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Journal...life Leading To/after Gastric Bypass
Sure has been an insane time for me lately. My brother came to stay for 2 weeks. It was supposed to be 11 days but he wanted to go home Monday instead of Friday so it went 2 weeks. I was tickled pink! We mended some wounds that have bothered me for quite a long time. Time will tell if he will come again to visit but he said in front of Aunt Liz that he does want to. I'm really happy about that. Of course I been stressing over waiting. And waiting. And waiting. No insurance to surgeon office updates every time I called. Then things around here got BAD. Shane, Sue's youngest son was almost killed in a motorcycle accident a week ago. He is a mess. But luckily he was so healthy that he is improving faster then doctors thought he could. He's had 4 or 5 surgeries so far repairing the damage. Due to having to take care of the animals here, then Dylyn the 3 yr old grandson Sue was added to the picture, I haven't been able to go to Pittsburgh to help them and its tearing m

I've Been Tagged
RULES - Once you've been tagged, you have to write a blog with 8 facts/things/habits about yourself, saying who tagged you. In the end you need to choose the 6 people to be tagged and list their names. No tag backs. So here we go 1) I love music and am always looking for new suggestions to broaden my horizons 2) I love to take pictures 3) I was once afraid of getting hurt, but I'm now willing to trust again. 4) I dislike my real job but love my second job 5) I come from a small family - I have no first cousins 6) I have broken more than one bone on my body 7) As with music, I love to read when I can, and will read just about anything 8) I know something that someone else doesn't know I know

Sexual Dictionary
You scored as Chains/Handcuffs. Your turn on is handcuffs and chains. You like being cuffed/chained to the bed, or cuffing/chaining your partner down. You love the pure ectasy of being in complete control... or letting someone else have complete control over you. Sex isn't sex without control.Chains/Handcuffs92%Blind Folds75%Whips50%Bondage50%Biting42%Blood0%What's Your Kinky Turn On?created with QuizFarm.com Cole -- [noun]:An aphrodisiac made of cucumbers 'How will you be defined in the sexual dictionary?' at QuizUniverse.com

Fantasia
I am an independent consultant for Fantasia Home Parties. If you are interested in booking a party please contact me. Fantasia parties are great for girls night out~ Invite all your friends and expect to have SO much fun~ Fantasia is FUN, WILD and SEXY, and we have awesome products for all your deepest desires. Come check it out....browse the website and see for yourself~ WWW.FANTASIAHOMEPARTIES.COM

Huh
An 18 year old girl tells her Mom that she has missed her period for 2months. Very worried, the mother goes to the drugstore and buys a pregnancy kit. The test result shows that the girl is pregnant. Shouting, cursing, crying, the mother says "Who was the pig that did this toyou? I want to know!" The girl picks up the phone and makes a call. Half an hour later a Ferrari stops in front of their house, a mature and distinguished man with gray hair and impeccably dressed in an Armani suit steps out of the Ferrari and enters the house. He sits in the living room with the father, mother and the girl, and tells them: "Good morning, your daughter has informed me of the problem. I can't marry her because of my personal family situation but I'll take charge. I will pay all costs and provide for your daughter for the rest of her life. Additionally, if a girl is born I will bequeath her 2 retail stores, a townhouse, a beachfront villa and a $2,000,000 bank account. If

This And That...
On Monday I took half the day off from work so I could go meet my little boy at school so we could have lunch together. His dad lives way across town from where I live so his school is 35m away...yes it is a lot. But the look on his face when I walked into that cafeteria made the distance, the fighting traffic and having to arrange things at work so I can leave early all worthwile. He was so happy to see me. I was just as happy to see him. He wanted to share his lunch with me, but I told him that was ok since I had brought my own ham & chez sandwich...he did trade my orange capri sun for his cherry one...lol It seems I got myself a new dog...showed up out of nowhere last friday when I got home from work I was letting the Pablo and Flurry out to the backyard and this dog that looked just like Flurry came in the yard thru a gap on the fence, she is almost all white with some light tan....looks like it has part husky on her...as soon as I have a picture I will put it on the album...

1st Blog
Ive never really blogged befor, I dont really know what to say, I'm still trying to figure this website out its a lil confusing, but after awhile I'm sure I'll get the hang of it, so anyways, whats up pple that read this

Turn Around Birght Eyes
Good morning to all my family, friends, and fans, I'm writing this blog this morning to ask that all of those of you that are able, to please give blood, this holiday season.By giving blood, you might give another person a chance to live. Blood knows no racial boundries. It knows no socio-economic boundries. I is one of the things that we can give one another, in a time of need, that we can do for ourselves and each other. If you donate(and I hope you do), be sure to eat before you do, so you don't pass out. If Jesus was able to shed his blood for us, don't you think it's only right that we share some, when needed, with each other? Please, give blood. It was a good song then. It's a good song now. Dear Family, Friends, and Fans, I would like to get everyone's input on a subject. If there were a policeman on cherry, and I'm sure there are many, and that person was abusing their power by investigating you and your personal business, would you feel like they had overstepped their

Don't Know What To Say
Well here i go sittin' here again all by myself trying to figure out what just happend. I keep askin myself why do things have to happen like this. It's just outta my hands I guess. I don't know what to do . Mom and Dad are getting a divorce, why? It's killin me. I know it's not my fault. Theres nothing i can do to stop it. It's just that after 24 yrs together that Mom just serves him papers. My dad is so tore up and I don't know what to say to him. Mom has totally shut everyone out and won't even give me a call. I guess things happen for a reason. She could at least give me a call. I'll just sit here and ponder the thought of not haveing a family anymore eventhough they are stepbrothers they are still my brothers and i love them very much. I don't know??? This sucks i'm gonna be all by myself now noone to turn to when in need of a shoulder. I guess as the dust settles i'll know a little bit more of what's going to happen, until then I don't know what to say.

Love
I honestly belive I have found the one person I want to spend the rest of my life with. She's the sweetest kindest most awesome woman I know. I love her more then words can describe. I love you so much Rachael and I can't wait to be with you. Well on the bright side of things rachael has been the greatest persone to me and I love her so much I can't even begin how to describe it. We've been together for just over a month and no matter how many times she say I love you to me I still get this big goofy ass grin on my face. I find myself wanting to be with her more and more every day, I eagerly wait for her phone calls and am sad that I have to sleep alone cuse I would much rather be with her holding her in my arms. So yeah I think that's all I have right now. The one fantasy I have that keeps poping in my head goes like this. My girlfriend is sleeping nake in our bed, but I'm not in it yet. Instead I'm out preparing for the sneak in. I creap in like a vampire with my fangs in there's so

Shayna Storm
Hi everyone! This is my first time on Cherry Tap and my first blog ever. I just want to thank everyone for being so sweet and welcoming. I look forward to learning more about this site and how to use it. There are some VERY SEXY people on here :) and I can't wait to meet some of them. All My Pleasures, Shayna www.shaynaxxx.com Just want to wish everyone a Happy Hump Day! I hope you are all doing good today and work isn't getting in the way of your fun. I played poker last night and made it to 4th place out of about 28 people. I haven't been out to play in awhile and had a blast seeing all my poker buddies. Today was a LOT hard to get up, lol. Note to self: "after not being out in awhile it is not a good idea to try and drink every beer the bar has". LOL This morning was not pretty and the afternoon is still undecided :). Kisses to all. All My Pleasures Shayna Storm I hope everyone had a great weekend. I went out to Allstars here in SA and got to see some h

Bikers & The People Who Love Them
wanted to shout out to all my fellow bikers & those of you who love & support us , thannk you all HI to all my friends & family members the wolfpack den lounge is now a functioning lounge for bikers & the people who love them . i hope that yoiu enjoy it

Looking For It All???
a href="http://photobucket.com" target="_blank"> MY CRUSH WENT AWAY AND I AM FEELIN VERY UNLOVED WHERED U GO I AM WANTING U BACK PLEASE WIT A CHERRIES ON TOP AND SPINKLES AND ALL THAT someone has a CRUSH on you!!

World Rock Radio
(all times Eastern Standard Time) MONDAY 12PM (Noon) Devine & Demonic DJ Vicarious 2PM Loud N Proud DJ Mystic 4PM Dodge This DJ Trinity 6PM Eggs & Kegs DJ Raven 8PM Nice Fuckin' Show DJ Evil 10PM S&M DJ Krys 12AM Eggs & Kegs DJ Raven 2AM Satan’s Slumber Party DJ Lucifer TUESDAY 12PM (Noon) Devine & Demonic DJ Vicarious 2:00PM Loud N Proud DJ Mystic 8:00PM S&M DJ Krys 10PM Nice Fuckin' Show DJ Evil 12AM The Sin Within DJ Aphro WEDNESDAY 2PM Loud N Proud DJ Mystic 8PM S&M DJ Krys 10PM Rock Yer Box DocNasty 12AM Disciples of Rock DJ Cru 2AM Satan's Slumber Party DJ Lucifer THURSDAY 2PM Loud N Proud DJ Mystic 6PM Mayhem & Rage ShotDaddy 8PM Mayhem & Rage ShotDaddy 10PM Nice Fuckin' Show DJ Evil 12AM The Black Mass DJ Lucifer Friday 2PM Loud N Proud DJ Mystic 4PM Dodge This DJ Trinity 10PM S & M DJ Krys 12AM The Leathur Lair BratPrince 2AM The Leathur Lair BratPrince Saturday 6PM Devine & Demonic DJ Vicarious 8PM S&M DJ Krys 10PM Nice Fucki

New Group
hello everyone.if anyone is interested in some new music then i have a new group that you should check out.they are called GREWSUM.they are great.i have them on my myspace page.there page is myspace.com/grewsum.please pass the word.there cd comes out feb.20,2007.its has been push back from jan.30 to feb.20.

