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Stabbing Westward LyricsLost in a world of doubt and insecurity
Nothing that you hold sacred, nothing you believe
Your life is a contradiction
While you thrive on manipulation
I fight to just hold on to what I believe
I won't become the thing I hate
I won't become the thing I hate
I won't become the thing I hate
I won't become you
You've treated me like I'm a worthless piece of shit
You think you're in control but you make me sick
I want to watch you suffer
The way that you've made me suffer
I want to fuck up everything you've ever loved
I won't become the thing I hate
I won't become the thing I hate
I won't become the thing I hate
I won't become you
I won't become the thing I hate
I won't become the thing I hate
I won't become the thing I hate
I won't become the thing I hate
I won't become the thing I hate
I won't become you
There are times when I'm just a shell
When I do not feel anything for anyone
All I feel is hollow and bruised
Used up and misused
Forced to be someone I
PositveIam in love with butterfly warrior help me tell the hole world
I'm Inviting You Into A WorldThe Inner me
cry's out to be heard
yurn's to be delt with
will be here to stay
The Inner Me
will come to play
will come to dream
will come to make it's own
The Inner Me
won't stop until it gets what it wants
won't stop until it is recognized
won't stop, to stop
The Inner Me
is here to stay
is here to say to its soul mate
I will not be denied
is here because it is Me!
The Inner Me I appreciate everything. I like to make the most out of every situation and live life to the fullest. I try and take advantage of every opportunity I get. I feel accomplished when I know I have made someones day better. I am a pleaser and a giver(Love & Affection). I am me! And here I am another day
Brushing back the streaks of grey
While pushing forth in steady run
With tired dreams I chase the sun
Yet in my mind there's still some time
My heart's strong rhythms beat
A searching soul forward will go
Toward a dream someday to meet
Today life takes another year
While I choke down s
Lifedoes this still stand true??
Once a CHEATER always a CHEATER???
Can a CHEATER really stop CHEATING???
Is a CHEATER only sorry because he/she got
caught???
Stuff!!!!My Aunt jeannie Died this friday the 11th...Well they toke her off life support friday but i thnk she was already gone...But god i didnt know this week after her funeral would be so hard!! People get it through your heads that all my satuses and comments and shit dont all have to do with her!! I loved her very much...but you all bringing her up all the time isnt helpin me heal!! Ok She was a great aunt...something i know i can ever be!! But i cant spend every moment of the rest of my life talking about her death!! You want to help me dont fuckin say sorry for your loss or how did she die?? Can you fuckin try askin me about her life?? She was a great lady als making everyone around her laugh, smile, and be happy!! She danced and sang!! And loved to have hot tub partys!! ANd new how to throw a good party!! No matter who you were if you were friends oher family...then you were family!! She loved everyone!! But you knew if she told you how it was or something you knew, you knew it was the
Late Nite Fantasy Erotic TalesParadise Found
by LateNiteFantasy©
Dawn's rays illuminate eyelids,
coax them open
I gaze upon perfection,your face,
peaceful in slumber,
lips pursed
in seductive smile
while your breath
gently rises and falls
along your form,
breasts and stomach
soft curves of amorous appeal
arouse intent in my mind
I trace my tongue slowly,
lovingly tasting your fragrant flesh,
stop to tease nipples,
suckle and flick
the puckered pink tips,
then continue southward
across the undulating
oasis of your belly,
dip into your navel,
unable to resist
the aroma rising
from between your thighs,
my attention turns
to the altar of my adoration
gently I pry your legs apart,
start a long, slow slide,
tongue wide and flat
pressed to your crease,
softly seperate, insinuate
my instrument of exploration
into the velvety warmth
of your core, tight
tremulous, clenching
at my eager invader
as I taste in anticipation,
fingers twist curls, clutch
my head, pull me in
Biker BarsThere are two sides to every divorce: Yours and the Shithead's.
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>2. The closest I ever got to a 4.0 in college was my blood alcohol
content..
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>3. I live in my own little world but it's OK, everyone knows me
here.
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>4. I saw a rather large woman wearing a sweatshirt with
'Guess' on it. I said, "Thyroid problem?"
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>5. I don't do drugs 'cause I find I get the same effect just
by standing up really fast.
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>6. A sign In a Chinese Pet Store: "Buy one dog, get one
flea."
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>7. Money can't buy happiness but it sure makes misery easier to
live with.
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>8. I got a sweater for Christmas. I really wanted a screamer or a
moaner.
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>9. If flying is so safe, why do they call the airport the
"terminal"?
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>10. I don't approve ofpolitical jokes. I've seen too many of
them get elected.
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>11 The most precious thing we have is life, yet it has absolutely no
trade-in value.
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>12. If life deals you lemons, make lemonade. If life deals you
to
Spring Time In The RockiesAwww...Spring time in the Rockies...The mountains turning green..The trees are budding..The birds are chirping in the morning..The flowers are starting to bloom..Nothing more beautiful..
BS...Again...A blanket of snow on the ground...I'm so damn sick of the snow...I could just puke...
Two days ago...84 degrees...Today, it's fricken cold again...I suppose I should be grateful that my car isn't buried under 5 ft of snow again like it was last winter..I didn't see it for 3 weeks..But really..I'm so ready for summer..Or even Spring..
I am ready for a change..I'm not sure what that means yet...But..I just know I'm ready...
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I Hate My Life!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!LAST JAN. I THOUGHT I HAD PULLED MUSCLE IN MY LEG AND I FOUND OUT. I HAD A BLOOD CLOT FROM MY ANKLE ALL WAY UP TO MY THIGH. WENT TO THE HOSPITAL THEY ASKED ME FROM 1 TO 10 HOW BAD DOES IT HURT I SAID 0 CAN'T FELL DAMN THING!!
I HAD SURGREY ON MY RIGHT LEG THEY CLEAN UP AS MUCH AS THEY COULD. AND THEY PUT A FILTER IN MY CHEST KEEP THE BLOOD CLOTS FROM KILLING ME!! AM NOT ALLOWED GET TATTO BECAUSE I COULD BLEED TO DEATH SO TTHERE WENT MY B-DAY PREASENT I WANTED FOR NEXT TUESDAY!!
WENT DOWN THE FUCK EN DRAIN JUST LIKE EVERYTHING ELSE I WANTED IN LIFE!!! WISH I COULD HAVE A NORMAL FUCKING LIFE LIKE EVERYONE ELES!!!
SOME TIMES I WONDER IF WAS I REALLY MENT BE HERE, REASON WHY I SAY THAT BECAUSE IF IT CAN'T GO WRONG GETS WORSE FOR ME SO DAMN TIRED EVERYTHING GOING WRONG 4 ME!!!
First Elimination GameWell my boy played his first game lastnight. They do eliminations in the beginning. Of course we played one of the best teams around..so we lost. The boys did not do good. I have to be thankful in a way..that my boy is not the only one this year. He even got to play the whole game. Of course not sure he will rest of year..but I was happy. More he plays more he learns. He striked out each time he batted though..which was twice. He wasn't the only boy striking out. I did get frustrated though that he striked out because he didn't swing. Most of the boys who did make it to a base.was because of balls.
Think only got 2 hits in the whole game. Rest of them got strikes. The coach was so pissed though. LOL. He told them they were having practice friday and he had a surprise for them. I am sure hes gonna make them run. He has them running when they screw up. It does seem to help them though.. at paying more attn. I heard him at one point grumble.. you think they never played
True LoveWhen I think of my love for you
the wonder of its beauty takes my breath away.
I cannot recall the moment in time it began,
but only the overwhelming feeling of ecstasy it brought to me. For at that moment I knew happiness.A happiness I had never known before.
For just the thought of you gave me joy beyond belief.The thought of being with you and being held by you was my one desire
I knew once we first met none other would ever do,for I knew love. I knew love as I had never thought possible in this life time.
It is a love of passion and desire.
It is a never-ending need to you,
for you, only you. When I think of my love for youI realize I now know the true meaning of love.
I will love you as long as this life endures and beyond,for you are my dreams, my realities.
You are my heartYou are my meaning of true love.
To All My Friends And Familywell just when i thought it couldn't get worse, even though I had registered nurses coming out everyday, taking my temp, cleaning the incision, and repacking it....with all of that supervision, I still got cellulitis, an infection in my blood. It was in my kidneys, my liver, my pancreas, my bladder and my bowels as well. I had a temp of 102.7 for 4 days, I just got out of the hospital friday. I was on 10,000 mg of antibiotics, percocet by mouth and dilauted by iv for the pain, the doctor said if I would not have come in by the next day I probably would have had to go to surgery again and be put in ICU,Im very sick and very sore, Im going to put some pics of the incision and stuff in my stash cause I cant upload pics for those who can stomach it. and YES I AM suing the surgeon. with all of those trained professionals taking care of me I cant see how this could have happened or how it coulod have gotten so bad without SOMEONE knowing and covering it up. Im sorry if it seems as though I a
Moving ForwardMoving forward, left and right,
at times peace, at times a fight.
Our journey is what we make....
Or is it all a predestined fate?
Ponder why and how;
How come the wait is forever,
when i want it NOW!!!
Fuck the words Leaders use to create false hope.
Life is now, this is the shit;
the real, no fake dope.
Swallow the pill of real chill.
Fade the numbness of fake.
Shake the passiveness;
the real dope will make you wake!
Depend on YOU! Open your eyes.
See reality;
Not facades filled with rotting insides.
Be true, don't steal, cheat, cause hurt.
Cause when its done-YOUR WORD is all you can take to the dirt!
By: Teresa Williams
4-17-08
Rules And RegHey My freinds I am in a Sexy Ass Contest Please click on the link below and vote for me and yes Comment bombing is welcome!!!! Thanks in advance KISSES and HUGS ~Amanda
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Rainbow Heart And Autism FamiyHello this is god angel speaking i am going to start a rainbow heart and autism family for those who would like to join its not a bombing family its a support family and help each other deal with the autism and get ideas how thelp our kids that has the autism all i ask of you is to just rate ,fan, and add and you can rate the pics n your own terms if you would like to join please contact me or sweetlips or austin sexy angel. Please come and join the autism family and support the kids and adults with the autism show them we care .
Fucked Upi was on you tube today and heard bout the 8 teen that jumped a 16 yo girl. they invited her over to one of there houses and then jumped her if that was not enough they taped it and put some of it on the internet shit like this just gets to me it was fucked up if they had a prob. with her and wanted to fight her a least give her a chance to fight one on one but damn google it was 6 girl and 2 boys and it was in polk county
Haters/bashersAfter reading people's comments from Scrapper's mumm in regards to comment approvals, I agree with Scrapper's views.
Mumms weren't intended for haters to bring in their hatred remarks and bash ppl. For that, they can go to another site.
There is a HUGE difference when it comes to commenting on ppl's mumms and you're spewing hateful and derogatory remarks that are completely insensitive and heartless and the other would be when you're actually giving constructive criticism towards the person who created the mumm.
Some people are missing the point here. It's not that you're not allowed to speak your mind, and give out your opinions, IT'S HOW YOU EXPRESS YOURSELF. It's not that ppl don't want to hear "the truth" or in some cases, what YOU believe is the truth, because let's face it, everyone is different and have different views, beliefs and opinions, and yes, everyone has a right to share those differences. Again, it all boils down to HOW YOU EXPRESS YOURSELF.
Think about
Written By KentSo many emotions, How can I say
How you make me feel each and everyday
All think I think about, somehow turns to you
You take all of my dreams, and make them come true
Lost in your love, but your heart shows the way
Along is this path of love, I continue to stray
Take away my worries, my heart skips a beat
How did I love ‘til now, could it ever have been this complete
Out of control, My mind is blown away
My heart has the power now, and this is how it should stay
Shout it out, tell the world how you feel
Out into the night, Out to day
Now we know this is real
“I LOVE YOU,” SHE SCREAMS
Listen I hear everything she said
Our love will last forever, I swear this on my death bed
Vow to me now my love, say you feel the same
Express to me how you feel, please don’t refrain
You complete every parts of me, from body to heart
On the honor of my life, I shall love you
Until death do we part.
HairOk...So most of my REAL friends know that I am always doing something funky with my hair...I never keep it the same...Well...It's time to change it again...But I'm not sure what I want to do...I was thinking just doing red highlights...Then I was told to keep my hair color and do blonde highlights...THEN I was going through some of my old pics and found pics of when I was comepletely BLONDE!! So I dunno what I want to do? I've gone all red, jet black, blue black, blonde...dark brown with blonde highlights...I know it's been well over 4 years since i've been blonde tho, so i'm leaning towards going all blonde...What do you guys think?! Any ideas?
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My SisterWell my mom just called.
My sister had a Heart Catheter done this morning.
They did not have good news for us.
Nothing is good about anything when ya have your heart tested I guess.
She has 90% blockage in one artery.
The doctor will be in to talk to us after he does his other operations.
We already know they are going to have to do 1 bypass but not sure about how many more.
We knew it wasnt looking good when we went to the hospital yesterday and she was in a critical care area of the Heart Wing.
She is in the Spartenburg Regional Hospital.
Scared, but we are there for and with her.
Just Please prey for her.
We are all scared but I know nowhere as scared as she is..
She is just 50 years old...
Thanks for reading..
Love ya all,
Mandy scsweetie
&
Durgeres Sam
~~updates About My Health~~i am often asked about my health issues or why i am at the hospital.so i decided to take the time to let people know what is going on with me.
i have what is called Interstitial Cystitis also known as I.C..it isn't life threatening but but no known cure is really there for it nor is there a real reason behind I.C..i take pills to help with it all but at times they don't help.I.C. does affect my life in many ways.certain foods,allergies,stress,and yes even sex causes the I.C. to have what is called flare-ups and remissions.
so i took the time to get the info for it and share with the people that want to learn about my illness..and here it is.......
Interstitial cystitis (IC), also known as painful bladder syndrome or bladder pain syndrome, is a condition that results in recurring discomfort or pain in the bladder and the surrounding pelvic region.Pain levels can range from mild tenderness to intense, agonizing pain.During flares, patients may also experience the “IC Belly,” a s
I Decided Upon Something TodayYes you are right... I am NO longer posting ANY new pictures on my profile... Yesterday I went on... my bartab was EMPTY.... I am not too thrilled with that.... so since this is becoming like myspace.... I am NO longer posting ANY pictures unless more people rate me.. This also applies for my family too since I am sick of uploading new pics and they arent looking at them..
So... until further notice and I see some activity.. I am no longer posting...
Please dont mistake me for being a points/rate whore cuz I dont even care if I am a Level 1, but my point is Why should I take the time and effort to add more pictures if no one looks at the ones I have up now...
More Puppies Expected Mid June!yep... damn... we had just noticed alley starting to act "funny"
and we had been looking to find diggy a new home... poor dog needs to be the dominant doggy and i think he needs a home with less distractions...
anyway... we caught them stuck together again...
which mean... PUPPIES!
so send me a message now if you are interested... i would love to have homes lined up for as soon as they hit 8 weeks...
we will be asking $200 with $50 down holding... the $50 will be used for their first vet visit... hopefully this way we can prevent worms...
at least this time it will be in the summer and we can keep them in the garage and not in the spare room...
pass the word along... they made beautiful puppies last time... 9 healthy ones...
heres a group shot from the last litter... more in my profile...
for more info or so save a pup for yourself please message me at...
http://fubar.com/user/1662638
HackersI HAVE BUILT MY ACCOUNT TO A HIGH LEVEL AND SOMEONE HACKED MY ACCOUNT.... SHOULD FUBAR DO SOMETHING ABOUT THIS? I THINK SO IT IS NOT FAIR I CAN NOT GET MY WORK BACK AND HAD TO START OVER FROM SCRATCH..
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Comment Bombif anyone has some free time today could you please
comment bomb this pic for me I would appreciate it so much.
Blogging Here Too?!Grammy Sherry@ fubar
Hi All...
I just started a new account cause I dont have the cash to Add more pics right now.. So... Most of those pics are from 07..But trying to start one for 08..Check them out :p
Jokes1.. My husband and I divorced over religious differences. He thought he was God and I didn't.
2.. I don't suffer from insanity; I enjoy every minute of it.
3.. Some people are alive only because it's illegal to kill them.
4.. I used to have a handle on life, but it broke.
5.. Don't take life too seriously; No one gets out alive.
6.. You're just jealous because the voices only talk to me
7.. Beauty is in the eye of the beer holder.
8.. Earth is the insane asylum for the universe.
9.. I'm not a complete idiot -- Some parts are just missing.
10.. Out of my mind. Back in five minutes.
11.. NyQuil, the stuffy, sneezy, why-the-heck-is-the-room-spinning medicine.
12.. God must love stupid people; He made so many.
13.. The gene pool could use a little chlorine.
14.. Consciousness: That annoying time between naps.
15.. Ever stop to think, and forget to start again?
16.. Being "over the hill" is much better than being under it!
17.. Wrinkled Was Not One of the Things I Wanted to
Women????I have a question for all of you and I hope that you will all give me some feedback on this one. What is it that all of these women on Fubar and other sights that have to show as much as they can in order to get replies? I am not saying that I don't love a beautifull womans body because I do. But I also would like to see a womans eyes. The eyes are the porthole to the soul and there is where you see the true person inside. As for me, but I know that I can not speak for all of us men and some of you women, I would love to be able to see more of your eyes when I look at the photos. So please leave some comments on this one for me when you read it. Thank you from your favorate vamp. The past couple af days has opened me eyes to who are my friend in this sight and who isn't. I opened my home to Tink and she crapped all over it and has started to tell everyone that she and I know that I kicked her out with noplace to go. Well the trueth is, that she left after two days worth of her additude
Poem For KentSo many things I would like to say.
So many feelings grow for you each day.
So many thoughts and dreams, I don't know where to start.
All I can say is that I love you from the bottom of my heart.
You are a dream come true
With everything you say and do.
From watching you sleep at night
To waking up to you starts my day off right.
I love your humor, style and charm.
Even your voice makes me feel tingly and warm.
I hope when you get here, you don't think its lame.
Honey, just in case it is- don't forget your video game!
If you ever feel like your luck has sank,
It could be worse.... you could be sitting in a celebrity tank!
From the cold Dakota nights to the hot Florida sun...
Rest assured, sweetheart, you will always be my only one!
So SadSome of you remember a few days ago I posted about my friends ex wife and her kids.. the infants were found dead and the man accused of this horrific crime is now being sentenced. (he was the twins father) this is terrible and if any of you would like to send donations, there will be an address at the bottom where they can be sent. here is the story, on the bottom 'll leave a link so u can watch the news video... Baraboo: The father of infant twins found dead Sunday night has now been charged with their murders. According to the criminal complaint the twins died from non-accidental multiple acute blunt force traumas. Police now say the 5 week old twins Savannah and Tyler were staying with their father David Yates last weekend. When their mother -Susan Winbun- came to pick them up on Sunday no one answered the door at Yates' home. Eventually the mother called police and they entered the condo through the patio door. The criminal complaint says inside they found David Yates lying on his
Atlanta Blues Guitarist Sean Costello Found DeadI am stillin shock so i will add my thoughts later..please read and keep those who loved and cared for Sean in your thoughts.
Atlanta blues guitarist Sean Costello found dead
By RICHARD L. ELDREDGE
The Atlanta Journal-Constitution
Published on: 04/16/2008
News of Atlanta blues artist Sean Costello's death shocked fans and friends of his Wednesday, many of whom had been preparing to help the musician celebrate his 29th birthday Wednesday night.
Costello's unexpected passing Tuesday on the eve of his birthday party was just the sort of ironic bluesy twist the prolific songwriter routinely worked into the songs on his critically acclaimed albums.
Paul Natkin
(ENLARGE)
Sean Costello died one day before his 29th birthday, and Northside Tavern planned a tribute to the singer Wednesday night.
The musician's body was discovered Tuesday at the Cheshire Motor Inn where he was staying as a guest. When the singer didn't respond, a call to 911 was placed.
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Personal VictoriesI just got officially transfered to the Santa Barbara club. I moved here 3 weeks ago. The good news is that they need Yoga Instructors. The bad news is that Santa Barbara is the center of the universe for YOGA, so everyone has extremely high expectations. . .on top of that, this last Tuesday, whoever the instructor was supposed to be missed the class, and 40+ people were hard core PISSED OFF.
So I showed up early, got organized and I had about 22 people - one brand new person, who did well, and the class went very well and everyone was pleased and I was well-received......WHEW!!
I will be the regular teacher on Tuesdays and Thursdays now and I am writing a proposal for the country club for a M, W, F class, to begin next week. All the moms have seen me doing Yoga with their kids, prior to swim team practice, on the pool deck and they're chomping at the bit. . . I've been down and out for almost two weeks. Really in a funk. Back Child Support - I'm still being billed at an amo
About Me...I love little fuzzy puppies and kittens, but I'm allergic to fur. I love sunsets, but I don't like the darkness when the last strands of color drift into blackness. I love sunshine, but I enjoy thunderstorms when the fiery lightning streaks across the sky like white flames. Chocolate and cheesecake are my favorite food groups (lol). I have doubts about the existence of true love, but I want to believe, and I would love to meet someone who can show me what it means to love forever. I would love to meet someone to whom "promise" is more than a word. I dream of a man who doesn't say all the right words and then just disappear when I begin to believe them.
Nsfw!!good lord i just had someone report a pic ive had on my profile for mnths....it wasnt till i put it as a "primary" pic that it got reported for being nsfw...and thereis nothing dirty bout it...no naked boday parts or anything like that....my pic gets reported but some fat ass half naked bitch gets for fat ass in a blast that we all gotta be horrified over...wtf is with that bullshit?...thats some fucked up shit....its just simple fucking bullshit bc i gotta look at ppl who are half naked in pics scrolling across my screen...and inm blasts but i cant have one one pic...and it isnt even of me....thats just rediculous...
Poor Workin Man Of AmericaSubject: Two versions -Morals
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> >
> > The Ant and the Grasshopper
> > This one is a little different.. Two Different
> > Versions! Two Different Morals!
> > OLD VERSION: The ant works hard in the withering
> > heat all summer long, building his house and laying
> > up supplies for the winter.
> > The grasshopper thinks the ant is a fool and laughs
> > and dances and plays the summer away. Come winter,
> > the ant is warm and well fed.
> > The grasshopper has no food or shelter, so he dies
> > out in the cold.
> > MORAL OF THE STORY: Be responsible for yourself!
> > ------------------------------------------
> > MODERN VERSION:
> > The ant works hard in the withering heat all summer
> > long, building his house and laying up supplies for
> > the winter.
> > The grasshopper thinks the ant is a fool and laughs
> > and dances and plays the summer away.
> > Come winter, the shivering grasshopper calls a press
> > conference and demands to know why the ant should
Have I Ever Told You...Have I ever told you that if I sit really still and silent sometimes I can hear your heart beating in time with mine?
Have I ever told you when I watch you speak to me through wires, cords, bytes and ram I imagine your voice whispering into my ear?
Have I ever told you I wait out each day ancicipating, wanting only an hour or two, just a second in space and time, to feel close to you?
Have I ever told you there have been times when I ached for you so badly the emotions overwhelmed me so I sat and cried?
Have I ever told you sometimes I reach out touching your name on the cold screen before me wishing I could reach in and pull you to me?
