Lola's blog: "MY THOUGHTS..."

y tell me u like me when ur only out 2 hurt me? y act like u care when u couldnt give a damn at all? y pretend like everything is ok when it really never was? y wanna b my friend when ud rather hate me instead? y not just b real wit it? y not save us all some time? y even bother 2 pretend like things are ok? y fix something that cant b? y bother 2 even wonder.... Y?

so today im goin 2 work and this big ass truck that im followin in to the parkin lot stops in the middle of the road... im like y isnt this fool goin straight to part and so i can park... he then puts it in reverse so he can back in to a space when theres not enuff room to back up... im like wth... this man cant just go fwd and park... so i get pissed cuz im in a rush right... and i end up flippin im off... i park i go in side (rantin and ravin mind u) and then i c one of my close friends clients comin in to the building and i think OMG i just flipped her client off... lmao... i was so embarassed... but thank goodness this guy was cool... i went ova and apologized for my outburst... tho i know i wasnt completely in the wrong lmao... ok so i shouldnt have flipped him off and give him all the dirty looks in the world... but dammit to hell lmao... he shouldnt have tried to back up on me lmao... he was cool about it we laughed if off... but i will NEVER flip someone off again in traffic... u neva know who u flippin off lmao... and lawd do i hate 2 apologize... right or wrong lmao...

Merry Christmas ya'll!!! Hope everyones holiday is joyous... Thanks for all the laughs and the smiles along the way!!! My friends, you truely are appreciated :) Let's start this year off right :)

bc i didnt know where else 2 spill my feelings... i thought id just write them here... my homegirl called me 2 day tellin me she just miscarried... im so saddened by this... this is my best friend and her and her husband have been trying so hard... they were so excited when they found out they were pregnant... and so was i to become and auntie... but now... on Christmas eve... my heart is fill wit such sarrow for them... i know God works n mysterous ways... but i still cant help 2 b so sad about this... i know He has a plan for them and maybe right now wasnt thier time... but still couldnt it have waited until after Christmas??? just my thoughts... and my weeping heart... thanks for readin this if u did...

uh... i thought when we rated profiles and pics it was suppose 2 b anonymous... not that i dont mind seein whos rating what... but i know theres ppl who are haters who like 2 post that someone is a 1 or whateva without the backlash of someone actually knowing... wassup wit this??? yall think this is a good thing???

IF YALL AINT CHECKED OUT THE MOVIE DEPARTED CHECK IT OUT... THAT MOVIE WAS OFF THE CHAIN... IF YALL SAW IT WHAT DID YALL THINK?

WTF IS REALY GOIN ON WIT POINTS DISAPPEARIN... AINT THAT SOME SHIT... MAKIN US WORK EVEN HARDER LMAO