JadedMel Memeber of 2nd Alarm Hotties's blog: "my thoughts"

Last night i found out a friend of mine had past away in the morning, she was like a mother a friend . I hurt so much more than words can express. It's like loosing my mom all over again. I feel so lst all i wanna do is cry. To loose someone you care about , feels like a dager being plunged deep into your heart. To not be able to say good bye omg thats the worst. I didnt even say goodbye to my mom. Our last conversation was a blur we had gotten into an agrument . I never got to say i was sorry or tell her how much i loved her. so , i would just like to say this , please take the chance to tell all your loved ones how much you love them every chance you get, because you just might not have later to do it, you might not have tomorrow.

I am so tired of people pretending to be a friend on here just to get points. honistly if thats all ya want say so, ill help ya out. just be honist. please i know that this is preety much a fun and games type of site but come on.

i was thinking one day about how time seems to fly by and how short life really is. and how when we get cought up in our own stuff we miss the important things. I just found out a good friend of mine ended his life in feb this year and my heart brakes. I have learned that people come into our lives for a special reason and saome only for small amounts of time, but those of us who have been beaten, batered, cheated on, and used put up a wall and push people out of our lifes, and thats when we loose those that are real , that a true friends because were to focused on the whats if and the past we don't see whats in frount of us tell its too late. I am trying to live each day as if it were my lAST, tell those dear to me how much i care just in case im not hear tomorrow. or in case they are called home , and i didnt have anything left unsaid.