Fubar Blogs 4

Attitude
I feel so fucking blah! Like I just want to throw my hands in the air and give up on everything. Wait not even throw my hands up, that would take up to much energy :( I can't shake this... I feel so fookin blah! I know I am isolating myself to a great degree and I don't even know what I am isolating over. I have stopped calling my friends I talk to daily, haven't been hanging out a lot on the fu. I sit here and just ponder, ponder over nothing at all. I feel so damn down. One thing that got me is I always get my cell paid early, I didn't even care about it, yesterday got a text message saying it had to be paid by today. It got done, but don't really care. My heart is in Germany, I feel so lost and empty without Rudi by my side. We had a talk Sunday, but still doesn't place a plan into action. I am a puppet on a string, a sad lonely puppet. So many times I have had people ask me, why am I allowing this to be done to myself, my only answer is, when we are together, words can

Auction Auction
$$$$$$$$$$$$$Starting Bid is 100k Fu-Bucks$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$ AUCTION AUCTION AUCTION! Yup you guessed it.....I am in another auction....I've bought a few people now I want to be bought! will you bid on me!??! If you dont want to thats cool....could you at least rate my pic....there are two side contests with this auction.....1~~~~I can win 200k if I get the highest bid out of anybody.....or 2~~~~~~if I get the highest amount of rates to my auction pic I can win 100k! So please come have a look see at the auction...even if ya dont bid on me...rate me and help me with the rate contest! I will return all the love....just let me know when you are done rating and I will Luv ya up! Side note~ I'll really make it worth it for ya.....if you can get 5 of your friends to rate me....I will bling you one credit.....also love you up...and I will rate fan add the people you sent to rate me.... 10 people rate 2 bling credit........15 people rate 3 bling credit.......20 peo

The Sin Wagon
We're Gonna Do Some Mattress Dancing so bust out the Handcuffs and Whipped Cream and Are you YOU up for the ride? Well then, just Rate/Fan and Add each of the following people (be sure to put Sin Wagon in your friend request!) and then send aGEM4life and AngelGurl a private message (no shouts please) saying that you have taken the ride and R/F/A everyone! **Please make sure you R/F back and if you have already done this in the past simply leave em a comment saying "Sin Wagon already R/F you".** You will then be added to the list of riders. We are all here to meet new people and have fun so we ask that there is No Drama please. '♡aGEM4life♡'Founder 'AngelGurl'Co-founder 'Keith'Driver 'SuperStarrPrincess'

Writing
On August 2nd, 2006, I joined the world of "Lost Cherry"*. The girls on there were nice, and sweet as a strawberry. But on July 26th, 2007, I met one that would change my life. Any guy would be lucky to have her, specially as thier wife She's cuddly as a bear, and foxy as a fox. Everything reminds me of her, even a pair of "White Sox" I never met a girl, so kind and pretty. She has a lot of power, like Chicago's Joe Crede. Ever night I log on, I hope to see her on Fubar. We are closer than ever, even though we're both so far. But on April 12th, 2008, she made it a night I'll never forget. It's the night she leaned towards my ear, and whispered "I'll be your pet" Once upon a time, I was walking through the desert (Forrest has been done to death), when he noticed this exotic "PET" diamondback snake. I decided to name it "FRED", and took it home so my family can see. My family seemed a little intimidated by the 7ft snake, and wouldn't get near it. I've

Auction
LOOK WHO'S WHORING THEMSELVES NOW THAT'S RIGHT GABE NOW YOU CAN OWN YOUR VERY OWN GABE ^^^CLICK ABOVE TO BID^^^ BE THE FIRST ON FUBAR TO OWN GABE YOU KNOW YOU WANT TO SO PLACE YOUR BID NOW!!! *ADDITIONAL 100 11's 7am 5/5* *SAY ANYTHING ABOUT YOU SFW SALUTE 5/8* WHILE YOU'RE THERE R/F/A THE HOST HE'S A GREAT GUY THANKS TO DEVILGIRL FOR HELPING ME WITH THIS BULLY DevilGirl~Fat Sonny's Keeper@ fubar SHOW HER SOME LOVE THANKS ~GABE~@ fubar STOP BY AND CHECK OUT MY WORK SO YOU CAN SEE WHAT YOU WILL GET LOOK WHO'S WHORING THEMSELVES NOW

Wanna Own A Lilbamagirl?
Would ya/could ya please rate this pic? Pretty please... :-) There are prizes for the most rates and highest average rating. No need to comment bomb. :-) Thank you so much...*hugssss*...Much love to all! The participant with the highest rate average, and the participant with the most rates will both win fubucks :) I'm up for auction in Heartistic Soul's "A Thing Of Beauty" Mother's Day Auction. Bidding is now open, and will remain open until May 10th. If you do not want to bid, would ya/could ya please rate my pic? Pretty please... :-) There are prizes for the most rates and highest average rating. WHAT I'M OFFERING: 1. Owned By In My Name For A Month 2. Daily Drinks 3. Pimpout In My About Me On My Profile 4. Daily Comment 5. Weekly Pimpout 6. Add To Top Friends 7. Rate Stash During HH 8. 300 11's Per Week During HH 9. Rate Stash And Pics Of 1 Friend During HH 10. Random Bling (As I Have It) No VIP Bids Please, as I already have that.

What's Goin On In My Life!
As some of you may now about 3 weeks ago I took 3 home pregnancy tests and they all came back positive. So, I figured I should call my OBGYN and make an appointment. I went to the doctor on Friday (May 2,2008). They did an Ultrasound and as of today I am 6 weeks and 6 days. The baby is about as big as my 2 year old's pinky is wide..lol The morning sickness has already started :[...and it's SUCKS! Peppermint tea has become a staple part of my diet..lol I do have the picture from the ultrasound and I'll try to get it up sometime this week. When we told Dave's son he said he wanted a baby brother so that his baby brother can hold his video games. He was lookin at the ultrasound picture and pointed to the amniotic sac ( it shows up as a black spot on the ultrasound..for those of you that dont know) and asked me what it was. I was quiet, trying to figure out how to explain what an amniotic sac is to a 5 year old. Before I could say anything he blurted out " Is that it's house?"...

Help Help Help
OK HERE'S THE DEAL TRIAD, NC AREA... i need to find a family lawyer around the triad area that has a soft spot from someone who really and truely needs help... and that is willing to take payments... .....i just can't take this anymore guys... if you know anyone or anything to help let me or mom know (here's her link) In my dreams...or yours? ~*~ Pilot of Fantasy Flight ~*~ Shadow Leveler ~*~@ fubar thanks so much for reading this because i am desperate... in tears as we speak... all my love to all my dear friends out there in fubaria... Angel Girl + A 2nd Alarm Hottie!!! Angel Girl - 2nd Alarm Hottie@ fubar

Pics
Okay I started editing my name across my pics, then started readding them on here, while doing that my VIP expired...so until I can get another VIP I can't upload anymore pics! I only got my 2007 pics, wasn't able to get my nsfw pics back up either. I have a ton new pics that I had up but won't be able to get them up until I get a VIP. I would get the VIP myself but right now am really tight on money so can't afford to. Once I do get a VIP my nsfw pics will be set to family only, I have to do this, no way around it. If someone buys me a VIP I will add you to my family. 1 month VIP gets a month on family, for whatever time the VIP is, is the time you get added to my family. I will also be up for auction on the 20th, I will be making a blog with a link to the auction, so look out for it! Ty to all those who were there for me and concerned about the problem of why I had to delete all my pics to begin with. I set all the pics of me, my son, and my hubby to myself only because some woman de

A Woman's Worth
Be careful if u make a woman cry, because god counts her tears. The woman came out of a man's rib. Not from his feet to be walked on. Not from his head to be superior, but from the side to be equal. Under the arm to be protected, and next to the heart to be loved. i dont know who this was by but i thought it was awesome

Rip Dad
Dad, Its almost been a year since you were taken. And it sucks because It just hit me in the car driving. Its like you were afraid I'd forget you or something. But you should know me better than that. I have never forgotten about you. Even though you're not here I still think about you on a daily basis. It gets harder and harder as time goes on. Everyone here keeps telling me it'll get easier. But honestly I dont see an end in sight. Seeing the way life changes scares the hell outta me. And it really sucks. We just started to talk and be father and daughter again. And then God took you from me. I dont think its fair. I dont know why and I dont want to know. I know it hurts like hell to sit here and see a picture of you and want to cry because I miss you. I hate thinking about when I was a little girl and when we used to drive in the car and you'd sing all those old songs and input my name into the song rather than the original name in the song. I remember all the good times and eve

For All Bad Girls..especially The Newest
Hi Bad Girls...I Would Just Like To Remind All New Bad Girls That Want To Join..I Do Ask That You Rate Fan Add All Of The Other Bad Girls...I Have Been Told By A Few Bad Girls That Some Of The Newest Have Not Fanned Or Added Them..The Reason I Ask That You Do Rate Fan Add All Bad Girls Is I Would Like This To Be The Best Group/Family Around...I Know That Some Of The Bad Girls Have Been Friends From Before Joining..And Some Become Friends After Joining..If You Have A Problem With Rating Fanning Adding The Other Bad Girls..Just Let Me Know...Can't Find The List..I Will Give You A Link..Other Problems..Let Me Know And We Can Talk About That.. Thank You, Sgt. Raider Owner Of Sarge's Bad Girls

Dbc Bash
THIS IS WHERE THE BASH WILL BE. SHELL ROCK,IOWA.AUGUST 8-10. WE HAVE IT ALL TAKEN CARE OF AND ITS SET IN STONE. MY BROTHER-IN-LAW AND SISTER HAVE AN AWESOME CAMPING AREA IN THE COUNTRY. ITS MANICURED AND PEACFUL WITH FIELDS AROUND IT FOR PRIVACY AND A BABBLING BROOK FOR SKINNY DIPPIN'. HE IS SUPPLYING THE HOGROAST AS WELL. THERES ELECTRICITY,RUNNING WATER,PORTAPOTTY ALREADY THERE,HAYRACKS FOR BAND STAGE AND IF THE WEATHER IS BAD THEY HAVE A BIG BARN WITH LARGE LOFT AND A STAGE ALREADY SET UP. THERES 4-WHEELERS TO RUN STUFF BACK AND FORTH. TOWN IS ABOUT 3 MILES AWAY AND WAVERLY WHERE WE LIVE IS ABOUT 10 FOR THOSE WHO WANT TO STAY IN A MOTEL ( LOTS OF MOTELS). SO THE COST HAS BEEN CUT TO NEARLY 0. WE JUST NEED TO HELP LAID TO REST AND SKULL'RZ BANE GET THERE AND I KNOW SEVERAL LOCAL BANDS THAT MAY BE THERE AS WELL. WE WOULD REALLY LIKE AN R.S.V.P. FROM ANYONE WHO KNOWS WILL BE THERE FOR SURE TO GIVE US AN IDEA OF WHAT TO SET UP FOR. THIS IS A DEFINATE. ITS ALL READY TO GO SO TRY A

Jerry Springer Part 2
TRAILERGIRL hey why u yelling at my hubby??? ME "yelling at your husband"? First of all, who the hell are you & I didn't realize I was in a 7th grade chat room TRAILERGIRL uhmm what is ur obsession with the 7th grade..i happen to be 26 fukin years old here bud ME well, u & ur husband are acting like childish 7th graders that create drama by trying to get into everyone else's business. Try acting like a 26 year old & no one will accuse you of being a 7th grader TRAILERGIRL i am acting like a 26 yr old when my best friend comes to me saying that there is a guy on her fubar who is trying to get her to fuck him i start to have a mild attitude problem ME I'm sorry if you think you are acting like a 26 year old, but you are not. I'm not sure your IQ or how far you made it in school, or if you were in the special ed program. Last I checked, SHE is an adult & can make her own decisions. If she wants to fuck me that is HER decision, NOT you or your "husbands". If she is men

Dbc Patches
THIS IS THE PATCH FOR THE JACKETS. ITS 12" IN DIAMETER. ANYONE WHO WANTS ONE WILL NEED TO SEND US $50 PER PATCH. I HAVE AN ORDER FOR 12. AS SOON AS WE GET THE 12 SPOKEN FOR AND PAID, WE WILL SEND THEM TO YOU. WE ALSO HAVE BLACK T-SHIRTS WITH THE LOGO ON THE BACK AND FRONT THAT CAN BE ORDERED AS WELL. THEY WILL RUN ABOUT $15 EACH. THE COLOR IS ACTUALLY FIRE-ENGINE RED...I KNOW IT APPEARS HOT PINK BUT THATS HOW THE MONITOR PICKS IT UP.

A Question To All
> > There are African Americans, > > Mexican Americans, > > Asian Americans, > > Arab Americans, > > Native Americans, etc. > > .....And then there are just - > > Americans.. > > > > > > You pass me on the street > > and sneer in my direction. > > You Call me 'White boy,' > > 'Cracker,' 'Honkey,' > > 'Whitey,' 'Caveman,' > > .....And that's OK. > > > > > > But when I call you Nigger, > > Kike, Towel head, > > Sand-nigger, Camel Jockey, > > Beaner, Gook, or Chink, > > .....You call me a racist. > > > > > > You say that whites commit a lot > > of violence against you, > > so why are the ghettos the most > > dangerous places to live? > > > > > > You have the United Negro College Fund. > > You have Hispanic History Month. > > You have Martin Luther King Day. > > You have Asian History Month. > > You have Black History Month. > > You have Cesar Chavez Day. > > You have Ma'uled Al-Nabi. > > You have Yom Hashoah. > > You have Kawanza. > > You have the NA

Friendships
Hmm.. on this beautiful spring day i find myself thinkin bout friends and what they mean to me. I have lots of them But a few i hold close to my heart. (you know who u are) hee hee. I love people and learning about them hearing their experiences, good and bad. Even if it is to confide what kinda chips u like. No conversation is unimportant. My downfall in friendships ia that i fall to easily. I see all people as having something good to bring to the table. why else would you want to be friends with someone?? So I get hurt sometimes. Without a trace?? What's with these people?? Show undying frienship and up one day deside never to talk to you again. Even the person who pissed me off to the end gets an explaination. Cuz lets face it we are imperfect humans. A true friend would be making mistakes with u or or stands by u without judgement. Hmm.. thoughts on paper. I guess thats what a blog is a diary of sorts you choose to share with people. Last but not least A friend to m

Photographer
I am a photographer for hire will take whatever pictures you ask.I take family pictures,graduation,family reunions,weddings,personal pictures,I have very reasonable prices and do travel if the job requires.I have been taking pictures for 15 years and never get tired of it.I t is very rewarding getting to meet different people and seeing different places.There is no one picture that is the same there is always something different about each one

How Sex Is Started Lol!
How Sex Starts This is funny .. . smile leads to a laugh ...a laugh leads to a high 5 ...a high 5 leads to a hug ...a hug leads to a kiss ...a kiss leads 2 a makeout ...makeout leads to a feel up ...a feel up leads 2 a finger ...a finger leads to a hand ...a hand leads to a lick ...a lick leads to a suck 8==D ...a suck leads to a fuck ...So tell me how many people are you gonna smile at after you heard this cuz sex is like math. ...u add the bed ..subtract the clothes ...divide the legs ...leave your solution ...and pray you dont multiply

~ Male Or Female ~
~ Male or Female ~ FREEZER BAGS: They are male, because they hold everything in, but you can see right through them. PHOTOCOPIERS: These are female, because once turned off; it takes a while to warm them up again. They are an effective reproductive device if the right buttons are pushed, but can also wreak havoc if you push the wrong Buttons. TIRES: Tires are male, because they go bald easily and are often over inflated HOT AIR BALLOONS: Also a male object, because to get them to go anywhere, you have to light a fire under their butt. SPONGES: These are female, because they are soft, squeezable and retain water. WEB PAGES: Female, because they're constantly being looked at and frequently getting hit on. TRAINS: Definitely male, because they always use the same old lines for picking up people. EGG TIMERS: Egg timers are female because, over time, all the weight shifts to the bottom. HAMMERS: Male, because in

Jokes
A lawyer from New York runs a stop sign and gets pulled over by a Mississippi sheriff's deputy. He thinks that he is smarter than the deputy because he is a lawyer from New York and is certain that he has a better education than any cop from Mississippi! He decides to prove this to himself and have some fun at the deputy's expense. The deputy says, ' License and registration, please.' 'What for?' says the lawyer. The deputy says, 'You didn't come to a complete stop at the stop sign.' Then the lawyer says, 'I slowed down, and no one was coming.' 'You still didn't come to a complete stop, ' says the deputy. ' The lawyer says, 'What's the difference?' 'The difference is you have to come to complete stop . That's the law The lawyer says, 'If you can show me the legal difference between stop and slow down , I'll give you my license and registration'That sounds fair. Please exit your vehicle, sir,' the deputy says. At this point, the deputy takes out his

Calling All Divas
~ High Heels ~ Posh Purses ~ ~ Stunna Shades ~ Now That’s a TRUE DIVA Another day to show some Mad Luv to your fellow Divas! Set some time aside to get to know the other Divas a little better! Don’t Forget to Put Up a Diva Tag as Your Default Pic! Stop by the Lounge and Say Hello Comment, Rate, & then Comment & Rate some More! It’s all about Diva Luv! Thanks! = )~ Much Luv to ya! *Hugs* Bully Brought to you by: ***CHIPPER & REBECCA*** &

I'm Up For Auction :)
Own your FAVORITE FU! I have an auction going on RIGHT NOW. Go check out my pics folder labeled favorite fu auction. BID NOW! You can even own ME, the host!!! So get to bidding. Check out everyone thats in it. Throw some bids, if you can't... atleast rate the pictures. The contestants are also in the runnings for 10 bling and a 7 day blast... for the person with the MOST picture ratings!!!! UPDATE!!!! CONTEST ENDS MAY 6th at 7pm fu time (PST)!!! Here they are :)

~ Unchained Melody ~
~ Unchained Melody ~ Oh! My love, my darling, I've hungered for your touch, A long, Lonely time. And time goes by, so slowly, And time can do so much, Are you still mine? I need your love. I need your love. God, speed your love to me. Lonely rivers flow to the sea, to the sea, To the open arms of the sea, yeah. Lonely rivers sigh, wait for me, wait for me, I'll be coming home, wait for me. Oh! My love, my darling, I've hungered, hungered!, for your touch, A long lonely time. And time goes by, so slowly, And time can do so much, Are you still mine? I need your love. I, I need your love. God speed your love to me. Peace.

I Wrote This For My Love
If I could make a wish And have it last forever and a day, I would take you in my arms And this is where I'd stay.. For there's no one else I know That holds my heart like you, And I know someday, baby, You'll realize this is true. If I could make a wish Your lips would be on mine, I'd slowly sip and savor you Like only the finest wine. For there's no one else I know That gives me so much pleasure, And I know someday, baby, You'll see that you're my treasure. If I could make a wish Our bodies would unite, There's nothing I'd love more Than making love all night. For there's no one else I know Who gives me passion like you do, And I know someday, baby, All my wishes will come true. If I could make a wish I'd start by making things right, I'd take away all your doubts, And hold you through the night. For there's no one else I know That means as much you see, And I know someday, baby, You'll learn to trust in me. If I could make a wish. It would be

Hold Me Down
i don't make everyone happy...... but it's ok......(its ok) and its ok...(its ok) I've been through this before it's nothing new (it’s nothing new)..it’s .nothing new (it’s nothing new) chorus: i don't know why every time i wanna fly somebody always tries to hold me down...hold me down... im loosing my faith every single time... i try water's on my side dont let me drown.....let me drown don't worry about whatcha done now cause it's ok yeah yeah its a test to see how much you can take....it's nothing new it's nothing new, NOTHING NEW! i don't know why every time i wanna fly somebody always tries to hold me down...hold me down... im loosing my faith every single time... i try the water's on my side dont let me drown.....let me drown i am drowning...i am sinking....yeah! i am drowning...i am sinking... why won't someone help me? why won't someone help me? i don't know why every time i wanna fly somebody always tries to hold me down...hold me down... im

~ Bizzare Love Triangle ~
~ Bizzare Love Triangle ~ Every time i think of you I feel shot right through with a bolt of blue It's no problem of mine but it's a problem I find Living a life that I can't leave behind There's no sense in telling me The wisdom of a fool won't set you free But that's the way that it goes And it's what nobody knows While every day my confusion grows Every time I see you falling I get down on my knees and pray I'm waiting for that final moment You'll say the words that I can't say I feel fine and I feel good I'm feeling like I never should Whenever I get this way, I just don't know what to say Why can't we be ourselves like we were yesterday I'm not sure what this could mean I don't think you're what you seem I do admit to myself That if I hurt someone else Then I'll never see just what we're meant to be Every time I see you falling I get down on my knees and pray I'm waiting for that final moment You'll say the words that I can't say Peace.

Babys
We were the only family with children in the restaurant. I sat Erik in a high chair and noticed everyone was quietly sitting and talking. Suddenly, Erik squealed with glee and said, 'Hi.' He pounded his fat baby hands on the high chair tray. His eyes were crinkled in laughter and his mouth was bared in a toothless grin, as he wriggled and giggled with merriment. I looked around and saw the source of his merriment. It was a man whose pants were baggy with a zipper at half-mast and his toes poked out of would-be shoes. His shirt was dirty and his hair was uncombed and unwashed. His whiskers were too short to be called a beard and his nose was so varicose it looked like a road map. We were too far from him to smell, but I was sure he smelled. His hands waved and flapped on loose wrists. 'Hi there, baby; hi there, big boy. I see ya, buster,' the man said to Erik. My husband and I exchanged looks, 'What do we do?' Erik continued to laugh and answer, 'Hi.' Everyone in the restaurant

Sick N' Suffering :(
Just tell me how you aren't like other guys, how you'll be different and why you want me to be your girlfriend...Best answer wins! Good luck...make me proud. Kimberly Hey everyone--just thought I'd post a blog explaining why friends have only been able to catch me on here or other places (phone, yahoo, etc.) every now and then. For starters, I am almost done (fingers crossed) of one of the worst chest colds I have ever had (several different antibiotics, inhalers, etc.). That just knocked me off my feet. Rather than logging in and out of programs, I usually just keep things on. Sometimes my son will go to his kid-friendly websites through his easy link, which may end up making me look like I'm really on, but I'm not. Or sometimes my computer automatically reboots itself with updates and opens up yahoo messenger...so it may look like I signed on but I really didn't. Trust me I'm not avoiding people, I've just been sick and really focused on getting better. Seco

We Support You Parade
Calling all service members and supporters!!! Welcome to the “We Support You” Parade. Please line up and let us show our support for the men and women of our Armed Forces past and present. They deserve our love and support 24/7, so now we are not stopping just because a day has past, we are marching on. Do not let this parade stop!! Here are the rules: ****If for any reason you have a problem with Fan/Rating/Adding everyone on the list, but would like to join the Parade, please contact me (the host). This is to show support and give strength to those who have sacrificed so much for us.**** There will be 3 sections to this parade, you must start at the bottom of the page and work toward top. Fan/rate/and add everyone. In your requests or even in gifts, please specify if you are a Vet, Currently Serving, or a Supporter. If you have already added them, please leave them a comment letting them know you are joining the “We Support You” Parade. Present Service M

Ordinary Man
Look in the mirror tell me what do you see Or can you lie to yourself like you're lyin' to me Do you fall asleep real easy feelin' justified and right Or do you wake up feelin' empty in the middle of the night You want to think you're different, but you know you never can You're just another ordinary man Hey politician, can't believe a word you say Almighty media, whose truth did you sell today? Watchdog of justice, who keeps their eye on you? Con man, song in hand, who you singin' to? The more I get to see, the less I understand I'm just another ordinary man Ordinary man, Just another ordinary man Comes a time to take a stand No rest for the wicked - they get it while they can The preachers and the teachers and your local Congressman Everybody plays the game they played since time began Lawyers and accountant - your media man Everybody's talkin' but nothin's gettin' said You're looking for the truth you better look inside your head I see the flash of ligh

Time Too Say Good Bye Too A Leveler & Friend
Its time too say Goodbye too a friend of many of ours. Today will be her last day on Fubar. She will be leaving us for real life. Please stop by and say hi and send her off with a smile. So that she will know just how much we all appreciated her friend ship. CherryPye*BigSexysFu-Girl* {{Shadow Leveler}}@ fubar

Personal Thoughts & Pics...oh My!
I will make one tonight..since so many girls people think that I'm the faker. *grin* Hi guys! I just updated my BLOG. *smiles* Happy FRIDAY!! I woke up today and I felt tons better. I hate feeling ucky...so I'm glad that it has passed. It was a beautiful sunny day! I took my dogs to the doggy park. Thats always fun...There is always atleast one single guy there that has tried everything to meet a girl. I call them MR D E S P E R A T E!!! *grin* nooo just kidding! I think It's a great way to meet girls, but I'm always worried about the poor dog. Like..does he really love his dog or it it just a tool in this crazy dating world. *shrugs* Anyways it was fun fun...I have to say tho..while I was there...the only drool was coming from the men! *giggle* Tonight I went to a BBQ..it was yummy...had a few drinks and now here I am. I'm full of energy...and want to get a little wild on cam! Here is a preview..enjoy my boobiness! See you in camchat! Ohhh..almost forgot. I'm doing a free cam sho

Goodies And Me! Xoxo
Je m'appelle Joli. MUAH! Become a part of my family for access to all of my family folders! I have just started to create my FU WORLD and will be adding and updating regularly. View pictures, chat with me here and let's have some fun! Just private message me to ask how! Each month you can renew and reserve your Family spot or choose to stay a friend. I will be designing some custom care packages for those true Joli fans as well. To include: NSFW Video Salutes, Autographed Pictures, Personal Items, Phone Calls, etc... If you have any requests or suggestions be sure to leave a comment. xoxo ~Joli~

H E L P Your Little Sista!
And I am LOST!!!!!!!!!! I am tried of Photobucket but I don't want to use imageshack whats another site for posting pictures? GRACIOUS! P.S I have clean panties on today, just because!