My Poetry *copywritten*
Searching for inspiration Hearing the rain fall, And the rolls of thunder in the sky Your hand caressing my neck, Your thumb glides to my lips Your fingers hold my neck as I kiss your thumb Leaning down behind me, I feel your lips glide from shoulder to shoulder Leaning my head back for you We kiss so deep, so passionately I forget where I am or what I was doing Big strong comforting arms lift me from the chair Candles light the bedroom Portishead plays from the speakers Gently laying me on the bed Kissing my toes, my chins, my knees Kissing kissing kissing all the way up To my forehead and licking behind my ears Biting my lip I let out a soft moan And trace the muscles of your back Digging my nails every so slightly into your skin Your growl arousing me deep inside I bite your shoulder and wrap my legs tight around you Arching my back and you look into my eyes Your look asking for permission I reach up for another kiss as I thrust up Taking you into me,

Kids Say The Darndest Things
SO I sitting on the computer when I hear Alex say from the kitchen to Cole..."Cole let me show you something cool on the dishwasher here. Now pay attention because someday you will be married and your wife will ask you to load the dishwasher and I don't want you to look like an idiot, so this is how you do it." I have no idea what possessed her to tell him that, but it was the cutest thing.

Kisses
chocolate said to a lollipop, you are damn sweet. And the lollipop said : Not as sweet as the person reading this! Ur smile makes me smile... ur talks make me glad.. But ur absence makes me sad... Be always with me my dear friend!!! send this 2 all ur friends in ur list n also back 2 me if i am ur friend.... If u get more than 7 u r lovable" ^H E , -^_^-, .. _, .-'^ R S , .-^_______..| _.. H E , .-^____________k __..,Y.-^________________i ________________________ss ________________________kis _______________________skiss _______________________kissk ______________________isskiss ____________________kisskisskis __________________skisskisskisski ________________sskisskisskisskissk ______________isskisskisskisskisskiss ____________kisskisskisskisskisskisskis _________skisskisskisskisskisskisskisskiss _______kisskisskisskisskisskisskisskisskissk ______isskisskisskisskisskisskisskisskisskiss ______kisskisskisskisskisskisskisskisskisskis

So Um Yeah
god damn it!! I need more points some one hook me up with some comments or something! Im sick of being fresh meat! This site is kinda weird, but it involves alcohol and being drunk therefore it must be ok.

Rants/raves/etc.
There’s such a thing as rep-tism... You know what I’m talking about. People who are otherwise very open minded, yet don’t think reptiles can be good pets. People who think that the only appropriate pets have fur. Why can they not see the value of reptiles as well? Why couldn’t I derive just as much unconditional love from my gecko, my alligator, my frog? Who’s to say that pets with scales can’t be just as rewarding to own as a cat or dog? And who are the rept-ists to judge those who DO form lifelong relationships with their bearded dragons and their iguanas? We’re talking about rational people here. People who would never accept other isms in their life. People who would balk at racism or sexism, yet they look down their noses at people who happen to have pets that differ from theirs. I just find this unacceptable and I want it to stop. Right now. That’s it. lol Good. Web designer wanted I need some help getting my website to what I want it to be. If anyone's i

Blog
A British newspaper salutes Canada. This is a good read. It is funny how it took someone in England to put it into words. Sunday Telegraph Article: Salute to a Brave and Modest Nation - Kevin Myers, The Sunday Telegraph LONDON - Until the deaths of Canadian soldiers killed in Afghanistan , probably almost no one outside their home country had been aware that Canadian troops are deployed in the region. And as always Canada will bury its dead, just as the rest of the world, as always will forget its sacrifice, just as it always forgets nearly everything Canada ever does. It seems that Canada 's historic mission is to come to the selfless aid both of its friends and of complete strangers, and then, once the crisis is over, to be well and truly ignored. Canada is the perpetual wallflower that stands on the edge of the hall, waiting for someone to come and ask her for a dance. A fire breaks out, she risks life and limb to rescue her

Are You Aware.
In April 1997, there was a "gas out" conducted nationwide in protest of gas prices. Gasoline prices dropped 30 cents a gallon overnight. On May 15th 2007, all internet users are urged not go to a gas station in protest of high gas prices. Gas is now over $3.00 a gallon in most places. There are 73,000,000+ American members currently on the internet network, and the average car takes about 30 to 50 dollars to fill up. If all users did not go to the pump on the 15th, it would take $2,292,000,000. 00 (that's almost 3 BILLION) out of the oil companys pockets for just one day, so please do not go to the gas station on May15th and lets try to put a dent in the Middle Eastern oil industry for at least one day. Getting angry can sometimes be like leaping into a wonderfully responsive sports car, gunning the motor, taking off at high speed, and then discover the brakes are out of order. The word über comes from the German language. It is a cognate of both Latin super and Greek &

To Everyone
Hi I just wanted to say to men and woman, when you get hurt by the opposite sex dont label everyone else after that to be like them. Dont be scared to open up after you get hurt you could be missing out on the one who was meant for you. Sometimes we have to go through the bad things in life to get to the good things. It is the same thing with realtionships,it takes a few bad ones to get to the good. Relationships dont happen over night. Dont lock up your heart and throw away the key. You never know you might miss out on the person who was meant for you. Everyone has someone out there that is made for them. I know its easier to be alone sometimes then to be in a relationship. I promise men that not all woman are witches. I promise woman not all men are azzholes.

Juggalo Wolfs Wolf Pack
- LOST LOVE - every day i walk into the darkness souless n' heartless love is forgotten everyday i sit around just rotten once loved but lost it im the one that goes unseen and unheard inside i died burn the world n' write my name in blood in the night sky when i was with you i felt so alive when you stopped lovin me is when i died now i walk with the dead with 666 in blood writen on my forhead i have no heart you left it in pieces on the floor and only you can put it back together guess its just all lost love there is no above there is no below its just you in a dark hole and all you see is darkness love is rotten n' cruel oh so many times have i gotten played like a fool ya cut my heart out n' threw it in a blender your love once so tender now so cold wish i could just be taken out this world but your the one who keeps me here if you a lo or a lette goth pagan or just fuckin' crazy or just want to get to know me add me on here or yahoo > evil_juggalo_wolf@yahoo.com

The One I Love The Most...
The one I love the most! There is a letter in my pocket, I don’t know where to send... Telling someone that I love, I won’t be back again... But who will I address it to, Who’ll read the words I wrote... The one I loved the longest, Or the one I love the most... One has stood by me, In the good times and the bad... One has brought out feelings, I never knew I had... Ones and burning ember, The others fire and smoke... The one I loved the longest, Or the one I love the most... You can’t stand at a crossroad’s, You’ve got to move along... I know either way I turn, I’ll do something wrong... So who do I hold onto, And who do I let go??? The one I loved the longest, Or the one I love the most???

Kittcat
If I Let You Hit It .................. : ) 1.Would you be in control? 2. Would you whisper freaky shit in my ear? 3. Would you talk dirty to me? 4. Would you kiss me with a little or a lot of tongue? 5. Would you go down on me? 6. Would you let me go down on you??? 7. Would you give me a hicky?? 8. How many rounds would we go? 9. What would you wanna do afterwards? 10. Would you take off all ur clothes for me? 11. Would you lick and bite me all over? 12. Would you like 4 play or get straight to the point? 13. Would you take your time if I told you to? 14. Would you fall asleep when we were done? 15. Would you want to go fast or slow? 16. Where would u wanna "do it" at? 17. Would u be loud or quiet? 18. Do you think u could make me have an orgasm? 19. Are u gonna re-post these so I can answer them for you? 20. WOULD U FUCK TODAY? EMAIL ME AND LET ME KNOW WHAT U WOULD DO IF I LET YOU HIT IT!

