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Bleeding Love By Leona Lewis
I just love the lyrics to this song...read them..they will grab you. Closed off from love I didn't need the pain Once or twice was enough And it was all in vein Time starts to pass before you know it you're frozen But something happened for the very first time with you My heart melted to the ground Found something true And everyone's looking round Thinking I'm going crazy chorus But I don't care what they say I'm in love with you They try to pull me away But they don't know the truth My hearts crippled by the vein That I keep on closing You cut me open and I keep bleeding keep keep bleeding love I keep bleeding I keep bleeding love keep bleeding keep keep bleeding love You cut me open Trying hard not to hear But they talk so loud Their piercing sounds fill my ears try to fill me with doubt Yet I know that their goal is to keep me from falling But nothing's greater than the risk That comes with your embrace And in this world of loneliness I

Contests
ok guys i need 50k in comments on a pic BOMB THIS PIC go here and bomb my pic please there is no time limit so when you have time ARE YOU FUBAR'S FAVORITE DJ? Win Big Bling & FUBUX! Comment Bombing Contest! Get your fans ready to comment bomb! (repost of original by '♫GroovyLady♫ *waiting on BECKR' on '2009-03-16 10:21:39') === 'ßËÇKRFÇ1 ™!SIMPLY THE BEST No1 PLATOON MADE IN SCOTLAND F IRN BRU FREYA MANSLUT SER SECURITY' wrote the following at '2008-04-30 14:57:45'.. > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Here are the contestants > > Make sure to bomb your favorite! > > > > > > > >

I'm Up For Auction For The First Time
Be the first ever to own me..If the bid reachs 500k I add more to the offer check the link below come by and show me some love and bid on me i'm offering some great stuff [ fubar.com photo: 1238268803 ]

She Came Back
debbie brown has rejoined our family wooo hooo i love this lady she is a wonderful lady so if you dont have her a friend please go by her page add, fann and rate her and debbie welcome back sweetie we missed you and to all misfits who havent added ,fanned and rated mr.ben he said his page isnt private right now so you all can get on his page wooo hooo xoxoxo mr.ben sweetheart kiss that beautiful boy of urs for me hes a doll...lol hes a keeper for sure....have a good evening and thank you to all who helped level me today if i didnt rate you back please remind me it was going so fast and remember i have 2 pages to return rates on so please dont get angry with me i also have alot of medical problems that sometimes slows me way down on top of taking care of a very abused 4 yr old grandson scottie...heres debbies link ♦DBrown1004♦@ fubar

My First Auction!!!
On the Auction Block... That's right... You have the chance to own me! I'm offering all kinds of GOODIES! THREE DAYS LEFT TO GET YOUR BIDS IN!! So, STOP BY and CHECKOUT ALL THAT I HAVE TO OFFER!! HIGH BID IS NOW 300K AND A BLING PACK...SURELY YOU CAN BEAT THAT?!?!? DON'T MISS OUT, BID NOW!!! Click this link to get to the auction... SEE YOU THERE!! This bully made for me by my awesome friend Dragonphyre! TYSVM!!! My second auction is now open and will run until May 8th at Noon EST. Get your bids in on these people early. Minimum bids for all begin at $50,000 FuBucks. Any cash bid will over ride a FuBucks bid. Let me introduce you to those up for auction: ~♥Ashley♥~

New Beginings!
As I lay here thinking You are on my mind Wanting us to be together Oh how I wish you were mine Recalling our conversation Over and over in my head Hoping that you are thinking of me As we lay apart in seperate beds I feel so close to you Knowing that there is more Open your heart to me For I am knocking on your door You have opened my eyes With thoughts of passion and desire Hoping for a new begining That will burn like an everlasting fire Our lives have crossed paths For one reason or another I aim to make the most of it And spoil you like no other

Me Lol
well my friends got me into fubar cuz i just recently hurt myself so most the time im just sittin around bored. i was just out ridin my quad with my friend justamom and have fun cuz she never rides so at the momment im crippled just got off my crutches but still walking with my gangsta limp. im just so happy i can drive my car i miss the open road. but if i tried to run shit i would pop it right out of place so i will be on fubar alot often.

About Me!!
WELL I DONT KNOW IF ANY OF YOU REALLY KNOW ME OR ABOUT ME SO HERE IT IS ALL ABOUT ME LAYED OUT FOR YOU ALL TO READ.MY LIFE IS NOT AS IT SEEMS TO YOU ALL...AT AGE 12 I WAS LEFT BY MY PARENTS TO FIN FOR MYSELF,I GOT INTO DRUGS AND DRINKIN...I FINESHED SCHOOL BUT IN THAT TIME I WAS WITH THIS GUY NAMED ROBBIE HE IS ON FUBAR SO I WILL LEAVE IT AT THAT..HE BEAT ME SO BADLY FOR 10 YEARS IN THAT TIME I STAYED ON ALL KINDS OF DRUGS TO HIDE THE PAIN..I WAS RAPED BY WHAT WAS SUPPOSED TO BE A FRIEND TO US. AT THAT TIME I WAS A VIRGIN STILL.WHEN WE HAD TO GO TO COURT HE KILLED HIMSELF AND SAID HE WAS SORRY FOR WHAT HE HAD DONE TO ME.I GOT AWAY FROM THAT SORRY ASS AND RIGHT INTO IT WQITH ANOTHER ONE.MY MOTHER HAD INTRODUCED ME TO ANOTHER MAN AND I ENDED UP GETTING PREG. AND THAT IS WHEN HE TURNED ON ME.HE BEGAN TO BEAT ME,AFTER THE BIRTH OF MY SON HE GOT WORSE TO ME AND THE BABY...HE PICKED UP A PLASTIC BAT AND HIT MY SON ACROSS THE BACK WITH IT AT AGE 18 MONTHS.THEN TURNED IT ON ME FOR NOT MAKING T

A Mom
Before I was a Mom, I never tripped over toys or forgot words to a lullaby. I didn't worry whether or not my plants were poisonous. I never thought about immunization. Before I was a Mom, I had never been puked on. Pooped on. Chewed on. Peed on. I had complete control of my mind and my thoughts. I slept all night. Before I was a Mom, I never held down a screaming child so doctors could do tests. Or give shots. I never looked into teary eyes and cried. I never got gloriously happy over a simple grin. I never sat up late hours at night watching a baby sleep. Before I was a Mom, I never held a sleeping baby just because I didn't want to put her down. I never felt my heart break into a million pieces when I couldn't stop the hurt. I never knew that something so small could affect my life so much. I never knew that I could love someone so much. I never knew I would love being a Mom. Before I was a Mom, I didn't know the feeling of having my heart

Ambers World
Wutsup-Here are my details for the next pervert who tries to hit on me! My name is Amber Im 20 years old I have a 3 year old beautiful little girl Im married to an Army soldier He also is on fubar as guitarplayeralan Im kinda a girly girl and I have lots of friends I like drink when I can and Im a 2 beer queer so fuck you! I dont like when people try to hit on me cause I think its sad(wut you cant read my name is US Army Inf WIFE)its annoying!I have a husband who is my world and no other man compares to him-you can try to break our bond but it wont work-weve been together for 6 years and we are each others soulmates!SO FUCK OFF 2 ALL THOSE jerks that are too old for me any way!

Sweet
Come on, take the journey you, me and all, take the step no matter time or distance all irrelevant for a broken spirit the longest journey is to the front door to open it Reach out, give, take, challenge the road, the journey calls inside out, outside in open your soul, your heart let it be the bridge to walk your journey Fly with the wings of the thought feel with the wisdom of yesterday burry the sorrow, make place for the new rejoice in what will come and dare give way, don't let nothing frighten you just make the journey of the heart

Auctions
HEY GUYS AND GALS I AM UP FOR AUCTION AGAIN...COME ONE COME ALL AND BID TO OWN YOUR VERY OWN ZOMBIE!!!! AUCTION CLOSED ~~~ CLICK PIC BELOW TO BID ON ME ~~~ (repost of original by '♠ DJ Zombie Queen ♠ Hellbilly's Hideout's GIMPY #2' on '2008-04-30 09:04:37') (repost of original by '♥DJ SwEeT*^*ReVeNgE♥@ HH & S.E.R *' on '2008-04-30 09:07:20')

Anticipation
Probably what surprised him most was the way it felt. He'd looked at her legs for a long time. And tonight, in particular, he'd watched them as she walked. But now, with his hand on her thigh, it felt firmer than he had expected. It was also smoother than he'd expected. It was amazing how different a leg felt when it was sheathed in black hose. He loved black hose. Her leg was warm, alive, and it was so smooth. Not slippery smooth, but silky smooth. And I guess that made sense, because it was silk and it was smooth. He had been surprised when, at dinner, she reached over and touched him. She lightly stroked his face with her fingertips, and she touched him. The surprise was not just that she touched him, as they rarely even held hands, but that she initiated the contact. Only once before had she initiated physical contact, and they both remembered where that nearly lead. On the walk over she'd leaned into him. She had held not just his hand, but his arm. He thought at first it

~ A Place For Us ~
Sexy Comments & Profile Graphics ~ A Place for Us~ There is a place for us that no one else can enter. It is a place that holds no secrets, only beauty, peace, understanding. A place that we come to, thinking we are one, only to have our souls fused together for a moment. And in that moment, I know you; every pore, every pulse, every thought, every fear. And I love you more. I feel myself laid bare before you, and I feel content . . . joyous that you are with me, loving me in my nakedness.... Peace.

New Pics!!
this is to everyone on our page from this point on any NSFW pics we take will only shown to the people we are presently speaking too.this is Tom writing this have had some comunication issues with the family list on this profile so this will keep people I am not comfortable with seeing these kinda pics from seeing them.

~ I Feel You...~
Sexy Comments & Profile Graphics ~ I Feel You...~ When I see you I can feel you In my soul - my heart takes flight. I can hardly wait to taste you In the darkness of the night. I feel your breath so hot and sweet Circling in my soul. When our bodies come to meet It's then that I feel whole. Peace.

Show My New Owner Some Luv=)
imikimi - Customize Your World Ok,This is the outcome of my auction..but,I want to thank you all that bid and let me know you would of liked to.NOW,my new owner is ENGMRG ,A good friend I grew up with.lets all show im love and how great my friends are,tell him ~Bratt~ sent you.click the pic below to visit my owner.And by the way,you can't warn him about me, he already knows.HA HA HA HA HA HA LOVE YOU ALL=) ==================================================== engmrg(owner of ~Bratt~)@ fubar ================================================= ^^^^^^CLICK ME,CLICK ME^^^^^^

~ The Taste Of Rain On My Lips ~
~ The Taste of Rain on My Lips and You ~ Cold, quiet rain gently falling Yet the dampness we don't feel; For our bodies are absorbed in each other Hot as the heat from fires unquenched. I lead you slowly into the woods Place a quilt on the ground; The noise of nature is all around us Yet the beating of our hearts is the only sound. Your kiss is gentle, yet demanding My body arches to feel The touch of your hand, the feel of you Without resistance to you, I yield. You taste the essence of my body You bring more pleasure than I've ever known I give myself to you completely The quietness is disturbed by our groans. You rise above me with a sudden urgency Our needs are great, we both have found; Our hearts pounding with anticipation We become one, lying there on the ground. Rain has never been more beautiful As we lie together in each other's embrace; The taste of you, the feel of nature A beautiful moment - in my memory forever encased.... Peace.

Life!!!!!!!!!!
There are a few things we all go through in our journey of life. one to which i like to think is the basis for existence, is the whole idea of right and wrong, such as what you say and do has an affect on those around you, what is safe to eat and what is not, determining whether something is dangerous or not, when to trust and when not to, etc, etc, etc. One thing i understand about life is rules. there are those nature has put in place, such as gravity, the need to eat, sleep, breathe, and so on. then there are those rules in which we TRY to govern ourselves, such as the 10 commandments, the fucking seatblet law, the helmet law when riding a motorcycle. even wearing socks on sunday in pennsylvania is a crime, probably never enforced anymore but regardless still a law. What i dont understand is why we try to restrict ourselves. Is not the basis for living to experience new and exciting adventures, to create amazing memories. Because in the end is that not all we have? you can not

My Inner Most Thoughts
Im getting married next year june 13th atleast i think i am. Do not really know If I am anymore have to deal with crap with the guy im with. Do not know If he really wants to get married, he says he does but everyday talk he asks like he dont want to meet me. And his sister takes over his life and he has to ask her if he can come down and be with me, i think thats very wrong. And she keeps telling him no. So I guess marriage wont happen. I just want to cry sometimes, I wanted a good life a husband, kids a job. But with this guy I dont know If it is for real or not. if i have the money oneday my cousin and i might go to fon du lac and see eugene. if you hear someone screaming from the plane...thats me sometimes i want to cry, and punch my fist through a wall. this is not the life i had amagined. i didnt have a childhood because me and my mom had to run away from my dad because he was trying to kill us. I didnt have much luck with the guys because they can be real assholes. I just hope t

You!
Happiness is one of those feelings That we have all had and shared But when I hear her sweet voice I realize I have never felt happiness like this She is the first thought I have each morning Thinking of her keeps me smiling all day long Excitement sends chills down my spine when she calls And she is who I think about as I drift off to sleep Those beautiful eyes see right through me She knows who I am beneath my rough exterior I long for the day that she is by my side Forever and ever my princess she shall be She knows she has the key to my heart I want this to be everything that we have waited for Our lives have finally crossed paths Does this journey continue together We spend countless hours admiring one another Knowing in the back of our minds this is real I reach out to her hoping she will take my hand We form a bond like none we have ever known She is everything I have ever dreamed and more I hope that I am as much to her as she is to me A lifetim

Pieces Of The Heart
"Be kinder than necessary because everyone you meet is fighting some kind of battle." A sharp tongue can cut my own throat. If I want my dreams to come true, I mustn't oversleep. Of all the things I wear, my expression is the most important. The best vitamin for making friends..... B1. The happiness of my life depends on the quality of my thoughts. The heaviest thing I can carry is a grudge. One thing I can give and still keep...is my word. I lie the loudest when I lie to myself. If I lack the courage to start, I have already finished. One thing I can't recycle is wasted time. Ideas won't work unless ' I ' do. My mind is like a parachute...it functions only when open. The 10 commandments are not a multiple choice. The pursuit of happiness is the chase of a lifetime! It is never too late to become what I might have been. Life is too short to wake up with regrets. So love the people wh

Just Some Random Stuff
I am sitting here as always.. I kind of quit thinking somewhere along the way..lol I keep thinking that I am stagnant.. Stuck in the same freaking Dead Zone I have always been in. Kind of drifting through doing nothing.. changing nothing.. not even drifting.. more like I try to move but my feet are sooo heavy. Every time I think I have found that happy place ha... it's only a mirage. But I assume that it is human nature to always be in the pursuit of happiness.. ha.. I am about to wash my hands of that pursuit and just live with whatever cards fate deals.. I thought I was halfway closer to my junction.. apparently I am too stubborn to hitchhike and I am still not quite sure where the nearest stop is located.. EYES OF A TRAGEDY is in an auction ---- here's your chance to own one AWESOME lady!!! GO BY AND BID -- AND BID BIG!!! Thank you for reading, please repost :) BROUGHT TO YOU BY I§låndGiℜl™ ☠ Pїℜåtê Wênch

First One
I HAVE NO CLUE IN WHAT I AM DOING DO YOU GOT ANY SUGGESTIONS FOR ME? hay would you like something free something we can't live without? it don't cost to join theres never a charge for it its so simple anyone can do it I will send it to you and tell you more about it . I would tell you here but its not letting me post this I don't know why its nothing bad its same as here except you get paid for it. FREE MONEY IF you can make a profile If you can share pictures IF you can get friends to join you If you can post comments IF you can view others profile THAN MY FRIEND YOU CAN DO THIS TOO. COME HERE TO REQUEST MORE INFO JUST LET ME KNOW YOU ARE FROM FUBAR OK. email me : whitleycountywonder@yahoo.com

Poeta : Alphabet
Thermopylae (utilizing, in order, a Burns Stanza, Envelope Sestet, Rime Couee', Stave of Six and a simple couplet) Arms raised high in the morning sky Borne by those who are doomed to die Calling up to their Gods on high “Do us honor E’er Death claims us,” rose up their cry “For our valor” Go tell their cities that they fought well Heroes on the beach they made their stand In battle fierce Sparta’s blood flowed Judge the brave for the strength they showed King Leonidas and his chosen bands Lacedeamons at the Gates of Hell Many a man there met his fate Ne’er a host ever fought so great On fields far from home Phalanxes formed at the Hot Gates Quiet now lie in peaceful state Resting scattered bones Spears thrust deep through mortal skin Three hundred heroes died that day Under Persia’s hundred thousand men Victorious at Thermopylae When the fighting at last was done Xerxes army the battle had won Yonder on Olympus Mount Zeus recalled the body count

Me In A Nut Shell
Here's my pro's and cons. I self reflected and decided to save myself effort, heartache and time. Take it or leave it. This about sums it up, but subject to change. Cons first, If you can handle these while you're reading, then you deserve to know the pros. Cons: 1. I have been CHEATED ON far too many times. The only guys I seem to date start out great but change very quickly. As far as I'm concerned you're all the same until someone cares enough to show me different and prove me wrong. (aka, I have some insecurities at this point) 2. If I'm dating a guy, I believe it is important to tell you what I want, and how I feel. (aka, You might think I bitch a lot) 3. I like to be held, cuddled and show affection...NOT all the time, but enough to make it obvious you care. (aka, You might think I'm too attached) 4. I think MOST girls are flat out vicious and malicious and want what they can't or don't have. I will tell you what they really want and/or do simply because I've been a

Poeta : Triolet
Heights Heavenly Attained Perform a slow, beautiful dive from heights heavenly attained. A swan song for a heart alive, a sweet, gentle, beautiful dive. Release yourself into a glide and let your soul be not restrained. Perform a slow, beautiful dive from heights heavenly attained. Fade this moment forgotten As if it were but a dream This world is all but rotten And is best left forgotten By those who are begotten To suffer this mortal stream Oh, we are the forgotten Inheritors of this dream Fragments Fragments of words I once thought I knew; Remnants of a past now far removed. The line between the Perceived and True Blurs and clouds, distorting what I knew. Tell me, tell me, has this happened to you? Has any secret to you been proved To be something else from what you knew Once all of the truth had been removed?

Untitled
untitled Tuesday, October 09 2007 @ 11:26 PM MST Contributed by: Greg Views: 102 untitled If loneliness had a name it would be mine cast aside lost in an abyss of nothing I look for a rey of hope that will take this away they say that patience is a virtue I am the King everything I need is in three words Let me fly! as time slips buy, I wish for more I've got some things I need to do I hope I get the chance to get them done and so with my virtue, I will wait till I hear the word I'll be ready to go until then folks it's on with the show

Really
Really Tuesday, September 11 2007 @ 01:29 PM MST Contributed by: Greg Views: 111 I've been gone for a while "really" I really didn't go anywhere "really I came back home & found you gone Your breath was still inside the glass Your footsteps were an echo out the door I felt you next to me that night I heard your voice out in the hall I turned to find that, I was alone I climbed the wall to watch you pass Called out your name, I begged you back Can't you tell me what it is that I've done wrong I love you really, really, I love you I trusted that I could call to arms the emotions that make me whole, to clarify, please help me "really" They clipped my wings, but still I soared they tied me down, I broke the ties They tried to rip you from my soul My will's to strong to keep me down So I beat my way up off the floor I crawled the path to bring me home to you If I could have another chance We'd fly away & not come back Keep all the buzza

In Our Time!
In our time Saturday, September 08 2007 @ 02:23 PM MST Contributed by: Greg Views: 94 The spell The spell was cast I knew it was there I didn't respond How can I explain the way I felt then the way I feel now If I had said something we may have had our time in our time Still captured by the spell lost & alone I take a breath my head spins my hands shake I think I could tell you the way felt then the way I feel now If you had said something if we didn't drift apart If we had more time we may have had our time In our time

????
i hate you why did you go were we not good enough did you even know who i was gona be or where i was gona be did you even love me did you even love us i dont see why you left please help me see why you left us you didnt stay around you werent there for my first bike or my first concert you werent there when i broke my arm when mom protected me from harm maybe you were the harm that she needed to protect us from i dont know but i wish i did you didnt seem to care you must not of looked back as you walked out that door and now your with that whore i dont know her i never want to because shes the one that you turned to she took you i hate when you make me smile i hate when you make me laugh but i hate it when i cry because i dont even know why i miss you i never had you there you didnt wipe my tears you didnt care enough but youve made me tough i hate that you let me fall but mainly i hate the fact that i cant hate you at all. i miss seein you

-her Thoughts..her World
So Im only level 8..Im just checkin everything out now whoever reads this id realli like it if they Rate/fan/add/..ME...it will be greatly appreciated... So Newho...yesterday sucked horribly...to much drama...im glad i had fun last night tho... drinkin with my homies was the shitttzzz Ive got 2 tests today..im pretty sure im readi...i hope everything goes ok and i pass just fine ,... This is a pretty crapy "FIRST" blog...but hey thats why its called a first haha -Erica

S. Escape
I gotta say walking in the rain while your drunk really works. So does actual sleeping. Going to bed been up for 24/7 hours and yeah i am tired right now. I will be on later. How many sites do you think there are for either hook ups or a hang out lounge for people to meet up with new people or just sit around and listen to music. I have wondered I have only visited three sites and this is one of them. I just wondered how many more there are. Do you know? Das Ist der q? That is the Q? That was German Sorry.