Have I ever told you after the first time I heard the sound of your voice, a thousand miles away, I sat up all night turning the conversation over and over in my mind, examining it like a new species of flower?
Have I ever told you I would give up EVERYTHING just for one night to be able to lay near you, to feel the rise and fall of yo
2008 AprilLovers of the night
The quality of the dream
Always been free flowing
Always to be victims of the night
Suck and drink my life blood of love
To feel your touch upon my silky skin
When I open my eyes
I find it is only my hand
Which is touching my smooth skin
In my mind I’m begging for your touch
In a forever embrace locked together
Was I hypnotized might very will be possible
I feel the sharp sting above my nipple
Notice drops of blood rolling down
Into my cleavage from two delicate punctures
See no one around that could have cause that
I feel such desire now. The aroma of my blood
Smells so sweet, I wipe the blood and lick from my finger
In the light of vanity fair
I am playing a purple
Air guitar on my knees
Why should peeps think
I’m so perfect I still cant
Make country a pop song
I play all my daddy’s
Favorites but nobody listens
Its in the teen pops I shine
Maybe a nude will boost
My popularity will reign
Oh my I’m embarrassed
Guess What It Isas i slow insert in my mouth i taste the sweet juices dripping down my throat..i begin to suck just the tip then slowly take the length to the back of my throat...moving my mouth up and down..until the finally taste has finally arrived...
mmmmmm dam my popsicle tastessss good...winkssssssss
King Of Pain Taking Over YoutubeAs some of you know, im not your average kinda guy... which i believe is great... lol well, i know that some of you came and seen me perform suspension at Houston's Ink Fest. if some of you can be sure to come check me out in Las Vegas next month. During this show i plan to pull a Hummer with 8 hooks in my back. Then in the Austin Ink Fest I am taking on a school bus. Hope all of you enjoy and hope to see and here from all of you.
Respectfully,
"King of Pain"
Happy Hour!!!Look who's having a Happy Hour! Yes, you guessed it, Mrs. S will be yours for a hour Thurs @ 11a.m. PST! Since this is her FIRST time lets show her how we do it on the FU! RATE, FAN, ADD, and SPANK this HOTTIE!
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What You AreAnd when you wanted me
I came to you
And when you wanted someone else
I withdrew
And when you asked for light
I set myself on fire
And if I go far away I know
You'll find another slave
Cause now I'm free from what you want
Now I'm free from what you need
Now I'm free from what you are
And when you wanted blood
I cut my veins
And when you wanted love
I bled myself again
Now that I've had my fill of you
I'll give you up forever
And here I go far away
I know you'll find another slave
Cause now I'm free from what you want
Now I'm free from what you need
Now I'm free from what you are
Then a vision came to me
When you came along
I gave you everything
But then you wanted more
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My Fu Wedding Stuff!How are we supost to be posative....how are we supost to live when we watch the world and know that we see now that the weak are gone the strong are beginning to fall?? How how are we supost to be posative when we dont see shit posative?? Someone tell me how we are expected to live with out fear?? There are things that can kill us in the world momma didnt teach us to fear!! There is freakin death by leaf! How are we supost to be expected to live when we watch that happen to someone we love?? Something that wasnt supost to happen....please DAMMIT SOMEONE TELL ME HOW THE HELL WE ARE SUPPOST TO LIVE!! TODAY IS HER BIRTHDAY BUT SHE ISNT HERE!!! YOU TELL US HOW TO LVE WITHOUT FEAR!!
Congrats Mark & Nala!!!
Yes... You Heard it Correctly....A Wedding @ The HideAway Tonight!!!
Details: When? Tonight!!!
Time? 8
TestSOMEONE HAS LET THIS CAT OUT OF THE BAG AND HE DOESN‘T PLAY NICE!!!! THE NEWEST MEMBER OF THE TBR FAMILY CAN BE FOUND AT THE ACE CAFÉ SPINNING YOUR FAVE TRACKS!! SPINNING SONGS FROM ROCK, METAL, AND INDUSTRIAL TO OLDIES, COMEDY, DANCE AND EVERYTHING IN BETWEEN!!!! COME ON DOWN AND SUPPORT DJ GRIM KITTY!!!
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Save The PlanetFirst off some people will not(as opposed to may not) agree with this, to them I say sorry but it is true. There is a lot of talk about how to save this planet, but there is only one true way to do it. To understand my solution to this problem we must first look at what is the MAIN danger that this planet is facing. It is not recycling although I do feel that recycling is important, but no that is not going to do it. The only way to save this world is to eliminate the biggest threat to it. We must stop raping the planet thought strip mine and pollution and everything. To save this world HUMANS MUST STOP REPORDUCING! There are so many things that are great about this place, beautiful oceans, mountains, animals, but mankind itself is the biggest threat to out world. I want to save the planet but not the race. If it wasn't for man this world would be a wonderful place to live. And yes I'm ready to get about of bad comments on this but that's cool. Everybody has a right to their opinons. T
Get Me Outta Fu-jail PlzzzzzHera420 guilty of TUI (typing while intoxicated)
under the influence of the controlled substance "marajuana" if I am bailed out I will do the following...
Rate all pics and stash for 2 weeks with 10's
Will send a 2 gifts a day for 3 weeks
Will keep you shitfaced for 3 weeks
Will send u 4 comments a day for 2 weeks
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Updates And StuffThanks to all who messaged asking where I've been. Things are extremely busy at work and I've been putting in some major overtime hours. I'm now paying for it and suffering from an upper respiratory infection and bronchitis. Went to the doctor today and will be off for a few days. Going to crawl back in bed and hope my $90 worth of prescriptions kick in soon.
Don't JudgeThey say to never judge a book by it's cover. Have you ever looked at a person and thought "That person is perfect. They have everything they want. They are smart. Successful. Always so happy." Do you think that person really is all that? What happens when you find out that the person isn't that way? Do you think differently of them, tho they are doing all they have to do to make it? Without actually getting to know someone and communicate with that person, will you ever truly know what or who that person really is.
Let me be the first to tell you that I am probably not who you think I am. I am a very good person and I try to maintain my happiness at all times, but I am not perfect. I don't have the career I want...I'm not even close to being where I want to be in life. I struggle everyday to "get back on my feet" after the ending of a marriage that I put my everything into and got nothing in return but a move back home to live with family, which will also be soon ending and probably
101 Things To Do While At Walmart LolIf you all know the poem by mya Angelou "still I rise" this will be funny I wrote this for a class and thought it was funny and decided to blog it lol Hope you all enjoy lol much love
I Love My Fries
You may put me down as unhealthy with your, bitter, bad taste
You throw me in the very grease, but still, like McDonalds, I love my fries.
Do my French fries upset you? Why are you overwhelmed as if you bit a lemon? Cause I eat with no care and no dismay. Just like my mother and father with a smile on my face, and the sun overshadowing me, I love my fries. Did you want to see me hungry with dry mouth and with white lips? Hunched over, hurting from my growling stomach.
Does my hunger offend you? Don't hate cause I eat as if it's my last meal on earth.
I may eat a pizza or maybe even a salad but still, so delicious, I love my fries.
Does the smell make you drool? Does it come as a surprise that my car smells like super size fries? From school to work, I love my fri
WahooWell I go into work today and got the famous pink slip. Yes...OMG...Crap. So now the great task of looking inside myself to see if i want to stay in the line of work i was in or follow a different dream. I have been in the Trucking world since 1999. Life has its moments but damm. My lease truck was in the shop for 6 days. So no revenue earned but you know the 380 @ week payment is due. I have the hotel bill i paid out of my own pocket...Grrrrrr. Oh well I am ready to make and sell lots of lemonaid.
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Childlonely child
lost in her silence
quiet child
no one can hear screaming
alone in her silence
pain greater than life
slowly dying inside
betrayed by artificial kindness
wrapped in unkind gestures
hollow praises consumed by hate
racked with the shame of deceit
devastated by the hands of one loved
childhood stolen
innocence gone
with the stroke of an illicit caress
self esteem decimated
left in ruins
lonely child
Writing It All Outlove sick
i still dream vividly
your eyes, your hair, the sweat
i can taste your skin on me
each time, endless regret
i close my eyes, but i still see
my crumbling dreams unmet
your weight is still upon me
the memory's all i'll get
july 200
some lonely winter dawns
i dream of teenage abandon
lust on carousels well into july
sticky, needy, unsatisfied.
these restless rainy days
i yearn for what i have been
rust on lazy wheels, resting on a lie
rotten, forgotten, i'm pacified
deconstruction
there seems to be
no sense in this
an intense tryst
then resistance
there's things of you
i wouldn't miss
my wragged wrists
and the distance
untitled
is this
are you
can we?
fields of dirty flowers
turn away in shame
too bright, too revealing.
every pretty thing
has a story and a secret
will you
am i
do they?
words make less sense
two rows of white stones
tapped by a muscle
it's merely vibration
what could it mean?
we have
i still
you ca
All About Tattoo Shawn...Well to let everyone know yes I am a single father of a beautiful baby girl Kaili Michelle of whom I cant see very often as her mother moved away because she couldnt handle the fact I wouldnt change careers for her. Her family was against me and to be honest I dont want to drag my daughter through the mud because of others poor decisions. I hate biggots and richies, I hate liars and those who present false hopes. I am a very upstanding Tattooer/Piercer who doesnt live the life of a conventional artist. I get sick and tired of the stereotypes associated with what I do for a living. I am a very outgoing and centimental individual who takes life somewhat seriously. I am only on here to network and make extra cash but if some sexy ass girl catches my eye then maybe we can talk. I am a very blunt and up front person so dont waste my time and I wont waste yours. If you cant hang with a big boy with tattoos then fuck you I dont want to deal with all the drama and bullshit envolved with ignora
EveSO WHAT YOU ARE LOOKING FOR A PERSON BUT CAN'T .. SO .. JUST THINK WHEN YOU DO FIND THE LOVE OF YOUR LIFE OR CLOSE TO IT . WHAT CHANGES .. EVERYTHING .. WHAT CHANGES FOR THEM KNOWING .. SO YOU TELL ME WHAT YOU ARE LOOKING FOR IN A PARTNER IN LIFE , IN HOUSE HOLD, IN HAVING KIDS ..
THIS IS A DARE ..IF YOU DARE TO COMMENT ON IT .
LOVE YOU ALL how would you like to meet a guy or girl then get dropped for your best friend .even though your best friend is not looking for any thing .
well my friend just got dumped by this asshole ..
would you consider him a good guy or and asshole like i do . for breaking my friends heart . hope he never feels that way but he will. ARE YOU SCARED OF A LITTLE BLOG . THEN MY FRIEND WAS WASTING HER TIME WITH YOU . BEST WISHES TO ALL .
4 EveryoneITS ALL ABOUT HATE/JEALOUSY/POWER/GREED.
IT MAKES PEOPLE FEEL GOOD TO MAKE OTHERS FEEL LIKE SHIT. IT'S COOL TO HATE PEOPLE AND MAKE BLOGS/BULLIES ABOUT THEM. IT'S COOL TO PLAY WITH PEOPLES HEADS TO GET WHAT YOU WANT, THEIR POSSESSED BY THE DEVIL BUT YET SAY PLEASE GOD WHILE THEY PRAY FOR A DYING LOVED 1. THEY DONT GIVE A SHIT ABOUT YOU BUT LOVE YOU WHEN YOU BUY THEM THINGS, THOSE SAME THINGS THAT WONT LAST FOREVER. THEY GET OFF ON GANGING UP ON A WOUNDED ANIMAL AND KICK IT WHILE IT'S DOWN. YOU REALLY LOVED THEM AND YOU HAVE HAD A REALLY ROUGH TIME BUT YET YOU PAY FOR IT, THEIR NOWHERE TO BE FOUND THEY DONT SHOW LOVE...INSTEAD THEY GO OUT THEIR WAY TO BREAK YOU DOWN MENTALLY/EMOTIONALLY AND THEY ENJOY IT. THE LABELED BEAUTIFUL PEOPLE GET EVERYTHING HANDED TO THEM, WHILE OTHERS WHO ARE IMPERFECT GET TOSSED IN THE SNAKE PIT AND LEFT FOR DEAD. THE GOOD DIE YOUNG WHILE THE BAD OUT LIVE EVERYONE.
WELCOME TO 2008 AND THE WORLD YOU LIVE IN.
A Slient Angel Called "he"A SILENT ANGEL CALLED "HE"
There has been an accident
And someone is hurt bad
There's a mom and daughter in one car
The other the son and dad
He responds to the call
And arrives at the scene
What he sees he handles
But would make us turn green
He jumps from the truck he's in
And runs to the nearest car
The mom and daughter are ok
Not a bump, a bruise, or mar
He moves to the second car
And the sight that greets him there
It makes his caring heart break
But he cannot shed his tears
The dad is sitting on the seat
He was not buckled in
His head against the windshield
The wheel beneath his chin
He knows by the look of things
That the dad is dead and gone
He checks his pulse hoping he's wrong
Then to the son moves on
The son had on his seatbelt
When the accident occured
And is trying to get out
But will not speek a word
He opens up the car door
And takes the boy's wee hand
And sooths and calms the ch
Her11 signs you know your crazy for someone !!!
Body: Eleven:
You walk really slow when you're with them.
___________________________________________________________
¢¾TEN:
You feel shy whenever they're around.
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¢¾NINE:
You smile when you hear their voice.
___________________________________________________________
¢¾EIGHT:
When you look at them, you can't see the other people around you, you just see him/her.
___________________________________________________________
¢¾SIX:
They're all you think about.
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¢¾FIVE:
You realize you'r
Too Much To Ask?Too much to ask?
I dont ask for too much in life but there are a few things that I want.
1. I would like for someone to tell me they love me, not because they think thats what i want to hear, but because they actually mean it.
2. If you tell me that I am hot, say it because you think I am not because you think that I will sleep with you.
3. Bring me flowers just because, not because you have done something wrong.
4. I want someone to sit on the couch and cuddle with once in a while.
5. I want to have a family one day.
6. Call me because you want to, not because you think you have to and without me calling you first.
Strike A Chord?Hey All,
Our band finally has some new merchandise for sale. T shirts, mugs, stickers etc. Just go to cafepress.com/davesapparel ..... Our Cd will be released late next month and we will put the link for that up as well.
So show some support and stop by....
Thanks,
Dave and all of Absoloot Agony
Another Year ....Another year is about to pass, and with it's passing I have gone through a lot and celebrated 1 year on fubar.
I have been through a lot this last year, and don't believe most of it. whether it be something that I just can't grasp or heartbreak, or whatever. Or being told one thing and have it not happen that way or end up to not be true...
I have come to the conclusion that love does exist and it comes when you least expect it whether it be by just a friend or a friend that has been absent for awhile that comes back into the picture. Love comes to all in the most "hidden" ways and when it does find you like that it floors you.
My life is changing and I'm allowing the changes because it's time for some changes. Out with the old and in with the new so they say.
A very dear friend told me very recently that friends come in different forms....Season, Reason and Lifetime.
Season friends are there for a season for whatever the reason that you need them for then they slip out
Cleavageauction.........Can't pimp this out just yet.....lmao....don't really have time tonight but I decided to go ahead and join the cleavage auction nyha is having...... If u don't have her as a friend, please add her, then come by and check me out!!!!! The ante will go up as the bids do......... Thanks everyone!!!!!! **Exspecially my stalker.........'Ta Ta's fiesta tapper'**
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My Sister Part 2Well my sister will have her bypass operation tomorrow.
It will be a 3 to 5 artery bypass.
They ex-rayed her neck tonight to see if her neck arteries are blocked.
They will have to put in a large IV in her neck just in case she needs meds or blood fast during the operation. She has 3 IVs already.
She is so scared and I am scared for her.
We talked and laughed with her, trying to keep her mind off of tomorrow.
My dad is so upset because of what is happening to her, but mostly because he is not able to go down there and visit her. So he is totally upset. And feels useless.. Hard to convince him otherwise.
Mom so far is a rock, worried but holding her own.
again thanks for reading
and thank you all for preying for her.
love,
Mandy & Sam
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Disturbed InterviewsI get tired of being hated, unloved, stomped on, belittled, kicked around, pushed down, slapped in the face, treated like dirt, over looked, pissed off, pissed on, hurt, shot down, told to shut up, told to forget about it, told to get over it, not cared about, and the list goes on. Sometimes I wish I could just die and get it over with; but then I want to stay alive with hopes of seeing these people that do these things get back what they give. Then people wonder why I want to leave and not come back. There are other times where I wish I could be the one to give them back the hurt they give. But then I remember the Three Fold rule, and I curse at the world again.
People wonder why I am the way I am… Well maybe its because I’m looking for these things I’m not getting. Maybe someday I’ll get them or maybe death will come soon and I won’t have to worry about it anymore and I can leave and not look back. I’ll have to learn to become cold, because th
Tid Bits Of LaughterA man sunburned his penis & his friend told him to put it in milk. His blonde girlfriend walks in and sees him doing this and says "Oh! so thats how you load it!"
The most common sexual position in married couples today is Doggy Style. The husband sits & begs for pussy & the wife rolls over & plays dead.
A condom tells a tampon "You always stop my business for a week!" The tampon says "Yeah, but when you fuck up, I loose my job for 9 months!"
A dog is truly a man's best friend. If you don't believe it, just try this experiment. Put your dog and your wife in the trunk of the car for an hour. When you open the trunk, who is really happy to see you?
A stranger was seated next to a little girl on the airplane when the stranger turned to her and said, "Let's talk. I've heard that flights go quicker if you strike up a conversation with your fellow passenger." The little girl, who had just opened her book, closed it slowly and said to the stranger, "What would you like to talk abo
Pom From My DadI feel like I've lost my breath,
My whole world has stopped turning.
The fire that seared through my veins,
Is now cold,no longer is it burning.
I can feel the cold as it grows,
My heart grows gray,totally defenceless.
How to attack this I don't have a clue,
It overwelms me,so relentless.
Have I finally gone and lost my soul,
To give up on life for what reason.
God I am such a damn idiot,
Hell I forgot to breathe in.
The serious version is called never ending season.
April 17, 2008 @ 6:28 pm
Last night I walked,
In my plate of steel.
I thought there was nothing,
I could feel.
One wrong click,
One wrong space.
Haden't seen him since he was born,
There was his pic staring me in the face.
My daughter beside him,
Two states away.
Somehow I found them,
Both in one day.
My eyes have wept,
Cryed many tears,
More than days have gone by,
In all those years.
Made For MeThis is truly beautiful Sir :)
Thank You so very much for all of these.....this one especially
with Lord Fury above my name Sir it just pops :)
So much talent!
This one is so awesome Sir...i love it!
thank You
This Man does such amazing work....So very talented....Thank You Sir!!!
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Fake PeopleI am so sick of fake ass people. They treat you nice but then all of a sudden they was to cuss you out and talk shit. I swear I am so damn sick of them. I hate liars and fake ass people. I can't fucking stand them. Stay the fuck away from me and leave my fucking family and friends alone. I can't take it no more. You are a worthless piece of shit and I can care less about you anymore. I can't stand you. You are nothing but a fucking liar and a fake ass person. I can't think of why I even called you a fucking friend. You are not my friend. You are fake and I don't fucking like you!!!!!!!!! LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE!!!!!!!!!!!
Poems And Random Thoughts....I face the world with a smile, no one knows what is hid inside.
They see only happiness, they cant see the tears I've cried.When I am alone I hurt, because here I do it well.
In front of all the watchful eyes my heaven turns to hell.
The judge and jury awaits me, everyone has a say.
In a life that hangs suspended for yet another day.Who are they to judge if what I have done is right or wrong?
In the end I gave him up, but inside still sing his song.
I don't know how to find the strength I thought I had.
If only I could play tough it wouldn't be so bad.
They say that life m home, and can't find my way back.
Somewhere along the way I must have jumped the track.
I saw him just today and his smile is still the same.He looked at me so sweetly, but never spoke my name.
I wonder if he remembers me, It hasn't been that long.
He may have forgotten me, but I still sing his song.goes on and someday I'll smile again.
But, how do they know my pain without being where I've been?
I've t
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Soppy StuffCold grey stone that shows me the way.
Engraved is your name and the date you were taken away.
The silence is mocking of the way that I feel
Are you really gone, is this truely real?
My broken heart just can't stand this pain
I know now that your sudden death was in vain.
Such a cold morning the air steals my breath
The tears haven't stopped falling since the day of your death.
Words now mean nothing since you have been gone
My sobs penetrate the world when I hear a sad song.
Life has no meaning, so why do I stay?
So today my life ends here,next to you where I lay.
The little white pills and the bottle of scotch
Will soon take away the great pain of my loss.
Feeling so sleepy, I know this is right.
Soon I will join you, no more will I fight.
My head is less muddled....... now it's all clear
I feel your presence, you soon will be here.
Your fingers grip mine 'come with me' did you say?
This moment I longed for, finally here, it's today.
Now darkness comes I can see y
Murderous IntentionsWith the shark hook that I stole from you
I'll run it in........... I'll run it through
Your testicles that once were mine
You shared around well thats fucking fine!
The meat hook that I hung up there
Is the view nice? Did I catch your hair?
Do the squid hooks hurt at the back of your knee?
You fucking arse, don't cheat on me!!
The gutting knife, it makes nice marks
See the criss cross patterns across your heart?
Fishing hey? That's what you said
So why'd I find you in her bed?
Yes this fishing lark is so much fun
Good job that you don't fish with guns!
So hang up there and drip with blood
Until your head gets heavy and sinks with a thud
Down onto your chest all blood soaked and wet
Ahh if I was brave that's the punishment you'd get!
So don't fuck up and you will be fine
Living in fear, eternally mine!!
Murderous intentions, My red lipsticks, bright and glossy
my lips form a wry smile, curling up on one side!
I look deep into your eyes, the brightness makes me
~ Every Woman Should Know...~~ Every Women Should Know ~
~A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE ...
enough
money within her control to move out
and rent a place of her own,
even if she never wants to or needs to...
~A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE ...
something
perfect to wear if the employer,
or date of her dreams
wants to see her in an hour...
~A WOMAN SHOULD
HAVE .
a youth she's content to leave behind....
~A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE ..
a past juicy
enough that she's looking forward to
retelling it in her
old age....
~A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE ...
a set of screwdrivers, a cordless drill, and a black lace bra...
~A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE ..
one friend who
always makes her laugh.. and one who lets her cry...
~A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE ...
a good piece
of furniture not previously owned by anyone else in her
family...
~A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE ..
eight
matching plates, wine glasses with stems,
and a recipe for
a meal,
that will make her guests feel honored...
~A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE .
a feeli
StoriesRunning through the dark, time rushing ahead of me
Not knowing where I'm going but turning, ducking and weaving.
Branches scratch at my face, tiny droplets of blood form in their wake.
The back of my hand wipes away the blood but leaves a salty pain.
My breath is failing me, lungs scream, won't fill up, not fully.
It's dark but I think I see a light ahead.
Help, oh sweet sanity, the light grows closer....
WAIT ....it moves too, erratic, noises, yelling?
How did they get infront of me, did I turn full circle and run the wrong way?
Huge tree fallen in my path, hollow underneath, I can fit, I'm tiny now.
