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My Statistics
Hope this helps you know me better. Name:Jared Michael Kinter Age:26 DOB:May 14th 1981 Sign:Taurus Place of birth:Somerset County Hospital NJ Hometown:Bound Brook NJ Height:5'8 1/2 Weight:190lbs Hair:Brown with blonde streaks due to the florida sun. Eyes:Hazel/brown with blue and gold Mother:Karen Father:Carl(Deceased) Brother:Devin,Dan Uncles:Marc,Richie Aunts:Patty,Janice Cousins:Emily,Brian,April,Collin,Joey,Steven,Anita,Jeff,Joshua Grandfathers:Joe,John(deceased) Grandmothers:Irene & Gina(both deceased) Great Grandparents:All Deceased Demeanor:Jay is a sweetheart by nature, is really caring with a big heart. Seems happy and carefree but uses this as a front to hide his pain.Jay has his fathers temper but is good at keeping it at bay.Known to be jealous at times and a bit cynical and is known to not take shit from anyone. Stress level:Moderately High Energy Level: Extremely High due to ADHD Successful Relationship level:very Low Mood Stability:Moods are usu

My 1st Fubar Blog
Killing this good ole boy. Oh what I wouldn't give for a swimming pool. When does the fall season begin?? We had my 2 little nieces,ages 3 and 5,birthdays yesterday on top of the mother's day bbq. 4 kids and 1 uncle wanting to please both nephews and nieces. Sooooo tiring,yet fun fun. Kids...gotta love them!! :) First I wanna give a shout out to my grama who turned 75 years old today. Then I'd like to say hi to my little niece,Brianna. Had a great time hanging out with her today. She is the cutest,sweetest baby girl. Uncle Jake Loves her ever so much. :)

My Stories
April, 26 2008 07:00 PM - Edgefest , Little Rock, Arkansas - check out www.1003theedge.com for more info April, 27 2008 07:00 PM - Cotillion , Wichita, Kansas - April, 29 2008 07:00 PM - Aztec Music Hall , Amarillo, Texas - April, 30 2008 07:00 PM - Cain’s , Tulsa, Oklahoma - May, 2 2008 07:00 PM - Shrine Mosque , Springfield, Missouri - May, 3 2008 07:00 PM - Beale Street Music Festival , Memphis, Tennessee - May, 5 2008 07:00 PM - House of Blues , Myrtle Beach, South Carolina - May, 6 2008 07:00 PM - Valarium , Knoxville, Tennessee - May, 8 2008 07:00 PM - House of Blues , Orlando, Florida - May, 9 2008 07:00 PM - Sloss Furnace , Birmingham, Alabama - May, 11 2008 07:00 PM - The National , Richmond, Virginia - May, 12 2008 07:00 PM - House of Blues , Atlantic City, New Jersey - May, 14 2008 07:00 PM - Bogart’s , Cincinnati, Ohio - May, 15 2008 07:00 PM - Piere’s , Ft. Wayne, Indiana - May, 17 2008 07:00 PM - Columbus C

My 1st Contest
please add him and rate him so you can help me with my rates and comments, this is my 1st contest, i know i am a little peon but it would be nice if the lil guy(girl) would win for a change thank you very much Capt America@ fubar

My 1st Time
this is my first blog entry so all b nice to me plz but in this blog i would like to say to who all reads it im a nice person till u piss me off but i guess that goes for anyone in the world. but anyway i am a happy person most of the time i am also bi so dont down grade me cuz i get evil well every one have a nice day and member this HAVE FUN IN THE SUN GET LAID IN THE SHADE LIFES A BITCH THEN U DIE PARTY HARDY DRINK BACARDI,SEX ON THE BITCH WITH A SALTY RIM, JIM JACK AND OSAY ALL MY FAVORITE MEN, NOW LETS GET DRUNK THE BEST BUMBER STICKER OF THE YEAR ON A WOMANS CAR****IF YOUR RIDING MY ASS YOU BETTER BE PULLING MY HAIR!!**** well just a few thoughts from me crazie bitch

My 1st Year Anniversary On This Site
> Today 3rd April 2008 I have been on this site for one whole year. I have met some great new friends on here. I have had good times & I have had bad times. I have also met the most wonderful man in the world on here. I know that if it was not for him I would not be where I am now. Love you so much Paul, you are my world baby. Please stop by his page & Rate/Fan & Add him, hes a great friend to have. paul owner and fu husband of pinklady the orginal X ps no salute no add and no fakes@ fubar You may be asking yourself why this well I will tell you, as a gift from me to you I have two picture folders Fairies & Teddies both with a 100 pics in, now for the good bit if you rate one folder 10 or 11 I will give you 2000 fubucks, Rate & Comment i will give you 5000 fubucks plus a bling, Rate & Comment on both folders i will give you the top bling plus your fubucks. This can only be done when its happy hour, I will be running this for 1 week only it will

Mysticals World Tour
Take a look at this blog Awesome way to level up and get more points. Follow the instructions and welcome to the tour... http://www.fubar.com/blog/5790/763667 http://www.fubar.com/blog/5790/763667 Check it out.. Take advantage of meeting lots of people and Leveling up more.. http://www.fubar.com/new_lounge.php?lid=55668 then besure to check out our lounge.

Mystery Fu-bling?
I wanted to thank whoever gave me the blingpack. I was in the process of buying more and noticed that there was 10 credits in my account. Hmmm...? Dont remember seeing any mail or notice that they were there or who bought them for me. Unless, I was REALLY high and I'm sorry if I forgot ;-) Thanks again =-)

My 1st Scene!!
Sorry it took me awhile to update you all but things have been crazy. I did my 2nd and 3rd scene and am now debateing on moving to Florida. Ive made some great friends down there from this biz and I think its the next logical step. Im about to turn the title of this blog to "my new carrer". lol I just did my first scene 2 weeks ago and Im already scheduled for my 2nd. June 5th I leave and start filming on the 6th. Just like before... once I get home and get the stills from it Ill post them for all my friends. im really excited this time tho because this time its girl/girl or girl/girl/guy. So wish me luck and thanks to all me friends who have been supporting me!! Thanks for all the encouragement from my friends. I posted up stills from my first vid for you all. Im not sure what site yet the pics will be on but I have 2 offers form Reality Kings and Bang Bros.

My Stuff From Myspace....thought I'd Share
Tuesday, May 30, 2006 ok, so here is what i have come up with LIFE = good and bad you must take the good with the bad, however this is not fun...... for most people its equally balanced.....something good or bad happens, then is quickly followed by the opposite...... then there are those lucky sons of bitches that you just wanna smack.....reason being....they seem to have the best luck then there are those poor bastards who have nothing but bad luck..... then you got ME......life hands me a lemon....i try to make lemonade, and as it seems im out of sugar....... this is how it started girl meets boy.....girl likes boy......girl thinks boy likes her too......girl is wrong......boy likes girl, but only for sex.......girl is sad......girl starts to look in the sea for new boy....... girl goes to meeting for work......girl leaves meeting to get nail fix by "THE MAN".......bug attacks girl while driving........girl hits curb......curb pops tire......girl gets ou

My Stuff ~ Please Read !!!
I miss you I miss being overwhelmed by you And I need rescue I think I'm fading away But I keep thinking that you'll wake me up with a whisper in my ear I keep hoping that you'll sneak in my room So I wait and I wait And I run old scenes through my tired head Of the days we laid by the school and said forever Was that the best I'll ever be I miss you I miss talking all night long with you And I need this to find a way to your home My love can you hear me Have I been hoping loud enough, wishing hard enough Can you see me when I'm asleep all alone - alone So I wait and I wait And I run myself in the same old circles I sit and I stare And I run old scenes through my tired head Of the days that we laid by the school and said forever Was that the best I'll ever be Can't keep my hands from shaking Stumbling through the wreckage again But you're gone So I wait and I wait And I run myself in the same old circles And I sit and I stare And I run old scenes t

My Stuff
Did you wake up in the middle of the night last night? Yeah a few times Have you talked to your number one friend today? Nope not since last night Has anyone of the opposite sex hurt you emotionally or physically? yes Who is the last person you talked to on the phone? It was my sister Do you think you'll be married in 5 years? nope Who was the last person besides family that you saw in person? Cliff What's your favorite movie? Goonies! Do you believe everyone has a soul mate? yes What's something about your number one? He is super sweet who did you last talk to on the phone for longer than 4 minutes? my sister Have you ever kisse&#

My 1st Contest! Pls Help!
Hello Everyone. Glad to see that everyones reading this. Come check out a good friend & then check me out & let me know you came by . Contest is gonna start on June 13th (Fri) at 11 am (Pacific)- 2pm (Eastern) & run til June 23rd (Mon) at 11 am (Pacific)- 2pm (Eastern). (repost of original by '§rWhï+êKnïgh+ blondies r/l hubby _§outhernBadAzzCrew♥Gï+R ÐðñêRêbêls♥Cðnfêderetes,DsC' on '2008-06-13 11:29:14')

My 1st Blog Ever - Tag, You're It!!
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 6 people to be tagged, listing their names. Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you.... 1. I won 2 school Spelling Bees. 2. I've lived on both the West and East coasts of the USA. 3. I don't know how to swim. 4. I didn't talk until I was 4 years old. 5. I'm the only member of my immediate family who is a natural-born US Citizen. 6. I appreciate all types of music. 7. For a summer internship, I worked and lived in New York City. 8. I was a guest on a university talk show. 9. I have a electronic device implanted in my back and neck. 10. I once won $400.00 in Atlantic City, NJ. Now it is your turn... PinkPearl aussiecraig Da Baddest Swede Crewzer Sillyx2Girl Tagged By ~beh

My 1st Contest
July 12th I am going to be in a contest for some awesome prizes. And the winner of the contest gets to choose one prize out of the prizes listed below. 1.A 1 year vip. 2.A happy hour and a one month vip. 3.A $120 prepaid credit card to use as u like. 4.Two 30 day blast to give to a friend and urself with a $20 bling pack. 5.150 bling credits and a 20 dollar ticker or a 7 day blast. *NOTE: Their is NO time limit & 1st person reaches 60,000 comments wins. ThanX to all my friends that will be helpin' me!!! Love Ya, SoUrPuSs

My Stories
It wasn't hard to spot her, a petite girl standing all on her lonesome outside the roller coaster ride. Dressed in a short black leather skirt which hugged her ass perfectly, the straps coming down from her shoulders hugging her breasts tightly. They were not huge but made to appear bigger than what they actually are by her nicely toned and slim frame. Her high heel platform shoes made her taller and more easily noticeable. But, only just since her long, uniquely colored hair which seemed to be a stunning mixture of auburn brown, red and orange shone and reflected brightly in the sunlight. He looked at her side on, trying to be subtle at first but the subtlety being lost as he looked at her more and more, eventually staring. Obviously she was dressed for the attention. She must have caught a glimpse of him looking for longer than what most people do, because she turned to face him front on. As she did, he could see the front of her tight skirt seemed to curve ever so slightly in

Mystique
if youre fucking and you know it (sung to if youre happy and you know it) if youre fucking and you know it slap that ass if youre fucking and you know it slap that ass if youre fucking and you know it then your cock will truly show it if youre fucking and you know it slap that ass if youre fucking and you know it scream oh god if youre fucking and you know it scream oh god if youre fucking and you know it then your cunt will truly show it if youre fucking and you know it scream oh god if youre cumming and you know it keep it in if youre cumming and you know it keep it in if youre cumming and you know that creampie will truly show it if youre cumming and you know it keep it in if youre pregnant and you know it scream oh fuck if youre pregnant and you know it scream oh fuck if youre pregnant and you know it you swollen gut by Chris Sweeney Results of a recent research shows that there are 7 kinds of sex. The 1st kind of sex is called: Smurf Sex. *

My Student Lan Ii
I couldn't be prouder than a peacock for my ESL student Lan. We have both been asked to make a presentation speech for our annual awards banquet later this month. This is in addition to the presentation we made at the orientation for new teachers two weeks ago. She has worked hard to get to this point in less than two years. She has gone from not speaking or reading a word of english in 2000 to being tested in May and acheiveing nearly a 10th grade level in reading comprehension. I was told by my supervisor that she has only one level left in our program before she will have to seek help elsewhere if she wishes to continue studying english. We are looking for additional resources to help her continue. One option is to become a tutor herself but she is not that confident right now. That will come in time.

The Mystery Underground Blog
One of our own needs our love. My best friend on Fubar has been diagnosed with cancer. Please show her some attention in this time of need! evil*the bi-bitch@ fubar From June 1-30, The Mystery Underground (http://www.fubar.com/lounge/78398) will be giving one lucky NEW member a G-d mode. To enter, you MUST be a NEW member of the lounge and be back at least five times as a participating member of the lounge and check in with myself or Ultimate Sin. Winner will be chosen by the staff on July 1.

My 1st Contest, Plz Help!?
Please anyone, out there?! Im in a contest, yay me...lol help me out if/when u can. Id greatly appreciate it and will return MUCH thank u's :) here is the link : http://www.fubar.com/photo.php?u=1753264&albumid=1241199&i=1848465395 may show up private if ur not added as a friend,if it does, plz add the host and help me out :) Thank u one and all!! ~hugs~

My Story My Way
ok people u know damn well that if u went to a real bar that u would not do that u get your ass beat by someone so y do it on here it the same thing just an online bar so treat it as if we r really at a bar that all i can say i am sick of people down rating other people just look at it this way u r to chicken shit to say ti to there face so u think u will be cool and rate them a 4 o come on people u have probs get the fuck away from your computer now u need to see the world when u cant tell the diff from a computer and real world then u know u been online too long so just unplug it and walk away that all i am off now because i have a life unlike the people that will still down rate. ok this is your one and only dj bitch and once again i am looking for some djs to help me with the tunes if u love music and people then djing for me would be what u want its fun and relaxing to just get out there and blear your tunes every one loves doing it u don't have to have

My Stuff.....
Someone tell me what to do I feel like I must be a fool For ending up right back at the start The things that we don't comprehend Are laughing at my mind again I think that I think too hard And I don't give enough credit to my heart I'm so Damn curious to know And there are too Many unanswered questions Then we hold on to I've put my theories to the test You know I've tried to do my best But maybe we weren't meant to strike gold Sometimes things that you ignore Are all the things I'm looking for Will I learn to let go Give into love and listen to my soul I'm so Damn curious to know And there are too Many unanswered questions Then we hold on to Portraits of your loved ones Are more than what you see All the elements they capture Are more to you than me A different dimension we've yet to define There's a forest to cut through with thorns and vines There is no reason to try Though i'm young and cynical That's not my only crime I've been stealin

My Stories
I know what I want, I want someone who will stand by me, and know what it means to be faithful, who doesn’t have to be shady, I want to be trusted, if they want to be trusted as well. I don’t want someone who says the same thing to all the girls. I want someone who can find my smile on the darkest of days, I want someone who can be honest with me, no matter how painful it might be. I want to be able to lie in bed on the weekend and just talk. I want to be able to look at that person and just smile. I want to be able to smile every time I think of them. I want to know they smile when they think of me. I want distance to never be an issue. I want them to know my darkest secret and not judge me for it, as I would not judge them for theirs, I want public displays of affection/emotion I want them to walk as proudly as I do. I want them to share in my confidence and I share in theirs I want to been seen as an whole and not the other half I want to be able to laugh and not think I'm crazy

My Stuff! ©cyn
Be the change© Cyn 2007 Pondering life and it's many secrets. When I find it, can I keep it? In this life we're dealt a card, sometimes it's easy, sometimes hard. What you do with it, that's your choice. You must speak LOUD, you have a voice! Be a leader, make a change. Look only forward, rearrange. Speak of truth, take a chance. Don't miss out on lifes big dance. The secret of life is what you choose. Stand up now! You cannot lose! Start out alone, take a stand! Soon others will follow to join the band. A band of souls who took a chance. Who spoke in one voice.... And love the dance! ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Mysteries Of Yourself
In the last few months I have had the sensation of floating. It is hard to tell whether this is because I am not facing any maxi or mini crisis at present. There are definitely times when I am content to sit and wait to see what turns up. I am no longer striving so hard. The spirit of inquiry perches on one of my branches, its head cocked on one side, alert and waiting. The other image that comes to mind is of the sea and its tides. The waves beat upon the shore and, day after day, odd fragments are cast up on the beach, each with its own history. Hardly anything arrives whole, and it is often a mystery as to what the original creatures and objects were and how they functioned. Yet the time they have spent in the ocean and the drubbing they have endured has stripped them of all that was superfluous, and often just the skeletons or shells remain. When our gaze falls on such artifacts from our lives, vague memories stir within us, and if we are patient, the significance of each one ma

My Storm
Storms Of Life I was out in the sea, being tossed to and fro The night was so black I had no where to go Storms all around me The waves raging so high My strength was all gone I was going to die I looked ahead saw a ship passing by I saw a man So much love in his eyes He reached out his hand Said, "Child take ahold Put your trust in me I'll bring peace to your soul If the storms in your life Seem more than you can bare Just reach out to Jesus He is the ONE who cares.

My Stalkee's...hehe
This guy deserves some sweet fu-love!!! He is the greatest guy to have on your friends list! Love on him, rate him, fan him, and add him!!!! DUH@ fubar This bulletin was brought to you FU’s by none other than DUH’s stalker! )O( light_n_darkness )O(...Stalker to DUH@ fubar This guy deserves some sweet fu-love!!! He is the greatest guy to have on your friends list! Love on him, rate him, fan him, and add him!!!! Bassmaniac Enforcer @ Immortal Radio@ fubar This bulletin was brought to you FU’s by none other than Bassmaniac Enforcer @ Immortal Radio’s stalker! )O( light_n_darkness )O(...Stalker to DUH@ fubar

My 1st Auction!
PLEASE COME SHOW SUM LOVE AND BID ON ME IN POKER PRINCESS' AUCTION! ITS MY 1ST AUCTION, IAM VERY EXCITED!! COME CHECK ME OUT PPLS. THX SO MUCH!! http://www.fubar.com/user/1246900 http://www.fubar.com/photo.php?u=1246900&albumid=1420658&i=33768610&idx=25

My 1st Blog
well this is my first time for a blog so i guess im not a blog virgin anymore really i have no idea what the fuck to talkk about .... so how about this some one can send me a message and then i will think of somehting good to blog about

My 1st Hh Ever!!!
I want to thank all of you for coming to support me during my 1st Happy Hour. It was a success due to your friendship and love. The people on Fubar are the best!!! No other social site can come out together as you all did tonite and make a difference. With Love and Respect, CrazyMama45 (repost of original by '♥ღHeart§OfLoveღ♥{The Pegasus Project}{Fu-Angel}' on '2009-02-05 18:39:20')

A Mystery
I live through my dark existence only to bask in your warmth your eyes that shine like stars your smile that brightens even my sad existence I envy the wind that touches your body the person that kisses your lips I long to touch you to hold you in my arms but I cannot for your heart does not belong to me so, I can only love you from afar your friendship means more to me than anything this world provides but like an angel you touched my heart in a way that I've never felt before because I've never known what love is until the day i met you I know that we are only friends but my heart wishes it to be more so I will still hope and dream that one day I can feel your lips pressed to mine to hold you in my arms and say, "I love you" I want to be your companion and walk hand in hand, your strength enveloping mine. Autumn leaves falling, scuffing feet and laughter, sharing nights, not finished by the dark. I want to be your confidant as you pen your dee

My Stories
Stardate 56547.3 1430 hours GAMAZULU The Class-II fighter skimmed over asteroid after asteroid as Cadet Francis Reed piloted it on his final test. It had been four years of hard training, but he had finally come to the final days of his Academy training, and he would be sure this class year would be remembered by everyone. "Falcon squad, this is Falcon 1, do you read me?" he said into the communicator. One by one, the other trainee's responded with acknowledgements. They all knew what he was planning, hell; they were all part of it. They wanted to show the instructors that they were the best of the best. "All right Falcon Squad, just like we practiced." Five fighters came round a planet killer asteroid, all within 150 meters of it. As they approached each other they opened their plasma manifolds, venting a trail of charged plasma. Circling dangerously close, the fighters sped away from each other igniting their trail. Reed looked over his shoulder as he watched the starburs

My 1st Auction!!
Okie, so i'm in my very first auction and I'm so excited! Really need some lovin!!! Click on the pic below and please go rate my pic and read my terms and if interested in having me all to yourself bid on me. Come show this Angel how much you love her!!

Mystical Beat Auction
The lounge is proud to offer an auction. Members and Friends all get to participate. cost is 7500 fu-bucks the person who is entering gets to chose what they want to offer their new owner + they get all the fu bucks that was bidded on them. Look and happy bidding http://www.fubar.com/photo.php?u=731781&albumid=1551538&i=2269018841

My Story
Take my hand and lead the way; tell me all you want to say. Whisper softly in my ear, all those things I want to hear. Kiss my lips and touch my skin; bring out passions deep within. Pull me close and hold me near; take away my pain and fear. In the darkness of the night, be my beacon, shine your light. In the brightness of the sun, show me that you are the one. Give me wings so I can fly; for I can soar when you're nearby. Enter my heart, break down the wall, it's time for me to watch it fall. I've been a prisoner, can't you see? Break my chains and set me free. Strip me of my armor tight; you'll find I won't put up a fight. Release my soul held deep within . . . I'm ready now, let love begin. Its been a long day I need to sit at my desk and just close my eyes for a few. Drifting away it my mind im thinking it would be nice to go for a ride in the mountains. We are riding together to the mountains in my Escalade. The fall foliage is so pretty this time of year. We have some soft jazz

My 1st Auction Come Check It Out! Ty
HEY FU THIS IS MY 1ST AUCTION WHICH STARTS ON MARCH 7 AND ENDS ON MARCH 14 AT MIDNIGHT. COME CHECK IT OUT AND PLACE YOUR BID ♥ SHOW ME LOTS OF LOVE & SUPPORT. ♥ xoxoxoxo COME CHECK IT OUT! COME SHOW ME THE FU-LOVE PEOPLE!!

Mysterious Angel
Mysterious Angel She walks by me a stranger. Her stare is a look of exotic danger. Who is this intoxicating stranger. A mysterious beauty who a smile that pierces threw me. Could it be she is a perfect dream, or more like a tantalizing fantasy here to tempt me. Who is she with an angelic face and heavenly frame. I'm captivated by the image of her, wishing i knew her name. A mystery that is also my fantasy, my heart is here for you to claim. From this dream i hope i never wake, as I watch each step she takes. Who was she, as i watch her silhouette disappear in the cities commotion. Who was she her presence touched my spirit and sparked unusual emotion. Who was that glorious angel, a mystery that has me so deeply entangled. Mysterious angel my hand is here for you. Mysterious angel where are you? by. Larry Young Jr.

