubar stalking ppl and harrassing NORMAL ppl! Who dont give 2 shits what u think! Girl Take a look in the mirror

Confessions Of A Gay Psycho Bunny
Hmm so I been watching a lot of this guy on tv and youtube and been shocked at what I seen Guess thats what he wants u to be I watched in amazement, shouted at him in anger(when he stabbed the turtle with the pen knife), nearly thrown up and watched through my fingers Just could not believe this guy and it seems as if he is a faker from the news report i just read - when he was meant to be living in a jungle on what he could find to eat like bugs and stuff it now seems he was really staying in a 5 star hotel!!! Anyways he says all we see is genuine Go search for him on youtube if you not sen what he is all about and let me know what you think - is he for real or a faker??? Please note, the names of some courses have been changed. Attendance for at least 10 of the following courses is mandatory: 1- Combatting Stupidity 2- You Can Do Housework Too 3- PMS: Learning When To Keep Your Mouth Shut 4- How To Fill An Ice Tray 5- We Do Not Want Sleezy Underthings F

Woman
"A woman has strengths that amaze me. She can handle trouble and carry heavy burden. She holds happiness, love and opinions. She smiles when she feels like screaming. She sings when she feels like crying. She cries when she's happy and laughs when she's afraid. Her love is unconditional. There's only one thing wrong with her and that is that sometimes she forgets what she is worth.

Friendship
If someone hurts you, ill knock the shit outta them. If you jump off a bridge, ill be on the ground to catch you. If you cry, ill let you cry on my shoulder. If ur kicked out, ill take you in. If your drunk, ill take your keys. If your world comes crashin down, ill be standin rite next to you. If you cry cause of me, its cause i made you laugh too hard. We'll be friends forever, no matter wat happens between us. Just know im here for you.

My Point Of View
This blog is about my point of view on life and how I live , it is not a reflection of how others are or how I want others to be , Its really all about me... I think that life is for living and being mad or depressed takes away from the time and energy I put into living , I dislike people who are pushy , agressive, racist or in general a**holes . I think looks and egos are unimportant , people can look great and still be d*cks . The true window to the soul is inside . I live life to be happy and to be productive , I spend my time helping others who cant always help themselves, I spend my time enjoying simple things , and I know I have no opinion on others , I respect others opinions regardless weather or not I agree with them ,or not . I don't let stuff bug me If I can't control it then it was never mine to control , I live for the day everyday , and I know that tomorrow may never come. I love myself my family and then everyone else , I have many friends and many acquain

Journal Entry
Do you ever get that feeling that your life will soon be coming to a tragic end. You get paranoid and you’re constantly looking over your shoulder. You’re just waiting for a stray bullet in a drive by or you fantasize about getting into a horrible auto accident that no one survives. You suspect everybody; you feel your life slipping away from you and all you can do is wait. You think to yourself, when will it happen and will it be painful, but yet all you know is its going to be soon. Death lingers over me, mocking me, how long before I crack. Time is not on my side as a cold quite grave whispers my name. I’ve been 8 days off my medications now and I’m starting to feel the effects. The voices are getting almost too loud to bear I’m feeling anxious and I’m starting to fall into a deep depression with suicidal thoughts. I’m stuck between a rock and a hard place. On one hand I stay on my meds, which causes me not to be able to be intimate with me girl. Or sacrifice my sanity and poss

Petitioning Sprint
Dear Sirs,, I am sending you this letter in hopes that you can help me come up with a solution with my problem with Sprint. Sherry Manning 8110 Rudolph Rd Charlotte, NC 28216 April 27, 2008 To whom it may concern: I am a concerned citizen of yours in North Carolina. I am writing you this paper on ethics to inform you that your Call Center in South Charlotte, has been the worst experience of my life. I have informed the Veterans Department of the Department of Labor and Rick Simons that your call center has the worst reputation in town for how you treat your employees. I have been stalked all over town by your employees. I have had to change my name because of the immaturity of your rape and murdering employees. I have had to hire a Private Investigator, call the State Attorney’s Office in the State of Florida and the Victims Advocate in Escambia County. I have had change my phone number 5 times because of the harassment from your employees in that call cent

