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CrazyBeautiful's blog: "My thoughts"

created on 01/19/2008  |  http://fubar.com/my-thoughts/b179585

Feelings

So I am liking this guy, he is an absolute sweetheart. But I am scared. I haven't felt this way about anyone since my ex (who I fell truly and MADLY in love with) so I know if I continue liking him I could feel the same way about him. He likes me too, but I fear he won't when he meets me. I fear that someone else will snatch him up before I have the chance to. I fear that I will fall more for him and that I won't be able to keep him or he won't feel the same way about me. I feel like a school girl with a major crush, the butterflies and heart skipping beats and it feels great. Yet I am scared if I get too close I will end up getting hurt. So I take things slow, but it is SOOO hard to with him! I have been single for a year and a half, its about time I find someone special, could it be him? Is it a chance I am willing to take? Is he worth it? Should I get my hopes up? Yes. I think I will take the chance. I know the risks, and he is DEFINITELY worth it! Wish me luck!

Single....for too long?

So I have been thinking about how I have been single for a long time now (a year and a half), and has got me thinking about why am I. Is it because I am just not good enough? Am I like a horrible person? Am I not good looking at all? Am I too fat? Too picky with the men I like? Is it that all men just want sex and don't care about emotions? Am I still hung up over my ex? Many questions fill my head. I don't think I am hung up on anyone, and I don't think ALL men just want sex, maybe a few want something real. I just want a stable man, so I don't think that is the problem. I have been told I have an awesome personality, so maybe my looks? Oh well, maybe I am meant to be alone :(
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