My Stuff
His emotions are impenetrable yet his shoulders are soft for those that need someone to lean on. His hands are firm yet know exactly where they need to be. If he has his arms wrapped around you, you're either in the last moments of your life or the safest place you could ever be. He's stubborn but will let you have your way just to see you smile. He's deadly with a rifle and gentle with a child. He plays poker with the devil but guards the gates of heaven. He curses like no other but is a perfect gentleman. He has a thousand yard stare but when you look into his eyes it's the most comforting thing you've ever felt. The Marine Corps trained him as a weapon but raised him as a lover. He knows every part of a M-16 and he knows every curve of his woman. There is no other man like him. Whether you love him or hate him both is a privilege. He could be your worse nightmare or your sweetest dream. Some veterans bear visible signs of their service: a missing limb, a jagged scar, a certain look

My Story
Well I am originally from a small town on the banks of the Ohio River. I have 4 siblings, 3 older Brothers, 1 younger sister. I was raised in a very tough enviroment. My father was an alcoholic, my mother scraped for every penny she could, but in the end we were very very poor. My childhood was not easy, but it tought me one very important lesson, no matter what your situation is, you can overcome it. America is the greatest nation on earth, through hard work and making more good decisions than bad,I can say that I made it out. I plan to use this blog to over time tell my story and let all of you in on a little of what makes me tick. I also will detail the struggles i have had and the means in which I used to overcome them.

My 1st Auto 11
Hi first i want to thank Foxitoxi for buying my first auto 11. Thank you from the botton of my heart.this was the most exciting thing that has happened to me on fubar.all the new friends and fans omg.and of course the bombing lol.the responds to my auto 11 was over whelming. i would like to take this time to thank each and everyone one of you. much love. i will remember you always. and for my friends family and fans that did,t, well thats a different story, but still love you all.on the 3rd of the month i will buy my blings. will give them out to my heavy raters. agin thank you for making thisa memorable time. Muah!!!!

My Stories...nsfw!
The retraining of jess The first day. i sit alone in this small slice of heaven. It is a place where you can just sit and dream, letting the world outside pass you by, not matter the weather it is warm and dry here. i let the sounds of the outside world fade into the back ground, the chatter of children, the drone of car engines, reminders of the city outside these plastic walls of paradise. i let my thoughts turn inwards as I hear the wind in the trees, the birds chirping and the buzz of busy insects. i feel my heart pound as things low in my body go tight, I let my thoughts turn again…… i see myself on my knees at Her feet, She moves; i know this as Her boots disappear from the sight of my lowered eyes. i can hear Her moving around the dungeon; the fine hairs on my arms tell me where in the dungeon She is. i shiver slightly, not from the cold but with anticipation, go i am so horny, my skin feels so clean as i have spent a lot of time getting ready for this. i

My Story
The time is 2:30 a.m. a night club on Washington street in down town St. Louis is closing a young girl comes out and stumbling around in a drunken state of mind decides to drive home the only problem is that her car is a few blocks away. In the drunken state that she is in she decides to take a shortcut through the alley.

The Mystery Lover
she sits at her vanity table getting ready for bed the door opens and she whirls from the mirror unable to restrain the startled gasp as a masked man enters her room. he says "do as i tell you and you will enjoy it emensly, do not fight me just enjoy the

The Myst
If you've been looking for a TRUELY drama free lounge on Fubar to become staff in, but have yet to find it....The Myst is probably the place for you. We understand that Fubar is secondary to your real life. We do not wish to make Fubar a second or third or fourth job...just simply a place to relax, enjoy some tunes, and goof off on cam! We are looking for people to help us keep the Lounge exactly that. The Myst is themed after Gorilla In The Myst, and is owned by Nyfallen. You may have seen him around, goofing off in other lounges on cam in his rainbow clown wig...drinking rum and

My 1st Blog
you can stck me with your knives in the side of my dawn,i really dont care.my life in the real world SUCKS and at times ,here too.no i'm not playgirl material,nor do i pretend to be..you can laugh at me,ridicule me,so as long as it makes you feel good about yourself..if peace it gives you ,so be it..me.i do for others in a genuine way and yes THE REAL WORLD folks as well. i dont cut you till you bleed nor do i intend to nor shall i ever..when i go to someone's site i come to view,not to only see or to get as many points as i can,i go there for the pleasure...so ya know what..LIKE me LOVE ME HATE ME...i'll be here long after all is said n done.. why in fu or any other site. do people rag on others by calling them hurtful names,is it a game to make those fell far superior toward others..or are they in need of a real life? me ,myself i comment in my own manner and none of it hurts,it heals..so why cant some seem to feel for others too..i view

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The Mystery Of Wata (james)
This birth chart shows the positions of the planets of james The planets in the signsThe position of the planets in the signs of the Zodiac has an influence on the character of the individual and these influences form a large part of the individual psyche.Sun in AquariusHe is independent, autonomous, emancipated and has progressive ideas.Weaknesses: an unusual, rebellious and revolutionary spirit.Moon in VirgoHe has a very good memory. Scientific or medical studies preferred above all others. He is humble and moderate, calm and reserved. Emotional discipline. He is willing to help, devoted and gentle.Weaknesses: servile nature, frequent changes of occupation, gets annoyed, upset, worries. He is too shy.Mercury in AquariusLikes everything that is new and original: is an innovator. Values his independence and liberty of action greatly. He initiates projects, he is individualistic, idealistic and humanitarian. Likes intellectual discussions.Weaknesses: argumentative, bickering and eccentr

My Stories
It's about noon already. I'm standing outside with her while she takes a fifteen minute break at her work. It's just us out here, no one else at her job smokes and you can't see the back of the building from the road. She wraps her arms loosely around my shoulders in an embrace and kisses my neck. "So have you missed me this week, Lover?" she asks in a kitten like purr. She pulls back to look in my eyes while running her hands down my shoulders, cupping my breasts in her hands and squeezes them. My body reacts to her touch and I feel myself get damp. "You know I have, Baby." I reply. I gently push her against the brick wall and kiss those full lips before she can get her cigarette out of the pack. I run my tongue over her lips, tasting the vanilla lip balm she always wears. "You should come to the office tonight and let me show you how much I've missed you" I say moving my mouth over to her neck. "I've got an idea, Baby, how about I give you a sample of what you'll get

My Status Box
SCRAPPER TOOK MY STATUS BOX, CUS HE DIDNT LIKE WHAT I SAID, GUESS NO ONE HAS THE RIGHT TO THEIR OWN OPINIONS ANYMORE ON HERE. So to make them see change your name to FuClone (then your user id # ) Ok here was the actual comments: FuClone1031234 said: Scrapper your an Idiot. I want my symbols back. This site isnt for you, it is for EVERYONE ELSE THATS HERE FuClone1031234 said: Awww didn't like people having their own opinions, so you took my status box away ???? SCRAPPER said: SCRAPPER said: Huh! You just called me an idiot....go ahead and keep punching me in the face. that is what i am here for. Step away from the computer and breath....it's all going to be ok.

My Store
Hello Friends, I need your opinions. Please check out my Store Items photo folder. Let me know what you like and what youd like to see. The folder doent have all that I offer, but a good sample. I ask for you opinions so when My Custom Clothing store opens I want to know that lots of people will be happy with what I carry. I want to cover all genres that people would wear. So please feel free to tell me what you think. Thanks PF I will try to give love back......... :-)

My Strange Life Or Something
I have wrote some fiction before, and this is not. No one can fully explain the turn their lives takes, and would never make such a claim. I do not claim to be psychic. Photo-hypersensative is the word for it. What I see both in the real world and in dreams shows a slight hint into the future, both the changable and the unchangable. It doesn't help me or anyone else all that much unless we figure out the difference between the two. It's not easy. At age 5, I had a dream that I was living on a farm. All the farm animals were going crazy. The room started spinning around, and in the center of the room was the smallest of three roosters contolling the speed of the spinning room. I could tell this even at that age because once that rooster left the room, the spinning stopped. Three years later when my mother got remarried, I did move to a farm. Life was crazy there for more reasons than one. The real insanity that the dream was talking about did not stop until the youngest of my stepbrot

Mystery (who Is God?)
In eternal blackness, in the midst of the darkest nightProteins and minerals, exist within specks of lightSolids liquids and gases, and sparks of light withininfinite lengths and widths and depths and heightsNo beginning or ending, the seven dimensionsEnough space for more than a million words and inventionsTo travel through time within enough room to be the wombof the most high's great mind which he will soon make shineWith intelligent elements in sight that he will gatherIn the realms of relativity electricity struck matterEnergies explode he below to keep releasinAtoms by the millions, til the numbers increasinTil it was burnin he kept returnin itself to the sourceThe hotter his thoughts it gave the center more forceHe gave birth to the sun which would follow his lawsAll caused by his mental intercourse, who is God?He began to explain his craft, the master in the atticHe dealt with measurements his language, was mathematicsHis theoretical wisdom of the numerical systemThe complete n

My Stories
AS I WALK INTO THE I GET UNDRESS AND HEADS TO THE SHOWER ! I PROCEED TO TURN ON THE WATER AND LIGHT MY SCENTED CANDLES AS I STEP OUT TO GET MY T SHIRT FOR THAT NIGHT ! I STEP IN THE SHOWER AND CLOTHES THE DOOR !! AS I BEGIN TO WASH MY FACE THEN PROCEED TO LATHER

My Stuff
9/11/01....9/11/06....9/29/19. The Country...A Love...My Sister. My Sister has been gone almost a year, and it really flew by. I still find myself forgetting from time to time that shes gone, waiting for her to call me...then i remember. Her oldest son's birthday is in September and i can only imagine what its like for him. All i know, is i hate this month...i really do.

My Story About Two Lesbians
She was sitting all alone at this party drinking a 40, and smoking a ciggarette. She was waiting for her girlf. riend. Out of no where this guy walks up and he was about to talk to her, then she was all like I have a girlfriend, he said I know come with me I think u should see this, she followed him to see what he was talking about. She thanked him for showing her what was going on behind her back.

My 1st Blog
The 1st 3months,im gonna get to know this real beautiful girl,find work and make sum money,save that money for new clothes and things for school. After 3months im leaving for orlando and go to UTI,I like cars so im gonna learn about working on them. and still get to know my fubabie,hope we find eachother compatible because I never had some1 so damn beautiful,gourges and hot and with a great sence of humer,lol I cant spell worth damn at times. While im in school,im gonna try and find a part time job and saave up the money. After school,I hope to move to another state and try sumwhere new to me. I know this might not seem like a blog but what is a blog these days??? Nothing but an online jernal where everyone can see it and when I say everyone,I mean every one that good with or knows how to use a computer,So watch what you post on the web,lol

My Stuff
In case you need further proof that the human race is doomed because of stupidity, here are some actual label instructions on consumer goods. On a Myer hairdryer: Do not use while sleeping. (darn, and that's the only time I have to work on my hair). On a bag of Chips: You could be a winner! No purchase necessary. Details inside. (the shoplifter special?) On a bar of Palmolive soap: "Directions: Use like regular soap." (and that would be how???....) On some frozen dinners: "Serving suggestion: Defrost." (but, it's "just" a suggestion). On Nanna's Tiramisu dessert (printed on bottom): "Do not turn upside down." (well...duh, a bit late, huh)! On Marks & Spencer Bread Pudding: "Product will be hot after heating."(...and you thought????...) On packaging for a K-Mart iron: "Do not iron clothes on body." (but wouldn't this save me more time?) On Boot's Children Cough Medicine:"Do not drive a car or operate machinery after taking this medication." (We could do a lot to reduce t

Mystic Topaz Blog
Critics say it’s too ambitious for the government to think of constructing flyover roads in the busy streets of Jakarta, Indonesia. Despite the complaints though, the first drilling already began in 2010 which was supposedly finished in 2012 but due to unforeseen circumstances, the completion has been postponed overtime.

My Strange Mind
I have been having these vivid dreams that I am smoking pack upon pack of cigarettes. It bothers me a bit because I wake up tasting the smoke in my mouth and wanting a damn cigarette, but I quit and I am sticking to the plan. Have you ever had those rather vivid dreams of a nasty habit you are trying to get out of, and you wake up thinking it really happened or get the phantom feelings like it did? Ugh. I wish it would just stop. It's madness, damn it! MADNESS! Hopefully it will ease up on me. So you think I am fat? Oh well. Guess what? I am. Why is this your problem? Oh, well... It's not. This last week has been long and tiresome for me. I had my life flash before my eyes a few times, thinking how I wasn't ready, how this is too soon and I have to do something. I can remember a lifetime full of shit. I realized that it's all been struggle and fight to stay afloat and it seems like no matter how hard I try, I am always at the bottom of the pit, climbing that infinite ladder. Sometime

A Mystic Night
As night fall, i still wonder bout that mystic cloud and that voice saying you're safe. As the moon rise, i gaze outside to see the moon from my bedroom. I ponder the thoughts running thru my head, was i dreaming or was it real. I notice the moon started to disappeared by the clouds. Next thing i notice a dense fog covered the ground as it grew by the second. Next thing i notice it covered my window and that voice came again. Please let me in I promise you are safe. The Romantic Trip;

Mystery Inc Bullies
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Mystic Christian Path
I write this for my fellow Christians who seem to think that I need converting when I don't. First of all, I am a baptised and confirmed Episcopalian who leans toward Anglicanism. I worked for a number of years at the parish church on the close at the Washington National Cathedral where my son was a chorister with the famous Choir of Men and Boys that later became the Choir of Men and Boys and Girls. I was the equivalent of the parish secretary there, handling sacramental events, running a transportation ministry for seniors, keeping records, and acting as personal assistant to three clergy.

My Survey
NaughtyPoll.com - take your own poll! 1. How old are you?24-26 2. What is your sexual orientation?Straight 3. Have you ever given somone oral sex?Sure I have 4. Have you ever received oral sex?Yes, of course 5. How many sexual partners have you had?1-5 6. What is your pubic hair style?Landing strip, a little hair still there 7. What is your choice of underwear style?Boy Shorts 8. Have you ever had anal sex?No, not for me 9. What is your favorite position?Anything that gets me off 10. How often do you masturbate?Whenever I can 11. Have you ever kissed a girl?Nope, never 12. Have you ever had sex with a girl?No, I'm straight as can be 13. Have you ever taken, or been in naked photos?Yes, taken them 14. Have you ever had multiple partners at once?No, never 15. Have you watched porn?Yes, of course. Who hasn't? 16. Have you ever been to a nude beach or nudist area?Nope, I am modest 17. Have you ever watched others, or been watched having sex?Yes, watched

My Sucky Ass Poems
rubba dub dub i sit in a tub my wrist are slit its filling with blood my worlds at end i whisper to friends i leave a message for my love im getting laughed at from the skies above the room is spinnig there not much time i close my eyes and hear a whine what happened daddy whats with the blood her tears start to flow just like a flood i love you daddy with this i found to my body my soul was bound here we go she saved me again while my son let the paramedics in. i spent my time waisting in hell a humanly body became my jail a dream walker for the man upstairs im a demon that grant wishes with some scare make your wish but watch what you say the prince of the jinns that loves to play a werewolf of sorts with a hunger for pain an evil soul for you to claim a nice guy but twisted in fucked up ways drinking the blood of my enemies lost my sword back a few centuries tell truth cause its always funnier than fiction it wont be believed even if said with convi

My Surgery Was Successful
Hi everyone, I wanted to let you all know that the surgery I needed to have done on my neck, due to the car crash in which I was involved last January, was successfully performed on Tuesday morning. Doc removed the herniated disc at C4-C5 that was pressing on my spinal cord, causing migraines and pain in my left hip and leg. He inserted a small piece of cadaver bone between C4 and C5 to fuse the two vertebrae. He also fixed the fusion from 2000 at C5-C6 that did not take - due to my cigarette habit, he says. He inserted a fresh piece of cadaver bone there as well, and finished it up with a small titanium plate that spans both fusion sites. Now I am home and on some pretty good meds - lol... with a small incision on the right side of my throat that should be hidden in a "neck crease" when it's all healed. I have to wear a soft neck brace when I'm vertical and I'm not able to do too much... throat is still a bit swollen from intubation and because they have to move all that stuff outt

My Sucky World
Okay so my stupid baby daddy is still trytin to keep me all to himself. This is unbelievable. This man has another girl like 22 weeks prego and our son is only 18 weeks old. We broke up less than a week before I had our son. We lived together till the day i had Alex. What's up with that? He wants to know where I am and what I'm doing all the time! How is this any of his buisness? I don't askl him where he is or what he's doing cause were not together! Do guys not get that if were not together then you don't get to know this shit!!! Okay so my boss at work has a thing against young single moms. There are three of us at work that are sungle moms with pretty young kids and our boss is constantly on our ass. Whats up with that? We are all three constantly getting pulled into the conference room and getting bitched at. Today the other two girls were both off 1 called in and the other was off. So I guess that meant it was my day to get yelled at. The messed up thing is that she pulls you in

My Surgery
Well today I went for the last conference on my surgery. I have to go to a pain clinc to get my meds under control then after that I'll have surgery. Ill be in the hospital for 3 to 5 days. Which is bc of the pain Ill be in a hell of a lot pain. There doing a fusion which Ill have pins and rods. It could be now or till the first of the year depending on how fast my meds are uder control. I'll let you know when for sure!! Hopefully sooner than later then its done and over...

My Suzy
My Suzy I was alone and sad Miserable and tormented Then I met you You uplifted me to new levels of happines You fill my heart with joy A joy that I have not felt in years Your voice is that of an angel It soothes and calm my heart Your words inspire and enlighten my mind Your beauty blesses my eyes You may be the part that is missing The part that makes me complete. From, Nook Nook Suzy Suzy Suzy I love thee Suzy I cherish thee like no other I love you as much or more then life its self I cherish your smile and your spirit as we are kindred Kindred souls intertwined Mingling in and out almost as one Thinking and breathing as one As one person though we are two Two souls longing for one another Wanting to merge and become one in spirit and mind Suzy Suzy Suzy How much I love thee From my heart to you! Nook Nook I just got back Monday from spending 4 days with my Suzy. It was great. We went to an awesome place called Cedar Key and shopped and had

My Submission
Have you ever got the feeling come over your body that if you dont fill that need you will just explode! Well I have one right now to dress up as sexy and slutty and hang out at the local strip club and suck and swallow every drop of cum from those hot horny guys I know I look hot and will get a full tummy of hot sperm from at least 20 guys ! Dar I go ?? I give my self freely wwith out regret to my Mistress gothbbw694u@ fubar to serve her in any manner she wishes as her request I will pay my hommage to her and be dressed as her sissy cum slut bitch dressing and acting accordingly at all times Goths bitch

My Survey
SmileSmiledo that for mebe happyfor you, and mea world of hard timescan be hard on youand others keep youdoing things you don’t wanna doand the bad daysalways go by slowbut sometimesyou just have to let goSmiledo that for medon’t let lifetake your beautybecause you are beautifulno matter what they saybelieve in your heartand live day by dayonly one at a timebecause time is preciousdon’t get caught upand lose all that is precioustake a deep breathstep back from situationssee them for what they areand find realistic expectationsSmiledo that for mesometimes you have to escapeto your own fantasya book, a poemsomething outsidewhere real lifeconflicts never collidewhen the heroalways winsand life is alwayshappy in the endand just smilebecause your herowill comeand rescue youand let you knowthat dreamscan come trueif the heart believesIt’s really possible to dosmiledo that for meand letsfly away and seethe endless possibilitiesin the futureof happinessin the futureso b

My Sun
+My Sun+Last nightI dreamedOf how I wishedThings were different then Tears fell like hailFor the times I failedAnd all I've missed out inYou areMy lightIn theDarkest dawnThe thing in my life that Makes meWant to go onLatelyI've been feeling likeSomething's very wrongThe days pass slowWithout youThey all Seem very longI can't forgetThe yesterdaysWe never got to haveHow did it come to be This way?Why did I getSo mad?All I can say is, your my SunAnd I will always beYour DadI hope that when you think of meThat you forget the badAnd when I'm gone away from you You never get too sadUnderstandingComes in timeBut when does forgiveness come?At the end of the lineI sayWhen all isSaid and done+Brown Recluse+ -2009-

Mysunnylaundry
Laundry is probably the house chore often discontinued by fathers and mothers who are often tied up with work. Some people would go to solo laundry every week on small laundry outlets and some people would go for pickup and laundry providers. Physical activity together with relaxing is bonus for men and ladies when doing self laundry. Nevertheless, there's some who would like to look ahead to their laundry to get performed by another person by getting pickup products. Wash and fold laundry services in Miami stores are subsequently made obtainable. The Multi laundry service Miami businesses give plenty of amazing advantages to individuals. Getting drained from work is the concern for plenty of fathers & mothers, consequently producing color stained white clothes as well as displaced of color for dark-colored types. As a result, laundry depots working at the segregation of apparel color by colors to prevent mixing of hues, marked clothes along with deterioration of shades. Regarding tin

My Sweetheart
My sweetheart by Sheena I love you with all my heart no one will ever take that away not even me the way u look at me melts my heart and your touch brings me to heaven ive been with u for a whole ten months but it seems so much longer and this will never end

My Sweet Cherry
Lying quietly in my lonely room, there is no sounds, but the sound of the quiet hum of the ceiling fan breaks the silent with a soothing rythmn. It begins to rain outside, the drops create a soothing rythmn on the metal roof. As I lay there, listening to the off beat rythmns of both the fan above and the rain outside, I close my eyes and think of my love laying next to me. I can feel her warm breath on my bare chest as she sleeps, the softness of her body against my skin as she lays sleeping, her breathing slow and rythmic, almost in tempo with the rain outside. As the lightning brightens up the room in a soft, blue white glow, I catch a glimpse of the curves of her body, sexy and sweet as a freshly picked cherry. Our love making hours before has filled my heart with anticipation of another round, I smell her sweet perfume that fills my head with satisfaction, knowing that nothing will disturb this perfect moment. Her hair lays softly on the pillow, her face full of content as sh

My Sweet Juju Lovebug
Thank you sooooooo much for the motorcycle honey. That's a gift this wild girl can really appreciate. Just so ya know; I am WRECKLESS and RELENTLESS on one!! I know no one crazy enough to dare get on the back of one with me. And that is, of course, as it should be. Love you girl!!

My Sweetest Angel And Inspiration
My darling girl showstopper supermodel queen alpha bitch best friend confidante You've been gone one year. I long to touch that gorgeous coat you were so proud to wear. One year I've survived without you despite my urge to check out. I do survive, because you would want me to. You are my inspiration, my spirit within. I've done more than survive this year, I've lived it. I miss you so much, I carry you with me everywhere I go. I live in the moment as much as possible. I don't worry about what will come tomorrow because I have today to celebrate the way you always did with that grinning smile and shining eyes. And when the storms come sweeping in stealing away late afternoons and early evenings, I remember how nothing can hurt us. Not lightning, not thunder, not Lyme disease, not high triglycerides, not cancer, not death. We are too pure for that and we dance on the energy of love where we will be until we reach the circle's end and you come back to

My Sweet, And Amazing Steven
My Profile Comments ~ nov.s... Without You I am a pallid shadow of myself without you. Wherever you are, please incite all colors in me... I am of scattered dust, dawn to dusk without you. Wherever you are, please shape me into being… I am an arid utterance of voice without you. Wherever you are, please stir me into singing... I am an idle breath of truth without you. Wherever you are, please spark me into sharing... I am the dim notion of love without you. Wherever you are, please illumine all emotion... I am a heart lost in life without you. Wherever you are, please render me direction home... I am half hope and half fire without you. Wherever you are, please desire me complete... I am nothing, nowhere in All without you. Wherever you are, please always cherish my kiss... SR May 1997 ~ I dedicate this to my sweet Theaza

My Sweet Fudgy
i still remember the day you were brought home three and a half years ago. you were such a terror on four legs and would chew and tear up everything you could get to. Took us a few months to realize you were not just being hard headed but you were deaf. i worked with you as much as i could to teach you hand language and to watch me to know what to do. you attached yourself to my heart and never let go. you became my constant companion and i looked forward to spending my time with you. i knew you being deaf made you not so stable but i gave you all the love that i coud to keep you happy.