Seeing Adversity The Right Way
Seeing Adversity The Right Way Anytime God is about to take you to a new level you’re going to face opposition. There will be new battles to fight and new obstacles to overcome. It’s easy to get discouraged and think, “Why is this happening?” But we have to change our thinking and focus on the fact that on the other side of those challenges is a new level of victory—a new level of success. David would only be known as a shepherd boy if it weren’t for Goliath. David’s enemy became the tool that God used to promote him. And God will do the same in your life today. He’ll use those challenges and difficulties in your life to catapult you towards success! If you are going through a hard time today, if things look impossible, don’t give up now. Change your perspective and believe that God is working behind the scenes. Put a smile on your face and stand in confidence knowing that you are a child of the Most High God. When all is said and done, you’re not just going to come out of that d

Poeta : Signature Work
Memoirs of an Analog Kid act 1 A boy runs through a field unfettered, wild eyed and free, Racing through the tall grass, chasing Destiny. His heart, it burns with dreams, he yearns - and sheds lonely tear, for that aching presence calling him across these golden years. The warm, late summer sun shines down, bathing all in sight; aided by a gentle breeze, the boy’s reckless flight, carries him on far beyond this summer afternoon, to a place in memory forgotten all too soon. This boy of twelve long summers starts to sing a sacred song, echoed by the voices of those who don’t belong. Expectant pause, a righteous cause, his heart begins to beat, as he tears off through that valley, his feet winged and fleet. Coming at last to a sacred place from the golden dawn of youth, to a place he’ll always cherish, to find elusive truth. With time to kill on a rolling hill, beneath a clear blue sky, to lie with arms behind his head and

Fubar's Flaming Hotties
Meet some of the hottest girls on Fubar. They are ALL real (no fakes) all legit salutes to Fu and to the Flaming hotties. Here they are....go show them some luv...F/A/R/C them ..spoil them rotten!! They so deserve it!!! The hottie's information: We are always looking for more hottie's and friends: click on banner

Poems I've Written..
As I walk threw life there are many paths. None are easy none are safe. Some have changing seasons others have scary weather. Some have Signs to show you the way, some have a light at the end to help find you way. Paths are a step stone others gravel, some paths have hand real's to help on a hill or a steep valley other have a straight cliff which you much climb. Some have long paths which bring great fortune some short and loneliness. Some paths are walk by those who choose there owe other are guide by the unknown. Some are clear and visible when others are covered. By the end we all know what is to come but the thing that matters the most is what is learned and what was fun. Love Doesn't Cost a thing, Pain Doesn't Cost a thing, Hurt Doesn't Cost a thing, Broken Hearts Doesn't Cost a thing, Flowing Tears Doesn't Cost a thing, Gray and Cloudy Days Doesn't Cost a thing, Feeling Numb Doesn't Cost a thing, Pretending to be Happy when Things are Down Cost many things,

Sorry
Hi all, I wish to apologise for not being very aproachable these past few weeks. I have been very busy taking care of a very dear friend's 4 children. My best friend Jill - whom i have known for over 18yrs had been very poorly for quite some time - suddenly took a very bad turn and ended up in hospital on life support. Unfortunately my friend Jill passed away yesterday morning god rest her soul, she will be greatly missed by us all. I hope i havent been rude or impatient with anybody on here - if i have i apologise sincerely. I will try and catch up with all the comments, ratings as soon as i can (many thanks to all) stella xxx

Funnies
Funny... Must read.. *_Cats and Dogs_* _The Dog_ 8:00 am - Dog food! My favorite thing! 9:30 am - A car ride! My favorite thing! 9:40 am - A walk in the park! My favorite thing! 10:30 am - Got rubbed and petted! My favorite thing! 12:00 pm - Milk bones! My favorite thing! 1:00 pm - Played in the yard! My favorite thing! 3:00 pm - Wagged my tail! My favorite thing! 5:00 pm - Dinner! My favorite thing! 7:00 pm - Got to play ball! My favorite thing! 8:00 pm - Wow! Watched TV with the people! My favorite thing! 11:00 pm - Sleeping on the bed! My favorite thing! _The Cat_ Day 983 of my captivity. My captors continue to taunt me with bizarre little dangling objects. They dine lavishly on fresh meat, while the other inmates and I are fed hash or some sort of dry nuggets. Although I make my contempt for the rations perfectly clear, I nevertheless must eat something in order to keep up my strength. The only thing that keeps me going is my d

Mythic Truth
Mythic Truth A love of mythic proportions unbeknownst to most men like the golden hues of nature a song carried by the wind most people only dream about love without an end we live and breathe in the arms of faith that is where we begin For we are the myth, the fantasy living, breathing proof the ancients seemed to have blessed us we are each others truth 1/14/08 3:00am

4:00 A.m.
It's 4:00 a.m. & the rain has fallen incessantly for hours. My inconsistent thoughts keep coming back to you. Passion filled brown eyes glazed by the twilight. The rushing sounds of creek water in the distance. I love the smiles that come with new. Momentarily restored faith. Wrapping oneself in brevity. What is life really but a series of events? Eventually for a brief moment, my mind will dwell on your essence at 4:00 a.m.

Random
Random won’t forget Category: Writing and Poetry I went to extreams to forget you a bottle of Jack Daniels random blue eyes A motel room untouched by memories I wanted to erase you like sepia tones erase impurities My heart won't close the door and from time to time I feel a draft and smell you on the wind. 2:44 AM - 4 Comments - 6 Kudos - Add Comment -

Riptide
Riptide : A Vampires Kiss Current mood: betrayed Category: Writing and Poetry Hers is the face I see in the riptide when the vampires come to feed her eyes the color of jade dancing hungrily in the night drinking half a bottle to forget drowning in random blue eyes to feel something other than the riptide pull A vampires kiss could save her but no one wants an eternity anymore

Up For Auction!
[ fubar.com photo: 3232553311 ] Also Need Rates Plz!! DO YOU WANT TO OWN ME? HERE'S WHAT I'M OFFERING 1 month in family 1 month as my #1 friend I will add/ rate/ fan if I havent already Include owened by your name in my profile name for 1 month Rate your stash during HH Personal SFW salute Rate 300 photos a week 10's unless I have VIP then 11's for 1 month 2 drinks per day for 1 month SO IF YOU WANT TO OWN ME CLICK THE LINK BELOW THIS PIMP MADE BY MASTER U Ur HandBy PinkBest Video Codes (repost of original by '~MASTER™~OWNED BY LYNNE~SHADOW LEVELERS RAWK~' on '2008-04-30 23:02:25') imikimi - Customize Your World

Day 18
April 25, 2008 (Day 20) Today is the day...only 4hrs and 15mins until I found out my fate. I have a little anxiety and not going to lie, am scared as all get out. Am praying for the early stage but if it's further along than that, then I just deal with the hand I am dealt. When I got home from work yesterday, I opened the door to find an envelope to fall to the ground. It was a card from one of my "great girlfriends" (Wendy). She herself is going through some medical issues but she put herself aside to take the time out to cheer me up! That's why I love her so much! I want to share this quote that she wrote in the card. I am going to try my hardest to use it as a daily part of this whole process. "Patience is also a form of action" Thank you Wendy for being a part of my life and such a great friend! Feeling: Little bit of anxiety and definitely scared but with that being said, am keeping a positive attitude that I can deal with the outcome today.

Day 26
(Day 26) Things are starting to happen very very quickly. I have a Muga Scan on the 5th, the MRI on the 6th, Chemo Class, CT Scan, EKG and Bone Scan all on the 8th, my port is surgically put in on the 15th along with another biopsy if I qualify for the clinical drug program, and then on the 16th is my first dose of chemo. Feeling: My head is swimming again! Too much information and too much going on around me. Hard to wrap my head around everything. (4/6/08-found the lump, 4/7/08-OB-GYN, 4/9/08-Mammo+Ultrasound, 4/15/08-Biopsy, 4/21/08-Informal Diagnosis, 4/25/08-Private Consultation Dr Mudge, 4/28/08-Consultation Dr. Efiom-Ekaha, 4/29/08-Phone Consult w/Cindy, Clinical Drug Test Nurse, 5/5/08-Muga Scan, 5/6/08-Bilateral MRI, 5/8/08-Chemo Class, CT Scan, EKG, Bone Scan, 5/15/08-Surgery for Port, 5/16/08-first Chemo Treatment)

Round Friggin Two!!
Aight! I NEED A RATE!!!! Out of All my friends and fans, I need at least a rate from you. PLEASE????? Pretty pretty please???? It begins NOW!!! I am up for auction, and this time it has a kick, no, I'm not getting kicked, the auction has a kick (silly... hehehehe!!!) During the auction, whichever contestant can get the MOST PICTURE RATINGS wins 10 fubling from the hostest (at least 100 rates)... AND a 7 day blast (at least 300 rates)... $30 in prizes just for entering the auction. PLUS of course you win the highest bidders prizes. ❥❥Clickie❥❥ So what are you waiting for???? Go rate my pic!!!!!!! And if you really really wanna make my day... GO BID ON ME!!! Here is what you get if you bid on me and win me: Owned by, Beside my name for a month Added to top friends for 1 month Pimp out in blog permanently Link to your profile on my page all month Rate at least 300 photos 10s during HH All stash rated thumbs up during HH Profile comm

News Stuff
"The Mayor of Kamikatsu, a small community in the hills of eastern Japan, has urged politicians around the world to follow his lead and make their towns "Zero Waste"." Brilliant stuff. More of this please. Clicky-clicky Clicky-clicky "Councils launch charm offensive Most people just think councils collect bins, the LGA says Council chiefs are reminding voters of the work they do, using images including a drunk girl vomiting in the street and a dog fouling a park." Clicky-clicky

Crap 4 Sale!
HEY! wanna buy a monkey? selling $5 monkeys!!! not sure if they bite... BUT! for $100(fu bux) you can purchase a $5 monkey! or multiple-monkeys! (TALK ABOUT INFLATION!) (be sure to let me know the NAME you've picked for your monkey, when u order ;) ------------------------------------------------ Chose from: PIRATE MONKEY! BIRTHDAY MONKEY! HAPPY MONKEY! ROCKIN' MONKEY! SAMURAI MONKEY! GRAMMA MONKEY! STOOPID MONKEY! (Robot Chicken) EVIL MONKEY! (Family Guy) GRUMPY MONKEY! FLYING MONKEY! CHEEZ-E MONKEY! MONKEY BONES!

Walk With Me
Walk with me, the path of life, to explore every bend of the road Enjoy with me the beauty of life, along its wonderful way Find comfort with me, in each other's arms, when grief crosses our path Find strength with me, in each other's strength, when despair lies in wait Laugh with me, a single true laugh, to enlighten another's distress Cry with me, a single true tear, to understand true happiness Cherish with me, the wonders of life, as they need to be preserved Rejoice with me, in the mysteries, of what is yet to be Find peace with me, in each other's souls, when the world has gone insane Find love with me, in each other's hearts, until this life has been fulfilled And when the path comes to an end I hope we can say from within We've known the beauty of true love, our love came from within

Family....
Wesley's ride My daughter is the one on the far left. She is fairly new to this type of dancing. (like only a couple of months!) Yeah I am a proud mom. LOL She hadn't even had a chance to rehearse with her partner prior to performance as he had gone on vacation. Check it out people!

Butterfly Trails
Carried by gentle winds Peeking behind One last time Butterfly trails Passion abandoned Longing Now Etched On the breeze Swirls Of Butterfly trails Complimenting shades Caress the memory Fleeting expectation Defined by mist Dew drops Capture Opal Reflections Of Butterfly Trails Never Forever Again Butterfly Trails

Take Nothing For Granted Or Nothing Is What You Will Have..
People take so much in life for granted, they never stop to smell the roses. We often trample them under our feet in the rush of our daily lives. It doesn't matter how macho, thuggish, or manly you are, life only comes around once, take time to enjoy, the small things, your kids, your family, your wife, even your life... Take a moment call someone you have not talked to in a while let them know you still care, take a day off work go fishing, take up that hobby of sky diving... who knows it could be our last time to talk to that person, or to be able to walk to the lake to go fish, or to wake up and be able to sky dive. love laugh and live a little today... be happy and do a little good today.... Hey and if needed defend someone and kick some butt too....

Cinco De Mayo!
"The Mexicans had won a great victory that kept Napoleon III from supplying the confederate rebels for another year, allowing the United States to build the greatest army the world had ever seen. This grand army smashed the Confederates at Gettysburg just 14 months after the battle of Puebla, essentially ending the Civil War. Union forces were then rushed to the Texas/Mexican border under General Phil Sheridan, who made sure that the Mexicans got all the weapons and ammunition they needed to expel the French." Great! Another reason to hate on this holiday. Remember the Alamo! Remember Goliad! Remember the Treaty of Guadalupe Hidalgo! Mexico would be ours if the cheezy Americans would have taken it with the victory of the Mexican army.

A Small Rant
anyone know anything about pools? yea i know i got a late start on it. shudup! anywho.....i have an above ground. i didn't winterize the son of a biotch and well i need to drain it and start the fugg over. problem is i don't know how to drain it. i had a friend over yesterday and we kinda rigged it to drain. it drained about 2 feet and lost suction. it took us 2 hours to figure that out tho. and i know there is an easier way. i just don't know what it is. anyone have any ideas? or know how to do it and can explain it to me? please! i will love you long time! soooooooooo yea some of you i told personally (if you were one of those that means you are a VIP in my fulife) some of you probly saw in the bar tab, that i changed my status to "in a relationship" yea yea, i know, i know.....i was the poster child for staying single. oh well when you met someone special stuff changes. well part of the reason i'm writting this blog is to let everyone know that nothing is changing

Brushstrokes
Be gentle with each brushstroke Don’t let’s ever run out of paint We can share scenes and palette Share colours and settings quaint Each one of us pick up a brush With each other's masterful stroke Let our imaginations run and flow Of the places we each have spoke Dip your brush in greens and blues Lets see the canvas getting wet I can almost sense the flowing Of the scenes I won’t forget Each creating the scenes together No place is ever the same Suns glowing orange , moons of silver Each picture we then can frame Anywhere we set up the easels 'Neath mountains or by streams Paint of what we see and love Or paint imaginations of our dreams As we both grasp each new day With each brushstroke that we wet We see our thoughts taking shape Shared and created by a loving duet.

Bad Girls Auction
Have You Ever Wanted To Own A Bad Girl?? Now Is Your Chance.. So Come Bid On These Bad Girls.. They Want You To Own Them. If You Don't Want To Own A Bad Girl.. Then Give Them A Rate. Kept In Corsets Pink0228 Mistress Broken Lovable Lil One Morticia Miss Honeypie Meagan aGEM4life Ticha BiBabyGirl

Dark Prince & Dark Princess Club Far Team
> > TEAM DARK PRINCE & DARK PRINCESS > > > > > Dark Prince John... @ Club F.A.R.@ fubar > > ++dark princess lillith++@club f.a.r.~~@ fubar > > > > Ms. Mona Doll@ fubar > > ßãÐ Gî®L 4 LîFê ãKã LãÐý ®ãGË ~†~ Member Of Club F.A.R. (&) I.B.N. ~†~@ fubar > > zoeygrl~ fuwife 2 zgirl~Club FAR~Mad FuBombers~TrueLycan FL Bombers~@ fubar > > PEE-JAY=2ND ALARM HOTTIE~ VERY PROUD ARMY MOM TO MY FALLEN SOLDIER KATIE@ fubar > > ~ Razz ~ * Club F.A.R *@ fubar > > HotMammaJJ&hearts CLUB F.A.R.+~NoBodysNothin

Wwe
Dear Creative team, Why are you doing this to us, you know the fans. We pay for you to drive your Beemers and your wives plastic surgery. We pay for those fancy gadgets and that big fucking house you live in. You are ungrateful. Force feeding us ABYSMOL story lines and so so talent! We face enough just by being fans of your corporation as it is! We get called trailer trash, we get laughed at. Society spits in our faces regularly and yet we STILL spend 25.00 for a shirt and eat us your DVDs and tickets to live events. Are we a joke to you? Do we look stupid? Curious as to why attendance is down and WWE.com is at a standstill? Want to know why we bitch and moan about it? It is because of your INSULTING storylines, feuds that do not make sense, and pushing the wrong people. Get your shit together. Quit acting like we are expendable. The next generation of WWE fans may not exist. Sincerly, A pissed off and insulted fan. I cannot believe that I actually put up with this

None Of That Wimpy Stuff...friendship
Are you tired of those sissy 'friendship' poems that always sound good,But never actually come close to reality? Well, here is a series of promises that actually speak of true friendship. You will see no cutesy little smiley faces on this blog- Just the stone cold truth of our great friendship. 1. When you are sad -- I will help you get drunk and plot revenge against The sorry bastard who made you sad. 2. When you are blue -- I will try to dislodge whatever is choking you. 3. When you smile -- I will know you are plotting something that I must be involved in. 4. When you are scared -- I will rag on you about it every chance I get. 5. When you are worried -- I will tell you horrible stories about how much Worse it could be until you quit whining. 6. When you are confused -- I will use little words. 7. When you are sick -- Stay the hell away from me until you are well again. I don't want whatever you have. 8. When you fall -- I will point and laugh at your clu

Dreaming!
Did anyone get their Stimulation rebate from the IRS??? *crossing my fingers* Hornyscopes!! OK if this doesn't really paint a picture, not much will! I would have to say this is pretty close! AQUARIUS Jan 21 - Feb 19 Ruling Planet: URANUS. The God of unexpected sexual twists and turns Aquarians make much better friends than lovers, but when a typical Aquarian gets some bang-bang, it's more an intellectual experience than an emotional one. Looks aren't important to Aquarians in a relationship, it's the mind and spirit of a lover that turns Aquarius on.They are very entertaining in bed and are probably the most inventive of all the signs.Mental stimulation is more important to them than physical, which means that pornography gets them hot! Aquarians are impatient and like sex to be fast and satisfying. They are very particular about hygiene and contraception and sleeping around holds little interest for them. FAVE POSITION Mutual masturbation. BEST SEX TOY A D

My Career Ended
below is a video of when i played college hockey.I loved playing so much but after this injury i was told i could never skate again.This was a very traumatic injury that i still have to take pain medication for.

It's Auction Time
IT'S AUCTION TIME. It's Auction Time..Sarge's Bad Girls is holding an open auction..anyone can join...there will be a 10K entry fee...but the opening bid will be 15K ..So you will get back your fubucks...I will open it as soon as i get 5 people entered.. it will run till May 15th...But you may take a bid when you decide to. So just FuPal me 10K fubucks with a pic link and your offer. Thanks Sgt. Raider Owner Of Sarge's Bad Girls. AUCTION BROUGHT TO YOU BY Sarge's Bad Girls@ fubar

Gone For A While
I received a call from my brother this morning and last night 4/30/08 my father had a heart attack/stroke and is now on life support. Seems my brother and sister are waiting for me because he has a DNR. Now the hospital was unaware of the DNR so they put him on life support, being that I am the oldest child my signature is needed before we can shut off life support. Doctors say if he wakes up he will be a vegetable. So I am leaving on a flight this evening and flying back home for a few days and prepare for a funeral. I will miss all my friends here. Just keep me in your thoughts and I'll be back in a week or so.

Her First Contest Wanna Be In It Heres How
Come join my Summer Contest! The first person to 10,000 comments win either a 3 day blast or a bling pack, and $100,000 Fubucks.Contest goes on for 3 weeks . All applicant's must add & rate me. **Rules** 1. Has to be SFW photo. 2. No Drama. 3. NO FAKE ENTREES. Don't join, if you're not going to try to win 4. You can choose which you are trying to win. Private message me with the link to the picture you want to use in the Contest and whether you want the bling pack or the blast. brought to you by: Jee-Zilla @fubar

Naughty Story
Ok...so everyone is always asking me about the naughty stories that I write for our newspapaer's alternative magazine. Here is a sample of my work. Stuff your stocking with something SEXY Ditch the gift-giving idea of chocolates – unless it’s the kind you can li8ck off someone else’s body – and put some naughty in your stocking this Christmas. The same old stocking stuffers need not apply. I am talking about the all-out, make your toes curl, scream out loud, achieving the big O…Ohhh…Ohhh… yes! type of stocking stuffers. Your lover will thank you. Trust me. No lottery tickets. No coal. Nothing in that stocking but a jackpot of naughtiness! Try stuffing these: Divine Ecstasy Oh my, can you handle it? This vibrating bullet could be the be-all and end-all of sex toys – well, maybe. It offers seven speeds and allows you to control the motion and to increase or decrease the action. This vibe works on low, medium and high speed and pulsates and oscillates at the push of a button. W

Goodbye My Love
Love, what is love? Love is the smile on his face Love is the twinkle in his eyes Love is the way my heart skips a beat whenever he’s around Love is the way he’s always on my mind Love is my need for him, my passion, my hunger, my desire. He came into my life like a feather on the wind So quiet and unassuming but a picture of beauty He shared with me his thoughts and dreams We laughed and joked and flirted and teased He fell for me and I fell for him Two hearts wanting each other but miles apart. He not only meant the world to me but when he was close he was my world My sun, my moon, my stars. In my sleep I held him close, kissed him, loved him, comforted him In those moments neither time, nor distance nor the world could tear us apart It is better to have loved and lost than never loved at all That’s what they say. To have felt love to have been able to taste it, feel it That feeling where every moment shared is more precious than the last Where time stands s

Support R Troops
Will you give this to my Daddy? As a Company, Southwest Airlines is going to support 'Red Fridays.' Last week I was in Atlanta , Georgia attending a conference. While I was in the airport, returning home, I heard several people behind me beginning to clap and cheer. I immediately turned around and witnessed one of the greatest acts of patriotism I have ever seen. Moving thru the terminal was a group of soldiers in their camos. As they began heading to their gate, everyone (well almost everyone) was abruptly to their feet with their hands waving and cheering. When I saw the soldiers, probably 30-40 of them, being applauded and cheered for, it hit me. I'm not alone. I'm not the only red-blooded American who still loves this country and supports our troops and their families. Of course I immediately stopped and began clapping for these young unsung heroes who are putting their lives on the line everyday for us so we can go to school, work and home without fear or repr

My Friends Is Up 4 Auction
She made herslef a to do list...and i would really love if i could get some friends and family to help me out here in getting her close to even reaching her goal...she tries hard to help others and expects nuthin in return...here is the best part...if u send her a private message telling her what u did to help her out she will make a bully and blog pimpout of you and she'll even give u a lil something something in return for helping her...so please stop by...thxs so much! Things That Need To Be Done Or Worked On! 1. My bling...blast and happy hour giveaway...i still need 73,959 comments to go to reach my goal...there is no time limit to this contest 2. im in a another auction..and would love to have a new owner i just think it's fun to be able to join things like this because if gives me the chance to make new friends and get to know them...please feel free to make a bid... 3. Im in a fubucks giveaway / contest...i need 2,500 To Win Fubucks. Most Comments (min 15,0

Payback Time
IT'S PAY BACK TIME MY GIT-R-DONE FAMILY ONESXYBRAT IS IN A BOMBIN CONTEST FOR A HAPPY HOUR FIRST PERSON TO COMPLETE 50,000 COMMENTS IN ONE WEEK WINS SHE WAS THEIR FOR US IN OUR BOMB FEST CONTEST..LETS SHOW HER SUPPORT BACK!!! LETS GIT-R-DONE FOR THEM CLICK THE PIC U KNOW WHAT TO DO! YOU ALSO MUST ADD/RATE/FAN THE HOSTESS ANOTHER GOOD FRIEND OF MINE FORESTRICAN TO HELP OUT ONESXYBRAT! ***ForestRican***Proud Owner of Pisces1971 & Shaggy Azz Graber***RATE & FAN 1st before ADD THANKS :@ fubar THIS PIMPOUT BROUGHT TO YOU BY: Frozen Mystical Dreamzzzz, The Original@ fubar

My Chaotic Thoughts
Everything happens for a reason this is something I firmly believe in! Sometimes people come into your life and you know right away that they were meant to be there... to serve some sort of purpose, teach you a lesson or help figure out who you are or who you want to become. You never know who these people may be but you lock eyes with them, you know that very moment that they will affect your life in some profound way. And sometimes things happenthat are just horrible, painful and unfair, but in reflection you realize that without overcoming those obstacles you would never realize your potential, strength, will power or heart. Everything happens for a reason. Nothing happens by chance or by means of luck. Illness, love, lost moments of true greatness and sheer stupidity all occur to test limits of your soul. Without these small tests, life would be like a smoothly paved, straight, flat road to nowhere safe and comfortable but dull and utterly pointless. The people you meet, affect you

Why?
> > > > Why do we press harder on a remote control when we know the > batteries are almost dead? > > > -------------------------------------------------------------- > > > Why do banks charge a fee on "insufficient funds" when they > already know there is not enough money? > > > -------------------------------------------------------------- > > > Why does someone > > believe you when you say there are four billion stars; but > have to check when you say the paint is still wet? > > > -------------------------------------------------------------- > > > > Why do they use sterilized needles for death by lethal > injection? > > > -------------------------------------------------------------- > > > Why doesn't Tarzan have a beard? > > > -------------------------------------------------------------- > > > Why does Superman stop bullets with his chest, but ducks when > you throw a revolver at him? > > > ---------------------------------------------

Family And What They Mean
All my life I havehad nothing but complete and utter heartache mostly caused by my family. Guess it started when I was pretty young, just progressively got worse over the years. My ad died when I was only 10, then thats when the majority of the hell started, My mother began to drink alot, she was a very badf alcoholic, and while she was in stuper I was constantly being taken advantage of by her peers, her so called friends. Being molested by them and by an uncle that I hope one day recievs the complete hell he deserves as well as the others. I ended up pretty much raising my younger brother, and ended up becoming an addict a very bad one at that. I ran away many times, and lived on the streets of Denver for awhile, which was a true wake up call to me. I led a life I would not ever want anyone to have to live. But it happens. I did alot of things I am very asamed of, but have tried to become a better person, only things haven't changed uch my family , mother, and extended family

Mass Musings
"I want to know 36 things about you. I don't care if we never talk, never liked each other, or if we already know everything about each other. Short and sweet is fine... You're on my list, so I want to know you better! BE HONEST COPY FROM HERE THEN SEND DIRECTLY TO ME IN A MESSAGE THEN, REPOST THE EMPTY QUESTIONS AS A BULLETIN. " 1) Can you cook? 2) What was your dream growing up? 3) What talent do you wish you had? 4) If I bought you a drink what would it be? 5) Favorite vegetable? 6) What was the last book you read? 7) What zodiac sign are you ? 8) Any Tattoos and/or Piercings? 9) Worst̴

Reincarnation
Regression Therapy Danny Penman: The last time I died was in Jerusalem in 1276. Pope Gregory X's Crusade against Islam had collapsed and the Christians of the city would soon be abandoned to their fate. My final hours were filled with death. I was besieged in a beautiful vaulted church along with 100 knights. Smokey candlelight glinted off their armour. Some knights were praying, others resting. As dawn broke over the city they readied themselves for the final conflict with an implacable foe. Even the most devout were terrified. All knew that only a handful would survive the coming day. I watched their preparations for battle. The sharpening of swords and lances. The reinforcing of shields and armour. But most of all, I prepared for my own death. As a monk in a city of Muslims, my chances of surviving the coming assault were slim. Soon after the knights left the church, I retreated to a small side chapel to pray. I was desperate for forgiveness. I had travelled from a small monastery

Veterans In Employment Offices Fuckin Own!!!
WELL I AM FINALLY CONTENT WITH MY LIFE,GOT BACK WITH MY EX AND EVERYTHING IS WAY FUCKING BETTER THAN I EVER THOUGHT IT COULD BE!!! WE TALK MORE,WERE MORE OPEN,MORE AFFECTIONATE,MORE EVERY THING...I'M JUST FINALLY FUCKING HAPPY AGAIN!!!!!!!!