Kitty Story
My husband called me recently from work. Turns out, someone had thrown out a cat and it was hanging around the office. Could I come get her? My husband is not the biggest cat fan. I figured this cat must be something special. I get there, and a starved, matted, dirty and wet cat meows at me insistently from underneath the office steps. I check, yea, female. Totally complacent, the cat allows me to scoop her up and truck her home in my husband's hotrod truck. (We are talking LOUD truck, cat never flinches.) First thing she does upon reaching my house is decide the dog Rocky is her personal security blanket and she is queen bee in the cat pecking order. She does this, and everything else, loudly. Then she eats. Forever. Any time anyone does something she disapproves of, she yowls that angry cat yowl, when she wants company she vocalizes dramaticly. Like, if you don't pet me (feed me, brush me)right now I'll just die. And all of her tlk is severely off key. Since the cat would not leave

My Crazy Ramblings
So I leave soon... Back to KY... its kinda scary! lol Im completely excited though. I feel like Im finally going back home! I dont think its really hit me thought that I'm actually moving... I feel like its all happening in slow motion!!! lol I have got so much to do and a very little time to do it all in :P lol Its kinda crazy but there's one person in particular that I absolutly cannot WAIT to see... He has been one of my closest friends for the past few months. And especially recently as I try to sort out my feelings for my husband and decided what I'm going to do. lol i dunno... i guess im just rambling :P I am who I am.... There is nothing I can or WILL do to change that.... I have finally come to be mostly happy with my life... for once! And now all of a sudden ppl feel the need to fuck with that! Well I hate it for everyones luck... it doesnt work! I love being me... i love who i am. I really dont know why ppl feel the need to meddle in my business! My sexuality

My Rants And Raves
Hard to believe Summer is just about over, its been fun, full of good times and bad, people come into your life just as quickly as they go. I've worked with a bunch of amazing people this Summer and its like a roller coaster full of waiting and seeing around each turn before the nose-dive onward onto the next obstackle and challenge. The good news . . . . No Hurricanes!! BP sucks, always and forever!! Another Day, Another Dollar Nothing beats working in a fuking Supermarket I love it when people shop only to find the one item your out of and simply bitch and complain about it because its not there. Its not the end of the world, its just one little item. Simply put . . . - I worked - I put up 250 pieces + more - I had fun doing it - I chatted with almost everyone in the store and still got the job done - Then I simply vanished and left. Another Day . . . . Another Dollar!! WoW What a night it was last night. The crew simply cleaned out SS491!!

You Have A Sexual Iq Of 146
Your Pornstar Name is:XXX Yonge Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com You have a sexual IQ of 146 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Getting Started
well.i figured another lil way to let some peeps know me is to type alil bit huh?well for starters im here to make friends and meet people,mrs.clean?na dont have one.looking?maybe.ill just have to wait and see.i am a lil private on what i put on sites, on my profile i didnt put where im from mainly cuz im a private person.but for all those peepswho wanna know lets just say right now its in maine lol.i live with my 2 roomies they are a couple and we game together. final fantasy online and WoW.yes im a gamer but not a hard core fanatic.i like to relax and enjoy myself,games sometimes help.im a R.N. by profession and love my work but gotta have an outlet right?anyhow thats enough for now. TTYL. R.

Death To Being Miserable
I have loved and lost! I would have left him for dead! I left at just the right time, he lost just about everything! But he deserved it! He had held me down, hit me, shoved me, and held me captive! Called me obsene names and down right treated me like shit! I stopped hanging out with my friends and began to feel intrapped! It was great to begin with, then his ex-girlfriend started coming around. Fucking bitch! Elton and I had been together off and on for ten months. And we've been broken up for almost three months now, and she is still trying to get back with him. They have two kids together, but oh well! Well she can have the abusive fuck! I was always so scared! He left me and came back. Then I left him several times and went back. Well shit on me once, shame on you! Shit on me twice (or more), shame on me! I was stupid for going back so many times, but I honestly felt I had ran out of choices. Now I'm free, it feels so good to be able to hang out with my friends again and just

The Story Of How I Got My Name Bigbird Stole My Tricycle
WHEN MY SON WAS 2 HE HAD A RADIO FLYER TRICYCLE...HE PLAYED ON IT TOO MUCH, ONE DAY WE COULDN'T FIND IT OUTSIDE SO I ASKED HIM SON WHERE DID YOU PUT YOUR TRICYCLE.. HE SAID I DON'T KNOW THEN REPLIED BIGBIRD STOLE IT DADDY!!!!!!!!!!!!!! SO THERE YA GO LOL

Life
Life By: Mark David Leonard My door is shut, Cuz I closed it. My window is cracked, cuz I broke it. My shoe is untied, cuz I pulled it. I forfeit my dream cuz I nulled it. I am in control of my life and still chose not to. I wanted it so bad but still opted not to. Focused my eyes on things I should not do. Just on the things that I want to. I made up my passions, the one that I liked is the one that I fashioned. I lived a lie that almost came true, doing some things that I could not even do. I liked it at first but then I grew sad, I lived for two things and then both became bad. Nothing really mattered unless it was fun, and the fun still felt good, but still I’m not one. I still wish I did not let people down, now I just feel low, low as the ground. I feel there is no one that can pick me up, cuz of how deep that I have dug this rut. I depend on my friends cuz I got no luck, make’n dumb excuses like I stepped on a duck, than fell face up landed right on my butt. It

Beth's Bullshit
This is my first entry, so cut me some slack if you get bored reading this shit... It's Saturday night/Sunday morning, I'm completely naked typing away and uploading photos to my new Cherry Blast account. Yup, I'm having fun, but I'd rather have someone here naked with me. Totally pathetic to be alone on a cold night like this. Someone save me, and give me something to do with my mouth, and my hands, and my pussy!!! Rose: Thanks for sending me the invite. I love this site!!!

Need Some Friends
ok guys if you are commenting me in the contest you have to be a level 5 or above so if you are not a level 5 please dont comment and if your sending friends be sure you tell them they have to be a level 5 or higher also so this contest can be fair. sorry about that everyone forgot to tell yall in the last blog hey everyone i know i havent been on here in a long time. i just want to let everyone know that i moved once again. and i am glad that i did. i had to get away some of my family members. thanks to everyone that left me birthday cards and cakes for my birthday and left me birthday comments

Gaura's Garden
Well, if you got an alert for this one, you're still on my friends list. There's still a few of you whom I have not heard from who are still on the list-- I seem to recall conversations in the past, so I'm trying to be patient. So, Mrs. Dragon, cunninglinguist, mistress heather, Odin, Joanna, Bedazzled Deb, Katie, Dd, Black Dragon, Damien, Oakdragon, Jugalette Woman, Chaotic Dragon, sassi, Onyx dragon, Rain Feather, Joey Jr., and Devil in Cuffs-- come on down... I'll try to ping y'all individually if I can. At least my list seems to be down to a level where I can do that now. But, better yet, send me a message, a shourt-- whatever. That's the idea here. Oppose CA AB 1634, oppose breed-specific legislation, support responsible dog breeders! The Last Dog By Lidia Seebeck The report came in slowly from Muddy Gap, Wyoming. Someone had spotted a dog sniffing around his house in the bitter cold of a Wyoming winter. The person was quite sure that this was a dog, not a wolf. N

Reason Must Murder Vanity Before Vanity Murders The Soul.
The word of contemplation this week is Vanity. Vanity is a common trait of human nature. I believe we all have this from one degree to another. I think that vanity distorts perception. Perception depicts individual reality. Individual reality is the focused center from which our vision pears out at the world and from which we judge ourselves and ultimately from this our actions are born. But do we receive back an accurate reflection of our individual selves, and as such can we really know how the world both sees and knows us from it’s own personal experience? And more importantly does that reality, being the only true reality match our own experience of who and what we think we are? I think that maybe the only way to truly know ourselves is to live detached, or removed from this part of human nature, or in a sense surgically remove our vanity by way of using the personal objectivity of those outside of our own circles as a tool in witch to sever that part of ourselves that will and

Love
LOVE Love is something I can't explain, It's soft, gentle, and causes no pain. It makes your heart skip a beat, It makes you feel so complete. Love is something words can't express, It's an emotion that rises above the rest. It leaves you always wanting more, It stays with you down to the core. Love is something I found with you, Trust and honesty are part of it too. I love you so much, I won't let you go, How I feel about you, I want you to know. Love is something special we share, It's tenderness, sincerity, and care. Living my life with you so near, I'll love you forever My Dear! By: Angela

Your Thoughtssssssssssssss
Dead Peopleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee' wanna join????????????? The idea of Luis Cipher exists as you know it by my profile....."Luis Cipher" in reality it does not exist; it is an abstraction for Lucipher.....ergo, there is no real me....only the abstraction that you perceive...an entity that you perceive, something illusory.....and though I can hide my cold gaze & you can shake my hand and feel my flesh grasping yours....and maybe you can sense that our lifestyles are probably comparable......I am really not there....except that part of your mind that allows me to exist.....don't YOU think????? It's not what you thought when you first began it, you got what you wanted & now can hardly stand it.....but now you know it's not going to stop, your sure there is a cure & that you will finally find it....you think one drink will shrink you to the illusory underground & live it down......it's then you understand that it is not going to stop.....not going to stop til you wise up....