Listen And Win!
That's Rite This Giveaway Sponsored By: The Spirits Den, & Snake Bite Radio Lounge Over The Next Several Week's Snake Bite Radio & Spirits Den Will Be Keeping Total's On The Amount Of Fubux Given In Prizes. When The Total Between The Two Lounges = 1 Million FUBUX The Next Trivia Question Will Be Worth 1 Million Fubux! The Jackpot Question May Fall On Friday,Saturday Or Sunday! You Have To Be Present In Either Spirits Den Or Snake Bite Radio Lounges And Be The 1st Caller! The Question Will Have Three Parts,Answer All Three Correctly. And Your A Fumillionaire! Music By: "Snake Bite Radio" Rock the weekend with Shock Jock Jokers Wild, DJ Aimee, DJ KrazyChick DJ Harleybaby69, DJ Punk & DJ Tanya Will Have Live Cams Going in the evenings Friday Night Trivia for FU Bucks Sat Morning 9 Am - Noon CST - Chaos in The Morning with a Special Guest Sat Night Trivia for FU Bucks Sunday ALL Request All Day 1st Round Is Always On Us... (Main Events

Last Night
For those who are my real friends and have took the time to care will understand this more! I went out with my friend and her two sisters last night to a bar and had the best time i have had in 2 years! I danced what little ass i have off!!!! LOL For those of you who have helped me through the last month or so, thanks for all the encouragement and shoulders to cry on! You have made me smile for the first time in months and i love you all!!!! You know who you are!!!!!

Lmaooo
ok i was talking to this dude the other day and i got a suprise!!! this cat is using my good friends photos and claims it to be himself pretty sad,so i asked him why is he using my friends photos and claiming to be him...sure enough he blocked me becuase the truth was to be told, well i remember when my boy had his account on fu this candyman dude checked him out and snagged most of his images and placed them into his own folders even though he could not use the salute my friend had since diffrent users had diff profile links well so i asked a good friend from fubar to get some information on this guy named candyman come to find out he likes young girls...check out his myspace he has Underage Kids on his profile and friends list,i know i should not care but just giving people heads up there is alot of fake people on the internet} so here we go let this people be known so if you have this dude as your friend/fam he is 100% fake trying to be someone he is not or ever will be Cur

Cancer And Aquarius
This is a not-so-hot combinaion. Cancer is too emotional to tolerate the dispassionate friendliness that Aquarious offers to his friends and lovers. If Aquarious is going through one of his turned-off phases, Cancer will take it personally and feel abandoned. Once in a blue moon these two might get it on but that isn't usual, nor is it satisfying or long lasting

Please Read And Thank You Ahead Of Time
This is probably what you all have thought a million times just afraid to say it.. and by no means is it about everyone.. cause I have met a few great people here.. Okay.. most of you won't like me after reading this.. hell, most of you don't even know me.. Now that you have ever taken the time to return comments, shouts or whatever... I want to know.. what the fuck is wrong with this site? Seriously.. what is wrong with it.. I have had eight people from my family list up and delete their profiles...They said they had to leave.. they felt isolated.. Why? Why does this happen? It is like you have to be part of THE families.. or know the top members to get anyone to say shit all to you..Or even be members of big lounges...Are people on this site so stuck on themselves.. to even see nice, decent people here? Well, I understand most of the top members here...ARE stuck on themselves.. Hell, me just saying "top members" means you have to BE someone in this place to even matter.. a

Thoughts
What would you do if you had one moment? One moment of what is what you should be asking right about now. One moment is so vague. You can have a moment in so many things in life, one moment to shine at work or school, or one moment you wish you could just take back. We all have moments in our life, some good and some bad. We live our lives and forget that every minute is a moment. There isn't one that is truely greater then another. Every breath we take leads us to another breath and another moment in our life. Yes, we do run into situations that are a matter of timing that leads us to such benefits or sorrows in our lives. We cherish those moments or regret them. We dwell on those moments so much but we fail to remember what got us there. At that one moment the burns its way so deeply in our minds, we don't realize there was actions that led up to it. Maybe you left the house five minutes early or you stopped for a coffee or you forgot something at the house. Whatever it was there was

Poetry
I'm lost and cannot find my way. I get worse at the passing of each day. People look at me dead in my eyes and do not care. I look back at them and think while we stare. Don't they realize I'm the result of their error and their joy. These people believe what is done is done and leave me as a young boy. They do not help me release the full potential within me. They look at me and what will happen and think that's the way it's suppose to be. The people leave me as a deprived and lonely thing, And in all this world of hurt and pain, I still find one who will sing. I will look familiar, yet different with nothing fancy, not even lace. I say I'm the child you never had, and you yell that it can not be. I'm filled with hurt and pain and things that I can not admit, But the time to change me is here and will come only if you commit. You can fix me because I'm not fully grown. You can help me, or still leave me on my own. I'm your nightmare and dream all wrapped up into one.

So I...
MyHeritage: Celebrity Morph - Family tree charts - Pedigree chart Seether- Remedy So I.... I Live: in Clinton. I Work: as an insurance agent. I Talk: with an accent to some of my wurrrds because I'm a southerner. I Wish: to leave a positive impact on everyone I meet. I Enjoy: hanging out with friends. I Look: so-so today. Not too bad but not at my best. I Find: body odor and bad breath to be repulsive. I Smell: like Clinique's Happy. My favorite perfume I Hide: my toys. I Pray: That I win the lottery. Amen. I Walk: to the car. We have a treadmill I need to start using that again. I Write: short stories, poetry and the fucked up dreams I have. I See: how many people will put "dead people" under this one? I Sing: along with the radio in the car. I Can: be annoying because I worry too much about the people I care for even when they don't give a shit about me. I Watch: movies. I Yearn: to share my art with the world and be apprec

My Writing
Well I can say I got my first published piece today. It was a letter to the editor in our local paper. Honestly I know that’s nothing grand but I’m proud of it. I wrote the letter because it was something that I believed in. They contacted me a week later to verify I wrote it, but I didn’t think they were going to publish it because I didn’t see it at all that week they called me. I had forgotten about it completely so I was surprised to see it in today’s paper. The letter was written in response to another letter that appeared in the paper. My Letter: Art, music should be key part of curriculum I'm very dismayed at a letter to the editor by a Knoxville man complaining about a grandmother wishing her grandson could study the violin. He complained that art and music are a waste and our schools should focus more on math and science. Art and music promote creativity and imagination that is essential for grasping other subjects. There are plenty of studies that show kids who are e

Rules For Slave's & Subs
Entry for March 30, 2007 **taken from Master Wolfgang's page...thank you for these Rules and that I may see and learn them. Ten Rules for Dominants Ten Rules for Submissive’s Be patient! Until you enter into a contract with a submissive, you have no more right to order him/her around than does anyone else. Give your bottom time to get to know you and what you are like. Finesse and subtlety are major elements of dominance. Similarly, strength and gentleness go hand in hand. The sensitivity and awareness (or lack thereof) that you show in the real world is likely to be repeated in the playroom. Be patient! A potential top will let you know if she or he is interested in you or not. Keep in mind that your purpose as a submissive is to serve and to satisfy someone who will take into consideration the realization of your fantasies. Don't expect your top to be able to turn on like a light switch. The timing must be right for both of you. Be humble. You may be God's/Goddess' gift to

Alone... Slave's Poem
Entry for March 30, 2007 **taken from Master Wolfgang's page...thank you for these Rules and that I may see and learn them. Ten Rules for Dominants Ten Rules for Submissive’s Be patient! Until you enter into a contract with a submissive, you have no more right to order him/her around than does anyone else. Give your bottom time to get to know you and what you are like. Finesse and subtlety are major elements of dominance. Similarly, strength and gentleness go hand in hand. The sensitivity and awareness (or lack thereof) that you show in the real world is likely to be repeated in the playroom. Be patient! A potential top will let you know if she or he is interested in you or not. Keep in mind that your purpose as a submissive is to serve and to satisfy someone who will take into consideration the realization of your fantasies. Don't expect your top to be able to turn on like a light switch. The timing must be right for both of you. Be humble. You may be God's/Goddess' gift to

Ashamed
i feel alone... i feel like i could die i feel alone... i feel like i could die... tonight carry on carry on don't feel ashamed.. don't feel ashamed i rather it be this way you're not to blame you're not to blame don't feel ashamed i'm getting close... to the other side just close the door i'll leave the past behind me can you see my pride it's only one step away from freedom... freedom... i feel i can fly anywhere with anyone don't feel ashamed i rather it be this way you're not to blame don't feel ashamed don't feel ashamed i rather it be this way you're not to blame don't feel ashamed i love you baby... so don't you feel ashamed!!

Leveler Of The Day
WELL ITS TIME TOO DISCUSS THE LEVELER OF THE DAY.It has been brought too my attention that the lower levels are not going too be able too get chosen for the leveler of the day because of the rates they have. I understand that.. I found on my first day for example.Vanessa hit me with everything she had. She rated everything she could and maxed early just on me and wasnt able too help on level ups the rest of the day. So with that heres our options and majority will win on this. We can keep it as it is or I can choose who will be the level of the day . The choice is all yours... I will not be voicing any say in this. All levelers need too comment on this as too how thye feel. Remember if you are not participating you wont be chosen. You gotta give love too get it Thanks for all your input

For My Peeps ...
... I find myself with friends I don't feel I deserve. I'm not the best person to reply to an email, send an email, or especially start conversations. There seems to be something about me that keeps me from fully connecting with anyone. Just tonight, I was reminded about the unconditional friendship. I hurt a friend bad (in my heart) and after months of not talking, she still accepted me. Not that feelings are like they were, but she didn't turn me away. Okay, I'm drunk-typing again, so I better end this one before I spill my drink and short my keyboard ... just got my system running again and don't need to fuck it up again ... LOL As many of y'all probably noticed by now, I'm not on here nearly as much as I used to be. Life put me through some tests the past couple of months. Nothing too spectacular, but things I had to work out. Now that things have simmered down, the nice weather has finally made it. :) This means that the guys and I are having to work a bit faster on the 4x4's.

New Work Schedule
Hello I wanted to post this blog to show my support to a good fu friend Hunter. His father passed away 05/01. Today is at services for his dad and my father passed away as well about 6 years ago and I know how that feels. :/ Is Monday thru Friday 330pm to 12am More than likely Ill hope on early afternoon and afterwork. Best to catch me later at night. Regardless all rates and love will definately be returned. Just giving yall a heads up E

Unwritten..a Song
NATASHA BEDINGFIELD LYRICS "Unwritten" I am unwritten, can't read my mind, I'm undefinedI'm just beginning, the pen's in my hand, ending unplanned Staring at the blank page before you Open up the dirty window Let the sun illuminate the words that you could not find Reaching for something in the distance So close you can almost taste it Release your inhibitions Feel the rain on your skin No one else can feel it for you Only you can let it in No one else, no one else Can speak the words on your lips Drench yourself in words unspoken Live your life with arms wide open Today is where your book begins The rest is still unwritten Oh, oh, oh I break tradition, sometimes my tries, are outside the lines We've been conditioned to not make mistakes, but I can't live that way Staring at the blank page before you Open up the dirty window Let the sun illuminate the words that you could not find Reaching for something in the distance So close you can

Hh Contest
I AM A MEMBER OF THE MOST AWESOME FAMILY ON FUBAR THEY GOT 65K COMMENTS IN LESS THAN A WEEK!!!!!! ALL THESE GUYS HELPED ME WIN A HAPPY HOUR SHOW THEM SOME LUV The Spankers Club@ fubar !Starry!@ fubar ღ Ððµßlê Ð ² §håÐðw Lêvêlêr &ღ Wï£ê¥ †ð §þåzz@ fubar Vanessa's Pwoned Tata's show him love-Member of Spankers@ fubar PUMPKIN BUTT~FU-WIFEY TO LEIF~*R/L TAKEN BY LEIF*~OWNED BY LEIF~*OWNED BY DARTH*MNG Pain N Pleasure@ fubar

Just Babbeling
I think todays blog sould be a lil different so I'll start with my favorite Quote from Marcus Aurelius 121-80 AD, Roman Emperor, Philosopher "Accept the things to which fate binds you, and love the people with whom fate brings you together, but do so with all your heart." To me this is not just a quote it's a way of thinking I believe that we cross each others paths for reasons. With my life being in the mess that it is in at the moment. being away from my girls is a very hard thing to deal with at times. Would I change things if I had magial powers, yes but this is the reality of the world it's not always cookies and cream. I guess what I'm really trying to get at is I want to say thank you to the friends that make these lonely days away from my grils bearable. I have had the pleasure of meeting alot of people here in fu-land, some came for a day others I hope are here to stay. I also want to say to some I haven't be a very good friend, being Bi-polar some days

Racing News & Info
It is a sad day in the world of dirt track racing today as we say goodbye to another memeber of our family. Tandy "Suicide" Spurlock passed away last night after finishing a fantastic race night at the 201 Speedway. He was 43 years old & loved by race fans everywhere. He will be sadly missed!! We love you,Tandy!!!! When I get any info about arrangements,I will post for you local peeps!!! Love all of our racing Family ~ReD~

Just A Rate
okay all my friends i am in this rev rates contest and was leading til last night. so what i need from you is to rate the person below a BIG 10 or the even BIGGER 11. if you do and want some buxs for it pm me and i will send you 500.. tytyty I am In A Contest For 1 Million Fubucks. First 2 To 15000 Comments Wins. I can do the Bombing But You Are More then Welcome To Drop Some On Me If You Would Like. But Will You At Least Rate This Pic $ Me?? C lick The Pic Below N Drop A Rate

My Thoughts
I really am not much of a blogger and please don't spell check me but I had some thought that i needed to get out. I am writing this on the7th anniversary of my fathers death. Today is a very hard day for me because when I was younger my father and I were not very close. In fact my gradfather was more like a father to me at times than my dad was. I understand that my dad had to work to keep us fed but he was hardly home with driving truck and stuff.As I got older and things slowed down and eased up for my dad we became much closer and became very good friends plus father and son. I could finally talk to my dad about things that I was once afraid to mention to him. It felt real nice to have a friend, buddy, and father all in one. I also realize that I had my father in my life than a lot of other people, but concidering that I didn't really have my of a relationship with him until i was in my mid to lat 20's I didn't have that relationship long. Unfortunately My dad passed away when

Brunette Bbw
I can't eat. I'm in pain all the time. I think I made a huge mistake. I never release like this, and I need to. Of all the things I did in my life to lose weight, this was the worst. I haven't been able to keep any food down since Tuesday. But, if I loosen the band, I won't be able to lose weight. So, this is what I'm reduced to: drink my food to lose weight and never eat anything solid again or loosen the band and be able to eat but not lose weight. I don't know, something is wrong when I can't eat yogurt without vomiting. Well, like the title says, I need some encouragement. My husband just brushes me off when I cry about it. I know, I did this to myself, but it still sucks. I don't know why.... I leave at least 1 comment a week for all of my friends. (I had 11 Bouncer checks the last time I sent comments to my friends!) I rate all pictures 10's and 11's when I have them. I rate all stash's thumbs up and all blogs 10's. I buy drinks and other gifts. I try to return all Fu-L

People
Today the break-up came. I was expecting it. It seems my inability to change who I am and how I react in situations has once again come between myself and ..... well, whatever. What can I say? I hate crowds. I don't open up and that is that. Large groups of people look to me as large groups of stupid people, which means something stupid is bound to happen. I'd just rather not witness it. Even in a crowd of friends I find myself silently judging them and deciding which of them I don't want to look at anymore. Having a large number of 'friends' doesn't benefit me in any way. I'm always finding reasons to narrow the numbers until there are only enough to count on one hand. I keep things bottled up for very good reasons. ... 1. if I've learned anything its that NO ONE wants to hear it. 2. Even if they do hear it, They don't give a damn anyway. These are traits that are now deeply engrained in me. These things I cannot change. Its far too late for any of that. Give

This Friend Is Awesome
I want to thank my friend Vern...for being wonderful to me! If you want a good friend... this is the guy! @};-Hopeless Romantic Godfather @};-{{H&L Bombers Founder}}r@};-@ fubar hugss....

Grown Women...
This was sent to me in an e-mail, so obviously I am not the author nor do I know who wrote it, but I did enjoy it & hope you do as well. This is not intended to offend anybody in any way at all, so have fun with it. With that bein said... To the women readers, where is it that u are in comparison to this? To the men. pay attn & see if you have a "woman" or a "girl".... Grown Women Girls want to control the man in their life. Grown women know that if he's truly hers, he doesn't need controlling. Girls check you for not calling them. Grown women are too busy to realize you hadn't. Girls are afraid to be alone. Grown women revel in it using it as a time for personal growth. Girls ignore the good guys. Grown women ignore the bad guys. Girls make you come home. Grown women make you want to come home. Girls leave their schedule wide-open and wait for a guy to call and make plans. Grown women make their own plans and

Thoughts...real Thoughts
So, I'm here having this conversation with someone who within 5 minutes of me adding as a friend, has read my page and appreciates the fact that I am one of the few that don't have to put naked pics up to get a good decent convo. I have talked to many on here that have said that they have met women from here and other sites whom, after looking at their pictures and conversating with them, decided to meet in person...and guess what...the woman was not who she said she was...the pics they had up were from 10 yrs ago when she was 50 pounds lighter and younger. Just for GP, my profile pic I have up now, I took today. I am still wearing the same clothes. I am real...so why is it that men still refuse to conversate with me or "get to know the real me" because I don't have ass, tits and just skin showing in all my pictures...isn't that what porn is for? I mean I am a freaky woman as well with the right person but why must I show everyone in cyber world that? I am not needy with low self estee

Inner Thoughts
They say, the way to your soul is through your eyes. Well, what if you could see through people’s eyes. If they were say, glass? Well well welll, now wouldnt that be interesting? To know what people are really thinking of you. To know what they really think of how you look. How you sound. The things you say. Every movement you do, what their thought or opinion is on it. I think i would rather choose not to be able to see or hear what you say or think. Because you know what? I say i do not care. But do i really not care? I think i do. I actually think everyone does. Now, im sure you are thinking wow, i dont want to hear all the negative things they will say about me. There it is. Right there. Why do our minds immediately go to the negative? What if they were saying nice things? Of course they arent though. Maybe some nice, but there is always negatives. But listen to me all of you who have been judged or been stabbed in the back with words that were used to hurt you. Who are they to jud

?????????????
A good friend of mine and alot of yours is in a contest all she needs is a rate yes just 1 rate from all of us. Please show her love she loves back. Please show all your love to my girl she needs 1 rate from everyone please help her let her know you rated her and she will return the love

Poetry
Harsh words & violent blows Hidden secrets nobody knows Eyes are open, hands are fisted Deep inside I'm warped & twisted So many tricks & so many lies Too many whens & too many whys Nobody's special, nobody's gifted I'm just me, warped & twisted Sleeping awake & choking on a dream Listening loudly to a silent scream Call my mind, the number's unlisted Lost in someone so warped & twisted On my knees, alive but dead Look at the invisible blood I've bled I'm not gone, my mind has drifted Don't expect much, I'm warped & twisted Burnt out, wasted, empty, & hollow Today's just yesterday's tomorrow The sun died out, the ashes sifted I'm still here, warped & twisted Surrounded By four cushioned walls. What is this place? Why am I here? There is so much Pressure on my chest, I can’t move my arms, All I can do is Sit here rocking, Back and forth Listening to the voices. Can you hear them? Or is it just me? They are telling me To kill, stab and Rip you open!

Fu Warning Tff
hmmmmm i get warned by a female bouncer for posting comment picture's lol......well if the O SO MIGHT BOUNCER'S dont want them DONT allow them to be posted on FUBAR PEROID!!! and ive seen main account picture's that show worse than a stoopid comment ive sent out .........look's like the o SO MIGHTY BOUNCER'S are'nt doing such a good job !!!!!!!!!!!!!!

The Minds Eye
CBS let another one slip by!! Andy Rooney said on '60 Minutes' a few weeks back: I don't think being a minority makes you a victim of anything except numbers. The only things I can think of that are truly discriminatory are things like the United Negro College Fund, Jet Magazine, Black Entertainment Television, and Miss Black America. Try to have things like the United Caucasian College Fund, Cloud Magazine, White Entertainment Television, or Miss White America; and see what happens...Jesse Jackson will be knocking down your door. Guns do not make you a killer. I think killing makes you a killer. You can kill someone with a baseball bat or a car, but no one is trying to ban you from driving to the ball game. I believe they are called the Boy Scouts for a reason, which is why there are no girls allowed. Girls belong in the Girl Scouts! ARE YOU LISTENING MARTHA BURKE? I think that if you feel homosexuality is wrong, it is not a phobia, it is an opinion. I have t

Buzzard Lady...
I had been out drinking PLENTY of times before. After all... I was 17, right? A co-worker/good friend and I left the drive-in theatre where we worked shortly after midnight, and headed to beautiful downtown Albany, Georgia for a li'l fun. Oh, yeah... we had a quart of vodka, too... didn't want to arrive at the clubs sober! My buddy assured me that he knew some bouncers who could get our ugly, under-aged asses in some places... I trusted him back then. We first stopped at a strip joint, but it seemed his "connection" wasn't on duty that night. Oh, well... didn't really want to see un-restrained, wildly-bouncing boobs, anyway (sure!). On to the next "sure thing"... same story at that place, too... hmmmmmmmmmmm. At least the vodka bottle was trust-worthy... and I was spending a lot of time with it at this point! All that running around in circles caused us to work up a bit of an appetite, so we went to the downtown Waffle House- hangout for the wired, weird, social and sexual des

War In Iraq
Please show love to Dirty Red. #1 on my family, he's in the Middle East serving in the Air Force. He just had a birthday and I want him to come back an log on to see all the support that Fubar has for the men and women in uniform. So Please F/R/A him and fill his in box. The person who show the most love from now until he gets back will get 250k fubux if they also F/R/A me. You don't have to rate my pics, but pleas rate his. He will be letting me know who showed the most love and that person will get 250k fubux within an hours of me getting his message.