Quiet except for my beating heart, shhhhhh, shhhhhhhhhh please be still, don't scream, don't scream.
I need to be safe, need to be still, safe, quiet!
Footsteps, closer and closer now.....heart races!
Hold my breath, they are right above me, tears stream from my eyes and sting the cuts on my face.
My hands on my mouth, does it help? I feel it helps.
My pants grow warm betwe
~ Because I'm A Man ~~ Because I'm a Man ~Because I'm A Man
Because I'm a man, when I lock my keys in the car, I will fiddle with a coat hanger long after hypothermia has set in. Calling AAA is not an option.
I will win.
_______________________________________________________________
Because I'm a man, when the car isn't running very well, I will pop the hood and stare at the engine as if I know what I'm looking at. If another man shows up, one of us will say to the other, 'I used to be able to fix these things, but now with all these computers and everything, I wouldn't know where to start.' We will then drink a couple of beers and break
wind, as a form of holy communion.
___________________________________________________________
Because I'm a man, when I catch a cold, I need someone to bring me soup and take care of me while I lie in bed and moan. You're a woman. You never get as sick as I do, so for you, this is no problem.
_________________________________________________________________
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Standing At The Brink....alone And In PainStanding at the brink
Looking out across the vast emptiness
Fighting and struggling with all my might
Pulling back from the jerks being forced upon me
Reaching out for the one I need more and more
Finding nothing, my hands left empty
The bitter cold overwhelms me
Skin naked and exposed to the pain
Thoughts and fears consume me
Past inflictions invade my thoughts
Feeling out of control
Lost in the pain and loneliness
One swift jerk pulls me to my toes
Consumed now by the darkness
Screaming at the top of my lungs
Looking down the mouth of misery
I fear my own fate
Alone is not for me
How do I stop this
Where can I go
Please won’t someone stop this
The tears flow like a waterfall
My pain eats me from the inside out
One more pull and my footing is lost
Free falling
Face first
Into the abyss that lies before me
My cries are muffled and lost in the dark
~ Love Thru Innocent Eyes ~~ Love Thru Innocent Eyes ~
This is good!
Children are so innocent.
Too bad we have to become adults and forget what is important!
What Love means to a 4-8 year old ....
Slow down for three minutes to read this. It is so worth it. Touching words from the mouth of babes.
A group of professional people posed this question to a group of 4 to 8 year-olds, 'What does love mean?'
The answers they got were broader and deeper than anyone could have imagined See what you think:
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'When my grandmother got arthritis, she couldn't bend over and paint her toenails anymore.
So my grandfather does it for her all the time, even when his hands got arthritis too. That's love.'
Rebecca- age 8
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'When someone loves you, the way they say your name is different.
You just know that your name is safe in
Leveler List 18 April 2008Shadow Levelers Members List
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Last One For Baby BabyJe suis fini, je peux ne faire pas plus. J'ai vous ai aimé en tant que je t'aime toujours. Toujours Et Pour toujours. Mouche! Vous serez toujours mon bébé de bébé.
Divorce Humordivorce humor
"Yeah, my husband and I just split up. I finally faced the fact that we're incompatible. I'm a Virgo and he's an asshole."
My husband and I divorced over religious differences.
He thought he was God, and I didn't.
Love may be blind, but marriage Is a real eye-opener!
Q. What should you do if you see your ex-husband rolling around in pain on the ground?
A. Shoot him again.
A man walks into his bedroom and sees his wife packing a suitcase. He says, "What are you doing?"
She answers, "I'm moving to Las Vegas. I heard ladies-of-the-night there get paid $400 for doing what I do for you for free."
Later that night on her way out the wife walks into the bedroom and sees her husband packing his suitcase.
When she asks him where he's going, he replies, "I'm going to Vegas, too. I want to see you live on $800 a year."
I broke up with someone, and she said, "You'll never find anyone like me again." And I'm thinking, I hope not! If I don't want you
Ur All My Top Friendswell things all going well i decided the hole top friends thing had to go im mean its rude when ur all my top friend .and if ur on my famil just means U talk to me the most .REally though im not that interesting but u seem too keep in contact so yeah anyway too all my friends keep in touch dont wait for me to say hi it doesnt mean i dont want to talk and damn i can rate ur pics while im there .and forgive me if i havent said hi lately .thats all folks ttyl i hope and u dont have to buy me anything just say hi .chow!!
Personality TestMy Personality Neuroticism100Extraversion83Openness to Experience60Agreeableness28Conscientiousness
Red Friday Lets Get This StartedThis is one of those good old e-mails that keep popping up. I just had to share it with you all again.
Will you give this to my Daddy?
As a Company, Southwest Airlines is going to support 'Red Fridays.'
Last week I was in Atlanta , Georgia attending a conference. While I
was in the airport, returning home, I heard several people behind me
beginning to clap and cheer. I immediately turned around and witnessed
one of the greatest acts of patriotism I have ever seen.
Moving thru the terminal was a group of soldiers in their camos. As they
began heading to their gate, everyone (well almost everyone)was abruptly
to their feet with their hands waving and cheering.
When I saw the soldiers, probably 30-40 of them, being applauded and
cheered for, it hit me. I'm not alone. I'm not the only red-blooded
American who still loves this country and supports our troops and their
families.
Of course I immediately stopped and began clapping for these young
unsun
Treats Of LithuaniaI‘m sick, I‘m tired -- Earth awaits
Embracing me – no fear, no hate.
Like clouds above the crowds of heads
So soft as pillows on the beds
The darkness landing all around
My feet are touching solid ground
I go or stay? I say or go?
That‘s all I want to finally know
No matter fears, no matter dreams
Life goes along it really seems
That I alone and only care
For things in life that are so dear
Don‘t search for clues – there are no such
Don‘t mention bues, I care for touch
Let hope begin, let sun come free
My major sin, YOU always be
PS Don‘t search for explanations, really. Thanks for reading. Yes, that was purely my creation.
Posted by Girlish-Any, 11-23-2007
IN her Blog, "I wrote it" Sent by Girlish K 4/20/2008
THE URGE TO LIVE
The urge to live is an ocean.
The lunar force which hauls flooding and ebbing.
Speed of sunlight which goes right through the brain.
Love and sex alike are each only a small part of that overall urge.
The urge to create. Th
Pimp OutsThis wonderful lady needs our help to win a contest stop by and rate the pic and leave a few comments please .
and show the host some love too
thanks
Master Riggs
Come Lv A Comment Pleaseclick the picture and leave a comment ty so very much with wonderful thoughs of u hugs and kisses Pete Sir White Knight and his so called other half Blondie and with help from Wildman cheated a sweet lady in a contest, they couldnt beat me so they cheated me how ? Well first they said i was cheating said i was using a Blaster yeah right i dont need any help to be the best of the best as it was getting down to crunch time they had to think of a way to insure Wildman would win the contest and on Saturday morning after i had insured her a 4000 comment lead they did chaged the rules yet again this time SirWhiteKight the host of the contest deleted my profile from his friends list and then made it only friends could leave comments on the contest and then he refused to accepted severail of the bombers friend request thus giving them the chance to catch up and pull ahead by the time he started accepted a certain few it was over with they had given Wildman a 6000 comment lead and then i had to
The Realest FakeOK PEOPLE....ITS ME AGAIN LETTING ALL YOU FUCKING BASTARDS KNOW WHATS MAKING ME PISSED. FIRST OFF EVERYONE WHO TELLS ME I'M INSENSITIVE, FUCK THAT SHIT SENSITIVITY WENT OUT THE DOOR WITH SHIVILRY. EVERYONE TELLS ME IM INSENSITIVE, YOU KNOW WHAT IM NOT INSENSITIVE I HAVE A VERY SENSITIVE SPOT YOU CAN PUT YOUR LIPS ON FUCKERS. SO WHAT IF I HURT YOUR FEELINGS I'M GETTING YOU READY FOR THE TRUTH IN WHAT EVER WAY OR FORM IT PRESENTS ITSELF. IF YOUR FAT DAMN RIGHT I'M GONNA CALL YOU FAT, SHIT MIRRORS DON'T LIE WHY SHOULD I. I KNOW I'M NOT ALL THAT BUT YOU KNOW WHAT I DON'T CARE WHAT YOU THINK OF ME CAUSE I DON'T CHANGE. I'LL BE MISERABLE FOREVER. THE SECOND THING, BITCHES THAT TRY TO CHANGE ME. I DATED THESE BITCHES THAT SAID OH HE'S JUST STUBORN HE'LL COME AROUND......ZZZZ WRONG! FUCK YOU AND THE WHORES CUNT YOU CAME OUT OF. I'M NOT CHANGING FOR YOU OR ANYONE. I SEE WHAT YOU BITCHES DO TO GUYS. YOU MANIPULATE AND MOLD MEN INTO BEING YOUR SLAVES AND ATMS AND WHATNOT, USEING YOUR JUICY DOOM H
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Here's One For The GuysMen Are Just Happier People!!!
NICKNAMES
If Laura, Kate and Sarah go out for lunch, they will call each other Laura, Kate and Sarah .
If Mike, Dave and John go out, they will affectionately refer to each other as Fat Boy, Godzilla and Four-eyes.
EATING OUT
When the bill arrives, Mike, Dave and John will each throw in $20, even though it's only for $32.50.
None of them will have anything smaller and none will actually admit they want change back.
When the girls get their bill, out come the pocket calculators.
MONEY
A man will pay $2 for a $1 item he needs.
A woman will pay $1 for a $2 item that she doesn't need but it's on sale.
BATHROOMS
A man has six items in his bathroom: toothbrush and toothpaste, shaving cream, razor, a bar of soap, and a towel from Farmers.
The average number of items in the typical woman's bathroom is 337.
A man would not be able to identify more than 20 of these items.
ARGUMENTS
A woman has the last word in any argument.
Anything a man
Red Friday! Support Our Troops!This is one of those good old e-mails that keep popping up. I just had to share it with you all again.
Will you give this to my Daddy?
As a Company, Southwest Airlines is going to support 'Red Fridays.'
Last week I was in Atlanta , Georgia attending a conference. While I
was in the airport, returning home, I heard several people behind me
beginning to clap and cheer. I immediately turned around and witnessed
one of the greatest acts of patriotism I have ever seen.
Moving thru the terminal was a group of soldiers in their camos. As they
began heading to their gate, everyone (well almost everyone)was abruptly
to their feet with their hands waving and cheering.
When I saw the soldiers, probably 30-40 of them, being applauded and
cheered for, it hit me. I'm not alone. I'm not the only red-blooded
American who still loves this country and supports our troops and their
families.
Of course I immediately stopped and began clapping for these young
unsun
Like To Know How To Help Someone In The Military?I heard about this site and looked at it. It tells how people can help support our Troops, if you are interested please take a look, it has a lot of information. As a Veteran and father who's son is currently in the Army and in Afghanistan, I know how much this kind of support is appreciated.
You can repost if you like, the more people who learn, the nicer it will be for those, who are fighting to keep us free!
http://www.anysoldier.com/
Lets Meet!Hello Fellow Fu-Friends,Fans and Family. I am going to be spending alot of time at this new site. Its like fubar without the B.S. where people really talk and have FUN, FUN, FUN, Join me wont you?
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BubblyWill you count me in?
V1: I've been awake for a while now
you've got me feelin like a child now
cause every time I see your bubbly face
I get the tinglies in a silly place
C: It starts in my toes
and I crinkle my nose
where ever it goes I always know
that you make me smile
please stay for a while now
just take your time
where ever you go
V2: The rain is fallin on my window pane
but we are hidin in a safer place
under covers stayin dry *(safe) and warm
you give me feelins that I adore
C: It starts in my toes
make me crinkle my nose
where ever it goes
i always know
that you make me smile
please stay for a while now
just take your time
where ever you go
B: What am I gonna say
when you make me feel this way
I just........mmmmmm
C: It starts in my toes
make me crinkle my nose
where ever it goes
i always know
that you make me smile
please stay for a while now
just take your time
where ever you go
V3: I've been asleep for a while now
You
A New DayA New Day
Today is a new day.
A day to live, love and be happy.
Today is a new day when dreams, desires and fantasy will come true.
They are no longer a Fantasy, for today is a new day.
Listen to me, I have something to say.
I now see the good that's all around, and know that it's mine to claim.
I see the Truth of who I am, and declare it in each new day.
For now I have a new belief, knowing my good is here.
I no longer have to wait, for I recognize my thoughts create.
So listen to me as I proclaim, each day is a brand-new day.
I now choose my thinking carefully, to support the newest me.
I say today and forever more,
I have found a place for me.
I now know that I am the authority.
I am the Power, as I create today's new day.
So let us play, for now we must.
Enjoy with me what I have found FOR TODAY IS A NEW DAY!!!
The Mess That Is Me Evil Pixiemy birthday is on the 25th.
what do I want:
contacts (because I've been wearing the same pare for a year when I should've worn then for 2weeks and thrown then out.) $55.
00
a job so i can finally start getting my shit together and get an apartment and insurance for my medical bills.
my credit cards paid off $5,500.
00
a trip to the dentist to have my teeth clean because I haven't done that since I was 18 and am now 23 Idk how much that cost without insurance
my house to sell because I haven't live in my own fucking house in well over 3 year!!!!!!!!!
a new cell phone because I can't stand this piece of shit one $150.
00
A decent lap top $800.
00
all my dvds that I had to sell back because they were my life $500.
00
a divorce which cost $300.
00
a name change so the ppl I don't want to find me can't again $300.
00
and a new apartment where I can have a dog $1,300.
00
so if you want to send me any of these thing or money feel free to send the
Blame MeI'm always gonna be one life behind
That's why I'm all alone
What's it gonna take to make you see
That we are falling apart
I wonder can we throw away the past
So we can stop the screaming match
I'm not gonna break down anymore
I've found my way to the door
I can see through both of us
It's an issue over trust
It's killing me it's killing me
To watch you leave me
I've tried to talk about what's really wrong
I see that look of discontent
The volume starts to rise and then it's on
That's why I have to go
Dealing with the pain is all that's left
Because we can not get along
You wanna put the blame on me again
I think that we have reached the end
I can see through both of us
It's an issue over trust
It's killing me it's killing me
To watch you leave me
I can see through both of us
It's an issue over trust
You keep blaming me
blaming me for what you do to me.
It's your turn to watch me leave you
It's your turn to watch me leave you
It's your
Would You Please Give This To My Daddy!!!This is one of those good old e-mails that keep popping up. I just had to share it with you all again.
Will you give this to my Daddy?
As a Company, Southwest Airlines is going to support 'Red Fridays.'
Last week I was in Atlanta , Georgia attending a conference. While I
was in the airport, returning home, I heard several people behind me
beginning to clap and cheer. I immediately turned around and witnessed
one of the greatest acts of patriotism I have ever seen.
Moving thru the terminal was a group of soldiers in their camos. As they
began heading to their gate, everyone (well almost everyone)was abruptly
to their feet with their hands waving and cheering.
When I saw the soldiers, probably 30-40 of them, being applauded and
cheered for, it hit me. I'm not alone. I'm not the only red-blooded
American who still loves this country and supports our troops and their
families.
Of course I immediately stopped and began clapping for these young
unsun
Tech SupportTECH SUPPORT
Dear Tech Support,
Last year I upgraded from Boyfriend 5.0 to Husband 1.0 and noticed a distinct slow down in overall system performance -- particularly in the flower and jewelry applications, which operated flawlessly under Boyfriend 5.0.
In addition, Husband 1.0 uninstalled many other valuable programs, such as Romance 9.5 and Personal Attention 6.5 and then installed undesirable programs such as NFL 5.0, NBA 3.0, and Golf Clubs 4.1. Conversation 8.0 no longer runs, and Housecleaning 2.6 simply crashes the system. I've tried running Nagging 5.3 to fix these problems, but to no avail.
What can I do?
Signed, Desperate
Dear Desperate:
First keep in mind, Boyfriend 5.0 is an Entertainment Package, while Husband 1.0 is an Operating System. Please enter the command: "I Thought You Loved Me.exe" and try to download Tears 6.2 and don't forget to install the Guilt 3.0 update. If that application works as designed,
I Am Ready To Cry-spread The Word!!!!!Sometimes, life is funny. Not laughing funny, but ironic. Those of us who are lucky, can say we have amazing parents who are always there for us. And some are lucky and can say that their parents weren't the greatest, but did the best they could or the best they knew how, but we never suffered or endured what these poor kids have. Then there are those who were there. They lived the nightmare. I am so sorry for those children, who have grown up and are now doing all they can do to be productive adults, despite the childhood nightmares they lived. And to those who didn't make it into adulthood before losing their sanity over it or didnt live to see themselves have their own families and children. My heart goes out to each of you. Please, to those who know of children in that position, you aren't sure? Don't want to cause any trouble? Don't want to assume and misjudge? But yet, you know in your heart, that child next door, the child down the block, or the child friend of your own child
Best Friends .C:Documents and SettingsLightningDesktopstashEntryRaw.htm
Am I Asking Too Much?Aren't there any real people out there anymore? Someone who means what they say and say what they mean? Someone who keeps their word when they promise to be honest with you no matter what, as long as you give the same in return? Someone that won't go behind your back and badmouth you to your own friends? Is there no one out there who believes in making the effort towards what they want?
My experience over the last couple years seems to be that the answer to every one of those questions is NO.
For those that know me personally, you know that I do anything I can to help my friends and family when needed. Many times I go above and beyond what is necessary, just to try to help someone out.
I have shared my heart with others, just to have it thrown away... usually for something I had no control over.
Maybe I'm too trusting. Maybe I'm blind. I guess I still believe in TRUE LOVE... being with the one person who loves you UNCONDITIONALLY. Doesn't try to change everyth
My ConfessionI am a part of the fellowship of the unashamed
I have Holy Ghost Spirit power
The die has been cast
I have stepped over the line
The decision has been made
I am a disciple of His
I will not look back...
let up...
slow down...
back away...
or be still
My past is redeemed
My present makes sense
My future is secure
I am FINISHED and done with:
low-living,
sight-walking,
chintzy-giving,
dwarf goals.
I no longer need:
pre-eminance...
prosperity...
position...
prominence...
plaudits...or
POPULARITY
I don't have to be:
right...
first...
tops...
recognized...
praised...
regarded...or
rewarded
I now live by presence...
lean by faith...
I AmMY HAWAIIAN NAME
1. The first 2 letters of your name:
KA
2. The first 2 letters of your middle name:
AN
3. The letter i:
I
4. Double the 3rd letter in your name
RR
5. The letter a:
A
6. Put it all together:
KAANIRRA BIRTH ORDER OF CHILDREN
1st baby: You begin wearing maternity
clothes as soon as your OB/GYN confirms your pregnancy.
2nd baby: You wear your regular clothes
for as long as possible.
3rd baby: Your maternity clothes ARE
your regular clothes.
_____________________________________________________
Preparing for the birth:
1st baby: You religiously practice your
breathing.
2nd baby: You don't bother . . . because
Spotlight FundDo you want see me in the spotlight? Here is your chance I'm getting close but need some help from you to get there!
I am not begging here, I am offering to help you out, what do you need? Pic rates, stash rates help to level, or are you in a contest, I will do these things to help you out. I am also offering salutes so take your pick.
Let me know what you need help with?
25,000 I will rate 100 stash
30,000 I will rate 100 pics
40,000 I will rate 200 stash
50,000 I will rate 200 pics
75,000 gets you all 100 11's for the day.
100,000 I will sent you a salute, and a sexy one!
The higher the amount the more I will do for you so let me know what you need help with!
Click the pic below to sent your fu-bucks. Thanks again my friends!
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What Do I Need?Would you cry
If we had to say goodbye
Would you weep
And cry yourself to sleep
Would you still care
If I couldn’t be there
I need someone to support me
To love whoever I want to be
I need someone to care
Someone to always be there
I need someone to love me
No matter what unconditionally
I need someone to love me like they should
And to always take the bad with the good
I need someone to light up the dark
And always be there to protect my heart
I need someone to catch me if ever I fall
And not need any praise at all
If you cant love me
Let me go let me be
If you cant be there
Don’t act like you care
If you cant be that man
Don’t ask for my hand
I need to wake up to a smiling face
I need someone to walk beside me through this place
I need to know that I am loved
And that it’s a blessing from above
I need a man to forever be true
So I really don’t need you
True Friendswell evveryone if ur a true friend to me u will comment and vote on this blog if not the oh well it doesnt matter anyways.
Boo's BirthdayWell today the 18th is Boo's real birthday, but tomorrow is her Party @ Monkey Joe's. everyone is reall excited b/c she picked the place for herself.
I Snagged her gift on the way home form the doctors office. She wanted it last week when we were in North Carolina. But i made her wait for her birthday.
More information coming later.
My B*tch For The Dayno this is not about me about someone else...its pretty fn sad when ppl help out others lots and think they have atleast become friends with someone...and when they need help...pooffffff where is their so called friends??..i have many wonderful friends that help me out and i have a lot of fun on here but dam help out others on here...if we all made one comment one rate for others that would even help...yeah there im done this blog...
,,!,,
oh look i flipped u the bird
go help her out i have helped many on here now im asking u to help her out one rate one comment aint so hard is it..
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More UpdatesWell to those who care, I have a MAGNIFICENT time :-)! I spent 5 days with the most wonderful man on the planet! I don't think that the trip could have gone any better then it had! I am so excited about everything we have experienced together so far and am very much looking forward to our futures together!
I can only hope that everyone out there gets to be even half as happy as I am right at this very moment!
It is a little sad to be back in Ohio right now, because I miss everything about him! I miss him like crazy, but I know it won't be long until we are together again!
Baby, I love you so much!
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Good, Bad, I'm The One With The Gun!Wrote my final test today, four months before I go back. What to do what to do. So what is with the little pieces of paper with the addresses on? Is that a cult thing? Do I have to sacrifice 2 virgins a goat and stick a piece of loose leaf on my forehead with some strange fubar biblical page address? Will dancing naked in a circle of trees be necessary? Do I need to memorize all the words to Brittany Spears new song and chat them as I burn incense? I am sure there is a better reason than I can come up with, but I don't want to do that dancing bit just yet, as I am in Canada, and it is snowing outside right now. So here I am, new to this fubar, running around with scissors would make as much sense to me right now. I am exploring this new world with wide eyed amazement, not really knowing why I am even here. Oh wait, thats right, someone invited me. And being the curious type, I jumped in feet first and everything else be damned. Which leads me to some thoughts...
What is this sight
Hot New Luck?~?so anyways a good friend of mine was on the phone with me while shopping ***some time ago
and well at that time I thought I was going to have this great "event" happen and had a perfect outfit and everything...just missing those perfect shoes that will polish the look...
so I found the most sexiest pair of shoes every but they were SOOOOOOOO expensive....
lallall work..URGH long story short I never wore them until the other day for my OWN PLEASURE and well..they are good luck shoes!