No Place For You To Hide.
Hypocrisy is the way of aristocracy. Their curtain of lies no longer hides the horrid faces of those thought to be righteous and wise. Miss use of higher intellect to self serve the select few of their needs brings upon it a sentence of disrespect their disembodied souls broken and shattered, pounded to dust in the wake of their deeds, burnt and black their essence still steering in the breeze. Be it now or at the end of you’re time, if you’ve only lived for yourself the sorrow of others you will bleed.

Why Oh Why?
Why am i always depressed? Why don't anyone believe me unless i have video evidence? Why do women think all men are alike? Why can't i get a break in life? Why does everyone continue to walk all over me? Why can't i get the nerve to walk on others? Why do we give our ex's another chance? Why do i care more for others than they do for me? Why should i stay here? Why do i want more out of life? Why do i feel so alone? Why am i alone? Why is all my luck bad? Why does every car i own breakdown even though i maintain them? Why do i have hand tremors? Why can't i get anything right? Why should i continue to try? Why do i want to cry? Why do i want to die? Why oh Why?

Endorsement Info
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My Thoughts
When Change Is Not Enough: Seven Steps to Revolution By Sara Robinson, Campaign for America's Future Posted on February 22, 2008, Printed on February 22, 2008 http://www.alternet.org/story/77498/ "Those who make peaceful evolution impossible make violent revolution inevitable." -- John F. Kennedy There's one thing for sure: 2008 isn't anything like politics as usual. The corporate media (with their unerring eye for the obvious point) is fixated on the narrative that, for the first time ever, Americans will likely end this year with either a woman or a black man headed for the White House. Bloggers are telling stories from the front lines of primaries and caucuses that look like something from the early 60s -- people lining up before dawn to vote in Manoa, Hawaii yesterday; a thousand black college students in Prairie View, Texas marching 10 miles to cast their early votes in the face of a county that tried to disenfranchise them. In recent months, we've also been gobstopped by th

Life
Well..I am currently in the Army and cannot wait to come home, I have been away for so long, I am normally a outgoing highly active person. I like clubs and shit like that Parties espically , But when I go home it is normally Drama out the ass.I cannot stand it, Between people acting, like they are friends and then stabbing you in the back. Its awesome like really FUCK YOU. I am in honduras and Love the military Basically I am just trying to find a women to share this expierence, rather than bash me for it, I like to vent my emotions through a blog rather than bitch to someone, Cause I think a computer listens better, Well I am donr for now!!

Twisted Thoughts
The local club in Commerce City Co, the Enclave, is in need of help. The Courts have permited that the BDSM club can operate as a adult licensed club at their last judgment. Now Commerce City is hitting them with a new angle (Zoning)..and taking it to the state supreme court. This can drag on for years. The club needs support to fight for our rights .. By having a safe place to play and meet, with consenting adults without sex, for many of us is a release to be able to socialize in a place of our own. The owners support the active community and give the BDSM community a safe haven to turn too. This tactical maneuver by Commerce City is one that could drive the club in to the ground! Facts are they were given permission to operate at the current address, and now that the adult club license was granted, the city took another approach to step on our life style choices. The club is called the Enclave...enclavewest.com..please send them a supporting letter or a donation for fi

Survey
You Are a Yellow Flower A yellow flower tends to represent joy, friendship, and playfulness. At times, you are childlike, as a buttercup is. And at other times, you are fickle, like a dahlia. And more than you wish, you tend to feel bittersweet, like a marigold. What Color Flower Are You?

I'm On Watch
last night was a weird night. i kep waking up thinking that i forgot something. then at like 2130 it dawned on me that i forgot to turn my clock back an hour. i slept like a rocck last night. the ship was rocking pretty good. one of these days im gonna fall our of my rack. so i started working out las night. i felt pretty good. did some push ups, sit ups, and pull ups. then i ran two miles. i didnt feel too bad afterwards. then i went down to the sonar skid room and hit the heavy bag for a couple of mins. until my skin broke at least. then i had to stop. you know, im sitting here, watching this german ship and they look like they are rocking and rolling pretty bad. their forcastle is just getting pounded. their screws almost come out of the water. i would hate to see them in really bad seas. there ship is pretty cool looking. lot of smooth lines. not blockey at all. they have this massive long distance radar that just looks mean as hell. the best part of that ship is the bar on the me

Not Too Happy
you know i have noticed how i go out of my way to speak to some of my soclled friends and they dong have time to at least say Hey im here how r u amd sorry im busy. personally i feel at least sayhi. is this thing just a game to most people. i dont understand. i mean I am here to really make friends. i love meeting new ppl. some of the ppl i meet are kreeeeepy but i take my chances. even the one legged one armed one fingered half eared bind deaf and mute man needed a friend. i feel like i know i dont say anything to some of the ppl on my friend list but they dont even make the effort to sat hi to me wheni come on line at all. they dont evern seem to notice if anyting is new. i put out some new ictures a long time ago and they havent gotten much rates. but i bet if i put up some racey pictures of myself allnaked and cold and showing everyone what i was born wearing i would get some rates and stuff then huh? well sorry i cant do that. and i try to be friends with everyone but i getso busy

Found Out Some Very Interesting News...
Here's a news flash for ya...a sort of announcement that I'm making: "I have given up on men...Contrary to popular belief...I want to settle down and get married...have kids....I would like someone to love me for me...I always manage to fall for the guys who dont want a serious relationship and who doesnt want to get married...maybe its too late for me... A friend and I were talking and I found out some very interesting news..."Men are only interested in "the other woman"..."a woman on the side"...they dont want "a one and only woman"...its too boring for them...why settle with one cow...when you can have the whole herd?...esp a strong woman...or and I also found something else out...they never want a BBW...not to settle down with at least...they're for sexual escapades only...What?...Are we too much woman for you?...Can't handle the pressure?...Too Hot in the Kitchen?...I can't believe we've advance so much in human intelligence...yet one thing remains the same...MEN ARE IDIOTS!

Is It?
is it possible to love 2 people at once? i'm with one guy, but i am still in love with my ex. i know i don't show it to him, but i can never get him out of my head anytime i need to talk to someone i want to call my ex, but i can't cause he don't want to talk to me! i really do think i love him still, but the other guy on the other hand is a great guy yea, but i don't know if he is for me! we have fun together too, but so many plans fall through and i don't know what to do! The main thing is...IS IT POSSIBLE TO LOVE 2 PEOPLE AT THE SAME TIME?

Venting Garden
It's Sunday morning and the kids are in bed. This means it's quiet....for now. of course Buddy our dog is up, but he's not scratching at the door to go out yet, so all is well....for now. I love the weekends because most of the time, there is nowhere I have to be. I relax, get my laundry done, and get on the internet. I do, however have to walk Buddy. I wish I could just open the door and let him go "do his business", but he would just take off. He has gotten out before and come back though. I was told once that if a beagle runs away, they come back if they're loved. Maybe that's why he came back. He knew we loved him. I love my life. I'm very satisfied. I hate winter, but I realize it makes me appreciate the warmer temperatures. I guess I've learned to take the good with the bad. If we didn't have the bad, we probably wouldn't appreciate the good, would we? Aah to be satisfied. There's nothing like it. i am so tired right now. I get home from work and it's like i

My phone is working again! Apparently it decided to be possesed for a few hours. Technology confuses me sometimes. My phone has died yet again! If you have my phone number, call me and leave a message with your number because I have lost everyones numbers yet again! I just got a phone call from my mother, my brother is in the hospital. Apparently he has some kind of blood condition where he has too much protein in his blood. They don't know what is causing this but if they don't take care of it his organs will start to fail. The only way they can get rid of the protein is to take all of his blood out and cleanse it. My friend is instructing me that they do this through some kind of machine. The whole thought is freaking me out and I am so worried that something will happen to my only brother. My mom says he should be okay but I can tell by the sound of her voice she is not so convinced of this herself. I truely believe that when it rains it pours. The only thing that keeps going throug

Fun Stuff
Attorneys Questions Recently reported in the Massachusetts Bar Association Lawyers Journal, the following are questions actually asked of witnesses by attorneys during trials and in certain cases, the responses given by insightful witnesses: "Now Doctor, isn't it true that when a person dies in his sleep, he doesn't know about it until the next morning?" ------------------------------- "The youngest son, the twenty-year old, how old is he?" ------------------------------- "Were you present when your picture was taken?" ------------------------------- "Were you alone or by yourself?" ------------------------------- "Was it you or your younger brother who was killed in the war?" ------------------------------- "Did he kill you?" ------------------------------- "How far apart were the vehicles at the time of the collision?" ------------------------------- "You were there until the time you left, is that true?" -------------

What Are Friends?
friends Current mood: aggravated Category: disturbed Life what are friends ? let me tell you what i think friends should be friends should be there when you need them the most but in my last 8 months i have learned friends are anly gonna be ther when they need something every since i have lost my car i have learned what type of friends i really have and let me tell you i have no friends everyone i considered a friend have stoped talking to me cause i cant give them a ride somewhere or get them something but a couple of friends that still talk to me cause they know who i really am hell if i hear someone i know is in need i will be the first one to try to help them but not the people i talk to if i need something i have to get it myself or if i need a ride i have to walk cause all my so called friends are to bussy to give me a ride when if they needed one they would call me and just like that i would help them out drop what im doing and help them . but anyway if you