You And Me
IF WE'RE LOCKED UP IN MY ROOM FOR TWENTY-FOUR HOURS & WE COULD DO WHATEVER YOU WANTED, WHAT WOULD YOU DO WITH ME? TELL ME IN MY INBOX... CUZ ITS A SECRET... THEN REPOST THIS IN YOUR BULLETIN... YOU MIGHT BE SUPRISED WITH THE RESPONSES YOU GET. THEY COULD MAKE YOU LAUGH OR EVEN SMILE ... LOL.

This Is True
I JUST DONT KNOW WHAT TO THINK OR WHAT TO SAY..IM SO BLAH...I HAVE NO CLUE WHAT THE HELL IS GOING ON YET I GET BITCHED AT FOR IT..I JUST WANT TO TRY BUT IT SEEMS LIKE YOU DONT..IM NOT TRYIN TO PUSH YOU AWAY YOUR PUSHING ME AWAY..LAST NIGHT i WENT OUT AND GOT DRUNK..THATS WHAT SEEMS TO HAPPEN ONCE A WEEK NOW..I JUST HIT THE GUTTERS AND WANT TO DRINK,BUT THATS STOPPING TODAY...IM DONE DRINKIN...I JUST WANT TO FLIPPIN ME HAPPY =[ Im sooo over nick!!!!!!I found someone new,he is the greatest,honestly..he knows who he is..he is sweet,makes me smile,makes me laugh,lights up my day!!! Thank you babe!! Come home soon!!!! Do you know her favorite color is pink or that she's afraid of spiders? Do you know she can't sleep without at least two pillows or that when someone mentions you her eyes sparkle & face lights up like Christmas. Do you know her favorite song or at least her favorite band? Did you know she hates arguing, but that she's good at it. She loves the way you look at her, but hates t

Mma-westsiders
May 23-26, 2008 Once again, the MMA State Rally is upon us. It is being held in Overgaard, AZ over the Memorial Day Weekend. All are welcome to attend. Admission is $15.00 per person for the entire weekend, $5.00 per person per day, or $25.00 per couple W/ children. Children under 12 — FREE. Free dry camping in the mountains and ponderosa pines. No Open Fires! (Arrive Thursday to Set Up Camp) Brother Hood Of Blues Band Appears on Friday and Saturday Nights. Weekend Activities include: Bike Games / Bikeshow / Saturday Poker Run / Vendors / Food / Bar / Honor Guard / Bike Blessing / •All This and More at: The Cabin Bar & Grill - Hwy 260, West Of Hwy 277 ( Next To Pizza Time Pizza) in Overgaard, Az. BIKER/FAMILY FUN. NO GUNS - NO ATTITUDES - ALL ANIMALS LEASHED. For more Information call Cindi Gates 623-695-5659 or email her at cgates@carlsonwagonlit.com. If you have Business Sponsors for the MMA State Rally T-Shirts, then go to http://www.mma-westsiders.com/az/ to download a

Terrible....
you ever have one of the experiences where you know in your gut and have felt for weeks that life is going your way. then nothing particular happens and all of a sudden you are in a depressed funk. you can't explain it, you can't find your way out of it. its like being inside a deep hole in the ground..perfectly cylindrical...absolutely smooth all around you...enough room to spread your arms...cold, dark and damp...the light you see is mile and miles away...you search frantically seeking a secret escape, but nothing...nothing but hopelessness and loss. a terrible place, feeling, experience how do you escape? is it even possible?

Down Rater
I just had a very nasty comment left on my profile pic by hindleg3 he said "My God what happened to your face it looks like someone set fire to it and put it out with an axe" he also rated my pic a 1 Why do ppl do this I mean I have never even met this person before nor do I wish too He has been banned from my page...it is creeps like him who make Fubar an unpleasant place to be

Those Closest To My Heart
Yes, I have spent the last year in a relationship with Lord Spirit Wolf and Yes, he has hurt a lot of people including myself. I do not intend to air all the dirty laundry here it is something very hard for me to talk about! As it stands I want everyone to know and understand that I am in a lot of pain because of him physically, emotionally and financially. If he has been playing you please please please learn from my experience so you do not get hurt as well! And let it be known I do not nor ever will condone any of his behavior and am finished with him! And if he has hurt you as well I am so very sorry and hope it does not get to the point it did with me. I hope noone will look down on me because of the connection I have had with him or think I condone anything. I do not in any way shape or form! A lot of people don't know the Dynamics of Verbal Abuse or how to recognize it. In the book, The Verbally Abusive Relationship: How to Recognize it and How to Respond by Patricia Evans

The Confederate Family
OK GIT-R-DONE FAMILY MEMBERS WE GOIN TO HELP THE CONFEDERATE HOME PAGE TO LEVEL UP! WE NEED TO SHOW THE UTMOST RESPECT TO THEM FOR HELPIN US TRY TO WIN THE VIGEROUS CONTEST WE JUST COMPLETED! THIS IS JUST ONE WAY TO SHOW HOW MUCH WE APPRECIATED THEIR HELP! THEY NEED 407,613 POINTS TO LEVEL THERE NOT ASKING...I AM...FROZEN MYSTICAL DREAMZZZZ YOUR FAMILY MEMBER! SO LETS GO GIT THEM DONE! CLICK THEIR HOME LINK & START LEVELING! ~CONFEDERATE BOMBER FAMILY OF FUBAR ™©~@ fubar

Life Updates
We are getting ready here for the snowbird migration back to Colorado Springs. Between sorting and packing and playing the jams one last time and saying goodbyes to all the good people I met down here in Phoenix, I won't have a lot of time to participate online (Fu or other places.) See you all at a more energetic level when I get home (to my desktop box with GRAPHICS SOFTWARE, too. Keep watching!)

Our Goverment
Is it just me or has basis of our country gone from "By the people, For the people" to "by hte ones wanting more money, for the ones with too much money"? Does anyone else feel that our leards are this country's demise?

Wicca / Pagan
Beltane, or May Day, is one of the Great Sabbats of the Wiccan calendar. Of the four Great Sabbats, Beltane is one of the most important, second only to Samhain (Halloween). Beltane is chronologically opposite of Samhain, splitting the year evenly. Most Wiccans celebrate the holiday on May 1st, however by Celtic reckoning, the actual celebration begins on sundown of April 30, because the Celts always figured their days from sundown to sundown. Like many covens around the country, we find that our lives are often too busy, and one or more of us will be unable to meet together on that actual first of May (we affectionately call this phenomenon 'Pagan Standard Time'). In this case, we hearken to Mike Nichols who wrote: "By the way, due to various calendrical changes down through the centuries, the traditional date of Beltane is not the same as its astrological date. This date, like all astronomically determined dates, may vary by a day or two depending on the year. However, it may b

Rock Hard Radio
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Madeleine
avatars myspace at Gickr.com A YEAR ago this weekend, an ordinary middle class family from Leicestershire flew to Portugal for an early break in the sun. Six days into that holiday, their lives were torn apart by an event that would dominate much of the world's news for months. A LITTLE girl is snatched from her bed and doesn't return. That's the Madeleine McCann story. "Every minute, every hour, is time without Madeleine," Meanwhile, one year on, we are no nearer knowing what happened to the little girl with the ready smile and distinctive right eye. Hers is a tragedy that few, if any, of us will ever be able to truly understand. All we can do is sympathise.

New Family In Town
Needs New Levelers if you are interested just click the link to the homepage and read the blogs and decide if this is for you. PrymeTyme Levelers@ fubar (repost of original by 'PrymeTyme Levelers' on '2008-05-01 12:47:53') (repost of original by 'Witchie Woman~~Co-Founder of PrymeTyme Levelers' on '2008-05-01 13:12:23')

Strawberrii Kisses
hey all this is my new owner she is an awesome friend of mine!!! She has always been there for me when i need her. Please go show her some mad fu-love cuz she so deserves it & much much more!!! Heres her link plz fan, add & rate she is the best!!! :):):) StrawBerrii Kisses Lollipop Gurlz Club Fu-Owned To Mizotte59@ fubar

Deleting
Welp, for anyone who gives a shit i am deleting my fubar account. im thinking of "fupaling"my fubacks to someone...so if u want them EMAIL me!!!!!!!!! other than that....if u care enuff to wanan stay in contact email me n i will give u my myspace and email.

She Needs You Imput!!!
Guys, I will not bore you with my life story. Basically, I met an underage person off of myspace, who said he was 24. As a result, his mom pressed charges and I lost my job as a school teacher. It makes it hard to get a job and earn a living, but I have been working in adult enteretainment. I have made enough money to pay my bills and rent, but learned in a meeting yesterday, I am required to bring so many new people to the site each pay period, and I have not done that yet. I really need this job, and I need 2 more people to sign up before before the pay peroid ends tonight at midnight, via credit or debit card and you cancal immediately. If you do this for me, send me the subcription number as verification and I wil owe you big time, and do something special for you. I was asked would I even go on a date or hook up, and the answer is yes right now. I am in a bid. I just can not lose this job. I need it until November when my probation ends. http://www.cumwatchme.tk This i

Wanna Own Me?
You want me - Come and get me! HarleyChick07 is up for grabs. So if you want to own me come check it out. Auction ends May 4th. Bidding starts at 200k fubucks. Must R/F/A HOST to bid. Don't Forget To Rate The Pic! Most rates wins bling/blast! Thank you :) Happy Bidding! CLICK THE PIC TO START BIDDING!!! Hugs and Kisses to ALL!!!

Hotty Shoots @ Copperheads Lounge
ITS THIRSTY THURSDAY!!HOTTY SHOT MADNESS!!!!!! EVER HAD A BODY SHOT?? WELL WE GOT HOTTY SHOTS, DONE BY ONE OF THE HOTTEST WOMAN ON FUBAR!! LOOK AT THE OWNER----TOO MANY HOTTY SHOTS DONTCHA THINK??? LOOK WHAT HAPPENS WHEN WE'VE HAD TOO MUCH

Cause I'm F*ckin Bored...
Longest relevant survey.... EVER! You What is your full name?: eh, call me Kenny, aight? Preferred name/s?: see above Nick name/s?: Officer, Mr. B, asshole... Marital Status: twice divorced His/Her name: #1 the red menace, and #2 Jessi Sexuality: straight Height: 5' 9" Weight: 290 Body Mass Index: off the chart Build: big ol' boy Birth Date: March 15th Age: 34 Birth Place: Ocala, FL Hometown: Ocala, FL Current Residence: and yet again, Ocala, FL Eye Color: brown Hair Color: brown Hair Length: really short Facial Hair: yup Chest Hair: loads Shoe size: 11 Bra size: um, I'm not there yet, thanks... Favourites Color: BLACK Number: 8, but 69 was my football jersey number TV show: anything on mtv or vh1 Country: Scotland State: Florida ALWAYS! Town/City: Tampa Friend: No way could I EVER pick a favorite Brand of anything: uh, Hellmans may

Mummy Super Heros And Villains
There are heroes and villains in this world, then there are SUPER heroes, and Super Villains. They're found in all sorts of places, and in every aspect of life. What follows are the chronicles of the heroic adventures of the Heroes and the vile and despicable acts of the Villains of the MUMMs. Endowed with amazing and not so amazing powers, talents and abilities, these people live seemingly normal lives, but when danger, or injustice, or even bad spelling rears it's ugly head, the hero in these people cannot be stifled. Justice has a name, and it's name is The MUMMvengers. It's members are mighty and diversified, but it's enemies are no less powerful. I will attempt to tell there stories, their trials and tribulations, their heartbreaks, and their personal triumphs. (it will take a while because I'm really bad at computer stuff)

Home From Hospital
Hey Everyone, I just wanted to thank you all for your love an support yesterday with my surgery an my one night hospital stay since I am home now.. I had surgery on my heal spur that took a half hour and they ended up cuttin some of my heal bone out cuz of the spur I also have 12 staples in my heal an in the back of my heal. I am in a little bit of pain ,but nothing to major its all been tolerable so far. Anyways, I want to thank you all again. Love, Ashley

Come Join The Fun @ The Doo Rock Inn
> > > WELCOME TO FUBAR! > > > YOU ARE INVITED TO COME MAKE NEW FRIENDS AND ENJOY THE GREAT MUSIC AT THE DOO ROCK INN LOUNGE. > > THE BEST PLACE ON FUBAR TO GET SOME HELP, HAVE A DRINK AND MEET SOME FRIENDLY FACES. JUST CLICK THE " ON THE AIR" IMAGES BELOW TO GET STARTED. > > > DJ Poison > > > > > > > > >

Fu-blog
it's a helluva notion... even pharohs turn to sand, like a drop in the ocean. Etc etc. I wish I could remember the title of that song by Styx. LOL. Swiss cheese brains, I'm telling you. Sometimes life really surprises me. I would swear to you that something was going to go this way and even be wililng to gamble real money on it and then it goes totally different than I thought. This is not always a bad thing either. I had a reunion with my hubby recently, (over Memorial Day weekend), and it was awesome. Much better than I had imagined. In fact, I had sort of planned for the worst case scenario and got something totally different. I got my partner back. I got to spend some time with my hubby that was better than times we had before we married. I am inspired by this, and a little spooked. With things being better than I expected, I don't know where things can go. I am super excited by this, but don't know how to plan, LOL! I also had a long standing friendship that ha

2008 May
my blogs are public they are open to read comments are open to all i'm open to criticism do not criticize my friends they are not open to criticism you will get a fight look all you want but dont ever think that we can ever be friends never cruel and nasty still is echoing on the pages of ashley's shout box after that i can never be never ever be friends of someone who has said such things to anybody and to such as sweet criticize me not my friends any attack on my friends is a attack on me i will fight back revenge is best served cold you will wish you never started The Violence… Of the night! Of what's out of sight The violence of a choice… I do not understand! The fatal remains of a thought… And a life never planned! What more is out there? Waiting for me… More pain? More sorrow? What? More love? A dream… About tomorrow? The day after… And of thorns drenched in my back? Of a lonely bird… What d

My First Blog
ok so this my first blog , no clue how to write one dont even know what one is but fuck it ill give it a shot ok what to blog about ... ohh ok how bout my life ... hmm i dont want to come out all emo and shit so .. yah better not ok how bout internet romance .... so like there i was talking to the women of my dreams when all the sudden i hear the voice changer click off and heard her mom in the back ground saying "bob ur not jerking off to that anime porn again " so bob (the new love of my life ... shivers ..lol ) says "mom ur not spose to come in the basment" then his mom replys " look u 500 pound fat ass its my basment ill come in here if i want to besides ur 50 years old its time to move out the house" so i promptly close my skype and stomp my comp ...hmm thats more like a night mare so lets try again oh how bout real life romance ....well sence im in a sucky ass town all the chicks are tweakers i go to good old stand by my hand ... so i sit on my hand till its numb

Ange's Ramblings
although i think the word 'fantasy' is kinda corny...i am looking for some input on this topic...as you ponder the situation, which i will purposely keep vague, consider in your own mind that 'fantasy' of your own...and what you would do if all of a sudden it could become reality there's a specific something that i've been very interested in doing for several years...and the situation has just never presented itself as a real possibility until now...i guess you could say the stars have aligned and all i have to do for this to happen is say when... in my mind, this would be the ultimate something...or so i think...but now i'm questioning if it's something better left undone...left as a fantasy. the real question is would it be better as a fantasy or as something i've experienced. i was wondering what everyone thinks...i don't think it's necessary for everyone to know what this situation is or for me to know what your specific fantasy is either...i'm looking for opinions from t

May
subject: She is not broken post date: 2008-05-01 16:10:53 views: 0 comments: 0 ratings: 0 I don’t know why But I did meet someone I knew I was not to gain sex Not even to gain friendship I met this girl from the worst place But it seem innocent enough Met a bodyguard at the door My dad wasn’t sure to leave me alone The girl in the picture was not her But it was her the same girl her picture she looked so innocent No it was the same girl Her eyes looked so weathered You can see many years in the eyes Body was fragile some of a loss Like the weight of the world Her body worn thin from heavy exercise Weightlifting the world seemed to be her curse Greetings were light and house seemed bigger Too big for just one girl and a bodyguard Many pictures on a piano showing a family Family of beautiful people like keepin with the jones Table setup for two as was expected Bookshelves lined one wall as a decor Fixing of drinks before being seated

The Rules To Being Human
The Rules for being Human When you were born, you didn't come with an owner's manual; these guidelines make life work better. 1. You will receive a body. You may like it or hate it, but it's the only thing you are sure to keep for the rest of your life. 2. You will learn lessons. You are enrolled in a full-time informal school called "Life on Planet Earth". Every person or incident is the Universal Teacher. 3. There are no mistakes, only lessons. Growth is a process of experimentation. "Failures" are as much a part of the process as "success." 4. A lesson is repeated until learned. It is presented to you in various forms until you learn it -- then you can go on to the next lesson. 5. If you don't learn easy lessons, they get harder. External problems are a precise reflection of your internal state. When you clear inner obstructions, your outside world changes. Pain is how the universe gets your attention. 6. You will know you've learned a lesson when your actions c

Need Comments For Friend!
I've got a good friend, and he may be your friend too, that is soon in need of a VIP refresher! If you can give any comments possible to this giveaway for him, it would be greatly appreciated. Just click on this picture to take you there and comment away on this one. Just in case you're not sure, this is Timmy from an angle you may be more familiar. LOL

Airings!
Have you ever had something that was coming up and the closer you get to the date, the more worried you became. Thats how I feel now. Lately Ive been having dreams and feelings that Monday will be the last day I have on this earth. It scares me to know that Ill leave my beautiful kids, and the people I love. I have even thought about cancelling it, but if its my time to leave, then its my time. My reaccuring dream begins with me being prepped for the surgery that I am undergoing on Monday. Nothing unusual about that, ive been thru enough surgeries to know what goes on. They do the usual, put me under and during the procedure my heart rate drops, and i lose blood. During the whole thing I have ppl that I love around me, and they are saying that they love me and they need me. I tell them they shouldve said that before I died, that they shouldve let me know. Then there is only white, and there stands my lil angel and my brave son. Thats when I wake up and cry. If youre reading this

Worlds Greatest Sex
was riding my motorcycle home yesterday, and saw this beautiful woman tied to tha railroad tracks, being a gentleman, I naturally stopped to help, I untied her and took her home. Well we had sex in every position available. man it was dynomite.... Going back today to see if I can find the head HAWK

Baby Boo!
The person in the link below is one of the biggest scam artist on here. she will cry a river saying she will delete her self b/c no one rates her pics at all. Guys only want to rate her NSFW pics of her. If that was the case then take them off. DUHHHHHHHHHHHH! Well every single week i would go to her page and rate her SFW pics. never once would i ask to see the other pics at all. cause i could care less about them. When i was going to rate her pics this week i found out i was blocked for no reason at all. i have no idea y either. So i asked someone else that i know that was her friend and this person was blocked too. This person would do the same and go a step further. This person would buy the person in the link below 3 bling packs, 7 day blast and 150 on her auction. What did this person get out of it? Well really nothing. He basically got kicked to the curb like a piece of shit. As well he was blocked too. So just a far warring to everyone on here. beware of pe

Virgo Mythology
To be free is a hunger that we all possess and a dream that seems too great to achieve. Religiously waking in this mortal world with the bonds of reality is the nightmare. Wandering everyday among the mortals we become as them. Strangled with our own needs tugging against the noose for our wants. Choking ourselves with our own sanity. Ever wanting to be released and never willing to go the distance. We are our own victims. Till the day we really can be free. The grave does not try to frighten. It offers the only alternative to the devices we have put on ourself. It promises the resolve of no restraints. Fear it, huh, I welcome it Blue Whore® We often identify Virgo with Persephone. She was the daughter of Zeus' sister Demeter (goddess of agriculture and guardian of marriage) and Zeus (making Zeus Persephone's uncle and father). One spring day, Persephone picked flowers and Hades (Zeus' brother, Persephone's uncle, and god of the underworld) espied her f

Assholes
Can someone please explain to me why someone would send me a friend request asking to be my friend when they are gonna be an asshole when I do something nice for them. wyse2lyes requested my friendship and I accepted. Well I always try to send my friends a birthday card on their birthday and today I noticed it was his along with about 3 other friends. I sent them all cards. Then he replied to me "thanks but no thanks." What the fuck is that???? I am nice to everyone and I think that was fucking bullshit. I cussed him the fuck out, deleted and blocked that sorry motherfucker. Dammittttttttttttt I really hate when someone pisses me the fuck off.