Poetry
Can't get you outta my mind... Been wantin' to taste... Just a lil' bit... Nites of sexual dreams haunt me... Wantin' me to want you.... To taste every ounce of your juices.... I ain't used to this...these games you play..... Sendin' mixed signals...whatcha waitin' for???.. Me to make the first move??? That's cool...but you ain't gonna play me the fool... Have me all worked up...then sike!!! Blue balls for the rest of the night... Blinded by lust to touch the panty line on sly.. Hopin' to run my finger across ya lips.... Ya clit...dances happly around my finger tips... Oh shit!!! Was that piss??? I ain't no R. Kelly!!! Whew...You just squirtin' Thought it was a golden shower fa sho... It's been a quarter hour....back arched to give me the go... To pull the panties off to the flo.... Grabbin your hips closer to my face... Tongue kissin' ya clit... Fingers still deep inside you...."G" spot be the root of all evil??? Not tonight...I'm workin' for a sequel... Bett

The Dream
And I've come to you Seemed like out of the blue You saw me too Then I really knew All things are right Its all worth the fight You and Me Babe You and Me Baby Now the days ahead Filled with days in bed Feels like a dream to me When did I become so free Now the days feel so fine Now that you are mine You and Me Babe You and Me Baby On the beach, walking by your side Just reach out to take your hand Wake the next morning on the tide All I have is fingers full of sand I reach through the day not knowing why My thoughts deceive me again I know inside I start to cry As the moment binds into pain Your an angel sent to earth I have known that since I meet you Tried to touch your wings and breathe Only to have hurt you I try to explain myself and fail as the night proceeds into day try again and send the mail Not sure what more I can say Just want you to know the key that is within my heart All I want is you and me But yet I pull us apar

Spring Research Paper
Changes in the Traditional Funeral Through out history the traditional funeral has changed. Often influenced by religion, culture and popular trends. Currently we have more options than ever, and with new ideas, new technology, and reappearance of older traditions. The traditional funeral will continue to change. Funerals have always been in flux. We no longer do funerals at night by torchlight, nor do we give out monkey spoons or provide clothes for the mourners. Some traditions fall by the wayside, while new ones are always popping up. There are just more options available now than ever before. In fact the term traditional funeral is a bit of a misnomer. What we call a traditional funeral today isn't that old, You really have to define the word traditional. Be it based on religion or culture. There is traditional Catholic, traditional Jewish, traditional Muslim and many more. We might call what we have now a traditional funeral, but that isn't the c

Other Research Paper
Euthanasia The basic definition of euthanasia is the taking of another life to relive pain and suffering. In the case of this paper we are going to expand that definition to include assisted suicide since that is the case before the courts in the United States and the rest of the world. In the United States active involuntary euthanasia of humans is illegal. Passive euthanasia is legal with many restrictions and much debate. Assisted suicide or voluntary euthanasia is only legal in one state. Active euthanasia is taking of a life to end suffering and pain. Passive euthanasia is the with holding of food, water or medication that are needed to keep a person alive until they die. Assisted suicide is the taking of a person's life with their permission, or helping them to end their own life. There is Voluntary euthanasia, involuntary euthanasia the meaning of each is apparent. To most people euthanasia and assisted suicide is the same thing, So to make things sim

You Gotta Be Kidding!
Black hurricanes.... It appears that our African-American friends have found yet something else to be pissed about. A black congresswoman, from Florida, has complained that the names of hurricanes are all Caucasian sounding names. She would prefer some names that reflect African-American culture such as Chamiqua, Tanisha, Woeisha, Shaqueal, and Jamal. I am NOT making this up! She would also like the weather reports to be broadcast in language that street people can understand because one of the problems that happened in New Orleans was that black people couldn't understand the seriousness of the situation, due to the racially biased language of the weather report. I can hear it now: A weatherman in Miami and Tampa says... Wazzup, muth a-fukkas! Hehr-i-cane Chamiqua be headin' fo' yo ass like Leroy on a crotch rocket! Bitch be a category fo'! So grab yo' chirren, yo' Ho, be leavin yo crib, and head fo' da nearest guv'ment office fo yo FREE sh*t!