Surveys
1. Has anyone done anything sweet for you lately? No. 2. Do you trust your friends? some of them to a certain extent 3. Would you move to another state or country to be with the person you love? Interesting question.. Find me "THE ONE" and im sure i'd move heaven and hell to be with them. 4. Do you believe that everything happens for a reason? yes 5. Name two things you would NOT tolerate in a relationship? lying, and Abuse of any kind 6. Which one of your friends do you think would make the best roommate for you? none 7. What's your favorite movie? prolly The covenant 8. Are you afraid of falling in love? in a way.. yes.. I cant help it.. im afraid to fall. 9. Is there someone who pops into your mind at random times throughout the day? yes 10. Would you stop talking to your friends because you hooked up with a new guy/girl? no 11. Name one person from your friends list that you could call to come to your rescue if you got a flat tire? I dont

Recover Your Happines
© Sandra Lewis Pringle, sent by Wendy Hinson From Sandra's book Sing Loudly as Lions Roar. If I could catch a rainbow, I would do it, just for you, And, share with you, its beauty, on the days you're feeling blue. If I could, I would build a mountain, you could call your very own. A place to find serenity, a place just to be alone. If I could, I would take your troubles, and toss them into the sea. But, all these things, I'm finding, are impossible for me. I cannot build a mountain, or catch a rainbow fair; but, let me be, what I know best, A Friend, who's always there. I promise to defend you, should the occasion ever rise, And, I promise to wipe away the tears, which might stream from your weeping eyes. Let me be the trusted Friend, the one that you know best. I will never leave you, on that, you can surely rest. If I could catch a rainbow I would do it just for you; and share with you its beauty, On the days you're feeling blue. If I could build

Sup !!!!!!
come join me in cherryrock gonna rock out and smoke out atleast come say *HI* NEW PLAYER IN CHERRYROCK!!! IF YOU'VE NEVER HEARD THE MUSIC IN LOUNGES BEFORE YOU CAN HEAR IT NOW!!! click the pick to get there! (repost of original by '~Clandestine~' on '2007-04-01 18:17:01') (repost of original by '~NorthernNutCase~' on '2007-04-01 18:48:28') CLUB ILLUSIA'S HOME GROWN DJ N8 IS LIVE AND ON THE AIR! COME SHOW HIM SOME LOVE! A GOOD TIME IS ASSURED TO BE HAD BY ALL OR YOUR MONEY BACK! OH I ALMOS FOR GOT, HE DOES REQUESTS! click on the pic to check it out! Sorry I have been off of here lately. Just been busy. If I haven't made it to your pics yet send me a private message and I will make it there. Can you do me 1 favor and visit Cell Block ? The peeps are cool and all the DJs are great. I'm on air Tue., Wed.and Thur. nights form 8-11 pm est but like I said...all the DJs are good. So when happy hour is going on just pull up the lounge and jam with the tunes while y

Babble On In Babylon!!
Here I sit, surrounded by my own boredom, not much of a companion but it will have to do. As I aproach the 2yr mark of being single again, followed shortly after by my 35th b-day, I wonder will it always come back to this? Countless relationships, tried and failed, heartbreaks, broken hearts, blah blah blah. Will I find or be found by the 1 who not only captures my every thought and unlocks my heart but can put up with me despite me? Will I care less and less about if I will as time goes by? How is it that this type of loneliness doesnt care how many of your friends are by your side? How is it that so many people can feel this way? Maybe if we spend less time worried about people understanding how we feel and more time caring about the feelings of others, er something, I dunno. Honesty, shit, you cant be truely honest with people till you are honest with yourself and as I have found over the years, the truth hurts sometimes. Regardless of how much it hurts, it is essential.

Thank You Everyone
Well after my first blast there is alot of love out there :) I am trying to keep up with you all and rate you and fan you back hopefully it doesnt overwhelm me. so far you have all been cool except for a few that have gotten a little out of hand but all in all a great experience so far. i am sorry if i dont message you back right away but i am at work and it is kind of hard to get to all of you . guys and gals you have all been great !! huga nad kisses , satin I just want to say thank you to everyone for dtopping in to rate my profile and pics. I am glad you are all enjoying the pics i have posted. Sorry no face pics on the xxx ones but because of my job i am a little scared to show my face and be recognized :( I iwll try to get to all of your posts and profiles as quickly as i can you guys are so fast at hitting mine up it is hard to figure out who to go to first :) hope you all have a great day ! hugs and kisses satin

Erotic Stories
Banana Split I am at the grocery store doing some shopping. I am wearing a leather jacket and leather pants. I turn the corner with my cart and bump into you. My god I think to my self, you are drop dead beautiful! You are also wearing a leather jacket and tight leather pants and boots. A huge bilge forms in my pants. I see this and start to giggle. I start blushing and say “sorry excuse me” and we go one our way. A little later we meet in the meat section, and we are standing there beside each other. We turn and stare into each others eyes, You gently move your hand to the bulge in my pants and start rubbing it slowly. I almost die! I ask you “should be go some where’s?” You grab my hand and pull me quickly into the back of the store. It’s pretty cold there and I can see your nipples are very hard, just as hard as my cock. You pull me tight against you kissing me hard, your hands wrapped around my neck. My hands clutching your tight leather covered ass. Our tongues d

Why I Haven't Been Here Lately
Hello all my cherry friends. I know I have not been in in quiet awhile. But I have been dealing with sick kids again. My oldest son has been real sick and is now scheduled for surgery on Feb. 21. He had an infection in his sinus cavity in Dec. and now he is having to have his tonsils and adnoids taken out. They are twice the size they should be right now and there is a chance if they get much bigger his surgery will be sooner than what it is scheduled to be. From all of this he is staying dizzy, keeping headaches and has alot of trouble seeing. He is taking up alot of my time so that is why I have not been here much. Everyone just keep remembering him. Much love to all my cherry friends

'last Serenade At Razor's Edge"
“The last serenade at razor’s edge” My mind takes fight As I wonder what’s to become of me I’ve watched my past go by And I think of how things use to be Tears flood my eyes Because I am finally giving up I’m saying my last good-byes I’ll go fast with some luck I’m alone inside Even thought there are people all around I’m going to take my life But I won’t make a sound Time passes by Every second ticks My live will soon be over Though right now it’s only nicks Soon to be slashes of my former self As these bloodstained sheets Now hold with-in my final breath I can’t control this feeling Of which I’ve finally found But I don’t want to see any tears When you find my body on the ground I know you won’t understand So just think of it a dream But don’t blame yourself I just need to be free My pain will not be long now The blackness is closeting in I’m watching scenes from my life The people I’ve met & the places I’v

30 Seconds To Mars
~How did they choose the band name? Jared says: "For us, the name 30 Seconds To Mars has little to do with space, the universe or anything like that. It is a name that works on several different levels. Most importantly, it is a good representation of our sound. It's a phrase that is lyrical, suggestive, cinematic, and filled with immediacy. It has some sense of otherness to it. The concept of space is so overwhelming and all encompassing I doubt there is a song written that doesn't fall within it." ~Why does the band choose to stay behind the scenes? They want their music to be the primary means of reaching out to fans, so they want to stay behind the scenes and let their music speak for themselves. They probably don't want to use Jared Leto's popularity as an actor for the band to be popular. ~Why is the song "Revolution" not included on their self-titled album? According to the band, the song is not included because they think "people take things too literally". Listen to t

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Souls Without Names
Souls Without Names The fires of Hell burn bright In the middle of the night Waiting for an angel to fall No hope of salvation at all A poor lost soul Is swallowed up whole Consumed in the flames They are souls without names The fires are ablaze In this fiendish maze Consumed by guilt and shame There is no one else to blame The fires are aglow As you sink so low The Devil has cast his spell You face eternity in Hell

Hurt Beyond Hell
‘HURT BEYOND HELL’ Today’s the day I’m saying goodbye Because I’m sick and tired Of all your lies I know you think it’s funny But soon you won’t Tomorrow you’d be wondering Why I slit my throat It’s your entire fault Just remember that Because if you didn’t hit me I wouldn’t be where I’m at So don’t you cry Or shed a tear Because soon what I’ve done Will become clear I’m coming back for you And you’re going to ache Because next…. It will be your life I take! 12-06-91 J.R.A.F

The Wife
A woman accompanied her husband to the doctor's office. After his checkup, the doctor called the wife into his office alone. He said, "Your husband is suffering from a very severe stress disorder. If you don't follow my instructions carefully, your husband will surely die. "Each morning, fix him a healthy breakfast. Be pleasant at all times. For lunch make him a nutritious meal. For dinner prepare an especially nice meal for him. "Don't burden him with chores. Don't discuss your problems with him; it will only make his stress worse. Do not nag him. Most importantly, make love to him regularly. "If you can do this for the next 10 months to a year, I think your husband will regain his health completely." On the way home, the husband asked his wife, "What did the doctor say?" "He said you're going to die," she replied.