My Sweets
Unfold my flower gently push aside the dewy petals to find the perfect small bud within a present wrapped in satin flesh Savor the heady fragrance deeply breath in my full ripeness while tasting the sweet nectar with but the butterfly tip of your tongue

Mysyically Addicted World Tour
This table has a background image 1. Must Fan, Rate, and Friend all staff and members of the tour. (if you are already friends and have rated anyone. Just send them a shout saying you are taking the tour. 2. When you are done with the staff and members, you must go into Mystically Addicted Lounge and become a member and meet all the staff. 3. Once you have done that. You will be added to the Lounge List so people can add, fan and friend you also. 4. We are doing this for people to help level and meet new people, It wouldn't be fair if you didn't follow the rules. 5. Having fun is most important. So enjoy meeting new people and besure to check out the Mystically Addicted Lounge, Drinks will be serverd at anytime. 6. IF with in a week a person as not responded to your request please make sure you get back with me and i either talk with them or remove them .. where here to make many good friends ..... Texashubby-tech_&_lounge_designer@ fubar Gµññý_§ Øwñè®

My Tattoo Idea's
I WOULD LOVE IT IF I COULD GET ONE OF MY OLD FRIEND'S BACK. I SWEAR I DID NOTHING TO HURT YOU. I WOULD LOVE TO STILL BE YOUR FRIEND. IF YOU NEED ANY HELP LET ME KNOW AND I WILL SEE WHAT I CAN DO. IF THERE ARE ANY PIC'S ON MY TATTOO IDEA'S THAT ANYONE LIKES FEEL FREE TO RIP THEM IF YOU LIKE THEM ALOT!!!! I WOULD NEVER IN MY LIFE EVER GET ANYONE LOCKED UP FOR NO REASON. I DON'T CARE HOW PISSED OFF SOMEONE GET'S ME I WOULDN'T DO THAT. I DON'T HOLD GRUDGES AGAINST ANYONE. I MAY GET PISSED OFF BUT AFTER I CALM DOWN WHAT EVER WAS DONE, WAS DONE.

My Take On Life
Here we go again browneyes0316, decided she needed to confront me about her confrontation with a professor for an online class. She really really needed to convince me that she was right and that the professor had no right to conflict with her. Regardless since I don't care to know the details she went at with me for almost 10 minutes, here's the portion I was able to save from my shoutbox. She blocked me on her last line before I could tell her yet again to bother someone else and quit addressing mumm issues in my shoutbox. browneyes0...: if u didn't u wouldn't still be bullshitting me!! ->browneyes0...: Goodie for you....Why am I supposed to care? browneyes0...: bottom line is i don't have to allow someone to treat me that way and the dean and administrator agreed browneyes0...: i also fire people on a weekly basis so get over yourself ->browneyes0...: Yeah for you why are you trying to convince me you're right. I'm a supervisor and fire people on a weekly basis for i

My Tarot Card
You are The Wheel of Fortune Good fortune and happiness but sometimes a species of intoxication with success The Wheel of Fortune is all about big things, luck, change, fortune. Almost always good fortune. You are lucky in all things that you do and happy with the things that come to you. Be careful that success does not go to your head however. Sometimes luck can change. What Tarot Card are You?Take the Test to Find Out.

My Tarot Card
You are The Hierophant Divine Wisdom. Manifestation. Explanation. Teaching. All things relating to education, patience, help from superiors.The Hierophant is often considered to be a Guardian Angel. The Hierophant's purpose is to bring the spiritual down to Earth. Where the High Priestess between her two pillars deals with realms beyond this Earth, the Hierophant (or High Priest) deals with worldly problems. He is well suited to do this because he strives to create harmony and peace in the midst of a crisis. The Hierophant's only problem is that he can be stubborn and hidebound. At his best, he is wise and soothing, at his worst, he is an unbending traditionalist. What Tarot Card are You?Take the Test to Find Out.

My Tat
Yes, I will be getting my 22nd tat done on the 27th of this month. I am so excited to get this. I do enjoy the pleasure of being inked. Anyways I have been real busy with stuff. I will catch you all later. ~D~ Well ppl I have a new pic on profile with my ink. Got to love the needle and ink. Take a look and tell me what you think. Well pretty soon I will be getting another tat done in honor of someone special to me. I will place this upon my forearm. I will certainly take pics of it. I am quite covered with tats but my love for the pain and ink is special. It just reminds me at times that I am alive. Each tat has its meaning that holds a place that I stepped up and accomplised. Well back to my usual antics. Ciao

My Tarot Card
You are The Chariot Triumph, Victory, Overcoming Obstacles. The chariot is one of the most complex cards to define. On its most basic level, it implies war, a struggle, and an eventual, hard-won victory. Either over enemies, obstacles, nature, the beasts inside you, or to just get what you want. But there is a great deal more to it. The charioteer wears emblems of the sun, yet the sign behind this card is the moon. The chariot is all about motion, and yet it is often shown as stationary. It is a union of opposites, like the black and white steeds. They pull in different directions, but must be (and can be!) made to go together in one direction. Control is required over opposing emotions, wants, needs, people, circumstances; bring them together and give them a single direction, your direction. Confidence is also needed and, most especially, motivation. The card can, in fact, indicate new motivation or inspiration, which gets a stagnant situation moving again. What Tarot Card are You?

My Tattoos
I just posted some pics of my tattoos so please stop by and let me know what you think! I am starting to layout my backpiece so all ideas are welcome. As soon as I can I willpost a full back photos so you can see what I am trying to tie together. Hope you enjoy them as much as I do!

My Tag
For the people who I've tagged, I want you to list ten things about you, goals, things you like, then add the people who youv'e tagged and tell me why you coose them... 1. I enjoy dancing every day, It somehow puts my mind in a beautiful world always, 2. I've had many accpomplishments, but none compares to my Beautiful child 3. I'm also very shy and not alot of people realizes this! 4. I'm still searching for the divine purpose of my life 5. I'm caught up in the Romance of noble deeds, unreachable goals and although this seem legitimate, I still say its of no regards to practicality.. 6. I've been challenged this year, and day by day as I go along the challenge has increase (can I reach my goal without doubts hmmm, lets see)... 7. Reading bible scrptures calms my soul 8. Romantic movies makes me cry lol 9. Pillow fight are great 10 I'm a hopeless romantic in every way!

My Tater Totted Mind!!
I was tagged by MsCharlotte2U!.. Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I love to make people happy. 2. I like being the center of attention. 3. I don't forgive easily. 4. Stupid people make me wish there was a Human hunting season. 5. I don't want kids. 6. I can be mean. 7. Penis Pump. 8. Buttsecks. 9. Hells yeah. 10. Any questions?

My Tattoo
Hey Ya'll Hey I wanted to write a new blog because I am extremly bored right now. I am going to be gettin my first tatto in a few months. But I am so excited about it because I wanted to get something I didn't want to regrett and have to get covered up later in life ya know??? So I am going to get a pair of Angel Wings With Cross in the middle Of them and Then between the two wings it will have my itials and then goin to have down in the cross the words" strength and Determination". It is going to look really awesome when its done. I went with this Idea an the words because It shows how much my life is a savin grace and I am willin to be strong an determined to be here and I how rough of life I went through to just be here today. But I am so excited about gettin it Can't wait and Sorry for the ones that think I am writtin to much about it. My bad. lol But Yeah I'll deffently put pics up when I get it done and show ya'll. Racer

My Tattoos
if you have been in my pics, u can see my tats. if you want to see more of his work, let me know. for those who live close enough to me, i have a tattoo party once a month. my tattoo artist uses clean needles every time. he is licensed and has been for 7 years. he has been doing tats for 10 years. he has a lot of them on his fubar page tattooist,fu-engaged to brandy3@ fubar he charges a buck a minute, so if it takes an hour, its only 60 bucks! wow thats cheap and for some good work! check out his work.. my next party is on may 3rd and will last all day, starting at 8 30 am! please let me know in a message if u want to attend. he has even been down to the la crosse center where they have a huge tat seminar where people come from miles around to get his work. please feel free to check out my tattoo work and his page to get an idea about his work. he has over 70 colors. he has black lighting coloring (which is a little more expensive) feel free to contact me anytime to ask a

My Tarot Card
You are the World Completion, Good Reward. The World is the final card of the Major Arcana, and as such represents saturnian energies, time, and completion. The World card pictures a dancer in a Yoni (sometimes made of laurel leaves). The Yoni symbolizes the great Mother, the cervix through which everything is born, and also the doorway to the next life after death. It is indicative of a complete circle. Everything is finally coming together, successfully and at last. You will get that Ph.D. you've been working for years to complete, graduate at long last, marry after a long engagement, or finish that huge project. This card is not for little ends, but for big ones, important ones, ones that come with well earned cheers and acknowledgements. Your hard work, knowledge, wisdom, patience, etc, will absolutely pay-off; you've done everything right. What Tarot Card are You?Take the Test to Find Out.

My Tattoo
well when i was 19 my father passed away... and well he was my world my fav parent the 1 that kept me in line my whole life... so having him pass away was like having my world collapse on me... i got severely depressed and was trying to drink myself to death... and my close friends all came and pulled me out of it and made me realzie my father never would have wanted me to do this to myself... so its a tribute to both my Father and my closest friends... and was inspired by this song... Korn - "4 U" This shit right here is for you. All your faces I can see. You all think it's about me. I'm about to break. Is this my fate? Am I still damned to a life Of misery and hate. You will never know. What I've done for you. What you all put me through. I'd do it for you. I could have never lived. If it wasn't for you.

My Tab Is
Adult Questions - Don't Be a Pussy Body: (1) Is there anyone on your top friends list you would have sex with?Yes .. she knows who she is if she would come back on(2) Sex in the morning, afternoon or night?all day long (3) Have you ever had to pull over on the side of the road to puke?nope (4) Have you ever taken your clothes off for money?hell no i dont even want to see me naked lol (5) Shower or bath while having sex?shower (6) Do you want someone aggressive or passionate in bed?Passionate(7) Do you love someone in your friends list?i love many on my friends list but only one has stolen my heart (8) Love or Money?not sure both suck (9) Credit cards or cash?Cash .. dont have cards anymore (10) Have you ever wanted a best friend?yes but she isnt my best friend anymore we dont talk .. maybe i should have told her lol (11) Camping or a 5 star hotel?Both (12) Where is the weirdest place you have had sex?state park in NJ .. it was cold and the snow made it hard to finish (13) W

My Tattoo The Koi Fish
The koi fish in Japanese folklore represents the overcoming of obstacles, because the koi fish travels up the yellow river and when it comes to the end of the river it transforms into the dragon; thus overcoming the adversity represented by the strong river to fufill its own destiny. The Legend of the Rainbow River (also known as The Yellow River) Japanese legend has it that every year thousands of Koi, a courageous, strong, and dedicated fish, make a perilous and difficult journey up the Rainbow (or Dragon) river. Out of perhaps a million Koi, only once in many years, one Koi is dedicated and strong enough to swim all the way to the head of the river, known as "The Dragon Gate" (or "The Rainbow Gate") and leap from the water. He is transformed into a dragon.

My Take On Relationships
well, for starters they are both the bane of my life and all I want - lmao - but don't we all seek just one person that we can feel happy, content and satisifed to settle down with? A life partner, a soul mate. I don't consider myself a player, though I'm sure a few women out there might think differently - each to their own on that score - the man I look into the mirror know's I'm all good for being honest with anything in my life, from my son, to work ethics, to women. I AM a hot blooded male and I do Love sex - crikeys, it's the closest one can get to touching divinity, especially if you can be mutual at the same time, lol. Seriously, do any of you ever think about how powerful an orgasm actually is? Men will do anything to get one with a woman, and just go with the hand if they can't - and i certainly know women in my life whose sex drive far exceeds and surpasses mine, and even if that is not as common with women, I'd be disinclined to even believe that - women I have noticed, ten

My Tales Of Southern-charms
Hello,And thanks for taking the time to stop by my blog, hopefully just the 1st of many to come.I'd like to discuss my Great experiences on Southern-Charms.So far it's been quite fun. Lots of great people running the site. It's like a large family.The uodates keep coming,

My Testimony Can Anyone Else Relate???
Id like to start out by saying, I have been saved from the brink of death by the unconditional love of Jesus Christ, close friends and family. Last September I had, on more then one occasion, attempted suicide. The last time I was, literally, minutes away from succeeding. I was battling with severe depression. At that point in my life I felt lost and alone and wanted to die. I had on two occasions admitted myself to the psychiatric ward in champaign after severely cutting my arm and throat several times with a razor. They helped me get my head cleared a little bit and gave me a fresher look on how I could live my life safer, with safety plans in place if I needed extra help and/or support. My run in with depression started in my teens. I wanted to curl up as small as I could and disappear most of the time to try and avoid situations. For some reason, back then, the thought of dying never occurred to me. However, My depression was never talked about, nor the fact that my stepfather wa

My Teachings
Being forced into hard circumstances or situations gives us a new perspective on life. Things we once valued no longer hold the same value. Things that were of lesser concern become very important and what we once thought important no longer holds such importance. These hard circumstances allow us to identify with the sufferings of others. They keeps us from having a shallow view of the hardships of others and allows us to truly identify with them. Those who speak of such trials from no experience, often judge others who have had such hardship. It is a superficiality of life experience that often permeates this shallow perspective. Those who have walked in and through hard times immediately have a kinship with others who have walked there also. They do not need to explain; they merely look at one another with mutual respect and admiration for their common experience. They know that these trials/life experiences worked a special thing in them. This trials and lessons

My Test
You have a sexual IQ of 146 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

My Ten Things
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. HEEHEEHEEHEE My 10 things 1. I've been called Leopard Lady....hehehe 2. Been told I have bedroom eyes. 2. I hate snakes....eek 3. I like having my feet tickled. 4. When I drink my mouth never shuts up. 5. Love to Dance. 6. Scared of heights. 7. In the summer I love to spend time in the flower beds and garden. 8. Sometimes I fall asleep in the bath tub. 9. Very gullable,someone once told me if you cut the horns off bull they didn't get horny anymore....omg 10. I just love housework...not I'm doing this for Ladybird

My Teams!!
Hoffman's words for the Bears' fight song: Bear down, Chicago Bears! Make every play clear the way to victory! Bear down, Chicago Bears! Put up a fight with a might so fearlessly! We'll never forget the way you thrilled the nation with your T formation. Bear down, Chicago Bears, and let them know why you're wearing the crown You're the pride and joy of Illinois. Chicago Bears, bear down! --

My Thoughts
BEST TAT CONTEST LEAVE COMMENT peace President Bush, First Lady Laura and Dick Cheney were flying on Air Force One. George looked at Laura, chuckled and said, "You know, I could throw a $1,000 bill out of the window right now and make somebody very happy." Laura shrugged her shoulders and replied, "I could throw ten $100 bills out of the window and make ten people very happy." Cheney added, "That being the case, I could throw one hundred $10 bills out of the window and make a hundred people very happy." Hearing their exchange, the pilot rolled his eyes and said to his co-pilot, "Shit, I could throw three PEOPLE out of the window and make 300 million people very happy." __________________

My Thoughts For Today!!
Ok so this is my first blog and im going into this not knowing what the hell im about to say.So bare with me ok?Well i guess i can talk about some of my experiences on LC.I hate when guys ask me join my family so they can c my private pics.And then get mad when i say no like i fuckin owe them something.Its only pics u want have me and im not about to give u something to jack off to tonight.Then other douche bags wanna post bullitens sayin i dare u to give me ur number.Yeah right so u can go 2 real pages and get my address and kill me HELLLLLL NOOO! And for those of u who do it dumb azzzz!well thats all for right now.OOOOO please dont tell me when u post new dick pics i dont want 2 see ur saggy magnum dicks for those of u who dont know what a saggy magnum is then u either are one or fuckin one lol...LATA MUAZZZZ Ok let me give u the background before i get to the point aight? I use to be friends with this Bitch a few months ago.I mean we were cool we were togethere everyday did ever

My Thoughts And Whatever Else I Can Think Of! Lol
Eighty-five times he's pushed his disabled son, Rick, 26.2 miles in marathons. Eight times he's not only pushed him 26.2 miles in a wheelchair, but also towed him 2.4 miles in a dinghy while swimming and pedaled him 112 miles in a seat on the handlebars--all in the same day. Dick has also pulled him cross-country skiing, taken him on his back mountain climbing and once hauled him across the U.S. on a bike. Makes taking your son bowling look a little lame, right? And what has Rick done for his father? Not much--except save his life. This love story began in Winchester, Mass., 43 years ago, when Rick was strangled by the umbilical cord during birth, leaving him brain-damaged and unable to control his limbs. "He'll be a vegetable the rest of his life;'' Dick says doctors told him and his wife, Judy, when Rick was nine months old. "Put him in an institution.'' But the Hoyts weren't buying it. They noticed the way Rick's eyes followed them around the room. When Rick was 11 th

My Thought Take Them As They Are
Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you 1. work at homless shelter for 20 years 2 die hard hockey fan 3 love eating sweet tooth candy 4 have few good freinds 5 pogo addict 6 true canadain 7 die hard famiyguy fan 8 big softy 9 fubar addict 10 love to smoke. ciggies Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 15 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 10 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1 nicknamme uncle moose 2 somes both kinds 3 lives and helps 74 old mom 4 f

My Thoughts...
There has been a big change in my life and I'm not sure if I am supposed to be happy, sad, depressed (which I am sad and depressed) and much more. Since Saturday night, things for me have been really hard. The love of my life that I have been with for almost 2 years and I have split up. Well, let's just say it's "just for now" but will it be "just for now"? No one really knows. I guess we'll see what happens I guess. It's still hard for me to really talk about it because I finally found the one true thing that I really care about in my life, and to let that person slip through my fingers like nothing is beyond belief. It's hard, it's really hard. I'm not going to be able to hug him passionally, kiss him like I want too and tell him I deeply and truely love him. It hurts a lot and I don't know what to do really. I don't know if I should fight for the one I really love, or if I just leave him alone. It's really hard to just sit and not do anything. When I wake up in the morning, he's all

My Thoughts
Hey people, I see all the drama going around about people giving unwanted advice and/or opinions...Come on folks, this isn't myspace...I'm basically writing this to introduce myself to everyone... I am a 33 year old armed security sergeant, working for a security/private investigation organization in northeastern Ohio. My hobbies are surfing the net, drag racing, target shooting, going to car shows, and anything else that captures my need for speed. The love of my life, Erin is also on my page, first spot in my family when noone on the list is online... The rest of my family list except 2 are people I know personally, all are awesome people. My friends list is primarily made up of pretty, classy, and curvy ladies that I think have class...I'm not big on the ones that take pics where You can see the ovaries...Come on folks...yuck...lol Anything else You want to know about me, just ask...I love to chat...Oh and become my fan, I return the favor...spread the love and the po

My Thoughts And Shit
So, yesterday I took my final exam for Legal Aspects of Medical Office..we got out of school almsot 2 months early! Which I'm pretty happy about because I don't have to wake up at 8:00 in the morning anymore!! Yay! But I still do have the work to do at home for that other class...so can't wait to get started on that! Anyways, I'm home right now with Ann and Kadie. She's been soo hyper today! I think she's really starting to get on Ann's nerves. Oh, and tomorrow is Jesse's funearl. Which I feel terrible about what happened to him... :( I still can't belive that he's gone. I mean, I feel so sorry for his mother...first Chris and now Jesse. It's weird to think that he's dead. I also feel bad for Mandy :/ I know she just feels horrible about accidently killing Jesse. Well, I'll probably be on here later cause I'm bored as hell! Oh yea, and me and Lee went to Ruby Tuesday last night to eat and Brittany was ALL over Lee. That really pissed me off because she's such a whore.