Bye Bye Bye
OK, TO ALL OF YOU'S WHO WANT TO KEEP IN TOUCH. WELL ALL I WILL SAY IS, MY MYSPACE IS WWW.MYSPACE.COM/N33NER AND MY E-MAIL IS ANDERSONROME@TWCNY.RR.COM.. I AM WRITING THIS CAUSE I HAVE NO TIME FOR FUBAR AND I AM PERIODICALLY ON MYSPACE AND YOU CAN ALWAYS REACH ME ON MY E-MAIL.. AND THERE ARE MANY OF YOU'S I LOVE DEARLY, SO I HOPE YOU KEEP IN TOUCH.. BUT BY THIS TIME TOMORROW I WILL BE DELETING THIS... LOVE YOU ALL CLINT

Rants, Raves & Other Things
As you approach the auction house the first thing you see are the eyes looking out through rusted caged windows. The horses get as close as they can to the air, the sunlight they know is out there, but they can’t get too close or their eyes will be impaled by the bent and rusted prongs. Still, they look out, hoping to see something familiar, someone coming to take them home. Every horse has a different story. For the horses at auction, the look in their eyes all begs the same question: what did I do to deserve this? These horses are in a dark, man-made and operated cement hell. They are poked and prodded and crammed, sometimes 50 horses, into single pens. Some horses fight, some try to stay to the side to avoid getting kicked. Some are hurt; some are mares trying to protect their foals. Others are just trying to stay on their feet so they don’t get trampled. There are tired and wounded workhorses. Colicking horses. Injured racehorses standing on three legs that still wear sweat from

Thinking About Monday Morning
Hi All! If you have read my blog in "Freaking Grrrr!!!" you will know what I'm rambling on about now. If you haven't read it yet, this might make more sense to you if you read that one first. ~Tomorrow~ I'm thinking about the hearing tomorrow, and trying to decide how I will handle the situation. In my past experiences dealing with school officials, I have found that they have made up their minds long before I walk through the door, and talking to them is like talking to a brick wall. Andrew has never been in trouble before, so I don't know what to expect with this meeting. BTW, the kid who attacked Andrew got 7 days out of school/tech. I'm not sure when his hearing is. He might get more. Anyway, I want to defend Andrew in what happened. He has been putting up with crap from this kid for the past 2 months. I want to know what the school is going to do to stop this kid from not only harrassing Andrew, but other people in the school too. Obviously Andrew's instruc

Creepy Crawly Stuff
One of my co-workers sent me this link after hearing of my latest spider incident (see pic albums). lol And I found another one in my garage and have him in a zip lock bag so that I can figure out just what he is and what him and his relatives are capable of doing to me!! lmao Copy and paste this link to read: http://www.darkfantasy.org/weirdtales/2007/10/weirdism-year-of-ninja-spiders

Fashionista.
Dear Boys, Stop wearing really tight pants and rolling them up to look as if there was a flood in the area. Also, streching ears outs looks really fucking lame. Dear Girls, Stop wearing those weird things you wear with skirts. Ummm, leggin's or something. Whatever, the multi-colored ones look really fucking stupid. And please, if you get a tattoo, make it meaningfull. Not something completely ridiculous. Sorry, I realize I'm no Calvin Klein, but these things just annoy me.

Contests 4 Others
I entered a giveaway to get 2 bling packs and need 14,000 comments. If you would please stop by and show some luv. Leave some Comments. I will be in there but at certain times I will be in there to give out something and you can get a bling, fu-bucks and gifs from me so go in and help out and maybe you can be one of the lucky winners. Thanks So Much And Hope To See You There:)

Ya Know Ya Wanna Check Out This Contest!
THERES A NEW NAUGHTY NITTIE CONTEST GOIN ON HAVE YA HEARD? WELL CHEAK IT OUT!! THE RULES ARE SIMPLE 1)NO DRAMA WHAT SO EVER! 2)PIC MUST BE SFW! 3)MUST BE A LEVEL 5 TO BOMB OR ENTER IF NO SALUTE THATS OK YOU CAN STILL ENTER AND BOMB !!AS LONG AS YOUR AT LEAST LEVEL 5 4)FAMILY BOMBING WELCOME!! PRIZES 1ST PLACE PRIZE 1-BLING PACK EVERY MO FOR 6 MO. 2ND PLACE PRIZE 1MO. VIP 3RD PLACE PRIZE 3 DAY BLAST CONTEST WILL START AS SOON AS I GET ATLEAST FIVE LADIES!!AND WILL RUN FOR A WEEK!!!!! IF YOU WOULD LIKE TO ENTER PLEASE E-MIAL ME YOUR PIC LINK AND A MESSAGE!! HOST OF THE CONTEST: THE ORIG.PONYBOY~FNDR OF IND. FMLY~I LOVE YOU LAURA LEI~ YOU R MY LIFE~YOU MAKE ME WHO I AM~~~~@ fubar

Funny But Sad News About The Dough Boy!
SAD NEWS... Please join me in remembering a great icon of the entertainment community. The Pillsbury Doughboy died yesterday of a yeast infection and trauma complications from repeated pokes in the belly. He was 71. Doughboy was buried in a lightly greased coffin. Dozens of celebrities turned out to pay their respects, including Mrs. Butterworth, Hungry Jack, the California Raisins, Betty Crocker, the Hostess Twinkies, and Captain Crunch. The gravesite was piled high with flours. Aunt Jemima delivered the eulogy and lovingly described Doughboy as a man who never knew how much he was kneaded. Doughboy rose quickly in show business, but his later life was filled with turnovers. He was not considered a very smart cookie, wasting much of his dough on half-baked schemes. Despite being a little flaky at times he still was a crusty old man and was considered a positive roll model for millions. Doughboy is survived by his wife Play Dough, two children, John Do

For My Justin
I can't believe after all this time,I can't get over you, I guess a love like ours is one of a kind,a love that is true. It's been 8 years sense you left me to go to God & heavens immensity, Do you still remember me? It's like a bad dream that plays over & over in my head, Of things I wish I'd done or words I would of said. There's not a day that goes by that I don't think of you, Even after all this time,what am I going to do? Maybe this is the way mommys are suppose to feel, Perhaps our wounds are never intended to heal. If I could ask but one question why, How is it God could need you more than I? When God calls little children to dwell with him above, We mortals sometime question the wisdom of his love For no heartache compares with the death of one small child Who does so much to make our world, seem wonderful and mild Perhaps God tires of calling the aged to his fold, So He picks a rosebud, before he can grow old. God knows how much we need them, and s

7 Weeks
I want to thank everyone for their "friendship" here at Foolbar. In 7 weeks, my life will be changing and I won't be on here as much. I have some words of widsom tho: #1: Don't ever tell anyone that you love them if you don't or have no intentions of ever proving it to them. #2: Don't assume that all women are stupid and retarded. #3: Don't take Fubar so seriously...but then again, refer back to #1! LOL It's a shame that I have made alot of friends on here and 99% of them are no longer my friend lol. It's also a shame that I foolishly gave my heart to someone on here to only have it thrown back in my face...hence why my very sturdy metal wall is back up and in effect. Let's just say when someone who says they love you and you feel the same, yet they don't want no one in the world to know that and your only communication is when they are at work...there's usually something behind that. Take heed to all who read this...people are fake and it's sad that the game is played a

Win Blasts/bling
CONTEST This is a bombing contest(self bombing welcomed) Start date/time: May 16, 2008 3pm eastern time End date/time: May 30, 2008 3pm eastern time Prizes are as follows: 1st place 7 day blast or a VIP and a bling pack. 2nd and 3rd place 3 day blast or a bling pack. And finally here's a spin... The picture with the most rates will be awarded a bling pack. So what are you waiting for? Private message me with the link to your picture and let's get you entered. tHe CoFfEe LaDy Prizes won can be given to yourself or whoever you want...just let me know where to send it. One simple rule: Be nice to the other entrants or you will be removed from contest. created by Alex My contest is set open tomorrow afternoon at 3pm est - 12pm cst I will email everyone that has entered with the link to their photo. As well i post a bulletin. Post bulletin and blog's i will repost for you!! good luck to all!

What No Parent Should Have To Go Thru
March 2, 2007 - What no parent should have to go through. This is a blog of what no parent should go through and that is the loss of a child. This a select group that I hope no other parent will join. But I know such as life is that is not to be. You never want to open your door and have the police standing there at 4:30AM because you know the reason they are there and it isn't because you forgot to pay a parking ticket. There is only one reason and one reason only that they are standing there. The first thought through your mind is which child is it. A lot of things become blurred. You stagger around and you say NO that is not the way it is suppose to be. I'm suppose to go before my kids. They want you to sit but you think irrationally that if you keep standing it won't be true but you know better as the scream comes out of your mouth and you pound on the desk with your fists hoping that will make it not true. The police thought that I was having a heart attack. People say a lot of b

Stuff
Some of you know, some of you don't, but I'm going to tell you all now.. I'm leaving for vacation on Thursday (6/19/08). I won't be back until next week (6/26/08). So, if I'm not here, I can't he online, right? Wrong. I have someone who is going to be on my account giving my 11's out so I do not lose a week's worth of points. If you feel like you still want to help me level, please do. Just send me a message after you do whatever you do so I can re-pay the love. Without messages, all will be lost and I'll never know who helped me out. I do want to return all love given to me, so I need messages! I will also be turning my shout off so that I don't come back and people say "Well I shouted you a week ago" cause I probably won't get it. Again, send a message! I hope you all have a great week and I'm going to miss you all! Ugh, I'm going to have Fubar withdrawls. That's sad. LMAO Oh, and for those of you who have my cell phone number, I probably won't have service where I'm goi

Inticed By My Own Death
emptiness and solemnity is all i feel i sit alone in the silence of my reality what can i do to change this i need a counter weight i need someone to make sense of my thoughts someone to clarify what i am interpreting as reality what is my mind coming to a mush of nonsense an interpretation of realty i cant make sense of the truth i need help i need someone to clarify what is going on please help me before i go insane thats all i ask please help me understand my reality life is to complicated for me to understand i need help if anyone is out there come to my aid help me!!!! what the fuck is wrong with me i am going out of my fucking head i keep trying to go farther away and end up closer than before i guess im just a glutton fo punishment every time i think im over it this bitch calls me back and right back in the trap i fall is at the fact that i thrive on the pain or for some sick reason i love the bitch i cant figure it out but i continue on this manhunt for myself i will win if it

Drink Recipe's
Category: Ordinary Glass Type: Collins Glass Ingredients: 1 1/4 oz Vodka 1 1/2 oz Orange Juice 1 1/2 oz Pineapple Juice 1 dash(es) Grenadine Category: Ordinary Glass Type: Cocktail Glass Ingredients: 1 oz Vodka 1/2 oz Amaretto 1/2 oz Melon Liqueur Directions: Mix ingredients and top off glass with cranberry juice. Serve with ice and a slice of lemon. These are very good and get you drunk fast! Category: Beer-Based Glass Type: Beer Mug Ingredients: 1/2 pint(s) Guinness 1/2 pint(s) Harp Directions: Pour one half pint of Harp into a pint glass. Then use the back side of a spoon while pouring the Guinness, this will lead to less foam. Let settle, then have a few, your Irish Eyes will be shining. This is just like a Black and Tan, only better. It has a really nice black gold contrast, just don't let it sit too long because the Guinness will fall after a while.

Need Help
Will plz help me level i return favor. I am 546,921 Points to go!. R/A/F I need help with my gf. I love her to to death. I think i love her more then she love me. I just wondering can anyone help me get her back or help me. I want more then anything to be with her but i real hate the fighting. I hate that know what get me and does on purpose.

Written Works (poems So Far)
To the end of time, Do I climb, The mountain so tall, Searching for my call. When life comes to pay, Cannot let myself stray, For life is not about grieving, And certainly not about leaving. The pain of a forgotten sorrow, Extends itself till tomorrow, Face the pain of reality, Turn your face with feigned formality. Time is near, Do not fear, Forget not what you hold dear, And forgotten sorrow will not peer. NOTE: Written: 2/19/2003 Natural beauty rest and wait, Cover, care, and do not despair, With the right push, beauty fair, Once again she opens the gate. Your eyes, unsure, lost in debate, Worries shadowed by long dark hair, Wisdom found in an unlikely pair, Do not wander ‘less test your fate. Everything has a unique role, With every beat your heart thunders, Listen to the heart, stories told on face. Hidden deep, you must find your goal, Unsure, your lost mind ponders, Come with me and find your long lost grace. Cherry blossoms bloom Whi

Songs/poetry
Never Not a whole lot in my mind will ever last With age i've become tempered, an iconoclast. Maybe with time, I can forget my past Patience and heart is all I can ask I feel like a lost ship, awry and dismast Your worldy beliefs, I will not chast First I needed your warmth, your love Now I need you to dicast Even if this will never last I thought I was losing my mind I told myself I cant take anymore I thought I was jelous I thought I was just I was just being over zelous Then I realized, it was you whom I crushed Things will never be the same This I am certain Your love is lost within the sands of my life For you I'll never stop searching Even if whatever God exists, closes my curtain But a Word I'm sorry to hear you're Longing and lonley I wish I could say these Things I wanna say But something holds me Back from these feelings That slip through the cracks Right through my fingertips I don't want to scare you But I'll always hold your back Even i

To Every Guy...
To every guy that's said, "You're beautiful." To every guy that was never too busy to drive across town to see her. To every guy that gives her flowers and a card when she is sick or down. To every guy who has given her flowers just because thats how he rolls. To every guy that's said, "Sex CAN wait" To every guy that said he would die for her. To every guy that really would. To every guy that did what she wanted to do. To every guy that cried in front of her. .... To every guy that she cried in front of... To every guy that holds hands with her. To every guy that kisses her with meaning. To every guy that hugs her when she's sad. To every guy that hugs her for no reason at all. To every guy who would give their jacket up for her. To every guy that calls to make sure she got home safe. To every guy that would sit and wait for her for hours just to see her for ten minutes..... To every guy that would give his seat up... To every guy that just wants to cuddle. To every

General
Hello, I just recently created a lounge called Dark Menagerie. The idea of which is to give is members a place where we can hang out and listen to some cool goth-industrial music, like an online club. The next best thing to being there! Thing is, it looks kinda plain. I have no idea how to put a background photo to it. Oh, I can do HTML, CSS style sheets? Have no clue. If you can help, please lemme know... Thanks,and don;t forget to stop on by and hang out with me! Michael (aka Charon) Well here's my first blog entry. I don't expect too many to go in here. Maybe some stories I might write. We'll see.

Independence
I am so tired of hearing people talk about how miserable they are, or how rough the have it. If that is the case, change it. The only person that can change it is u. No one can do it for u. Everyone tried telling me that I wasnt going to amount to anything when I got older because of some of the choices I made when I was younger. However I didnt listen to them and I was determined that I was going to have a good life and I was going to be successful. And if u look at me now I am probably one of the most successful 22 year olds that u will ever meet. People, please stop listening when others tell u that u cant do something because truth be told, u can do anything that u want, as long as u want it bad enough and are willing to do what it takes to get it. If u tell urself u cant do something then it wont happen. U got to have faith in urself. I am tired of seeing people dependent on others when all u need is urself. Step up people

Passions Flames
A touch, soft and tender. A whisper, full of desire A gasp of sweet surrender As passion fuels the fire No words spoken between them No promises to be kept No lies being told tonight No looking back - no regrets Longing to hold each other Such precious little time Both vowed to another Being lonely their only crime Tomorrow bringing sorrow A brief moment of shame With the memory of this one night A release from passion's flames

Rapture
There is a place for us that no one else can enter. It is a place that holds no secrets, only beauty, peace, understanding. A place that we come to, thinking we are one, only to have our souls fused together for a moment. And in that moment, I know you; every pore, every pulse, every thought, every fear. And I love you more. I feel myself laid bare before you, and I feel content . . . joyous that you are with me, loving me in my nakedness.

Submission
I kneel, supplicant before you my will offered up in quiet acquiescence awaiting your approval or reproach the fine line between pleasure and pain becomes ever sweeter with your control with every touch, kiss, word smoldering embers are kindled tormenting desires awakened I quiver captured by heat and hunger bend me to your will My Lord show me what you most desire my purpose but to serve through your dominion I find myself You, the Master of many my only

Erotic
My mind screamed out "Make love to me" My body screamed out "Make love to me" you do more than that Without a word Without a thought You touch, lick, kiss, nibble, and suck on places that my body thought had lost feeling Passion, Desire, Lust You know just what I want From the top of my head to the tip of my toes I shiver Cry out Then faint The rush of sensation pass through my body It made all the tiny hairs stand up on end Just a touch and all of my feeling came back to me From just your touch

Rest In Peace Grandpa
OK, it was official at 3:40 pm Friday my Grandpa passed from this world. Last week i was so angry when i heard he was brain dead it overrode my grief a lot an dkept me going. But when I heard that news Friday I cried, a lot. Been crying a lot ever since then. Im gonna miss him so much. He ment a lot to me and I dont think he really even really knew that. And sadly my brother who is deployed cant make it back for the funeral and I know Grandpa ment a lot to him too. Its hard right now. I have to keep going and acting like nothing is wrong cause I still have to continue to work and take care of house and kids. I dont want my kids to see me crying so im doing just about anything to keep busy. Oh, well. Im gonna miss him a lot. Rest in peace Grandpa. May the spirits lift you up and carry you to the Summerland where your spirit may rest so you can be reborn. i love you forever.

Things That Make Me Smile
1. Falling in love. 2. Laughing so hard your face hurts. 3. A hot shower. 4. No lines at the supermarket. 5. A special glance. 6. Getting mail. 7. Taking a drive on a pretty road. 8. Hearing your favorite song on the radio. 9. Lying in bed listening to the rain outside. 10. Hot towels fresh out of the dryer. 11. Chocolate milkshake (vanilla or strawberry). 12. A bubble bath. 13. Giggling. 14. A good conversation. 15 The beach 16. Finding a money in your coat from last winter. 17. Laughing at yourself. 18. Looking into their eyes and knowing they Love you 19 Midnight phone calls that last for hours. 20. Running through sprinklers. 21. Laughing for absolutely no reason at all. 22. Having someone tell you that you're beautiful. 23. Laughing at an inside joke with FRIENDS 25. Accidentally overhearing someone say something nice about you. 26. Waking up and realizing you still have a few hours left to sleep. 27. Your first kiss (either the very first or with a new pa

My Auction Is Over...older Brett's Is Just Beginning!!
OKAY LADIES!!! My auction has ended!! I am now owned by hottieangel!! she rocks!!! Now if u got to my page u might have seen another brett there....from arizona as well!! go figure 2 bretts fubar..arizona... This is Brett's 1st auction so you could be his 1st owner. Looking for a 3 month VIP to do EVERYTHING listed in pic and on caption below on auction page. Thx for looking and/or bidding ... Wish me luck CLICK PICTURE TO GO TO THE ACTUAL AUCTION

2008 Kentucky State H.o.g. Rally In Pikeville
More than 1,500 people are expected at the 2008 Kentucky State H.O.G. Rally in Pikeville June 12-14. It’s the first time in history that the rally will be held east of Lexington, said Rally Coordinator Tim Spencer. H.O.G., which stands for Harley Owners Group, is a non-profit, factory-sponsored motorcycle organization. H.O.G. Rallies, which occur annually in 48 states, attract visitors from all over the country and beyond, Spencer said. They consist of live music, organized motorcycle rides, games, food vendors, bike vendors and, of course, bike shows. Only those who own Harley-Davidson’s can become H.O.G. members, according to Spencer, though individuals can become associate members if they know someone who owns a Harley. The organization consists of more than one million members, with chapters based all over the world. This year’s rally in Pikeville will kickoff Thursday night with an Early Bird Party at the Eastern Kentucky Exposition Center for those who pre-registered for

Passions Volcanic
Dormant laid my passion, Hot runs my blood; Bursting without warning, My lava's fiery flood. I want to feel the friction, I want to feel the burn. You make my body hunger; You make my body yearn. I want to trap your fire inside me, Enslave you with my charms. I want to drink your molten lava, I want to explode in your arms.

Hacked Again! Plz Help!!!
SOME AZZHAT HAS HACKED HER ACCOUNT AGAIN!!! PLEASE STOP IN AND RATE HER PAGE; SHE IS ALWAYS WILLING TO HELP OTHERS!!! bibabygirl@ fubar THANK YOU FOR ALL YOUR HELP! R/F/A, GET HER FU-DRUNK, BLING HER!

Friends Helping Friends
Momma Tasha is in a contest!!With our help!! She gonna win Some Bling!! Stop On By And Help her win this Thang!! ~♥~MommaTasha~♥~DYLONS DIVA MAFIA~♥~OWNED BY X©ït€M€ & Promoter Of The Green Door'@ fubar She needs 14,000 comments.. Can U Spare a few? Click Her Pic!..See ya all there!!

Disciple
Hi everyone, I am asking all of my wonderful friends to help me as much as they can on my road to Disciple. I have loads of stuff to rate, and if you have them bling me too. I have some giveaways too if you're a bomber. I have 2 specific folders (teddies & fairies), you will receive a bling for each of these folders for 100 rates per folder. Be sure to message her after you have finished to get your blings. Do both folders for 2 blings, 1 folder for 1 bling ;o) Thanks so much for all your help.

Happy Mothers Day
HOT CINCO DE MAYO COMMENTSCLICK HERE! HAPPY MOTHERS DAY TO ALL THE MOTHERS OF THE BAR AND BEYOND REMEMBER MOTHER IS THENAME FOR GOD ON THE HEARTS AND LIPS OF ALL CHILDREN AND TO THOSE OF US WHO HAVE LOST OUR MOTHERS AND HAVE TO MAKE THE TREK TO THE FINAL RESTING PLACE OF OUR MOTHERS GOD BE WITH U AND YOUR HEAVY HEARTS ON THIS DAY AND REMEMBER THE GOOD TIMES THE LAUGHS AND HUGS NOT THE PLACE WHERE THIER BODYS REST FOR IT IS A FAR BETTER PLACE THEY HAVE GONE TO AND WE WILL BE TOGETHER WITH THEM ONE SWEET DAY. GOD BLESS ALL MOTHERS AND THIER CHILDREN ON THIS THIER DAY

Moving Sucks
To everyone who I have talked to one here I must apoligize that it is extremely brief. I was supposed to move the last saturday of april and everything was set to go. However life has a funny way of changing when you least expect it and that did not happen. Unfortunately that meant that my net access was gone for two weeks and I had to use public PC's in order to do anything. I have not been ignoring anyone I just had severely limited connectivity, hopefully that issue will be resolved tonight and I will be able to do more on here. Thank you to all that have accepted my friend requests and those who have left comments.