Joke
Looking for a Husband A lonely woman, aged 70, decided that it was time to get married. She put an ad in the local paper that read: HUSBAND WANTED! MUST BE IN MY AGE GROUP (70's), MUST NOT BEAT ME, MUST NOT RUN AROUND ON ME AND MUST STILL BE GOOD IN BED! ALL APPLICANTS PLEASE APPLY IN PERSON. On the second day she heard the doorbell. Much to her dismay, she opened the door to see a gray-haired gentleman sitting in a wheel chair. He had no arms or legs. The old woman said, "You're not really asking me to consider you, are you? Just look at you....you have no legs!" The old man smiled, "Therefore I cannot run around on you! She snorted. "You don't have any hands either!" Again the old man smiled, "Nor can I beat you!" She raised an eyebrow and gazed intently. "Are you still good in bed?" With that, the old gentleman leaned back, beamed a big broad smile and said... "I rang the doorbell didn't I?"

The Encounter
An Accidental Encounter A man is in a hotel lobby. He wants to ask the clerk a question. As he turns to go to the front desk, he accidentally bumps into a woman beside him and as he does, his elbow goes into her breast. They are both quite startled. The man turns to her and says, "Ma'am, if your heart is as soft as your breast, I know you'll forgive me." She replies, "If your penis is as hard as your elbow, I'm in room 436."

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Don't Blog It, Blodgett.
Tom Barnard He is currently the host of "The KQ Morning Show," which airs on KQRS-FM 92.5 from 5:30 to 9:20 AM Monday through Friday. Barnard and then partner Dan Culhane started the show, which featured sports reports from WCCO sports anchor Mark Rosen. At one point the team of Barnand and Culhane spearheaded a fairly successful write-in campaign to elect Rosen For Governor. Culhane and Rosen were eventually pushed out of the broadcast in a succession of personnel moves which also resulted in the departure of Tony Lee (popular soundman and producer) For years the broadcast has been the highest-rated morning radio show in Minnesota, and holds the distinction of the highest ratings of any morning show in a local market nationwide. Before coming to KQRS Barnard worked at numerous stations including KSTP(AM). For most of the 1980s Barnard was the booth announcer for KSTP-TV. With the recent introduction of the podcasting technology, the show has reached national and international a

Tomorrow? Maybe?
Tomorrow? Maybe? As I look in this mirror with pain in my eyes, I knew it was the last time I would see myself. I see the tears roll down my face, because I know I’m in my last moments. I have felt this pain for a long time. Like some remnants of a left over nightmare. I feel the hurt in my heart for I will see no more tomorrow. I think about the things I was told in my past… like life being the most unforgiving teacher one may have. And what comes around goes around. Is it my turn soon? I look hard at myself, and knowing it is time I walk to my bed and lie down, and I think of all the people I’ve hurt in my life… I wish I could say that I’m sorry. Sometimes sorry doesn’t cover it. Sometimes it’s just not enough. How well I know that now. Now as I say my prayers, I see my life in a reality I have never seen before. I see her coming for me as she said she would. Everything is so vivid and clear. But I am unafraid; I know what it is that she has come to do. She has c

Pooky_wonder2007
im looking for new friends and someone thsat i can spend life life with, and get to know, im 36 years old mother of 2 daiugthers and i live in ny im 5.3 blue eyes, blond curely hair, im kinda shy, im single and would love to talk to any one.

Military Wife
I am a puppygirl though. I am true to my traits. I am incredibly loyal. I am sincere and loving. I love to snuggle, cuddle and play. I lick, nibble and kiss. I will follow you to the ends of the Earth. You can kick me and I will come back. But if you leave me somewhere enough I will wander off and get lost for good. I thought that was kinda cute. Please go to this contest and vote for my hubby and comment bomb him and pimp him out to all your buddies!!! PRETTY PLEASE HELP ME!!!!! THANKS A TOn! The average age of the military wife is 20 years old.She isn't old enough to buy a beer, but is old enough to manage a whole household on her own and maybe, has a kid or two. She probably never her saw herself loving a man who was in the military, but she loves him regardless. Her penmanship has improved over the last few months or years, due to the excessive letter writing she has been doing. She cries alot, because she misses the man she swore to love. Her life isn't

Poem
My feelings are finally catching up I feel like someone has overflowed my cup Lately I've been dealing w/ my problems secretly My feelings are just flowing freely and I feel like theres no stopping them These feelings I'm feeling are scaring me I just dont know whether to believe them or just let them be I just wanna be free from feelings this way cuz Ive been feelings like this from day to day. Christina 1/28/2007 Buried at PhotoCasket.com

Chaotic Storms
The balance of logic and reason lies in the realm of the mind and acts as a compass when we loose our way through the enigma of life. What happens then when the enigma of life beckons to the heart to find the way ? You begin to hear a voice calling to you from the wild places with in you. There is a deep and ancient power that speaks to you in the language of the heart. It is a place outside of the realm of logic and reason and can’t be translated by the mind. It is a place where you’re spirit takes over the mind and leads the body with out thought. To find a state of nirvana through the storms of a chaotic universe you must learn the maturity of patience. To hunger for wisdom over knowledge, and love over lust are just two of the chaotic storms that wage through the universe of the human experience.

Why
well everyone its been a good year and going to be even better i am expecting a little blessing to my fam, shes due in june on the 16th so wish me good luck cause i will need it later why must we die? i know that it a part of life , and i am fine wiht that. it hurts when they leave and i just do not understand it will i ever under stand it problely not , u may ask u self why i am writing about death , well i tell u my papa died 3 day age and i will not beal to go pay my repect to him , why i live in kentcuy and he lived in Mich.

Pet Passes Away... Very Sad :{
Today is s very SAD Day for me because one of my Pets (THUNDER) has passed away 01-27-2007, She will be sadly missed by all that Loved Her... Her Picture was transfered to My IM MEMORY FOLDER of my Photos.

Mysel
well where to start off. i am an exmarine well still cause once a marine always a marine,i am a self confident person, i enjoy cuddling with a woman in front of the fire place,i enjoy my job,my kids and my life. also all my friends life wouldnt be the same with out them.well anything else just ask and i will tell. see ya

Chillin...wanna Talk To The One I Like
to kick it wit the homies ike all my niggs in washington da tac ya dig but yea...aand i love talking to my girl jessica i love her man to death she is so hott and sweet and nice ......but yea...also my girl brittney she bomb ya dig....

Slingers Blog
You know what pisses me off ...when men run there mouths about looks and how sexy a girl is and how there a real man but when it comes down to it they run away like boys after they get what they want ...that gives real en a bad name so if you'all men want to impress a girl try being honest and respectfull to them and they might talk to you longer then ten minutes at a time ....> oh and i love my queen very much and yes men the queen on ct is my real life wife and always will be

Repair Rates
Flat Hourly Rate: $75 - Minimum Bench Fee: $40 Flat Rates Apply on Cosmetic Touch-Ups and Crack Repair Retrofit with Buzz Feiten Tuning System (Includes Set-Up): $150 Set-Up (Includes Cleaning, All Adjustments, and Intonation): $75 Fret Dress (Grind, Polish existing Frets, Set-Up Included): $150 Complete Re-Fret (Replace All Frets, Dress Same, Set-Up Included): Unbound: $300 Complete Re-Fret (Replace All Frets, Dress Same, Set-Up Included): Maple or Bound Board: $350 Nut Replacement (Includes Set-Up): $75 Locking Nut: $150 Saddle Replacement (Includes Set-Up): $125 Re-Glue Loose Bridge (Includes Set-Up): $150 Pickup Replacement: $75 Rout for New Pickup: $100 Repair Loose Wire: $75 Jack/Pot Replacement: $75 Complete Re-Wire (All New Wire and Caps): $100 Complete Re-Wire with Shielding (All New Wire and Caps): $125 Complete Re-Wire with Shielding and Pots (All New Wire and Caps): $150 Install Floyd Rose (Includes Set-Up, Does Not Includ

Thinking Of You
All alone I sit in the night. No one to talk to, no one in sight. There I sit daydreaming of you. Hoping this dream could somehow come true. Only if you could see, None of my friends will let me be. Yearning to be set free. Managing to stay real calm. Close my eyes, wipe the sweat from my palms. Keeping myself in tack around you. No one can help me, what should I do? I have to escape this terrible fate, Get it together before it's too late. Here you come closer, though you're still far away, Thinking of you always, I hope you think of me someday.