You Know What Really Grinds My Gears
Nobody's come up with a new priest and a rabbi joke in like thirty years. Ya know? I mean, okay, ah, umm. Priest and a rabbi go, go onto the supermarket, and, uh, the priest wants to buy a ham. And the rabbi says, "Ah, I can't eat it. It's forbidden." Couldn't eat it. Not allowed, pigs are like superheroes to them. Is it perfect? No, but I, I don't see you coming up with anything... You know what really grinds my gears? This Lindsay Lohan. Lindsay Lohan with all those little outfits, jumping around there on stage, half-naked with your little outfits. Ya know? You're a... You're out there jumping around and I'm just sitting here with my beer. So, what am I supposed to do? What you want? You know, are we gonna go out? Is that what you're trying to - why why are you leaping around there, throwing those things all up in my, over there in my face? What do you want, Lindsay? Tell me what you want? Well, I'll tell you what you want, you want nothing. You want nothing. All right? Because we

Im Sorry
Ok got some things I need to say and not sure where to start but here goes. For those of you that have known me since the start of my venture on fubar, well cherrytap then, over a year ago, knows that I have changed alot. And no im not proud. I have pushed friendships to the side because of other people or because of things going on. I have had alot of ups and downs over the past year, and many of you have put up with my moods changing from day to day, hell even hour to hour, and I have not been a very good friend at all. I used to be this big hearted person who was always there for my friends and always showed them love. I have not been doing that and i am truely sorry. It took me a while to see that it was my doing as to why not many talk to me anymore, but i see it now and i feel really awful for it. I am doing some things to try and change back to the old me that everyone knew a while back. And no im not writing this for any reason but to apologize and let all you truely wonderful

All Drugs Containing Phenylpropanolamine Are Being Recalled.
All drugs containing PHENYLPROPANOLAMINE are being recalled. You may want to try calling the 800 number listed on most drug boxes and inquire about a REFUND Please read this CAREFULLY. Also, please pass this on to everyone you know. STOP TAKING anything containing this ingredient. It has been linked to increased hemorrhagic stroke (bleeding in brain ) among women ages 18-49 in the three days after starting use of medication. Problems were not found in men, but the FDA Recommended that everyone ( even children ) seek alternative medicine. The following medications contain Phenylpropanolamine: Acutrim Diet Gum Appetite Suppressant Acutrim Plus Dietary Supplements Acutrim Maximum Strength Appetite Control Alka-Seltzer Plus Children's Cold Medicine Effervescent Alka-Seltzer Plus Cold medicine (cherry or orange) Alka-Seltzer Plus Cold Medicine Original Alka-Seltzer Plus Cold & Cough Medicine Effervescent Alka-Seltzer Plus Cold & Flu Medicine Alka-Seltzer Plu

Thoughts On Love
Love is not something we find, love is something we DO! Just because something good ends doesn't mean something better won't begin To love you must be willing to let go, to let go you must be willing to love You can only be as happy as you want to be Love is like swallowing hot chocolate before it has cooled off. It takes you by surprise at first, but keeps you warm for a long time Love is too strong a word to say it too early, but it has too beautiful a meaning to say it too late Love is looking at him and knowing that even if you can't be with him, you feel happy because he is happy with someone else Love is like a box of chocolates. You don't know how good it is until they are all gone Love is what none of us can point out because it's that unexplainable thing that only appears when you realize you are not asking yourself, 'What is love? Never question if you are in love or not, because if you were you wouldn't need

Contest
I Will Be Hosting My First Contest It Will Be A 2 Part Contest. The First Part Will Be Women Vs. Men. It Will Run From May 4th Till May 11th. The Top Women And Man With The Most Comments After 1 Week Will Each Receive Their Choice Of Either A .... Or A 7

My First Contest
> > > > > > I Will Be Hosting My First Contest It Will Be A 2 Part Contest. The First Part Will Be Women Vs. Men. It Will Run From May 4th Till May 11th. The Top Women And Man With The Most Comments After 1 Week Will Each Receive Their Choice Of Either A .... Or A 7

Marijuana
Washington State, is a medical marijuana state. If you have been under a doctors care in the last year for a "debilitating illness" such as cancer, aids, hepatitus, glacoma, fiber mialja, eating/stomach disorders, high blood pressure, migrane headaches, to name but a few, and you have a copy of your diagnosis and medical file from that doctor, you may then schedule an appointment with a doctor who is pro marijuana as the least caustic medication available for your illness. You may then, with this recomendation for marijuana use from your doctor, legaly transport, posess and manufacture a 60 day supply of marijuana for your own use. Questions? Feel free to contact me.