Translations
Dont know if you've noticed but I havent been online lately. I went to see Rheumatologist, I had Xrays done to find I've broken my coxic bone,(tail end of spine) I have to have an Op to remove bone, it cannot be fixed. Have also learnt my sacroilliac joints are almost worn away, there is nothing they can do about that. I have to learn to give myself weekly steroid injections, Lol am phobic with needles! I have shrunk 1 1/2" I'm now only 4'10"! Lol real Pygmy size hehehehe! Just hope I can ride in the wind again! Fuckin hope so! Just thought it would be a good idea to do a few translations, Feel free to add more! Cause sometimes our meaning of things is totally different to yours. here's just a few to start the ball rolling ;) Lol = laugh a lot or Love a lot. Tights = pantyhose. Fag = cigarette not a gay person. Pants = mens underwear. In your language its trousers. Blat = ride on motorbike. Hi folks, its been ages since have been on here, there has been a very good reason to

Women Who Needs Them :-)
DICTIONARY FOR WOMEN'S PERSONAL ADS 40-ish - 49 Adventurous - Slept with everyone Athletic - No tits Average looking - Ugly Beautiful - Pathological liar Contagious Smile - Does a lot of pills Emotionally secure - On medication Feminist - Fat Free spirit - Junkie Friendship first - Former very *friendly* person Fun - Annoying New Age - Body hair in the wrong places Open-minded - Desperate Outgoing - Loud and Embarrassing Passionate - Sloppy drunk Professional - Bitch Voluptuous - Very Fat Large frame - Hugely Fat Wants Soul mate - Stalker WOMEN'S ENGLISH 1. Yes = No 2. No = Yes 3. Maybe = No 4. We need = I want 5. I am sorry = you'll be sorry 6. We need to talk = you're in trouble 7. Sure, go ahead = you better not 8. Do what you want = you will pay for this later 9. I am not upset = of course I am upset, you moron! 10. You're very attentive tonight = is sex all you ever think about? MEN'S ENGLISH 1. I am

Help Kelli
KELLI HAS LESS THAN 3000 COMMENTS TO GET HER 2 PACK BLING PACKAGE. PLEASE COME HELP HER. WE COULD GET THIS DONE TODAY IF EVERYONE HELPS. SHE'S A VERY GOOD PERSON AND HELPS SO MANY OTHER PEOPLE. THANK YOU!!!

Bored
i walk around in your head but am i in your heart i see there but it seems your not i wonder why i love you so i wounder why it hurt me so i care for you unlike no other yet it seems you have another im not why i feel that way yet is how it seems to stay with in my mind i walk around with in my heart i think out loud i feel the need to run away i feel the need to stay away i want to be wiht myself yet im scared to myself life i hard or so it seems if hve you in my heart feels mean i love you more everyday yet for some reason it feels you stay away so ill so go and try to be me yet all i want is to scream

The Fire In My Eyes
Pretty women wonder where my secret lies. I'm not cute or built to suit a fashion model's size But when I start to tell them, They think I'm telling lies. I say, It's in the reach of my arms The span of my hips, The stride of my step, The curl of my lips. I'm a woman Phenomenally. Phenomenal woman, That's me. I walk into a room Just as cool as you please, And to a man, The fellows stand or Fall down on their knees. Then they swarm around me, A hive of honey bees. I say, It's the fire in my eyes, And the flash of my teeth, The swing in my waist, And the joy in my feet. I'm a woman Phenomenally. Phenomenal woman, That's me. Men themselves have wondered What they see in me. They try so much But they can't touch My inner mystery. When I try to show them They say they still can't see. I say, It's in the arch of my back, The sun of my smile, The ride of my breasts, The grace of my style. I'm a woman Phenomenally. Phenomenal woman, That's me.

Rules For A Threesome
1. Always end up with your "Love" never ever have the Big O with the other person especially the first time, it will cause conflict.. 2. Always make sure you talk to your "other" and understand it is "JUST SEX" 3. Pay attention to your Other, no matter how different the new person feels and what they do, never ever ever say, Damn why couldn't you do that.. 4. When you have one on your face and one on your cock remember to be polite, share and switch places.. 5. It is not all about you, if you are just alying back and watching and not doing anything to assist " WE NEED YOU WHY".. 6.Make this as comfortable as possible, while I am totally at ease with what I do, your love may be scared this is normal.. 7. Even if you get started and you or anyone feels scared, uncomfortable, ill at ease there is a reason for feeling like that..it is totally acceptable to back off and away, anyone that has done this understands , sometimes it just doesn't " Feel r

The Way It Really Is!
Have you ever just had some shit on your mind and came up with some Aristotle type shit? Yeah, I knew you did. Well I do that shit all the time - so pay attention and you might learn some shit. And if you got some shit on your mind, I might learn a thing or two. So to get this blog rollin' I'm gonna start slow. As I breeze through FUBAR, I ant help but notice the different personalities. In a sick and twisted way it reminds me of high school and the different cliques! How would classify the different FUBAR cliques? My thoughts later.

Miss You Daddy!
Krystina Aldrich May 4, 11:31 AM Terrified Tear ( I did not write this) The face of an angel is all that is here One beautiful freckle equals one terrified tear Not ready to leave but has to go Wants to go back but god says no Leaving your life is a scary thought But its something that cant be faught A mother A father A sister And friends A meaningful life that suddenly ends An angel is what she is ment to be Now think of all she can see In the night we sleep In the day we cry She watches us all from her star in the sky i miss you. Not a day goes by that i dont think of you. you were my hero. my light. my guide. you helped me through everything. life isnt the same. its so difficult now that im on my own. i miss your hugs, and your smiles. your joy you brought to my life. i miss the fact where i would wait up for you to come home. i miss our conversations. but what i miss the most, is my best friend. the one i used to go to for my advice. my life

Funny Answers
* When people run around and around in circles we say they are crazy. When planets do it we say they are orbiting. * For a nosebleed: Put the nose much lower than the body until the heart stops. * For asphyxiation: Apply artificial respiration until the patient is dead. * For dog bite: put the dog away for several days. If he has not recovered, then kill it. * For head cold: use an agonizer to spray the nose untill it drops in your throat. * We say the cause of perfume disappearing is evaporation. Evaporation gets blamed for a lot of things people forget to put the top on. * If conditions are not favorable, bacteria go into a period of adolescence. * There is a tremendous weight pushing down on the center of the Earth because of so much population stomping around up there these days. * Respiration is composed of two acts, first inspiration, and then expectoration. * A vibration is a motion that cannot make up its mind which way it wants to go. * To collect

My Writing
Darkness Through the Darkness We Shine like Angels with spread wings we fly There are walls around us we feel like all we can do is crawl Something Holding us in Noone understands the pain. noone for us to call. noone sees the death inside. noone knows what we try to hide. Through the Darkness We Shine like Angels with spread wings we Fly We sit alone in the dark does noone se we need help Did we die that night too or did we shut you out. Through The Darkness We Shine like Angels with spread wings we fly noone sees us noone calls we are alone we hve to fend for ourselves we should have went that night too no more pain,no sorrow,noone to shut you out. Through the Darkness we Shine like Angels with spread wings we fly Promises were made for that end of time For us they would be there all the time A year has gone by it gets worse with time. Through the Darkness we Shine like Angels with spread wings we fly We were all close at one time A

Love And Hate
Love a feeling like no other... Hate an undescribable feeling... Are they the same... Sometimes they feel so much alike. Can you love the same person you hate? Can you hate the same person you love? One night of passion, Two lovers come together, Three hours of ectasy. Gone in the morning This is the life I have choose I just want to fing the one to hold The one to say I will be here always Not to leave in the morning Four more weeks, Five more lovers,and Six days of torture. Who will be here in the morning? This is not the life I have dreamed of I want to say he is the one The one to hold me when the sun goes down. To stay in the morning Seven days a week wondering...dreaming Eight people crossing my mind Nine o'clock in the morning to say good-bye Don't go in the morning This shows a new meaning to my life I will find the one to turn it all around The one to bring me up and never turn me down Not to worry in the morning Ten...it

The Meaning Of The Blue Rose
Blue roses will blossom in the snow, before I ever let you go, Blue roses will grow up to the sky, before I ever make you cry Blue rose given to a woman, Considered sacred from a heart of silent souls, Words spoken, silence was a bond created; Her boldness spurred from a single blue rose; Sacred blue rose hidden, Burns emotions once stirred, Rose blurred by a insecure woman, Lured by his love, now held for him ,from his words of his poems; Silent bond of love fell upon her, Words retrieved from his poem, Fond of what was told; Close to her heart she held what was inside, untold, A token of all she felt, For a man that gave a blue rose and a poem; Tokens of love now broken, Love once spoken with true meaning for a rose, Lost was the closeness so tenderly rendered, driven by a blue rose once given, No memory of what he molded from his heart and soul, Love that slurred emotions of desires within, Love that came from what holds to a blue rose, Hi

Crafts
http://jas.familyfun.go.com/arts-and-crafts?page=CraftDisplay&craftid=10796 Craft Supplies on a Budget When times get tough our hobbies are generally first to suffer the cutbacks. The list below has just a few ideas to help you save money on craft supplies and you may also find yourself a new creative burst by trying them. Crafts don’t always have to be so expensive and it is fun to improvise. Newspaper off cuts A great place to get plain paper particularly for kids crafts and drawing is a newspaper office. Our local newspaper has always had huge rolls of plain white paper available for around $10 - $15 that is a roll that is over a metre wide and 30cm in diameter. I believe it was over 100 metres of paper well my daughter has had the same roll for over 5 years. It isn’t great quality but it has tons of uses like as a drop sheet for other projects making patterns for sewing. Scrapbooking paper and card: If you are finding the scrapbook stores too expensive try looking in n

Fuck It
ok here i am at 7 am heading to meet some one. i show up at the meeting place and wait and wait till the guards say well i guess its time to give up and go home i spent from 7 till 11 waiting on this person to show up they had my number all she had to do is call and say hey i dont want to meet you but hell i dont even get a text or anything hell an email would have been better then me having to sit there for a big fucking let down i mean i wasted some stuff that made me be on top of my game that i could have saved for later but hell nobody gives a shit any way the only reason i am even typing this is to let of steam i am so mad i could scream i feel like shit today feeling no love and just dont want to be here if you think i am talking about fubar or work then you need to think again love everybody but i dont know some people i thought was going to get close to be good friends left me for some other people they just met then i have to live with the thought that some body i am suppos

French Cuisine Part Three
Spongecake with pineapples Type of dish: Dessert Nb of covers: 6 ppl Preparation n cooking: 30 mn Budget: Economic Origin: Europe Difficulty: Easy Ingredients: • One pineapple cut into circle • One cup of water per spongecake • 2 cups of powdered sugar • 1 ½ cup of rum • 1 cup of marichino cherries Pastry cream : • 4 eggs • 17.64 oz of skimmed milk • 1 TBSP of cornstarch • 1 TSP of vanilla • 2 cups of powdered sugar • Spongecake Material used during receipt : • 1 knife • 1 a cuttin board • 1 large pan • 1 mixer • 1 spoon of wood + spoon • 1 glass • Spongecake boxes Receipt in calories : Pineapple and syrup : • Total calories of the receipt: 1169.4978 kcal • Calories: 194.92 kcal per anybody • Lipids: 0.33 G per anybody • Protids: 0.00 G per anybody • Glucids: 39.17 G per anybody Pastry cream : • Total calories of the receipt: 937.676 kcal • Calories: 156.28 kcal per anybody • Lipids: 0.05 oz per anybody • Protid

Angelthatsme
today i sit & think about what the world has to offer & found out its wonderful friends & then i realize im blessed in this world i have many wonderful friends thank you all that worried & have shown to be a friend this past week wish i could do more then say ty in my blog wish i could give every1 everything they want i find that no matter how some people r u can find some really good people out here WITCHY'S WIKKED GRAPHIX here is to all my friends who show they deserve it

A User To B Warned Of...
the following 2 links are of the same man... he hooks up w women online, says that he is supposedly tired of the head games, talks a big game claiming to b a womans soul mate, he has hooked up with 2 other women i have found on this site alone, he has many others on my space and gothscene.com. i am tired of being the one he claimed to have wanted to marry and b with if any woman has been approaced by him and would like proof that my words r tru please let me know and i will post pics of txt messages from him stateing how he supposedly loved me and couldnt wait to marry me. his game ends here and now. he claims to a woman that he has been used, and lied to and tired of the games, trust me...he is the one who plays the games. i actually believed him, we started talking back in july of last year, we have met several times. Lord Death@ fubar DEATHANGEL@ fubar

Poem Please Dont Steal
Wwhen your path seems narrow and shadows burk behind keep moving forward althought its an uphill climb Never look into the past focus on whats in store always reach for your dreams believe you can be more and if some dark day the rain begins to fall close your eyes and think of sunshine and you can erase it all when your heart gets broken and you think you'll always grieve remember you can move mountains if you only BELIEVE

Military
on this vetrans day nov,11,2008. remember those that gave all. remember the family they left behind so you can have your freedom. remember the ones that are now serving. remember the ones that came home with wounds that left them less than they could be if they hadnt served our country bravely. and also remember the homeless vets that have nightmares of war that keep them from fuctioning in a normal lifestyle. just remember. this memorial day remember what the the day is for and pay respect to the service men and woman that have given you your freedom. Military Rules for Non-Military Personnel "Dear Civilians, "We know that the current state of affairs in our great nation have many civilians up in arms and excited to join the military. For those of you who can't join, you can still lend a hand. Here are a few of the areas where we would like your assistance: (1) The next time you see an adult talking (or wearing a hat) during the playing of the National

Contest Photo
HEY EVERYONE I'M IN A CONTEST RIGHT NOW PLEASE RATE MY PIC FOR ME COMMENTS ARE ALLOWED BUT RATES ARE WHAT COUNT FOR ME.... I LOVE ALL MY FRIENDS ON HERE PLEASE HELP ME OUT.....XOXO ~HEATHER~ P.S YOU MUST RATE AND ADD THE CONTEST HOLDER SHE IS THE OWNER OF THE FUBAR FLAMING HOTTIES

Falling
I slipped on a thought And fell into a dream of you Letting go of conscious grip I’m falling… …into …you I’ve thrown out sense Along with inhibitions And needless cares Because I’m falling… …into …you Wrap me up in your love I’m yours for the taking I won’t put up a fight Because I’m falling… …in love …with you

Seduction
I want to touch the warmth of your body, And feel the heat of your skin. I want to be the only one That satisfies you... The one to wet the sheets on your bed, I want you, To feel my seduction and my passion To leave the prints of my burning fire Within your soul...

Madison Lyn 5-9-96 To 10-2-03
Missin you more everyday beautiful!!!! PROFILEDESIRE.COM Madison Lyn ~~I Remember~~ Laughing,smiling,talking,crying, That was all her time was buying. I remember the phone call saying she didn't make it I remember the pain, and still can't take it... They said it was her time to go, Thats a fact I did'nt want to beleave. I would do all I could to get her life back. It is her beautiful smile we all lack. I miss her glowing and happy face. The one no one could ever replace. I feel so bad, your probably wondering why? It's just the simple fact we never said goodbye..... Her death has left us in such deep sarrow. But we have to realize there is no promise for tomorrow!!!! We Love you little miss Square Garden and will always miss you!!!

Blogs For My Team Of Hotties!
Hey Girls! Hope you all had a marvelous Monday and your week has started off fabulously! I was trying to think what I could do as your Chief that would be special to you and the one thing I came up with is to give each of you all of my 11s. So, I'm going to start tomorrow at the top of my Hotties folder and IF you have 100 photos posted then I will rate 100 photos an 11. So yall bare with me during this time and I promise to get to each of you~ This will help you level and gain more FU points!~ Once I've finished this if you guys have any ideas that we can do as a team or as an entire Hottie group, please let me know!~

I Am Very Proud Of My Erica
Hi everyone my name is Bonnie...I am a 39 year old genetic girl...born female....I am happily married to Erica...Erica is a pre operative transsexual, she is on hormones and t-blockers, 3 years end of this month....this past friday we went and she filled out the paperwork to have her name changed to Erica legally...We both have recently told our mothers about Erica as well...we have a 15 yr old son, and yes he knows all bout Erica...and he is fine...Erica and I have been together 22 years, married for 16 years...I will always be here for her... hugggggggggs to all Bonnie

What A Waste
On My Knees I Break Down Tear-Streaked And Broken I Know It's Pointless A Waste Through And Through The Tears That Spill For You A Passion Burning For Unrequited Love Looking Down To End It All I Fall Further And Further Til... I Sigh And Think What A Waste

Its Not The First Time
Yeah I loved you, no question But I have learned my lesson You thought you broke my heart But now that we're apart I see so, so clearly that it's all the same You hurt me completely but I'm not crying today I've been through this, over and over Every time, I'm compromised I'm sick of this, over and over But guess what…it's not the first time But it's the last time I hate this delusion I've come to this conclusion I loved you, don't know why Was just a waste of my time. Regret it, forget it; cause it's all the same You hurt me completely; But I'm not crying today I've been through this, over and over Every time, I'm compromised I'm sick of this, over and over But guess what…it's not the first time But it's the last time But guess what…it's not the first time But it's the last time

Age
Seconds, minutes, hours, days... Passing by in many ways Leaving footprints on my life Giving and receiving smiles... Frowns and fears, joys and fun Many things have just begun Some are over, never back Never easy to get the track Thirty is the key word here Happy Birthday - don't forget to cheer ;) Ok ok, I'm not that shy - B-day wishes and greetings are very welcome :)

Justice League
*ATTENTION* ALL JUSTICE LEAGUE TEAM I HAVE FINISHED A FEW OF THE JUSTICE LEAGUE ID'S IF YOU DO NOT HAVE ONE...PLEASE PRIVATE MESSAGE ME...WITH A PIC THAT YOU WANT TO USE AND WITH ANY SUPER HERO YOU ADORE... HERE ARE THE ONES I HAVE COMPLETED SO FAR There Is Absolutley No Charge To Making These Tags For You! Click My Profile Link & Send Me A Private Message On Your favorite Super Hero & Picture You would like to Use. Frozen Mystical Dreamzzzz, The Original aka Cat Woman@ fubar

Stalkers
I woke up this morning and deleted 24 photo comments that all said I love you...or something to that effect from this guy sexyboy...I went out for a few hours this afternoon and i came home to 20 NEW comments from the same guy...can we say WOW stalker much :s Lots of fun LOL Many Smiles April ♥

Contest
Ok, so I am looking for art work. Not just any art work but something extremely creative. What I am doing is taking ideas and art work (computer art is welcome too) to airbrush on my 2007 Harley Fatboy. So you can see how important this is to me. After I get the pics in I will review them and choose a few that I like most. The person responsible for creating the final pic that I end up using on my bike will have their name published in the international mag that the bike is posted in. Also they have the opportunity to make some serious cash, because not only am I looking for art work but so is many of my biker buddies. So get your creative minds churning and get started. (BTW my weaknesses are dragons and military just for a little hint) I will also post the pics in a blog to have other users vote on them as well. Thank you in advance Just so you know this is the guy that will be doing the airbrushing for me http://airbrushxtreme.com/ click that link and check out his work

A Clue
I am weak now having attempted to cry out all feelings and emotions for you: In one breath you make me smile and cry in one phone call you lift my spirits and plunge me into depression Your voice can build up my hopes and shatter my dreams. You leave me wondering, yet disenchanted. How you do it, I'll never know. And that you do it, I'll never breathe a clue. At least not to you.

My Contest
Hello to all my wonderful Fubarian friends and family!!! Once again, my wonderful Fu-Bomber family has put me in a contest to win a 1 month VIP, or a 7 day Blast. I need 12,000 comments to win. I am sending out an S.O.S. to you all in hopes that you will show some love, and come bomb my contest picture. Below, you will find the link. Thank you and much love to you all!!!!!! http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=1154590&i=3926975924

Always And Forever
I LOVE YOU HERE,THERE,EVERYWHERE, EVEN IF I'M NOT THERE I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU WHY? BECAUSE YOU ARE MY AIR WITHOUT YOU THERE WOULD BE NO ME, TI'S YOUR.PERSONALITY THAT SHINES TO ME. BEING WITH YOU SHOWS WAT LOVE CAN BE I NEVER WANT ANYONE TO TEAR US APART. A PIECE OF YOU WILL ALWAYS BE IN MY HEART I LOVE YOU SO MUCH I CANT EVEN EXPLAIN IT THERE NOTHING I COULD WANT MORE THEN YOU. YOUR ARE SO SPEICAL IN YOUR OWN UNIQUE WAY. THERE NOTHING I COULD TRADE YOU FOR, BECAUSE I LOVE YOU TOO MUCH, TO JUST PASS YOU BY.AND SAY MY LAST GOODBYES. WHEN I SAY GOODBYE I FEEL EMPTY. I FEEL LIKE I AM NOTHING BUT LONELY. WHEN WE SAY GOODBYES I REALIZE HOW MUCH I LOVE YOU AND HOW MUCH I CARE I CARE FOR YOU. I REALIZE WHAT I WOULD BE WITHOUT AND NOTHINGI'M NOTHING WITHOUT YOU THAT WHY I WANT TO BE WITH YOU FOREVER. I LOVE YOU.

Dark Places
There are dark places Deep in my soul Where I need to go To make me feel whole Through my surrender I’ve broken through fear And the pathway to truth Is now open and clear Ive seen through the anger And pain of my past With receptive acceptance Ive found peace at last I wish my secret Could see the sun And its days in hiding Were over and done For there are dark places Deep in my soul Where I need to go To make me feel whole

Memories
Wishing today was the days of my yesteryears, I might have changed a bit of my ways. Things could have been different, life would have been lighter I may have looked before leaping inside of myself. Must we wait until time has moved on to yearn for loves we have lossed, those bridges we burned, and rocks left unturned. Then only to find through the business of life we have not yet defined who we are and our own true selves. In spite of hard life lessons we learned, decisions we made and our own paths we paved. Then one day we awake and discover good or bad, happy or sad, whatever choices we made we arrived at this destination in spite of ourselves

Life
here it is how is the easiest way for some one to tll a person their true feelings when the person they want to tell this to lives so far away. i'm starting to fall pretty hard and have no idea how to tell him this. i want him to know but other then writing him a letter or telling him online we really can't talk. any ideas?

Darkness Of Light
Life caresses me with false hope, but Rage, Anger and Contempt are my companions. Passion tempting a wilted soul, while demons continue taunting me. The carousel of life continuing, no destination, no purpose, no end. A continuous circle of blind contentment, while reality invades from the shadows.

Thoughts
I stand, at the edge of the abyss, with only darkness below. A storm of self doubt rumbles on the horizon, foretold by the thunder of disappointment. I shake, precariously balanced at the edge; serpents surround me, grinning at the confusion. The storm roars closer one last step into the abyss. A quick glance above, thru the darkness, thru the confusion, I search. I find. Filtered thru the clouds unfolds a clinging glimpse of hope. A treasure to embrace: My Sunshine, My hope, My future, My life.