My Thoughts
I just checked my grade for my group powerpoint project for my comp app class and my partner and I got a perfect score 100/100 i am so happy. with all the hard work and praticed we put into it. it was so worth it. i hope my partner is as happy with the score as i am. *Jumping for joy* YATTA!!! i was thinking that when life seems at its darkest a little bit of light shines though. today it was quiet so i desided to pratice my guitar. i am just a rookie at it :) then later my nephew came into my room while i was messing with my webcam. when i am feeling down i can always count on the little monkey to put a smile on my face. . i hope i have more days like this :) i was walking down the street in waikiki with a friend and we saw a couple sitting at starbucks. and i thought to myself that why do most woman want to change a man. i dont understand that logic. why is it that when women fall in love with a guy. there must be something about him that made her fall in love with him. the

My Thoughts And What Ever I Want Feel Like Blogging
hey i just wanted to write this lovley note about xmas ...well buhumbug...i ahte xmas it sucks it really all about the kids and the fun stuff they have out there for the holiday...well i am just saying "MY XMAS SUCKS".....the only thing that is good about it is...ITS ALMOST OVER ...FUCK any ways enoff with being the grinch...i want to wish all my cherry freinds a very merry xmas and a kick ass new year because my new year is going to be magical and full of positive things that will happen in the near future.......8 days to go till " 2007 yeah ..... hugs and kisses to all hotmama420 waz up nothin much here just chillin drinking a fewq beers and smoken mary ...lol.....so feel free to add me as your freind or just drop me a note to say hello....... jamie WHAT IS YOUR NEW YEARS RESOLUTION ? well i will tell you what mine are i have a few... 1. quit smoking cigs ...for my daughters health 2. understand better how to deal with a behaverol issui with my younges

My Thoughts???!!!!
You have a sexual IQ of 156 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com No Wrong Response Experiences Shape Your Reactions Our view of the universe is largely determined by our experiences. It is when we are caught off guard by the spontaneity of existence that we are most apt to respond authentically, even when our feelings do not correspond with those of the multitude. Events that arouse strong emotions with us or are surprising in nature can be disquieting, for it often is in their aftermath that we discover how profoundly our histories have shaped us. The differences that divide us from our peers are highlighted in our reactions when these diverge from the mainstream, and this can be highly upsetting because it forces us to confront the uniqueness of our

My Thoughts
I know a lot of you know Simply Phenomenal and some of you don't but for those who don't you're missing out on a great person & a great friend but for those of you who do even if you don't know him personally that's awesome keep showing him love cuz of everything that's been happening to the poor guy. Now the reason this blog is dedicated to him is because I want him to know that he's done a lot for us and he might not even know it cuz we don't really show it to him so I'll let him know down below the line so here it goes. ------------------------------------------------- AJ, You've been there for us more than you know. You make us laugh, you make us feel like we're a person and not some outcast. You actually give us something to look forward to every single day when we wake up in the mornings and when we go to bed at night. You truly are phenomenal and a great person to know. When you're in the ring you make your fans happy and you make them want more. When you're out of the r

My Theory's
like for reals people there are things to do here an things just not too... like have some fricken respect for ur self u nasty buggers......my lil sister come on here an so do her friends... as well as many other young kids ... sooo for u fricken morons that are posting nasty ass pics of ur self lock em up for shit sacks.....in the first place ud think ud have more respect for ur self then that eh but noooo nothing like giving it all out ... ever hear of leaving some thing for the imagination huh huh huh i guess not .... gawd im so tummy twisted.. this site was awesome when i first came to it an now all u freaks with your damn nasty pics makes me feel like im on a fricken porno site for shit sakes an yes im mad cause its nasty.... like think a lil would u what if one of your kids came on here then what huh oh"i saw mommys nasty on the net... or i saw daddys dick on the net " do u people just not fricken thing put em in a folder to where u allow people to do as they please .. lets ke

My Thoughts
why is it when you find something all your emotiones come out. I just found a letter my mom had wrote me five years ago. It brought out all the pain and sadness I still have with her not being here anymore.....Its been two years october6 and its still hard, there are so many things that I wish I could have said to her...I wish her and I both werent so hard headed because there for awhile we hardly talked at all because of somethings that happened in my life...Now I kick myself in the ass because instead of being hard headed I could have spent more time talking to her and spending time with her...Now I never will.Me and her was so much alike that we butted heads alot over stuff.even growing up I gave her hell and I regret it so much....Then I get so mad at God because he took her away from me. She was still very young and had alot left to live for.she was only 47 and died because of kidney fauler do to diabtes...If I could just hear her voice again or get a hug from her again. I would d

My Thoughts....
Awww life.. man when its up its up when its down its down. I realized it'd been a while since I posted or even did a survey. I have a LOT going on at the moment most of it being mental stress. So let me bust it down: 1. Living situation-my lease is up 12-31 but because my credit is so bad i need to start looking NOW so i can save 2. Found a place but I basically have to come up with $2500 in the month of december not to mention its x-mas 3. My parents both have lots of medical issues. My mom has heart disease, my dad has more issues then I can talk about. but my mom can have a stroke at anytime and that scares me. Shes been under a lot of stress 4. My sister is having a baby and getting married. Her wedding is only 9 weeks away and its nuts. 5. My job sux 6. I found out that the health insurance that my boss was suppose to put into force on 9/1 won't take effect until 11/15. AND my asthma will not be covered. SO if I need to go to the Dr for anything asthm

My Thoughts
i has one of those rare moments were I sit back and think about were my life is going and were it has been. Me and my wife have had some good and bad times. Most of the bad were because i didn't use my head and only thought about me. No matter what i do i know that she will be by my side. Ido not give her the credit and recignition she deserves. Sure i buy here things but that does nothing for the emotional side i never seem to tell her that i love her as much as i should. She puts up with me and my carefree attitude more than she should. I never have been the besst at expressing my feelings.. This is the a problem that i am trying to work on i'm afraid that one day i will screw up big time and she will not be by my side. There are few things in this world that scare me that bad. I hope see looks at this and understands what i am the feelings i am trying to express. I love you!!!!!!!! I know i may not show it the way you want in my actions but i show it the way I know how wi

My Thoughts.
So much on my mind tonight. All I want is a hug. I hate soul searching. I feel akward lately in social settings. I really don't have much too talk about. I watch sports, take care of children (school) and my family. I look at myself in the mirror and just frown. I lay in bed and wonder about what tomorrow holds. People drift in and out your life. Lately, the "friends" that I once had were only around me when times were good. I want to roll over in the middle of the night and touch the back of someone who sees me as a treasure. I must say that I am human and I want what every woman wants. A romance. I am such a sap today. I can't help but listen to "Somebody's Me" and cry lol. I am such a nut......I am really laid back and cool. Just the death of a friend of the family and an incident with a student in my class, has made me ultra sensitive. God bless and goodnight I must say when it rains, it pours. Tomorrow my mom is having a test done on her heart.

My Thoughts
The first couple of thoughts will be my thoughts of days past. I got this in an email and I just had to comment white was the email that was sent to me, my reponses are in black. GOD HELP AMERICA Nov 5 2004 THE PEOPLE HAVE SPOKEN.. Moran: THEY say that in life you get what you deserve. Well, today America has deservedly got a lawless cowboy to lead them further into carnage and isolation and the unreserved contempt of most of the rest of the world. This once-great country has pulled up its drawbridge for another four years and stuck a finger up to the billions of us forced to share the same air. And in doing so, it has shown itself to be a fearful, backward-looking and very small nation. Me: I can only imagine which finger they may be talking about, but I think voting for George W made the country look proud and strong and ready to declare that we will not waiver from the fight, and we are willing to see it through. HIM: This should have been the da

My Thoughts Over A Year Later
Dear Santa, I just would like to thank you Santa for listening this year. He is the greatest guy I think I girl could ask for. He makes me feel like a princess and for the first time in my life I'm really happy so happy in fact I think I'm going to start painting again for he has put back all that I thought I lost in my life. He gives me hope that each day will be better. I feel so beautiful when he is around me and I've never felt like that before. Geez Santa I'm even letting my nails grow for the first time ever for this one so you know he makes me happpy. But anyway thank you Santa again for putting Scott in my life and I'll be sure to stay a good girl so you don't take him back lol Thanks again, Rachel P.S. Thanks also for not bringing that Panic and the Disco CD you are the greatest Dear Santa, As I'm sure you know I have been a really good girl this year. I didn't kick that girl's ass that was blowing up my chickens in the oven at work, I didn't even get u

My Thoughts
I think I'll start writing blogs. I have never done this before. Don't expect anything to deep here. I can be deep if I need too but prefer keeping things on the lighter side. See I already stopped thinking. Cya soon and thanks for reading, assuming you did read this.

My Thoughts For My Wife
Our Anniversary Is our time together. To express our love, To fly freely Like a dove. Our time together Is so precious to me. A few years ago It almost would not be. When i found you I found the promised land. To not have you Would not be grand. That's why I say, "I love our time together." I love you very much and always will!!! My Wife Of all my dreams and memories, You are the best! With you, I don't care about the rest. I love you with all of my heart and soul, Together forever is my goal. I've told you,"You're beautiful to me!" Why wouldn't you be? I'd walk many a mile, Just to see you smile. You stayed by my side, Even when I could have died. I promise to hold you tight, Laying beside you at night. With you forever! Apart...Never!!!! I LOVE YOU VERY MUCH!! Always Always together Just you and I Always In my eyes. Always Will I love you. Without you In my heart, I would Fall apart. I need your love. I think about you

Mythical Beings...
Take the quiz: Which Greek god/goddess are you?ZeusYou are Zeus! Zeus was the supreme deity, King of the Gods. His wife was Hera, goddess of marriage, but he had hundreds of children with other women, mortal and immortal. He was made king of the gods when he rescued his siblings from there father Cronus who had consumed them as soon as there mother, Rhea, had given birth to them. But Rhea had hidden Zeus away until he could defeat his father.Quizzes by myYearbook.com -- the World's Biggest Yearbook! You scored as Mermaid. Mermaid: Mermaids are also known as Sirens. These creatures were beautiful women who tricked sailors into becoming completely entranced by their haunting voices and found death soon after. Not all stories of Mermaids are about gentle loving sea people. They are mystical, magical, and extremely dangerous. They have a way about them that brings anyone they are around to seem enchanted. They are very mysterious creatures and to meet one... Would mean certain Death. Let

My Thoughts
THIS IS TO JUST DO IT THE EASY WAY, WANT TO THANK EVERYONE FOR THEIR PHOTO COMMENTS!!!! U GUYS SURE DO NO HOW TO MAKE A WOMAN FEEL SPECIAL!!!! Hahaha Sis I am going to talk about you. I am so glad Allie came into my life at the time that she did. Not sure what I would have ever done without here lately. It seems that whatever my ex can deal us he has. And once again I am trying to mend a broken heart. It is great to be able to try and help her through the situations she is going through also. And sis I will get you to let that hair down b4 the die I die. So beware...anyways I love ya sis and thank you for everything. Hosted by Sparkle Tags This is the MOST confused sign on the planet. This sign is pretty realistic: No Frills. They love to fuck in showers not because it's kinky...but because of hygenic reasons...they are big into sanitary issues. Every Virgo I have ever met has issues...always going back to hygiene. They have to arrange time in their busy scheduals to have sex..

My Thoughts And About Life And Whatnot.
So ok me and my "bf" haven't been getting along but I never thought I would see this. So I had made a profile on a site but I had no picture and I put the location where he lived. Ok so I happen to check it and what do you know its from him. It basically says." He's 23. Blah. He's cute, to text him and check him out on this one site" It just so happens were both on and it was the one we first started talking on. Yes I know I'm a dumbass. Mmk so I actually had another account on the other site but also no picture and a similar name any ways I messaged him saying. "you weren't kidding about being cute. I asked if he had a gf and that we should meet up. " now I'm waiting on what happens. So what should I do later. Should I be like hey I got to read you this message this guy sent me on moco. Is that good? Oh btw the sns I made up actually were for a reason. So why does just about everyone think I have this concieted bitch look. I mean looks can be decieving. What happened to not judg

My Thoughts For The Day
hi everybody! thank you very much for caring about what i think...^_^ Well there's this spanish song that I really love and I wanted to share that with people, :D It's called Suena by Intocable which means "dream" "Dream, close your eyes, take my hands and hug me tightly. Don't leave me alone... Embrace the silence while looking into my eyes, I want you to know tonight how much I love you, and how happy I am... I want this night to taste of your lips, a taste of life for my heart... bacause to love you I would go as far as the stars, and I would give entirely of myself because I love you. I wouldn't care if I died in your arms, bcause I love you...and to love you I would walk blindly, and faithfully I would follow you even if you let me go, I wouldn't care if I died in your arms because I love you" That's most of it. It seems really intense but it's good I'll get back to the next one later, ^_^ Well the second song that I felt like writing about is this song called Chasi

My Thoughts About My Life
Adding on to the previous definition in this blog: An Asshole is also someone who steals from you, their friends, and even their own mother. An Asshole will do anything to hide the fact that they have stolen from you, even going so far as to lie about it and steal from someone else to plant it in a place where somebody (most likely you) will find it. An Asshole is someone who doesn't show any remorse when you tell them you are packing, but will say, straight-faced (with no emotion in their voice; meanwhile, tears are dripping onto the folded clothes at your feet) that they can now go out, party, and stay up until 6 in the morning without being bitched at; and (still with no emotion) that they will probably die from alcohol poisoning. An Asshole is someone who yells (angrily) at you to stay, even though they know that they are dead wrong and that yelling will only make it worse. An Asshole is someone you can't walk away from, because their mom (who has become yours, sort of) has aske

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why is it when you walk around this crazy world you realize that people have become shallow and unkind to the women who are not barbie inc look alikes. god forbid a woman might have some meat to her bones. then she is considered FAT. god forbid she has any kind of scar that isnt hideable. then she is UGLY. to bad if she isnt perky in the tit area and have a perfect ass and/or thighs. then she is just plain flaby. when you turn your tv on all you see is skinny models with a perfect face and body with great hair and skin tone. but yet alot of women dont look like that and dont want to. they want to have something to them besides skin and bones and fake tits. they want a guy to notice them for who they are not what is completly on the outside. yes women want to be told they are beautiful in the eyes of the man they want to be with. but they also want a man who is willing to look on the inside not just the outside or what she can do for him in the sack. and why is it that most men want a g

My Third Story
Unexpected Influences (Part 2) By James White The next morning when Veronica awoke, she felt refreshed and excited. Her neck was a little sore. In addition, her pussy was all tingly and felt like it had been well stimulated. She lay in bed and smiled to herself. Looking up at the ceiling, she tried to remember the night. It was a good night, the visitor that surprised her last night, made for a very enjoyable evening. She looked around the room and the bed to see if there were any signs of her visitor last night. She saw nothing. Did she dream it, was it real. Either way she enjoyed the night. She then got up and went to go take her morning shower. She was still feeling all excited from last night, whether a dream or real, she was horny. As she went to brush her teeth, she looked in the mirror and saw that she had a bite mark on her neck; it was not deep and did not really show or hurt. This sight surprised Veronica, and she thought to herself that last night must have b

My Thoughts And Questions
I hope everyone had a great Easter,I did.Sorry I haven't been on 4 awhile,but the kids were out on spring break.I couldn't get online.I want 2 thank everyone who left messages,comments,etc.I love all of u very much. Courtesy of MsTags.com MY SISTER PASSED HER GED TEST!!!!!A BIT OF GOOD NEWS AFTER THE BAD NEWS. Your Stripper Song Is She Wants to Move by N.E.R.D. "Her off beat dance makes me fantasize (Her curves) She's sexy!!" You are 100% sex appeal. As simple as that.What Song Should You Strip To?

Myths...tales...and Other Folklore...
You scored as You are an Angel of Beauty. You are an Angle of Beauty. You seek all those things which are visually appealing as well as those that are beautiful on the inside!Angel of Light56%You are an innocent Angel56%You are an Angel of Beauty56%You are an Angel of Pain38%You are half Fallen/ half Light Angel!31%What kind of Angel are you??(PICS)created with QuizFarm.com Which Egyptian God or Goddess do you represent? (Pictures!) Ma'at, Goddess of Order, Harmony, and TruthMa'at was the goddess of physical and moral law in Egypt, of order and truth. She was not much of a goddess, but more of a concept. She was what was right;

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Some people knew what happened thursday the 12th late night in Buffalo NY. We got hit by a bad storm that took down trees and limbs of trees and made the power and heat go out. Some are still without power today 20th. I did get mine back and am going about my emails now and cleaning them out. Thanks to all who knew what happened and prayed for my family. Linda

My Thoughts!!!!
Before you leave my life! I just wanted you to know before you close the door and don't want to be a part of my life all I can do is sit here and think about you. I tried to run from the truth knowing that we will never be together but I can't because even though the miles seperate us I am so into you. I tried to think if I let you go that it would be better for you to find someone else that is closer but I couldn't do it because you are the girl I always dreamed about. I am scared because I don't know if you want the same things as me and sometimes I don't see we have communication. I do still want to be a part of your life because my heart breaks without you.

My Thoughts
Sometimes when I'm alone I cry, cause I'm on my own. The tears I cry r bitter and warm. They flow with life but take no form I cry because my heart is torn, I find it difficult to carry on. If I had an ear to confiding, I would cry amoung my treasured friend, but who do you know that stops that long, to help another carry on. The world moves fast, and would rather pass by. Then to stop and see what makes one cry, so painful and sad. And sometimes... I cry and no one cares about why. Hey everyone what sup? how you ya'll doin ? I am doin good. Well I hope ya'll like my poem. And if you're woundering yes I wrote it myself... lol!!!! I feel like this at times and to be honest and it's not the best feeling in the world. And if I am correct some or all you feel or have felt this at some point in you're lives

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Have you ever noticed when you are in a hurry to get something done or get somewhere that time flies by with a lightning speed? Or if you have nothing to do and all the time in the world, it creeps by? Hmmmm The countdown started today for March to come by quickly! I will be moving back to my home state then. I am very excited. It seems that its just dragging on and on and on. Just the other day I was in a rush to get to my in-laws and spazzing about where my oldest son was. Everyone jumped in the car and we rushed of to find him. He was walking towards home when I spotted him. I got a bit closer to discover that he was bleeding and very pale. I slammed the car in park and superman like speed ran over to him. He told me he was jumped by a group of three kids and at first they were just trying to take his hat. Well if you knew him you would know that trying to take anything from him set him off with the quickness. He is only 12 and these kids were around his age and slightly older.

My Thoughts....... This Should Funny!!!
Ok, i'm sitting here just looking at the computer screen and leaving shouts to a friend...... i just got back home from up the road and it is 11:03 in the morning..... some lady has about 10 police cars and about 6 unmarked cars with an ambulance and a fire truck at her house .......... we dont know whats going on yet though.... anyways im eating a sausage biscut, its alright..... it's really cold outside.... i wish it would snow but thats not gunna happen in florida!!!! its dark in here but im comfortable..... i was in the living room watching tokyo drift.... Lucas Black is the hottest man alive!!!! but anyways i dont know what to right about anymore so im gunna leave because this is gunna get really boring if i just keep blogging about nothing!!!!

My Thoughts...
Hiya friends..... I got some Great news tonight at work, I had transfers in at dif. locations & had an interview last Sat. tonight was the night that I would find out if I got it or not, & I did!!! I am so excited, my son will be 18 in 2 wks, hes my youngest, so this is now the beginning of the "Me" phase in life. I have to let them know the date that I'll be starting (which is in Jan). So now I have to find a new place to live & such. I'm moving to Indiana & will be working in Lafayette (home of Purdue). Wish me luck, so if you don't see me on here much, you'll know why.... Take Care friends & love ya all!!!! How can it be to have feelings for someone so far away? Thousands of miles between us, never really met in person, just on here. I know its a new age of technology, but still....... We talk on the the phone, and all of the time on here, we see and talk, just like we're right in front of the other, but we're not. So tell me then... How can I have feelings? I h

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y tell me u like me when ur only out 2 hurt me? y act like u care when u couldnt give a damn at all? y pretend like everything is ok when it really never was? y wanna b my friend when ud rather hate me instead? y not just b real wit it? y not save us all some time? y even bother 2 pretend like things are ok? y fix something that cant b? y bother 2 even wonder.... Y? so today im goin 2 work and this big ass truck that im followin in to the parkin lot stops in the middle of the road... im like y isnt this fool goin straight to part and so i can park... he then puts it in reverse so he can back in to a space when theres not enuff room to back up... im like wth... this man cant just go fwd and park... so i get pissed cuz im in a rush right... and i end up flippin im off... i park i go in side (rantin and ravin mind u) and then i c one of my close friends clients comin in to the building and i think OMG i just flipped her client off... lmao... i was so embarassed.

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Skeleton in the closet noun 1. A shameful or slanderous fact concerning oneself or one's family that one tries to keep secret. I suppose we all have skeletons in the closet. Secrets about ourselves that no one knows, not even our closest friend. Shameful things that we have done or have been done to us, things we keep hidden away, trying to forget they ever happened. For some it may be ugly things that happened to them as a child, for others it may be cruelty and abuse suffered in a relationship, or for others an assault that occurred recently. For someone it may be all of the above. How long can we keep those skeletons hidden away? Though we try to ignore them, they take on a life of their own, growing, affecting every area of our lives. Perhaps we’ve had to move our skeletons into a storage locker or even a warehouse already. Do we dare open the door and expose the skeletons? Pull them out into the open, for all the world to see? Do we dare expose ourselves to

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I would like to thank all that have read my past few blogs...stepped on the scale a little sooner than I should, I have now lost about 8 pounds!!! I can't wait!!! 32 more left to go!!! With the girls, Bre is doing better now, the insurance company of the pharmacy is supposed to be getting in touch with me now. It seems that they don't want this to go public, since it is a huge chain, I would say not. We will see what happens there. Peanut is doing good, tics are at a minimum right now. Her fathers side of the family is refusing to believe that, even now with the doctor diagnosing her, she has Tourettes. That's ok though, I think it gives her an added touch of personality. I have a video of her, that Jamie uploaded for me and the doctor, it is in my stash. If you would like to see it!!! Finally, for those that have read about my boyfriend and I breaking up. He is not a bad person, I never meant for it to sound that way. He is a great guy, and he brought it to my atten

My Thoughts On This Site
I have met alot of good peaple here, and I have friens that I'v known fore wile whom are here as well. This is a good place to network meet new peaple and conect whith friends. But there are alot of people who are here to do nothing but make trouble, just like whith Myspace, they are here too. One former friend here comes out or has decided that she's a neo nazi. Now this is the thing, she came to me requesting to be freinds, I just comented on the graphic on her page, then go the request frome her. Now I welcome new freinds, I have no problems whith friends requests, but don't bother if you have alot of bull shit bring. So if you have issues whith someones race, gender(espesaly whith women), beliefs(depending on the belief like what I'm talking about here), sexual preferance, nationality, the way they drees like goth, punk, or their sise or sutch as big women or small men, don't bother making a freind request, we have nothing to talk about, and I don't need you! And if there are any

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This was originally posted on myspace and trust me, it caused quite a stir. Once again....ADULT WARNING....STRONG LANGUAGE and SEX************************************************************ Ok, I know the shit-storm this is gonna bring down on me. I'm gonna get letters from perverts, called names, prayed at, and worse yet...sympathy. But like I said in an earlier blog, it's just words on a screen. But maybe if I talk about this others will too, and it will help them. Trust me, there's lots of others..more than you can imagine. And we all think it's our fault and are ashamed..or afraid of what a lot of people will say to/about us. Fuck that, I'm not ashamed and I don't give a rats ass what anyone says. Lots of adults like to fuck children, often their own children. So I'm gonna write about this and repost it alot. And if you even think to ask me if I got any pleasure out of getting fucked by my father, you're as big a sicko as he is...seek help u asshole. When I was eleven years ol

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TEXAS ! Rules of Texas : 1. Pull your droopy pants up. You look like an idiot. 2. Let's get this straight; it's called a "gravel road." I drive a pickup truck because I want to. No matter how slow you drive, you're going to get dust on your Lexus. Drive it or get out of the way. 3. They are cattle &oil wells. That's what they smell like to you. They smell like money to us. Get over it. Don't like it? I-20 and I-10 go east and west, I-35 goes north and south. Pick one. 4. So you have a $60,000 car. We're impressed. We have $250,000 cotton strippers that are driven only 3 weeks a year. 5. So every person in every pickup waves. It's called being friendly. Try to understand the concept. 6. If that cell phone rings while a bunch of doves are coming in, we WILL shoot it out of your hand. You better hope you don't have it up to your ear at the time. 7. Yeah, we eat

My Thoughts
Just another saturday night blown off I go cosmic bowling (Really fun by the way) I pay and everything, and then no one shows up that I invited...so I spend 40 min bowling and then leave...it was a total waste of time. Damn I wish I just had one good friend or even girlfriend or something just anyone that would be there for me. ~Ethyn

Mythical Creature
You scored as Dragon. Dragon: Now talk about a legend. These magnificent creatures are of many species. Some can be as large as the Earth itself, while others are as small as a mouse. One image that comes to everyone's mind is the large, fire breathing Dragons that loathed humans and loved to sleep on massive piles of gold. Not all dragons have a bad reputation. Most dragons are very wise, caring, and protective. It would make a person very lucky indeed to meet a dragon. Especially if they walked away untouched. I admire your wisdom, for you are the Ancient Dragon.Dragon100%Faerie92%Angel75%Mermaid67%Demon67%WereWolf33%What Mythological Creature are you? (Cool Pics!)created with QuizFarm.com

My Thoughts And My Life
In this dream, I'm with you I'm always with you before you i was nothing i was lost,and alone,confused,hurt and scared, closed, turned-off, to human feelings and touch now my icy black heart is melting it's returning to normal i can feel your touch your heart beat with mine i can see the love in your eyes and hear it in your voice the concern and care you give me is tearing away my walls I'm so scared that I'll lose you and I'll be alone again but your gentle voice and touch helps me understand you're not leaving and if you do it's because you have to, not really because you want to I'm beginning to understand that now I love you and i hope you know that, through all my problems and disbeliefs,you can see that and feel it the way i feel it through you you have opened up my heart and unlocked all those chains i put around it,to block the human touch, and let yourself in and i hope you never decide to walk out and make me let you go i know we hav

My Thoughts
hurt again scared that you'll leave me but afraid this time i won't be okay. about to cry cause the person i loved went away then i gave you my heart an now i hear your gonna go away. trying to hold on to my life already but if you leave i'll just let my self die an be gone an never be okay again.. trying to love you but i'm scared too. trying to keep my emotions from showing this time. trying to run away from my life not wanting to get hurt again especially not with you. i should break it off now before i get in to deep an instead of letting go you hurt me. sorry i led you on baby but i can't get hurt again for tears for tears. blood for blood. your life for mine i will always love you i shall til the end of time. when your sad an feelin down you can come to me like i do when i'm sad i come to you. i love yous in exchange for you love me. life for death mine for yours. i'll love you til the end of time plus even more. love for love hurt for pain brokin hearted for ha

My Thoughts!!
Ive had a lot of people tell me that I shouldnt date anyone with kids. To me thats a bunch of crap! theres only one thing to say to that WHO cares ! Its all in how you feel!!! There is a lot of changes you will have to take in your life and if you really care for them you will take your chances and do the best you can and try to give 110 % for i believe there is for without of doubt the best feeling in the world to have someone care for u and love you for who you are,And for you to do the same in return! I know a few single mothers that work really hard to keep everything going and to keep the family close and to have the support from there kids! I see it and I am glad that a lot of them respects there mothers for that! To know there mother is working really hard to support them Thats what Love is all about one day I hope to be blessed with a family with my own or with someone already blessed with kids!!!!