*elevator*events*WINK WINK~!!!~~~~~~~~~
do any of you lame a$$e$ read this
RoseRose
To fill the pain that runs down the cheek
to her there is no peek just merely meek
of what she will not speak
for that may be the reason she will not sleep
the endless night of counting sheep
the mindless thought that deny her peace
for the tears feeds the roots to color the rose
for that is the way to clear the soul
Internet LovePEOPLE FALL IN AND OUT OF LOVE DAILY ON THE INTERNET. QUITE CONFUSING, LIKE MIDDLE SCHOOL ALL OVER AGAIN. GRANTED SOMETIMES IT ACTUALLY WORKS FOR SOME PEOPLE BUT FOR A MAJORITY ITS JUST A GAME. THATS SOMETHING I HAVE LEARNED
Trytrytry************************
This is a Happy Birthday gift to my husband.
The man that is all things to me.
"My Lover" "My Confidante"
He is a caring, loving father.
Enjoys having a great time.
He is the man I utterly adore.
My Best Friend.
Baby, I hope you have the greatest of birthday's
{ YOGO }
And I Love You with every inch of me!!!
Mystery Fu-bling?I wanted to thank whoever gave me the blingpack. I was in the process of buying more and noticed that there was 10 credits in my account. Hmmm...? Dont remember seeing any mail or notice that they were there or who bought them for me. Unless, I was REALLY high and I'm sorry if I forgot ;-)
Thanks again =-)
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Starting OverThank you to all who have been helping me build my points back up. I can't repay everyone at the moment due to running out of rates but I will ASAP.. I have some great old friends from my other profile helping and I have made some super new ones !!! big hugs to all !!!
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Southern BoyA Southern Boy was stopped by a game warden in Ellijay, Georgia recently with two ice chests full of fish. He was leavin' a cove well-known for its fishing.
The game warden asked the man, 'Do you have a license to catch those fish?'
'Naw, sir', replied the Southern Boy. 'I ain't got none of them there licenses. You must understand, these here are my pet fish.'
'Pet fish?'
'Yeah. Every night, I take these here fish down to the lake and let 'em swim 'round for awhile . Then, when I whistle, they jump right back into these here ice chests and I take 'em home.'
'That's a bunch of hooey! Fish can't do that.'
The Southern Boy looked at the warden for a moment and then said, 'It's the truth Mr. government Man. I'll show ya. It really works.'
'O.K.', said the warden. 'I've got to see this!'
The Southern Boy poured the fish into the lake and stood and waited.
After several minutes, the warden says, 'Well?'
'Well, what?', says the Southern Boy.
Th
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Should I Stay Or Should I GoOK PEEOPLES I MADE SOME KICK ASS FRIENDS ON HERE AND SOME I LOST ALONG THE WAY BY NOT TALKIN TO THEM OR JUST HAVENT TALK TO IN MONTHS. I BEEN TRYIN TO GET MY LIFE RIGHT AND AINT SHYT HAPPENIN SINCE 08 STARTED. EVERYTHING WAS GOOD TILL THEN BUT IM NOT GOIN TO GET IN TO ALL THAT RIGHT NOW. BUT U WANT TO KNOW JUST ASK. BUT FOR NOW IM GOT TO MUCH TO WORK OUT ON FIX BEFORE I GET BACK TO BEIN ME AGAIN. OK WELL THIS SHOULD BE FUN TRYIN TO GET IT RIGHT LOL YAY ME. OK WELL TTYL PEOPLES.....
WELL THX FOR LISTEN OR READIN THIS.
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SimiMe and my guy have been going around in circles for the last ten years and I don't know what to do. He's lied, cheated, and been in and out of relationship with other girls and still I can't stop myself from falling for him every time I hear his voice. He's told me that I'm his best friend and anchor, that I still have his rib (Adam & Eve ppl) and yet as soon as another girl catches his eye, it's like I don't exist. Then again, he's talked to me when he's been in those other relationships. What's he want from me? I know what I want and he knows what I want, but what I want to know is what he wants? Any ideas? Thoughts? Suggestions? It's a beautiful day here and I had a nice night last night talking to my new friend. He's awesome and made me laugh most the night. Thanks Sasa
ExHow can a woman say that she loves her kids, then totally disappoint them all the time? My ex is supposed to have the kids this weekend. But, because she had a bad day or something, hell I don't know, she isn't going to take them. She does this all the time. I can not figure out why. My kids have called her several times and left her messages telling her that they want to see her this weekend but she just ignores the calls. Wow, I just got a call from her and she says that she is having a bad day and doesn't want the kids today. How screwed up is that? If she thinks I am turning them over to her tomorrow she can kiss my ass. I am not working my schedule around "when it is convenient for her to have the kids." I am so sorry that I had to write this. I really just had to vent. Thank you if you actually read all of this. Talk to you soon.
Lovingdad1
I Want To Know.. Why?All I want to know is why does it take threatening to leave here to get people to talk to me? Why wasn't it okay to talk to me when I wasn't going to leave?
I feel like everything I have is gone now..
I deleted my lounge.. something I worked since last year on and so hard..now with that gone.. I have nothing here. It is so odd logging on now and have no place to go. :(:(
Most of the people that used to talk to me on a regular basis left and doesn't talk to me anymore..Yes I have went to them and said "hi.. how are you doing".. and nothing back.. I didn't realize that I was a terrible person..I miss all my friends so badly.. yeah yeah.. this is the internet.. but I met some of these people in person.. and that makes it different. And I spent two YEARS with some of them here.. back before most of you ever heard of this place.
I am not the only one this has happened to.. I have seen people say they are leaving cause no one talks to them.. and yet.. when they say they are le
My CurseI watched you walk away
Helpless, with nothing to say
I strain my eyes
Hoping to see you again
This is my curse (the longing)
This is my curse (time)
This is my curse (the yearning)
This is my curse
There is love burning to find you
Will you wait for me?
Will you be there?
Your silence haunts me
But still I hunger for you
This is my curse (the wanting)
This is my curse (time)
This is my curse (the needing)
This is my curse
There is love burning to find you
Will you wait for me?
Still I want
And still I ache
But still I wait
To see you again
Dying, inside, these walls
And I see your face in these tears? In these tears
And I see your face...
There is love
Just StopJust stop enough of the limitless critical comments on my life
Just drop the judgment and all of your pseudo-involvement in my life
Step back a moment, and look at the miracle started in our life
Don't stop the moment, and let the incredible happen knowing that
All that you want is to criticize
Something for nothing
And all that I want is forgiveness one more time
To be the best in the world
Just stop with all of your little deliberate problems with my life
Enough of all the crippling, terrible pain we feel inside
Step back a moment, remember how the miracle started in our life
Take back the torment; I wont be enjoying this moment knowing that
All that you want is to criticize
Something for nothing
And all that I want is forgiveness one more time
I know that
All that we want is to feel inside
Some kind of comfort
And all that we've done
We cant hide
We'll be the best in the world
All I ever wanted was to be a real source of compassion
For the moment that w
RiseRise
Throw away
The charade of your life
Let the flame of my heart
Burn away
Your complacence tonight
I command you to rise
Wash away
The decay of your life
Feel the light of your eyes
Find the way
Through the darkness tonight
Fearing no one
Do you really think I covet like you do
Come take me away
Remove the fear from my eyes
Feel the flame of my heart
Burning away
All conversation denied
Hearing no one
Am I precious to you now?
Am I precious to you now?
Now rise
Turn away
From the shame of your life
Feel the light from my eyes
Offering
Consolation denied
Fearing no one
Do you really think I want it like you do
Come take me away
Remove the fear from my eyes
Feel the flame of my heart
Burning away
All conversation denied
Hearing no one
Am I precious to you now?
Am I precious to you now?
Fearing no one
Saviors of my soul
Am I precious to you now?
Am I precious to you now?
Now I cannot stop this
Pure emotion
Falling from my
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Universal Mind Fuck - Read & RepostAoccdrnig to rscheearch at Cmabrigde uinervtisy, it deosn't mttaer waht oredr the ltteers in a wrod are, the olny iprmoetnt tihng is taht the frist and lsat ltteres are at the rghit pclae. The rset can be a tatol mses and you can sitll raed it wouthit a porbelm. Tihs is bcuseae we do not raed ervey lteter by it slef but the wrod as a wlohe.
Now isnt that interesting people?
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WreckageYeah so I messed my car up....But it could have been worst....It will be fixed and better than ever....But my nose got a good gash and so....Yeah it sucks, I hurt, 5 stitches....But I'll get through this....Now you can call me Scarface!!!
Sand And StoneTWO FRIENDS WERE WALKING
THROUGH THE DESERT.
DURING SOME POINT OF THE
JOURNEY, THEY HAD AN
ARGUMENT; AND ONE FRIEND
SLAPPED THE OTHER ONE
IN THE FACE.
THE ONE WHO GOT SLAPPED
WAS HURT, BUT WITHOUT
SAYING ANYTHING,
WROTE IN THE SAND:
TODAY MY BEST FRIEND
SLAPPED ME IN THE FACE.
THEY KEPT ON WALKING,
UNTIL THEY FOUND AN OASIS,
WHERE THEY DECIDED
TO TAKE A BATH
THE ONE WHO HAD BEEN
SLAPPED GOT STUCK IN THE
MIRE ! AND STARTED DROWNING,
BUT THE FRIEND SAVED HIM.
AFTER HE RECOVERED FROM
THE NEAR DROWNING,
HE WROTE ON A STONE:
'TODAY MY BEST FRIEND
SAVED MY LIFE '.
THE FRIEND WHO HAD SLAPPED
AND SAVED HIS BEST FRIEND
ASKED HIM, 'AFTER I HURT YOU,
YOU WROTE IN THE SAND AND NOW,
YOU WRITE ON A STONE, WHY?'
THE FRIEND REPLIED
'WHEN SOMEONE HURTS US
WE SHOULD WRITE IT DOWN
IN SAND, WHERE WINDS OF
FORGIVENESS CAN ERASE IT AWAY.
BUT, WHEN SOMEONE DOES
SOMETHING GOOD FOR US,
WE MUST ENGRAVE IT IN STON
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My Mumm ReplyTHE MORE I READ THIS THE MORE PISSED I GET.FIRST OF ALL WHY ARE THE UGLY PEOPLE GIVING HER A HARD TIME AND THE PEOPLE THAT ARE SOMEWHAT ATTRACTIVE BEING SYPATHETIC?THE CHICKS NOT STUPID,JUST WEARS HER HEART ON HER SLEEVE AND BELIEVED IN SOMEONE SHE FELL IN LOVE WITH.SHE TRUSTED THIS DICKHOLE AND HE LIED TO HER,PLAIN AND SIMPLE.NOW HE'S PULLING THE OL' MOPED STUNT(LOTS OF FUN TO RIDE,BUT YOU DON'T WANT YOUR FRIENDS TO SEE YOU ON 'EM).THE FUNNY THING IS THE ROLES SHOULD BE REVERSED.I KNOW WHAT THIS GUY LOOKS LIKE AND THERE AREN'T ENOUGH BAGS AT THE GROCERY STORE TO HIDE HIS BALDING MUG.SHE HAPPENED TO FALL FOR A OLD MAN WHO PRETENDED TO BE SINGLE,THATS ALL.EVERY GUY ON HERE WOULDN'T STAND A CHANCE W/THIS BEAUTY,INCLUDING MYSELF,SO GET A GRIP B4 I HAVE MY BODYGUARDS BEAT ALL OF YOUR STUPID ASSES.SHE IS SEEING THE LIGHT AND THIS MUMM IS PROOF THAT SHE'S THOUGHT LONG AND HARD ABOUT THIS.SO STOP THE NAME CALLING YOU COLD HEARTED KNOBS.SHE'S ONTO HIM NOW...AND IF FOR SOME REASON WE ARE ALL WR
Sisters Ongoing BattleWell today at 12 noon, the doctors came in and told everyone that my sister could not have her bypass surgery today.
They had already taken x-rays of her arteries in her neck. And , the one on the left side of her neck is 80% closed.
So today they had to go in and operate on her neck. Open the artery up and clean it out. Close her back up and prey they got all the blockage.
They had to do this operation first to allow a better passage for blood to flow to her brain for the bypass.
They took her back at 1pm and we didnt see her until 730pm.. Such a long day.
Doctor said she did really good during it all.
If she stays stable, her bypass will be Monday.
If she gets worse over the weekend, they will do an emergency bypass.
So far, the doctors say 3 arteries, but maybe all 5 once they get in there.
She looked good when she came out of surgery. Good color, nodded her head when we spoke to her. But, of course still drugged really heavily.
Under the circumstances she looked good,
Leigh Anne's ThoughtsYou start out seeing someone, knowing that it is not serious. Just a no strings attached good time for both. Along the way, feelings develop on both sides. Neither is the "L" side!! Heaven forbid!! She has had a bad time of things, so has he. She would really love to make something permanent, he is very gun shy.
She can back off and leave things alone as they are, but it really is hard to do. He says he really cares for her, but doesn't want a commitment of any kind. OK, well she would like to back off, but is really having a problem with that because she is wrestling with her emotions and feelings on this whole thing and really not sure where to turn next. As far as she knows (from her side, anyway) neither is seeing anyone else. She has been told to go for it if another guy comes along who might be the right one. He likes his solitude after the last bitch he dated.
Here's the problem: To her, he feels like the right one and she has stayed true to him. It would feel like cheatin
The End Is NearLadies and Gentlemen... After almost 2 years of coming to this site... I regret to tell you... That will short I will be leaving Fubar... I have already disbanded the "Southern Sex Symbol Group"... and shortly within the next few weeks... I will be disbanding the "Justice League Mafia"... Why?!? Because I gonna try focusing more on want matters to me more than this site... I been spending alot more time working on the page Shayla and I created on Myspace and I even taken about 95% of the people I once had on my yahoo messenger off... I wanna thank everyone for all the good times... Its been extremely fun... but its time for me to say good-bye... So once my VIP runs out... I will do a farewell video and have that on display for a week or so... then then I will say good-bye to everyone... and close my account down... So get in your comments and drinks and rates now... Cause the clock is ticking... and I am just about outta here...
Going For GodfatherHe's been trying to godfather and needs our help! He's a wonderful friend, one of my best fu-friends.
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He's a wonderful person who spends a lot of time rating pictures and stash and sadly he's found a lot of people don't return the love.
So let's work together and get this fu GodFathered!!
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SportsIce Hog Game Current mood: cheerful Category: Sports
Tonight was a good night i wasn't sure that i was going to go but my friend Rebecca sent me a message we ended up going to see the Rockford Ice Hogs Play the Milwaukee admirals. We got free long sleeve t-shirts when we got there early and then after the game the band Night Ranger was going to play so we stayed to watch themIt was a good game the ice hogs got out to a 3-0 Lead and then the admirals scored one. IN the third period the ice hogs got out to a 6-1 lead which is cool bercause you get a free shake or concrete at culvers.Rockford, Ill.- Call it revenge for last season's playoff sweep or call it the product of a team playing well at home, but the Rockford IceHogs cruised to a 6-1 win over the Milwaukee Admirals at the Rockford MetroCentre on Friday. Corey Crawford was brilliant in net making 32 saves including 15 in the second period to keep Rockford in control.It was a good one but it
Another Auction!!This is the winner of my last auction!!!
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Moments In My WorldI learned a lesson long ago, one which has stayed with me ever since. I was ten years old and in the fifth grade. At that time, I was living in a little town in northern Arizona which delights in calling itself the “Gateway to the Grand Canyon”. I remember it was in the coming spring of 1978.
I was taking the bus home from school, a convenience I was determined to take advantage of for as long as I could, which unfortunately would end that year. Come sixth grade and I’d be a pedestrian. Yes, I truly did walk home from school exactly two miles up hill each day through the snow.
The argument wasn’t mine. It was my friends. He was in the grade below me and he was my friend because he was my next-door neighbor for my first year in that town. What memory I have of the other kid is vague, pretty much unimportant, as was the argument itself. It was on something so trivial, so incredibly stupid, that it’s profundity was assured. It was pretty much a variant on the Superman vs
I Went To A PartyI went to a party,
And remembered what you said.
You told me not to drink, Mom,
so I had a sprite instead.
I felt proud of myself,
The way you said I would,
that I didn't drink and
drive,
though some friends said I should.
I made a healthy choice,
And your advice to me was right.
The party finally ended,
and the kids drove out of sight.
I got into my car,
Sure to get home in one piece.
I never knew what was coming, Mom,
something I expected least.
Now I'm lying on the pavement,
And I hear the policeman say,
the kid that caused this wreck was drunk,
Mom, his voice seems far away.
My own blood's all around me,
As I try hard not to cry.
I can hear the paramedic say,
this girl is going to die.
I'm sure the guy had no idea,
While he was flying high.
Because he chose to drink and drive,
now I would have to die.
So why do people do it, Mom
Knowing that it ruins lives?
And now the pain is cutting me,
like a hundred stabbing knives.
Tell sister n
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~ 10 Signs That A Man Loves You ~~10 signs He's In Love with You~
When you're involved with a man there's one question that often pops into your mind and that's what is he really feeling for you. Not all men are the great communicators we wish they were and it can be difficult to know if his feelings reflect our feelings. When you are wondering about what's going on in his heart and mind consider the 10 signs that he's in love with you. Recognizing these can help you determine what he's really feeling, even if he's not expressing it clearly.
The most obvious of the 10 signs that he's in love with you is his desire to spend time with you. When a man is head over heels he'll find reasons to see the woman he adores. Even if it's for a mere five minutes at the end of the day, he'll make the time. On a similar note if he often texts, calls or emails you, he's got you on his mind. This is another sign that his feelings are pretty intense.
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PoemI thought that you loved me
when you got down on bended knee
When our vows were exchanged
something soon changed
you woke me from my slumber
took me up then pushed me under
you told me lies and you cheated
my life became defeated
you robbed me of my trust
and left me in your dust
my life never to be the same
because of your cruel game
you raped my soul with your lies
tricked my heart with your disguise
lost all of my perception
due to the art of your deception
My body internally bleeding
because of all your misleading
you stole everything from me
all that remains is strewn debris
I want to be whole again
but with you I'll just have a hole with in
I need to leave you
but you wont let me no matter what I do
why do you persist to keep a hold of me?
you hate and despise every inch that you see
stuck in your brutality
I’m losing sight of reality
I am slowly fading away
the more and more you betray
los
Just ThoughtsI am not to sure on how to start this blog. Its about someone special in my life at this point in time. Some of my freinds will know who it is about and some will not. But if this person reads this blog they will know its about them. There is someone special in my life who has been there for me when times were so hard for me. When i was thinking all else failed he was there. Me and him have had alot of deep talks about life and things we wanted out of it. We have both been so hurt with realtionships and have been used in them as well. But at the point in my life where i was ready to give up and just say fuck it. He popped up.And out of the blue just started talking to me and understood wat i was feeling but at the same time we were kinda leary on things. But then when he got to know me and i got to know him i seen that he was somewhat a male version of me and its scary. Cause that is what i have been searching for all my life was someone like me. And the last few months he has started
Giving UpThey say :: Never give up on someone that you can not go a day without thinking about.
NawlinsI'm home. Yay. I had an absolute blast, but I'm glad to be back home. I could use about 24 hours of sleep but unfortunately I've got to go to work tomorrow. *pout*. Check out my "New Orleans" folder of pics. I have some posted. Tomorrow (later today really) will be my major photo taking day. We'll be parading right down Bourbon Street and then afterwards musical entertainment.
Woohoo Great News...Our very own Drew, is under 180k to Godmothering...Lets all help her out and make this happen for her in the next day, I know it can be done...If she's not already your friend, check out her page fan rate and add her while you're there...She's got a lot of stash pics and other pics that need rated...I know one day you'll be in the same boat getting close to leveling, she's the type of person to help out...
Click her purdy pic and go straight to her page...Thanks in advance...Tina
•DREW• Owned By Violets & TyWebb@ fubar
Birthday Bash GiveawayOkay!! If you don't know by now this is my birthday weekend. I want to celebrate it all weekend. Here is the deal! My birthday is on Monday, but I want to give you a gift, FU-BUCKS!!!
If you rate 10's on ALL 100 pics in my 35th Birthday Bash Giveaway folder, I will give you 10k (fubucks)...
If you rate 11's on ALL 100 pics, I will give you 15k (fubucks)....
First, when rating any of these pics it MUST be during HAPPY HOUR to be eligible for the fu-bucks....
Second, when you are done rating ALL 100 pics in my folder, you must send me a private message (Don't use shoutbox!) stating that you rated all my pics with either 10's or 11's...
Please allow time for me to verify all pics has been rated. Once the rates has been verified, I will send you fu-bucks via FuPal.
Last but not least, to participate and recieve fubucks you must be on my friends list. You have to rate/fan/add me. :)
Thank you and HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!!!
To That S.o.b. That Thought He Was Holdin Me Down!!!Without You?
When I heard the news I was : DEVASTATED
How will I live without you?
Who will I be without you?
When will I be happy without you?
What can I do without you?
Why do you want me to live without you?
In the days after I tried to end it all I was: DENYING
How can I breathe without you?
Who will care for me without you?
When will I awake and not be without you?
What can I say, beg, and plead so I'll not be without you?
Why would you ask me to go on without you?
When I told my family and friends I was: DRAINED
How will I make my life work without you?
Who recognizes me without you?
When will I smile again without you?
What more would I attain without you?
Why would I be needed without you?
When I awoke I was: DETERMINED
How did I find myself? Without you!
Who places me first? Me… without you!
When will I be happy again? As long as I'm… without you!
What motivates me??? Being without you!
Why did I
Put Dat Ni**a On Blast!People the following blog was posted on my MySpace Page on December 27th originally. At the time, I felt I had to remove it because I was still allowing myself to live in fear and be controlled by the S.O.B. mentioned below. I am not his property anymore. And if I have thoughts or feelings I want to post for my friends and loved ones to see, Im gonna post them. Forget his threats and/or actions. I don't need his approval for anything anymore. I have reclaimed MY life in 2008 and I intend on being happy, and able to go forward from here. I believe in love and won't let one bitter, cruel S.O.B. ruin that for me for the rest of my life. I love all of you that have been down for me... ladies holla at ya girl... my loving, supportive family of course.... and to the one that makes me smile and laugh and look forward to love and happiness in the future you know who you are (J)*Mwahh*... you all mean the world to me! Thank you all for each taking a piece of my broken heart and mending it back
Inside Of MeInside Of Me
If you could see inside my soul
see inside my heart
you would know how I long for you
whenever we're apart
If you could see inside my head
if thoughts were things to see
you would know how I cherish you
how much you mean to me
In all the ways you comfort me
the way you hold me near
the way you know just what to do
to chase away my fear
The sparkle in your beautiful eyes
your smile, laugh, your touch
are just a few of many reasons
I love you oh so much
Knowing I can talk to you
about any and everything
and knowing together we will get
through whatever life may bring
I could search the whole world over
and this I know is true
I would never find another love
like the love I found with you
Though with each new day, each sunrise
we can't know what's in store
there is one thing I know for sure
each day I love you more
So if you could see inside my head
if thoughts were things to see
you would know I blessed I feel
to have you here
Happy HourSunday 8 pm fubar time, 11 est, I will be hosting Happy Hour, so please visit my page and show me lots o love...I'm trying to godmother and earn enough fubucks to make the spotlight...I'll do my best to return all the love...If you would send me a private message I'll definitely not forget who was at my page...Hope to see you there, if not, level up your friends that need it...Much love and respect, Tina
Sunday @ 8 pm fubar time
Sunday @ 11 pm est.