Run Away
Sometimes I feel like the word is looking over my shoulder I feel my patience growing shorter I dontwant to know I dont want to feel I dont want to be I dont want to sound crazy! I dont want to sound insane! Have you ever felt the same? I cant take the pressure Just want to run away I make believe Im feeling better Cause I cant take the pressure Just need to run away

Own Her
Would you like to own a DIVA!!! Come check your Whispers and see what she has to offer. If you don't wanna bid just stop and rate her. Just click the picture below and start the bidding.... Good luck Whispers...MWAH!! MSMAINE

Whats Your Secret Sexual Talent
Your Ideal Sex Position is...Cowgirl Fun. Wild. And deep.Saddle up and ride him all night long.Only for those who feel they're strong! 'What is your Ideal Sex Position?'at QuizUniverse.com Using your hands Your sexual hidden talent is your ability to use your hands. You are damn good with them, and know how to make your lover feel incredibly sexy with just one caress. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Lapdogs - Funnies
John was a salesman's delight when it came to any kind of unusual gimmick. His wife Marsha had long ago given up trying to get him to change. One day, John came home with another one of his unusual purchases. It was a robot that John claimed was actually a lie detector. It was just about 5:30 that afternoon when Tommy, their 11 year old son returned home from school. Tommy was over 2 hours late. "Where have you been? Why are you over 2 hours late getting home?", they asked. "Several of us went to the library to work on an extra credit project" said Tommy. The Robot then walked around the table and slapped Tommy, knocking him completely out of his chair. "Son, this robot is a lie detector, now tell us where you went after school." "We went to Bobby's house and watched a movie." "What did you watch?" asked Marsha. 'The Ten Commandments." answered Tommy. The Robot went around to Tommy and once again slapped him, knock

Heres The Deal People.....
just because i rated you a 10 doesnt meant youre not a 10 either. just wanted to throw that out there. :) still waiting on some boobs and what not ok, soon i will be heading back to Ft Worth...in a month or 2 so if anyone from Houston would like to hang out before i go or anyone from DFW wants to hang out when i get there, shoot me a message.it would be pretty cool because i have never met anyone from fubar i am a man. with that being said i know all the man secrets, but i am not going to tell you all of them ladies. just the fubar ones. 1. we want to see all of you naked and we will tell you anything and everything to try to get you to show yourself. we even want to see the fat ugly ones naked. so we will tell you how beautiful, smart, and funny you are to get this. 2. we want to have sex with all of you. even the fat ugly ones and will do everything in our power to acheive this as well. 3. just because we rated you a 10 doesnt really mean you are, so enough with the attitud

Disfigured Bald Eagle To Get A Bionic Beak
ST. MARIES, Idaho - She has been named Beauty, though this eagle is anything but. Part of Beauty's beak was shot off several years ago, leaving her with a stump that is useless for hunting food. A team of volunteers is working to attach an artificial beak to the disfigured bird, in an effort to keep her alive. "For Beauty it's like using only one chopstick to eat. It can't be done" said biologist Jane Fink Cantwell, who operates a raptor recovery center in this Idaho Panhandle town. "She has trouble drinking. She can't preen her feathers. That's all about to change." Cantwell has spent the past two years assembling a team to design and build an artificial beak. They plan to attach it to Beauty next month. With the beak, the 7-year-old bald eagle could live to the age of 50, although not in the wild. "She could not survive in the wild without human intervention," Cantwell said. The 15-pound eagle was found in 2005 scrounging for food and slowly starving to death at a landfill

Things To Ponder
*Is it good if a vacuum really sucks? *If all the world is a stage then where is the audience sitting? *If work is so terrific, why do they have to pay you to do it? *If you are cross-eyed and have dyslexia, can you read all right? *Why is bra singular and panties plural? *How come abbreviated is such a long word? *Why doesn't glue stick to the inside of a bottle? *Why do we put suits in a garment bag and garment in a suitcase? *Doesn't "expecting the unexpected" make the unexpected expected? *Why is it called "after dark" when it really is "after light?" *Why is the third hand on the watch called the second hand? *If a word is misspelled in the dictionary, how would we ever know? *If Webster wrote the first dictionary, where did he find the words? *Why do we say something is "out of whack?" *What is a whack? *Why do "slow down" and "slow up" mean the same thing? *Why do "fat chance" and "slim chance" mean the same thing? *Why is phoni

Entrapment
Hopelessly bound unfettered by the chains of love's grip - greatest gift, fate's cruelest curse. Wherefore do I weep at knowing the joy, the warmth, at feeling the peace, the fire. Wherefore do I weep unable to complete , to be, unknown the kiss, the flames. Wherefore do I weep at loving not living seeing not touching breathing not sharing holding not loving? All, because I, The Fool, am no more?

Comments
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Corrupted Love
A warm sensation fills my body My heart races with every touch The softness of your voice soothes My soul As I lay there hoping the moment Will never end Calling out for you Praying that you'll never let me go The sensation so strong I can no longer feel my body Slowly I fade in and out of reality In an instant the warm sensation Fades away My heart empty My soul torn apart Lying there; wondering where I went Wrong Calling out for you, only to find there is no answer My mind invaded with thoughts So cruel and unrefined The sensation of fear of what's to come Slowly the reality over powering The lust and fantasy Leaving me empty Confused on how to think or feel The loneliness I feel So wretched and compelled Betrayal to myself Revealing the terrors of my love

Contests
3 Month VIP/30 Day Blast Giveaway Contest!!! This contest started as an idea to help level me to a Godmother... but I already reached my goal. So I am using it as a THANK YOU Contest to all that helped me along the way. I am giving away a 3 month VIP OR a 30 day Blast ~ decided by the winner of the contest. All rates count for 5 points per rate and all comments are 1 point each. The person with the most points at 11:00 a.m. EST on Monday, May 12th wins the contest! No minimum comments or rates needed. I am still taking entries for this contest. If you are interested, send me a message please! CONTEST ENTRY: ◊ DjJOHN© ◊ MEMBER OF THE SILENT BOMBERS ◊ @ fubar CONTEST HOSTESS: dj nilla~owner of ~DIRTYDEEDSRADIO.COM~ @ fubar FU-TARD

Men Are Like...
# Men are like....Animals Messy, insensitive and potentially violent, but occasionally make great pets. # Men are like.....Bank accounts. Without a lot of money, they don't generate much interest. # Men are like....Beer. The first sip is always bitter. No matter how many varieties you try, they are essentially the same; tasteless, full of bubbles, destabilize your metabolism and give you a headache, but somehow they linger and you either can't finish one or you can't get enough. # Men are like.....Bike helmets. Handy in an emergency, but otherwise they just look silly. # Men are like....Bras. They offer light, medium and complete support. # Men are like....Buses. They come every 15 minutes. # Men are like....Buses. They have spare tires and smell funny. # Men are like....Computers. And a smart woman keeps a backup. # Men are like.....Copiers. You need them for reproduction, but that's about it. # Men are like.....Curling irons. They're always hot, an

Your A Angel Now...
DO NOT STAND AT MY GRAVE AND WEEP, I AM NOT THERE, I DO NOT SLEEP. I AM A THOUSAND WINDS THAT BLOW, I AM THE DIAMONDS GLINT ON SNOW, I AM THE SUNLIGHT ON RIPENING GRAIN, I AM THE GENTLE AUTUMN'S RAIN. WHEN YOU AWAKEN IN THE MORNING'S HUSH, I AM THE SWIFT UPLIFTING RUSH, OF QUIET BIRDS IN CIRCLED FLIGHT, I AM THE SOFT STARS THAT SHINE AT NIGHT. DO NOT STAND AT MY GRAVE AND CRY, I AM NOT THERE, I DID NOT DIE.

The One!
You are the essence of my life You are the reason I am alive You are my heart and soul You are why I continue to survive You bring me happiness You bring the meaning of eternity You bring completeness to my life You bring everlasting love to me You have been my dream You have been what I have waited to fall for You have been my guiding light You have been the woman I adore You will be my heart beat You will be my partner in life You will be my complition You will be my wife

Morals?
Does anyone have morals nowadays? Not just on here of course but just in general. Married people cheating and lying. People falling in love overnight and not even getting to know the real person or meeting them in person, then wondering why things don't work out the way they want it to. People sleeping with married people and not giving a fuck. People saying I love you and not meaning it or meaning it but not showing it. It's craziness I tell you. Am I the only person left on the planet with some kind of morals still intact?

Just So You Know........
Just so you know, if you have tired in anyway to contact me and got no where, don't take it wrong, but I have kind of dropped off the face so the earth. I have been in a very mean and pissy mood, and I don't know why. I am shourded in darkness and I don't care that I am, thats just it I don't care about anything anymore, maybe thats good maybe thats bad only time will tell. I feel as if I am standing on the edge of an abyss and at any moment I am going to fall in, would that be so bad? To finally lose ones self compeltly? Guess life just holds no joy for me right now! And I don't know why. Oh well at some point I will snap out of it and be myself again its just going to take time is all. So now you know why I haven't been answering my phone or shouts just don't feel like it!

11 Rules To Fubar
THE fubar RULES ONE If you're ugly, stop acting like you don't know it. The captions under you picture that says "top model pose" "sexy bitch" "arnt i hot" doesn't convince anyone. TWO To the people who have like 25,000 friends, are you serious? Nobody in this universe can keep up with that many friends. You're stupid. Go play in traffic. THREE Don't ever post pictures and say "OMG, I'm so ugly" "OMG,I'm so fat" because if you were, you wouldn't post them. FOUR Nobody cares about threats over the internet. Don't try to act hardcore with the keyboard. Fighting online is like racing in the special olympics; even if you win, you're still retarded. FIVE Making 20 bulletins a day about how you have new pictures and begging people to comment on them is pathetic. Make the bulletin once if you have to, and those who actually care about you will comment on your pics. SIX If all your pictures look the same, don't post them all. Please pu

Our Journey
Life is a very complicated Hoping we have some control Always wondering what is next But never knowing whats in store We try to do our very best With good intensions in our mind Hoping the next decision will turn out right And our life will be better off We push forward during bad times Looking for that one thing That will turn our lives around And bring us back to our reality But no matter what we do We realize that we do not control Any part of our life here It has already been decided Two things are at work Fate and destiny We make choses every day But we will always end up on their path

Whatever Dude I'm Done!!
I CAN NOT STAND FAKE PEOPLE!! And I've come to see that there is A LOT of fake people on here...I'm done playing games with people! People need to learn how to grow up!!!! Seriously...I'm sick of fucking being lied to...I'm sick of being played like i'm a fuckin fool! I'm not fucking stupid...I know what the hell is going on...But whatever it's all good..Fuck you, I could careless now..I'm fucking DONE!!!

Friends
Friends Anyone can stand by you when you're right, but only a real friend will stand by you even when you're wrong. A simple friend identifies himself when he calls, a real friend doesn't have to. A simple friend opens a conversation with a full news bulletin on his life, a real friend says, "Whats new with you?". A simple friend thinks that the problems you whine about are recent, a real friend says, "You have been whining about the same thing for 14 years, get off your ass and do something about it!". A simple friend has never seen you cry, a real friend has soggy shoulders from your tears. A simple friend doesn't know your parents' first names, a real friend has their phone numbers. A simple friend hates it when you call while they are in bed, a real friend asks, "What took you so long to call?". A simple friend will talk to you about their problems, a real friend will help you with your problems. A simple friend will act like a guest, a real friend will make themselves a

My Life....
We live each day trying to achieve that ultimate goal of happiness. Love, promotion at work, buying that brand new car or whatever it is that you want. Why is it that once we achieve these goals we find ourselves always wanting more. Can anyone ever really find true happiness? The answer is no because we will always want more. If we won the lottery and gained a million dollars, we will always want anther million, why? because its never enough. We will need something to want/need next. I try and live each day for those small satisfactory goals of happiness. I look forward to hearing from an old friend, gas prices going down, getting paid. I dont stop trying to looking for the light at the end of the tunnel, I just make everyday count. Happiness should happen everyday and we should do all that we can to make it happen. So while you are working towards your ultimate goal of happiness, you shouldnt forget about yourself until then. I live each day as if it was my last and without regret. Y

Poetry
One Wish If I were granted any wish, I'll tell you what I'd do,... I'd wish my kids were small again, for just a month or two; To hear their squeals of laughter, to watch them while they play, And when they ask me to join in, I'd NOT say "Not Today". To jug again their chubby frame, to kiss away their tears, and cherish childhood innocence that's washed away the years; Then when it's story time again, I'd stay a little longer; to answer questions, sing the songs, so memories would be stronger, But time is callous, wishes, myths, yet God in all his wisdom, Has given me another chance before I join his kingdom; The face may not be just the same, the name is changed, ' tis true, But yet the smile that radiates, reminds me so of you. God must have known that Grandma would need a chance or two. For many little happy things she hadn't time to do; So God gave Love to Grandmas to equal that before, That, in effect, embraces those little lives she bore. Hiroshi

Rise Of The Phoenix
Chapter Eighteen “This should be it.” Marcus said as he stopped and looked up to a manhole cover above them. “We’re back at headquarters already?” “No…We’re at my apartment building.” He lifted a foot out of the muck that lay in the sewer bottom. “This is nasty, and I need a shower.” “I thought you said that werefolk don’t bathe. You just lick yourselves clean.” Phoenix smiled as she climbed up the heavy rod iron ladder. Crawling out of the sewer and into the light Phoenix turned to lend Marcus a hand out. “Boy this smells better.” “I‘m not sticking my tongue to this.” He said looking himself over then looking at her. “A shower and a change of clothes and you will smell better too.” Marcus said waving his hand in front of his nose playfully, he making a disgusted look. “Oh like you’re much better. I can only imagine what you smell like after a shower.” “What was that suppose to mean?” Marcus asked smiling as he stepped onto

Why Being Alone Feels Sooo Good
I'm in a selfish point in my life right now. I honestly can say that I enjoy having time for me again. Not having to worry about calling a man, doing things for him, or making sure his needs are met. It's actually the first time in a long time that I have been able to focus on me. I have put so many guys needs before my own. Weird thing is I'm not terribly lonely. I thought I would be. I thought I'd be struggling with not having sex but it has been amazingly easy. I have turned a few guys down, or just walked away from the situation without giving in. I'm pretty proud of myself, as this is not who I was almost a year ago. Me, last year around this time would have gave in because that was what the guy wanted. I was always so eager to "please" and to be accepted. Now, I'm like "fuck it" either the guy likes me for who I am, or he can find some other girl to fool around with. I refuse to lower myself to have meaningless sex with just anyone. I want to have a meaningful

This Is Me...
I am a proud mother of 4 children. 3 boys, and 1 girl. I love Soul food, Chinese and Italian food. I think hot sauce should be on everyone's dining room table right along with the salt and pepper. I am addicted to flaming hot cheetos. I would wear sandals/flip flops year around if my toes would freeze off. I am comfortable in jeans and tee shirts. Anything else makes me feel out of my comfort zone. In alot of ways I'm a girly girl but at heart I'm a tomboy. I probably enjoy "guy activities" more than I should. I have 300+ channels, but I choose to watch only 6 of them. Those 6 are, Nick, Comedy Central,Cartoon Network, Noggin, Nicktoons, and Toon Disney. Sometimes I will watch Star Trek and actually enjoy it. I love taking hot baths with lots of bubbles. This is where I find myself burning up my cell phone. I have been known to use the bathroom while on the phone. I'm not shy, if I gotta fart, I will do so. I will be nice tho' and leave th

My Deviantart
My life’s news Well what can I say.... I have been confused as of late and I know why but I am not telling you all... one of you knows... probably two... but meh that is not a major problem... I am still looking for work... but I am thinking I should go ahead with this Freelance journalism course... what do you think? Ether way... I do not like this damn Microsoft word... its strange and weird!..... Grrrrrrrrrr Anyhow... on to my other news I think... DA news Well I am currently working on a few good projects’s one is my lovely Demon *Part 2* this is going to be longer then the firs one and I'm also going to be adding my good friend Nekochi20 http://nekochi20.deviantart.com/ fenrir character. and well I am also going to be doing a collaboration with him it is going to be a big project so some of my things will be put on hold like my new yiff fur stories ^_^ hmmm well I'm still working out the details. Therefore, when I start to work I will let you all know how this is wo

Insane Ramblings
I thought that this was inspirational and sweet. I received this from a friend who had a choice to make. It said that I had a choice to make too. The story goes that some time ago a mother punished her five year old daughter for wasting a roll of expensive gold wrapping paper. Money was tight and she became even more upset when the child used the gold paper to decorate a box to put under their Christmas tree. Nevertheless, the little girl brought the gift box to her mother the next morning and then said, "This is for you, Momma." The mother was embarrassed by her earlier over reaction, but her anger flared again when she opened the box and found it was empty. She spoke to her daughter in a harsh manner. Don't you know, young lady, when you give someone a present there's supposed to be something inside the package?' She had tears in her eyes and said, "Oh, Momma, it's not empty! I blew kisses into it until it was full." The mother was crushed. She fell on her knees and p

Poetry!
I’d give anything to see the sun set on the horizon, I’d do anything to gaze at a full moon in the night sky; Even a rainbow would make me smile, And I’d love to swim in crystal clear waters Of an untouched sea; Sometimes I’ll see a shooting star, And try to gaze from afar, All the diamonds in the night sky; The mist on the mountains is breathtaking, As is walking in rainforest; To see cascading waterfalls I’d do anything for, As to stand on the highest peak in the world, And look at the sights below; I’d love to soar on wings above the clouds, Across the bluest skies; I’d do anything to see All the beautiful things in the world, Like a red rose blooming in the Sahara, Like a river twisting through a dusty land, All the beautiful things in the world; But I also know I am looking at The world’s most beautiful creation, Every time you smile, And every time I look into your eyes. Hold my hand through it all I'll lend you a shoulder to cry o And a hand to

Erotic Writer Doing Research!
Hi friends, Worked for a men’s’ sophisticate magazine writing occasionally back a few years ago, even edited several books…now working on my own soon to be an erotic tale of … Working on that…I have many tales of my own, but doing research to see if any others want to share their tales of sensual erotica…you feel like sharing some of your most erotic tales that just curled your toes…I’m willing to listen… Are you bold enough to share?

Love On Me!
SHOW MY HOMEGIRL RKKENNEDY HOW MUCH SHE IS LOVED SHE IS IN A AUCTION AND NEEDS A VIP ASAP!!! HER OFFERINGS *added to family *added to top friends *promoted in pimpout bulletin to my friends *gifts and comments every day *3 salutes (sfw) *rate 11's if given a VIP... *mentioned in HH or blast AND DO NOT FORGET TO DROP HER SOME RATES R COMMENTS IN HER BLING CONTEST MESSAGE FROM ANGELDAWN AND IF U LEAVE HER 50 COMMENTS U CAN GET ONE PIC EFFECT 100 COMMENTS 2 PIC EFFECTS AND 200 ONE FUBAR LICENSE TAKE A LOOK AT MY WORK N MESSAGE ME (first five people so let me know what u doing so I can know when to cut off people ty) *AngelDawnKris*Owned By Barrylicious*Owner of Kiwichi*@ fubar PLEASE REPOST N F/A/R BOTH HOSTESS LudacrisWhat's Your Fantasy?

Rate Dreams And Bratts Pic
This is a contest for the Fubar's Flaming Hottie's and I need your help. This is a rate contest (comments welcomed). I love all my girls and I need help choosing the top 12 for my calender that i will be making. You need to F/A/R the onwer of the Hotties and contest in order to vote. THE CONTEST WILL START MONDAY MAY 5TH 3PM EASTERN TIME TO MAY 19TH 3PM EASTERN TIME. 'JEANNE MARIE' ÐRÁGØÑM‡§TRÊŽŽ ~*FLAMING HOTTIE*~CLUB F.A.R ~@ fubar So fubarians I need all the help I can get. All you need to do is click on the photo's below and vote. Please NO DRAMA AND NO FOUL COMMENTS. They will be removed. The hottie's are allowed to pimp themselves out along with my group pimpouts in my blog and bullies. So here they are:

Vip.
Ok so I still haven't gotten my vip from completing my last giveaway so now I have entered a new giveaway I need 20k comments and my friend TinkerbellMN84 is offering to pay 5k in fubucks for every 100 comments done so just pm her after every 100 comments! click here to bomb JoshuaLee ~*TinkerbellMN84*~ {Fu-Owned by Darkness & DJ Beagle & ^sin^}

Funny Stuff My Family Sends Me!!
Pocket Taser Stun Gun, a great gift for the wife. A guy who purchased his lovely wife a pocket Taser for their anniversary submitted this: Last weekend I saw something at Larry's Pistol & Pawn Shop that sparked my interest. The occasion was our 15th anniversary and I was looking for a little something extra for my wife Julie. What I came across was a 100,000-volt, pocket/purse-sized taser. The effects of the taser were supposed to be short lived, with no long-term adverse affect on your assailant, allowing her adequate time to retreat to safety....?? WAY TOO COOL! Long story short, I bought the device and brought it home. I loaded two AAA batteries in the darn thing and pushed the button. Nothing! I was disappointed. I learned, however, that if I pushed the button AND pressed it against a metal surface at the same time; I'd get the blue arc of electricity darting back and forth between the prongs. AWESOME!!

Always A Dream
My Breath get heavy heartbeat rises without reason... head swims and dizzyness comes, eyes halfclosed but seeing all you ever wanted - known and so close, the very taste on your lips...sweet, savored, fresh as your heart... new. She's a distant dream that brushes your heart within and finds the smile held hidden and tight...quietly awaiting... and gently found, brought to life and so tenderly traced, kissed by fingertips with an awesome caring you've not ever known. Touched... by your dreams. Such cannot be, shouldn't be, couldn't be... but you are - touched none-the-less, and so closely held in arms enfolded tight. Wrapped round and around you inside and out. Held and holding, and always just a dream.

It's Ok
As I Sit Here And Watch The People Go By Passing In To Say Hi Now And Then Brings A Smile To That Pretty Face. I Long Live A Exciting Life. I Wouldnt Know What To Do With All The Special Friends On Here. I Seem To Mend Broken Dreams And Get No Thanks Inreturn But Thats Just Ok. When U Cry I Cry And We Really Dont Know The Right Answers To That Tiny Cry. Your Drama Is Never My Sorrow Or Pain. As A Friend I'll Always Be Here.

Dont Know Why I Bother
i am less then 1200 comments away from getting my vip and not one person other then my husband, mel, my sister, her friend, southern discomfort have come to help me..If i missed anyone please let me bc I want people to know who my real firends are.. I have rated for people when they have come to me and asked to me lend a hand to help them reach thier goals. So as far as i am concerned that from now on if the help is not returned i am done rating people when they ask for help.. I have posted several bulletins as well as my friend blueyesmel and not gotten any reponse from anyone hardly.. So thank you to all who have helped me I am very greatful and if you ever need my help let me know. So if you are interested in helping me please click on the photo below or go to cherrybombs page to the 1 month vip with 7 people and comment bomb my pic

Quizzes
1) Your name?: 1. Kristine Noun Kristines are typically strange girls who force people to write definitions about them on Urban Dictionary. Their interests include youtubing, writing stories in first person, and creating endless layouts. They frequently move in herds and take impossibly long showers in the morning, forcing their cohabitants to resort to using the nearby river to cleanse themselves. Kristine- Verb; kris-teen The action of copulating excessively and in turn, the female partner contracts sore thighs and/or legs. Kristine- Adj; Kris-teen Describing painful thighs resulting from excessive copulation with one male partner mounted upon the other female sex partner 2) Your age?: 1. 35 1.what you call someone in there late teens and young twenties when college, a lack of excersize and shaving has taken a toll on their body. This causes the freshmen 15, a large gut and hair growth all over the belly. looking more like a 35 yr old fat man rather than a young

My Awesome New Life!
I'm so excited, I got the job I applied for last week. Was kinda funny ... she interviewed when I turned in my application and said she was gonna check my references and get back to me. Well she called 4 days later and asked me to come in today for an interview. I was a bit confused, but said ok. When I went in today she offered me the floor supervisor job, said my references were great. So Wednesday I start my job and lots of training. YAY ME! LOL! Oh and it's not all the way in town only about 15 minutes away. So the driving won't be so bad in the winter time. I also won a tool set that I put in for at a Barrick Mine bbq last Friday. The bf is quite content with his new RYOBI drill, power saw and rechargeable flash light. LOL Well anyways I'm exhausted, been a long day and tomorrow i'll be busy cleaning house! I'll be on for a bit so say hello!

Random Shit
WANNA OWN YOUR VERY OWN JUGGALO/ JUGGALETTE??? THEN YOU HAVE COME TO THE RIGHT PLACE! I AM STARTING MY VERY FIRST AUCTION!!! THE AUCION IS NOW OPEN FOR BIDDING!!!! PLEASE REPOST THIS AS MUCH AS POSSIBLE!!! MMFWCL TO ALL!!!!! Brought to you by... Dj_Lette™~DLS DJ~Juggalo Mafia~FU-Owned By Montana Cowgirl F/A/R/C!!!@ fubar HERE ARE THE PEOPLE YOU COULD OWN. IF YOU ARE INTERESTED IN OWNING ONE OF THESE FINE ASS JUGGALOS/JUGGALETTES JUST CLICK THE PICTURE OF THE ONE YOU WANT TO BID ON AND START BIDDING!!!