My Thoughts And Rambelings!
1. Egg Nog or Hot Chocolate? Hot Chocolate 2. Does Santa wrap presents or just sit them under the tree? Depends on what it is and how big it is…..Ms. Santa hates trying to wrap something like a new bike…LOL……Sometimes he hides them in the Christmas tree also! 3. Colored lights on tree/house or white? Colored….Christmas is all about making my kids happy, and they love driving by a house that is so bright with all the different colors and such….lol. 4. Do you hang mistletoe? LOL in every place possible, that is the only way my little “boys” want kisses from momma…LOL…..they are getting to old for that chit now…LOL 5. When do you put your decorations up? The day after Thanksgiving…lol 6. What is your favorite holiday dish (excluding dessert)? Baked Ham with that oh so sweet glaze I am not supposed to have…LOL 7. Favorite Holiday memory as a child: When I was about 13 my mother was in a really bad car accident (hit by an 18 wheeler) and couldn

My Thoughts
12 Signs You love someone! (yes it is right!) TWELVE When you're on the phone with them late at night and they hang up, you still miss them even when it was just two minutes ago. ELEVEN: You walk really slow when you're with them. TEN: You feel shy whenever they're around. NINE: You smile when you hear their voice. EIGHT: When you look at them, you can't see the other people around you, you just see him/her. SIX: They're all you think about. FIVE: You relize you're always smiling when you're looking at them. FOUR: You would do anything for them, just to see them. THREE: While reading this, there was one person on your mind this whole time. TWO: You were so busy thinking about that person, you didnt notice number seven was missing ONE: You just scrolled up to check & are now silently laughing at yourself. NOW MAKE A WISH. YOU KNOW YOU WANT TO...... ******* ******

My Things Going On
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My Thoughts And Words
Wow it was a long daY ` toay I need to fuck soon Today is a brand new day. Live for each moment and do what feels right. Regret is all consuming. My cousin was murdered Thursday of last week. I loved him eminsly. It is time for me to take a stand. The man who shot my cousin has been labled a good samaritan by the media. Where is his justic? I am on a mission now to make sure the world knows how wonderful he was. I hop-e no one in this world has to feel the pain and lose I do right now. God bless.

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Mythology
The oldest culture in the world to utilize dragons in their mythology and beliefs, are the Chinese. For them, the dragon is a divine, mythical creature that brings good fortune, prosperity and bounty. It is the symbol of emperors and imperial rule, and its legends have shaped a good portion of modern Chinese culture. The dragon is a positive force, and represents power, excellence, and striving for goals, as well as being a benevolent force, which radiates goodwill, good luck, and blessings. Shrines to them can be found in many places in China,usually near the sea, since Eastern dragons tended to be water creatures. In Eastern culture, the dragon represents the essential forces of Nature. While Emperors consulted them as revered advisors, they did not always follow that advice, and consequently the dragons’ anger would either produce storms and floods though the clouds they breathed out, or such things as water shortages, when they beat their tails about

My Thoughts
Well I am here I guess but see alot of changes. I hope you all have a great weekend Well Micah was rushed and admitted to ER last night,and then transported him to Chapel Hill by 6 am.My son says he is sleeping now but afraid he might not be out by Christmas. Apparently he caught a bug and started running a high temp, will know more as i hear it.

My Thoughts
When I stand up for myself and my beliefs, they call me a bitch. When I stand up for those I love, they call me a bitch. When I speak my mind, think my own thoughts or do things my own way, they call me a bitch. Being a bitch means I won't compromise what's in my heart. It means I live my life MY way. It means I won't allow anyone to step on me. When I refuse to tolerate injustice and speak against it, I am defined as a bitch. The same thing happens when I take time for myself instead of being everyone's maid. It means I have the courage and strength to allow myself to be who I truly am and won't become anyone else's idea of what they think I "should" be. I am outspoken, opinionated and determined. I want what I want and there is nothing wrong with that! So try to stomp on me, try to douse my inner flame, try to squash every ounce of beauty I hold within me. You won't succeed. And if that makes me a bitch, so be it.

My Thoughts
'Twas the night before Jesus came And all through the house Not a creature was praying, not one in the house. Their Bibles were lain on the shelf without care, In hopes that Jesus would not come there. The children were dressing to crawl into bed, not once ever kneeling or bowing a head. And Mom in her rocker with baby on her lap, Was watching The Late Show while I took a nap. When out of the East there arose such a clatter, I sprang to my feet to see what was the matter. Away to the window I flew like a flash, Tore open the shutters and threw up the sash! When what to my wondering eyes should appear But angels proclaiming that Jesus was here. With a light like the sun sending forth a bright ray, I knew in a moment that this must be The Day. The light of His face made me cover my head; It was Jesus! Returning just like he said. And though I possessed worldly wisdom and wealth, I cried when I saw Him in spite of myself. In the Book of Life which He

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http://cgi.omroep.nl/cgi-bin/streams?/id/VARA/serie/VARA_101163309/VARA_101179441/bb.20081214.asf&end=0:8:56.197 http://cgi.omroep.nl/cgi-bin/streams?/id/VARA/serie/VARA_101163309/VARA_101179441/bb.20081214.asf?start=0:16:3.71&end=0:20:58.971 I am so pissed. As you maybe know, I work with mental ill agressive people. Most of the people think that its a rough, macho culture at my work. It can be, but most of the time its pretty nice to work there. Most of my collegues hate the macho culture everybody thinks it is. Now I will tell you: I am small, normal lenght, love to wear 2 tales in my hair and tight bright clothes. For 1/2 a year ago I suffered from a depression and I had broke my rib during a fight. I got the feeling that some of my collegues now think that I am weak, just because of my looks and deseases. That really pisses me of! Any ideas what to do? My BF is always singing with my cats! Strange, but most of the times my cats like it! I wanted to share this with

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Ok so i'm gettin this site figured out. I've been uploading pics, sending comments, adding, rating and fanning people and i even have a blast. Now i jusy need to know how to make a private photo album...you know maybe upload some adult content pics that i dont want just anyone to see....are we even allowed to do that on this site?....If anyone knows please fill me in. Thanks....;)) So heres the thing, I am finding it really hard to navigate this site. I thought it would be kinda like myspace which is pretty much self explanatory, but it's not. So if ya'll send me comments or messages and I dont reply in a timely manner it's just because i dont know how to yet..LOL... Thanks for all the pic comments and messages i have received so far. Ya'll certainly are a friendly bunch. Kisses and Hugs Angie Well with it being Christmas Eve and all, I probably wont be on to much in the next few days. Just wanted to wish everyone a merry christmas

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Cradled between your tender thighs I lift you to my mouth. The abundance of your wetness greets me and my mouth overflows with your warm essence. Your sweet taste is on my tongue and your fragrance delights my senses. No gentle lick this visit. No bashful cautious approach For I wish to consume you. Push against my hungry mouth As the tip of my tongue slides up the slippery furrow that welcomes me between rows of delicate pink petals. Thrust against my generous tongue. Show me the power of your desire for my oral caress. My exploring tongue lifts the hood and finds your smooth firm pearl. You squeal in that unique way, signaling that I have found your special spot. I harden in response. My jaws protests what my open mouth provides but I am unrelenting in my gift, intent only on your fulfillment. I feel your body tense, and you are quiet now... Concentrating... bearing down. Soon now my love, ecstasy approaches. You push ha

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well i think i am bound by the rules of the upcoming new year..i plan to quit smoking..lose weight..and finish my associates this year..wish me luck..we all know how long these new years dreams last..but we shall see..i really am feeling more motivated this year than i ever have...kisses

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Was it a boy or a girl to text you last? lol it was u crystal Who was it? a great friend crystal What is one question people always ask you? not sure What does the 6th text in your inbox say? for football? What is the last thing you said out loud? goodnite baby ( to my 10 yr old) Name something you are doing tomorrow? waking up i hope Do you prefer regular or chocolate milk? neither really.. lactose doesnt like me Who was the last person to message you on fubar? fla princess Are you currently wanting any body piercings or tattoo? tattoo of kids names Do you sleep on your stomach? sometimes What are you listening to? ESPN Does your phone ring in the middle of the night often? nopoe Where are you going to be at 4 PM tomorrow? no clue Last time you saw fireworks, with whom & where? 4th of july.. my kids Are you missing someone? sorta What was the last thing you ever got grounded for? LMAO no clue it wa

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There are 365 Birthdays. Out of all of the billions of people who live in the world, there has got to be somebody born on each day of the year. We're going to try to accomplish the task of seeing if we can fill the calendar up with a birthday on every day of the year. Add your name next to your birthdate and lets see if we can do it!!! (Hey and don't delete anyone!!) DONT REPLY! Copy and paste and make a new bulletin!!!!!!!! January 1- Eddie E. January 2 - January 3 -jackie d:] January 4 - Han Lee January 5 - January 6 - January 7 - January 8 - January 9 - January 10- January 11- January 12 - January 13 - January 14 - Sam & Sawyer B. January 15 - January 16 - January 17- January 18 - January 19 - January 20 January 21 - Justin Ashford January 22 - January 23 - January 24 - January 25 - January 26 - January 27 - Kit January 28 - January 29 - January 30 - January 31 - Alexandra G. February 1 - February 2 - Alun February 3 February 4 - Februar

My Thoughts On Cherry Tap
Well as most can see by my name I am bi... and latley i have been getting rude comments...people thinking cause I have nsfw pics that I wanna cyber...well I like to have fun but don't hit me right off our first convo with can I lick ur pussy or my dick is hard... Talk to me...I can be as big a perv as the rest but don't be rude... Thanx to al those who care enough to be a friend...and not just the perv...I like playing with u... Profile junkies I hate them...I try and show all my friends love some how...weather it be in a shout, a raiting, or a comment...sometimes i don't get a chance to cause I also have 2 babies and a hubby that get attention 2...but I hate when people add just to get there points... why not make a couple friends...leave a hi something

My Thoughts And Beliefs From The Heart...
Online or in person, to me, a friend is a friend. I'm thinking, though, to erase some on my list simply because there have been many a time that I have sent comments of different kinds and letters to some and I NEVER hear from them. I can understand if one is busy and hasn't been able to write for a couple of weeks to a month. Heck, I even think sometimes two months can be understandable...but once a year or never?? I mean, I'm not always good at letter writing...not always anyhow. BUT I try to get back to a person ALWAYS in reply or apologize if it takes me longer than usual which doesn't happen often. Well, I heard, from a friend, that some just want to be popular and think it's a game. Well, I've outgrown that since high school. I wasn't really popular and I didn't care. I had friends and that's what was and is important to me. I believe in quality, not quantity. I just see it this way...if one is going to be one's friend, BE A FRIEND! Do you agree with me? To me, a friend isn't a w

My Thoughts.
Yesterday talking to my friend, haha, I was thinking about the little nuisance that dwells in your stomach commonly known as "butterflies". Well so questioning why I had them I decided to research it, since I do that quite often. Anyways, I’ve found that this man named Greshon believes that we have a smaller brain connected to our main frame brain, or our "big brain" as he referred to it. It also said that the reason we get butterflies is because our brain recognizes something is wrong and sends it to our small brain, then from there as a reaction of anxiety our stomach creates a feeling of fluttering. Our smaller brain doesn’t need the big brain to function however. It can work alone and carries out menial tasks. Idk I thought it was interesting , I want to read more about it&&&such.

My Thoughts
why must i always do this to myself, it really not good for my health. I try to show eveyone around, that im not fool but my hands are bound. By my own fear of fucking that up as well, shhh... quite im sure no one will tell. Living each day tring to make the best of whats to come, to much, to fast, forget this im done out from the ashes a baby phonix arises to emerge in life, like that phonix i rose from the ashes of pain and strife. a new love a new chance to live like i once had before, she came and picked me off from the floor. she has givin me a new reason to face each day with new ambitions and dreams, so together we'll just go down togher the unknown life stream There's something about my love, it seem's never ending, with you around now all it wants to keep on sending. From near death you took my heart and did all its critical mending, I'm stronger now, so peaceful that my heart has no pain pending. When you gave me your heart and part of your soul, that day i became

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When Change Is Not Enough: Seven Steps to Revolution By Sara Robinson, Campaign for America's Future Posted on February 22, 2008, Printed on February 22, 2008 http://www.alternet.org/story/77498/ "Those who make peaceful evolution impossible make violent revolution inevitable." -- John F. Kennedy There's one thing for sure: 2008 isn't anything like politics as usual. The corporate media (with their unerring eye for the obvious point) is fixated on the narrative that, for the first time ever, Americans will likely end this year with either a woman or a black man headed for the White House. Bloggers are telling stories from the front lines of primaries and caucuses that look like something from the early 60s -- people lining up before dawn to vote in Manoa, Hawaii yesterday; a thousand black college students in Prairie View, Texas marching 10 miles to cast their early votes in the face of a county that tried to disenfranchise them. In recent months, we've also been gobstopped by th

Mythtery's Madness
The longest one-syllable word in the English language is "screeched." "Dreamt" is the only English word that ends in the letters "mt". Almonds are members of the peach family. The symbol on the "pound" key (#) is called an octothorpe. The dot over the letter 'i' is called a tittle. Ingrown toenails are hereditary. The word "set" has more definitions than any other word in the English language. "Underground" is the only word in the English language that begins and ends with the letters "und." There are only four words in the English language which end in"-dous" tremendous, horrendous, stupendous, and hazardous. The longest word in the English language, according to the Oxford English Dictionary, is pneumonoultramicroscopicsilicovolcanoconiosis. The only other word with the same amount of letters is pneumonoultramicroscopicsilicovolcanoconioses, its plural. The longest place-name still in use is Taumatawhakatangihangakoauauotamateaturipukakapikima

My Thoughts
I have been thru alot of trials and tribulations in my life, there were times I just did not want to live any more nor did I even know how I would. But I am really glad I didn't do any of the stupid things I thought of doing to myself at those times and that I am still in this world. I have a GREAT husband and 2 teenagers that totally drive me in sane and ya know thats ok with me too cuz atleast if I am going crazy I know im not dead! lol. For any of you who are going through a rough time in your life please know that IT DOES GET BETTER! Even thought I know it does not feel like it right now.

My Thoughts
Its all supposed to be a game, but to me its not. I am here to get a break from my real life, but finding fu getting into it. its not supposed to... it hurts... over and over, and I am powerless to do anything...

My Thoughts...
Stats Rarest personality type; estimated 2% of population. Characteristics private sensitive quiet leaders great depth of personality - intricately and deeply woven, mysterious, and highly complex, sometimes puzzling even themselves introverted abstract in communicating live in a world of hidden meanings and possibilities - part of an unusually rich inner life abstract in communicating artistic (and natural affinity for art), creative, and easily inspired very independent orderly view towards the world but within themself arranged in a chaotic, complex way only they could understand Towards the self INFJs value their integrity a great deal. They are generally "doers" as well as great dreamers. They have high expectations of themselves and need to live their lives in accordance with what they feel is right. They do this through total trust of their intuition. They believe in constant growth and don't often take time to revel in their accomplishments. INFJs are

My Thoughts...
The perfect end to my week from hell is now in my right hand. Beer can make everything seem a bit better. I have been hitting the books every night for 4 to 5 hours after work this past week, now it is finally time for me to head out and let loose tonight. I hope everyone has a fanfuckingtastic weekend! I have pretty much been MIA over the last week. Someone was kind enough to give me one hell of a cold (during final exam week at that). I am slowly starting to feel a little bit better, but not much. Has anyone been up to anything exciting? I aced my statistics and economics class and next week I move on to global marketing and some bullshit class I have to take called "The adult learner", WTF is that? I heard it is pretty easy, that is why I elected to take it over the summer. That's all for now, have a great evening!

My Thoughts
sign my guestbook?...it looks kinda pathetic with just me on there...lol, it is on my profile, in the about me! MUAH! ~Lucie A different kind of SurveyTAKE THIS SURVEY!Take this surveyHi, my name is:LucieNever in my life have I been:worthlessThe one person who can drive me nuts is:just 1?..lolHigh school was:fun, I didn't go!When I'm nervous:I giggleThe last time I cried was:about 5 days ago?If I were to get married right now my maid of honor would be:NikkiMy hair is:ickyWhen I was 10: I was sadLast Christmas:was funI should be:acceptingWhen I look down I see:boobsThe happiest recent event was:getting marriedIf I were a character on 'That 's Show' I'd be:??????????????By this time next year:I want to be rested and have energyMy current gripe is:I am tiredI have a hard time understanding:lifeThere's this girl I know that:never smiles....:-(You know I like you when: I say I do If I won an award, the first person I would tell would be: MelissaTake my advice: don't listen to me!!! LOLSo

My Thoughts
I'm stuck in a rut. Somedays I feel great, somedays I feel like I have accomplished nothing. I will graduate in May, with an Associates Degree in Accounting. I am 43 and I am sure we all at one point in our lives, sit back and wonder where it all went, what have I accomplished. I love meeting new people and chatting on here and yahoo messenger. Everyone is great. I love the 10s, picture comments, love comments, gifts, and most of all, the awesome friends I have met on here. Thanks to you that, I get up wanting to show my friends love, and chatting. Thank you all very much, for the love and support, that you have given me, since I have joined Lost Cherry/now Cherry Tap. Angel

My Thoughts And Stuff
OK now I know this is just venting, but some thinggs really piss me off. for starters, people, specifically PARENTS who seem to think "Nothing will happen". Ya know, maybe once it DOES happen you will learn a tough lesson! Why rant and anger? I know, I am not an angry person, but I am right now. Today at work, I was on patrol, when I cam across a jet black Rav4 SUV, and jet black tinted indows, with some movement inside. Now mind you, its 8pm right this second and its the coolest been in 4 days an rigth now its 89 degrees, about 4pm when I found this car, it was close to 98 degrees. And a black car, averages an 16 degere higher temp inside. Now, remembering this, as I got closer, I found a 1 yr old, in a car seat, a 5 yr old and a 7yr old. Locked inside, windows up, car OFF! I talked the 7 yr old into opening the car and got them out, with bright red flushed cheeks, the baby was sweating badly. Now WTF????? About 20 min later, the uncle, who had brought them comes strolling out of the

Mythical Creature
Your Famous Last Words Will Be: "So, you're a cannibal." What Will Your Famous Last Words Be? You Are a Chimera You are very outgoing and well connected to many people. Incredibly devoted to your family and friends, you find purpose in nurturing others. You are rarely alone, and you do best in the company of others. You are incredibly expressive, and people are sometimes overwhelmed by your strong emotions. What Mythological Creature Are You?

My Thoughts..feelings And Emtions
Almost Love How can you yern for something you have never touched? How can you need arms you have never been in ... so much? How can you miss something you've never had? How can something you never had be something you need so bad? How can a voice be so etched into your mind? How do feelings like this get defined? How can someone you never seen make you feel free as a dove? How can this be ?... It's Almost Love How can you lose sleep from not sleeping beside someone you never slept with? How do two people who never met seem so fit? How do you have the urge to say I love you to a face you've never seen to adore? How can you just say Hi when your heart cries to say more? How come someone you've never met with pretty words lifts you to heaven above? How can it be? It's Almost Love. How do you tell them what your feeling inside? How do you feel this and continue to let it hide? How do you feel this emotion for someone and never let it show? How do you get rid of

Mythical Clown
all rite boys and girls Here it is its finally here.Give it up for The clown pride the one and only Joker love. Now its time for that mythical adventure that you all have been waiting for.it took me a wile but i finally did. now come on down And take a seat in the first row Because your going to find Out what joker love is all about. Now i don't care who it may be i don't care who May hate me. the nasty things you may say. I'm going to tell you rite here and now.That i have love for every body It don't matter who. you can spit in my face thats all rite but you will never keep the jokerlove Down.

My Thoughts Today.......
There is a lot going on in your life -- or at least your inner life. Let your emotions run their course, because trying to fix them or even understand their root causes only complicates things for the time being. Havent really posted anything in a while...but the horoscope kinda hit home again...which is a lil scary...Fubar is startin to understand my life a lil too much again. You need to slow down a bit and use your best judgment when confronted with new arrangements of any kind. Your instincts are strong right now, but they may be crowded out by too much information. Mayb i should of read this on sat nite...and i wouldnt of ended up in the ER on Sunday...LOL... Oh well i made it thru it all...and im finally back home...still in some pain but they figured out what my problem was b4 it was too late and now im on the ROAD to RECOVERY!!! Home is where the heart is. You'll gain inspiration and a sense of security if you pay attention to your living situation. Figuring out wh

My Thoughts And Moods
many have assked me why I am stressed and depressed well alot is going on right now in my life. I am having a problem with my hands that is affecting my job, another is dealing with a friend and what she is going with her. I wonder if a friend is a friend when you try toi help them and they seem to ignore you when you are just trying to make sure that yourself doesn't get lose in the process of helping them. how far do you go to help someone that you care about without giving up more than you have. hi everyone of my friends and family that want to keep in touch. I am not getting on here as much anymore not because I don't want to stay in touch with the ones that are in my heart just some personal issues going on. if you want to keep in touch my e-mail is mykesmagik1@yahoo.com I will try and get on this site when I can well it is typical I was chattinmg with one of my babygirls and a so called guy came on her shout box and she had told him she was already chatting with her Dadd

My Thoughts Rate It If You Like It... Thanks
As I look out to a ne morning, I see the fog rising to relieve the earth. The chill in the air, birds singing and the day begins. Hoping you are seeing the same , keeps me going and keeping me sane. The light of day clears the plains, as it makes its way to me. It begins to get closer and closer, until it stops right before my feet. The birds have stopped and the breeze has stilled. Feeling like it has been forever I drift into sorrow. My sorrow lasts for days it seems, until finaly you are back for a moment. A moment in time recharges me for days. So my light until we meet again, I will long for you, ache for your words to brighten my day again. For you are my light to every dark day. Thank you for being my light. *KISS* Cold By Natalie Limardo Where had the heat gone? I am so cold inside and out. It is so dark and cold. My light has gone. Leaving me in the dark cold and alone. There is so much anger and fear. My life has changed because of you.