"how Quickly Life Is Passing Us By"
My Brothers Best friend Stacey was killed 2 nights ago. She was only 21 years of age. A beautiful girl who i only met a few times, but each time i would see her, it was like a breath of fresh as she would walk in the room... see below for pictures and a report in the news. From this point on, i will think twice before complaining about the " pathetic little dramas" that happen in my life and all of the stuff that i shouldn't take for granted and appreciate alot more than i do. I will put my every effort into making my Boyfriend Nate from Fubar - My real life boyfriend and so much more than that. Appreciate the good times, love, laugh and be happy... because we dont know when our time is up or the loved ones around us. Seek and strive for what you want out of life, so there is no time wasted. Nate - we will be together soon :) I love you so much..... :) Fun-loving Stacey's last party: STACEY WRIGHT was finishing her shift at the Unity Hall Hotel in Balma

To Whom It May Concern
Hey guys i know i dont post here often @ all and well i figured its time to let some of you people know whats goin on in my life.. well here it goes................................. As many of you may or may not know i have had an incredible amount of foot pain over the past few years, well it was time for me to go and do something about it and well it is ending my career in the Army. I have around 90 days or so to get my life in order and move along. Yes it may not seem hard to some people as i have deployed several times but it is VERY hard for me to do since i have been doing it sooooo long! thank you to all who have helped me in my career in the army but i am just no longer fit to stay in! TY for reading Richard.

Own Me??
Come and Own Me!! Check Out My Offer!! If you Come Up With A Great Bid I Will Add To My Offer!! Be sure to love up on the sexy host!! Lostsoul-fuowner,Dj_Lette,hotandfluffy, xkrazylilqtx,Fuowen,nyne, naughty&precioussub,redneck angle,pr@ fubar (repost of original by '*Pink0828 *' on '2008-08-09 18:03:04') (repost of original by 'Lostsoul-fuowner,Dj_Lette,hotandfluffy,xkrazylilqtx,Fuowen,nyne,naughty&precioussub,redneck angle,pr' on '2008-08-09 18:04:00')

Fires On Beltane
In the dark of night Magic takes its flight Fires are lit on the hilltops high Stars are scattered across the sky Legend is spun around the fires on Beltane Spirits dance and winds caress Bright-eyed girl in a golden dress Wild and untamed She has always been the same Dancing around the fires on Beltane Kind young bard Whose life had been too hard Plays sweet songs of ancient days Heart beats fast With a hope that always lasts Singing around the fires on Beltane Whispering couples steal away Into dark mysterious ways Love was weaved And they knew no greed Dreaming around the fires on Beltane In the dark of night Magic takes its flight Fires are lit on hilltops high Stars are scattered across the sky Legend is spun around the fires on Beltane

Wanna Own Me
Wanna Own Me? Click the link and hit me up~~Everyone needs a sexygranny in thier life!! This sexy beast is on auction too!! Be sure to show some mad fu-love to our generous host for all her time n effort in putting this together stormwoman~co owner of wolves of wiccan society~owned by lonewolf~cherokee~@ fubar THANK YOU ALL SO VERY MUCH MUAH!!! (repost of original by 'SexyGranny1967>Shadow Leveler>Club FAR> Promoter of S*U*P & PPN>owner/owned of mishnumber1' on '2008-05-01 18:27:31') http://www.fubar.com/photo.php?u=170972&albumid=1172187&i=3723413408

Brownie Will Be Mia For Just A Lil Bit!
Alright my friends (Jim,sniper,worldtraveler,ok and belle too!) I'm sure that at least you guys will be the only ones reading this....Just to let you all know that I won't be comming here for a while...I will miss you guys, yes I love fubar, but I have to get better, I have to fix my self first, the doctor said to...for the first time in my life, I will actually listen and do what the doc says...don't have too much fun with out me :-P. Thank you all! Love Brownie

Free Fubux!!!!!
I'm in a giveaway for 2 bling packs for 14000 comments. I need some help. For every 100 comments U'll get 10K in fubux. Please F/A/R the host please B4 starting. You can start bombing tho B4 he accepts the request. GOT IT!! THANKS TO ALL THAT HELPED!!!!!!!!!!!!!! thanks in advance, mickey http://fubar.com/bulletins.php?b=3144639224

Vampire Wiccan Flyte
WELCOME. THIS IS A NEW TRAIN WITH A NEW TWIST. THIS ONE IS EXCLUSIVELY FOR VAMPYRES AND WICCANS. SO WE CAN EACH MEET MORE OF OUR KIND. RULES ARE SIMPLE. FAN RATE AND ADD EVERYONE BEFORE YOU. THERE IS NO PARTICULAR ORDER. MAKE SURE YOU PUT IN FRIEND REQUEST THAT YOU ARE DOING THE VAMPYRE WICCAN FLIGHT. IF YOU ARE ABOVE LEVEL TEN YOU MUST HAVE A SALUTE. MUST BE A LEVEL FIVE TO RIDE. EMAIL ME BLUE EYES DRAGON WHEN YOU ARE FINISHED. AND FOR ANOTHER TWIST ANYONE WHO CAN ANSWER ONE OF TWO QUESTIONS WILL RECEIVE A BLACK ROSE. PUT THE ANSWER IN THE EMAIL WHEN YOU FINISH RATING. QUESTION 1, WHO OR WHAT IS NOSFERATU? QUESTION 2, WHAT IS THE PRIMARY RULE FOR WICCANS AND VAMPYRES? NOT THE WHOLE CREED SUM IT DOWN TO A FEW WORDS. IF YOU FIND BLACK ROSES OFFENSIVE, I DO NOT. I WILL GIFT YOU WITH SOMETHING ELSE LET ME KNOW. blueeyes_dragon daddy of the midget mafia master and owner of raven queen@ fubar I DONE EVERYTHING FOR U, U DID NOTHING FOR ME NEPTUNE NYMPH@ fubar

Ponderings
Ponderings.... Today, it just hit me out of nowhere, that this girl that I know, her mom's name is Sharon Cox. Then, today, I met a girl named Rose Cox. Honest! I'm waiting to meet a guy named Holden Cox to make the trifecta complete. A guy came up to me today, and pointed at his wrist...at I guess some imaginary watch or something, and asked me what time it was. Later in the day, I went up to him and pointed at my crotch and asked him where the bathroom was. Someone approached me today and said, "I have a question, Mark." I replied, "Really? I have a comma...wanna trade?" I kind of get pissed off at these dating sites that only allow you three options or choices on your drinking status. 1) Doesn't drink. 2) Drinks Socially 3) Drinks daily. I mean define socially. If I've tossed back a 12 pack while I am fixing my car in the driveway, and the neighbor comes out, and I say hello, that's socially drinking, isn't it? I often wonder what non-smokers would bitch about if I

Dreams
Dreams.... I normally dream every night, but rarely remember them. I have had a few strange dreams as of late. If anyone can decipher them feel free. If not, just enjoy my insanity! lol Dream 1 I dreamed that I found out the Donnie Osmond was gay, and I let it slip to the media. When it came out, then everyone was out to get me. The government came to protect me. They took me to this militia camp, but it was ok, because the car we were in had an invisible shield, so no one could see us. They dropped me off at this other car, and told me to make my getaway. But this car didn't have the invisible shield, so when I started it up, everyone in the Militia started running after me with machine guns. Then I woke up. Dream 2 I woke up on a mattress, on the lawn of one of the Greek houses here in town. I was covered, and when I woke up, I looked to the right of me to make sure my checkbook and cash was there. Next to my checkbook was a piece of paper...white, with blac

Online Chat
Olivia and My Random Yahoo Chat Tonight, I'm sitting here, and "Olivia" decides to hit me up on chat. I have no idea who this person is, but he/she is really interested in seeing me on cam. Here's her picture. She says she's in Colorado.... Here's our chat. It's quite amusing. cache65 (12/27/2007 11:25:27 PM): hi olivia.1983 (12/27/2007 11:25:36 PM): mr. one ball cache65 (12/27/2007 11:26:16 PM): huh olivia.1983 (12/27/2007 11:26:20 PM): lol olivia.1983 (12/27/2007 11:26:40 PM): remember a long time ago...i wanted to see your webcam or something..and i think you told me there was nothing to see cause you only had one testicle hahahah cache65 (12/27/2007 11:27:05 PM): ha ha ha cache65 (12/27/2007 11:27:07 PM): i do remember that olivia.1983 (12/27/2007 11:27:11 PM): lol ur funny cache65 (12/27/2007 11:27:23 PM): ha ha ha ha cache65 (12/27/2007 11:27:24 PM): i am! cache65 (12/27/2007 11:27:28 PM): i'm a riot olivia.1983 (12/27/2007 11:27:32 PM): but, i can cle

Whatever Comes To Mind
Tag'd By Lula13 O.K. heres how it works. Once you have been tagged you must write a blog listing 15 random fact, intrests, or habits about yourself. Then choose 5 people to tag. Don't forget to leave them a comment telling them they have been tagged and to read your blog. Then type there names at the bottom of your blog. You can not tag the person who tagged you. Have fun. 15 facts of dizzy. 1. single mom of 3 2. have a step grandson 3. have grandbaby due in sept 4. love to meet new ppl 5. fav food is Italian 6. dog named lady 7. smoker 8. have 2 tats (maybe 2 more soon) 9. love online games 10. looking for that one man meant for me 11. drive a Honda Accord 12. own my own at home business 13. want to travel after youngest graduates (1yr) 14. hazel eyes 15. my kids drive me crazy lol I tag'd gothicman killswitch dj wolfy marius lostdarkness I have moved on to greener pastures now,I am not going to let any man do to me what has happened in the p

Life Is A Gift
There was a blind girl who hated herself because she was blind. She hated everyone, except her loving boyfriend. He was always there for her. She told her boyfriend, "Iif I could only see the world, I will marry you. " One day, someone donated a pair of eyes to her. When the bandages came off, she was able to see everything, including her boyfriend. He asked her, 'Now that you can see the world, will you marry me?' The girl looked at her boyfriend and saw that he was blind. The sight of his closed eyelids shocked her. She hadn't expected that. The thought of looking at them the rest of her life led her to refuse to marry him. Her boyfriend left her in tears and days later wrote a note to her saying: 'Take good care of your eyes, my dear, for before they were yours, they were mine. ' This is how the human brain often works when our status changes. Only a very few remember what life was like before, and who was always by their side in

~*~whiskeygirl~*~
I am in an auction that is running from May 1st @ 5pm eastern time untill May 8th @ 5pm eastern time so PLEASE come and place your bids!!!! I am willing to negotiate with whomever buys me on adding more to the list... but that depends on the amount of the bid. ~click below~ well, in less than a month i will have been here for 3 years... i've made quite a few friends, rated about 15 tons of pics, lmao.... but im discovering most of the people who are on my friends list dont even bother hitting me back with a profile rate. when someone shows me luv, i return it ASAP. i dont have the money for a VIP, or to buy 'bling' for ppl. i've tried not to be a point whore in this big ol' popularity contest. but i guess i just dont care about that anymore. here it is, almost 3 years have went by, and im not even fubarlord yet. so.... im sending out a request to all my true friends on here, i'd really like to try to make it to godfather by my fu-anniversary on June 1sr.... or if not then, hop

The God I Turely Worship......
SLAANESH! Slaanesh is the master of cruel passions and hidden vices, and of terrible temptations. Of all the Dark Gods, Slaanesh alone stands perfect, long-limbed and elegant with a haunting androgynous beauty that no being, mortal or otherwise, could resist! "Join our pageant, little one, and dance for pleasure and the joy of pain."

The World That Exists In My Mind
This is a research paper I did in my first Composition class in college if you do not have an open mind about religion then I do not recommend you read this essay especially if the topic easily offends you. If you do have an open mind then I am open to all comments. Thank you and enjoy. Religion's Influence in Today's Society by: John Eldridge Ward 19 July 2007 "Let us therefore no longer pass judgment on one another, but resolve instead never to put a stumbling block or hindrance in the way of another. I know and am persuaded in the Lord Jesus that nothing is unclean in itself; but it is unclean for anyone who thinks it unclean." (Romans 14:13-14) In the early twentieth century a philosopher predicted the decline of the west. What he failed to predict was the true reason why, religion. Societies can survive for thousands of years until it’s attacked either from within or by hostile forces. When a society is attack

Poem Neverending
The world is so fucked up today they always say your to nice to date that one day you'll find your mate love is true love is kind but why is true love so hard to find no matter how long i search to find i can never get what i seek in my mind

Free Agent Belongs To No Family
I am auctioning an 11 auto bling. If you want to bid just click on the pic below. This Auction and Bulletin is brought to you by ÇråzêÐ Måñïå¢(þrðmð†ïðñ§@ £ðrßïÐÐêñ Ìñ¢.)@ fubar I am auctioning an 11 auto bling. If you want to bid just click on the pic below. This Auction and Bulletin is b

Life
Have you ever wondered why the world can be such a cruel cruel place? You spend most of your adult life looking for your soul mate and then when you think you have found them life takes a twist. Why is it that people think they have found their love and then after the newness wears off your not as special to them anymore? Why is it that people spend most of their life trying to fix or save a relationship that is beyond repair? Why is it that people cant change their way of life if it means keeping or loosing their "soul mate"? Is there any meaning to marriage anymore? Or is it just a piece of paper that you sign your life away on? Does that piece of paper mean that you are willing to spend the rest of your life with that person and love them unconditionally and not hurt the person you love? Or does it just mean "your my bitch now"? Why is it that when a person is supposed to love you and be there for you all they do is lie to you and make you feel like shit for the

Goodbye Rosie..
After I heard U were so close to Death I had to come say goodbye. I was scared and almost didn't, But I said I would N I try not to break promises anymore. Then I saw U and U cried of embarassment, and even tho U were Gaunt and Very weak to me u were Beautiful. All I could remember was the Rosie I first met The Beautiful woman that made me breathless.. Many times I wished I had met U first but it wasn't meant to be. I didn't stay long cause U were tired n medicated and I was uncomfortable also. I hugged and told U I loved U cause I do and I said I would try to come back But I didn't, Kept Putting it off. And then I got the text U passed away. I wish I would have come to see U one more time Rosie But I just couldn't. I'm sorry The service was Beautiful I could feel U there Rosie, You're Resting place is wonderful too. I thank you for being in my Life Rose Marie and for allowing me to be in yours. Save a place for me OK? I love you, Love Kenny

Thank You
Once again I need to thank every1 that helped me in the processing of leveling you guys are awsome Thank You To All That Have, Are, Or Will Be Helping Me Level. Thank You All You Are Truth Friends MUAH!!!!!!!!

~~ Before You ~~
****************Before You********************* Before you, I was just hanging out. My days were all colorless, no beauty. Boredom seemed what life was all about. Excitement meant going to a movie. Then I fell in love with you; my world Opened to a sudden rush of sky; Trees turned into happiness; and all The things I had forgotten made me cry. The loves that fasten one to life grew strong: You, the thought of seeing you, your touch, your smell, your look, your voice, your taste..... My love for those I'd loved my whole life long, Knowing, but not feeling it too much. You brought my life to life, my love to flower; Now love me well, and through me taste your power Peace.

Giveaways
we have 2 members in giveaways so please try to help both these ladys if you have the extra time vicky's is on co-founders mizotte's page 4 a 1 months vip she needs 10,000 comments and tam77's is on lordgarfieds page for 14,000 comments for 2 bling packs thank you all in advance for your help....(((HUGS)))...laura hopes this works right...lol have fun family and remember please leave a comment if you are helping so we will know just who has helped please!!!!! thanks

Drama With Salutes & Such
For Those of You Who Are My Friends, Family and Fans, I wanted to explain what has been going on with my salutes... My photography is self taken with professional equipment...as such, I have been accused of faking my salutes. I then submitted a webcam salute which was approved as well by bouncers with much discussion as I hated the picture myself lol but the person that will not be named in this blog kept harassing me...and then reported the Salute NSFW which it was not just to have it removed again. This person started posting bulletins about me around Fubar including the Stiletto Girls which I just happen to be a new member of. They treated me kindly which is why I joined the group and to share my photos. I love all of you who have been kind of enough to rate my photos...and I appreciate you. I dont know why this person has been mean to me. I have no malice towards anyone on Fubar nor will I. Every single one of you is a living person on the other side of your compute

Absurd
carnal desires the true doctrine of the ages the flesh alter to our immortal cravings eternal lust for more than is indoctrination in lies the glowing box of cognizance dictating our worldly needs the kabbalah of modern culture corporate gospel demanding submission receiving tythe in the form of sanctioned thievery taxation of the have nots in order that the beloved economic sodomites may have more hope enslaving us to the systems of belief in desperate clamor to receive the continuation of consciousness beyond this realm the crooked branches clung to so tightly that the knuckles are left white as bleach in order to remain afloat in this raging river of absurdity life verily i say unto you buy, consume gorge yourself on this banquet of useless trinkets the trade of shiny glass beads for you imaginary soul let corporate sovereignty reign supreme let not the impure thought of freedom blind you to evils of intellectual merit ronald mcdonald offering reprieve

In The Words Of Women
"FINE" This is the word we use at the end of any argument that we feel we are right about but need to shut you up. NEVER use fine to describe how a woman looks. This will cause you to have one of those arguments. "FIVE MINUTES" This is half an hour. It is equivalent to the five minutes that your football game is going to last before you take out the trash, so I feel that it's an even trade. "NOTHING" If you ask her what is wrong and she says "Nothing", this means something and you should be on your toes. "Nothing" is usually used to describe the feeling a woman has of wanting to turn you inside out, upside down, and backwards. "Nothing" usually signifies an argument that will last "Five Minutes" and end with the word "Fine." "GO AHEAD" (with raised eyebrows) This is a dare. One that will result in a woman getting upset over "Nothing" and will end with the word "Fine." "GO AHEAD" (normal eyebrows) This means "I give up" or "do what you want becau

The Guys' Rules
At last a guy has taken the time to write this all down Finally, the guys' side of the story. ( I must admit, it's pretty good.) We always hear "the rules" From the female side. Now here are the rules from the male side. These are our rules! Please note.. these are all numbered "1" ON PURPOSE! 1. Men are NOT mind readers. 1. Learn to work the toilet seat. You're a big girl. If it's up, put it down. We need it up, you need it down. You don't hear us complaining about you leaving it down. 1. Sunday sports. It's like the full moon or the changing of the tides. Let it be. 1. Shopping is NOT a sport. And no, we are never going to think of it that way. 1. Crying is blackmail. 1. Ask for what you want. Let us be clear on this one: Subtle hints do not work! Strong hints do not work! Obvious hints do not work! Just say it! 1. Yes and No are perfectly acceptable answers to almost every question. 1. Come to us with a problem only if you want

A Long Time Ago...
A long time ago, before the world was created and humans set foot on it for the first time, virtues and vices floated around and were bored, not knowing what to do. One day, all the vices and virtues were gathered together and were more bored than ever. Suddenly, Ingenious came up with an idea: "Let's play hide and seek!" All of them liked the idea and immediately Madness shouted: "I want to count, I want to count!" And since nobody was crazy enough to want to seek Madness, all the others agreed. Madness leaned against a tree and started to count: "One, two, three..." As Madness counted, the vices and virtues went hiding. Tenderness hung itself on the horn of the moon, Treason hid in a pile of garbage. Fondness curled up between the clouds and Passion went to the centre of the earth. Lie said that it would hide under a stone, but hid at the bottom of the lake, whilst Avarice entered a sack that he ended up breaking. And Madness continued to count: "... seventy

Sexy
Sometimes it's just a thought, the sound of a voice or the words that are said to me. Maybe it's this power of attention given to me. But reality its not just you, its me accepting you. Me allowing ME to be comfortable in my own skin. Sexy its what leaves me speechless... makes me want to be the whole package. It's something that makes notice... an it makes you notice too. Sexy to me isnt the way some one walks or dresses. It's a slow but strong seduction, very enticing. Its what makes me feel and want, those sinful desires. Being sexy is something within - not something you become. Its your deep sensuality that occasionally you wear on the outside. I say exposed through eyes... through an ALMOST there smile or laugh. It comes from deep within my SOUL - that shouts "Take Me, all of me!" It moves in my laugh... and flows through my body. Sexy is not something someone can touch on you... Its not something someone can take from you.... Its not something someone c

He Is The One I Want
Have you ever felt a real connection with someone you met online Everything was great from the inside to the outer appearance aged like a fine wine Even though you have only chatted for a short while You actually feel as though for him you would go that extra mile The distance is the only thing that is keeping you apart He puts the biggest smile on your face while he is quickly stealing your heart You wake up looking forward to the messages he leaves for you Am I just a fool that is caught up and does not have a clue I don't care if anyone has negative comments on what I just wrote He is more to me than just a friend is what I am trying to say in this note The online thing is a game that a lot of people play I wish he would open his eyes and know I am not like them and stay

I Feared....
I feared being alone until I learned to like myself. I feared failure until I realized that I only fail when I don’t try. I feared success until I realized that I had to try in order to be happy with myself. I feared people’s opinion until I learned that people would have opinions about me anyway. I feared rejection until I learned to have faith in myself. I feared pain until I learned that it's necessary for growth. I feared the truth until I saw the ugliness in lies. I feared life until I experienced it's beauty. I feared death until I realized that it's not an end, but a beginning. I feared my destiny until I realized that I had the power to change my life. I feared hate until I saw that it was nothing more than ignorance. I feared love until it touched my heart, making the darkness fade into endless sunny days. I feared ridicule until I learned how to laugh at myself. I feared growing old until I realized that I gained wisdom every day. I f

Auctions & Contest I Have
At the moment I have 5 people in my fu-auction. They're all females so guys tomorrow at 9 pm est you can start your bidding. I will take applications until midnight tonight and guys you're more then welcome to enter the auction too. That's all I have for now. *Hugs* Trista DJ TWISTA IS HOSTING HER FIRST FU-AUCTION THAT STARTS ON MAY 5TH @ 9 PM EST AND WILL END ON MAY 20TH @ 10 PM EST. THE FEE TO ENTER IS 10,000 FUBUCKS. IF YOU WANT TO ENTER SEND HER A PRIVATE MESSAGE SAYING FU-AUCTION. ~DJ*Twista♥JustShizzle'sFUWIFE♥{CO-OWNER OF 11TH DIMENTION}LovesNona,Nikki,Lizzy@ fubar SHE HAS 5 UP FOR AUCTION SO FAR AND IS TAKING ENTRIES UNTIL 12 MIDNIGHT EST MAY 4TH. UP FIRST: '1969' (blank friend reqs = NO F/R/A!)@ fubar IF FU-OWNED SHE WILL: PUT FU-OWNER'S NAME IN HER'S, ALL 11'S DURNING HH TOTALING 300 ALL OTHER PICS & STASH RATED DURNING HH, DAILY COMMENTS & FU-GIFT, PERSONAL SALUTE, PIMP OUTS IN PROFILE & B

Every Woman Should ..
Every Woman Should Have • one old love she can imagine going back to... and one who reminds her how far she has come... • enough money within her control to move out and rent a place of her own... even if she never wants to or needs to... • something perfect to wear if the employer or date of her dreams wants to see her in an hour... • a youth she's content to leave behind... • a past juicy enough that she's looking forward to retelling it in her old age... • the realization that she is actually going to have an old age and some money set aside to fund it... • a set of screwdrivers, a cordless drill, and a black lace bra... • one friend who always makes her laugh... and one who lets her cry... • a good piece of furniture not previously owned by anyone else in her family... • eight matching plates, wine glasses with stems, and a recipe for a meal that will make her guests feel honored... • a resume that is not even slightest bit padded.. • a feeling o

Love Is ...
Mercy is Love being gracious. Eloquence is Love talking. Prophecy is Love foretelling. Faith is Love believing. Charity is Love acting. Sacrifice is Love offering itself. Patience is Love Waiting. Endurance is Love abiding. Hope is Love expecting. Peace is Love resting. Prayer is Love communing.