What Is Your Fucking Problem?
Sorry I haven't been very responsive. Some of you know that I have a couple of minor issues with my heart. I've been a little under the weather the last couple of days and have been watching the puter from my bed where it is a little difficult to use the keyboard. - Terry King's Sexy Acronym - Tis for...TantalizingEis for...EroticRis for...RacyRis for...RisqueYis for...Yummy is for...Kis for...KeenIis for...IrresistibleNis for...NakedGis for...Gyrating The Sexy Acronym Generator at QuizUniverse.com Well. after 16 hrs of not being ble to getonline all night, I finally got on. ANyone haev any problems? Terry

Poppin Some Cherrys
I heard about this site from a friend, and so far i like it. i hated myspace maybe this will be a change of pace. i am looking for real friends, not internet friends. Im looking to hang out , have fun, and act up. hopefully you folks will find me interesting, and we can have some good times. until then. catch you on the flip side" -name that movie

My Dad
Tomorrow marks 2 long but yet short months since my dad died. It just seems like yesterday that he was here and we were being smartasses to each other. My mom, my son and I couldnt bring ourselves to do our usual Easter tradition today without dad so we went out of town for lunch and came home and that was it. It felt so wierd not having him there with us. He always did the driving when we all went out together and i caught myself walking into my moms place yelling let's go, your driving dad. And then I realized what i had said. Then later when we got to the restaraunt my son said "i wish papa was here so i could hear his voice again so i wont forget what he sounded like"......what do you say to a comment like that? ive been an emotional wreck all day but I dont want to burden my friends with my problems as they have their own lives to deal with. So i spent the rest of the day cleaning, sorting, throwing stuff away and more cleaning. how do i tell my 8 year old that his grandpa has te

Random Thoughts
Why do women always take cell phone pics of themselves in the bathroom, never understood that. Well this was not my weekend, lol. I lost it all, but i had a blast doing it! I played some slots and some blackjack, there were some awesome moments at the blackjack table. There was this guy that sat down next to me, his name was Dale, and he kept calling the cards it was amazing, and i don't mean like counting or something, but he'd be like "Dealer is going to have a 6" and BAM! sure enough the dealer flipped a 6, and he kept doing that, it was pretty cool. he helped most of the table win, lol. Also this reminds me of a Vegas story i might as well share here instead of making it's own blog... When I turned 21 my family took my to vegas so I could gamble for the first time ever in a casino. So of course back then I mainly liked blackjack, so I took my $100 and went to a table. I bet $15 on my first hand and i got delt a pair of 10's, I was like "SWEET". Then I said I wanted to

Life
"Love, what is love. Well what love is to me, it's knowing that everyday you get to spend every minute with the person who makes everything okay; who makes life fun to live with; who backs you up even when everyone says you are wrong and you feel like you are going to cry and you turn around and there she is just holding her arms wide open and you feel so safe in them and you know she is the one person who will never laugh at you but with you; who never gets mad at you but gets mad at the same stuff you do; who you can tell everything to and know that she will smile and know exactly what you are talking about, not just saying I know, but have lived through the same things. Love is so much more than my words can describe in this world, it's somthing that no matter where you are you know that the other person is waiting for you to come home to. I love you Christie Lynn Garza. It just came to me while I wrote it. You are my inspiration to my writing. I haven't written anything like thi

Boobs In Your Face..
I'm new to CT but seem to find most of the pictures flashing across the top of my screen contain more boobs that I can stomach. I don't get it.. what's with the women taking pix at angles SOOOOOOOOo unflattering to their breasts? I mean..angles that make them look like they are coming out of their necks. Speaking from one well endowed woman to the others out there.. Show your assets proudly, but there is no need to post pix with 3/4 of them hanging out. My question is: Is this offensive to anyone else besides me?

Priceless...... Adult Stuff Heh
The Rules of a Blow Job for Girls and Guys!!! WHAT A GIRL HAS TO SAY ON THE SUBJECT ``````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````` 1. First and foremost, we are not obligated to do it. 2. Extension to rule ..1 - So if you get one, be grateful. 3. I don't care WHAT they did in the porn video you saw, it is not standard practice to cum on someone's face. 4. Extension to rule ..3 - No, I DON'T have to swallow. 5. My ears are NOT handles. 6. Extension to rule ..5 - do not push on the top of my head. Last I heard, deep throat had been done. And additionally, do you really WANT puke on your dick? 7. I don't care HOW relaxed you get, it is NEVER OK to fart. 8. Having my period does not mean that it's "hummer week" - get it through your head - I'm bloated and I feel like shit so no, I don't feel particularly obligated to blow you just because YOU can't have sex right now. 9. Extension to ..8 - "Blue Balls" might have worked on high school girls - if yo

Observations Of A Tabbie Eater
Sleep was impossible last night, as in most nights. When it seems impossible to achieve sleep it shows mercy or may be it just got board and then rest becomes reality. As demons of past subside and as i drift off i realized that i have a song in my head from Bruce Springsteen. How relevant this song is to me at this time and believing has never been my strong point i think i see. I see a world where the allusiveness of sleep is vanquished. I see demons that though may never be slain will be no more than an exhibit on display. Too often misdeeds are overlooked because of intent. What we want and what we need seldom have the same destination. All too often we travel roads that lead to nowhere only to say "We had the best intentions". How sad is it to be human to know this truth and still go down such a road. How easy it is to be human to know that all we need to do is ignore what we know and in the end intentions were all that mattered.

The Blog
Question for the men out there...Has there ever been a time when you didnt reach an orgasm, even if you were having mind-blowing sex?? I guess I could ask the ladies if they have ever been with a man who couldnt and what was his reason??

Pisces Baby
the path that i lead ... has seemed to end at your side again... infatuation? could it be? i didnt realize the truth that was once said to me .. darkness is i ... destiny in devotion.. eager to run my fingers all over your body... taste what you have inside... sit here in a state of confusion ... backbiting all that i have said... the altercation that once was our love, sex life... try to believe that we are meant for one and other... i want to stay with you my love... embrace your rage, your suffering... make me feel your wrath .. i want it all ... misery is not what i feel when your inside of me... erotic feelings you leave with me.. i am your seductive mistress.. lucid dreams of you and your bondage... you feel upon my throat.. stimulate all my senses.. the feeling of your steaming sweat that drips off your body onto mine... i moan only for a moment... then the screams of pleasure reveal themselves.... expose your evil side to me...dont waste one everlasting moment contemplating if

Pisces The Piece Of Ass
Nice. Love is one of a kind. Great listeners Very Good in bed. Lover not a fighter, but will still knock you the #### out. Trustworthy. Always happy. Loud. Talkative. Outgoing VERY FORGIVING. Loves to make out. Has a beautiful smile. Generous. Strong. ULTRA SEXY. THE MOST IRRESISTABLE. 9 years of bad luck if you do not repost. you have opened this bulletin, there's no turning back. Below are true descriptions of zodiac signs, with traits from a book written 35 years ago by an astrologist predictionist. Read your sign, then repost this in a new bulletin with your zodiac sign and label, or you'll get bad luck for the number of years stated in your sign description. This is real shit, try ignoring it, and the first thing you'll notice is having a horrible day starting tomorrow morning - and it only gets worse from there. .:VIRGO:. The Freak Dominant in relationships. Sexy. someone loves them right now. Freak in bed. Always wants the last word. Caring. Smart. Intellectual. Attra

Gotta Have Cartoon
ALL I NEED IS 2500 COMMENTS TOTAL AND I HAVE 1270... PLEASE I BEG YOU TO HELP ME WIN A PLATINUM CHERRY!!! I WILL DO ANYTHING!!!! ANYTHING I SAY FOR A HELPING HAND... JUST NAME IT... IF YOU COULD ONLY SEE ME I AM DOWN ON MY KNEES GRAVALING OUT OF CONTROL FOR YOUR COMMENTS.... AS ALWAYS THE LOVE WILL BE RETURNED... MUCH LOVE AND THANK YOU SO VERY MUCH JUST FOR READING THIS EVEN.... CLICK ON PIC AND BOMBS AWAY!!!!