Will be when I'm hosting Happy Hour...Be there or be square lol...Hope to see you visit my page and show me some fubar love to help me get closer to leveling...Thank you...Tina
You Never Knowi lost 9 lbs in last ten days,i was exspecting more bad news at the cardio appointment to day .all is looking better i my goal is to get to 220 to 230. im borderline diabetic now so i am making major changes in my lfe and habits,life is too short as it is with out being my own exucutioner.my zanex is working now that i hve adjusted to it.i,ve gotten to the point wher i am ready to quit smoking.i have replaced much of the time spend on here with exercise and quality time with my wife and friends.i have rated fanned and sent add request to all that i have droped in on,i have never asked to be rated faned or to help me level or win some meaninglss contest for points.all that i have done to help you all was because thats me.i dont do the drama or group hate crap. i have blocked only a holes that where doing good pepole dirty, i have reach out to many in friendship onl to be dissed or ignored no problem here i will no lnger support those that dont reply to honest friendship,lifes too shor
Dallas/ft Worth Party!THE PARTY IS TONIGHT YA'LL! COME ON OUT!!
It all started out with (Deb) Blueroses
~Blueroses~ you just never know@ fubar
and (Barb) Tulsa's Angel
Tulsa's Angel~ Sarge's Bad Girl ~ Club FAR Promoter / Sisters4Life ~@ fubar
talking about needing a girls night out. Ha! It didn't take much to convince us that even tho
we're in different states, we ARE going to do this!!!!
Calling all girls needing a night out! Saturday, April 19th, 2008 in Arlington, Texas!
!!! UPDATE !!!
While this is going to be a girls' night out and the girls will congregate together, we are inviting all Fubarians, all guys and gals! THIS WILL BE STAG... WE ARE NOT HOOKING UP .. .NO PERVS ALLOWED, but boys, you ARE invited! Let Tulsa's Angel or Blueroses know and we will be sure you are on the blogs and bulletins!
APRIL 19, 2008
ALL OF FUBAR
COWBOYS IN ARLINGTON TEXAS
BE THERE OR BE SQUARE!!!
Cowboys plays country and hip hop.
The best part is they serve li
I BelieveI believe......
....That you can do something in an instant that will give you heartache for life.
....That it's taking me a long time to become the person I want to be.
....That you should always leave loved ones with loving words. It may be the last time you see them.
....That you can keep going long after you think you can't.
....That we are responsible for what we do, no matter how we feel.
....That either you control your attitude or it controls you.
....That heroes are the people who do what has to be done when it needs to be done, regardless of the consequences.
....That it isn't always enough to be forgiven by others. Sometimes you have to learn to forgive yourself.
The Ubiquitous Topic: Sex.My Mistress loves me.
I walk into the room, as you ordered. I can feel the tension building in me already. I am prepared. Boots; hands cuffed behind me; otherwise naked as the day I was born. My cock is already half hard, because I know how much you love me. I know what is coming. The sweet torture, the tension, the humiliation, the satisfaction, the release. If I please you, the release.
Yes, Mistress.
I back up against the wall, assume the position. Standing upright, bound hands behind me flat against the wall. Head tilted back, touching the wall. Feet spread slightly, on display. My chest swells for you. With my head back, I cannot see you any more. I must be satisfied with the memory of what I just observed. I see you there: endless waves of tight curls frame your face and shoulders. High, proud, breasts, a barbell through the left nipple....ah, the nights I've spent serving those. A shiver runs through me.
Yes, Mistress.
My nostrils flare; my movement has displeased you. I fl
BigbadboySomeone named bigbadboy hit my shoutbox this morning, nice person but has an honesty issue. Talks in circles, can't decide waht gender it is today, Maybe a Gay man, Maybe a straight woman, but seems only here to mess with peoples minds, It was quite fun but not enough fun I suppose. So if you get the chance tell the person hello.
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Ho
Moving On...Tis over, the first week - and man, can this be all there is?
I'm not one to be prejudiced as you well know, but the class started with about 20 whites and 12 blacks - all the whites are still here, and all of the blacks but two are gone, and those two are fighting for their lives.
Really, it's childs play. In order to get a CDL ( Commercial Drivers License) One must first pass the fout permit requirements - I and most of us passed those the secodn day. ( I now temporarily hold an Idiana drivers license - best damned license photo EVER!)
Once we pass out road tests, we'll be good to go. In order to get that far, one must do a word for word inspection of the entire vehicle - rote memorization unless you know the parts - I do.
Apparently, the brothers in the class are NOT what you'd call the cream - come in late, no home work, yadda yadda yadda - at any rate, it's beginning to look REALLY white in there.
For what they pay, I would suggest this career to anyone who is at l
Poem I Wrote In High SchoolVampires
I was born with a cold heart
that is when all of this hate began to start.
I've been killing people since i was born
I am a freak on a leash, at least in the mind of korn.
My parents are horrified of me
I locked them in a room without a key.
I take people's souls for my power
I bite into their necks and the rest i devour.
You will never be safe and sound
as long as the deadly vampires are around.
I am the predator and they are the prey
my favorite time to suck blood is during the day.
You can't kill me no matter what you do
always remember I'll be the one to kill you.
Doctor, nurse, prostitute, lawyer
I can kill you all even Diane Sawyer.
I was once like them but now I've revived
I am now in control just because I died.
You tried to kill me with a cross and a sliver bullet
that just made me stronger and you really seem to know it.
Abest part of death is a bite on the neck
of to make a bitch a nervous wreck.
I look in the mirror t
Poem I Wrote In High School1But I said no.
You wanted me
So you begged and begged.
You wanted me
So you tried and tried.
You wanted me
So I gave in.
You wanted me
So we went to the movies.
You wanted me
So you saw the real me.
You wanted me
You saw the devil inside me.
You wanted me
So i ripped your insides out.
You wanted me
So you went to Hell where you belong.
You wanted me
So you see me in Hell because, I have the Devil inside.
So you shouldn't have wanted me right?
Poem I Wrote In High School2Mistake
The depression is bad when you are a teen
it is worse then any child has ever seen.
You feel you are not wanted when you are
they only like you because you have a car.
You go to a party and get drunk
you get in a car crash and hit a monk.
You wake up on the side of the road bleeding to death
you cannot find your best friend Beth.
When you find her she is already dead
lots of sad thoughts run through your head.
You fall to the ground and start to die
you feel your soul disappear into the sky.
Will You Give This To My DaddyThis is one of those good old e-mails that keep popping up. I just had to share it with you all again.
Will you give this to my Daddy?
As a Company, Southwest Airlines is going to support 'Red Fridays.'
Last week I was in Atlanta , Georgia attending a conference. While I
was in the airport, returning home, I heard several people behind me
beginning to clap and cheer. I immediately turned around and witnessed
one of the greatest acts of patriotism I have ever seen.
Moving thru the terminal was a group of soldiers in their camos. As they
began heading to their gate, everyone (well almost everyone)was abruptly
to their feet with their hands waving and cheering.
When I saw the soldiers, probably 30-40 of them, being applauded and
cheered for, it hit me. I'm not alone. I'm not the only red-blooded
American who still loves this country and supports our troops and their
families.
Of course I immediately stopped and began clapping for these young
unsun
I Want My Children Back!!!!TO ALL WHO READ THIS, PLEASE NOTE THAT THE CONTENT IN THIS BLOG IS MY OWN PERSONAL FEELINGS..THEY DO NOT REPRESENT THE VIEWS OF OTHER FUBAR PARTICIPANTS..THANK YOU...
NOW AS SOME OF YOU MAY ALREADY KNOW MY FIANCE, TOM AND I ARE BEING INVESTIGATED BY THE DEPARTMENT OF CHILD PROTECTIVE SERVICES...THE CHARGES BROUGHT AGAINST HIM ARE FALSE ALLEGATIONS OF ABUSE TOWARDS MY SON, TRISTAN..THERE ARE ABSOLUTELY NO SUBSTANTIAL MARKS OF ABUSE ON MY SON..HE HAS NOT BEEN ABUSED OR MISTREATED....I FEAR THE PERSON/PERSONS WHO FILED THE FALSE REPORT ARE TRYING TO GAIN CUSTODY OF MY SON,TRISTAN, AND TRYING TO USE THEIR POSITION AS A COUNTY CORRECTIONS OFFICER TO GAIN AN UPPER HAND SO TO SPEAK...TOM AND I HAVE BEEN SUBJECTED TO HAVING MY SON,TRISTAN, AND OUR NEWBORN DAUGHTER,AVA, REMOVED FROM OUR CARE AND PLACED ELSEWHERE...WE FEEL WE HAVE BEEN SUBJECTED TO A VERY ONE0SIDED INVESTIGATION THAT WE BELIEVE HAS BEEN CONDUCTED UNJUSTLY AND UNFAIRLY...WE FEEL WE HAVE BASICALLY BEEN UNFAIRLY ACCUSED AND CONV
Poem I Wrote In High School3My Fucked Up Life
I don't know why i can't stop my fucked up ways
I hurt my boyfriend and now i am in a never ending daze.
I wish i knew the truth about the way he feels
my heart has grown harder then any kind of steels.
I wish I knew why I am so thoughtless when it comes to boys
people think I just think they are toys.
I know guys have feelings to
I am not a whore so how do i have to prove it to you?
Do I need to wash off all of this gothic makeup
well i wear what i want and look how i feel so shut the fuck up!
I won't respect you if you don't respect me
if you look deeper then the makeup you will finally see.
I will never know how you feel when I lie
all I know is that when I lie to you I start to cry.
I don't care what everyone thinks
everyone who hates me are just a bunch of dinks.
I love you and I will not lie (to you)
if I do I insist i die.
I always have had no feelings for my acts
but now I hate myself because of all the facts.
This p
Words Of An Empty SoulShould I wait or should I go?
Why won't you let me know?
The beloved thoughts of our infatuation
Is secretly written in a place in my head
So no one could ever uncover my secret wish
Of your momentous return for us to finish
A story you once wanted to start
But left in the verge where I am standing so far
Every word I say secretly paints a fairytale
Of an untold promise that I still wait in pain
Because I can still remember why I hold on to this
It is when you said that I should wait for your kiss
The one that could wake me up from reality
And into a dream where there is you and me
But all I have are vague thoughts of you now
The way you spoke of the once greatest vows
So fragile, you told me not to tear you apart
Still you knew this is how we'd end up from the start
Why did I let you in to this heart of mine?
Before you came I was doing so fine
A happy yet a treacherous smile lurks from my face
Every bit of sadness visibly hides the trace
How bitter can our d
My Heart In Your Teethstartled by your touch,
her body tingles like a tightly drawn bow
aching for more.
just out of reach of the light
a soul aching for warmth,
lonely in her soliloquy.
the night wraps around her like
a comfort,
a song.
starry-eyed, she looks at you, in you,
to the soul of you.
and there she finds herself.
reaching out,
she touches your face
and comforts herself...
you're real.
she smiles as she feels
your hands in her hair, sliding on her skin
trembling a little at your soft dark words.
she whispers so softly,
you might not hear...
"be careful, my love.
cuz your hands are in my hair,
but my heart is in your teeth."
-me, 4/30/08
"i’m talking bout things that i know...."
Current mood: confident
the other post was from early march, when my heart was breaking and my life seemed in shambles. you need that to understand my words today...
there's a saying that when a door closes, God opens a window. i've had a lot of doors close on me this year and l
Song Lyrics I Need To Breathe Some Days...these times are so uncertain: there’s a yearning undefined, and people filled with rage.
we all need a little tenderness--how can love survive in such a graceless age?
and the trust and self-assurance that lead to happiness are the very things we kill, i guess.
pride and competition cannot fill these empty arms...and the world they put between us,
you know it doesn’t keep us warm.
they make us throw off our contentment, and beg for something more...
the more i know, the less i understand
all the things i thought i knew, i’m learning them again
i’ve been trying to get down to the heart of the matter
but my will gets weak, and my thoughts seem to scatter
so i think it’s about forgiveness
i don't need to be fixed...
"Maybe"
I'm strong
But I break
I'm stubborn
And I make plenty of mistakes
Yeah I'm hard
And life with me is never easy
To figure out, to love
I'm jaded but oh so lovely
All you have to do is hold me
And you'll know and you'll see just how sweet
DifferencesDICTIONARY FOR WOMEN'S PERSONAL ADS
40-ish..............................49
Adventurous.....................Slept with all your friends
Athletic............................No boobs
Average looking.................Ugly
Beautiful...........................Pathological liar
Contagious Smile................Does a lot of pills
Emotionally secure..............On medication
Feminist............................Fat
Free spirit..........................Junkie
Friendship first...................Former slut
Fun..................................Annoying
Gentle..............................Dull
New Age...........................Body hair in the wrong places
Open-minded.....................Desperate
Outgoing...........................Loud and Embarrassing
Passionate........................Sloppy drunk
Poet.................................Depressive
Professional.......................Bitch
Romantic............... ............Frigid
Voluptu ous........................Very Fat
Lar
My Tattoosif you have been in my pics, u can see my tats. if you want to see more of his work, let me know. for those who live close enough to me, i have a tattoo party once a month. my tattoo artist uses clean needles every time. he is licensed and has been for 7 years. he has been doing tats for 10 years. he has a lot of them on his fubar page
tattooist,fu-engaged to brandy3@ fubar
he charges a buck a minute, so if it takes an hour, its only 60 bucks! wow thats cheap and for some good work! check out his work..
my next party is on may 3rd and will last all day, starting at 8 30 am! please let me know in a message if u want to attend. he has even been down to the la crosse center where they have a huge tat seminar where people come from miles around to get his work.
please feel free to check out my tattoo work and his page to get an idea about his work. he has over 70 colors. he has black lighting coloring (which is a little more expensive)
feel free to contact me anytime to ask a
LifeHello
You Know
It is sad when people you know become people you knew...It is one of life's hardest when you meet someone that you really like & care for and have a real good feeling about them and it turns to unexpected circumstances and misunderstandings becomes someone you knew. Or when you used to be able to talk to them for hours about the little nothings in life...And now you can barely talk to them ...And all you have left is that aching feeling left in your soul...sometimes life is bitter sweet and we choose bitter cause we don't realize how sweet it was until it's too late...
just like time will pass so do memories tomorrow will come and they look back to yesterday & say what have I done memories are a wonderful thing untill you forget where they were made cause you can't get them back once they are gone
Its sad for how many people can relate to this. Guess we are all in the same boat,missing someone...Be honest...If you really miss someone, & can't get
LiarMy brother, you love her
But don't give up your instincts
Hang onto you know what
They'll be gone fast as you blink
They're trained to seduce you
Suck you dry quick as they can
They bite down, reduce you
Now you're barely a man
Oh my God
How could you deny the flood
That's flowing through you
Hey you
You're saying that she's all that you desire
Liar
Hey you
You think you can throw water on this fire
Liar
It's not wrong to let go
And let the woman ride you
For fuck sake, don't lose touch
With the dog that's inside you
She wanted what you had
You bet she smelt the spore
Don't wimp up, fuck her up
One more time, slam that door
Oh my God
How can you deny the flood
That's flowing through you
Hey you
You're saying that she's all that you desire
Liar
Hey you
You think you can throw water on this fire
Liar
(Scat)
Oh my God
How can you deny the flood
That's flowing through you
Hey you
You're saying that she's all that you desire
Liar
Hey
VictimFUCK THAT!
a simple system
mind control losing your soul
in this fight that you started
now you're left broken hearted
shot down off a cloud for bein so dumb
you'd do everything you could for just a little more fun but now
consequence is coming
no use to start your running
you're a ship out to sea
and I'm a storm cloud forming
Oh my God, what have I done?
Please forgive me
FUCK THAT!
Feel so hated, so aggrivated
so Frustrated I cant explain the way that i feel
Feel so numb like a fuckin bum
prefer to run than face the fact
Stabbed your back
I'm a victim
Slippin through the system
Victim
Slippin through the system
Listen to me real slow
I know that you're just dying to know
the wrong direction to wherever you were trying to go
the intersection, I met you at a quarter to one
to listen to what you like doing for fun
but now
consequence is coming
no use to start your running
you're a ship out to sea
and I'm a storm cloud forming
Oh my God, what have
TruthIf I gave you the truth
Would it keep you alive
Though Im closer to wrong
I'm no further from right
And now I'm convinced on the inside that something's wrong with me
Convinced on the inside, you're so much more than me, yeah
No there's nothing you say that can salvage the lie
But I'm trying to keep my intentions disguised
And now I'm deprived of my conscience and something's got to give
Deprived of my conscience
This all belongs to me, yeah
I'm beaten down again, I belong to them
Beaten down again, I've failed you
I'm weaker now my friend, I belong to them
Beaten down again, I've failed you
The deception you show is your own parasite
Just a word of advice you can heed if you like
And now I'm convinced on the inside that something's wrong with me
Convinced on the inside you're so much more than me, yeah
I'm beaten down
Random ThoughtsThank you soooo much to all the friends and friends of friends who have tried to help me level. I really appreciate all the lovin, and have been trying to return it right away as it was recieved, but I am affraid I may have missed some of you. If I missed you, please leave me a message, so I can hit your page!!
Kisses,
Anita Dear Fu Friends,
My friend list is getting so long. It's partly my fault, I have accepted blank requests, sent requests to people I thought were interesting, then lost touch, accepted requests from people who thought I was interesting and then lost touch. Anyway the point is, I don't talk to half the people in my friend list. The very sad part is, I would like to have contact with more of them, so I was thinking, if the list didn't seem so daunting, perhaps I would and could find the people I originally wanted to have real contact with, or who originally had good intentions of staying in contatc with me.
I realize having friends is one way to m
TrustSeems like you're always around
I was blind to see
Too good to be true
you can't stay with me
I wish she was all I need
And it's getting late. and it's cold outside
So cold. so cold
(TRUST)
I've wronged you
And steal everything from the truth
Could we find ourselves
walking through
A field with no solitude
The pain goes on
Insensitive to all your needs
Did you ever want to stay with me
Never try to put you down
And I never want to see you leave
I still can't believe you're going to leave
I wish she was all I needed
It's getting late and it's cold outside
So cold. so cold
I've wronged you
And steal everything from the truth
Could we find ourselves
walking through
A field with no solitude
The pain goes on
(TRUST)
You Came Into My Life.You came into my life unexpectedly,
and everything took a turn for the better.
Your warm eyes, your laugh,
the sincere way you speak,
and the kindness you showed me,
all became a part of my life.
As you unfolded yourself to me,
I discovered more and more beauty.
I have never seen so much
gentleness in one person.
Without even knowing it,
you were slowly making a place
for yourself in my heart.
It used to seem so hard at times
to feel so close in a relationship.
But it’s so easy to feel close to you.
I can’t tell you how nice that feels.
I realize now that I had never known
what it meant to be loved
until I was loved by you.
You Walked Lightly Into My LifeYou walked lightly into my life
Captivating and lovely to my mind,
At first, I never cared who you were
Now I don’t know who I am without you,
You kissed me
I felt my world change,
You held me
I heard my heart awaken,
You loved me
And my soul was born anew
You walked lightly into my life
Now my heart knows who you are
And with every breath
And every step
I take down lonely roads,
Your hand is my staff
Your voice is my guide
Your strength my shelter
You’re passion my awakening.
You walked lightly into my life,
And all my pain
You took as your own,
And all my fears
You cast into the sea,
All my doubt
Lost in your eyes,
You walked lightly into my life
And no matter if you choose to stay or go,
My life is forever changed,
Just because you loved me
For a moment in time.
And because I choose
To love you
For the rest of mine.
Thoughts 30It is Saturday and I should be in a good mood. Should be. This last week has been pretty much Hell for me. Between pain and my son being a complete jerk to me and his Dad. I haven't been online very much at all this last week.
I had it our with Anthony the other day. He went on and on about how we never spent any time with him and never buy him anything. I about flipped my lid!
I told him that him always being gone was his choice. He always wanted to spend the weekends at his friends house and when ever we wanted to do something, he never wanted to do it because he thought it was stupid or boring.
I asked him how many dirtbikes, bicycles, phones, ipods, clothes and such have we bought him? He has had things stolen or loses his crap. Lets see, I just replaced a laptop computer that he had gotten stolen from having a party at our house! I am just sickened by what he tells us. I told him I take him to school, pick him up, take his friends here and there. Feed his frie
Contacting Mehey well if you have ideas or a hidden agenda in coming to FUBAR to precure new souce of potential leads to giving your site details to register to vote, see you, or what ever and involves in the use of Credit /Debit Card Details forget It right now This is One guy that no matter what photos you use or text what ever I will not be Interested in ,in doign so so look for another potential sucker - fool This Guy Is not at all interested in what ever story line ya feed to me OK ya waisting ya time
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Prose & Ravings Of InsanityWell work again today isnt it grand!! Got my biggest paycheck ever with 40hrs plus 9hrs overtime. Only thing is its pretty much gone already isnt that how it goes. So hard to make so easy to spend a little on bills a little on groceries and a little on the squit squat and his training pants. I love my mikey he has to be the sweetest guy on the planet and all his adorable quirks drive me crazy and not in a bad way. He gave me a quickie before work... first time thats ever happened to me and boy did it improve my mood at work. Did i mention he is romantic he was just holding me telling me im the best thing to ever happen to him. Well drama major nothing i want to talk about just disagreements that get out of hand. Wish i could just wave a magic wand and make everyone happy no matter what. Ah if only life was like guild wars i would have all manner of spells like "Time Loop - redo last thing said or done until you dont fuck it up" or "Pacify- immediately remove the attitude from any voice
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A Smile Upon TragedyI like to think of writing as: A Smile Upon Tragedy, because it lets me clear my mind and gives me some solace.
Wandering mind smiles upon tragedy.
Loving Words.
Fake as anything.
Stranger in my Land.
Resident of My Heart?
Dream to dream...
tasting bitter at this point.
Blinded young ones,
shuffeled further yet.
One kiss, opened barriers...
same kiss, closed the chapter.
Emotional roulette!
Last spin...
holding breath....
still holding...
pause-
No answer back!?!
But, why no tears?
Wandering mind smiles upon this tragedy.
~Raini
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Me 98* Revisedbreathe Can't breathe
catching strong meditation
Understands that it makes my truth crystal clear, that I’m unable 2maintain on day 2 day calculations
I’m adding up and subtracting down and fractioning myself in a box
I let the mic freeze, frosting other mc's 2hold down a spot 2familiar 4my my nerves 2catch wreck
Humble, meaning Meek or Modest, Meek showing patience, submissive, passive, Yea that’s me
Dispelling the negative and drowning deep in something unknown, some say I’m speaking of Love, ha-ha I lack the proper ingredients 2mix a proportion 2talk about a situation I cant explain anymore
Some whispering they know
I’m feeling on a level pple just dnt anymore and feel my soul glow, as he's answering questions b4 I say the words trying tempting me 2be intellectually interested in a story so stardom that my boredom shows
So I take refugee in the cabin of my mind, and close what feelings I have left in my heart, and raise the son that I begot, to be th
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Used ToYou used to talk to me like
I was the only one around.
You used to lean on me like
The only other choice was falling down.
You used to walk with me like
We had nowhere we needed to go,
Nice and slow, to no place in particular.