Jokes
Glitter Graphics @ SweetComments.net ENTER Riddles? or Jokes! Random Riddle There are 20 people in an empty, square room. Each person has full sight of the entire room and everyone in it without turning his head or body, or moving in any way (other than the eyes). Where can you place an apple so that all but one person can see it? The Answer Please Place the apple on one person's head. Random Joke A LETTER FROM A WEST VIRGINIA MOTHER TO HER DAUGHTER Dear Louanne Ellie Mae, I'm writing this letter slow because I know you can't read fast. We don't live where we did when you left home. Your dad read in the newspaper that most accidents happen within 20 miles from your home, so we moved. I won't be able to send you the address because the last West Virginia family that lived here took the house numbers when they moved so they wouldn't have to change their address. This place is really nice. It even has a washing machine. I'm not sure it works so well though;

Have You Met My Fu Owner Yet? (april)
Do you have mizotte59 as one of your friends? If you don't....you should! He is caring, loving and an awesome friend who is always there for you. Let this be your own personal invitation to go check him out and R/F/A this remarkable man!! 'mizotte59' This bulletin brought to you by '♡aGEM4life♡ ~♫♪HockingRadio™'s DJ Gemini♪♫'

My Mom
Two months ago she had a tennis-ball size cancerous lump removed. Operatione went great and they started preventive kemo. At best she has never been over 110lbs. Now she is 69lbs. I was on stand-by incase I had to drive up north. A bacterial infection set-in...now she is on a vent... she may have 4 hours or 48 hours... Its 6:30pm...I am going to take a nap and my daughter & I are hitting the road as soon as I wake up as I've been up since 0600...The Edstang is to noisey and to modified to drive so we're taking the old TransAm...pray for my me/us... Will update and have my computer with me... FuBar Friends rule! OfficerEd 4-28-08: 0300 on-the-road Arrived 4:30pm. Mom passed while enroute. Stayed with my Dad over-night. Kind'a rough. Two soulmates, together for 49 years & 9 months. Self-employed co-owners of a publication... 4-29-08 plans & arrangements. 2 Viewings 5-1-08 Funeral 5-2-08. Very cool. A small brass jazz band played her favorite songs graveside en

Blocking
why would someone whos blocked ya..come to your page 4 months later..and rate your pics? Things that make ya go ..hmmmm. LOL . I went to return the favor..or say thank you but see I am still blocked. Guess hes still hurt from way back then.

Obama Explains National Anthem
Obama Explains National Anthem Stance On Sat, 22 Mar 2008 18:48:04 -0400, "LTG Bill Ginn" USAF ret Forwarded: Hot on the heels of his explanation for why he no longer wears a flag pin, presidential candidate Senator Barack Obama was forced to explain why he doesn't follow protocol when the National Anthem is played. According to the United States Code, Title 36, Chapter 10, Sec. 171, During rendition of the national anthem when the flag is displayed, all present except those in uniform are expected to stand at attention facing the flag with the right hand over the heart. "As I've said about the flag pin, I don't want to be perceived as taking sides," Obama said. "There are a lot of people in the world to whom the American flag is a symbol of oppression. And the anthem it self conveys a war-like message. You know, the bombs bursting in air and all. It should be swapped for something less parochial and less bel licose. I like the song 'I'd Like to Teach the World to Sing.' I

Wrote A While Ago
the difference between: Rice Cars with huge spoilers Huge exhaust cans, over sized like more then 3 inches, Huge 18+ (pending) wheels Air bags Body kits Extreme car color :::Note::: Some people don't realize that Stock spoilers are NOT RICE, Like mine STOCK. as far as clear lends and head lights. You can find ero's on new cars. I don't consider that rice. :::Not rice::: Ero's "certain ones" 17- rims.(pending) {every one wants a nice looking wheel/rim} no body kit Clean looking stock appearance. :::::::Rap and crap::::::: {Rap} Remember these are my opinions I believe that rap is a story. Something that explains what they have seen or a story of something that happen, or feelings about something that every one has to deal with "police, government, ect" {crap} This is something i don't like to listen to.Because i find it useless. The n** word being thrown around and talking about how I smoked that blunt and touched her pussy. Come one peopl