Pray For The Twins
PLEASE PRAY FOR THESE TWO PRECIOUS TWIN BOYS. THEY WERE BORN 4 MONTHS EARLY AND HAVE A LONGGGGGG WAY TO GO FOR RECOVERY. BOTH HAVE BEEN HAVING MANY UPS N DOWNS, INFECTIONS, ETC. THEIR MOTHER IS A VERY CLOSE FRIEND OF MINE N SO IS HER FATHER. I AM PLANNING ON GOING OUT TO OHIO TO SEE THEM IN A FEW WEEKS. THEIR NAMES ARE GRIFFIN N CHRISTIAN. HOPEFULLY THIS URL TAKES YOU TO THE SLIDE SHOW TO SEE THE PICS OF THEM. http://www.kodakgallery.com/ShareLandingSignin.jsp?Uc=13t7qqsx.192dzbjx&Uy=-tliry3&Upost_signin=Slideshow.jsp%3Fmode%3Dfromshare&Ux=0&UV=94005915189_12749360413&localeid=en_US

Genocydal Empyre Omega Logs
PEOPLE, tuning in is easy! There are many ways and they are all listed here. Just click HERE and your music player will open or a WINDOW WILL POP UP ASKING YOU WHAT PROGRAM YOU WANT TO USE. CHOOSE WHATEVER IS LISTED THERE, such as Winamp, Windows Media Player, iTunes, RealPlayer, Nero, or whatever other player you use for music files.Click above for the Darkside Radio homepage.Once on that page, TO TUNE IN SCROLL DOWN AND CLICK THE SKELETONS. 8.2.08Be Sure To Tune In !!!Rock out with Lord Genocyde:7:00 p.m. Central TimeClick above to DOWNLOAD THE DARKSIDE RADIO TOOLBAR which will make it EVEN EASIER to access the Darkside Radio stream.Brought to you also by:The Lady Misty Genocyde. Welcome to the softer side of insanity...Saturday shows feature interviews! Tonight we will be interviewing... Lady Misty for a fun Millennium Omega segment covering some controversial info regarding former astronaut Ed Mitchell, an awesome interview between Alex Jones and Dean Haglund of The Lone Gunmen A

Work
This song is dedicated to anyone that has a boss that they absolutely do not like and would like to knock the sh*t out of him/her. This one's for you. Enjoy. Deck the walls with gasoline fa la la la la la la la la. Strike a match and watch it gleam fa la la la la la la la la. Watch the Walmart burn to ashes fa la la la la la la la la. Aren't you glad you played with matches fa la la la la la la la la. At some point in our lives, we have all encountered a woman like the one below and wanted to respond. Way to go Wal-Mart Greeter WAL-MART GREETER......... A very loud, unattractive, mean-acting woman walked into Wal-Mart with her two kids, yelling obscenities at them all the way through the entrance.... The Wal-Mart Greeter said pleasantly ’Good morning, and welcome to Wal-Mart. Nice children you have there. Are they twins? ’The ugly woman stopped yelling long enough to say, ’Heck no they ain’t twins....’’The oldest one’s 9 and the other one’s 7. Why the heck

Best Time For Sex: Oh, 3 To 13 Minutes
By MEGAN K. SCOTT The Associated Press NEW YORK — Maybe men had it right all along: It doesn’t take long to satisfy a woman in bed. A survey of sex therapists concluded the optimal amount of time for sexual intercourse was 3 to 13 minutes. The findings, to be published in the May issue of the Journal of Sexual Medicine, strike at the notion that endurance is the key to a great sex life. If that sounds like good news to you, don’t cheer too loudly. The time does not count foreplay, and the therapists did rate sexual intercourse that lasts from 1 to 2 minutes as "too short." Researcher Eric Corty said he hoped to ease the minds of those who believe "more of something good is better, and if you really want to satisfy your partner, you should last forever." The questions were not gender-specific, said Corty (who, it must be noted, is male). But he said earlier research has shown that men and women alike want foreplay and sexual intercourse to last longer. Dr. Irwin Gol

Mental Confusion
Thoughts racing thru your brain. Is there really hapiness in life. Does anyone ever get a happily ever after? Who ever knows when enough is enough? Thoughts bleeding thru your brain. An addiction you can't seem to let go. Where do you stop and when do you go? Who ever knows the right decisions in life. Why can't god just give us a handbook to this fucked up thing we call life? Does he have a sick sense of humor or do we just fuck it up all by ourselves.? Do we ever completly grow up? We are always under someones thumb? Is this life or just a really bad dream? You see it in his eyes. Bleeding from his brain. Is he even curable? Or are you just going insane. How much do you help and when do you walk away? You see it coursing thru his veins killing him slowly. Do you watch him kill himself or do you reach out to help? OR LET him go til he helps himself? SICKNESS......is it curable. Crazy, disturbed, selfish motherfucker. Well i know i've mummed about what to do? and well guess i

Reflection
As someone who calls themself an artist... inspiration is hard to come by sometimes. Which leaves me comtemplating... should I... can I... even call myself an artist... Am I worthy of such a title? Is what I do, what I create... what I live for... art? Then everything with me revolves around this... Everytime I struggle, it comsumes me. And I know everything will be ok. Starry, starry night. Paint your palette blue and gray. Look out on a summer day. With eyes that know the darkness in my soul. Shadows on the hill. Sketch the trees and daffodils. Catch the breeze and winter chills. In colors on the snowy linen land. Now I understand what you tried to say to me. And how you suffered for your sanity. How you tried to set them free. They would not listen. They did not know how. Perhaps they'll listen now. Starry, starry night. Portraits hung in empty halls. Frame less heads on nameless walls. With eyes that watch the world. And can't forget like stranger

The Past...
Can you imagine how it is, to want to be neither inside or outside... to want to be no where and disappear? In two years time, my scar became pale and shiny and I had no memory... That is the way it is with a wound. The wound begins to close in on itself, to protect what is hurting so much. And once it is closed, you no longer see what is underneath, what started the pain. After a while I didn’t think it was a terrible life, no, not really. After a while I hurt so much that I didn’t feel any difference. A person has very strange thoughts when it seems that life is about to end. And I want to tell you this: We are lost, you and I, unseen and not seeing, unheard and not hearing, unknown by others. But now that I am old, moving every year closer to the end of my life, I also feel closer to the beginning. And I remember everything that happened that day because it has happened many times in my life. The same innocence, trust and restlessness; the wonder, fear and loneli

Lost A Friend
OK, I know this is only fubar, but its still kinda sad. For real, my feelings are hurt over this. So I have (had) been talking to someone, pretty much since the day I joined fubar. Eventually we started talking on the phone every now and then. Got fu-married and all of that. And now, that I finally met someone in Real Life, and I am no longer single... he is no longer my "fu-hubby". I dont even know what to say to him anymore. Im that sad. Just when I was quite happy in real life, I get my little bubble busted. Im still thrilled that I met David and I am his girlfriend, but a little sad that I lost a friend. Now, I don't know if its really because im no longer single or not, but we haven't really been talking much lately anyway. I just don't know what to think about any of it. I don't even want to be in the same lounge with him at the moment, because it makes me kinda sad. But I love that lounge and all of the other people in it....

Dream
i wonder do we dream or back of our mind tell us sometime we have to. do we dream of so many thing that our mind just lets us dream lil bit a night. so we willnot go in sane or are we sane. do we have say what go in our dream or what. and i donot make secne of this maybe my mind have to many thing go on in it .(sorry for the spelling) half the time i donot dream at all is it that u are so trier your mind cannot think strange. do we try to get away from real world. some people say that what the internet is for.(lol) maybe i'm just nuts or full of sh*t. maybe i dnot care or do i. day dream i know we all do that i think. some no i do not but we do. is your day dream better then night dream. i'm not go at this i be do this all wrong. some will care and some willnot. maybe i wonder to much. if u read this tell me what u wonder or not its up to u.

The Man In The Arena
The Man In the Arena by Theodore Roosevelt (From a speech delivered in Paris in 1910) It is not the critic who counts, not the man who points out how the strong man stumbled, or where the doer of deeds could have done better. The credit belongs to the man who is actually in the arena; whose face is marred by the dust and sweat and blood; who strives valiantly; who errs and comes short again and again; who knows the great enthusiasms, the great devotions and spends himself in a worthy cause; who at the best, knows in the end the triumph of high achievement, and who, at worst, if he fails, at least fails while daring greatly; so that his place shall never be with those cold and timid souls who know neither victory or defeat.

What
some people asking what is worse lying or stealing, to me it both lying to someone care and love. stealing that of heart that u never get back no matter what. so if you have both done both so how is any one going truth u again . maybe people should ask that one. if u hate me for reading this i donot know what to say . maybe what i feel, u maybe feel diffenect.

~*~ Thru_a_diff_eye --contest ~*~
I am entered into the "Thru_a_Diff_Eye" Contest! I have 5 days beginning at @ 7:30 Am EST. ~*~ May 6th to get as many points as I can. ~*~~*~~*~~*~~*~~*~~*~~*~~*~~*~~*~ Points will be tallied as: 10 points for rates and 2 points for every comment. The one with the most points wins. 1st Place-$500,000 FUBUCKS. 2nd Place-$300,000 FUBUCKS. 3rd Place-$150,000 FUBUCKS. Just click on the picture of my eyes to be magically transported to the contest page. Be sure to fan/rate/ and add the Hostess! Thank you my Friends & Family! ~*~LuAngel~*~ ~*~~*~~*~~*~~*~~*~~*~~*~~*~~*~~*~ DJ LuAngel @ WYKD ~FantasyFlyer~ Proud Fu Owner of SilverPixi, Bear44847, LilMsMaria, Pia, & Wolf

I Want To Be Your Boyfriend
THIS IS FOR THIS LADY[Chorus] Hey! Hey! You! You! I don't like your boyfriend! No way! No way! I think you need a new one Hey! Hey! You! You! I could be your boyfriend Hey! Hey! You! You! I know that you like me No way! No way! No it's not a secret Hey! Hey! You! You! I want to be your boyfriend [Verse 1] You're so fine I want you mine You're so delicious I think about ya all the time You're so addictive Don't you know what I could do to make you feel alright? (Alright alright alright alright) Don't pretend I think you know I'm damn precious And hell yeah your the mother fuckin' princess I can tell you like me too and you know I'm right (I'm right I'm right I'm right) he's like so whatever You could do so much better I think we should get together now And that's what everyone's talking about! [Chorus] Hey! Hey! You! You! I don't like your boyfriend! No way! No way! I think you need a new one Hey! Hey! You! You! I could be your boyfriend He

My Sign...
Walking on this road called life, Knowing the feeling of pain and strife. A longing to find that which belongs, Something that was lost through a horrible wrong. More precious then gold and pearls, More important then Kings and Earls. An emptiness is felt inside, As if a part has passed and died. A feeling of sadness encroaches on all, Hoping that one day the pain will fall. No words can rightly describe this pain that is felt, Just a really bad hand that life has been dealt. So why does it hurt? Virgo You are shy at first, and because of that, it is hard for you to find lots of random sex partners. You are very intelligent and very into sex.You will only have sex with clean people, because you are afraid of getting an STD. You are also very kinky and imaginative in the sack. Your partners always have a hard time keeping up with you.Sex matches: Taurus, Capricorn, Scorpio 'What is your Sexual Zodiac?' at QuizUniverse.com You have a Sexual IQ of 146 When i

Wanna See If I Can Get To Fu-king By My Birthday
MY BIRTHDAY IS MAY 28TH... I'M GOING TO BE 33.. SO I WANTED TO SEE IF I COULD GET MY FRIENDS AND FAMILY TO HELP ME TO FU-KING BY THEN... I'LL SHOW LOVE BACK TO ALL WHO HELP... THANKS EVERYONE HUGS, EVONNE Evonne~Fiesta Tappers~Club Far~RisingStars~`OWNED BY Sam's Seductive Angel@ fubar

What Did You Expect
You came into my life As quickly as you left. You grabbed a cutting knife And sliced right through my breast. You didn't mean to hurt But what did you expect? My heart now cut in two It feels beyond repair. Injury done by you God, life just isn't fair. You didn't mean to hurt But what did you expect? So here we are, just friends, But I long to be more. Desire with no end Throbbing from my core. You didn't mean to hurt But what did you expect?

Silhouette
I caught a glimpse of you the other day, I couldn't help but stare. You and her, together Holding each other, kissing each other, caring for each other. You stood there with her in your arms And my heart in your hands. I never meant to love you. I never intended to let you take my heart. And look at what I've done to myself, I let myself fall and I feel like I'll never stop. Standing there I felt like a fool, But to walk away would've meant The termination of myself. I watched as your silhouette was cast across me. And in an instant my knees buckled And I fell to pieces. I lay in a heap, unnoticed. And as I lay there motionless, dying inside and out Someone passing by kicks me to the side. There I stayed alone and abandoned. At a time like this I could really use my heart, But you still stand with my heart in your hands. I never meant to love you. I never intended to let you keep my heart And look what I've done to myself. But, then again I don't know h

Sunset Cafe Member Perks!
PICK YOUR FAVORITE (OR ALL OF THEM) SUNSET CAFE MEMBER AND RATE/FAN EACH ONE TO YOUR HEART'S CONTENT. RATES TRUMPS COMMENTS THOUGH... CONTEST RUNS FROM MID FRIDAY MAY 9TH THROUGH MID THURSDAY MAY 15TH!! WINNER WINS A 7-DAY BLAST!! WHAT ARE YOU WAITING FOR??? ;) SEBASTIAN24-7@ fubar ¢¾Emma ~ I.B.I.C.~ ASIAN SWEETHEART~Fu-Owned by CUTE SEXY AUSSIE~@ fubar ***V*I*R*G*I*E***Fu-Owned by Master SAILORBRI Tessa's guy and Fu owner of HOLLY HOTBOX*@ fubar Just A Southern Woman@ fubar Some Weird Short Chick ~~Greeter @ Sunset Cafe ~~ One of Ghost's Angels@ fubar life520

Ladies Take Notice.
This makes so much sense whether you are single, dating or married..... If a man wants you, nothing can keep him away. If he doesn't want you, nothing can make him stay. Stop making excuses for a man and his behavior. Allow your intuition (or spirit) to save you from heartache. Stop trying to change yourselves for a relationship that's not meant to be. Slower is better. Never live your life for a man before you find what makes you truly happy. If a relationship ends because the man was not treating you as you deserve then heck no, you can't "be friends." A friend wouldn't mistreat a friend. Don't settle. If you feel like he is stringing you along, then he probably is. Don't stay because you think "it will get better." You'll be mad at yourself a year later for staying when things are not better. The only person you can control in a relationship is you. Avoid men who've got a bunch of children by a bunch of different women. He didn't marry them when he got them pregn

My Son.
on saturday during his party,my son fell ill with what i thought was a stomach virus.the usually sick tummy and tummy running off,i went to bed for the night didnt sleep well cuz i felt something just wasnt right..sunday before i went to work i went in to check on him,he was having severe pain in the lower right hip region,i thought thats not a virus something aint right,told my hubby i wanted to take him to the hospital if it got worse to call me at work and i will leave,well i call on every break i had and still no change,you couldnt touch the area and he couldnt move due to tons of pain there,on the last call to my hubby i said were taking him to the er now,im gonna go tell work im leaving.we got to the hospital he got triaged right away and they took him in right away,after a few hours of waiting on the blood results to come back they tell us his white blood cell count was 19,000 which means there is infection,they did a ct scan on his belly a little while later,after the dr came i

Lyrics
Listen up destiny I know you want to get pressed to me So don't be such a stone when I call you on the phone Or I won't be using that number again Maybe what you had was broke You want to get high and they don't So I had a drink, Cause it helped me think Now you say I've been drinking too much but My hands start shaking and my hearts starts quaking like a nightmare making its cool And I want to tell you Wait a minute sister I know I ain't your Mr. yet Just me a chance and see That you won't even get next to me Whatcha you want to do now You're going to have to get somehow And I got that thing you need But you won't even get next to me Once I get you in my grip Follow my eyes to your hips Don't you call away You done it everyday Just stay, Why don't you stay? Why don't you stay baby? Put away your old disguise You don't want no other guys We're having so much fun I know you shouldn't run, but you run you just run, you just run baby Wait a minute

Greenpix Zero Energy Wall
Greenpix is a Zero Energy Media Wall in Beijing created by Simone Giostra & Partners and the Arup folks. It’s been added to the curtain wall of the Xicui entertainment complex near the site of the 2008 Olympic Games. It mixes the largest color LED display technology with a photo voltaic system which means that the wall burns the only energy it harvests during the day. The wall should go live in May 2008, with a series of video installations and live performances by artists from China, Europe and the US.

Im Up For Auction!!!
HEY EVERYONE!!! THIS IS MY FIRST AUCTION AND I REALLY NEED YOUR HELP!!!!!!JUST CLICK THE PIC AND COME CHECK OUT WHAT IM OFFERING!!! AND WHILE YOU'RE THERE DROP THE AUCTION HOSTESS SOME MAJOR LOVE SHE IS AWESOME!!! ~PebblesinAZ~Owned by DJ Kidd Rock~I Love My BF Tappinit!@ fubar

Dont Drink N Drive Anything
well about 2 yrs ago i was in an atv accident i rolled it doing 50.. so needless to say i got pretty fucked up.. broke my arm which needed a 4 inch screw and a 6 by 3 inch plate to fix it all.. broke my feamur which took a 13" steel rod and 4 pins to fix.. i also had to have a chest tube inserted through my rib cage to drain blood out of my lung.. i broke 5 ribs on my right side.. cracked my pelvis.. broke my collar bone and my shoulder blade and also broke my tailbone.. the docs told my mom she had to get there within the next 24hrs if she wanted to say goodbye.. i spent 5 days in a comma and 14 more in ICU now that i look back at it.. it really wasnt worth it.. but what dont kill you only makes you stronger.. 2yrs of recovery dont drink n drive.. lifes too short the way it is.. dont push ya luck

Tappinit's First Contest
MY DEAREST FRIEND TAPPINIT IS IN HIS FIRST BOMBING CONTEST EVER! HE IS A TRULY AWESOME MAN AND I AM HONORED WE ARE SUCH GREAT FRIENDS! HE HAS NEVER ASKED ANYONE FOR HELP BEFORE! AND HE ISN'T ASKING NOW...I FROZEN MYSTICAL DREAMZZZ IS...HE NEEDS ALL OF YOU TO HELP BOMB HIM! HE'S MADE YOU SOME UNBELIEVABLE ANIMATIONS AND HAS HELPED US OUT ON MORE THEN ONE OCCASSION SO CLICK ON THIS PICTURE AND SHOW HIM ALOT OF LOVE IN RETURN THIS PIMPOUT BROUGHT TO YOU BY: Frozen Mystical Dreamzzzz, The Original@ fubar

Contests
instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 15 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 10 people to be tagged, listing their names. Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog.You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I graduated highschool in 1998 2. I have a car with several dents that are NOT my fault! 3. I was married for 8 years. 4. I love Hypnotiq! 5. I have 2 girls. 8 and almost 5. 6. I am easy to get along with till you piss me off! 7. I love every vegetable imaginable! 8. Im not really a bitch like everyone thinks I am! 9. I take 14 pics of myself to get 1 thats just right! 10. I have lived in TN all my life! 11. I live with my parents! 12. I want one man in my life to prove their not like every other guy out there! 13. I went to college! 14. I love reality tv shows! 15. I hate the way

Friends(who Need Help Or Just To Show Love)
This girl Besseme Como LoCa@ fubar Needs your help she is in a happy hour giveaway and she needs 50k comments to get the happy hour in only a few weeks, she is only at 17,387 comments. So if you have a chance please go by and leave some comments. she is a sweet girl and returns all love. Hell she is even willing to show her bewbies on cam to anyone who helps lol. She is willing to do anything for your help so go leave some comments and help her get the happy hour. Here is the link to her giveaway Thanks ♥ Ashley Please go show this man some love. He is very sweet,kind and caring. Rate,fan,add him. Rate his stash and pictures. But if you go to his page at least rate him. He is the coolest man you will ever meet so go love him. :) Here is his link. $ç()øTëR™-(Lori's Hubby)-{Fu-owned by Ashley}-[Demon Crew recruiter]-{ShadowLeveler}@ fubar He is 71k from Rockstar. Please stop by his page.

Just A Reminder
I just wanted to remind everyone to keep love in ur heart always for those near and dear to you and never EVER pass up the chance to show them or tell them how much they mean to you and how much you love them. Life is way too short...

Why Are People So Stupi
OK LET ME SAYS THIS FIRST IM NOT SAYING ANYTHING ABOUT PEOPLE I KNOW OR PEOPLE I LOVE TRUELY IM JUST MAKEING A GENERAL STATEMENT OMG SOME PEOPLE ARE INNOCENT ABOUT SHIT I MEAN PEOPLE WHEN SOME DOES SOMETHING THERE LIKE WELL WHY DID YOU DO THAT AND WHY DO WE HAVE TO EXPLAIN OUR SELVES ON FUBAR I MEAN THIS IS AN ADULT SITE AND WE ARE ALL ADULTS HERE SO IN THE WHORLD ARE WE ACTING LIKE CHILDREN WITH THIS HIGH SCHOOL BUBBLE GUM BULLSHIT AND I LOVE HOW YOU GO IN LOUNGE ANS IT SAYS NO DRAMA AND THERES ALWAYS SOMEONE IN THERE CAUSEING SOME SORT OF IT AND ITS USALY SOMEONE WHO WORKS THERE WHICH IS REALY FUNNY WELL I JUST WANTED SAY GROW UP AND ACT LIKE ADULTS FOR A CHANGE WE ARE ALL ADULTS HERE ALL IM SAYING IS ACT UR AGE FOR A CHANGE AND HAVE FUN WITH THIS PLACE STOP ACTING LIKE BABIES AND LITTLE KIDS I MEAN OMG WELL THATS ALL I GOT TO SAY FOR NOW TY FOR LISTENING AND TY FOR UR TIME

Aces Up
DUE TO SOME PROBLEMS AT HOME IM NOT GOING TO BE ON THE COMPUTER FOR A WHILE. I JUST WANT TO SAY BYE TO A FEW OF MY FRIENDS AND TO LET YOU ALL KNOW YOU CAN CATCH ME ON YAHOO MOBILE. HOPE THIS ISNT GOING TO BE A LONG TIME BUT TILL THEN BYE BYE................ HEY FUBAR COME CHECK OUT THE HOTTEST LOUNGE ON FUBAR!!!!!!!!WE ARE HIRING ALL POSITIONS.; CLICK THE PIC BELOW TO ENTER THE PARTY!!!!! HEY FUBAR COME CHECK US OUT WE ARE HIRING NEW STAFF SECURITY, DJS, GREETERS, PROMOTERS, ECT.......... iF YOU ARE INTERSETED CLICK THE PIC BELOW AND LET US KNOW! OR CONTACT ME

Wiccan
What Kind of Empath Are You? You scored as a Judge You are a Judge Empath, one who is a "truthsayer". You can tell truth from lies, good from evil. You do not tolerate wrong doing. You are a defender of the good and the innocent. You are kind and merciful but do not play foolish games. (from "The Book of Storms" by Jad Alexander at http://groups.yahoo.com/group/Empaths/) Judge 80% Healer 70% Precog 65% Artist 65% Universal 55% Shaman 55% Traveler 35% Fallen Angel 20%

Day 30
May 5, 2008 (Day 30) It's been 8 days since I last smoked. I haven't even had to use my script yet. I can't believe after 30 yrs. I did it. Even though it took me to get breast cancer to quit...but I still did it. I am proud of myself so far. Today is the Muga Scan for my heart. They have to make sure my heart is working properly because the chemo affects the heart somehow, so it has to be in good working condition in order to take the chemo. I am little scared simply because I don't know what this test entails (I could walk over to our Nuclear Med dept and talk to Robin, but I don't want employees knowing my business that is why I choose York Hospital over Memorial, I wanted some privacy). Anyhow, I suppose I will find out what it's all about when I get there. I did some thinking over the weekend and I talked myself into just doing all these tests this week and get them the hell over with and try and have as little anxiety as possible, it's just one step further

Day 31
May 6, 2008 (Day 31) Well today is the day I have dreaded for about 2 weeks now. This evening at 5pm I have my MRI. I am not going to lie, I am scared to death...not only because of the way they will position me in that tube/coffin (as I call it) but am fearful of what they might find on the reading of the test. I need lots of prayer and support today people...come to my aid if you can either through prayer or a little pick me up note to get me through this test. I appreciate every little thought. On a good note....my Muga Scan results came back late yesterday afternoon and they were negative...woohoo! At least I know I won't be having a heart attack anytime soon! lol No, seriously, this is a good thing for chemo purposes...you definitely want a healthy heart and I got one...thank god! Feeling: Am scared as hell today about this MRI...I am gonna trying think about good things to get me through the day. (4/6/08-found the lump, 4/7/08-OB-GYN, 4/9/08-Mam

~ Faith Of Friends ~
Sexy Comments & Profile Graphics ~ Faith of Friends ~ How little in me is not touched by you! A friendship is a light that fills the heart, Painting with its gold each darkened hue, Providing warmth to each sequestered part. You are the mirror of my better self, Verifier of the best in me, A bridge across the unsuspected gulf Lodged between what can and ought to be. Expectations can be wings, not bars, Necessary to sustain our flight. The faith of friends in us is wholly ours, Incoming to uplift us to its height. No soul can see itself, but must depend, Each on each, upon a trusted friend... Peace.