We used to have this figured out;
We used to breathe without a doubt.
When nights were clear, you were the first star that I'd see.
We used to have this under control.
We never thought.
We used to know.
At least there's you, and at least there's me.
Can we get this back?
Can we get this back to how it used to be?
I used to reach for you when
I got lost along the way.
I used to listen.
You always had just the right thing to say.
I used to follow you.
Never really cared where we would go,
Fast or slow, to anywhere at all.
We used to have this figured out;
We used to breathe without a doubt.
When nights were clear, you were the first star that I'd see.
We used to have this under control.
We never thought.
We used to know.
At least
Love On The InternetThough I wasn't looking for anyone new,
One day I got shout and in it was you.
Charming, sensitive and so debonair,
I strongly resisted it go anywhere.
But the messages and shouts captured my heart,
Filled me with passion almost from the start.
Love on the Internet, how could it be?
These things just don't happen to people like me.
But doves and butterflies flew into our lives,
Carrying messages we could not deny.
Each person has meaning and love to express,
And we could deny our hearts nothing less.
It's a beautiful love that is growing between us,
Something beyond any words we discuss.
Much deeper than LOL, cyber kisses and such,
Far down to our souls, beyond human touch.
My love's not confined by what it can see,
I feel you, I taste you, I experience your dream.
Close my eyes, and I envision what in my heart I can hear,
"Love knows no boundaries, no distance, no fear."
It's the soul that captures God's love in a way
That eternally melts hearts together
Full Heart, Empty ArmsThoughts of you illuminate my spirit;
Never a flicker of flame, but with
Arching bolts which strike with a force
That disturbs my equilibrium.
My mind races as waves of passion flush over
My pale skin, causing me to gaze upon visions
Of impossible romantic possibilities.
Pathetic is this woman who anticipates the
True rhythm of love, with a man she will never hold.
My imagined discourse of thoughts leave me suffering,
As my lips quiver with the words I shall never speak
to his: "I have loved you more than anybody in this world."
The Outlaw TornAnd now I wait my whole lifetime
For you
And now I wait my whole lifetime
For you
I ride the dirt I ride the tide
For you
I search the outside search inside
For you
To take back what you left me
I know I'll always burn to be
The one who seeks so I may find
And now I wait my whole lifetime
I'm Outlaw torn
I'm Outlaw torn
And I'm torn
So on I wait my whole lifetime
For you
So on I wait my whole lifetime
For you
The more I search the more my need
For you
The more I bless the more I bleed
For you
You make me smash the clock and feel
I'd rather die behind the wheel
Time was never on my side
So on I wait my whole lifetime
I'm Outlaw torn
I'm Outlaw torn
Yeah I'm Outlaw torn
And I'm torn
Hear me
And if I close my mind in fear
Please pry it open
See me
And if my face becomes sincere
Beware
Hold me
And when I start to come undone
Stitch me together
See me
And when you see me strut
Remind me of what left this outlaw torn
Hear me
And
Did My TimeRealized I can never win
Sometimes feel like I have failed
Inside where do I begin?
My mind is laughing at me
Tell me, why am I to blame?
Aren't we supposed to be the same?
That's why I will never tame
This thing thats burning in me
I am the one who chose my path
I am the one who couldn't last
I feel the life pulled from me
I feel the anger changing me
Sometimes I can never tell
If I got something after me
That's why I just beg and plead
For this curse to leave me
Tell me, why am I to blame?
Aren't we supposed to be the same?
That's why I will never tame
This thing thats burning in me
I am the one who chose my path
I am the one who couldn't last
I feel the life pulled from me
I feel the anger changing me
Betrayed
I feel so
Enslaved
I really tried
I did my time
I did my time
I did my time
I did my time
I did my TIME
I am the one who chose my path
I am the one who couldn't last
I feel the life pulled from me
I feel the anger changing me
Alone I BreakPick me up
Been bleeding too long
Right here, right now
I'll stop it somehow
I will make it go away
Can't be here no more
Seems this is the only way
I will soon be gone
These feelings will be gone
These feelings will be gone
Now I see the times they change
Leaving doesn't seem so strange
I am hoping I can find
Where to leave my hurt behind
All the shit I seem to take
All alone I seem to break
I have lived the best I can
Does this make me not a man?
Shut me off
I'm ready, heart stops
I stand alone
Can't be on my own
I will make it go away
Can't be here no more
Seems this is the only way
I will soon be gone
These feelings will be gone
These feelings will be gone
Now I see the times they change
Leaving doesn't seem so strange
I am hoping I can find
Where to leave my hurt behind
All the shit I seem to take
All alone I seem to break
I have lived the best I can
Does this make me not a man?
Am I going to leave this place?
What is it I'm running
Randomize It!Dirty Girl Scout
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The PretenderKeep you in the dark
You know they all pretend
Keep you in the dark
And so it all began
Send in your skeletons
Sing as their bones go marching in... again
The need you buried deep
The secrets that you keep are at the ready
Are you ready?
I'm finished making sense
Done pleading ignorance
That whole defense
Spinning infinity, boy
The wheel is spinning me
It's never-ending, never-ending
Same old story
What if I say I'm not like the others?
What if I say I'm not just another one of your plays?
You're the pretender
What if I say that I'll never surrender?
What if I say I'm not like the others?
What if I say I'm not just another one of your plays?
You're the pretender
What if I say that I'll never surrender?
In time or so i'm told
I'm just another soul for sale... oh, well
The page is out of print
We are not permanent
We're temporary, temporary
Same old story
What if I say I'm not like the others?
What if I say I'm not just another one of your plays
All My LifeAll my life I’ve been searching for something
Something never comes, never leads to nothing
Nothing satisfies, but I’m getting close
Closer to the prize at the end of the road
All night long I dream of the day
When it comes around and it’s taken away
Leaves me with the feeling that I feel the most
Feel it come to life when I see your ghost
Calm down, don’t you resist
You’ve such a delicate wrist
And if I give it a twist
Something to hold when I lose my grip
Will I find something in there?
To give me just what I need
Another reason to bleed
One by one hidden up my sleeve x2
Hey don’t let it go to waste
I love it but I hate the taste
Weight, keep pinning me down) x2
Will I find a believer?
Another one who believes
Another one to deceive
Over and over down on my knees
If I get any closer
And if you open up wide
And if you let me inside
On and on I got nothing to hide x2
Hey don’t let it go to waste
I love it but I hate the taste
Weight, keep pinn
I Carry Your Heart With Memy sweet friend VAMPIRAGOLD (Linda G.) made this delightful commentary and put on my page I loved
Create Your Own
i carry your heart with me(i carry it in
my heart)i am never without it(anywhere
i go you go,my dear; and whatever is done
by only me is your doing,my darling)
i fear
no fate(for you are my fate,my sweet)i want
no world(for beautiful you are my world,my true)
and it's you are whatever a moon has always meant
and whatever a sun will always sing is you
here is the deepest secret nobody knows
(here is the root of the root and the bud of the bud
and the sky of the sky of a tree called life;which grows
higher than the soul can hope or mind can hide)
and this is the wonder that's keeping the stars apart
i carry your heart(i carry it in my heart)
Gilded CuntYour misery is worn as a veil
To hide bewitchment of the ugliest kind
In place of Eve a bitter parody hails
Daggers from the swagger
Of a sodomite's concubine
Gilded cunt
You gilded cunt
Your thin pretense overstretched and sickly
Feigns love and light a long time laid in the grave
My preference leans to killing you quickly
Scissored in the gizzard
That a heart no more maintains
But i am tied
To the labyrinth and the beast
The one way track of eyes
Black and gray like panzers
Loose your shell
Shoot the mouth
The gates of hell
Have often dropped their jaws about
Satan's agents are perversions to bear
Side to side with the diversions
You use to guide my fingers there
Dirty little gold digger
Gilded cunt
You gilded cunt
Nothing is above you save arboreal light
That halo paid for by a consummated ring of ice
And below you, will i see you tonight
Glower from your tower
Built of ivory and spite?
For i am torn
Between the sheets that keep me bo
The Lies That I BelieveAround it comes and round it goes
Around it swims around my head
All of us are lonely souls
And all of get left for dead
How come I always try to cross
Even though I know the bridge is burning?
How come I take it
When I know that you fake it?
I tell myself I'm learning
The lies that I believe are simple
The lies that I believe are true
The lies that I believe are beautiful
The lies that I believe are true
All the flings and all the flaws
Let me cling to someone's clause
All of us are lonely souls
And all of us mend broken laws
How come I always try to cross
Even though I know the bridge is burning?
How come I take it
When I know that you fake it?
I tell myself I'm learning
The lies that I believe are simple
The lies that I believe are true
The lies that I believe are beautiful
The lies that I believe are true
Everyone uses, everyone abuses
Nobody takes the blame
Everyone uses, everyone abuses
Ain't it such a shame
The lies that I believe are simp
Love Because You Can!Your age, gender, nationality, race, religion nor background should never dictate who your friends are. Just 7 months ago one my closest friends died. Over a year ago another very very close friend died. Recently a young friend came near death. The other day my best friend's mom had emergency surgery. We have people who come into our lives and stay long enough to leave deep impressions. When they leave, it might be a move far away or life takes them in a different direction and you lose contact or they live eternally in another state of being after this life on earth.
Each of our lives is precious. Sometimes we can't see it's so great to us. But when that life line is threatened (it doesn't matter if it's your life or the life of someone you love) ALL of a sudden, BOOM....... DAMN!!!!!! It doesn't smack you in the face, it hits you in the head like a 50 pound hammer, "I LOVE LIFE! I WANT TO LIVE! I WANT THAT PERSON TO LIVE! LIFE IS GREAT!!!!!!!!" Why is it that we can't see that eve
So Pissed OffTO MY DEAR FRIEND ON FUBAR. LOOK OUT FOR A GUY NAME FUNKYNITRO HE IS A STUPID OBSESSIVE ASSHOLE THAT STEALS PICS AND VIDEOS OF YOU AND PUTS THEM ON HIS SITE AND OTHER PLACES THAT HE HAS PROFILES. DON'T TRUST THIS ASSHOLE. HE GOT PISSED AT ME AND STOLE PICS AND CAM CODES FROM ME TO PISS ME OFF CAUSE I DIDN'T WANT TO PLAY HIS BOYISH GAMES. IF YOU SEE HIM, PLEASE REPORT HIM AND BLOCK HIM FROM YOUR PAGE. HE IS FUCKING TROUBLE... NOTHING BUT.
Kinda Newwhats up people? kinda new here so things will go kinda slow on my profile as i figure all of this out, so sorry for the slowness in advance and hope to figure all this out soon :)
Thank You!!Thanks for all the welcomes! I promise to try and return all the love!
HUGZ and kissez,
Sasha
I'm HefreJust wanted to let everyone know I made it safely. I won't have internet until Tues afternoon. Love you all
I ThinkingWhats up sexy? I was about to send you the sexiest thing you have ever seen in your life....but then the mailman told me i couldnt climb in the mailbox......aint that some shit...lol... Send this to 10 of the sexiest people you know. If you get it back, then that means you really are sexy TAG YOU'RE IT!! SEXY... YOU HAVE BEEN CONSIDERED ONE OF MY SWEETEST FRIENDS ON MY LIST ONCE YOU HAVE BEEN TAGGED YOU HAVE TO TAG 5 OF YOUR SWEETEST FRIENDS AND LET THEM KNOW THEY ARE SWEET ; ) (((HuGs))) xoxoxo me ; )* FAKE FRIENDS: Will ignore this Send this 2 at least 5 ppl including me if u care 4 me!!!
Suspended From School After Phone Call From Father In Iraq...Check out the story --> http://www. kxan. com/Global/story. asp?S=8165144
This story is very real and needs your attention.
This is the superintendent of the high school where the kid was suspended for talking to his father while in Iraq.
254-547-1227
254-547-1227 x222
Dr Bobby Ott
Deputy Superintendent
For everyone of our loved ones who are over there, do this for them, for the families, let the school board know this is not ok, we will not tolerate this type of treatment.
>>*KXAN News Story*
"endless Love'You are my better half
The best thing that has
Ever happened to me
When I look to the sky
I know that this is
True when I feel your
Love surrounding me like
A flower in bloom
You make it hard not
To fall in love with you
From the sway of your walk
To the voice of an angel
Coming out from within
Knowing that you will take me
With everything that means
Growing through out time
And spending eternity with thee
Will You Marry Me.
PoetryAlot of people say that
They would rather die
Than live without the
Love of their life
Yet in all reality no one
Is worth killing yourself
Over
Is it ok to miss,love,
And even hurt once
You have lost someone
If you want to die that
Bad why not wait till
It is your time or turn
Instead of killing yourself
When you are truly loved
By other people even if
It is just your family
And friends. Your love is like the, embrace of a crisp breeze
Of air on a hot summers day
Your voice is like an, army of angels singing
A lovely harmonious ballad
Your words are pure and true
Like the nobility of a woman in love
Your heart is giving so
Easily and free like the dew
Falling over you and me.
You are like a birds feathers
So beautiful and new
Knowing that everyone will have
Their eyes all on you
You make it hard for a, man to choose between
His heart or his pure
Instinct feelings for you
You are one of my truest
Of friends I respect you
Voice
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I WELL NOT STOP UNTILL EITHER IAM OFF FUBAR OR THIS GUY IS
History MysteryHave a history teacher explain this--- If they can
Abraham Lincoln was elected to Congress in 1846.
John F. Kennedy was elected to Congress in 1946.
Abraham Lincoln was elected President in 1860.
John F. Kennedy was elected President in 1960.
Both were particularly concerned with civil rights.
Both wives lost their children while living in the White House.
Both Presidents were shot on a Friday.
Both Presidents were shot in the head.
Now it gets really weird.
Lincoln's secretary was named Kennedy.
Kennedy's secretary was named Lincoln.
Both were assassinated by Southerners.
Both were succeeded by Southerners named Johnson.
Andrew Johnson, who succeeded Lincoln, was born in 1808.
Lyndon Johnson, who succeeded Kennedy, was born in 1908.
John Wilkes Booth, who assassinated Lincoln, was born in 1839.
Lee Harvey Oswald, who assassinated Kennedy, was born in 1939.
Both assassins were known by their three names.
Both names are composed of fifteen letters.
Omfg!!!3 Men were sentenced to 25 years of solitary confinement. As a concession, the governer allowed each of them to take one item into his cell.
The first guy asked for a pile of books; the second for his wife; the third asked for 100 cartons of cigarettes.
At the end of the 25 years, the first prisoner was released and said: "Those books proved immensely invaluable. I've studied so hard I can now train to be a lawyer. I'm really happy."
The second man stepped out of his cell, with his wife and 5 new children. He smiled, "My wife and I have never been so close. I have a beautiful new family. I'm so happy."
And the third guy said: "Anybody got a match?"
Ummmmwell today is alright juss kinda boring going to go out with my angela tonight and maybe get laid later by um someone anyways yeah hope and pray i get laid cause i really need it
9-11ITALIAN SAYS 9-11 SOLVED: It's common knowledge, he reveals, CIA,
Mossad behind terror attacks
Former Italian President Francesco Cossiga, who revealed the
existence of Operation Gladio, has told Italy's oldest and most
widely read newspaper that the 9-11 terrorist attacks were run by
the CIA and Mossad, and that this was common knowledge among global
intelligence agencies. In what translates awkwardly into English,
Cossiga told the newspaper Corriere della Sera:
"All the [intelligence services] of America and Europe know well
that the disastrous attack has been planned and realized from the
Mossad, with the aid of the Zionist world in order to put under
accusation the Arabic countries and in order to induce the western
powers to take part in Iraq [and] Afghanistan."
Cossiga was elected president of the Italian Senate in July 1983
before winning a landslide election to become president of the
country in 1985, and he remained until 1992.
Cossiga's tendency to be
HelpI'm sorry to bother you but I really need some advise. I have only lived in Charlotte for 4 years and my first job here was in the online bankig dept., we ended up in mediation becaue of the harrassment from the employees. I gave them a letter of resignation at that time and for
the past three years the black community has gained up against me and I can't make them go away. I have wrote the Senator, I have informed Wachovia on numerous occassions, I have left jobs to to stay away from them. Basically, my entire life has been ruined because of them I have started informing their HR when they start. They know everything about my lfe
and I don't even know them. Do you have any suggestions on how to make them go away? I didn't move to Charlotte for this.
HelpTO EVERYONE OUT THERE LOOKING AT MY PICS. PLEASE HELP ME. I WANT TO KNOW WHITCH ONE YOU THINK I LOOK THE BEST IN. THANKS FOR YOUR HELP
Woohoo I Have Awesome FriendsIm taking this time to let everyone know that our good friend Natural Witch has a happy hour tomorrow " Sunday "
at 8:00 p.m. Fu-Time
~Natural_Witch~ *Club F.A.R.*(No Fan, No Add)@ fubar
Happy Hour is for lots of Drinks and fun.
So lets do our best to give her lots of love and keep her totally shitfaced.
This message brought to you by the one and only " Tsisquo'ga
♥ Cherokee God Mama ♥ Owner Of Club F.A.R. #1 Family on FuBar ~ d.s.c.@ fubar
(repost of original by '♥ Cherokee God Mama ♥ Owner Of Club F.A.R. #1 Family on FuBar ~ d.s.c.' on '2008-04-19 17:19:15')
(repost of original by 'Club FAR TEAM CPT--DSC--I.B.I.C.--FuAngels--Lollipop Gurlz Club' on '2008-04-19 17:34:39')
InfoThis is upsetting, thought I should pass it along.
Check your driver's license... Now you can see
anyone's Driver's License on the Internet, including
your own! I just searched for mine and there it was...
picture and all! Thanks Homeland Security! Privacy,
where is our right to it? I definitely removed mine,
I suggest you all do the same.... Go to the website
and check it out. Just enter your name, City and state
to see if yours is on file. After your license comes on
the screen, click the box marked "Please Remove".
This will remove it from public viewing, but not from
law enforcement
Go to this site:
http://www.license.shorturl.com/ Toilet Cleaning Instructions:
1. Put both lids of the toilet up and add 1/8 cup of pet shampoo to the water in the bowl.
2. Pick up the cat and soothe him while you carry him towards the bathroom.
3. In one smooth movement, put the cat in the toilet and close both lids.
You may need to stand on the lid.
4. The
A True RedneckWe have enjoyed the redneck jokes for years. It's time to take a
> reflective look at the core beliefs of a culture that values home, family,
> country and God. If I had to stand before a dozen terrorists who threaten
> my life, I'd choose a half dozen or so rednecks to back me up. Tire irons,
> squirrel guns and grit -- that's what rednecks are made of. I hope I am
> one of those. If you feel the same, pass this on to your redneck friends.
> Ya'll know who ya' are.
>
>
>
> You might be a redneck if: It never occurred to you to be offended by the
> phrase, 'One nation, under God.'
>
> You might be a redneck if: You've never protested about seeing the 10
> Commandments posted in public places.
>
> You might be a redneck if: You still say ' Christmas' instead of 'Winter
> Festival.'
>
> You might be a redneck if: You bow your head when someone prays.
>
> You might be a redneck if: You stand and place your hand over your heart
> when they play the National Anthem.
>
WelpThis is fucking insane he said he would b here yesterday so i cancelled all my pland and waited and waited then nothing. So I finally talked to him and he promised today by noonish. Well noonish came and went and what a shock he still didnt show. He didnt even have the fucking decentcy to call and tell me what was going on. hate ths shit and I cant believe I keep putting up with it. Im fucking finished with ppl everyone is so fake. I just dotn know anymore.
Something RandomLooking for Work
A Japanese doctor said,
"Medicine in my country is so advanced that
we can take a kidney out of one man, put it
in another, and have him looking for work in
six weeks."
A German doctor said,
"That's nothing, we can take a lung out of one
person , put it in another, and have him looking
for work in four weeks."
A British doctor said,
"In my country, medicine is so advanced that
we can take half of a heart out of one person,
put it in another, and have them both looking for
work in two weeks."
A Texas doctor, not to be outdone said,
"You guys are way behind. We took a man with
no brains out of Texas , put him in the White
House and now half the country is looking for
work."
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Life is short! Break the rules!
Forgive quickly! Kiss slowly!
Love truly, Laugh uncontrollably..
And never regret anything that made you smile!
Why Women Cry......A little boy asked his mother, 'Why are you crying?' 'Because I'm a
woman,' she told him.
'I don't understand,' he said. His Mom just hugged him and said, 'And
you never will.'
Later the little boy asked his father, 'Why does mother seem to cry for
no reason?'
'All women cry for no reason,' was all his dad could say.
The little boy grew up and became a man, still wondering why women cry.
Finally he put in a call to God. When God got on the phone, he asked,
'God, why do women cry so easily?'
God said:
'When I made the woman she had to be special.
I made her shoulders strong enough to carry the weight of the world,
yet gentle enough to give comfort
I gave her an inner strength to endure childbirth and the rejection
that many times comes from her children.
I gave her a hardness that allows her to keep going when everyone else
gives up, and take care of her family through sickness and fatigue
without complaining..
I gave her the sensitivity to love her
HelpSweet words are easy to say, sweet things are easy 2 buy, But sweet people are difficult to find. Life ends when U stop dreaming, Hope ends when U stop believing, Love ends when U stop caring, Friendship ends when U stop sharing. So share this with whomever U consider a friend. To love without condition, To talk without intention, To give without reason, And to care without expectation is the heart of a true friend... If U Care........ Life is short, Break the rules, Forgive quickly, Kiss slowly, Love truly, Laugh uncontrollably, And never regret anything that made you smile http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=99257&i=2108352522
I'm Sorry...I've just been informed by one person that I am a total bitch.... If you do think this, honestly I don't care.... If you do feel comfortable telling me, please do.... All I have to say if that it ain't my problem... I could care less what you people think about me with the exception of a very limited number of you... So, whatever.... I don't give a rat's ass....
Lets Finish Thisshe only needs 1700 more,,,pic rates help!!!! plz lets get this done
Check This Game Out!hey all found this free online game thats just like World Of Warcraft but even better seeing as its free to play and instead of wizards and warriors you choose Kung Fu fighters. Definitely more addicting than WoW....check it out at www.worldofkungfu.com
DoneI had just about all that i can take of the shallow people here tonight. I've sent requests,fanned,rated,sent drinks,bought blasts,gave out bling and i can't even get a thank you from the majority of the people? Nice guy from NJ you fucken rock! Everyone else can lick my ass for being ungrateful fuckheads!!!!!!!!
Carson, Cameron & CaleighSaturday morning, my 3 young cousins were in a car accident. Cameron, 8 years old, was in the front passenger seat of the car. She was in front of her 6 year old brother, Carson. Caleigh, just 2 months shy of turning 5, was in the back seat behind the driver in her carseat. The car they were in was hit on the passenger side... head on to Cameron and Carson. They got the blunt of the hit. The driver of the car with my cousins, is currently in jail pending charges.
Cameron, is in critical condition. She has a fractured skull, swelling of the brain, seizures as a result. She is bleeding internally and in the lungs. They cannot do anything for her at this time as they can't sedate her because of the seizures. They were finally able to send her for the CT Scan about 2 hours ago. Results aren't back yet from that. There is not any change in her condition as of then. She had flatlined in the hospital in Sumter and was Life Flighted to the Regional Childrens Trauma Center in C
HelpI need your input, I just uploaded some new pics, which one do you think I should use as my main pic?