Just Me
George Carlin, one of the world's funniest comedians died Sunday of heart failure. He was 71. He was best known for his comedy routine which included the "Seven Words You Can Never Say On TV" routine.The words are (with examples):Shit - The bird shit on the statue.Piss - I have to piss like a race horse.Fuck - Fuck you.Cunt - She has a gorgeous cunt.Cocksucker - Go to hell, you cocksucker.Motherfucker - You are a motherfucker.Tits - Hey, nice tits.Later, Carlin referred to three additional "auxiliary" words:Fart - I farted.Turd - Who dropped a turd in the urinal? Twat - Shave that hairy twat. I could go on and on about what a comical genius he was but I'd sit here and type for the next 100 years. So instead I'm going to say Good bye George Carlin, you will be missed. I am a single mom of 4 wonderful but wild and crazy kids. Chris is 21, Vanessa and Veronica are 19, (yes, they are twins) and Jessica is 18. My kids are my life and I adore them. I am back in school after 20 years!!

Sex Slave App
SEX SLAVE APPLICATION NAME: AGE: PHONE NUMBER: LIKES: DISLIKES: BRIEF DESCRIPTION: FEARS (be specific): WHAT ARE YOU WILLING TO DO: HOW LONG CAN YOU HOLD YOUR BREATH UNDER WATER: BLINDFOLD OR GAG? WHIPS OR CHAINS? HANDCUFFS OR ROPE? KNIVES OR RAZORBLADES? CANDLEWAX OR EDIBLES? TOYS? RULES: FILL OUT IF YOU WISH TO BE THE SLAVE OF THE PERSON WHO POSTED. REPOST. ADD TO IT IF YOU DESIRE. THANK YOU.

Hmmm I Dont See It....but Ooook
->reggie m: well thre's a line i have not heard in afew days..how about reading a profile reggie m: i m hot coz oh your pics lol u have a perferct ass ->reggie m: good how are you reggie m: how are u hun ? ->reggie m: hi reggie m: hi I SEE NO ASS PICS IN MY PICS DO YOU???? Show Recent Messages (F3) kingsstuffy is currently not in your Messenger List. Add to your Messenger List (Ctrl+Shift+A) Report as Spam (Alt+Shift+R) kingsstuffy: merci.... mercilynn_1973: yes...? kingsstuffy: hi i am back... mercilynn_1973: hi wb kingsstuffy: r u disturbed... mercilynn_1973: mentally? maybe lol kingsstuffy: am i bothering u ? mercilynn_1973: no mercilynn_1973: well shoot..i thought my first answer was funny..guess you didn't lol kingsstuffy: Hi am back,,,changed from lap top to desk top,,, kingsstuffy: having too many dc's honey,,, kingsstuffy: r u there ? mercilynn_1973: AHH mercilynn_1973: yep mercilynn_1973: mercilynn_1973: no mercilynn_1973: well sh

Day 27
May 2, 2008 (Day 27) I got good news (well as good as it gets good) Cindy called (Clinical Drug Trial Nurse) yesterday and my HER II test finally came back from the lab in California. It was negative...that's a good thing...well better then the test being positive. I am eligible for the drug trial program which means longer length of chemo (6 months verses 3 1/2, which means bald for 3 more months then I wanted to be...lol, yes for those of you that know me...I am vain especially when it comes to my hair!) BUT....I do get the "better drug" if you can call it that being in this program. I also get a better advantage with a group of people that will follow me basically 24/7 during the trial. Which is good and bad for me. I need tons and tons of support, BUT for those of you that know my personality sometimes I hate all the hovering, people constantly at me asking questions and thinking I need to cry or just let it all out type thing. You all know, that's just not me.

Word Of The Day
I got a bag of candy and my mama said "You better not eat all of that you gatta Chair, Cabron My Homie was drinkin a corona when I told him "Hey vato, wheres mines? He Said don't worry Wheelchair! Maria And Me Went Drinking One Night.... But Maria Fell Down So I Had Two Pick That Bishop. Let Me know if you didn't understand it

To My Stalker!
this is to my stalker! you know who you are! GO AWAY! Seriously, wtf is wrong with you? Take a hint, I think you are gross! I don't want anything to do with you! You are on your 3rd profile now just to talk to me? Seriously? Why? I'm really not all that interesting. I'm sure you can find other girls that would appreciate the points. But go ahead keep making profiles, cause i'm just gonna keep blocking and reporting!You are creepy! You need a shower! Need to cut that nappy hair! Shave, and brush your teeth!

Song Tattoo Lyrics (my Song)
Oooh... Oooh... Ohhh.. No matter what you say about love, I keep coming back for more, My head in the fire, sooner or later I get what i'm asking for No matter what you say about life, I learn every time I bleed. The truth is a stranger My soul is in danger, I gotta let my spirit be free to, Admit that I was wrong and then change my mind. Sorry but I have to move on and leave you behind. I can't waste time so give me the moment I realize nothing's broken No need to worry about everything I've done Lived every second like it was my last one. Don't look back got a new direction Loved you once, needed protection. You're still a part of everything I do, you're on my heart just like a tattoo, Just like a tatto, I'll always have you. I'm sick of playing all of these games It's not about taking ties. When I look in the mirror, Didn't deliver It hurt enough to think that I could stop Admit that I'm wrong and then change my mind. Sorry but I gotta be strong and lea

Victims Of Fubar Haters Unite!!!!
I am sure that a few of you out there have run into those "1" raters and haters here on Fubar. Well I had my run in with a perticular member yesterday and the out come became a personal slander campagain against me! The member will go unnamed, but those of you who where commenting on my opinion question know exactly who this person is! Let me get the rest of you up too speed on this one: I made a MUMM yesterday asking for an opinion on a picture that i altered in Photoshop. The voting criteria was; " am i just creative or a baised military bastard". ( I'll admit! I am baised! I have done 5 combat tours in the middle east!) BUT....no where in my MUMM did i reference, Islam, Mohammad, nor did i slander any religion, race, or color in any direct order. This is the picture I posted: Now because of this picture; one member of fubar posted to my MUMM....calling me various names and slurs because of it. Other members then responded to Her comments. She reported m

Who We Are....
Too many people are looking at our page and not reading it. I wanna say GO TO HELL to those people. We are a married couple who enjoy life to the fullest. We don't judge and feel u have no right to judge us w/out knowing us. NO I WON'T SLEEP WITH U.....NO U WON'T GET MY PHONE NUMBER.....NO IM NOT GONNA SHOW U NUDES.....NO UR COCK ISN'T APPEALING TO US *UNLESS UR HELLA HOTT* and most of all DON'T ASK TO COME OVER *unless u got weed to share* I'm a pot head, don't like it go away. He's a sweet guy who loves sex...don't like it go away. If ur gonna judge us, go away. If u don't like what i have to say, yea go away. For those of u who read our profile, thanks and can't wait to make more friends. IF we want more than friends, we'll let u know. If we don't like u, we'll let u know that too. I may be a bitch but i'm the coolest bitch u'll ever meet. If ur up to the challenge, gimme a shout and we'll see. kisses and hugs MysFyt 1. COVER YOUR STUMP BEFORE U HUMP 2.BEFORE U ATTA

Treo For Sale
I don't want to do it but I need to sale my phone. My treo had gotten thrown into a lake because of this rogue gust of wind. My chair and wallet and everything flew across the camp and hit the water before any of us could catch it. Anyway, i'm in college, and shortly after that incident I had a heated conversation with one of the bosses at work because he's a weasle that needs to be punched in the throat. Bah, i'm getting sidetracked. What I intend to do is pay the insurance deductible and sale the brand new phone that gets shipped in. I need the money so I can pay my phone bill. I'll sale it cheaper than what they sell it for in the store and it will be brand new. 300-400 or so is the price in the stores. This is a Sprint phone also

Red Shirt Friday
If the Red shirt thing is new to you, read below... Last week, while traveling to Chicago on business, I noticed a Marine sergeant traveling with a folded flag, but did not put two and two together. After we boarded our flight, I turned to the sergeant, who'd been invited to sit in First Class (across from me), and inquired if he was heading home. No, he responded. Heading out I asked? No. I'm escorting a soldier home. Going to pick him up? No. He is with me right now. He was killed in Iraq ; I'm taking him home to his family. The realization of what he had been asked to do hit me like a punch to the gut. It was an honor for him. He told me that, although he didn't know the soldier, he had delivered the news of his passing to the soldier's family and felt as if he knew them after many conversations in so few days. I turned back to him, extended my hand, and said, Thank you. Thank you for doing what you do so my family and I can do what we do. Upon landing in Chicag

Live, Laugh & Love
Its a pleasure to have you stop by my page... with that said...I'm a Bama girl. I have lived here all my life... I am a very outgoing person... I love to explore life and have a blast while doing it... I love to laugh... and make others laugh... I believe in the concept live everyday to the fullest... because you truely only live once... That's the way I live my life... to the fullest... to the very fullest... I have had my share of ups and downs but I've learned along the way... that life is life... and if you choose to sit around and worry... then it will overcome you... and I have not and will not let it overcome me... I love my life... and my loved ones... I have long life friends whom I absolutely adore... and I choose to live happy... I have two gorgeous children that are godsend... I couldnt have asked for better kiddos... I'm divorced and single. I am not looking or should I say "searching" for that special someone. I have decided to quit the search and let him find me. I give

Some News
I wanted to take some time to give props to my best friend April. Last weekend she celebrated her 1 year of being clean from drugs. I am so proud of her. I never thought we'd see that day but there is was. To be honest, I thought I'd attend her funeral before anything else. There were many times she almost died. The worst time was when I found her passed out. I got her to the hospital and the Dr's told me if I hadn't found her, she'd be dead. That is the hardest thing to hear. I've helped her as much as I could over the years but for her to get clean, it was a decision she had to make. I couldn't do it for her, not matter how much I begged. But she made that decision and has been clean a year now. We went with her to the NA meeting to see her get the medalian and then we all went to dinner to celebrate her "birthday" as it is called. Meet some really good people. Tomorrow we are going with her to a cookout at a local park that the group is having. I am so proud of her. I would also lik

Brief Explanation
I have decided to step down from Fubar Afterhours as a Manager and a DJ. Is After Hours going down, NO. And i would not want that either. I have my own personal reasons as to why I am stepping down. None of which include any problems i have with Ben Dover. After Hours was the only reason I wanted to be on Fubar. And was the only reason I stayed. But like all good movies eventually everything has to end. I need to sit back and really decide what my next move is. Untill then everyone on afterhours will always be my fam!! Love you guys!! Untill next time im out....

Free Vip For A Year
I am in a contest for a free 1 year VIP. I need 100,000 picture comments on my picture to win. Please help me if you would. The contest starts May 2 at 6am Fubar time. I have till July 1st to do this. eeep If interested please go to the link below and F/A/R the sponser. When he approves your friend request you can comment my picture. You can comment as many times as you like. http://fubar.com/treehard Thanks to everyone who helps me. xoxoxo RobinDenise..aka White Crayon

Medical Marijuana
Medical marijuana user dies without transplant YouNewsTV™Story Published: May 1, 2008 at 9:02 PM PDT By Associated Press SEATTLE (AP) - A musician who was denied a liver transplant because he used marijuana with medical approval under Washington state law to ease the symptoms of advanced hepatitis C died Thursday. The death of Timothy Garon, 56, at Bailey-Boushay House, an intensive care nursing center was confirmed to The Associated Press by his lawyer, Douglas Hiatt, and Alisha Mark, a spokeswoman for Virginia Mason Medical Center, which operates Bailey-Boushay. Dr. Brad Roter, the physician who authorized Garon to smoke pot to alleviate for nausea and abdominal pain and to stimulate his appetite, said he did not know it would be such a hurdle if Garon were to need a transplant. The case has highlighted a new ethical consideration for those allocating organs for transplant, especially in the dozen states that have medical marijuana laws: When dying patients need a t

Getting Closer
I have been very busy lately with work..and life around here..so I havn't been on much lately. Yesterday morning I ran money to my boys school for there lunch. Forgot to send it with them.. Anyways..hubby mentioned..why don't you go mushroom hunting. Well I ended up going down to my moms..and they were home. So, mom and I went mushroom hunting for almost 2 hours. Found 300 all together between both of us. Or close to that. It was pretty fun.. getting to spend day with them..and noone else. Anyways.. mom and I went out shopping this morning. Its been so great spending time with her. I have always envied my cousin..and others who are always with there moms shopping..etc. My mom has worked alot..and when shes off she usually prefers being at home. I can kinda understand some..as I get older..that is what I like to do. I have missed not doing things with her though. Lately shes been making up for it somewhat. I think after grandma passed away.. she looks back..and thinks shes

Small Packages
They say Great things come in small packages. That is one saying I fully agree with. My mother was the greatest thing in the world. She was a fiesty, firery, stubborn 4 foot 9 inch tall woman who stood up for what she believed in no matter how big her obsticle or foe. On the other hand she was kind, careing and compassionate but most importantly she had a pure soul which not many people can claim. She was 64 years old when she left us Sunday April 27th 2008 at 9:47am and left all of us who knew and loved her heartbroken.I have done alot of things in my life my mother didnt agree with but never once was she ever disapointed in me and all I ever knew from her was love and affection. My children are better people due to having her in thier lives. I Love and Miss you MOM!!

Never Far Away
I'm gone now, but I'm still very near. Death can never separate us. Each time you feel a gentle breeze, It's my hand caressing your face. Each time the wind blows, It carries my voice whispering your name. When the wind blows your hair ever so slightly, Think of it as me pushing a few stray hairs back in place. When you feel a few raindrops fall on your face, It's me placing soft kisses. At night look up in the sky and see the stars shining so brightly. I'm one of those stars and I'm winking at you and smiling with delight. For never forget you're the apple of my eye.

Cowboy Needs Our Help (written By Gem!)
Hello everyone! GEM here (aGEM4life) and I'm here to ask for help. Cowboy is in a bling pack giveaway and needs 3,500 comments by Monday. He would be there helping if he could but he has gotten sick and for now doesn't have the strength to sit at the pc and do anything. I know for a fact Cowboy has helped MANY of you level up when he saw your plea for help. Now its YOUR turn to help him! Before you can bomb his pic in the giveaway you need to have R/F/A Stephanie Lynn. Thank you in advance. ~Donna aka GEM 'Stephanie Lynn's Profile' Pic to Bomb...

Stressful Past Days
I Want To Sleep, I Want To Die, I Want To Commit Suicide. If A Coma Was On The Menu, I'd Order It Cold And Bland And As Fast As The Chef Can. Like A Worn Pair Of Boots, My Souls Worn Thin And Everyday Disappointment Never Misses It's Chance To Begin. Tired Of Being The Denzien Of Depression, The Disciple Of Disappointment, The Unlovable Louse. I Am All That I Am And No Matter How Much I Better Myself Or Pump Myself Up, I Always Come Up Short And Failing. I Know There Are No Gracious Words Or Thoughtful Compliments That I Inspire Or Instill, I Am The Withered Flower People Pass And Ignore On Their Way To The Garden. I Accept My Role As A Faceless Stranger Who Doesn't Stand Out From The Crowd, Who Doesn't Catch The Eye, Love Has Shown Me No Mercy And There's No Hope Of That High. No Matter What I Do Or Who I Am, I Will Always Fall Behind In Comparisons To Ex Boyfriends, Old Friends And New Faces With Kind Words. I Will Always Fall Farther Down The List, Father From The Focus, Un

Bling Contest!!!
XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX OK....For all the times I helped my friends out, its time to return the love to me! Im in a contest to win 2 bling packs. I need to get 15k comments before the 21st of May & I need all the help I can get. Please come by..any help is much appreciated. Im willing to pay fubux for comments, so if youre running low...come by & get paid!!!..just pm me & once its verified I will transfer the bux to ya! Thanks in advance!!!!♥♥

Happy Memorial Day
Happy Memorial Day. A Memorial Day Poem by Michelle Keim, 1999 As we stand here looking At the flags upon these graves Know these flags represent A few of the true American brave. They fought for their Country As man has through all of time Except that these soldiers lying here Fought for your country and mine. As we all are gathered here To pay them our respect Let's pass this word to others It's what they would expect. I'm sure that they would do it If it were me or you To show we did not die in vain But for the red, white and blue. Let's pass on to our children And to those who never knew What these soldiers died for It's the least we can do Let's not forget their families Great pain they had to bear Losing a son, father or husband They need to know we still care. No matter which war was fought On the day that they died I stand here looking at these flags Filled with American pride. So as the bugler plays out Taps With its sweet and eerie sound

Contest
i am in my first real giveaway i need 1900 comments to stay in contest then 3 ppl battle it out for the last 5000 comments to win a 3 fubling packs all help appreciated...thank you i have had some awesome help, will post later blog with these ppl in it i wanted to take a minute and thank all those that helped me reach my 10000 comments to go to the final of 5000 comments needed to win fubling 3 pack..i no longer need comments at this time until the 3rd person reaches the 10000 comments then the battle is on lol ty so so so so very much for those of you who have spent days helping me reach it this far...you all rock and are so awesome..

Why Is It Over?
i found this song today and instantly cried. and can't stop listening to it. stupid fucking boys! it's not over by secondhand seronade my tears run down like razor blades and no i'm not theo ne to blame it's you or is it me and all the words we never say, come out and now we're all ashamed and there's no sense in playing games when you've done all you can do but no it's over it's over why is it over? we had the chance to make it now it's over it's over it can't be over i wish that i could take it back but it's over i loose myself in all these fights i loose my sense of wrong and right i cry i cry shaking form the pain that's in my head i just wanna crawl into my bed and throw away the life i've lead but i wont let it die and i wont let it die but it's over it's over why is it over? we had the chance to make it now it's over it's over it can't be over i wish that i could tak

Points
Alright i try to help all of you when you ask so i need some help for my friend so show the love! Help my Sassy DJ level up! she is in my family and my heart!!! LOL here is her screen name!!! '~♥~Sassy*4*DJ~♥~Stiletto♥Girls~♥~aka-Sass a frass~♥~' Thanks everyone and i will return the favor!!!!!!

My Give Away
PLEASE HELP ME GET A VIP. I HAVE 4 WEEKS TO GET 10,000 COMMENTS. ALL LOVE WILL BE RETURNED. THANK YOU TO ALL WHO HELP ME. I LOVE YA ALL!!! JUST CLICK ON PIC BELOW!! PLEASE SHOW MIZOTTE LOVE AS WELL. HE'S A GOOD N TRUE FRIEND. :-) mizotte59 owner of StrawBerriiKisses, Vodka girl and celtic rose fu-owned to aGem4life@ fubar

Writings From The Fumaster Poet *latenitefantasy8lover Of My Soul*enjoy
AFTERTOUCH this is what an aftertouch is to a symphony barely noticed in the storm of what was this is lingering resonance nine hundred nanoseconds in duration but saying everything that was ever spoken in one final exhale when commotion was cut sharp into the loudest silence ever heard this is your face relaxing after exciting expression exercise to sink back into stillness almost closed eyes skin so unstrained brushing your still parted lips against mine this is your voice a soft moaning sigh in sharp contrast to the hollering high that seconds ago filled the room and my mind that uneloquent chanting exploding tonight this is so much more than my still hammering heart trying to lower the pulse as powerless we exhale and sink softly onto ourselves and welcome the aftertouch of a symphony for now I wrap my arms tightly around you Your eyes are closed Anticipating I lean forward Soft kisses against the

Women Over 40
In case you missed it on 60 Minutes, this is what Andy Rooney thinks about women over 40: As I grow in age, I value women over 40 most of all. Here are just a few reasons why: A woman over 40 will never wake you in the middle of the night and ask,'What are you thinking?' She doesn't care what you think. If a woman over 40 doesn't want to watch the game, she doesn't sit around whining about it. She does something she wants to do, and it's usually more interesting. Women over 40 are dignified. They seldom have a screaming match with you at the opera or in the middle of an expensive restaurant. Of course, if you deserve it, they won't hesitate to shoot you if they think they can get away with it. Older women are generous with praise,often undeserved. They know what it's like to be unappreciated. Women get psychic as they age. You never have to confess your sins to a woman over 40. Once you get past a wrinkle or two, a woman over 40 is far sexier than her younger

Contests
1MIL CONTEST First 2 people to reach 15k comments both win 1 Million fubucks each. Contest will end when they both reach 15k. 1st Place: $1 Million Fubucks 2nd Place: $1 Million Fubucks 3rd Place: 2 Blings during a HH *No Drama, You start it your eliminated from the contest. *Comment bombing your own pic is alloweed. *No new profiles can comment. must be a level 5 or higher. *Bombing families are all welcome. Contestants: Have any questions?? than please contact me through message only. dina rocks | Owned by Texas Camaro Nut

In A Contest
I am in a contest for a blast please help me. Here is the link Hey there guys and gals in another auction..come by check out what I am offering and place a bid.... Hugs and Kisses Babydoll0215 She is a great friend...will help anyone who needs to level, or is in a contest. She is fairly new to the site and needs a little help now to level....go show this amazing woman how well we help each other out in need....and tell her...her best friend Babydoll sent you.