Family
family Happy Mother's Day. I Probably won't get to see but a few of my babies today. My John, is probably lost to me forever. My Kristi, is probably not going to find herself any time soon. My Branda, is busy living her life and chasing her own babies. My Megan, she is busy in her own fairy tales. My three sweet young babies, Whitney , Leah and Hunter, will be busy puting smiles on my face. Sweet,but temporary ,are the joys of motherhood, Treasure them, because before you know it, you have to let them go. My father, who is not a very nice man, is in Houston for tests. While there they find an embolism the size of five fingers side by side in his stomach. Before the scheduled operation time it begins to rupture, they perform major surgery instead of a simple stunt. Now he will be there in icu for the rest of this week, and in the hospital for possibly two weeks. My mother calls and tells me this in 30 seconds flat, because she needs to call My sister and talk wit

Love Them Up........
THESE ARE FUTASTIC FRIENDZ OF MINE!IF U WANT AMAZING FRIENDS F/R/A THEM!THEY DESERVE IT N ALWAYS RETURN THE LOVE!XOXOX'S ON ALL OF U! DMAN1973 proud FU owner of Thickness85 and Kryptisha and Carlie and my Confidence@ fubar **Çhµckîîbºº** (MILFiiPOO's poo poo)SPIKE@ fubar Gelibean ~~*DMAN1973's Consultant*~~Saloon Girl/Promoter @ Wild Horse Saloon~~*MRmostunderated*FU/stalker2MZ.B. FU/pimpedby LSD'S shell.FU/BRO/2 cutie ,starr,gretchen@ fubar

~ Opposites Attract ~
~ Opposites Attract ~ I am of the desert, you of cultivation: Simplicity to me, to you is desolation; Heat, thirst, and agony I seek out on vacation, While you look for elegance and quiet restoration. I am of the ocean, you are of the shore: You want fewer waves, I manufacture more; You like tranquil bays, I love the rollers' roar; In me, a wild emptiness; in you, a quiet core. While I am like a stream, you are like a lake: I babble over boulders, you reflections make; I rush forward heedlessly, as bones and branches break; You part before the piercing bow and then absorb the wake. That such extremes should not be mingled might seem elementary; But love can make the wildest contradictions complementary.... Peace.

Deep Throat
Suck my cock you insist as you pull my head back by my hair and force me down onto your erection. I begin to suck as i grip the base with my firm hand, you rip my hand away. "Now deep throat me, can you do that" you say... I assend and take you into my mouth further. You grab my hair with one hand and push my head down with the other until i start to gag, then you pull me back just slightly mmm...good you growl. Now a little deeper this time. I go down again slowly you keep exacting pressure on my head and pull me back again just as i gag. I take you out of my mouth for a moment as you pull my head up to see me. You ask me expectantly "are you okay, you like that, you like sucking my cock" uuhhh i nod and you quickly grab my hair and push me back onto your huge dick. You shove me down just a touch deeper this time holding me there telling me to breath inhale okay now exhale mmm good breath then you push me down a touch more and make me gag. I let you out of my mouth again. Tha

Stop The Abuse
Teddy, I've been bad again, My parents told me so; I'm not quite sure what I did wrong, But I thought that you might know. When I woke up this morning, I knew that he was mad; Cause she was crying awful hard, And yelling at my dad. I tried my best to be real good, And do just what they said; I cleaned my room all by myself, I even made my bed. But I spilled milk on my good shirt, When he yelled at me to hurry; And I guess he didn't hear me, When I told him I was sorry. Cause he hit me awful hard, you see, And called me funny names; And told me I was really bad, And I should be ashamed! When I said, "I love you, Daddy," I guess he didn't understand; Cause he yelled at me to shut my mouth. Or I'd get smacked again. So I came up here to talk to you, Please tell me what to do; Cause I really love my Mom and Dad, And I know they love me, too. And I don't think my Daddy means, To hit me quite so hard;

Thoughts Out Of An Unstable Mind
Thank You to all of my Fu-Friends and Fu-Family who have helped me get this far and actually get my Birthday Spotlight. Everyone needs to take the time out and go F/A/R/C all these wonderful people who helped me out in any way they could. It is not everyday that you find amazing people to interact with.. . Here They Are: The Love of my life who has had to put up with my Fubar addiction: bew1769(Master of Firechick728) @ fubar And of course all of my Awesome Fu-Friends and Fu-Family: DevilGirl~Fat Sonny's Keeper~ Owned by Stitch and Cherry Princess @ fubar Texxas***OWNED BY brian perkins ALSO OWNED BY DJ COUNTRYBOY SUPERMAN.. @ fubar Steve ~Club United~ @ fubar

My Choice 4 President Lol
My candidate for President in 2008 For those of you who would like another choice for President, I have the best solution: It is probably time we have a woman as President. My choice, and I hope yours as well, is a very special lady who has all the answers to our problems. PLEASE give it a thought when you have a moment... MAXINE FOR PRESIDENT!!! Very eloquently put..........don't you think? Maxine on 'Driver Safety' 'I can't use the cell phone in the car. I have to keep my hands free for making gestures.'....... Maxine on 'Housework' 'I do my housework in the nude. It gives me an incentive to clean the mirrors as quickly as possible.' Maxine on 'Lawn Care' 'The key to a nice-looking lawn is a good mower. I recommend one who is muscular and shirtless.' Maxine on 'The Perfect Man' 'All I'm looking for is a guy who'll do what I want, when I want, for as long as I want, and then go away. Or wait nearby, like a Dust Buster, cha

Auction Time
http://www.fubar.com/images.php?u=531154&albumid=1006626&idx=3 Please come help me out friends and family. I have put myself in a private auction would love if you all would hit the link and come place a bid on me. Thanks and hugs and kisses all around

Never Knew
I thought you were different,you said you were, I thought you really cared,you said you did, I thought for me you would always be there,you said you would be, I thought I could always count on you to turn my frown around, I never thought you would be the one to let me down, I thought you would always be true, I guess the problem was I thought, I never knew.... PROFILEDESIRE.COM

For Sale - Me, Ends 5/16/08
Alrighty, i caved and entered my friend Drew's auction that officially started at 2pm eastern on 5/6/08 and ends sometime on 5/16/08, lol. If you would like to place a bid, please follow the little linky below. Besides taking you to paradise, it will take you to my specific pic inside her auction folder. Also there are other pieces of meat up for sale, as well as, the rules. oh, i make good slaveboy material!

~ Hunger For You ~
~Hunger for You ~ We live far apart And have never met Just talked on the phone And chat on the net. Yet, I feel for you As I've not felt This love is so strong My heart may melt. I want to hold you To never let go Be together forever And feel the love grow. I'm trying to show The way that I feel Yet words can't describe This love is so real... Peace.

~ See You In A Million Dreams~
~ See You In a Million Dreams ~ Baby when I look at you You know it breaks my heart in two How beautiful you are I've seen you in a million dreams Now you're finally here with me We will never be apart I wanna hold you forever That's all I'll ever need You are my love You are my life My heart and soul The truest friend I've ever known You are my world All of my dreams My fantasy, my reality I love everything you are Every time I close my eyes It hits me so deep inside How real this feeling is I'm intoxicated by your touch It's a sweet, sweet rush I'm in love with your kiss You're the one I trust the most You changed me..... Peace

Auction
AUCTION WILL START MAY 6TH @ 2PM EASTERN TIME AND END MAY 16TH @ 2PM EASTERN TIME!! WHAT THE OWNER WILL RECEIVE FOR 1 MONTH: 1) ALL PICS RATED 2) ALL STASH RATED 3) BLOG DONE ABOUT THEM 4) A SFW SALUTE PIC UNLESS THEY WANT TO DO A NSFW 5) DAILY PROFILE COMMENT 6) THEIR NAME PUT IN YOUR NAME Click the pic and it will take you there. Yay for Drew!

Best Email Ever
http://americancomedynetwork.com/animation.html?bit_id=25239 Three women: one engaged, one married, and one a mistress, chatting about their relationships and decide to amaze their men....that night all three will wear a leather bodice S&M style, stilettos and mask over their eyes . After a few days they meet again... The engaged girlfriend said: 'The other night, when my boyfriend came back home, he found me in the leather bodice, 4' stilettos and mask. He said, 'You are the woman of my life, I love you, then we made love all night long.' The mistress stated: 'Oh Yes! The other night we met in the office. I was wearing the leather bodice, mega stilettos, mask over my eyes and a raincoat. When I opened the raincoat, he didn't say a word. We just had wild sex all night.' The married one then said: 'The other night I sent the kids to stay at my mothers for the night, I got myself ready, leather bodice, super stilettos and mask over my eyes. My husband came in from work, grab

Giveaway
I'm going to host a comment contest,this is my first one, anyone that would like to enter pls private message me and let me know... What is going to be given away you ask... One month VIP or 7 day blast-6,000 comments Bling pack or 3 day blast-4,000 comments 1 day blast 3,000 comments What do you need to do??? You need to send me a link to your pic you want used in it...It's going to start Saturday at 9am fubar time...The first person to reach their goal wins...Just private message me when you've reached the comments for the prize you're going for...Thank you You may want to check out my other blog about the bling packs...

Musings
Many times in our lives, we are dropped, crumpled, and ground into the dirt by the decisions we make and the circumstances that come our way. We feel as though we are worthless. But no matter what has happened or what will happen, you will never lose your value. Dirty or clean, crumpled or finely creased, you are still priceless to those who DO LOVE you. The worth of our lives comes not in what we do or who we know, but by WHO WE ARE. You are special SINCE THERE ARE NO SHADOW LEVELER BULLETINS UP RIGHT NOW I WAS CHECKING THERE HOME PAGE FOR REQUESTS FOR LEVELING HELP. THERE WERE TWO THAT I HELPED, BUT TWO THAT I DID NOT! WHY? BECAUSE THEY HAVE NOT TRIED TO HELP THEMSELVES. YOU MIGHT ASK WHY I CAME TO THIS CONCLUSION, AND I WOULD ANSWER THAT THEY HAD MINIMAL STASH TO RATE AND NOWHERE NEAR THEIR MAXIMUM OF ALLOWED PHOTOS. ONE GIRL HAD ONE BLOG, 94 STASH ITEMS, AND ONLY 64 PHOTOS OUT OF AN ALLOWED 250. ACCORDING TO THE REQUEST SHE HAS "TRIED SO HARD TO LEVEL"! (?) I FEEL THAT IF YOU CAN'

I'm In Drew's Auction!!
DREW'S AUCTION NOW OPEN AND I'M IN IT!!!! COME ON...YOU WON'T BE SORRY CLICK MY PIC AND PLACE YOUR BIDS!! ♥I PROMISE...I'M SOOOO WORTH IT♥ ~♥ Miss Vee ♥~ DON'T FORGET TO SHOW DREW LOTS AND LOTS OF LOVE!!!! •DREW• Owned By Violets & TyWebb@ fubar

Seek Not My Heart
Oh gentle winds 'neath moonlit skies, Do not you hear my heartfelt cries? Below the branches, here about, Do not you sense my fear and doubt? Side glistening rivers, sparkling streams, Do not you hear my woeful screams? Upon the meadows, touched with dew, Do not you see my hearts a'skew? Beneath the thousand twinkling stars, Do not you feel my jagged scars? Seek not my mournful heart kind breeze, For you'll not find it 'mongst these trees. It's scattered 'cross the moonlit skies, Accompanied by heartfelt sighs. It's drifting o're the gentle rain, A symbol of my silent pain. It's buried 'neath the meadow fair, Conjoined with all the sorrow there. It's lost among the stars this night, Too far to ease my quiet fright. No gentle winds, seek not my heart, For simply ... it has torn apart.

Video Games
A couple friends of mine and I play online a lot. Well most people suck. I am one of them lol but one of my friends is the ISH on the drums... So, if you can play any songs either on drums or guitar tier 8 and above on expert and get 95% or better, PLEASE, send me ur ps3 name and we can play together!!!

Cleaning House!!!!
Ok.. Here's the thing. I have close to 1800 people on my friends list. I MAY talk to 20 of you all. So, I am going to start deleting people. Throughout this week up until Friday that's what I am going to be doing. If you wish to stay on my friends list then I suggest you either start talking or let me know that you would like to continue to remain on my list. Thanks, Shawty

Eyes Wide Shut
You want to be known and respected as a different type of man, who's words are stronger than anything else. You say you don't care about naked pics online, but yet take a look at your friends list...hmmm...and the women you leaving comments for...all half naked in their profile pic so what's to say what's inside their page? Statuses screaming "I'm horny! Please cam with me and make me cum" yet you want to be known for your words and for being a different man. Practice what you preach...

Untitled For Now
While being enticed by someone who is very rousing when we talk all sexy to each other. This person has this obsession of a sexual fantasy that has been on his mind for a while and as we talked the thrill of him inducing his way to get me to partake in this fantasy of his was great. It involved something that had to be sent to him, but never in a million years would i have ever done this at all, but his charming ways got me thinking that it would be exciting to do something that wild and senseual. His fantasy was phenomenal which made him and I lust for each other out of enjoyment of actually making his fantasy a reallity. Once he got me to approve of this outragous fantasy and actually going through with it the satisfaction was unbelievably rewarding and i was very enthusiastic and Stimulated in giving into this very wild and crazy but yet awesome fantasy. i will give the first person that can guess the name of this lil story that i put together myself...50,000 fubucks.. there a

Holy Shite
Guess whos back...yup thats right Sexyboy :s If he honestly thinks that my "finger" folder pics means i want to F**K him hes F**cked in the head. He only left 5 comments today...but i am sure he will be back :P Many Smiles April ♥

Find Level Ups
Seriously I wasnt allowed too rate for 12 hours.... help me all of you.. look around your friends list and see if you see anyone needing level please and thank you.. Please make sure they want leveled.. We just ran across one that decided he didnt want leveled ... Use this as a basis in what you are looking for Are you close to leveling and would like some help? We would like to help you get to the next level. Do you got less then 20K to level, have 150 pictures non ripped and over 50 stash? You are required to fan, rate and add all that help. You must be online to get help. Please leave a profile comment with the amount needed to level and we will help you. SHADOW LEVELERS.. Please repost

Owned!!
I am owned again! So I need you to do me a huge favor! Stop by my loverly master's profile and show him some love! He bought me in my own auction! He's got me for the rest of May and is aiming to godfather by his HH tomorrow! GARY~SHAD~ FUMARRIED & R/L ENGAGED TO~ BooBoo@ fubar This pimpout brought to you by a very proud ownee lauria♥Shadow Leveler♥Owned by Gary@ fubar

Just Me
Just Me I usually do not put my TRUE feelings and emotions out there in a blog for everyone to see and judge....But today I feel like doing just that!(so bare with me if u will.) I have made many many MANY mistakes in my life, and have paid some serious consequences for the idiotic choices I have made... But, I have also made some wonderful friends along my path to self destruction, that I cherish (even if they have never been exposed to anything more than the “me” I have created or allowed them to see.) So here it is folks..I am just me. The Good, The Bad, The Ugly.....accept me as I am, forgive me if you can, or continue to seek vengeance if u must....but starting right now, my slate is clean and ANY of those I have ever hurt with my mistakes can either accept or disreguard my apologies...nothing MORE, nothing LESS....You’re choice...PERIOD! I am moving on, and letting go. I am gonna be the strongest woman I can be. I am gonna believe in myself (the TRUE me) and not c

Please Just 1 Rate=)
imikimi - Customize Your World OK,I AM IN A GIVAWAY,NO TIME LIMIT.SO ANY HELP ANY TIME YOU ARE BORED OR HAVE A FEW MINUTES WOULD BE GREAT.I WILL BE HANDING OUT BLINGYS FOR HELPING METHE MORE YOU DO THE MORE BLINGYS YOU GET=). SO COME 1 ,COME ALL.LOVE YA ALL ^^^^CLICK ME^^^^ ^^^^CLICK ME^^^^ ~Bratt~= ) imikimi - Customize Your World imikimi - Customize Your World OK,I AM IN A GIVAWAY,NO TIME LIMIT.SO ANY HELP ANY TIME YOU ARE BORED OR HAVE A FEW MINUTES WOULD BE GREAT.I WILL BE HANDING OUT BLINGYS FOR HELPING METHE MORE YOU DO THE MORE BLINGYS YOU GET=). SO COME 1 ,COME ALL.LOVE YA ALL

Fu*ken Idiots!!
This is a convo between me & another girl on here when all I did was report her picture to a bouncer when it was NSFW. She took it upon herself to take it out on me when she was in the wrong. **->Me: i'm not, a bouncer is taking care of it right now. **Girl: are you joking? hahaha so many people have seen me and nobody has tattled... its being moved dont get your panties in a bunch **->Me: no, that's being mature & NOT getting my butt in trouble for NOT reporting it **Girl: thats adult like **Girl: so your gonna fucking report me when i did nothing to you **->Me: because i got reported when i didn't even have MY nip showing like yours **Girl: oh thats why! LMAO **Girl: dont report me i will just delete it! why do you have to rain on peoples parades

The Chronicles Of Ed
Finally demobilization is complete and I'm back home! Now back to the job that I love and picking up on all the ways that my daughter has changed in the year I've been gone. They sure do grow a lot from 1 to 2! I also need to catch up on what's been happening on TV and everything else. Lots of things can change when you're gone. It's almost exciting to go out and discover it. Well that's all I've got for now. I'm probably going to go catch up on some drinking. That's right. We came to Camp Bucca to do a detainee operations mission, we served for 9 months at a compound doing some really boring work. As of today, we have turned it over to our relief, and thus we have completed our main mission. The only thing left is redeploying back to the United States. All I can say is thank God that this is over. I guess no one likes coming to Iraq, and this mission is a lot safer than many. It will never cease to amaze me about how much was done to take comforts away from soldiers,

Lyrics To Some Of My Favorite Songs.
Love Bites If you've got love in your sights Watch out, love bites When you make love, do you look in the mirror Who do you think of? Does he look like me? Do you tell lies? And say that it's forever Do you think twice, or just touch 'n' see? Ooh babe Ooh yeah When you're alone, do you let go? Are you wild 'n' willin' or is it just for show? Ooh c'mon I don't wanna touch you too much baby 'cos making love to you might drive me crazy I know you think that love is the way you make it So I don't wanna be there when you decide to break it No! (love bites, love bleeds) It's bringin' me to my knees (love lives, love dies) It's no surprise (love begs, love pleads) It's what I need When I'm with you are you somewhere else? Am I gettin' thru or do you please yourself? When you wake up will you walk out? It can't be love if you throw it about Ooh babe I don't wanna touch you too much baby 'cos making love to you might drive me crazy Oh Ooh yeah (love b

Story
WARNING!!!!!! This story is filled with graffic details, and violence sex, if this offends you, please stop here! An assignment by Lord Fury A NightMare She checked all the doors, and the windows, to make sure they were all locked. She went into her room turning off all the lights behind her, and turning on the one in her room, on her bedside table. Slowly peeling off her white dress shirt and bra, next her black long skirt and matching panties. she started the shower in the bathroom, feeling the water to ensure that it was warm enough to climb into, she pulled the glass door open and slipped into the shower, slowly closing the door behind her. She began to wet her hair and slender body, savoring every minute of the nice warm water , as it soothed her aching muscles....It had been a very long hard day at the office, and she could not think of anything better, than getting cleaned up and laying down for the night. She worked some shampoo into a lather and began to wa

Bleeding Love
Closed off from love I didn't need the pain Once or twice was enough And it was all in vain Time starts to pass Before you know it you're frozen But something happened For the very first time with you My heart melts into the ground Found something true And everyone's looking round Thinking I'm going crazy But I don't care what they say I'm in love with you They try to pull me away But they don't know the truth My heart's crippled by the vein That I keep on closing You cut me open and I Keep bleeding Keep, keep bleeding love I keep bleeding I keep, keep bleeding love Keep bleeding Keep, keep bleeding love You cut me open Trying hard not to hear But they talk so loud Their piercing sounds fill my ears Try to fill me with doubt Yet I know that the goal Is to keep me from falling But nothing's greater Than the rush that comes with your embrace And in this world of loneliness I see your face Yet everyone aroun

Meaningful--
Woman killed in Lawrence County crash Wednesday, September 24, 2008 By Daniel Malloy, Pittsburgh Post-Gazette A woman was killed when the car in which she was riding pulled out into the path of a tractor-trailer in Lawrence County last night. Northwest Regional Police Chief James Morris said Whitney Jo Maguire, 21, of Ambridge, died in the crash shortly before 7 p.m. at Routes 551 and 422 near Edinburg. The driver of the car, Shawn Geisinger, 22, of Tarentum, and Ms. Maguire's 2-year-old son were taken to a hospital for treatment. The truck driver, Daniel J. Hill, 33, of Brackenridge, was not injured. The crash closed Route 422 for five hours. First published on September 24, 2008 at 12:25 pm http://www.pittsburghpostgazette.com/pg/08268/914646-100.stm Kept In Corsets - Fu-owned by SexySavior & Pedro El Loco, Fu-owner of KatieMae @ fubar I wanna wake up each morning With you for the rest of my life I wanna feel your heart beating And just get los

Poems
Forever Cold Alone Nothing Will Change My Pain Your Laugh I Can Hear Everywere I go It Never Leaves Me alone You Dont Know Me But You Hurt Me Trying To Change Everything I'am Never Again I'll Be Fooled..I'll Even Write It In Blood Apon Your Grave When You Die I Hope You Never Find Your Place In This World Feel What I Feel Never Again Whisper I lay here apon your grave waiting for you .. the one who will save my soul the one who will make everything alright.. i watch as night falls i hear you whisper I call out to you i then smile feeling your touch I now know I'm not alone,, The Last Glance You Reach Out For Me Our Fingers Now Touching You Slowly Turn To Dust The Last Glance You Give Me Your Eyes Full Of Tears I Scream Out Your Name Reaching For You As The Blinding Light Steals You Away From Me .. Waiting A Whisper I Hear Through Out The Night I follow Until I Come A Cross A Young Man In Black He Looked As If He Was Awaiting Somone I Asked Him Who Do You Wai

Tomorrow!
Who likes Bling Packs? Tommorow during Gary's Happy hour at 6:00 p.m. Fubar time. Hes having a Rate-A-Thon. For those that use 100-11's will be entered into a drawing 3 times. For those that rate it with 100- 10's you will be entered into a drawing 1 time. If he God Fathers during his happy hour the person that levels him will recieve 500K IN Fu-Bucks. So stop by and show some love and help him level. GARY~SHAD~ FUMARRIED & R/L ENGAGED TO~ BooBoo@ fubar This Happy Hour pimpout brought too you by: ♥ BooBoo ♥ Founder of Shadow Levelers.@ fubar Please repost often (repost of original by '♥ BooBoo ♥ Founder of Shadow Levelers.' on '2008-05-06 19:01:43')

Family
To be apart of a family like mine is so divine where love is shown hurt is shared our love for each other is never impaired we talk we laugh we cry but we are a family and we do it all together for as a family we do it all as one you hurt one you hurt all and as a family unit we will all stand tall for we are family a family full of strength a family full of love a family no one can touch that's why I love my family so much.