My Thoughts
this is a poem i wrote along time ago tell me what u think i know we've both been wrong and i know we've both been true i can see the lust in your eyes and i pray u see it to i carry your love around with me the whole day through i love to feel your arms around me each and every day they make me feel warm they make me feel safe and i pray i never have to wake without a smile upon my face

My Thoughts And More...
I had hoped last night that when I got home that Teddy would be online but I guess my little wish didn't happen. Last night at work, I almost cried because I miss him so much. I almost cried on the way home and I almost cried here at the house. But I kept telling myself "Angel's Don't Cry." It's just getting harder and harder to survive each day without knowing if he's okay, what he's thinking or simply talking to him. I almost had the urge last night to just drive down there. But I didn't because again I'm too damned scared to go pass Monticello and pass Panola road. I'm useless. I don't know how I'm making it through this. Stephen needs to hurry up and get back to campus. *sigh* It's not fair really. I think I'll go and read my book now. I'm getting down in the dumps. I just want him so bad. I want to be in his arms. I want to hear from him. I want...I want so bad to just talk to him. I'd give anything. Anything at all.... Okay so The Family and Children's services j

My Thoughts!!!
O tangled webs you weave, Thinking that I can't see. Naively you think they are strong Enough to entangle me. O fool you become Even now you don't see Your lies they come to surface Your deceit breaks and crumbles. Time for you to leave my path Go far away and weave new webs. Do so before I lose my senses And crush you beneath my thumb. You senseless fool To think that fantasy Is better than life that's so real. Life that takes pure precious moment, And encapsules them in our hearts For all eternity. Too bad you will miss out On what this short life is all about. Your heart will always be full Of nothing but poison, So that you can continue To weave your web of deceit and lies. Written by Paulette ~4-11-08~ Every waking moment I ponder... My mind working overtime... The biggest question of my life... That has yet to be answered... Who Am I? Many put labels on my soul... Thinking they know me best... They shine on the eccentricities That p

My Thoughts
Today has been the most aggravating day I have had in a really long time. One person that I genuenly care about has decided to be a asshole to me for no reason...than blame it on me being grumpy...which i wasnt but whatever.. Than I managed to piss off the one person that has been managing to put a smile on my face lately... Im willing to take full blame for pissing them off... but it wasnt something I did on purpose...but apparently that doesn't matter much to them because they are no longer talking to me... im sicking of playing lifes games... i guess im just a sore loser....

My Thouhgts
Every day of my life i thankgod for showing me life can only get better the day i met the women of my life (krysten). I truly beleive that life is a spectalur thing. I have so many goals in life and they are starting to come together. That is truly amazing that i can now breath life clearer, Knowing i have a great start to a life that will be so amazing. There is not one second i don;t think about the women of my dreams by girlfriend. She makes everything amazing she is the kinda of women that walks into a room and makes it brighter. Her smile is something of a angel. She makes me melt everytime i see her or talk to her. I just wanted to tell everyone that. Love is the greatest thing people that don;t think so cause of a few bad relationships will never live life to the fulliest cause you only live once. thank you for reading this. Damian

My Thoughts About You!
That you suck and if you actually read this garbage then you really don't have anything better to do and I was being sarcastic with my first blog...... I really don't want to know how you feel and further more I do believe that if you truly think that life is great then maybe you should marry my ex. Don't comment my blog and don't rate it. If you do that you're a horrible person for not respecting my wishes.:| HA!!!! Let's talk about our feelings.. They can be good or bad, sad or glad, what ever you want them to be. So lets see how you are doing today. How are you? What do you feel like right now? Do you feel this way for a reason? Why makes you feel this way? Tell me all about you... Age? Gender? State? Married? Children? Work? Do you have a life besides cherry tap? Tell me about your problems.... Do you hate life? Do you want to make a difference? Do you cut? Do you do drugs? Are you looking forward to 4/20? Do you tripp

My Thoughts For Today
Ok well here it is...Yes my youngest son was in a motorcycle wreck the other day and it upset me very much. Well believe it or not yes he is burned pretty bad. But I now can tell he lets nothing at all stop him and hes alllll boy 100%... His dad told me that the first thing he asked the next morning was when he could get back on it. So at least I know he's not afraid to jump back on and try again. He did let me know that next time he would do what he can to be alot more careful. I am just glad that hes ok.... Life of course takes on various paths and you never know from one minute to the next where you will end up. But then something happens and slaps you back into reality then you realize there is just so much going on in this world around you and you are just missing out on all of it. Ok well been there done that and slowly moving away from it. There are just so many things in this world you take for granted. But oh well life goes on. It may be a bitch to live in sometimes but you on

My Thoughts
First of All I want to make it clear that I am White Female who dates men and women of all races. Including white men, Shocking huh? I admit I haven't dated a white male in a minute, but when I was out Saturday night the hottest man I seen was a Caucausian. Don't fall over. That being said, I have something to say to some of the White females who think they are So Hip because they date Bruthas. !. You didn't become a Sista , because you had sex with a black man. You might wear your makeup a certain way, your hair in a certain style, even form your words in certain tone. When its all said, Gurlfriend, you are still a White Female. 2. Learning to cook Collards Greens, and Chitterlings doesn't make you black either. It's just puts you at risk for heart disease. Mind you, I run to Stang's House when her Daddy's makes greens but doesn't change the fact. My Momma makes greens, too, but she's from Kentucky and hers just taste different, LOL. I digress, Gurlfriends., cooking soulfood

My Thoughts
THIS IS JUST ME VENTTING... BUT WHY THE HECK DO I FEEL SO DAMN BAD.... I HATE PPL WHO F'IN SAY ONE THING BUT DO SOMETHING ELSE... IM SICK OF BEING IN THIS MARRAGE WHERE IM NOTHING... IM SICK OF THINKIN I FOUND SOMEONE AND BAMB SOMTHING F'S THAT UP.... IM JUST BBETTER OFF ALONE... SO GUYS IM NOT WORTH THE TIME OF DAY AS FAR AS I SEE RIGHT NOW... PEACE OUT IM NOT GOIN TO GET MY HERAT STOMPED ON ANYMORE.... IM SICK OF CRYING... LATER...

My Three Mistakes
MY THREE MISTAKES Your once hazel eyes are now so god damned transparent.. Your true intentions have now become so fucking apparant. Look me right in the eye you piece of shit and lie to me.. Ill look right back at your sorry ass and pretend to believe. In a place where the butterflies once fluttered inside... Has been replaced with feelings of disgust that I chose not to hide. Im tired ...This game to me has now grown old... That once warm feeling has now turned so fucking cold. The day I laid eyes upon you I knew it was a fucking mistake.. But against all odds I chanced it..The FIRST mistake I would make. The words you spewed to me all of which were untrue... I ate them right up..stupid me. MISTAKE NUMBER TWO This dissidence is too much for me to take.. Deep down I knew you were just a big fucking fake.. I hope you fucking read this and take a glimpse into my soul... Then figure out how a heart so full of love can turn black as coa

My Thoughts And Writings
Last night i had a dream. i dont know what to call it. whether it be bad or good. i was at like some sort of carnival. a guy i still love today, Matt, was there. it was a short dream but a big enough message to make me cry when i woke up. at that carnival he realized that he still wanted to be with me. and he hugged me. and we were together. he loved me once again. i was happy. like i once was with him. it really hurt when i woke up. because it wasnt real. im still crying as i write this now. god it hurts so much. i wish i could get him out of my thoughts. i have tried so hard. and now the dreams are coming. i dont know what to do.

My Thoughts
well, guess what ya all. im preggers... im 7 weeks along now...they told me i am due in october. talk about exciteing.... i tested feb 13th and the test come back pos. and then it was confirmed a few days later... take care everyone! i love my man! i am so lucky to have him in my life. he treats me like i NEVER thought possable! i am one lucky girl! i cant wait , next weekend we are going camping well kinda camping in my parents yard with my sisters and stuff so that is going to be fun , and then the weekend after that we are going away for the weekend , just me and him!!!!! so long cell phones so long family , so long stress so long everything!!!!! i cant wait !!!!! and guess what , he is planning everything , i dont have to lift a finger! this rules!!! he spoils me so! sorry girls hes 100% mine mine MINE!!!!!! LMAO!!!! well that is my blog for now , i know really sappy stuff but ya know what , bite me , you know you love seeing me this way for once instead of in mega @itc

My Thoughts
She changed my diapers. She dressed my for school. She took my to Mc.donalds for breakfest. She drove me to school. She took me shopping. She gave me money. She gave me her love and kindness. She was a mother i never had. March 28, 2003 i told her i hate her and wish she would die and walked out the door. 3:00 pm i came walking threw the door. My dad sits me down and tells me the worse new i could ever hear. My grandmother was in the hospital. March 29-31 i stayed by her side crying a wishing that i never said that to her. I told her over and over im sorry. I thanked her for all the things she did for me. I hope that would heal her broken heart. April 1,2003 i watched my grandma pass away take her last breath. Years went by i kept thinking she died because of me. but i knew that she accepted my apoligy. She was my mother i never had and now she is my guardian angel. and she is in my heart and by my side always and forever. One day i will be with her. H

My Thoughts And Stuff...
You, you are the stars to me And you, you bring the waves to me This world of mine will never be the same Because you, you are the only thing That makes me want to feel alive With you I don't have to pretend That in my life there is a flame And no fears left to defend Just let me be with you I will never ever leave Just take me away with you I will never ever run away I, I now will close my eyes And I, will leave my fears behind This darkend place feels safe when you are here I will never be alone when you are near A world so bright, alive I feel with you The burden so light, and left behind for you I close my eyes and feel you touch me now Everything that lives inside burns with flame Just let me be with you I will never ever leave Just take me away with you I will never ever run away It is all coming to an end now Everything is coming to an end There are only seconds left All that we were All that we are And all we were ever going to be The dreams, th

My Thoughts And Etc
It's been a month since I discovered the truth and on my own nonetheless the truth that will forever be burned into my memory heart and soul yet you ask for forgiveness how can that be? after causing so much pain physically & emotionally how does one do that? it's been a month since I discovered the truth and I have no feelings left for you it's been a month since I left your side and will never return Yes, there are times when I did miss you but I reminded myself of all that you did now, life has changed for the better for I have now by my side someone who cares someone who showed me to love again someone who showed me to trust again someone who showed me it's okay to care once again someone to love.

My Thought Of The Day
MY THOUGHT FOR THE DAY LOL We all get heavier as we get older, Because there's a lot more information in our heads. So I'm not fat, I'm just really Intelligent, And my head couldn't hold any more, So it started filling up the rest of me! That's my story and I'm sticking to it ! Have an awesome day

Mythology
Cat Sidhe or Cait Sith (Pronounced caught shee)is a fairy creature from Celtic mythology said to resemble a large black cat with a white spot on it's breast. It is said to haunt the Scottish Highlands. Some common folklore suggested that the Cait Sidhe was not a fairy, but a transformed witch. The myths surrounding this creature are more common in Scottish Folklore, but a few myths originate in Irish folklore as well. The name comes from the root words "Cait" which means "Cat" in both Irish and Scottish Gaelic and "Sidhe" which is the word for faery folk or other otherworldly beings. It is possible that the legends of the Cait Sidhe were inspired by Kellas Cats, which are probably a hybrid between European Wildcats and domestic cats only found in Scotland (the European Wildcat is absent from elsewhere in the British Isles). Typically, Kellas Cats resemble large black wildcats, but with some features closer to domestic cats, and have probably been present in Scotland for centuries,

My Thoughts
I am so tired of people pretending to be a friend on here just to get points. honistly if thats all ya want say so, ill help ya out. just be honist. please i know that this is preety much a fun and games type of site but come on. i was thinking one day about how time seems to fly by and how short life really is. and how when we get cought up in our own stuff we miss the important things. I just found out a good friend of mine ended his life in feb this year and my heart brakes. I have learned that people come into our lives for a special reason and saome only for small amounts of time, but those of us who have been beaten, batered, cheated on, and used put up a wall and push people out of our lifes, and thats when we loose those that are real , that a true friends because were to focused on the whats if and the past we don't see whats in frount of us tell its too late. I am trying to live each day as if it were my lAST, tell those dear to me how much i care just in case im not h

My Thoughts And Other Shit
DON'T SPOIL IT. Name 5 people you can think of right off the top of your head. Don't read the questions underneath until you write the names of all 5 people. This is a lot funnier if you actually randomly list the names first... NO CHEATING! 1. Destenie 2. Scott 3. Missy 4. Henry 5. Lisa DON'T LOOK AHEAD UNLESS YOU FILLED UP THE TOP! 1. How did you meet number 3? I met her on fubar 2. On a scale 1-10 rate your friendship with number 2 . 10 3. How long have you known number 4? since November when I started working for FedEx 4. How do you know number 2? He's not heavy, he's my brother 5. What would you do if 5 told you they loved you? she already has 6. A fact about number 1. She is the one that is on my mind right now, and not in a good way 7. Who is 4 going out with?. Hes married to Jennifer 8. What is 2 doing? right now he is probably packing...but I will be over his house to hang out later in the day 9. Would you live with number 3

My Thoughts ... My Words ...
hmmm ... i'm new and this is my 1st blog so i dont know what to write ... i'm engaed i have a beautiful little girl and another on the way ... i'm bi- sexual and havent had a women ...in forever but then agian i am pregnant though so ... but i'm 23 and i'm due in sept and getting married in oct ...

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This is a favorite picture of mine. I love the peacefulness and the art and the everything. I'm a huge dolphin fanatic. They are creatures that are so gentle and tame but will strike out and kill one of the oceans most feared creatures, the shark, to protect themselves and their family. They are majestic and beautiful. They are also unbelievably smart and loyal. This is how women should be. There are so many females in this world that give women a bad name. They are manipulative and conniving. Men are too afraid to be hurt to trust women. I would be too if I were a man. I have seen first hand what females can do to people. Females have this power and they take advantage of it. They use people to get what they want and then they drop them like a bad habit. They are sneaky and vicious. I believe that many men act like dogs because they have been treated like dogs by these females. Why take that risk again. Why not get them before they get you right? We women need to step

My Thoughts About Different Things.
What type of partier are you? Your Result: The Lurker You like to go out and party, go to bars, concerts, etc - but stay more on the sidelines. You and part of the action, but people have to approach you more than you jumping into the middle of the action. You typically don't get 'hammered', just buzzed enough to come out of your shell and talk to a few people, usually other 'lurkers'. Large groups of people talking at once intimidate you and you tend to drift away from the pack often.The Socialite The designated driver Hardcore drunk Bar Slut Bar Social Butterfly The rock-star party animal

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Why men are just happier people! Men Are Just Happier People-- What do you expect from such simple creatures? Your last name stays put. The garage is all yours. Wedding plans take care of themselves. Chocolate is just another snack. You can be President. You can never be pregnant. You can wear a white T-shirt to a water park. You can wear NO shirt to a water park. Car mechanics tell you the truth. The world is your urinal. You never have to drive to another gas station restroom because this one is just too icky. You don't have to stop and think of which way to turn a nut on a bolt. Same work, more pay. Wrinkles add character. Wedding dress $5000. Tux rental-$100. People never stare at your chest when you're talking to them. The occasional well-rendered belch is practically expected. New shoes don't cut, blister, or mangle your feet. One mood all the time! Phone conversations are over in 30 seconds flat. You know stuff about tanks. A five-day vaca

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OMFG! Anyone want any kids I have 2 of them a 14yr old and 10yr old both boys if they don't kill each other I'm going to... The killing part is just a joke so don't think its for real I LOVE my boys they are after all my world. But now I can truely say I understand what my mom meant by it when I was growing up My nephew was in a really bad car accident the other day. It was so bad we did think he would live but the cops told us the only reason he's alive is because he was drunk. Mind you his jaw is broke in 3 places(he got 15 pins and a plate in yesterday). If you guys are wondering no he wasn't the the blame of the car accident He had a green light the person who hit him ran the red light. The good thing about that is they have it on tape. Yes I want to kill him for drinking and driving. But anywho If any of you have anything to tell please feel free to comment... People sometimes tell me being gay is a sickness. Well I'm going to say this only once being gay(GLBT) isn

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ANARCHY and I are in a Happy Hour Giveaway we need to reach 50,000 comments each. I know it sounds like alot but with your help we will get there.... So if you could stop by and leave a couple of comments we'd really appreciate it :) ANARCHYS CONTEST PIC: MINE: Also FAN/RATE/ADD the hosts while you're there they are great ladies!! bbG©... Have You Seen My Gerbil?@ fubar Stephanie Lynn@ fubar MANY THANKS TO YOU ALL, HAVE A GREAT DAY/NIGHT Ok im not sure if some1 was nice enough to reneiw my vip last month or not so im just writing a letter to first off thank them if some1 did and to ask them to drop in and let me no if they did so i no who im thanking for the kind gift unfortunetly fubar bein all great like it is didnt inform me of where this vip came from again thanks very much if some1 bout me one and if not thanks fubar for given me longer with it lol you may think this is stuped or what over i dont really care to be honest but my old dog died t

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Nobody will give a fuck about who you were or what you did. I for one have thought about this for several years. Do you know what I've come to grips with? I don't care if they do or not. I am living my life the best I can. I am trying to enjoy every day and to learn at least one new thing every day. I help others without expecting or wanting compensation. I work my ass off because I have pride in my workmanship. I don't make very much money doing the job, but hey its better than nothing. I do have several challenges in my life. I want to give more than I have time for. I want to please everyone (impossible I know, but I still try). I try to start all my customers days off so they are smiling, and its starting to work. Some people are just destined to be miserable as that's the way they want and like it. I understand that and don't let them bring me down. I, like most people have financial obligations. I am slowly getting those tended to as well. It doesn't leave anything extra

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If you have life responsibilities, then you qualify to read this. It is a new take on an oldie! I thought you might enjoy this. RESIGNATION I am hereby officially tendering my resignation as an adult. I have decided I would like to accept the responsibilitiesof an 8 year old again. I want to go to McDonald's and think that it's a four star restaurant. I want to sail sticks across a fresh mud puddle and make a sidewalk with rocks. I want to think that M&Ms are better than money because you can eat them. I want to lie under a big oak tree and run a lemonade stand with my friends on a hot summer's day. I want to return to a time when life was simple; When all you knew were colors, multiplication tables, and nursery rhymes, but that didn't bother you, because you didn't know what you didn't know and you didn't care. All you knew was to be happy because you were blissfully unaware of all the things that should make you worried or upset. I want to think the world is fair. That

My Thoughts
Have you ever said something you didn't mean?? Whether it was from anger, or frustration, or any other emotion....and once its been said, you can't take it back. No matter how much you didn't mean it, its out there now...floating around, drifting above you...and there is nothing you can do...nothing you can say...to reverse the damage that has been done. I did it...last night, I said those awful words....and how I wish I could take them back, but I can't. And I want to talk and work things out, but it won't happen. No matter what words I may say now, the only ones that seem to matter are the ones I spoke last night... I just want to wrap my arms around you, hold you close to me....to not let you go away...

My Thought Process
Sometimes, I lose my way..... but then, I'll remember who the fuck I am, and I stand up tall again. I love my friends. To all of you, God bless you all. Most especially, Cat: You are the best of the best, and if it weren't for you, I dont know where I'd be. Teresa: It's all good, baby! I got a flip top head! Trish: Its good to know you got my back no matter what.. I got yers too James: Anytime I call, yer right there, brother. My third most awesome friend! Annette: Thank you for sharing your husband with me when I need to cry on a shoulder! Jerry Dean: Lets tear it up and burn it down, brother. Dennis: Something sweet...special... one day at a time. I have a whole nother plethora of friends who I did not specifically name. I still love you all, and even if your name isn't on this list, you are still special to me. Sometimes, I lose my way, but you guys... my friends, are the ones who help me remember who the fuck I am... and make me stand tall. Ne

Mythology
In ancient Egyptian mythology and in myths derived from it, the phoenix is a mythical sacred firebird. Said to live for 500, 1461 or for 12594 years (depending on the source), the phoenix is a male bird with beautiful gold and red plumage. At the end of its life-cycle the phoenix builds itself a nest of cinnamon twigs that it then ignites; both nest and bird burn fiercely and are reduced to ashes, from which a new, young phoenix arises. The new phoenix embalms the ashes of the old phoenix in an egg made of myrrh and deposits it in Heliopolis ("the city of the sun" in Greek), located in Egypt. The bird was also said to regenerate when hurt or wounded by a foe, thus being almost immortal and invincible - a symbol of fire and divinity. Although descriptions (and life-span) vary, the phoenix became popular in early Christian art and literature as a symbol of the resurrection, of immortality, and of life-after-death. Originally, the phoenix was identified by the Egyptians as a stork or hero

The Myth Of "just Friends"
The Myth of "Just Friends" or Sleep Deprived Thoughts Vol. 3 Current mood: apathetic Category: Blogging There is a scene in the movie "When Harry Met Sally," where Harry (played by Billy Crystal) tells Sally (played by Meg Ryan) that Men and Women can never be friends. Sally, of course, is insulted that he would say such an awful thing and rejects the notion. Ironically, they end up being friends for years before sleeping together, which changes everything. If you haven't seen the movie, I won't spoil the ending for you. Does Harry have a point? The writer of the movie poses a question through this dialog that few people consider: 'Do intimate but purely platonic male-female friendships exist or are we just kidding ourselves?' I would assume that most people, especially women, agree with Sally and take for granted that they do exist. I, on the other hand, see some truth in what Harry is saying. While I am not so naïve as to believe that these types of friendship have never

My Thoughts And Naughty Ideas
How do you decide who to marry ? You got to find somebody who likes the same stuff. Like, if you like sports, she should like it that you like sports, and she should keep the chips and dip coming. -- Alan, age 10 No person really decides before they grow up who they're going to marry. God decides it all way before, and you get to find out later who you're stuck with. -- Kristen, age 10 What is the right age to get married ? Twenty-three is the best age because you know the person FOREVER by then. -- Camille, age 10 How can a stranger tell if two people are married ? You might have to guess, based on whether they seem to be yelling at the same kids. -- Derrick, age 8 What do you think your mom and dad have in common? Both don't want any more kids. -- Lori, age e 8 What do most people do on a date? Dates are for having fun, and people should use them to get to know each other. Even boys have something to say if you listen long enough. -- Lynnette

My Thoughts
I was sent a bulletin today about a competition The best Cleavage competition incase I was interested and to let me know it was starting. Well I thought I might just enter that, I might have a small chance and I got a pic thats not too bad. Then I read the rules, You must inform all your friends and get them to comment bomb etc, Surley the person who wins is the person who has the most friends to comment and rate etc not the lady who has the best cleavage? Being a relative newbie here... I got no chance. On the other hand I spose thats what Fubar is all about. What are your thought on this if any? Just a thought for the day :)