Comment please!!!!
Hugs to all my darling friends:)
Things About Me“That which does not kill me sure does make me an irritable bitch.”
If this isn’t a colloquialism, it sure as hell should be. I think my boyfriend can verily attest to its truth. Unfortunately, he has born the brunt of my stress-induced wrath. That poor, poor dear. Seriously though, he’s either an idiot or a saint and I’m fairly certain it isn’t the former.
I’ve been a little high-strung lately. HA! A little… that’s quite the understatement. As the semester sees its inevitable conclusion, I’ve found a throng of deadlines piling up at my doorstep. Making their presence annoyingly obvious in the form of migraines, panic attacks, loss of sleep, mood swings and sweeping apathy. At its zenith, I teetered dangerously close to shut down mode. Luckily, I live a charmed existence and things just kind of work themselves out. Well, most of the time anyway.
This subject is going to be a series of blogs because this semester has been quite possibly the most exasperating period in my
A Lil About MeSo for those of you that care to know more about me here is a tid bit of some things about me.
I am 22 and my name is Vanna. I have a daughter and a son and my fiance has a son. I work at mcdonalds when they decide to schedule me. I am currently trying to lose weight.
I have a few great friends here on fubar and in rl i have maybe 1 or 2 friends I can trust.
I have 4 sisters and all of their names start with V's also fuked up right lol.
I enjoy all types of music besides country and gospel. Yes I do like 1 or 2 country songs but that's it. I am and always will be a juggalette.
I do not bash or try to hurt peoples feelings no matter what they do to me. If someone is unkind to me I usually just ignore them and move on.
Like any other lady I have my ups and downs. If I don't talk to you one day it might be because I do not want to say anything unkind to you lol.
I have 3 tattoos im looking to get a few more not sure where yet I know I want to get a tat of ha
The HurtingI get a call from you but it was not.
He said his name was Dave.
My dreams with you now are shot.
You lied and said I was the only one.
Mine heart did tell me to turn and run.
Did I listen?
I did not.
For the benefit of the doubt I did give.
For you my life I did live.
The death of this love goes on the pile once again.
Now I search the world for the new one that will start as a friend.
Your tounge was silver with the words of love. I see it now for knife it was.
The truth from you is all I asked.
Your face turned to me fake and masked.
This is the end of the life I once dreamed.
For it was not all that it seemed. I sit here with my heart bleeding,
trying to stop my mind from turning,
these thoughts are scaring me.
Why do I love so hard?
Why do I fall so fast?
These I cannot answer.
I wait here hurting,
I stand here waiting,
for you to stop this pain in me.
To hear your voice is but a fleeting hope,
To hold you again would be a dream come
When To Say WhenSo how do you know when to say when? Not give up on someone but when too protect yourself from giving in. In the past I have been supportive even when I questioned the direction some of my friends were taking themselves down. Some got lost in drugs and alcohol, others a more personal fight within them. Personal demons as some would say. The substance abuse sometimes you just have to let people go until they are ready to fight back and regain control of their lives. Yes I have had to turn my back but always made the effort to stay in contact and help them fight the good fight. From a best friend to an older brother I have struggled through the hard times. I am happy to say my friend has turned it around but I can’t say the same about my brother. It’s hard when I grew up as younger brothers do, look up to him, and then to see him give up on his life. You will never understand what it’s like to get a phone call and go pick someone up who is talking about taking their life. Is
Mommacat's CornerI'll edit this as more 'develop', etc.
AFH - Away from the house. Means computer, keyboard, etc.
AFK - Away from Keyboard.
LOL - Laughing out loud
TTFN - Ta Ta For Now
BRB - Be right back
BBL - Be back laters
BBIAB - Be back in a bit
BBIAM - be back in a moment
GM - Good Morning
GN - Good Night
TMI - Too much information
ROTFLMAO - Rolls on the floor laughing my ass off
(If you have any to suggest, leave a message in my inbox.)
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IntriguedAs she lays there at night on her tear soaked pillow, with tears streaming down her beautiful face. Her thoughts return to the sheer exstasy she once knew.When she was in his arms her soul shivered.These shivers would cause her body to quiver.The passion they shared was so violent .Yet it always brought her peace of mind.The beauty of their love came to a crashing hault and he was no longer there. Her best friend and lover had left her to never return.In all of the emotions she felt the one that she herself couldn't explain was being intrigued.She lays there at night wondering will he ever be by her side again? Or is it a complete lie? Did he ever love her as he so passionately claimed? Or was this just another one of his games?When he would kiss her it was with such gentleness.Now the love is gone.Does she wait forever to feel that again?How can she love anyone that way without guilt and shame? Keep the passion pent up and hope for her soulmate to come back is how she thinks. Th
Insomniac And Can't SleepI am warm and cold at the same time. What should I do?
I feel like throwing up and my body is sore. I am also very tired. I have a huge headache and do not know what to do. Please help me if you read this. Give me some advice. thanks. What am I doing wrong that I wanna stay up all night?
How can I just sleep?
I am always tired, but for some reason my body does not wanna let me sleep.
I try to watch tv and listen to music for this, but it does not always work.
i am very confused right now as to how I am supposed to go about treating this.
I realized I was an insomniac when I started college. I started to stay up a long time every night after about a few months of being here.
What do you do if you think you are an insomniac?
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My Immy IM (yahoo, msn, and, aim) is *ONLY* available to my Website Members!! Do NOT ask me for me screen name or email address!! I will not give it too you unless I see that you are a registered member (& I can check) ..sry but I don't have time to chat w/ every one so these privileges are for my lovely members only :)
xoxo
Vixen Nadia
Why I Haven't Been Aroundimikimi - Customize Your World
JUST WANTED TO LET EVERYONE KNOW THE REASON THAT I HAVEN'T BEEN AROUND ALL THAT MUCH...
THE REASON IS THAT I WAS IN THE HOSPITAL DUE TO SOME MEDS THAT AFFECTED ME AND MESSED UP MY STOMACH,LIVER AND MY PANCREAS...AM DOING OK NOW,BUT STILL HAVE MY MOMENTS...
SOMETHING TO ALWAYS REMEMBER,WE ARE ONLY GIVEN TODAY AND NEVER PROMISED TOMORROW...
SO BE SURE TO TELL SOMEONE YOU LOVE THEM BECAUSE TOMORROW MAY NEVER COME... NEVER HOLD GRUDGES BECAUSE SOMEDAY IT MAY BE TOO LATE TO SAY I'M SORRY,I MAKE SURE TO LOVE EVERYONE AND FORGIVE EVERYONE FOR ALL THAT THEY DO TO ME....
I JUST WANT TO TAKE THE TIME NOW TO THANK ALL OF YOU THAT SHOWED ME YOU ARE MY TRUE FRIENDBY ALWAYS LEAVING ME LOVE ON MY PAGE AND FOR ALL THE GIFTS TOO!!! MAY GOD BLESS EACH AND EVERYONE OF YOU MUAH!!!
LOVE YOU ALL,
TEJANA POR VIDA
Cutting Down The ListJust an update to family,friends, etc. Made it safe to afghanistan.Pleaes feel free to drop a line and i wil visit when i can
SURE do mis all of yuo.LOTs o love to you fubarians.. FIrst, i want to say that i am not deleting my account but will have limited access.I will leave for afghanistan within a few weeks. To those on my friends..fans list.If i am clutterin up your page, etc. There is no harm done in deleting i do understand.
yes i have become quite good friends with a few and have even exchanged email address. Those i plan on keepin in touch with
Thank you all you lovely fubar-ettes...for the visits,rates, etc etc. And until we meet again.
Keep rockin the pages!! As many of you may or may not know, I will be leaving in bout 2 months to head "over there" my so called friends list was just way too long.Some of you never talked,etc etc.Which of course is understandable. Therefore, with no harm intened or nothing personal, i have started to narrow down my list and it went from
Fun TimesWell, after all I have experienced so far, there's no doubt in my mind that I haven't reached my true potential yet, although I am witnessing some of the power I once had, and to me, it's very hard to believe because it's very unique what I think I might be, or what I have already become. I'm not going to say much about it on here, because the reader might only get confused. People, if I shall call them that, people like that don't even exist anymore, let alone the technology we once had. Could it be me coming back again, to be prepared for another war to wipe out humanity? Or could it be something else altogether? Yes I am pure Atlantean although my mother and father in this life are not, one of my distant relatives are also like me, or she was. Yes I'm German, Irish, all that too but that is from my mortal parents in this life. I have to somehow unlock her gift of what she had to give. The parents in this life are not my original parents. They are now, but the first ones left
ContestsLadies and gentlemen, the contest is over.
First place winning 2,000,000 fubucks goes to:
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Hi,
Will be doing a third prize regardless of whether 30,000 comments reached. The prize will depend on the number of comments. Need to think about the actual amount and will advise tomorrow :)
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As per my previous blog, there will now be a thi
BlogsThank You To All Who Rate Photos. I Have Noticed That No One Fans Me Or Sends A Friends Request. If I Where Rating Your Photos I Would Fan And Send A Friends Request.
Ewwww Gross/handbagsHANDBAGS...
Have you ever noticed gals who sit their handbags on public toilet floors, then go directly to their dining tables and set it on the table? Happens a lot!
It's not always the 'restaurant food' that causes stomach distress. Sometimes "what you don't know will hurt you"!
Read on...
Mom got so upset when guests came in the door and plopped their handbags down on the counter where she was cooking or setting up food. She always said that handbags are really dirty, because of where they have been.
It's something just about every woman carries with them. While we may know what's inside our handbags, do you have any idea what's on the outside? Women carry handbags everywhere; from the office to public toilets to the floor of the car. Most women won't be caught
without their handbags, but did you ever stop to think about where your handbag goes during the day.
"I drive a school bus, so my handbag has been on the floor of the bus a lot," says one woman. "O
Fake Profile On Fubar!!!!CHERISH **DON'T TAKE IT SERIOUS THIS IS ONLY THE NET ** I HAVE NO BOUNDARIES HERE** LMAO@ fubar..THIS PROFILE IS NOT MINE...ITS A FAKE!!!!BLOCKED HIM...Crazy Prophet (Personal and Photography page)@ fubar---THE ONE WHO MADE THE FAKE PROFILE!!!HES A CHICKEN FUCKER OLD DUDE!!!UN EDUCATED BASTARD!! THE PROFILE LINK BELOW IS TO A FAKE PROFILE!!! DO NOT BELEIVE ANYTHING SAID OR ANY OF THE ACTIONS MADE BY THIS PROFILE AS IT WAS MADE TO FOOL YOU!!! PLEASE BLOCK THE PROFILE BELOW!!!
CHERISH **DON'T TAKE IT SERIOUS THIS IS ONLY THE NET ** I HAVE NO BOUNDARIES HERE** LMAO@ fubar
Moment Of Clarity And Then The Painwas there ever a time in your life when you had such clear thoughts...and could understand the choices that you need to make in your life ...and you have at that very point such a calm that comes over you...
your mind heart and spirit are one with each other...you know you are making the right decission...but you also know that there is pain and sadness that is about to follow???
i have been struggeling with my feelings for a wonderful young man...his spirit has touched my very soul and as i was told his flame has ignited the old one that laid within me...a twin flame to mine own...
and he did just that, started this old flame to roar again...
i know the pain is soon to follow, feeling him walk away again...
but i will always be greatful that he came back one last time, took that chance , and let me feel again...
now how i progress from here i am unsure of... espically now..cuz the tears are starting to flow and my head is feeling be muddled...
i do not feel sry f
My First Hh...monday 6 Fu-timeYOU ARE INVITED:
What: My FIRST Happy Hour
Where: Well right here of course!
When: Monday at 6pm fu-time or 9pm est
Why: Well, because I was lucky enough to win this in a contest hosted by Freak! Please go show her some love!! Thank You Freak!!!
Here is her link:
Freak ~*~Pwned by Alice in Wonderland ~*~@ fubar
How: Thanks to many friends, many hours and 50,000 comments I am here today! I want to say "Thank you!" to everyone that helped me.
I know this is not as much as many offer (but being low on fubux), here is what I will have going on during my Happy Hour.
I will have 3 rate-a-thon folders that you can rate during my HH. Each folder contains 100 pix. Rate all 100 10's and I will send you $5000 fubux. Rate all 100 11's and I will send you $10,000 fubux. Send me a private message once you have finished rating the folder.
Thanks again...Twisted Whispers! Send all messages to me. Here is my link:
TwistedWhispers -Wolves of Wiccan Family@ fubar
Jesus...Jesus had no servants, yet they called Him Master.
Had no degree, yet they called Him Teacher.
Had no medicines, yet they called Him Healer.
Had no army, yet kings feared Him.
He won no military battles, yet He conquered the world.
He committed no crime, yet they crucified Him.
He was buried in a tomb, yet He lives today.
Feel honored to serve such a Leader who loves us
Greta's ThoughtsJust wanted to thank everyone for your warm welcomes ,I will learn more about this site as I go along just bare with me as I learn it okay I hope to make many awesome Friends and have many good Laughs and Memories as I get to know each of you ...
Hugs Greta~
My First Auction! Thanks Sexy Mami!New here and trying to get the hang of things. My friend Sexie put me in an auction. Click the link below to place your bid.
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> > > And don’t forget to show the auctioneer some luv!!!
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> > > Emanon~~Forever Fake~~Father of The Fallen Ones@ fubar
New here and trying to get the hang of things. My friend Sexie put me in an auction. Click the link below to place your bid.
PoetryWhat once was light is now only shadow. Life is no longer joyous as it was in days gone by. As I stare out the window at the rain falling softly, I can only wonder when my desire will come back. When he will come back.
If I stare hard enough, long enough, I can see a figure on horseback coming down the lane. My lover rides to me on a steed black as raven's wings. As I run through the rain, my lover collects me up into his arms and away we fly to our place of secrets and passions. The pace of the beast below us is a mimicry of our past intimacies, the draw and thrust powerful under our bodies, reminding us of past experiences in each other's arms. The horse slows as we near our destiny, instinctively knowing that we want to arrive quietly, relishing the moment, remembering every breath, every sigh.
As I waken on a quickened breath, I can feel my rain-drenched skin against the rough, dry sheets of the bed on which I lay. I smile, running my hands through my sodden hair, knowing tha
Wanna Join The Bubbles And Foam Party Heres How U CanTHATS RIGHT DOIN IT JUST LIKE THEY ARE IN VEGAS AND HOLLYWOOD OUR VERY OWN FOAM AND BUBBLE PARTY!
WELCOME TO THE FU-BLOCK FOAM AND BUBBLES PARTY!!
IF YOU WOULD LIKE TO JOIN THE PARTY ALL YOU NEED TO DO IS
1)HAVE A SALUTE
2)RATE /FAN/ADD ALL PARTY HOSTS TELL THEM YOU ARE JOING THE PARY
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$IF YOU ARE ALREADY A FAN AND RATED AND ADDED SOMEONE THEN JUST LEAVE THE M A PROFLIE COMMENT SAYING YOUR JOING THE BUBBLE AND FOAM PARTY!
JUST THAT EASY THEN YOU PRIV MESSAGE ME WHEN YOU ARE FINNISHED ADDING ALL AND YOU WILL BE ADDED AS A MEAMBER OF THE HOTTEST PARTY ON THE FU XOXOX
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BIG POPPA WILL BE THE BOUNCER SO NO FUNNY BUSS.GET IN WHERE YOU FIT IN.
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Important .. Please Read!!Ok, this is whats going on. Since we, the FUBAR world, & Fiesta Tappers lost Berrymuffin, it has been disorganized and lots have left the crew. Now, I am asking the Fiesta Tappers oppinions. Who wants to stay and who wants to go? Chickie Momma & Dark Kitty want to try to keep it together and hopefully get us back the wonderful crew we used to be when we first starrted. But it seems as though many people joined and they are in multiple families. They really have not done much for any of tour crew, just concerned with what they can get for themselves. That is NOT what we are all about. We were once strong for a small crew getting started. Let us know now what your intentions are, if you are staying or leaving, and if any one is interested in any contests or giveaways. Communication and team work is the key to keeping strength in any thing! Hello Fiesta Tappers,
We are writing this blog because we noticed there were a few of you(we won't mention names, you know who you are) that did
My Stories, If You Want To Call Them That, LolJust a quick note..these are stories that I wrote a long time ago, and mostly were just attempts at writing, so be kind, lol...
MY LOVE
As I wait for my love, I light candles and put on some soft music, knowing that it won't be longs now until I feel you sweet caress. I lie back on the sofa and occupy myself with thoughts of the last time we met. Thinking about you and the time we spent together relaxes me and I drift off dreaming.
I slowly wake from my slumber to pleasant sensations running through my body. I smile, knowing the dream continues on, moaning softly as I feel you warm lips on mine. I open my eyes to find you smiling down at me, lightly caressing my face with you strong fingertips. I slowly run my fingers through your hair, pulling your face to mine for another long, hot kiss.
You begin trailing kisses up and down my neck, your hands moving to my breasts, caressing them through my filmy nightgown. My nipple begin to harden, begging for more than a mere touch. Y
Updates On Cameron, Carson, & CaleighI want to THANK EACH AND EVERY ONE OF YOU who have reposted, commented, prayed and passed on for more prayers. There is some to update on my cousins. You guys... all of you... are truly wonderful!!!
Cameron's CT Scan came back and she has a cracked forehead and one eye socket is pretty banged up, but her sight should be fine. The seizures have slowed to an almost stop. They took her off the ventilator this morning and she is currently awake in the hospital. She is being responsive and we are still waiting to hear how she is doing overall and what her extended prognosis will be. However, it is seeming that she is doing much better.
Carson came out of his surgery last night and it went really well. He has over 100 stitches on his face, but he still has his eye and hopefully in time, he will regain the sight in that eye. *crosses fingers*
Caleigh went to church this morning with my daughter and sister's family. They all prayed there for the quick and full recovery of C
A Real Boyfriend Or A Real Man....according To?So I got this bulletin a like an hour or so ago right...entitled "A REAL BOYFRIEND/MAN".
Upon reading the bulletin, it occurred to me that it was not written by a man. i mean no way a guy will come up with those lame responses..so i decide to add my own input after the initial one. The initial response is in the first bracket and my response comes after that.
When she stares at your mouth
[ Kiss her ] nah..what you do is [ lick your lips. make ’em more sensual]
When she pushes you or hits you like a dumb ass cuz she thinks shes stronger than you
[ Grab her and dont let go ]nah..what you do is [grab her arm and twist it behind her back. apply some pressure...that will teach her a lesson. never hit a man]
When she starts cursing at you tryin to act all tuff
[ Kiss her and tell her you love her ] nah...what you you do is [walk out on her and give her the silent treatment for a couple of weeks]
When she’s quiet
[ Ask her whats wrong ] nah..what you do is [ turn on th
Weight IssuesHave you ever felt so down that you just couldn't pick yourself up?? You just didn't know how you were going to make it through the rest of the day feeling the way you feel??
Today is just one of those days for me. I don't know exactly what is wrong, but today is just not feeling up to par.
It started with the stupid drs appointment. I found out that I have gained some weight even though I'm busting my ass off at the gym. In two weeks, I've only taken one day off from it. I've been there every night and this past week, I've been there everynight...... except last night b/c I felt so down. The dr raised my meds hoping that might help. I hope it does.
I hate weighing what I weigh. It just isn't fair. I guess life isn't. I've tried so hard to get down to my weight again. I just can't seem to keep it going.
Plus I'm stressed out at home. My kids have been gone for a week and my husband and I haven't been able to sit down and talk. It seems like all we d
ContestA good old-fashioned Bombing Contest!
- Contest will begin at 9 AM Fubar time (noon EST) on Tuesday, May 20th.
- Contest will end on Friday, May 30th at 5 PM Fubar time (8 PM EST).
IF ALL OF MY FRIENDS WOULD TAKE A MOMENT AND GIVE 1 RATE & 1 COMMENT, THAT WOULD BE OVER 17,000 RATES & COMMENTS!
CLICK ON MY PIC & SHOW ME LOTS OF LUV!!!!!!!!!!!!
THANK YOU SO MUCH! KISSES & HUGS TO ALL MY FRIENDS!!! PLEASE CLICK ON MY PIC & LEAVE ME SOME LUV! & HELP MIZZ SHADY OUT!
I'M BEHIND - HELP ME OUT
ALL RATES & COMMENTS ARE MUCH APPRECIATED!
THANK YOU TO THOSE WHO HAVE!
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Threats?So i actually think this one is really funny!
So when the other thing in this album happened i thought about maybe not using the site for a while. Well this guy was messaging me and this is what he said:
=== 'piscesguy18' spewed forth the following at '2008-04-20 12:07:04'..
> > > > > > > > > > > > Hey sexy whats up??
=== 'piscesguy18' spewed forth the following at '2008-04-20 12:08:37'..
> > > > > > > > > > why are you pissed off baby?? what happened?
=== 'piscesguy18' spewed forth the following at '2008-04-20 12:12:00'..
> > > > > > > > cum on baby..that not a reason to quit...your too hot!!!
=== 'piscesguy18' spewed forth the following at '2008-04-20 12:15:28'..
> > > > > > dont worry about it baby...
> > > > > > cum on baby.....
after that he told me i should stay because i can continue to talk to him which i do not talk to him often.
> === 'Brandi Lynne' spewed forth the following at '2008-04-20 12:19:58'..
> > > haha i dont talk to you enough for yu
The Conqueror WormThe Conqueror Worm
Lo! 'tis a gala night
Within the lonesome latter years!
An angel throng, bewinged, bedight
In veils, and drowned in tears,
Sit in a theatre, to see
A play of hopes and fears,
While the orchestra breathes fitfully
The music of the spheres.
Mimes, in the form of God on high,
Mutter and mumble low,
And hither and thither fly-
Mere puppets they, who come and go
At bidding of vast formless things
That shift the scenery to and fro,
Flapping from out their Condor wings
Invisible Woe!
That motley drama- oh, be sure
It shall not be forgot!
With its Phantom chased for evermore,
By a crowd that seize it not,
Through a circle that ever returneth in
To the self-same spot,
And much of Madness, and more of Sin,
And Horror the soul of the plot.
But see, a
The Dark SecretI have always been fascinated by human behavior. During my childhood, I was constantly taught the meaning of "right and wrong". In almost every influential relationship that I experienced, I was told by the adult their own interpretation of morality. Like the majority of people, these interpretations were based almost exclusively upon Judeo-Christian dogma. In retrospect, I can see now that these beliefs were being recanted to me predominantly as a means for the person instilling those ideas in my mind to reinforce their own unfounded faith in the validity of those ideas. Even today I know very few people, Christian or otherwise, who have spent any serious amount of time researching the bible. Most of them have never even read it in its entirety. They can tell me the detailed and precise stats of the last ten seasons of their favorite sporting league, as well as a thorough history of the origins of the game itself, but not of their faith. Almost everyone I have ever met bases t
Rhiannon Goddess Of The IsleA man lost at sea was washed up upon an island. The island seems to be deserted and uninhabited until he finds a fountain mounted on a pedestal. This relic is very old, but the water is clear and the man thirsty. He bends to drink, but stops short when he sees the reflection of a beautiful woman in the still water. He looks up and she stands before him. She is tall and thin and frail looking, yet she radiates strength. She is dressed in a silver white gown and her silver gold hair hangs past her waist. Her age is undeterminable, but her eyes speak of ageless wisdom. Three birds attend her, fluttering about her shoulders, but never landing.