If I...
IF I..... IF I TOLD YOU THAT I LOVED YOU WOULD YOU BELIEVE ME? IF I TOLD YOU THAT I WANTED YOU FOREVER WOULD YOU WANT THE SAME? IF I TOLD YOU HOW MUCH I HATE GAMES WOULD YOU RUN IT ON ME? IF I CRIED RIGHT IN FRONT OF YOU WOULD YOU WIPE MY TEAR'S AWAY? IF I TOLD YOU THAT YOU CAN TRUST ME WOULD YOU GIVE ME YOUR ALL? IF I TOLD YOU THAT I AM AS REAL AS IT GET'S WOULD YOU QUESTION IT? IF I TOLD YOU THAT YOU MAKE ME THE MOST HAPPEST PERSON WOULD YOU SMILE FOR THAT? IF I GRAB YOUR HAND WOULD YOU HOLD MY HAND BACK? IF I KISSED YOU WOULD YOU KISS ME BACK? **ALL THESE THINGS I WHAT MAKES ME THE PERSON THAT I AM AND EITHER YOU CAN TAKE ME THE WAY I AM OR DON'T TAKE ME AT ALL...I HAVE BEEN THROUGH TO MUCH PAIN CAUSED BY GETTING INTO RELATIONSHIP THAT TURN OUT BAD AND CAN NEVER SEEM TO MEET THAT RIGHT PERSON AND IF I DO HE IS NOT ON THE ISLAND AND THAT IS THE PART THAT SUCK BAD**

The Name's Amber Bitches!
Hello Everyone, this is my random "About Me" blog that is inspired by my friend Nicole. First of all, My name is Amber. I go by Amber- on Fubar by either Amber or PinUp or Passion. I love my job- I'm a dental assistant which means I specialize in oral =D I love Trans Ams... and I eventually will have one again someday. I love vintage 50's era things [including pin ups] and Marilyn Monroe and Elvis. I also like watersports... I just wish I was better at them... like wakeboarding. I don't go out enough. And I don't see anything wrong with it and I'm proud of it so I'm gonna say it- I love sex. I'm the girl that will fuck night and day it doesn't matter what's going on I'll bang. I just love me some good sex. Whether its "making love" or a good "screw" or a good old fashion "fuck" fest I'm totally down. And yes, I've had a threesome or two. Not bi- just know how to have a good time. Hey, you can't expect to get pleased if u can't please anyone else ;) Back on track here: I have one sib

Poeta : Rondeau Redouble
Desire Dice your desires up into bite-sized bits.Dine on desire, the sweetened loaf of dreams.Dive into desire with a reckless bliss.Dire, this desire; it threatens to choke me!Price your pleasures, your faith and belief.Vice is the sanction of succulent sin.Entice your passions with hope of relief.Dice your desires up into ite sized-bits.Combine in my mind the ingredients;Divine in conception a passion theme.Mine is the hunger of the innocents.Dine on desire, the sweetened loaf of dreams.I've had enough! I'm bursting at the seams!Strive as I might, it remains hit and miss.Alive, I witness miraculous scenes.Dive into desire with a reckless bliss.Conspire now to consume my innocence.Empire, my world of words and poetry.Pyre, oh pyre, consume these passions intense!Dire, this desire, it threatens to choke me!It's hit or miss on the roll of the dice;Relief in the feast as you deign to dineOn the theme of dreams into which you dive.Intense innocence betrays passions dire...

Poems
When our eyes meet, I can feel them touch my heart When you stand, I can feel the tremor of the floor touch my feet When you walk towards me, I can feel the vibration touch my legs When you stand in front of me, power touches my whole body When you touch, your hands into mine it makes me feel whole When you reach to touch my hair and slide it away from my face, it tickles When you touch my cheek with your hand, you send electric chills When your cheek touches my cheek, I wrap my arms around you When your breath touches my skin, it makes me shiver When your lips touch my lips, I open my mouth with invitation When your tongue touches mine, I respond with zealousness When your kiss ends, I feel loss When your breath touches my neck, I shudder When your arm reaches and touches my lower back, I lean back to it When your teeth touch my neck, I reach for you to pull you close When my blood touches your throat, I am one with you Searching for

Poeta : Choka
Shapers of the Realm (Inspirations) (utilizing the rhyme scheme of a Luc-Bat) What part is madness? What part the genius of Man, Expressed best it can? And what part insanity? What part the poppy, The milk of honey and sin? (let the dreams begin!) Or the fungus in the grain affecting the brain? What stress and what strain torments? What is Heaven sent and what is Hell bent or worse? A soul grown too coarse. Perhaps the converse is so... How is one to know that what is is so for sure? Delusions de jure! Does anything pure survive? Anything alive? What gives forth the drive to see through reality, beyond misery and strife? To cut like a knife the meaning of life in two, looking for what's true... A way to construe this mess, a way to see through to bliss. Prophets and Madmen, Philosophers and Poets, Shapers of the Realm; What their inspirations be and just how the world they see? Resolution Scene: An argument between two sides of a coin; Po

Allen Oklahoma The Worst Place To Live
Allen Oklahoma has got to be The worst place to live in oklahoma or any other state for that matter,it is a town that is racially discriminatory(the population is majority whiter with a few native indians)any other race is treated like dirt ,harrassed by city officials and law enforcement until they move out of allen. Allen has absolutely no recreational or fitness centers (most the population is either overweight or close to it)allen also has no bars, movie theatres, bowling alleys ,the only video rental is inside the one mom and pop grocery store(which does not have many common items)the law enforcement in the town is substandard and many times not accredited by the state as law enforcement (they use their badge for harrassment or to solicit sexual favours from females in exchange for looking the other way or just not writing a ticket they deserve)the city council makes ordinances to make it difficult for anyone to live and own a business in allen(new ordinance :there are no semi

Give And Take.
I heard your voice through a photograph I thought it up it brought up the past Once you know you can never go back I've got to take it on the otherside... you're a smart girl. and if you've read my last two blog entries here, which are lyrics to songs that have been beating my head, because of you, then you've already realized that i'm going through an agonizing time. and at the same time, some truths and realities are becoming very clear and obvious to me. the trick is to accept it. and im not very good at that. we tried, and that's a fact. we each made plans and sacrifices to accomplish our goal, to be together, finally, and to share the love we promised ourselves. but failure was always there. not because of our own doing, more like circumstances. life. fate. god. whatever the fuck you wanna call it. so we kept trying, and kept trying, and kept trying. until one of us couldn't take it anymore. and so it happend, it was over, and you moved on to your own

My 2yr Old Sons Photo
Everyone Please Vote for my sons pic... I just entered him in this contest here is the link where you can go vote for him THANKS LUV YA ALL:-) https://www.greatamericanphotocontest.com/voter1/ index.aspx?referid=EmailFriends&p=522121&x=.JPG Everyone Please Vote for my sons pic... I just entered him in this contest here is the link where you can go vote for him THANKS LUV YA ALL:-) https://www.greatamericanphotocontest.com/voter1/ index.aspx?referid=EmailFriends&p=522121&x=.JPG

My Mind Is A Tool
My Mind Is The Tool ..> This muscle between my legs is good for fertilizing your eggs, but it will never make or break our love affair. Although it gives you great pleasure, and those moments I do treasure, it will never be the main way to show I care. Thus, revealing the fact, that sex is just an act, and love is never anything one should fall into. I may sound like a fool, when I say my mind is the tool, that I'll use to make love to you. It may be big, firm, thick, strong, it may even last long, but never as long as the images I leave of me, in your thoughts. I feel you sister, when you say all the other misters, never took you there, but it ain't my fault. I love to touch, I love to feel, but first and foremost, I love to keep it real - you know this to be true. Although our physical acts, bring you the ultimate climax, my mind is the tool, that I'll use to make love to you. Wondrous emotion in a mixed up lov

Tat
Im looking to get a tat in a month or so and I know I want some kind of dolphin with my god daughters name involved now I cant draw so I am hoping someone can draw me something my god daughters name is ava please comment on this if you have ideas or drawing you can share thanks

Fallen Friends
IN 2006 55 Law Enforcement officers where killed due to criminal actions. 80 Law Enforcement officers where accidentally killed. ( CAR CRASHES, HIT BY CARS, EST) IN 2007 186 OFFICERS WHERE KILLED NATIONWIDE AS OF DEC. 26 AND WAS THE DEADLIEST YEAR FOR LAW ENFORCEMENT OFFICERS. AS SOME OF YOU KNOW I HAVE BEEN A POLICE OFFICER FOR JUST OVER 4 YEARS NOW. NEXT WEEK IS NATIONAL LAW ENFORCEMENT WEEK AND OFFICERS FOR ACROSS THE NATION WILL COME TO WASHINGTON D.C. TO REMEMBER THOSE THAT ARE NO LONGER WITH US. THIS YEAR I AM TAKING PART IN A 200 MILE BIKE RIDE OVER THREE DAYS TO RAISE MONEY FOR THE FAMILIES FOR FALLEN OFFICERS STARTING SATURDAY MORNING I WILL START MY LONG RIDE IN THE MEMORY OF THE OFFICER THAT HAVE GIVEN THERE LIVES TO MAKE OUR STREETS SAFE. BY THE TIME I REACH D.C. AT LEAST ONE OFFICER WILL HAVE DIED IN THE LINE OF DUTY. ON AVERAGE AT LEAST ONE OFFICER WILL BE KILLED IN THE LINE OF DUTY EVERY OTHER DAY. I JUST ASK THAT YOU KEEP THAT IN MIND NEX

Dark
Hello to all of my friends...I am leaving fubar for happier places...I have made some wonderful and dear friends, and you know who you are. I would love it if you would leave me a addy so we can stay in touch. Its been a ride for sure. I am leaving in one week so please you special friends, I would like to hear from you...thanks Momster aka Patricia are u afraid of the dark or whats in it?

Apology
It was just brought to my attention that I had myself posted as a male, I did not realize that and I was not trying to decieve anyone. I am most definatly a woman and have changed my status to reflect such. If anyone was confused by my mistake and my not taking more time to look my profile over, I truely do apoligize.

My Ramblings
I Am A: Neutral Good Human Sorcerer (5th Level) Ability Scores: Strength-14 Dexterity-14 Constitution-16 Intelligence-15 Wisdom-16 Charisma-17 Alignment:Neutral Good A neutral good character does the best that a good person can do. He is devoted to helping others. He works with kings and magistrates but does not feel beholden to them. Neutral good is the best alignment you can be because it means doing what is good without bias for or against order. However, neutral good can be a dangerous alignment because it advances mediocrity by limiting the actions of the truly capable. Race:Humans are the most adaptable of the common races. Short generations and a penchant for migration and conquest have made them physically diverse as well. Humans are often unorthodox in their dress, sporting unusual hairstyles, fanciful clothes, tattoos, and the like. Class:Sorcerers are arcane spellcasters who manipulate magic energy with imagination and talent rather than studious discipline. They h

Another Senseless Death!
Published Tuesday May 6, 2008 Missing Atlantic, Iowa, man found dead along highway BY KEVIN COLE AND SUSAN SZALEWSKI WORLD-HERALD STAFF WRITERS A body found in a culvert Monday has been identified as a missing 26-year-old Atlantic, Iowa, man, a family member confirmed. Justin Eugene Hoeck, 26, of Atlantic was reported missing Saturday by his fiancee, Cassie Weeks. Authorities said they can account for his whereabouts up to 3 or 4 a.m. Saturday, when he was at an Atlantic residence. Hoeck was a stay-at-home father for his daughters, ages 5 and 1. His talents as a cook helped him in that role, said his grandfather, Wilbert Hoeck of Atlantic. The younger Hoeck was an avid fisherman. He graduated from Atlantic High School in 2001 and worked in construction before a disability kept him from working, Hoeck said. "He was pretty happy-go-lucky," his grandfather said. "He had a good attitude, and we'll miss him." Authorities are investigating, and an autopsy will be perf

New Photos
HEY DOLLFACE!!!! i finally posted some new photos. my hubby got click crazy the other day and snapped a few of me. the other 1 w/ my kid sis was taken today. i still can't believe she colored her beautiful natural blond hair. but hey she look sexi as a burnette. i guess she finally came to the understand of big sis's reasoning. burnettes ALWAYS have more fun!

A Message To My Hater
Someone had just made a new profile the name is devil::eyes...just to let you all know that is not me...it is my pic...someone pretending to be me..this is the only profile i have..please do not add... what do we say.... HATERS WELCOME !!! AGAIN THAT NAME DEVIL::EYES IS NOT ME ITS SOMEONE OUT TO GET ME.... AND TO MY HATER I AM SO SORRY YOU CANNOT BE LIKE ME..THERE IS AND ONLY WILL BE ONE OF ME SO QUIT TRYING GET A LIFE AND MOVE ALONG WITH YOUR SORRY LOW LIFE SELF ...I AM SO SORRY YOU HAVE TO PUT ME IN THE CENTER OF ATTENTION ONCE AGAIN..BUT THIS IS TO INFORM ALL OF MY FRIENDS THAT YOU ARE JUST FAKE...AGAIN YOU WILL NEVER BE ME...EVER.... HUGS AND KISSES TO MY FRIENDS..... He is always changing the name if you enter devil eyes, stephanie courtland angel eyes the other one will come up...all my pics but is not me..

Alone
untitled.. I feel so alone without a shoulder to cry on I fell like everybody turn their backs on me But yet I want to be free and take these chains off me Can someone reach out and hand for me to grab And stop this hurting of me being so sad I feel so alone with no one to hold and to talk too For life seems so unfair to me and all I want is to be Happy and Free So i don't have to face the world alone..

I Am Lost
I AM LOST... I am lost without you here I don't know what to do All i think about is you until my head start's to hurt and inside start's to cry I keep telling mself how lucky I am To have someone so special and true And yet i don't want nobody but you If i ever lost you i'd be lost, My eorld ,My heart i don't think that I could love again So i am still lost without you here and my heart cries for you to hold you near But no matter near or far i will always love you always and forever..

I Am Sofa King! We Ta Did!
Chain letters… Make me crazy… OK, today I will be slapping the religious right in the face. Subject: FW: Something to think about -------------- Forwarded Message: -------------- Subject: Something to think about Date: Fri, 16 May 2008 00:35:28 +0000 Subject: Something to think about Guess our national leaders didn't expect this, hmm? On Thursday, Darrell Scott, the father of Rachel Scott, a victim of the Columbine High School shootings in Littleton, Colorado, was invited to address the House Judiciary Committee's subcommittee. What he said to our national leaders during this special session of Congress was painfully truthful. Truthful to who? They were not prepared for what he was to say, nor was it received well. It needs to be heard by every parent, every teacher, every politician, every sociologist, every psychologist, and every so-called expert! These courageous words spoken by Darrell Scott are powerful, penetrating

Special People In My Life
THIS BLOG IS ABOUT MY BEST FRIENDS. THESE ARE PEOPLE WHO HAVE BEEN THERE FOR ME NO MATTER WHAT. FIRST IS MY SISTER LIBERTY, SIS U KNOW I LOVE YA. SINCE WE BECAME SISTERS WE HAVE BEEN THROUGH SO MUCH. WE CAME CLOSE A FEW TIMES TO LOSING OUR FRIENDSHIP AND I WOULD HAVE LOST MYSELF IF THAT HAD HAPPENED. ONE OF THE BEST TIMES THIS YEAR WAS MEETING U IN TEXAS. THE TRIP WASNT WHAT WE PLANNED, BUT ALL IN ALL MEETING U WAS THE BEST PART AND I WILL LOVE U SIS FOREVER. NEXT IS MAMAS, U HAVE ALWAYS BEEN HERE FOR ME. SOMEONE I CAN GO TO AND WILL BE THERE NO MATTER WHAT. SOMEONE I CAN BE MYSELF WITH AND NOT WORRY WHAT UR GOING TO SAY OR THINK. I WILL ALWAYS BE HERE FOR U MAMAS, NEVER WILL OUR FRIENDSHIP END. NEXT IS BUNNY, ONE OF THE NICEST, SWEETEST PERSONS I HAVE MET. YOU HAVE BEEN WITH ME SINCE BEFORE I STARTED DJING, AND U HAVE BEEN THERE WHEN I NEEDED SOMEONE. I LOVE YA BUNNY AND WILL ALWAYS BE HERE FOR U. SHERI I HAVE KNOWN U SINCE I WAS 16, AND WE HAVE BEEN THROUGH ALOT. WE HA

I Am Proud!
I have been trying to better myself and have gone back to college! That's a big step for me being a mom of three. I tried once before right after high school but I quit like an idiot for reasons I'm not going to get into. But I wanted to share with every body my good grades! I made an A & a B this semester! One of those courses was part of my acedimic probation but what does it matter? I made a freaking A! I made an A on my humanities exam but passed the course with a B. I'm happy for myself and have found a new since of pride knowing that after 6years being out of high school and 3 kids later I make better grades than when I was in high school!

Chiks Stuff
1. What are you listening to right now?: tunes from Howl @ the Moon 2. What was the last thing you ate?: Dinner 3. If you were a crayon what color would you be?: multi coloured cant decide 4. How is the weather right now?: f.........ing freezing 5. What color is your underwear right now?: damn forgot to put it on 6. Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?: My Sister 7. The first thing you notice about the opposite sex?: their sense of humor..........................nah i lied 8. Favorite type of food?: Anything savory 9. Do you drink?: ooooh yes please 10. Ever got so drunk you dont remember?: Cant remember......................................hic 11. What color are your eyes?: Hazel 12. Single?: No 13. Favorite month?: December 14. Last movie you watched?: can i be arrested if i tell u LMFAO 15. Favorite day of the week?: Sunday 16. Are you too shy to ask

Wow People Are Mean
I just wanna say thank you to my FRIENDS who have been so sweet and supportive. I had a moment and i'm slowly recovering. I have been living with vitilago for 18 years now. So you would think that i would be use to the rude comments and looks. The truth is until this moment i have never had supposed grown folks be so rude and mean. All i can do is pray for those people and move on. Holding my head up high knowing GOD created me this way. And he never makes a mistake. I AM ONE OF HIS MANY BEAUTIFUL CREATIONS. I AM BLESSED. YOU DO YOU AND I'M GOING TO DO ME What makes a person say mean things to a total stranger. I created a mumm and i got quite a few people to comment on my appearance. Compareing my pics to monkeys and micheal jackson. That was so rude and disrespectfull. I am fully aware that i am not attractive to most people. I has taken me years to adjust to my changing appearance. People often make fun of things they don't understand. Do you really think i wanted to turn white

Love...pfft!
“If I never met you, I wouldn't like you. If I didn't like you, I wouldn't love you. If I didn't love you, I wouldn't miss you. But I did, I do, and I will.” ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ “To love is to risk not being loved in return. To hope is to risk pain. To try is to risk failure, but risk must be taken because the greatest hazard in life is to risk nothing.” ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ “It hurts to love someone and not be loved in return, but what is the most painful is to love someone and never find the courage to let the person know how you feel.” ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ "Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses, you build up a whole suit of armor, so that nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into

Fu-life
To all my friends and family. I have found that Fubar in their infinite wisdom has decided I have violated the TOS and I have been banned from commenting for a week. I apologize, but it looks like I'll be unable to send comments to everyone for a while, so I wil just leave one for you all here until I get removed from the banned list. My friend, Little Italian Nymph is having some serious internet problems, but hopes to be back soon. She wanted me to post this to let everyone know she hasn't forgotten you. Little Italian Nymph ™~Spankers Club~Part time Staff @ The KRYPT Lounge~@ fubar Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I was born in New Orleans,LA 2.I wa

Female Fronted Musical Acts- Sign Up Now For Wr2r 2008 !!!!
Marissa Legott's 7th Annual- WR2R 2008 Women's Music Festival FRIDAY JULY 11th- 4:20pm - Jenny Chamberlain 5:00pm - El Ka Bong 6:00pm - Jana Losey 7:00pm - Deborah Magone Band 8:00pm - NAIAD 9:00pm - Enter Eden 10:00pm - STRPT SATURDAY JULY 12th - 11:00am - Helen Wilson Noon pm - The Nomads 1:00pm - Enough Said 2:00pm - Formaldehyde 3:00pm - Nicola 4:00pm - Silence Bleeds 5:00pm - Somehow Sorry 6:00pm - Martha Hornby Band 7:00pm - Linear Eklipse 8:00pm - Ashley Cox Project 9:00pm - Static Cling 10:00pm - Jane Evil SUNDAY JULY 13th - 11:00am - Addictive Tragedy Noon pm - Teressa Wilcox 1:00pm - Colleen Kattau 2:00pm - Lisa Romano 3:00pm - Tori Sparks 4:00pm - The Callen Sisters 5:00pm - Deep Blue Dream 6:00pm - Frankie and Jewels 7:00pm - Walnut Groove Other Bands on waiting list : Cheetah Whores (Saturday afternoon?) Blue Spark and Flame (Saturday afternoon?) Milking Diamonds (EARLY Sunday?) Opelia Smiles (EARLY Sunday?) Punch Drunk (

~ The Hormone Guide ~
~ The Hormone Guide ~ The Hormone Guide Women will understand this! Men should memorize it! Every woman knows that there are days in the month when all a man has to do is open his mouth and he takes his life in his hands! This is a handy guide that should be as common as a driver's license in the wallet of every husband, boyfriend, co-worker or significant other! ~DANGEROUS: *SAFER: **SAFEST: ***ULTRA SAFE : ~What's for dinner? *Can I help you with dinner? **Where would you like to go for dinner? ***Here, have some wine. ~Are you wearing that? *Wow, you sure look good in brown! **WOW! Look at you! ***Here, have some wine ~What are you so worked up about? *Could we be overreacting? **Here's my paycheck. ***Here, have some wine. ~Should you be eating that? *You know, there are a lot of apples left. **Can I get you a piece of chocolate with that? ***Here, have some wine. ~What did you DO all day? *I hope you didn't over-do it today. **I've always lov

Wiccan Stuff
The 13 Principles of Wiccan Belief: 1. We practice rites to attune ourselves with the natural rhythm of life forces marked by the phases of the Moon and the seasonal Quarters and Cross Quarters. 2. We recognize that our intelligence gives us a unique responsibility toward our environment. We seek to live in harmony with nature in ecological balance offering fulfillment to life and consciousness within an evolutionary concept. 3. We acknowledge a depth of power far greater than that apparent to the average person. Because it is far greater than ordinary it is sometimes called ‘supernatural’, but we see it as lying within that which is naturally potential to all. 4. We conceive of the Creative Power in the universe as manifesting through polarity – as masculine and feminine – and that this same Creative Power lies in all people and functions through the interaction of the masculine and the feminine. We value neither above the other knowing each to be suppor

Mother's And Father's Day Gifts By Heartistic Soul
These will be available until midnight on June 13th. Anyone wishing to participate MUST have their rates in by that time in order for them to be counted in this gift offer. Please read the entire blog before you order or ask questions. :) Thanks! F.A.Q. 1. Who can I order for? You may order for ANYONE on Fubar, with the exception of yellow staff, and anyone that has me blocked (only 3 people that I know of). 2. Can I order more than one at a time? Yes, you can order as many as you want, for as many people that you want. After rating the appropriate number of photos to cover your order, please send name, user ID, and photo for each person. 3. How long does it take for them to receive them? That depends on a few things. First, it depends on your order. If it wasn't placed correctly and I have to reply for more information, it will add to the delay. In addition to this, it depends on the number of orders received, and my personal schedule. Usually though, it take