My Thoughts-all: Present, Past And Future!
This Blog is thanks to the most wonderful man i know. He has opened my eyes to so many things and one of those things is putting in writting things we remember about life, lessons we have learned, and things we notice about everyday life. Thank you!! This will be an ongoing blog about those things. I hope you enjoy them and find some kind of humor, or knowledge in all that i will write. _________________________________________________ August 30, 2007 The key to happiness is not having everyones else's American dream it is making your own. If anyone tells you that they know who they are then they have lied to you...you will never know who you are as long as you continue to grow and learn from life experiences. Some things that i am coming to realize about myself....1. I am not grateful enough for the ones who care about me.2.I am not super woman(who would have thought that one?)3.It's ok to ask for help when you need it and not feel guilty about asking.4. I am scared to

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WELL IM BACK FOR GOOD WOULD BE NICE TO HEAR FROM SOME PPL *ROLLS EYES* I KNOW THAT WOULD BE TO MUCH TO ASK FOR HAHAHAHA ANYWAY HIT ME UP SOMETIME Just lettin everyone know I am still here but i dont have internet right now so i will be on when i can hope everyone is doin good i love ya'll and miss ya'll i start a new job monday so i will be back as soon as i can Much Love So I figure I can vent somewhat here... Im really fed up sick and tired of EVERYTHING! Seems as if nothing is going right nor does it look like things are gonna get better anytime soon! Im ready to say FUCK IT and give up because really Im tired of caring....No matter what I do its not good enough the harder I try the more shit gets fucked up not to mention people and there drama that love to bring me in the middle of it all sick of that shit to Igot my own shit to worry about but does anyone care ? FUCK NO ... Yea people claim to care and give a shit but when it comes down to it they really dont .. Im always there

My Thoughts & Passions
I first posted this entry on another site on October 18, 2006. I was recently asked to provide some resources regarding Family Law. I am NOT an attorney. However, I have argued cases in Utah and California. My research on the Violence Against Women Act has been recognized in court. Since I've been researching family law issues for over 10 years it would take me a very long time to list all of my resources. When researching issues of family law it quickly becomes obvious that this is an emotionally charged and politically motivated issue. My recommendations when looking for reliable sources is to avoid those sources that aren't gender-neutral. There exist groups purporting to represent women's rights, men's rights and even children's rights. Be aware of organizations willing to use a noble cause to pervert justice. Here are some of my book marks. Family Law Search tool for state codes & case law http://lawcrawler.findlaw.com/ Downloadable sections of Utah Code http://www.l

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I'm the girl who will put her head on your shoulder, not because she's sleepy, but because she wants to be closer to you... I'm the girl who likes to be kissed in the rain, more than inside your bedroom I'm the girl who is incredibly picky, but when I find someone I like I want to spend the whole night curled up in his arms... I'm the girl who never forgets all the sweet little things you do for me... I'm the girl who never gives up hope even when I tell others I have... I'm the girl who once I let you into my heart, there's always a place there with your name on it, and even if we spend time apart, I'm the girl who never forgets you... I'm the girl who loves to end a hug with a kiss... I'm the girl who you can talk to you about anything... I'm the girl who laughs at your jokes... I'm the girl who will have many inside jokes with you and will remember each one.... I don't know about this all the time i forget alot I'm the girl who will brag about you

Mythbusters
mythbusters was in my community airport back in may shoting a segment of taxi drove to close to a jet engine so in that myth the flimed tests of size of vehicles drivein behind a jet engine to see the effects of it types of vehicles car, school bus, and a small airplain its suppose to air sept 25 on the discovery channel

My Thoughts
I am having a problem lately. Why do people have to treat people like shit then get all mad when they arent treated like gold.When you ask someone you care about to spend time with you and they dont or they do but they are on their phone the whole time. I mean come on what ever happened to treating people the way you want to be treated. there are to many people out there who treat people like shit and insist on being treated like gold.I have more than one person doing this to me at this time. one gets mad when i dont read their mind and be there to help them out when they dont call and ask. and the other is the person i care most about and they never spend any time with me but they are always in conversation with someone else. its just bothering me and i needed to say something.

My Thoughts...
A blonde is watching the news with her husband when the newscaster says, "Two Brazilian men die in a skydiving accident". The blonde starts crying to her husband, sobbing "That's horrible!!! So many men dying that way"! Confused, he says, "Yes dear, it is sad, but they were skydiving, and there is always that risk involved". After a few minutes, the blonde, still sobbing, says,--- "How many is a Brazilian?" 2000 B.C. - Here, eat this root. 1000 A.D. - That root is heathen. Here, say this prayer. 1850 A.D. - That prayer is superstition. Here, drink this potion. 1940 A.D. - That potion is snake oil. Here, swallow this pill. 1985 A.D. - That pill is ineffective. Here, take this antibiotic. 2000 A.D. - That antibiotic is artificial. Here, eat this root. ~DEATH~ WHAT A WONDERFUL WAY TO EXPLAIN IT.. A sick man turned to his doctor as he was preparing to Leave the examination room and said, 'Doctor, I am afraid to die. Tell me what lies on the other side.'

My Thoughts
If it ain't one thing, it's another! Early Sunday morning, Joey and I decided to take Andrew out to breakfast at Denny's after he got out of work. We all were starving and looking forward to feeding our bellies with not so healthy food. LOL As we pulled up to a stop sign at the end of the exit ramp (which is only about half a mile from Denny's) Joey made a comment about how heavy the traffic was for being 12:30am. All of the sudden, our Blazer got hit from behind by another Blazer! We all had our belts on, thank God!, but Joey and I got thrown forward. Andrew did also, but didn't seem to be affected by it. Joey and the other driver pulled up onto the overpass so as not to block the exit ramp, and he and Andrew got out of the car to check the damage and get the other driver's info. I was pretty shook up, and started having neck pain and pvc's. Andrew came back to me and took my pulse, checked my eyes, asked me questions to assess my alertness, and kept me as calm as he c

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I ANIT ALL HERE RIGHT NOW BECAUSE THERES A CLOSE FRIEND OF MINE THAT IS IN A COMA BUT WE ARE ALL THINKIN ABOUT THIS CLOSE FRIEND AND SOME OF US THAT KNOWS HOW TO READ BULLETINS WOULD KNOW WHO SHE IS FOR THE REST OF YOU LEARN TO READ THEM IF IT WAS A PIMPOUT OR SOMETHING ELSE PEOPLE WOULD BE ALL IN THEM BUT THE ONES THAT READ IT THANK YOU SO MUCH I DONT KNOW ABOUT SOME PEOPLE BUT I DO KNOW THE ONES THAT DID READ IT AND REPOSTED THE BULLY !! MOST OF ALL LETS KEEP LEEANN AND HER KIDS AT HEART AND PRAY FOR THEM LOTS OF LOVE LEEANN FROM ALL OF US AT THE REBEL LOUNGE WE GOT YOU AT HEART AND IN OUR THOUGHTS

My Thoughts Such As They Are
Now I don't mean to sound like a dork or anything, but I LOVE halloween! Dressing up, acting like someone (or something) else has always held an appeal to me. This year I get to dress up (will post a pic once im in costume) and take my son trick or treating. Its also good that he is still so young, he does not realize when I dip into his stash. "No honey, I never touched your candy. I think you ate that kit kat last night" Hmmm, that sounds pretty bad eh. Well thats all I have for now, will post again soon.

Myths Of The Stay At Home Dad (aka) Full Time Father
While gender roles have often been set in stone so to speak in western culture, those roles are changing and the line between what guys and gals are supposed to be doing becoming blurred or erased all together. In an age where women can be astronauts and brain surgeons, why cannot men be stay at home dads? The trend is becoming more and more popular as the marketplace opens up for women to earn and do as much as their male counterparts in predominately male occupations. Couples choose to have the man stay at home and raise their children for many reasons. Sometimes the woman has a higher income or is on a fast paced career track that is monetarily beneficial for the family than the mans. Sometimes the man decides to stay home to be more accessible to his children and deal with a child crisis such as an illness or behavior problem. Sometimes the couple decides even before they have children who will stay at home. Whatever the reason, Stay at home dads are just as vital to the up rearing

My Thoughts
With every breath I take, I pray it is my last. Something's taken over I long for death & fast I'm tired of my feelings I keep burried deep inside I want something more than these pothetic tears I cry Something to end the pain that hangs over me Something quick & painless Something to set me free Make the voices stop I try to silence in my head Maybe they're the reason I'm wishing I was dead They won't leave me alone, always mocking me Why won't they go away, and just let me be ? Something's gotta give 'casue I can't take this shit Life let me go, I'm breathing my last breath Goodybye to those I know & the few that gave a fuck Death comes to all It happens & it sucks Can you dry the tears I cry & capture the horrors i dream each night ? Save me from my morbid hell ; free me from my fucking shell ? Each day I wake, is this life ? I close my eyes & roll the dice Wanting the end to come right now Please God take me... somew

My Thoughts
Life and death are the only two things in this life guaranteed to happen.We come into the world in a burst of light and leave it in a cloud of darkness.Everything in between is the sprinkling of star dust and moon beams.We choose whether or not they shine or fade out into nothingness.Giving it our all and trying to reach the sun,for one tiny moment in time,to say we did it all.We have lived life to the fullest,gotten our kicks and enjoyed the time we had.We need to remember that in the small moments of time every little thing matters,and to do the best we can with what we have.Don't take for granted the things we are given,the love we receive freely,the holding hands,walks in the dark,snuggling up on the couch with the loves of our lives.Give unconditionally so that our consciences are guilt free and our lives are balanced with everyday duties...We must respect those around us and help where we can.Give to those in need and ask for forgiveness whe we screw up.Take the time to say "I lo

My Thoughts
These are a collection of my thoughts about fubar and I could really careless who I affend!! Cause they are my thoughts. ---------------------------------------------------- Well I am just going to have to say it "I think theres to many women who have gotten the impression that somewhere along the line someone actually thought their nude pics where interesting". If this offends anyone then sorry. But theres to many women on here showing their stuff and its not even remotely sexy. Matter of fact its pretty darn disgusting. Please do everyone a favor mark it private we honestly just dont want to see it. Especially if it looks like a warn out baseball mit soaked in vegetable oil. We also dont want to see pictures marked as squirting and its someone pissing. Thats just retarded, if i wanted to watch a woman piss id go hide out in womens bathrooms. Also I dont want to see 2 400 lb women wrestling naked and doing things that werent supposed to be done by over weight women, yack. But tha

My Thoughts ....
So many times people only see the physical beauty. To some that's all that matters. But, to meet someone and know that they are beautiful inside is a rare, yet special thing to find. For it is that beauty that makes you happy, just to see that beautiful smile, or to see the way their eyes light up. To know that when they love you, it's real it's pure. When you have a beauty within, you see people not on the physical, but on an emotional level. When you hurt they hurt with you. When you have joy, they have joy with you. That beauty helps them understand the need to love completely, with their whole heart. To alot of us (myself included) we have that need to be intimate. Sure that closeness can never be replace. But, I'd much rather have that emotional bond to know that when the physical isnt possible, the beauty they care within gives them the will to stay true and focused on you. Alot of people feel that internet dating is bullshit, and use to be one of those people. Not a

My Thicka Chicks
I love me a "thicka" woman...Referred to as 'BBW's'...From the hips to the lips, from the ankles to the thighs, these women are purely stacked well- from the top to the bottom and the front to the back. Men can always go for the in-shape, work out 5 days a week type, thin no ass or chest...that's all good too..but to have that thickness all up on me and in my face keeps me hyped. I love that big chest and that big butt baby, let it shake. I'm kool with them love handles, a lil extra weight. That ensures me you're not fake. Don't be jealous of the magazine model looking women, 4real...Cus I know when I cum to your crib, I'm getting a real damn good meal. I ain't gotta watch no carb or trans-fat intake, brotha ready to eat you up like a big ass lil debbie cake! And I'll never disrespect you or call you fat, maybe PHAT cus your "thick-a-licious" body is sexxy like that!!!

My Thanksgiving
Well my Thanksgiving was great this year! I started out Wednesday at my Grandfathers he is doing fine. Then on Thanksgiving day I went to my mom's house for dinner. I left to meet up with SuzyQ for Thanksgiving drove 5 hours to just to meet her. Got there and almost passed out when I saw her.She is one of the most beautiful women I have ever seen..her pictures do her no justice. She is smart,beautiful and very funny..and OMG sexy as hell. I would do anything and almost did anything for her. I meet her family they are really wacky but they are also some really good people. I felt really comfortable around them. Her sister made the most awesome rum cake it was so damn good it gave me the worst hangover I have ever had....lol. I can't wait her sister is going to email me the recipe for the that awesome rum cake. All in all I loved her family they are a really a great bunch of people. Then Suzy and I spent about 24 hours in my room drinking beer. I would not trade my time with her for anyt

My Thoughts
Calloused,cold,unscathed,unshattered Foot hold stronge,bared shoulder against the current of conformity. Tired and weiry ,yet determined to keep true identity intact for all to see. To be hated ,envied for the strength they did not possess. I stand in a vast sea of solitude, but with head high and chest out. Proud of my own existance As shards of life torchers the mortal soul. Sheilds of shallow hides the truth of the depth of the wounds Smiles are the cloak of the pain left in the shadows. So not to reveal the weakness on the under side of the beast There is at least one person on your FUBAR list that wants to fuck the hell out of you. So lets play the Fuck or Pass! game. The rules are simple... if you want to fuck the person who posts this, send them a message saying "Yep, I'd Fuck you." SCARED? lol this sH!T's funny YOU HAVE TO RE-POST THIS!!

My Thoughts
It's crazy how our wants over rides our minds. I have this want, this strong desire to be held by you. I know this want, this desire cannot come to pass but I want to feel your hands on my body. I want to feel your lips on my lips A passionate kiss that breaths in all of you with the brush of our tongues and the slow and eager movements of our mouths. I look in your eyes and I see that want reflict in mine and I begin to feel a tightness that I never felt before And I want to devour you I want to feel the full and hardness of you in my mouth and my tongue I want to hear you moan in pleasure and scream my name And it is getting harder and harder to resist my wants My want to lose my fingers in your long thick hair and gently but forcefully pull that hair feeling you quiver hearing the sound of pure ecstasy ecscape your lips. I want to hear how much you want me, how much you crave and long to be inside of me to feel my wetness around you. I want so badly to feel you inside o

My Thoughts
I dream a dream, a great big dream to see the world far and wide. I go where the wind takes me and follow the night sky. Paint the stars red, blue or even pink add a little shine to life. I am not scared of what I do not know, I take hope in the future. Maybe I shouldn't? Politics and nations corrupt as the world falls apart. Natures wilting, iceberg's are bleeding and the Earth is drowning. Centuries of misuse and careless life styles will led to the end of this planet. Maybe not in my time but in generations to come. It makes me feel remorse, sorry for those who have to deal with the past's mistakes. Maybe I can help change it, someway, somehow. One day at a time do something that brings back life to this planet. I want to help something that can't help theirselves, maybe a child in a third world country or a blue whale in the Pacific Ocean. One day at a time can led to a future of change.

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*Why did this happen? He shouldn't have been let free!! Our system is on the down fall!!!! By Jacinda Howard Nov 28 2007 By JACINDA HOWARD, The Mirror The bright faces and frequent smiles of Brian and Beverly Mauck will be remembered by those in Federal Way and Des Moines, where the two were respectively raised. The Federal Way Community Center was packed Saturday with friends, family and acquaintances who came to celebrate the short-lived lives of Brian and Beverly Mauck, who were violently killed in their Graham home on Nov. 17. Brian, 30, and Beverly, 28, will be remembered and mourned by many. “They lived life to the fullest,” Brian’s sister Jennifer Heilbrun said. “There was not anything that went undone.” Questions remain: While family and friends remember Brian and Beverly Mauck, questions about their deaths linger. The couple was found shot to death three times, execution style, in their home Nov. 17, according to charging papers. The mot

My Thoughts
In life, it is so easy to forget the small things that are so important. We instinctively focus on the bad. If we could all, for just a moment, step out and away from ourselves, and just be thankful for the simple things that we have been given, it would make such a huge difference in our lives. We all make mistakes, we all have heartaches, but it can only make us stronger. Live for the future, don't live in the past. Take every waking moment and live life like there will be no tomorrow. There is only so much that can bring you down yet so much more that can bring you back again.

My Thoughts
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1:I cant stop licking my lip ring (damn it) 2:I love to see a guy cum 3:I hate my car 4:I hate to be bit and scratched. 5:I think that hot people should be shot lol 6:I know that 90% of what people say when they are jokin is TRUE 7:I dont know if i have ever had an orgasm 8:I dont like to be ate out 9:I love my sister very much 10:I am negative most of the time. 5 People: 1. Brian 2. Krissy 3. James 4. Beth 5. Bobby So i have this ex. My ex is 29. His name is Shane. Well Shane and i work together and i decided that i would give him a chance. Well we hooked up and he kept pushing the sex issue and i knew i wou

My Thoughts ~ Lol
The older I get the less I like Holidays like Christmas!!! It seems like just another day... Am I the only person that feels this way??? I would prefer to just stay home and relax rather than go to my brothers (2,1/2 hour drive). I'm trying to decide if I should go today or come up with a reason to go tomorrow.... Anyways, I just thought I's share my thoughts, cuz I'm sure there r others out there that prob. feel the same way as I do.... Well I guess Have a Happy & Safe Holiday!!! DC~Angle4eva

Mythological/fantasy Creatures
I want anybody who reads this to send me a message telling me what they would want to be in a fantasy type world... Something like this is fine: A vampire because it is what I have always liked and I feel a close connection with what they are... Condemned, forsaken, and abused for what they are...

My Thoughts And Ramblings About Current Events And Issues
I got one of them cool looking guestbood things in the "shows" area of my stash. Go there and sign it. The link is below: http://www.fubar.com/stashEntry.php?stashId=4759197&bl=1 Here is another blog entry that I posted in my Myspace sometime back. ------------------------------------------------- Again, another blog of mine that has the "current mood" set to something on the angry side. A couple of states have declared the their states in an emergency due to the border control problem that we are having here. If anyone seems to think that we don't have a problem, you really need to have your head examined. The part of the state of emergency that I am referring to is not the fact that terrorists see our border control a fucking joke, and that it is an easy way into our own backyard, but the problem with us having to fund the illegals that are running about in our state, much less country. I am sure that every state has a some of these fools to deal with, but I know

My Thoughts Of You
There isn't a moment That my mind don't wander to you. There isn't a night That I don't fall asleep thinking of you. In my dreams You will always love me. I long to hear your voice For it always made me feel good. I long for your touch And the tenderness in it. I want to feel your gentle kiss And the love behind it. My heart wonders if you love me Or have I hurt you too much. Will I ever feel the touch I long for? Only time will tell if I will Ever be in your Loving arms again.

My Thoughts On 2007!
IN THE LAST YEAR I HAVE GONE THREW SO MUCH AND I HAVE REALIZED THAT DRUGS AND ALCOHOL JUST ARNT WORTH IT WHEN YOU HAVE CHILDREN, AROUND THIS TIME OF LAST YEAR I WAS A HEAVY POT SMOKER AND A WHISKY PUKING ALCHY , WITCH EVENTUALLY ENDED UP WITH THE DHS COMING TO TAKE MY 2 BEAUTFULL LITTLE GIRLS FROM ME, ANANYA WHO WAS ONLY 4 AT THE TIME AND KENDLE WHO WAS ONLY 3 MONTHS OLD, I HAVE DONE ALOT TO MAKE SHURE THAT I GET THEM BACK, I HAVE GONE TO A.A AND I HAVE GONE TO DRUG TREATMENT AND IF EVERYTHING GOES WELL I SHOULD HAVE THE ORDER TO GET THEM BACK AT THE END OF THIS MONTH WITCH IM VERY EXCITED ABOUT. BUT I WISH NONE OF IT WOULD HAVE EVER HAPPENED KENDLE WHO IS NOW A YEAR OLD HAS GROWN UP SO SO SO MUCH AND IVE MIST ALOT IN HER LIFE, HER LEARNING TO CRAWL HER FIRST WORD HER FIRST STEP ALOT OF THINGS I WISH I COULD HAVE BENE THER FOR. ANANYA WHO IS NOW 5 ALWAYS ASK ME WHY SHE CANT COME HOME AND STAY WITH MOMMY AND THERE ISNT AN ANSWER I FEAL I CAN GIVE HER IM SO SORRY I LET MY CHILDREN DOWN

My Thoughts
So I am liking this guy, he is an absolute sweetheart. But I am scared. I haven't felt this way about anyone since my ex (who I fell truly and MADLY in love with) so I know if I continue liking him I could feel the same way about him. He likes me too, but I fear he won't when he meets me. I fear that someone else will snatch him up before I have the chance to. I fear that I will fall more for him and that I won't be able to keep him or he won't feel the same way about me. I feel like a school girl with a major crush, the butterflies and heart skipping beats and it feels great. Yet I am scared if I get too close I will end up getting hurt. So I take things slow, but it is SOOO hard to with him! I have been single for a year and a half, its about time I find someone special, could it be him? Is it a chance I am willing to take? Is he worth it? Should I get my hopes up? Yes. I think I will take the chance. I know the risks, and he is DEFINITELY worth it! Wish me luck! S

My Thoughts On This And That
To Someone Special: ...I can't wait to attack I want to drag my nails down your back... ...I can't wait to feel you near It's your moan I long to hear... ...I want to run my hair along your naked chest kiss your lips, make it your best... ...I want to feel you beside me love me, remind me... ...I want to feel your lips on my neck and on my hips... ...I want to feel you behind me to my left, and then to my right... I can't wait to hold and caress you each and every night...