Slut.
I am not easily impressed. Not much impresses me. Authority doesn't impress me. Good looks don't impress me. Money. Fame. Power. Strength. Scariness. Weapons. These things don't impress me. Partying like a rockstar every night, doing drugs every chance you get, for whatever reason, doesn't impress me. Being fake and shallow and happy-go-lucky on the surface all the time doesn't impress me. Being serious and negative and utterly disapproving all the time doesn't impress me. Coolness doesn't impress me. Games don't impress me. Being down on yourself and calling it 'honesty' doesn't impress me. Popularity doesn't impress me. These things...I just don't give a fuck. What DOES impress me? Honesty and forthrightness. Maturity and tolerance. Intelligence and wisdom. THAT impresses me. Unconditional love. THAT impresses me. Accepting who I am and NOT LEAVING because I'm imperfect, THAT would impress me. NOT finding a reason to leave, because I'm not perfect, or because love takes effort an

Just Thinking
Will things go good for a while then it seems that when you hit a bad spote in your life ever one has to put there two cents in.I love them all but I do wish that they would not trent me like a child or try to tell me what need to do in my life.I thought when you get married they are to let you live it the way you and your other half went to. But now one can tell the truth when your child get in trouble with the law and then tell you after it is all done and over with,but they ttried to hid it about my daghter and it did not work.So as her mother I have step back and let her live her life the why she wents.Even if I do not like it.Do not get me wrong I love all my kids the same.And befor you all ask she is 25 1/2 years old two kids. THIS IS TO SAY THANK YOU TO ALL WHO HAVE BECAME MY FRIENDS AND FAMILY ON HERE.THIS IS A REALY FUN PLAY TO MEET SO MANY NEW POPLE FROM AROUND THE WORLD.ON HERE THER IS SO MANY THINGS YOU CAN DO AND IT IS SO MUCH FUN.I WOULD LIKE

May
I just wanted everyone to know if you dont see me on here after the sixth is because i will be some where in camp dodge, Iowa. I'll be there until the end of the month. I'm going to need shots for this one. I mean there isn't a bar for 150 away from that base. This is really going to suck. Wish me luck lol.

Things That Make Me Happy
My fiancee finally got a job i'm so happy for him. Soon he will get the job he likes doing and he is going to school to make sure he gets it too. Baby U make me so happy and proud. I LUV U BABY

Quotes & Cool Shit
Sexuality is an honest reflection of our innermost personalities, and we should ensure that its expression is healthy. Making love is something mysterious, sacred, and often the most profound interaction between people. Whether what is created is a relationship or a pregnancy, the legacy of both partners will be inherent in their creation. What we put into love determines what we get out of it. from 365 Tao by Deng Ming-Dao Ram Tzu knows this... It's a lie It's all a lie. The Buddha, Christ, Mohammed Moses, Lao Tzu, All were consummate liars. Blaspemer explain yourself! The Truth cannot be known In the way you think of knowledge. It does not make sense. It functions in a realm Closed to the mind. The first utterance about Truth Is the first step Down the path of deceit. In fact-- These very words are But another turd On the dung heap Of what passes for Truth. from No Way for the Spiritually "Advanced" by Ram Tzu You can be seen sitting for hours

Eviction
As most of you know... Me and my husband are being evicted from our home with a daughter on our hip! It really sucks. its not like we have enuff income to just go rent or buy w/e we see! so right now we have choice between living in a Mobil Home which isnt bad we'd Rent to Own...just gotta get a loan to buy it basically. That could take awhile. and there is two apartments we are trying to fight for right now and hoepfully the credit will be okay to get in. I figure its an EMERGENCY situation they should let us get in. IM writing this to let everyone know...if you do not see us online for awhile! WE WILL BE BACK!... if its a month dont worry we'll be back. We love the fubar experience and dont want to lose the fu-friends we have made. We also dont want to lose our Staff! @ Wicked Desires! YOU ALL ROCK. Also - My Fellow Lollipop Gurlz... better keep me updated when i get back on what is going on... I let tequila know everything and I will always be a lollipop gurl. :) Any com

Pimp Outs
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Help
Please help me out and click my pic below and comment my pic. Thanks for your help. Help me out click my pic and leave me some photo comments. Thanks Help me out click my pic and leave me some photo comments. Thanks

Best Looking
Doesnt Remind Me - Audioslave Presents His First Auction: Picture Link: http://fubar.com/photo.php?u=943123&albumid=839987&i=1164146923# Contestant #1.Lakota Princess http://fubar.com/i_come_in_peace Thumbnail Link: ---------------------------------------------------------------- Contestant #2 Lord Wolf: http://fubar.com/photo.php?u=943123&albumid=839987&i=1164146923#518105731 http://fubar.com/lrlsociety Thumnail

"twisted"
"Twisted" When lost in the dark,why close up your eyes? It's not us that you hate,it's yourself you despise. Don't sew yourself shut,or stay locked in a wall. Don't cry and don't whimper, or curl in a ball. I'm not trying to pry or even to meddle. I can see through the lies and mystery you peddle. Can't listen to a word, the truth is so twisted. Who'd ever say, "hey honesty I miss it?" Words feel like whispers,collected by ears. Garbled and twisted,over all of these years. Eyes feel like windows, that bring out the light. Wide open kept closed, no matter hold tight. I'm not trying to pry,or even to meddle. I can see through the lies, and mystery you peddle. Can't listen to a word, the truth is so twisted. Who'd ever say, "hey honesty I miss it?" Build yourself strong, don't give opportunity. Soon anguish and sorrow, will give you immunity. Against all feeling-love kindness and care. To all those around you, is it really that fair? I'm not trying to pry, or even t

Thanks For All The... What Was I Talking About?
HOW MOSES GOT THE 10 COMMANDMENTS One day God went to the Arabs and said, 'I have some Commandments for you that will make your lives better.' The Arabs asked, 'What are Commandments?' And the Lord said, 'They are rules for living.' 'Can you give us an example?' 'Thou shall not kill.' 'Not kill? We're not interested.' So He went to the Blacks and said, 'I have some Commandments.' The Blacks wanted an example, and the Lord said, 'Honor thy Father and Mother.' 'Father? We don't know who our fathers are. We're not interested.' Then He went to the Mexicans and said, 'I have some Commandments.' The Mexicans also wanted an example, and the Lord said 'Thou shall not steal.' 'Not steal? We're not interested.' Then He went to the French and said, 'I have some commandments.' The French too wanted an example and the Lord said, 'Thou shall not commit adultery.' 'Not commit adultery? We're not interested.' Finally, He went to the J

Remember
This is really very interesting and informative. Can you guess which of the following are true and which are false? Answers are below. 1. Apples, not caffeine, are more efficient at waking you up in the morning. 2. Alfred Hitchcock didn't have a belly button. 3. A pack-a-day smoker will lose approximately 2 teeth every 10 years. 4. People do not get sick from cold weather; it's from being indoors a lot more. 5. When you sneeze, all bodily functions stop, even your heart! 6. Only 7 per cent of the population are lefties. 7. Forty people are sent to the hospital for dog bites every minute 8. Babies are born without kneecaps. They don't appear until they are 2-6 years old. 9. The average person over 50 will have spent 5 years waiting in lines. 10. The toothbrush was invented in 1498. 11. The average housefly lives for one month. 12. 40,000 Americans are injured by toilets each year. 13. A coat hanger is 44 inches long when straightened. 14.

Needing Help ... Can You Help ????
WOW TY everyone for helping me in getting the spotlight yesterday ..I had a great turn out though I didn't make Godmother so I'm back asking for help... There are a few ppl that need to be brought to your attention for all the help they have been giving me Some I had never talked to and some are considered to be dear friends to me .. Show these ppl so true Fu Love as they do for others Wow was she awesome !!! ~BABS~ ""GODMOTHER""@ fubar Gotta love this one Sugar Cookie {Spankers}@ fubar Okay now she is nuts but can't help but loving her

The Melody
The Melody I listen to that melody playing my head its like a broken record that will never seem to end my soul is deep, deeper then the sea and when i write i drown in its beauty and when that melody seizes to exist i will be gone to a better place maybe not in spirit as that will always be but in memory i will disapear ill be just another casualty

What Am I
You Are A Maple Tree There's not anyone in this world quite like you. You are full of imagination, ambition, and originality. Shy but confident, you hunger for new experiences. You have a good memory and learn easily. You are sometimes nervous and always complex (especially in love). What's Your Celtic Horoscope?

Are You A Risk Taker?
Your Risk Taking Level: Medium-High You're not afraid of a little (or a lot) of risk. In fact, you pretty much live to take chances. Consequences be damned, you are willing to go for it. And if it doesn't work out, at least people can't say you didn't try! Are You a Risk Taker?

Forbidden/cb69 Tag
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Plz Help Her
can u plz rate this pic for me? I'll rate some of your stuff if you leave me a private message so I know tht u did http://fubar.com/photo.php?u=548838&i=3162513615&albumid=989247 http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=548838&i=3162513615

Sharing
You are you I am me We are one Together are we I trust in you You trust in me Like a puzzle We fit perfectly Hand in hand We walk together Soulmates in life Forever and ever I look at you You look at me Passion and desire Is what we see I feel your pulse And you feel mine Our hearts beat together Forever in time

'sabrosura Y K-member Of Fu-bombers'
PLEASE PRAY FOR MY FRIEND AND HER FAMILY SHE WONT BE ONLINE 4 A WILE CUZ SHE JUST LOST SOMEBODY REAL SPECIAL IN HER PLEASE SHOW HER AND HER FAMILY RESPECT THANX LOVE YOU sabrosura y k-member of fu-bombers@ fubar

The Devils Princess
Sweet angelic child, skin stained with the beauty of death A child lost and afraid Her name forgotten, never again to be said Ash collides to ground as footprints are left beneath smoke Her tears consuming the blackness seen through her eyes She walks in the dark her skin covered in tattered lace Her cries for a new life consumed by the evil inside Blood and tears blend as they fall from her sky She tells the story of a shattered friend The story of how death chose her life to live and not to end She sat there watching the darkness take her family away Than cursed her with the taste of immortal misery No longer needing another breath She screams in silence wishing the pain would vacant her troubled mind The voices tearing at her faith binding the bind of lost time Everything she touches parishes as the darkness begins to cry Crying of laughter as another soul dies Wishing to be doomed to a place far greater than this hell Fingertips twitch as desire of safety seeps fr

Love
Ladies...Men seem to love to have control, well its time we took over. The thing to do is go to the library, check out a Dog Training book. Sounds nutz but men are like dogs...Yes it will interesting, but ladies need to put there men in check ;)

Alone In The Dark, (bittersweet High)
Alone in the dark I waited so long for a kind hearted spirit that would not do me wrong. Having all but surrendered to a world turned so cold, when I found an angel, with a heart made of gold. The darkness was parted, the sun finally rose, and I thanked the gods for my fate they had chose. Joy was unbounded, the future seemed bright, for I had my angel, my love and my light. She taught me to laugh, to see with new eyes, she made me feel needed with her wanting sighs. She was my soulmate, of this I was sure. She'd have my daughter and we'd be secure. Secure as a family of her's, mine, and ours. With a love burning hotter than ten thousand stars. I thought we'd never be parted, what we had was real, but Destiny's not for the mortal to steal. My Angel, unable to save this lost soul. To love one man completely, and yet still feel whole. She turned and she ran, Fate took her away. Alone in the dark aga

First Arrest
First some background information. I am a 42 yr. Old, divorced father of 2; a son, 17 and a daughter, 2. I've lived at the same address for 10 yrs. My police record consists of a possession of less than an once of marijuana which was dismissed. I have no misdemeanor or felony convictions. I recently opened a smoke shop, "Freebird's Tobacco Etc." in Sweet Home, Oregon, in a building that had been a smoke shop for the previous few years. When the previous business closed due to it's owner's death I was fortunate enough to have financial assistance from family to re-open as a new business. I spent most of my here. I open at 8 am and close at 8 pm. And being an avid PC gamer whose gaming PC is now doubling as a POS/inventory computer it isn't unusual to see me here late into the night. With a small parking lot and owning a large truck it's easy to tell when I'm here. Shortly after opening, being concerned with security I phoned the Sweet Home PD identified myself and inquired to

It Happens When You Least Expect It
I look at you and think: I cannot live Without you; you're the person of my dreams. Of course I know I can, but I must give My heart room to tell it as it seems. Romance must have a language fit for feeling More than fits between the earth and sky. For love there cannot be a floor or ceiling: My love goes down too deep and flies too high. So when I say I cannot live without you, Know I can't imagine so much pain; And when I claim to always dream about you, Well, know the moon is happy once again. The sun reveals cold truths for all to see, But I must light my love with poetry. Larry

Sensual Loving
Love in its truest form has no language or words, it just has a thousand and one actions we all wish we could describe...Love IS everything its cracked up to be. Thats why people are so cynical about it. It really IS worth fighting for, being brave for, risking everything for.Trouble is, if you dont risk everything, you risk even more trouble...............It doesn't matter if you've known the person a day, a week, or forever, you can't change the feelings you have for that person. If you love someone show it. If it's meant to be then it will be if not then let it go..(its hard).......:) Hold me close, can you feel the fire? Feel the passion burning within, Fan and fuel my wonderful desire Quench my thirst and lust as it slowly begins Run your fingers slowly along my soft skin Feel the pulse racing and beating beneath Don’t ignore this beautiful feelin’ Hold onto to it with every breath you take Gently press your warm lips against mine Crush your body against m

This Site Sucks......
This site is so fucked up. I just uploaded some pics, I knew that one was NSFW, just one! Before I could mark it I got a message from the assholes in charge telling me it was. No FUCKING SHIT ASSHOLE!!!! Give a person fucking time to do something. This is suppose to be a adult type site, but you do something wrong and the little fucking babies whine. Grow the fuck up!!! Grow a set of fucking balls move out of your parents basement and into the real fucking world!! It takes time for someone to mark something, don't get all OMG thats NSFW!!! All though the photo does not show anything and I mean anything at all, but I keep forgetting that humans are fucking idiots!!! So as of this day on all my pics are locked to friends only, not that anybody rates them anyways. Show kiss my ass, and fuck your mother, assholes!!!!!

Haterzzz
I knew I had haters on here but for real...go and report me to the bouncers and have shit taken off my page? WTF??? I wish they would be WOMEN enough (yes I know it's gotta b a bitch ass woman) and come to my MF face and announce themselves as the Bitch they are!! Bring it Bitches...

Contests
this is a cool guy who always helps us out and now he is in a contest and he is over 2000 comments behind. i know that if we all worked together we could totally get this guy 1st place and keep him there.. what do ya say??? Lord-Phase ♠ The Shadow Bombers ♠ Owner Of Domination Radio - Needs over 2500 points to win fubucks. Most points wins a 7 days blast/1 months VIP as well. Most rates (over 200) wins 3 day blast/bling pack. Have fun! he is in a auction.. he is a shadow bomber member.. show lots of love for him :)

Memorial Day Raffle!!
We are holding a Memorial Day Raffle as a means to pay tribute and give back to our fellow fubarians. NO COMMENT BOMBING NO RATES NO RATE FAN AND ADDING JUST FOLLOW THE INSTRUCTIONS BELOW. YOU DO NOT WANT TO MISS OUT ON THIS GREAT OFFER! Starting TODAY we will be selling raffle tickets at 500 FU bucks, yes ONLY 500 fu bucks a ticket. There is no limit on the amount of tickets you purchase. You will be given a number on each ticket (just as shown below) which will be uploaded and you are to rip so we

Contest
A Wonderfull thank you to the man who now owns me for a month! Go Check out my New owner..... ~*Ç£ÃÿMØ®Ê*~DEMON CREW*SHADOW LEVELERS*W.I.S.E.U.K.F*@ fubar Hey all I am now in a comment bombing contest. Please stop by and show me some love and in return I will do the same. This is gonna be alot of fun so come join it! Also please stop by and show the host of this contest some love as well. Love ya'll! Happy Country Girl~~Shadow Leveler~~@ fubar

Another New Member
we have another new member so goby daves page and welcome him to our famile he's the driver to the magic bus you might want to join it if your looking for new fans and friends so go fan,rate,add shushu to our family and welcome dave very glad your joined our group!!! sorry everyone i've been having trouble with my dsl router hope to have it fixed today or replaced thank you all....laura ShuShu The New Driver Of The Magic Bus@ fubar misfits we have another newmember so please go by her page and welcome her to our family add,fan and rate her so jamie welcome to our group hope you enjoy being a part of ourleveling crew.... -Jamiie - Fu-Daughter to Rhonda && Jimm¢¾@ fubar have a good weekend whats left of it anyway thank you all....

New Here,..this Is About Me!
ok well i'm mike,..i'm on active duty in the indiana army national guard. I've been on active duty since 2005. I am going through a divorce. so i concider myself single yet I wont do anything till the divorce is finnal. Not out of respect for my soon to be divorced wife,..but out of respect for myself. right now i'm in nineveh indiana. I am loving life,..i plan on going to Mayday,..just bought tickets. Also going to Mayhem, xfest and family values tour. i love music,.any kinda,..i prefer the hard rock/metal and hippyish music such as ben harper dave matthews an so on. oh well anyquestions as me,..i'm a fun guy and looking for new things. I'm strait,..i'll be friends with anyone even if ya a guy. i'm a good friend. I lvoe to listen to others. I plan on becoming a social worker.

Songs
The sky turned from black to red, Missiles fly through the air. Millions of Demons run through your head, People around don't seem to care. The End of the World is lurking near, Start running for your guns. The Antichrist is coming soon, THERE'S NOWHERE YOU CAN RUN!!! Get inside, there's nowhere you can hide. Step into reality. Life can be a bitch, don't let it throw you into a ditch. It's time to survive, let's stay alive! Walking through the blood-red streets, Thinking about your family and friends. Now is no time to be depressed, WE'LL BE KICKIN' ASS IN THE END! A new sun is about to rise, Be ready for a quick surprise. Troops are marching everywhere, Too much violence than you can bear. The Apocolypse is here, everything is burning down Chaos running through the streets, draggin' everything to the ground. Burning Terror rises in your head, And you wish you were dead. Get inside, there's nowhere yo

Mad Fu Bomber Stuffies
1. if you plan on entering a contest then please let me know so i can get it all squared away before it starts if you chose not to let me know before hand then you may not get the help that you would have if i knew about it prior. 2. there must be bombing activity coming from you. i will be watching and seeing if you are.. if i see no activity then i will send you a warning if i see it again then you are out.. i understand that sometimes things happen just let me know so im aware of it. we like dedicated bombers the kind that max out their comments not the leave a few comments here and there. 3. there is to be NO drama what so ever if there is you will be asked to leave immediatly.. i will not tolerate that. this is for fun not starting trouble. 4. you must check the homepage daily to see if there is any new blogs for up coming contests and contests that are going on and etc.. please leave a comment so that way i know that you were there and you read about it. if there is som

Music Shit.
A few of my favorites. They just came off the top of my head. If I think really hard I could probably come up with about a million more. Here's 100 Cool ones. I was in a few bands as a singer so I can appreciate almost everything but I LOVE The dark, heavy shit. These ones are the easiest to sing. Even though I might not sound exactly like the singer, I can be pretty awesome and be called, "Close enough". 1. Metallica- Enter Sandman 2. Metallica- Creeping Death 3. Metallica- "Am I Evil" (Diamondhead cover) 4. Metallica- Seek and Destroy. 5. Metallica- The Unnamed Feeling 6. Metallica- Invisible Kid 7. Metallica- Of Wolf and Man 8. Iron Maiden- Run to the Hills 9. Iron Maiden- The Trooper 10. Iron Maiden- Number of the Beast 11. Iron Maiden- Reincarnation of Benjamin Breeg 12. Iron Maiden- Rainmaker 13. Iron Maiden- Flight of Icarus 14. Grand Funk Railroad- We're An American Band 15. Boston- Peace of Mind 16. Kansas- Wayward Son 17 Pantera-

Stuffs
all you foot slaves out there i want you to check this out and bid on our open auctions!!! http://cgi3.ebay.com/ws/eBayISAPI.dll?ViewUserPage&userid=mandapanda080785 haha, no not what ur thinking i did that a loooong time ago :p i see everyone making a amazon wish list and ive had plenty of time on my hands so i did too. i very seriously doubt ill get anything on it but hell y not right?

Tax Rebate
Help America - spend your rebate wisely. The federal government is sending each and every one of us a $600 rebate. If we spend that money at Wal-Mart, the money will go to China. If we spend it on gasoline it will go to the Arabs or Venezuela. If we purchase a computer it will go to India. If we purchase fruit and vegetables it will go to Mexico, Honduras, and Guatemala. If we purchase a good car it will go to Japan. If we purchase useless crap it will go to Taiwan and none of it will help the American economy. The only way to keep that money here at home is to buy prostitutes and beer, since these are the only products still produced in the US. Thank you for your help.

Never Take Anything For Granted
Those who know me, know part of who I am and why I am the way I am. Those who don't...this will provide some insight. I live my life with purpose. I try to inspire others and guide them to realize that life is too short. I grew up a "delinquint" thanks to my childhood being shattered at an early age. I had a baby at age 16 after I was sexually assaulted. My son, Justin, was born at 30 wks premature and the docs gave him a year to live. Well my angel made it to almost 4 yrs old. I was out to sea in the Navy when I got the dreaded call that my baby boy had died in his sleep. I thought I had built a strong enough wall around my heart at that point, but that message from my parents and the Red Cross that day shattered those walls quicker than the Berlin Wall falling. I was put on suicide watch for a week until I could get home. I found out after the autoposy was done that tho he was almost 4 yrs old, his lungs were the size of a 1 yr old baby so he could not get enough air into his lung

Fu Luv Bully!!! Sexy!!!
FU LUV BOMB SQUAD!!!! U KNOW U WANT SOME!!! Please stop by and check out our bulletin on joining the sexiest family on fubar!!! Just click on the links below!!! Fu Luv Bomb Squad Purrfect Sin Lounge PIMPOUT BY Ctgirl *OWNER OF FU-LUV BOMB SQUAD* Chief of GD@Purrfect Sin-OWNED BY TUFFGUY-FuWife to Scout -ICY&@ fubar

Gone From Fubar For Awhile...and Why
True friends will read this...the others it doesnt matter lol...as some of Ron and my mutal friends already know from his blog...we will be off Fubar for awhile...those of you who know us know he had a colostomy bag put on 8mo ago and now it is time to remove it. Hes scheduled for the end of may for that...before that happens we will be on vacation and getting ready for it. we will probably be back after hes recovered....but who knows lol its been fun and i have made some really good friends...and i love them to death :) when i joined Fubar i was single and pretty much had no life outside of work...it was something to do...now a year later my life has changed completely...I have a man i love very much and thru him a larger family...i lost my dad a couple of weeks ago and my mother is in bad health...my life is full. Summer is almost here...and i have learned life is short...you need to get out and enjoy it and spend time with people you love instead of living on the computer. some o

To All My Friends And Family Members
Thanx to all my friends and family who has been ratin my stuff and leavin me profile comments, I really do appericate it all!!! But to all the others who NEVER rate nothin, Or leave me profile comments I will be deletin you off my friend list...And won`t be addin you back!!!