The strange and enchanting woman welcomes him, leads him to a cottage and tells him he is welcome to stay as long as he wishes. She leaves him at the cottage to consume the dinner that is awaiting him on the table. Being hungry, the man set himself to eat without questioning his hostess. The food is simple faire, but he notices there is no meat. N
Deadlyi joined to make some friends and get to know people and what ever happens it does
PeoplePeople tend to wanna play games and make you feel like your nothing but dirt, after they have told you how wonderful you are and how much they like you, well makes no sense to me. If you don't wanna know the truth I suggest you don't ask.If you don't want to be played I suggest you don't play games, games go both ways and there's never a winner when you play with someones heart.Be it friend or more!!!
SweetieI'm So Happy today because the nice weather is here and that way we can leave the windows open.
Are you have that the Nice weather is Here like me know?
Looking For VipOk, here's the deal. I'm a bit short on cash as it happens and my VIP has expired. I was going to just say "fuggit, I don't need it" but I miss my 11s :( and there's so many screen shots I come across that would be wonderful additions!
To the point...I'm looking for someone that will let me give them either 10k comments on a pic for one month VIP or 50k comments for 6 months. I would never ask for something for free.
So if you or someone you know would be willing to do this for me please just let me know!
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Update On Bubble And Foam Party !THATS RIGHT DOIN IT JUST LIKE THEY ARE IN VEGAS AND HOLLYWOOD OUR VERY OWN FOAM AND BUBBLE PARTY!
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Another One Of Those Days...Not that freezer!!!
Several years ago, while I was still working with Search & Rescue dogs, we had a house guest stay with us for a while. Now, this young man was very shy and it took me about a week to get him to really even talk to me. So, just as he was getting comfortable with making simple requests, such as what he might like for lunch, we had a bit of a set back.
He was rummaging through the freezer one afternoon and pulled out what appeared to be a roast. In reality, he had looked in the wrong freezer. I have two, especially since one is used for holding cadaver parts that had been donated to the Search & Rescue team that I was running at the time. I stood there with an amused look on my face, trying hard not to laugh, and asked his to put the "roast" back. "Seriously," he said "I'm really hungry and don't mind waiting for you to cook this." "You really don't want me to cook that," I answered. "Really, I do... I like the way you cook..." he said with an innocent s
VacationTO ALL MY LOVELY FRIENDS HERE ON FUBAR. HOPE YOU ALL HAVE A VERY HAPPY EASTER. SEE YOU ALL IN ABOUT A WEEK. I WILL TRY AND STOP BY TO SEE HOW YOU ALL ARE. MISS YOU ALREADY.
MUCH LOVE VANCE HELLO MY FRIENDS, WE ARE ON OUR WAY BACK FROM FLORIDA. I HAVE A SUN BURN. LOOK LIKE A LOBSTER. IT WAS A AWESOME TIME. RIGHT NOW WE ARE STAYING THE NIGHT IN NORTH CAROLINA. THEN ABOUT 1AM WE WILL START OUR WAY HOME TO RHODE ISLAND. ITS ABOUT A 10 HOUR DRIVE.LOOKING FORWARD TO SEEING YOU ALL WHEN IGET BACK. ILL STILL BE ON VACATION UNTIL SUNDAY NIGHT
MUCH LOVE VANCE
Sunday AfternoonWHY MEN ARE NEVER DEPRESSED:
Men Are Just Happier People-- What do you expect from such simple creatures? Your last name stays put. The garage is all yours. Wedding plans take care of themselves. Chocolate is just another snack. You can be President. You can never be pregnant.
You can wear a white T-shirt to a water park. You can wear NO shirt to a water park. Car mechanics tell you the truth. The world is your urinal. You never have to drive to another gas station restroom because this one is just too icky.
You don't have to stop and think of which way to turn a nut on a bolt. Same work, more pay. Wrinkles add character. Wedding dress $5000, Tux rental-$100. People never stare at your chest when you're talking to them. The occasional well-rendered belch is practically expected. New shoes don't cut, blister, or mangle your feet. One mood all the time.
Phone conversations are over in 30 seconds flat. You know stuff about tanks. A five-day vacation requires only one sui
Thank YouTo start off with I have to thank Hopeless for VIPing me once again!
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Secondly, I need to thank Gary for hosting a giveaway for me to earn another month of VIP
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Guys And Pigs The DefinitionThe definition:
A guy is a man. A pig is a name given to a guy who isn't a man. You like where this is going? Well lets get a little deeper.
A man is a guy who will SEE someone and not look at someone. A man doesn't get a crick in the neck when a woman walks by who he thinks is a perfect ten. He knows there is no perfect ten. Everyone has a flaw and sometimes more than just one. He also knows its those flaws that make or break the attraction. A man doesn't judge to judge but to understand that everyone is made different. He is one to respect that a woman does like compliments but doesn't like the drool, slobbering, and snorting. If a woman chooses to show her self in her natural state then a compliment is nice. A wanna get in your holes comment isn't anything but pushy and rude. Also if a woman is wearing something that is a turn on that it's not a green light to pillage her. A man will see a woman as not a trophy but as an equal and a friend. Compliment her, spoil her, share a c
ChicagoI am posting this because, as some of you already know, I will be leaving for Chicago this coming Thursday morning, along with 140 singers from my school. We will be involved in a competition on Saturday and will not be home until Monday night.
I wanted to let you all know that our itinerary is packed with activities, shows, sight-seeing and yes, SHOPPING (that's for all of the girls...lol), as well as the competition. Because of that, I do not know what sort of time I will have online, if any. But, I also want you to know that I'll be thinking of you.
Finally, with the final rehearsals, final preparations for the trip and baseball, I really don't know how much I will be on starting Monday. I hope you can understand if I don't get to send you my goofy comments or can't do any rates, because I really want to, just don't know if I will be able to.
Be safe, take care and I will talk with you all on Tuesday, the 29th!
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Freedom?The big news around here lately is a teacher who has been forced to remove his bible from his desk. He has had it there for years..but all of a sudden its a crime. He also had the 10 commandments hanging in his room. I can understand them asking him to remove that..but I feel its his right to have a bible on his desk. If hes not thumping it..and its not bothering anyone. Anyways.. I started thinking on this subject since I read a little about it two days in a row on the front page. Theres kids supporting him and all here. I kinda understand his side of it..but then got to wondering..why does he really need it on his desk? Why can't he just put it in his desk..if he knows it bothers people? Then he will have it there for himself..but not in plain sight. Is he really that much of a believer? Although then I am thinking.. does God really want us to hide our faith? Either way.. it is something to ponder!
PoemsI tremble in darkness
Afraid of the unseen
Scared of what lurks in shadow.
I yearn to be free
Unbound from my chains
To run through field and meadow.
Unable to move
From this place I am in
Will I ever be released?
My doubt and my pain
I hold deep inside me
Prevent me from finding peace.
Alone in the dark
Trapped forever
I wonder if here I will die.
Falling to the ground
I clench both my fists
And reach them to an unseen sky.
by Draxen
For Venting & Such....50 Odd/Funny things about moi survey lolol
50 ODD Things about you! If you opened this, FILL IT OUT! Learn 50 things about your friends, and let them learn 50 things about you!
1) Do you like blue cheese?
dressing,yes
2) Have you ever smoked heroin?
are you on crack?? hell no!!!
3) Do you own a gun?
yes
4) What flavor do you add to your drink at sonic?
duh
cherry limeaide
5) Do you get nervous before doctor appointments?
some times
6) What do you think of hot dogs?
like the wiennies!!
7) Favorite Christmas song?
Oh Beautiful Star of Bethlehem(or however ya spell it)
8) What do you prefer to drink in the morning?
power energy drink in tangerine strawberry
9) Can you do push ups?
yes..I haven't been going to the gym 4ever 4 nothing!!!! lmao
10) Can you do a chin up?
damn skippy lol
11) What's your favorite piece of jewelry?
my magnetic braclet
12) Favorite hobby?
D-I-R-T racing...WoooooooT
ExerciseWhat do you think...the doctor told me I needed to exercise more...I said that I can't exercise.
He asked me why? I said "When I exercise, my body burns fat..and I smell like bacon...and I get hungry!"
Statement Of FactFor your love I'd rope the moon
Put it in a blender
Mix up a concoction bound to make you surrender
I'd bite the brand off a buckin' Brahma Bull
I'd rob me a gin mill
Then I'd fill the ocean full
I'd take on the Army
And the Her Majesty's Marines
Your love ain't just the cover
It's the whole Magazine!
For your love I'd stop a freight train
Single-handed.
I would straighten out the bends in the Rio Grande
I'd climb up the tower at the T.V.station
Broadcast my affection to the United Nations
I'd take on the Government
In Washington D
Your love ain't just the en-jine
It's a rockin' machine!
For Your Love...I'd stop the hands of time
For Your Love...I'd dig a diamond mine
For Your Love...I'd do it all the time
For your love I'd walk a tight rope
Wrestle Anacondas
Jump a motorcyle over half-a-dozen Hondas
Carve your initials on a forest of bamboo
Paint the Brooklyn Bridge, baby, pink with a broom
I'd take on the press
From Tokyo to Pravda
Your love
Just A DreamI walk in wearing nothing more then a tight form fiting dress with heels. He walk over to me as I stand there with a glass of wine in my hand..He took the wine and sat it down on the table.and push me into a chair.He then turned the light off and lit some candles as H-town plays through the speakers. He start to dance real slow..left to right his hips and body move. with each sawy he lift my dress up a lil more as he feel the muisc flowing through me. He slide his hand up my thigh as he pull the dress over me head. he push me back in the chair as I turn around and poke my ass out so that my lace boyshorts are right in his face..He put a halls in his mouth as he lick each cheek..Then he spread them and begen to massage my asshole with his tounge.He feel you try to move away as he grab my waist and pull me closer. and rub on my clit,He can feel my juices flow down his chin as his tounge goes deeper in. He can hear me moan lick on my clit..as his tounge slide to my pussy..He spread my
My LifeI sit back and reflect on how life used to be..Of kids playing games out side and not glued to the tv. when parents would sit on there steps while the kids played outside..But those days are gone and as I think about them sometmes I wanna cry. hustlers on every corner serving all the feans. is this what they fought for? This couldn't have been Christine dream. Ihope some one is feeling this even if it is coming through s screen
Done By Christine
I Believe...I'm a Christian and im oN fubar.. there i said it.. not everyone on here are pervs or haters.
I believe in God and JESUS and heaven and hell and even Satan..I BELIEVE.. THATS THE KEY.
I ALSO BELIEVE THAT GOD IS GOIN TO GET ME THROUGH THIS PART OF MY LIFE AND I WILL BE WELL AGAIN.
MY FRIENDS WILL HAVE A BIG PART OF THAT .. RIGHT NOW ALL I NEED IS FRIENDS .. NO B/F NO G/F NO LOVER ..
JUST MY FRIENDS. AND GOD/JESUS.. THAT IS WHAT I WANT AND NEED RIGHT NOW. I AM GOIN THROUGH A ROUGH PATCH,
I WILL GET THROUGH THIS .. I WILL GET OVER THIS .. I WILL BE WELL AND WILL BE ME .. MAY BE A DIFFERENT ME OF SORTS,BUT STILL ME..
A Wiccan, Buddhist And ChristianSunday, March 16, 2008
A Buddhist, a Wiccan and a Christian Walk into a tattoo shop...
Current mood: rejected
Category: Religion and Philosophy
Practice, what a horrible and terrifying word. You can get a bumble bee but not a moon because that is demonic. Why would you want a Buddhist symbol tattooed on your body? Well, because I am Buddhist. OOOOOOOHHHHHH.......Well I didn’t see that coming!
So, we were downtown tonight and Bran and Leslie get the brilliant idea that we need tattoos. Well that they need more tattoos and I need one small, very very very small one! So the Wiccan, Buddhist and Christian go on a mission. First of all they make me walk three effin blocks in high heels to tell me I can’t cuss, pee or get a tattoo and I’m the sober the one.
Let me just tell you, there’s a Jesus fish on the window and a smile on their face when they tell you how evil you are, demonic even. I just wanted to pee and get a bumble bee but no...... Leslie couldn’t just say i
As You MatureFriday, March 14, 2008
Things You Learn As You Mature...
Current mood: amused
Category: Life
~Copy of an e-mail I received from Wally~
Things You Learn As You Mature:
I’ve learned that you cannot make someone love you. All you can do is stalk them and hope they panic and give in.
I’ve learned that no matter how much I care, some people are just assholes.
I’ve learned that it takes years to build up trust, and it only takes suspicion, not proof, to destroy it.
I’ve learned that you can get by on charm for about fifteen minutes. After that, you’d better have a big weenie or huge boobs.
I’ve learned that you shouldn’t compare yourself to others--they are more screwed up than you think.
I’ve learned that you can keep puking long after you think you’re finished.
I’ve learned that we are responsible for what we do, unless we are celebrities.
I’ve learned that sometimes the people you expect to kick you when you’re down will be the ones
Childhood MemoriesSunday, March 09, 2008
Childhood Memories...
Current mood: sad
Category: Friends
When I was young I was quite the tomboy. I wore overalls and played in the pond and road bikes with the boys in my small community. I had one girlfriend though that was my constant companion. Her mother and my mom had known each other practically all their lives and me and Marisela were close for many years as well. As friends often do we grew apart after elementary school. She was two years ahead of me in school and we just drifted apart along the way.
I got a phone call earlier today from a lady in Gladeville where I grew up. She wanted me to know Marisela was killed in a car accident last night. Roxie didn't want us to hear about it on TV or read about it in the newspaper. It's a shock when something like that happens. You just can't believe it. You never know when it could happen and you never expect it. When Roxie was telling me what had happened I began thinking back to all th
Leaving 2007 BehindMonday, December 31, 2007
Leaving 2007 behind! Woo Hoo 2008!
It’s New Year’s Eve and I can for once say I am soooo looking forward to another year passing on by. Those of you who have known me for a long time know I have had a rough year. I think I’m coming out the other side a better and a stronger person for it though and am a firm believer that everything happens for a reason.
This year has brought several people into my life and seen several important people exit my life as well. I think God puts us in each other’s lives at certain times just when we need them. Those who stick around are those who he truly means for us to keep there. Those who leave us were never meant to know the depths of your true emotions any ways.
I’ve learned several things about myself throughout this past year. I’ve learned I’m impatient, I’m not perfect (lol) and that it is difficult for me to rely on anyone. I’ve learned that I’m a difficult person to get to truly know and I’ve learne
I BelieveTuesday, December 04, 2007
I Believe
Current mood: tired
Category: Life
I believe- That we don't have to change friends if we understand that friends change.
I believe- That no matter how good a friend is, they're going to hurt you every once in a while and, you must forgive them for that.
I believe- That true friendship continues to grow, even over the longest distance. Same goes for true love.
I believe- That you can do something in an instant that will give you heartache for life.
I believe- That it's taking me a long time to become the person I want to be.
I believe- That you should always leave loved ones with loving words. It may be the last time you see them
I believe- That you can keep going long after you can't.
I believe- That we are responsible for what we do, no matter how we feel.
I believe- That either you control your attitude or it controls you.
I believe- That regardless of how hot and steamy a relationship is at first, the passi
Today Really Fuckin Suxwell been married 4 bout 4yrs. & been livin 2gether 4 6yrs. And i think its all ending. Not that i care but its just really weird after 6 yrs of being w/ someone and then going back 2 single life. that kinda sux
It Starts Tomorrow . Come Check It Out .STARTS TOMORROW... @ 10 am EST..I am still accepting entries. Entry fee is 50k and as before I know some new members don't have that kinda fubucks so just fumail me and we can work something out!! Starting bid is 50k as well so if you don't receive a bid * which I highly doubt* I will return your entry fee!!If you need tags made just send me the pic and list of items you would like to have auctioned and I will make you one
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I Want To FlyThe night I met you
in words only on a screen
I knew I had to have you
not only in my dreams!
The words that we have shared
have caused my heart to care
At first I was a little frightened
to share myself with you
but you showed me ways to
make my nights brighten
You loved my body over and over again
you took me to heaven and made me live again!
I have come to want to devour you
not just on this place
but I want to touch your body
and feel you near
I want to hold you tightly
not just in words
but face to face:
I want to pleasure you in all the ways we shared,
I want to do things to you that
others would only dare:
I want to make our fantasies
all come true
for, babe, I want to fly with you.
Harley CreedHARLEY DAVIDSON CREED
We believe in going our own way
No matter which of the way the rest of the world is going
We believe in bucking the system
that’s built to smash individuals like bugs on a windshield
Some of us believe in the man upstairs
All of us believe in sticking it to the man down here
We believe in the sky and we don’t believe in the sunroof
We believe in freedom
We believe in dust, tumbleweed, buffalo, mountain ranges, and riding off into the sunset
We believe in saddlebags and that cowboys had it right
We believe in refusing to knuckle under to anyone
We believe in wearing black because it doesn’t show any dirt or weakness
We believe the world is going soft and we’re not going along with it
We believe in motorcycle rallies that last a week
We believe in roadside attractions, gas station hotdogs, and finding out what is over the next hill
We believe in rumbling engines, pistons the size of garbage cans, fuel tanks designed in 193
BombBOMBERS NEEDED PLEASE COME HELP DEE WIN THIS CONTEST. THANK YOU TO THOSE WHO HELP :-)
Here I Come 5It's official. I am going to Florida to be with my 5 Star man. Wish us luck please...well at least him cause he may need it. Love to all who have been so great to me with everything. Once I am down there...no more Fubar. YEAH!!!!!
love you all
Suspended From School After Phone Call From Daddy In IraqCheck out the story http://www. kxan. com/Global/story. asp?S=8165144
This story is very real and needs your attention.
This is the superintendent of the high school where the kid was suspended for talking to his father while in Iraq.
254-547-1227
254-547-1227 x222
Dr Bobby Ott
Deputy Superintendent
For everyone of our loved ones who are over there, do this for them, for the families, let the school board know this is not ok, we will not tolerate this type of treatment.
>>*KXAN News Story*
Luvwat is up with this word... i mean alot of ppl say it but do they really mean it..? but i think that question has been answered. i think i hav found my true love well i hope i have anyways. u see we live in totally different states and this summer he will be goin to chicago to live on the base cause he will be in the navy... and right now i live in iowa and he lives in oklahoma so we will be closer but i hav to finish skool and everything and he wants me to move with him... i do love him though. i hope it works out =)
WtfI'm using this to write down my personal thoughts and feelings.. If anyone happens to read it then so be it.. As of April 17, 2008.. I suffered a mild heart attack.. I'm only 31 with two kids.. My son is 10 and my daughter is 8. As the doctors explained it to me.. I have been under way too much stress and that is what caused it..I now have to do a stress test and meet with a neutritionist and a heart doctor.. I have only told a few of my really close friends and tryin not to stress over it.. I have slowly started to eliminate my stress and tryin to figure out my "triggers".. As of right now.. I'm recooperating and doing fine.. Exhausted all the time but well.. Once again.. This is my own person thoughts and feelings.. I'm NOT looking for sympathy.. That's the last thing I want.. My thoughts on this.. I'm way too young and have a full life to live.. I have to keep in mind.. Everything will get better as the days go by..
About The Crew I Belong ToHello All! I am trying to recruit people for my crew, The Misfit~Angels Leveling Crew. We help people level, in and out of the group as well as fight against child abuse. We need serious members who are willing to help others as needed when you are available to. I am only on a few days of the week and I was still made a member. I am just a member trying to recruit people, you have to contact the main page and let them know if you want to join! Thank you all and I hope to see you added to our crew soon!
If you are interested, the page is:
http://fubar.com/user/1271172
A link to the rules are:
http://fubar.com/blog/164338 I have a friend who is in a give away...anyone who reads this, she needs a lot of bombing! If you could help, that would be great! Here is the link...it is for a Bling Pack.
I have another friend in a VIP giveaway...anyone who can help her, it would be great!! She needs as much bombing as possible!
Manna!Do You Wanna Own Me For A Month? Do u Want To Be spoiled With My Love? Do you wanna Get Pimped Out?
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Crysta's Awsomely Awsome BlogsCrysta is my daughter.. These blogs will be here thoughts and experiences. I am proud of my daughter and love everything that she tells me. I am going to share with all of you what she says is okay to share with you. She likes people to see her unique style and way of thinking, and how much fun she has in life so others may learn how to have fun from her experiences.
She is 11 almost 12 years old, she is bright, intellegent, cunning, adventurous, spontanious, and enjoys everything life has to offer. She loves to teach people how to see the small things most people miss. She says it slows the fast goers down just enough that they may have the opportunity to have a little bit of fu at least once in there life.
Don't let her age fool you, she is wise beyond her years and she is actually more thoughhtful than most adults can ever dream to be. She has more gumption in one pinky that most people have in there whole being, and she knows when to say something and when it is inaprop
Im In An Auction Starts- 4.21.08Thanks so much for stopping by :pD
http://fubar.com/blog/208963 I want to thank everyone who has come by my auction site and commented/rated/bid. This means so much to me and I want to send lots of hugs and kisses out to all of you.
If you don't want to bid on me thats just fine but I wanted you to know that rates/comments also count :-D
Here is the link:
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Again, tysm for all the love!!!
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Please read the blog by GoddessWildCherry~
She is hosting an auction and I am in it. It would be so nice if someone wanted to win me LOL
Thanks and have a fantastic evening~
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Always Wear SunscreenOk...first of all I will say I am so STUPID for not putting on sunscreen! But in my defense I was only out in the sun for maybe 45 mins.
But the reason I am posting this blog is to tell everyone a remedy I found online that really helps take the "heat" out of a sunburn. I haven't been burned in a long time but you never forget the feeling. This remedy is amazing if I ever get another sunburn (which I hope I don't) I will use this again.
Boil tea bags then cool off in the refrigerator (or just add some ice). Then pour into a spray bottle and spray all over the sun burned area. I did a few applications of this and my skin has significantly cooled down. As you can see by the pics below I am pretty red. (This is only 1 day of sun....I had no tan lines before today)
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I Believe.....I Believe
A birth certificate shows that we were born;
a death certificate shows that we died; pictures show that we lived!
I believe - That just because two people argue, it doesn't mean they don't love each other. And just because they don't argue, it doesn't mean they do.
I believe - That we don't have to change friends if we understand that friends change.
I believe - That no matter how good a friend is, they're going to hurt you every once in a while and you must forgive them for that.
I believe - That true friendship continues to grow, even over the longest distance. Same goes for true love.
I believe - That you can do something in an instant that will give you heartache for life.
I believe - That you should always leave loved ones with loving words. It may be the last time you see them.
I believe - That you can keep going long after you think you can't.
I believe - That we are responsible for what we do, no matter how we feel.
I believe - That ei
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