My 25th Birthday Party
Hey Everyone, For those Who know who I am! I need everyones email address. So i could post out an evite . For those who want to celebrate with me for my 25th bday bash. Its not really confirmed yet. I might want to either to go Club Aura in Pleasanton or either a divebar with a live dj. Also I may want to go to dinner b4 the night life begins. I so want to get my drink on and get FUCKED UP!!!!!!!!! Or better yet which one sounds more appealing Aura or either Menconi's or either Whisky Town. Everyone let me know. Still debating what is good. Im planning to crawl out of the club or bar lol On the Feb. 28th I am for sure going to Whiskey Town and get FUCKED UP!!!!!!!!!! There will be Live DJ and lots of drinking. So most likely be on a Saturday March 1st. I would totally appreciate if you either call me or either email me here or Im me on yahoo messenger. Give you my info. Hollar @ your girl. Yahoo Messenger : JPnayDevine Email: jllanto83@gmail.com

My Thoughts
I try to see myself in the mirror and I cant theres this stranger blocking me. I look at this stranger and I wonder who he is. He tells me that he is me but I dont believe him. I know myself and that isnt me. He tells me of stories of losing 9 closest friends in one summer. He speaks of not knowing his father since he was 5. He speaks about never wanting to fall in love again because of the hurt. /> He speaks of broken promises made by old friends that said they would be there till the end. He speaks of blaming himself for his friends death. He also speaks of a life wasted away by alcohol and the sanity that leaves him every shot he takes. I begin to realize me and this stranger have alot in common and just maybe I can help him. "How can I help you sir" I say. He looks at me and with a tear he says "Make it all go away." "How do I do that??" I say. He looks at me in the eye and says"I have no clue I am starting to

My Thoughts, Feelsing And Etc.
Well today is my first day on here and without meaning to I manged to really upset and offend some people on here. As a result of this I got myself banned from a lounge which I was enjoying being in. If there is one thing I could do differently it would be to never have mentioned the subject (which shall remain nameless) which got me banned. I really am sorry for everything I caused and hope there is no ill will between all those involved. Once again my sincerist apologies. Blood Raven

My Thoughts
Pick-up lines by the Signs You use the line of the sign the person is that you are saying the line to. Not what sign you are. Aries: I'm on fire. Can I run through your sprinkler? Taurus: I just had to come talk with you. Sweetness is my weakness. Gemini: Do you have any overdue library books? 'Cause you've got the word "fine" written all over. Cancer: Can I borrow a quarter? I want to call my mom and tell her I just met the person I'm going to marry. Leo: Is it hot in here, or is it just me? Virgo: Baby, you must be a broom, 'cause you just swept me off my feet. Libra: If I had a rose for every time I thought of you, I'd be walking through my garden forever. Scorpio: Your place or mine? Sagittarius: Hi, I'm writing a term paper on the finer things in life. Can I interview you? Capricorn: Have you always been this cute, or did you have to work at it? Aquarius: You're hot. You must be the reason for global warming. Pisces: Are you as bea

My Thoughts
so you say im just a friend and thats all ill be...ill find the one that will be right for me...together well be happy, but not as friends but lovers... every time i try harder it doesn't do any good...they just throw me out like day old food...that feeling of aloneness tears my heart..which some people will never know... the truth is im alone....single...and unhappy...and theres not much people can say or do to change that...but bring me down more...when it comes down to it...there is no thing in this world called friends.. just people acting to give a shit and speak words they do not back up...so therefore people are not worth my time in explaining my life...its pointless to describe someone the things ive been through when they themselves do not have my trust friends are not important to me..family is what matters...they are the only ones that have a chance in guidance in life...since they seem to know me more than anyone yet they have no inclination of the things that go on in

My Thoughts
So this evening myself and curt will be going to retreive the rest of my furniture and such at my old place. Its gonna be a long nite, but good. Closing a chapter on my life while beginning a New and better life with him. He is my world as i his, He is one of the kindest, yet sometimes quite mean men i have ever known :p ( mean in a good way :p) Still a little sketchy with the health issues , but the meds they have me on are helping a bit, im not as severe and not having as many episodes. I go for a 4 hour epilepsy test on the 18th to rule out seizures, though if they arent seizures, they are doing quite well in portraying them. Im looking around this house , 4 bedrooms and all...large florida room and large two story shed out back ( kinda looks like yours tracy ) and wondering where my furniture is going to fit. It is already quite full here. Poor curt has had to put up with my whining ass for the past week while ive been pulled out of work on temp disability because the episo

My Thoughts
Thats right, I have adopted a new way of thinking. I AM FAT, fluffy, more to love, or what ever you want to call it. Still I AM BEAUTIFUL!!!! Thats right I said it I am beautiful. Who in the hell came up with the bullshit of you have to be a stick to be beautiful. I will tell you who......THE SKINNY PEOPLE. Well to HELL with that. I have seen a damn lot of skinny ass chicks walking around that looks like that have been eat up by something. Hell I would rather be happy then to worry about what would happen if I ate something I wanted to eat. So what if I can't run a marathon, does that mean I am lazy NO!!! It means that I don't do that kind of thing. It means I have things that I consider fun and interesting. NO not just sitting around on fubar all day. Another thing just because a person I big doesn't mean they are going to eat alot. Hell I barely eat and still am big. So you skin chicks watch out cause your not always going to be so pretty. Well not all of you. I m

Myth(s)
The devil is a myth...knowledge battles wisdom throughout your life experience... Adam and Eve represent (Man and pleasures) NOT a Man and Woman...The "spirit" in YOU creates and defines "states of hell" or "states of heaven"...dimensional experiences... Sex alone is unfulfilling and actually SUCKS with the wrong opposite--If sexual immorality is so Great..why did grandpa Hilton change the heir(s) of the Hilton estate...Why do strippers, porn stars, and excessive sexual conduct enduce levels of suicide, at times, death? Bill Gates would NEVER marry a Paris Hilton b/c his image and legacy is at stake...A Man with discipline and control is a King who will be honored and heard; regardless of where he's standing tall. Life makes no sense without Soldiers fighting to Live. Envy--You want to be like so and so--You wish you had etc...you live in pictures of this or that...Your truth may be Better than someone else's Truth--Stars commit suicide too...Envy and false Idols can lead t

My Thoughts
I've always assumed that the big difference between men and women is the emotional attachment to sex. Women cannot separate the two but men have the ability. Over time this has proven not realistic in some scenarios. I've seen women who are just as non-attached and men who are very attached. Truthfully I've seen something that I would have never suspected. Now before anyone gets offended on what I'm about to say I advise you to read the whole thing before you may agree or disagree. Men and women have a totally different opinion of friendship and priorities in life as well as trust and stinginess. Women surprisingly you have failed in every category listed and before you pass judgement on me, let me explain the guys point of view to you. You may then tell me otherwise. In a guys point of view a friend maybe someone you met 10 minutes ago or someone you have known since you both were in diapers. Trust is inharently given, not earned.. It doesn't really matter if it's a boy or a gir

My Thoughts
Perhaps i've been mistaken, all that i've talken, can' t stand to be alone. Since my damn's been breakin, my foundations shakin. Since their so flow. Come down on on me with ever drop of rain. I can't hold the pain, and sometimes the levee breaks. Well there's too much to swallow, I've been stuck here every day, and my insides are hollow cause Lord you built me this way! So I break down. Go with me. It's a simple destination, every road i've taken but i'm still alone. Since my damn's been breakin, would it be forsakin if all the rain was gone?? You come down on me with so many things, you come down on me with every single drop of rain, so come on cause i can't hold the pain, cause sometimes the levee breaks. So i break down, and hide behinds these walls, cause Lord you built me this way...so now the levee has been broken!

My Thoughts, Your Misfortune
I would like to take this time to tell my readers that the following blogs are 100% fictional. Now with that said...LET THE BLOOD FLOW!!! One day I found that an aquaintance had betrayed me. I vowed that the asshole would pay, yet i played it off as if not even bothered the least bit. Three days later, after coming home to an empty house from another shitty day at work, this shithead decides to call me to apologize. I told him to apologize in person, so he decided to come over and we would talk over a case of beer. I had other plans I decided to play my Xbox while waiting for him to bring the case of beer for what seemed like a very long time. When he finally arrived I grabbed my knife before answering the door. I let him in and as he was shoving the last beer into the refridgerator I pulled his hair back to make his back arch and drove the blade of my blood-thirsty knife into the flesh of his back, just between the vertabrae. He dropped like a rock, an

Myth And Lore Of Trees
The Alder tree (Alnus glutinosa) is one of the sacred trees of Wicca/Witchcraft and also a member of the Birch tree family. In folklore the Alder is known as the 'King of the Waters' with the 'Willow' tree as it's Queen. This association is due to their natural habitat near lakes, rivers and streams. The Alder tree is native to the British Isles and continental Europe where it flourishes in temperate and cold climates. The leaves of the Alder are broadly ovate, stalked and usually smooth. It produces catkins (so named for their resemblance to cat’s-tails) that are formed in the autumn, the fruiting ones having scales rather like tiny fir cones). The tree’s flowers appear in early spring before the leaves are fully out and its woody nearly globular female catkins are its so-called berries. Alder trees are usually small in stature but can reach heights of 70 ft (21 meters) in perfect conditions. There are four stages of production on the Alder tree at any given time, the old cones

My Thought's & Feeling's
It's been ALONG time since i have written a blog but right now i am crying and i need honest opinion's about myself. I need you to tell me what is it that i am missing to attact and keep a man in my life ?? Ok, i will tell you about myself.... My real name is Samantha. I am 24 year's old and i am living in Nova Scotia Canada. Orginally i was born and raised in Ontario except for 9 month's when i was 9 year's old and my family moved to Alberta hopeing to find more work with it being in the end very disappointing but we moved back to Ontario and in 1998 we moved to Nova Scotia as my father is from here and me only having 1 grandparent left (she live's here of course) and my parent's thought that us moving here would give me one last chance to have a grandparent in my life, that really didn't turn out good, won't get into detail's about that. When i was 14 year's old i met my husband, we were high school sweetheart's and when i was 17, we ended up getting married and loosing bot

My Thoughts
I'm tired of all this political correctness BULL SHIT!!! If you look hard enough someone will be offended by something. And i'm sorry to say but life is offensive. there is humor in everything if you just let yourself laugh life is too short to be doom and gloom. There are many happy things in life you just have to find them. But on the same hand don't be one of those barney asswipes and stick your head in the sand, and pretend it doesn't exist. so "say what you mean and mean what you say!" now the other part freedom of speach one of our country's greatest treasures. but it swings both ways not only can you not control what people say but they can't control what you say. but here is the biggest kicker of speach doesn't mean guaranty you listenership. so if i don't like what you have to say or you don't like what i have to say. THEN DON'T GOD DAMB FUCKING LISTEN!!! Now for the second part of this What the Fuck is up with this african american or mexican american or anything else / a

My Thoughts
Birthday Roll out of bed, look in the mirror and wonder who you are- another year has come and gone today is your birthday but it might be... the last day of your life so what will you do if tomorrow- its all gone You won't be young forever there's only a fraction to the sum you won't be young forever nor will anyone so... Look at your life, who do you want to be- before you die? Look at your life, and what do you want to do? Look at your life, who do you want to be before you die Look at your life, you haven't got forever (it all comes back to you) hmmmmmmm and tell me what really matters is it the money & the fame? or how many people might eventually know your name? but maybe you touch one life and the world becomes a better place to be maybe you give their dreams another day, another chance to be free... You won't be young forever there's only a fraction to the sum you won't be young forever nor will anyone so... Look at your life,

My Thoughts
I hold my head up high. Facing the laughing people. I try to hold the tears back, but they roll down my cheeks anyway. They all knew what was happening. They all knew what a fool i was making of myself. But did anyone care? The answer to that question is no. For now my heart is breaking, shattering into tiny little pieces. I thought I ment something to you. I thought I was more than just a cheap thrill. I was wrong, about you, about so many things in my life. I have nothing left. No illusions to see. Not even my pride, my one saving grace. Nothing you took it all from me when you played me for a fool. I hope you laughed and had a good time. Now i am crying and hurting. You did a good job. I once told you that you would make a great player. I never wanted to find out for myself, but i was right. The one time i wish that i had been wrong. I believed every word you said. I wanted to believe. I forced myself to believe. He cares to m

My Thoughts And Poems
Cutting me like a knife; you exposed me to the light; showing me where i was wrong; but now it must end for you never where a friend; never my friend only my pain; like all things before it wasnt ment to be for me This poem is what its like to live with borderline personality disorder Broken Heart Deep in the world; Is a broken heart; In the heart is two pictures; one of me the other of you; two worlds away; but so close; that they could almost touch; The heart belongs to me; because of you; only you, heartbreaker Betrayal I lick my lips and taste your kiss. The wind is clear and crisp, how I wish you were near. The smell of lilies in the air, the night cold and long just like my song now that your gone. Gone from me you flew out of the room to the one so sick and twisted! Can't believe you lied to me and I believed you so easily. She tried to comfort my fears as she took my tears. She has you now and I have the memories and gone are the tears you gave me. C

My Thoughts
Recently, I have been graced with the opportunity to be reacquainted with a very special person. Even though I have known you for over ten years and have been intimate at points throughout, I don't think I have realized how great a person you really are. I want to thank you for sharing you love with me and letting me into your life. This has made you, without your knowledge, a beacon of light in some fairly dark times for me. You have done so much for me, most you know, others you don't. It is because of this affection and love that I have been able to focus with a fairly sound mind on my problems at hand and to the good aspects as well. I know you sometimes wonder why it is that I do some of the things for you that I am willing to do, affectionately, emotionally, and in other aspects as well. This small thank you letter does not even come close to the love, admiration, and respect that I have for you. I am looking forward to continuing to return the attention that you give

Mythic Truth
Mythic Truth A love of mythic proportions unbeknownst to most men like the golden hues of nature a song carried by the wind most people only dream about love without an end we live and breathe in the arms of faith that is where we begin For we are the myth, the fantasy living, breathing proof the ancients seemed to have blessed us we are each others truth 1/14/08 3:00am

My Thoughts
I really am not much of a blogger and please don't spell check me but I had some thought that i needed to get out. I am writing this on the7th anniversary of my fathers death. Today is a very hard day for me because when I was younger my father and I were not very close. In fact my gradfather was more like a father to me at times than my dad was. I understand that my dad had to work to keep us fed but he was hardly home with driving truck and stuff.As I got older and things slowed down and eased up for my dad we became much closer and became very good friends plus father and son. I could finally talk to my dad about things that I was once afraid to mention to him. It felt real nice to have a friend, buddy, and father all in one. I also realize that I had my father in my life than a lot of other people, but concidering that I didn't really have my of a relationship with him until i was in my mid to lat 20's I didn't have that relationship long. Unfortunately My dad passed away when

My Thoughts
I am almost done with first semester classes. I think that I am doing awesome in school. I was always told that i wouldn't amount to anything since I had a learning disability. It's sad because i thought my family was suppose to support me in everything that i did in life. I have been out of my parents house for 2 years. I am doing alot better than i was doing back when i was living with them. My mind is alot clearer now. I know what i want out of life. I am more focused on graduating with a 4.0 GPA. I have alot of great friends who have helped me out through alot of problems. I think that it wasn't for certain friends that I have made online. I have a great fiance. He and I have been through so much in the past year and 5 months that we have been together. First miscarrying our first child in Oct 2007. Than having to move out of our apt in November 2007. Moving into a shared living situation(something out of the real world), living there for two months. Than finding our current

My Thoughts...
The ultimate sex personal questionnaire 1.How old were you when you lost your virginity? I was 18... 2.Who was it with? The best friend of my best friends boyfriend. 3.How long was your first time? Long enough for both parties involved... 4.Were you dating your first at the time? Nope. I knew him for 2 weeks, and had hung out with him twice before. 5. Who was the first person you told you loved them? I believe it was to one of the guys I dated in high school... 6. Have you ever had a one night stand? Yep. A bunch of them. They're quite enjoyable... 7. Would you sleep with one of your friends of the opposite sex? I have before haha... 8. Would you sleep with one of your friends of the same sex? Haha, I have before... 9. How many people have you kissed passionately? I have no idea...but a lot. I get drunk, kissing starts to happen... 10. What is your favorite position? Hm, I like pretty much all of them...haha, sometimes missionar

My Thoughts....
I have been extremely busy with the kids and their activities so I have not been on as much as I would like lately. When I do make it on sometimes it is only long enough to burn my 11's and other times I am here for a little bit. I will be back on more normally as soon as we figure out a better way of getting the kids where they need to be. To all Demon Crew, Rating Revolution, and Shadow Levelers members I apologize for my absence but I will make up for it as soon as I can. I am currently taking donations for my spotlight fund. Any and all will help. Anyone that makes a donation I am bookmarking your profile to create a pimp out blog/bully! Being in the spotlight is now the only thing I have not done on Fu! Don't want to make a donation but would rather pay me for rates, graphics, and so on. Any thoughts, ideas, etc are welcome. I really want to make this happen! Èvîl Àñgël†Ðemon Çrew ÀΜ Šhift Leader†+Ratin

My Thoughts...
Peace be with you and also with me. People wonder why I stay friends with those that many not seem worthy of that title. I have never tried to get anyone to realize the reason behind that. But it is my belief that everyone has a place in this world and not to recognize that would be a great disrepect to those that are lost and seem forgotten. In the wake of the death of a person who I discovered years ago, last sight of for awhile, but remerged back in to the light. Now that person's flame has gone out in this world to awaken in another. We don't want to say goodbye but the gaulet must be run to start to finish. Life must realize that that there must be death to also have life and that you must have life to have death. Those left behind are the ones that suffer while the ones that have gone on are the ones that are truely blessed. So let us not fear for those that have gone on but let us remember them with reverence and good memories. The road is long and weary. We are all b

My Thoughts
I get called a snob alot. And this morning got a very nasty message. :( When i first joined i talked to alot of people, and made some nice friends. But most of the people in my shoutbox were very rude and disrespectful. I know this is a website, and i don't blame those so called boys. But i am very happily married and don't need to hear how men want to bone, fuck, bang, cam, etc. me. I turned off my shoutbox when my husband saw someone say "if i send you my dirty pictures, will you masturbate to them?" He was livid. And i didn't come on for awhile. My husband in home for a few weeks, and we have talked about me talking to people again. No, i don't need his permission to do things, just respect his judgment. I'll be turning my shout-box back on in a few days. For friends only. (didn't know you could do that until yesterday LOL) Please be friendly and respectful is all i ask. Thx. :D PS, not today cause i'm nursing a sore hand that i caught in the car door yesterday. :(

My Thoughtful Side
I had a great day. I had two awesome interviews for a job I think I might get. I bought smaller jeans. So why am I not dancing around in circles? Because, no matter how hard I fight to declare my single-dom, a great day really is nothing without someone to tell it all to. That red couch you all have seen? It sits empty most of the time. I can't bear to sit on it alone, aware of how much real estate is spanning out next to me. It can't be just anyone. Who is it? Someone I have yet to meet? Someone I've just met? Someone who has been there a long time? I don't expect answers to anything...just needed to purge so I can sleep. So now I'm being told to hurry up with my info to file for divorce because its been six months and its time to get this done. Six? Its September right? He left in May. That's four months. Okay, we had the big confrontation in April...that's five months. I guess he gets to start the timer from when he met his girlfriend, even though I was still clue

My Thoughts Of You
My Thoughts of You* How can you love someone you have never seen with a feeling so passionate that it makes your heart skip a beat at the sound of his voice? How can you feel his hands on you, when he has never touched you? How can you feel his lips kiss yours when he has never whispered your name in the night? A love with such passion that life could have never known it in your wildest dreams. Or if it could ever be possible would you turn it away in fear that it could not be real for you had never known such a love. For this love I would take the chance of heartbreak. For I have known a lifetime of heartbreak and heartbreak in itself is of a temporary nature if we allow it to be. But to know just one moment in my life with such passion such feeling such want such need. I would give myself entirely without regret without sorrow without remorse to you your wants your needs your love your life. To deny such a love would be the most fatal of mis

My Thoughts
The Devil Left His Bags ======================= You put the devil out, but you let him leave his bags. Never quite looked at it like this before... You got out of a bad relationship because it was bad, but you are still resentful and angry. You let the devil leave his bags. You got out of financial debt, but you still can't control the desire to spend on frivolous things. You let the devil leave his bags. You got out of a bad habit or addiction, but you still long to try it just one more time. You let the devil leave his bags. You said, I forgive you, but you can't seem to forget and have peace with that person. You let the devil leave his bags. You told your unequally yoked mate that it was over, but you still continue to call. You let the devil leave his bags. You got out of that horribly oppressive job, but you're still trying to sabotage the company after you've left. You let the devil leave his bags. You cut off the affair with that married

My Thoughts And Ramblings...
Mentally, i feel like i have my head on straight and i feel like i am going where i need to be. BUT if someone has feelings for me i cant help but reciprocate. funny thing is, 6 days isnt enough time to develop feelings. i tend to leave marks and scars on people in my path of self destruction and what i call free love. im not going to apologize for what i have done. I made a choice with my head and not with my heart. It makes sense. So, please...use caution when dealing with me and for your own sake...DO NOT get your emotions involved. I'm cold. I'm a bitch. and im DEFINITELY NOT sorry for anything ive done or anyone who gets hurt along the way. the only person i can trust is me. a litttle over three weeks ago my mom calls me and tells me her boyfriend left her. she has noone for the kids, etc..."Can you come and stay with me, i need you" So Immediately I acquire the resources to go to Utah and help her. BIG MISTAKE...I'm up in utah for 3 days and i realize I shouldnt be there...I

My Things
For everything you do, I'd like to swallow youAnd everyday I'm gonna blame you Even if you justify every fucking bullshit lie, it only makes me want to break you You pull me down and you crucify my name, you make me insane It's broken now, don't ever look my way, don't even think I'm playing 'Cause I fuckin' hate you You're such a liar I'd love to hang you You're all the same to me When you repeatedly take advantage of me The only thought I get of you sickens me Everybody knows you're fake You're everything I fucking hate And I'm everything that you could never be You pull me down and you crucify my name, you make me insane It's broken now, don't ever look my way, don't even think I'm playing 'Cause I fuckin' hate you You're such a liar I'd love to hang you You're all the same to me I fuckin' hate you You're such a liar I'd love to hang you You're all the same to me fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you You pull me down and you crucify my name, you make me insane It's broken now, do

My Thoughts On Life And Situations Of Life
Laying down side by side Arms tight around my waist Fingers running slowly and smoothly... Through my soft, silky hair Whispering sweet something’s in my ear Making me feel like a nubian queen Our bodies slowly and surely turn face to face And when our faces meet... We say we love each other We lean in to kiss... And as my soft, sweet, and juicy lips touch yours... Your hand starts to slowly slip down my pants And my legs start trembling from your warm touch You start going down my thighs And I feel my sweet juices overflowing As you get closer....and closer...and closer I wake up And tears form in my eyes Because I realize That it was all...in...my....dreams all i want is someone who treats me with the love and respect i deserve. all i want is someone who will keep it real at all times no matta the circumstances. all i want is someone who doesnt lie and lead me on. all i want is someone who aint on some childish shyt and games bc i really truly

My Thoughts
I have two young children and the cartoons today are just plain dumb. Why can't they bring back the old ones like bugs bunny, mighty mouse, and woody woodpecker. My kids would rather watch tom and jerry or popeye on boomerang than things like flapjack or fairly odd parents. The old ones are the best but you can't find them. I have on demand but they play the same ones and you only have 5 to choose from. So I feel like we need to petition the makers of these cartoons to bring them back.

My Thoughts On God
You know someone told me that they believe in GOD. Ok that is their right. Someone once told me there is no GOD. Ok that is their right. Then I thought about it and I believe that there is A GOD.. maybe not what most people think of as GOD but there is someone that watches out for the people here...OK OK you ask me well then how come children die. How come good people die. How come people have to suffer. I have been thinking alot about this over the last year since my mom was taken from me quite suddenly. WHY?! What am I suppose to do without her? Why did she have to die? Why was I not there when she went? Why is (my) GOD taking her from me and my children? Why did he make it so my daughter had to be the one home with her when it happend? What does it all mean? THEN!! I worked thru most of it and here is what I have come up with. Since (my) GOD is the only one that can give me the answers then he is the one I have to ask. So I did, and here is what I have been told (figativly).

My Thoughts
Everyone asks me why I call myself Jayded and yes I know I spell it different than its supposed to be. But to put it simply...... life, love and men have jaded me. And I honestly believe at my age everyone is a little jaded , its what molds us to who we are so I dont see it in a bad way. When you have been betrayed, used, pushed around, walked on and just plain hurt by someone it will make you jaded a little everytime. But I wouldnt trade any of my experiences cause it makes me the strong women I am today. Does it mean that every guy that comes into my life is going to pay for the mistakes of the last relationship? NO..........Every relationship that has ever ended good or bad ive learned something from it and moved on and tried to make it better the next time, its all you can do. But everytime Ive been hurt my heart gets a little more guarded and harder to get to. I dont wear it on my sleeve like I used to for someone to crush. The one that grabs a hold of my heart again wil