Please Help
IM FINALLY BACK AND I COULD REALLY USE SOME HELP FROM MY FRIENDS I JUST GOT BACK ON AND NOW IM IN A CONTEST NEVER THOUGHT IT WOULD BE ME BUT I WOULD REALLY APRECIATE ANY HELP I CAN GET RATES OR COMMENTS IT RUNS FOR 7 DAYS WHO EVER GETS THE MOST COMMENTS AND RATES AT THE END OF THE 7 DAYS WINS A HAPPY HOUR SO PLEASE AT LEAST CHECK IT OUT I WOULD REALLY APRECIATE IT AND WILL TRY TO HELP ANYONE WHO NEEDS IT AS WELL MUAH THANKS TO EVERYONE FOR READING CUTIE WITH A BOOTIE (repost of original by '★☆sTaRr☆★Co'Owner of the Diamond Vault★ Fu-Owned by DDiamond1975' on '2008-05-02 19:44:05')

Christianity
WHEN I SAY, "I AM A CHRISTIAN" When I say, "I am a Christian" I'm not shouting, "I’ve been saved!" I'm whispering, "I get lost! That's why I chose this way" When I say, "I am a Christian" I don't speak with human pride I'm confessing that I stumble— Needing God to be my guide When I say, "I am a Christian" I'm not trying to be strong I'm professing that I'm weak And pray for strength to carry on When I say, "I am a Christian" I'm not bragging of success I'm admitting that I've failed And cannot ever pay the debt When I say, "I am a Christian" I don't think I know it all I submit to my confusion Asking humbly to be taught When I say, "I am a Christian" I'm not claiming to be perfect My flaws are all too visible But God believes I'm worth it When I say, "I am a Christian" I still feel the sting of pain I have my share of heartache, Which is why I seek His name When I say, "I am a Christian" I do not wish to judge I have no authority... I on

Fantasy Flight
Join the ** Fantasy Flight ** New Friends! Quick and easy points! Level up! It's easy to join, very simple rules. 1. You must fan, rate, and add all the flyers on the list. Include "I'm a Fantasy flyer" in your request so you are sure to be added. If you are already friends with that person, leave that comment on their profile page. (If a flyer has made their profile private, just send them a message that you are a new flyer and want to f/r/a them) 2. Send me a private message telling me that you have f/r/a everyone so I can add you to the list. 3. You must fan and rate all new flyers when you accept their request. 4. This one is very important! NO DRAMA! Adding Fantasy Flyer to your name is optional. The Crew The Pilot In my dreams...or yours? ~*~ Shadow Leveler ~*~@ fubar The Co-Pilot CinDragon~FounderClubMystic~IBIC~fuOwner of 1969,MissCrys,LisaMarie&many others!@ fubar The Flyers EmilyIMAX ☆ THE IMAX EXPERIE

For All Our Troops
Pimp-My-Profile.com - Build a Slideshow You Fight For Our Freedom While We Sit At Home Leaving Your Families Out On Their Own Not Knowing When Or If You Will See Them Again Yet You Will Fight For Our Freedom Until We Win. Ask Nothing In Return For All That You Do. Now It's Our Turn To Support And Stay True. Your Thousands Of Miles Away In A Place Covered In Sand Fighting For Our Freedom, Country, And Land. Although Some Have Not Made It And They Payed Such A Price. They Gave It All Including Their life's . We Wanted You To Know How Much We Appreciate What You Have All Done Both Past And Present Since The First War Was Won.. Thank You For Your Service So Tried And So True Thank You For Fighting For The Red White And Blue Tracia Ann Harris Copyright ©2008 They Have Given Us So Much Don't You Think Its Time To Give Some Back? I Pledge To Love And Support All Members Of The Military I Will Do My Part And

The Purpose Behind The Name
So... I have had alot of people make comments about the title "shadow of a smile" and I'm constantly asking why I'm so sad. Actually, I got the title from a poem I wrote and I thought I'd share it.... Fallen angel that fell so fast, Remember the life you thought would last? Broken beauty torn and tattered, The glass you gracefully danced upon has finally shattered, The silhouette of a happy soul, the shadow of a smile, Calloused hands and blistered feet, You've more than walked your mile, So blur into the background, sink into the surface, Let go of the ledge you held onto, it now serves no purpose, Fall into a dead sleep away from reality, And I'll meet you in the middle, on the edge of insanity. No I'm not depressed and yes I do actually like to smile. But I do like to think of myself as a shadow... I like to go unnoticed and sort of blend in. I'll probably never handle attention well, it's just not something I'm comfortable with. So there is the meaning behi

My Writings
My heart is dark and weary,for I have lost all control of moral being.Unleashed are the feelings of sorrow,of suffering,like a vast shadow of emptiness bearing down upon my soul. For the fires of hate and pain burn within me.All hope is lost forever in the pit of nothingess. The dreams and wishes which were once a constant memory have now become shattered,forever tormented am I of the past,haunted for eternity,for I am bound to these visions,to these memories. I wrote this last year...I know I'm not very great at writing, so yeah, here it is.. Her face is of an angel,so heavenly with elegant beauty.Her eyes are like the sun piercing through the sky,gazing down upon you,full of brightness as the stars.Her lips are soft,red like a rose,the softest of the soft. Looking upon her is like seeing heaven on earth right before you.Her words are full of joy and laughter,like the goodness of hope and love,encouraging,refreshing. Her beauty is so pure and natural,there are no words with

If the Red shirt thing is new to you, read below... Last week, while traveling to Chicago on business, I noticed a Marine sergeant traveling with a folded flag, but did not put two and two together. After we boarded our flight, I turned to the sergeant, who'd been invited to sit in First Class (across from me), and inquired if he was heading home. No, he responded. Heading out I asked? No. I'm escorting a soldier home. Going to pick him up? No. He is with me right now. He was killed in Iraq ; I'm taking him home to his family. The realization of what he had been asked to do hit me like a punch to the gut. It was an honor for him. He told me that, although he didn't know the soldier, he had delivered the news of his passing to the soldier's family and felt as if he knew them after many conversations in so few days. I turned back to him, extended my hand, and said, Thank you. Thank you for doing what you do so my family and I can do what we do. Upon landing in Chicag

...they Gone Crash Into Me
go only so far, as does BOURDAIN's travel. BEWARE, however, of those who don't bother to trave.. but play their own BIZARRE FOOD GAMES as a matter of RITUAL. IBID: In his book Flyboys: A True Story of Courage, James Bradley details several instances of cannibalism of World War II Allied prisoners by their Japanese captors. The author claims that this included not only ritual cannibalization of the livers of freshly-killed prisoners, but also the cannibalization-for-sustenance of living prisoners over the course of several days, amputating limbs only as needed to keep the meat fresh. [http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Cannibalism#Modern_era The Soviet writer Aleksandr Solzhenitsyn, in his novel The Gulag Archipelago, describes cases of cannibalism in the twentieth-century USSR. Of the famine in Povolzhie (1921-1922) he writes: "That horrible famine was up to cannibalism, up to consuming children by their own parents - the famine, which Russia had never known even in Time of Tro

Contest!!!
HEY!!! guess what? i'm in a sexiest ass contest... make sure you go check it out!!! click on the pic and it should take you right to it... if not let me know so i can fix it... NOW YOU BETTER SHOW MY 'ASS' SOME LUVIN!!! xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo

My First Auction...come Bid On Me
OK PEEPS...THIS IS MY FIRST AUCTION, SO COME ON BY AND SHOW ME SOME LOVE!!CLICK THE LINK BELOW TO SEE WHAT I AM OFFERING AND PLACE YA BIDS.THERE WILL BE NO DRAMA, JUST LOADS OF FUN!!HAPPY BIDDING!!MS TAZCome on and Bid on Me!!

My Poetry
One Kiss for yesterday that I may have forgotten. One Kiss for today for I'm Blessed. One Kiss for tomorrow to show I care beyond words for everyday I'm blessed to be with you. Written by M.Hesse AKA SavaDog All rights Reserved Holy Hammerfall exodus the overkill of paradise lost from astral doors, within a change of pace Accept autumn's Living Colour. Written by M.Hesse AKA SavaDog All rights Reserved At The Sight of the Full Moon, The Tables Will Turn, Like Time in the Sands of an Hour Glass, FOREVER CHANGING Written by M.Hesse AKA SavaDog All rights Reserved P.S.Wrote this many many years ago walking home at 3am.I looked up and seen a full moon and these words came to me.now every time I see a full moon I recite the peom.

Show These Peeps Mad Luv!
Its about that time! You know, the time that comes around every year for EVERYBODY...its BIRTHDAY TIME! Our very own sexi smexi FU, Confidence, is celebrating her birthday on Monday and we need to make this a very SPECIAL birthday for her! Everybody knows my girl LOVES bling, so bling, bling, bling her like CRAZY...I'm talking jets, flying monkeys, Elmos, even bling packs galore! She is always doing so much for everybody so lets go and shower her with birthday luv! BLING HER, GIFT HER, TICKER HER, BLAST HER, I'm even talking about HAPPY HOUR her...she is worth it ALL! ~*~Çðñ£ïÐêñ¢ê ï§ whå† måkê§ mê §êx¥~*~Owner Of LÏVÏÑ ÐÃ Ð®∃ÃM Always ~N~ 4ever**@ fubar Brought to you by ME :D The Baddest MILF®~ Wifey to Fornicates™@ fubar

Why I'm Single
I'm often asked why I'm single. Honestly I do not know the answer to this. I get all the time that I am sexy, gorgeous, attractive or whatnot, yet all the men I do get interested in, only see me as a friend. Is it cuz I'm not a "bad girl" in public? Is it cuz I'm not the average blond hair, blue eyed girl? Is it cuz I have children? I'm not necessarily sure. It hurts to know that someone I may be interested in doesn't see me as anything more, but I'm content with a friendship and being there for them, hopefully when they need me. Most people do not realize that the thing they may be looking for is right in front of them and they bypass it cuz they are afraid of change and trying something new. I'll still be here tho...

Promises
Promises made never to be broken. Alas they are broken nonetheless. I promised I would never let anything hurt you. Yet I hurt you without trying. I promised to always be there for you. I thought I was but I guess I was not. I promised to always take care of you. Yet I became the one needing care. After all the promises were broken. I promise I will never break them again. There is no one there to listen. I now see the only promise we can keep in the end. Is the promise of love unconditionally no matter what happens.

Happy Birthday
Today is my Son Paul Birthday, so i would just like to wish him a very happy birthday & hope he has a great day. Please go wish him a happy birthday þÄÚL ÄKÄ ÐJ MÄÐ HÄ††ÈR enforcer of twizted mindz@ fubar Have a great day Paul, Love you & thank you for being such a wonderful son. Love Mum or as everyone else knows me Di aka PiNkLadY xxxx

Newbie!!
I have decided that some rules are in order for all of you to abide by...Please understand I will BLOCK you of you can't follow them. 1) Please respect that when my kids are home and I am online DON'T tell me to flash you...I won't do that in front of them. 2) Don't BEG to see my tits ass or vajayjay trust me I think seeing a grown ass man BEGGING for that is downright PATHETIC! 3) Don't ask for my number!!! There are only a select few I have given it to and will NOT be giving it out again. 4) RESPECT MY BODY!!! If you don't like what you see MOVE ON! 4) I am in a committed relationship, I am here for friends please don't ask me to dump him for you...it's pathetic. 5) Don't EVER call me a bitch, slut, cunt etc that will AUTOMATICALLY get you blocked! Well if you can abide by these rules we can have a fun chat...if not it's been nice knowin ya. :) so this website pretty much rocks So for those who dont know, I got married in Nov 2012 and am now living in pretty Fort Smith,

Me On Me
so I wasn't trying to blow my own airhorns (lol). I dont think of myself as a super genius, or even a regular one. I was just relating how others perceive me. I'm a regular dude, I've had a moderate degree of education, if anything I might be a little warmer than average (well atleast in comparison to truck drivers) . I have my off days just like everyone else, where I set my coffee down and can't find it again for a half hour, I put both contacts in the same eye, and I try to start my car with my house key. you've had those days before, i'm sure............right?............oh, it's just me.............well, ok then. I’ve had this rolling around in my brizzle for a few days, and very much like another attribute of male physiology, I let things build up to a certain level, then I release it all at once upon the world. The following is an informal essay about me. I stress informal, please do not judge this on the basis of grammatical accuracy or continuity. This is more or l

My Personal Godmother List (update)
MY PERSONAL GODMOTHER LIST Help me to help them thanks HisSweetObsession need 977.318 to godmother ♥HisSweetObsession♥ ~~ *Rate Spankers* ~~ *Shadow Levelers*@ fubar cheen need 961.879 to godmother Cheen@ fubar gem need 1.435.247 to godmother ?aGEM4life? ~??HockingRadio™'s DJ Gemini??@ fubar hrtofgold need 2.155.410 to godmother ~ &hearts Hrtofgold ~ MAD FU BOMBER~ &hearts ~@ fubar cotton candy need 1.284.643 to godmother ~*~Cotton Candy Kisses~*~@ fubar MY PERSONAL GODMOTHER LIST Help me to help them thanks gem need 847.000 to godmother ?aGEM4life? ~??HockingRadio™'s DJ Gemini??@ fubar hrtofgold need 1.771.900 to godmother ~ &hearts Hrtofgold ~ MAD FU BOMBER~ &hearts ~@ fubar cotton candy need 850.700 to godmother ~*~Cotton Candy Kisses~*~@ fubar

America
my friend cubs fan.. had this blogged...and I thought it was very awesome..and also think hes awesome for supporting us. I know a few Canadians who look down there noses at Americans. Not saying all do...but do know a few who have. Please watch!

In Contest
SURPRISE!! PLEASE SHOW THIS GREAT WOMAN SOME LOVE IN THIS CONTEST FOR A VIP SHE WILL RETURN ALL LOVE GIVEN TO HER!!LEAVE COMMENTS AND RATES CLICK ON THIS PICTURE PIMP OUT BROUGHT TO YOU BY *AngelDawn *Shadow Queen*Owned By Barrylicious*Owner of Kiwichi*Read Profile Before Asking Dumb S**T@ fubar PLEASE REPOST (repost of original by '*AngelDawn *Shadow Queen*Owned By Barrylicious*Owner of Kiwichi*Read Profile Before Asking Dumb S**T' on '2008-05-02 13:49:43') (repost of original by 'Diamonds Forever Owned By Sweet Thing ( MANAGER @ THE KITTY KAT LOUN' on '2008-05-02 16:04:28') (repost of original by '_Sweet_Thing_~ ~Owned by Rock-Fu~~Owner of Diamonds Forever~~Redneck Leveling Crew~~' on '2008-05-02 18:04:59') (repost of original by 'Diamonds Forever Owned By Sweet Thing ( MANAGER @ THE KITTY KAT LOUN' on '2008-05-03 02:59:17') (repost of original by 'Sweet Southern Angel Thank you for the Vip !!!' on '2008-05-03 05:18:57')

Thank God For You
I heard the music when true love called, a song sent from heaven on silver wings. The whole world was dreaming, wisps of light streaming, as the stars spilled their magic upon you and me. The tune was more lovely than the nightingale's song, more delicate than a rose weeping, yet as powerful as the sun leaping to shed golden ribbons in herald of dawn. And I bow down before you, the one my eyes have longed to behold, my lonely heart pining, love Light shining, I swear that I shall love and adore you. I Will Love And Adore You till the day I die... ~I Love and Miss You Much Robert~ Sometimes when I take a look at the hectic world around me, I feel confused, but all of the noise fades away and I forget my worries when I think about you. Sometimes I feel overwhelmed by life, and sometimes I don't know what to do, but everything suddenly feels right when I hear your voice, and see the light shining in your eyes. Even if I gaze into a crystal ball, I'l

Support Our Troops
I read this on a bulletin posted by a friend and wanted to share it with you .. ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ Last week, while traveling to Chicago on business, I noticed a Marine sergeant traveling with a folded flag, but did not put two and two together. After we boarded our flight, I turned to the sergeant, who'd been invited to sit in First Class (across from me), and inquired if he was heading home. No, he responded. Heading out I asked? No. I'm escorting a soldier home. Going to pick him up? No. He is with me right now. He was killed in Iraq ; I'm taking him home to his family. The realization of what he had been asked to do hit me like a punch to the gut. It was an honor for him. He told me that, although he didn't know the soldier, he had delivered the news of his passing to the soldier's family and felt as if he knew them after many conversations in so few days. I turned back to him, extended my hand, and said, Thank you. Thank you for d

Whats A Girl To Do?????
I have so many hot pics to share!!!! I would love to share them with you..... It will only cost you a 1 or 3 day blast!!!! XOXO D I am in a contest to try and win a free trip to Cancun. I would appreciate any help that you might be able to give me by going to MISSTEMPTATION.COM and voting for me. Thanks D

She Is The Greatest
THIS WOMEN IS THE GREATEST PLEASE ADD HER AND TELL HER I SEND YOU PLZ, YOU WON'T REGRET IT TO ALL OF YOU TALKING ABOUT ME BEHIND MY BACK - I WANNA SAY THANK YOU! Now, keep it going OK? Because I can NEVER have too many friends… AND I’LL BUY YOU STUFF!! You get your friends to be MY friend RATE... FAN... ADD... And You Get Great Prizes!!! 5 Fan Rate Adds = 1 fuBling GIFT 15 Fan Rate Adds = 1 DAY BLAST!!!! 25 Fan Rate Adds = 3 DAY BLAST!!!! OR A BLING-PACK!!!! 50 Fan Rate Adds = 7 DAY BLAST!!!! 100 Fan Rate Adds = 30 DAY BLAST!!!! 150 Fan Rate Adds = A HAPPY HOUR!!!! 200 Fan Rate Adds = 1 YEAR VIP!!!! OR A HAPPY HOUR + 7-DAY BLAST!!!! PLEASE MAKE SURE THAT YOUR FRIENDS KNOW TO SAY THAT YOU SENT THEM IN THEIR FRIENDS REQUEST!!! FOR EXAMPLE... “Jane Doe 2112 sent me to Rate/Fan/Add you.” Now For The Rules!! And these are important! ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~ • Your friends M

Why Men Are Always Happier
WHY MEN ARE NEVER DEPRESSED: Men Are Just Happier People-- What do you expect from such simple creatures? Your last name stays put. The garage is all yours. Wedding plans take care of themselves. Chocolate is just another snack. You can be President. You can never be pregnant. You can wear a white T-shirt to a water park. You can wear NO shirt to a water park. Car mechanics tell you the truth. The world is your urinal. You never have to drive to another gas station restroom because this one is just too icky. You don't have to stop and think of which way to turn a nut on a bolt. Same work, more pay. Wrinkles add character. Wedding dress $5000. Tux rental-$100. People never stare at your chest when you're talking to them. New shoes don't cut, blister, or mangle your feet. One mood all the time. Phone conversations are over in 30 seconds flat. You know stuff about tanks. A five-day vacation requires only one suitcase. You can open all your own jars. You get extra credit for t

~ Zen Sarcasm ~
~ZEN SARCASM~ *Do not walk behind me, for I may not lead. Do not walk ahead of me, for *I may not follow. Do not walk beside me either. Just pretty much leave me alone. *The journey of a thousand miles begins with a broken fan belt and a leaky tire. *It's always darkest before dawn. So if you're going to steal your neighbor's newspaper, that's the time to do it. *Don't be irreplaceable. If you can't be replaced, you can't be promoted. *Always remember that you're unique. Just like everyone else. *Never test the depth of the water with both feet. *If you think nobody cares if you're alive, try missing a couple of your payments. *Before you criticize someone, you should walk a mile in their shoes. That way, when you criticize them, you're a mile away and you have their shoes. *If at first you don't succeed, skydiving is not for you. *Give a man a fish and he will eat for a day. Teach him how to fish, and he will sit in a boat

~man Logic~
~Man Logic~ Q: How many men does it take to make popcorn? A: Four, one to hold the pot, and three to act macho and shake the stove. Q. How do you save a man from drowning? A. Take your foot off of his head. Q. How are men like parking spaces? A. The good ones are always taken and all that is left are handicapped -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Q. Why is it good that there are female astronauts? A. When the crew gets lost in space at least the women will ask for directions. Q. How do men get excersize at the beach? A. By sucking in their stomachs every time they see a bikini. Q. What's the difference between a man and E.T.? A. E.T. phoned home. Q. What did God say after he created man? A. I can do better than this. Q. What's a man's idea of helpin with the housework? A. Lifting his legs so you can vacuum. Q. How do women define a 50/50 relationship? A. We cook/they eat; We clean/they dirty; We ir

~just A Song Before I Go~
~Just a Song before I Go~ There is a song that has a lyric that goes: "just a song before I go.....A lesson to be learned.....traveling twice the speed of sound...It's Easy to Get Burned". Is it not like that when we are feeling the Throes of Love? All at once there is the exhilration of love's first passions but also the fear of will this last? will I be hurt? is the person 'playing me'? I have seen how many here hope for, seek, pray for that One person that can make the difference between just another day and seeing the World beautiful again. And yet, sadly it seems....when some one comes into their lives offering the seeds of Love, Hope, Dreams anew....the person is put to task and made to pay for the Sins of the ones before them that scarred the heart of the other. It has happpened to me as well. It's the easiest and also the most difficult thing in the World to be transparent with some one so that there are no secrets, no stumbling blocks on the journey of discovery of each oth

Regrets
I think we all have them...I know I do...There are things in my past that I regret...It's not like I can change them...My only choice is to move on...learn the lesson needed and remember the damage it has done to myself and others...So as never to do such things again... I regret my drug usage...My addiction was very strong...It had a hold on me for many years...I knew the damage it was causing to myself and to those that loved me...But...I opened my eyes to that...I stopped..but not without leaving an impression on the lives of my kids...I see them suffer still from my own actions at that time...My daughter went on to have her own addiction to the same...It was hard to say the least to see her struggle...But I think because of my own past...It helped me fight it along side of her...She is clean now... There are choices I've made when it came to men...Not always the right choices...But which one of us can say that we all haven't gone down that path a time or two...But..I've also

My Poems And About Me And Other Things
I will be holding an auction. The entrance fee is 25k. I need a link in a private message with the picture that you want used. I also need a list of things that you have to offer your "owner". I will be taking entrees for the auction until the 12th of May. Nobody will be allowed into the auction without a salute photo. Please look for the bulletin that will be posted. Thank you. Are You In This Auction? If you are not in the auction you have until 7:00 p.m. Eastern time to enter it. I will then stop taking entries. The auction its self starts tomorrow. The auction will run from May 15th to the 25th. If you want to be in the auction send me a message with the link to the picture that you want used in the auction, what you have to offer the highest bidder, and the entrance fee of 25,000 fu bucks. The bidding will automatically start at 25,000. This Auction is Brought To You By! Miss Crys~W.W.S. ~FU-OWNED BY Guidomedic ~ Come Undone ~And~ Only Me~DJ Tru

Fubar Bible Bullshit
Ok anyone who knows me knows that I am one unique motha fucka. Also anyone who knows me also know if you call me a liar or a cheater you get ur ass beat down. I dont lie and I dont cheat nor steal. Now any of you who have had a salute denied maybe you'll feel my pain. I have a webcam built right into my laptop computer. I needed to salute fubar before I could level up. So I sat there for a good 2 hours last night only to get disappointed today by them telling me I photo shopped it. And honestly I didn't. With my webcam I can pick different backrounds and shit I can even have elf ears if I wanted to. But I figured Hell if I'm Saluting a fuckin internet club I'd atleast Salute our soldiers and the Statue Of Liberty. So I picked a forground which is the only one on my pic's like it. and they said I photo shopped it. Its a crock of shit that you can't be yourself on this site. I knew that it had to be too good to be true. and it is. FuBar and Their FUCKED UP Bible can kiss my ass. Dont fuc