This "crush" Thing Should Be Stopped
yeah--i got 2 crushes--feels good--some sweet person prob felt bad for me and gave me some crush love to lift me tormented spirits--but those crushes disappear and turn all the temporary happiness into a more permanent despair--so if your out there and reading this--either of my 2 'crushes'--love ya's for such sweet thoughts to me xoxoxoo why would i say that--it's a good thing-right--yeah--it can be--but listen here i come back to this site on 1/14 after like a month's absence--the crush thing was new to me-- bu the morning of 1/16---2 people had a crush on me--i felt happy , accepted, wanted, loved --the whole gamut--but by that afternoon--ONLY 1 PERSON HAD A CRUSH ON ME--so what happened?-- DAMN-it-I'M GOING THROUGH MID-LIFE CRISIS--what could be worse than someone removing their 'crush' from me and giving it to someone more "deserving:--someone YOUNGER, BETTER LOOKING, BETTER 'ENDOWED' JUST BETTER THAN ME--and i couldn't thank the person for the original crush--nor could i

I Am This Girl!
I'm the guy who will text you every single morning and tell you good morning and every single night to tell you sweet dreams. I'm the guy who will hold you when you're crying and wipe away your tears. I'm the guy who still thinks you're beautiful with no makeup on wearing sweats and a sports t-shirt. I'm the guy who WONT pressure you to do things you DONT want to. I'm the guy who kisses you on the forehead, the eyelid, and anywhere it hurts. I'm the guy who doesn't kiss and tell. I'm the guy who actually listens to you when you talk. I'm the guy who's excited ALL day because im looking forward to our date that night. I'm the guy who is content to just be able to hold you and wants nothing more. I'm the guy who can't help but smile when you walk into the room. I'm the guy who melts everytime you stare at him beneath loose strands of hair. I'm the guy who's perfectly content with staying in and watching movies and cuddling. I'm the guy who won't lie to

Hurting
i wanted to do something for my mom who is no longer with us... and i did not know what to do so i ask a good friend one here if she could help me and she came up this something. there is no words to tell her how much i love it.my mom left me in 2004 and im haveing such a hard time with it i know in time it might get easer but right now its not but im doing the best i can.. you knwo the hardest thing was telling my kids there nanna was gone. but they still talk about her which is good there is a song i would love to find and put it with this but can not find it it is by mark wills the ballon song my kids say when they get a balloon they want to write on it and sent it to heaven for there nanna but any wyas this is for my mom I LOVE YOU MOM AND MISS YOU SOO SOO MUCH WISH YOU WERE HERE WITH US.... i had the worse thing to happen to anybody today. i was driving down the road and a little boy came out of no where and hit my car. i jupm out and got help then went to the lit

Why???????
Why is it that people feel that they must say things to make someone happy- even when it isn't what they feel? Seriously, I don't lie to people, if I don't want to talk to you I will tell you so, and I am not going to pull punches if you ask me a question. I don't understand the reasoning behind lying like that can anyone explain it to me?

The Other Half..lol
The Guys' Rules At last a guy has taken the time to write this all down Finally , the guys' side of the story. (I must admit, it's pretty good.) We always hear " the rules" From the female side. Now here are the rules from the male side. These are our rules! Please note.. these are all numbered "1" ON PURPOSE! 1. Men are NOT mind readers. 1. Learn to work the toilet seat. You're a big girl. If it's up, put it down. We need it up, you need it down. You don't hear us complaining about you leaving it down. 1. Sunday sports. It's like the full moon or the changing of the tides. Let it be. 1. Shopping is NOT a sport. And no, we are never going to think of it that way. 1. Crying is blackmail. 1. Ask for what you want. Let us be clear on this one: Subtle hints do not work! Strong hints do not work! Obvious hints do not work! Just say it! 1. Yes and No are perfectly acceptable answers to almost every

Tomp
Well I'm loaded and headed to a Wal-Mart in southern Mississippi. I'm scheduled to be there by noon tomorrow, then I go up to Jackson, Mississippi and pick up a load for Atlanta, Georgia for thursday. Anybody on my route that wants to meet for coffee or a soda or a sandwich - - give me a yell. Sorry I don't drink anything stronger while driving . . . I spent the day in Joplin, Missouri - truck was in the shop. The back of the drivers seat had broken, and I had to replace a tire. I'm supposed to get a load in the morning going to Mississippi, just below Memphis, I think. So I may not be back on for a few days, but I'll try. Hello everyone - I'm new on here and wanted to let everyone know a little about me. My main job right now is driving truck - actually I own my own and am leased to Landstar Ranger (or at least will be again in a couple of weeks). I am also a photographer, thus I try to set up photo shoots while I travel around in the truck. I have a degree in electronics bu

Driving
If you cant see over the steering wheel & need to sit on like 4 phone books. DO NOT FREAKIN DRIVE. Ok i am driving down COunty line Rd & this little old lady about 2 hundred pulls up next to me & decides to get into my lane w/ me right thier. She can barely see over the sterring wheel No turn signal no nothing like my fruckin car doesnt exist almost takes off my front end. Is she trying to get over to turn into the shoppin center?? To turn down the street?? NOOOOO just wanted to take off the front of my car. THen she looks in the rearview like i did something wrong i am their giving her the 2 finger sulute. THe next day ANOTHER 3 hundrend year old lady sitting on Street rd to make a left, i pull up behind her cause i have to make a left thier & it is a trcky turn kinda , now u can fit half a bus in front of her to get to the light does the dumbass bitch pull up as my ass end is sticking out in traffic??? NOOOOO she just sits thier barely seeing over the sterring wheel AGA

Not Another Blog
Wow, I love writing stupid funny blogs. But does anyone even read this?? I would hate to type a bunch of crap and nobody read it. Sigh, I better go check my myspace. Visit my blog there. Myspace.com/alr74

Need Your Votes
Hi Everybody , I'm in need of your votes for Band Photo Contest If you could Please Help bomb these's two photos the Links below .Thank you for your help and get your friends to vote to . Thanks Metal Marty }:)>

Miscellaneous Junk
Nice guys and girls We are many though we may feel few The ones overlooked and ignored Forgotten about and bypassed Never to be taken as true We are always there And always will be No matter what the cost Willing to lend and ear or a hand Everything for those we love One day after another without complaint Happy to be with those in our heart Feeling whole and complete Never doubting our hearts content 'Til the day comes when it all crashes down Without warning and no clue to show Why it all ended so brutal and cruel We stand by and watch many of you Deny and forsake us anew To watch you in new endeavors With your new mate Who treats you like dirt and ways that we hate Never to be treated the way you deserve We watch and we see how it could be But we wait and we hope That in the end you will see What we've known from the start "You belong with me" What is a friend There to help in a time of need To listen when you talk Hears what you are not saying Talks

New Grandson
he is new to the world.. but has made his entry with a bang.. He has grandpa's name.. mom's arms.. and grandma's love.. he has a big brother and sister to teach him how to drive the adults crazy.. welcome to the world and family my angel Most of you know Badgirl #1 is my daughter..and she was expecting baby #3 in 9 weeks.. today baby John was born by c-sectin he is 3 lbs and 2 ozs.. 16 inches long.. he forgets to breath..but little guy is a fighter Badgirl is not doing good..but I hope for the best for her .. the medicine is working on her please pray for both of them.. Welcome my angel.....You have grandpa's name.. mom's loveing hands.. and grandma to hold you..and a big brother and sister to show you the right way to drive us all crazy.. you are very loved by all of us..

Love Sux!
I dont know what to do anymore, I try and I try...Just when I think I found love it turns around and smacks me in the face... Love drives you crazy and mad, Love makes you do stupid things for stupid reasons...all in the name of love,...you know what FUCK YOU LOVE! If I could Id beat your ass down for all the pain and shit you have caused me I would...and what do I have to prove for what you've done to me? Absolutely Fucking Nothing! dont get me wrong I dont blame you for all my problems I am also to blame...I have many imperfections, Jealousy is my big one....and Trust...I trust too damn much! I give up on love once again.... Music Video:LONELY DAY (by System Of A Down)LOVE SUX

My Friends
well it saturday and i get my kids today so i wont be around much til sunday nite. but if any of you are bored stop by and toss me a few comments and rate the pic plez just click on the pic and i`ll be sure to help out the ppl who help me the contest is over at 3 pm todat and i`m about 5000 comments behind thank you and have a great weekend i`ll try to get online tonite after my kids are sleeping mike today i got a very sad phone call my kids live with there aunt, she called to tell me my son mikey who is only 7 years old is almost blind in 1 year. they figure about 90% blind.i was almost in tears when she told me this.i just cant believe 7 years old and almost blind in 1 eye. it tears me up cause my kids have not seen there mom in 3 mths.and the kids have been through enough. sry it`s just my thought on this. you all have a great nite mike

Blog
thank you so much for stopping bye and showing some love on my profile hello before i logged off last nite i had a ton of pic ratings and fan request's when i logged on today they are all gone , before i had a chance to respond ??? if i missed your requests or new photo's please let me know so i can come bye and show some love her name is sunshine .stop bye and show her some love

My Fucking Blog
what is with people this week? 1st there is the horrible incident at Virgina tech, then locally we have a ton of schools locked down due to threats, then 36 northern California schools are locked down due to threats from a transient, then there is this nasa space center building deal. and on top of that you've got the Oklahoma's bombing and Columbine shooting anniversaries this week. Why is this a week for the crazys to act out? Personally I have been nervous going anywhere today. Especially once the crazy guy at work got fired. We threw one hell of a going away party for my bro in law. He shipped out to Qatar the Tuesday after for the Air Force. Man I got fucked up. Drank 2 whole bottles of Johny Walker and got rid of them throughout the next day. But good times were had by all or so I was told. really kills the sex life. I haven't gotten laid since January. This blows.

I Dont Know What The Fuck This Is But Ok We Have To Start Somwhere..
YEAH OK IM USED TO MYSPACE AND I LOVE THAT.. I NEVER EVEN GO TO YAHOO... WELL I DONT HAVE YHOO BUT IF I DID I WOULD'NT GO THERE..LOL TO MANY BOTS AND DRAMA.. WELL I WILL WRITE MORE A NEW DAY BUT YA... ~MARYJANE~