Bad Girl
The sheer beauty of his visage is so captivating it appalls me because I know his soul and I am its prisoner. His beauty to me, remains not pretty, nor aquiline darkly handsome he is lips so full and ripe for the tasting, I imagine the turn of his nose the olive of skin, lustrious and soft with masculine vitality. I would stare forever in those eyes, limitless, their superficial beauty is unmatched. Lashes long and thick, slanted shapely; cat's eyes they are. Irises like untapped oil the colour deep and dark, alight with wisdom, caustic wit and intelligence fierce. And this, coupled with compelling vulnerability few can fathom, but I can fathom and I am held captive. Soul-tied we are though I cannot touch him, but with his soul do often intertwine. I will always in my heart be his and he in my heart be mine and I fathom the depths, like no other, his beauty, because I know his soul. With him she will always be, She will cherish every momen

Knife Attack Bloodies Woman
Knife attack bloodies woman By Crytal Carreon Bee Staff Writer (Published: Wednesday, November 10, 1999) A 20-year-old Modesto woman remained in serious condition late Tuesday after being stabbed several times during an argument with her estranged husband, Modesto police reported. The man later turned a knife on himself, cutting his wrists and throat, police said. He was in stable condition Tuesday night at a local hospital. Once he's released, the 25-year-old man will be booked on attempted murder and domestic battery charges, Lt. Kevin Finnerty said. Authorities did not release the name of the victim or her attacker. Officers were called to a single-story, four-unit complex in the 2200 block of Peppermint Drive off Oakdale Road in east Modesto at 2:15 p.m. They found the woman in a driveway, bleeding from her head, but conscious. Neighbors said the woman had staggered from the multiplex, with her hands clutching her bloated, bloody face. Just before that

My Spiritual Path
If your Interested in Your spiritual Path Or Curious Click on this Link to check it out or Join http://groups.myspace.com/spiritualpath Thankyou for your Time My Enlightenment through you… When I was a child, sitting upon my mom’s lap. Feeling the wet grass underneath my hands. In a hot Summer night on the hill at “Reid Park” Full of wonder, looking up at the big screen above me. My curiosity crept in, as I wondered why there running. I look all around me, searching through the sea of faces. Some smiling, sad, terrified or mad. Being too young to understand the meaning of the film. But knowing the feeling of belonging is deeper inside of me. Seeing myself running, so happy to be alive. Learning we are yours, saying our prayers. 12 Years Later… I was stubborn in my youth, keeping my mom worried. Keeping her up all night, praying for my safety. The prowlers of the night, weren’t able to reach me. Having my Guardian Angels keep tabs of my whereabouts. Al

Tax Credit Refunds
How to use Your IRS Rebate check... As you may have heard, each of us will be getting a tax rebate check to stimulate the economy. If we spend that money at Wal-Mart, all the money will go to China. If we spend it on gasoline it will go to the Arabs. If we purchase a computer it will go to India. If we purchase fruits and vegetables it will go to Mexico, Honduras, and Guatemala. ; ;If we purchase a good car it will go to Japan. If we purchase useless stuff it will go to Taiwan and none of it will help the American economy. We need to keep that money here in America. The only way to keep that money here at home is to spend it at YARD SALES, since those are the only businesses still in the United States

Gas Prices Vs ....
The price of Gas versus Printer Ink All these examples do NOT imply that gasoline is cheap; it just illustrates how outrageous some prices are.... You will be really shocked by the last one! (At least, I was...) Compared with Gasoline...... Think a gallon of gas is expensive? This makes one think, and also puts things in perspective. Diet Snapple 16 oz $1.29 ... $10.32 per gallon Lipton Ice Tea 16 oz $1.19 ..........$9.52 per gallon Gatorade 20 oz $1.59 ...... $10.17 per gallon Ocean Spray 16 oz $1.25 ......... $10.00 per gallon Brake Fluid 12 oz $3.15 ...... . $33. 60 per gallo n Vick's Nyquil 6 oz $8.35 ... $178.13 per gallon Pepto Bismol 4 oz $3.85 .. $123.20 per gallon Whiteout 7 oz $1.39 ....... . $25.42 per gallon Scope 1.5 oz $0.99 .....$84.48 per gallon And this is the REAL KICKER... Evian water 9 oz $1.49..$21.19 per gallon! $21.19 for WATER and the buyers don't even know the

A Joke, No Offense
(Girls -- Have a sense of humor! Not meant to offend) One evening last week, my girlfriend and I were getting into bed. Well, the passion starts to heat up, and she eventually says, "I don't feel like it, I just want you to hold me." I said, "WHAT??!! What was that?!" So she says the words that every boyfriend on the planet dreads to hear... "You're just not in touch with my emotional needs as a woman enough for me to satisfy your physical needs as a man." She responded to my puzzled look by saying, "Can't you just love me for who I am and not what I do for you in the bedroom?" Realizing that nothing was going to happen that night, I went to sleep. The very next day I opted to take the day off of work to spend time with her. We went out to a nice lunch and then went shopping at a big, big unnamed department store. I walked around with her while she tried on several different very expensive outfits. She couldn't decide which one to take, so I told her

Ashley!
i met a great gal name ashley 3 months ago on another website. she's the love of my life. we might meet soon. she's talking about coming up to fond du lac, wi where i live to see me with her cousin. it would be great if she did. she's the best thing that's happened to me. i don't want to lose her. she's great. i love her so much.

Why Do I Love You?
...Because, i don't have to hold back with you. I can cry in your arms, And Feel STRONG.... Because you don't kill me when i Quote ICP, and not only dont you kill me, but you still fornicate with me; & I can seemingly cock block myself, and you still give in.(Unless i want you to FIGHT back!) Because you CAN restrain me, and DO when no other human being can. My all consuming rage, lies at your feet..

Lost And Empty
is it wrong that i wish my ex husbands new girlfriend would die in a fire, or get hit by a bus? and before you say it, no he's not happy with her! i'm in the worst mood i've been in, in a long fucking time. i wanna smash someones head through the wall and then laugh about it! i wanna run someone over with my car, back up, and do it again! i wanna stomp someone's face in with my stilettos! i wanna pistol wip someone! i wanna take someone's face and fry it up in my wok! i wanna call all the people that i don't like just to say fuck you! i wanna take a razor and carve FUCK OFF in someones forehead! i wanna take a baseball bat to a really expensive car! i wanna set a m80 off in my pool! i want to throw my phone at the wall and watch it smash into a million pieces. i wanna look a certain someone in the eye and let them know how much everyone hates them for what they've done. i wanna call in a bomb threat to give the cops something to do besides harras

Friends
When you are in this situation and it is clear one has more feelings than the other, what do you do? I would like to be his friend, but I find that it is hard and to me deceiving knowing that I don't have the feelings he does. Should the sex end, and try and just be friends? Does that even work? Is it even a good idea knowing that the other person has these feelings? Tired of hurting Tired of caring Tired of hurting because I care Tired of caring because I hurt I have had pretty much everyone (mostly family) turn their backs on me in the last month for none other then their selfish reasons. Now one of the last friends that I thought cared calls up and says don't contact me again. I didn't get an explanation and I don't believe I did anything. How could someone go from saying they care one day (seriously one day)and then turning their back on you the next? Do I demand an explanation even if it hurts more or do I just let it go????? Do I stop trusting everyone with their word or c

Check It Out...more Writing
I don't only write about sex for my job...here is a book review that I did. The 'Skinny' on eating healthy Stop feeding your face with shit and you will get skinny. I am not so sure that it is quite that easy, but according to the authors of the trendy book "Skinny Bitch," that in combination with a few other lifestyle changes will help you become the skinny bitch you have always wanted to be. I started this book thinking it was going to be about another fad diet. A diet that helps you lose 50 pounds and then gain 75 as soon as you go off it. I also was skeptical because the book is actually written by two skinny bitches. What girl, or guy for that matter, wants to hear two skinny bitches tell them to give up fat ass bad habits - like smoking, drinking alcohol, guzzling diet soda like water and eating shit - I sure don't. But as I read the book, I actually understood and respected the points they were trying to make. And they weren't really preaching giving up bad

Broken
Blood streams down my wrists. Crying from the pain. My eyes shed bloody tears. My blood splattered everywhere. Laying on the bathroom floor. My fear of deaths near. Feeling my heart beat getting weak. My breath slows while I gasp for air. Pools of blood fills the floor. Screaming to live. No on to hear. I become so numb. My body so cold. My body so limp. Life no more.

My Angel!
From that first moment I already knew That woman I longed for Was going to be you The closer we grow together The more I want to be with you All that I hope for Is you want that too As the days pass by The more I begin to care You have opened my heart To all the feelings we share From this point forward I promise you this I will do my best To bring you happiness For this is my vow To you today Forever my angel I want you to stay

Cleaning Out Lists
So many of you I've added I've never heard from again once you've been added sooooooooo I'm gonna be brutal only ones that are safe are those I speak to, are on the vampyres and wiccan flyte or those who do return comments

Girl_in_the_bay
Whenever you have a chance please visit my website!You can review business from here as well as order any services or join the business.) www.medacastillo.acnrep.com "...i learned that loving sum1 means sharing urself 2 him..but the saddest part of it, is knowing that you're not invited to his world... and i learned that the best thing to do is to..LET GO.. -i know im gonna shine..cuz I LOVE ME.. i have been too busy looking and trying to have a perfect love..i never realized how it moved in,the time i didn't search..sometimes the person you least expect to be okay with you,is the one who will lighten up your day,make u smile with no reason at all..and will make you feel the most unexplainable feeling in the world.. i guess you should really have to learn from your mistakes and follow your heart what's telling you.. forget all the people who hurt you and most of it all...learn to love yourself..despite all the pain u've been through...stand up and fight again..

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i was going to make a mumm about my weekend activites about the 3 b's! that being booze, boobies, and bi-sexual womens making out, BUT i think i know whats going to happen tonight! ALLLLLLL 3......and me ninjaing drinks..and hitting on milfs at this bar called "crow bar" no sex though! ive been celibit for like a year...(ill explain later if your lucky) ......so imma just blog about .........wanna be mummers! you have seen them.....people who want to be in in in croud ........so they post stupid comments ....and that they think are funny, but they aren't. but they think that being ignorant all the time is the way to get into the mumming party.....i would say faterity, but ...its kinda like......idk. BUT you all know what im talking about right!! ..so im in this freeroll online poker tourney right. i already won the first round, now im in the second round and my goal is to finish in the top 9 so i can advance to the finals. im cruising along whoopin butt taking names all that

Life Or Something
Well, those who come by my page on a regular basis, those who I chat with, and have a good friendship know what I am about say. I have not been around much lately. For the time being, i won't be online much in the future. There's just been a lot going on with work and on my personal side of life. The side that not many see or really know about. Nothing against ya'll, it's just there is some stuff I need to deal with. For those with me on Yahoo, I am always on, just never "online". When I am ready to talk, I have a couple I'm going to go to, until then, just bear with me. You can still try to hit me up, I should reply, but if the message is a couple days old, usually not. I am fine, I am still alive, got 5 months before I hit stateside, and still got a few months after before I redeploy over to the mid-east again. And no, this is not a rehash of the issues from a couple weeks ago, it's a whole different animal, and one with several ugly heads that keep changing and

Back...............
K , I don't want any haters or bible thumpers tellin me I'm wrong or bad because I smoke . Besides the fact that I like it , it's very helpful for me medicaly . I'm bored so I'm uploading a couple pix. some old favs. + whatever else ...... I'm still afraid that some people on here don't get the fact that smokin is my 1 crutch . I like it n it also has medical uses (for me ) but I would smoke anyway . at least I'm not out drunk driving ........

Welcome To The World
Early this morning one of my closest and bestest friends that I've had for 11 years became a mother for the first time. She and her boyfriend Jason became new parents to Elora Mae, 6lbs 14 ozs. Beautiful baby girl, head full of hair and looks like her mama. I couldn't be happier for them. It just made me misty eyed standing there at the head of the bed, looking upon my friend Liz feeding her newborn, a tender moment that couldn't be described in words.

Boyfriend Application
Name: Age: Hair color: Eye color: Religious Beliefs: Occupation: Yearly Income: Do you own a car? If so what year/make? Do you own,rent,or share your place? If so where at? Do you have any criminal charges againist you? If so what are they, and when did they take place? Have you ever been committed or entered a mental health facility for treatment? If so, what was your diagnosis and what meds do you take? Do you like kids? Do you want kids of your own? Do you think you can love kids that are not yours like your own? Can you treat them with respect? Do you like a thick woman with a big ass? Can you respect my gangsta? LOL Do you think a 36B chest size is plenty or not enough? Do you like it shaved,trimmed or jungle? Do you like porn? If so, would you want me to watch it with you? Do you like cartoons? If so which ones? Can you handle the fact that I watch more cartoons than anything else? Do you play roleplaying g

About Adyn
Most women become mothers by accident, some by choice, a few by social pressures and a couple by habit. This year, nearly 100,000 women will become mothers of handicapped children. Did you ever wonder how mothers of handicapped children are chosen? Somehow, I visualize God hovering over earth selecting His instruments for propagation with great care and deliberation. As He observes, He instructs His angels to make notes in a giant ledger. "Armstrong, Beth, son. Patron saint, Matthew. "Forrest, Marjorie, daughter. Patron saint, Cecelia. "Rudledge, Carrie, twins. Patron saint...give her Gerard, He's used to profanity." Finally, He passes a name to an angel and smiles, "Give her a handicapped child." The angel is curious. "Why this one, God? She's so happy." "Exactly," smiles God. "Could I give a handicapped child a mother who does not know laughter? That would be cruel." "But has she patience?" asks the angel. "I don't want her to have too much patience or s

Accepatnce And Growth Amid Chaos
siting calming and quietly in morthes earths embrace, the wind calm and warm upon my skin, birds singing so sweetly, telling of their joy and acceptance of what has been learned today... sometimes it takes a touch of CHAOS to bring about clarity and understanding... my willingness to let go in more ways than one... to walk away from a destructive soul who was not willing to truly let me in and listen to the words i said to him to blindly accept the comfort of another whos path has seen fit to cross my own... my willingness to let go of what held me back for another chance to grow... to be blessed with a sight that understands unconditionally.. the pettiness of some who let jelousy rule their heart is not what i need and i see how their jelousy only enables me... to let my heart see and feel from within...shows me a world that has no end.. the life in mother earth stronger after a rain... feeds my own simple exsistance in my physical plite... to l

Auctions By Heartistic Soul
A THING OF BEAUTY In honor of Mother's Day, I am happy to share with you some of the lovliest women on Fubar! Bidding is now open, and will remain open until May 10th Two of the participants below will receive prizes of 100,000 fubucks. Those will be the woman with the highest rating average, and the woman with the highest number of rates. Should the same woman have both the highest average and highest number of rates, she will receive 200,000 fubucks. All participants reserve the right to refuse any bid or bidder at any time, and may also increase their offers via photo comment should the need arise. I believe that a woman of any age is a thing of beauty! Take a moment, and please consider bidding on one or more ladies of your choice. Serious bidders only, please!

This Is Love
Many,many years ago on a bus in Minnesota a pretty woman was on her way to Arizona, An army soldier seeing that the young woman was being harassed by three sailors, he proceeded to sit down next to her and sparked up a conversation as if they were best friends. They kept in touch for years though just letters a few hours on a bus started a relationship that would last a lifetime. The next time they met when he was on leave and they married. After seven children I was born. When my dad was 45 he died leaving my mom to raise us by her self. She never dated or remarried. Before she died at the age of 83 I asked her why she never dated or remarried. She said simply “ how could I am still in love with him and he is my husband no one else would do.” What a man to model my life by. In her eyes he was perfect. That the type love I am searching for, Undying and unlimited.

Mybad!
2 MY FAM, FRNDZ, & FANZ....AZ U ALL KNOW I SAY GOOD MORNIN & GOOD NIGHT 2 U AZ MUCH AZ I CAN CUZ I HAVE LOVE 4 U ALL, BUT I HAVENT DONE IT N A FEW DAYZ & I WANTED TA TELL U ALL MYBAD, ITZ JUST BEEN A HARD FEW DAYZ 4 ME, I HAVE BEEN THINKIN ABOUT MY LIL GIRL ALOT MORE NOW THEN EVA & THOSE THAT REALLY KNOW ME ON HERE KNOW THA GET DOWN ON THAT! I WILL B BACK TA NORMAL N A FEW SO DNT THINK I DNT LOVE YA'LL OR HAVE 4GOTIN ABOUT YA'LL CUZ THATZ NOT THA CASE...SO I WOULD LIKE TA TELL U ALL MYBAD & WILL TALK TA U SOON :D

Redneck
GOTTA LOVE THEM REDNECKS......... Redneck word of the day "sodas" My girlfriend gives good head but sodas her sister New redneck pickup line: "Baby do u own a chicken farm? Cause u sure know how to raise some cock."

Im Up For Auction!
I am up for Auction. If you want your own personally Sweet_Thing than come by and see what I am offering! While your there show the Hostess love by Adding/Fanning/Rating her and some of her pictures. She is a awesome friend to have so don't let her be left out of being gave some love too! ~Phoenix~@ fubar I am up for Auction.Wanna Find out how sweet I am? Then come bid on me! This is what I am offering: 1. Owned by my name for a month. 2. Add to family permanent 3. Add to top friends 4. 200 10's a week during HH... 11's if VIP is offered. 5. Rate stash during the month. 6. Random Profile Comments. 7. Link to your profile on mine. 8. Random drinks and gifts. 9. Random Bulletins and a blog posted about you. 10. 2 Name tags of your choice( more may be added depending on bid). _Sweet_Thing_

Love And Adore You
I heard the music when true love called, a song sent from heaven on silver wings. The whole world was dreaming, wisps of light streaming, as the stars spilled their magic upon you and me. The tune was more lovely than the nightingale's song, more delicate than a rose weeping, yet as powerful as the sun leaping to shed golden ribbons in herald of dawn. And I bow down before you, the one my eyes have longed to behold, my lonely heart pining, love Light shining, I swear that I shall love and adore you.

Blue Without You
My red heart is blue, because I'm missing you. Every day, I think about you, and I imagine how great every hour, every minute, and every second would be if you were here with me. Every night, when I lie in bed, I dream that you're beside me, holding me close to you. If you were, I'd whisper in your ear, how much I love you. Since you came into my life nothing has been the same. I've experienced love to its fullest, and I've tasted a beauty that never ends, because you're where my happiness begins. I'm incomplete without you, and I'll never stop loving you. You're the world to me, in brilliant colors. You're my best friend, a favorite song that will never end. And together is where we should be. Someday soon, I pray, that you'll walk through the door and take this heartache away.

Rants And Raves And Other Rediculous Things...
I wasnt sure where i stood with this piece... its been a long road, and im still not thru the rough spot... ----------------------- Tip it up. Cheers my friend. Here’s to our party, and to our friends and to the great drinksin our hands.Here’s to the high times that for maybe a minute, seem to drown out the low ones. Maybe for a little bit I can drown my sorrows in the bottom of this glass, and if not this one than the next and all the ones before it too. Get my head right. Get it on strait, the only wayI know how. Tip it up. This one’s on me. The next round for everyone in the bar.Closing time? We'll continue at my house. I can make drinks damn good. I can mix it up a little. Lets get a little vodka, a little bit of my old friend Jim Beam, a little scotch, and his friend soda, a little captain Morgan and his shipmates baileys and crème. Lets get a little bourbon and his chick brandy, lets ask Mr. Quervo to bring the lemon. I’m sure they'd love to come "chill" out. Mix them all u

Motivational
"A relationship is like a rose, How long it lasts, no one knows; Love can erase an awful past, Love can be yours, you'll see at last; To feel that love, it makes you sigh, To have it leave, you'd rather die; You hope you've found that special rose, 'Cause you love and care for the one you chose." Nobody trips over mountains. It is the small pebble that causes you to stumble. Pass all the pebbles in your path and you will find you have crossed the mountain. Let men tremble to win the hand of woman, unless they win along with it the utmost passion of her heart! Else it may be their miserable fortune, when some mightier touch than their own may have awakened all her sensibilities, to be reproached even for the calm content, the marble image of happiness, which they will have imposed upon her as the warm reality.

From The Bottom Of My Heart!
I set my status this morning to: "Just a bad day for me" in hopes that my friends would understand if I didn't answer their shouts, messages, or return rates as I always do. I never dreamed that it would have the reaction it did. I have received so many private messages, hugs, roses, a beautiful video, a candle, it just goes on and on. These were from people I have talked to on here, and some from people that just visited my profile today! If anyone doubts that there are some wonderful people here on Fubar, I hope they read this!!!! My close friends already know why this was a bad day for me, but for those who don't...it was a year ago today that my fiance' passed away and it's been a very emotional day to get through, filled with both happy and sad things running through my head and heart. I just can't put into words how wonderful it was to come on here tonight and find all these beautiful messages, mostly from people who had no idea what was wrong, just wanting to do

A Thing Of Beauty Auction~own Me
**I also need as many rates as I can get on this…..so if you’re unable to bid at this time plz just give me one rate no comments just 1 rate is all I ask** In honor of Mother's Day, I am happy to share with you that I am one of the loveliest women on Fubar! Bidding is now open, and will remain open until May 10th One of the participants and if I’m lucky will receive prizes of 100,000 fubucks. Those will be the woman with the highest rating average, and the woman with the highest number of rates. Should the same woman have both the highest average and highest number of rates, she will receive 200,000 fubucks. I reserve the right to refuse any bid or bidder at any time, and may also increase my offers via photo comment should the need arise. Serious bidders only, please! Thank you much!! Whispers…Haunt Me in My Dreams ~~Member of Dylon’s Diva Mafia~~ A Mad!! Hatter!! Thank you Heartistic Soul for making this happen!! Heartistic Soul@ fubar

Poem I Wrote When I Break Up With Amanda 3 Years Ago Only Time I Can Write A Good Poems Is When Me Heart Broken And Im Sad
I waited forever for someone like you, What is it that you do? One wave, I cave. But not this time It’s me you’ll never find. I gave u my heart I gave u my all From the day we met And through every fall Why are u doing this I don’t understand All I ever wanted was forever to be ur only man My heart is breaking seeing u with another guy Naked and together, Why do u still lie? I was born to cry, hide, and lose, But I was raised to think, love and choose. You loved the drug, never me, I trusted you, so just leave! Everyone warned me, But I couldn’t see. Your hands covered my eyes, And now im crying my eyes out. And now they’re dry from all the cries. So I’ll move on and just let go, No more wondering, now I know. You need help there is no friend No Vicky exists and no stories to pretend Why couldn’t I make u see We could have been forever Why couldn’t you have loved and kept us together So many chances to tell the truth But u continued to lie